1 00:00:10,448 --> 00:00:14,103 HONESTLY, I WASN'T SURE I COULD TALK ABOUT IT. 2 00:00:16,206 --> 00:00:17,137 [ SNIFFLES ] 3 00:00:23,068 --> 00:00:25,137 I WILL NEVER FORGET. 4 00:00:25,137 --> 00:00:28,827 I SAW ON TV -- 5 00:00:28,827 --> 00:00:32,551 IT WAS A HELICOPTER PICTURE. 6 00:00:32,551 --> 00:00:35,344 AND IT WAS ON THE NEWS -- BREAKING NEWS... 7 00:00:35,344 --> 00:00:36,896 Woman: HE LED POLICE TO THE BACKYARD 8 00:00:36,896 --> 00:00:38,931 OF THIS PARK HILL HOME. 9 00:00:38,931 --> 00:00:41,586 ...AND I KNEW IT WAS MY BROTHER'S BACKYARD. 10 00:00:41,586 --> 00:00:46,068 AND I SAID, "WHY ARE THEY IN THAT BACKYARD? 11 00:00:46,068 --> 00:00:47,931 WHAT ARE THEY DOING?" 12 00:00:47,931 --> 00:00:50,206 Woman: OFFICERS ARE STILL AT A SCENE. 13 00:00:50,206 --> 00:00:52,724 AND JUST -- I COULDN'T MOVE. 14 00:00:52,724 --> 00:00:55,000 AND AFTER A FEW MINUTES 15 00:00:55,000 --> 00:00:59,586 OF JUST BEING THERE IN SHOCK... 16 00:00:59,586 --> 00:01:02,827 Woman: THE SEARCH FOR VICTIMS IS OUR TOP STORY. 17 00:01:02,827 --> 00:01:07,620 ...I WALKED AROUND BEGGING GOD TO JUST WAKE ME UP 18 00:01:07,620 --> 00:01:10,068 'CAUSE I KNEW IT WAS JUST A NIGHTMARE, 19 00:01:10,068 --> 00:01:11,275 THAT NONE OF IT WAS TRUE. 20 00:01:11,275 --> 00:01:14,137 IT WAS JUST NOT TRUE. 21 00:01:15,206 --> 00:01:18,137 AND I DIDN'T GET TO WAKE UP. 22 00:01:47,172 --> 00:01:50,137 --Captions by VITAC-- www.vitac.com 23 00:01:50,137 --> 00:01:53,137 CAPTIONS PAID FOR BY DISCOVERY COMMUNICATIONS 24 00:02:17,724 --> 00:02:21,896 THIS PICTURE HERE IS MY BROTHER AND ME 25 00:02:21,896 --> 00:02:24,482 AND WHAT IS LEFT OF A SNOWMAN. 26 00:02:24,482 --> 00:02:26,965 AS YOU CAN SEE, I WAS UPSET ABOUT IT, 27 00:02:26,965 --> 00:02:28,448 AND HE WAS NOT. 28 00:02:28,448 --> 00:02:31,862 HE THOUGHT IT WAS HILARIOUS THAT THE SNOWMAN'S HEAD MELTED. 29 00:02:34,586 --> 00:02:36,689 WHEN SOMEONE CALLS MY BROTHER EVIL 30 00:02:36,689 --> 00:02:40,068 OR A MONSTER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, 31 00:02:40,068 --> 00:02:42,379 I GET MAD. 32 00:02:42,379 --> 00:02:44,413 I GET REALLY, REALLY MAD. 33 00:02:46,965 --> 00:02:49,620 DO I BELIEVE IN EVIL? ABSOLUTELY. 34 00:02:49,620 --> 00:02:52,689 I DON'T THINK YOU CAN BELIEVE IN THE GOOD 35 00:02:52,689 --> 00:02:54,137 WITHOUT THE BAD EVER. 36 00:02:55,310 --> 00:02:57,620 JUST BECAUSE SOMEBODY DOES SOMETHING HORRIBLE 37 00:02:57,620 --> 00:03:00,965 DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU DON'T LOVE THEM ANYMORE. 38 00:03:00,965 --> 00:03:06,103 AND I LOVE MY BROTHER. 39 00:03:06,103 --> 00:03:10,482 THAT HAS NEVER CHANGED AND WILL NEVER CHANGE. 40 00:03:10,482 --> 00:03:12,793 IT'S STILL A FACT, AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE A FACT. 41 00:03:12,793 --> 00:03:14,551 I LOVE HIM. 42 00:03:18,206 --> 00:03:19,655 I LAUGH AT THIS PICTURE, 43 00:03:19,655 --> 00:03:22,724 BUT THEN AGAIN, LIKE SO MANY OTHER PICTURES, 44 00:03:22,724 --> 00:03:27,620 I GET SAD WHEN LOOKING AT IT BECAUSE... 45 00:03:27,620 --> 00:03:31,000 HIS WHOLE LIFE WAS AHEAD OF HIM. 46 00:03:31,000 --> 00:03:34,482 I JUST WONDER HOW DIFFERENT THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN. 47 00:03:41,310 --> 00:03:44,137 MY BROTHER AND I ARE 18 MONTHS APART. 48 00:03:44,137 --> 00:03:49,793 OUR CHILDHOOD BEFORE HIGH SCHOOL WAS IN SUCH TURMOIL, 49 00:03:49,793 --> 00:03:52,310 SO WE WERE EACH OTHER'S FRIENDS. 50 00:03:55,034 --> 00:04:00,379 WE HAVE OTHER SIBLINGS, BUT MY BROTHER AND I HAVE 51 00:04:00,379 --> 00:04:03,310 ALWAYS, ALWAYS BEEN REALLY, REALLY CLOSE. 52 00:04:03,310 --> 00:04:05,758 SO, THIS GIRL, FOR SOME REASON, DOESN'T LIKE ME. 53 00:04:05,758 --> 00:04:07,551 I'VE NEVER EVEN TALKED TO HER, 54 00:04:07,551 --> 00:04:11,482 AND SHE'S BEING, LIKE, REALLY MEAN AND STUFF. 55 00:04:11,482 --> 00:04:13,758 WE'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER 56 00:04:13,758 --> 00:04:19,274 THAT SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE... 57 00:04:19,274 --> 00:04:21,586 HE'S MY OTHER HALF IN A WAY 58 00:04:21,586 --> 00:04:26,482 BECAUSE WE WERE PRETTY MUCH ALWAYS TOGETHER. 59 00:04:26,482 --> 00:04:28,206 WELL, IF YOU NEED ANY HELP WITH THAT PERSON, 60 00:04:28,206 --> 00:04:29,172 JUST LET ME KNOW. 61 00:04:29,172 --> 00:04:30,517 ALL RIGHT. 62 00:04:54,068 --> 00:04:58,034 WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, I'D WAKE UP... 63 00:05:02,862 --> 00:05:05,448 AND HE'D BE SITTING IN MY ROOM 64 00:05:05,448 --> 00:05:07,655 JUST STARING AT ME WHILE I WAS SLEEPING. 65 00:05:09,482 --> 00:05:12,965 AND THAT, YOU KNOW, AT THE TIME, I'M LIKE, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 66 00:05:12,965 --> 00:05:14,448 GO TO BED." 67 00:05:15,827 --> 00:05:18,482 HE SAID, "I'M WATCHING YOU SLEEP." 68 00:05:20,758 --> 00:05:22,827 I MEAN, I DIDN'T KNOW IT WASN'T NORMAL AT THE TIME 69 00:05:22,827 --> 00:05:25,000 'CAUSE I WAS A KID. 70 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:29,344 BUT NOW, LOOKING BACK, I'M LIKE, "WOW, THAT'S NOT NORMAL." 71 00:05:31,310 --> 00:05:36,206 SO, I JUST, YOU KNOW, GOT UP AND WENT OUT OF THE ROOM... 72 00:05:41,034 --> 00:05:44,344 'CAUSE I DIDN'T QUITE KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THAT. 73 00:05:47,689 --> 00:05:50,344 HE DID NOT LEAVE THAT ROOM. HE STAYED SITTING IN THERE. 74 00:05:57,586 --> 00:06:02,655 I HAD NO IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON IN HIS HEAD. 75 00:06:02,655 --> 00:06:04,620 I -- 76 00:06:04,620 --> 00:06:06,586 IT WAS JUST CREEPY. 77 00:06:17,344 --> 00:06:21,379 MY BROTHER WAS RELIGIOUS IN HIS OWN WAY, 78 00:06:21,379 --> 00:06:26,448 BUT I THINK IT WAS MORE THE NEGATIVE THINGS IN THE BIBLE 79 00:06:26,448 --> 00:06:28,758 THAT HE FOCUSED ON. 80 00:06:28,758 --> 00:06:30,793 Boy: [ Whispering ] REVELATIONS 6:12 -- 81 00:06:30,793 --> 00:06:34,310 "AND I LOOKED, AND HE HAD OPENED THE SIXTH SEAL, 82 00:06:34,310 --> 00:06:36,965 AND, BEHOLD, THERE WAS A GREAT EARTHQUAKE 83 00:06:36,965 --> 00:06:39,758 AND THE SUN BECAME BLACK AS SACKCLOTH, 84 00:06:39,758 --> 00:06:40,965 AND THE MOON BECAME AS BLOOD." 85 00:06:40,965 --> 00:06:43,448 Danyall: AN EYE FOR AN EYE, FOR INSTANCE -- 86 00:06:43,448 --> 00:06:45,758 I THINK HE TOOK THAT VERY LITERALLY. 87 00:06:47,862 --> 00:06:50,310 [ LAUGHTER ECHOES] 88 00:06:50,310 --> 00:06:55,034 AND I THINK THAT IT WAS -- 89 00:06:55,034 --> 00:06:57,862 [ BREATHES DEEPLY ] 90 00:06:57,862 --> 00:06:59,758 IT WAS KIND OF AN OBSESSION. 91 00:06:59,758 --> 00:07:01,172 I MEAN, NOT "KIND OF." 92 00:07:01,172 --> 00:07:05,068 I THINK IT WAS AN OBSESSION FOR HIM. 93 00:07:05,068 --> 00:07:08,448 HE HAD A RECORD. IT WAS AC/DC. 94 00:07:08,448 --> 00:07:09,758 AND HE LOVED IT. 95 00:07:09,758 --> 00:07:12,241 SOMEBODY TOLD HIM IT WAS SATAN MUSIC. 96 00:07:12,241 --> 00:07:13,172 SO HE SMASHED IT... 97 00:07:15,517 --> 00:07:18,965 BECAUSE HE THOUGHT THAT THE DEVIL HAD COME TO HIM 98 00:07:18,965 --> 00:07:20,344 THROUGH THE MUSIC. 99 00:07:22,172 --> 00:07:24,965 "THE FIFTH ANGEL SOUNDED HIS TRUMPET, 100 00:07:24,965 --> 00:07:26,758 AND I SAW A STAR THAT HAD FALLEN..." 101 00:07:26,758 --> 00:07:29,862 AND THERE WERE TIMES THAT... 102 00:07:29,862 --> 00:07:34,000 HE REALLY SCARED ME. 103 00:07:34,000 --> 00:07:35,655 IT'S JUST ALWAYS HOW HE'S BEEN, 104 00:07:35,655 --> 00:07:38,103 SO, I MEAN, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT. 105 00:07:38,103 --> 00:07:41,000 I'M JUST -- I'M SO USED TO IT. 106 00:07:49,068 --> 00:07:52,275 I HAD A PARAKEET, AND HER NAME WAS GINGER. 107 00:07:52,275 --> 00:07:55,793 AND WE'RE GETTING READY FOR SCHOOL IN THE MORNING. 108 00:07:55,793 --> 00:07:58,034 AND HE SAID, "HEY, 'D,' WATCH THIS." 109 00:07:58,034 --> 00:08:00,206 AND HE SNAPPED THE BIRD'S NECK 110 00:08:00,206 --> 00:08:03,172 AND THREW IT ON THE GROUND FOR THE CAT TO EAT. 111 00:08:03,172 --> 00:08:08,793 [ CRYING ] 112 00:08:08,793 --> 00:08:11,689 Danyall: I WAS CRYING. 113 00:08:11,689 --> 00:08:15,655 AND I ASKED HIM, "WHY DID YOU DO THAT?" 114 00:08:15,655 --> 00:08:18,344 SHE NEVER DID ANYTHING TO YOU! 115 00:08:18,344 --> 00:08:20,344 [ SOBS ] 116 00:08:20,344 --> 00:08:23,896 HE SAID, "SO YOU'D SCREW UP ON YOUR FINALS." 117 00:08:28,413 --> 00:08:34,793 HE COULD BE JUST QUICK TO SNAP AND BE RUTHLESS 118 00:08:34,793 --> 00:08:37,034 AND NOT THINK TWICE ABOUT IT. 119 00:08:39,724 --> 00:08:42,688 I'VE ALWAYS KNOWN HE WASN'T LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE, 120 00:08:42,688 --> 00:08:45,413 BUT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT WAS A BAD THING. 121 00:08:45,413 --> 00:08:49,137 THAT'S JUST HOW HE WAS. HE WAS DIFFERENT. 122 00:08:49,137 --> 00:08:52,689 BUT WHEN YOU GROW UP WITH DIFFERENT, 123 00:08:52,689 --> 00:08:54,655 YOU ASSUME IT'S NORMAL. 124 00:09:03,000 --> 00:09:04,517 I WAS TERRIFIED. 125 00:09:04,517 --> 00:09:06,482 I WAS ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED. 126 00:09:06,482 --> 00:09:08,275 [ POUNDING ON DOOR ][ SOBBING ] 127 00:09:08,275 --> 00:09:09,620 Richard: OPEN THIS DOOR! 128 00:09:09,620 --> 00:09:12,379 TELL ME WHAT TO DO. HOW DO I GET OUT OF THIS? 129 00:09:12,379 --> 00:09:14,103 [ POUNDING CONTINUES ] 130 00:09:14,103 --> 00:09:18,275 [ Crying ] HE'S GONNA KILL ME. HE'S GONNA KILL ME. 131 00:09:30,965 --> 00:09:32,241 Danyall: I'VE NEVER ASKED MY BROTHER 132 00:09:32,241 --> 00:09:34,620 WHY HE DID WHAT HE DID. 133 00:09:34,620 --> 00:09:36,827 I... 134 00:09:36,827 --> 00:09:38,793 I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT MY BROTHER DID 135 00:09:38,793 --> 00:09:40,827 OR WHY HE DID IT, 136 00:09:40,827 --> 00:09:43,896 BUT I UNDERSTAND SOME OF THE EVENTS 137 00:09:43,896 --> 00:09:47,379 THAT MADE HIM TURN OUT THE WAY HE IS. 138 00:09:57,724 --> 00:10:00,896 I GOT A PHONE CALL FROM ONE OF MY SIBLINGS 139 00:10:00,896 --> 00:10:05,000 TELLING ME THAT R.P. HAD CONTACTED HER. 140 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:07,793 IS EVERYTHING OKAY? 141 00:10:07,793 --> 00:10:10,482 AND SHE SAID, "YOU NEED TO SIT DOWN." 142 00:10:10,482 --> 00:10:13,620 AND I -- 143 00:10:13,620 --> 00:10:15,241 "JUST TELL ME." 144 00:10:15,241 --> 00:10:19,206 AND SHE SAID, "HE CALLED ME, AND HE'S GOT H.I.V." 145 00:10:19,206 --> 00:10:21,896 OH, MY GOD. 146 00:10:21,896 --> 00:10:24,586 I WAS IN COMPLETE PANIC. 147 00:10:24,586 --> 00:10:26,000 I WAS TERRIFIED. 148 00:10:27,827 --> 00:10:30,896 I MEAN, I JUST THOUGHT, "I'M LOSING MY BROTHER. 149 00:10:30,896 --> 00:10:33,241 HE'S GOING TO DIE." 150 00:10:33,241 --> 00:10:34,827 AT THAT POINT, ALL I'D EVER HEARD WERE 151 00:10:34,827 --> 00:10:38,000 THESE HORRIBLE STORIES ABOUT PEOPLE WITH H.I.V. 152 00:10:38,000 --> 00:10:41,586 AND HOW PAINFUL AND HOW DRAWN OUT THEIR DEATH IS 153 00:10:41,586 --> 00:10:43,724 AND JUST HORRIBLE THINGS. 154 00:10:43,724 --> 00:10:46,551 AND SO I THOUGHT -- I WAS JUST PANICKED. 155 00:10:46,551 --> 00:10:48,275 I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. 156 00:10:48,275 --> 00:10:51,586 I THOUGHT, "I DON'T WANT HIM TO SUFFER LIKE THAT." 157 00:10:51,586 --> 00:10:53,172 SO... 158 00:11:18,379 --> 00:11:20,758 HOW'S THE MEDICATION GOING? 159 00:11:20,758 --> 00:11:23,068 WHAT MEDICATION? 160 00:11:23,068 --> 00:11:25,413 AREN'T YOU BEING TREATED FOR H.I.V. STILL? 161 00:11:25,413 --> 00:11:26,379 [ SCOFFS ] 162 00:11:26,379 --> 00:11:27,413 THAT. 163 00:11:27,413 --> 00:11:29,896 [ CHUCKLES ] 164 00:11:29,896 --> 00:11:32,137 I DON'T HAVE H.I.V. 165 00:11:34,068 --> 00:11:37,862 HE JUST WANTED EVERYBODY TO FREAK OUT. 166 00:11:37,862 --> 00:11:39,965 YOU DON'T HAVE H.I.V.? 167 00:11:39,965 --> 00:11:41,344 [ LAUGHS ] NO. 168 00:11:44,931 --> 00:11:50,206 HE JUST DID IT BECAUSE I THINK HE THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY. 169 00:11:50,206 --> 00:11:54,517 THAT'S JUST THE WAY HIS MIND WORKED, I GUESS. 170 00:11:54,517 --> 00:11:55,689 I DON'T KNOW. 171 00:12:02,448 --> 00:12:05,551 HE DID THINGS LIKE THAT ALL OF THE TIME. 172 00:12:05,551 --> 00:12:07,448 ALL OF THE TIME. 173 00:12:11,172 --> 00:12:15,034 TELLING ME ABOUT A FRIEND THAT HAD DIED, 174 00:12:15,034 --> 00:12:18,965 SO I PAID FOR HIM... [ CHUCKLES ] 175 00:12:18,965 --> 00:12:23,793 TO GO ACROSS COLORADO TO THIS GUY'S FUNERAL. 176 00:12:23,793 --> 00:12:28,413 AND THEN, ABOUT -- I GUESS IT WAS ABOUT TWO YEARS LATER 177 00:12:28,413 --> 00:12:29,931 THAT I RAN INTO THE GUY. 178 00:12:30,965 --> 00:12:34,103 THAT'S JUST HOW HE WAS. 179 00:12:39,689 --> 00:12:44,448 HE MADE UP STORIES A LOT ABOUT COMMITTING CRIMES, 180 00:12:44,448 --> 00:12:47,931 ABOUT ROBBING THIS STORE, THAT STORE. 181 00:12:47,931 --> 00:12:50,551 IF THOSE STORES WERE TRULY ROBBED, 182 00:12:50,551 --> 00:12:53,448 IT WOULD'VE BEEN ON THE NEWS. 183 00:12:53,448 --> 00:12:56,758 EVERYTHING WAS JUST OUTLANDISH THAT HE SAID. 184 00:12:56,758 --> 00:12:58,137 I MEAN, YOU'D JUST -- 185 00:12:58,137 --> 00:13:03,551 YOU COULDN'T EVER KNOW WHAT WAS REAL AND WHAT WASN'T. 186 00:13:12,344 --> 00:13:16,758 MY BROTHER, ESPECIALLY WHEN DRINKING, 187 00:13:16,758 --> 00:13:21,310 WOULD TELL STORIES 188 00:13:21,310 --> 00:13:24,655 OF KILLING PEOPLE. 189 00:13:26,034 --> 00:13:28,000 [ THUNDER RUMBLES ] 190 00:13:39,931 --> 00:13:41,068 READY FOR THIS? 191 00:13:42,655 --> 00:13:44,448 Danyall: IT WAS USUALLY AFTER I GOT HOME FROM WORK, 192 00:13:44,448 --> 00:13:45,862 AND WE'D PLAY CARDS. 193 00:13:45,862 --> 00:13:50,965 AND HE'D BE, YOU KNOW, ALREADY WELL INTO HIS DRUNKENNESS. 194 00:13:50,965 --> 00:13:52,965 AND THAT'S WHEN HE STARTED TELLING ME THINGS... 195 00:13:52,965 --> 00:13:55,172 YOU KNOW, I'VE KILLED SOMEONE BEFORE. 196 00:13:56,827 --> 00:13:58,137 A WOMAN. 197 00:13:59,931 --> 00:14:02,103 ...IN VIVID DETAILS, 198 00:14:02,103 --> 00:14:05,103 LIKE THE WEAPON THAT HE USED, 199 00:14:05,103 --> 00:14:08,551 WHETHER IT BE HIS HAND OR A BELT 200 00:14:08,551 --> 00:14:11,551 OR, YOU KNOW, THINGS TO STRANGLE PEOPLE. 201 00:14:11,551 --> 00:14:13,275 YOU KNOW, SOMETHING THIN 202 00:14:13,275 --> 00:14:17,931 THAT REALLY CUTS THE AIR OFF QUICKLY. 203 00:14:17,931 --> 00:14:21,413 BUT I DIDN'T BELIEVE HIM, SO IT DIDN'T BOTHER ME. 204 00:14:21,413 --> 00:14:23,137 R.P. 205 00:14:23,137 --> 00:14:24,586 COME ON, NOW. 206 00:14:24,586 --> 00:14:28,241 BUT HE'S ALWAYS LIKED, YOU KNOW, REAL GORY MOVIES 207 00:14:28,241 --> 00:14:30,000 AND THINGS LIKE THAT. 208 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:31,965 AND I'D THINK, "YEAH, YOU SAW THAT ON TV. 209 00:14:31,965 --> 00:14:33,206 THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN." 210 00:14:33,206 --> 00:14:34,206 SO, I PINNED HER DOWN 211 00:14:34,206 --> 00:14:37,931 AND I WRAPPED MY BELT AROUND HER. 212 00:14:37,931 --> 00:14:39,586 AND I TIGHTENED IT UP JUST ENOUGH 213 00:14:39,586 --> 00:14:43,482 SO THAT SHE STARTS TO TURN BLUE AND SHE CAN'T BREATHE. 214 00:14:43,482 --> 00:14:46,655 AND I FIGURED HE JUST NEEDED ATTENTION. 215 00:14:46,655 --> 00:14:49,551 SO, "OKAY, GO AHEAD. TELL ME. 216 00:14:49,551 --> 00:14:50,965 REALLY." 217 00:14:50,965 --> 00:14:54,482 SO, I JUST KIND OF LAUGHED IT OFF. 218 00:14:54,482 --> 00:14:57,379 I'M SERIOUS. JUST KNOCK IT OFF, OKAY? 219 00:15:00,206 --> 00:15:04,206 I MEAN, I THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY SAD 220 00:15:04,206 --> 00:15:05,620 THAT HE WAS SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT, 221 00:15:05,620 --> 00:15:08,586 BUT I'D HEARD HIM SAY OTHER PEOPLE HAD DIED 222 00:15:08,586 --> 00:15:10,344 THAT HADN'T DIED. 223 00:15:10,344 --> 00:15:12,689 I'D, YOU KNOW, HEARD THAT HE WAS DYING 224 00:15:12,689 --> 00:15:13,896 WHEN HE WASN'T DYING. 225 00:15:13,896 --> 00:15:15,827 SO I JUST KIND OF FIGURED 226 00:15:15,827 --> 00:15:19,586 IT WAS A NATURAL PROGRESSION OF HIS STORIES. 227 00:15:19,586 --> 00:15:24,862 AND IT WASN'T JUST ME THAT HE TOLD. 228 00:15:24,862 --> 00:15:28,551 HE TOLD SEVERAL OTHER PEOPLE. 229 00:15:28,551 --> 00:15:31,103 HE TOLD MY NEIGHBORS. 230 00:15:31,103 --> 00:15:33,413 HE TOLD HIS GIRLFRIEND. 231 00:15:33,413 --> 00:15:35,413 HE TOLD ONE OF THE GIRLS 232 00:15:35,413 --> 00:15:38,241 THAT WORKED AT THE BAR THAT I WORKED AT 233 00:15:38,241 --> 00:15:40,413 WHO HE BARELY KNEW. 234 00:15:40,413 --> 00:15:43,310 I'M NOT SURE HOW MANY PEOPLE HE TOLD. 235 00:15:43,310 --> 00:15:46,448 BUT I KNOW THAT NONE OF THOSE PEOPLE CALLED THE POLICE. 236 00:15:46,448 --> 00:15:51,620 MOST PEOPLE JUST KNEW HE MADE STUFF UP. 237 00:15:51,620 --> 00:15:54,586 THAT'S JUST WHAT HE DID. 238 00:15:54,586 --> 00:15:56,482 NOBODY BELIEVED HIM. 239 00:16:09,379 --> 00:16:13,206 HE TOLD HIS GIRLFRIEND 240 00:16:13,206 --> 00:16:18,172 SOMETHING ABOUT HAVING KILLED PEOPLE 241 00:16:18,172 --> 00:16:22,241 AND HAVING BURIED THEM IN HIS YARD. 242 00:16:30,793 --> 00:16:33,586 SHE CAME TO ME AND ASKED ME ABOUT IT. 243 00:16:35,413 --> 00:16:38,000 I HAVE TO ASK YOU A QUESTION. 244 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:39,068 OKAY. 245 00:16:39,068 --> 00:16:41,137 SO, RICHARD... 246 00:16:41,137 --> 00:16:44,379 LIKE, HE HAS THESE STORIES. 247 00:16:44,379 --> 00:16:47,586 THEY'RE REALLY SCARY AND, LIKE, DARK. 248 00:16:47,586 --> 00:16:50,068 Danyall: SHE WANTED TO KNOW WHAT I THOUGHT -- 249 00:16:50,068 --> 00:16:52,172 IF IT WAS TRUE OR NOT. 250 00:16:52,172 --> 00:16:55,724 AND I TOLD HER, "NO, ABSOLUTELY NOT." 251 00:16:55,724 --> 00:16:57,068 THIS IS JUST WHO HE IS. 252 00:16:57,068 --> 00:16:58,965 Danyall: "HE JUST WANTS ATTENTION. 253 00:16:58,965 --> 00:17:01,206 HE'S MAKING IT UP. 254 00:17:01,206 --> 00:17:03,862 WHO IN THE HECK IS GONNA GO AROUND 255 00:17:03,862 --> 00:17:07,275 AND KILL SOMEBODY AND TELL PEOPLE ABOUT IT? 256 00:17:07,275 --> 00:17:09,482 THAT'S JUST DUMB. 257 00:17:09,482 --> 00:17:10,586 HE'S MAKING IT UP." 258 00:17:10,586 --> 00:17:12,792 I PROMISE YOU IT'S OKAY. 259 00:17:12,792 --> 00:17:13,792 [ CHUCKLES ] 260 00:17:13,792 --> 00:17:15,241 OKAY. 261 00:17:15,241 --> 00:17:18,550 Danyall: SHE WAS REASSURED ENOUGH TO CONTINUE DATING HIM. 262 00:17:19,931 --> 00:17:21,310 [ BOTH LAUGH ] 263 00:17:29,931 --> 00:17:31,448 WHAT'S WRONG? 264 00:17:31,448 --> 00:17:33,896 Danyall: SHE CAME RUNNING INTO MY HOUSE. 265 00:17:33,896 --> 00:17:37,034 SHE GRABBED ME AND THREW ME IN THE BATHROOM 266 00:17:37,034 --> 00:17:40,586 AND SLAMMED THE DOOR BEHIND ME AND LOCKED US IN THE BATHROOM. 267 00:17:40,586 --> 00:17:42,517 WHAT HAPPENED? TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED. 268 00:17:42,517 --> 00:17:44,620 Richard: HEY![ WHIMPERS ] 269 00:17:44,620 --> 00:17:46,379 Danyall: AND THEN, I COULD HEAR MY BROTHER... 270 00:17:46,379 --> 00:17:47,620 -COME ON! -WHAT IS HAPPENING? 271 00:17:47,620 --> 00:17:49,586 -LET HER OUT! -AAH! 272 00:17:49,586 --> 00:17:50,793 Danyall: ...SCREAMING... 273 00:17:50,793 --> 00:17:52,689 Richard: COME ON! LET'S GO! 274 00:17:52,689 --> 00:17:54,275 "COME OUT HERE. COME OUT HERE." 275 00:17:54,275 --> 00:17:56,482 AND I'M LIKE, "WHAT IS GOING ON?" 276 00:17:56,482 --> 00:17:58,344 R.P., STOP, PLEASE. 277 00:17:58,344 --> 00:18:00,758 OPEN THIS DOOR! 278 00:18:00,758 --> 00:18:02,793 D, OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW! 279 00:18:02,793 --> 00:18:05,034 COME ON! LET'S GO.[ POUNDING ON DOOR ] 280 00:18:05,034 --> 00:18:09,000 WE WERE IN THAT BATHROOM FOR SEVERAL HOURS. 281 00:18:11,310 --> 00:18:13,448 FINALLY, I OPENED THE DOOR, 282 00:18:13,448 --> 00:18:17,206 AND HE'S GOT A GUN POINTED RIGHT AT BOTH OF US. 283 00:18:17,206 --> 00:18:22,000 [ Sobbing ] I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. 284 00:18:33,620 --> 00:18:35,379 [ POUNDING ON DOOR ] 285 00:18:35,379 --> 00:18:38,103 Richard: COME ON! LET'S GO! LET'S GO! 286 00:18:38,103 --> 00:18:39,827 R.P., STOP, PLEASE. 287 00:18:39,827 --> 00:18:42,344 OPEN THIS DOOR! COME ON! 288 00:18:42,344 --> 00:18:44,517 D, OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW. 289 00:18:44,517 --> 00:18:47,724 Woman: [ SOBBING ]LET HER OUT HERE! 290 00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:56,482 I COULD HEAR MY BROTHER SCREAMING, 291 00:18:56,482 --> 00:18:58,551 "COME OUT HERE. COME OUT HERE." 292 00:18:58,551 --> 00:18:59,586 LET HER OUT! 293 00:18:59,586 --> 00:19:02,620 NO! NOT UNTIL YOU CALM DOWN. 294 00:19:02,620 --> 00:19:05,206 [ POUNDING CONTINUES ]AAH! 295 00:19:05,206 --> 00:19:07,620 [ SOBBING ] COME ON! LET'S GO! 296 00:19:07,620 --> 00:19:08,655 HE'S GONNA KILL ME. HE'S GONNA KILL ME. 297 00:19:08,655 --> 00:19:09,758 IT'S OKAY. SHH. 298 00:19:09,758 --> 00:19:13,586 WE WERE IN THAT BATHROOM FOR SEVERAL HOURS. 299 00:19:13,586 --> 00:19:15,275 [ POUNDING CONTINUES ] 300 00:19:15,275 --> 00:19:16,862 R.P., STOP! 301 00:19:16,862 --> 00:19:19,724 PLEASE! YOU'RE SCARING US. 302 00:19:20,655 --> 00:19:22,724 OH, MY GOD, HE'S COMING. 303 00:19:22,724 --> 00:19:24,758 FINALLY, OPEN THE DOOR, 304 00:19:24,758 --> 00:19:28,344 AND HE'S GOT A GUN POINTED RIGHT AT BOTH OF US. 305 00:19:28,344 --> 00:19:30,344 [ SOBBING ] 306 00:19:32,241 --> 00:19:34,793 I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. 307 00:19:39,482 --> 00:19:43,310 SHE WANTS TO END IT, SO LET'S END IT. 308 00:19:43,310 --> 00:19:44,758 I WAS TERRIFIED. 309 00:19:44,758 --> 00:19:47,034 I WAS ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED. 310 00:19:47,034 --> 00:19:48,620 YOU DON'T MEAN THAT. 311 00:19:48,620 --> 00:19:51,172 I DIDN'T WANT TO MAKE HIM ANGRY. 312 00:19:51,172 --> 00:19:53,172 I DIDN'T WANT TO YELL AT HIM. 313 00:19:53,172 --> 00:19:54,655 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 314 00:19:54,655 --> 00:19:56,517 [ SOBBING CONTINUES ] 315 00:19:56,517 --> 00:19:58,275 IT'S ME. 316 00:19:58,275 --> 00:20:02,413 BUT I WANTED THE HECK OUT OF THAT TINY LITTLE BATHROOM 317 00:20:02,413 --> 00:20:05,724 WITH THIS GIRL SOBBING BEHIND ME. 318 00:20:05,724 --> 00:20:10,275 AND IT WAS JUST, "GOD, GIVE ME THE WORDS. 319 00:20:10,275 --> 00:20:11,931 TELL ME WHAT TO DO. 320 00:20:11,931 --> 00:20:14,551 HOW DO I GET OUT OF THIS?" 321 00:20:14,551 --> 00:20:16,310 YOU DON'T MEAN THAT. PUT THE GUN DOWN. 322 00:20:16,310 --> 00:20:17,655 I DON'T MEAN IT? 323 00:20:17,655 --> 00:20:18,931 YOU NEVER BELIEVE ME, D! 324 00:20:18,931 --> 00:20:20,793 WHY DON'T YOU EVER BELIEVE ME, HUH? 325 00:20:20,793 --> 00:20:24,413 FINALLY, HE TURNED THE GUN TOWARD HIMSELF. 326 00:20:24,413 --> 00:20:27,068 HUH?NO! PLEASE, R.P., PLEASE! 327 00:20:27,068 --> 00:20:29,000 HE SAID THAT HE WAS JUST GONNA KILL HIMSELF 328 00:20:29,000 --> 00:20:30,965 AND IT JUST WASN'T WORTH IT. 329 00:20:30,965 --> 00:20:35,655 AND I DID THE ONLY THING I COULD THINK TO DO. 330 00:20:35,655 --> 00:20:38,689 AND I SAID, "IF YOU KILL YOURSELF 331 00:20:38,689 --> 00:20:42,758 AND MY KIDS COME HOME FROM SCHOOL AND SEE YOU DEAD, 332 00:20:42,758 --> 00:20:44,586 THEY'LL NEVER GET IT OUT OF THEIR HEAD." 333 00:20:44,586 --> 00:20:46,379 WHAT ARE THEY GONNA THINK, HUH? 334 00:20:46,379 --> 00:20:47,965 WHAT? 335 00:20:51,034 --> 00:20:52,275 DON'T, PLEASE. 336 00:20:57,413 --> 00:21:02,103 ONCE I BROUGHT UP MY KIDS, HIS DEMEANOR CHANGED. 337 00:21:02,103 --> 00:21:05,206 HE WOULD NEVER, EVER, EVER HARM MY KIDS. 338 00:21:05,206 --> 00:21:06,206 I KNOW THAT. 339 00:21:10,034 --> 00:21:11,724 AND HE JUST DROPPED THE GUN. 340 00:21:15,586 --> 00:21:17,862 [ SOBBING ] 341 00:21:17,862 --> 00:21:22,551 AFTER THAT, THINGS WERE NEVER THE SAME BETWEEN US. 342 00:21:22,551 --> 00:21:23,655 NEVER. 343 00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:55,965 [ TELEPHONE RINGING ] 344 00:21:58,862 --> 00:22:01,896 [ RINGING CONTINUES ] 345 00:22:06,551 --> 00:22:07,793 HELLO? 346 00:22:07,793 --> 00:22:10,551 RICHARD: D-D-Danyall? 347 00:22:10,551 --> 00:22:12,517 R.P., WHAT TIME IS IT? 348 00:22:12,517 --> 00:22:14,379 HE TOLD ME... 349 00:22:21,758 --> 00:22:24,379 THAT HE NEEDED TO COME SEE ME. 350 00:22:24,379 --> 00:22:28,482 I-I-I -- YOU GOT TO HELP ME. 351 00:22:28,482 --> 00:22:29,896 WHAT HAPPENED? 352 00:22:29,896 --> 00:22:31,827 I-I-I did something. 353 00:22:31,827 --> 00:22:33,137 [ Stammering ] 354 00:22:33,137 --> 00:22:34,931 BUT YOU GOT TO BELIEVE ME. IT WASN'T MY FAULT. 355 00:22:34,931 --> 00:22:36,862 I-IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. 356 00:22:36,862 --> 00:22:40,137 R.P., WHAT DID YOU DO? 357 00:22:40,137 --> 00:22:43,413 HE SAID SOMETHING REALLY BAD HAD HAPPENED. 358 00:22:43,413 --> 00:22:47,448 AND HE SAID THAT HE HAD ACCIDENTALLY KILLED SOMEONE. 359 00:22:55,827 --> 00:23:01,758 HE AND THE PERSON THAT HE KILLED WERE SITTING AROUND, 360 00:23:01,758 --> 00:23:03,896 SMOKING POT, AND DRINKING. 361 00:23:03,896 --> 00:23:07,482 AND MY BROTHER HAD GOTTEN A NEW GUN, 362 00:23:07,482 --> 00:23:09,103 AND HE WAS CLEANING IT. 363 00:23:09,103 --> 00:23:12,000 AND HE WAS SHOWING HIS FRIEND HOW TO CLEAN IT, 364 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:15,000 AND IT WENT OFF AND KILLED HIM. 365 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:18,862 OH, MY GOD. 366 00:23:18,862 --> 00:23:21,068 DANYALL, YOU HAVE TO HELP ME. 367 00:23:21,068 --> 00:23:22,413 I NEED TO LEAVE. 368 00:23:23,931 --> 00:23:28,241 AT THAT POINT, I BELIEVED HIM. 369 00:23:28,241 --> 00:23:30,206 WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? 370 00:23:30,206 --> 00:23:31,379 Come get me. 371 00:23:31,379 --> 00:23:34,379 I-I-I NEED TO GET SUPPLIES. 372 00:23:34,379 --> 00:23:38,896 HE ASKED ME TO BRING HIM SOME THINGS OF HIS 373 00:23:38,896 --> 00:23:40,586 THAT WERE THERE AT THE HOUSE, 374 00:23:40,586 --> 00:23:44,655 LIKE OUTDOOR GEAR, 375 00:23:44,655 --> 00:23:49,275 LIKE HIS HIKING BOOTS AND HIS JACKET AND STUFF. 376 00:23:49,275 --> 00:23:51,793 AND HE SAID... 377 00:23:51,793 --> 00:23:57,206 "YOU'VE GOT TO TAKE ME TO GO GET SOME FOOD. 378 00:23:57,206 --> 00:24:00,620 I NEED JUST SOME RATIONS JUST FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS." 379 00:24:00,620 --> 00:24:02,413 "FINE. FINE. 380 00:24:02,413 --> 00:24:04,000 LET'S JUST GO GET YOUR STUFF." 381 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:06,551 BECAUSE HE TOLD ME HE WAS GOING TO THE MOUNTAINS. 382 00:24:06,551 --> 00:24:08,655 AND I SAID, "OH, THANK GOODNESS. 383 00:24:08,655 --> 00:24:10,793 NOW HE'S SOMEBODY ELSE'S PROBLEM." 384 00:24:10,793 --> 00:24:12,310 AND I KNOW THAT SOUNDS AWFUL, 385 00:24:12,310 --> 00:24:18,586 BUT I JUST SO MENTALLY BROKEN FROM IT 386 00:24:18,586 --> 00:24:22,068 AND JUST EMOTIONALLY DRAINED FROM HIM. 387 00:24:22,068 --> 00:24:24,655 I COULDN'T DEAL WITH IT. 388 00:24:24,655 --> 00:24:26,655 I JUST COULDN'T DO IT. 389 00:24:26,655 --> 00:24:27,793 I-I CAN'T GO TO JAIL. 390 00:24:27,793 --> 00:24:30,551 COME ON, YOU'RE MY SISTER. YOU HAVE TO HELP ME. 391 00:24:30,551 --> 00:24:32,448 I'M GONNA PACK YOUR BAGS. 392 00:24:32,448 --> 00:24:35,034 STAY RIGHT THERE. DO NOT WORRY, OKAY? 393 00:24:37,448 --> 00:24:39,206 I ALWAYS LOOKED OUT FOR MY BROTHER, 394 00:24:39,206 --> 00:24:42,241 AND HE'S ALWAYS LOOKED OUT FOR ME. 395 00:24:42,241 --> 00:24:44,551 [ BREATHING HEAVILY ] I LOVE YOU. 396 00:24:44,551 --> 00:24:46,931 I LOVE YOU, TOO. 397 00:25:01,068 --> 00:25:02,241 Danyall: SO I WENT AND I TOOK HIM 398 00:25:02,241 --> 00:25:04,206 AND I BOUGHT HIM SOME FOOD. 399 00:25:04,206 --> 00:25:06,034 I DROPPED HIM OFF IN THE MOUNTAINS. 400 00:25:06,034 --> 00:25:09,068 AND WE HAD MADE AN AGREEMENT 401 00:25:09,068 --> 00:25:13,413 THAT I WOULD BRING HIM FOOD THE NEXT DAY. 402 00:25:16,137 --> 00:25:19,034 I THINK THAT'S EVERYTHING. 403 00:25:19,034 --> 00:25:21,586 [SIGHS] AND YOU'RE COMING BACK TOMORROW? 404 00:25:21,586 --> 00:25:22,620 YEAH. 405 00:25:22,620 --> 00:25:24,620 I'LL BRING MORE FOOD TOMORROW. 406 00:25:24,620 --> 00:25:27,241 OKAY, BUT YOU DIDN'T TELL ANYBODY, DID YOU? 407 00:25:28,896 --> 00:25:31,689 NO, NO ONE KNOWS I'M OUT HERE. 408 00:25:31,689 --> 00:25:33,793 OKAY, GOOD. 409 00:25:33,793 --> 00:25:36,689 ARE YOU GONNA BE OKAY? 410 00:25:36,689 --> 00:25:38,482 YEAH, I'LL BE FINE. 411 00:25:41,827 --> 00:25:45,103 Danyall: AND WHEN I TURNED AROUND 412 00:25:45,103 --> 00:25:47,172 TO LEAVE TO MY CAR... 413 00:25:47,172 --> 00:25:49,413 I HEARD... 414 00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:53,827 I HEARD HIM COCK THAT GUN. 415 00:25:54,862 --> 00:25:56,793 [ GUN COCKS ] 416 00:26:14,137 --> 00:26:17,206 [SIGHS] AND YOU'RE COMING BACK TOMORROW? 417 00:26:17,206 --> 00:26:18,206 YEAH. 418 00:26:18,206 --> 00:26:20,034 I'LL BRING MORE FOOD TOMORROW. 419 00:26:26,241 --> 00:26:28,000 BUT YOU DIDN'T TELL ANYBODY, DID YOU? 420 00:26:29,034 --> 00:26:32,620 NO, NO ONE KNOWS I'M OUT HERE. 421 00:26:32,620 --> 00:26:34,655 OKAY, GOOD. 422 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:39,000 Danyall: I'VE ASKED HIM SEVERAL TIMES ABOUT THIS NOW, 423 00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:42,275 AND HE SWEARS HE MUST HAVE STEPPED ON A TWIG. 424 00:26:42,275 --> 00:26:44,275 [ GUN COCKS ] 425 00:26:44,275 --> 00:26:46,206 [ HEART BEATING ] 426 00:26:48,931 --> 00:26:52,034 BUT I KNOW I HEARD HIM COCK THAT GUN. 427 00:26:52,034 --> 00:26:54,413 [ GUN COCKS ] 428 00:26:54,413 --> 00:26:56,965 [ HEART BEATING ] 429 00:26:56,965 --> 00:26:59,724 I KNOW IT. I KNOW IT. I KNOW IT. 430 00:27:03,103 --> 00:27:06,931 I BELIEVE IT WITH ALL THAT I AM. 431 00:27:06,931 --> 00:27:09,413 AND MY ONLY THOUGHT WAS, "I'VE GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE. 432 00:27:09,413 --> 00:27:11,724 I JUST NEED TO GET AWAY RIGHT NOW. 433 00:27:11,724 --> 00:27:13,689 I NEED TO GET AWAY." 434 00:27:13,689 --> 00:27:18,000 AND I WAS REALLY, REALLY TERRIFIED, 435 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:21,551 BECAUSE I THOUGHT "HE'S CONFIDED IN ME 436 00:27:21,551 --> 00:27:27,034 ABOUT THIS POSSIBLE ACCIDENTAL SHOOTING. 437 00:27:27,034 --> 00:27:30,103 AND NOW HE'S REGRETTING TELLING ME. 438 00:27:30,103 --> 00:27:34,034 AND SO HE DOESN'T WANT ANYBODY TO TURN ON HIM." 439 00:27:34,034 --> 00:27:37,862 SO, I HAD TO MAKE HIM TRULY BELIEVE 440 00:27:37,862 --> 00:27:41,103 THAT I WAS ABSOLUTELY ON HIS SIDE, 100% -- 441 00:27:41,103 --> 00:27:43,413 NO IFs, ANDs, OR BUTs. 442 00:27:43,413 --> 00:27:47,379 AND I JUST HAD TO GET THE HECK OUT OF THERE. 443 00:27:47,379 --> 00:27:49,965 AND I JUST KNEW WHAT I HAD TO DO. 444 00:27:49,965 --> 00:27:52,620 [ POUNDING ON DOOR ]OPEN THIS DOOR! 445 00:27:54,482 --> 00:27:56,896 IF MY KIDS COME HOME AND THEY SEE YOU DEAD, 446 00:27:56,896 --> 00:27:58,827 WHAT ARE THEY GONNA THINK, HUH? 447 00:27:58,827 --> 00:28:00,379 WHAT? 448 00:28:02,482 --> 00:28:05,000 I NEED TO GO GET BACK TO THE KIDS. 449 00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:08,275 THEY'RE PROBABLY WONDERING WHERE I AM. 450 00:28:08,275 --> 00:28:11,793 I HAD TO MAKE IT VERY CLEAR TO HIM 451 00:28:11,793 --> 00:28:13,310 THAT I HAD TO GET HOME TO MY KIDS 452 00:28:13,310 --> 00:28:15,275 BUT THAT I WOULD BE BACK. 453 00:28:15,275 --> 00:28:19,896 AND I TOLD HIM, "R.P., I'LL BE BACK WITH FOOD. 454 00:28:19,896 --> 00:28:24,620 I'VE GOT TO GET HOME BEFORE THE KIDS GET OUT OF SCHOOL." 455 00:28:26,103 --> 00:28:27,827 "OKAY, D. LOVE YOU." 456 00:28:27,827 --> 00:28:28,793 AND I LEFT. 457 00:28:36,344 --> 00:28:39,275 [ THUNDER RUMBLES ] 458 00:28:56,896 --> 00:29:02,241 WELL, THE NEWSPAPER REPORTED IT SAYING THAT THEY THOUGHT 459 00:29:02,241 --> 00:29:04,620 THE POLICE BELIEVED IT WAS A SUICIDE. 460 00:29:04,620 --> 00:29:08,172 BUT I STILL BELIEVE IT'S AN ACCIDENTAL SHOOTING... 461 00:29:09,896 --> 00:29:11,931 BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT MY BROTHER TOLD ME WAS 462 00:29:11,931 --> 00:29:14,931 THAT IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. 463 00:29:14,931 --> 00:29:20,172 I JUST COULD NOT TAKE THE CHANCE OF SOMEONE'S FAMILY THINKING 464 00:29:20,172 --> 00:29:22,655 THAT THEY HAD COMMITTED SUICIDE 465 00:29:22,655 --> 00:29:24,689 AND THAT THEY COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING, 466 00:29:24,689 --> 00:29:25,620 THEY COULD HAVE HELPED HIM. 467 00:29:30,137 --> 00:29:36,103 THIS FAMILY IS GONNA BE SAYING, "WHY DIDN'T WE TALK TO HIM? 468 00:29:36,103 --> 00:29:38,172 WHY DIDN'T HE TELL US? 469 00:29:38,172 --> 00:29:39,862 WHAT COULD WE HAVE DONE?" 470 00:29:39,862 --> 00:29:42,931 THIS FAMILY IS GOING TO BE SUFFERING. 471 00:29:42,931 --> 00:29:45,758 AND I COULDN'T LET SOMEBODY ELSE GO THROUGH THAT. 472 00:29:45,758 --> 00:29:48,586 I COULDN'T LET SOMEBODY THINK 473 00:29:48,586 --> 00:29:51,206 THAT THEIR CHILD KILLED THEMSELVES. 474 00:29:51,206 --> 00:29:52,413 I JUST COULDN'T DO IT. 475 00:30:01,137 --> 00:30:02,689 I WAS AFRAID I WOULD SECOND-GUESS MYSELF 476 00:30:02,689 --> 00:30:04,344 AND NOT MAKE THE CALL, 477 00:30:04,344 --> 00:30:06,517 SO I HAD TO DO IT RIGHT THEN AND THERE 478 00:30:06,517 --> 00:30:09,689 WHILE I HAD THE COURAGE AND THE STORY. 479 00:30:09,689 --> 00:30:12,068 SO, THAT'S WHAT I DID. 480 00:30:17,517 --> 00:30:18,517 [ DIAL TONE ] 481 00:30:18,517 --> 00:30:22,965 [ TELEPHONE BEEPS ] 482 00:30:22,965 --> 00:30:25,758 [ TELEPHONE RINGS ] 483 00:30:25,758 --> 00:30:27,931 [ RECEIVER CLICKS ]MAN: Aurora Police Department. 484 00:30:27,931 --> 00:30:30,689 YES, HELLO? 485 00:30:30,689 --> 00:30:32,000 HI, YES. 486 00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:36,000 I'M ACTUALLY CALLING ABOUT THE SUICIDE IN THE PAPER. 487 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:40,172 I CALLED THE AURORA POLICE DEPARTMENT. 488 00:30:40,172 --> 00:30:44,655 I SAID I HAD SEEN A NEWSPAPER ARTICLE 489 00:30:44,655 --> 00:30:48,482 ABOUT SUCH AND SUCH PERSON. 490 00:30:48,482 --> 00:30:53,310 "THEY SAY THIS PERSON COMMITTED SUICIDE. 491 00:30:53,310 --> 00:30:55,931 I DON'T THINK IT WAS A SUICIDE. 492 00:30:55,931 --> 00:30:57,310 I HAVE INFORMATION SAYING 493 00:30:57,310 --> 00:31:00,241 THAT IT WAS AN ACCIDENTAL SHOOTING." 494 00:31:00,241 --> 00:31:03,689 MY, UH... 495 00:31:03,689 --> 00:31:07,000 MY BROTHER TOLD ME HE DID IT. 496 00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:11,241 HE SAID HE DIDN'T MEAN TO. HE SAID IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. 497 00:31:11,241 --> 00:31:15,000 I DIDN'T KNOW IF IT WAS OR IF IT WASN'T, 498 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:18,379 BUT I NEEDED TO TELL MYSELF THAT IT WAS 499 00:31:18,379 --> 00:31:23,793 SO THAT I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE I WAS BETRAYING HIM IN ANY WAY. 500 00:31:29,517 --> 00:31:36,275 HAD HE KILLED SOMEBODY ELSE, OR HAD THEY KILLED HIM, 501 00:31:36,275 --> 00:31:39,413 I WOULD HAVE HAD WAY MORE GUILT THAN I ALREADY DO. 502 00:31:49,172 --> 00:31:50,103 [ SNIFFLES ] 503 00:31:57,241 --> 00:31:58,241 [ ZIP TIE SNAPS ] 504 00:31:58,241 --> 00:32:00,068 Richard: OH, THANK YOU. 505 00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:40,275 YOU KNOW, I'VE KILLED SOMEONE BEFORE. 506 00:33:41,586 --> 00:33:43,827 NOBODY BELIEVED HIM. 507 00:33:43,827 --> 00:33:46,275 IT WAS ALL JUST BALONEY. 508 00:33:46,275 --> 00:33:48,827 HE HAS THESE STORIES. 509 00:33:48,827 --> 00:33:51,241 THEY'RE REALLY SCARY. 510 00:33:51,241 --> 00:33:55,137 WHEN I HEARD THAT HE CONFESSED, HONESTLY I THOUGHT, 511 00:33:55,137 --> 00:33:58,000 "HE'S SENDING THESE PEOPLE ON A WILD GOOSE CHASE." 512 00:33:58,000 --> 00:33:59,068 I REALLY DID. 513 00:33:59,068 --> 00:34:01,517 I THOUGHT IT WAS STILL MORE B.S. 514 00:34:03,551 --> 00:34:06,275 I REALLY THOUGHT, "THESE COPS ARE IDIOTS. 515 00:34:06,275 --> 00:34:09,447 MAN, THEY'RE GONNA GO LOOKING FOR SOMETHING 516 00:34:09,447 --> 00:34:10,688 THAT'S JUST NOT THERE." 517 00:34:30,241 --> 00:34:32,724 Woman: THIS MAN, RICHARD PAUL WHITE, IS 518 00:34:32,724 --> 00:34:35,000 NOW A SUSPECTED SERIAL KILLER. 519 00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:37,585 TONIGHT, POLICE AROUND THE STATE ARE LOOKING FOR VICTIMS 520 00:34:37,585 --> 00:34:39,620 WHITE HAS CONFESSED TO KILLING. 521 00:34:39,620 --> 00:34:46,551 EVERYONE WHO KNEW MY BROTHER SAID THAT HE JUST MADE STUFF UP. 522 00:34:46,551 --> 00:34:47,724 AND I ALWAYS THOUGHT, 523 00:34:47,724 --> 00:34:49,482 "WELL, MAYBE HE'S JUST A COMPULSIVE LIAR." 524 00:34:49,482 --> 00:34:52,862 IF YOU'RE GONNA GO AND KILL SOMEONE, 525 00:34:52,862 --> 00:34:56,482 ARE YOU GOING TO TELL EVERYONE YOU ENCOUNTER? 526 00:34:56,482 --> 00:34:57,896 PROBABLY NOT. 527 00:34:57,896 --> 00:34:59,827 AND THAT'S WHAT HE DID. 528 00:34:59,827 --> 00:35:04,000 AND SO I DIDN'T BELIEVE IT FOR A SECOND. 529 00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:07,275 I JUST DIDN'T BELIEVE IT... 530 00:35:07,275 --> 00:35:11,655 UNTIL THAT MOMENT WHEN I SAW IT ON THE NEWS. 531 00:35:11,655 --> 00:35:13,551 AND THEN, I KNEW. 532 00:35:13,551 --> 00:35:17,103 Woman: IN DENVER, OFFICERS ARE STILL AT A SCENE 533 00:35:17,103 --> 00:35:18,413 WHERE THEY FOUND TWO BODIES. 534 00:35:18,413 --> 00:35:20,000 AT ANOTHER LOCATION...[ TELEPHONE RINGING ] 535 00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:22,241 ...THE SMALL TOWN OF LA JUNTA, COLORADO, 536 00:35:22,241 --> 00:35:25,379 WHITE SAYS HE DUMPED TWO PEOPLE IN A RIVER. 537 00:35:25,379 --> 00:35:29,034 AND POLICE ARE INVESTIGATING A THIRD SPOT, MESITA, COLORADO. 538 00:35:29,034 --> 00:35:30,931 Danyall: I WAS STANDING THERE, 539 00:35:30,931 --> 00:35:34,448 AND I JUST -- I'VE NEVER HAD IT HAPPEN BEFORE. 540 00:35:34,448 --> 00:35:37,344 I FELL STRAIGHT TO MY KNEES.[ RINGING CONTINUES ] 541 00:35:37,344 --> 00:35:40,517 AND JUST -- I COULDN'T MOVE. 542 00:35:40,517 --> 00:35:46,655 AND AFTER A FEW MINUTES OF JUST BEING THERE IN SHOCK, 543 00:35:46,655 --> 00:35:50,000 I REALIZED THAT THE PHONE WAS RINGING. 544 00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:55,655 AND I JUST WENT TO THE PHONE AND I JUST -- "WHAT?" 545 00:35:55,655 --> 00:35:57,724 IT WAS THE DETECTIVE. 546 00:35:57,724 --> 00:36:00,655 AND HE SAID, "DANYALL, BEFORE YOU FIND OUT ANOTHER WAY," 547 00:36:00,655 --> 00:36:02,965 AND I SAID, "I ALREADY KNOW." 548 00:36:02,965 --> 00:36:05,034 AND I STARTED YELLING AT HIM. 549 00:36:05,034 --> 00:36:06,862 AND I WAS LIKE, "I JUST SAW IT ON THE NEWS. 550 00:36:06,862 --> 00:36:08,655 YOU FOUND A BODY." 551 00:36:08,655 --> 00:36:09,896 AND THE DETECTIVE SAID, 552 00:36:09,896 --> 00:36:13,000 "NO, ACTUALLY, DANYALL, WE'VE ALREADY FOUND TWO." 553 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:14,344 AND I JUST HUNG UP ON HIM. 554 00:36:16,241 --> 00:36:19,310 OH, MY GOD. 555 00:36:19,310 --> 00:36:22,137 [ SOBBING ] 556 00:36:31,965 --> 00:36:34,551 I COULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT I HAD SEEN. 557 00:36:34,551 --> 00:36:38,241 I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT, AND I -- 558 00:36:38,241 --> 00:36:42,586 IT SOUNDS REALLY DUMB, BUT FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS, 559 00:36:42,586 --> 00:36:47,344 I WALKED AROUND BEGGING GOD TO JUST WAKE ME UP, 560 00:36:47,344 --> 00:36:49,586 'CAUSE I KNEW IT WAS JUST A NIGHTMARE, 561 00:36:49,586 --> 00:36:51,000 THAT NONE OF IT WAS TRUE. 562 00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:54,827 IT WAS JUST NOT TRUE. 563 00:36:54,827 --> 00:37:00,827 AND I DIDN'T GET TO WAKE UP. [ CHUCKLES ] 564 00:37:00,827 --> 00:37:02,689 SO... 565 00:37:02,689 --> 00:37:03,655 [ SNIFFLES ] 566 00:37:09,758 --> 00:37:12,724 [ SIRENS WAILING ] 567 00:37:26,965 --> 00:37:30,068 [ SHUFFLING ]Woman: NO. NO! 568 00:37:30,068 --> 00:37:32,000 [ GRUNTING ] 569 00:37:40,379 --> 00:37:41,758 THE ONE THING THAT ALL OF THE WOMEN 570 00:37:41,758 --> 00:37:43,758 THAT HE ASSAULTED HAD IN COMMON WAS 571 00:37:43,758 --> 00:37:45,103 THE FACT THAT THEY WERE PROSTITUTES. 572 00:37:50,896 --> 00:37:52,689 THE METHOD IN WHICH HE COMMITTED THE CRIMES 573 00:37:52,689 --> 00:37:54,275 WAS FAIRLY CONSISTENT. 574 00:37:54,275 --> 00:37:56,103 HE WOULD PICK UP THESE PROSTITUTES. 575 00:37:56,103 --> 00:37:57,517 HE WOULD TAKE THEM TO HIS HOUSE. 576 00:37:57,517 --> 00:38:01,000 Woman: [ SOBBING ] 577 00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:02,344 Humphrey: ONCE THEY WERE INSIDE THE HOUSE, 578 00:38:02,344 --> 00:38:04,793 HE WOULD PHYSICALLY TAKE CONTROL OF THEM 579 00:38:04,793 --> 00:38:08,206 EITHER BY KNOCKING THEM UNCONSCIOUS 580 00:38:08,206 --> 00:38:10,655 AND/OR PULLING A PISTOL ON THEM. 581 00:38:15,172 --> 00:38:16,931 HE WOULD REPEATEDLY FORCE THEM 582 00:38:16,931 --> 00:38:20,068 TO PERFORM ORAL, ANAL, AND VAGINAL INTERCOURSE. 583 00:38:20,068 --> 00:38:24,620 HE WOULD PAUSE WHEN HE NEEDED TIME TO REST 584 00:38:24,620 --> 00:38:26,724 AND FORCE THEM TO PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS 585 00:38:26,724 --> 00:38:28,482 FOR BEING PROMISCUOUS WOMEN. 586 00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:40,827 AND THEN, HE WOULD AGAIN RESUME 587 00:38:40,827 --> 00:38:43,241 THE SERIES OF SEXUAL ASSAULTS.Woman: [ SCREAMS ] 588 00:38:43,241 --> 00:38:45,172 AND THIS WOULD GO ON FOR A PERIOD OF TIME, 589 00:38:45,172 --> 00:38:47,206 SOMETIMES IN EXCESS OF 24 HOURS. 590 00:38:54,620 --> 00:38:57,793 IT IS CERTAINLY POSSIBLE THAT HE COMMITTED HOMICIDES 591 00:38:57,793 --> 00:38:59,758 OTHER THAN THOSE THREE WOMEN. 592 00:38:59,758 --> 00:39:02,206 WE WERE ABLE TO FIND A NUMBER OF WOMEN 593 00:39:02,206 --> 00:39:06,310 WHO HAD BEEN SEXUALLY ASSAULTED BY HIM 594 00:39:06,310 --> 00:39:10,586 BUT HAD EITHER ESCAPED OR HAD BEEN RELEASED. 595 00:39:26,137 --> 00:39:28,482 I CERTAINLY BELIEVE THAT IF RICHARD WHITE 596 00:39:28,482 --> 00:39:29,724 HAD REMAINED A FREE MAN 597 00:39:29,724 --> 00:39:31,793 HE WOULD CONTINUE TO KILL PEOPLE. 598 00:39:31,793 --> 00:39:32,758 HE IS EVIL. 599 00:39:45,379 --> 00:39:49,655 Danyall: A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT I KNOW WERE REALLY UPSET AT ME 600 00:39:49,655 --> 00:39:53,000 FOR TELLING THEM WHERE HE WAS. 601 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:56,068 I HAD SOME FAMILY MEMBERS THAT WERE JUST FURIOUS WITH ME, 602 00:39:56,068 --> 00:39:57,379 WOULDN'T SPEAK TO ME. 603 00:39:57,379 --> 00:40:00,310 SOME OF THEM STILL DON'T. 604 00:40:00,310 --> 00:40:05,379 AND THEN, THE BACKLASH FROM IT WAS EVEN MORE DIFFICULT. 605 00:40:05,379 --> 00:40:08,482 AND NOT IN THE WAY THAT PEOPLE THINK. 606 00:40:08,482 --> 00:40:14,689 IT'S NOT BECAUSE HE WAS ARRESTED. 607 00:40:14,689 --> 00:40:16,620 THAT WAS DIFFICULT. 608 00:40:16,620 --> 00:40:20,000 BUT THE HARD PART WAS BRINGING PAIN 609 00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:21,965 TO THOSE PEOPLE'S FAMILIES' LIVES. 610 00:40:24,206 --> 00:40:27,517 A LOT OF THESE WOMEN THAT WERE KILLED, 611 00:40:27,517 --> 00:40:30,965 THEIR FAMILIES HAD NOT REPORTED THEM MISSING. 612 00:40:30,965 --> 00:40:34,310 NOW THEY KNEW THAT PERSON WAS ABSOLUTELY GONE. 613 00:40:34,310 --> 00:40:37,827 AND THAT WAS REALLY HARD FOR ME, 614 00:40:37,827 --> 00:40:42,068 JUST THINKING ABOUT BRINGING PAIN INTO OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES. 615 00:40:42,068 --> 00:40:43,137 THAT WAS ROUGH. 616 00:40:43,137 --> 00:40:44,758 [ SNIFFLES ] IT STILL IS. 617 00:40:44,758 --> 00:40:47,344 IT STILL MAKES ME REALLY SAD FOR THEM. 618 00:40:47,344 --> 00:40:49,068 [ SNIFFLES ] 619 00:40:53,275 --> 00:40:56,103 Woman: RICHARD PAUL WHITE WALKS OUT OF THE COURTROOM 620 00:40:56,103 --> 00:40:59,172 MOMENTS AFTER HE PLEADS GUILTY TO TWO COUNTS OF MURDER 621 00:40:59,172 --> 00:41:01,000 AND THREE COUNTS OF SEXUAL ASSAULT. 622 00:41:06,172 --> 00:41:09,862 THE RESULT OF THIS PLEA BARGAIN IS THAT RICHARD WHITE WILL SPEND 623 00:41:09,862 --> 00:41:12,655 THE REST OF HIS LIFE IN PRISON WITHOUT PAROLE, 624 00:41:12,655 --> 00:41:15,137 AND THERE WILL NOT BE A TRIAL. 625 00:41:16,724 --> 00:41:19,103 Danyall: I WAS A NERVOUS WRECK. 626 00:41:19,103 --> 00:41:25,172 I STARTED DRINKING A LOT JUST TO FORGET AND JUST NOT THINK. 627 00:41:28,275 --> 00:41:33,758 I JUST HAD TO NOT BE IN REALITY FOR A LITTLE WHILE. 628 00:41:33,758 --> 00:41:35,000 [ SNIFFLES ] 629 00:41:37,413 --> 00:41:42,448 A LOT OF TIMES I FELT LIKE I WAS JUST SURVIVING. 630 00:41:42,448 --> 00:41:45,379 I WAS JUST GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS. 631 00:41:45,379 --> 00:41:49,448 I ACTUALLY PICKED UP AND MOVED 632 00:41:49,448 --> 00:41:52,241 ABOUT THREE AND A HALF HOURS AWAY. 633 00:41:55,275 --> 00:41:58,379 I HAD TO START OVER IN A PLACE WHERE NOBODY KNEW. 634 00:42:00,724 --> 00:42:06,206 AS THE YEARS HAVE GONE, SOMETIMES IT'S A LITTLE EASIER. 635 00:42:06,206 --> 00:42:08,206 THERE'S OTHER TIMES IT'S JUST NOT. 636 00:42:08,206 --> 00:42:11,172 I JUST CAN'T -- 637 00:42:11,172 --> 00:42:13,137 I CAN'T FACE IT SOMETIMES. 638 00:42:13,137 --> 00:42:16,137 BUT SOMETIMES, I CAN. 639 00:42:28,103 --> 00:42:30,275 MY BROTHER FLAT-OUT TOLD ME... [ SNIFFLES ] 640 00:42:30,275 --> 00:42:32,206 "THE ONLY REASON I TOLD YOU IS 'CAUSE I KNEW 641 00:42:32,206 --> 00:42:35,655 YOU'D DO THE RIGHT THING AND YOU'D STOP ME." 642 00:42:35,655 --> 00:42:37,896 YOU KNOW, I'VE KILLED SOMEONE BEFORE. 643 00:42:39,827 --> 00:42:43,344 I THINK MY BROTHER WAS BEGGING PEOPLE TO HELP HIM 644 00:42:43,344 --> 00:42:45,655 AND TO STOP HIM. 645 00:42:45,655 --> 00:42:47,724 AND I THINK HE WAS TELLING EVERYBODY 646 00:42:47,724 --> 00:42:52,034 AND ANYBODY SO THAT SOMEBODY COULD MAKE HIM STOP. 647 00:42:52,034 --> 00:42:54,551 AND NOBODY DID. 648 00:42:57,793 --> 00:43:02,689 I WONDER WHY, AND I WONDER WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE. 649 00:43:02,689 --> 00:43:06,172 WHY DIDN'T I SEE THROUGH IT? WHY DIDN'T I KNOW? 650 00:43:06,172 --> 00:43:08,896 THAT'S IT -- WHY DIDN'T I KNOW? 651 00:43:12,655 --> 00:43:17,310 I STILL WONDER IF THERE WAS SOMETHING ELSE 652 00:43:17,310 --> 00:43:19,413 I COULD HAVE DONE IF I WOULD HAVE BELIEVED HIM... 653 00:43:19,413 --> 00:43:20,724 [ SNIFFLES ] 654 00:43:20,724 --> 00:43:23,965 IF MAYBE EVEN JUST ONE LESS PERSON WOULD BE DEAD. 655 00:43:23,965 --> 00:43:25,517 OR MAYBE TWO. 656 00:43:25,517 --> 00:43:28,827 I JUST DON'T -- I DON'T KNOW. 657 00:43:28,827 --> 00:43:32,068 AND I -- THAT'S GUILT I'LL LIVE WITH FOREVER.