1 00:02:12,779 --> 00:02:16,283 I want to eat 2 00:02:23,248 --> 00:02:28,628 and violent 3 00:02:32,841 --> 00:02:37,304 : 4 00:03:21,848 --> 00:03:23,683 let me get there 5 00:03:27,020 --> 00:03:29,689 let me, let me 6 00:03:32,317 --> 00:03:33,735 : 7 00:03:33,818 --> 00:03:37,322 let me get there 8 00:03:37,405 --> 00:03:41,952 : 9 00:05:45,909 --> 00:05:46,743 Lulu! 10 00:06:06,554 --> 00:06:07,972 Mmm. 11 00:06:08,056 --> 00:06:09,057 Lou. 12 00:06:09,140 --> 00:06:10,225 Stop. 13 00:06:10,308 --> 00:06:11,392 Lou, it’s up time. 14 00:06:11,476 --> 00:06:12,644 Mm-hmm. 15 00:06:17,941 --> 00:06:19,150 Up time. 16 00:06:20,193 --> 00:06:21,111 Huh? 17 00:06:21,194 --> 00:06:23,238 -Yeah. -Come on. 18 00:06:25,782 --> 00:06:27,200 Come on, stop that. 19 00:06:27,283 --> 00:06:29,410 We got to get right to it for grizzle. Remember? 20 00:06:29,494 --> 00:06:30,620 Okay. 21 00:06:32,831 --> 00:06:34,499 Yo, I got some smoothie for you. 22 00:06:34,582 --> 00:06:36,209 You’re gonna fuckin’ hate it. 23 00:06:36,292 --> 00:06:38,294 But it’s healthy. 24 00:06:38,378 --> 00:06:40,296 Want some? I wouldn’t recommend it. 25 00:06:40,380 --> 00:06:42,257 -It’s disgusting. -Mm-mm. 26 00:06:52,475 --> 00:06:54,310 Okay, poops. 27 00:06:54,394 --> 00:06:55,353 Dance time. 28 00:07:19,210 --> 00:07:21,921 : 29 00:07:28,094 --> 00:07:32,891 for something 30 00:07:41,441 --> 00:07:45,695 in our lives 31 00:07:45,778 --> 00:07:49,949 - 32 00:07:52,911 --> 00:07:54,579 Yes! 33 00:07:58,333 --> 00:08:02,795 - 34 00:08:11,971 --> 00:08:13,139 -No? - 35 00:08:13,223 --> 00:08:14,140 Nah? No? 36 00:08:14,224 --> 00:08:15,350 Okay. 37 00:08:18,978 --> 00:08:22,607 And I would do anything for love 38 00:08:22,690 --> 00:08:24,651 RUBEN: 39 00:08:24,734 --> 00:08:27,028 What’s the thing that he won’t do in that song? 40 00:08:27,111 --> 00:08:28,696 What’s left for him to not do? 41 00:08:28,780 --> 00:08:29,781 LOU: Anal. 42 00:08:31,449 --> 00:08:32,867 - 43 00:08:34,369 --> 00:08:36,579 RUBEN: I used to imagine Jeff Goldblum was my dad. 44 00:08:36,663 --> 00:08:38,456 Saw him in The fucking Fly, I was like, 45 00:08:38,539 --> 00:08:40,124 "Yo, that must be what my dad looks like." 46 00:08:40,208 --> 00:08:42,585 Also explains a lot, ’cause the dude’s fucking weird. 47 00:08:42,669 --> 00:08:43,878 But he looks like me, man. 48 00:08:43,962 --> 00:08:45,546 -It’s true, yeah. -Yeah! 49 00:08:45,630 --> 00:08:47,215 You kind of look like Jeff Goldblum. 50 00:08:47,298 --> 00:08:49,133 RUBEN: Why is it okay to, like, use a toothpick in public 51 00:08:49,217 --> 00:08:51,052 but not floss? Have you ever tried that? 52 00:08:51,135 --> 00:08:53,346 -LOU: To floss my teeth in public? No. -To floss in public. 53 00:08:53,429 --> 00:08:55,473 Like, you’re just at the dinner table, you just pull out some... 54 00:08:55,556 --> 00:08:57,141 LOU: I used to imagine my funeral a lot 55 00:08:57,225 --> 00:08:59,352 when I was a kid... at school in math. 56 00:08:59,435 --> 00:09:00,853 RUBEN: Fun! 57 00:09:00,937 --> 00:09:02,563 LOU: I used to daydream about my funeral. 58 00:09:02,647 --> 00:09:04,482 Then I’d make myself cry! 59 00:09:04,565 --> 00:09:06,776 Uh, yeah, I think I’d get cremated. 60 00:09:06,859 --> 00:09:07,777 What about you? 61 00:09:07,860 --> 00:09:09,195 RUBEN: Cremated... 62 00:09:09,279 --> 00:09:10,947 or, like, just fed to the birds, you know? 63 00:09:11,030 --> 00:09:12,740 LOU: Well, you know, now you can get 64 00:09:12,824 --> 00:09:16,035 ashes put into tattoo ink. 65 00:09:16,119 --> 00:09:18,079 -My face on your back. -RUBEN: Your face? 66 00:09:18,162 --> 00:09:19,831 LOU: Where the clown is. 67 00:09:19,914 --> 00:09:21,291 -RUBEN: What? -LOU: Yeah. 68 00:09:22,375 --> 00:09:24,544 RUBEN: 69 00:09:34,053 --> 00:09:36,347 Yo, we don’t need to... we don’t need to put ’em all out. 70 00:09:36,431 --> 00:09:38,850 I know, but we just need to fill ’em up a little bit. 71 00:09:38,933 --> 00:09:40,393 -Okay. -That’s good. 72 00:09:40,476 --> 00:09:43,396 You want to put out... put out some different ones? 73 00:09:43,479 --> 00:09:45,523 Hmm? 74 00:09:45,606 --> 00:09:47,317 That’s the face of a sale. 75 00:09:48,526 --> 00:09:52,322 Okay, this one costs, uh, 50 bucks extra because... 76 00:09:52,405 --> 00:09:54,907 -It’s an original artwork. -I’m gonna spit on. 77 00:09:54,991 --> 00:09:56,659 -A $50... Oh! -Okay, a hundred bucks. 78 00:09:56,743 --> 00:09:58,536 -That’s ten grand. - 79 00:09:58,619 --> 00:10:01,414 -Did you guys sound-check? -No, not yet. 80 00:10:01,497 --> 00:10:02,707 We’re going on at... 81 00:10:02,790 --> 00:10:04,459 -5:00? -Did Margaret sound-check yet? 82 00:10:04,542 --> 00:10:06,044 Yo, you sound-checked yet? 83 00:10:06,127 --> 00:10:06,961 No. 84 00:10:07,045 --> 00:10:08,629 Not looking forward to it. 85 00:10:08,713 --> 00:10:10,006 Terrified. 86 00:10:10,089 --> 00:10:11,716 Half my shit is broken down. 87 00:10:13,509 --> 00:10:16,012 - 88 00:10:26,939 --> 00:10:29,233 - 89 00:12:00,741 --> 00:12:01,951 : Ah. 90 00:12:02,869 --> 00:12:03,995 Ah. 91 00:12:09,542 --> 00:12:11,377 : Ah. 92 00:12:12,753 --> 00:12:14,130 Ah. 93 00:13:01,260 --> 00:13:03,888 It’s... it’s probably a two out of ten 94 00:13:03,971 --> 00:13:06,224 in terms of his hearing. He can’t... 95 00:13:06,307 --> 00:13:08,684 He’s having trouble even communicating with me. 96 00:13:10,937 --> 00:13:11,729 It-it’s... 97 00:13:42,510 --> 00:13:44,220 I got to see a doctor? 98 00:13:44,303 --> 00:13:46,639 He... he can see you now. 99 00:13:47,932 --> 00:13:49,767 -What? -He can see you right-right now. 100 00:13:49,850 --> 00:13:52,186 -Now? -Yes, I-I... 101 00:13:57,608 --> 00:13:59,235 Hey, Lulu. Uh, sorry I had to run out, baby. 102 00:13:59,318 --> 00:14:01,153 I got to deal with some shit, okay? 103 00:14:01,237 --> 00:14:02,947 Don’t worry about anything, okay? 104 00:14:08,035 --> 00:14:09,954 WOMAN: Mr. Stone? 105 00:14:12,915 --> 00:14:14,250 Oh. Oh, yeah. 106 00:14:17,461 --> 00:14:19,255 : Ah. 107 00:14:22,049 --> 00:14:24,844 : Okay, how is that volume? 108 00:14:24,927 --> 00:14:26,762 Is the volume loud enough? 109 00:14:26,846 --> 00:14:27,805 Good. 110 00:14:27,888 --> 00:14:29,223 Can you hear me? 111 00:14:29,307 --> 00:14:31,434 : What? -You can hear me okay? 112 00:14:31,517 --> 00:14:33,227 -Volume-wise? -I can hear you. 113 00:14:33,311 --> 00:14:35,021 Okay. 114 00:14:35,104 --> 00:14:36,939 I’m gonna say these words. 115 00:14:37,023 --> 00:14:40,109 I want you to repeat them back to me. 116 00:14:40,192 --> 00:14:42,903 I’m gonna start with just your right ear. 117 00:14:42,987 --> 00:14:44,614 Okay? 118 00:14:45,531 --> 00:14:47,158 Bass. 119 00:14:49,493 --> 00:14:51,037 Bass. 120 00:14:52,622 --> 00:14:54,332 Mess. 121 00:14:55,916 --> 00:14:57,918 Car. 122 00:14:59,629 --> 00:15:01,255 Mop. 123 00:15:02,423 --> 00:15:04,175 : Noisy. 124 00:15:04,258 --> 00:15:05,593 DOCTOR: Search. 125 00:15:05,676 --> 00:15:07,637 Throat. 126 00:15:07,720 --> 00:15:10,056 -Ditch. -Fish. 127 00:15:10,139 --> 00:15:11,265 Talk. 128 00:15:11,349 --> 00:15:12,683 T... 129 00:15:15,936 --> 00:15:17,772 Ring. 130 00:15:17,855 --> 00:15:19,607 Broom. 131 00:15:19,690 --> 00:15:21,067 Germ. 132 00:15:25,363 --> 00:15:26,822 DOCTOR: Life. 133 00:15:30,159 --> 00:15:31,577 Team. 134 00:15:35,956 --> 00:15:37,291 Lid. 135 00:15:42,588 --> 00:15:44,006 Lid. 136 00:15:46,050 --> 00:15:48,844 This is your chart, Ruben. 137 00:15:48,928 --> 00:15:52,473 Now, as far as the volume that you can hear, 138 00:15:52,556 --> 00:15:56,102 you, on your right ear, were 28%, 139 00:15:56,185 --> 00:15:58,896 and on your left ear, you were 24%. 140 00:15:58,979 --> 00:16:00,898 -It’s what? -In the left ear, 141 00:16:00,981 --> 00:16:02,149 you came in at 24%. 142 00:16:02,233 --> 00:16:03,192 Okay. 143 00:16:03,275 --> 00:16:06,153 No matter how loud I made the test-- 144 00:16:06,237 --> 00:16:09,573 I could have put it at 11-- you were still going to miss 145 00:16:09,657 --> 00:16:13,577 70% to 80% of the words that I said. 146 00:16:13,661 --> 00:16:14,704 Okay. 147 00:16:14,787 --> 00:16:15,705 That is not good. 148 00:16:15,788 --> 00:16:16,831 Yeah, I see that. 149 00:16:16,914 --> 00:16:18,582 So, what... 150 00:16:18,666 --> 00:16:20,000 What can we do about it? 151 00:16:20,084 --> 00:16:21,293 How do I get it back? 152 00:16:21,377 --> 00:16:22,670 Well, um... 153 00:16:22,753 --> 00:16:26,090 you have to understand something here. 154 00:16:26,173 --> 00:16:28,843 Whether or not this is related to 155 00:16:28,926 --> 00:16:30,928 your exposure to noise 156 00:16:31,011 --> 00:16:34,056 or it’s an autoimmune issue 157 00:16:34,140 --> 00:16:35,725 doesn’t really matter. 158 00:16:35,808 --> 00:16:37,435 I understand I got a problem. 159 00:16:37,518 --> 00:16:39,562 I’m asking you what I can do about it. 160 00:16:39,645 --> 00:16:42,106 Well, what you can do about it first 161 00:16:42,189 --> 00:16:46,569 is to eliminate all exposure to loud noises. 162 00:16:46,652 --> 00:16:50,865 And then we can run some tests and we can determine exactly 163 00:16:50,948 --> 00:16:53,743 what is going on with your ears. 164 00:16:53,826 --> 00:16:56,662 And if we do, then we can have our other conversations. 165 00:16:56,746 --> 00:16:58,247 We can have what? 166 00:16:58,330 --> 00:17:02,960 Well, there are implants that bypass the cochlea. 167 00:17:03,043 --> 00:17:04,837 You said implants? 168 00:17:04,920 --> 00:17:06,380 -Yes. -Those work? 169 00:17:06,464 --> 00:17:08,883 For people with severe hearing loss or 170 00:17:08,966 --> 00:17:11,135 complete deafness, yes, they help. 171 00:17:11,218 --> 00:17:12,970 Well, then let’s do that. 172 00:17:13,053 --> 00:17:16,015 Well, it’s not that simple. 173 00:17:16,098 --> 00:17:18,934 Uh, it’s a very involved process, and it’s quite costly. 174 00:17:19,018 --> 00:17:20,644 How much is it? 175 00:17:20,728 --> 00:17:23,522 Well, they can run between $40,000 and $80,000, 176 00:17:23,606 --> 00:17:27,318 depending, and they are not covered by insurance. 177 00:17:33,115 --> 00:17:34,492 Okay. 178 00:17:34,575 --> 00:17:35,993 And, um... 179 00:17:37,411 --> 00:17:38,829 Like, when-when can you do it? 180 00:17:38,913 --> 00:17:40,331 You got ’em in stock now? 181 00:17:40,414 --> 00:17:42,541 Mr. Stone, your hearing 182 00:17:42,625 --> 00:17:46,045 is deteriorating rapidly. 183 00:17:46,128 --> 00:17:47,880 Am I right? 184 00:17:48,714 --> 00:17:51,967 And over the next few days, 185 00:17:52,051 --> 00:17:54,929 or even hours, it’s going to continue. 186 00:17:55,012 --> 00:17:57,973 And the hearing that you have lost 187 00:17:58,057 --> 00:18:00,309 is not coming back. 188 00:18:01,977 --> 00:18:03,646 : You have to understand 189 00:18:03,729 --> 00:18:06,065 your first responsibility 190 00:18:06,148 --> 00:18:08,901 is to preserve the hearing you have. 191 00:18:44,603 --> 00:18:48,858 - 192 00:18:48,941 --> 00:18:52,236 - 193 00:19:26,478 --> 00:19:28,397 -LOU: Ruben, what the fuck? 194 00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:02,640 Yes, it’ll come back. 195 00:20:02,723 --> 00:20:04,350 I have to... 196 00:20:05,267 --> 00:20:06,894 There’s, like, a surgery. 197 00:20:08,312 --> 00:20:09,563 What? 198 00:20:09,647 --> 00:20:11,815 It’s simple. It’s all it is. There’s an implant. 199 00:20:11,899 --> 00:20:13,192 They put it in your shit. 200 00:20:13,275 --> 00:20:14,735 It’s like a... 201 00:20:14,818 --> 00:20:17,071 Okay, it’ll come back. 202 00:20:17,154 --> 00:20:18,405 It’s fine, Lou. 203 00:20:18,489 --> 00:20:20,240 It’s, like, 40 grand, 80 grand, whatever, 204 00:20:20,324 --> 00:20:21,533 but it’s... 205 00:20:21,617 --> 00:20:22,826 it’ll come back. 206 00:20:22,910 --> 00:20:24,536 Till then, Lou, we just keep going, okay? 207 00:20:24,620 --> 00:20:27,289 -No. No. -Lou. Listen to me. 208 00:20:27,373 --> 00:20:28,791 Let’s play tomorrow, let’s see what it’s like. 209 00:20:28,874 --> 00:20:29,875 Let’s try it, okay? 210 00:20:29,959 --> 00:20:31,251 I’m gonna be like a click track. 211 00:20:31,335 --> 00:20:32,503 You can play to me. 212 00:20:32,586 --> 00:20:33,921 -No. -Huh? You can adj... 213 00:20:34,004 --> 00:20:35,839 It’s different, but it is what it is, Lou. 214 00:20:42,346 --> 00:20:45,140 Lou, we have a t... Lou, we have a tour booked. 215 00:20:45,224 --> 00:20:47,768 -It’s not safe. -We have a tour booked. 216 00:20:47,851 --> 00:20:49,770 -We have a tour booked, Lou. -No. 217 00:20:49,853 --> 00:20:51,480 -It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter. -Yes, we do. 218 00:20:51,563 --> 00:20:53,649 -It’s not safe, it’s not safe. -We have a tour booked! 219 00:20:55,484 --> 00:20:58,028 -Ruben. -I don’t fucking... 220 00:21:04,618 --> 00:21:06,370 : Yo! 221 00:21:06,453 --> 00:21:08,247 You got a smoke, please? 222 00:21:38,235 --> 00:21:40,070 This is ridiculous. 223 00:21:47,453 --> 00:21:48,454 He’s sleeping. 224 00:21:48,537 --> 00:21:49,413 Hi. 225 00:21:49,496 --> 00:21:50,664 Hi, Hector? 226 00:21:50,748 --> 00:21:52,207 Hi. This is Lou. 227 00:21:52,291 --> 00:21:54,376 Ruben’s having a bit of... a bit of trouble right now. 228 00:21:54,460 --> 00:21:55,544 -He’s... -Hey, Hector, what’s up? 229 00:21:55,627 --> 00:21:57,504 He’s got some hearing problems. 230 00:21:59,048 --> 00:22:00,549 Yeah, I mean, I can put him on, 231 00:22:00,632 --> 00:22:02,551 but he won’t be able to hear you. 232 00:22:03,594 --> 00:22:04,928 Okay. 233 00:22:05,012 --> 00:22:07,222 Talk to him. Talk to him. 234 00:22:10,100 --> 00:22:12,644 Hey, Hector, what’s going on, man? 235 00:22:12,728 --> 00:22:13,896 It’s Ruben. 236 00:22:13,979 --> 00:22:15,522 I’d say it’s good to hear your voice, 237 00:22:15,606 --> 00:22:17,608 but I can’t hear a fuckin’ word you’re saying right now. 238 00:22:17,691 --> 00:22:19,193 So this is completely pointless. 239 00:22:19,276 --> 00:22:22,029 Lou wanted me to call you because I had a cigarette. 240 00:22:22,112 --> 00:22:25,699 Uh, you know, not great, not ideal, but... 241 00:22:25,783 --> 00:22:29,703 considering the circumstances, which are pretty fucked up, 242 00:22:29,787 --> 00:22:30,996 you know, understandable. 243 00:22:31,080 --> 00:22:32,331 I’d say understandable, 244 00:22:32,414 --> 00:22:34,291 for everyone apart from Lou, it seems. 245 00:22:34,374 --> 00:22:36,251 Um, I got this, bro. 246 00:22:36,335 --> 00:22:38,879 I know you’d probably be asking me if I’m steady right now, 247 00:22:38,962 --> 00:22:40,798 if I’m feeling level. 248 00:22:40,881 --> 00:22:43,550 Not completely, but I’m cool. 249 00:22:43,634 --> 00:22:45,803 You’d tell me serenity is something you get 250 00:22:45,886 --> 00:22:49,723 when you, uh, stop wishing for a different past. 251 00:22:49,807 --> 00:22:51,225 Bro, I love you, man. 252 00:22:51,308 --> 00:22:53,310 Oh, my manager wants the... wants the phone back, 253 00:22:53,393 --> 00:22:54,561 so I got to go. 254 00:22:54,645 --> 00:22:56,021 Okay, love you, bro. 255 00:22:57,689 --> 00:22:58,565 Hey. 256 00:22:58,649 --> 00:23:00,734 Yeah, he-he can’t hear a word. 257 00:23:03,570 --> 00:23:06,865 Well, if you get him to a group, then how is he gonna hear? 258 00:23:09,868 --> 00:23:11,203 Okay. 259 00:23:13,080 --> 00:23:15,541 Okay, tha-thanks, Hector, thank you. 260 00:23:16,792 --> 00:23:18,001 When? When? 261 00:23:18,085 --> 00:23:19,795 Okay, yeah, I’ll make sure it’s on loud. 262 00:23:19,878 --> 00:23:22,089 Okay, thank you so much. Thank you. 263 00:23:23,966 --> 00:23:25,175 Okay, bye. 264 00:23:32,099 --> 00:23:33,809 He’s gonna call back. 265 00:23:35,102 --> 00:23:36,270 What did he say? 266 00:23:36,353 --> 00:23:37,938 Write it down. Tell... What did he... 267 00:23:43,694 --> 00:23:45,988 "Call back." 268 00:23:48,073 --> 00:23:49,950 He’s gonna call back-- that’s all? 269 00:23:50,033 --> 00:23:51,577 Fuckin’ Hector. 270 00:23:53,954 --> 00:23:55,789 What are we gonna do now? 271 00:24:04,256 --> 00:24:06,842 What do you want to do, Lou? 272 00:24:06,925 --> 00:24:08,302 Huh? 273 00:24:27,988 --> 00:24:29,698 RUBEN: Fuck this. 274 00:24:37,539 --> 00:24:38,790 It’s Hector. 275 00:24:43,128 --> 00:24:45,005 Hey. 276 00:24:45,088 --> 00:24:46,423 Yeah, he’s here. 277 00:24:48,967 --> 00:24:50,552 Not so good. 278 00:24:54,681 --> 00:24:57,017 Oh. Okay. 279 00:24:57,100 --> 00:25:01,063 Uh, yeah, what-what... what is it and... 280 00:25:01,146 --> 00:25:02,856 What? What’s the plan? 281 00:25:02,940 --> 00:25:05,150 Uh... 282 00:25:05,234 --> 00:25:08,278 Well, we’re-we’re in Missouri, so that’s gonna take a few days. 283 00:25:08,362 --> 00:25:10,781 I don’t... I don’t really know. 284 00:25:12,366 --> 00:25:14,993 No, no, no, we’ll leave right away. 285 00:25:15,994 --> 00:25:17,663 Okay, yeah. 286 00:25:17,746 --> 00:25:19,122 Okay, thank you. 287 00:25:19,206 --> 00:25:20,666 Thank you so much. I really, really appreciate it. 288 00:25:20,749 --> 00:25:22,292 Thank you. 289 00:25:22,376 --> 00:25:24,461 No, yeah, I’ll tell him. 290 00:25:24,544 --> 00:25:25,462 Okay. 291 00:25:25,545 --> 00:25:27,089 Bye. 292 00:25:31,468 --> 00:25:32,386 What? 293 00:25:37,057 --> 00:25:38,308 He’s found a place. 294 00:27:39,304 --> 00:27:41,014 RUBEN: Is that him? 295 00:27:51,149 --> 00:27:53,235 Ruben. 296 00:27:53,318 --> 00:27:55,237 Hi. I don’t... I’m sorry, I don’t know that. 297 00:27:55,320 --> 00:27:56,905 I’m Ruben. 298 00:27:56,988 --> 00:27:58,240 Yeah, this is Lou. 299 00:27:58,323 --> 00:27:59,699 Hi. I’m... I’m Lou. 300 00:27:59,783 --> 00:28:01,076 I’m sorry, I read lips. 301 00:28:01,159 --> 00:28:02,202 M-My name is Lou. 302 00:28:02,285 --> 00:28:05,080 -Lou. I’m Joe. -Hi, Joe. 303 00:28:05,163 --> 00:28:07,749 -You mind if I borrow him for a minute? -No. 304 00:28:07,833 --> 00:28:09,960 All right, you mind watching my beast here for me 305 00:28:10,043 --> 00:28:11,253 while we have a talk? 306 00:28:11,336 --> 00:28:12,379 Well, okay. 307 00:28:12,462 --> 00:28:14,548 -Lou, this is Louie. -Oh. 308 00:28:14,631 --> 00:28:15,882 He’s my hearing dog. 309 00:28:15,966 --> 00:28:18,176 He let me know you were here. 310 00:28:18,260 --> 00:28:20,011 I named it after Louie Aparicio 311 00:28:20,095 --> 00:28:22,055 -from the White Sox in ’59. -Okay. 312 00:28:22,139 --> 00:28:23,682 You want to be best friends with him, 313 00:28:23,765 --> 00:28:25,225 -give him one of these. -Oh, sure. 314 00:28:25,308 --> 00:28:27,060 -Okay? -Yeah. 315 00:28:29,896 --> 00:28:30,772 RUBEN: Yo, what about... 316 00:28:30,856 --> 00:28:32,107 Lou, you coming? 317 00:28:32,190 --> 00:28:33,191 No, no, you. 318 00:28:33,275 --> 00:28:34,609 -You sure? -Yeah. 319 00:28:34,693 --> 00:28:36,903 -I won’t be long, okay? -Okay. 320 00:28:38,321 --> 00:28:40,657 JOE: You be a good boy! 321 00:29:21,490 --> 00:29:23,200 Okay. Uh... 322 00:29:23,283 --> 00:29:24,951 Test. 323 00:29:25,785 --> 00:29:27,579 Oh. 324 00:29:41,510 --> 00:29:42,636 Okay. 325 00:29:42,719 --> 00:29:45,597 So, it works. 326 00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:48,350 Is this okay for you? 327 00:29:48,433 --> 00:29:49,518 Yeah, can you hear me? 328 00:29:49,601 --> 00:29:52,479 No. No, I’m gonna read your lips. 329 00:29:52,562 --> 00:29:54,564 I might miss some things, but I’m gonna try, okay? 330 00:29:54,648 --> 00:29:57,025 -Okay. -Just try, try to speak clearly. 331 00:29:57,108 --> 00:29:58,610 Yeah. 332 00:30:00,904 --> 00:30:02,531 How are you, Ruben? 333 00:30:06,493 --> 00:30:08,203 I’m okay. 334 00:30:12,541 --> 00:30:14,125 You’re an addict? 335 00:30:15,961 --> 00:30:17,212 Yeah. 336 00:30:19,381 --> 00:30:21,049 What sort of drugs? 337 00:30:23,009 --> 00:30:24,302 What’d I take? 338 00:30:25,136 --> 00:30:26,596 Mm-hmm. 339 00:30:31,893 --> 00:30:33,520 Um... 340 00:30:34,771 --> 00:30:36,731 Mainly heroin. 341 00:30:36,815 --> 00:30:38,191 Heroin. 342 00:30:39,985 --> 00:30:43,363 Have you thought about using since you lost your hearing? 343 00:30:57,836 --> 00:31:00,005 Today is not a good day. 344 00:31:07,846 --> 00:31:10,682 I’m not thinking clear today. 345 00:31:13,184 --> 00:31:15,937 Let’s talk about me. 346 00:31:16,021 --> 00:31:17,314 I’m an alcoholic. 347 00:31:18,565 --> 00:31:20,442 I lost my hearing in the Vietnam War 348 00:31:20,525 --> 00:31:23,695 when a bomb exploded near me. 349 00:31:23,778 --> 00:31:25,780 I still remember the music I was listening to 350 00:31:25,864 --> 00:31:26,990 when that bomb went off. 351 00:31:28,533 --> 00:31:32,579 After that, I lost everything else-- 352 00:31:32,662 --> 00:31:35,790 my wife, my kid. 353 00:31:35,874 --> 00:31:38,001 Not because of being deaf, mind you, Ruben. 354 00:31:38,084 --> 00:31:39,377 It was the beer. 355 00:31:42,464 --> 00:31:44,591 How long you been clean? 356 00:31:45,925 --> 00:31:47,344 Four years. 357 00:31:47,427 --> 00:31:49,846 -Four? -Mmm. 358 00:31:49,929 --> 00:31:52,515 And you need some help right now? 359 00:31:53,767 --> 00:31:55,727 Yo, I should check on Lou. 360 00:31:57,687 --> 00:31:59,272 How long you two been together? 361 00:32:00,649 --> 00:32:02,984 Four years. 362 00:32:03,068 --> 00:32:06,363 - 363 00:32:25,757 --> 00:32:27,926 You play music, right? 364 00:32:28,009 --> 00:32:29,344 -No. -No? 365 00:32:29,427 --> 00:32:30,553 No, not anymore. 366 00:32:30,637 --> 00:32:32,305 Not until I get the implant. 367 00:32:32,389 --> 00:32:34,557 -Implant? -Yeah. 368 00:32:34,641 --> 00:32:37,060 Sorry, you know about these implants they got now? 369 00:32:37,143 --> 00:32:39,396 It’s like... it’s like, uh... th-they have implants. 370 00:32:39,479 --> 00:32:42,440 I know. Yes. 371 00:32:42,524 --> 00:32:43,525 Expensive. 372 00:32:43,608 --> 00:32:46,778 Yeah. Thank you. Yes, they are. 373 00:32:46,861 --> 00:32:48,279 So... 374 00:32:50,115 --> 00:32:52,033 You should understand that, uh, 375 00:32:52,117 --> 00:32:53,410 this is a Deaf community. 376 00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,870 Not just my program, but we’re part 377 00:32:55,954 --> 00:32:57,956 of a larger Deaf community. 378 00:32:58,039 --> 00:33:01,835 And my program, and the people in it, 379 00:33:01,918 --> 00:33:05,296 they benefit tremendously from that Deaf community. 380 00:33:05,380 --> 00:33:06,965 We work with them, 381 00:33:07,048 --> 00:33:08,466 and they work with us. 382 00:33:08,550 --> 00:33:11,469 But it’s very important, 383 00:33:11,553 --> 00:33:12,971 if you want to be here, 384 00:33:13,054 --> 00:33:14,472 to understand that we’re looking for 385 00:33:14,556 --> 00:33:16,266 a solution to... 386 00:33:16,349 --> 00:33:18,143 to this... 387 00:33:19,102 --> 00:33:20,311 ...not this. 388 00:33:23,606 --> 00:33:26,151 Why don’t you go invite Lou in here? 389 00:33:29,362 --> 00:33:31,448 Sure. 390 00:33:34,284 --> 00:33:35,827 Lou! 391 00:33:42,917 --> 00:33:44,878 This guy wants to talk to you. 392 00:33:44,961 --> 00:33:46,796 Okay. 393 00:33:50,341 --> 00:33:52,135 Well... I think it’s important 394 00:33:52,218 --> 00:33:54,679 that you stay here with us right now, Ruben, 395 00:33:54,763 --> 00:33:56,431 learn some sign language, 396 00:33:56,514 --> 00:33:58,433 find some solid ground. 397 00:33:59,601 --> 00:34:00,977 What do you think? 398 00:34:01,060 --> 00:34:02,479 Man, it sounds great, 399 00:34:02,562 --> 00:34:04,230 but we don’t have a lot of money right now. 400 00:34:04,314 --> 00:34:06,900 JOE: Well, sometimes our church sponsors deaf people in need, 401 00:34:06,983 --> 00:34:08,735 and right now, 402 00:34:08,818 --> 00:34:10,528 you fit the bill, Ruben. 403 00:34:10,612 --> 00:34:11,946 Uh, we’re really not 404 00:34:12,030 --> 00:34:13,531 -churchgoing people. -Sorry, I-I read... 405 00:34:13,615 --> 00:34:15,116 Sorry, Ruben, I read lips. I can’t... 406 00:34:15,200 --> 00:34:16,493 What’d you say? 407 00:34:17,577 --> 00:34:19,996 We’re not religious, either of us. 408 00:34:20,079 --> 00:34:21,414 Very much not into religion. 409 00:34:21,498 --> 00:34:22,832 No offense, you know. 410 00:34:22,916 --> 00:34:25,126 Religion plays no part in this, Ruben. 411 00:34:25,210 --> 00:34:26,669 The church helps 412 00:34:26,753 --> 00:34:28,713 people in need, not religious people. 413 00:34:28,797 --> 00:34:31,090 The important thing is that you want to stay here. 414 00:34:31,174 --> 00:34:32,550 Mmm. 415 00:34:32,634 --> 00:34:33,676 Yeah. 416 00:34:33,760 --> 00:34:34,928 Lou? 417 00:34:35,011 --> 00:34:37,514 Do you think Ruben needs help right now? 418 00:34:41,351 --> 00:34:43,436 You understand, if, uh... 419 00:34:43,520 --> 00:34:45,146 Ruben were to stay here, 420 00:34:45,230 --> 00:34:46,981 he’d have to do it on his own. 421 00:34:47,065 --> 00:34:50,652 Members live in a house separate from the outside world. 422 00:34:50,735 --> 00:34:52,111 No contact to the outside world, 423 00:34:52,195 --> 00:34:54,155 no phones. 424 00:34:54,239 --> 00:34:57,408 I’ve found that in all cases, that’s the way it works best. 425 00:34:57,492 --> 00:34:59,118 Yo, hold up a minute, okay? 426 00:34:59,202 --> 00:35:01,371 Let me catch up. Okay? 427 00:35:02,497 --> 00:35:04,249 Can you help Ruben commit to that, Lou? 428 00:35:06,251 --> 00:35:07,710 You want... you want to try this for a couple days? 429 00:35:07,794 --> 00:35:08,628 We have our own home. 430 00:35:08,711 --> 00:35:10,547 We can stay in the RV. 431 00:35:10,630 --> 00:35:12,257 No, I’m sorry to say, that’s not the way 432 00:35:12,340 --> 00:35:13,174 that it works here, Ruben. 433 00:35:13,258 --> 00:35:15,218 Well, that’s a problem, then. 434 00:35:15,301 --> 00:35:18,054 Do you have anywhere you can be during this time, Lou? 435 00:35:19,931 --> 00:35:22,559 Yo, that’s that, man. We’re done. 436 00:35:22,642 --> 00:35:23,601 We’re done. 437 00:35:23,685 --> 00:35:24,727 Thanks a lot for your time, bro. 438 00:35:24,811 --> 00:35:25,895 Appreciate it, okay? 439 00:35:25,979 --> 00:35:27,355 We’re out, baby. Let’s go. 440 00:35:56,676 --> 00:35:57,886 Hey. 441 00:36:00,179 --> 00:36:01,681 I’m thinking we should still go hit 442 00:36:01,764 --> 00:36:03,182 our fuckin’ show in Dayton. 443 00:36:03,266 --> 00:36:05,393 Okay? I can... I can fuckin’ watch you for cues. 444 00:36:05,476 --> 00:36:07,520 I know it was rocky last time, but we did... 445 00:36:07,604 --> 00:36:08,980 we weren’t on the same page. 446 00:36:09,063 --> 00:36:10,982 Now you know what’s up, I can fuckin’ watch you. 447 00:36:11,065 --> 00:36:13,026 And I know this shit inside out. 448 00:36:13,109 --> 00:36:14,652 Okay, yo. I can fuckin’ make it work 449 00:36:14,736 --> 00:36:17,989 until we have enough for surgery. 450 00:36:18,072 --> 00:36:18,907 Okay? 451 00:36:18,990 --> 00:36:21,034 We’re gonna get there. 452 00:36:21,117 --> 00:36:23,453 Yo, seriously, we’re good to go. 453 00:36:23,536 --> 00:36:24,996 Lou. 454 00:36:25,079 --> 00:36:27,081 Hmm? 455 00:36:27,165 --> 00:36:29,083 Hey, I’ll deal with this shit. 456 00:36:29,167 --> 00:36:30,168 I’ll deal with it. 457 00:36:30,251 --> 00:36:31,961 You know I fucking will. It’s just money. 458 00:36:32,045 --> 00:36:33,880 You know that, right? Huh? 459 00:36:36,674 --> 00:36:38,217 Come here. 460 00:36:54,233 --> 00:36:55,944 Ruben! 461 00:36:58,071 --> 00:37:00,657 Ruben! Ruben! 462 00:37:00,740 --> 00:37:02,200 Stop it! 463 00:37:08,581 --> 00:37:10,083 Ruben! 464 00:37:17,674 --> 00:37:19,759 - 465 00:37:25,056 --> 00:37:26,641 Lou, look at me. I’m not going back 466 00:37:26,724 --> 00:37:28,601 to that fuckin’ place, okay? 467 00:37:30,520 --> 00:37:32,021 I know. I know. 468 00:37:32,105 --> 00:37:33,022 I’m... 469 00:37:36,943 --> 00:37:39,320 Well, then fuckin’ support me. 470 00:37:39,404 --> 00:37:42,365 How’s about that? Fuckin’ support me, Lou. 471 00:37:42,448 --> 00:37:44,283 Huh? 472 00:37:45,910 --> 00:37:46,995 You don’t want to be here? 473 00:37:48,121 --> 00:37:49,706 -Of course I do. -I knew it. 474 00:37:49,789 --> 00:37:51,833 I fuckin’ knew it. I fuckin’ knew this was coming. 475 00:37:51,916 --> 00:37:53,167 I fuckin’ knew it. 476 00:37:53,251 --> 00:37:54,544 This is about the fuckin’ album, huh? 477 00:37:54,627 --> 00:37:56,546 What happened? You get a better offer? 478 00:37:56,629 --> 00:37:57,880 -What are you talking about? -Huh? 479 00:37:57,964 --> 00:37:59,173 -What are you saying? -I can’t hear... 480 00:37:59,257 --> 00:38:01,050 I can’t hear you. I can’t fucking hear you! 481 00:38:01,134 --> 00:38:03,678 Do you understand me? I can’t. I’m fuckin’ deaf. 482 00:38:03,761 --> 00:38:04,637 I’m fucking deaf! 483 00:38:04,721 --> 00:38:05,555 No fucking hearing! 484 00:38:05,638 --> 00:38:08,224 Okay? Okay? 485 00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:15,189 No, what I need... what I need is a fucking gun in my mouth. 486 00:38:15,273 --> 00:38:17,650 What I need is a fucking gun in my fucking mouth! 487 00:38:17,734 --> 00:38:18,735 Okay?! 488 00:38:24,198 --> 00:38:25,283 Look, I’m sorry. 489 00:38:25,366 --> 00:38:26,826 Lou, I’m just fucked up a little. 490 00:38:26,909 --> 00:38:29,078 I just need a little... I need a minute to think. 491 00:38:29,162 --> 00:38:30,163 Okay? 492 00:38:32,373 --> 00:38:34,333 There’s got to be another way. 493 00:38:34,417 --> 00:38:35,209 Lou? 494 00:38:38,671 --> 00:38:40,089 Hello? 495 00:38:40,173 --> 00:38:41,758 Hey. 496 00:38:43,634 --> 00:38:44,886 Oh, really? 497 00:38:46,596 --> 00:38:47,472 Oh. 498 00:38:47,555 --> 00:38:48,806 Who is that? 499 00:38:48,890 --> 00:38:50,433 Okay, well, I need to get ready. 500 00:38:50,516 --> 00:38:52,977 Okay. No, I’ll get a cab. 501 00:38:53,895 --> 00:38:55,229 Yeah, it’s fine. 502 00:38:56,272 --> 00:38:57,648 Okay, bye. 503 00:38:57,732 --> 00:39:00,151 What’s going on? 504 00:39:00,234 --> 00:39:01,152 Huh? 505 00:39:01,235 --> 00:39:03,196 What’s going on? 506 00:39:03,279 --> 00:39:04,530 I’m getting on a plane, 507 00:39:04,614 --> 00:39:07,116 and you’re gonna go back to that place. 508 00:39:12,455 --> 00:39:14,207 Just slow down, okay? Slow down. 509 00:39:14,290 --> 00:39:16,042 Yo, chill, dude. We’re gonna be a minute. 510 00:39:16,125 --> 00:39:18,461 Just chill. Okay? 511 00:39:18,544 --> 00:39:20,546 Just slow down a minute. 512 00:39:20,630 --> 00:39:22,340 Lou. Lou. 513 00:39:22,423 --> 00:39:23,800 This is so fucked up. 514 00:39:23,883 --> 00:39:25,718 Who’s gonna be looking out for you over there? Hmm? 515 00:39:25,802 --> 00:39:27,345 -Who’s gonna look out for you? -It’s okay. 516 00:39:27,428 --> 00:39:28,846 -Don’t say that guy. -It’s okay. It’s okay. 517 00:39:28,930 --> 00:39:30,765 Lou, I need... I need more of a plan, Lou. 518 00:39:30,848 --> 00:39:31,891 -Ruben. -I need... 519 00:39:31,974 --> 00:39:33,935 I need more from you, Lou. 520 00:39:41,859 --> 00:39:44,237 I need more of a plan, Lou. 521 00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:46,239 You can’t just fuckin’... 522 00:39:56,249 --> 00:39:58,543 Ah, Jesus. Lou, come on. 523 00:39:58,626 --> 00:40:00,795 Ruben. Ruben. 524 00:40:01,838 --> 00:40:03,339 You hurt yourself... 525 00:40:03,422 --> 00:40:05,633 Ruben, you hurt yourself, 526 00:40:05,716 --> 00:40:07,009 you hurt me. 527 00:40:07,093 --> 00:40:09,720 I’ll hurt myself, too. I’ll hurt myself, too. 528 00:40:09,804 --> 00:40:11,764 Don’t say that. 529 00:40:11,848 --> 00:40:13,224 Promise. 530 00:40:13,307 --> 00:40:15,518 Say it, Rubi, or all of this is for shit. 531 00:40:15,601 --> 00:40:16,644 Say it! Promise! 532 00:40:16,727 --> 00:40:18,020 Go back there right now. 533 00:40:18,104 --> 00:40:19,438 Promise, say it! 534 00:40:19,522 --> 00:40:22,400 -I’ll promise if you... -No, say it, promise. 535 00:40:26,070 --> 00:40:27,280 Go back to that place. 536 00:40:27,363 --> 00:40:29,615 I... only if... I need... 537 00:40:29,699 --> 00:40:31,742 I need you to wait for me. 538 00:40:31,826 --> 00:40:34,120 Okay? You’re it for me, Lou. You’re my fuckin’ heart. 539 00:40:34,203 --> 00:40:35,538 You’re it for me. 540 00:40:35,621 --> 00:40:38,291 Okay? You got to wait for me. 541 00:40:46,174 --> 00:40:47,633 Fuck. 542 00:40:50,595 --> 00:40:51,888 Listen to me. Listen, listen. 543 00:40:51,971 --> 00:40:54,974 When you get there, I need you to... 544 00:40:55,057 --> 00:40:57,268 I need you to write to me, okay? 545 00:40:57,351 --> 00:41:00,813 Yeah? Will you write me and tell me you’re okay? 546 00:41:00,897 --> 00:41:02,190 Huh? Promise me? 547 00:41:02,273 --> 00:41:03,608 And listen, if it’s... 548 00:41:03,691 --> 00:41:05,776 if it’s bullshit, you just get your ass back here. 549 00:41:05,860 --> 00:41:07,278 I’ll fix it, I swear to God. 550 00:41:07,361 --> 00:41:08,529 You know I’ll fuckin’ fix this. 551 00:41:08,613 --> 00:41:10,364 This is not that hard, okay? 552 00:41:10,448 --> 00:41:12,325 Just come back here. 553 00:41:15,661 --> 00:41:17,496 -I love you. -You’re my fucking heart. 554 00:41:17,580 --> 00:41:18,831 Okay? 555 00:41:21,250 --> 00:41:22,752 Motherfucker. 556 00:41:22,835 --> 00:41:24,921 -Oh, motherf... - 557 00:41:33,262 --> 00:41:35,473 -Fuck. - 558 00:41:38,684 --> 00:41:40,686 : Motherfucker. 559 00:41:47,276 --> 00:41:48,569 Oh. 560 00:41:54,617 --> 00:41:56,160 Fuck. 561 00:41:57,161 --> 00:41:59,038 Motherfucker. 562 00:42:53,968 --> 00:42:55,511 RUBEN: What’s up? 563 00:42:57,013 --> 00:42:58,222 Yo. 564 00:42:58,306 --> 00:42:59,640 Hey. 565 00:43:27,835 --> 00:43:29,003 You want my car keys? 566 00:43:40,264 --> 00:43:43,225 If I ask for ’em back, I want ’em back, okay? 567 00:43:47,021 --> 00:43:48,564 We’re not doing that. 568 00:45:03,514 --> 00:45:05,057 Your name. 569 00:45:06,142 --> 00:45:07,685 My name’s Ruben. 570 00:45:07,768 --> 00:45:09,395 I’m an addict. 571 00:45:09,478 --> 00:45:11,772 I have four years clean now. 572 00:45:11,856 --> 00:45:13,315 I’m sorry I don’t... 573 00:45:13,399 --> 00:45:14,650 talk sign language. 574 00:45:14,733 --> 00:45:16,152 That’s it. 575 00:45:24,452 --> 00:45:27,496 My name is Shaheem. 576 00:45:27,580 --> 00:45:30,499 I’m a heroin addict. 577 00:46:55,417 --> 00:46:56,794 Oh... 578 00:46:56,877 --> 00:46:58,420 : Fuck. 579 00:49:17,142 --> 00:49:18,560 What? 580 00:49:21,605 --> 00:49:22,523 Okay. 581 00:49:39,623 --> 00:49:42,167 : I know, right? 582 00:50:04,940 --> 00:50:07,151 Um, I don’t... 583 00:50:07,234 --> 00:50:09,069 Sorry. 584 00:50:30,424 --> 00:50:32,009 Ruben. 585 00:50:33,010 --> 00:50:34,094 Ruben. 586 00:51:10,172 --> 00:51:11,298 Oh. 587 00:51:29,566 --> 00:51:30,567 Okay. 588 00:51:35,989 --> 00:51:37,616 Yeah. 589 00:52:13,235 --> 00:52:16,530 - 590 00:52:21,702 --> 00:52:24,997 - 591 00:52:32,337 --> 00:52:33,547 Uh, I’m coming. 592 00:52:33,630 --> 00:52:35,507 Okay? One minute. 593 00:52:35,591 --> 00:52:36,758 I-I’ll... I’ll be back. 594 00:53:53,335 --> 00:53:54,336 Fuck. 595 00:54:25,075 --> 00:54:26,076 Oh, hey, Joe. 596 00:54:31,456 --> 00:54:33,458 What was that all about, Ruben? 597 00:54:37,295 --> 00:54:39,089 Oh, with your roof? 598 00:54:39,172 --> 00:54:40,465 I was fixing your roof. 599 00:54:40,549 --> 00:54:41,967 It’s, like, one of the eaves is... 600 00:54:42,050 --> 00:54:44,136 : I was trying to fix your roof. 601 00:54:44,219 --> 00:54:47,139 You don’t need to fix anything here. 602 00:54:58,775 --> 00:55:00,235 I’ve got a little, uh... 603 00:55:00,318 --> 00:55:02,487 assignment for you. Okay? 604 00:55:02,571 --> 00:55:05,824 You get up early, right? 605 00:55:05,907 --> 00:55:07,701 Yeah, pretty early, yeah. 606 00:55:09,202 --> 00:55:10,871 I’ll have hot coffee 607 00:55:10,954 --> 00:55:12,372 waiting for you 608 00:55:12,456 --> 00:55:14,207 at 5:30. 609 00:55:14,291 --> 00:55:16,543 Early enough for you? 610 00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:21,506 I don’t know. I guess. 611 00:55:21,590 --> 00:55:23,675 Okay, 5:00. 612 00:55:23,759 --> 00:55:25,677 And I’ll, uh, 613 00:55:25,761 --> 00:55:27,763 provide a room for you. 614 00:55:27,846 --> 00:55:29,598 What for? 615 00:55:29,681 --> 00:55:32,601 And there’s nothing that needs to be accomplished in this room. 616 00:55:32,684 --> 00:55:35,520 All I want you to do is just... 617 00:55:36,646 --> 00:55:38,440 ...sit. 618 00:55:41,902 --> 00:55:45,155 All I ask is if and when you cannot just sit, 619 00:55:45,238 --> 00:55:47,532 you turn yourself to the pen and paper 620 00:55:47,616 --> 00:55:49,951 that I’m going to supply for you. 621 00:55:50,035 --> 00:55:52,120 And I want you to... 622 00:55:53,330 --> 00:55:54,956 ...write. 623 00:55:56,208 --> 00:55:58,210 Doesn’t matter what you write, how you write, 624 00:55:58,293 --> 00:56:00,378 whether it’s spelled correctly. 625 00:56:00,462 --> 00:56:02,631 Or if it’s just a big... 626 00:56:02,714 --> 00:56:04,424 ...mess. 627 00:56:04,508 --> 00:56:06,301 I don’t care. 628 00:56:06,384 --> 00:56:08,929 No one will read it, okay? 629 00:56:09,012 --> 00:56:11,014 But I want you to keep writing 630 00:56:11,098 --> 00:56:12,933 continuously without stopping 631 00:56:13,016 --> 00:56:15,811 until you feel like you can... 632 00:56:18,021 --> 00:56:20,107 ...sit again. 633 00:56:35,372 --> 00:56:37,541 -Does it have to be writing? -Writing, yes. 634 00:56:37,624 --> 00:56:40,418 No drawing. Writing, yes. 635 00:56:45,132 --> 00:56:47,634 And if... sometime in the future, 636 00:56:47,717 --> 00:56:50,929 it feels like it’s a little bit too difficult for you, 637 00:56:51,012 --> 00:56:53,974 you should come and find me. 638 00:56:54,057 --> 00:56:56,351 I’ll be in my apartment 639 00:56:56,434 --> 00:56:59,646 doing the same thing as you, okay, Ruben? 640 00:57:04,860 --> 00:57:06,778 I’ll be writing, too. 641 00:57:09,906 --> 00:57:11,241 Okay. 642 00:58:54,594 --> 00:58:56,304 - 643 00:59:04,354 --> 00:59:05,772 Mmm, nice. 644 00:59:05,855 --> 00:59:07,816 -Nice, nice, nice. - 645 00:59:07,899 --> 00:59:10,026 So fucking stupid. 646 00:59:16,992 --> 00:59:19,786 : It’s so fucking stupid. 647 00:59:23,415 --> 00:59:25,292 You fucking idiot. 648 00:59:38,138 --> 00:59:40,765 What a fucking idiot. 649 01:02:35,607 --> 01:02:37,025 Hey. 650 01:02:38,610 --> 01:02:40,445 You think he’s okay? 651 01:02:43,490 --> 01:02:44,616 You okay? 652 01:02:44,699 --> 01:02:46,326 -No. -Not feeling better? 653 01:02:46,409 --> 01:02:47,744 Come on over. 654 01:02:49,579 --> 01:02:51,247 Look at those flowers. 655 01:03:00,757 --> 01:03:03,051 He’s quick. 656 01:03:15,813 --> 01:03:18,274 All right, come here, my friend. 657 01:03:19,651 --> 01:03:21,986 See, I knew he had it. 658 01:03:47,178 --> 01:03:48,304 A, B, C, 659 01:03:48,388 --> 01:03:49,681 D, E, F, 660 01:03:49,764 --> 01:03:50,890 G, H, I, J, 661 01:03:50,974 --> 01:03:53,101 K, L, M, N-- 662 01:03:53,184 --> 01:03:54,435 R, S, T, 663 01:03:54,519 --> 01:03:55,436 U, V, W, 664 01:03:55,520 --> 01:03:56,980 X, Y, Z. 665 01:04:01,109 --> 01:04:02,777 He won. 666 01:04:02,860 --> 01:04:04,904 -No, no, he won. -It was close. 667 01:04:04,988 --> 01:04:06,656 No, he won. You can go again if you want to. 668 01:04:06,739 --> 01:04:08,783 Again! Again! Again! Again! 669 01:04:13,538 --> 01:04:15,081 A, B, C, D, 670 01:04:15,164 --> 01:04:16,207 G, H, I, 671 01:04:16,291 --> 01:04:17,375 J, K, L, 672 01:04:17,458 --> 01:04:19,794 T, U, V, O, Q-- 673 01:04:19,877 --> 01:04:20,962 R, S, T, 674 01:04:21,045 --> 01:04:22,171 U, V, W, 675 01:04:22,255 --> 01:04:23,756 X, Y, Z. 676 01:04:23,840 --> 01:04:24,966 Yes! 677 01:04:27,719 --> 01:04:28,845 See? 678 01:04:29,596 --> 01:04:30,597 Good job! You did it! 679 01:05:17,602 --> 01:05:19,020 No, I thought... 680 01:05:20,104 --> 01:05:22,440 I thought you said you were smart. 681 01:05:22,523 --> 01:05:24,108 But your wife and your daughter 682 01:05:24,192 --> 01:05:26,402 are better, right? 683 01:05:27,278 --> 01:05:28,696 See? He knows! 684 01:05:30,239 --> 01:05:33,951 -He already knows. - 685 01:05:44,379 --> 01:05:45,713 I don’t like it completely shaved. 686 01:05:45,797 --> 01:05:48,049 I prefer it with a little hair. 687 01:05:58,518 --> 01:06:00,770 Whoa, not too much. 688 01:06:00,853 --> 01:06:01,813 Natural, got it. 689 01:06:01,896 --> 01:06:03,648 Trimmed and all, ya know? 690 01:06:08,403 --> 01:06:09,529 Lovely. 691 01:06:09,612 --> 01:06:10,780 Who is she? 692 01:06:15,159 --> 01:06:16,911 Okay, okay. 693 01:06:20,456 --> 01:06:22,375 Where do you want it? 694 01:06:24,585 --> 01:06:27,463 -Right here. - 695 01:06:32,844 --> 01:06:34,303 I like it. 696 01:06:46,190 --> 01:06:46,983 Cool. Thank you. 697 01:07:05,710 --> 01:07:06,878 My bad. 698 01:07:08,129 --> 01:07:09,464 Watch me. 699 01:07:11,257 --> 01:07:12,425 Slowly. 700 01:08:27,416 --> 01:08:30,169 I feel a little bit old today. 701 01:08:32,088 --> 01:08:34,048 You are old. 702 01:08:36,509 --> 01:08:37,885 I love your name sign... 703 01:08:37,969 --> 01:08:39,136 Ruben. 704 01:08:42,181 --> 01:08:44,267 That first day you were here, 705 01:08:44,350 --> 01:08:47,144 you reminded me of an owl. 706 01:08:49,146 --> 01:08:51,732 -O-W-L? -Owl. 707 01:08:51,816 --> 01:08:52,942 Fuck you. 708 01:09:02,159 --> 01:09:04,620 And you’ve become very important 709 01:09:04,704 --> 01:09:07,081 to a lot of people around here. 710 01:09:08,666 --> 01:09:10,793 You know? It’s true. 711 01:09:10,877 --> 01:09:12,628 Thank you. 712 01:09:14,130 --> 01:09:16,841 I’d like to offer you a... 713 01:09:16,924 --> 01:09:18,134 a way that 714 01:09:18,217 --> 01:09:21,596 maybe you can continue on here with us. 715 01:09:22,722 --> 01:09:24,098 I imagine you’re starting to think 716 01:09:24,181 --> 01:09:26,767 about the future a little bit? 717 01:09:26,851 --> 01:09:29,103 -Future? -Future. 718 01:09:29,186 --> 01:09:31,480 I know I am. 719 01:09:33,733 --> 01:09:36,193 But, uh... I do think there’s a way 720 01:09:36,277 --> 01:09:39,238 you could maybe stay and work here, 721 01:09:39,322 --> 01:09:42,158 uh, maybe with my program, 722 01:09:42,241 --> 01:09:43,910 maybe... 723 01:09:43,993 --> 01:09:45,453 with the kids at school. 724 01:09:46,871 --> 01:09:48,789 Maybe both. 725 01:09:52,126 --> 01:09:54,128 Anyway... 726 01:09:55,129 --> 01:09:56,505 ...you, uh... 727 01:09:56,589 --> 01:09:58,299 you think about it, you know? 728 01:11:18,796 --> 01:11:20,506 What the fuck? 729 01:12:21,108 --> 01:12:24,987 - 730 01:14:22,104 --> 01:14:23,189 Her? 731 01:14:23,272 --> 01:14:25,107 Yeah. 732 01:14:30,571 --> 01:14:32,072 Yeah. 733 01:14:32,156 --> 01:14:33,282 Cute. 734 01:14:34,491 --> 01:14:35,743 What do you think, huh? 735 01:14:35,826 --> 01:14:36,994 Yo, what do you think? 736 01:14:37,077 --> 01:14:38,829 This? 737 01:14:38,913 --> 01:14:40,372 All? 738 01:14:41,624 --> 01:14:42,750 Yeah. 739 01:14:43,709 --> 01:14:44,835 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 740 01:14:44,919 --> 01:14:46,295 Wait, yo, it’s easy. 741 01:14:46,378 --> 01:14:48,255 It’s easy. Just... slowly. 742 01:14:49,089 --> 01:14:51,258 Yo. It’s for her, huh? 743 01:14:51,342 --> 01:14:52,343 It’s for her. 744 01:14:52,426 --> 01:14:54,637 We need money. We need money. 745 01:14:55,512 --> 01:14:57,473 Huh? It’s for us. 746 01:15:00,100 --> 01:15:01,518 I’m leveling with you. 747 01:15:01,602 --> 01:15:03,145 It’s for her. 748 01:15:21,872 --> 01:15:22,623 Yo. 749 01:15:22,706 --> 01:15:24,041 For-for this? 750 01:15:24,124 --> 01:15:26,126 For this, remember it’s, uh... 751 01:15:26,210 --> 01:15:27,503 it’s, uh... cash. 752 01:15:27,586 --> 01:15:28,796 Okay? Not check. 753 01:15:28,879 --> 01:15:29,797 Cool. 754 01:15:29,880 --> 01:15:31,090 Yo. 755 01:15:31,173 --> 01:15:32,591 You okay? 756 01:15:32,675 --> 01:15:34,051 Sure? 757 01:17:02,181 --> 01:17:04,558 Hi. Is that Prince Audiology? 758 01:17:04,641 --> 01:17:06,310 Can you hear me? 759 01:17:10,314 --> 01:17:12,232 It’s Stone, Ruben Stone. 760 01:17:12,316 --> 01:17:14,651 R-U-B-E-N, 761 01:17:14,735 --> 01:17:17,237 Stone, S-T-O-N-E. 762 01:17:17,321 --> 01:17:19,823 I’m confirming an appointment. 763 01:17:24,078 --> 01:17:26,413 Yeah, I can hold. 764 01:18:52,082 --> 01:18:53,542 So, listen. 765 01:18:53,625 --> 01:18:55,335 -What did you say? Write it down. -Yeah, yeah. 766 01:18:55,419 --> 01:18:57,671 I can’t hear you. Write it down. 767 01:19:18,859 --> 01:19:20,819 I got a proposition for you. 768 01:19:20,903 --> 01:19:22,488 What’s that? 769 01:19:22,571 --> 01:19:24,656 What if I give it to you at this price... 770 01:19:27,451 --> 01:19:30,287 ...but on one condition? 771 01:19:31,955 --> 01:19:33,832 I have the option of coming back to you 772 01:19:33,916 --> 01:19:36,001 within eight weeks. 773 01:19:36,084 --> 01:19:38,795 Okay? I get to buy it back off you 774 01:19:38,879 --> 01:19:40,631 -for ten percent more than this. - 775 01:19:40,714 --> 01:19:42,674 But everything has to be in its current condition. 776 01:19:42,758 --> 01:19:46,386 Everything has to be exactly like it is now. 777 01:19:46,470 --> 01:19:47,721 Hmm? 778 01:19:47,804 --> 01:19:49,515 What do you think? 779 01:19:49,598 --> 01:19:51,225 : Why would you want to do that? 780 01:19:51,308 --> 01:19:52,768 Dude, I can’t hear you. I’m deaf. 781 01:19:52,851 --> 01:19:54,686 So it’s... take it or leave it. 782 01:19:54,770 --> 01:19:56,939 What’s it gonna be? 783 01:21:43,712 --> 01:21:46,006 - 784 01:22:10,822 --> 01:22:11,657 You’re back? 785 01:22:14,493 --> 01:22:16,370 Have a seat here. 786 01:22:17,245 --> 01:22:18,538 Thank you. 787 01:22:29,049 --> 01:22:30,175 Um... 788 01:22:31,051 --> 01:22:32,928 ...I did the deed. 789 01:22:34,805 --> 01:22:36,181 The deed? 790 01:22:40,519 --> 01:22:41,853 Surgery. 791 01:22:50,779 --> 01:22:53,198 How’d you get the money? 792 01:22:53,281 --> 01:22:56,535 I sold my RV and other shit. 793 01:22:58,787 --> 01:23:00,747 -Okay. -Look, Joe, 794 01:23:00,831 --> 01:23:04,334 I really don’t want to explain myself right now. 795 01:23:04,418 --> 01:23:05,752 Okay? 796 01:23:07,129 --> 01:23:08,630 It’s time. Okay? 797 01:23:08,714 --> 01:23:11,758 It’s time. I got to do something. 798 01:23:11,842 --> 01:23:13,135 Right? 799 01:23:13,218 --> 01:23:15,637 Trying to save my f-fuckin’ life. 800 01:23:17,848 --> 01:23:19,099 So, that’s what I’m doing. 801 01:23:19,182 --> 01:23:21,810 Okay? No one else is gonna save my life. 802 01:23:21,893 --> 01:23:23,645 Right? 803 01:23:23,729 --> 01:23:25,313 If I just sit here and diddle around, 804 01:23:25,397 --> 01:23:28,233 what am I gonna have? Nothing. 805 01:23:28,316 --> 01:23:29,526 Okay? 806 01:23:29,609 --> 01:23:30,986 And all this shit? 807 01:23:31,069 --> 01:23:32,738 Like, what does it matter? What does it matter? 808 01:23:32,821 --> 01:23:34,239 It just passes. 809 01:23:34,322 --> 01:23:35,240 Yo. 810 01:23:35,323 --> 01:23:36,825 If I disappear, 811 01:23:36,908 --> 01:23:38,493 like, who cares? 812 01:23:38,577 --> 01:23:40,245 Nobody cares, man. 813 01:23:40,328 --> 01:23:41,288 Seriously. 814 01:23:41,371 --> 01:23:42,414 Yo, and that’s okay. 815 01:23:42,497 --> 01:23:43,665 That’s life. 816 01:23:44,499 --> 01:23:45,834 That’s life. 817 01:23:45,917 --> 01:23:48,044 No, for real. Okay? 818 01:23:48,128 --> 01:23:49,421 It just passes. 819 01:23:49,504 --> 01:23:51,673 It just fucking... fucking passes. 820 01:23:56,219 --> 01:23:58,305 I wonder, uh... 821 01:23:58,388 --> 01:24:01,808 all these mornings you’ve been sitting in my study, 822 01:24:01,892 --> 01:24:04,811 sitting, 823 01:24:04,895 --> 01:24:06,605 have you... 824 01:24:06,688 --> 01:24:08,607 had any... 825 01:24:08,690 --> 01:24:10,442 moments of... 826 01:24:10,525 --> 01:24:12,527 stillness? 827 01:24:16,907 --> 01:24:19,159 Because you’re right, Ruben. 828 01:24:19,242 --> 01:24:20,660 The world does keep moving, 829 01:24:20,744 --> 01:24:22,704 and it can be a damn... 830 01:24:22,788 --> 01:24:24,498 cruel place. 831 01:24:25,540 --> 01:24:27,542 But for me... 832 01:24:29,461 --> 01:24:33,048 ...those moments of stillness, 833 01:24:33,131 --> 01:24:35,467 that place, that’s the... 834 01:24:35,550 --> 01:24:37,219 kingdom of God. 835 01:24:40,722 --> 01:24:43,517 And that place 836 01:24:43,600 --> 01:24:45,268 will never abandon you. 837 01:24:48,772 --> 01:24:50,023 But... 838 01:24:53,568 --> 01:24:55,821 I see you’ve made your choice. 839 01:24:55,904 --> 01:24:56,988 Right? 840 01:24:58,406 --> 01:25:00,283 Yeah. 841 01:25:02,160 --> 01:25:04,454 And I sincerely hope 842 01:25:04,538 --> 01:25:07,332 that it brings you happiness, Ruben. 843 01:25:11,169 --> 01:25:12,546 Thank you. 844 01:25:17,509 --> 01:25:21,221 I was wondering, Joe. I don’t know if it’s possible... 845 01:25:23,306 --> 01:25:26,601 ...but, uh, I need money 846 01:25:26,685 --> 01:25:29,980 to... just to buy back my RV. 847 01:25:30,063 --> 01:25:31,231 You know? 848 01:25:31,314 --> 01:25:33,024 You know, me... me and Lou. 849 01:25:33,108 --> 01:25:34,734 This is where we live. 850 01:25:34,818 --> 01:25:38,029 It’s our home. Our home. 851 01:25:38,113 --> 01:25:40,782 And I can... I can totally pay you back. 852 01:25:40,866 --> 01:25:42,033 Just, uh... 853 01:25:42,117 --> 01:25:44,369 Now I got an issue with time. 854 01:25:51,793 --> 01:25:53,169 Ruben. 855 01:25:55,255 --> 01:25:59,175 I don’t understand the situation that you’ve put yourself in, 856 01:25:59,259 --> 01:26:00,719 but... 857 01:26:00,802 --> 01:26:02,679 from where I’m sitting... 858 01:26:02,762 --> 01:26:05,849 you look and sound like an addict. 859 01:26:05,932 --> 01:26:08,518 No, I don’t. Yo, no. 860 01:26:08,602 --> 01:26:10,270 I’m not... It’s not... 861 01:26:10,353 --> 01:26:12,188 Not an addi... 862 01:26:12,272 --> 01:26:13,773 It’s fine. Okay? 863 01:26:13,857 --> 01:26:16,776 My situation, it’s cool. Okay? 864 01:26:16,860 --> 01:26:19,738 Seriously, my girlfriend’s dad is rich, 865 01:26:19,821 --> 01:26:21,489 he can give me... give me the money. 866 01:26:21,573 --> 01:26:22,949 Okay? This is nothing. 867 01:26:23,033 --> 01:26:25,493 You can’t imagine how nothing this is. 868 01:26:25,577 --> 01:26:27,203 Seriously. 869 01:26:29,623 --> 01:26:32,125 I’m fucking stupid. I’m-I’m sorry to ask. 870 01:26:32,208 --> 01:26:34,461 I’m sorry. Okay? 871 01:26:35,754 --> 01:26:37,464 Okay. 872 01:26:43,470 --> 01:26:47,057 Please, can I stay here for just... 873 01:26:47,140 --> 01:26:48,934 three, four weeks? 874 01:26:49,017 --> 01:26:50,602 Till they... 875 01:26:50,685 --> 01:26:52,479 activate? 876 01:26:58,902 --> 01:27:01,237 Ruben. 877 01:27:01,321 --> 01:27:04,282 As you know, everybody here 878 01:27:04,366 --> 01:27:06,076 shares in the belief that 879 01:27:06,159 --> 01:27:08,370 being deaf is not a handicap. 880 01:27:08,453 --> 01:27:11,081 Not something to fix. 881 01:27:12,582 --> 01:27:14,793 It’s pretty important around here. 882 01:27:16,753 --> 01:27:20,215 All these kids... 883 01:27:20,298 --> 01:27:22,384 all of us, 884 01:27:22,467 --> 01:27:25,136 need to be reminded of it 885 01:27:25,220 --> 01:27:26,805 every day. 886 01:27:30,100 --> 01:27:33,186 And my house is a house built on that belief, 887 01:27:33,269 --> 01:27:35,397 and built on trust. 888 01:27:37,816 --> 01:27:40,151 And when that trust is violated, 889 01:27:40,235 --> 01:27:42,320 things happen. 890 01:27:48,743 --> 01:27:51,079 And I can’t have that. 891 01:27:52,163 --> 01:27:54,249 There are too many others 892 01:27:54,332 --> 01:27:56,459 to consider. 893 01:27:58,420 --> 01:28:00,255 And so, 894 01:28:00,338 --> 01:28:03,550 in your current state, at this time... 895 01:28:05,343 --> 01:28:09,764 I’m going to have to ask you to pack up your bags today 896 01:28:09,848 --> 01:28:12,600 and find another place to be, Ruben. 897 01:28:26,781 --> 01:28:28,074 Cool. 898 01:31:33,218 --> 01:31:34,928 Are you ready? 899 01:31:36,596 --> 01:31:38,389 Okay. 900 01:31:47,357 --> 01:31:49,317 Here we go. 901 01:31:56,282 --> 01:31:58,451 - 902 01:32:00,161 --> 01:32:02,205 : Can you hear me? 903 01:32:07,877 --> 01:32:09,128 : Say again. 904 01:32:09,212 --> 01:32:11,089 : Can you hear me? -Whoa. 905 01:32:12,340 --> 01:32:14,342 How does it sound? 906 01:32:16,469 --> 01:32:18,554 Uh, sounds weird. 907 01:32:19,931 --> 01:32:23,893 Okay, well, let’s try making an adjustment. 908 01:32:28,439 --> 01:32:30,817 : How about now? How’s that? 909 01:32:30,900 --> 01:32:32,610 Oh, that’s bad. 910 01:32:32,694 --> 01:32:34,696 Um... 911 01:32:36,531 --> 01:32:38,574 It’s bad. 912 01:32:40,118 --> 01:32:42,578 : Do you want to describe what you’re hearing? 913 01:32:42,662 --> 01:32:44,956 It’s, um... 914 01:32:45,039 --> 01:32:47,667 It’s, like, high. 915 01:32:47,750 --> 01:32:48,960 High. 916 01:32:50,086 --> 01:32:51,546 Um... 917 01:32:53,506 --> 01:32:55,717 Um... 918 01:32:55,800 --> 01:32:58,052 : Can you change the... 919 01:33:00,388 --> 01:33:03,182 Well, I can try and make another adjustment. 920 01:33:07,478 --> 01:33:09,230 : How’s that? 921 01:33:12,692 --> 01:33:14,152 Okay. 922 01:33:14,235 --> 01:33:17,030 : Ruben, this is not sound like you remember, 923 01:33:17,113 --> 01:33:19,324 and it’s the implants in your head 924 01:33:19,407 --> 01:33:21,492 that’s tricking your brain into thinking 925 01:33:21,576 --> 01:33:25,913 that you’re actually hearing, when in reality 926 01:33:25,997 --> 01:33:28,207 your ears aren’t working still. 927 01:33:31,127 --> 01:33:34,714 So, uh, I would suggest that you take it easy 928 01:33:34,797 --> 01:33:37,300 for the next few weeks and... 929 01:33:37,383 --> 01:33:39,218 just... 930 01:33:39,302 --> 01:33:42,805 get adjusted to how things sound. 931 01:33:46,893 --> 01:33:49,687 And just take your time. 932 01:35:03,719 --> 01:35:07,098 - 933 01:35:48,347 --> 01:35:50,183 : Oui? 934 01:35:50,266 --> 01:35:51,893 Bonjour? 935 01:35:51,976 --> 01:35:54,854 : Yeah. Hi. Is that, um... 936 01:35:54,937 --> 01:35:57,607 Is... is Lou there? 937 01:35:57,690 --> 01:35:59,442 Hein? C’est qui? 938 01:35:59,525 --> 01:36:01,402 Who... who is this? 939 01:36:02,737 --> 01:36:04,155 This is Ruben. 940 01:36:04,238 --> 01:36:06,491 : Qui? 941 01:36:06,574 --> 01:36:08,493 It’s Ruben. 942 01:36:09,994 --> 01:36:12,413 -Oh. -Hmm. 943 01:36:30,556 --> 01:36:31,682 Hey. 944 01:36:32,850 --> 01:36:34,602 Bonjour, uh... 945 01:36:34,685 --> 01:36:36,896 -Ruben. -Come in. 946 01:36:41,317 --> 01:36:43,569 You are hungry, Ruben? 947 01:36:45,821 --> 01:36:47,615 RICHARD: Yes? 948 01:36:59,835 --> 01:37:01,546 Uh, Louise is not here. 949 01:37:04,882 --> 01:37:06,217 Uh, you are hearing? 950 01:37:06,300 --> 01:37:07,885 Y-You are hearing? 951 01:37:07,969 --> 01:37:11,013 Yeah. I-I had an operation. 952 01:37:11,097 --> 01:37:12,765 Wow. Yes? 953 01:37:16,978 --> 01:37:19,564 Oh. What is this? Wait. 954 01:37:19,647 --> 01:37:20,856 Oh, that’s very good. 955 01:37:20,940 --> 01:37:23,359 Louise told me your wish for this. 956 01:37:25,945 --> 01:37:27,488 Oh. 957 01:37:30,157 --> 01:37:31,867 And so, uh... 958 01:37:33,369 --> 01:37:35,162 So, you’re back to your drums now? 959 01:37:35,246 --> 01:37:37,707 Uh... not yet. 960 01:37:37,790 --> 01:37:39,458 I got to... I got to, um... 961 01:37:39,542 --> 01:37:41,877 I got to deal with some stuff first, you know? 962 01:37:41,961 --> 01:37:45,256 Just got to... got to settle some things. 963 01:37:45,339 --> 01:37:47,174 Yes, settle... 964 01:37:47,258 --> 01:37:48,551 Like what? 965 01:37:48,634 --> 01:37:50,636 You know, just like... 966 01:37:50,720 --> 01:37:53,472 just getting back into it and also some financial stuff. 967 01:37:53,556 --> 01:37:55,641 -Yes. -You know, I just got to figure it all out. 968 01:37:55,725 --> 01:37:56,601 Mm-hmm. 969 01:37:57,852 --> 01:37:59,353 Yes. 970 01:37:59,437 --> 01:38:01,022 And Louise knows that you’re here? 971 01:38:01,105 --> 01:38:03,190 No. No. 972 01:38:03,274 --> 01:38:04,650 So, it’s a big surprise, oui? 973 01:38:11,324 --> 01:38:13,492 Well, Louise has been quite busy, you know? 974 01:38:14,744 --> 01:38:16,329 Mm-hmm. 975 01:38:16,412 --> 01:38:19,498 We’re doing a party, so... 976 01:38:19,582 --> 01:38:21,375 she’ll be back home tonight. 977 01:38:21,459 --> 01:38:23,544 That’s most certainly. 978 01:38:29,008 --> 01:38:30,468 Oh, you want... 979 01:38:30,551 --> 01:38:32,720 I’m going to make you some eggs. 980 01:38:32,803 --> 01:38:33,929 Oh, no, I’m good. 981 01:38:34,013 --> 01:38:35,890 Do you need any help with any of this? 982 01:38:35,973 --> 01:38:37,058 No, no. 983 01:38:37,141 --> 01:38:38,643 You need some eggs. 984 01:38:40,061 --> 01:38:41,562 Thanks. 985 01:38:43,648 --> 01:38:45,900 Where did you grow, Ruben? 986 01:38:46,692 --> 01:38:48,152 Where did I grow up? 987 01:38:48,235 --> 01:38:50,946 -Yes. -Um... like, all over. 988 01:38:51,030 --> 01:38:53,908 You know, Texas, California, 989 01:38:53,991 --> 01:38:55,409 Arizona, Virginia. 990 01:38:55,493 --> 01:38:57,411 Yeah. All over. 991 01:38:57,495 --> 01:38:59,580 Why so many places? 992 01:39:00,414 --> 01:39:02,708 It was... like, uh... 993 01:39:02,792 --> 01:39:04,960 my mom was a nurse in the military. 994 01:39:05,044 --> 01:39:06,796 -Mm-hmm. -You know? 995 01:39:06,879 --> 01:39:08,964 So she kept moving around. 996 01:39:09,048 --> 01:39:10,466 And your father, too? 997 01:39:10,549 --> 01:39:11,467 No. 998 01:39:11,550 --> 01:39:13,636 I mean, I don’t know. 999 01:39:13,719 --> 01:39:15,179 I see. 1000 01:39:18,265 --> 01:39:21,143 Uh, I must be honest, I... 1001 01:39:21,227 --> 01:39:24,355 did not always have good feelings for you, Ruben, 1002 01:39:24,438 --> 01:39:26,899 all these years. 1003 01:39:26,982 --> 01:39:29,985 I confide it is like if one... 1004 01:39:31,570 --> 01:39:34,990 ...had stolen something precious. 1005 01:39:36,242 --> 01:39:38,077 You understand? 1006 01:39:38,160 --> 01:39:40,162 But I know it’s not you that took 1007 01:39:40,246 --> 01:39:42,039 Louise from me. 1008 01:39:43,165 --> 01:39:44,875 Her mother did that. 1009 01:39:47,169 --> 01:39:49,922 She took Louise when she left me. 1010 01:39:50,005 --> 01:39:51,924 And she took her again 1011 01:39:52,007 --> 01:39:54,176 when she killed herself. 1012 01:39:56,470 --> 01:39:59,724 And Louise must have come back home then, 1013 01:39:59,807 --> 01:40:02,435 but she was hating me so much. 1014 01:40:02,518 --> 01:40:04,729 What could I do? 1015 01:40:04,812 --> 01:40:06,981 And you... you... 1016 01:40:08,941 --> 01:40:11,444 Well, y-you gave her a place to go. 1017 01:40:12,862 --> 01:40:14,613 Then, and... 1018 01:40:14,697 --> 01:40:16,699 this is a good thing. 1019 01:40:17,950 --> 01:40:20,536 Don’t you see, I didn’t like you much at the time, 1020 01:40:20,619 --> 01:40:22,413 but now I thank you. 1021 01:40:22,496 --> 01:40:24,248 I want to say to you that. 1022 01:40:27,001 --> 01:40:28,419 But anyhow, 1023 01:40:28,502 --> 01:40:31,547 you’re gonna be so happy to see how Louise 1024 01:40:31,630 --> 01:40:34,091 is going great now. 1025 01:40:34,175 --> 01:40:35,968 And that’s the most important. 1026 01:40:37,887 --> 01:40:39,430 Isn’t it? 1027 01:40:40,389 --> 01:40:41,849 Hmm? 1028 01:40:41,932 --> 01:40:43,768 Okay. 1029 01:41:28,020 --> 01:41:28,813 Whoa. 1030 01:41:30,105 --> 01:41:32,441 : Whoa. 1031 01:41:32,525 --> 01:41:34,318 Hi. 1032 01:41:34,401 --> 01:41:36,278 Can you hear me? 1033 01:41:36,362 --> 01:41:38,364 Yeah. Loud and clear. 1034 01:41:39,782 --> 01:41:41,075 Oh, look at you, Lulu. 1035 01:41:41,158 --> 01:41:43,202 Holy shit. 1036 01:41:44,286 --> 01:41:45,621 Look at you, huh? 1037 01:41:45,704 --> 01:41:47,414 -What? -You look different. 1038 01:41:51,585 --> 01:41:53,504 Whoa, no scratching, huh? 1039 01:41:54,255 --> 01:41:56,340 Oh, yeah. 1040 01:41:56,423 --> 01:41:58,175 That’s good. 1041 01:42:17,361 --> 01:42:19,113 Does it feel weird? 1042 01:42:19,196 --> 01:42:20,823 Yeah. Does it look weird? 1043 01:42:20,906 --> 01:42:22,366 -No. - 1044 01:42:22,449 --> 01:42:25,202 No, it doesn’t. It looks really neat. 1045 01:42:25,286 --> 01:42:26,954 Mmm. 1046 01:42:27,788 --> 01:42:29,999 -So crazy. -Mm-hmm. 1047 01:42:31,250 --> 01:42:32,543 How’d you do it? 1048 01:42:32,626 --> 01:42:34,670 Just worked some magic. 1049 01:42:36,714 --> 01:42:39,174 I have to talk to you about it. 1050 01:42:39,258 --> 01:42:41,719 I had to just move some things around. 1051 01:42:41,802 --> 01:42:44,388 RICHARD: Louise, tu descends? 1052 01:42:44,471 --> 01:42:46,181 Um... 1053 01:42:46,265 --> 01:42:49,351 Did Richard tell you about this party thing tonight? 1054 01:42:49,435 --> 01:42:50,769 Oh, shit, yeah. 1055 01:42:50,853 --> 01:42:52,563 Yeah, I just have to go and sort some things out. 1056 01:42:52,646 --> 01:42:54,189 -No, it’s great. It’s cool. -Yeah. 1057 01:42:55,399 --> 01:42:56,483 Go do your thing. 1058 01:42:56,567 --> 01:42:58,068 Okay. 1059 01:42:58,152 --> 01:42:59,612 Do you need anything? 1060 01:42:59,695 --> 01:43:01,906 No, I’m good. 1061 01:43:01,989 --> 01:43:04,116 I’ll just be downstairs. 1062 01:44:01,507 --> 01:44:02,841 Hey. What’s up? 1063 01:44:02,925 --> 01:44:06,178 : Ruben, mon petite ami. 1064 01:44:06,261 --> 01:44:08,138 What’s up? 1065 01:44:08,222 --> 01:44:10,641 -Come again? -How are you? 1066 01:44:10,724 --> 01:44:12,351 How are you? 1067 01:44:13,769 --> 01:44:15,020 Did you get some food? 1068 01:44:15,104 --> 01:44:17,272 -Hmm? -Get some food? 1069 01:44:17,356 --> 01:44:19,441 -Yeah. -Yeah? 1070 01:45:07,114 --> 01:45:10,659 : I would like to make a wish. 1071 01:45:10,743 --> 01:45:14,788 I would like my daughter to sing a little song with me. 1072 01:45:14,872 --> 01:45:16,206 Papa, no. 1073 01:45:16,290 --> 01:45:19,710 This is my right... It’s my birthday! 1074 01:45:19,793 --> 01:45:20,919 Come. 1075 01:45:21,003 --> 01:45:23,255 -Oh! - 1076 01:45:23,338 --> 01:45:25,507 Some of you knew 1077 01:45:25,591 --> 01:45:27,426 Louise’s mother, 1078 01:45:27,509 --> 01:45:29,887 and know that I wrote songs for her. 1079 01:45:29,970 --> 01:45:31,388 Many. 1080 01:45:31,472 --> 01:45:34,933 And this was your favorite when you were little. 1081 01:45:35,017 --> 01:45:36,935 Do you remember? 1082 01:48:25,479 --> 01:48:27,022 Hey. 1083 01:48:29,566 --> 01:48:31,193 You okay? 1084 01:48:31,276 --> 01:48:32,986 -Hmm? -Yeah. 1085 01:49:06,353 --> 01:49:08,480 I just need some water. 1086 01:49:12,985 --> 01:49:15,237 -Are you okay? 1087 01:49:15,320 --> 01:49:16,989 -Mm-hmm. -Yeah? 1088 01:49:17,072 --> 01:49:18,699 Yeah, it’s just a little dry in here. 1089 01:49:24,329 --> 01:49:26,456 Hey, that was... that was, uh... 1090 01:49:26,540 --> 01:49:28,834 pretty cool tonight. 1091 01:49:28,917 --> 01:49:30,836 You sounded fucking great. 1092 01:49:30,919 --> 01:49:32,254 -Yeah, right. -What? 1093 01:49:32,337 --> 01:49:34,047 You’re telling me you weren’t feeling it? 1094 01:49:34,131 --> 01:49:35,757 -You were in it. -Well, yeah, well, that’s... 1095 01:49:35,841 --> 01:49:37,843 Straight up, you sounded amazing singing like that. 1096 01:49:37,926 --> 01:49:40,762 It’s my dad’s stuff, but... 1097 01:49:40,846 --> 01:49:42,723 -And you’re speaking French now? -Oh, my God, barely. 1098 01:49:42,806 --> 01:49:44,891 I didn’t know you could do that. 1099 01:49:44,975 --> 01:49:46,893 Well, I’ve mostly forgotten, but... 1100 01:49:46,977 --> 01:49:49,938 it’s coming back a little. 1101 01:49:50,022 --> 01:49:52,024 Yeah, I was thinking, like, do you remember... 1102 01:49:52,107 --> 01:49:53,817 you remember this place at all? 1103 01:49:55,402 --> 01:49:57,654 I didn’t, but... 1104 01:49:57,738 --> 01:49:59,781 so disconcerting the things that 1105 01:49:59,865 --> 01:50:04,119 your memory holds onto without you knowing. 1106 01:50:04,202 --> 01:50:05,495 I don’t know, my... 1107 01:50:05,579 --> 01:50:06,997 my mom and I never really talked about this place. 1108 01:50:07,080 --> 01:50:09,833 It was always some weird, dreamy idea, but... 1109 01:50:09,916 --> 01:50:11,335 -I mean, 1110 01:50:11,418 --> 01:50:13,003 now it’s come back a little. 1111 01:50:13,086 --> 01:50:15,839 Right. 1112 01:50:15,922 --> 01:50:18,133 Yeah. 1113 01:50:18,216 --> 01:50:22,554 I told everyone about our little gypsy life together. 1114 01:50:22,637 --> 01:50:24,473 I miss it. 1115 01:50:24,556 --> 01:50:26,099 We got to get back into it. 1116 01:50:26,183 --> 01:50:27,726 You know? We got to get back on it, 1117 01:50:27,809 --> 01:50:29,269 we got to get back in the fuckin’... 1118 01:50:29,353 --> 01:50:30,729 -in the groove, huh? -Mm. 1119 01:50:30,812 --> 01:50:32,022 Don’t you think? 1120 01:50:32,105 --> 01:50:34,149 I got to go get the Airstream sorted. 1121 01:50:34,232 --> 01:50:35,609 What do you mean "sorted"? 1122 01:50:35,692 --> 01:50:38,070 I just, I just got a shit ton of things to do. 1123 01:50:38,153 --> 01:50:39,988 -You know? -Right. Like, with the tour and stuff? 1124 01:50:40,072 --> 01:50:41,365 -Yeah, the fuckin’ tour, everything. -Yeah. 1125 01:50:41,448 --> 01:50:43,033 Like, we just got to get back on it, 1126 01:50:43,116 --> 01:50:44,159 -you know, everything. -Mm-hmm. 1127 01:50:44,242 --> 01:50:45,577 The album, the tour... 1128 01:50:45,660 --> 01:50:47,579 the-the... you know? 1129 01:50:49,414 --> 01:50:51,083 Yeah. 1130 01:50:56,755 --> 01:50:58,465 Hey. 1131 01:51:26,618 --> 01:51:28,662 It’s okay, Lou. 1132 01:51:28,745 --> 01:51:30,705 What? 1133 01:51:34,584 --> 01:51:36,169 It’s okay. 1134 01:51:40,757 --> 01:51:42,467 What’s okay? 1135 01:51:49,224 --> 01:51:51,435 You saved my life. 1136 01:51:54,020 --> 01:51:56,523 You made it... 1137 01:51:56,606 --> 01:51:58,608 you made it beautiful. 1138 01:52:02,195 --> 01:52:03,947 So it’s okay. 1139 01:52:05,782 --> 01:52:07,242 What? 1140 01:52:08,452 --> 01:52:10,579 : Why are you saying this? 1141 01:52:17,586 --> 01:52:19,796 You saved my life, too, Rubi. 1142 01:53:37,290 --> 01:53:39,584 - 1143 01:57:29,773 --> 01:57:33,985 but I can’t hear anything 1144 01:58:16,027 --> 01:58:19,197 in Durrow now 1145 01:58:29,332 --> 01:58:32,502 something to say 1146 01:58:37,257 --> 01:58:39,384 really it 1147 01:58:50,436 --> 01:58:54,607 I can’t hear anything 1148 01:59:39,193 --> 01:59:41,154 CHILD: Yay. 1149 02:00:04,260 --> 02:00:06,930 - 1150 02:00:12,060 --> 02:00:15,104 -