1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:30,000 Subtitles downloaded from https://kickasssubtitles.com 2 00:05:39,106 --> 00:05:40,316 Lulu! 3 00:05:59,544 --> 00:06:00,336 Mmm. 4 00:06:01,087 --> 00:06:01,921 Lou. 5 00:06:02,213 --> 00:06:03,005 Stop! 6 00:06:03,506 --> 00:06:05,341 - Lou, it's up time. - Mm-hmm. 7 00:06:11,097 --> 00:06:13,224 Up time. 8 00:06:13,307 --> 00:06:14,642 - Huh? - Yeah. 9 00:06:14,725 --> 00:06:15,768 Come on. 10 00:06:18,938 --> 00:06:20,147 Come on, stop that. 11 00:06:20,273 --> 00:06:21,607 We got to get right to it for grizzle. 12 00:06:21,732 --> 00:06:23,693 - Remember? - Okay. 13 00:06:26,070 --> 00:06:27,655 Yo, I got some smoothie for you. 14 00:06:27,780 --> 00:06:29,157 You're gonna fuckin' hate it. 15 00:06:29,240 --> 00:06:30,366 But it's healthy. 16 00:06:31,409 --> 00:06:33,077 Want some? I wouldn't recommend it. 17 00:06:33,536 --> 00:06:34,996 - It's disgusting. - Mm-hmm. 18 00:06:45,423 --> 00:06:47,258 Okay, poops. 19 00:06:47,550 --> 00:06:48,342 Dance time. 20 00:07:45,942 --> 00:07:47,735 Yes! 21 00:08:05,253 --> 00:08:06,963 No? Nah? No? 22 00:08:07,046 --> 00:08:07,839 Okay. 23 00:08:12,426 --> 00:08:15,304 ♪ And I would do anything for love ♪ 24 00:08:15,638 --> 00:08:17,598 ♪ But he won't do that ♪ 25 00:08:17,723 --> 00:08:19,809 What's the thing that he won't do in that song? 26 00:08:19,934 --> 00:08:21,519 What's left for him to not do? 27 00:08:21,644 --> 00:08:22,687 Anal. 28 00:08:22,812 --> 00:08:25,690 - ♪ No, no, but I won't do that ♪ - ♪ He won't do that ♪ 29 00:08:27,400 --> 00:08:29,610 I used to imagine Jeff Goldblum was my dad. 30 00:08:29,735 --> 00:08:31,445 Saw him in "The (fucking) Fly", I was like, 31 00:08:31,571 --> 00:08:33,114 "That must be what my dad looks like." 32 00:08:33,239 --> 00:08:35,324 Also explains a lot 'cause the dude's fucking weird. 33 00:08:35,408 --> 00:08:36,659 But he looks like me, man. 34 00:08:36,784 --> 00:08:37,869 It's true, yeah. 35 00:08:37,994 --> 00:08:38,786 Yeah! 36 00:08:38,911 --> 00:08:40,204 You kinda look like Jeff Goldblum. 37 00:08:40,329 --> 00:08:43,165 Why is it okay to use a toothpick in public but not floss? 38 00:08:43,249 --> 00:08:44,667 Have you ever tried that? 39 00:08:44,792 --> 00:08:46,459 - To floss my teeth in public? No. - To floss in public. 40 00:08:46,586 --> 00:08:48,462 Like you're just at the dinner table, you just pull out some... 41 00:08:48,588 --> 00:08:50,173 I used to imagine my funeral a lot 42 00:08:50,298 --> 00:08:52,258 when I was a kid... ...at school in math. 43 00:08:52,341 --> 00:08:53,801 Fun! 44 00:08:53,926 --> 00:08:55,219 I used to daydream about my funeral. 45 00:08:55,303 --> 00:08:57,471 Then I'd make myself cry! 46 00:08:57,597 --> 00:08:59,724 Uh, yeah, I think I'd get cremated. 47 00:08:59,974 --> 00:09:02,185 - What about you? - Cremated... 48 00:09:02,268 --> 00:09:03,936 or, like, just fed to the birds, ya know? 49 00:09:04,061 --> 00:09:05,605 Well, you know, now you can get 50 00:09:05,730 --> 00:09:07,273 ashes put into 51 00:09:07,356 --> 00:09:08,816 tattoo ink. 52 00:09:09,317 --> 00:09:11,110 My face on your back, 53 00:09:11,235 --> 00:09:12,445 where the clown is. 54 00:09:13,029 --> 00:09:14,280 - What? - Yeah. 55 00:09:15,323 --> 00:09:17,325 ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 56 00:09:17,450 --> 00:09:20,203 ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 57 00:09:27,376 --> 00:09:29,337 Yo, we don't need to, we don't need to put 'em all out. 58 00:09:29,462 --> 00:09:31,756 I know, but we just need to fill 'em up a little bit. 59 00:09:31,881 --> 00:09:33,049 Okay. 60 00:09:33,174 --> 00:09:35,718 You want to put out some different ones? 61 00:09:36,302 --> 00:09:38,387 Hmm? 62 00:09:38,513 --> 00:09:39,680 The face of a sale. 63 00:09:41,307 --> 00:09:44,852 Okay, this one costs, uh, 50 bucks extra because... 64 00:09:45,728 --> 00:09:47,647 - It's an original artwork. - I'm gonna spit on. 65 00:09:47,772 --> 00:09:49,607 Okay, a hundred bucks. 66 00:09:49,732 --> 00:09:51,317 Ten grand. 67 00:09:51,651 --> 00:09:53,110 Did you guys sound check? 68 00:09:53,361 --> 00:09:54,237 No, not yet. 69 00:09:54,570 --> 00:09:55,530 We're going on at... 70 00:09:55,905 --> 00:09:57,573 - ...five? - Did Margaret sound check yet? 71 00:09:57,698 --> 00:09:59,075 Yo, you sound checked yet? 72 00:09:59,200 --> 00:09:59,992 No. 73 00:10:00,201 --> 00:10:01,118 Not looking forward to it. 74 00:10:01,828 --> 00:10:02,870 Terrified. 75 00:10:03,496 --> 00:10:04,831 Half my shit is broken down. 76 00:11:53,481 --> 00:11:55,024 Ah. 77 00:12:02,615 --> 00:12:04,367 Ah. 78 00:12:54,584 --> 00:12:55,751 It's... it's probably 79 00:12:56,127 --> 00:12:57,086 a two out of ten 80 00:12:57,211 --> 00:12:59,297 in terms of his hearing. He can't... 81 00:12:59,422 --> 00:13:01,632 He's having trouble even communicating with me. 82 00:13:03,926 --> 00:13:04,719 It's... 83 00:13:35,374 --> 00:13:36,709 I gotta see a doctor? 84 00:13:37,251 --> 00:13:39,378 He... He can see you now. 85 00:13:41,047 --> 00:13:42,840 - What? - He can see you right now. 86 00:13:42,965 --> 00:13:45,009 - Now? - Yes, I... 87 00:13:49,805 --> 00:13:51,974 Hey, Lulu. Uh, sorry I had to run out, baby. 88 00:13:52,058 --> 00:13:54,185 I gotta deal with some shit, okay? 89 00:13:54,310 --> 00:13:55,895 Don't worry about anything, okay? 90 00:14:00,983 --> 00:14:02,902 Mr. Stone? 91 00:14:05,655 --> 00:14:06,948 Oh. Oh, yeah. 92 00:14:10,493 --> 00:14:11,869 Ah. 93 00:14:15,331 --> 00:14:17,959 Okay, how is that volume? 94 00:14:18,084 --> 00:14:19,752 Is the volume loud enough? 95 00:14:19,919 --> 00:14:20,711 Good. 96 00:14:20,837 --> 00:14:22,129 Can you hear me? 97 00:14:22,296 --> 00:14:23,089 What? 98 00:14:23,214 --> 00:14:24,632 You can hear me okay? 99 00:14:24,715 --> 00:14:26,008 - Volume wise? - I can hear you. 100 00:14:26,217 --> 00:14:28,094 Okay. 101 00:14:28,261 --> 00:14:29,971 I'm gonna say these words. 102 00:14:30,096 --> 00:14:32,807 I want you to repeat them back to me. 103 00:14:33,391 --> 00:14:35,560 I'm gonna start with just your right ear. 104 00:14:35,643 --> 00:14:36,894 Okay? 105 00:14:38,604 --> 00:14:40,106 Bass. 106 00:14:42,567 --> 00:14:43,985 Bass. 107 00:14:45,695 --> 00:14:47,363 Mess. 108 00:14:47,488 --> 00:14:48,698 Mace. 109 00:14:48,823 --> 00:14:50,992 Car. 110 00:14:51,117 --> 00:14:52,618 Crave. 111 00:14:52,702 --> 00:14:53,995 Mop. 112 00:14:55,288 --> 00:14:57,290 Noisy. 113 00:14:57,415 --> 00:14:58,624 Search. 114 00:14:58,708 --> 00:15:00,585 Throat. 115 00:15:00,668 --> 00:15:01,460 Ditch. 116 00:15:01,586 --> 00:15:03,045 Fish. 117 00:15:03,212 --> 00:15:04,255 Talk. 118 00:15:04,338 --> 00:15:05,339 T... 119 00:15:08,593 --> 00:15:10,511 Ring. 120 00:15:10,595 --> 00:15:12,430 Broom. 121 00:15:12,555 --> 00:15:14,015 Germ. 122 00:15:18,394 --> 00:15:19,937 Life. 123 00:15:23,274 --> 00:15:24,817 Team. 124 00:15:28,946 --> 00:15:30,448 Lid. 125 00:15:35,661 --> 00:15:37,079 Lid. 126 00:15:39,665 --> 00:15:41,667 This is your chart, Ruben. 127 00:15:42,251 --> 00:15:43,794 Now, as far as the volume 128 00:15:44,045 --> 00:15:45,463 that you can hear, 129 00:15:46,380 --> 00:15:49,217 you... on your right ear were twenty-eight percent, 130 00:15:49,300 --> 00:15:50,301 and on your left ear, 131 00:15:50,384 --> 00:15:51,844 you were twenty-four percent. 132 00:15:52,011 --> 00:15:53,971 - It's what? - In the left ear, 133 00:15:54,055 --> 00:15:56,182 - you came in at twenty-four percent. - Okay. 134 00:15:56,307 --> 00:15:57,350 No matter how... 135 00:15:57,433 --> 00:15:59,602 loud I made the test, 136 00:15:59,685 --> 00:16:01,395 I could have put it at eleven, 137 00:16:01,562 --> 00:16:02,813 you were still going to miss 138 00:16:02,897 --> 00:16:04,982 seventy to eighty percent of the words 139 00:16:05,066 --> 00:16:06,567 that I said. 140 00:16:06,692 --> 00:16:07,485 Okay. 141 00:16:07,819 --> 00:16:08,778 That is not good. 142 00:16:08,903 --> 00:16:10,488 Yeah, I see that. So what... 143 00:16:11,864 --> 00:16:12,949 What can we do about it? 144 00:16:13,074 --> 00:16:14,367 How do I get it back? 145 00:16:14,450 --> 00:16:15,743 Well, um... 146 00:16:15,868 --> 00:16:18,830 You have to understand something here. 147 00:16:19,247 --> 00:16:21,582 Whether or not this is related to 148 00:16:21,666 --> 00:16:24,085 your exposure to noise 149 00:16:24,210 --> 00:16:26,629 or it's an autoimmune issue 150 00:16:27,296 --> 00:16:28,714 doesn't really matter. 151 00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:30,842 I understand I got a problem. 152 00:16:30,967 --> 00:16:32,844 I'm asking you what I can do about it. 153 00:16:32,969 --> 00:16:35,221 Well, what you can do about it first 154 00:16:35,304 --> 00:16:37,682 is to eliminate all exposure 155 00:16:37,765 --> 00:16:39,934 to loud noises. 156 00:16:40,101 --> 00:16:41,894 And then we can run some tests 157 00:16:42,019 --> 00:16:43,563 and we can determine exactly 158 00:16:44,063 --> 00:16:46,148 what is going on with your ears. 159 00:16:46,774 --> 00:16:49,819 And if we do, then we can have our other conversations. 160 00:16:49,944 --> 00:16:51,237 We can have what? 161 00:16:51,821 --> 00:16:53,739 Well... there are implants 162 00:16:53,823 --> 00:16:55,825 that bypass the cochlea. 163 00:16:56,534 --> 00:16:57,702 You said implants? 164 00:16:57,785 --> 00:16:59,328 - Yes. - Those work? 165 00:16:59,620 --> 00:17:01,873 For people with severe hearing loss or 166 00:17:01,998 --> 00:17:02,874 complete deafness, 167 00:17:02,999 --> 00:17:04,167 yes, they help. 168 00:17:04,292 --> 00:17:05,960 Well, then let's do that. 169 00:17:06,711 --> 00:17:07,503 Well... 170 00:17:07,628 --> 00:17:09,172 it's not that simple. 171 00:17:09,255 --> 00:17:10,965 Uh, it's a very involved process 172 00:17:11,048 --> 00:17:11,923 and it's quite costly. 173 00:17:12,425 --> 00:17:13,968 How much is it? 174 00:17:14,093 --> 00:17:15,428 Well, they can run between forty 175 00:17:15,719 --> 00:17:17,555 and eighty thousand dollars depending, and... 176 00:17:18,181 --> 00:17:20,224 they are not covered by insurance. 177 00:17:26,147 --> 00:17:27,355 Okay. 178 00:17:27,440 --> 00:17:28,690 And, um... 179 00:17:30,359 --> 00:17:31,652 Like, when, when can you do it? 180 00:17:31,777 --> 00:17:33,321 You got 'em in stock now? 181 00:17:33,446 --> 00:17:34,238 Mr. Stone, 182 00:17:34,322 --> 00:17:35,531 your hearing... 183 00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:38,993 is deteriorating rapidly. 184 00:17:39,076 --> 00:17:40,661 Am I right? 185 00:17:41,662 --> 00:17:44,165 And over the next few days, 186 00:17:44,999 --> 00:17:46,209 or even hours, 187 00:17:46,292 --> 00:17:47,877 it's going to continue. 188 00:17:48,002 --> 00:17:50,880 And the hearing that you have lost 189 00:17:50,963 --> 00:17:53,299 is not coming back. 190 00:17:55,134 --> 00:17:56,552 You have to understand 191 00:17:56,636 --> 00:17:59,096 your first responsibility 192 00:17:59,222 --> 00:18:02,058 is to preserve the hearing you have. 193 00:19:20,261 --> 00:19:21,304 Ruben, what the fuck? 194 00:19:52,835 --> 00:19:55,463 Yes, it'll come back. 195 00:19:55,588 --> 00:19:57,256 I have to... 196 00:19:58,174 --> 00:19:59,675 There's like a surgery. 197 00:20:01,385 --> 00:20:02,220 What? 198 00:20:02,303 --> 00:20:03,888 It's simple. It's all it is. 199 00:20:04,013 --> 00:20:06,015 There's an implant. They put it in your shit. 200 00:20:06,140 --> 00:20:07,558 It's like a... 201 00:20:08,226 --> 00:20:09,644 Okay, it'll come back. 202 00:20:10,144 --> 00:20:11,395 It's fine, Lou. 203 00:20:11,562 --> 00:20:13,105 It's like forty grand, eighty grand, whatever, 204 00:20:13,189 --> 00:20:14,565 but it's... 205 00:20:14,690 --> 00:20:16,025 ...it'll come back. 206 00:20:16,150 --> 00:20:17,693 Till then, Lou, we just keep going, okay? 207 00:20:17,777 --> 00:20:19,070 - No. - Lou? 208 00:20:19,195 --> 00:20:20,279 - No. - Listen to me. 209 00:20:20,404 --> 00:20:21,906 Let's play tomorrow, let's see what it's like. 210 00:20:21,989 --> 00:20:23,074 Let's try it, okay? 211 00:20:23,157 --> 00:20:24,909 I'm gonna be like a click track. You can play to me. 212 00:20:25,034 --> 00:20:25,952 No. 213 00:20:26,077 --> 00:20:27,328 Huh? You can adj... It's different, 214 00:20:27,411 --> 00:20:28,830 but it is what it is, Lou. 215 00:20:35,586 --> 00:20:36,671 Lou, we have a t... 216 00:20:36,754 --> 00:20:37,880 Lou, we have a tour booked. 217 00:20:38,005 --> 00:20:38,798 It's not safe... 218 00:20:38,881 --> 00:20:40,675 We have a tour booked. 219 00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:42,510 - We have a tour booked, Lou. - No. 220 00:20:42,885 --> 00:20:44,053 It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. 221 00:20:44,136 --> 00:20:45,304 - Yes, we do. - It's not safe, it's not safe. 222 00:20:45,429 --> 00:20:46,639 We have a tour booked! 223 00:20:48,516 --> 00:20:50,017 - Ruben. - I don't fuckin'... 224 00:20:57,358 --> 00:20:58,442 Yo! 225 00:20:59,569 --> 00:21:01,154 You got a smoke, please? 226 00:21:31,350 --> 00:21:32,935 This is ridiculous. 227 00:21:40,318 --> 00:21:41,402 He's sleeping. 228 00:21:41,694 --> 00:21:43,488 Hi. Hi, Hector? 229 00:21:43,863 --> 00:21:44,739 Hi, this is Lou. 230 00:21:44,864 --> 00:21:46,616 Ruben's having a bit of... 231 00:21:46,741 --> 00:21:47,742 a bit of trouble right now. 232 00:21:47,867 --> 00:21:48,910 - He's... - Hey, Hector, what's up? 233 00:21:49,035 --> 00:21:50,661 He's got some hearing problems. 234 00:21:52,413 --> 00:21:53,873 Yeah, I mean I can put him on, 235 00:21:53,956 --> 00:21:55,708 but he won't be able to hear you. 236 00:21:56,542 --> 00:21:57,919 Okay. 237 00:21:58,044 --> 00:21:58,836 Talk to him. 238 00:21:58,961 --> 00:22:00,379 Talk to him. 239 00:22:03,341 --> 00:22:05,927 Hey, Hector, what's going on, man? 240 00:22:06,052 --> 00:22:07,303 It's Ruben. 241 00:22:07,428 --> 00:22:08,846 I'd say it's good to hear your voice, 242 00:22:08,971 --> 00:22:10,890 but I can't hear a fuckin' word you're saying right now. 243 00:22:11,015 --> 00:22:12,600 So this is completely pointless. 244 00:22:12,767 --> 00:22:15,228 Lou wanted me to call you because I had a cigarette. 245 00:22:15,311 --> 00:22:16,812 Uh... you know... 246 00:22:16,896 --> 00:22:18,689 not great, not ideal, but... 247 00:22:18,940 --> 00:22:20,441 considering the circumstances, 248 00:22:20,525 --> 00:22:22,068 which are pretty fucked up. 249 00:22:22,985 --> 00:22:23,986 You know, understandable. 250 00:22:24,237 --> 00:22:25,530 I'd say understandable, 251 00:22:25,655 --> 00:22:27,573 for everyone apart from Lou, it seems. 252 00:22:27,698 --> 00:22:28,491 Um... 253 00:22:28,616 --> 00:22:29,700 I got this, bro. 254 00:22:29,826 --> 00:22:32,078 I know you'd probably be asking me if I'm steady right now, 255 00:22:32,203 --> 00:22:33,996 if I'm feeling level. 256 00:22:34,080 --> 00:22:35,122 Not completely, 257 00:22:35,206 --> 00:22:36,874 but I'm cool. 258 00:22:36,999 --> 00:22:39,252 You'd tell me serenity is something you get 259 00:22:39,377 --> 00:22:40,920 when you, uh, 260 00:22:41,003 --> 00:22:42,630 stop wishing for a different past. 261 00:22:42,755 --> 00:22:44,340 Bro, I love you, man. 262 00:22:44,465 --> 00:22:46,634 Oh, my manager wants the phone back, 263 00:22:46,717 --> 00:22:47,635 so I gotta go. 264 00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:49,011 Okay, love you, bro. 265 00:22:50,805 --> 00:22:51,597 Hey. 266 00:22:51,681 --> 00:22:53,349 Yeah, he can't hear a word. 267 00:22:57,019 --> 00:23:00,022 Well, if you get him to a group, then how is he gonna hear? 268 00:23:02,900 --> 00:23:04,360 Okay. 269 00:23:06,362 --> 00:23:09,740 Okay, tha... thanks, Hector, thank you. 270 00:23:09,866 --> 00:23:10,992 When? When? 271 00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:13,077 Okay, yeah, I'll make sure it's on loud. 272 00:23:13,202 --> 00:23:15,246 Okay, thank you so much, thank you. 273 00:23:16,873 --> 00:23:18,249 Okay, bye. 274 00:23:25,464 --> 00:23:26,799 He's gonna call back. 275 00:23:28,384 --> 00:23:29,302 What did he say? 276 00:23:29,385 --> 00:23:30,928 Write it down. Tell... What did he... 277 00:23:36,976 --> 00:23:39,145 "Call back." 278 00:23:41,355 --> 00:23:43,107 He's gonna call back... that's all? 279 00:23:43,191 --> 00:23:44,567 Fuckin' Hector. 280 00:23:47,111 --> 00:23:48,779 What are we gonna do now? 281 00:23:57,371 --> 00:23:59,874 What do you wanna do, Lou? 282 00:24:00,082 --> 00:24:01,459 Huh? 283 00:24:21,062 --> 00:24:22,355 Fuck this. 284 00:24:30,613 --> 00:24:31,781 It's Hector. 285 00:24:36,327 --> 00:24:38,037 Hey. 286 00:24:38,412 --> 00:24:39,413 Yeah, he's here. 287 00:24:42,166 --> 00:24:43,709 Not so good. 288 00:24:47,630 --> 00:24:48,631 Oh... 289 00:24:48,881 --> 00:24:50,091 Okay. 290 00:24:50,216 --> 00:24:51,008 Uh... 291 00:24:51,133 --> 00:24:51,926 yeah, what, what, 292 00:24:52,009 --> 00:24:53,970 what is it and... 293 00:24:54,303 --> 00:24:55,137 What? 294 00:24:55,638 --> 00:24:56,556 What's the plan? 295 00:24:56,639 --> 00:24:57,431 Uh... 296 00:24:58,724 --> 00:25:00,393 Well, we're, we're in Missouri, 297 00:25:00,476 --> 00:25:01,269 so that's gonna take 298 00:25:01,394 --> 00:25:03,938 a few days. I don't... I don't really know. 299 00:25:05,398 --> 00:25:06,482 No, no... 300 00:25:06,566 --> 00:25:08,151 No, we'll leave right away. 301 00:25:09,026 --> 00:25:10,111 Okay, yeah. 302 00:25:11,154 --> 00:25:13,573 Okay, thank you. Thank you so much. I really, really appreciate it. 303 00:25:13,698 --> 00:25:15,032 Thank you. 304 00:25:15,616 --> 00:25:17,201 No, yeah, I'll tell him. 305 00:25:17,827 --> 00:25:19,162 Okay. Bye. 306 00:25:24,584 --> 00:25:25,376 What? 307 00:25:30,298 --> 00:25:31,299 He's found a place. 308 00:27:32,336 --> 00:27:34,630 Is that him? 309 00:27:44,182 --> 00:27:45,641 Ruben. 310 00:27:46,642 --> 00:27:48,311 Hi, I don't... I'm sorry, I don't know that. 311 00:27:48,436 --> 00:27:49,729 I'm Ruben. 312 00:27:50,062 --> 00:27:51,397 This is Lou. 313 00:27:51,522 --> 00:27:52,815 Hi, I'm... I'm Lou. 314 00:27:52,940 --> 00:27:54,066 I'm sorry, I read lips. 315 00:27:54,192 --> 00:27:55,151 My name is Lou. 316 00:27:55,276 --> 00:27:58,070 - Lou. I'm Joe. - Hi, Joe. 317 00:27:58,196 --> 00:27:59,655 You mind if I borrow him for a minute? 318 00:27:59,780 --> 00:28:00,573 No. 319 00:28:00,990 --> 00:28:02,950 All right, you mind watching my beast here for me 320 00:28:03,075 --> 00:28:04,035 while we have a talk? 321 00:28:04,243 --> 00:28:05,244 Well, okay. 322 00:28:05,369 --> 00:28:07,538 - Lou, this is Louie. - Oh. 323 00:28:07,663 --> 00:28:08,956 He's my hearing dog. 324 00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:10,583 He let me know you were here. 325 00:28:11,292 --> 00:28:12,835 I named it after Louie Aparicio 326 00:28:12,919 --> 00:28:14,545 from the White Sox in '59. 327 00:28:15,546 --> 00:28:16,839 You want to be best friends with him, 328 00:28:16,964 --> 00:28:18,132 - give him one of these. - Oh, sure. 329 00:28:18,257 --> 00:28:19,383 - Okay? - Yeah. 330 00:28:22,970 --> 00:28:23,763 Yo, what about... 331 00:28:24,180 --> 00:28:25,139 Lou, you coming? 332 00:28:25,223 --> 00:28:26,015 No, no, you. 333 00:28:26,182 --> 00:28:27,558 - You sure? - Yeah. 334 00:28:27,683 --> 00:28:28,768 I won't be long, okay? 335 00:28:28,893 --> 00:28:30,061 Okay. 336 00:28:31,354 --> 00:28:33,064 You be a good boy! 337 00:29:14,355 --> 00:29:15,898 Okay. Uh... 338 00:29:16,399 --> 00:29:17,191 Test. 339 00:29:18,818 --> 00:29:19,902 Oh. 340 00:29:34,625 --> 00:29:36,544 Okay. So, 341 00:29:36,669 --> 00:29:37,920 it works. 342 00:29:39,380 --> 00:29:40,798 Is this okay for you? 343 00:29:41,799 --> 00:29:43,009 Yeah, can you hear me? 344 00:29:43,134 --> 00:29:45,178 No. No, I'm gonna read your lips. 345 00:29:45,261 --> 00:29:47,388 I might miss some things, but I'm gonna try, okay? 346 00:29:47,930 --> 00:29:49,724 - Okay. - Just try, try to speak clearly. 347 00:29:50,057 --> 00:29:50,850 Yeah. 348 00:29:54,145 --> 00:29:55,521 How are you, Ruben? 349 00:29:59,525 --> 00:30:01,027 I'm okay. 350 00:30:05,698 --> 00:30:07,116 You're an addict? 351 00:30:08,951 --> 00:30:10,203 Yeah. 352 00:30:12,371 --> 00:30:14,040 What sort of drugs? 353 00:30:16,125 --> 00:30:17,752 What'd I take? 354 00:30:18,085 --> 00:30:19,504 Mm-hmm. 355 00:30:22,131 --> 00:30:24,675 Everything. 356 00:30:24,884 --> 00:30:26,344 Um... 357 00:30:27,887 --> 00:30:29,263 Mainly heroin. 358 00:30:30,389 --> 00:30:31,182 Heroin. 359 00:30:33,184 --> 00:30:36,854 Have you thought about using since you lost your hearing? 360 00:30:51,202 --> 00:30:53,538 Today is not a good day. 361 00:31:00,878 --> 00:31:03,005 I'm not thinking clear today. 362 00:31:06,259 --> 00:31:08,469 Let's talk about me. 363 00:31:09,387 --> 00:31:10,304 I'm an alcoholic. 364 00:31:11,681 --> 00:31:13,266 I lost my hearing in the Vietnam War 365 00:31:13,391 --> 00:31:15,518 when a bomb exploded near me. 366 00:31:16,811 --> 00:31:18,729 I still remember the music I was listening to 367 00:31:18,855 --> 00:31:19,981 when that bomb went off. 368 00:31:21,691 --> 00:31:22,775 After that, 369 00:31:23,693 --> 00:31:25,111 I lost everything else... 370 00:31:25,736 --> 00:31:26,654 my wife, 371 00:31:27,071 --> 00:31:28,573 my kid. 372 00:31:29,031 --> 00:31:31,284 Not because of being deaf, mind you, Ruben. 373 00:31:31,576 --> 00:31:32,368 It was the beer. 374 00:31:35,621 --> 00:31:37,165 How long you been clean? 375 00:31:39,125 --> 00:31:40,293 Four years. 376 00:31:40,418 --> 00:31:41,961 - Four? - Mmm. 377 00:31:43,588 --> 00:31:45,506 And you need some help right now? 378 00:31:46,674 --> 00:31:48,342 Yo, I should check on Lou. 379 00:31:50,469 --> 00:31:52,263 How long you two been together? 380 00:31:53,806 --> 00:31:55,266 Four years. 381 00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:20,666 You play music, right? 382 00:32:21,042 --> 00:32:22,210 - No. - No? 383 00:32:22,293 --> 00:32:23,294 No, not anymore. 384 00:32:23,628 --> 00:32:25,296 Not until I get the implant. 385 00:32:25,421 --> 00:32:26,797 Implant? 386 00:32:27,173 --> 00:32:29,425 Yeah. Sorry, you know about these implants they got now? 387 00:32:29,550 --> 00:32:30,760 It's like... it's like, uh... 388 00:32:30,843 --> 00:32:32,303 they have implants. 389 00:32:32,428 --> 00:32:34,013 I know. Yes. 390 00:32:35,556 --> 00:32:36,516 Expensive. 391 00:32:37,058 --> 00:32:39,685 Yeah, thank you, yes, they are. 392 00:32:39,810 --> 00:32:41,062 So... 393 00:32:43,272 --> 00:32:44,857 You should understand that, uh... 394 00:32:44,941 --> 00:32:46,400 this is a Deaf community, 395 00:32:46,818 --> 00:32:48,694 not just my program, but we're part 396 00:32:48,986 --> 00:32:51,364 of a larger Deaf community. 397 00:32:51,489 --> 00:32:53,032 And my program, 398 00:32:53,449 --> 00:32:54,867 and the people in it, 399 00:32:54,951 --> 00:32:55,868 they benefit 400 00:32:55,993 --> 00:32:58,162 tremendously from that Deaf community. 401 00:32:58,329 --> 00:32:59,747 We work with them 402 00:32:59,831 --> 00:33:01,457 and they work with us. 403 00:33:01,958 --> 00:33:02,875 But... 404 00:33:02,959 --> 00:33:04,168 it's very important, 405 00:33:04,418 --> 00:33:05,753 if you want to be here, 406 00:33:05,878 --> 00:33:07,463 to understand that we're looking for 407 00:33:07,588 --> 00:33:08,840 a solution to... 408 00:33:09,549 --> 00:33:10,633 to this... 409 00:33:12,301 --> 00:33:13,302 ...not this. 410 00:33:17,139 --> 00:33:18,850 Why don't you go invite Lou in here? 411 00:33:23,145 --> 00:33:25,064 Sure. 412 00:33:27,400 --> 00:33:28,651 Lou! 413 00:33:36,117 --> 00:33:37,869 This guy wants to talk to you. 414 00:33:38,327 --> 00:33:39,495 Okay. 415 00:33:43,374 --> 00:33:44,292 Well... 416 00:33:44,625 --> 00:33:47,670 I think it's important that you stay here with us right now, Ruben, 417 00:33:47,795 --> 00:33:49,088 learn some sign language, 418 00:33:49,797 --> 00:33:51,132 find some solid ground. 419 00:33:52,508 --> 00:33:53,968 What do you think? 420 00:33:54,802 --> 00:33:55,761 Man, it sounds great, 421 00:33:55,845 --> 00:33:57,930 but we don't have a lot of money right now. 422 00:33:58,055 --> 00:33:59,182 Well, sometimes our church 423 00:33:59,265 --> 00:34:00,933 sponsors deaf people in need, and 424 00:34:01,017 --> 00:34:01,851 right now, 425 00:34:01,934 --> 00:34:03,519 you fit the bill, Ruben. 426 00:34:04,103 --> 00:34:05,021 We're really not 427 00:34:05,146 --> 00:34:06,522 - churchgoing people. - Sorry, I... I read... 428 00:34:06,647 --> 00:34:08,065 Sorry, Ruben, I read lips. I can't... 429 00:34:08,149 --> 00:34:09,484 What'd you say? 430 00:34:10,568 --> 00:34:11,736 We're not religious, 431 00:34:11,819 --> 00:34:12,904 either of us. 432 00:34:13,196 --> 00:34:14,405 Very much not into religion, 433 00:34:14,530 --> 00:34:16,032 no offense, you know. 434 00:34:16,157 --> 00:34:18,117 Religion plays no part in this, Ruben. 435 00:34:18,242 --> 00:34:19,660 The church helps 436 00:34:19,744 --> 00:34:21,704 people in need, not religious people. 437 00:34:21,829 --> 00:34:23,956 The important thing is that you want to stay here. 438 00:34:24,081 --> 00:34:24,874 Mmm. 439 00:34:25,625 --> 00:34:26,501 Yeah. 440 00:34:26,584 --> 00:34:27,835 Lou? 441 00:34:28,001 --> 00:34:30,213 Do you think Ruben needs help right now? 442 00:34:34,383 --> 00:34:36,302 You understand, if, uh... 443 00:34:36,802 --> 00:34:38,137 Ruben were to stay here, 444 00:34:38,262 --> 00:34:39,972 he'd have to do it on his own. 445 00:34:40,847 --> 00:34:42,224 Members live in a house 446 00:34:42,308 --> 00:34:43,518 separate from the outside world. 447 00:34:43,643 --> 00:34:45,102 No contact to the outside world, 448 00:34:45,228 --> 00:34:47,063 no phones. 449 00:34:47,188 --> 00:34:48,648 I've found that in all cases, 450 00:34:48,773 --> 00:34:50,398 that's the way it works best. 451 00:34:50,525 --> 00:34:51,983 Yo, hold up a minute, okay? 452 00:34:52,108 --> 00:34:53,110 Let me catch up. 453 00:34:53,610 --> 00:34:54,362 Okay? 454 00:34:55,570 --> 00:34:57,240 {\an8}Can you help Ruben commit to that, Lou? 455 00:34:59,282 --> 00:35:00,576 You want, you want to try this for a couple days? 456 00:35:00,701 --> 00:35:01,619 We have our own home. 457 00:35:01,744 --> 00:35:03,412 We can stay in the RV. 458 00:35:03,663 --> 00:35:04,664 No, I'm sorry to say, 459 00:35:04,747 --> 00:35:06,165 that's not the way that it works here, Ruben. 460 00:35:06,290 --> 00:35:08,209 Well, that's a problem, then. 461 00:35:09,001 --> 00:35:11,045 Do you have anywhere you can be during this time, Lou? 462 00:35:12,964 --> 00:35:15,007 Yo, that's that, man. We're done. 463 00:35:15,591 --> 00:35:16,384 We're done. 464 00:35:16,509 --> 00:35:17,718 Thanks a lot for your time, bro. 465 00:35:17,844 --> 00:35:18,678 Appreciate it, okay? 466 00:35:18,803 --> 00:35:20,346 We're out, baby. Let's go. 467 00:35:49,667 --> 00:35:50,626 Hey. 468 00:35:51,043 --> 00:35:52,044 Lou... 469 00:35:53,337 --> 00:35:54,672 I'm thinking we should still go hit 470 00:35:54,797 --> 00:35:56,174 our fuckin' show in Dayton. 471 00:35:56,299 --> 00:35:58,342 Okay? I can, I can fuckin' watch you 472 00:35:58,426 --> 00:35:59,218 for cues. 473 00:35:59,385 --> 00:36:01,053 I know it was rocky last time but we did... 474 00:36:01,137 --> 00:36:02,054 we weren't on the same page. 475 00:36:02,138 --> 00:36:03,890 Now you know what's up, I can fuckin' watch you. 476 00:36:04,015 --> 00:36:05,933 And I know this shit inside out. 477 00:36:06,601 --> 00:36:08,269 Okay, yo. I can fuckin' make it work 478 00:36:08,352 --> 00:36:10,646 until we have enough for surgery. 479 00:36:10,980 --> 00:36:12,940 Okay? We're gonna get there. 480 00:36:14,150 --> 00:36:15,943 Yo, seriously, we're good to go. 481 00:36:16,277 --> 00:36:17,695 Lou. 482 00:36:18,112 --> 00:36:19,655 Hmm? 483 00:36:20,198 --> 00:36:21,908 Hey, I'll deal with this shit. 484 00:36:22,366 --> 00:36:23,159 I'll deal with it. 485 00:36:23,284 --> 00:36:24,744 You know I fucking will. It's just money. 486 00:36:24,869 --> 00:36:25,953 You know that, right? 487 00:36:26,120 --> 00:36:26,871 Huh? 488 00:36:29,499 --> 00:36:31,417 Come here. 489 00:36:47,225 --> 00:36:48,809 Ruben! 490 00:36:51,020 --> 00:36:52,021 Ruben! 491 00:36:52,522 --> 00:36:53,564 Ruben! 492 00:36:53,731 --> 00:36:54,607 Stop it! 493 00:37:01,572 --> 00:37:03,074 Ruben! 494 00:37:18,089 --> 00:37:19,215 Lou, look at me, I'm not going back 495 00:37:19,340 --> 00:37:20,675 to that fuckin' place, okay? 496 00:37:23,427 --> 00:37:24,303 I know. 497 00:37:24,470 --> 00:37:26,013 I know. I'm... 498 00:37:30,017 --> 00:37:32,103 Well, then fuckin' support me. 499 00:37:32,270 --> 00:37:35,356 How's about that? Fuckin' support me, Lou. 500 00:37:35,481 --> 00:37:36,440 Huh? 501 00:37:39,026 --> 00:37:39,986 You don't want to be here? 502 00:37:41,154 --> 00:37:42,280 Of course I do. 503 00:37:42,405 --> 00:37:43,447 I knew it. I fuckin' knew it. 504 00:37:43,573 --> 00:37:44,782 I fuckin' knew this was coming. 505 00:37:44,866 --> 00:37:45,825 I fuckin' knew it. 506 00:37:45,950 --> 00:37:47,535 This is about the fuckin' album, huh? 507 00:37:48,703 --> 00:37:50,037 What happened? You get a better offer? 508 00:37:50,371 --> 00:37:51,247 - What are you talking about? - Huh? 509 00:37:51,372 --> 00:37:52,165 - What are you saying? - I can't hear, 510 00:37:52,290 --> 00:37:54,417 I can't hear you. I can't fucking hear you! 511 00:37:54,500 --> 00:37:56,502 Do you understand me? I can't, I'm fuckin' deaf. 512 00:37:56,794 --> 00:37:57,920 I'm fucking deaf! 513 00:37:58,004 --> 00:37:59,130 No fucking hearing! 514 00:37:59,380 --> 00:38:00,214 Okay? 515 00:38:00,339 --> 00:38:01,507 Okay? 516 00:38:05,761 --> 00:38:08,097 No, what I need, what I need is a fucking gun in my mouth. 517 00:38:08,222 --> 00:38:10,433 What I need is a fucking gun in my fucking mouth! 518 00:38:10,683 --> 00:38:11,517 Okay?! 519 00:38:17,148 --> 00:38:18,482 Look, I'm sorry. 520 00:38:18,733 --> 00:38:20,026 Lou, I'm just fucked up a little. 521 00:38:20,109 --> 00:38:22,153 I just need a little... I need a minute to think. 522 00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:23,154 Okay? 523 00:38:25,198 --> 00:38:27,074 There's gotta be another way. 524 00:38:27,408 --> 00:38:28,201 Lou? 525 00:38:31,704 --> 00:38:32,497 Hello? 526 00:38:33,206 --> 00:38:34,207 Hey. 527 00:38:36,709 --> 00:38:37,877 Oh, really? 528 00:38:39,670 --> 00:38:40,546 Oh. 529 00:38:40,630 --> 00:38:41,881 Who is that? 530 00:38:42,173 --> 00:38:44,091 Okay, well, I need to get ready. Okay. 531 00:38:44,175 --> 00:38:45,468 No, I'll get a cab. 532 00:38:46,719 --> 00:38:48,095 Yeah, it's fine. 533 00:38:49,347 --> 00:38:50,640 Okay, bye. 534 00:38:51,682 --> 00:38:53,351 What's going on? 535 00:38:53,768 --> 00:38:54,727 Huh? 536 00:38:55,144 --> 00:38:56,479 What's going on? 537 00:38:56,896 --> 00:38:59,649 I'm getting on a plane and you're gonna go back to that place. 538 00:39:05,488 --> 00:39:06,614 Just slow down, okay? 539 00:39:06,697 --> 00:39:07,615 Slow down! 540 00:39:07,740 --> 00:39:09,033 Yo, chill dude, we're gonna be a minute. 541 00:39:09,158 --> 00:39:10,535 Just chill. Okay? 542 00:39:11,786 --> 00:39:12,995 Just slow down a minute. 543 00:39:13,830 --> 00:39:14,622 Lou. 544 00:39:14,914 --> 00:39:16,707 Lou. This is so fucked up. 545 00:39:16,833 --> 00:39:18,501 Who's gonna be looking out for you over there? 546 00:39:18,751 --> 00:39:19,544 Hmm? 547 00:39:19,669 --> 00:39:20,795 - Who's gonna look out for you? - It's okay. 548 00:39:20,920 --> 00:39:22,255 - Don't say that guy. - It's okay. It's okay. 549 00:39:22,380 --> 00:39:23,548 Lou, I need, I need more of a plan, Lou. 550 00:39:23,673 --> 00:39:24,757 - Ruben. - I need... 551 00:39:24,882 --> 00:39:26,968 I need more from you, Lou. 552 00:39:34,976 --> 00:39:37,144 I need more of a plan, Lou. 553 00:39:37,520 --> 00:39:39,272 You can't just fuckin'... 554 00:39:49,448 --> 00:39:50,366 Ah, Jesus. 555 00:39:50,449 --> 00:39:51,450 Lou, come on. 556 00:39:51,534 --> 00:39:52,326 Ruben. 557 00:39:52,451 --> 00:39:53,828 Ruben. 558 00:39:54,871 --> 00:39:56,372 You hurt yourself... 559 00:39:56,455 --> 00:39:58,166 Ruben. You hurt yourself, 560 00:39:58,916 --> 00:40:00,001 you hurt me. 561 00:40:00,543 --> 00:40:01,711 I'll hurt myself, too. 562 00:40:01,878 --> 00:40:02,753 I'll hurt myself, too. 563 00:40:02,837 --> 00:40:04,046 Don't say that. 564 00:40:04,797 --> 00:40:06,507 Promise. 565 00:40:06,632 --> 00:40:08,301 Say it, Rubi, or all of this is for shit. 566 00:40:08,426 --> 00:40:09,719 Say it! Promise! 567 00:40:09,886 --> 00:40:11,220 Go back there right now. 568 00:40:11,304 --> 00:40:12,138 Promise, say it! 569 00:40:12,263 --> 00:40:13,431 I'll promise if you... 570 00:40:13,514 --> 00:40:14,932 No, say it, promise. 571 00:40:19,103 --> 00:40:20,479 Go back to that place. 572 00:40:20,605 --> 00:40:22,231 I, only if, I need... 573 00:40:22,732 --> 00:40:24,150 I need you to wait for me. 574 00:40:24,942 --> 00:40:27,153 Okay? You're it for me, Lou. You're my fuckin' heart. 575 00:40:27,236 --> 00:40:28,529 You're it for me. 576 00:40:28,613 --> 00:40:30,907 Okay? You gotta wait for me. 577 00:40:38,998 --> 00:40:40,208 Fuck. 578 00:40:43,628 --> 00:40:45,046 Listen to me, listen, listen. 579 00:40:45,129 --> 00:40:47,173 When you get there, I need you to, 580 00:40:48,466 --> 00:40:50,384 I need you to write to me, okay? 581 00:40:50,510 --> 00:40:51,802 Yeah? Will you write me 582 00:40:51,928 --> 00:40:53,304 and tell me you're okay? 583 00:40:53,679 --> 00:40:55,306 Huh? Promise me? 584 00:40:55,431 --> 00:40:56,766 And listen, if it's... 585 00:40:56,933 --> 00:40:58,768 If it's bullshit, you just get your ass back here. 586 00:40:58,851 --> 00:41:00,228 I'll fix it, I swear to God. 587 00:41:00,311 --> 00:41:01,479 You know I'll fuckin' fix this. 588 00:41:01,604 --> 00:41:03,147 This is not that hard, okay? 589 00:41:03,272 --> 00:41:04,899 Just come back here. 590 00:41:08,736 --> 00:41:10,404 - I love you. - You're my fucking heart. 591 00:41:10,738 --> 00:41:11,656 Okay? 592 00:41:14,367 --> 00:41:15,993 Motherfucker. 593 00:41:16,118 --> 00:41:17,954 Oh, motherf... 594 00:41:26,295 --> 00:41:27,296 Fuck. 595 00:41:31,884 --> 00:41:33,344 Motherfucker. 596 00:41:40,268 --> 00:41:41,686 Oh. 597 00:41:47,900 --> 00:41:48,985 Fuck. 598 00:41:50,611 --> 00:41:52,071 Motherfucker. 599 00:42:47,001 --> 00:42:48,085 What's up? 600 00:42:50,087 --> 00:42:50,922 Yo. 601 00:42:51,172 --> 00:42:52,089 Hey. 602 00:43:20,993 --> 00:43:21,994 You want my car keys? 603 00:43:33,256 --> 00:43:34,257 If I ask for 'em back, 604 00:43:34,382 --> 00:43:35,925 I want 'em back, okay? 605 00:43:40,012 --> 00:43:41,556 We're not doing that. 606 00:44:56,589 --> 00:44:58,174 Your name. 607 00:44:59,342 --> 00:45:00,593 My name's Ruben. 608 00:45:00,968 --> 00:45:02,386 I'm an addict. 609 00:45:02,512 --> 00:45:04,305 I have four years clean now. 610 00:45:05,181 --> 00:45:06,098 I'm sorry I don't... 611 00:45:06,557 --> 00:45:08,017 talk sign language. 612 00:45:08,226 --> 00:45:09,143 That's it. 613 00:46:48,493 --> 00:46:49,535 Oh... 614 00:46:50,453 --> 00:46:51,454 Fuck. 615 00:49:10,051 --> 00:49:11,344 What? 616 00:49:14,764 --> 00:49:15,515 Okay. 617 00:49:58,474 --> 00:50:00,142 Um... I don't... 618 00:50:00,268 --> 00:50:01,894 Sorry. 619 00:50:23,791 --> 00:50:25,209 Ruben. 620 00:50:26,252 --> 00:50:27,086 Ru-ben. 621 00:51:03,331 --> 00:51:04,582 Oh. 622 00:51:22,725 --> 00:51:23,559 Okay. 623 00:51:28,981 --> 00:51:30,107 Yeah. 624 00:52:25,371 --> 00:52:26,414 Uh, I'm coming. 625 00:52:26,664 --> 00:52:27,832 Okay? One minute. 626 00:52:28,457 --> 00:52:29,917 I'll be back. 627 00:54:18,276 --> 00:54:19,068 Oh, hey, Joe. 628 00:54:24,824 --> 00:54:26,284 What was that all about, Ruben? 629 00:54:29,954 --> 00:54:31,080 Oh, with your roof? 630 00:54:32,248 --> 00:54:33,166 I was fixing your roof. 631 00:54:33,249 --> 00:54:34,667 It's like, one of the eaves is... 632 00:54:34,750 --> 00:54:36,294 I was trying to fix your roof. 633 00:54:37,336 --> 00:54:38,462 You don't need to fix 634 00:54:38,546 --> 00:54:39,839 anything here. 635 00:54:46,137 --> 00:54:47,138 Okay. 636 00:54:51,893 --> 00:54:53,227 I've got a little, uh... 637 00:54:53,311 --> 00:54:54,353 assignment for ya. 638 00:54:54,437 --> 00:54:55,479 Okay? 639 00:54:56,314 --> 00:54:57,648 You get up early, right? 640 00:54:58,900 --> 00:55:00,526 Yeah, pretty early, yeah. 641 00:55:02,236 --> 00:55:03,279 I'll have hot coffee 642 00:55:03,905 --> 00:55:04,906 waiting for you 643 00:55:05,198 --> 00:55:06,574 at 5:30. 644 00:55:07,742 --> 00:55:09,202 Early enough for you? 645 00:55:13,122 --> 00:55:14,499 I don't know. I guess. 646 00:55:14,624 --> 00:55:16,083 Okay, 5:00. 647 00:55:17,084 --> 00:55:18,127 And I'll, uh, 648 00:55:19,086 --> 00:55:20,755 provide a room for you. 649 00:55:21,672 --> 00:55:22,465 What for? 650 00:55:22,882 --> 00:55:25,593 And there's nothing that needs to be accomplished in this room. 651 00:55:25,968 --> 00:55:28,554 All I want you to do is just... 652 00:55:29,764 --> 00:55:30,765 ...sit. 653 00:55:34,769 --> 00:55:35,561 All I ask 654 00:55:35,686 --> 00:55:38,022 is if and when you cannot just sit, 655 00:55:38,314 --> 00:55:39,524 you turn yourself to the 656 00:55:39,607 --> 00:55:40,483 pen and paper 657 00:55:40,650 --> 00:55:42,485 that I'm gonna supply for you. 658 00:55:43,444 --> 00:55:44,862 And I want you to... 659 00:55:46,656 --> 00:55:47,657 ...write. 660 00:55:49,450 --> 00:55:51,077 Doesn't matter what you write, how you write, 661 00:55:51,160 --> 00:55:52,912 whether it's spelled correctly. 662 00:55:53,538 --> 00:55:55,665 Or if it's just a big... 663 00:55:55,832 --> 00:55:56,833 ...mess. 664 00:55:57,875 --> 00:55:59,252 I don't care. 665 00:55:59,335 --> 00:56:01,379 No one will read it, okay? 666 00:56:02,171 --> 00:56:04,173 But I want you to keep writing 667 00:56:04,257 --> 00:56:06,133 continuously without stopping 668 00:56:06,217 --> 00:56:08,219 until you feel like you can... 669 00:56:11,180 --> 00:56:12,807 sit again. 670 00:56:28,698 --> 00:56:29,991 Does it have to be writing? 671 00:56:30,116 --> 00:56:31,659 Writing, yes. No drawing. 672 00:56:31,784 --> 00:56:33,035 Writing, yes. 673 00:56:38,457 --> 00:56:39,458 And if... 674 00:56:39,834 --> 00:56:40,626 ...sometime in the future, 675 00:56:41,043 --> 00:56:43,629 it feels like it's a little bit too difficult for you, 676 00:56:44,213 --> 00:56:45,965 you should come and find me. 677 00:56:47,216 --> 00:56:48,885 I'll be in my apartment 678 00:56:49,635 --> 00:56:52,513 doing the same thing as you, okay, Ruben? 679 00:56:58,019 --> 00:56:59,395 I'll be writing, too. 680 00:57:03,065 --> 00:57:03,983 Okay. 681 00:58:37,201 --> 00:58:38,870 Ah! 682 00:58:47,879 --> 00:58:49,172 Ah! 683 00:58:51,424 --> 00:58:52,675 Ah! 684 00:58:57,597 --> 00:58:58,848 Mmm, nice. 685 00:58:58,973 --> 00:59:00,808 Nice, nice, nice. 686 00:59:00,933 --> 00:59:02,768 So fuckin' stupid. 687 00:59:10,401 --> 00:59:12,653 It's so fuckin' stupid. 688 00:59:16,532 --> 00:59:18,201 You fuckin' idiot. 689 00:59:31,380 --> 00:59:33,216 I'm a fuckin' idiot. 690 01:02:28,586 --> 01:02:29,920 Hey. 691 01:02:31,672 --> 01:02:33,340 You think he's okay? 692 01:02:36,510 --> 01:02:37,511 You okay? 693 01:02:37,595 --> 01:02:38,429 No. 694 01:02:38,512 --> 01:02:40,639 Not feeling better? Come on over. 695 01:02:42,433 --> 01:02:44,185 Look at those flowers. 696 01:02:53,819 --> 01:02:55,112 He's quick. 697 01:03:08,792 --> 01:03:11,003 Alright, come here, my friend. 698 01:03:12,755 --> 01:03:14,381 See, I knew he had it. 699 01:03:39,823 --> 01:03:42,576 A, B, C, D, E, F, G, 700 01:03:42,660 --> 01:03:45,287 H, I, J, K, L, M, N... 701 01:03:45,371 --> 01:03:47,373 R, S, T, U, V, 702 01:03:47,456 --> 01:03:49,458 W, X, Y, Z. 703 01:03:54,213 --> 01:03:55,673 He won. 704 01:03:56,173 --> 01:03:57,716 -No, no, he won. -It was close. 705 01:03:57,800 --> 01:03:59,718 No, he won. You can go again if you want to. 706 01:03:59,802 --> 01:04:01,637 Again! Again! Again! Again! 707 01:04:06,642 --> 01:04:07,518 A, B, C, D, 708 01:04:07,601 --> 01:04:09,853 G, H, I, J, K, L, 709 01:04:09,937 --> 01:04:11,480 T, U, V, 710 01:04:11,564 --> 01:04:12,565 O, Q... 711 01:04:12,648 --> 01:04:14,608 R, S, T, U, V, W, 712 01:04:14,692 --> 01:04:16,652 X, Y, Z. 713 01:04:16,735 --> 01:04:17,736 Yes! 714 01:04:20,614 --> 01:04:21,615 See? 715 01:04:22,575 --> 01:04:23,576 Good job! You did it! 716 01:05:10,581 --> 01:05:12,082 No, I thought... 717 01:05:13,125 --> 01:05:14,960 I thought you said you were smart. 718 01:05:15,919 --> 01:05:19,006 But your wife and your daughter are better, right? 719 01:05:20,257 --> 01:05:21,258 See? 720 01:05:21,342 --> 01:05:22,343 He knows! 721 01:05:23,552 --> 01:05:25,387 He already knows. 722 01:05:36,940 --> 01:05:38,817 I don't like it completely shaved. 723 01:05:38,901 --> 01:05:41,153 I prefer it with a little hair. 724 01:05:52,081 --> 01:05:53,457 Whoa, not too much. 725 01:05:53,540 --> 01:05:54,667 Natural, got it. 726 01:05:54,750 --> 01:05:56,627 Trimmed and all, ya know? 727 01:06:01,632 --> 01:06:02,633 Lovely. 728 01:06:02,716 --> 01:06:04,093 Who is she? 729 01:06:08,055 --> 01:06:09,556 Okay, okay. 730 01:06:13,394 --> 01:06:15,145 Where do you want it? 731 01:06:17,773 --> 01:06:19,400 Right here. 732 01:06:25,406 --> 01:06:26,740 I like it. 733 01:06:38,752 --> 01:06:39,962 Cool. Thank you. 734 01:06:58,689 --> 01:07:01,024 My bad. 735 01:07:01,108 --> 01:07:02,484 Watch me. 736 01:07:04,069 --> 01:07:05,446 Slowly. 737 01:08:20,493 --> 01:08:22,662 I feel a little bit old today. 738 01:08:25,121 --> 01:08:27,040 - You are old. - Yeah. 739 01:08:29,835 --> 01:08:30,920 I love your name sign... 740 01:08:31,045 --> 01:08:32,129 ...Ruben. 741 01:08:35,424 --> 01:08:37,259 That first day you were here 742 01:08:37,802 --> 01:08:39,637 you reminded me of an owl. 743 01:08:42,125 --> 01:08:43,293 O-W-L? 744 01:08:43,348 --> 01:08:44,392 {\an8}Owl. 745 01:08:44,711 --> 01:08:45,712 Fuck you. 746 01:08:55,402 --> 01:08:57,737 And you've become very important 747 01:08:57,946 --> 01:08:59,866 to a lot of people around here. 748 01:09:01,868 --> 01:09:02,701 You know? 749 01:09:02,826 --> 01:09:03,828 It's true. 750 01:09:04,036 --> 01:09:05,288 Thank you. 751 01:09:07,665 --> 01:09:09,375 I'd like to offer you a... 752 01:09:10,168 --> 01:09:11,169 ...a way that 753 01:09:11,294 --> 01:09:13,295 maybe you can continue on here 754 01:09:13,462 --> 01:09:14,463 with us. 755 01:09:15,798 --> 01:09:16,883 I imagine you're starting 756 01:09:16,966 --> 01:09:18,384 to think about the future 757 01:09:18,718 --> 01:09:19,802 a little bit? 758 01:09:20,094 --> 01:09:21,804 - Future? - Future. 759 01:09:22,597 --> 01:09:23,848 I know I am. 760 01:09:26,808 --> 01:09:27,602 But, uh... 761 01:09:27,727 --> 01:09:29,187 I do think there's a way 762 01:09:29,312 --> 01:09:31,438 you could maybe stay and work here, 763 01:09:32,356 --> 01:09:34,317 maybe with my program, 764 01:09:35,317 --> 01:09:36,486 maybe... 765 01:09:37,027 --> 01:09:38,446 ...with the kids at school. 766 01:09:40,031 --> 01:09:41,115 Maybe both. 767 01:09:45,620 --> 01:09:46,661 Anyway... 768 01:09:48,205 --> 01:09:49,415 you, uh... 769 01:09:49,749 --> 01:09:51,292 you think about it, you know? 770 01:11:12,081 --> 01:11:13,291 What the fuck? 771 01:14:15,139 --> 01:14:15,932 Her? 772 01:14:16,974 --> 01:14:17,975 Yeah. 773 01:14:22,299 --> 01:14:23,466 Sexy. 774 01:14:24,190 --> 01:14:25,942 Yeah. Cute. 775 01:14:27,693 --> 01:14:28,903 What do you think, huh? 776 01:14:28,986 --> 01:14:29,987 Yo, what do you think? 777 01:14:30,696 --> 01:14:32,031 This? 778 01:14:34,408 --> 01:14:35,451 Yeah. 779 01:14:37,036 --> 01:14:38,329 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 780 01:14:38,412 --> 01:14:39,288 Wait, yo, it's easy. 781 01:14:39,413 --> 01:14:40,206 It's easy. Just... 782 01:14:40,289 --> 01:14:41,290 ...slowly. 783 01:14:42,124 --> 01:14:44,210 Yo... ...It's for her, huh? 784 01:14:44,293 --> 01:14:45,211 It's for her. 785 01:14:45,336 --> 01:14:46,337 We need money. 786 01:14:46,462 --> 01:14:48,047 We need money. 787 01:14:48,381 --> 01:14:50,091 Huh? It's for us. 788 01:14:53,302 --> 01:14:54,595 I'm leveling with you. 789 01:14:54,720 --> 01:14:56,013 It's for her. 790 01:15:15,366 --> 01:15:16,659 Yo. For this... for this? 791 01:15:17,285 --> 01:15:18,077 For this, 792 01:15:18,161 --> 01:15:19,704 remember it's, uh... it's, uh... 793 01:15:20,079 --> 01:15:21,789 cash. Okay? Not check. 794 01:15:22,165 --> 01:15:22,957 Cool. 795 01:15:23,040 --> 01:15:24,041 Yo? 796 01:15:24,083 --> 01:15:25,084 You okay? 797 01:15:25,668 --> 01:15:27,044 Sure? 798 01:16:55,508 --> 01:16:57,552 Hi, is that Prince Audiology? 799 01:16:57,677 --> 01:16:58,886 Can you hear me? 800 01:17:03,850 --> 01:17:05,226 It's Stone, Ruben Stone. 801 01:17:05,309 --> 01:17:06,894 R-U-B-E-N, 802 01:17:07,770 --> 01:17:10,231 Stone, S-T-O-N-E. 803 01:17:10,982 --> 01:17:12,483 I'm confirming an appointment. 804 01:17:17,071 --> 01:17:18,364 Yeah, I can hold. 805 01:18:45,660 --> 01:18:46,661 So, listen. 806 01:18:46,744 --> 01:18:48,162 - What did you say? Write it down. - Yeah, yeah. 807 01:18:48,287 --> 01:18:49,664 I can't hear you. Write it down. 808 01:19:12,103 --> 01:19:13,813 I got a proposition for you. 809 01:19:14,480 --> 01:19:15,815 What's that? 810 01:19:16,107 --> 01:19:17,650 What if I give it to you at this price... 811 01:19:20,486 --> 01:19:22,947 ...but on one condition. 812 01:19:25,491 --> 01:19:27,243 I have the option of coming back to you 813 01:19:27,368 --> 01:19:28,619 within eight weeks. 814 01:19:29,412 --> 01:19:30,371 Okay? 815 01:19:30,454 --> 01:19:33,332 I get to buy it back off you for ten percent more than this. 816 01:19:33,708 --> 01:19:35,960 But everything has to be in its current condition. 817 01:19:36,043 --> 01:19:38,421 Everything has to be exactly like it is now. 818 01:19:39,505 --> 01:19:40,590 Hmm? 819 01:19:40,923 --> 01:19:42,133 What do you think? 820 01:19:43,259 --> 01:19:44,260 Why would you want to do that? 821 01:19:44,385 --> 01:19:45,761 Dude, I can't hear you. I'm deaf. 822 01:19:45,887 --> 01:19:47,680 So... It's... take it or leave it. 823 01:19:47,763 --> 01:19:49,182 What's it gonna be? 824 01:22:03,858 --> 01:22:04,650 You're back? 825 01:22:07,570 --> 01:22:09,113 Have a seat here. 826 01:22:10,016 --> 01:22:11,309 Thank you. 827 01:22:22,084 --> 01:22:22,877 Um... 828 01:22:24,504 --> 01:22:26,547 ...I did the deed. 829 01:22:27,381 --> 01:22:28,925 The deed? 830 01:22:33,387 --> 01:22:35,306 Surgery. 831 01:22:44,023 --> 01:22:45,566 How'd you get the money? 832 01:22:46,317 --> 01:22:47,527 I sold my RV 833 01:22:47,693 --> 01:22:48,694 and other shit. 834 01:22:52,073 --> 01:22:53,741 - Okay. - Look, Joe, 835 01:22:53,866 --> 01:22:54,700 I really 836 01:22:54,784 --> 01:22:56,994 don't want to explain myself right now. 837 01:22:57,495 --> 01:22:58,496 Okay? 838 01:23:00,039 --> 01:23:01,749 It's time. Okay? 839 01:23:01,833 --> 01:23:03,960 It's time. I gotta do something. 840 01:23:04,961 --> 01:23:05,962 Right? 841 01:23:06,128 --> 01:23:07,088 Trying to save my f... 842 01:23:07,171 --> 01:23:08,589 fuckin' life. 843 01:23:10,591 --> 01:23:11,676 So, that's what I'm doing. 844 01:23:11,968 --> 01:23:13,970 Okay? No one else is gonna save my life. 845 01:23:14,887 --> 01:23:15,888 Right? 846 01:23:17,557 --> 01:23:19,016 If I just sit here and diddle around, 847 01:23:19,141 --> 01:23:20,226 what am I gonna have? Nothing. 848 01:23:21,352 --> 01:23:22,144 Okay? 849 01:23:23,229 --> 01:23:25,565 And all this shit? Like, what does it matter? What does it matter? 850 01:23:25,690 --> 01:23:26,566 It just passes. 851 01:23:27,066 --> 01:23:27,984 Yo. 852 01:23:28,067 --> 01:23:29,318 If I disappear, 853 01:23:29,819 --> 01:23:31,070 like, who cares? 854 01:23:31,821 --> 01:23:33,072 Nobody cares, man. 855 01:23:33,406 --> 01:23:34,198 Seriously. 856 01:23:34,323 --> 01:23:35,283 Yo, and that's okay. 857 01:23:35,491 --> 01:23:36,450 That's life. 858 01:23:37,451 --> 01:23:38,411 That's life. 859 01:23:39,370 --> 01:23:40,872 No, for real. Okay? 860 01:23:41,289 --> 01:23:42,165 It just passes. 861 01:23:42,290 --> 01:23:43,082 It just fuckin'... 862 01:23:43,166 --> 01:23:44,375 fucking passes. 863 01:23:49,422 --> 01:23:51,132 I wonder, uh... 864 01:23:51,716 --> 01:23:54,010 all these mornings you've been sitting in my study, 865 01:23:55,011 --> 01:23:56,095 sitting, 866 01:23:58,306 --> 01:23:59,515 have you... 867 01:24:00,016 --> 01:24:01,017 had any... 868 01:24:02,226 --> 01:24:03,477 moments of... 869 01:24:03,853 --> 01:24:05,354 ...stillness? 870 01:24:10,318 --> 01:24:11,777 Because you're right, Ruben, 871 01:24:12,487 --> 01:24:13,529 the world does keep moving, 872 01:24:13,613 --> 01:24:15,656 and it can be a damn... 873 01:24:15,740 --> 01:24:16,741 ...cruel place. 874 01:24:18,618 --> 01:24:19,869 But for me... 875 01:24:22,580 --> 01:24:24,248 those moments of... 876 01:24:24,624 --> 01:24:26,042 ...stillness, 877 01:24:26,167 --> 01:24:27,502 that place, 878 01:24:27,585 --> 01:24:28,419 that's the... 879 01:24:28,503 --> 01:24:30,213 ...kingdom of God. 880 01:24:34,342 --> 01:24:36,135 And that place 881 01:24:36,677 --> 01:24:38,262 will never abandon you. 882 01:24:41,724 --> 01:24:43,017 But... 883 01:24:46,729 --> 01:24:47,772 I see you've made your 884 01:24:47,855 --> 01:24:48,773 choice. 885 01:24:48,940 --> 01:24:49,982 Right? 886 01:24:51,359 --> 01:24:52,527 Yeah. 887 01:24:54,987 --> 01:24:56,948 And I sincerely hope 888 01:24:57,657 --> 01:24:59,826 that it brings you happiness, Ruben. 889 01:25:04,065 --> 01:25:05,399 Thank you. 890 01:25:10,628 --> 01:25:11,671 I was wondering, Joe. 891 01:25:11,754 --> 01:25:13,381 I don't know if it's possible, 892 01:25:16,384 --> 01:25:17,552 but, uh... 893 01:25:18,177 --> 01:25:19,637 I need money, 894 01:25:19,971 --> 01:25:20,763 to, uh... 895 01:25:20,888 --> 01:25:22,306 just to buy back my RV. 896 01:25:23,140 --> 01:25:24,141 You know? 897 01:25:24,559 --> 01:25:26,269 You know, me... me and Lou. 898 01:25:26,352 --> 01:25:27,895 This is where we live. 899 01:25:28,062 --> 01:25:30,940 It's our home. Our home. 900 01:25:31,482 --> 01:25:32,275 And I can... 901 01:25:32,400 --> 01:25:33,484 I can totally pay you back. 902 01:25:34,026 --> 01:25:35,194 Just, uh... 903 01:25:35,903 --> 01:25:37,196 Now I got an issue with time. 904 01:25:44,871 --> 01:25:45,997 Ruben. 905 01:25:48,583 --> 01:25:51,669 I don't understand the situation that you've put yourself in. 906 01:25:52,378 --> 01:25:53,504 But... 907 01:25:53,754 --> 01:25:55,131 from where I'm sitting... 908 01:25:55,840 --> 01:25:56,924 you look 909 01:25:57,008 --> 01:25:57,842 and sound 910 01:25:57,884 --> 01:25:58,843 like an addict. 911 01:25:59,468 --> 01:26:00,303 No, I don't. 912 01:26:00,428 --> 01:26:01,304 Yo, no. 913 01:26:01,971 --> 01:26:02,889 I'm not... 914 01:26:02,972 --> 01:26:03,806 It's not... 915 01:26:03,890 --> 01:26:04,807 Not an addi... 916 01:26:05,892 --> 01:26:06,809 It's fine. Okay? 917 01:26:06,893 --> 01:26:07,852 My situation, 918 01:26:07,935 --> 01:26:08,811 it's cool. 919 01:26:08,936 --> 01:26:09,770 Okay? 920 01:26:10,354 --> 01:26:12,940 Seriously, my girlfriend's dad is rich, 921 01:26:13,024 --> 01:26:14,650 he can give me... give me the money. 922 01:26:14,901 --> 01:26:16,068 Okay? This is nothing. 923 01:26:16,152 --> 01:26:17,862 You can't imagine how nothing this is. 924 01:26:18,821 --> 01:26:19,780 Seriously. 925 01:26:22,783 --> 01:26:23,743 I'm fucking stupid... 926 01:26:23,868 --> 01:26:25,077 I'm... I'm sorry to ask. 927 01:26:25,369 --> 01:26:26,162 I'm sorry. 928 01:26:26,496 --> 01:26:27,455 Okay? 929 01:26:28,623 --> 01:26:29,624 Okay. 930 01:26:36,797 --> 01:26:38,841 Please can I stay here for just... 931 01:26:40,468 --> 01:26:41,719 three, four weeks? 932 01:26:41,844 --> 01:26:43,012 Till they... 933 01:26:43,888 --> 01:26:44,805 activate? 934 01:26:52,230 --> 01:26:53,189 Ruben. 935 01:26:54,732 --> 01:26:55,775 As you know, 936 01:26:56,442 --> 01:26:57,276 everybody here 937 01:26:57,360 --> 01:26:58,903 shares in the belief that 938 01:26:58,986 --> 01:27:00,905 being deaf is not a handicap. 939 01:27:01,447 --> 01:27:03,366 Not something to fix. 940 01:27:05,743 --> 01:27:07,453 It's pretty important around here. 941 01:27:10,498 --> 01:27:11,707 All these kids... 942 01:27:13,835 --> 01:27:15,002 all of us, 943 01:27:15,837 --> 01:27:17,505 need to be reminded of it 944 01:27:18,381 --> 01:27:19,590 every day. 945 01:27:23,344 --> 01:27:24,136 And my house 946 01:27:24,178 --> 01:27:26,430 is a house built on that belief, 947 01:27:26,556 --> 01:27:27,890 and built on trust. 948 01:27:30,852 --> 01:27:32,854 And when that trust is violated, 949 01:27:33,396 --> 01:27:34,730 things happen. 950 01:27:41,779 --> 01:27:43,823 And I can't have that. 951 01:27:45,324 --> 01:27:47,368 There are too many others 952 01:27:47,451 --> 01:27:48,452 to consider. 953 01:27:51,831 --> 01:27:52,623 And so, 954 01:27:53,666 --> 01:27:54,917 in your current state, 955 01:27:55,459 --> 01:27:56,544 at this time, 956 01:27:58,337 --> 01:28:01,340 I'm going to have to ask you to pack up your bags, today, 957 01:28:02,967 --> 01:28:05,136 and find another place to be, Ruben. 958 01:28:19,775 --> 01:28:21,068 Cool. 959 01:29:38,145 --> 01:29:39,856 Ah. 960 01:31:26,212 --> 01:31:27,547 Are you ready? 961 01:31:29,757 --> 01:31:31,008 Okay. 962 01:31:40,643 --> 01:31:41,853 Here we go. 963 01:31:53,114 --> 01:31:54,699 Can you hear me? 964 01:32:01,164 --> 01:32:02,123 Say again. 965 01:32:02,331 --> 01:32:04,000 - Can you hear me? - Whoa. 966 01:32:05,418 --> 01:32:06,711 How does it sound? 967 01:32:09,755 --> 01:32:11,799 Uh, sounds weird. 968 01:32:13,134 --> 01:32:15,136 Okay, well, let's try 969 01:32:15,261 --> 01:32:16,762 making an adjustment. 970 01:32:21,726 --> 01:32:23,311 How about now? How's that? 971 01:32:24,395 --> 01:32:25,521 Oh, that's bad. 972 01:32:25,730 --> 01:32:26,981 Um... 973 01:32:29,734 --> 01:32:31,652 It's... bad. 974 01:32:33,529 --> 01:32:35,448 Do you want to describe what you're hearing? 975 01:32:35,531 --> 01:32:36,782 It's, um... 976 01:32:38,493 --> 01:32:39,660 It's like... 977 01:32:40,036 --> 01:32:41,329 ...high. High. 978 01:32:43,080 --> 01:32:44,248 Um... 979 01:32:49,170 --> 01:32:50,796 Can you change the... 980 01:32:53,549 --> 01:32:54,842 Well, I can try and make 981 01:32:54,967 --> 01:32:56,135 another adjustment. 982 01:33:00,473 --> 01:33:01,891 How's that? 983 01:33:05,645 --> 01:33:06,437 Okay. 984 01:33:06,771 --> 01:33:10,066 Ruben, this is not sound like you remember, 985 01:33:10,274 --> 01:33:11,651 and it's the implants 986 01:33:11,734 --> 01:33:12,693 in your head that's 987 01:33:12,777 --> 01:33:13,861 tricking your brain 988 01:33:13,945 --> 01:33:14,862 into thinking that you're 989 01:33:14,946 --> 01:33:16,823 actually hearing, 990 01:33:17,240 --> 01:33:18,157 when 991 01:33:18,241 --> 01:33:19,992 in reality your ears 992 01:33:20,076 --> 01:33:21,202 aren't working still. 993 01:33:24,247 --> 01:33:25,039 So, uh, 994 01:33:25,122 --> 01:33:26,499 I would suggest that you 995 01:33:26,582 --> 01:33:27,708 take it easy 996 01:33:27,834 --> 01:33:29,877 for the next few weeks and... 997 01:33:30,419 --> 01:33:31,420 just... 998 01:33:32,463 --> 01:33:34,507 get adjusted to... 999 01:33:34,590 --> 01:33:35,800 how things sound. 1000 01:33:40,012 --> 01:33:41,013 And just... 1001 01:33:41,097 --> 01:33:42,473 ...take your time. 1002 01:35:41,634 --> 01:35:42,802 Oui? 1003 01:35:43,427 --> 01:35:44,220 Bonjour? 1004 01:35:45,263 --> 01:35:47,181 Yeah, hi, is that, um... 1005 01:35:47,723 --> 01:35:49,642 Is, is Lou there? 1006 01:35:50,685 --> 01:35:52,186 Hein? C'est qui? 1007 01:35:52,603 --> 01:35:54,188 Who... who is this? 1008 01:35:55,606 --> 01:35:57,024 This is Ruben. 1009 01:35:57,900 --> 01:35:58,985 Qui? 1010 01:35:59,861 --> 01:36:01,154 It's Ruben. 1011 01:36:03,030 --> 01:36:04,115 Oh. 1012 01:36:04,198 --> 01:36:05,324 Hmm. 1013 01:36:23,759 --> 01:36:24,677 Hey. 1014 01:36:25,720 --> 01:36:27,221 Bonjour, uh...? 1015 01:36:27,763 --> 01:36:28,723 Ruben. 1016 01:36:28,806 --> 01:36:29,932 Come in. 1017 01:36:34,437 --> 01:36:36,147 You are hungry, Ruben? 1018 01:36:39,275 --> 01:36:40,568 Yes? 1019 01:36:53,122 --> 01:36:54,540 Uh, Louise is not here. 1020 01:36:58,002 --> 01:36:59,295 Uh, you are hearing? 1021 01:36:59,420 --> 01:37:01,088 Y... You are hearing? 1022 01:37:01,172 --> 01:37:02,048 Yeah. 1023 01:37:02,173 --> 01:37:03,341 I... I had an operation. 1024 01:37:04,050 --> 01:37:05,635 Wow! Yes? 1025 01:37:09,972 --> 01:37:11,641 Oh! What is this? 1026 01:37:12,975 --> 01:37:14,101 Oh, that's very good. 1027 01:37:14,185 --> 01:37:16,354 Louise told me your wish for this. 1028 01:37:19,148 --> 01:37:20,399 Oh. 1029 01:37:23,402 --> 01:37:24,862 And so, uh... 1030 01:37:26,781 --> 01:37:28,449 So, you're back to your drums now? 1031 01:37:29,283 --> 01:37:30,910 Uh, not yet. 1032 01:37:30,993 --> 01:37:32,578 I gotta, I gotta, um, 1033 01:37:32,703 --> 01:37:34,163 I gotta deal with some stuff first, 1034 01:37:34,247 --> 01:37:35,498 you know? 1035 01:37:35,623 --> 01:37:36,415 Just gotta... 1036 01:37:36,707 --> 01:37:37,917 gotta settle some things. 1037 01:37:38,459 --> 01:37:40,211 Yes, settle... 1038 01:37:40,461 --> 01:37:41,546 ...like what? 1039 01:37:41,671 --> 01:37:43,464 You know, just like 1040 01:37:43,840 --> 01:37:44,966 getting back into it 1041 01:37:45,049 --> 01:37:47,218 - and also some financial stuff. - Yes. 1042 01:37:47,301 --> 01:37:48,594 You know, I just gotta figure it all out. 1043 01:37:48,719 --> 01:37:49,595 Mm-hmm. 1044 01:37:50,721 --> 01:37:51,722 Yes. 1045 01:37:52,181 --> 01:37:54,016 And Louise knows that you're here? 1046 01:37:54,141 --> 01:37:55,560 No. No. 1047 01:37:56,310 --> 01:37:57,645 So, it's a big surprise, oui? 1048 01:38:04,527 --> 01:38:05,570 Well, Louise has been 1049 01:38:05,653 --> 01:38:06,487 quite busy, you know? 1050 01:38:07,738 --> 01:38:09,198 Mm-hmm. 1051 01:38:09,907 --> 01:38:12,368 We're doing a party, so... 1052 01:38:12,910 --> 01:38:14,370 ...she'll be back home tonight, that's 1053 01:38:14,912 --> 01:38:16,455 most certainly. 1054 01:38:22,086 --> 01:38:23,087 Oh, you want... 1055 01:38:23,504 --> 01:38:25,590 I'm going to make you some eggs. 1056 01:38:25,923 --> 01:38:27,049 Oh, no, I'm good. 1057 01:38:27,175 --> 01:38:28,801 Do you need any help with any of this? 1058 01:38:28,926 --> 01:38:30,011 No, no. 1059 01:38:30,136 --> 01:38:31,637 You need some eggs. 1060 01:38:33,055 --> 01:38:33,931 Thanks. 1061 01:38:36,684 --> 01:38:38,561 Where did you grow, Ruben? 1062 01:38:39,770 --> 01:38:41,147 Where did I grow up? 1063 01:38:41,230 --> 01:38:42,690 - Yes. - Um... 1064 01:38:42,773 --> 01:38:43,733 like, all over. 1065 01:38:44,066 --> 01:38:46,152 You know, Texas, California, 1066 01:38:47,153 --> 01:38:48,404 Arizona, Virginia. 1067 01:38:49,197 --> 01:38:50,364 Yeah. All over. 1068 01:38:50,573 --> 01:38:52,158 Why so many places? 1069 01:38:53,743 --> 01:38:54,535 It was... 1070 01:38:54,744 --> 01:38:55,828 like, uh... 1071 01:38:55,953 --> 01:38:58,289 my mom was a nurse in the military. 1072 01:38:58,372 --> 01:38:59,790 - Mm-hmm. - You know. 1073 01:38:59,916 --> 01:39:01,918 So she kept moving around. 1074 01:39:02,376 --> 01:39:03,419 And your father, too? 1075 01:39:03,669 --> 01:39:04,629 No. 1076 01:39:04,712 --> 01:39:05,755 I mean, I don't know. 1077 01:39:06,797 --> 01:39:07,798 I see. 1078 01:39:11,511 --> 01:39:13,679 Uh, I must be honest, I... 1079 01:39:14,555 --> 01:39:16,265 did not always have good feelings 1080 01:39:16,349 --> 01:39:17,350 for you, Ruben, 1081 01:39:17,475 --> 01:39:19,018 all these years. 1082 01:39:20,144 --> 01:39:22,605 I confide it is like if one... 1083 01:39:24,565 --> 01:39:26,901 had stolen something... 1084 01:39:26,984 --> 01:39:27,985 ...precious. 1085 01:39:29,362 --> 01:39:30,655 You understand? 1086 01:39:31,239 --> 01:39:32,907 But I know it's not you that took 1087 01:39:32,990 --> 01:39:34,575 Louise from me. 1088 01:39:36,244 --> 01:39:37,870 Her mother did that. 1089 01:39:40,331 --> 01:39:42,542 She took Louise when she left me. 1090 01:39:43,042 --> 01:39:44,710 And she took her again 1091 01:39:44,836 --> 01:39:46,546 when she killed herself. 1092 01:39:49,674 --> 01:39:53,010 And Louise must have come back home then, 1093 01:39:53,177 --> 01:39:55,471 but she was hating me so much. 1094 01:39:55,596 --> 01:39:57,181 What could I do? 1095 01:39:57,932 --> 01:39:58,808 And you... 1096 01:39:58,891 --> 01:40:00,017 you... 1097 01:40:01,936 --> 01:40:04,438 Well, you gave her a place to go. 1098 01:40:05,815 --> 01:40:07,400 Then, and... 1099 01:40:07,859 --> 01:40:09,485 ...this is a good thing. 1100 01:40:11,320 --> 01:40:13,823 Don't you see, I didn't like you much at the time, 1101 01:40:13,906 --> 01:40:15,491 but now I thank you. 1102 01:40:15,616 --> 01:40:17,243 I want to say to you that. 1103 01:40:20,371 --> 01:40:21,414 But anyhow, 1104 01:40:21,789 --> 01:40:23,082 you're gonna be so happy to see 1105 01:40:23,166 --> 01:40:24,208 how Louise 1106 01:40:24,792 --> 01:40:26,335 is going great now. 1107 01:40:27,420 --> 01:40:29,297 And that's the most important. 1108 01:40:30,631 --> 01:40:31,757 Isn't it? 1109 01:40:33,426 --> 01:40:34,510 Hmm? 1110 01:40:35,011 --> 01:40:36,137 Okay. 1111 01:41:21,057 --> 01:41:21,849 Whoa. 1112 01:41:23,142 --> 01:41:25,603 Whoa! 1113 01:41:25,686 --> 01:41:26,854 Hi. 1114 01:41:27,980 --> 01:41:28,981 Can you hear me? 1115 01:41:29,315 --> 01:41:30,942 Yeah. Loud and clear. 1116 01:41:32,860 --> 01:41:34,070 Oh, look at you, Lulu. 1117 01:41:34,195 --> 01:41:35,613 Holy shit. 1118 01:41:37,532 --> 01:41:38,449 Look at you, huh? 1119 01:41:38,533 --> 01:41:39,534 What? 1120 01:41:39,659 --> 01:41:41,202 You look different. 1121 01:41:44,580 --> 01:41:46,374 Whoa, no scratching, huh? 1122 01:41:47,291 --> 01:41:48,376 Oh, yeah. 1123 01:41:49,544 --> 01:41:50,878 That's good. 1124 01:42:10,648 --> 01:42:11,858 Does it feel weird? 1125 01:42:12,275 --> 01:42:13,901 Yeah. Does it look weird? 1126 01:42:14,026 --> 01:42:14,819 No. 1127 01:42:15,570 --> 01:42:17,321 No, it doesn't. It looks really neat. 1128 01:42:18,447 --> 01:42:19,365 Mmm. 1129 01:42:20,741 --> 01:42:21,993 So crazy. 1130 01:42:22,118 --> 01:42:22,994 Mm-hmm. 1131 01:42:24,328 --> 01:42:25,454 How'd you do it? 1132 01:42:25,830 --> 01:42:27,248 Just worked some magic. 1133 01:42:29,625 --> 01:42:31,127 I have to talk to you about it. 1134 01:42:32,420 --> 01:42:34,380 I had to just move some things around. 1135 01:42:34,547 --> 01:42:35,882 Louise, tu desends? 1136 01:42:37,842 --> 01:42:38,676 Um... 1137 01:42:39,552 --> 01:42:41,429 Did Richard tell you about this party thing tonight? 1138 01:42:42,430 --> 01:42:43,389 Oh, shit, yeah. 1139 01:42:43,514 --> 01:42:45,600 Yeah, I just have to go and sort some things out. 1140 01:42:45,725 --> 01:42:47,185 - No, it's great. It's cool. - Yeah. 1141 01:42:48,311 --> 01:42:49,937 - Go do your thing. - Okay. 1142 01:42:51,230 --> 01:42:52,315 Do you need anything? 1143 01:42:52,940 --> 01:42:54,233 No, I'm good. 1144 01:42:55,109 --> 01:42:56,569 I'll just be downstairs. 1145 01:43:54,502 --> 01:43:55,586 Hey. 1146 01:43:55,753 --> 01:43:57,755 Ruben, mon petite ami. 1147 01:43:59,298 --> 01:44:00,174 What's up? 1148 01:44:01,425 --> 01:44:03,052 - Come again? - How are you? 1149 01:44:04,011 --> 01:44:06,180 How are you? 1150 01:44:07,056 --> 01:44:08,558 - Did you get some food? - Hmm? 1151 01:44:08,683 --> 01:44:09,976 Get some food? 1152 01:44:11,018 --> 01:44:12,520 Yeah? 1153 01:45:00,051 --> 01:45:02,470 I would like to make a wish. 1154 01:45:03,805 --> 01:45:07,892 I would like my daughter to sing a little song with me. 1155 01:45:07,976 --> 01:45:08,977 Papa, no. 1156 01:45:09,060 --> 01:45:11,730 This is my right... It's my birthday! 1157 01:45:12,230 --> 01:45:13,356 Come. 1158 01:45:13,440 --> 01:45:15,233 Oh! 1159 01:45:16,317 --> 01:45:18,611 Some of you knew 1160 01:45:18,695 --> 01:45:20,405 Louise's mother, 1161 01:45:20,488 --> 01:45:22,615 and know that I wrote songs for her... 1162 01:45:22,699 --> 01:45:24,034 ...many. 1163 01:45:24,576 --> 01:45:27,704 And this was your favorite when you were little. 1164 01:45:28,121 --> 01:45:29,748 Do you remember? 1165 01:48:18,140 --> 01:48:19,058 Hey. 1166 01:48:22,603 --> 01:48:23,688 You okay? 1167 01:48:24,230 --> 01:48:25,147 - Hmm? - Yeah. 1168 01:48:57,722 --> 01:48:59,432 Um, sorry. 1169 01:48:59,557 --> 01:49:01,184 I just need some water. 1170 01:49:06,814 --> 01:49:07,732 Are you okay? 1171 01:49:08,357 --> 01:49:10,109 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah? 1172 01:49:10,193 --> 01:49:12,028 Yeah, it's just a little dry in here. 1173 01:49:17,825 --> 01:49:19,327 {\an8}Hey, that was, uh... 1174 01:49:19,619 --> 01:49:21,037 {\an8}pretty cool tonight. 1175 01:49:22,413 --> 01:49:23,623 {\an8}You sounded fuckin' great. 1176 01:49:23,831 --> 01:49:25,166 - Yeah, right. - What? 1177 01:49:25,249 --> 01:49:26,792 You're telling me you weren't feeling it? 1178 01:49:27,210 --> 01:49:28,794 - You were in it. - Well, yeah, well, that's... 1179 01:49:28,920 --> 01:49:30,796 Straight up, you sounded amazing singing like that. 1180 01:49:30,922 --> 01:49:32,507 It's my dad's stuff, but... 1181 01:49:33,549 --> 01:49:34,967 {\an8}And you're speaking French now? 1182 01:49:35,092 --> 01:49:37,678 {\an8}- Oh, my God, barely. - I didn't know you could do that. 1183 01:49:38,179 --> 01:49:39,931 {\an8}Well, I've mostly forgotten, but... 1184 01:49:40,640 --> 01:49:42,099 {\an8}it's coming back a little. 1185 01:49:43,267 --> 01:49:45,019 {\an8}Yeah, I was thinking, like, do you remember, 1186 01:49:45,186 --> 01:49:46,812 {\an8}you remember this place at all? 1187 01:49:48,481 --> 01:49:49,774 I didn't, but... 1188 01:49:50,775 --> 01:49:52,693 ...so disconcerting the things that 1189 01:49:52,777 --> 01:49:54,320 your memory holds onto 1190 01:49:54,403 --> 01:49:55,988 without you knowing. 1191 01:49:57,365 --> 01:49:58,157 I don't know, my... 1192 01:49:58,282 --> 01:49:59,951 my mom and I never really talked about this place. 1193 01:50:00,076 --> 01:50:02,411 It was always some weird, dreamy idea, but... 1194 01:50:03,454 --> 01:50:04,247 I mean... 1195 01:50:04,497 --> 01:50:05,665 now it's come back a little. 1196 01:50:06,415 --> 01:50:07,375 {\an8}Right. 1197 01:50:09,085 --> 01:50:09,961 {\an8}Yeah. 1198 01:50:11,546 --> 01:50:12,672 {\an8}I told everyone about our 1199 01:50:12,755 --> 01:50:14,757 {\an8}little gypsy life together. 1200 01:50:15,925 --> 01:50:17,051 I miss it. 1201 01:50:17,593 --> 01:50:18,886 {\an8}We gotta get back into it. 1202 01:50:19,178 --> 01:50:20,847 {\an8}You know? We gotta get back on it, 1203 01:50:20,930 --> 01:50:22,265 {\an8}we gotta get back in the fuckin'... 1204 01:50:22,515 --> 01:50:23,683 {\an8}in the groove, huh? 1205 01:50:24,058 --> 01:50:24,851 {\an8}Don't you think? 1206 01:50:24,934 --> 01:50:26,894 {\an8}I gotta go get the Airstream sorted. 1207 01:50:27,270 --> 01:50:28,563 What do you mean sorted? 1208 01:50:28,688 --> 01:50:30,982 I just, I just got a shit ton of things to do. 1209 01:50:31,107 --> 01:50:32,108 - You know? - Right. 1210 01:50:32,191 --> 01:50:33,151 Like with the tour and stuff? 1211 01:50:33,234 --> 01:50:34,527 - Yeah, the fuckin' tour, everything. - Yeah. 1212 01:50:34,610 --> 01:50:35,736 Like, we just gotta get back on it, 1213 01:50:35,862 --> 01:50:36,654 - you know, everything, - Mm-hmm. 1214 01:50:36,779 --> 01:50:37,864 the album, the tour... 1215 01:50:38,531 --> 01:50:40,199 ...the, the... ...you know? 1216 01:50:42,451 --> 01:50:43,578 Yeah. 1217 01:50:49,834 --> 01:50:50,877 Hey. 1218 01:51:19,655 --> 01:51:20,907 It's okay, Lou. 1219 01:51:21,782 --> 01:51:22,742 What? 1220 01:51:27,705 --> 01:51:28,789 It's okay. 1221 01:51:34,003 --> 01:51:35,087 What's okay? 1222 01:51:42,553 --> 01:51:44,180 You saved my life. 1223 01:51:47,225 --> 01:51:48,476 You made it... 1224 01:51:49,977 --> 01:51:51,604 you made it beautiful. 1225 01:51:55,525 --> 01:51:56,901 So it's okay. 1226 01:51:58,903 --> 01:52:00,238 What? 1227 01:52:01,614 --> 01:52:03,574 Why are you saying this? 1228 01:52:10,706 --> 01:52:12,625 You saved my life, too, Rubi.