1 00:01:33,885 --> 00:01:36,263 ♪ The boys always told me ♪ 2 00:01:38,098 --> 00:01:39,349 ♪ Every hole ♪ 3 00:01:40,475 --> 00:01:43,020 ♪ Is a goal for them ♪ 4 00:01:45,689 --> 00:01:48,042 ♪ But just one hole ♪ 5 00:01:48,066 --> 00:01:49,610 ♪ Would be a goal ♪ 6 00:01:51,028 --> 00:01:52,446 ♪ For me ♪ 7 00:01:55,365 --> 00:01:59,244 ♪ Wanting you down there Laid bare ♪ 8 00:02:00,787 --> 00:02:04,207 ♪ Knowing your unfamiliarity ♪ 9 00:02:05,792 --> 00:02:09,397 ♪ You're something I want to eat ♪ 10 00:02:11,173 --> 00:02:15,218 ♪ But you told me Meat was carnal and cheap ♪ 11 00:02:16,470 --> 00:02:20,265 ♪ I'm sorry you're cheap And violent ♪ 12 00:02:21,808 --> 00:02:25,788 ♪ And something I want to eat ♪ 13 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:29,941 ♪ Purify ♪ 14 00:02:36,782 --> 00:02:40,285 ♪ Bathe me ♪ 15 00:02:52,839 --> 00:02:55,967 ♪ When was the last time I brought you to the brink? ♪ 16 00:02:58,303 --> 00:03:01,348 ♪ Lying beside you Our only perversity ♪ 17 00:03:03,475 --> 00:03:06,937 ♪ Thirsty in a sea of water Unable to drink ♪ 18 00:03:08,480 --> 00:03:11,900 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 19 00:03:14,277 --> 00:03:16,714 ♪ Let me get there Let me get there ♪ 20 00:03:16,738 --> 00:03:18,198 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 21 00:03:19,449 --> 00:03:22,136 ♪ Let me get there Let me, let me ♪ 22 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:23,704 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 23 00:03:25,247 --> 00:03:27,475 ♪ Purify, let me get there ♪ 24 00:03:27,499 --> 00:03:28,709 ♪ Let me get there ♪ 25 00:03:30,335 --> 00:03:34,715 ♪ Purify! ♪ 26 00:05:39,172 --> 00:05:40,483 Lulu! 27 00:05:40,507 --> 00:05:43,778 ♪ Love, oh, love ♪ 28 00:05:43,802 --> 00:05:46,888 ♪ Oh, careless love ♪ 29 00:05:50,267 --> 00:05:56,982 ♪ You fly through my head Like wine... ♪ 30 00:05:59,401 --> 00:06:00,962 Mmm. 31 00:06:00,986 --> 00:06:03,256 - Lou. - Stop. 32 00:06:03,280 --> 00:06:05,282 - Lou, it's up time. - Mm-hmm. 33 00:06:08,535 --> 00:06:10,847 ♪ And you nearly... ♪ 34 00:06:10,871 --> 00:06:13,582 Up time. Hmm? 35 00:06:14,124 --> 00:06:15,625 - Yeah. - Come on. 36 00:06:17,919 --> 00:06:19,939 - Mmm... - Hey, come on, stop that. 37 00:06:19,963 --> 00:06:22,024 Gotta get right to it for grizzle, remember? 38 00:06:22,048 --> 00:06:23,300 Okay. 39 00:06:25,510 --> 00:06:27,530 I got some smoothie for you. 40 00:06:27,554 --> 00:06:30,265 You're gonna fucking hate it, but it's healthy. 41 00:06:31,308 --> 00:06:33,202 Want some? I wouldn't recommend it. 42 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:34,978 - It's disgusting. - Mm-mm. 43 00:06:45,405 --> 00:06:48,366 Okay, poops. Dance time. 44 00:06:58,418 --> 00:07:01,230 ♪ Love, oh, love... ♪ 45 00:07:12,140 --> 00:07:14,893 ♪ Together ♪ 46 00:07:15,602 --> 00:07:19,814 ♪ Together ♪ 47 00:07:21,274 --> 00:07:26,005 ♪ Every minute's got to count For something ♪ 48 00:07:26,029 --> 00:07:28,323 ♪ You and I ♪ 49 00:07:28,949 --> 00:07:32,243 ♪ Can be proud of ♪ 50 00:07:34,579 --> 00:07:38,809 ♪ It's not every day In our lives ♪ 51 00:07:38,833 --> 00:07:42,521 ♪ We can be together ♪ ♪ Together ♪ 52 00:07:43,922 --> 00:07:45,524 ♪ Together ♪ 53 00:07:45,548 --> 00:07:47,443 Yes! 54 00:07:48,927 --> 00:07:51,572 ♪ We've got to respect ♪ 55 00:07:51,596 --> 00:07:54,283 ♪ And protect what is ours... ♪ 56 00:07:56,935 --> 00:07:58,120 ♪ Together ♪ 57 00:07:59,646 --> 00:08:02,667 ♪ This love is yours ♪ 58 00:08:02,691 --> 00:08:05,169 ♪ Mine... ♪ 59 00:08:05,193 --> 00:08:06,212 No? 60 00:08:06,236 --> 00:08:08,113 No? No? Okay. 61 00:08:11,908 --> 00:08:15,805 ♪ And I would do Anything for love ♪ 62 00:08:15,829 --> 00:08:17,723 ♪ But he won't do that ♪ 63 00:08:17,747 --> 00:08:20,059 What's the thing that he won't do in that song? 64 00:08:20,083 --> 00:08:21,769 What's left for him to not do? 65 00:08:21,793 --> 00:08:24,730 Anal. ♪ No, no, but I won't do that ♪ 66 00:08:24,754 --> 00:08:27,274 ♪ He won't do that ♪ 67 00:08:27,298 --> 00:08:29,860 I used to imagine Jeff Goldblum was my dad. 68 00:08:29,884 --> 00:08:31,445 Saw him in The Fly, I was like, 69 00:08:31,469 --> 00:08:33,155 "That must be what my dad looks like." 70 00:08:33,179 --> 00:08:35,741 Also explains a lot, because the dude's fucking weird. 71 00:08:35,765 --> 00:08:38,077 - But he looks like me, man. - It's true, yeah. 72 00:08:38,101 --> 00:08:40,204 - Yeah! - You look like Jeff Goldblum. 73 00:08:40,228 --> 00:08:42,415 Why is it okay to, like, use a toothpick in public 74 00:08:42,439 --> 00:08:43,499 but not floss? 75 00:08:43,523 --> 00:08:46,460 - Have you ever tried that? - To floss in public? No. 76 00:08:46,484 --> 00:08:48,462 You're at dinner, pullout some-- 77 00:08:48,486 --> 00:08:51,132 I used to imagine my funeral a lot when I was a kid, 78 00:08:51,156 --> 00:08:54,010 - at school, in Math. - Fun! 79 00:08:54,034 --> 00:08:56,554 I used to daydream about it, then make myself cry! 80 00:08:58,038 --> 00:08:59,932 Uh, yeah, I think I'd get cremated. 81 00:08:59,956 --> 00:09:01,934 - What about you? - Cremated, 82 00:09:01,958 --> 00:09:03,936 or, like, just fed to the birds, you know? 83 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:09,191 Well, you know, now you can get ashes put into tattoo ink. 84 00:09:09,215 --> 00:09:11,152 - My face on your back. - This? 85 00:09:11,176 --> 00:09:12,778 Where the clown is. 86 00:09:12,802 --> 00:09:14,304 - What? - Yeah. 87 00:09:15,346 --> 00:09:16,890 ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 88 00:09:17,390 --> 00:09:20,101 ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 89 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:29,503 We don't need to put them all out. 90 00:09:29,527 --> 00:09:31,797 I know, but we need to fill them up a little bit. 91 00:09:31,821 --> 00:09:33,215 Okay. 92 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:36,177 You wanna put out some different ones? 93 00:09:36,201 --> 00:09:37,410 Hmm? 94 00:09:38,536 --> 00:09:40,121 That's the face of a sale. 95 00:09:41,456 --> 00:09:45,519 Okay, this one costs about 50 bucks extra because... 96 00:09:45,543 --> 00:09:47,646 - It's an original artwork. - I'm gonna spit on it. 97 00:09:47,670 --> 00:09:49,815 - Fifty dollars. - Okay, 100 bucks. 98 00:09:49,839 --> 00:09:51,525 Ten grand. 99 00:09:51,549 --> 00:09:53,027 Did you guys sound check? 100 00:09:53,051 --> 00:09:54,361 - You have? - No, not yet. 101 00:09:54,385 --> 00:09:55,696 We're going on at-- 102 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:57,740 - Did Margaret sound check yet? - Five? 103 00:09:57,764 --> 00:09:59,950 - Yo, you sound checked yet? - No. 104 00:09:59,974 --> 00:10:01,660 Not looking forward to it. 105 00:10:01,684 --> 00:10:03,204 Terrified. 106 00:10:03,228 --> 00:10:05,230 Half my shit is broken down... 107 00:10:14,823 --> 00:10:17,301 ...now everything's acting all funny. 108 00:10:26,835 --> 00:10:28,729 Have we played together? 109 00:10:28,753 --> 00:10:30,397 - Huh? - Have we ever played together? 110 00:10:30,421 --> 00:10:32,525 - I think we have, yeah. - Yes, you have. 111 00:10:32,549 --> 00:10:33,651 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 112 00:10:33,675 --> 00:10:35,611 - At...? - Yeah, in New York. 113 00:11:53,463 --> 00:11:54,547 Ahh... 114 00:11:55,715 --> 00:11:57,050 Ah. 115 00:12:02,555 --> 00:12:03,556 Ah. 116 00:12:05,600 --> 00:12:06,809 Ah. 117 00:12:54,190 --> 00:12:58,045 It's probably a two out of ten, in terms of his hearing. 118 00:12:58,069 --> 00:13:01,572 He can't-- He's having trouble even communicating with me. 119 00:13:04,242 --> 00:13:05,636 Is--? 120 00:13:35,523 --> 00:13:37,167 I gotta see a doctor? 121 00:13:37,191 --> 00:13:39,277 He-- He can see you now. 122 00:13:40,987 --> 00:13:42,756 - What? - He can see you right now. 123 00:13:42,780 --> 00:13:45,175 - Now? Where's--? - Yes. I-- I-- 124 00:13:49,871 --> 00:13:52,266 Hey, Lulu. I'm sorry. I had to run out, baby. 125 00:13:52,290 --> 00:13:54,268 I gotta deal with some shit, okay? 126 00:13:54,292 --> 00:13:56,002 Don't worry about anything, okay? 127 00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:02,800 Mr. Stone? 128 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:07,138 Oh. Oh, yeah. 129 00:14:10,391 --> 00:14:11,684 Ah. 130 00:14:15,146 --> 00:14:18,042 Okay, how is that volume? 131 00:14:18,066 --> 00:14:19,793 Is the volume loud enough? 132 00:14:19,817 --> 00:14:21,003 Good. 133 00:14:21,027 --> 00:14:23,047 - Can you hear me? - What? 134 00:14:23,071 --> 00:14:25,174 Can you hear me okay? Volume-wise? 135 00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:26,824 - I can hear you. - Okay. 136 00:14:28,201 --> 00:14:30,179 I'm gonna say these words. 137 00:14:30,203 --> 00:14:32,413 I want you to repeat them back to me. 138 00:14:33,373 --> 00:14:35,684 I'm gonna start with just your right ear. 139 00:14:35,708 --> 00:14:37,001 Okay? 140 00:14:38,795 --> 00:14:40,004 Base. 141 00:14:42,465 --> 00:14:43,674 Base. 142 00:14:45,760 --> 00:14:47,196 Mess. 143 00:14:47,220 --> 00:14:48,781 Mace. 144 00:14:48,805 --> 00:14:50,056 Cause. 145 00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:52,225 Cars. 146 00:14:52,850 --> 00:14:53,851 Mop. 147 00:14:55,311 --> 00:14:56,604 Noisy. 148 00:14:57,397 --> 00:14:59,816 - Search. - Throat. 149 00:15:00,608 --> 00:15:02,235 - Ditch. - Fish. 150 00:15:03,236 --> 00:15:05,196 "Ti"? 151 00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:09,951 Ring. 152 00:15:10,868 --> 00:15:12,304 Broom. 153 00:15:12,328 --> 00:15:13,621 Germ. 154 00:15:18,209 --> 00:15:19,853 Life. 155 00:15:23,089 --> 00:15:24,525 Team. 156 00:15:28,636 --> 00:15:29,846 Lid. 157 00:15:35,435 --> 00:15:36,644 Lid. 158 00:15:39,522 --> 00:15:41,274 This is your chart, Ruben. 159 00:15:42,066 --> 00:15:45,486 Now, as far as the volume that you can hear... 160 00:15:46,112 --> 00:15:49,258 you, on your right ear, were 28 percent, 161 00:15:49,282 --> 00:15:51,844 and on your left ear, you were 24 percent. 162 00:15:51,868 --> 00:15:53,804 - It's what? - In the left ear, 163 00:15:53,828 --> 00:15:56,181 - you came in at 24 percent. - Okay. 164 00:15:56,205 --> 00:15:59,393 No matter how loud I made the test, 165 00:15:59,417 --> 00:16:01,186 I could have put it at 1 1... 166 00:16:01,210 --> 00:16:02,855 you were still going to miss 167 00:16:02,879 --> 00:16:06,567 70 to 80 percent of the words that I said. 168 00:16:06,591 --> 00:16:08,735 - Okay. - That is not good. 169 00:16:08,759 --> 00:16:10,320 Yeah, I see that, so, what--? 170 00:16:11,804 --> 00:16:14,324 What can we do about it? How do I get it back? 171 00:16:14,348 --> 00:16:18,102 Well, um, you have to understand something here. 172 00:16:19,187 --> 00:16:23,917 Whether or not this is related to your exposure to noise 173 00:16:23,941 --> 00:16:27,087 or it's an autoimmune issue... 174 00:16:27,111 --> 00:16:28,714 doesn't really matter. 175 00:16:28,738 --> 00:16:30,466 I understand I got a problem. 176 00:16:30,490 --> 00:16:32,593 I'm asking you what I can do about it. 177 00:16:32,617 --> 00:16:35,220 Well, what you can do about it first 178 00:16:35,244 --> 00:16:39,332 is to eliminate all exposure to loud noises. 179 00:16:39,832 --> 00:16:41,768 And then, we can run some tests, 180 00:16:41,792 --> 00:16:46,047 and we can determine exactly what is going on with your ears. 181 00:16:46,881 --> 00:16:49,776 And if we do, then we can have our other conversations. 182 00:16:49,800 --> 00:16:51,260 You could have what? 183 00:16:51,886 --> 00:16:55,264 Well, there are implants that bypass the cochlea. 184 00:16:56,516 --> 00:16:57,910 You said implants? 185 00:16:57,934 --> 00:16:59,369 - Yes. - Those work? 186 00:16:59,393 --> 00:17:01,872 For people with severe hearing loss 187 00:17:01,896 --> 00:17:04,208 or complete deafness, yes, they help. 188 00:17:04,232 --> 00:17:06,627 Well, then let's do that. 189 00:17:06,651 --> 00:17:09,046 Well, it's not that simple. 190 00:17:09,070 --> 00:17:10,923 Uh, it's a very involved process, 191 00:17:10,947 --> 00:17:12,424 and it's quite costly. 192 00:17:12,448 --> 00:17:14,676 - How much is it? - Well, they can run 193 00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:17,888 between 40 and 80,000 dollars, depending, 194 00:17:17,912 --> 00:17:19,956 and they are not covered by insurance. 195 00:17:26,003 --> 00:17:27,356 Okay. 196 00:17:27,380 --> 00:17:28,714 And, um... 197 00:17:30,341 --> 00:17:31,777 like, when can you do it? 198 00:17:31,801 --> 00:17:33,278 You got them in stock now? 199 00:17:33,302 --> 00:17:36,156 Mr. Stone, your hearing... 200 00:17:36,180 --> 00:17:38,909 is deteriorating rapidly. 201 00:17:38,933 --> 00:17:40,268 Am I right? 202 00:17:41,602 --> 00:17:44,063 And over the next few days... 203 00:17:45,022 --> 00:17:47,960 or even hours, it's going to continue. 204 00:17:47,984 --> 00:17:50,879 And the hearing that you have lost 205 00:17:50,903 --> 00:17:53,298 is not coming back. 206 00:17:55,032 --> 00:17:56,635 You have to understand, 207 00:17:56,659 --> 00:17:59,137 your first responsibility... 208 00:17:59,161 --> 00:18:01,789 is to preserve the hearing you have. 209 00:19:19,909 --> 00:19:21,303 Ruben, what the fuck? 210 00:19:21,327 --> 00:19:22,578 Ruben! 211 00:19:31,545 --> 00:19:33,381 I can't hear anything. 212 00:19:34,173 --> 00:19:35,549 What? 213 00:19:38,302 --> 00:19:39,845 I can't hear anything. 214 00:19:52,817 --> 00:19:54,652 Yes, it will come back. 215 00:19:55,695 --> 00:19:56,904 I have to-- 216 00:19:58,280 --> 00:19:59,907 There's, like, a surgery. 217 00:20:01,534 --> 00:20:03,970 - What? - It's simple. It's all it is. 218 00:20:03,994 --> 00:20:06,139 There's an implant. They put it in your shit. 219 00:20:06,163 --> 00:20:07,373 It's like a-- 220 00:20:08,124 --> 00:20:11,186 Okay? It'll come back. It's fine, Lou. 221 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:13,921 It's like 40 grand, 80 grand, whatever, but it's-- 222 00:20:14,588 --> 00:20:16,024 It will come back. 223 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:18,360 - Till then, we just keep going. - No. 224 00:20:18,384 --> 00:20:20,278 - Lou. Listen to me. - No. 225 00:20:20,302 --> 00:20:22,906 Let's play tomorrow, see what it's like. Let's try it. 226 00:20:22,930 --> 00:20:25,450 I'm gonna be like a click track. You can play to me. 227 00:20:25,474 --> 00:20:26,785 - No. - Huh? You can adj-- 228 00:20:26,809 --> 00:20:28,853 It's different, but it is what it is, Lou. 229 00:20:35,609 --> 00:20:38,088 Lou, we have a-- Lou, we have a tour booked. 230 00:20:38,112 --> 00:20:40,072 - It's not safe. - We have a tour booked. 231 00:20:40,865 --> 00:20:42,759 - We have a tour booked, Lou. - No. 232 00:20:42,783 --> 00:20:44,594 It doesn't matter. It's not safe! 233 00:20:44,618 --> 00:20:46,662 - We have a tour booked! - It's not safe! 234 00:20:48,414 --> 00:20:49,891 - Ruben! - I fucking knew it. 235 00:20:49,915 --> 00:20:51,041 I'm going back. 236 00:20:57,339 --> 00:20:58,942 Yo! 237 00:20:58,966 --> 00:21:00,801 Buddy, you got a smoke, please? 238 00:21:31,165 --> 00:21:32,666 This is ridiculous. 239 00:21:40,341 --> 00:21:41,651 He's sleeping. 240 00:21:41,675 --> 00:21:43,695 Hi. Hi, Hector? 241 00:21:43,719 --> 00:21:47,616 Hi, this is Lou. Ruben's having a bit of trouble right now. 242 00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:50,267 - Hey, Hector, what's up? - He's had some hearing problems. 243 00:21:52,228 --> 00:21:53,789 Yeah, I mean, I can put him on, 244 00:21:53,813 --> 00:21:55,439 but he won't be able to hear you. 245 00:21:56,398 --> 00:21:57,399 Okay. 246 00:21:57,942 --> 00:21:59,819 Talk to him. Talk to him. 247 00:22:03,197 --> 00:22:05,241 Hey, Hector, what's going on, man? 248 00:22:05,783 --> 00:22:08,720 It's Ruben. I'd say it's good to hear your voice, 249 00:22:08,744 --> 00:22:10,680 but I can't hear a word you're saying, 250 00:22:10,704 --> 00:22:12,432 so this is completely pointless. 251 00:22:12,456 --> 00:22:15,101 Lou wanted me to call you because I had a cigarette. 252 00:22:15,125 --> 00:22:17,979 Uh, you know, not great, not ideal, 253 00:22:18,003 --> 00:22:20,357 but considering the circumstances, 254 00:22:20,381 --> 00:22:21,882 which are pretty fucked up... 255 00:22:22,758 --> 00:22:25,237 you know, understandable. I'd say understandable. 256 00:22:25,261 --> 00:22:27,405 For everyone apart from Lou, it seems. 257 00:22:27,429 --> 00:22:29,533 Um, I got this, bro. 258 00:22:29,557 --> 00:22:31,952 You'd probably be asking me if I'm steady right now, 259 00:22:31,976 --> 00:22:33,703 if I'm feeling level. 260 00:22:33,727 --> 00:22:36,665 Not completely, but I'm cool. 261 00:22:36,689 --> 00:22:39,167 You'd tell me serenity is something you get 262 00:22:39,191 --> 00:22:42,879 when you, uh, stop wishing for a different past. 263 00:22:42,903 --> 00:22:44,297 Bro, I love you, man. 264 00:22:44,321 --> 00:22:46,550 Oh, my manager wants the phone back, 265 00:22:46,574 --> 00:22:49,034 so I gotta go. Okay, love you, bro. 266 00:22:50,744 --> 00:22:53,289 Hey. Yeah, he-- He can't hear a word. 267 00:22:56,750 --> 00:22:59,461 Well, if you get him to a group, then how's he gonna hear? 268 00:23:02,756 --> 00:23:03,966 Okay. 269 00:23:06,218 --> 00:23:08,387 Okay, thanks, Hector. Thank you. 270 00:23:09,763 --> 00:23:11,032 When? When--? 271 00:23:11,056 --> 00:23:12,909 Okay, yeah, I'll make sure it's on loud. 272 00:23:12,933 --> 00:23:15,311 Okay, thank you so much. Thank you. 273 00:23:16,645 --> 00:23:17,855 Okay, bye. 274 00:23:25,154 --> 00:23:26,822 He's gonna call back. 275 00:23:28,198 --> 00:23:30,618 What did he say? Write it down. What did--? 276 00:23:36,123 --> 00:23:38,792 He'll call back. 277 00:23:41,253 --> 00:23:44,173 He's gonna call back. That's all? Fucking Hector. 278 00:23:46,884 --> 00:23:48,385 What are we gonna do now? 279 00:23:57,353 --> 00:23:58,854 What do you wanna do, Lou? 280 00:24:00,022 --> 00:24:01,023 Huh? 281 00:24:20,876 --> 00:24:22,270 Fuck this. 282 00:24:30,386 --> 00:24:31,804 It's Hector. 283 00:24:36,058 --> 00:24:37,059 Hey. 284 00:24:38,143 --> 00:24:39,436 Yeah, he's here. 285 00:24:41,981 --> 00:24:43,399 Not so good. 286 00:24:47,611 --> 00:24:49,279 Oh, o-- Okay. 287 00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:52,866 Uh, yeah, what is it, and...? 288 00:24:54,118 --> 00:24:57,162 - What? What's the plan? - Uh... 289 00:24:58,497 --> 00:25:02,060 Well, we're in Missouri, so that's gonna take a few days. 290 00:25:02,084 --> 00:25:03,585 I don't really know. 291 00:25:05,629 --> 00:25:07,673 No, no, no, we'll leave right away. 292 00:25:08,924 --> 00:25:10,259 Okay, yeah. 293 00:25:11,010 --> 00:25:13,530 Okay, thank you so much. I really, really appreciate it. 294 00:25:13,554 --> 00:25:14,763 Thank you. 295 00:25:15,389 --> 00:25:16,724 No, yeah, I'll tell him. 296 00:25:17,474 --> 00:25:18,892 Okay, bye. 297 00:25:24,398 --> 00:25:25,399 What? 298 00:25:29,987 --> 00:25:31,321 He's found a place. 299 00:27:32,192 --> 00:27:33,610 Is that him? 300 00:27:44,079 --> 00:27:45,289 Ruben. 301 00:27:46,582 --> 00:27:49,084 I'm sorry. I don't know that-- I'm Ruben. 302 00:27:49,918 --> 00:27:51,312 This is Lou. 303 00:27:51,336 --> 00:27:52,772 Hi, I'm-- I'm Lou. 304 00:27:52,796 --> 00:27:54,065 I'm sorry, I read lips. 305 00:27:54,089 --> 00:27:55,483 - My name is Lou. - Lou. 306 00:27:55,507 --> 00:27:57,092 - I'm Joe. - Hi, Joe. 307 00:27:58,093 --> 00:27:59,571 Mind if I borrow him for a minute? 308 00:27:59,595 --> 00:28:00,697 No. 309 00:28:00,721 --> 00:28:02,949 You mind watching my beast here for me 310 00:28:02,973 --> 00:28:05,326 - while we have a talk? - Oh, okay. 311 00:28:05,350 --> 00:28:07,662 Lou, this is Luis. 312 00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:10,189 He's my hearing dog. He let me know you were here. 313 00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:14,651 I named him after Luis Aparicio from the White Sox in '59. 314 00:28:15,527 --> 00:28:17,255 You wanna be friends, give him these. 315 00:28:17,279 --> 00:28:18,989 - Oh, sure. Yeah. - Okay? 316 00:28:23,035 --> 00:28:25,013 Yo, what about--? Lou, you coming? 317 00:28:25,037 --> 00:28:26,055 No, no, no, you. 318 00:28:26,079 --> 00:28:27,289 - You sure? - Yeah. 319 00:28:27,789 --> 00:28:29,416 - I won't belong, okay? - Okay. 320 00:28:31,251 --> 00:28:32,669 You be a good boy. 321 00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:15,671 Okay, uh... 322 00:29:16,213 --> 00:29:17,214 Test. 323 00:29:18,715 --> 00:29:19,716 Oh. 324 00:29:34,314 --> 00:29:37,526 Okay. So, it works. 325 00:29:39,027 --> 00:29:40,529 Is this okay for you? 326 00:29:41,613 --> 00:29:43,091 Yeah, can you hear me? 327 00:29:43,115 --> 00:29:45,051 No, I'm gonna read your lips. 328 00:29:45,075 --> 00:29:47,720 I might miss some things, but I'm gonna try, okay? 329 00:29:47,744 --> 00:29:49,764 - Okay. - Try to speak clearly. 330 00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:50,789 Yeah. 331 00:29:53,959 --> 00:29:55,544 How are you, Ruben? 332 00:29:59,423 --> 00:30:00,632 I'm okay. 333 00:30:05,637 --> 00:30:07,139 You're an addict? 334 00:30:08,849 --> 00:30:09,850 Yep. 335 00:30:12,227 --> 00:30:14,062 What sort of drugs? 336 00:30:16,023 --> 00:30:17,357 What did I take? 337 00:30:17,983 --> 00:30:19,192 Mm-hmm. 338 00:30:21,945 --> 00:30:23,655 Everything. 339 00:30:24,823 --> 00:30:25,949 Um... 340 00:30:27,743 --> 00:30:29,077 mainly heroin. 341 00:30:30,203 --> 00:30:31,204 Heroin. 342 00:30:32,998 --> 00:30:36,043 Have you thought about using since you lost your hearing? 343 00:30:50,932 --> 00:30:52,434 Today is not a good day. 344 00:31:00,734 --> 00:31:02,903 I'm not thinking clear today. 345 00:31:06,114 --> 00:31:07,616 Let's talk about me. 346 00:31:09,117 --> 00:31:10,327 I'm an alcoholic. 347 00:31:11,536 --> 00:31:13,473 I lost my hearing in the Vietnam War 348 00:31:13,497 --> 00:31:15,248 when a bomb exploded near me. 349 00:31:16,708 --> 00:31:18,728 I still remember the music I was listening to 350 00:31:18,752 --> 00:31:20,003 when that bomb went off. 351 00:31:21,505 --> 00:31:22,714 After that... 352 00:31:23,548 --> 00:31:25,050 I lost everything else. 353 00:31:25,634 --> 00:31:27,969 My wife. My kid. 354 00:31:28,804 --> 00:31:31,157 Not because of being deaf, mind you, Ruben. 355 00:31:31,181 --> 00:31:32,391 It was the beer. 356 00:31:35,394 --> 00:31:37,020 How long you been clean? 357 00:31:39,064 --> 00:31:40,958 - Four years. - Four? 358 00:31:40,982 --> 00:31:42,192 Mmm. 359 00:31:43,443 --> 00:31:45,112 And you need some help right now? 360 00:31:46,530 --> 00:31:48,115 You know, I should check on Lou. 361 00:31:50,367 --> 00:31:52,285 How long you two been together? 362 00:31:53,787 --> 00:31:54,996 Four years. 363 00:32:18,812 --> 00:32:20,397 You play music, right? 364 00:32:20,897 --> 00:32:22,208 -No? 365 00:32:22,232 --> 00:32:23,459 No, not anymore. 366 00:32:23,483 --> 00:32:25,294 Not until I get the implant. 367 00:32:25,318 --> 00:32:26,528 Implant. 368 00:32:27,070 --> 00:32:29,549 Yeah, sorry, you know about these implants they got now? 369 00:32:29,573 --> 00:32:32,301 It's like a-- They have implants. 370 00:32:32,325 --> 00:32:33,827 I know, yes. 371 00:32:35,579 --> 00:32:37,014 Expensive. 372 00:32:37,038 --> 00:32:38,832 Yeah, thank you. Yes, they are. 373 00:32:39,791 --> 00:32:41,042 So... 374 00:32:43,128 --> 00:32:44,897 you should understand that, uh, 375 00:32:44,921 --> 00:32:46,423 this is a deaf community. 376 00:32:47,007 --> 00:32:50,802 Not just my program, but we're part of a larger deaf community. 377 00:32:51,386 --> 00:32:54,514 And my program, and the people in it, 378 00:32:55,056 --> 00:32:58,369 they benefit tremendously from that deaf community. 379 00:32:58,393 --> 00:33:01,480 We work with them, and they work with us. 380 00:33:02,105 --> 00:33:05,877 But it's very important, if you wanna be here, 381 00:33:05,901 --> 00:33:08,945 to understand that we're looking for a solution to... 382 00:33:09,529 --> 00:33:10,697 To this. 383 00:33:12,157 --> 00:33:13,325 Not this. 384 00:33:16,995 --> 00:33:19,164 Why don't you go invite Lou in here? 385 00:33:23,251 --> 00:33:24,336 Sure. 386 00:33:27,130 --> 00:33:28,340 Lou! 387 00:33:35,805 --> 00:33:37,390 This guy wants to talk to you. 388 00:33:37,891 --> 00:33:39,100 Okay. 389 00:33:43,271 --> 00:33:45,416 Well, I think it's important 390 00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:47,668 that you stay here with us right now, Ruben. 391 00:33:47,692 --> 00:33:49,420 Learn some sign language... 392 00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:51,154 find some solid ground. 393 00:33:52,447 --> 00:33:53,657 What do you think? 394 00:33:54,824 --> 00:33:57,803 Man, that sounds great, but we don't have a lot of money now. 395 00:33:57,827 --> 00:34:00,723 Well, sometimes our church sponsors deaf people in need, 396 00:34:00,747 --> 00:34:03,518 and right now, you fit the bill, Ruben. 397 00:34:03,542 --> 00:34:04,936 We're really not 398 00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:06,521 - churchgoing people. - Sorry, I read-- 399 00:34:06,545 --> 00:34:08,964 Sorry, Ruben, I read lips. I can't-- What'd you say? 400 00:34:10,340 --> 00:34:12,360 We're not religious, either of us. 401 00:34:12,384 --> 00:34:14,403 - Oh. - Very much not into religion. 402 00:34:14,427 --> 00:34:16,113 No offense, you know. 403 00:34:16,137 --> 00:34:18,282 Religion plays no part in this, Ruben. 404 00:34:18,306 --> 00:34:21,702 The church helps people in need, not religious people. 405 00:34:21,726 --> 00:34:24,038 The important thing is that you wanna stay here. 406 00:34:24,062 --> 00:34:25,540 Mmm. 407 00:34:25,564 --> 00:34:27,274 - Yeah. - Lou... 408 00:34:27,857 --> 00:34:29,985 do you think Ruben needs help right now? 409 00:34:34,281 --> 00:34:38,135 You understand if, uh, Ruben were to stay here, 410 00:34:38,159 --> 00:34:39,995 he'd have to do it on his own. 411 00:34:40,829 --> 00:34:43,641 Members live in a house separate from the outside world. 412 00:34:43,665 --> 00:34:46,293 No contact to the outside world. No phones. 413 00:34:47,252 --> 00:34:50,398 I've found that in all cases, that's the way it works best. 414 00:34:50,422 --> 00:34:54,384 Yo, hold up a minute, okay? Let me catch up. Okay? 415 00:34:55,260 --> 00:34:57,262 Can you help Ruben commit to that, Lou? 416 00:34:59,180 --> 00:35:00,658 Wanna try this for a couple days? 417 00:35:00,682 --> 00:35:03,059 We have our own home. We can stay in the RV. 418 00:35:03,560 --> 00:35:06,163 I'm sorry to say, that's not the way it works here. 419 00:35:06,187 --> 00:35:07,814 Well, that's a problem, then. 420 00:35:08,732 --> 00:35:11,067 Do you have anywhere you can be during this time, Lou? 421 00:35:13,194 --> 00:35:15,381 Yo, that's that, man. We're done. 422 00:35:15,405 --> 00:35:17,717 We're done. Thanks a lot for your time, bro. 423 00:35:17,741 --> 00:35:20,368 Appreciate it, okay? We're out, baby. Let's go. 424 00:35:49,522 --> 00:35:50,750 Hey. 425 00:35:50,774 --> 00:35:54,086 Lou, ahem, I'm thinking we should 426 00:35:54,110 --> 00:35:56,672 still go hit our fucking show in Dayton, okay? 427 00:35:56,696 --> 00:35:59,175 I can fucking watch you for cues. 428 00:35:59,199 --> 00:36:01,927 It was rocky last time, but we weren't on the same page. 429 00:36:01,951 --> 00:36:03,971 Now you know what's up. I can fucking watch you. 430 00:36:03,995 --> 00:36:05,622 And I know this shit inside out. 431 00:36:06,414 --> 00:36:08,434 Okay? Yo, I can fucking make it work 432 00:36:08,458 --> 00:36:10,251 until we have enough for surgery. 433 00:36:10,835 --> 00:36:12,671 Okay? We're gonna get there. 434 00:36:14,047 --> 00:36:16,108 Yo, seriously, we're good to go. 435 00:36:18,009 --> 00:36:19,010 Hmm? 436 00:36:20,136 --> 00:36:21,638 Hey, I'll deal with this shit. 437 00:36:22,389 --> 00:36:24,033 I'll deal with it. You know I will. 438 00:36:24,057 --> 00:36:26,893 It's just money. You know that, right? Huh? 439 00:36:29,521 --> 00:36:30,730 Come here. 440 00:36:47,122 --> 00:36:48,248 Ruben! 441 00:36:50,917 --> 00:36:52,001 Ruben! 442 00:36:52,585 --> 00:36:54,337 Ruben! Stop it! 443 00:37:00,510 --> 00:37:02,512 Ruben! 444 00:37:17,986 --> 00:37:20,947 Look at me, I'm not going back to that fucking place, okay? 445 00:37:23,283 --> 00:37:26,011 I know, I know. I'm-- 446 00:37:29,831 --> 00:37:31,833 Well, then fucking support me! 447 00:37:32,375 --> 00:37:36,045 How's about that? Fucking support me, Lou! Huh? 448 00:37:39,048 --> 00:37:42,194 - You don't wanna be here? - Of course I do. 449 00:37:42,218 --> 00:37:44,780 I knew it. I fucking knew it. I knew this was coming. 450 00:37:44,804 --> 00:37:47,557 I fucking knew it. This is about the fucking album, huh? 451 00:37:48,516 --> 00:37:50,244 What happened? You get a better offer? 452 00:37:50,268 --> 00:37:52,163 - What are you talking about? - Huh? 453 00:37:52,187 --> 00:37:54,790 I can't hear you. I can't fucking hear you, understand? 454 00:37:54,814 --> 00:37:57,793 I can't-- I'm fucking deaf! I'm fucking deaf! 455 00:37:57,817 --> 00:38:00,862 No fucking hearing! Okay? Okay? 456 00:38:05,658 --> 00:38:07,970 No, what I need is a fucking gun in my mouth. 457 00:38:07,994 --> 00:38:11,206 What I need is a fucking gun in my fucking mouth, okay? 458 00:38:17,086 --> 00:38:18,522 Look, I'm sorry. 459 00:38:18,546 --> 00:38:20,691 Lou, I'm just fucked up, Lou. I just need a little-- 460 00:38:20,715 --> 00:38:22,675 I need a minute to think, okay? 461 00:38:24,969 --> 00:38:28,223 There's gotta be another way. Lou? 462 00:38:31,601 --> 00:38:32,870 Hello? 463 00:38:32,894 --> 00:38:34,103 Hey. 464 00:38:36,606 --> 00:38:37,899 Oh, really? 465 00:38:39,526 --> 00:38:41,444 - Oh. - Who is that? 466 00:38:41,986 --> 00:38:45,240 Okay, well, I need to get ready. Okay, no, I'll get a cab. 467 00:38:46,616 --> 00:38:47,951 Yeah, it's fine. 468 00:38:49,077 --> 00:38:50,161 Okay, bye. 469 00:38:51,246 --> 00:38:52,664 What's going on? 470 00:38:53,581 --> 00:38:56,644 Huh? What's going on? 471 00:38:56,668 --> 00:38:59,462 I'm getting on a plane. You're gonna go back to that place. 472 00:39:05,385 --> 00:39:07,613 Slow down, okay? Slow down. 473 00:39:07,637 --> 00:39:10,658 Yo, chill, dude, we're gonna be a minute. Just chill, okay? 474 00:39:10,682 --> 00:39:12,684 Ahem, just slow down a minute. 475 00:39:13,601 --> 00:39:16,580 Lou. Lou. This is so fucked up. 476 00:39:16,604 --> 00:39:19,333 Who's gonna be looking out for you over there? Hmm? 477 00:39:19,357 --> 00:39:21,752 - Who's gonna look out for you? - It's okay. 478 00:39:21,776 --> 00:39:23,671 I need more of a plan, Lou. 479 00:39:23,695 --> 00:39:24,713 - Ruben. - I need-- 480 00:39:24,737 --> 00:39:26,489 I need more from you, Lou! 481 00:39:34,914 --> 00:39:36,541 I need more of a plan, Lou. 482 00:39:37,250 --> 00:39:38,793 You can't just fucking-- 483 00:39:49,429 --> 00:39:51,448 Aw, Jesus! Lou, come on. 484 00:39:51,472 --> 00:39:52,974 Ruben, Ruben. 485 00:39:54,851 --> 00:39:56,412 You hurt yourself? 486 00:39:56,436 --> 00:39:58,187 Ruben, you hurt yourself... 487 00:39:58,771 --> 00:40:00,023 you hurt me. 488 00:40:00,523 --> 00:40:01,834 I'll hurt myself too. 489 00:40:01,858 --> 00:40:03,860 - I'll hurt myself too. - Don't say that. 490 00:40:04,736 --> 00:40:05,945 Promise. 491 00:40:06,571 --> 00:40:09,884 Say it, Ruby, or all of this is for shit! Say it! Promise! 492 00:40:09,908 --> 00:40:12,219 Go back there right now! Promise! Say it! 493 00:40:12,243 --> 00:40:14,913 - I'll promise if you-- - No! Say it! Promise! 494 00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:22,003 - Go back to that place. - Only if-- I need-- 495 00:40:22,712 --> 00:40:24,213 I need you to wait for me. 496 00:40:24,797 --> 00:40:26,275 Okay? You're it for me, Lou. 497 00:40:26,299 --> 00:40:29,153 You're my fucking heart. You're it for me, okay? 498 00:40:29,177 --> 00:40:30,803 You gotta wait for me. 499 00:40:39,062 --> 00:40:40,271 Fuck. 500 00:40:43,608 --> 00:40:45,085 Listen to me, listen, listen. 501 00:40:45,109 --> 00:40:46,736 When you get there, I need you to-- 502 00:40:48,321 --> 00:40:50,299 I need you to write to me, okay? 503 00:40:50,323 --> 00:40:53,159 Yeah? Will you write me and tell me you're okay? 504 00:40:53,701 --> 00:40:55,304 Huh? Promise me. 505 00:40:55,328 --> 00:40:58,807 And, listen, if it's bullshit, you just get your ass back here. 506 00:40:58,831 --> 00:41:01,602 I'll fix it. I swear to God. You know I'll fucking fix this. 507 00:41:01,626 --> 00:41:04,587 It's not that hard, okay? Just come back here. 508 00:41:08,758 --> 00:41:10,569 - I love you. - My fucking heart. 509 00:41:10,593 --> 00:41:11,678 Okay? 510 00:41:14,097 --> 00:41:15,306 Motherfucker. 511 00:41:15,848 --> 00:41:17,684 Oh, motherfucker. 512 00:41:26,317 --> 00:41:27,586 Motherfucker. 513 00:41:31,739 --> 00:41:33,157 Oh, fuck. 514 00:41:40,039 --> 00:41:41,249 Oh... 515 00:41:47,714 --> 00:41:48,715 Fuck. 516 00:41:49,966 --> 00:41:51,467 Motherfucker. 517 00:42:46,773 --> 00:42:48,066 What's up? 518 00:42:49,942 --> 00:42:51,611 Yo. Hey. 519 00:43:20,890 --> 00:43:22,517 You want my car keys? 520 00:43:33,194 --> 00:43:35,696 If I ask for them back, I want them back, okay? 521 00:43:39,742 --> 00:43:41,160 We're not doing that. 522 00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:12,334 God, grant me the serenity 523 00:44:12,358 --> 00:44:14,878 to accept the things I cannot change, 524 00:44:14,902 --> 00:44:17,422 the courage to change the things I can, 525 00:44:17,446 --> 00:44:20,783 and the wisdom to know the difference. 526 00:44:56,569 --> 00:44:57,987 Your name. 527 00:44:59,113 --> 00:45:00,716 My name's Ruben. 528 00:45:00,740 --> 00:45:02,384 I'm an addict. 529 00:45:02,408 --> 00:45:04,035 I have four years clean now. 530 00:45:04,869 --> 00:45:07,806 I'm sorry, I don't talk sign language. 531 00:45:07,830 --> 00:45:09,040 That's it. 532 00:45:17,548 --> 00:45:19,884 My name is Shaheem. 533 00:45:20,718 --> 00:45:22,553 I'm a heroin addict. 534 00:46:49,974 --> 00:46:51,267 Fuck. 535 00:48:04,131 --> 00:48:05,508 Okay. 536 00:49:09,905 --> 00:49:10,906 What? 537 00:49:11,490 --> 00:49:12,700 What? 538 00:49:14,910 --> 00:49:16,120 Okay. 539 00:49:32,678 --> 00:49:34,096 I know! 540 00:49:58,370 --> 00:50:00,915 Um, I don't-- Sorry. 541 00:50:23,354 --> 00:50:24,772 Ruben. 542 00:50:25,981 --> 00:50:27,107 Ruben. 543 00:50:29,193 --> 00:50:30,587 Okay. 544 00:51:03,185 --> 00:51:04,395 Oh. 545 00:51:22,371 --> 00:51:23,581 Okay. 546 00:51:28,877 --> 00:51:30,045 Yeah. 547 00:52:25,225 --> 00:52:26,995 Uh, I'm coming, okay? 548 00:52:27,019 --> 00:52:28,371 One minute. 549 00:52:28,395 --> 00:52:30,439 I'll be back. 550 00:53:45,556 --> 00:53:46,932 Fuck. 551 00:54:18,088 --> 00:54:19,590 Oh, hey, Joe. 552 00:54:24,386 --> 00:54:26,305 What was that all about, Ruben? 553 00:54:29,725 --> 00:54:31,226 What, with your roof? 554 00:54:32,102 --> 00:54:34,581 I was fixing your roof. One of the eaves is-- 555 00:54:34,605 --> 00:54:36,190 I was trying to fix your roof. 556 00:54:37,232 --> 00:54:39,693 You don't need to fix anything here. 557 00:54:45,866 --> 00:54:46,885 Okay. 558 00:54:51,705 --> 00:54:55,501 I've got a little assignment for you, okay? 559 00:54:56,168 --> 00:54:57,669 You get up early, right? 560 00:54:58,796 --> 00:55:00,297 Yeah, pretty early, yeah. 561 00:55:02,132 --> 00:55:06,261 I'll have hot coffee waiting for you at 5:30. 562 00:55:07,554 --> 00:55:08,972 Early enough for you? 563 00:55:13,101 --> 00:55:14,496 I don't know, I guess. 564 00:55:14,520 --> 00:55:15,813 Okay, 5. 565 00:55:16,897 --> 00:55:18,190 And I'll, uh... 566 00:55:19,024 --> 00:55:20,776 provide a room for you. 567 00:55:21,485 --> 00:55:23,463 - What for? - And there's nothing 568 00:55:23,487 --> 00:55:25,590 that needs to be accomplished in this room. 569 00:55:25,614 --> 00:55:28,408 All I want you to do is just... 570 00:55:29,576 --> 00:55:30,786 sit. 571 00:55:34,623 --> 00:55:37,668 All I ask is if and when you cannot just sit... 572 00:55:38,377 --> 00:55:40,396 you turn yourself to the pen and paper 573 00:55:40,420 --> 00:55:42,256 that I'm gonna supply for you. 574 00:55:43,298 --> 00:55:44,800 And I want you to... 575 00:55:46,260 --> 00:55:47,469 write. 576 00:55:49,346 --> 00:55:51,324 Doesn't matter what you write, how you write, 577 00:55:51,348 --> 00:55:53,326 whether it's spelled correctly... 578 00:55:53,350 --> 00:55:56,645 or if it's just a big, pthht, mess. 579 00:55:57,771 --> 00:56:01,024 I don't care. No one will read it, okay? 580 00:56:02,067 --> 00:56:05,213 But I want you to keep writing continuously, 581 00:56:05,237 --> 00:56:07,990 without stopping, until you feel like you can... 582 00:56:10,993 --> 00:56:12,619 sit again. 583 00:56:28,552 --> 00:56:30,029 Does it have to be writing? 584 00:56:30,053 --> 00:56:32,890 Writing, yes. No drawing. Writing, yes. 585 00:56:38,186 --> 00:56:41,249 And if... sometime in the future, 586 00:56:41,273 --> 00:56:44,002 it feels like it's a little bit too difficult for you, 587 00:56:44,026 --> 00:56:45,694 you should come and find me. 588 00:56:47,070 --> 00:56:48,655 I'll be in my apartment... 589 00:56:49,531 --> 00:56:52,284 doing the same thing as you, okay, Ruben? 590 00:56:57,789 --> 00:56:59,291 I'll be writing too. 591 00:57:02,836 --> 00:57:03,837 Okay. 592 00:58:57,367 --> 00:58:58,720 Mmm, nice. 593 00:58:58,744 --> 00:59:00,078 Nice, nice, nice. 594 00:59:00,829 --> 00:59:02,456 So fucking stupid. 595 00:59:10,213 --> 00:59:12,382 So fucking stupid. 596 00:59:16,470 --> 00:59:17,888 You fucking idiot. 597 00:59:31,276 --> 00:59:32,778 What a fucking idiot. 598 01:07:30,922 --> 01:07:33,800 Yeah! 599 01:08:20,346 --> 01:08:22,432 I feel a little bit old today. 600 01:08:24,892 --> 01:08:27,061 You are old. 601 01:08:29,564 --> 01:08:31,608 I love your name sign, "Ruben." 602 01:08:35,153 --> 01:08:37,423 That first day you were here... 603 01:08:37,447 --> 01:08:39,324 you reminded me of an owl. 604 01:08:43,286 --> 01:08:45,330 Owl. 605 01:08:55,131 --> 01:08:59,344 And you've become very important to a lot of people around here. 606 01:09:01,638 --> 01:09:03,222 You know? It's true. 607 01:09:03,723 --> 01:09:05,058 Thank you. 608 01:09:07,435 --> 01:09:09,187 I'd like to offer you... 609 01:09:10,021 --> 01:09:14,067 a way that maybe you can continue on here with us. 610 01:09:15,526 --> 01:09:17,171 I imagine you're starting to think 611 01:09:17,195 --> 01:09:19,364 about the future a little bit? 612 01:09:19,947 --> 01:09:21,616 - Future? - Future. 613 01:09:22,116 --> 01:09:23,618 I know I am. 614 01:09:26,663 --> 01:09:29,183 But, uh, I do think there's a way 615 01:09:29,207 --> 01:09:31,292 you could maybe stay and work here... 616 01:09:32,168 --> 01:09:34,253 uh, maybe with my program. 617 01:09:35,046 --> 01:09:38,466 Maybe... with the kids at school. 618 01:09:39,717 --> 01:09:41,010 Maybe both. 619 01:09:45,473 --> 01:09:46,599 Anyway... 620 01:09:48,101 --> 01:09:50,853 you, uh, think about it, you know? 621 01:11:11,726 --> 01:11:13,144 What the fuck? 622 01:14:14,909 --> 01:14:16,202 Her? 623 01:14:16,869 --> 01:14:17,954 Yeah. 624 01:14:23,501 --> 01:14:25,628 Heh, yeah. Cute. 625 01:14:27,463 --> 01:14:30,007 What do you think, huh? Yo, what do you think? 626 01:14:30,591 --> 01:14:31,676 This? 627 01:14:32,677 --> 01:14:34,154 All? 628 01:14:34,178 --> 01:14:35,388 Yeah. 629 01:14:36,806 --> 01:14:39,284 Whoa, whoa. Wait, yo, it's easy. 630 01:14:39,308 --> 01:14:40,893 It's easy. Just slowly. 631 01:14:42,019 --> 01:14:44,289 Yo. It's for her, huh? 632 01:14:44,313 --> 01:14:47,149 It's for her. We need money. We need money. 633 01:14:48,192 --> 01:14:49,986 Huh? It's for us. 634 01:14:53,030 --> 01:14:55,449 I'm leveling with you. It's for her. 635 01:15:15,636 --> 01:15:17,030 Yo. For this... 636 01:15:17,054 --> 01:15:19,825 for this, remember, it's, uh-- 637 01:15:19,849 --> 01:15:21,743 It's cash, okay? Not check. 638 01:15:21,767 --> 01:15:24,687 Cool. Yo, you okay? 639 01:15:25,438 --> 01:15:26,564 Sure? 640 01:16:55,319 --> 01:16:58,447 Hi, is that Prince Audiology? Can you hear me? 641 01:17:03,661 --> 01:17:06,831 It's Stone. Ruben Stone. 642 01:17:07,540 --> 01:17:10,251 Stone. S-T-O-N-E. 643 01:17:10,751 --> 01:17:12,503 I'm confirming an appointment. 644 01:17:16,841 --> 01:17:18,342 Yeah, I can hold. 645 01:18:45,346 --> 01:18:46,948 - 50, listen-- - What did you say? 646 01:18:46,972 --> 01:18:48,074 - Write it down. - Yeah. 647 01:18:48,098 --> 01:18:49,600 I can't hear you. Write it down. 648 01:19:12,039 --> 01:19:15,042 - I got a proposition for you. - What's that? 649 01:19:15,834 --> 01:19:17,646 What if I give it to you at this price? 650 01:19:20,381 --> 01:19:22,633 But on one condition. 651 01:19:25,302 --> 01:19:28,264 I have the option of coming back to you within eight weeks. 652 01:19:29,265 --> 01:19:30,325 Okay? 653 01:19:30,349 --> 01:19:33,269 I get to buy it back off you for 10 percent more than this. 654 01:19:33,852 --> 01:19:35,830 Everything has to be in its current condition. 655 01:19:35,854 --> 01:19:38,148 Everything has to be exactly like it is now. 656 01:19:39,400 --> 01:19:41,568 Hmm? What do you think? 657 01:19:43,070 --> 01:19:45,632 - Why would you wanna do that? - I can't hear you. I'm deaf. 658 01:19:45,656 --> 01:19:48,534 So it's take it or leave it. What's it gonna be? 659 01:21:30,386 --> 01:21:31,804 Okay? 660 01:22:03,502 --> 01:22:04,670 You're back. 661 01:22:07,339 --> 01:22:09,091 Come on. Have a seat here. 662 01:22:21,854 --> 01:22:23,063 Um... 663 01:22:24,148 --> 01:22:25,649 I did the deed. 664 01:22:27,276 --> 01:22:28,610 The deed? 665 01:22:33,323 --> 01:22:34,575 Surgery. 666 01:22:43,917 --> 01:22:45,419 How'd you get the money? 667 01:22:46,211 --> 01:22:48,630 I sold my RV and other shit. 668 01:22:51,925 --> 01:22:53,736 - Okay. - Look, Joe. 669 01:22:53,760 --> 01:22:58,015 I really don't wanna explain myself right now, okay? 670 01:23:00,017 --> 01:23:01,703 It's time, okay? 671 01:23:01,727 --> 01:23:03,896 It's time. We gotta do something. 672 01:23:04,813 --> 01:23:05,999 Right? 673 01:23:06,023 --> 01:23:08,192 Try and save my fucking life. 674 01:23:10,402 --> 01:23:12,213 So that's what I'm doing, okay? 675 01:23:12,237 --> 01:23:15,324 No one else is gonna save my life. Right? 676 01:23:17,326 --> 01:23:18,970 If I just sit here and diddle around, 677 01:23:18,994 --> 01:23:20,496 what am I gonna have? Nothing. 678 01:23:21,246 --> 01:23:22,331 Okay? 679 01:23:23,165 --> 01:23:25,101 And all this shit, what does it matter? 680 01:23:25,125 --> 01:23:26,978 What does it matter? It just passes. 681 01:23:27,002 --> 01:23:30,881 Yo, if I disappear, like, who cares? 682 01:23:31,715 --> 01:23:34,068 Nobody cares, man. Seriously. 683 01:23:34,092 --> 01:23:36,386 Yo, and that's okay. That's life. 684 01:23:37,137 --> 01:23:38,347 That's life. 685 01:23:39,097 --> 01:23:41,075 No, for real, okay? 686 01:23:41,099 --> 01:23:43,036 It just passes. It just fucking-- 687 01:23:43,060 --> 01:23:44,686 Fucking passes. 688 01:23:49,149 --> 01:23:50,651 I wonder, uh... 689 01:23:51,527 --> 01:23:54,112 all these mornings you've been sitting in my study. 690 01:23:54,821 --> 01:23:56,031 Sitting. 691 01:23:58,075 --> 01:24:00,786 Have you had any... 692 01:24:02,120 --> 01:24:04,915 moments of stillness? 693 01:24:10,170 --> 01:24:11,672 Because you're right, Ruben. 694 01:24:12,297 --> 01:24:14,734 The world does keep moving, and it can be a... 695 01:24:14,758 --> 01:24:16,843 damn cruel place. 696 01:24:18,470 --> 01:24:19,805 But for me... 697 01:24:22,599 --> 01:24:26,037 those moments of stillness, 698 01:24:26,061 --> 01:24:29,648 that place, that's the kingdom of God. 699 01:24:34,152 --> 01:24:35,654 And that place... 700 01:24:36,655 --> 01:24:38,282 will never abandon you. 701 01:24:41,702 --> 01:24:42,911 But... 702 01:24:46,623 --> 01:24:49,501 ...I see you've made your choice, right? 703 01:24:51,336 --> 01:24:52,671 Yeah. 704 01:24:54,840 --> 01:24:56,800 And I sincerely hope... 705 01:24:57,676 --> 01:24:59,761 that it brings you happiness, Ruben. 706 01:25:10,397 --> 01:25:11,874 You know what I was wondering? 707 01:25:11,898 --> 01:25:13,483 I don't know if it's possible... 708 01:25:16,194 --> 01:25:17,404 But, uh, 709 01:25:18,030 --> 01:25:20,550 I need money to-- 710 01:25:20,574 --> 01:25:23,660 Just to buy back my RV, you know? 711 01:25:24,369 --> 01:25:27,765 You know, me and Lou, it's where we live. 712 01:25:27,789 --> 01:25:29,082 It's our home. 713 01:25:30,083 --> 01:25:31,269 You know? 714 01:25:31,293 --> 01:25:33,128 And I can totally pay you back. 715 01:25:33,795 --> 01:25:37,066 Just, um, now I've got an issue with time. 716 01:25:44,723 --> 01:25:45,932 Ruben... 717 01:25:48,435 --> 01:25:51,563 I don't understand the situation that you put yourself in... 718 01:25:52,189 --> 01:25:54,816 but from where I'm sitting... 719 01:25:55,692 --> 01:25:58,862 you look and sound like an addict. 720 01:25:59,363 --> 01:26:01,073 No, no. Yo, no. 721 01:26:01,615 --> 01:26:03,343 I'm not. It's not a-- 722 01:26:03,367 --> 01:26:05,178 I'm not an-- 723 01:26:05,202 --> 01:26:06,721 It's fine, okay? 724 01:26:06,745 --> 01:26:09,289 My situation, it's cool, okay? 725 01:26:10,207 --> 01:26:12,810 Seriously, my girlfriend's dad is rich. 726 01:26:12,834 --> 01:26:15,063 He'll give me the money, okay? 727 01:26:15,087 --> 01:26:17,881 This is nothing. You can't imagine how nothing this is. 728 01:26:18,715 --> 01:26:20,234 Seriously. 729 01:26:20,258 --> 01:26:21,468 Okay? 730 01:26:22,636 --> 01:26:25,114 I'm fucking stupid. I'm sorry to ask. 731 01:26:25,138 --> 01:26:27,057 I'm sorry, okay? 732 01:26:28,350 --> 01:26:29,643 Okay. 733 01:26:36,525 --> 01:26:38,318 I'm just gonna stay just... 734 01:26:40,362 --> 01:26:44,533 three or four weeks until they... activate. 735 01:26:52,082 --> 01:26:53,291 Ruben... 736 01:26:54,501 --> 01:26:58,398 as you know, everybody here shares in the belief 737 01:26:58,422 --> 01:27:01,192 that being deaf is not a handicap, 738 01:27:01,216 --> 01:27:03,009 not something to fix. 739 01:27:05,595 --> 01:27:07,389 It's pretty important around here. 740 01:27:10,225 --> 01:27:11,643 All these kids... 741 01:27:13,603 --> 01:27:14,855 all of us... 742 01:27:15,564 --> 01:27:17,274 need to be reminded of it... 743 01:27:18,191 --> 01:27:19,401 every day. 744 01:27:23,155 --> 01:27:27,617 And my house is a house built on that belief and built on trust. 745 01:27:30,746 --> 01:27:32,581 And when that trust is violated... 746 01:27:33,248 --> 01:27:34,666 things happen. 747 01:27:41,548 --> 01:27:43,550 And I can't have that. 748 01:27:45,260 --> 01:27:48,263 There are too many others to consider. 749 01:27:51,349 --> 01:27:52,559 And so... 750 01:27:53,477 --> 01:27:56,563 in your current state, at this time... 751 01:27:58,315 --> 01:28:01,401 I'm gonna have to ask you to pack up your bags today... 752 01:28:02,986 --> 01:28:05,071 and find another place to be, Ruben. 753 01:28:19,753 --> 01:28:20,879 Cool. 754 01:31:26,064 --> 01:31:27,565 Are you ready? 755 01:31:29,693 --> 01:31:30,902 Okay. 756 01:31:40,453 --> 01:31:41,746 Here we go. 757 01:31:53,174 --> 01:31:54,634 Can you hear me? 758 01:32:01,016 --> 01:32:02,952 - Say again. - Can you hear me? 759 01:32:02,976 --> 01:32:04,019 Oh! 760 01:32:05,228 --> 01:32:06,730 How does it sound? 761 01:32:09,607 --> 01:32:11,711 Uh, it sounds weird. 762 01:32:13,028 --> 01:32:15,131 Okay, well, let's try 763 01:32:15,155 --> 01:32:16,632 making an adjustment. 764 01:32:21,453 --> 01:32:23,806 How about now? How is that? 765 01:32:23,830 --> 01:32:26,583 Oh, that's bad. It, um... 766 01:32:29,502 --> 01:32:31,087 It's bad. 767 01:32:33,256 --> 01:32:35,443 Do you want to describe what you're hearing? 768 01:32:35,467 --> 01:32:36,760 It's, um... 769 01:32:38,303 --> 01:32:41,139 It's like... high. High. 770 01:32:42,807 --> 01:32:44,059 Um... 771 01:32:46,478 --> 01:32:47,604 Um... 772 01:32:49,105 --> 01:32:50,482 can you change the--? 773 01:32:53,359 --> 01:32:55,904 Well, I can try and make another adjustment. 774 01:33:00,492 --> 01:33:01,910 How's that? 775 01:33:05,622 --> 01:33:10,061 Okay. Ruben, this is not sound like you remember, 776 01:33:10,085 --> 01:33:12,271 and it's the implant in your head 777 01:33:12,295 --> 01:33:13,898 that's tricking your brain 778 01:33:13,922 --> 01:33:16,466 into thinking you're actually hearing... 779 01:33:17,175 --> 01:33:21,221 when in reality, your ears aren't working still. 780 01:33:24,307 --> 01:33:27,703 So I would suggest that you take it easy 781 01:33:27,727 --> 01:33:29,562 for the next few weeks and... 782 01:33:30,313 --> 01:33:31,523 just... 783 01:33:32,357 --> 01:33:35,819 get adjusted to how things sound. 784 01:33:39,864 --> 01:33:42,158 Just take your time. 785 01:35:45,031 --> 01:35:46,908 Yeah, hi. Is that, um--? 786 01:35:47,742 --> 01:35:49,369 Is Lou there? 787 01:35:52,413 --> 01:35:53,998 Who is this? 788 01:35:54,624 --> 01:35:56,459 It's-- It's Ruben. 789 01:35:59,545 --> 01:36:00,880 It's Ruben. 790 01:36:02,882 --> 01:36:04,509 - Ah. - Mmm. 791 01:36:23,528 --> 01:36:24,696 Hey. 792 01:36:25,530 --> 01:36:27,031 Bonjour. Uh... 793 01:36:27,532 --> 01:36:29,325 - Ruben. - Come in. 794 01:36:34,163 --> 01:36:36,040 You are hungry, Ruben? 795 01:36:38,960 --> 01:36:40,211 Yes? 796 01:36:52,849 --> 01:36:54,559 Louise is not here. 797 01:36:57,854 --> 01:36:59,832 Ah, you are hearing? 798 01:36:59,856 --> 01:37:01,375 - You are hearing? - Yeah. 799 01:37:01,399 --> 01:37:03,276 I-- I had an operation. 800 01:37:03,901 --> 01:37:05,320 Wow, yes? 801 01:37:09,824 --> 01:37:11,951 Oh, what is this? What--? 802 01:37:12,702 --> 01:37:15,872 Oh, that's very good. Louise told me your wish for this. 803 01:37:18,958 --> 01:37:20,293 Oh. 804 01:37:23,254 --> 01:37:24,881 And so, uh... 805 01:37:26,299 --> 01:37:28,110 So you're back to your drums now? 806 01:37:28,134 --> 01:37:30,779 Uh... not yet. 807 01:37:30,803 --> 01:37:32,489 I gotta-- I gotta, um-- 808 01:37:32,513 --> 01:37:35,159 I gotta deal with some stuff first, you know? 809 01:37:35,183 --> 01:37:37,769 Just gotta-- Gotta settle some things. 810 01:37:38,436 --> 01:37:41,064 Yes. Settle? Like what? 811 01:37:41,564 --> 01:37:42,982 You know, just, like-- 812 01:37:43,691 --> 01:37:46,462 Just getting back into it and also some financial stuff. 813 01:37:46,486 --> 01:37:48,464 - Yes. - You know, just gotta figure it out. 814 01:37:48,488 --> 01:37:49,614 Mm-hmm. 815 01:37:50,531 --> 01:37:54,011 Yes. And Louise knows that you're here? 816 01:37:54,035 --> 01:37:55,536 No. No. 817 01:37:56,204 --> 01:37:57,663 So it's a big surprise. 818 01:38:04,420 --> 01:38:07,006 Well, Louise has been quite busy, you know? 819 01:38:07,590 --> 01:38:08,800 Mm-hmm. 820 01:38:09,926 --> 01:38:11,528 We're doing a party. 821 01:38:11,552 --> 01:38:14,365 So she'll be back home tonight. 822 01:38:14,389 --> 01:38:16,140 That's most certainly. 823 01:38:22,063 --> 01:38:23,332 Oh, you want--? 824 01:38:23,356 --> 01:38:25,316 I'm gonna make you some eggs. 825 01:38:25,900 --> 01:38:28,670 Oh, no. I'm good. Do you need any help with any of this? 826 01:38:28,694 --> 01:38:30,255 No, no. 827 01:38:30,279 --> 01:38:31,656 You need some eggs. 828 01:38:32,990 --> 01:38:34,200 Thanks. 829 01:38:36,452 --> 01:38:38,496 Where did you grow, Ruben? 830 01:38:39,705 --> 01:38:41,975 - Where did I grow up? - Yes. 831 01:38:41,999 --> 01:38:44,436 Um, like, all over, you know? 832 01:38:44,460 --> 01:38:46,295 Texas, California. 833 01:38:47,046 --> 01:38:48,423 Arizona, Virginia. 834 01:38:49,048 --> 01:38:50,401 Yeah. All over. 835 01:38:50,425 --> 01:38:52,135 Why so many places? 836 01:38:53,511 --> 01:38:55,781 I was, like, uh-- 837 01:38:55,805 --> 01:38:57,991 My mom was a nurse in the military. 838 01:38:58,015 --> 01:38:59,785 - Mm-hmm. - You know, 839 01:38:59,809 --> 01:39:01,602 so she'd get moved around. 840 01:39:02,270 --> 01:39:05,523 - And your father too? - No. I mean, I don't know. 841 01:39:06,607 --> 01:39:07,817 I see. 842 01:39:11,404 --> 01:39:13,531 Uh, I must be honest, I... 843 01:39:14,365 --> 01:39:17,344 did not always have good feelings for you, Ruben, 844 01:39:17,368 --> 01:39:18,786 all these years. 845 01:39:19,996 --> 01:39:22,582 I confide, it is like if one... 846 01:39:24,459 --> 01:39:28,004 had stolen something precious. 847 01:39:29,130 --> 01:39:31,066 You understand? 848 01:39:31,090 --> 01:39:34,302 But I know it's not you that took Louise from me. 849 01:39:36,262 --> 01:39:37,889 Her mother did that. 850 01:39:40,057 --> 01:39:42,911 She took Louise when she left me. 851 01:39:42,935 --> 01:39:46,272 And she took her again when she killed herself. 852 01:39:49,525 --> 01:39:52,278 And Louise must have come back home then... 853 01:39:52,904 --> 01:39:54,739 but she was hating me so much. 854 01:39:55,448 --> 01:39:56,866 What could I do? 855 01:39:57,867 --> 01:39:59,619 And you, you... 856 01:40:01,954 --> 01:40:06,268 Well, you gave her a place to go... then. 857 01:40:06,292 --> 01:40:09,170 And this is a good thing. 858 01:40:10,880 --> 01:40:13,734 Do you see, I didn't like you much at the time, 859 01:40:13,758 --> 01:40:15,402 but now I thank you. 860 01:40:15,426 --> 01:40:17,261 I want to say to you that. 861 01:40:20,223 --> 01:40:23,809 But anyhow, you're gonna be so happy to see how Louise... 862 01:40:24,644 --> 01:40:26,145 is doing great now. 863 01:40:27,271 --> 01:40:29,148 And that's the most important. 864 01:40:30,483 --> 01:40:31,692 Isn't it? 865 01:40:33,319 --> 01:40:35,738 Hmm? Okay. 866 01:41:21,158 --> 01:41:22,493 Whoa. 867 01:41:23,035 --> 01:41:25,389 Whoa, whoa, whoa! 868 01:41:25,413 --> 01:41:26,622 Hi. 869 01:41:27,707 --> 01:41:30,835 - Can you hear me? - Yeah. Loud and clear. 870 01:41:32,587 --> 01:41:34,064 Oh, look at you, Lulu. 871 01:41:34,088 --> 01:41:35,506 Holy shit. 872 01:41:37,174 --> 01:41:38,443 Look at you, huh? 873 01:41:38,467 --> 01:41:40,428 - What? - You look different. 874 01:41:44,473 --> 01:41:46,100 Whoa, no scratching, huh? 875 01:41:47,184 --> 01:41:48,185 Oh, yeah. 876 01:41:49,312 --> 01:41:50,521 That's good. 877 01:41:52,356 --> 01:41:53,566 Mwah. 878 01:42:10,541 --> 01:42:12,060 Does it feel weird? 879 01:42:12,084 --> 01:42:13,895 Yeah. Does it look weird? 880 01:42:13,919 --> 01:42:15,439 No. 881 01:42:15,463 --> 01:42:17,298 No, it doesn't. It looks really neat. 882 01:42:18,341 --> 01:42:19,425 Mmm. 883 01:42:20,718 --> 01:42:23,012 - So crazy. - Mm-hmm. 884 01:42:24,138 --> 01:42:25,616 How'd you do it? 885 01:42:25,640 --> 01:42:27,141 Just worked some magic. 886 01:42:29,518 --> 01:42:31,228 I have to talk to you about it. 887 01:42:32,229 --> 01:42:34,082 I had to just move some things around. 888 01:42:34,106 --> 01:42:36,233 Louise, tu descends? 889 01:42:37,735 --> 01:42:39,212 Um, 890 01:42:39,236 --> 01:42:41,572 did Richard tell you about this party thing tonight? 891 01:42:42,198 --> 01:42:43,383 Oh, shit. Yeah. 892 01:42:43,407 --> 01:42:45,427 Yeah, I have to go, sort some things out. 893 01:42:45,451 --> 01:42:47,203 - No, it's great. It's cool. - Yeah. 894 01:42:48,079 --> 01:42:50,039 - Go do your thing. - Okay. 895 01:42:51,040 --> 01:42:52,768 Do you need anything? 896 01:42:52,792 --> 01:42:54,293 No, I'm good. 897 01:42:54,960 --> 01:42:56,462 I'll just be downstairs. 898 01:43:54,395 --> 01:43:57,541 - Hey. - Ruben, mon petite ami. 899 01:43:57,565 --> 01:43:59,751 Hi. Hi, what's up? 900 01:43:59,775 --> 01:44:01,253 Good. How are you? 901 01:44:01,277 --> 01:44:03,112 - Say again? - How are you? 902 01:44:03,779 --> 01:44:05,072 How are you? 903 01:44:06,699 --> 01:44:08,260 - Did you get some food? - Huh? 904 01:44:08,284 --> 01:44:10,011 Did you get some food? 905 01:44:10,035 --> 01:44:11,805 - Yeah. - Yeah? You okay? 906 01:44:11,829 --> 01:44:14,391 - Mm-hmm. You? - Yeah, yeah. 907 01:44:18,002 --> 01:44:19,211 It's okay. 908 01:44:20,379 --> 01:44:21,797 - Excuse me. - Okay. 909 01:45:39,917 --> 01:45:41,603 ♪ Toi ♪ 910 01:45:41,627 --> 01:45:43,337 ♪ tu souris ♪ 911 01:45:45,130 --> 01:45:48,676 ♪ Et, moi je pleure ♪ 912 01:45:49,802 --> 01:45:53,264 ♪ Toi, tu t'en vas ♪ 913 01:45:54,890 --> 01:45:57,977 ♪ Moi, je demeure ♪ 914 01:45:59,770 --> 01:46:02,857 ♪ Le ciel, est plus pur ♪ 915 01:46:04,692 --> 01:46:07,820 ♪ La bas, vers l'ailleurs ♪ 916 01:46:09,029 --> 01:46:11,907 ♪ S'effacent, les couleurs ♪ 917 01:46:13,951 --> 01:46:17,288 ♪ Entre quatre murs ♪ 918 01:46:20,207 --> 01:46:24,545 ♪ Cet amour si fou ♪ 919 01:46:25,170 --> 01:46:29,049 ♪ Que tu, n'as pas connu ♪ 920 01:46:29,717 --> 01:46:33,762 ♪ Cet amour me tue ♪ 921 01:46:34,471 --> 01:46:38,475 ♪ Encore, mon amour ♪ 922 01:46:39,143 --> 01:46:40,436 ♪ Je suis mort ♪ 923 01:46:44,940 --> 01:46:48,444 ♪ Toi, tu souris ♪ 924 01:46:49,820 --> 01:46:53,240 ♪ Et, moi je pleure ♪ 925 01:46:54,575 --> 01:46:57,828 ♪ Toi, tu t'en vas ♪ 926 01:46:59,413 --> 01:47:02,374 ♪ Moi, je demeure ♪ 927 01:47:03,876 --> 01:47:07,129 ♪ Le ciel, est plus pur ♪ 928 01:47:08,631 --> 01:47:11,735 ♪ La bas, vers l'ailleurs ♪ 929 01:47:13,469 --> 01:47:16,805 ♪ S'effacent, les couleurs ♪ 930 01:47:18,265 --> 01:47:21,602 ♪ Entre quatre murs ♪ 931 01:47:22,436 --> 01:47:26,357 ♪ Cet amour si fou ♪ 932 01:47:27,149 --> 01:47:30,945 ♪ Que tu, n'as pas connu ♪ 933 01:47:31,779 --> 01:47:35,866 ♪ Cet amour me tue ♪ 934 01:47:36,408 --> 01:47:40,329 ♪ Encore, mon amour ♪ 935 01:47:41,205 --> 01:47:43,457 ♪ Je suis mort ♪ 936 01:48:18,242 --> 01:48:19,451 Hey. 937 01:48:22,496 --> 01:48:24,099 Are you okay? 938 01:48:24,123 --> 01:48:25,624 - Hmm? - Yeah. 939 01:48:57,406 --> 01:48:59,426 Um, sorry. 940 01:48:59,450 --> 01:49:01,136 I just need some water. Ahem. 941 01:49:05,873 --> 01:49:07,708 Are you okay? 942 01:49:08,292 --> 01:49:10,103 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah? 943 01:49:10,127 --> 01:49:11,813 Yeah, it's just a little dry in here. 944 01:49:17,342 --> 01:49:20,637 Hey, that was, uh-- That was pretty cool tonight. 945 01:49:22,264 --> 01:49:24,701 - You sounded fucking great. - Yeah, right. 946 01:49:24,725 --> 01:49:26,995 What, you're telling me you weren't feeling it? 947 01:49:27,019 --> 01:49:28,455 - You were in it. - Well, yeah. 948 01:49:28,479 --> 01:49:30,498 Straight up. You sounded amazing singing that. 949 01:49:30,522 --> 01:49:32,357 That's my dad's stuff, but... 950 01:49:33,275 --> 01:49:35,795 - And you're speaking French now. - Oh, my God. Barely. 951 01:49:35,819 --> 01:49:37,404 I didn't know you could do that. 952 01:49:37,988 --> 01:49:41,867 Well, I've mostly forgotten, but it's coming back a little. 953 01:49:43,035 --> 01:49:45,013 Yeah, I was thinking, like, do you remember--? 954 01:49:45,037 --> 01:49:46,830 You remember this place at all? 955 01:49:48,415 --> 01:49:49,708 I didn't, but... 956 01:49:50,667 --> 01:49:52,145 it's so disconcerting, 957 01:49:52,169 --> 01:49:55,631 the things that your memory holds onto without you knowing. 958 01:49:57,382 --> 01:49:59,819 My mom and I never really talked about this place. 959 01:49:59,843 --> 01:50:02,721 It was always some weird dreamy idea, but... 960 01:50:03,347 --> 01:50:05,992 I mean, now it's come back a little. 961 01:50:06,016 --> 01:50:07,226 Right. 962 01:50:08,727 --> 01:50:09,728 Yeah. 963 01:50:11,230 --> 01:50:14,358 I told everyone about our little gypsy life together. 964 01:50:15,734 --> 01:50:16,961 I miss it. 965 01:50:16,985 --> 01:50:18,922 We gotta get back into it. 966 01:50:18,946 --> 01:50:20,715 You know? We gotta get back on it. 967 01:50:20,739 --> 01:50:23,843 We gotta get back in the fucking-- In the groove, huh? 968 01:50:23,867 --> 01:50:27,138 Don't you think? I gotta go get the Airstream sorted. 969 01:50:27,162 --> 01:50:28,556 What do you mean, "sorted"? 970 01:50:28,580 --> 01:50:31,392 I just got a shit ton of things to do, you know? 971 01:50:31,416 --> 01:50:33,186 Right. Like, with the tour stuff? 972 01:50:33,210 --> 01:50:34,604 - The tour, everything. - Yeah. 973 01:50:34,628 --> 01:50:35,939 We just gotta get back on it. 974 01:50:35,963 --> 01:50:38,399 You know, everything. The album, the tour. 975 01:50:38,423 --> 01:50:40,008 The... You know? 976 01:50:42,177 --> 01:50:43,387 Yeah. 977 01:50:49,685 --> 01:50:50,686 Hey. 978 01:51:19,590 --> 01:51:20,924 It's okay, Lou. 979 01:51:21,675 --> 01:51:22,801 What? 980 01:51:27,556 --> 01:51:28,891 It's okay. 981 01:51:33,687 --> 01:51:35,022 What's okay? 982 01:51:42,237 --> 01:51:43,822 You saved my life. 983 01:51:47,034 --> 01:51:48,243 You made it-- 984 01:51:49,703 --> 01:51:51,205 You made it beautiful. 985 01:51:55,083 --> 01:51:56,501 So it's okay. 986 01:51:58,670 --> 01:51:59,671 What? 987 01:52:01,506 --> 01:52:03,175 Why are you saying this? 988 01:52:10,474 --> 01:52:12,643 You saved my life too, Ruby. 989 01:56:34,112 --> 01:56:35,614 ♪ Gone ♪ 990 01:56:36,740 --> 01:56:39,326 ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 991 01:56:44,289 --> 01:56:46,666 ♪ Wet fields of green ♪ 992 01:56:52,005 --> 01:56:54,549 ♪ I know I don't stay long ♪ 993 01:56:59,179 --> 01:57:01,473 ♪ You always find me ♪ 994 01:57:03,850 --> 01:57:05,435 ♪ You say come on ♪ 995 01:57:07,812 --> 01:57:09,689 ♪ On the train today ♪ 996 01:57:14,819 --> 01:57:17,072 ♪ You call my name ♪ 997 01:57:22,619 --> 01:57:26,873 ♪ And you wave and scream But I can't hear anything ♪ 998 01:57:30,460 --> 01:57:32,712 ♪ I can't hear anything ♪ 999 01:57:35,298 --> 01:57:40,428 ♪ And you chose me Down the mountain ♪ 1000 01:57:42,097 --> 01:57:44,891 ♪ Through the city but, oh ♪ 1001 01:57:45,976 --> 01:57:48,395 ♪ My country heart ♪ 1002 01:57:50,021 --> 01:57:53,567 ♪ I'm only seeing green ♪ 1003 01:58:00,699 --> 01:58:05,203 ♪ Say it's just a dream ♪ 1004 01:58:08,957 --> 01:58:12,085 ♪ And I'm walking In Durrow now ♪ 1005 01:58:16,131 --> 01:58:18,883 ♪ Sure you may be comfortable ♪ 1006 01:58:22,262 --> 01:58:25,098 ♪ You always got Something to soy ♪ 1007 01:58:27,267 --> 01:58:28,560 ♪ But come on ♪ 1008 01:58:29,936 --> 01:58:32,022 ♪ I know you ain't really ♪ 1009 01:58:36,234 --> 01:58:40,113 ♪ All this time, shame on me ♪ 1010 01:58:43,408 --> 01:58:47,537 ♪ You can howl and scream I can't hear anything ♪ 1011 01:58:50,707 --> 01:58:52,792 ♪ I can't hear anything ♪ 1012 01:58:54,836 --> 01:58:59,674 ♪ And you chose me Down the mountain ♪ 1013 01:59:01,092 --> 01:59:03,720 ♪ Through the city but, oh ♪ 1014 01:59:04,471 --> 01:59:06,681 ♪ My country heart ♪ 1015 01:59:08,058 --> 01:59:11,603 ♪ I'm only seeing green ♪ 1016 01:59:15,690 --> 01:59:17,984 ♪ You can chose me ♪ 1017 01:59:21,780 --> 01:59:25,158 ♪ I'm only seeing green ♪ 1018 01:59:39,464 --> 01:59:41,007 ♪ Gone ♪ 1019 01:59:42,133 --> 01:59:44,719 ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1020 01:59:49,683 --> 01:59:51,935 ♪ Wet fields of green ♪ 1021 01:59:55,063 --> 01:59:56,356 ♪ Gone ♪ 1022 01:59:57,023 --> 01:59:59,835 ♪ Gone ♪ ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1023 01:59:59,859 --> 02:00:02,880 ♪ Into the rain today ♪ 1024 02:00:02,904 --> 02:00:04,155 ♪ Gone ♪ 1025 02:00:04,656 --> 02:00:05,633 ♪ Gone ♪ 1026 02:00:05,657 --> 02:00:07,367 ♪ To safety ♪ 1027 02:00:07,867 --> 02:00:09,619 ♪ To safety ♪ 1028 02:00:10,620 --> 02:00:12,038 ♪ Gone ♪ 1029 02:00:12,622 --> 02:00:14,040 ♪ Gone ♪