1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:05,160 This programme contains strong language from the start and throughout, 2 00:00:05,200 --> 00:00:07,440 and scenes that some viewers may find upsetting 3 00:00:07,480 --> 00:00:09,160 Hands by your side. Sit. 4 00:00:12,040 --> 00:00:18,280 We're looking for those rare people who, no matter how hard life gets, 5 00:00:18,320 --> 00:00:21,440 will have the will and strength to succeed 6 00:00:21,480 --> 00:00:24,680 in the face of extreme adversity. 7 00:00:24,720 --> 00:00:25,720 Walk. 8 00:00:28,800 --> 00:00:31,320 Come on, then. Hurry up! Let's keep it moving. 9 00:00:31,360 --> 00:00:35,880 In this series, an elite team of ex-Special Forces soldiers... 10 00:00:35,920 --> 00:00:37,400 Let's go! 11 00:00:37,440 --> 00:00:39,160 ..are putting 20 civilians... 12 00:00:39,200 --> 00:00:40,360 Come on, then! 13 00:00:40,400 --> 00:00:42,520 ..through the toughest stage of SAS selection. 14 00:00:42,560 --> 00:00:44,160 Go on! 15 00:00:44,200 --> 00:00:47,520 The Vietnamese jungle isn't some gap year holiday destination. 16 00:00:47,560 --> 00:00:49,520 SHOUTING 17 00:00:49,560 --> 00:00:52,480 It will kill you if you underestimate it. 18 00:00:52,520 --> 00:00:55,360 These recruits are in for a baptism of fire. 19 00:00:55,400 --> 00:00:56,480 Fight! 20 00:00:56,520 --> 00:00:58,360 Give it to him! Knock him down! 21 00:01:00,680 --> 00:01:04,120 Operating in one of the most unforgiving environments on Earth. 22 00:01:04,160 --> 00:01:05,680 Keep pushing! 23 00:01:05,720 --> 00:01:08,960 The jungle phase of selection was the hardest part 24 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:10,000 of my military career. 25 00:01:10,040 --> 00:01:11,480 I can't take this any more. Yeah? 26 00:01:11,520 --> 00:01:15,600 I've never felt so relieved for something to be over. 27 00:01:15,640 --> 00:01:17,040 Let's go! 28 00:01:17,080 --> 00:01:19,640 Each task based on the real process... 29 00:01:20,600 --> 00:01:22,800 Over there! Now! 30 00:01:22,840 --> 00:01:25,120 ..the recruits must go beyond the physical... 31 00:01:25,160 --> 00:01:27,840 Incoming, now! SHE GROANS 32 00:01:27,880 --> 00:01:31,200 ..to come face to face with their true character. 33 00:01:31,240 --> 00:01:33,360 Come on! Go, go, go! 34 00:01:36,840 --> 00:01:39,480 If I tell you one more time, I'll take that armband off you. 35 00:01:39,520 --> 00:01:41,520 No other test asks as much. 36 00:01:41,560 --> 00:01:42,600 Believe in yourself. 37 00:01:42,640 --> 00:01:43,880 I'm trying, staff, my best. 38 00:01:43,920 --> 00:01:45,160 Or means as much... 39 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:49,880 ..to the few who make it through. 40 00:01:49,920 --> 00:01:51,240 It pays to be a winner. 41 00:02:08,080 --> 00:02:11,640 SNORING 42 00:02:11,680 --> 00:02:13,520 Are you ready, mate? Ready, brother. 43 00:02:13,560 --> 00:02:16,480 Happy on what we're going to do? Yeah. 44 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:18,840 Everything on selection is done with surprise. 45 00:02:20,200 --> 00:02:22,040 You have to expect the unexpected. 46 00:02:24,560 --> 00:02:28,240 Because in our world, we don't know when the enemy's going to attack. 47 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:35,040 Get up! Get up! Get up! Get up! Get up! 48 00:02:35,080 --> 00:02:37,240 Get respirators on! Get your respirator on. 49 00:02:37,280 --> 00:02:39,400 Get your respirator on. Gas, gas, gas! 50 00:02:39,440 --> 00:02:40,680 Let's go. Let's move it! 51 00:02:40,720 --> 00:02:42,840 Let's go! We're being overrun. 52 00:02:43,920 --> 00:02:47,120 Come on. Get your respirator. Let's go! Move it! 53 00:02:47,160 --> 00:02:49,760 The 11 remaining recruits are being subjected 54 00:02:49,800 --> 00:02:52,760 to a simulated attack on the base. 55 00:02:52,800 --> 00:02:54,440 Go on, then. Go, go, go. 56 00:02:54,480 --> 00:02:58,320 They are evacuating to an emergency rendezvous point. 57 00:02:58,360 --> 00:03:00,920 This way. Go on, go. Go on. Get up there. 58 00:03:04,080 --> 00:03:05,600 Go back and get your bergen. 59 00:03:05,640 --> 00:03:07,200 Ten, go back and get your bergen. 60 00:03:07,240 --> 00:03:10,400 Separated by the DS from their team-mates 61 00:03:10,440 --> 00:03:12,200 are Number 9, Daniel, 62 00:03:12,240 --> 00:03:15,280 and Number 10, Danica. 63 00:03:15,320 --> 00:03:19,360 Worst case scenario is obviously losing one of your guys 64 00:03:19,400 --> 00:03:21,800 or somebody being taken hostage. 65 00:03:21,840 --> 00:03:23,480 You two are staying with me. DANICA SIGHS 66 00:03:25,960 --> 00:03:29,120 We always rehearse for such events. 67 00:03:29,160 --> 00:03:31,800 It's drilled into every single one of us what would happen 68 00:03:31,840 --> 00:03:33,120 and how we'd do it. 69 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:37,400 I'm going to do a head count. 70 00:03:37,440 --> 00:03:41,920 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine. 71 00:03:43,120 --> 00:03:44,520 We're missing two people. 72 00:03:46,600 --> 00:03:48,080 Right, listen in. 73 00:03:48,120 --> 00:03:50,520 We've just been bumped by the enemy on the base. 74 00:03:51,680 --> 00:03:54,280 We're going to assume the camp's been retaken. 75 00:03:54,320 --> 00:03:55,880 What we're looking for in that moment, 76 00:03:55,920 --> 00:03:58,000 when everybody else around them is falling apart, 77 00:03:58,040 --> 00:04:00,000 is somebody who can step up to the plate 78 00:04:00,040 --> 00:04:02,920 and take control of that situation no matter what it is. 79 00:04:12,760 --> 00:04:15,480 That's an exercise to get your heart rate going in the morning, guys. 80 00:04:15,520 --> 00:04:17,680 So what, are they...? What's happening with them now? 81 00:04:17,720 --> 00:04:19,520 Danica and Dan, they got taken. 82 00:04:19,560 --> 00:04:21,400 What, the dancer? Yeah. 83 00:04:21,440 --> 00:04:24,960 He didn't ever dance for us, did he? LAUGHTER 84 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:27,760 One minute, on parade! 85 00:04:27,800 --> 00:04:31,240 Full kit! This is it, guys. 86 00:04:31,280 --> 00:04:33,600 To test leadership... Let's go. 87 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:36,280 ..the DS have designed a hostage rescue mission 88 00:04:36,320 --> 00:04:39,720 where the recruits will be split into two groups 89 00:04:39,760 --> 00:04:42,400 to retrieve their captured team-mates. 90 00:04:42,440 --> 00:04:43,960 I've been involved in a hostage rescue. 91 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:45,480 It's fucking petrifying. 92 00:04:47,200 --> 00:04:50,480 The enemy have had time to set up defences. 93 00:04:50,520 --> 00:04:52,600 It's their back garden. 94 00:04:52,640 --> 00:04:56,840 You need to be in and out as quickly as is humanly possible. 95 00:04:56,880 --> 00:04:58,840 The longer you take, the more chances there are 96 00:04:58,880 --> 00:05:00,280 you're going to die. 97 00:05:02,680 --> 00:05:04,960 DANICA PANTS 98 00:05:09,360 --> 00:05:14,080 The DS have placed Number 9, Daniel, and Number 10, Danica, 99 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:16,480 as well as two local hostages, 100 00:05:16,520 --> 00:05:19,680 in a derelict compound 18 miles from base. 101 00:05:24,680 --> 00:05:27,960 The recruits will be expected to find and rescue 102 00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:31,400 all of the hostages within a limited timeframe. 103 00:05:33,880 --> 00:05:37,320 They've identified a 15-minute time window, 104 00:05:37,360 --> 00:05:41,080 where the enemy guard force have left the base, 105 00:05:41,120 --> 00:05:44,920 to get in there and rescue the hostages. 106 00:05:44,960 --> 00:05:46,960 Team leader? Yes, staff. Go ahead. 107 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:50,960 First to attempt the hostage rescue is Team Alpha, 108 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:54,040 led by Number 14, Ross. 109 00:05:54,080 --> 00:05:55,800 WHISPERS: At the compound, 110 00:05:55,840 --> 00:05:58,040 it's 100 metres in that direction. 111 00:05:58,080 --> 00:05:59,160 Yes, staff. Understood. 112 00:05:59,200 --> 00:06:00,800 Yeah? Jump on it. 113 00:06:00,840 --> 00:06:04,440 I think I have those qualities that naturally make people tend 114 00:06:04,480 --> 00:06:05,920 to gravitate to you. 115 00:06:05,960 --> 00:06:09,200 I'm not the bull-in-a-china-shop leader. I'm dependable. 116 00:06:09,240 --> 00:06:11,160 I will listen. I will learn. 117 00:06:11,200 --> 00:06:12,920 Right, this is obviously your release point. 118 00:06:12,960 --> 00:06:15,520 Once you're over the wall, you're on your own, OK? 119 00:06:15,560 --> 00:06:17,840 Yes, staff. Right, crack on. 120 00:06:17,880 --> 00:06:20,320 I will try and be aware of what's going on, 121 00:06:20,360 --> 00:06:25,200 and I think that makes you useful in a leadership role. 122 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:27,360 METAL CLANGS WHISPERS:Fucking hell. 123 00:06:28,560 --> 00:06:30,440 All right, ready? Go. 124 00:06:32,040 --> 00:06:34,440 EXPLOSION Get down. 125 00:06:34,480 --> 00:06:36,360 Come on, guys. You're getting moving. 126 00:06:41,440 --> 00:06:42,880 Keep moving. They know you're coming. 127 00:06:42,920 --> 00:06:45,120 Why don't you do something about it? Keep moving. 128 00:06:45,160 --> 00:06:47,880 Stop fucking moving like you mean to move. 129 00:06:52,240 --> 00:06:53,720 Come on, speed it up. 130 00:06:56,080 --> 00:06:59,560 WHISPERS: Ready? Three, two, one, go. 131 00:07:01,680 --> 00:07:02,800 Clear. 132 00:07:03,920 --> 00:07:05,840 Come on. Sort your shit out. 133 00:07:05,880 --> 00:07:07,400 Let's go! Ready? 134 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:09,040 Three, two, one, go. 135 00:07:13,680 --> 00:07:15,560 Down, down, get down! Get in, go! 136 00:07:15,600 --> 00:07:17,920 Get in. Get a move on, Number 14. 137 00:07:21,560 --> 00:07:22,920 We've got a hostage here. 138 00:07:22,960 --> 00:07:24,680 Take cover, Josh. Keep watching. 139 00:07:24,720 --> 00:07:27,240 You can take your hood off. Who is it? 140 00:07:28,280 --> 00:07:31,200 It's not him. It's not ours, but it is a hostage. 141 00:07:33,080 --> 00:07:35,640 Come on. It's not ours. It's not ours. Let's go. 142 00:07:35,680 --> 00:07:38,320 OK, coming. Come on, come on! Let's go. Let's get moving. 143 00:07:38,360 --> 00:07:41,400 Go, go, go! Get out! Get out! Yeah, guys, let's go. Go, go, go. 144 00:07:41,440 --> 00:07:43,800 Team leader Number 14, Ross, 145 00:07:43,840 --> 00:07:48,080 makes the decision to leave the local hostage behind. 146 00:07:48,120 --> 00:07:49,600 Let's go, let's go. 147 00:07:49,640 --> 00:07:51,920 If you come on target and there are other hostages, 148 00:07:51,960 --> 00:07:53,320 you take everybody. 149 00:07:53,360 --> 00:07:55,760 You've got to think on your feet and deal with it. 150 00:07:55,800 --> 00:07:57,200 Check this window. Check this window. 151 00:07:57,240 --> 00:07:59,880 We did a raid on Baghdad and we went in for our target. 152 00:07:59,920 --> 00:08:01,600 As we went into the dark room 153 00:08:01,640 --> 00:08:03,680 and the light shone in for the first time, 154 00:08:03,720 --> 00:08:06,880 and I went in there and just said, "British SAS, you're safe," 155 00:08:06,920 --> 00:08:08,920 you could just hear them fucking crying. 156 00:08:08,960 --> 00:08:11,720 The sword was there, the camera was set up, 157 00:08:11,760 --> 00:08:14,360 everything was ready for them to cut their heads off. 158 00:08:14,400 --> 00:08:17,520 Saving their lives was, yeah, tremendous. 159 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:18,760 A great feeling. 160 00:08:18,800 --> 00:08:20,880 Are you ready? We're going in. 161 00:08:20,920 --> 00:08:22,360 GUNSHOTS 162 00:08:22,400 --> 00:08:23,880 Go! Move! 163 00:08:26,800 --> 00:08:29,320 Keep moving! What are you doing running away? 164 00:08:29,360 --> 00:08:31,000 Team on me. Alpha team on me. 165 00:08:31,040 --> 00:08:33,880 We've got 20 enemy on the way. They're five minutes out. 166 00:08:33,920 --> 00:08:35,800 Come on. Let's go, let's go. Hostage. 167 00:08:35,840 --> 00:08:38,160 Hostage, hostage, hostage. Move. Potentially something here. 168 00:08:38,200 --> 00:08:40,040 Come on, then. What are we going to do? 169 00:08:40,080 --> 00:08:42,720 Let's go. We're going to remove your hood carefully, OK? Come on! 170 00:08:42,760 --> 00:08:45,280 With three and a half minutes remaining on the clock... 171 00:08:45,320 --> 00:08:46,440 Right, let's go. 172 00:08:46,480 --> 00:08:50,440 ..Team Alpha rescue Number 9, Daniel. 173 00:08:50,480 --> 00:08:52,560 Take charge of him and let's get out of here. 174 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:56,400 Come on, the enemy's coming. Let's go. Let's move! 175 00:08:56,440 --> 00:08:58,040 Let's go. Let's go! 176 00:08:58,080 --> 00:09:00,080 Come on. Come on, team. 177 00:09:00,120 --> 00:09:01,360 Go! 178 00:09:03,920 --> 00:09:06,640 Put that fucking bit of kit down. Put your kit down. 179 00:09:09,280 --> 00:09:10,600 Right, you came over the wall, 180 00:09:10,640 --> 00:09:12,640 there was a couple of fucking charges that went off, 181 00:09:12,680 --> 00:09:14,680 and you looked like you were a rabbit in headlights. 182 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:16,120 You were like, "What do we do now?" 183 00:09:16,160 --> 00:09:18,560 Your mission is to rescue all of the hostages. 184 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:20,920 Yes, staff. Yes, staff. Yes, staff. 185 00:09:20,960 --> 00:09:22,840 And there's a hostage still barricaded 186 00:09:22,880 --> 00:09:24,920 in that first outbuilding. 187 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:26,440 Fucking poor. 188 00:09:26,480 --> 00:09:28,560 Weapons on safe? Yeah. 189 00:09:30,200 --> 00:09:31,560 To be fair, that's my fault. 190 00:09:31,600 --> 00:09:33,440 I wasn't sure enough. 191 00:09:33,480 --> 00:09:36,040 It felt not very humanitarian. It's sort of a shame. 192 00:09:36,080 --> 00:09:38,120 Can you imagine doing that for fucking real? 193 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:40,520 I know it weren't great, but think of the positives. 194 00:09:40,560 --> 00:09:42,520 We got him back. We got our man back. 195 00:09:42,560 --> 00:09:44,800 Thank you. I appreciate it. There you go. 196 00:09:48,240 --> 00:09:50,520 That sledgehammer can go with you. Yeah, yeah. 197 00:09:50,560 --> 00:09:51,840 You'd better carry that, yeah? Yeah. 198 00:09:51,880 --> 00:09:53,920 Up next is Team Bravo... 199 00:09:53,960 --> 00:09:56,560 OK, are you good to go? Yeah. All right, follow me. 200 00:09:56,600 --> 00:09:59,560 ..led by Number 18, Levi. 201 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:02,080 I've never been a follower. 202 00:10:02,120 --> 00:10:04,880 My dad always taught me don't be a sheep. Yeah, don't follow. 203 00:10:04,920 --> 00:10:06,520 "See, if you're going to get in trouble, 204 00:10:06,560 --> 00:10:08,920 "I'd rather you get in trouble at school because you've led everyone." 205 00:10:10,040 --> 00:10:12,600 I do believe I'm good at making decisions. 206 00:10:12,640 --> 00:10:14,640 Don't know if they're always the right decision. 207 00:10:15,720 --> 00:10:18,120 We're going to move to the left as close as we can. 208 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:20,000 First door on the right, help me open. 209 00:10:21,720 --> 00:10:24,000 Right, right, right. 210 00:10:24,040 --> 00:10:26,560 Team leader Number 18, Levi, 211 00:10:26,600 --> 00:10:30,560 tasks Number 7, Faye, with searching the rooms for hostages. 212 00:10:30,600 --> 00:10:32,400 Go, go, go. 213 00:10:32,440 --> 00:10:34,960 Let's go! Quickly. 214 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:37,440 I work for a global technology organisation 215 00:10:37,480 --> 00:10:39,280 as director of operations. 216 00:10:39,320 --> 00:10:42,480 I lead a significant team across the UK. 217 00:10:42,520 --> 00:10:44,840 Watch the wire. Come on. Come on, go. 218 00:10:44,880 --> 00:10:47,200 I'm always undertaking new challenges. 219 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:50,240 One of the highlights has been becoming a private pilot. 220 00:10:50,280 --> 00:10:53,520 I even take my kids flying and it's just so not cool, 221 00:10:53,560 --> 00:10:54,920 you know, flying with their mum, 222 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:58,000 but it is so cool, you know, to me. 223 00:10:58,040 --> 00:11:02,000 Their norm is so far apart from my norm as a child. 224 00:11:02,040 --> 00:11:03,480 Go, go, go, go. 225 00:11:03,520 --> 00:11:05,080 Hit it! 226 00:11:05,120 --> 00:11:06,520 Go on, then. Let's go. 227 00:11:06,560 --> 00:11:08,960 Hit the room. That's right. Take the initiative. 228 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:14,040 EXPLOSION 229 00:11:14,080 --> 00:11:16,040 Come on, come on. Come on, let's go. 230 00:11:16,080 --> 00:11:17,840 Gas, gas, gas, gas, gas. 231 00:11:17,880 --> 00:11:21,400 Number 7, Faye, calls the team out of the building, 232 00:11:21,440 --> 00:11:23,800 leaving behind the local hostage. 233 00:11:23,840 --> 00:11:24,920 Go, go, go, go. 234 00:11:24,960 --> 00:11:27,480 Where's the fucking...? Where's the entry tool? 235 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:29,000 Come on, then. Let's move. 236 00:11:29,040 --> 00:11:30,880 Oh, my God. The place is clear, come on. 237 00:11:30,920 --> 00:11:33,360 GUNSHOTS What's going on? 238 00:11:33,400 --> 00:11:35,320 Move! Move! 239 00:11:39,480 --> 00:11:41,280 SHOUTS 240 00:11:41,320 --> 00:11:43,160 Let's go! 241 00:11:43,200 --> 00:11:45,240 Come on, then. What's going on? 242 00:11:45,280 --> 00:11:50,240 Team leader Number 18, Levi, locates Number 10, Danica. 243 00:11:50,280 --> 00:11:53,160 Need a hand? 244 00:11:53,200 --> 00:11:55,040 Let's move. Hurry up. 245 00:11:55,080 --> 00:11:56,840 Go, go, go. Time is ticking. 246 00:11:56,880 --> 00:11:58,120 You need a hand? 247 00:11:58,160 --> 00:12:00,800 Somebody help. Ticktock! Ticktock! 248 00:12:00,840 --> 00:12:02,680 Let's get the hostage out of here now! 249 00:12:02,720 --> 00:12:04,920 Yes, staff. 250 00:12:04,960 --> 00:12:06,160 Fuck's sake. 251 00:12:06,200 --> 00:12:08,000 Thanks. Let's go. 252 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:11,200 Out of the room. Get off! 253 00:12:11,240 --> 00:12:12,920 Move. Come on, mate. 254 00:12:12,960 --> 00:12:14,280 Come on. Hurry up! 255 00:12:16,360 --> 00:12:17,720 Stop! 256 00:12:18,680 --> 00:12:20,840 Come in here. 257 00:12:20,880 --> 00:12:23,880 With four minutes remaining on the clock, 258 00:12:23,920 --> 00:12:28,000 Team Bravo have also failed to rescue the second hostage. 259 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:32,040 Did you clear all the building? 260 00:12:32,080 --> 00:12:34,640 As far as I was aware, staff. Maybe I missed a room. 261 00:12:34,680 --> 00:12:36,440 Fucking bullshit. Well, you didn't. You fucking didn't. 262 00:12:36,480 --> 00:12:37,800 I'm telling you that for nothing. 263 00:12:37,840 --> 00:12:40,280 You've gone into the first room, cleared it, fine. 264 00:12:40,320 --> 00:12:43,080 You've gone into the second room. What was in there? 265 00:12:43,120 --> 00:12:47,080 A box on the floor, and some... Like, a bucket and things like that. 266 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:48,600 Nothing else? 267 00:12:48,640 --> 00:12:51,080 No hostages, nothing like that? Not in there. I didn't see... 268 00:12:51,120 --> 00:12:52,880 No-one with a hood on? 269 00:12:52,920 --> 00:12:54,280 You missed a hostage. 270 00:12:54,320 --> 00:12:56,960 You literally glanced over an actual live person 271 00:12:57,000 --> 00:12:58,600 and fucked off. 272 00:12:58,640 --> 00:13:00,120 It's a poor effort in the end. 273 00:13:04,760 --> 00:13:06,840 The whole plan just went to shit. 274 00:13:06,880 --> 00:13:09,760 We could have done a lot better. 275 00:13:09,800 --> 00:13:12,400 I'm not angry. I'm not pissed off, you know what I'm saying? 276 00:13:12,440 --> 00:13:14,560 Well, you're voicing your opinion though like you are, Levi, 277 00:13:14,600 --> 00:13:15,840 and it's a bit demoralising. 278 00:13:15,880 --> 00:13:17,080 Do you agree that, you know, 279 00:13:17,120 --> 00:13:18,840 we all kind of flustered in our positions? 280 00:13:18,880 --> 00:13:21,000 I'm not disputing that we didn't, but I'm not... 281 00:13:21,040 --> 00:13:22,240 I don't think you can underestimate 282 00:13:22,280 --> 00:13:24,120 what people are trying to do in that room. 283 00:13:24,160 --> 00:13:25,880 You're taking it personally. You're taking it to heart. 284 00:13:25,920 --> 00:13:27,920 No, I'm not. I'm just saying that there's three people 285 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:29,200 that were part of this team 286 00:13:29,240 --> 00:13:31,080 and you're being vocal about what you thought personally. 287 00:13:31,120 --> 00:13:32,960 We're all a team, so we always discuss things, 288 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:34,520 but nobody's saying anything except me. 289 00:13:34,560 --> 00:13:35,560 OK, well... 290 00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:49,120 Do you reckon we're going to end up in the drink today? We could do. 291 00:13:49,160 --> 00:13:50,320 Could do, couldn't we? 292 00:13:50,360 --> 00:13:52,720 Aquaerobics class in there. 293 00:13:52,760 --> 00:13:56,160 Have Big Levi in my fucking aqua class with the ladies. 294 00:13:56,200 --> 00:13:57,760 Five, six, seven, eight. 295 00:13:57,800 --> 00:14:01,000 Hands up and wave. Hands up and wave. 296 00:14:01,040 --> 00:14:03,520 Hands side. Hands side. Hands, side. 297 00:14:03,560 --> 00:14:05,920 Let's go. Four to the left. 298 00:14:05,960 --> 00:14:07,600 LAUGHTER 299 00:14:07,640 --> 00:14:09,720 Four to the right. Well done, ladies. 300 00:14:09,760 --> 00:14:10,760 Come on. 301 00:14:12,800 --> 00:14:17,040 After the recruit's disappointing performance on the morning's task, 302 00:14:17,080 --> 00:14:19,560 the DS meet to discuss their response. 303 00:14:20,520 --> 00:14:22,440 It's like having kids again. 304 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:24,160 They won't do anything until they're shouted out. 305 00:14:24,200 --> 00:14:26,440 Some of them are putting in the effort, 306 00:14:26,480 --> 00:14:28,840 but they're getting masked by the rest of them 307 00:14:28,880 --> 00:14:30,560 who are dragging them down. Yeah. 308 00:14:30,600 --> 00:14:33,000 We need to bring them back onto the boil. 309 00:14:33,040 --> 00:14:34,400 Rather than a beasting, 310 00:14:34,440 --> 00:14:37,000 just do a basic sort of integrity test. Yeah. 311 00:14:37,040 --> 00:14:39,360 So we can hold them to account. 312 00:14:39,400 --> 00:14:41,760 Right? Yeah. 313 00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:43,840 Recruits, on the parade square! 314 00:14:43,880 --> 00:14:47,120 Fuck. Coming, staff. Coming, staff. 315 00:14:47,160 --> 00:14:50,880 The DS have designed a task to find out which recruits 316 00:14:50,920 --> 00:14:53,280 can be trusted to lead by example. 317 00:14:57,400 --> 00:15:01,080 What I'm going to do now is a combat fitness assessment. 318 00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:04,280 We're looking for 100% from you. 319 00:15:05,480 --> 00:15:07,800 Your starting point, you'll be up in your accommodation. 320 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:08,840 Go. 321 00:15:12,800 --> 00:15:16,800 The DS have devised a timed circuit of six exercises... 322 00:15:16,840 --> 00:15:18,840 Number 2! Staff. 323 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:22,200 Go. 324 00:15:22,240 --> 00:15:23,760 In the first round, 325 00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:26,800 the recruits must complete 20 reps. 326 00:15:26,840 --> 00:15:29,120 Seven, eight, nine, ten. 327 00:15:29,160 --> 00:15:30,960 My press-ups are slow. 328 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:33,600 Sit-ups there, Number 2. 329 00:15:33,640 --> 00:15:35,360 Number 3! Go. 330 00:15:36,560 --> 00:15:40,320 Two of the stations are out of sight of the DS. 331 00:15:40,360 --> 00:15:42,960 Unknown to the recruits, 332 00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:47,920 these stations are being secretly recorded by the directing staff. 333 00:15:47,960 --> 00:15:49,120 Come on, then. 334 00:15:50,120 --> 00:15:53,280 Sat by the side of the lake like a fucking gnome. 335 00:15:53,320 --> 00:15:56,800 This task is designed to see if the recruits have the honesty 336 00:15:56,840 --> 00:16:01,720 and integrity to carry out orders when they're not being watched, 337 00:16:01,760 --> 00:16:03,800 or when they think they're not being watched. 338 00:16:06,880 --> 00:16:08,200 Number 9. 339 00:16:08,240 --> 00:16:12,840 Next to take on the integrity challenge is Number 9, Daniel. 340 00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:14,880 Ooh, here we go. 341 00:16:14,920 --> 00:16:16,560 Like the Terminator. 342 00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:18,120 Boom, boom, boom. 343 00:16:18,160 --> 00:16:21,000 Boom, boom. Stand by. Go! 344 00:16:23,080 --> 00:16:25,600 I'm only the third British person that's ever graduated 345 00:16:25,640 --> 00:16:27,720 from Bolshoi Ballet Academy in Moscow. 346 00:16:27,760 --> 00:16:29,960 Come on, then. Hurry up. 347 00:16:30,000 --> 00:16:32,120 I was kind of a young kid going out there. 348 00:16:32,160 --> 00:16:33,560 First time away from my family. 349 00:16:33,600 --> 00:16:35,960 I didn't have a clue what anyone was saying. 350 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:38,200 Let's go, let's go. 351 00:16:38,240 --> 00:16:40,840 I remember first night at the school, my room-mate, 352 00:16:40,880 --> 00:16:42,800 he was just in tears the whole night. 353 00:16:44,280 --> 00:16:47,720 When I started on that first day, I said, "I'm going to graduate," 354 00:16:47,760 --> 00:16:50,800 and I would do everything I can to make that happen. 355 00:16:50,840 --> 00:16:52,520 Come on, Number 9. 356 00:16:52,560 --> 00:16:55,400 Not even out of breath, you fucking... Get up the stairs. 357 00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,000 Number 7. 358 00:16:59,040 --> 00:17:01,080 Next to take on the circuit... Stand by. 359 00:17:01,120 --> 00:17:04,480 ..is the oldest recruit on the course, Number 7... 360 00:17:04,520 --> 00:17:06,240 Go. ..Faye. 361 00:17:07,400 --> 00:17:09,600 More a nodding dog than a press-up. 362 00:17:10,640 --> 00:17:12,880 If I do find something, you know, really difficult, 363 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:15,720 I'll be open and honest throughout that experience. 364 00:17:15,760 --> 00:17:18,000 Sprint. Go, go. 365 00:17:18,040 --> 00:17:20,520 When I look at experiences that I've encountered 366 00:17:20,560 --> 00:17:23,920 where colleagues are not pulling their weight... 367 00:17:23,960 --> 00:17:25,760 Burpees, Number 7. 368 00:17:26,840 --> 00:17:29,360 ..then the reality is everybody else is having to pick up 369 00:17:29,400 --> 00:17:31,320 the additional slack for that. 370 00:17:31,360 --> 00:17:33,680 Pull away now. Sprint. Come on, sprint. 371 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:35,000 Good effort, 7. 372 00:17:35,040 --> 00:17:36,440 Come on, Number 10. 373 00:17:38,200 --> 00:17:40,800 Let's go. Go, big man, Number 18. 374 00:17:40,840 --> 00:17:43,720 Let's go. Good effort, 16. 375 00:17:43,760 --> 00:17:46,560 18, this is it now. Sprint finish, 18. Let's go, sprint. 376 00:17:49,520 --> 00:17:51,960 HE RETCHES 377 00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:53,880 Oh, shit. Who's that? Josh. 378 00:17:55,000 --> 00:17:56,160 Just let it out. 379 00:17:57,320 --> 00:17:58,400 Let it all out. 380 00:18:00,760 --> 00:18:02,040 Good effort, OK? 381 00:18:02,080 --> 00:18:04,880 We're going to do it one more time, though. 382 00:18:04,920 --> 00:18:08,720 You're doing 15 this time, so you should beat the fucking time. 383 00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:10,080 All right? Yes, staff. 384 00:18:10,120 --> 00:18:12,360 Are you ready to go? Yes, staff. OK, down you go. 385 00:18:13,720 --> 00:18:15,600 Fatigued by the first round... 386 00:18:15,640 --> 00:18:18,000 Go! ..the recruits must go again, 387 00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:21,320 this time doing 15 reps at each station. 388 00:18:21,360 --> 00:18:22,840 Come on, team. We've got this. 389 00:18:24,760 --> 00:18:26,400 Let's go. Good effort. 390 00:18:26,440 --> 00:18:28,320 Their honesty will be monitored 391 00:18:28,360 --> 00:18:30,280 by the directing staff's cameras. 392 00:18:30,320 --> 00:18:31,760 Huh! 393 00:18:31,800 --> 00:18:33,920 Come on, 9. 394 00:18:33,960 --> 00:18:36,320 Is Notre Dame missing a bell-ringer? 395 00:18:36,360 --> 00:18:39,800 In the Special Forces world, we work in small units. 396 00:18:39,840 --> 00:18:44,280 Every day, we put our lives in the hands of our fellow soldiers. 397 00:18:46,480 --> 00:18:48,040 Come on, 7. Let's beat that time. 398 00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:51,400 When we are exhausted and out of ammunition, 399 00:18:51,440 --> 00:18:53,520 will we continue to fight on? 400 00:18:54,920 --> 00:18:57,240 Cutting corners is not an option. 401 00:18:57,280 --> 00:19:00,800 Cutting corners is what gets people killed. 402 00:19:00,840 --> 00:19:03,720 Go on, Number 7, all the way in. Come on, 7. 403 00:19:03,760 --> 00:19:07,160 Oh, God. You're fast, you. 404 00:19:07,200 --> 00:19:08,520 I try my best, babe. 405 00:19:11,760 --> 00:19:12,960 OK, get on parade. 406 00:19:14,320 --> 00:19:15,320 Let's go. 407 00:19:20,920 --> 00:19:22,640 OK. 408 00:19:22,680 --> 00:19:24,240 The combat fitness test. 409 00:19:24,280 --> 00:19:26,520 Is anybody not giving 100%? 410 00:19:26,560 --> 00:19:28,160 ALL: No, staff. Did you all give 100%? 411 00:19:28,200 --> 00:19:30,680 ALL: Yes, staff. OK, good effort. 412 00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:32,640 Go. 413 00:19:40,880 --> 00:19:44,720 All recruits claim to have fully completed the circuit. 414 00:19:45,800 --> 00:19:48,320 Let's see what the evidence tells us, shall we? 415 00:19:48,360 --> 00:19:53,560 The DS want to check if any have cut corners when out of sight. 416 00:19:53,600 --> 00:19:55,000 OK, the burpees. Let's have a look. 417 00:19:55,040 --> 00:19:57,000 And this is Number 9. 418 00:19:57,040 --> 00:19:58,200 One. 419 00:19:59,360 --> 00:20:01,240 Two. 420 00:20:01,280 --> 00:20:02,280 Three. 421 00:20:03,280 --> 00:20:05,400 Four. Good reps. 422 00:20:05,440 --> 00:20:06,840 That should be the standard. 423 00:20:08,120 --> 00:20:10,760 I hope everyone's done it right, because they'll make us do it again. 424 00:20:10,800 --> 00:20:13,600 I did a really clean technique on the first time, so I was like, 425 00:20:13,640 --> 00:20:15,240 I need to do it really clean again. 426 00:20:17,120 --> 00:20:18,680 Number 18. 427 00:20:18,720 --> 00:20:19,720 Round two. 428 00:20:21,080 --> 00:20:22,600 Come on. What was that? 429 00:20:22,640 --> 00:20:24,400 8? 8. Come on. 430 00:20:24,440 --> 00:20:25,840 At least she's doing them right. 431 00:20:25,880 --> 00:20:27,720 Oh, fuck me. He's got a second wind. 432 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:29,960 I think the aim of the game with that one today 433 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:31,640 was just to get that second one faster. 434 00:20:31,680 --> 00:20:34,200 I don't know. I think if somebody is lying about the numbers, 435 00:20:34,240 --> 00:20:37,240 I think we'll get a tanking, you know. It's all about integrity. 436 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:42,720 The DS have reviewed all of the footage. 437 00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:47,600 One recruit's integrity has been called into question 438 00:20:47,640 --> 00:20:51,000 for failing to complete all repetitions of the circuit. 439 00:21:05,240 --> 00:21:06,240 Sit. 440 00:21:13,520 --> 00:21:15,320 Number 7. 441 00:21:15,360 --> 00:21:16,800 I'm going to show you something. 442 00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:24,760 This is the second run through the circuit today. 443 00:21:35,440 --> 00:21:37,320 How many reps were there? 444 00:21:37,360 --> 00:21:38,680 I counted ten there. 445 00:21:38,720 --> 00:21:40,640 Ten, my arse. 446 00:21:40,680 --> 00:21:42,120 It was fucking nine. 447 00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:47,120 You're a fucking high-achieving engineer 448 00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:49,560 and you can't count to fucking 15. 449 00:21:50,880 --> 00:21:52,680 Honestly, if you'd have asked me at the start, 450 00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:54,960 if I'd have known that were coming up, I would have genuinely thought 451 00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:57,800 I'd have done 20 on every one and 15 on every one. I just... 452 00:21:57,840 --> 00:21:59,840 CHRIS SLAMS TABLE Bullshit! 453 00:21:59,880 --> 00:22:02,760 Do you think us two are sat here fucking idiots? No, absolutely not. 454 00:22:02,800 --> 00:22:05,680 No. Do you not think that we understand what it takes 455 00:22:05,720 --> 00:22:07,960 when you're cold, wet, miserable, 456 00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:09,760 to push out them extra six? 457 00:22:09,800 --> 00:22:11,800 No, absolutely. I do. 458 00:22:13,040 --> 00:22:16,680 When left to your own devices, you couldn't do it. 459 00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:19,840 And you thought, "Them daft twats can't see me. 460 00:22:19,880 --> 00:22:22,640 "I'm going to fucking drop six off." 461 00:22:22,680 --> 00:22:24,440 Why the fuck d'you do it? 462 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:27,480 When we go out on the ground, 463 00:22:27,520 --> 00:22:30,760 the only thing we've got that keeps us alive is our integrity. 464 00:22:32,600 --> 00:22:33,960 Guard! 465 00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:36,920 DOOR OPENS 466 00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:39,880 Fucking think long and hard about what's fucking happened today. 467 00:22:53,920 --> 00:22:56,120 I would describe myself as a survivor. 468 00:22:57,160 --> 00:23:00,440 You know, I've gone through so many negative experiences in life 469 00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:03,480 and I've kind of had to adapt to those situation. 470 00:23:04,920 --> 00:23:08,160 Kind of thinking on my feet and adapting to those environments 471 00:23:08,200 --> 00:23:10,320 I would perceive as being my strength. 472 00:23:11,360 --> 00:23:12,840 Go on parade. 473 00:23:12,880 --> 00:23:14,080 Everyone on parade now. 474 00:23:14,120 --> 00:23:15,160 All of us? Yeah. 475 00:23:15,200 --> 00:23:16,640 Come on. Chop chop. 476 00:23:18,080 --> 00:23:19,880 Go on. There's your team-mates. 477 00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:20,920 Go, go. 478 00:23:28,040 --> 00:23:30,840 Honesty and integrity. 479 00:23:31,840 --> 00:23:34,520 That is the spine 480 00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:36,320 of the Special Forces world. 481 00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:41,320 I told you, we see every single thing, did I not? 482 00:23:41,360 --> 00:23:42,600 RECRUITS: Yes, staff. 483 00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:46,120 Number 7, come out here. 484 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:47,560 Stand in front of these. 485 00:23:50,880 --> 00:23:52,840 Explain to them, in your words, 486 00:23:52,880 --> 00:23:55,200 what I am fucking talking about, loud and clear. 487 00:23:56,440 --> 00:24:01,320 Yeah, so on the knees-up, I've not done 15 488 00:24:01,360 --> 00:24:05,640 and I've just gone back through the video and I counted nine. 489 00:24:09,360 --> 00:24:11,800 And I genuinely thought that I'd done 15. 490 00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:14,640 You genuinely thought? 491 00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:15,680 Yeah. 492 00:24:20,320 --> 00:24:21,880 Jail her. 493 00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:23,520 Turn to your left, Number 7. 494 00:24:23,560 --> 00:24:24,920 Follow me. Follow the DS. 495 00:24:27,320 --> 00:24:29,040 Does everybody get that? RECRUITS: Yes, staff. 496 00:24:29,080 --> 00:24:32,120 We don't care if you're the fittest or the fastest. 497 00:24:32,160 --> 00:24:34,680 We care about your honesty and integrity. 498 00:24:35,760 --> 00:24:36,760 Go. 499 00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:44,680 Number 7. 500 00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:48,640 You remain in there until one of the DS comes and releases you. 501 00:24:52,840 --> 00:24:54,840 How are you doing nine? 502 00:24:54,880 --> 00:24:58,080 Muggy, muggy, muggy. Like you're shocked. 503 00:24:58,120 --> 00:25:00,200 Giving up were never an option for me. 504 00:25:00,240 --> 00:25:03,400 That resilience and that kind of tenacity is something 505 00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:05,440 that I'm hoping that will drive me through, you know, 506 00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:06,960 when times get difficult. 507 00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:23,320 LEVI GROANS Where? 508 00:25:23,360 --> 00:25:24,920 Is it both gone? Yeah. 509 00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:28,280 This side's been gone for ages, but it just pulled out today. 510 00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:31,760 HE EXHALES 511 00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:34,120 God, I got savaged last night. 512 00:25:37,680 --> 00:25:39,600 Jordan, it was just... Yeah. 513 00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:44,760 Number 7! 514 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:50,200 Fast as you can. 515 00:25:55,080 --> 00:25:58,120 After her punishment in the water cage, 516 00:25:58,160 --> 00:26:02,120 the DS have doubts about Number 7 Faye's place on the course. 517 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:05,320 Step. 518 00:26:06,680 --> 00:26:08,200 Stand still. Hands by your side. 519 00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:21,560 You look petrified. Are you? 520 00:26:22,680 --> 00:26:24,720 I don't think I'm scared. 521 00:26:24,760 --> 00:26:26,200 I'm finding it hard. 522 00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:30,520 I think there's a load of people that are really strong. 523 00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:32,440 I mean... Fuck everyone else. 524 00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:34,280 The circuit yesterday, 525 00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:35,960 why d'you cut the corner? 526 00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:38,560 I don't know. 527 00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:42,600 I am disappointed in myself. 528 00:26:44,080 --> 00:26:46,680 I suppose I've always wanted kind of acknowledgement, really, 529 00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:48,160 which I've never really had. 530 00:26:51,800 --> 00:26:54,640 What's your relationship like with your parents? 531 00:26:54,680 --> 00:26:56,160 They're dead, both of them, now. 532 00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:57,560 OK, so what was it like? 533 00:26:57,600 --> 00:26:59,880 Not great, really. 534 00:26:59,920 --> 00:27:03,160 I think that's one of the things I'm trying to overcome. 535 00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:05,840 I suppose I've always wanted to, you know, kind of say to them, 536 00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:08,640 "Well, look, I've achieved extremely well in life." 537 00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:13,000 I went into engineering, then I went on to win the UK Engineering Award. 538 00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:14,960 This ain't a job interview, by the way. 539 00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:16,360 No, no. 540 00:27:17,440 --> 00:27:20,600 When you came on here, what did you think, I want to come away with? 541 00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:23,480 I've kind of suffered throughout my life, 542 00:27:23,520 --> 00:27:26,680 really, with lack of confidence. 543 00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:29,200 I was taken into care as a kid at nine 544 00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:32,320 and kind of battled through that process, you know, 545 00:27:32,360 --> 00:27:36,000 kind of coming out of it, failing at school, 546 00:27:36,040 --> 00:27:38,440 basically being told that, you know, 547 00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:41,440 you're not going to achieve anything in life. 548 00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:43,720 You know, I feel I've been stigmatised for being in care. 549 00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:44,800 Even now? 550 00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:48,800 Yeah, it's still with me, really, and I've kind of changed my life. 551 00:27:48,840 --> 00:27:52,080 I've worked really hard, but I do have this self-doubt 552 00:27:52,120 --> 00:27:53,600 and I always have. 553 00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:57,160 Stop fucking wanting a pat on the back. 554 00:27:57,200 --> 00:27:58,480 You ain't getting it. 555 00:27:59,960 --> 00:28:02,360 I would love my mum and dad to know what I've done. 556 00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:03,480 I was a little twat 557 00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:06,160 and that's what they went to the grave remembering, probably. 558 00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:08,600 I can't do anything about it. 559 00:28:08,640 --> 00:28:10,080 So drop all that. 560 00:28:10,120 --> 00:28:11,960 You don't need it. 561 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,200 But now I'm going to kick your fucking arse out there 562 00:28:14,240 --> 00:28:16,040 for the rest of this course. 563 00:28:16,080 --> 00:28:18,160 You know, I want to see a different Number 7. 564 00:28:19,520 --> 00:28:20,520 Guard. 565 00:28:34,120 --> 00:28:35,880 Fuckin' hell. 566 00:28:35,920 --> 00:28:38,560 When I entered care, all my family was broken up. 567 00:28:38,600 --> 00:28:40,920 So I've got three sisters and we were all moved 568 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:42,560 into different children's homes. 569 00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:44,680 In the first two years that I were in care, 570 00:28:44,720 --> 00:28:47,360 I were moved around around 50 times, 571 00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:48,720 so I never felt safe. 572 00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:50,320 I never felt part of a family. 573 00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:53,640 Keep your chin up. Thank you, staff. 574 00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:55,920 This is the kind of shame that I've carried, you know, 575 00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:57,280 throughout my life. 576 00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:01,760 This experience, for me, it's about knowing one's worth. 577 00:29:01,800 --> 00:29:03,280 SHE SIGHS 578 00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:06,120 I want to get to a place where I'm really, really content with life. 579 00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:15,640 Can you bend your left knee and bring it up? 580 00:29:15,680 --> 00:29:17,560 Tell me if you get any pain. HE GRIMACES 581 00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:22,120 OK, relax. One of the front runners on the course, Number 18, Levi, 582 00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:25,240 has aggravated a pre-existing groin injury. 583 00:29:25,280 --> 00:29:27,880 Seeing the pain you're in, your injury could easily 584 00:29:27,920 --> 00:29:29,880 be a groin tear case, 585 00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:31,360 so I'm quite concerned about that area. 586 00:29:31,400 --> 00:29:32,800 And I think if you carry on, 587 00:29:32,840 --> 00:29:35,400 you're likely to do some more significant damage. 588 00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:37,840 Please, I can carry on. No. Please. 589 00:29:37,880 --> 00:29:41,280 We're going to have to medically withdraw you from the course. 590 00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:42,520 I can carry on. 591 00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:44,600 Number 18, listen. Please, staff. 592 00:29:44,640 --> 00:29:47,360 I mean, just listen to me. Please, staff. 593 00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:49,200 It's not finished yet. 594 00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:51,120 You have been outstanding. 595 00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:54,680 But did it prove to you that I've got what it takes, staff? 596 00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:56,480 You've done it. Let me tell you something. 597 00:29:56,520 --> 00:29:59,320 You were going to walk out of here with your head held high. 598 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:02,320 You've given 100% and that's all we ask. 599 00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:07,360 HE GROANS 600 00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:13,680 Number 18, Levi, becomes the 10th recruit 601 00:30:13,720 --> 00:30:15,480 to leave the course. 602 00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:26,080 Do the honours, Chris. 603 00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:29,080 After the withdrawal of Number 18, 604 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:33,480 the DS decide to change the leaders of both teams. 605 00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:37,360 OK. I reckon we should pick somebody we're disappointed in. 606 00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:40,080 When the chips are down, this is when it fucking counts. 607 00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:41,800 What are we thinking about 7? 608 00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:46,000 You know, kind of give her a chance to redeem herself, etc. 609 00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:47,960 Yeah? Mm-hm. Yeah. 610 00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:49,120 Who else? 611 00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:50,880 Number 9. 612 00:30:50,920 --> 00:30:52,440 He's very much the grey man. 613 00:30:52,480 --> 00:30:54,400 You know, he's in the middle of the pack 614 00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:57,360 and it might give him the boost or kick up the arse he needs. 615 00:30:57,400 --> 00:30:59,440 OK. Everybody happy? 616 00:30:59,480 --> 00:31:00,480 Yeah. 617 00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:04,080 Get on parade! 618 00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:05,400 On parade, let's go. 619 00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:08,280 Full kit! On parade. Full kit. 620 00:31:08,320 --> 00:31:10,480 Full kit. Argh! These are heavy now. 621 00:31:10,520 --> 00:31:12,440 Let's go! 622 00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:21,880 OK. Everybody good to go? 623 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:23,040 ALL: Yes, staff. 624 00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:24,520 Team Bravo. 625 00:31:24,560 --> 00:31:27,200 Team leader is Number 7. 626 00:31:27,240 --> 00:31:28,920 Understand? ALL: Yes, staff. 627 00:31:28,960 --> 00:31:30,880 Team Alpha, Number 9. 628 00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:32,840 You are now team leader. 629 00:31:32,880 --> 00:31:34,200 Yes, staff. 630 00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:35,480 OK. 631 00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:36,520 Go! 632 00:31:39,920 --> 00:31:41,640 Get your fucking mind in the game. 633 00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:46,480 Let's move! 634 00:31:47,640 --> 00:31:48,640 Stop there. 635 00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:54,760 This task is about equipment resupply. 636 00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:58,120 These sort of manoeuvres require grit, determination, 637 00:31:58,160 --> 00:31:59,960 and most importantly, leadership. 638 00:32:01,840 --> 00:32:04,040 Am I clear so far? ALL: Yes, staff. 639 00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:05,240 Your kit's over there. 640 00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:06,440 When I say go, 641 00:32:06,480 --> 00:32:09,120 two minutes to yourselves, working out what you're going to do 642 00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:10,800 and how you're going to move it. 643 00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:11,840 Go! 644 00:32:13,400 --> 00:32:17,840 The two teams will go head-to-head in a race to transport equipment 645 00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:19,960 six kilometres across the jungle. 646 00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,920 Yeah. OK, well, I'm going to need two people on this. 647 00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,280 One person per two jerry cans. Yeah, yeah. 648 00:32:25,320 --> 00:32:27,320 Are we happy? Everyone knows what they're carrying? 649 00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:28,760 Can you get those two jerry cans? 650 00:32:28,800 --> 00:32:30,440 Right. That's everything, then, guys. 651 00:32:30,480 --> 00:32:31,520 Go! 652 00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:32,560 Let's go. 653 00:32:32,600 --> 00:32:35,080 Your early Sunday walk. Let's get going. 654 00:32:35,120 --> 00:32:37,360 Chosen by the DS to lead Team Alpha 655 00:32:37,400 --> 00:32:39,200 is Number 9, Daniel... 656 00:32:39,240 --> 00:32:40,840 Guys, you're going too fast. 657 00:32:40,880 --> 00:32:42,920 Come on, girls. Keep moving. 658 00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:44,520 ..who's taken an early lead. 659 00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:48,480 As a soloist, I do spend most of the time on my own. 660 00:32:48,520 --> 00:32:51,080 Come on, Rosie. Close the gaps. Come on, close them. 661 00:32:51,120 --> 00:32:52,960 Come on. One step at a time. 662 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:55,360 I do have the skills to work in a team, 663 00:32:55,400 --> 00:32:56,640 but probably at the moment 664 00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:58,640 I'm probably stronger working on my own. 665 00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:01,400 Look at this. Thrashing them. 666 00:33:01,440 --> 00:33:03,480 Let's fucking go, Terminator. 667 00:33:04,600 --> 00:33:06,880 Bravo, you're falling behind. 668 00:33:06,920 --> 00:33:09,480 Number 7, get the fucking team moving! 669 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:12,640 Why are they in front of you? Come on, guys. Come on! 670 00:33:12,680 --> 00:33:16,320 Leading Team Bravo... Come on, guys! ..is Number 7, Faye. 671 00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:20,240 I think over my career I've been a great leader. 672 00:33:20,280 --> 00:33:22,120 You know, I love motivating people. 673 00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:26,040 Guys, come on. Move! Move, 7! Come on, guys. 674 00:33:26,080 --> 00:33:27,840 I really do enjoy being in that environment 675 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:29,440 where everybody works together. 676 00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:31,480 Let's go. Come on. Come on, Number 4. 677 00:33:31,520 --> 00:33:32,680 All together, all together. 678 00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,120 Let's go! 679 00:33:34,160 --> 00:33:35,360 We're closing in. 680 00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:36,400 We've got this. 681 00:33:36,440 --> 00:33:38,240 Yes, just keep moving. 682 00:33:38,280 --> 00:33:41,040 Get a move on. Let's move! 683 00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:42,600 The others are out in front. 684 00:33:42,640 --> 00:33:45,080 There they are. There's your target. Guys, come on. 685 00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:46,240 Come on, guys. 686 00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:49,160 Team Bravo surge past Team Alpha 687 00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:51,760 just 200 metres from the RV point. 688 00:33:51,800 --> 00:33:53,880 Agh! Less Barbie. Let's go. 689 00:33:53,920 --> 00:33:56,520 Well done, 7. Fuck me. You're getting something right. 690 00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:58,000 Push! Teamwork. 691 00:33:58,040 --> 00:34:00,200 Push! Close it up, close it up. 692 00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:03,200 Fucking good effort. This is where a fucking win has become work. 693 00:34:03,240 --> 00:34:04,240 Come on! 694 00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:09,440 Whoever's in charge of Team Alpha, your team is decimated. 695 00:34:09,480 --> 00:34:11,560 Get up that hill! 696 00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:14,200 Fuck! You're fucking shouting at them, fucking Number 9. 697 00:34:14,240 --> 00:34:16,440 You worry about the bit of kit you've got. Sorry, staff. 698 00:34:16,480 --> 00:34:19,080 Close the gap before you start shouting at people in front of you. 699 00:34:19,120 --> 00:34:20,520 Sorry, staff. 700 00:34:20,560 --> 00:34:21,640 Come on, then. Hurry up! 701 00:34:21,680 --> 00:34:23,680 You're miles away from the finish. 702 00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:29,480 One of the hardest tasks we do on this course is ammo resupply. 703 00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:31,560 Get a move on, Number 14! 704 00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:33,880 Come on, guys! 705 00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:35,400 We're nearly there. Come on. 706 00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:36,680 On my selection, 707 00:34:36,720 --> 00:34:38,480 I can remember it was pissing down, 708 00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:40,600 blokes were slipping over, falling over, 709 00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:44,840 and there was one guy sat down and just started crying 710 00:34:44,880 --> 00:34:46,920 and he was like, "I can't do this any more. 711 00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:48,160 "I'm going home." 712 00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:50,480 It's amazing, guys. Go! 713 00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:51,880 Heads up! 714 00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:56,280 It's that ability to overlook all pain and emotion 715 00:34:56,320 --> 00:34:59,440 and find it within you to keep going. 716 00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:01,680 Keep coming. 717 00:35:01,720 --> 00:35:05,320 Number 7, Faye, leads her team to the RV point first, 718 00:35:05,360 --> 00:35:08,320 winning phase one of the race. 719 00:35:08,360 --> 00:35:10,160 Excellent, guys. Well done. Good effort. 720 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:12,280 Oi, it ain't time for celebration! 721 00:35:12,320 --> 00:35:13,600 We're far from finished. 722 00:35:13,640 --> 00:35:16,040 Get your team together. Sort your shit out. 723 00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:20,200 One, two, one, two, one, two. Come on. We're nearly there. 724 00:35:20,240 --> 00:35:22,720 150 metres behind, 725 00:35:22,760 --> 00:35:25,800 struggling in Number 9 Daniel's Team Alpha, 726 00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:27,720 is Number 5, Becky. 727 00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:30,400 Come on, let's go! SHE EXHALES 728 00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:31,720 I'm not one to give up. 729 00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:33,120 I'm very competitive. 730 00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:35,320 Lift. Come on! 731 00:35:38,040 --> 00:35:39,280 I'm not giving up. 732 00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:40,720 Come on, legs. 733 00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:42,640 You will have to drag me out. 734 00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:43,800 Just keep going. 735 00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:47,160 My son will definitely keep me going when it's tough. 736 00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:50,320 I can't. I've got to go down. All right, let go, let go. I'll take it. 737 00:35:50,360 --> 00:35:53,600 I've got to keep him in the back of my mind 738 00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:55,480 and show him how hard his mum is. 739 00:35:57,280 --> 00:35:58,280 Softly. 740 00:35:59,880 --> 00:36:01,920 You're fucking joking. 741 00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:05,560 Team Alpha reach the RV four and a half minutes later. 742 00:36:05,600 --> 00:36:08,320 Get water down your throats, please, guys. Fuck. Aargh! 743 00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:09,720 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 744 00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:13,360 Down to the next DS and listen in to the next detail. 745 00:36:13,400 --> 00:36:15,360 Go! Let's move! 746 00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:22,920 Guys, I can't go any more. My leg's fucked. Come on! 747 00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:25,680 I can't. You've got to. Let's go. 748 00:36:25,720 --> 00:36:27,520 Help her. Whole team get in and help her. 749 00:36:27,560 --> 00:36:29,160 SHE GROANS 750 00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:30,320 Come on! 751 00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:35,280 Aargh! Come on. I can't! 752 00:36:35,320 --> 00:36:37,200 You can't on. Carry on, Number 5. 753 00:36:37,240 --> 00:36:39,040 You know what to do. I'm... OK. 754 00:36:39,080 --> 00:36:40,360 Move, move! Let's go! 755 00:36:40,400 --> 00:36:41,840 Come on! 756 00:36:43,440 --> 00:36:44,800 Give us your armband, Number 5. 757 00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:53,720 Number 5, Becky, becomes the 11th recruit to leave the course. 758 00:36:56,640 --> 00:36:57,680 Get your chin up. 759 00:36:57,720 --> 00:36:59,840 You should be proud of yourself. 760 00:36:59,880 --> 00:37:00,880 I mean that. 761 00:37:08,120 --> 00:37:10,200 Let's go, Bravo! 762 00:37:10,240 --> 00:37:12,960 Come on! Get in the lead. Come on, Bravo. 763 00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:15,720 Get your bergens into the boat. Right. 764 00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:18,400 Get in the boat, Rosie, now. Argh! 765 00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:22,440 In a test of leadership, the recruits are in a two-team race 766 00:37:22,480 --> 00:37:25,120 to transport equipment across the jungle. 767 00:37:26,560 --> 00:37:28,360 All the way to me. Look in. 768 00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:34,080 Yeah. 769 00:37:34,120 --> 00:37:35,400 Team Alpha. 770 00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:36,520 Go, go, go, go. 771 00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,680 Led by Number 9, Daniel, 772 00:37:38,720 --> 00:37:41,080 Team Alpha have already lost one recruit. 773 00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:43,600 There's only four of us here, remember. Let's do this. Come on. 774 00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:47,000 I don't give a fuck how many you are. Fucking hurry up. 775 00:37:47,040 --> 00:37:48,400 Training in Moscow, 776 00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:51,640 we're always kind of taught that if you're struggling, you suck it up. 777 00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:55,000 Oh, fuck! 778 00:37:55,040 --> 00:37:56,720 If you do let your emotions take over, 779 00:37:56,760 --> 00:37:59,080 your whole performance will suffer. 780 00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,240 Pull her over, for God's sake. 781 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:03,600 I'm trying! 782 00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:05,080 Stop getting mad at everyone. 783 00:38:11,640 --> 00:38:12,880 We're taking it up? 784 00:38:12,920 --> 00:38:15,440 Guys, we've got to take the boat up this hill. Let's go. 785 00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:17,480 Over to the DS. Come on, guys. 786 00:38:17,520 --> 00:38:21,800 Just behind them are Team Bravo, led by Number 7, Faye. 787 00:38:21,840 --> 00:38:24,440 Actually, straight down here. That's a straight route down. 788 00:38:24,480 --> 00:38:26,400 Go! Right, come on. 789 00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:27,680 After crossing the lake... 790 00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:31,520 Oh, wait! Come on. 791 00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:34,720 ..the teams must carry their 80-kilogramme Mib 792 00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:36,360 back to the starting point. 793 00:38:37,600 --> 00:38:38,640 Onto your shoulder. 794 00:38:38,680 --> 00:38:40,760 Outside hand, onto your shoulder, quick. Yeah, come on. 795 00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:43,040 Wait, wait, go down. She hasn't lifted it. 796 00:38:43,080 --> 00:38:44,680 Outside hand, outside hand. 797 00:38:44,720 --> 00:38:46,960 Left hand. Inside. You can't. Inside hand, it's not going to... 798 00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:48,400 Who's in charge of this team, Alpha? 799 00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:50,440 Dan, they can't do it, mate. They can't do it. 800 00:38:50,480 --> 00:38:51,880 It's too late. They couldn't do it. 801 00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:53,840 It was a good idea, but they couldn't. Let's keep going. 802 00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:57,200 Team Bravo, led by Number 7, Faye, 803 00:38:57,240 --> 00:38:58,440 retake the lead. 804 00:38:58,480 --> 00:38:59,760 It pays to be a winner! 805 00:38:59,800 --> 00:39:02,120 No pain, no gain. Enjoy it. 806 00:39:02,160 --> 00:39:05,040 Who needs to switch sides? Me, my shoulder. 807 00:39:05,080 --> 00:39:06,840 Good communication. Excellent work. 808 00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:09,600 Switch, hurry up! Three, two, one. Stand by, go! 809 00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:11,600 Lift. Let's go. Go! Go! 810 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:15,280 Fuck yeah! 811 00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:17,080 One, two, three, four. 812 00:39:17,120 --> 00:39:18,760 Leadership's abysmal, Number 9. 813 00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:20,600 One, two, three. For God's sake. 814 00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:22,280 Come on! Come on! 815 00:39:22,320 --> 00:39:23,960 I'm sorry, guys. 816 00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:25,200 If I'm failing at something 817 00:39:25,240 --> 00:39:27,160 and I am showing that to people around me, 818 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:28,960 that makes me feel very vulnerable. 819 00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:31,480 I just don't like to show weakness. 820 00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:35,400 I've really screwed my hand up and I really need to try 821 00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:36,520 another shoulder if we can. 822 00:39:36,560 --> 00:39:39,360 Do you know how? You can try, but it's too heavy to get on my shoulders. 823 00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:42,960 Let me go on the front, then. Trust me. I just don't think it's viable. 824 00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:46,160 Questioning Number 9 Daniel's game plan 825 00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:48,040 is Number 10, Danica. 826 00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:50,240 Right, it's going on the shoulders. Team order. That's it. 827 00:39:50,280 --> 00:39:52,440 We should be carrying it with... Three, two, one, up. 828 00:39:54,640 --> 00:39:57,120 I'm not that great at being told what to do. 829 00:39:57,160 --> 00:39:58,560 Dig in. 830 00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:00,600 Aargh! Don't bounce it, Ross. 831 00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:03,160 Sorry, girl. It was sliding out. For fuck's sake. 832 00:40:03,200 --> 00:40:05,120 I like to think that I can... 833 00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:08,400 I can do it better. 834 00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:09,720 Is that good? Guys, no. 835 00:40:10,760 --> 00:40:12,320 Let's move. Hurry up! 836 00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:15,040 I am very mentally strong. 837 00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:21,080 Headstrong is a word that was used quite a lot as well in my childhood. 838 00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:23,360 Swap. We can't do it over our shoulder. 839 00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:26,280 It's too heavy at the front to go over our shoulder. Yeah. No way. 840 00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:29,120 Let's go! Motivation, 7! 841 00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:31,640 You can move it. Come on, guys. Move it! 842 00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:33,920 We're winning! Come on! 843 00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:36,040 Everything you've got! 844 00:40:36,080 --> 00:40:37,840 That's how it's done. 845 00:40:37,880 --> 00:40:40,400 Three, two, one, drop. Turn now. 846 00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:43,280 Team Bravo reach the finish line first... 847 00:40:43,320 --> 00:40:44,480 Good effort. 848 00:40:44,520 --> 00:40:46,960 ..led by Number 7, Faye. 849 00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:50,120 We've absolutely annihilated these guys today. 850 00:40:50,160 --> 00:40:51,520 Listen, you need to take confidence 851 00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:54,320 from what we've just done there, all right? Yeah. 852 00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:56,960 OK, pop it down, then. 853 00:40:58,000 --> 00:40:59,600 Come on. Let's get this board moving. 854 00:40:59,640 --> 00:41:00,720 We can't drag it. 855 00:41:00,760 --> 00:41:03,720 Get the board moving, Number 9. One, two, three. 856 00:41:03,760 --> 00:41:05,440 And up. 857 00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:07,480 Right, let's go. 858 00:41:07,520 --> 00:41:08,840 Let's go! 859 00:41:08,880 --> 00:41:10,320 Come on, guys. Last step. 860 00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:12,280 Hurry up! Grit your teeth and fucking go. 861 00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:13,640 All the way. 862 00:41:15,360 --> 00:41:16,440 Shambles. 863 00:41:16,480 --> 00:41:17,760 Absolute shambles. 864 00:41:22,640 --> 00:41:25,440 Right, the only way shit gets done is through fucking sound, 865 00:41:25,480 --> 00:41:28,080 quality, gutsy leadership. 866 00:41:28,120 --> 00:41:30,000 Bravo put in a shift there. 867 00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:31,200 Good effort. 868 00:41:31,240 --> 00:41:34,560 Turn that way, face the DS and follow on. 869 00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:44,200 Team Alpha was a fucking shower of shit. 870 00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:51,760 A triumphant Team Bravo is sent straight back to base. 871 00:41:51,800 --> 00:41:54,000 This is the winners' mile. Get your heads up. 872 00:41:54,040 --> 00:41:58,560 The losing Team Alpha must make the one-kilometre journey 873 00:41:58,600 --> 00:42:01,200 carrying their Mib overhead. 874 00:42:01,240 --> 00:42:03,760 Slow down! Slow down, otherwise I will drop it on you. 875 00:42:03,800 --> 00:42:06,000 Don't drop. Get the boat up here. 876 00:42:06,040 --> 00:42:07,360 This is ridiculous. 877 00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:21,640 Fucking bergen. Fucking bergen is right. 878 00:42:21,680 --> 00:42:22,800 Ugh! 879 00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:25,040 The shoulder thing didn't work. 880 00:42:25,080 --> 00:42:26,600 Yeah. Can I explain why that happened? 881 00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:28,680 Just so you... I know why. Because you couldn't grip. 882 00:42:28,720 --> 00:42:30,400 When you said that that motivation was annoying, 883 00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:33,440 that's why I tried to tone it down, because as soon as you tell me... 884 00:42:33,480 --> 00:42:35,440 When we're trying to get off the boat and you're like, 885 00:42:35,480 --> 00:42:37,000 "For fuck's sake, for fuck's sake." Yeah. 886 00:42:37,040 --> 00:42:39,160 "Get your fucking bergens." It's not really encouraging for everybody. 887 00:42:39,200 --> 00:42:41,000 Yeah, but next time just tell me straight away. 888 00:42:41,040 --> 00:42:42,480 I shouldn't need to tell you that 889 00:42:42,520 --> 00:42:44,560 "fucking get your fucking bergen" is not encouraging. 890 00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:46,840 See, I just work with people who work like that, you see. 891 00:42:46,880 --> 00:42:48,240 So it's a different... That's all. 892 00:42:48,280 --> 00:42:50,160 Well, whatever. Yeah, yeah. 893 00:42:58,880 --> 00:43:00,120 Recruit 9! 894 00:43:01,480 --> 00:43:03,760 Coming, staff. Keep your foot on the gas. Let's go! 895 00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:07,880 After showing poor leadership in the ammo resupply task, 896 00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:11,280 the DS need to decide if Number 9, Daniel, 897 00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:13,240 should remain on the course. 898 00:43:20,800 --> 00:43:21,800 Sit. 899 00:43:29,960 --> 00:43:31,840 Where are you right now, 900 00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:33,320 physically and mentally? 901 00:43:34,520 --> 00:43:36,960 I was bad after the task. 902 00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:38,880 Feeling very, very low. 903 00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:41,360 I don't do much leadership, so this was quite an experience. 904 00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:44,080 Well, that was obvious, to be honest. 905 00:43:44,120 --> 00:43:46,240 What are your reasons for being here? 906 00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:47,560 I'm a classical dancer. 907 00:43:47,600 --> 00:43:50,760 I've been doing this since I was four years old, 908 00:43:50,800 --> 00:43:53,800 but I realise that I've only got a few years left 909 00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:55,560 before that's going to end. 910 00:43:57,080 --> 00:43:59,480 Losing that schedule, losing that discipline, 911 00:43:59,520 --> 00:44:01,280 it can be quite a dark place. 912 00:44:01,320 --> 00:44:04,960 I want to have this confidence to find that I can find a new route 913 00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:06,920 and take a new path. 914 00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:08,520 What was growing up like? 915 00:44:08,560 --> 00:44:10,280 I came from a town which, you know, 916 00:44:10,320 --> 00:44:11,880 there'd probably never been a ballet dance before. 917 00:44:11,920 --> 00:44:13,800 I came from Widnes. It's a rugby town. 918 00:44:13,840 --> 00:44:15,520 My dad was the rugby coach. 919 00:44:15,560 --> 00:44:18,880 I went to Moscow when I was young to start training 920 00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:22,480 and I stopped showing my emotion from that point on. 921 00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:27,760 If I have a bad performance, I get angry, 922 00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:29,240 but I get angry with myself. 923 00:44:29,280 --> 00:44:34,280 I spiral down, letting it build as a fire inside you. 924 00:44:34,320 --> 00:44:37,480 And I think it's just self-criticism. 925 00:44:37,520 --> 00:44:39,640 Self-criticism's good, but don't overegg it, 926 00:44:39,680 --> 00:44:41,680 because all you do is lose sleep, beat yourself up, 927 00:44:41,720 --> 00:44:44,360 and it makes you worse the next time you go into it. 928 00:44:44,400 --> 00:44:46,600 Yes, staff. Relax. 929 00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:47,840 Embrace the challenges. 930 00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:49,880 Don't be afraid to fail, 931 00:44:49,920 --> 00:44:51,560 because you know when you fail, 932 00:44:51,600 --> 00:44:52,800 you fucking grow. 933 00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:56,880 The learning curve has got steep. 934 00:44:56,920 --> 00:45:00,120 For me, you're clinging on by your fingernails. 935 00:45:00,160 --> 00:45:02,720 I'll give you everything I've got. That's all I can promise you. 936 00:45:03,720 --> 00:45:05,080 Guard! 937 00:45:15,360 --> 00:45:16,720 He needs to take a breath. 938 00:45:16,760 --> 00:45:20,000 He'll fucking burst into flames if he fucking don't calm down. 939 00:45:22,720 --> 00:45:25,760 In that moment when you're dancing, you have this level of freedom, 940 00:45:25,800 --> 00:45:28,640 which I don't experience when I'm doing anything else, 941 00:45:28,680 --> 00:45:30,960 and something that defined my personality, 942 00:45:31,000 --> 00:45:32,760 defined who I was, is going to end 943 00:45:32,800 --> 00:45:34,560 and I have to do something different. 944 00:45:35,720 --> 00:45:38,840 It's that fear of can you find happiness in something else? 945 00:45:40,640 --> 00:45:42,760 Take this to heart. 946 00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:44,560 Do better tomorrow. 947 00:45:44,600 --> 00:45:48,600 And I think this course will help me accept 948 00:45:48,640 --> 00:45:51,720 that you will feel uncomfortable if you do do something different, 949 00:45:51,760 --> 00:45:52,920 but you can still succeed. 950 00:45:56,920 --> 00:45:58,160 Yeah, well done. 951 00:45:58,200 --> 00:46:01,080 I wouldn't be able to get through that without you strong people. 952 00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:03,280 I wouldn't have been able to get through it. 953 00:46:03,320 --> 00:46:05,320 It's just keeping to that plan, isn't it? 954 00:46:10,160 --> 00:46:11,920 Stand by! Go! 955 00:46:11,960 --> 00:46:14,880 You don't want to have to rely on your survival instinct. 956 00:46:14,920 --> 00:46:16,840 Come on. Let's keep moving. 957 00:46:16,880 --> 00:46:18,440 But when the shit hits the fan, 958 00:46:18,480 --> 00:46:20,120 you want to know that you've got them. 959 00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:21,400 Let's go! 960 00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:25,280 That ability to overlook all pain and emotion 961 00:46:25,320 --> 00:46:27,000 and just want to be alive. 962 00:46:51,480 --> 00:46:54,520 Subtitles by Red Bee Media