1 00:00:29,670 --> 00:00:31,172 Dr. Harber, before we're live, 2 00:00:31,255 --> 00:00:33,633 I just wanted to say thank you for choosing me. 3 00:00:33,716 --> 00:00:35,760 Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers. 4 00:00:35,843 --> 00:00:38,179 The rich history you have with other journalists... 5 00:00:38,804 --> 00:00:41,307 I chose you precisely because we don't have a history. 6 00:00:42,767 --> 00:00:44,310 Now, don't fuck it up. 7 00:00:46,437 --> 00:00:47,521 Fifteen seconds. 8 00:00:50,608 --> 00:00:55,363 People trust you... for decades have valued you. 9 00:00:55,446 --> 00:00:57,823 I think that's because people value the truth. 10 00:00:57,907 --> 00:01:02,411 Right, but don't you think your discovery was just... too dangerous 11 00:01:02,495 --> 00:01:03,704 to share with the world? 12 00:01:03,788 --> 00:01:06,541 Look, this has been my life's work for over 40 years. 13 00:01:06,624 --> 00:01:08,167 There's nothing willy-nilly here. 14 00:01:08,751 --> 00:01:10,383 After much discussion, much debate, 15 00:01:10,413 --> 00:01:12,046 we all came to the same conclusion. 16 00:01:12,129 --> 00:01:14,006 - Which is? - Which is, once you explore 17 00:01:14,090 --> 00:01:17,051 all scientific possibilities, and you come to a consensus, 18 00:01:17,134 --> 00:01:21,222 how can you keep a discovery so vital to our existence a secret? 19 00:01:21,764 --> 00:01:23,224 And that discovery... 20 00:01:24,350 --> 00:01:26,894 You proved the existence of an afterlife. 21 00:01:26,978 --> 00:01:30,398 I prefer to call it a new plane of existence. 22 00:01:30,982 --> 00:01:34,902 I can't comment on terminology like "soul" and "heaven" and "afterlife," 23 00:01:34,986 --> 00:01:38,990 but what I can say with scientific certainty is that once the body dies, 24 00:01:39,365 --> 00:01:44,078 some part of our consciousness leaves us and travels to a new plane. 25 00:01:45,037 --> 00:01:49,917 Your machine was able to capture brain wavelengths 26 00:01:50,001 --> 00:01:53,754 on a subatomic level, leaving the body after death. 27 00:01:54,589 --> 00:01:56,340 - Is that...? - That's correct. 28 00:01:58,301 --> 00:02:00,636 Where do those wavelengths go? 29 00:02:02,430 --> 00:02:06,058 My point is, a new plane of existence is out there. 30 00:02:06,142 --> 00:02:08,477 Yes, that is no longer in dispute. 31 00:02:08,561 --> 00:02:11,439 But you can't tell us what that is exactly. 32 00:02:11,522 --> 00:02:13,983 When you see a train leave the station... 33 00:02:15,067 --> 00:02:18,446 do you need to know where it's going to understand that you saw it leave? 34 00:02:18,529 --> 00:02:20,781 It's a tough pill to swallow. 35 00:02:20,865 --> 00:02:23,034 At one point, so was the Earth being round. 36 00:02:24,410 --> 00:02:29,915 But, Dr. Harber, why did it take you six months to address us? 37 00:02:30,416 --> 00:02:31,834 Where have you been? 38 00:02:32,835 --> 00:02:36,714 It seems to me that I invited you here, to my home. 39 00:02:36,797 --> 00:02:38,716 Yes, you did. Thank you. 40 00:02:39,175 --> 00:02:42,345 But... we only received that invitation 41 00:02:42,428 --> 00:02:45,931 after the suicide toll had rapidly reached a million. 42 00:02:46,015 --> 00:02:49,602 And during that time, celebrities, athletes, 43 00:02:49,685 --> 00:02:53,689 even a close colleague of yours, all ended their lives. 44 00:02:53,773 --> 00:02:57,485 Which is why I agreed to sit with you and try to calm the waters. 45 00:02:58,652 --> 00:02:59,779 Okay. 46 00:03:00,988 --> 00:03:02,448 I wanna ask you the question 47 00:03:02,531 --> 00:03:05,826 that everybody watching right now is probably wondering. 48 00:03:06,535 --> 00:03:10,915 Do you feel responsible for all those people killing themselves? 49 00:03:11,665 --> 00:03:12,500 No. 50 00:03:13,959 --> 00:03:15,836 - That's it? - That's it. 51 00:03:17,797 --> 00:03:21,217 Thank you, Dr. Harber... for my fresh start. 52 00:03:21,300 --> 00:03:22,676 Andy, no! 53 00:03:23,260 --> 00:03:24,512 Andy! 54 00:03:24,595 --> 00:03:25,846 - Andy! - Oh, no. 55 00:03:26,263 --> 00:03:27,515 Oh, God! 56 00:03:27,598 --> 00:03:29,725 - Why would you do that? - Somebody call 911. 57 00:03:29,892 --> 00:03:31,060 Help! Some... 58 00:03:31,310 --> 00:03:32,478 Call help, please. 59 00:03:32,561 --> 00:03:34,772 Right now. Get someone here. 60 00:03:34,855 --> 00:03:35,940 My God! 61 00:03:36,023 --> 00:03:37,400 Why would you do that? 62 00:03:37,775 --> 00:03:39,026 Oh, God. 63 00:03:39,777 --> 00:03:41,404 Turn those cameras off. 64 00:04:16,939 --> 00:04:20,776 Welcome back to our coverage of the two-year anniversary of the Discovery. 65 00:04:20,860 --> 00:04:24,321 We'll be revisiting the touchstone moments of the past two years, 66 00:04:24,405 --> 00:04:26,907 with retrospectives all weekend long. 67 00:04:26,991 --> 00:04:29,326 Hard to believe that it's been a year and a half 68 00:04:29,410 --> 00:04:32,705 since Thomas Harber's first and only post-Discovery interview 69 00:04:32,788 --> 00:04:36,000 ended suddenly with an on-air suicide. 70 00:04:36,083 --> 00:04:41,255 Since then, the worldwide suicide toll has skyrocketed to staggering levels. 71 00:04:41,338 --> 00:04:44,508 Over four million people have taken their lives, 72 00:04:44,592 --> 00:04:46,594 attempting to "get there." 73 00:04:47,011 --> 00:04:50,556 As for Dr. Thomas Harber, he has not made a public appearance 74 00:04:50,639 --> 00:04:53,184 since that infamous post-Discovery interview. 75 00:04:53,267 --> 00:04:54,977 Completely off the grid... 76 00:05:10,618 --> 00:05:12,244 I was listening to that. 77 00:05:14,955 --> 00:05:18,000 I'm sorry, I thought... I thought that I was alone. 78 00:05:18,751 --> 00:05:21,796 It's off-season. Why the fuck are you going to this dreary island? 79 00:05:22,922 --> 00:05:24,298 Well, you're going there. 80 00:05:45,444 --> 00:05:46,362 Hi. 81 00:05:47,029 --> 00:05:47,863 Hi. 82 00:05:51,742 --> 00:05:53,285 Are you one of those lunatics 83 00:05:53,369 --> 00:05:56,830 who just sits next to a complete stranger in an empty movie theater? 84 00:05:56,914 --> 00:05:58,582 You look so familiar to me. 85 00:05:58,666 --> 00:06:00,167 It's possible we've met, 86 00:06:00,251 --> 00:06:02,419 but you don't have a memorable face. 87 00:06:03,546 --> 00:06:05,005 Okay. 88 00:06:05,089 --> 00:06:09,051 I'm sorry. I don't know why I said that. I didn't mean that. I just... 89 00:06:10,094 --> 00:06:11,971 The water. I'm just a little seasick. 90 00:06:14,515 --> 00:06:17,893 That's weird. It's your lucky day. I don't normally carry these around. 91 00:06:17,977 --> 00:06:18,894 Um... 92 00:06:20,646 --> 00:06:22,147 - Vertigo. - I'm not dizzy. 93 00:06:22,481 --> 00:06:25,609 You can't treat vertigo, just the effects. That's for nausea. 94 00:06:28,779 --> 00:06:33,450 Do I look like the kind of girl who's just gonna take a pill from some strange guy? 95 00:06:34,034 --> 00:06:34,868 Fair enough. 96 00:06:44,169 --> 00:06:46,046 Isla. My name's Isla. 97 00:06:47,047 --> 00:06:49,008 I don't look like an Isla, though. 98 00:06:49,091 --> 00:06:50,467 Your first three years, 99 00:06:50,551 --> 00:06:52,469 you look like whatever name you're given, 100 00:06:52,553 --> 00:06:55,306 then by four, you either settle into your name or you just... 101 00:06:56,557 --> 00:06:58,934 - What about you? - What? 102 00:06:59,018 --> 00:07:00,144 What's your name? 103 00:07:00,811 --> 00:07:03,314 Oh, uh, Will Stevenson. 104 00:07:05,149 --> 00:07:06,108 Will. 105 00:07:07,318 --> 00:07:08,235 What? 106 00:07:08,319 --> 00:07:10,613 I'm just trying to see if you look like your name. 107 00:07:11,196 --> 00:07:14,033 - What's the verdict there? - I don't know. 108 00:07:15,492 --> 00:07:16,702 It's too early to tell. 109 00:07:17,578 --> 00:07:21,123 You know, Will is just such a, like, "Will" name. 110 00:07:22,499 --> 00:07:23,626 You're really something. 111 00:07:24,793 --> 00:07:27,463 Happy second Discovery anniversary, Will. 112 00:07:27,922 --> 00:07:31,425 They said on the news they're expecting like a whole slew of suicides today. 113 00:07:31,508 --> 00:07:33,677 People trying to get there for the anniversary. 114 00:07:33,844 --> 00:07:35,512 I heard something about that. 115 00:07:35,596 --> 00:07:37,848 Did you see that video of those dumb cheerleaders 116 00:07:37,932 --> 00:07:39,600 taking pills on the 50-yard line? 117 00:07:39,683 --> 00:07:42,353 I just can't get behind the concept of suicide groups. 118 00:07:42,436 --> 00:07:47,983 It's so... disingenuous, you know? It just feels so weak. 119 00:07:48,567 --> 00:07:52,112 - You don't believe in the Discovery? - No, I don't believe in suicide groups. 120 00:07:52,196 --> 00:07:55,282 The Discovery is... I mean, the proof is overwhelming. 121 00:07:55,366 --> 00:07:58,452 Proof shouldn't be overwhelming. Proof should be definitive. 122 00:07:59,203 --> 00:08:00,412 So, you don't believe. 123 00:08:03,415 --> 00:08:06,043 I don't believe the way everybody else does. No, I don't. 124 00:08:06,126 --> 00:08:08,921 - And how's that? - I'm a neurologist. 125 00:08:09,004 --> 00:08:11,840 Three months ago, I had a patient, really young, 126 00:08:11,924 --> 00:08:14,885 found out that she had brain cancer. Very sad. 127 00:08:15,469 --> 00:08:17,012 She reacted to that diagnosis 128 00:08:17,096 --> 00:08:19,765 as though I'd handed her a fucking winning lottery ticket. 129 00:08:20,349 --> 00:08:23,560 It wasn't because she hoped that maybe she was going someplace better. 130 00:08:23,644 --> 00:08:27,523 It was because the Discovery made her think that it was guaranteed. 131 00:08:27,606 --> 00:08:30,651 Well, yeah. Death used to be something we just had to live with, 132 00:08:30,734 --> 00:08:34,113 and now it's a convenient way to escape pain. That's okay. 133 00:08:34,196 --> 00:08:37,157 That's okay? Another plane of existence, maybe. 134 00:08:37,241 --> 00:08:40,869 Who knows? But I look around, I see a lot of people jumping out of planes 135 00:08:40,953 --> 00:08:42,663 hoping they're gonna grow wings. 136 00:08:43,080 --> 00:08:45,624 Reality and fantasy are mutually exclusive. 137 00:08:45,708 --> 00:08:48,002 They don't exist in the same space. 138 00:09:10,357 --> 00:09:11,191 What? 139 00:09:13,235 --> 00:09:16,363 When I was five, I had an accident, and I died for about a minute. 140 00:09:18,741 --> 00:09:21,744 When I was resuscitated, I told my parents that I saw something. 141 00:09:22,286 --> 00:09:24,329 Flashes. A little boy. 142 00:09:24,997 --> 00:09:27,416 Me, maybe, or my brother. 143 00:09:28,584 --> 00:09:30,002 I felt stranded... 144 00:09:30,753 --> 00:09:31,587 Stranded where? 145 00:09:32,755 --> 00:09:35,758 This empty beach. It doesn't matter. It was a dream. 146 00:09:37,009 --> 00:09:39,303 It was a dream that I embellished after I woke up. 147 00:09:46,101 --> 00:09:47,561 Why would you make all that up? 148 00:09:48,353 --> 00:09:50,314 I think it's our instinct to search for meaning, 149 00:09:50,397 --> 00:09:53,317 and when there is none, it's our instinct to create meaning 150 00:09:53,400 --> 00:09:57,196 and we just... lie. We lie to ourselves. 151 00:09:58,614 --> 00:10:01,742 You are so annoying. Has anyone ever told you that? 152 00:10:03,535 --> 00:10:05,162 Yeah, they have. 153 00:10:05,746 --> 00:10:08,040 Ugh. Thank God we only have a minute left together 154 00:10:08,123 --> 00:10:09,500 before we're strangers again. 155 00:10:10,417 --> 00:10:13,545 You think it's gonna be a minute this time of year? You're crazy. 156 00:10:19,009 --> 00:10:19,885 Crazy, but right. 157 00:10:19,968 --> 00:10:23,263 That's the attractive-girl component and I didn't factor that in. 158 00:10:23,347 --> 00:10:24,973 You'd better work on your math. 159 00:10:27,726 --> 00:10:28,602 Hey! 160 00:10:29,520 --> 00:10:32,856 For whatever it's worth, I think you do look like an Isla. 161 00:10:33,398 --> 00:10:35,317 How many of us have you met? 162 00:11:16,692 --> 00:11:18,694 - I got it. - No, I got it, man. 163 00:11:18,777 --> 00:11:21,363 Well, I don't want to die before we get there, Toby. 164 00:11:32,457 --> 00:11:34,877 - What's going on over here? - Eddie. 165 00:11:35,711 --> 00:11:39,423 - Wait, Eddie Iodice? Eddie died? - Mm-hmm. Yeah, just to get there. 166 00:11:41,091 --> 00:11:42,759 Just to fucking get there. 167 00:11:44,136 --> 00:11:45,429 Guy pulled a Marilyn Monroe, 168 00:11:45,512 --> 00:11:48,265 downed a whole bottle of pills right there in his bedroom. 169 00:11:51,476 --> 00:11:52,477 Good dude, too. 170 00:11:53,353 --> 00:11:55,564 - Real pity. - You didn't wanna go to the service? 171 00:11:57,983 --> 00:12:01,612 Go to the...? I would rather stick my dick in a wood chipper 172 00:12:02,029 --> 00:12:04,239 - than go to another fucking funeral. - Got it. 173 00:12:10,454 --> 00:12:13,916 You know, I'm not as stupid as you might think. 174 00:12:15,167 --> 00:12:17,711 When you called the other day and I told you 175 00:12:18,086 --> 00:12:19,713 that Dad had built something new... 176 00:12:20,964 --> 00:12:22,174 after that conversation... 177 00:12:23,800 --> 00:12:25,427 suddenly you wanted to come home. 178 00:12:28,388 --> 00:12:32,142 You're sounding just as paranoid as him. 179 00:12:40,150 --> 00:12:42,152 Dad said he needed to change things up. 180 00:12:42,569 --> 00:12:44,905 People knowing our address was too dangerous. 181 00:12:45,697 --> 00:12:48,951 I'm sorry I couldn't tell you on the phone, 182 00:12:49,034 --> 00:12:51,703 but we don't trust phones now. 183 00:13:04,633 --> 00:13:05,550 Here we are. 184 00:13:16,395 --> 00:13:18,480 Off to see the wizard. 185 00:13:28,907 --> 00:13:30,325 What the fuck is this place? 186 00:13:33,412 --> 00:13:37,958 Uh, it used to be a summer camp for "troubled youths." 187 00:13:38,959 --> 00:13:42,004 Which I never really understood, because if they're bad kids, 188 00:13:42,087 --> 00:13:45,507 why would they deserve a fun summer? You know? 189 00:13:46,883 --> 00:13:49,302 But then it shut down and Dad bought it. 190 00:13:51,638 --> 00:13:52,723 What do you think? 191 00:13:53,473 --> 00:13:55,308 I think it's completely insane. 192 00:13:57,019 --> 00:14:02,107 Well, the truth is we just needed a lot more space to house things. 193 00:14:03,442 --> 00:14:04,609 House what things? 194 00:14:06,528 --> 00:14:09,865 These people were all affected by the Discovery. 195 00:14:10,907 --> 00:14:14,786 Some of them arrived here after two or three failed suicide attempts. 196 00:14:15,412 --> 00:14:16,788 We gave them a home, 197 00:14:16,872 --> 00:14:20,834 something to live for in this life, a reason to contribute. 198 00:14:34,598 --> 00:14:36,350 Oh, uh, real quick. 199 00:14:36,892 --> 00:14:41,396 Just FYI, FBI-type thing, protocol is no cell phones. 200 00:14:42,856 --> 00:14:46,068 - Yeah, okay. Let's go. - Yeah. 201 00:14:52,157 --> 00:14:52,991 Hey, don't worry. 202 00:15:01,666 --> 00:15:03,085 This is truly thrilling. 203 00:15:03,251 --> 00:15:05,545 I can only compare it to the model train set 204 00:15:05,629 --> 00:15:08,298 you let me assemble by myself on my birthday. 205 00:15:11,009 --> 00:15:12,386 Cutting it a little close. 206 00:15:12,928 --> 00:15:17,265 Oh, well, you know me. Pins and needles, needles and pins. 207 00:15:19,184 --> 00:15:20,685 These goddamn machines. 208 00:15:21,853 --> 00:15:26,024 - Who the hell's that? - His other son just returned. 209 00:15:26,733 --> 00:15:29,111 Surprisingly taller than I remember. 210 00:15:29,903 --> 00:15:31,321 Good to see you again, Cooper. 211 00:15:32,364 --> 00:15:33,740 Will, Lacey. Lacey... 212 00:15:35,200 --> 00:15:36,034 That went well. 213 00:15:37,411 --> 00:15:38,453 Where's Dad? 214 00:15:51,550 --> 00:15:53,927 - Is he dead? - No, of course not. 215 00:15:55,262 --> 00:15:56,596 He is now. 216 00:15:56,680 --> 00:15:58,390 - Fifteen seconds. - Dad? 217 00:16:00,183 --> 00:16:02,477 Take it easy. They're just running some tests. 218 00:16:02,561 --> 00:16:04,396 - It's all routine. - Ten seconds. 219 00:16:04,771 --> 00:16:07,357 Paddles charged... and ready. 220 00:16:10,235 --> 00:16:13,822 See, they're recharging the body to reboot the brain. 221 00:16:14,281 --> 00:16:18,118 The longest he's ever officially under is, like, 60 seconds. 222 00:16:46,062 --> 00:16:49,983 So, Dad is now killing himself and electroshocking back to life. 223 00:16:50,859 --> 00:16:51,693 No. 224 00:16:53,820 --> 00:16:54,696 Kind of. 225 00:16:55,405 --> 00:16:58,158 But you're... You're looking at this all wrong. 226 00:16:58,825 --> 00:17:02,537 You're wearing whatever the opposite of... What is it? Rose-colored glasses. 227 00:17:02,621 --> 00:17:03,955 That's what you're wearing. 228 00:17:04,039 --> 00:17:05,373 Shit-colored glasses. 229 00:17:06,833 --> 00:17:08,418 Anyway, you shouldn't worry, 230 00:17:08,502 --> 00:17:12,297 because all of this is being closely monitored and controlled. 231 00:17:13,006 --> 00:17:17,344 And we both know you've always been slightly skeptical of everything. 232 00:17:17,427 --> 00:17:18,970 Dad started a cult. 233 00:17:19,888 --> 00:17:21,932 - No. - Can you not see that? This is a cult. 234 00:17:22,015 --> 00:17:25,101 All the way down to these followers in different-colored jumpsuits. 235 00:17:25,185 --> 00:17:28,939 No, no, no. There's no hierarchy here, Will. 236 00:17:29,022 --> 00:17:32,943 Dad calls it... distinctions in clearance. 237 00:17:33,026 --> 00:17:36,530 - That's all. It's not a cult. - It should be different. Straitjackets. 238 00:17:37,030 --> 00:17:39,658 You're the one that wanted to come back here 239 00:17:39,741 --> 00:17:42,285 for whatever reason. Right? 240 00:17:42,369 --> 00:17:46,540 Now, that, right there, is the million-dollar question. 241 00:17:47,290 --> 00:17:48,250 Welcome back, Will. 242 00:18:00,720 --> 00:18:02,097 You mind telling me something? 243 00:18:03,431 --> 00:18:04,766 What are you doing back here? 244 00:18:07,227 --> 00:18:09,354 I'm here because I want you to stop it. 245 00:18:10,188 --> 00:18:13,024 I'm asking you just to put an end to all this. 246 00:18:13,275 --> 00:18:14,568 How would I do that? 247 00:18:16,111 --> 00:18:17,529 Say that you were wrong. 248 00:18:18,738 --> 00:18:19,739 Take it all back. 249 00:18:19,823 --> 00:18:22,534 I can't take it back, Will, because it's the truth. 250 00:18:22,617 --> 00:18:23,827 Who knows better than you? 251 00:18:23,910 --> 00:18:26,413 You were the inspiration for this. Aren't you curious? 252 00:18:27,163 --> 00:18:28,873 Please, don't say that. That's not... 253 00:18:29,791 --> 00:18:32,752 - I wasn't. - Ah, but you were. Hang on. 254 00:18:39,551 --> 00:18:41,803 "Therefore, it is my belief 255 00:18:41,886 --> 00:18:45,265 consciousness should be considered as another state of matter." 256 00:18:45,348 --> 00:18:46,391 - Please don't. - Hang on. 257 00:18:46,474 --> 00:18:48,768 I'd like to get to this other part. It gets good. 258 00:18:49,811 --> 00:18:53,106 "Properties of consciousness arise from the physical laws 259 00:18:53,315 --> 00:18:54,566 that govern our universe." 260 00:18:55,775 --> 00:18:57,944 - I was wrong. - You don't believe that. 261 00:19:00,280 --> 00:19:01,906 We were wrong, Dad. 262 00:19:02,657 --> 00:19:04,826 We were wrong because a lot of people died. 263 00:19:06,077 --> 00:19:09,873 And a whole lot more people are gonna kill themselves... 264 00:19:10,582 --> 00:19:14,169 while you experiment here in this ridiculous fortress. 265 00:19:14,252 --> 00:19:17,213 So, just slamming on the brakes of 40 years' work? 266 00:19:18,757 --> 00:19:20,175 I'd be saying I'm responsible. 267 00:19:20,759 --> 00:19:21,593 Maybe you are. 268 00:19:22,344 --> 00:19:23,637 So, you think I've gone too far? 269 00:19:25,472 --> 00:19:27,390 Well, I don't think I've gone far enough. 270 00:19:28,808 --> 00:19:30,977 We opened the door for these people, Will. 271 00:19:31,728 --> 00:19:32,854 They know it's there. 272 00:19:33,897 --> 00:19:35,857 Now we have to show them what's behind it. 273 00:20:36,668 --> 00:20:37,502 Isla! 274 00:20:58,606 --> 00:20:59,607 Isla! 275 00:21:17,292 --> 00:21:18,209 Isla! 276 00:21:30,430 --> 00:21:31,431 Isla! 277 00:21:39,856 --> 00:21:41,357 Oh, fuck! 278 00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:45,403 - What are you doing? - What's your problem? 279 00:21:50,492 --> 00:21:53,411 Come on. Stand up. Get up. 280 00:21:56,790 --> 00:21:59,626 - Why are you doing this? - None of your fucking business. 281 00:21:59,709 --> 00:22:04,130 You sat there on that fucking ferry and had a conversation with me, 282 00:22:04,214 --> 00:22:05,757 knowing you were gonna do this. 283 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:09,594 You were supposed to be the last person I ever spoke to. 284 00:22:12,597 --> 00:22:14,641 You don't get to just change that! 285 00:22:16,684 --> 00:22:19,646 Ah. You're not even emotional about dying. 286 00:22:20,313 --> 00:22:23,399 I'm not emotional about anything. 287 00:22:39,040 --> 00:22:41,292 I'm just concerned... 288 00:22:41,584 --> 00:22:45,547 that this will all be perceived unfavorably by some. 289 00:22:45,630 --> 00:22:47,966 She was going to catch pneumonia, Toby. 290 00:22:48,341 --> 00:22:51,177 I still don't know what you want me to do with her. 291 00:22:51,261 --> 00:22:55,473 You told me that you take in people who need help. She needs help. 292 00:22:55,557 --> 00:22:58,851 She still can't just stay here. We have rules. 293 00:22:58,935 --> 00:23:02,939 Then can we make an exception... in her case, please? 294 00:23:03,314 --> 00:23:05,066 We're talking about somebody's life. 295 00:23:05,149 --> 00:23:08,945 We have no idea if she will attempt or try to... 296 00:23:10,446 --> 00:23:11,656 Kill myself again? 297 00:23:12,991 --> 00:23:16,119 You can say it. I know what happened. I was there when you ruined it. 298 00:23:16,202 --> 00:23:18,037 She and I have been getting along great. 299 00:23:19,122 --> 00:23:20,665 We still have rules. 300 00:23:20,748 --> 00:23:23,334 She has to talk to Dad, and she has to take the questionnaire. 301 00:23:23,418 --> 00:23:24,586 What's the questionnaire? 302 00:23:25,253 --> 00:23:27,255 - Um... - Can we be...? 303 00:23:30,883 --> 00:23:32,051 Will, you have a visitor. 304 00:23:33,636 --> 00:23:35,888 Your dad is Thomas Harber? 305 00:23:40,143 --> 00:23:42,478 So, nobody but the conductor, 306 00:23:42,562 --> 00:23:44,981 which is me, is gonna know your answers. 307 00:23:45,732 --> 00:23:47,942 Everything is completely discreet here. 308 00:23:49,611 --> 00:23:52,030 And now Lacey will be giving us some privacy. 309 00:23:54,741 --> 00:23:58,036 It used to be about global exploration, you know, discovering new land, 310 00:23:58,119 --> 00:23:59,454 and then it was space travel. 311 00:23:59,871 --> 00:24:02,457 Shining a light on the dark corners of the universe. 312 00:24:02,999 --> 00:24:05,668 And now it's exploring what comes after this life. 313 00:24:07,337 --> 00:24:09,547 Seeing what's next. How old are you? 314 00:24:11,215 --> 00:24:13,593 You are all part of the same thing. 315 00:24:14,052 --> 00:24:15,136 Cells in a body. 316 00:24:15,553 --> 00:24:17,138 Waves in the ocean. 317 00:24:18,389 --> 00:24:20,808 The soul isn't young or old. 318 00:24:23,728 --> 00:24:27,690 Do you accept the fact that time is a nonlinear illusion created by man? 319 00:24:28,650 --> 00:24:30,652 Pass. I don't know what that means. 320 00:24:30,735 --> 00:24:33,404 There are no right or wrong answers to this questionnaire. 321 00:24:33,488 --> 00:24:36,908 - Then why do you bother giving it? - That's a good response. 322 00:24:38,368 --> 00:24:42,163 Okay, greatest ability... and most disappointing weakness. 323 00:24:43,331 --> 00:24:46,125 I guess I'm good at seeing what makes somebody tick. 324 00:24:46,751 --> 00:24:48,336 Understanding who they really are. 325 00:24:49,337 --> 00:24:50,421 Weakness? 326 00:24:50,505 --> 00:24:53,466 I'm able to understand them, but I'm not able to care about them. 327 00:24:54,008 --> 00:24:56,678 If somebody mentions "subconscious" to you, what do you think? 328 00:24:57,261 --> 00:24:59,138 - Memory. - Dig deeper. 329 00:25:00,181 --> 00:25:03,685 - Hidden memory. - Would you say that you suppress emotions? 330 00:25:04,268 --> 00:25:06,604 I don't really like talking about myself like this. 331 00:25:06,688 --> 00:25:09,774 You don't have to like it. We think about ourselves every day. 332 00:25:09,857 --> 00:25:13,736 Everything is from our own perspective. So, as much as you may not want 333 00:25:13,820 --> 00:25:15,988 to indulge yourself in looking at your most inner thoughts, 334 00:25:16,072 --> 00:25:18,533 they're there. Make no mistake. They are there. 335 00:25:23,996 --> 00:25:27,458 Do you believe in a soul? If not, close your eyes. 336 00:25:30,795 --> 00:25:34,465 Great. Let's just say a soul does exist. Where in the body do you think it'd be? 337 00:25:35,383 --> 00:25:38,594 I think if there's a soul, it would belong in the brain. 338 00:25:41,431 --> 00:25:42,432 Wow. 339 00:25:43,141 --> 00:25:45,560 Now, that's interesting. Most people say the stomach. 340 00:25:45,643 --> 00:25:47,061 But I like that you didn't. 341 00:25:56,070 --> 00:25:58,114 Have you ever experienced sudden loss? 342 00:25:59,490 --> 00:26:00,366 Yes. 343 00:26:01,117 --> 00:26:05,413 And what aspect of regaining normalcy after losing someone... 344 00:26:07,331 --> 00:26:08,666 was the most difficult? 345 00:26:12,003 --> 00:26:15,339 Inanimate objects, maybe? Like... 346 00:26:17,049 --> 00:26:19,385 my coffee table. I've had it for years 347 00:26:19,469 --> 00:26:23,431 and I've probably looked at it a million times, but after he... 348 00:26:25,683 --> 00:26:28,519 Familiar objects just became distorted and unfamiliar. 349 00:26:28,603 --> 00:26:32,899 I started to hate my ceiling fan, my cereal bowl, my tea kettle. 350 00:26:35,777 --> 00:26:36,986 Okay, last question. 351 00:26:38,070 --> 00:26:40,239 Are you legitimately suicidal? 352 00:26:45,912 --> 00:26:49,207 If you knew what came after... this life... 353 00:26:50,208 --> 00:26:52,251 do you think it would affect your decision-making 354 00:26:52,335 --> 00:26:54,462 or maybe even make you change your mind? 355 00:26:55,630 --> 00:26:58,132 Maybe. Knowing could change things. 356 00:27:06,599 --> 00:27:08,768 How'd you know this is where you'd be staying? 357 00:27:11,229 --> 00:27:12,438 I found our old bed. 358 00:27:12,647 --> 00:27:13,856 Yeah, I see that. 359 00:27:13,940 --> 00:27:16,901 And you should thank me... by the way, because 360 00:27:18,110 --> 00:27:20,738 I fought long and hard to keep old faithful here. 361 00:27:23,282 --> 00:27:24,200 How's Isla? 362 00:27:26,035 --> 00:27:30,373 Oh... That's actually why I'm here. Will, she's dead. 363 00:27:31,541 --> 00:27:35,253 No, she's not. She's not dead. That was a bad joke. 364 00:27:35,336 --> 00:27:38,631 Um... But the questionnaire is all wrapped up. 365 00:27:39,966 --> 00:27:40,967 She can stay. 366 00:27:42,176 --> 00:27:45,012 Yeah, good. She needs to be looked after. She could try again. 367 00:27:47,014 --> 00:27:50,017 I don't think that's going to happen, Will. 368 00:27:59,318 --> 00:28:00,820 Because tonight... 369 00:28:02,738 --> 00:28:03,990 everything changes. 370 00:28:05,241 --> 00:28:08,160 We finally unveil it. 371 00:28:08,870 --> 00:28:10,288 What is "it," Toby? 372 00:28:12,915 --> 00:28:16,294 Dad wanted me to invite you to a little gathering tonight, 373 00:28:16,377 --> 00:28:18,421 just a select group. 374 00:28:21,257 --> 00:28:23,301 Boy, this is nothing like our old house, huh? 375 00:28:34,186 --> 00:28:37,315 It sounds to me a lot like you're advocating murder. 376 00:28:37,982 --> 00:28:41,360 I'm not advocating murder. I'm just pointing out that most people 377 00:28:41,444 --> 00:28:44,197 don't look at ending somebody else's life the way they do their own. 378 00:28:46,407 --> 00:28:48,326 Where is he? 379 00:28:49,577 --> 00:28:50,870 It's about to happen. 380 00:28:51,412 --> 00:28:54,582 I can't tell when you're talking to me or that. It's really annoying. 381 00:28:56,667 --> 00:29:00,463 Anyways, what I'm saying is, people are killing themselves to get there. 382 00:29:00,546 --> 00:29:03,716 At a certain point, they'll use the same logic to kill somebody else, 383 00:29:03,966 --> 00:29:06,469 'cause they're just sending them somewhere else, right? 384 00:29:07,637 --> 00:29:09,180 Finally, he's here. 385 00:29:10,806 --> 00:29:14,560 And he is not wearing the temp jumpsuit I had left for him. 386 00:29:16,896 --> 00:29:19,899 We're programmed to process our experiences 387 00:29:19,982 --> 00:29:25,321 as having a beginning and an end, when, in reality... doesn't exist. 388 00:29:26,530 --> 00:29:28,908 It's just one long, drawn-out middle. 389 00:29:30,034 --> 00:29:31,744 Some of you are newer than others, 390 00:29:31,827 --> 00:29:36,040 but I wanted to create a select group that could see what it is that I built. 391 00:29:36,916 --> 00:29:40,419 But before we do that, I'd like to take a moment 392 00:29:40,544 --> 00:29:45,424 and have you join me in... bowing our heads... 393 00:29:51,514 --> 00:29:56,102 And let your subconscious... take you somewhere else. 394 00:30:01,399 --> 00:30:05,027 I'm sort of amazed that you get swept up in this, this easily. 395 00:30:05,111 --> 00:30:08,531 You don't strike me as a say-your-prayers type. 396 00:30:08,614 --> 00:30:12,243 Just because somebody doesn't believe in God doesn't mean they can't pray. 397 00:30:12,326 --> 00:30:14,412 What kind of an atheist talks to God? 398 00:30:20,334 --> 00:30:23,337 Why did you give me a phony, bullshit last name? 399 00:30:25,131 --> 00:30:28,259 It wasn't phony. It was my mother's maiden name. 400 00:30:28,843 --> 00:30:30,011 Where is she? 401 00:30:31,554 --> 00:30:32,430 She's dead. 402 00:30:34,682 --> 00:30:36,142 How did she die? 403 00:30:38,853 --> 00:30:39,979 Because of my dad. 404 00:30:43,107 --> 00:30:45,234 Let us come back into this moment. 405 00:30:53,868 --> 00:30:56,370 I now offer you the opportunity... 406 00:30:58,664 --> 00:31:00,291 to see the afterlife. 407 00:31:03,461 --> 00:31:05,338 I can now record where we go. 408 00:31:21,145 --> 00:31:24,565 Please, uh... get these back to us 409 00:31:25,107 --> 00:31:26,817 at your earliest convenience. 410 00:31:27,651 --> 00:31:31,405 And again, these living quarters are just temporary 411 00:31:31,489 --> 00:31:34,200 until we can find you a more suitable room. 412 00:31:35,576 --> 00:31:39,455 When I first moved here, I slept on a cot in the kitchen. 413 00:31:40,122 --> 00:31:42,166 Glamorous. 414 00:31:42,458 --> 00:31:45,461 I'm supposed to be at the bottom of the ocean, so this should be fine. 415 00:31:46,128 --> 00:31:46,962 Can I have a pen? 416 00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:52,009 Nondisclosure agreement. 417 00:31:52,093 --> 00:31:56,764 Well, considering the sensitivity, it's a fairly standard document. 418 00:31:56,847 --> 00:31:58,974 Could we have the room for a second, please? 419 00:32:02,770 --> 00:32:07,358 You remember that awful week when we slept on the cot by the fridge? 420 00:32:07,441 --> 00:32:08,984 My back sure hasn't forgotten. 421 00:32:09,068 --> 00:32:10,903 - Hey. - Mm. 422 00:32:12,071 --> 00:32:16,409 So... I know that that device is very compelling. Um... 423 00:32:16,492 --> 00:32:19,453 - Can we talk about it for a second? - I'm not allowed to talk about it, 424 00:32:19,537 --> 00:32:21,705 'cause I just signed a nondisclosure agreement. 425 00:32:25,084 --> 00:32:28,671 So, your dad's a little weird. Who cares? It doesn't make him wrong. 426 00:32:28,754 --> 00:32:32,800 I mean, Poe fucked his cousin. It didn't make him any less a writer. 427 00:32:33,300 --> 00:32:35,553 I wanna see if that machine does what he thinks it does. 428 00:32:36,095 --> 00:32:37,138 Well, what if it did? 429 00:32:38,556 --> 00:32:39,890 How would that change things? 430 00:32:40,850 --> 00:32:43,727 You don't go on vacation without looking at the brochure first. 431 00:32:51,152 --> 00:32:54,113 Hey. Uh... I'm sorry. Were you sleeping? 432 00:32:55,489 --> 00:32:56,532 I'm standing. 433 00:32:57,491 --> 00:32:58,826 Well, yeah. 434 00:32:59,994 --> 00:33:02,496 That's just something you're supposed to say, I guess. 435 00:33:03,456 --> 00:33:04,457 Um... 436 00:33:04,540 --> 00:33:08,252 Since you're up, mind coming downstairs and taking a look at something for me? 437 00:33:08,752 --> 00:33:09,712 Yeah, sure. 438 00:33:13,299 --> 00:33:17,219 Those that we have lost are not lost at all... 439 00:33:17,720 --> 00:33:20,473 - Where are you guys going? - It's nothing. Don't worry about it. 440 00:33:21,182 --> 00:33:23,267 then it's us who are lost. 441 00:33:23,350 --> 00:33:29,315 When he flatlines, think of it as a light bulb turned off by a switch. 442 00:33:29,398 --> 00:33:31,066 Flip it on, flip it off. 443 00:33:31,734 --> 00:33:35,112 But going under, hooked up to the new device, 444 00:33:35,196 --> 00:33:37,448 you're not just flipping a light switch. 445 00:33:37,531 --> 00:33:41,285 You're essentially detaching the entire bulb. 446 00:33:41,368 --> 00:33:43,787 So, I'd say that if you go under again... 447 00:33:44,330 --> 00:33:46,999 you're coming back with next to no brain functionality. 448 00:33:47,082 --> 00:33:49,335 I'm sort of surprised it hasn't happened already. 449 00:33:51,837 --> 00:33:55,341 I know you wanted to be first, but if you don't come back, what's the point? 450 00:33:55,925 --> 00:33:58,802 We just go back to the drawing board. Right? 451 00:33:59,720 --> 00:34:03,807 I mean, it could still work, we just need to find a new way to... 452 00:34:03,891 --> 00:34:05,017 We need a cadaver. 453 00:34:07,019 --> 00:34:09,063 Okay. Uh, I'm sorry to interrupt. 454 00:34:09,939 --> 00:34:11,899 Where do you guys plan on getting a corpse? 455 00:34:15,444 --> 00:34:16,612 I have a corpse idea. 456 00:34:35,047 --> 00:34:36,590 - Am I being rude? - Huh? 457 00:34:36,674 --> 00:34:38,342 - Am I being rude? - No. 458 00:34:40,386 --> 00:34:43,722 - Care to... listen? - Sure. 459 00:34:45,432 --> 00:34:49,228 Crunchy groovy grooves. Serene nights. 460 00:34:58,696 --> 00:35:00,364 - Can I ask you something? - Mm-hmm. 461 00:35:00,948 --> 00:35:04,159 Will mentioned what happened to your mom earlier. 462 00:35:04,743 --> 00:35:05,744 That she killed herself? 463 00:35:08,247 --> 00:35:09,415 Not exactly. 464 00:35:10,583 --> 00:35:12,084 So, she was trying to get there? 465 00:35:12,167 --> 00:35:16,130 No, that was a good couple years before the Discovery. 466 00:35:18,632 --> 00:35:19,633 Huh. 467 00:35:31,729 --> 00:35:32,605 Yeah. 468 00:35:42,364 --> 00:35:43,198 How you doing? 469 00:35:43,741 --> 00:35:47,911 In the midst of life, I am in death. 470 00:35:49,330 --> 00:35:53,375 That was weird. I was just wondering if you could help me out. 471 00:35:53,459 --> 00:35:56,086 My, uh, cousin, Billy... 472 00:35:57,713 --> 00:35:59,006 he's gone missing. 473 00:35:59,089 --> 00:36:02,343 And it being the two-year anniversary of the Discovery, 474 00:36:02,426 --> 00:36:05,095 we're all just a little worried. 475 00:36:06,263 --> 00:36:07,473 Really worried. 476 00:36:08,057 --> 00:36:11,143 We got three John Does in this week. How long has he been missing? 477 00:36:12,436 --> 00:36:15,606 Nope. No. No Billy here. 478 00:36:16,649 --> 00:36:17,524 Bummer. 479 00:36:17,983 --> 00:36:20,152 Would have made my life a hell of a lot easier. 480 00:36:21,278 --> 00:36:23,113 Sorry, that was insensitive. 481 00:36:23,697 --> 00:36:27,034 They just got me running rampant here. I'm doing the job of five people. 482 00:36:28,369 --> 00:36:31,372 Off-season cutbacks and whatnot? Yeah. 483 00:36:33,248 --> 00:36:36,001 Can I give you a description... of Billy? 484 00:36:36,085 --> 00:36:40,881 That way if he does... come in, you can keep an eye out for him. 485 00:36:41,548 --> 00:36:42,800 Of course. 486 00:36:43,717 --> 00:36:44,802 Let's go to my office. 487 00:36:52,059 --> 00:36:54,603 Hey, so, just curious... 488 00:37:11,704 --> 00:37:15,374 I'd like to point out you're reading off a laundry list of corpse requirements. 489 00:37:15,958 --> 00:37:17,459 Aneurysm, that won't work. 490 00:37:20,796 --> 00:37:24,633 It'd be nice if you could help me, seeing as we're breaking and entering. 491 00:37:24,717 --> 00:37:28,053 Like a real, like, pouty-type face. 492 00:37:30,139 --> 00:37:31,515 And then, um... 493 00:37:33,142 --> 00:37:36,937 he's got a birthmark on, uh... 494 00:37:38,605 --> 00:37:42,985 Let's see. On his right elbow. You're not writing any of this down. 495 00:37:43,068 --> 00:37:46,572 Well, I think I've got more than I need to go on here, so... 496 00:37:46,655 --> 00:37:50,701 But we... We haven't even gotten to the lower half of his body. 497 00:37:51,577 --> 00:37:54,747 Don't you think it's weird how these people were alive a few hours ago? 498 00:37:54,830 --> 00:37:59,168 They had fears and desires, they could exercise? 499 00:37:59,251 --> 00:38:02,713 I don't think it's weird. I think it's fucking sad. 500 00:38:03,881 --> 00:38:06,884 - Maybe they went someplace better. - Maybe they went someplace worse. 501 00:38:06,967 --> 00:38:09,720 Maybe they went someplace that we can't even begin to comprehend. 502 00:38:10,179 --> 00:38:13,307 All the more reason to see what your dad's machine shows us. 503 00:38:14,933 --> 00:38:15,768 Shit. 504 00:38:18,687 --> 00:38:19,521 What? 505 00:38:21,774 --> 00:38:23,567 "Fifty-two, massive coronary." 506 00:38:27,613 --> 00:38:28,447 Will... 507 00:38:31,658 --> 00:38:33,118 meet Pat Phillips. 508 00:38:36,914 --> 00:38:38,540 Pat Phillips, this is Will. 509 00:38:52,221 --> 00:38:54,431 I don't like that creepy room Cooper put me in. 510 00:38:54,515 --> 00:38:56,308 I'm gonna sleep in your room tonight. 511 00:39:03,732 --> 00:39:04,817 Top or bottom? 512 00:39:15,744 --> 00:39:17,037 We could talk, you know. 513 00:39:20,833 --> 00:39:23,252 When I'm nervous, I talk too much or not at all. 514 00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:26,839 Well, you're safe here. 515 00:39:26,922 --> 00:39:29,883 I mean... nothing leaves the bunk beds. 516 00:39:34,930 --> 00:39:37,182 When I first got here and they gave me that jumpsuit, 517 00:39:37,266 --> 00:39:40,227 it had a V etched on it. I wonder what that stood for. 518 00:39:41,895 --> 00:39:42,896 "Visitor," maybe? 519 00:39:43,605 --> 00:39:44,439 Is that a guess? 520 00:39:45,399 --> 00:39:46,775 That was a pretty good guess. 521 00:39:47,776 --> 00:39:49,820 It's like one of those really obvious answers 522 00:39:49,903 --> 00:39:52,990 that only seems obvious after you find out about it. 523 00:39:53,699 --> 00:39:55,993 Were you really smart growing up? I bet you were. 524 00:39:57,160 --> 00:40:01,123 I was told that I demonstrated an early ability to recognize spatial patterns, 525 00:40:01,206 --> 00:40:02,416 whatever that means. 526 00:40:02,958 --> 00:40:06,044 I always took it as one of those things a teacher tells to a parent 527 00:40:06,128 --> 00:40:08,505 to make them feel better about their shitty kid. 528 00:40:09,256 --> 00:40:11,466 Like, "Gordon is very good at drawing circles. 529 00:40:11,550 --> 00:40:15,178 Gordon draws circles at a more advanced level than the other children." 530 00:40:16,972 --> 00:40:19,016 These bunk beds really worked out well, 531 00:40:19,099 --> 00:40:22,936 'cause they spared me the awkwardness of having to tell you I'm not gonna fuck you. 532 00:40:24,271 --> 00:40:27,983 Sorry, all I heard was something about circles and not fucking me. 533 00:40:29,943 --> 00:40:32,988 I don't wanna be the only fucked up person on this bunk bed, Will. 534 00:40:33,071 --> 00:40:36,283 Maybe... tell me about your mom now. 535 00:40:42,122 --> 00:40:44,750 There's not much to tell. She killed herself. 536 00:40:46,960 --> 00:40:48,211 On their anniversary. 537 00:40:52,633 --> 00:40:53,759 How did she do it? 538 00:40:57,763 --> 00:40:59,014 She made them dinner, 539 00:40:59,222 --> 00:41:03,143 and... my dad didn't even come out of his office. 540 00:41:06,939 --> 00:41:11,401 If he'd even just hinted that he gave a shit, I mean, who knows? 541 00:41:12,361 --> 00:41:14,780 But he couldn't be bothered. So, she went upstairs... 542 00:41:15,948 --> 00:41:18,575 took a bath instead and, uh... 543 00:41:20,118 --> 00:41:22,621 Yeah, the next morning I found her in the tub. 544 00:41:27,167 --> 00:41:28,293 And so, you left? 545 00:41:28,961 --> 00:41:31,755 Yeah, I had to. I couldn't be around it. I knew. 546 00:41:34,299 --> 00:41:39,596 It's like everything that was recognizable sort of instantly became unrecognizable. 547 00:41:45,644 --> 00:41:49,523 Sometimes I feel like I'm taking someone else's spot and then I feel sad. 548 00:41:51,692 --> 00:41:52,526 How do you mean? 549 00:41:53,110 --> 00:41:55,612 Like, being here alive is a waste 550 00:41:55,696 --> 00:42:00,283 because... I don't enjoy it, I'm not happy or grateful... 551 00:42:01,243 --> 00:42:03,245 and I'm taking a spot away from someone who 552 00:42:03,328 --> 00:42:05,580 maybe would've gotten something more out of it. 553 00:42:06,456 --> 00:42:07,457 Yeah. 554 00:42:08,375 --> 00:42:10,210 I guess I don't think it works that way. 555 00:42:15,757 --> 00:42:18,093 Here's something I haven't heard anyone talk about. 556 00:42:18,719 --> 00:42:20,637 Do animals have an afterlife? 557 00:42:21,513 --> 00:42:26,101 Bunnies, kittens, pigs, monkeys. What happens to them after they die? 558 00:42:27,019 --> 00:42:30,105 I mean, I feel like they really deserve an afterlife. 559 00:42:31,023 --> 00:42:33,400 Do they have their own animal afterlife? 560 00:42:33,692 --> 00:42:36,278 And if they do, is it subdivided by species? 561 00:42:36,361 --> 00:42:39,072 Because it feels like something as profound as an afterlife 562 00:42:39,156 --> 00:42:40,741 shouldn't practice segregation. 563 00:42:49,499 --> 00:42:51,209 And what happens to a child? 564 00:43:00,802 --> 00:43:02,763 Hold hands till we fall asleep? 565 00:43:17,778 --> 00:43:20,989 This doesn't seem entirely fair. 566 00:43:21,573 --> 00:43:22,783 Shh. 567 00:43:24,659 --> 00:43:25,702 Yeah, okay. 568 00:44:09,955 --> 00:44:10,914 Lacey? 569 00:44:19,256 --> 00:44:20,340 Okay, Toby? 570 00:44:29,766 --> 00:44:31,059 Did you hit...? Hit it again. 571 00:44:36,606 --> 00:44:37,482 Again. 572 00:44:40,777 --> 00:44:41,695 Hit it again. 573 00:44:41,778 --> 00:44:42,863 I'm hitting it. 574 00:44:45,282 --> 00:44:46,199 Hit it again. 575 00:44:46,283 --> 00:44:48,994 - You're gonna fry the body. - Toby, hit it again. 576 00:44:50,579 --> 00:44:51,913 Again. 577 00:44:53,331 --> 00:44:54,332 Hit it again. 578 00:44:57,752 --> 00:44:59,087 Again. Hit it again. 579 00:45:21,985 --> 00:45:23,695 Is this just a setback or...? 580 00:45:24,946 --> 00:45:26,489 I'm really not sure. 581 00:47:22,647 --> 00:47:23,732 Are you gonna see him? 582 00:47:25,525 --> 00:47:28,111 Or are you just gonna continue to ignore it? 583 00:47:28,737 --> 00:47:31,281 I'm sorry... I can't. 584 00:47:31,364 --> 00:47:35,201 Of course you can't. Story of your fucking life. 585 00:47:35,285 --> 00:47:38,121 Just run away and leave me to deal with the mess. 586 00:47:44,169 --> 00:47:45,754 - Hey. - Hey. 587 00:47:46,880 --> 00:47:48,673 What are you doing with my body? 588 00:47:49,257 --> 00:47:53,428 Your body, uh, is to be cremated at noon, so, I'm getting it ready. 589 00:47:53,970 --> 00:47:56,181 We do still have a little time to prep a redo. 590 00:47:56,264 --> 00:47:59,934 Redo? Guys, come on. You almost fried the body. 591 00:48:00,018 --> 00:48:02,937 You do this redo, you're gonna cremate him early. All right? 592 00:48:05,482 --> 00:48:07,650 Toby, rustle up a van. Will's right. 593 00:48:17,368 --> 00:48:18,203 It's good. 594 00:48:19,954 --> 00:48:21,998 Seeing you back in the labs again, it's good. 595 00:48:23,374 --> 00:48:24,417 It's where you belong. 596 00:48:53,822 --> 00:48:57,033 Toby, I want you to locate me a new corpse, immediately. 597 00:49:12,590 --> 00:49:14,843 Hey. Can I ask you something? 598 00:49:14,926 --> 00:49:17,053 - Okay. - How'd you end up here? 599 00:49:18,138 --> 00:49:19,013 Why? 600 00:49:23,268 --> 00:49:26,437 I came home and found my dad and my sister hanging in my living room. 601 00:49:27,730 --> 00:49:28,648 To get there. 602 00:49:30,817 --> 00:49:31,734 I'm sorry. 603 00:49:32,777 --> 00:49:35,697 It's okay. They didn't want me to come. 604 00:49:44,122 --> 00:49:45,748 Can you imagine feeling abandoned 605 00:49:45,832 --> 00:49:48,418 'cause your dad left you out of the family suicide? 606 00:49:50,962 --> 00:49:51,963 What's wrong with you? 607 00:49:53,173 --> 00:49:54,174 Oh. 608 00:49:54,257 --> 00:49:56,134 Nothing, I'm just... I'm processing. 609 00:49:58,344 --> 00:50:01,681 I mean, do you ever get out of your head even for one minute? 610 00:50:03,766 --> 00:50:04,934 Let's do an experiment. 611 00:50:05,393 --> 00:50:08,563 Look at me and tell me the first thing that comes to your mind. 612 00:50:08,646 --> 00:50:09,772 I'm driving. 613 00:50:11,858 --> 00:50:12,734 Okay. 614 00:50:14,319 --> 00:50:16,196 I don't know you very well. 615 00:50:17,697 --> 00:50:21,409 I think you're beautiful, and alive, and if you killed yourself, 616 00:50:21,492 --> 00:50:23,995 it wouldn't just be sad, it would be a tragedy. 617 00:50:26,748 --> 00:50:27,749 Shut up. 618 00:50:36,841 --> 00:50:38,551 - You want the head or the feet? - Head. 619 00:50:39,260 --> 00:50:40,428 Okay. 620 00:50:45,099 --> 00:50:47,894 "Oh, hey, Isla. What are you up to?" 621 00:50:49,020 --> 00:50:50,230 "Oh, nothing much, Jim. 622 00:50:51,231 --> 00:50:55,109 I'm just... lugging a corpse through a parking lot." 623 00:50:56,027 --> 00:50:59,739 - Why'd you go with "Jim"? - Don't be jealous of hypothetical Jim. 624 00:51:00,323 --> 00:51:03,576 Believe me, if hypothetical Jim makes you not wanna kill yourself, 625 00:51:03,952 --> 00:51:05,203 I can be supportive. 626 00:51:05,328 --> 00:51:06,579 Do we just leave it here? 627 00:51:07,830 --> 00:51:12,043 Believe it or not, it's my first time returning a corpse, so... I'm improvising. 628 00:51:16,089 --> 00:51:19,634 Hi, yeah, um, I was just driving by and this is kind of weird, 629 00:51:19,717 --> 00:51:25,181 but there seems to be, like, a dead body laying in your parking lot. 630 00:51:26,015 --> 00:51:27,850 - That was pretty good. - Shut up. Get out. 631 00:51:27,934 --> 00:51:31,229 - I'm saying you're doing a good job. Fine. - Stop it. Sorry. Yeah, no, bad... 632 00:51:31,312 --> 00:51:33,064 Bad reception on the island. Um... 633 00:51:33,147 --> 00:51:36,150 Yeah, the body seems to be abandoned, and... I don't know. 634 00:51:36,234 --> 00:51:39,862 Unless, of course, you guys are playing some sort of fucked-up scavenger hunt. 635 00:51:43,032 --> 00:51:45,368 Okay. Yes, thank you. Bye. 636 00:51:55,336 --> 00:51:57,005 - How'd that go? - It went really well. 637 00:51:57,088 --> 00:51:59,757 Okay. You're, like, weirdly good at that. 638 00:52:02,135 --> 00:52:03,177 - Oh. - Here they are. 639 00:52:04,595 --> 00:52:06,597 They're pretty confused. 640 00:52:07,140 --> 00:52:08,766 What do you think they're thinking? 641 00:52:09,976 --> 00:52:14,439 I don't know, but I think Pat Phillips has had a really tough few days. 642 00:52:15,732 --> 00:52:17,066 We're both going to hell. 643 00:52:17,984 --> 00:52:20,862 Yeah. Whatever the afterlife is, I guess. 644 00:52:23,406 --> 00:52:25,325 I don't know. Just stupid. 645 00:53:12,580 --> 00:53:13,581 Are you gonna see him? 646 00:53:15,375 --> 00:53:17,835 Or are you just gonna continue to ignore it? 647 00:53:18,503 --> 00:53:21,172 I'm sorry... I can't. 648 00:53:21,255 --> 00:53:25,134 Of course you can't. Story of your fucking life. 649 00:53:25,218 --> 00:53:28,012 Just run away and leave me to deal with the mess. 650 00:54:17,770 --> 00:54:20,148 What if this life is just a dream? 651 00:54:20,231 --> 00:54:23,776 Can I borrow your truck? Just for... I have to go get some stuff. 652 00:55:15,077 --> 00:55:16,996 As far as our records indicate, 653 00:55:17,079 --> 00:55:20,208 we've had 23 patients with the name Phillips on file. 654 00:55:22,919 --> 00:55:25,880 - How accurate are your records? - Accurate. 655 00:55:27,423 --> 00:55:29,258 I would love to see that list. 656 00:55:29,717 --> 00:55:31,594 Mm. I'm sure you would. 657 00:56:24,313 --> 00:56:25,273 What the fuck? 658 00:56:31,571 --> 00:56:33,072 Are you looking for something? 659 00:56:35,199 --> 00:56:36,784 Maybe you can help me. Um... 660 00:56:37,910 --> 00:56:41,080 - Did there used to be a hallway here? - Used to. 661 00:56:41,664 --> 00:56:43,416 They did a little remodeling. 662 00:56:44,709 --> 00:56:46,752 Took their sweet-ass time with it, too. 663 00:56:48,879 --> 00:56:51,132 I'm sorry, how long ago was that remodel? 664 00:56:52,258 --> 00:56:53,884 About a decade ago. 665 00:57:29,045 --> 00:57:30,046 Hey. 666 00:57:30,963 --> 00:57:32,506 - Hey. - Where have you been? 667 00:57:35,593 --> 00:57:37,595 This is, uh... This is interesting. 668 00:57:46,145 --> 00:57:47,605 Okay, thank you, Toby. 669 00:57:48,481 --> 00:57:49,565 Thank you, my boy. 670 00:57:52,485 --> 00:57:53,903 Well, hello to you all. 671 00:57:55,363 --> 00:57:56,656 As always, it's a pleasure. 672 00:57:58,324 --> 00:58:00,785 When you all first got here, you... 673 00:58:01,744 --> 00:58:04,038 You used this, uh, piece of equipment. 674 00:58:05,289 --> 00:58:06,290 The questionnaire. 675 00:58:07,667 --> 00:58:09,835 And your answers are what allowed you to stay here, 676 00:58:09,919 --> 00:58:13,047 so, basically... a trust was built. 677 00:58:14,256 --> 00:58:16,467 But lately, I'm beginning to wonder 678 00:58:16,550 --> 00:58:19,345 if perhaps we're getting just a little too comfortable here. 679 00:58:20,429 --> 00:58:22,139 There's a lot of loose talk going on. 680 00:58:23,224 --> 00:58:26,769 And it makes me think that we just might be losing a little focus. 681 00:58:30,147 --> 00:58:31,524 Lacey, would you join me, please? 682 00:58:40,491 --> 00:58:42,618 - What's going on? - It's okay. Relax. 683 00:58:43,494 --> 00:58:45,871 Would you like to tell us how long you've been here? 684 00:58:47,999 --> 00:58:50,876 Um... just over a year. 685 00:58:50,960 --> 00:58:53,045 Just over a year. You were one of the first. 686 00:58:53,504 --> 00:58:56,007 How have you been treated? Have you been treated well? 687 00:58:56,090 --> 00:58:58,926 - Have I been good to you? - You've been wonderful. 688 00:58:59,844 --> 00:59:02,555 - Why are you talking to me like this? - I've been wonderful. 689 00:59:03,514 --> 00:59:07,351 If I've been wonderful, then why are you telling your peers about the device, 690 00:59:07,435 --> 00:59:10,896 and particularly... why are you saying it failed? 691 00:59:14,025 --> 00:59:14,859 Speak up. 692 00:59:17,486 --> 00:59:18,487 Um... 693 00:59:21,240 --> 00:59:22,116 It's okay. 694 00:59:23,451 --> 00:59:25,077 I just told one person. 695 00:59:26,746 --> 00:59:29,874 It slipped out when I had mentioned how the new girl was invited. 696 00:59:31,250 --> 00:59:32,168 You mean Isla. 697 00:59:33,502 --> 00:59:36,130 You were displeased when I invited her here, weren't you? 698 00:59:36,839 --> 00:59:40,509 It's just that some people who have been here much longer weren't asked. 699 00:59:41,635 --> 00:59:43,471 Tell everyone where I found you. 700 00:59:45,264 --> 00:59:46,515 Thomas. 701 00:59:47,016 --> 00:59:47,933 It's okay. 702 00:59:48,851 --> 00:59:50,186 This is a safe place. 703 00:59:57,234 --> 00:59:58,235 In the woods. 704 01:00:01,697 --> 01:00:02,531 Go on. 705 01:00:08,662 --> 01:00:09,914 I had a gun. 706 01:00:11,624 --> 01:00:13,501 And where was that gun aimed? 707 01:00:17,129 --> 01:00:18,380 At my chest. 708 01:00:20,174 --> 01:00:21,342 Right next to your heart. 709 01:00:23,094 --> 01:00:26,472 Usually, it's the head... or the barrel goes into the mouth. 710 01:00:26,555 --> 01:00:29,558 I don't know that I've ever seen it done that way before. 711 01:00:31,852 --> 01:00:32,853 I'm sorry. 712 01:00:36,148 --> 01:00:37,942 Please don't lose faith in me. 713 01:00:38,984 --> 01:00:39,944 "Faith." 714 01:00:41,237 --> 01:00:44,323 Oh, God. I have such contempt for that word. 715 01:00:44,406 --> 01:00:46,325 Show me someone who relies on faith 716 01:00:46,408 --> 01:00:48,452 and I'll show you someone who's given up control 717 01:00:48,536 --> 01:00:49,912 over whatever it is they believe. 718 01:00:49,995 --> 01:00:52,039 Sorry, there's nothing more I can do for you. 719 01:00:52,123 --> 01:00:53,249 Thomas, please. 720 01:00:53,332 --> 01:00:55,876 Pack up your belongings. Say your goodbyes. 721 01:01:20,401 --> 01:01:22,069 That was a hell of a show out there. 722 01:01:24,155 --> 01:01:25,281 Come on, Will. 723 01:01:26,407 --> 01:01:28,659 You think I don't know a lot of this is bullshit? 724 01:01:28,742 --> 01:01:32,246 You give meaning to people who think they have no more reason to live. 725 01:01:32,329 --> 01:01:35,499 The jumpsuit, the chain of command, the theatrics. 726 01:01:36,834 --> 01:01:39,253 It gives them purpose. And I care about them. 727 01:01:39,336 --> 01:01:41,922 Yeah. Someone should tell that to Lacey. 728 01:01:45,718 --> 01:01:48,554 You... You can pretend all you want 729 01:01:48,637 --> 01:01:51,765 that the reason you left was because you stopped approving of my work. 730 01:01:51,849 --> 01:01:54,059 Work, by the way, that we did together. 731 01:01:54,768 --> 01:01:58,272 But I think we both know this was never about the Discovery for you. 732 01:01:58,355 --> 01:02:01,650 - It was always about your mother. - Yes, of course it was about Mom for me. 733 01:02:08,657 --> 01:02:11,827 Just because you wanna pretend like Mom did not happen... 734 01:02:12,828 --> 01:02:14,413 doesn't mean that I'm going to. 735 01:02:31,305 --> 01:02:33,098 - Hey. Can I show you something? - What? 736 01:02:33,182 --> 01:02:35,726 - Just come with me. Please. - Sorry. 737 01:02:40,898 --> 01:02:41,899 Wait. 738 01:02:42,483 --> 01:02:44,944 - What is this? - That's what I'm trying to figure out. 739 01:02:47,196 --> 01:02:50,532 - You were gonna keep this from me? - No, I'm... I'm showing you now. 740 01:02:51,742 --> 01:02:53,535 And I was afraid of what you might do. 741 01:02:58,624 --> 01:03:01,043 All right, so, the afterlife... This is the afterlife? 742 01:03:01,126 --> 01:03:05,256 How can it be the afterlife if we're in the same parking lot in that recording? 743 01:03:05,339 --> 01:03:06,257 Then what is it? 744 01:03:06,340 --> 01:03:10,052 My theory is that my father invented something that records memory. 745 01:03:10,761 --> 01:03:13,389 You've heard him go on and on about the subconscious. 746 01:03:14,306 --> 01:03:17,518 I understand that you wanted this to be something different. 747 01:03:18,727 --> 01:03:21,939 The proof is overwhelming that that's a Pat Phillips memory. 748 01:03:23,607 --> 01:03:26,235 Proof shouldn't be overwhelming. It should be definitive. 749 01:03:38,789 --> 01:03:40,082 Where the fuck are we going? 750 01:03:41,250 --> 01:03:43,627 If what we're seeing on that video happened in real life, 751 01:03:43,711 --> 01:03:45,254 I'm gonna find out exactly when. 752 01:03:45,754 --> 01:03:49,174 Since this hospital opened, there have been 23 patients named Phillips. 753 01:03:50,092 --> 01:03:51,510 But based on the model of his truck, 754 01:03:51,593 --> 01:03:55,139 I can eliminate any Phillips from before the year 2000. 755 01:03:55,431 --> 01:03:58,267 Yeah, but even after 2000, doesn't that leave a lot of names? 756 01:03:58,350 --> 01:04:00,060 That hospital room doesn't exist anymore, 757 01:04:00,144 --> 01:04:04,064 so, we can also cross off any Phillips from the past decade. 758 01:04:09,486 --> 01:04:10,988 That leaves us with one. 759 01:04:18,871 --> 01:04:19,997 "Connor Phillips"? 760 01:04:20,956 --> 01:04:21,915 That's him. 761 01:04:23,167 --> 01:04:24,668 That's Pat Phillips' dad. 762 01:04:26,253 --> 01:04:28,130 He died here 13 years ago. 763 01:04:32,301 --> 01:04:34,261 So, it does just record a memory? 764 01:04:38,849 --> 01:04:42,269 It's pretty fucked up what happened today, huh? With Lacey? 765 01:04:42,353 --> 01:04:44,021 She spoke out of turn. 766 01:04:45,397 --> 01:04:48,692 And she knew the rules. She basically helped write them. 767 01:04:48,776 --> 01:04:50,527 It's just you and me talking. 768 01:04:51,528 --> 01:04:52,946 You don't believe that. 769 01:04:53,530 --> 01:04:55,491 Stop telling me what I believe, Will. 770 01:04:59,328 --> 01:05:03,165 Proving the existence of an afterlife destroyed Dad's own life. 771 01:05:03,248 --> 01:05:05,000 That's what I believe. 772 01:05:05,918 --> 01:05:08,337 Yeah... everybody else's, too. 773 01:05:08,587 --> 01:05:10,255 Dad has no intention... 774 01:05:10,714 --> 01:05:13,634 of showing anything the machine records with the outside world. 775 01:05:13,717 --> 01:05:18,430 That's why he lost it when Lacey told people. 776 01:05:19,139 --> 01:05:21,809 If he has no intention of showing what it does to anybody, 777 01:05:21,892 --> 01:05:24,895 why is he doing it, huh? What's the point? 778 01:05:25,521 --> 01:05:26,772 "Why is he doing it?" 779 01:05:29,775 --> 01:05:31,026 "Why is he doing it?" 780 01:05:32,069 --> 01:05:32,986 Let's see. 781 01:05:35,781 --> 01:05:36,782 Well... 782 01:05:38,826 --> 01:05:41,745 he'll tell you about the millions of people who died, 783 01:05:41,829 --> 01:05:44,498 and he'll tell you about finishing his work to honor them. 784 01:05:46,041 --> 01:05:47,668 I heard that yesterday. 785 01:05:47,751 --> 01:05:50,337 I've been hearing that for the past two years now. 786 01:05:54,049 --> 01:05:58,345 And I just... smile and nod and agree... 787 01:06:00,472 --> 01:06:03,225 like the idiot son, but I do understand things. 788 01:06:06,562 --> 01:06:08,439 I know Mom died... 789 01:06:09,356 --> 01:06:11,567 Not died. She killed herself. 790 01:06:13,360 --> 01:06:15,404 She killed herself. 791 01:06:17,322 --> 01:06:19,450 And when you look... 792 01:06:20,784 --> 01:06:23,829 at what Dad spent his life working on, 793 01:06:24,163 --> 01:06:30,002 and when you look at the way Mom killed herself, how she did it... 794 01:06:32,212 --> 01:06:38,552 how would Dad not feel a little anger on top of his guilt? 795 01:06:41,054 --> 01:06:42,055 Hmm? 796 01:06:44,057 --> 01:06:47,144 Dad does need... to know. 797 01:06:48,896 --> 01:06:51,231 He needs to know that she made it somewhere. 798 01:06:55,819 --> 01:06:57,446 He overreacted, that's all. 799 01:06:58,947 --> 01:07:03,869 He'll come to his senses, and, uh, Lacey will be back by tomorrow. 800 01:07:09,416 --> 01:07:11,293 Dad always comes to his senses. 801 01:07:22,387 --> 01:07:23,514 It's not a memory, Will. 802 01:07:24,932 --> 01:07:25,766 What? 803 01:07:26,934 --> 01:07:29,895 On his left arm in that exact spot, there was a different tattoo. 804 01:07:29,978 --> 01:07:32,689 - How is that possible? - I don't know, but in the lab, I saw it. 805 01:07:32,773 --> 01:07:34,942 It wasn't a lighthouse. It was waves on his arm. 806 01:07:35,692 --> 01:07:37,069 - Are you sure? - Yes. 807 01:07:37,319 --> 01:07:39,404 It's not a memory. This is something else. 808 01:07:40,531 --> 01:07:42,324 If it's not a memory, then what is it? 809 01:07:45,577 --> 01:07:47,579 Everything we've seen doesn't exist anymore. 810 01:07:47,663 --> 01:07:51,458 I mean, the hospital room's gone, Pat Phillips, obviously gone. 811 01:07:53,210 --> 01:07:56,129 We need to find something in this video that still exists. 812 01:07:58,674 --> 01:08:01,343 The... The woman. There's a... 813 01:08:04,555 --> 01:08:05,430 Her. 814 01:08:07,182 --> 01:08:09,851 We have Connor Phillips' address on his death certificate. 815 01:08:09,935 --> 01:08:12,980 So, I say that we go down there tomorrow... 816 01:08:14,022 --> 01:08:16,525 and we see if somebody can help us track her down. 817 01:08:30,998 --> 01:08:32,708 Will, why are we back here? 818 01:08:33,000 --> 01:08:36,044 I don't know what's waiting for us at that house, and I... 819 01:08:39,423 --> 01:08:43,051 Do you remember I told you about my accident when I was a kid? 820 01:08:43,510 --> 01:08:46,263 Yeah, when you lied to your mom about what you saw. 821 01:08:46,346 --> 01:08:47,180 I didn't lie. 822 01:08:48,974 --> 01:08:49,975 I didn't lie. 823 01:08:52,894 --> 01:08:55,439 This is where I saw whatever... 824 01:08:56,481 --> 01:08:58,817 Whatever it is that I saw. This is the beach. 825 01:09:02,362 --> 01:09:06,950 I used to come here when I was a kid, like... I was drawn to it. 826 01:09:08,577 --> 01:09:10,329 Or it made me feel better. 827 01:09:12,497 --> 01:09:14,124 Anyway... Um... 828 01:09:15,083 --> 01:09:19,963 when I saw you walking into the water the other day, that's... 829 01:09:20,047 --> 01:09:21,423 That's why I was here. 830 01:09:26,845 --> 01:09:27,888 What? 831 01:10:06,968 --> 01:10:07,928 I had a son... 832 01:10:12,974 --> 01:10:14,476 and he was five years old. 833 01:10:18,438 --> 01:10:19,690 And I fell asleep... 834 01:10:22,192 --> 01:10:24,027 just for a second. 835 01:10:27,280 --> 01:10:29,491 And when I woke up, he was gone. 836 01:11:05,569 --> 01:11:10,115 At first I thought I wasn't supposed to meet you... or feel anything. 837 01:11:14,369 --> 01:11:15,787 But maybe I was wrong. 838 01:11:49,613 --> 01:11:52,574 Um, hi. Is this the Phillips residence? 839 01:11:53,575 --> 01:11:55,702 Connor... Did you know Connor Phillips? 840 01:11:56,286 --> 01:11:58,747 Pat Phillips? Can you speak English? 841 01:12:01,708 --> 01:12:02,834 Okay. 842 01:12:02,918 --> 01:12:05,504 Okay, well, that's clearly not the woman from the video. 843 01:12:07,380 --> 01:12:08,924 Maybe they moved or something. 844 01:12:09,132 --> 01:12:11,092 Should we see if they have the new address? 845 01:12:11,176 --> 01:12:13,303 I don't know. I don't know. 846 01:12:16,515 --> 01:12:17,516 Can I help you? 847 01:12:22,479 --> 01:12:24,105 I haven't seen my brother in years. 848 01:12:24,773 --> 01:12:26,733 I'd call it more of a loss for her than for me. 849 01:12:29,027 --> 01:12:30,070 Alzheimer's. 850 01:12:30,654 --> 01:12:32,781 She deteriorated after Dad died. 851 01:12:32,864 --> 01:12:34,616 - Connor? - You knew my father, too? 852 01:12:34,699 --> 01:12:39,704 You know, actually, Pat mentioned him. That he went to see him before he died. 853 01:12:40,288 --> 01:12:42,123 Well, anyway, Dad died and... 854 01:12:43,041 --> 01:12:46,378 Mom, she started going downhill real fast after that. 855 01:12:47,337 --> 01:12:49,714 My husband and I, we own the house now. 856 01:12:50,340 --> 01:12:53,343 Is there gonna be a service or anything, um, for Pat? 857 01:12:53,927 --> 01:12:54,761 I wouldn't know. 858 01:12:56,429 --> 01:12:58,390 I'm sorry, if you don't mind me saying, 859 01:12:58,473 --> 01:13:01,309 you don't seem that upset about your brother's death. 860 01:13:02,352 --> 01:13:03,520 Look... 861 01:13:04,271 --> 01:13:07,148 it seems as though you liked him. You found something in him... 862 01:13:08,066 --> 01:13:09,234 so, I'm sorry. 863 01:13:10,610 --> 01:13:14,197 But to the rest of us... he was a piece of shit 864 01:13:14,281 --> 01:13:17,158 who left his sister with a cancer-ridden father 865 01:13:17,242 --> 01:13:20,245 and a mother who lost every marble she ever had. 866 01:13:22,163 --> 01:13:26,042 I'm sorry. So... is the last time that you saw Pat 867 01:13:26,126 --> 01:13:28,295 when he went to visit your Dad in the hospital? 868 01:13:28,378 --> 01:13:31,464 I don't know what bullshit he hauled your way, 869 01:13:31,548 --> 01:13:34,134 but he never visited my father in the hospital. 870 01:13:34,217 --> 01:13:35,886 If he told you that, it's a lie. 871 01:13:37,846 --> 01:13:41,391 He called and said he was gonna visit him, but he never showed up. 872 01:13:42,475 --> 01:13:45,770 This is gonna sound really strange, but did Pat have a tattoo? 873 01:13:46,313 --> 01:13:47,439 He told you about that? 874 01:13:49,149 --> 01:13:50,025 Well... 875 01:13:54,362 --> 01:13:57,741 When he turned 18, we got matching waves. 876 01:13:59,534 --> 01:14:01,119 We were really close then. 877 01:14:10,795 --> 01:14:14,090 So, the machine doesn't record a memory. It wasn't a bad theory. 878 01:14:16,760 --> 01:14:18,720 People are just gonna keep killing themselves. 879 01:14:19,262 --> 01:14:20,588 You know, sooner or later, 880 01:14:20,618 --> 01:14:22,557 you're gonna have to forgive your dad. 881 01:14:23,850 --> 01:14:27,187 I've been thinking a lot about the difference between... 882 01:14:28,313 --> 01:14:30,565 what something is and what something means. 883 01:14:32,108 --> 01:14:33,944 And I don't know what any of this is... 884 01:14:35,695 --> 01:14:38,156 but I do think if there's a meaning to any of it, 885 01:14:38,239 --> 01:14:41,284 it has something to do with not pressing the reset button, 886 01:14:41,368 --> 01:14:43,328 even if things get really rough. 887 01:14:57,133 --> 01:14:59,391 We're a bunch of people running around, 888 01:14:59,421 --> 01:15:01,680 making the same mistakes over and over. 889 01:15:02,722 --> 01:15:05,892 And I don't know why we think it'll be different somewhere else... 890 01:15:07,394 --> 01:15:09,980 unless we learn what we're supposed to while we're here. 891 01:15:30,125 --> 01:15:31,626 What was your son's name? 892 01:15:34,629 --> 01:15:35,463 Oliver. 893 01:15:40,802 --> 01:15:41,928 I was dreaming. 894 01:15:44,305 --> 01:15:46,141 When he was in the water, I was dreaming. 895 01:15:48,184 --> 01:15:49,144 What about? 896 01:15:51,479 --> 01:15:52,313 I don't know. 897 01:15:54,149 --> 01:15:55,191 I can't remember. 898 01:15:57,694 --> 01:15:59,612 It was one of those times where you know 899 01:15:59,642 --> 01:16:01,656 for sure you're dreaming, but you don't... 900 01:16:02,782 --> 01:16:03,908 don't know what about. 901 01:16:07,996 --> 01:16:08,997 I wish I knew. 902 01:16:17,714 --> 01:16:21,301 You don't have to do this alone anymore if you don't want to. 903 01:17:04,344 --> 01:17:05,178 Will! 904 01:17:07,222 --> 01:17:08,640 Fuck! Fuck, Will! 905 01:17:10,016 --> 01:17:12,352 Get up. It's Dad. What the fuck are you doing? 906 01:17:12,852 --> 01:17:13,853 What about Dad? 907 01:17:13,937 --> 01:17:16,564 - It's dad. Get the fuck up. - Okay. All right. I'm coming. 908 01:17:18,900 --> 01:17:21,361 I didn't know, so, I couldn't stop it. 909 01:17:21,444 --> 01:17:23,488 Slow down and tell me exactly what happened. 910 01:17:23,571 --> 01:17:25,552 He hooked himself up to the device. 911 01:17:25,582 --> 01:17:27,450 He wanted to prove that it works. 912 01:17:27,534 --> 01:17:29,035 - Dad's hooked up right now? - Yes. 913 01:17:29,119 --> 01:17:31,121 We need to tell him that it works. 914 01:17:31,579 --> 01:17:32,455 What? 915 01:17:33,623 --> 01:17:34,457 What works? 916 01:17:35,875 --> 01:17:37,418 - What are you doing? - He demanded. 917 01:17:37,502 --> 01:17:40,338 - Why aren't you bringing him back? - He's too far along. 918 01:17:40,421 --> 01:17:42,173 We already know that it records something. 919 01:17:42,257 --> 01:17:43,174 Cooper... 920 01:17:43,758 --> 01:17:45,051 it works, okay? 921 01:17:47,011 --> 01:17:47,846 Dad? 922 01:17:48,721 --> 01:17:49,556 Dad? 923 01:17:49,639 --> 01:17:51,349 Time to pull yourself away. 924 01:17:54,394 --> 01:17:56,312 Come back to reality. Come home. 925 01:17:58,523 --> 01:18:00,650 - Is that Mom? - It's Mom. 926 01:18:01,693 --> 01:18:03,319 What I'm doing is reality. 927 01:18:05,947 --> 01:18:08,408 I need to finish. It's important. Do you understand? 928 01:18:09,450 --> 01:18:11,452 - Their anniversary. - Yeah. 929 01:18:13,163 --> 01:18:14,581 I'm going upstairs. 930 01:18:20,253 --> 01:18:24,257 Now, don't be dramatic. I'll be done soon. And we can have dinner. 931 01:18:42,400 --> 01:18:43,318 Honey, wait. 932 01:18:47,655 --> 01:18:51,367 Maybe work can wait. So, what do you say we have some dinner? 933 01:19:03,963 --> 01:19:05,173 She's not taking the bath. 934 01:19:05,256 --> 01:19:06,591 - That's not what happened. - I know. 935 01:19:07,926 --> 01:19:09,177 We can bring him back. 936 01:19:09,260 --> 01:19:12,013 Cooper, just... wait. We have to see what happens. 937 01:19:12,096 --> 01:19:14,682 We've got to do it now, or it'll be too late. 938 01:19:15,225 --> 01:19:17,060 Will, come on. 939 01:19:20,104 --> 01:19:22,232 Toby, I'm sorry. Cooper, now! 940 01:19:23,858 --> 01:19:26,194 Dad? Dad, listen to me. 941 01:19:26,277 --> 01:19:28,529 Dad, please. Listen to my voice. 942 01:19:28,613 --> 01:19:31,115 - Is he gonna be brain...? - I don't know. I don't know. 943 01:19:31,199 --> 01:19:32,200 Cooper, hit it again! 944 01:19:34,535 --> 01:19:35,495 Dad? 945 01:19:40,333 --> 01:19:41,167 What happened? 946 01:19:55,473 --> 01:19:56,557 I knew I saw her. 947 01:19:59,060 --> 01:20:01,854 Like a dream that you can't remember. 948 01:20:03,606 --> 01:20:05,316 I can't figure out what this is, Dad. 949 01:20:06,317 --> 01:20:09,320 I never left my study. Never stopped her on the stairs. 950 01:20:12,031 --> 01:20:14,909 - And she drew a bath. - I know. 951 01:20:15,493 --> 01:20:18,663 And in the Pat Phillips recording, he has a different tattoo on his arm. 952 01:20:19,414 --> 01:20:22,625 I always said the afterlife was a different plane of existence. 953 01:20:24,127 --> 01:20:25,295 But... 954 01:20:27,380 --> 01:20:31,301 what if it's a different plane... of this existence? 955 01:20:33,845 --> 01:20:35,221 Alternate realities? 956 01:20:35,680 --> 01:20:39,559 No, our reality... with differences and variations. 957 01:20:40,601 --> 01:20:44,564 Stepping out of a truck... to visit a dying parent. 958 01:20:45,690 --> 01:20:48,568 Random, like different tattoos. 959 01:20:49,986 --> 01:20:53,448 Stopping someone from going upstairs to end their life. 960 01:20:58,661 --> 01:21:03,374 When we die, what if we travel to an alternate version of our own life? 961 01:21:03,958 --> 01:21:05,001 A second chance? 962 01:21:06,419 --> 01:21:10,340 Then we wouldn't... just have to accept our biggest regret. 963 01:21:11,924 --> 01:21:13,634 In the afterlife, we could change it. 964 01:21:16,346 --> 01:21:20,641 At the risk of stating the super fucking obvious... 965 01:21:21,851 --> 01:21:24,854 if you are right and word of this got out... 966 01:21:24,937 --> 01:21:26,397 We have to destroy the machine. 967 01:21:39,494 --> 01:21:40,495 Hey, Thomas. 968 01:21:41,871 --> 01:21:44,082 Everyone wants to know what's going on. 969 01:21:48,419 --> 01:21:51,631 Welcome, everybody. Nice to have you all here. 970 01:21:52,799 --> 01:21:57,512 I asked you to gather here today because I thought that we should be honest. 971 01:21:57,595 --> 01:21:59,555 - Hi. - Honest with ourselves, 972 01:21:59,639 --> 01:22:01,015 honest with each other. 973 01:22:01,099 --> 01:22:02,975 - You got to see your mom again. - I see you as family... 974 01:22:03,059 --> 01:22:05,019 and I think you see me in the same way. 975 01:22:06,104 --> 01:22:07,271 And as family... 976 01:22:08,773 --> 01:22:10,983 I think sometimes we get so absorbed with... 977 01:22:11,526 --> 01:22:15,113 what we're doing individually, we go off on our own track and so forth, 978 01:22:15,196 --> 01:22:18,116 we lose the fact that how important family is. 979 01:22:22,995 --> 01:22:23,830 Lacey? 980 01:22:26,249 --> 01:22:27,542 Lacey. 981 01:22:28,167 --> 01:22:31,671 Lacey, it's okay. Put the... Put the gun down. 982 01:22:31,754 --> 01:22:34,715 Lacey, I was wrong. You do not need to do this. 983 01:22:35,299 --> 01:22:36,509 I didn't kill her. 984 01:22:40,096 --> 01:22:42,056 I just relocated her. 985 01:22:45,309 --> 01:22:46,185 Isla? 986 01:22:48,438 --> 01:22:49,313 Isla? 987 01:22:49,897 --> 01:22:51,023 Isla. Oh, it's okay. 988 01:22:51,107 --> 01:22:53,818 Isla? Dad! Oh, God. 989 01:22:54,402 --> 01:22:55,862 Dad, please! I need your help! 990 01:22:56,863 --> 01:22:58,406 Somebody go get help. 991 01:22:59,407 --> 01:23:01,242 I just wanted my spot back. 992 01:23:01,325 --> 01:23:03,202 Okay. Okay. 993 01:23:05,788 --> 01:23:07,373 Isla. Dad, please help her. 994 01:23:08,583 --> 01:23:10,084 Don't talk. Just breathe. 995 01:23:11,210 --> 01:23:12,420 I don't wanna die anymore. 996 01:23:15,298 --> 01:23:18,259 You're okay. I just need you to stay with me. 997 01:23:30,771 --> 01:23:31,772 Yeah. Ha! 998 01:23:42,492 --> 01:23:43,367 Isla? 999 01:23:44,660 --> 01:23:45,495 Isla? 1000 01:24:42,093 --> 01:24:48,224 They were asking, the cops, who to contact for Isla. 1001 01:24:48,307 --> 01:24:51,894 - Next-of-kin deal. - I'll have Cooper look into it. 1002 01:24:51,978 --> 01:24:53,062 Okay. 1003 01:24:54,105 --> 01:24:57,358 I don't wanna overwhelm him with questions right now, okay? 1004 01:24:57,441 --> 01:24:59,527 Okay. Yeah, that's probably a good idea. 1005 01:24:59,610 --> 01:25:00,611 Yeah. 1006 01:25:00,695 --> 01:25:04,740 - Maybe I should go in and check on him... - No, no, no. Don't. 1007 01:25:05,908 --> 01:25:06,784 He needs rest. 1008 01:25:07,910 --> 01:25:09,203 He needs to process, okay? 1009 01:25:09,287 --> 01:25:11,706 - All right. - You can check on him after dinner. 1010 01:25:13,332 --> 01:25:15,918 And then we'll finish breaking down the machine tonight. 1011 01:25:16,002 --> 01:25:16,836 Okay. 1012 01:25:18,921 --> 01:25:19,755 But... 1013 01:25:20,506 --> 01:25:23,676 we haven't come close... 1014 01:25:24,468 --> 01:25:28,180 to figuring this all out yet, or what it all means. 1015 01:25:28,264 --> 01:25:32,602 Like, if it really is another version of our own life, 1016 01:25:32,685 --> 01:25:36,480 then what happens when we die again? 1017 01:25:36,564 --> 01:25:37,398 Toby. 1018 01:25:38,316 --> 01:25:39,317 - Toby. - What? 1019 01:25:40,026 --> 01:25:41,861 We've got to let it go for a while. 1020 01:25:43,446 --> 01:25:44,280 We've just got to. 1021 01:26:03,215 --> 01:26:04,842 Completely dismantled. 1022 01:26:04,925 --> 01:26:07,470 - All traces need to be gone. - Thomas, I hear you. 1023 01:26:28,866 --> 01:26:29,867 William? 1024 01:26:30,826 --> 01:26:32,495 Let us in, don't do this. 1025 01:26:33,871 --> 01:26:34,747 William. 1026 01:27:41,689 --> 01:27:43,399 He's on the ferry headed here? 1027 01:27:43,482 --> 01:27:45,776 - Not the same here. - What? 1028 01:27:48,821 --> 01:27:52,992 I don't understand. How are we watching this right now if he's not dead? 1029 01:27:53,075 --> 01:27:57,913 since Thomas Harber's first and only post-Discovery interview ended 1030 01:27:57,997 --> 01:27:59,582 with an on-air suicide. 1031 01:28:00,166 --> 01:28:03,544 Since then, the worldwide suicide toll has sky... 1032 01:28:06,464 --> 01:28:07,673 I was watching that. 1033 01:28:11,469 --> 01:28:12,303 Isla? 1034 01:28:13,554 --> 01:28:14,972 - Isla? - It's off-season. 1035 01:28:15,055 --> 01:28:17,808 - Why are you going to this dreary island? - Isla? 1036 01:28:22,354 --> 01:28:24,607 - I have to stop your shooting, Isla. - Sit down. 1037 01:28:24,690 --> 01:28:26,484 I need you to come with me right now. 1038 01:28:26,567 --> 01:28:29,779 Sit down, Will. This is just your memory. I'm a part of you. Sit down. 1039 01:28:32,114 --> 01:28:35,159 What are we doing back on this ferry? What the fuck is going on? 1040 01:28:35,910 --> 01:28:39,497 You were never able to stop me from killing myself until this life. 1041 01:28:40,915 --> 01:28:43,876 "This life"? What do you...? What do you mean, "this life"? 1042 01:28:45,294 --> 01:28:47,171 You always start back on the ferry. 1043 01:28:48,547 --> 01:28:50,424 Reality and fantasy are mutually exclusive. 1044 01:28:50,508 --> 01:28:52,343 They don't exist in the same space. 1045 01:28:52,426 --> 01:28:53,928 Well, it looks like we're here. 1046 01:28:56,555 --> 01:28:59,517 You know what? I changed my mind. I don't know what I was thinking. 1047 01:29:00,684 --> 01:29:02,686 The first time, you never got off the ferry. 1048 01:29:03,270 --> 01:29:06,982 Then the next day you read that a woman named Isla had drowned herself. 1049 01:29:08,067 --> 01:29:09,860 You went on and lived your life, 1050 01:29:09,944 --> 01:29:13,781 but the thought that you could've done something never left. It was always there. 1051 01:29:32,216 --> 01:29:35,177 And then one day, just like everybody else... 1052 01:29:41,183 --> 01:29:42,434 I died. 1053 01:29:42,518 --> 01:29:44,186 And then you came back here. 1054 01:29:46,855 --> 01:29:49,567 How long have I been stuck living in this loop? 1055 01:29:51,110 --> 01:29:53,279 How many times have we met on this ferry? 1056 01:29:55,656 --> 01:29:57,157 Your death brings you back here. 1057 01:29:57,241 --> 01:30:01,412 You keep coming back over and over again and again. 1058 01:30:02,913 --> 01:30:06,500 I don't remember any of it. I don't remember these other lives. 1059 01:30:06,584 --> 01:30:08,586 Nobody can remember them directly. 1060 01:30:09,962 --> 01:30:13,007 But sometimes certain memories do have a way of sticking out. 1061 01:30:13,549 --> 01:30:15,968 You look so familiar to me. You look so familiar to me. 1062 01:30:16,552 --> 01:30:18,721 It's your lucky day. I don't normally carry these around. 1063 01:30:18,804 --> 01:30:21,682 - This is where I saw whatever... - This is the beach. 1064 01:30:21,765 --> 01:30:24,643 How'd you know this is where you were gonna be staying? 1065 01:30:24,727 --> 01:30:26,520 We're a bunch of people running around 1066 01:30:26,604 --> 01:30:27,980 making the same mistakes over and over. 1067 01:30:28,063 --> 01:30:31,900 And I just don't know why we think it's gonna be different someplace else. 1068 01:30:32,818 --> 01:30:34,320 What am I supposed to change? 1069 01:30:34,862 --> 01:30:37,990 You already changed it. You kept coming back until you saved me. 1070 01:30:38,073 --> 01:30:39,867 I didn't save you, you died. 1071 01:30:39,950 --> 01:30:42,202 There's more than one way to save somebody, Will. 1072 01:30:42,703 --> 01:30:46,165 Cooper, ready on our end. We need to bring him back. 1073 01:30:47,041 --> 01:30:50,210 How can I hear my dad? He's in a different place. 1074 01:30:50,294 --> 01:30:52,338 Two separate parts in the same place. 1075 01:30:52,421 --> 01:30:54,298 Okay, Dad, defibrillator's charged. 1076 01:30:54,381 --> 01:30:57,926 No, no, no. I'm not ready to go back yet. I need more time with you. 1077 01:30:58,302 --> 01:31:00,346 Toby, please wait! Not yet! 1078 01:31:00,429 --> 01:31:02,056 His vitals are concerning me. 1079 01:31:02,306 --> 01:31:03,891 If we pull him now, we might lose him. 1080 01:31:03,974 --> 01:31:06,769 Isla. Isla, please. I'm not ready to leave you. 1081 01:31:07,353 --> 01:31:09,521 - What's happening to me? - You're about to die. 1082 01:31:09,605 --> 01:31:12,483 His heart's stopped, Thomas. Organs are shutting down. 1083 01:31:12,566 --> 01:31:14,318 They're trying to bring you back. 1084 01:31:14,401 --> 01:31:16,987 That's okay. If I die, I'll just come back here to you. 1085 01:31:17,696 --> 01:31:19,031 No, not this time. 1086 01:31:19,782 --> 01:31:21,241 You don't have to come back anymore. 1087 01:31:21,325 --> 01:31:24,995 You helped me get to where I needed to be and now you'll go someplace else. 1088 01:31:25,871 --> 01:31:28,457 When I get there, will I be able to remember you? 1089 01:31:29,041 --> 01:31:29,917 I hope so. 1090 01:31:30,751 --> 01:31:33,003 Dad, everything is shutting down. 1091 01:31:33,087 --> 01:31:34,838 His brain's showing barely any activity. 1092 01:31:34,922 --> 01:31:36,465 You're leaving now. This is it. 1093 01:31:36,548 --> 01:31:39,510 I'm not leaving this room until we revive my son. 1094 01:31:39,885 --> 01:31:43,597 When I get there... I'm going to remember you. 1095 01:31:44,181 --> 01:31:46,100 We've gotta pull him out right now. 1096 01:31:46,183 --> 01:31:49,561 One... two... three. 1097 01:33:19,485 --> 01:33:23,113 Oh, hey. Look. You okay? 1098 01:33:24,656 --> 01:33:25,866 - Yeah. - Hey, come here. 1099 01:33:26,617 --> 01:33:29,578 Let me help you. Come here, come here. Oh! 1100 01:33:30,329 --> 01:33:31,246 I got you. 1101 01:33:31,455 --> 01:33:32,498 Whoa! 1102 01:33:32,873 --> 01:33:34,041 Whoa! 1103 01:33:35,459 --> 01:33:36,335 You okay? 1104 01:33:36,960 --> 01:33:38,545 - Holy cow. - Give me that pail. 1105 01:33:38,879 --> 01:33:41,381 - You went down pretty good, huh? - Yeah. 1106 01:33:41,465 --> 01:33:44,510 Yep. You okay? I got you. 1107 01:33:45,636 --> 01:33:47,179 Whoa! 1108 01:33:47,596 --> 01:33:48,764 Where's your mom and dad? 1109 01:33:49,348 --> 01:33:50,265 Oliver! 1110 01:33:51,099 --> 01:33:51,975 Oliver! 1111 01:33:53,811 --> 01:33:54,645 Hi. 1112 01:33:57,105 --> 01:33:58,941 It's okay. He's all right. He just... 1113 01:33:59,691 --> 01:34:01,527 - Okay. - I told you, you can't... 1114 01:34:01,944 --> 01:34:05,072 You can't just run off on me like that, okay? I've told you. 1115 01:34:05,948 --> 01:34:08,492 He was... He was just... He's all right. 1116 01:34:08,742 --> 01:34:10,744 He was struggling a little bit in the water. 1117 01:34:11,119 --> 01:34:12,955 I wanted to make sure he got back to you. 1118 01:34:13,831 --> 01:34:15,457 - Are you okay? - Yeah. 1119 01:34:17,084 --> 01:34:18,293 - Thank you. - Yeah. 1120 01:34:19,086 --> 01:34:20,629 He's a good kid. 1121 01:34:21,046 --> 01:34:22,297 - You're okay. - Thanks. 1122 01:34:26,051 --> 01:34:27,803 You can't do that. You scared me. 1123 01:34:28,720 --> 01:34:30,347 Okay? Can you walk a little bit? 1124 01:34:32,377 --> 01:34:42,377 Psagmeno.com