1 00:02:04,416 --> 00:02:05,416 Tupac: I got shot. 2 00:02:10,130 --> 00:02:12,291 I always felt like I'd be shot. 3 00:02:12,507 --> 00:02:14,498 Somebody was trying to do me some harm 4 00:02:14,718 --> 00:02:16,834 because a lot of people don't like me. 5 00:02:17,054 --> 00:02:20,797 But I didn't think it was gonna happen at that particular moment. 6 00:02:25,145 --> 00:02:28,854 I'm surprised, but I'm happy. 7 00:02:29,066 --> 00:02:33,230 I believe that, you know, this is all in god's hands. 8 00:02:33,445 --> 00:02:38,030 And I'm very appreciative to god for everything I've gotten to do. 9 00:02:47,501 --> 00:02:51,085 But also, about death, we look at death from the selfish side, like: 10 00:02:51,296 --> 00:02:54,038 "That guy died. Oh, it's so sad." Why is it sad? 11 00:02:54,132 --> 00:02:57,295 He's away from all of this bad stuff that's here on earth. 12 00:02:57,511 --> 00:03:02,130 I mean, at the worst, he's just somewhere quiet, no nothing. 13 00:03:04,685 --> 00:03:10,726 At best, he's an angel... Or he's a spirit somewhere. 14 00:03:10,941 --> 00:03:13,273 What is so bad about that? 15 00:03:14,152 --> 00:03:18,111 Throughout my life, I just wanted to be like an angel for god, 16 00:03:18,198 --> 00:03:20,655 do something where I could be of some help. 17 00:03:20,867 --> 00:03:23,529 And I can do that. I mean, I'm an artist. 18 00:03:23,745 --> 00:03:27,033 It's not like I have to tell the truth. I have to tell a story 19 00:03:27,124 --> 00:03:30,332 and reach you and get some kind of feeling from you. 20 00:03:30,752 --> 00:03:33,585 And then try to get the moral across. 21 00:03:34,089 --> 00:03:36,250 So this is my story. 22 00:03:36,466 --> 00:03:42,962 A story about ambition, violence, redemption and love. 23 00:03:55,485 --> 00:03:59,148 In my life, I was different things for different people. 24 00:03:59,364 --> 00:04:00,774 What's up, nigga? 25 00:04:00,991 --> 00:04:03,824 Don't fuck around with real gs quick to snatch your ugly ass 26 00:04:04,035 --> 00:04:05,525 - off the streets - So fuck peace 27 00:04:05,746 --> 00:04:07,657 I let them niggas know it's on for life 28 00:04:07,873 --> 00:04:10,114 so let the West Side ride tonight 29 00:04:10,333 --> 00:04:12,198 bad boy murdered on wax and killed 30 00:04:12,419 --> 00:04:14,259 - fuck with me you'll get your... - Caps peeled 31 00:04:14,421 --> 00:04:15,536 yeah, my niggas say... 32 00:04:15,922 --> 00:04:19,585 Some people say I was a thug and a gangsta. 33 00:04:20,135 --> 00:04:23,047 Other people remember me as a poet and a born leader. 34 00:04:26,975 --> 00:04:30,968 But I'm saying to you measure a man by his actions fully, 35 00:04:31,480 --> 00:04:34,938 through his whole life, from the beginning to the end. 36 00:04:43,408 --> 00:04:47,196 Everybody's past is what made their future. 37 00:04:48,079 --> 00:04:50,320 It's, like, about destiny. 38 00:04:50,415 --> 00:04:54,829 Speak, drums tell the real story 39 00:04:55,128 --> 00:04:56,743 my mother was a black panther, 40 00:04:56,963 --> 00:04:59,500 and she was really involved in the movement. 41 00:04:59,591 --> 00:05:02,583 Crowd: Power! Man: Power! 42 00:05:02,677 --> 00:05:06,590 Man: Power to the people! Crowd: Power to the people! 43 00:05:07,682 --> 00:05:11,425 You know, just black people bettering themselves and things like that. 44 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:25,613 She had a high position in the panther party, which was unheard of, 45 00:05:25,700 --> 00:05:28,407 because there was sexism, even in the panthers. 46 00:05:28,620 --> 00:05:31,862 All of my roots to the struggle are real deep. 47 00:05:33,917 --> 00:05:37,330 I was named after this inca chief from south America 48 00:05:37,420 --> 00:05:40,503 whose name was Tupac amaru. And I think the tribal breakdown 49 00:05:40,590 --> 00:05:45,254 means, like, intelligent warrior, something like that. He's a deep dude. 50 00:05:45,345 --> 00:05:47,461 If I go to south America, they're gonna love me. 51 00:05:48,515 --> 00:05:51,757 My stepfather at the time, mutulu shakur, 52 00:05:51,852 --> 00:05:54,810 he was also, like, a well-known revolutionary. 53 00:05:54,896 --> 00:05:57,512 And then my godfather, Geronimo Pratt, 54 00:05:57,607 --> 00:06:01,316 had a top official rank position with the panthers on the west coast. 55 00:06:01,570 --> 00:06:05,358 You can jail a revolutionary, but you can't jail a revolution. 56 00:06:08,910 --> 00:06:13,119 I think that my mother, like Fred Hampton, Mark Clark, 57 00:06:13,206 --> 00:06:15,913 Harriet tubman, they felt like they were laying tracks 58 00:06:16,001 --> 00:06:18,162 for a generation to come. 59 00:06:18,253 --> 00:06:20,039 Come in, little brothers, sisters. 60 00:06:20,171 --> 00:06:23,208 Y'all sit down and get something to eat. 61 00:06:25,760 --> 00:06:28,342 There was always white people around helping out. 62 00:06:29,514 --> 00:06:31,425 But still, you know, there's racism. 63 00:06:31,516 --> 00:06:34,349 So when the panthers hit, the government panicked. 64 00:06:34,436 --> 00:06:38,349 And they felt like the panthers were detrimental to American society. 65 00:06:38,440 --> 00:06:41,273 Remember, this country had a man named j. Edgar hoover, 66 00:06:41,359 --> 00:06:43,065 whose job it was to destroy 67 00:06:43,153 --> 00:06:45,565 the credibility of any black man coming up. 68 00:06:45,655 --> 00:06:47,395 That's what they did to the panthers. 69 00:06:47,532 --> 00:06:48,817 Power to the people. 70 00:06:59,836 --> 00:07:02,703 The government raided every panther's house, especially the ones 71 00:07:02,797 --> 00:07:06,335 who they felt like could do the most damage as an orator. 72 00:07:06,426 --> 00:07:09,668 So they just burst in and put a gun to my mother's head and said: 73 00:07:09,763 --> 00:07:12,095 "Don't move. You're under arrest." 74 00:07:12,182 --> 00:07:14,218 They treated her like less than human. 75 00:07:15,226 --> 00:07:17,842 My mother was pregnant with me while she was in prison. 76 00:07:19,522 --> 00:07:22,229 She was her own attorney, never been to law school. 77 00:07:22,317 --> 00:07:25,024 She was facing 300 and something odd years. 78 00:07:26,321 --> 00:07:29,313 One black woman, pregnant, beat the case. 79 00:07:29,407 --> 00:07:32,274 That just goes to show you the strength of a black woman 80 00:07:32,369 --> 00:07:33,734 and the strength of the oppressed. 81 00:07:37,457 --> 00:07:40,870 And a month after she got out of prison, she gave birth to me. 82 00:07:40,961 --> 00:07:44,704 So I was cultivated in prison. My embryo was in prison. 83 00:07:45,882 --> 00:07:49,795 When I was a little baby, I remember that one moment of calm peace, 84 00:07:50,011 --> 00:07:51,751 and three minutes after that, it was on. 85 00:08:23,920 --> 00:08:26,662 I rebelled against my mother because she was in the movement 86 00:08:26,756 --> 00:08:31,375 and we never spent time together. She was speaking and going to colleges. 87 00:08:31,469 --> 00:08:35,838 I used to feel like she cared more about the people than her people. 88 00:08:35,932 --> 00:08:39,470 And then after that was over, it was more time spent with me, 89 00:08:39,561 --> 00:08:42,894 and we were like, "you're my mother." She was like, "you're my son." 90 00:08:42,981 --> 00:08:45,848 Then she was really close with me and really strict, almost. 91 00:08:51,906 --> 00:08:55,273 My mother is totally brilliant, totally understanding and caring. 92 00:08:55,368 --> 00:08:59,202 And she's human. I mean, she'll be wrong a lot, but we can talk about it. 93 00:08:59,289 --> 00:09:01,245 She taught me how to be community-oriented, 94 00:09:01,332 --> 00:09:03,368 and to analyze society. 95 00:09:03,460 --> 00:09:06,952 Me and my sister grew up good, and we have good minds and everything. 96 00:09:07,047 --> 00:09:09,504 But we just didn't have money. 97 00:09:20,226 --> 00:09:22,182 Poverty is... 98 00:09:22,270 --> 00:09:24,852 It's no joke. If there was no money and everything depended 99 00:09:24,939 --> 00:09:28,147 on your moral standards and the way you treated people, 100 00:09:28,234 --> 00:09:30,896 we'd be millionaires. We'd be rich. 101 00:09:30,987 --> 00:09:34,775 But, since it's not like that, then we're stone-broke. 102 00:09:34,866 --> 00:09:38,074 I can't always have what I want or things that I think I need. 103 00:09:38,161 --> 00:09:40,948 Poverty, if I hated anything, it would be that. 104 00:09:41,039 --> 00:09:43,906 You and me were born and raised in Harlem. 105 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:47,413 And every time you put it down, you're not only putting us down, 106 00:09:47,629 --> 00:09:48,914 but mama and papa. 107 00:09:52,884 --> 00:09:56,047 Tupac: My real father was a black panther, 108 00:09:56,137 --> 00:09:59,095 but when I was growing up, I never knew who my father was for sure. 109 00:09:59,516 --> 00:10:03,134 My stepfather was a gangster, a straight-up street hustler. 110 00:10:03,228 --> 00:10:05,219 My mom had a kid, he didn't even care. 111 00:10:05,313 --> 00:10:08,100 He's like, "that's my son," took care of me, gave me money. 112 00:10:08,191 --> 00:10:11,024 He was a criminal too, out doing his thing. 113 00:10:11,111 --> 00:10:13,727 So he only came, brought me money and then left. 114 00:10:13,822 --> 00:10:15,904 It's okay to go to Harlem 115 00:10:15,990 --> 00:10:17,790 and celebrate your birthday with your friends, 116 00:10:17,826 --> 00:10:19,942 but I don't think we would really fit in. 117 00:10:20,620 --> 00:10:24,238 I hate saying this because whites love hearing blacks talk about this. 118 00:10:24,332 --> 00:10:26,664 I know for a fact that, had I had a father, 119 00:10:26,751 --> 00:10:30,835 I'd have had some discipline, I'd have had more confidence. 120 00:10:31,256 --> 00:10:34,623 Your mother cannot calm you down the way a man can. 121 00:10:35,051 --> 00:10:38,134 Your mother can't reassure you the way a man can. 122 00:10:38,221 --> 00:10:41,088 My mother couldn't show me where my manhood was. 123 00:10:41,724 --> 00:10:44,136 You need a man to teach you how to be a man. 124 00:10:50,233 --> 00:10:53,145 When I was young, I was quiet, withdrawn. 125 00:10:53,236 --> 00:10:56,899 I read a lot. I wrote poetry. I kept a diary. 126 00:10:57,115 --> 00:11:00,232 I watched TV all the time. I stayed in front of the television. 127 00:11:01,452 --> 00:11:04,819 And I could see all these people out there in this pretend world. 128 00:11:04,914 --> 00:11:07,656 And I knew I could be part of it if I pretended too. 129 00:11:07,750 --> 00:11:10,457 The way Arnold looked on diff'rent strokes, 130 00:11:10,545 --> 00:11:12,665 I used to like the lifestyle, the way he used to live. 131 00:11:13,673 --> 00:11:16,415 So early on, I just watched and emulated. 132 00:11:16,551 --> 00:11:19,634 I thought if I can be an actor and act like those characters, 133 00:11:19,721 --> 00:11:21,757 I could have some of their joy. 134 00:11:21,848 --> 00:11:23,054 Oh, thank you, Mr. d! 135 00:11:23,933 --> 00:11:27,846 If I could act like I had a big family, I wouldn't feel as lonely. 136 00:11:31,191 --> 00:11:34,308 My first acting job was at the Apollo theater 137 00:11:34,402 --> 00:11:37,314 when Jesse Jackson was running for president in 1984. 138 00:11:38,656 --> 00:11:41,363 It was a fundraiser, and I was a little kid. 139 00:11:41,451 --> 00:11:44,864 Travis, from raisin in the sun. When the curtain went up, 140 00:11:44,954 --> 00:11:47,411 I just caught that bug that everybody talks about. 141 00:11:47,498 --> 00:11:51,616 I was like, "whoa, this is it." 142 00:11:51,836 --> 00:11:56,205 It was better than sex and anything, money, everything. It was like, "whoa, 143 00:11:56,299 --> 00:11:58,255 "I want this." 144 00:12:01,512 --> 00:12:04,049 We moved out of New York because my mother lost her job. 145 00:12:04,140 --> 00:12:05,220 We were, like, stranded. 146 00:12:08,436 --> 00:12:10,722 So we moved to Baltimore... 147 00:12:15,443 --> 00:12:17,650 Which was total ignorance town to me. 148 00:12:17,862 --> 00:12:19,298 I mean, Baltimore has the highest rate 149 00:12:19,322 --> 00:12:21,358 of blacks killing blacks in the country. 150 00:12:22,367 --> 00:12:25,575 Then I auditioned for the Baltimore school of performing arts. 151 00:12:25,662 --> 00:12:27,368 Then I started to have good-luck times. 152 00:12:28,623 --> 00:12:30,955 Parents are the same no matter time nor place 153 00:12:31,042 --> 00:12:34,000 they don't understand that us kids are gonna make some mistakes 154 00:12:34,087 --> 00:12:37,830 so to you, all the kids all across the land, there's no need to argue 155 00:12:37,924 --> 00:12:39,630 parents just don't understand 156 00:12:45,515 --> 00:12:48,507 I spent three years in Baltimore, high-school years. I made friends, 157 00:12:48,601 --> 00:12:50,512 like Jon Cole and Jada pinkett. 158 00:12:50,603 --> 00:12:52,935 You should've seen this girl's bodily dimensions 159 00:12:53,022 --> 00:12:56,890 I honked my horn to get her attention she said, "was that for me?" 160 00:12:56,985 --> 00:12:58,316 I said, "yeah" she said, "why?" 161 00:12:58,403 --> 00:13:01,270 I said, "come on and take a ride with a hell of a guy” 162 00:13:02,156 --> 00:13:05,398 Tupac: I loved my classes. We were exposed to everything. 163 00:13:13,376 --> 00:13:16,493 You know, theater, ballet... 164 00:13:18,965 --> 00:13:20,876 Listening to different types of music, 165 00:13:22,135 --> 00:13:24,968 songs that became a soundtrack to my life. 166 00:13:32,603 --> 00:13:35,185 But in my homeboys' high school, it's not like that. 167 00:13:35,273 --> 00:13:37,980 They don't have trips to go see this Broadway play, 168 00:13:38,067 --> 00:13:41,525 they don't read things we read. They didn't know when I was like: 169 00:13:41,612 --> 00:13:45,275 "Yo, Shakespeare's dope." They don't have the same experiences we had. 170 00:13:47,118 --> 00:13:49,200 Then I started thinking the art school I went to 171 00:13:49,287 --> 00:13:51,994 was mostly for white kids and rich minorities. 172 00:13:52,081 --> 00:13:54,914 I started going, "I would have been totally different 173 00:13:55,001 --> 00:13:56,957 "had I not been exposed to this." 174 00:14:01,924 --> 00:14:05,416 I was living in the ghetto. We didn't have lights and electricity. 175 00:14:05,511 --> 00:14:07,752 - We was about to get evicted. - We want home! 176 00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:09,929 We want heat! We want lights! 177 00:14:10,016 --> 00:14:12,052 We want something to do for our children! 178 00:14:13,936 --> 00:14:18,475 I thought, "we're not being taught to deal with the world as it is." 179 00:14:18,566 --> 00:14:20,431 The rich should live like the poor, 180 00:14:20,526 --> 00:14:23,393 the poor should live like the rich. They should change every week. 181 00:14:33,331 --> 00:14:36,289 The president stirred up a hornets' nest earlier this week 182 00:14:36,376 --> 00:14:38,458 when he suggested the problems of the hungry 183 00:14:38,544 --> 00:14:42,036 came about because they were uninformed about where to go for help. 184 00:14:44,133 --> 00:14:47,796 How could Reagan live in a white house, which has a lot of rooms, 185 00:14:48,971 --> 00:14:52,054 and there be homelessness? And he's talking about helping. 186 00:14:52,141 --> 00:14:54,507 I don't believe that there is anyone 187 00:14:55,561 --> 00:14:58,428 that is going hungry in America simply by reason 188 00:14:58,523 --> 00:15:01,981 of denial or lack of ability to feed them. 189 00:15:02,068 --> 00:15:07,859 It is by people not knowing where or how to get this help. 190 00:15:08,282 --> 00:15:10,273 Tupac: Why can't he take people off the street 191 00:15:10,368 --> 00:15:11,699 and put them in his white house? 192 00:15:11,786 --> 00:15:15,529 Then he'll have people from the streets to help him with his ideas. 193 00:15:15,623 --> 00:15:18,581 Not helpless! Homeless! Not helpless! 194 00:15:18,668 --> 00:15:21,271 Tupac: They haven't been homeless forever. They've done things in society. 195 00:15:21,295 --> 00:15:25,538 The white house would be tainted because he doesn't want to get dirty. 196 00:15:29,512 --> 00:15:32,219 Tupac: Growing up in America, I loved my childhood, 197 00:15:32,306 --> 00:15:34,797 but I hated growing up poor. 198 00:15:35,309 --> 00:15:38,893 We live in hell. We live in the gutter. We live in a war zone. 199 00:15:38,980 --> 00:15:41,471 We've got us stacked up 80-deep in one building. 200 00:15:41,566 --> 00:15:45,184 When you get out your house, you're strapped to protect yourself. 201 00:15:55,121 --> 00:15:58,955 Tupac: The same crime element that white people are scared of 202 00:15:59,041 --> 00:16:00,451 black people are scared of. 203 00:16:01,043 --> 00:16:04,831 While they waiting for legislation to pass, we next door to the killer. 204 00:16:05,047 --> 00:16:07,880 All them killers they let out, they're in that building. 205 00:16:07,967 --> 00:16:10,834 Just because we black, we get along with the killers? 206 00:16:11,304 --> 00:16:14,592 What is that? We need protection too. 207 00:16:23,733 --> 00:16:27,351 Tupac: Then I came to California to escape that violence. 208 00:16:35,620 --> 00:16:38,236 Come to marin city, and there's even more poverty. 209 00:16:40,917 --> 00:16:43,704 I was starting to see the one thing we have in common 210 00:16:43,794 --> 00:16:46,331 as black people, is we share that poverty. 211 00:16:48,216 --> 00:16:51,049 I made it to where I had knowledge this wasn't just me. 212 00:16:51,135 --> 00:16:54,047 It was a bigger picture. It was my people getting dogged. 213 00:16:54,138 --> 00:16:56,424 It wasn't just my family. It was all of us. 214 00:17:03,481 --> 00:17:07,474 Moving to Baltimore and Oakland and marin and New York, 215 00:17:07,568 --> 00:17:10,480 and the poverty helped me to relate to everybody's struggle. 216 00:17:11,447 --> 00:17:13,608 Don't get the wrong idea. I feel like I'm being gloomy. 217 00:17:13,699 --> 00:17:17,066 I don't mean just to be like, "damn it, it's bad out there." 218 00:17:17,161 --> 00:17:18,901 I still try to be positive. 219 00:17:18,996 --> 00:17:21,453 I know that good things are gonna come for me. 220 00:17:22,917 --> 00:17:24,645 Woman: Where you go to school? Man: Are you rolling? 221 00:17:24,669 --> 00:17:28,127 Man 2: Yeah, rolling. Man: Go ahead, that's okay. 222 00:17:29,298 --> 00:17:30,959 You dressed right for it. 223 00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,917 Woman: He said he's been a little chilly, so this is good for him. 224 00:17:34,011 --> 00:17:38,004 - Somebody will enjoy the heat in here. - Anytime. 225 00:17:38,099 --> 00:17:43,435 Okay. My name is Tupac shakur, and I attend tamalpais high school. 226 00:17:43,646 --> 00:17:46,058 And I'm 17 years old. 227 00:17:46,566 --> 00:17:48,898 Tupac: Oh, my god, I got the phattest déja vu. 228 00:17:50,945 --> 00:17:54,358 I chased girls and bought the car and loud music, 229 00:17:54,448 --> 00:17:57,940 but I like to think of myself as really being socially aware. 230 00:17:58,035 --> 00:18:00,242 Kept my history a mystery but now I see 231 00:18:00,329 --> 00:18:02,069 the American dream wasn't meant for me 232 00:18:02,164 --> 00:18:04,951 'cause lady Liberty's a hypocrite she lied to me 233 00:18:05,042 --> 00:18:07,124 promised me freedom, education equality 234 00:18:07,211 --> 00:18:09,873 I think there should be a class on drugs. 235 00:18:09,964 --> 00:18:13,456 There should be a class on sex education, a real sex-education class. 236 00:18:15,970 --> 00:18:18,382 There should be a class on police brutality. 237 00:18:19,098 --> 00:18:21,054 There should be a class on apartheid. 238 00:18:23,769 --> 00:18:26,306 There should be a class on why people are hungry. 239 00:18:26,397 --> 00:18:29,355 But there are not. There are classes on gym. 240 00:18:32,069 --> 00:18:34,230 Physical education. Let's learn volleyball. 241 00:18:34,322 --> 00:18:36,187 Fathers of this country never cared for me 242 00:18:36,282 --> 00:18:38,523 they kept my ancestors shackled up in slavery 243 00:18:38,618 --> 00:18:40,904 and uncle Sam never did a damn thing for me 244 00:18:40,995 --> 00:18:43,236 except lie about the facts in my history 245 00:18:43,331 --> 00:18:45,538 now I'm sitting here mad because I'm unemployed 246 00:18:45,625 --> 00:18:47,832 but the government's glad because they enjoy 247 00:18:47,918 --> 00:18:50,079 when my people are down so they can screw us around 248 00:18:50,171 --> 00:18:52,378 time to change the government now no more 249 00:18:52,590 --> 00:18:55,002 how do you think you're most like your mom? 250 00:18:55,551 --> 00:18:59,920 I'm most like my mom because I'm arrogant. Totally arrogant. 251 00:19:01,766 --> 00:19:04,007 You should see us when we get in our attitude moods. 252 00:19:04,185 --> 00:19:07,643 We get in our tiffs and everything, but it's good. 253 00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:10,892 My mom's my homey, but we went through our stages, 254 00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:13,520 where first we was mother and son, 255 00:19:13,736 --> 00:19:16,068 then it was like drill sergeant and cadet. 256 00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:20,148 Then it was like dictator, little country. 257 00:19:21,744 --> 00:19:24,030 Then I moved out, and I was on my own. 258 00:19:24,121 --> 00:19:26,077 I was broke, nowhere to stay. 259 00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:29,123 I smoked weed. I hung out with the drug dealers, 260 00:19:29,210 --> 00:19:31,496 pimps and the criminals. 261 00:19:31,587 --> 00:19:33,828 They were the only people that cared about me. 262 00:19:33,923 --> 00:19:37,290 And I needed a father. I needed a male influence, 263 00:19:37,385 --> 00:19:38,716 and these were the males. 264 00:19:42,682 --> 00:19:45,890 You could see where I spent time in the streets when you talk to me. 265 00:19:45,976 --> 00:19:49,309 The words I say don't come from a mother's or father's mouth. 266 00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:50,807 They come from a pimp's mouth 267 00:19:50,898 --> 00:19:53,560 or a prostitute or a hustler or drug dealer. 268 00:19:54,902 --> 00:19:56,767 To me, these were my role models. 269 00:19:57,655 --> 00:20:01,864 My mom was lost at that particular moment. She was addicted to crack. 270 00:20:02,284 --> 00:20:05,401 It was hard. It was hard because she was my hero. 271 00:20:05,579 --> 00:20:08,036 Not long ago in Oakland, California, 272 00:20:08,249 --> 00:20:12,083 I was asked by a group of children what to do if they were offered drugs. 273 00:20:12,294 --> 00:20:15,081 And I answered, "just say no." 274 00:20:15,965 --> 00:20:20,049 I was broke. I didn't have enough credits to graduate, so I dropped out. 275 00:20:20,136 --> 00:20:22,843 I said, "I gotta get paid. I gotta make a living." 276 00:20:23,305 --> 00:20:26,047 I started selling drugs for maybe two weeks. 277 00:20:26,142 --> 00:20:29,430 The dude was like, "give me my drugs back," because I didn't know how. 278 00:20:29,645 --> 00:20:33,183 The dope dealers used to look out for me. They would give me money 279 00:20:33,274 --> 00:20:36,732 and be like, "don't get involved with this. Get out there, do your dream." 280 00:20:36,819 --> 00:20:38,810 So they was like my sponsors. 281 00:20:39,488 --> 00:20:42,150 My dream was to make a living rapping. 282 00:20:42,366 --> 00:20:44,903 Just to make music that was coming from my heart. 283 00:20:45,119 --> 00:20:48,407 When I first started rapping, I needed the money, and I had to work. 284 00:20:51,417 --> 00:20:53,954 Do the humpty hump do the humpty hump 285 00:20:54,044 --> 00:20:55,909 sexy baby 286 00:20:56,130 --> 00:21:03,300 do the humpty hump do the humpty hump 287 00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:08,767 that was me. 288 00:21:20,029 --> 00:21:22,236 For me to get paid, I had to go out in bikini briefs 289 00:21:22,323 --> 00:21:23,984 and hop on top of this doll. 290 00:21:24,074 --> 00:21:26,156 I was homeless. That's what I had to do. 291 00:21:26,243 --> 00:21:29,110 You have to work from one point to go to another point. 292 00:21:29,205 --> 00:21:30,786 I admire the work ethic. 293 00:21:30,873 --> 00:21:35,207 Do the humpty hump do the humpty hump 294 00:21:35,294 --> 00:21:38,707 do the humpty hump just watch me do the humpty hump 295 00:21:39,215 --> 00:21:41,126 Tupac: Shock was responsible for my success. 296 00:21:41,258 --> 00:21:44,500 I'm the original two-tone, big-nosed, skinny rapper. 297 00:21:44,595 --> 00:21:45,675 Tupac: Shock g. 298 00:21:47,807 --> 00:21:51,550 Leila introduced me to atron who was managing digital underground. 299 00:21:51,644 --> 00:21:54,602 He was like, "I'll send you to digital underground. They're in the studio. 300 00:21:54,897 --> 00:21:58,060 "Rap for shock g on the spot. If he like you, I'll pick you up." 301 00:22:00,069 --> 00:22:01,400 I walked in and rapped. 302 00:22:01,487 --> 00:22:04,604 He was like, "good. You're in." Boom, boom. "See you later." 303 00:22:04,990 --> 00:22:07,197 And I left, walked out of there like, "dang." 304 00:22:10,579 --> 00:22:15,243 Shock was like, "come on the road. Be my roadie. It ain't glamorous. 305 00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:17,950 "You'll be working, meeting people.” I said, "cool." 306 00:22:18,045 --> 00:22:21,754 Off the road, he said, "I'm gonna pay you and let you do same song." 307 00:22:21,841 --> 00:22:24,207 I did same song. Ever since, it's been on. 308 00:22:24,301 --> 00:22:26,758 - Tupac, rock this - I clown around when I hang 309 00:22:26,846 --> 00:22:28,177 around with the underground 310 00:22:28,264 --> 00:22:30,424 girls who used to frown say I'm down when I come around 311 00:22:30,474 --> 00:22:32,760 gas me and when they pass me they used to diss me 312 00:22:32,852 --> 00:22:35,138 harass me but now they ask me if they can kiss me 313 00:22:35,229 --> 00:22:37,515 get some fame, people change wanna live their life high 314 00:22:37,606 --> 00:22:39,486 same song, can't go wrong if I play the nice guy 315 00:22:39,567 --> 00:22:42,183 claiming fame must have changed now that we became strong 316 00:22:42,278 --> 00:22:44,360 I remain, still the same because it's the same song 317 00:22:45,948 --> 00:22:48,155 I look back with the greatest fondness. 318 00:22:48,242 --> 00:22:50,233 Those were some of the best times. 319 00:22:50,452 --> 00:22:51,658 Watch this one. 320 00:22:53,914 --> 00:22:57,498 I'm gonna fuck you up. I'm gonna fuck you up. 321 00:23:00,588 --> 00:23:04,172 Dj Mark, “the 45 king" this is your thing 322 00:23:04,258 --> 00:23:06,965 check out how we swing look at my ding-a-ling 323 00:23:07,052 --> 00:23:09,885 and know that I am the king a lyrical lunatic 324 00:23:09,972 --> 00:23:12,509 I can rap slow or quick about fishing or politics 325 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:14,966 it don't matter because girls be on your dick 326 00:23:21,859 --> 00:23:25,272 Tupac: Atron had been shopping my demo tape as a solo album. 327 00:23:25,362 --> 00:23:27,819 All of a sudden, interscope got in touch with us, 328 00:23:27,907 --> 00:23:30,023 and I was told that Ted field, 329 00:23:30,117 --> 00:23:34,326 this millionaire, multimillionaire, his daughter had heard my demo, 330 00:23:34,538 --> 00:23:37,701 and she liked it. So he was like, "that's how I picked you." 331 00:23:37,917 --> 00:23:40,329 And I was like, "well, tell your daughter thanks." 332 00:23:40,544 --> 00:23:43,126 You know you gotta love the sound, it's from the rebel 333 00:23:43,589 --> 00:23:45,580 the rebel of the underground 334 00:23:45,674 --> 00:23:48,211 so I went from being unknown to now having a platinum record. 335 00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:53,216 2pacalypse now is a story of a young black male, from track one to 13, 336 00:23:53,307 --> 00:23:58,347 whether it be about teenage pregnancy, police brutality or poverty. 337 00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:00,803 Also, I tell my own personal problems. 338 00:24:03,484 --> 00:24:07,693 All my songs deal with the pain that I've felt from my childhood. 339 00:24:07,780 --> 00:24:10,237 That's what makes me do what I do. 340 00:24:26,590 --> 00:24:28,797 My inspiration for writing music is, like, 341 00:24:28,884 --> 00:24:30,920 Don mclean when he did Vincent, 342 00:24:31,011 --> 00:24:33,127 Lorraine hansberry with raisin in the sun, 343 00:24:33,222 --> 00:24:35,008 Shakespeare when he does his things. 344 00:24:37,768 --> 00:24:40,384 Like deep stories, you know, like raw human needs. 345 00:24:49,571 --> 00:24:53,655 I just try to speak about things that affect me and our community. 346 00:24:53,742 --> 00:24:56,279 Sometimes I'm the watcher and sometimes the participant. 347 00:24:56,370 --> 00:24:59,737 Sometimes it's just allegories or fables that have a moral 348 00:24:59,832 --> 00:25:01,993 or theme, like the ghetto lifestyle. 349 00:25:02,084 --> 00:25:05,167 Brenda's belly's getting bigger but no one seems to notice 350 00:25:05,254 --> 00:25:08,041 any change in her figure she's 12 years old 351 00:25:08,132 --> 00:25:10,965 and she's having a baby in love with the molester 352 00:25:11,051 --> 00:25:12,882 who's sexing her crazy 353 00:25:12,970 --> 00:25:15,427 she thinks that he'll be with her forever 354 00:25:15,514 --> 00:25:17,926 and dreams of a world where the two of them are together 355 00:25:18,017 --> 00:25:19,017 whatever 356 00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:22,806 I seen that, the crack babies, what we had to go through, 357 00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:25,729 losing everything and being poor and getting beat down. 358 00:25:25,816 --> 00:25:28,057 Being the person I am, I said, "no, I'm changing this." 359 00:25:31,321 --> 00:25:32,902 I'm trying to think of a good analogy. 360 00:25:32,990 --> 00:25:36,653 It's like you've got the Vietnam war, right? 361 00:25:37,828 --> 00:25:41,070 And just because the reporters show us pictures at home 362 00:25:41,165 --> 00:25:45,033 of the vietham war, that's what made the Vietnam war end when it did, 363 00:25:45,127 --> 00:25:46,927 or the shit probably would have lasted longer. 364 00:25:54,136 --> 00:25:56,343 If no one knew exactly what was going on, 365 00:25:56,430 --> 00:26:00,048 we just thought they were just dying valiantly, in some beautiful way. 366 00:26:01,060 --> 00:26:04,769 But because we saw the horror, that's what made us stop the Vietnam war. 367 00:26:05,105 --> 00:26:07,847 I thought, "that's what I'l do as an artist, as a rapper. 368 00:26:07,941 --> 00:26:10,648 "I'm gonna show the graphic details of what I see 369 00:26:10,736 --> 00:26:14,900 “in my community, and hopefully they'll stop it, quit." 370 00:26:19,244 --> 00:26:21,986 Hello, I'm Tanya hart, and welcome to our show. 371 00:26:22,081 --> 00:26:24,288 My guest today has experienced 372 00:26:24,374 --> 00:26:27,286 a truly horrendous life to just be 20 years old. 373 00:26:27,503 --> 00:26:30,995 His family portrait could well be a poster for America's most wanted. 374 00:26:31,340 --> 00:26:35,959 His lyrics are controversial but also a reality of life as he has seen it. 375 00:26:36,053 --> 00:26:37,918 Tupac: My ear is to the streets. 376 00:26:38,013 --> 00:26:40,846 I represent 20 years on this planet earth 377 00:26:41,225 --> 00:26:42,931 and what I've seen. This is my report. 378 00:26:43,769 --> 00:26:45,600 It's like my battle cry to America. 379 00:26:45,813 --> 00:26:46,973 They got me trapped 380 00:26:49,316 --> 00:26:50,977 uh-uh, they can't keep the black man down 381 00:26:51,068 --> 00:26:52,103 they got me trapped 382 00:26:54,780 --> 00:26:56,611 no, they can't keep the black man down 383 00:26:56,698 --> 00:26:59,861 in my album, the number one enemy is the crooked police officer. 384 00:26:59,952 --> 00:27:02,443 They got me trapped can barely walk the city streets 385 00:27:02,538 --> 00:27:05,655 without a cop har-asking me searching me then asking my identity 386 00:27:05,833 --> 00:27:08,916 and the ironic thing is that it never happened to me. 387 00:27:09,002 --> 00:27:11,288 I was speaking from the stories of my peers. 388 00:27:11,380 --> 00:27:14,622 Cuffed up, throw me on the concrete coppers try to kill me 389 00:27:14,967 --> 00:27:17,834 I mean, I said all of these things, and then it happened to me. 390 00:27:19,012 --> 00:27:22,630 I had no record, all my life, no police record, until I made a record. 391 00:27:22,850 --> 00:27:25,592 As my video was debuting on mtv, I was behind bars, 392 00:27:25,686 --> 00:27:27,551 getting beat up by the police department. 393 00:27:28,147 --> 00:27:31,230 Good morning. My name is John burris, 394 00:27:31,316 --> 00:27:36,561 and I am here today with my client, Tupac amaru shakur, 395 00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:42,446 as well as other members of the, uh, digital underground, uh, rap group 396 00:27:42,661 --> 00:27:49,123 and some members of the digital, uh, underground, uh, rap group, 397 00:27:49,209 --> 00:27:51,575 a combination of the various, um, groups. 398 00:27:53,088 --> 00:27:57,172 Tupac: Basically, I walked across the street at 17th and Broadway. 399 00:27:57,259 --> 00:28:00,968 The police officers stopped me on the sidewalk and asked to see my ID. 400 00:28:02,055 --> 00:28:05,297 They sweated me about my name. The officers said: 401 00:28:05,392 --> 00:28:06,882 "You have to learn your place." 402 00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:09,893 They were charging me with jaywalking. 403 00:28:09,980 --> 00:28:14,098 I was riffing, arguing about why would they charge me with a petty crime. 404 00:28:15,777 --> 00:28:20,146 I kept yelling, asking them to give me my citation and let me go. 405 00:28:20,240 --> 00:28:23,698 Next thing I know, my face was being buried into the concrete, 406 00:28:23,785 --> 00:28:26,322 and I was laying facedown in the gutter, 407 00:28:26,413 --> 00:28:29,075 waking up from being unconscious in cuffs 408 00:28:30,083 --> 00:28:33,746 with blood on my face. And I'm going to jail for resisting arrest. 409 00:28:33,837 --> 00:28:35,247 That's harassment to me, 410 00:28:35,339 --> 00:28:37,705 that I have to be stopped in the street and checked, 411 00:28:37,799 --> 00:28:40,085 like we're in South Africa and asked for my ID. 412 00:28:40,177 --> 00:28:43,385 Officer boyavich repeatedly slammed my face into the floor, 413 00:28:43,472 --> 00:28:46,964 while Rogers put the cuffs on. That's not called for, for jaywalking. 414 00:28:47,893 --> 00:28:51,351 I got a ten-million-dollar lawsuit. They said they would settle, 415 00:28:51,438 --> 00:28:54,271 but nobody cared. That wasn't blew up all over the news. 416 00:28:54,358 --> 00:28:59,148 They didn't see me on TV with my eye and head busted. There are pictures. 417 00:28:59,279 --> 00:29:01,691 In Oakland? Yes. You don't see them. 418 00:29:01,782 --> 00:29:04,524 You see pictures of Tupac coming out of jail in cuffs. 419 00:29:04,618 --> 00:29:07,530 You don't see pictures of police, beating my brains in. 420 00:29:07,621 --> 00:29:11,489 You don't see that. But I see that. That's what I see. 421 00:29:17,297 --> 00:29:19,538 We have seen what they did to Rodney king. 422 00:29:19,633 --> 00:29:22,966 The whole world has seen what happened to Rodney king. 423 00:29:23,053 --> 00:29:25,544 Baby, let me show you what they did to Tupac shakur. 424 00:29:25,639 --> 00:29:28,301 All that movie, that didn't mean nothing to opd. 425 00:29:28,392 --> 00:29:31,600 I was still an n-i-g-g-a, and they proved it. 426 00:29:31,687 --> 00:29:33,598 And if you can see this, Mr. cameraman, 427 00:29:33,689 --> 00:29:35,771 this is scars I'll go to my grave with. 428 00:29:35,857 --> 00:29:36,857 I can see it. 429 00:29:36,942 --> 00:29:38,648 These are "learn to be a nigger" scars. 430 00:29:38,735 --> 00:29:40,726 - You're suing them? - For ten mil. 431 00:29:40,821 --> 00:29:44,029 What else can I do? See what happens. You know how that go. 432 00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:47,779 Rodney king's still fighting for his, and they got it on tape. 433 00:29:47,869 --> 00:29:48,904 They got it on tape. 434 00:29:48,996 --> 00:29:51,578 One day I'm gonna bust blow up on this society 435 00:29:51,665 --> 00:29:54,828 why did you lie to me? I couldn't find a trace of equality 436 00:29:54,918 --> 00:29:57,079 - they settled with me. - Tabitha Soren: They did? 437 00:29:57,170 --> 00:30:01,083 They gave me 42,000. I had to pay my lawyer a whole bunch 438 00:30:01,174 --> 00:30:02,334 and bought a car. 439 00:30:03,260 --> 00:30:05,125 I settled because I was tired of court. 440 00:30:05,220 --> 00:30:07,927 I could have won more, but I was tired of going to court. 441 00:30:08,974 --> 00:30:12,592 I felt like any dollar from any police department was good money. 442 00:30:12,728 --> 00:30:16,846 - So you got $42,000 for jaywalking? - That's a hell of a ticket. 443 00:30:16,940 --> 00:30:19,647 After that case, people perceived me as a menace. 444 00:30:19,735 --> 00:30:23,569 I've had chief of police, vice president, 445 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:26,488 the leader of the black national women's council... 446 00:30:27,868 --> 00:30:30,655 Everybody against me. Why? Why me? 447 00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:36,369 I have not brought violence to you. I have not brought thug life to America. 448 00:30:36,460 --> 00:30:39,668 I didn't create thug life. I diagnosed it. 449 00:30:43,592 --> 00:30:44,672 What's up? 450 00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:48,503 When I did juice, my image got even more scary. 451 00:30:48,972 --> 00:30:51,429 Everything starts from now. 452 00:30:51,516 --> 00:30:53,472 We all go down unless we stay together. 453 00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:55,721 No one's above the crew. You know that shit. 454 00:30:56,229 --> 00:30:57,514 You're crazy, man. 455 00:30:59,024 --> 00:31:02,266 When I auditioned for juice, that was another good-luck time. 456 00:31:02,361 --> 00:31:06,604 It was my first big part, and I just took everything and internalized it. 457 00:31:06,907 --> 00:31:07,987 You're right. 458 00:31:09,576 --> 00:31:11,157 I am crazy. 459 00:31:11,453 --> 00:31:12,784 But you know what else? 460 00:31:15,540 --> 00:31:17,451 I don't give a fuck. 461 00:31:20,379 --> 00:31:23,291 Bishop is a psychopath, but more true to his character, 462 00:31:23,382 --> 00:31:26,590 bishop is a lonely, misguided, young kid. 463 00:31:26,676 --> 00:31:31,545 His heroes are James cagney and scarface, those kind of guys. 464 00:31:31,640 --> 00:31:35,679 - Made if, ma. Top of the world. - "Made it, ma. Top of the world." 465 00:31:37,145 --> 00:31:41,229 Tupac: Know what I'm saying, "shoot them up, go out in a Blaze" type gangsters. 466 00:31:41,316 --> 00:31:43,807 If you've gotta go out, that's how you go out. 467 00:31:43,902 --> 00:31:46,860 That motherfucker took his destiny in his own hands. 468 00:31:50,033 --> 00:31:52,900 Tupac: When I get a part, at first I just try to find out, 469 00:31:52,994 --> 00:31:54,859 how does this character feel? 470 00:31:54,955 --> 00:31:56,911 Like, I make the person up in my mind. 471 00:32:00,043 --> 00:32:02,250 What he looks like, try to put a face to him. 472 00:32:02,337 --> 00:32:06,125 Even though it's my face, I'll give him a walk and give him an attitude. 473 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:09,166 All you have to do is relate to your character. 474 00:32:09,261 --> 00:32:13,174 Even away from the set I just let myself go. I just stopped caring. 475 00:32:13,265 --> 00:32:15,381 I stopped worrying about what people thought 476 00:32:15,475 --> 00:32:20,686 and started staring people down more. I really just got into the part. 477 00:32:20,981 --> 00:32:23,313 - Yo, bishop, man, give me the piece. - No. 478 00:32:23,400 --> 00:32:25,982 No? What the hell you mean, no? Give me the gun. 479 00:32:26,069 --> 00:32:28,401 I mean I'm holding onto this till I say so. 480 00:32:28,488 --> 00:32:29,648 I'm not playing. 481 00:32:30,699 --> 00:32:31,779 Oh, really? 482 00:32:33,201 --> 00:32:35,988 Tupac: When I'm playing a character, I'm really that character. 483 00:32:36,079 --> 00:32:37,364 There's nothing fake. 484 00:32:38,707 --> 00:32:39,707 Oh, shit! 485 00:32:39,791 --> 00:32:42,453 Tupac: I just took everything and internalized it. 486 00:32:45,172 --> 00:32:48,084 Tell us about your character. I know you're the villain. 487 00:32:48,216 --> 00:32:50,832 Yo, I play me, straight ruthless villain, 488 00:32:50,927 --> 00:32:53,839 straight killer, straight take no sszzz-s. 489 00:32:53,930 --> 00:32:56,262 You know what I'm saying? Straight popping partners. 490 00:32:56,349 --> 00:32:58,761 Yo, Tupac will go ahead and rock this. 491 00:32:59,811 --> 00:33:02,598 Juice helped me because it gave me that trust. 492 00:33:02,689 --> 00:33:04,304 It let me trust my instincts. 493 00:33:04,399 --> 00:33:09,644 I was confident about what I could do and what it would look like afterward. 494 00:33:09,738 --> 00:33:14,448 My next guest has not only become one of today's most talented new stars, 495 00:33:14,534 --> 00:33:18,573 but he's becoming one of today's most talked about new stars. 496 00:33:18,663 --> 00:33:21,075 Please welcome Tupac shakur. 497 00:33:21,708 --> 00:33:25,371 Tupac: I know what I feel like when I'm in the zone, when I'm there. 498 00:33:25,462 --> 00:33:27,748 So I was just trying to get that feeling. 499 00:33:29,174 --> 00:33:30,584 Why are you always so mad? 500 00:33:30,717 --> 00:33:35,006 The exciting performance in the film is the one of Tupac shakur. 501 00:33:35,388 --> 00:33:36,468 What do you want from me? 502 00:33:38,892 --> 00:33:41,554 I think you're kind of fly. Shit. 503 00:33:41,645 --> 00:33:43,636 We could start with your phone number. 504 00:33:43,730 --> 00:33:47,188 This is a 22-year-old young actor, Tupac shakur. 505 00:33:47,275 --> 00:33:50,767 He's been in the film juice, and I hope to see him again soon. 506 00:33:53,532 --> 00:33:55,113 Tupac: When I was doing poetic justice, 507 00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:58,613 I had to tone myself down a lot to be lucky. 508 00:33:58,703 --> 00:34:02,787 Lucky is doing the opposite of bishop. He's working, responsible, 509 00:34:02,874 --> 00:34:05,741 deliberate about things, caring for his daughter. 510 00:34:06,920 --> 00:34:08,501 I'm a gemini, so I got both sides. 511 00:34:08,922 --> 00:34:12,665 See, I get a feeling there are two tupacs. 512 00:34:12,759 --> 00:34:16,923 See, I mean, you're this kind, sensitive, friendly guy, 513 00:34:17,013 --> 00:34:19,425 yet you're involved in so much controversy. 514 00:34:19,516 --> 00:34:22,804 I'm talking about Tupac shakur, who had an incident 515 00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:25,556 with a limo driver during a taping of in living color. 516 00:34:26,064 --> 00:34:28,771 Tupac shakur is free on bond tonight 517 00:34:28,858 --> 00:34:31,065 after his arrest this weekend in Atlanta. 518 00:34:31,152 --> 00:34:33,985 The 22-year-old singer and actor was charged with shooting 519 00:34:34,072 --> 00:34:36,188 two off-duty police officers. 520 00:34:36,283 --> 00:34:37,568 The wounds were not serious. 521 00:34:37,659 --> 00:34:39,720 Newscaster: The fight that led to the shooting in marin city 522 00:34:39,744 --> 00:34:42,076 reportedly broke out in this field on Saturday night. 523 00:34:42,163 --> 00:34:44,370 Marin festival usa was in full swing. 524 00:34:44,457 --> 00:34:48,166 Neighbors say Tupac should not have let anyone bring a gun here. 525 00:34:48,253 --> 00:34:51,040 Since he got big, they claim he's changed. 526 00:34:51,131 --> 00:34:53,087 That change has broken some hearts. 527 00:34:53,174 --> 00:34:56,257 Tupac was homeless. He's from here. We helped him out. 528 00:34:57,053 --> 00:35:00,045 Tupac: Over my career, I got arrested, like, 12 times, 529 00:35:00,140 --> 00:35:02,973 some by mistake, some fate and some unwarranted. 530 00:35:03,059 --> 00:35:06,597 But for whatever reason, I got to see police more than I wanted to. 531 00:35:07,022 --> 00:35:09,934 In some of my cases, they dropped the charges. 532 00:35:10,025 --> 00:35:12,641 But because of trouble in these court cases, 533 00:35:12,736 --> 00:35:16,320 it was hard at that point for me to be trying to do a movie. 534 00:35:16,406 --> 00:35:19,148 I wasn't professional. I think I was talented, 535 00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:22,234 but I didn't have the concentration. And I was immature, 536 00:35:22,329 --> 00:35:24,615 and my ego was out of control. 537 00:35:24,706 --> 00:35:27,038 Harry connick ain't got nothing on me. Check it. 538 00:35:30,795 --> 00:35:33,537 I had to get humble again before I could do this. 539 00:35:33,632 --> 00:35:35,748 More hot water may await Tupac, 540 00:35:35,842 --> 00:35:39,005 based on what he tells the new issue of the source 541 00:35:39,095 --> 00:35:43,008 about costarring with Janet Jackson in her film debut, poetic justice. 542 00:35:43,099 --> 00:35:44,509 Among other complaints, 543 00:35:44,601 --> 00:35:47,809 Tupac says Janet's people asked him to take an aids test 544 00:35:47,896 --> 00:35:51,889 - before shooting a love scene. - I don't know if it came from Janet, 545 00:35:51,983 --> 00:35:56,272 but suddenly they wanted me to take an aids test for this love scene. 546 00:35:56,363 --> 00:35:58,979 I did not disagree if we were really gonna make love. 547 00:35:59,074 --> 00:36:02,441 I said, "if we can make love, I'll take four aids tests." 548 00:36:02,535 --> 00:36:05,993 But if I'm doing a love scene with her just like somebody else did, 549 00:36:06,081 --> 00:36:08,288 and they didn't take a test, I'm not. 550 00:36:08,375 --> 00:36:11,162 Not only am I not taking a test, but get out of my trailer. 551 00:36:11,252 --> 00:36:16,042 And they sent, like, four different people to ask me. 552 00:36:16,132 --> 00:36:21,343 First they sent the producer, then the black dude, then John, then a girl. 553 00:36:21,429 --> 00:36:23,795 It don't matter who you send, I'm not taking one. 554 00:36:24,307 --> 00:36:28,425 To me, it was just like an insult. We had a good experience on the set. 555 00:36:28,520 --> 00:36:30,431 You look like the type of guy to care. 556 00:36:30,522 --> 00:36:31,887 What's the type? 557 00:36:31,981 --> 00:36:33,292 Tupac: I thought I made a friend. 558 00:36:33,316 --> 00:36:35,978 I thought, "I know Janet Jackson for life." 559 00:36:36,069 --> 00:36:40,233 When the movie was over, it was like, "boop. This number has been changed." 560 00:36:40,323 --> 00:36:41,403 And it was like a movie. 561 00:36:41,491 --> 00:36:44,904 I mean, it was like the day after the movie wrapped. 562 00:36:46,246 --> 00:36:48,407 "I'm gonna call you." "All right." 563 00:36:48,498 --> 00:36:52,582 "This number's been changed.” I said, "oh, okay." 564 00:36:53,461 --> 00:36:57,625 Still, when I see her again, I'd run up and hug her. We was real cool. 565 00:37:02,679 --> 00:37:04,294 I love women. I'm not gonna lie. 566 00:37:04,389 --> 00:37:06,880 I love women with a passion. I do. I do. 567 00:37:06,975 --> 00:37:10,593 Sometimes I just wanna call prince and be like, "can we hang?" 568 00:37:10,687 --> 00:37:12,393 Because I love women like he love women. 569 00:37:13,606 --> 00:37:16,973 Hold on. I've been talking to little girls all day. 570 00:37:17,068 --> 00:37:19,150 Seeing somebody my age. How you doing? 571 00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:20,898 Fine, how you doing? Yourself? 572 00:37:20,989 --> 00:37:25,028 I have ultra respect for women. I like being around females, 573 00:37:25,118 --> 00:37:27,234 I'm comfortable with them on every level. 574 00:37:27,328 --> 00:37:30,991 I don't get a predator thing going when I'm around demure females. 575 00:37:31,082 --> 00:37:33,073 Woman: Don't be shy. Tupac: Y'all making me blush. 576 00:37:33,918 --> 00:37:35,158 You got me blushing. 577 00:37:37,380 --> 00:37:39,245 I'm not uncomfortable around strong women. 578 00:37:39,340 --> 00:37:42,832 - Sorry. I'm not enough. - No, I'm looking you up and down. 579 00:37:42,927 --> 00:37:45,009 On TV, they'll go, "look how he looking at Tabitha." 580 00:37:45,096 --> 00:37:46,096 Don't do that. 581 00:38:04,199 --> 00:38:08,033 Tupac: Madonna is real nice. She's a good person. She helped me a lot. 582 00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:10,906 She was real cool, like any one of my homeboys. 583 00:38:10,997 --> 00:38:14,114 Jasmine guy, she helped me. She's a good supporter. 584 00:38:14,209 --> 00:38:17,042 Jada pinkett. Jada's my heart, you know what I mean? 585 00:38:17,128 --> 00:38:19,744 She will be my friend for my whole life. 586 00:38:19,839 --> 00:38:23,423 Well, I'll scoop you up later in life if you ain't all shriveled up. 587 00:38:25,595 --> 00:38:26,595 We'll be old together. 588 00:38:26,679 --> 00:38:28,715 Be like ossie Davis and Ruby Dee. 589 00:38:28,932 --> 00:38:31,298 Pic, you always got a place in my heart. 590 00:38:31,518 --> 00:38:35,852 Tupac: She can have my one heart, my liver, my lungs, my kidneys, 591 00:38:35,939 --> 00:38:37,304 my blood, marrow, all of that. 592 00:38:37,398 --> 00:38:39,389 Keep your head up 593 00:38:39,526 --> 00:38:43,360 ooh, child, things are gonna get easier 594 00:38:43,446 --> 00:38:48,657 - keep your head up - Ooh, child, things will get brighter 595 00:38:48,743 --> 00:38:52,986 Tupac: My mother taught me to understand women a lot more than my peers can. 596 00:38:53,081 --> 00:38:56,118 When I was young, I was surrounded by strong women. 597 00:38:57,001 --> 00:38:59,162 My sister's the bomb. She's my biggest critic. 598 00:38:59,838 --> 00:39:04,081 She's real smart, funny as all hell. She's real funny. 599 00:39:04,175 --> 00:39:06,917 My mother was a matriarch. If you raised by a woman, 600 00:39:07,011 --> 00:39:09,502 you're gonna think like a woman. 601 00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:15,258 And our game from a woman 602 00:39:15,353 --> 00:39:17,059 I wonder why we fake from our women 603 00:39:17,146 --> 00:39:20,764 why we rape our women do we hate our women? 604 00:39:20,859 --> 00:39:22,599 I think it's time to kill for our women 605 00:39:22,694 --> 00:39:24,400 time to heal our women 606 00:39:24,487 --> 00:39:25,772 be real to our women 607 00:39:26,322 --> 00:39:28,859 but I'm not a woman. I'm just a normal man. 608 00:39:29,075 --> 00:39:32,988 To me, I'm the hardest man around, the hardest nigga, because I'm real. 609 00:39:33,204 --> 00:39:35,445 But I'm also very soft. 610 00:39:38,543 --> 00:39:42,786 I'm very sensitive, but that's why I'm so harsh, because I'm so sensitive. 611 00:39:42,881 --> 00:39:46,499 And that's what I think has made me successful and famous. 612 00:39:46,718 --> 00:39:50,506 So sensitive. Don't be so sensitive, Tupac. 613 00:39:50,597 --> 00:39:52,963 - Well, basically... - Bugaloo. 614 00:39:54,142 --> 00:39:55,848 Woman: Bugaloo? Boogaloo? 615 00:39:56,060 --> 00:39:59,018 Marlon wayans, I am playing the role of bugaloo. 616 00:40:00,565 --> 00:40:03,147 What is bugaloo? Where did that name come from? 617 00:40:03,818 --> 00:40:05,058 Some white guy's sitting there, 618 00:40:05,153 --> 00:40:08,395 "what's a homeboy hip-hop name? Bugaloo!" 619 00:40:08,489 --> 00:40:10,571 "What are they calling each other these days?" 620 00:40:10,909 --> 00:40:14,197 Check it out - I get around 621 00:40:14,287 --> 00:40:17,279 - what you mean you don't know? - Round and round, round we go 622 00:40:17,373 --> 00:40:18,533 I get around 623 00:40:20,043 --> 00:40:22,204 the underground just don't stop for ho's 624 00:40:22,295 --> 00:40:23,295 I get around 625 00:40:23,379 --> 00:40:26,166 Tupac: When I got famous, I got famous friends. 626 00:40:26,257 --> 00:40:30,500 Mickey Rourke was a good friend, good person. He's really funny. 627 00:40:30,720 --> 00:40:34,554 My memory of him is the night he's arguing with carr, his wife. 628 00:40:34,641 --> 00:40:38,475 He didn't know what to do. I was like, "man, buy her some cristal. 629 00:40:38,561 --> 00:40:41,394 "Cristal will make someone forgive you, trust me." 630 00:40:41,481 --> 00:40:43,161 They be like, "what was we fighting about?" 631 00:40:44,400 --> 00:40:48,643 He's like, "that's a good idea, 'pac.” I was like, "he gotta be twice my age, 632 00:40:48,738 --> 00:40:49,978 "and I'm giving him ideas." 633 00:40:50,949 --> 00:40:58,949 Ain't no party like a thug life party because a thug life party don't stop 634 00:41:06,839 --> 00:41:10,878 Tupac: I always gave biggie lot of props. The notorious b.I.G. 635 00:41:10,969 --> 00:41:13,051 I thought at the time he was my friend. 636 00:41:14,138 --> 00:41:18,552 Mike Tyson, we used to kick it. He's a real cool brother, a big brother. 637 00:41:19,936 --> 00:41:23,269 The only difference in us is that he's big and I'm small. 638 00:41:23,356 --> 00:41:26,894 But I got the same heart he got. I want to knock everybody out. 639 00:41:27,026 --> 00:41:29,358 My brother, I'm telling you, you were good. 640 00:41:29,445 --> 00:41:33,313 - Woman: I enjoyed your performance. - Appreciate it. Thank you very much. 641 00:41:33,408 --> 00:41:37,242 I like that people come to me and go, "you did a good job." 642 00:41:37,328 --> 00:41:40,695 I was loving that somebody said, "Tupac, you a great actor." 643 00:41:40,790 --> 00:41:44,578 - I'm telling you, Tupac a real nigga. - Tupac: Being famous gave me confidence. 644 00:41:44,669 --> 00:41:49,163 Ed lover: Is Tupac a sexy motherfucker? Tupac: The crowd gave me confidence. 645 00:41:49,257 --> 00:41:51,919 Crowd: Go Tupac, go Tupac, go. Ed lover: Let me hear you say: 646 00:41:52,010 --> 00:41:56,424 - "Go thug life, go thug life, go." - Crowd: Go thug life, go thug life, go. 647 00:41:56,514 --> 00:41:58,050 That's what I wanna hear. 648 00:41:58,141 --> 00:41:59,256 Now, I'm my own man. 649 00:41:59,642 --> 00:42:01,678 I got you now! I got you now! 650 00:42:01,769 --> 00:42:05,182 I put it down. I wanna get into the head seat. Excel at it. 651 00:42:05,273 --> 00:42:07,229 Do it one more time, clear as possible. 652 00:42:07,316 --> 00:42:09,352 Can we double it, see what it sound like? 653 00:42:09,569 --> 00:42:11,355 I'm a natural-born leader. 654 00:42:11,446 --> 00:42:14,938 If not, everybody lose their jobs. Everybody lose their jobs! 655 00:42:15,033 --> 00:42:17,991 Back to servant. Playing the drums in the corner. 656 00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:22,783 But nobody could call me a sellout. I'm not going for that. 657 00:42:25,334 --> 00:42:26,540 I didn't want to change. 658 00:42:26,627 --> 00:42:30,666 I loved that even though I was with Janet Jackson in big movies, 659 00:42:30,757 --> 00:42:33,419 I'll be up at the dirtiest house party in the 'hood. 660 00:42:33,509 --> 00:42:35,795 Damn, sweetheart you got some thighs on you 661 00:42:35,887 --> 00:42:39,254 now I can't wait to get you home get you all alone in my bedroom 662 00:42:39,348 --> 00:42:43,182 people could not believe it. I used to thrive off that. 663 00:42:43,269 --> 00:42:47,387 Being up in the party, and somebody go, "oh, my god, that's Tupac." 664 00:42:47,482 --> 00:42:50,519 Going crazy because I'm in a dirty party, no security, 665 00:42:50,610 --> 00:42:54,068 lights out, drinking, hella drunk. Drunk with everybody else. 666 00:42:54,155 --> 00:42:57,238 But that's what kept my sanity, kept me right, kept me going. 667 00:42:58,367 --> 00:43:02,280 My fans know that I'm real. My fans go to jail just like me. 668 00:43:02,371 --> 00:43:05,363 They understand me. Half my fans are white. 669 00:43:05,583 --> 00:43:08,245 The white fans listen as much as the black fans. 670 00:43:08,336 --> 00:43:12,124 The ones that have approached me have been genuine fans. 671 00:43:12,215 --> 00:43:15,753 These people will have jobs in the future and will hire my family. 672 00:43:17,804 --> 00:43:18,804 Get down, man! 673 00:43:23,184 --> 00:43:27,598 But many of my fans don't have ID. Some have jobs, some don't. 674 00:43:27,814 --> 00:43:30,476 Some are on welfare, you know? Some are not. 675 00:43:30,691 --> 00:43:32,227 Some are rich and some are poor, 676 00:43:32,318 --> 00:43:34,229 but they all share that hopeless feeling. 677 00:43:35,780 --> 00:43:37,270 I got the underdogs on my side. 678 00:43:37,365 --> 00:43:41,074 Body bags of adversaries that I had to bury 679 00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:47,372 Tupac: I'm almost more in awe of the people in awe of me than they are of me. 680 00:43:47,458 --> 00:43:51,326 Crowd: Outlaw, outlaw, outlaw 681 00:43:51,796 --> 00:43:54,538 Tupac: Everybody just be screaming, and I get uncomfortable. 682 00:43:56,008 --> 00:43:58,920 It's similar to a deer caught in the headlights. 683 00:43:59,011 --> 00:44:02,299 It's like a battle to find the right words to say at the right time. 684 00:44:06,435 --> 00:44:08,926 I live thug life and let the money come to me 685 00:44:09,021 --> 00:44:11,603 because they could never take the game from a young g 686 00:44:11,691 --> 00:44:12,931 I'm getting money 687 00:44:13,025 --> 00:44:17,189 it was cool. I got to speak to young black males all over the country 688 00:44:17,280 --> 00:44:19,316 about this new idea called "thug life"... 689 00:44:21,367 --> 00:44:23,403 Which is a new kind of black power. 690 00:44:23,494 --> 00:44:25,780 When I say, "thug life", I mean that shit 691 00:44:25,872 --> 00:44:28,705 because these white folks see us as thugs. 692 00:44:28,833 --> 00:44:30,994 I don't care if you think you a lawyer, 693 00:44:31,085 --> 00:44:32,871 a man, an African-American. 694 00:44:32,962 --> 00:44:34,793 If you whatever the fuck you think you are, 695 00:44:34,881 --> 00:44:36,837 we thugs and niggas to these motherfuckers! 696 00:44:37,842 --> 00:44:40,584 Until we own some shit, I'll call it like it is. 697 00:44:40,678 --> 00:44:43,260 How you gonna be a man and we starving? 698 00:44:43,347 --> 00:44:45,303 Walk about five different houses, 699 00:44:45,391 --> 00:44:48,349 there ain't a man in either one of them motherfuckers. 700 00:44:48,436 --> 00:44:51,803 How we gonna be African-Americans if we all need a gun? 701 00:44:51,898 --> 00:44:55,015 We thugs and niggas until we set this shit right. 702 00:44:55,109 --> 00:44:56,895 Trust me when I tell you that shit. 703 00:44:56,986 --> 00:45:00,854 Young black males identify with thug life, but I couldn't handle it. 704 00:45:00,948 --> 00:45:03,189 I could handle it, but not right away. 705 00:45:03,576 --> 00:45:06,534 - Mr. shakur, can we get a comment? - Hell, no. Thug life. 706 00:45:06,621 --> 00:45:09,704 - Pardon me? - Thug life. That's my comment. 707 00:45:09,790 --> 00:45:11,270 What's that mean? I don't understand. 708 00:45:13,794 --> 00:45:15,876 - What did happen? - Thug life. 709 00:45:15,963 --> 00:45:20,457 Tupac: Imagine you have 14,000 people ready to do whatever you want. 710 00:45:21,052 --> 00:45:26,763 You have, all over the country, people waiting to hear what you wanna do. 711 00:45:27,934 --> 00:45:33,099 I got people in the penitentiary, bigtime og criminals, calling me, 712 00:45:33,189 --> 00:45:36,181 telling me they want me to lead their movement. 713 00:45:36,275 --> 00:45:38,732 I mean, I'm gonna have a problem. 714 00:45:40,613 --> 00:45:42,093 So they told me to watch my language. 715 00:45:44,158 --> 00:45:45,158 Fuck that. 716 00:45:47,203 --> 00:45:49,410 I'm gonna have a small identity crisis. 717 00:45:49,497 --> 00:45:51,533 I felt like, "I got every man in America 718 00:45:51,624 --> 00:45:54,385 "who wants to take orders from me, who wants to know what I wanna do." 719 00:45:55,419 --> 00:45:58,161 Holler if you hear me pump, pump if you're pissed 720 00:45:58,256 --> 00:46:02,545 wants to know my plan for young black males. That makes me scared. 721 00:46:02,635 --> 00:46:04,796 My homeys in the back streets the black streets 722 00:46:04,887 --> 00:46:07,094 they fear me when they rolling in they phat jeeps 723 00:46:07,181 --> 00:46:09,467 this ain't just a rap song a black song 724 00:46:09,558 --> 00:46:13,050 telling my brothers, get they strap on and look for me in the struggle 725 00:46:13,145 --> 00:46:16,228 hustling to the other brother's bubble holler if you hear me 726 00:46:16,315 --> 00:46:17,646 and I'm 22. 727 00:46:17,733 --> 00:46:21,351 I was having concerts sold out, white boys, Mexicans, blacks, 728 00:46:21,445 --> 00:46:24,983 and they would do what I say. I could tell them to turn in a circle, 729 00:46:25,074 --> 00:46:26,985 and they would do it. I was having love, 730 00:46:27,076 --> 00:46:29,909 like, undeniable love, and I was scared. 731 00:46:29,996 --> 00:46:31,281 Holler if you hear me 732 00:46:33,499 --> 00:46:37,162 I was scared, but so was America, so was somebody else. 733 00:46:37,753 --> 00:46:40,540 - I'm a liberal democrat. - I'm a conservative republican, 734 00:46:40,631 --> 00:46:43,794 but we both worry about the society our children live in. 735 00:46:43,884 --> 00:46:46,375 Tupac: But that makes me want to rise to the occasion. 736 00:46:46,470 --> 00:46:49,712 It makes me want to give my whole life to it. 737 00:46:50,141 --> 00:46:53,804 And I will give my whole life to this plan that I have for thug life. 738 00:46:53,978 --> 00:46:56,640 That's my new posse, my new way of thinking. 739 00:46:56,731 --> 00:46:59,143 That's how we rolling in the nine-three, thug life. 740 00:47:00,943 --> 00:47:04,310 By "thug", I mean, not criminal, someone that beats you. 741 00:47:04,405 --> 00:47:05,861 I mean, the underdog. 742 00:47:05,948 --> 00:47:08,530 The person that had nothing and succeeds is a thug 743 00:47:08,617 --> 00:47:10,448 because he overcame all obstacles. 744 00:47:10,536 --> 00:47:13,403 It has nothing to do with the dictionary's version. 745 00:47:13,497 --> 00:47:17,331 To me, thug is my pride, not being someone that goes against the law, 746 00:47:17,418 --> 00:47:21,286 not being someone that takes, but being someone that has nothing, 747 00:47:21,380 --> 00:47:25,714 and even though I have nothing and no home to go to, my head is up high. 748 00:47:25,801 --> 00:47:29,293 My chest is out. I walk tall. I talk loud. I'm being strong. 749 00:47:29,388 --> 00:47:32,095 I'm against racial, ethnic entitlements. 750 00:47:32,183 --> 00:47:33,639 I think they are un-American. 751 00:47:35,227 --> 00:47:38,264 Tupac: I don't understand why America doesn't get thug life. 752 00:47:38,356 --> 00:47:40,221 America is thug life. 753 00:47:41,400 --> 00:47:43,140 How is me saying, "I don't give a fuck," 754 00:47:43,235 --> 00:47:46,602 different than Patrick Henry saying, "give me Liberty or give me death"? 755 00:47:48,824 --> 00:47:53,193 What makes my freedom less worth fighting for than Bosnians 756 00:47:53,287 --> 00:47:56,495 or whoever they wanna fight for this year? 757 00:47:58,125 --> 00:47:59,786 They should give money to the ghetto. 758 00:48:00,795 --> 00:48:05,004 Even gangs can be positive. It just has to be organized. 759 00:48:05,091 --> 00:48:07,423 It has to steer away from being self-destructive 760 00:48:07,510 --> 00:48:08,625 to being self-productive. 761 00:48:10,012 --> 00:48:13,846 I organized the ogs on the east and west coasts in penitentiaries 762 00:48:13,933 --> 00:48:16,925 to come up with codes of ethics for criminals. 763 00:48:17,019 --> 00:48:18,759 It's called the code of thug life. 764 00:48:18,854 --> 00:48:21,391 It's a code, putting order to the violence on the streets. 765 00:48:22,108 --> 00:48:25,020 In watts, Compton, Chicago, wherever. 766 00:48:25,111 --> 00:48:28,353 People all over the country say, "we go by this code. 767 00:48:28,447 --> 00:48:32,110 "We're against attacks on people not involved with the street gang, 768 00:48:32,201 --> 00:48:34,738 "the drug trade or the illegal business at all. 769 00:48:34,829 --> 00:48:38,196 "All that kidnapping and shooting drive-bys, we against that." 770 00:48:38,290 --> 00:48:41,828 Thug life ain't just a bunch of niggas going crazy. 771 00:48:41,919 --> 00:48:44,205 We wanna patrol our streets. So all we saying is, 772 00:48:44,296 --> 00:48:47,538 if every motherfucker out here right now gave up one dollar 773 00:48:47,633 --> 00:48:50,545 to this thug life fund, the money don't go to me, 774 00:48:50,636 --> 00:48:53,378 it go to somebody from y'all neighborhood, 775 00:48:53,472 --> 00:48:56,430 and we do this shit every month. I'll bring new rappers, 776 00:48:56,517 --> 00:48:58,678 I'll bring snoop, whoever y'all want. 777 00:48:58,769 --> 00:49:00,555 I'll go snatch them niggas. 778 00:49:02,189 --> 00:49:04,771 For that shit to happen, we can't have violence, 779 00:49:04,859 --> 00:49:06,770 and everybody gotta be down for that shit. 780 00:49:08,279 --> 00:49:11,567 We gonna start slowly but surely taking our communities back. 781 00:49:11,657 --> 00:49:15,570 Regulate our community. Organize. Start taking care of our own. 782 00:49:15,661 --> 00:49:18,824 We gotta start somewhere, and I don't know about anything but this. 783 00:49:18,914 --> 00:49:23,954 - What is the message, though? - All the people you threw away, 784 00:49:24,044 --> 00:49:27,832 the dope dealers, criminals, they will be legit next to you in first class, 785 00:49:27,923 --> 00:49:29,208 thanks to your boy. 786 00:49:33,304 --> 00:49:35,215 You know those little things for mice, 787 00:49:35,306 --> 00:49:37,888 where they go through and there's little blocks? 788 00:49:37,975 --> 00:49:39,636 Well, society is like that. 789 00:49:39,852 --> 00:49:43,936 They'll let you go as far as you want, but when you ask too many questions 790 00:49:44,023 --> 00:49:47,265 and you're ready to change, boom, that block'll come. 791 00:49:51,780 --> 00:49:53,520 Crowd: Is not all right. 792 00:49:53,616 --> 00:49:56,483 There is no reason for a record like this 793 00:49:56,577 --> 00:49:59,785 to be published by a responsible corporation. 794 00:49:59,872 --> 00:50:03,205 Never before has there been such a will to use music 795 00:50:03,292 --> 00:50:06,659 to advertise self-destructive violence. 796 00:50:06,754 --> 00:50:10,747 It glorifies violence. It's creating a culture of guns and rape. 797 00:50:10,841 --> 00:50:13,958 Female reporter: Adding insult to injury, she says, is rapper Tupac shakur 798 00:50:14,053 --> 00:50:16,760 being nominated for an naacp image award. 799 00:50:16,847 --> 00:50:20,180 Tupac: I got the whole world fearing me, and I ain't even started. 800 00:50:20,267 --> 00:50:23,134 I don't have my plan, and they're trying to stop me. 801 00:50:23,229 --> 00:50:26,972 I challenge the view that those who revel in violence and depravity, 802 00:50:27,066 --> 00:50:29,808 on the screen or in the song, bear no responsibility 803 00:50:29,902 --> 00:50:32,188 when that spirit spreads into our culture. 804 00:50:32,279 --> 00:50:35,737 No disrespect to Bob dole. He don't know what he talking about. 805 00:50:35,824 --> 00:50:36,859 He's just talking. 806 00:50:36,951 --> 00:50:39,818 Some card somebody gave him, he's just reading off a card. 807 00:50:41,497 --> 00:50:44,239 But he's cute, you know? He's my grandfather. 808 00:50:44,333 --> 00:50:46,870 - Tabitha Soren: Right. - He's an old dude, talking mess. 809 00:50:46,961 --> 00:50:50,545 You don't have to use vile and ugly language. 810 00:50:51,006 --> 00:50:55,045 Commentator: Wpgc in Washington, D.C. dropped violent or demeaning lyrics. 811 00:50:55,135 --> 00:50:57,842 Kace in Los Angeles followed suit. 812 00:50:57,930 --> 00:51:01,843 You're yelling, "shoot!" In a community that is crowded with guns. 813 00:51:01,934 --> 00:51:04,550 Tupac: I'm not looking for approval from the black community. 814 00:51:04,645 --> 00:51:06,510 We are a part of it. 815 00:51:06,605 --> 00:51:09,722 I'm a thug, and I rap about the oppressed fighting back. 816 00:51:12,736 --> 00:51:14,567 Yes, my raps are filled with rage. 817 00:51:18,617 --> 00:51:23,281 You have to be logical. You know? If I know that in this hotel room 818 00:51:23,372 --> 00:51:27,957 they have food every day, and I'm knocking on the door every day to eat, 819 00:51:28,043 --> 00:51:30,910 and they open the door, let me see the party, 820 00:51:31,005 --> 00:51:33,621 let me see them throwing salami all over, 821 00:51:33,716 --> 00:51:35,581 I mean, just throwing food around, 822 00:51:35,676 --> 00:51:37,416 but they're telling me there's no food. 823 00:51:37,511 --> 00:51:42,801 Every day, I'm standing outside trying to sing my way in. 824 00:51:42,891 --> 00:51:46,804 We are hungry, please let us in we are hungry, please let us in 825 00:51:46,895 --> 00:51:49,307 after about a week that song is gonna change to: 826 00:51:49,523 --> 00:51:51,639 We hungry, we need some food 827 00:51:51,734 --> 00:51:53,941 after two, three weeks, it's like: 828 00:51:54,028 --> 00:51:56,314 Give me the food or I'm breaking down the door 829 00:51:56,405 --> 00:51:58,270 after a year you're just like: 830 00:51:58,365 --> 00:52:01,573 I'm picking the lock coming through the door blasting 831 00:52:01,660 --> 00:52:04,276 it's like, you hungry, you reached your level. 832 00:52:04,371 --> 00:52:07,238 We asked ten years ago. We was asking with the panthers. 833 00:52:07,333 --> 00:52:11,326 We was asking with them, the civil rights movement. We was asking. 834 00:52:11,420 --> 00:52:14,082 Those people that asked are dead and in jail. 835 00:52:14,173 --> 00:52:18,212 So now what do you think we're gonna do? Ask? 836 00:52:18,302 --> 00:52:23,342 I put my gun away and grab my ak it's getting hectic, I can't call it 837 00:52:23,432 --> 00:52:26,219 house full of alcoholics now we're niggas under pressure 838 00:52:31,065 --> 00:52:33,898 there's a bad part because kids see that and mimic you. 839 00:52:34,485 --> 00:52:37,318 I haven't figured that out yet. But the positive side 840 00:52:37,404 --> 00:52:40,896 is the kids who live in a house where the mother is a crackhead, 841 00:52:40,991 --> 00:52:43,528 he hears the rap. He's like, "oh, that's every day. 842 00:52:43,619 --> 00:52:47,532 "So I don't have to feel ashamed." It cuts both ways. 843 00:52:47,623 --> 00:52:49,784 To me, it's like, when I sing: 844 00:52:49,875 --> 00:52:52,867 I live the thug life baby, I'm hopeless 845 00:52:52,961 --> 00:52:56,419 one person might hear that and just like the way it sounds. 846 00:52:56,507 --> 00:52:58,247 But I'm doing it for the kid 847 00:52:58,342 --> 00:53:01,755 that lives a thug life and feels like it's hopeless. 848 00:53:01,845 --> 00:53:03,426 So when I say, "hopeless", 849 00:53:03,514 --> 00:53:07,473 and when I say it like that, it's like I reach him. 850 00:53:07,559 --> 00:53:09,265 And even if, when I reach him, 851 00:53:09,353 --> 00:53:13,642 it makes it look glorious to the guy that doesn't live that life, 852 00:53:13,732 --> 00:53:17,099 I can't help it. It's a fad. He'll drop the thug life soon. 853 00:53:17,194 --> 00:53:18,980 But for the person I tried to reach, 854 00:53:19,071 --> 00:53:21,107 he'll pick it up, and I'll be able to talk to him. 855 00:53:21,990 --> 00:53:23,901 I try to be responsible, but it's hard. 856 00:53:23,992 --> 00:53:26,449 If you worry about what you're saying, I get writer's block. 857 00:53:26,995 --> 00:53:30,829 Kind of like, "ll can't say that. That's too harsh. Can't say this." 858 00:53:30,916 --> 00:53:34,909 I have to block it out and trust my heart that I'm doing the right thing. 859 00:53:35,379 --> 00:53:37,620 Pretty spit... I was spitting. 860 00:53:37,715 --> 00:53:38,750 Chill out. Chill out. 861 00:53:38,841 --> 00:53:41,253 That's my style. That's my new style. 862 00:53:42,594 --> 00:53:45,802 - That's my new style. - 'Pac, chill out. 863 00:53:45,889 --> 00:53:47,254 That's my new style. 864 00:53:50,728 --> 00:53:52,184 Hey, have a good summer. 865 00:53:54,314 --> 00:53:56,305 Have a good summer, bitch! 866 00:53:56,400 --> 00:53:58,686 But I'm not saying I didn't make mistakes. 867 00:53:59,528 --> 00:54:03,237 Like some of the things I said when I was fighting the Hughes brothers. 868 00:54:05,784 --> 00:54:08,992 I beat up the directors to menace il society. 869 00:54:09,079 --> 00:54:12,537 - All right, tell 'em why you did that. - These chump, punk, slump... 870 00:54:13,792 --> 00:54:17,330 - You'll be able to rebuttal to that. - No, they better come now. 871 00:54:17,421 --> 00:54:20,913 Check this out, they fired me in a roundabout, punk, snitch way. 872 00:54:21,008 --> 00:54:24,375 So I caught them on the streets and beat they behinds. 873 00:54:24,470 --> 00:54:27,428 I was a menace to the Hughes brothers. It ain't over! 874 00:54:27,514 --> 00:54:31,098 I still got more for you chumps! I read what you said about me! 875 00:54:31,185 --> 00:54:32,891 I'm gonna kick their ass! 876 00:54:34,313 --> 00:54:36,053 Tupac: My big mouth. 877 00:54:36,148 --> 00:54:39,732 Mind y'all business, I'll mind mine. I do what I gotta do, 878 00:54:39,818 --> 00:54:43,026 you do what you gotta do. Long as I give you 12 tracks, 879 00:54:43,113 --> 00:54:46,571 you give me my $12, and we even. I don't gotta be a role model. 880 00:54:46,658 --> 00:54:48,944 I don't gotta hold your hand. I don't gotta do shit. 881 00:54:50,204 --> 00:54:53,446 My big mouth. I got a big mouth, can't help it. 882 00:54:53,540 --> 00:54:55,246 I talk from my heart, I'm real. 883 00:54:55,334 --> 00:54:56,744 We talked about 884 00:54:56,835 --> 00:54:59,451 people in this business that you feel 885 00:54:59,546 --> 00:55:01,411 don't have a love for their own people. 886 00:55:01,507 --> 00:55:06,297 We was talking about spike Lee, arsenio hall, 887 00:55:06,386 --> 00:55:08,752 Eddie Murphy and the rest of them. 888 00:55:08,847 --> 00:55:11,304 I thought I was charming, but I was immature. 889 00:55:11,391 --> 00:55:13,177 I did things without thinking. 890 00:55:13,268 --> 00:55:15,725 Michael Jackson, Randy Jackson, 891 00:55:15,813 --> 00:55:18,475 Janet Jackson, Paula Abdul, all of them. 892 00:55:18,565 --> 00:55:20,977 She wants to not be black, but sell to blacks. 893 00:55:21,068 --> 00:55:26,108 I don't appreciate her going out of her way to say she's not black. 894 00:55:26,198 --> 00:55:30,567 My actions came before thought. Things that I did, things I said. 895 00:55:30,661 --> 00:55:32,071 So many things I wanna take back. 896 00:55:32,162 --> 00:55:36,405 Eddie Murphy, with all that dough he's making, hasn't done nothing for us. 897 00:55:36,500 --> 00:55:39,788 - He does a lot of charity. - Charity doesn't get to the ghetto. 898 00:55:39,878 --> 00:55:41,209 Everybody knows that. 899 00:55:41,296 --> 00:55:43,036 I was young and dumb. 900 00:55:43,131 --> 00:55:46,544 Being mad at spike Lee and all those people, all of that. 901 00:55:47,052 --> 00:55:48,838 The thing I said of Quincy Jones, 902 00:55:48,929 --> 00:55:50,885 he shouldn't mess with white women. 903 00:55:50,973 --> 00:55:52,964 I said I was sorry personally for that. 904 00:55:53,058 --> 00:55:55,390 I didn't think of how it would hurt people. 905 00:55:55,477 --> 00:55:59,720 I'm gonna catch y'all in traffic and be the roughest nigga you ever seen. 906 00:55:59,815 --> 00:56:01,521 That turned into more legal problems. 907 00:56:01,608 --> 00:56:05,772 Woman: The people truly believe that Mr. shakur has shown no remorse 908 00:56:05,863 --> 00:56:08,730 whatsoever for his action in this case. 909 00:56:08,824 --> 00:56:13,488 We view Mr. shakur's appearance on yo! Mtv raps as bragging. 910 00:56:13,579 --> 00:56:16,366 He was proud of what he did and does not feel sorry. 911 00:56:16,456 --> 00:56:21,325 I just want to say, judge, that I have a great deal of remorse. 912 00:56:21,420 --> 00:56:23,860 As far as I want you to treat me different, I don't want that. 913 00:56:23,922 --> 00:56:29,337 I just want the chance to make right from all the bad things that I got. 914 00:56:29,428 --> 00:56:32,511 I got things against me and people that look up to me. 915 00:56:32,598 --> 00:56:35,385 I don't want the last place they see me to be jail. 916 00:56:35,767 --> 00:56:38,474 Judge: I guess it's now time for me to render the sentence. 917 00:56:38,562 --> 00:56:42,680 I obviously find that the defendant is a talented individual. 918 00:56:42,774 --> 00:56:46,983 However, this court believes that jail time is warranted with a battery 919 00:56:47,070 --> 00:56:48,606 with some injury involved. 920 00:56:48,697 --> 00:56:52,110 The defendant will serve 15 days in the county jail. 921 00:56:52,451 --> 00:56:54,066 I think the judge was fair. 922 00:56:54,161 --> 00:56:57,198 I still don't feel like I got the decision that I wanted, 923 00:56:57,289 --> 00:56:58,825 but he was as fair as he could be. 924 00:56:59,583 --> 00:57:01,414 Really, to my homeboys, I mean, 925 00:57:01,501 --> 00:57:03,492 a fight is a fight, battery is battery. 926 00:57:03,587 --> 00:57:08,126 A two and a half minute problem just cost me 15 days in jail, 927 00:57:08,216 --> 00:57:09,501 and that was lenient. 928 00:57:09,593 --> 00:57:12,926 But my most serious legal problems came from women. 929 00:57:14,181 --> 00:57:15,921 How I was acting with women. 930 00:57:16,016 --> 00:57:18,132 The underground just don't stop for ho's 931 00:57:18,226 --> 00:57:20,217 I get around... 932 00:57:20,312 --> 00:57:25,147 I will no longer sit passively, allowing this degradation 933 00:57:25,233 --> 00:57:27,565 to be continued by our children. 934 00:57:27,653 --> 00:57:30,645 Tupac: I think we live in a very sexist society, 935 00:57:30,781 --> 00:57:32,988 and everybody's pointing the finger at me. 936 00:57:33,075 --> 00:57:35,566 When somebody asks me, "do you exploit women?" 937 00:57:37,829 --> 00:57:41,413 With her permission, I might smack a girl on the butt in the video. 938 00:57:41,833 --> 00:57:45,325 I might be drinking champagne, but everything in moderation, 939 00:57:45,420 --> 00:57:46,785 and everything with class. 940 00:57:46,880 --> 00:57:50,418 Fingertips on the hips as I dip gotta get a tight grip, don't slip 941 00:57:50,509 --> 00:57:53,876 loose lips sink ships, it's a trip I love the way she licks her lips 942 00:57:54,012 --> 00:57:57,004 see me jocking, put a little twist in her hips because I'm watching 943 00:57:57,099 --> 00:57:59,590 I don't have fo always do a song with the good woman. 944 00:57:59,685 --> 00:58:03,769 I don't see women as all one thing. I think all women are different. 945 00:58:03,855 --> 00:58:08,349 You wonder why they call you bitch you wonder why they call you bitch 946 00:58:08,485 --> 00:58:11,818 we African-American women, particularly, 947 00:58:11,905 --> 00:58:17,821 are tired of being called ho's, bitches and sluts by our children. 948 00:58:17,953 --> 00:58:21,445 Dear Ms. delores Tucker you keep stressing me 949 00:58:21,540 --> 00:58:25,158 fucking with a motherfucking mind I figured you wanted to know 950 00:58:25,252 --> 00:58:26,992 why we call them ho's bitches 951 00:58:27,087 --> 00:58:28,623 if I do something that has a bad woman, 952 00:58:28,714 --> 00:58:30,045 people go, "he hates women." 953 00:58:30,132 --> 00:58:32,293 No, look. I don't think like that. 954 00:58:32,384 --> 00:58:35,421 But there are definitely a type of female, 955 00:58:35,512 --> 00:58:38,879 label them a bitch, whose main thing is to get what they can, 956 00:58:38,974 --> 00:58:41,260 and they revel in breaking a nigga's heart 957 00:58:41,351 --> 00:58:42,807 and taking what he owns. 958 00:58:42,894 --> 00:58:44,134 Shut the fuck up! 959 00:58:44,229 --> 00:58:46,311 There's male bitches foo. 960 00:58:46,440 --> 00:58:50,058 Women know there are bitches. I don't know why they're surprised. 961 00:58:50,152 --> 00:58:52,859 They know. They say it louder. 962 00:58:52,946 --> 00:58:56,985 They think we say they're all bitches. That's not what we're saying. 963 00:58:57,075 --> 00:58:59,532 I give a holler to my sisters on welfare 964 00:58:59,619 --> 00:59:02,235 Tupac cares and don't nobody else care 965 00:59:02,330 --> 00:59:04,412 that's keep ya head up and get around. 966 00:59:04,499 --> 00:59:05,685 I said, "I'm gonna write a song 967 00:59:05,709 --> 00:59:07,791 about women like my mom, 968 00:59:07,878 --> 00:59:10,995 "who represent a strong black woman." I did that. 969 00:59:11,089 --> 00:59:13,671 I'll rap about women I see daily. That's get around. 970 00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:17,543 If I just did keep ya head up, it would make me seem more than I am, 971 00:59:17,637 --> 00:59:18,968 but I'm just a normal man. 972 00:59:19,097 --> 00:59:24,217 America, America 973 00:59:24,311 --> 00:59:27,474 god shed his grace on thee 974 00:59:27,564 --> 00:59:28,974 stop. 975 00:59:31,693 --> 00:59:33,274 Man: I'm gonna close the door. 976 00:59:33,361 --> 00:59:34,976 Tupac: Come on, Mr. cameraman. 977 00:59:36,073 --> 00:59:41,784 This is some real private shit that's about to happen, Mr. cameraman. 978 00:59:42,162 --> 00:59:43,572 Bye. 979 00:59:44,081 --> 00:59:45,992 Anyway, I'll let you hear the sounds. 980 00:59:46,333 --> 00:59:49,416 Is there a double standard for men being promiscuous? 981 00:59:49,503 --> 00:59:52,540 Yeah, but we didn't start that double standard. 982 00:59:52,631 --> 00:59:55,748 - I'm not saying you did. - And I'm not saying it's fair. 983 00:59:55,842 --> 00:59:57,582 I'm saying this is how it is. 984 00:59:57,677 --> 01:00:00,510 How can we rap about a world that is not like that? 985 01:00:00,597 --> 01:00:03,430 - This is how it is. - Do you look down on male friends 986 01:00:03,517 --> 01:00:05,849 if they're as promiscuous as women? 987 01:00:05,936 --> 01:00:07,972 I don't look down on anybody that's promiscuous. 988 01:00:08,063 --> 01:00:11,681 I only look down on people who don't control the situation. 989 01:00:11,775 --> 01:00:15,188 If a girl sleeps with a lot of guys, she's still my homegirl. 990 01:00:15,278 --> 01:00:18,566 You're only a bitch, not if you sleep with a lot of guys, 991 01:00:18,657 --> 01:00:20,397 but if you're sleeping with them for money. 992 01:00:20,492 --> 01:00:23,734 - So you put a price on yourself. - Because they have a nice car. 993 01:00:23,829 --> 01:00:25,990 Guys, when they sleep around, they do it for free. 994 01:00:28,083 --> 01:00:30,415 At that time, a lot of girls, 995 01:00:30,502 --> 01:00:33,619 they'd seen my face on TV so many times that that's what they want, 996 01:00:33,713 --> 01:00:35,749 they wanna be associated with that person. 997 01:00:35,841 --> 01:00:39,379 It's the fame that gets these people. It's not me. It's the fame. 998 01:00:39,469 --> 01:00:42,461 I've seen females look at me when they didn't know who I was, 999 01:00:42,556 --> 01:00:44,046 and I can see it, nothing. 1000 01:00:44,141 --> 01:00:46,473 Then as soon as somebody whisper who I was, 1001 01:00:46,560 --> 01:00:48,096 it's this glare in their eyes. 1002 01:00:48,311 --> 01:00:51,144 - You make yourself want them. - How do you feel about that? 1003 01:00:51,231 --> 01:00:54,564 I don't understand how people can stand next to you one year, 1004 01:00:54,651 --> 01:00:58,815 and next year, they cannot. They're going crazy, screaming. 1005 01:00:58,905 --> 01:01:03,239 They can't take it that you're there. But last year I was in the same club, 1006 01:01:03,326 --> 01:01:05,658 walking around, lonely like a motherfucker. 1007 01:01:05,745 --> 01:01:09,363 Couldn't get a date or a dance. I was too skinny, too something, 1008 01:01:09,457 --> 01:01:13,075 and now, "he's just adorable. He's just, oh!" 1009 01:01:15,797 --> 01:01:19,130 But I still enjoyed sex without the emotional connection. 1010 01:01:20,260 --> 01:01:24,424 And it was always a fantasy for me to have sex 1011 01:01:24,514 --> 01:01:26,004 with a lot of people in the room. 1012 01:01:26,975 --> 01:01:29,466 But I didn't play one situation correctly. 1013 01:01:31,688 --> 01:01:35,681 Rap singer Tupac shakur was released on $50,000 bail today, 1014 01:01:35,775 --> 01:01:38,858 accused of a sexual attack in a New York hotel. 1015 01:01:38,945 --> 01:01:42,108 The singer was arrested Thursday night after a woman claimed 1016 01:01:42,199 --> 01:01:45,691 that he and three other men overpowered her in a hotel suite. 1017 01:01:45,785 --> 01:01:49,198 - Are you disappointing your fans? - Very, but they're gonna support me. 1018 01:01:50,832 --> 01:01:55,246 Reporter: With bodyguards and attorneys, he went into Manhattan criminal court. 1019 01:01:55,337 --> 01:01:57,373 There, the 22-year-old rapper and two friends 1020 01:01:57,464 --> 01:01:59,375 were charged with first-degree sodomy. 1021 01:01:59,466 --> 01:02:02,128 The allegations stem from an incident last Thursday 1022 01:02:02,219 --> 01:02:04,710 in which a woman claims she was held down 1023 01:02:04,804 --> 01:02:06,920 as he and two others allegedly sodomized her. 1024 01:02:07,015 --> 01:02:10,257 The allegations by this young lady are without merit. 1025 01:02:10,352 --> 01:02:13,594 Reporter: Defense attorneys say the woman went there consensually, 1026 01:02:13,688 --> 01:02:16,805 and answering machine tapes that indicate her interest in shakur 1027 01:02:16,900 --> 01:02:18,515 were erased by police. 1028 01:02:19,986 --> 01:02:23,820 Okay, so you tell me when your lawyers have asked you to stop. 1029 01:02:24,616 --> 01:02:27,983 The girl who claims that... 1030 01:02:28,787 --> 01:02:30,072 What does she claim? 1031 01:02:30,330 --> 01:02:32,321 - I can't even say it, man. - Okay. 1032 01:02:32,832 --> 01:02:35,494 But technically, it's a rape case. 1033 01:02:35,585 --> 01:02:37,416 Tupac: I wasn't convicted of no rape charge. 1034 01:02:37,504 --> 01:02:41,543 My charge was sexual abuse, forcibly touching the buttocks. 1035 01:02:41,925 --> 01:02:45,793 I have a female saying that... I can't say it, but... 1036 01:02:45,887 --> 01:02:48,128 It just bothers me so much, you know? 1037 01:02:48,223 --> 01:02:50,555 To go through my life and everything I did, 1038 01:02:50,642 --> 01:02:53,759 coming out of a family and household with just women, 1039 01:02:53,853 --> 01:02:58,096 to get to this point to have a woman say that I took something from her. 1040 01:02:58,900 --> 01:03:00,140 It was hard. 1041 01:03:03,697 --> 01:03:07,030 Reporter: It was an emotional day for a 20-year-old female fan, 1042 01:03:07,242 --> 01:03:10,860 who admitted that she had consensual sex with shakur on Sunday night, 1043 01:03:10,954 --> 01:03:13,912 four days before her alleged rape in the hotel room. 1044 01:03:13,999 --> 01:03:17,412 During her cross-examination, defense attorney Michael Warren 1045 01:03:17,502 --> 01:03:20,619 painted a picture of a starstruck, naive girl 1046 01:03:20,714 --> 01:03:22,625 anxious to have sex with shakur. 1047 01:03:22,841 --> 01:03:26,880 Word is, you had a relationship with this woman prior to all this friction. 1048 01:03:27,012 --> 01:03:30,721 If you can say that's a relationship. I bumped in a club. I'd seen her. 1049 01:03:30,807 --> 01:03:33,640 Let's use a clinical term. There was oral copulation? 1050 01:03:33,852 --> 01:03:36,969 Yeah, she performed oral sex on the dance floor. 1051 01:03:37,063 --> 01:03:40,180 A lot of guys could say what they wouldn't do 1052 01:03:40,275 --> 01:03:43,312 and what they would do, but when it happens, you know...? 1053 01:03:43,528 --> 01:03:45,644 - Yeah. - It just goes down. 1054 01:03:45,739 --> 01:03:46,819 And it's... really. 1055 01:03:53,997 --> 01:03:57,364 She did some things there at the club, and we got together later that night. 1056 01:03:58,251 --> 01:04:02,119 I saw her again another time with these guys that introduced me to her. 1057 01:04:02,213 --> 01:04:06,331 Everybody was having a good fime, nothing sexual, just a good time. 1058 01:04:06,426 --> 01:04:10,169 Me and her went in, she gave me a massage, went to sleep, woke up, 1059 01:04:10,263 --> 01:04:12,424 she's screaming, "rape, rape." I raped her. 1060 01:04:13,350 --> 01:04:17,013 And she's yelling at me, "this is not the last you're gonna see of me." 1061 01:04:18,188 --> 01:04:22,227 I'm cursing her out because I'm not thinking she's really gonna do that. 1062 01:04:22,317 --> 01:04:24,808 And the next thing I know, I'm going to jail. 1063 01:04:25,028 --> 01:04:28,361 In your opinion there was no truth to the sexual abuse charges? 1064 01:04:28,448 --> 01:04:30,234 Not on my part at all. 1065 01:04:30,367 --> 01:04:32,278 Reporter: The defense pounded away at her, 1066 01:04:32,494 --> 01:04:34,576 asking her why she didn't scream for help 1067 01:04:34,662 --> 01:04:36,618 at the time of the alleged attack. 1068 01:04:36,748 --> 01:04:39,660 The woman testified that shakur's friends said: 1069 01:04:39,751 --> 01:04:43,369 "Tupac needs his fans. Don't go to the white man with this. 1070 01:04:43,463 --> 01:04:46,921 "Millions of girls would love to be in your shoes right now.” 1071 01:04:47,008 --> 01:04:48,568 Tabitha Soren: What about your cronies? 1072 01:04:48,635 --> 01:04:52,548 That was a big misconception. The people with me weren't friends. 1073 01:04:52,639 --> 01:04:55,722 - Why were they in your room? - I hang with lots of people. 1074 01:04:55,809 --> 01:04:58,972 And that's how I am. It's similar to like you said, 1075 01:04:59,104 --> 01:05:02,437 about led zeppelin. They don't know all of the people with them. 1076 01:05:02,649 --> 01:05:04,981 This guy got the weed? Okay, you can kick it. 1077 01:05:05,193 --> 01:05:06,729 Got the money? You can kick it. 1078 01:05:06,945 --> 01:05:10,108 This guy has connections to the clubs? Okay, you can kick it. 1079 01:05:10,198 --> 01:05:11,233 I don't know him. 1080 01:05:11,324 --> 01:05:14,441 But that was my fault, I had that kind of environment around me. 1081 01:05:20,667 --> 01:05:24,660 I didn't do nothing. I'm charged with being in concert with some guys. 1082 01:05:24,754 --> 01:05:26,119 Well, where are they at? 1083 01:05:26,548 --> 01:05:28,129 Why me? Because I'm Tupac... 1084 01:05:28,216 --> 01:05:30,423 I'm not mad at them. I'm mad at the system. 1085 01:05:30,510 --> 01:05:32,546 I don't want nobody to go to jail, 1086 01:05:32,637 --> 01:05:35,344 but I don't wanna go for something I didn't do. 1087 01:05:35,432 --> 01:05:37,297 I just don't wanna be the scapegoat. 1088 01:05:37,934 --> 01:05:40,721 I just couldn't believe this was going on in my life. 1089 01:05:40,812 --> 01:05:43,645 See the cameras. It wasn't like I had a chance for justice 1090 01:05:43,731 --> 01:05:44,971 like a normal citizen. 1091 01:05:47,527 --> 01:05:50,894 Reporter: Hi, Tupac. Can you tell me how you're doing today? 1092 01:05:50,989 --> 01:05:56,359 Well, 1 just had to listen to the prosecution's closing argument, 1093 01:05:56,453 --> 01:05:58,409 and it was so far from the truth 1094 01:05:58,496 --> 01:06:01,408 that it has me drained at the end of the day. 1095 01:06:01,499 --> 01:06:03,535 But I'm leaving it in the hands of the jury. 1096 01:06:03,751 --> 01:06:07,414 I'm learning a lot about people's innermost fears in this trial. 1097 01:06:08,173 --> 01:06:10,880 It's not even about my trial no more. It's just about 1098 01:06:10,967 --> 01:06:14,630 loud rap music, tattoo-having thugs. 1099 01:06:15,221 --> 01:06:18,713 It's about some nightmare that these people are having. 1100 01:06:19,767 --> 01:06:22,053 I can't understand why it's so close. 1101 01:06:22,145 --> 01:06:26,514 There's no evidence I sodomized her, even though you put that in the paper. 1102 01:06:28,026 --> 01:06:30,108 Print the facts so everybody can sort it out. 1103 01:06:30,195 --> 01:06:33,358 My life is ruined because nobody has a chance to get the facts. 1104 01:06:33,448 --> 01:06:35,655 Reporter: Fact is, there was no semen found. 1105 01:06:35,742 --> 01:06:41,658 No semen found, no forcible entry, no entry into the anal, no nothing. 1106 01:06:41,748 --> 01:06:43,204 I wanted to explain it. 1107 01:06:43,583 --> 01:06:46,620 Tabitha Soren: If you could go back to the night when the abuse occurred, 1108 01:06:46,711 --> 01:06:48,230 is there anything you'd do differently? 1109 01:06:48,254 --> 01:06:49,414 Yeah. What? 1110 01:06:49,506 --> 01:06:53,340 I would not have closed my eyes until she was out of the room, 1111 01:06:53,426 --> 01:06:55,542 until everybody was out of the room. 1112 01:06:55,637 --> 01:06:59,550 So when you left the room and left her with those people... 1113 01:06:59,682 --> 01:07:02,515 I didn't leave her with those people or bring her to them. 1114 01:07:02,602 --> 01:07:04,012 - She came over? - Right. 1115 01:07:04,103 --> 01:07:07,140 She came over, knew those people, knew everything. 1116 01:07:07,232 --> 01:07:08,672 I just didn't grab her out of there. 1117 01:07:11,861 --> 01:07:16,150 I'm guilty of not being a smart man, not being a goodhearted man, 1118 01:07:16,241 --> 01:07:18,152 I guess, or being more considerate. 1119 01:07:18,243 --> 01:07:22,031 At any point, were you aware she was involved in something she... 1120 01:07:22,121 --> 01:07:24,828 - Cut. That's a problem right there. - Man: Excuse me. 1121 01:07:26,167 --> 01:07:28,579 None of these legal matters can be asked. 1122 01:07:28,670 --> 01:07:31,753 I have a list of the stuff you'll have to cut out. Sorry. 1123 01:07:31,839 --> 01:07:34,876 - All right. - Man: The gentleman is out on bail. 1124 01:07:35,677 --> 01:07:37,383 Tabitha Soren: I see. 1125 01:07:38,012 --> 01:07:39,673 I couldn't defend myself. 1126 01:07:39,764 --> 01:07:42,631 This would never have happened to anybody else. 1127 01:07:42,809 --> 01:07:46,051 They have no evidence on me, and it's about to come out. 1128 01:07:46,271 --> 01:07:48,432 Now my life is over. This is a year later. 1129 01:07:48,523 --> 01:07:51,890 A year after the world's been thinking I'm a rapist. 1130 01:07:51,985 --> 01:07:53,475 The whole world owes me an apology. 1131 01:07:53,570 --> 01:07:56,562 I went through it and didn't kill myself like Kurt cobain. 1132 01:07:56,656 --> 01:07:59,568 And I should, because this is some crazy madness. 1133 01:08:08,585 --> 01:08:11,543 Man: Central, I got a black male shot at 48th and 7th. 1134 01:08:15,842 --> 01:08:19,380 Last night, just after midnight, at 7237th Avenue, 1135 01:08:19,596 --> 01:08:22,554 that's between 48th and 49th street, 1136 01:08:22,640 --> 01:08:27,100 rap star Tupac shakur and three members of his group 1137 01:08:27,186 --> 01:08:28,801 were robbed and shot. 1138 01:08:36,738 --> 01:08:38,945 Tupac: They shot me, straight up. 1139 01:08:39,032 --> 01:08:41,569 I just kept thinking, "they really did shoot me." 1140 01:08:42,535 --> 01:08:46,027 When I wasn't dead, immediately I was like, "oh, man." 1141 01:08:46,122 --> 01:08:47,828 I was like, "no, this ain't it." 1142 01:08:47,915 --> 01:08:51,749 I know how it's gonna be when I die. It's gonna be no noise. 1143 01:08:51,836 --> 01:08:55,374 You ain't gonna hear people screaming. I'm gonna fade out. 1144 01:08:58,426 --> 01:09:00,542 And I didn't... None of that was there. 1145 01:09:02,180 --> 01:09:06,719 I was like, "I got shot five times. I'm not dead. They missed. I'm back.” 1146 01:09:08,519 --> 01:09:11,556 Reporter: When shakur resisted, he was shot five times, 1147 01:09:11,648 --> 01:09:14,515 twice in the head and twice in the groin area. 1148 01:09:14,734 --> 01:09:18,147 And his most serious wound, a gunshot through the hand, 1149 01:09:18,279 --> 01:09:20,235 hitting an artery in his thigh. 1150 01:09:20,448 --> 01:09:23,281 He's listed in serious but stable condition. 1151 01:09:25,244 --> 01:09:27,056 Tupac: Until it happeneaq, I really did believe 1152 01:09:27,080 --> 01:09:29,412 no black person would ever shoot me. 1153 01:09:30,291 --> 01:09:33,454 I believed that I didn't have to fear my own community. 1154 01:09:34,003 --> 01:09:36,915 You know, I was like, "I represent them. 1155 01:09:37,006 --> 01:09:39,998 "I'm their ambassador to the world. They would never do me wrong." 1156 01:09:40,635 --> 01:09:43,502 I believe that this was a robbery. 1157 01:09:43,596 --> 01:09:47,180 Anybody who was gonna walk into that building was gonna be robbed. 1158 01:09:47,517 --> 01:09:50,680 Tupac: The police don't wanna find out who shot me. They're happy. 1159 01:09:58,945 --> 01:10:01,402 As far as that vibe interview, just read everything over 1160 01:10:01,531 --> 01:10:06,491 and read my reply, read their reply, read what people say. 1161 01:10:07,537 --> 01:10:10,244 Everybody that was there knows what happened. 1162 01:10:15,545 --> 01:10:18,958 My recollection was, I was shooting a video, the second half of warning, 1163 01:10:19,048 --> 01:10:23,417 which is the b-side of big poppa, and I was shooting around the block. 1164 01:10:23,511 --> 01:10:24,842 And I heard my man 1165 01:10:24,929 --> 01:10:27,545 was up at the studio doing a junior ma.F.La. Session. 1166 01:10:27,640 --> 01:10:31,383 So I got off at the reception area, and I saw Andre and little Shawn. 1167 01:10:31,602 --> 01:10:35,345 I said, "what's up?" About to get on the elevator, and he comes out shot. 1168 01:10:46,909 --> 01:10:50,026 The Tupac article had me pissed off, you know what I'm saying? 1169 01:10:50,121 --> 01:10:53,204 Because first of all, he dissed my man, 1170 01:10:53,291 --> 01:10:54,997 saying he turned his back on him, 1171 01:10:55,084 --> 01:10:58,372 and I know for a fact it didn't happen. 1172 01:10:59,213 --> 01:11:02,797 And, like, the rumors that's spreading 1173 01:11:03,009 --> 01:11:07,127 is on some tip like we set him up. And that's crazy. 1174 01:11:09,807 --> 01:11:13,299 Puffy combs: As soon as he comes out shot, me and my man try to sit him down. 1175 01:11:13,519 --> 01:11:16,602 He called his mom. He asked my man if he can roll him a blunt. 1176 01:11:16,814 --> 01:11:18,475 We asked if he was all right. 1177 01:11:18,566 --> 01:11:20,807 He's like, "yeah, I don't know what's going on." 1178 01:11:23,863 --> 01:11:29,278 We were just trying to comfort him. Andre harrell called the ambulance. 1179 01:11:32,997 --> 01:11:35,363 And everybody there was very supportive of him. 1180 01:11:38,753 --> 01:11:42,416 It was just the total opposite. He came out and everyone ran to him. 1181 01:11:42,507 --> 01:11:44,293 It was nothing but love and concern. 1182 01:11:44,383 --> 01:11:47,045 They got different accounts of it, 1183 01:11:47,136 --> 01:11:48,842 and I'm the one with the bullet wounds. 1184 01:11:48,930 --> 01:11:52,218 Biggie smalls: / also understand that if you was to get shot five times, 1185 01:11:53,100 --> 01:11:55,341 your mind is just completely spinning. 1186 01:11:55,436 --> 01:11:57,802 You're real confused about your situation. 1187 01:11:58,022 --> 01:12:00,058 It'll make you say things you don't mean. 1188 01:12:00,149 --> 01:12:01,889 I was there for the whole thing. 1189 01:12:01,984 --> 01:12:04,350 No one else was there for the whole thing. 1190 01:12:04,445 --> 01:12:09,280 I don't know the purpose of why the story was said in another context. 1191 01:12:09,367 --> 01:12:12,859 It's not important that others know what happened. I said it. 1192 01:12:12,954 --> 01:12:14,160 Now that I said it, it's dead. 1193 01:12:14,247 --> 01:12:16,329 Believe me or not, I did what I had to. 1194 01:12:16,415 --> 01:12:17,825 God knows the truth. 1195 01:12:17,917 --> 01:12:19,828 There's no religion about getting shot. 1196 01:12:19,919 --> 01:12:21,659 I don't want any converts. 1197 01:12:25,341 --> 01:12:29,084 After getting shot, I was like, "shit, I don't know who to trust.” 1198 01:12:29,178 --> 01:12:31,214 Reporter: In a bizarre twist of events, 1199 01:12:31,305 --> 01:12:36,470 Tupac shakur checked himself out of bellevue hospital Wednesday night. 1200 01:12:36,561 --> 01:12:39,894 Reporter 2: After surgery, Tupac checked himself out of bellevue 1201 01:12:39,981 --> 01:12:42,097 against doctor's orders. 1202 01:12:42,358 --> 01:12:45,850 Tupac: It was just time to leave. I didn't feel safe there. 1203 01:12:46,070 --> 01:12:48,482 I kept getting these crazy phone calls. 1204 01:12:52,535 --> 01:12:55,743 At that point, I'm just paranoid, just bugging out. 1205 01:12:55,955 --> 01:12:59,823 I couldn't sleep or rest. I was like, "I'm just tired, and I wanna just..." 1206 01:13:01,586 --> 01:13:05,625 And I felt like I'm like a victim, a target. 1207 01:13:07,550 --> 01:13:10,462 I couldn't even sleep at home. People could kill me at home. 1208 01:13:10,553 --> 01:13:13,340 And are the police gonna come in and kill me? 1209 01:13:13,431 --> 01:13:16,264 You know, is there secret police? 1210 01:13:17,476 --> 01:13:20,593 I was so deep into the weed at that point. 1211 01:13:21,355 --> 01:13:24,893 And I was like, "I'm petrified. I'm vulnerable.” 1212 01:13:26,485 --> 01:13:29,352 I felt like just a prisoner to my own fame. 1213 01:13:30,573 --> 01:13:33,064 That's why I wanted fo die at that point. 1214 01:13:34,368 --> 01:13:37,280 I felt like, "if everybody's so worried, 1215 01:13:37,371 --> 01:13:38,781 "why ain't nobody came to help?” 1216 01:13:41,626 --> 01:13:44,163 Reporter: Mr. shakur? Bodyguard: Open up, please. Open up. 1217 01:13:44,378 --> 01:13:46,315 Bodyguard: Excuse me. Bodyguard 2: Step back, please. 1218 01:13:46,339 --> 01:13:49,422 - Just keep it tight, that's all. - Reporter: How are you this morning? 1219 01:13:49,634 --> 01:13:51,545 Reporter 2: The jury deliberated, then, 1220 01:13:51,636 --> 01:13:55,094 after days of twists worthy of a Hollywood drama, 1221 01:13:55,306 --> 01:13:58,139 Tupac shakur has finally had one question answered. 1222 01:13:58,351 --> 01:14:01,889 Tonight, the jury found him guilty of three counts of sexual abuse, 1223 01:14:01,979 --> 01:14:04,937 but innocent on six other charges, including sodomy. 1224 01:14:05,066 --> 01:14:07,227 Man: Tupac! Bodyguard: Back it up! No! 1225 01:14:07,318 --> 01:14:10,105 Please, give me some space. Please, man. 1226 01:14:10,321 --> 01:14:12,357 Reporter: Why did you decide to leave the hospital? 1227 01:14:12,448 --> 01:14:16,316 Please, y'all are not letting me get through, man. Let me get through! 1228 01:14:16,535 --> 01:14:18,617 - Back it up. - Why did you leave? 1229 01:14:18,704 --> 01:14:21,662 Reporter: And sentencing for this trial has yet to be scheduled. 1230 01:14:34,679 --> 01:14:37,967 Tupac: Where I was sent was a maximum-security penitentiary. 1231 01:14:48,359 --> 01:14:52,193 I know when I was young, I couldn't wait to get to jail, straight up. 1232 01:14:52,279 --> 01:14:56,238 I mean, I was scared and everything, but I felt that's part of being a man. 1233 01:15:01,205 --> 01:15:03,321 Now that I'm here, this is not the spot. 1234 01:15:03,416 --> 01:15:05,776 I know everybody that comes out says, "this ain't the spot." 1235 01:15:06,460 --> 01:15:08,325 This isn't the spot. 1236 01:15:08,421 --> 01:15:12,209 Somebody tells you when to get up, when you can shower, do this, do that. 1237 01:15:12,299 --> 01:15:16,417 They can speak to you any way they want to, and you've gotta accept it. 1238 01:15:19,015 --> 01:15:22,507 You can die here, know what I mean? Yesterday, a dude was murdered. 1239 01:15:22,727 --> 01:15:26,060 He wasn't in here on no murder beef. He was in on a drug beef. 1240 01:15:26,147 --> 01:15:29,685 He's gone. He's dead in jail, you know what I mean? 1241 01:15:29,775 --> 01:15:31,891 By another prisoner who had life. 1242 01:15:31,986 --> 01:15:34,602 He had nothing to lose, you know what I mean? 1243 01:15:35,114 --> 01:15:37,730 I came to jail. I'm telling you, it's dirty. It's filthy. 1244 01:15:37,825 --> 01:15:39,656 It's like you're an animal. 1245 01:15:42,204 --> 01:15:44,365 At first, me and the guards had problems. 1246 01:15:44,582 --> 01:15:47,324 I got smacked and treated bad. 1247 01:15:47,501 --> 01:15:49,287 They did whatever they could to break me 1248 01:15:49,378 --> 01:15:52,495 because I used to talk a lot of shit. 1249 01:15:52,882 --> 01:15:56,249 As soon as I got there, they went, "there he goes, the rich nigger.” 1250 01:15:56,343 --> 01:15:59,710 I was like, "oh, shit, he said nigger!" 1251 01:15:59,805 --> 01:16:01,887 Everybody's looking at me like, "so?" 1252 01:16:01,974 --> 01:16:05,683 And I was like, "my god, this is where I'm gonna be staying?" 1253 01:16:05,895 --> 01:16:07,385 He just said "nigger"! 1254 01:16:07,605 --> 01:16:10,017 You've got “niggas” in one of your records. 1255 01:16:10,232 --> 01:16:12,848 Niggas. He's talking about niggers. 1256 01:16:12,943 --> 01:16:16,731 Niggers was the ones on the rope, hanging off the thing. 1257 01:16:16,822 --> 01:16:20,906 Niggas is the ones with gold ropes, hanging out at clubs. 1258 01:16:26,665 --> 01:16:27,871 I learned things there. 1259 01:16:27,958 --> 01:16:30,540 In jail, it's like how we should be in life, humble. 1260 01:16:30,628 --> 01:16:34,337 I was talking to skinheads because if you don't like black people, 1261 01:16:34,423 --> 01:16:37,005 all right, that's fine. That's your opinion. 1262 01:16:37,093 --> 01:16:39,550 I want people to respect my opinion when I'm rapping, 1263 01:16:39,637 --> 01:16:41,252 so I'll respect yours. 1264 01:16:41,347 --> 01:16:43,212 You treat me with respect, 1265 01:16:43,307 --> 01:16:45,593 I'll treat you with respect, and we'll get along. 1266 01:16:45,684 --> 01:16:49,552 This skinhead, "hate black people" all over, getting autographs for cousins. 1267 01:16:49,647 --> 01:16:51,137 I accomplished something. 1268 01:16:51,232 --> 01:16:55,350 I know, by him getting my autograph, that meant something to me. 1269 01:16:55,569 --> 01:16:58,185 He couldn't hate black people and get my autograph. 1270 01:17:00,825 --> 01:17:03,862 - The food was terrible, I guess. - Tupac: Oh, my goodness. 1271 01:17:03,953 --> 01:17:06,114 They've got this liver surprise thing. 1272 01:17:06,205 --> 01:17:09,493 The liver surprise. They're trying to pump that jail on the menu. 1273 01:17:09,583 --> 01:17:13,576 They're trying to get it to go prime-time, get it in the rotation. 1274 01:17:13,671 --> 01:17:17,414 I was like, "we had this yesterday. I liked it already, goddamn." 1275 01:17:17,633 --> 01:17:20,500 - No tater tots? - No. Are you crazy? Tater tots? 1276 01:17:20,594 --> 01:17:24,712 I used to get baked potatoes with a huge finger imprint on it. 1277 01:17:26,183 --> 01:17:27,593 - All right. - It was bad. 1278 01:17:27,726 --> 01:17:31,435 No, you don't wanna get me started. Jell-o with hair all in the mold. 1279 01:17:32,565 --> 01:17:35,648 I'd be like, "damn, man, how are you gonna mess up jell-o?" 1280 01:17:35,734 --> 01:17:38,350 Jell-o is so wholesome and family-like. 1281 01:17:38,445 --> 01:17:39,810 It just ruins it for me. 1282 01:17:40,030 --> 01:17:41,566 To have a hair in there, yeah. 1283 01:17:41,657 --> 01:17:45,821 I mean, I'm like, "come on, bill cosby pumps this, man!" 1284 01:17:46,954 --> 01:17:49,445 Put the hair in my jell-o. 1285 01:17:50,457 --> 01:17:54,791 And you can't go, "there's a hair in my jell-o. I'd like to send this back. 1286 01:17:54,920 --> 01:17:56,581 "Can I see the cook, please?" 1287 01:17:56,672 --> 01:17:59,209 The cook is a big dude named bubba Joe. 1288 01:18:00,509 --> 01:18:05,503 The first eight months I spent in solitude 23 hours a day, reading. 1289 01:18:05,598 --> 01:18:08,385 I wrote a script called live 2 tell. 1290 01:18:08,475 --> 01:18:11,182 I got how to write a screenplay, that big famous book by Syd field. 1291 01:18:11,645 --> 01:18:14,682 I got that, and I remembered all of the scripts I ever read, 1292 01:18:14,773 --> 01:18:16,263 and I wrote one. 1293 01:18:16,692 --> 01:18:18,182 I read a lot of good books. 1294 01:18:18,277 --> 01:18:22,145 I read a lot of Maya angelou's books. The art of war by sun tzu. 1295 01:18:25,201 --> 01:18:28,284 But in terms of writing music and lyrics, I couldn't do it. 1296 01:18:28,370 --> 01:18:32,454 Everybody's like, "he's in jail now. He's gonna have the bomb album.” 1297 01:18:32,541 --> 01:18:33,872 But it's the opposite. 1298 01:18:33,959 --> 01:18:37,577 Prison kills your spirit, straight up. It kills your spirit. 1299 01:18:37,671 --> 01:18:42,165 I couldn't write. My inspiration was gone because I was a caged animal. 1300 01:18:44,053 --> 01:18:47,671 But when I was in jail, a lot of people supported me. 1301 01:18:47,890 --> 01:18:50,176 Jasmine guy, Jada pinkett, 1302 01:18:51,310 --> 01:18:53,596 Mickey Rourke, he just wrote me funny stories. 1303 01:18:53,687 --> 01:18:57,396 The name that sticks out the most, I'll keep saying this, is Tony danza. 1304 01:18:58,317 --> 01:19:00,933 To me, he is the bomb forever. 1305 01:19:01,028 --> 01:19:03,770 I will be his number one fan forever, 1306 01:19:03,864 --> 01:19:06,276 because when I got his letter, I was like, "whoa!" 1307 01:19:06,367 --> 01:19:08,527 I was screaming out to everybody, "guess who wrote me!" 1308 01:19:11,163 --> 01:19:15,623 They had a story on the local news that Madonna was coming to visit me. 1309 01:19:15,709 --> 01:19:19,327 Madonna has so much power that the guards gave me an extra shower 1310 01:19:19,421 --> 01:19:21,191 because they thought she was coming to visit me. 1311 01:19:21,215 --> 01:19:22,250 Tabitha Soren: Wow. 1312 01:19:22,341 --> 01:19:26,129 I had guards walking me downstairs, everything, trying to peep a look. 1313 01:19:26,220 --> 01:19:28,131 - Did she come? - No. No, I'm glad. 1314 01:19:28,222 --> 01:19:31,214 - But you got the extra shower? - Hey, I got the shower. 1315 01:19:34,270 --> 01:19:37,057 The person that supported me the most was my mother. 1316 01:19:38,941 --> 01:19:42,479 When my mother got clean, we got real close again. 1317 01:19:43,195 --> 01:19:48,610 And even as a crack fiend, mama you always was a black queen, mama 1318 01:19:48,826 --> 01:19:53,069 I finally understand, for a woman it ain't easy, trying to raise a man 1319 01:19:54,957 --> 01:19:56,948 I don't blame her for anything. 1320 01:19:58,168 --> 01:20:02,582 My mom's the bomb, you know. The world's best mom. 1321 01:20:04,550 --> 01:20:06,882 You are appreciated - lady 1322 01:20:08,137 --> 01:20:10,799 don't you know we love you sweet lady 1323 01:20:12,224 --> 01:20:14,510 dear mama is the song I wrote for my mother. 1324 01:20:14,601 --> 01:20:16,387 But it's also for all the mothers. 1325 01:20:16,478 --> 01:20:19,220 I'm proud of that. It affected a lot of people. 1326 01:20:19,982 --> 01:20:21,563 It was from me against the world, 1327 01:20:21,775 --> 01:20:24,016 which was completed before I went to jail. 1328 01:20:25,195 --> 01:20:27,186 It's just me against the world 1329 01:20:30,576 --> 01:20:31,736 me against the world, baby 1330 01:20:31,827 --> 01:20:33,567 it was the number one record. 1331 01:20:33,662 --> 01:20:37,530 Me against the world was one of those... my career highs. 1332 01:20:39,335 --> 01:20:40,871 It was a trip in jail. 1333 01:20:41,086 --> 01:20:42,872 They'd say stuff like, "you're in jail. 1334 01:20:42,963 --> 01:20:45,500 "Won't be any rapping for a long time. Ha, ha." 1335 01:20:45,716 --> 01:20:48,753 I'd be like, "my album is number one in the country. 1336 01:20:48,844 --> 01:20:50,550 "It just beat Bruce Springsteen." 1337 01:20:50,763 --> 01:20:53,254 And they'd be like, "go back to your cell." 1338 01:20:54,433 --> 01:20:58,176 I used to get entertainment weekly and see where my record was 1339 01:20:58,270 --> 01:21:01,728 and just trip out and be like, "number one in the whole country.” 1340 01:21:01,815 --> 01:21:07,185 To me, it will always be my favorite, and jail made me wanna dig deeper. 1341 01:21:19,333 --> 01:21:22,666 It took five bullets for me to see what was really going on. 1342 01:21:22,878 --> 01:21:26,996 In jail, you get perspective, and you start looking at things differently, 1343 01:21:27,091 --> 01:21:29,298 like everything is not so important. 1344 01:21:29,510 --> 01:21:31,466 You know, you try not to take it personal. 1345 01:21:32,554 --> 01:21:34,260 Because you're talking to killers. 1346 01:21:34,348 --> 01:21:37,590 They say something you don't like, you can't say, "what?" 1347 01:21:37,810 --> 01:21:42,270 You gotta be like, "okay, look man, would you mind not calling me...?" 1348 01:21:42,481 --> 01:21:45,223 Anger management like a mother. 1349 01:21:47,778 --> 01:21:51,145 In jail, I tried not to have negative feelings towards nobody. 1350 01:21:51,240 --> 01:21:53,560 It's not like I wanted to get out and go shoot somebody up. 1351 01:21:55,369 --> 01:21:59,157 People said, "you softened up.” ain't nothing soft. Nothing changed. 1352 01:22:01,959 --> 01:22:05,372 If anything, my mentality was like, "trust nobody. 1353 01:22:05,587 --> 01:22:08,294 "Trust nobody." 1354 01:22:11,468 --> 01:22:12,674 It's not like I'm untouchable. 1355 01:22:12,761 --> 01:22:15,377 I could be killed as soon as I get out. 1356 01:22:16,432 --> 01:22:18,673 I just thought, "I already took five bullets, 1357 01:22:18,892 --> 01:22:21,349 "and if I can help it, I don't plan on taking more." 1358 01:22:24,898 --> 01:22:27,310 Rapper, actor and convict, Tupac shakur, 1359 01:22:27,401 --> 01:22:28,766 walked out of jail last week, 1360 01:22:28,902 --> 01:22:31,063 bailed out to the tune of $1.4 million 1361 01:22:31,155 --> 01:22:33,237 by suge knight of death row records, 1362 01:22:33,365 --> 01:22:34,901 which signed shakur to a deal. 1363 01:22:34,992 --> 01:22:38,325 My closest friends did me in. My closest friends, my homeys. 1364 01:22:38,412 --> 01:22:41,745 I took care of their whole family, took care of everything, 1365 01:22:41,832 --> 01:22:44,665 looked out for them, put them in the game, turned on me. 1366 01:22:47,463 --> 01:22:51,251 So I just thought, "how could I make them sorry they ever did this to me? 1367 01:22:51,341 --> 01:22:56,210 "How can I come back, like, 50 times stronger and better?” 1368 01:23:00,893 --> 01:23:04,602 Fear is stronger than love. Remember that. Fear is stronger than love. 1369 01:23:04,813 --> 01:23:07,395 The love I gave meant nothing when it came to fear. 1370 01:23:08,650 --> 01:23:10,606 No question, sign with death row. 1371 01:23:21,705 --> 01:23:24,287 Suddenly, I was out on ball, pending appeal. 1372 01:23:24,374 --> 01:23:27,116 If I win my appeal, which, if god wills, 1 will, 1373 01:23:27,211 --> 01:23:29,076 I would've done 11 months for nothing. 1374 01:23:39,139 --> 01:23:42,973 You see that, judge? I didn't curse. Probation people, I didn't curse. 1375 01:23:43,060 --> 01:23:45,221 Give me my props. Let me stay free. 1376 01:23:45,312 --> 01:23:47,519 I was relieved, happy to be home. 1377 01:23:51,777 --> 01:23:53,893 I wanted to drive up and down sunset 1378 01:23:54,029 --> 01:23:59,240 because I love L.A. with a passion. I love sunset, everything about L.A. 1379 01:23:59,326 --> 01:24:02,113 Can I get tatted up real quick? I want a crown here. 1380 01:24:02,746 --> 01:24:04,737 You know, the energy, that's L.A. 1381 01:24:04,831 --> 01:24:06,571 - Hello? - I'm saying, 1382 01:24:06,667 --> 01:24:10,706 we on venice beach. It's what you do. I've been in jail 11 months, Tabitha. 1383 01:24:10,796 --> 01:24:12,752 You're supposed to put “I love you... 1384 01:24:13,215 --> 01:24:15,581 You got to let me get a look at something. 1385 01:24:15,801 --> 01:24:18,338 It's a trip when last week you were in a cell, 1386 01:24:18,554 --> 01:24:22,263 and then, next week, I'm up at monty's with cristal champagne 1387 01:24:22,349 --> 01:24:25,762 and filet mignon and lobster and shrimps. 1388 01:24:26,853 --> 01:24:32,143 Everybody went, "let me take you out. You're home? Let me take you to this!" 1389 01:24:32,234 --> 01:24:36,318 We was all up in Roscoe's. I even celebrated at El pollo loco 1390 01:24:36,405 --> 01:24:39,693 because I was dreaming about El pollo loco the whole time. 1391 01:24:41,910 --> 01:24:44,071 Then I went straight to the studio. 1392 01:24:45,831 --> 01:24:48,914 And I did 24 tracks in less than two weeks. 1393 01:24:49,126 --> 01:24:52,539 You can mix it later and have niggas that love being in the studio 1394 01:24:52,754 --> 01:24:56,497 just add the drumbeat and shit. You can do that after the rappers leave. 1395 01:24:57,092 --> 01:24:58,332 That's when it's fresh. 1396 01:24:58,552 --> 01:25:02,170 Get that beat popping, throw them niggas on the track, put it down. 1397 01:25:02,389 --> 01:25:05,256 Everybody will listen, be like, "this is the hook." 1398 01:25:05,350 --> 01:25:07,432 We'll go lay the hook. That's the song. 1399 01:25:07,644 --> 01:25:09,430 Plus, I had so much to say, 1400 01:25:09,521 --> 01:25:11,307 I figured this was the best way to vent, 1401 01:25:11,398 --> 01:25:14,265 instead of paying some psychotherapist $50 million. 1402 01:25:14,484 --> 01:25:16,600 I went in the studio. It was cheaper. 1403 01:25:16,737 --> 01:25:20,400 Here we go! California, get up! 1404 01:25:24,077 --> 01:25:26,437 Out on bail, fresh out of jail California dreaming 1405 01:25:26,622 --> 01:25:29,113 soon as I step on the scene I'm hearing hoochies screaming 1406 01:25:29,333 --> 01:25:32,621 fiending for money and alcohol the life of the West Side player 1407 01:25:32,836 --> 01:25:34,276 where cowards die and the strong ball 1408 01:25:34,463 --> 01:25:37,296 only in Cali, where we riot, not rally to live and die 1409 01:25:37,382 --> 01:25:39,794 in L.A., we wear Chucks, not ballies 1410 01:25:40,010 --> 01:25:42,501 dressed in locs and khaki suits and ride is what we do 1411 01:25:42,721 --> 01:25:45,212 flossin' but have caution we collide with other crews 1412 01:25:45,349 --> 01:25:48,182 you gotta realize one thing: Tupac is death row. 1413 01:25:49,478 --> 01:25:52,845 I feel I have more than just a business relationship with him. 1414 01:25:53,065 --> 01:25:54,896 He can be like a brother, a friend. 1415 01:25:55,108 --> 01:25:59,101 I like everyone on the record company. I like suge, snoop and dre. 1416 01:25:59,321 --> 01:26:01,812 I hang out with them anyway, now it's official. 1417 01:26:02,032 --> 01:26:04,774 This is Tupac and Dr. dre, and this is the week in rock! 1418 01:26:05,494 --> 01:26:08,361 - Week in rock, baby! - Week in rock, baby! 1419 01:26:08,580 --> 01:26:12,243 I came out, I was like, "dre, I want some beats right now." 1420 01:26:12,376 --> 01:26:15,209 He's like, "I'm working on California love." 1421 01:26:15,420 --> 01:26:17,206 I said, "you know you owe me this. 1422 01:26:17,422 --> 01:26:19,959 "I'm new on death row, fresh out of jail. 1423 01:26:20,175 --> 01:26:22,587 "You ain't gonna be finishing your album soon." 1424 01:26:22,803 --> 01:26:26,591 I love collaborating with creative people that's as talented as 'pac. 1425 01:26:26,807 --> 01:26:30,265 He got right in and wrote his lyrics while he was behind the Mike 1426 01:26:30,352 --> 01:26:32,138 and dropped it, and it's funky. 1427 01:26:32,354 --> 01:26:35,061 Say what you say but give me that bomb beat from dre 1428 01:26:35,273 --> 01:26:37,389 let me serenade the streets of L.A. 1429 01:26:37,609 --> 01:26:40,976 Me coming to death row, for another reason was snoop. 1430 01:26:41,196 --> 01:26:43,653 Announcer: Please welcome America's most wanted 1431 01:26:43,740 --> 01:26:46,277 snoop doggy dogg and Tupac. 1432 01:26:46,368 --> 01:26:48,859 Tupac: The man got so much style. 1433 01:26:48,954 --> 01:26:52,572 Ya'll know we down with this rock thing, nine-six flavor, death row. 1434 01:26:52,791 --> 01:26:55,373 But who knew it would last, this West Side staff? 1435 01:26:55,585 --> 01:27:00,454 Yep, yep, yep. This is me and snoop, 2 of amerikaz most wanted, 1436 01:27:00,549 --> 01:27:02,665 the bomb track. It's the first single. 1437 01:27:02,884 --> 01:27:05,500 It's gonna be like the anthem of west coast rap. 1438 01:27:05,721 --> 01:27:08,303 This is gonna shake the whole music scene, guaranteed. 1439 01:27:10,892 --> 01:27:12,928 Daz: Ain't nothing but a gangsta party 1440 01:27:15,313 --> 01:27:18,521 Tupac: Oh, shit you done fucked up now 1441 01:27:18,734 --> 01:27:20,520 you done put two of America's most wanted 1442 01:27:20,736 --> 01:27:23,899 in the same motherfucking place at the same motherfucking time 1443 01:27:25,699 --> 01:27:29,237 y'all niggas about to feel this break out the champagne glasses 1444 01:27:29,327 --> 01:27:31,534 picture perfect I paint a perfect picture 1445 01:27:31,747 --> 01:27:34,204 bomb the hoochies with precision my intention's to get richer 1446 01:27:34,416 --> 01:27:36,327 with the s-n-double-o-p dogg my fucking homey 1447 01:27:36,543 --> 01:27:38,204 you's a cold-ass nigga on them hogs 1448 01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:41,162 I keep my hand on my gun 'cause they got me on the run 1449 01:27:41,381 --> 01:27:44,088 now I'm back in the courtroom waiting on the outcome 1450 01:27:44,301 --> 01:27:47,668 Tupac: Me and snoop represent the nucleus of the entire ghetto. 1451 01:27:47,888 --> 01:27:50,846 Snoop represents the more calm, all legit, by the book, 1452 01:27:50,932 --> 01:27:53,218 no waves, let's get our business handled. 1453 01:27:53,769 --> 01:27:55,369 You're doing your job every day 1454 01:27:55,437 --> 01:27:57,849 and then you work so hard till your hair turn gray 1455 01:27:58,064 --> 01:28:00,350 let me tell you about life and about the way it is 1456 01:28:00,567 --> 01:28:02,727 you see, we live by the gun so we die by the gun's kids 1457 01:28:02,819 --> 01:28:05,356 tell me not to roll with my glock so now I gotta throw away 1458 01:28:05,572 --> 01:28:07,858 floating in a black benz and trying to do a show a day 1459 01:28:08,074 --> 01:28:10,281 Tupac: I represent the hard-core, no-holds-barred, 1460 01:28:10,368 --> 01:28:13,280 no-prisoners, relentless thug. 1461 01:28:13,497 --> 01:28:17,740 They wonder how I live with five shots niggas is hard to kill on my block 1462 01:28:17,959 --> 01:28:19,699 schemes for currency and dough-related 1463 01:28:19,920 --> 01:28:22,753 affiliated with the hustlers and so we made it 1464 01:28:22,964 --> 01:28:25,956 we both represent both sides of the game. 1465 01:28:26,176 --> 01:28:29,088 The calm one and the relentless one. 1466 01:28:29,930 --> 01:28:32,637 My nigga, dogg, with me eternally the most wanted 1467 01:28:32,849 --> 01:28:34,805 here's my commercial for death row records. 1468 01:28:35,018 --> 01:28:38,306 If you come to death row, you will see 1469 01:28:38,522 --> 01:28:40,854 your art brought to a bigger plateau, 1470 01:28:40,941 --> 01:28:43,227 and you will be paid one of these days. 1471 01:28:43,443 --> 01:28:45,684 Death row. Count with me. Count with me. 1472 01:28:45,904 --> 01:28:47,519 This is for my homeboys in jail. 1473 01:28:47,739 --> 01:28:50,526 These are 100s. And they ain't counterfeit. 1474 01:28:50,867 --> 01:28:53,654 If I said it was the money, the struggle continues. 1475 01:28:54,454 --> 01:28:57,617 I got money, but I have to pay everybody even more money. 1476 01:28:58,375 --> 01:29:00,457 I owe money to death row. 1477 01:29:00,544 --> 01:29:03,001 So it's not just, "oh, he's paid. 1478 01:29:03,088 --> 01:29:05,500 He's living large.” it's not like that. 1479 01:29:08,343 --> 01:29:12,131 People wanna sue you, ahd I have to seftle for this and that 1480 01:29:12,222 --> 01:29:15,339 when I know I didn't do anything, just because it's like: 1481 01:29:15,559 --> 01:29:19,552 “I don't wanna go to court another eight months." Makes you work harder. 1482 01:29:25,569 --> 01:29:28,231 Next year, death row is gonna print our own money. 1483 01:29:28,446 --> 01:29:31,062 We make so much, we need to start printing our own. 1484 01:29:31,283 --> 01:29:34,116 It's gonna be me and suge on the $100 bill. 1485 01:29:34,327 --> 01:29:37,160 Me, suge and damu gonna be on the $100 bill. 1486 01:29:37,372 --> 01:29:38,612 I felt I'm getting pimped. 1487 01:29:38,832 --> 01:29:41,619 This is the $100 bill on death row money, here. 1488 01:29:42,335 --> 01:29:45,096 But you have to come up, start from the bottom and work up to the top. 1489 01:29:46,298 --> 01:29:49,506 Announcer: Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome acclaimed rap artist 1490 01:29:49,593 --> 01:29:51,834 and grammy nominee, Tupac. 1491 01:29:57,475 --> 01:30:00,433 Tupac: People fail to realize this is not just play. I work. 1492 01:30:00,604 --> 01:30:01,764 Run! Scatter, scatter! 1493 01:30:03,356 --> 01:30:06,223 Drag k off the stage. Y'all come on, man. 1494 01:30:06,443 --> 01:30:08,434 Do it for real, man. One, two, three. 1495 01:30:09,404 --> 01:30:12,817 When it's time to get down and do my business, I'm going to. 1496 01:30:13,033 --> 01:30:15,319 I can't get no blood on the set? 1497 01:30:15,535 --> 01:30:17,867 Shit. 1498 01:30:21,458 --> 01:30:24,575 I believe I'm more responsible, more mature and more focused. 1499 01:30:25,795 --> 01:30:28,502 You don't say you need me 1500 01:30:30,508 --> 01:30:33,466 you don't sing me love songs 1501 01:30:34,512 --> 01:30:40,974 y'all don't bring us flowers anymore 1502 01:30:42,896 --> 01:30:46,013 Tupac: When I was in jail, I couldn't remember why I was rapping. 1503 01:30:46,232 --> 01:30:48,473 But I was away from it so long, 1504 01:30:48,568 --> 01:30:50,809 I said, "I really like going to the studio. 1505 01:30:51,029 --> 01:30:52,439 "I really like creating.” 1506 01:30:52,656 --> 01:30:54,942 Living held down my game plan, to be trained 1507 01:30:55,158 --> 01:30:57,319 and military mind of a thug lord 1508 01:30:57,535 --> 01:31:00,242 I ike music, and I like acting. I like doing it. 1509 01:31:00,455 --> 01:31:05,575 She's a super freak super freak, she's super-freaky 1510 01:31:08,588 --> 01:31:11,580 I can be me. I can be whoever because I'm true to me. 1511 01:31:11,675 --> 01:31:13,757 The reason I sell six million records, 1512 01:31:13,969 --> 01:31:16,369 the reason I can go to jail ahd come out without a scratch... 1513 01:31:17,597 --> 01:31:20,088 The reason lam who lam is because I can look 1514 01:31:20,183 --> 01:31:22,640 into my face and find my soul. 1515 01:31:22,852 --> 01:31:24,592 It's there. I didn't sell it. 1516 01:31:24,813 --> 01:31:26,553 So lash out and get a glass 1517 01:31:26,773 --> 01:31:28,934 done finally got his own drink call it the best 1518 01:31:29,150 --> 01:31:32,187 introducing a special brew made for a chosen few 1519 01:31:32,404 --> 01:31:34,269 I'm thugged out while snoop dogg's sipping blue 1520 01:31:36,449 --> 01:31:39,441 I thought, "I'm a superpower. Death row is a superpower. 1521 01:31:39,661 --> 01:31:41,868 "Let's combine superpowers and ally.” 1522 01:31:47,043 --> 01:31:49,785 Damu! My dog's going crazy, ready to kill a few people. 1523 01:31:51,256 --> 01:31:53,087 - Woman: Yeah. Yeah. - He wanna kill. 1524 01:31:53,591 --> 01:31:55,081 I love my artists. 1525 01:31:55,301 --> 01:31:58,543 I don't consider my people artists. I consider them family. 1526 01:31:58,638 --> 01:32:02,677 It's just a big difference, if they decided to turn in rapping or singing, 1527 01:32:02,892 --> 01:32:05,508 they'd still be my homeboys. We'd still travel together. 1528 01:32:05,603 --> 01:32:08,811 If they needed something, what's mine will still be theirs. 1529 01:32:09,024 --> 01:32:12,562 It's no situation where I'm dealing with them strictly for business, 1530 01:32:12,652 --> 01:32:14,859 because they're good. It's not like that. 1531 01:32:15,071 --> 01:32:17,778 You've gotta have more respect for your people. 1532 01:32:17,991 --> 01:32:20,198 Plus we've got a death row east going on. 1533 01:32:20,410 --> 01:32:23,243 - I'm sure you heard about that. - Tell me about that. 1534 01:32:23,455 --> 01:32:26,822 Hold on. Damu! Damu, sit! 1535 01:32:39,012 --> 01:32:43,756 But death row has a reputation for having a thug-like mentality. 1536 01:32:44,601 --> 01:32:46,137 Won't that get you in trouble? 1537 01:32:46,352 --> 01:32:49,594 Death row has a bigger reputation for success than anything else. 1538 01:32:49,898 --> 01:32:53,766 Reporter: The reason for all of the fear involves the world of this man, 1539 01:32:53,985 --> 01:32:55,976 the man getting out of the limousine. 1540 01:32:56,196 --> 01:33:00,781 Six-foot-three, 335-pound Marion knight, 1541 01:33:00,867 --> 01:33:04,451 known by the nickname of "suge," short for "sugar." 1542 01:33:04,662 --> 01:33:07,074 It's an efficient camp over here, 1543 01:33:07,874 --> 01:33:11,241 professional, business-oriented. I like that. 1544 01:33:11,544 --> 01:33:15,162 Reporter: At the age of only 30, and with a lengthy criminal record, 1545 01:33:15,381 --> 01:33:17,667 including three felony convictions, 1546 01:33:17,759 --> 01:33:20,216 suge knight has managed to become the head 1547 01:33:20,428 --> 01:33:22,714 of a $100 million record company 1548 01:33:22,806 --> 01:33:26,890 and one of the most powerful and feared men in the music industry. 1549 01:33:27,393 --> 01:33:31,306 The controversy over death row records 1550 01:33:31,523 --> 01:33:35,607 and its owner being sort of a gangster. 1551 01:33:35,693 --> 01:33:37,604 Tupac: Everybody's asking about death row. 1552 01:33:37,695 --> 01:33:40,528 - Suge ain't no gangsta. He's chilling. - No? 1553 01:33:40,740 --> 01:33:43,356 No, man, suge a rider. 1554 01:33:43,576 --> 01:33:46,693 I know what good morals are, but you're supposed to disregard 1555 01:33:46,913 --> 01:33:49,780 good morals when you're living in a crazy, bad world. 1556 01:33:49,999 --> 01:33:52,115 If you're in hell, how can you live like an angel? 1557 01:33:52,335 --> 01:33:54,747 You're surrounded by devils, trying to be an angel? 1558 01:33:54,963 --> 01:33:56,328 That's like suicide. 1559 01:33:57,799 --> 01:34:00,791 I'd like to tell Tupac to keep his guards up. We're with him. 1560 01:34:00,927 --> 01:34:03,134 One other thing I'd like to say, 1561 01:34:03,346 --> 01:34:05,712 any artist out there that want to be an artist 1562 01:34:05,932 --> 01:34:08,548 and wants to stay a star and don't wanna have to worry 1563 01:34:08,768 --> 01:34:12,226 about the executive producer trying to be all in the videos, 1564 01:34:12,355 --> 01:34:17,941 all on the records, dancing, come to death row. 1565 01:34:18,736 --> 01:34:19,942 Tupac: When I got out of jall, 1566 01:34:20,029 --> 01:34:22,736 the west coast-east coast shit was really starting. 1567 01:34:22,949 --> 01:34:25,907 Wait, the east coast don't love Dr. dre and snoop dogg? 1568 01:34:27,495 --> 01:34:29,656 The east coast ain't got no love for Dr. dre 1569 01:34:29,747 --> 01:34:31,829 and snoop dogg and death row? 1570 01:34:32,041 --> 01:34:36,159 Tupac: West coast was death row. The east coast was bad boy. 1571 01:34:36,379 --> 01:34:38,085 Puffy combs: Check this out. 1572 01:34:38,214 --> 01:34:41,001 I'm the executive producer that a comment was made about earlier. 1573 01:34:41,217 --> 01:34:45,085 Tupac: Everybody thought it was a war, a war for record sales and attention. 1574 01:34:49,309 --> 01:34:50,674 But to me it was personal. 1575 01:34:51,936 --> 01:34:54,848 I love the east coast. I'm from the east coast. 1576 01:34:55,064 --> 01:34:57,180 But I felt like puffy and biggie wanted 1577 01:34:57,275 --> 01:34:59,357 to dirty up everything I worked for. 1578 01:34:59,569 --> 01:35:01,776 So it made me come back more relentless. 1579 01:35:01,988 --> 01:35:03,883 I'm mad at biggie. I'm rushing the nigga. What's the problem? 1580 01:35:03,907 --> 01:35:07,320 Yo, piggie, man, we got it going on, baby. 1581 01:35:07,535 --> 01:35:10,777 It's on and cracking, man. He's gone, baby. You the man. 1582 01:35:11,122 --> 01:35:12,658 Tupac: So I directed videos. 1583 01:35:12,749 --> 01:35:16,992 'Pac, you alive? I mean, you safe? Man, I'm so happy you're free. 1584 01:35:17,962 --> 01:35:22,922 Heh. Yeah? Happy to see you, lying piece of shit. 1585 01:35:23,134 --> 01:35:25,967 'Pac, please don't kill me. It was buff's idea. 1586 01:35:26,179 --> 01:35:27,715 - No, man. - I'm just a rapper. 1587 01:35:27,805 --> 01:35:30,763 Please don't take me out of the game. 1588 01:35:30,975 --> 01:35:34,092 I ain't going to kill you. We was homeboys once, pig. 1589 01:35:34,312 --> 01:35:36,098 Once we homeboys, we always homeboys, 1590 01:35:36,189 --> 01:35:37,554 even if you is a fat phony. 1591 01:35:38,191 --> 01:35:41,979 Tupac: And I did a song with faith, biggie's wife. 1592 01:35:42,195 --> 01:35:44,436 Faith's my homegirl. 1593 01:35:44,530 --> 01:35:46,570 I just want to send a shout-out to faith. Hey, girl. 1594 01:35:46,616 --> 01:35:48,732 Then I did hit 'em up. 1595 01:35:48,952 --> 01:35:51,659 That's why I fucked your bitch you fat motherfucker 1596 01:35:51,788 --> 01:35:54,825 which is a classic battle record. 1597 01:35:54,916 --> 01:35:57,077 First off, fuck your bitch and the clique you claim 1598 01:35:57,168 --> 01:35:59,454 West Side, when we ride come equipped with game 1599 01:35:59,545 --> 01:36:02,207 you claim to be a player but I fucked your wife 1600 01:36:02,298 --> 01:36:04,289 we bust on bad boys niggas fucked for life 1601 01:36:04,384 --> 01:36:06,295 I'm a self-made millionaire 1602 01:36:06,386 --> 01:36:09,173 thug living out of prison pistols in the air 1603 01:36:09,264 --> 01:36:11,676 biggie, remember when I used to let you sleep on the couch 1604 01:36:11,766 --> 01:36:14,098 and beg a bitch to let you sleep in the house 1605 01:36:14,602 --> 01:36:17,264 - now it's all about versace - You copied my style 1606 01:36:17,355 --> 01:36:19,596 - five shots couldn't drop me - I took it and smiled 1607 01:36:19,691 --> 01:36:21,227 now I'm about set the record straight 1608 01:36:21,317 --> 01:36:23,357 with my ak, I'm still the thug that you love to hate 1609 01:36:25,321 --> 01:36:27,403 grab your glocks when you see Tupac 1610 01:36:27,490 --> 01:36:30,027 call the cops when you see Tupac 1611 01:36:30,243 --> 01:36:32,074 who shot me? But you punks didn't finish that 1612 01:36:32,161 --> 01:36:33,992 you're about to feel the wrath of a menace 1613 01:36:35,415 --> 01:36:37,576 everything happened so fast at that point. 1614 01:36:39,210 --> 01:36:41,230 I was looking at things, the east coast-west coast thing, 1615 01:36:41,254 --> 01:36:43,210 it just got out of control. 1616 01:36:43,798 --> 01:36:46,540 Dudes was getting killed, and I felt responsible. 1617 01:36:46,759 --> 01:36:48,420 But I couldn't stop it. 1618 01:36:48,636 --> 01:36:51,628 We ain't mad at the whole New York, just certain people. 1619 01:36:51,848 --> 01:36:53,634 I got this project coming out along with 1620 01:36:53,725 --> 01:36:55,465 some brothers called one nation. 1621 01:36:55,685 --> 01:36:58,222 It's like an east coast-west coast collaboration 1622 01:36:58,313 --> 01:37:00,429 to kill this whole new vibe. 1623 01:37:00,648 --> 01:37:02,229 Everybody want it to be a war 1624 01:37:02,442 --> 01:37:04,398 between the east coast and west coast. 1625 01:37:04,610 --> 01:37:06,271 It's really a problem with two rappers. 1626 01:37:06,738 --> 01:37:09,320 The east coast-west coast thing is something journalists 1627 01:37:09,532 --> 01:37:11,739 are making up to get paid off, so it can drag out 1628 01:37:11,951 --> 01:37:15,443 and everybody can have albums. They perpetuate this, so it can be drama. 1629 01:37:15,788 --> 01:37:18,029 When it go down, don't look at me and biggie 1630 01:37:18,249 --> 01:37:20,240 and be like, "why is there a big war, 1631 01:37:20,460 --> 01:37:24,248 "when you're shooting this to 3,300 homes, 300 countries, 1632 01:37:24,339 --> 01:37:27,297 "telling them about a war that they would never know exists." 1633 01:37:27,508 --> 01:37:29,188 That's where information becomes a problem. 1634 01:37:29,594 --> 01:37:33,007 We both need fo exercise greater restraint. 1635 01:37:33,806 --> 01:37:37,515 Damn, sometimes life gets messed up. 1636 01:37:44,525 --> 01:37:48,109 When I was on death row, I was successful but not happy. 1637 01:37:49,322 --> 01:37:52,280 Tabitha Soren: Tupac, your life has been marred by considerable pain. 1638 01:37:53,284 --> 01:37:57,323 Do you think you'll get to the point where you can live a normal life? 1639 01:37:57,413 --> 01:38:00,325 No. But, I, uh... 1640 01:38:01,501 --> 01:38:04,834 I'm going for it. I'm trying for it, and until then 1641 01:38:05,046 --> 01:38:08,288 I have to make the life that I do live as happy as I can 1642 01:38:08,383 --> 01:38:11,341 and try to do the best with what I have. 1643 01:38:11,552 --> 01:38:14,840 Live the best life I can live, be as happy as I can be. 1644 01:38:15,056 --> 01:38:18,765 Nothing is perfect for anybody, I don't think. 1645 01:38:19,143 --> 01:38:20,508 I felt trapped. 1646 01:38:22,522 --> 01:38:24,308 They say, "you made your bed, lay in it"? 1647 01:38:24,524 --> 01:38:27,140 I tried to move. I can't move to no other bed. 1648 01:38:27,235 --> 01:38:30,022 I felt I can't live a different lifestyle. 1649 01:38:30,238 --> 01:38:32,695 This the life they gave me, this the life I made. 1650 01:38:32,907 --> 01:38:36,320 I felt I can't change, not for the courts, not for the parole board, 1651 01:38:36,411 --> 01:38:38,652 not for nobody. This is it. 1652 01:38:38,871 --> 01:38:43,114 I also felt like something was gonna happen to me because I'm paranoid. 1653 01:38:43,334 --> 01:38:44,790 And I put it in my videos. 1654 01:38:51,259 --> 01:38:54,251 That nigga ain't want none. I been drinking. Where he at? 1655 01:38:54,470 --> 01:38:55,801 No, no, no, where he at? 1656 01:38:57,849 --> 01:38:59,180 Yo, watch out. 1657 01:39:03,855 --> 01:39:05,220 Tupac: It was a prophecy. 1658 01:39:14,907 --> 01:39:17,614 I had a prophecy about my death. 1659 01:39:17,827 --> 01:39:22,662 That's why I go in the studio and do three songs a day, get things ready. 1660 01:39:23,040 --> 01:39:24,905 We don't have time or the luxury 1661 01:39:25,001 --> 01:39:28,414 to spend all of this time doing one song. We don't have it. 1662 01:39:28,629 --> 01:39:30,165 If I die, it can happen. 1663 01:39:30,381 --> 01:39:34,215 If anything were to happen to me, that album's ready to go. 1664 01:39:34,677 --> 01:39:36,292 So it's all good. 1665 01:39:36,512 --> 01:39:39,128 I felt as if the only thing that can kill me is death, 1666 01:39:39,348 --> 01:39:42,260 and even then my music will live forever. 1667 01:40:39,659 --> 01:40:43,117 Reporter: At approximately 9:00 P.M., security cameras at the mgm grand 1668 01:40:43,204 --> 01:40:46,992 captured Tupac, suge knight and members of the death row entourage 1669 01:40:47,208 --> 01:40:50,120 beating an alleged south side crip, Orlando Anderson. 1670 01:40:50,336 --> 01:40:52,497 Reporter 2: Tupac, suge and others jumped Anderson, 1671 01:40:52,588 --> 01:40:53,953 punching and kicking him. 1672 01:40:54,173 --> 01:40:57,131 Terrified bystanders scattered as the group streamed into the casino 1673 01:40:57,218 --> 01:40:58,549 then out info the street. 1674 01:41:31,836 --> 01:41:33,918 Tupac: Whoa. 1675 01:41:37,550 --> 01:41:39,461 Reporter: Just after the Mike Tyson fight, 1676 01:41:39,677 --> 01:41:42,589 shakur, with record company executive, suge knight, 1677 01:41:45,641 --> 01:41:49,008 a car with four people pulled up and fired on shakur and knight. 1678 01:41:49,103 --> 01:41:51,469 Reporter 2: Shakur was shot several times in the chest. 1679 01:41:51,689 --> 01:41:54,897 The driver, his record producer, was grazed in the head. 1680 01:41:55,109 --> 01:41:57,725 Reporter 3: He's returned to intensive care after another surgery, 1681 01:41:57,945 --> 01:41:59,230 still in critical condition. 1682 01:41:59,447 --> 01:42:02,735 Reporter 4: All week long fans of Tupac have gathered outside the hospital. 1683 01:42:02,950 --> 01:42:04,590 Reporter 5: He's undergone two operations. 1684 01:42:04,702 --> 01:42:07,614 His right lung was removed. He's intermittently conscious. 1685 01:42:07,830 --> 01:42:10,242 Jesse Jackson's been here. Family is keeping vigil. 1686 01:42:10,458 --> 01:42:13,120 Despite reports that his wounds were not life-threatening, 1687 01:42:13,210 --> 01:42:15,747 people at the hospital continue fo tell us 1688 01:42:15,838 --> 01:42:18,329 he is in very serious condition. 1689 01:42:19,508 --> 01:42:25,174 Reporter 6: At 4:03 this afternoon, Tupac shakur was pronounced dead. 1690 01:42:32,355 --> 01:42:35,142 Tupac: Who shot me? Shit, I don't know. 1691 01:42:35,358 --> 01:42:37,314 Sorry. 1692 01:42:40,154 --> 01:42:43,112 My death, it's a tragedy like Shakespeare, I guess. 1693 01:42:43,240 --> 01:42:46,903 But I have no bad feelings. I have love for everybody. 1694 01:42:47,036 --> 01:42:50,153 Please welcome the mothers of biggie smalls and Tupac shakur, 1695 01:42:50,247 --> 01:42:52,408 afeni shakur and voletta Wallace. 1696 01:43:13,771 --> 01:43:16,478 Tupac: Coming to grips with my past, it was hard. 1697 01:43:16,691 --> 01:43:20,104 I don't feel what I did was evil. I feel like the way I was living 1698 01:43:20,319 --> 01:43:24,653 and my mentality was a part of my progression to be a man. 1699 01:43:28,869 --> 01:43:31,201 But we grow. We all grow. We're made to grow. 1700 01:43:31,414 --> 01:43:34,451 You either evolve, or you disappear. 1701 01:43:35,251 --> 01:43:37,287 I don't want to be forgotten. 1702 01:43:37,586 --> 01:43:40,578 I'll always be a troublemaker to some people. 1703 01:43:42,091 --> 01:43:44,047 But I still get love from my community. 1704 01:43:54,270 --> 01:43:57,637 Tupac: I owe them everything. That's why I owe everything to the 'hood. 1705 01:43:58,482 --> 01:43:59,688 I've got love there. 1706 01:44:01,193 --> 01:44:03,559 I've got love from thugs and the street dudes. 1707 01:44:04,864 --> 01:44:08,448 And that focuses me back on what I should be doing, 1708 01:44:08,659 --> 01:44:11,116 lay out the real mat oh the world and how it is. 1709 01:44:15,958 --> 01:44:18,199 The message is, young black males could do anything 1710 01:44:18,419 --> 01:44:21,411 if you just give us a shot, stop trying to beat us down. 1711 01:44:21,630 --> 01:44:24,872 And to my homeboys, we need to be in control of ourselves. 1712 01:44:28,929 --> 01:44:32,171 I'm not saying I'll change the world, but I guarantee I'll spark 1713 01:44:32,391 --> 01:44:35,303 the brain that will change the world. 1714 01:44:39,231 --> 01:44:42,268 So keep your head up. 1715 01:44:42,485 --> 01:44:44,441 Do what you've gotta do. 1716 01:44:46,363 --> 01:44:51,107 And then inside of you, I'll be reborn.