1 00:00:04,471 --> 00:00:07,206 [dramatic music] 2 00:00:07,408 --> 00:00:14,813 ¶ ¶ 3 00:00:15,015 --> 00:00:17,483 - Holy crap, there he is. Total redemption. 4 00:00:17,685 --> 00:00:20,752 Oh, yeah. Dude, he's huge. 5 00:00:20,821 --> 00:00:23,088 First Beaver with the bow in Labrador, 6 00:00:23,157 --> 00:00:26,025 and I'm not gonna need another one for a little while. 7 00:00:26,227 --> 00:00:29,561 - It's very overwhelming for me, but the land told me 8 00:00:29,630 --> 00:00:31,362 how to build the shelter. 9 00:00:31,432 --> 00:00:32,498 I'm so happy. 10 00:00:32,566 --> 00:00:34,766 - First whisky jack. 11 00:00:34,835 --> 00:00:36,835 Really didn't want to shoot him. 12 00:00:36,904 --> 00:00:39,972 They're beautiful birds, but we need food. 13 00:00:40,040 --> 00:00:41,974 - The river levels are starting to drop. 14 00:00:42,042 --> 00:00:45,177 My shoreline gets shallower and shallower, 15 00:00:45,245 --> 00:00:46,511 and I'm noticing that the fish are starting to move 16 00:00:46,580 --> 00:00:48,380 further and further off. 17 00:00:48,449 --> 00:00:49,514 Just lost my fly. 18 00:00:49,583 --> 00:00:52,384 - That's a big track. 19 00:00:52,452 --> 00:00:54,920 Holy [bleep]. 20 00:00:54,989 --> 00:00:58,456 - Every day we live, other things must die. 21 00:00:58,525 --> 00:00:59,390 I got one over here. 22 00:00:59,460 --> 00:01:00,792 [squirrel chirps] 23 00:01:00,861 --> 00:01:03,394 It is really hard to break up families. 24 00:01:03,464 --> 00:01:05,197 - This is Igor. 25 00:01:05,266 --> 00:01:08,534 I'm just at a point where I'm really worried about my health, 26 00:01:08,602 --> 00:01:10,202 and I'm tapping out. 27 00:01:10,404 --> 00:01:17,009 ¶ ¶ 28 00:01:19,146 --> 00:01:21,946 - I can't wait to have this place try and break me. 29 00:01:22,015 --> 00:01:24,816 narrator: For the first time on "Alone," 30 00:01:24,885 --> 00:01:26,552 ten participants fight to survive 31 00:01:26,620 --> 00:01:27,886 in the hunting ground 32 00:01:27,954 --> 00:01:30,689 of the world's largest land predator... 33 00:01:30,757 --> 00:01:32,424 - Oh, my God. Where'd he go? 34 00:01:32,492 --> 00:01:33,758 Those are bear. 35 00:01:33,828 --> 00:01:35,426 - I heard a big animal. - Hey, bear. 36 00:01:35,496 --> 00:01:37,629 - Oh, no, [bleep]. 37 00:01:37,698 --> 00:01:39,297 - Sometimes you eat the bear. 38 00:01:39,366 --> 00:01:40,632 - [groans] 39 00:01:40,701 --> 00:01:41,900 - Sometimes the bear eats you. 40 00:01:41,969 --> 00:01:44,836 narrator: Battling merciless conditions... 41 00:01:44,905 --> 00:01:47,038 - This is some hardcore bushwhacking. 42 00:01:47,107 --> 00:01:49,508 - Why does it have to be such a struggle every night? 43 00:01:49,577 --> 00:01:51,243 - I hit it. I hit it. 44 00:01:51,312 --> 00:01:52,311 I hit it. 45 00:01:52,379 --> 00:01:54,579 - I feel more alive every day I'm out here. 46 00:01:54,648 --> 00:01:56,115 - Here comes the rain again. 47 00:01:56,317 --> 00:01:59,718 - Labrador, You're not gonna make it easy for us, are you? 48 00:01:59,920 --> 00:02:02,054 narrator: In complete isolation. 49 00:02:02,122 --> 00:02:04,389 - The most dangerous thing out here is myself. 50 00:02:04,458 --> 00:02:05,590 - Look at that. 51 00:02:05,659 --> 00:02:06,658 - The cold ground is just 52 00:02:06,860 --> 00:02:09,060 pulling all the warmth from me. 53 00:02:09,129 --> 00:02:11,796 - How many days can this go on? - Very, very hungry. 54 00:02:11,866 --> 00:02:13,732 - I feel like I'm hitting a wall. 55 00:02:13,934 --> 00:02:15,067 narrator: Last one standing wins. 56 00:02:15,269 --> 00:02:19,204 - Only gonna get harder the longer you stay out here. 57 00:02:19,406 --> 00:02:26,011 ¶ ¶ 58 00:02:38,292 --> 00:02:43,361 ¶ ¶ 59 00:02:43,430 --> 00:02:45,297 [bear growls] 60 00:02:45,365 --> 00:02:53,005 ¶ ¶ 61 00:02:59,512 --> 00:03:01,313 - Holy [bleep]. 62 00:03:01,381 --> 00:03:07,986 ¶ ¶ 63 00:03:10,524 --> 00:03:11,657 [clears throat] 64 00:03:11,859 --> 00:03:15,793 I did go back to see if anything 65 00:03:15,862 --> 00:03:17,729 had eaten where I throw all my scraps, 66 00:03:17,797 --> 00:03:19,531 which is, like, the beaver guts, 67 00:03:19,733 --> 00:03:22,734 and I put the trail cam up, 68 00:03:22,803 --> 00:03:25,737 and sure enough, a black bear came, 69 00:03:25,805 --> 00:03:28,072 and it looks like a decent boar, 70 00:03:28,141 --> 00:03:30,742 but right now there's no point in shooting a bear 71 00:03:30,944 --> 00:03:33,544 until it's cold enough to freeze. 72 00:03:33,614 --> 00:03:34,746 It's too frickin' warm, 73 00:03:34,948 --> 00:03:37,815 and I'm not frickin' spending a month 74 00:03:37,884 --> 00:03:39,751 smoking the meat, which you can't even eat 75 00:03:39,819 --> 00:03:42,287 because it still has trichinosis. 76 00:03:42,355 --> 00:03:44,823 ¶ ¶ 77 00:03:44,891 --> 00:03:46,158 I still really feel like a bear 78 00:03:46,226 --> 00:03:49,962 is gonna be a necessity for me to make this long haul. 79 00:03:50,164 --> 00:03:53,164 I do realize though, now, that handling a bear 80 00:03:53,233 --> 00:03:57,502 before the freeze comes in is far past my capabilities 81 00:03:57,570 --> 00:03:58,837 and my resources, 82 00:03:58,905 --> 00:04:00,505 and being able to preserve that meat 83 00:04:00,574 --> 00:04:02,774 and respect that animal. 84 00:04:02,843 --> 00:04:05,043 So yeah, we might have two more weeks 85 00:04:05,112 --> 00:04:08,313 before we could really think about sticking a bear. 86 00:04:08,381 --> 00:04:14,987 ¶ ¶ 87 00:04:23,596 --> 00:04:25,130 Top of the morning. 88 00:04:25,198 --> 00:04:28,466 Basically having thoughts about changing up the shelter. 89 00:04:28,535 --> 00:04:29,868 I like the location. 90 00:04:30,070 --> 00:04:34,072 Just the livability for me is not ideal. 91 00:04:34,140 --> 00:04:35,741 I'm gonna be wrecked when it gets to zero degrees. 92 00:04:35,943 --> 00:04:38,676 I'm gonna be burning a ton of firewood 93 00:04:38,745 --> 00:04:40,545 and cutting firewood isn't fun 94 00:04:40,614 --> 00:04:43,148 with an axe all day long. 95 00:04:43,216 --> 00:04:46,418 It is if you're eating pancakes and eggs and omelets, 96 00:04:46,620 --> 00:04:48,019 and I'm all for it. 97 00:04:48,088 --> 00:04:52,024 On smoked beaver meat, no, that's not a good idea, 98 00:04:52,226 --> 00:04:56,027 so we really want to use the shelter to conserve energy, 99 00:04:56,096 --> 00:04:59,030 and that means keep a better ambient temperature. 100 00:04:59,099 --> 00:05:04,235 So I'm thinking a wickiup. That's my go-to shelter. 101 00:05:04,305 --> 00:05:05,170 ¶ ¶ 102 00:05:05,238 --> 00:05:07,572 A wickiup is a circular structure 103 00:05:07,641 --> 00:05:10,241 much resembling a teepee. 104 00:05:10,311 --> 00:05:14,245 ¶ ¶ 105 00:05:14,315 --> 00:05:15,781 Timber. 106 00:05:15,983 --> 00:05:17,916 It gives you a lot of flexibility, 107 00:05:18,118 --> 00:05:20,852 and its shape, it's really good in the wind. 108 00:05:20,921 --> 00:05:22,921 It's very easy to set up structurally, 109 00:05:22,990 --> 00:05:26,458 and I want something that I'm comfortable in. 110 00:05:26,660 --> 00:05:27,859 Good headspace in here. 111 00:05:27,927 --> 00:05:31,262 I've got room to stand up, move around. 112 00:05:31,331 --> 00:05:36,935 ¶ ¶ 113 00:05:37,003 --> 00:05:40,205 I'm gonna stretch this around a little bit. 114 00:05:40,407 --> 00:05:43,808 ¶ ¶ 115 00:05:43,877 --> 00:05:45,276 That's actually working really well. 116 00:05:45,345 --> 00:05:48,813 ¶ ¶ 117 00:05:48,882 --> 00:05:51,816 I'ma be okay like this for a little bit. 118 00:05:51,885 --> 00:05:56,288 This is an awesome, awesome shelter. 119 00:05:56,356 --> 00:06:03,995 ¶ ¶ 120 00:06:11,905 --> 00:06:14,005 - I can hear a grouse over there. 121 00:06:15,909 --> 00:06:17,442 So I'm going to try and get closer 122 00:06:17,644 --> 00:06:20,712 and see if I can get it. 123 00:06:20,781 --> 00:06:22,047 It's a very small target right now. 124 00:06:22,115 --> 00:06:25,984 It's behind one of the main poles of my shelter. 125 00:06:31,724 --> 00:06:34,592 Well, got the wood real good. 126 00:06:34,661 --> 00:06:36,661 If it'd been 3 inches higher, 127 00:06:36,864 --> 00:06:38,262 I'd be having grouse for dinner. 128 00:06:38,331 --> 00:06:43,802 ¶ ¶ 129 00:06:43,870 --> 00:06:47,205 That's where my broadhead stuck in. 130 00:06:47,407 --> 00:06:50,274 ¶ ¶ 131 00:06:50,343 --> 00:06:51,476 [sighs] 132 00:06:51,678 --> 00:06:53,211 And boy, it's in there. 133 00:06:53,413 --> 00:06:54,279 ¶ ¶ 134 00:06:54,481 --> 00:06:55,947 I'm hungry. 135 00:06:56,016 --> 00:06:57,816 It'd be nice to get some food besides squirrel. 136 00:06:57,884 --> 00:06:59,818 I had a pretty good impact, I think, 137 00:06:59,887 --> 00:07:01,286 on this poor little squirrel community. 138 00:07:01,355 --> 00:07:03,154 There we go. 139 00:07:03,223 --> 00:07:07,292 There's no point in dwelling in what's already happened. 140 00:07:07,360 --> 00:07:08,627 [sighs] 141 00:07:08,695 --> 00:07:10,228 Just keep moving forward. 142 00:07:10,297 --> 00:07:15,700 ¶ ¶ 143 00:07:15,768 --> 00:07:18,103 Hodgepodge is coming together, 144 00:07:18,171 --> 00:07:21,772 but it's taking me longer than I thought it would. 145 00:07:21,842 --> 00:07:23,975 All right, this is the rest of them. 146 00:07:24,043 --> 00:07:26,244 Go ahead and take you up a little bit further. 147 00:07:26,313 --> 00:07:28,780 ¶ ¶ 148 00:07:28,848 --> 00:07:30,515 There's so many different styles 149 00:07:30,584 --> 00:07:31,850 of shelter out there, 150 00:07:31,918 --> 00:07:34,852 but it's kind of hard to place it. 151 00:07:34,921 --> 00:07:36,788 If somebody has a official name for it, 152 00:07:36,857 --> 00:07:38,523 great, but all I can think to call it 153 00:07:38,591 --> 00:07:40,992 is hodgepodge lodge. 154 00:07:41,061 --> 00:07:43,261 Oh, it'll be so nice when I have a place to sit. 155 00:07:43,330 --> 00:07:46,931 ¶ ¶ 156 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:49,401 It's a very Western culture thing to say, 157 00:07:49,603 --> 00:07:50,869 "I've got a goal. 158 00:07:51,071 --> 00:07:54,673 It's gonna be done in this amount of time." 159 00:07:54,741 --> 00:07:56,874 I believe in divine timing, 160 00:07:56,943 --> 00:08:00,211 especially when my body is struggling. 161 00:08:00,280 --> 00:08:02,481 Yay. 162 00:08:02,683 --> 00:08:03,814 I work with the universe 163 00:08:03,884 --> 00:08:06,151 instead of trying to force things. 164 00:08:06,219 --> 00:08:08,887 Yeah, it might cost me more calories in the long run, 165 00:08:09,089 --> 00:08:11,956 but this is more my spiritual path, I guess. 166 00:08:12,025 --> 00:08:15,493 It will be nice to get the hodgepodge done. 167 00:08:15,562 --> 00:08:17,996 All right, that's... 168 00:08:19,633 --> 00:08:22,300 That's pretty darn good. 169 00:08:22,368 --> 00:08:23,635 [sighs] 170 00:08:23,703 --> 00:08:27,238 Now all I need is a grouse. 171 00:08:27,307 --> 00:08:28,306 [sighs] 172 00:08:28,374 --> 00:08:36,014 ¶ ¶ 173 00:08:45,525 --> 00:08:47,993 - Cruised down to... 174 00:08:48,729 --> 00:08:51,997 About 500 yards from camp. 175 00:08:57,470 --> 00:09:00,005 Perfect shot. 176 00:09:01,741 --> 00:09:06,011 I mean, right through the eye. 177 00:09:09,950 --> 00:09:12,984 Didn't stand a chance, and that's... 178 00:09:15,822 --> 00:09:18,222 That's an instant kill right there. 179 00:09:18,292 --> 00:09:20,892 ¶ ¶ 180 00:09:20,960 --> 00:09:23,895 I feel great. I mean, it's early days. 181 00:09:24,097 --> 00:09:26,097 We're still in round one of a 12-round fight, 182 00:09:26,166 --> 00:09:29,567 but it feels good to know that I'm not striking out 183 00:09:29,636 --> 00:09:31,502 with hunting and fishing. 184 00:09:31,571 --> 00:09:34,105 Thank you, little guy. 185 00:09:34,174 --> 00:09:37,976 I know it sounds cliché, and I've been saying it a lot, 186 00:09:38,045 --> 00:09:41,312 but every day does feel like a gift out here. 187 00:09:41,381 --> 00:09:45,516 ¶ ¶ 188 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:47,251 Another one right there. 189 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:53,992 ¶ ¶ 190 00:09:59,466 --> 00:10:02,200 Got him. Got him. 191 00:10:02,402 --> 00:10:07,072 ¶ ¶ 192 00:10:07,140 --> 00:10:10,275 That one went right through the back of the head. 193 00:10:10,343 --> 00:10:12,677 Awesome. 194 00:10:12,745 --> 00:10:15,680 I hear a third one squeaking. 195 00:10:15,749 --> 00:10:17,415 Must be a little family of 'em. 196 00:10:17,617 --> 00:10:20,285 [squirrel chirping] 197 00:10:20,353 --> 00:10:23,755 ¶ ¶ 198 00:10:23,823 --> 00:10:27,692 I'm gonna save off on these ones, 199 00:10:27,894 --> 00:10:30,295 come back for them when I need them. 200 00:10:30,363 --> 00:10:31,696 ¶ ¶ 201 00:10:31,898 --> 00:10:36,301 But I've got dinner, two squirrels. 202 00:10:36,369 --> 00:10:38,636 ¶ ¶ 203 00:10:38,705 --> 00:10:40,305 It's a good start to the day. 204 00:10:40,373 --> 00:10:45,910 ¶ ¶ 205 00:10:45,979 --> 00:10:48,580 I kind of feel like I'm in a little shop 206 00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:50,715 with this window open. 207 00:10:50,783 --> 00:10:52,984 [laughs] Hold on a second. 208 00:10:55,856 --> 00:10:58,990 Morning, ma'am, what can I do for you? 209 00:11:00,660 --> 00:11:02,526 Oh, bear meat? No, no. 210 00:11:02,595 --> 00:11:05,263 None of that, I'm afraid. 211 00:11:05,332 --> 00:11:06,464 Oh, trout? 212 00:11:06,533 --> 00:11:09,267 Yeah, maybe tomorrow. 213 00:11:09,336 --> 00:11:11,002 We have... 214 00:11:13,473 --> 00:11:15,006 Crispy squirrel... 215 00:11:17,544 --> 00:11:19,677 Grouse leftovers, 216 00:11:19,746 --> 00:11:23,014 and our new special, berries. 217 00:11:24,550 --> 00:11:26,283 No? No takers? 218 00:11:26,352 --> 00:11:30,288 [chuckles] 219 00:11:30,490 --> 00:11:32,557 What a shame. 220 00:11:32,759 --> 00:11:34,993 Come check back on that bear. 221 00:11:41,501 --> 00:11:44,235 [dramatic music] 222 00:11:44,304 --> 00:11:51,009 ¶ ¶ 223 00:11:54,314 --> 00:12:01,986 ¶ ¶ 224 00:12:17,203 --> 00:12:21,739 - I think this strategy of just drinking water straight 225 00:12:21,808 --> 00:12:25,476 is bang on, because boiling water, 226 00:12:25,545 --> 00:12:28,012 that's a difficult task. 227 00:12:28,081 --> 00:12:31,683 That's very time-consuming and energy-consuming too, 228 00:12:31,885 --> 00:12:33,751 because you have to always be looking 229 00:12:33,820 --> 00:12:36,287 for firewood and all this stuff. 230 00:12:36,355 --> 00:12:38,956 ¶ ¶ 231 00:12:39,025 --> 00:12:42,160 I'm Mexican, so I have a pretty hard stomach, 232 00:12:42,228 --> 00:12:46,564 and I've been drinking water straight for ten years. 233 00:12:46,632 --> 00:12:49,033 My approach has risks. 234 00:12:49,236 --> 00:12:52,971 I might, like, be in trouble if I get some pathogens, 235 00:12:53,039 --> 00:12:57,375 but I'm saving energy, saving resources, 236 00:12:57,443 --> 00:12:59,010 saving time. 237 00:13:10,056 --> 00:13:12,857 I haven't had much food in this last week. 238 00:13:12,926 --> 00:13:17,128 I just found, like, a few raspberries. 239 00:13:17,196 --> 00:13:22,466 The prospects of grouse and hare are not very good. 240 00:13:22,536 --> 00:13:26,337 There's absolutely no... 241 00:13:26,405 --> 00:13:28,006 droppings. 242 00:13:28,208 --> 00:13:30,808 I don't think hunting small animals around here 243 00:13:30,877 --> 00:13:33,945 is a viable long-term strategy. 244 00:13:34,013 --> 00:13:39,284 It's looking like my options are fishing... 245 00:13:39,352 --> 00:13:42,353 ¶ ¶ 246 00:13:42,422 --> 00:13:44,355 [chuckles softly] 247 00:13:44,423 --> 00:13:46,224 And fishing. 248 00:13:46,293 --> 00:13:47,825 ¶ ¶ 249 00:13:47,894 --> 00:13:50,228 So I've decided I'm gonna build a dock. 250 00:13:50,297 --> 00:13:55,767 ¶ ¶ 251 00:13:55,969 --> 00:14:00,104 So I'm gonna make, first, a few tripods 252 00:14:00,173 --> 00:14:05,176 and then put some logs on top of them and go from there. 253 00:14:05,244 --> 00:14:07,979 I just want to be able to cast from the main channel, 254 00:14:08,048 --> 00:14:11,248 and if I'm in a dock, I'll have more space. 255 00:14:11,317 --> 00:14:14,319 ¶ ¶ 256 00:14:14,521 --> 00:14:15,786 I can get water 257 00:14:15,855 --> 00:14:18,589 from a deeper part of the river, 258 00:14:18,658 --> 00:14:21,258 which is probably cleaner. 259 00:14:21,327 --> 00:14:24,595 ¶ ¶ 260 00:14:24,664 --> 00:14:26,197 There's a seal in the water. 261 00:14:26,399 --> 00:14:27,332 ¶ ¶ 262 00:14:27,400 --> 00:14:29,600 Hey, seal. 263 00:14:29,669 --> 00:14:32,469 You should bring me some fish. 264 00:14:32,538 --> 00:14:34,205 Bring me some fish. 265 00:14:34,407 --> 00:14:38,475 ¶ ¶ 266 00:14:38,544 --> 00:14:40,211 See how this works. 267 00:14:40,413 --> 00:14:42,480 ¶ ¶ 268 00:14:42,682 --> 00:14:46,684 Not too bad. Good job. 269 00:14:46,752 --> 00:14:48,886 It's a small victory for sure. 270 00:14:48,955 --> 00:14:52,290 Now I can cast way better with my rod. 271 00:14:52,358 --> 00:14:55,360 ¶ ¶ 272 00:14:55,428 --> 00:14:56,995 I'm hungry. 273 00:14:58,364 --> 00:15:06,004 ¶ ¶ 274 00:15:14,380 --> 00:15:19,450 ¶ ¶ 275 00:15:19,652 --> 00:15:23,587 - It's a brisk morning, 276 00:15:23,656 --> 00:15:26,590 and the sun feels so good. 277 00:15:26,660 --> 00:15:29,193 I'm just gonna warm up my tea. 278 00:15:29,262 --> 00:15:32,196 We could have a lot of snow in the next couple of weeks, 279 00:15:32,265 --> 00:15:37,268 so I'm gonna be super stoked to have a solid shelter done. 280 00:15:37,336 --> 00:15:40,204 I really, really just want to keep working on this shelter... 281 00:15:40,273 --> 00:15:42,407 [laughs] 282 00:15:42,609 --> 00:15:43,608 'Cause it's so fun. 283 00:15:43,810 --> 00:15:46,944 I got a lot of work to do here, 284 00:15:47,013 --> 00:15:48,278 but I definitely need to procure some food. 285 00:15:48,348 --> 00:15:53,217 ¶ ¶ 286 00:15:53,286 --> 00:15:55,286 Okay. 287 00:15:55,354 --> 00:16:02,360 ¶ ¶ 288 00:16:02,428 --> 00:16:03,995 Oh, my God. 289 00:16:08,034 --> 00:16:10,168 See why I'm having trouble finding a place to hunt? 290 00:16:10,370 --> 00:16:12,003 Whew. 291 00:16:16,443 --> 00:16:18,509 It's a nice area. 292 00:16:18,577 --> 00:16:20,445 [squirrel chirping] 293 00:16:20,647 --> 00:16:22,513 I just heard a squirrel. 294 00:16:22,581 --> 00:16:25,249 [squirrel chirping] 295 00:16:25,318 --> 00:16:26,584 ¶ ¶ 296 00:16:26,786 --> 00:16:29,253 Where are you, little squirrel? 297 00:16:29,322 --> 00:16:30,721 ¶ ¶ 298 00:16:30,790 --> 00:16:34,192 I hear you, but I don't see you. 299 00:16:34,394 --> 00:16:38,328 ¶ ¶ 300 00:16:38,398 --> 00:16:40,464 Turn around. 301 00:16:40,533 --> 00:16:43,001 [squirrel chirping] 302 00:16:45,338 --> 00:16:53,011 ¶ ¶ 303 00:17:01,354 --> 00:17:03,420 I got him. 304 00:17:03,489 --> 00:17:06,991 [chuckles] Wow. 305 00:17:16,368 --> 00:17:20,004 ¶ ¶ 306 00:17:29,315 --> 00:17:30,314 [bleep] 307 00:17:30,382 --> 00:17:32,984 ¶ ¶ 308 00:17:37,524 --> 00:17:40,257 [dramatic music] 309 00:17:40,326 --> 00:17:42,994 ¶ ¶ 310 00:17:46,332 --> 00:17:51,201 ¶ ¶ 311 00:17:51,270 --> 00:17:52,269 Ah. 312 00:17:52,338 --> 00:17:55,006 ¶ ¶ 313 00:17:58,878 --> 00:18:01,478 I have the perfect opportunity, 314 00:18:01,547 --> 00:18:02,813 and I mess it up. 315 00:18:02,882 --> 00:18:05,482 He either made an escape and is hiding 316 00:18:05,551 --> 00:18:07,285 or I can't get to him. 317 00:18:07,353 --> 00:18:08,986 ¶ ¶ 318 00:18:11,357 --> 00:18:13,991 ¶ ¶ 319 00:18:17,096 --> 00:18:19,630 I just don't want to lose much more weight. 320 00:18:19,699 --> 00:18:22,833 Every animal counts as one, 321 00:18:22,902 --> 00:18:24,835 two, or three days' worth of food, 322 00:18:24,904 --> 00:18:27,038 so every animal that I'm not getting 323 00:18:27,106 --> 00:18:31,375 is another day that I'm not going to be here. 324 00:18:31,444 --> 00:18:33,311 I need to eat. 325 00:18:33,379 --> 00:18:39,984 ¶ ¶ 326 00:18:45,324 --> 00:18:50,394 ¶ ¶ 327 00:18:50,462 --> 00:18:52,997 - Where were we? 328 00:18:56,468 --> 00:18:58,002 Making traps. 329 00:18:59,605 --> 00:19:04,408 This wishbone deadfall... 330 00:19:04,476 --> 00:19:06,810 can be tricky 331 00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:10,014 to get all the components sized correctly. 332 00:19:11,951 --> 00:19:15,419 So you have to make sure that your faces 333 00:19:15,488 --> 00:19:19,991 oppose each other. 334 00:19:24,564 --> 00:19:26,998 See how that fits. 335 00:19:29,435 --> 00:19:31,835 Pretty darn good. 336 00:19:31,904 --> 00:19:34,838 Be nice to get a belly full of food 337 00:19:34,908 --> 00:19:37,508 because we got a lot of calories burned 338 00:19:37,577 --> 00:19:39,310 from doing the shelter. 339 00:19:39,512 --> 00:19:42,647 So this is home. 340 00:19:42,849 --> 00:19:44,849 The start of it's just gonna be 341 00:19:44,917 --> 00:19:46,516 clearing this area and seeing how far 342 00:19:46,586 --> 00:19:48,252 I can dig into this hill. 343 00:19:48,321 --> 00:19:51,588 ¶ ¶ 344 00:19:51,657 --> 00:19:53,191 Oh, that feels pretty hard. 345 00:19:53,393 --> 00:19:55,726 ¶ ¶ 346 00:19:55,795 --> 00:19:58,396 It's gonna take a couple of days. 347 00:19:58,598 --> 00:20:00,865 It's doable though. 348 00:20:00,933 --> 00:20:02,733 This thing's gonna seem like a castle 349 00:20:02,802 --> 00:20:04,936 compared to what I've been living in. 350 00:20:05,138 --> 00:20:08,272 Tell you what though, my arms are getting tired. 351 00:20:08,341 --> 00:20:11,676 ¶ ¶ 352 00:20:11,744 --> 00:20:12,877 I drove stakes in the ground 353 00:20:12,945 --> 00:20:15,213 to give it some sort of structure. 354 00:20:15,415 --> 00:20:16,680 ¶ ¶ 355 00:20:16,749 --> 00:20:18,616 It's a bit of an amalgamation. 356 00:20:18,684 --> 00:20:20,551 I'm completely winging it. 357 00:20:20,753 --> 00:20:21,952 I'm making stuff up as I go. 358 00:20:22,021 --> 00:20:24,355 It's going to be a combination of a log cabin, 359 00:20:24,424 --> 00:20:25,823 a mine shaft, 360 00:20:25,891 --> 00:20:27,558 and a little bit of a giant basket. 361 00:20:27,626 --> 00:20:30,428 Boy, are my legs tired. 362 00:20:30,630 --> 00:20:32,229 Lets' go make a chimney. 363 00:20:32,298 --> 00:20:34,831 ¶ ¶ 364 00:20:34,900 --> 00:20:36,767 There's enough clay in that creek 365 00:20:36,835 --> 00:20:37,968 and rock there, if you had time, 366 00:20:38,037 --> 00:20:40,237 you could build your whole house this way. 367 00:20:40,306 --> 00:20:43,040 ¶ ¶ 368 00:20:43,109 --> 00:20:47,178 It's important to have some comforts out here... 369 00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:51,048 And this will be the basis on which I build my stove on. 370 00:20:51,116 --> 00:20:54,185 And a hearth is comfort no matter where you are. 371 00:20:54,387 --> 00:20:57,387 ¶ ¶ 372 00:20:57,456 --> 00:20:59,724 I am liking it. 373 00:20:59,792 --> 00:21:02,193 I think we need to get the tarp. 374 00:21:02,395 --> 00:21:07,531 ¶ ¶ 375 00:21:07,734 --> 00:21:09,266 And we will be dry tonight. 376 00:21:09,335 --> 00:21:12,536 ¶ ¶ 377 00:21:12,605 --> 00:21:14,338 Oof, that'll wear you out. 378 00:21:14,407 --> 00:21:17,008 I am hungry. 379 00:21:24,750 --> 00:21:27,985 I got to get some sustenance. 380 00:21:30,623 --> 00:21:32,022 I can feel it in my muscles. 381 00:21:32,091 --> 00:21:37,228 So far, I haven't had any luck with my trapline. 382 00:21:37,296 --> 00:21:38,963 And unfortunately, we're going way up there to check snares. 383 00:21:39,031 --> 00:21:42,099 And guys, we have to. It's not that I want to, 384 00:21:42,168 --> 00:21:46,636 but when you run a trapline, there's a responsibility 385 00:21:46,706 --> 00:21:49,440 to check your snares daily. 386 00:21:49,642 --> 00:21:52,576 It's inhumane not to, 387 00:21:52,644 --> 00:21:55,245 so we're making the haul. 388 00:21:55,315 --> 00:22:01,519 ¶ ¶ 389 00:22:01,587 --> 00:22:06,256 There's one untriggered. 390 00:22:06,325 --> 00:22:12,997 ¶ ¶ 391 00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:16,266 Going all the way up to the top. 392 00:22:16,335 --> 00:22:18,469 ¶ ¶ 393 00:22:18,538 --> 00:22:21,539 Here's our second one, 394 00:22:21,607 --> 00:22:23,207 and it's untriggered. 395 00:22:23,409 --> 00:22:29,547 ¶ ¶ 396 00:22:29,615 --> 00:22:32,216 Then our spring snare... 397 00:22:32,285 --> 00:22:34,485 ¶ ¶ 398 00:22:34,553 --> 00:22:35,820 Has been triggered. 399 00:22:35,888 --> 00:22:39,990 [bleep], look at that! Look at that! 400 00:22:44,430 --> 00:22:47,298 [dramatic music] 401 00:22:47,366 --> 00:22:51,001 ¶ ¶ 402 00:22:54,307 --> 00:23:00,010 ¶ ¶ 403 00:23:02,648 --> 00:23:05,249 We got a rabbit. Yes, sir! 404 00:23:05,451 --> 00:23:09,519 Y'all, look! 405 00:23:09,588 --> 00:23:12,523 Oh, my God, what a day! 406 00:23:12,592 --> 00:23:15,593 I'm so ecstatic right now. 407 00:23:15,661 --> 00:23:18,662 Whoo, just calm down, boy. 408 00:23:18,731 --> 00:23:20,598 Where can I even set this thing. 409 00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:22,333 I didn't bring a tripod. Hold on. 410 00:23:22,535 --> 00:23:24,201 Hold on a second. 411 00:23:24,403 --> 00:23:25,936 ¶ ¶ 412 00:23:26,138 --> 00:23:28,339 First two snares I checked were untriggered, 413 00:23:28,541 --> 00:23:29,806 and then, boom, 414 00:23:29,875 --> 00:23:32,209 in the third one, we got a rabbit. 415 00:23:32,411 --> 00:23:33,477 ¶ ¶ 416 00:23:33,546 --> 00:23:35,278 Yeah, that's gonna work. 417 00:23:35,347 --> 00:23:39,683 ¶ ¶ 418 00:23:39,886 --> 00:23:40,684 This is why you got to check 'em. 419 00:23:40,753 --> 00:23:42,820 I just said, coming up the hill, 420 00:23:42,888 --> 00:23:43,888 you got to be diligent and check 'em. 421 00:23:43,956 --> 00:23:46,156 This thing was not barely off the ground. 422 00:23:46,225 --> 00:23:51,294 Something could have come along and taken this food from me. 423 00:23:51,363 --> 00:23:52,696 Not today. 424 00:23:52,765 --> 00:23:53,497 Well, I got a lot of work to do. 425 00:23:53,566 --> 00:23:55,499 I have to gut this thing. 426 00:23:55,568 --> 00:23:57,568 I'm just over the moon. 427 00:23:57,770 --> 00:24:01,238 One rabbit-- one rabbit down. 428 00:24:01,307 --> 00:24:03,007 ¶ ¶ 429 00:24:08,380 --> 00:24:11,115 ¶ ¶ 430 00:24:11,183 --> 00:24:15,119 It's probably still fine. It was somewhat cool today. 431 00:24:15,187 --> 00:24:17,188 It would have been nice to have him gutted earlier... 432 00:24:17,390 --> 00:24:18,322 ¶ ¶ 433 00:24:18,391 --> 00:24:20,991 But it's okay. 434 00:24:24,330 --> 00:24:30,668 ¶ ¶ 435 00:24:30,870 --> 00:24:32,936 I hope that the meat isn't bad. 436 00:24:33,005 --> 00:24:35,739 You definitely can't eat it if it's rotten, 437 00:24:35,808 --> 00:24:37,875 but if it's turned a little bit, 438 00:24:38,077 --> 00:24:41,745 in a survival situation, you can actually eat it. 439 00:24:41,948 --> 00:24:46,350 You just have to cook it a lot longer. 440 00:24:46,419 --> 00:24:48,552 It's so awesome 441 00:24:48,754 --> 00:24:51,755 to unlock another food source, 442 00:24:51,958 --> 00:24:53,089 you know, especially with one drying up. 443 00:24:53,158 --> 00:24:56,093 I mean, I know the fishing will probably come back on 444 00:24:56,161 --> 00:24:58,828 in spits and starts, but I don't think it'll ever be 445 00:24:58,898 --> 00:25:01,364 as good as it was when I first got here. 446 00:25:01,433 --> 00:25:03,366 [rain pattering] 447 00:25:03,435 --> 00:25:05,769 Here comes rain. 448 00:25:05,838 --> 00:25:08,238 I almost got him completely unzipped. 449 00:25:08,307 --> 00:25:10,173 ¶ ¶ 450 00:25:10,242 --> 00:25:13,310 Pulling his pajamas off him, like they say where I'm from. 451 00:25:13,378 --> 00:25:15,111 ¶ ¶ 452 00:25:15,180 --> 00:25:19,517 What I'm seeing in these feet is there's not much meat, 453 00:25:19,719 --> 00:25:21,852 but there's a ton of tendon, 454 00:25:21,921 --> 00:25:25,523 and once that cooks down for a couple hours, 455 00:25:25,725 --> 00:25:27,458 it turns to, like, gelatin. 456 00:25:27,526 --> 00:25:30,794 It's good for you. 457 00:25:30,862 --> 00:25:32,529 I'll add some other things in there, 458 00:25:32,598 --> 00:25:36,533 some greens and some roots 459 00:25:36,602 --> 00:25:38,936 here about halfway through 460 00:25:39,004 --> 00:25:40,537 so they don't boil in there the whole time 461 00:25:40,606 --> 00:25:42,606 and get super bitter. 462 00:25:42,675 --> 00:25:45,275 It's gonna be a good stew. 463 00:25:45,344 --> 00:25:48,345 ¶ ¶ 464 00:25:48,547 --> 00:25:51,015 So where am I-- 465 00:25:51,217 --> 00:25:54,284 mentally, physically-- at this stage of the game? 466 00:25:54,353 --> 00:25:55,819 ¶ ¶ 467 00:25:56,022 --> 00:25:59,623 There are parts of it that are way easier 468 00:25:59,691 --> 00:26:00,824 than I thought, parts of it 469 00:26:00,892 --> 00:26:03,894 that are way harder than I thought, 470 00:26:03,962 --> 00:26:07,764 but there's just so much life out here. 471 00:26:07,833 --> 00:26:11,234 I've never felt alone in nature. 472 00:26:11,304 --> 00:26:12,436 ¶ ¶ 473 00:26:12,504 --> 00:26:15,639 And so, yeah, 474 00:26:15,708 --> 00:26:19,009 I'm feeling pretty all right. 475 00:26:23,516 --> 00:26:25,983 Holy [bleep]. 476 00:26:29,521 --> 00:26:31,989 That's so damn good. 477 00:26:33,392 --> 00:26:39,997 ¶ ¶ 478 00:26:46,405 --> 00:26:50,007 [singing melody] 479 00:27:00,352 --> 00:27:00,985 Boom. 480 00:27:03,288 --> 00:27:03,988 Whew! 481 00:27:05,758 --> 00:27:07,291 That gives me shivers. All right. 482 00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:09,826 ¶ ¶ 483 00:27:09,895 --> 00:27:12,896 I really need to focus on getting food. 484 00:27:12,965 --> 00:27:15,632 I'd like to spend time down at the river, 485 00:27:15,701 --> 00:27:17,834 maybe try a little fishing. 486 00:27:17,903 --> 00:27:19,570 If I could get a whole pile of fish, 487 00:27:19,638 --> 00:27:22,239 that would be killer. 488 00:27:22,308 --> 00:27:24,641 ¶ ¶ 489 00:27:24,710 --> 00:27:27,310 So I'm hopeful. I'm hopeful. 490 00:27:27,380 --> 00:27:28,245 I feel good. 491 00:27:28,314 --> 00:27:29,980 ¶ ¶ 492 00:27:30,049 --> 00:27:32,582 My personal goal is to see how deep I can go 493 00:27:32,651 --> 00:27:33,917 spiritually with the land, 494 00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:37,054 learning how to listen, how to be thankful 495 00:27:37,122 --> 00:27:40,724 and make offerings, and the songs I'm singing 496 00:27:40,793 --> 00:27:42,593 keep me in a place of gratitude 497 00:27:42,795 --> 00:27:46,130 and my heart in a good place. 498 00:27:46,198 --> 00:27:50,200 The longer I'm out here, the louder my voice becomes. 499 00:27:50,402 --> 00:27:53,002 ¶ ¶ 500 00:27:53,072 --> 00:27:56,406 Great timing to come down the river and go fishing. 501 00:27:56,475 --> 00:27:58,008 It is so calm. 502 00:28:05,617 --> 00:28:06,984 Here fishy, fishy, fishy. 503 00:28:09,288 --> 00:28:11,221 ¶ ¶ 504 00:28:11,290 --> 00:28:13,223 Sh--jeez. 505 00:28:13,292 --> 00:28:16,560 ¶ ¶ 506 00:28:16,628 --> 00:28:19,630 Oh, jeez. He got off. 507 00:28:19,698 --> 00:28:21,365 Dang, that was a big trout. 508 00:28:21,433 --> 00:28:23,567 That's okay. 509 00:28:23,769 --> 00:28:25,002 There's gonna be another one. 510 00:28:32,377 --> 00:28:33,577 ¶ ¶ 511 00:28:33,779 --> 00:28:36,313 What the heck? Oh, my God. 512 00:28:36,381 --> 00:28:39,716 ¶ ¶ 513 00:28:39,785 --> 00:28:42,786 Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 514 00:28:42,855 --> 00:28:46,389 Stay low, stay low. Get into shore. 515 00:28:46,458 --> 00:28:47,524 Whoo! Nice. 516 00:28:47,592 --> 00:28:49,193 Oh, my God, he's big. 517 00:28:49,395 --> 00:28:51,528 ¶ ¶ 518 00:28:51,596 --> 00:28:53,597 Whew. Oh, my God. 519 00:28:53,799 --> 00:28:57,201 I got a fish, a big one. Whoa. 520 00:28:57,403 --> 00:28:59,335 ¶ ¶ 521 00:28:59,404 --> 00:29:00,270 Oh, my God. 522 00:29:00,339 --> 00:29:02,406 ¶ ¶ 523 00:29:02,608 --> 00:29:04,608 Check this one out. 524 00:29:04,676 --> 00:29:06,877 [chuckles] Oh, my God. 525 00:29:06,945 --> 00:29:11,982 That's like 13, 14 inches. Oh, my God. 526 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:17,287 Mwah. Thank you, thank you. 527 00:29:17,355 --> 00:29:20,023 ¶ ¶ 528 00:29:20,226 --> 00:29:23,761 The times where I took the time to make my prayer, 529 00:29:23,963 --> 00:29:26,897 to sing a song, to make my offering, 530 00:29:26,965 --> 00:29:28,365 I go fishing, and within 15 minutes, 531 00:29:28,434 --> 00:29:29,299 I had a fish. 532 00:29:29,367 --> 00:29:30,634 ¶ ¶ 533 00:29:30,703 --> 00:29:32,569 Now, I'm being taken care of, 534 00:29:32,771 --> 00:29:35,305 and my needs are being met. 535 00:29:35,373 --> 00:29:38,642 ¶ ¶ 536 00:29:38,710 --> 00:29:41,011 All right, you want to see? 537 00:29:45,584 --> 00:29:47,985 There's the first batch. 538 00:29:49,522 --> 00:29:54,992 Oh, there's the eyeball. 539 00:29:57,329 --> 00:29:58,929 ¶ ¶ 540 00:29:58,998 --> 00:30:01,598 Yes, you do need food, but to stay out here 541 00:30:01,667 --> 00:30:04,601 really takes more than that, 542 00:30:04,670 --> 00:30:05,669 more that spiritual piece 543 00:30:05,871 --> 00:30:08,538 that you're okay with yourself. 544 00:30:08,607 --> 00:30:10,207 I feel very at home. 545 00:30:10,409 --> 00:30:11,542 ¶ ¶ 546 00:30:11,744 --> 00:30:12,876 The spirit brings me back 547 00:30:12,945 --> 00:30:15,278 into my heart and really grounds me. 548 00:30:15,347 --> 00:30:20,216 ¶ ¶ 549 00:30:20,285 --> 00:30:21,985 So good. 550 00:30:25,424 --> 00:30:29,226 [dramatic music] 551 00:30:29,295 --> 00:30:31,995 ¶ ¶ 552 00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:45,975 - I'm not having too much luck right now with the fish, 553 00:30:46,044 --> 00:30:49,012 but hopefully the dock makes a difference. 554 00:30:53,252 --> 00:30:56,653 Well, I got to say, this is a much better casting spot, 555 00:30:56,855 --> 00:31:00,991 and my rod works better for sure. 556 00:31:03,529 --> 00:31:06,196 Got one. Got one. 557 00:31:06,265 --> 00:31:07,464 Got one. 558 00:31:07,666 --> 00:31:09,199 Got one. It's a good one. 559 00:31:09,401 --> 00:31:13,537 ¶ ¶ 560 00:31:13,605 --> 00:31:15,205 [bleep], it went away. 561 00:31:15,407 --> 00:31:20,877 ¶ ¶ 562 00:31:20,946 --> 00:31:24,214 Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on. 563 00:31:24,283 --> 00:31:26,283 Nice. 564 00:31:26,485 --> 00:31:28,285 [bleep] yeah. 565 00:31:28,487 --> 00:31:30,988 Check it out. 566 00:31:33,425 --> 00:31:35,292 Nice size. 567 00:31:35,361 --> 00:31:37,493 Look at it. 568 00:31:37,562 --> 00:31:40,297 It's pretty beautiful. 569 00:31:40,499 --> 00:31:42,298 Thank you, fish. 570 00:31:42,367 --> 00:31:44,501 I'm happy. 571 00:31:44,570 --> 00:31:46,236 I'm gonna keep fishing. 572 00:31:46,305 --> 00:31:50,173 ¶ ¶ 573 00:31:50,376 --> 00:31:52,442 [laughs] 574 00:31:52,644 --> 00:31:56,179 Two fish, medium-size. 575 00:31:56,382 --> 00:31:57,314 Nice. 576 00:31:57,382 --> 00:32:02,386 ¶ ¶ 577 00:32:02,454 --> 00:32:04,187 Third one today. 578 00:32:04,390 --> 00:32:07,524 ¶ ¶ 579 00:32:07,726 --> 00:32:10,193 Another one, my fourth one. 580 00:32:10,396 --> 00:32:13,330 ¶ ¶ 581 00:32:13,399 --> 00:32:15,332 [bleep] yeah. 582 00:32:15,401 --> 00:32:17,266 Fifth one today. 583 00:32:17,336 --> 00:32:24,541 ¶ ¶ 584 00:32:24,609 --> 00:32:26,676 This is my sixth one. 585 00:32:26,745 --> 00:32:28,478 I think I'm getting the hang 586 00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:30,013 out of the fly fishing. 587 00:32:30,082 --> 00:32:35,986 So just want to show you the catch for today so far. 588 00:32:38,223 --> 00:32:41,625 Six. 589 00:32:41,693 --> 00:32:45,228 It's a decent meal for sure. 590 00:32:45,297 --> 00:32:52,002 ¶ ¶ 591 00:32:56,241 --> 00:32:57,240 Ooh. 592 00:32:57,309 --> 00:32:59,910 Got it. 593 00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:02,979 I don't see this just as a competition. 594 00:33:03,048 --> 00:33:06,983 I'm seeing this as a real survival situation. 595 00:33:07,052 --> 00:33:10,253 That's why, for me, there's no tap out button. 596 00:33:10,322 --> 00:33:15,659 It's irrelevant because I know that in a survival situation, 597 00:33:15,727 --> 00:33:17,194 that would not be an option. 598 00:33:17,396 --> 00:33:18,728 ¶ ¶ 599 00:33:18,797 --> 00:33:21,597 I think that's one of my edges. 600 00:33:21,666 --> 00:33:24,267 I'm not going to tap out. 601 00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:28,338 ¶ ¶ 602 00:33:28,407 --> 00:33:31,541 Look at this. 603 00:33:31,610 --> 00:33:34,277 This is my meal for today. 604 00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:36,013 Three fish. 605 00:33:37,082 --> 00:33:40,984 I'm gonna eat my other half on another day. 606 00:33:47,359 --> 00:33:48,992 So, so good. 607 00:33:54,299 --> 00:34:01,004 ¶ ¶ 608 00:34:08,313 --> 00:34:13,984 ¶ ¶ 609 00:34:18,924 --> 00:34:20,657 - It's nice to keep your tools tuned up, 610 00:34:20,726 --> 00:34:23,660 even if it's just a couple passes. 611 00:34:23,862 --> 00:34:26,796 Just keep the edge a lot cleaner. 612 00:34:26,865 --> 00:34:28,999 Less work over the course of the months. 613 00:34:30,802 --> 00:34:32,069 But then, how many people have even 614 00:34:32,271 --> 00:34:37,006 sharpened an axe, let alone used one in modern society? 615 00:34:37,075 --> 00:34:41,011 How crazy is that? And I use one every day here. 616 00:34:45,884 --> 00:34:49,352 Oh, yeah, good little pop back to it. 617 00:34:49,421 --> 00:34:52,155 Morning axe work. 618 00:34:52,223 --> 00:34:54,491 If you're not starting your day with some axe sharpening, 619 00:34:54,693 --> 00:34:55,992 you're missing out, folks. 620 00:34:57,829 --> 00:34:59,629 Hey, instead of turning on the TV 621 00:34:59,698 --> 00:35:01,765 and watching all the bad things 622 00:35:01,833 --> 00:35:04,501 that are going on somewhere else, 623 00:35:04,703 --> 00:35:06,002 get up and sharpen an axe. 624 00:35:07,572 --> 00:35:08,504 It's a lot more fun. 625 00:35:08,573 --> 00:35:10,907 You can sit by a fire, 626 00:35:11,109 --> 00:35:13,310 and you don't even have to play on your phone. 627 00:35:13,512 --> 00:35:15,011 It's amazing. 628 00:35:16,315 --> 00:35:19,916 We're gonna see if we can make a nice fleshing beam. 629 00:35:19,984 --> 00:35:22,251 See how much we can get off the hide. 630 00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:23,854 ¶ ¶ 631 00:35:24,056 --> 00:35:26,456 I'm trying to use absolutely every fiber 632 00:35:26,525 --> 00:35:27,190 of this beaver meat. 633 00:35:27,392 --> 00:35:28,858 ¶ ¶ 634 00:35:28,927 --> 00:35:30,927 I got to scrape the hide completely, 635 00:35:30,996 --> 00:35:33,596 fleshing all the fat and meat off of it. 636 00:35:33,665 --> 00:35:36,666 I'm gonna render that fat 637 00:35:36,735 --> 00:35:39,002 so that it will be preserved. 638 00:35:39,071 --> 00:35:42,538 And I'm working like crazy to get this all done 639 00:35:42,607 --> 00:35:43,873 before I lose any of it. 640 00:35:43,942 --> 00:35:46,542 Generally, fleshing is a lot of work, 641 00:35:46,611 --> 00:35:48,277 even with modern tools. 642 00:35:48,346 --> 00:35:50,680 ¶ ¶ 643 00:35:50,882 --> 00:35:52,816 A good steel bar and a good beam, 644 00:35:53,018 --> 00:35:56,219 but I don't really have many options. 645 00:35:56,288 --> 00:35:58,755 ¶ ¶ 646 00:35:58,824 --> 00:36:01,992 All right, we got to test it out. 647 00:36:05,430 --> 00:36:07,564 One beaver hide. 648 00:36:07,632 --> 00:36:10,000 Created a platter for it. 649 00:36:11,503 --> 00:36:13,770 A honking nice tail. 650 00:36:13,972 --> 00:36:17,773 So what we'll do is, we'll scrape this, 651 00:36:17,842 --> 00:36:19,775 and then we'll take off that meat, 652 00:36:19,844 --> 00:36:21,777 and just we'll make a nice meatball, 653 00:36:21,846 --> 00:36:24,447 season it up with salt, of course, 654 00:36:24,650 --> 00:36:27,250 and fry it up tonight. 655 00:36:27,319 --> 00:36:29,719 ¶ ¶ 656 00:36:29,788 --> 00:36:31,454 It's coming off nice. There we go. 657 00:36:31,523 --> 00:36:34,191 Really good run there. 658 00:36:34,393 --> 00:36:35,659 ¶ ¶ 659 00:36:35,861 --> 00:36:36,793 There's somebody out here tonight 660 00:36:36,862 --> 00:36:40,997 that would die for this scrap of meat. 661 00:36:41,199 --> 00:36:45,268 I bet they would love to have this hide to eat off of. 662 00:36:45,337 --> 00:36:49,739 ¶ ¶ 663 00:36:49,808 --> 00:36:50,807 I think I'm just gonna throw all this 664 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:52,742 in the pan and just fry it all up, 665 00:36:52,944 --> 00:36:57,280 'cause what else am I gonna do with it? 666 00:36:57,349 --> 00:37:00,883 ¶ ¶ 667 00:37:00,952 --> 00:37:04,954 So basically, roasting some fat down here. 668 00:37:05,023 --> 00:37:07,824 It's so funny that our population looked at fat 669 00:37:08,026 --> 00:37:12,028 in such a negative connotation for so long. 670 00:37:12,096 --> 00:37:16,766 Fat was the enemy. Low-fat food, no fat, low-fat, 671 00:37:16,968 --> 00:37:18,835 and it's, like, the most vital resource. 672 00:37:18,904 --> 00:37:23,239 Just crazy how we come up with this crap. 673 00:37:23,308 --> 00:37:27,177 ¶ ¶ 674 00:37:27,379 --> 00:37:28,445 Ta-da. 675 00:37:28,513 --> 00:37:32,448 Almost a half tin 676 00:37:32,517 --> 00:37:35,986 of amazing calories. 677 00:37:36,921 --> 00:37:39,990 Oh, man, look at that. That is a lot. 678 00:37:41,526 --> 00:37:44,661 That log is full. 679 00:37:44,863 --> 00:37:47,263 That's got to be-- I don't know. 680 00:37:47,332 --> 00:37:48,932 [chuckles] 681 00:37:49,134 --> 00:37:53,670 I've got to have at least 15,000 calories of fat, 682 00:37:53,738 --> 00:37:55,871 could be more, stored up here. 683 00:37:55,940 --> 00:38:00,477 So that plus any meat I get is my diet. 684 00:38:00,545 --> 00:38:02,278 I'm pretty stoked. 685 00:38:02,347 --> 00:38:08,985 ¶ ¶ 686 00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:16,759 It just bumped a grouse. 687 00:38:16,828 --> 00:38:19,629 Holy crap. He's gonna give me a shot. 688 00:38:19,831 --> 00:38:21,564 I've got so much beaver already, 689 00:38:21,633 --> 00:38:23,833 but I got to take the shot. 690 00:38:23,902 --> 00:38:25,835 Grouse is one of our favorite things 691 00:38:25,903 --> 00:38:27,636 to hunt back home with the dogs. 692 00:38:27,706 --> 00:38:28,838 The amount of meat on there 693 00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:31,975 that is berry-fed, tastes really good. 694 00:38:32,043 --> 00:38:35,111 There's no gaminess, and it is so tender. 695 00:38:35,180 --> 00:38:37,313 It's one of the best eating treats in these woods. 696 00:38:37,382 --> 00:38:43,319 ¶ ¶ 697 00:38:43,388 --> 00:38:45,254 Oh, just missed. 698 00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:47,190 ¶ ¶ 699 00:38:47,259 --> 00:38:49,258 Damn. 700 00:38:49,327 --> 00:38:53,329 ¶ ¶ 701 00:38:53,398 --> 00:38:54,998 [exhales deeply] 702 00:39:00,405 --> 00:39:03,006 Ah, [bleep]. 703 00:39:04,609 --> 00:39:06,276 Just couldn't get it done. 704 00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:08,411 0 for 2. 705 00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:09,812 Tree saved my ass. 706 00:39:09,881 --> 00:39:11,681 One's stuck into it, but it's a blunt. 707 00:39:11,883 --> 00:39:13,616 It'll fall out, and the other one 708 00:39:13,685 --> 00:39:16,286 dropped to the ground, and... 709 00:39:16,354 --> 00:39:18,487 ¶ ¶ 710 00:39:18,556 --> 00:39:20,290 The bird is still there. 711 00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:22,826 ¶ ¶ 712 00:39:22,894 --> 00:39:25,228 Maybe get one more shot at this guy. 713 00:39:25,297 --> 00:39:26,963 ¶ ¶ 714 00:39:27,031 --> 00:39:29,032 Shooting at grouse that are off the ground, 715 00:39:29,234 --> 00:39:32,034 you're dealing with this little internal anxiety. 716 00:39:32,104 --> 00:39:34,637 Anything goes astray, a deflection on a branch, 717 00:39:34,706 --> 00:39:37,039 you lose that arrow forever. 718 00:39:37,108 --> 00:39:38,708 I have no confidence issues with my shooting, 719 00:39:38,776 --> 00:39:40,977 but everyone has bad moments, 720 00:39:41,046 --> 00:39:44,314 so I'm not exempt to having a bad shot here. 721 00:39:44,382 --> 00:39:48,985 ¶ ¶ 722 00:40:05,403 --> 00:40:09,005 ¶ ¶ 723 00:40:13,411 --> 00:40:14,010 [exhales] 724 00:40:15,880 --> 00:40:18,014 That's when it counts right there. 725 00:40:20,552 --> 00:40:24,487 Yep, shot number three, 726 00:40:24,555 --> 00:40:26,756 but who's counting? 727 00:40:26,824 --> 00:40:29,993 This is survival. Beautiful bird. 728 00:40:30,896 --> 00:40:34,230 Thank you. May your spirit be free. 729 00:40:34,299 --> 00:40:41,637 ¶ ¶ 730 00:40:41,706 --> 00:40:42,838 Coming into this experience, 731 00:40:42,907 --> 00:40:46,109 I never dreamed in my wildest dream 732 00:40:46,177 --> 00:40:48,511 that I would be harvesting so much food per day, 733 00:40:48,580 --> 00:40:51,514 especially with my bow. 734 00:40:51,583 --> 00:40:52,915 Let's get some guts out. 735 00:40:52,984 --> 00:40:55,785 We may be able to salvage a few of the organs. 736 00:40:55,987 --> 00:40:58,521 Nor did I think it was even possible. 737 00:40:58,589 --> 00:40:59,922 Yeah, organs looks good. 738 00:40:59,991 --> 00:41:02,459 This land has just opened its arms to me 739 00:41:02,661 --> 00:41:04,059 and said, "Here you go." 740 00:41:04,128 --> 00:41:07,397 If you can shoot straight, you're gonna eat well, 741 00:41:07,599 --> 00:41:08,198 and I'm doing it. 742 00:41:08,400 --> 00:41:14,003 ¶ ¶ 743 00:41:17,409 --> 00:41:19,876 Looks so good. 744 00:41:19,945 --> 00:41:22,812 Trying to keep as much skin on as possible. 745 00:41:22,881 --> 00:41:24,613 The skin's too good, even though I have 746 00:41:24,682 --> 00:41:26,950 a boatload of fat over here. 747 00:41:27,018 --> 00:41:30,820 It's like a whole bowl of high-calorie frosting 748 00:41:30,889 --> 00:41:32,989 that won't kill you like frosting will. 749 00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:38,761 I'm gonna get some grouse, some organs. 750 00:41:38,830 --> 00:41:40,296 I think we're gonna cook up extra. 751 00:41:40,364 --> 00:41:47,637 ¶ ¶ 752 00:41:47,705 --> 00:41:49,238 Paint on some beaver grease. 753 00:41:49,307 --> 00:41:53,309 ¶ ¶ 754 00:41:53,378 --> 00:41:56,312 Mandatory. 755 00:41:56,381 --> 00:41:57,246 Grouse wing. 756 00:41:57,315 --> 00:42:02,252 ¶ ¶ 757 00:42:02,454 --> 00:42:03,186 To die for. 758 00:42:03,388 --> 00:42:08,124 ¶ ¶ 759 00:42:08,326 --> 00:42:09,659 Mmm. 760 00:42:09,727 --> 00:42:12,261 Crackling like popcorn shrimp. 761 00:42:12,330 --> 00:42:16,932 ¶ ¶ 762 00:42:17,001 --> 00:42:21,337 Oh, man, that fat bite exploded in my mouth. 763 00:42:21,539 --> 00:42:23,206 And that is it. 764 00:42:23,408 --> 00:42:30,013 ¶ ¶ 765 00:42:37,355 --> 00:42:43,426 ¶ ¶ 766 00:42:43,494 --> 00:42:45,561 - I overslept. 767 00:42:45,630 --> 00:42:47,363 The reason that I overslept 768 00:42:47,432 --> 00:42:50,432 is I was up... 769 00:42:50,501 --> 00:42:52,902 massaging my belly 770 00:42:52,970 --> 00:42:57,773 and trying to get a [bleep] out last night. 771 00:42:57,842 --> 00:43:03,012 Something is not right in my belly. 772 00:43:05,050 --> 00:43:06,983 I'm gonna eat some of these cranberries... 773 00:43:08,986 --> 00:43:10,987 And hope that settles things a little bit. 774 00:43:13,124 --> 00:43:15,257 I've thought of a few of the worst-case scenarios. 775 00:43:15,326 --> 00:43:18,461 ¶ ¶ 776 00:43:18,663 --> 00:43:21,263 Giardia, trichinosis... 777 00:43:21,332 --> 00:43:24,466 ¶ ¶ 778 00:43:24,535 --> 00:43:26,202 Salmonella, E. coli. 779 00:43:26,404 --> 00:43:28,538 ¶ ¶ 780 00:43:28,606 --> 00:43:30,206 Best-case scenario... 781 00:43:30,408 --> 00:43:33,543 ¶ ¶ 782 00:43:33,745 --> 00:43:35,944 My stomach's just [bleep] up 783 00:43:36,014 --> 00:43:40,283 from my diet being all over the place, and... 784 00:43:40,351 --> 00:43:42,685 ¶ ¶ 785 00:43:42,754 --> 00:43:45,221 I wake up tomorrow and feel fine. 786 00:43:45,290 --> 00:43:46,755 ¶ ¶ 787 00:43:46,824 --> 00:43:49,826 I'm going to stay inside today, 788 00:43:50,028 --> 00:43:52,295 whittle on my spoon for a little bit. 789 00:43:52,363 --> 00:43:58,701 ¶ ¶ 790 00:43:58,770 --> 00:44:01,504 So I've got two jobs that I love. 791 00:44:01,573 --> 00:44:04,307 I've got both my parents. 792 00:44:04,375 --> 00:44:05,908 ¶ ¶ 793 00:44:05,977 --> 00:44:08,311 Got everything a man could possibly want. 794 00:44:08,379 --> 00:44:09,645 ¶ ¶ 795 00:44:09,714 --> 00:44:11,980 Throw 500 grand in there, 796 00:44:12,050 --> 00:44:14,516 that can make other people's lives better. 797 00:44:14,585 --> 00:44:17,453 My mom needs new teeth. 798 00:44:17,522 --> 00:44:19,856 I want a homestead 799 00:44:20,058 --> 00:44:23,192 that's gonna be warm and comfortable and safe. 800 00:44:23,394 --> 00:44:25,661 ¶ ¶ 801 00:44:25,730 --> 00:44:28,263 I've got a really good life. 802 00:44:28,332 --> 00:44:30,599 ¶ ¶ 803 00:44:30,669 --> 00:44:32,468 I mean, like, it chokes me up. 804 00:44:32,537 --> 00:44:35,004 I'm just genuinely... 805 00:44:37,008 --> 00:44:42,011 So thankful for my life and everybody in it. 806 00:44:42,413 --> 00:44:49,986 ¶ ¶ 807 00:45:00,365 --> 00:45:03,833 It is... 808 00:45:03,901 --> 00:45:07,003 time for me to accept the fact that... 809 00:45:10,841 --> 00:45:15,011 I have some kind of gut parasite... 810 00:45:16,914 --> 00:45:21,517 Not indigestion or too many cranberries. 811 00:45:21,586 --> 00:45:27,523 [chuckles] It is--um, 812 00:45:27,592 --> 00:45:29,258 I think I've got giardia. 813 00:45:29,327 --> 00:45:35,998 ¶ ¶ 814 00:45:37,602 --> 00:45:40,203 So now the question is... 815 00:45:40,405 --> 00:45:43,606 ¶ ¶ 816 00:45:43,675 --> 00:45:46,209 How long can I live with it... 817 00:45:46,411 --> 00:45:48,878 ¶ ¶ 818 00:45:49,080 --> 00:45:52,881 And is there anything I can do to treat it? 819 00:45:52,950 --> 00:45:57,019 See how long we can deal with the symptoms. 820 00:45:57,088 --> 00:46:02,291 Maybe they will slowly start to abate on their own. 821 00:46:02,359 --> 00:46:03,893 ¶ ¶ 822 00:46:03,962 --> 00:46:07,229 Right now, it feels like they're getting worse. 823 00:46:07,298 --> 00:46:08,564 ¶ ¶ 824 00:46:08,633 --> 00:46:11,233 It's not a good situation. 825 00:46:11,302 --> 00:46:16,005 ¶ ¶ 826 00:46:20,511 --> 00:46:23,245 [dramatic music] 827 00:46:23,314 --> 00:46:26,015 ¶ ¶ 828 00:46:34,993 --> 00:46:36,993 - A little stomachache this morning, 829 00:46:37,061 --> 00:46:41,197 so we're gonna just ease into the day today. 830 00:46:41,399 --> 00:46:44,132 ¶ ¶ 831 00:46:44,202 --> 00:46:49,005 I just need time to retune my body with some qigong. 832 00:47:17,435 --> 00:47:20,002 [laughing] 833 00:47:28,579 --> 00:47:31,013 [continues laughing] 834 00:47:34,252 --> 00:47:36,986 Ahh. 835 00:47:39,324 --> 00:47:42,992 Ahh. 836 00:47:44,596 --> 00:47:45,995 Let's go find some yarrow. 837 00:47:47,331 --> 00:47:49,264 [belches] 838 00:47:49,333 --> 00:47:53,001 ¶ ¶ 839 00:47:53,070 --> 00:47:56,939 There's usually something along these banks here. 840 00:47:57,008 --> 00:48:02,879 I definitely ate a lot of moderately fresh fat 841 00:48:03,081 --> 00:48:05,815 and protein last night and probably overate. 842 00:48:06,017 --> 00:48:08,551 It was cooked thoroughly, but, man, 843 00:48:08,619 --> 00:48:10,286 I'm feeling it a little. 844 00:48:10,354 --> 00:48:16,959 ¶ ¶ 845 00:48:17,027 --> 00:48:18,827 I definitely think I'm a strong contender. 846 00:48:18,897 --> 00:48:21,497 I just don't see that many people having 847 00:48:21,566 --> 00:48:23,499 as many versatile skills 848 00:48:23,568 --> 00:48:25,234 or the will that I do. 849 00:48:25,303 --> 00:48:26,635 ¶ ¶ 850 00:48:26,704 --> 00:48:30,039 [belches] Oh, that was good. 851 00:48:30,108 --> 00:48:33,642 If I can't get this stomach thing under control, 852 00:48:33,711 --> 00:48:35,244 my productivity goes way down. 853 00:48:35,313 --> 00:48:37,446 ¶ ¶ 854 00:48:37,648 --> 00:48:39,114 Let's get a little rest. 855 00:48:39,183 --> 00:48:41,851 I think we're gonna focus on the health of the guts. 856 00:48:42,053 --> 00:48:43,719 It'll help the mind, and then we'll just 857 00:48:43,921 --> 00:48:45,521 start getting back to staying busy 858 00:48:45,589 --> 00:48:47,189 and moving forward. 859 00:48:47,392 --> 00:48:54,997 ¶ ¶ 860 00:49:03,408 --> 00:49:04,473 ¶ ¶ 861 00:49:04,542 --> 00:49:05,808 - I had a nice rest, 862 00:49:05,877 --> 00:49:09,611 so now we're gonna cruise up onto the hill 863 00:49:09,680 --> 00:49:12,948 and collect some birch bark, 864 00:49:13,017 --> 00:49:16,085 and then we'll make that into a tea tonight 865 00:49:16,153 --> 00:49:20,990 that will hopefully help with my intestinal issues. 866 00:49:21,426 --> 00:49:24,093 ¶ ¶ 867 00:49:24,161 --> 00:49:26,963 The challenge of getting sick in the wilderness 868 00:49:27,165 --> 00:49:31,767 is that you just don't know with any certainty 869 00:49:31,836 --> 00:49:34,236 what exactly is wrong with you. 870 00:49:34,305 --> 00:49:35,504 ¶ ¶ 871 00:49:35,573 --> 00:49:38,507 So what we're gonna do 872 00:49:38,576 --> 00:49:42,644 is harvest the inner bark 873 00:49:42,714 --> 00:49:44,780 off of the tree very carefully. 874 00:49:44,849 --> 00:49:47,916 Suddenly, that's a whole new level 875 00:49:47,985 --> 00:49:51,053 of self-reliance and a whole different set 876 00:49:51,122 --> 00:49:57,259 of skills that you have to depend upon to self-heal. 877 00:49:57,328 --> 00:49:58,394 ¶ ¶ 878 00:49:58,462 --> 00:50:03,466 So I won't go... 879 00:50:03,534 --> 00:50:06,802 too crazy on it... 880 00:50:06,871 --> 00:50:11,007 because A, I'm unsure of the dosage... 881 00:50:12,744 --> 00:50:16,012 And B, I'm unsure if it'll work. 882 00:50:17,081 --> 00:50:20,983 So we're gonna mosey on back to the house. 883 00:50:22,352 --> 00:50:28,991 ¶ ¶ 884 00:50:39,370 --> 00:50:41,003 - [groans] 885 00:50:43,307 --> 00:50:45,007 [sighs] 886 00:50:48,179 --> 00:50:53,015 Really, really not enjoying the punch to the guts. 887 00:50:54,585 --> 00:50:57,786 [belches] Oh, [bleep]. 888 00:50:57,855 --> 00:50:59,989 If I got to puke, I just hope I puke soon, 889 00:51:00,191 --> 00:51:03,192 'cause I'm getting frickin' sick of burping up stuff. 890 00:51:03,394 --> 00:51:04,794 ¶ ¶ 891 00:51:04,996 --> 00:51:07,730 Any foodborne illness that is present 892 00:51:07,932 --> 00:51:09,732 and affects us in modern society 893 00:51:09,934 --> 00:51:12,067 is available here in the woods, 894 00:51:12,136 --> 00:51:14,136 and it's magnified because you don't have soap, 895 00:51:14,338 --> 00:51:17,206 you don't have boiling water all the time to clean with. 896 00:51:17,408 --> 00:51:18,874 ¶ ¶ 897 00:51:18,942 --> 00:51:23,546 [belches] Oh, almost puked right there. 898 00:51:23,614 --> 00:51:25,214 Still feel like [bleep]. 899 00:51:25,416 --> 00:51:26,949 ¶ ¶ 900 00:51:27,151 --> 00:51:28,818 So when you're touching the hide of the beaver, 901 00:51:29,020 --> 00:51:30,886 you could also be touching your meat, 902 00:51:30,955 --> 00:51:32,621 you could also be touching a piece of fat 903 00:51:32,689 --> 00:51:34,756 that you then eat later... 904 00:51:34,826 --> 00:51:39,962 Don't eat suspect meat off the hide. 905 00:51:40,031 --> 00:51:42,498 So the risk of getting some foodborne illness 906 00:51:42,567 --> 00:51:43,832 is actually quite high 907 00:51:43,901 --> 00:51:46,969 and is amazingly hard to deal with. 908 00:51:47,171 --> 00:51:50,506 I think there's just still something in my stomach 909 00:51:50,575 --> 00:51:53,008 just isn't going through. 910 00:51:54,711 --> 00:51:56,011 Maybe tonight. We'll see. 911 00:52:00,384 --> 00:52:07,990 ¶ ¶ 912 00:52:16,400 --> 00:52:20,002 ¶ ¶ 913 00:52:20,071 --> 00:52:22,004 - Nice cup of tea, that'll make me feel better. 914 00:52:36,754 --> 00:52:38,988 Let's sit and rest for a minute. 915 00:52:41,292 --> 00:52:43,993 [sighs] 916 00:52:49,300 --> 00:52:51,100 ¶ ¶ 917 00:52:51,168 --> 00:52:55,837 My stomach feels better. The tea worked perfectly. 918 00:52:55,906 --> 00:52:59,841 Self-care day, that's what I need. 919 00:52:59,910 --> 00:53:02,244 I was worried that if it got worse 920 00:53:02,313 --> 00:53:05,247 and I couldn't hold food down that I might have to tap... 921 00:53:05,316 --> 00:53:05,848 ¶ ¶ 922 00:53:06,050 --> 00:53:08,450 Oh, I feel so much better. 923 00:53:08,519 --> 00:53:10,986 But whatever it is, 924 00:53:11,054 --> 00:53:12,921 it's feeling mitigated, and I'm managing it, 925 00:53:12,990 --> 00:53:15,191 and it's not gonna take me out of the game. 926 00:53:15,393 --> 00:53:22,998 ¶ ¶ 927 00:53:29,407 --> 00:53:32,807 ¶ ¶ 928 00:53:32,876 --> 00:53:35,144 - The good news is I'm still alive. 929 00:53:35,212 --> 00:53:39,881 Um, I'm still going through stomach cramps and chills, 930 00:53:39,950 --> 00:53:41,817 and feel like I got a pretty good fever. 931 00:53:41,886 --> 00:53:44,820 My eyes are burning up, and my whole body 932 00:53:45,022 --> 00:53:47,556 is actually burning up in the sleeping bag. 933 00:53:47,624 --> 00:53:49,758 Um, I still want to puke, 934 00:53:49,827 --> 00:53:52,494 but I can't get anything to come up, 935 00:53:52,563 --> 00:53:54,429 so it's just like this. 936 00:53:54,498 --> 00:53:57,899 I just feel stuck. 937 00:53:57,968 --> 00:53:59,701 And every time I think of that meat or fat, 938 00:53:59,770 --> 00:54:01,970 it just makes my guts turn over, 939 00:54:02,039 --> 00:54:06,508 so who knows if I got some on my hands and ate it 940 00:54:06,577 --> 00:54:07,976 or it just wasn't good, 941 00:54:08,045 --> 00:54:12,648 but may be hope that tomorrow is a new day, 942 00:54:12,716 --> 00:54:15,317 and maybe it just goes away, 943 00:54:15,386 --> 00:54:18,187 but we'll see. 944 00:54:18,389 --> 00:54:24,994 ¶ ¶ 945 00:54:29,399 --> 00:54:32,001 [retching] 946 00:54:35,339 --> 00:54:36,005 Ugh. 947 00:54:38,542 --> 00:54:40,275 Mother [bleep]. 948 00:54:40,344 --> 00:54:41,010 [retching] 949 00:54:47,418 --> 00:54:50,285 [dramatic music] 950 00:54:50,354 --> 00:54:57,993 ¶ ¶ 951 00:55:02,366 --> 00:55:04,499 [sighs] 952 00:55:04,568 --> 00:55:07,002 God, this [bleep] sucks. 953 00:55:10,241 --> 00:55:12,007 Oh. 954 00:55:13,977 --> 00:55:15,577 I don't know what the hell this beaver-- 955 00:55:15,646 --> 00:55:17,713 I got, like, beaver fever. 956 00:55:17,915 --> 00:55:19,982 Oh, that's right up in my stomach. 957 00:55:22,453 --> 00:55:25,187 Oh, holy [bleep]. 958 00:55:25,389 --> 00:55:32,995 ¶ ¶ 959 00:55:34,598 --> 00:55:36,398 Oh, I got to go again. 960 00:55:36,467 --> 00:55:38,266 [bleep] really? 961 00:55:38,335 --> 00:55:40,202 ¶ ¶ 962 00:55:40,271 --> 00:55:42,270 [groans] 963 00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:48,944 ¶ ¶ 964 00:55:49,146 --> 00:55:52,080 I've never had this kind of relentless turmoil 965 00:55:52,149 --> 00:55:56,685 in my stomach where I'm just both burping and excreting 966 00:55:56,887 --> 00:56:00,756 at the same-- all the time just-- 967 00:56:00,825 --> 00:56:02,557 and when it's not, it's just churning 968 00:56:02,626 --> 00:56:04,960 and gurgling and churning. 969 00:56:05,162 --> 00:56:08,630 I'm trying not to talk myself out of tomorrow yet, 970 00:56:08,699 --> 00:56:10,232 but I'm gonna go hit the can. 971 00:56:10,301 --> 00:56:18,006 ¶ ¶ 972 00:56:19,376 --> 00:56:20,175 [belches] 973 00:56:20,377 --> 00:56:22,010 [groans] 974 00:56:23,714 --> 00:56:27,583 It's frickin' almost morning. 975 00:56:27,651 --> 00:56:28,984 I haven't slept all night. 976 00:56:34,458 --> 00:56:35,524 And just nothing-- 977 00:56:35,726 --> 00:56:36,925 nothing getting better here. 978 00:56:36,994 --> 00:56:41,997 I just about lost the last of my bowels there, 979 00:56:42,065 --> 00:56:45,800 and I'm super stiff and can barely get around, 980 00:56:45,869 --> 00:56:50,606 so it's the end of the road for me. 981 00:56:50,808 --> 00:56:54,076 This is just [bleep] horrible. 982 00:56:54,278 --> 00:56:56,545 We're gonna go call it in and get some medical help. 983 00:56:56,613 --> 00:56:59,280 I am just miserable. 984 00:56:59,349 --> 00:57:00,682 ¶ ¶ 985 00:57:00,751 --> 00:57:02,284 I can't even sit in there anymore. 986 00:57:02,352 --> 00:57:03,819 ¶ ¶ 987 00:57:04,021 --> 00:57:06,955 Now I'm starting to fear just even being able 988 00:57:07,023 --> 00:57:12,294 to get out of here at all before I'm too shot. 989 00:57:12,362 --> 00:57:18,300 ¶ ¶ 990 00:57:18,369 --> 00:57:20,368 Oh, my God. 991 00:57:20,437 --> 00:57:23,238 Nasty, cold day. 992 00:57:23,306 --> 00:57:25,240 Oh. 993 00:57:25,309 --> 00:57:32,014 ¶ ¶ 994 00:57:38,856 --> 00:57:42,257 I got to see the seasons change. 995 00:57:42,326 --> 00:57:44,593 ¶ ¶ 996 00:57:44,661 --> 00:57:47,529 Embraced some serious good 997 00:57:47,597 --> 00:57:50,198 and some [bleep] bad. 998 00:57:50,267 --> 00:57:52,668 But... 999 00:57:52,870 --> 00:57:55,804 this is the end of the journey. 1000 00:57:55,872 --> 00:58:00,409 A great adventure I pretty much had, 1001 00:58:00,611 --> 00:58:02,611 and thankful for it, 1002 00:58:02,680 --> 00:58:05,414 but we got to get out of here. 1003 00:58:05,482 --> 00:58:06,214 [phone beeps] 1004 00:58:06,283 --> 00:58:08,216 [groans] 1005 00:58:08,285 --> 00:58:09,618 ¶ ¶ 1006 00:58:09,820 --> 00:58:12,621 Calling this [bleep] in. I'm over. 1007 00:58:12,689 --> 00:58:14,222 Good luck to everyone else. 1008 00:58:14,291 --> 00:58:15,424 ¶ ¶ 1009 00:58:15,492 --> 00:58:16,158 [phone beeping] 1010 00:58:16,360 --> 00:58:17,292 [groans] 1011 00:58:17,360 --> 00:58:22,230 ¶ ¶ 1012 00:58:22,299 --> 00:58:23,298 Oh. 1013 00:58:23,366 --> 00:58:26,768 ¶ ¶ 1014 00:58:26,836 --> 00:58:28,236 Hey, good morning. This is Benji. 1015 00:58:28,305 --> 00:58:30,706 ¶ ¶ 1016 00:58:30,908 --> 00:58:31,773 Yeah, I'm officially tapping out. 1017 00:58:31,976 --> 00:58:36,912 I've got no more. I'm wicked dehydrated. 1018 00:58:36,981 --> 00:58:38,380 - We'll be on our way as soon as we can. 1019 00:58:38,448 --> 00:58:40,248 - Thank you. 1020 00:58:40,317 --> 00:58:41,182 ¶ ¶ 1021 00:58:41,252 --> 00:58:42,184 Mother-- 1022 00:58:42,386 --> 00:58:45,120 ¶ ¶ 1023 00:58:45,322 --> 00:58:49,257 Oh, I did not think I was gonna ever have to make that call. 1024 00:58:49,326 --> 00:58:55,998 ¶ ¶ 1025 00:59:00,337 --> 00:59:02,204 [groans] 1026 00:59:02,406 --> 00:59:08,209 ¶ ¶ 1027 00:59:08,278 --> 00:59:09,277 Mm. 1028 00:59:09,346 --> 00:59:16,985 ¶ ¶ 1029 00:59:26,363 --> 00:59:33,001 ¶ ¶ 1030 00:59:42,646 --> 00:59:45,847 My guts are just destroyed. 1031 00:59:45,916 --> 00:59:48,316 I just can't stop going to the bathroom 1032 00:59:48,385 --> 00:59:49,918 and dry heaving. 1033 00:59:49,987 --> 00:59:52,988 I haven't been able to even barely get around. 1034 00:59:54,391 --> 00:59:55,991 Thank you. 1035 01:00:00,530 --> 01:00:03,197 Oh, that's better. 1036 01:00:03,266 --> 01:00:03,999 Oh. 1037 01:00:06,937 --> 01:00:08,737 Two days ago, I would have guaranteed you 1038 01:00:08,805 --> 01:00:11,873 I would have been the last person, 1039 01:00:12,076 --> 01:00:13,675 and then once this thing hit, it just-- 1040 01:00:13,743 --> 01:00:16,011 it's been a downward spiral. 1041 01:00:17,948 --> 01:00:19,681 But I guess that's a lot of life, you know? 1042 01:00:19,749 --> 01:00:22,817 You got to appreciate the ups, 1043 01:00:22,886 --> 01:00:23,619 'cause eventually you're gonna have downs, 1044 01:00:23,821 --> 01:00:25,753 and if you can't deal with that, 1045 01:00:25,822 --> 01:00:27,990 then you're never gonna do anything. 1046 01:00:30,694 --> 01:00:32,494 So I'm still glad I came out 1047 01:00:32,563 --> 01:00:35,830 and got the experience. 1048 01:00:35,899 --> 01:00:40,002 It's humbling, but I still learned a lot. 1049 01:00:41,371 --> 01:00:46,041 ¶ ¶ 1050 01:00:46,243 --> 01:00:47,976 You don't get what you want. You get what you need. 1051 01:00:48,044 --> 01:00:50,645 And I've said that enough times in my life, 1052 01:00:50,714 --> 01:00:53,315 and this is a perfect example. 1053 01:00:53,383 --> 01:00:54,783 ¶ ¶ 1054 01:00:54,852 --> 01:00:56,785 Figured the strength of my willpower 1055 01:00:56,854 --> 01:00:58,586 would get me through the worst thing, 1056 01:00:58,655 --> 01:01:01,255 and of course, it didn't. 1057 01:01:01,324 --> 01:01:01,923 ¶ ¶ 1058 01:01:02,126 --> 01:01:03,925 I got a little careless there. 1059 01:01:04,128 --> 01:01:06,528 I made some mistakes, and you get punished, 1060 01:01:06,596 --> 01:01:07,996 especially out here, 1061 01:01:08,064 --> 01:01:09,931 and you get punished in other areas of life 1062 01:01:10,134 --> 01:01:13,267 when you get careless and you make mistakes. 1063 01:01:13,336 --> 01:01:14,602 ¶ ¶ 1064 01:01:14,671 --> 01:01:16,004 Humility is a part of life 1065 01:01:16,072 --> 01:01:18,940 and how you handle it's the most important, 1066 01:01:19,009 --> 01:01:21,609 and I'm just gonna handle it the best I can 1067 01:01:21,679 --> 01:01:22,744 and move forward in my life 1068 01:01:22,946 --> 01:01:24,212 and learn from this experience. 1069 01:01:24,414 --> 01:01:30,552 ¶ ¶ 1070 01:01:30,620 --> 01:01:32,754 - Oh, there's the weasel. 1071 01:01:32,823 --> 01:01:34,956 That's mine. That's--no, that's mine! 1072 01:01:35,024 --> 01:01:37,892 - Around the bend is where the beaver dam is. 1073 01:01:37,961 --> 01:01:40,562 I'm getting thinner and getting weaker. 1074 01:01:40,630 --> 01:01:42,163 I got to get some food. 1075 01:01:42,232 --> 01:01:43,231 Oh. 1076 01:01:43,300 --> 01:01:46,568 ¶ ¶ 1077 01:01:46,637 --> 01:01:49,504 - My arrow landed in a tree. 1078 01:01:49,573 --> 01:01:51,707 It's about 20 feet up. 1079 01:01:51,909 --> 01:01:53,374 Might not be the smartest idea. 1080 01:01:53,444 --> 01:01:56,311 It's right there. 1081 01:01:56,379 --> 01:01:58,313 ¶ ¶ 1082 01:01:58,381 --> 01:01:59,247 [bleep] 1083 01:01:59,316 --> 01:02:01,983 ¶ ¶