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{\an8}This is what I'm eating
from this moose hide.
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{\an8}I like this experience,
but I wouldn't like it
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{\an8}to go forever and ever.
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{\an8}What the [bleep]?
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{\an8}Flinging arrows
at [bleep] squirrels.
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{\an8}What the [bleep] is happening
to me here?
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{\an8}My mind is breaking down.
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{\an8}Hands are tattered.
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{\an8}Body's broken.
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{\an8}Might be fighting
a losing battle no matter what.
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{\an8}No, no, no.
Come on.
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{\an8}Yeah!
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{\an8}This is the perfect example
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{\an8}of how much of a mental game
this thing is.
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{\an8}Yes!
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{\an8}I'm realising that I'm winding
myself down mentally,
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{\an8}and that's affecting me
physically.
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{\an8}It's not over
until it's actually over, dude.
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{\an8}Yes!
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{\an8}It's day 80!
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{\an8}Whoop, whoop, whoop, whoop!
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Let's take it back to the '80s.
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We got the sprinkler.
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Lawn mower.
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The bus driver.
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Hey-yo, hey-yo.
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And the cowboy.
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Day 80!
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Yeah.
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And...
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♪ Oonse-oonse-oonse-oonse
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Rocking my Kie hat.
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Kie's wolf hat.
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{\an8}Yeah, I know she'll be thinking
about today.
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{\an8}Good vibes going around.
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{\an8}Ah.
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{\an8}Let's see if I can land some
fish out of the gillnet.
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{\an8}Whoop, whoop!
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Kie as support
has just been incredible,
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one of my best friends,
basically family to me.
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And to join her at 80 days
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and to kind of get
some sort of glimpse
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into what her experience
actually means,
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I feel really, really honoured.
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It's always optimistic when
I come out and have a look,
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and you can see
with the gillnet,
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and you can see there's, like,
that dark patch there
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where there's no ice
that's formed.
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Kind of tells me
that there might be
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some movement... about.
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Going through this journey,
it's really cemented in myself
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like, this is
what I want to do...
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All right.
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Got to break away... the ice.
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Finding ways to be able
to help facilitate people
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with the land and being
an outdoor advocate
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and finding that balance
between the natural world
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and the modern world.
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Come on.
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Stop, stop, stop,
stop, stop, stop, stop.
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Chill.
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Jeez, jeez.
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Hold up, hold up, hold up.
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Come on.
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Come on, come on,
come on, come on.
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Yeah.
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Inconnu.
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Phew.
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Yes.
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And it's not
about people coming out
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and doing 80 days solo
in the wilderness.
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It's just about people
having that same relationship
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that I do with the land.
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Dispatch it.
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Day 80, inconnu.
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Whoo-hoo!
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Mwah!
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Thank you.
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Thank you!
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Hoo, hoo, yeah!
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{\an8}Inconnu for dinner.
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So it's, like, sort of coming
down a little bit,
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you know, coming down
off the high
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of the 80.
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And...
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you know, it's those, like...
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it's those times where you
kind of come down
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where you need to sort of
be able to regroup
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and refocus and think about,
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all right,
what's next to move forward?
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Like, celebrate, absolutely,
but just also just know, like,
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I'm eating one fish a day.
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{\an8}So it's not going
to sustain me much longer.
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{\an8}And so just not getting
wrapped up in that too much
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{\an8}and just focusing on...
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you know, the next thing.
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You know, not quit
because I'm tired.
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Like, none of it's...
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Individually, none of it's
really difficult, but...
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The cumulative, it's...
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It builds up.
It's tough.
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{\an8}I want to show you
something.
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{\an8}I don't know if you can see
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{\an8}this mist cloud.
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There are mountains.
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And they have some sun.
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And that's pretty much it.
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I won't see sun again...
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{\an8}as long as I'm here.
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{\an8}Quite soon, there will be
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{\an8}complete darkness all the time.
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{\an8}Quite sad moment again.
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Okay, I'm going
to check snares.
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I know that days
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where I will be still able
to see sun
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are very, very few now.
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It's getting worse
and worse here down.
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In couple of days,
sun won't rise anymore.
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So I'm very close
to the polar night.
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I see a lot of new footprints.
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I was preparing before,
but to be honest,
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I don't know how it will feel
to be without sun
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for I don't know how long.
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I imagine that to be
in complete darkness,
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that might be very depressing.
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Damn.
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It was the fox walking here.
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Crazy.
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So I really hope
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I will have enough
of activities
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in my shelter
to keep my mind busy
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and not to go
in this depressive mode.
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Wait.
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Where is the snare?
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Where is this [bleep]?
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This animal managed to
get away with a snare.
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How is this possible?
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[bleep] damn it.
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I could have the predator,
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probably the fox.
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But...
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obviously it got snared
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and managed to get away.
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There's a sign of the wire.
The wire was with it.
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Damn it.
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I could have a fox now...
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if I would tie it more strong.
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But now I don't see
the signs of wire anymore.
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Go back...
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because my toes--they feel cold.
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This is probably
the coldest day
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I have ever had,
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and my toe feels numb,
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which is a bad sign.
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[bleep].
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My toes are numb.
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I keep on moving them,
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but I can still feel
a bit of numbness.
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I'm starting to get a bit
afraid to get frostnip.
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Frostnip is actually
the first stage
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towards frostbite.
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If it goes
in very severe condition,
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{\an8}you can actually lose toes.
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{\an8}This will lead to tap-out
in the end.
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Really, I think
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that in survival aspect now,
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it's the best to stay warm,
mostly in the shelter,
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and mentally, I mean,
staying sane...
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which is sad.
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It's, for me, a bit difficult
to comprehend
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that this is really happening.
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I don't know how this
will impact me mentally.
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I don't like this strategy.
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I would like to be outside
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and do, like, tons
of different things.
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But maybe today's day
was a nice warning
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that especially
with this toe now...
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that, Ziga, mm,
if you want to stay long...
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You have to take care
of yourself.
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{\an8}What's up, guys?
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{\an8}Just got back
from the trapline.
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{\an8}It is damn cold.
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Oh, my hands are
going to freeze off.
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We got one bunny, but, like,
the bunnies I've been getting,
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I've had to just take
the snare off the tree,
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because my hands are too cold
to get it off its neck.
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Sometimes you have to fight
with it a bit.
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And, yeah, so it was a struggle
this morning.
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We're burning through
the firewood like crazy,
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so I have to, like...
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I have to get two trees
done today no matter what.
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And that's just gonna be rinse
and repeat, rinse and repeat.
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The cold temperatures
are here to stay now,
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and this is unbearable almost.
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I have to warm up
my toes after this.
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I can get the fire
going quite easy,
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but the mud's
starting to crack.
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I'm starting to see
pinholes everywhere.
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I feel a breeze
coming through.
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Took me a couple hours
to do two trees.
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I have an issue
with my fireplace.
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Put a big hole right here.
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I'm going to stack...
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These big timbers like so.
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I'm just going to pack snow
and ice in there.
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So my plan is,
I'll boil water,
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put snow in my pot
to make a slush pit,
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and then I'm going to patch
all my holes with ice.
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So this will be the glue.
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It'll close all the holes,
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and I'm just going to make
this thing an icebox.
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So the bricks
and mortar--it's...
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snow and timbers.
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It is any day now
that somebody can win.
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It could be tomorrow,
the next day,
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or it could be
a month from now.
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Like, there might be
five people left,
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so I got to prepare.
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No rest for the wicked.
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Once that freezes...
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She ain't going nowheres.
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No more hole.
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I put a lot into this.
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My body's pretty beat up.
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The feeling's not
the same anymore
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in my feet or hands.
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Don't want to risk frostbite
or anything, so I came inside.
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Try to get these feet warm.
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It's going to get colder.
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I'm going to bitch
and complain.
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Ripping the heat in here now.
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It's working.
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But I don't want
to get it too warm
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and melt all the ice chunks.
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But guess what.
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We're not quitting yet.
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It's, like, I hate the wind.
Now I hate the cold.
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Like, what does
this guy even want?
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I want to go home.
That's what I want.
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This has been an adventure,
a hard one, mentally,
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physically, and emotionally,
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and I'm about ready
for it to be done.
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But only if it's for a W.
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{\an8}Okay.
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So down there...
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bed.
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And then I rotate up,
a little bit on top,
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and it's just ice.
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Ice, ice, ice.
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There's a little of what
my shelter looks like.
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And from the inside...
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just completely iced up.
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Need more heat fire.
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It's like,
no, you need to think
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of the weather window now.
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So I'm going
to the gillnet now
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whilst there's
still light outside
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and do all that
sort of stuff, so...
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My home that I love
is changing a little bit now
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with the relationship,
and it's doing its job.
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00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:55,940
As soon as you're up
out of the bag, you know,
262
00:16:56,040 --> 00:16:58,860
there's, like, a race to go
back into the sleeping bag.
263
00:16:58,960 --> 00:17:01,180
I can't help but think,
like, at this stage,
264
00:17:01,280 --> 00:17:03,140
we're getting to the end.
265
00:17:03,240 --> 00:17:05,980
And as each day goes by,
266
00:17:06,080 --> 00:17:08,500
like, the possibility
of actually winning this,
267
00:17:08,600 --> 00:17:11,140
yeah, starts to become
more and more real.
268
00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:15,740
And it's hard, because
looking historically
269
00:17:15,840 --> 00:17:17,220
at the other seasons,
270
00:17:17,320 --> 00:17:18,980
I could have actually won
by now.
271
00:17:19,080 --> 00:17:21,260
{\an8}And, yeah, you start
to fantasise about that
272
00:17:21,360 --> 00:17:23,340
{\an8}and think about, like,
what does that mean?
273
00:17:23,440 --> 00:17:26,340
{\an8}And the idea of having
an Australian to come
274
00:17:26,440 --> 00:17:30,340
to the Arctic and to win
the world championship
275
00:17:30,440 --> 00:17:33,100
is just--
like, what a statement.
276
00:17:36,200 --> 00:17:37,660
That gets me really excited
and gives me
277
00:17:37,760 --> 00:17:39,340
a lot of motivation
to continue.
278
00:17:39,440 --> 00:17:42,140
And every day that ticks by...
279
00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:46,660
That possibility
becomes more and more real.
280
00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:50,140
But, also, I try not to get
too carried away with it,
281
00:17:50,240 --> 00:17:52,700
because there's still
a lot of work to be done
282
00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:55,260
and it really can still be
a really long season.
283
00:17:55,360 --> 00:17:57,140
So it's exciting,
284
00:17:57,240 --> 00:17:59,860
but not getting
too carried away with it.
285
00:18:01,440 --> 00:18:03,300
Oh, we got a fish.
286
00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:05,400
Let's see
if we can get her out.
287
00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:11,420
Whoa!
288
00:18:11,520 --> 00:18:13,420
That is huge.
289
00:18:13,520 --> 00:18:16,300
Holy crap.
290
00:18:19,400 --> 00:18:23,180
{\an8}Look at the size of this guy.
291
00:18:23,280 --> 00:18:25,460
{\an8}That is the biggest fish
I've ever caught.
292
00:18:27,120 --> 00:18:29,940
Huge pike.
293
00:18:30,040 --> 00:18:32,040
Big, full belly.
294
00:18:34,080 --> 00:18:36,020
It's already frozen.
295
00:18:36,120 --> 00:18:38,260
How am I going to do this?
296
00:18:40,200 --> 00:18:42,300
I'm going to break
a hole again.
297
00:18:42,400 --> 00:18:46,100
I definitely have food
up to 91.
298
00:18:46,200 --> 00:18:49,380
Jeez, that is so cold.
299
00:18:50,800 --> 00:18:52,860
But it's so much different
300
00:18:52,960 --> 00:18:55,700
when you don't have,
like, a sanctuary,
301
00:18:55,800 --> 00:18:58,660
a place to retreat to
when it's really cold
302
00:18:58,760 --> 00:19:01,380
and you're just out
in the elements.
303
00:19:05,320 --> 00:19:08,140
Trying to scale a fish
when the fish is freezing
304
00:19:08,240 --> 00:19:10,420
and trying to manage
your hands...
305
00:19:12,040 --> 00:19:15,820
Just makes things
really difficult.
306
00:19:15,920 --> 00:19:18,700
Yes, we got roe.
307
00:19:18,800 --> 00:19:22,100
{\an8}Oh, hard on the hands.
308
00:19:22,200 --> 00:19:23,660
{\an8}Hard on the hands.
309
00:19:26,720 --> 00:19:28,740
{\an8}She's done.
310
00:19:28,840 --> 00:19:30,700
{\an8}I just got to get back
and warm up.
311
00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:39,220
{\an8}You know, I was thinking
about this before.
312
00:19:39,320 --> 00:19:41,300
{\an8}Out of a 24-hour period,
313
00:19:41,400 --> 00:19:44,780
I spend about 16 hours of that
314
00:19:44,880 --> 00:19:48,580
lying down in my sleeping bag,
pretty much warm.
315
00:19:48,680 --> 00:19:53,340
So that leaves 8 hours
I'm vertical.
316
00:19:53,440 --> 00:19:57,180
My moving around
is getting water,
317
00:19:57,280 --> 00:20:01,180
getting firewood at the point,
putting food in my pot.
318
00:20:01,280 --> 00:20:05,300
I'm eating
three full pots a day,
319
00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:07,300
along with the liquid,
320
00:20:07,400 --> 00:20:09,340
so I'm hydrated as well.
321
00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:14,460
Yet at the end of the day...
322
00:20:15,840 --> 00:20:17,700
I'm exhausted.
323
00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:21,140
Now, I'm not a doctor...
324
00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:26,140
But that doesn't add up.
325
00:20:26,240 --> 00:20:30,020
Pay attention to that,
because that can become...
326
00:20:31,440 --> 00:20:33,300
A big red flag.
327
00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:36,300
And, like, if you collapse
out here,
328
00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:38,140
particularly when it's cold--
329
00:20:38,240 --> 00:20:40,060
even when it's not super cold--
if you collapse out here...
330
00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:45,820
It can be fatal.
331
00:21:09,240 --> 00:21:10,620
{\an8}Hello, everybody.
332
00:21:10,720 --> 00:21:14,220
{\an8}We will have an interview
with Mr. Moose.
333
00:21:14,320 --> 00:21:17,140
So let's see how this guy
is doing here.
334
00:21:17,240 --> 00:21:18,980
Hello, Mr. Moose.
335
00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:24,180
How are you dealing
with all this cold up here?
336
00:21:24,280 --> 00:21:27,020
Oh, come on, it's just
the beginning of December.
337
00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:29,780
Wait for January.
338
00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:31,100
"January"?
339
00:21:31,200 --> 00:21:33,640
Oh, yeah, then it's cold.
340
00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:42,660
For me, it's totally fine.
341
00:21:42,760 --> 00:21:45,340
This is why I have the fur,
you know, to protect me
342
00:21:45,440 --> 00:21:47,860
from all this cold weather.
343
00:21:47,960 --> 00:21:49,940
Okay.
344
00:21:50,040 --> 00:21:51,700
Thank you, Mr. Moose.
345
00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:56,000
Stupid moose.
346
00:21:59,800 --> 00:22:01,940
With this long night,
347
00:22:02,040 --> 00:22:05,900
I think I entered
the third phase of survival.
348
00:22:07,120 --> 00:22:08,700
Look at this guy.
349
00:22:09,920 --> 00:22:12,700
This bird is just, like,
a few centimetres
350
00:22:12,800 --> 00:22:14,860
from my finger...
351
00:22:14,960 --> 00:22:17,540
feeding on my fat.
352
00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:20,000
I think you had enough, buddy.
353
00:22:28,120 --> 00:22:30,940
Okay, guys, I will
just do everything
354
00:22:31,040 --> 00:22:34,980
that is needed outside
and go back to the shelter.
355
00:22:35,080 --> 00:22:37,060
Just survive...
356
00:22:37,160 --> 00:22:39,580
a couple of more days
357
00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:41,260
or weeks, hopefully.
358
00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:44,260
Damn.
359
00:22:44,360 --> 00:22:48,860
After day 40 and snow and ice,
things calmed down a bit,
360
00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:52,060
but still there was
a lot of things to do.
361
00:22:52,160 --> 00:22:55,020
But now the third phase
of survival
362
00:22:55,120 --> 00:22:58,540
is pretty much
staying alive...
363
00:22:58,640 --> 00:23:01,580
especially with this frostnip.
364
00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:04,820
And, also, I have
a lot of time to think,
365
00:23:04,920 --> 00:23:08,220
and I'm thinking a lot
about my life,
366
00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:11,780
about who I am,
and what is important for me.
367
00:23:11,880 --> 00:23:14,780
And I think that this phase
368
00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:16,580
is actually
the most important one
369
00:23:16,680 --> 00:23:19,340
for my personal growth.
370
00:23:31,120 --> 00:23:33,500
So this is a dog.
371
00:23:33,600 --> 00:23:35,620
I mean, it won't look
like this one.
372
00:23:35,720 --> 00:23:37,260
This is the first one
373
00:23:37,360 --> 00:23:40,260
that I tried to make.
374
00:23:40,360 --> 00:23:42,360
Um...
375
00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:47,740
It's more like prototype.
376
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:49,860
And now I know how to make it,
377
00:23:49,960 --> 00:23:52,580
and, of course,
I'll just make another one.
378
00:23:52,680 --> 00:23:55,340
So...
379
00:23:55,440 --> 00:23:57,460
it's going to be for my son.
380
00:24:02,120 --> 00:24:06,460
I'm glad I entered this
third phase relatively late,
381
00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:09,460
because otherwise
I would get insane.
382
00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:12,020
I was thinking, oh, I don't
want to be a guy like that,
383
00:24:12,120 --> 00:24:14,740
you know, staying
in the shelter, but...
384
00:24:14,840 --> 00:24:18,540
pretty much almost everybody
did it in the end.
385
00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:21,260
{\an8}I know that this guy
in Patagonia,
386
00:24:21,360 --> 00:24:25,620
{\an8}he was carving
a lot in the shelter.
387
00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:29,100
{\an8}Sam and Juan Pablo--they were
pretty much in the shelter
388
00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:31,660
{\an8}as much as possible.
389
00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:35,260
{\an8}That's a bit more easy
to start now.
390
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:41,060
It's really hard
keeping my mind occupied.
391
00:24:41,160 --> 00:24:44,500
If I stop now, I can go back,
have my job,
392
00:24:44,600 --> 00:24:47,300
and be back with my family.
393
00:24:47,400 --> 00:24:49,980
If I decide not to stop
no matter what,
394
00:24:50,080 --> 00:24:51,620
this can easily go
395
00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:55,860
over day 120 and more.
396
00:24:55,960 --> 00:24:59,740
Normally, these things last
around 80 days,
397
00:24:59,840 --> 00:25:03,020
but maybe there
is another guy who says,
398
00:25:03,120 --> 00:25:04,980
no matter what,
I'm not giving up.
399
00:25:08,080 --> 00:25:11,780
If I tap out now, I would be
still proud of myself.
400
00:25:11,880 --> 00:25:14,980
If I continue,
I would be missing Bor
401
00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:19,260
{\an8}for a very long time and
missing important milestones.
402
00:25:19,360 --> 00:25:21,940
{\an8}So, yeah, I'm risking a lot.
403
00:25:23,800 --> 00:25:24,900
Okay.
404
00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:29,900
A bit better version.
405
00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:32,620
Won't be perfect, but...
406
00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:35,740
it might look a bit more
like a dog
407
00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:37,840
than the previous one...
408
00:25:42,720 --> 00:25:44,720
Hopefully.
409
00:25:46,560 --> 00:25:50,860
Okay, I'm ready
to go to sleep now.
410
00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:05,700
I've had quite bad dreams
411
00:26:05,800 --> 00:26:07,900
getting out
of this competition
412
00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:11,460
because of this toe numbness.
413
00:26:11,560 --> 00:26:14,420
Can be frostbite or frostnip.
414
00:26:16,080 --> 00:26:18,220
But still,
because of the numbness,
415
00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:20,140
I believe it's frostnip.
416
00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:24,300
Damn it.
417
00:26:24,400 --> 00:26:27,900
{\an8}The problem is that these
things usually just get worse.
418
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:34,860
{\an8}So I have to be extremely
careful what I'm doing.
419
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:38,860
Otherwise, I am [bleep].
420
00:26:52,560 --> 00:26:54,560
{\an8}What's up, guys?
421
00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:57,820
{\an8}It's amazing how soft we get
422
00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:00,100
{\an8}because of, like,
our accessibility
423
00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:03,780
{\an8}to food and stuff.
424
00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:05,660
When you don't have it, man,
you want it,
425
00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:07,420
and you'll eat every--
426
00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:12,180
I'm eating ribs, back, bone...
427
00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:14,940
eating the whole bunny now.
428
00:27:15,040 --> 00:27:18,040
I need the nutrients, man.
I need to win this.
429
00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:23,180
If you would gave me this
90 days ago and said drink up,
430
00:27:23,280 --> 00:27:25,400
I'd have told you
to go eff yourself.
431
00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:31,860
Damn, man.
432
00:27:31,960 --> 00:27:33,980
My hands--
433
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:38,340
there's a cut or burn
on each and every finger.
434
00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:40,100
I've put my body on the line.
435
00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:43,140
I've ran this meat wagon
damn near to the ground.
436
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:46,200
I've only eaten bunnies
for about 50 days.
437
00:27:48,440 --> 00:27:53,340
And we're ready
to pack it in, but...
438
00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:55,760
only for the win, man.
439
00:27:57,600 --> 00:27:59,860
Throw the jacket on,
440
00:27:59,960 --> 00:28:03,180
get in my sleeping bag,
warm up.
441
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:08,580
I think I'm hard on myself
when I don't win.
442
00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:13,420
And in a game like this
with such high stakes,
443
00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:15,940
the pressure I put on myself
might have affected me
444
00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:18,340
in the early days big-time.
445
00:28:20,280 --> 00:28:22,500
Oh, [bleep].
446
00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,980
This morning my zipper broke
on my sleeping bag,
447
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:30,580
and my boot fell off the...
448
00:28:30,680 --> 00:28:32,260
off the woodpile
449
00:28:32,360 --> 00:28:34,980
into my water dish--
my boot liner.
450
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:37,500
So it is...
451
00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:40,300
a block of ice.
452
00:28:40,400 --> 00:28:42,820
Out here in the darkness,
453
00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:45,740
I can't escape from my mind.
454
00:28:45,840 --> 00:28:47,340
The rushing with the shelter--
455
00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:50,300
I didn't step back
and look at the design.
456
00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:53,620
With the moose,
I might have rushed the shot.
457
00:28:53,720 --> 00:28:55,380
There's so many things
I could have done
458
00:28:55,480 --> 00:28:57,860
to give myself
a better chance.
459
00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:01,700
Oh, man, my feet are numb.
460
00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:06,780
But we're going to battle.
461
00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:12,540
I believe David Booth is left,
462
00:29:12,640 --> 00:29:14,960
and he said he only wants
to make it till 84.
463
00:29:17,920 --> 00:29:21,140
So if he makes it to 84
and I make it to 85,
464
00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:23,240
I'm the winner.
465
00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:27,240
{\an8}Oh, I hope he quits.
466
00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:31,940
I'm in trouble.
467
00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:33,700
My zipper broke
on my sleeping bag.
468
00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:36,940
Like, I'm screwed.
469
00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:38,420
I might not--
470
00:29:38,520 --> 00:29:40,940
I need that boot to...
471
00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:44,780
dry out
so I can even cut firewood.
472
00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:46,780
Everything's breaking.
473
00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:49,660
We're trying not to break,
though, but...
474
00:29:49,760 --> 00:29:51,380
she's getting hard.
475
00:29:53,880 --> 00:29:56,340
Can't complain about it.
476
00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:58,140
Nobody's here to complain to.
477
00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:01,700
{\an8}And it's like, I'm not out,
478
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:05,340
{\an8}so it's not like I'm, like,
crying because I'm done.
479
00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:09,300
{\an8}But it's like, come on,
why are you fighting me?
480
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:10,940
{\an8}You're so close.
481
00:30:11,040 --> 00:30:13,420
{\an8}Like, I can see
the finish line, man.
482
00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:18,940
{\an8}And then everything
starts collapsing.
483
00:30:20,880 --> 00:30:22,620
{\an8}It's like, I got food.
484
00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:25,620
{\an8}I got water.
I got a shelter.
485
00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:28,580
{\an8}I just need my equipment
to hold up.
486
00:30:28,680 --> 00:30:30,420
{\an8}I'll do the work.
487
00:30:31,840 --> 00:30:34,340
{\an8}What I did to deserve this?
488
00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:37,660
{\an8}Why are you testing me so hard?
489
00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:39,460
{\an8}Oh, damn.
490
00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:44,100
{\an8}I'm going
to [bleep] show you, though.
491
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:46,860
I didn't do all this
for so long
492
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:50,100
to go home without a win.
493
00:30:50,200 --> 00:30:52,500
Like, people will say, oh,
it's not that big of a deal.
494
00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:54,140
It's just a TV show.
495
00:30:54,240 --> 00:30:56,660
You know, it's just 500 grand.
496
00:30:56,760 --> 00:30:58,820
It's not like--
Who cares? Life goes on.
497
00:30:58,920 --> 00:31:01,860
It's like, yeah, for you.
498
00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:06,900
This is--I want this.
499
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:08,420
This is a goal of mine.
500
00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:10,520
This is something
I want to achieve.
501
00:31:15,080 --> 00:31:17,620
It's what I do.
502
00:31:17,720 --> 00:31:20,220
I create the problem,
503
00:31:20,320 --> 00:31:22,700
and then I somehow usually try
to fix it.
504
00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:45,620
To 12 weeks.
505
00:31:45,720 --> 00:31:48,100
{\an8}Cheers, everyone.
506
00:31:48,200 --> 00:31:51,100
{\an8}And cheers,
whoever's still out here.
507
00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:53,200
{\an8}Solid effort.
508
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:57,020
{\an8}Ahh.
509
00:31:57,120 --> 00:31:59,120
{\an8}Good work.
510
00:32:01,360 --> 00:32:03,900
Hope you guys are having fun...
511
00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:05,780
and enjoying it...
512
00:32:05,880 --> 00:32:07,980
soaking it in.
513
00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:10,180
Not long now.
514
00:32:10,280 --> 00:32:12,280
Definitely closing stages.
515
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:15,980
Could be, yeah...
516
00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:18,080
final episode.
517
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:22,940
Hope you've enjoyed this season
518
00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:25,580
of "Alone" U.S.,
519
00:32:25,680 --> 00:32:30,160
season 13,
Arctic World Championships.
520
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:34,320
It's been quite a show.
521
00:32:36,160 --> 00:32:38,140
I'm thinking it might be nice
522
00:32:38,240 --> 00:32:43,100
to actually go for a walk
on Lake Learning.
523
00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:46,140
Might be a good way to
celebrate 12 weeks, I think.
524
00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:57,140
It's been
a really long time out here,
525
00:32:57,240 --> 00:33:00,980
and I was hopeful that
the person I was at the start
526
00:33:01,080 --> 00:33:05,180
compared to who I would grow
into at the end of this
527
00:33:05,280 --> 00:33:07,260
would be something
that would continue
528
00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:09,100
through the rest of my life.
529
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:12,260
This lake is so special.
530
00:33:12,360 --> 00:33:16,180
I want to go out and greet her
and walk on her surface
531
00:33:16,280 --> 00:33:18,660
and just...
532
00:33:18,760 --> 00:33:20,100
take it all in.
533
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:23,700
Now that I've been out here,
534
00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:26,140
I'll be forever changed
for the better
535
00:33:26,240 --> 00:33:28,900
because of this experience.
536
00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:32,180
I've received
exactly what I want and more.
537
00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:34,020
Magical.
538
00:33:53,320 --> 00:33:55,300
Through my whole
entire journey,
539
00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:58,340
it's never crossed my mind
to tap out.
540
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:02,220
But just the everyday effort
of getting up,
541
00:34:02,320 --> 00:34:06,220
walking around,
eating, getting water--
542
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:08,540
I'm doing very minimal
physical work,
543
00:34:08,640 --> 00:34:13,100
and I'm eating quite a lot,
yet I'm absolutely exhausted.
544
00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:16,220
I don't need more fish.
545
00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:18,420
I don't need
more snowshoe hare.
546
00:34:18,520 --> 00:34:20,900
I need other things
that I can't get out here,
547
00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:24,340
and my body is starting
to give me the signs that,
548
00:34:24,440 --> 00:34:27,380
hey, Nero,
you're still in a safe area,
549
00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:29,820
but you're coming to the end.
550
00:34:50,200 --> 00:34:53,700
{\an8}Oof,
another cold start...
551
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:55,500
{\an8}to the day.
552
00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:58,220
{\an8}Yeah, I can still be safe
within this area, this zone,
553
00:34:58,320 --> 00:35:02,500
{\an8}but that zone's slowly
been shrinking over time.
554
00:35:04,120 --> 00:35:06,660
Now that I'm really close
to the end,
555
00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:09,220
I know that there's
a possibility
556
00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:11,780
that I could win this.
557
00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:14,260
Also there's a possibility
that I could just be
558
00:35:14,360 --> 00:35:15,740
up against someone
who's just--
559
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:17,740
they got, like, 120 days set
in mind,
560
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:20,060
and they're not going
anywhere.
561
00:35:20,160 --> 00:35:23,340
I don't want
to redline physically.
562
00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:25,900
I don't want to push
past the limit where...
563
00:35:27,480 --> 00:35:29,740
Something breaks...
564
00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:33,660
whether that's physically,
mentally, or emotionally.
565
00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:36,300
I'm not going to go that far.
566
00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:38,340
It's really important
567
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:41,060
that I leave on my own terms.
568
00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:44,340
Hmm.
569
00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:49,860
What's kept me here
for a long time now
570
00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:52,260
has been to be able to share
571
00:35:52,360 --> 00:35:54,340
my learnings
from this experience
572
00:35:54,440 --> 00:35:56,020
to my son.
573
00:35:56,120 --> 00:35:58,420
And I've done that.
574
00:35:58,520 --> 00:36:00,220
I've shared it all...
575
00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:02,140
All right.
576
00:36:02,240 --> 00:36:05,380
In a beautiful,
wholesome, complete way.
577
00:36:07,240 --> 00:36:08,980
And, yeah, absolutely.
578
00:36:09,080 --> 00:36:12,140
I'd love for my wife
to come to the Arctic.
579
00:36:12,240 --> 00:36:15,980
But I also know, like,
she just wants me to be okay,
580
00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:17,620
to follow my intuition...
581
00:36:17,720 --> 00:36:21,140
Gillnet era done.
582
00:36:21,240 --> 00:36:23,980
And me being here
583
00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:27,340
doesn't serve anyone anymore
584
00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:30,820
other than a title
and winning.
585
00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:36,660
I just--I'm ready
to see my family.
586
00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:39,380
Life is a communal thing,
and...
587
00:36:41,240 --> 00:36:43,380
Yeah, it's meant to be spent...
588
00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:47,060
With each other.
589
00:36:49,280 --> 00:36:51,860
So happy with the whole
entire journey.
590
00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:55,340
Honestly, I wouldn't change
any of it.
591
00:36:56,960 --> 00:36:58,620
When you know, you know.
592
00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:07,340
Hey, this is Nero.
593
00:37:07,440 --> 00:37:09,660
I'm officially tapping out.
594
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:18,460
It is day 85,
595
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:22,220
and it's the first day
596
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:25,220
of the next chapter of my life.
597
00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:27,460
I'm ready.
598
00:37:44,920 --> 00:37:47,460
Hey, hey.
599
00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:50,700
Big thing for me being out here
has been...
600
00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:54,220
being guided by fulfilment
rather than achievement.
601
00:37:54,320 --> 00:37:56,020
And...
602
00:37:56,120 --> 00:37:58,300
I've received so much
from this land,
603
00:37:58,400 --> 00:38:02,060
so much love,
guidance, and healing.
604
00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:05,780
The only thing left
is a title and money,
605
00:38:05,880 --> 00:38:07,580
and I'm not motivated
by either of them.
606
00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:09,580
I've still got
some more food there,
607
00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:12,100
but I could just tell
with my body,
608
00:38:12,200 --> 00:38:13,660
my mind, my emotions,
609
00:38:13,760 --> 00:38:16,020
like, I was starting to get
towards the limit.
610
00:38:16,120 --> 00:38:17,740
I didn't want to hit
that limit.
611
00:38:17,840 --> 00:38:19,780
I wanted to be able to end
things positively,
612
00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:21,940
not leaving this place...
613
00:38:22,040 --> 00:38:24,740
broken or weak.
614
00:38:24,840 --> 00:38:27,180
I wanted to end it on my
own terms and end it right.
615
00:38:27,280 --> 00:38:29,860
I've been as raw...
616
00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:31,620
and as open as I can,
617
00:38:31,720 --> 00:38:33,500
and I've given everything,
618
00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:36,540
and it's time to take
all of the amazing lessons
619
00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:39,060
and experience that I've had
from this place
620
00:38:39,160 --> 00:38:41,860
and combine it
with the beautiful life
621
00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:43,820
that I have waiting
for me back home.
622
00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:45,860
And...
623
00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:49,500
it's time to go, my friend,
time to go.
624
00:38:52,160 --> 00:38:54,900
I feel like this
is the right way
625
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:56,500
to conclude my journey.
626
00:38:56,600 --> 00:38:59,300
It's been
the perfect experience.
627
00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:03,140
And, man, I can't wait
to see my family,
628
00:39:03,240 --> 00:39:05,020
make sure they're okay,
629
00:39:05,120 --> 00:39:08,220
and share with them
all the incredible things
630
00:39:08,320 --> 00:39:09,540
that have happened out here
631
00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:13,580
and then just create
more amazing memories
632
00:39:13,680 --> 00:39:15,940
and moments together.
633
00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:18,420
I wanted to come out here
and work internally
634
00:39:18,520 --> 00:39:21,220
to become a better father
for my son.
635
00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:22,940
And for me to do that,
636
00:39:23,040 --> 00:39:25,940
I really needed to reconcile
my relationship with my dad,
637
00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:28,340
because that's
what's connecting
638
00:39:28,440 --> 00:39:31,300
the lack of self-love,
the lack of self-worth.
639
00:39:31,400 --> 00:39:33,220
Now I've come to a place
640
00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:35,980
where I have
that internal self-worth
641
00:39:36,080 --> 00:39:38,020
and value and love.
642
00:39:38,120 --> 00:39:39,940
It's something that
I could only have discovered
643
00:39:40,040 --> 00:39:42,140
by being out here.
644
00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:47,620
For Lucky, for my boy,
it's not about him seeing
645
00:39:47,720 --> 00:39:51,100
these hard survival
bushcraft skills
646
00:39:51,200 --> 00:39:54,180
and thinking him to maybe
get inspired by that.
647
00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:57,580
It's about him
seeing his dad walk the path
648
00:39:57,680 --> 00:39:59,660
of loving and being themselves
649
00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:02,540
that is really important
to me.
650
00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:07,180
I'm really proud to represent
my country up here.
651
00:40:07,280 --> 00:40:09,740
After so many years
of my whole entire life
652
00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:13,220
of just trying to find
who I am as a person,
653
00:40:13,320 --> 00:40:16,620
to now have that
just lock into place,
654
00:40:16,720 --> 00:40:17,780
I have my identity.
655
00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:19,540
{\an8}I know who I am.
656
00:40:19,640 --> 00:40:22,380
{\an8}I am and always will be,
moving forward,
657
00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:23,900
{\an8}an outdoor advocate.
658
00:40:24,000 --> 00:40:27,540
And everything I do,
say, and feel
659
00:40:27,640 --> 00:40:30,860
will be with that
as my guiding light.
660
00:40:53,840 --> 00:40:57,300
{\an8}I have very cold feet.
661
00:40:57,400 --> 00:41:01,180
{\an8}I want to do something
about my boots.
662
00:41:01,280 --> 00:41:05,940
{\an8}My front part--
I mean, toes are still exposed.
663
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:08,140
{\an8}So I'm not sure
664
00:41:08,240 --> 00:41:11,580
{\an8}there's any good way...
665
00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:13,380
{\an8}I mean, with what
I could protect them,
666
00:41:13,480 --> 00:41:14,940
{\an8}but I was thinking about this.
667
00:41:20,560 --> 00:41:22,860
Yeah, really going to become
like a caveman.
668
00:41:22,960 --> 00:41:26,700
But if it's going to help...
669
00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:30,860
I would be glad
to have it on my boots.
670
00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:39,300
I'm not sure if this frostnip
goes away
671
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:42,100
that easily and that quick.
672
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:45,380
I'm afraid not.
673
00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:48,900
I mean, it's really
not much of it,
674
00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:50,860
but it's my big toe.
675
00:41:50,960 --> 00:41:53,700
Of course, I would like
to keep it as it is.
676
00:41:53,800 --> 00:41:55,900
The fitting--
it's, like, perfect.
677
00:41:56,000 --> 00:41:57,740
Look at this.
678
00:41:57,840 --> 00:42:00,500
So I have to be careful
679
00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:02,780
and keep it warm.
680
00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:04,580
But...
681
00:42:04,680 --> 00:42:06,060
that's not always easy.
682
00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:15,340
Okay, insulation is done,
683
00:42:15,440 --> 00:42:18,700
and I think
this will help a lot.
684
00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:21,860
Okay, I have to get water.
685
00:42:27,040 --> 00:42:29,740
This is actually one
of the toughest competitions
686
00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:31,340
in the world,
687
00:42:31,440 --> 00:42:34,340
considering how many days it takes,
688
00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:38,580
how much of your knowledge
it requires...
689
00:42:41,440 --> 00:42:46,300
How many mental battles
you have to face.
690
00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:49,860
I'm glad I'm here,
but on the other hand,
691
00:42:49,960 --> 00:42:53,300
I just can't wait
for it to be finished.
692
00:42:54,640 --> 00:42:56,900
It is a hardcore thing.
693
00:43:05,800 --> 00:43:08,120
You're [bleep] kidding me.
694
00:43:24,520 --> 00:43:26,620
Broken shovel.
695
00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:34,420
It's quite a big thing
in this environment.
696
00:43:35,800 --> 00:43:38,260
This hinders my game a lot.
697
00:43:38,360 --> 00:43:41,820
I cannot do
any ice fishing anymore.
698
00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:44,300
I cannot get water
for drinking,
699
00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:46,820
so I will have to melt snow.
700
00:43:46,920 --> 00:43:49,580
This is a very bad situation.
701
00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:54,140
That's all.
702
00:43:54,240 --> 00:43:56,240
I have to keep on going.
703
00:44:12,240 --> 00:44:15,780
Holy [bleep], I think
we got a zipper, guys.
704
00:44:18,160 --> 00:44:21,180
Man, when that zipper broke,
I was in tears.
705
00:44:21,280 --> 00:44:22,820
It's like, why?
706
00:44:22,920 --> 00:44:26,860
I'm so close.
Why are you doing this to me?
707
00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:28,460
Let me see
if I can try to show you.
708
00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:30,100
Yes.
709
00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:33,140
So this is a two-zipper system.
710
00:44:33,240 --> 00:44:37,700
This zipper was down here
and just held those together,
711
00:44:37,800 --> 00:44:41,020
and then the other one
that broke would zip up.
712
00:44:41,120 --> 00:44:44,940
Well, I've cut the top,
took the bottom zipper off,
713
00:44:45,040 --> 00:44:49,900
flipped it now
so that it just zips.
714
00:44:50,000 --> 00:44:51,820
But I have to tie
this together,
715
00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:53,820
because this
will just separate now.
716
00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:56,540
Now, how do we tie
that together?
717
00:44:56,640 --> 00:44:58,100
Hmm.
718
00:44:59,840 --> 00:45:02,980
I'd like to use
the inside of paracord
719
00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:04,700
so I can tie knots.
720
00:45:04,800 --> 00:45:08,420
Fishhook for my needle
721
00:45:08,520 --> 00:45:11,180
or if I can use snare wire
would be--
722
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:14,700
Snare wire is thinner, right?
723
00:45:17,080 --> 00:45:20,900
Here's a little piece here.
724
00:45:21,000 --> 00:45:23,620
I expected some ups and downs,
725
00:45:23,720 --> 00:45:27,900
but I didn't expect it
to go this long,
726
00:45:28,000 --> 00:45:31,100
and I didn't expect us
to be this deep
727
00:45:31,200 --> 00:45:32,860
into the weather
728
00:45:32,960 --> 00:45:35,620
and get this cold
and dark this quick.
729
00:45:37,680 --> 00:45:40,140
Here's my thread and needle.
730
00:45:40,240 --> 00:45:43,860
You will not defeat us,
and I will not defeat me.
731
00:45:48,240 --> 00:45:51,820
I'm a seamstress now.
732
00:45:51,920 --> 00:45:53,660
I'm so close to the end.
733
00:45:53,760 --> 00:45:56,260
I need to just keep
pushing my body,
734
00:45:56,360 --> 00:45:58,460
and it's going to end any day.
735
00:45:58,560 --> 00:46:00,820
If I quit, I would be failing
736
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:03,180
the promises I made
to my family--
737
00:46:03,280 --> 00:46:06,420
my dad, my brothers,
my friend Travis,
738
00:46:06,520 --> 00:46:08,700
but, most importantly, myself.
739
00:46:08,800 --> 00:46:11,180
Oh, if this works,
I'll be the man.
740
00:46:11,280 --> 00:46:13,140
I've tapped in mixed
martial arts fights before.
741
00:46:13,240 --> 00:46:14,540
Like, that's quitting.
742
00:46:14,640 --> 00:46:16,380
That's going to be hard.
743
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:21,220
I wonder
if I should pull it down,
744
00:46:21,320 --> 00:46:25,260
do a bunch, pull it through,
then tighten it.
745
00:46:25,360 --> 00:46:27,300
I believe quitting is a habit.
746
00:46:27,400 --> 00:46:28,820
There's lots of things
I've quit
747
00:46:28,920 --> 00:46:30,060
and failed in my life,
748
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:32,300
and I had some regrets.
749
00:46:32,400 --> 00:46:35,420
If you continue to do it,
you'll do it more easily.
750
00:46:35,520 --> 00:46:37,780
So I'm going to keep
pushing my body
751
00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:40,300
until they either
pull me or I win.
752
00:46:41,720 --> 00:46:43,380
So...
753
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:47,460
right down here it's, like,
a really hard plastic.
754
00:46:47,560 --> 00:46:51,220
So I used a fishhook,
punched the holes through.
755
00:46:51,320 --> 00:46:54,180
Before I had the needle just
in there and then pinched,
756
00:46:54,280 --> 00:46:56,380
and it was getting caught
on threads,
757
00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:58,480
so this actually works better.
758
00:47:02,880 --> 00:47:06,380
Ah, you [bleep], I knew
that was going to happen.
759
00:47:06,480 --> 00:47:09,340
Oh, it's good enough for now.
I'm gonna warm up.
760
00:47:24,000 --> 00:47:26,500
{\an8}Good days here are over.
761
00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:29,780
{\an8}I'm so far away...
762
00:47:29,880 --> 00:47:32,300
{\an8}from the place I belong to...
763
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:38,020
And from the people
I belong to.
764
00:47:38,120 --> 00:47:41,340
It is really getting hard,
really hard.
765
00:47:44,200 --> 00:47:46,820
I should keep on pushing.
766
00:47:52,760 --> 00:47:54,860
So let's keep on pushing.
767
00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:03,700
Somebody's obviously
got a big-game animal.
768
00:48:03,800 --> 00:48:06,700
Somebody's done better
than me,
769
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:09,900
because nobody possibly pushed
as hard as I can
770
00:48:10,000 --> 00:48:11,180
without the food.
771
00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:24,700
Can you imagine staying
so long, risking so much,
772
00:48:24,800 --> 00:48:28,020
and go home empty-handed?
773
00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:31,100
Who knows
what the reality will be?
774
00:48:31,200 --> 00:48:35,820
{\an8}I guess none of us is
going home for Christmas.
775
00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:38,660
{\an8}I'm trying to fight
the urge to quit,
776
00:48:38,760 --> 00:48:41,140
but I've pushed my body,
my mind,
777
00:48:41,240 --> 00:48:43,420
my emotions
to the absolute limit.
778
00:48:43,520 --> 00:48:45,380
I want to win this.
I'm trying to win this.
779
00:48:45,480 --> 00:48:47,540
I'm doing what I can.
780
00:48:47,640 --> 00:48:49,580
Losing...
781
00:48:49,680 --> 00:48:53,020
that would be like,
oh, [bleep].
782
00:48:53,120 --> 00:48:54,900
What did I do with my life?
783
00:48:55,000 --> 00:48:57,980
I feel like
at any day, it can end,
784
00:48:58,080 --> 00:48:59,900
but any day can end me, too.
785
00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:03,940
So I need whoever's
out here to quit.
786
00:49:09,240 --> 00:49:12,140
In life, people
often say, never give up.
787
00:49:12,240 --> 00:49:14,980
But that's not
necessarily true.
788
00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:17,180
Sometimes you have to give up.
789
00:49:17,280 --> 00:49:20,180
If I called it in,
man, I would hate myself.
790
00:50:25,440 --> 00:50:27,020
Sorry, guys.
791
00:50:36,760 --> 00:50:38,900
My body's just broken.
792
00:50:43,560 --> 00:50:47,140
My mind's shot,
my mental, everything.
793
00:50:50,200 --> 00:50:52,500
I'm frozen to the core.
794
00:50:52,600 --> 00:50:54,180
My back's buggered up.
795
00:50:54,280 --> 00:50:57,260
My feet hurt.
My hands hurt.
796
00:50:57,360 --> 00:50:59,140
My balance is shot.
797
00:50:59,240 --> 00:51:01,060
I have a hard time walking.
798
00:51:01,160 --> 00:51:02,860
I'm, like, falling over.
799
00:51:05,240 --> 00:51:06,500
And I can't--
800
00:51:06,600 --> 00:51:09,180
I can't get food
if I can't walk.
801
00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:14,420
Then last night I was so cold,
I couldn't warm up.
802
00:51:14,520 --> 00:51:16,900
And my mind and everything
is just breaking.
803
00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:20,260
Like, I've broke.
804
00:51:20,360 --> 00:51:21,540
I've tried.
805
00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:23,780
Like, I'm just like,
next med check,
806
00:51:23,880 --> 00:51:27,020
I just got to make it
through this med check...
807
00:51:27,120 --> 00:51:28,620
and it's just--it's bad.
808
00:51:28,720 --> 00:51:30,860
Like, I can't even take
the camera with me,
809
00:51:30,960 --> 00:51:33,780
but it's just like, keep going.
810
00:51:33,880 --> 00:51:35,780
Any day, any day.
811
00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:38,200
And it's just like,
finally I broke.
812
00:51:40,320 --> 00:51:42,340
Oh, it's tough, man.
It's a tough decision.
813
00:51:42,440 --> 00:51:44,180
I'm going to regret it forever.
814
00:51:44,280 --> 00:51:46,060
That's what drives me nuts.
815
00:51:46,160 --> 00:51:48,660
It's different if you get
pulled, like, medically pulled.
816
00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:50,860
It's like, okay, I didn't quit.
817
00:51:50,960 --> 00:51:52,660
I quit.
818
00:51:52,760 --> 00:51:54,760
I bitched out.
819
00:51:59,240 --> 00:52:02,420
And I literally
just gave up on my dreams.
820
00:52:12,520 --> 00:52:16,940
I pushed
to the absolute limit,
821
00:52:17,040 --> 00:52:20,220
and my body finally said,
this is enough.
822
00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:22,340
We're done.
823
00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:24,140
And I didn't have a choice.
824
00:52:24,240 --> 00:52:26,260
My mind wouldn't let me
continue.
825
00:52:28,240 --> 00:52:30,940
But I came out here
and grew so much
826
00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:33,100
as a person,
827
00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:35,700
as an outdoorsman,
as a trapper.
828
00:52:35,800 --> 00:52:37,620
Might have went a little
backwards in the hunting,
829
00:52:37,720 --> 00:52:41,060
but I feel like I grew
830
00:52:41,160 --> 00:52:42,580
a substantial amount out here.
831
00:52:44,440 --> 00:52:48,340
87 days has given me
a lot of time to reflect.
832
00:52:48,440 --> 00:52:53,140
I feel I need to take my time
with things,
833
00:52:53,240 --> 00:52:56,660
especially decisions
that hold a lot of weight,
834
00:52:56,760 --> 00:52:59,300
like friendship with Travis,
835
00:52:59,400 --> 00:53:02,380
the separation with Melissa.
836
00:53:02,480 --> 00:53:05,740
I feel we need to slow down,
837
00:53:05,840 --> 00:53:08,580
step back, take a look.
838
00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:11,380
Everything else
is a distraction.
839
00:53:11,480 --> 00:53:13,380
Not going to go
back to work right away.
840
00:53:13,480 --> 00:53:15,140
I'm going to sit down
with Melissa.
841
00:53:15,240 --> 00:53:16,740
We'll figure out our stuff.
842
00:53:16,840 --> 00:53:18,980
That's what
we're going to focus on
843
00:53:19,080 --> 00:53:22,500
with the same
but better mental strength.
844
00:53:22,600 --> 00:53:26,300
{\an8}87 days has given me
a fresh start.
845
00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:30,740
{\an8}I don't like losing,
846
00:53:30,840 --> 00:53:34,260
but it might be the best thing
that's ever happened to me.
847
00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:35,900
This isn't my destiny.
848
00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:37,740
There's something else
waiting for me.
849
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:41,860
I'm ready to find out
what that is.
850
00:54:25,760 --> 00:54:29,500
{\an8}I am alone, cold to the bone.
851
00:54:29,600 --> 00:54:34,460
{\an8}I'm eating moose meat
and missing home.
852
00:54:34,560 --> 00:54:37,020
My friends are small bird
853
00:54:37,120 --> 00:54:39,980
and the fat coney.
854
00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:43,540
You can talk to the camera
if you feel lonely.
855
00:54:43,640 --> 00:54:47,060
I'll stay in the shelter
and do some pottery,
856
00:54:47,160 --> 00:54:50,780
because catching a fish now,
it's like winning the lottery.
857
00:54:54,200 --> 00:54:57,060
For pain and to suffer...
858
00:54:57,160 --> 00:55:00,100
hiding stupidity...
859
00:55:00,200 --> 00:55:02,380
by saying I'm tougher.
860
00:55:04,080 --> 00:55:08,460
Risking job, family,
Christmas in solitude.
861
00:55:10,320 --> 00:55:13,940
If you'll be second,
you won't feel any gratitude.
862
00:55:18,320 --> 00:55:20,900
Sad, huh?
863
00:55:21,000 --> 00:55:23,000
But true.
864
00:55:28,160 --> 00:55:29,820
It's getting hard here.
865
00:55:32,040 --> 00:55:36,340
If I would know, like,
it's 100, that's it.
866
00:55:36,440 --> 00:55:38,580
That would be easy peasy.
867
00:55:38,680 --> 00:55:41,860
But it can be tomorrow.
It can be in February.
868
00:55:44,240 --> 00:55:46,660
And, yeah, I know
that today in the evening,
869
00:55:46,760 --> 00:55:48,660
I will be very sad,
870
00:55:48,760 --> 00:55:51,020
because I know
that Miha won't be here,
871
00:55:51,120 --> 00:55:53,020
and then I'll be like, [bleep].
872
00:55:54,400 --> 00:55:56,020
{\an8}How much longer?
873
00:55:57,760 --> 00:56:00,740
One of the reasons
I keep on pushing is,
874
00:56:00,840 --> 00:56:03,140
I want to see Miha coming
to this place
875
00:56:03,240 --> 00:56:05,340
and see my location.
876
00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:08,420
Until I die.
877
00:56:11,760 --> 00:56:15,740
Hiding stupidity by saying,
I'm tougher.
878
00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:19,020
Yeah.
879
00:56:19,120 --> 00:56:21,620
It's not that nice
as it was before.
880
00:56:21,720 --> 00:56:23,820
I have to be much more
in the shelter,
881
00:56:23,920 --> 00:56:26,860
but I'm still kind of living.
882
00:56:26,960 --> 00:56:29,860
I'm not there
where I have to struggle,
883
00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:31,540
and I want to reach
this point.
884
00:56:39,040 --> 00:56:42,380
{\an8}I have a media swap.
885
00:56:42,480 --> 00:56:45,060
{\an8}Let's put on everything I have.
886
00:57:17,040 --> 00:57:18,500
Hey, guys.
887
00:57:24,800 --> 00:57:26,700
GoPros?
- Yes, GoPros.
888
00:57:26,800 --> 00:57:28,860
Yes.
889
00:57:28,960 --> 00:57:30,220
Okay.
890
00:57:37,520 --> 00:57:40,460
I mean, I'm staying outside
less because of this frostnip.
891
00:57:40,560 --> 00:57:42,820
I didn't expect that the cold
892
00:57:42,920 --> 00:57:45,140
will start to become
a limiting factor for me,
893
00:57:45,240 --> 00:57:47,780
but it's happening.
894
00:57:47,880 --> 00:57:51,460
Mentally, it's getting
more difficult, I must admit.
895
00:57:51,560 --> 00:57:54,420
Pretty much staying alive.
896
00:57:54,520 --> 00:57:56,860
And you do
the most necessary stuff
897
00:57:56,960 --> 00:57:58,960
and go back in the shelter.
898
00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:03,580
Oh, man, that's for sure.
899
00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:04,900
I really miss home.
900
00:58:06,920 --> 00:58:09,420
I mean, I love this place,
901
00:58:09,520 --> 00:58:11,520
but it would be nice
to be back.
902
00:58:16,720 --> 00:58:18,620
I don't know.
He would say, like, go, Ziga.
903
00:58:18,720 --> 00:58:19,940
I know you have it.
904
00:58:20,040 --> 00:58:22,500
You have been preparing
for this all your life,
905
00:58:22,600 --> 00:58:27,500
because we spent all these
years in forest learning--
906
00:58:39,200 --> 00:58:40,860
He would say,
like, go, Ziga.
907
00:58:40,960 --> 00:58:43,100
I know you have it,
because we spent
908
00:58:43,200 --> 00:58:47,140
all these years
in forest learning--
909
00:58:48,960 --> 00:58:51,140
No [bleep] way!
910
00:58:51,240 --> 00:58:54,100
No [bleep] way!
911
00:58:54,200 --> 00:58:55,540
I cannot do it anymore!
912
00:59:05,920 --> 00:59:06,980
You did it!
913
00:59:07,080 --> 00:59:08,820
You won "Alone," season--
914
00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:10,780
Oh, man, I heard this sound.
915
00:59:10,880 --> 00:59:12,820
I said, no, that's only Miha.
916
00:59:17,480 --> 00:59:20,620
I'm so ready to go home.
917
00:59:20,720 --> 00:59:22,620
But I would also love
to show you
918
00:59:22,720 --> 00:59:25,140
how I lived here for so long.
919
00:59:25,240 --> 00:59:28,660
You know, three days in the
wild is like a week at home,
920
00:59:28,760 --> 00:59:30,980
so you have stories
for a year now.
921
00:59:31,080 --> 00:59:32,940
Oh, man.
922
00:59:33,040 --> 00:59:35,420
- You did it!
- Oh, I just can't believe it.
923
00:59:37,080 --> 00:59:39,500
Seeing Miha, it feels
a bit like a dream.
924
00:59:39,600 --> 00:59:41,020
It's impossible.
925
00:59:41,120 --> 00:59:43,500
It's the end of the game.
It feels amazing.
926
00:59:43,600 --> 00:59:45,740
You said you're going
to build a small shelter.
927
00:59:45,840 --> 00:59:48,100
What is this, a house?
928
00:59:48,200 --> 00:59:50,740
Let's start with the shelter,
and then I can show you
929
00:59:50,840 --> 00:59:52,140
place where I shot
the moo--
930
00:59:52,240 --> 00:59:53,660
Wow.
- What?
931
00:59:55,920 --> 00:59:57,740
- Now look at this there.
- Where, where, where?
932
00:59:57,840 --> 01:00:00,580
- Do you see that?
- No way!
933
01:00:00,680 --> 01:00:02,860
You did it!
934
01:00:02,960 --> 01:00:04,940
Wow.
- Let's have a look.
935
01:00:05,040 --> 01:00:06,380
Dude.
936
01:00:06,480 --> 01:00:07,900
This is the arrow?
937
01:00:08,000 --> 01:00:09,980
Yeah,
that was the arrow.
938
01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:13,220
Tried it on day 17, but it took
me 2 days to get it there--
939
01:00:13,320 --> 01:00:15,220
2 days of drama.
940
01:00:15,320 --> 01:00:16,940
Dude, you're amazing.
941
01:00:22,360 --> 01:00:23,780
Well, go in.
942
01:00:23,880 --> 01:00:25,300
Whoa.
It gets bigger.
943
01:00:25,400 --> 01:00:27,100
Yeah, it's dug in.
944
01:00:27,200 --> 01:00:28,580
No way.
945
01:00:28,680 --> 01:00:30,060
It's so warm.
946
01:00:30,160 --> 01:00:31,580
Yeah,
of course it's warm,
947
01:00:31,680 --> 01:00:33,300
because look at this chimney.
948
01:00:33,400 --> 01:00:35,860
You found good clay?
Yeah.
949
01:00:35,960 --> 01:00:37,340
I cannot believe it.
950
01:00:39,000 --> 01:00:42,100
I'm very glad
that I can show Miha
951
01:00:42,200 --> 01:00:45,260
how I lived for 90 days.
952
01:00:45,360 --> 01:00:48,220
It's like, you know, candies
in a way.
953
01:00:48,320 --> 01:00:50,820
It felt a bit like being
a kid again,
954
01:00:50,920 --> 01:00:53,700
doing crazy stuff
and exploring.
955
01:00:53,800 --> 01:00:55,260
And nice mountain view.
956
01:00:55,360 --> 01:00:58,260
That's also important--
you know, to feel well.
957
01:00:58,360 --> 01:01:00,900
You're not just surviving.
You're living here, man.
958
01:01:01,000 --> 01:01:02,860
You're living it.
959
01:01:04,640 --> 01:01:06,060
Miha, without you,
960
01:01:06,160 --> 01:01:08,380
I definitely wouldn't develop
this passion
961
01:01:08,480 --> 01:01:10,980
for survival and push that far.
962
01:01:11,080 --> 01:01:13,340
This victory
is also your victory.
963
01:01:13,440 --> 01:01:14,980
Yes.
964
01:01:15,080 --> 01:01:18,220
I'm so glad for you...
for everything.
965
01:01:18,320 --> 01:01:20,420
You feel taller.
You're a bigger man now.
966
01:01:23,480 --> 01:01:25,780
Oh, guys, you have
to do a bow drill.
967
01:01:25,880 --> 01:01:27,060
Yeah?
Oh, yeah.
968
01:01:27,160 --> 01:01:28,260
Amazing.
969
01:01:30,920 --> 01:01:33,900
We were doing this
together for so many years,
970
01:01:34,000 --> 01:01:37,860
and he can really feel
how I feel
971
01:01:37,960 --> 01:01:42,060
and understand how it is
to be out there.
972
01:01:42,160 --> 01:01:45,620
I'm very happy to share this
with my brother.
973
01:01:48,040 --> 01:01:52,660
I'm very proud
of what I did out here...
974
01:01:52,760 --> 01:01:55,340
that I'm capable
to go that far.
975
01:01:55,440 --> 01:01:57,660
I have something in me
976
01:01:57,760 --> 01:01:59,940
that people
maybe did not expect.
977
01:02:02,320 --> 01:02:06,140
Out there, being alone
has definitely changed me.
978
01:02:06,240 --> 01:02:09,580
I really missed my family.
979
01:02:09,680 --> 01:02:13,940
At home, I was really aiming
too much for my career.
980
01:02:14,040 --> 01:02:16,820
Joy should be shared.
981
01:02:16,920 --> 01:02:19,700
I definitely want to spend
more time with them
982
01:02:19,800 --> 01:02:22,260
and watch them
and listen to them
983
01:02:22,360 --> 01:02:24,300
and be happy with them.
984
01:02:25,960 --> 01:02:27,900
It feels amazing
985
01:02:28,000 --> 01:02:30,780
that I'm representing
one very small country--
986
01:02:30,880 --> 01:02:33,340
Slovenia.
987
01:02:33,440 --> 01:02:34,980
No matter where
you're coming from,
988
01:02:35,080 --> 01:02:37,060
if you really live
for something,
989
01:02:37,160 --> 01:02:39,060
go for your passion,
990
01:02:39,160 --> 01:02:42,500
and not be scared
of doing things different
991
01:02:42,600 --> 01:02:45,820
and keep on living it
no matter what.
992
01:02:45,920 --> 01:02:50,620
$500,000 gives
my family freedom,
993
01:02:50,720 --> 01:02:54,460
money independence,
less stressful life.
994
01:02:54,560 --> 01:02:57,940
Would definitely put part
of it to our survival school
995
01:02:58,040 --> 01:03:00,100
to increase the things
we can share
996
01:03:00,200 --> 01:03:01,420
with other people.
997
01:03:04,080 --> 01:03:06,860
It feels very good
to be the first scientist
998
01:03:06,960 --> 01:03:08,740
to win "Alone."
999
01:03:08,840 --> 01:03:12,020
I was able to test my skills,
my knowledge
1000
01:03:12,120 --> 01:03:15,980
but, at the same time,
also learn a lot.
1001
01:03:16,080 --> 01:03:20,580
Leaving this place,
it's a bit bittersweet.
1002
01:03:20,680 --> 01:03:22,060
In these 90 days,
1003
01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:25,940
I found some kind of harmony
with nature.
1004
01:03:26,040 --> 01:03:30,100
{\an8}I really felt not so much
like surviving
1005
01:03:30,200 --> 01:03:32,460
{\an8}but rather
like living out in nature.
1006
01:03:34,200 --> 01:03:37,380
{\an8}Nature--there are
infinitive possibilities
1007
01:03:37,480 --> 01:03:40,740
{\an8}and new ways and techniques
to discover,
1008
01:03:40,840 --> 01:03:44,340
{\an8}and we should try to
understand it,
1009
01:03:44,440 --> 01:03:47,820
{\an8}try to respect it,
and try to live with it.