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30.
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- Down.
- Oh my God.
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Unreal.
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Soon as you let
your guard down,
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something takes
advantage of it.
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I got to get this stored
in a different cache.
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Yeah!
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Look at that big
freaking coney.
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I'm all for storing
as many fish
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as we can possibly get
because winter's here.
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I can now go out
and I can find animal sign.
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.
No activity at all.
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It's going to be OK.
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I am going to be OK.
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Look how chewed away
this half of fish is.
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Been taking the risk
for the last couple days
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that a wolverine
or a bear won't come.
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I'm not taking
the risk anymore.
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Right now I'm going
to secure this.
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There's a little anxiety.
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The snow is starting to
stick because I don't know
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how bad winter is going to be.
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Behind, like, that, I think.
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But I know I'm staying for it.
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I'm not tapping out.
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I'd rather die.
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Here goes nothing.
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Whoa!
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Yes!
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Oh, [bleep].
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This is the harshest
location possible.
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We're 125 miles in
the Arctic Circle.
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Ah!
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Never had an environment
make me feel like
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like a complete amateur
before.
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Everything is
against us out here.
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Mother Nature went
and bitch slapped me.
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Looks like I've got grizzlies
and wolves as my neighbors.
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Holy crap.
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They're just
hunting the shoreline.
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Mother Nature is about
to dim the lights on us.
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We're heading into
total darkness.
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Hey, bear.
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The cold in the dark is
going to sap people's souls.
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Really makes you
wonder if it's worth it.
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There is no camera crew.
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There's no support system.
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I'm completely alone.
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Yeah!
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People go in one way--
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Stop bleeding.
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and they come out
entirely different.
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Ahh!
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This is the most
difficult survival
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challenge in the world.
- Ooh! Ooh! Ooh!
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$500,000.
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That's completely
life-changing money.
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It's beautiful!
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Whoever can
thrive the longest--
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Anything out here
ought to be afraid of me.
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whoever can push
through it wins.
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I hope I made the right
choice coming out here.
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I'm making a range
hood-style smoke flap
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in my shelter
out of moose skin.
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It'll trap and conduct
the smoke out the chimney,
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making it safe to be
in the rest of the house.
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Upon my return,
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we shall finish
this fish juice.
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Until then, fare thee well.
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Stay safe.
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Who are you talking to?
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Why, you, sir.
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You there in the green cloak.
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There's no
one here in a green cloak.
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It's not green.
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Red, then.
Whatever.
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Doesn't matter when
it's on a peasant.
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Are you
saying peasants don't matter?
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Of course, I'm not.
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Peasants matter to
me a great deal.
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I need as many of them as
I can get on my estate.
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Sir, you are positively
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medieval in your
manners.
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The times are medieval.
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Must I not be medieval then?
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Bring me a hare or a rabbit.
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Sir,
there's only hares here.
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I don't want the hairs.
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I want the meat.
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Sir, I mean hare as in
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the animal hare.
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I've eaten
animal hair before,
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and it's disgusting.
It stuck in my teeth.
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Sir, H-A-R-E.
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I can spell, peasant.
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Get to work or I'll stone you.
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My range hood
is going for now.
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There is smoke in here,
but not that bad.
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I guess I'm ready to go
check the snare line.
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First, I've got to hang up my
jerky so the mice don't get it.
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Last night,
I had a piece of jerky.
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It was stuffed up in a
rafter directly over my head.
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And during the night,
a mouse climbed up on it
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and fell off on my head,
and then screwed around
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in a panic on my sleeping bag.
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Mice are totally out
of control right now.
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So it's pretty
snowy this morning.
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It's looking Arctic-y.
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And I have some jerky,
so just going to eat
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this while I go do stuff.
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My teeth are so sore
from jerky, so very sore.
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I think not
everybody would have
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so many problems
chewing on the jerky,
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but I've got problematic teeth.
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And I could eat four times
as much fish right now,
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but I'm rationing it
because I want it to last.
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So if I'm going to stay
out here for a long time,
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I need fresh meat.
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Nothing in the snares.
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No fresh tracks.
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Crap.
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I'm going to just
walk for a while.
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I can't sit inside
the shelter anymore.
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I'm almost over here to
where I killed the moose.
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And it's been a while since
the last time I was out here.
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I do see something really cool.
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I have found some
of the moose bones.
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That is so cool.
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Now I can mess around
on some projects.
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There's a lot going
on in my head.
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And the big question that
I'm dealing with out here
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is, what's next for my family?
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We've moved 37 or 38 times
since we've been married.
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I know it affects my
kids, and they've picked
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up a lot of stress from it.
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They have not had the
normal, solid context
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of just being in a home
and going to school
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and growing up that way.
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Totally chewed up
by wolves or a bear.
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And that's why I want
to win this,
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because I want the money.
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I want to build
a house, still be
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able to do our
humanitarian aid work,
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which I think is very
important for my kids.
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If you only have a
certain amount of money,
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you've got to spend it
on one or the other.
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But I'd like to have
this money
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so that I can have a home
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to put my family in,
so that my children,
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when they think of home,
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they always have a place
to picture.
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Got some.
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Now, they look kind of gruesome
and bad, but I got some.
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Ooh, is the sun coming out?
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Ooh, the sun is coming out.
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I did the hand skin
test this morning,
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and I am lacking
in hydration, for sure.
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You know, that's when you
pinch your skin on your hand.
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And if it goes right
back, you're hydrated.
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If it doesn't, that
means you're dehydrated.
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And it just kind of hung out
there where I pinched it,
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so not good, not good at all.
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So I'm going
to heat up my broth,
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get some hydration in me.
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Oh, man.
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Stupid how tired I feel
just from lack of water.
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I wonder how my fellow
contestants are doing.
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Lock in a little of the heat,
how we warm up our soup.
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How I warm up my soup.
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I don't know why I'm
on this we thing.
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I guess it's just--
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guess I'm just alone.
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As hard as I am on myself,
I haven't once gone to bed
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hungry, and I'm still here.
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So I may not be great
at what I'm doing,
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but I'm stubborn
enough to keep trying,
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and that's the important
thing, and that's
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what I need to remember.
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OK.
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I need to cut firewood.
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Got a pain right below my rib.
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It's obvious my body
is degrading because I
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can't feed it properly.
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Pain-wise, it's not,
like, agonizing,
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but it's uncomfortable.
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My body is so
depleted right now.
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I feel the weakest that
I've felt in my entire life.
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I can ignore the signs of
my body if I want something,
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and I want to win this so bad.
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I'm trying to
stay positive, but damn it,
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I feel my body weakening
and I'm getting scared.
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I still have fight in me.
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I'm going to keep on fighting.
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I'm not done yet,
and that's all that matters.
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All right.
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Woke up and got
hungry a little bit,
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so I'm digging in
my stash right now.
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And I realized how kind
of insane this is.
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I have a fish head on my bed,
and I'm just cutting at it
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like it's a normal thing.
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It should be good.
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All right, let's cook it.
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If you ain't
keeping white fish heads
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and burbot heads at the foot
of your bed that y'all can cut
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into on a whim when you get a
midnight snack craving,
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then you ain't even living yet.
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Come on.
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"Alone," you are
something else, man.
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What have you done to me?
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You know, I'm very tempted
to go peek at that gill net.
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I mean, I don't know
what time it is,
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but I think I'm going
to strap on a camera
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and go right now
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because there could be
a damn fish in there.
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I think these fish
come in there,
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and they're in there, like, all
night, twisting and turning.
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And then I sometimes
lose some because
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I don't check it often enough.
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I'm hearing wolves
howling over here.
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They're not that far this way.
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That's kind of spooky.
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Hopefully,
those wolves don't come
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through here tonight
and get too worried
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about all my damn fish.
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Out here, it's like
one day at a time, man.
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And if you can grind
through, then eventually,
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you'll make it to the end.
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And that's what
I did in school.
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Boy.
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Yeah, this thing's going
to be iced up tomorrow.
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School was hell.
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The fact that I
finished high school
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was amazing because
I wanted to quit.
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I mean,
I almost just bailed out.
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In fact, I remember
a day where I
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was going to drive
to northern Minnesota
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with a canoe on top of my car
and just freaking disappear.
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Nothing.
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What a bummer.
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I hope those
coneys keep coming.
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Man.
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And I thought, damn, I can
get away from these people
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in the wilderness, man.
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I can get away from people
in general out there.
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There's no place for me
safer than in the middle
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of a deep, dark, nasty forest
in the middle of the night
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because nobody is going to be
out there trying to hurt me.
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Sounds like a damn good
place to be most of the time.
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Clear night out.
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Crystal clear.
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Oh my God.
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Oh my God, dude.
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I was going to
look at the stars,
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and I have my
glasses in my pocket.
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00:15:05,862 --> 00:15:09,068
That part that was cracked
right there, and now--
256
00:15:09,068 --> 00:15:11,758
now they're really screwed.
257
00:15:14,103 --> 00:15:18,344
I've got to go fix
my glasses now because I sure
258
00:15:18,344 --> 00:15:21,724
can't hunt without glasses.
259
00:15:24,724 --> 00:15:27,172
Damn.
260
00:15:27,172 --> 00:15:29,413
Going pretty bonkers tonight.
261
00:15:36,241 --> 00:15:37,620
Hunting mice.
262
00:15:42,689 --> 00:15:45,275
The nights are getting
so much longer,
263
00:15:45,275 --> 00:15:49,068
but I sleep less and less.
264
00:15:49,068 --> 00:15:51,551
It's just,
laying still for that long,
265
00:15:51,689 --> 00:15:52,896
your kidneys start to hurt.
266
00:15:52,896 --> 00:15:55,310
Your lower back
can start to hurt.
267
00:15:55,310 --> 00:15:58,103
He may not come back out.
268
00:15:58,103 --> 00:16:00,344
He's going to stay back
behind the firewood
269
00:16:00,344 --> 00:16:02,448
where I can't shoot him.
270
00:16:02,448 --> 00:16:04,827
But I mean, I'm not tapping
out because of pain.
271
00:16:04,827 --> 00:16:06,379
That'll never happen.
272
00:16:07,620 --> 00:16:09,034
Run around, little mousey.
273
00:16:15,275 --> 00:16:18,103
I ate fish, so now
it's time to remake
274
00:16:18,103 --> 00:16:20,137
my glasses out of willow.
275
00:16:20,275 --> 00:16:24,551
I want to try heating
up this paracord
276
00:16:24,551 --> 00:16:27,137
and then dripping
the burning dots
277
00:16:27,137 --> 00:16:29,724
along the edge of the
lenses to try to seal
278
00:16:29,724 --> 00:16:31,172
them in there that way.
279
00:16:31,172 --> 00:16:34,517
It'll be like welding it.
280
00:16:34,517 --> 00:16:36,827
Yeah, that's strong.
281
00:16:36,965 --> 00:16:40,793
And then I've got
to attach the arms.
282
00:16:42,241 --> 00:16:46,413
We've got glasses again.
283
00:16:46,413 --> 00:16:49,413
Ehhhhh.
284
00:16:55,931 --> 00:16:58,793
Most nights, I'm thinking
too many things at once,
285
00:16:58,931 --> 00:17:01,965
and I come up with actually
a lot of good ideas.
286
00:17:01,965 --> 00:17:04,034
Well-- yeah, so.
287
00:17:21,517 --> 00:17:23,482
Ahh.
288
00:17:27,655 --> 00:17:29,965
Oh, man.
289
00:17:30,103 --> 00:17:33,965
I've been up for hours.
290
00:17:34,103 --> 00:17:39,172
My left kidney is
freaking screaming at me.
291
00:17:39,172 --> 00:17:44,413
Hurts so bad, no matter
what position I get in.
292
00:17:44,413 --> 00:17:48,931
I don't know what's going
on, but oh my God, it hurts.
293
00:17:49,068 --> 00:17:54,827
It's like there's just a knife
just, like, plunged into it.
294
00:17:54,827 --> 00:17:58,275
I just don't want to cause
long-term damage, you know?
295
00:17:58,275 --> 00:18:00,103
Oh my God.
296
00:18:00,241 --> 00:18:02,758
Oh my God.
297
00:18:02,758 --> 00:18:05,172
It's horrible.
298
00:18:05,172 --> 00:18:08,586
Oh, [bleep].
299
00:18:16,586 --> 00:18:18,793
Last night, I was up
all night long with what
300
00:18:18,793 --> 00:18:21,655
I suspect is kidney pain.
301
00:18:21,655 --> 00:18:27,931
It feels like it's work
to hold my body upright.
302
00:18:28,068 --> 00:18:31,068
My core is, like...
.
303
00:18:31,068 --> 00:18:33,689
That's weird.
304
00:18:33,689 --> 00:18:34,689
Oh, come on, core.
305
00:18:34,689 --> 00:18:35,689
Get strong.
306
00:18:35,689 --> 00:18:37,517
We can do this.
307
00:18:40,344 --> 00:18:42,965
I'm going to go
take a bird walk.
308
00:18:43,103 --> 00:18:45,172
Hopefully, like,
find a bird and maybe,
309
00:18:45,172 --> 00:18:47,551
like, be able to shoot a bird.
310
00:18:49,172 --> 00:18:52,827
I've never in my life
had pain like this.
311
00:18:52,827 --> 00:18:57,034
It's like a knife is being
stuck into my kidney.
312
00:18:57,034 --> 00:19:01,896
Oh, where are you,
little game birds?
313
00:19:01,896 --> 00:19:03,586
Fly up, little birdies.
314
00:19:03,724 --> 00:19:07,137
Let me see you.
315
00:19:07,137 --> 00:19:09,206
Yeah, I didn't think so.
316
00:19:09,344 --> 00:19:11,551
Think I'll keep walking.
317
00:19:11,551 --> 00:19:14,965
The pain is so bad,
my brain is spinning.
318
00:19:14,965 --> 00:19:17,413
Ooh, [bleep].
319
00:19:17,413 --> 00:19:19,000
Did I not boil water?
320
00:19:19,000 --> 00:19:20,862
Did I eat something
I shouldn't have?
321
00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:22,448
You know,
what is happening that I
322
00:19:22,586 --> 00:19:25,448
have this agony inside of me?
323
00:19:25,586 --> 00:19:28,413
Oh, come on, body.
324
00:19:28,413 --> 00:19:31,241
I need you to hang on.
325
00:19:31,241 --> 00:19:37,275
I might be causing serious
damage if I don't get help.
326
00:19:37,275 --> 00:19:41,344
Oh my God.
327
00:19:41,482 --> 00:19:44,172
This sucks.
328
00:19:52,172 --> 00:19:53,379
It [bleep] hurts.
329
00:19:59,206 --> 00:20:03,000
This is harder than I
thought it was going to be.
330
00:20:11,896 --> 00:20:17,103
It's the right decision,
even if it hurts.
331
00:20:17,103 --> 00:20:20,724
It's the right decision.
332
00:20:28,137 --> 00:20:32,758
This is Sarah, and I am
officially tapping out today.
333
00:20:52,482 --> 00:20:55,068
I was having some
what I thought was
334
00:20:55,068 --> 00:20:57,068
a muscular pain in my back.
335
00:20:57,068 --> 00:20:59,931
But last night, I realized
it wasn't muscular.
336
00:21:00,068 --> 00:21:01,965
It was more kidney-related.
337
00:21:04,206 --> 00:21:08,034
I'm normally a suck it up
and ignore the medical issue
338
00:21:08,034 --> 00:21:12,310
kind of person, but I made
a promise to my husband
339
00:21:12,448 --> 00:21:14,482
that I would tap out
one day before I
340
00:21:14,620 --> 00:21:17,034
break physically or mentally.
341
00:21:17,034 --> 00:21:20,275
And I can't afford
to have organ issues.
342
00:21:20,275 --> 00:21:24,310
That would be breaking, and
I'm going to keep this promise.
343
00:21:28,896 --> 00:21:32,172
It's extremely
hard to leave here.
344
00:21:32,310 --> 00:21:35,413
My spirit says
I can keep fighting.
345
00:21:35,551 --> 00:21:39,379
I just don't think
my body can.
346
00:21:39,379 --> 00:21:41,965
This has been
the most challenging thing
347
00:21:41,965 --> 00:21:46,172
I've ever done,
challenging physically,
348
00:21:46,172 --> 00:21:50,413
mentally, emotionally,
spiritually.
349
00:21:50,413 --> 00:21:52,448
But I feel like
there's a certain
350
00:21:52,448 --> 00:21:54,862
inner strength I found.
351
00:21:54,862 --> 00:21:57,103
You know, I was out
here for 42 days,
352
00:21:57,241 --> 00:21:59,482
and that's an accomplishment.
353
00:21:59,482 --> 00:22:02,758
You can't do that if you
don't have any skills.
354
00:22:03,965 --> 00:22:06,793
I slayed some demons out here.
355
00:22:06,793 --> 00:22:09,586
The voice that has been
following me around
356
00:22:09,586 --> 00:22:13,689
and screaming in my ears about
not ever being good enough,
357
00:22:13,827 --> 00:22:16,206
you know, to have
that down to a whisper
358
00:22:16,206 --> 00:22:19,620
is an amazing, amazing
thing when it's been yelling
359
00:22:19,620 --> 00:22:21,241
in my head for my entire life.
360
00:22:22,827 --> 00:22:25,689
I truly feel like I'm
walking out a better person,
361
00:22:25,689 --> 00:22:27,965
and not just for me,
but for everybody
362
00:22:28,103 --> 00:22:32,724
around me, especially my
daughter and granddaughter.
363
00:22:32,724 --> 00:22:36,310
I'm excited to go
and lift them up.
364
00:22:36,310 --> 00:22:39,689
It's not just about
lifting myself up anymore.
365
00:22:39,689 --> 00:22:40,689
I'm thinking bigger picture.
366
00:22:43,137 --> 00:22:45,586
I am starting to see that
I am a beautiful person,
367
00:22:45,724 --> 00:22:47,793
and I am worthy.
368
00:22:47,793 --> 00:22:53,103
I wish it was constant,
but I'm learning.
369
00:22:53,241 --> 00:22:57,448
I may not be all the way there
but definitely getting closer.
370
00:24:05,310 --> 00:24:06,689
There's an old
saying, you know?
371
00:24:06,689 --> 00:24:08,793
Take what you need
and use what you take.
372
00:24:08,931 --> 00:24:11,137
And you know, if you're going
to survive off the land,
373
00:24:11,137 --> 00:24:12,413
you've got to respect
the land.
374
00:24:12,551 --> 00:24:14,896
And you know,
don't abuse it, and the land
375
00:24:14,896 --> 00:24:17,172
will always provide for you.
376
00:24:17,172 --> 00:24:20,758
Always.
377
00:24:20,758 --> 00:24:21,758
Well, well, well.
378
00:24:21,758 --> 00:24:23,206
Yeah.
379
00:24:23,344 --> 00:24:24,448
A hind beaver foot.
380
00:24:24,586 --> 00:24:26,793
Take the whole pile.
381
00:24:26,793 --> 00:24:29,413
That's going to be much.
382
00:24:29,413 --> 00:24:31,413
Food cache, just wish we
had more to cache here.
383
00:24:31,413 --> 00:24:33,655
That'd be an ideal situation.
384
00:24:37,862 --> 00:24:39,310
Yes, sir.
385
00:24:49,551 --> 00:24:52,379
I don't want to eat all the
beaver right now because just
386
00:24:52,517 --> 00:24:54,137
trying to extend my
food supply right now
387
00:24:54,137 --> 00:24:56,758
is the biggest challenge.
388
00:24:56,758 --> 00:24:58,344
This beaver's much
smaller than I want.
389
00:24:58,344 --> 00:25:01,103
It's a little papoose, but
I'm not seeing anything else,
390
00:25:01,241 --> 00:25:02,448
and it's all I've
got at the moment.
391
00:25:04,896 --> 00:25:07,482
I'm just waiting for that ice
to get safe enough to walk on
392
00:25:07,482 --> 00:25:09,310
so I could get more fish.
393
00:25:09,448 --> 00:25:10,310
I've got a feeling.
394
00:25:10,310 --> 00:25:12,310
Probably be a couple days.
395
00:25:12,310 --> 00:25:15,517
All right.
396
00:25:15,517 --> 00:25:18,482
Here we are.
397
00:25:20,689 --> 00:25:22,379
See what we've got here.
398
00:25:22,517 --> 00:25:23,379
Oh my gosh.
399
00:25:23,517 --> 00:25:25,379
See?
400
00:25:25,379 --> 00:25:27,034
Look at all that luscious fat.
401
00:25:27,172 --> 00:25:28,551
That's just from the paw alone.
402
00:25:46,931 --> 00:25:49,689
There's only three sayings
that I really do believe in.
403
00:25:49,689 --> 00:25:53,517
Pain is only weakness leaving
the body,
404
00:25:53,517 --> 00:25:57,137
when the going gets tough,
the tough get going.
405
00:26:06,655 --> 00:26:09,241
That's all that's left,
these little claws.
406
00:26:09,241 --> 00:26:10,931
A fantastic dinner.
407
00:26:11,068 --> 00:26:15,482
Yes, sir.
408
00:26:43,586 --> 00:26:49,068
Looks like the
start of a good day.
409
00:26:49,206 --> 00:26:51,862
The first order of
business, as always,
410
00:26:51,862 --> 00:26:54,448
have a look at the snares.
411
00:27:01,586 --> 00:27:04,413
Nothing here and nothing there.
412
00:27:04,551 --> 00:27:05,793
Have a little peep down here.
413
00:27:13,413 --> 00:27:16,310
Next stop, food cache.
414
00:27:16,448 --> 00:27:18,551
It's time to rock up
to my food cache
415
00:27:18,689 --> 00:27:20,931
and enjoy some
delicious beaver meat.
416
00:27:26,310 --> 00:27:27,310
I've got nothing
else to eat anyway,
417
00:27:27,310 --> 00:27:29,689
so I've got no other choice.
418
00:27:33,517 --> 00:27:36,517
All around my cache setup here.
419
00:27:39,965 --> 00:27:41,344
I'm not going to take
it all at the moment.
420
00:27:41,344 --> 00:27:43,620
I'll just take
so much to guarantee
421
00:27:43,758 --> 00:27:46,379
that I keep moving forward.
422
00:28:02,896 --> 00:28:05,551
Some of these rocks are heavy.
423
00:28:12,413 --> 00:28:14,241
I'm not seeing my beaver meat.
424
00:28:14,379 --> 00:28:15,275
No way.
425
00:28:15,413 --> 00:28:17,034
This has got to be a trick.
426
00:28:17,172 --> 00:28:19,586
There's no way anything
can get in there.
427
00:28:25,620 --> 00:28:26,689
That's got to be a trick.
428
00:28:26,827 --> 00:28:29,034
There's no effing way.
429
00:28:34,482 --> 00:28:38,724
There's no way.
430
00:28:38,724 --> 00:28:41,103
I'm sick to my stomach.
431
00:28:46,379 --> 00:28:48,931
I find that hard to believe.
432
00:28:48,931 --> 00:28:52,793
I don't believe it.
433
00:28:52,793 --> 00:28:57,000
I hardly see it proper.
434
00:29:01,310 --> 00:29:02,655
I'm not kidding you.
435
00:29:02,655 --> 00:29:04,482
I am not
kidding you.
436
00:29:04,482 --> 00:29:09,137
It's all gone.
437
00:29:09,137 --> 00:29:13,551
Holy [bleep].
438
00:29:13,551 --> 00:29:15,724
It can't be.
439
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:24,000
Even the tail is gone,
the little tail.
440
00:29:32,344 --> 00:29:34,689
Not a sign of anything.
441
00:29:49,379 --> 00:29:52,000
I'm in a critical state.
442
00:29:52,137 --> 00:29:53,724
This is probably
the worst state
443
00:29:53,724 --> 00:29:55,551
I've been in since I got here.
444
00:29:55,551 --> 00:29:57,758
Not a freaking thing.
445
00:29:57,758 --> 00:30:00,000
The only safe place I had left.
446
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:01,620
I'm completely out of food.
447
00:30:01,620 --> 00:30:03,827
And now looks like I
might even have to fast.
448
00:30:09,482 --> 00:30:11,448
It's freaking devastating.
449
00:30:27,137 --> 00:30:29,310
Here goes for a project.
450
00:30:29,310 --> 00:30:34,758
I'm making gorge hooks,
fish,
451
00:30:34,758 --> 00:30:38,379
from rib bones.
452
00:30:38,379 --> 00:30:40,620
I'm going to try to bust it up.
453
00:30:45,862 --> 00:30:51,241
Let's see if I can get
edge bits like this.
454
00:30:54,689 --> 00:30:57,896
Gorge hooks are basically
like a big splinter,
455
00:30:58,034 --> 00:31:02,034
and they go inside
the bait straight ways,
456
00:31:02,172 --> 00:31:03,965
and the fish swallows it.
457
00:31:03,965 --> 00:31:06,413
And then the sharp point
catches in the fish's throat,
458
00:31:06,413 --> 00:31:08,551
and they turn sideways.
459
00:31:15,034 --> 00:31:20,862
I'm excited about this one,
really excited about this one.
460
00:31:20,862 --> 00:31:22,068
I hope it works.
461
00:31:22,068 --> 00:31:25,551
You guys know how many
hooks I have left?
462
00:31:25,689 --> 00:31:27,137
Four steel hooks.
463
00:31:27,275 --> 00:31:29,275
Four.
464
00:31:29,275 --> 00:31:31,965
If these work, there's no
limit to the fishing I can do.
465
00:31:35,931 --> 00:31:37,344
This one's different.
466
00:31:37,344 --> 00:31:40,413
I'm going to make this one
in a crescent moon design.
467
00:31:45,758 --> 00:31:49,620
This is cool.
468
00:31:49,620 --> 00:31:54,448
Here's our half-moon shape,
crescent moon shape
469
00:31:54,448 --> 00:31:56,448
with a hole in the middle.
470
00:31:56,448 --> 00:31:57,724
The wire leader's
going to go to that,
471
00:31:57,862 --> 00:32:01,413
and then it's got two
really sharp ends there.
472
00:32:01,551 --> 00:32:02,793
We'll deploy these tonight.
473
00:32:02,931 --> 00:32:05,448
Man, I hope these work.
474
00:32:05,586 --> 00:32:08,344
But right now, I'm ready
to go check the snare line.
475
00:32:13,793 --> 00:32:18,862
Well, I'm just out on my
snare line, chewing on jerky.
476
00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:20,413
All right.
477
00:32:20,413 --> 00:32:24,517
I had five snares
set up in here.
478
00:32:24,655 --> 00:32:26,655
My thoughts are always
running along the lines of,
479
00:32:26,655 --> 00:32:29,068
how long will this season go?
480
00:32:29,068 --> 00:32:33,103
And that's why I need to stock
up on as much food as I can.
481
00:32:33,103 --> 00:32:34,896
OK.
482
00:32:34,896 --> 00:32:37,517
I see one empty snare.
483
00:32:37,517 --> 00:32:38,551
When I first heard
where it was going to be,
484
00:32:38,689 --> 00:32:39,551
it's all scary.
485
00:32:39,689 --> 00:32:40,551
Ooh!
486
00:32:40,689 --> 00:32:42,103
Deep Arctic!
487
00:32:42,103 --> 00:32:44,517
And I'm like,
this could be a short season.
488
00:32:44,517 --> 00:32:46,206
Two empty snare.
489
00:32:46,206 --> 00:32:48,206
Well, I'm convinced that it's
going to be the opposite.
490
00:32:48,344 --> 00:32:49,862
I think it's going
to be a long season.
491
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:52,827
I think it's going to
easily go past 70 days.
492
00:32:52,965 --> 00:32:55,000
Three empty snare.
493
00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:57,034
There's tough people
on this season.
494
00:32:57,172 --> 00:32:58,620
William is tough.
495
00:32:58,620 --> 00:33:00,448
Jake is tough.
496
00:33:00,448 --> 00:33:03,965
And I think Dub is
ridiculously tough.
497
00:33:04,103 --> 00:33:07,586
I bet you that dude
sticks in a long time.
498
00:33:07,724 --> 00:33:11,344
So I'm going to keep pressing
through this and do my best.
499
00:33:11,344 --> 00:33:14,000
Gonna check a snare up in here.
500
00:33:14,137 --> 00:33:16,793
I've got one back
in this brush.
501
00:33:22,551 --> 00:33:23,413
Ooh!
502
00:33:23,551 --> 00:33:25,000
Ooh, ooh.
503
00:33:28,896 --> 00:33:30,241
Guys, almost last snare.
504
00:33:30,241 --> 00:33:32,000
I've got a hare,
but it's still alive.
505
00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:33,241
I've got to get a stick
and get over there.
506
00:33:35,655 --> 00:33:38,103
All right, buddy.
507
00:33:40,482 --> 00:33:42,275
Yeah, OK.
508
00:33:42,275 --> 00:33:44,896
Come on.
509
00:33:44,896 --> 00:33:45,896
Awesome!
510
00:33:45,896 --> 00:33:46,931
I got one!
511
00:33:46,931 --> 00:33:48,586
I got food for today.
512
00:33:48,724 --> 00:33:50,896
And that's a big one too.
513
00:33:50,896 --> 00:33:53,586
That's a big hare.
514
00:33:53,724 --> 00:33:55,379
So grateful.
515
00:33:59,344 --> 00:34:03,344
Getting this hare really
encourages me because it
516
00:34:03,482 --> 00:34:05,034
directly affects my longevity.
517
00:34:06,724 --> 00:34:09,379
If I were only
eating hare, I would
518
00:34:09,517 --> 00:34:12,172
be concerned because
you can starve
519
00:34:12,310 --> 00:34:15,344
to death eating lean meat.
520
00:34:15,344 --> 00:34:17,758
There we go.
521
00:34:17,896 --> 00:34:20,344
I'm going to skin
its head and eat it.
522
00:34:20,344 --> 00:34:22,793
It's called protein
starvation.
523
00:34:22,793 --> 00:34:25,758
Your body needs
the oils and the fats
524
00:34:25,758 --> 00:34:27,793
more out here
in this cold weather
525
00:34:27,793 --> 00:34:32,068
especially than it needs all
the protein from that meat.
526
00:34:32,206 --> 00:34:35,241
But the great fact is that
I have this moose lard,
527
00:34:35,241 --> 00:34:37,655
and I think that will
be a good balance
528
00:34:37,655 --> 00:34:40,068
to keep me with
enough fat to process
529
00:34:40,068 --> 00:34:41,655
the proteins from the hare.
530
00:34:41,655 --> 00:34:44,724
And I think that way, I could
have a ton of longevity.
531
00:34:44,862 --> 00:34:49,931
So as I was holding it, you
could hear its heartbeat--
532
00:34:50,068 --> 00:34:53,344
pap, pap, pap, pap, pap,
pap, pap-- slow down.
533
00:34:53,344 --> 00:34:55,896
To me, that's a big
moment because life is
534
00:34:55,896 --> 00:34:59,758
so precious, like every life.
535
00:35:02,034 --> 00:35:05,413
I just honor life right now.
536
00:35:05,413 --> 00:35:07,275
Life is special.
537
00:35:07,275 --> 00:35:11,517
Life is very special.
538
00:35:11,655 --> 00:35:14,310
And I'm alive.
539
00:35:14,310 --> 00:35:17,517
I'm alive in the Arctic.
540
00:35:17,517 --> 00:35:19,482
And I've still got it.
541
00:35:19,482 --> 00:35:20,724
I'm still dangerous.
542
00:35:20,724 --> 00:35:22,931
I'm still good to go.
543
00:35:31,448 --> 00:35:35,793
Because of the hare, I'm
filled with a most comfortable
544
00:35:35,793 --> 00:35:40,034
feeling at this moment.
545
00:35:40,862 --> 00:35:44,068
But I've worked in a lot
of different countries,
546
00:35:44,206 --> 00:35:47,862
and I realized how many
people live in fear, you know?
547
00:35:47,862 --> 00:35:51,896
So many of you,
548
00:35:51,896 --> 00:35:56,689
you know that I'm
a humanitarian aid worker,
549
00:35:56,689 --> 00:35:58,517
but I guess
I've never taken the time
550
00:35:58,517 --> 00:36:02,586
to explain exactly what
that is and what that means.
551
00:36:02,586 --> 00:36:04,000
Like, here's my motivation.
552
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:07,620
When I was a kid,
I grew up in a lot of fear.
553
00:36:07,620 --> 00:36:09,586
There was a lot of things
I was told about, you know,
554
00:36:09,586 --> 00:36:10,655
the government.
555
00:36:10,655 --> 00:36:11,896
I remember going
to bed every night
556
00:36:12,034 --> 00:36:14,931
thinking that SWAT team
would steal all of us
557
00:36:15,068 --> 00:36:17,517
kids away in the
middle of the night.
558
00:36:20,724 --> 00:36:24,103
And then one of my great
fears was realized.
559
00:36:24,103 --> 00:36:27,551
My brother,
who I was super close with--
560
00:36:27,551 --> 00:36:29,965
we did everything together--
561
00:36:29,965 --> 00:36:34,000
he was shot by a gang while
he was delivering pizza
562
00:36:34,137 --> 00:36:36,793
one night to pay for college.
563
00:36:39,310 --> 00:36:40,862
He lived.
564
00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:45,206
But I remember standing on the
street corner the next morning,
565
00:36:45,206 --> 00:36:48,275
seeing where he'd been shot,
and there was so much blood
566
00:36:48,413 --> 00:36:52,034
on the street,
like buckets of blood.
567
00:36:52,034 --> 00:36:57,482
And I sensed the end
of life right there.
568
00:36:57,482 --> 00:37:01,379
I sensed that it's meaningless
unless there's something
569
00:37:01,379 --> 00:37:02,758
more than fear to live in.
570
00:37:04,793 --> 00:37:07,862
So a chance came up
to go on a missions trip
571
00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:09,206
through my church.
572
00:37:09,206 --> 00:37:12,034
We went to Ukraine,
and there were orphanages.
573
00:37:12,172 --> 00:37:13,448
And all the folks
from the church
574
00:37:13,448 --> 00:37:14,896
were doing their programs,
and I was there,
575
00:37:15,034 --> 00:37:16,482
and I would help out.
576
00:37:16,620 --> 00:37:21,068
But I began to see something
take place there in a way
577
00:37:21,068 --> 00:37:22,931
I'd never seen before.
578
00:37:23,068 --> 00:37:26,965
I began to see people
loving others
579
00:37:27,103 --> 00:37:30,172
less fortunate than themselves.
580
00:37:30,310 --> 00:37:33,379
Those orphans were living in
fear, and as people loved them,
581
00:37:33,517 --> 00:37:35,172
the fear went away.
582
00:37:35,172 --> 00:37:37,344
And I knew there was something
there that I had to pursue
583
00:37:37,344 --> 00:37:38,931
with everything I had.
584
00:37:38,931 --> 00:37:41,413
And God found me there.
585
00:37:41,551 --> 00:37:45,655
So I go to places,
war zones sometimes,
586
00:37:45,793 --> 00:37:50,413
countries where people
don't have as much.
587
00:37:50,413 --> 00:37:52,379
People judge me all the time.
588
00:37:52,379 --> 00:37:54,448
They think it's--
they think I do shady
589
00:37:54,448 --> 00:37:55,482
stuff in other countries.
590
00:37:55,620 --> 00:37:56,862
No.
591
00:37:56,862 --> 00:37:58,448
I just can't talk about
everything that we do.
592
00:37:58,448 --> 00:38:01,137
Because in some countries,
you wouldn't believe it,
593
00:38:01,137 --> 00:38:04,344
but it's illegal to help.
594
00:38:04,344 --> 00:38:07,379
I want to see fear go
away from somebody's eyes
595
00:38:07,379 --> 00:38:10,758
like it went away from
mine when love found me.
596
00:38:14,379 --> 00:38:18,620
So now you know Timber
a little better.
597
00:38:18,758 --> 00:38:22,034
That's me in a nutshell.
598
00:38:40,379 --> 00:38:43,000
I'm telling you, to lose that
beaver meat is devastating.
599
00:38:43,137 --> 00:38:44,758
But it's not the
trouble that'll get you.
600
00:38:44,896 --> 00:38:45,758
And that's out here too.
601
00:38:45,896 --> 00:38:46,965
It's not trouble.
602
00:38:46,965 --> 00:38:49,724
It's how you deal with trouble.
603
00:38:53,793 --> 00:38:59,413
It's how you handle trouble is
going to make a big difference.
604
00:38:59,413 --> 00:39:01,310
When the going gets tough,
the tough get going,
605
00:39:01,310 --> 00:39:02,310
and that's true, you know?
606
00:39:02,310 --> 00:39:04,310
You've got to-- that's just it.
607
00:39:04,310 --> 00:39:07,000
You've got to-- just got to go.
608
00:39:07,137 --> 00:39:08,793
So all is good.
609
00:39:08,931 --> 00:39:11,724
Never cry over spilled milk.
610
00:39:16,620 --> 00:39:17,758
The beaver's gone.
611
00:39:17,758 --> 00:39:21,000
I think my best
option right now--
612
00:39:26,827 --> 00:39:29,241
First order of
business, I'm making
613
00:39:29,241 --> 00:39:33,000
an ice ladder to get out to
the heavier ice in the center.
614
00:39:35,275 --> 00:39:37,862
Look at that.
615
00:39:37,862 --> 00:39:39,241
Whoo-hoo!
616
00:39:43,896 --> 00:39:48,931
Get some fish back
on the menu, boy.
617
00:39:48,931 --> 00:39:50,344
This is quite risky.
618
00:39:50,344 --> 00:39:51,931
I don't know how
thick the ice is, but--
619
00:39:58,655 --> 00:40:00,206
I've got to do
whatever I can
620
00:40:00,206 --> 00:40:04,068
to get fish quick because I
can't fast for too many days.
621
00:40:04,206 --> 00:40:07,448
I'm in a critical state,
and this is my best chance
622
00:40:07,448 --> 00:40:11,827
to get some oily, greasy food.
623
00:40:11,827 --> 00:40:15,137
Yes, sir.
Yes, sir.
624
00:41:22,275 --> 00:41:25,241
This would be a blessing.
625
00:42:12,344 --> 00:42:13,793
Oh my God.
626
00:42:13,931 --> 00:42:15,172
Isn't that lucky?
627
00:42:15,172 --> 00:42:16,172
Oh my God.
628
00:42:16,172 --> 00:42:17,586
Oh!
629
00:42:22,655 --> 00:42:25,862
Oh, that is so lucky.
630
00:42:25,862 --> 00:42:28,310
I'm going to go over and
cook him now pretty soon.
631
00:42:28,448 --> 00:42:29,310
I feel blessed.
632
00:42:29,448 --> 00:42:30,931
I really do.
633
00:42:31,068 --> 00:42:32,655
You would never,
ever, ever-- you
634
00:42:32,655 --> 00:42:34,482
can't beat the smile off
my face with a hammer
635
00:42:34,482 --> 00:42:36,517
here right now.
636
00:42:36,517 --> 00:42:38,275
This is a fantastic day.
637
00:42:38,275 --> 00:42:40,310
Whoo!
638
00:42:40,310 --> 00:42:42,517
And now I'm going to
have a fantastic meal.
639
00:42:42,517 --> 00:42:44,551
Thank you, Lord.
640
00:42:44,551 --> 00:42:47,310
Oh, it's time of need again.
641
00:42:47,310 --> 00:42:48,379
Thank you.
642
00:42:48,379 --> 00:42:51,448
Thank you,
thank you, thank you.
643
00:42:51,586 --> 00:42:53,379
I'm going to do the
happy dance this time.
644
00:42:53,379 --> 00:42:54,793
Yeah!
I'm going to.
645
00:42:54,793 --> 00:42:56,206
Whoo-hoo!
646
00:42:56,206 --> 00:42:57,206
Oh my God.
647
00:42:57,206 --> 00:42:58,206
Officially out of food.
648
00:42:58,206 --> 00:43:00,034
Like, I was out.
649
00:43:00,172 --> 00:43:01,517
I was completely out.
650
00:43:01,517 --> 00:43:03,931
I mean, the beaver, that was--
651
00:43:04,068 --> 00:43:06,103
that was the plan.
652
00:43:06,103 --> 00:43:09,103
And when you go up
and your beaver's gone,
653
00:43:09,103 --> 00:43:13,172
well, there goes the plan.
654
00:43:13,310 --> 00:43:16,379
Now I'm going to drink
the water out of my pot.
655
00:43:28,620 --> 00:43:30,724
This is huge.
656
00:43:30,862 --> 00:43:32,793
It can buy me some time so
I'll be able to hopefully
657
00:43:32,793 --> 00:43:34,862
get some fish.
658
00:43:38,827 --> 00:43:41,103
Oh, beautiful,
beautiful grouse.
659
00:43:41,103 --> 00:43:42,689
Now, I've got to show you this.
660
00:43:42,689 --> 00:43:43,896
All right.
661
00:43:43,896 --> 00:43:45,310
So this right here
is the gross crop.
662
00:43:45,310 --> 00:43:47,137
It was in his throat.
663
00:43:47,275 --> 00:43:49,586
People back home in
Labrador, you blow it
664
00:43:49,724 --> 00:43:51,172
up and tie the other end over.
665
00:43:51,172 --> 00:43:53,379
And you know, people hang
them on their Christmas tree.
666
00:43:53,517 --> 00:43:56,034
They hang them up along
their window sills.
667
00:43:56,172 --> 00:43:57,344
See here now?
668
00:43:57,344 --> 00:44:01,689
I'm going to--
669
00:44:01,689 --> 00:44:04,482
You blow it up there
and tie it over.
670
00:44:04,482 --> 00:44:07,448
It's much nicer
with needles in it.
671
00:44:15,551 --> 00:44:18,482
Is that amazing, or what?
672
00:44:18,482 --> 00:44:19,586
Yeah, look at this.
673
00:44:19,724 --> 00:44:23,379
Good old raw, grouse liver.
674
00:44:23,517 --> 00:44:24,586
Get that down there.
675
00:44:24,586 --> 00:44:28,551
Oh, stomach's
going to love that.
676
00:44:28,551 --> 00:44:29,965
Ahh.
677
00:44:52,310 --> 00:44:54,896
Dude,
I'm going to puke.
678
00:44:54,896 --> 00:44:56,517
Ooh.
679
00:45:06,068 --> 00:45:08,448
Stop feeling like this, dude.
680
00:45:17,862 --> 00:45:20,517
Oh, [bleep] my life.
681
00:45:29,586 --> 00:45:31,172
All right.
682
00:45:31,172 --> 00:45:36,068
I just opened up my door for
the first time in a long time.
683
00:45:36,206 --> 00:45:38,448
And then I've got to
tell you guys some stuff
684
00:45:38,586 --> 00:45:42,034
been going on here.
685
00:45:42,034 --> 00:45:48,827
I've been sick,
really sick, for three days.
686
00:45:48,827 --> 00:45:51,896
I barely left bed.
687
00:45:51,896 --> 00:45:57,517
I go check my burbot lines,
I come back here,
688
00:45:57,517 --> 00:45:58,724
and I go back to bed.
689
00:45:58,862 --> 00:46:01,413
That's all I've done.
690
00:46:01,413 --> 00:46:03,896
And I'll probably do
the same thing today.
691
00:46:04,034 --> 00:46:10,517
So going to check the gill
net, that sort of thing.
692
00:46:10,655 --> 00:46:12,827
My stomach is feeling
pretty rotten.
693
00:46:12,827 --> 00:46:14,206
It's all bubbly.
694
00:46:14,206 --> 00:46:17,517
I had really, really bad
diarrhea for three days.
695
00:46:17,655 --> 00:46:21,931
I don't know what I did, if
it was food poisoning or what,
696
00:46:21,931 --> 00:46:25,551
but this is physically
and mentally draining.
697
00:46:25,689 --> 00:46:28,931
Dude, when I was sick,
I have some freaking
698
00:46:28,931 --> 00:46:33,344
reindeer moss hanging on
my wall for a long time.
699
00:46:33,344 --> 00:46:35,931
So I boiled it,
like, four times,
700
00:46:35,931 --> 00:46:39,379
and then I ate that
whole damn pot.
701
00:46:39,379 --> 00:46:41,620
My stomach stopped
hurting a bit.
702
00:46:41,620 --> 00:46:43,206
The carbs might have
helped, or maybe they
703
00:46:43,206 --> 00:46:45,241
soaked up some of the toxins.
704
00:46:45,379 --> 00:46:46,482
I ate some charcoal.
705
00:46:46,620 --> 00:46:48,827
That might have helped
a little bit too.
706
00:46:48,827 --> 00:46:49,827
Who knows?
707
00:46:49,827 --> 00:46:51,655
Just trying to make it through.
708
00:46:56,655 --> 00:46:59,448
Another empty gill net.
709
00:47:02,172 --> 00:47:06,206
Damn, man, these days.
710
00:47:08,586 --> 00:47:11,793
It's freaking rough
out here, you guys.
711
00:47:11,793 --> 00:47:15,482
On every "Alone:
they say that, but--
712
00:47:15,620 --> 00:47:20,000
they're not kidding, man.
713
00:47:20,000 --> 00:47:22,482
They are not kidding.
714
00:47:22,482 --> 00:47:24,103
This is hell out here.
715
00:47:26,482 --> 00:47:30,689
This is like a damn survival
battlefield out here.
716
00:47:31,689 --> 00:47:32,689
You're hungry.
717
00:47:32,689 --> 00:47:33,758
You're tired.
718
00:47:33,896 --> 00:47:35,793
You may not be sleeping
at all.
719
00:47:35,931 --> 00:47:37,172
And you're worried
every single night
720
00:47:37,310 --> 00:47:38,551
that you're going to
have a grizzly bear
721
00:47:38,551 --> 00:47:42,724
come knock your door down.
722
00:47:42,724 --> 00:47:46,241
It is hard.
723
00:47:46,379 --> 00:47:50,448
Just cooking
up some sort of fish,
724
00:47:50,586 --> 00:47:53,413
whatever the hell I can find.
725
00:47:53,413 --> 00:47:56,379
I know that burbot is on top.
726
00:47:58,586 --> 00:48:00,034
I'm forcing down food.
727
00:48:00,034 --> 00:48:01,344
I won't stop eating because
I'm not going to let
728
00:48:01,344 --> 00:48:05,517
myself get too far gone.
729
00:48:05,517 --> 00:48:07,758
Really cold hands.
730
00:48:07,758 --> 00:48:12,586
I'm worried I'm going
to run out of energy.
731
00:48:12,586 --> 00:48:17,586
I've got a long ways to
go to win this thing.
732
00:48:19,206 --> 00:48:23,724
Soon as I eat this,
I'm going back to bed.
733
00:48:23,862 --> 00:48:25,413
I'm a little upset
right now, to be honest,
734
00:48:25,413 --> 00:48:27,275
because I don't know
if I could pull through
735
00:48:27,413 --> 00:48:29,655
this unscathed.
736
00:48:41,310 --> 00:48:43,931
Here we go.
737
00:48:50,206 --> 00:48:52,620
Please don't make me sick.
738
00:48:59,758 --> 00:49:02,482
Oh, [bleep].
739
00:49:02,482 --> 00:49:04,517
Wish I hadn't seen that.
740
00:49:06,724 --> 00:49:10,137
Oh, I really wish
I hadn't just seen that.
741
00:49:10,137 --> 00:49:13,896
Oh, [bleep] me.
742
00:49:13,896 --> 00:49:15,206
Dude.
743
00:49:15,344 --> 00:49:18,793
.
744
00:49:23,275 --> 00:49:26,034
Oh, [bleep] me.
745
00:49:26,172 --> 00:49:29,655
Right there
746
00:49:29,655 --> 00:49:34,034
is worm inside
my burbot fillet.
747
00:49:37,413 --> 00:49:41,310
And--
748
00:49:41,448 --> 00:49:46,689
you know what's crazy is,
749
00:49:46,689 --> 00:49:51,310
I'm thinking about eating
the rest of the burbot.
750
00:49:51,310 --> 00:49:55,000
I don't like wasting the
best-tasting fish I have
751
00:49:55,137 --> 00:49:58,620
because I found a worm in it
when I can just boil the hell
752
00:49:58,758 --> 00:50:03,206
out of it and
probably not get sick,
753
00:50:03,206 --> 00:50:07,448
"probably" being
a very important word.
754
00:50:07,586 --> 00:50:10,448
man.
755
00:50:10,448 --> 00:50:12,448
But if I go through
another bout of sickness,
756
00:50:12,448 --> 00:50:14,206
then I'm probably gone.
757
00:50:14,206 --> 00:50:17,862
My body can't
handle that again.
758
00:50:17,862 --> 00:50:21,103
The day I caught
that burbot just
759
00:50:21,241 --> 00:50:25,896
so happened to be the day I
started to feel like holy hell.
760
00:50:25,896 --> 00:50:29,517
That's the day
I started eating it.
761
00:50:29,517 --> 00:50:30,758
OK.
762
00:50:30,758 --> 00:50:32,689
We're just going to
lay off that burbot.
763
00:50:44,862 --> 00:50:47,379
Tell you guys what, man.
764
00:50:48,793 --> 00:50:54,793
The tapping urge
765
00:50:54,793 --> 00:51:00,758
starts really small,
and it builds.
766
00:51:00,896 --> 00:51:06,172
It builds on itself until
it's all you can think about.
767
00:51:10,793 --> 00:51:15,793
And it will not stop.
768
00:51:15,793 --> 00:51:17,655
I totally get
why people tap out
769
00:51:17,655 --> 00:51:19,241
when there's something
wrong with their stomachs
770
00:51:19,241 --> 00:51:20,413
on this show.
771
00:51:20,413 --> 00:51:21,862
It's brutal, man.
772
00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:24,275
You can't do anything.
773
00:51:24,275 --> 00:51:27,068
And it only gets worse
the further along it gets.
774
00:51:27,068 --> 00:51:29,965
Like, the more
you don't get water,
775
00:51:30,103 --> 00:51:34,482
the more you don't get food,
the worse your body's getting.
776
00:51:37,103 --> 00:51:40,896
It would be so easy
to push the button
777
00:51:40,896 --> 00:51:45,620
and just go home
and end it
778
00:51:45,758 --> 00:51:48,620
because this hurts.
779
00:51:48,758 --> 00:51:54,620
And I'm not sure how much
more of this I can take.
780
00:51:54,620 --> 00:51:57,103
I don't like this feeling, man.
781
00:51:57,241 --> 00:52:01,931
I never thought it
would be able to creep
782
00:52:01,931 --> 00:52:05,379
into my consciousness
the way that it has.
783
00:52:05,517 --> 00:52:09,413
It had me thinking
about tapping so much.
784
00:52:09,551 --> 00:52:13,931
It's like there's one
little hole that says, ooh,
785
00:52:13,931 --> 00:52:15,586
you can tap.
786
00:52:15,586 --> 00:52:17,827
And then, like,
a finger goes in the hole,
787
00:52:17,965 --> 00:52:20,206
and it tears the hole bigger.
788
00:52:20,206 --> 00:52:22,413
Tap, tap, tap, tap, tap, tap.
789
00:52:22,413 --> 00:52:24,241
Please, tap, tap, tap, tap.
790
00:52:24,241 --> 00:52:26,896
It all starts pouring through,
and then more and more and more
791
00:52:27,034 --> 00:52:29,034
and more, more and more.
792
00:52:29,034 --> 00:52:32,068
And then before you know
it, you're surrounded.
793
00:52:32,068 --> 00:52:34,655
Everything is a reason to tap.
794
00:52:36,310 --> 00:52:39,482
I don't know how much more
time I got in me, man.
795
00:53:00,793 --> 00:53:02,758
Man, this would be so
cool if we have a fish
796
00:53:02,896 --> 00:53:06,344
on these old gorge hooks.
797
00:53:08,517 --> 00:53:14,931
It is cold outside,
but it's very warm in here.
798
00:53:14,931 --> 00:53:15,965
Going to show you
a couple little
799
00:53:15,965 --> 00:53:18,965
projects that I'm working on.
800
00:53:18,965 --> 00:53:21,758
See, I've got two little boys.
801
00:53:21,758 --> 00:53:23,172
They'll definitely want
Daddy to bring them
802
00:53:23,172 --> 00:53:28,068
home something
hand-carved, so I'm making
803
00:53:28,206 --> 00:53:29,620
these little furry foxes.
804
00:53:29,620 --> 00:53:34,620
This is a little fox face.
805
00:53:34,620 --> 00:53:36,862
And I've got
two little heads finished.
806
00:53:36,862 --> 00:53:39,103
I'm going to cut this one off.
807
00:53:39,241 --> 00:53:42,482
My sons,
they've had a hard life.
808
00:53:42,482 --> 00:53:45,000
Because of this
humanitarian work,
809
00:53:45,137 --> 00:53:49,103
they've had to say goodbye
permanently to many friends
810
00:53:49,103 --> 00:53:53,206
that they've made in
various countries.
811
00:53:53,344 --> 00:53:56,137
They accept a lot
of what's going on.
812
00:53:56,137 --> 00:53:58,551
These little tails
in the holes.
813
00:53:58,551 --> 00:54:01,482
But I want to find a
way to live this life
814
00:54:01,620 --> 00:54:04,689
that doesn't hurt them.
815
00:54:04,689 --> 00:54:06,275
My nine-year-old son,
Levi, made me promise.
816
00:54:06,275 --> 00:54:07,517
He's like, Daddy,
promise you won't
817
00:54:07,655 --> 00:54:10,482
tap out because you miss me.
818
00:54:10,482 --> 00:54:13,103
I said OK.
819
00:54:13,103 --> 00:54:14,896
So that was a fun
little project,
820
00:54:14,896 --> 00:54:18,517
and I think they
turned out pretty good.
821
00:54:18,517 --> 00:54:21,724
Man, I'm getting skinny.
822
00:54:21,724 --> 00:54:23,586
Good Lord.
823
00:54:23,724 --> 00:54:24,758
Wow.
824
00:54:26,793 --> 00:54:29,793
I'm getting so skinny
that it's almost scary.
825
00:54:31,379 --> 00:54:34,620
I'm eating, but I'm still
just burning so many
826
00:54:34,620 --> 00:54:36,000
more calories than I'm eating.
827
00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:37,862
How is that possible?
828
00:54:38,000 --> 00:54:39,724
I don't know.
829
00:54:39,862 --> 00:54:42,655
I'm going to go have a
look at the fish lines.
830
00:54:42,655 --> 00:54:45,758
Man, I'm hoping
some fish bites.
831
00:54:45,896 --> 00:54:48,724
Oh, it looks like
the mink is out here.
832
00:54:48,862 --> 00:54:51,517
Yep, there he is.
833
00:54:51,517 --> 00:54:53,724
Ooh, the line has moved.
834
00:54:53,724 --> 00:54:56,551
This fish line has
a gorge hook on it,
835
00:54:56,551 --> 00:54:57,724
and it's pulled straight.
836
00:55:00,137 --> 00:55:02,793
I hope like crazy
there's a fish on there.
837
00:55:02,793 --> 00:55:05,034
That'd be so cool.
838
00:55:09,413 --> 00:55:11,689
There's something on there.
839
00:55:11,827 --> 00:55:13,068
There's something.
840
00:55:13,068 --> 00:55:14,482
There's something.
There's something.
841
00:55:14,482 --> 00:55:15,862
I think it's a fish.
842
00:55:15,862 --> 00:55:17,689
I don't think it's a log.
843
00:55:17,689 --> 00:55:18,689
Oh, yeah.
844
00:55:18,689 --> 00:55:19,689
I got a fish!
845
00:55:19,689 --> 00:55:21,103
I got a fish on a gorge hook!
846
00:55:21,103 --> 00:55:22,896
I got a fish on the gorge hook!
847
00:55:22,896 --> 00:55:24,586
Don't get off!
Don't get off!
848
00:55:24,724 --> 00:55:26,793
Yeah!
Yeah!
849
00:55:26,931 --> 00:55:28,000
Yeah!
850
00:55:28,137 --> 00:55:30,034
Guys, I got a fish
on a piece of bone,
851
00:55:30,172 --> 00:55:32,379
on a piece of moose bone!
852
00:55:32,517 --> 00:55:33,551
Ha-ha!
853
00:55:38,206 --> 00:55:42,034
Now if you can see,
that bone, the wire
854
00:55:42,034 --> 00:55:44,000
is going down his throat,
and that bone is sticking
855
00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:45,482
out the side of his throat.
856
00:55:45,620 --> 00:55:48,413
There was no way in the world
he was getting off of that.
857
00:55:51,068 --> 00:55:52,896
That's the coolest thing ever.
858
00:55:52,896 --> 00:55:55,862
I just caught this fish
on a piece of moose bone.
859
00:55:55,862 --> 00:55:58,275
Rah!
860
00:56:02,172 --> 00:56:03,655
It's been a great day.
861
00:56:03,793 --> 00:56:06,241
I'm happy living out here
wild and free
862
00:56:06,379 --> 00:56:08,620
like a wild beast.
863
00:56:08,620 --> 00:56:10,310
When the wind howls like this
864
00:56:10,448 --> 00:56:12,620
and the cold north wind
blows in,
865
00:56:12,620 --> 00:56:15,689
it stirs my blood!
866
00:56:15,827 --> 00:56:20,448
I'm thinner than I need to
be, but I'm not too thin.
867
00:56:20,448 --> 00:56:24,896
I'm hungrier than I want to
be, but I'm not too hungry.
868
00:56:24,896 --> 00:56:26,896
I'm just having a good time.
869
00:56:28,689 --> 00:56:30,896
And that's what my wife
told me right before I left.
870
00:56:30,896 --> 00:56:33,172
She said, just have fun.
871
00:56:33,310 --> 00:56:36,758
Get drunk on the wilderness
like you like to do.
872
00:56:36,758 --> 00:56:38,551
And I did that today.
873
00:56:38,551 --> 00:56:42,551
Ahh!
874
00:56:46,793 --> 00:56:49,413
This is my north country!
875
00:56:52,413 --> 00:56:53,620
Ha-ha!
876
00:56:53,620 --> 00:56:57,482
Wa-pshh!
877
00:56:57,482 --> 00:56:59,862
Now this is "Alone."
878
00:56:59,862 --> 00:57:03,379
Now it's the real deal.
879
00:57:03,517 --> 00:57:06,931
Now we get cracking.
880
00:57:06,931 --> 00:57:09,793
Ahh!
881
00:57:23,655 --> 00:57:25,655
I don't know what the hell's
going on with my gill net
882
00:57:25,655 --> 00:57:28,103
right here.
883
00:57:28,241 --> 00:57:32,172
There's got to be a
fish in there, right?
884
00:57:32,310 --> 00:57:34,896
Yeah, there's a fish in there.
885
00:57:40,103 --> 00:57:42,931
Yes!
886
00:57:46,172 --> 00:57:51,793
Probably the last day
for this gill net.
887
00:57:51,793 --> 00:57:54,965
Then we'll be ice fishing.
888
00:58:01,724 --> 00:58:06,931
I don't know how big these
things are supposed to get,
889
00:58:06,931 --> 00:58:10,172
but that's freaking huge, man.
890
00:58:10,310 --> 00:58:12,965
Oh my God.
891
00:58:12,965 --> 00:58:15,344
Look at the size of that thing.
892
00:58:17,137 --> 00:58:19,068
Count our blessings, man.
893
00:58:19,206 --> 00:58:20,620
We got a big fish today.
894
00:58:20,620 --> 00:58:26,241
That's-- at this rate, it's
probably, like, a week of food.
895
00:58:29,241 --> 00:58:34,655
It's nice,
cleaning fish with the snow.
896
00:58:34,655 --> 00:58:38,137
Man, you finally don't
have dirt all over them.
897
00:58:38,275 --> 00:58:40,689
To make it through
this, you've got
898
00:58:40,689 --> 00:58:44,379
to be, like, stubborn as hell.
899
00:58:44,517 --> 00:58:46,724
I had a rough childhood.
900
00:58:46,724 --> 00:58:48,517
I got picked on a lot.
901
00:58:48,517 --> 00:58:54,206
But to be frank, I don't
think I would change a thing.
902
00:58:54,344 --> 00:58:57,172
If you don't have those
hardships and those turmoils,
903
00:58:57,172 --> 00:58:59,862
you could end up weak.
904
00:59:00,000 --> 00:59:02,448
I don't think
I turned out weak.
905
00:59:02,448 --> 00:59:04,965
And wouldn't trade
any one of those punches
906
00:59:05,103 --> 00:59:07,655
and any one of those insults
or remarks for anything.
907
00:59:12,344 --> 00:59:14,965
Yeah, I'm excited.
908
00:59:14,965 --> 00:59:16,965
You know that feeling you
get when you're, like--
909
00:59:16,965 --> 00:59:20,827
after you've been sick for a
few days and you're recovered
910
00:59:20,965 --> 00:59:23,551
and you just finally
feel normal again?
911
00:59:25,586 --> 00:59:28,655
I feel pretty good.
912
00:59:31,517 --> 00:59:34,827
Just throw it in the cooler.
913
00:59:42,689 --> 00:59:44,275
Jeez.
914
00:59:44,275 --> 00:59:49,482
.
915
00:59:55,758 --> 00:59:59,758
A mouse has been
eating and defecating--
916
00:59:59,758 --> 01:00:00,965
defecating.
917
01:00:00,965 --> 01:00:02,586
That's the nicest word
I've used all day.
918
01:00:02,586 --> 01:00:08,655
Usually I just say
all over my fish.
919
01:00:08,793 --> 01:00:11,793
I'm not sure
what to do with it.
920
01:00:11,793 --> 01:00:15,482
, man.
921
01:00:15,620 --> 01:00:17,655
Come on, bro.
922
01:00:24,310 --> 01:00:29,724
They got this pike
about ruined,
923
01:00:29,862 --> 01:00:33,344
because they've been, like,
924
01:00:33,344 --> 01:00:38,413
inside of it, eating like
crazy and just crapping
925
01:00:38,551 --> 01:00:42,827
all over inside of it.
926
01:00:42,965 --> 01:00:46,655
Look at that.
927
01:00:46,793 --> 01:00:50,793
That's all mouse crap in there.
928
01:00:50,793 --> 01:00:54,620
man, what a nightmare.
929
01:00:54,620 --> 01:00:58,137
This fish here, that pike is--
930
01:00:58,275 --> 01:01:00,275
I can't-- I'm not
going to eat that pike,
931
01:01:00,275 --> 01:01:03,586
man, because it's
probably what got me sick.
932
01:01:03,724 --> 01:01:06,241
That's why I've been sick for
a week is because of this,
933
01:01:06,379 --> 01:01:09,000
because of this mouse crap.
934
01:01:09,137 --> 01:01:10,551
I've been eating--
I've been eating it.
935
01:01:10,551 --> 01:01:13,206
I'm sure of it.
936
01:01:13,206 --> 01:01:16,206
It's like in it,
and it's been--
937
01:01:16,206 --> 01:01:19,275
and it's been in there,
seeping into the meat
938
01:01:19,413 --> 01:01:21,896
for days and days.
939
01:01:22,034 --> 01:01:24,655
I just can't.
940
01:01:24,655 --> 01:01:26,241
That's such a bummer.
941
01:01:26,241 --> 01:01:28,275
That was my last pike.
942
01:01:28,275 --> 01:01:31,724
My entire food
stash is trashed.
943
01:01:31,724 --> 01:01:35,896
Man, it's like,
look at how they've
944
01:01:35,896 --> 01:01:38,586
chewed all right
there, all right there,
945
01:01:38,724 --> 01:01:39,758
and then all that dark stuff.
946
01:01:39,896 --> 01:01:40,758
That's all mouse crap.
947
01:01:40,896 --> 01:01:42,379
All that, it's all mouse crap.
948
01:01:42,517 --> 01:01:44,172
Everything.
949
01:01:44,172 --> 01:01:46,793
I mean, how can I eat that?
950
01:01:46,931 --> 01:01:48,448
I mean, I can--
951
01:01:48,586 --> 01:01:53,206
I can cut this tail;
that I can save.
952
01:01:53,206 --> 01:01:56,034
I've literally been eating
mouse crap that I thought
953
01:01:56,172 --> 01:02:00,931
was dirt, and here I am.
954
01:02:01,068 --> 01:02:07,172
The future of my life
is in the hands of a shrew.
955
01:02:07,310 --> 01:02:13,344
That's a day's worth of food,
maybe a little more, spared.
956
01:02:13,344 --> 01:02:15,000
Everything, man.
957
01:02:15,137 --> 01:02:17,793
Every piece of freaking
food you got out here,
958
01:02:17,793 --> 01:02:19,000
you've got to--
959
01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:20,000
it's hard.
960
01:02:20,000 --> 01:02:22,034
It's hard to keep safe.
961
01:02:22,172 --> 01:02:24,241
Unsavable, all that.
962
01:02:25,655 --> 01:02:27,689
I've got a week
of food right there.
963
01:02:27,827 --> 01:02:29,655
Plus, I've got a
freaking two weeks
964
01:02:29,655 --> 01:02:32,482
probably on that damn inconnu.
965
01:02:32,482 --> 01:02:35,862
Like, every bit of food I
have, I need, man, to make
966
01:02:35,862 --> 01:02:39,103
it to the end of this thing.
967
01:02:39,103 --> 01:02:41,931
Don't know how much
I can handle here.
968
01:02:43,275 --> 01:02:46,689
If I wasn't so stubborn,
I'd tap right now.
969
01:02:48,896 --> 01:02:51,413
Oh, Jesus, it did move.
970
01:02:54,379 --> 01:02:55,965
Whoa! Oh!
971
01:02:55,965 --> 01:02:57,689
Yeah!
972
01:02:57,827 --> 01:02:59,586
Something making a weird
noise with my food cache.
973
01:03:01,482 --> 01:03:04,344
I'm going to go look.
974
01:03:05,896 --> 01:03:10,689
♪ I think it's about time
for me to go ♪
975
01:03:13,689 --> 01:03:16,724
. [bleep].