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[dramatic music]
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♪
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Washing my clothes.
I'm just gonna boil them.
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♪
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[sizzling]
Ah!
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[bleep]! Ow.
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Having my hand burned,
I can't shoot my bow.
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♪
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Stupid.
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I need to get out
of the temporary shelter.
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So I'm gonna push,
and I think, when I'm done,
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this place is gonna be
bomb-proof.
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Gotta be careful
standing up so quick.
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It's easy to forget
how much I haven't eaten.
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The biggest game here
is down!
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I've butchered
plenty of large animals
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that I know how much work
this is gonna be.
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[grunting]
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I'm gonna burn up
a lot of energy doing this.
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Yeah.
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Boom.
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Got him.
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I strongly believe that
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when nature throws you
a tidal wave,
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you build a bushcraft
surfboard and ride it out.
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Yeah!
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I'm officially tapping out.
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[sobs]
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I just couldn't deal
with the social isolation.
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♪
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I'm not tapping out.
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I'd rather die.
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♪
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[exhales]
Here goes nothing.
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Whoa!
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Yes!
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Holy [bleep].
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♪
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This is the harshest
location possible.
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We're 125 miles
in the Arctic Circle.
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[shouts]
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Never had an environment
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make me feel like
a complete amateur before.
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Everything is
against us out here.
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Mother Nature went
and bitch-slapped me.
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Looks like I got grizzlies
and wolves as my neighbors.
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Holy crap.
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They're just hunting
the shoreline.
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Mother Nature is about
to dim the lights on us.
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We're heading
into total darkness.
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[animal huffs, branch snaps]
- Hey, bear.
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The cold and the dark is
going to sap people's souls.
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Really makes you wonder
if it's worth it.
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[splurting]
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There is no camera crew.
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There's no support system.
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I'm completely alone.
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Yes!
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People go in one way...
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Stop bleeding.
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And they come out
entirely different.
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[yells]
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This is the most difficult
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survival challenge
in the world.
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[hooting]
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$500,000.
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That's completely
life-changing money.
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It's beautiful.
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Whoever can thrive
the longest.
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If they out here,
they ought to be afraid of me.
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- Whoever can push through...
- [groans]
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Wins.
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I hope I made the right
choice coming out here.
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♪
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[wind whooshing]
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♪
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I can package
the smoked meat,
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get it in my food cache.
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♪
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That's a lot of meat.
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♪
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So I decided to boil
some spruce and shave.
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See how this works,
shaving with an arrowhead.
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[light airy music]
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♪
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Think that's about as good
as I'm gonna get it.
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Oh, well.
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I need to start moving around
because I'm getting cold.
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But I really want to construct
the bed in my shelter.
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That's all I'm gonna do today,
as far as work goes.
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My energy level is zero.
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[soft tense music]
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♪
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My winter supply of meat
is done.
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My moose meat is smoked
and it's in a cache.
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It's very secure.
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Now I can start moving
into my shelter.
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♪
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OK.
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I'm gonna go about
making a bed.
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I'm gonna make a wood frame and
then a bough bed on top of it.
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♪
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My strategy starting now
is to do the bare minimum,
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as little as possible
physically.
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My shelter smells like
smoked meat big time.
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That's not gonna
bother me at all.
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And eat as much as I can,
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try to build some longevity
into my physique.
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♪
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I have to raise up the bed off
the ground for maximum warmth.
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♪
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I'm really tired,
and I shouldn't be.
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My strategy always was
to work really hard
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for the first couple or
three weeks to get things set,
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and then do a strategy shift.
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But the moose complicated it
so much that
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it might have been
just overdoing it.
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That might be good.
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♪
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The way I've gone about
these last three weeks
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will drive me out
of this competition soon
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if I keep doing it that way.
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I'm having a rough time,
just physically today,
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a very rough time.
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So that might be
one of the life lessons
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I have to learn
while being here.
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♪
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I got--I got just a start
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on making the bed in there.
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[chuckles]
This is sad.
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I've never been this inept
unless I was totally sick.
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I really gassed myself
during the first three--
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three weeks here.
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So I'm paying for it.
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I got to recoup.
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♪
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Well, I have decided that
I must be getting sick,
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coming down with something.
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It's the only explanation
for how I'm feeling today.
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I've started to sweat
and then get cold
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and then sweat
and then get cold.
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I'm worried about it.
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♪
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Hot, cold, chills, sweat.
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♪
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Not a great day.
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The moose could easily
and ironically be
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the thing that would
take me down.
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Sweating again.
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♪
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I've got to get through
whatever this is.
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♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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[saw rasping]
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Place your bids.
Here we go.
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Anybody got a giddy up, go.
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Antique log going, starting
the bidding at 10 bucks.
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Here we go.
Anybody gonna go 10 now?
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Here we go, 15.
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Anybody want to go 25 here,
anybody go 25 bucks.
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There is no log
on the face of the Earth
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with the same grains and beauty
as this sumbitch.
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Now, come on.
Anybody gonna go 40?
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40 bucks.
Can we get a 41?
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Sold!
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Ladies and gentlemen,
put your hands together...
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for the young lady in the back
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who bought this amazing piece
of lumber
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for $42.
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Sold.
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All right,
that's enough fun, Dub.
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No fun allowed
here in the Arctic.
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It's all work, bro.
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♪
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It's darn cold out today
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on a pre-winter day
in the Arctic Circle.
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Food and firewood are
the two things
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that are gonna be hard
to come by in about a month.
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All right.
Let's go check the gill net.
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What scares the hell out of me
more than anything
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is that period
of a couple weeks
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before I can walk on the ice
on this river.
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If that happens, and I don't
have food stored for that--
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I can't ice fish.
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I can't fish this open water
and I can't ice fish.
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So that'll be two weeks.
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Two weeks of me not eating
is a tap-out.
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I'm too skinny, so I can't--
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that can't happen.
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That could happen
to just about anybody else
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in this competition,
but that cannot happen to me.
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♪
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Gill net.
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Drumroll, please.
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♪
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A bunch of--
a bunch of garbage in there.
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There's no fish in here.
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Nothing in the gill net.
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Must fish.
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I must fish at all costs.
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And I must do it
almost every day.
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I really would much rather
be hunting right now.
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But...
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I also know...
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this is a smart thing to be
doing right now with my time
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that's not burning calories.
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I think something's
hitting this one.
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♪
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I don't know if I should
wait for it to spring
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or just grab it.
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I'm just gonna spring it
by hand.
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♪
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Holy crap, that's big.
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Stay on there.
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♪
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My club is right here
in front of my feet.
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So gentle.
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No sudden movements.
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♪
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Wow.
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Freaking wow.
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♪
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[laughing]
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Yes!
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00:11:10,827 --> 00:11:12,413
[sighs]
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How's that--
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[bleep].
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[soft tense music]
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♪
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When you have a fish caught,
in your hands...
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[exhales deeply]
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And to have it
suddenly get away,
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it's like a--
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it's a heart-wrenching thing.
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It's like you work so hard.
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Every freaking calorie,
when it comes down to it,
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every calorie
on every one of these fish
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means something to me.
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And literally losing a fish
in a split second
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from a bad decision
is taking away
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my time of being here
for longer.
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Everything's OK.
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Everything's OK.
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It's only--
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[laughs]
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It's only five days of food
and $500,000, dude.
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That's all.
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[grunts]
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Never let that happen again,
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and we can recover from that.
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♪
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Besides looking like an
absolute idiot on television,
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we can recover from that.
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♪
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That was a damn nice fish,
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days and days
and days of food.
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♪
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I think I might just have
to be satisfied
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with my hard lesson today.
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Stupid lesson.
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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This is my pipe I'm making.
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♪
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It's gonna be like
a little hobbit pipe.
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♪
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We are going to fire that pipe.
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So you can see my pipe
down in there.
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Essentially,
what you're doing is
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welding the clay
into a ceramic.
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♪
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Picked some kinnikinnick.
274
00:14:09,137 --> 00:14:11,517
♪
275
00:14:11,517 --> 00:14:15,379
[chuckles]
276
00:14:15,379 --> 00:14:17,517
What do you think of that?
277
00:14:17,517 --> 00:14:24,586
♪
278
00:14:27,275 --> 00:14:29,344
There we go.
[chuckles]
279
00:14:29,344 --> 00:14:31,413
♪
280
00:14:34,172 --> 00:14:36,655
Well, it certainly
isn't tobacco.
281
00:14:39,724 --> 00:14:41,827
It's got kind of
a peppery flavor to it.
282
00:14:41,827 --> 00:14:43,896
It's not bad.
283
00:14:45,517 --> 00:14:46,965
All right.
284
00:14:46,965 --> 00:14:49,793
We're gonna go work
on the shelter.
285
00:14:49,793 --> 00:14:52,344
♪
286
00:14:52,344 --> 00:14:56,172
This has been the single
most challenging thing
287
00:14:56,172 --> 00:14:58,034
since I've been out here,
288
00:14:58,034 --> 00:15:00,793
selecting a place to build
a permanent shelter
289
00:15:00,793 --> 00:15:03,034
and what kind of shelter
to build.
290
00:15:03,034 --> 00:15:04,758
♪
291
00:15:04,758 --> 00:15:06,724
And because I'm getting
right down to the wire,
292
00:15:06,724 --> 00:15:09,827
I think the most efficient,
quickest thing that I could do
293
00:15:09,827 --> 00:15:11,931
is a wickiup.
294
00:15:11,931 --> 00:15:14,793
So then it became finding
a place where I could find
295
00:15:14,793 --> 00:15:18,551
enough small trees
to make a wickiup.
296
00:15:18,551 --> 00:15:22,758
I walked up and down
this whole river.
297
00:15:22,758 --> 00:15:24,793
And the only place
on this side of the river
298
00:15:24,793 --> 00:15:27,448
that I found that was suitable
to do it was right behind me
299
00:15:27,448 --> 00:15:29,517
in the one place
I didn't look.
300
00:15:29,517 --> 00:15:31,965
♪
301
00:15:31,965 --> 00:15:35,413
I just want to get rid
of as much bark as possible.
302
00:15:35,413 --> 00:15:38,379
Then it won't be so liable
to catch on fire on me
303
00:15:38,379 --> 00:15:40,413
in the middle of the night.
304
00:15:40,413 --> 00:15:44,482
♪
305
00:15:44,482 --> 00:15:46,275
The thing about a wickiup is,
306
00:15:46,275 --> 00:15:48,896
it provides a lot
of really good insulation
307
00:15:48,896 --> 00:15:53,103
by slowing down the air
from the outside.
308
00:15:53,103 --> 00:15:57,172
If I can settle in here
and become comfortable,
309
00:15:57,172 --> 00:16:00,344
I'll be able to stay here
for a very long time.
310
00:16:00,344 --> 00:16:02,206
♪
311
00:16:02,206 --> 00:16:03,827
All right.
312
00:16:03,827 --> 00:16:05,620
Done with that for now.
313
00:16:06,862 --> 00:16:09,000
Think I'll get my tarp
on there
314
00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:11,413
and then try and catch a fish.
315
00:16:11,413 --> 00:16:14,379
[pensive music]
316
00:16:14,379 --> 00:16:16,310
♪
317
00:16:16,310 --> 00:16:18,620
If I don't catch anything
in the net,
318
00:16:18,620 --> 00:16:21,103
I will fish with my line.
319
00:16:21,103 --> 00:16:24,103
I can see the net,
320
00:16:24,103 --> 00:16:26,551
but I don't see any fish.
321
00:16:26,551 --> 00:16:29,965
I made a handline
from the leftover strands
322
00:16:29,965 --> 00:16:33,206
of paracord core
from making my net.
323
00:16:33,206 --> 00:16:36,000
I haven't had
much success with it,
324
00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:39,068
but I'll give it a try.
325
00:16:39,068 --> 00:16:42,103
So here is a chunk
of pike meat,
326
00:16:42,103 --> 00:16:45,793
and this is the leader
327
00:16:45,793 --> 00:16:48,172
that I made from my bootlace.
328
00:16:48,172 --> 00:16:49,482
♪
329
00:16:49,482 --> 00:16:52,206
Pike have a mouth
full of razor blades,
330
00:16:52,206 --> 00:16:56,724
and something that
I'm very limited on is hooks.
331
00:16:56,724 --> 00:17:00,965
Inside the core
of my winter bootlaces
332
00:17:00,965 --> 00:17:03,758
is a material
that's really strong.
333
00:17:03,758 --> 00:17:06,172
They make bulletproof vests
out of it.
334
00:17:06,172 --> 00:17:11,862
So I'm hoping this leader
will be safe from pike teeth.
335
00:17:11,862 --> 00:17:14,034
That way,
I don't lose my hooks.
336
00:17:14,034 --> 00:17:15,896
I brought a big treble hook
this time.
337
00:17:15,896 --> 00:17:17,724
We'll see how that works.
338
00:17:17,724 --> 00:17:23,137
I was gonna save this for lures
but changed my mind.
339
00:17:23,137 --> 00:17:26,172
I need to catch a lot of fish
340
00:17:26,172 --> 00:17:28,862
before the river
starts to freeze.
341
00:17:34,448 --> 00:17:37,379
[tense music]
342
00:17:37,379 --> 00:17:44,448
♪
343
00:17:51,586 --> 00:17:55,413
I want to try it just
a little further out than that.
344
00:17:55,413 --> 00:18:02,517
♪
345
00:18:02,517 --> 00:18:04,000
There's a fish.
346
00:18:04,000 --> 00:18:05,965
♪
347
00:18:05,965 --> 00:18:07,758
Come on.
348
00:18:07,758 --> 00:18:10,068
Oh, no!
349
00:18:10,068 --> 00:18:12,965
No! [bleep]!
350
00:18:17,448 --> 00:18:18,655
[dramatic music]
351
00:18:18,655 --> 00:18:20,620
My main line snapped.
352
00:18:20,620 --> 00:18:22,241
♪
353
00:18:22,241 --> 00:18:24,344
There it goes.
354
00:18:24,344 --> 00:18:27,137
[scoffs]
[bleep]!
355
00:18:27,137 --> 00:18:30,689
How am I gonna get that back?
356
00:18:30,689 --> 00:18:32,241
I'm gonna have to go swimming.
357
00:18:32,241 --> 00:18:33,965
♪
358
00:18:33,965 --> 00:18:37,000
I can't lose my leader.
359
00:18:37,000 --> 00:18:39,137
I won't accept that.
360
00:18:39,137 --> 00:18:42,448
Soon as I get that back, we're
going from here to the camp.
361
00:18:42,448 --> 00:18:44,310
♪
362
00:18:44,310 --> 00:18:47,103
[exhales]
363
00:18:47,103 --> 00:18:53,965
♪
364
00:18:53,965 --> 00:18:55,241
[bleep]
365
00:18:55,241 --> 00:18:56,965
♪
366
00:18:56,965 --> 00:18:58,241
[bleep].
367
00:18:58,241 --> 00:19:04,172
♪
368
00:19:04,172 --> 00:19:05,793
Oh, [bleep].
369
00:19:05,793 --> 00:19:08,896
[panting]
370
00:19:17,793 --> 00:19:19,172
Oh, it's cold.
371
00:19:21,275 --> 00:19:23,206
Tailbone felt that one.
372
00:19:26,827 --> 00:19:28,827
Oh, what an adventure.
373
00:19:31,068 --> 00:19:35,448
OK, I do not recommend
doing that.
374
00:19:35,448 --> 00:19:36,931
[laughs]
375
00:19:38,965 --> 00:19:44,275
I probably should go back
to the fire, get warmed up.
376
00:19:44,275 --> 00:19:50,758
♪
377
00:19:55,551 --> 00:19:57,586
[sighs, sniffs]
378
00:19:57,586 --> 00:19:58,931
♪
379
00:19:58,931 --> 00:20:01,517
Well, I'm in my--
380
00:20:01,517 --> 00:20:03,172
my permanent shelter.
381
00:20:03,172 --> 00:20:06,689
It's not done yet,
but it's getting there.
382
00:20:08,655 --> 00:20:11,344
I'm in an extreme amount
of pain in my tailbone
383
00:20:11,344 --> 00:20:13,517
and in my abdomen.
384
00:20:13,517 --> 00:20:16,413
♪
385
00:20:16,413 --> 00:20:23,034
So I have debated, um...
386
00:20:23,034 --> 00:20:26,310
♪
387
00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:32,206
Talking about this because...
388
00:20:32,206 --> 00:20:34,172
it's kind of embarrassing.
389
00:20:34,172 --> 00:20:36,344
♪
390
00:20:36,344 --> 00:20:41,241
I've had probably
30 pounds of food.
391
00:20:41,241 --> 00:20:45,620
And in 12 days,
I haven't had a single BM.
392
00:20:45,620 --> 00:20:50,551
♪
393
00:20:50,551 --> 00:20:53,448
I wish that I had killed
that beaver early on
394
00:20:53,448 --> 00:20:56,275
because that may have kept
395
00:20:56,275 --> 00:21:00,103
my digestive system
working regularly.
396
00:21:00,103 --> 00:21:06,827
I've been eating as much
roughage as I possibly can.
397
00:21:06,827 --> 00:21:09,758
I just don't know
what else I can do about it.
398
00:21:09,758 --> 00:21:11,896
♪
399
00:21:11,896 --> 00:21:15,862
Since my divorce, my kids
have watched me struggle.
400
00:21:15,862 --> 00:21:18,896
But I think it's important
for them to be able
401
00:21:18,896 --> 00:21:22,862
to see me outside
of our family circle
402
00:21:22,862 --> 00:21:24,724
and see what I'm capable
of doing.
403
00:21:24,724 --> 00:21:26,517
♪
404
00:21:26,517 --> 00:21:28,103
When you step into nature,
405
00:21:28,103 --> 00:21:30,931
everything else
is stripped away
406
00:21:30,931 --> 00:21:33,000
and you are
a vulnerable animal
407
00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:36,965
that is bumping along,
clumsily.
408
00:21:36,965 --> 00:21:38,827
♪
409
00:21:38,827 --> 00:21:41,793
But there is no situation
that I would be in
410
00:21:41,793 --> 00:21:43,413
that would make me tap.
411
00:21:43,413 --> 00:21:46,482
I made a commitment
to finish this.
412
00:21:46,482 --> 00:21:48,827
I would rather die than quit.
413
00:21:48,827 --> 00:21:51,103
I feel like if I eat
any more green stuff,
414
00:21:51,103 --> 00:21:55,172
I'm gonna make it worse.
415
00:21:55,172 --> 00:21:57,034
So I'm just
keeping myself hydrated
416
00:21:57,034 --> 00:22:01,724
and hoping things
work themselves through.
417
00:22:01,724 --> 00:22:02,931
[laughs dryly]
418
00:22:02,931 --> 00:22:06,103
♪
419
00:22:06,103 --> 00:22:09,103
[soft tense music]
420
00:22:09,103 --> 00:22:16,137
♪
421
00:22:17,965 --> 00:22:20,241
I got to see what it is.
422
00:22:20,241 --> 00:22:23,000
Oh, yeah!
We got breakfast.
423
00:22:23,000 --> 00:22:25,793
♪
424
00:22:25,793 --> 00:22:27,241
[grunts]
Yeah!
425
00:22:27,241 --> 00:22:31,655
♪
426
00:22:31,655 --> 00:22:33,137
Yeah!
427
00:22:33,137 --> 00:22:34,965
♪
428
00:22:49,275 --> 00:22:50,586
Hot.
429
00:23:00,206 --> 00:23:02,172
I know that there's
some Indigenous groups
430
00:23:02,172 --> 00:23:03,448
that eat a lot of bark.
431
00:23:03,448 --> 00:23:05,724
And right now,
I'm on a fish diet,
432
00:23:05,724 --> 00:23:07,310
so I'm getting mostly protein.
433
00:23:07,310 --> 00:23:09,275
And I want to get some sugars
and carbs in my body.
434
00:23:09,275 --> 00:23:11,275
I think it'll be
a more well-balanced diet.
435
00:23:11,275 --> 00:23:12,620
♪
436
00:23:12,620 --> 00:23:14,827
Puts, you know,
food in your stomach.
437
00:23:14,827 --> 00:23:17,206
♪
438
00:23:28,275 --> 00:23:30,172
♪
439
00:23:30,172 --> 00:23:32,793
OK, so I'm gonna muck 'er down
440
00:23:32,793 --> 00:23:35,689
and go look for some berries.
441
00:23:35,689 --> 00:23:38,689
♪
442
00:23:38,689 --> 00:23:40,241
Look at that.
443
00:23:47,310 --> 00:23:49,689
♪
444
00:23:49,689 --> 00:23:51,517
This here.
445
00:23:51,517 --> 00:23:57,482
♪
446
00:23:57,482 --> 00:23:59,793
Getting juicier all the time.
447
00:23:59,793 --> 00:24:02,448
♪
448
00:24:02,448 --> 00:24:05,448
[distant barking]
449
00:24:08,551 --> 00:24:10,517
♪
450
00:24:16,586 --> 00:24:18,137
♪
451
00:24:18,137 --> 00:24:20,241
[imitating barking]
452
00:24:20,241 --> 00:24:21,206
[hisses]
453
00:24:21,206 --> 00:24:22,758
♪
454
00:24:28,034 --> 00:24:32,965
♪
455
00:24:36,482 --> 00:24:38,827
[pine marten barking]
456
00:24:44,103 --> 00:24:45,448
[chuckles]
457
00:24:45,448 --> 00:24:48,482
Got to try to figure
something out.
458
00:24:48,482 --> 00:24:51,344
Sassy little bugger, anyway.
459
00:24:51,344 --> 00:24:53,965
[yells gibberish, laughs]
460
00:25:05,793 --> 00:25:09,724
♪
461
00:25:15,965 --> 00:25:17,241
♪
462
00:25:17,241 --> 00:25:18,310
[bleep]
463
00:25:19,862 --> 00:25:20,793
[bleep]
464
00:25:20,793 --> 00:25:23,344
♪
465
00:25:27,241 --> 00:25:28,931
[tense music]
466
00:25:29,344 --> 00:25:30,586
[bleep].
467
00:25:36,275 --> 00:25:37,448
[bleep].
468
00:25:37,448 --> 00:25:40,103
You know, not good
when you got something
469
00:25:40,103 --> 00:25:42,379
stealing your food
all the time.
470
00:25:57,275 --> 00:26:01,827
♪
471
00:26:01,827 --> 00:26:03,965
[sighs]
472
00:26:03,965 --> 00:26:05,655
Well.
473
00:26:16,206 --> 00:26:17,862
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
474
00:26:26,241 --> 00:26:28,000
Yeah.
475
00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:30,586
I may go for a little fish
here this evening,
476
00:26:30,586 --> 00:26:33,068
so try to secure
something for tomorrow.
477
00:26:33,068 --> 00:26:35,482
So food is starting to become
a pretty good priority.
478
00:26:35,482 --> 00:26:37,344
♪
479
00:26:40,758 --> 00:26:43,413
The critters here
are very aggressive.
480
00:26:43,413 --> 00:26:46,517
Food stored is not safe
anywhere.
481
00:26:46,517 --> 00:26:49,000
I got jays, the most
aggressive little jays
482
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:50,172
I ever seen.
483
00:26:50,172 --> 00:26:52,689
We got minks here.
We got martens.
484
00:26:52,689 --> 00:26:55,000
They're constantly
stealing food from me.
485
00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:56,448
And it's a real concern.
486
00:26:56,448 --> 00:26:58,586
It's actually the biggest
threat I got right now.
487
00:26:58,586 --> 00:27:01,103
It's one thing to catch food,
but then you got to be working
488
00:27:01,103 --> 00:27:03,344
to keep the critters
from stealing.
489
00:27:03,344 --> 00:27:06,586
I can see it's gonna be a real
challenge going forward.
490
00:27:06,586 --> 00:27:08,620
I'm gonna have to come up
with some other ideas
491
00:27:08,620 --> 00:27:11,000
to try to figure out
how to keep the animals
492
00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:12,448
from getting at my food.
493
00:27:12,448 --> 00:27:15,000
♪
494
00:27:20,068 --> 00:27:21,620
Yeah!
495
00:27:21,620 --> 00:27:26,724
♪
496
00:27:26,724 --> 00:27:28,655
Is that a pike
or something else?
497
00:27:28,655 --> 00:27:35,724
♪
498
00:27:37,413 --> 00:27:41,896
Is that a salmon?
No, it's--or a whitefish?
499
00:27:41,896 --> 00:27:45,206
Oh, so the whitefish is here.
500
00:27:45,206 --> 00:27:49,448
Oh, just gotta be careful.
Just be careful, Willie.
501
00:27:49,448 --> 00:27:52,758
Look at that. Look at that.
Look at that.
502
00:27:52,758 --> 00:27:54,379
♪
503
00:27:54,379 --> 00:27:55,827
Mm-mm.
504
00:27:55,827 --> 00:27:57,586
Whitefish is on the run.
I should put--
505
00:27:57,586 --> 00:27:59,482
be very careful.
506
00:27:59,482 --> 00:28:02,310
[whispering] Very careful.
Extra very careful.
507
00:28:02,310 --> 00:28:03,793
There, right there, almost.
508
00:28:03,793 --> 00:28:06,172
♪
509
00:28:06,172 --> 00:28:09,172
Oh, look at that!
Got a whitefish.
510
00:28:09,172 --> 00:28:12,344
Oh-ho-ho-ho-hoh.
511
00:28:12,344 --> 00:28:14,379
Oh, how things turn around.
512
00:28:15,413 --> 00:28:18,689
Super happy, super happy,
super happy.
513
00:28:18,689 --> 00:28:21,206
This is gonna be
a well-protected fish.
514
00:28:24,413 --> 00:28:29,724
♪
515
00:28:29,724 --> 00:28:31,517
[grunts]
516
00:28:31,517 --> 00:28:33,862
♪
517
00:28:33,862 --> 00:28:35,689
Look at that.
518
00:28:35,689 --> 00:28:38,551
Oh, my.
[chuckles]
519
00:28:38,551 --> 00:28:41,206
♪ Whitefish on the menu
520
00:28:41,206 --> 00:28:43,586
Oh, what a pleasant surprise
that whitefish was.
521
00:28:43,586 --> 00:28:45,034
The timing was just perfect.
522
00:28:45,034 --> 00:28:46,793
I've been needing something
like that because
523
00:28:46,793 --> 00:28:50,000
had a lot of food,
critters cleaned me out.
524
00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:51,965
Then I was starting to get
a little short on food.
525
00:28:51,965 --> 00:28:54,241
But that's a nice
little pick-me-up.
526
00:28:54,241 --> 00:28:55,965
Tear that off.
527
00:29:02,103 --> 00:29:05,275
♪
528
00:29:05,275 --> 00:29:08,965
[grunts, sighs]
529
00:29:08,965 --> 00:29:11,724
Like that.
530
00:29:11,724 --> 00:29:13,724
Now what I'm gonna do--
531
00:29:13,724 --> 00:29:17,931
now, this is my--
this was my clay carrier.
532
00:29:17,931 --> 00:29:20,620
It's gonna go in there now.
533
00:29:20,620 --> 00:29:26,103
And this is gonna be tied over
and hung up like that.
534
00:29:26,103 --> 00:29:29,517
♪
535
00:29:29,517 --> 00:29:32,000
Now that goes up here,
and you tie it over tight.
536
00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:33,862
♪
537
00:29:39,103 --> 00:29:40,724
Well, I'll tell you,
things can turn around
538
00:29:40,724 --> 00:29:42,103
kind of fast out here.
539
00:29:42,103 --> 00:29:44,241
Not putting in that hidey-hole.
540
00:29:44,241 --> 00:29:48,379
No, don't trust that spot
now either.
541
00:29:48,379 --> 00:29:50,896
♪
542
00:30:03,172 --> 00:30:10,172
♪
543
00:30:30,344 --> 00:30:37,379
♪
544
00:30:48,413 --> 00:30:50,413
[rain pattering]
545
00:30:50,413 --> 00:30:52,448
[device beeps]
546
00:30:52,448 --> 00:30:54,103
[sighs]
547
00:30:54,103 --> 00:30:56,517
That's great.
548
00:30:56,517 --> 00:31:02,000
I got a message that they're
doing med check sometime today.
549
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:06,310
So we'll see what they say.
550
00:31:09,793 --> 00:31:12,379
I got up a while ago,
551
00:31:12,379 --> 00:31:15,724
and the pain in my abdomen
is strong enough
552
00:31:15,724 --> 00:31:18,931
to make me stop doing
what I was doing.
553
00:31:18,931 --> 00:31:20,827
♪
554
00:31:20,827 --> 00:31:23,000
I'm not complaining.
555
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:26,310
♪
556
00:31:26,310 --> 00:31:28,310
Just dealing with it.
557
00:31:28,310 --> 00:31:31,344
♪
558
00:31:31,344 --> 00:31:35,724
But I said from the beginning,
and I'm gonna keep saying it,
559
00:31:35,724 --> 00:31:37,793
I'm not tapping out.
560
00:31:40,965 --> 00:31:43,620
So we'll just see
what happens.
561
00:31:43,620 --> 00:31:46,482
♪
562
00:31:46,482 --> 00:31:50,379
Got a med check,
so that should be fun.
563
00:31:50,379 --> 00:31:53,034
♪
564
00:31:53,034 --> 00:31:54,655
I hear the boat coming.
565
00:31:54,655 --> 00:31:56,241
♪
566
00:31:56,241 --> 00:31:57,655
I'm kind of nervous.
567
00:31:57,655 --> 00:32:00,551
How thorough is the med check?
568
00:32:00,551 --> 00:32:02,586
I don't know.
569
00:32:02,586 --> 00:32:06,620
I don't know what the outcome
of this med check's gonna be.
570
00:32:06,620 --> 00:32:09,034
You always hope for the best,
but plan for the worst.
571
00:32:09,034 --> 00:32:10,586
♪
572
00:32:10,586 --> 00:32:13,379
Gonna me change my pants,
be respectable for the doctor.
573
00:32:13,379 --> 00:32:15,344
♪
574
00:32:15,344 --> 00:32:18,448
My stomach is feeling
really lean, scary--
575
00:32:18,448 --> 00:32:20,862
it's scary how lean it feels.
576
00:32:20,862 --> 00:32:23,482
I'm actually worried
about this med check.
577
00:32:23,482 --> 00:32:26,620
I've thought about
whether or not I should just
578
00:32:26,620 --> 00:32:30,413
grit my teeth and fake it
through this check.
579
00:32:30,413 --> 00:32:34,103
But I've decided
to not do that.
580
00:32:34,103 --> 00:32:41,103
♪
581
00:32:44,482 --> 00:32:47,413
Bring the shirt kind of up
to the bone here, the navel.
582
00:32:47,413 --> 00:32:49,689
♪
583
00:32:49,689 --> 00:32:51,448
There any chest pain?
- No.
584
00:32:51,448 --> 00:32:53,000
Difficulty breathing?
585
00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:55,620
Um, no.
I've been out of breath from--
586
00:32:55,620 --> 00:32:57,206
from work, you know, of course.
587
00:32:57,206 --> 00:32:58,344
Some of these logs
are pretty big.
588
00:32:58,344 --> 00:33:00,034
But no difficulty breathing.
589
00:33:00,034 --> 00:33:01,517
I am trying
to catch my breath...
590
00:33:01,517 --> 00:33:02,896
- OK.
- Uh, constantly.
591
00:33:02,896 --> 00:33:04,517
- Constantly?
- Yeah.
592
00:33:04,517 --> 00:33:06,344
- Any headaches?
- No.
593
00:33:06,344 --> 00:33:07,586
- Vision changes?
- No.
594
00:33:07,586 --> 00:33:08,758
Any chest pain?
595
00:33:08,758 --> 00:33:09,758
- No.
- No?
596
00:33:09,758 --> 00:33:10,965
Sometimes it throbs.
597
00:33:10,965 --> 00:33:13,482
Sometimes it feels like a--
598
00:33:13,482 --> 00:33:14,724
like a dull knife.
599
00:33:14,724 --> 00:33:16,379
- No belly pain?
- Mm-mm.
600
00:33:16,379 --> 00:33:17,586
Bowels been good?
601
00:33:17,586 --> 00:33:20,827
There was one day that
I had some stomach pain,
602
00:33:20,827 --> 00:33:23,586
and I think--
I don't know what was going on.
603
00:33:23,586 --> 00:33:26,068
And maybe I hadn't used the
restroom in, like, five days.
604
00:33:26,068 --> 00:33:28,034
And so there was one day
that I had a little pain there,
605
00:33:28,034 --> 00:33:29,275
but it wasn't serious.
606
00:33:29,275 --> 00:33:31,379
I haven't had
a bowel movement in--
607
00:33:31,379 --> 00:33:34,068
it's either 14 or 15 days.
608
00:33:34,068 --> 00:33:37,931
And that has become
extremely painful.
609
00:33:37,931 --> 00:33:40,310
How often are you having
these pains?
610
00:33:40,310 --> 00:33:41,586
Constantly.
611
00:33:41,586 --> 00:33:44,724
It's more pronounced
when I do anything.
612
00:33:44,724 --> 00:33:46,275
It does worry me a bit.
613
00:33:46,275 --> 00:33:49,689
I don't want to have
a heart attack at 35.
614
00:33:49,689 --> 00:33:51,965
- Any pain there?
- No.
615
00:33:51,965 --> 00:33:53,586
♪
616
00:33:53,586 --> 00:33:56,413
- That's OK?
- Oh, all good, yeah.
617
00:33:56,413 --> 00:33:58,000
- OK, that's sore.
- That's sore there.
618
00:33:58,000 --> 00:33:59,724
- OK.
- Yeah, that's sore.
619
00:33:59,724 --> 00:34:06,103
♪
620
00:34:06,103 --> 00:34:09,137
Yeah? So the deeper--
the deeper I go, the more--
621
00:34:09,137 --> 00:34:10,862
- Oh, yeah, way more.
- OK.
622
00:34:10,862 --> 00:34:12,551
- [breathlessly] Like, j--
- [indistinct]
623
00:34:12,551 --> 00:34:14,931
Yeah, just taking
that off was...
624
00:34:14,931 --> 00:34:16,517
making it pretty hard
to breathe.
625
00:34:16,517 --> 00:34:19,482
[tense music building]
626
00:34:19,482 --> 00:34:26,551
♪
627
00:34:27,655 --> 00:34:30,000
At this point, I don't think
it's medically safe
628
00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:31,448
for him to be in the field.
629
00:34:31,448 --> 00:34:35,206
♪
630
00:34:39,724 --> 00:34:41,862
Given Dr. Gary's concerns...
631
00:34:41,862 --> 00:34:44,896
[tense music]
632
00:34:44,896 --> 00:34:49,655
We need to officially extract
you for medical reasons.
633
00:34:49,655 --> 00:34:53,137
♪
634
00:34:53,137 --> 00:34:55,275
My largest concern is,
635
00:34:55,275 --> 00:34:58,931
you're showing signs now
of a bowel obstruction.
636
00:34:58,931 --> 00:35:00,586
My concern
with a bowel obstruction is,
637
00:35:00,586 --> 00:35:02,448
that's something
that can evolve
638
00:35:02,448 --> 00:35:05,413
into a perforation
or an infection
639
00:35:05,413 --> 00:35:07,344
throughout the body
called sepsis.
640
00:35:07,344 --> 00:35:10,275
These are
very serious diagnoses.
641
00:35:10,275 --> 00:35:13,482
And it's no longer safe
for you to continue.
642
00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:19,965
Any chance we could just,
like, give it a few more days?
643
00:35:19,965 --> 00:35:22,103
Four days or something?
644
00:35:22,103 --> 00:35:24,689
It's a pretty serious risk
645
00:35:24,689 --> 00:35:27,034
that you're putting yourself in
day by day,
646
00:35:27,034 --> 00:35:28,344
living out here.
647
00:35:28,344 --> 00:35:30,793
It is not safe to continue.
648
00:35:32,758 --> 00:35:35,758
[soft emotional music]
649
00:35:35,758 --> 00:35:42,827
♪
650
00:35:44,068 --> 00:35:48,482
My brother, uh...
651
00:35:48,482 --> 00:35:51,862
had an obstruction.
652
00:35:51,862 --> 00:35:57,551
They had to take out
about 7 feet of his intestines.
653
00:35:57,551 --> 00:36:01,448
♪
654
00:36:04,551 --> 00:36:06,827
So I understand.
655
00:36:13,241 --> 00:36:16,862
I think that it's probably
the right call.
656
00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:21,689
I just don't want it to be,
you know?
657
00:36:25,965 --> 00:36:29,137
That's all I've got to say,
I guess.
658
00:36:29,137 --> 00:36:35,206
♪
659
00:36:35,206 --> 00:36:38,379
I feel like
I had my hand extended,
660
00:36:38,379 --> 00:36:43,793
reaching at this goal
that I wanted so badly.
661
00:36:43,793 --> 00:36:48,068
And then the goal stretches
out beyond my reach,
662
00:36:48,068 --> 00:36:51,896
and all I grab onto
is empty air.
663
00:36:51,896 --> 00:36:55,275
But what I'm realizing
about this experience
664
00:36:55,275 --> 00:36:59,275
is that it's OK that
I didn't win the prize
665
00:36:59,275 --> 00:37:03,379
because what I gained
is wisdom.
666
00:37:03,379 --> 00:37:06,413
When you're faced
with a challenge like this,
667
00:37:06,413 --> 00:37:09,275
it tests your character.
668
00:37:09,275 --> 00:37:13,620
I came to know myself better.
669
00:37:13,620 --> 00:37:20,000
And I'm going to keep
this state of vulnerability,
670
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:22,310
because I think if I do,
671
00:37:22,310 --> 00:37:28,275
I can be more helpful
to my family, my children.
672
00:37:28,275 --> 00:37:33,275
My kids will see
a passionate and happy Jake.
673
00:37:33,275 --> 00:37:37,310
I'm going to be
a better version of myself,
674
00:37:37,310 --> 00:37:43,034
full authenticity,
but with purpose.
675
00:37:43,034 --> 00:37:46,586
And I'm going to finish
that journey on my own terms.
676
00:37:46,586 --> 00:37:51,448
♪
677
00:37:51,448 --> 00:37:54,448
[tense music]
678
00:37:54,448 --> 00:38:01,586
♪
679
00:38:04,172 --> 00:38:07,896
Gonna use some of
the ptarmigan bones for bait.
680
00:38:07,896 --> 00:38:12,206
♪
681
00:38:12,206 --> 00:38:15,310
There we go, six baited hooks.
682
00:38:15,310 --> 00:38:17,034
♪
683
00:38:17,034 --> 00:38:18,413
[wings flapping]
684
00:38:20,172 --> 00:38:23,172
[rustling]
685
00:38:24,965 --> 00:38:28,068
You mother[bleep].
I hate you.
686
00:38:28,068 --> 00:38:30,655
You are
a robbing little bastard.
687
00:38:36,103 --> 00:38:37,896
What are you trying
to steal from me now?
688
00:38:37,896 --> 00:38:39,448
Huh?
689
00:38:40,793 --> 00:38:42,137
Jerk.
690
00:38:43,517 --> 00:38:45,517
Stupid Canadian jay.
691
00:38:45,517 --> 00:38:50,310
♪
692
00:38:50,310 --> 00:38:52,172
Med check is done
and over with,
693
00:38:52,172 --> 00:38:54,172
and they didn't pull me
because I'm dying,
694
00:38:54,172 --> 00:38:57,482
so we'll call it a success.
695
00:38:57,482 --> 00:39:00,827
So I'm going to walk
over to the river
696
00:39:00,827 --> 00:39:03,586
and check my longline.
697
00:39:03,586 --> 00:39:06,482
A longline is a long rope
698
00:39:06,482 --> 00:39:09,137
that's anchored down
at one end.
699
00:39:09,137 --> 00:39:12,413
And off of that rope is
multiple baited hooks,
700
00:39:12,413 --> 00:39:16,344
so there's multiple chances
of catching a fish.
701
00:39:16,344 --> 00:39:18,310
♪
702
00:39:18,310 --> 00:39:20,896
My body's feeling depleted.
703
00:39:20,896 --> 00:39:23,793
I am really hoping
I get a protein today
704
00:39:23,793 --> 00:39:27,448
because I ate the last
of the ptarmigan.
705
00:39:27,448 --> 00:39:29,103
[wings fluttering]
706
00:39:29,103 --> 00:39:31,586
Oh. Oh, gosh.
707
00:39:32,689 --> 00:39:35,448
OK, change in plans.
708
00:39:35,448 --> 00:39:38,448
See if I can get that bird.
709
00:39:38,448 --> 00:39:41,172
♪
710
00:39:41,172 --> 00:39:43,517
A couple days
into my journey here,
711
00:39:43,517 --> 00:39:46,379
I stopped wearing my belt.
712
00:39:46,379 --> 00:39:49,862
Oh, where'd you go,
pretty chicken?
713
00:39:49,862 --> 00:39:52,793
I need you so bad.
714
00:39:52,793 --> 00:39:56,344
And today I put it back on
and found out that
715
00:39:56,344 --> 00:40:00,000
I lost enough weight that
I'm in at least one notch.
716
00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:03,241
[hooting softly]
717
00:40:03,241 --> 00:40:04,413
Where'd you go?
718
00:40:04,413 --> 00:40:06,206
♪
719
00:40:06,206 --> 00:40:08,827
[distant bird call]
I hear it.
720
00:40:08,827 --> 00:40:12,275
Oh, I see her.
She's up there a ways.
721
00:40:12,275 --> 00:40:13,689
[bird squawks]
722
00:40:17,482 --> 00:40:19,931
Too big or too small,
doesn't matter.
723
00:40:19,931 --> 00:40:23,448
My entire life, I see
my body different than it is.
724
00:40:23,448 --> 00:40:25,413
It's [bleep] up.
725
00:40:25,413 --> 00:40:27,275
♪
726
00:40:27,275 --> 00:40:31,344
Please, God, be with me
and guide this arrow.
727
00:40:31,344 --> 00:40:33,172
I can really use this.
728
00:40:33,172 --> 00:40:37,620
♪
729
00:40:37,620 --> 00:40:39,724
[bleep].
730
00:40:39,724 --> 00:40:41,034
Damn it.
731
00:40:41,034 --> 00:40:42,448
♪
732
00:40:42,448 --> 00:40:45,551
[bird cooing]
733
00:40:49,896 --> 00:40:52,862
Oh, please, God,
let me get one of these birds.
734
00:40:52,862 --> 00:40:57,310
♪
735
00:40:57,310 --> 00:40:59,517
Oh, [bleep].
736
00:40:59,517 --> 00:41:00,724
[chuckles softly]
737
00:41:00,724 --> 00:41:03,413
Un-freaking-believable.
[raven cawing]
738
00:41:03,413 --> 00:41:05,413
Even that raven's
laughing at me.
739
00:41:05,413 --> 00:41:08,448
[raven continues cawing]
740
00:41:09,931 --> 00:41:11,551
Raven, shut it!
741
00:41:11,551 --> 00:41:15,551
[cawing continues]
742
00:41:15,551 --> 00:41:17,137
Not funny.
743
00:41:20,206 --> 00:41:22,413
Feel like a [bleep] dumbass.
744
00:41:24,310 --> 00:41:26,965
All right, back to my lines.
745
00:41:26,965 --> 00:41:32,448
♪
746
00:41:32,448 --> 00:41:35,068
I spent most
of my adult life overweight.
747
00:41:35,068 --> 00:41:36,931
♪
748
00:41:36,931 --> 00:41:39,827
I've always had
an addictive personality.
749
00:41:39,827 --> 00:41:43,551
Unfortunately,
that came from my family.
750
00:41:43,551 --> 00:41:46,758
[sighs]
Sure hope my anchor holds on.
751
00:41:46,758 --> 00:41:49,241
Those things are hard to find.
752
00:41:49,241 --> 00:41:51,827
My mom ended up
falling into alcoholism,
753
00:41:51,827 --> 00:41:55,310
and she got
into Alcoholics Anonymous.
754
00:41:55,310 --> 00:41:57,965
Nothing on the first one.
755
00:41:57,965 --> 00:42:01,206
Nothing on the second one.
756
00:42:01,206 --> 00:42:03,793
And I started to see
these amazing changes in her
757
00:42:03,793 --> 00:42:06,206
in a very short
period of time.
758
00:42:06,206 --> 00:42:09,448
And then she came to me when
I was 17 years old and said,
759
00:42:09,448 --> 00:42:12,448
"I love you,
but I'm done with motherhood.
760
00:42:12,448 --> 00:42:14,793
I now have
to take care of myself."
761
00:42:14,793 --> 00:42:18,206
And nothing on the third one
762
00:42:18,206 --> 00:42:21,655
or the fourth one.
763
00:42:21,655 --> 00:42:23,344
That was the day
I had to grow up.
764
00:42:23,344 --> 00:42:24,965
♪
765
00:42:24,965 --> 00:42:27,275
There was just an emptiness
inside of me.
766
00:42:27,275 --> 00:42:31,206
And I filled the void
with alcohol and food.
767
00:42:31,206 --> 00:42:34,103
But I turned it around
because I got pregnant.
768
00:42:34,103 --> 00:42:38,517
Everything still has
its chunk of bone on it.
769
00:42:38,517 --> 00:42:41,172
Just not the best bait.
770
00:42:41,172 --> 00:42:43,344
♪
771
00:42:43,344 --> 00:42:46,379
Knowing how it felt
to have your mother
772
00:42:46,379 --> 00:42:50,103
not mother you anymore,
I wouldn't do it.
773
00:42:50,103 --> 00:42:53,413
I know I was a better mother
than my mother was.
774
00:42:53,413 --> 00:42:56,000
And my daughter is
an amazing mother.
775
00:42:56,000 --> 00:42:57,620
♪
776
00:42:57,620 --> 00:43:01,758
Because each one of us has our
own trauma from our mothers,
777
00:43:01,758 --> 00:43:04,137
I know that every generation
in my family,
778
00:43:04,137 --> 00:43:05,931
we're getting better.
779
00:43:05,931 --> 00:43:10,137
♪
780
00:43:10,137 --> 00:43:12,310
Yeah, been one of those days.
781
00:43:12,310 --> 00:43:14,172
[chuckles]
782
00:43:14,172 --> 00:43:17,517
I don't remember who told me--
783
00:43:17,517 --> 00:43:20,655
some woman in my world--
784
00:43:20,655 --> 00:43:22,655
about how they always hate
the competitor,
785
00:43:22,655 --> 00:43:24,655
the female competitors,
that cry.
786
00:43:24,655 --> 00:43:26,517
[chuckles]
787
00:43:26,517 --> 00:43:28,275
And here I am.
788
00:43:28,275 --> 00:43:31,241
[soft dark music]
789
00:43:31,241 --> 00:43:34,034
♪
790
00:43:34,034 --> 00:43:37,310
My confidence is taking a hit.
791
00:43:37,310 --> 00:43:40,862
That voice inside of me
that loves to tell me
792
00:43:40,862 --> 00:43:44,551
how much I suck at everything
is getting louder.
793
00:43:44,551 --> 00:43:47,931
And it's looking
for any weakness I have.
794
00:43:47,931 --> 00:43:50,137
[sighs deeply]
795
00:43:50,137 --> 00:43:51,862
All of a sudden,
I'm starting to question
796
00:43:51,862 --> 00:43:54,172
my abilities again.
797
00:43:54,172 --> 00:43:57,206
Do I really have
what it takes?
798
00:43:57,206 --> 00:44:01,827
I made a promise to my husband
that I would tap out
799
00:44:01,827 --> 00:44:04,448
before I broke physically
or mentally.
800
00:44:04,448 --> 00:44:06,034
♪
801
00:44:06,034 --> 00:44:07,896
I might be there.
802
00:44:07,896 --> 00:44:10,275
♪
803
00:44:15,586 --> 00:44:22,620
♪
804
00:44:23,931 --> 00:44:26,551
An emotional breakdown...
[sniffles]
805
00:44:26,551 --> 00:44:28,551
On video.
806
00:44:28,551 --> 00:44:30,758
It's humiliating.
[sniffles]
807
00:44:30,758 --> 00:44:33,206
♪
808
00:44:33,206 --> 00:44:38,965
And in my safe space at home,
I'm not embarrassed to feel.
809
00:44:38,965 --> 00:44:42,862
On television?
[sighs]
810
00:44:42,862 --> 00:44:45,896
I'm vulnerable like every
other person in this world.
811
00:44:45,896 --> 00:44:48,103
And sometimes I suck
at some of the skills
812
00:44:48,103 --> 00:44:50,275
I'm supposed to have.
813
00:44:50,275 --> 00:44:52,137
♪
814
00:44:52,137 --> 00:44:54,931
Now you all know.
Sometimes I just suck.
815
00:44:54,931 --> 00:44:56,172
[chuckles, sniffles]
816
00:44:56,172 --> 00:44:57,862
♪
817
00:44:57,862 --> 00:44:59,931
I sometimes suck at fishing.
818
00:44:59,931 --> 00:45:02,689
And I often suck at hunting.
819
00:45:02,689 --> 00:45:05,068
♪
820
00:45:05,068 --> 00:45:09,137
But the plain and simple fact
is, this is just me.
821
00:45:09,137 --> 00:45:11,206
♪
822
00:45:11,206 --> 00:45:15,896
And, you know,
we all go through our lives
823
00:45:15,896 --> 00:45:18,517
projecting an image.
824
00:45:18,517 --> 00:45:21,896
And I project an image--
825
00:45:21,896 --> 00:45:25,896
OK, I try to project an image
826
00:45:25,896 --> 00:45:27,620
of having my [bleep] together,
827
00:45:27,620 --> 00:45:31,620
of being a tough, badass woman.
828
00:45:31,620 --> 00:45:35,931
And sometimes it just doesn't
work out, any of it, out here.
829
00:45:35,931 --> 00:45:37,793
♪
830
00:45:37,793 --> 00:45:41,448
And now the whole world knows.
831
00:45:41,448 --> 00:45:46,172
The publicity of this game
832
00:45:46,172 --> 00:45:50,482
was one of the scariest parts
for me, because I knew.
833
00:45:50,482 --> 00:45:53,241
I knew the real me
would be shown.
834
00:45:53,241 --> 00:45:54,517
♪
835
00:45:54,517 --> 00:45:56,689
I have no doubt that
836
00:45:56,689 --> 00:45:59,172
my lack of nutrition
and hydration
837
00:45:59,172 --> 00:46:03,827
is affecting not only my body,
but my mind.
838
00:46:03,827 --> 00:46:06,172
It's OK.
839
00:46:06,172 --> 00:46:10,413
Because there's a lot
of other people in the world
840
00:46:10,413 --> 00:46:13,448
who project a great image,
841
00:46:13,448 --> 00:46:16,862
and sometimes they suck, too.
842
00:46:16,862 --> 00:46:19,793
That's being human.
843
00:46:19,793 --> 00:46:21,206
♪
844
00:46:21,206 --> 00:46:23,862
So any crazy thought
that I'm having,
845
00:46:23,862 --> 00:46:26,758
I know that it's my body
846
00:46:26,758 --> 00:46:29,344
trying to convince my mind
to go home.
847
00:46:29,344 --> 00:46:30,896
♪
848
00:46:30,896 --> 00:46:33,517
But I'm not breaking yet.
849
00:46:33,517 --> 00:46:37,379
I still have fight in me,
so I'm not tapping out yet.
850
00:46:37,379 --> 00:46:40,344
[dramatic music]
851
00:46:40,344 --> 00:46:47,413
♪
852
00:46:53,620 --> 00:47:00,724
♪
853
00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:03,310
I'm really tired.
854
00:47:03,310 --> 00:47:05,034
I've been going
pretty hard today.
855
00:47:05,034 --> 00:47:07,620
♪
856
00:47:07,620 --> 00:47:09,586
Ooh.
857
00:47:12,586 --> 00:47:14,965
It's new socks day.
858
00:47:14,965 --> 00:47:18,000
[laughing]
859
00:47:20,241 --> 00:47:22,620
Oh, yeah.
860
00:47:22,620 --> 00:47:25,551
It's the best part of today.
861
00:47:25,551 --> 00:47:28,310
Look at 'em.
They're so soft.
862
00:47:29,965 --> 00:47:32,413
Mmm. And they smell good.
863
00:47:36,275 --> 00:47:37,965
Well, I don't even know
if they smell good or not.
864
00:47:37,965 --> 00:47:40,103
They just don't smell
like me, so.
865
00:47:40,103 --> 00:47:41,620
[chuckles]
866
00:47:43,034 --> 00:47:48,827
But yeah, today is gonna be
pretty easygoing.
867
00:47:48,827 --> 00:47:50,965
I haven't had a break
since we've been here,
868
00:47:50,965 --> 00:47:53,206
so I think I'll just
take it easy
869
00:47:53,206 --> 00:47:57,517
and rest and heal
and just enjoy being here.
870
00:47:57,517 --> 00:48:00,068
That's the plan for today.
871
00:48:00,068 --> 00:48:02,551
♪
872
00:48:02,551 --> 00:48:06,068
I have been working nonstop
on my shelter,
873
00:48:06,068 --> 00:48:09,344
burning an easy 3,000
to 4,000 calories a day
874
00:48:09,344 --> 00:48:10,793
and maybe getting an average
875
00:48:10,793 --> 00:48:13,689
of 500 calories a day
in my body.
876
00:48:13,689 --> 00:48:16,206
That's not sustainable.
877
00:48:16,206 --> 00:48:18,482
I'm having some pains
in my chest.
878
00:48:18,482 --> 00:48:20,103
I think I work myself
too hard.
879
00:48:20,103 --> 00:48:24,896
So I need to stop feeling like
I got to work all the time
880
00:48:24,896 --> 00:48:27,862
and just try to relax.
881
00:48:27,862 --> 00:48:32,482
Today...
882
00:48:32,482 --> 00:48:37,620
my church involves
just being still
883
00:48:37,620 --> 00:48:40,655
and washing my underwear.
884
00:48:40,655 --> 00:48:43,896
[laughs]
885
00:48:43,896 --> 00:48:47,206
That's my morning--
that's my morning service.
886
00:48:47,206 --> 00:48:49,724
♪
887
00:48:49,724 --> 00:48:53,896
I haven't taken this underwear
off in two weeks.
888
00:48:53,896 --> 00:48:56,931
So much filth coming off
of these.
889
00:48:56,931 --> 00:48:59,689
Oh, that's horrible.
890
00:48:59,689 --> 00:49:03,482
I might get a ticket for,
like, polluting the water.
891
00:49:03,482 --> 00:49:06,896
[laughs]
892
00:49:06,896 --> 00:49:08,517
Oh, man.
893
00:49:12,586 --> 00:49:15,517
All right, now I'm gonna
boil some water.
894
00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:19,379
I know I don't have
enough water in me,
895
00:49:19,379 --> 00:49:23,206
so I'm starting to get
a little bit of a headache.
896
00:49:23,206 --> 00:49:27,448
♪
897
00:49:27,448 --> 00:49:29,655
This here is just birch bark.
898
00:49:29,655 --> 00:49:34,172
And it works really good for...
a fire starter
899
00:49:34,172 --> 00:49:38,275
because of all the oils
that's inside birch.
900
00:49:38,275 --> 00:49:41,310
I only got one ferro rod.
901
00:49:41,310 --> 00:49:44,172
It has a very limited number
of strikes.
902
00:49:44,172 --> 00:49:45,551
♪
903
00:49:45,551 --> 00:49:47,931
I think the same thing
with the ferro rod,
904
00:49:47,931 --> 00:49:50,413
and me taking my time
to make the most
905
00:49:50,413 --> 00:49:51,931
out of this fire starter,
906
00:49:51,931 --> 00:49:55,551
I think it applies
a lot to our lives,
907
00:49:55,551 --> 00:49:58,586
at least mine.
908
00:49:58,586 --> 00:50:01,793
I'm sure I'm not the only one
that's gone through tragedy,
909
00:50:01,793 --> 00:50:05,448
but how much time did I waste
910
00:50:05,448 --> 00:50:08,275
not taking advantage
911
00:50:08,275 --> 00:50:11,586
of when my brother was here?
912
00:50:11,586 --> 00:50:14,620
Like it's gonna last forever.
913
00:50:14,620 --> 00:50:15,931
It's not.
914
00:50:15,931 --> 00:50:17,724
[soft reflective music]
915
00:50:17,724 --> 00:50:19,206
People in your life
916
00:50:19,206 --> 00:50:22,586
that actually mean something
to you,
917
00:50:22,586 --> 00:50:25,655
what are you doing
with them today,
918
00:50:25,655 --> 00:50:27,896
tomorrow, this weekend,
you know,
919
00:50:27,896 --> 00:50:29,931
to make the most
of your time with them?
920
00:50:29,931 --> 00:50:31,896
♪
921
00:50:31,896 --> 00:50:33,068
There it goes.
922
00:50:33,068 --> 00:50:34,793
♪
923
00:50:34,793 --> 00:50:38,172
I'll drink some water
and go for a walk.
924
00:50:38,172 --> 00:50:40,724
Being out here,
I wish now that
925
00:50:40,724 --> 00:50:45,620
I'd have valued
my time with them more.
926
00:50:45,620 --> 00:50:47,896
It's just like that ferro rod.
927
00:50:47,896 --> 00:50:51,655
May not be today, may not be
the next few months.
928
00:50:51,655 --> 00:50:53,793
It may last you a lifetime.
929
00:50:53,793 --> 00:50:55,448
But most likely, it won't.
930
00:50:55,448 --> 00:50:57,275
♪
931
00:50:57,275 --> 00:50:59,034
There's always a job to do.
932
00:50:59,034 --> 00:51:01,413
But the thing is,
there's always a job to do.
933
00:51:01,413 --> 00:51:03,172
I need to slow down.
934
00:51:03,172 --> 00:51:07,206
I need to just be present,
be in the moment.
935
00:51:07,206 --> 00:51:12,068
My baby girl is only gonna be
one year old for so long.
936
00:51:12,068 --> 00:51:16,379
And it's more important
that I enjoy that time
937
00:51:16,379 --> 00:51:18,448
instead of work it all away.
938
00:51:18,448 --> 00:51:21,931
It's getting cold.
Gonna put this on my noggin.
939
00:51:23,862 --> 00:51:26,206
[tense music]
940
00:51:27,896 --> 00:51:29,103
I can't believe it.
941
00:51:29,103 --> 00:51:30,931
That's crazy.
942
00:51:30,931 --> 00:51:32,241
♪
943
00:51:36,137 --> 00:51:38,689
[dramatic music]
944
00:51:38,689 --> 00:51:42,103
I found a...
945
00:51:42,103 --> 00:51:43,827
tangled up gill net.
946
00:51:43,827 --> 00:51:47,206
Seems like some of it
is intact.
947
00:51:47,206 --> 00:51:49,793
I want to salvage this.
948
00:51:49,793 --> 00:51:51,137
♪
949
00:51:51,137 --> 00:51:52,793
Pretty cool stuff.
950
00:51:52,793 --> 00:51:54,379
[chuckles]
951
00:51:54,379 --> 00:51:55,379
Lucky.
952
00:51:55,379 --> 00:51:56,793
♪
953
00:51:56,793 --> 00:52:01,482
I didn't take the time
to make a gill net
954
00:52:01,482 --> 00:52:03,137
because at first,
955
00:52:03,137 --> 00:52:05,724
catching stuff on the bait
was really working.
956
00:52:05,724 --> 00:52:07,758
So I just didn't bother
with it.
957
00:52:07,758 --> 00:52:11,379
And then I just got
so caught up in that shelter.
958
00:52:11,379 --> 00:52:13,034
I'm sure there's a lot of stuff
959
00:52:13,034 --> 00:52:15,551
I'm gonna look back
and wish I'd done better.
960
00:52:15,551 --> 00:52:19,206
But you know,
that's just the way life is.
961
00:52:19,206 --> 00:52:22,551
Maybe this is just
exactly what I needed to win.
962
00:52:22,551 --> 00:52:23,793
[sighs]
963
00:52:23,793 --> 00:52:25,655
I need to get
that thing fixed.
964
00:52:25,655 --> 00:52:27,655
I need to get it
in the water ASAP,
965
00:52:27,655 --> 00:52:30,482
and hopefully it starts
turning a profit.
966
00:52:30,482 --> 00:52:33,862
This could be a big win.
967
00:52:33,862 --> 00:52:38,655
Got us a... gill net.
968
00:52:38,655 --> 00:52:41,068
[chuckles]
969
00:52:41,068 --> 00:52:44,068
[exciting music]
970
00:52:44,068 --> 00:52:51,103
♪
971
00:52:53,827 --> 00:52:55,448
[sharp crack]
972
00:52:55,448 --> 00:52:58,413
Oh, my God, dude.
973
00:52:58,413 --> 00:53:00,655
That did not just happen.
974
00:53:01,931 --> 00:53:03,620
Why the [bleep]?
975
00:53:03,620 --> 00:53:06,689
I just smashed my glasses.
976
00:53:06,689 --> 00:53:09,137
That's another
terrible mistake.
977
00:53:09,137 --> 00:53:11,206
Can't be making mistakes.
978
00:53:11,206 --> 00:53:13,724
[tense music]
979
00:53:13,724 --> 00:53:16,793
I'm gonna have to, like,
figure something out here.
980
00:53:16,793 --> 00:53:19,931
♪
981
00:53:19,931 --> 00:53:21,965
So here's my glasses.
982
00:53:21,965 --> 00:53:28,965
♪
983
00:53:28,965 --> 00:53:31,827
They broke right there.
984
00:53:31,827 --> 00:53:36,896
So the lens is gonna fall out
every time I move.
985
00:53:36,896 --> 00:53:43,241
Wonder if I could just try
to melt that back together.
986
00:53:43,241 --> 00:53:45,655
I think that's probably
what I should try doing.
987
00:53:45,655 --> 00:53:48,517
We got paracord and pine pitch.
988
00:53:48,517 --> 00:53:50,724
So if I can get
this heated up...
989
00:53:50,724 --> 00:53:54,551
♪
990
00:53:54,551 --> 00:53:57,034
And welded, if you will,
991
00:53:57,034 --> 00:53:59,551
this plastic welded,
992
00:53:59,551 --> 00:54:02,896
we'll pop in that lens.
993
00:54:02,896 --> 00:54:04,862
♪
994
00:54:04,862 --> 00:54:08,551
And I think we'll be
back in business.
995
00:54:08,551 --> 00:54:13,689
It's gonna be probably not
just that simple,
996
00:54:13,689 --> 00:54:15,896
'cause most things never are.
997
00:54:15,896 --> 00:54:18,172
♪
998
00:54:18,172 --> 00:54:24,724
So it seems like
it's semi... fixed.
999
00:54:24,724 --> 00:54:28,965
I'm gonna wrap paracord
really freaking tight.
1000
00:54:28,965 --> 00:54:30,758
♪
1001
00:54:30,758 --> 00:54:33,275
I'm gonna cover it
with a very generous layer
1002
00:54:33,275 --> 00:54:35,551
of pine pitch glue.
1003
00:54:35,551 --> 00:54:37,241
That's awesome.
1004
00:54:37,241 --> 00:54:39,034
♪
1005
00:54:39,034 --> 00:54:42,034
There's our resin glue.
1006
00:54:42,034 --> 00:54:43,896
Now, I want to get it
in every nook and cranny
1007
00:54:43,896 --> 00:54:46,310
so that
it's basically fiberglass.
1008
00:54:46,310 --> 00:54:49,000
OK, put the glue in.
1009
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:52,517
You guys ready
for the big unveiling?
1010
00:54:56,586 --> 00:54:58,103
Boom.
1011
00:54:59,586 --> 00:55:01,793
That's back to normal, man.
1012
00:55:03,206 --> 00:55:05,482
That is awesome.
1013
00:55:05,482 --> 00:55:08,482
[dramatic music]
1014
00:55:08,482 --> 00:55:15,586
♪
1015
00:55:18,172 --> 00:55:20,862
Look at this.
This is what I lose
1016
00:55:20,862 --> 00:55:23,000
without a hairbrush.
1017
00:55:25,137 --> 00:55:28,586
I'm gonna be bald
before this journey is over.
1018
00:55:30,965 --> 00:55:33,586
Feeling some frustrations
right now,
1019
00:55:33,586 --> 00:55:36,379
frustrations over my inability
to smack an animal
1020
00:55:36,379 --> 00:55:38,000
with an arrow.
1021
00:55:38,000 --> 00:55:40,482
♪
1022
00:55:40,482 --> 00:55:42,448
You know, I've had
a couple opportunities
1023
00:55:42,448 --> 00:55:43,827
that I could have got
some bait,
1024
00:55:43,827 --> 00:55:45,655
and I blew it.
1025
00:55:45,655 --> 00:55:48,689
♪
1026
00:55:48,689 --> 00:55:51,655
All right.
1027
00:55:51,655 --> 00:55:54,517
That's enough mental bashing.
1028
00:55:54,517 --> 00:55:58,103
I think I'm gonna go
take a walk with my bow
1029
00:55:58,103 --> 00:56:01,103
and see if there's
anything to shoot at.
1030
00:56:01,103 --> 00:56:08,068
♪
1031
00:56:08,068 --> 00:56:12,655
So I finally have
a badass afternoon.
1032
00:56:12,655 --> 00:56:16,827
Fairly certain cameras are
pointed in the right direction.
1033
00:56:16,827 --> 00:56:18,551
And when I go to look
at the media,
1034
00:56:18,551 --> 00:56:20,586
it says it can't be read.
1035
00:56:20,586 --> 00:56:24,413
So... yeah.
1036
00:56:24,413 --> 00:56:25,758
It's OK.
1037
00:56:25,758 --> 00:56:28,310
Doesn't take away
from how fabulous it was.
1038
00:56:28,310 --> 00:56:30,724
Because "Alone's"
worst hunter...
1039
00:56:30,724 --> 00:56:34,310
♪
1040
00:56:35,344 --> 00:56:38,344
Got two spruce grouse.
1041
00:56:38,344 --> 00:56:39,689
Yay!
1042
00:56:39,689 --> 00:56:44,000
♪
1043
00:56:44,000 --> 00:56:45,965
I have that sense
of pride that,
1044
00:56:45,965 --> 00:56:49,241
not only did I get a bird,
I got two birds.
1045
00:56:49,241 --> 00:56:52,000
I don't need the feathers,
1046
00:56:52,000 --> 00:56:56,103
so I'm just going to pluck them
down to nakedness.
1047
00:56:56,103 --> 00:56:57,482
♪
1048
00:56:57,482 --> 00:57:00,241
So here I am,
with at least two more weeks
1049
00:57:00,241 --> 00:57:03,310
that I get to hang out
and keep fighting.
1050
00:57:03,310 --> 00:57:05,586
♪
1051
00:57:05,586 --> 00:57:08,310
OK. One naked little bird.
1052
00:57:08,310 --> 00:57:09,965
I've got more bait,
1053
00:57:09,965 --> 00:57:12,655
so now I have another chance
at fishing,
1054
00:57:12,655 --> 00:57:15,827
another chance
at feeding myself.
1055
00:57:15,827 --> 00:57:19,448
I have an actual chance of
being able to nourish my body
1056
00:57:19,448 --> 00:57:21,827
through this game and win.
1057
00:57:21,827 --> 00:57:23,689
♪
1058
00:57:27,586 --> 00:57:30,482
[dramatic music]
1059
00:57:30,482 --> 00:57:37,551
♪
1060
00:57:40,310 --> 00:57:44,172
Hey, yo!
[laughs]
1061
00:57:44,172 --> 00:57:46,206
It's day 23.
1062
00:57:46,206 --> 00:57:48,517
Do you know what that means?
1063
00:57:48,517 --> 00:57:51,758
It means it's gonna be
a wonderful day.
1064
00:57:51,758 --> 00:57:56,344
It means it's untangle
a dilapidated gill net day.
1065
00:57:56,344 --> 00:57:59,586
It means that today's the day,
1066
00:57:59,586 --> 00:58:01,482
and it's gonna be a great one.
1067
00:58:01,482 --> 00:58:03,172
Oh, yes.
1068
00:58:03,172 --> 00:58:04,344
Ah!
1069
00:58:04,344 --> 00:58:06,862
Day 23.
1070
00:58:06,862 --> 00:58:12,448
I was sleeping great
last night.
1071
00:58:12,448 --> 00:58:16,206
I was having a dream
about all things breakfast
1072
00:58:16,206 --> 00:58:18,344
from Tudor's Biscuit World,
1073
00:58:18,344 --> 00:58:21,413
and it was great.
1074
00:58:21,413 --> 00:58:23,413
[laughs]
1075
00:58:23,413 --> 00:58:27,068
An egg and a hash brown
and cheese
1076
00:58:27,068 --> 00:58:31,103
and a piece
of country fried steak on it.
1077
00:58:31,103 --> 00:58:35,413
Yeah, it was so good!
Oh, I want some Tudor's!
1078
00:58:40,137 --> 00:58:42,241
Oh, yeah.
1079
00:58:42,241 --> 00:58:44,689
Definitely got
a good feeling about today.
1080
00:58:44,689 --> 00:58:48,931
♪
1081
00:58:48,931 --> 00:58:53,344
First on the docket is
check out my fishing lines.
1082
00:58:53,344 --> 00:58:59,206
♪
1083
00:58:59,206 --> 00:59:01,310
And nothing.
1084
00:59:01,310 --> 00:59:04,068
♪
1085
00:59:04,068 --> 00:59:08,724
Might need new--new bait.
1086
00:59:08,724 --> 00:59:11,172
♪
1087
00:59:11,172 --> 00:59:14,103
Another squirrel
would be handy.
1088
00:59:14,103 --> 00:59:16,517
I feel like my mind is strong,
1089
00:59:16,517 --> 00:59:18,172
but my body's acting
1090
00:59:18,172 --> 00:59:21,206
very differently
than it has before.
1091
00:59:21,206 --> 00:59:25,172
The last few days, I've felt
like my chest was tightening,
1092
00:59:25,172 --> 00:59:27,275
like I had like
an elastic band
1093
00:59:27,275 --> 00:59:29,655
wrapped around my ribcage.
1094
00:59:29,655 --> 00:59:31,724
No fish today.
1095
00:59:31,724 --> 00:59:34,241
That might just mean
that I'm too hungry,
1096
00:59:34,241 --> 00:59:36,482
which I'm positive has
a part to play with it.
1097
00:59:36,482 --> 00:59:38,827
♪
1098
00:59:38,827 --> 00:59:40,413
Maybe next time.
1099
00:59:40,413 --> 00:59:46,103
Today I just feel, like,
this discomfort in my chest.
1100
00:59:46,103 --> 00:59:47,965
Something to keep an eye on.
1101
00:59:47,965 --> 00:59:50,827
♪
1102
00:59:50,827 --> 00:59:53,137
All right, time to start
working on a gill net.
1103
00:59:53,137 --> 00:59:55,000
Let me show you
what I got here.
1104
00:59:56,379 --> 00:59:58,827
Oh, man, this is gonna
take forever!
1105
00:59:58,827 --> 00:59:59,931
[laughs]
1106
01:00:01,344 --> 01:00:05,241
And you have to understand,
this thing was wrapped up.
1107
01:00:05,241 --> 01:00:07,448
Oh, did I find the end of it?
1108
01:00:07,448 --> 01:00:10,827
Bet that's what that is.
1109
01:00:10,827 --> 01:00:13,689
All right, so this is
one end of it.
1110
01:00:15,655 --> 01:00:20,724
All right,
that's already a lot more...
1111
01:00:20,724 --> 01:00:22,896
uh, gill net
than I already have.
1112
01:00:22,896 --> 01:00:25,724
So we're doing something.
1113
01:00:25,724 --> 01:00:28,310
I'm positive that
my brother Josh is in heaven
1114
01:00:28,310 --> 01:00:31,517
watching this right now
and just laughing.
1115
01:00:31,517 --> 01:00:33,379
[laughs]
1116
01:00:36,482 --> 01:00:38,241
[exhales deeply]
1117
01:00:38,241 --> 01:00:40,413
My chest don't feel right.
1118
01:00:40,413 --> 01:00:43,000
♪
1119
01:00:43,000 --> 01:00:44,586
[grunts]
1120
01:00:44,586 --> 01:00:47,344
Feel like someone's
squeezing down on my insides.
1121
01:00:47,344 --> 01:00:50,344
Kind of a throbbing pain
when I'm getting active.
1122
01:00:50,344 --> 01:00:52,620
And I think
it's directly resulted
1123
01:00:52,620 --> 01:00:56,448
with not enough food
being brought in.
1124
01:00:56,448 --> 01:00:58,620
And it's kind of making me
a little nervous.
1125
01:00:58,620 --> 01:01:00,034
[exhales deeply]
1126
01:01:00,034 --> 01:01:01,793
Just got to keep pushing.
That's it.
1127
01:01:01,793 --> 01:01:03,344
There's no other way around it.
1128
01:01:03,344 --> 01:01:07,000
♪
1129
01:01:07,000 --> 01:01:08,758
Nice!
1130
01:01:10,655 --> 01:01:13,655
Well, it's definitely more
than 10 meshes deep.
1131
01:01:16,724 --> 01:01:18,034
All right.
1132
01:01:18,034 --> 01:01:21,379
The net is cut to size-ish.
1133
01:01:21,379 --> 01:01:26,068
I'm going to cut down
a spruce pole
1134
01:01:26,068 --> 01:01:29,344
to use to hang this thing
out there.
1135
01:01:29,344 --> 01:01:30,931
Let's get it.
1136
01:01:33,965 --> 01:01:37,310
♪
1137
01:01:37,310 --> 01:01:40,310
[saw rasping]
1138
01:01:40,310 --> 01:01:47,344
♪
1139
01:01:53,620 --> 01:01:56,655
[breathing heavily]
1140
01:01:59,379 --> 01:02:01,448
My heart's going nuts.
1141
01:02:16,931 --> 01:02:18,862
I am losing my breath.
1142
01:02:18,862 --> 01:02:21,862
[dark tense music]
1143
01:02:21,862 --> 01:02:23,206
♪
1144
01:02:23,206 --> 01:02:25,241
My chest hurts like crazy.
1145
01:02:25,241 --> 01:02:30,586
♪
1146
01:02:30,586 --> 01:02:31,862
Oh, I can just hear--
1147
01:02:31,862 --> 01:02:34,379
I can feel my heart
just, like, pounding.
1148
01:02:34,379 --> 01:02:38,103
♪
1149
01:02:38,103 --> 01:02:40,172
I'm not even doing anything.
1150
01:02:40,172 --> 01:02:42,310
♪
1151
01:02:42,310 --> 01:02:47,172
It's like my sternum
and my upper abdomen, maybe.
1152
01:02:47,172 --> 01:02:48,931
♪
1153
01:02:48,931 --> 01:02:52,172
I gotta get some food,
actual food.
1154
01:02:52,172 --> 01:02:54,034
♪
1155
01:02:54,034 --> 01:02:56,172
I think that's what it is.
1156
01:02:56,172 --> 01:02:58,000
♪
1157
01:02:58,000 --> 01:02:59,620
Maybe.
1158
01:02:59,620 --> 01:03:03,517
♪
1159
01:03:03,517 --> 01:03:05,724
Something is not right.
1160
01:03:05,724 --> 01:03:09,241
♪
1161
01:03:09,241 --> 01:03:11,068
It hurts a lot.
1162
01:03:11,068 --> 01:03:15,965
♪
1163
01:03:15,965 --> 01:03:19,517
Oh, God,
it's not getting better.
1164
01:03:19,517 --> 01:03:21,034
[groans]
1165
01:03:21,034 --> 01:03:23,034
♪
1166
01:03:23,034 --> 01:03:24,379
[whispers]
There's something big over here
1167
01:03:24,379 --> 01:03:26,344
on the other side of this lake
right now.
1168
01:03:26,344 --> 01:03:27,586
♪
1169
01:03:27,586 --> 01:03:29,000
That's a big [bleep] moose.
1170
01:03:29,000 --> 01:03:30,896
All right, here we go, baby.
1171
01:03:30,896 --> 01:03:33,551
Living on the edge.
Day by day meals.
1172
01:03:33,551 --> 01:03:35,241
Good food cache.
1173
01:03:35,241 --> 01:03:37,275
I'm gonna eat the last
of the whitefish.
1174
01:03:37,275 --> 01:03:39,034
♪
1175
01:03:39,034 --> 01:03:40,517
Just in front of my shelter,
1176
01:03:40,517 --> 01:03:42,724
there's fresh wolf tracks
this morning.
1177
01:03:42,724 --> 01:03:44,103
It's a wild place out here.
1178
01:03:44,103 --> 01:03:45,758
[wolf howling]
1179
01:03:45,758 --> 01:03:49,172
Brothers! The time has come!
1180
01:03:49,172 --> 01:03:51,689
[hooting]
1181
01:03:51,689 --> 01:03:56,724
♪