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♪

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We're going to have
to pull you

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for medical reasons.

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, man.

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Man!

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At least I can say
I gave it hell.

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It hurts to know it's over.

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Yes!

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Whoa.

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Mm.
Good fat.

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I just have too much
on the line out here.

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I don't think I can tap out.
I just don't have it in me.

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Oh, my God.

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I just got another squirrel!

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It's so time
for a woman to win this.

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♪

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In "Alone's"
coldest location ever...

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ten participants fight
to survive the Arctic.

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The Arctic is one
of the most

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physically
demanding places on earth.

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So freaking cold right now.

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Battling
subzero temperatures...

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This climate's harsh,
it's extreme,

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it's mean.
It's got teeth.

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Get caught out here
in a whiteout,

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you're in trouble.

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Vicious predators...

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Heard something big
moving back there.

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It's me against
the wolverine right now.

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And isolation.

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There's nothing
to fill that void.

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It's just you left alone
with your thoughts.

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How long will they endure?

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House is on fire!

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I'm scared,
but I don't want to tap.

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This is the most unforgiving
landscape I've ever seen.

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The last one standing wins.

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This environment will strip
away everything and anything

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you thought you had.

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♪

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Hey, buddy.

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What's up, little guy?

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He's trying to steal
a rabbit hide.

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There he goes.

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Oh, no.

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He's getting too comfortable.

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We'll see.
He might be back tonight.

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Wouldn't be surprised.

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Stupid little marten.

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♪

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Hmm...

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Inside it feels pretty nice
and then I come out and, "Ahh!"

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It's colder
than I thought it was.

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♪

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I don't dislike the cold,
but...

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it's real tough.

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The hardest thing has been
feeling like I could

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survive out here
but not really being able to.

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My weight loss is a problem.

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I'm gonna go get a piece
of meat

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to cut up.

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I have a protein overload
here

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but about out of fat.

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I just have that one fish
I caught.

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I have to just eat it slowly

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and stretch it out.

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Oh, my gosh.

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Look what happened.

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Ahh!

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♪

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I left the ladder up.
Ah!

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What an idiot.

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Shoot.

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These are the mistakes
you can't make

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when you're the
skinniest person out here.

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The wolverine is back.

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How much food have they stolen?

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How many weeks
have they taken from me?

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♪

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Ah, man.

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Stupid wolverine.

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All my defense systems
don't work very well

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when the ladder's up.

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♪

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Oh, my gosh.
Just scraping the fat

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off of everything.

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So annoying.
I can't believe I did that.

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♪

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Golly, this one
they really pillaged.

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They took all the food value
out of it.

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Look at all--they stripped
all the skin off of it.

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That's all I need
is the skin,

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Ugh.
Can you believe it?

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♪

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Okay, I've decided
I need to put

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my belt on...

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my pants that I'm wearing
underneath my bibs

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because my pants
keep falling down.

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But I wanted to see
how many holes I have...

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um...

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shrunk.

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And, um, it looks like...

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from there...

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to there I have gone down...

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um...

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Let's see.
One, two, three,

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four, five, six...

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Potentially seven holes
in my belt...

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since I got here.

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♪

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I feel like I almost have,
like,

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multiple personalities
inside me right now.

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One that wants to go home,
be home,

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and is just over it,
and then one who is kind of

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the voice of reason
just saying,

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"Hey, you just got
to be here for a bit longer.

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Promise we'll get home
and everything will be

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just the way we want it.

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♪

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Yeah, I think I'm going
to hang out for a minute

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and then go out
and check the gill net.

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The weather sounds like
it's trying to act up

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a little bit out there.

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♪

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So as you can see,

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conditions got a little bit
rugged last night

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and, uh...

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still are.

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We got a few inches of ice
probably

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on the end of my gillnet.

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Still don't know how--

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How easy it's going to be
to get out of here

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and, uh...

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Hope--hope for the best.

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♪

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In a survival situation,

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when you're flustered
in a bad way,

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when you have not eaten,

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that's the most important time
to eat.

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When you are cold,
that's the most important time

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it is to get warm,

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When you are distracted

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by a storm or by whatever,

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that's when you have to be
most focused.

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And that's survival,

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The harder it gets,
the harder you have to get.

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♪

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That is, um...

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utterly disappointing.

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The, uh...

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end of my gill net...

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near the fat end of the pole
was locked into the ice

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when I was pulling it out

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and, um...

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I just ripped the heck
out of that end of it.

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Right down the line.
I don't know the extent

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of the damage vet, but, uh...

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I might have just totally
ruined my gill net.

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♪

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♪

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I started thinking
about a biscuit.

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Just a biscuit.

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How excited I would be

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just to eat a biscuit.

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Which then brought me
to thinking about butter,

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and I remembered butter.

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And the taste of butter,

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and I got so excited

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about the idea of eating
a biscuit with butter on it.

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Oh, my God.
The little things.

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Just the little things.

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♪

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I got three squirrels
yesterday.

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But with the cold temperatures

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I'm just really concerned
about running out of food.

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♪

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I recognize that I'm at
that point where I'm starting

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to metabolize my muscle.

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I don't have any fat
left to give.

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I'm holding out hope
for ice fishing.

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And I know that the land
is going to continue

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its trend of recognizing me
and taking care of me,

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and feeding me.

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Certainly that means that
the lake has some fish

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it wants to offer up.

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So I'm out here on the ice

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and it is sunset.

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Come winter, the things
in the salmon family,

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including lake trout
become increasingly nocturnal.

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So dusk is kind of a good time

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for ice fishing.

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And it's clearly...

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like,
over a foot thick.

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Dang, it's really,
really thick.

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It's super, super thick ice.

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Got my tackle,
I got my rabbit's stomach...

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for bait.

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Well, guess the thing is just
to pick a spot and go for it.

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So I'm going to pick this spot.

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♪

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I don't know how good
my chances

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00:11:17,545 --> 00:11:19,755
of getting through
this ice are.

203
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Yeah, it's impossible to say
how thick it is,

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'cause all I can judge by

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is the closest crack.

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If I can't get through
to the fish...

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I don't know what I can do.

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All I have left is my snares.

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♪

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Please, please, please.

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Oh, come on.

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♪

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00:11:51,925 --> 00:11:54,928
Oh, man.
It is getting super cold.

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♪

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It is getting dark.

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00:12:01,624 --> 00:12:04,869
Maybe if I had had
a hatchet or an axe,

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I could get through.

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Please, please, please.

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Oh, my God. My face is s

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I think it's just
not going to happen.

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♪

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Just don't think I'm going
to make it with the tool I have

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and how thick the ice is.

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♪

225
00:12:42,078 --> 00:12:44,425
The amount of work to get
through this hole

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versus the likely calories...

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Not all that great
an equation, really.

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Really don't want to just,
like, give up,

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but it's just not worth
the energy.

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Gets you every time,
the ol" Arctic.

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♪

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00:13:20,047 --> 00:13:26,122
♪

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Completely iced in
right now.

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All that noise is crunchy ice
on my parka and pants.

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But...

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got the lines in the water.

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Hopefully it pays off.

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Gill netting is out,
so I decided to just go all in

239
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with my hooks and ice fish.

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00:13:54,944 --> 00:13:58,672
I've baited up six lines
with double hooks

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and a chunk of intestine
on each one.

242
00:14:02,365 --> 00:14:06,369
And I'm still feeling
pretty damn confident.

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00:14:06,404 --> 00:14:10,063
You know, I have cold soup
that I got started last night

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00:14:10,097 --> 00:14:12,548
so it's not very well
cooked right now.

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00:14:12,582 --> 00:14:16,863
And I have one last piece
of smoked fish.

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00:14:16,897 --> 00:14:18,312
So what I think I'm going to do

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00:14:18,347 --> 00:14:21,971
is have the soup
just before I go to bed.

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♪

249
00:14:29,013 --> 00:14:30,635
Before I came out here,

250
00:14:30,669 --> 00:14:32,948
I had a conversation
with my grandfather.

251
00:14:32,982 --> 00:14:35,812
Him and Natalie
are my two biggest fans

252
00:14:35,847 --> 00:14:38,712
out here right now,
and there's some words

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00:14:38,746 --> 00:14:42,819
ringing in my head
that Grandpa said that just...

254
00:14:42,854 --> 00:14:44,925
are heavy in my mind right now.

255
00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:47,963
He said, "All you have to do
is not quit."

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00:14:47,997 --> 00:14:49,896
And...

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00:14:49,930 --> 00:14:51,898
he's right.
That's...

258
00:14:51,932 --> 00:14:53,796
that's what it comes down to,

259
00:14:53,830 --> 00:14:56,626
and, uh...

260
00:14:56,661 --> 00:14:58,801
I gotta tell you, Grandpa,
I love you very much, man.

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00:14:58,835 --> 00:15:01,010
You are...

262
00:15:01,045 --> 00:15:02,598
you are a big part
of the rean

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00:15:02,632 --> 00:15:05,187
of why I've been
able to make it this far.

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00:15:05,221 --> 00:15:08,052
You're definitely a big part
of the reason

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00:15:08,086 --> 00:15:10,019
of why I'm going
to continue on.

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♪

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00:15:20,719 --> 00:15:22,721
I want to do a lot
of important things

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00:15:22,756 --> 00:15:24,413
with this money.

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00:15:24,447 --> 00:15:26,415
It would be awesome
to be able to just take off

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for a couple of weeks
and go see family.

271
00:15:29,038 --> 00:15:30,971
And I'd like to be able
to do that

272
00:15:31,006 --> 00:15:33,456
at least once a season
'cause I have all these nieces

273
00:15:33,491 --> 00:15:35,320
and nephews
that are growing up

274
00:15:35,355 --> 00:15:37,391
and I don't really
get to see them.

275
00:15:37,426 --> 00:15:39,531
So, that's a goal of mine.

276
00:15:39,566 --> 00:15:42,845
And winning this thing
would make that happen.

277
00:15:42,879 --> 00:15:44,295
♪

278
00:15:44,329 --> 00:15:48,299
All right, soup is hot.

279
00:15:48,333 --> 00:15:50,197
Tastes like fish.

280
00:15:54,546 --> 00:15:57,204
Holy..

281
00:16:00,138 --> 00:16:02,830
Ah!
I can't--

282
00:16:05,868 --> 00:16:09,665
♪

283
00:16:12,288 --> 00:16:19,261
♪

284
00:16:19,295 --> 00:16:22,471
Ugh!.

285
00:16:22,505 --> 00:16:26,164
♪

286
00:16:26,199 --> 00:16:28,787
Oh, God.

287
00:16:28,822 --> 00:16:33,758
♪

288
00:16:33,792 --> 00:16:35,242
Uh...

289
00:16:36,933 --> 00:16:38,625
No...

290
00:16:38,659 --> 00:16:41,007
♪

291
00:16:44,079 --> 00:16:49,808
♪

292
00:16:49,843 --> 00:16:53,019
There it is.

293
00:16:53,053 --> 00:16:56,194
$1/2 million up in smoke.

294
00:16:56,229 --> 00:16:59,991
♪

295
00:17:03,098 --> 00:17:05,479
♪

296
00:17:05,514 --> 00:17:07,895
Oh, man.

297
00:17:07,930 --> 00:17:14,074
♪

298
00:17:14,109 --> 00:17:16,628
My bedding caught on fire.

299
00:17:16,663 --> 00:17:19,459
And that was the end of it.
I couldn't put it out.

300
00:17:19,493 --> 00:17:21,771
I didn't have water.

301
00:17:21,806 --> 00:17:24,774
The tarp caught on fire,
and that was that.

302
00:17:24,809 --> 00:17:27,570
It's too much dry grass
and bedding in there.

303
00:17:27,605 --> 00:17:30,642
♪

304
00:17:30,677 --> 00:17:33,611
I'm.

305
00:17:33,645 --> 00:17:35,440
Oh, man.
I'm out of here.

306
00:17:35,475 --> 00:17:38,064
♪

307
00:17:42,068 --> 00:17:43,414
Hey, this is Nathan.

308
00:17:43,448 --> 00:17:46,486
My shelter caught fire
in a big way.

309
00:17:48,764 --> 00:17:51,318
I'm not hurt, but my shelter

310
00:17:51,353 --> 00:17:53,872
is in 15 foot flames
right now.

311
00:17:53,907 --> 00:17:54,977
♪

312
00:17:55,011 --> 00:17:58,601
And I'm in exposed situation.

313
00:17:58,636 --> 00:18:02,812
♪

314
00:18:02,847 --> 00:18:05,574
That was probably the bear
can--the bear--

315
00:18:05,608 --> 00:18:07,093
I don't know what that was.

316
00:18:07,127 --> 00:18:10,406
But I gotta move more
away from this fire.

317
00:18:10,441 --> 00:18:17,344
♪

318
00:18:21,417 --> 00:18:24,351
It's nighttime, and they can't
fly the helicopter at night,

319
00:18:24,386 --> 00:18:27,182
and there's no way to get here
by boat or any other way.

320
00:18:27,216 --> 00:18:30,288
So I have to survive
the night out here

321
00:18:30,323 --> 00:18:33,878
and basically use
the blaze as a heat source.

322
00:18:33,912 --> 00:18:36,812
♪

323
00:18:36,846 --> 00:18:39,539
This really sucks.

324
00:18:39,573 --> 00:18:42,300
I'm gonna go stand
near the fire.

325
00:18:42,335 --> 00:18:47,685
♪

326
00:18:47,719 --> 00:18:49,721
Ahh,

327
00:18:49,756 --> 00:18:53,760
I don't think sunrise is till
around 8:00 a.m. or...

328
00:18:53,794 --> 00:18:57,246
or so these days.
Could be later.

329
00:18:57,281 --> 00:19:00,698
So I've got at least
a seven hour wait.

330
00:19:00,732 --> 00:19:05,012
And this isn't going to burn
for seven hours.

331
00:19:05,047 --> 00:19:07,256
And it's only going
to get colder.

332
00:19:07,291 --> 00:19:11,812
♪

333
00:19:11,847 --> 00:19:15,057
I have my axe.
I have my boots.

334
00:19:15,091 --> 00:19:17,473
And I have this big fire,

335
00:19:17,508 --> 00:19:21,581
but a lot of my required
safety equipment is gone.

336
00:19:21,615 --> 00:19:23,962
What do you do?

337
00:19:23,997 --> 00:19:28,035
♪

338
00:19:28,070 --> 00:19:30,831
Okay, so I am beginning
construction

339
00:19:30,866 --> 00:19:34,180
of a shelter.

340
00:19:34,214 --> 00:19:36,837
So I am in the process

341
00:19:36,872 --> 00:19:38,563
of putting together
some tripods.

342
00:19:38,598 --> 00:19:40,910
I'll put a ridge pole across
the top of those.

343
00:19:40,945 --> 00:19:43,292
And then hopefully
there's enough trusses

344
00:19:43,327 --> 00:19:46,847
in this fire left to salvage
as the back of a lean-to.

345
00:19:46,882 --> 00:19:52,819
♪

346
00:19:52,853 --> 00:19:56,409
Hey, this should be good.

347
00:19:56,443 --> 00:19:59,239
Ah, my feet are getting cold.

348
00:20:01,483 --> 00:20:03,139
Super sad.

349
00:20:04,831 --> 00:20:08,455
God, I lost some
precious items in that fire.

350
00:20:08,490 --> 00:20:11,286
Including
a pretty sweet future...

351
00:20:11,320 --> 00:20:12,770
that I'm going
to have to work for

352
00:20:12,804 --> 00:20:13,943
in a different way now.

353
00:20:13,978 --> 00:20:17,913
♪

354
00:20:17,947 --> 00:20:20,881
72 days.

355
00:20:20,916 --> 00:20:22,918
Burns up in half an hour.

356
00:20:22,952 --> 00:20:25,196
♪

357
00:20:25,231 --> 00:20:28,095
It's so cold.

358
00:20:28,130 --> 00:20:35,137
♪

359
00:20:57,332 --> 00:21:04,373
♪

360
00:21:18,042 --> 00:21:21,425
I knew it was an emergency
situation and I needed--

361
00:21:21,459 --> 00:21:23,150
I needed to alert you guys.

362
00:21:23,185 --> 00:21:24,635
It was a no-brainer.

363
00:21:24,669 --> 00:21:26,395
Um...

364
00:21:26,430 --> 00:21:28,224
That's just...

365
00:21:28,259 --> 00:21:30,537
just the nature of the beast
when you're standing inside

366
00:21:30,572 --> 00:21:32,677
of a shelter
that's burning down around you.

367
00:21:32,712 --> 00:21:35,370
Um, it needed to happen.

368
00:21:35,404 --> 00:21:38,752
♪

369
00:21:38,787 --> 00:21:41,790
I did not see myself
leaving like this.

370
00:21:41,824 --> 00:21:44,240
Only one person wins a prize
big enough

371
00:21:44,275 --> 00:21:46,760
to change
the rest of their life.

372
00:21:46,795 --> 00:21:50,937
And I'm having a real
difficult time realizing that

373
00:21:50,971 --> 00:21:54,423
I am going home with nothing.

374
00:21:54,458 --> 00:21:56,977
I made some
pretty massive plans

375
00:21:57,012 --> 00:22:00,567
that would have been very well
helped with that money.

376
00:22:00,602 --> 00:22:02,189
♪

377
00:22:02,224 --> 00:22:03,674
But going into this,

378
00:22:03,708 --> 00:22:05,469
I very much wanted to have

379
00:22:05,503 --> 00:22:09,024
an experience out here
of engagement.

380
00:22:09,058 --> 00:22:12,545
Whatever it is you're doing,
if it makes you present

381
00:22:12,579 --> 00:22:15,271
and gives you something
to care about,

382
00:22:15,306 --> 00:22:18,274
then that's what's important.

383
00:22:18,309 --> 00:22:20,691
Happiness
is not circumstantial.

384
00:22:20,725 --> 00:22:22,865
It's your attitude
and what

385
00:22:22,900 --> 00:22:25,074
you're going to decide
to do with it.

386
00:22:25,109 --> 00:22:27,905
And the only currency
that we have is gratitude.

387
00:22:27,939 --> 00:22:29,700
♪

388
00:22:29,734 --> 00:22:31,460
And if you don't have
gratitude in your life

389
00:22:31,495 --> 00:22:33,082
you better figure out
how to get it

390
00:22:33,117 --> 00:22:35,982
'cause this
is as good as it gets.

391
00:22:36,016 --> 00:22:41,643
♪

392
00:22:48,443 --> 00:22:55,450
♪

393
00:23:02,836 --> 00:23:04,838
When I go back,

394
00:23:04,873 --> 00:23:08,152
I'm going to make those...

395
00:23:08,186 --> 00:23:11,431
bone marrow--I'm going to get
bone marrow...

396
00:23:11,466 --> 00:23:13,847
and I think 80%

397
00:23:13,882 --> 00:23:16,091
cacao chocolate,

398
00:23:16,125 --> 00:23:18,438
cut it into nice little
slices and melt--

399
00:23:18,473 --> 00:23:21,407
Put some melted chocolate
around the outside.

400
00:23:21,441 --> 00:23:23,926
Oh, man,
that's going to be good.

401
00:23:23,961 --> 00:23:25,963
That's going to be
my signature treat.

402
00:23:25,997 --> 00:23:28,552
Nobody's going to know
how I did it.

403
00:23:28,586 --> 00:23:30,726
It's going to be so good.

404
00:23:30,761 --> 00:23:33,349
Don't steal my idea.

405
00:23:34,523 --> 00:23:37,284
Uhh...

406
00:23:37,319 --> 00:23:40,218
Mm, I thought
about that this morning.

407
00:23:40,253 --> 00:23:41,668
Couldn't stop
thinking about it.

408
00:23:41,703 --> 00:23:43,463
Almost had to hit
the red button

409
00:23:43,498 --> 00:23:45,051
just to go try it out.

410
00:23:45,085 --> 00:23:49,158
♪

411
00:23:49,193 --> 00:23:52,023
A few days ago,
a wolverine came back

412
00:23:52,058 --> 00:23:54,301
and ate a big side
out of that fish,

413
00:23:54,336 --> 00:23:56,994
which really sucks.

414
00:23:57,028 --> 00:23:59,928
Predators are bad here.
It's really tough for me.

415
00:23:59,962 --> 00:24:02,517
I can't do anything about 'em.

416
00:24:02,551 --> 00:24:05,761
I thought I had enough food
to be out here a long time.

417
00:24:05,796 --> 00:24:09,731
That was my dietary knowledge
lacking.

418
00:24:09,765 --> 00:24:12,216
It's looking pretty grim.
Like, I don't know

419
00:24:12,250 --> 00:24:14,149
what options I have.

420
00:24:14,183 --> 00:24:15,840
But what can I do?

421
00:24:15,875 --> 00:24:17,773
Quit?

422
00:24:17,808 --> 00:24:20,431
Here we are.
Another unproductive day

423
00:24:20,466 --> 00:24:24,124
ice fishing is our prediction,
but...

424
00:24:24,159 --> 00:24:26,989
you never know.

425
00:24:27,024 --> 00:24:30,441
It's worth a shot.

426
00:24:30,476 --> 00:24:33,686
I'm gonna try
another trick today.

427
00:24:37,344 --> 00:24:40,347
I'm just making it up.
I don't know if it works.

428
00:24:41,832 --> 00:24:44,179
But I'm gonna...

429
00:24:44,213 --> 00:24:47,044
shine my flashlight
into the hole.

430
00:24:48,632 --> 00:24:52,187
Now that it's dark all around,
shine it right on my bait.

431
00:24:53,844 --> 00:24:56,640
And maybe...

432
00:24:56,674 --> 00:24:59,815
it'll draw a fish over, huh?

433
00:25:01,161 --> 00:25:04,337
Yeah...

434
00:25:04,371 --> 00:25:07,513
Glow...

435
00:25:07,547 --> 00:25:10,308
Glow...

436
00:25:10,343 --> 00:25:12,069
Then...

437
00:25:12,103 --> 00:25:14,105
I don't know if this will
provide any light

438
00:25:14,140 --> 00:25:16,660
into the depths,
but we're going to try.

439
00:25:16,694 --> 00:25:18,558
Just drop it in there.

440
00:25:18,593 --> 00:25:21,803
Plink.

441
00:25:21,837 --> 00:25:25,565
I feel like I have the skill
to continue.

442
00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:27,774
And I have the will
to continue.

443
00:25:27,809 --> 00:25:30,777
But I don't have the body fat

444
00:25:30,812 --> 00:25:33,159
because I didn't know
the moose wasn't a sustainable

445
00:25:33,193 --> 00:25:36,231
amount of food,
and I don't know exactly

446
00:25:36,265 --> 00:25:38,647
in what way that fish
are better but I'm guessing

447
00:25:38,682 --> 00:25:40,580
they're a better fat source
because,

448
00:25:40,615 --> 00:25:42,202
you know, there's, like,
a lot of native tribes

449
00:25:42,237 --> 00:25:44,411
and stuff living exclusively
off fish.

450
00:25:44,446 --> 00:25:47,207
♪

451
00:25:47,242 --> 00:25:49,037
I think my flashlight's
not going to do

452
00:25:49,071 --> 00:25:51,177
any good I hate to say.

453
00:25:51,211 --> 00:25:53,697
Not bright enough.

454
00:25:53,731 --> 00:25:58,771
♪

455
00:25:58,805 --> 00:26:00,358
Unbelievable.

456
00:26:00,393 --> 00:26:04,121
Un-be-lieve-a-ble.

457
00:26:04,155 --> 00:26:07,952
That is energy being wasted
right there.

458
00:26:07,987 --> 00:26:10,610
Maybe I should just go home.

459
00:26:11,991 --> 00:26:14,545
Ahh.

460
00:26:14,580 --> 00:26:21,587
♪

461
00:26:27,523 --> 00:26:30,043
It is interesting
what hunger does.

462
00:26:30,078 --> 00:26:33,012
I have been boiling a lovely
little mixed soup

463
00:26:33,046 --> 00:26:35,014
of whatever I could find

464
00:26:35,048 --> 00:26:38,983
that actually had some amount
of edibility.

465
00:26:39,018 --> 00:26:41,641
So I've got this pot going.

466
00:26:41,676 --> 00:26:44,748
It's got several
squirrel tails,

467
00:26:44,782 --> 00:26:46,888
a bunch of...

468
00:26:46,922 --> 00:26:51,030
rabbit front feet
and a whole bunch of bones.

469
00:26:51,064 --> 00:26:53,515
But I thought you might enjoy
watching me eat

470
00:26:53,549 --> 00:26:57,415
my weird ass soup.

471
00:26:57,450 --> 00:27:00,177
I gotta get creative
with edible things

472
00:27:00,211 --> 00:27:03,559
I have on hand,
'cause not eating

473
00:27:03,594 --> 00:27:07,149
is starting
to become an issue for sure.

474
00:27:07,184 --> 00:27:09,807
Here's a rabbit paw.

475
00:27:09,842 --> 00:27:12,672
I assume I'm getting
some amount of calorie from it.

476
00:27:12,707 --> 00:27:15,675
Every single day I'm hungry,

477
00:27:15,710 --> 00:27:17,573
but every single day I make it

478
00:27:17,608 --> 00:27:19,955
is another amazing day.

479
00:27:19,990 --> 00:27:21,612
♪

480
00:27:21,647 --> 00:27:23,787
There's no part of me
that wants to leave.

481
00:27:23,821 --> 00:27:26,790
I freaking love this place.

482
00:27:26,824 --> 00:27:29,689
I just don't want to starve
any more in it.

483
00:27:29,724 --> 00:27:33,106
All right, let's get out
and check my rabbit snares.

484
00:27:33,141 --> 00:27:36,109
♪

485
00:27:36,144 --> 00:27:40,113
Striking out on fishing
is affecting my confidence.

486
00:27:40,148 --> 00:27:43,013
I'm committed to being here
as long as possible

487
00:27:43,047 --> 00:27:46,223
and that means making use
of every food resource

488
00:27:46,257 --> 00:27:47,707
I possibly can.

489
00:27:47,742 --> 00:27:49,640
But there's just nothing
to work with,

490
00:27:49,675 --> 00:27:51,987
which is not good.

491
00:27:52,022 --> 00:27:53,679
♪

492
00:27:53,713 --> 00:27:56,509
Fingers crossed.
I really need those traps

493
00:27:56,543 --> 00:27:59,098
to have some rabbits in 'em.

494
00:28:04,034 --> 00:28:06,726
So there's nothing here.

495
00:28:06,761 --> 00:28:09,833
That is really frustrating.

496
00:28:09,867 --> 00:28:12,490
♪

497
00:28:22,362 --> 00:28:27,643
♪

498
00:28:32,994 --> 00:28:35,582
So I've been sitting

499
00:28:35,617 --> 00:28:37,515
and thinking.

500
00:28:37,550 --> 00:28:39,897
I know how freaking skinny
I am.

501
00:28:39,932 --> 00:28:43,038
I know it's not sustainable.

502
00:28:43,073 --> 00:28:45,282
So I know I have

503
00:28:45,316 --> 00:28:48,630
a really profound choice.

504
00:28:48,664 --> 00:28:49,942
What do I want
to give to myself

505
00:28:49,976 --> 00:28:52,323
and what do I want
to honor most.

506
00:28:52,358 --> 00:28:54,843
The idea of staying longer
because I might have a chance

507
00:28:54,878 --> 00:28:58,088
at winning, and a chance
at a pile of money.

508
00:28:58,122 --> 00:29:01,643
Is that what I want?

509
00:29:02,506 --> 00:29:05,751
$500,000 would change
my life profoundly.

510
00:29:07,511 --> 00:29:10,652
Growing up, we were always
really poor and my mom

511
00:29:10,686 --> 00:29:13,724
poured herself into being
an amazing parent for me

512
00:29:13,759 --> 00:29:15,657
and I know it was a struggle.

513
00:29:15,691 --> 00:29:19,695
And I really wanna give back
to my mama.

514
00:29:21,559 --> 00:29:23,044
There's a big part of me
that's thinking,

515
00:29:23,078 --> 00:29:25,184
"I need to stay.”

516
00:29:25,218 --> 00:29:26,875
But, you know,
I'm not going to lie,

517
00:29:26,910 --> 00:29:28,843
it's getting harder.

518
00:29:28,877 --> 00:29:30,776
I'm freaking starving,

519
00:29:30,810 --> 00:29:33,917
and I have been asking so much
of my body.

520
00:29:33,951 --> 00:29:37,506
And it has been doing
everything I ask of it.

521
00:29:37,541 --> 00:29:40,924
My body has given its all.

522
00:29:40,958 --> 00:29:43,409
And if it's getting to a point
where it feels

523
00:29:43,443 --> 00:29:45,411
there is going to be
long term damage,

524
00:29:45,445 --> 00:29:48,414
that's a point past which
I don't want to push it.

525
00:29:48,448 --> 00:29:52,038
♪

526
00:29:52,073 --> 00:29:53,799
It's a lot
of back-and-for thing.

527
00:29:53,833 --> 00:29:56,456
It's a lot to think about,
but that's where I'm at.

528
00:29:56,491 --> 00:30:03,498
♪

529
00:30:18,962 --> 00:30:22,724
Last night my mind
was very active.

530
00:30:24,277 --> 00:30:28,178
Thinking about all the...

531
00:30:30,456 --> 00:30:32,527
Tough hand I was dealt.

532
00:30:32,561 --> 00:30:34,632
I had a lot of weight
to make up

533
00:30:34,667 --> 00:30:36,738
on everybody else
and then

534
00:30:36,772 --> 00:30:39,154
I feel like I almost did.

535
00:30:39,189 --> 00:30:41,156
Then the wolverine struck.

536
00:30:41,191 --> 00:30:43,400
Stole...

537
00:30:43,434 --> 00:30:46,092
who knows how many pounds
of fat.

538
00:30:46,127 --> 00:30:48,163
It's hard to estimate
how much they ate,

539
00:30:48,198 --> 00:30:51,201
but at least probably
15 pounds in total.

540
00:30:51,926 --> 00:30:55,895
And that was just tough luck
for me.

541
00:30:55,930 --> 00:30:59,519
Then the fact
that my fishing spot was tough.

542
00:30:59,554 --> 00:31:00,589
♪

543
00:31:00,624 --> 00:31:02,522
Tough hand.

544
00:31:02,557 --> 00:31:04,835
♪

545
00:31:04,870 --> 00:31:07,389
I feel a great urgency.

546
00:31:07,424 --> 00:31:10,185
I don't have the body fat.

547
00:31:10,220 --> 00:31:12,153
I can't protect my meat.

548
00:31:12,187 --> 00:31:14,569
I'm helpless right now.

549
00:31:14,603 --> 00:31:17,330
The fact that I was--
feel like I was so close

550
00:31:17,365 --> 00:31:22,059
to making it work makes it
that much tougher.

551
00:31:22,094 --> 00:31:24,786
At this point,
barring a miracle,

552
00:31:24,820 --> 00:31:26,684
I'm just done.

553
00:31:26,719 --> 00:31:33,726
♪

554
00:32:16,113 --> 00:32:18,529
Hi, everyone,

555
00:32:18,564 --> 00:32:21,947
It's a little emotional.

556
00:32:21,981 --> 00:32:24,328
It's just so much...

557
00:32:24,363 --> 00:32:28,160
mixed emotion of, like,
joy and sorrow right now.

558
00:32:29,609 --> 00:32:32,958
I've loved being here
with every fiber of my being.

559
00:32:32,992 --> 00:32:35,512
And I don't really want
to leave, but,

560
00:32:35,546 --> 00:32:37,997
my body's done.

561
00:32:38,032 --> 00:32:41,449
And I'm just more and more
aware of that

562
00:32:41,483 --> 00:32:45,004
as time goes on,
like, all along.

563
00:32:46,350 --> 00:32:48,766
And looking at my body,
I can just see

564
00:32:48,801 --> 00:32:50,768
how much it's given,

565
00:32:50,803 --> 00:32:52,874
and know that it has given

566
00:32:52,908 --> 00:32:55,463
all that I want to ask it to
right now.

567
00:32:55,497 --> 00:32:56,982
♪

568
00:32:57,016 --> 00:32:58,569
Today's my birthday,

569
00:32:58,604 --> 00:33:00,606
and it felt like
the most amazing gift

570
00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:04,265
I could give myself to put
myself somewhere

571
00:33:04,299 --> 00:33:06,646
where I have warmth and food

572
00:33:06,681 --> 00:33:09,546
and the ability to care
for myself.

573
00:33:09,580 --> 00:33:13,205
It's hard to describe
how sad I am.

574
00:33:13,239 --> 00:33:14,827
I don't want to leave.

575
00:33:14,861 --> 00:33:17,243
I could have done
really beautiful things

576
00:33:17,278 --> 00:33:20,350
that really helped the world,
myself, and my loved ones

577
00:33:20,384 --> 00:33:21,903
with the money.

578
00:33:21,937 --> 00:33:23,629
But for me,

579
00:33:23,663 --> 00:33:25,907
tapping out
is an ending and a beginning

580
00:33:25,941 --> 00:33:27,736
wrapped up in one.

581
00:33:27,771 --> 00:33:31,706
It's an ending of what
has been the most amazing

582
00:33:31,740 --> 00:33:34,571
and enriching experience
of my life.

583
00:33:34,605 --> 00:33:38,713
I'm absolutely changed
by my time here.

584
00:33:38,747 --> 00:33:41,060
I've never felt
so deeply connected

585
00:33:41,095 --> 00:33:44,477
to any place
on earth in my life.

586
00:33:44,512 --> 00:33:47,756
What a thing
to get to experience.

587
00:33:47,791 --> 00:33:51,381
I've never been so aware

588
00:33:51,415 --> 00:33:55,626
of how all humans up to
a couple hundred years ago

589
00:33:55,661 --> 00:33:57,973
and every wild animal lives.

590
00:33:58,008 --> 00:34:00,804
We live in this culture
that puts winning

591
00:34:00,838 --> 00:34:03,876
and puts money
on top of everything,

592
00:34:03,910 --> 00:34:07,845
so to make a choice to let go
of the idea of that

593
00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:10,745
in favor of self care,
that's the message

594
00:34:10,779 --> 00:34:13,575
that I want
to leave here with.

595
00:34:13,610 --> 00:34:16,647
It's the beginning
of a new chapter in my life.

596
00:34:16,682 --> 00:34:19,754
And I'm so excited
for what comes next.

597
00:34:19,788 --> 00:34:26,726
♪

598
00:34:29,764 --> 00:34:36,771
♪

599
00:34:41,051 --> 00:34:44,019
Okay, let's see about this.

600
00:34:44,054 --> 00:34:49,128
♪

601
00:34:49,163 --> 00:34:52,545
Holy cow.

602
00:34:52,580 --> 00:34:54,789
Oh, my goodness.

603
00:34:54,823 --> 00:34:57,205
Whoo-hoo-hoo!

604
00:34:58,586 --> 00:35:01,347
Yeah!

605
00:35:01,382 --> 00:35:03,177
All right!

606
00:35:05,834 --> 00:35:07,491
Whoo!

607
00:35:08,872 --> 00:35:11,254
Look at that pike!

608
00:35:16,155 --> 00:35:18,916
Selfie.

609
00:35:18,951 --> 00:35:22,023
Selfie.
Hey!

610
00:35:22,057 --> 00:35:24,129
Oof.

611
00:35:26,924 --> 00:35:28,305
It's cool.
I didn't realize I had

612
00:35:28,340 --> 00:35:30,894
a selfie stick until just now.

613
00:35:33,138 --> 00:35:34,967
Whee!

614
00:35:35,001 --> 00:35:37,211
I'm in the Arctic!

615
00:35:37,245 --> 00:35:39,385
Probably the last contestant

616
00:35:39,420 --> 00:35:42,457
to realize he had
a selfie stick.

617
00:35:45,495 --> 00:35:46,841
♪

618
00:35:46,875 --> 00:35:49,637
Some fish soup for lunch.

619
00:35:49,671 --> 00:35:52,191
What a difference a fish
can make, eh?

620
00:35:53,227 --> 00:35:56,022
Should be good broth
this time.

621
00:35:56,057 --> 00:35:58,784
That guy had
a lot of fat on him.

622
00:36:00,268 --> 00:36:03,064
Which is pretty cool.

623
00:36:03,098 --> 00:36:06,516
This is what we do
while we wait for a med check.

624
00:36:07,758 --> 00:36:09,484
The team's coming.

625
00:36:09,519 --> 00:36:11,762
I think that
they're concerned about me.

626
00:36:11,797 --> 00:36:15,352
So I've been thinking all night
about what I'm going to say

627
00:36:15,387 --> 00:36:19,356
to them to try to convince them
that I'm fine.

628
00:36:19,391 --> 00:36:21,876
Really don't want to lose
any more weight.

629
00:36:21,910 --> 00:36:26,294
I'm gonna just eat as much
of the fatty stuff as I can.

630
00:36:26,329 --> 00:36:29,021
See where that gets me.

631
00:36:29,055 --> 00:36:32,990
Not bad.
Not bad at all.

632
00:36:33,025 --> 00:36:34,958
Well, here they come.

633
00:36:34,992 --> 00:36:36,546
Let's go to see.

634
00:36:38,927 --> 00:36:42,759
♪

635
00:36:42,793 --> 00:36:44,933
Need to eat a little more.

636
00:36:44,968 --> 00:36:51,975
♪

637
00:37:11,270 --> 00:37:13,203
How are you feeling
right now?

638
00:37:13,238 --> 00:37:14,446
I'm doing pretty good.

639
00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:16,482
I'm, like, one of the tallest,

640
00:37:16,517 --> 00:37:18,622
thinnest...

641
00:37:18,657 --> 00:37:20,900
but also strong people
that I know.

642
00:37:20,935 --> 00:37:22,385
Like, I know other people
that are my height

643
00:37:22,419 --> 00:37:23,800
but they're pretty weak.

644
00:37:23,834 --> 00:37:25,871
So it's like,
I'm actually really fit

645
00:37:25,905 --> 00:37:28,356
when I'm lean and all that.

646
00:37:28,391 --> 00:37:30,220
I think I can--
I literally think

647
00:37:30,255 --> 00:37:32,843
I'm gonna be--
I can healthily be lighter

648
00:37:32,878 --> 00:37:34,328
than anyone else out here.

649
00:37:36,502 --> 00:37:39,125
I feel as good
as any day I've been--

650
00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:40,955
You know,
I feel mentally crisp.

651
00:37:40,989 --> 00:37:42,370
I feel good.

652
00:37:42,405 --> 00:37:44,441
Initially when I showed up here
I was like,

653
00:37:44,476 --> 00:37:47,030
"Man, I really think if I can
make it to the end of January,

654
00:37:47,064 --> 00:37:50,516
January 20th..."
That was my goal.

655
00:37:50,551 --> 00:37:53,726
You know, like, I think people
will probably quit by then.

656
00:37:53,761 --> 00:37:57,316
I don't know if I'll be able
to physically make it, but...

657
00:37:57,351 --> 00:37:59,663
Oh, my God!

658
00:37:59,698 --> 00:38:01,424
Janahlee, what?

659
00:38:01,458 --> 00:38:03,633
-Oh, my goodness!
-You won the game!

660
00:38:03,667 --> 00:38:06,014
Oh, wow!

661
00:38:06,049 --> 00:38:07,844
-I love you.
-Oh, hallelujah.

662
00:38:07,878 --> 00:38:10,502
I can't believe it!
I really can't believe it!

663
00:38:14,057 --> 00:38:16,508
What?
Ahh!

664
00:38:16,542 --> 00:38:18,820
-You did it.
-I can't believe it.

665
00:38:18,855 --> 00:38:20,995
-That's wild.
-You taste like fish.

666
00:38:21,029 --> 00:38:23,377
I just was eating dinner
ea--lunch.

667
00:38:23,411 --> 00:38:25,275
What, man?

668
00:38:25,310 --> 00:38:27,173
That's so crazy.

669
00:38:27,208 --> 00:38:30,384
-Wow.
-You did it!

670
00:38:30,418 --> 00:38:33,870
-I got more in the tank!
-I got...

671
00:38:33,904 --> 00:38:37,114
Oh, man, Janahlee.
Wow!

672
00:38:37,149 --> 00:38:41,049
I can't believe it.

673
00:38:41,084 --> 00:38:42,188
Oh, my goodness.

674
00:38:42,223 --> 00:38:43,638
I don't even
have to miss Christmas.

675
00:38:43,673 --> 00:38:45,744
-I'm so happy.
-No!

676
00:38:45,778 --> 00:38:47,504
This is so nice.

677
00:38:47,539 --> 00:38:50,507
Oh, man.
That's so weird.

678
00:38:51,681 --> 00:38:53,096
No, this is where
I hung the hide.

679
00:38:53,130 --> 00:38:54,511
The moose hide.

680
00:38:54,546 --> 00:38:56,444
You got a moose!

681
00:38:56,479 --> 00:38:59,205
I got a moose.
Look.

682
00:38:59,240 --> 00:39:00,931
We could have mounted it.

683
00:39:04,935 --> 00:39:07,179
Jordan, that's wild.

684
00:39:07,213 --> 00:39:11,217
You are a wild person.

685
00:39:11,252 --> 00:39:13,875
I killed a wolverine, too,
with a hatchet.

686
00:39:13,910 --> 00:39:16,291
What?

687
00:39:16,326 --> 00:39:18,052
-Uh-huh.
-You, like, threw it at it?

688
00:39:18,086 --> 00:39:19,812
It's all on video.

689
00:39:19,847 --> 00:39:22,194
-Oh, my God.
-My floor's got moose on it.

690
00:39:22,228 --> 00:39:25,404
-Look at these.
-Do I have room?

691
00:39:25,439 --> 00:39:27,855
-We could.
-Yeah, bring the kids.

692
00:39:27,889 --> 00:39:30,616
I can't believe it.
That's so weird.

693
00:39:30,651 --> 00:39:34,137
That is... I did not expect--
Ahh!

694
00:39:38,762 --> 00:39:41,593
♪

695
00:39:41,627 --> 00:39:43,215
Winning
is a life-changing experience

696
00:39:43,249 --> 00:39:44,527
for obvious reasons.

697
00:39:44,561 --> 00:39:49,428
It means that I have freedom
financially.

698
00:39:49,463 --> 00:39:52,293
This is enough of a boost
to help me move

699
00:39:52,327 --> 00:39:55,365
in a whole
different direction.

700
00:39:55,400 --> 00:39:58,403
One that's more positive
and fulfilling.

701
00:39:58,437 --> 00:40:00,301
I value my family.

702
00:40:00,335 --> 00:40:02,476
This experience gives me
opportunity

703
00:40:02,510 --> 00:40:06,169
to be a better father.

704
00:40:06,203 --> 00:40:07,722
It's very important for me

705
00:40:07,757 --> 00:40:10,863
to stay connected
to my time in the Arctic.

706
00:40:10,898 --> 00:40:13,901
I'll always miss it.
It's, like, a part of me.

707
00:40:13,935 --> 00:40:15,868
♪

708
00:40:15,903 --> 00:40:18,733
In the modern world
we're so distracted.

709
00:40:18,768 --> 00:40:21,633
You don't ever have to really
think deeply

710
00:40:21,667 --> 00:40:23,289
but being out here,

711
00:40:23,324 --> 00:40:25,464
you're just so connected
to real life.

712
00:40:25,499 --> 00:40:28,812
You can delve into your soul.

713
00:40:28,847 --> 00:40:32,022
It just makes you feel alive.

714
00:40:32,057 --> 00:40:36,337
And I think if I could
have that in the modern world,

715
00:40:36,371 --> 00:40:38,512
that would be really positive.

716
00:40:38,546 --> 00:40:41,791
It just feels like
a more real way of life.

717
00:40:41,825 --> 00:40:44,794
It's much simpler.

718
00:40:44,828 --> 00:40:47,348
It's just how
we're meant to be.

719
00:40:47,382 --> 00:40:50,524
♪