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♪

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It's too dangerous
for you to stay out here.

3
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I'm gonna have to extract you--

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-No!
-For medical reasons.

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What?

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I wouldn't have ever believed

7
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I would only last 52 days.

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All the fat is gone.

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I can't believe
there's another wolverine.

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Bad news.

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Oh, my God, I got a rabbit
in my lifting pole!

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To have food--
what a turnaround.

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There's been
a new development.

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My entire bay has frozen.

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♪

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♪

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In "Alone's"
coldest location ever,

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ten participants fight
to survive the Arctic.

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The Arctic is one
of the most physically

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demanding places on Earth.

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So freaking cold right now.

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Battling
subzero temperatures...

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This climate's harsh,
it's extreme.

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It's mean.
It's got teeth.

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Get caught out here
in a whiteout

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and you're in trouble.

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Vicious predators...

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Heard something big
moving back there.

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It's me against
the wolverine right now.

30
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And isolation.

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There's nothing
to fill that void.

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It's just you left alone
with your thoughts.

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How long
will they endure?

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House is on fire!

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I'm scared,
but I don't wanna tap.

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This is the most unforgiving
landscape I've ever seen.

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The last
one standing wins.

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This environment will strip
away everything and anything

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you thought you had.

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♪

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♪

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♪

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It is day 58,

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and it is still cold
as anything.

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Oh, my God.

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There is no mistaking
that we are in winter.

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The sun is up
for, like, five hours,

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it feels like--
of, like, real solid light.

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'Cause it's already
going down and it's 3:00.

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♪

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♪

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It's frickin' cold in here.

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It's well,
well below freezing.

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So what I'm gonna try
and do here

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is, um, take the hot rocks
out of the fire

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and lay them on two long sticks

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and then just slide them in.

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They all go in as a group
stacked on top of each other.

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They'll probably release
their heat more up

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than into the ground.

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Okay, that looks like
what I wanted.

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It worked.

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So long as nothing catches
the bed on fire tonight.

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♪

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This today is what
you would call...

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♪

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Rough weather.

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The winter and the ice

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allows for very small margins
of error.

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Especially when you're out
in the wilderness,

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you have to be on your game.

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Like, you have a minor issue

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and it can lead to your death.

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♪

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We got snow.

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It's still coming.

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The Arctic winter
is like a lead blanket

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that is just laying on you.

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It penetrates you
to your core,

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There's nothing
that will defeat it.

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The heat you take
into your bag with you,

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once it's out, it's gone.

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♪

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I had to do sit-ups
just to try

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and create some body heat
in my bag.

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♪

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♪

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Water is a much
bigger task now

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than it was not long ago.

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All I know is it is way,
way, way cold.

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It feels like it dropped
30 degrees.

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♪

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Okay, well...

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I have got some news
from the gill net.

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♪

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Here it is.

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Strapped to the bottom
of my pack.

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The ice got to the gill net,

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and that's where every morsel
of food I have eaten

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has come from.

101
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Now, that--that's all ice.

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I've got a little bit
of fear in me

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about how long I'm gonna
be here without food.

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But overall, I'm hoping

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the fear is getting
to everybody else first.

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♪

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♪

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♪

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All right, let's show you

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what the inside
of my shelter looks like.

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♪

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That's--that's ice.

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It's just covered.

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That's literally
how cold it is.

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I have a fire in here.

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Let that sit in.
That's cold.

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♪

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♪

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Ouch.

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It's hopeless.

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♪

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I have no more food options
except fishing,

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but the lake is frozen over.

124
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So I got a strategy
for ice fishing.

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I'm gonna make a fishing net,

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throw it in the water
under the ice--

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Which is a trick in itself--
and then catch something.

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Get us started here.

129
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I've never seen anyone make
a paracord fishing net.

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I had to come up with
the knot myself

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and come up with some
little techniques,

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because paracord's awkward
to work with.

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Get it nice and tight,

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and then we'll do a...

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little hitch.

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♪

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To weave it into a net,

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it's a very tedious job.

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♪

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My strategy was never fishing,

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but that's the only option
I have here.

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I'm losing weight.

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It's physically impossible

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for me to win without fat,

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and all I can do to get fat
is fishing.

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This has to work.

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Gonna be a slow process.

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♪

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Whoo!

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It's hard to do,
and it's really cold.

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♪

152
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There's one trick to surviving

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in super cold weather,

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and that is not
to let yourself get cold.

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You have to stay warm,

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which means you have
to be careful,

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have good gear.

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♪

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My feet are cold.

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Man, these boots suck.

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As tough as you are,

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once you get really cold
out here,

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you're not tough enough
to withstand it.

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♪

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Oh, my--it's too cold.

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Should have done this sooner.

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Whoo.

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♪

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♪

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I could hear the rabbits
again last night

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moving around close,
and I realized

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it's probably because I have
all the spruce boughs around,

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that they're coming so close
to the cabin

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'cause they are all about
the spruce boughs.

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So it makes me really excited
to put in some close traps,

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'cause oh, my God,
wouldn't it be amazing

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to get a rabbit just--
right here,

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first thing in the morning?

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Yowza.

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♪

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Rabbits are about
and on the move,

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so I really need
to set more traps

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and check my traps.

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Gotta check, gotta check.

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The true settling in
of Arctic winter

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happened so fast.

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Snow falling in the night
is bad for my trapping.

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Windy nights are bad
for my trapping.

189
00:10:02,505 --> 00:10:05,094
The mild, calm nights
where it isn't snowing,

190
00:10:05,128 --> 00:10:07,821
that's when I catch rabbits.

191
00:10:07,855 --> 00:10:10,582
And those are few
and far between anymore.

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♪

193
00:10:13,620 --> 00:10:15,725
This one, nothing doing.

194
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Still set.

195
00:10:17,624 --> 00:10:20,316
♪

196
00:10:20,350 --> 00:10:23,699
I have never been
anywhere near this skinny.

197
00:10:23,733 --> 00:10:26,563
The hunger is definitely
starting to get to me,

198
00:10:26,598 --> 00:10:29,877
and when I'm really cold,
it's so hard.

199
00:10:31,189 --> 00:10:34,399
Fox tracks all through here.

200
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Whoa!

201
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♪

202
00:10:40,474 --> 00:10:42,579
Check it out.

203
00:10:42,614 --> 00:10:45,997
This area has been
totally dug up.

204
00:10:46,031 --> 00:10:48,793
The fox, clearing out

205
00:10:48,827 --> 00:10:51,002
the rabbit areas, you guys.

206
00:10:52,866 --> 00:10:55,075
I wonder how many rabbits
it got?

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♪

208
00:10:56,455 --> 00:10:58,181
Wow.

209
00:10:58,216 --> 00:11:02,461
This area, probably done-zo.

210
00:11:02,496 --> 00:11:04,774
This is a good trail.

211
00:11:04,809 --> 00:11:07,225
And there go the fox tracks
right up there.

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00:11:07,259 --> 00:11:09,227
Holy crap, man.

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00:11:09,261 --> 00:11:11,125
This is rough.

214
00:11:11,160 --> 00:11:13,093
Uh...

215
00:11:13,127 --> 00:11:15,923
I really need food
really soon.

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00:11:15,958 --> 00:11:16,268
♪

217
00:11:23,275 --> 00:11:25,933
Damn it.

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00:11:25,968 --> 00:11:28,384
♪

219
00:11:28,418 --> 00:11:31,145
Okay, well...

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♪

221
00:11:32,837 --> 00:11:35,598
I'm feeling pretty discouraged.

222
00:11:35,632 --> 00:11:37,704
It's very cold out.

223
00:11:37,738 --> 00:11:41,880
I haven't had any food
for several days now.

224
00:11:43,537 --> 00:11:46,747
And my weight
is going down rapidly,

225
00:11:46,782 --> 00:11:50,302
and they're gonna pull me soon
if I don't get food.

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00:11:50,337 --> 00:11:52,373
♪

227
00:11:52,408 --> 00:11:55,376
Being out here
and being underfed,

228
00:11:55,411 --> 00:11:56,895
I think about the food

229
00:11:56,930 --> 00:12:00,968
that I could afford to buy
if I won a lot.

230
00:12:01,003 --> 00:12:02,659
Most of my life,

231
00:12:02,694 --> 00:12:06,042
I've not had enough money
to keep myself well-fed.

232
00:12:06,077 --> 00:12:09,252
That is definitely
the motivation.

233
00:12:09,287 --> 00:12:13,084
So desperate times call
for desperate measures.

234
00:12:16,190 --> 00:12:18,296
Okay, I...

235
00:12:18,330 --> 00:12:21,851
have these intestines
in my pot

236
00:12:21,886 --> 00:12:25,130
for bait for ice fishing.

237
00:12:25,165 --> 00:12:28,789
Now is the time
to get real humble

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00:12:28,824 --> 00:12:30,791
and eat those myself.

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♪

240
00:12:32,517 --> 00:12:37,142
I'm going to skoosh out
the guts now,

241
00:12:37,177 --> 00:12:41,698
and then rinse again
in a fresh pot.

242
00:12:41,733 --> 00:12:46,289
Eating rabbit intestines
is next-level.

243
00:12:46,324 --> 00:12:50,155
You're eating the place
that something stores its poo!

244
00:12:50,190 --> 00:12:51,708
It's a lot of tissue.

245
00:12:51,743 --> 00:12:55,540
There's fat, there's blood,
there's muscle.

246
00:12:55,574 --> 00:12:56,679
♪

247
00:12:58,370 --> 00:13:02,029
It looks completely,
utterly foul.

248
00:13:02,064 --> 00:13:04,894
♪

249
00:13:04,929 --> 00:13:07,621
I know,
that's thoroughly disgusting.

250
00:13:07,655 --> 00:13:09,416
♪

251
00:13:09,450 --> 00:13:11,142
I am not giving in, people.

252
00:13:11,176 --> 00:13:13,800
I am still trying
like anything

253
00:13:13,834 --> 00:13:17,217
to keep my weight up
to stay out here.

254
00:13:18,252 --> 00:13:19,667
♪

255
00:13:22,705 --> 00:13:25,121
I think that's
pretty well done.

256
00:13:27,020 --> 00:13:29,125
All right, you ready?

257
00:13:29,160 --> 00:13:31,231
Not sure that I am.

258
00:13:33,371 --> 00:13:35,856
♪

259
00:13:35,891 --> 00:13:37,858
Hmm.

260
00:13:37,893 --> 00:13:40,067
It's fine.

261
00:13:40,102 --> 00:13:42,069
Nowhere near as gross
as you'd think.

262
00:13:44,140 --> 00:13:51,147
♪

263
00:14:00,156 --> 00:14:02,745
♪

264
00:14:02,779 --> 00:14:05,403
For everybody at home...

265
00:14:05,437 --> 00:14:07,784
I want you to know
how hard this is.

266
00:14:09,925 --> 00:14:11,685
This is not, uh...

267
00:14:13,514 --> 00:14:17,035
This is not just
a physical challenge.

268
00:14:17,070 --> 00:14:20,487
It's not just
an emotional challenge.

269
00:14:20,521 --> 00:14:23,800
It is all the above
at maximum level.

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00:14:23,835 --> 00:14:25,388
♪

271
00:14:25,423 --> 00:14:28,288
Your hands, even in gloves,
get cold.

272
00:14:28,322 --> 00:14:32,292
Then you have
the constant craving for food.

273
00:14:32,326 --> 00:14:36,468
Your mind just maddens you
with it.

274
00:14:36,503 --> 00:14:38,505
♪

275
00:14:38,539 --> 00:14:40,576
How long is this gonna last?

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00:14:40,610 --> 00:14:41,922
♪

277
00:14:41,957 --> 00:14:43,406
I just wanna be home.

278
00:14:43,441 --> 00:14:45,443
Victorious.

279
00:14:45,477 --> 00:14:48,101
Holding my baby daughter.

280
00:14:48,135 --> 00:14:50,551
Playing with my son.

281
00:14:50,586 --> 00:14:53,382
Adoring my wife.

282
00:14:53,416 --> 00:14:55,660
Talking to family.

283
00:14:55,694 --> 00:14:57,524
Having friends.

284
00:15:01,079 --> 00:15:02,770
And you know
it'll come eventually.

285
00:15:02,805 --> 00:15:04,565
You just gotta keep
putting one foot in front

286
00:15:04,600 --> 00:15:07,361
of the other, you know?

287
00:15:07,396 --> 00:15:10,433
Tapping out
is just not an option.

288
00:15:12,470 --> 00:15:16,232
Having to adapt
to an ever-changing scenario,

289
00:15:16,267 --> 00:15:19,787
it forces you to stay thinking
all the time about,

290
00:15:19,822 --> 00:15:21,341
"How do I work the problem?"

291
00:15:21,375 --> 00:15:22,721
You know?

292
00:15:22,756 --> 00:15:25,138
So I'm going to begin
getting my resources

293
00:15:25,172 --> 00:15:26,863
steadily rebuilt.

294
00:15:26,898 --> 00:15:27,968
♪

295
00:15:28,003 --> 00:15:30,937
Okay, so I have spoor
of a rabbit,

296
00:15:30,971 --> 00:15:33,422
and it keeps kind of taking
the same path,

297
00:15:33,456 --> 00:15:37,391
so I'm gonna make a snare
and set it on that path.

298
00:15:37,426 --> 00:15:39,152
The problem with
twitch-up snares

299
00:15:39,186 --> 00:15:42,086
in this weather is,
you bend a tree over--

300
00:15:42,120 --> 00:15:45,572
If it doesn't come through
in, you know, five, six days,

301
00:15:45,606 --> 00:15:47,505
the tree will freeze

302
00:15:47,539 --> 00:15:50,508
and it won't have the pop
to get it up off the ground.

303
00:15:50,542 --> 00:15:53,166
And by the look of the--
of the track here

304
00:15:53,200 --> 00:15:54,374
it's a pretty big hare,

305
00:15:54,408 --> 00:15:55,996
and I'm gonna need
to get it off the ground.

306
00:15:56,031 --> 00:15:58,792
So I'm gonna be using
a counterweight

307
00:15:58,826 --> 00:16:02,140
instead of using
the twitch-up method.

308
00:16:02,175 --> 00:16:05,592
All right, so I'm gonna fill
my stuff sack

309
00:16:05,626 --> 00:16:07,283
with a rock or two.

310
00:16:07,318 --> 00:16:08,388
♪

311
00:16:08,422 --> 00:16:11,460
Jeez, that was close.

312
00:16:11,494 --> 00:16:13,669
I know what it's like
to have nothing.

313
00:16:13,703 --> 00:16:16,706
I come from nothing
but hardship,

314
00:16:16,741 --> 00:16:19,882
tough times, and making
something out of nothing,

315
00:16:19,916 --> 00:16:22,678
and that's why I feel
this victory is mine.

316
00:16:22,712 --> 00:16:24,956
This is the big boom
in my life.

317
00:16:24,991 --> 00:16:28,408
My whole life has culminated
to this point.

318
00:16:28,442 --> 00:16:30,306
This should be enough,
right here.

319
00:16:30,341 --> 00:16:31,445
♪

320
00:16:31,480 --> 00:16:34,517
Just put theheocks
in the stuff sack.

321
00:16:34,552 --> 00:16:36,899
So the big trick
is getting it

322
00:16:36,933 --> 00:16:39,764
to not pull my stake out
of the ground.

323
00:16:42,801 --> 00:16:44,596
♪

324
00:16:44,631 --> 00:16:47,013
Oh, my heart's pounding.

325
00:16:49,429 --> 00:16:50,809
♪

326
00:16:50,844 --> 00:16:54,986
Okay, so what I'd like to do
is run it over a branch

327
00:16:55,021 --> 00:16:57,299
and then we bring this down.

328
00:16:57,333 --> 00:16:59,301
♪

329
00:17:01,303 --> 00:17:03,995
All right, well, we'll see
how that works for me.

330
00:17:05,445 --> 00:17:08,896
I have my snare,
and if you follow the wire,

331
00:17:08,931 --> 00:17:10,967
it goes up...

332
00:17:11,002 --> 00:17:12,935
loops over my branches,

333
00:17:12,969 --> 00:17:16,387
and then comes back down
to my stuff sack.

334
00:17:16,421 --> 00:17:18,665
Which, you know, uh,
won't fail.

335
00:17:18,699 --> 00:17:21,771
It's not gonna freeze
or do anything like that.

336
00:17:21,806 --> 00:17:23,256
♪

337
00:17:23,290 --> 00:17:26,086
All right, let's get inside.

338
00:17:30,677 --> 00:17:37,373
♪

339
00:17:43,138 --> 00:17:44,829
Big day today.

340
00:17:46,624 --> 00:17:50,731
My net is finished!

341
00:17:50,766 --> 00:17:54,183
Loaded, weighted.

342
00:17:54,218 --> 00:17:57,428
Some moose meat
hanging in it.

343
00:17:57,462 --> 00:18:00,845
Now all that's left
is to do it, really.

344
00:18:00,879 --> 00:18:05,194
♪

345
00:18:05,229 --> 00:18:07,990
Getting ready to go
across the ice

346
00:18:08,024 --> 00:18:10,199
for the first time...

347
00:18:10,234 --> 00:18:12,753
to fish.

348
00:18:15,584 --> 00:18:17,413
Oh, man.

349
00:18:19,553 --> 00:18:21,210
I'm nervous.

350
00:18:25,214 --> 00:18:27,872
If you go through
the ice out here,

351
00:18:27,906 --> 00:18:30,771
you're in huge trouble.

352
00:18:30,806 --> 00:18:33,429
That's something
that will kill you.

353
00:18:33,464 --> 00:18:38,227
But, just don't have
the options on the land.

354
00:18:38,262 --> 00:18:40,436
Here we are.

355
00:18:43,370 --> 00:18:45,993
We're gonna do it here, huh?

356
00:18:49,031 --> 00:18:55,900
♪

357
00:18:57,315 --> 00:19:00,007
Don't drop your hatchet.

358
00:19:02,113 --> 00:19:05,703
♪

359
00:19:05,737 --> 00:19:08,809
The net, you just chop
two holes in the ice

360
00:19:08,844 --> 00:19:11,433
about the distance apart
that the net is long.

361
00:19:11,467 --> 00:19:14,194
And then you find a stick
that's also that long,

362
00:19:14,229 --> 00:19:17,197
and you tie a long string
to that stick

363
00:19:17,232 --> 00:19:20,166
and you feed it under
from one hole to the other.

364
00:19:21,201 --> 00:19:24,411
See if we can hit
our target.

365
00:19:27,449 --> 00:19:28,726
♪

366
00:19:28,760 --> 00:19:30,417
Oh, I see it right here.

367
00:19:30,452 --> 00:19:31,832
♪

368
00:19:31,867 --> 00:19:33,317
Pull it up through
the second hole

369
00:19:33,351 --> 00:19:36,112
and then you have a string
passed under the ice.

370
00:19:36,147 --> 00:19:39,461
That's where your net's tied
and you--like a laundry line

371
00:19:39,495 --> 00:19:41,497
pull it through
under the ice.

372
00:19:41,532 --> 00:19:43,189
Feeding the net under.

373
00:19:43,223 --> 00:19:44,362
♪

374
00:19:44,397 --> 00:19:47,434
Now go get a bunch of snow

375
00:19:47,469 --> 00:19:51,197
and dump on these holes
so they don't freeze solid.

376
00:19:52,508 --> 00:19:54,510
Wouldn't call that easy.

377
00:19:54,545 --> 00:19:56,892
It's kind of more energy
than I wanted to spend,

378
00:19:56,926 --> 00:20:00,654
but it's my only chance
to re-up my fat.

379
00:20:00,689 --> 00:20:03,036
That's what you need to do
to survive out here.

380
00:20:03,070 --> 00:20:04,382
♪

381
00:20:04,417 --> 00:20:05,625
Hope I catch a fish.

382
00:20:11,907 --> 00:20:18,914
♪

383
00:20:23,090 --> 00:20:29,338
♪

384
00:20:35,068 --> 00:20:38,002
That's all the debris
from all the debris piles

385
00:20:38,036 --> 00:20:40,936
up against the back end
of the shelter there.

386
00:20:40,970 --> 00:20:44,284
So when that gets a foot
of snow on it, man,

387
00:20:44,319 --> 00:20:47,667
it'll be impenetrable
by the weather,

388
00:20:47,701 --> 00:20:50,566
so hopefully that logic is true

389
00:20:50,601 --> 00:20:52,361
and pays off.

390
00:20:52,396 --> 00:20:54,329
It's gonna get colder
and colder,

391
00:20:54,363 --> 00:20:57,193
and that's what I need
to be prepared for.

392
00:20:57,228 --> 00:21:01,163
I do think that my gill net
going under the ice will work.

393
00:21:01,197 --> 00:21:03,648
That gill net
is why I'm still here

394
00:21:03,683 --> 00:21:05,961
and potentially,
ice fishing is why

395
00:21:05,995 --> 00:21:08,550
I'm gonna still be here.

396
00:21:08,584 --> 00:21:10,586
♪

397
00:21:10,621 --> 00:21:12,070
So this is the pole

398
00:21:12,105 --> 00:21:13,865
I'm gonna hang the net on.

399
00:21:13,900 --> 00:21:15,211
♪

400
00:21:15,246 --> 00:21:16,868
Switching to lighter weight

401
00:21:16,903 --> 00:21:20,665
'cause I want this thing
to dangle more freely, um,

402
00:21:20,700 --> 00:21:23,875
so it'll tangle a fish
more easily.

403
00:21:23,910 --> 00:21:26,464
I used old nails
and tin can lids

404
00:21:26,499 --> 00:21:29,364
and stuff I found
some months back.

405
00:21:29,398 --> 00:21:30,882
♪

406
00:21:30,917 --> 00:21:32,677
And there we have it.

407
00:21:32,712 --> 00:21:35,715
In the morning,
I'm gonna deploy that.

408
00:21:35,749 --> 00:21:39,650
I'll tie off, um, a T-bar

409
00:21:39,684 --> 00:21:41,893
to the end of this thing,

410
00:21:41,928 --> 00:21:43,550
and that's what I'll lower it
all the way

411
00:21:43,585 --> 00:21:45,034
into the water with.

412
00:21:45,069 --> 00:21:46,242
♪

413
00:21:46,277 --> 00:21:48,866
It'll be good to go, so...

414
00:21:48,900 --> 00:21:51,006
♪

415
00:21:51,040 --> 00:21:54,009
Hopefully that works out.

416
00:21:54,043 --> 00:22:01,119
♪

417
00:22:04,468 --> 00:22:06,366
Nothing in my trap,
which is expected.

418
00:22:06,401 --> 00:22:07,712
Not much is gonna be
moving around

419
00:22:07,747 --> 00:22:10,543
in this kind of cold weather.

420
00:22:10,577 --> 00:22:12,821
There's no real opportunities
here at my place.

421
00:22:17,929 --> 00:22:19,586
Besides me.

422
00:22:19,621 --> 00:22:21,347
But even now,
I don't know

423
00:22:21,381 --> 00:22:23,279
how much they'd actually get
off my bones.

424
00:22:25,040 --> 00:22:27,422
It wouldn't be much
of a meal.

425
00:22:29,216 --> 00:22:31,391
And even getting things
like water now

426
00:22:31,426 --> 00:22:34,049
are more demanding,
more taxing.

427
00:22:34,083 --> 00:22:36,223
If you want water,
you have to get snow,

428
00:22:36,258 --> 00:22:39,399
process wood, start a fire,
melt the snow.

429
00:22:39,434 --> 00:22:42,057
Lot of work
for a little drink of water.

430
00:22:42,091 --> 00:22:43,714
♪

431
00:22:43,748 --> 00:22:46,372
So there's a lake
on the other side of my island

432
00:22:46,406 --> 00:22:48,408
and it's, um--it's not frozen.

433
00:22:48,443 --> 00:22:51,411
I'm considering
spanning that gap

434
00:22:51,446 --> 00:22:53,586
and fetching water
on the other side,

435
00:22:53,620 --> 00:22:57,141
but to do that,
I really gotta be careful.

436
00:22:57,175 --> 00:22:59,730
So I'm going to use
these poles

437
00:22:59,764 --> 00:23:01,628
just to make some...

438
00:23:01,663 --> 00:23:02,905
♪

439
00:23:02,940 --> 00:23:05,425
Long-type snow shoes to...

440
00:23:05,460 --> 00:23:06,530
♪

441
00:23:06,564 --> 00:23:08,739
Disperse my weight.

442
00:23:08,773 --> 00:23:10,775
♪

443
00:23:10,810 --> 00:23:12,225
The only thing
keeping me going

444
00:23:12,259 --> 00:23:13,640
is the love of my family.

445
00:23:13,675 --> 00:23:16,056
That is the truth
of the matter right there.

446
00:23:16,091 --> 00:23:19,405
I wanna be able
to get a house, not rent.

447
00:23:19,439 --> 00:23:20,992
I wanna pay off our debts.

448
00:23:21,027 --> 00:23:24,686
I wanna take stress
off my wife.

449
00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:25,997
I need this, man.

450
00:23:26,032 --> 00:23:27,723
Like, it's not a matter
of just want.

451
00:23:27,758 --> 00:23:30,070
My family needs this.

452
00:23:30,105 --> 00:23:33,936
♪

453
00:23:33,971 --> 00:23:35,490
Hello?

454
00:23:35,524 --> 00:23:39,632
♪

455
00:23:39,666 --> 00:23:41,703
Thought I heard speaking.

456
00:23:41,737 --> 00:23:43,290
♪

457
00:23:43,325 --> 00:23:45,879
This is hard, people.

458
00:23:45,914 --> 00:23:49,987
Trying not to think about
my wife and kids right now.

459
00:23:50,021 --> 00:23:53,784
♪

460
00:23:53,818 --> 00:23:57,512
When I do get across
to the island,

461
00:23:57,546 --> 00:23:59,306
I'm gonna sit there and drink.

462
00:23:59,341 --> 00:24:00,653
♪

463
00:24:00,687 --> 00:24:03,241
And drink, and drink,

464
00:24:07,936 --> 00:24:14,908
♪

465
00:24:14,943 --> 00:24:17,152
I do feel better...

466
00:24:17,186 --> 00:24:18,843
being on these poles.

467
00:24:18,878 --> 00:24:22,571
♪

468
00:24:22,606 --> 00:24:26,092
Just need them
to get me across that span,

469
00:24:26,126 --> 00:24:27,887
where it's most dangerous.

470
00:24:27,921 --> 00:24:29,336
♪

471
00:24:29,371 --> 00:24:31,822
My face hurts.

472
00:24:31,856 --> 00:24:32,995
♪

473
00:24:33,030 --> 00:24:35,481
So tired.

474
00:24:35,515 --> 00:24:37,828
So thirsty.

475
00:24:37,862 --> 00:24:39,450
starving.

476
00:24:39,485 --> 00:24:40,796
♪

477
00:24:40,831 --> 00:24:43,178
Dehydration will put an end
to you out here

478
00:24:43,212 --> 00:24:46,181
just as fast
as anything else will.

479
00:24:46,215 --> 00:24:49,840
♪

480
00:24:49,874 --> 00:24:51,600
Look at that sweet,
sweet water.

481
00:24:51,635 --> 00:24:54,534
♪

482
00:25:00,091 --> 00:25:02,059
Oh!

483
00:25:04,579 --> 00:25:06,132
It's been over 24 hours

484
00:25:06,166 --> 00:25:08,514
since I've had anything
to drink, man.

485
00:25:10,654 --> 00:25:12,518
Man.

486
00:25:12,552 --> 00:25:15,313
This is kicking my ass!

487
00:25:18,109 --> 00:25:23,908
♪

488
00:25:23,943 --> 00:25:27,118
I just want my wife
and kids, man.

489
00:25:27,153 --> 00:25:28,706
♪

490
00:25:28,741 --> 00:25:33,297
This is so hard, man!

491
00:25:33,331 --> 00:25:36,265
I'm starving!

492
00:25:36,300 --> 00:25:38,958
It hurts!

493
00:25:41,167 --> 00:25:42,927
♪

494
00:25:42,962 --> 00:25:44,135
Please!

495
00:25:44,170 --> 00:25:45,412
♪

496
00:25:45,447 --> 00:25:47,587
Put the fight in me again!

497
00:25:47,622 --> 00:25:49,347
♪

498
00:25:49,382 --> 00:25:53,041
Put the fight in me!

499
00:25:53,075 --> 00:25:55,595
♪

500
00:26:03,499 --> 00:26:09,505
♪

501
00:26:12,647 --> 00:26:18,514
♪

502
00:26:20,378 --> 00:26:23,416
I have smoke streaming out
from underneath my bed

503
00:26:23,450 --> 00:26:26,661
from the hot rocks that I put
under there last night.

504
00:26:26,695 --> 00:26:28,455
I think that
they are smoldering.

505
00:26:28,490 --> 00:26:30,457
The ground has now
dried out enough.

506
00:26:30,492 --> 00:26:32,874
It was icy when I first
started doing this,

507
00:26:32,908 --> 00:26:35,290
and it's had enough time

508
00:26:35,324 --> 00:26:37,430
from all the nights
of me doing that

509
00:26:37,464 --> 00:26:41,020
to dry things out so that they
would continue to--to smolder.

510
00:26:41,054 --> 00:26:43,160
And I've been smelling
the smoke all night

511
00:26:43,194 --> 00:26:45,818
thinking it was from the fire,
but it wasn't.

512
00:26:45,852 --> 00:26:47,647
So I'm gonna get
underneath there

513
00:26:47,682 --> 00:26:50,754
and see if I can't figure out
what's going on

514
00:26:50,788 --> 00:26:54,930
and maybe even potentially
harvest an ember or two

515
00:26:54,965 --> 00:26:56,449
to relight my fire

516
00:26:56,483 --> 00:26:58,589
so I don't have to
do bow-drill today.

517
00:27:01,316 --> 00:27:03,111
Underneath that rock,
it's all hollowed out.

518
00:27:03,145 --> 00:27:04,457
It's all burned away.

519
00:27:04,491 --> 00:27:07,322
There's smoke coming
from the ground right here.

520
00:27:07,356 --> 00:27:08,634
Was hoping to get right out

521
00:27:08,668 --> 00:27:11,326
and deal with the gill net
this morning, but...

522
00:27:11,360 --> 00:27:13,535
I have to deal with
this first thing.

523
00:27:13,569 --> 00:27:16,193
Can't burn down my bed
and my shelter.

524
00:27:16,227 --> 00:27:17,677
♪

525
00:27:17,712 --> 00:27:20,507
Beautiful, they all came out
in one,

526
00:27:20,542 --> 00:27:21,957
Here we go.

527
00:27:21,992 --> 00:27:26,341
♪

528
00:27:26,375 --> 00:27:28,826
Awesome, okay.

529
00:27:28,861 --> 00:27:31,104
♪

530
00:27:31,139 --> 00:27:33,797
That was easier to do than
most of my bow-drill fires

531
00:27:33,831 --> 00:27:37,732
I've had to do out here,
so I'll take it.

532
00:27:37,766 --> 00:27:39,699
I'm going to, uh...

533
00:27:39,734 --> 00:27:41,011
♪

534
00:27:41,045 --> 00:27:43,876
Get my gill net deployed
out on the lake today.

535
00:27:46,879 --> 00:27:49,709
♪

536
00:27:49,744 --> 00:27:51,538
I don't know if you can
hear that or not,

537
00:27:51,573 --> 00:27:55,128
but the lake is shifting
underneath us.

538
00:27:57,372 --> 00:27:58,787
Hopefully it's deep enough.

539
00:27:58,822 --> 00:28:02,204
If I can get 5 feet of depth,
I think that'll work.

540
00:28:04,068 --> 00:28:05,587
♪

541
00:28:05,621 --> 00:28:08,970
I got to thinking about,
you know, my grandfather Jack.

542
00:28:09,004 --> 00:28:11,075
He taught me how to hunt
and fish.

543
00:28:11,110 --> 00:28:12,698
I'm trying to hatch a plan

544
00:28:12,732 --> 00:28:15,114
to take him out ice fishing.

545
00:28:15,148 --> 00:28:17,392
It's like one of his
favorite activities.

546
00:28:17,426 --> 00:28:19,843
It's been decades
since I've been out with him,

547
00:28:19,877 --> 00:28:21,776
fishing or hunting.

548
00:28:21,810 --> 00:28:23,432
These last 20 years,

549
00:28:23,467 --> 00:28:25,745
I've been living
far, far from home,

550
00:28:25,780 --> 00:28:27,816
and I haven't seen him
nearly enough

551
00:28:27,851 --> 00:28:30,888
because I've been too poor
to afford even a bus ticket,

552
00:28:30,923 --> 00:28:33,235
let alone a plane ticket.

553
00:28:33,270 --> 00:28:36,514
The fact that it will be
possible when I win this,

554
00:28:36,549 --> 00:28:39,759
I'm gonna kind of use it
as fuel to keep going.

555
00:28:39,794 --> 00:28:41,450
Okay.

556
00:28:41,485 --> 00:28:43,245
There's the channel.

557
00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:44,453
Chopped through.

558
00:28:44,488 --> 00:28:46,973
It's probably 8 or 9
inches thick,

559
00:28:51,391 --> 00:28:53,669
Okay, she's in.

560
00:28:55,119 --> 00:28:57,225
Yeah, that looks beautiful.

561
00:28:57,259 --> 00:28:59,814
I think it's doing its job.

562
00:28:59,848 --> 00:29:01,539
Gill net's in the hole,

563
00:29:01,574 --> 00:29:04,611
Keep my fingers crossed that
some fish drifts through there

564
00:29:04,646 --> 00:29:06,544
and gets hung up.

565
00:29:06,579 --> 00:29:07,925
♪

566
00:29:10,376 --> 00:29:12,688
Yeah, I felt
pretty damn depleted today

567
00:29:12,723 --> 00:29:14,932
after getting off the ice.

568
00:29:14,967 --> 00:29:17,417
All that chopping I did
was a bit much.

569
00:29:17,452 --> 00:29:19,937
I pushed myself a little bit,
and I shouldn't have.

570
00:29:19,972 --> 00:29:22,215
I'm gonna get more efficient
out on the ice

571
00:29:22,250 --> 00:29:23,596
and make sure
I'm doing everything

572
00:29:23,630 --> 00:29:25,840
as smoothly and efficiently
as I can.

573
00:29:25,874 --> 00:29:28,774
And that's how I've made it
this far, so--

574
00:29:28,808 --> 00:29:30,672
I'm really hoping
it winds down, though,

575
00:29:30,706 --> 00:29:32,985
because I am...

576
00:29:33,019 --> 00:29:34,331
Depleted.

577
00:29:34,365 --> 00:29:38,749
And I miss home,
and I miss my woman,

578
00:29:38,784 --> 00:29:41,303
and, um...

579
00:29:41,338 --> 00:29:43,064
you know, I'm really homesick.

580
00:29:43,098 --> 00:29:45,825
For the first time in my life,
actually, I'm homesick.

581
00:29:45,860 --> 00:29:50,140
I just have too much
on the line out here.

582
00:29:50,174 --> 00:29:51,382
Too many ideas.

583
00:29:51,417 --> 00:29:54,489
Too many plans that, um...

584
00:29:54,523 --> 00:29:55,835
♪

585
00:29:55,870 --> 00:29:58,320
That I can't let go of.

586
00:29:58,355 --> 00:30:00,150
I don't think I can tap out.

587
00:30:00,184 --> 00:30:02,428
I just don't have it in me.

588
00:30:02,462 --> 00:30:09,469
♪

589
00:30:23,863 --> 00:30:25,900
Hmm.

590
00:30:28,316 --> 00:30:30,490
See how my, uh--

591
00:30:30,525 --> 00:30:33,286
See how my hairline's
doing here.

592
00:30:33,321 --> 00:30:35,771
Am I losing hair
from malnutrition?

593
00:30:35,806 --> 00:30:38,947
Looks like--
you know, it's thin.

594
00:30:38,982 --> 00:30:40,846
It's a little thin.

595
00:30:49,924 --> 00:30:53,375
I'm gonna go pull up
my fishing net.

596
00:30:53,410 --> 00:30:55,170
♪

597
00:30:55,205 --> 00:30:56,896
Spent a lot of energy

598
00:30:56,931 --> 00:30:59,899
trying to get that net
in the ice.

599
00:30:59,934 --> 00:31:02,005
Hopefully catch something.

600
00:31:02,039 --> 00:31:03,247
♪

601
00:31:03,282 --> 00:31:05,387
Can tell I'm not getting
enough nutrients

602
00:31:05,422 --> 00:31:07,389
'cause I'm tired a lot.

603
00:31:07,424 --> 00:31:08,977
♪

604
00:31:09,012 --> 00:31:12,187
In a dire situation.

605
00:31:12,222 --> 00:31:13,602
I need fat.

606
00:31:13,637 --> 00:31:16,053
I'm gonna, at some point,
just get too thin

607
00:31:16,088 --> 00:31:17,365
and have to go home.

608
00:31:17,399 --> 00:31:19,436
Okay.

609
00:31:19,470 --> 00:31:20,540
♪

610
00:31:20,575 --> 00:31:22,749
Gotta catch a couple fish.

611
00:31:25,028 --> 00:31:27,651
See if I have any luck.

612
00:31:27,685 --> 00:31:29,860
♪

613
00:31:31,448 --> 00:31:35,348
♪

614
00:31:35,383 --> 00:31:37,005
Holy cow!

615
00:31:37,040 --> 00:31:38,248
♪

616
00:31:38,282 --> 00:31:40,008
Yeah!

617
00:31:40,043 --> 00:31:41,630
♪

618
00:31:41,665 --> 00:31:43,701
Whoa!

619
00:31:43,736 --> 00:31:45,151
We're not done...

620
00:31:45,186 --> 00:31:48,189
Not done putting notches
on our hatchet yet!

621
00:31:48,223 --> 00:31:49,707
♪

622
00:31:49,742 --> 00:31:52,296
Yeah, here we are.

623
00:31:52,331 --> 00:31:55,817
Look at that, we have
the same look on our face.

624
00:31:58,337 --> 00:32:00,132
♪

625
00:32:01,996 --> 00:32:04,377
Let me gut this guy
really quick.

626
00:32:04,412 --> 00:32:07,208
Some good fat on this one.

627
00:32:07,242 --> 00:32:08,692
♪

628
00:32:08,726 --> 00:32:10,659
Good fat.

629
00:32:10,694 --> 00:32:11,833
♪

630
00:32:13,973 --> 00:32:15,837
And eat it.

631
00:32:15,871 --> 00:32:18,253
♪

632
00:32:18,288 --> 00:32:20,290
I've been dreaming
of catching a fish

633
00:32:20,324 --> 00:32:23,465
after all the creative energy
that happened

634
00:32:23,500 --> 00:32:24,880
in making this net.

635
00:32:24,915 --> 00:32:26,917
To actually put it in the ice,

636
00:32:26,952 --> 00:32:29,644
catch something this valuable,

637
00:32:29,678 --> 00:32:32,474
it's actually shifted
my whole perspective

638
00:32:32,509 --> 00:32:33,820
on being out here.

639
00:32:33,855 --> 00:32:35,236
Starting to have hope

640
00:32:35,270 --> 00:32:37,272
that it might
get me somewhere.

641
00:32:37,307 --> 00:32:38,791
♪

642
00:32:38,825 --> 00:32:39,999
Whoo!

643
00:32:46,902 --> 00:32:53,909
♪

644
00:33:00,951 --> 00:33:03,781
All right, end of an era.

645
00:33:03,816 --> 00:33:06,370
♪

646
00:33:06,405 --> 00:33:09,442
I am taking down
my laundry line.

647
00:33:10,823 --> 00:33:13,032
Pretty much wearing...

648
00:33:13,067 --> 00:33:16,035
all of my long underwear layers

649
00:33:16,070 --> 00:33:19,038
at this point, so...

650
00:33:19,073 --> 00:33:20,902
Doesn't really seem like
there's much point

651
00:33:20,936 --> 00:33:23,077
in an outdoor laundry line
anymore.

652
00:33:23,111 --> 00:33:26,287
But it was awfully nice to have
for a little while there.

653
00:33:26,321 --> 00:33:28,841
Made it feel very homey,
don't you know?

654
00:33:28,875 --> 00:33:31,533
All right,
so now I can pack this

655
00:33:31,568 --> 00:33:34,674
into the traps pack

656
00:33:34,709 --> 00:33:37,712
and it is time to head out
into the world

657
00:33:37,746 --> 00:33:42,061
with some extra cordage.

658
00:33:42,096 --> 00:33:45,651
♪

659
00:33:45,685 --> 00:33:47,342
Let's go check traps.

660
00:33:47,377 --> 00:33:48,688
♪

661
00:33:48,723 --> 00:33:51,726
You've got to keep
the calories coming in

662
00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:53,693
when it is so cold.

663
00:33:53,728 --> 00:33:55,109
♪

664
00:33:55,143 --> 00:33:57,042
It's getting more
and more cold

665
00:33:57,076 --> 00:33:59,113
and I have less
and less reserves.

666
00:33:59,147 --> 00:34:02,530
The intestines
were the last resort.

667
00:34:02,564 --> 00:34:04,083
Basically, I could get pulled

668
00:34:04,118 --> 00:34:06,465
if I don't start getting
more food soon.

669
00:34:08,915 --> 00:34:12,229
Please, please,
please, rabbits.

670
00:34:12,264 --> 00:34:14,507
Please, please, please.

671
00:34:14,542 --> 00:34:15,991
♪

672
00:34:16,026 --> 00:34:17,510
Let's see.

673
00:34:17,545 --> 00:34:18,925
♪

674
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:21,928
Nothing here.

675
00:34:23,516 --> 00:34:25,449
All right, I can see--

676
00:34:25,484 --> 00:34:27,313
No way!

677
00:34:27,348 --> 00:34:31,041
I got a squirrel!

678
00:34:31,076 --> 00:34:33,354
Hooray, thank God!

679
00:34:33,388 --> 00:34:35,528
Yes!

680
00:34:35,563 --> 00:34:37,944
Thank you, dear squirrel.

681
00:34:37,979 --> 00:34:40,568
Okay.

682
00:34:40,602 --> 00:34:42,639
Here is my squirrel.

683
00:34:42,673 --> 00:34:44,882
I got a squirrel to eat today.

684
00:34:44,917 --> 00:34:46,056
Hooray!

685
00:34:46,091 --> 00:34:47,782
Now I'm way more enthused

686
00:34:47,816 --> 00:34:51,061
to go check the rest
of my traps than I have been.

687
00:34:51,096 --> 00:34:53,201
This is so much better

688
00:34:53,236 --> 00:34:56,825
than frozen rabbit guts
right now.

689
00:34:56,860 --> 00:34:58,310
Yes.

690
00:35:01,416 --> 00:35:03,901
♪

691
00:35:03,936 --> 00:35:07,112
No freaking way.

692
00:35:07,146 --> 00:35:08,837
Check it out.

693
00:35:08,872 --> 00:35:11,564
Another squirrel.

694
00:35:11,599 --> 00:35:14,878
Ugh! Yay!

695
00:35:14,912 --> 00:35:17,536
The home trap's...

696
00:35:17,570 --> 00:35:20,125
The most effective today.

697
00:35:21,609 --> 00:35:23,542
Oh, my God.

698
00:35:23,576 --> 00:35:26,752
I just got another squirrel

699
00:35:26,786 --> 00:35:28,857
in my close home trap.

700
00:35:28,892 --> 00:35:30,618
Check it out.

701
00:35:30,652 --> 00:35:33,862
I am so grateful, you guys.

702
00:35:33,897 --> 00:35:36,900
I am gonna eat enough today.

703
00:35:36,934 --> 00:35:40,386
I am going to get
enough calories.

704
00:35:40,421 --> 00:35:43,182
That is freaking amazing.

705
00:35:43,217 --> 00:35:45,633
Everything is possible again,

706
00:35:45,667 --> 00:35:50,155
and it's so time
for a woman to win this.

707
00:35:53,192 --> 00:35:59,888
♪

708
00:36:06,757 --> 00:36:10,968
♪

709
00:36:15,076 --> 00:36:18,528
I'm starving out here.

710
00:36:18,562 --> 00:36:21,462
I've lost a lot of weight.

711
00:36:24,499 --> 00:36:30,747
♪

712
00:36:30,781 --> 00:36:33,474
My brain's up.

713
00:36:33,508 --> 00:36:37,995
♪

714
00:36:38,030 --> 00:36:40,446
Today is med check.

715
00:36:40,481 --> 00:36:42,137
I hope they say I'm all right.

716
00:36:42,172 --> 00:36:44,139
It's just something
that, you know, I can--

717
00:36:44,174 --> 00:36:46,935
I can push through
if I choose to.

718
00:36:46,970 --> 00:36:48,937
♪

719
00:36:48,972 --> 00:36:51,285
You put a price on my life,

720
00:36:51,319 --> 00:36:54,426
right now it's a $1/2 million.

721
00:36:54,460 --> 00:36:58,361
And what I'm hoping is that
whoever's still out here

722
00:36:58,395 --> 00:37:00,052
has less than me
and less weight

723
00:37:00,086 --> 00:37:01,571
and I can just ride it out.

724
00:37:01,605 --> 00:37:02,848
♪

725
00:37:02,882 --> 00:37:04,367
For all I know,

726
00:37:04,401 --> 00:37:07,715
the other guy could be
leaving tomorrow.

727
00:37:07,749 --> 00:37:10,338
So, you know, every day
could be the day you win.

728
00:37:10,373 --> 00:37:11,339
♪

729
00:37:13,168 --> 00:37:15,343
Here they come.

730
00:37:15,378 --> 00:37:17,587
♪

731
00:37:17,621 --> 00:37:20,383
Fingers crossed
for good news, okay?

732
00:37:20,417 --> 00:37:23,420
♪

733
00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:27,976
♪

734
00:37:28,011 --> 00:37:30,289
So do you have any symptoms
that I should be aware about?

735
00:37:30,324 --> 00:37:32,291
-No, just, uh--
-well, I don't know.

736
00:37:32,326 --> 00:37:33,741
I'm just sore, man.

737
00:37:33,775 --> 00:37:35,950
Let's give your heart
and lungs a listen.

738
00:37:38,401 --> 00:37:39,712
♪

739
00:37:39,747 --> 00:37:42,128
One more.

740
00:37:42,163 --> 00:37:48,203
♪

741
00:37:50,413 --> 00:37:51,759
♪

742
00:37:51,793 --> 00:37:53,761
And step off.

743
00:37:53,795 --> 00:37:55,314
Ugh.

744
00:37:55,349 --> 00:37:57,005
-And turn around real quick.
-Real quick.

745
00:37:57,040 --> 00:37:58,248
♪

746
00:37:58,283 --> 00:38:00,008
And go back inside.

747
00:38:00,043 --> 00:38:01,251
♪

748
00:38:08,776 --> 00:38:10,881
You push yourself out here.

749
00:38:10,916 --> 00:38:14,506
You're really trying
to go for it, you know?

750
00:38:14,540 --> 00:38:19,545
♪

751
00:38:22,928 --> 00:38:24,274
Just hit me with it, man.

752
00:38:24,309 --> 00:38:25,862
Don't waste any time.

753
00:38:29,314 --> 00:38:30,936
, man.

754
00:38:30,970 --> 00:38:33,352
Man, come on,

755
00:38:33,387 --> 00:38:35,837
♪

756
00:38:35,872 --> 00:38:38,184
I feel fine, I'm just beat up.

757
00:38:38,219 --> 00:38:39,772
I-I don't understand.

758
00:38:43,258 --> 00:38:44,570
♪

759
00:38:44,605 --> 00:38:47,262
This is the worst news
you could have told me.

760
00:38:47,297 --> 00:38:48,263
♪

761
00:38:48,298 --> 00:38:51,232
Why is this happening to me?

762
00:38:51,266 --> 00:38:53,476
This can't be right.

763
00:38:53,510 --> 00:38:55,409
♪

764
00:38:55,443 --> 00:38:57,169
This can't be right.

765
00:38:57,203 --> 00:38:58,343
♪

766
00:39:00,448 --> 00:39:03,727
How much of a danger zone?

767
00:39:03,762 --> 00:39:06,178
Once your body stops
eating its own fat,

768
00:39:06,212 --> 00:39:07,731
it starts consuming
its own muscle.

769
00:39:07,766 --> 00:39:09,699
-That's right.
-That's--I know this.

770
00:39:09,733 --> 00:39:11,148
I know this.

771
00:39:11,183 --> 00:39:13,944
And among the muscle
it's consuming is heart muscle.

772
00:39:13,979 --> 00:39:15,532
Liver, kidney.

773
00:39:18,639 --> 00:39:23,229
♪

774
00:39:25,266 --> 00:39:28,062
♪

775
00:39:28,096 --> 00:39:30,167
Oh, my God, dude.

776
00:39:30,202 --> 00:39:31,893
I can't lose this
for my family.

777
00:39:31,928 --> 00:39:34,344
Oh, my God, dude.

778
00:39:34,379 --> 00:39:36,381
I can't lose this
for my family.

779
00:39:38,797 --> 00:39:42,904
We are worried about
possible cardiac complications,

780
00:39:42,939 --> 00:39:44,423
and worried if you continue

781
00:39:44,458 --> 00:39:46,529
you may make prolonged damage
to your heart.

782
00:39:46,563 --> 00:39:48,254
I don't want to do that.

783
00:39:48,289 --> 00:39:51,844
♪

784
00:39:51,879 --> 00:39:54,088
My family would rather
have me alive, right?

785
00:39:55,572 --> 00:39:58,195
♪

786
00:39:58,230 --> 00:40:00,301
Least I can say
I gave it hell.

787
00:40:00,335 --> 00:40:04,788
♪

788
00:40:04,823 --> 00:40:07,515
I didn't get the victory
this time, baby.

789
00:40:07,550 --> 00:40:08,861
♪

790
00:40:08,896 --> 00:40:11,070
I know I made a promise.

791
00:40:11,105 --> 00:40:12,347
♪

792
00:40:12,382 --> 00:40:14,142
I'm sorry.

793
00:40:14,177 --> 00:40:15,696
♪

794
00:40:15,730 --> 00:40:18,871
I had every intention
of leaving either victorious

795
00:40:18,906 --> 00:40:20,045
Orin a bag.

796
00:40:20,079 --> 00:40:21,978
I'm realizing I'm closer
to the bag

797
00:40:22,012 --> 00:40:24,325
than I am to the victory.

798
00:40:24,359 --> 00:40:26,361
It hurts to know it's over.

799
00:40:26,396 --> 00:40:28,709
You just wanna give
your family the security

800
00:40:28,743 --> 00:40:31,401
you never had,
and that's why I took this on.

801
00:40:31,436 --> 00:40:32,437
♪

802
00:40:32,471 --> 00:40:35,232
You give everything you got.

803
00:40:35,267 --> 00:40:37,787
And normally your best
is enough.

804
00:40:37,821 --> 00:40:39,478
It has been in the past.

805
00:40:39,513 --> 00:40:41,756
But this time, it wasn't.

806
00:40:41,791 --> 00:40:44,518
It's a hard realization
to, uh--

807
00:40:44,552 --> 00:40:45,726
To know that you're gonna have

808
00:40:45,760 --> 00:40:47,900
to face the people
you let down.

809
00:40:47,935 --> 00:40:49,833
They deserve a hero
in their life,

810
00:40:49,868 --> 00:40:51,386
and it's hard to realize

811
00:40:51,421 --> 00:40:53,768
you're not the hero
of this story.

812
00:40:53,803 --> 00:40:55,805
And that's a hard pill
to swallow.

813
00:40:55,839 --> 00:40:57,151
♪

814
00:41:01,086 --> 00:41:02,812
I just ripped the heck
out of it.

815
00:41:02,846 --> 00:41:04,917
I might have just totally
ruined my gill net.

816
00:41:04,952 --> 00:41:07,644
It's really, really thick.

817
00:41:07,679 --> 00:41:11,130
If I can't get fish,
I don't know what I can do.

818
00:41:11,165 --> 00:41:14,686
I left the ladder up.

819
00:41:14,720 --> 00:41:16,239
I can't protect my meat.

820
00:41:16,273 --> 00:41:18,379
At this point, I'm just done.

821
00:41:18,413 --> 00:41:24,972
♪