1 00:00:05,472 --> 00:00:08,342 [dramatic music] 2 00:00:08,475 --> 00:00:14,481 ♪ ♪ 3 00:00:15,549 --> 00:00:18,819 - In the darkness, that's when everything starts coming out. 4 00:00:18,952 --> 00:00:20,120 Check that out. 5 00:00:20,187 --> 00:00:21,455 As soon as things start getting bad, 6 00:00:21,588 --> 00:00:23,724 you have to be able to turn to something else. 7 00:00:23,824 --> 00:00:26,593 A hardened knife in the Canadian bush. 8 00:00:27,494 --> 00:00:28,562 - Brr. 9 00:00:28,662 --> 00:00:30,564 I'm gonna build a wood processing holder 10 00:00:30,664 --> 00:00:31,965 to cut my wood on. 11 00:00:32,065 --> 00:00:35,068 If I keep the fire going 24/7, 12 00:00:35,202 --> 00:00:37,871 that's gotta be cut every day. 13 00:00:38,005 --> 00:00:40,674 I am tired and I am sore. 14 00:00:41,341 --> 00:00:43,110 - What the hell? 15 00:00:43,243 --> 00:00:45,112 I might have something in my gillnet. 16 00:00:46,513 --> 00:00:48,115 Can't believe it! 17 00:00:48,215 --> 00:00:50,918 [chuckles] It worked! 18 00:00:50,984 --> 00:00:53,353 All your birthdays you don't remember, 19 00:00:53,420 --> 00:00:56,390 I'll definitely remember my 52nd birthday. 20 00:00:56,456 --> 00:00:58,592 As the game wears on, like it is now, 21 00:00:58,692 --> 00:01:00,060 I can just feel that the mental game's 22 00:01:00,193 --> 00:01:01,662 starting to play on me a little bit. 23 00:01:01,795 --> 00:01:05,832 I miss my family dearly, and I miss my kids. 24 00:01:05,899 --> 00:01:08,769 - I had no idea that being by myself 25 00:01:08,869 --> 00:01:10,504 would have such an effect on me. 26 00:01:10,637 --> 00:01:12,839 I have a person who I love back home. 27 00:01:12,940 --> 00:01:16,877 I don't want to spend another day away from him. 28 00:01:16,977 --> 00:01:19,680 So I'm tapping out. 29 00:01:19,780 --> 00:01:21,315 Every day is precious. 30 00:01:21,381 --> 00:01:24,685 I wanna spend that time making memories 31 00:01:24,785 --> 00:01:27,387 with the people who are the most important to me. 32 00:01:27,487 --> 00:01:34,494 ♪ ♪ 33 00:01:38,098 --> 00:01:40,867 - I'm gonna do this, man. I'm gonna do this. 34 00:01:40,934 --> 00:01:43,570 I'm gonna fight this thing out to the last breath. 35 00:01:43,670 --> 00:01:45,872 [dramatic music] 36 00:01:47,541 --> 00:01:49,643 - OK. 37 00:01:49,710 --> 00:01:51,044 Game on. [bear huffs] 38 00:01:52,980 --> 00:01:54,381 - I got him. 39 00:01:54,514 --> 00:01:56,817 narrator: In "Alone's" most remote location yet... 40 00:01:56,950 --> 00:01:58,885 - [shouting] Yes! 41 00:01:58,986 --> 00:02:02,589 narrator: Ten participants set out to survive at all costs. 42 00:02:02,689 --> 00:02:04,524 - My goal is stay alive. 43 00:02:05,859 --> 00:02:07,995 - [hisses, groans] 44 00:02:08,061 --> 00:02:10,497 narrator: Battling extreme isolation... 45 00:02:10,630 --> 00:02:14,101 - There is no camera crews. You are really alone. 46 00:02:14,234 --> 00:02:15,435 - It'll eat at you, tear you up. 47 00:02:15,502 --> 00:02:17,671 - God, why? - It's a battle. 48 00:02:17,804 --> 00:02:19,306 Nobody ever comes out the same. 49 00:02:19,439 --> 00:02:21,274 - Oh, man. - It'd be impossible to. 50 00:02:21,341 --> 00:02:23,210 narrator: And fierce predators. 51 00:02:23,310 --> 00:02:27,581 - It's a big bear. It's right outside my shelter. 52 00:02:27,714 --> 00:02:29,916 - Predators like that damn sure gonna kill you. 53 00:02:30,017 --> 00:02:31,485 - Please don't rip my face off. 54 00:02:31,585 --> 00:02:34,388 [animal snarls] He bit the hell out of me. 55 00:02:34,454 --> 00:02:36,390 narrator: They'll endure merciless wind... 56 00:02:36,490 --> 00:02:39,526 - Been over 60 hours, and it has not let up. 57 00:02:39,626 --> 00:02:41,962 - I can hear the trees falling down around me. 58 00:02:42,062 --> 00:02:44,231 narrator: And bitter cold... 59 00:02:44,297 --> 00:02:47,701 - This whole place just turned into a frozen hell. 60 00:02:47,834 --> 00:02:49,102 narrator: Last one standing... 61 00:02:49,236 --> 00:02:50,637 - It's a moose. Wow. 62 00:02:51,672 --> 00:02:53,240 - [whoops] 63 00:02:53,306 --> 00:02:55,108 - No, no! 64 00:02:55,242 --> 00:02:56,109 narrator: Wins. 65 00:02:56,243 --> 00:02:59,112 [dramatic music] 66 00:02:59,246 --> 00:03:06,286 ♪ ♪ 67 00:03:22,402 --> 00:03:23,403 - Look, Nikolai. 68 00:03:23,470 --> 00:03:26,506 ♪ ♪ 69 00:03:26,640 --> 00:03:28,608 It's a snowman! 70 00:03:28,708 --> 00:03:32,245 Check him out. He's got his broomstick. 71 00:03:32,312 --> 00:03:33,480 He's got his buttons. 72 00:03:33,580 --> 00:03:35,716 He's got his pipe, and his nose, 73 00:03:35,782 --> 00:03:37,517 and his little hat. 74 00:03:37,584 --> 00:03:39,352 That's so cool. 75 00:03:39,453 --> 00:03:41,922 He's really gonna like that snowman. 76 00:03:44,624 --> 00:03:48,762 It's still spitting snow, but it's starting to warm up. 77 00:03:50,230 --> 00:03:51,631 Can't wait for all this be over with 78 00:03:51,698 --> 00:03:53,800 so I can be home with you, 79 00:03:53,867 --> 00:03:55,769 get to hug you again. 80 00:03:55,869 --> 00:03:59,473 ♪ ♪ 81 00:03:59,606 --> 00:04:02,442 But Daddy's gotta go hunting now. 82 00:04:02,509 --> 00:04:05,679 He's gotta go try to get some food. 83 00:04:05,779 --> 00:04:08,381 If he don't, he'll be home a lot sooner 84 00:04:08,515 --> 00:04:10,350 than what we thought. 85 00:04:10,450 --> 00:04:13,120 ♪ ♪ 86 00:04:13,186 --> 00:04:14,855 Sun's starting to come out. 87 00:04:14,988 --> 00:04:17,424 Let's see if anything else wants to come out. 88 00:04:18,959 --> 00:04:21,094 It snowed all night long. 89 00:04:21,228 --> 00:04:23,597 I was hoping to see something fresh this morning. 90 00:04:25,599 --> 00:04:27,267 As seasons change, 91 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:29,236 the patterns of the animals change. 92 00:04:29,336 --> 00:04:32,606 Animals that were nocturnal start day walking. 93 00:04:32,672 --> 00:04:36,676 As food sources dissipate, animals move. 94 00:04:37,944 --> 00:04:41,248 I expected, you know, 95 00:04:41,348 --> 00:04:43,717 see some raccoon or some fox, 96 00:04:43,784 --> 00:04:47,020 rabbit, or something. 97 00:04:47,154 --> 00:04:49,723 No sign. No track. 98 00:04:50,891 --> 00:04:55,162 As soon as you learn all the patterns of fall, 99 00:04:55,262 --> 00:04:56,363 then it's wintertime. 100 00:04:56,463 --> 00:04:57,564 Everything that you just spent 101 00:04:57,664 --> 00:04:59,299 the past two months learning 102 00:04:59,432 --> 00:05:02,002 means nothing anymore. 103 00:05:02,068 --> 00:05:04,838 Only trail out here's mine. 104 00:05:04,938 --> 00:05:08,942 I'm at a disadvantage as the season changes. 105 00:05:09,075 --> 00:05:12,078 I've never been here through a winter. 106 00:05:12,145 --> 00:05:15,515 There's people that are from Canada that have 107 00:05:15,615 --> 00:05:17,951 hunt these animals their entire lives, 108 00:05:18,018 --> 00:05:19,953 so they have the advantage. 109 00:05:20,020 --> 00:05:22,822 ♪ ♪ 110 00:05:22,956 --> 00:05:25,258 Oh, looky there. 111 00:05:25,392 --> 00:05:27,627 That's a rat. 112 00:05:27,694 --> 00:05:30,430 So, so far, we've seen sign of some rats. 113 00:05:32,465 --> 00:05:34,568 Ain't that just something? 114 00:05:37,237 --> 00:05:38,838 My feet are freezing. 115 00:05:38,905 --> 00:05:40,574 Time to head back to the shelter, 116 00:05:40,674 --> 00:05:42,108 let my toes warm up. 117 00:05:43,643 --> 00:05:44,945 Nothing today. 118 00:05:45,078 --> 00:05:47,714 Even in the snow, I'm not finding any sign. 119 00:05:47,781 --> 00:05:49,082 I don't think I've ever hunt this long 120 00:05:49,149 --> 00:05:51,751 and not killed anything. 121 00:05:51,852 --> 00:05:55,021 Try to kill some rats tonight, I guess. 122 00:05:56,856 --> 00:05:58,792 Right now, I'm feeling kind of low. 123 00:05:58,858 --> 00:06:00,794 I'm not getting enough to eat. 124 00:06:00,860 --> 00:06:03,029 I got my son's birthday coming up. 125 00:06:03,129 --> 00:06:05,799 That's been weighing on my head. 126 00:06:05,866 --> 00:06:07,167 Coming out here, 127 00:06:07,267 --> 00:06:09,436 the only thing I was afraid of was failure. 128 00:06:09,536 --> 00:06:12,839 If I fail this, feel like I failed my son, 129 00:06:12,906 --> 00:06:14,674 feel like I failed my wife, 130 00:06:14,774 --> 00:06:17,244 feel like I failed the rest of the kids. 131 00:06:17,310 --> 00:06:20,480 And if I don't start eating, I'm gon' fail. 132 00:06:20,580 --> 00:06:23,550 Trying to set a rat trap. 133 00:06:23,717 --> 00:06:26,953 Maybe get me a rat. 134 00:06:27,020 --> 00:06:30,657 Still got fat I can lose. Thankful for that. 135 00:06:30,790 --> 00:06:33,793 Rats, if that's what I'm gonna be given to live off of 136 00:06:33,860 --> 00:06:35,829 'till something else comes through, 137 00:06:35,929 --> 00:06:39,799 by God, we're gonna rat it up. 138 00:06:39,866 --> 00:06:42,602 It's standing. It's set. 139 00:06:42,669 --> 00:06:43,837 Hopefully, first thing in the morning, 140 00:06:43,937 --> 00:06:45,238 I'll eat some rats. 141 00:06:46,906 --> 00:06:50,343 Then I'll go get a grouse. 142 00:06:50,477 --> 00:06:52,479 And then, when the moose walks in front of my shelter, 143 00:06:52,579 --> 00:06:53,813 I'll stick it too. 144 00:06:53,914 --> 00:06:55,282 [moose calls] 145 00:06:55,348 --> 00:06:58,685 I'll eat my whole moose back strap. 146 00:06:58,785 --> 00:07:01,421 Then when the bear comes up, I'll stick the bear. 147 00:07:01,554 --> 00:07:03,056 [bear growls] 148 00:07:03,189 --> 00:07:05,926 Then I'll render fat from the bear 149 00:07:06,026 --> 00:07:08,595 and I'll fry everything, 150 00:07:08,662 --> 00:07:11,298 and it'll all be delicious. 151 00:07:11,431 --> 00:07:15,302 And I'll make it 175 days. 152 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:17,203 I'll be the last man standing. 153 00:07:17,270 --> 00:07:20,206 [dreamy music] 154 00:07:20,273 --> 00:07:21,274 ♪ ♪ 155 00:07:21,374 --> 00:07:25,145 Or... 156 00:07:25,278 --> 00:07:27,280 maybe I get a rat. 157 00:07:29,215 --> 00:07:33,119 I was expecting more now. Maybe--maybe I get a rat. 158 00:07:33,186 --> 00:07:36,623 Be happy as hell if I get a rat. 159 00:07:36,756 --> 00:07:39,626 [dramatic music] 160 00:07:39,759 --> 00:07:46,032 ♪ ♪ 161 00:07:46,132 --> 00:07:48,835 [ice crackling] 162 00:07:48,935 --> 00:07:55,942 ♪ ♪ 163 00:08:01,681 --> 00:08:06,486 [waves lapping softly] 164 00:08:06,586 --> 00:08:09,055 - Good morning, campers. 165 00:08:09,189 --> 00:08:10,990 She's a beautiful morning. 166 00:08:11,091 --> 00:08:12,726 Little breezy coming out of the south, 167 00:08:12,826 --> 00:08:15,428 but all in all, not too bad. 168 00:08:15,528 --> 00:08:17,831 Temperatures warmed up today. 169 00:08:17,897 --> 00:08:19,065 There was a good inch of snow. 170 00:08:19,199 --> 00:08:21,267 Like, it was completely white here, 171 00:08:21,401 --> 00:08:24,037 but melted last night. 172 00:08:24,137 --> 00:08:27,640 Hopefully, we'll have a nice round of weather. 173 00:08:27,707 --> 00:08:28,908 We're gonna go check our gillnet. 174 00:08:29,042 --> 00:08:31,277 ♪ ♪ 175 00:08:31,344 --> 00:08:33,046 We got the bow all strung up. 176 00:08:33,113 --> 00:08:35,715 See if we can't find another grouse or a squirrel. 177 00:08:37,350 --> 00:08:40,153 The boreal forest, I've lived in it a long time, 178 00:08:40,253 --> 00:08:43,857 and for the winter, I've got every advantage 179 00:08:43,990 --> 00:08:45,992 as far as that goes. 180 00:08:46,059 --> 00:08:48,495 The wind is absolutely crazy right now. 181 00:08:48,628 --> 00:08:53,700 It's a little bit southwest still, which I prefer, 182 00:08:53,833 --> 00:08:58,605 from the north, 'cause that brings in ugly [bleep] weather. 183 00:08:58,671 --> 00:09:00,440 Out here, there's a bunch of these people 184 00:09:00,507 --> 00:09:02,275 that are far from quitters, 185 00:09:02,342 --> 00:09:06,012 but we're into the serious stages now, boys and girls. 186 00:09:06,112 --> 00:09:08,114 I don't know how many people are left, 187 00:09:08,214 --> 00:09:12,018 but it won't be a lot. That, I assure you. 188 00:09:12,152 --> 00:09:14,988 I hate to say it, but I hope the rest of them 189 00:09:15,054 --> 00:09:19,592 aren't having quite as good a time as me. 190 00:09:19,692 --> 00:09:21,594 [chuckles softly] 191 00:09:21,661 --> 00:09:23,630 We're down to the time where 192 00:09:23,696 --> 00:09:27,467 it's gonna be a lot of mental game. 193 00:09:27,600 --> 00:09:31,104 You can't come and do this and worry about home. 194 00:09:31,237 --> 00:09:35,074 When you start getting that way, you lose all focus. 195 00:09:35,175 --> 00:09:38,745 And out here, it's all about focus. 196 00:09:39,712 --> 00:09:42,115 That wind is raw. 197 00:09:42,215 --> 00:09:44,717 And it's powerful. 198 00:09:44,784 --> 00:09:48,154 So we're just approaching our gillnet here. 199 00:09:48,221 --> 00:09:50,523 You hear the waves? 200 00:09:50,623 --> 00:09:52,625 They're white. 201 00:09:52,759 --> 00:09:55,762 [waves crashing] These waves are pretty rough. 202 00:09:55,862 --> 00:09:58,198 You can hear 'em smashing here. 203 00:09:58,264 --> 00:10:02,302 And these rocks gonna be slippery as hell. 204 00:10:04,871 --> 00:10:07,674 Oh, and it looks like I got another fish. 205 00:10:07,807 --> 00:10:09,242 Oh-ho! 206 00:10:09,309 --> 00:10:10,610 [grunts] 207 00:10:10,710 --> 00:10:12,278 Careful not to fall in. 208 00:10:12,345 --> 00:10:15,114 [waves crashing] 209 00:10:15,215 --> 00:10:17,884 Oh, no! He's gonna get out. 210 00:10:17,984 --> 00:10:20,186 He's almost out. Get him over, quick. 211 00:10:24,724 --> 00:10:27,227 - Oh, no! He's gonna get out. 212 00:10:27,327 --> 00:10:30,663 Get him over, quick. 213 00:10:30,763 --> 00:10:32,332 Yeah! 214 00:10:32,465 --> 00:10:35,301 Oh-ho, that's close. 215 00:10:35,435 --> 00:10:38,705 He is almost out of that net. 216 00:10:38,838 --> 00:10:40,240 [chuckles] 217 00:10:40,306 --> 00:10:43,643 Another beautiful whitefish, though. 218 00:10:43,743 --> 00:10:45,712 That is awesome. 219 00:10:45,812 --> 00:10:47,280 OK. 220 00:10:47,347 --> 00:10:51,784 That's a beautiful 3 to 4 pound whitefish. 221 00:10:51,851 --> 00:10:56,089 So we have some cleaning and some smoking to do. 222 00:10:56,222 --> 00:10:57,824 Oh, good stuff. 223 00:10:57,924 --> 00:11:00,827 [intriguing music] 224 00:11:00,927 --> 00:11:02,295 ♪ ♪ 225 00:11:02,428 --> 00:11:03,897 All right. 226 00:11:04,030 --> 00:11:07,634 Well, we're back at camp. 227 00:11:07,700 --> 00:11:09,068 ♪ ♪ 228 00:11:09,168 --> 00:11:10,737 I'm gonna eat a piece of this tonight, 229 00:11:10,870 --> 00:11:13,072 just because I haven't had a piece of fresh whitefish, 230 00:11:13,172 --> 00:11:15,108 and this is as fresh as it gets. 231 00:11:16,409 --> 00:11:17,777 You know, the days are getting cooler. 232 00:11:17,911 --> 00:11:20,914 I'm gonna spend a little more energy. 233 00:11:20,980 --> 00:11:22,215 I'll eat a little more. 234 00:11:22,348 --> 00:11:25,118 Why not? I deserve it. I've been doing good. 235 00:11:30,456 --> 00:11:32,892 In all fairness, I hope they're dropping like flies. 236 00:11:33,026 --> 00:11:34,627 ♪ ♪ 237 00:11:34,727 --> 00:11:36,129 I got lots in me left. 238 00:11:36,262 --> 00:11:37,830 Lots. 239 00:11:37,897 --> 00:11:39,699 We're not going nowhere. 240 00:11:39,832 --> 00:11:41,167 ♪ ♪ 241 00:11:41,267 --> 00:11:45,204 So let's take this over to the filleting block now. 242 00:11:45,305 --> 00:11:47,073 ♪ ♪ 243 00:11:47,140 --> 00:11:49,042 I think it was day 35, 244 00:11:49,142 --> 00:11:51,878 I said I'd finally come to peace with this land 245 00:11:51,945 --> 00:11:54,380 and this land had come to peace with me. 246 00:11:54,514 --> 00:11:57,450 And nothing here has been too tough yet. 247 00:11:57,584 --> 00:11:59,352 I shouldn't say that. 248 00:12:18,705 --> 00:12:20,673 From the time I was nine years old, 249 00:12:20,773 --> 00:12:23,343 I was kind of a social outcast. 250 00:12:23,476 --> 00:12:26,312 Not many were into the hunting and fishing, 251 00:12:26,412 --> 00:12:27,914 and not the way I was. 252 00:12:27,981 --> 00:12:30,583 I just wanted to get off the bus and run to the bush. 253 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:33,119 I just wanted to go to my happy place. 254 00:12:33,219 --> 00:12:36,055 And the alcohol and that 255 00:12:36,189 --> 00:12:38,391 just seemed to kind of fall into place. 256 00:12:38,458 --> 00:12:42,262 From the time I was basically 14, I drank. 257 00:12:42,362 --> 00:12:44,998 I really hope one day, 258 00:12:45,098 --> 00:12:48,635 I can bring my wife and my boys, 259 00:12:48,701 --> 00:12:52,905 stand here, camp for a night, go fishing. 260 00:12:53,039 --> 00:12:57,443 Let 'em feel the experience the way I felt it. 261 00:12:57,543 --> 00:13:02,515 It's something I'd truly love to share with them. 262 00:13:02,582 --> 00:13:05,251 There's a lot of things I'd love to share with 'em. 263 00:13:05,385 --> 00:13:09,555 That's the one thing I say, you don't get time back. 264 00:13:09,656 --> 00:13:13,092 I'm doing this challenge for a variety of reasons. 265 00:13:13,226 --> 00:13:16,029 One is to prove to myself that I can. 266 00:13:16,095 --> 00:13:18,531 And another is to let Mother Mature 267 00:13:18,665 --> 00:13:21,701 and the things I love help try and heal me. 268 00:13:21,834 --> 00:13:25,471 I need to forgive and forget a lot of things, 269 00:13:25,571 --> 00:13:31,310 and that includes forgiving myself for a lot of things. 270 00:13:31,411 --> 00:13:37,750 Kinda one thing that I know I've done out here... 271 00:13:37,817 --> 00:13:42,021 is I've let the wind... 272 00:13:42,155 --> 00:13:46,159 blow away a lot of dirt... 273 00:13:49,495 --> 00:13:54,300 That has been stuck to me for way too long. 274 00:13:56,169 --> 00:14:01,708 This whole "Alone" thing is really something that 275 00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:06,346 a lot of people can really benefit from. 276 00:14:06,479 --> 00:14:10,283 I know--I know I have. 277 00:14:10,383 --> 00:14:13,186 No matter what the outcome is, 278 00:14:13,286 --> 00:14:18,791 I have benefited immensely. 279 00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:20,793 Immensely. 280 00:14:20,860 --> 00:14:26,599 ♪ ♪ 281 00:14:26,699 --> 00:14:29,535 [dramatic music] 282 00:14:29,669 --> 00:14:36,342 ♪ ♪ 283 00:14:44,584 --> 00:14:47,720 - OK, folks, it's time for the skinny check. 284 00:14:47,820 --> 00:14:51,424 I'm definitely getting low. 285 00:14:51,491 --> 00:14:55,027 So viewer discretion is advised. 286 00:14:55,128 --> 00:14:58,131 [grunts] 287 00:14:58,264 --> 00:15:01,634 I still have some fat here. 288 00:15:01,701 --> 00:15:05,838 Pretty skinny around the waist. 289 00:15:05,905 --> 00:15:08,274 Looks like I have some fat here, too. 290 00:15:08,374 --> 00:15:10,109 OK, I still got some fat. 291 00:15:10,176 --> 00:15:11,844 I got some loving left to go. 292 00:15:11,944 --> 00:15:13,513 Right around here, I got fat. 293 00:15:13,579 --> 00:15:15,515 Here and here. 294 00:15:15,581 --> 00:15:18,985 I feel like--last night, I scratched my back, 295 00:15:19,085 --> 00:15:20,586 and it felt-- it kind of felt bony, 296 00:15:20,653 --> 00:15:22,822 so we'll see how it goes. 297 00:15:22,889 --> 00:15:24,624 OK, now it's time to fish. 298 00:15:24,724 --> 00:15:26,225 ♪ ♪ 299 00:15:26,325 --> 00:15:28,494 Kinda gray and cloudy, but it has warmed up 300 00:15:28,628 --> 00:15:29,996 like you wouldn't believe. 301 00:15:30,096 --> 00:15:32,064 Think a big warm front came in here. 302 00:15:32,131 --> 00:15:34,100 Almost all the snow's gone. 303 00:15:34,233 --> 00:15:37,103 Here we go. 304 00:15:37,236 --> 00:15:38,938 I'm excited to fish. 305 00:15:39,071 --> 00:15:40,473 Cold, miserable, snowy days 306 00:15:40,540 --> 00:15:42,575 are just around the corner any time 307 00:15:42,708 --> 00:15:44,110 and they might stay this time. 308 00:15:44,210 --> 00:15:46,112 There might not be a warm-up period. 309 00:15:46,179 --> 00:15:50,016 So I gotta take advantage of this good weather. 310 00:15:52,385 --> 00:15:55,321 [whistles] She's casting nice. 311 00:15:55,421 --> 00:15:58,591 Come on, let's get a fish on. 312 00:15:58,658 --> 00:16:01,627 Need to get a couple more fish. 313 00:16:01,727 --> 00:16:03,062 I'm pretty lean right now, 314 00:16:03,162 --> 00:16:05,665 and I'm starting to feel it more and more. 315 00:16:05,731 --> 00:16:08,234 Like, when I wake up, I got this tension in my chest, 316 00:16:08,334 --> 00:16:11,871 and my stomach just feels so hollow. 317 00:16:11,971 --> 00:16:13,940 Hungry is my normal. 318 00:16:14,073 --> 00:16:16,309 I worry I'm not sustaining myself 319 00:16:16,375 --> 00:16:17,977 with half a fish a day. 320 00:16:18,110 --> 00:16:21,881 If it doesn't get better, I'm gonna increase it to 1.5 321 00:16:21,948 --> 00:16:23,316 and see if that makes a difference. 322 00:16:23,382 --> 00:16:25,318 But that decreases my time here, right, 323 00:16:25,418 --> 00:16:27,954 so I'll need more fish. 324 00:16:28,020 --> 00:16:30,189 Let's get a hook up, please. 325 00:16:30,256 --> 00:16:32,425 I need to eat. 326 00:16:34,494 --> 00:16:36,863 Oh, that's depressing. 327 00:16:40,466 --> 00:16:42,902 Oh, there's a bite. 328 00:16:43,035 --> 00:16:45,471 Come on. 329 00:16:45,571 --> 00:16:47,640 C'mon. 330 00:16:47,707 --> 00:16:49,709 Come on, come on. 331 00:16:49,775 --> 00:16:53,279 We got one! [laughs] 332 00:16:53,346 --> 00:16:55,915 Finally. 333 00:16:55,982 --> 00:16:57,717 Woo! 334 00:16:57,817 --> 00:17:00,152 Two more days. 335 00:17:00,219 --> 00:17:02,622 Two more days. 336 00:17:02,688 --> 00:17:05,258 Yes! 337 00:17:05,391 --> 00:17:07,159 We're well into this game now. 338 00:17:07,260 --> 00:17:09,795 Every fish I get could be that fish 339 00:17:09,896 --> 00:17:12,098 that pushes me the next two days, 340 00:17:12,231 --> 00:17:14,066 and the next two days, 341 00:17:14,166 --> 00:17:16,135 till the last person who's left taps out. 342 00:17:16,269 --> 00:17:21,540 So one of these fish could be worth $500,000. 343 00:17:21,674 --> 00:17:24,443 It's pretty crazy to think about, man. 344 00:17:24,544 --> 00:17:25,711 [sighs] 345 00:17:28,180 --> 00:17:29,315 So we're gonna clean him, 346 00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:31,384 then we're gonna get him on the smoker. 347 00:17:33,419 --> 00:17:37,823 I feel like I've cleaned a lot of fish this trip. 348 00:17:37,924 --> 00:17:39,959 It's hard to know who's left. 349 00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:42,194 How many people are left? 350 00:17:42,261 --> 00:17:43,629 I'm gonna guess. 351 00:17:43,696 --> 00:17:45,298 All right, Mel and Luke, 352 00:17:45,431 --> 00:17:47,233 or Jodi Rose, 353 00:17:47,300 --> 00:17:50,469 and Wyatt, 'cause I know Wyatt's a fisherman. 354 00:17:50,536 --> 00:17:54,440 If I can catch fish, he could be catching fish, too. 355 00:17:54,507 --> 00:17:58,110 Heart has to be eaten, of course. 356 00:17:58,177 --> 00:17:59,512 Who knows? 357 00:17:59,612 --> 00:18:01,314 A lot of strong competitors. 358 00:18:01,414 --> 00:18:03,883 I have a chance, but it'll be a grind. 359 00:18:03,983 --> 00:18:05,818 I know it will be. 360 00:18:07,019 --> 00:18:09,822 Oh, my God. 361 00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:14,627 He's got these white growths all over his guts. 362 00:18:14,694 --> 00:18:18,230 And his whole liver is covered in them, too. 363 00:18:18,297 --> 00:18:19,298 Hm. 364 00:18:21,701 --> 00:18:24,303 That's not good. 365 00:18:24,437 --> 00:18:27,673 See all those white cysts? 366 00:18:27,740 --> 00:18:29,575 They're everywhere. 367 00:18:29,709 --> 00:18:31,110 [bleep]. 368 00:18:36,616 --> 00:18:38,985 [soft dramatic music] 369 00:18:39,051 --> 00:18:40,586 - Oh, my God. 370 00:18:40,686 --> 00:18:43,356 See all those white cysts? 371 00:18:43,422 --> 00:18:45,224 They're everywhere. 372 00:18:45,324 --> 00:18:47,360 [bleep]. 373 00:18:49,495 --> 00:18:51,597 That's not good. 374 00:18:53,065 --> 00:18:54,934 I don't know what to do. 375 00:18:55,034 --> 00:18:56,902 ♪ ♪ 376 00:18:57,036 --> 00:18:59,505 I can't lose this fish. 377 00:18:59,638 --> 00:19:01,207 [exhales] 378 00:19:01,307 --> 00:19:03,909 ♪ ♪ 379 00:19:04,010 --> 00:19:05,945 I think it's OK. 380 00:19:06,078 --> 00:19:06,946 I'm gonna give him a rinse. 381 00:19:07,079 --> 00:19:10,950 ♪ ♪ 382 00:19:11,050 --> 00:19:12,718 At this stage of the game, 383 00:19:12,818 --> 00:19:15,588 every calorie counts, boys and girls. 384 00:19:15,654 --> 00:19:19,625 I'm just hoping that I don't get sick from it. 385 00:19:19,725 --> 00:19:20,826 [grunts] 386 00:19:20,926 --> 00:19:23,095 OK, let's fillet this guy, 387 00:19:23,229 --> 00:19:26,065 starting with the ol' melon. 388 00:19:26,132 --> 00:19:28,601 I wanna stay out here for as long as I can. 389 00:19:28,668 --> 00:19:30,636 But I can just feel that the mental game's 390 00:19:30,703 --> 00:19:32,538 starting to play on me a little bit. 391 00:19:32,672 --> 00:19:35,307 Their skin is so tough. 392 00:19:36,475 --> 00:19:38,844 Those thoughts of worry about home, you know, 393 00:19:38,944 --> 00:19:41,080 and wondering how everyone's doing, 394 00:19:41,147 --> 00:19:43,649 and just-- just missing loved ones. 395 00:19:43,749 --> 00:19:45,651 ♪ ♪ 396 00:19:45,785 --> 00:19:49,155 Oh, [bleep], did I cut myself? 397 00:19:49,221 --> 00:19:50,156 Yep. 398 00:19:50,222 --> 00:19:52,158 Darn it. 399 00:19:53,726 --> 00:19:56,162 Just a little one. It's not bad. It's not bad. 400 00:19:56,262 --> 00:19:58,664 Could've been bad. 401 00:19:58,964 --> 00:20:02,034 Could've been bad. 402 00:20:02,101 --> 00:20:03,602 Be careful. 403 00:20:03,669 --> 00:20:05,304 See, I am bleeding. 404 00:20:06,305 --> 00:20:07,673 Oh, well. 405 00:20:07,773 --> 00:20:10,342 Hopefully doesn't get infected. 406 00:20:10,476 --> 00:20:13,546 I wanna go home, but I don't wanna leave here. 407 00:20:13,679 --> 00:20:16,582 Ready for the smoker, just like that. 408 00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:20,386 Here's what helps me. I say, OK, I tap out. I go home. 409 00:20:20,453 --> 00:20:22,154 It's gonna be me at home again. 410 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:24,023 Don't go back to work till the end of January. 411 00:20:24,123 --> 00:20:25,458 My wife works all day. 412 00:20:25,591 --> 00:20:27,026 My daughter goes to school. 413 00:20:27,126 --> 00:20:29,995 And I'm like, I should've pushed harder. 414 00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:32,131 I wanna have no regrets when I get back. 415 00:20:35,101 --> 00:20:37,036 Yeah, I think I'm just gonna eat this half 416 00:20:37,103 --> 00:20:38,871 and just smoke this half. 417 00:20:38,938 --> 00:20:41,273 I'm gonna do that right now, actually. 418 00:20:44,710 --> 00:20:47,346 We got a nice coal bed going. 419 00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:50,549 All right, we're smoking meat! 420 00:20:50,616 --> 00:20:51,984 Let's throw that fish on. 421 00:20:52,051 --> 00:20:54,620 I wanna make sure I cook it really well. 422 00:20:56,622 --> 00:21:00,392 ♪ ♪ 423 00:21:00,459 --> 00:21:03,429 She's cooking in there away, boiling nice. 424 00:21:03,529 --> 00:21:06,699 Killing any botulism or Giardia or whatever is in the meat, 425 00:21:06,832 --> 00:21:11,871 just in case it's not-- oh, headrush--good anymore. 426 00:21:13,105 --> 00:21:15,141 It's a risk, I know. 427 00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:17,309 Let's do it. I think I'm ready. 428 00:21:17,376 --> 00:21:18,744 But I think it'll be OK. 429 00:21:18,878 --> 00:21:21,380 I'm just a little nervous about it. 430 00:21:21,514 --> 00:21:24,150 I don't wanna go out on something stupid. 431 00:21:24,250 --> 00:21:26,185 ♪ ♪ 432 00:21:26,285 --> 00:21:27,553 I'm just having a close look at the meat 433 00:21:27,620 --> 00:21:28,954 to make sure there's no parasites 434 00:21:29,021 --> 00:21:30,823 or anything in there, 435 00:21:30,890 --> 00:21:33,826 because he had something wrong with him inside. 436 00:21:33,893 --> 00:21:40,199 ♪ ♪ 437 00:21:40,299 --> 00:21:44,236 As long as I'm eating and my body feels OK, 438 00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:47,139 I think I can push. 439 00:21:47,273 --> 00:21:50,743 Here we go, let's push. 440 00:21:50,876 --> 00:21:51,911 A little bit overcooked, 441 00:21:52,011 --> 00:21:55,848 but I wanted to do that just in case. 442 00:21:55,948 --> 00:21:56,949 Delicious. 443 00:21:57,082 --> 00:21:58,751 So fresh. 444 00:22:06,258 --> 00:22:09,195 [dramatic music] 445 00:22:09,261 --> 00:22:16,235 ♪ ♪ 446 00:22:32,017 --> 00:22:33,219 [rock thumps] 447 00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:36,789 ♪ ♪ 448 00:22:36,856 --> 00:22:39,258 [rock thumps] 449 00:22:42,628 --> 00:22:44,430 - We got two rats last night. 450 00:22:46,265 --> 00:22:48,500 Hard to hold on to the little guys. 451 00:22:48,634 --> 00:22:51,003 Two of 'em, which is awesome. 452 00:22:51,103 --> 00:22:54,073 Two little rats. 453 00:22:54,173 --> 00:22:57,910 I've been up since 1:40 this morning 454 00:22:57,977 --> 00:23:01,680 to catch those two rats. 455 00:23:01,747 --> 00:23:03,115 That's some dedication. 456 00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:05,618 ♪ ♪ 457 00:23:05,751 --> 00:23:07,987 Get them all cleaned up, ready to eat. 458 00:23:08,053 --> 00:23:11,223 ♪ ♪ 459 00:23:11,323 --> 00:23:14,426 These are the stinking-est little animals to clean. 460 00:23:17,429 --> 00:23:21,800 It may just be from being crushed under a rock. 461 00:23:21,900 --> 00:23:23,636 Don't care how little they are. 462 00:23:23,702 --> 00:23:26,939 I just need the protein. 463 00:23:27,072 --> 00:23:31,644 When my daddy said, "I taught you how to survive, son," 464 00:23:31,744 --> 00:23:37,182 don't think he meant eating rats. 465 00:23:37,316 --> 00:23:39,051 I'm not just gonna settle for rats. 466 00:23:39,184 --> 00:23:40,986 If I can go get birds and squirrels, 467 00:23:41,053 --> 00:23:42,788 then that's what I'm gonna do. 468 00:23:42,855 --> 00:23:44,857 But if I have to eat rats, 469 00:23:44,990 --> 00:23:47,226 I'll eat rats. 470 00:23:47,326 --> 00:23:49,495 Another little rat skin. 471 00:23:51,897 --> 00:23:56,068 I could make a stuffed rat. 472 00:23:56,201 --> 00:23:58,804 A little rat Teddy bear. 473 00:23:58,904 --> 00:24:00,873 We've got some baling twine right here. 474 00:24:00,973 --> 00:24:03,442 Gonna try to sew this guy up. 475 00:24:03,509 --> 00:24:07,079 I've been making toys for my son for his birthday. 476 00:24:07,146 --> 00:24:12,051 My kids are gonna say, "did you seriously stuff rats?" 477 00:24:12,184 --> 00:24:14,653 I'll say, "damn straight, I did." 478 00:24:14,787 --> 00:24:18,424 Trying to keep my mind off of everything. 479 00:24:18,524 --> 00:24:21,226 Can't stop thinking about my son's birthday. 480 00:24:21,293 --> 00:24:23,896 It's killing me. It really is. 481 00:24:25,264 --> 00:24:27,900 Yeah, I was a little selfish coming out here. 482 00:24:28,033 --> 00:24:29,768 I wanted to take a break. 483 00:24:29,868 --> 00:24:34,106 I wanted to not have to go to work every day for a while. 484 00:24:36,041 --> 00:24:38,444 Well, that was like, the hardest thing ever. 485 00:24:38,544 --> 00:24:41,113 ♪ ♪ 486 00:24:41,213 --> 00:24:43,582 There it is, Nicky. 487 00:24:43,716 --> 00:24:46,986 A little stuffed mouse. 488 00:24:47,052 --> 00:24:48,320 Check him out. 489 00:24:48,420 --> 00:24:49,988 Oop. 490 00:24:50,055 --> 00:24:52,024 The only thing he's missing's his tail. 491 00:24:52,091 --> 00:24:53,225 That's 'cause when I was skinning him, 492 00:24:53,292 --> 00:24:56,628 I accidentally cut it off. 493 00:24:56,695 --> 00:24:57,629 ♪ ♪ 494 00:24:57,696 --> 00:25:01,033 Get this guy cooked up. 495 00:25:01,100 --> 00:25:03,102 ♪ ♪ 496 00:25:03,235 --> 00:25:06,138 Maybe I should just tap and go home. 497 00:25:06,271 --> 00:25:09,274 Let all of this be over. 498 00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:13,679 A little rat heart. 499 00:25:13,746 --> 00:25:17,082 Now for the rest of it. 500 00:25:17,149 --> 00:25:19,618 Whole rat on a stick. 501 00:25:19,752 --> 00:25:21,653 But it won't be over, will it? 502 00:25:21,787 --> 00:25:23,322 I'll get up every morning, 503 00:25:23,422 --> 00:25:27,292 and I'll leave my house to work. 504 00:25:27,426 --> 00:25:29,795 I break my back for as little pay 505 00:25:29,862 --> 00:25:32,131 as somebody can get from me. 506 00:25:32,264 --> 00:25:36,902 Is that selfish of me? 507 00:25:37,036 --> 00:25:40,105 The only thing I can't eat's his teeth. 508 00:25:40,239 --> 00:25:42,474 I'm here to give my son a better life than what he has 509 00:25:42,541 --> 00:25:45,511 and what I can give him otherwise. 510 00:25:45,577 --> 00:25:47,046 I'm given an opportunity. 511 00:25:47,146 --> 00:25:49,581 All I gotta do is make it out here. 512 00:25:49,715 --> 00:25:51,283 Hell, if I can make it every day at home, 513 00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:53,018 I can make it here. 514 00:25:53,152 --> 00:25:56,355 I've survived everything in my life this far. 515 00:25:57,689 --> 00:26:00,459 And that's a wrap. 516 00:26:00,592 --> 00:26:06,565 It's great while you got it, and then it's gone. 517 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:09,435 [dramatic music] 518 00:26:09,535 --> 00:26:16,542 ♪ ♪ 519 00:26:17,276 --> 00:26:19,511 - It's so cold outside. 520 00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:22,247 You can feel the temperature has dropped last couple days. 521 00:26:22,347 --> 00:26:26,051 The warm weather is over. 522 00:26:26,185 --> 00:26:28,854 Last night was the first night where 523 00:26:28,987 --> 00:26:31,323 I was really cold in my sleeping bag. 524 00:26:31,423 --> 00:26:33,826 This is an expensive sleeping bag 525 00:26:33,926 --> 00:26:35,894 from a reputable company 526 00:26:36,028 --> 00:26:39,264 that is rated for minus 40, 527 00:26:39,331 --> 00:26:41,800 and I was, like, having convulsive shivers 528 00:26:41,900 --> 00:26:43,802 I was so cold. 529 00:26:43,869 --> 00:26:45,070 When you're shivering, 530 00:26:45,170 --> 00:26:47,473 that's the first stage of hypothermia. 531 00:26:47,573 --> 00:26:50,742 And if you don't warm up, you can end up dying. 532 00:26:50,876 --> 00:26:54,079 So I got up, put on my sweater, 533 00:26:54,146 --> 00:26:57,082 and I ended up going right inside 534 00:26:57,149 --> 00:26:58,984 my sleeping bag and sealing it, 535 00:26:59,084 --> 00:27:01,620 and just a little air hole to breathe, and that worked. 536 00:27:01,753 --> 00:27:03,388 That--that warmed me up. 537 00:27:03,455 --> 00:27:05,190 I wasn't totally prepared for that. 538 00:27:05,257 --> 00:27:08,694 So if that happens again, I'm simply gonna light a fire, 539 00:27:08,827 --> 00:27:10,262 warm up a few rocks, 540 00:27:10,395 --> 00:27:13,665 and put a few in my sleeping bag. 541 00:27:13,732 --> 00:27:16,268 It's a very dangerous situation. 542 00:27:16,401 --> 00:27:19,838 So that kind of was a bit of a wake-up call. 543 00:27:19,905 --> 00:27:25,110 ♪ ♪ 544 00:27:25,210 --> 00:27:27,346 It's day 48. 545 00:27:27,479 --> 00:27:30,682 50's closing in real fast. 546 00:27:30,749 --> 00:27:32,985 And it's [bleep] cold this morning. 547 00:27:33,085 --> 00:27:34,720 Excuse my language. 548 00:27:34,820 --> 00:27:36,855 But it's calm. There's no wind. 549 00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:39,758 And we're gonna go fishing right now. 550 00:27:39,858 --> 00:27:43,061 Let's--oh, tripod's frozen to the ground. 551 00:27:43,195 --> 00:27:44,229 There we go. 552 00:27:44,296 --> 00:27:46,498 [chuckles softly] 553 00:27:46,632 --> 00:27:48,066 Man. 554 00:27:48,133 --> 00:27:51,170 I just didn't expect it to get this cold so fast. 555 00:27:51,270 --> 00:27:53,505 Everything's just a little harder in the cold, 556 00:27:53,639 --> 00:27:56,675 getting out your sleeping bag, getting dressed. 557 00:27:56,775 --> 00:27:59,711 The wood's all got a layer of ice on it, and it's cold. 558 00:27:59,811 --> 00:28:01,480 Takes a while to get going. 559 00:28:01,547 --> 00:28:04,149 Just makes it a little bit more challenging. 560 00:28:04,283 --> 00:28:05,551 See what we got. 561 00:28:05,617 --> 00:28:08,820 Come on lake trout. 562 00:28:12,424 --> 00:28:13,358 It's OK. It's OK. 563 00:28:13,458 --> 00:28:15,627 It's gonna work out. 564 00:28:15,727 --> 00:28:17,796 I have a feeling the fishing's gonna be OK today. 565 00:28:17,863 --> 00:28:19,131 It's only been cold for a couple days. 566 00:28:19,264 --> 00:28:20,666 I think there's still gonna be fish around, 567 00:28:20,732 --> 00:28:22,434 but I don't believe there'll be fish around 568 00:28:22,534 --> 00:28:24,436 for too much longer. 569 00:28:24,536 --> 00:28:27,472 All right, hand, stay warm. 570 00:28:27,573 --> 00:28:29,474 Tomorrow is day 49. 571 00:28:32,911 --> 00:28:34,079 50's exciting to me. 572 00:28:34,146 --> 00:28:36,848 That's--that's deep in the game. 573 00:28:36,949 --> 00:28:40,552 Hands are getting cold. 574 00:28:41,253 --> 00:28:44,389 50 days, big milestone for me. 575 00:28:45,457 --> 00:28:47,893 Can't even feel my hands. 576 00:28:48,026 --> 00:28:50,028 Can't feel the string. 577 00:28:50,095 --> 00:28:51,997 It just keeps slipping out of my hands. 578 00:28:52,097 --> 00:28:54,099 It's a little too cold. 579 00:28:55,167 --> 00:28:56,868 [sighs] This is gonna be challenging, 580 00:28:57,002 --> 00:28:58,604 fishing in this weather. 581 00:28:58,704 --> 00:29:02,107 Hm. How am I gonna do this? 582 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:04,242 One more good one. 583 00:29:04,309 --> 00:29:05,544 Whoa! [gasps] 584 00:29:05,677 --> 00:29:07,279 No! 585 00:29:07,346 --> 00:29:09,848 Oh, shoot. 586 00:29:09,948 --> 00:29:11,316 Oh, no. 587 00:29:11,416 --> 00:29:14,586 My spool just went in the water. 588 00:29:14,653 --> 00:29:17,923 This is bad. This is really bad. 589 00:29:18,023 --> 00:29:21,226 Uh, wow. OK. 590 00:29:21,293 --> 00:29:24,029 [tense music] 591 00:29:24,096 --> 00:29:27,232 I have the other end, and I have a spare spool, 592 00:29:27,299 --> 00:29:28,800 so it's not the end of the world. 593 00:29:28,900 --> 00:29:32,604 It's just kind of scary. 594 00:29:32,704 --> 00:29:35,073 That's what happens with cold hands. 595 00:29:35,173 --> 00:29:36,508 [sighs] 596 00:29:36,642 --> 00:29:39,111 That's been my biggest fear that I'd do that. 597 00:29:39,177 --> 00:29:42,047 If that other thing had gone in the water, it's done. 598 00:29:42,147 --> 00:29:43,582 Unless I would go for a swim. 599 00:29:43,715 --> 00:29:45,450 Oh, man, but when it's this cold, 600 00:29:45,584 --> 00:29:47,786 you might actually pass out. 601 00:29:47,853 --> 00:29:50,789 Just gonna wrap it around this one 602 00:29:50,856 --> 00:29:52,858 until it comes up, hopefully. 603 00:29:52,991 --> 00:29:54,760 As long as it doesn't get stuck. 604 00:29:54,860 --> 00:29:56,628 Definitely getting a little harder to be here. 605 00:29:56,728 --> 00:29:58,230 Any work you do without your gloves on, 606 00:29:58,330 --> 00:30:00,065 your hands just instantly get cold, 607 00:30:00,165 --> 00:30:01,833 and it's hard to warm 'em up. 608 00:30:01,900 --> 00:30:05,103 Challenging times for fishing. 609 00:30:05,237 --> 00:30:06,505 Oh, here we go. 610 00:30:06,638 --> 00:30:10,342 OK, we're good to go. 611 00:30:10,475 --> 00:30:11,476 I'm lucky. 612 00:30:11,543 --> 00:30:14,746 Really, really lucky I got it back. 613 00:30:14,880 --> 00:30:17,349 That's why you always tie your line to your spools. 614 00:30:18,950 --> 00:30:22,587 Think I'm done fishing. 615 00:30:22,654 --> 00:30:26,792 My fingers are too cold. 616 00:30:26,858 --> 00:30:29,795 [dramatic music] 617 00:30:29,861 --> 00:30:36,835 ♪ ♪ 618 00:30:52,884 --> 00:30:54,786 - Got some reindeer moss. 619 00:30:59,024 --> 00:31:02,027 Doesn't that look just delicious? 620 00:31:02,094 --> 00:31:04,830 I'm gonna pretend it's sauerkraut. 621 00:31:04,930 --> 00:31:09,034 Yeah, I'll pretend it's sauerkraut. 622 00:31:09,134 --> 00:31:11,803 This is something I can spend some time processing 623 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:15,807 a lot of it, just have in a bag in the shelter. 624 00:31:15,907 --> 00:31:18,610 We'll let it boil for a little while. 625 00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:20,779 ♪ ♪ 626 00:31:20,912 --> 00:31:23,915 I don't remember the last time I got a grouse. 627 00:31:24,015 --> 00:31:26,952 Seems like I got four or five of 'em in a row, 628 00:31:27,018 --> 00:31:29,821 and then, bam, it stopped. 629 00:31:29,955 --> 00:31:32,257 I haven't caught a single fish, man. 630 00:31:32,390 --> 00:31:34,059 I see 'em jumping all the time. 631 00:31:34,192 --> 00:31:35,894 Can't never get out there to 'em. 632 00:31:36,027 --> 00:31:39,498 There's probably people on here living off of fish. 633 00:31:39,631 --> 00:31:43,034 Yesterday's butt-wiping paper, 634 00:31:43,101 --> 00:31:45,904 today's brunch. 635 00:31:46,037 --> 00:31:49,274 I'm trying to learn everything in a short time. 636 00:31:49,374 --> 00:31:52,878 Not actually all that bad. 637 00:31:52,944 --> 00:31:54,312 It's hard as hell, 638 00:31:54,412 --> 00:31:56,515 but at the same time, I'm a stubborn ass [bleep] 639 00:31:56,615 --> 00:32:00,819 that just won't quit. 640 00:32:00,952 --> 00:32:04,256 Roasted, it kinda tastes like wheat cereal. 641 00:32:07,526 --> 00:32:10,028 The little Mini-Wheats. 642 00:32:10,095 --> 00:32:11,630 I don't know if it's pride, 643 00:32:11,696 --> 00:32:15,400 or just the fact that I may never get this chance again 644 00:32:15,500 --> 00:32:19,271 to make this kind of money, I just won't quit. 645 00:32:19,337 --> 00:32:23,041 It's like a hot meal, which is what I needed today. 646 00:32:23,108 --> 00:32:26,077 I'd love to have a squirrel or a rabbit. 647 00:32:26,144 --> 00:32:29,314 But I got some rats. Super thankful for the rats. 648 00:32:29,381 --> 00:32:31,983 'Cause it could be worse. I could not have any. 649 00:32:32,117 --> 00:32:33,752 That would really suck. 650 00:32:33,819 --> 00:32:36,922 Little pestle and mortar project here. 651 00:32:37,022 --> 00:32:39,191 Maybe you can see it a little better out here. 652 00:32:39,257 --> 00:32:41,226 ♪ ♪ 653 00:32:41,326 --> 00:32:43,829 See how far I carved that thing down? 654 00:32:43,895 --> 00:32:46,131 Look at that. 655 00:32:46,264 --> 00:32:49,634 I'm gonna make my wife a pestle and mortar. 656 00:32:49,701 --> 00:32:52,170 Last night, got it started. 657 00:32:52,270 --> 00:32:54,039 See if I can coal burn this. 658 00:32:54,105 --> 00:32:56,007 ♪ ♪ 659 00:32:56,107 --> 00:32:58,143 It's the only thing she asked for. 660 00:32:58,276 --> 00:33:00,846 ♪ ♪ 661 00:33:00,946 --> 00:33:02,948 It's hard, you know? You wanna go home. 662 00:33:03,081 --> 00:33:05,350 Thinking, "Hell, I could have 663 00:33:05,450 --> 00:33:07,819 my wife's delicious cooking again." 664 00:33:07,953 --> 00:33:09,221 And that's, you know, pretty much 665 00:33:09,354 --> 00:33:12,624 whatever I say I want, she'll make it for me. 666 00:33:12,691 --> 00:33:14,826 She's an amazing woman. 667 00:33:14,926 --> 00:33:18,597 [groans] This is where I'm sitting. 668 00:33:18,663 --> 00:33:22,133 My wife, she gave up her life 669 00:33:22,267 --> 00:33:25,504 to make sure that my son was taken care of. 670 00:33:25,637 --> 00:33:28,039 She stays there with him all the time, 671 00:33:28,106 --> 00:33:30,208 same as I stay at work all the time. 672 00:33:30,308 --> 00:33:31,877 He needs a caretaker. 673 00:33:31,977 --> 00:33:35,647 She takes care of him and I take care of them. 674 00:33:35,747 --> 00:33:37,549 There's not a whole lot of people that 675 00:33:37,682 --> 00:33:39,518 give up their entire life 676 00:33:39,618 --> 00:33:43,021 and provide for their family. 677 00:33:43,154 --> 00:33:46,224 She's always made it an effort to care for me, 678 00:33:46,324 --> 00:33:48,560 which is something I never had growing up. 679 00:33:48,660 --> 00:33:51,263 Even right now, she's just waiting on me to be home 680 00:33:51,396 --> 00:33:53,098 so that she could take care of me. 681 00:33:53,231 --> 00:33:55,534 Never had that before. 682 00:33:55,667 --> 00:34:00,472 The hungry is starting to get to me. 683 00:34:00,572 --> 00:34:01,940 Yep, I can feel it. 684 00:34:02,073 --> 00:34:04,476 The hungry's starting to get to me. 685 00:34:04,542 --> 00:34:08,680 ♪ ♪ 686 00:34:08,747 --> 00:34:10,315 The absolute best thing you could do is 687 00:34:10,382 --> 00:34:12,651 just keep going. 688 00:34:12,784 --> 00:34:15,053 I cannot let the hunger get to me yet. 689 00:34:15,186 --> 00:34:18,323 ♪ ♪ 690 00:34:18,423 --> 00:34:21,293 [soft intriguing music] 691 00:34:21,426 --> 00:34:26,598 ♪ ♪ 692 00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:43,515 I gotta go find it. 693 00:34:50,288 --> 00:34:51,923 [soft dramatic music] 694 00:35:02,167 --> 00:35:05,503 ♪ ♪ 695 00:35:05,637 --> 00:35:08,340 Dammit. 696 00:35:08,473 --> 00:35:11,843 He got away from me. 697 00:35:14,779 --> 00:35:17,983 They just come out at the worst times, 698 00:35:18,116 --> 00:35:20,518 when I'm not ready for them. 699 00:35:20,618 --> 00:35:22,554 That would have been a good dinner. 700 00:35:22,620 --> 00:35:25,457 More food than what I've seen. 701 00:35:25,590 --> 00:35:29,027 It's always just right there out of reach, ain't it? 702 00:35:29,127 --> 00:35:33,164 Living off of rats ain't living. 703 00:35:33,264 --> 00:35:38,403 You've--you have made it through worse than this, Mikey. 704 00:35:38,470 --> 00:35:40,071 Just man the [bleep] up, 705 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:41,806 do what you gotta do. 706 00:35:41,906 --> 00:35:44,743 Do not waste this. 707 00:35:44,876 --> 00:35:50,515 There's $500,000 on the line here, buddy. 708 00:35:50,615 --> 00:35:53,184 Just quit bitching. 709 00:35:53,318 --> 00:35:56,454 Cut it off. 710 00:35:56,588 --> 00:36:00,959 If you missed your son's only fifth birthday, 711 00:36:01,059 --> 00:36:04,896 and you don't give 110 [bleep] percent, 712 00:36:05,030 --> 00:36:06,931 then you're a piece of [bleep]. 713 00:36:07,065 --> 00:36:10,902 ♪ ♪ 714 00:36:11,036 --> 00:36:12,637 Don't [bleep] this up. 715 00:36:12,737 --> 00:36:15,507 ♪ ♪ 716 00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:18,443 All right. 717 00:36:18,510 --> 00:36:23,281 I'd say that's enough work on this for tonight, probably. 718 00:36:23,348 --> 00:36:26,351 I'll build my rat traps. 719 00:36:26,418 --> 00:36:30,188 Work on this some more whenever I get a chance to. 720 00:36:30,255 --> 00:36:31,389 Stay busy. 721 00:36:31,456 --> 00:36:34,092 All be over before you know it. 722 00:36:34,225 --> 00:36:38,029 Then you can go home to the family that loves you. 723 00:36:38,129 --> 00:36:40,198 And you can be with them for a long, long, long, 724 00:36:40,298 --> 00:36:42,467 long, long time 725 00:36:42,534 --> 00:36:46,438 and you won't have to leave every single day. 726 00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:50,408 ♪ ♪ 727 00:36:50,508 --> 00:36:52,644 What the hell? 728 00:36:52,710 --> 00:36:53,678 Oh, no. 729 00:36:53,745 --> 00:36:55,680 ♪ ♪ 730 00:36:55,747 --> 00:36:58,516 I get in my shelter, 731 00:36:58,616 --> 00:37:03,421 and all of my stuffed rats have been taken. 732 00:37:03,555 --> 00:37:07,292 The rat that I killed last night has been taken. 733 00:37:07,425 --> 00:37:13,298 My gut can is over there completely empty. 734 00:37:13,431 --> 00:37:16,201 Something got in my shelter today 735 00:37:16,267 --> 00:37:19,704 and ate all of that. 736 00:37:19,838 --> 00:37:21,740 It was probably that [bleep] marten, 737 00:37:21,873 --> 00:37:23,475 that one I was chasing earlier. 738 00:37:23,541 --> 00:37:25,677 Little bastard. 739 00:37:25,777 --> 00:37:27,645 God! 740 00:37:27,746 --> 00:37:30,915 Here I am talking about, "oh, just suck it up. 741 00:37:31,015 --> 00:37:32,984 "You know, it's just another day. 742 00:37:33,118 --> 00:37:35,353 You're gonna be fine." 743 00:37:38,022 --> 00:37:39,991 And the whole time, 744 00:37:40,058 --> 00:37:43,962 something's up here... 745 00:37:44,062 --> 00:37:48,066 eating everything that I've worked hard for. 746 00:37:50,635 --> 00:37:54,305 Oh, I'm pissed. 747 00:37:54,439 --> 00:37:57,475 I just cannot believe that. 748 00:37:57,575 --> 00:37:59,544 It ate my stuffed rats. 749 00:37:59,677 --> 00:38:02,947 Hell, they're full of moss. 750 00:38:04,782 --> 00:38:06,918 I've been violated. 751 00:38:07,018 --> 00:38:11,122 Can't even leave my shelter for fear of getting robbed. 752 00:38:11,222 --> 00:38:12,790 I wish he'd walk in here right now. 753 00:38:12,891 --> 00:38:14,459 Rules is rules or whatever, 754 00:38:14,592 --> 00:38:16,194 but I'd stab that son of a [bleep]. 755 00:38:16,261 --> 00:38:17,996 I'd hit him with my [bleep] axe. 756 00:38:18,062 --> 00:38:22,267 ♪ ♪ 757 00:38:22,333 --> 00:38:26,004 That--mm. 758 00:38:26,070 --> 00:38:29,607 Makes me so damned mad, I can't stand it. 759 00:38:29,707 --> 00:38:31,009 It's probably gonna keep coming back 760 00:38:31,109 --> 00:38:32,944 until I can kill it. 761 00:38:33,077 --> 00:38:39,284 ♪ ♪ 762 00:38:39,384 --> 00:38:42,587 I am struggling. 763 00:38:43,822 --> 00:38:46,724 [dramatic music] 764 00:38:46,824 --> 00:38:53,498 ♪ ♪ 765 00:38:57,135 --> 00:39:00,538 - Once again, we are on the move. 766 00:39:00,672 --> 00:39:03,107 We've had a big, big breakfast. 767 00:39:03,241 --> 00:39:05,343 I was kind of a piggy this morning. 768 00:39:05,476 --> 00:39:07,579 But I'm good with that. 769 00:39:07,712 --> 00:39:12,517 I am being a little bit less conservative on the food, 770 00:39:12,584 --> 00:39:14,586 knowing how much I have now. 771 00:39:15,220 --> 00:39:18,523 I feel so much better 772 00:39:18,623 --> 00:39:20,892 mentally and physically. 773 00:39:21,659 --> 00:39:25,597 Out here, everything seems clearer. 774 00:39:25,663 --> 00:39:27,632 I've drank since I can remember. 775 00:39:27,699 --> 00:39:33,104 Everybody in my life basically has asked, begged, 776 00:39:33,238 --> 00:39:35,540 pleaded with me to quit. 777 00:39:35,673 --> 00:39:38,743 It's caused me trouble with the law, 778 00:39:38,876 --> 00:39:42,647 trouble with wives, girlfriends, family, 779 00:39:42,747 --> 00:39:45,917 myself, and with my dad, 780 00:39:45,984 --> 00:39:48,987 but I didn't care. 781 00:39:49,053 --> 00:39:51,522 I used it for different purposes 782 00:39:51,623 --> 00:39:53,391 so I didn't have to deal with 783 00:39:53,491 --> 00:39:56,761 things I didn't want to deal with. 784 00:39:56,861 --> 00:40:00,498 Man that I am today would take that little boy aside 785 00:40:00,632 --> 00:40:05,036 and try and guide him down a better road. 786 00:40:05,103 --> 00:40:08,673 Sometimes, you just gotta stop and have a look around 787 00:40:08,740 --> 00:40:13,678 to realize how much beauty's there. 788 00:40:13,745 --> 00:40:15,780 It's incredible. 789 00:40:17,181 --> 00:40:20,084 I'm hoping to have Mother Nature 790 00:40:20,184 --> 00:40:22,220 help me heal myself. 791 00:40:22,353 --> 00:40:25,189 The only way I can do that is to be in an environment 792 00:40:25,290 --> 00:40:27,091 where I'm comfortable 793 00:40:27,225 --> 00:40:33,264 and not clouded with alcohol and outside influences. 794 00:40:33,398 --> 00:40:34,999 Just me and the truth 795 00:40:35,099 --> 00:40:38,236 and sound of silence. 796 00:40:38,336 --> 00:40:43,441 ♪ ♪ 797 00:40:43,508 --> 00:40:48,112 Well, we're coming back here to the gillnet. 798 00:40:48,179 --> 00:40:50,548 I always get excited now 799 00:40:50,682 --> 00:40:53,785 every time I'm coming to this gillnet. 800 00:40:53,885 --> 00:40:56,354 See what we got in the gillnet here. 801 00:40:56,421 --> 00:40:59,757 I hope there's a fish in it. 802 00:41:03,294 --> 00:41:04,896 Oh, look at that. 803 00:41:05,029 --> 00:41:06,664 We've got another one. 804 00:41:06,798 --> 00:41:08,633 It's a beauty, too. 805 00:41:08,700 --> 00:41:10,401 Another big pike. 806 00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:12,370 Yeah! 807 00:41:12,470 --> 00:41:16,207 ♪ ♪ 808 00:41:16,307 --> 00:41:17,709 He's mine. 809 00:41:17,842 --> 00:41:19,877 Oh, yeah. 810 00:41:19,944 --> 00:41:21,846 That right there 811 00:41:21,946 --> 00:41:24,916 puts me damn close to day 100. 812 00:41:24,982 --> 00:41:26,617 Damn close. 813 00:41:26,751 --> 00:41:29,187 I made a lot of mistakes in my life. 814 00:41:29,253 --> 00:41:32,657 I wish I could change it, but I can't. 815 00:41:32,790 --> 00:41:34,258 But I can change tomorrow, 816 00:41:34,392 --> 00:41:37,595 and the next day, and the next day. 817 00:41:37,662 --> 00:41:38,963 Yeah, baby. 818 00:41:39,063 --> 00:41:41,666 Oh, look at that! 819 00:41:41,766 --> 00:41:44,068 Look at that fish. 820 00:41:44,202 --> 00:41:45,636 Oh! 821 00:41:45,737 --> 00:41:47,138 What a pig. 822 00:41:47,271 --> 00:41:54,278 ♪ ♪ 823 00:41:55,279 --> 00:42:00,752 The last thing my dad said to me... 824 00:42:00,818 --> 00:42:04,122 was "you know how to fish. 825 00:42:04,222 --> 00:42:06,991 "Find lake trout in the shoals, 826 00:42:07,058 --> 00:42:08,426 "find the pike in the right spots. 827 00:42:08,526 --> 00:42:12,764 "You know where they are. You know how to do it." 828 00:42:12,864 --> 00:42:15,867 [wind blowing] 829 00:42:18,836 --> 00:42:21,672 [chuckles] "Go do it!" 830 00:42:21,773 --> 00:42:23,274 We're [bleep] doing it, baby. 831 00:42:23,374 --> 00:42:26,878 [laughs] Yeah! 832 00:42:26,978 --> 00:42:28,446 Oh, we've done it. 833 00:42:28,546 --> 00:42:31,115 We've [bleep] done it. 834 00:42:31,215 --> 00:42:32,583 Oh! 835 00:42:32,717 --> 00:42:35,253 ♪ ♪ 836 00:42:35,386 --> 00:42:38,589 My dad and I, we've had our struggles in life. 837 00:42:38,689 --> 00:42:41,192 We've put a lot of [bleep] behind us. 838 00:42:41,259 --> 00:42:43,261 And because of that, 839 00:42:43,394 --> 00:42:46,697 I got a lot of admiration and respect for him. 840 00:42:46,831 --> 00:42:49,133 He is certainly a very big part of the reason that 841 00:42:49,267 --> 00:42:53,104 I have the abilities to come out here and do this. 842 00:42:53,237 --> 00:42:55,840 It's one of the many reasons I chose him to be 843 00:42:55,907 --> 00:42:59,477 the guy who comes and gets me if I win this. 844 00:42:59,577 --> 00:43:03,347 To have him come here, see this beautiful land, 845 00:43:03,481 --> 00:43:06,417 and be the guy that I can share 846 00:43:06,551 --> 00:43:10,588 all the moments with first before I get back, 847 00:43:10,655 --> 00:43:12,223 I'd love for him to be that guy. 848 00:43:12,356 --> 00:43:14,892 And because of that, 849 00:43:15,026 --> 00:43:18,629 I'll be fighting her out every tooth and nail I got. 850 00:43:18,696 --> 00:43:21,466 ♪ ♪ 851 00:43:23,835 --> 00:43:26,237 c] 852 00:43:26,304 --> 00:43:33,311 ♪ ♪ 853 00:43:52,730 --> 00:43:54,599 - So this is what I'm waking up to. 854 00:43:54,665 --> 00:43:56,834 Snowed a little more than I thought. 855 00:43:56,901 --> 00:43:59,270 Wow. [chuckles softly] 856 00:43:59,403 --> 00:44:03,641 Day 50 in with a bang, that's for sure. 857 00:44:03,708 --> 00:44:07,879 Super cold, man. I wish I knew the temperature. 858 00:44:07,979 --> 00:44:09,680 Oh, I-- 859 00:44:09,747 --> 00:44:12,450 Got a big melon on me with this thing. 860 00:44:13,818 --> 00:44:14,952 Huh. 861 00:44:15,019 --> 00:44:16,721 Let's head down to the rock, 862 00:44:16,821 --> 00:44:18,789 and hopefully, we can fish. 863 00:44:18,856 --> 00:44:21,792 ♪ ♪ 864 00:44:21,859 --> 00:44:23,461 It's by far the coldest day. 865 00:44:23,594 --> 00:44:25,830 ♪ ♪ 866 00:44:25,930 --> 00:44:27,698 Day 50. I made it. 867 00:44:27,832 --> 00:44:31,435 This was my goal but I'm gonna keep pushing. 868 00:44:31,536 --> 00:44:33,104 Let's see what we got. 869 00:44:33,237 --> 00:44:35,540 It's getting a little bit harder to be here every day. 870 00:44:35,673 --> 00:44:36,874 I'm homesick. 871 00:44:36,941 --> 00:44:38,276 I miss my family. 872 00:44:38,376 --> 00:44:41,145 I miss the comforts of life. 873 00:44:41,279 --> 00:44:43,114 Ooh, OK, there's a dry spot. 874 00:44:43,214 --> 00:44:44,649 That means we can fish. 875 00:44:44,749 --> 00:44:47,485 ♪ ♪ 876 00:44:47,585 --> 00:44:48,619 Uh-oh. 877 00:44:48,753 --> 00:44:52,023 OK, what's the best way down here? 878 00:44:52,156 --> 00:44:54,926 This is ice. I have to be careful. 879 00:44:55,026 --> 00:44:57,361 It's kind of treacherous. 880 00:44:57,461 --> 00:45:00,231 [ice cracking] Woo! 881 00:45:00,298 --> 00:45:03,000 OK, let's just make sure that that's not ice. 882 00:45:03,067 --> 00:45:05,202 We're gonna go down here. 883 00:45:05,269 --> 00:45:08,839 That is so slippery. Oh, my God. That's scary. 884 00:45:08,906 --> 00:45:10,341 ♪ ♪ 885 00:45:10,474 --> 00:45:12,109 This isn't ice. 886 00:45:12,243 --> 00:45:14,979 [boots scuffing] 887 00:45:15,112 --> 00:45:17,248 OK, this is safe. That's not. 888 00:45:17,348 --> 00:45:20,885 I have to stay right here and land my fish. 889 00:45:22,019 --> 00:45:25,189 This has good potential for "Wipeout." 890 00:45:25,256 --> 00:45:29,794 And it's all gonna be on camera. 891 00:45:29,860 --> 00:45:32,830 I like to continually challenge myself. 892 00:45:32,930 --> 00:45:38,869 ♪ ♪ 893 00:45:39,003 --> 00:45:41,439 I've been a fan of the show for a while. 894 00:45:41,505 --> 00:45:44,742 Wow, this lake is gonna freeze very soon. 895 00:45:44,875 --> 00:45:46,210 Watching the old shows, 896 00:45:46,310 --> 00:45:48,312 I took things I liked from past competitors 897 00:45:48,379 --> 00:45:50,514 and modified things I didn't like. 898 00:45:50,615 --> 00:45:54,518 Anybody still around these parts? 899 00:45:54,585 --> 00:45:57,221 I was like, always critiquing, "what is he doing? 900 00:45:57,355 --> 00:45:58,789 "What's he doing putting the fish in that pool? 901 00:45:58,889 --> 00:46:00,992 Man, something's gonna take it." 902 00:46:01,092 --> 00:46:02,360 I did learn a lot of like, 903 00:46:02,460 --> 00:46:04,495 expending too many calories on your shelter, 904 00:46:04,629 --> 00:46:07,198 and there's always someone that goes out with a GI issue. 905 00:46:07,264 --> 00:46:09,500 I wanted to make sure that didn't happen to me. 906 00:46:09,634 --> 00:46:10,701 I feel cold already. 907 00:46:10,835 --> 00:46:13,838 Man, that's not good. 908 00:46:13,904 --> 00:46:15,806 Since I found out that I was accepted, 909 00:46:15,906 --> 00:46:17,274 I kept notes of 910 00:46:17,341 --> 00:46:19,276 anything that popped in my mind. I'd write it down, 911 00:46:19,343 --> 00:46:21,278 and then I'd find the answer to it. 912 00:46:21,379 --> 00:46:23,114 I drove my family a little bit crazy 913 00:46:23,180 --> 00:46:24,915 'cause that's all I thought about. 914 00:46:24,982 --> 00:46:26,617 It's really helped me. 915 00:46:26,751 --> 00:46:29,387 I wasn't sure if I'd make it this long. 916 00:46:29,453 --> 00:46:32,657 Oh, man, can't even feel my hands. 917 00:46:32,790 --> 00:46:35,259 All right, little hand warm-up. 918 00:46:35,393 --> 00:46:37,895 It's been very cold, and it hasn't warmed up. 919 00:46:38,029 --> 00:46:42,133 So I'm starting to realize that my food procurement 920 00:46:42,266 --> 00:46:43,701 may be coming to an end 921 00:46:43,834 --> 00:46:48,172 until the ice is thick enough to ice fish. 922 00:46:48,272 --> 00:46:53,878 ♪ ♪ 923 00:46:53,978 --> 00:46:55,513 No takers. 924 00:46:55,613 --> 00:46:57,515 Nothing. 925 00:46:57,581 --> 00:47:01,085 [groans] 926 00:47:01,185 --> 00:47:02,553 I did what, like, five casts 927 00:47:02,620 --> 00:47:06,190 and my hands are, like, not doing well right now. 928 00:47:06,290 --> 00:47:08,326 It's just too cold. 929 00:47:08,426 --> 00:47:12,430 I'm gonna head back to the shelter. 930 00:47:12,496 --> 00:47:15,866 Leading up to this experience, I thought about these days. 931 00:47:15,966 --> 00:47:18,169 When the winter is here, and it's cold, 932 00:47:18,269 --> 00:47:20,438 and you can't fish anymore, 933 00:47:20,538 --> 00:47:24,442 the small game has gone back into the forest 934 00:47:24,508 --> 00:47:27,812 where you're in the shelter a lot, you're depleted-- 935 00:47:27,912 --> 00:47:29,480 and I'm feeling pretty depleted, 936 00:47:29,547 --> 00:47:31,782 I'm not gonna lie-- 937 00:47:31,916 --> 00:47:33,184 I talked about these dark days 938 00:47:33,317 --> 00:47:35,386 with my family and my brothers, 939 00:47:35,486 --> 00:47:39,790 who were worried about me during these dark days. 940 00:47:39,890 --> 00:47:41,625 It's time for some fish. 941 00:47:41,759 --> 00:47:45,096 Having 1 and 1/2 slabs today. 942 00:47:45,229 --> 00:47:46,964 I was wondering what these days would be like, 943 00:47:47,064 --> 00:47:48,466 and they've just started 944 00:47:48,566 --> 00:47:52,803 since the snowstorm and the cold set in. 945 00:47:52,870 --> 00:47:55,339 Big meal today. 946 00:47:55,473 --> 00:47:56,807 I'm going for it. 947 00:47:56,907 --> 00:47:59,009 And I have to go off my stores. 948 00:47:59,110 --> 00:48:01,879 So I'm gonna eat my stores of food 949 00:48:01,946 --> 00:48:03,914 and just bide my time, 950 00:48:03,981 --> 00:48:05,716 hoping that my competitors don't have 951 00:48:05,783 --> 00:48:09,420 quite as much food as me. 952 00:48:09,553 --> 00:48:12,623 This is a new chapter to the experience: 953 00:48:12,757 --> 00:48:16,827 the cold and the snow. 954 00:48:16,894 --> 00:48:19,830 [dramatic music] 955 00:48:19,897 --> 00:48:26,604 ♪ ♪ 956 00:48:34,345 --> 00:48:38,716 - Hello! Hello! Good morning! 957 00:48:38,816 --> 00:48:40,351 [in thick accent] Good morning, good morning. 958 00:48:40,451 --> 00:48:42,553 Welcome to my land. Ha-ha! 959 00:48:42,620 --> 00:48:45,389 What a beautiful day in the land of Reindeer Lake. 960 00:48:45,489 --> 00:48:46,624 Ha-ha-ha! 961 00:48:46,757 --> 00:48:51,562 It is cold, it is snowy, and I love it! 962 00:48:51,662 --> 00:48:54,231 It is the weather that we like. 963 00:48:54,298 --> 00:48:55,933 It's good for work, yeah? 964 00:48:56,066 --> 00:48:57,968 No. Yeah. 965 00:48:58,068 --> 00:48:59,670 Now, let's go to work, huh? 966 00:48:59,804 --> 00:49:02,807 All right. 967 00:49:02,907 --> 00:49:05,709 [soft determined music] 968 00:49:05,843 --> 00:49:10,948 That was one nasty, ugly night. 969 00:49:11,081 --> 00:49:12,950 I burned a lot of wood last night. 970 00:49:13,017 --> 00:49:17,521 And we will be keeping a fire going 24/7. 971 00:49:17,621 --> 00:49:21,659 That's kind of a necessity, as far as I'm concerned. 972 00:49:21,792 --> 00:49:24,795 One thing's for sure, 973 00:49:24,862 --> 00:49:28,499 that is one hell of a change in the weather, 974 00:49:28,632 --> 00:49:30,468 no question about it. 975 00:49:30,601 --> 00:49:32,236 And I think it's here to stay. 976 00:49:34,472 --> 00:49:36,707 So anyway, 977 00:49:36,841 --> 00:49:39,476 that being said, 978 00:49:39,543 --> 00:49:42,913 we've got a lot of wood to get cut. 979 00:49:43,013 --> 00:49:49,186 We're just gonna make sure we keep going at a steady pace. 980 00:49:49,286 --> 00:49:52,756 We need to cut 50 pieces of wood. 981 00:49:52,823 --> 00:49:55,025 ♪ ♪ 982 00:49:55,159 --> 00:49:56,427 One. 983 00:49:56,494 --> 00:49:58,829 [laughs] 984 00:49:58,896 --> 00:50:00,264 Thomas Edison once said, 985 00:50:00,397 --> 00:50:02,633 "opportunity is most often missed 986 00:50:02,700 --> 00:50:04,034 "'cause it's dressed in overalls 987 00:50:04,134 --> 00:50:06,170 and looks like work." 988 00:50:06,270 --> 00:50:08,539 Well, if you think you're gonna be out here 989 00:50:08,672 --> 00:50:11,108 and win this competition, or challenge, 990 00:50:11,242 --> 00:50:12,676 or whatever we want to call it, 991 00:50:12,743 --> 00:50:16,747 without work, and I mean hard work, you're a fool. 992 00:50:16,881 --> 00:50:19,083 ♪ ♪ 993 00:50:19,149 --> 00:50:21,218 Whoa! 994 00:50:21,352 --> 00:50:23,554 That slippery damn rock. 995 00:50:23,621 --> 00:50:26,857 This is a challenge where there's no excuses. 996 00:50:26,991 --> 00:50:30,261 There's nothing except you. 997 00:50:30,394 --> 00:50:33,697 Ho! Right where we wanted it to be. 998 00:50:33,831 --> 00:50:37,101 You gotta be able to embrace everything about this, 999 00:50:37,234 --> 00:50:38,435 not just the place, 1000 00:50:38,502 --> 00:50:42,239 but the goal you're trying to achieve. 1001 00:50:42,306 --> 00:50:44,942 That's got some weight to it. 1002 00:50:45,075 --> 00:50:46,477 If I can do that, 1003 00:50:46,544 --> 00:50:48,779 and walk away with 500 grand, 1004 00:50:48,913 --> 00:50:53,217 God, how much better does it get than that? 1005 00:50:53,350 --> 00:50:55,352 50. 1006 00:50:55,419 --> 00:50:57,922 No cheating. 1007 00:50:58,022 --> 00:51:00,124 Not allowed. 1008 00:51:00,224 --> 00:51:02,960 You'll only cheat yourself. 1009 00:51:03,794 --> 00:51:04,962 That is a full day. 1010 00:51:05,062 --> 00:51:09,300 ♪ ♪ 1011 00:51:09,433 --> 00:51:13,470 [sighs] Well, day 50. 1012 00:51:13,604 --> 00:51:15,072 In the books. 1013 00:51:15,205 --> 00:51:16,407 Kinda. 1014 00:51:16,507 --> 00:51:18,809 I just gotta eat. 1015 00:51:18,909 --> 00:51:23,514 It is cooling off in a big way. 1016 00:51:23,580 --> 00:51:30,120 It took literally minutes for my water to freeze. 1017 00:51:31,088 --> 00:51:32,323 Buon appetito. 1018 00:51:32,423 --> 00:51:39,229 ♪ ♪ 1019 00:51:39,330 --> 00:51:41,498 Mm-mm! 1020 00:51:41,632 --> 00:51:48,439 50 days...more like this, 1021 00:51:48,539 --> 00:51:52,409 there's not gonna be a tree left on this point. 1022 00:51:52,509 --> 00:51:55,646 Ah, delicious. 1023 00:51:55,746 --> 00:51:58,582 All right. 1024 00:51:58,716 --> 00:52:01,318 Day 50, gone. 1025 00:52:01,385 --> 00:52:04,154 How awesome. 1026 00:52:04,221 --> 00:52:06,390 Peace out. Good night. 1027 00:52:06,457 --> 00:52:13,397 ♪ ♪ 1028 00:52:13,464 --> 00:52:16,467 [fire crackling] 1029 00:52:16,533 --> 00:52:17,634 [bleep]. 1030 00:52:17,735 --> 00:52:19,303 [wood popping] 1031 00:52:19,436 --> 00:52:20,437 Holy [bleep]! 1032 00:52:20,504 --> 00:52:22,473 ♪ ♪ 1033 00:52:22,573 --> 00:52:26,010 The wind switched direction and the chimney caught fire. 1034 00:52:27,344 --> 00:52:29,713 Holy [bleep]. 1035 00:52:29,813 --> 00:52:31,515 Oh, man. 1036 00:52:31,582 --> 00:52:33,317 [bleep]. 1037 00:52:39,223 --> 00:52:41,325 [tense music] 1038 00:52:41,425 --> 00:52:45,596 - Holy [bleep]. Bit of a fire going on. 1039 00:52:45,662 --> 00:52:47,431 [bleep]. 1040 00:52:47,498 --> 00:52:50,200 Gonna dump some water on the chimney. 1041 00:52:50,267 --> 00:52:52,302 [wind howling] 1042 00:52:52,436 --> 00:52:55,439 Phew. 1043 00:52:55,506 --> 00:52:57,141 Got it out. 1044 00:52:57,274 --> 00:52:58,842 That was scary. 1045 00:52:58,909 --> 00:53:04,048 Literally seconds away from having that shelter gone. 1046 00:53:04,148 --> 00:53:06,984 Woke up to my shelter on fire. 1047 00:53:07,117 --> 00:53:09,787 My own negligence. 1048 00:53:09,887 --> 00:53:11,789 The day I had, 1049 00:53:11,889 --> 00:53:18,095 I forgot to water down all the moss on my shelter. 1050 00:53:19,096 --> 00:53:22,466 And I just about paid the ultimate price for it. 1051 00:53:22,599 --> 00:53:25,235 Oh. 1052 00:53:25,302 --> 00:53:27,304 Man! 1053 00:53:30,874 --> 00:53:34,545 Day I had. 1054 00:53:34,678 --> 00:53:37,081 Holy [bleep]. 1055 00:53:37,147 --> 00:53:41,585 That was close. 1056 00:53:41,718 --> 00:53:43,454 I'm gonna... 1057 00:53:43,587 --> 00:53:46,824 shut the light out here for a minute, 1058 00:53:46,957 --> 00:53:49,893 make sure I got no embers. 1059 00:53:50,027 --> 00:53:53,197 But I threw an awful pile of water to her. 1060 00:53:53,263 --> 00:53:56,166 Holy [bleep]. 1061 00:53:56,266 --> 00:53:59,269 Bottom's still good. 1062 00:53:59,403 --> 00:54:02,773 [wind rushing] Sure you can hear that wind. 1063 00:54:02,873 --> 00:54:04,675 She's not letting up at all. 1064 00:54:04,742 --> 00:54:07,511 She's gonna be a long night. 1065 00:54:07,644 --> 00:54:11,915 So I'm gonna sit here until this fire goes out. 1066 00:54:11,982 --> 00:54:14,585 So there goes any chance of a peaceful night's sleep. 1067 00:54:14,718 --> 00:54:17,588 [tense music] 1068 00:54:17,688 --> 00:54:24,695 ♪ ♪ 1069 00:54:26,897 --> 00:54:29,433 Holy, [bleep] damn wind. 1070 00:54:29,533 --> 00:54:32,970 [wind gusting] Like, crazy, crazy wind. 1071 00:54:33,070 --> 00:54:34,238 It's still blowing. 1072 00:54:34,338 --> 00:54:35,672 The wind must be changing direction, 1073 00:54:35,806 --> 00:54:37,875 'cause every once in a while, 1074 00:54:37,975 --> 00:54:41,812 she just lets a waft of smoke in here. 1075 00:54:41,912 --> 00:54:45,282 She's just one relentless, ugly night. 1076 00:54:45,349 --> 00:54:46,817 Waves are crashing. 1077 00:54:46,950 --> 00:54:53,957 ♪ ♪ 1078 00:54:58,328 --> 00:55:01,031 Considering last night was the worst night 1079 00:55:01,098 --> 00:55:04,168 that I've been here, 1080 00:55:04,268 --> 00:55:06,570 no problem. 1081 00:55:06,670 --> 00:55:08,105 I don't know what the wind chill factor 1082 00:55:08,238 --> 00:55:10,841 would be out there right now. 1083 00:55:11,175 --> 00:55:16,013 I've gotta get this chimney in order... 1084 00:55:16,113 --> 00:55:17,915 assess the damage in the daylight, 1085 00:55:17,981 --> 00:55:19,516 see what's really happened. 1086 00:55:19,616 --> 00:55:23,720 I don't think it was much more than the moss burning out 1087 00:55:23,820 --> 00:55:26,356 and a little bit up around the top. 1088 00:55:26,423 --> 00:55:29,226 But I wanna to be sure. 1089 00:55:29,359 --> 00:55:30,360 I think what I'm gonna do is 1090 00:55:30,460 --> 00:55:32,296 I'm gonna just start carting stone 1091 00:55:32,429 --> 00:55:33,764 and just pile and pile and pile 1092 00:55:33,864 --> 00:55:36,967 and pile and pile and pile on stone, stone, stone, 1093 00:55:37,067 --> 00:55:38,836 and not have to worry about the moss, 1094 00:55:38,936 --> 00:55:41,638 and just keep as much air from coming through 1095 00:55:41,705 --> 00:55:43,540 with the stone. 1096 00:55:43,674 --> 00:55:46,877 [wind gusting] 1097 00:55:46,977 --> 00:55:49,479 I am sure not looking forward to going outside. 1098 00:55:49,580 --> 00:55:52,149 [laughs] 1099 00:55:52,282 --> 00:55:55,185 [dramatic music] 1100 00:55:55,319 --> 00:56:01,058 ♪ ♪ 1101 00:56:01,191 --> 00:56:04,862 Well, this is our morning. 1102 00:56:04,995 --> 00:56:07,864 ♪ ♪ 1103 00:56:07,998 --> 00:56:12,236 The shelter survived. 1104 00:56:12,336 --> 00:56:15,239 There's where... 1105 00:56:15,305 --> 00:56:17,941 it knocked everything down off the chimney. 1106 00:56:18,075 --> 00:56:19,710 ♪ ♪ 1107 00:56:19,843 --> 00:56:23,513 It was all on fire down here. 1108 00:56:23,580 --> 00:56:26,116 I got a lot of work to do today. 1109 00:56:26,216 --> 00:56:33,023 I'm gonna bring the rocks from my other pit over here. 1110 00:56:34,057 --> 00:56:37,027 I've had a lot of tough things in my life 1111 00:56:37,094 --> 00:56:40,697 and things that I've had to really work at to overcome. 1112 00:56:40,831 --> 00:56:44,668 And stepping into the wild is no different. 1113 00:56:44,801 --> 00:56:46,970 Everything's a challenge out here. 1114 00:56:47,070 --> 00:56:51,275 The more I can just keep building it out... 1115 00:56:51,341 --> 00:56:54,278 [determined string music] 1116 00:56:54,344 --> 00:56:57,314 The less wind gets in, 1117 00:56:57,414 --> 00:57:00,350 it's not gonna light my building on fire. 1118 00:57:00,417 --> 00:57:02,786 I just gotta keep this end wet. 1119 00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:05,355 ♪ ♪ 1120 00:57:05,422 --> 00:57:07,858 We'll fill it the best we can. 1121 00:57:07,991 --> 00:57:10,093 ♪ ♪ 1122 00:57:10,227 --> 00:57:12,562 The best we can do 1123 00:57:12,663 --> 00:57:15,866 is the best we can do. 1124 00:57:15,999 --> 00:57:17,834 Now, that's one of those lessons that 1125 00:57:17,934 --> 00:57:20,404 my father taught me. 1126 00:57:20,470 --> 00:57:22,639 Whenever you're gonna have problems, 1127 00:57:22,706 --> 00:57:24,274 hit 'em head on. 1128 00:57:24,341 --> 00:57:25,509 Be facing 'em. 1129 00:57:25,642 --> 00:57:27,611 Know they're coming. 1130 00:57:27,711 --> 00:57:29,212 Deal with it. 1131 00:57:29,313 --> 00:57:33,116 But this is gonna help with what I need tonight. 1132 00:57:33,183 --> 00:57:35,786 I'm pretty sure my dad will be quite proud of 1133 00:57:35,919 --> 00:57:38,355 what I've accomplished out here. 1134 00:57:38,422 --> 00:57:41,458 Bottom line is is I wouldn't have been able to do this 1135 00:57:41,591 --> 00:57:44,561 if it hadn't been for a lot of his teachings. 1136 00:57:44,661 --> 00:57:47,597 I don't wanna work too much harder today, 1137 00:57:47,664 --> 00:57:53,036 but we are getting what we need done done. 1138 00:57:53,136 --> 00:57:56,173 'Cause getting up in the middle of the night 1139 00:57:56,273 --> 00:57:58,709 and running for water, 1140 00:57:58,842 --> 00:58:02,245 praying your shelter doesn't burn down sucks. 1141 00:58:02,312 --> 00:58:05,649 ♪ ♪ 1142 00:58:11,355 --> 00:58:14,224 [tense music] 1143 00:58:14,358 --> 00:58:21,365 ♪ ♪ 1144 00:58:28,271 --> 00:58:30,807 - [sniffs] 1145 00:58:30,874 --> 00:58:37,214 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1146 00:58:37,314 --> 00:58:39,249 ♪ Happy birth-- ♪ 1147 00:58:39,349 --> 00:58:42,219 Today is my son's fifth birthday. 1148 00:58:42,352 --> 00:58:44,087 ♪ Happy birth-- ♪ 1149 00:58:44,187 --> 00:58:45,989 And today, I am not home with him. 1150 00:58:46,056 --> 00:58:50,193 ♪ Dear Nikolai ♪ 1151 00:58:50,260 --> 00:58:56,500 ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 1152 00:58:56,633 --> 00:58:59,836 [clapping] 1153 00:58:59,903 --> 00:59:02,205 Five years old today, Nikolai. 1154 00:59:02,272 --> 00:59:05,609 Five years old, wow! 1155 00:59:05,709 --> 00:59:09,346 God, five! 1156 00:59:09,479 --> 00:59:11,915 Man, oh, man. 1157 00:59:12,015 --> 00:59:14,551 Dad made you some toys. 1158 00:59:18,588 --> 00:59:21,992 I made you some tops. 1159 00:59:22,058 --> 00:59:24,194 See that? 1160 00:59:24,261 --> 00:59:26,897 I made you a slinky worm. 1161 00:59:27,030 --> 00:59:29,299 Whoa. 1162 00:59:31,401 --> 00:59:34,905 I made you ball and a cup. 1163 00:59:35,038 --> 00:59:37,474 Oh. Oh, ooh. 1164 00:59:37,607 --> 00:59:40,110 Oh, I made it! You see that? 1165 00:59:40,243 --> 00:59:43,680 [laughs] That's pretty cool, huh? 1166 00:59:43,780 --> 00:59:46,316 That's neat, right? 1167 00:59:48,718 --> 00:59:50,520 I hope you've had just 1168 00:59:50,587 --> 00:59:53,223 the best birthday you could today. 1169 00:59:56,860 --> 00:59:59,863 Hopefully, you get a bunch of icing, 1170 00:59:59,996 --> 01:00:02,833 as many pieces of cake as you want. 1171 01:00:02,933 --> 01:00:06,803 And hopefully, you get a big toy. 1172 01:00:06,870 --> 01:00:09,306 And you get to play all day. 1173 01:00:09,439 --> 01:00:11,041 But you do that anyways. 1174 01:00:11,108 --> 01:00:14,044 [soft somber music] 1175 01:00:14,110 --> 01:00:15,045 ♪ ♪ 1176 01:00:15,112 --> 01:00:16,813 I've been dreading this day. 1177 01:00:16,913 --> 01:00:18,482 ♪ ♪ 1178 01:00:18,548 --> 01:00:22,886 He doesn't know why I'm gone. He doesn't know why I'm here. 1179 01:00:22,986 --> 01:00:24,488 ♪ ♪ 1180 01:00:24,588 --> 01:00:28,592 Last night, I wrote a happy birthday letter to Nikolai. 1181 01:00:28,658 --> 01:00:29,593 It was sad too. 1182 01:00:29,693 --> 01:00:31,828 It reminded me of my childhood 1183 01:00:31,895 --> 01:00:34,631 and my biological father. 1184 01:00:34,698 --> 01:00:37,000 He went to prison when I was two 1185 01:00:37,067 --> 01:00:40,470 for something that you can't be forgiven for. 1186 01:00:40,604 --> 01:00:42,672 He'd always send letters 1187 01:00:42,806 --> 01:00:45,876 saying how much he missed us. 1188 01:00:45,942 --> 01:00:47,277 And at a certain point, you know, 1189 01:00:47,377 --> 01:00:49,246 now I'm 10 years old, 1190 01:00:49,312 --> 01:00:52,148 missing's going out the window. 1191 01:00:52,282 --> 01:00:53,884 He was never there. 1192 01:00:53,984 --> 01:00:55,085 [sniffs] 1193 01:00:55,185 --> 01:00:58,855 He was never gonna be there. 1194 01:00:58,989 --> 01:01:01,858 I love you. 1195 01:01:01,992 --> 01:01:05,228 And I miss you. 1196 01:01:05,295 --> 01:01:10,033 I don't wanna be that dad, always be away. 1197 01:01:10,133 --> 01:01:13,403 I'll be home before you know it, I promise. 1198 01:01:13,470 --> 01:01:16,406 ♪ ♪ 1199 01:01:16,473 --> 01:01:19,609 I wanna hear you say "I love you, Daddy," in person. 1200 01:01:19,709 --> 01:01:22,412 ♪ ♪ 1201 01:01:22,512 --> 01:01:24,147 But I can't quit. 1202 01:01:24,281 --> 01:01:27,117 I have way too much riding on this. 1203 01:01:27,184 --> 01:01:29,920 $500,000, Mikey. 1204 01:01:29,986 --> 01:01:32,589 If I wanna have time to be there with him, 1205 01:01:32,689 --> 01:01:35,725 I gotta keep going. 1206 01:01:35,825 --> 01:01:39,829 You're everything to me, son. 1207 01:01:39,896 --> 01:01:43,833 You'll never just how much you mean. 1208 01:01:43,900 --> 01:01:47,671 'Cause there's no possible way of explaining it. 1209 01:01:47,804 --> 01:01:49,506 [sniffles] 1210 01:01:51,508 --> 01:01:53,443 Happy birthday. 1211 01:01:59,349 --> 01:02:01,952 God, please, let me win this soon. 1212 01:02:02,052 --> 01:02:04,154 Let me go home to my family. 1213 01:02:05,088 --> 01:02:07,857 Today has been so hard. 1214 01:02:07,991 --> 01:02:09,960 Guess I'm gon' get up and go out here 1215 01:02:10,026 --> 01:02:11,361 and try to get some food. 1216 01:02:11,461 --> 01:02:13,063 ♪ ♪ 1217 01:02:13,196 --> 01:02:16,232 Oh, please, God, let there be a grouse out here. 1218 01:02:16,299 --> 01:02:18,068 ♪ ♪ 1219 01:02:18,201 --> 01:02:20,203 I ain't got no rats. 1220 01:02:20,270 --> 01:02:21,671 I ain't got no grouse. 1221 01:02:21,805 --> 01:02:23,240 The only things I have right now 1222 01:02:23,306 --> 01:02:26,142 are solitude and thoughts. 1223 01:02:26,276 --> 01:02:30,914 All I know, it's [bleep] cold. 1224 01:02:31,047 --> 01:02:33,917 Just wish everybody would hurry up and quit 1225 01:02:33,984 --> 01:02:35,752 so I can go home. 1226 01:02:35,852 --> 01:02:38,355 Surely, they're missing their family too. 1227 01:02:38,421 --> 01:02:41,191 Everybody's got their reasons for being here. 1228 01:02:41,291 --> 01:02:44,561 I just hope their reasons aren't as strong as mine. 1229 01:02:44,628 --> 01:02:45,629 ♪ ♪ 1230 01:02:45,695 --> 01:02:48,765 God, don't let me have come this far 1231 01:02:48,865 --> 01:02:52,802 to be taken out of this. 1232 01:02:52,869 --> 01:02:54,704 I can't quit. 1233 01:02:54,838 --> 01:02:57,674 I have way too much riding on this. 1234 01:02:57,807 --> 01:03:00,477 $500,000, Mikey. 1235 01:03:00,577 --> 01:03:02,212 That's why you're here. 1236 01:03:02,312 --> 01:03:04,147 ♪ ♪ 1237 01:03:04,280 --> 01:03:07,951 I gotta keep going. 1238 01:03:08,051 --> 01:03:09,486 [dramatic music] 1239 01:03:09,586 --> 01:03:11,788 - The fun times are over here. 1240 01:03:11,888 --> 01:03:13,189 I don't feel great right now. 1241 01:03:13,290 --> 01:03:15,358 My body is close to the end, 1242 01:03:15,425 --> 01:03:17,460 but at any second, 1243 01:03:17,594 --> 01:03:19,496 one of my competitors could tap out. 1244 01:03:19,629 --> 01:03:21,031 ♪ ♪ 1245 01:03:21,131 --> 01:03:24,334 - This is whole place has turned into a frozen hell. 1246 01:03:24,434 --> 01:03:27,671 There's ice on my tarp on the inside. 1247 01:03:27,804 --> 01:03:29,506 - I've been cold, 1248 01:03:29,639 --> 01:03:30,840 but this place, 1249 01:03:30,940 --> 01:03:33,276 this is a whole new element to cold. 1250 01:03:33,376 --> 01:03:35,445 It's just more difficult to stay positive 1251 01:03:35,512 --> 01:03:37,681 when you're in the shelter so much, not sleeping. 1252 01:03:37,747 --> 01:03:40,050 [shouts] Get outta here! 1253 01:03:40,150 --> 01:03:42,719 - [shudders] Can't put my boots on. 1254 01:03:42,786 --> 01:03:43,820 [bleep] damn. 1255 01:03:43,953 --> 01:03:46,322 - We got a fire going on here. 1256 01:03:46,423 --> 01:03:49,259 [water splashing] 1257 01:03:49,392 --> 01:03:56,366 ♪ ♪