1 00:00:05,439 --> 00:00:08,308 [dramatic music] 2 00:00:08,442 --> 00:00:14,314 ♪ ♪ 3 00:00:14,381 --> 00:00:16,683 - There's a lot at stake here. 4 00:00:16,783 --> 00:00:18,352 I need food. 5 00:00:18,418 --> 00:00:21,255 And my smoker is not smoking. 6 00:00:21,388 --> 00:00:23,323 Caught one. No! 7 00:00:23,423 --> 00:00:24,591 [sighs] 8 00:00:24,691 --> 00:00:28,428 [bleep]. What the [bleep]? 9 00:00:28,528 --> 00:00:31,198 - What a way to start the day. 10 00:00:31,265 --> 00:00:32,499 Look at that. 11 00:00:32,633 --> 00:00:37,237 This fish is guaranteed ten more days here. 12 00:00:37,337 --> 00:00:39,973 - I need to check the food in my food cache. 13 00:00:40,073 --> 00:00:45,212 We have grouse, a few little nuggets here. 14 00:00:45,312 --> 00:00:47,514 We'll just take them off. 15 00:00:47,614 --> 00:00:49,917 - Wow. Look at this. 16 00:00:50,050 --> 00:00:53,420 This could be a $1/2-million patch of blueberries. 17 00:00:53,554 --> 00:00:54,588 Mm. 18 00:00:54,688 --> 00:00:56,423 ♪ ♪ 19 00:00:56,556 --> 00:00:58,058 [wood creaking] 20 00:00:58,191 --> 00:01:00,627 - The weather is wild today. 21 00:01:00,727 --> 00:01:02,996 Trees are cracking. 22 00:01:03,063 --> 00:01:06,099 - I don't think I've ever been around winds so strong 23 00:01:06,233 --> 00:01:07,768 for so long in my life. 24 00:01:07,868 --> 00:01:09,036 - There's a grouse. 25 00:01:09,136 --> 00:01:12,039 I've been stuck in my shelter with no protein. 26 00:01:12,105 --> 00:01:14,041 ♪ ♪ 27 00:01:14,107 --> 00:01:17,544 I got it, got a grouse. 28 00:01:17,678 --> 00:01:20,280 It's so great. 29 00:01:20,347 --> 00:01:23,283 [wind whistling] 30 00:01:23,350 --> 00:01:25,786 ♪ ♪ 31 00:01:25,919 --> 00:01:27,387 - I'm gonna do this, man. 32 00:01:27,487 --> 00:01:28,956 I'm gonna do this. 33 00:01:29,022 --> 00:01:32,125 I'm gonna fight this thing out until the last breath. 34 00:01:32,225 --> 00:01:35,495 ♪ ♪ 35 00:01:35,629 --> 00:01:38,231 - OK, game on. 36 00:01:38,332 --> 00:01:39,232 [bear grunts] 37 00:01:39,333 --> 00:01:40,567 [bow thwacks] 38 00:01:40,667 --> 00:01:42,035 [sighs] - I got him! 39 00:01:42,102 --> 00:01:45,072 narrator: In "Alone's" most remote location yet... 40 00:01:45,205 --> 00:01:46,873 - Yes! 41 00:01:47,007 --> 00:01:50,877 narrator: Ten participants set out to survive at all costs. 42 00:01:50,944 --> 00:01:52,679 - Whole goal is to stay alive. 43 00:01:52,746 --> 00:01:54,047 ♪ ♪ 44 00:01:54,147 --> 00:01:56,249 - [inhales sharply, groans] 45 00:01:56,350 --> 00:01:58,785 narrator: Battling extreme isolation... 46 00:01:58,919 --> 00:02:00,320 - There is no camera crews. 47 00:02:00,387 --> 00:02:02,422 You are really alone. - [sighs] 48 00:02:02,556 --> 00:02:03,957 - It'll eat at you, tear you up. 49 00:02:04,024 --> 00:02:05,993 - God, why? - It's a battle. 50 00:02:06,093 --> 00:02:07,260 Nobody ever comes out the same. 51 00:02:07,394 --> 00:02:09,596 - Oh, man. - It would be impossible to. 52 00:02:09,663 --> 00:02:11,498 narrator: And fierce predators... 53 00:02:11,632 --> 00:02:12,599 - That's a big bear. 54 00:02:12,666 --> 00:02:15,602 It was right outside my shelter. 55 00:02:15,669 --> 00:02:18,071 - Predators like that damn sure are gonna kill you. 56 00:02:18,205 --> 00:02:19,473 - Please don't rip my face off. 57 00:02:19,606 --> 00:02:20,474 [animal snarls] 58 00:02:20,607 --> 00:02:22,843 He bit the hell out of me. 59 00:02:22,909 --> 00:02:24,311 narrator: They'll endure merciless wind... 60 00:02:24,444 --> 00:02:27,447 - It's been over 60 hours, and it has not let up. 61 00:02:27,547 --> 00:02:30,217 - I can hear the trees falling down around me. 62 00:02:30,350 --> 00:02:32,285 narrator: And bitter cold. 63 00:02:32,386 --> 00:02:35,756 - This whole place just turned into a frozen hell. 64 00:02:35,822 --> 00:02:37,424 narrator: Last one standing... 65 00:02:37,557 --> 00:02:38,825 - It's a moose. Wow. 66 00:02:38,959 --> 00:02:39,826 [bow thwacks] 67 00:02:39,960 --> 00:02:41,294 - Whoo-hoo-hoo-hoo! 68 00:02:41,428 --> 00:02:43,230 - No, no. 69 00:02:43,330 --> 00:02:44,431 narrator: Wins. 70 00:02:44,531 --> 00:02:51,505 ♪ ♪ 71 00:03:04,251 --> 00:03:10,957 ♪ ♪ 72 00:03:11,024 --> 00:03:13,994 - This is the first day in a long time it's been this calm. 73 00:03:14,094 --> 00:03:16,063 ♪ ♪ 74 00:03:16,196 --> 00:03:18,765 I noticed something about my face today. 75 00:03:18,865 --> 00:03:23,904 These lines have gotten more pronounced. 76 00:03:24,037 --> 00:03:26,773 I guess with fat on my face, it like, brr. 77 00:03:26,873 --> 00:03:29,309 It kind of fills them out, you know? 78 00:03:29,443 --> 00:03:31,244 Ah, starting to look old-- 79 00:03:31,311 --> 00:03:33,680 skinny, old, and gray. 80 00:03:33,747 --> 00:03:38,552 Man, I need to eat more fish, get some fat on my face. 81 00:03:38,618 --> 00:03:41,021 I'm gonna check the gillnet right now. 82 00:03:41,154 --> 00:03:44,191 Man, I hope there's something in it. 83 00:03:44,257 --> 00:03:46,593 What the hell? 84 00:03:46,660 --> 00:03:47,828 There's nothing there. 85 00:03:47,894 --> 00:03:53,633 ♪ ♪ 86 00:03:53,734 --> 00:03:56,002 OK, guys, I may not be able to catch fish in my gillnet, 87 00:03:56,069 --> 00:03:58,271 but I can certainly catch ducks. 88 00:03:58,405 --> 00:04:00,173 So I have a duck in my gillnet right now, 89 00:04:00,273 --> 00:04:03,477 but that's not a legal harvest method, 90 00:04:03,543 --> 00:04:05,245 so I have to release him. 91 00:04:05,312 --> 00:04:08,181 So I'm gonna give it my best shot here. 92 00:04:08,315 --> 00:04:13,186 There he is, Mr. Merganser. 93 00:04:13,320 --> 00:04:15,722 He was probably trying to steal a fish I had in there. 94 00:04:15,822 --> 00:04:19,392 Maybe that's why I've had no fish in my gillnet. 95 00:04:19,459 --> 00:04:20,861 You're allowed to kill ducks here 96 00:04:20,994 --> 00:04:23,163 but with your bow and arrow, not catching in a net. 97 00:04:23,263 --> 00:04:25,799 So I have to let him go. 98 00:04:25,866 --> 00:04:29,035 All right, mister, you're gonna feel some slight pressure 99 00:04:29,136 --> 00:04:30,570 on your leg. 100 00:04:30,670 --> 00:04:33,473 ♪ ♪ 101 00:04:33,607 --> 00:04:35,108 Yep, help me swim to shore. 102 00:04:35,242 --> 00:04:36,943 Thank you very much. 103 00:04:37,077 --> 00:04:40,447 What is it with me releasing things in traps? 104 00:04:40,514 --> 00:04:43,150 I'm hungry, and there's a lot at stake for that much 105 00:04:43,283 --> 00:04:45,152 greasy meat on a duck. 106 00:04:45,252 --> 00:04:48,421 But killing it would be unethical. 107 00:04:48,555 --> 00:04:50,857 It is your lucky day, sir. 108 00:04:50,991 --> 00:04:53,393 We're gonna cut you loose right now. 109 00:04:53,493 --> 00:04:56,830 ♪ ♪ 110 00:04:56,897 --> 00:04:58,899 You're free. 111 00:04:59,032 --> 00:05:02,235 Go, go. 112 00:05:02,335 --> 00:05:04,771 You want me to pet you or something? 113 00:05:04,871 --> 00:05:07,274 Don't give up on life. 114 00:05:07,407 --> 00:05:09,676 You guys, I caught a tame duck. 115 00:05:09,743 --> 00:05:10,677 Hmm. 116 00:05:10,744 --> 00:05:13,713 My net is around your wing too. 117 00:05:13,847 --> 00:05:16,283 Let's cut that off of you. 118 00:05:16,349 --> 00:05:18,118 There we go. 119 00:05:18,185 --> 00:05:20,921 Oh, don't get caught in the net again, silly. 120 00:05:21,021 --> 00:05:22,322 [chuckles] 121 00:05:22,422 --> 00:05:24,524 Wow. That was weird. 122 00:05:24,624 --> 00:05:26,593 He's gone. 123 00:05:26,660 --> 00:05:27,794 Damn. 124 00:05:27,861 --> 00:05:29,062 Totally cut up my whole gillnet, 125 00:05:29,196 --> 00:05:31,965 so I think I wrecked my whole gillnet. 126 00:05:32,065 --> 00:05:35,001 I'll see if I can fix it but just not right now. 127 00:05:35,068 --> 00:05:36,469 I need to fish. 128 00:05:36,603 --> 00:05:39,806 It'll probably take me about two hours, three hours. 129 00:05:39,873 --> 00:05:41,141 I'm just gonna let it sit out there. 130 00:05:41,274 --> 00:05:45,011 ♪ ♪ 131 00:05:45,111 --> 00:05:49,549 It's rough, as you can see, but it's not that windy. 132 00:05:49,683 --> 00:05:52,385 I'm gonna try a few casts. 133 00:05:52,519 --> 00:05:54,087 We've had three days of really poor weather 134 00:05:54,187 --> 00:05:55,622 and almost no fishing. 135 00:05:55,755 --> 00:05:58,658 But this storm is definitely-- the worst is over, 136 00:05:58,792 --> 00:05:59,993 I would say. 137 00:06:00,093 --> 00:06:02,229 I just hope the fish are still active, you know. 138 00:06:02,329 --> 00:06:03,797 After a bit of a winter storm like that, 139 00:06:03,864 --> 00:06:05,432 who knows what's gonna happen? 140 00:06:05,498 --> 00:06:06,766 ♪ ♪ 141 00:06:06,866 --> 00:06:11,238 No followers, no bites, no taps. 142 00:06:11,338 --> 00:06:16,042 Oh, tidal wave. 143 00:06:16,109 --> 00:06:18,678 I'm just thankful that I got those fish when I did. 144 00:06:18,745 --> 00:06:21,514 Right now, I have six pieces of fish. 145 00:06:21,615 --> 00:06:24,584 I hope half a lake trout a day is enough to keep me out 146 00:06:24,718 --> 00:06:28,521 of the danger zone 'cause I'm running out of fat on my body. 147 00:06:28,622 --> 00:06:31,224 ♪ ♪ 148 00:06:31,358 --> 00:06:34,261 This is getting really frustrating. 149 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:36,229 Whew, there's some wind. 150 00:06:36,296 --> 00:06:38,198 Yeah. 151 00:06:38,265 --> 00:06:40,600 I'm gonna explore down the bay a little bit. 152 00:06:40,667 --> 00:06:43,970 There's an area, it's just dead calm with zero wind 153 00:06:44,070 --> 00:06:45,505 where I could fish. 154 00:06:45,639 --> 00:06:46,873 And I've never been over there. 155 00:06:47,007 --> 00:06:48,275 It's about a kilometer walk, though, 156 00:06:48,375 --> 00:06:50,443 so it's a risk. 157 00:06:50,510 --> 00:06:53,613 But I don't know what else I have as an option. 158 00:06:53,713 --> 00:06:55,749 Goodness gracious. 159 00:06:55,882 --> 00:06:57,751 No fish in there, man. 160 00:06:57,851 --> 00:07:00,587 The only way to get further in this game right now 161 00:07:00,720 --> 00:07:03,456 is catch more fish. 162 00:07:03,590 --> 00:07:04,824 Whoo. 163 00:07:04,958 --> 00:07:06,459 It's freezing. 164 00:07:09,663 --> 00:07:16,636 ♪ ♪ 165 00:07:26,579 --> 00:07:28,281 - Good morning. 166 00:07:28,348 --> 00:07:32,085 It is the day after the three-day storm 167 00:07:32,185 --> 00:07:35,221 of crazy rain and winds. 168 00:07:35,355 --> 00:07:38,958 And I opened my door, and right in front of me, 169 00:07:39,025 --> 00:07:41,828 there is a tree that has fallen down. 170 00:07:41,928 --> 00:07:43,797 That's not cool to see the trees 171 00:07:43,863 --> 00:07:46,433 have fallen so close to my shelter. 172 00:07:46,499 --> 00:07:50,070 But this morning, I'm gonna go get those berries. 173 00:07:50,203 --> 00:07:52,472 So I'm slowly gonna make my way over 174 00:07:52,605 --> 00:07:54,474 and get to those patches again 175 00:07:54,574 --> 00:07:57,143 and fill up my bags as much as I can. 176 00:07:57,277 --> 00:08:01,348 ♪ ♪ 177 00:08:01,481 --> 00:08:04,951 Three days trapped within the confines of my shelter, 178 00:08:05,051 --> 00:08:08,588 doing nothing of lying on my back and listening to a storm. 179 00:08:08,655 --> 00:08:10,757 I'm so excited to get back outside 180 00:08:10,824 --> 00:08:12,992 to the blueberry patches. 181 00:08:13,059 --> 00:08:14,627 ♪ ♪ 182 00:08:14,728 --> 00:08:18,965 I'm gonna walk along the shoreline 183 00:08:19,065 --> 00:08:23,436 'cause I think it's gonna be easier. 184 00:08:23,503 --> 00:08:26,573 The ground's beginning to freeze. 185 00:08:26,673 --> 00:08:29,142 Is that ice on the water? 186 00:08:29,275 --> 00:08:32,278 No way. 187 00:08:32,379 --> 00:08:33,713 Winter is coming. 188 00:08:33,847 --> 00:08:35,882 I need to get those berries. 189 00:08:35,949 --> 00:08:37,817 Oh, Lordy. 190 00:08:37,951 --> 00:08:42,355 ♪ ♪ 191 00:08:42,422 --> 00:08:44,357 Oh, man. 192 00:08:44,424 --> 00:08:49,863 I'm just feeling fatigue and tiredness. 193 00:08:49,996 --> 00:08:52,365 I'm not feeling well at all. 194 00:08:52,465 --> 00:08:54,701 ♪ ♪ 195 00:08:54,834 --> 00:08:56,369 I'm tired. 196 00:08:56,469 --> 00:08:58,905 ♪ ♪ 197 00:09:02,075 --> 00:09:04,277 ♪ ♪ 198 00:09:06,279 --> 00:09:07,680 ♪ ♪ 199 00:09:09,883 --> 00:09:11,384 [bleep]. 200 00:09:14,220 --> 00:09:18,458 ♪ ♪ 201 00:09:18,591 --> 00:09:22,962 I don't have the energy to even make it a fifth 202 00:09:23,062 --> 00:09:24,898 of the way of the walk. 203 00:09:25,031 --> 00:09:28,468 I had to turn back. I was exhausted. 204 00:09:28,601 --> 00:09:31,504 When something bad like that happens to me, 205 00:09:31,638 --> 00:09:34,741 I don't feel anything other than foolish, 206 00:09:34,874 --> 00:09:36,876 and I stop my camera. 207 00:09:40,847 --> 00:09:43,516 To go through this, it's a head game. 208 00:09:43,583 --> 00:09:46,686 I'm always someone who has my internal thoughts 209 00:09:46,786 --> 00:09:49,923 inside my head, quiet. 210 00:09:50,023 --> 00:09:51,558 ♪ ♪ 211 00:09:51,624 --> 00:09:56,096 My life was a little bit rocky growing up, 212 00:09:56,229 --> 00:09:58,231 and I grew up very quickly. 213 00:09:58,331 --> 00:10:01,167 So I kept a lot to myself. 214 00:10:07,240 --> 00:10:10,110 For this show, you talk your feelings and your thoughts 215 00:10:10,243 --> 00:10:12,879 so people can see how you're feeling. 216 00:10:12,946 --> 00:10:16,950 That's a little bit of losing a control, you know? 217 00:10:17,083 --> 00:10:20,353 That is not my biggest skill. 218 00:10:20,420 --> 00:10:24,324 It's taken me a while to let loose and voice 219 00:10:24,424 --> 00:10:27,660 the thoughts in my head. 220 00:10:27,794 --> 00:10:31,264 So I realized today that my body could not 221 00:10:31,397 --> 00:10:34,000 be pushed as much as I thought it could 222 00:10:34,067 --> 00:10:37,036 without severe consequences. 223 00:10:37,136 --> 00:10:41,241 And that was something I'm not prepared to let happen, 224 00:10:41,307 --> 00:10:43,743 not right now. 225 00:10:43,877 --> 00:10:48,915 So I took stock, and I made a different plan, 226 00:10:48,982 --> 00:10:51,818 which is always a good thing. 227 00:10:51,951 --> 00:10:54,420 I've suddenly realized that I got 228 00:10:54,554 --> 00:10:58,992 to be 100% honest, which is really important 229 00:10:59,058 --> 00:11:01,361 in this kind of situation. 230 00:11:01,461 --> 00:11:05,098 I've been hoarding my food, consciously depriving myself 231 00:11:05,231 --> 00:11:08,434 of calories and nutrients because I've been 232 00:11:08,501 --> 00:11:10,370 saving it for the future. 233 00:11:10,470 --> 00:11:12,772 So I'm gonna double up on my food, 234 00:11:12,872 --> 00:11:14,908 make sure that I'm drinking enough water. 235 00:11:15,041 --> 00:11:17,744 And I hope, in about two or three days, 236 00:11:17,877 --> 00:11:19,679 I'll be able to push forward and go back 237 00:11:19,746 --> 00:11:21,981 to those blueberry bushes again and see 238 00:11:22,115 --> 00:11:24,884 what's left after the storm. 239 00:11:24,984 --> 00:11:26,686 So easy to hide from your problems. 240 00:11:26,786 --> 00:11:28,254 So easy to ignore them. 241 00:11:28,388 --> 00:11:29,455 But if you ignore them, 242 00:11:29,589 --> 00:11:31,190 they're never gonna get solved. 243 00:11:31,257 --> 00:11:33,960 So you gotta move forward. 244 00:11:34,027 --> 00:11:36,029 Oh, my God. 245 00:11:36,129 --> 00:11:37,964 I'm forcing myself to eat. 246 00:11:38,064 --> 00:11:40,200 It's like getting ready for the show. 247 00:11:44,137 --> 00:11:47,040 [dramatic music] 248 00:11:47,140 --> 00:11:54,147 ♪ ♪ 249 00:11:54,581 --> 00:11:57,050 - It is absolutely ridiculous 250 00:11:57,150 --> 00:12:01,888 how calm it is today after what I've been going through. 251 00:12:01,988 --> 00:12:03,756 Don't lose my hat. 252 00:12:04,958 --> 00:12:11,097 We definitely got a couple repairs here to the gillnet. 253 00:12:11,230 --> 00:12:14,467 That storm was just torturous. 254 00:12:14,601 --> 00:12:18,004 I can't even describe how loud this place was. 255 00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:20,473 The wind was so loud, you couldn't even hear the waves, 256 00:12:20,607 --> 00:12:21,774 and I'm right there. 257 00:12:21,874 --> 00:12:23,076 It was unreal. 258 00:12:23,176 --> 00:12:25,745 I found my gillnet in pretty rough shape. 259 00:12:25,878 --> 00:12:27,046 ♪ ♪ 260 00:12:27,113 --> 00:12:29,716 It may be somewhat salvageable, 261 00:12:29,782 --> 00:12:32,752 but I'm not gonna deal with it today. 262 00:12:32,852 --> 00:12:35,221 She's a turbulent, turbulent day. 263 00:12:35,355 --> 00:12:36,522 ♪ ♪ 264 00:12:36,623 --> 00:12:42,829 All right, well, it's better than it was. 265 00:12:42,895 --> 00:12:44,998 So let's go set up a gillnet. 266 00:12:45,064 --> 00:12:46,699 ♪ ♪ 267 00:12:46,833 --> 00:12:48,801 I think I'm gonna take it over, set it 268 00:12:48,868 --> 00:12:51,404 where I caught the big pike. 269 00:12:51,471 --> 00:12:54,841 Slight breeze coming in from the north again. 270 00:12:54,907 --> 00:12:59,078 Over the last three days, the weather, it just shut me down. 271 00:13:04,150 --> 00:13:07,120 Fishing is my game, and virtually 272 00:13:07,186 --> 00:13:08,955 hardly been able to do any. 273 00:13:09,055 --> 00:13:11,190 I need to get the gillnet back in the water. 274 00:13:11,290 --> 00:13:13,793 ♪ ♪ 275 00:13:13,893 --> 00:13:15,561 I guess the wind's kind of going this way, 276 00:13:15,628 --> 00:13:18,364 so I should stand on this side. 277 00:13:18,464 --> 00:13:19,832 ♪ ♪ 278 00:13:19,899 --> 00:13:23,236 Every time I get ahead of the game, it's like 279 00:13:23,336 --> 00:13:25,672 two steps forward, three steps back. 280 00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:27,273 ♪ ♪ 281 00:13:27,407 --> 00:13:30,443 I think it's kind of like a joke with this place and me, 282 00:13:30,510 --> 00:13:32,879 like, we'll give you enough, but that's it, 283 00:13:32,945 --> 00:13:36,082 and get up and get back to work. 284 00:13:36,149 --> 00:13:39,285 We're kind of having a laugh at each other. 285 00:13:39,385 --> 00:13:44,791 Please catch me another 40-inch pike. 286 00:13:44,857 --> 00:13:46,826 That would be just incredible. 287 00:13:46,959 --> 00:13:48,594 Thank you. 288 00:13:48,661 --> 00:13:50,029 Ah. 289 00:13:52,098 --> 00:13:53,266 Please! 290 00:13:53,399 --> 00:13:54,867 ♪ ♪ 291 00:13:54,967 --> 00:13:56,569 I'm gonna head back up. 292 00:14:00,106 --> 00:14:01,407 ♪ ♪ 293 00:14:01,474 --> 00:14:04,477 To be honest, to be vulnerable, 294 00:14:04,577 --> 00:14:06,879 it's kind of like a staple of the show. 295 00:14:06,946 --> 00:14:09,449 And I haven't been quite straight up 296 00:14:09,549 --> 00:14:11,417 with everyone at home. 297 00:14:11,551 --> 00:14:14,487 ♪ ♪ 298 00:14:14,587 --> 00:14:17,457 All right, well... 299 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:19,258 [sighs] 300 00:14:19,392 --> 00:14:21,828 About seven days ago, 301 00:14:21,961 --> 00:14:24,397 I had a stupid mistake. 302 00:14:24,464 --> 00:14:29,836 And I stabbed myself in the arm 303 00:14:29,902 --> 00:14:32,572 on an old log that was underneath 304 00:14:32,672 --> 00:14:34,707 a branch that I was cutting and I didn't see. 305 00:14:34,841 --> 00:14:37,009 I pulled about an inch and a half of wood that went 306 00:14:37,110 --> 00:14:39,045 straight into my forearm out. 307 00:14:39,112 --> 00:14:42,849 I gave it a squeeze, and pus shot out. 308 00:14:42,949 --> 00:14:45,952 But I'm healing up. 309 00:14:46,018 --> 00:14:47,353 Ah. 310 00:14:47,420 --> 00:14:49,188 ♪ ♪ 311 00:14:49,288 --> 00:14:51,924 There's what--you know? 312 00:14:53,960 --> 00:14:58,197 Oh, she's good, but... 313 00:14:58,264 --> 00:15:01,033 now that I'm getting that clear pus 314 00:15:01,167 --> 00:15:02,435 and a little bit of blood-- 315 00:15:02,502 --> 00:15:06,372 oh, yeah, just running down there. 316 00:15:06,472 --> 00:15:08,841 ♪ ♪ 317 00:15:08,941 --> 00:15:12,912 Yeah, nasty stuff. 318 00:15:13,045 --> 00:15:15,481 I wasn't gonna take a chance of them 319 00:15:15,581 --> 00:15:18,151 making me go to the hospital, 320 00:15:18,251 --> 00:15:20,553 and I probably shouldn't have done that. 321 00:15:20,653 --> 00:15:23,256 ♪ ♪ 322 00:15:23,389 --> 00:15:26,859 But I've been fighting too hard out here. 323 00:15:26,993 --> 00:15:31,030 They're gonna give me [bleep] when they see this footage. 324 00:15:31,130 --> 00:15:35,001 But it's good. 325 00:15:35,067 --> 00:15:36,769 We're on the heal. 326 00:15:36,869 --> 00:15:39,605 I've got all the other stuff out of it, I'm sure. 327 00:15:39,672 --> 00:15:41,440 ♪ ♪ 328 00:15:41,541 --> 00:15:43,209 [chuckles] We're OK. 329 00:15:43,309 --> 00:15:46,012 [laughs] It's all good. 330 00:15:46,112 --> 00:15:48,014 ♪ ♪ 331 00:15:48,114 --> 00:15:49,515 Throughout the years of watching this show 332 00:15:49,615 --> 00:15:53,152 and seeing people removed from certain injuries, 333 00:15:53,252 --> 00:15:55,922 I thought, I can't show them this. 334 00:15:56,022 --> 00:15:58,191 I didn't want to go home. 335 00:15:58,257 --> 00:16:01,060 Me being as rough-and-tumble as I've been my whole life, 336 00:16:01,194 --> 00:16:04,030 I've had more injuries than I care to admit. 337 00:16:04,130 --> 00:16:05,631 There. 338 00:16:05,698 --> 00:16:09,869 My wife being a nurse, I learned how to clean wounds. 339 00:16:10,002 --> 00:16:13,072 If I boil the spruce needles in water, 340 00:16:13,206 --> 00:16:15,208 clean the wound every day with it, 341 00:16:15,274 --> 00:16:16,876 put fresh sap from all these trees 342 00:16:16,943 --> 00:16:19,912 that I've cut down, it will properly heal. 343 00:16:20,046 --> 00:16:21,814 ♪ ♪ 344 00:16:21,914 --> 00:16:26,018 All right, bush medicine 101. 345 00:16:26,152 --> 00:16:28,921 Just don't [bleep] hurt yourself. 346 00:16:28,988 --> 00:16:36,028 ♪ ♪ 347 00:16:51,644 --> 00:16:58,551 ♪ ♪ 348 00:17:00,152 --> 00:17:03,189 - Good morning! 349 00:17:03,256 --> 00:17:08,628 It's another windy day in Grouse Lodge. 350 00:17:08,761 --> 00:17:10,663 Few main things, I have the door, 351 00:17:10,796 --> 00:17:13,232 and I want to finish my chair as well 352 00:17:13,299 --> 00:17:17,103 so I can have a nice place to sit at the end of the day. 353 00:17:17,236 --> 00:17:21,874 All right, let me get up 354 00:17:22,008 --> 00:17:23,809 and get my day going. 355 00:17:23,910 --> 00:17:27,146 ♪ ♪ 356 00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:29,048 It's getting colder. 357 00:17:29,115 --> 00:17:31,550 The wind from the north is coming. 358 00:17:31,651 --> 00:17:35,755 I need to close the front of my shelter, put a door 359 00:17:35,821 --> 00:17:39,959 and be more protected against the weather. 360 00:17:40,026 --> 00:17:43,296 OK, we're gonna make a frame first. 361 00:17:43,429 --> 00:17:48,234 We're gonna make a frame for the door and with wire-- 362 00:17:48,367 --> 00:17:51,637 tie it with wire, try our best to do that. 363 00:17:53,139 --> 00:17:56,509 Today is a very special day. 364 00:17:56,642 --> 00:17:58,511 It's my mother's birthday. 365 00:17:58,644 --> 00:18:00,913 She lives in Brazil. 366 00:18:01,047 --> 00:18:05,117 This year, she'll be turning 51. 367 00:18:05,184 --> 00:18:07,353 My mother's real important to me. 368 00:18:07,420 --> 00:18:09,989 She had to battle a lot in life. 369 00:18:13,893 --> 00:18:16,429 Right there. Perfect. 370 00:18:16,529 --> 00:18:20,399 My mother had me when she was 16 years old. 371 00:18:20,466 --> 00:18:23,436 I am the oldest of five. 372 00:18:23,536 --> 00:18:27,039 My biological father abandoned her 373 00:18:27,139 --> 00:18:30,443 and let her just fend for herself. 374 00:18:32,244 --> 00:18:35,815 Now we have a frame. 375 00:18:35,915 --> 00:18:37,950 Perfect. 376 00:18:38,017 --> 00:18:40,019 My mother, she's now trying to figure out 377 00:18:40,152 --> 00:18:44,190 different little business to make some extra money. 378 00:18:44,290 --> 00:18:47,994 She's very creative and trying to try new things. 379 00:18:48,094 --> 00:18:49,662 I think we share a lot of that, 380 00:18:49,795 --> 00:18:52,198 that, like, creativity pulse. 381 00:18:52,264 --> 00:18:54,033 ♪ ♪ 382 00:18:54,100 --> 00:18:56,035 We have a lot of things in common. 383 00:18:56,135 --> 00:18:58,671 Just like that. 384 00:18:58,804 --> 00:19:01,173 The door is done. [laughs] 385 00:19:01,273 --> 00:19:02,642 Can't believe it. 386 00:19:02,708 --> 00:19:04,510 Now we work on the chair. 387 00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:06,012 ♪ ♪ 388 00:19:06,112 --> 00:19:08,881 At 16 years old, my girlfriend at that time, 389 00:19:08,948 --> 00:19:10,249 she got pregnant. 390 00:19:10,349 --> 00:19:11,684 And then my kids came to the world, 391 00:19:11,784 --> 00:19:14,186 and that was a new whole different story. 392 00:19:14,320 --> 00:19:15,755 Now I'm 16 years old, 393 00:19:15,821 --> 00:19:18,057 repeating the same story of my mother, you know, 394 00:19:18,190 --> 00:19:21,260 and I was trying to avoid that vicious circle, 395 00:19:21,394 --> 00:19:23,362 and I could not. 396 00:19:23,462 --> 00:19:25,197 So I really focused on studying. 397 00:19:25,264 --> 00:19:29,335 And that's when I started discovering theater. 398 00:19:29,435 --> 00:19:30,836 ♪ ♪ 399 00:19:30,903 --> 00:19:33,305 I was having my kids but still following my dreams 400 00:19:33,439 --> 00:19:37,476 of doing theater in this tiny, small, little town 401 00:19:37,543 --> 00:19:39,278 that don't value art that much, 402 00:19:39,378 --> 00:19:42,481 but how can I make it make money? 403 00:19:42,581 --> 00:19:45,918 So then I had to push myself to not just act 404 00:19:45,985 --> 00:19:48,721 but to direct a small group, to produce a play 405 00:19:48,788 --> 00:19:50,556 and sell. 406 00:19:50,623 --> 00:19:54,160 Just following sort of my mother's footsteps, right? 407 00:19:54,226 --> 00:19:57,696 Creating something with what you have at hand 408 00:19:57,830 --> 00:20:01,267 to provide for yourself and others. 409 00:20:01,400 --> 00:20:04,704 It was hard being a father at 16 410 00:20:04,837 --> 00:20:09,442 and the first person in my whole family to go to college. 411 00:20:09,508 --> 00:20:15,748 I sacrificed my teenagerhood, a lot of my adulthood 412 00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:19,318 trying to be an example to my kids. 413 00:20:19,385 --> 00:20:21,120 This right there. 414 00:20:21,187 --> 00:20:24,323 My kids don't have other human beings at 16. 415 00:20:24,423 --> 00:20:26,225 So that's a big deal. 416 00:20:26,358 --> 00:20:28,761 They escaped that cycle. 417 00:20:28,828 --> 00:20:30,296 ♪ ♪ 418 00:20:30,429 --> 00:20:33,232 And maybe just have a sit 419 00:20:33,299 --> 00:20:37,770 and just take a moment 420 00:20:37,870 --> 00:20:42,041 to appreciate the hard work. 421 00:20:46,278 --> 00:20:50,516 Ooh, I am hungry. 422 00:20:50,616 --> 00:20:53,285 Tonight we're gonna have a special dinner. 423 00:20:53,385 --> 00:20:56,388 We're gonna eat a whole grouse. 424 00:20:56,489 --> 00:20:59,191 Go up in the food cache, get food, 425 00:20:59,258 --> 00:21:00,826 and come here to cook. 426 00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:04,263 ♪ ♪ 427 00:21:04,396 --> 00:21:07,633 Cache, thanks so much for keeping everything safe. 428 00:21:07,733 --> 00:21:10,236 You're a lifesaver here. 429 00:21:12,204 --> 00:21:14,807 Oh, what the hell? 430 00:21:14,874 --> 00:21:17,877 Holy [bleep]. This is disgusting. 431 00:21:17,977 --> 00:21:21,280 ♪ ♪ 432 00:21:25,217 --> 00:21:27,019 [dramatic music] 433 00:21:27,153 --> 00:21:31,390 - Holy [bleep]. This is disgusting. 434 00:21:31,457 --> 00:21:33,726 There are maggots everywhere. 435 00:21:33,826 --> 00:21:35,561 Ugh. 436 00:21:35,628 --> 00:21:38,964 This is the maggots in my grouse. 437 00:21:39,064 --> 00:21:40,966 Ugh. 438 00:21:41,066 --> 00:21:43,235 That's horrible. That's horrible. 439 00:21:43,369 --> 00:21:44,804 Ugh, I would throw up, 440 00:21:44,870 --> 00:21:47,506 but I don't have anything to throw up. 441 00:21:47,640 --> 00:21:49,208 Crazy. 442 00:21:49,275 --> 00:21:51,210 It's the fish. 443 00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:52,878 Maggots there. 444 00:21:52,978 --> 00:21:54,280 Damn it. 445 00:21:54,346 --> 00:21:57,116 I smoked this, and it was pretty dry. 446 00:21:57,216 --> 00:22:00,419 Any little crevice that has some humidity, 447 00:22:00,553 --> 00:22:02,755 they lay the eggs. 448 00:22:02,855 --> 00:22:07,459 Maggots in our fish, in our birds. 449 00:22:07,593 --> 00:22:08,994 ♪ ♪ 450 00:22:09,094 --> 00:22:13,232 Man, this is just bad. 451 00:22:16,235 --> 00:22:17,836 [sighs] 452 00:22:17,903 --> 00:22:21,307 This was my food left for the next ten days, you know? 453 00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:23,842 [sighs] 454 00:22:23,909 --> 00:22:28,113 Just horrible. 455 00:22:28,247 --> 00:22:34,353 Ugh, I can eat a lot of things, but that is absolutely gross. 456 00:22:34,453 --> 00:22:37,189 ♪ ♪ 457 00:22:37,289 --> 00:22:39,358 [sighs] 458 00:22:39,425 --> 00:22:43,796 Well, I don't know what to do now. 459 00:22:43,862 --> 00:22:49,235 I mean, my food is infested with maggots. 460 00:22:52,805 --> 00:22:57,443 Just like, holy [bleep] cow. 461 00:22:57,509 --> 00:22:59,111 ♪ ♪ 462 00:22:59,245 --> 00:23:02,414 Well, can you deal with that? 463 00:23:06,051 --> 00:23:08,287 ♪ ♪ 464 00:23:08,387 --> 00:23:10,956 Fish, it's iffy. 465 00:23:11,023 --> 00:23:16,662 There's, ugh, maggots, like, walking around, and... 466 00:23:16,795 --> 00:23:18,197 ugh. 467 00:23:18,264 --> 00:23:21,100 You can see. 468 00:23:21,233 --> 00:23:24,370 Having maggot in your food, it's demoralizing. 469 00:23:24,470 --> 00:23:25,971 ♪ ♪ 470 00:23:26,071 --> 00:23:29,575 So close-- this close to tap out. 471 00:23:29,675 --> 00:23:30,876 This is not about just today. 472 00:23:30,943 --> 00:23:34,446 It's about, like, what this means, you know, 473 00:23:34,513 --> 00:23:36,282 to the whole experience. 474 00:23:36,348 --> 00:23:38,484 ♪ ♪ 475 00:23:38,584 --> 00:23:40,419 This mean, like, starving, you know? 476 00:23:40,552 --> 00:23:44,590 ♪ ♪ 477 00:23:44,690 --> 00:23:46,992 I do not want to eat maggots. 478 00:23:47,092 --> 00:23:49,461 I mean, you have to have, like, a line 479 00:23:49,595 --> 00:23:52,498 that says, you know, that's just too much. 480 00:23:52,631 --> 00:23:56,468 ♪ ♪ 481 00:23:56,602 --> 00:23:57,836 Everything is trying to get your food. 482 00:23:57,936 --> 00:23:59,705 It's the birds. 483 00:23:59,838 --> 00:24:00,839 It's the marten. 484 00:24:00,906 --> 00:24:02,374 And now it's the maggots. 485 00:24:02,474 --> 00:24:04,510 It's one blow after the other. 486 00:24:04,643 --> 00:24:09,481 ♪ ♪ 487 00:24:09,581 --> 00:24:12,785 [sighs] You know what? I'm gonna stick around. 488 00:24:12,918 --> 00:24:14,486 You know, I'm gonna eat as much as I can. 489 00:24:14,586 --> 00:24:16,555 And... 490 00:24:16,622 --> 00:24:18,958 when I run out of food, I run out of food. 491 00:24:22,027 --> 00:24:24,163 ♪ ♪ 492 00:24:24,263 --> 00:24:26,165 You have just to take a moment and breathe 493 00:24:26,265 --> 00:24:28,968 and figure out what to do. 494 00:24:29,034 --> 00:24:32,104 The desire to overcome the challenges 495 00:24:32,237 --> 00:24:33,706 is what keep me here. 496 00:24:33,839 --> 00:24:36,075 ♪ ♪ 497 00:24:41,847 --> 00:24:45,517 The reasons that I stay are my kids. 498 00:24:45,584 --> 00:24:49,121 Being a father at 16, trying to thrive 499 00:24:49,188 --> 00:24:50,522 while following a dream... 500 00:24:52,624 --> 00:24:54,927 The cost was not having 501 00:24:55,027 --> 00:24:57,363 enough quality time with my kids. 502 00:24:57,463 --> 00:24:58,998 You can do this. 503 00:24:59,064 --> 00:25:02,334 ♪ ♪ 504 00:25:02,434 --> 00:25:03,602 They live in Brazil. 505 00:25:03,702 --> 00:25:05,838 With this money, I can bring my kids 506 00:25:05,904 --> 00:25:08,841 to live with me as they go to college. 507 00:25:08,941 --> 00:25:13,078 That gives me energy to continue. 508 00:25:13,145 --> 00:25:14,480 Clearly... 509 00:25:23,222 --> 00:25:26,358 [speaking indistinctly] 510 00:25:26,425 --> 00:25:28,961 Eh, there is some maggots there. 511 00:25:29,028 --> 00:25:36,001 ♪ ♪ 512 00:25:47,980 --> 00:25:50,282 Ugh. 513 00:25:50,382 --> 00:25:57,423 ♪ ♪ 514 00:26:00,225 --> 00:26:01,593 - Hmm. 515 00:26:01,660 --> 00:26:05,230 ♪ ♪ 516 00:26:05,330 --> 00:26:06,765 Oh, God. 517 00:26:06,865 --> 00:26:08,667 Holy moly. 518 00:26:08,801 --> 00:26:11,637 ♪ ♪ 519 00:26:12,938 --> 00:26:15,407 Some of you might notice a large hole 520 00:26:15,474 --> 00:26:17,176 in the middle of my net, 521 00:26:17,276 --> 00:26:19,945 rendering it absolutely ineffective 522 00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:23,282 for procuring any food from this lake. 523 00:26:23,348 --> 00:26:28,353 It was caused by a careless duck that swam into my net 524 00:26:28,454 --> 00:26:31,523 and got itself caught up. 525 00:26:31,623 --> 00:26:34,993 According to my research, there is no fish in this lake 526 00:26:35,060 --> 00:26:36,862 big enough to be caught in this hole, 527 00:26:36,995 --> 00:26:40,399 so it must be repaired immediately, 528 00:26:40,466 --> 00:26:43,836 or I may starve to death. 529 00:26:43,969 --> 00:26:45,871 ♪ ♪ 530 00:26:46,004 --> 00:26:47,773 Let's get her started. 531 00:26:47,873 --> 00:26:50,375 I'm not quite exactly sure how I'm gonna do this. 532 00:26:50,476 --> 00:26:52,077 I have an idea in my head. 533 00:26:52,144 --> 00:26:53,612 I think I can fix it. 534 00:26:53,712 --> 00:26:55,347 ♪ ♪ 535 00:26:55,481 --> 00:26:59,518 This gillnet's gotta catch me at least one fish. 536 00:26:59,585 --> 00:27:03,555 If I can catch a duck, I can catch a fish. 537 00:27:03,655 --> 00:27:05,591 ♪ ♪ 538 00:27:05,657 --> 00:27:06,925 Life is so simple out here. 539 00:27:07,025 --> 00:27:10,529 You're trying to procure food, stay warm, 540 00:27:10,629 --> 00:27:14,366 and keep your mind from going places it shouldn't. 541 00:27:14,466 --> 00:27:15,868 ♪ ♪ 542 00:27:16,001 --> 00:27:17,269 It's cooling off. 543 00:27:17,402 --> 00:27:20,272 I can really feel it. 544 00:27:20,405 --> 00:27:22,808 I need a jacket. 545 00:27:22,875 --> 00:27:25,444 It's so dark today. 546 00:27:25,511 --> 00:27:27,880 This morning was probably the first day 547 00:27:27,946 --> 00:27:32,284 that my mind and my shelter was going to dark places. 548 00:27:32,384 --> 00:27:34,353 And I had no control over it. 549 00:27:34,453 --> 00:27:36,288 ♪ ♪ 550 00:27:36,388 --> 00:27:39,725 It's getting very short. 551 00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:42,761 I was thinking about my dad. 552 00:27:42,828 --> 00:27:44,229 The hardest thing I've ever gone through 553 00:27:44,296 --> 00:27:47,232 was when my father passed away. 554 00:27:47,332 --> 00:27:49,668 My dad was always a pretty healthy guy. 555 00:27:49,801 --> 00:27:51,203 He introduced me to fishing, 556 00:27:51,270 --> 00:27:52,838 he introduced me to archery, 557 00:27:52,905 --> 00:27:54,406 and he introduced me to hunting. 558 00:27:54,473 --> 00:27:56,441 And he really liked biking. 559 00:27:56,508 --> 00:27:58,810 But one day, he just started not feeling well 560 00:27:58,911 --> 00:28:00,679 and just kind of started feeling weak. 561 00:28:00,746 --> 00:28:03,248 At the time, he was 72. 562 00:28:03,315 --> 00:28:06,418 And it ended up being pancreatic cancer. 563 00:28:06,552 --> 00:28:08,020 And it spread to his lungs. 564 00:28:08,153 --> 00:28:09,755 And he died fairly quickly. 565 00:28:09,821 --> 00:28:11,256 ♪ ♪ 566 00:28:11,390 --> 00:28:13,792 It was a really rapid decline. 567 00:28:13,859 --> 00:28:16,461 This one's not gonna be long enough. 568 00:28:16,595 --> 00:28:18,564 Darn it. 569 00:28:18,664 --> 00:28:19,965 I was there when he died. 570 00:28:20,065 --> 00:28:21,166 You know, dressed him. 571 00:28:21,266 --> 00:28:23,635 I carried him out of the house. 572 00:28:23,769 --> 00:28:27,039 It was, like, a really raw, raw experience. 573 00:28:27,105 --> 00:28:28,407 ♪ ♪ 574 00:28:28,473 --> 00:28:32,144 I'll never get over him passing away completely. 575 00:28:32,277 --> 00:28:35,514 And there's always such a deep sadness 576 00:28:35,647 --> 00:28:38,550 always rooted in my heart. 577 00:28:38,617 --> 00:28:42,821 It gave me a sense of my own mortality, and now I'm 52. 578 00:28:42,955 --> 00:28:45,557 My dad was 72. That's 20 years from now. 579 00:28:45,624 --> 00:28:46,992 It's not that far away. 580 00:28:47,092 --> 00:28:49,628 That helped me realize that I really need 581 00:28:49,761 --> 00:28:52,497 to seize life and live it and get as much enjoyment 582 00:28:52,631 --> 00:28:53,498 as I can. 583 00:28:53,632 --> 00:28:56,034 ♪ ♪ 584 00:28:56,168 --> 00:28:59,071 OK, she's patched up. 585 00:28:59,204 --> 00:29:00,305 We're done. 586 00:29:07,346 --> 00:29:10,616 If I had my gillnet out there right now, it would be gone. 587 00:29:10,716 --> 00:29:12,584 Now I need to catch some fish. 588 00:29:12,718 --> 00:29:14,086 ♪ ♪ 589 00:29:14,186 --> 00:29:17,189 I'm going to walk down to the other fishing spot 590 00:29:17,322 --> 00:29:19,424 that enters the bay. 591 00:29:19,558 --> 00:29:23,195 I'm gonna try fishing down there in the calm water. 592 00:29:23,262 --> 00:29:26,465 And we're off for an adventure to the point. 593 00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:28,800 Oh, almost forgot my bow. 594 00:29:28,867 --> 00:29:33,038 Maybe we'll spook a grouse, squirrels, porcupines. 595 00:29:33,105 --> 00:29:36,108 You never know. 596 00:29:36,241 --> 00:29:38,477 Hopefully the fish will be good down there. 597 00:29:38,543 --> 00:29:40,078 I've never been over there. 598 00:29:40,178 --> 00:29:44,116 So it's a bit of a risk with expending your calories. 599 00:29:44,249 --> 00:29:45,951 Ooh. 600 00:29:46,051 --> 00:29:47,819 Man, that gets thick. 601 00:29:47,953 --> 00:29:49,955 ♪ ♪ 602 00:29:50,022 --> 00:29:52,524 It's getting to me, not being able to fish. 603 00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:53,825 My biggest worry is getting food, 604 00:29:53,959 --> 00:29:55,827 and fishing is the only real way 605 00:29:55,961 --> 00:29:57,596 I can do it here... 606 00:29:57,696 --> 00:29:59,598 [exhales heavily] 607 00:29:59,665 --> 00:30:03,335 Unless I have a chance encounter with big game. 608 00:30:03,435 --> 00:30:06,238 But I haven't seen any sign of them around my site. 609 00:30:08,073 --> 00:30:10,175 Oh, my God. My legs are so weak. 610 00:30:10,275 --> 00:30:12,744 It's crazy. 611 00:30:12,878 --> 00:30:15,947 This might have been a mistake. 612 00:30:16,081 --> 00:30:17,783 Game trail. 613 00:30:19,217 --> 00:30:20,585 What is this? 614 00:30:20,719 --> 00:30:21,987 ♪ ♪ 615 00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:24,189 These are some big tracks. 616 00:30:24,322 --> 00:30:26,858 They don't look all that old. 617 00:30:26,992 --> 00:30:28,560 That looks reasonably fresh. 618 00:30:28,627 --> 00:30:30,328 That's on top of the leaves. 619 00:30:30,429 --> 00:30:31,663 No way. 620 00:30:31,797 --> 00:30:32,831 That's a moose track. 621 00:30:32,898 --> 00:30:35,033 ♪ ♪ 622 00:30:35,133 --> 00:30:36,401 They're here. 623 00:30:36,468 --> 00:30:37,969 Are you kidding me? 624 00:30:38,070 --> 00:30:40,238 ♪ ♪ 625 00:30:44,142 --> 00:30:47,079 [dramatic music] 626 00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:48,413 - What is this? 627 00:30:48,513 --> 00:30:49,815 ♪ ♪ 628 00:30:49,915 --> 00:30:51,283 That's a moose track. 629 00:30:51,383 --> 00:30:53,552 They don't look all that old. 630 00:30:53,652 --> 00:30:55,287 Another one here. 631 00:30:55,387 --> 00:30:57,155 No way. 632 00:30:57,255 --> 00:30:59,257 They're here. 633 00:30:59,391 --> 00:31:02,327 A really good sign, man. 634 00:31:02,427 --> 00:31:03,862 ♪ ♪ 635 00:31:03,995 --> 00:31:06,498 People who have harvested big game in the past seasons 636 00:31:06,631 --> 00:31:08,800 became the winners every time. 637 00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:10,569 ♪ ♪ 638 00:31:10,635 --> 00:31:13,472 There it is out there, the other fishing spot. 639 00:31:13,605 --> 00:31:15,474 ♪ ♪ 640 00:31:15,607 --> 00:31:18,276 Who knows? There might be a chance encounter, 641 00:31:18,410 --> 00:31:20,045 a moose swimming across the lake. 642 00:31:20,112 --> 00:31:21,546 Find out where he's going and get there first 643 00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:23,081 and ambush him. 644 00:31:23,148 --> 00:31:24,950 Like, that's the kind of stuff I'm kind of waiting for. 645 00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:28,086 ♪ ♪ 646 00:31:28,186 --> 00:31:29,087 Here we are. 647 00:31:29,187 --> 00:31:30,889 This is awesome. 648 00:31:30,989 --> 00:31:32,324 I like it. 649 00:31:32,424 --> 00:31:33,992 ♪ ♪ 650 00:31:34,092 --> 00:31:35,794 Whoa. Look how deep that is. 651 00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:37,195 Are you kidding me? 652 00:31:37,295 --> 00:31:40,599 We're gonna throw a few casts here, boys, right now. 653 00:31:40,665 --> 00:31:42,200 I can land a fish here. 654 00:31:42,267 --> 00:31:43,769 Let's do it. 655 00:31:43,835 --> 00:31:45,437 I feel like it cooled down. 656 00:31:45,504 --> 00:31:47,439 I'll put on my blue jacket. 657 00:31:48,940 --> 00:31:50,809 We need to get a couple more fish. 658 00:31:50,876 --> 00:31:54,546 I'm just hoping that the fish are still active. 659 00:31:54,679 --> 00:31:56,948 I just wonder what-- the competitors I have left, 660 00:31:57,082 --> 00:31:58,250 I wonder what they have to eat. 661 00:31:58,316 --> 00:32:01,753 Like, how much do they have stored? 662 00:32:01,853 --> 00:32:05,724 Maybe someone's sitting on 3/4 of a moose right now, 663 00:32:05,824 --> 00:32:07,225 but who knows? 664 00:32:07,359 --> 00:32:08,560 You're always kind of wondering 665 00:32:08,627 --> 00:32:09,928 how other people are doing. 666 00:32:12,164 --> 00:32:13,098 Oh, got one! 667 00:32:13,231 --> 00:32:16,168 Oh, shoot. 668 00:32:16,234 --> 00:32:18,370 Oh, I lost him. 669 00:32:18,436 --> 00:32:19,771 It was a lake trout. 670 00:32:19,871 --> 00:32:23,108 [sighs] Damn it. 671 00:32:23,241 --> 00:32:25,210 You got lots of time with your thoughts 672 00:32:25,277 --> 00:32:27,479 out here, that's for sure. 673 00:32:27,546 --> 00:32:28,880 Come on, guys. 674 00:32:28,980 --> 00:32:31,049 I need one fish. 675 00:32:31,116 --> 00:32:32,684 ♪ ♪ 676 00:32:32,784 --> 00:32:36,588 Take me two more days, three more days in the game. 677 00:32:36,721 --> 00:32:37,956 It's getting colder. 678 00:32:38,023 --> 00:32:39,925 The days are short. 679 00:32:40,025 --> 00:32:42,127 There's no more berries, very little forage. 680 00:32:42,227 --> 00:32:45,030 The fish are gonna stop biting soon. 681 00:32:45,163 --> 00:32:46,698 People going hungry. 682 00:32:46,832 --> 00:32:51,403 Yeah, we're entering into the dark days of this experience. 683 00:32:51,503 --> 00:32:52,871 I got food. 684 00:32:53,004 --> 00:32:55,774 I just gotta make sure my head stays in the game. 685 00:32:55,874 --> 00:32:58,877 Gotta keep positive and stay out of the dark thoughts. 686 00:33:03,048 --> 00:33:04,015 Ooh, got one. 687 00:33:04,115 --> 00:33:05,283 That's a fish. 688 00:33:05,383 --> 00:33:07,586 That is a fish. 689 00:33:07,719 --> 00:33:08,954 Come here, you. 690 00:33:09,054 --> 00:33:10,388 Come right up here. 691 00:33:10,522 --> 00:33:12,157 Right up here, mister. 692 00:33:12,224 --> 00:33:13,758 Oh! 693 00:33:13,825 --> 00:33:15,126 Damn it. 694 00:33:15,227 --> 00:33:16,828 There he goes. He's off. 695 00:33:16,962 --> 00:33:18,563 Did you guys see that? 696 00:33:18,630 --> 00:33:21,099 Can you frickin' believe that? 697 00:33:22,968 --> 00:33:24,269 [sighs] 698 00:33:25,537 --> 00:33:27,272 He was on the shore. 699 00:33:27,405 --> 00:33:29,674 Ah! 700 00:33:29,808 --> 00:33:31,977 Why can't I hook up? 701 00:33:33,712 --> 00:33:35,146 Ah, I'm not gonna freak out. 702 00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:37,315 It doesn't do anything to anyone 703 00:33:37,449 --> 00:33:39,951 except make you look like an idiot. 704 00:33:40,051 --> 00:33:43,154 I just can't seem to hook one up on this lure. 705 00:33:43,221 --> 00:33:44,556 ♪ ♪ 706 00:33:44,623 --> 00:33:46,558 OK, don't let it ruin your night. 707 00:33:46,625 --> 00:33:49,594 I wish that sun was higher. 708 00:33:49,661 --> 00:33:52,364 I want more time. 709 00:33:52,464 --> 00:33:54,099 When my father passed away, 710 00:33:54,232 --> 00:33:56,968 it helped to remind me what's really important, 711 00:33:57,035 --> 00:34:00,038 like family, friends. 712 00:34:00,138 --> 00:34:02,107 All right, let's walk back. 713 00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:04,843 All these things that get us caught up in life 714 00:34:04,910 --> 00:34:06,278 that we're so worried about 715 00:34:06,378 --> 00:34:09,614 really are small things and don't really matter. 716 00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:11,917 We gave it a shot. 717 00:34:12,083 --> 00:34:13,752 Don't get caught up in the small stuff, 718 00:34:13,818 --> 00:34:16,554 and focus on what's important. 719 00:34:16,655 --> 00:34:19,724 Fish are still biting. Fish are still around. 720 00:34:19,824 --> 00:34:24,062 An encouraging but disappointing night. 721 00:34:24,195 --> 00:34:27,065 Maybe we'll see a big moose on the way back. 722 00:34:28,867 --> 00:34:35,840 ♪ ♪ 723 00:34:50,555 --> 00:34:52,624 - News flash. 724 00:34:52,757 --> 00:34:53,992 Hot from the presses. 725 00:34:54,059 --> 00:34:56,194 I have discovered a thing. 726 00:34:56,261 --> 00:34:58,463 I'll turn this off for you, take it off. 727 00:34:58,596 --> 00:34:59,898 I have discovered a thing. 728 00:35:00,031 --> 00:35:03,935 If you have a backpack 729 00:35:04,035 --> 00:35:06,371 and you have a sock full of wildly-- 730 00:35:06,471 --> 00:35:08,506 freshly picked blueberries 731 00:35:08,640 --> 00:35:11,443 and you have your sweater right next to it, 732 00:35:11,509 --> 00:35:14,679 when you pull your sweater out, 733 00:35:14,746 --> 00:35:19,117 it smells just like laundry detergent. 734 00:35:19,184 --> 00:35:20,518 So yeah, news flash. 735 00:35:20,585 --> 00:35:23,822 Blueberries not only taste good, 736 00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:28,593 but they're also a clothes refresher. 737 00:35:28,660 --> 00:35:30,962 Is that the right word? I don't know. 738 00:35:31,029 --> 00:35:33,231 Anyway, do it. 739 00:35:33,298 --> 00:35:35,600 It's awesome. 740 00:35:35,667 --> 00:35:39,237 ♪ ♪ 741 00:35:39,304 --> 00:35:41,773 All right, let's go. 742 00:35:41,873 --> 00:35:43,642 Beautiful morning. 743 00:35:43,708 --> 00:35:45,577 Time for me to go adventuring. 744 00:35:45,677 --> 00:35:49,047 I had some breakfast, fed my belly. 745 00:35:49,114 --> 00:35:50,715 I'm taking provisions with me. 746 00:35:50,849 --> 00:35:55,520 And I'm really looking forward to the day. 747 00:35:55,587 --> 00:35:59,124 This is pushing out for the first time 748 00:35:59,224 --> 00:36:04,796 after that horrible feeling of fatigue and tiredness. 749 00:36:04,863 --> 00:36:06,097 But... 750 00:36:08,233 --> 00:36:10,602 I think I can. I feel good enough. 751 00:36:10,702 --> 00:36:12,904 When I realized that I couldn't 752 00:36:13,038 --> 00:36:14,973 get to that blueberry patch, 753 00:36:15,073 --> 00:36:17,275 I was upset, and I was embarrassed. 754 00:36:17,409 --> 00:36:18,777 ♪ ♪ 755 00:36:18,877 --> 00:36:21,513 I am halfway there, guys. 756 00:36:21,646 --> 00:36:23,548 So freaking excited. 757 00:36:23,682 --> 00:36:25,984 You have no idea. 758 00:36:26,117 --> 00:36:30,021 But there's another half of me which is like, OK, let's go. 759 00:36:30,155 --> 00:36:32,924 I am determined to bring myself back up to par 760 00:36:33,024 --> 00:36:36,861 and get back there and pick as many berries as I can. 761 00:36:36,995 --> 00:36:40,799 Every time I fail, I just have to keep trying. 762 00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:43,468 That's how you move forward. 763 00:36:43,601 --> 00:36:45,470 Can see it here. 764 00:36:45,603 --> 00:36:48,640 Wow. There are berries galore. 765 00:36:48,740 --> 00:36:51,209 And I shall be here for some time. 766 00:36:51,276 --> 00:36:53,078 It's so amazing. 767 00:36:53,178 --> 00:36:57,816 Knowing that I've been able to bring myself back from fatigue 768 00:36:57,916 --> 00:37:02,187 and pain, that kind of realization about what I'm 769 00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:06,057 capable of and how I can solve my problems 770 00:37:06,191 --> 00:37:09,027 gives me the confidence to know that anything else 771 00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:11,730 put in my way, I'll be able to work 772 00:37:11,830 --> 00:37:13,064 my way through it. 773 00:37:13,198 --> 00:37:14,566 ♪ ♪ 774 00:37:14,666 --> 00:37:16,601 All right, that's good. 775 00:37:16,701 --> 00:37:17,769 Here we go. 776 00:37:17,836 --> 00:37:19,170 Back to the shelter. 777 00:37:19,270 --> 00:37:20,839 ♪ ♪ 778 00:37:20,905 --> 00:37:24,242 I feel such a sense of achievement. 779 00:37:24,342 --> 00:37:27,145 I didn't even know I was capable of doing it. 780 00:37:27,278 --> 00:37:29,714 I'm back to my full strength. 781 00:37:29,848 --> 00:37:31,416 ♪ ♪ 782 00:37:31,516 --> 00:37:34,719 And I like pushing through, and I like coming back. 783 00:37:34,786 --> 00:37:36,521 If at first you don't succeed, try and try again. 784 00:37:36,588 --> 00:37:38,356 And that's exactly what I did. 785 00:37:38,456 --> 00:37:40,859 And I'm bloody glad I did it. 786 00:37:46,064 --> 00:37:48,933 [dramatic music] 787 00:37:49,033 --> 00:37:56,040 ♪ ♪ 788 00:37:56,741 --> 00:37:58,143 - Good morning. 789 00:38:02,113 --> 00:38:05,950 I took my food from the food cache. 790 00:38:50,128 --> 00:38:51,429 ♪ ♪ 791 00:38:51,496 --> 00:38:52,864 Oh, come, marten. 792 00:38:52,997 --> 00:38:54,832 I'm gonna get you sometime. 793 00:38:54,899 --> 00:38:57,168 At this point, I'm part of this environment. 794 00:38:57,268 --> 00:39:01,039 I've gotta protect this food 'cause everyone wants it. 795 00:39:01,105 --> 00:39:03,074 Everyone wants it. 796 00:39:03,141 --> 00:39:06,945 Heading out to check my gillnets now. 797 00:39:07,078 --> 00:39:10,048 Well, my gillnet, singular. [chuckles] 798 00:39:10,148 --> 00:39:11,316 The other one, I lost. 799 00:39:19,624 --> 00:39:21,025 ♪ ♪ 800 00:39:21,092 --> 00:39:23,828 I need to increase the amount of food that I eat 801 00:39:23,928 --> 00:39:27,065 to be functional and continue to be productive. 802 00:39:27,165 --> 00:39:29,000 ♪ ♪ 803 00:39:29,100 --> 00:39:32,870 Growing up, we were very poor, living day by day. 804 00:39:33,004 --> 00:39:36,808 So yeah, we had to hunt, fish, forage to survive. 805 00:39:36,908 --> 00:39:41,646 I had to work very early on a farm when I was, like, 14. 806 00:39:41,746 --> 00:39:43,314 And half of the money that I would get, 807 00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:46,784 I would give to my mother, you know, to help with food. 808 00:39:46,918 --> 00:39:49,153 My mother is a source of inspiration. 809 00:39:49,220 --> 00:39:51,389 I'm thinking of her a lot, you know? 810 00:39:51,456 --> 00:39:53,758 ♪ ♪ 811 00:39:53,858 --> 00:39:55,426 What happened here? 812 00:39:55,493 --> 00:39:59,097 ♪ ♪ 813 00:39:59,230 --> 00:40:01,866 I tied my gillnet right here, 814 00:40:01,933 --> 00:40:04,402 and it broke the parachute cord. 815 00:40:04,469 --> 00:40:07,338 So you just see how violent the water is. 816 00:40:07,472 --> 00:40:13,945 But I have my flotation device there. 817 00:40:14,078 --> 00:40:18,082 And I can recover it. 818 00:40:18,149 --> 00:40:21,152 But I don't know what the condition is. 819 00:40:21,219 --> 00:40:23,121 Might be all ripped. 820 00:40:23,221 --> 00:40:28,559 ♪ ♪ 821 00:40:28,660 --> 00:40:30,228 Eh. [sighs] 822 00:40:30,328 --> 00:40:33,197 Man, there we go. 823 00:40:33,264 --> 00:40:36,668 That's the gillnet, all messed up. 824 00:40:36,801 --> 00:40:40,004 Yeah, man. [sighs] 825 00:40:40,071 --> 00:40:42,040 The waters are powerful. 826 00:40:42,106 --> 00:40:43,808 ♪ ♪ 827 00:40:43,908 --> 00:40:45,243 [sighs] 828 00:40:49,547 --> 00:40:51,649 I need to mend it and take it out 829 00:40:51,749 --> 00:40:53,985 of the water for a day or two. 830 00:40:54,052 --> 00:40:57,989 ♪ ♪ 831 00:40:58,089 --> 00:41:00,391 I have no gillnet in the water now. 832 00:41:00,458 --> 00:41:02,427 This is a huge setback, and I'm concerned 833 00:41:02,493 --> 00:41:04,462 that the rate in which I need food 834 00:41:04,595 --> 00:41:06,364 to be functional and productive 835 00:41:06,464 --> 00:41:09,834 is bigger than the rate of food that I'm bringing in. 836 00:41:09,901 --> 00:41:12,070 I need to change my strategy. 837 00:41:16,874 --> 00:41:20,511 I'm shifting to set up some snares. 838 00:41:20,578 --> 00:41:22,947 This is a good snare pole. 839 00:41:23,081 --> 00:41:25,717 We will work with that. 840 00:41:25,850 --> 00:41:27,852 I know you cannot live on squirrels, 841 00:41:27,986 --> 00:41:31,522 but if that can push me, like, five more days, 842 00:41:31,622 --> 00:41:32,990 I'm down for that. 843 00:41:33,057 --> 00:41:36,427 As long as I'm eating, I think we can contend 844 00:41:36,527 --> 00:41:39,297 with a lot of challenge. 845 00:41:43,735 --> 00:41:46,204 Being fully dependent on the land 846 00:41:46,270 --> 00:41:48,539 is challenging and tough, 847 00:41:48,673 --> 00:41:52,643 but my mother, she taught me how to be strong. 848 00:41:52,710 --> 00:41:54,712 We are always creating possibilities 849 00:41:54,812 --> 00:41:58,583 and doing something to provide for ourselves. 850 00:41:58,716 --> 00:42:01,586 The mindset and the persistence 851 00:42:01,652 --> 00:42:04,789 will help me to succeed. 852 00:42:04,856 --> 00:42:06,657 Whoo. 853 00:42:06,791 --> 00:42:08,259 I feel better. 854 00:42:09,660 --> 00:42:16,634 ♪ ♪ 855 00:42:25,109 --> 00:42:27,945 - I'm just gonna make some little fidget toys 856 00:42:28,079 --> 00:42:29,881 for my son. 857 00:42:33,751 --> 00:42:36,220 Yeah, this is stuff that I know he'll like. 858 00:42:36,354 --> 00:42:37,455 ♪ ♪ 859 00:42:37,588 --> 00:42:39,190 Nikolai, I just want him to know 860 00:42:39,257 --> 00:42:41,058 that I'm thinking about him. 861 00:42:41,192 --> 00:42:44,429 ♪ ♪ 862 00:42:44,529 --> 00:42:45,630 A little top. 863 00:42:45,696 --> 00:42:47,331 That's so cool. 864 00:42:47,465 --> 00:42:49,500 The first top I ever made. 865 00:42:49,634 --> 00:42:51,369 First one ever. 866 00:42:51,469 --> 00:42:54,472 I don't want him to look back at his life and say, you know, 867 00:42:54,539 --> 00:42:56,874 Daddy wasn't there. 868 00:42:56,941 --> 00:42:58,276 There was a lot of times in my life 869 00:42:58,376 --> 00:43:00,211 that I never had anything, and I don't want him 870 00:43:00,311 --> 00:43:01,846 to ever feel that way. 871 00:43:01,946 --> 00:43:03,681 ♪ ♪ 872 00:43:03,748 --> 00:43:05,783 Look at that. 873 00:43:05,950 --> 00:43:07,585 Look at it go. 874 00:43:07,652 --> 00:43:09,787 He's gonna love that. 875 00:43:09,854 --> 00:43:12,023 I'm always thinking about him. 876 00:43:12,156 --> 00:43:14,092 [laughs] Oh, it's still going. 877 00:43:14,225 --> 00:43:15,626 It's still going. 878 00:43:15,726 --> 00:43:17,962 Oh, there it went. 879 00:43:18,062 --> 00:43:20,031 ♪ ♪ 880 00:43:20,131 --> 00:43:22,033 Yeah, he'll love that. 881 00:43:22,100 --> 00:43:25,203 If there wasn't so much on the line right now, 882 00:43:25,269 --> 00:43:26,804 I'd be home with him. 883 00:43:26,871 --> 00:43:31,676 But in order to win this, time to get to work. 884 00:43:31,776 --> 00:43:34,045 ♪ ♪ 885 00:43:34,145 --> 00:43:36,147 Gonna try to do a little hunting today. 886 00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:39,383 Knock on wood, I'm feeling really strong in this game now. 887 00:43:39,517 --> 00:43:40,785 ♪ ♪ 888 00:43:40,852 --> 00:43:45,656 Guess I'm gonna head back towards the faraways. 889 00:43:45,790 --> 00:43:47,859 Keep an eye out for everything. 890 00:43:47,992 --> 00:43:50,628 Over the past few days, I was able to get 891 00:43:50,728 --> 00:43:54,932 enough grouse that I'm drying some out to set aside. 892 00:43:55,066 --> 00:43:56,567 That makes me feel great. 893 00:43:56,667 --> 00:43:58,302 Long as the grouse keep coming, 894 00:43:58,436 --> 00:44:00,204 maybe I can get a squirrel or two. 895 00:44:00,271 --> 00:44:02,073 Think I could do pretty damn good. 896 00:44:02,173 --> 00:44:05,076 ♪ ♪ 897 00:44:05,142 --> 00:44:08,045 See what's down this way. 898 00:44:08,146 --> 00:44:10,081 Hunting's a way of life for me. 899 00:44:10,148 --> 00:44:11,516 This is what I do. 900 00:44:11,582 --> 00:44:14,719 This is how I feed my family. 901 00:44:14,819 --> 00:44:18,356 I'm always able to keep my freezer stocked 902 00:44:18,422 --> 00:44:21,826 from just inside my wood line. 903 00:44:21,926 --> 00:44:24,795 If I can find something to track, I can find that animal. 904 00:44:24,862 --> 00:44:26,430 ♪ ♪ 905 00:44:26,531 --> 00:44:29,000 I'll take a little quick walk around here. 906 00:44:29,100 --> 00:44:32,770 I set out to adapt to this land, and I've achieved that. 907 00:44:32,870 --> 00:44:35,273 Stepping off that boat knowing nothing 908 00:44:35,339 --> 00:44:39,677 to knowing I've come this far, that's a huge deal. 909 00:44:39,777 --> 00:44:42,113 I know where the good spots for grouse are. 910 00:44:42,213 --> 00:44:44,315 I know where all the squirrels are chittering at. 911 00:44:44,415 --> 00:44:47,385 I know all the little trails that I'm finding. 912 00:44:47,451 --> 00:44:49,587 This is my island now. 913 00:44:49,654 --> 00:44:51,188 I see a squirrel. 914 00:44:55,693 --> 00:45:00,865 ♪ ♪ 915 00:45:00,965 --> 00:45:02,066 He was a sly one. 916 00:45:02,133 --> 00:45:04,001 I think he went up under these rocks. 917 00:45:04,068 --> 00:45:05,903 ♪ ♪ 918 00:45:06,037 --> 00:45:08,739 That's OK. I'll be ready for the next one. 919 00:45:08,873 --> 00:45:11,742 ♪ ♪ 920 00:45:11,876 --> 00:45:15,313 My early years, we did raise a lot of animals, 921 00:45:15,379 --> 00:45:17,949 slaughtered animals, ate those animals. 922 00:45:18,082 --> 00:45:20,318 It was nothing to go kill a chicken, 923 00:45:20,384 --> 00:45:22,453 nothing to go shoot a pig. 924 00:45:22,587 --> 00:45:25,623 As a young child, it was taught to me that this 925 00:45:25,756 --> 00:45:29,694 is the way humans live. 926 00:45:29,827 --> 00:45:33,030 I'll probably sit right here for a little while 927 00:45:33,130 --> 00:45:35,499 just to see if anything walks by me. 928 00:45:37,001 --> 00:45:41,539 There's a comfort when I'm just sitting in the woods 929 00:45:41,672 --> 00:45:45,610 waiting for an animal to cross paths with me, 930 00:45:45,710 --> 00:45:49,914 listening to the leaves falling, 931 00:45:50,014 --> 00:45:51,916 listening to the squirrels chatter, 932 00:45:51,983 --> 00:45:54,185 a little bit of movement. 933 00:45:54,285 --> 00:45:56,387 It calms you. 934 00:45:56,487 --> 00:45:59,156 Just a connection with nature that a lot of people 935 00:45:59,223 --> 00:46:01,592 don't get to experience. 936 00:46:01,659 --> 00:46:03,227 It's harder for me to be around a lot of people 937 00:46:03,327 --> 00:46:07,098 than it is for me to sit by myself on a cold day 938 00:46:07,231 --> 00:46:09,233 in the middle of the woods, 939 00:46:09,300 --> 00:46:12,603 not so much thinking about what you're doing 940 00:46:12,670 --> 00:46:15,306 as just being in those moments. 941 00:46:15,439 --> 00:46:19,210 ♪ ♪ 942 00:46:19,310 --> 00:46:21,312 You're so alert, but at the same time, 943 00:46:21,379 --> 00:46:23,147 you're just relaxed. 944 00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:26,284 ♪ ♪ 945 00:46:26,384 --> 00:46:29,120 Something magical about it, man. 946 00:46:29,220 --> 00:46:31,222 [squirrel chittering] 947 00:46:31,355 --> 00:46:33,024 There's another squirrel. 948 00:46:33,157 --> 00:46:40,164 ♪ ♪ 949 00:46:53,944 --> 00:46:55,179 [dramatic music] 950 00:46:55,312 --> 00:46:56,314 - There's another squirrel. 951 00:46:56,380 --> 00:46:58,182 [squirrel chittering] 952 00:46:58,316 --> 00:47:05,356 ♪ ♪ 953 00:47:07,058 --> 00:47:08,859 I got him. 954 00:47:08,993 --> 00:47:10,628 I got him. 955 00:47:10,695 --> 00:47:12,630 I just hit my first squirrel. 956 00:47:14,465 --> 00:47:17,401 Man, I have been wanting a squirrel so bad. 957 00:47:17,468 --> 00:47:22,473 ♪ ♪ 958 00:47:22,573 --> 00:47:25,409 Well, I've got a super special treat 959 00:47:25,509 --> 00:47:28,979 for everybody at home today-- 960 00:47:29,113 --> 00:47:30,481 squirrel. 961 00:47:30,548 --> 00:47:33,384 ♪ ♪ 962 00:47:33,517 --> 00:47:36,454 This is my first squirrel, actually, 963 00:47:36,587 --> 00:47:38,589 which is awesome to me. 964 00:47:38,689 --> 00:47:41,025 You guys might not care, but it's awesome to me. 965 00:47:41,158 --> 00:47:42,159 ♪ ♪ 966 00:47:42,259 --> 00:47:44,295 Now I gotta clean this little guy up. 967 00:47:44,428 --> 00:47:47,631 I love squirrel meat, 968 00:47:47,732 --> 00:47:49,300 squirrel with dumplings, fried. 969 00:47:49,433 --> 00:47:51,302 I like it on a spit, you know? 970 00:47:51,435 --> 00:47:52,837 It's delicious. 971 00:47:52,903 --> 00:47:54,572 I love squirrel meat. 972 00:47:54,672 --> 00:47:56,273 ♪ ♪ 973 00:47:56,340 --> 00:47:58,042 I do know the fast way to clean a squirrel. 974 00:47:58,109 --> 00:48:02,113 I'm just trying to save the hide without ripping it. 975 00:48:03,481 --> 00:48:06,617 I'm learning what to hunt and where. 976 00:48:06,751 --> 00:48:09,820 I'm hoping that my luck continues. 977 00:48:09,954 --> 00:48:13,557 I'm gonna put all his vitals 978 00:48:13,624 --> 00:48:17,561 in the pot with his head 979 00:48:17,661 --> 00:48:20,364 and boil every bit of that up, 980 00:48:20,464 --> 00:48:24,034 spread the rest of him out. 981 00:48:24,135 --> 00:48:28,272 Guys look a lot different without a mask on, don't they? 982 00:48:28,406 --> 00:48:32,109 I'm not here for fame, not here for the glory. 983 00:48:32,243 --> 00:48:36,514 I'm here solely to win $500,000, 984 00:48:36,614 --> 00:48:39,350 go back home to my kids and my wife. 985 00:48:39,483 --> 00:48:42,453 To do that, I have to have food. 986 00:48:42,586 --> 00:48:45,189 The more I can hunt, the more meat I can put up, 987 00:48:45,256 --> 00:48:46,791 the less I have to worry about. 988 00:48:46,857 --> 00:48:48,692 I'm gonna keep getting that meat. 989 00:48:48,826 --> 00:48:50,828 ♪ ♪ 990 00:48:50,895 --> 00:48:54,064 Look at that, squirrel tongue. 991 00:48:54,198 --> 00:48:57,001 ♪ ♪ 992 00:48:57,067 --> 00:48:59,570 Everything's just falling right off the bone. 993 00:48:59,670 --> 00:49:04,942 ♪ ♪ 994 00:49:05,075 --> 00:49:07,278 There we go. 995 00:49:07,378 --> 00:49:09,380 ♪ ♪ 996 00:49:09,513 --> 00:49:11,982 The brains! 997 00:49:12,116 --> 00:49:14,084 The brains! 998 00:49:14,185 --> 00:49:16,654 ♪ ♪ 999 00:49:16,787 --> 00:49:19,323 I'm gonna show you the brain. 1000 00:49:19,423 --> 00:49:21,058 Look at that right there. 1001 00:49:22,827 --> 00:49:25,663 That's all the thought process right there. 1002 00:49:27,498 --> 00:49:30,801 Well, they say when you eat parts of an animal like this, 1003 00:49:30,868 --> 00:49:32,570 you gain their knowledge, so... 1004 00:49:39,710 --> 00:49:41,078 Wasn't all that bad. 1005 00:49:42,780 --> 00:49:46,116 Man, that squirrel was good. 1006 00:49:46,217 --> 00:49:53,257 ♪ ♪ 1007 00:50:08,906 --> 00:50:12,142 ♪ ♪ 1008 00:50:12,276 --> 00:50:14,645 - Good morning. 1009 00:50:14,712 --> 00:50:17,281 You ever have one of those days where... 1010 00:50:17,348 --> 00:50:19,950 everything just feels different? 1011 00:50:20,050 --> 00:50:21,018 I don't know if it's good. 1012 00:50:21,151 --> 00:50:22,786 I don't know if it's bad. 1013 00:50:22,853 --> 00:50:24,855 I just know it feels different. 1014 00:50:24,989 --> 00:50:30,794 Something different on the shores of Reindeer Lake today. 1015 00:50:30,861 --> 00:50:34,265 I went to bed, and it was so peaceful and quiet. 1016 00:50:34,398 --> 00:50:36,934 And then I woke up to the sound of the waves. 1017 00:50:37,034 --> 00:50:39,436 And I laid there awake. 1018 00:50:39,503 --> 00:50:41,772 And I thought of a lot of things 1019 00:50:41,872 --> 00:50:46,277 but things to do with here, not anywhere else, 1020 00:50:46,377 --> 00:50:47,678 things I could do different. 1021 00:50:47,745 --> 00:50:49,513 I just couldn't get back to sleep. 1022 00:50:49,613 --> 00:50:51,548 I'm kind of excited to figure out 1023 00:50:51,682 --> 00:50:53,550 what today is going to bring. 1024 00:50:53,651 --> 00:50:56,186 Looks like it's gonna be a beautiful day. 1025 00:50:56,253 --> 00:50:58,122 I'm gonna put on my new spool. 1026 00:50:58,222 --> 00:51:01,392 We're gonna give the Reindeer Demon a try. 1027 00:51:01,492 --> 00:51:03,627 Hopefully the fish are still biting. 1028 00:51:03,727 --> 00:51:05,829 I just don't know. It's weird. 1029 00:51:05,930 --> 00:51:09,066 Maybe it's just me and this land finally coming to terms. 1030 00:51:09,133 --> 00:51:11,435 So let's go. 1031 00:51:11,535 --> 00:51:13,437 I'm really glad my arm's healing. 1032 00:51:13,537 --> 00:51:14,838 Glad to have that off my chest. 1033 00:51:14,939 --> 00:51:18,676 It's been a--it's been a constant worry. 1034 00:51:18,776 --> 00:51:22,246 I'm feeling less burdened with the negative thoughts 1035 00:51:22,346 --> 00:51:23,914 that I brought here. 1036 00:51:24,014 --> 00:51:27,017 I don't know where they're going. 1037 00:51:27,151 --> 00:51:29,753 But I know they're leaving. 1038 00:51:29,820 --> 00:51:31,188 We're ready. 1039 00:51:31,288 --> 00:51:33,324 ♪ ♪ 1040 00:51:33,424 --> 00:51:36,260 So in this show, some people think of it as a competition 1041 00:51:36,393 --> 00:51:38,062 against nine other people. 1042 00:51:38,195 --> 00:51:41,632 But really, it's got nothing to do with the other people. 1043 00:51:41,699 --> 00:51:45,202 If they weren't here, it would be the same competition. 1044 00:51:45,269 --> 00:51:49,106 We are all competing against the same thing, 1045 00:51:49,239 --> 00:51:52,276 Mother Nature, not each other. 1046 00:51:52,343 --> 00:51:53,844 ♪ ♪ 1047 00:51:53,911 --> 00:51:58,916 Oh, that was a nice big pike. 1048 00:51:58,983 --> 00:52:01,752 That was a nice big pike come in. 1049 00:52:01,852 --> 00:52:05,322 Gonna try and take it right at the last minute. 1050 00:52:05,422 --> 00:52:08,892 He didn't get any hook. He might hit again. 1051 00:52:09,026 --> 00:52:10,628 All right. 1052 00:52:10,728 --> 00:52:13,230 But the only competition I see in this 1053 00:52:13,330 --> 00:52:17,801 is the competition in my own brain, mind, body, soul. 1054 00:52:17,868 --> 00:52:19,970 I'm not fighting with Mother Nature. 1055 00:52:20,070 --> 00:52:22,840 I'm only gonna be competing against myself, 1056 00:52:22,906 --> 00:52:26,477 and the rest is more about accepting and learning 1057 00:52:26,543 --> 00:52:28,712 and working together. 1058 00:52:32,016 --> 00:52:32,916 There he is. 1059 00:52:33,017 --> 00:52:34,918 Oh! 1060 00:52:34,985 --> 00:52:38,455 There was a fish, anyway. 1061 00:52:38,589 --> 00:52:40,658 Doesn't feel big enough to be him. 1062 00:52:40,791 --> 00:52:43,260 ♪ ♪ 1063 00:52:43,394 --> 00:52:45,262 Whoa. Settle down. 1064 00:52:45,396 --> 00:52:48,432 ♪ ♪ 1065 00:52:48,499 --> 00:52:49,600 Whoa-ho-ho. 1066 00:52:49,700 --> 00:52:52,836 Yeah, Rainbow Demon does it. 1067 00:52:52,936 --> 00:52:55,406 A beautiful, beautiful lake trout. 1068 00:52:55,506 --> 00:52:58,676 That's the biggest lake trout on the rod. 1069 00:52:58,742 --> 00:53:00,711 Look at that. 1070 00:53:00,844 --> 00:53:03,113 That's a beauty. 1071 00:53:03,180 --> 00:53:05,516 That's a 6- or 7-pound trout. 1072 00:53:05,582 --> 00:53:08,152 That is a slab. 1073 00:53:08,252 --> 00:53:12,156 Rainbow Demon, strike. 1074 00:53:12,222 --> 00:53:15,459 Oh-ho, baby. 1075 00:53:15,592 --> 00:53:19,696 When I said there was something different about this morning, 1076 00:53:19,830 --> 00:53:21,432 maybe that's it. 1077 00:53:21,498 --> 00:53:23,267 What a beautiful morning. 1078 00:53:26,704 --> 00:53:28,806 No! 1079 00:53:28,906 --> 00:53:30,074 You're kidding me. 1080 00:53:30,174 --> 00:53:31,809 You're [bleep] kidding me. 1081 00:53:31,909 --> 00:53:32,876 ♪ ♪ 1082 00:53:37,748 --> 00:53:38,982 - You're kidding me. 1083 00:53:39,116 --> 00:53:41,752 You're [bleep] kidding me. 1084 00:53:41,852 --> 00:53:45,322 [laughs] Ups and [bleep] downs. 1085 00:53:45,422 --> 00:53:47,458 [dramatic music] 1086 00:53:47,591 --> 00:53:50,260 I lost my lure. 1087 00:53:50,394 --> 00:53:52,830 That's too deep for me to dive. 1088 00:53:54,264 --> 00:53:58,235 I can't even begin to tell you 1089 00:53:58,335 --> 00:54:01,371 how that just made me [bleep] feel. 1090 00:54:03,507 --> 00:54:06,543 Wow. [laughs] 1091 00:54:06,677 --> 00:54:11,315 Like I said, we go way up, and then, boom, 1092 00:54:11,415 --> 00:54:13,417 take that, mother[bleep]. 1093 00:54:13,550 --> 00:54:15,953 Oh. 1094 00:54:16,019 --> 00:54:18,188 And it's a beautiful morning for fishing. 1095 00:54:18,288 --> 00:54:21,191 So anyway, [bleep]. 1096 00:54:21,258 --> 00:54:22,960 Let's grab our bow. 1097 00:54:23,026 --> 00:54:25,596 Let's go for a walk. 1098 00:54:25,662 --> 00:54:27,631 Go around, and we'll check the gillnets. 1099 00:54:27,731 --> 00:54:29,633 [bleep] damn it. 1100 00:54:29,733 --> 00:54:30,634 [sighs] 1101 00:54:30,701 --> 00:54:33,904 ♪ ♪ 1102 00:54:34,037 --> 00:54:35,239 I can't believe it. 1103 00:54:35,305 --> 00:54:37,207 But yes, I can. [laughs] 1104 00:54:37,307 --> 00:54:40,010 It's that joke that's going on around here. 1105 00:54:40,110 --> 00:54:42,246 This place, it's had its share of laughs. 1106 00:54:42,312 --> 00:54:45,382 I get one step up and two steps down. 1107 00:54:45,516 --> 00:54:47,151 I'm not gonna let it bother me. 1108 00:54:47,217 --> 00:54:50,387 So we're on the move again. 1109 00:54:50,454 --> 00:54:54,591 Go see what we can find on this beautiful morning. 1110 00:54:54,691 --> 00:54:58,829 The only way to ever go through life 1111 00:54:58,929 --> 00:55:01,231 with any kind of success 1112 00:55:01,331 --> 00:55:05,302 is having the ability to accept 1113 00:55:05,435 --> 00:55:08,372 there are lots of things in life we cannot change. 1114 00:55:08,472 --> 00:55:12,476 And there's so much truth to that in everyday life. 1115 00:55:12,543 --> 00:55:17,915 And stepping into the wild is no different. 1116 00:55:20,350 --> 00:55:23,153 And there's a grouse right there on my point. 1117 00:55:23,220 --> 00:55:24,988 ♪ ♪ 1118 00:55:25,088 --> 00:55:26,790 There you are. 1119 00:55:26,857 --> 00:55:33,397 ♪ ♪ 1120 00:55:33,463 --> 00:55:34,464 [bow thwacks] 1121 00:55:34,598 --> 00:55:36,233 Beautiful. 1122 00:55:36,300 --> 00:55:37,501 Got him. 1123 00:55:37,634 --> 00:55:39,836 ♪ ♪ 1124 00:55:39,937 --> 00:55:42,906 This is incredible. 1125 00:55:43,040 --> 00:55:44,708 What a day. 1126 00:55:44,842 --> 00:55:47,477 ♪ ♪ 1127 00:55:47,544 --> 00:55:52,115 It's almost like... 1128 00:55:52,182 --> 00:55:57,754 the land is teaching me a lesson 1129 00:55:57,821 --> 00:56:01,592 and also not allowing me to take too much. 1130 00:56:09,266 --> 00:56:16,240 ♪ ♪ 1131 00:56:17,841 --> 00:56:19,743 And I got him. 1132 00:56:19,876 --> 00:56:21,745 There you go. 1133 00:56:21,878 --> 00:56:23,947 You remember how I said things can change 1134 00:56:24,081 --> 00:56:26,283 and I felt things were different this morning? 1135 00:56:26,350 --> 00:56:28,585 ♪ ♪ 1136 00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:30,587 We have the red squirrel. 1137 00:56:30,654 --> 00:56:33,657 That, I'm happy about. 1138 00:56:33,790 --> 00:56:35,425 What did I tell you about this place? 1139 00:56:35,559 --> 00:56:38,295 Up and down, just like a merry-go-round. 1140 00:56:38,428 --> 00:56:39,896 Oh, my God. 1141 00:56:40,030 --> 00:56:41,231 I'm gonna go check the gillnet. 1142 00:56:41,298 --> 00:56:44,301 My belly is gonna be so full today. 1143 00:56:44,434 --> 00:56:45,369 ♪ ♪ 1144 00:56:45,469 --> 00:56:48,272 My bow is in tune now. 1145 00:56:48,405 --> 00:56:50,674 I'm on par with Mother Nature. 1146 00:56:53,910 --> 00:56:55,679 I think I see a fish. 1147 00:56:57,114 --> 00:56:58,181 Of course I do. 1148 00:56:58,315 --> 00:57:00,217 I see a fish. 1149 00:57:00,350 --> 00:57:01,551 Oh, my God. 1150 00:57:01,618 --> 00:57:04,388 How [bleep] awesome! 1151 00:57:04,454 --> 00:57:06,790 ♪ ♪ 1152 00:57:06,857 --> 00:57:12,229 Being a person who believes himself to be true to nature 1153 00:57:12,329 --> 00:57:14,164 and nature to be true to him, 1154 00:57:14,264 --> 00:57:17,067 I'm a guy who believes that you have to earn 1155 00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:20,203 the respect of the land. 1156 00:57:20,270 --> 00:57:22,639 My first whitefish. 1157 00:57:22,706 --> 00:57:24,541 Be open. Be honest. 1158 00:57:24,675 --> 00:57:26,076 Be vulnerable. 1159 00:57:26,176 --> 00:57:29,713 Mother Nature understands those things. 1160 00:57:29,846 --> 00:57:32,916 A beautiful, beautiful 1161 00:57:32,983 --> 00:57:36,153 probably about a 3-pound 1162 00:57:36,219 --> 00:57:39,990 beautiful Reindeer Lake whitefish. 1163 00:57:40,090 --> 00:57:42,192 It might even be 4 pounds. 1164 00:57:42,292 --> 00:57:43,560 Holy [bleep]. 1165 00:57:43,660 --> 00:57:45,829 What a day. 1166 00:57:45,896 --> 00:57:48,298 And it's not even noon. 1167 00:57:48,432 --> 00:57:51,201 ♪ ♪ 1168 00:57:51,268 --> 00:57:54,805 I have just granted myself today, 1169 00:57:54,871 --> 00:57:58,442 easily, easily 1170 00:57:58,508 --> 00:58:00,110 ten more day stay. 1171 00:58:00,243 --> 00:58:02,079 ♪ ♪ 1172 00:58:02,145 --> 00:58:05,048 Oh. 1173 00:58:05,148 --> 00:58:11,188 Unbelievable that I made the statement I made this morning 1174 00:58:11,288 --> 00:58:14,591 about how I felt I had come to peace 1175 00:58:14,691 --> 00:58:17,394 and the land would come to peace with me. 1176 00:58:19,062 --> 00:58:22,833 And there is truly now a connection. 1177 00:58:24,735 --> 00:58:26,570 Thank you, Reindeer Lake. 1178 00:58:26,670 --> 00:58:28,205 I love you too. 1179 00:58:30,507 --> 00:58:36,947 I'm glad to say we're friends. 1180 00:58:36,947 --> 00:58:39,816 [dramatic music] 1181 00:58:39,950 --> 00:58:43,620 ♪ ♪ 1182 00:58:43,754 --> 00:58:45,088 - Oh. 1183 00:58:45,222 --> 00:58:46,656 ♪ ♪ 1184 00:58:46,790 --> 00:58:48,425 [sighs] 1185 00:58:48,492 --> 00:58:51,628 ♪ ♪ 1186 00:58:55,832 --> 00:58:57,634 That actually looks amazing. 1187 00:58:57,734 --> 00:59:01,638 The gillnet is just off the bottom. 1188 00:59:01,705 --> 00:59:03,140 Huh. 1189 00:59:04,107 --> 00:59:05,876 [bird squawking] Yeah, I know. 1190 00:59:05,942 --> 00:59:07,677 That's what I thought. 1191 00:59:09,346 --> 00:59:10,714 It's been a long time coming, 1192 00:59:10,814 --> 00:59:14,117 but if a fish swims into it, man, it's gonna get caught. 1193 00:59:14,217 --> 00:59:15,419 No more ducks. 1194 00:59:15,552 --> 00:59:18,755 This is a fish-only gillnet. 1195 00:59:18,855 --> 00:59:21,024 So calm today. It's awesome. 1196 00:59:21,124 --> 00:59:22,292 ♪ ♪ 1197 00:59:22,426 --> 00:59:26,229 I'm fishing here, and I'm fishing there. 1198 00:59:26,296 --> 00:59:29,266 What a weird feeling. 1199 00:59:29,366 --> 00:59:31,268 I got a little bit of food in the bank right now, 1200 00:59:31,334 --> 00:59:33,537 but I want to continue catching fish. 1201 00:59:33,670 --> 00:59:35,138 ♪ ♪ 1202 00:59:35,272 --> 00:59:37,674 Like, this is like a duck pond. 1203 00:59:37,774 --> 00:59:39,543 ♪ ♪ 1204 00:59:39,676 --> 00:59:40,844 Let's get a hook up here, guys. 1205 00:59:40,944 --> 00:59:42,979 Come on. I'm due. 1206 00:59:43,113 --> 00:59:44,314 With the lake trout, 1207 00:59:44,381 --> 00:59:46,716 my lures, they're just not hooking up. 1208 00:59:46,783 --> 00:59:48,251 I looked at their mouths, and their mouths 1209 00:59:48,385 --> 00:59:49,519 don't open very wide. 1210 00:59:49,619 --> 00:59:51,188 Their mouths aren't that big. 1211 00:59:51,254 --> 00:59:53,623 I think I'm using a bit too big of a hook. 1212 00:59:53,723 --> 00:59:56,660 So made a few modifications, smaller hook. 1213 00:59:56,793 --> 00:59:58,462 And I made the whole lure shorter. 1214 00:59:58,562 --> 01:00:01,231 See if it makes a difference. 1215 01:00:01,298 --> 01:00:03,400 OK. 1216 01:00:03,500 --> 01:00:05,535 Come on, lake trouts. 1217 01:00:09,072 --> 01:00:12,576 He was really patient and good at figuring things out. 1218 01:00:12,709 --> 01:00:15,679 My dad was famous for saying this phrase: 1219 01:00:15,745 --> 01:00:19,950 "Alan, look at it, study it, and figure it out." 1220 01:00:20,050 --> 01:00:21,518 That was his saying. 1221 01:00:21,618 --> 01:00:24,387 We got a mug with that on it and my dad's picture. 1222 01:00:24,454 --> 01:00:27,290 All too often, we, as people, get upset or angry, 1223 01:00:27,424 --> 01:00:32,596 but he taught us, look at it, study it, and figure it out. 1224 01:00:32,696 --> 01:00:33,830 And we did. 1225 01:00:33,897 --> 01:00:35,999 And that's helped me. 1226 01:00:39,136 --> 01:00:40,070 Got one. 1227 01:00:40,170 --> 01:00:42,606 Yes! 1228 01:00:42,706 --> 01:00:44,474 Come on. 1229 01:00:44,541 --> 01:00:45,842 Come on. 1230 01:00:45,942 --> 01:00:47,711 Right here, right here. 1231 01:00:47,811 --> 01:00:49,079 It's that new hook. 1232 01:00:49,146 --> 01:00:51,148 Telling you right now, it's that new hook. 1233 01:00:51,248 --> 01:00:54,117 Yes! 1234 01:00:54,217 --> 01:00:56,820 Holy smoly, I got food. 1235 01:00:56,953 --> 01:01:01,424 That new hook, shorter body, did that ever work. 1236 01:01:01,525 --> 01:01:03,693 [laughs] 1237 01:01:03,827 --> 01:01:06,296 Perfect, beautiful little lake trout. 1238 01:01:06,429 --> 01:01:09,099 That's what I'm talking about. 1239 01:01:09,232 --> 01:01:11,001 More for the smoker. 1240 01:01:11,067 --> 01:01:12,202 Let's get that hook out of your mouth 1241 01:01:12,302 --> 01:01:16,006 and line back in the water. 1242 01:01:16,106 --> 01:01:18,108 What my dad taught me will help me 1243 01:01:18,208 --> 01:01:21,111 work through any problems or issues that I have. 1244 01:01:21,211 --> 01:01:24,447 Just being patient and not rushing through things 1245 01:01:24,548 --> 01:01:27,217 and just figuring out a way. 1246 01:01:27,350 --> 01:01:30,387 ♪ ♪ 1247 01:01:30,487 --> 01:01:31,454 Something just tapped it. 1248 01:01:31,588 --> 01:01:32,589 I got it. 1249 01:01:32,656 --> 01:01:34,024 Oh, I lost him. 1250 01:01:34,124 --> 01:01:35,659 ♪ ♪ 1251 01:01:35,792 --> 01:01:37,227 Wow. Oh, he's--he's right there. 1252 01:01:37,327 --> 01:01:39,796 He's right there. [gasps] Oh, it's a giant pike. 1253 01:01:39,896 --> 01:01:42,098 Look at the size of it. 1254 01:01:42,232 --> 01:01:43,500 Oh! 1255 01:01:43,633 --> 01:01:47,003 ♪ ♪ 1256 01:01:47,103 --> 01:01:48,605 [chuckles] 1257 01:01:50,307 --> 01:01:51,741 Wow. 1258 01:01:51,875 --> 01:01:53,643 That giant pike-- 1259 01:01:53,743 --> 01:01:55,579 I'm not kidding. 1260 01:01:55,712 --> 01:01:57,347 Oh, I wish you guys could see it. 1261 01:01:57,480 --> 01:01:59,149 He just took my-- took my lure. 1262 01:01:59,216 --> 01:02:00,450 He broke it right off. 1263 01:02:00,584 --> 01:02:03,453 I should be mad, but that's probably 1264 01:02:03,587 --> 01:02:05,255 the biggest pike I've ever seen. 1265 01:02:06,423 --> 01:02:07,791 I can't believe it. 1266 01:02:07,857 --> 01:02:08,959 ♪ ♪ 1267 01:02:09,059 --> 01:02:10,627 My dad would be extremely proud 1268 01:02:10,727 --> 01:02:12,095 if he knew I was on the show. 1269 01:02:12,228 --> 01:02:15,465 He would be so ecstatic and into it. 1270 01:02:15,532 --> 01:02:19,402 When I catch a fish or have a cool experience in the woods, 1271 01:02:19,502 --> 01:02:21,671 that's when I miss my dad the most. 1272 01:02:21,771 --> 01:02:24,074 Just want to give him a call. 1273 01:02:24,140 --> 01:02:26,576 So there is a giant pike 1274 01:02:26,710 --> 01:02:30,113 in this lake with Lake Trout Baby Two in its mouth. 1275 01:02:30,213 --> 01:02:32,816 He was so interested in the outdoors and animals 1276 01:02:32,949 --> 01:02:34,184 and fish and birds. 1277 01:02:34,284 --> 01:02:35,385 Hmm. 1278 01:02:35,485 --> 01:02:37,454 This experience has definitely deepened 1279 01:02:37,587 --> 01:02:40,190 my connection with my dad. 1280 01:02:40,256 --> 01:02:41,591 I just hope he's-- 1281 01:02:41,658 --> 01:02:43,660 hope he's watching from somewhere, you know? 1282 01:02:43,793 --> 01:02:45,128 ♪ ♪ 1283 01:02:45,262 --> 01:02:47,864 So we're back to Lake Trout Baby One. 1284 01:02:47,964 --> 01:02:51,635 I hope that pike doesn't take this one, 'cause he'll-- 1285 01:02:51,701 --> 01:02:54,137 he'll break it off too. 1286 01:02:54,270 --> 01:02:56,873 This is awesome. [chuckles] 1287 01:02:56,973 --> 01:02:59,109 I want to stay out here for as long as I can. 1288 01:02:59,175 --> 01:03:02,045 I want to enjoy it and push myself. 1289 01:03:02,145 --> 01:03:04,347 The days to push are coming. I know. 1290 01:03:04,481 --> 01:03:05,882 Just keep grinding. 1291 01:03:05,982 --> 01:03:09,352 And if you look at it, study it, and figure it out, 1292 01:03:09,419 --> 01:03:11,221 eventually things work out. 1293 01:03:11,354 --> 01:03:15,558 ♪ ♪ 1294 01:03:17,861 --> 01:03:20,230 ♪ ♪ 1295 01:03:20,296 --> 01:03:22,699 It is. [marten screeches] 1296 01:03:22,832 --> 01:03:24,000 [bleep]. 1297 01:03:25,335 --> 01:03:26,870 ♪ ♪ 1298 01:03:26,936 --> 01:03:28,705 - It's getting white around here, 1299 01:03:28,838 --> 01:03:31,975 and I don't see it getting any better. 1300 01:03:32,108 --> 01:03:33,310 - Winter is coming. 1301 01:03:33,410 --> 01:03:34,744 Holy cow. 1302 01:03:34,878 --> 01:03:36,846 - The ground's frozen in here. 1303 01:03:39,649 --> 01:03:41,017 - I could press that button. 1304 01:03:41,151 --> 01:03:43,620 Oh, it's tempting knowing that it's that easy 1305 01:03:43,753 --> 01:03:45,789 to be this close to comfort. 1306 01:03:45,855 --> 01:03:48,858 - [crying] 1307 01:03:48,992 --> 01:03:55,098 ♪ ♪