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- Ramona Davis has been
troubled for a long time.
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- I have a confession to make.
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I did shoot myself
with a nail gun.
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- I'm concerned that
you're a danger to yourself.
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- You don't need
to be nervous around me.
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I am very comfortable
around you.
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- I'm taking her blood
to an outside lab.
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- You're unblinding her
without the company knowing?
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That's what caused her seizure.
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- So we won't need
to unblind her.
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- No, I don't think
it's necessary.
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Her heart's not pumping
properly.
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- I thought we had
all this time together.
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- My clinical trial
is the best option.
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- You know the risks
of an experimental drug.
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If this were
any other patient--
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- But it's not
any other patient.
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It's my mom.
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- Everything okay?
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- Yeah.
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I want to jot down some notes
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for our meeting tomorrow.
- Mm, it's gonna go great.
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- I just want to make
a good impression, you know?
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- Everyone at Kender's
already so impressed
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with your work in the trial.
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'Cause you, Dr. Halstead...
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are a star.
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- Well, thank you.
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- Okay, so I get
that I'm grounded,
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but why do I have to
come to work with you?
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- 'Cause we need to talk.
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You know I've been working
late a lot recently.
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That's on me.
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But today at lunch,
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you and me are gonna
sit down and talk.
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- I thought we talked
plenty last night.
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- Honey, this is the third time
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you snuck out of the house
in the middle of the night.
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The third time
in less than a month,
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in the middle of the night,
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I find your bed stuffed
with clothes.
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- Dad, you don't let me
go out and do anything.
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I'm like a prisoner.
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- I'd love to give you
more freedom but, you know,
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that would require
a certain amount of trust.
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And, um, pro tip,
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sneaking out of the house
ain't the way to get there.
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- This is so unfair.
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- Well, I'm sorry
you feel that way.
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Ramona.
- Hi, Dr. Charles.
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- What are you doing here?
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- I've got my outpatient
psych clinic this morning.
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I thought I'd stop by
and say hi.
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- Oh, okay.
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- Is this your daughter?
- Yeah.
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- Hi, I'm Ramona.
- Anna.
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- Hey, I--don't you want
to be getting upstairs?
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You don't wanna be late
for your appointment.
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- To be honest,
I really don't know
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if Dr. Lancaster is helping me.
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- Hmm.
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You know, it's only been
three weeks.
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Probably a good idea
to give the process a chance.
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You know, he's really
very, very good.
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Else, I never would have
recommended him to you.
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- It's nice to meet you.
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- Nice to see you.
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She's weird.
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- Morning, Nat.
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- Morning.
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- How's your mom?
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- You know what?
She's doing good.
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She has an appointment
with Dr. Young
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to see how her heart's
doing with LVAD today, so...
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- I'm glad it all worked out.
- Thank you.
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- Ambo pulling up.
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Big rig overturned
on the Kennedy.
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Car got crushed.
We're heading to Baghdad.
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- How many injured?
- One. Coded on the way.
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Courtney, talk to me.
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- John Brady, 52, triple zero.
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Intubated and bilaterally
needled in the field.
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- John.
- You know him?
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- Oh, yeah.
One of my trial patients.
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- Downtime greater than
15 minutes.
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- 15? Let's move it.
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John, we got you, buddy.
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On my count.
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One, two, three.
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- Thank you.
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- Pause CPR.
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- PEA, continue CPR.
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- Push a milligram of epi.
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- Come on, John.
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Come on, John, come on.
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- Check pulse.
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- We have a pulse.
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Sinus rhythm.
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All right, ultrasound.
Let's fast him.
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Okay.
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Fast is negative.
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- Pressure's dropping.
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- Let's get him a unit of blood
and then FFP
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on the rapid transfuser.
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- V-fib.
- Damn it.
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Charge to 200.
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- Charging.
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- Oh, my God.
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Here we go.
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Clear.
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Again.
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- Push another milligram
of epi.
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- All right, clear.
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Pulse.
- Check pulse.
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- Still V-fib.
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- Come on, John.
Breathe for me.
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Breathe, John.
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Clear.
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Keep up compressions.
Charge again.
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Clear.
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Let's go!
Keep going.
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- I mean, he was doing
so well in the trial.
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His heart was improving.
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Only to get killed
in some freak accident.
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- I'm so sorry, Will.
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- I found these
in Mr. Brady's belongings.
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Trial meds?
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- Yep, those have
to go back to Kender.
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- All right, I'll put it
in the outgoing box.
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- I got to go pick up
my mom right now,
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but if you want to talk later,
I'm around.
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- Thanks, Nat.
- Yeah.
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- My heart is getting worse.
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How can that be?
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I've been feeling better.
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- You have been having
palpitations.
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- Only in the last
couple of days.
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And they go away very quickly.
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- I'm afraid that's
just the first sign
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that your heart's
getting weaker.
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Your heart has become
more dependent on the LVAD.
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- Well, wasn't that the point
of getting it
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in the first place?
- Not exactly.
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The LVAD is just meant
to be a support
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until cardiac function improves
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or, if that doesn't happen,
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until a donor heart
becomes available.
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- Oh.
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- So what are our options?
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- I'd like for you
to stick around for a few hours
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so we can give you
some IV fluids.
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- And then I can go home.
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- I also want to run
a few more tests.
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Then we'll take stock
of where we are.
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- Okay?
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- I'm sorry.
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I know that's not what
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either of you wanted to hear.
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- I really hoped the LVAD
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would have been
a better solution.
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- I still think it was
the right call.
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- I'm not blaming you.
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I thought it was
a better option, too.
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But you know what?
I'm gonna go talk to Will,
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see if he can still get her
into the trial.
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- I mean, even if he did,
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your mom could
still get the placebo.
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- I know, but I need
to explore all of our options.
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- Yeah, of course.
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- Hey.
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- Hey, how'd
your mom's appointment go?
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- Not great.
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The LVAD's not helping
as much as we'd hoped.
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- Sorry to hear that.
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- Look, I know at first,
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it was either your trial meds
or the LVAD.
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We couldn't do both.
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- All trial patients
have to fit the same criteria.
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- Sure, but if she was
on the medication,
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would it react adversely
with the LVAD?
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- It's a great drug, but
this is uncharted territory.
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- If Mom understood the risk,
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is there any way you could
still get her into the trial?
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- Nat, I'm sorry.
I wish I could.
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Enrollment's closed.
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- Isn't there anything
you can do?
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- I'll tell you what.
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I'll ask Dr. Virani.
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See if she can make
an exception.
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But I can't promise anything.
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- I understand.
Thank you.
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- Okay, we'll be right there.
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Hey, Dean, I need you.
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- Yeah, what's going on?
- CFD just called.
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There's been an accident
at a house under renovation.
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Two injured. One seriously.
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Open abdominal wound,
and he's trapped under debris.
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- Are they gonna need us
to do a field amputation?
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- I hope not.
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But they said he's trying
to get the guy free
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and they need us to bring
blood and plasma.
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- Let's gear up and go.
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- Mrs. Forbes, I'm Dr. Marcel.
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This is Nurse Sexton.
- Hi.
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- My husband Robert.
- Hi.
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- Excuse me.
I see you've had COVID.
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- Yeah.
- And you're experiencing
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chest pain
and shortness of breath.
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- When she woke up this
morning, it was pretty bad.
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- How long you been having
these symptoms?
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- On and off since I had COVID,
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but it's gotten worse
the past few days.
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- She's been
testing negative for weeks,
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but it doesn't seem to matter.
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- Unfortunately, some people
experience symptoms for weeks,
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even months,
after the virus is gone.
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Sats 93.
- Heart rate's elevated too.
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- Right before COVID, we just
started trying to get pregnant.
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We waited so long
to start a family.
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I'm just ready to start getting
back to our lives, you know?
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- Yeah.
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Well, let's figure out
what's going on
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and get you fixed up, okay?
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I'll see you in a bit.
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- Doc.
- Yeah?
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- You think there's
something wrong with her heart?
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- Oh, we're just
covering all our bases.
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- All right, we're gonna
take good care of you.
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- It's good to get out in
the field for a change, huh?
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- Yeah.
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- Know what this
is reminding me of?
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- Helmand.
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- Crammed inside that Humvee,
hotter than hell.
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- I sweat just thinking
about it.
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- Jacked up on adrenaline.
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Not knowing what
you're gonna face.
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- Hey, it was a crazy time.
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- Yeah, no kidding.
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- We've got incoming.
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Dr. Halstead,
you're going to two.
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Desmond?
- Ramona Davis.
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30-year-old female,
persistently vomiting.
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GCI's 15, heart rate 133,
BP 112 over 82.
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Gave her half a liter
of saline in the field.
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- All right, let's get her
ready to rotate.
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- Ramona, remember me?
I'm Dr. Halstead.
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- I can't stop throwing up.
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- How long's
that been going on?
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- About an hour.
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- All right.
On my count.
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One, two, three.
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Gonna be sick.
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- All right, just hold on.
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Go ahead.
-
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- Okay, okay.
Thank you, Chrissy.
259
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There you go.
260
00:10:36,657 --> 00:10:39,834
- Let's check your eyes,
Ramona.
261
00:10:39,877 --> 00:10:42,750
Pinpoint pupils.
- Got it.
262
00:10:42,793 --> 00:10:44,360
- Ramona, I have to ask.
263
00:10:44,403 --> 00:10:45,753
You take something
to make yourself sick?
264
00:10:48,233 --> 00:10:51,802
Okay, what'd you take?
265
00:10:51,846 --> 00:10:53,586
Ramona, what was it?
266
00:10:54,762 --> 00:10:57,460
- Miss Davis, tell us
what you took.
267
00:10:57,503 --> 00:10:59,157
- I want to see Dr. Charles.
268
00:11:01,333 --> 00:11:03,640
- EKG, CBC, BMP,
and send her blood for
269
00:11:03,684 --> 00:11:05,773
an expanded toxicology panel.
- Got it.
270
00:11:05,816 --> 00:11:07,731
- Ramona, I want to help you
feel better.
271
00:11:07,775 --> 00:11:09,733
But you got to help me
and tell me what you took.
272
00:11:09,777 --> 00:11:10,778
- Dr. Charles.
273
00:11:10,821 --> 00:11:12,518
I'll only speak to Dr. Charles.
274
00:11:17,959 --> 00:11:19,917
- Never showed up
for her appointment
275
00:11:19,961 --> 00:11:21,092
with Dr. Lancaster
this morning.
276
00:11:21,136 --> 00:11:22,920
After our encounter,
she must have
277
00:11:22,964 --> 00:11:24,879
gone home and taken something
to make herself sick.
278
00:11:24,922 --> 00:11:26,750
- And Anna was with you, right?
- Yeah.
279
00:11:26,794 --> 00:11:29,013
- That makes me
a little nervous, Daniel.
280
00:11:29,057 --> 00:11:30,493
How do you want to handle this?
281
00:11:30,536 --> 00:11:32,930
- Look, I can't say I didn't
see it coming, all right?
282
00:11:32,974 --> 00:11:34,410
Last time she was here,
283
00:11:34,453 --> 00:11:36,281
in order to treat her,
I had to get her to trust me.
284
00:11:36,325 --> 00:11:37,674
Which I did.
285
00:11:37,718 --> 00:11:39,981
But in the process,
became the new Dr. Bridges.
286
00:11:40,024 --> 00:11:41,722
All right, so, look,
I don't like it either,
287
00:11:41,765 --> 00:11:44,159
but it kinda seems like
I should talk to her.
288
00:11:44,202 --> 00:11:45,377
- Are you sure?
289
00:11:45,421 --> 00:11:47,292
This patient harms herself
to get attention.
290
00:11:47,336 --> 00:11:48,772
Aren't you just rewarding that
291
00:11:48,816 --> 00:11:50,208
by giving her what she wants?
292
00:11:50,252 --> 00:11:51,949
- If not me, who?
293
00:11:51,993 --> 00:11:53,429
Right? I mean,
certainly doesn't seem like
294
00:11:53,472 --> 00:11:55,953
she's gonna engage with
somebody she doesn't trust.
295
00:11:55,997 --> 00:11:57,041
You know, sooner or later,
296
00:11:57,085 --> 00:11:58,260
she's gonna run out of luck,
right?
297
00:11:58,303 --> 00:11:59,478
And one of these
attention-getting schemes
298
00:11:59,522 --> 00:12:01,263
is going to kill her.
299
00:12:01,306 --> 00:12:03,134
I don't know, it just seems
a little irresponsible
300
00:12:03,178 --> 00:12:04,788
to keep kicking a can
down the road.
301
00:12:04,832 --> 00:12:06,790
- Look, I understand
your concern,
302
00:12:06,834 --> 00:12:08,183
but in this instance,
303
00:12:08,226 --> 00:12:10,098
I'd rather wait
for the tox screen.
304
00:12:10,141 --> 00:12:12,274
Hopefully, that'll give us
the answer we need
305
00:12:12,317 --> 00:12:13,971
without your intervention.
306
00:12:17,018 --> 00:12:18,846
- Don't worry.
We'll take care of you.
307
00:12:24,025 --> 00:12:26,244
- Hey, Brett.
- Hey.
308
00:12:26,288 --> 00:12:27,419
Glad you guys are here.
309
00:12:27,463 --> 00:12:28,943
- This is Dr. Dean Archer,
surgeon.
310
00:12:28,986 --> 00:12:30,335
How badly is he hurt?
311
00:12:30,379 --> 00:12:32,120
- Head trauma, broken arm.
312
00:12:32,163 --> 00:12:33,991
The victim trapped
in the basement
313
00:12:34,035 --> 00:12:35,384
is in much worse shape.
314
00:12:35,427 --> 00:12:37,865
- Thanks. Joe, got here
as quick as we could.
315
00:12:37,908 --> 00:12:38,866
- What happened?
316
00:12:38,909 --> 00:12:40,215
- They're renovating the house.
317
00:12:40,258 --> 00:12:42,347
Guy cut a truss
to install some ductwork.
318
00:12:42,391 --> 00:12:44,001
Cut a little too deep.
319
00:12:44,045 --> 00:12:46,047
Whole floor caved in
on top of him.
320
00:12:46,090 --> 00:12:48,136
Circular saw
cut him as he fell.
321
00:12:48,179 --> 00:12:49,790
- How long until
you can get him free?
322
00:12:49,833 --> 00:12:51,748
- My team's working
as fast as they can,
323
00:12:51,792 --> 00:12:54,011
but there's a lot
of unstable weight.
324
00:12:54,055 --> 00:12:55,839
This way.
325
00:12:55,883 --> 00:12:57,885
We're trying to secure the
floor with struts and cribbing
326
00:12:57,928 --> 00:13:00,322
to avoid a secondary collapse.
327
00:13:00,365 --> 00:13:01,540
It's just down here.
328
00:13:04,587 --> 00:13:07,851
♪
329
00:13:07,895 --> 00:13:09,026
- Oh, thank God.
330
00:13:09,070 --> 00:13:10,854
Eddie, it's gonna be okay.
331
00:13:10,898 --> 00:13:13,814
- Mrs. Howard, please,
it's safer for you outside.
332
00:13:13,857 --> 00:13:15,859
- No, please.
I want her here.
333
00:13:15,903 --> 00:13:16,860
Let her stay.
334
00:13:16,904 --> 00:13:19,167
- Watch your step.
- Thanks.
335
00:13:19,210 --> 00:13:21,517
- Okay, we need to give
the doctors some room.
336
00:13:21,560 --> 00:13:22,518
Let's wait over here.
337
00:13:22,561 --> 00:13:24,041
- Hey, Violet, talk to me.
338
00:13:24,085 --> 00:13:25,782
- Eddie Howard, 34 years old.
339
00:13:25,826 --> 00:13:27,001
BP 110 over 70.
340
00:13:27,044 --> 00:13:28,045
Large abdominal wound
341
00:13:28,089 --> 00:13:29,568
with evisceration
from circular saw.
342
00:13:29,612 --> 00:13:31,875
- Meds?
- 10 milligrams of morphine IV.
343
00:13:31,919 --> 00:13:32,876
- All right, thanks.
344
00:13:32,920 --> 00:13:33,921
We'll take it from here.
- Yup.
345
00:13:33,964 --> 00:13:35,226
- Hey, Eddie?
346
00:13:35,270 --> 00:13:36,880
I'm Dr. Choi.
This is Dr. Dean Archer.
347
00:13:36,924 --> 00:13:38,229
We're gonna take care of you,
all right?
348
00:13:38,273 --> 00:13:40,536
- My wife told me
to hire an HVAC contractor.
349
00:13:40,579 --> 00:13:43,234
I thought me and my buddy
could do the work ourselves.
350
00:13:43,278 --> 00:13:44,409
- Let's hang some blood.
351
00:13:44,453 --> 00:13:45,933
We'll wrap his intestines
in some saline
352
00:13:45,976 --> 00:13:47,064
to keep them moist.
353
00:13:47,108 --> 00:13:48,544
- You're not gonna
put them back in me?
354
00:13:48,587 --> 00:13:51,199
- No, we're gonna
protect them for now.
355
00:13:51,242 --> 00:13:52,243
We'll put them
back where they belong
356
00:13:52,287 --> 00:13:53,462
when we get you
to the hospital.
357
00:13:53,505 --> 00:13:54,811
- Hang in there, Eddie.
358
00:13:54,855 --> 00:13:57,596
We're gonna get you
out of here soon.
359
00:13:57,640 --> 00:13:59,816
- Okay, good news.
360
00:13:59,860 --> 00:14:03,254
Your EKG shows no sign
of any irregularity.
361
00:14:03,298 --> 00:14:05,300
- Then why does it feel like
my heart is going to
362
00:14:05,343 --> 00:14:06,431
pound out of my chest?
363
00:14:06,475 --> 00:14:08,477
- Well, let's take
another listen.
364
00:14:11,523 --> 00:14:12,960
Definitely bounding.
365
00:14:13,003 --> 00:14:14,135
Take a deep breath for me.
366
00:14:16,224 --> 00:14:17,834
- Honey, hey.
- Yeah.
367
00:14:21,142 --> 00:14:23,448
- This should help you
breathe a little easier, okay?
368
00:14:23,492 --> 00:14:24,841
- What's happening to her?
369
00:14:24,885 --> 00:14:26,277
- Well, it's possible
that she's developed
370
00:14:26,321 --> 00:14:28,018
a pulmonary embolism.
371
00:14:28,062 --> 00:14:29,890
It's a blood clot in the lungs.
372
00:14:29,933 --> 00:14:31,195
- We've seen it in patients
373
00:14:31,239 --> 00:14:33,023
who've recovered from COVID.
It's treatable.
374
00:14:33,067 --> 00:14:34,895
- I'm gonna send you
for a chest CT.
375
00:14:34,938 --> 00:14:36,244
Then we'll know for sure.
376
00:14:36,287 --> 00:14:38,289
April, if we can
start her on a heparin drip
377
00:14:38,333 --> 00:14:39,943
and then send her
for a CT PE study.
378
00:14:39,987 --> 00:14:41,292
- Sure thing.
379
00:14:47,995 --> 00:14:49,431
- Sats are dropping.
380
00:14:49,474 --> 00:14:52,216
Okay.
-
381
00:14:52,260 --> 00:14:54,566
- Ramona, I'm gonna listen
to your lungs, okay?
382
00:14:54,610 --> 00:14:57,395
-
- Slow and deep breaths.
383
00:14:57,439 --> 00:14:59,658
- She's tight. 125 solumedrol.
384
00:14:59,702 --> 00:15:01,530
Breathing treatment, stat.
385
00:15:04,359 --> 00:15:07,928
- Okay, breathe deep.
386
00:15:07,971 --> 00:15:09,364
- All right, Ramona,
this has gone on long enough.
387
00:15:09,407 --> 00:15:10,582
You need to tell us
what you took.
388
00:15:13,020 --> 00:15:14,935
- Ramona, whatever you ingested
389
00:15:14,978 --> 00:15:17,198
is working its way
through your system.
390
00:15:17,241 --> 00:15:18,416
If we don't treat it properly,
391
00:15:18,460 --> 00:15:20,070
you could have
some serious complication.
392
00:15:20,114 --> 00:15:21,985
You may even die.
393
00:15:22,029 --> 00:15:24,335
Tell us so we can help you.
394
00:15:24,379 --> 00:15:26,337
- I want Dr. Charles.
395
00:15:34,998 --> 00:15:36,260
- He's clear.
- Oh, thank God.
396
00:15:36,304 --> 00:15:37,566
- And slide him out.
397
00:15:37,609 --> 00:15:40,134
- I'm here, honey.
You're gonna be okay.
398
00:15:40,177 --> 00:15:42,223
- All right.
Someone grab the backboard.
399
00:15:46,053 --> 00:15:49,317
Let's roll him. Ready, roll.
400
00:15:49,360 --> 00:15:50,622
Back.
- All right, he's on it.
401
00:15:50,666 --> 00:15:52,146
Okay, let's get
that stokes basket in here.
402
00:15:52,189 --> 00:15:53,364
- All right, careful with that.
403
00:15:53,408 --> 00:15:54,670
Let's get this guy
to the hospital.
404
00:15:57,151 --> 00:15:59,022
- Let's transfer him
on my count.
405
00:15:59,066 --> 00:16:00,197
Ready, watch his arm.
406
00:16:00,241 --> 00:16:01,198
Everybody ready?
407
00:16:01,242 --> 00:16:02,330
One, two, three.
408
00:16:04,201 --> 00:16:06,116
- Get down!
409
00:16:07,204 --> 00:16:08,510
- The hell?
410
00:16:14,820 --> 00:16:16,779
- Just got word from PD.
411
00:16:16,822 --> 00:16:18,128
Gang fight broke out.
Neighborhood's on lockdown.
412
00:16:18,172 --> 00:16:19,869
No ambulances in or out.
413
00:16:19,912 --> 00:16:22,002
- This man can't wait, Joe.
414
00:16:22,045 --> 00:16:24,091
If we don't get him to
the hospital soon, he'll die.
415
00:16:24,134 --> 00:16:25,614
- That's not my call.
416
00:16:25,657 --> 00:16:27,007
I'll let you know
if I hear anything else.
417
00:16:27,050 --> 00:16:28,573
- All right.
418
00:16:31,924 --> 00:16:34,188
Hey, Dean, you okay?
419
00:16:34,231 --> 00:16:35,493
- Huh?
- You okay?
420
00:16:35,537 --> 00:16:36,625
Yeah, I'm fine,
I'm fine, I'm fine.
421
00:16:36,668 --> 00:16:38,409
- What's happening?
- Courtney.
422
00:16:38,453 --> 00:16:40,542
- Come on, Michelle.
Let's get you some water.
423
00:16:40,585 --> 00:16:42,065
- Eddie. Eddie, stay with us.
424
00:16:42,109 --> 00:16:43,632
- BP's tanking.
425
00:16:43,675 --> 00:16:45,460
He's not protecting his airway.
426
00:16:45,503 --> 00:16:46,809
- I'll bag him.
427
00:16:46,852 --> 00:16:49,986
- Hang another unit of blood.
428
00:16:50,030 --> 00:16:53,076
- This is the last one.
-
429
00:16:53,120 --> 00:16:54,425
Oh, God, more laps.
430
00:16:54,469 --> 00:16:55,557
- More laps.
- We're out.
431
00:16:55,600 --> 00:16:56,906
Where's all this blood
coming from?
432
00:16:56,949 --> 00:16:58,081
- It's coming from the liver.
433
00:16:58,125 --> 00:17:02,085
Laceration on the right lobe.
434
00:17:02,129 --> 00:17:05,828
- Can you repair it?
435
00:17:05,871 --> 00:17:07,177
- Maybe a Pringle.
436
00:17:07,221 --> 00:17:10,659
Clamp the inflow of blood
to the liver, but...
437
00:17:10,702 --> 00:17:13,488
it's dark,
non-sterile environment.
438
00:17:13,531 --> 00:17:15,577
- Hey, this guy is bleeding out
right in front of us.
439
00:17:15,620 --> 00:17:16,665
We have to.
440
00:17:16,708 --> 00:17:19,059
- Yeah. Uh--
441
00:17:19,102 --> 00:17:21,061
- Dean.
- Yeah.
442
00:17:21,104 --> 00:17:23,585
Get me a clamp and gauze.
443
00:17:23,628 --> 00:17:25,152
Anything to soak up the blood.
- Yeah.
444
00:17:25,195 --> 00:17:27,197
- So I can see
what the hell I'm doing here.
445
00:17:27,241 --> 00:17:29,678
- Your CT was normal.
No PE.
446
00:17:29,721 --> 00:17:31,897
- Then why is my wife
having trouble breathing?
447
00:17:31,941 --> 00:17:33,595
So far, we haven't
been able to find
448
00:17:33,638 --> 00:17:36,119
any physical explanation
for your symptoms.
449
00:17:36,163 --> 00:17:37,555
- Mr. and Mrs. Forbes,
450
00:17:37,599 --> 00:17:40,123
I spent a long time
in the COVID ward.
451
00:17:40,167 --> 00:17:43,257
I saw patients
on ventilators for weeks.
452
00:17:43,300 --> 00:17:45,476
A lot of them
suffered emotional trauma
453
00:17:45,520 --> 00:17:46,695
from their time in the ICU.
454
00:17:46,738 --> 00:17:47,783
- Wait,
455
00:17:47,826 --> 00:17:50,916
you think this is in my h-head?
456
00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:52,701
- Considering the stress
you've been under
457
00:17:52,744 --> 00:17:53,832
for the past few months,
458
00:17:53,876 --> 00:17:55,269
it would be understandable
459
00:17:55,312 --> 00:17:56,792
if this was anxiety based.
460
00:17:56,835 --> 00:17:58,185
- She's not imagining this!
461
00:17:58,228 --> 00:17:59,795
- No, no one's saying she is.
462
00:17:59,838 --> 00:18:01,884
Look, anxiety,
if that's what's behind this,
463
00:18:01,927 --> 00:18:03,668
can cause very real symptoms.
464
00:18:03,712 --> 00:18:05,540
- You can't do anything
to help my wife?
465
00:18:05,583 --> 00:18:08,717
- We'll continue to monitor
her symptoms, run tests, but--
466
00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:09,805
- But what?
467
00:18:09,848 --> 00:18:10,980
- If all else fails,
468
00:18:11,023 --> 00:18:12,155
it can't hurt to speak with
469
00:18:12,199 --> 00:18:14,026
one of our in-house
psychiatrists.
470
00:18:18,814 --> 00:18:20,685
- You paged me?
471
00:18:20,729 --> 00:18:21,817
- Dr. Halstead.
472
00:18:21,860 --> 00:18:23,079
- Ramona's going downhill fast.
473
00:18:23,123 --> 00:18:24,211
- What about the tox screen?
474
00:18:24,254 --> 00:18:27,039
- Whatever she took
didn't show up.
475
00:18:27,083 --> 00:18:29,172
- Daniel.
476
00:18:29,216 --> 00:18:30,913
- Looks like
we're out of options.
477
00:18:30,956 --> 00:18:32,610
So, um...
478
00:18:32,654 --> 00:18:33,698
wish me luck.
479
00:18:35,613 --> 00:18:36,788
- Thanks.
- Mm-hmm.
480
00:18:39,226 --> 00:18:40,792
- Ramona.
481
00:18:40,836 --> 00:18:41,924
- You came.
482
00:18:41,967 --> 00:18:44,187
- Look, you're
running out of time.
483
00:18:44,231 --> 00:18:47,016
You got to tell us what
you took so we can help you.
484
00:18:47,059 --> 00:18:48,670
- If you agree to be my doctor.
485
00:18:48,713 --> 00:18:50,150
- I already am your doctor.
486
00:18:50,193 --> 00:18:52,021
I never stopped
being your doctor.
487
00:18:52,064 --> 00:18:53,979
- You know what I mean.
488
00:18:54,023 --> 00:18:55,720
- I'm an emergency room
psychiatrist, all right?
489
00:18:55,764 --> 00:18:57,896
We talked about this.
I'm simply--
490
00:18:57,940 --> 00:19:00,029
I'm not available to give
the kind of care you need.
491
00:19:00,072 --> 00:19:01,335
Dr. Lancaster, though--
492
00:19:01,378 --> 00:19:03,163
- But I want you.
493
00:19:08,603 --> 00:19:10,735
- Just like you wanted
Dr. Bridges?
494
00:19:10,779 --> 00:19:12,650
I mean, look, here you are,
back in the hospital.
495
00:19:12,694 --> 00:19:15,740
- Y-you're different
from Dr. Bridges.
496
00:19:17,742 --> 00:19:20,223
You listen to me.
497
00:19:20,267 --> 00:19:22,878
You hear me.
498
00:19:22,921 --> 00:19:25,576
That's all I need.
499
00:19:25,620 --> 00:19:27,709
Someone to hear me.
500
00:19:27,752 --> 00:19:30,364
Please.
501
00:19:30,407 --> 00:19:32,627
- I'll make you a deal,
all right?
502
00:19:32,670 --> 00:19:34,324
Tell me what you took,
503
00:19:34,368 --> 00:19:37,240
and I will come back and
we can talk about this a bit.
504
00:19:50,732 --> 00:19:53,387
- Insecticide.
Malathion.
505
00:19:53,430 --> 00:19:55,084
- Oh, my God.
506
00:19:55,127 --> 00:19:57,260
- Give her a DuoDote of
atropine and pralidoxime.
507
00:19:57,304 --> 00:19:58,783
- You got it.
508
00:19:58,827 --> 00:20:01,917
- Yeah, shouldn't take long
to see improvement.
509
00:20:01,960 --> 00:20:03,092
- Give me a shout
when she's out of the woods.
510
00:20:03,135 --> 00:20:04,659
- Yep.
511
00:20:09,054 --> 00:20:11,100
- Help!
We need help!
512
00:20:11,143 --> 00:20:12,319
She can't breathe!
513
00:20:15,887 --> 00:20:18,107
It h-hurts.
- Easy, easy.
514
00:20:18,150 --> 00:20:21,241
- Oh, God.
515
00:20:21,284 --> 00:20:23,721
Does this look like
anxiety to you?
516
00:20:23,765 --> 00:20:25,810
- All right, sedate her
and set up for a bronchoscopy.
517
00:20:25,854 --> 00:20:28,770
We need to scope her.
518
00:20:28,813 --> 00:20:31,120
We're gonna take a closer look
at your lungs, okay?
519
00:20:31,163 --> 00:20:32,469
- Do something, do something!
520
00:20:32,513 --> 00:20:37,648
- Nice and easy, okay?
We're taking care of it.
521
00:20:37,692 --> 00:20:38,736
All right.
522
00:20:38,780 --> 00:20:43,959
-
What's happening?
523
00:20:44,002 --> 00:20:45,830
- There you go, there you go.
- It's okay, it's okay.
524
00:20:50,052 --> 00:20:52,315
- Brought you
an afternoon pick-me-up.
525
00:20:52,359 --> 00:20:55,971
- Always so thoughtful.
526
00:20:56,014 --> 00:20:57,364
- Listen, um...
527
00:20:57,407 --> 00:20:59,888
Dr. Manning's mother
is in heart failure.
528
00:20:59,931 --> 00:21:02,325
I know enrollment's closed,
529
00:21:02,369 --> 00:21:04,980
but is there any way
we can get her into the trial?
530
00:21:05,023 --> 00:21:06,242
- I'm sorry, Will.
531
00:21:06,286 --> 00:21:08,113
Letting her in now would
532
00:21:08,157 --> 00:21:10,072
compromise the data
we've already collected.
533
00:21:10,115 --> 00:21:12,335
- I get it.
534
00:21:12,379 --> 00:21:14,206
It's just,
Carol's an old friend,
535
00:21:14,250 --> 00:21:15,773
and she's getting worse.
536
00:21:15,817 --> 00:21:17,427
Our drug could save her life.
537
00:21:17,471 --> 00:21:20,343
- There's no guarantee that
she would get the actual drug.
538
00:21:20,387 --> 00:21:22,127
And even if she did,
539
00:21:22,171 --> 00:21:25,043
we don't know
how effective it would be.
540
00:21:25,087 --> 00:21:26,480
- The drug works.
541
00:21:26,523 --> 00:21:31,093
- The preliminary data
has been encouraging, but--
542
00:21:31,136 --> 00:21:33,095
- No, it works, I know it does.
543
00:21:33,138 --> 00:21:34,836
- It's a blind trial.
544
00:21:34,879 --> 00:21:36,185
How could you?
545
00:21:38,230 --> 00:21:39,362
Will?
546
00:21:42,322 --> 00:21:43,932
I unblinded a patient.
547
00:21:45,237 --> 00:21:46,326
- What?
548
00:21:46,369 --> 00:21:49,024
- Couple months back.
549
00:21:49,067 --> 00:21:51,287
- You did this behind my back?
550
00:21:51,331 --> 00:21:52,941
- I didn't want to.
551
00:21:52,984 --> 00:21:54,203
But I had to.
552
00:21:54,246 --> 00:21:56,336
For the sake of my patient.
553
00:21:58,468 --> 00:22:01,123
- Do you have any idea
what you've done?
554
00:22:01,166 --> 00:22:02,951
You've jeopardized
the whole trial,
555
00:22:02,994 --> 00:22:04,909
not to mention
both of our jobs.
556
00:22:07,390 --> 00:22:10,350
- Look, Sabeena, I've told you
this in confidence.
557
00:22:10,393 --> 00:22:12,395
- Well, we're having drinks
with Mark Barragan tonight.
558
00:22:12,439 --> 00:22:14,179
How am I supposed
to sing your praises,
559
00:22:14,223 --> 00:22:17,182
knowing you've broken
the most basic rule?
560
00:22:18,488 --> 00:22:20,229
- I'm sorry.
561
00:22:20,272 --> 00:22:22,100
Really, I am.
562
00:22:26,278 --> 00:22:30,239
- I have no idea
what I'm gonna do.
563
00:22:30,282 --> 00:22:32,459
But I can tell you this.
564
00:22:32,502 --> 00:22:35,287
I'm not making any exceptions
to the enrollment.
565
00:22:39,117 --> 00:22:40,858
-
Okay.
566
00:22:43,905 --> 00:22:48,300
♪
567
00:22:52,609 --> 00:22:54,742
- Hey, Nat.
- Yeah?
568
00:22:54,785 --> 00:22:56,744
- So I talked to Dr. Virani.
569
00:22:56,787 --> 00:22:59,877
And there's just no way
to get your mom in the trial.
570
00:22:59,921 --> 00:23:01,705
I'm sorry.
- What if I talk to her?
571
00:23:01,749 --> 00:23:03,620
Explain how serious
Mom's condition is?
572
00:23:03,664 --> 00:23:06,275
- Trust me, she's not gonna
change her mind.
573
00:23:06,318 --> 00:23:09,452
- Okay, um,
thank you for trying.
574
00:23:09,496 --> 00:23:13,064
- Hey, I really wish
there was something I could do.
575
00:23:13,108 --> 00:23:15,545
- I guess we'll just
stay on course with Dr. Young.
576
00:23:15,589 --> 00:23:16,590
Thanks.
577
00:23:19,549 --> 00:23:20,855
- How you feeling?
578
00:23:20,898 --> 00:23:24,293
- Good, now that you're here.
579
00:23:27,470 --> 00:23:29,472
I like your tie.
580
00:23:29,516 --> 00:23:32,083
My father wore a tie every day.
581
00:23:32,127 --> 00:23:35,826
He had very fine taste
in clothes.
582
00:23:35,870 --> 00:23:36,914
- You know,
speaking of your dad,
583
00:23:36,958 --> 00:23:38,350
last time you were here,
584
00:23:38,394 --> 00:23:40,701
I was struck by...
585
00:23:40,744 --> 00:23:43,921
you said that you didn't think
he cared about you.
586
00:23:43,965 --> 00:23:45,923
- Those were your words,
not mine.
587
00:23:45,967 --> 00:23:47,664
- Oh.
588
00:23:47,708 --> 00:23:50,885
- We were very close.
- Oh.
589
00:23:50,928 --> 00:23:53,888
Tell me a little more
about him.
590
00:23:53,931 --> 00:23:55,803
- There isn't any more.
591
00:23:55,846 --> 00:23:59,937
- How 'bout your mom?
Was she around?
592
00:23:59,981 --> 00:24:01,678
- She left us.
593
00:24:01,722 --> 00:24:03,071
- Sorry to hear that.
594
00:24:03,114 --> 00:24:04,768
How old were you?
595
00:24:04,812 --> 00:24:07,467
- I don't know, um...
596
00:24:07,510 --> 00:24:10,034
five or six.
597
00:24:10,078 --> 00:24:12,428
Anyway, it didn't matter.
598
00:24:12,472 --> 00:24:14,952
- How's that?
599
00:24:14,996 --> 00:24:17,564
- My father said
we didn't need her.
600
00:24:17,607 --> 00:24:19,870
We were a team.
601
00:24:19,914 --> 00:24:22,612
- No brothers or sisters?
602
00:24:22,656 --> 00:24:24,788
- Just me.
603
00:24:24,832 --> 00:24:27,399
- You know, some kids
in that position, they--
604
00:24:27,443 --> 00:24:28,836
I don't know, sometimes
would wish that they had
605
00:24:28,879 --> 00:24:30,490
a little brother or sister
to play with.
606
00:24:30,533 --> 00:24:31,926
But not you?
607
00:24:31,969 --> 00:24:34,624
- I didn't.
608
00:24:34,668 --> 00:24:36,800
I was very happy.
609
00:24:36,844 --> 00:24:39,499
- Well, I mean, I guess
you didn't have to share him
610
00:24:39,542 --> 00:24:40,804
with anybody.
611
00:24:47,594 --> 00:24:51,685
What--what you thinking about?
612
00:24:51,728 --> 00:24:53,730
Ramona?
613
00:24:55,993 --> 00:24:58,126
You know, um...
614
00:24:58,169 --> 00:24:59,562
I could use a snack.
How 'bout you?
615
00:24:59,606 --> 00:25:00,563
You hungry?
616
00:25:00,607 --> 00:25:02,565
Sandwich, Jell-O?
617
00:25:02,609 --> 00:25:04,567
- Jell-O.
618
00:25:04,611 --> 00:25:06,917
I like orange.
- Me too.
619
00:25:06,961 --> 00:25:08,528
I'll be back.
620
00:25:17,232 --> 00:25:18,712
- All right.
621
00:25:20,714 --> 00:25:23,586
-
Come on.
622
00:25:23,630 --> 00:25:25,545
- 74 over 60.
623
00:25:25,588 --> 00:25:28,591
- Can't find the artery.
624
00:25:29,679 --> 00:25:31,551
I can't find it.
I can't find it.
625
00:25:31,594 --> 00:25:32,682
- Dean.
626
00:25:32,726 --> 00:25:34,466
Dean, what's going on?
Talk to me.
627
00:25:34,510 --> 00:25:36,686
Hey, hey.
Dean, Dean, Dean, Dean.
628
00:25:36,730 --> 00:25:37,992
I know what
you're going through, okay?
629
00:25:38,035 --> 00:25:38,993
I've been there.
630
00:25:39,036 --> 00:25:39,994
I've been there with you.
631
00:25:40,037 --> 00:25:41,604
In Helmand, right?
- Yeah.
632
00:25:41,648 --> 00:25:42,649
- Hey?
We got through that,
633
00:25:42,692 --> 00:25:43,693
and we're gonna
get through this.
634
00:25:43,737 --> 00:25:45,042
- No, no, no.
- Yeah.
635
00:25:45,086 --> 00:25:46,087
You can do this.
636
00:25:46,130 --> 00:25:48,698
- I can't do it.
- Yes, you can.
637
00:25:48,742 --> 00:25:51,614
Yes, you can.
Yes, you can.
638
00:25:51,658 --> 00:25:52,876
You're the finest surgeon
I know.
639
00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:54,704
Hey, hey, look at me.
Look at me.
640
00:25:54,748 --> 00:25:57,141
Deep breaths.
641
00:25:59,840 --> 00:26:02,451
Yeah, there you go.
642
00:26:02,494 --> 00:26:04,105
Okay, I need you.
643
00:26:04,148 --> 00:26:05,236
This patient needs you.
644
00:26:05,280 --> 00:26:06,455
- Okay.
- Okay?
645
00:26:06,498 --> 00:26:07,935
- Okay.
- You got this, Dean.
646
00:26:07,978 --> 00:26:09,980
- All right.
647
00:26:12,504 --> 00:26:13,723
- PD's got the situation
under control.
648
00:26:13,767 --> 00:26:14,724
Safe to leave.
649
00:26:14,768 --> 00:26:16,770
- Hold on, hold on. Dean?
650
00:26:23,124 --> 00:26:25,779
Found it. Clamped.
651
00:26:25,822 --> 00:26:26,823
- Bleeding's stopped.
652
00:26:26,867 --> 00:26:28,608
Pressure's coming back up.
653
00:26:28,651 --> 00:26:30,087
- Good job.
654
00:26:30,131 --> 00:26:31,741
Good job.
Let's go.
655
00:26:31,785 --> 00:26:32,742
- Bring 'em in.
- Let's go.
656
00:26:32,786 --> 00:26:33,961
- Copy that.
657
00:26:37,704 --> 00:26:39,836
- Mrs. Forbes, you doing okay?
658
00:26:41,969 --> 00:26:43,492
- Almost there.
659
00:26:45,146 --> 00:26:47,278
Okay, I'm seeing
several small lesions
660
00:26:47,322 --> 00:26:50,760
in the distal airway
of your lower left lobe.
661
00:26:50,804 --> 00:26:52,675
- What does that mean?
662
00:26:52,719 --> 00:26:55,286
Tumors?
663
00:26:55,330 --> 00:26:57,767
- I'm not sure.
Take a sample for biopsy.
664
00:27:00,204 --> 00:27:01,597
Come up a little bit more.
665
00:27:01,641 --> 00:27:03,686
Right there.
666
00:27:03,730 --> 00:27:05,819
- I know it's hard.
Try not to worry.
667
00:27:05,862 --> 00:27:08,169
We'll know soon
what we're dealing with.
668
00:27:08,212 --> 00:27:09,779
- Okay, stop.
Open.
669
00:27:11,259 --> 00:27:12,782
- Carol,
670
00:27:12,826 --> 00:27:14,741
I'm sorry to say
that even with the fluids
671
00:27:14,784 --> 00:27:16,568
and adjustments to the LVAD,
672
00:27:16,612 --> 00:27:18,614
your heart's still
having arrhythmias.
673
00:27:18,658 --> 00:27:19,920
- So what do we do now?
674
00:27:19,963 --> 00:27:21,835
- I'd like to add an AICD.
675
00:27:21,878 --> 00:27:23,184
- And what is that?
676
00:27:23,227 --> 00:27:25,142
- It's a device
that's implanted in your chest
677
00:27:25,186 --> 00:27:27,014
that can help regulate
your heart.
678
00:27:27,057 --> 00:27:28,624
If an arrhythmia develops,
679
00:27:28,668 --> 00:27:29,625
it can shock your heart
680
00:27:29,669 --> 00:27:32,236
back into
a normal sinus rhythm.
681
00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:34,021
- Does it hurt to get shocked?
682
00:27:34,064 --> 00:27:36,806
- My patients do say
it causes discomfort.
683
00:27:36,850 --> 00:27:38,286
One patient describes it
as feeling like
684
00:27:38,329 --> 00:27:40,984
getting kicked in the chest.
685
00:27:41,028 --> 00:27:43,247
- Well, who can say no to that?
686
00:27:43,291 --> 00:27:45,772
- Mom, I think you should
just hear Dr. Young out.
687
00:27:45,815 --> 00:27:47,817
- It's a minimally invasive
procedure,
688
00:27:47,861 --> 00:27:50,341
and it will help
the LVAD work better.
689
00:27:50,385 --> 00:27:53,823
So in addition
to lugging my LVAD around,
690
00:27:53,867 --> 00:27:58,088
I get the added benefit of
getting kicked in the chest?
691
00:27:58,132 --> 00:28:01,309
- I do think you should
consider the AICD.
692
00:28:01,352 --> 00:28:04,747
- I'm sorry, what kind
of quality of life is that?
693
00:28:04,791 --> 00:28:06,575
- It's not ideal,
694
00:28:06,618 --> 00:28:07,750
but it will keep you alive
695
00:28:07,794 --> 00:28:09,621
until you can have
a transplant.
696
00:28:11,667 --> 00:28:13,800
- Um, good.
697
00:28:13,843 --> 00:28:14,931
I'm tired.
698
00:28:14,975 --> 00:28:16,019
Would you take me home, please?
699
00:28:16,063 --> 00:28:17,107
Thank you, Doctor.
700
00:28:19,980 --> 00:28:22,199
- Endometriosis?
701
00:28:22,243 --> 00:28:24,245
My sister had that
in her uterus.
702
00:28:24,288 --> 00:28:26,769
- Yeah, that's usually
where it occurs.
703
00:28:26,813 --> 00:28:28,031
But in very rare cases,
704
00:28:28,075 --> 00:28:29,816
the endometrial cells
can migrate
705
00:28:29,859 --> 00:28:31,034
to other parts of the body,
706
00:28:31,078 --> 00:28:32,732
like the lungs.
707
00:28:32,775 --> 00:28:35,647
Once there, they respond to
the hormone fluctuations
708
00:28:35,691 --> 00:28:37,388
from your menstrual cycle
and can grow,
709
00:28:37,432 --> 00:28:39,608
causing bleeding
and even a collapsed lung.
710
00:28:41,392 --> 00:28:43,830
- How do we treat it?
711
00:28:43,873 --> 00:28:45,875
- Well, since
it's fed by hormones,
712
00:28:45,919 --> 00:28:48,356
I would recommend
inducing early menopause,
713
00:28:48,399 --> 00:28:50,967
either by removing the ovaries
714
00:28:51,011 --> 00:28:53,753
or through a series
of injections.
715
00:28:53,796 --> 00:28:56,233
- You can't put me
into menopause.
716
00:28:56,277 --> 00:28:57,887
We want to have a baby.
717
00:28:57,931 --> 00:28:59,410
- Honey,
718
00:28:59,454 --> 00:29:01,804
we got to do whatever it takes
to make you better.
719
00:29:01,848 --> 00:29:03,197
- We've dreamt
720
00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:04,851
of having a family for so long.
721
00:29:04,894 --> 00:29:07,288
I am not giving up on this.
722
00:29:09,856 --> 00:29:11,596
- Dr. Marcel?
- Yeah?
723
00:29:15,470 --> 00:29:16,427
Okay.
724
00:29:17,472 --> 00:29:19,953
There is another option.
725
00:29:19,996 --> 00:29:21,911
I could perform a surgery,
726
00:29:21,955 --> 00:29:23,652
a lobectomy,
727
00:29:23,695 --> 00:29:25,349
whereby I remove
the portion of the lung
728
00:29:25,393 --> 00:29:26,829
with endometriosis.
729
00:29:26,873 --> 00:29:29,701
Now, it's only
a temporary measure.
730
00:29:29,745 --> 00:29:31,791
There's a strong chance
it could come back,
731
00:29:31,834 --> 00:29:33,923
requiring additional surgery
732
00:29:33,967 --> 00:29:36,012
and potentially putting
your lungs at risk.
733
00:29:37,361 --> 00:29:40,190
-
Okay.
734
00:29:40,234 --> 00:29:44,281
Okay, if it means that
I could still have a baby,
735
00:29:44,325 --> 00:29:45,326
then it's worth it.
736
00:29:50,244 --> 00:29:51,854
Robert,
737
00:29:51,898 --> 00:29:54,726
I need you to be
okay with this.
738
00:29:54,770 --> 00:29:58,165
- If this is what you want...
739
00:29:58,208 --> 00:29:59,688
I am.
740
00:30:02,996 --> 00:30:04,475
- Okay.
741
00:30:04,519 --> 00:30:06,826
I'll have one of the residents
come get you pre-op'd.
742
00:30:09,916 --> 00:30:11,874
- Okay.
743
00:30:11,918 --> 00:30:14,268
-
I love you.
744
00:30:14,311 --> 00:30:16,966
- So you were saying
that you and your dad
745
00:30:17,010 --> 00:30:18,968
were a team.
746
00:30:19,012 --> 00:30:20,143
Did I get that wrong?
747
00:30:20,187 --> 00:30:21,666
- You keep asking
about my father,
748
00:30:21,710 --> 00:30:23,930
and I keep telling you
I don't want to talk about him.
749
00:30:23,973 --> 00:30:25,496
- But why is that?
750
00:30:25,540 --> 00:30:27,281
Did something bad happen?
751
00:30:27,324 --> 00:30:29,936
- No, no.
My father loved me.
752
00:30:29,979 --> 00:30:32,895
I mean, he was always there.
753
00:30:32,939 --> 00:30:35,942
We did lots of things
together...
754
00:30:35,985 --> 00:30:37,334
when I was little.
755
00:30:37,378 --> 00:30:40,903
- Not so much
when you got older?
756
00:30:42,949 --> 00:30:44,994
It was different.
757
00:30:45,038 --> 00:30:47,301
- Huh. How? How?
758
00:30:47,344 --> 00:30:50,478
- My father didn't like me
as much.
759
00:30:50,521 --> 00:30:51,479
- Really?
760
00:30:51,522 --> 00:30:53,437
Why do you think that was?
761
00:30:53,481 --> 00:30:56,049
- I, um...
762
00:30:56,092 --> 00:30:59,966
I couldn't please him anymore.
763
00:31:00,009 --> 00:31:03,012
I wasn't good enough.
764
00:31:03,056 --> 00:31:07,190
- Okay, not good enough how,
though?
765
00:31:07,234 --> 00:31:09,932
- He couldn't stand
to be around me.
766
00:31:12,369 --> 00:31:15,155
I did everything wrong.
767
00:31:17,548 --> 00:31:19,811
I'm sorry.
768
00:31:19,855 --> 00:31:22,292
It's really no big deal.
769
00:31:22,336 --> 00:31:23,424
- Dr. Charles.
770
00:31:23,467 --> 00:31:25,121
I'm sorry,
but your daughter needs you.
771
00:31:25,165 --> 00:31:28,168
- I-I'm busy.
I'll be a little while, thanks.
772
00:31:28,211 --> 00:31:30,431
- She said it's an emergency.
773
00:31:30,474 --> 00:31:31,867
- What was the issue?
774
00:31:31,911 --> 00:31:34,043
- I don't know.
She didn't tell me.
775
00:31:34,087 --> 00:31:35,871
- It's okay, Dr. Charles.
- No, no.
776
00:31:35,915 --> 00:31:37,786
- Really, no. I understand.
She's your daughter.
777
00:31:37,829 --> 00:31:40,832
- No, no, no, let's stick
with this, okay?
778
00:31:40,876 --> 00:31:45,228
- No, really,
I could use a moment.
779
00:31:45,272 --> 00:31:49,102
Please, go ahead.
780
00:31:49,145 --> 00:31:50,973
- All right.
I'll be right back, okay?
781
00:31:51,017 --> 00:31:51,974
Right back.
782
00:32:03,725 --> 00:32:05,988
- Unbelievable.
- Okay, well, I'm sorry.
783
00:32:06,032 --> 00:32:07,816
The guest network is too busy,
784
00:32:07,859 --> 00:32:09,470
and I can't stream
this lecture,
785
00:32:09,513 --> 00:32:11,341
and I'm not gonna be able to
get my assignment done in time.
786
00:32:11,385 --> 00:32:13,387
- Honey, anybody
on the nursing staff
787
00:32:13,430 --> 00:32:15,345
could have given you
the Wi-Fi password, all right?
788
00:32:15,389 --> 00:32:16,868
I'm trying to help somebody
over here.
789
00:32:25,965 --> 00:32:29,577
♪
790
00:32:29,620 --> 00:32:31,013
- Where's Ramona?
- I don't know.
791
00:32:31,057 --> 00:32:32,449
There was a combative patient
in Treatment Four.
792
00:32:32,493 --> 00:32:33,798
I had to help.
I wasn't gone that long.
793
00:32:33,842 --> 00:32:35,539
- Okay, check the front.
794
00:32:35,583 --> 00:32:36,671
Tell security.
795
00:32:36,714 --> 00:32:37,933
- Yeah.
796
00:32:40,675 --> 00:32:46,724
♪
797
00:32:47,551 --> 00:32:49,423
- I'm picking up
a package for Kender.
798
00:32:49,466 --> 00:32:51,338
Package for Kender.
- Um...
799
00:32:51,381 --> 00:32:53,514
I'm sorry,
someone already picked that up.
800
00:32:53,557 --> 00:32:54,906
- Okay, thanks.
- Mm-hmm.
801
00:33:08,398 --> 00:33:09,573
- Wow.
802
00:33:09,617 --> 00:33:10,792
- Peanut butter whiskey.
803
00:33:10,835 --> 00:33:12,924
Who'd have thought?
- I'm not gonna lie.
804
00:33:12,968 --> 00:33:14,883
I didn't think I'd like it,
but that's really good.
805
00:33:14,926 --> 00:33:16,319
- It's delicious.
806
00:33:18,365 --> 00:33:20,976
- You know, Will,
I have to tell you,
807
00:33:21,020 --> 00:33:22,108
I'm absolutely thrilled
808
00:33:22,151 --> 00:33:23,979
with your work on the trial.
809
00:33:24,023 --> 00:33:26,808
I can't believe this is
your first experience as a PI.
810
00:33:26,851 --> 00:33:29,680
- It certainly helps working
alongside Dr. Virani.
811
00:33:29,724 --> 00:33:31,552
She's a great advisor and
812
00:33:31,595 --> 00:33:32,640
really got me up to speed.
813
00:33:32,683 --> 00:33:35,077
- One of our best.
814
00:33:35,121 --> 00:33:36,644
Your trials always run
so smoothly.
815
00:33:36,687 --> 00:33:38,950
You care to divulge
your secret?
816
00:33:38,994 --> 00:33:41,910
- Strict adherence
to protocols.
817
00:33:44,130 --> 00:33:46,784
- I think Dr. Virani's
being modest.
818
00:33:46,828 --> 00:33:49,526
She also prioritizes
patient care.
819
00:33:49,570 --> 00:33:50,875
And I mean,
that's why we're all here.
820
00:33:50,919 --> 00:33:52,703
Right?
821
00:33:52,747 --> 00:33:55,097
To save lives?
822
00:33:55,141 --> 00:33:56,490
- Yes.
823
00:33:56,533 --> 00:33:58,840
Indeed.
824
00:33:58,883 --> 00:34:00,624
- Will,
825
00:34:00,668 --> 00:34:02,496
Sabeena and I
have talked about you
826
00:34:02,539 --> 00:34:04,454
taking on a bigger role
827
00:34:04,498 --> 00:34:06,456
within the company.
828
00:34:06,500 --> 00:34:08,371
Multiple trials.
829
00:34:08,415 --> 00:34:10,939
- That is something that
we've discussed in the past.
830
00:34:13,942 --> 00:34:16,162
- But...
831
00:34:16,205 --> 00:34:18,033
- Dr. Halstead has told me that
832
00:34:18,077 --> 00:34:21,863
he considers himself
an ED doctor first
833
00:34:21,906 --> 00:34:23,691
and a PI second.
834
00:34:23,734 --> 00:34:26,520
- Well--
- Let me be blunt.
835
00:34:26,563 --> 00:34:27,695
Would you be willing
836
00:34:27,738 --> 00:34:29,088
to leave the ED
837
00:34:29,131 --> 00:34:31,699
and make clinical trials
your full-time gig?
838
00:34:37,835 --> 00:34:40,490
- I think that's something
I would seriously consider.
839
00:34:44,712 --> 00:34:46,670
- I'm sorry.
I have to take this.
840
00:34:46,714 --> 00:34:48,150
- Sure.
841
00:34:51,197 --> 00:34:58,160
♪
842
00:35:02,469 --> 00:35:03,687
- How's he doing?
843
00:35:03,731 --> 00:35:06,168
- I'm hopeful
he'll make a full recovery.
844
00:35:07,604 --> 00:35:08,736
- So, Dean--
845
00:35:08,779 --> 00:35:10,085
- I got to get out
of these scrubs, okay?
846
00:35:10,129 --> 00:35:11,652
- We need to talk
about what happened today.
847
00:35:11,695 --> 00:35:12,740
- There's nothing
to talk about.
848
00:35:12,783 --> 00:35:13,784
- Dean.
- I'm fine.
849
00:35:13,828 --> 00:35:14,916
- No, you're not.
850
00:35:14,959 --> 00:35:16,918
Hey.
851
00:35:16,961 --> 00:35:18,572
Listen,
852
00:35:18,615 --> 00:35:20,617
I think you're
suffering from PTSD.
853
00:35:20,661 --> 00:35:22,576
- I just got a little rattled.
854
00:35:22,619 --> 00:35:23,577
It's not every day
you find yourself
855
00:35:23,620 --> 00:35:24,708
in the center of a gun battle
856
00:35:24,752 --> 00:35:26,188
with some guy's guts
on the floor.
857
00:35:26,232 --> 00:35:28,582
- We've been through worse
in Afghanistan.
858
00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:31,193
- Hey.
- Yeah, no.
859
00:35:31,237 --> 00:35:34,892
- The things we saw
over there...
860
00:35:34,936 --> 00:35:36,764
I'm still rattled by it.
861
00:35:36,807 --> 00:35:39,854
But Dr. Charles helped me,
and he can help you, too.
862
00:35:39,897 --> 00:35:42,596
- Therapy?
Come on.
863
00:35:42,639 --> 00:35:45,120
- If you broke your leg,
you'd treat it, right?
864
00:35:45,164 --> 00:35:46,339
Mental health is no different.
865
00:35:46,382 --> 00:35:47,992
There shouldn't be
a stigma attached to it.
866
00:35:48,036 --> 00:35:51,213
- Listen, it's--it's not
about that at all.
867
00:35:51,257 --> 00:35:52,606
I don't need therapy.
868
00:35:52,649 --> 00:35:55,261
- PTSD just doesn't
go away, Dean.
869
00:35:55,304 --> 00:35:58,481
And therapy gives you
the tools to deal with it.
870
00:35:58,525 --> 00:36:00,179
- That's what
a good single malt is for.
871
00:36:01,832 --> 00:36:02,964
- I'm serious.
872
00:36:03,007 --> 00:36:06,924
Hey, you need to get help.
873
00:36:06,968 --> 00:36:09,013
You were
the commanding officer,
874
00:36:09,057 --> 00:36:12,060
always putting
the needs of others first.
875
00:36:12,103 --> 00:36:14,715
It's time to
take care of yourself.
876
00:36:14,758 --> 00:36:16,630
Please.
877
00:36:16,673 --> 00:36:18,588
Listen to your old friend.
878
00:36:18,632 --> 00:36:20,634
Text Dr. Charles.
879
00:36:20,677 --> 00:36:23,637
Set up a time to talk.
880
00:36:23,680 --> 00:36:26,509
- You're not leaving me
much choice, are you?
881
00:36:26,553 --> 00:36:27,989
- No, I'm not.
882
00:36:31,035 --> 00:36:32,080
♪
883
00:36:32,123 --> 00:36:34,256
- All right.
884
00:36:34,300 --> 00:36:36,084
I'll do it right now.
885
00:36:36,127 --> 00:36:42,525
♪
886
00:36:42,569 --> 00:36:45,049
- Good.
- Yeah.
887
00:36:45,093 --> 00:36:52,100
♪
888
00:36:59,716 --> 00:37:00,978
- Hey.
889
00:37:01,022 --> 00:37:03,242
- Hey, I heard Mrs. Forbes'
surgery went well.
890
00:37:03,285 --> 00:37:05,679
- Yeah, managed to resect
the area with the lesion.
891
00:37:05,722 --> 00:37:07,158
Thankfully avoided a lobectomy,
892
00:37:07,202 --> 00:37:08,899
so she's resting
comfortably now.
893
00:37:08,943 --> 00:37:11,032
- Wonderful.
- Yeah.
894
00:37:11,075 --> 00:37:12,816
- You okay?
- Yeah, I just--
895
00:37:12,860 --> 00:37:15,341
I thought her symptoms
were caused by anxiety.
896
00:37:15,384 --> 00:37:17,299
- Hey, look,
you made a diagnosis,
897
00:37:17,343 --> 00:37:20,215
a very plausible one,
based on your experience.
898
00:37:20,259 --> 00:37:22,609
And that's what
medicine's all about, right?
899
00:37:22,652 --> 00:37:24,175
Building on what
you already know.
900
00:37:24,219 --> 00:37:25,786
Lotta docs,
901
00:37:25,829 --> 00:37:27,309
they get their MDs, that's it.
902
00:37:27,353 --> 00:37:28,310
They know it all.
903
00:37:29,790 --> 00:37:31,879
- You're not like that.
904
00:37:31,922 --> 00:37:33,315
You keep going for it.
905
00:37:33,359 --> 00:37:34,882
That's how you
make a difference.
906
00:37:34,925 --> 00:37:36,971
- Thanks, Crockett.
- Yeah, I'll see you, okay?
907
00:37:57,818 --> 00:38:00,821
- You ready to get out of here,
sweetie?
908
00:38:00,864 --> 00:38:03,867
- Um, that lady
who ran away earlier,
909
00:38:03,911 --> 00:38:05,826
did you ever find her?
910
00:38:05,869 --> 00:38:08,219
- Not yet.
911
00:38:08,263 --> 00:38:10,265
- Well, is she dangerous?
912
00:38:10,309 --> 00:38:14,313
- I think only
to herself, really.
913
00:38:14,356 --> 00:38:16,663
You know, she's just a...
914
00:38:16,706 --> 00:38:18,926
very sad,
915
00:38:18,969 --> 00:38:21,798
troubled young lady.
916
00:38:21,842 --> 00:38:25,106
- Okay, well, it's my fault
that she's gone.
917
00:38:25,149 --> 00:38:27,282
If I hadn't made you come out
of her room in the first place,
918
00:38:27,326 --> 00:38:29,328
then she'd still be here.
She wouldn't have left.
919
00:38:29,371 --> 00:38:31,286
- Anna, it is not your fault.
Trust me.
920
00:38:31,330 --> 00:38:33,114
She wanted to leave.
She was gonna find a way.
921
00:38:33,157 --> 00:38:35,421
- Yeah, but I keep screwing up.
922
00:38:35,464 --> 00:38:36,422
I mean, I bet you wish that
923
00:38:36,465 --> 00:38:38,946
I'd gone to live
with Mom instead.
924
00:38:38,989 --> 00:38:41,992
- I don't wish that,
not even a bit.
925
00:38:42,036 --> 00:38:43,864
- Okay, but look at everything
that you do for me,
926
00:38:43,907 --> 00:38:45,344
and then look what I do.
927
00:38:47,302 --> 00:38:50,697
- Anna, honey, I'm your dad.
928
00:38:50,740 --> 00:38:52,873
Okay, you don't owe me
anything,
929
00:38:52,916 --> 00:38:55,963
nor is it your job
to please me.
930
00:38:56,006 --> 00:38:57,921
But it is my job
931
00:38:57,965 --> 00:39:00,402
to do everything I can
to help you thrive in life.
932
00:39:00,446 --> 00:39:01,708
But honey,
that's not gonna matter
933
00:39:01,751 --> 00:39:04,798
if I can't keep you safe
in the first place.
934
00:39:04,841 --> 00:39:06,408
Which is why, honey,
I can't just, like,
935
00:39:06,452 --> 00:39:07,801
fling open the barn door
936
00:39:07,844 --> 00:39:10,456
and let you roam around.
937
00:39:10,499 --> 00:39:12,371
You understand that, right?
938
00:39:18,377 --> 00:39:23,164
♪
939
00:39:23,207 --> 00:39:24,426
- Oh.
940
00:39:24,470 --> 00:39:31,694
♪
941
00:39:34,262 --> 00:39:36,090
- Oh.
942
00:39:36,133 --> 00:39:39,267
Thank you, honey.
943
00:39:39,310 --> 00:39:41,835
But I'm just--
really, I'm not hungry.
944
00:39:41,878 --> 00:39:43,837
- Mom, you need to eat.
945
00:39:43,880 --> 00:39:46,230
And remember what Dr. Young
said about staying hydrated.
946
00:39:48,798 --> 00:39:50,017
Here you go.
947
00:39:50,060 --> 00:39:55,414
- Thank you.
- Mm-hmm.
948
00:39:58,242 --> 00:40:01,332
- Do you think that
I made a mistake
949
00:40:01,376 --> 00:40:05,206
by not agreeing
to have the other surgery?
950
00:40:06,512 --> 00:40:07,861
I don't think it's a bad thing
951
00:40:07,904 --> 00:40:09,428
to take your time
and think about it.
952
00:40:13,127 --> 00:40:16,478
But you know, in the meantime,
953
00:40:16,522 --> 00:40:18,741
I want you to take these.
954
00:40:21,222 --> 00:40:23,093
- Um, Dr. Young didn't mention
955
00:40:23,137 --> 00:40:24,399
new meds.
956
00:40:24,443 --> 00:40:25,835
- They're from
a different doctor.
957
00:40:25,879 --> 00:40:27,010
I showed him your chart,
and he thought
958
00:40:27,054 --> 00:40:28,185
these would work well for you.
959
00:40:28,229 --> 00:40:29,796
He said they've been
really beneficial
960
00:40:29,839 --> 00:40:32,320
for patients
with heart failure.
961
00:40:32,363 --> 00:40:34,409
- Okay.
962
00:40:34,453 --> 00:40:36,411
Let's have at it.
963
00:40:44,332 --> 00:40:46,465
♪