1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:34,333 --> 00:00:37,541 It's 2015, and people still act like marriage 4 00:00:37,625 --> 00:00:40,333 is some sort of crowning achievement for women. 5 00:00:41,125 --> 00:00:43,708 That is a trap I did not fall into. 6 00:00:43,791 --> 00:00:47,291 Some people prefer to really feel like they're holding a knife in their hands. 7 00:00:49,500 --> 00:00:50,916 I dove in headfirst. 8 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:52,958 Most professional chefs, they prefer… 9 00:00:53,041 --> 00:00:55,166 I don't normally quiver for cutlery, 10 00:00:55,250 --> 00:00:58,333 but I'm getting married in six weeks, so here we are. 11 00:00:58,416 --> 00:01:01,208 -Does that mean it's sharper? -Scary sharp. 12 00:01:01,291 --> 00:01:04,333 And she ain't cheap, but she is the superior blade. 13 00:01:05,416 --> 00:01:09,750 Well, baby, we can't start married life with inferior blades. 14 00:01:09,833 --> 00:01:13,250 So you wanna choose a knife that feels comfortable in your hand. 15 00:01:13,875 --> 00:01:15,416 What do you think of the Zwilling? 16 00:01:26,541 --> 00:01:27,750 Snap out of it, psycho. 17 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:31,083 It's heavier. 18 00:01:31,666 --> 00:01:33,166 She has the touch. 19 00:01:33,250 --> 00:01:34,333 Oh… Well… 20 00:01:34,416 --> 00:01:39,250 I think being a petite woman, you'll find the Miyabi easier to manage. 21 00:01:41,041 --> 00:01:43,208 I've managed to not eat lunch for six years 22 00:01:43,291 --> 00:01:45,750 just to have this joker call me petite. 23 00:01:46,583 --> 00:01:49,458 Petite is what they call short fat girls. 24 00:01:49,541 --> 00:01:52,666 -I should know. I used to be one. 25 00:02:01,833 --> 00:02:02,666 Text your mom. 26 00:02:02,750 --> 00:02:04,750 -Let her know we're officially registered. -Okay. 27 00:02:04,833 --> 00:02:08,083 Luke Harrison the Fourth played D1 lacrosse at Colgate, 28 00:02:08,166 --> 00:02:09,375 kite surfs on Nantucket, 29 00:02:09,458 --> 00:02:12,958 and skis in Vail because Aspen is lousy with the nouveau riche. 30 00:02:22,958 --> 00:02:23,791 Mmm. 31 00:02:23,875 --> 00:02:26,708 He calls me "babe" with the finest of intentions. 32 00:02:26,791 --> 00:02:27,708 -Let's go, babe. -Yeah. 33 00:02:29,208 --> 00:02:34,000 Heretofore, it is his birthright to marry a blond insect of Norwegian descent 34 00:02:34,083 --> 00:02:38,666 with a gender-ambiguous name, like Landry or Devon, 35 00:02:38,750 --> 00:02:41,541 who can spot my grift a mile away. 36 00:02:41,625 --> 00:02:43,375 Hey, can we get pizza? 37 00:02:45,250 --> 00:02:47,958 Who are you, and what have you done with my fiancée? 38 00:02:48,041 --> 00:02:49,750 I'm not to the manor born, 39 00:02:49,833 --> 00:02:52,416 but I have something no trust fund can buy… 40 00:02:53,250 --> 00:02:54,125 the edge. 41 00:02:54,833 --> 00:02:56,791 It doesn't take much in Luke's world. 42 00:02:56,875 --> 00:03:00,125 Love your work, hate babies, even the cute ones, 43 00:03:00,708 --> 00:03:02,083 have a few lurid secrets, 44 00:03:02,166 --> 00:03:07,416 and be eternally grateful that Luke knows all of them and still loves me. 45 00:03:08,250 --> 00:03:10,833 Um, my mom is asking if the invites went out. 46 00:03:10,916 --> 00:03:13,583 Mm. Yeah, once I approve the font. 47 00:03:14,291 --> 00:03:15,916 -Once you approve the font? -Yes. 48 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:18,833 Oh. Once Ani approves the font. 49 00:03:18,916 --> 00:03:20,458 -Thank you. 50 00:03:23,125 --> 00:03:26,000 Oh, she's saying they should go out six weeks before. 51 00:03:26,583 --> 00:03:28,541 -Jesus, are we at six weeks already? -Yeah. 52 00:03:29,791 --> 00:03:31,333 Whoa, we are at six weeks. 53 00:03:36,083 --> 00:03:37,500 All done here? 54 00:03:38,250 --> 00:03:40,291 -Yeah, maybe just a box, please. -Sure. 55 00:03:44,291 --> 00:03:45,791 -Loo. -Okay. 56 00:03:56,458 --> 00:03:58,625 Someone once called me an animal. 57 00:03:59,458 --> 00:04:01,458 One wrong move and Luke will see it too. 58 00:04:07,500 --> 00:04:08,541 Hmm. 59 00:04:12,833 --> 00:04:15,083 You can just take that. Thank you. 60 00:04:26,750 --> 00:04:28,000 Jesus. What happened? 61 00:04:28,083 --> 00:04:31,541 Waitress spilled soda all over the pizza and my dress. 62 00:04:31,625 --> 00:04:32,541 Oh no. 63 00:04:33,708 --> 00:04:36,333 It's gonna be okay, babe. Okay? 64 00:04:36,916 --> 00:04:38,000 Come on, I'll help you. 65 00:04:39,166 --> 00:04:40,291 Baby, I love you. 66 00:04:41,750 --> 00:04:43,875 Oh! Oh my God. 67 00:04:43,958 --> 00:04:46,583 -I'm so full. -You hardly ate anything. 68 00:04:46,666 --> 00:04:49,375 Okay, so maybe I keep some secrets from him, 69 00:04:49,458 --> 00:04:52,000 but no one has ever made me feel so safe. 70 00:04:52,083 --> 00:04:53,875 I'm proud of you for eating carbs, babe. 71 00:04:54,458 --> 00:04:57,666 I wanna see every one of you dripping in sweat. 72 00:04:58,166 --> 00:05:01,458 Nothing is so bad that you can't do it for ten more seconds. 73 00:05:01,541 --> 00:05:03,833 ["Keep It Movin'" 74 00:05:07,958 --> 00:05:11,041 by Stanton Warriors & Tony Quattro continues] 75 00:05:13,541 --> 00:05:15,666 -Ugh! Nineteen minutes? 76 00:05:16,333 --> 00:05:17,958 Some people have jobs to get to. 77 00:05:18,041 --> 00:05:19,958 I mean, not me, but some people. 78 00:05:20,791 --> 00:05:22,166 But I can't be late today. 79 00:05:22,666 --> 00:05:24,958 Oh my God. Are you meeting the documentary director today? 80 00:05:25,041 --> 00:05:25,875 Yes. 81 00:05:25,958 --> 00:05:28,541 Okay, well, you're not gonna be late on my watch. 82 00:05:28,625 --> 00:05:31,875 Nell Rutherford has been fostering me since freshman year of college. 83 00:05:32,458 --> 00:05:34,041 I know you never take the subway. 84 00:05:34,125 --> 00:05:36,875 Oh God, no, no, no. I-I really-- I really hate this. 85 00:05:36,958 --> 00:05:38,833 Okay. By your side. 86 00:05:38,916 --> 00:05:41,041 Nell is a natural blond with a trust fund. 87 00:05:41,541 --> 00:05:44,166 I'm a try-hard former financial-aid kid. 88 00:05:44,666 --> 00:05:46,291 We both hate where we came from. 89 00:05:46,375 --> 00:05:48,125 Your mom's coming this weekend, right? 90 00:05:48,208 --> 00:05:49,458 Oh, yes. 91 00:05:49,541 --> 00:05:51,625 She's been to TJ Maxx three times 92 00:05:51,708 --> 00:05:57,541 to try to find an outfit for my fitting at Saks Fifth Avenue on the 5th Avenue. 93 00:05:57,625 --> 00:06:00,125 Wow, what is the opposite of a legend? 94 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:06,250 Okay, I think this one is the most you. 95 00:06:06,333 --> 00:06:08,083 What? Only You Pro? 96 00:06:08,166 --> 00:06:09,125 Oh. 97 00:06:15,125 --> 00:06:16,208 Would you pick it? 98 00:06:16,958 --> 00:06:20,125 I mean, I'm not getting married until we have a woman for president, 99 00:06:20,208 --> 00:06:22,625 so I guess we'll know soon enough. 100 00:06:23,833 --> 00:06:24,708 Uh… 101 00:06:31,583 --> 00:06:34,625 I, uh… I'm still scared I'm making a mistake. 102 00:06:35,666 --> 00:06:36,625 Getting married? 103 00:06:37,708 --> 00:06:41,000 No. No, like is Only You Pro the font of a trash slut 104 00:06:41,083 --> 00:06:44,041 who doesn't know how to pass the salt and pepper shakers together. 105 00:06:44,125 --> 00:06:48,416 Oh my God, there is no such thing as a slutty font. It doesn't exist. 106 00:06:48,500 --> 00:06:49,833 God, I can't breathe. 107 00:06:50,875 --> 00:06:51,791 Oh my God. 108 00:06:58,208 --> 00:06:59,125 It's okay. 109 00:06:59,625 --> 00:07:01,000 Oh my God. Oh my God. 110 00:07:01,500 --> 00:07:03,791 This is normal. Okay? This happens all the time. 111 00:07:03,875 --> 00:07:05,666 We are experiencing a delay… 112 00:07:05,750 --> 00:07:08,125 -It's no big deal. -…due to train traffic ahead of us. 113 00:07:08,208 --> 00:07:09,666 Thank you for your patience. 114 00:07:10,166 --> 00:07:11,333 -You okay? 115 00:07:11,416 --> 00:07:12,875 There we go. See? 116 00:07:13,666 --> 00:07:16,041 Next stop 34th Street-Herald Square. 117 00:07:16,125 --> 00:07:18,208 -And we're moving. Okay. -Oh my God. 118 00:07:37,916 --> 00:07:40,791 Ugh! Eleanor Whitman. Brought in from The Atlantic 119 00:07:40,875 --> 00:07:43,583 to elevate the overly-sex fashion glossy where I work. 120 00:07:44,083 --> 00:07:45,250 How was your weekend? 121 00:07:46,041 --> 00:07:49,375 I feel like I ran a half-marathon through Williams-Sonoma. 122 00:07:49,458 --> 00:07:51,083 -Williams-Sonoma? -Yeah. 123 00:07:51,166 --> 00:07:54,833 You should register for a few pieces at Scully & Scully if you can. 124 00:07:54,916 --> 00:07:56,625 I'm sure Luke's family would go in on them. 125 00:07:56,708 --> 00:07:58,916 The fuck is Scully & Scully? 126 00:07:59,000 --> 00:08:01,916 Obsessed with Scully & Scully. 127 00:08:02,000 --> 00:08:03,708 My bedroom sconces are from there. 128 00:08:03,791 --> 00:08:05,041 -Mmm. 129 00:08:09,458 --> 00:08:12,416 Eleanor gets to write about topics with gravitas, 130 00:08:12,500 --> 00:08:15,625 like the wage gap and women in Afghanistan. 131 00:08:15,708 --> 00:08:18,250 I'm on another equally important beat. 132 00:08:18,333 --> 00:08:20,291 Your voice, Miss FaNelli… 133 00:08:21,958 --> 00:08:24,041 is simply peerless. 134 00:08:25,166 --> 00:08:28,125 My jaw hurts after reading that. 135 00:08:31,750 --> 00:08:34,041 This is what sells our magazine. 136 00:08:34,125 --> 00:08:37,750 Apparently men's pleasure is of global importance. 137 00:08:52,208 --> 00:08:54,791 So a recent study in the American Journal of Public Health 138 00:08:54,875 --> 00:08:58,916 found that last year, 30% of sexual assault survivors 139 00:08:59,000 --> 00:09:02,291 had to pay $940 for their own rape kits. 140 00:09:02,375 --> 00:09:03,791 That's a girl's whole paycheck. 141 00:09:03,875 --> 00:09:05,000 Right. So I was thinking 142 00:09:05,083 --> 00:09:07,625 "The Real Cost of Sexual Assault" as the cover line. 143 00:09:07,708 --> 00:09:10,166 Oh! Lavender. Retch. 144 00:09:11,250 --> 00:09:13,166 Hmm. 145 00:09:13,250 --> 00:09:16,500 How about, "When Your Rape Costs More than Your Rent"? 146 00:09:17,875 --> 00:09:20,166 Now that gets us on The Today Show. 147 00:09:21,833 --> 00:09:23,000 Mm… 148 00:09:23,583 --> 00:09:27,083 Miss FaNelli, give me something skanky to keep the lights on. 149 00:09:27,166 --> 00:09:28,416 Okay. 150 00:09:29,708 --> 00:09:31,333 Let's see, skanky… 151 00:09:32,583 --> 00:09:35,708 Okay, a new study in the Journal of Kinesiology 152 00:09:35,791 --> 00:09:39,250 found that nasal breathing is optimal for sports performance 153 00:09:39,333 --> 00:09:41,791 and is used by some of the top athletes around the world. 154 00:09:41,875 --> 00:09:46,333 So, "Five Weeks to an Olympian Blow - 155 00:09:46,958 --> 00:09:48,541 Breathe Like a Top Athlete 156 00:09:48,625 --> 00:09:52,083 to Last Longer and Go Deeper than His Ex." 157 00:09:55,791 --> 00:09:58,041 When I count my blessings, I count you twice. 158 00:09:58,833 --> 00:10:00,666 -Draft by the end of the week? -Yeah. 159 00:10:01,875 --> 00:10:03,500 -Thank you, everyone. 160 00:10:03,583 --> 00:10:04,541 Come with me. 161 00:10:09,333 --> 00:10:12,541 It's gonna be your name on the masthead of The New York Times Magazine. 162 00:10:13,208 --> 00:10:16,166 Lower than mine, but it beats a Cuisinart for a wedding gift. 163 00:10:18,375 --> 00:10:21,375 I am this close to becoming Ani Harrison, 164 00:10:21,458 --> 00:10:24,291 senior editor at The New York Times Magazine, 165 00:10:24,375 --> 00:10:26,708 to becoming someone people can respect. 166 00:10:37,541 --> 00:10:41,833 Abstaining from lunch allows me to squat in Eleanor's office when I need it. 167 00:10:54,208 --> 00:10:58,166 One day, I'll have a corner office with my own insufferable display 168 00:10:58,250 --> 00:11:01,416 of prestigious and frankly phallic-looking awards. 169 00:11:02,416 --> 00:11:05,375 Until then, I pretend I'm important. 170 00:11:12,166 --> 00:11:13,958 The rock was Luke's grandmother's. 171 00:11:14,041 --> 00:11:17,291 Oh. Pardon me, his Nana's. 172 00:11:18,083 --> 00:11:20,666 He told me I could reset it in a diamond band, 173 00:11:21,166 --> 00:11:23,250 what all the girls are doing now. 174 00:11:23,333 --> 00:11:25,666 Exactly why I will never. 175 00:11:25,750 --> 00:11:28,333 I intend to send a very clear message. 176 00:11:28,416 --> 00:11:30,500 This is an heirloom. 177 00:11:31,500 --> 00:11:34,916 We don't just have money. We come from money. 178 00:11:35,750 --> 00:11:37,750 -Take your best shot. 179 00:11:37,833 --> 00:11:39,666 Hey, Ani. Good to see you again. 180 00:11:39,750 --> 00:11:41,875 Sorry to make you come all the way to Midtown. 181 00:11:41,958 --> 00:11:43,416 Katie, thank you so much. 182 00:11:43,500 --> 00:11:45,541 Can you please remind Benjamin that I need the art 183 00:11:45,625 --> 00:11:46,916 for the wage-gap story? 184 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:48,750 Um, the what story? 185 00:11:48,833 --> 00:11:52,000 The smart story I just made up to sound more impressive. 186 00:11:52,083 --> 00:11:53,041 Ask Penelope. 187 00:11:56,791 --> 00:11:59,625 -Sit, please. -I appreciate you making the time. 188 00:11:59,708 --> 00:12:01,208 -Mm-hmm. -Uh… 189 00:12:02,250 --> 00:12:05,500 I know you said that the documentary was not the right choice at the moment, 190 00:12:05,583 --> 00:12:09,041 but there's been a pretty sizable development since the last time we spoke. 191 00:12:09,125 --> 00:12:12,708 Your former classmate, Dean Barton, has signed on to be interviewed. 192 00:12:13,250 --> 00:12:14,916 Keep it the fuck together, FaNelli. 193 00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:17,583 I guess it shouldn't be a surprise he has a new book to promote. 194 00:12:17,666 --> 00:12:20,000 I'm sure you saw his speech before Congress this summer. 195 00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:21,666 Only 200 times. 196 00:12:21,750 --> 00:12:22,583 No. 197 00:12:23,083 --> 00:12:26,500 Oh, it was a plea to tighten firearm background checks in Pennsylvania. 198 00:12:27,083 --> 00:12:29,458 Your ring. Show him your ring. 199 00:12:29,541 --> 00:12:36,291 I'm afraid I've been preoccupied this summer with planning the wedding 200 00:12:36,375 --> 00:12:39,500 and the magazine's initiative with Hillary's campaign. 201 00:12:40,083 --> 00:12:42,708 I can't imagine what it's like to have people grilling you about it 202 00:12:42,791 --> 00:12:44,291 so many years later. 203 00:12:45,166 --> 00:12:47,958 You're a survivor of the deadliest private-school shooting in history. 204 00:12:48,041 --> 00:12:50,958 And the reason it continues to captivate public interest 205 00:12:51,041 --> 00:12:53,666 is because there are still so many questions you never answered. 206 00:12:54,291 --> 00:12:57,375 People wanna know were you a hero or an accomplice? 207 00:12:58,291 --> 00:12:59,875 I had absolutely nothing to do with it. 208 00:12:59,958 --> 00:13:01,958 -Then why does Dean say you did? -I don't know. 209 00:13:02,041 --> 00:13:04,125 Don't you wanna tell your side of the story? 210 00:13:04,208 --> 00:13:06,833 -Miss FaNelli. Right at home, I see. 211 00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:09,625 I need three to five cover line tries for the simultaneous orgasm story 212 00:13:09,708 --> 00:13:11,083 by the time I get back from lunch. 213 00:13:17,083 --> 00:13:20,166 LoLo Vincent, editor-in-chief of The Women's Bible. 214 00:13:20,250 --> 00:13:22,083 Aaron Wickersham, independent filmmaker. 215 00:13:22,166 --> 00:13:25,958 Oh, that's right. I saw your short at the Toronto Film Festival a few years back. 216 00:13:26,041 --> 00:13:28,333 Are you our hot guy of the month for December? 217 00:13:29,083 --> 00:13:32,458 Actually, I'm working on a documentary about gun violence in schools. 218 00:13:33,416 --> 00:13:34,750 I'm hoping to talk to… 219 00:13:34,833 --> 00:13:35,833 Don't say it. 220 00:13:35,916 --> 00:13:36,750 …TifAni. 221 00:13:37,250 --> 00:13:38,083 Oh. 222 00:13:38,791 --> 00:13:40,458 I always forget that's your name. 223 00:13:42,166 --> 00:13:43,208 Ani's pithier. 224 00:13:49,250 --> 00:13:50,916 My team has spent the last year 225 00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:53,125 researching the incident at your high school. 226 00:13:53,208 --> 00:13:55,666 My intention is not to upset you by saying this, 227 00:13:55,750 --> 00:13:58,708 but we've uncovered a very different side to the story. 228 00:13:58,791 --> 00:14:01,333 I promise you, I'm only after the truth here. 229 00:14:01,416 --> 00:14:04,333 I give you my word that our work together will not cause you further harm. 230 00:14:04,416 --> 00:14:06,375 As long as you get your sensational story. 231 00:14:07,625 --> 00:14:11,541 I'm sorry, but there's just no way that you can promise me something like that. 232 00:14:15,750 --> 00:14:17,708 What if I said I believe you, Ani? 233 00:14:20,375 --> 00:14:21,208 Thank you. 234 00:15:06,541 --> 00:15:07,375 {\an8} 235 00:15:11,791 --> 00:15:14,708 Oh, it looks like a castle, TifAni. 236 00:15:15,208 --> 00:15:17,875 I always think they're gonna drive nicer cars in the Main Line. 237 00:15:17,958 --> 00:15:19,583 It's such a hoity-toity area. 238 00:15:19,666 --> 00:15:20,625 Mom. 239 00:15:20,708 --> 00:15:21,875 Hmm. 240 00:15:21,958 --> 00:15:28,208 One hundred percent of the students who received this writing scholarship… 241 00:15:28,291 --> 00:15:30,791 -Ended up at a tier-one university. -…ended up… 242 00:15:30,875 --> 00:15:34,500 I know you think I'm a broken record, but college is where you meet the people 243 00:15:34,583 --> 00:15:37,416 who are gonna be in your life for a very long time, TifAni, 244 00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:40,250 and the caliber of men is just not there at a state school. 245 00:15:40,333 --> 00:15:41,500 Okay, Mom. 246 00:15:42,083 --> 00:15:44,000 This is it. This is the beginning. 247 00:15:44,083 --> 00:15:45,208 Bye. 248 00:15:52,708 --> 00:15:54,875 You're already the prettiest girl in school. 249 00:15:54,958 --> 00:15:56,041 Mom! Shh! 250 00:15:57,166 --> 00:16:01,250 ♪ I don't think I like you much ♪ 251 00:16:01,333 --> 00:16:04,958 ♪ Heaven knows what a girl can do ♪ 252 00:16:05,583 --> 00:16:08,708 ♪ Heaven knows what you've got to prove ♪ 253 00:16:08,791 --> 00:16:10,750 ♪ I think I'm paranoid ♪ 254 00:16:11,416 --> 00:16:13,916 I spent the first few weeks at the esteemed Brentley School 255 00:16:14,000 --> 00:16:15,791 navigating the various cliques. 256 00:16:16,416 --> 00:16:18,083 There were the popular kids… 257 00:16:18,583 --> 00:16:20,208 -Hi. 258 00:16:20,291 --> 00:16:21,458 …the smart kids, 259 00:16:21,541 --> 00:16:23,000 and everybody else. 260 00:16:23,833 --> 00:16:26,916 Plus the very cool teacher who noticed my talent right away. 261 00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:29,791 "Holden is what we call an unreliable narrator, 262 00:16:29,875 --> 00:16:33,375 someone whose version of the truth can't be trusted." 263 00:16:33,916 --> 00:16:37,541 That's a line from the exceptional essay by TifAni FaNelli. 264 00:16:37,625 --> 00:16:39,916 Welcome to Brentley. Congratulations. 265 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,166 ♪ She's a genius in a bottle, baby ♪ 266 00:16:42,250 --> 00:16:43,250 -Stop. 267 00:16:46,833 --> 00:16:47,958 Oh, thanks. 268 00:16:53,250 --> 00:16:55,708 The one thing they all had that I didn't? 269 00:16:56,416 --> 00:16:57,375 Pedigree. 270 00:16:58,083 --> 00:16:59,125 Yo, Hilary. 271 00:16:59,208 --> 00:17:01,375 -Yo, Dean. -Get me some Swedish Fish. 272 00:17:10,708 --> 00:17:11,750 Oh. 273 00:17:12,250 --> 00:17:13,500 Don't worry, I got you. 274 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,041 Uh… Don't use a tray. 275 00:17:18,625 --> 00:17:19,708 -Thanks. -Yeah. 276 00:17:21,875 --> 00:17:22,708 Okay. 277 00:17:27,458 --> 00:17:29,000 Come on, come sit with us. 278 00:17:29,708 --> 00:17:31,125 Liam! Over here. 279 00:17:31,208 --> 00:17:32,458 Peyton, take that. 280 00:17:32,958 --> 00:17:34,458 -Hey, girl. -Hey. 281 00:17:35,208 --> 00:17:38,625 -What's up, TifAni? -Shit, homeboy's already called dibs. 282 00:17:38,708 --> 00:17:41,500 I showed her where the language room was this morning, shitbrain. 283 00:17:43,541 --> 00:17:45,666 -What do I owe you, Finny? -Finny? 284 00:17:45,750 --> 00:17:49,291 Tif-Finny. 285 00:17:49,375 --> 00:17:50,333 Don't worry about it. 286 00:17:50,416 --> 00:17:53,166 Only Dean would let a financial-aid kid buy him lunch. 287 00:17:53,250 --> 00:17:54,083 Oh. 288 00:17:55,416 --> 00:17:56,791 It's a writing scholarship. 289 00:17:57,583 --> 00:17:59,958 That only low-income students can apply for. 290 00:18:00,041 --> 00:18:00,875 Liv… 291 00:18:00,958 --> 00:18:07,208 Hmm. And yet, you're John D. Rockefeller's great-great-great-granddaughter, 292 00:18:07,291 --> 00:18:10,458 and you still lost the Salinger Essay Award to, uh-- 293 00:18:10,541 --> 00:18:11,416 Okay. 294 00:18:11,500 --> 00:18:14,541 Uh, Olivia had to change her last name from Rockefeller to Kaplan 295 00:18:14,625 --> 00:18:16,125 due to a kidnapping threat. 296 00:18:16,208 --> 00:18:20,625 -It's been a harrowing time for her. -Jesus. Finny, watch out for this freak. 297 00:18:21,416 --> 00:18:24,500 Choke on your Swedish Fish, Dean. You're such a dick. 298 00:18:29,791 --> 00:18:34,541 {\an8}…gun control. And they equate it with an effort to take away their guns. 299 00:18:34,625 --> 00:18:37,541 {\an8}- -And I used to be one of them, Rachel, 300 00:18:37,625 --> 00:18:40,083 {\an8}until I realized that the bill we are proposing 301 00:18:40,166 --> 00:18:42,125 wouldn't have threatened my constitutional rights. 302 00:18:42,208 --> 00:18:45,291 But it would have ensured that the gun that severed my spinal cord 303 00:18:45,375 --> 00:18:47,416 was registered, locked away in a safe place, 304 00:18:47,500 --> 00:18:52,000 out of the hands of the dangerous, mentally-unstable individuals that… 305 00:18:52,083 --> 00:18:53,208 Why are we watching this? 306 00:18:53,291 --> 00:18:55,166 We… We so appreciate you-- 307 00:18:55,250 --> 00:18:57,000 That director reached out again. 308 00:18:57,083 --> 00:18:58,041 Oh. 309 00:18:59,166 --> 00:19:00,083 What does he want? 310 00:19:01,875 --> 00:19:03,541 Dean's doing the documentary now. 311 00:19:05,833 --> 00:19:06,958 Nice. 312 00:19:08,333 --> 00:19:10,541 It's a last-ditch effort to get you to do it. 313 00:19:11,333 --> 00:19:13,916 You're the story. You're the one who's never gone on record. 314 00:19:14,000 --> 00:19:14,958 He needs you. 315 00:19:18,958 --> 00:19:19,791 Hey. 316 00:19:22,750 --> 00:19:25,083 You should do it if you feel you need to do it. 317 00:19:26,416 --> 00:19:28,958 But remember, you don't have to defend yourself to me 318 00:19:29,041 --> 00:19:30,625 or to anyone who really knows you. 319 00:19:32,333 --> 00:19:33,875 Who cares what anyone else thinks? 320 00:19:33,958 --> 00:19:37,166 So easy to say when everyone loves you, Luke. 321 00:19:37,250 --> 00:19:39,166 -Can I give you some good news? -Yeah. 322 00:19:43,333 --> 00:19:45,625 They wanna make the London offer attractive to both of us. 323 00:19:46,208 --> 00:19:48,458 Luke's firm wants to pay him fuck-your-feelings-money 324 00:19:48,541 --> 00:19:49,500 to move to London, 325 00:19:50,166 --> 00:19:52,375 where I'll be barefoot and pregnant in a year. 326 00:19:52,458 --> 00:19:55,833 John said this is ranked number six globally when it comes to MFA programs. 327 00:19:55,916 --> 00:19:56,875 Come on, Luke. 328 00:19:57,708 --> 00:20:00,250 You know MFA programs are just for white girls 329 00:20:00,333 --> 00:20:01,708 who can't get paid to write. 330 00:20:02,708 --> 00:20:04,125 I thought you'd be elated. 331 00:20:04,916 --> 00:20:10,041 It's just, um… LoLo mentioned today that she's in the final stages 332 00:20:10,125 --> 00:20:13,333 of reviewing her contract with The New York Times Magazine. 333 00:20:14,333 --> 00:20:17,458 I'm sorry, Ani, but how many times have you heard this? 334 00:20:18,750 --> 00:20:21,500 Until there's an offer on the table, none of it is real. 335 00:20:22,166 --> 00:20:23,083 London is real. 336 00:20:24,541 --> 00:20:27,333 This is a real opportunity for you. 337 00:20:30,916 --> 00:20:33,000 Okay, I'll think about it. 338 00:20:33,583 --> 00:20:35,916 -Think about it. Going for a run. -Okay. 339 00:20:38,958 --> 00:20:40,625 Think of it as a fresh start, babe. 340 00:20:46,375 --> 00:20:47,500 This is so fun. 341 00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:56,750 -Go. You got it. -All right. All right. 342 00:20:56,833 --> 00:20:57,791 Watch this. 343 00:20:58,291 --> 00:21:00,000 Oh my God. 344 00:21:01,208 --> 00:21:03,958 Liam is, like, doing a mating dance or something. 345 00:21:05,041 --> 00:21:06,875 He is so yummy right now. 346 00:21:10,375 --> 00:21:11,583 Move your legs! 347 00:21:11,666 --> 00:21:13,541 Hey, yo, Peyton, watch this. 348 00:21:13,625 --> 00:21:17,958 -Oh! Oh! Hey! Oh. -Okay. 349 00:21:18,541 --> 00:21:20,166 -Ah! -What… 350 00:21:20,250 --> 00:21:21,750 -What the fuck? -Relax. 351 00:21:21,833 --> 00:21:24,333 You're fucking weird. Get the fuck away from me. 352 00:21:24,416 --> 00:21:26,000 -Relax, man. -This fucking guy. 353 00:21:26,083 --> 00:21:27,458 -Come on. -I'm gonna kill him. 354 00:21:27,541 --> 00:21:28,833 Ah! 355 00:21:28,916 --> 00:21:29,916 Hey. 356 00:21:30,458 --> 00:21:32,583 -He's so cute! 357 00:21:34,500 --> 00:21:37,000 Arthur, I think I might be pregnant. 358 00:21:37,083 --> 00:21:39,958 Oh, yeah. You guys' kids are gonna need a fucking tutor. 359 00:21:40,458 --> 00:21:43,375 Why… Why do I feel like you just did something ill-advised? 360 00:21:43,458 --> 00:21:45,541 Dude, you promised no horseshit tonight. 361 00:21:45,625 --> 00:21:48,041 Well, promises are meant to be broken, mon chéri. 362 00:21:50,250 --> 00:21:51,250 Oh! 363 00:21:57,958 --> 00:22:00,208 He's got a flask. Let's go. 364 00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:04,875 -Oh, Arthur. Arthur. Arthur. -Arthur. 365 00:22:04,958 --> 00:22:06,125 Arthur, stop. 366 00:22:06,208 --> 00:22:08,083 You need to come with me, now. 367 00:22:11,666 --> 00:22:12,541 Come with me. 368 00:22:13,833 --> 00:22:14,666 Hilary! 369 00:22:19,458 --> 00:22:21,000 -Come on. 370 00:22:21,625 --> 00:22:23,666 Don't stop. Don't stop. 371 00:22:24,208 --> 00:22:28,291 Girls. If you leave school property, I have to call your parents. 372 00:22:28,375 --> 00:22:30,000 My mom knows I'm going to Dean's house. 373 00:22:30,083 --> 00:22:32,458 I mean, she's best friends with Mrs. Barton. 374 00:22:32,541 --> 00:22:34,250 -Yeah. -Tiff's sleeping over after. 375 00:22:35,208 --> 00:22:37,708 -Call Hilary's mom if you want. -Yeah. 376 00:22:38,291 --> 00:22:39,375 Yeah, call my mom. 377 00:22:43,250 --> 00:22:44,750 -Okay. 378 00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:48,833 Yes, I'm here. 379 00:22:48,916 --> 00:22:50,833 Go, go, go. Come on. 380 00:22:50,916 --> 00:22:52,541 -Hey! 381 00:22:52,625 --> 00:22:53,458 Hi! 382 00:22:55,458 --> 00:22:57,125 -Hi, Mr. Larson! -No, don't! 383 00:22:57,208 --> 00:22:58,208 -Don't do that! -Thank you! 384 00:22:58,291 --> 00:22:59,458 He's gonna call my mom. 385 00:22:59,541 --> 00:23:01,250 -I love this song! 386 00:23:07,666 --> 00:23:09,708 Halter is a good style for her. 387 00:23:10,208 --> 00:23:11,666 She can wear anything. 388 00:23:12,625 --> 00:23:15,958 Even with the breast reduction, she's still broad in the shoulders. 389 00:23:24,250 --> 00:23:25,541 Wow. 390 00:23:26,041 --> 00:23:27,333 Marry me. 391 00:23:28,708 --> 00:23:30,958 Mmm. 392 00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:35,375 What about a belt? 393 00:23:35,458 --> 00:23:38,833 You just need some embellishments or something 'cause it's so plain. 394 00:23:40,166 --> 00:23:42,208 If you just would've waited five more seconds, 395 00:23:42,291 --> 00:23:45,583 you wouldn't have had to insult my dress. 396 00:23:45,666 --> 00:23:49,666 I did not insult her dress. Did you hear me insult her dress? 397 00:23:49,750 --> 00:23:51,458 You just want her popping. 398 00:23:51,541 --> 00:23:52,791 Nell gets it. 399 00:23:52,875 --> 00:23:56,041 I was watching Say Yes to the Dress the other day, 400 00:23:56,541 --> 00:23:58,250 and the girl on there 401 00:23:58,333 --> 00:24:04,583 had, um, this tulle princess skirt you could tie on or tie off. 402 00:24:05,875 --> 00:24:09,166 Kate Middleton didn't wear a tulle princess skirt to her wedding. 403 00:24:09,250 --> 00:24:11,708 Neither should the expecting child brides of Ohio. 404 00:24:13,083 --> 00:24:14,000 Thank you. 405 00:24:14,791 --> 00:24:16,625 Yes, she was about six months along. 406 00:24:16,708 --> 00:24:17,708 -Mmm. 407 00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:22,791 Still, I think I would do that over this, um… The bolerino thing. 408 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:25,375 Bolero. 409 00:24:25,916 --> 00:24:26,916 Bolero. 410 00:24:27,666 --> 00:24:28,708 Have another. 411 00:24:29,541 --> 00:24:30,375 Ani. 412 00:24:32,125 --> 00:24:35,333 Excuse me for trying to celebrate the most important day of your life. 413 00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:38,125 I'm gonna go check out the sales upstairs. 414 00:24:38,208 --> 00:24:41,583 I'm afraid you can't bring glass outside the bridal boutique, ma'am. 415 00:24:46,750 --> 00:24:51,000 Okay, don't kill me, but I sort of agree with her. 416 00:24:51,083 --> 00:24:53,666 I mean, you're sexier than this, right? 417 00:24:55,291 --> 00:24:57,666 I'm getting married in the whale print capital of the world. 418 00:24:57,750 --> 00:25:01,500 I don't wanna embarrass Luke in some sequined mermaid dress. 419 00:25:01,583 --> 00:25:04,791 Embarrass Luke? Ugh! Fucking yikes, Ani. 420 00:25:05,833 --> 00:25:07,541 Nell, I'm… I'm five weeks out. 421 00:25:07,625 --> 00:25:10,000 Why would you tell me that my dress is wrong now? 422 00:25:10,083 --> 00:25:12,291 No, it's not wrong. Okay? Nothing about you is wrong. 423 00:25:12,375 --> 00:25:15,625 Jesus. Unclench, okay? 424 00:25:15,708 --> 00:25:17,166 Yeah, well, that's impossible, 425 00:25:17,250 --> 00:25:19,541 what with the real housewife of Pennsyltucky in town. 426 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,250 Be nice to your mother. 427 00:25:24,500 --> 00:25:26,375 That cut looks nice on you. 428 00:25:26,958 --> 00:25:29,791 More forgiving across the middle than some of your other stuff. 429 00:25:32,916 --> 00:25:33,750 Whoa! 430 00:25:34,250 --> 00:25:35,583 It's the director. It's Aaron. 431 00:25:36,083 --> 00:25:37,750 -Let it go to voicemail. 432 00:25:41,208 --> 00:25:43,791 I thought you told him no. Why is he calling you? 433 00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:45,375 I did, 434 00:25:46,083 --> 00:25:49,708 but I just wanted to know if I change my mind, 435 00:25:50,541 --> 00:25:52,875 when I would need to be available. 436 00:25:52,958 --> 00:25:55,125 Holy shit. 437 00:25:56,583 --> 00:25:59,000 -Ani. -Like, good "shit"? 438 00:26:00,125 --> 00:26:05,166 Babe, you wanna expose Dean Barton for the sanctimonious prick that he is. 439 00:26:06,250 --> 00:26:09,416 This is no-dairy-for-a-month shit. 440 00:26:10,625 --> 00:26:11,708 Single-wipe shit. 441 00:26:12,625 --> 00:26:16,625 No. Uh, I don't know. I, um… I'm not ready. 442 00:26:17,208 --> 00:26:19,041 -Come on, what will it take? -Oh. 443 00:26:19,708 --> 00:26:22,750 Let's see. Uh, Dean's making viral speeches at Congress, 444 00:26:22,833 --> 00:26:26,208 and I have a story due Monday about how to pleasure an uncircumcised penis. 445 00:26:26,291 --> 00:26:28,708 They're more sensitive than the ones without their turtlenecks, 446 00:26:28,791 --> 00:26:29,958 according to the experts. 447 00:26:30,500 --> 00:26:31,875 Nobody believed me back then, 448 00:26:31,958 --> 00:26:34,208 because I was a Wet Seal wearing gutter rat. 449 00:26:34,708 --> 00:26:37,541 If I'm gonna do this, I need to be bulletproof. 450 00:26:37,625 --> 00:26:41,041 I need to be able to say that I work at The New York Times, 451 00:26:41,125 --> 00:26:44,333 that I live in an elevator doorman building in Tribeca, 452 00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:45,875 and that my name is Ani Harrison 453 00:26:45,958 --> 00:26:48,291 because I married the lacrosse captain of Nantucket. 454 00:26:48,375 --> 00:26:51,166 And how dare anyone believe I did what Dean said I did 455 00:26:51,250 --> 00:26:54,250 while wiping away a single tear with this hand in particular. 456 00:26:58,125 --> 00:26:59,291 Four out of five. 457 00:27:01,500 --> 00:27:03,916 Not that you need any of it to make you credible. 458 00:27:05,458 --> 00:27:06,375 You don't, 459 00:27:07,666 --> 00:27:08,541 but I do. 460 00:27:10,791 --> 00:27:11,750 I do. 461 00:27:17,458 --> 00:27:20,541 My God, they have attitude in here. 462 00:27:22,208 --> 00:27:24,375 It's like, you work retail. 463 00:27:25,625 --> 00:27:27,583 -I'm gonna make a quick call. -Okay. 464 00:27:28,083 --> 00:27:29,750 -You're fine. -Oh, thank you. 465 00:27:33,250 --> 00:27:34,666 Sucker's a hall pass. 466 00:27:37,416 --> 00:27:39,166 Hi, Ani. I'm so glad you called. 467 00:27:39,250 --> 00:27:42,125 I didn't feel good about the way we ended things in your office. 468 00:27:42,208 --> 00:27:45,583 The new headmaster's allowing us to film on campus the second week of September. 469 00:27:45,666 --> 00:27:48,291 We're just finalizing the schedule. We'd love to know if you're in. 470 00:27:48,375 --> 00:27:50,708 -Oh, cute, Spencer. -Call me back when you get a chance. 471 00:27:51,791 --> 00:27:54,875 Oh, excuse me. You look exactly like my daughter. 472 00:27:55,875 --> 00:27:58,625 Uh, people are always mistaking me for someone else. 473 00:27:59,416 --> 00:28:00,708 While I have you… 474 00:28:02,333 --> 00:28:03,791 -That one. -Hmm. 475 00:28:04,791 --> 00:28:05,666 Nice eye. 476 00:28:22,750 --> 00:28:23,625 Hi, Aaron? 477 00:28:25,333 --> 00:28:27,833 I always stay at the Ritz Carlton when I come home. 478 00:28:30,666 --> 00:28:31,500 Great. 479 00:29:13,500 --> 00:29:14,458 Baby, here we go! 480 00:29:15,333 --> 00:29:16,791 -Oh! 481 00:29:22,416 --> 00:29:23,583 Shots! 482 00:29:24,708 --> 00:29:25,875 Come on! 483 00:29:25,958 --> 00:29:27,583 -Cheers! 484 00:29:27,666 --> 00:29:29,208 Oh, yeah! 485 00:29:29,916 --> 00:29:31,541 I'll take that one too. 486 00:29:32,166 --> 00:29:33,791 -All right, let's go. -Hilary. 487 00:29:33,875 --> 00:29:35,083 Hilary, your mom's here. 488 00:29:35,166 --> 00:29:37,166 -My mom's here. Fuck, my mom's here! -What? 489 00:29:37,250 --> 00:29:38,416 We have to go. 490 00:29:38,500 --> 00:29:40,125 What? I've got to go. 491 00:29:40,625 --> 00:29:42,625 -Tif, are you coming? -You can't have her. 492 00:29:42,708 --> 00:29:44,333 I'm sorry, you can't have her! 493 00:29:46,083 --> 00:29:46,958 Tif! 494 00:29:48,875 --> 00:29:50,458 He won't let me go. 495 00:29:50,541 --> 00:29:52,583 Finny, drink! Let's go. 496 00:29:52,666 --> 00:29:55,458 Come on! My house, my rules. 497 00:29:55,541 --> 00:29:56,791 Ani? 498 00:30:14,333 --> 00:30:15,375 Fucking corporate. 499 00:30:15,458 --> 00:30:19,625 Okay, the latest edict is we can't say clit, but clitoris is fine. 500 00:30:19,708 --> 00:30:20,583 Okay. 501 00:30:21,916 --> 00:30:25,916 Oh, but you don't need to know that, because you no longer work here. 502 00:30:28,333 --> 00:30:30,125 We're going to The New York Times. 503 00:30:30,208 --> 00:30:33,083 Oh, fuck yes! Yeah! 504 00:30:33,166 --> 00:30:34,000 Whoo! 505 00:30:35,833 --> 00:30:36,833 Thank you. 506 00:30:39,083 --> 00:30:43,166 Hi. Reservation for four for Harrison. 507 00:30:43,250 --> 00:30:44,708 Should be eight o'clock. 508 00:30:49,708 --> 00:30:50,750 -Hey. 509 00:30:50,833 --> 00:30:51,750 Hi. 510 00:30:52,791 --> 00:30:55,541 -You're in a good mood. -Okay, so I have some good news. 511 00:30:55,625 --> 00:30:57,833 -One member of your party is at the bar. -Oh. 512 00:30:57,916 --> 00:30:59,750 Okay, I'll, um… I'll tell you after. 513 00:30:59,833 --> 00:31:01,708 Here you go. Thank you so much. 514 00:31:04,166 --> 00:31:06,666 That's her. That's-- That's the wife. 515 00:31:09,083 --> 00:31:10,041 Whitney. 516 00:31:10,125 --> 00:31:11,791 -Luke. Hi. -Good to see ya. 517 00:31:11,875 --> 00:31:14,208 Mm. Andrew's running a few minutes late. 518 00:31:14,291 --> 00:31:16,083 -This is Ani, my fiancée. -Hi, Whitney. 519 00:31:16,166 --> 00:31:18,000 -Nice to meet you. 520 00:31:19,291 --> 00:31:23,125 Excuse me, but I have been stuck at home with a 16-month-old. 521 00:31:23,708 --> 00:31:25,416 A 16-month-old? 522 00:31:26,166 --> 00:31:27,916 You look amazing. 523 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:29,500 Luke calls me the wife-whisperer. 524 00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:30,833 Do you have any photos? 525 00:31:30,916 --> 00:31:32,083 Like it's so hard. 526 00:31:32,583 --> 00:31:34,916 Literally, all you do is act like they invented motherhood. 527 00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:36,541 Scroll to the right. 528 00:31:36,625 --> 00:31:39,125 There's a special place in hell for women who can't show you 529 00:31:39,208 --> 00:31:41,083 just one picture of their children. 530 00:31:41,166 --> 00:31:43,875 Oh my God, come on. Look at this little munchkin. 531 00:31:43,958 --> 00:31:46,416 -Baby, look at it. -Cute. Can I have a beer, please? 532 00:31:49,958 --> 00:31:51,375 Is this your husband? 533 00:31:52,583 --> 00:31:54,125 As far as I know. 534 00:31:54,208 --> 00:31:56,750 Sorry. My God, 5th was a parking lot. 535 00:31:57,541 --> 00:31:58,958 -There he is. -Luke. 536 00:31:59,791 --> 00:32:01,333 -Good to see ya. -Great to see ya. 537 00:32:01,416 --> 00:32:02,583 -Honey. -Hey. 538 00:32:03,208 --> 00:32:04,041 This is Ani. 539 00:32:04,541 --> 00:32:06,333 Nice to meet you. Andrew. 540 00:32:07,666 --> 00:32:09,208 Mr. Larson, it's me. 541 00:32:10,500 --> 00:32:11,333 TifAni. 542 00:32:11,916 --> 00:32:12,791 TifAni? 543 00:32:14,666 --> 00:32:17,958 Uh, "Mr. Larson?" Was he your teacher? 544 00:32:18,458 --> 00:32:19,625 TifAni. 545 00:32:20,291 --> 00:32:24,375 Uh… I didn't recognize you. You look… 546 00:32:25,041 --> 00:32:27,416 Like none of it ever happened. 547 00:32:27,500 --> 00:32:28,708 We can seat you now. 548 00:32:30,666 --> 00:32:33,958 So… I'm sorry, wait a second. Did you change your name or-- 549 00:32:34,041 --> 00:32:37,416 No, this is, um, TifAni, from when I left Brentley. 550 00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:38,875 Oh. 551 00:32:38,958 --> 00:32:39,958 Oh God. 552 00:32:40,041 --> 00:32:41,666 -God, I'm so sorry for… -Oh God. 553 00:32:41,750 --> 00:32:43,708 -You know, everything. -It's okay. 554 00:32:44,291 --> 00:32:47,208 -What happened to you, I just-- -Oh, I understand. 555 00:32:47,291 --> 00:32:48,708 Make it stop, Luke. 556 00:32:48,791 --> 00:32:50,500 I'm so sorry. I… 557 00:32:51,541 --> 00:32:53,458 Well, if it's any consolation, 558 00:32:53,541 --> 00:32:58,000 thanks to you, my do-gooder husband got into credit derivatives. 559 00:33:00,500 --> 00:33:03,416 You know, TifAni was the strongest writer in my class. 560 00:33:03,500 --> 00:33:05,666 Well, now she's senior editor at The Women's Bible. 561 00:33:05,750 --> 00:33:08,083 -The Women's Bible? -Yeah. 562 00:33:08,166 --> 00:33:09,791 -That's fantastic. -Thank you. 563 00:33:09,875 --> 00:33:12,333 I used to have to hide that from my mother growing up. 564 00:33:12,416 --> 00:33:16,041 "The past is never dead. It's not even past." 565 00:33:16,916 --> 00:33:18,541 To what Confucius said. 566 00:33:18,625 --> 00:33:20,666 Huh, Faulkner. 567 00:33:20,750 --> 00:33:22,208 -Cheers. -Cheers. 568 00:33:23,375 --> 00:33:24,458 Cheers. 569 00:33:25,083 --> 00:33:28,250 Mmm. So, Ani, you have to tell us, 570 00:33:28,333 --> 00:33:31,083 what do you think of the director in the skinny jeans? 571 00:33:34,708 --> 00:33:37,791 -You're doing the documentary? -They got to you too, huh? 572 00:33:42,583 --> 00:33:44,000 Please tell me you are. 573 00:33:48,083 --> 00:33:48,916 Yeah. 574 00:33:49,708 --> 00:33:51,500 It's long overdue. 575 00:33:51,583 --> 00:33:53,208 Thankfully, the timing worked out. 576 00:33:53,708 --> 00:33:56,041 We might be moving to London after the wedding. 577 00:33:56,125 --> 00:33:57,791 -London? -Yeah. 578 00:33:58,541 --> 00:34:01,666 Luke has been asked to run BlackRock's European desk. 579 00:34:01,750 --> 00:34:04,458 -Luke, congratulations. -Thank you. 580 00:34:04,541 --> 00:34:06,833 -Exciting. -We're still figuring out the details. 581 00:34:07,333 --> 00:34:10,750 Will you be able to write for the magazine from over there? 582 00:34:12,208 --> 00:34:16,500 Actually, I… just got accepted 583 00:34:16,583 --> 00:34:19,458 into the Goldsmith's MFA program 584 00:34:19,541 --> 00:34:21,333 -at the University of London. -Ah! 585 00:34:21,416 --> 00:34:22,791 To teach, I hope. 586 00:34:22,875 --> 00:34:24,000 -Oh! -Oh! 587 00:34:24,083 --> 00:34:27,291 -Ugh! Enough, Mr. Larson. 588 00:34:28,666 --> 00:34:30,875 Sometimes I feel like a wind-up doll. 589 00:34:30,958 --> 00:34:34,083 Turn my key, and I'll tell you exactly what you wanna hear. 590 00:34:52,875 --> 00:34:55,041 For someone who so easily could, 591 00:34:55,125 --> 00:34:58,291 Mr. Larson has never once made me feel ashamed. 592 00:35:05,958 --> 00:35:06,916 Hey. 593 00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:09,250 Our spouses went to 7th to get a cab. 594 00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:13,375 -Can I tell you something? -Sure. 595 00:35:14,208 --> 00:35:17,166 I got a job offer from The New York Times Magazine today. 596 00:35:17,750 --> 00:35:18,708 Brava. 597 00:35:20,375 --> 00:35:23,875 I mean, I had nothing to do with it, but I couldn't be more proud. 598 00:35:24,458 --> 00:35:25,458 Thanks. 599 00:35:27,083 --> 00:35:29,916 What about London and the MFA? 600 00:35:31,541 --> 00:35:32,666 I'll figure it out. 601 00:35:34,041 --> 00:35:37,958 Tif, I know how these things usually go. 602 00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:40,083 Don't acquiesce. 603 00:35:42,583 --> 00:35:46,291 -I'm glad you're doing the doc. -It's a balancing act with him. 604 00:35:49,625 --> 00:35:51,708 He doesn't trust the director in skinny jeans. 605 00:35:52,375 --> 00:35:53,458 So you acquiesce? 606 00:35:55,875 --> 00:35:57,500 Am I allowed to call you a bastard now? 607 00:35:57,583 --> 00:35:59,875 You should be allowed to do anything you want. 608 00:36:03,333 --> 00:36:04,625 Okay. 609 00:36:04,708 --> 00:36:06,125 It was good to see you. 610 00:36:20,833 --> 00:36:22,416 Hey, man, is the AC on? 611 00:36:23,875 --> 00:36:25,708 Should be getting colder now. 612 00:36:29,041 --> 00:36:31,541 Did you mean what you said back there about London? 613 00:36:39,750 --> 00:36:43,125 You know, sometimes I feel like another box you have to check off 614 00:36:43,208 --> 00:36:45,208 so you look like you've done okay. 615 00:36:49,250 --> 00:36:51,500 I'm not some prick who doesn't respect your career 616 00:36:51,583 --> 00:36:53,500 just because you don't make as much money as I do. 617 00:36:53,583 --> 00:36:55,291 -You know that, right? 618 00:36:57,166 --> 00:37:00,125 I think you are so talented and so creative, 619 00:37:00,208 --> 00:37:01,625 and I love that about you. 620 00:37:04,125 --> 00:37:06,083 It's one of the reasons I want us to go to London. 621 00:37:06,166 --> 00:37:10,083 I think you are limited where you are, and frankly, you're better than it. 622 00:37:10,916 --> 00:37:13,458 All I have to show for the past nine years of my career 623 00:37:13,541 --> 00:37:15,666 is 15,000 ways to touch a cock. 624 00:37:16,208 --> 00:37:18,375 I never would've gotten the offer from The New York Times 625 00:37:18,458 --> 00:37:20,083 if LoLo hadn't grandfathered me in. 626 00:37:20,166 --> 00:37:21,291 You got the offer? 627 00:37:21,375 --> 00:37:22,250 Yeah. 628 00:37:25,250 --> 00:37:26,750 What is it? Where is it? 629 00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:32,666 Is this right? 630 00:37:34,083 --> 00:37:36,250 -Yeah. -It's not even a 10% raise. 631 00:37:36,333 --> 00:37:39,166 It's The New York Times. I wouldn't be going there for the money. 632 00:37:39,250 --> 00:37:41,416 Well, this makes me think they don't value you at all. 633 00:37:41,500 --> 00:37:44,958 It's not personal. There's no money left in publishing anymore. 634 00:37:45,041 --> 00:37:46,875 Well, exactly. 635 00:37:46,958 --> 00:37:49,958 Listen, you go to London and get your MFA. You can write a book. 636 00:37:50,041 --> 00:37:52,208 Something that's yours, that you have equity in. 637 00:37:52,791 --> 00:37:55,125 Wouldn't you rather be known for something you've created 638 00:37:55,208 --> 00:37:57,625 than this thing that happened to you so long ago? 639 00:37:59,916 --> 00:38:00,791 No. 640 00:38:01,583 --> 00:38:05,500 No, I… I wanna be remembered for what really happened to me. 641 00:38:05,583 --> 00:38:08,333 I want vindication. It's all I think about. 642 00:38:08,416 --> 00:38:10,625 I know you've thought long and hard about doing this documentary, 643 00:38:10,708 --> 00:38:12,208 and I'm not saying you shouldn't do it, 644 00:38:12,291 --> 00:38:15,958 but Dean has taken this very bad thing that happened to him 645 00:38:16,041 --> 00:38:19,416 and done something good with it. People respect that and they respect him. 646 00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,166 You know what I'm saying. 647 00:38:23,333 --> 00:38:24,166 Yeah. 648 00:38:25,041 --> 00:38:28,250 Yeah, it's the blow-job editor versus the gun-safety savior. 649 00:38:29,250 --> 00:38:31,166 No, God, of course. Ugh! 650 00:38:31,250 --> 00:38:35,000 Oh God, if there was just a way for me to write about more important issues 651 00:38:35,083 --> 00:38:37,416 for a place of worldwide influence and acclaim, 652 00:38:37,500 --> 00:38:39,750 then maybe, just maybe, 653 00:38:39,833 --> 00:38:42,250 people can hold me in the same esteem as Dean. 654 00:38:42,333 --> 00:38:46,666 Gosh, if there was just a way for me to work at this elusive place. 655 00:38:46,750 --> 00:38:49,125 You're so angry. I can't talk to you when you're this angry. 656 00:38:49,208 --> 00:38:51,416 Ugh! It's so hot in here. 657 00:38:52,833 --> 00:38:55,666 I'm gonna walk the last few blocks. 658 00:38:59,791 --> 00:39:01,958 Sir, can you please just keep driving? 659 00:39:38,666 --> 00:39:39,916 Shit, Peyton. 660 00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:43,625 Yo, holy fuck, you're still at it? What the… 661 00:39:43,708 --> 00:39:45,250 Fuck off, Liam. 662 00:39:55,041 --> 00:39:56,416 We'll hang out, okay? 663 00:40:06,458 --> 00:40:07,833 What the fuck? 664 00:40:09,375 --> 00:40:11,416 Oh my God, I can't watch. 665 00:40:11,500 --> 00:40:13,000 Come on, someone do something. 666 00:40:13,083 --> 00:40:14,458 No, that's you, buddy. 667 00:40:21,583 --> 00:40:23,416 Aw. Holy fuck. 668 00:40:23,500 --> 00:40:24,458 Shit. 669 00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:27,916 Take care of your girl, Liam. 670 00:40:29,583 --> 00:40:30,458 Hey. 671 00:40:31,416 --> 00:40:33,416 -Aw. 672 00:40:35,250 --> 00:40:38,250 Hey. Come on, I got you. 673 00:40:47,333 --> 00:40:49,458 -Ow! Ow… 674 00:40:53,708 --> 00:40:55,791 Ow! 675 00:41:06,166 --> 00:41:08,166 Ow! 676 00:42:12,083 --> 00:42:13,583 Hi. Um, Dean… 677 00:42:13,666 --> 00:42:15,291 -I just really need some water. -You… 678 00:42:15,375 --> 00:42:16,958 You should really get some sleep. 679 00:42:17,041 --> 00:42:18,750 Yeah, I'm just really thirsty. 680 00:42:19,333 --> 00:42:21,000 Uh… Dean! 681 00:42:21,083 --> 00:42:22,208 Wait, stop! 682 00:42:22,291 --> 00:42:25,083 Wait! Wait! Wait! Stop! Stop! Stop! 683 00:42:25,166 --> 00:42:27,500 Stop! Stop! Stop! Wait. Wait. 684 00:42:27,583 --> 00:42:29,916 Dean, wait. Stop! Stop! Stop! Please. 685 00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:32,166 Stop! Stop! Wait! Wait, no! 686 00:42:32,250 --> 00:42:35,000 Please! Please! 687 00:42:35,083 --> 00:42:37,083 Please, stop! Stop! 688 00:42:48,791 --> 00:42:50,500 -Oh, fuck! 689 00:42:52,083 --> 00:42:54,125 -Motherfucker. 690 00:42:54,875 --> 00:42:55,833 Finny! 691 00:42:56,791 --> 00:42:57,708 Shit. 692 00:42:58,333 --> 00:42:59,625 Finny. 693 00:42:59,708 --> 00:43:02,041 Fuck! Fucking crazy ass bitch! Get out! 694 00:43:02,125 --> 00:43:05,500 -Hot in here! Fucking piece of shit! Agh! 695 00:43:05,583 --> 00:43:08,041 What the fuck? Fucking ass bitch! Get out! 696 00:43:08,125 --> 00:43:09,916 -Get her out! -Honey, get out! 697 00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:12,083 Don't fucking touch me! 698 00:43:12,166 --> 00:43:13,416 Fuck you! 699 00:43:13,500 --> 00:43:15,041 Don't fucking touch me! 700 00:43:17,833 --> 00:43:19,333 You're so fucking nuts. 701 00:43:47,916 --> 00:43:49,083 Excuse me. 702 00:43:50,375 --> 00:43:52,916 Do you know how to get to the Brentley School from here? 703 00:43:53,416 --> 00:43:54,250 TifAni? 704 00:44:02,833 --> 00:44:04,666 Hey. Hey. 705 00:44:04,750 --> 00:44:06,750 -Hey. What happened? 706 00:44:07,583 --> 00:44:08,791 Hey, what happened? 707 00:44:11,083 --> 00:44:12,541 TifAni, what happened? 708 00:44:59,083 --> 00:45:00,041 You can come in. 709 00:45:02,875 --> 00:45:04,833 They're a little big but they're clean. 710 00:45:09,833 --> 00:45:11,166 Look, can I please, 711 00:45:11,750 --> 00:45:13,875 please take you to the hospital now? 712 00:45:21,416 --> 00:45:23,041 -I gotta call your mother. -No. 713 00:45:29,125 --> 00:45:31,458 Look, you… you can't be here. 714 00:45:31,958 --> 00:45:33,166 It-- it's not… 715 00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:38,916 Look, I can get into a lot of trouble. 716 00:46:05,666 --> 00:46:06,791 Thanks. 717 00:46:07,833 --> 00:46:09,416 Dean is hoping to meet with you. 718 00:46:10,583 --> 00:46:11,666 No fucking way. 719 00:46:11,750 --> 00:46:13,083 -Just hear me out. -No. 720 00:46:13,166 --> 00:46:15,833 He's willing to take back his claim that you're involved in the shooting. 721 00:46:15,916 --> 00:46:17,750 He's going to vindicate you, Ani. 722 00:46:18,333 --> 00:46:21,208 He wants to sit down with you on camera and apologize. 723 00:46:21,291 --> 00:46:24,083 Ugh. I hate your soft voice so much. 724 00:46:25,291 --> 00:46:26,375 Sorry. Um… 725 00:46:28,083 --> 00:46:28,916 What-- 726 00:46:29,708 --> 00:46:30,583 Why? 727 00:46:31,583 --> 00:46:33,583 Maybe you have some sense? 728 00:46:33,666 --> 00:46:37,041 For fuck's sake, will you just put this guy out of his misery? 729 00:46:38,625 --> 00:46:40,041 My money's on the gang rape. 730 00:46:43,541 --> 00:46:46,500 There. I said it. No going back now. 731 00:46:46,583 --> 00:46:49,000 I've gathered enough to know that that event 732 00:46:49,083 --> 00:46:51,708 was framed as something that you participated in. I'm… 733 00:46:52,208 --> 00:46:54,125 I'm so sorry, Ani. It makes me sick. 734 00:46:54,208 --> 00:46:57,750 Yeah, no participation trophy for me. 735 00:46:57,833 --> 00:47:00,166 TifAni… Uh, I mean, Ani, 736 00:47:01,250 --> 00:47:02,333 if you wanna do this, 737 00:47:02,416 --> 00:47:04,958 it'd be easy enough to tack on an extra day to the schedule. 738 00:47:05,041 --> 00:47:08,083 I'll make sure to keep you both separate until you give me permission. 739 00:47:08,166 --> 00:47:09,458 You'll call the shots. 740 00:47:10,833 --> 00:47:14,250 What's the point of being at your fighting weight if you're not gonna fight? 741 00:47:15,583 --> 00:47:16,458 Okay. 742 00:47:25,541 --> 00:47:27,916 And your safety and comfort is our highest priority. 743 00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:30,208 We do not wanna see you re-traumatized. 744 00:47:30,958 --> 00:47:32,916 We could look into getting you a victims' advocate. 745 00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:36,291 Sorry. I should probably ask if you prefer "survivor" to "victim." 746 00:47:36,375 --> 00:47:38,708 -I know that's a big thing these days. -Oh. 747 00:47:39,458 --> 00:47:41,250 Survivor? Gross. 748 00:47:43,208 --> 00:47:44,791 So victim then? 749 00:47:44,875 --> 00:47:45,750 Yeah. 750 00:47:47,458 --> 00:47:48,291 Victim. 751 00:48:09,958 --> 00:48:10,791 Mmm. 752 00:48:11,750 --> 00:48:13,000 Definitely this one. 753 00:48:13,500 --> 00:48:16,208 It's less oaky. I hate oak. 754 00:48:16,291 --> 00:48:19,541 Hmm. Gosh, Mom. I never once wondered if I was adopted. 755 00:48:24,750 --> 00:48:28,416 Did you know it's broo-sket-ta, not broo-shet-ta? 756 00:48:28,500 --> 00:48:31,833 TifAni taught me that. She and Nell lived in Rome for a time. 757 00:48:31,916 --> 00:48:34,000 -Keep it cute, FaNelli. 758 00:48:34,083 --> 00:48:36,625 That must have been a wonderful experience for you girls. 759 00:48:36,708 --> 00:48:38,416 Oh, I just love Italy. 760 00:48:38,500 --> 00:48:40,583 And from London, it's just such a short flight. 761 00:48:40,666 --> 00:48:41,500 Oh! 762 00:48:43,166 --> 00:48:46,083 You didn't tell me. You made a decision about London? 763 00:48:46,166 --> 00:48:48,583 Mom, no, we didn't make a decision yet, remember? 764 00:48:49,083 --> 00:48:51,791 -Oh, I apologize. I misunderstood. 765 00:48:55,958 --> 00:48:56,833 Uh, um… 766 00:48:59,208 --> 00:49:00,791 I'll be… I'll be just a minute. 767 00:49:03,083 --> 00:49:03,958 Okay. 768 00:49:11,875 --> 00:49:14,041 -This is nice. Cheers. 769 00:49:15,125 --> 00:49:17,875 And now here to comment is Dean Barton. 770 00:49:17,958 --> 00:49:20,291 Every day that Congress fails to work together 771 00:49:20,375 --> 00:49:22,500 to create universal background checks 772 00:49:22,583 --> 00:49:24,916 is another day that a student risks their life 773 00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:26,541 just trying to get an education. 774 00:49:27,041 --> 00:49:27,875 TifAni? 775 00:49:27,958 --> 00:49:29,333 It's outright negligence. 776 00:49:29,833 --> 00:49:30,708 What are you doing? 777 00:49:30,791 --> 00:49:33,250 -We owe these kids so much more. -I came to check on you. 778 00:49:33,333 --> 00:49:34,166 Why? 779 00:49:43,083 --> 00:49:44,333 My little bambina. 780 00:49:45,125 --> 00:49:47,500 Really starting to freak out about seeing Dean. 781 00:49:47,583 --> 00:49:48,416 Right. 782 00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:52,291 What if when I see him in a wheelchair, I can't be angry anymore? 783 00:49:53,583 --> 00:49:55,041 I don't wanna feel bad for him. 784 00:49:55,125 --> 00:49:57,250 It's so much cleaner if I could just hate him. 785 00:49:58,375 --> 00:49:59,208 Oh. 786 00:50:02,083 --> 00:50:06,208 I say we go out there and get Drunken Ship-faced. 787 00:50:06,291 --> 00:50:07,166 Hmm? 788 00:50:10,583 --> 00:50:14,083 Come on. You're about to read Dean Barton for fucking filth. 789 00:50:14,166 --> 00:50:16,083 Where's the registry for that? 790 00:50:16,166 --> 00:50:18,083 Where's the blushing bride? 791 00:50:19,708 --> 00:50:21,958 Jesus Christ, how am I gonna get through this? 792 00:50:24,416 --> 00:50:27,000 Here comes the bride. Finally. 793 00:50:27,083 --> 00:50:28,833 Hey, lady. Oh… 794 00:50:29,791 --> 00:50:32,625 Hallsy's Luke's poorly preserved aunt 795 00:50:32,708 --> 00:50:36,291 who ceased to be a lady 20 tennis-pro dicks ago. 796 00:50:36,375 --> 00:50:38,708 Why is everyone so anti-oak these days? 797 00:50:40,583 --> 00:50:42,875 Ooh! I have a buttery chard just for you. 798 00:50:42,958 --> 00:50:45,333 About the only thing California's good for. 799 00:50:45,416 --> 00:50:48,875 And do me one more solid, don't sit me with the Gilmartins. 800 00:50:49,666 --> 00:50:51,875 -What'd you do this time? -I didn't do anything. 801 00:50:51,958 --> 00:50:54,291 They're being snowflakes over the new park. 802 00:50:54,375 --> 00:50:55,458 No offense, you two. 803 00:50:55,541 --> 00:50:57,958 Well, it will be very loud for them. 804 00:50:58,041 --> 00:51:00,416 They've agreed to put in soundproof buffers. 805 00:51:00,500 --> 00:51:02,833 What kind of a park needs a soundproof buffer? 806 00:51:03,416 --> 00:51:04,833 A shooting park, Dinah. 807 00:51:05,958 --> 00:51:09,041 Can't blame gun owners for wanting to enjoy their hobby responsibly. 808 00:51:09,125 --> 00:51:11,750 As a woman, I feel more empowered when I'm shooting a gun 809 00:51:11,833 --> 00:51:14,166 than I do bitching about every little thing. 810 00:51:14,250 --> 00:51:17,500 Okay, I'm gonna go inside. Would anybody like some water? 811 00:51:17,583 --> 00:51:19,208 I'll take one. No ice. 812 00:51:20,041 --> 00:51:22,875 Don't worry, I won't sit you with the Gilmartins. 813 00:51:22,958 --> 00:51:23,916 You'll be at table 12 814 00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:26,625 with the rest of the flabby cougars where you belong. 815 00:51:28,208 --> 00:51:30,041 -TifAni. -Oh, boy. 816 00:51:30,125 --> 00:51:31,333 Oh my God. 817 00:51:33,041 --> 00:51:34,125 Oh fuck. 818 00:51:45,500 --> 00:51:46,375 She's… 819 00:51:47,625 --> 00:51:48,625 She's really tired. 820 00:51:49,458 --> 00:51:51,000 It's been a long week, so… 821 00:51:56,875 --> 00:51:57,708 Ani! 822 00:51:58,958 --> 00:51:59,791 Stop! 823 00:52:01,916 --> 00:52:02,750 Ani. 824 00:52:03,458 --> 00:52:05,208 Ow! Goddamn it! 825 00:52:08,750 --> 00:52:09,708 Ani! 826 00:52:10,791 --> 00:52:11,791 Stop! 827 00:52:13,625 --> 00:52:14,500 Damn it. 828 00:52:20,541 --> 00:52:22,250 Do you like your life, TifAni? 829 00:52:22,333 --> 00:52:25,833 Yes, Mom, I have built a very nice life for myself. 830 00:52:26,458 --> 00:52:28,041 How much do you make in a year? 831 00:52:28,833 --> 00:52:29,916 What? 832 00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:32,250 How much do you make in a year, honey? 833 00:52:35,333 --> 00:52:36,833 Uh… 80K. 834 00:52:36,916 --> 00:52:41,625 Sometimes a little bit more if I guest-edit a brand extension, okay? 835 00:52:41,708 --> 00:52:44,166 Okay, so let's be generous. Let's call it 90K. 836 00:52:44,708 --> 00:52:46,166 How much did you pay for that watch? 837 00:52:46,250 --> 00:52:48,125 You don't think I noticed you got the Cartier? 838 00:52:48,958 --> 00:52:52,166 Don't you know it's gauche to ask how much something costs, Mom? 839 00:52:52,250 --> 00:52:56,041 Oh, I know. I know you'd think I didn't do anything with my life. 840 00:52:56,833 --> 00:53:01,125 But you know, when you're spending $1,500 a month to exercise, 841 00:53:01,666 --> 00:53:04,791 and your mortgage is $12,000… 842 00:53:05,791 --> 00:53:11,958 This 90k that I was able to squirrel away from alimony payments 843 00:53:12,041 --> 00:53:16,000 so I could stay home with you and not have to pay for childcare? 844 00:53:16,083 --> 00:53:17,666 I put that money towards your education, 845 00:53:17,750 --> 00:53:20,375 and that put you in rooms where you met a guy like Luke. 846 00:53:21,208 --> 00:53:24,625 And I am… I am doing my best here 847 00:53:24,708 --> 00:53:27,416 to try to connect with the Harrisons. It's not easy. 848 00:53:28,750 --> 00:53:30,333 And now with this documentary? 849 00:53:31,333 --> 00:53:33,458 -What's that have to do with this? -Everything. 850 00:53:33,541 --> 00:53:35,208 Everything, TifAni. Everything. 851 00:53:35,291 --> 00:53:38,583 You think you're embarrassed of me now, don't try to say that you're not, 852 00:53:39,500 --> 00:53:42,458 imagine what it's gonna be like when they find out about what happened. 853 00:53:43,750 --> 00:53:45,291 They had boys. 854 00:53:45,375 --> 00:53:47,791 They didn't have a girl who developed early 855 00:53:47,875 --> 00:53:50,000 and was hell-bent on taking risks. 856 00:53:51,625 --> 00:53:53,541 They can't imagine what that was like. 857 00:53:54,500 --> 00:53:57,875 I did everything in my power to protect you. 858 00:53:57,958 --> 00:53:59,416 I did. I did. 859 00:53:59,500 --> 00:54:02,041 That's why I had all those rules in place that I did. 860 00:54:02,125 --> 00:54:04,208 But you didn't wanna follow those. 861 00:54:04,291 --> 00:54:05,875 That was your choice. 862 00:54:07,041 --> 00:54:08,416 So fine, you know? 863 00:54:08,500 --> 00:54:09,875 Just-- just-- just… 864 00:54:09,958 --> 00:54:12,750 At least just leave my name out of it. 865 00:54:14,291 --> 00:54:17,000 I did what any half-decent mother would have done. 866 00:54:17,583 --> 00:54:18,458 I did. 867 00:54:18,958 --> 00:54:20,833 You'll find out someday. 868 00:54:21,708 --> 00:54:23,541 You'll find out how hard it is. 869 00:54:25,458 --> 00:54:26,416 Okay. 870 00:54:27,083 --> 00:54:29,833 Although if you keep pushing Luke away, maybe you won't. 871 00:54:30,500 --> 00:54:33,458 At the very least, you won't have someone else's pile of money to stand on 872 00:54:33,541 --> 00:54:35,166 while you call me gauche. 873 00:54:36,916 --> 00:54:37,833 Excuse me. 874 00:54:43,791 --> 00:54:44,625 TifAni. 875 00:54:46,916 --> 00:54:47,791 Wait. 876 00:55:01,375 --> 00:55:02,458 I'm sorry. 877 00:55:15,458 --> 00:55:17,375 My mom asked me what a cougar is. 878 00:55:43,125 --> 00:55:44,958 -Ah! 879 00:55:51,250 --> 00:55:52,500 -Okay. 880 00:55:53,875 --> 00:55:54,916 -Ow! 881 00:55:57,000 --> 00:55:58,291 -Babe? -Yeah? 882 00:56:00,958 --> 00:56:03,041 Can we just do it the nice way? 883 00:56:05,250 --> 00:56:06,166 Yeah. 884 00:56:27,250 --> 00:56:28,166 Okay. 885 00:56:29,916 --> 00:56:30,916 Okay. 886 00:56:31,541 --> 00:56:33,291 I can't do this. Please get off me. 887 00:56:33,791 --> 00:56:36,166 Please just get off of me. I'm sorry. I can't… 888 00:56:38,833 --> 00:56:39,750 Oh my God. 889 00:56:52,750 --> 00:56:54,333 I may not say everything right, 890 00:56:54,416 --> 00:56:59,083 but when I try to be respectful, it's like you can't handle it. 891 00:57:08,583 --> 00:57:09,833 Thanks for taking me. 892 00:57:13,541 --> 00:57:15,291 You only have a 30% chance of getting pregnant, 893 00:57:15,375 --> 00:57:17,125 but it's good to be on the safe side. 894 00:57:18,125 --> 00:57:18,958 Oh. 895 00:57:19,666 --> 00:57:20,875 Never heard that before. 896 00:57:37,041 --> 00:57:38,041 Liam? 897 00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:42,416 I just wanted you to know, I didn't mean to hook up with anybody else. 898 00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:45,000 Dude, it's no big deal. 899 00:57:51,041 --> 00:57:52,375 But I also feel like… 900 00:57:54,500 --> 00:57:55,958 I think I was raped. 901 00:58:00,666 --> 00:58:01,750 Are you insane? 902 00:58:04,625 --> 00:58:06,166 Are you actually insane? Like… 903 00:58:08,458 --> 00:58:10,500 Do you even know what rape is? 904 00:58:18,250 --> 00:58:19,666 Why would you even say that to me? 905 00:58:19,750 --> 00:58:23,125 I'm sorry. I… I don't think that about you. 906 00:58:23,208 --> 00:58:25,083 -Finny! -There she is. 907 00:58:27,208 --> 00:58:30,333 Finny, if I'm still hungover, you're definitely still hungover. 908 00:58:30,416 --> 00:58:32,416 Hey, come on, come on, come on. Let's go. 909 00:58:33,166 --> 00:58:34,166 Milady. 910 00:58:37,625 --> 00:58:39,708 You are an animal, FaNelli. 911 00:58:39,791 --> 00:58:42,791 Hey, you two… gotta step it up. 912 00:58:42,875 --> 00:58:44,750 -You are such a loser. -Loser? 913 00:58:44,833 --> 00:58:47,625 -I think that was your job last night. -Did you win any games at all? 914 00:58:47,708 --> 00:58:50,250 -Yeah, I won two. Yeah. -I don't think so. 915 00:58:50,333 --> 00:58:53,583 I mean, if I'd lost as much as you had, then I would have left long ago. 916 00:58:54,333 --> 00:58:55,833 Oh, come on. 917 00:59:00,625 --> 00:59:01,458 Luke? 918 00:59:30,958 --> 00:59:34,541 "Oh, honey, why do you have a cut on your lip?" 919 00:59:35,041 --> 00:59:39,625 "Hmm. It's 'cause I'm betrothed to a sexual deviant, Mother." 920 00:59:53,958 --> 00:59:56,416 TifAni, I've told Headmaster Mayer 921 00:59:56,500 --> 00:59:58,875 about the events with the three boys this weekend. 922 01:00:00,208 --> 01:00:02,375 Are you talking about reporting this, TifAni? 923 01:00:04,375 --> 01:00:07,083 How does that work? What happens? 924 01:00:08,291 --> 01:00:10,833 The boys will be questioned by the police. 925 01:00:12,125 --> 01:00:15,708 It will need to be disclosed on their college applications, potentially. 926 01:00:17,875 --> 01:00:20,125 If you decide to go that route, 927 01:00:20,208 --> 01:00:22,458 you need to be absolutely sure what you're saying, 928 01:00:22,541 --> 01:00:26,041 and that can be difficult to determine with so much alcohol involved. 929 01:00:26,125 --> 01:00:28,291 The situation has been obfuscated. 930 01:00:29,250 --> 01:00:32,333 There was no obfuscation, Headmaster Mayer. 931 01:00:33,666 --> 01:00:34,750 She said no. 932 01:00:36,833 --> 01:00:38,916 Is that true? Did you say no? 933 01:00:43,083 --> 01:00:44,291 I-I don't know. 934 01:00:45,958 --> 01:00:46,833 I don't know. 935 01:00:48,791 --> 01:00:49,916 I didn't want to. 936 01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:53,125 I said, "Ow." 937 01:00:54,500 --> 01:00:56,250 I just remember always saying, "Ow." 938 01:00:56,333 --> 01:00:58,958 I remember screaming at Dean. Uh… 939 01:00:59,041 --> 01:01:00,625 I tried to push Liam off of me, 940 01:01:00,708 --> 01:01:04,500 but he thought I was, like, touching his face so he kissed me. 941 01:01:06,625 --> 01:01:08,041 He was really drunk too. 942 01:01:15,166 --> 01:01:17,541 -What… What are you doing? -I'm calling your mom. 943 01:01:18,500 --> 01:01:21,791 Legally, I can't contact the police regarding a minor 944 01:01:21,875 --> 01:01:23,791 unless the guardian is informed. 945 01:01:27,250 --> 01:01:29,291 Stop. 946 01:01:30,708 --> 01:01:31,625 Stop. 947 01:01:33,000 --> 01:01:33,833 No. 948 01:01:36,041 --> 01:01:36,875 No. 949 01:01:40,500 --> 01:01:41,625 I changed my mind. 950 01:01:54,041 --> 01:01:56,666 Mr. Larson got fired.  951 01:01:57,541 --> 01:01:59,750 They said he shouldn't have let us leave the school dance. 952 01:02:00,333 --> 01:02:03,208 He's the scapegoat. Dean's fucking untouchable. 953 01:02:03,750 --> 01:02:04,583 Come in. 954 01:02:12,291 --> 01:02:14,041 Hey! Hey, hey, hey! 955 01:02:14,125 --> 01:02:15,708 Um, that… that belonged to his dad. 956 01:02:15,791 --> 01:02:18,833 Yeah. Legacy to Columbia and a surefire way out of this hellscape 957 01:02:18,916 --> 01:02:20,375 is the only thing he ever gave me. 958 01:02:20,458 --> 01:02:22,000 -Want some? -No. 959 01:02:24,000 --> 01:02:25,416 I can't breathe. 960 01:02:26,916 --> 01:02:28,833 Should we tell her? 961 01:02:30,625 --> 01:02:31,500 Tell me what? 962 01:02:32,291 --> 01:02:33,250 Um… 963 01:02:33,333 --> 01:02:36,666 -Ar-Arthur, can we… can we just not? -Come on, we're among friends. 964 01:02:37,458 --> 01:02:39,375 Two summers ago, Dean and Peyton showed up 965 01:02:39,458 --> 01:02:41,666 to Kelsey Quick's eighth grade graduation party. 966 01:02:41,750 --> 01:02:43,916 They were all 16 and fucked up and, you know, like-- 967 01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:47,333 -I thought that they were being nice. -Oh, they were not being nice. 968 01:02:47,416 --> 01:02:49,041 They said they wanted to smoke up with us. 969 01:02:49,125 --> 01:02:52,833 You always leave that part out to make me look like I'm a fucking idiot for going. 970 01:02:54,333 --> 01:02:55,166 Going where? 971 01:02:55,250 --> 01:02:58,083 Well, into the woods, where Peyton pinned Ben to the ground, 972 01:02:58,166 --> 01:02:59,916 and Dean took a shit on Ben's chest. 973 01:03:00,000 --> 01:03:02,541 I heard that he ate a burrito that day in preparation. 974 01:03:02,625 --> 01:03:05,625 Fuck you, Arthur! You're such a fucking prick, man. 975 01:03:07,250 --> 01:03:09,458 Yeah, okay. Then he ran straight to Suburban Square, 976 01:03:09,541 --> 01:03:11,416 went to the Rite Aid, bought a pack of razors, 977 01:03:11,500 --> 01:03:13,166 and slit his wrists in the bathroom. 978 01:03:18,333 --> 01:03:19,541 Is that really true? 979 01:03:19,625 --> 01:03:20,458 Yeah. 980 01:03:22,333 --> 01:03:24,791 What? He obviously didn't cut deep enough to do any real damage. 981 01:03:24,875 --> 01:03:27,583 His parents sent him off to make macaroni art for the rest of the summer. 982 01:03:27,666 --> 01:03:30,916 Why are you like that to him? You're acting like you're mad at him. 983 01:03:31,000 --> 01:03:33,166 -I am fucking mad at him. -Why? 984 01:03:33,250 --> 01:03:34,666 He didn't do anything about it. 985 01:03:34,750 --> 01:03:37,208 I mean, it's gotta be a crime, biological warfare. 986 01:03:38,250 --> 01:03:39,791 He just wanted it dropped. 987 01:03:42,875 --> 01:03:47,250 And now here it is happening again, 988 01:03:47,833 --> 01:03:48,916 and here you are, 989 01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:52,583 keeping that runway free and clear for it to keep happening. 990 01:04:00,666 --> 01:04:01,750 My mom can't know. 991 01:04:03,541 --> 01:04:04,458 She would hate me. 992 01:04:04,541 --> 01:04:06,541 Okay. Yeah, that's what everybody thinks. 993 01:04:07,041 --> 01:04:09,833 My ass got suspended, my mommy still thinks the sun shines out of it. 994 01:04:09,916 --> 01:04:12,708 No. You don't understand what she's like. 995 01:04:14,208 --> 01:04:15,458 Yeah, I really don't. 996 01:04:16,333 --> 01:04:19,541 What kind of mother doesn't strap those babies into a cable knit? 997 01:04:27,708 --> 01:04:29,875 ["This Must Be the Place 998 01:04:34,416 --> 01:04:37,333 Baby, check this out. 999 01:04:37,416 --> 01:04:39,083 Oh good, another cable knit. 1000 01:04:41,541 --> 01:04:43,958 -You like this for the first dance, right? -No. 1001 01:04:44,041 --> 01:04:46,875 -What? I thought we agreed? -No. No, we never agreed. 1002 01:04:46,958 --> 01:04:48,625 -We sure did. -Oh my God! 1003 01:04:48,708 --> 01:04:51,041 We talked about this. Oh my God! 1004 01:04:52,583 --> 01:04:55,125 -Oh my God. Okay, what's next? -And then… 1005 01:04:55,208 --> 01:04:56,708 Okay, well, this is the list. 1006 01:04:56,791 --> 01:04:58,833 -Wedding Playlist Party. -Okay. 1007 01:04:58,916 --> 01:05:00,208 -No, do not play. 1008 01:05:00,291 --> 01:05:01,500 -No? -Do not play. 1009 01:05:01,583 --> 01:05:03,416 -Definitely do not play. 1010 01:05:04,333 --> 01:05:05,916 -You don't like this song? -No, I… 1011 01:05:06,000 --> 01:05:08,708 I do like the song, but the guy's a pedophile. 1012 01:05:09,750 --> 01:05:13,000 -You can still like the song though. -Right, I do like the song. 1013 01:05:13,083 --> 01:05:14,625 What are you not getting? 1014 01:05:15,208 --> 01:05:17,000 You think what you just said makes any sense? 1015 01:05:18,375 --> 01:05:20,208 -Turn it off. -No. 1016 01:05:21,041 --> 01:05:22,250 Turn off the song… 1017 01:05:23,083 --> 01:05:25,000 Luke, turn off the fucking song! 1018 01:05:25,916 --> 01:05:27,333 -Fine. 1019 01:05:29,000 --> 01:05:29,833 Happy? 1020 01:05:44,583 --> 01:05:47,250 Aw. It's my two favorite people. 1021 01:05:49,041 --> 01:05:51,416 You tell the headmaster how much you loved it? 1022 01:05:51,500 --> 01:05:53,958 That's so cute. That's adorable. 1023 01:05:56,583 --> 01:05:58,458 Damn, you really do have a wide load. 1024 01:06:01,291 --> 01:06:03,208 Oh, thanks, I've been doing squats. 1025 01:06:05,583 --> 01:06:07,041 Stop. Stop, let's go. 1026 01:06:09,458 --> 01:06:11,458 -Oh my God. -You're cute when you're mad. 1027 01:06:11,541 --> 01:06:14,416 Come on, hit me. No one's gonna stop you. No one ever stops you. 1028 01:06:17,750 --> 01:06:19,000 Oh, fuck him up! 1029 01:06:21,208 --> 01:06:22,708 It's all your fault! 1030 01:06:24,500 --> 01:06:25,333 Come on! 1031 01:06:32,041 --> 01:06:32,875 Shit. 1032 01:06:32,958 --> 01:06:34,833 Dean, go. Go! Get the fuck out of here. 1033 01:06:34,916 --> 01:06:35,875 Go. 1034 01:06:36,458 --> 01:06:37,458 Oh, fuck. 1035 01:06:37,541 --> 01:06:40,000 -Go. Get out. -What is going on? 1036 01:06:46,833 --> 01:06:47,666 Ow! 1037 01:06:50,458 --> 01:06:53,166 You didn't know it was Mrs. Hurst. Why can't you just apologize? 1038 01:06:54,000 --> 01:06:57,375 Oh, like you did? And everything is just peachy keen for you now? 1039 01:06:57,458 --> 01:06:59,583 Oh, come on, it's better than getting expelled. 1040 01:07:00,083 --> 01:07:02,041 Think you're gonna get into Columbia now? 1041 01:07:02,125 --> 01:07:04,750 Okay, kindly adjust your tone, young lady. 1042 01:07:04,833 --> 01:07:07,083 I was standing up for my friend. 1043 01:07:11,916 --> 01:07:12,750 I know. 1044 01:07:18,875 --> 01:07:19,708 Thank you. 1045 01:07:22,000 --> 01:07:24,000 I don't want you to thank me, 1046 01:07:24,083 --> 01:07:27,333 I want you to act like you have a smidge of dignity. 1047 01:07:27,416 --> 01:07:29,750 Just a tiny microscopic smidge. 1048 01:07:29,833 --> 01:07:32,500 I mean, you have to have that much at least, right? 1049 01:07:40,041 --> 01:07:42,291 You can't be mad at me. I didn't ask you to do any of this. 1050 01:07:42,375 --> 01:07:44,000 You should be mad at you. 1051 01:07:44,083 --> 01:07:46,541 You had a chance to take him down, and you didn't 1052 01:07:46,625 --> 01:07:49,291 'cause you're so fucking desperate to redeem yourself. 1053 01:07:50,291 --> 01:07:53,625 -You sound so fucking stupid right now. -Yeah, I'm the stupid one. 1054 01:07:53,708 --> 01:07:57,291 I'm not gonna take Dean down. It doesn't fucking work like that, Arthur. 1055 01:07:58,125 --> 01:08:00,666 You apologized to Liam, for fuck's sake. 1056 01:08:00,750 --> 01:08:03,125 You apologized to your own fucking rapist. 1057 01:08:03,208 --> 01:08:06,083 I mean, seriously, how can you live with yourself? 1058 01:08:09,333 --> 01:08:10,416 Fuck you. 1059 01:08:11,041 --> 01:08:12,125 TifAni, wait, no. 1060 01:08:13,416 --> 01:08:15,666 TifAni, wait. TifAni. 1061 01:08:18,708 --> 01:08:20,708 Here. You're such a fucking loser. 1062 01:08:26,500 --> 01:08:29,083 Hey, babe, I just wanna say good luck today. 1063 01:08:29,166 --> 01:08:31,583 I know you're nervous, but it's gonna be okay. 1064 01:08:32,541 --> 01:08:34,458 You deserve closure on this. 1065 01:08:34,541 --> 01:08:35,750 Love you. Bye. 1066 01:09:08,666 --> 01:09:09,958 Ani, you ready? 1067 01:09:22,041 --> 01:09:23,708 Just up here. 1068 01:09:24,416 --> 01:09:27,375 Uh, if you need anything, you can feel free to tell me. 1069 01:09:30,250 --> 01:09:31,083 Uh… 1070 01:09:38,541 --> 01:09:39,625 -Set? -Set. 1071 01:09:42,416 --> 01:09:43,416 Rolling. 1072 01:09:47,875 --> 01:09:50,791 Okay, uh, Ani, you ready? 1073 01:09:52,500 --> 01:09:55,291 Can you tell us your personal experience of that tragic day? 1074 01:09:56,083 --> 01:09:57,208 Whenever you're ready. 1075 01:10:00,208 --> 01:10:01,666 You know, I… I always thought 1076 01:10:01,750 --> 01:10:04,375 the most vulnerable you'll ever see a person is from behind. 1077 01:10:07,750 --> 01:10:11,750 Like, you can autopsy every pore, every hair, 1078 01:10:12,500 --> 01:10:14,041 like they're defenseless. 1079 01:10:14,791 --> 01:10:16,166 I always thought it was cute 1080 01:10:16,250 --> 01:10:19,500 that the back of Dean's neck had blonde hairs 1081 01:10:19,583 --> 01:10:23,583 when everywhere else was dark and coarse, when he jumped. 1082 01:10:59,708 --> 01:11:03,166 Tif! Tif! Tif! 1083 01:11:03,250 --> 01:11:05,333 Come on! Come on! Come on! 1084 01:11:18,333 --> 01:11:20,291 -Come on! 1085 01:11:20,791 --> 01:11:21,833 Go, go, go! 1086 01:11:47,125 --> 01:11:48,666 He had a gun. I saw him. 1087 01:11:49,208 --> 01:11:51,416 -Okay, okay, okay. -Who has a phone? 1088 01:11:52,625 --> 01:11:53,875 Phone? Okay, okay, okay. 1089 01:11:58,500 --> 01:12:00,125 -Ben! 1090 01:12:01,208 --> 01:12:03,041 No bars!  1091 01:12:06,583 --> 01:12:08,166 You're sad about that. 1092 01:12:08,833 --> 01:12:09,666 Look sad. 1093 01:12:10,166 --> 01:12:11,583 She didn't deserve that. 1094 01:12:22,791 --> 01:12:25,291 Witnesses claim that Ben said… 1095 01:12:25,875 --> 01:12:27,625 -Hey, Tif. 1096 01:12:31,958 --> 01:12:34,208 As though the two of you had an understanding. 1097 01:12:34,291 --> 01:12:35,250 Is that true? 1098 01:12:36,416 --> 01:12:37,250 Yes. 1099 01:12:40,125 --> 01:12:41,958 What was that understanding? 1100 01:12:42,708 --> 01:12:44,458 I wanted revenge too. 1101 01:12:45,625 --> 01:12:47,500 That he was a victim too. 1102 01:12:56,041 --> 01:12:56,916 Hey, Peyton. 1103 01:13:01,625 --> 01:13:04,541 -Do you wanna go to the woods, man? Hmm? 1104 01:13:05,541 --> 01:13:07,541 -Smoke some pot, man? -Ben. 1105 01:13:07,625 --> 01:13:09,208 Ben, I am so, so sorry-- 1106 01:13:16,375 --> 01:13:17,291 Ben? 1107 01:13:18,166 --> 01:13:19,000 Ben! 1108 01:13:25,958 --> 01:13:28,000 What were you feeling when he walked away? 1109 01:13:28,500 --> 01:13:30,916 Was it just this total collective relief? 1110 01:13:32,791 --> 01:13:37,041 You know… we all came together at that moment, 1111 01:13:37,125 --> 01:13:39,833 'cause we… we knew that we had to help Peyton. 1112 01:13:44,625 --> 01:13:45,833 Oh my God. 1113 01:13:45,916 --> 01:13:48,083 -Hey. -No. No, no. 1114 01:13:48,166 --> 01:13:49,625 How is this happening? 1115 01:13:50,291 --> 01:13:51,625 How is this happening? 1116 01:13:52,833 --> 01:13:54,208 We need to get out of here. 1117 01:14:00,250 --> 01:14:01,750 What the fuck's that gonna do? 1118 01:14:05,416 --> 01:14:07,375 We need to get out of here. 1119 01:14:11,041 --> 01:14:13,416 -Up or down? -The old dorm rooms are up. 1120 01:14:13,500 --> 01:14:14,625 Would he have gone up? 1121 01:14:21,541 --> 01:14:22,375 I vote down. 1122 01:14:34,000 --> 01:14:36,250 -Go, go! Come on! Run! Run! -Go, go, go! 1123 01:14:36,333 --> 01:14:37,750 Come on!  1124 01:14:39,291 --> 01:14:40,666 Hurry, come on! 1125 01:15:02,750 --> 01:15:04,916 You didn't hold the door open for Liam Ross. 1126 01:15:06,625 --> 01:15:08,875 I wanna give you the chance to explain why. 1127 01:15:08,958 --> 01:15:12,833 Because I wasn't going to put my life on the line for one of my rapists. 1128 01:15:12,916 --> 01:15:14,708 I guess I wasn't brave enough. 1129 01:15:27,458 --> 01:15:30,416 Oh my God. Oh my God! Dean! Dean! Dean! 1130 01:15:35,083 --> 01:15:35,916 Dean. 1131 01:15:40,916 --> 01:15:41,750 Ladies. 1132 01:15:42,625 --> 01:15:44,041 -There you are. 1133 01:15:46,375 --> 01:15:47,541 Arthur. 1134 01:15:47,625 --> 01:15:51,041 Beth. Get out of here. I like you. 1135 01:15:55,458 --> 01:15:56,583 -You… 1136 01:15:56,666 --> 01:15:58,375 Girl with spaghetti for a spine. 1137 01:16:06,458 --> 01:16:07,875 You know you want to. 1138 01:16:10,666 --> 01:16:12,500 Is it so bad that I did? 1139 01:16:28,083 --> 01:16:29,083 Please. 1140 01:16:33,208 --> 01:16:34,916 Fuck! 1141 01:17:17,416 --> 01:17:20,958 You know, the look on his face, like… he was so confused, 1142 01:17:21,041 --> 01:17:23,375 like I was doing it to the wrong person. 1143 01:17:27,375 --> 01:17:29,416 You know, to this day, I can't hold a knife in my hand 1144 01:17:29,500 --> 01:17:30,708 without seeing his face. 1145 01:17:38,791 --> 01:17:40,125 My goodness, Ani. 1146 01:17:40,666 --> 01:17:41,500 Thank you. 1147 01:18:01,083 --> 01:18:02,500 It's going to be fine. 1148 01:18:03,000 --> 01:18:05,208 You did a brave thing, TifAni. 1149 01:18:07,333 --> 01:18:08,666 Please don't say that. 1150 01:18:39,833 --> 01:18:42,916 I can't believe she showed up. So disgusting. 1151 01:18:43,000 --> 01:18:44,583 Can you believe that? 1152 01:18:44,666 --> 01:18:48,500 I didn't realize I walked into the funeral with a target on my back. 1153 01:18:51,875 --> 01:18:54,833 Dean's version of events didn't exactly match mine. 1154 01:18:56,000 --> 01:18:58,083 And Dean's version of events was? 1155 01:19:00,125 --> 01:19:02,541 That he didn't wanna be my boyfriend 1156 01:19:02,625 --> 01:19:05,041 after I slept with him and his two best friends. 1157 01:19:05,541 --> 01:19:06,708 That I was jilted. 1158 01:19:07,208 --> 01:19:10,833 Due to TifAni having relationships with more than one of these boys… 1159 01:19:10,916 --> 01:19:14,666 That I got my revenge by helping Ben and Arthur plan a massacre. 1160 01:19:14,750 --> 01:19:17,708 Hell have no fury like a woman scorned and whatnot. 1161 01:19:20,125 --> 01:19:21,875 Let me escort you back to your car. 1162 01:19:28,916 --> 01:19:29,791 Beth? 1163 01:19:34,458 --> 01:19:38,041 And for the grand finale, we were all gonna shoot ourselves. 1164 01:19:38,125 --> 01:19:40,333 Although only Ben managed to do that. 1165 01:19:45,250 --> 01:19:47,375 You know, Dean was never gonna walk again, 1166 01:19:48,583 --> 01:19:50,583 so who would dare call him a liar? 1167 01:19:55,125 --> 01:19:56,125 Is it true? 1168 01:19:57,583 --> 01:19:59,833 I had no idea Arthur was gonna do something like that-- 1169 01:19:59,916 --> 01:20:01,875 Not that part, the part about the boys! 1170 01:20:04,875 --> 01:20:06,208 I didn't want to, Mom. 1171 01:20:06,291 --> 01:20:09,041 -I was drunk. They're lying. -Oh my God, TifAni. 1172 01:20:09,125 --> 01:20:11,333 This is why I say no drinking! 1173 01:20:12,041 --> 01:20:15,083 Well, I'm gonna call a lawyer as soon as I get home. 1174 01:20:16,666 --> 01:20:19,083 Oh, what are people gonna say? 1175 01:20:23,458 --> 01:20:25,541 You're never charged as an accomplice. But… 1176 01:20:25,625 --> 01:20:27,416 What about your claims against the boys? 1177 01:20:27,500 --> 01:20:29,416 Why didn't you file charges back then? 1178 01:20:31,166 --> 01:20:33,416 I just thought they weren't worth pursuing. 1179 01:20:33,500 --> 01:20:34,333 Mom. 1180 01:20:36,750 --> 01:20:38,375 -Mom-- -No, TifAni. 1181 01:20:39,750 --> 01:20:40,958 No, no. 1182 01:20:41,541 --> 01:20:43,041 -You disgust me. 1183 01:20:44,833 --> 01:20:45,875 I'm sorry. 1184 01:20:49,000 --> 01:20:50,958 You are not the daughter that I raised. 1185 01:20:58,666 --> 01:21:01,583 You're lucky you have a mother who got you a lawyer and supported you. 1186 01:21:02,083 --> 01:21:03,208 Not everyone has that. 1187 01:21:03,708 --> 01:21:05,541 Hmm. Yes. 1188 01:21:06,250 --> 01:21:07,166 Very lucky. 1189 01:21:08,750 --> 01:21:10,916 Luckiest girl alive right here. 1190 01:21:11,750 --> 01:21:14,000 Do you wish your mother did more to help you? 1191 01:21:15,125 --> 01:21:19,125 I wish she hadn't looked at me like I was rode hard and put away wet. 1192 01:21:22,958 --> 01:21:25,416 Ani, do you wanna say more about that, or should I move on? 1193 01:21:29,958 --> 01:21:31,625 -Aaron, what the fuck? -Hi, Finny. 1194 01:21:31,708 --> 01:21:33,375 I swear, he's not supposed to be here until tomorrow. 1195 01:21:33,458 --> 01:21:34,666 -You need to get outta here. -Wait. 1196 01:21:34,750 --> 01:21:36,916 Finny, please. Just give me five minutes. 1197 01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:39,208 What are you doing here? This is not what we talked about. 1198 01:21:39,291 --> 01:21:42,666 Ani, stay. Ani, don't go. He should be the one to go. I'm getting him outta here. 1199 01:21:42,750 --> 01:21:44,458 -Finny. -No, no. Don't worry about it. 1200 01:21:44,541 --> 01:21:46,291 -Ani. -Please. 1201 01:21:46,958 --> 01:21:47,958 Ani, wait. 1202 01:21:51,041 --> 01:21:54,666 Ani, wait. Ani. Don't let Dean run you out of here. 1203 01:21:54,750 --> 01:21:57,458 Think about all the women you're gonna help by telling your story. 1204 01:22:00,333 --> 01:22:01,791 You're standing up for them too. 1205 01:22:03,166 --> 01:22:04,541 All the women will be fine. 1206 01:22:31,625 --> 01:22:34,208 My mother insisted I stick it out at Brentley. 1207 01:22:34,708 --> 01:22:36,333 It was a lonely two years. 1208 01:22:36,916 --> 01:22:39,750 My classmates and I had survived this life-changing event 1209 01:22:39,833 --> 01:22:41,500 that few people could understand. 1210 01:22:44,875 --> 01:22:46,291 They could lean on each other. 1211 01:22:48,916 --> 01:22:50,041 But I had no one. 1212 01:22:52,791 --> 01:22:55,708 My senior year, we took a field trip to New York City, 1213 01:22:55,791 --> 01:22:58,958 where I had this… experience. 1214 01:23:00,125 --> 01:23:02,166 I don't need to impress him. 1215 01:23:02,250 --> 01:23:04,666 So do you know when the samples are actually arriving? 1216 01:23:06,083 --> 01:23:07,291 -You okay? -Sorry. 1217 01:23:07,875 --> 01:23:10,083 No, the samples have to be there by Friday. 1218 01:23:10,916 --> 01:23:13,708 Yes, Friday. Did you not schedule it? 1219 01:23:15,166 --> 01:23:18,125 I'd never seen a woman like that before. 1220 01:23:18,208 --> 01:23:20,916 A woman who threatened people on the phone, 1221 01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:23,458 who could buy herself expensive things, 1222 01:23:24,208 --> 01:23:27,041 who cut a path through New York City simply because she looked like 1223 01:23:27,125 --> 01:23:30,250 she had more important places to be than anyone else. 1224 01:23:30,333 --> 01:23:32,708 I just had to get to that, I decided… 1225 01:23:38,958 --> 01:23:41,625 And no one could ever hurt me again. 1226 01:23:55,333 --> 01:23:56,791 Oh, come on. 1227 01:24:01,000 --> 01:24:03,333 -Who wants another one? -Yeah, grab me one. 1228 01:24:03,416 --> 01:24:05,208 One, two, three, four more? 1229 01:24:05,291 --> 01:24:07,625 -Yes, sir. Thank you. -Here we go, boys. 1230 01:24:11,208 --> 01:24:13,583 There it is. I told you. 1231 01:24:14,166 --> 01:24:16,291 -You're home. -Yeah! 1232 01:24:16,375 --> 01:24:17,708 -Yeah. 1233 01:24:17,791 --> 01:24:18,750 I left. 1234 01:24:20,000 --> 01:24:20,958 I'm done. 1235 01:24:22,625 --> 01:24:23,625 It just, um… 1236 01:24:25,416 --> 01:24:26,750 It just didn't feel right. 1237 01:24:28,375 --> 01:24:31,208 You know, I'm thinking about actually writing something myself. 1238 01:24:32,166 --> 01:24:33,583 Get it out of my system that way. 1239 01:24:38,791 --> 01:24:40,208 I think that's really smart. 1240 01:24:48,958 --> 01:24:50,583 -Uh… 1241 01:24:53,041 --> 01:24:54,083 You want a drink? 1242 01:24:56,416 --> 01:24:59,208 Martini, straight up, three olives, no vermouth. 1243 01:25:01,333 --> 01:25:03,541 -Vodka, olives coming right up. -Okay. 1244 01:25:08,458 --> 01:25:10,250 Exactly. I didn't say that. 1245 01:25:16,416 --> 01:25:17,833 Thank you for your service. 1246 01:25:21,125 --> 01:25:23,791 Please don't be mad, but I think I'm moving to London. 1247 01:25:26,666 --> 01:25:28,500 You think? 1248 01:25:29,750 --> 01:25:32,625 Well, guess what? I am mad, so deal with it. 1249 01:25:39,166 --> 01:25:40,041 What's that? 1250 01:25:40,916 --> 01:25:42,291 I've written something. 1251 01:25:44,333 --> 01:25:46,041 You think The Times would want it? 1252 01:26:23,041 --> 01:26:25,500 You know what I wish I knew 38 years ago? 1253 01:26:27,750 --> 01:26:30,791 It's a lot easier to be angry with the guy. 1254 01:26:34,541 --> 01:26:36,041 My high school boyfriend… 1255 01:26:41,166 --> 01:26:43,583 could be creative. 1256 01:26:45,291 --> 01:26:46,333 I'm sorry, LoLo. 1257 01:26:46,416 --> 01:26:49,500 It's all right. There's no need to make a scene. 1258 01:26:50,583 --> 01:26:53,583 Your guys, I mean, they rot in the ground or whatever, 1259 01:26:53,666 --> 01:26:55,375 but the people who love you, 1260 01:26:55,458 --> 01:26:57,125 who failed you so miserably, 1261 01:26:57,208 --> 01:26:59,958 stop trying to protect them with this vague half-assery, 1262 01:27:00,041 --> 01:27:01,833 and you might actually have something there. 1263 01:27:01,916 --> 01:27:03,833 But for now, let me be perfectly clear, 1264 01:27:04,458 --> 01:27:06,125 an approximation of honesty 1265 01:27:06,208 --> 01:27:08,375 doesn't make the cut at the paper of record. 1266 01:27:08,458 --> 01:27:11,000 So, you know, take another swing at it. 1267 01:27:11,083 --> 01:27:13,041 Write it like no one will ever read it. 1268 01:27:13,125 --> 01:27:16,625 Not Luke, not your musty in-laws, definitely not your parents. 1269 01:27:16,708 --> 01:27:19,583 That is how you write something worth reading. 1270 01:27:21,541 --> 01:27:23,958 I mean, no one's making you write about it. 1271 01:27:24,041 --> 01:27:26,250 I mean, go to London. Go live your life with Luke. 1272 01:27:26,333 --> 01:27:28,833 Just decide something. 1273 01:27:29,375 --> 01:27:30,250 Decide. 1274 01:27:30,333 --> 01:27:32,000 I'm… I'm trying. 1275 01:27:34,916 --> 01:27:36,875 Look, I'll make it very simple for you. 1276 01:27:38,083 --> 01:27:41,166 You just say what it is that you want, 1277 01:27:41,250 --> 01:27:43,625 not what everyone else wants, 1278 01:27:43,708 --> 01:27:45,333 and then you do that. 1279 01:27:49,333 --> 01:27:52,041 -If you tell anyone what I just told you-- -I won't. 1280 01:27:52,125 --> 01:27:54,875 No, about it being 38 years since I was a teenager, 1281 01:27:54,958 --> 01:27:58,000 I will hunt you down and make you eat a carb. 1282 01:28:10,875 --> 01:28:13,750 I had a choice to make on that day. 1283 01:28:14,958 --> 01:28:17,333 I could blame the world for what happened to me, 1284 01:28:18,375 --> 01:28:19,916 or I could find the opportunity. 1285 01:28:21,541 --> 01:28:24,625 Every challenge, every heartache, 1286 01:28:24,708 --> 01:28:26,250 every tragedy in life 1287 01:28:26,333 --> 01:28:30,083 offers an opportunity to do something different, 1288 01:28:30,166 --> 01:28:31,166 to do something kind. 1289 01:28:31,250 --> 01:28:33,875 I told you. So inspiring, right? 1290 01:28:33,958 --> 01:28:36,083 I haven't heard a word he's said. 1291 01:28:36,750 --> 01:28:39,916 -…no one can ever take away that choice. -Shh. 1292 01:29:05,416 --> 01:29:09,583 Look, I could admit that I lied about your involvement in the shooting. 1293 01:29:11,083 --> 01:29:14,458 I was young a-and scared, confused. 1294 01:29:15,416 --> 01:29:17,333 People will understand that. 1295 01:29:19,416 --> 01:29:23,791 But… I don't know how the hell I'm gonna explain what happened with us. 1296 01:29:25,333 --> 01:29:26,166 I have a wife. 1297 01:29:26,875 --> 01:29:28,375 Three, two-- 1298 01:29:28,458 --> 01:29:29,416 Daughters. 1299 01:29:29,500 --> 01:29:31,333 Mmm. Right at the buzzer. 1300 01:29:31,416 --> 01:29:35,250 And this would destroy them. 1301 01:29:36,291 --> 01:29:38,916 But me, I was fair game? 1302 01:29:39,750 --> 01:29:41,875 I was just trying to get out ahead of you. 1303 01:29:42,500 --> 01:29:45,833 I was scared that you'd tell the cops about that night at my house. 1304 01:29:46,500 --> 01:29:49,125 Plus, I was stuck in this, and you weren't. 1305 01:29:49,958 --> 01:29:51,958 So I was so angry at you. 1306 01:29:54,166 --> 01:29:58,791 Do you know the difference between me and someone like you, Dean? 1307 01:30:01,333 --> 01:30:03,541 Between me and an Arthur? 1308 01:30:03,625 --> 01:30:07,125 Because I was angry too, so fucking angry you wouldn't believe it. 1309 01:30:07,208 --> 01:30:10,250 But my anger is like carbon monoxide. 1310 01:30:11,291 --> 01:30:16,041 It's odorless, tasteless, colorless, and completely toxic 1311 01:30:17,416 --> 01:30:19,541 but only to me. 1312 01:30:20,583 --> 01:30:24,083 See, I don't take my anger out on anyone other than my fucking self. 1313 01:30:24,166 --> 01:30:25,041 Shh. 1314 01:30:28,375 --> 01:30:30,958 I didn't mean for it to happen like that. 1315 01:30:31,750 --> 01:30:35,375 I was… drunk, you know? 1316 01:30:35,458 --> 01:30:38,916 I didn't even understand that that is what I was doing. 1317 01:30:39,000 --> 01:30:40,500 Not when I was crying? 1318 01:30:41,166 --> 01:30:44,666 Not when I was begging you to wait. Wait. 1319 01:30:45,250 --> 01:30:49,250 Wait, like we were gonna… we were gonna talk about it, figure it out. 1320 01:30:50,416 --> 01:30:52,541 Do you know that every time I start to feel 1321 01:30:52,625 --> 01:30:55,708 just a little bit good about myself, I remember that I begged… 1322 01:30:57,541 --> 01:30:58,833 and there that goes. 1323 01:31:02,208 --> 01:31:05,458 If you talk about that night, I'll deny it… 1324 01:31:07,125 --> 01:31:10,875 and I'll double down on my claim that you planned it with Arthur and Ben. 1325 01:31:12,875 --> 01:31:15,541 And there's a lot of people that are gonna believe me. 1326 01:31:17,041 --> 01:31:19,500 Are you seriously trying to threaten me right now? 1327 01:31:21,166 --> 01:31:23,375 I'm trying to offer you a deal. 1328 01:31:24,500 --> 01:31:25,333 Okay? 1329 01:31:25,416 --> 01:31:28,083 You don't talk about what happened that night. 1330 01:31:29,125 --> 01:31:31,333 And I'll say you had nothing to do with the shooting. 1331 01:31:32,208 --> 01:31:33,250 There it is. 1332 01:31:34,500 --> 01:31:36,833 Look, I know I was an asshole back then, 1333 01:31:37,416 --> 01:31:41,375 but I have made it my mission to make up for that every day. 1334 01:31:44,250 --> 01:31:47,083 Does that… Does that not count for anything? 1335 01:32:02,000 --> 01:32:02,875 Thank you. 1336 01:32:06,708 --> 01:32:08,291 See, I was a victim too… 1337 01:32:10,208 --> 01:32:12,333 but no one ever treated me like one. 1338 01:32:15,166 --> 01:32:18,125 So let's just stop with your self-pitying bullshit. 1339 01:32:21,083 --> 01:32:24,583 Do you know how many times I've said the word "rape" in my life? 1340 01:32:25,750 --> 01:32:29,208 I know, I fucking hate that word too. Makes me wanna peel my skin off. 1341 01:32:30,166 --> 01:32:31,833 I wonder if you've ever used it, 1342 01:32:33,000 --> 01:32:33,958 even once. 1343 01:32:35,291 --> 01:32:36,166 Probably not. 1344 01:32:36,250 --> 01:32:37,625 Probably not. 1345 01:32:40,250 --> 01:32:42,416 So I'm gonna sit here and watch you squirm 1346 01:32:42,500 --> 01:32:44,666 while you make it a part of your vocabulary. 1347 01:32:49,333 --> 01:32:50,166 Fine. 1348 01:32:50,791 --> 01:32:51,916 Fine. 1349 01:32:52,000 --> 01:32:52,833 You win. 1350 01:32:55,416 --> 01:32:56,500 I, uh… 1351 01:32:57,666 --> 01:32:58,541 I raped you. 1352 01:33:00,250 --> 01:33:01,250 Okay? 1353 01:33:22,625 --> 01:33:24,583 It's really just an honor to meet you. 1354 01:33:25,083 --> 01:33:28,541 Um, thank you so much. You're such an inspiration. 1355 01:33:41,791 --> 01:33:43,875 So I'm gonna sit here and watch you squirm 1356 01:33:43,958 --> 01:33:46,208 while you make it a part of your vocabulary. 1357 01:33:47,500 --> 01:33:49,500 Fine. You win. 1358 01:33:49,583 --> 01:33:50,833 I, uh… 1359 01:33:50,916 --> 01:33:51,833 I raped you. 1360 01:34:14,750 --> 01:34:15,666 Need a lift? 1361 01:34:51,041 --> 01:34:53,375 Good riddance, TifAni FaNelli, 1362 01:34:54,666 --> 01:34:56,583 welcome, Ani Harrison. 1363 01:35:07,333 --> 01:35:08,500 You belong here. 1364 01:35:10,791 --> 01:35:11,625 You do. 1365 01:35:11,708 --> 01:35:16,250 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1366 01:35:20,291 --> 01:35:26,750 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1367 01:35:29,041 --> 01:35:33,958 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1368 01:35:37,750 --> 01:35:44,541 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1369 01:36:03,625 --> 01:36:05,708 I'm sorry. One second. 1370 01:36:10,208 --> 01:36:11,583 One moment. 1371 01:36:13,166 --> 01:36:14,541 Yeah. Of course. 1372 01:36:16,833 --> 01:36:17,750 Okay. 1373 01:36:18,958 --> 01:36:20,708 Yeah. Thank you. 1374 01:36:21,375 --> 01:36:25,500 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1375 01:36:25,583 --> 01:36:27,708 Oh my God! 1376 01:36:36,000 --> 01:36:38,750 -Um, I'll… I'll catch up with you. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1377 01:36:41,875 --> 01:36:42,750 Hey. 1378 01:36:43,458 --> 01:36:44,291 Um… 1379 01:36:45,083 --> 01:36:46,333 Can we go talk? 1380 01:36:47,583 --> 01:36:54,500 ♪ Ooh ♪ 1381 01:37:09,333 --> 01:37:11,250 This is running in The New York Times? 1382 01:37:12,833 --> 01:37:13,666 Yeah. 1383 01:37:18,375 --> 01:37:19,875 How could you not tell me about this? 1384 01:37:23,958 --> 01:37:24,791 I'm sorry. 1385 01:37:26,000 --> 01:37:28,250 I guess I… I just don't understand. I… 1386 01:37:29,041 --> 01:37:32,208 I always thought you had moved on from all this. 1387 01:37:33,416 --> 01:37:36,708 I admired you for that. I thought you were so tough. 1388 01:37:38,958 --> 01:37:44,041 So tough that I try to skip the part where I hurt about this? 1389 01:37:44,833 --> 01:37:47,250 No. Until I do that, I'm just a fraud. 1390 01:37:47,333 --> 01:37:49,625 Fine, but can't you work that out privately? 1391 01:37:49,708 --> 01:37:52,833 Do you have to get into the nitty-gritty details for the whole world? 1392 01:37:54,916 --> 01:38:00,791 Those guys… were going around making fun of the shape of my pubic hair. 1393 01:38:01,625 --> 01:38:04,083 They were making fun of the sounds I was making. 1394 01:38:04,166 --> 01:38:07,541 -So yes, the nitty-gritty matters to me. -They're dead. 1395 01:38:08,500 --> 01:38:12,125 And one of them is in a wheelchair. Haven't they paid for their mistakes? 1396 01:38:12,208 --> 01:38:14,500 -Their mistakes? -They fucked up. I'm agreeing with you. 1397 01:38:14,583 --> 01:38:18,875 No, no, no. A-- A fuck-up is when you take your parent's car without permission 1398 01:38:18,958 --> 01:38:20,375 and… and scratch the paint. 1399 01:38:20,458 --> 01:38:23,333 A fuck-up doesn't even begin to encompass what they did to me. 1400 01:38:23,416 --> 01:38:25,583 Ani, it's our fucking rehearsal dinner. 1401 01:38:25,666 --> 01:38:27,666 How are we talking about this right now? 1402 01:38:29,541 --> 01:38:33,166 God! You used to be so different. You used to be so fun. 1403 01:38:35,916 --> 01:38:38,250 -Fun? -Yes, fun. 1404 01:38:38,791 --> 01:38:41,333 We used to have fun together. I miss that. 1405 01:38:45,708 --> 01:38:47,875 I don't know if I'm fun. 1406 01:38:49,333 --> 01:38:50,875 I don't know what's me 1407 01:38:52,541 --> 01:38:55,500 and what part I invented to make people like me. 1408 01:38:57,291 --> 01:39:00,458 God, I used to be so proud of that. I-I… 1409 01:39:01,000 --> 01:39:04,458 I thought it was this chameleon who was so much smarter than everyone. 1410 01:39:05,416 --> 01:39:08,125 So much smarter that I don't even know a thing about myself. 1411 01:39:08,208 --> 01:39:09,958 Hey, hey. I don't believe that. 1412 01:39:10,041 --> 01:39:12,291 -We can get back there. Hey, stop. 1413 01:39:13,625 --> 01:39:14,958 We can get back there. 1414 01:39:16,083 --> 01:39:19,083 I love you. You love me. We can figure it out. 1415 01:39:24,041 --> 01:39:24,958 No. 1416 01:39:27,666 --> 01:39:30,833 Do you remember the time you said you felt like a box 1417 01:39:31,333 --> 01:39:32,750 that I just checked off? 1418 01:39:37,375 --> 01:39:38,500 I do love you… 1419 01:39:44,583 --> 01:39:46,750 But I've been using you. 1420 01:39:49,083 --> 01:39:50,791 I resent you. 1421 01:39:51,291 --> 01:39:53,375 It's not… It's not fair. 1422 01:39:53,458 --> 01:39:57,750 You're not the one who hurt me, but I… but I take it out on you. 1423 01:39:57,833 --> 01:40:00,791 -I've never felt like you resent me. -Because I'm like a wind-up doll. 1424 01:40:00,875 --> 01:40:04,333 Turn my key, and I'll tell you exactly what you wanna hear. 1425 01:40:06,625 --> 01:40:11,083 I have denied myself and denied myself. 1426 01:40:12,708 --> 01:40:13,750 I'm fine. 1427 01:40:14,708 --> 01:40:15,875 I'm not hurt. 1428 01:40:16,458 --> 01:40:19,833 And it has… it has built up this rage inside of me. 1429 01:40:22,583 --> 01:40:24,916 Look, I… I should've faced up to all of this sooner. 1430 01:40:25,000 --> 01:40:27,208 I… I just think that I need to do it now 1431 01:40:27,291 --> 01:40:31,750 without worrying about what you or anyone else thinks about it. 1432 01:40:33,916 --> 01:40:35,791 Is this really happening right now? 1433 01:41:27,458 --> 01:41:28,916 It's like LoLo said, 1434 01:41:29,000 --> 01:41:31,833 an approximation of honesty won't make the cut. 1435 01:41:32,583 --> 01:41:34,250 And that's what I had with Luke. 1436 01:41:35,666 --> 01:41:37,041 I hate that I hurt him, 1437 01:41:38,375 --> 01:41:40,083 but this is where I belong. 1438 01:41:41,166 --> 01:41:43,750 This is what I always wanted. 1439 01:41:50,125 --> 01:41:52,208 I'd be lying if I said I wasn't suffering 1440 01:41:52,291 --> 01:41:54,875 from a mild case of phantom limb syndrome. 1441 01:41:56,375 --> 01:41:59,208 But maybe things are brighter without it. 1442 01:42:04,625 --> 01:42:06,291 "If you read one thing today, 1443 01:42:06,375 --> 01:42:10,375 it should be Ani FaNelli's essay in New York Times Magazine." 1444 01:42:10,458 --> 01:42:14,166 "I sent it to every woman I know, and so should you!" 1445 01:42:14,250 --> 01:42:16,666 -Oh, Dean Barton is so fucked! 1446 01:42:16,750 --> 01:42:17,666 Oh my God! 1447 01:42:17,750 --> 01:42:19,625 -Ooh! Get up! -I'm up! 1448 01:42:19,708 --> 01:42:20,958 You're going viral! 1449 01:42:21,041 --> 01:42:24,541 -Oh my God. -Ugh! Wait, do you… do you have any OJ? 1450 01:42:24,625 --> 01:42:27,208 Yeah, I keep the Sunny D in the side door. 1451 01:42:27,291 --> 01:42:28,458 Ha-ha-ha-ha! 1452 01:42:28,541 --> 01:42:30,166 She's a funny writer girl. 1453 01:42:50,416 --> 01:42:51,541 Look it! 1454 01:42:51,625 --> 01:42:53,291 -Look at this! 1455 01:42:54,958 --> 01:42:57,375 Ah! I'm so proud of you. 1456 01:42:59,833 --> 01:43:03,750 I just finished reading your piece and am utterly haunted. 1457 01:43:04,666 --> 01:43:06,250 Thank you for speaking up. 1458 01:43:06,916 --> 01:43:10,541 From someone who has always felt like no one would listen to her anyway. 1459 01:43:16,250 --> 01:43:18,416 I cried reading your essay. 1460 01:43:20,125 --> 01:43:23,000 Thank you for putting it out into the world. 1461 01:43:26,458 --> 01:43:29,916 I was also assaulted by a guy I thought was a friend. 1462 01:43:30,500 --> 01:43:34,333 Hearing your story gives me hope that one day I can tell mine too. 1463 01:43:36,041 --> 01:43:38,958 I was raped while completely unconscious. 1464 01:43:39,958 --> 01:43:41,875 The lines about coming to 1465 01:43:43,083 --> 01:43:45,083 hit me so hard. 1466 01:43:50,750 --> 01:43:52,458 I never told anyone, 1467 01:43:53,541 --> 01:43:54,875 not even my husband. 1468 01:44:25,291 --> 01:44:30,250 When I sat down to write this essay, the goal was to avenge my reputation, 1469 01:44:30,916 --> 01:44:33,333 maybe stick it to the people who hurt me. 1470 01:44:34,791 --> 01:44:37,125 But it's become so much more than that. 1471 01:44:37,208 --> 01:44:40,291 -Ani. So nice to meet you. -So much more than me. 1472 01:44:40,375 --> 01:44:41,750 Of course. Thank you. 1473 01:44:42,250 --> 01:44:43,958 Now, I read your op-ed… 1474 01:44:44,041 --> 01:44:46,750 It's about the importance of all of us speaking freely, 1475 01:44:47,291 --> 01:44:49,458 even if people wanna silence us. 1476 01:44:50,041 --> 01:44:53,625 So that we can become the kind of women our younger selves would admire. 1477 01:44:54,125 --> 01:44:57,291 I'm hearing from women who have never shared their stories, 1478 01:44:57,375 --> 01:44:59,708 from women who have carried this horrible thing 1479 01:44:59,791 --> 01:45:01,958 with them alone for 38 years, 1480 01:45:02,041 --> 01:45:06,500 and I just hope that no one has to ever do that again. 1481 01:45:07,875 --> 01:45:10,458 I hope that people feel compelled to share their stories, 1482 01:45:10,541 --> 01:45:12,916 to talk about what happened to them, 1483 01:45:13,000 --> 01:45:17,083 and to know that you have nothing to be ashamed of. 1484 01:45:23,666 --> 01:45:24,541 Wow. 1485 01:45:25,250 --> 01:45:27,000 Ani, thank you so much for being here. 1486 01:45:27,083 --> 01:45:28,833 -Of course. -Truly inspiring story. 1487 01:45:28,916 --> 01:45:29,833 Thank you. 1488 01:45:52,833 --> 01:45:54,375 TifAni FaNelli, right? 1489 01:45:55,041 --> 01:45:55,875 Yeah. 1490 01:45:55,958 --> 01:45:58,541 Sarah Gardener. I cover public health for Bloomberg. 1491 01:45:59,041 --> 01:45:59,875 Okay. 1492 01:45:59,958 --> 01:46:02,125 Gun control is under my domain. 1493 01:46:02,208 --> 01:46:04,791 I've covered Dean Barton's career quite extensively. 1494 01:46:05,375 --> 01:46:07,500 He's helped a lot of people over the years. 1495 01:46:09,041 --> 01:46:11,541 Let's hope your 15 minutes of fame will too. 1496 01:46:12,916 --> 01:46:13,791 Nice to meet you. 1497 01:46:14,958 --> 01:46:16,041 Nice to meet you. 1498 01:46:19,333 --> 01:46:21,416 Excuse me. I'm so sorry. I… 1499 01:46:21,500 --> 01:46:24,291 I would love to stay in touch, but I already forgot your name. 1500 01:46:24,375 --> 01:46:25,583 -It's Sarah Gard-- -That's okay. 1501 01:46:25,666 --> 01:46:29,500 I'll just remember you as the woman I told to go fuck herself on 5th Avenue. 1502 01:46:31,500 --> 01:46:33,958 Gotta work on that delivery, FaNelli, 1503 01:46:34,041 --> 01:46:35,916 but fuck that felt good. 1504 01:46:40,958 --> 01:46:43,791 ♪ Not gonna stay here anymore ♪ 1505 01:46:44,958 --> 01:46:47,666 ♪ Stronger than I was before ♪ 1506 01:46:49,083 --> 01:46:51,500 ♪ I can finally breathe ♪ 1507 01:46:52,916 --> 01:46:56,083 ♪ Through all the crazy and the strange ♪ 1508 01:46:57,375 --> 01:47:00,250 ♪ With bare feet on the pavement ♪ 1509 01:47:00,333 --> 01:47:02,583 ♪ Out of control ♪ 1510 01:47:04,333 --> 01:47:06,625 ♪ Oh, I was frightened ♪ 1511 01:47:08,416 --> 01:47:10,416 ♪ Of letting it go ♪ 1512 01:47:12,625 --> 01:47:14,625 ♪ Now I'm free ♪ 1513 01:47:16,583 --> 01:47:18,541 ♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪ 1514 01:47:20,666 --> 01:47:22,583 ♪ Oh, I’m free ♪ 1515 01:47:24,375 --> 01:47:27,166 ♪ From everyone ♪ 1516 01:47:29,333 --> 01:47:31,750 ♪ No secret where I've been ♪ 1517 01:47:33,125 --> 01:47:36,000 ♪ 'Cause the weight of my skin ♪ 1518 01:47:36,875 --> 01:47:39,291 ♪ Is like a memory ♪ 1519 01:47:40,875 --> 01:47:43,375 ♪ That keeps reminding me ♪ 1520 01:47:45,125 --> 01:47:48,000 ♪ Can't undo what I can't forget ♪ 1521 01:47:49,125 --> 01:47:52,000 ♪ Can't know what happens next ♪ 1522 01:47:52,666 --> 01:47:55,291 ♪ I found a way out ♪ 1523 01:47:56,583 --> 01:47:58,958 ♪ Yeah, I made my way out ♪ 1524 01:48:00,583 --> 01:48:02,416 ♪ Now I'm free ♪ 1525 01:48:04,583 --> 01:48:06,583 ♪ Yes, I'm free ♪ 1526 01:48:08,583 --> 01:48:10,541 ♪ Oh, I’m free ♪ 1527 01:48:12,291 --> 01:48:15,958 ♪ From everyone ♪ 1528 01:48:16,625 --> 01:48:19,000 ♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪ 1529 01:48:20,625 --> 01:48:22,625 ♪ Oh, I’m free ♪ 1530 01:48:24,625 --> 01:48:26,625 ♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪ 1531 01:48:28,375 --> 01:48:31,166 ♪ From everyone ♪ 1532 01:48:33,583 --> 01:48:36,125 ♪ Oh ♪ 1533 01:48:37,625 --> 01:48:40,291 ♪ Oh ♪ 1534 01:48:41,625 --> 01:48:44,250 ♪ Oh ♪ 1535 01:48:45,625 --> 01:48:48,125 ♪ Oh ♪ 1536 01:48:56,750 --> 01:48:59,041 ♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪ 1537 01:49:00,916 --> 01:49:02,916 ♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪ 1538 01:49:12,708 --> 01:49:14,208 ♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪ 1539 01:49:16,333 --> 01:49:18,750 ♪ From everyone ♪ 1540 01:49:20,625 --> 01:49:22,666 ♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪ 1541 01:49:24,583 --> 01:49:27,791 ♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪ 1542 01:49:28,666 --> 01:49:31,375 ♪ Oh, I’m free ♪ 1543 01:49:32,125 --> 01:49:35,166 ♪ From everyone ♪ 1544 01:49:36,500 --> 01:49:38,500 ♪ Yeah, I'm free ♪ 1545 01:49:40,541 --> 01:49:43,000 ♪ Oh, I’m free ♪ 1546 01:49:44,125 --> 01:49:47,291 ♪ Finally letting it go ♪ 1547 01:49:48,333 --> 01:49:52,000 ♪ By letting you know ♪