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Previously on "Queen Sugar"...

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I got accepted into
this really cool school

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in Washington, DC.

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Mom and Pop said
that I can go.

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You know deep down that that boy
is mine as much as he is yours!

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That's not your son,
Aunt Vi!

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It was really good of you
to drop everything.

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You say that like
I had a choice.

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There's no place I'll ever be
if you ever need me.

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Andre: You think I'd forget the
cops' faces who did this to me?

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You thanked him
in your book.

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What?

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Calvin Gaston.

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He's the one
who did this to me.

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Great.
You put the snacks in the car?

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Indeed.
Close all them windows?

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I did.

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Where little man at?

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Probably should get going.

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Mm, he said he had to look
for something.

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Found her.

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Can't leave without Kenya,
huh?

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She'd probably miss you
too much.

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Oh, I'm not
bringing Kenya.

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I want her to stay here
so she can look after you guys.

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Are you worried about us?

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I heard Pops in the bathroom
this morning.

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He sounded upset.

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Upset?

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I'm not upset.

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I'm happy for you.

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But are you
happy for you?

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We're sad that we won't get
to see you every day.

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But I'm happy you get
to live your life.

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Well, whenever you are sad,
Kenya will keep you company.

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How about when I'm sad,
I just call you?

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But I might be too busy
doing homework.

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Too busy?

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Busy saving the world,
huh?

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You know it.That's right.

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Hey.
We gotta go.

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Long drive.
We gotta go.

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Long, long, long drive.

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Darla: So...

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♪ Even though
it's wet and cold ♪

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♪ It shows you
what you need to know ♪

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♪ I intend this world,
this whole world ♪

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♪ For you

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Oh.

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Come on.

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Traffic waits for nobody.
Put your seatbelt on.

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Alright.
Washington, D.C., here we come!

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Here we come!

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♪ ...won't always be easy

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♪ It's not supposed to be

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♪ No

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♪ It won't always be easy

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♪ It's not supposed to be

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♪ Dreams never die

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♪ Take flight
as the world turns ♪

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♪ Dreams never die

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♪ Take flight
as the world turns ♪

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♪ Keep the colors in the lines

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♪ Take flight

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♪ Dreams never die

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♪♪

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♪ Keep the colors
in the lines ♪

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♪ Keep the colors
in the lines ♪

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♪ Take flight

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Violet: Micah needs to
bring himself home.

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He does not need to be
out there in them streets.

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I want everybody
home and safe.

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Hell, home ain't safe.

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Well, I'm just glad
for the homes that we got.

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I've been watching this report
on these evictions.

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People losing their jobs.
Healthcare's a mess.

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And fools trying to fight
about wearing a simple mask.

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Being brainwashed to fight
against their own survival.

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It's surreal.

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Don't get me started.

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I tell Hollywood to turn
that crap off the TV.

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Gets my pressure up.

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It's infuriating.

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We gotta
get this vote out.

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Just hate that I-I can't be
out there getting people

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registered
and staffing the polls.

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Yeah, well, you can't,
so stop it.

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That cold you had
coulda been worse.

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Nova's out there on behalf of
the family doing all of that.

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Micah, Hollywood,
driving seniors.

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The Bordelons
are doing their part.

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We always do.

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We always do.

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Can I, um, ask you a-a
completely random question?

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Go on.

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Is there anything that
Jimmy Dale could do, right now,

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for you to see him
differently?

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What?

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What on earth
would make you ask me

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some stupid shit like that?

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I...

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I-I'm -- I'm sorry,
Aunt Vi.

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I-I--
You didn't answer me.

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What on earth
would make you ask me --

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I-I'm just wondering.

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Why in all the hell
would you wonder what?

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Ain't enough going on
to wonder about?

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I mean, where did that
come from?

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I asked you a question,
Charley.

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Davis came by here last week,
and -- and --

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to pick something up
that Micah needed and --

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and --
and ship it to him.

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And, uh...

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we got to talking,
and he seemed...

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he seemed different,

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and it got me thinking
about change.

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Can people really change?

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And forgiveness.

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And I-I guess
I-I was --

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I was wondering
what you felt about all that.

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Charley.

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Jimmy Dale is an evil man

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who gets off
on inflicting pain --

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physical, emotional --
on any and everybody.

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He's a dark soul who thinks
love is weakness

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and feeds on hate
and treachery.

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And he made sure that I lived
inside of his hell

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for so long,
it almost destroyed me entirely.

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So, there is nothing
in this world that he could do

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to make me forget
what he did to me.

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Or think he's changed.

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Ever.

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Davis, on the other hand,
is just damn stupid.

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Huh?
He's not a bad person.

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He's a foolish man who took
the good life you gave him

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for granted
and made dumb, hurtful choices.

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But he ain't Jimmy Dale.

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He loved you.

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Even though he blew it.

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And he loves that boy.

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So, if you saw
a change in him,

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that's worth looking at.

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Y'all can at least be civil
to each other.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, at least.

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Calvin: Hey.

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You alright?

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What's wrong?

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Is everything okay?

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What's this?

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His name is Andre Nixon.

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He was only 19 years old

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the night he said you
and your cop friends beat him

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until he could
no longer walk.

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Wait a minute, Nova --

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Please don't say
you don't know this man.

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Because
he definitely knows you.

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Now, once I started
digging into his case,

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it wasn't that hard
to put it all together.

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All someone had to do
was look.

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See.

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Care enough.

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And no one did.

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Until now.

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Nova --
Look me in my eye

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and tell me
you had nothing to do with this.

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♪♪

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That you weren't there
that night...

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and I'll believe you.

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Because
I want to believe you.

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♪♪

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I think...

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I tried to convince myself
it was somebody else's memory

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just lodged in the back
of my -- my mind.

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I was the son of a cop.

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I was having
a real hard time.

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Everyone said I had to prove
that I could make it on my own.

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♪♪

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They got ahold
of this kid.

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His name is Andre.

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♪♪

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Right.

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Andre.

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Andre...

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got dragged into
an abandoned building.

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They beat him real good.

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They said it was...

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They said it was
good practice.

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I stood in the back.

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I was scared.

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I knew what they were doing
was wrong,

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then they called my name
and they said,

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"Get up here and prove
you're one of us."

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I knew what they were
asking me to do.

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And you did it?

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I hit him once.
Maybe twice.

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But that's all.
I swear I barely touched him.

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But you did touch him,
Calvin.

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I never done anything like that
before or since.

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You gotta believe me.I believed you when you told me

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you had never done
anything like this at all.

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Remember?

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Remember what you told me?

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Those were lies,
Calvin.

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It was over 20 years ago.

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I'm not that person.

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It was yesterday to him.

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♪♪

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[ Door opens, slams ]

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Have you heard from them
since they got back?

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Ralph Angel is not
speaking to me.

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And you ain't
talking to him.

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How long
is that gonna go on?

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It'll work itself out.

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Wondering what my baby
is doing right now.

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He's with his grandmother,
who is trifling,

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but she loves him,

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and she ain't gonna
let no harm come to him.

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That's where he is.

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I just don't
want him to change.

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He's perfect.
He's us.

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Baby,
that's not gonna happen.

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That boy's got a good soul,

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and Blue is gonna stay Blue.

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We pray for that,
we manifest that,

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and we know that, okay?

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Okay.

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And maybe you should
think about...

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apologizing
to Ralph Angel.

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Blue is the whole reason
he got his life together.

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So, if he sent him away,
it's probably because he thinks

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the promise of tomorrow
outweighs the pain right now.

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So, my pain and love for a child
I helped raise don't matter?

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Baby,
you can't honestly say

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that your pain is worse
than Ralph Angel's.

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That's his son.

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Baby, you call Ralph Angel
a boy.

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You said his father
would be ashamed of him.

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I believe
that's the truth.

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But was it kind,
Vi?

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Was it necessary?

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Maybe you should consider
being the adult

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in the room on this one.

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That's all I'm sayin'.

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Charley: When Micah left for
college, I was, uh --

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I was lost.

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It was kind of stunning
to realize

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that I didn't know
how to live without

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thinking about
his daily needs.

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I didn't know how to...

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just be.

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I mean, it's --
it's gonna take some time.

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I mean, when I get down,
I think about how much

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Blue loved his new room,

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and how he took to all
the kids in the class.

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They really loved him.

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I mean, just being
in a classroom again --

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he was on Cloud Nine.

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And Mom loves him
so much.

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It was really
beautiful to see.

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I mean, that's what I start
thinking about

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when I'm getting in my feelings.Hmm.

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Thank you for the talk,
Charley.

264
00:13:46,477 --> 00:13:50,867
I don't want to keep you.Oh, actually, um...

265
00:13:50,917 --> 00:13:52,737
I wanted to
ask you something.

266
00:13:55,878 --> 00:14:00,968
I've come to think of you as one
of the strongest women I know.

267
00:14:01,014 --> 00:14:04,714
You've been through so much,
and yet, here you are.

268
00:14:04,756 --> 00:14:06,366
Thank you.

269
00:14:06,410 --> 00:14:09,410
That means a lot
coming from you, Charley.

270
00:14:09,457 --> 00:14:11,677
I need some advice.

271
00:14:11,720 --> 00:14:14,640
Advice? From me?

272
00:14:14,679 --> 00:14:18,119
Oh.
I'll certainly try.

273
00:14:18,161 --> 00:14:20,821
I've been thinking
about Davis.

274
00:14:20,860 --> 00:14:22,860
Thinking what
about Davis?

275
00:14:25,995 --> 00:14:27,295
Oh.
Oh, I see.

276
00:14:27,344 --> 00:14:31,654
Um, I mean,
I would never do that.

277
00:14:31,696 --> 00:14:34,866
You wouldn't.

278
00:14:34,917 --> 00:14:36,747
Ouch.
No, no, no.

279
00:14:36,788 --> 00:14:39,838
I mean, I-I would never
give you advice about your man.

280
00:14:39,879 --> 00:14:43,399
I mean, just from me,
from experience,

281
00:14:43,447 --> 00:14:48,407
I found that no one really knows
your relationship but you.

282
00:14:48,452 --> 00:14:50,282
No one knows your heart.

283
00:14:50,324 --> 00:14:52,154
No one knows his.

284
00:14:52,195 --> 00:14:54,675
I mean,
everyone else's opinion

285
00:14:54,719 --> 00:14:57,329
doesn't really matter
in the end.

286
00:14:57,374 --> 00:14:59,334
Because the two of you that have
to look at each other

287
00:14:59,376 --> 00:15:04,376
every day have to love
each other every day.

288
00:15:04,425 --> 00:15:06,375
You're right.

289
00:15:06,427 --> 00:15:08,777
Has he changed?

290
00:15:08,820 --> 00:15:10,690
I think...

291
00:15:10,735 --> 00:15:14,695
♪♪

292
00:15:14,739 --> 00:15:16,389
Yeah.

293
00:15:16,437 --> 00:15:18,087
Yeah, he has.

294
00:15:20,571 --> 00:15:22,361
Is that even possible?

295
00:15:22,399 --> 00:15:23,709
Look at me
and Ralph Angel.

296
00:15:23,748 --> 00:15:25,618
We are completely
different people

297
00:15:25,663 --> 00:15:27,063
than we were
in the beginning.

298
00:15:27,100 --> 00:15:28,880
We made every mistake.

299
00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:31,628
We hurt each other,
we fell away from each other,

300
00:15:31,669 --> 00:15:35,939
and somehow, we ended up
back in each other's arms.

301
00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:39,458
So, yes,
it is possible.

302
00:15:39,503 --> 00:15:43,993
If you see a chance
at something real,

303
00:15:44,030 --> 00:15:49,380
with someone who knows you
and truly cares about you,

304
00:15:49,426 --> 00:15:51,596
step out on faith.

305
00:15:51,646 --> 00:15:53,646
It might be everything
you hope it is.

306
00:15:57,913 --> 00:16:00,133
The fact that the hashtag
"#DefundThePolice"

307
00:16:00,176 --> 00:16:02,476
is trending
and on news outlets everywhere

308
00:16:02,526 --> 00:16:04,136
and that people
in this country

309
00:16:04,180 --> 00:16:05,790
and countries
around the world

310
00:16:05,834 --> 00:16:08,104
are taking to the streets
is just like...

311
00:16:08,141 --> 00:16:09,621
I don't know.

312
00:16:09,664 --> 00:16:11,544
It's just monumental.
You know what I mean?

313
00:16:11,579 --> 00:16:14,019
It just feels really, really
meaningful, don't you think?

314
00:16:14,060 --> 00:16:15,370
I do.

315
00:16:15,409 --> 00:16:18,719
I have never seen
anything like it.

316
00:16:18,760 --> 00:16:21,280
Never felt
anything like it.

317
00:16:21,328 --> 00:16:23,028
I'm just catching up
to everything now,

318
00:16:23,069 --> 00:16:29,029
and I am totally
and completely blown away.

319
00:16:29,075 --> 00:16:30,075
Wait, catching up
to everything?

320
00:16:30,119 --> 00:16:31,819
What do you mean?

321
00:16:34,080 --> 00:16:36,130
I -- I, uh...

322
00:16:36,169 --> 00:16:37,869
What's going on?

323
00:16:40,912 --> 00:16:42,702
Uh...

324
00:16:42,740 --> 00:16:45,050
I've -- I've been...

325
00:16:45,091 --> 00:16:47,791
under the weather
the past few days.

326
00:16:47,832 --> 00:16:49,272
What do you mean
"under the weather"?

327
00:16:49,312 --> 00:16:51,012
What was wrong?

328
00:16:55,579 --> 00:16:58,019
Mom?

329
00:16:58,060 --> 00:16:59,410
I, uh...

330
00:16:59,453 --> 00:17:00,583
I have COVID.

331
00:17:00,628 --> 00:17:02,198
What?!
But I'm recovering.

332
00:17:02,238 --> 00:17:05,678
W-What are you saying
right now? You took a test?

333
00:17:05,720 --> 00:17:07,110
No.

334
00:17:07,156 --> 00:17:09,196
Then what are you
basing that on?

335
00:17:09,244 --> 00:17:11,734
Well,
I was pretty out of it.

336
00:17:11,769 --> 00:17:13,209
What does that mean?

337
00:17:13,249 --> 00:17:15,079
I-- Is Aunt Vi there?

338
00:17:15,121 --> 00:17:18,561
No. No, she's not, and --
and I'm okay now.

339
00:17:18,602 --> 00:17:20,262
Is --
W-What is Aunt Nova saying?

340
00:17:20,300 --> 00:17:22,080
W-What was your temperature
at the highest?

341
00:17:22,127 --> 00:17:23,777
Let me talk to Aunt Nova.

342
00:17:23,825 --> 00:17:26,695
Micah, Nova's not here,
and I-I didn't call her over.

343
00:17:26,741 --> 00:17:28,611
Uncle Ra?
No.

344
00:17:28,656 --> 00:17:31,086
Then how do you know
you have COVID?

345
00:17:31,137 --> 00:17:32,567
Mom, what's happening?

346
00:17:32,616 --> 00:17:34,616
Why -- What --
Why aren't you tell me?

347
00:17:34,662 --> 00:17:36,102
Like, why am I pulling teeth
right now?

348
00:17:36,142 --> 00:17:39,492
Please --
Please stop yelling at me.

349
00:17:39,536 --> 00:17:41,536
I shouldn't have come here.

350
00:17:41,582 --> 00:17:44,412
I just...

351
00:17:44,454 --> 00:17:46,504
I left you alone,
and now you...

352
00:17:46,543 --> 00:17:48,853
No.
I wasn't alone.

353
00:17:51,896 --> 00:17:54,026
I couldn't call the family
for various reasons,

354
00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:55,863
so when things got...

355
00:17:55,900 --> 00:17:59,120
pretty bad...

356
00:17:59,165 --> 00:18:00,685
I called your father.

357
00:18:00,731 --> 00:18:06,871
♪♪

358
00:18:06,911 --> 00:18:08,481
I'm on my way.

359
00:18:08,522 --> 00:18:13,792
♪♪

360
00:18:13,831 --> 00:18:16,831
[ Sighs ]

361
00:18:20,011 --> 00:18:22,361
6:00 in the morning.
Alright.

362
00:18:22,405 --> 00:18:24,185
Here you go, here you go.
Alright, huh?

363
00:18:24,233 --> 00:18:29,543
Yeah, Vi, you see me at home,
now you seeing me at work, too.

364
00:18:29,586 --> 00:18:30,886
[ Laughter ]

365
00:18:30,935 --> 00:18:32,235
10!

366
00:18:32,285 --> 00:18:34,765
Oh, I guess we are making
a little noise, huh?

367
00:18:34,809 --> 00:18:36,159
A little.

368
00:18:36,202 --> 00:18:37,732
I can hear you cackling
from across the way.

369
00:18:37,768 --> 00:18:40,548
I have missed everybody
in this place so much.

370
00:18:40,597 --> 00:18:42,207
So, I'll do it like
the kids say.

371
00:18:42,251 --> 00:18:43,691
-I'm getting it in.
-That's right.

372
00:18:43,731 --> 00:18:45,301
Yeah, I miss it, too.

373
00:18:45,341 --> 00:18:47,781
You know, it's just -- just good
to know we got each other.

374
00:18:47,822 --> 00:18:51,482
-Mm-hmm.
-Ah, indeed, indeed.

375
00:18:51,521 --> 00:18:53,311
I aimed to come over,
sit down,

376
00:18:53,349 --> 00:18:54,519
and I come over,
I said, "Okay."

377
00:18:54,568 --> 00:18:55,998
[ Laughter ]

378
00:18:56,047 --> 00:19:03,187
♪♪

379
00:19:03,229 --> 00:19:05,619
Oh.

380
00:19:05,666 --> 00:19:08,096
Happy re-opening.

381
00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:11,757
Sort of.
Yeah, sorta.

382
00:19:11,802 --> 00:19:13,412
Thank you.

383
00:19:13,456 --> 00:19:15,456
Is Ralph Angel parking?

384
00:19:15,502 --> 00:19:18,242
No, he, um...

385
00:19:18,287 --> 00:19:21,067
He couldn't make it.

386
00:19:21,116 --> 00:19:23,676
I see.

387
00:19:23,727 --> 00:19:25,987
But the flowers
are from both of us.

388
00:19:26,034 --> 00:19:28,604
Mm-hmm.

389
00:19:28,645 --> 00:19:29,685
How's Blue?

390
00:19:29,733 --> 00:19:31,343
So far, so good.

391
00:19:31,387 --> 00:19:35,167
He's still, you know,
adjusting to my mom's rules

392
00:19:35,217 --> 00:19:39,047
and ways about her house,
but, um, I think --

393
00:19:39,090 --> 00:19:40,570
I think the real test
is gonna come

394
00:19:40,614 --> 00:19:42,664
when he starts school
in a couple days, so...

395
00:19:42,703 --> 00:19:44,313
we shall see.

396
00:19:49,666 --> 00:19:53,446
Well, I should
probably get going.

397
00:19:53,496 --> 00:19:55,406
Of course.

398
00:19:55,455 --> 00:19:57,145
I understand.

399
00:19:57,196 --> 00:19:59,286
Congratulations.

400
00:19:59,328 --> 00:20:00,898
Thank you, baby.

401
00:20:00,938 --> 00:20:09,118
♪♪

402
00:20:09,164 --> 00:20:12,394
Nova:
I ask my ancestors for wisdom.

403
00:20:12,428 --> 00:20:14,518
I ask for guidance.

404
00:20:16,693 --> 00:20:18,913
I ask for the capacity to love

405
00:20:18,956 --> 00:20:22,086
from a place
of truth and healing.

406
00:20:33,057 --> 00:20:36,367
Calvin: I hope you know
how sorry I am for what I did.

407
00:20:38,149 --> 00:20:39,929
Your feelings
aren't the issue.

408
00:20:50,553 --> 00:20:54,083
Am I allowed to get better?

409
00:20:54,122 --> 00:20:56,122
To be better than I was?

410
00:20:56,167 --> 00:20:57,597
You didn't know it was wrong
to stomp

411
00:20:57,647 --> 00:21:00,127
a 19-year-old in the back
until it cracked?

412
00:21:02,435 --> 00:21:03,995
You knew.

413
00:21:04,045 --> 00:21:06,215
And you decided not to be
better in that moment,

414
00:21:06,265 --> 00:21:07,875
and then to deny it.

415
00:21:07,918 --> 00:21:10,748
And then to hide it.

416
00:21:10,791 --> 00:21:12,101
Yes.

417
00:21:12,140 --> 00:21:16,010
Yes, what I did was wrong,
and I knew it.

418
00:21:16,057 --> 00:21:18,667
To fit in.

419
00:21:18,712 --> 00:21:20,502
To protect myself.He's paralyzed.

420
00:21:20,540 --> 00:21:22,020
I know.

421
00:21:22,063 --> 00:21:24,243
I've been trying to keep up
with him from afar.

422
00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:29,463
♪♪

423
00:21:29,505 --> 00:21:34,675
♪♪

424
00:21:34,728 --> 00:21:37,248
I want to yell.

425
00:21:37,296 --> 00:21:39,166
And fight.

426
00:21:39,210 --> 00:21:40,820
I want to scream and...

427
00:21:43,563 --> 00:21:45,223
I want to hurt you.

428
00:21:47,218 --> 00:21:49,568
I want you to know how much
you've hurt me.

429
00:21:49,612 --> 00:21:51,222
Please --
But I can't.

430
00:21:51,266 --> 00:21:54,616
I can't scream.

431
00:21:54,661 --> 00:21:57,931
Can't yell.

432
00:21:57,968 --> 00:21:59,928
Can't even
write about this.

433
00:22:03,713 --> 00:22:05,633
I feel like
I can't move.

434
00:22:07,978 --> 00:22:09,718
Like I'm paralyzed, too.

435
00:22:12,983 --> 00:22:17,423
I'm ashamed
that I'm so scared.

436
00:22:17,466 --> 00:22:20,116
I'm ashamed that I want
to protect you.

437
00:22:20,164 --> 00:22:29,304
♪♪

438
00:22:29,348 --> 00:22:32,608
I'm the only one who should
be ashamed for what I did.

439
00:22:34,788 --> 00:22:36,308
What I did was in my past.

440
00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:39,875
It's far in my past.

441
00:22:39,923 --> 00:22:42,883
It's not me.

442
00:22:42,926 --> 00:22:44,966
It never was.

443
00:22:45,015 --> 00:22:49,885
♪♪

444
00:22:49,933 --> 00:22:51,633
You know me.
Mm-hmm.

445
00:22:54,373 --> 00:22:56,033
I'm yours.

446
00:23:01,858 --> 00:23:03,428
You know who I am.

447
00:23:03,469 --> 00:23:09,209
♪♪

448
00:23:09,257 --> 00:23:10,427
I'm yours, baby.

449
00:23:10,476 --> 00:23:12,256
[ Sobs ]

450
00:23:12,303 --> 00:23:14,443
I'm so sorry.

451
00:23:14,480 --> 00:23:18,920
♪♪

452
00:23:24,751 --> 00:23:26,011
You ready for the day?

453
00:23:26,056 --> 00:23:28,056
Mm. Yeah.

454
00:23:28,102 --> 00:23:29,762
How 'bout you?

455
00:23:29,799 --> 00:23:34,199
Oh, baby, I'm so excited about
The Real Spot's Zoom.

456
00:23:34,238 --> 00:23:35,628
Micah taught me everything
I needed to know

457
00:23:35,675 --> 00:23:38,105
about how to
run a session.

458
00:23:38,155 --> 00:23:39,765
Our RSVPs
are coming in nice.

459
00:23:39,809 --> 00:23:42,249
I'm thinking we're gonna get
six or seven guys.

460
00:23:42,290 --> 00:23:43,730
Nah, baby.

461
00:23:43,770 --> 00:23:45,550
We up to 46.

462
00:23:45,598 --> 00:23:47,898
Oh. [ Laughs ]

463
00:23:47,948 --> 00:23:50,428
You are doing it.

464
00:23:50,472 --> 00:23:53,522
You are doing
what you always do.

465
00:23:53,562 --> 00:23:57,042
Shine.
I'm so proud of you.

466
00:23:57,087 --> 00:23:59,047
Ah, thank you, baby.

467
00:23:59,089 --> 00:24:02,399
I know we just can't wait
for the bad to be over.

468
00:24:02,441 --> 00:24:04,571
No.
We gotta live through it

469
00:24:04,617 --> 00:24:06,967
and find pieces of joy
along the way.

470
00:24:09,578 --> 00:24:11,228
You right.

471
00:24:13,190 --> 00:24:14,500
I'mma call Ralph Angel.

472
00:24:14,540 --> 00:24:16,590
That's the right
thing to do.

473
00:24:16,629 --> 00:24:21,239
I'm sorry if I had to talk a
little tough for you to hear it.

474
00:24:21,285 --> 00:24:23,545
But I'll make it up to you.

475
00:24:23,592 --> 00:24:26,072
What you got in mind?

476
00:24:26,116 --> 00:24:28,546
You.

477
00:24:28,597 --> 00:24:30,077
I got you in mind.

478
00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:31,300
[ Chuckles ]

479
00:24:31,339 --> 00:24:33,429
Mm.

480
00:24:35,125 --> 00:24:37,555
Mm.
But not right now.

481
00:24:37,606 --> 00:24:39,516
Right now, you gonna
finish doing this,

482
00:24:39,565 --> 00:24:41,215
finish doing
what I'm doing.

483
00:24:41,262 --> 00:24:44,532
We'll link back up later.

484
00:24:44,570 --> 00:24:47,270
Mm-hmm.

485
00:24:47,311 --> 00:24:49,181
Get outta here.

486
00:24:54,275 --> 00:24:57,095
So, how are you feeling?
Back to 100%?

487
00:24:57,147 --> 00:25:00,057
I'd say 87%.

488
00:25:00,107 --> 00:25:01,717
[ Chuckles ]

489
00:25:01,761 --> 00:25:03,591
It's the precision
for me.

490
00:25:09,159 --> 00:25:12,079
So...

491
00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:14,989
do you have any idea
why I asked you to meet?

492
00:25:15,035 --> 00:25:16,465
Not for sure,

493
00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:21,125
but I'm hoping
it's not what I hope it's not.

494
00:25:21,171 --> 00:25:23,701
What do you hope it's not?

495
00:25:23,739 --> 00:25:25,519
Something tough
about Micah

496
00:25:25,567 --> 00:25:27,607
you didn't wanna talk about
on the phone.

497
00:25:29,615 --> 00:25:30,655
Is Keke pregnant?

498
00:25:30,703 --> 00:25:33,583
[ Chuckles ] No.

499
00:25:33,619 --> 00:25:35,399
As far as I'm aware,

500
00:25:35,446 --> 00:25:38,186
Keke is not pregnant.

501
00:25:38,232 --> 00:25:40,062
Not by Micah anyway.

502
00:25:42,279 --> 00:25:45,589
You don't know
that they broke up?

503
00:25:45,631 --> 00:25:47,551
I did not know that,
no.

504
00:25:49,765 --> 00:25:52,505
Yeah, he stopped, uh,
talking to me about girls

505
00:25:52,551 --> 00:25:54,511
and stuff a while back.

506
00:25:54,553 --> 00:25:56,213
Understandably.

507
00:26:01,037 --> 00:26:04,077
It's interesting that
Micah and Keke

508
00:26:04,127 --> 00:26:08,827
having a baby at their age
is your worst fear for him.

509
00:26:08,871 --> 00:26:11,831
No, I wouldn't say
that's my worst fear.

510
00:26:11,874 --> 00:26:14,494
You know,
him being hurt physically

511
00:26:14,529 --> 00:26:19,099
is definitely my worst fear,
but a baby...

512
00:26:19,142 --> 00:26:21,012
would be a close second.

513
00:26:21,057 --> 00:26:23,967
We were his age.

514
00:26:24,017 --> 00:26:26,367
Was it that awful?

515
00:26:26,410 --> 00:26:30,070
No.
It wasn't awful at all.

516
00:26:30,110 --> 00:26:32,460
If only for one reason.

517
00:26:32,503 --> 00:26:36,643
Half of the couple in question
was Charley Bordelon.

518
00:26:36,682 --> 00:26:37,942
I mean,
don't get me wrong.

519
00:26:37,987 --> 00:26:41,637
Keke is cool and all,
but she ain't you.

520
00:26:41,687 --> 00:26:44,857
And Micah is a very,
very smart kid,

521
00:26:44,907 --> 00:26:47,687
but he ain't you, either.

522
00:26:47,736 --> 00:26:51,216
I mean, you were the only part
of us that made it possible

523
00:26:51,261 --> 00:26:54,221
for that situation to be
the opposite of awful.

524
00:26:54,264 --> 00:26:55,664
You know?

525
00:26:55,701 --> 00:26:57,401
It's probably the most
beautiful time of my life.

526
00:27:00,009 --> 00:27:02,269
I've never heard you
talk about it that way.

527
00:27:04,492 --> 00:27:07,062
Your decision
to keep Micah.

528
00:27:07,103 --> 00:27:08,673
To face your mother?

529
00:27:08,714 --> 00:27:10,064
Ernest?

530
00:27:10,106 --> 00:27:13,066
Everyone who was looking
at you to excel

531
00:27:13,109 --> 00:27:15,159
and become
the quintessential

532
00:27:15,198 --> 00:27:17,328
Black woman scholar
you were destined to be?

533
00:27:17,374 --> 00:27:18,684
Now, come on.

534
00:27:18,724 --> 00:27:23,424
Single mother did not
figure into that plan.

535
00:27:23,467 --> 00:27:25,467
But you never wavered.

536
00:27:25,513 --> 00:27:29,173
And you had this kind
of resolve and -- and fortitude

537
00:27:29,212 --> 00:27:32,832
that I'd never seen in a person,
before or since.

538
00:27:37,568 --> 00:27:40,958
I wish I would've told you
that before now.

539
00:27:41,007 --> 00:27:42,697
You should've heard it
every day.

540
00:27:42,748 --> 00:27:49,358
♪♪

541
00:27:49,406 --> 00:27:52,316
[ Cellphone rings ]

542
00:27:52,366 --> 00:27:54,666
Ah.

543
00:27:54,716 --> 00:27:56,106
Mr. Blue Bordelon.

544
00:27:56,152 --> 00:27:57,682
Hey, Pops.
It's good to see you.

545
00:27:57,719 --> 00:27:59,939
Good to see you, too.
How you doing, buddy?

546
00:27:59,982 --> 00:28:01,512
Everything is great.

547
00:28:01,549 --> 00:28:02,859
It is amazing.

548
00:28:02,898 --> 00:28:04,638
Terrific.
I promise.

549
00:28:04,683 --> 00:28:05,643
How are you and Mom?

550
00:28:05,684 --> 00:28:07,384
Is that Blue?
Hi.

551
00:28:07,424 --> 00:28:10,734
Hey, Mom. I had my first day
of school yesterday.

552
00:28:10,776 --> 00:28:12,996
I can't wait to show you
all the cool stuff

553
00:28:13,039 --> 00:28:15,999
I'm working on when I come home
for the holidays.

554
00:28:16,042 --> 00:28:19,132
My teachers are
so, so cool.

555
00:28:19,175 --> 00:28:20,825
Oh, Blue.

556
00:28:20,873 --> 00:28:23,313
I know you miss me
and I miss you, too.

557
00:28:23,353 --> 00:28:24,663
But in a good way.

558
00:28:24,703 --> 00:28:26,403
Hey, we miss you, too,
in a good way.

559
00:28:26,443 --> 00:28:28,183
In a good way.
Yes.

560
00:28:28,228 --> 00:28:30,488
How was your first day?
Tell us everything.

561
00:28:30,534 --> 00:28:32,974
Were they nice to you? It is amazing.

562
00:28:33,015 --> 00:28:36,535
I love it.
I love everything about it here.

563
00:28:36,584 --> 00:28:38,194
That's so wonderful, baby.

564
00:28:38,238 --> 00:28:39,758
I'm so happy that
you're this happy.

565
00:28:39,805 --> 00:28:41,415
Thank you guys
for letting me come here.

566
00:28:41,458 --> 00:28:44,028
Thank you so, so much.

567
00:28:44,070 --> 00:28:45,640
Gramma's calling me
for breakfast,

568
00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:46,990
so I'll see you guys
later.

569
00:28:47,029 --> 00:28:48,509
Love you!Love you, too.

570
00:28:48,552 --> 00:28:50,422
Hey, make sure you call us
again, soon, Blue.

571
00:28:50,467 --> 00:28:52,337
We love you, sweetheart!Love you so much.

572
00:28:52,382 --> 00:28:54,782
Have a good day.

573
00:28:54,820 --> 00:28:58,430
Just like that.

574
00:28:58,475 --> 00:29:00,345
[ Sighs ]
Just like that.

575
00:29:04,394 --> 00:29:05,834
He's happy.

576
00:29:05,874 --> 00:29:08,364
Yeah, I know.

577
00:29:08,398 --> 00:29:10,228
He gonna be alright.

578
00:29:10,270 --> 00:29:14,840
♪♪

579
00:29:14,883 --> 00:29:19,763
I remember feeling like
no expectation made of me

580
00:29:19,801 --> 00:29:25,591
was as strong as my mission to
make a family of you and Micah.

581
00:29:25,633 --> 00:29:26,903
Yeah.

582
00:29:26,939 --> 00:29:29,069
You were definitely
on a mission.

583
00:29:29,115 --> 00:29:31,505
I mean, strong.

584
00:29:31,552 --> 00:29:34,642
You made me believe
we could do it.

585
00:29:34,685 --> 00:29:36,295
I thought...

586
00:29:39,386 --> 00:29:44,866
I could build this fortress
around us that was so strong,

587
00:29:44,913 --> 00:29:50,483
so undeniable, that nothing
could ever touch us.

588
00:29:50,527 --> 00:29:52,137
Nothing could ever...

589
00:29:52,181 --> 00:29:53,791
take you away from me.

590
00:29:57,534 --> 00:29:59,064
And you did that.

591
00:29:59,101 --> 00:30:01,841
[ Sighs ]

592
00:30:01,887 --> 00:30:03,757
You just didn't calculate
that the monster

593
00:30:03,802 --> 00:30:06,072
was already inside
the fortress with you.

594
00:30:11,374 --> 00:30:13,554
You had children
with other people.

595
00:30:13,594 --> 00:30:15,864
One.
That's enough.

596
00:30:15,901 --> 00:30:17,691
Yeah,
it's too much.

597
00:30:17,728 --> 00:30:19,248
It shouldn't have happened,

598
00:30:19,295 --> 00:30:22,335
and I shouldn't have hidden it
when it did happen.

599
00:30:26,128 --> 00:30:27,828
Melina Galoudian.

600
00:30:30,959 --> 00:30:34,089
I defended you.

601
00:30:34,136 --> 00:30:35,826
I paid her off.

602
00:30:38,662 --> 00:30:42,542
That was the biggest failure
of my life.

603
00:30:42,579 --> 00:30:48,459
♪♪

604
00:30:48,498 --> 00:30:54,368
♪♪

605
00:30:54,417 --> 00:30:59,247
I remember longing --
I mean, longing --

606
00:30:59,292 --> 00:31:01,382
to be with you
when you were on the road.

607
00:31:04,775 --> 00:31:08,035
It was the same feeling
of wanting to be

608
00:31:08,083 --> 00:31:10,913
with my father
when I was younger.

609
00:31:10,956 --> 00:31:14,046
I wanted his love
so desperately.

610
00:31:14,089 --> 00:31:15,789
And it felt like...

611
00:31:17,745 --> 00:31:20,045
somehow...

612
00:31:20,095 --> 00:31:23,225
I never could grasp it.

613
00:31:23,272 --> 00:31:26,932
I remember what that felt like,
imagining Daddy with

614
00:31:26,972 --> 00:31:30,762
this family
I wasn't part of.

615
00:31:30,801 --> 00:31:36,071
Nova and Ralph Angel being able
to see him every day.

616
00:31:39,375 --> 00:31:42,375
Them all happy...

617
00:31:42,422 --> 00:31:44,692
without me.

618
00:31:44,728 --> 00:31:50,298
Like you happier
with these other women

619
00:31:50,343 --> 00:31:52,653
and other children,

620
00:31:52,693 --> 00:31:54,303
without me.

621
00:31:57,785 --> 00:32:02,005
I was never happier
when I wasn't with you, Charley.

622
00:32:02,050 --> 00:32:03,700
Then why?

623
00:32:03,747 --> 00:32:07,187
Why did you do that,
Davis?

624
00:32:07,229 --> 00:32:09,619
Why did you
do that to us?

625
00:32:09,666 --> 00:32:12,226
[ Breathes shakily ]

626
00:32:12,278 --> 00:32:17,408
♪♪

627
00:32:17,457 --> 00:32:19,547
[ Sighs ]

628
00:32:19,589 --> 00:32:22,809
♪♪

629
00:32:22,853 --> 00:32:24,463
Look...

630
00:32:26,466 --> 00:32:28,206
the only reason a person

631
00:32:28,250 --> 00:32:31,910
actively destroys
everything good in their life

632
00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:36,220
is because --
i-is b-because...

633
00:32:36,258 --> 00:32:42,918
♪♪

634
00:32:42,961 --> 00:32:45,141
Is because they hate
who they are.

635
00:32:48,183 --> 00:32:51,013
I hated myself,
Charley.

636
00:32:53,884 --> 00:32:57,804
I've had to face myself head on
over the last four years.

637
00:33:00,456 --> 00:33:03,326
We've all got these corners
of our mind

638
00:33:03,372 --> 00:33:07,072
where we keep all the bad stuff,
the memories,

639
00:33:07,115 --> 00:33:10,245
the guilt
we don't want to face.

640
00:33:10,292 --> 00:33:12,732
But I've gone
into my corners...

641
00:33:15,776 --> 00:33:18,386
and I've taken
all that stuff out,

642
00:33:18,431 --> 00:33:21,351
one by one,

643
00:33:21,390 --> 00:33:24,610
and I've looked at it all.

644
00:33:24,654 --> 00:33:29,444
All of it,
for what it is...

645
00:33:29,485 --> 00:33:31,525
and for what it says
about me.

646
00:33:33,837 --> 00:33:36,277
I was the monster
inside our fortress.

647
00:33:36,318 --> 00:33:43,368
♪♪

648
00:33:43,412 --> 00:33:45,552
And I am not that
anymore.

649
00:33:47,677 --> 00:33:50,327
Who are you now,
then, Davis?

650
00:33:52,508 --> 00:33:55,988
That's why
I asked you here.

651
00:33:56,034 --> 00:34:00,044
I need to know if
that kind, selfless man

652
00:34:00,081 --> 00:34:03,871
who was there for me
when I was sick --

653
00:34:03,911 --> 00:34:07,181
who went above and beyond --

654
00:34:07,219 --> 00:34:08,659
who cared --

655
00:34:12,224 --> 00:34:13,924
I need to know
if he's real.

656
00:34:15,922 --> 00:34:20,232
If that's the real you,
Davis.

657
00:34:20,275 --> 00:34:22,665
It's me.
It's me.

658
00:34:22,712 --> 00:34:24,372
I'm real, and I'm here.

659
00:34:26,585 --> 00:34:28,235
I'm here for you,
Charley.

660
00:34:32,460 --> 00:34:36,680
And I can finally love you
the way you always deserved.

661
00:34:36,726 --> 00:34:38,116
If you'll let me.

662
00:34:38,163 --> 00:34:41,343
♪ Give me what I want
when I'm ready ♪

663
00:34:41,382 --> 00:34:43,952
♪ You always hold it down

664
00:34:43,994 --> 00:34:47,134
♪ Anybody else,
I'd be gone by now ♪

665
00:34:47,172 --> 00:34:48,962
♪ Does it really matter?

666
00:34:48,998 --> 00:34:50,648
♪ All that really matters

667
00:34:50,697 --> 00:34:53,787
♪ Second I'm with you,
all my love pour out ♪

668
00:34:53,830 --> 00:34:57,310
♪ Serve it on a platter,
all that really matters ♪

669
00:34:57,356 --> 00:34:59,136
♪ All that really matters is

670
00:34:59,184 --> 00:35:04,064
♪ You keep showing up

671
00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:06,452
♪ Promise I'll remind you
that you ♪

672
00:35:06,495 --> 00:35:11,405
♪ Are more than enough

673
00:35:13,807 --> 00:35:15,237
Is this payback
from your dinner?

674
00:35:15,287 --> 00:35:17,117
I mean, when you gonna tell me
where we're going?

675
00:35:17,158 --> 00:35:19,728
Look, it's what the Latins
call a quid pro quo.

676
00:35:19,769 --> 00:35:22,159
A surprise
for a surprise.

677
00:35:22,207 --> 00:35:23,767
Well, I know it ain't
a restaurant,

678
00:35:23,817 --> 00:35:25,907
because half of them
are closed down,

679
00:35:25,949 --> 00:35:28,779
and, uh, the numbers are surging
in New Orleans, so --

680
00:35:28,822 --> 00:35:30,082
Baby,
I know all that.

681
00:35:30,128 --> 00:35:32,168
Can you just hold off
for a second?

682
00:35:32,217 --> 00:35:36,347
Alright?
Because your chariot awaits.

683
00:35:36,395 --> 00:35:39,265
I know you don't think
I'm getting on that thing.

684
00:35:39,311 --> 00:35:41,011
Yes, I do.

685
00:35:41,051 --> 00:35:43,011
Can't have joy in life without
taking a little risk, right?

686
00:35:43,053 --> 00:35:44,883
Uh-huh.
You know all this already.

687
00:35:44,925 --> 00:35:46,745
[ Laughs ]

688
00:35:46,796 --> 00:35:48,356
Ah.
Look at it!

689
00:35:48,407 --> 00:35:51,187
Let me hear you
say no now.

690
00:35:51,236 --> 00:35:52,976
Mm-hmm.
There you go.

691
00:35:53,020 --> 00:35:55,760
Get right on in there.
-Oh.

692
00:35:55,805 --> 00:35:58,585
Oh, no, you didn't.Yes, I did.

693
00:35:58,634 --> 00:36:00,464
Yes, I did.

694
00:36:00,506 --> 00:36:02,936
Now, I just want you to know,
don't get jealous...

695
00:36:02,986 --> 00:36:04,206
Oh, you gonna beat me?...when I smoke you.

696
00:36:04,249 --> 00:36:05,859
They used to call me
Evel Knievel.

697
00:36:05,902 --> 00:36:06,862
When I smoke you.

698
00:36:06,903 --> 00:36:08,303
Let's go.
Lead you.

699
00:36:08,340 --> 00:36:10,040
Try to catch up with me.Oh, Lord.

700
00:36:10,080 --> 00:36:11,560
I can't even get the brakes --Bye.

701
00:36:11,604 --> 00:36:13,524
Oh, stop!

702
00:36:13,562 --> 00:36:14,872
[ Both laugh ]

703
00:36:14,911 --> 00:36:16,481
I love you, Vi.

704
00:36:16,522 --> 00:36:21,792
I love you more,
Hollywood!

705
00:36:21,831 --> 00:36:23,961
Yeah, baby,
we gonna be alright.

706
00:36:24,007 --> 00:36:27,577
Yes, yes, yes,
we're gonna be alright!

707
00:36:27,620 --> 00:36:28,930
[ Both laugh ]

708
00:36:28,969 --> 00:36:31,579
[ Bells dinging ]

709
00:36:31,624 --> 00:36:35,764
♪♪

710
00:36:37,325 --> 00:36:39,105
Micah.

711
00:36:39,153 --> 00:36:41,633
This is really good work,
son.

712
00:36:41,677 --> 00:36:43,287
Thanks.

713
00:36:52,558 --> 00:36:54,258
Thank you for...

714
00:36:54,299 --> 00:36:56,389
being here
when I wasn't.

715
00:37:00,087 --> 00:37:02,177
Yeah.

716
00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:05,790
Well, I'm kinda glad
that you weren't.

717
00:37:05,832 --> 00:37:08,492
'Cause she would have never
wanted you see her like that.

718
00:37:08,530 --> 00:37:10,180
She got really bad?Mm-hmm.

719
00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:12,798
But I'm not anymore.

720
00:37:12,839 --> 00:37:15,839
I'm okay.

721
00:37:15,885 --> 00:37:18,185
I just wish
you'd called me.

722
00:37:18,236 --> 00:37:20,666
But I understand
why you didn't.

723
00:37:31,292 --> 00:37:35,602
I just got a taste of what
it's like when someone you love

724
00:37:35,644 --> 00:37:38,134
decides to do something
that you don't agree with

725
00:37:38,168 --> 00:37:40,778
and there's nothing
you can do about it.

726
00:37:40,823 --> 00:37:45,743
You just gotta respect their
decision and love them anyway.

727
00:37:45,785 --> 00:37:48,135
Mom, that's what you have
always done for me.

728
00:37:50,180 --> 00:37:52,530
I felt how hard it was,
and I just...

729
00:37:55,055 --> 00:37:57,615
Thank you for giving me that
all the time.

730
00:37:57,666 --> 00:38:03,666
♪♪

731
00:38:03,716 --> 00:38:07,936
But I do have some more photos
to show you.

732
00:38:07,981 --> 00:38:09,591
So this was, like,
protest stuff,

733
00:38:09,635 --> 00:38:12,245
but we went
to this church service.

734
00:38:12,290 --> 00:38:14,420
So many beautiful faces.

735
00:38:14,466 --> 00:38:18,336
And then the elders pulled up.
Look.

736
00:38:18,383 --> 00:38:20,213
Look at this lady...

737
00:38:20,254 --> 00:38:22,954
singing herself off.

738
00:38:22,996 --> 00:38:26,606
Oh, that's a good one.
Wait, go back, go back.

739
00:38:26,652 --> 00:38:28,262
Yes.
I love that one.

740
00:38:28,306 --> 00:38:29,736
Look at that.

741
00:38:29,785 --> 00:38:33,485
[ Knock on door ]Are you expecting someone?

742
00:38:33,528 --> 00:38:35,098
Calvin: Yeah. Yeah.

743
00:38:35,138 --> 00:38:36,788
Yeah, I am.

744
00:38:40,187 --> 00:38:43,057
Hi.NOLA PD Internal Affairs.

745
00:38:43,103 --> 00:38:46,503
Are you Calvin Gaston?Yes, I am.

746
00:38:46,541 --> 00:38:48,151
We're here to ask you
to accompany us

747
00:38:48,195 --> 00:38:51,285
to NOLA PD Central station
regarding your call.

748
00:38:51,329 --> 00:38:53,899
Yes.What did you do?

749
00:38:53,940 --> 00:38:56,290
♪ When your fear is justified

750
00:38:56,334 --> 00:38:58,904
The right thing.

751
00:38:58,945 --> 00:39:01,205
♪ Safe where Finally.

752
00:39:01,251 --> 00:39:03,821
♪ Safe where?

753
00:39:03,863 --> 00:39:09,133
♪ Your privilege disturbs
my peace ♪

754
00:39:09,172 --> 00:39:14,182
♪ Violates my freedoms
constantly ♪

755
00:39:14,221 --> 00:39:18,751
♪ In my world,
a harsh reality ♪

756
00:39:18,791 --> 00:39:24,231
♪ Yet, the one safe haven
where I roam free ♪

757
00:39:24,274 --> 00:39:28,984
♪♪

758
00:39:29,018 --> 00:39:31,058
[ Insects chirping ]

759
00:39:39,246 --> 00:39:40,806
Well, we never saw them
shooting stars

760
00:39:40,856 --> 00:39:45,026
Blue was so excited about
seeing a few weeks back.

761
00:39:45,078 --> 00:39:47,688
Sky hella bright
tonight.

762
00:39:47,733 --> 00:39:49,393
It is shining bright.

763
00:39:51,389 --> 00:39:53,519
Like Blue.

764
00:39:53,565 --> 00:39:55,995
It's good to see him happy,
huh?

765
00:39:56,045 --> 00:39:57,175
Mm.

766
00:39:57,220 --> 00:40:00,090
That's our little star.

767
00:40:00,136 --> 00:40:01,746
And we're letting him
be that.

768
00:40:03,966 --> 00:40:07,056
Thank you
for making dinner.

769
00:40:07,100 --> 00:40:09,540
My chicken noodle soup
came a long way, huh?

770
00:40:09,581 --> 00:40:12,711
[ Both laugh ]

771
00:40:12,758 --> 00:40:15,798
It has.

772
00:40:15,848 --> 00:40:17,588
And we've come a long way,
too.

773
00:40:24,204 --> 00:40:27,084
You alright?

774
00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:29,910
It's gonna be fine,
baby.

775
00:40:29,949 --> 00:40:31,599
I'm not sad.

776
00:40:34,040 --> 00:40:35,650
I'm happy.

777
00:40:38,174 --> 00:40:40,054
And...

778
00:40:40,089 --> 00:40:41,739
I want you to be happy,
too.

779
00:40:44,964 --> 00:40:47,314
I just need some time,
that's all.

780
00:40:49,534 --> 00:40:52,894
Get used to
all this quiet.

781
00:40:52,928 --> 00:40:57,018
No more Blue waking me
up all early.

782
00:40:57,063 --> 00:41:01,073
Talking about, "Pops!
Pops!"

783
00:41:01,110 --> 00:41:03,240
That little voice.

784
00:41:03,286 --> 00:41:04,896
I'mma miss that.

785
00:41:08,204 --> 00:41:11,384
Ralph Angel,

786
00:41:11,425 --> 00:41:15,255
you are
the best father to Blue.

787
00:41:15,298 --> 00:41:16,388
[ Chuckles ]

788
00:41:16,430 --> 00:41:19,830
You are exquisite,

789
00:41:19,868 --> 00:41:21,998
and you're gonna
be a father again.

790
00:41:26,222 --> 00:41:27,832
I'm pregnant.

791
00:41:32,141 --> 00:41:33,801
With your child.

792
00:41:37,146 --> 00:41:39,796
Pregnant with my...Yeah.

793
00:41:39,845 --> 00:41:41,625
Pregnant with my child?

794
00:41:41,673 --> 00:41:44,463
Yes.

795
00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:47,722
Stop playing.

796
00:41:47,766 --> 00:41:50,416
♪ My love, my love

797
00:41:50,464 --> 00:41:53,694
♪ You can't be no one else

798
00:41:53,728 --> 00:41:57,818
♪ My love, my love

799
00:41:57,863 --> 00:42:00,303
♪ Speak kind...

800
00:42:00,343 --> 00:42:01,613
You always bless me,
Darla.

801
00:42:01,649 --> 00:42:06,959
♪ ...slowly loves you

802
00:42:07,002 --> 00:42:09,002
You blessed me.

803
00:42:09,048 --> 00:42:11,618
You're my blessing.

804
00:42:11,659 --> 00:42:14,659
You truly are.

805
00:42:14,706 --> 00:42:20,626
♪ Be the place where
your heart is lifted up ♪

806
00:42:20,668 --> 00:42:22,758
♪♪

807
00:42:22,801 --> 00:42:26,631
♪ Look inside, give it all

808
00:42:26,674 --> 00:42:28,684
♪ All you've got

809
00:42:28,720 --> 00:42:31,370
♪ Lift yourself higher

810
00:42:31,418 --> 00:42:32,678
I love you.

811
00:42:32,724 --> 00:42:35,254
♪ Lift yourself higher

812
00:42:35,291 --> 00:42:36,731
I love you.

813
00:42:36,771 --> 00:42:38,731
♪ Lift yourself higher

814
00:42:38,773 --> 00:42:40,653
♪ Where there is fear

815
00:42:40,688 --> 00:42:42,818
♪ Lift yourself higher

816
00:42:42,864 --> 00:42:44,614
♪ Let there be joy

817
00:42:44,649 --> 00:42:46,829
♪ Lift yourself higher

818
00:42:46,868 --> 00:42:48,348
♪ Where there is fear

819
00:42:48,391 --> 00:42:51,091
♪ Lift yourself higher

820
00:42:51,133 --> 00:42:53,403
♪ Let there be joy

821
00:42:53,440 --> 00:42:55,530
♪ Higher

822
00:42:55,573 --> 00:42:57,363
♪ Higher

823
00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,620
♪ Higher

824
00:42:59,664 --> 00:43:02,674
♪ Lift yourself higher