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Previously on "Queen Sugar"...

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I got accepted into
this really cool school

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in Washington, DC.

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Mom and Pop said
that I can go.

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You know deep down that that boy
is mine as much as he is yours!

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That's not your son,
Aunt Vi!

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It was really good of you
to drop everything.

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You say that like
I had a choice.

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There's no place I'll ever be
if you ever need me.

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Andre: You think I'd forget the
cops' faces who did this to me?

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You thanked him
in your book.

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What?

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Calvin Gaston.

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He's the one
who did this to me.

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Great.
You put the snacks in the car?

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Indeed.
Close all them windows?

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I did.

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Where little man at?

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Probably should get going.

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Mm, he said he had to look
for something.

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Found her.

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Can't leave without Kenya,
huh?

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She'd probably miss you
too much.

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Oh, I'm not
bringing Kenya.

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I want her to stay here
so she can look after you guys.

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Are you worried about us?

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I heard Pops in the bathroom
this morning.

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He sounded upset.

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Upset?

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I'm not upset.

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I'm happy for you.

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But are you
happy for you?

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We're sad that we won't get
to see you every day.

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But I'm happy you get
to live your life.

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Well, whenever you are sad,
Kenya will keep you company.

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How about when I'm sad,
I just call you?

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But I might be too busy
doing homework.

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Too busy?

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Busy saving the world,
huh?

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You know it.That's right.

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Hey.
We gotta go.

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Long drive.
We gotta go.

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Long, long, long drive.

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Darla: So...

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♪ Even though
it's wet and cold ♪

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♪ It shows you
what you need to know ♪

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♪ I intend this world,
this whole world ♪

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♪ For you

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Oh.

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Come on.

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Traffic waits for nobody.
Put your seatbelt on.

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Alright.
Washington, D.C., here we come!

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Here we come!

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♪ ...won't always be easy

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♪ It's not supposed to be

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♪ No

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♪ It won't always be easy

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♪ It's not supposed to be

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♪ Dreams never die

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♪ Take flight
as the world turns ♪

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♪ Dreams never die

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♪ Take flight
as the world turns ♪

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♪ Keep the colors in the lines

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♪ Take flight

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♪ Dreams never die

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♪♪

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♪ Keep the colors
in the lines ♪

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♪ Keep the colors
in the lines ♪

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♪ Take flight

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Violet: Micah needs to
bring himself home.

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He does not need to be
out there in them streets.

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I want everybody
home and safe.

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Hell, home ain't safe.

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Well, I'm just glad
for the homes that we got.

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I've been watching this report
on these evictions.

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People losing their jobs.
Healthcare's a mess.

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And fools trying to fight
about wearing a simple mask.

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Being brainwashed to fight
against their own survival.

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It's surreal.

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Don't get me started.

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I tell Hollywood to turn
that crap off the TV.

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Gets my pressure up.

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It's infuriating.

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We gotta
get this vote out.

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Just hate that I-I can't be
out there getting people

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registered
and staffing the polls.

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Yeah, well, you can't,
so stop it.

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That cold you had
coulda been worse.

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Nova's out there on behalf of
the family doing all of that.

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Micah, Hollywood,
driving seniors.

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The Bordelons
are doing their part.

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We always do.

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We always do.

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Can I, um, ask you a-a
completely random question?

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Go on.

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Is there anything that
Jimmy Dale could do, right now,

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for you to see him
differently?

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What?

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What on earth
would make you ask me

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some stupid shit like that?

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I...

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I-I'm -- I'm sorry,
Aunt Vi.

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I-I--
You didn't answer me.

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What on earth
would make you ask me --

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I-I'm just wondering.

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Why in all the hell
would you wonder what?

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Ain't enough going on
to wonder about?

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I mean, where did that
come from?

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I asked you a question,
Charley.

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Davis came by here last week,
and -- and --

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to pick something up
that Micah needed and --

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and --
and ship it to him.

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And, uh...

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we got to talking,
and he seemed...

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he seemed different,

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and it got me thinking
about change.

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Can people really change?

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And forgiveness.

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And I-I guess
I-I was --

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I was wondering
what you felt about all that.

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Charley.

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Jimmy Dale is an evil man

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who gets off
on inflicting pain --

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physical, emotional --
on any and everybody.

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He's a dark soul who thinks
love is weakness

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and feeds on hate
and treachery.

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And he made sure that I lived
inside of his hell

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for so long,
it almost destroyed me entirely.

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So, there is nothing
in this world that he could do

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to make me forget
what he did to me.

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Or think he's changed.

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Ever.

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Davis, on the other hand,
is just damn stupid.

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Huh?
He's not a bad person.

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He's a foolish man who took
the good life you gave him

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for granted
and made dumb, hurtful choices.

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But he ain't Jimmy Dale.

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He loved you.

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Even though he blew it.

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And he loves that boy.

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So, if you saw
a change in him,

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that's worth looking at.

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Y'all can at least be civil
to each other.

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Yeah.

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Yeah, at least.

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Calvin: Hey.

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You alright?

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What's wrong?

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Is everything okay?

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What's this?

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His name is Andre Nixon.

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He was only 19 years old

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the night he said you
and your cop friends beat him

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until he could
no longer walk.

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Wait a minute, Nova --

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Please don't say
you don't know this man.

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Because
he definitely knows you.

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Now, once I started
digging into his case,

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it wasn't that hard
to put it all together.

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All someone had to do
was look.

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See.

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Care enough.

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And no one did.

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Until now.

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Nova --
Look me in my eye

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and tell me
you had nothing to do with this.

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♪♪

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That you weren't there
that night...

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and I'll believe you.

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Because
I want to believe you.

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♪♪

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I think...

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I tried to convince myself
it was somebody else's memory

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just lodged in the back
of my -- my mind.

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I was the son of a cop.

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I was having
a real hard time.

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Everyone said I had to prove
that I could make it on my own.

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♪♪

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They got ahold
of this kid.

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His name is Andre.

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♪♪

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Right.

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Andre.

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Andre...

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got dragged into
an abandoned building.

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They beat him real good.

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They said it was...

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They said it was
good practice.

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I stood in the back.

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I was scared.

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I knew what they were doing
was wrong,

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then they called my name
and they said,

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"Get up here and prove
you're one of us."

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I knew what they were
asking me to do.

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And you did it?

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I hit him once.
Maybe twice.

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But that's all.
I swear I barely touched him.

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But you did touch him,
Calvin.

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I never done anything like that
before or since.

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You gotta believe me.I believed you when you told me

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you had never done
anything like this at all.

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Remember?

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Remember what you told me?

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Those were lies,
Calvin.

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It was over 20 years ago.

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I'm not that person.

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It was yesterday to him.

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♪♪

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[ Door opens, slams ]

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Have you heard from them
since they got back?

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Ralph Angel is not
speaking to me.

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And you ain't
talking to him.

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How long
is that gonna go on?

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It'll work itself out.

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Wondering what my baby
is doing right now.

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He's with his grandmother,
who is trifling,

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but she loves him,

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and she ain't gonna
let no harm come to him.

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That's where he is.

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I just don't
want him to change.

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He's perfect.
He's us.

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Baby,
that's not gonna happen.

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That boy's got a good soul,

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and Blue is gonna stay Blue.

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We pray for that,
we manifest that,

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and we know that, okay?

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Okay.

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And maybe you should
think about...

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apologizing
to Ralph Angel.

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Blue is the whole reason
he got his life together.

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So, if he sent him away,
it's probably because he thinks

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the promise of tomorrow
outweighs the pain right now.

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So, my pain and love for a child
I helped raise don't matter?

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Baby,
you can't honestly say

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that your pain is worse
than Ralph Angel's.

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That's his son.

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Baby, you call Ralph Angel
a boy.

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You said his father
would be ashamed of him.

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I believe
that's the truth.

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But was it kind,
Vi?

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Was it necessary?

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Maybe you should consider
being the adult

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in the room on this one.

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That's all I'm sayin'.

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Charley: When Micah left for
college, I was, uh --

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I was lost.

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It was kind of stunning
to realize

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that I didn't know
how to live without

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thinking about
his daily needs.

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I didn't know how to...

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just be.

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I mean, it's --
it's gonna take some time.

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I mean, when I get down,
I think about how much

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Blue loved his new room,

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and how he took to all
the kids in the class.

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They really loved him.

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I mean, just being
in a classroom again --

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he was on Cloud Nine.

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And Mom loves him
so much.

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It was really
beautiful to see.

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I mean, that's what I start
thinking about

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when I'm getting in my feelings.Hmm.

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Thank you for the talk,
Charley.

264
00:13:46,498 --> 00:13:50,894
I don't want to keep you.Oh, actually, um...

265
00:13:50,938 --> 00:13:52,765
I wanted to
ask you something.

266
00:13:55,899 --> 00:14:00,991
I've come to think of you as one
of the strongest women I know.

267
00:14:01,035 --> 00:14:04,734
You've been through so much,
and yet, here you are.

268
00:14:04,777 --> 00:14:06,388
Thank you.

269
00:14:06,431 --> 00:14:09,434
That means a lot
coming from you, Charley.

270
00:14:09,478 --> 00:14:11,697
I need some advice.

271
00:14:11,741 --> 00:14:14,657
Advice? From me?

272
00:14:14,700 --> 00:14:18,139
Oh.
I'll certainly try.

273
00:14:18,182 --> 00:14:20,837
I've been thinking
about Davis.

274
00:14:20,881 --> 00:14:22,883
Thinking what
about Davis?

275
00:14:26,016 --> 00:14:27,322
Oh.
Oh, I see.

276
00:14:27,365 --> 00:14:31,674
Um, I mean,
I would never do that.

277
00:14:31,717 --> 00:14:34,895
You wouldn't.

278
00:14:34,938 --> 00:14:36,766
Ouch.
No, no, no.

279
00:14:36,809 --> 00:14:39,856
I mean, I-I would never
give you advice about your man.

280
00:14:39,900 --> 00:14:43,425
I mean, just from me,
from experience,

281
00:14:43,468 --> 00:14:48,430
I found that no one really knows
your relationship but you.

282
00:14:48,473 --> 00:14:50,301
No one knows your heart.

283
00:14:50,345 --> 00:14:52,173
No one knows his.

284
00:14:52,216 --> 00:14:54,697
I mean,
everyone else's opinion

285
00:14:54,740 --> 00:14:57,352
doesn't really matter
in the end.

286
00:14:57,395 --> 00:14:59,354
Because the two of you that have
to look at each other

287
00:14:59,397 --> 00:15:04,402
every day have to love
each other every day.

288
00:15:04,446 --> 00:15:06,404
You're right.

289
00:15:06,448 --> 00:15:08,798
Has he changed?

290
00:15:08,841 --> 00:15:10,713
I think...

291
00:15:10,756 --> 00:15:14,717
♪♪

292
00:15:14,760 --> 00:15:16,414
Yeah.

293
00:15:16,458 --> 00:15:18,112
Yeah, he has.

294
00:15:20,592 --> 00:15:22,377
Is that even possible?

295
00:15:22,420 --> 00:15:23,726
Look at me
and Ralph Angel.

296
00:15:23,769 --> 00:15:25,641
We are completely
different people

297
00:15:25,684 --> 00:15:27,077
than we were
in the beginning.

298
00:15:27,121 --> 00:15:28,905
We made every mistake.

299
00:15:28,949 --> 00:15:31,647
We hurt each other,
we fell away from each other,

300
00:15:31,690 --> 00:15:35,956
and somehow, we ended up
back in each other's arms.

301
00:15:35,999 --> 00:15:39,481
So, yes,
it is possible.

302
00:15:39,524 --> 00:15:44,007
If you see a chance
at something real,

303
00:15:44,051 --> 00:15:49,404
with someone who knows you
and truly cares about you,

304
00:15:49,447 --> 00:15:51,623
step out on faith.

305
00:15:51,667 --> 00:15:53,669
It might be everything
you hope it is.

306
00:15:57,934 --> 00:16:00,154
The fact that the hashtag
"#DefundThePolice"

307
00:16:00,197 --> 00:16:02,504
is trending
and on news outlets everywhere

308
00:16:02,547 --> 00:16:04,158
and that people
in this country

309
00:16:04,201 --> 00:16:05,811
and countries
around the world

310
00:16:05,855 --> 00:16:08,118
are taking to the streets
is just like...

311
00:16:08,162 --> 00:16:09,641
I don't know.

312
00:16:09,685 --> 00:16:11,556
It's just monumental.
You know what I mean?

313
00:16:11,600 --> 00:16:14,037
It just feels really, really
meaningful, don't you think?

314
00:16:14,081 --> 00:16:15,386
I do.

315
00:16:15,430 --> 00:16:18,737
I have never seen
anything like it.

316
00:16:18,781 --> 00:16:21,305
Never felt
anything like it.

317
00:16:21,349 --> 00:16:23,046
I'm just catching up
to everything now,

318
00:16:23,090 --> 00:16:29,052
and I am totally
and completely blown away.

319
00:16:29,096 --> 00:16:30,097
Wait, catching up
to everything?

320
00:16:30,140 --> 00:16:31,837
What do you mean?

321
00:16:34,101 --> 00:16:36,146
I -- I, uh...

322
00:16:36,190 --> 00:16:37,887
What's going on?

323
00:16:40,933 --> 00:16:42,718
Uh...

324
00:16:42,761 --> 00:16:45,068
I've -- I've been...

325
00:16:45,112 --> 00:16:47,810
under the weather
the past few days.

326
00:16:47,853 --> 00:16:49,290
What do you mean
"under the weather"?

327
00:16:49,333 --> 00:16:51,031
What was wrong?

328
00:16:55,600 --> 00:16:58,038
Mom?

329
00:16:58,081 --> 00:16:59,430
I, uh...

330
00:16:59,474 --> 00:17:00,605
I have COVID.

331
00:17:00,649 --> 00:17:02,216
What?!
But I'm recovering.

332
00:17:02,259 --> 00:17:05,696
W-What are you saying
right now? You took a test?

333
00:17:05,741 --> 00:17:07,134
No.

334
00:17:07,177 --> 00:17:09,223
Then what are you
basing that on?

335
00:17:09,265 --> 00:17:11,747
Well,
I was pretty out of it.

336
00:17:11,790 --> 00:17:13,226
What does that mean?

337
00:17:13,270 --> 00:17:15,098
I-- Is Aunt Vi there?

338
00:17:15,142 --> 00:17:18,580
No. No, she's not, and --
and I'm okay now.

339
00:17:18,623 --> 00:17:20,277
Is --
W-What is Aunt Nova saying?

340
00:17:20,321 --> 00:17:22,105
W-What was your temperature
at the highest?

341
00:17:22,148 --> 00:17:23,802
Let me talk to Aunt Nova.

342
00:17:23,846 --> 00:17:26,717
Micah, Nova's not here,
and I-I didn't call her over.

343
00:17:26,762 --> 00:17:28,633
Uncle Ra?
No.

344
00:17:28,677 --> 00:17:31,114
Then how do you know
you have COVID?

345
00:17:31,158 --> 00:17:32,594
Mom, what's happening?

346
00:17:32,637 --> 00:17:34,639
Why -- What --
Why aren't you tell me?

347
00:17:34,683 --> 00:17:36,119
Like, why am I pulling teeth
right now?

348
00:17:36,163 --> 00:17:39,514
Please --
Please stop yelling at me.

349
00:17:39,557 --> 00:17:41,559
I shouldn't have come here.

350
00:17:41,603 --> 00:17:44,432
I just...

351
00:17:44,475 --> 00:17:46,521
I left you alone,
and now you...

352
00:17:46,564 --> 00:17:48,871
No.
I wasn't alone.

353
00:17:51,917 --> 00:17:54,050
I couldn't call the family
for various reasons,

354
00:17:54,094 --> 00:17:55,878
so when things got...

355
00:17:55,921 --> 00:17:59,142
pretty bad...

356
00:17:59,186 --> 00:18:00,709
I called your father.

357
00:18:00,752 --> 00:18:06,889
♪♪

358
00:18:06,932 --> 00:18:08,499
I'm on my way.

359
00:18:08,543 --> 00:18:13,809
♪♪

360
00:18:13,852 --> 00:18:16,855
[ Sighs ]

361
00:18:20,032 --> 00:18:22,383
6:00 in the morning.
Alright.

362
00:18:22,426 --> 00:18:24,211
Here you go, here you go.
Alright, huh?

363
00:18:24,254 --> 00:18:29,564
Yeah, Vi, you see me at home,
now you seeing me at work, too.

364
00:18:29,607 --> 00:18:30,913
[ Laughter ]

365
00:18:30,956 --> 00:18:32,262
10!

366
00:18:32,306 --> 00:18:34,786
Oh, I guess we are making
a little noise, huh?

367
00:18:34,830 --> 00:18:36,179
A little.

368
00:18:36,223 --> 00:18:37,746
I can hear you cackling
from across the way.

369
00:18:37,789 --> 00:18:40,575
I have missed everybody
in this place so much.

370
00:18:40,618 --> 00:18:42,229
So, I'll do it like
the kids say.

371
00:18:42,272 --> 00:18:43,708
-I'm getting it in.
-That's right.

372
00:18:43,752 --> 00:18:45,319
Yeah, I miss it, too.

373
00:18:45,362 --> 00:18:47,799
You know, it's just -- just good
to know we got each other.

374
00:18:47,843 --> 00:18:51,499
-Mm-hmm.
-Ah, indeed, indeed.

375
00:18:51,542 --> 00:18:53,327
I aimed to come over,
sit down,

376
00:18:53,370 --> 00:18:54,545
and I come over,
I said, "Okay."

377
00:18:54,589 --> 00:18:56,025
[ Laughter ]

378
00:18:56,068 --> 00:19:03,206
♪♪

379
00:19:03,250 --> 00:19:05,643
Oh.

380
00:19:05,687 --> 00:19:08,124
Happy re-opening.

381
00:19:08,168 --> 00:19:11,780
Sort of.
Yeah, sorta.

382
00:19:11,823 --> 00:19:13,434
Thank you.

383
00:19:13,477 --> 00:19:15,479
Is Ralph Angel parking?

384
00:19:15,523 --> 00:19:18,265
No, he, um...

385
00:19:18,308 --> 00:19:21,093
He couldn't make it.

386
00:19:21,137 --> 00:19:23,705
I see.

387
00:19:23,748 --> 00:19:26,011
But the flowers
are from both of us.

388
00:19:26,055 --> 00:19:28,623
Mm-hmm.

389
00:19:28,666 --> 00:19:29,711
How's Blue?

390
00:19:29,754 --> 00:19:31,365
So far, so good.

391
00:19:31,408 --> 00:19:35,195
He's still, you know,
adjusting to my mom's rules

392
00:19:35,238 --> 00:19:39,068
and ways about her house,
but, um, I think --

393
00:19:39,111 --> 00:19:40,591
I think the real test
is gonna come

394
00:19:40,635 --> 00:19:42,680
when he starts school
in a couple days, so...

395
00:19:42,724 --> 00:19:44,334
we shall see.

396
00:19:49,687 --> 00:19:53,474
Well, I should
probably get going.

397
00:19:53,517 --> 00:19:55,432
Of course.

398
00:19:55,476 --> 00:19:57,173
I understand.

399
00:19:57,217 --> 00:19:59,306
Congratulations.

400
00:19:59,349 --> 00:20:00,916
Thank you, baby.

401
00:20:00,959 --> 00:20:09,141
♪♪

402
00:20:09,185 --> 00:20:12,406
Nova:
I ask my ancestors for wisdom.

403
00:20:12,449 --> 00:20:14,538
I ask for guidance.

404
00:20:16,714 --> 00:20:18,934
I ask for the capacity to love

405
00:20:18,977 --> 00:20:22,111
from a place
of truth and healing.

406
00:20:33,078 --> 00:20:36,386
Calvin: I hope you know
how sorry I am for what I did.

407
00:20:38,170 --> 00:20:39,955
Your feelings
aren't the issue.

408
00:20:50,574 --> 00:20:54,099
Am I allowed to get better?

409
00:20:54,143 --> 00:20:56,145
To be better than I was?

410
00:20:56,188 --> 00:20:57,625
You didn't know it was wrong
to stomp

411
00:20:57,668 --> 00:21:00,149
a 19-year-old in the back
until it cracked?

412
00:21:02,456 --> 00:21:04,022
You knew.

413
00:21:04,066 --> 00:21:06,242
And you decided not to be
better in that moment,

414
00:21:06,286 --> 00:21:07,896
and then to deny it.

415
00:21:07,939 --> 00:21:10,768
And then to hide it.

416
00:21:10,812 --> 00:21:12,117
Yes.

417
00:21:12,161 --> 00:21:16,034
Yes, what I did was wrong,
and I knew it.

418
00:21:16,078 --> 00:21:18,689
To fit in.

419
00:21:18,733 --> 00:21:20,517
To protect myself.He's paralyzed.

420
00:21:20,561 --> 00:21:22,040
I know.

421
00:21:22,084 --> 00:21:24,260
I've been trying to keep up
with him from afar.

422
00:21:24,304 --> 00:21:29,483
♪♪

423
00:21:29,526 --> 00:21:34,705
♪♪

424
00:21:34,749 --> 00:21:37,273
I want to yell.

425
00:21:37,317 --> 00:21:39,188
And fight.

426
00:21:39,231 --> 00:21:40,842
I want to scream and...

427
00:21:43,584 --> 00:21:45,237
I want to hurt you.

428
00:21:47,239 --> 00:21:49,590
I want you to know how much
you've hurt me.

429
00:21:49,633 --> 00:21:51,243
Please --
But I can't.

430
00:21:51,287 --> 00:21:54,638
I can't scream.

431
00:21:54,682 --> 00:21:57,946
Can't yell.

432
00:21:57,989 --> 00:21:59,948
Can't even
write about this.

433
00:22:03,734 --> 00:22:05,649
I feel like
I can't move.

434
00:22:07,999 --> 00:22:09,740
Like I'm paralyzed, too.

435
00:22:13,004 --> 00:22:17,444
I'm ashamed
that I'm so scared.

436
00:22:17,487 --> 00:22:20,142
I'm ashamed that I want
to protect you.

437
00:22:20,185 --> 00:22:29,325
♪♪

438
00:22:29,369 --> 00:22:32,633
I'm the only one who should
be ashamed for what I did.

439
00:22:34,809 --> 00:22:36,332
What I did was in my past.

440
00:22:36,376 --> 00:22:39,901
It's far in my past.

441
00:22:39,944 --> 00:22:42,904
It's not me.

442
00:22:42,947 --> 00:22:44,993
It never was.

443
00:22:45,036 --> 00:22:49,911
♪♪

444
00:22:49,954 --> 00:22:51,652
You know me.
Mm-hmm.

445
00:22:54,394 --> 00:22:56,047
I'm yours.

446
00:23:01,879 --> 00:23:03,446
You know who I am.

447
00:23:03,490 --> 00:23:09,234
♪♪

448
00:23:09,278 --> 00:23:10,453
I'm yours, baby.

449
00:23:10,497 --> 00:23:12,281
[ Sobs ]

450
00:23:12,324 --> 00:23:14,457
I'm so sorry.

451
00:23:14,501 --> 00:23:18,940
♪♪

452
00:23:24,772 --> 00:23:26,034
You ready for the day?

453
00:23:26,077 --> 00:23:28,079
Mm. Yeah.

454
00:23:28,123 --> 00:23:29,777
How 'bout you?

455
00:23:29,820 --> 00:23:34,216
Oh, baby, I'm so excited about
The Real Spot's Zoom.

456
00:23:34,259 --> 00:23:35,652
Micah taught me everything
I needed to know

457
00:23:35,696 --> 00:23:38,133
about how to
run a session.

458
00:23:38,176 --> 00:23:39,787
Our RSVPs
are coming in nice.

459
00:23:39,830 --> 00:23:42,267
I'm thinking we're gonna get
six or seven guys.

460
00:23:42,311 --> 00:23:43,747
Nah, baby.

461
00:23:43,791 --> 00:23:45,575
We up to 46.

462
00:23:45,619 --> 00:23:47,925
Oh. [ Laughs ]

463
00:23:47,969 --> 00:23:50,450
You are doing it.

464
00:23:50,493 --> 00:23:53,540
You are doing
what you always do.

465
00:23:53,583 --> 00:23:57,065
Shine.
I'm so proud of you.

466
00:23:57,108 --> 00:23:59,067
Ah, thank you, baby.

467
00:23:59,110 --> 00:24:02,418
I know we just can't wait
for the bad to be over.

468
00:24:02,462 --> 00:24:04,594
No.
We gotta live through it

469
00:24:04,638 --> 00:24:06,988
and find pieces of joy
along the way.

470
00:24:09,599 --> 00:24:11,253
You right.

471
00:24:13,211 --> 00:24:14,517
I'mma call Ralph Angel.

472
00:24:14,561 --> 00:24:16,606
That's the right
thing to do.

473
00:24:16,650 --> 00:24:21,263
I'm sorry if I had to talk a
little tough for you to hear it.

474
00:24:21,306 --> 00:24:23,570
But I'll make it up to you.

475
00:24:23,613 --> 00:24:26,094
What you got in mind?

476
00:24:26,137 --> 00:24:28,575
You.

477
00:24:28,618 --> 00:24:30,098
I got you in mind.

478
00:24:30,141 --> 00:24:31,316
[ Chuckles ]

479
00:24:31,360 --> 00:24:33,449
Mm.

480
00:24:35,146 --> 00:24:37,584
Mm.
But not right now.

481
00:24:37,627 --> 00:24:39,542
Right now, you gonna
finish doing this,

482
00:24:39,586 --> 00:24:41,239
finish doing
what I'm doing.

483
00:24:41,283 --> 00:24:44,547
We'll link back up later.

484
00:24:44,591 --> 00:24:47,289
Mm-hmm.

485
00:24:47,332 --> 00:24:49,204
Get outta here.

486
00:24:54,296 --> 00:24:57,125
So, how are you feeling?
Back to 100%?

487
00:24:57,168 --> 00:25:00,084
I'd say 87%.

488
00:25:00,128 --> 00:25:01,738
[ Chuckles ]

489
00:25:01,782 --> 00:25:03,610
It's the precision
for me.

490
00:25:09,180 --> 00:25:12,096
So...

491
00:25:12,140 --> 00:25:15,012
do you have any idea
why I asked you to meet?

492
00:25:15,056 --> 00:25:16,492
Not for sure,

493
00:25:16,536 --> 00:25:21,149
but I'm hoping
it's not what I hope it's not.

494
00:25:21,192 --> 00:25:23,717
What do you hope it's not?

495
00:25:23,760 --> 00:25:25,545
Something tough
about Micah

496
00:25:25,588 --> 00:25:27,634
you didn't wanna talk about
on the phone.

497
00:25:29,636 --> 00:25:30,680
Is Keke pregnant?

498
00:25:30,724 --> 00:25:33,596
[ Chuckles ] No.

499
00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:35,424
As far as I'm aware,

500
00:25:35,467 --> 00:25:38,209
Keke is not pregnant.

501
00:25:38,253 --> 00:25:40,081
Not by Micah anyway.

502
00:25:42,300 --> 00:25:45,608
You don't know
that they broke up?

503
00:25:45,652 --> 00:25:47,567
I did not know that,
no.

504
00:25:49,786 --> 00:25:52,528
Yeah, he stopped, uh,
talking to me about girls

505
00:25:52,572 --> 00:25:54,530
and stuff a while back.

506
00:25:54,574 --> 00:25:56,227
Understandably.

507
00:26:01,058 --> 00:26:04,105
It's interesting that
Micah and Keke

508
00:26:04,148 --> 00:26:08,849
having a baby at their age
is your worst fear for him.

509
00:26:08,892 --> 00:26:11,852
No, I wouldn't say
that's my worst fear.

510
00:26:11,895 --> 00:26:14,506
You know,
him being hurt physically

511
00:26:14,550 --> 00:26:19,120
is definitely my worst fear,
but a baby...

512
00:26:19,163 --> 00:26:21,035
would be a close second.

513
00:26:21,078 --> 00:26:23,994
We were his age.

514
00:26:24,038 --> 00:26:26,388
Was it that awful?

515
00:26:26,431 --> 00:26:30,087
No.
It wasn't awful at all.

516
00:26:30,131 --> 00:26:32,481
If only for one reason.

517
00:26:32,524 --> 00:26:36,659
Half of the couple in question
was Charley Bordelon.

518
00:26:36,703 --> 00:26:37,965
I mean,
don't get me wrong.

519
00:26:38,008 --> 00:26:41,664
Keke is cool and all,
but she ain't you.

520
00:26:41,708 --> 00:26:44,885
And Micah is a very,
very smart kid,

521
00:26:44,928 --> 00:26:47,714
but he ain't you, either.

522
00:26:47,757 --> 00:26:51,239
I mean, you were the only part
of us that made it possible

523
00:26:51,282 --> 00:26:54,242
for that situation to be
the opposite of awful.

524
00:26:54,285 --> 00:26:55,678
You know?

525
00:26:55,722 --> 00:26:57,419
It's probably the most
beautiful time of my life.

526
00:27:00,030 --> 00:27:02,293
I've never heard you
talk about it that way.

527
00:27:04,513 --> 00:27:07,081
Your decision
to keep Micah.

528
00:27:07,124 --> 00:27:08,691
To face your mother?

529
00:27:08,735 --> 00:27:10,084
Ernest?

530
00:27:10,127 --> 00:27:13,087
Everyone who was looking
at you to excel

531
00:27:13,130 --> 00:27:15,176
and become
the quintessential

532
00:27:15,219 --> 00:27:17,352
Black woman scholar
you were destined to be?

533
00:27:17,395 --> 00:27:18,701
Now, come on.

534
00:27:18,745 --> 00:27:23,445
Single mother did not
figure into that plan.

535
00:27:23,488 --> 00:27:25,490
But you never wavered.

536
00:27:25,534 --> 00:27:29,190
And you had this kind
of resolve and -- and fortitude

537
00:27:29,233 --> 00:27:32,846
that I'd never seen in a person,
before or since.

538
00:27:37,589 --> 00:27:40,984
I wish I would've told you
that before now.

539
00:27:41,028 --> 00:27:42,725
You should've heard it
every day.

540
00:27:42,769 --> 00:27:49,384
♪♪

541
00:27:49,427 --> 00:27:52,343
[ Cellphone rings ]

542
00:27:52,387 --> 00:27:54,694
Ah.

543
00:27:54,737 --> 00:27:56,130
Mr. Blue Bordelon.

544
00:27:56,173 --> 00:27:57,697
Hey, Pops.
It's good to see you.

545
00:27:57,740 --> 00:27:59,960
Good to see you, too.
How you doing, buddy?

546
00:28:00,003 --> 00:28:01,526
Everything is great.

547
00:28:01,570 --> 00:28:02,876
It is amazing.

548
00:28:02,919 --> 00:28:04,660
Terrific.
I promise.

549
00:28:04,704 --> 00:28:05,661
How are you and Mom?

550
00:28:05,705 --> 00:28:07,402
Is that Blue?
Hi.

551
00:28:07,445 --> 00:28:10,753
Hey, Mom. I had my first day
of school yesterday.

552
00:28:10,797 --> 00:28:13,016
I can't wait to show you
all the cool stuff

553
00:28:13,060 --> 00:28:16,019
I'm working on when I come home
for the holidays.

554
00:28:16,063 --> 00:28:19,153
My teachers are
so, so cool.

555
00:28:19,196 --> 00:28:20,850
Oh, Blue.

556
00:28:20,894 --> 00:28:23,331
I know you miss me
and I miss you, too.

557
00:28:23,374 --> 00:28:24,680
But in a good way.

558
00:28:24,724 --> 00:28:26,421
Hey, we miss you, too,
in a good way.

559
00:28:26,464 --> 00:28:28,205
In a good way.
Yes.

560
00:28:28,249 --> 00:28:30,512
How was your first day?
Tell us everything.

561
00:28:30,555 --> 00:28:32,993
Were they nice to you? It is amazing.

562
00:28:33,036 --> 00:28:36,561
I love it.
I love everything about it here.

563
00:28:36,605 --> 00:28:38,215
That's so wonderful, baby.

564
00:28:38,259 --> 00:28:39,782
I'm so happy that
you're this happy.

565
00:28:39,826 --> 00:28:41,436
Thank you guys
for letting me come here.

566
00:28:41,479 --> 00:28:44,047
Thank you so, so much.

567
00:28:44,091 --> 00:28:45,657
Gramma's calling me
for breakfast,

568
00:28:45,701 --> 00:28:47,007
so I'll see you guys
later.

569
00:28:47,050 --> 00:28:48,530
Love you!Love you, too.

570
00:28:48,573 --> 00:28:50,445
Hey, make sure you call us
again, soon, Blue.

571
00:28:50,488 --> 00:28:52,360
We love you, sweetheart!Love you so much.

572
00:28:52,403 --> 00:28:54,797
Have a good day.

573
00:28:54,841 --> 00:28:58,453
Just like that.

574
00:28:58,496 --> 00:29:00,368
[ Sighs ]
Just like that.

575
00:29:04,415 --> 00:29:05,852
He's happy.

576
00:29:05,895 --> 00:29:08,376
Yeah, I know.

577
00:29:08,419 --> 00:29:10,247
He gonna be alright.

578
00:29:10,291 --> 00:29:14,861
♪♪

579
00:29:14,904 --> 00:29:19,779
I remember feeling like
no expectation made of me

580
00:29:19,822 --> 00:29:25,610
was as strong as my mission to
make a family of you and Micah.

581
00:29:25,654 --> 00:29:26,916
Yeah.

582
00:29:26,960 --> 00:29:29,092
You were definitely
on a mission.

583
00:29:29,136 --> 00:29:31,529
I mean, strong.

584
00:29:31,573 --> 00:29:34,663
You made me believe
we could do it.

585
00:29:34,706 --> 00:29:36,317
I thought...

586
00:29:39,407 --> 00:29:44,891
I could build this fortress
around us that was so strong,

587
00:29:44,934 --> 00:29:50,505
so undeniable, that nothing
could ever touch us.

588
00:29:50,548 --> 00:29:52,159
Nothing could ever...

589
00:29:52,202 --> 00:29:53,813
take you away from me.

590
00:29:57,555 --> 00:29:59,079
And you did that.

591
00:29:59,122 --> 00:30:01,864
[ Sighs ]

592
00:30:01,908 --> 00:30:03,779
You just didn't calculate
that the monster

593
00:30:03,823 --> 00:30:06,086
was already inside
the fortress with you.

594
00:30:11,395 --> 00:30:13,571
You had children
with other people.

595
00:30:13,615 --> 00:30:15,878
One.
That's enough.

596
00:30:15,922 --> 00:30:17,706
Yeah,
it's too much.

597
00:30:17,749 --> 00:30:19,273
It shouldn't have happened,

598
00:30:19,316 --> 00:30:22,363
and I shouldn't have hidden it
when it did happen.

599
00:30:26,149 --> 00:30:27,847
Melina Galoudian.

600
00:30:30,980 --> 00:30:34,114
I defended you.

601
00:30:34,157 --> 00:30:35,855
I paid her off.

602
00:30:38,683 --> 00:30:42,557
That was the biggest failure
of my life.

603
00:30:42,600 --> 00:30:48,476
♪♪

604
00:30:48,519 --> 00:30:54,395
♪♪

605
00:30:54,438 --> 00:30:59,269
I remember longing --
I mean, longing --

606
00:30:59,313 --> 00:31:01,402
to be with you
when you were on the road.

607
00:31:04,796 --> 00:31:08,061
It was the same feeling
of wanting to be

608
00:31:08,104 --> 00:31:10,933
with my father
when I was younger.

609
00:31:10,977 --> 00:31:14,067
I wanted his love
so desperately.

610
00:31:14,110 --> 00:31:15,807
And it felt like...

611
00:31:17,766 --> 00:31:20,073
somehow...

612
00:31:20,116 --> 00:31:23,250
I never could grasp it.

613
00:31:23,293 --> 00:31:26,949
I remember what that felt like,
imagining Daddy with

614
00:31:26,993 --> 00:31:30,779
this family
I wasn't part of.

615
00:31:30,822 --> 00:31:36,089
Nova and Ralph Angel being able
to see him every day.

616
00:31:39,396 --> 00:31:42,399
Them all happy...

617
00:31:42,443 --> 00:31:44,706
without me.

618
00:31:44,749 --> 00:31:50,320
Like you happier
with these other women

619
00:31:50,364 --> 00:31:52,670
and other children,

620
00:31:52,714 --> 00:31:54,324
without me.

621
00:31:57,806 --> 00:32:02,028
I was never happier
when I wasn't with you, Charley.

622
00:32:02,071 --> 00:32:03,725
Then why?

623
00:32:03,768 --> 00:32:07,207
Why did you do that,
Davis?

624
00:32:07,250 --> 00:32:09,644
Why did you
do that to us?

625
00:32:09,687 --> 00:32:12,255
[ Breathes shakily ]

626
00:32:12,299 --> 00:32:17,434
♪♪

627
00:32:17,478 --> 00:32:19,567
[ Sighs ]

628
00:32:19,610 --> 00:32:22,831
♪♪

629
00:32:22,874 --> 00:32:24,485
Look...

630
00:32:26,487 --> 00:32:28,228
the only reason a person

631
00:32:28,271 --> 00:32:31,927
actively destroys
everything good in their life

632
00:32:31,971 --> 00:32:36,236
is because --
i-is b-because...

633
00:32:36,279 --> 00:32:42,938
♪♪

634
00:32:42,982 --> 00:32:45,158
Is because they hate
who they are.

635
00:32:48,204 --> 00:32:51,033
I hated myself,
Charley.

636
00:32:53,905 --> 00:32:57,822
I've had to face myself head on
over the last four years.

637
00:33:00,477 --> 00:33:03,350
We've all got these corners
of our mind

638
00:33:03,393 --> 00:33:07,093
where we keep all the bad stuff,
the memories,

639
00:33:07,136 --> 00:33:10,270
the guilt
we don't want to face.

640
00:33:10,313 --> 00:33:12,750
But I've gone
into my corners...

641
00:33:15,797 --> 00:33:18,408
and I've taken
all that stuff out,

642
00:33:18,452 --> 00:33:21,368
one by one,

643
00:33:21,411 --> 00:33:24,632
and I've looked at it all.

644
00:33:24,675 --> 00:33:29,463
All of it,
for what it is...

645
00:33:29,506 --> 00:33:31,552
and for what it says
about me.

646
00:33:33,858 --> 00:33:36,296
I was the monster
inside our fortress.

647
00:33:36,339 --> 00:33:43,390
♪♪

648
00:33:43,433 --> 00:33:45,566
And I am not that
anymore.

649
00:33:47,698 --> 00:33:50,353
Who are you now,
then, Davis?

650
00:33:52,529 --> 00:33:56,011
That's why
I asked you here.

651
00:33:56,055 --> 00:34:00,059
I need to know if
that kind, selfless man

652
00:34:00,102 --> 00:34:03,888
who was there for me
when I was sick --

653
00:34:03,932 --> 00:34:07,196
who went above and beyond --

654
00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:08,676
who cared --

655
00:34:12,245 --> 00:34:13,941
I need to know
if he's real.

656
00:34:15,943 --> 00:34:20,253
If that's the real you,
Davis.

657
00:34:20,296 --> 00:34:22,689
It's me.
It's me.

658
00:34:22,733 --> 00:34:24,387
I'm real, and I'm here.

659
00:34:26,606 --> 00:34:28,260
I'm here for you,
Charley.

660
00:34:32,481 --> 00:34:36,704
And I can finally love you
the way you always deserved.

661
00:34:36,747 --> 00:34:38,140
If you'll let me.

662
00:34:38,184 --> 00:34:41,361
♪ Give me what I want
when I'm ready ♪

663
00:34:41,403 --> 00:34:43,972
♪ You always hold it down

664
00:34:44,015 --> 00:34:47,149
♪ Anybody else,
I'd be gone by now ♪

665
00:34:47,193 --> 00:34:48,977
♪ Does it really matter?

666
00:34:49,019 --> 00:34:50,673
♪ All that really matters

667
00:34:50,718 --> 00:34:53,807
♪ Second I'm with you,
all my love pour out ♪

668
00:34:53,851 --> 00:34:57,333
♪ Serve it on a platter,
all that really matters ♪

669
00:34:57,377 --> 00:34:59,161
♪ All that really matters is

670
00:34:59,205 --> 00:35:04,079
♪ You keep showing up

671
00:35:04,123 --> 00:35:06,473
♪ Promise I'll remind you
that you ♪

672
00:35:06,516 --> 00:35:11,434
♪ Are more than enough

673
00:35:13,828 --> 00:35:15,264
Is this payback
from your dinner?

674
00:35:15,308 --> 00:35:17,136
I mean, when you gonna tell me
where we're going?

675
00:35:17,179 --> 00:35:19,747
Look, it's what the Latins
call a quid pro quo.

676
00:35:19,790 --> 00:35:22,184
A surprise
for a surprise.

677
00:35:22,228 --> 00:35:23,794
Well, I know it ain't
a restaurant,

678
00:35:23,838 --> 00:35:25,927
because half of them
are closed down,

679
00:35:25,970 --> 00:35:28,799
and, uh, the numbers are surging
in New Orleans, so --

680
00:35:28,843 --> 00:35:30,105
Baby,
I know all that.

681
00:35:30,149 --> 00:35:32,194
Can you just hold off
for a second?

682
00:35:32,238 --> 00:35:36,372
Alright?
Because your chariot awaits.

683
00:35:36,416 --> 00:35:39,288
I know you don't think
I'm getting on that thing.

684
00:35:39,332 --> 00:35:41,029
Yes, I do.

685
00:35:41,072 --> 00:35:43,031
Can't have joy in life without
taking a little risk, right?

686
00:35:43,074 --> 00:35:44,902
Uh-huh.
You know all this already.

687
00:35:44,946 --> 00:35:46,774
[ Laughs ]

688
00:35:46,817 --> 00:35:48,384
Ah.
Look at it!

689
00:35:48,428 --> 00:35:51,213
Let me hear you
say no now.

690
00:35:51,257 --> 00:35:52,997
Mm-hmm.
There you go.

691
00:35:53,041 --> 00:35:55,783
Get right on in there.
-Oh.

692
00:35:55,826 --> 00:35:58,612
Oh, no, you didn't.Yes, I did.

693
00:35:58,655 --> 00:36:00,483
Yes, I did.

694
00:36:00,527 --> 00:36:02,964
Now, I just want you to know,
don't get jealous...

695
00:36:03,007 --> 00:36:04,226
Oh, you gonna beat me?...when I smoke you.

696
00:36:04,270 --> 00:36:05,880
They used to call me
Evel Knievel.

697
00:36:05,923 --> 00:36:06,881
When I smoke you.

698
00:36:06,924 --> 00:36:08,317
Let's go.
Lead you.

699
00:36:08,361 --> 00:36:10,058
Try to catch up with me.Oh, Lord.

700
00:36:10,101 --> 00:36:11,581
I can't even get the brakes --Bye.

701
00:36:11,625 --> 00:36:13,540
Oh, stop!

702
00:36:13,583 --> 00:36:14,889
[ Both laugh ]

703
00:36:14,932 --> 00:36:16,499
I love you, Vi.

704
00:36:16,543 --> 00:36:21,809
I love you more,
Hollywood!

705
00:36:21,852 --> 00:36:23,985
Yeah, baby,
we gonna be alright.

706
00:36:24,028 --> 00:36:27,597
Yes, yes, yes,
we're gonna be alright!

707
00:36:27,641 --> 00:36:28,946
[ Both laugh ]

708
00:36:28,990 --> 00:36:31,601
[ Bells dinging ]

709
00:36:31,645 --> 00:36:35,779
♪♪

710
00:36:37,346 --> 00:36:39,130
Micah.

711
00:36:39,174 --> 00:36:41,655
This is really good work,
son.

712
00:36:41,698 --> 00:36:43,309
Thanks.

713
00:36:52,579 --> 00:36:54,276
Thank you for...

714
00:36:54,320 --> 00:36:56,409
being here
when I wasn't.

715
00:37:00,108 --> 00:37:02,197
Yeah.

716
00:37:02,241 --> 00:37:05,809
Well, I'm kinda glad
that you weren't.

717
00:37:05,853 --> 00:37:08,508
'Cause she would have never
wanted you see her like that.

718
00:37:08,551 --> 00:37:10,205
She got really bad?Mm-hmm.

719
00:37:10,249 --> 00:37:12,816
But I'm not anymore.

720
00:37:12,860 --> 00:37:15,863
I'm okay.

721
00:37:15,906 --> 00:37:18,213
I just wish
you'd called me.

722
00:37:18,257 --> 00:37:20,694
But I understand
why you didn't.

723
00:37:31,313 --> 00:37:35,622
I just got a taste of what
it's like when someone you love

724
00:37:35,665 --> 00:37:38,146
decides to do something
that you don't agree with

725
00:37:38,189 --> 00:37:40,801
and there's nothing
you can do about it.

726
00:37:40,844 --> 00:37:45,762
You just gotta respect their
decision and love them anyway.

727
00:37:45,806 --> 00:37:48,156
Mom, that's what you have
always done for me.

728
00:37:50,201 --> 00:37:52,552
I felt how hard it was,
and I just...

729
00:37:55,076 --> 00:37:57,644
Thank you for giving me that
all the time.

730
00:37:57,687 --> 00:38:03,693
♪♪

731
00:38:03,737 --> 00:38:07,958
But I do have some more photos
to show you.

732
00:38:08,002 --> 00:38:09,612
So this was, like,
protest stuff,

733
00:38:09,656 --> 00:38:12,267
but we went
to this church service.

734
00:38:12,311 --> 00:38:14,443
So many beautiful faces.

735
00:38:14,487 --> 00:38:18,360
And then the elders pulled up.
Look.

736
00:38:18,404 --> 00:38:20,231
Look at this lady...

737
00:38:20,275 --> 00:38:22,973
singing herself off.

738
00:38:23,017 --> 00:38:26,629
Oh, that's a good one.
Wait, go back, go back.

739
00:38:26,673 --> 00:38:28,283
Yes.
I love that one.

740
00:38:28,327 --> 00:38:29,763
Look at that.

741
00:38:29,806 --> 00:38:33,506
[ Knock on door ]Are you expecting someone?

742
00:38:33,549 --> 00:38:35,116
Calvin: Yeah. Yeah.

743
00:38:35,159 --> 00:38:36,813
Yeah, I am.

744
00:38:40,208 --> 00:38:43,080
Hi.NOLA PD Internal Affairs.

745
00:38:43,124 --> 00:38:46,519
Are you Calvin Gaston?Yes, I am.

746
00:38:46,562 --> 00:38:48,172
We're here to ask you
to accompany us

747
00:38:48,216 --> 00:38:51,306
to NOLA PD Central station
regarding your call.

748
00:38:51,350 --> 00:38:53,917
Yes.What did you do?

749
00:38:53,961 --> 00:38:56,311
♪ When your fear is justified

750
00:38:56,355 --> 00:38:58,922
The right thing.

751
00:38:58,966 --> 00:39:01,229
♪ Safe where Finally.

752
00:39:01,272 --> 00:39:03,840
♪ Safe where?

753
00:39:03,884 --> 00:39:09,150
♪ Your privilege disturbs
my peace ♪

754
00:39:09,193 --> 00:39:14,198
♪ Violates my freedoms
constantly ♪

755
00:39:14,242 --> 00:39:18,768
♪ In my world,
a harsh reality ♪

756
00:39:18,812 --> 00:39:24,252
♪ Yet, the one safe haven
where I roam free ♪

757
00:39:24,295 --> 00:39:28,996
♪♪

758
00:39:29,039 --> 00:39:31,085
[ Insects chirping ]

759
00:39:39,267 --> 00:39:40,834
Well, we never saw them
shooting stars

760
00:39:40,877 --> 00:39:45,055
Blue was so excited about
seeing a few weeks back.

761
00:39:45,099 --> 00:39:47,710
Sky hella bright
tonight.

762
00:39:47,754 --> 00:39:49,408
It is shining bright.

763
00:39:51,410 --> 00:39:53,542
Like Blue.

764
00:39:53,586 --> 00:39:56,023
It's good to see him happy,
huh?

765
00:39:56,066 --> 00:39:57,198
Mm.

766
00:39:57,241 --> 00:40:00,114
That's our little star.

767
00:40:00,157 --> 00:40:01,768
And we're letting him
be that.

768
00:40:03,987 --> 00:40:07,077
Thank you
for making dinner.

769
00:40:07,121 --> 00:40:09,558
My chicken noodle soup
came a long way, huh?

770
00:40:09,602 --> 00:40:12,735
[ Both laugh ]

771
00:40:12,779 --> 00:40:15,825
It has.

772
00:40:15,869 --> 00:40:17,610
And we've come a long way,
too.

773
00:40:24,225 --> 00:40:27,097
You alright?

774
00:40:27,141 --> 00:40:29,926
It's gonna be fine,
baby.

775
00:40:29,970 --> 00:40:31,624
I'm not sad.

776
00:40:34,061 --> 00:40:35,671
I'm happy.

777
00:40:38,195 --> 00:40:40,067
And...

778
00:40:40,110 --> 00:40:41,764
I want you to be happy,
too.

779
00:40:44,985 --> 00:40:47,335
I just need some time,
that's all.

780
00:40:49,555 --> 00:40:52,906
Get used to
all this quiet.

781
00:40:52,949 --> 00:40:57,040
No more Blue waking me
up all early.

782
00:40:57,084 --> 00:41:01,088
Talking about, "Pops!
Pops!"

783
00:41:01,131 --> 00:41:03,264
That little voice.

784
00:41:03,307 --> 00:41:04,918
I'mma miss that.

785
00:41:08,225 --> 00:41:11,402
Ralph Angel,

786
00:41:11,446 --> 00:41:15,276
you are
the best father to Blue.

787
00:41:15,319 --> 00:41:16,407
[ Chuckles ]

788
00:41:16,451 --> 00:41:19,846
You are exquisite,

789
00:41:19,889 --> 00:41:22,022
and you're gonna
be a father again.

790
00:41:26,243 --> 00:41:27,854
I'm pregnant.

791
00:41:32,162 --> 00:41:33,816
With your child.

792
00:41:37,167 --> 00:41:39,822
Pregnant with my...Yeah.

793
00:41:39,866 --> 00:41:41,650
Pregnant with my child?

794
00:41:41,694 --> 00:41:44,479
Yes.

795
00:41:44,523 --> 00:41:47,743
Stop playing.

796
00:41:47,787 --> 00:41:50,441
♪ My love, my love

797
00:41:50,485 --> 00:41:53,706
♪ You can't be no one else

798
00:41:53,749 --> 00:41:57,840
♪ My love, my love

799
00:41:57,884 --> 00:42:00,321
♪ Speak kind...

800
00:42:00,364 --> 00:42:01,627
You always bless me,
Darla.

801
00:42:01,670 --> 00:42:06,980
♪ ...slowly loves you

802
00:42:07,023 --> 00:42:09,025
You blessed me.

803
00:42:09,069 --> 00:42:11,637
You're my blessing.

804
00:42:11,680 --> 00:42:14,683
You truly are.

805
00:42:14,727 --> 00:42:20,646
♪ Be the place where
your heart is lifted up ♪

806
00:42:20,689 --> 00:42:22,778
♪♪

807
00:42:22,822 --> 00:42:26,652
♪ Look inside, give it all

808
00:42:26,695 --> 00:42:28,697
♪ All you've got

809
00:42:28,741 --> 00:42:31,395
♪ Lift yourself higher

810
00:42:31,439 --> 00:42:32,701
I love you.

811
00:42:32,745 --> 00:42:35,269
♪ Lift yourself higher

812
00:42:35,312 --> 00:42:36,749
I love you.

813
00:42:36,792 --> 00:42:38,751
♪ Lift yourself higher

814
00:42:38,794 --> 00:42:40,666
♪ Where there is fear

815
00:42:40,709 --> 00:42:42,842
♪ Lift yourself higher

816
00:42:42,885 --> 00:42:44,626
♪ Let there be joy

817
00:42:44,670 --> 00:42:46,846
♪ Lift yourself higher

818
00:42:46,889 --> 00:42:48,369
♪ Where there is fear

819
00:42:48,412 --> 00:42:51,111
♪ Lift yourself higher

820
00:42:51,154 --> 00:42:53,417
♪ Let there be joy

821
00:42:53,461 --> 00:42:55,550
♪ Higher

822
00:42:55,594 --> 00:42:57,378
♪ Higher

823
00:42:57,421 --> 00:42:59,641
♪ Higher

824
00:42:59,685 --> 00:43:02,688
♪ Lift yourself higher