1 00:00:01,610 --> 00:00:02,830 Charley: Previously on "Queen Sugar"... 2 00:00:02,872 --> 00:00:04,532 I just want to give Darla a nice wedding. 3 00:00:04,569 --> 00:00:07,619 I think she think I just can'’t afford it, so she worried. 4 00:00:07,659 --> 00:00:09,489 You breathed new life into something 5 00:00:09,531 --> 00:00:11,531 most people had long since forgotten. 6 00:00:11,576 --> 00:00:14,096 This community is fed, and I'’m not talking about its belly. 7 00:00:14,144 --> 00:00:15,894 I'’m talking about its spirit. 8 00:00:15,928 --> 00:00:18,538 I know I messed up. Can we fix this? 9 00:00:18,583 --> 00:00:20,893 I think you'’re a very good man, 10 00:00:20,933 --> 00:00:22,893 but you'’re no good for me. 11 00:00:22,935 --> 00:00:24,235 You wanna do good for that woman? 12 00:00:24,285 --> 00:00:26,765 Sometimes, man, it takes sacrifice. 13 00:00:26,809 --> 00:00:29,069 [ crying ] My parents called. 14 00:00:29,116 --> 00:00:30,896 They'’re coming. 15 00:00:30,943 --> 00:00:34,033 [ music playing ] 16 00:00:35,600 --> 00:00:36,990 [ door opens ] 17 00:00:41,606 --> 00:00:43,256 ♪ You'’re the realest of them all ♪ 18 00:00:43,304 --> 00:00:46,834 ♪ I'’d say without a doubt ♪ 19 00:00:46,872 --> 00:00:49,702 ♪ Always been my lucky charm, girl, when my luck runs out... ♪ 20 00:00:49,745 --> 00:00:52,355 Why don'’t you come in and take a shower? 21 00:00:52,400 --> 00:00:55,100 Ain'’t trying to bring all this inside. 22 00:00:55,142 --> 00:00:56,452 [ water turns off ] 23 00:00:56,491 --> 00:00:58,801 I smell like who did it and what for. 24 00:00:58,841 --> 00:01:00,631 It doesn'’t matter. 25 00:01:02,627 --> 00:01:03,587 - [ exhales ] - Here. 26 00:01:06,196 --> 00:01:07,326 Appreciate it. 27 00:01:07,371 --> 00:01:09,461 You don'’t have to do all this. 28 00:01:09,504 --> 00:01:12,074 Between my job, the harvest, 29 00:01:12,115 --> 00:01:13,455 and the soybeans, 30 00:01:13,508 --> 00:01:14,938 we'’ll be okay. 31 00:01:14,987 --> 00:01:17,027 Yeah, well, okay ain'’t enough. 32 00:01:17,077 --> 00:01:19,947 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah what would I do without you? ♪ 33 00:01:19,992 --> 00:01:23,042 A couple shifts a week ain'’t gonna kill me. 34 00:01:23,083 --> 00:01:25,353 Bought some shrimp for dinner. 35 00:01:27,609 --> 00:01:31,089 Thinking Aunt Vi maybe could make some of that étouffée 36 00:01:31,134 --> 00:01:32,664 for your folks. 37 00:01:32,701 --> 00:01:35,401 ♪ All I need is your lovin'’... ♪ 38 00:01:35,443 --> 00:01:39,143 - They may like that. - Yeah, they'’d probably love that. 39 00:01:39,186 --> 00:01:40,446 Um... 40 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:44,890 I gotta get out there. 41 00:01:44,930 --> 00:01:46,370 Since you dropped Blue off at school, 42 00:01:46,410 --> 00:01:47,720 I'’ll pick him up later. 43 00:01:54,549 --> 00:01:56,639 Everything'’s gonna be fine. 44 00:01:56,681 --> 00:01:58,071 They wouldn'’t come all this way 45 00:01:58,118 --> 00:01:59,118 if they didn'’t love you, Darla. 46 00:02:01,382 --> 00:02:02,992 No matter what happens... 47 00:02:04,211 --> 00:02:05,211 we'’ll face it together. 48 00:02:05,255 --> 00:02:07,205 Okay? 49 00:02:09,216 --> 00:02:10,256 Okay. 50 00:02:10,304 --> 00:02:12,094 I'’d give you a hug, 51 00:02:12,132 --> 00:02:14,312 but you'’re gonna have to take a shower with me. 52 00:02:14,351 --> 00:02:16,141 Okay, I'’ll take a shower with you. 53 00:02:16,179 --> 00:02:17,959 - Oh, you don'’t mind that? - No. 54 00:02:18,007 --> 00:02:20,177 Ralph Angel: Let'’s get this shrimp inside 55 00:02:20,227 --> 00:02:22,047 before it starts smelling like me. 56 00:02:23,230 --> 00:02:26,060 [ theme music playing ] 57 00:02:26,102 --> 00:02:30,152 ♪ Dreams never die, take flight, as the world turns ♪ 58 00:02:30,193 --> 00:02:33,413 ♪ Dreams never die, take flight, as the world turns ♪ 59 00:02:33,457 --> 00:02:35,977 ♪ Keep the colors in the lines, take flight ♪ 60 00:02:38,027 --> 00:02:39,897 ♪ Dreams never die 61 00:02:45,295 --> 00:02:49,295 ♪ Keep the colors in the lines ♪ 62 00:02:49,343 --> 00:02:52,133 ♪ Keep the colors in the lines, take flight. ♪ 63 00:02:54,348 --> 00:02:56,868 I want to point your attention 64 00:02:56,915 --> 00:02:59,135 to one analysis in particular. 65 00:02:59,179 --> 00:03:01,959 This is the antinuclear antibody test, 66 00:03:02,007 --> 00:03:03,707 and as you can see, you tested positive. 67 00:03:05,837 --> 00:03:10,577 The ANA test has a 97% correlation rate with lupus. 68 00:03:10,625 --> 00:03:12,095 Considering your symptoms, 69 00:03:12,148 --> 00:03:14,278 I think we can safely diagnose you. 70 00:03:14,324 --> 00:03:16,114 Lupus. 71 00:03:16,152 --> 00:03:19,592 You'’ve been experiencing what we call flares. 72 00:03:19,634 --> 00:03:21,854 Basically, your body thinks there'’s an illness, 73 00:03:21,897 --> 00:03:23,807 and it'’s defending itself. 74 00:03:23,855 --> 00:03:25,725 But there is no illness, so it'’s attacking 75 00:03:25,770 --> 00:03:28,640 its own healthy organs and tissues. 76 00:03:28,686 --> 00:03:31,426 That'’s where your joint pain and other challenges are coming from. 77 00:03:32,864 --> 00:03:34,954 This is a chronic illness, 78 00:03:34,997 --> 00:03:37,737 but for many, including you, 79 00:03:37,782 --> 00:03:38,912 it can be managed. 80 00:03:42,396 --> 00:03:43,346 Violet? 81 00:03:47,009 --> 00:03:50,709 Violet, I'’m here for you through this. 82 00:03:52,406 --> 00:03:53,706 Okay? 83 00:04:01,850 --> 00:04:03,290 [ door opens ] 84 00:04:05,680 --> 00:04:07,640 Well, you done good, ma'’am. 85 00:04:07,682 --> 00:04:10,212 - Real good. - [ door closes ] 86 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:13,120 Folks are saying they had so much fun at the festival, 87 00:04:13,165 --> 00:04:14,035 we should do it every year. 88 00:04:16,691 --> 00:04:18,431 As long as you help me again. 89 00:04:18,475 --> 00:04:20,775 Oh, of course. 90 00:04:20,825 --> 00:04:22,605 We make a pretty good team. 91 00:04:25,526 --> 00:04:27,136 I was thinking, 92 00:04:27,179 --> 00:04:28,399 if you don'’t have plans... 93 00:04:29,921 --> 00:04:32,361 we should celebrate and do dinner out. 94 00:04:34,578 --> 00:04:35,968 Or we could stay in. 95 00:04:38,582 --> 00:04:41,152 And possibly dessert afterwards. 96 00:04:43,587 --> 00:04:45,587 - Dessert? - Mm-hmm. 97 00:04:47,069 --> 00:04:48,159 Really? 98 00:04:50,072 --> 00:04:51,552 What'’d you have in mind? 99 00:04:54,032 --> 00:04:54,992 Don'’t know yet. 100 00:04:58,863 --> 00:04:59,913 But I'’m getting there. 101 00:05:02,563 --> 00:05:03,913 Slowly, but surely. 102 00:05:06,654 --> 00:05:07,574 I'’m glad. 103 00:05:10,658 --> 00:05:12,308 And I understand. 104 00:05:13,487 --> 00:05:14,657 It'’s just been a minute. 105 00:05:17,099 --> 00:05:18,969 Not since Shauna, so... 106 00:05:21,146 --> 00:05:23,106 I just needed to wrap my head around it. 107 00:05:26,761 --> 00:05:28,281 I respect that. 108 00:05:30,417 --> 00:05:31,807 But you'’re who I want. 109 00:05:33,594 --> 00:05:34,644 Know that. 110 00:05:44,909 --> 00:05:49,259 ♪ You come up slowly 111 00:05:50,915 --> 00:05:55,005 ♪ While we'’re happy ♪ 112 00:05:56,921 --> 00:06:00,971 ♪ Down the road, lovers say ♪ 113 00:06:01,012 --> 00:06:03,012 ♪ It cannot be 114 00:06:06,148 --> 00:06:09,498 - ♪ But I cannot see... - [ beeping ] 115 00:06:09,543 --> 00:06:11,943 ♪ Those words... 116 00:06:11,980 --> 00:06:13,900 - Darla: Hello? - Hey, Darla. 117 00:06:13,938 --> 00:06:16,768 Violet, I was-- I was actually just about to call you. 118 00:06:18,552 --> 00:06:20,422 Violet? 119 00:06:20,467 --> 00:06:21,687 Are you there? 120 00:06:21,729 --> 00:06:23,769 No, listen, uh... 121 00:06:24,906 --> 00:06:27,206 I have a large pie order 122 00:06:27,256 --> 00:06:29,256 that I thought was for next week, 123 00:06:29,301 --> 00:06:31,741 but it actually is due this week. 124 00:06:31,782 --> 00:06:34,312 And Hollywood usually helps me, 125 00:06:34,350 --> 00:06:37,440 and he'’s out of town for his deposition, 126 00:06:37,484 --> 00:06:41,624 so, honey, I'’m so sorry, but I'm-- 127 00:06:41,662 --> 00:06:44,452 I'’m not gonna be able to host your dinner after all. 128 00:06:48,756 --> 00:06:50,666 Oh. 129 00:06:50,714 --> 00:06:52,064 I see. 130 00:06:52,107 --> 00:06:53,457 Okay. 131 00:06:53,500 --> 00:06:55,460 But don'’t worry, okay? 132 00:06:55,502 --> 00:06:59,462 I'’m, uh-- I'm gonna help you pay for 133 00:06:59,506 --> 00:07:02,026 a nice takeout dinner from the High Yellow, 134 00:07:02,073 --> 00:07:06,303 and for dessert, I got a... [ chuckles ] 135 00:07:06,338 --> 00:07:07,988 I got a key lime pie 136 00:07:08,036 --> 00:07:11,166 that will make your parents think that they in heaven. 137 00:07:11,213 --> 00:07:13,223 How about that? 138 00:07:13,258 --> 00:07:15,698 Of course. Thank you. 139 00:07:15,739 --> 00:07:18,609 Darla, baby, I am so sorry for this confusion, okay? 140 00:07:20,004 --> 00:07:21,574 Talk to you in a bit, okay? 141 00:07:32,930 --> 00:07:35,280 See, he didn'’t know who he was dealing with, 142 00:07:35,324 --> 00:07:36,504 and that was the problem. 143 00:07:36,543 --> 00:07:39,373 Mm, I was the one that wasn'’t clear. 144 00:07:39,415 --> 00:07:41,235 [ music playing ] 145 00:07:41,286 --> 00:07:43,766 I started losing myself, you know. 146 00:07:43,811 --> 00:07:46,071 Mm, yeah, I know how that is, girl. 147 00:07:46,117 --> 00:07:49,377 Doing things, saying things, 148 00:07:49,425 --> 00:07:50,945 wearing things that weren'’t me. 149 00:07:50,992 --> 00:07:52,082 Mm. 150 00:07:52,123 --> 00:07:54,693 It was the me he wanted me to be. 151 00:07:54,735 --> 00:07:58,125 Well, you woke up before most people do. 152 00:07:59,566 --> 00:08:01,086 Before you were consumed. 153 00:08:02,917 --> 00:08:06,617 And for that, give yourself some credit, okay? 154 00:08:06,660 --> 00:08:09,530 ♪ I been told ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 155 00:08:09,576 --> 00:08:12,396 - ♪ For one that was never fair to you... ♪ - You okay? 156 00:08:12,448 --> 00:08:14,538 ♪ Never fair, no 157 00:08:14,581 --> 00:08:18,321 ♪ But now you will 158 00:08:18,367 --> 00:08:23,847 ♪ And I wanna tell you I love you ♪ 159 00:08:23,894 --> 00:08:26,554 ♪ Whatever you choose to do ♪ 160 00:08:29,378 --> 00:08:31,158 ♪ But every now and then 161 00:08:31,206 --> 00:08:35,776 ♪ I want to run back to you ♪ 162 00:08:35,819 --> 00:08:37,819 ♪ Every now and then 163 00:08:37,865 --> 00:08:41,605 ♪ I just might lose my mind... ♪ 164 00:08:44,959 --> 00:08:47,219 [ music playing ] 165 00:08:50,486 --> 00:08:51,656 Hi. 166 00:08:55,491 --> 00:08:57,101 Hi. 167 00:09:02,367 --> 00:09:04,587 Hi. I-- I'’m Sierra. 168 00:09:06,371 --> 00:09:08,331 Hi, Sierra. It'’s very nice to meet you. 169 00:09:08,373 --> 00:09:12,643 - I'’m Calvin. - ♪ I wanna run back to you... ♪ 170 00:09:12,682 --> 00:09:16,252 - So good to see you. - ♪ Every now and then 171 00:09:16,294 --> 00:09:20,564 - ♪ I just might lose my mind... ♪ - You, too. 172 00:09:20,603 --> 00:09:24,093 - Why don'’t I just-- - No. No, girl, I'’m sorry. 173 00:09:26,261 --> 00:09:28,221 I'’m-- I'm with my friend. 174 00:09:28,263 --> 00:09:30,053 Yeah, of course. 175 00:09:33,660 --> 00:09:34,880 Maybe I can call you later? 176 00:09:36,097 --> 00:09:37,007 Yeah. 177 00:09:39,361 --> 00:09:40,361 Call me later. 178 00:09:43,060 --> 00:09:43,930 Y'’all have a good day. 179 00:09:45,236 --> 00:09:48,716 ♪ Oh, no, no, ooh 180 00:09:48,762 --> 00:09:51,632 ♪ No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no... ♪ 181 00:09:51,678 --> 00:09:53,328 Who was that? 182 00:09:54,681 --> 00:09:56,511 The past. 183 00:09:56,552 --> 00:09:59,252 [ scoffs ] Yeah, one you have never once told me about. 184 00:10:01,426 --> 00:10:02,946 Yeah, well... 185 00:10:05,082 --> 00:10:07,002 some things are best left in the past. 186 00:10:16,137 --> 00:10:17,397 [ gasps ] 187 00:10:17,442 --> 00:10:19,712 - Auntie Nova! - [ laughing ] 188 00:10:19,749 --> 00:10:20,839 - How you doing, Blue? - What up, Nova? 189 00:10:20,881 --> 00:10:22,671 - What up, Charley? - Hi. 190 00:10:22,709 --> 00:10:25,149 - Hey, Charley. - Hey, little man. 191 00:10:25,189 --> 00:10:27,539 Look who shows up. Uh-huh, uh-huh. 192 00:10:27,583 --> 00:10:28,893 Right when the work'’s almost done. 193 00:10:28,932 --> 00:10:30,932 Hey, I was working. I took my soybeans in. 194 00:10:30,978 --> 00:10:32,678 I know. Darla told me. 195 00:10:32,719 --> 00:10:34,109 How'’d it go? 196 00:10:34,155 --> 00:10:36,025 Prosper'’s estimate wasn'’t right. 197 00:10:36,070 --> 00:10:36,980 What do you mean? 198 00:10:39,290 --> 00:10:41,770 I mean we made 20% more than he said we would. 199 00:10:41,815 --> 00:10:43,335 Babe. 200 00:10:43,381 --> 00:10:45,301 That'’s amazing. I'’m so proud of you. 201 00:10:45,340 --> 00:10:46,780 Ralph Angel: Mm-hmm. 202 00:10:48,604 --> 00:10:49,564 Nice job, Rah. 203 00:10:50,693 --> 00:10:52,133 Thanks. 204 00:10:52,173 --> 00:10:54,613 This mean you can quit the seafood plant? 205 00:10:54,654 --> 00:10:57,794 Nah. I still want that paystub for parole. 206 00:10:57,831 --> 00:11:02,441 But with this extra money, we could have our wedding. 207 00:11:02,487 --> 00:11:03,357 A nice one. 208 00:11:05,360 --> 00:11:06,930 - What you think about that, huh? - [ giggles ] 209 00:11:06,970 --> 00:11:08,800 Come on. Oh, you laughing at Pops. 210 00:11:08,842 --> 00:11:11,502 - You can'’t dance with no music! - You laughing at Pops. 211 00:11:11,540 --> 00:11:14,200 All right, I'’ma fix that right now. 212 00:11:14,238 --> 00:11:16,848 - [ music playing over radio ] - Ralph Angel: Uh! Uh! 213 00:11:18,547 --> 00:11:21,767 Uh... uh... uh! 214 00:11:21,811 --> 00:11:23,811 - Come on, watch your step. - Really good moves, Blue. 215 00:11:23,857 --> 00:11:25,727 Okay. [ chuckles ] 216 00:11:25,772 --> 00:11:28,172 I see you, Blue. All right, Blue, you got it. 217 00:11:28,209 --> 00:11:30,389 Charley: Yeah, Darla. 218 00:11:30,428 --> 00:11:32,038 Ralph Angel: Come on, y'’all, stop being scared. Come on. 219 00:11:32,082 --> 00:11:35,092 - Hey. - Ralph Angel: Oh, oh, oh! 220 00:11:35,129 --> 00:11:37,479 Charley: Get in it. [ laughing ] 221 00:11:37,522 --> 00:11:39,612 - Yeah, Blue. Uh! - [ Charley laughing ] 222 00:11:39,655 --> 00:11:41,345 ♪ How I spent my day dreaming ♪ 223 00:11:41,396 --> 00:11:43,956 ♪ Planning how to say I love you ♪ 224 00:11:44,007 --> 00:11:45,707 ♪ You must have known that I had... ♪ 225 00:11:45,748 --> 00:11:47,838 Ralph Angel: Aunt Vi, come on, what'’s goin' on? 226 00:11:47,881 --> 00:11:50,621 - Come on, Aunt Vi. - Charley: Come on in, Aunt Vi. 227 00:11:50,666 --> 00:11:52,756 - Come on! - Blue: Aunt Vi! 228 00:11:52,799 --> 00:11:54,799 - Ralph Angel: Hey, hey, hey, hey! - Charley: Aunt Vi! 229 00:11:54,844 --> 00:11:57,154 Hey, hey, hey! 230 00:11:57,194 --> 00:11:59,724 Blue: ♪ Aunt Vi, Aunt Vi! 231 00:11:59,762 --> 00:12:02,592 - Hey, hey! - Whoa, okay, Blue! 232 00:12:02,634 --> 00:12:05,074 You got some moves on you, now. 233 00:12:05,115 --> 00:12:06,675 [ chuckles ] 234 00:12:06,726 --> 00:12:07,986 I don'’t think you're gonna need that, buddy. 235 00:12:08,031 --> 00:12:10,081 But I want them to like me. 236 00:12:11,948 --> 00:12:14,468 How come they'’ve never come before? 237 00:12:16,257 --> 00:12:18,387 - They got their reasons. - Mm-hmm. 238 00:12:18,433 --> 00:12:21,703 Don'’t worry. Ain'’t nobody gonna not like you. 239 00:12:22,829 --> 00:12:24,179 What do I call them? 240 00:12:24,221 --> 00:12:27,181 I'’ve never had a grandma before, 241 00:12:27,224 --> 00:12:29,534 but I had a poppa. 242 00:12:29,574 --> 00:12:31,194 That'’s still Poppa'’s name... 243 00:12:32,795 --> 00:12:33,965 even though he'’s in heaven. 244 00:12:36,451 --> 00:12:37,841 How '’bout Granddad? 245 00:12:39,976 --> 00:12:41,276 Gramps? 246 00:12:42,718 --> 00:12:43,588 Papa? 247 00:12:45,634 --> 00:12:47,684 - G-dad? - Mm. 248 00:12:47,723 --> 00:12:49,203 I got it. 249 00:12:49,246 --> 00:12:51,596 - What about G-dawg? - [ chuckles ] 250 00:12:51,640 --> 00:12:54,120 G-whiz? Or Geronimo? 251 00:12:54,164 --> 00:12:56,304 - [ giggles ] - Well, let me catch a break. 252 00:12:56,340 --> 00:12:59,780 How about... Granpa? 253 00:13:01,476 --> 00:13:03,386 That sound like a classic to me. 254 00:13:03,434 --> 00:13:06,004 [ grunts ] I knew that was coming. 255 00:13:39,166 --> 00:13:40,296 Woman: Oh. 256 00:13:49,916 --> 00:13:51,696 [ car door closes ] 257 00:13:58,098 --> 00:13:58,968 Hi, Dad. 258 00:14:02,189 --> 00:14:03,669 Hi, Darla. 259 00:14:07,455 --> 00:14:10,885 Mom, Dad, this is my fiancé, 260 00:14:10,937 --> 00:14:12,457 Ralph Angel Bordelon. 261 00:14:12,503 --> 00:14:14,243 Very nice to meet you, Mr. and Mrs. Sutton. 262 00:14:14,288 --> 00:14:16,588 - Nice to meet you. - Pleasure is mine. 263 00:14:16,638 --> 00:14:18,598 Please call us Darlene and Quincy. 264 00:14:18,640 --> 00:14:20,380 Yes, ma'’am. 265 00:14:20,424 --> 00:14:22,084 And this... [ sniffles ] 266 00:14:22,122 --> 00:14:23,862 this is Blue. 267 00:14:27,779 --> 00:14:29,689 I know you'’ve never met me, 268 00:14:29,738 --> 00:14:31,738 but may I have a big hug? 269 00:14:31,783 --> 00:14:34,313 - Sure. - [ gasps ] Aw. 270 00:14:41,968 --> 00:14:42,838 Oh. 271 00:15:05,034 --> 00:15:06,914 Come on inside. 272 00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:10,560 Watch your step. 273 00:15:21,833 --> 00:15:25,453 Thank you, Lord, for this food you brought before us, 274 00:15:25,489 --> 00:15:28,929 and our family growing around us, 275 00:15:28,971 --> 00:15:30,541 and all the love in between us. 276 00:15:30,581 --> 00:15:32,891 In Jesus'’ name, 277 00:15:32,932 --> 00:15:34,062 amen. 278 00:15:34,107 --> 00:15:35,057 - Amen. - Amen. 279 00:15:35,108 --> 00:15:36,408 Amen. 280 00:15:37,806 --> 00:15:40,366 [ Ralph Angel sighs ] All right. 281 00:15:42,593 --> 00:15:45,423 Darlene: This part of Louisiana is so beautiful. 282 00:15:45,466 --> 00:15:47,376 [ chuckles ] 283 00:15:47,424 --> 00:15:48,734 I admit the times I'’ve been here, 284 00:15:48,773 --> 00:15:51,303 I haven'’t gotten past the riverfront, 285 00:15:51,341 --> 00:15:53,391 the French Quarter, or the university 286 00:15:53,430 --> 00:15:54,780 when we brought you down here. 287 00:16:02,396 --> 00:16:03,786 It'’s pretty country. 288 00:16:06,617 --> 00:16:09,227 Potty time. Excuse me. 289 00:16:09,272 --> 00:16:11,142 [ chuckling ] 290 00:16:11,187 --> 00:16:12,967 Ralph Angel: Hey, don'’t take too long, Blue. 291 00:16:13,015 --> 00:16:15,835 So I saw you on the Larkin Gray show, 292 00:16:15,887 --> 00:16:18,847 and I must say you were quite impressive. 293 00:16:18,890 --> 00:16:21,020 You really should have your own show. 294 00:16:21,067 --> 00:16:22,237 That'’s very kind, 295 00:16:22,285 --> 00:16:24,545 but I can'’t see that path for myself. 296 00:16:24,592 --> 00:16:26,382 That'’s a shame, 297 00:16:26,420 --> 00:16:28,900 because you really are very impressive on the air. 298 00:16:28,944 --> 00:16:33,824 And you running a top-notch sports management firm 299 00:16:33,862 --> 00:16:36,042 and then segueing into being 300 00:16:36,082 --> 00:16:39,692 the only black woman to own a sugar mill 301 00:16:39,737 --> 00:16:42,037 in the United States of America. 302 00:16:42,088 --> 00:16:43,788 You two, both of you young ladies, 303 00:16:43,828 --> 00:16:45,088 very impressive. 304 00:16:45,134 --> 00:16:46,834 We'’re so, so very proud of you. 305 00:16:48,833 --> 00:16:50,973 Thank you. 306 00:16:51,010 --> 00:16:53,450 I really couldn'’t do it without Darla'’s help. 307 00:16:53,490 --> 00:16:56,710 She has been invaluable. 308 00:16:56,754 --> 00:16:59,984 Yes. I'’m sure that Darla 309 00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:01,539 can learn a lot from both of you. 310 00:17:03,848 --> 00:17:06,028 Well, Darla could teach a lot, too. 311 00:17:07,765 --> 00:17:09,585 She damn near rebuilt her whole life 312 00:17:09,637 --> 00:17:11,507 from the ground up. 313 00:17:15,164 --> 00:17:16,434 Of course she has, 314 00:17:16,470 --> 00:17:18,520 and I look forward to hearing all about it. 315 00:17:18,559 --> 00:17:20,909 I'’d love that. 316 00:17:22,432 --> 00:17:25,522 Blue can spend the night at my house tonight, 317 00:17:25,566 --> 00:17:26,996 so you don'’t have to rush in the morning. 318 00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:28,256 Thank you. 319 00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:32,790 Violet: There you go, Quincy. 320 00:17:34,879 --> 00:17:36,929 - Thank you, baby. - Mm-hmm. 321 00:17:36,968 --> 00:17:39,668 I want my rocket pajamas, please. 322 00:17:39,710 --> 00:17:42,060 Mm-hmm. And for school tomorrow? 323 00:17:42,104 --> 00:17:43,634 Shark shirt! 324 00:17:43,671 --> 00:17:45,761 What about dinosaur? 325 00:17:48,328 --> 00:17:51,588 Okay. Probably just wanted something with teeth. 326 00:17:51,635 --> 00:17:53,375 Okay. Go get your toothbrush. 327 00:17:57,598 --> 00:17:58,898 - [ whispers ] Thank you. - You'’re welcome. 328 00:18:03,865 --> 00:18:05,815 He'’s so precious. 329 00:18:05,867 --> 00:18:08,827 An angel, really. 330 00:18:10,306 --> 00:18:12,046 Do you think the things that happened 331 00:18:12,091 --> 00:18:13,571 have taken a toll on him? 332 00:18:16,095 --> 00:18:19,835 Darla is a good mother now. 333 00:18:21,361 --> 00:18:23,621 She loves him to the moon. 334 00:18:23,667 --> 00:18:26,447 He loves her to the stars. 335 00:18:26,496 --> 00:18:29,326 Of course, there are things that happened 336 00:18:29,369 --> 00:18:31,069 that we both won'’t forget, 337 00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:36,330 but all I can tell you is that he'’s a happy child, 338 00:18:36,376 --> 00:18:38,326 and he grew up with a lot of love. 339 00:18:39,640 --> 00:18:42,950 I'’m so relieved to hear that. 340 00:18:42,991 --> 00:18:45,861 Thank you for all you'’ve done for Blue. 341 00:18:45,907 --> 00:18:49,257 Baby, I was blessed by it, 342 00:18:49,302 --> 00:18:52,652 and your monthly checks, they helped. 343 00:18:54,742 --> 00:18:57,532 It was all I could do for him, 344 00:18:57,571 --> 00:18:59,571 all I could muster. 345 00:18:59,616 --> 00:19:01,096 Well, it meant something. 346 00:19:05,318 --> 00:19:06,448 I'’m so sorry. 347 00:19:08,712 --> 00:19:09,762 For all I missed. 348 00:19:11,324 --> 00:19:15,374 All the time I missed with both of them. 349 00:19:16,503 --> 00:19:17,773 But we'’re here now. 350 00:19:17,808 --> 00:19:19,768 - We are. - We are here. 351 00:19:26,295 --> 00:19:28,335 [ music playing ] 352 00:19:30,343 --> 00:19:31,783 [ knocking on door ] 353 00:19:37,654 --> 00:19:39,744 [ singer vocalizing ] 354 00:19:57,979 --> 00:20:00,019 - Hey. - ♪ I wanted you 355 00:20:00,068 --> 00:20:02,328 - ♪ For a long time... - Hey. 356 00:20:03,724 --> 00:20:05,294 I wanted to see if you could talk. 357 00:20:08,207 --> 00:20:10,297 ♪ Tell me you'’re no good for me ♪ 358 00:20:12,472 --> 00:20:14,472 ♪ Yeah 359 00:20:14,517 --> 00:20:17,517 ♪ But I was fixed on you ♪ 360 00:20:17,564 --> 00:20:20,614 ♪ I was fixed on you, I was focused ♪ 361 00:20:20,654 --> 00:20:21,834 ♪ Yeah... 362 00:20:51,902 --> 00:20:53,252 I thought I was okay. 363 00:20:54,992 --> 00:20:56,212 I was moving on. 364 00:21:00,433 --> 00:21:01,613 Then I saw you. 365 00:21:04,088 --> 00:21:05,568 Hard feeling to shake. 366 00:21:08,354 --> 00:21:12,624 For what it'’s worth, I know I haven'’t moved on. 367 00:21:14,229 --> 00:21:15,929 I tried. 368 00:21:17,711 --> 00:21:19,411 In a lot of ways I shouldn'’t have. 369 00:21:22,193 --> 00:21:23,853 And I'’m just realizing... 370 00:21:26,154 --> 00:21:28,904 I'’ve been at war with myself. 371 00:21:28,939 --> 00:21:29,939 Me, too. 372 00:21:31,899 --> 00:21:34,549 But why are we fighting... 373 00:21:35,946 --> 00:21:37,816 this? 374 00:21:37,861 --> 00:21:39,341 Ourselves? Each other? 375 00:21:41,125 --> 00:21:43,775 What do we have to do to find the peace 376 00:21:43,824 --> 00:21:45,174 together? 377 00:22:00,449 --> 00:22:02,409 Whatever it is, say it... 378 00:22:04,366 --> 00:22:06,326 and I'’ll do it. 379 00:22:07,543 --> 00:22:08,983 Whatever you say, I'’ll do. 380 00:22:13,767 --> 00:22:15,197 [ knock on door ] 381 00:22:31,088 --> 00:22:33,258 [ music playing ] 382 00:22:34,831 --> 00:22:36,011 [ door closes ] 383 00:23:00,161 --> 00:23:02,951 ♪ Say we'’re not done ♪ 384 00:23:06,559 --> 00:23:09,339 - ♪ Say we'’re still one... ♪ - Damn. 385 00:23:13,174 --> 00:23:16,484 ♪ Call me yours 386 00:23:19,485 --> 00:23:21,095 ♪ Take it or leave it 387 00:23:21,138 --> 00:23:24,448 ♪ Take it or lose me now... ♪ 388 00:23:31,627 --> 00:23:32,847 You'’re so beautiful... 389 00:23:34,674 --> 00:23:36,334 I could look at you forever. 390 00:23:57,479 --> 00:23:58,739 I believe in forever. 391 00:24:01,657 --> 00:24:03,567 And I want you in mine. 392 00:24:13,974 --> 00:24:15,674 [ sighs ] 393 00:24:26,769 --> 00:24:27,679 You okay? 394 00:24:29,250 --> 00:24:31,770 I realize that we haven'’t 395 00:24:31,818 --> 00:24:33,728 really talked about things. 396 00:24:36,344 --> 00:24:38,524 Should we? 397 00:24:38,564 --> 00:24:41,264 I'’m not sure that we'’re on the same page. 398 00:24:41,305 --> 00:24:44,475 I was just telling you how I feel. 399 00:24:44,526 --> 00:24:46,006 You said forever. 400 00:24:48,574 --> 00:24:49,584 Is that, um... 401 00:24:51,315 --> 00:24:52,315 is that literal? 402 00:24:53,927 --> 00:24:56,357 I guess I was just thinking out loud. 403 00:24:56,407 --> 00:24:59,447 Oh, good. Oh, okay. 404 00:24:59,498 --> 00:25:02,108 Uh, so like pillow talk. 405 00:25:02,152 --> 00:25:04,292 Okay, sorry. [ chuckles ] 406 00:25:04,328 --> 00:25:05,718 - Good. - Whoa. 407 00:25:08,768 --> 00:25:09,678 Wow. 408 00:25:12,467 --> 00:25:14,507 You seem a little too relieved. 409 00:25:14,556 --> 00:25:16,986 I guess I am a little. 410 00:25:17,037 --> 00:25:19,167 You don'’t see a future for us? 411 00:25:20,606 --> 00:25:22,346 - I just wanna be with you - Wait. 412 00:25:24,697 --> 00:25:27,047 Would you marry again? 413 00:25:29,397 --> 00:25:30,827 Uh... 414 00:25:30,877 --> 00:25:33,487 I'’m barely out of my last marriage. 415 00:25:33,532 --> 00:25:37,542 I... think it'’s a little premature to be thinking about another. 416 00:25:39,189 --> 00:25:41,019 It'’s-- it's just not on my mind. 417 00:25:43,803 --> 00:25:44,853 How about a family? 418 00:25:47,241 --> 00:25:49,981 You mean a family as in children? 419 00:25:50,026 --> 00:25:52,726 Like having children? 420 00:25:52,768 --> 00:25:54,858 Yeah, like having children. 421 00:25:56,337 --> 00:25:58,167 I think about it a lot. 422 00:25:58,208 --> 00:26:00,078 I'’ve always wanted kids. 423 00:26:00,123 --> 00:26:02,043 Life got in the way of that. 424 00:26:04,171 --> 00:26:06,781 I hadn'’t thought about having another child. 425 00:26:09,089 --> 00:26:11,479 [ music playing ] 426 00:26:11,526 --> 00:26:15,176 ♪ Say you still want me ♪ 427 00:26:18,054 --> 00:26:21,934 ♪ Call me yours 428 00:26:24,365 --> 00:26:25,845 ♪ Take it or leave it 429 00:26:25,888 --> 00:26:28,328 ♪ Take it or lose me... ♪ 430 00:26:28,369 --> 00:26:29,889 Is it something you could think about? 431 00:26:34,680 --> 00:26:35,590 Remy... 432 00:26:39,815 --> 00:26:41,595 I'’m not sure I want to. 433 00:26:51,697 --> 00:26:53,177 I promised myself... 434 00:26:54,874 --> 00:26:56,754 if I ever had another chance... 435 00:26:58,355 --> 00:26:59,705 I wouldn'’t let you go, 436 00:26:59,748 --> 00:27:01,138 not until you knew how I felt about you. 437 00:27:01,184 --> 00:27:03,274 I know. 438 00:27:03,317 --> 00:27:04,967 I don'’t think you do. 439 00:27:08,583 --> 00:27:10,633 Felt like a fraud my whole life. 440 00:27:12,500 --> 00:27:14,200 Didn'’t care much about sports, 441 00:27:14,241 --> 00:27:16,981 but I played because my daddy wanted me to. 442 00:27:18,941 --> 00:27:20,641 I didn'’t want to join the force, but I did 443 00:27:20,682 --> 00:27:23,122 because my family expected me to. 444 00:27:25,165 --> 00:27:26,595 I didn'’t want to get married... 445 00:27:29,735 --> 00:27:30,735 but I did... 446 00:27:33,347 --> 00:27:35,347 because everyone thought I should. 447 00:27:37,612 --> 00:27:38,792 I didn'’t want kids... 448 00:27:40,093 --> 00:27:41,703 but she did, so we had kids. 449 00:27:43,400 --> 00:27:44,580 I did my whole life 450 00:27:44,619 --> 00:27:46,359 what everybody else wanted me to do. 451 00:27:50,016 --> 00:27:50,926 Until you. 452 00:27:56,283 --> 00:27:57,373 Being with you... 453 00:27:59,199 --> 00:28:01,029 was the first time I was able to be me. 454 00:28:06,032 --> 00:28:07,252 You were my choice. 455 00:28:11,341 --> 00:28:13,301 You were so free. You were so... 456 00:28:15,084 --> 00:28:16,964 You were so brave. 457 00:28:16,999 --> 00:28:18,609 And just being around you 458 00:28:18,653 --> 00:28:20,313 made me want to be brave, too. 459 00:28:23,789 --> 00:28:24,749 I love you. 460 00:28:26,922 --> 00:28:28,922 I love you so much. 461 00:28:28,968 --> 00:28:31,228 More than anything or anyone. 462 00:28:36,802 --> 00:28:38,542 I love you, too. 463 00:28:48,117 --> 00:28:48,987 Hear me. 464 00:28:50,511 --> 00:28:51,431 Know. 465 00:28:55,559 --> 00:28:56,689 For you, I'’m freedom. 466 00:29:02,653 --> 00:29:03,793 For me... 467 00:29:11,837 --> 00:29:12,967 you'’re prison. 468 00:29:30,072 --> 00:29:32,252 What happened at that bar was horrible. 469 00:29:35,208 --> 00:29:36,508 It was beyond horrible. 470 00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:42,959 I took care of him. I made him pay for what he did. 471 00:29:46,349 --> 00:29:47,919 I did everything I could. You know that. 472 00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:50,010 I don'’t care about that night. 473 00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:53,270 I'’m talking everything. 474 00:29:53,313 --> 00:29:54,843 What is everything? 475 00:29:56,577 --> 00:29:58,097 I'’m a prison? 476 00:29:58,144 --> 00:29:59,974 How can you look at me and say that? 477 00:30:01,974 --> 00:30:04,154 I can'’t be all of myself when I'’m with you. 478 00:30:05,412 --> 00:30:06,332 I can'’t. 479 00:30:09,503 --> 00:30:11,903 I can'’t fight for my people every day 480 00:30:11,940 --> 00:30:12,900 and come home... 481 00:30:14,464 --> 00:30:15,814 and have to explain it. 482 00:30:18,425 --> 00:30:23,255 I can'’t cry over brothers slayed by cops in the streets, 483 00:30:23,299 --> 00:30:25,479 and no one ever pays... 484 00:30:29,044 --> 00:30:30,394 and then come home to a cop. 485 00:30:35,921 --> 00:30:36,921 Come on. 486 00:30:39,228 --> 00:30:41,538 This is crazy. 487 00:30:41,578 --> 00:30:42,798 I was going crazy. 488 00:30:44,930 --> 00:30:46,760 I can'’t want to share everything with you, 489 00:30:46,801 --> 00:30:47,931 knowing there are parts of me 490 00:30:47,976 --> 00:30:49,366 you really don'’t want to know. 491 00:30:52,546 --> 00:30:55,506 Part of me that loves my people 492 00:30:55,549 --> 00:30:59,949 more than anything that will make me set that aside. 493 00:31:01,990 --> 00:31:04,730 I never-- I never asked you to set it aside. 494 00:31:04,775 --> 00:31:06,425 You never asked about it at all. 495 00:31:12,914 --> 00:31:16,924 Now, just because you wish something is meant to be 496 00:31:16,962 --> 00:31:18,012 doesn'’t mean it is. 497 00:31:30,758 --> 00:31:36,328 ♪ Once in a while, I do something that wakes me up ♪ 498 00:31:36,372 --> 00:31:41,642 ♪ Vibrates me in my skin 499 00:31:43,466 --> 00:31:47,116 ♪ Every now and again 500 00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:49,996 ♪ I tangle up instead 501 00:31:50,038 --> 00:31:55,958 ♪ Every now and again 502 00:31:56,001 --> 00:31:57,871 ♪ And the black and gray 503 00:31:57,916 --> 00:32:00,736 ♪ Is fading out in front of me... ♪ 504 00:32:08,404 --> 00:32:10,844 It seems you'’ve really taken to this community. 505 00:32:13,235 --> 00:32:14,275 Made it your home. 506 00:32:15,934 --> 00:32:17,374 Right now, I need what'’s here. 507 00:32:19,111 --> 00:32:20,111 Stability... 508 00:32:22,157 --> 00:32:23,117 and family. 509 00:32:25,160 --> 00:32:28,560 You say that as if we aren'’t still your family. 510 00:32:28,598 --> 00:32:30,688 I don'’t know where I stand with everyone. 511 00:32:30,731 --> 00:32:34,041 Well, until last week, we didn'’t know where we stood with you. 512 00:32:36,693 --> 00:32:37,963 Respectfully, Mom... 513 00:32:40,436 --> 00:32:43,786 I have written to you for years. 514 00:32:43,831 --> 00:32:45,791 I have called. 515 00:32:45,833 --> 00:32:48,313 No response. 516 00:32:48,357 --> 00:32:51,487 I'’ve been very clear with where I'’ve stood. 517 00:32:51,534 --> 00:32:54,024 No, Darla. 518 00:32:54,059 --> 00:32:56,059 If you had clarity, you would know 519 00:32:56,104 --> 00:32:59,024 that just because you say the words doesn'’t make it true. 520 00:32:59,064 --> 00:33:02,244 You'’ve said "I'm clean" 521 00:33:02,284 --> 00:33:04,114 or "please help me" 522 00:33:04,156 --> 00:33:05,546 or "I love you" before. 523 00:33:05,592 --> 00:33:07,812 But then you haven'’t been clean 524 00:33:07,855 --> 00:33:09,595 or you haven'’t accepted our help 525 00:33:09,639 --> 00:33:13,079 or you haven'’t respected our love. 526 00:33:13,121 --> 00:33:15,731 So don'’t act as if we'’ve done you wrong, please. 527 00:33:20,911 --> 00:33:21,871 You'’re right. 528 00:33:24,393 --> 00:33:26,313 I'’m not trying to scold you, 529 00:33:26,352 --> 00:33:28,272 but don'’t act as though we'’ve shunned you. 530 00:33:30,095 --> 00:33:33,445 I can only imagine what you'’ve told them. 531 00:33:33,489 --> 00:33:35,319 But if it'’s anything to that effect, 532 00:33:35,361 --> 00:33:37,061 I'’d be very disappointed. 533 00:33:41,889 --> 00:33:43,459 It'’s how I felt. 534 00:33:44,935 --> 00:33:46,845 Do you know how it felt for us? 535 00:33:50,071 --> 00:33:53,991 Our daughter calling us high 536 00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:55,512 and asking for money. 537 00:33:57,426 --> 00:34:01,296 Or high, screaming in pain. 538 00:34:01,343 --> 00:34:05,133 Or high, threatening to harm herself, 539 00:34:05,173 --> 00:34:08,053 and we are all the way across the country, 540 00:34:08,089 --> 00:34:09,829 scared out of our minds. 541 00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:14,050 And we come for you... 542 00:34:16,793 --> 00:34:18,013 but you'’re not there. 543 00:34:19,492 --> 00:34:21,102 And you say you'’re coming home... 544 00:34:23,191 --> 00:34:24,321 but you don'’t come. 545 00:34:26,673 --> 00:34:28,943 You tell us to leave you alone... 546 00:34:31,025 --> 00:34:33,845 and then you call and you demand money. 547 00:34:35,377 --> 00:34:37,117 You almost broke us. 548 00:34:46,127 --> 00:34:48,557 Eventually, we had to create some distance. 549 00:34:51,132 --> 00:34:52,742 For our own sanity. 550 00:34:55,310 --> 00:34:56,400 For our own health. 551 00:34:59,009 --> 00:35:00,489 And your father... 552 00:35:03,188 --> 00:35:04,228 [ exhales ] 553 00:35:06,191 --> 00:35:07,321 What about Dad? 554 00:35:09,498 --> 00:35:12,588 Let'’s just say he had a very, 555 00:35:12,632 --> 00:35:14,022 very hard time. 556 00:35:16,897 --> 00:35:17,897 Very hard. 557 00:35:30,476 --> 00:35:32,036 [ sighs ] 558 00:35:35,045 --> 00:35:37,655 I want to take responsibility for what I'’ve done. 559 00:35:40,573 --> 00:35:42,313 For what I'’ve put you through. 560 00:35:45,186 --> 00:35:46,746 I know I broke your heart. 561 00:35:49,321 --> 00:35:50,631 And now that I'’m a mother... 562 00:35:52,237 --> 00:35:54,237 [ sighs ] 563 00:35:54,282 --> 00:35:56,942 I can feel your heartbreak. 564 00:35:58,373 --> 00:35:59,983 Please let me make amends. 565 00:36:03,596 --> 00:36:04,726 I'’m sorry. 566 00:36:06,903 --> 00:36:08,343 Please believe me. 567 00:36:11,343 --> 00:36:12,653 Please forgive me. 568 00:36:17,784 --> 00:36:19,004 I'’m clean. 569 00:36:24,138 --> 00:36:25,308 I forgive you. 570 00:36:30,188 --> 00:36:31,888 And I believe you. 571 00:36:33,800 --> 00:36:35,450 - [ sobs ] - Okay? 572 00:36:39,632 --> 00:36:43,162 When you make amends to everyone you'’ve touched, 573 00:36:43,201 --> 00:36:44,851 you can truly be free. 574 00:36:44,898 --> 00:36:47,068 I want you to feel free. 575 00:36:49,555 --> 00:36:51,595 We'’re gonna be all right. 576 00:36:51,644 --> 00:36:54,524 - I missed you so much. - I missed you, too. 577 00:36:57,824 --> 00:37:00,314 I'’m so happy you'’re here. 578 00:37:00,348 --> 00:37:01,648 I know you are. 579 00:37:08,269 --> 00:37:09,659 [ music playing ] 580 00:37:09,705 --> 00:37:12,225 You ever think about karma? 581 00:37:15,885 --> 00:37:19,235 Enough to try avoiding the bad kind. 582 00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:21,330 I don'’t know what kind of karma I have. 583 00:37:21,369 --> 00:37:24,369 ♪ As the wind blows, I wonder if you know ♪ 584 00:37:24,416 --> 00:37:26,106 ♪ I feel your heartbeat... ♪ 585 00:37:26,156 --> 00:37:28,246 Or what kind of future you'’ll have 586 00:37:28,289 --> 00:37:29,329 if you'’re with me. 587 00:37:30,683 --> 00:37:32,643 I'’m okay not knowing. 588 00:37:34,817 --> 00:37:35,777 I think. 589 00:37:41,346 --> 00:37:43,346 Plus, we have enough time to figure it out. 590 00:37:45,828 --> 00:37:46,958 There'’s no rush. 591 00:37:50,268 --> 00:37:51,568 To us. 592 00:37:51,617 --> 00:37:54,007 ♪ Just the way I like it... ♪ 593 00:37:54,054 --> 00:37:56,064 I'’m moving forward now. 594 00:37:57,275 --> 00:37:58,575 That'’s... 595 00:37:58,624 --> 00:38:00,934 the way that I can make amends to you. 596 00:38:00,974 --> 00:38:03,114 I'’m working my steps. 597 00:38:05,152 --> 00:38:06,202 Every day. 598 00:38:11,027 --> 00:38:12,287 I'’m a good person. 599 00:38:14,422 --> 00:38:15,602 And a good mother. 600 00:38:20,559 --> 00:38:21,949 I'’m gonna be a good wife. 601 00:38:24,693 --> 00:38:26,703 I know that you will be. 602 00:38:27,957 --> 00:38:33,347 Start your marriage on solid ground. 603 00:38:33,398 --> 00:38:35,918 Trust, honesty. 604 00:38:35,965 --> 00:38:39,095 I think that Ralph Angel would understand... 605 00:38:41,144 --> 00:38:42,364 if you tell him the truth. 606 00:38:46,367 --> 00:38:50,067 You need to make amends to him... 607 00:38:51,503 --> 00:38:52,463 don'’t you? 608 00:39:38,985 --> 00:39:41,065 Ralph Angel? 609 00:39:51,737 --> 00:39:53,477 My God, I love you. 610 00:39:56,176 --> 00:39:57,306 So much. 611 00:40:00,746 --> 00:40:02,176 Please don'’t hate me. 612 00:40:06,447 --> 00:40:08,537 I hate myself enough already for this. 613 00:40:08,580 --> 00:40:09,710 Darla. 614 00:40:09,755 --> 00:40:11,495 Please. 615 00:40:11,539 --> 00:40:13,239 Darla, you'’re scaring me. 616 00:40:13,280 --> 00:40:15,240 [ sighs ] 617 00:40:15,282 --> 00:40:16,722 [ whispering ] God, please help me. 618 00:40:16,762 --> 00:40:18,112 Darla. 619 00:40:19,504 --> 00:40:20,904 [ sighs ] 620 00:40:27,250 --> 00:40:29,990 When we first got together... 621 00:40:32,734 --> 00:40:34,344 I went back to D.C. one time. 622 00:40:37,957 --> 00:40:39,567 And I got high with my friends. 623 00:40:42,657 --> 00:40:44,307 Worse than I ever have before. 624 00:40:47,227 --> 00:40:48,577 Harder stuff. 625 00:40:55,844 --> 00:40:57,894 And I slept with someone. 626 00:41:01,633 --> 00:41:03,033 I don'’t know who. 627 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:11,506 It was a party 628 00:41:11,556 --> 00:41:13,246 with my girlfriends from high school. 629 00:41:30,792 --> 00:41:32,052 Blue. 630 00:41:38,931 --> 00:41:40,061 Nah. 631 00:41:45,241 --> 00:41:48,201 He might... [ sniffles ] 632 00:41:48,244 --> 00:41:50,944 not be yours. 633 00:41:50,986 --> 00:41:53,116 Ralph Angel, I'’m sorry. 634 00:41:54,860 --> 00:41:56,080 Blue. 635 00:42:01,954 --> 00:42:07,184 ♪ Strangers in shade 636 00:42:07,220 --> 00:42:10,790 ♪ Leaves blowing away 637 00:42:12,225 --> 00:42:17,535 ♪ Haunting reflections 638 00:42:17,578 --> 00:42:22,058 ♪ Truth wearies your pace 639 00:42:22,104 --> 00:42:26,464 ♪ Will my soul ever be found? ♪ 640 00:42:26,500 --> 00:42:30,850 ♪ Show me a sign, point me the way ♪ 641 00:42:30,896 --> 00:42:36,246 ♪ Before I sink, gone with the rays ♪ 642 00:42:36,292 --> 00:42:41,732 ♪ The sun was so bright, it covered my face ♪ 643 00:42:41,776 --> 00:42:46,556 ♪ And now all I see is ashes and grace. ♪