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[Chuck]
Previously on Billions...
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- Cancer?
- Yeah.
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- Shit.
- Pancreatic.
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Walter and the kids
gonna have enough?
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Nobody's gonna starve,
but I could've done better.
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Forty million.
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What if we could get you there?
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It won't be simple.
It'll require deception.
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And your final weeks and months,
they won't be your own.
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Bobby Axelrod used Donnie
to feed us information
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that he would never live to testify to.
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♪ Tense music I
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Donnie's gone.
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How long you figure it's been
since we've had a session?
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[Lara]
I made some decisions.
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You shuttered it.
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[Lara] Selling the farm, too.
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[Chuck Sr.] You know, if you had
listened to me in the first place
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and hadn't blown up the deal
with Axelrod,
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we would not be in this spot, would we?
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The game has changed,
and you haven't changed with it.
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Your advice is no longer welcome.
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It was hard on Donnie,
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not being able to tell you.
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Did other people know?
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Hey.
What are you doing here?
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[Dr. Gilbert] He is a candidate
for a drug trial in Pittsburgh
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that's been yielding some
pretty interesting results.
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Kind of rough for a guy
who's been through a lot already.
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[Dr. Gilbert] It can be.
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[Bobby] Maybe we shouldn't bring it up.
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♪ pensive music I
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[telephones ringing,
indistinct conversations]
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What the fuck?
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- Mafee wants to see you.
- I just waved him in.
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He wanted me to ask you permission.
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Permission for what?
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He comes in here all the fucking time.
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Door's always open.
You know that. I love Mafee.
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He wants to talk about BioLance.
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Oh.
Well, in that case, fire him.
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Yeah. He said that you said
he's not allowed to bring it up.
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No, he can, if he wants to get fired.
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Right, but if he doesn't bring it up,
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he thinks you're gonna lose 400 million.
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And since he's executing the trade...
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He thinks I'll fire him then.
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Sticky.
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I can see how that's sticky.
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Can he come in?
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Of course. I love Mafee.
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It's okay?
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We'll see.
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Axe, special announcement call
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from BioLance is in nine minutes.
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I've been losing sleep over it,
and I sleep like a bear.
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Brown or polar?
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Which hibernate?
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They all hibernate.
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They're bears.
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Then both, but not lately.
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[Bobby] Uh-huh.
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I can pare our position before the call.
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We can still make ten percent.
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If we hold and I'm right,
what do we make then?
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We double our money.
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If we were a benchmark fund,
ten would be great.
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But we are no benchmark fund.
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I'm just afraid we're gonna lose.
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All my research is telling me
that approval is a coin flip.
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Right. Do Ben Kim
and all the other analysts agree with you?
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To a man.
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First, I told you yesterday
and the day before
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that I understood the risks.
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I've done the channel checks.
I've done the homework.
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BioLance's inhibitor
is gonna be lights out.
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Six other companies have
inhibitors in the works.
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Only one's gonna win approval
and market share.
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That's why I think
we should wait, get in later.
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Oh.
Second, you're fired.
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I'm fired?
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That's what he said.
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[Bobby] We're already in BioLance.
That's where the win is.
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L-I just don't see
what the difference maker is.
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I'm the difference maker.
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I tried.
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You tried.
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And now I'm fired.
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Good-bye, Mafee.
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[woman on speakerphone]
The next voice you hear
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will be the BioLance CEO,
Brooks Wellever.
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- [telephone beeps]
- [Brooks] So you all know
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how important the development
of our SGLT 2 inhibitor
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for treatment of Type 2 diabetes is
to this company,
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how deep our investment has been.
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And I wish I had better news.
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We were just notified by the FDA
that we were denied approval.
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- [man] Fuck.
- [employees sigh, groan]
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[Brooks] We estimate a time
horizon of five more years
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to complete fixes.
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But at our current burn rate of cash,
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we only have three years
of operating ex-
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[telephone beeps]
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♪ Tense, pulsating music I
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[music volume increases]
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III
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[employees murmuring]
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What's the damage?
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Stock is halted until the morning,
but there are no bids in sight.
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- It's gonna be ugly.
- Shit.
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Four hundred
and thirty-million-dollar loss.
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Could turn into twice that.
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III
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[door closes]
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- [object rattles and thuds]
- What are you doing?
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You fired me.
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You know never to listen to me
about shit like that
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between 9:30 and 4.
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How could I fire you?
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I love you, Mafee.
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♪ Pensive music I
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[indistinct conversations]
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- Hey.
- Wendy.
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[sighs] Oh, I am so glad
you're thinking about us.
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Hey, Roma wants to give you
the tour herself.
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How are you?
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Work is a happy place now.
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Come on, I'll introduce you.
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[Wendy]
Great space.
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I have an eye for it,
even better one for talent.
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I knew that as soon
as you snagged Maria.
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She's a perfect fit.
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We value fit, culture, more than most.
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That's why 60% or so
of our PMs are women.
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Makes it easier to practice
socially responsible investing.
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Is that the mission?
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The mission is profit.
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But me and a few of the senior partners,
we came up at a time
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when Wall Street was
all cock and balls
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- and no brains.
- [chuckles]
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We try to practice
with a little less ego around here
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in a more collaborative,
inclusive environment.
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But it's a delicate balance.
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You don't want a bunch
of guys running around
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with sawed-off shotguns,
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but you don't want scented candles
and an aversion to risk either.
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- That's for fucking sure.
- [chuckles]
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We need someone to curate
that balance,
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someone who's been through the wars,
who's seen the other side.
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You want me to make
your people assassins.
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We want them to be able
to access that mentality when needed,
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with great accuracy.
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Yeah, assassins.
It's kind of my specialty.
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I know.
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No other performance coach
in the industry would be a better fit.
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And you're already an investor.
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We need you, and you want to be here.
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I'm curious. Why do you think
you know what I want?
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I mean, it's a hard thing
to know even about oneself.
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I'm a stock picker and an instinct trader.
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Am I wrong?
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[cell phone vibrates]
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Look...
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we believe there's a better way.
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Life doesn't have to be a zero-sum game.
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Go. Think.
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Let me know.
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[Adam]
Brownstone off the Promenade.
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Sometimes I forget which caste
you belong to, Chuck.
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Ah.
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This is a hell of a reminder.
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Where'd your dad practice
internal medicine-
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the rough side of Highland Park?
Huh?
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I have to admit, you surprise me,
even for a man in your position.
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There's not many who could cast a spell
and make a federal judge disappear.
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There are no other men in my position...
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[both chuckle]
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...for I also know
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the name being nominated
in committee to replace Wilcox.
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Ah.
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And let me be the first
to congratulate you.
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Thank you.
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It's as it should be.
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You happy?
You should be happy.
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I'd be laughing like Hank Kingsley
if I were in your Florsheims.
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' "Hey, now!"
- [laughs]
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Hey, these are Ferragamos.
[chuckles]
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I like to laugh, too.
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But lately...
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- Yes, lately.
- And I worry.
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With you out of the AG's office,
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she'll be even less likely to look kindly
on the work I need to do,
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especially when it diverges from-
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Whatever whims she
and the White House might have.
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Mm.
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I was wondering
when the actual tat would come.
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Or is this the tit?
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When it comes to picking
your replacement,
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I need someone
who'll look out for me in D.C.
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So you want to pick?
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I know a few likely candidates.
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I'll need you to foam the runway
for that replacement
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on your way out.
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Is this really still about Axelrod?
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What, he's that much of a burr
under your saddle?
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It's about justice.
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Of course.
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If, as you say, my name's
already been put forth,
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I'm not sure what leverage
you still have.
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I wanted to tell you this in person
to see exactly how badly you want it.
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It would be brutal
to have it get this close
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only to stall in Judicial Committee.
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The Senate is so polarized these days.
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Judgeships get held hostage for...
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[inhales deeply]
...months, years.
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Are you saying you can guarantee
I sail through committee?
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"Guarantee" is a word
that amateurs use in politics.
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But I can make it
so that Senator Vandeveer
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takes you by the hand
and drags you to the bench.
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And what I have to do to get that done
will not be pleasant.
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It'll be quite odious,
so I need your assurance.
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I'll do it.
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But about Axelrod and finding
a way to leg back in...
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[sighs]
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L-let me be General Bradley
to your Patton
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and advise you to practice restraint.
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Ah.
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Oh, it was good advice
when Omar Bradley gave it.
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Safe.
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And one of them died
a well-respected and admired general,
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and the other one died a legend.
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You name my pick for replacement.
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I'll lock in your appointment.
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And then I'll worry
about the rest from there.
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I won't lie.
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Having a Michelin chef in house,
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it would be an excellent recruiting tool.
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What do you think?
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Oh, it's a great kitchen.
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Love the La Cornue.
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But I would really miss,
you know, real people-
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"gastros" who light up when they
eat something really special.
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You go private serving guys
that might just have
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whatever for lunch...
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You could lead the effort
to expand our horizons.
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Don't let her off the hook, Lar.
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I won't.
We'll talk soon.
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Yeah, thanks.
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You know, when people
ask you what you think,
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you don't really have to tell them.
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I could've said a lot more.
255
00:11:57,099 --> 00:12:00,467
[Wags]
Give him some fucking space!
256
00:12:00,579 --> 00:12:02,900
[Bobby sighs]
257
00:12:03,019 --> 00:12:04,225
Give me a sec.
258
00:12:06,739 --> 00:12:07,740
Hey.
259
00:12:07,859 --> 00:12:09,145
[both smooch]
260
00:12:09,259 --> 00:12:10,749
Something wrong?
261
00:12:11,699 --> 00:12:13,303
Bad day.
Something happened.
262
00:12:13,419 --> 00:12:15,342
Something serious?
263
00:12:15,459 --> 00:12:17,860
I can't make it to Lilly's tonight.
264
00:12:17,979 --> 00:12:19,583
Really?
265
00:12:22,379 --> 00:12:23,904
What happened?
266
00:12:25,379 --> 00:12:27,427
I blew a read, badly.
267
00:12:27,579 --> 00:12:30,469
And I know the reason
wasn't in the numbers.
268
00:12:30,619 --> 00:12:33,384
It was in here.
I'm gonna fix it.
269
00:12:34,659 --> 00:12:35,820
Wendy?
270
00:12:37,499 --> 00:12:38,739
I don't like it.
271
00:12:38,859 --> 00:12:40,748
This isn't three years ago, you know.
272
00:12:40,859 --> 00:12:44,306
She's at odds with you,
with herself, over this battle.
273
00:12:44,419 --> 00:12:45,420
You can't trust her.
274
00:12:45,539 --> 00:12:47,940
Well, she's the only one
who can give me what I need right now.
275
00:12:48,099 --> 00:12:49,783
[sighs]
276
00:12:49,899 --> 00:12:51,139
I know.
277
00:12:51,259 --> 00:12:53,148
♪ Pensive music I
278
00:12:53,259 --> 00:12:55,068
She's gonna ask you about Donnie.
279
00:12:55,179 --> 00:12:59,150
III
280
00:12:59,259 --> 00:13:00,988
[man]
You new here?
281
00:13:01,099 --> 00:13:02,146
Maybe.
282
00:13:02,259 --> 00:13:04,148
Nice.
283
00:13:04,259 --> 00:13:07,980
Now all we need is a pole.
[chuckles]
284
00:13:08,099 --> 00:13:09,783
[Lou]
I can't cook for a bunch of animals
285
00:13:09,899 --> 00:13:12,220
who will eat anything,
shit on anything, fuck anything.
286
00:13:12,339 --> 00:13:14,626
Don't be ignorant.
That's just a stereotype.
287
00:13:14,739 --> 00:13:17,470
[engine revving]
288
00:13:17,579 --> 00:13:18,944
[tires squeal]
289
00:13:20,699 --> 00:13:23,145
- Okay, you hate the place. Fine.
- [vehicle departs rapidly]
290
00:13:23,299 --> 00:13:25,222
I was just trying to help
with your situation.
291
00:13:25,339 --> 00:13:27,467
Well, I wouldn't have a situation
if it weren't for this place.
292
00:13:27,579 --> 00:13:29,069
Well, you probably wouldn't have
your own kitchen
293
00:13:29,219 --> 00:13:31,665
for another ten years either.
294
00:13:31,779 --> 00:13:33,110
Look, I'm sorry.
295
00:13:33,219 --> 00:13:34,664
But what happened
to my badass big sister
296
00:13:34,779 --> 00:13:36,508
who says what she wants
and doesn't waste two shits
297
00:13:36,619 --> 00:13:37,780
on what the world thinks of her?
298
00:13:37,939 --> 00:13:40,021
I'm right here in front of you.
299
00:13:40,139 --> 00:13:42,870
When's the last time you even hung out
in the old neighborhood?
300
00:13:42,979 --> 00:13:44,424
What are we supposed to do,
301
00:13:44,539 --> 00:13:47,668
go back to fucking McCrory's
and shoot pool with the guys?
302
00:13:49,659 --> 00:13:52,549
And the night takes shape.
303
00:13:52,659 --> 00:13:55,663
[indistinct conversations,
telephone rings in the distance]
304
00:13:56,739 --> 00:13:58,184
So?
305
00:13:58,299 --> 00:13:59,710
We break it down.
306
00:13:59,819 --> 00:14:01,867
Put it in boxes.
307
00:14:01,979 --> 00:14:04,107
Well, this is where we get off, Dale.
308
00:14:04,259 --> 00:14:05,704
This tight little team can handle it.
309
00:14:05,819 --> 00:14:08,026
FBI doesn't do clerical?
310
00:14:08,179 --> 00:14:10,705
Not on this one.
It's, uh, too sad.
311
00:14:10,819 --> 00:14:12,389
Yeah, since it's over,
I'm supposed to start
312
00:14:12,499 --> 00:14:14,547
on this synthetic-marijuana thing
up in Orangeburg.
313
00:14:14,659 --> 00:14:16,184
Oh, it's not over.
314
00:14:16,299 --> 00:14:19,348
When it starts going back
into boxes, it's over.
315
00:14:22,899 --> 00:14:25,345
[Ben] The FDA adverse reporting
database flagged 20 cases
316
00:14:25,459 --> 00:14:28,303
of acidosis associated
with similar SLGT2s.
317
00:14:28,419 --> 00:14:29,466
It was in the file.
318
00:14:29,579 --> 00:14:31,980
Yeah, we didn't fuck up.
He did.
319
00:14:36,539 --> 00:14:38,587
[knock on door]
320
00:14:40,059 --> 00:14:42,061
- HEY-
- HEY-
321
00:14:44,059 --> 00:14:46,903
Hey, thanks for coming back.
322
00:14:47,019 --> 00:14:49,260
Hope you didn't get all the way home.
323
00:14:50,419 --> 00:14:51,784
Where were you?
324
00:14:53,419 --> 00:14:54,944
I'm here now.
325
00:15:00,739 --> 00:15:04,539
Hey, everybody,
you can go home. Thanks.
326
00:15:04,659 --> 00:15:06,263
[door closes]
327
00:15:08,459 --> 00:15:11,224
I made a mistake today
that I shouldn't have.
328
00:15:12,219 --> 00:15:15,189
It could cost me a billion dollars
after we've sifted through the wreckage.
329
00:15:15,299 --> 00:15:16,824
That's quite a mistake.
330
00:15:18,579 --> 00:15:20,661
I need an adjustment.
331
00:15:20,779 --> 00:15:22,986
You're finally ready for a real session.
332
00:15:23,099 --> 00:15:25,022
Yeah.
333
00:15:25,139 --> 00:15:26,789
If I talk it through with you,
334
00:15:26,899 --> 00:15:28,503
sharpen my focus,
335
00:15:28,619 --> 00:15:30,621
I'll be able to start
digging out tomorrow.
336
00:15:30,739 --> 00:15:31,626
Tomorrow?
337
00:15:31,739 --> 00:15:35,664
Yeah, I already know the reason
I made the mistake was mental error.
338
00:15:35,779 --> 00:15:39,022
Now I just need to find out
why I wanted to make it.
339
00:15:41,739 --> 00:15:44,310
This might take a while.
340
00:15:46,179 --> 00:15:49,183
[Chuck sighing]
341
00:15:51,459 --> 00:15:53,223
[clears throat]
342
00:15:54,259 --> 00:15:55,988
[door opens, creaks]
343
00:15:56,099 --> 00:15:57,385
- [Chuck exhales sharply]
- Hey.
344
00:15:57,499 --> 00:15:58,785
- [bowl clatters]
- Carrie?
345
00:15:58,899 --> 00:16:00,788
- [door creaking]
- Uh...
346
00:16:00,899 --> 00:16:02,867
- [door closes]
- I was waiting for Wendy.
347
00:16:02,979 --> 00:16:04,868
Yeah, she called, said you were
both gonna be out.
348
00:16:04,979 --> 00:16:06,583
Yes, I have things to do.
349
00:16:06,699 --> 00:16:09,828
I thought she was in
with the kids tonight.
350
00:16:09,939 --> 00:16:12,340
[sighs]
Must've gotten our signals crossed.
351
00:16:12,459 --> 00:16:14,268
Her thing sounded kind of last-minute.
352
00:16:14,379 --> 00:16:16,586
[sofUY]
Okay-
353
00:16:16,699 --> 00:16:18,781
[grunts]
354
00:16:20,299 --> 00:16:22,108
Must've had this on silent.
355
00:16:22,219 --> 00:16:24,187
Uh...
356
00:16:24,299 --> 00:16:25,949
the kids are already in their rooms.
357
00:16:26,059 --> 00:16:28,903
Eva's asleep.
Kevin might want another story.
358
00:16:29,019 --> 00:16:30,100
Uh...
359
00:16:30,219 --> 00:16:31,869
would you mind
cleaning up the dog food?
360
00:16:31,979 --> 00:16:33,788
Thank you.
361
00:16:33,899 --> 00:16:34,900
See you later.
362
00:17:03,339 --> 00:17:07,185
[breathes deeply]
363
00:17:23,299 --> 00:17:25,506
Tell me about today.
364
00:17:25,619 --> 00:17:28,668
If you're successful enough,
365
00:17:28,779 --> 00:17:31,749
people think you can do anything,
366
00:17:31,859 --> 00:17:35,068
and then you start to believe it, too.
367
00:17:35,219 --> 00:17:36,459
You mean you do.
368
00:17:37,979 --> 00:17:40,744
I'm not Superman.
That's what I'm trying to get across.
369
00:17:40,859 --> 00:17:42,384
But today?
370
00:17:43,699 --> 00:17:46,589
I might've forgotten.
371
00:17:46,699 --> 00:17:49,942
It's hard not to engage
in a little magical thinking
372
00:17:50,059 --> 00:17:52,380
when everyone else is looking at you
like you're some combination
373
00:17:52,499 --> 00:17:54,900
of Warren Buffett and God above.
374
00:17:55,019 --> 00:17:57,101
I don't buy that.
375
00:17:57,219 --> 00:17:59,790
Magical thinking is...
376
00:17:59,899 --> 00:18:03,665
if I clean the house,
then school gets canceled tomorrow.
377
00:18:03,779 --> 00:18:05,144
And this?
378
00:18:05,259 --> 00:18:08,945
I'm not wishing or guessing,
and I'm not usually wrong.
379
00:18:09,059 --> 00:18:11,061
And when you are,
you take your medicine and move on.
380
00:18:11,179 --> 00:18:12,783
It's what makes you great.
381
00:18:12,899 --> 00:18:15,300
But today, your own words,
382
00:18:15,419 --> 00:18:16,750
you missed something.
383
00:18:18,259 --> 00:18:21,468
Somehow the idea that all the guys...
384
00:18:21,579 --> 00:18:23,468
I asked Mafee,
385
00:18:23,579 --> 00:18:26,867
and the moment he said
that everyone else agreed
386
00:18:27,019 --> 00:18:29,545
that it was the wrong move...
387
00:18:31,179 --> 00:18:32,624
...I had to stick it out,
388
00:18:32,739 --> 00:18:35,060
had to prove that I was
the difference maker.
389
00:18:35,179 --> 00:18:37,181
To who?
390
00:18:37,299 --> 00:18:39,142
Mafee? Danzig?
391
00:18:39,259 --> 00:18:40,385
Of course not.
392
00:18:40,499 --> 00:18:42,979
I agree.
They all idolize you already.
393
00:18:43,099 --> 00:18:45,625
It wasn't about proving anything
to any of them.
394
00:18:48,619 --> 00:18:51,987
Look, you want me to fix
the part of you that makes money.
395
00:18:52,099 --> 00:18:55,308
But it is attached to the rest, so...
396
00:18:55,419 --> 00:18:57,626
Like I said, this is gonna
take a little while.
397
00:19:00,819 --> 00:19:02,389
[Bryan] Why do I hate
these guys so much?
398
00:19:02,499 --> 00:19:05,628
- [object thuds]
- Well, they're criminals...
399
00:19:05,739 --> 00:19:07,980
and they're a lot richer than you.
400
00:19:10,819 --> 00:19:12,947
[sighs]
401
00:19:13,059 --> 00:19:15,949
♪ Pensive music I
402
00:19:16,059 --> 00:19:18,346
N!'
403
00:19:18,459 --> 00:19:21,747
Are we really doing
what we're doing...
404
00:19:21,859 --> 00:19:24,066
for the reasons we say?
405
00:19:24,179 --> 00:19:27,547
Well, you mean does making
these arrests, dealing fines,
406
00:19:27,659 --> 00:19:29,900
actually do anything
to keep markets fair?
407
00:19:33,019 --> 00:19:34,464
When you put it like that...
408
00:19:34,579 --> 00:19:35,865
[sighs heavily]
409
00:19:35,979 --> 00:19:39,188
This kid I went to school with,
410
00:19:39,339 --> 00:19:40,670
Jim Gagne-
411
00:19:40,779 --> 00:19:43,020
most brilliant guy I've ever met.
412
00:19:43,179 --> 00:19:47,787
Gagne was a double major
in chemical engineering and premed.
413
00:19:47,899 --> 00:19:50,186
I felt like he was gonna cure cancer.
414
00:19:50,299 --> 00:19:53,508
Well, cancer's still going last I checked.
415
00:19:53,619 --> 00:19:55,269
He's no scientist.
416
00:19:55,379 --> 00:19:58,542
He works the medical sector
for Spartan-Ives,
417
00:19:58,659 --> 00:20:00,184
made 20 million last year.
418
00:20:00,299 --> 00:20:03,542
Society's fucked when that happens.
419
00:20:03,699 --> 00:20:05,189
Incentives all out of whack.
420
00:20:05,299 --> 00:20:08,587
So someone has to do something.
421
00:20:08,699 --> 00:20:12,909
And we use laws and fines and jail.
422
00:20:13,019 --> 00:20:14,225
We "Y-
423
00:20:14,339 --> 00:20:19,379
III
424
00:20:20,259 --> 00:20:23,627
Got this made 'cause I was
so fucking proud of Chuck
425
00:20:23,739 --> 00:20:25,707
for pushing back.
426
00:20:25,819 --> 00:20:28,902
III
427
00:20:29,059 --> 00:20:31,426
It's Axe's settlement check,
but I forgot to give it to him
428
00:20:31,539 --> 00:20:33,621
by the time it came back
from the framer,
429
00:20:33,739 --> 00:20:35,980
with the, uh, Donnie of it all.
430
00:20:36,099 --> 00:20:38,943
I'm gonna leave it on his desk.
431
00:20:39,059 --> 00:20:41,300
[chuckles]
432
00:20:41,419 --> 00:20:46,425
III
433
00:20:47,659 --> 00:20:49,787
I know where Chuck keeps his stash.
434
00:20:51,939 --> 00:20:54,101
Come on.
435
00:20:54,219 --> 00:20:55,550
Sounds dangerous.
436
00:20:55,659 --> 00:20:58,583
Let's talk about you for a sec.
437
00:20:58,699 --> 00:21:01,543
That's not how this works.
438
00:21:01,659 --> 00:21:03,946
We've never done anything
the way it works,
439
00:21:04,059 --> 00:21:06,630
and we're not exactly starting tonight.
440
00:21:06,739 --> 00:21:08,741
How are you handling everything?
441
00:21:10,699 --> 00:21:13,509
I want to know before we go on.
442
00:21:14,939 --> 00:21:17,260
Grant me this indulgence.
443
00:21:18,939 --> 00:21:20,862
[clicks tongue]
444
00:21:20,979 --> 00:21:23,585
The Donnie thing threw me,
to be honest.
445
00:21:25,579 --> 00:21:28,628
There's an empty space
in the world without him.
446
00:21:30,459 --> 00:21:32,109
The fact that...
447
00:21:33,019 --> 00:21:34,623
...I missed it.
448
00:21:35,619 --> 00:21:37,144
This man, this...
449
00:21:37,259 --> 00:21:39,626
patient of mine, dying.
450
00:21:40,699 --> 00:21:42,349
And he wouldn't let me in,
451
00:21:42,459 --> 00:21:44,826
despite whatever
was going on with him...
452
00:21:44,939 --> 00:21:46,748
and you.
453
00:21:47,939 --> 00:21:50,465
People withhold crucial information
all the time.
454
00:21:51,939 --> 00:21:53,828
We learn to manage our expectations
455
00:21:53,939 --> 00:21:55,828
about those close to us, don't we?
456
00:21:55,979 --> 00:21:59,426
So they don't turn into mistrust or...
457
00:21:59,539 --> 00:22:02,065
paranoia.
458
00:22:02,179 --> 00:22:06,787
When I was young, I figured if I was
truly there for my patients,
459
00:22:06,899 --> 00:22:10,460
I could get them to be
truly open with me.
460
00:22:10,619 --> 00:22:12,986
I quickly learned that's not the case,
but you still hope.
461
00:22:13,099 --> 00:22:14,305
Really?
462
00:22:14,419 --> 00:22:16,467
That's what you were thinking about
when you were young?
463
00:22:16,579 --> 00:22:17,944
Fuck.
464
00:22:18,059 --> 00:22:19,265
You chose the right line of work.
465
00:22:19,419 --> 00:22:20,545
[chuckles]
466
00:22:20,659 --> 00:22:23,469
I was just thinking
about getting rich and getting even.
467
00:22:23,579 --> 00:22:24,705
Have you?
468
00:22:24,819 --> 00:22:26,389
Yeah, mostly.
469
00:22:26,499 --> 00:22:29,309
Does it make everything all better?
470
00:22:29,419 --> 00:22:30,341
Why doesn't it?
471
00:22:30,459 --> 00:22:32,587
Because the world isn't simple...
472
00:22:33,859 --> 00:22:35,941
...like with Donnie.
473
00:22:36,099 --> 00:22:38,067
You keep going back there.
474
00:22:38,179 --> 00:22:41,308
I don't think we can ignore
that you missed today,
475
00:22:41,419 --> 00:22:44,468
for the first time in forever,
right after he died.
476
00:22:44,579 --> 00:22:47,185
Okay, go ahead, Doctor.
You connect those dots.
477
00:22:47,299 --> 00:22:50,223
Well, you used the words...
478
00:22:50,339 --> 00:22:52,387
"getting even."
479
00:22:52,499 --> 00:22:55,423
- When I was a kid.
- And today?
480
00:22:55,579 --> 00:22:56,705
Bombing the trade,
481
00:22:56,819 --> 00:22:58,901
were you somehow evening
the score for Donnie?
482
00:22:59,019 --> 00:23:03,422
What does that even mean?
Donnie was a friend.
483
00:23:03,539 --> 00:23:08,101
Everyone here matters to me,
and I go out of my way for all of them.
484
00:23:08,259 --> 00:23:11,468
That's why I got him
the best medical care.
485
00:23:11,579 --> 00:23:14,150
The same as when Mick Danzig
gets tackled on his lawn
486
00:23:14,259 --> 00:23:16,865
with a machine gun
in his fucking hands.
487
00:23:18,139 --> 00:23:22,064
I'm the one who pays off the cops
to make the problem go away.
488
00:23:22,179 --> 00:23:24,910
That's what I do here.
489
00:23:25,659 --> 00:23:28,139
I take care of my people,
490
00:23:28,259 --> 00:23:30,785
and they know that.
491
00:23:30,899 --> 00:23:32,742
And so should you by now.
492
00:23:32,859 --> 00:23:35,339
[inhales deeply]
493
00:23:36,739 --> 00:23:37,945
So are you ready to tell me
494
00:23:38,059 --> 00:23:39,788
who you were trying
to prove something to?
495
00:23:41,899 --> 00:23:42,900
Yeah.
496
00:23:43,939 --> 00:23:46,146
Should we say it in unison?
497
00:23:47,219 --> 00:23:51,144
And were you trying to prove you were
a difference maker for good or bad?
498
00:23:51,299 --> 00:23:54,587
Were you trying to reward
or punish yourself?
499
00:23:57,579 --> 00:23:58,740
Come on.
500
00:23:58,859 --> 00:24:00,190
Where you going?
501
00:24:02,179 --> 00:24:04,420
- We're not done!
- Come on!
502
00:24:06,979 --> 00:24:08,822
[sighs]
503
00:24:08,939 --> 00:24:11,829
[Lou] God, that was awful.
Haughs]
504
00:24:11,939 --> 00:24:13,065
You don't even go there anymore.
505
00:24:13,179 --> 00:24:14,226
You're a Michelin chef.
506
00:24:14,339 --> 00:24:15,943
You live in Bushwick with the hipsters.
507
00:24:16,059 --> 00:24:17,982
The only reason we ever went there
is 'cause they didn't check IDs.
508
00:24:18,099 --> 00:24:20,420
[laughs] God!
What were you thinking?
509
00:24:20,579 --> 00:24:22,946
I just-l thought we could do something
like we used to,
510
00:24:23,059 --> 00:24:25,824
before everything was all work
and you were all...
511
00:24:26,899 --> 00:24:29,106
Then let's do something, better.
512
00:24:29,219 --> 00:24:30,505
Where else did we used to go?
513
00:24:30,619 --> 00:24:32,348
Nowhere I want to go now.
514
00:24:32,459 --> 00:24:35,303
- After you got your car...
- Oh, that fucking Fiero.
515
00:24:35,419 --> 00:24:38,980
Man, we'd just drive around, joyriding.
516
00:24:39,139 --> 00:24:40,868
Then let's go joyriding.
517
00:24:42,099 --> 00:24:44,147
Come on. Come on!
Come on.
518
00:24:48,659 --> 00:24:51,788
I thought I might not see you here
for a while.
519
00:24:53,259 --> 00:24:55,421
Well, I may have been...
520
00:24:55,539 --> 00:24:57,382
overly harsh with you before.
521
00:24:57,499 --> 00:25:00,548
"Overly harsh"?
522
00:25:00,659 --> 00:25:02,707
I don't know.
I'm...
523
00:25:02,819 --> 00:25:04,947
I'm getting up there in years.
524
00:25:05,059 --> 00:25:09,030
I don't really, uh, understand
these things anymore.
525
00:25:10,419 --> 00:25:12,501
I don't even know why you're here.
526
00:25:14,379 --> 00:25:16,541
There is a favor I need.
527
00:25:18,019 --> 00:25:20,260
Ah...
528
00:25:20,379 --> 00:25:22,268
Now we get to it.
529
00:25:25,139 --> 00:25:26,743
What can I help you with?
530
00:25:26,899 --> 00:25:29,140
I need a senator
531
00:25:29,259 --> 00:25:31,068
on the Judiciary Committee
532
00:25:31,179 --> 00:25:33,386
to push through a nomination...
533
00:25:34,419 --> 00:25:36,786
...your senator.
534
00:25:38,059 --> 00:25:42,940
And I'm supposed to just
materialize Marcia Vandeveer?
535
00:25:43,059 --> 00:25:45,790
A United States senator?
536
00:25:45,899 --> 00:25:48,220
And get her to do what you want?
537
00:25:48,379 --> 00:25:49,426
I know that you and Marcia-
538
00:25:49,539 --> 00:25:53,749
I must still know how the game works
to be able to do something like that.
539
00:25:53,859 --> 00:25:57,784
I must've spent a lifetime
540
00:25:57,899 --> 00:26:00,982
building relationships,
541
00:26:01,139 --> 00:26:02,584
collecting chits.
542
00:26:02,699 --> 00:26:04,906
Whatever law-and-order issue
that she's running on,
543
00:26:05,059 --> 00:26:08,700
my office will make it a priority.
544
00:26:10,259 --> 00:26:14,150
Accommodations will not be necessary,
not necessary at all.
545
00:26:14,259 --> 00:26:16,739
She owes me a favor.
546
00:26:16,859 --> 00:26:19,385
She'll be happy to sit with you.
I'll just give her a call.
547
00:26:20,739 --> 00:26:23,583
Well, as long as it's not
too much trouble.
548
00:26:27,819 --> 00:26:29,947
Anything you'd like to say to me?
549
00:26:30,059 --> 00:26:32,460
Thank you, Dad.
550
00:26:34,979 --> 00:26:36,583
And?
551
00:26:40,859 --> 00:26:42,668
I'm sorry.
[sighs]
552
00:26:46,099 --> 00:26:47,589
There's the boy.
553
00:26:49,219 --> 00:26:50,789
[sniffs]
554
00:26:50,939 --> 00:26:52,464
♪ Van Halen's
"And the Cradle VWI Rock" playing a'
555
00:26:52,579 --> 00:26:53,910
- [object clatters]
- [Bobby] No.
556
00:26:54,019 --> 00:26:56,625
III
557
00:26:56,779 --> 00:26:58,827
[Wendy laughs]
558
00:26:58,939 --> 00:27:00,145
♪ Oh, yeah ♪
559
00:27:00,259 --> 00:27:01,465
♪ Get up ♪
- [Bobby] Close!
560
00:27:01,619 --> 00:27:02,666
III
561
00:27:02,779 --> 00:27:04,907
IOWH'
562
00:27:05,019 --> 00:27:06,589
Oh!
Unbelievable!
563
00:27:06,699 --> 00:27:08,747
I'd have given 30-to-one odds
you'd miss with the phone.
564
00:27:08,859 --> 00:27:10,941
Then you are definitely
not seeing the market.
565
00:27:11,059 --> 00:27:12,106
I can do a phone.
566
00:27:12,219 --> 00:27:13,425
It's got to be bigger than a phone now.
567
00:27:13,539 --> 00:27:15,109
♪ Well, they say it's kinda frightenin' a'
568
00:27:15,219 --> 00:27:17,426
♪ How this younger generation swings I
569
00:27:17,539 --> 00:27:22,261
♪ You know, it's more
than just some new sensation a'
570
00:27:22,379 --> 00:27:24,188
♪ Well, the kid is into l0sin' sleep I
571
00:27:24,299 --> 00:27:27,667
♪ And he don't come home
for half the week I
572
00:27:27,779 --> 00:27:30,749
♪ You know it's more
than just an aggravation a'
573
00:27:30,859 --> 00:27:33,669
♪ And the cradle ♪
- [both laughing]
574
00:27:33,779 --> 00:27:35,110
Do you remember our first building?
575
00:27:35,219 --> 00:27:38,940
Ooh! Globe would've gone
through the floor.
576
00:27:39,059 --> 00:27:41,300
Okay, double or nothing-
I want to do a computer.
577
00:27:41,419 --> 00:27:43,945
Oh, my God, you're like Kobe
firing up shots when he's two for 18.
578
00:27:44,059 --> 00:27:45,948
No doubt in your mind
the next one's going in.
579
00:27:46,059 --> 00:27:48,744
Kobe?
Steph Curry, Jordan, maybe.
580
00:27:48,859 --> 00:27:50,270
Don't give me Kobe.
581
00:27:50,379 --> 00:27:51,790
Shooter's got to shoot.
582
00:27:51,899 --> 00:27:54,027
Unwavering belief
in our own capabilities,
583
00:27:54,139 --> 00:27:55,823
it's essential to a point,
584
00:27:55,939 --> 00:27:57,703
keeps us functioning at a high level.
585
00:27:57,819 --> 00:27:59,309
Until it isn't, right?
586
00:27:59,419 --> 00:28:02,309
Maybe your self-image is creating...
587
00:28:02,419 --> 00:28:03,625
a blind spot.
588
00:28:05,379 --> 00:28:06,983
We're not on a break, are we?
589
00:28:07,139 --> 00:28:08,345
No.
590
00:28:10,539 --> 00:28:12,382
Why couldn't I have seen it before?
591
00:28:12,499 --> 00:28:16,220
Well, let's assume your blind spot
usually works for you.
592
00:28:16,339 --> 00:28:19,582
It's fairly essential if you don't feel
indestructible like Superman.
593
00:28:19,699 --> 00:28:21,781
How are you gonna risk
billions every morning?
594
00:28:21,899 --> 00:28:23,822
But it's not working for you now.
595
00:28:23,939 --> 00:28:24,986
So you need to figure out
596
00:28:25,099 --> 00:28:26,828
what part of your self-image is false.
597
00:28:26,939 --> 00:28:28,941
And then you either need
to live up to it or lose it.
598
00:28:29,059 --> 00:28:31,903
Interesting word-"false."
599
00:28:32,019 --> 00:28:33,145
Like, uh...
600
00:28:33,259 --> 00:28:36,069
when someone knows
that they have to tell a lover good-bye,
601
00:28:36,179 --> 00:28:37,465
but they can't quite do it,
602
00:28:37,579 --> 00:28:40,264
so, instead, they sleep
with them one last time.
603
00:28:40,379 --> 00:28:42,427
Then they have
their own unspoken good-bye,
604
00:28:42,539 --> 00:28:45,668
not letting on
that everything's changed until...
605
00:28:45,779 --> 00:28:47,349
after the night is over.
606
00:28:48,699 --> 00:28:52,420
[chuckles] I'm not sure
that's what we're discussing here.
607
00:28:52,539 --> 00:28:54,109
No, maybe not.
608
00:28:54,219 --> 00:28:56,108
But it came to mind, so I said it.
609
00:28:56,219 --> 00:28:57,380
Isn't that what I'm supposed to do?
610
00:28:59,219 --> 00:29:00,630
In a sense.
611
00:29:02,659 --> 00:29:04,070
Something I said?
612
00:29:04,179 --> 00:29:06,022
Let's go outside.
613
00:29:09,379 --> 00:29:11,780
- Mm.
- [glasses clink]
614
00:29:13,579 --> 00:29:16,469
♪ Tense music I
615
00:29:16,579 --> 00:29:21,585
III
616
00:29:25,019 --> 00:29:28,023
[laughing]
617
00:29:29,939 --> 00:29:32,510
[both laughing]
618
00:29:32,619 --> 00:29:34,303
- That was...
- Sorry. So cliché.
619
00:29:34,419 --> 00:29:36,990
Oh, the worst!
Haughs]
620
00:29:37,099 --> 00:29:38,260
Oh.
621
00:29:38,379 --> 00:29:39,460
You think Chuck's ever had sex here?
622
00:29:39,579 --> 00:29:41,820
- Oh, time to leave right now.
- Ohh. Oh, God. [laughs]
623
00:29:41,939 --> 00:29:42,940
[laughing]
624
00:29:43,059 --> 00:29:46,302
Oh!
Uaughs]
625
00:29:46,419 --> 00:29:48,148
- Oh.
- Oh.
626
00:29:48,259 --> 00:29:50,500
I still want to do something dangerous.
627
00:29:52,779 --> 00:29:54,304
- [car horn honks]
- Hey, Nancy. Chuck Rhoades.
628
00:29:54,419 --> 00:29:55,909
Looking for Wendy.
629
00:29:56,019 --> 00:29:58,670
Wondering if you knew
what she was up to.
630
00:29:58,779 --> 00:30:00,986
Maybe her phone died.
631
00:30:01,099 --> 00:30:03,943
Uh, anyway, when you get this,
let me know if you know.
632
00:30:04,059 --> 00:30:05,106
Thanks.
633
00:30:05,259 --> 00:30:06,624
[car horn honks]
634
00:30:06,739 --> 00:30:08,389
[sighs]
635
00:30:08,499 --> 00:30:10,388
[laughter]
636
00:30:10,499 --> 00:30:13,389
[ambient music playing
over loudspeakers]
637
00:30:13,499 --> 00:30:16,070
N!'
638
00:30:16,179 --> 00:30:18,341
[Ira]
I'll have, uh, another Bulleit.
639
00:30:18,459 --> 00:30:19,585
All right, same thing-
640
00:30:19,699 --> 00:30:22,589
splash of soda and, uh, little-
uh, little lemon zest.
641
00:30:22,699 --> 00:30:23,905
- Okay.
- Oh. Will you bring us two?
642
00:30:24,019 --> 00:30:25,180
Sure.
643
00:30:25,299 --> 00:30:27,301
I was beginning to think
you were a no-show.
644
00:30:27,419 --> 00:30:30,104
I'm beginning to wish I no-showed.
645
00:30:31,619 --> 00:30:33,030
I don't see the appeal.
646
00:30:33,139 --> 00:30:35,506
N!'
647
00:30:35,619 --> 00:30:36,859
[cell phone touch screen clicking]
648
00:30:36,979 --> 00:30:38,026
See it now?
649
00:30:38,139 --> 00:30:40,824
Oh, Christ.
Ira.
650
00:30:40,939 --> 00:30:42,782
Don't make me indict you for child porn.
651
00:30:42,899 --> 00:30:45,106
She's of age.
She just sent that to me.
652
00:30:45,259 --> 00:30:46,749
God bless these 23-year-olds.
653
00:30:46,859 --> 00:30:48,349
They grew up with porn...
654
00:30:48,459 --> 00:30:50,223
- [chuckles]
- ...and daddy issues.
655
00:30:50,339 --> 00:30:52,182
Maybe granddaddy issues in your case.
656
00:30:52,299 --> 00:30:53,949
- Ow.
- [chuckles]
657
00:30:54,099 --> 00:30:56,340
What do you talk
to a 23-year-old about-
658
00:30:56,459 --> 00:30:58,143
Taylor Swift?
659
00:30:58,259 --> 00:30:59,943
Did you meet her on finder?
660
00:31:00,059 --> 00:31:01,549
Actually, I did.
[laughing]
661
00:31:01,659 --> 00:31:04,663
How do you do it?
I mean, get 'em to...
662
00:31:04,819 --> 00:31:07,345
swipe left or right or whatever
on a mug like yours.
663
00:31:07,459 --> 00:31:08,904
You put the Porsche in the finder photo.
664
00:31:09,019 --> 00:31:10,066
[chuckles]
665
00:31:10,179 --> 00:31:11,943
You can't be subtle on finder.
666
00:31:12,059 --> 00:31:13,424
- Mm. Thank you.
- Wow.
667
00:31:13,579 --> 00:31:15,229
Mm-hmm.
668
00:31:15,339 --> 00:31:16,579
- How'd it go?
- [clears throat]
669
00:31:16,699 --> 00:31:18,064
Not as bad as you thought, I'm sure.
670
00:31:18,179 --> 00:31:19,305
Mm.
671
00:31:19,459 --> 00:31:21,541
Worse, I think.
672
00:31:21,659 --> 00:31:25,948
I believe that he used "I told you so"
in all its myriad constructions.
673
00:31:26,059 --> 00:31:29,859
I understand how it must make you feel
to have to ask for a favor like that.
674
00:31:29,979 --> 00:31:32,949
But everyone has a roof.
675
00:31:33,059 --> 00:31:34,788
Accept it.
676
00:31:34,899 --> 00:31:35,786
A roof?
677
00:31:35,899 --> 00:31:37,139
Those two years I was in Russia,
678
00:31:37,259 --> 00:31:38,749
it was right after the Wall came down.
679
00:31:38,859 --> 00:31:41,669
There was money and crazy women.
680
00:31:41,779 --> 00:31:43,383
The Wild West of capitalism.
681
00:31:43,499 --> 00:31:46,628
Anyway, in Russia, you had
to pay someone to protect you,
682
00:31:46,739 --> 00:31:49,310
either the cops or the mob,
and then they were your "roof."
683
00:31:49,419 --> 00:31:52,309
- Mm.
- That's what they called it.
684
00:31:52,419 --> 00:31:54,069
You're down right now.
It's not a moment for pride.
685
00:31:54,179 --> 00:31:56,944
It's a moment for, uh...
686
00:31:57,059 --> 00:32:00,666
consolidation,
positioning, a little security.
687
00:32:00,779 --> 00:32:01,701
Senior's your roof.
688
00:32:01,819 --> 00:32:04,060
- Everyone needs a roof.
- I may need one.
689
00:32:04,179 --> 00:32:06,068
It doesn't mean I have to fucking like it.
690
00:32:06,179 --> 00:32:08,102
Yeah, but if you don't have a roof,
691
00:32:08,219 --> 00:32:10,108
you can't be surprised
when it starts raining on you.
692
00:32:10,259 --> 00:32:11,749
Well, it's like the man sang,
693
00:32:11,859 --> 00:32:14,305
"It may be the Devil,
or it may be the Lord,
694
00:32:14,419 --> 00:32:17,502
but you're gonna have
to serve somebody," right?
695
00:32:17,619 --> 00:32:19,189
- [footsteps approach]
- [woman] Hey.
696
00:32:19,299 --> 00:32:21,108
Hi.
697
00:32:21,219 --> 00:32:23,142
[whispering indistinctly]
698
00:32:23,259 --> 00:32:24,909
[whispering]
What do you think about that?
699
00:32:25,019 --> 00:32:26,384
- All right.
- Mm-hmm.
700
00:32:26,499 --> 00:32:28,820
Tyler, go to the bar.
I'll-l'll find you later.
701
00:32:28,939 --> 00:32:30,179
Okay.
702
00:32:30,299 --> 00:32:34,270
How are you able to keep
it so light, brother?
703
00:32:34,379 --> 00:32:36,905
In law school, you were just
as weighted down as the rest of us.
704
00:32:37,019 --> 00:32:39,147
Light, heavy...
705
00:32:39,259 --> 00:32:41,500
- Who even thinks in those terms?
- Mm-hmm.
706
00:32:41,619 --> 00:32:43,986
Weekends and on Wednesdays,
I'm with my kids, and I'm one way.
707
00:32:44,099 --> 00:32:46,579
And when I'm not,
I'm here or somewhere like it.
708
00:32:46,699 --> 00:32:49,145
Otherwise, what-
watch harness racing on TV?
709
00:32:49,299 --> 00:32:51,301
No, you should know that that's rigged.
710
00:32:51,419 --> 00:32:53,740
They can shift the results
just by dinging one wheel of the sulky.
711
00:32:53,859 --> 00:32:55,748
I don't actually bet the fucking trotters.
712
00:32:55,859 --> 00:32:57,145
- Where are you, fella?
- [scoffs]
713
00:32:57,259 --> 00:32:58,465
'Cause you're not here.
714
00:32:58,579 --> 00:32:59,819
It's one thing if I check my phone.
715
00:32:59,939 --> 00:33:01,703
Could be some girl telling me
she just turned 21.
716
00:33:01,819 --> 00:33:03,230
What the fuck are you doing?
717
00:33:03,339 --> 00:33:04,750
N!'
718
00:33:04,859 --> 00:33:06,941
Wendy.
719
00:33:07,059 --> 00:33:08,185
I don't...
[sighs]
720
00:33:08,299 --> 00:33:10,779
[hip-hop music playing
over loudspeakers]
721
00:33:10,899 --> 00:33:13,982
I'm not sure where she is tonight.
722
00:33:14,099 --> 00:33:15,908
Ah.
723
00:33:16,699 --> 00:33:18,349
- Fuck.
- Yeah.
724
00:33:18,459 --> 00:33:22,908
And, uh, it doesn't feel like
a "we're just out of pocket for a minute."
725
00:33:24,019 --> 00:33:27,068
There's some kind
of continental drift going on.
726
00:33:27,179 --> 00:33:29,420
Worse.
727
00:33:29,539 --> 00:33:31,860
Tectonic collisions.
728
00:33:31,979 --> 00:33:34,789
N!'
729
00:33:34,899 --> 00:33:37,140
You know, no offense, man, but...
730
00:33:37,259 --> 00:33:40,547
all of this is not for me.
731
00:33:40,659 --> 00:33:44,345
So it scares the shit out of me
that it could be where I'm heading.
732
00:33:44,459 --> 00:33:48,544
N!'
733
00:33:48,659 --> 00:33:50,980
[exhales sharply]
It's not really for anyone,
734
00:33:51,099 --> 00:33:52,589
tell you the truth.
735
00:33:54,019 --> 00:33:55,225
No one chooses it.
736
00:33:55,339 --> 00:33:59,469
Even if they think they do
when they walk out the door, it's...
737
00:33:59,619 --> 00:34:01,383
not what they think it'll be,
738
00:34:01,499 --> 00:34:03,467
especially after the first few months.
739
00:34:03,619 --> 00:34:05,223
N!'
740
00:34:05,339 --> 00:34:07,501
Everything I said to you
about the young girls is true.
741
00:34:07,619 --> 00:34:10,099
They're wild and free, and...
742
00:34:10,219 --> 00:34:12,586
they'll lick your dirty places and smile.
743
00:34:12,699 --> 00:34:14,861
But the one thing they are not is...
744
00:34:16,059 --> 00:34:18,380
...my Elizabeth...
745
00:34:18,499 --> 00:34:19,660
or Wendy.
746
00:34:19,779 --> 00:34:21,747
N!'
747
00:34:21,859 --> 00:34:24,260
I know.
748
00:34:24,379 --> 00:34:28,145
I remember nights with Liz,
and she'd be asleep,
749
00:34:28,259 --> 00:34:31,308
and I'd have all these things
that I'd want to tell her.
750
00:34:31,419 --> 00:34:32,580
Then I wouldn't wake her up.
751
00:34:32,699 --> 00:34:35,066
I'd just sit with it, and...
752
00:34:36,379 --> 00:34:38,461
...by morning, they'd be gone.
[sighs]
753
00:34:39,539 --> 00:34:41,541
Plowed under with the routine.
754
00:34:42,579 --> 00:34:45,742
If I could get one of those nights back...
755
00:34:45,859 --> 00:34:49,784
I'm not saying I'd give up
all these nights, but, uh...
756
00:34:53,419 --> 00:34:56,184
Yeah, I probably have
a few things like that I should say.
757
00:34:56,339 --> 00:34:58,307
Then why the fuck
are you still sitting here with me?
758
00:34:58,419 --> 00:34:59,466
[sighs]
759
00:34:59,579 --> 00:35:02,549
'Cause one thing's for sure,
you got absolutely no game.
760
00:35:04,219 --> 00:35:05,061
[chuckles]
761
00:35:06,859 --> 00:35:09,305
I never cried over Donnie, you know.
762
00:35:11,819 --> 00:35:13,981
You wanted to?
763
00:35:14,099 --> 00:35:16,545
I think I should have, maybe.
764
00:35:16,659 --> 00:35:18,502
Last time you did?
765
00:35:18,619 --> 00:35:21,099
- Oh, I don't know.
- Sure you do.
766
00:35:23,059 --> 00:35:24,629
Let's turn here.
767
00:35:24,739 --> 00:35:26,901
I like to wander from time to time.
768
00:35:28,219 --> 00:35:31,940
It's our little expeditions
that keep me around.
769
00:35:32,059 --> 00:35:34,107
Digging in the dirt,
getting under the process,
770
00:35:34,219 --> 00:35:37,541
but I was supposed
to be home hours ago.
771
00:35:37,659 --> 00:35:39,741
Last time you cried.
772
00:35:42,699 --> 00:35:45,987
Fuck. Okay.
773
00:35:46,139 --> 00:35:48,619
You know what really nails me?
774
00:35:50,859 --> 00:35:53,305
These YouTube videos-
775
00:35:53,419 --> 00:35:56,707
soldiers coming home,
surprising their kids at school.
776
00:35:56,859 --> 00:36:00,386
Even better-baseball game.
777
00:36:00,499 --> 00:36:02,786
So the guy subs for the catcher.
778
00:36:02,899 --> 00:36:05,505
Kid goes to the mound,
he gets ready to pitch.
779
00:36:05,659 --> 00:36:08,344
He throws one.
He hasn't noticed.
780
00:36:08,459 --> 00:36:10,905
And the catcher goes to the mound,
781
00:36:11,019 --> 00:36:13,590
takes off his mask, kid sees him,
782
00:36:13,699 --> 00:36:17,021
and the dad just wraps him in a hug.
783
00:36:18,139 --> 00:36:20,710
I have no idea why,
but if I stumble across one of those,
784
00:36:20,819 --> 00:36:23,299
I am gone.
785
00:36:23,419 --> 00:36:26,184
Does it feel good after?
786
00:36:26,299 --> 00:36:28,870
Yeah, it does.
787
00:36:29,019 --> 00:36:30,259
Jesus.
788
00:36:30,379 --> 00:36:32,700
Nobody knows that, not even Lara.
789
00:36:32,819 --> 00:36:35,584
It's okay for that to be private.
790
00:36:35,699 --> 00:36:37,224
Do you know what's going on?
791
00:36:37,339 --> 00:36:40,183
You're not gonna tell me
it's because my dad never came home?
792
00:36:40,299 --> 00:36:44,748
Well, I think that might be in there,
but I think we resolved a bunch of that.
793
00:36:46,019 --> 00:36:49,102
No, I think about the mask itself.
794
00:36:49,219 --> 00:36:51,620
I think about what it means
that the dad pulls off the mask,
795
00:36:51,739 --> 00:36:55,300
and he's not only seen but loved
for who he is
796
00:36:55,459 --> 00:36:59,509
underneath that hard metal exterior.
797
00:36:59,619 --> 00:37:02,702
Well, that guy's a hero.
He deserves the love.
798
00:37:04,179 --> 00:37:05,544
And you?
799
00:37:10,219 --> 00:37:12,062
What happens when you take it off?
800
00:37:14,459 --> 00:37:16,223
Will you still be loved...
801
00:37:17,219 --> 00:37:19,870
...by the guys here, your kids, Lara?
802
00:37:19,979 --> 00:37:21,902
What if you're not perfect?
803
00:37:23,019 --> 00:37:25,226
What if you miss one every few years?
804
00:37:26,539 --> 00:37:27,904
Yeah.
805
00:37:28,019 --> 00:37:29,430
What then?
806
00:37:29,579 --> 00:37:32,423
♪ Pensive music I
807
00:37:32,579 --> 00:37:33,944
N!'
808
00:37:34,059 --> 00:37:36,107
Let's stay with Donnie a minute more.
809
00:37:36,219 --> 00:37:39,348
III
810
00:37:39,459 --> 00:37:42,781
♪ Subpoenaed in Texas ♪
811
00:37:42,899 --> 00:37:45,266
♪ Sequestered in Memphis I
812
00:37:45,379 --> 00:37:47,586
It's not the same without the Fiero.
813
00:37:47,699 --> 00:37:50,430
Yeah.
Can't feel the road in this.
814
00:37:50,539 --> 00:37:53,110
And you can't hear the fucking engine.
815
00:37:54,099 --> 00:37:55,180
Are we going somewhere?
816
00:37:56,419 --> 00:37:57,944
Nah.
817
00:37:58,059 --> 00:37:59,424
We're just gonna joyride.
818
00:37:59,539 --> 00:38:00,620
III
819
00:38:00,739 --> 00:38:03,663
♪ I think she drove a new Mustang I
820
00:38:04,859 --> 00:38:06,099
♪ I guess it might be a rental I
821
00:38:06,219 --> 00:38:07,823
- No.
- [helicopter blades whirring]
822
00:38:07,939 --> 00:38:11,386
♪ I remember she had satellite radio ♪
823
00:38:11,499 --> 00:38:13,740
♪ I guess she seemed a bit nervous I
824
00:38:13,859 --> 00:38:15,987
♪ Do you think I'm that stupid? I
825
00:38:16,099 --> 00:38:17,669
- Are you ready?
- Yeah.
826
00:38:17,779 --> 00:38:19,065
Oh, my God.
827
00:38:19,179 --> 00:38:20,749
Fuck, yeah.
828
00:38:20,859 --> 00:38:23,066
[helicopter blades whirring]
829
00:38:24,819 --> 00:38:27,504
You know, I think
you're right about me, Lou.
830
00:38:27,619 --> 00:38:30,828
I'm not your ballsy big sister
who doesn't give two shits.
831
00:38:30,939 --> 00:38:33,101
The old me would've told Bobby
to go fuck himself
832
00:38:33,219 --> 00:38:35,665
for blowing me off to talk
to Wendy Rhoades all night.
833
00:38:35,779 --> 00:38:37,588
So why didn't you?
834
00:38:37,699 --> 00:38:40,748
Because I'm different than who I was.
835
00:38:40,899 --> 00:38:43,823
Improved, supposedly.
836
00:38:43,939 --> 00:38:46,146
You didn't need that kind of improving.
837
00:38:48,299 --> 00:38:50,427
I do need something, though.
838
00:38:53,379 --> 00:38:54,824
What?
839
00:38:56,499 --> 00:38:58,263
What do you want?
840
00:39:04,019 --> 00:39:05,703
I tell you,
841
00:39:05,819 --> 00:39:08,550
this beats hitting the mall
and shoplifting earrings.
842
00:39:08,659 --> 00:39:10,661
- Mm.
- [chuckles]
843
00:39:10,779 --> 00:39:14,500
God, we'd always end up
at that stupid mall.
844
00:39:14,619 --> 00:39:17,384
Remember when Mom
bought us scratch-offs
845
00:39:17,499 --> 00:39:20,230
and we agreed, if either of us won,
we'd go on a shopping spree?
846
00:39:20,339 --> 00:39:21,420
Yeah.
847
00:39:21,539 --> 00:39:23,268
You kind of won.
848
00:39:28,779 --> 00:39:31,385
We've now gone
as far as we possibly can
849
00:39:31,499 --> 00:39:32,910
without getting to it.
850
00:39:33,019 --> 00:39:36,023
[insects chirping]
851
00:39:37,699 --> 00:39:39,030
Donnie.
852
00:39:41,539 --> 00:39:44,224
Fine. Donnie.
853
00:39:44,379 --> 00:39:46,347
But first, tell me
what you've put together.
854
00:39:46,459 --> 00:39:49,508
I know you used him as a shield.
855
00:39:49,619 --> 00:39:52,748
I don't know how exactly.
856
00:39:52,859 --> 00:39:55,430
And I know you left his family
well off afterwards.
857
00:39:55,539 --> 00:39:57,382
That's all true.
858
00:39:58,899 --> 00:40:01,789
So you should feel great.
859
00:40:01,939 --> 00:40:04,510
You saved your kingdom
860
00:40:04,619 --> 00:40:08,180
and rewarded richly the knight
who fell on his sword so you could do it.
861
00:40:08,299 --> 00:40:10,870
A king who does not mourn that knight
862
00:40:10,979 --> 00:40:14,426
and who goes on building
his own castle...
863
00:40:15,899 --> 00:40:18,630
Oh, so that's why
you missed on the trade.
864
00:40:18,739 --> 00:40:19,820
You loved him,
865
00:40:19,939 --> 00:40:21,941
so, subconsciously,
you're punishing yourself.
866
00:40:25,899 --> 00:40:27,742
I stole from him.
867
00:40:27,859 --> 00:40:30,305
♪ Pensive music I
868
00:40:30,419 --> 00:40:31,784
His time...
869
00:40:31,899 --> 00:40:32,821
III
870
00:40:32,939 --> 00:40:34,703
...without his permission.
871
00:40:34,819 --> 00:40:37,663
Doctor presented me
with a chance to get Donnie
872
00:40:37,779 --> 00:40:40,703
some experimental treatment,
not a cure.
873
00:40:40,819 --> 00:40:42,583
III
874
00:40:42,699 --> 00:40:47,261
But it could've extended
his life a few months...
875
00:40:47,379 --> 00:40:48,983
III
876
00:40:49,099 --> 00:40:52,785
...and maybe long enough for him
to have seen Christmas.
877
00:40:54,819 --> 00:40:58,426
But also maybe long enough
for him to testify against me.
878
00:40:59,419 --> 00:41:02,150
And...
879
00:41:02,259 --> 00:41:05,980
I stopped that from happening
because it didn't suit my purposes.
880
00:41:06,099 --> 00:41:08,101
And I'm punishing myself
881
00:41:08,219 --> 00:41:10,460
because I cannot believe
I have the capacity
882
00:41:10,579 --> 00:41:13,150
to do that to someone I care about.
883
00:41:13,299 --> 00:41:15,950
III
884
00:41:16,059 --> 00:41:17,470
That's your fear?
885
00:41:17,579 --> 00:41:19,627
III
886
00:41:19,739 --> 00:41:22,629
That even when you care about someone,
you can use them for your own ends?
887
00:41:22,739 --> 00:41:25,310
If that is true, I don't like
what it says about me.
888
00:41:25,419 --> 00:41:29,310
It may be true,
but that's not what this is.
889
00:41:29,419 --> 00:41:31,660
You're punishing yourself
890
00:41:31,819 --> 00:41:35,619
because you're understanding
that you didn't care...
891
00:41:35,779 --> 00:41:37,110
about Donnie...
892
00:41:38,779 --> 00:41:40,269
...not really.
893
00:41:41,339 --> 00:41:43,706
That's what scares you.
894
00:41:43,819 --> 00:41:46,186
III
895
00:41:46,299 --> 00:41:47,710
Yes.
896
00:41:47,819 --> 00:41:50,186
III
897
00:41:50,339 --> 00:41:52,706
When I heard about Donnie's death, I...
898
00:41:52,819 --> 00:41:55,789
III
899
00:41:55,899 --> 00:41:57,947
...I felt relief.
900
00:41:58,059 --> 00:42:00,107
And all the rest-
the sorrow, the sadness-
901
00:42:00,219 --> 00:42:02,699
it was-it was buried way down.
902
00:42:02,819 --> 00:42:05,106
Like it didn't exist at all.
903
00:42:05,219 --> 00:42:06,550
That's right.
904
00:42:06,659 --> 00:42:08,707
III
905
00:42:08,819 --> 00:42:12,665
So the question you've been
afraid to ask out loud...
906
00:42:12,819 --> 00:42:15,106
but have been whispering
to yourself ever since,
907
00:42:15,219 --> 00:42:17,301
do you want to ask it?
908
00:42:17,419 --> 00:42:19,990
- Do I have to?
- I think you do.
909
00:42:21,059 --> 00:42:22,788
I can't say it for you.
910
00:42:22,899 --> 00:42:25,903
III
911
00:42:28,819 --> 00:42:32,141
Well, people who have
the capacity to feel nothing...
912
00:42:32,259 --> 00:42:34,466
III
913
00:42:34,579 --> 00:42:37,583
...they call them sociopaths.
914
00:42:37,699 --> 00:42:40,543
III
915
00:42:40,659 --> 00:42:42,309
Is that what I am?
916
00:42:42,419 --> 00:42:44,308
III
917
00:42:44,419 --> 00:42:45,830
What do you think?
918
00:42:45,979 --> 00:42:48,346
III
919
00:42:48,459 --> 00:42:49,790
I don't know.
920
00:42:49,939 --> 00:42:52,021
III
921
00:42:52,139 --> 00:42:55,302
This is how you manifest guilt.
922
00:42:55,419 --> 00:42:58,104
If you didn't have it,
you wouldn't have lost the money,
923
00:42:58,219 --> 00:42:59,948
you wouldn't be punishing yourself.
924
00:43:00,059 --> 00:43:02,949
But it is a...
925
00:43:03,059 --> 00:43:04,823
crucial time.
926
00:43:06,059 --> 00:43:09,461
Your switch plate is removed.
Your wiring is exposed.
927
00:43:09,579 --> 00:43:11,946
Your blue ones go
where your red ones should.
928
00:43:12,059 --> 00:43:12,946
That's for sure.
929
00:43:13,059 --> 00:43:15,460
A normal person wouldn't engage
in the behavior.
930
00:43:15,579 --> 00:43:18,583
A sociopath wouldn't give a shit.
931
00:43:18,699 --> 00:43:20,542
You're somewhere in between.
932
00:43:20,659 --> 00:43:23,742
You are practiced
at turning off your feelings.
933
00:43:23,859 --> 00:43:26,465
Do it enough, it's a pattern.
Keep going, they die.
934
00:43:26,579 --> 00:43:29,310
So it's either fix it...
935
00:43:29,419 --> 00:43:31,626
III
936
00:43:31,739 --> 00:43:35,186
...or close yourself back up
and see what happens.
937
00:43:35,299 --> 00:43:38,940
III
938
00:44:05,539 --> 00:44:07,541
- [switch clicks]
- Thank you, Anil.
939
00:44:07,659 --> 00:44:10,105
Really, thank you.
I know this is weird.
940
00:44:10,219 --> 00:44:13,143
- [chuckles]
- Anytime.
941
00:44:13,259 --> 00:44:15,261
Just keep it open till we're done.
942
00:44:15,379 --> 00:44:16,540
- Okay.
- Holy shit, Lar!
943
00:44:16,659 --> 00:44:19,139
Yeah, holy shit.
Haughs]
944
00:44:19,259 --> 00:44:21,944
'Aah!
Uaughs]
945
00:44:22,059 --> 00:44:25,108
♪ Shadows on the wall
cross my face in black lines a'
946
00:44:25,219 --> 00:44:28,268
♪ I'm so disconnected
at the foot of the bed a'
947
00:44:28,379 --> 00:44:30,427
- [fireworks whistling]
- ♪ Don't know what to say ♪
948
00:44:30,579 --> 00:44:31,944
♪ Don't know what I said I
949
00:44:32,059 --> 00:44:33,299
- Bright.
- So cool.
950
00:44:33,459 --> 00:44:35,541
♪ Maybe every promise
anybody makes a'
951
00:44:35,659 --> 00:44:37,468
- [laughing]
- ♪ ls destined for the rocks ♪
952
00:44:37,579 --> 00:44:39,024
♪ The longer it takes I
953
00:44:39,139 --> 00:44:42,666
♪ Daylight is so close,
I can almost taste it a'
954
00:44:42,779 --> 00:44:45,862
♪ It's all I got, it's not right I
955
00:44:45,979 --> 00:44:48,141
- ♪ Everything is broken... ♪
- [sirens wailing in the distance]
956
00:44:48,259 --> 00:44:49,420
♪ In my mind a'
957
00:44:49,539 --> 00:44:51,143
- Key part of breaking the law...
- What?
958
00:44:51,259 --> 00:44:53,261
- ...is getting away. Come on.
- Ooh!
959
00:44:53,379 --> 00:44:54,983
♪ Don't wanna lose control I
960
00:44:55,099 --> 00:44:57,670
♪ Baby, I just might I
961
00:44:57,819 --> 00:45:01,141
III
962
00:45:01,259 --> 00:45:02,988
[Wendy]
What we did tonight was pretty heavy.
963
00:45:03,099 --> 00:45:06,103
There might be aftershocks.
964
00:45:06,219 --> 00:45:08,347
Yeah, I know.
965
00:45:08,459 --> 00:45:11,702
You did to me what I do to companies.
966
00:45:11,819 --> 00:45:14,345
Took me apart, put me together again.
967
00:45:17,619 --> 00:45:19,701
You seem tired.
968
00:45:20,819 --> 00:45:22,867
Or are you just disgusted
at what you heard?
969
00:45:26,379 --> 00:45:28,700
Take this away with you.
970
00:45:30,699 --> 00:45:33,589
You are a difference maker,
971
00:45:33,699 --> 00:45:35,428
but you're not a god.
972
00:45:35,539 --> 00:45:37,109
♪ Pensive music I
973
00:45:37,219 --> 00:45:39,301
Pancreatic takes everyone.
974
00:45:39,419 --> 00:45:41,103
It's like the market.
It does what it wants.
975
00:45:41,219 --> 00:45:42,266
III
976
00:45:42,379 --> 00:45:45,622
And no magical thinking
was ever gonna change that.
977
00:45:45,779 --> 00:45:46,905
III
978
00:45:47,019 --> 00:45:50,705
So, no, I'm not disgusted with you.
979
00:45:50,819 --> 00:45:53,584
For whatever reason,
when it comes to you, that's...
980
00:45:54,579 --> 00:45:56,422
...that's just not on the table.
981
00:45:56,539 --> 00:45:58,268
III
982
00:45:58,419 --> 00:46:01,946
You know, some of your wires
aren't where they should be either.
983
00:46:02,059 --> 00:46:04,141
[chuckles]
984
00:46:04,299 --> 00:46:06,779
[inhales deeply]
985
00:46:06,899 --> 00:46:09,186
I can't argue.
986
00:46:09,299 --> 00:46:10,949
[device hisses]
987
00:46:11,099 --> 00:46:13,466
Is that why you've been looking
at other shops?
988
00:46:13,579 --> 00:46:17,470
III
989
00:46:17,579 --> 00:46:19,866
That's what
you've been drilling for all night.
990
00:46:19,979 --> 00:46:23,028
Where were you thinking about?
991
00:46:23,139 --> 00:46:26,746
Was it Insight, Point One Four?
992
00:46:26,859 --> 00:46:28,782
III
993
00:46:28,899 --> 00:46:29,980
No, Zenobia.
994
00:46:30,099 --> 00:46:31,988
[clicks tongue]
995
00:46:32,099 --> 00:46:33,669
III
996
00:46:33,779 --> 00:46:36,544
Yeah, Zenobia.
997
00:46:36,659 --> 00:46:39,629
You think you'll be different there?
998
00:46:39,739 --> 00:46:42,026
Fixed?
999
00:46:42,139 --> 00:46:43,504
III
1000
00:46:43,619 --> 00:46:48,102
Working in a simpler, safer way
will allow you to step back from the edge?
1001
00:46:48,259 --> 00:46:51,183
III
1002
00:46:51,299 --> 00:46:53,347
That's for a different session.
1003
00:46:53,459 --> 00:46:55,029
[device hisses]
1004
00:46:55,139 --> 00:46:58,143
III
1005
00:47:07,099 --> 00:47:09,340
Wait.
Pull over here.
1006
00:47:09,459 --> 00:47:11,666
Kill the lights.
1007
00:47:11,779 --> 00:47:14,430
[gears shift, engine turns off]
1008
00:47:16,979 --> 00:47:19,983
[insects chirping]
1009
00:47:37,339 --> 00:47:41,185
[indistinct conversation,
laughter in the distance]
1010
00:47:41,299 --> 00:47:44,189
♪ Tense music I
1011
00:47:44,299 --> 00:47:49,305
III
1012
00:48:03,139 --> 00:48:06,143
[music intensifies]
1013
00:48:15,019 --> 00:48:17,101
Take me back to the city.
1014
00:48:17,219 --> 00:48:20,109
♪ The Black Heart Procession's
"Suicide" playing a'
1015
00:48:20,219 --> 00:48:22,426
N!'
1016
00:48:22,539 --> 00:48:26,260
[door buzzes]
1017
00:48:26,379 --> 00:48:27,426
[door closes]
1018
00:48:27,539 --> 00:48:32,545
III
1019
00:48:34,219 --> 00:48:36,586
[man grunts loudly]
1020
00:48:37,579 --> 00:48:40,583
[electricity crackles]
1021
00:48:49,419 --> 00:48:52,787
♪ As my bones creak I
1022
00:48:52,899 --> 00:48:56,187
♪ And my veins scream a'
1023
00:48:56,299 --> 00:48:59,348
♪ While my spirit breaks I
1024
00:48:59,459 --> 00:49:03,100
♪ I hear you calling me I
1025
00:49:03,219 --> 00:49:06,621
♪ As my heart aches ♪
1026
00:49:06,739 --> 00:49:10,061
♪ And my hands shake I
1027
00:49:10,179 --> 00:49:12,420
♪ While my mind fades I
1028
00:49:12,539 --> 00:49:16,942
- [woman] Enter.
- ♪ From these dark days ♪
1029
00:49:17,059 --> 00:49:19,585
♪ In the valley where I come from a'
1030
00:49:19,699 --> 00:49:21,189
- ♪ They'll cut your wrists ♪
- [door closes]
1031
00:49:21,299 --> 00:49:23,461
♪ And hang you by the neck I
1032
00:49:23,579 --> 00:49:25,263
Mr. Martinez.
1033
00:49:25,419 --> 00:49:27,069
♪ I like your suicide I
1034
00:49:27,179 --> 00:49:29,830
It's been a long time.
1035
00:49:29,939 --> 00:49:32,590
- Yes, it has.
- ♪ I like your suicide ♪
1036
00:49:35,099 --> 00:49:38,820
I can only assume...
1037
00:49:38,939 --> 00:49:41,306
you've been a wretched...
1038
00:49:42,499 --> 00:49:44,627
[softly]
...speck of shit.
1039
00:49:44,739 --> 00:49:45,820
III
1040
00:49:47,179 --> 00:49:50,547
♪ As my heart aches ♪
1041
00:49:50,659 --> 00:49:52,787
♪ And my hands shake I
1042
00:49:52,899 --> 00:49:53,946
[exhales sharply]
1043
00:49:54,059 --> 00:49:57,268
♪ While my mind fades I
1044
00:49:57,379 --> 00:49:58,619
[softly]
Red.
1045
00:49:58,739 --> 00:49:59,706
- ♪ From these dark days ♪
- [grunts]
1046
00:49:59,819 --> 00:50:01,344
Red!
1047
00:50:01,459 --> 00:50:03,427
- I'm sorry.
- [breathing heavily]
1048
00:50:03,579 --> 00:50:05,468
Did I not pick up the body language?
1049
00:50:05,579 --> 00:50:09,265
- It's been a while.
- No. Fuck!
1050
00:50:09,419 --> 00:50:10,864
No.
1051
00:50:10,979 --> 00:50:12,504
It's me. I can't.
1052
00:50:12,619 --> 00:50:14,428
[metal clinking]
1053
00:50:14,539 --> 00:50:16,541
I, uh...
1054
00:50:17,899 --> 00:50:19,060
I didn't get permission.
1055
00:50:21,939 --> 00:50:25,148
You didn't get permission
from Mrs. Martinez?
1056
00:50:25,259 --> 00:50:27,739
Oh, my God.
What are you doing here?
1057
00:50:29,979 --> 00:50:32,380
- I don't know.
- Go get permission.
1058
00:50:32,499 --> 00:50:34,228
Yeah, it's not so simple.
1059
00:50:35,259 --> 00:50:37,739
Does Wendy not role-play anymore?
1060
00:50:37,859 --> 00:50:41,227
The workshop went so well.
She was a fucking all-star.
1061
00:50:41,339 --> 00:50:42,829
It's like she's...
1062
00:50:42,939 --> 00:50:45,067
[sighs]
1063
00:50:45,179 --> 00:50:47,466
...she's intractable.
1064
00:50:48,499 --> 00:50:50,467
And she's so...
1065
00:50:52,939 --> 00:50:54,145
...so distant.
1066
00:50:54,299 --> 00:50:56,381
Chuck...
1067
00:50:56,499 --> 00:50:59,582
you guys should go see someone.
1068
00:50:59,699 --> 00:51:01,428
You can both come here if you want.
1069
00:51:01,539 --> 00:51:03,428
- [sighs]
- [muffled voices, banging]
1070
00:51:03,539 --> 00:51:05,268
- [man] Who the fuck are you?
- [loud thud]
1071
00:51:05,379 --> 00:51:06,460
What the fuck you doing, man?
1072
00:51:06,579 --> 00:51:08,422
- What the fuck?
- [man grunts]
1073
00:51:10,899 --> 00:51:12,583
[bouncer]
Asshole was taking pictures.
1074
00:51:12,699 --> 00:51:15,270
Give me that.
Give it to me!
1075
00:51:15,379 --> 00:51:18,269
♪ Tense music I
1076
00:51:18,379 --> 00:51:22,179
N!'
1077
00:51:22,299 --> 00:51:24,586
You've been following me all night?
1078
00:51:24,699 --> 00:51:26,064
III
1079
00:51:26,179 --> 00:51:28,102
Oh, my God.
I can't be here.
1080
00:51:28,219 --> 00:51:29,789
L got to g0-
1081
00:51:29,899 --> 00:51:32,789
[music volume increases]
1082
00:51:32,899 --> 00:51:34,025
III
1083
00:51:34,139 --> 00:51:36,665
[music intensifies]
1084
00:51:36,779 --> 00:51:37,826
[door closes]
1085
00:51:37,939 --> 00:51:40,943
[footsteps approaching]
1086
00:52:03,379 --> 00:52:05,381
Must've been some party.
1087
00:52:08,619 --> 00:52:10,701
We didn't go.
We made our own.
1088
00:52:10,819 --> 00:52:12,787
'UaUghs]
' [sighs]
1089
00:52:12,899 --> 00:52:14,424
How are you?
1090
00:52:16,899 --> 00:52:19,345
I feel young again.
Want to go to prom?
1091
00:52:19,459 --> 00:52:21,507
I know better than to go with the bad boy.
1092
00:52:21,619 --> 00:52:22,905
[singsmg voice]
Do you?
1093
00:52:23,019 --> 00:52:25,465
[singsong voice]
Maybe.
1094
00:52:27,619 --> 00:52:30,702
[normal voice]
I cry sometimes...
1095
00:52:30,819 --> 00:52:32,821
at sentimental things.
1096
00:52:32,979 --> 00:52:34,469
♪ Pensive music I
1097
00:52:34,579 --> 00:52:37,025
Commercials.
1098
00:52:37,139 --> 00:52:38,823
And I don't tell you.
1099
00:52:38,939 --> 00:52:41,829
♪ Sentimental music I
1100
00:52:41,939 --> 00:52:42,826
N!'
1101
00:52:42,939 --> 00:52:44,862
Okay.
1102
00:52:44,979 --> 00:52:47,027
III
1103
00:52:47,139 --> 00:52:50,063
[breathes deeply]
1104
00:52:50,179 --> 00:52:52,910
I'm glad that tonight helped,
1105
00:52:53,019 --> 00:52:56,421
but don't ever fucking do that
to me again.
1106
00:52:56,539 --> 00:52:58,507
III
1107
00:52:58,619 --> 00:53:00,189
I don't think I will.
1108
00:53:00,339 --> 00:53:05,345
III
1109
00:53:24,339 --> 00:53:27,343
[keys clacking]
1110
00:53:42,059 --> 00:53:43,345
[key clacks]
1111
00:53:45,699 --> 00:53:48,703
[keys clacking]
1112
00:54:03,299 --> 00:54:06,428
[exhales deeply]
1113
00:54:07,979 --> 00:54:09,424
[door creaks]
1114
00:54:15,019 --> 00:54:17,943
♪ Pensive music I
1115
00:54:18,059 --> 00:54:23,065
N!'
1116
00:54:30,579 --> 00:54:32,229
[exhales deeply]
1117
00:54:32,339 --> 00:54:35,229
[shower running]
1118
00:54:35,339 --> 00:54:40,345
III
1119
00:54:42,459 --> 00:54:44,461
[exhales sharply]
1120
00:55:05,739 --> 00:55:10,745
III
1121
00:55:15,379 --> 00:55:18,383
[keys clacking]
1122
00:55:24,819 --> 00:55:29,620
III
1123
00:55:45,739 --> 00:55:48,743
[keys clacking]
1124
00:55:52,979 --> 00:55:57,507
III
1125
00:55:57,619 --> 00:56:00,782
♪ Bob Dylan's
"Gotta Serve Somebody" playing a'
1126
00:56:00,939 --> 00:56:03,385
N!'
1127
00:56:03,499 --> 00:56:04,546
[keys clack]
1128
00:56:04,659 --> 00:56:06,548
[faucet squeaks, shower stops running]
1129
00:56:06,659 --> 00:56:10,709
III
1130
00:56:12,499 --> 00:56:17,426
♪ You may be an ambassador
to England or France a'
1131
00:56:17,579 --> 00:56:20,310
♪ You may like to gamble I
1132
00:56:20,459 --> 00:56:22,507
♪ You might like to dance I
1133
00:56:22,619 --> 00:56:23,905
- [bathroom door opens]
- ♪ You may be ♪
1134
00:56:24,019 --> 00:56:27,148
♪ The heavyweight champion
of the world a'
1135
00:56:27,299 --> 00:56:31,748
♪ You might be a socialite
with a long string of pearls a'
1136
00:56:31,859 --> 00:56:35,420
♪ But you're gonna have
to serve somebody I'
1137
00:56:35,539 --> 00:56:36,745
♪ Yes, indeed 4'
1138
00:56:36,859 --> 00:56:39,305
♪ You're gonna have
to serve somebody a'
1139
00:56:39,419 --> 00:56:42,389
III
1140
00:56:42,499 --> 00:56:46,743
♪ Well, it may be the Devil
or it may be the Lord I'
1141
00:56:46,899 --> 00:56:50,187
♪ But you're gonna have
to serve somebody I'
1142
00:56:50,299 --> 00:56:52,950
N!'
1143
00:56:53,059 --> 00:56:55,426
♪ You may be a rock-and-roll addict I
1144
00:56:55,539 --> 00:56:57,507
♪ Prancing on the stage I
1145
00:56:57,659 --> 00:57:00,629
♪ You might have drugs
at your command a'
1146
00:57:00,739 --> 00:57:02,901
♪ Women in a cage ♪
1147
00:57:03,019 --> 00:57:05,181
♪ You may be a businessman I
1148
00:57:05,299 --> 00:57:07,540
♪ Or some high degree thief ♪
1149
00:57:07,659 --> 00:57:10,185
♪ They may call you doctor I
1150
00:57:10,339 --> 00:57:12,023
♪ Or they may call you chief I
1151
00:57:12,139 --> 00:57:13,300
♪ But you're gonna have to... I