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The story you are about to see is true.

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As far as I know.

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Okay.

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I'm sorry the people
just turn and look at you

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as if you are from the zoo.

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Don't worry. I am from the zoo.

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Somehow I don't feel it's
going to be safe for you.

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Look, don't get out of the car
until I tell you to, okay?

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- You're getting out?
- Yeah.

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It's okay, I'll be fine.

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It's so joyful.

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Just had the first victory.

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And there are lots
of other people too,

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and you'll see them there.

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Jennifer, sweetheart,
it's me again.

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Would you call me back, please?

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You're not gonna
believe what I found.

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This story that you
wrote in English class.

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I'm worried about you.

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Jennifer, I really
need to talk to you.

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I don't know where you are.
I mean, you could be anywhere.

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I'm going to send this to you.

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I'm going to send it express mail,

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and I want you to read it.

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Call me, please.

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Hey, babe.

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I guess you're
already on the plane.

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Have a good trip back.
I'll see you when you get home.

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Love you.

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I think that's why
my partner's special,

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because he's probably the only man

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I've really and consistently
loved for 10 years.

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Do you want to have children?

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Yeah. Oh, I get the motherly urge.

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I want children.

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Then I think, no,

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on Monday, I have a meeting,

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on Tuesday,
I have a demonstration,

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on Thursday, my bank meeting,
on Friday...

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Babe. I come bearing gifts.

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You got me something?

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Yeah.

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Where are you?

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Nowhere. I'm just...

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Sorry, I was just
thinking about my mom.

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She's been calling, and, um...

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she, uh, read this story
I wrote when I was a kid

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about my first boyfriend.

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And...

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I hadn't told her about it,
because he was older.

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So she's beside herself,

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trying to reach me.

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Babe.

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You know,
I never shot in Atlanta before.

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You got everything?

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Yeah.

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I'm kinda excited.

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It's gonna go great.

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Yeah.

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So that came for you.

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Oh, yeah?

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- It's from your mom.
- Yeah.

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I'm gonna miss you.

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- Love you.
- Love you.

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- I'll be back Tuesday.
- Okay.

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Mom! Mother!

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You're getting it all over me.

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I just need you to eat a little.

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Can you get the milk for the--
I need milk for Lucy's.

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Sit down! Now!

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Excuse me. Come here.

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Go and sit!

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Go! Sit!

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And does it abut on protected land?

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Yes.

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Well, I'm going to need
to have it assessed.

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I can have my guy out there
by the end of the week.

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Yes, of course.

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I'd like to begin this story

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by telling you
something so beautiful.

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Yeah, hey.

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I've been so worried about you.

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- Did you read it yet?
- No. Where'd you find it?

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It was in a box in
the storage room.

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What does it matter
where I found it?

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What matters is what it says.

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What happened?

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What-- what are you talking about?

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You lied to me all these years.

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Mom, this is why I
didn't tell you,

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because I knew you'd
react this way.

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Oh, what is that supposed to mean?

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That I'm too stupid to understand?

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No, I never said that.

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I found Bill on the Internet.

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What?

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There he is,

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for all the world to see.

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Famous as ever.

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Hold on, I'm gonna
go in the office.

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Just a minute.

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Mom, what are you talking about?

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Did you ever try looking him up?

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No, I thought he was,
I don't know, dead or...

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Well, all you have to
do is type in his name.

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Oh, my God.

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Oh, my God. He looks so much older.

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I couldn't find anything on her, though.

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However, I do know somebody
who'd put me in touch

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with Becky Davis.

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Yeah, Becky was there that summer.

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Yeah, and she lives
right over on Fairview.

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What are you talking about?

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You know, you haven't come down for,
like, two months.

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I could use a little help.

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- Mom, what are you doing?
- Well, maybe she knows

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how we could get in
touch with Mrs. G.

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I can't do this
this weekend, okay?

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I've got papers to grade,

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and Martin wants me to
look at venues on Saturday.

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You're 48 years old.

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You've been engaged
for three years.

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He's not going anywhere.

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I'll talk to you tomorrow, okay?

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Okay. Love you.

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Love you. Bye.

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I'd like to begin this story

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by telling you
something so beautiful.

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I've met two very special people

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whom I've come to love dearly.

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Imagine a woman who's married

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and a man who is divorced

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sharing their lives
in close friendship.

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Loving each other with
all their souls...

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yet not being close
with their bodies.

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Get this-- I'm part of them both.

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I'm lucky enough

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to be able to share in their love.

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When I'm away from them,

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the earth seems to
shake and tremble...

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...and often I'm afraid
I'll fall off of it.

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Well, that was fast.

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Did you come to your senses?

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Mom, you are so wrong.

145
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What am I wrong about now?

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Mrs. G was an incredible woman.

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Did you read what your teacher
said on the back page?

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Read it. Now.

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"If what you talk about
here were accurate,

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"I would say you had been taken
advantage of by older people.

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"But clearly you have a fine,

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full set of emotions
blossoming into womanhood."

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You see? Even your English
teacher knew without telling me.

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Can you just let me sit
with my own memories?

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No, I want you to nail them.

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Mom, please.

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It makes me want to see her again.

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Who are you?

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Jennifer.

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- Who?
- Jenny.

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The girl over there
arriving at your house.

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Oh. Jenny.

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You're coming to spend
the summer here.

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So you remember me?

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Of course I remember you.

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You've had a few lessons.

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Am I talented?

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Am I a good rider?

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No, I wouldn't say so.

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Not a natural.

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Your family's rich, though.

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- Jews.
- Jews?

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I'd never met a Jew
until I came to America.

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Jews don't ride horses.

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Ever seen a Jew
competing at Brighton?

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I suppose I should get on with it.

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Hi, there.

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- You must be Jane.
- I am.

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I'm Aaron, it's nice to meet you.

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- So nice to meet you finally.
- Finally face-to-face.

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- Many phone calls later.
- It's a pleasure.

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- Jenny, how are you?
- Good, how are you?

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I'm well, I'm well.

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Let's take him to the stalls.

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Okay.

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Hey, Mom, what did you
say Becky's address was?

187
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Can you text it to me?

188
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Why are you telling this story, Jenny?

189
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I always wanted to
have a story to tell,

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but nothing ever
happened to me before.

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- This is a beautiful piece of property.
- Oh, thank you.

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She was the most beautiful
woman I had ever met.

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Oh, it's so nice to have her...

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I knew my father
would fall for her.

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Everyone did.

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I did.

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And there are two other girls

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who are joining Jenny
this afternoon.

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- I see.
- Which is lovely.

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Good number, I think.

201
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Not too many to
keep an eyeball on.

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When Jenny first started
with this horse business

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I didn't understand it.

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- Really?
- Her mother still doesn't.

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I see now how good it is for her,
though.

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Do you know, in Russia,
Jews were not allowed to ride horses?

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- Dad!
- What?

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00:12:53,955 --> 00:12:55,995
Because no Jew could be
higher than a Russian.

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But Jenny's great-great-uncle,
he was very tall.

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- And he rode a horse.
- Dad, please.

211
00:13:01,906 --> 00:13:03,362
- What?
- You ready to work hard

212
00:13:03,446 --> 00:13:05,611
for the next few weeks, missus?

213
00:13:05,694 --> 00:13:06,942
Yes.

214
00:13:08,108 --> 00:13:09,440
Right, off we go.

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Take the salad, Franny.

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You take the rest.

217
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Thank you, Becky.

218
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And you, Mrs. Cat.

219
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It's hot. Use your gloves, please.

220
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Never, ever, ever put a
pie crust on the bottom.

221
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It only gets soggy.

222
00:13:46,486 --> 00:13:47,807
That and the raisins

223
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are the secret to the
perfect apple pie.

224
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But don't you tell anyone.

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Off you go.

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Dr. G and I are so pleased

227
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to welcome you to our home

228
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for what we're sure will
be a fine summer season.

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00:14:03,718 --> 00:14:06,093
Franny, would you lead
us in grace, please?

230
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- Yes, ma'am.
- Mom, can I say it?

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00:14:08,766 --> 00:14:09,981
Raymond!

232
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Of course you can.

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Bless us...

234
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- Lord.
- ...Lord,

235
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and these gifts that
we're about to eat.

236
00:14:22,534 --> 00:14:25,988
And thank you for the
friends and family

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that are gathered here with us,

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00:14:29,568 --> 00:14:32,689
and keep us safe...

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00:14:35,770 --> 00:14:38,226
How do people change?

240
00:14:39,433 --> 00:14:40,723
When I was a child,

241
00:14:40,807 --> 00:14:43,929
I was obsessed with
changing myself.

242
00:14:44,012 --> 00:14:46,884
Now I don't even
remember how I got here.

243
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Or who I used to be.

244
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Wow, look at you.

245
00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:58,177
You know, it's funny.

246
00:14:58,188 --> 00:14:59,985
I don't remember anything

247
00:14:59,996 --> 00:15:02,659
of what I learned,
riding-wise, from Mrs. G.

248
00:15:02,743 --> 00:15:04,949
But I remember
learning discipline.

249
00:15:05,033 --> 00:15:06,573
Yeah, me too.

250
00:15:06,655 --> 00:15:10,693
Her idea that you enduring
pain makes you better.

251
00:15:12,442 --> 00:15:15,356
You know I, um,
I kept my horse there

252
00:15:15,418 --> 00:15:17,092
after that summer.

253
00:15:17,103 --> 00:15:18,561
Oh, you were lucky.

254
00:15:18,776 --> 00:15:20,709
You got more time with her.

255
00:15:20,943 --> 00:15:21,978
Yeah.

256
00:15:21,989 --> 00:15:25,084
My parents, they never
would have let me stay.

257
00:15:25,095 --> 00:15:29,006
I was an only child,
so they watched me like a hawk.

258
00:15:29,029 --> 00:15:31,370
Well, I was one of five,
so they barely noticed

259
00:15:31,443 --> 00:15:33,828
if I wasn't there.

260
00:15:33,839 --> 00:15:36,170
You know, I found some
photos from that summer.

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00:15:36,181 --> 00:15:38,886
- Oh, great.
- Thought you might like to see them.

262
00:15:40,289 --> 00:15:43,468
Do you ever see Mrs. G
at riding events or...?

263
00:15:43,644 --> 00:15:46,317
Oh, I saw Franny a
few years back. I--

264
00:15:46,328 --> 00:15:48,061
- You did?
- Yeah.

265
00:15:48,072 --> 00:15:50,780
She said something about Mrs. G.

266
00:15:51,403 --> 00:15:53,660
Oh, look how beautiful.

267
00:15:54,566 --> 00:15:57,306
There's some great
ones of Franny, too.

268
00:15:57,522 --> 00:15:59,936
But I couldn't seem
to find any of you.

269
00:16:00,019 --> 00:16:01,684
You were such a tiny little thing,

270
00:16:01,767 --> 00:16:03,890
so much smaller than Franny and I.

271
00:16:03,974 --> 00:16:07,429
- Was I?
- You almost looked like a little boy.

272
00:16:07,848 --> 00:16:09,472
- What?
- So afraid

273
00:16:09,483 --> 00:16:11,356
that you barely said two words.

274
00:16:32,528 --> 00:16:33,527
Huh.

275
00:16:38,897 --> 00:16:40,853
I didn't know you were here.

276
00:16:42,931 --> 00:16:45,380
"Hello, Mother."
"Hello, Jennifer."

277
00:16:45,391 --> 00:16:48,365
Looking for pictures from '73.

278
00:16:48,376 --> 00:16:50,768
Not in that book. Here.

279
00:16:57,667 --> 00:16:59,332
Oh. Yeah.

280
00:17:00,247 --> 00:17:01,362
Look at me.

281
00:17:01,373 --> 00:17:02,913
No, no, no, that's later.

282
00:17:02,924 --> 00:17:03,955
That's '75.

283
00:17:04,038 --> 00:17:06,670
You were already 15
here in this picture.

284
00:17:06,926 --> 00:17:09,175
Let me show you 13.

285
00:17:09,647 --> 00:17:11,354
There.

286
00:17:12,641 --> 00:17:14,764
That's 13.

287
00:17:20,298 --> 00:17:22,379
I was so little.

288
00:17:22,390 --> 00:17:23,721
Yeah.

289
00:17:41,459 --> 00:17:43,530
Why are you telling
this story, Jenny?

290
00:17:43,540 --> 00:17:46,105
I always wanted to
have a story to tell,

291
00:17:47,005 --> 00:17:49,752
but nothing ever
happened to me before.

292
00:17:56,069 --> 00:17:58,494
Ah-- It's hot. Be careful.

293
00:17:59,275 --> 00:18:01,356
Don't tell anyone.
It's our secret.

294
00:18:01,439 --> 00:18:03,604
- Mom, can I say it?
- Raymond!

295
00:18:03,687 --> 00:18:05,727
Bless us, Lord,

296
00:18:05,810 --> 00:18:08,432
and these gifts that
we're about to eat.

297
00:18:08,515 --> 00:18:10,306
Thank you for friends...

298
00:18:10,389 --> 00:18:12,992
I'd like to begin this story

299
00:18:13,003 --> 00:18:15,508
by telling you
something so beautiful.

300
00:18:18,921 --> 00:18:20,337
Wakey-wakey!

301
00:18:21,365 --> 00:18:22,892
Time to run.

302
00:18:24,083 --> 00:18:25,332
Meet outside in 10 minutes.

303
00:18:25,415 --> 00:18:27,185
No stragglers.

304
00:18:30,785 --> 00:18:35,488
She was the most beautiful
woman I had ever met.

305
00:18:35,902 --> 00:18:38,607
Every girl wanted
to be just like her.

306
00:18:40,174 --> 00:18:42,421
Becky and Franny did.

307
00:18:43,163 --> 00:18:44,642
I did.

308
00:18:44,655 --> 00:18:46,528
Mrs. G. Good morning.

309
00:18:47,131 --> 00:18:50,826
We'll be running every morning
before our first ride, with Bill.

310
00:18:50,837 --> 00:18:52,418
You're very lucky.

311
00:18:52,429 --> 00:18:54,390
Bill is an excellent coach.

312
00:18:54,562 --> 00:18:58,132
He will teach you to go beyond
the complaints of your bodies.

313
00:18:58,288 --> 00:19:00,577
Running gives us stamina.

314
00:19:01,033 --> 00:19:03,281
Makes us into excellent riders.

315
00:19:10,246 --> 00:19:11,536
Good morning.

316
00:19:11,619 --> 00:19:13,114
Good morning, girls.

317
00:19:13,125 --> 00:19:15,165
- This is Franny...
- Hi. Bill.

318
00:19:15,176 --> 00:19:16,799
- Becky...
- Hi.

319
00:19:16,810 --> 00:19:17,851
And Jenny.

320
00:19:18,130 --> 00:19:19,545
I'm so happy to meet you.

321
00:19:19,556 --> 00:19:21,512
Jane has already told
me a lot about you.

322
00:19:21,653 --> 00:19:23,110
So, here we go.

323
00:19:23,121 --> 00:19:25,648
Jane, why don't you run scout,
I'll run gunner.

324
00:19:25,659 --> 00:19:28,489
We'll see how everyone does, and then
we'll switch it up in the middle.

325
00:19:28,500 --> 00:19:31,454
- Come along, girls!
- All right.

326
00:19:33,217 --> 00:19:35,501
I am Nouga and you are Neets!

327
00:19:35,512 --> 00:19:37,760
When I say Nouga, you say Neets!

328
00:19:37,771 --> 00:19:39,122
- Nouga!
- Neets!

329
00:19:39,133 --> 00:19:40,370
- Nouga!
- Neets!

330
00:19:40,381 --> 00:19:43,380
- Nouga!
- Neets!

331
00:19:43,391 --> 00:19:44,991
- Nouga!
- Neets!

332
00:19:45,002 --> 00:19:46,334
Okay, Franny, you're doing great.

333
00:19:46,345 --> 00:19:47,844
- Just walk for a few minutes.
- Okay.

334
00:19:47,855 --> 00:19:49,063
Jane?

335
00:19:50,233 --> 00:19:51,610
Good girl, Jenny.

336
00:19:51,621 --> 00:19:54,022
I'll walk with them.
Meet you at the top.

337
00:19:54,033 --> 00:19:55,087
- Nouga!
- Neets!

338
00:19:55,098 --> 00:19:58,143
- Nouga! Nouga!
- Neets! Neets!

339
00:19:58,156 --> 00:19:59,571
- Nouga!
- Neets!

340
00:19:59,654 --> 00:20:02,610
- Nouga! Nouga!
- Neets! Neets!

341
00:20:06,677 --> 00:20:08,009
Martin?

342
00:20:23,320 --> 00:20:25,027
Franny?

343
00:20:35,784 --> 00:20:39,582
Funny how you live with
people in your mind.

344
00:20:40,046 --> 00:20:42,669
Inside of you,
they're always the same.

345
00:20:44,734 --> 00:20:46,732
And you live with them happily.

346
00:20:48,737 --> 00:20:51,110
Never wanting anything to change.

347
00:21:22,977 --> 00:21:25,349
As documentarians,

348
00:21:25,377 --> 00:21:27,597
you all have been developing

349
00:21:27,608 --> 00:21:30,552
your own unique skills,
unconsciously,

350
00:21:30,563 --> 00:21:32,224
since you were born.

351
00:21:32,952 --> 00:21:35,547
I'll speak from my experience.

352
00:21:35,558 --> 00:21:38,305
I was a super-shy kid.

353
00:21:38,316 --> 00:21:41,375
I felt invisible.

354
00:21:41,980 --> 00:21:43,862
At home, at school.

355
00:21:43,873 --> 00:21:46,669
So I learned to adapt.

356
00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:50,751
I taught myself the skill
of being a chameleon

357
00:21:51,568 --> 00:21:53,839
so that I could fit
into people's worlds,

358
00:21:53,850 --> 00:21:55,640
their environment...

359
00:21:56,657 --> 00:21:58,232
and have some friends.

360
00:21:59,714 --> 00:22:01,100
Let's try something.

361
00:22:02,401 --> 00:22:05,168
Joe, how would you like
to be a guinea pig today?

362
00:22:05,236 --> 00:22:06,361
Sure.

363
00:22:06,444 --> 00:22:07,734
Everybody say hi to Joe.

364
00:22:07,817 --> 00:22:08,983
Hey, Joe.

365
00:22:10,523 --> 00:22:14,136
So, we learn about the truth

366
00:22:14,341 --> 00:22:17,547
by reading people, right?

367
00:22:17,761 --> 00:22:20,277
It's how we get to know them.

368
00:22:21,129 --> 00:22:23,264
So, what about Joe?

369
00:22:23,275 --> 00:22:25,372
His body language--
It's defensive.

370
00:22:25,383 --> 00:22:27,703
Well, you're--

371
00:22:27,714 --> 00:22:30,783
Let's change it up, Joe.
All right, so there's a point.

372
00:22:30,794 --> 00:22:32,698
We learn a lot from
people's bodies.

373
00:22:32,709 --> 00:22:34,665
They tell us a lot.
So let's keep investigating.

374
00:22:34,749 --> 00:22:35,914
What else?

375
00:22:35,925 --> 00:22:37,597
Are you depressed, Joe?

376
00:22:39,223 --> 00:22:40,101
No.

377
00:22:40,112 --> 00:22:43,048
Do we believe Joe?
Do you believe yourself?

378
00:22:43,664 --> 00:22:45,072
A little bit.

379
00:22:45,155 --> 00:22:46,487
So, good point.

380
00:22:46,571 --> 00:22:49,484
So that means he didn't
tell you the truth.

381
00:22:49,898 --> 00:22:51,221
Right?

382
00:22:51,232 --> 00:22:52,939
So how do we get to know?

383
00:22:53,023 --> 00:22:56,436
How do we go beyond what
the person is telling us?

384
00:22:57,058 --> 00:22:58,216
- Yeah?
- How do we know when

385
00:22:58,227 --> 00:22:59,720
we've crossed the boundary?

386
00:22:59,730 --> 00:23:02,637
Excuse me.
One second, guys. Sorry.

387
00:23:02,956 --> 00:23:04,788
Keep talking to Joe.

388
00:23:07,702 --> 00:23:08,992
Hey, Franny?

389
00:23:09,003 --> 00:23:10,505
Jenny Fox, is that you?

390
00:23:10,516 --> 00:23:12,409
Hi! How good to hear from you.

391
00:23:12,420 --> 00:23:14,074
So surprised to get your message.

392
00:23:14,085 --> 00:23:15,333
Yeah!

393
00:23:15,417 --> 00:23:17,082
What happened to your outside leg?

394
00:23:17,164 --> 00:23:18,330
- Hello?
- Yeah.

395
00:23:18,414 --> 00:23:19,662
You know, the other left one?

396
00:23:19,745 --> 00:23:21,119
Are you talking to me?

397
00:23:21,202 --> 00:23:23,485
Sorry, I'm in the middle of work.

398
00:23:23,496 --> 00:23:25,687
- Where are you?
- Oh, you don't know?

399
00:23:25,698 --> 00:23:27,988
I manage Mrs. G's farm.
Have for years.

400
00:23:28,071 --> 00:23:29,569
Oh, wow, I didn't--

401
00:23:29,652 --> 00:23:31,150
No, I didn't know.

402
00:23:31,306 --> 00:23:33,013
- Oh.
- It would just--

403
00:23:33,024 --> 00:23:35,355
It would be so
amazing to come visit

404
00:23:35,366 --> 00:23:37,739
and maybe see you and Mrs. G.

405
00:23:38,119 --> 00:23:39,619
Do you still ride?

406
00:23:40,643 --> 00:23:41,635
Jenny?

407
00:23:41,646 --> 00:23:45,459
Um, not as much as I used to.

408
00:23:49,299 --> 00:23:50,923
They invited me to lunch.

409
00:23:51,006 --> 00:23:52,546
Are you wearing a wire?

410
00:23:52,629 --> 00:23:54,794
- What? No.
- Oh, you should have a wire.

411
00:23:54,877 --> 00:23:57,803
I thought Martin was
gonna to help you, no?

412
00:23:57,850 --> 00:24:00,352
You have to record everything.

413
00:24:00,363 --> 00:24:01,276
Mom, no.

414
00:24:01,287 --> 00:24:02,661
Martin's not gonna help me,

415
00:24:02,744 --> 00:24:05,325
and I'd be way too
nervous to wear a wire.

416
00:24:05,408 --> 00:24:08,191
Just tell me you're
gonna ask about Bill.

417
00:24:09,488 --> 00:24:11,599
I don't know.
I'm gonna play it by ear.

418
00:24:11,610 --> 00:24:14,149
Okay, but don't forget--
Tempus fugit.

419
00:24:14,233 --> 00:24:15,856
What does that even mean?

420
00:24:15,940 --> 00:24:17,687
You took Latin, look it up.

421
00:24:17,771 --> 00:24:19,769
No, Ma, that was one
of your other kids.

422
00:24:19,852 --> 00:24:21,309
Oh, who could keep track?

423
00:24:21,392 --> 00:24:23,057
Okay, bye.

424
00:24:28,885 --> 00:24:31,667
Right, girls. Here we go now.

425
00:24:32,672 --> 00:24:35,276
- Now you missed a spot.
- Sorry, Mrs. G.

426
00:24:35,337 --> 00:24:36,960
You can do better than that.

427
00:24:37,043 --> 00:24:38,292
See here.

428
00:24:38,375 --> 00:24:39,624
- Finish.
- Mm-hm.

429
00:24:39,707 --> 00:24:41,080
Good girl.

430
00:24:47,866 --> 00:24:49,406
What's going on here?

431
00:24:59,396 --> 00:25:00,603
Sorry, Mrs. G.

432
00:25:02,048 --> 00:25:04,088
No excuses.

433
00:25:04,099 --> 00:25:05,379
Come on.

434
00:25:25,744 --> 00:25:27,992
Mrs. G, Franny.

435
00:25:28,420 --> 00:25:30,354
So good to see you.

436
00:25:30,365 --> 00:25:31,988
That coat.

437
00:25:32,071 --> 00:25:34,902
I feel like I remember
from years past.

438
00:25:35,057 --> 00:25:36,597
It's ancient.

439
00:25:36,608 --> 00:25:38,274
Ah, here are our drinks.

440
00:25:39,543 --> 00:25:41,291
What are we having, Fran?

441
00:25:41,302 --> 00:25:42,372
Uh, yeah.

442
00:25:42,383 --> 00:25:45,755
Okay, Mary, Mother will
have the onion soup...

443
00:25:46,172 --> 00:25:49,294
You know, I have a lot of regrets.

444
00:25:49,346 --> 00:25:50,755
You do?

445
00:25:51,635 --> 00:25:54,341
I would change so many things
if I could go back in time.

446
00:25:54,424 --> 00:25:56,217
What would you change?

447
00:25:56,448 --> 00:25:58,333
Jenny, you gonna eat?

448
00:25:58,964 --> 00:26:00,084
Uh...

449
00:26:00,095 --> 00:26:02,593
sorry, yeah, I'll just
have a mixed green salad.

450
00:26:04,455 --> 00:26:06,614
Thanks. Let's slow down, eh?

451
00:26:08,910 --> 00:26:11,157
I don't think I know
where you're from,

452
00:26:11,241 --> 00:26:12,656
or maybe I never knew.

453
00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:15,132
- But you're from London?
- No, West Country.

454
00:26:15,143 --> 00:26:17,224
I grew up on a farm.

455
00:26:17,235 --> 00:26:19,912
But my mum preferred
the dogs over me.

456
00:26:20,154 --> 00:26:23,478
I was taken away and put in a
children's home quite young.

457
00:26:23,561 --> 00:26:25,188
Right out of Dickens.

458
00:26:26,523 --> 00:26:28,118
I've been wanting to ask you...

459
00:26:28,129 --> 00:26:30,835
Better just get it over with.

460
00:26:30,846 --> 00:26:32,053
No need to wallow.

461
00:26:33,551 --> 00:26:35,758
Ray passed away two years ago.

462
00:26:36,050 --> 00:26:37,808
Oh, I'm so sorry.

463
00:26:38,062 --> 00:26:41,251
Dr. G has cancer. He's lived
with it for a long time.

464
00:26:41,609 --> 00:26:43,565
No one thought he
would live this long.

465
00:26:45,914 --> 00:26:47,163
So there.

466
00:26:47,246 --> 00:26:48,870
You know everything.

467
00:26:49,436 --> 00:26:52,225
Now we can change the subject.

468
00:26:58,005 --> 00:27:01,515
It's funny, I didn't even think
about asking about Dr. G.

469
00:27:01,884 --> 00:27:03,342
I feel bad. I just--

470
00:27:03,396 --> 00:27:04,978
I assumed they were divorced.

471
00:27:05,062 --> 00:27:06,643
Why would you say that?

472
00:27:06,727 --> 00:27:09,931
She and Dr. G are absolutely
devoted to one another.

473
00:27:11,347 --> 00:27:12,596
Right.

474
00:27:12,679 --> 00:27:14,719
But what about Bill?

475
00:27:15,199 --> 00:27:17,197
What happened to him?

476
00:27:17,515 --> 00:27:19,933
I don't know what happened to him.

477
00:27:19,944 --> 00:27:22,484
I don't have any idea.

478
00:27:24,375 --> 00:27:26,124
Why am I doing this?

479
00:27:26,207 --> 00:27:27,949
Don't question yourself now.

480
00:27:27,960 --> 00:27:29,430
You're doing everything right.

481
00:27:30,245 --> 00:27:32,035
I said I wanted a riding lesson.

482
00:27:32,118 --> 00:27:33,483
Oh, that's smart.

483
00:27:33,494 --> 00:27:34,618
Build a rapport.

484
00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:36,297
Connect at her level.

485
00:27:36,771 --> 00:27:39,310
I don't know, what if
she finds out I'm lying?

486
00:27:39,321 --> 00:27:41,234
I mean, I haven't ridden
since I was a kid.

487
00:27:41,317 --> 00:27:43,481
It's just like
riding a bike, honey.

488
00:27:43,565 --> 00:27:45,479
You'll be fine.
Don't worry about it.

489
00:27:45,563 --> 00:27:47,360
She's an old woman.

490
00:27:48,617 --> 00:27:50,974
She's broken, you know?

491
00:27:51,057 --> 00:27:53,112
She's different than you,

492
00:27:53,876 --> 00:27:55,246
and she's had a hard life.

493
00:27:55,257 --> 00:27:57,339
We've all had a hard life.

494
00:27:57,350 --> 00:28:00,846
She looks nothing like
I remember, you know?

495
00:28:02,453 --> 00:28:05,534
Like, she looked like
such a giant to me then.

496
00:28:21,069 --> 00:28:23,608
You must push yourselves
beyond all boundaries.

497
00:28:23,692 --> 00:28:24,856
No limits!

498
00:28:26,605 --> 00:28:30,757
My mom said Ray isn't even
Dr. G's kid. She's divorced.

499
00:28:30,768 --> 00:28:32,963
You don't know what
you're talking about.

500
00:28:32,974 --> 00:28:35,388
Her first husband killed himself.

501
00:28:58,657 --> 00:29:01,654
The day before the
final competition,

502
00:29:01,737 --> 00:29:04,286
Mrs. G gave us a
break from training.

503
00:29:05,877 --> 00:29:06,951
Five...

504
00:29:06,962 --> 00:29:08,779
Jenny, come join us.

505
00:29:08,790 --> 00:29:10,040
Yeah, come on in, Jenny.

506
00:29:11,907 --> 00:29:13,775
Nouga, over here!

507
00:29:18,516 --> 00:29:21,138
Nouga promised to
come watch me ride.

508
00:29:23,079 --> 00:29:25,390
Why did we call him Nouga?

509
00:29:25,401 --> 00:29:26,982
What does that mean?

510
00:29:27,148 --> 00:29:28,689
Nothing. I don't know.

511
00:29:29,131 --> 00:29:30,712
I never asked him.

512
00:29:36,842 --> 00:29:39,239
Don't you think it's
a little cult-like?

513
00:29:39,872 --> 00:29:41,329
No?

514
00:29:42,943 --> 00:29:44,103
What?

515
00:29:44,114 --> 00:29:45,734
I mean, I didn't
think it at the time.

516
00:29:45,745 --> 00:29:47,965
But now, in retrospect...

517
00:29:48,856 --> 00:29:50,354
you know, the whole group thing.

518
00:29:50,438 --> 00:29:53,476
Worshiping pain. Endurance.

519
00:29:54,045 --> 00:29:55,974
It's a bit religious,
don't you think?

520
00:29:56,057 --> 00:29:57,222
Really?

521
00:29:59,554 --> 00:30:00,886
Really, Jenny?

522
00:30:05,423 --> 00:30:07,546
I expected so much more of you.

523
00:30:11,313 --> 00:30:13,144
- Hey, Jenny.
- Oh!

524
00:30:14,581 --> 00:30:16,620
- Hey.
- Find it okay?

525
00:30:16,703 --> 00:30:18,535
Franny, whoa.

526
00:30:18,618 --> 00:30:19,867
She's out back.

527
00:30:19,950 --> 00:30:21,157
Okay.

528
00:30:22,447 --> 00:30:24,154
Yes, you're a beauty.

529
00:30:29,016 --> 00:30:30,431
Come on.

530
00:30:33,142 --> 00:30:34,726
Hello, Mrs. G.

531
00:30:34,737 --> 00:30:36,923
Let's get you up in the saddle
and see what you can do.

532
00:30:36,933 --> 00:30:38,390
Hope you don't end up in the dirt

533
00:30:38,473 --> 00:30:39,514
like last time we saw you.

534
00:30:39,597 --> 00:30:41,470
Whoa, hold up.

535
00:30:41,554 --> 00:30:43,070
Hold up there.

536
00:30:43,081 --> 00:30:44,592
I don't know. He is huge.

537
00:30:44,675 --> 00:30:45,924
This one's a shark.

538
00:30:46,007 --> 00:30:47,316
Oh, what a shark.

539
00:30:47,893 --> 00:30:49,546
But how the shark can move.

540
00:30:50,896 --> 00:30:52,166
It's been a while.

541
00:30:52,177 --> 00:30:53,860
Oh, nonsense.

542
00:30:53,871 --> 00:30:55,078
You ready?

543
00:30:55,089 --> 00:30:56,338
Okay.

544
00:31:00,375 --> 00:31:02,144
There we go.

545
00:31:02,533 --> 00:31:05,149
Mr. Shark's got
perfect conformation,

546
00:31:05,282 --> 00:31:06,653
but he was too small for breeding,

547
00:31:06,664 --> 00:31:08,224
so they cut him and
put him up for sale.

548
00:31:08,234 --> 00:31:10,773
He's a giant.
Let's see if I can do this.

549
00:31:15,170 --> 00:31:16,669
Okay...

550
00:31:18,766 --> 00:31:21,097
He needs contact with
your hands to feel you.

551
00:31:21,180 --> 00:31:23,512
I haven't ridden in a while,
so maybe a calmer horse?

552
00:31:23,595 --> 00:31:26,175
Nonsense. Now,
remember the position.

553
00:31:26,592 --> 00:31:29,258
Heels down, head up like a queen.

554
00:31:30,796 --> 00:31:32,252
Arms down, Jenny.

555
00:31:32,263 --> 00:31:34,177
You know, quiet hands,
quiet horse.

556
00:31:36,207 --> 00:31:37,804
Hands down, Jenny.

557
00:31:37,877 --> 00:31:40,567
Quiet hands, quiet horse.
You know this.

558
00:31:40,578 --> 00:31:42,222
Yes, Mrs. G.

559
00:31:44,491 --> 00:31:48,236
I'd love to be in that daydream.
It looks lovely in there.

560
00:31:49,569 --> 00:31:52,087
- Is it nice?
- Yes!

561
00:31:52,118 --> 00:31:54,014
Okay, well that horse
needs you to be present.

562
00:31:54,024 --> 00:31:56,244
- Let's go.
- Okay, Mrs. G.

563
00:31:56,255 --> 00:31:58,060
Okay, Mrs. G.

564
00:31:58,727 --> 00:31:59,924
He can't feel you, Jenny,

565
00:31:59,965 --> 00:32:01,879
he can't know what
you're asking for.

566
00:32:01,890 --> 00:32:03,637
You are a beauty.

567
00:32:04,064 --> 00:32:06,697
You look beautiful.
You are a beauty.

568
00:32:08,674 --> 00:32:09,840
Good girl. Better.

569
00:32:11,629 --> 00:32:12,795
Canter now.

570
00:32:12,879 --> 00:32:15,209
No excuses.

571
00:32:15,293 --> 00:32:16,500
Canter now.

572
00:32:18,040 --> 00:32:19,456
Canter now.

573
00:32:21,078 --> 00:32:23,951
The body remembers everything.
It really does.

574
00:32:24,408 --> 00:32:26,459
Good girl, Jenny!

575
00:32:27,448 --> 00:32:29,945
Let's go! Take that jump again.

576
00:32:32,862 --> 00:32:34,028
Come on.

577
00:32:40,530 --> 00:32:42,724
I-- I'm sorry,
I don't know what happened.

578
00:32:42,807 --> 00:32:44,877
No fretting. No, it's fine.

579
00:32:44,888 --> 00:32:46,553
Get right back on that horse.

580
00:32:46,636 --> 00:32:47,927
Here we go.

581
00:32:48,010 --> 00:32:49,259
Good girl.

582
00:32:49,342 --> 00:32:50,590
Up.

583
00:32:51,777 --> 00:32:53,213
There we go.

584
00:32:53,468 --> 00:32:55,134
Take a breath.

585
00:32:55,145 --> 00:32:56,644
Okay.

586
00:32:58,427 --> 00:32:59,948
Want you to use this.

587
00:33:00,635 --> 00:33:03,590
We don't want that horse
getting any bad habits, do we?

588
00:33:03,601 --> 00:33:06,590
No bad horses, only bad riders.

589
00:33:07,241 --> 00:33:11,102
There are no bad horses,
only bad riders. Right?

590
00:33:11,153 --> 00:33:13,567
- Yes, Mrs. G.
- Okay, let's take it again.

591
00:33:15,301 --> 00:33:17,215
Back on the rein-in, girls.

592
00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:20,274
Let's canter, please.

593
00:33:21,294 --> 00:33:23,799
Want you to take that jump again.

594
00:33:24,265 --> 00:33:26,625
Thank you so much
for joining us today

595
00:33:26,636 --> 00:33:30,333
for our final demonstration of
the girls' summer intensive.

596
00:33:30,465 --> 00:33:31,883
Today, they will be mock competing

597
00:33:31,966 --> 00:33:34,089
in three very demanding events.

598
00:33:34,100 --> 00:33:36,209
So let's wish them all good luck.

599
00:33:39,750 --> 00:33:42,664
Jenny. Jenny,
your mother just called me.

600
00:33:42,747 --> 00:33:44,614
Your sister's broken her arm.

601
00:33:46,243 --> 00:33:48,229
Okay. I'm fine.

602
00:33:48,241 --> 00:33:50,727
They won't be able to
pick you up till tomorrow.

603
00:34:36,568 --> 00:34:37,859
Go, Jenny!

604
00:35:16,229 --> 00:35:18,864
Bill and I want to take
you out for dinner.

605
00:35:19,733 --> 00:35:21,392
Now?

606
00:35:22,399 --> 00:35:23,813
Yeah.

607
00:35:24,125 --> 00:35:26,434
- Are you serious?
- Yeah, you hungry?

608
00:35:26,518 --> 00:35:28,849
- Yeah!
- Come on. I'm starving.

609
00:35:32,886 --> 00:35:35,467
The guy from Geralyn
Hall left a message

610
00:35:35,551 --> 00:35:37,639
saying they're booked all of July.

611
00:35:37,650 --> 00:35:39,414
But I think you should call him.

612
00:35:39,425 --> 00:35:41,461
You know, you talk
people into anything.

613
00:35:41,472 --> 00:35:42,803
Oh, yeah?

614
00:35:44,482 --> 00:35:46,267
Do I talk you into everything?

615
00:35:46,278 --> 00:35:48,401
Look at what I'm doing. Cooking.

616
00:35:48,412 --> 00:35:49,787
Chili powder, maybe?

617
00:35:49,869 --> 00:35:51,035
- For a little...
- Yes.

618
00:35:51,118 --> 00:35:52,492
Yes, that would be great.

619
00:35:52,575 --> 00:35:54,199
- ...pinch.
- I'll work the chili powder.

620
00:35:54,282 --> 00:35:55,781
So how was--

621
00:35:55,863 --> 00:35:58,812
How was the hall you
went to see this weekend?

622
00:36:01,483 --> 00:36:04,147
It's supposed to be a good one.

623
00:36:04,231 --> 00:36:05,646
I'm excited about it.

624
00:36:06,045 --> 00:36:09,173
♪ If I could read your mind, love ♪

625
00:36:09,184 --> 00:36:13,387
( singing along ) ♪ What a tale
your thoughts could tell ♪

626
00:36:13,471 --> 00:36:16,760
♪ Just like a paperback novel ♪

627
00:36:16,842 --> 00:36:20,880
♪ The kind that drugstores sell ♪

628
00:36:20,963 --> 00:36:23,336
♪ When you reach the part ♪

629
00:36:23,419 --> 00:36:26,042
♪ Where the heartaches come ♪

630
00:36:26,125 --> 00:36:29,080
♪ The hero would be me ♪

631
00:36:35,324 --> 00:36:36,448
There you go.

632
00:36:36,531 --> 00:36:38,442
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

633
00:36:38,453 --> 00:36:40,409
I have been very impressed

634
00:36:40,420 --> 00:36:42,899
with your running
this summer, Jenny.

635
00:36:43,261 --> 00:36:44,260
Really.

636
00:36:44,476 --> 00:36:46,302
But I want you to consider

637
00:36:46,513 --> 00:36:48,187
joining my inner-city running team

638
00:36:48,270 --> 00:36:49,965
when you come back from vacation.

639
00:36:49,976 --> 00:36:51,142
You serious?

640
00:36:51,153 --> 00:36:52,390
I am serious.

641
00:36:52,474 --> 00:36:54,014
You have talent.

642
00:36:54,097 --> 00:36:55,679
And, more importantly,
you have guts.

643
00:36:55,762 --> 00:36:58,361
Without guts, talent is wasted.

644
00:36:58,806 --> 00:37:00,133
Yeah.

645
00:37:00,216 --> 00:37:01,756
Strong body, strong mind.

646
00:37:01,839 --> 00:37:03,130
- Yeah.
- Say it.

647
00:37:03,213 --> 00:37:05,700
- Strong body, strong mind.
- There you go.

648
00:37:08,507 --> 00:37:09,905
It's just--

649
00:37:09,916 --> 00:37:11,683
It's just so hard to leave.

650
00:37:13,661 --> 00:37:15,950
You'll be all right.
You'll be fine.

651
00:37:18,405 --> 00:37:20,946
Jane tells me that you're
quite a storyteller.

652
00:37:20,995 --> 00:37:22,826
Do you know I write, too?

653
00:37:22,837 --> 00:37:24,025
- Really?
- Mm-hmm.

654
00:37:24,148 --> 00:37:25,553
Poetry.

655
00:37:28,020 --> 00:37:29,853
Can I write you when
I'm on vacation?

656
00:37:29,936 --> 00:37:32,265
- I'd love that.
- We would love that.

657
00:37:32,866 --> 00:37:34,198
You can write us

658
00:37:34,209 --> 00:37:35,712
and you can tell us
anything you want.

659
00:37:35,722 --> 00:37:36,762
Anything.

660
00:37:36,846 --> 00:37:38,636
There are no secrets
at this table.

661
00:37:39,547 --> 00:37:42,888
And we don't want to keep any
secrets from you, either.

662
00:37:43,250 --> 00:37:44,790
Jane and I have talked,

663
00:37:45,171 --> 00:37:48,251
and we've decided that we
want us all to be equals.

664
00:37:48,262 --> 00:37:50,684
And we respect you
too much to lie.

665
00:37:51,987 --> 00:37:53,728
So we want you to know

666
00:37:53,739 --> 00:37:56,070
that Jane and I are lovers.

667
00:38:00,068 --> 00:38:01,611
How do you feel?

668
00:38:02,458 --> 00:38:04,140
Well, I'm happy for you.

669
00:38:04,717 --> 00:38:06,715
I'm happy you have each other.

670
00:38:07,399 --> 00:38:09,986
I don't want you to be
miserable like my parents.

671
00:38:10,134 --> 00:38:12,202
- You see?
- Dear girl.

672
00:38:12,705 --> 00:38:14,661
Told you she has a deep soul.

673
00:38:17,056 --> 00:38:20,428
How did they know they could
trust me with their secret?

674
00:38:20,571 --> 00:38:23,515
That I would never
break their confidence?

675
00:38:23,526 --> 00:38:26,017
The other girls would
have told on them.

676
00:38:26,336 --> 00:38:28,741
I would never tell my parents,

677
00:38:28,752 --> 00:38:30,363
or the other adults.

678
00:38:30,875 --> 00:38:33,399
It was like an unspoken oath.

679
00:38:34,159 --> 00:38:36,198
And I felt proud of it.

680
00:38:36,209 --> 00:38:37,660
What are you doing now?

681
00:38:38,063 --> 00:38:39,062
Hey.

682
00:38:39,241 --> 00:38:42,031
They sent me a bunch of letters.

683
00:38:44,154 --> 00:38:46,608
Where's the rest of the
stuff from my room?

684
00:38:46,619 --> 00:38:48,575
Letters are in this box.

685
00:38:54,477 --> 00:38:58,336
Mom, how long did you
know these were here?

686
00:38:58,789 --> 00:39:00,904
How come you didn't
give me these before?

687
00:39:00,915 --> 00:39:03,476
I found them when I
found your story.

688
00:39:03,487 --> 00:39:06,087
And I didn't give
them to you because...

689
00:39:08,217 --> 00:39:09,758
Because I was ashamed.

690
00:39:11,056 --> 00:39:13,110
"My Dear Jenny,

691
00:39:13,624 --> 00:39:17,234
"I was so sad reading
your special letters..."

692
00:39:17,245 --> 00:39:20,035
I hate being home.

693
00:39:20,118 --> 00:39:22,265
Even in this beautiful place,

694
00:39:22,802 --> 00:39:26,173
my brothers and sisters
never stop fighting.

695
00:39:27,069 --> 00:39:30,274
My mom and grandmother
yell at them constantly.

696
00:39:30,357 --> 00:39:33,146
"It's easier to be
unhappy in this world.

697
00:39:33,449 --> 00:39:35,405
"It has been burned into my brain

698
00:39:35,416 --> 00:39:38,452
"that it is I that is selfish.

699
00:39:38,640 --> 00:39:39,931
I take, they give."

700
00:39:40,015 --> 00:39:41,430
"My dear Jenny,

701
00:39:41,513 --> 00:39:43,072
"Nouga and I shared
our cards from you,

702
00:39:43,095 --> 00:39:44,884
"your poems of pathos.
I hope you don't mind.

703
00:39:44,968 --> 00:39:47,091
"You have some very special
kind of beauty, Jenny,

704
00:39:47,173 --> 00:39:48,620
and it's natural to
want to share..."

705
00:39:48,630 --> 00:39:50,129
I'm so confused.

706
00:39:50,212 --> 00:39:53,520
But at the same time, I feel free.

707
00:39:53,531 --> 00:39:56,903
It's getting to where one
can't walk in broad daylight.

708
00:39:56,987 --> 00:39:59,692
And that one goes running
around at all hours.

709
00:40:00,117 --> 00:40:03,075
A woman was raped last
year over on Spencer.

710
00:40:03,646 --> 00:40:05,531
What are you going on about?

711
00:40:05,948 --> 00:40:07,570
Jenny, can you go
get your brother?

712
00:40:07,653 --> 00:40:08,860
It's time for dinner.

713
00:40:10,181 --> 00:40:11,721
We talked about this.

714
00:40:11,813 --> 00:40:14,262
I will not have your mother
instilling fear in my children.

715
00:40:14,272 --> 00:40:15,759
Can you just keep your voice down?

716
00:40:15,770 --> 00:40:17,549
She gave up her summer to help me.

717
00:40:17,560 --> 00:40:18,809
This is still my house.

718
00:40:18,820 --> 00:40:19,825
I-I know...

719
00:40:19,836 --> 00:40:22,125
Jenny, I feel for you.

720
00:40:22,576 --> 00:40:24,640
Growth always means change.

721
00:40:24,719 --> 00:40:26,134
But then Nouga says

722
00:40:26,218 --> 00:40:27,716
change is almost always painful,

723
00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:29,349
and thus pain is joy.

724
00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:30,983
So we smile again.

725
00:40:30,994 --> 00:40:32,295
Dear Jenny,

726
00:40:32,379 --> 00:40:34,565
try to continue with your running.

727
00:40:34,576 --> 00:40:38,122
Before long, the pleasure of
doing it will appear again.

728
00:40:38,595 --> 00:40:42,286
Each day, the well-done piece
will build your confidence.

729
00:40:42,494 --> 00:40:44,332
Is your horse a boy or a girl?

730
00:40:44,408 --> 00:40:45,823
It's a boy.

731
00:40:45,907 --> 00:40:48,066
- It's a beautiful horse.
- Thanks.

732
00:40:48,077 --> 00:40:50,693
So glad you've made a new friend,
my dear Jenny.

733
00:40:50,777 --> 00:40:53,732
This wonderful experience
will only open new worlds

734
00:40:53,815 --> 00:40:55,481
for you to come.

735
00:40:55,563 --> 00:40:56,979
But do not rush.

736
00:40:57,240 --> 00:41:00,120
You have plenty of time
to enjoy everything.

737
00:41:01,058 --> 00:41:03,223
Mom? Dad? Are you in there?

738
00:41:05,720 --> 00:41:07,052
Would you keep it down, please?

739
00:41:07,135 --> 00:41:09,091
Your father and I are
trying to take a nap.

740
00:41:09,175 --> 00:41:10,632
Sorry, Mom,
but it's very important.

741
00:41:10,715 --> 00:41:13,373
My friend, well,
he invited me to the fair.

742
00:41:13,384 --> 00:41:14,794
We'll be back by 9:00.

743
00:41:14,878 --> 00:41:16,251
Wait, who invited you?

744
00:41:16,335 --> 00:41:19,123
A new friend from the stable.
Lucas Mendelssohn.

745
00:41:19,207 --> 00:41:21,537
- His family's from Texas.
- Of course not, Jenny.

746
00:41:21,621 --> 00:41:24,062
We don't know his family,
and you know the rule.

747
00:41:24,073 --> 00:41:26,106
You know we have dinner
reservations with the Wheelers.

748
00:41:26,116 --> 00:41:27,365
Now go get dressed.

749
00:41:27,376 --> 00:41:29,020
He's flying home with
his family tomorrow.

750
00:41:29,030 --> 00:41:30,508
Please? We'll be
back right at 9:00.

751
00:41:30,519 --> 00:41:31,892
I don't want to repeat myself.

752
00:41:31,903 --> 00:41:34,127
And you heard your father.
This is an important dinner.

753
00:41:34,138 --> 00:41:35,637
Your dad's gonna
close the financing

754
00:41:35,648 --> 00:41:38,457
on the new development,
so go get dressed.

755
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:49,900
They said I can't go.

756
00:41:49,949 --> 00:41:52,048
Well, maybe my mom
can call your mom.

757
00:41:52,132 --> 00:41:53,765
But it won't matter.

758
00:41:55,071 --> 00:41:57,464
It's just one of
their stupid rules.

759
00:41:59,377 --> 00:42:01,001
I hate them.

760
00:42:03,246 --> 00:42:04,785
Young lady.

761
00:42:05,108 --> 00:42:06,791
What did we just discuss?

762
00:42:51,947 --> 00:42:53,788
Babes. Babe?

763
00:42:54,185 --> 00:42:56,360
Come on, let's go.
We're all waiting in the car.

764
00:42:56,574 --> 00:42:57,817
I don't want to go.

765
00:42:58,189 --> 00:43:00,480
Honey, what was the
name of your friend?

766
00:43:00,491 --> 00:43:02,377
That boy, his family?
What was his name?

767
00:43:02,388 --> 00:43:04,476
- Mendelssohn.
- Mendelssohn.

768
00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:07,235
That's right.
I knew I knew the name.

769
00:43:07,921 --> 00:43:09,970
I played golf with his
father two weeks ago.

770
00:43:09,981 --> 00:43:11,803
Joel Stern brought
him to the club.

771
00:43:11,814 --> 00:43:13,778
Anyway, come on. Move it.

772
00:43:13,789 --> 00:43:15,537
Let's go.

773
00:43:20,877 --> 00:43:23,477
I have made a decision.

774
00:43:24,680 --> 00:43:27,884
I'm taking my life
into my own hands.

775
00:43:33,572 --> 00:43:38,431
That fall, every Friday,
my dad picked me up from school

776
00:43:38,442 --> 00:43:41,148
and dropped me off at Mrs. G's.

777
00:43:41,231 --> 00:43:43,313
Hi, my love.

778
00:43:43,395 --> 00:43:45,102
Let me look at you.

779
00:43:46,517 --> 00:43:48,224
Someone's kept up
with her training.

780
00:44:00,046 --> 00:44:02,508
I have made a decision.

781
00:44:02,671 --> 00:44:05,210
I'm taking my life
in my own hands.

782
00:44:06,955 --> 00:44:09,234
That fall, every Friday,

783
00:44:09,245 --> 00:44:13,270
Mrs. G picked me up from
school and took me to her farm.

784
00:44:22,232 --> 00:44:24,567
It was pure bliss.

785
00:44:25,271 --> 00:44:26,962
It was heaven.

786
00:44:28,078 --> 00:44:30,224
I was finally home.

787
00:44:30,348 --> 00:44:32,611
I was finally home.

788
00:44:32,622 --> 00:44:35,552
We tell ourselves stories
in order to live.

789
00:44:36,172 --> 00:44:38,133
So, what's your story?

790
00:44:38,925 --> 00:44:41,230
What story are you gonna tell?

791
00:44:47,540 --> 00:44:49,038
Thank you.

792
00:45:01,651 --> 00:45:04,196
I think we should
tell your parents

793
00:45:04,207 --> 00:45:06,312
about visiting Bill at his house.

794
00:45:06,396 --> 00:45:07,894
What do you think?

795
00:45:07,978 --> 00:45:10,005
I don't think they'd understand.

796
00:45:10,933 --> 00:45:13,722
Ha! They don't
understand anything.

797
00:45:41,034 --> 00:45:43,782
It's like if I was invisible.

798
00:45:43,827 --> 00:45:46,278
Like if I didn't even exist.

799
00:45:46,348 --> 00:45:50,644
Well, your parents are
just afraid of the world.

800
00:45:52,014 --> 00:45:55,011
They're just afraid of living,
of being free.

801
00:45:55,795 --> 00:45:59,271
They cannot accept that
you are becoming a woman.

802
00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:02,449
They can't see you
the way that we can.

803
00:46:02,506 --> 00:46:04,253
They're such hypocrites.

804
00:46:04,790 --> 00:46:05,878
I hate them.

805
00:46:05,961 --> 00:46:07,627
You shouldn't hate them, Jenny.

806
00:46:07,849 --> 00:46:09,265
You should pity them.

807
00:46:09,622 --> 00:46:12,246
They're just not
brave like you are.

808
00:46:12,727 --> 00:46:14,037
You're not afraid of life.

809
00:46:14,120 --> 00:46:16,909
Right Jenny?
You're not afraid of living.

810
00:46:18,865 --> 00:46:20,322
How about this?

811
00:46:20,852 --> 00:46:23,256
We will form our own family

812
00:46:23,319 --> 00:46:26,199
based on complete honesty

813
00:46:27,287 --> 00:46:28,620
and love.

814
00:46:29,521 --> 00:46:31,145
Hiding nothing,

815
00:46:31,227 --> 00:46:32,726
revealing everything.

816
00:46:32,809 --> 00:46:34,308
Just the truth.

817
00:46:34,869 --> 00:46:36,824
And we'll never lie to each other.

818
00:46:36,835 --> 00:46:37,918
Never.

819
00:46:37,929 --> 00:46:39,916
Like the rest of the world does.

820
00:46:39,927 --> 00:46:41,217
That's exactly right.

821
00:46:42,861 --> 00:46:45,630
I have to go. We have to go.
Come on, missus.

822
00:46:45,713 --> 00:46:47,587
I haven't even made dinner.

823
00:46:47,598 --> 00:46:50,629
When it came time to leave,
we had to hurry.

824
00:46:50,640 --> 00:46:52,741
You know how he gets when
he hasn't got his dinner.

825
00:46:52,751 --> 00:46:56,109
Dr. G always got mad
if we came home late.

826
00:46:56,120 --> 00:46:58,245
It's always you two going off.

827
00:46:58,464 --> 00:47:00,823
Jane, why doesn't Jenny
have dinner with me tonight?

828
00:47:01,384 --> 00:47:03,133
And that way we get a
little bit more time

829
00:47:03,144 --> 00:47:04,850
to talk about all this stuff?

830
00:47:04,861 --> 00:47:07,793
Then if it gets too late,
you can sleep in my son's old room

831
00:47:07,804 --> 00:47:10,833
and I'll bring her over first
thing tomorrow morning.

832
00:47:10,874 --> 00:47:12,624
How does that sound?

833
00:47:13,893 --> 00:47:15,282
It's not up to me.

834
00:47:15,860 --> 00:47:18,076
Jenny can make her own mind up.

835
00:47:18,537 --> 00:47:20,119
Can't you?

836
00:47:21,884 --> 00:47:23,008
Good.

837
00:47:23,342 --> 00:47:24,866
Then it's decided.

838
00:47:25,562 --> 00:47:27,086
What did I say?

839
00:47:27,097 --> 00:47:28,761
I have to go either way.

840
00:47:29,016 --> 00:47:30,848
I don't remember.

841
00:47:32,986 --> 00:47:34,775
I must have said something.

842
00:47:37,549 --> 00:47:39,463
I only remember them.

843
00:47:41,574 --> 00:47:43,905
Why can't I remember myself?

844
00:47:45,960 --> 00:47:48,166
Did I say yes?

845
00:47:50,565 --> 00:47:52,646
Why would you do that?

846
00:47:52,729 --> 00:47:53,895
Well...

847
00:47:55,393 --> 00:47:56,809
...it's my life.

848
00:47:57,189 --> 00:47:59,515
I can make my own decisions.

849
00:48:00,116 --> 00:48:02,136
Really? You think so?

850
00:48:02,419 --> 00:48:03,215
Yeah.

851
00:48:03,226 --> 00:48:04,559
So, what did you say?

852
00:48:05,369 --> 00:48:06,662
Well, I said yes,

853
00:48:06,673 --> 00:48:10,493
because I want to prove to Bill
and Mrs. G that I'm mature.

854
00:48:10,504 --> 00:48:12,376
But that's not what you wrote.

855
00:48:12,825 --> 00:48:14,490
You wrote that you
don't want to be here.

856
00:48:14,501 --> 00:48:17,362
That you want to go back
with Mrs. G to her house.

857
00:48:17,373 --> 00:48:18,734
Look in your notebook.

858
00:48:18,745 --> 00:48:20,077
It's right there.

859
00:48:20,830 --> 00:48:22,783
That's just a fiction story.

860
00:48:22,794 --> 00:48:24,583
What do you mean fiction?
We wrote this as--

861
00:48:24,594 --> 00:48:26,560
It's a version of what happened.

862
00:48:26,571 --> 00:48:28,233
What does that mean?

863
00:48:28,244 --> 00:48:29,703
A lot of it's true.

864
00:48:29,953 --> 00:48:33,646
My teacher says that all stories
are based on the writer's life.

865
00:48:33,730 --> 00:48:35,479
You don't know what's
about to happen.

866
00:48:35,562 --> 00:48:38,184
I know Mrs. G much
better than Bill,

867
00:48:38,267 --> 00:48:40,890
but Bill is not gonna hurt me.

868
00:48:43,220 --> 00:48:44,969
- What if you're wrong?
- Stop!

869
00:48:45,052 --> 00:48:46,759
You've become just
like all of them.

870
00:48:46,842 --> 00:48:48,631
You just want to
tell me what to do.

871
00:48:48,715 --> 00:48:50,963
It's my life. Mine.

872
00:48:51,046 --> 00:48:52,627
Not yours.

873
00:48:52,867 --> 00:48:55,032
Let me live!

874
00:48:58,507 --> 00:49:00,421
What if you're wrong?

875
00:49:07,238 --> 00:49:08,862
I never saw a gold medal before.

876
00:49:10,110 --> 00:49:12,073
- Pretty cool, huh?
- Yeah.

877
00:49:12,402 --> 00:49:13,649
Watch out!

878
00:49:15,889 --> 00:49:19,143
I picked out a book of poetry
that I wanted to show you.

879
00:49:19,233 --> 00:49:20,720
It's Rumi.

880
00:49:25,512 --> 00:49:26,710
I have wanted to show you this

881
00:49:26,760 --> 00:49:29,078
since the first time
I read your writing,

882
00:49:29,089 --> 00:49:31,959
because it reminded me of you.

883
00:49:32,943 --> 00:49:34,567
Really?

884
00:49:35,737 --> 00:49:36,900
You'll see.

885
00:49:36,911 --> 00:49:38,152
Okay...

886
00:49:38,957 --> 00:49:40,247
here we go.

887
00:49:41,196 --> 00:49:42,446
Start there,

888
00:49:43,152 --> 00:49:45,108
and just read it out loud.

889
00:49:45,980 --> 00:49:48,061
But I'm not a very good reader.

890
00:49:48,072 --> 00:49:50,534
Oh, I am sure you
read beautifully.

891
00:49:51,618 --> 00:49:53,034
Okay.

892
00:49:56,522 --> 00:50:00,330
"Make yourself free
from self at one stroke.

893
00:50:01,961 --> 00:50:05,957
"Like a sword without
a trace of soft iron.

894
00:50:07,018 --> 00:50:08,825
"Like a steel mirror,

895
00:50:08,836 --> 00:50:10,675
scours off all rust
with contrition."

896
00:50:10,758 --> 00:50:12,631
All rust with contrition.

897
00:50:12,714 --> 00:50:16,259
"That you may see your own pure,
bright essence."

898
00:50:17,890 --> 00:50:21,736
Nouga, it's so beautiful.

899
00:50:21,895 --> 00:50:23,064
Yes.

900
00:50:23,130 --> 00:50:24,858
I just knew you would like it.

901
00:50:24,869 --> 00:50:26,242
I just knew it.

902
00:50:28,615 --> 00:50:29,988
Jenny, are you cold?

903
00:50:30,072 --> 00:50:31,601
Your hands are trembling.

904
00:50:31,612 --> 00:50:34,151
Um, they always shake.

905
00:50:37,856 --> 00:50:40,811
I meant to light the fire,
but now it's too late.

906
00:50:43,829 --> 00:50:45,447
You shouldn't freeze.

907
00:50:45,458 --> 00:50:47,649
Are you feeling okay?

908
00:50:48,640 --> 00:50:49,682
Yeah.

909
00:50:49,693 --> 00:50:51,539
Maybe I should just call Mrs. G--

910
00:50:51,550 --> 00:50:53,257
No, no, I'm okay.

911
00:50:53,635 --> 00:50:55,126
I-- I feel fine.

912
00:50:55,828 --> 00:50:57,494
I don't want to go home.

913
00:50:57,711 --> 00:50:58,841
Look.

914
00:50:59,396 --> 00:51:02,868
Okay, well, then why don't
you read the other poem

915
00:51:03,164 --> 00:51:05,245
that's in there with
the page turned down.

916
00:51:05,467 --> 00:51:07,325
Yes! That's my favorite.

917
00:51:07,386 --> 00:51:09,009
"Call of Love."

918
00:51:09,020 --> 00:51:11,268
And I'll be right back.
I'm going to get you a blanket.

919
00:51:11,279 --> 00:51:12,444
Um, okay.

920
00:51:13,988 --> 00:51:15,861
"At every instant

921
00:51:15,910 --> 00:51:17,566
"and from every side

922
00:51:18,158 --> 00:51:20,314
resounds the call of love."

923
00:51:20,458 --> 00:51:21,998
I can't hear you!

924
00:51:23,476 --> 00:51:25,309
"We are going to heaven.

925
00:51:26,688 --> 00:51:28,870
"Who wants to come with us?

926
00:51:28,881 --> 00:51:31,012
"We have been the
friends of the angels.

927
00:51:31,023 --> 00:51:32,521
"We will go back there,

928
00:51:33,217 --> 00:51:35,257
for there is our country."

929
00:51:35,644 --> 00:51:37,517
Okay, now move back.

930
00:51:40,067 --> 00:51:42,897
All right, you'll feel a
lot warmer in a second.

931
00:51:45,455 --> 00:51:47,453
How's that? Is that better?

932
00:51:47,464 --> 00:51:48,463
Yeah.

933
00:51:48,685 --> 00:51:51,225
"We are higher than heaven."

934
00:51:51,815 --> 00:51:54,645
Okay, now scoot over.
I'm cold now.

935
00:51:56,202 --> 00:51:57,657
Don't stop.

936
00:51:57,819 --> 00:51:59,483
You're doing great.

937
00:52:01,161 --> 00:52:04,760
"More noble than the angels.

938
00:52:05,230 --> 00:52:07,228
"Why not go beyond them?

939
00:52:08,449 --> 00:52:11,354
- Our goal--"
- Jenny, you are so special.

940
00:52:12,994 --> 00:52:14,493
Did you know that?

941
00:52:15,364 --> 00:52:17,322
You're so deep.

942
00:52:18,205 --> 00:52:22,022
"Our goal is the supreme majesty.

943
00:52:22,126 --> 00:52:23,934
What has the fine pearl--"

944
00:52:23,945 --> 00:52:26,400
I want to save you
from all of those...

945
00:52:27,660 --> 00:52:29,758
stupid young boys out there.

946
00:52:31,700 --> 00:52:33,185
I think you are...

947
00:52:33,419 --> 00:52:34,776
perfect.

948
00:52:39,548 --> 00:52:40,816
"Why-- Why have--"

949
00:52:40,899 --> 00:52:41,981
Jenny...

950
00:52:42,915 --> 00:52:45,293
would you do something for me?

951
00:52:46,997 --> 00:52:48,906
Would you let me see you?

952
00:52:49,843 --> 00:52:53,137
Will you just show me what
you look like without...?

953
00:52:53,448 --> 00:52:54,780
Okay.

954
00:52:54,791 --> 00:52:57,341
Are you shy?

955
00:52:57,952 --> 00:53:02,112
Do you think I want you to
have big breasts like Mrs. G?

956
00:53:03,727 --> 00:53:05,211
I don't.

957
00:53:06,259 --> 00:53:08,426
Do you want to take
your shirt off?

958
00:53:12,426 --> 00:53:13,759
Yeah?

959
00:53:14,827 --> 00:53:16,408
O-- Okay.

960
00:53:16,575 --> 00:53:17,741
Okay.

961
00:53:28,601 --> 00:53:31,574
You've been preparing
for this moment.

962
00:53:31,585 --> 00:53:35,430
I don't think we should
tell Mrs. G about us.

963
00:53:35,441 --> 00:53:37,493
I don't think she's quite ready.

964
00:53:37,515 --> 00:53:39,374
Do you want to keep reading?

965
00:53:49,747 --> 00:53:51,300
Hey.

966
00:53:51,766 --> 00:53:53,691
Hey, what are you doing?

967
00:53:53,702 --> 00:53:54,950
What are you doing?

968
00:53:55,033 --> 00:53:58,779
What are you doing,
reading my childhood things?

969
00:53:59,144 --> 00:54:01,829
Who are they from? Who wrote them?

970
00:54:01,860 --> 00:54:04,315
From the relationship
I told you about.

971
00:54:04,399 --> 00:54:05,772
They're from an adult man.

972
00:54:05,856 --> 00:54:07,438
Yeah. I told you he was older.

973
00:54:07,521 --> 00:54:09,080
Just please don't go
through my things.

974
00:54:09,103 --> 00:54:11,101
I mean, how old was he?

975
00:54:11,184 --> 00:54:12,849
He's 40, I don't know.

976
00:54:12,932 --> 00:54:15,346
That's rape. That's illegal.

977
00:54:15,430 --> 00:54:16,761
Babe...

978
00:54:16,845 --> 00:54:19,592
How old were you? Like 13, 14?

979
00:54:19,676 --> 00:54:20,882
It was the '70s,

980
00:54:20,966 --> 00:54:23,131
and people didn't talk
about it like that.

981
00:54:23,214 --> 00:54:26,002
But babe the '70s, '80s,
it doesn't matter.

982
00:54:26,086 --> 00:54:27,668
I don't want you to justify this.

983
00:54:27,750 --> 00:54:30,706
I'm not trying to
justify it, okay?

984
00:54:30,789 --> 00:54:34,952
It was my childhood,
and these things happened to me

985
00:54:35,035 --> 00:54:36,825
and it's just, you know,

986
00:54:36,908 --> 00:54:39,322
I'm just saying,
it was complicated.

987
00:54:39,406 --> 00:54:40,862
You talked about the relationship,

988
00:54:40,946 --> 00:54:42,486
but this is a grown man.

989
00:54:42,569 --> 00:54:44,151
He was my coach.

990
00:54:44,234 --> 00:54:45,774
But what does that
have to do with it?

991
00:54:45,857 --> 00:54:48,313
He was 40 years old.
He was my age.

992
00:54:48,397 --> 00:54:50,353
Taking advantage of a child.

993
00:54:50,436 --> 00:54:51,530
Babe...

994
00:54:52,072 --> 00:54:54,082
this was important to me.

995
00:54:54,100 --> 00:54:56,555
And I'm trying to
figure out why, okay?

996
00:54:56,639 --> 00:54:58,016
These people were important to me.

997
00:54:58,054 --> 00:54:59,469
People? Who are these people?

998
00:54:59,552 --> 00:55:02,633
I saw a letter from a woman.
Who was that?

999
00:55:02,715 --> 00:55:04,595
That was my riding teacher.

1000
00:55:04,806 --> 00:55:07,128
She introduced him to me,
you know?

1001
00:55:07,211 --> 00:55:09,126
And she was there that summer.

1002
00:55:09,137 --> 00:55:10,905
- That's why I went to see her.
- But, you--

1003
00:55:10,916 --> 00:55:12,414
I am trying to figure it out.

1004
00:55:12,498 --> 00:55:15,892
Why do you want to find
them when you're the victim?

1005
00:55:17,499 --> 00:55:18,824
I'm not saying that to--

1006
00:55:18,908 --> 00:55:21,322
Okay, I am not a victim.

1007
00:55:21,405 --> 00:55:26,317
I don't need you or anybody,
to call me a victim, okay?

1008
00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:29,722
Because you don't have a
fucking clue about my life.

1009
00:55:30,361 --> 00:55:32,687
So we need to stop this now.

1010
00:55:34,225 --> 00:55:36,848
Let me just figure
this out for myself.

1011
00:55:37,129 --> 00:55:39,069
Jennifer, I don't know your life?

1012
00:55:39,080 --> 00:55:40,906
After six years?

1013
00:55:41,125 --> 00:55:43,801
Have you ever thought
about seeing a therapist?

1014
00:55:43,841 --> 00:55:47,088
If you knew me, you'd know I
ain't going to see a therapist.

1015
00:55:47,171 --> 00:55:48,945
I'm gonna figure this out myself.

1016
00:55:49,007 --> 00:55:51,500
Did you ever even look at
the ring I brought you?

1017
00:55:51,584 --> 00:55:54,830
Do you think I give
a shit about a ring?

1018
00:55:55,919 --> 00:55:58,645
That's you again, not knowing me.

1019
00:56:00,782 --> 00:56:02,905
Your car is here.

1020
00:56:02,916 --> 00:56:05,514
I'm not going to leave
with us like this.

1021
00:56:05,556 --> 00:56:06,981
I'm not going to.

1022
00:56:07,068 --> 00:56:08,691
Look, Jennifer,
let's-- Let's talk.

1023
00:56:08,774 --> 00:56:12,218
- I want to be here for you--
- Please! Please! Please go.

1024
00:56:14,012 --> 00:56:15,219
I'm not leaving like this.

1025
00:56:15,230 --> 00:56:16,641
Good! Then I'll leave.

1026
00:56:16,725 --> 00:56:18,931
- So you stay.
- So-- No, no, no.

1027
00:56:18,942 --> 00:56:20,710
- You stay. No, you stay.
- All right, look,

1028
00:56:20,721 --> 00:56:23,039
- you don't have to leave.
- And I'll get my shit together.

1029
00:56:23,094 --> 00:56:25,306
I want you the fuck out of here!

1030
00:56:25,799 --> 00:56:27,548
Go, or I go.

1031
00:56:27,855 --> 00:56:29,312
Go, or I go.

1032
00:56:39,327 --> 00:56:40,731
And when I come back,

1033
00:56:40,742 --> 00:56:43,163
we're going to have
to talk about this.

1034
00:56:58,641 --> 00:57:00,390
Why did you pick me?

1035
00:57:00,473 --> 00:57:03,428
I'm a skinny, flat-chested,
introverted kid.

1036
00:57:03,835 --> 00:57:05,540
You can't see yourself.

1037
00:57:05,551 --> 00:57:06,967
I keep working on your self-image,

1038
00:57:07,050 --> 00:57:08,465
but you're so stubborn,

1039
00:57:08,548 --> 00:57:10,129
so attached to your drama.

1040
00:57:10,213 --> 00:57:12,294
Becky was so much prettier.

1041
00:57:12,378 --> 00:57:14,542
Becky was closed off already.

1042
00:57:15,090 --> 00:57:17,674
You're an adult now, Jenny.
You tell me.

1043
00:57:17,685 --> 00:57:20,891
How do you find freshness
in the world of adults?

1044
00:57:21,732 --> 00:57:23,855
Look at yourself. Look at me.

1045
00:57:24,104 --> 00:57:25,906
Doubtful, jaded.

1046
00:57:26,448 --> 00:57:29,862
Unable to be surprised.
I'm dying in my own skin.

1047
00:57:33,261 --> 00:57:35,842
I wish you could see
yourself the way I see you.

1048
00:57:37,186 --> 00:57:38,809
That earnestness,

1049
00:57:38,893 --> 00:57:40,557
the devotion, the love.

1050
00:57:41,057 --> 00:57:44,137
An adult cannot love like that.
Only children can.

1051
00:57:44,695 --> 00:57:45,844
It's so pure.

1052
00:57:45,928 --> 00:57:48,339
You still believe
in possibilities.

1053
00:57:48,350 --> 00:57:49,558
As I do.

1054
00:57:51,422 --> 00:57:52,921
As I do. See?

1055
00:57:52,932 --> 00:57:54,824
Two peas in a pod?

1056
00:57:54,835 --> 00:57:56,334
Yes, exactly.

1057
00:57:58,165 --> 00:58:01,186
I hoped you would save
me from my family.

1058
00:58:03,243 --> 00:58:04,451
Didn't I?

1059
00:58:28,632 --> 00:58:30,339
God, I feel crazy.

1060
00:58:32,381 --> 00:58:35,265
Maybe I'll get into
a crash and the...

1061
00:58:36,085 --> 00:58:37,709
car'll catch on fire.

1062
00:58:37,792 --> 00:58:39,998
The whole thing'll
go up in flames.

1063
00:58:41,122 --> 00:58:43,078
All my secrets.

1064
00:58:44,411 --> 00:58:46,636
History erased in a flash.

1065
00:58:47,377 --> 00:58:49,334
Just like that.

1066
00:59:18,959 --> 00:59:20,833
- Hello.
- Hi.

1067
00:59:21,444 --> 00:59:23,084
You must be Mrs. Fox.

1068
00:59:23,095 --> 00:59:23,843
Yes.

1069
00:59:23,893 --> 00:59:26,274
How lovely to finally meet you.

1070
00:59:26,644 --> 00:59:28,397
These are for you.

1071
00:59:28,408 --> 00:59:29,646
Oh, thank you.

1072
00:59:29,657 --> 00:59:32,463
And, uh, for your--
For your husband.

1073
00:59:32,474 --> 00:59:34,652
- Oh. Um--
- I'm a big fan.

1074
00:59:34,735 --> 00:59:38,051
Been following his progress
in the local papers.

1075
00:59:38,226 --> 00:59:40,760
Jane wanted me to tell
you that she is so sorry

1076
00:59:40,771 --> 00:59:42,811
that she couldn't
pick Jenny up tonight.

1077
00:59:42,894 --> 00:59:44,642
Um, but she asked me to.

1078
00:59:44,653 --> 00:59:46,579
This house is right on
my way home from work.

1079
00:59:46,590 --> 00:59:48,929
I live across the field
from Mrs. Gramercy?

1080
00:59:49,012 --> 00:59:50,303
She's...

1081
00:59:50,386 --> 00:59:52,592
- You coach Jenny's running?
- Yes.

1082
00:59:52,603 --> 00:59:53,913
- Please, Mom.
- Yes I do.

1083
00:59:53,924 --> 00:59:55,298
She's a very talented runner.

1084
00:59:55,381 --> 00:59:57,796
She shows a lot of promise.
You should be very proud.

1085
00:59:57,879 --> 01:00:00,126
- I am proud.
- Okay...

1086
01:00:00,210 --> 01:00:02,249
- Let's go.
- A wonderful, wonderful girl.

1087
01:00:02,333 --> 01:00:04,789
All right,
please tell Mrs. Gramercy

1088
01:00:04,872 --> 01:00:08,327
I'd like Jenny home
Sunday by 5:00 P.M. sharp,

1089
01:00:08,409 --> 01:00:10,033
so she can get her homework done.

1090
01:00:10,116 --> 01:00:11,115
Absolutely.

1091
01:00:11,188 --> 01:00:13,859
One of us will have her
back in time Sunday night.

1092
01:00:13,904 --> 01:00:15,611
- Okay, let's go.
- Don't have to worry.

1093
01:00:15,694 --> 01:00:16,901
All right.

1094
01:00:21,064 --> 01:00:22,520
Uh, bye.

1095
01:00:49,707 --> 01:00:52,722
I find that I trust him so much,

1096
01:00:53,315 --> 01:00:56,154
I never realize where
he's leading me.

1097
01:00:57,777 --> 01:00:59,109
Just breathe.

1098
01:01:07,250 --> 01:01:11,293
Once we're that far,
I don't know how to say no.

1099
01:01:19,507 --> 01:01:21,214
It's okay.

1100
01:01:21,853 --> 01:01:23,993
I love him.

1101
01:01:24,393 --> 01:01:25,807
He loves me.

1102
01:01:28,912 --> 01:01:30,369
Not yet.

1103
01:01:33,153 --> 01:01:36,146
We have to keep stretching
you open slowly.

1104
01:01:37,995 --> 01:01:40,701
No young boy would
ever do this for you.

1105
01:01:42,524 --> 01:01:43,978
But I'm not giving up.

1106
01:01:44,084 --> 01:01:45,539
I'm ready for you.

1107
01:02:46,418 --> 01:02:48,999
Ohh. Oh!

1108
01:02:51,164 --> 01:02:52,388
Hey.

1109
01:02:52,433 --> 01:02:54,238
Good morning.

1110
01:02:54,260 --> 01:02:55,550
Thanks, Mom.

1111
01:02:55,585 --> 01:02:57,625
Oh, my God, I fell asleep.

1112
01:02:59,863 --> 01:03:01,653
Well, that's a good look for you.

1113
01:03:03,276 --> 01:03:04,681
Trashed.

1114
01:03:05,952 --> 01:03:08,479
Oh, my God, I'm just locked in.

1115
01:03:08,563 --> 01:03:09,645
I can't--

1116
01:03:09,728 --> 01:03:11,685
I can't turn it off right now.

1117
01:03:14,640 --> 01:03:16,929
Do you think Bill and Mrs. G

1118
01:03:17,347 --> 01:03:19,000
paid extra attention to me

1119
01:03:19,011 --> 01:03:23,201
because Dad was like a
big developer back then?

1120
01:03:23,524 --> 01:03:26,588
No, that didn't have
anything to do with it.

1121
01:03:27,306 --> 01:03:31,458
It was because you
were an unusual child,

1122
01:03:32,050 --> 01:03:35,125
and you knew how
to talk to adults.

1123
01:03:35,452 --> 01:03:38,498
I was thinking about the
first time that you met him.

1124
01:03:38,522 --> 01:03:40,902
You know when he came
here to pick me up?

1125
01:03:40,913 --> 01:03:42,704
Oh, I'll never forget that day.

1126
01:03:43,070 --> 01:03:45,632
You kidding?
All my antenna went off.

1127
01:03:45,951 --> 01:03:47,763
As soon as you were out
of the house with him,

1128
01:03:47,773 --> 01:03:49,636
I ran to your father.

1129
01:03:49,799 --> 01:03:50,954
- Flowers.
- Yeah.

1130
01:03:50,968 --> 01:03:52,550
He gave me flowers.

1131
01:03:52,561 --> 01:03:55,237
And look, he gave you a gift, too.

1132
01:03:55,248 --> 01:03:56,538
Here.

1133
01:03:57,557 --> 01:03:59,638
Why would anyone do that?

1134
01:04:00,047 --> 01:04:01,135
Just like your mother.

1135
01:04:01,218 --> 01:04:02,800
You think the world
is full of danger.

1136
01:04:02,883 --> 01:04:05,464
Our daughter spends every
weekend in the home

1137
01:04:05,548 --> 01:04:07,753
of a divorced woman on
her second marriage.

1138
01:04:07,837 --> 01:04:09,436
Nadine, what are you
even talking about?

1139
01:04:09,502 --> 01:04:11,590
What do we really know about her?

1140
01:04:11,655 --> 01:04:13,321
And now this Bill?

1141
01:04:13,370 --> 01:04:14,611
Mom, sorry.

1142
01:04:14,622 --> 01:04:17,285
I just-- Can we go-- Ow!--
Can we go inside the house?

1143
01:04:17,369 --> 01:04:19,534
- Oh, yeah, sure.
- Yeah, sorry. I just--

1144
01:04:19,617 --> 01:04:22,376
- Here, I'll take your bag.
- Okay, thanks.

1145
01:04:22,572 --> 01:04:25,661
Didn't Bill bring Dad,
like, a paperweight?

1146
01:04:25,868 --> 01:04:27,450
Yeah.

1147
01:04:27,775 --> 01:04:28,814
He did.

1148
01:04:28,966 --> 01:04:31,227
Was it like Christmas
or something?

1149
01:04:31,458 --> 01:04:34,039
No, it wasn't Christmas.
It was autumn.

1150
01:04:35,892 --> 01:04:37,640
You and Dad were going somewhere

1151
01:04:37,723 --> 01:04:39,128
'cause Grandma was
here babysitting.

1152
01:04:39,138 --> 01:04:41,614
Was she? I don't remember.

1153
01:04:41,820 --> 01:04:44,485
He wasn't taking me to Mrs. G's.

1154
01:04:45,041 --> 01:04:46,796
I just wanted to say

1155
01:04:46,867 --> 01:04:48,754
that I'm glad you
guys are all here.

1156
01:04:48,837 --> 01:04:50,156
I wanted to share my good fortune

1157
01:04:50,211 --> 01:04:51,460
with the people that I love.

1158
01:04:51,496 --> 01:04:53,083
My boys, and Jenny.

1159
01:04:53,166 --> 01:04:54,373
So, cheers.

1160
01:05:43,366 --> 01:05:46,385
- What was that man doing to you?
- Nothing!

1161
01:05:46,396 --> 01:05:48,601
What do you mean, nothing?!

1162
01:05:51,499 --> 01:05:53,662
You wait until I
tell your parents!

1163
01:05:57,060 --> 01:05:59,353
Grandma knew, right?

1164
01:05:59,364 --> 01:06:02,010
So you knew something.

1165
01:06:02,096 --> 01:06:04,203
What are you talking about? No.

1166
01:06:04,220 --> 01:06:07,712
Well, I mean she saw Bill and I,
out front, kiss,

1167
01:06:07,723 --> 01:06:10,202
and she said she
was gonna tell you.

1168
01:06:10,214 --> 01:06:11,796
My mother saw you?

1169
01:06:11,807 --> 01:06:13,825
She didn't tell you something
about seeing us kiss?

1170
01:06:13,836 --> 01:06:17,320
- She said she was gonna tell.
- No, absolutely not.

1171
01:06:17,749 --> 01:06:19,288
I would've killed him.

1172
01:06:20,554 --> 01:06:24,094
Of course, whenever I asked
you about Bill, you did lie.

1173
01:06:24,610 --> 01:06:26,490
Yeah, and you lied to yourself.

1174
01:06:26,501 --> 01:06:27,917
Whoa, wait a minute.

1175
01:06:27,928 --> 01:06:29,386
I asked you specifically

1176
01:06:29,397 --> 01:06:32,186
if Bill and Mrs.
G were having an affair,

1177
01:06:32,197 --> 01:06:36,026
and you looked me right in
the eye and you said no.

1178
01:06:36,060 --> 01:06:37,885
Why are you so angry now?

1179
01:06:37,896 --> 01:06:40,893
Well, why are you not angry?
That's what I want to know.

1180
01:06:41,764 --> 01:06:44,752
How would you-- How would you
feel if it was your daughter?

1181
01:06:44,763 --> 01:06:47,177
What would you do? Huh?

1182
01:06:47,260 --> 01:06:48,967
Mom, you knew something.

1183
01:06:49,050 --> 01:06:52,223
You told Dad,
and he talked you out of it.

1184
01:06:52,928 --> 01:06:54,343
That's true.

1185
01:06:54,354 --> 01:06:55,645
You were following Dad's rules,

1186
01:06:55,656 --> 01:06:57,833
just like Mrs. G
followed Bill's rules.

1187
01:06:57,917 --> 01:07:01,829
Are you equating me with Mrs.
G and you father with that--?

1188
01:07:01,954 --> 01:07:03,952
No, no. Mom, listen.

1189
01:07:04,035 --> 01:07:05,409
I'm saying it's complicated.

1190
01:07:05,492 --> 01:07:07,910
I'm saying she was
deeply insecure,

1191
01:07:07,921 --> 01:07:10,684
she was probably sexually
abused herself as a kid.

1192
01:07:10,695 --> 01:07:11,903
Probably.

1193
01:07:13,152 --> 01:07:14,918
Trust me.

1194
01:07:15,377 --> 01:07:18,749
I know. It can damage
your boundaries.

1195
01:07:18,760 --> 01:07:21,049
At last, you admit
you were damaged.

1196
01:07:22,558 --> 01:07:24,182
Fine, Mom.

1197
01:07:26,554 --> 01:07:29,302
There's a question I've
been wanting to ask

1198
01:07:29,313 --> 01:07:31,395
since I read your story.

1199
01:07:31,549 --> 01:07:32,715
Yeah?

1200
01:07:34,732 --> 01:07:36,092
Did you like it?

1201
01:07:37,877 --> 01:07:39,237
Mom...

1202
01:07:42,622 --> 01:07:44,203
I was a kid.

1203
01:07:44,287 --> 01:07:46,327
Why are you asking me that?

1204
01:07:46,338 --> 01:07:48,378
I just don't understand.

1205
01:07:48,389 --> 01:07:50,403
Why did you keep going back?

1206
01:07:50,413 --> 01:07:52,287
I got something else.

1207
01:07:53,902 --> 01:07:55,921
What? Tell me. I want to know.

1208
01:07:56,400 --> 01:07:57,898
Love. I...

1209
01:08:00,143 --> 01:08:02,848
I wanted somebody to
think I was special.

1210
01:08:04,930 --> 01:08:06,179
Well...

1211
01:08:07,722 --> 01:08:09,673
you were always special to me.

1212
01:08:09,684 --> 01:08:11,413
Mom, Jesus.

1213
01:08:12,550 --> 01:08:15,714
And then after that,
you became so promiscuous.

1214
01:08:15,797 --> 01:08:17,753
You slept with all kinds of men.

1215
01:08:17,837 --> 01:08:20,126
Foreign men, married men...

1216
01:08:20,209 --> 01:08:22,124
You didn't care about the wives.

1217
01:08:22,207 --> 01:08:23,872
- Mom...
- You didn't care about anything.

1218
01:08:24,230 --> 01:08:26,536
You sound very old-fashioned.

1219
01:08:26,619 --> 01:08:28,076
That's old-fashioned, huh?

1220
01:08:28,159 --> 01:08:30,621
You were with one man
your entire life.

1221
01:08:31,340 --> 01:08:34,204
I didn't-- I didn't want
to be stuck like that.

1222
01:08:34,481 --> 01:08:36,355
I didn't want to be like you.

1223
01:08:42,610 --> 01:08:44,380
Excuse me.

1224
01:09:32,348 --> 01:09:36,413
Bill Allens has stood on the
podium in 1960 and 1964.

1225
01:09:37,390 --> 01:09:39,379
When he moved to teaching
at the university,

1226
01:09:39,390 --> 01:09:41,638
his vision extended
far beyond the valley.

1227
01:09:41,649 --> 01:09:43,671
- And lunges.
- Bill became a coaching legend.

1228
01:09:43,681 --> 01:09:45,280
And now butt kicks.

1229
01:09:45,291 --> 01:09:47,300
He would cultivate his
larger-than-life image

1230
01:09:47,311 --> 01:09:49,375
at universities all
across the country.

1231
01:09:49,386 --> 01:09:52,065
Coach Allens picked me out of
a crowd and believed in me.

1232
01:09:52,075 --> 01:09:54,822
They called his relay team the
island of the misfit toys.

1233
01:09:56,332 --> 01:09:58,225
We were all kids who no
one would have noticed,

1234
01:09:58,236 --> 01:10:01,722
but he saw our talent and
he just pushed us to excel.

1235
01:10:02,111 --> 01:10:03,608
And we all want to win,

1236
01:10:03,619 --> 01:10:05,054
but that's secondary.

1237
01:10:05,146 --> 01:10:06,810
What's most important
is that we feel

1238
01:10:06,894 --> 01:10:09,058
that we've done this as a team.

1239
01:10:09,142 --> 01:10:13,345
And we've learned to persevere
and strive for excellence.

1240
01:10:13,429 --> 01:10:15,968
And I hope that you think
of this time fondly,

1241
01:10:16,123 --> 01:10:18,621
and that it helped
make you who you are.

1242
01:10:18,632 --> 01:10:21,035
William P. Allens.

1243
01:10:21,046 --> 01:10:23,960
Yeah, he coached at the
university from '71 to '82.

1244
01:10:24,043 --> 01:10:28,028
You said that he sexually
abused you in '73.

1245
01:10:28,046 --> 01:10:32,149
But,
um-- we were-- We had a relationship.

1246
01:10:33,825 --> 01:10:35,906
Okay, um, I'm very sorry.

1247
01:10:36,558 --> 01:10:38,446
I'm-- I'm very sorry.

1248
01:10:38,783 --> 01:10:39,819
I hope this helps.

1249
01:10:39,902 --> 01:10:42,151
I was able to get his phone number

1250
01:10:42,234 --> 01:10:44,149
from one of my investigators.

1251
01:10:44,232 --> 01:10:45,292
Oh.

1252
01:10:45,542 --> 01:10:46,874
Thank you.

1253
01:10:54,924 --> 01:10:58,700
I assume you're in the process
of building a case against him.

1254
01:10:59,092 --> 01:11:00,798
No, I just, um,

1255
01:11:00,881 --> 01:11:03,462
I just wanted to know
what's happened to him,

1256
01:11:03,546 --> 01:11:05,580
you know, since me and...

1257
01:11:06,134 --> 01:11:08,666
why he left the
university after '82.

1258
01:11:11,188 --> 01:11:13,936
Hello, you've reached
William Allens.

1259
01:11:13,947 --> 01:11:15,575
Best in Sports.

1260
01:11:15,775 --> 01:11:18,440
Leave a message and
I'll return your call--

1261
01:11:21,569 --> 01:11:24,428
Well, you probably have
your answer for that.

1262
01:11:24,511 --> 01:11:26,096
I mean if he abused--

1263
01:11:26,107 --> 01:11:28,228
If you had a relationship,

1264
01:11:28,369 --> 01:11:31,186
that usually means
that there were others.

1265
01:11:31,218 --> 01:11:34,057
- Others?
- There's never only one.

1266
01:11:34,068 --> 01:11:36,657
Detective Amato said
something about others.

1267
01:11:36,668 --> 01:11:37,886
Can he find them?

1268
01:11:37,969 --> 01:11:39,385
I don't--

1269
01:11:39,468 --> 01:11:41,474
Mom, there weren't others.
I would have known.

1270
01:11:41,485 --> 01:11:42,942
Oh, for God's sakes.

1271
01:11:42,953 --> 01:11:45,576
Honestly, sometimes I
find it hard to believe

1272
01:11:45,587 --> 01:11:47,002
you're my own child.

1273
01:12:00,073 --> 01:12:02,154
Hello, you've reached
William Allens.

1274
01:12:02,236 --> 01:12:04,069
Best in Sports.

1275
01:12:04,234 --> 01:12:05,983
Leave a message and
I'll return your call

1276
01:12:06,067 --> 01:12:07,689
at my earliest convenience.

1277
01:12:09,229 --> 01:12:11,000
Hey, Bill, uh, this is J--

1278
01:12:11,057 --> 01:12:13,116
This is Jenny Fox.

1279
01:12:24,810 --> 01:12:27,890
Many, many young athletes.

1280
01:12:30,945 --> 01:12:33,133
How many others were there?

1281
01:12:36,579 --> 01:12:38,078
Was I the youngest?

1282
01:12:40,074 --> 01:12:42,779
Someone else must
have known about me.

1283
01:12:43,737 --> 01:12:45,940
There must have been a witness.

1284
01:12:55,225 --> 01:12:57,265
Who are you?

1285
01:13:00,296 --> 01:13:02,208
The secret to the
perfect apple pie...

1286
01:13:02,218 --> 01:13:03,897
Don't tell anyone, though.

1287
01:13:03,925 --> 01:13:05,347
It's our secret.

1288
01:13:05,358 --> 01:13:07,244
Jews were not allowed
to ride horses,

1289
01:13:07,255 --> 01:13:09,054
because no Jew could be
higher than a Russian.

1290
01:13:09,087 --> 01:13:10,252
- Really?
- Yeah.

1291
01:13:10,335 --> 01:13:11,543
I don't think we should

1292
01:13:11,625 --> 01:13:13,457
tell Mrs. G about us.

1293
01:13:13,468 --> 01:13:15,383
Use that crop, Jenny.

1294
01:13:15,394 --> 01:13:17,828
I don't think she's quite ready.

1295
01:13:17,839 --> 01:13:20,037
There's always blood
the first time.

1296
01:13:26,540 --> 01:13:29,438
You remember me, don't you, silly?

1297
01:13:33,856 --> 01:13:35,979
Sure. That's Iris.

1298
01:13:36,287 --> 01:13:39,806
She was the college student
that ran Mrs. G's barn.

1299
01:13:40,283 --> 01:13:42,032
She was so sweet.

1300
01:13:42,043 --> 01:13:45,153
I don't remember.
Was she around all the time?

1301
01:13:45,164 --> 01:13:47,131
She was there the day that Mrs. G

1302
01:13:47,142 --> 01:13:49,712
put you on her stallion, Puff.

1303
01:13:50,714 --> 01:13:52,210
Such a cute kid.

1304
01:13:52,293 --> 01:13:53,864
A lot of heart, that one.

1305
01:13:53,875 --> 01:13:55,623
She's made huge improvements

1306
01:13:55,634 --> 01:13:57,841
this summer-- leaps and bounds.

1307
01:13:57,852 --> 01:13:59,900
Funny, now that we're
talking about it,

1308
01:13:59,911 --> 01:14:01,409
there's something else I remember.

1309
01:14:01,493 --> 01:14:03,033
Isn't he gorgeous?

1310
01:14:03,388 --> 01:14:04,513
She is.

1311
01:14:08,956 --> 01:14:11,328
Have you lost weight, Becky?

1312
01:14:12,190 --> 01:14:14,089
- I've noticed it too.
- Mm.

1313
01:14:14,100 --> 01:14:15,728
You're lookin' really good.

1314
01:14:15,739 --> 01:14:17,965
I'm sure Bill didn't
mean anything by it,

1315
01:14:17,976 --> 01:14:20,066
- but I was so repressed--
- Keep up your training,

1316
01:14:20,082 --> 01:14:22,694
you'll be able to compete
with us in the fall.

1317
01:14:22,705 --> 01:14:25,025
Love for you to join my
inner-city running team.

1318
01:14:25,036 --> 01:14:26,994
I couldn't handle him

1319
01:14:27,005 --> 01:14:30,668
noticing me, you know, as a woman.

1320
01:14:32,920 --> 01:14:35,530
Do you know how to get
in touch with Iris?

1321
01:14:35,541 --> 01:14:36,957
Oh, not a clue.

1322
01:14:37,437 --> 01:14:39,455
I don't think I even
knew her last name.

1323
01:14:39,750 --> 01:14:41,582
But Mrs. G would know.

1324
01:14:41,593 --> 01:14:43,869
She was so close with her.

1325
01:14:50,693 --> 01:14:53,191
You've reached the
Gramercy residence.

1326
01:14:53,274 --> 01:14:55,397
Please leave a message
for Dr. G or I

1327
01:14:55,480 --> 01:14:57,395
after the beep tone.

1328
01:14:57,478 --> 01:15:00,434
Hel-- Hello, Jane,
it's Jennifer Fox.

1329
01:15:01,037 --> 01:15:02,639
Sorry I missed you.

1330
01:15:02,723 --> 01:15:05,429
I'm just-- it's funny,
I'm near your house.

1331
01:15:05,511 --> 01:15:07,801
I just thought it would
be lovely to come by

1332
01:15:07,885 --> 01:15:09,841
and say hello again.

1333
01:15:13,545 --> 01:15:15,252
Shit.

1334
01:15:24,188 --> 01:15:27,352
I'm ready to make a
group beyond marriage.

1335
01:15:29,612 --> 01:15:31,569
Marriage is terrible.

1336
01:15:34,899 --> 01:15:37,896
Beyond all formal
rules of commitment.

1337
01:15:42,469 --> 01:15:44,467
Jenny, do you trust me?

1338
01:15:44,860 --> 01:15:45,971
Yeah.

1339
01:15:45,982 --> 01:15:48,064
Do you want to come with me?

1340
01:15:48,382 --> 01:15:50,380
I want us to make a real group.

1341
01:15:52,331 --> 01:15:55,912
You, me, Mrs. G, and Iris.

1342
01:15:59,541 --> 01:16:01,248
Iris.

1343
01:16:37,003 --> 01:16:39,251
...visiting my mom and...

1344
01:16:39,335 --> 01:16:40,792
- Of course not.
- I'm so sorry.

1345
01:16:40,875 --> 01:16:42,790
Oh, I brought you
a bottle of wine.

1346
01:16:42,873 --> 01:16:44,371
Oh!

1347
01:16:44,454 --> 01:16:46,115
But when I was at my mom's,

1348
01:16:46,126 --> 01:16:49,680
I found some treasures
of you competing.

1349
01:16:49,907 --> 01:16:51,988
Oh. I wanted to compete
again this summer,

1350
01:16:52,072 --> 01:16:54,947
but with Anthony sick,
I can't plan anything.

1351
01:16:54,958 --> 01:16:56,499
I wake up every morning

1352
01:16:56,510 --> 01:16:58,520
and don't know if I'll be
able to leave the house.

1353
01:16:58,531 --> 01:17:01,244
I understand.
That must be so hard.

1354
01:17:01,280 --> 01:17:02,654
Oh, thank you.

1355
01:17:02,665 --> 01:17:06,332
So, I found some pictures
you might find amusing

1356
01:17:06,645 --> 01:17:11,599
from the summer that I
stayed here with you.

1357
01:17:12,046 --> 01:17:13,369
Mm.

1358
01:17:14,256 --> 01:17:15,489
Let's see.

1359
01:17:15,500 --> 01:17:17,861
Do you recognize that lady?

1360
01:17:17,872 --> 01:17:21,516
Oh, my! That is a
good picture of me.

1361
01:17:21,527 --> 01:17:24,147
I don't have any good
photos of me at all.

1362
01:17:24,206 --> 01:17:26,827
Remember these girls?

1363
01:17:26,837 --> 01:17:28,599
Who is this?

1364
01:17:31,800 --> 01:17:33,465
Me.

1365
01:17:39,687 --> 01:17:42,768
I was trying to remember, uh...

1366
01:17:43,488 --> 01:17:45,435
who was the older girl?

1367
01:17:45,798 --> 01:17:48,628
Very pretty brunette who
was there that summer?

1368
01:17:48,639 --> 01:17:50,139
Iris Rose.

1369
01:17:50,222 --> 01:17:51,710
- Yeah.
- Can you imagine?

1370
01:17:51,721 --> 01:17:53,540
Two flowers for a name.

1371
01:17:53,635 --> 01:17:55,050
God, she was beautiful.

1372
01:17:55,134 --> 01:17:56,799
- Yeah.
- She was in college.

1373
01:17:56,881 --> 01:17:58,172
She worked for me all that year.

1374
01:17:58,256 --> 01:17:59,830
Yeah, I remember that.

1375
01:18:00,040 --> 01:18:02,871
Do you know how to
get a hold of Iris?

1376
01:18:02,882 --> 01:18:04,423
What's this?

1377
01:18:06,949 --> 01:18:09,477
Oh, I didn't mean to-- uh...

1378
01:18:10,382 --> 01:18:11,481
it's Bill.

1379
01:18:11,492 --> 01:18:13,808
I-I-I was looking on the Internet,

1380
01:18:13,819 --> 01:18:16,661
and there was a--
A book on American running,

1381
01:18:16,672 --> 01:18:19,397
and they-- They had a whole, um...

1382
01:18:19,849 --> 01:18:21,815
Yeah, what--
What happened to Bill?

1383
01:18:21,898 --> 01:18:23,189
I don't know.

1384
01:18:24,369 --> 01:18:25,702
Uh--

1385
01:18:26,472 --> 01:18:28,636
Let me get my glasses.

1386
01:18:28,988 --> 01:18:31,846
There were two chapters
dedicated to him

1387
01:18:31,930 --> 01:18:33,512
and all about his coaching.

1388
01:18:33,595 --> 01:18:39,018
I guess they've named a wing
after him at a university.

1389
01:18:39,029 --> 01:18:41,663
Last I heard,
his sister called me,

1390
01:18:41,674 --> 01:18:43,838
trying to find Bill,

1391
01:18:44,391 --> 01:18:45,764
because their...

1392
01:18:47,328 --> 01:18:48,702
their mother...

1393
01:18:54,200 --> 01:18:55,906
Let's get you that map.

1394
01:18:55,989 --> 01:18:57,946
I'll give you directions
to get out of here so--

1395
01:18:57,957 --> 01:19:00,225
Franny told me that you had
trained for the World Games,

1396
01:19:00,235 --> 01:19:02,067
so I was sure he trained you.

1397
01:19:02,150 --> 01:19:03,814
No, he didn't. She was wrong.

1398
01:19:03,898 --> 01:19:05,189
I wasn't in the World Games,

1399
01:19:05,271 --> 01:19:07,353
although I have won
several gold medals.

1400
01:19:11,682 --> 01:19:13,722
I loved you and Bill so much.

1401
01:19:13,804 --> 01:19:16,260
Here's the turnoff
for the interstate.

1402
01:19:16,344 --> 01:19:19,549
I just need to know what happened.

1403
01:19:20,923 --> 01:19:22,379
You just follow
this road out here.

1404
01:19:22,463 --> 01:19:23,901
- It isn't hard.
- You must've known.

1405
01:19:23,912 --> 01:19:25,241
It's a little dark out right now.

1406
01:19:25,251 --> 01:19:26,530
And then you'll find the turnoff

1407
01:19:26,584 --> 01:19:28,290
and you'll be on the
interstate in no time.

1408
01:19:28,373 --> 01:19:31,644
I need to talk about it
with someone who was there.

1409
01:19:31,699 --> 01:19:33,119
Please.

1410
01:19:33,202 --> 01:19:35,741
You can take the
map if you'd like.

1411
01:19:36,131 --> 01:19:37,146
You should go now.

1412
01:19:37,157 --> 01:19:39,654
It's very late. I'm quite tired.

1413
01:19:39,737 --> 01:19:41,058
Jane, is somebody here?

1414
01:19:41,069 --> 01:19:42,723
- Ah, hello.
- Oh.

1415
01:19:42,734 --> 01:19:45,138
- It's-- It's Jenny Fox.
- Jenny! Jenny Fox!

1416
01:19:45,149 --> 01:19:46,844
- Yes.
- Ho ho ho!

1417
01:19:46,855 --> 01:19:48,353
Oh, good to see you.

1418
01:19:48,364 --> 01:19:51,402
- Hello, Dr. G.
- Jenny Fox.

1419
01:19:51,450 --> 01:19:53,758
Jenny just said that
she was leaving.

1420
01:19:53,769 --> 01:19:54,878
Oh.

1421
01:19:54,889 --> 01:19:56,512
Sorry, it's so late. I know.

1422
01:20:13,984 --> 01:20:16,273
Oh, Jenny, Jenny, Jenny, Jenny,

1423
01:20:16,284 --> 01:20:18,444
with all your questions.

1424
01:20:24,110 --> 01:20:27,398
I feel like you want me to
apologize for something.

1425
01:20:27,481 --> 01:20:28,771
I'm not sure.

1426
01:20:28,782 --> 01:20:30,821
What do you want?

1427
01:20:30,905 --> 01:20:31,904
- No.
- No?

1428
01:20:31,988 --> 01:20:34,152
Okay.

1429
01:20:35,218 --> 01:20:37,091
I just want to know you.

1430
01:20:39,120 --> 01:20:40,868
You can't.

1431
01:20:47,041 --> 01:20:49,622
I'm trying to understand.

1432
01:20:50,270 --> 01:20:54,266
Do you know how lucky you were
to have a teacher like Bill?

1433
01:20:54,277 --> 01:20:56,567
He's so special.

1434
01:20:59,782 --> 01:21:01,905
I never had anyone like him.

1435
01:21:16,637 --> 01:21:19,260
You never win without
perseverance.

1436
01:21:30,741 --> 01:21:34,488
Just a little while longer,
and then it will be over,

1437
01:21:34,652 --> 01:21:37,067
and it will never hurt again.

1438
01:21:37,078 --> 01:21:38,617
You'll see.

1439
01:22:25,196 --> 01:22:27,111
Now you are a woman, my love.

1440
01:23:07,552 --> 01:23:09,844
Professor Fox, are you okay?

1441
01:23:11,075 --> 01:23:13,031
Yeah, I'm fine.

1442
01:23:15,139 --> 01:23:18,164
Okay, so ordinarily I'd say

1443
01:23:18,451 --> 01:23:21,378
you should take the
time to build up trust

1444
01:23:21,389 --> 01:23:23,887
with your subject, right?

1445
01:23:26,488 --> 01:23:28,446
But, um...

1446
01:23:28,997 --> 01:23:31,587
sometimes you gotta surprise 'em.

1447
01:23:33,598 --> 01:23:36,595
Right? To get beyond
their defenses.

1448
01:23:36,606 --> 01:23:39,622
So, Samantha, why don't you...

1449
01:23:40,250 --> 01:23:43,185
tell us all about your
first sexual experience.

1450
01:23:46,157 --> 01:23:48,781
Uh, yeah, okay.

1451
01:23:48,992 --> 01:23:50,153
I was...

1452
01:23:50,236 --> 01:23:52,068
I was 17.

1453
01:23:52,151 --> 01:23:53,917
His name was Rick.

1454
01:23:54,154 --> 01:23:55,444
Yeah, he was my age.

1455
01:23:55,855 --> 01:23:59,517
So,
your childhood sweetheart or whatever?

1456
01:24:00,726 --> 01:24:01,987
Yeah.

1457
01:24:02,609 --> 01:24:04,732
And did you enjoy it?

1458
01:24:06,035 --> 01:24:07,243
Did I enjoy it?

1459
01:24:07,428 --> 01:24:10,633
Um, yeah, I think.

1460
01:24:10,716 --> 01:24:13,130
Right,
the whole thing was actually just--

1461
01:24:13,457 --> 01:24:14,790
It was kind of sweet,

1462
01:24:14,801 --> 01:24:16,548
because we'd been
best friends since...

1463
01:24:16,768 --> 01:24:18,583
God, sixth grade?

1464
01:24:19,016 --> 01:24:21,622
You know, we had no
idea what we were doing.

1465
01:24:21,705 --> 01:24:23,494
We were just a couple of kids.

1466
01:24:23,632 --> 01:24:25,672
Looking back on it, I...

1467
01:24:25,965 --> 01:24:29,561
I was younger than I thought
of myself to be, you know?

1468
01:24:30,036 --> 01:24:33,057
And yet,
I'll never forget in the moment,

1469
01:24:33,068 --> 01:24:36,171
there was just so much tenderness.

1470
01:24:36,648 --> 01:24:39,437
I think I even had a little...

1471
01:24:39,644 --> 01:24:41,095
um...

1472
01:24:41,876 --> 01:24:43,225
you know.

1473
01:24:43,309 --> 01:24:45,217
You know what I'm saying.

1474
01:24:45,263 --> 01:24:46,597
No. What?

1475
01:24:46,608 --> 01:24:48,089
Uh...

1476
01:24:48,100 --> 01:24:50,719
I mean, if you're not going
to be able to talk about sex,

1477
01:24:50,730 --> 01:24:52,894
I don't know how you're going
to interview other people

1478
01:24:52,905 --> 01:24:54,606
about all kinds of shit, so...

1479
01:24:54,647 --> 01:24:56,183
Okay. Uh...

1480
01:24:57,088 --> 01:25:00,292
I think I had a little... orgasm.

1481
01:25:00,518 --> 01:25:02,225
I don't know,
I wasn't expecting it.

1482
01:25:02,236 --> 01:25:03,735
I didn't know what it was.

1483
01:25:03,746 --> 01:25:06,451
It just--
It wasn't the same as it is now.

1484
01:25:07,421 --> 01:25:10,031
You know, because in the
beginning it's like...

1485
01:25:10,114 --> 01:25:13,555
it's just like these
little... sparks.

1486
01:25:15,859 --> 01:25:19,106
And, I mean, it felt really...
just really natural, I think.

1487
01:25:19,189 --> 01:25:22,103
So it's a tough thing,
because what happens is,

1488
01:25:22,186 --> 01:25:24,618
especially at that age,
is that it feels good.

1489
01:25:24,629 --> 01:25:26,627
I mean, it feels good.

1490
01:25:26,640 --> 01:25:28,835
Someone is touching you
in an area that is sexual,

1491
01:25:28,846 --> 01:25:31,166
and so you kind of enjoy it,
and so--

1492
01:25:31,177 --> 01:25:33,383
- There's guilt.
- There's a sense of like...

1493
01:25:33,394 --> 01:25:34,870
well there's a sense of guilt,

1494
01:25:34,881 --> 01:25:36,421
of feeling like you enjoyed this,

1495
01:25:36,505 --> 01:25:37,962
and not understanding
that it was--

1496
01:25:38,045 --> 01:25:39,460
It's not a good thing

1497
01:25:39,544 --> 01:25:41,371
and it's not appropriate.

1498
01:25:42,125 --> 01:25:44,829
One needn't be ashamed.

1499
01:25:44,892 --> 01:25:46,578
I mean, you know...

1500
01:25:46,880 --> 01:25:50,293
I mean, otherwise we wouldn't
be able to live with ourselves.

1501
01:25:54,487 --> 01:25:56,859
I have friends who just,
like, go on about sex

1502
01:25:56,870 --> 01:25:58,722
like it's the most amazing
thing in the world,

1503
01:25:58,733 --> 01:26:00,564
and I just-- I can't relate.

1504
01:26:00,648 --> 01:26:02,729
Like, what? Why?

1505
01:26:02,812 --> 01:26:04,311
You know?

1506
01:26:04,393 --> 01:26:05,809
What's so fantastic about it?

1507
01:26:05,892 --> 01:26:07,682
Because I also never orgasmed.

1508
01:26:08,970 --> 01:26:10,385
You know?

1509
01:26:10,396 --> 01:26:12,773
Can you when you're alone?

1510
01:26:12,784 --> 01:26:14,498
Yeah. But never with someone.

1511
01:26:14,509 --> 01:26:15,674
Right.

1512
01:26:15,758 --> 01:26:17,215
Yeah, but I...

1513
01:26:17,298 --> 01:26:19,629
I feel like that's
normal for most women.

1514
01:26:19,712 --> 01:26:23,458
I wasn't abused,
but for me it took me years

1515
01:26:23,541 --> 01:26:27,537
to get comfortable,
to have an orgasm with a man.

1516
01:26:27,621 --> 01:26:30,883
I don't think that it has
anything to do with abuse.

1517
01:26:42,148 --> 01:26:44,353
Hello, you've reached
William Allens.

1518
01:26:44,437 --> 01:26:46,144
Best in Sports.

1519
01:26:46,155 --> 01:26:47,882
Leave a message,
and I'll return your call

1520
01:26:47,892 --> 01:26:49,432
at my earliest convenience.

1521
01:26:49,515 --> 01:26:51,181
Hey, Bill.

1522
01:26:51,264 --> 01:26:52,928
This is Jenny Fox calling again.

1523
01:26:53,012 --> 01:26:56,279
I'm just-- I don't want to
keep calling and calling,

1524
01:26:56,708 --> 01:26:59,097
but I think we need to talk.

1525
01:26:59,549 --> 01:27:01,547
So can you please call me back?

1526
01:27:15,614 --> 01:27:17,362
- Hello?
- Hey, Jennifer.

1527
01:27:17,446 --> 01:27:19,444
It's Detective Amato.

1528
01:27:19,527 --> 01:27:20,642
Oh. Hey.

1529
01:27:20,681 --> 01:27:23,054
Listen, I thought you might
be interested to know,

1530
01:27:23,065 --> 01:27:24,313
there'll be a big event.

1531
01:27:24,397 --> 01:27:26,761
William Allens is
receiving an award.

1532
01:27:26,910 --> 01:27:27,935
- Oh...
- Also,

1533
01:27:28,018 --> 01:27:30,321
I found that woman
you were looking for.

1534
01:27:30,332 --> 01:27:31,915
Iris Rose?

1535
01:27:31,926 --> 01:27:33,840
She teaches middle school.

1536
01:27:33,851 --> 01:27:35,557
Okay, okay.

1537
01:27:46,333 --> 01:27:50,205
See how miserable people look
in their little nuclear units?

1538
01:27:50,287 --> 01:27:52,411
- Stop fighting.
- Come on.

1539
01:27:52,494 --> 01:27:55,158
It's all those rules.

1540
01:27:55,241 --> 01:27:56,989
Monogamy. Marriage.

1541
01:27:57,073 --> 01:27:58,363
It's killing people.

1542
01:27:58,446 --> 01:28:00,403
Maybe it just depends
on the people.

1543
01:28:00,486 --> 01:28:02,068
Two tickets, please.

1544
01:28:02,151 --> 01:28:05,148
You really need to start
thinking more clearly, Jenny.

1545
01:28:05,231 --> 01:28:06,771
Thank you.

1546
01:28:10,309 --> 01:28:12,807
Jenny? Jenny?

1547
01:28:13,168 --> 01:28:14,971
Oh! Hey, Iris!

1548
01:28:15,055 --> 01:28:16,948
- How are you?
- Good! Good to see you!

1549
01:28:16,959 --> 01:28:18,624
- You too.
- I'm so glad you called.

1550
01:28:18,635 --> 01:28:20,466
Do you want to, um,
grab a tea or something?

1551
01:28:20,549 --> 01:28:22,267
Yeah, there's a little
place right down here

1552
01:28:22,297 --> 01:28:23,796
- that we can go.
- Okay, okay.

1553
01:28:23,879 --> 01:28:27,792
And you and Bill were,
um... were lovers, right?

1554
01:28:28,023 --> 01:28:29,790
Yes, um...

1555
01:28:29,873 --> 01:28:32,870
Mrs. G arranged that I would
work for him part-time

1556
01:28:32,953 --> 01:28:35,326
and work for her the other time.

1557
01:28:35,409 --> 01:28:39,489
And I would work in his garden.

1558
01:28:39,572 --> 01:28:41,980
And I remember I was
wearing a bikini,

1559
01:28:41,991 --> 01:28:44,072
and he invited me in.

1560
01:28:46,357 --> 01:28:48,313
Oh, it was the '70s.

1561
01:28:48,396 --> 01:28:50,202
Yeah, I remember him...

1562
01:28:50,561 --> 01:28:52,018
He said that...

1563
01:28:52,101 --> 01:28:55,392
I think you guys had a
threesome with Mrs. G, right?

1564
01:28:55,850 --> 01:28:57,223
He told you that?

1565
01:28:57,234 --> 01:28:58,386
Yeah.

1566
01:28:58,470 --> 01:28:59,779
Yeah, we did.

1567
01:29:01,693 --> 01:29:03,816
Yeah, we were lovers too.

1568
01:29:04,921 --> 01:29:06,295
You and Bill?

1569
01:29:06,424 --> 01:29:07,673
Mm-hmm.

1570
01:29:07,990 --> 01:29:09,655
But how old were you?

1571
01:29:10,999 --> 01:29:12,331
Thirteen.

1572
01:29:14,079 --> 01:29:15,286
So...

1573
01:29:15,369 --> 01:29:16,743
Wow. That---

1574
01:29:18,907 --> 01:29:21,671
That's the age of the
kids that I teach now.

1575
01:29:21,831 --> 01:29:24,369
Yeah, kids, right.

1576
01:29:25,657 --> 01:29:28,322
Do you have any memory of, um...

1577
01:29:31,045 --> 01:29:33,767
Mrs. G and Bill
planning a foursome?

1578
01:29:34,049 --> 01:29:35,182
Do you remember that?

1579
01:29:35,266 --> 01:29:36,935
- With you?
- Yeah.

1580
01:29:36,973 --> 01:29:38,698
I think they were
planning a weekend,

1581
01:29:38,709 --> 01:29:41,963
like around here somewhere,
to go to a hotel...

1582
01:29:42,203 --> 01:29:44,171
I don't remember that at all.

1583
01:29:45,256 --> 01:29:46,547
The four of us?

1584
01:29:46,629 --> 01:29:49,054
Yeah, Bill and Mrs. G and you...

1585
01:29:49,843 --> 01:29:52,090
bringing me into it.

1586
01:29:54,871 --> 01:29:57,327
Oh, damn it.

1587
01:29:57,708 --> 01:29:59,616
Wow.

1588
01:30:00,222 --> 01:30:03,636
Boy, I haven't thought about
that in a long-- long time.

1589
01:30:05,410 --> 01:30:06,910
Yeah.

1590
01:30:15,351 --> 01:30:17,557
How'd he rope her into that?

1591
01:30:18,217 --> 01:30:20,091
Rope Mrs. G?

1592
01:30:20,639 --> 01:30:24,220
No, it was more
like she was the cat

1593
01:30:24,231 --> 01:30:26,624
bringing the mouse to him.

1594
01:30:28,588 --> 01:30:31,905
- Wow.
- Yeah.

1595
01:30:31,916 --> 01:30:34,123
How-- How-- So she was the one--

1596
01:30:34,134 --> 01:30:36,590
Oh, yeah, she was totally into it.

1597
01:30:41,848 --> 01:30:45,094
I've met two very special people

1598
01:30:45,105 --> 01:30:47,282
whom I've come to love dearly.

1599
01:30:47,461 --> 01:30:49,722
Jenny, I've got a crazy idea.

1600
01:30:49,733 --> 01:30:51,803
What if you kept your
horse with me all fall,

1601
01:30:51,814 --> 01:30:53,551
and then you could
visit on the weekends?

1602
01:30:53,562 --> 01:30:56,726
Mrs. G has a fantasy of
you sucking on her breast.

1603
01:31:00,555 --> 01:31:02,179
My beauties.

1604
01:31:09,817 --> 01:31:13,449
Jenny, what we really want to
do is explore our unconscious.

1605
01:31:14,303 --> 01:31:16,218
Bring it into consciousness.

1606
01:31:16,567 --> 01:31:18,232
Together.

1607
01:31:18,528 --> 01:31:19,694
In our family.

1608
01:31:20,036 --> 01:31:21,718
You'll have to tell your parents

1609
01:31:21,729 --> 01:31:23,287
that you have a track
meet in Delaware.

1610
01:31:24,062 --> 01:31:25,864
And then Mrs. G will
pick you up from school,

1611
01:31:25,947 --> 01:31:28,652
and Iris and I will meet
you at the hotel at 6:00.

1612
01:31:28,736 --> 01:31:32,607
And then we'll have you back
home Sunday night, like usual.

1613
01:31:32,690 --> 01:31:35,014
Bill and I have already
spoken to Iris about it,

1614
01:31:35,025 --> 01:31:37,760
but we'd like you to
bring something special.

1615
01:31:38,580 --> 01:31:40,937
And don't forget
your running shoes.

1616
01:31:49,756 --> 01:31:51,629
Mom, did you get me
the juice I wanted?

1617
01:31:51,640 --> 01:31:53,326
Sue, you're getting it all over--

1618
01:31:53,336 --> 01:31:54,543
Oh, here. Here's your juice.

1619
01:31:54,626 --> 01:31:56,333
Hey, Harold, Harold, no.

1620
01:31:56,417 --> 01:31:57,957
It's my favorite kind.

1621
01:32:03,368 --> 01:32:04,867
Darling, I'm sorry.

1622
01:32:04,950 --> 01:32:07,009
Sit. Go. Sit.

1623
01:32:07,830 --> 01:32:09,570
Go and sit!

1624
01:32:09,653 --> 01:32:11,360
Nana, do you like my painting?

1625
01:32:11,443 --> 01:32:13,816
I love it. Go and sit!

1626
01:32:22,786 --> 01:32:24,742
Hey, Dad.

1627
01:32:25,324 --> 01:32:26,824
Hey, babe.

1628
01:33:01,194 --> 01:33:02,360
Hello?

1629
01:33:02,371 --> 01:33:03,703
Jennifer.

1630
01:33:03,909 --> 01:33:05,639
- Hey.
- I've been calling you.

1631
01:33:05,722 --> 01:33:08,362
You haven't answered
any of my calls.

1632
01:33:08,373 --> 01:33:10,801
I even tried you
at the university.

1633
01:33:11,542 --> 01:33:12,757
Hello?

1634
01:33:12,840 --> 01:33:14,921
Martin, I gotta go meet him.

1635
01:33:15,004 --> 01:33:17,080
What are you--
What are you talking about?

1636
01:33:17,091 --> 01:33:18,542
I need to see him.

1637
01:33:18,626 --> 01:33:20,041
Look, I don't-- Jennifer--

1638
01:33:20,124 --> 01:33:21,955
I need to talk to him.
I need to try to...

1639
01:33:22,039 --> 01:33:23,454
He's not gonna tell you anything.

1640
01:33:23,537 --> 01:33:24,870
...figure out who he is.

1641
01:33:24,952 --> 01:33:26,659
Listen, promise me, Jennifer.

1642
01:33:26,743 --> 01:33:29,324
Promise me that you won't do
anything until I get there.

1643
01:33:29,335 --> 01:33:31,643
- I just want to understand.
- I'm on the next plane back.

1644
01:33:31,654 --> 01:33:33,070
- Jennifer, look...
- Babe, please.

1645
01:33:33,081 --> 01:33:34,567
...you cannot go
there alone, okay?

1646
01:33:34,578 --> 01:33:36,646
- Babe.
- Jennifer, listen to--

1647
01:33:58,711 --> 01:34:01,000
Oh, honey, sweetie...

1648
01:34:01,661 --> 01:34:02,909
I feel sick.

1649
01:34:03,368 --> 01:34:05,152
Yeah, you got a little fever.

1650
01:34:05,703 --> 01:34:08,118
I think it's the flu
that's going around.

1651
01:34:08,450 --> 01:34:09,740
Come on.

1652
01:34:09,980 --> 01:34:11,646
We'll get you in bed.

1653
01:34:12,530 --> 01:34:14,112
But I have a track
meet this weekend.

1654
01:34:14,195 --> 01:34:15,860
Well, you'll have to cancel.

1655
01:34:16,343 --> 01:34:17,882
Please, Mom?

1656
01:34:17,893 --> 01:34:20,522
No. Nothing's that important.
I'll just call Mrs. G.

1657
01:34:20,605 --> 01:34:22,486
We'll tell her you can't come.

1658
01:34:22,497 --> 01:34:23,871
Okay?

1659
01:34:23,882 --> 01:34:25,506
Let's get you in bed.

1660
01:34:25,595 --> 01:34:26,803
All right?

1661
01:34:32,858 --> 01:34:34,164
All right.

1662
01:34:34,253 --> 01:34:37,458
I'll come check on
you in a few minutes.

1663
01:35:01,967 --> 01:35:04,737
Just a few hours later,

1664
01:35:05,352 --> 01:35:07,891
my stomachache was
completely gone.

1665
01:35:11,388 --> 01:35:15,676
My body had told me what
my mind refused to accept.

1666
01:35:18,506 --> 01:35:19,893
I'm tired.

1667
01:35:20,213 --> 01:35:21,985
So tired.

1668
01:35:22,752 --> 01:35:25,540
Tired in ways that I'm afraid.

1669
01:35:26,976 --> 01:35:31,221
The fear is a fear
of a broken dream.

1670
01:35:37,778 --> 01:35:40,026
I have made a decision.

1671
01:35:41,902 --> 01:35:43,928
Go get your father.
It's time for dinner.

1672
01:35:43,939 --> 01:35:45,624
- Okay, Mom.
- Harold?

1673
01:35:45,635 --> 01:35:47,341
Wait, Harold...

1674
01:35:54,371 --> 01:35:55,703
Hello?

1675
01:35:55,893 --> 01:35:58,266
Hello? Bill?

1676
01:35:58,324 --> 01:35:59,821
Jenny!

1677
01:36:00,065 --> 01:36:01,896
I'm so happy you called.

1678
01:36:01,907 --> 01:36:03,615
I was worried sick.

1679
01:36:06,312 --> 01:36:08,060
Jenny? Are you-- Are you there?

1680
01:36:09,205 --> 01:36:10,912
Yes, I'm here.

1681
01:36:12,702 --> 01:36:14,700
Did you go on...

1682
01:36:15,477 --> 01:36:18,849
with Jane and Iris without me?

1683
01:36:18,885 --> 01:36:20,369
No, no.

1684
01:36:20,380 --> 01:36:22,253
None of us wanted to.

1685
01:36:23,307 --> 01:36:25,355
We all agreed,
we want to wait for you.

1686
01:36:25,439 --> 01:36:29,393
So, don't worry.
We will pick another weekend.

1687
01:36:33,315 --> 01:36:35,688
I don't want to see you anymore.

1688
01:36:38,091 --> 01:36:40,111
Wait. It--

1689
01:36:40,122 --> 01:36:41,287
Is it your parents?

1690
01:36:41,298 --> 01:36:43,171
Because if it is,
I can talk to them.

1691
01:36:43,818 --> 01:36:47,109
They don't-- They don't
understand you the way that--

1692
01:36:47,120 --> 01:36:48,196
That I do.

1693
01:36:48,207 --> 01:36:50,096
And if you don't
want to do a weekend,

1694
01:36:50,107 --> 01:36:51,360
we don't have to.

1695
01:36:51,371 --> 01:36:52,984
I don't want to see you anymore.

1696
01:36:52,995 --> 01:36:54,285
But Jenny...

1697
01:36:58,239 --> 01:36:59,696
Jenny...

1698
01:37:00,138 --> 01:37:01,595
please.

1699
01:37:03,159 --> 01:37:04,732
I love you.

1700
01:37:05,920 --> 01:37:07,002
I need you.

1701
01:37:07,089 --> 01:37:09,077
We can work everything out.

1702
01:37:10,794 --> 01:37:13,263
Please just...
please don't leave me.

1703
01:37:13,333 --> 01:37:14,789
I'm gonna hang up now.

1704
01:37:14,800 --> 01:37:16,863
Don't hang up, wait, wait--

1705
01:37:18,011 --> 01:37:19,926
Jenny?

1706
01:37:20,827 --> 01:37:22,659
Jenny, dinner!

1707
01:37:30,251 --> 01:37:32,997
Gramercy residence. Jane speaking.

1708
01:37:33,578 --> 01:37:34,600
Hello.

1709
01:37:34,611 --> 01:37:36,240
It's Jenny.

1710
01:37:36,665 --> 01:37:39,787
I'm coming to pick up
my horse this weekend.

1711
01:37:42,071 --> 01:37:43,444
Fine.

1712
01:38:21,562 --> 01:38:23,560
Stupid girl.

1713
01:38:27,067 --> 01:38:29,523
Stupid, stupid girl.

1714
01:38:31,354 --> 01:38:33,394
Where's your father?

1715
01:38:41,802 --> 01:38:44,175
"We had a dream.

1716
01:38:44,186 --> 01:38:46,101
"A beautiful dream.

1717
01:38:47,496 --> 01:38:51,281
"We were going to fill the
emptiness in each of our souls

1718
01:38:51,663 --> 01:38:53,911
with love from the other."

1719
01:38:54,559 --> 01:38:57,350
What happened with you and Bill?

1720
01:38:57,361 --> 01:38:58,943
Why'd you leave him?

1721
01:38:58,954 --> 01:39:00,576
Me leave him?

1722
01:39:03,364 --> 01:39:04,738
You don't know?

1723
01:39:08,734 --> 01:39:10,940
You were just the
beginning, Jenny.

1724
01:39:12,480 --> 01:39:14,353
There were so many others.

1725
01:39:15,727 --> 01:39:17,683
I tried to keep up, but I'm old.

1726
01:39:19,098 --> 01:39:20,389
I'm old.

1727
01:39:22,095 --> 01:39:24,135
"But as so many dreams,

1728
01:39:24,405 --> 01:39:27,153
reality does not hold true."

1729
01:39:28,356 --> 01:39:30,504
I couldn't ask for help.

1730
01:39:30,991 --> 01:39:33,728
I was waiting for you to save me.

1731
01:39:34,375 --> 01:39:37,577
Somehow in my mind,
it couldn't be anybody else.

1732
01:39:37,933 --> 01:39:40,153
It had to be you.

1733
01:39:40,534 --> 01:39:42,698
Why didn't you?

1734
01:39:43,167 --> 01:39:45,040
No one saved me.

1735
01:39:45,406 --> 01:39:48,457
"The pretty colors and ribbons

1736
01:39:48,667 --> 01:39:51,555
"I had decorated
Bill and Mrs. G with

1737
01:39:51,852 --> 01:39:53,376
"disintegrated,

1738
01:39:53,387 --> 01:39:54,885
"and they were left naked.

1739
01:39:56,186 --> 01:39:59,475
"The overwhelming
pain of weakness.

1740
01:40:00,156 --> 01:40:03,346
"The sickening fact of someone

1741
01:40:04,232 --> 01:40:07,336
"who once seemed so strong.

1742
01:40:09,196 --> 01:40:14,191
Only to find that the strength
is only in their words."

1743
01:40:15,047 --> 01:40:16,613
Thank you, Jenny.

1744
01:40:16,624 --> 01:40:18,694
That's quite a powerful story.

1745
01:40:18,705 --> 01:40:21,472
Do you mind telling us
where you got it from?

1746
01:40:21,483 --> 01:40:22,688
Oh...

1747
01:40:22,910 --> 01:40:24,574
I made it up.

1748
01:40:24,832 --> 01:40:26,330
That's what I thought.

1749
01:40:26,341 --> 01:40:27,738
You see, class, fiction allows us

1750
01:40:27,821 --> 01:40:31,024
to live things far outside
our own experiences...

1751
01:40:36,771 --> 01:40:38,019
Oh.

1752
01:40:38,102 --> 01:40:39,809
Mom, don't stop.

1753
01:40:40,756 --> 01:40:42,556
Oh, that's one of my
favorite memories.

1754
01:40:42,640 --> 01:40:45,137
In the summers,
after the ice cream truck,

1755
01:40:45,563 --> 01:40:48,040
all the kids gathered around.

1756
01:40:48,051 --> 01:40:49,414
Listened to you play.

1757
01:40:49,425 --> 01:40:51,340
I don't have it in
my fingers anymore.

1758
01:40:57,825 --> 01:40:59,531
I failed.

1759
01:41:00,248 --> 01:41:02,494
I didn't want it to be true.

1760
01:41:02,506 --> 01:41:05,420
I told myself it couldn't be true.

1761
01:41:06,794 --> 01:41:08,383
I failed at the one thing

1762
01:41:08,394 --> 01:41:10,505
a mother is supposed to do.

1763
01:41:11,207 --> 01:41:13,371
Protect her child.

1764
01:41:14,290 --> 01:41:16,205
I am so sorry.

1765
01:41:16,802 --> 01:41:19,347
You lied to me.

1766
01:41:19,477 --> 01:41:21,684
You told me it was a good
thing all these years.

1767
01:41:21,767 --> 01:41:23,308
And it was.

1768
01:41:23,391 --> 01:41:24,639
I got an A.

1769
01:41:24,723 --> 01:41:26,970
An A? You think that matters?

1770
01:41:27,053 --> 01:41:28,344
That doesn't make it good.

1771
01:41:28,427 --> 01:41:31,632
You want me to be
some pathetic victim.

1772
01:41:31,887 --> 01:41:34,263
Well, you know what? I'm not.

1773
01:41:34,421 --> 01:41:37,168
I've got something
no one else does.

1774
01:41:37,401 --> 01:41:39,457
I'm the teacher now.

1775
01:41:40,117 --> 01:41:41,997
Not just some invisible kid.

1776
01:41:42,273 --> 01:41:44,313
You'll never get married.

1777
01:41:44,324 --> 01:41:46,326
I don't want to get married.

1778
01:41:46,337 --> 01:41:48,272
Have you not been listening to me?

1779
01:41:48,702 --> 01:41:50,739
You'll never have children.

1780
01:41:51,029 --> 01:41:52,570
I hate children.

1781
01:41:53,424 --> 01:41:56,649
I don't want to have children.
I'm sure of that.

1782
01:41:56,732 --> 01:41:58,855
But I know one thing.

1783
01:41:59,352 --> 01:42:01,142
He loved me.

1784
01:42:02,553 --> 01:42:03,719
He cried.

1785
01:42:05,057 --> 01:42:06,722
He cried, didn't you see?

1786
01:42:08,233 --> 01:42:09,947
And for years...

1787
01:42:11,000 --> 01:42:12,816
he's gonna send me cards.

1788
01:42:12,827 --> 01:42:14,506
Dear Jenny,
how was your graduation?

1789
01:42:14,589 --> 01:42:16,129
Please give my best to your folks.

1790
01:42:16,213 --> 01:42:18,044
Dear Jenny, with all the
trouble in Israel...

1791
01:42:18,127 --> 01:42:19,959
...I read about you in
the newspaper today...

1792
01:42:20,042 --> 01:42:21,624
...I hope you return
to your running.

1793
01:42:21,707 --> 01:42:23,625
Dear Jenny, I am so proud
of your growing career.

1794
01:42:23,636 --> 01:42:25,381
Dear Jenny, you were
always such a natural.

1795
01:42:25,392 --> 01:42:26,460
You see?

1796
01:42:27,943 --> 01:42:30,440
I'm not the victim of this story.

1797
01:42:31,501 --> 01:42:33,125
I'm the hero.

1798
01:42:33,273 --> 01:42:34,902
He fell apart, not me.

1799
01:42:35,457 --> 01:42:37,057
You couldn't even
think that their lives

1800
01:42:37,067 --> 01:42:39,111
might continue without you.

1801
01:42:40,159 --> 01:42:42,474
That there would be others.

1802
01:42:43,173 --> 01:42:46,296
You froze them in time,
didn't you?

1803
01:42:47,389 --> 01:42:49,096
But you know, he's still alive,

1804
01:42:49,180 --> 01:42:50,928
and I'm gonna go see him now.

1805
01:42:51,011 --> 01:42:52,093
No.

1806
01:43:01,833 --> 01:43:06,537
For his lifetime dedication
to the youth of Alexandria,

1807
01:43:06,621 --> 01:43:09,493
we would like to award
William P. Allens

1808
01:43:09,576 --> 01:43:13,114
this plaque of civic excellence.

1809
01:43:19,982 --> 01:43:21,731
Thank you all. Thank you very much.

1810
01:43:21,813 --> 01:43:24,977
- I'm actually deeply touched.
- I'm here for you.

1811
01:43:24,988 --> 01:43:26,797
And this could not have
been done, obviously,

1812
01:43:26,808 --> 01:43:28,551
without you, without your support,

1813
01:43:28,562 --> 01:43:30,811
the youth of this region,

1814
01:43:30,822 --> 01:43:32,820
they've learned to persevere.

1815
01:43:32,831 --> 01:43:37,011
They've learned to
strive to excellence

1816
01:43:37,705 --> 01:43:41,638
as a measure of your focus,
your concern, your support.

1817
01:43:43,065 --> 01:43:44,440
Thank you.

1818
01:43:45,233 --> 01:43:47,688
Thank you.

1819
01:44:22,212 --> 01:44:23,460
- Hello.
- Hi.

1820
01:44:23,769 --> 01:44:25,576
I don't believe we've met.

1821
01:44:25,723 --> 01:44:27,305
I'm Jennifer.

1822
01:44:27,521 --> 01:44:28,644
Hmm.

1823
01:44:28,800 --> 01:44:30,603
How do you know William?

1824
01:44:30,629 --> 01:44:34,333
Uh, he was my running coach.

1825
01:44:34,464 --> 01:44:35,941
Of course.

1826
01:44:36,142 --> 01:44:38,540
My husband is just
completely flattered

1827
01:44:38,551 --> 01:44:39,911
that so many of his
former students

1828
01:44:39,921 --> 01:44:41,851
- have come out to honor him.
- Husband?

1829
01:44:41,911 --> 01:44:44,438
Yeah.
Would... would you like to meet him?

1830
01:44:44,449 --> 01:44:47,779
Uh, say hello, yeah.
It's been a long time, so...

1831
01:44:48,541 --> 01:44:50,041
Okay.

1832
01:44:53,875 --> 01:44:55,332
How are you feeling?

1833
01:44:55,343 --> 01:44:56,957
- Really well.
- Ah, good, that's good.

1834
01:44:56,968 --> 01:44:59,174
You're the best.
You're the best one we have.

1835
01:44:59,184 --> 01:45:01,432
- I'm not kidding.
- Hi, Bill.

1836
01:45:03,116 --> 01:45:06,171
Hey. Boy, your hair.

1837
01:45:06,182 --> 01:45:08,305
Such curls. Looks beautiful.

1838
01:45:08,891 --> 01:45:11,805
Has anybody ever seen
such beautiful hair, huh?

1839
01:45:12,501 --> 01:45:13,883
Miss...?

1840
01:45:14,144 --> 01:45:16,757
Do you-- It's Jenny.

1841
01:45:17,759 --> 01:45:19,508
- Jen...
- Jenny Fox.

1842
01:45:22,069 --> 01:45:23,858
Um...

1843
01:45:24,718 --> 01:45:26,392
Jenny.

1844
01:45:26,403 --> 01:45:29,603
Well, I never expected to see
you here in a million years.

1845
01:45:29,685 --> 01:45:32,142
Yeah, it's been difficult
getting a hold of you.

1846
01:45:32,224 --> 01:45:33,381
Jenny.

1847
01:45:34,606 --> 01:45:38,968
Well, I have the pit
bull Marge here.

1848
01:45:39,052 --> 01:45:41,215
- Yeah, we met.
- You got one of those?

1849
01:45:41,299 --> 01:45:43,048
No, no, I never got married.

1850
01:45:43,131 --> 01:45:45,129
You told me that was
selling out, remember?

1851
01:45:45,211 --> 01:45:47,543
You got me.
You got me with that one.

1852
01:45:47,626 --> 01:45:49,216
Yes, I remember that.

1853
01:45:49,665 --> 01:45:52,354
So how long has it
been exactly, what...

1854
01:45:53,136 --> 01:45:55,384
Time just flies away, doesn't it?

1855
01:45:55,693 --> 01:45:57,116
Yeah, in a blink.

1856
01:45:57,181 --> 01:45:58,340
Blink.

1857
01:45:58,821 --> 01:46:02,213
And one wrong blink and you're
headed down the wrong path.

1858
01:46:02,224 --> 01:46:05,263
Excuse me, but how do you
guys know each other?

1859
01:46:05,274 --> 01:46:08,229
Bill was my coach. Remember?

1860
01:46:08,558 --> 01:46:09,682
Sure.

1861
01:46:09,693 --> 01:46:10,942
We had a good time--

1862
01:46:10,953 --> 01:46:12,568
When I was 13, right?

1863
01:46:12,726 --> 01:46:13,850
Yeah.

1864
01:46:14,129 --> 01:46:15,587
Natural athlete.

1865
01:46:15,598 --> 01:46:19,095
I used to love to watch you tuck
your shoulder into a turn and--

1866
01:46:19,177 --> 01:46:21,364
Pretty good in bed too, right?

1867
01:46:22,605 --> 01:46:23,869
Pardon me?

1868
01:46:23,880 --> 01:46:25,504
You know what I said.

1869
01:46:26,185 --> 01:46:27,866
You know what happened,
and so do I.

1870
01:46:27,877 --> 01:46:30,208
I don't know what you--
What do you mean?

1871
01:46:30,219 --> 01:46:32,331
I wanted you to know I
hated every minute of it.

1872
01:46:32,342 --> 01:46:35,079
I don't have any idea
what you're talking about.

1873
01:46:35,161 --> 01:46:37,319
No? You don't remember me
puking every time we had sex?

1874
01:46:37,368 --> 01:46:39,949
And you would tell me maybe
it was because I was pregnant.

1875
01:46:40,032 --> 01:46:42,612
But that would be hard,
because I hadn't even got my period yet.

1876
01:46:42,696 --> 01:46:43,945
Remember that? Huh?

1877
01:46:44,028 --> 01:46:45,277
A 13-year-old kid?

1878
01:46:45,360 --> 01:46:47,158
- None of this is true.
- What happened to you

1879
01:46:47,191 --> 01:46:48,565
that you would do that to me?

1880
01:46:48,576 --> 01:46:50,635
- None of this is true.
- I thought we were lovers.

1881
01:46:50,646 --> 01:46:52,144
You didn't call me
your girlfriend?

1882
01:46:52,228 --> 01:46:53,547
That's not true. That's not true.

1883
01:46:53,601 --> 01:46:55,141
You couldn't fit your dick in me?

1884
01:46:55,225 --> 01:46:57,639
- You don't remember that?
- Ohh. Okay, Jenny,

1885
01:46:57,831 --> 01:46:59,080
it was nice seeing you.

1886
01:46:59,322 --> 01:47:00,989
Huh, Bill?

1887
01:47:01,000 --> 01:47:02,041
Bill.

1888
01:47:02,052 --> 01:47:03,633
What happened to you?

1889
01:47:03,644 --> 01:47:05,534
Can someone please
go get security?

1890
01:47:05,545 --> 01:47:07,256
What happened to you,
that you would do that to me?

1891
01:47:07,266 --> 01:47:08,701
Nothing happened.
What do you mean?

1892
01:47:08,711 --> 01:47:10,502
It wasn't me.
It wasn't me, it was you!

1893
01:47:10,584 --> 01:47:12,458
You didn't believe.
You didn't trust.

1894
01:47:12,541 --> 01:47:14,139
Oh, I did believe.
That was the problem.

1895
01:47:14,206 --> 01:47:16,412
- I believed you.
- You deceived yourself.

1896
01:47:16,496 --> 01:47:17,786
Sweet girl, Jenny.

1897
01:47:17,869 --> 01:47:19,909
- "We are higher than heaven."
- It was you.

1898
01:47:19,992 --> 01:47:21,990
It was you. You never believed.
You never believed.

1899
01:47:22,073 --> 01:47:23,489
- Come on.
- You never trusted me.

1900
01:47:23,571 --> 01:47:25,903
I believed your story. Huh, Bill?

1901
01:47:25,970 --> 01:47:27,849
You were the grownup!

1902
01:47:34,780 --> 01:47:36,529
What?

1903
01:47:37,565 --> 01:47:40,148
Nobody else was coached by Bill?

1904
01:48:08,068 --> 01:48:10,971
I'd like to begin this story

1905
01:48:10,982 --> 01:48:13,772
by telling you
something so beautiful.

1906
01:48:15,548 --> 01:48:19,085
I've met two very special people

1907
01:48:19,096 --> 01:48:21,094
whom I've come to love dearly.

1908
01:48:22,554 --> 01:48:25,343
Imagine a woman who's married

1909
01:48:26,183 --> 01:48:29,180
and a man who's divorced.

1910
01:48:30,152 --> 01:48:31,693
Get this.

1911
01:48:32,056 --> 01:48:34,096
I'm part of them both.

1912
01:48:35,417 --> 01:48:39,954
I'm lucky enough to be able
to share in their love.