1 00:00:07,328 --> 00:00:09,007 Tell me what's going on, Bonnie. 2 00:00:09,672 --> 00:00:10,672 Nothing. 3 00:00:10,942 --> 00:00:13,753 Something's in the air, Bonnie, and I don't like it. 4 00:00:13,778 --> 00:00:16,656 (SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC) 5 00:00:16,681 --> 00:00:18,548 What's this about a theater director? 6 00:00:18,650 --> 00:00:19,949 (PANTING) 7 00:00:20,052 --> 00:00:21,398 You misheard that. 8 00:00:21,921 --> 00:00:23,840 Hold on, hold on! What are you... 9 00:00:23,865 --> 00:00:25,248 (SHOUTING) 10 00:00:25,273 --> 00:00:29,498 I will not, not be rich! 11 00:00:29,523 --> 00:00:31,660 ♪ 12 00:00:32,093 --> 00:00:35,829 Did Chloe Mackenzie say anything to you about who your father is? 13 00:00:36,133 --> 00:00:38,621 She said it was Max and Josh's dad. 14 00:00:38,646 --> 00:00:40,646 ♪ 15 00:00:40,671 --> 00:00:44,216 You learned of his infidelity just 10 seconds 16 00:00:44,241 --> 00:00:48,544 before he went falling down a flight of stairs to his death. 17 00:00:48,722 --> 00:00:51,725 (WHISPERING) Oh, you left that out, too. 18 00:00:52,288 --> 00:00:56,202 (WATER SPRAYING) 19 00:01:04,234 --> 00:01:06,530 ♪ ("COLD LITTLE HEART" BY MICHAEL KIWANUKA PLAYS) ♪ 20 00:01:06,563 --> 00:01:08,327 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 21 00:01:22,836 --> 00:01:25,327 ♪ Did you ever want it? ♪ 22 00:01:27,540 --> 00:01:29,774 ♪ Did you want it bad? ♪ 23 00:01:29,776 --> 00:01:31,742 ♪ Oh, my ♪ 24 00:01:34,016 --> 00:01:36,450 ♪ It tears me apart ♪ 25 00:01:40,478 --> 00:01:42,867 ♪ We can try to hide it ♪ 26 00:01:44,567 --> 00:01:47,634 ♪ It's all the same ♪ 27 00:01:47,659 --> 00:01:50,679 ♪ I've been losing you ♪ 28 00:01:51,531 --> 00:01:53,931 ♪ One day at a time ♪ 29 00:01:56,468 --> 00:01:57,801 ♪ And I know ♪ 30 00:01:57,803 --> 00:01:59,469 ♪ In my heart ♪ 31 00:01:59,471 --> 00:02:02,205 ♪ In this cold heart ♪ 32 00:02:02,207 --> 00:02:06,643 ♪ I can live, or I can die ♪ 33 00:02:06,645 --> 00:02:10,914 ♪ I believe if I just try ♪ 34 00:02:10,916 --> 00:02:16,906 ♪ You believe in you and I ♪ 35 00:02:18,356 --> 00:02:21,695 ♪ In you and I ♪ 36 00:02:22,861 --> 00:02:27,140 ♪ In you and I ♪ 37 00:02:27,165 --> 00:02:30,460 ♪ In you and I ♪ 38 00:02:48,753 --> 00:02:51,205 ELIZABETH HOWARD: (SINGING DISTANTLY) ♪ Have a little song ♪ 39 00:02:52,291 --> 00:02:53,455 (CELESTE SCREAMS) 40 00:02:53,457 --> 00:02:56,158 ELIZABETH: ♪ Won't take long ♪ 41 00:02:57,595 --> 00:02:59,894 ♪ Sing it right ♪ 42 00:02:59,896 --> 00:03:01,763 I... pushed him. 43 00:03:01,765 --> 00:03:05,001 No, nobody pushed him. 44 00:03:05,026 --> 00:03:07,102 ELIZABETH: ♪ Oh, lordy me ♪ 45 00:03:07,104 --> 00:03:08,270 Nobody. 46 00:03:08,272 --> 00:03:11,291 ♪ Didn't I shake sugaree? ♪ 47 00:03:12,382 --> 00:03:14,585 - (SKYE CARLSON GIGGLES) - ♪ Everything I got ♪ 48 00:03:14,610 --> 00:03:16,421 ♪ Is done and pawned ♪ 49 00:03:16,944 --> 00:03:22,217 ♪ Have a little song, won't take long ♪ 50 00:03:22,219 --> 00:03:27,419 BOTH: ♪ Sing it right once or twice ♪ 51 00:03:27,444 --> 00:03:33,129 ♪ Oh, lordy me didn't I shake sugaree? ♪ 52 00:03:33,154 --> 00:03:37,865 ♪ Everything I got is done and pawned ♪ 53 00:03:37,867 --> 00:03:39,483 - ELIZABETH: Yeah. - (SKYE CHUCKLES) 54 00:03:39,508 --> 00:03:42,287 (SEAGULLS SQUAWK) 55 00:03:53,215 --> 00:03:54,348 I fucked up. 56 00:03:56,497 --> 00:03:58,230 There's no other way to say it. 57 00:04:00,022 --> 00:04:02,556 And I don't think that I'm gonna wrap it in a bow 58 00:04:02,558 --> 00:04:04,873 and make it better, but... 59 00:04:05,662 --> 00:04:07,389 I'm desperate to fix it. 60 00:04:09,037 --> 00:04:11,531 Have you considered why you strayed? 61 00:04:11,533 --> 00:04:13,186 (MADELINE MACKENZIE SIGHS) 62 00:04:13,211 --> 00:04:15,479 AMANDA REISMAN: How's your husband to trust it won't happen again? 63 00:04:15,504 --> 00:04:17,537 - Because it won't. - But how can he trust that? 64 00:04:19,207 --> 00:04:20,593 Why should he? 65 00:04:20,618 --> 00:04:21,709 ED MACKENZIE: Thank you. 66 00:04:22,484 --> 00:04:25,051 REISMAN: We'll turn to your betrayal in a minute. 67 00:04:25,891 --> 00:04:27,090 My betrayal? 68 00:04:27,115 --> 00:04:29,148 REISMAN: Adultery is one form of infidelity. 69 00:04:29,150 --> 00:04:31,227 Indifference is another. 70 00:04:31,522 --> 00:04:34,020 You describe yourself as a go-along, get-along, 71 00:04:34,022 --> 00:04:35,911 don't-make-waves kinda guy. 72 00:04:35,936 --> 00:04:37,990 That makes you either wonderfully accommodating, 73 00:04:37,992 --> 00:04:40,412 or profoundly disengaged. 74 00:04:41,545 --> 00:04:44,631 Could it be Madeline was just trying to get your attention? 75 00:04:44,989 --> 00:04:48,248 She has always had my attention. 76 00:04:49,879 --> 00:04:54,349 Devotion on my end has not been a problem. 77 00:04:58,299 --> 00:05:00,381 Why were you unfaithful? 78 00:05:00,942 --> 00:05:03,008 - MADELINE: I don't know. - If you were to guess? 79 00:05:04,881 --> 00:05:06,397 Should I guess? 80 00:05:08,289 --> 00:05:09,661 You don't believe in you. 81 00:05:09,686 --> 00:05:11,520 How can you trust that relational equation 82 00:05:11,545 --> 00:05:13,668 when you have no faith in the sum part of you? 83 00:05:13,701 --> 00:05:15,145 Math's not my strong suit, so... 84 00:05:15,170 --> 00:05:16,529 REISMAN: Because you didn't go to college? 85 00:05:17,106 --> 00:05:18,106 I'm sorry? 86 00:05:18,131 --> 00:05:19,598 You spoke earlier 87 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:21,600 of your daughter not wanting to go to college. 88 00:05:21,904 --> 00:05:24,238 Does that have something to do with her perception... 89 00:05:24,263 --> 00:05:26,572 MADELINE: I don't see where that is relevant. 90 00:05:26,574 --> 00:05:28,106 Did you go to college? 91 00:05:29,821 --> 00:05:31,920 Again, I don't see the connection 92 00:05:31,945 --> 00:05:33,520 between what's going on... 93 00:05:33,545 --> 00:05:35,247 REISMAN: Abigail will be nothing without college 94 00:05:35,249 --> 00:05:37,115 perhaps because you are? 95 00:05:42,200 --> 00:05:43,802 MADELINE: Have you been feeding her this? 96 00:05:44,132 --> 00:05:46,177 REISMAN: Why did your first husband leave you? 97 00:05:47,451 --> 00:05:48,951 Because he's an asshole. 98 00:05:52,235 --> 00:05:54,943 Tell me about your parents. What was their marriage like? 99 00:05:55,968 --> 00:05:57,160 - MADELINE: Fine. - Fine? 100 00:05:57,185 --> 00:05:59,193 - Married for 40 years. - Forty years. 101 00:05:59,640 --> 00:06:01,072 You talk to them much? 102 00:06:03,689 --> 00:06:06,390 (WAVES CRASH) 103 00:06:11,786 --> 00:06:14,117 YOUNG ELIZABETH: You have to be able to hold your breath, baby. 104 00:06:14,541 --> 00:06:16,575 YOUNG BONNIE: But I don't like it. 105 00:06:18,154 --> 00:06:21,936 YOUNG ELIZABETH: You know what? I hate getting my head wet too, 106 00:06:21,961 --> 00:06:24,410 but we have to be able to hold our breath underwater 107 00:06:24,435 --> 00:06:26,880 so if something ever happens, we don't drown, baby. 108 00:06:26,905 --> 00:06:29,172 (POOL WATER SPLASHING) 109 00:06:30,602 --> 00:06:32,568 YOUNG BONNIE: I don't want to. 110 00:06:35,395 --> 00:06:36,695 (WAVES CRASH LOUDLY) 111 00:06:38,445 --> 00:06:40,566 MADELINE: Maybe when I was three, four, 112 00:06:40,599 --> 00:06:43,606 I walked into my parent's bedroom, and my dad was... 113 00:06:44,465 --> 00:06:47,295 having sex with a woman that wasn't my mom. 114 00:06:47,560 --> 00:06:49,397 And they were making all kinds of noises, 115 00:06:49,422 --> 00:06:51,567 and then I scared. 116 00:06:51,824 --> 00:06:53,557 CELESTE WRIGHT: And what happened? 117 00:06:54,730 --> 00:06:57,597 - He pulled me out. Um... - (CELESTE GROANS) 118 00:06:58,664 --> 00:07:00,966 And closed the door, and he said, 119 00:07:01,434 --> 00:07:04,778 "There are things your mother doesn't ever need to know." 120 00:07:05,067 --> 00:07:06,736 CELESTE: And you've never talked about it? 121 00:07:07,041 --> 00:07:08,174 (WHISPERS) No. 122 00:07:10,731 --> 00:07:14,581 I guess that... maybe that's why I was so devastated 123 00:07:14,614 --> 00:07:15,872 when Nathan left me. 124 00:07:17,094 --> 00:07:19,935 'Cause it confirmed my biggest fear about marriage. 125 00:07:22,365 --> 00:07:23,982 It's not to be trusted. 126 00:07:25,190 --> 00:07:26,923 Well, I wouldn't give up on Ed. 127 00:07:29,394 --> 00:07:32,107 - All right? - I really fucked up. 128 00:07:32,520 --> 00:07:35,239 He's not gonna leave you. Not Ed. 129 00:07:36,278 --> 00:07:37,377 (MADELINE SIGHS) 130 00:07:38,669 --> 00:07:40,036 How are you doing? 131 00:07:41,268 --> 00:07:44,153 Have you had any more early morning joyrides? 132 00:07:45,630 --> 00:07:48,199 - CELESTE: (SIGHS) Funny. - MADELINE: No, I'm not... 133 00:07:48,224 --> 00:07:50,583 being funny. It actually really scared me. 134 00:07:51,208 --> 00:07:53,247 What did Madam Shrink have to say about that? 135 00:07:53,656 --> 00:07:56,456 She thinks it's somehow tied to me... 136 00:07:58,903 --> 00:08:01,171 not being sufficiently over Perry. 137 00:08:03,184 --> 00:08:07,466 Life just feels colorless now. It just feels flat and dull. 138 00:08:07,491 --> 00:08:09,858 (SIGHS) 139 00:08:10,223 --> 00:08:14,747 As dead as he is, sometimes I think maybe I'm deader. 140 00:08:16,114 --> 00:08:18,581 - I was a better mother. - No. Honey... 141 00:08:18,606 --> 00:08:20,347 CELESTE: I was a better mother with him. I was. 142 00:08:20,372 --> 00:08:22,684 - No! Don't say that. - Yes. I was. 143 00:08:25,182 --> 00:08:27,182 I need to find joy for them. 144 00:08:29,019 --> 00:08:30,852 And he helps me with that. 145 00:08:41,065 --> 00:08:42,065 (DOOR OPENS) 146 00:08:43,159 --> 00:08:44,268 MARY LOUISE WRIGHT: Jane. 147 00:08:44,565 --> 00:08:46,368 - Yeah? - I'm Mary Louise Wright. 148 00:08:46,526 --> 00:08:47,968 We may have met. 149 00:08:47,970 --> 00:08:50,876 - I'm Max and Josh's grandmother. - Yeah, hi. 150 00:08:50,901 --> 00:08:54,442 I'm sorry to trouble you here at work, but, um... 151 00:08:54,735 --> 00:08:59,040 Celeste has shared with me some... interesting news. 152 00:08:59,790 --> 00:09:03,321 How would you feel about submitting to a paternity test? 153 00:09:04,018 --> 00:09:07,057 I mean, submitting Ziggy to a paternity test. 154 00:09:09,408 --> 00:09:12,305 I... Yeah, I don't need to take a paternity test. 155 00:09:12,330 --> 00:09:13,860 I know exactly who my son's father is. 156 00:09:13,862 --> 00:09:15,196 Hmm. Even so... 157 00:09:15,198 --> 00:09:16,930 I'm not asking you for anything. 158 00:09:16,932 --> 00:09:18,931 MARY LOUISE: No, I... I realize that. 159 00:09:18,956 --> 00:09:20,807 (CHUCKLES) I suppose I'm asking. 160 00:09:21,463 --> 00:09:22,463 For what? 161 00:09:22,488 --> 00:09:24,914 Well, I'm presented with the idea that my son 162 00:09:24,939 --> 00:09:28,915 was both an adulterer and a... (HUSHED) a rapist, 163 00:09:28,940 --> 00:09:31,916 and I am desperate to squash that idea. 164 00:09:32,916 --> 00:09:36,260 Well, I can tell you that he's the only man I'd been with. 165 00:09:36,954 --> 00:09:38,487 That you recall. 166 00:09:38,736 --> 00:09:39,868 Excuse me? 167 00:09:39,893 --> 00:09:41,766 MARY LOUISE: Well, things happen these days. 168 00:09:41,791 --> 00:09:44,008 Men put drugs in pretty girls' drinks, 169 00:09:44,033 --> 00:09:47,017 and things happen. People don't remember sometimes. 170 00:09:47,042 --> 00:09:48,242 I remember. 171 00:09:49,022 --> 00:09:50,255 Perfectly. 172 00:09:51,333 --> 00:09:53,398 Far more vividly than I care to. 173 00:09:54,900 --> 00:09:57,100 - Just a simple blood test. - No. 174 00:10:01,252 --> 00:10:02,970 (SCHOOL BELL RINGS) 175 00:10:02,994 --> 00:10:05,283 MICHAEL PERKINS: "What a tangled web we weave... 176 00:10:05,479 --> 00:10:08,721 when first, we practice to deceive." 177 00:10:09,143 --> 00:10:10,692 But Charlotte didn't say that. 178 00:10:10,717 --> 00:10:12,071 She said, "Some Pig." 179 00:10:12,096 --> 00:10:14,085 She didn't say anything about a tangled web. 180 00:10:14,087 --> 00:10:15,580 PERKINS: She certainly spun one. 181 00:10:16,080 --> 00:10:18,290 I mean, she made Wilbur out to be an outlier 182 00:10:18,292 --> 00:10:20,759 when in truth, he was kinda ordinary. 183 00:10:21,395 --> 00:10:22,528 So Ziggy... 184 00:10:24,227 --> 00:10:26,026 does that make Charlotte a liar? 185 00:10:29,235 --> 00:10:30,674 It makes her a grownup. 186 00:10:30,979 --> 00:10:32,871 Lying to protect someone she loves, 187 00:10:32,873 --> 00:10:34,172 that's what grownups do. 188 00:10:34,197 --> 00:10:36,841 I think she was probably just rebranding Wilbur. 189 00:10:36,979 --> 00:10:38,447 Rebranding? 190 00:10:38,861 --> 00:10:42,695 I see. Well... You all want to know what I think? 191 00:10:42,720 --> 00:10:44,019 KIDS: Mm-hmm. 192 00:10:44,044 --> 00:10:47,851 I think Charlotte didn't want Wilbur to get eaten. 193 00:10:48,320 --> 00:10:50,943 I don't think she wanted any pigs to be eaten, 194 00:10:50,968 --> 00:10:52,632 and we all know why, don't we? 195 00:10:52,657 --> 00:10:55,393 CLASS: Sustainability. 196 00:10:55,418 --> 00:10:57,467 Exactly. Exactly. 197 00:10:57,492 --> 00:10:59,428 How many gallons of water does it take 198 00:10:59,453 --> 00:11:01,365 to make a single pound of sausage? 199 00:11:01,390 --> 00:11:04,545 - CLASS: A thousand. - A thousand gallons. 200 00:11:04,570 --> 00:11:06,337 And how many showers does that add up to? 201 00:11:06,339 --> 00:11:10,040 - Over 50. - Over 50 showers. 202 00:11:10,257 --> 00:11:14,053 So imagine, would you have to take a shower every single day 203 00:11:14,078 --> 00:11:16,414 - for almost two months to... - (DOOR THUDS) 204 00:11:16,416 --> 00:11:17,773 (DOOR CREAKS) 205 00:11:18,642 --> 00:11:22,056 (AMBULANCE STAFF CHATTERING) 206 00:11:22,081 --> 00:11:24,392 EMT: Amabella, your mother's gonna meet you at the hospital, 207 00:11:24,417 --> 00:11:26,205 - okay, sweetie? - PERKINS: I wanna go with her. 208 00:11:26,230 --> 00:11:27,494 EMT: Yeah, yeah. We've got you covered. 209 00:11:27,519 --> 00:11:28,886 Let me get her backpack. Sarah! 210 00:11:29,402 --> 00:11:31,061 RENATA KLEIN: What the fu... What happened? 211 00:11:31,063 --> 00:11:34,791 - Um, Mrs. Klein. - What... I'm Amabella's mom. 212 00:11:34,816 --> 00:11:38,102 Renata Klein. What... What did she do? What's... 213 00:11:38,104 --> 00:11:39,304 I'm Dr. Feldman. 214 00:11:39,711 --> 00:11:41,816 Your daughter was brought in with an anxiety attack. 215 00:11:41,841 --> 00:11:43,006 Anxiety attack? 216 00:11:43,008 --> 00:11:44,241 We've given her a mild sedative, 217 00:11:44,243 --> 00:11:46,678 she's resting comfortably, she's not in any danger. 218 00:11:46,703 --> 00:11:47,711 - She was in a little bit of... - Can I see her? 219 00:11:47,713 --> 00:11:49,094 ... a shock when she first came in, but... 220 00:11:49,119 --> 00:11:50,884 - What? - She's fine. She's resting comfortably. 221 00:11:50,909 --> 00:11:52,342 - Okay. - Yeah. Right back... Right this way. 222 00:11:52,367 --> 00:11:54,100 RENATA: What did you do? 223 00:11:57,771 --> 00:12:02,636 Did somebody hurt you or say something or... 224 00:12:02,661 --> 00:12:06,263 - No. I'm okay, Mom. - Sweetheart. 225 00:12:06,395 --> 00:12:10,254 You were discovered in a closet practically unconscious. 226 00:12:10,489 --> 00:12:13,169 - Was she checked for bite marks? - GORDON KLEIN: Honey, come on. 227 00:12:13,171 --> 00:12:15,705 She was bitten last year, right? So... 228 00:12:15,926 --> 00:12:18,433 Maybe somebody's bullying you again or... 229 00:12:18,458 --> 00:12:21,456 - AMABELLA KLEIN: No... - Hey baby, you okay there, my girl? 230 00:12:21,481 --> 00:12:23,580 Don't talk to her. I got this, okay? 231 00:12:23,582 --> 00:12:25,698 I think you've done enough, don't you? 232 00:12:25,723 --> 00:12:28,456 You... What the hell are you talking about? 233 00:12:28,481 --> 00:12:32,155 Gordon, she's obviously under immense stress. 234 00:12:32,157 --> 00:12:34,192 You think, Renata? 235 00:12:34,393 --> 00:12:37,448 - Team. Team. - Yes, hello, Doctor, 236 00:12:37,473 --> 00:12:40,301 I would like my daughter transferred to Stanford, please. 237 00:12:41,175 --> 00:12:43,476 - Because? - Because it's Stanford! 238 00:12:43,501 --> 00:12:44,633 I mean, please. 239 00:12:45,333 --> 00:12:46,335 DR. FELDMAN: Well, she's being released. 240 00:12:46,337 --> 00:12:47,917 She's cleared for discharge. 241 00:12:47,942 --> 00:12:49,856 - GORDON: Oh, look at that. - RENATA: There we go. 242 00:12:49,881 --> 00:12:52,490 Hey... Counseling is certainly indicated. 243 00:12:52,777 --> 00:12:53,927 RENATA: Uh-huh. 244 00:12:53,952 --> 00:12:55,599 DR. FELDMAN: Perhaps for the entire family. 245 00:12:56,365 --> 00:12:59,124 You don't know anything about my family. Okay? 246 00:12:59,373 --> 00:13:02,918 I know your own stress... not helping the situation. 247 00:13:02,920 --> 00:13:04,162 (MOCKINGLY) "Your own stress..." 248 00:13:05,378 --> 00:13:06,510 Please. 249 00:13:06,535 --> 00:13:09,693 Honey, isn't that great? We're gonna go home. 250 00:13:09,718 --> 00:13:11,727 - You're going home! - RENATA: Don't talk to her. 251 00:13:11,729 --> 00:13:13,260 ♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 252 00:13:13,262 --> 00:13:14,929 (MADDIE SIGHS) 253 00:13:14,931 --> 00:13:16,537 Will you ever forgive me? 254 00:13:16,562 --> 00:13:18,896 MADELINE: Yes, of course, honey. It's not your fault. 255 00:13:19,502 --> 00:13:20,968 I blurted it out. 256 00:13:20,970 --> 00:13:23,137 The blurting is not the problem. 257 00:13:23,139 --> 00:13:25,068 My doing it is the problem. 258 00:13:26,185 --> 00:13:28,876 Well, you're in therapy, so that's good. Right? 259 00:13:28,878 --> 00:13:30,076 MADELINE: Yeah... 260 00:13:30,824 --> 00:13:34,215 I mean... the doctor's pretty much a crock. 261 00:13:34,240 --> 00:13:37,428 She... She thinks I feel like an empty sack 262 00:13:37,453 --> 00:13:38,986 because I didn't graduate from college, 263 00:13:38,988 --> 00:13:41,615 and that's why I'm obsessed with your going. 264 00:13:41,640 --> 00:13:44,461 - (ABIGAIL CARLSON CHUCKLES) - But that is not entirely true. 265 00:13:45,061 --> 00:13:46,061 ABIGAIL: Mom... 266 00:13:46,272 --> 00:13:48,672 I mean, when we would watch The Wizard of Oz, 267 00:13:48,697 --> 00:13:50,097 you would turn into a puddle 268 00:13:50,099 --> 00:13:52,499 every time The Scarecrow got his diploma. 269 00:13:54,516 --> 00:13:55,783 (ABIGAIL CHUCKLES) 270 00:13:55,808 --> 00:13:57,705 Well, I'm glad you're back home. 271 00:13:58,634 --> 00:14:00,841 Otherwise, I might be totally alone. 272 00:14:02,144 --> 00:14:03,543 He's not gonna leave you. 273 00:14:08,275 --> 00:14:11,352 - (WHIMSICALLY) Hello! - RENATA: Oh! 274 00:14:11,517 --> 00:14:15,376 We had such wonderful fun together! 275 00:14:15,401 --> 00:14:17,533 - RENATA: Did you, honey? - Yeah. 276 00:14:17,558 --> 00:14:20,104 - Can Dr. Peep have a sleepover? - Oh... 277 00:14:20,129 --> 00:14:23,662 Oh, sweetheart, I would love that, 278 00:14:23,923 --> 00:14:25,805 but I need to get back to my sheep. 279 00:14:25,830 --> 00:14:27,478 I'm afraid they'd miss me. 280 00:14:28,203 --> 00:14:30,844 Could I talk to your parents for a second in private? 281 00:14:30,869 --> 00:14:32,609 Maybe you want to go play outside? 282 00:14:32,634 --> 00:14:34,856 - Look at the sunset! - I promise to come see you again. 283 00:14:34,881 --> 00:14:37,124 I'll bring tea and crumpets! 284 00:14:37,149 --> 00:14:38,315 Cool! 285 00:14:39,147 --> 00:14:40,546 RENATA: I'll be right out. 286 00:14:40,571 --> 00:14:43,492 We arranged all her stuffies into a petting zoo. 287 00:14:43,517 --> 00:14:44,949 It was wonderful! 288 00:14:46,119 --> 00:14:47,418 (GORDON SIGHS) 289 00:14:50,712 --> 00:14:52,468 (IN REGULAR VOICE) Nobody's bullying her. 290 00:14:52,493 --> 00:14:54,351 She's worried about the end of the planet. 291 00:14:54,376 --> 00:14:55,773 - What? - Her class is evidently 292 00:14:55,798 --> 00:14:57,077 talking about climate change, 293 00:14:57,102 --> 00:14:59,097 and she's gotten the message that we're doomed. 294 00:14:59,122 --> 00:15:00,966 - Oh, my God. - Oh, for fuck's sake... 295 00:15:00,968 --> 00:15:02,468 You gotta be kidding me. 296 00:15:02,470 --> 00:15:04,485 She's also worried about you going to jail. 297 00:15:04,510 --> 00:15:05,719 Well, hello... 298 00:15:05,890 --> 00:15:07,360 DR. SHEA: And she's worried about you. 299 00:15:08,098 --> 00:15:09,295 Me? (SCOFFS) 300 00:15:09,320 --> 00:15:11,062 She thinks something is going on with you 301 00:15:11,087 --> 00:15:12,618 and has been for a long time. 302 00:15:13,661 --> 00:15:16,524 So there's you, you... 303 00:15:17,149 --> 00:15:18,649 mostly the end of the world. 304 00:15:20,016 --> 00:15:21,649 COREY BROCKFIELD: Do you know if it's wild or farmed? 305 00:15:21,951 --> 00:15:23,585 I believed it's farmed. 306 00:15:23,658 --> 00:15:25,827 - COREY: Land based or net-pen? - YVONNE: Sorry? 307 00:15:25,852 --> 00:15:27,610 Were they raised on land-based facilities 308 00:15:27,635 --> 00:15:28,891 or in net-pens in the ocean? 309 00:15:29,570 --> 00:15:33,653 Well, um... it's a fish, so I'm guessing the ocean. 310 00:15:33,687 --> 00:15:34,779 COREY: Could you check? 311 00:15:35,989 --> 00:15:38,068 - Sure... - Thanks. 312 00:15:39,304 --> 00:15:40,387 - S... Sorry. - (JANE CHAPMAN CHUCKLES) 313 00:15:40,412 --> 00:15:41,539 It's okay. 314 00:15:41,541 --> 00:15:43,232 You have to be careful with some of the farm shit. 315 00:15:43,687 --> 00:15:45,582 So you just eat wild? 316 00:15:45,607 --> 00:15:48,446 Yeah. Yeah, mostly. But there's problems there, too. 317 00:15:48,448 --> 00:15:50,981 Some wild fish have tested positive for microplastics. 318 00:15:51,006 --> 00:15:53,551 Some wild salmon have tested positive for antidepressants. 319 00:15:55,088 --> 00:15:57,291 People have to ask where the fish come from, 320 00:15:57,316 --> 00:15:59,908 what they ate, how they lived, even how they died. 321 00:15:59,933 --> 00:16:00,990 If they're processed post-rigor, 322 00:16:01,015 --> 00:16:04,383 the bacteria can leech right into the flesh... 323 00:16:06,795 --> 00:16:08,421 - (LAUGHS) - Sorry. 324 00:16:09,093 --> 00:16:10,836 No, you don't have to apologize. 325 00:16:11,148 --> 00:16:12,836 I used to work at Santa Monica Seafood, 326 00:16:12,838 --> 00:16:15,171 so I was really into all this shit. 327 00:16:15,173 --> 00:16:17,639 It's great. And you're teaching me a lot. 328 00:16:17,664 --> 00:16:19,309 I'm trying to come off intelligent. 329 00:16:19,311 --> 00:16:20,511 It's working. 330 00:16:21,570 --> 00:16:22,669 (LAUGHS) 331 00:16:23,804 --> 00:16:25,066 (LAUGHS) 332 00:16:26,051 --> 00:16:27,424 MARY LOUISE: I'm... I'm so sorry. 333 00:16:27,449 --> 00:16:29,653 I'm so sorry to be such a nuisance. 334 00:16:29,933 --> 00:16:32,252 Look, I was just... I was just wondering 335 00:16:32,277 --> 00:16:35,010 if there are any new developments in the case. 336 00:16:36,529 --> 00:16:39,979 We told you we would call if there were. 337 00:16:40,164 --> 00:16:42,729 Yes. Hmm... 338 00:16:43,144 --> 00:16:46,806 I have personally worked very hard to be mindful 339 00:16:46,831 --> 00:16:49,315 - of your unspeakable pain. - I know you care. 340 00:16:49,581 --> 00:16:52,198 I, perhaps, do seek out those who do. 341 00:16:52,549 --> 00:16:55,596 I know you are not allowed to say anything about the... 342 00:16:56,243 --> 00:16:59,924 case, or what you believe, but... 343 00:17:03,773 --> 00:17:05,006 A mother nee... 344 00:17:07,045 --> 00:17:08,878 A mother needs to know. 345 00:17:11,929 --> 00:17:15,296 You don't believe my son just slipped... 346 00:17:18,856 --> 00:17:19,922 do you? 347 00:17:22,172 --> 00:17:24,188 You don't think it's healthy to... to... 348 00:17:24,213 --> 00:17:26,240 To cling to the good memories? 349 00:17:26,401 --> 00:17:28,944 REISMAN: It can be. I don't think so here. 350 00:17:28,946 --> 00:17:31,041 But there are so many positives. 351 00:17:31,725 --> 00:17:35,338 So many. The way he loved me, the way he loved the boys. 352 00:17:35,363 --> 00:17:36,854 The boys loved him. I... 353 00:17:38,393 --> 00:17:42,423 I shouldn't erase all of that simply because you feel that... 354 00:17:42,425 --> 00:17:44,931 REISMAN: He almost killed you. 355 00:17:44,956 --> 00:17:46,391 He didn't almost kill me. 356 00:17:46,416 --> 00:17:48,629 REISMAN: He nearly smothered you with a cushion. 357 00:17:48,831 --> 00:17:51,700 If one of his kicks had landed on your head, 358 00:17:51,725 --> 00:17:53,258 you might very well be dead. 359 00:17:55,847 --> 00:17:57,180 (CLEARS THROAT) 360 00:17:57,409 --> 00:18:01,309 REISMAN: I work with and treat quite a few veterans. 361 00:18:01,425 --> 00:18:03,236 Many want to return to combat. 362 00:18:03,261 --> 00:18:05,746 They can't handle the mundane. Normal life is dull. 363 00:18:08,489 --> 00:18:10,699 You miss the war, Celeste. 364 00:18:12,207 --> 00:18:14,269 (SIGHS) I miss what was good. 365 00:18:14,468 --> 00:18:16,167 I don't miss what was bad. 366 00:18:16,192 --> 00:18:19,493 And keeping him in my heart. The good... The good part of him, 367 00:18:19,495 --> 00:18:22,129 that works for me. It works for the boys. 368 00:18:22,154 --> 00:18:25,011 It works for my family. That works. 369 00:18:26,602 --> 00:18:29,536 How did you get that bruise on your arm? 370 00:18:29,910 --> 00:18:31,885 I broke up a fight between the boys. 371 00:18:31,910 --> 00:18:32,910 REISMAN: Mm-hmm. 372 00:18:32,935 --> 00:18:35,254 Last week. I probably got whacked or something. 373 00:18:36,745 --> 00:18:38,822 Do you self-inflict your bruises? 374 00:18:38,847 --> 00:18:41,047 - CELESTE: (AGHAST) What? - REISMAN: It's not uncommon. 375 00:18:41,049 --> 00:18:43,988 Victims of abuse, sometimes, they feel some... 376 00:18:44,912 --> 00:18:47,079 attachment to their wounds. 377 00:18:48,857 --> 00:18:50,644 Perhaps they remind you of him. 378 00:18:50,965 --> 00:18:54,457 I do not self-inflict any wounds. 379 00:18:55,590 --> 00:18:57,763 And your other patients do not inform on me. 380 00:18:57,765 --> 00:18:59,136 I'm not a statistic. 381 00:19:00,063 --> 00:19:01,963 REISMAN: Are you addict, Celeste? 382 00:19:02,704 --> 00:19:04,104 Is Perry your drug? 383 00:19:08,300 --> 00:19:09,908 JANE: I think it's really neat 384 00:19:09,910 --> 00:19:12,518 how passionate you are about things. 385 00:19:12,543 --> 00:19:15,535 COREY: Thank you. Are you passionate about things? 386 00:19:16,246 --> 00:19:18,707 Um... yeah, of course, I am. You know, I... 387 00:19:19,160 --> 00:19:22,321 I used to paint a lot. I was really into art. 388 00:19:23,658 --> 00:19:28,191 Now, I'm mostly passionate about my son. 389 00:19:28,879 --> 00:19:32,197 I have a kid. I probably should've told you that earlier, 390 00:19:32,229 --> 00:19:35,006 but it's kind of a weird thing to bring up. 391 00:19:36,571 --> 00:19:39,684 He's great. His name is Ziggy. He's in second grade. 392 00:19:39,717 --> 00:19:41,005 I would love to meet him. 393 00:19:41,890 --> 00:19:43,865 JANE: Yeah, maybe one day. 394 00:19:44,740 --> 00:19:47,144 I'm sure you guys would get along great. 395 00:19:47,146 --> 00:19:49,426 He knows a lot of random shit, too. (CHUCKLES) 396 00:19:49,459 --> 00:19:53,225 You guys could talk about a lot of weird facts. 397 00:19:56,089 --> 00:19:57,388 Um... 398 00:19:57,390 --> 00:19:59,537 COREY: I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 399 00:20:01,131 --> 00:20:04,506 No, no, it's fine. It's uh... Not you. 400 00:20:07,881 --> 00:20:10,608 I just gotta idle in neutral for a little bit. That's... 401 00:20:10,869 --> 00:20:12,709 kinda my M.O. right now. 402 00:20:13,243 --> 00:20:15,210 - Neutral. Okay. - Yeah. 403 00:20:16,235 --> 00:20:17,407 I can do that. 404 00:20:26,947 --> 00:20:28,212 (GROWLING) I... 405 00:20:29,032 --> 00:20:33,782 - am... the greatest... - (MAX AND JOSH LAUGH) 406 00:20:33,807 --> 00:20:36,055 monster! 407 00:20:36,080 --> 00:20:40,363 - And I come to devour... - (BOYS SCREAM) 408 00:20:40,365 --> 00:20:43,132 - two young chickadees! - (BOYS LAUGHING) 409 00:20:43,134 --> 00:20:44,986 My heavens! 410 00:20:45,580 --> 00:20:46,766 (PERRY ROARS) 411 00:20:46,791 --> 00:20:48,580 JOSH WRIGHT: He was the best monster. 412 00:20:49,580 --> 00:20:50,891 Show her the angry beaver. 413 00:20:50,916 --> 00:20:52,338 Yeah, let me see that one. 414 00:20:52,908 --> 00:20:55,043 Did your mom make this for you? 415 00:20:55,045 --> 00:20:56,377 JOSH WRIGHT: We all did. 416 00:20:56,402 --> 00:20:59,969 MARY LOUISE: (LAUGHING) He sounds like a bear. 417 00:20:59,994 --> 00:21:01,728 JOSH: He liked to combine animals. 418 00:21:01,753 --> 00:21:04,758 - MARY LOUISE: Yeah. - Oh, here's the teacup one. 419 00:21:05,210 --> 00:21:06,458 CELESTE: How we doing here? 420 00:21:07,156 --> 00:21:08,695 MAX WRIGHT: We're showing Grandma the memory book. 421 00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:10,420 - It's wonderful. - (PERRY AND BOYS SINGING) 422 00:21:12,169 --> 00:21:13,412 MAX: Here's Guess How Much I Love You. 423 00:21:13,437 --> 00:21:14,875 - (MARY LOUISE GASPS) - JOSH: That one's kinda boring. 424 00:21:14,900 --> 00:21:17,383 No, no, no. Let me... I want to see that one. 425 00:21:17,408 --> 00:21:20,612 - We loved that book. - Okay... 426 00:21:20,637 --> 00:21:23,482 PERRY WRIGHT: "He was almost too sleepy to think anymore. 427 00:21:24,148 --> 00:21:26,508 Then he looked beyond the thorn bushes, 428 00:21:26,843 --> 00:21:29,047 out into the big dark night. 429 00:21:30,079 --> 00:21:32,664 Nothing could be further than the sky. 430 00:21:33,344 --> 00:21:36,584 'I love you right up to the moon,' he said, 431 00:21:36,586 --> 00:21:38,297 and closed his eyes. 432 00:21:38,687 --> 00:21:43,100 'Oh, that's far. That is very, very far.' 433 00:21:43,125 --> 00:21:45,844 Big Nutbrown Hare settled Little Nutbrown Hare 434 00:21:45,869 --> 00:21:47,536 into his bed of leaves. 435 00:21:47,875 --> 00:21:49,998 "He leaned over and kissed him goodnight." 436 00:21:50,032 --> 00:21:51,545 Right on the forehead. 437 00:21:52,704 --> 00:21:56,506 ♪ ("BLUEBIRD OF HAPPINESS" BY MOJAVE 3 PLAYS) ♪ 438 00:22:06,561 --> 00:22:08,626 Chloe said Amabella had a stroke. 439 00:22:08,651 --> 00:22:11,114 She didn't have a stroke. She just had a panic attack. 440 00:22:11,139 --> 00:22:13,248 They're different. She's totally okay. 441 00:22:14,108 --> 00:22:16,610 And Max thinks she got possessed by Satan. 442 00:22:16,928 --> 00:22:18,403 You can tell Max that he's wrong 443 00:22:18,428 --> 00:22:21,545 because Satan can only be so many places at once. 444 00:22:22,888 --> 00:22:26,717 Come on, get in the car. Let's go. Please get in the car. 445 00:22:27,435 --> 00:22:28,501 Ziggy... 446 00:22:36,935 --> 00:22:40,192 ♪ Gotta find a way to get home strong ♪ 447 00:22:40,217 --> 00:22:43,285 ♪ Gotta find a way back home ♪ 448 00:22:48,490 --> 00:22:51,757 ♪ Gotta find a light to guide me along ♪ 449 00:22:51,782 --> 00:22:54,516 ♪ Gotta find a way back home ♪ 450 00:22:55,662 --> 00:22:58,329 (SEAT BELT SIGNAL BEEPS) 451 00:22:59,844 --> 00:23:03,339 ♪ Running for your life will get you so far ♪ 452 00:23:03,364 --> 00:23:06,149 ♪ Running for your life so far ♪ 453 00:23:10,001 --> 00:23:11,911 JANE: That's Perry's brother, Raymond? 454 00:23:11,913 --> 00:23:12,913 MARY LOUISE: Yes. 455 00:23:12,938 --> 00:23:14,723 JANE: Oh my God, he looks just like Ziggy. 456 00:23:14,748 --> 00:23:16,508 MARY LOUISE: It... It's uncanny, isn't it? 457 00:23:18,922 --> 00:23:20,147 Oh my God. 458 00:23:20,172 --> 00:23:21,555 MARY LOUISE: Wait, look. 459 00:23:22,937 --> 00:23:25,461 JANE: They have the same cheeks. That's crazy. 460 00:23:25,486 --> 00:23:26,555 Wow... 461 00:23:27,266 --> 00:23:31,227 MARY LOUISE: It's a bit... unsettling. 462 00:23:31,944 --> 00:23:34,358 I should like to be in Ziggy's life. I... 463 00:23:36,014 --> 00:23:39,147 I mean, I'm... I'm his grandmother. 464 00:23:39,587 --> 00:23:40,587 (FAINTLY) Yeah. 465 00:23:40,918 --> 00:23:44,753 I just needed a... some time to wrestle with that idea but... 466 00:23:44,778 --> 00:23:47,616 Is he sweet? (CHUCKLES) 467 00:23:48,816 --> 00:23:51,544 Yeah. He's the best. 468 00:23:51,569 --> 00:23:53,452 MARY LOUISE: My boys were so sweet. 469 00:23:54,655 --> 00:23:56,896 I don't think there was a gentler 470 00:23:56,921 --> 00:24:01,897 or more tender little boy than Perry. 471 00:24:03,622 --> 00:24:07,525 He was so sweet and gentle. 472 00:24:09,702 --> 00:24:11,869 Um... grew up to be neither. 473 00:24:14,491 --> 00:24:17,171 This is perhaps an unfair question... 474 00:24:17,796 --> 00:24:21,812 On the night of your... rendez-vous with my son, 475 00:24:21,814 --> 00:24:24,069 who initiated the encounter? 476 00:24:26,049 --> 00:24:28,650 (STAMMERING) Does that make a difference? 477 00:24:29,608 --> 00:24:32,957 I know how devoted he was to Celeste, 478 00:24:33,928 --> 00:24:35,671 and I... I just... 479 00:24:36,639 --> 00:24:40,069 can't conceive how he... Unless he was tempted. 480 00:24:40,874 --> 00:24:43,567 As men can be in a moment of weakness. 481 00:24:44,413 --> 00:24:46,827 Did you initiate, Jane? 482 00:24:47,965 --> 00:24:49,063 No. 483 00:24:52,725 --> 00:24:55,326 You trying to apologize on his behalf? 484 00:24:55,367 --> 00:24:57,436 To just... justify what he did? 485 00:24:57,764 --> 00:25:01,381 Celeste has shared with me that she and Perry had a... 486 00:25:02,131 --> 00:25:04,420 a complicated sex life... 487 00:25:05,099 --> 00:25:08,228 - one that included violence. - JANE: She shared that with you? 488 00:25:09,076 --> 00:25:10,341 Yes. 489 00:25:10,850 --> 00:25:15,409 And I'm... It makes me wonder if, perhaps, he misinterpreted 490 00:25:15,434 --> 00:25:18,135 or misread a signal from you. 491 00:25:19,436 --> 00:25:21,205 Your son raped me... 492 00:25:22,074 --> 00:25:23,306 and as he was doing so, 493 00:25:23,308 --> 00:25:25,385 I was screaming for him to get off. 494 00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:30,877 I don't think that you "misread" that. 495 00:25:33,658 --> 00:25:35,969 I don't mean to offend you, I just... 496 00:25:35,994 --> 00:25:40,361 It's... I just can't surrender to this notion that he was... 497 00:25:43,695 --> 00:25:45,814 evil. I can't... 498 00:25:48,047 --> 00:25:51,446 I just do so want to be believe there was good in him. 499 00:25:51,931 --> 00:25:55,511 I can't... did you see good in him? 500 00:25:56,448 --> 00:26:01,448 Before the bad... Did you see... good in him? 501 00:26:15,180 --> 00:26:17,480 (PATTING SKIN) 502 00:26:17,505 --> 00:26:18,627 (SIGHS) 503 00:26:18,652 --> 00:26:20,718 (PATTING CONTINUES) 504 00:26:25,859 --> 00:26:27,324 (SIGHS) 505 00:26:31,458 --> 00:26:33,858 (BONNIE AND ED CHATTER) 506 00:26:40,714 --> 00:26:43,923 ED: It's literally like... it couldn't be dumber. 507 00:26:43,956 --> 00:26:45,954 - (LAUGHING) I know! I know! - (ED CHUCKLES) 508 00:26:45,956 --> 00:26:47,972 - MADELINE: Hey. - Hey! How are you? 509 00:26:49,058 --> 00:26:51,620 Yeah, I'm good. Good. What are you doing? 510 00:26:52,394 --> 00:26:54,439 Just, um... chattin'. 511 00:26:54,464 --> 00:26:56,097 ED: Having some coffee. What's up with you? 512 00:26:58,134 --> 00:26:59,831 You... You look better. Brighter. 513 00:27:00,462 --> 00:27:01,527 Thanks. 514 00:27:04,167 --> 00:27:05,333 (ED CLEARS THROAT) 515 00:27:07,331 --> 00:27:10,077 BONNIE: Um, I should get going to the studio. 516 00:27:10,352 --> 00:27:12,373 Yeah, I'll let you guys, um... 517 00:27:12,548 --> 00:27:13,614 ED: All right. 518 00:27:14,068 --> 00:27:16,308 Thanks for the chat... and the laugh. 519 00:27:16,576 --> 00:27:18,006 - ED: Totally. - I needed that, so... 520 00:27:18,897 --> 00:27:20,420 - Good to see ya. - BONNIE: Yeah, you too. 521 00:27:20,422 --> 00:27:21,488 ED: Bye. 522 00:27:21,490 --> 00:27:23,390 - Bye, Maddie. - Okay, bye. 523 00:27:25,326 --> 00:27:27,461 I should probably get going, too, here. 524 00:27:27,463 --> 00:27:30,096 So... what were you talking about? 525 00:27:30,098 --> 00:27:31,965 ED: Her, uh, mother. 526 00:27:33,235 --> 00:27:35,740 It seems everyone has mother issues. 527 00:27:39,076 --> 00:27:40,928 How long are you gonna punish me? 528 00:27:41,662 --> 00:27:46,977 Well, for as long as I need or want, I guess. 529 00:27:47,002 --> 00:27:50,658 Wow, that was just cold and mean when just a few seconds ago, 530 00:27:50,683 --> 00:27:52,712 you were so warm and friendly with Bonnie. 531 00:27:53,369 --> 00:27:56,242 ED: Yeah, I guess, that would be sort of a twofer, wouldn't it? 532 00:27:56,267 --> 00:27:58,759 Could piss off both you and Nathan at the same time. 533 00:27:58,784 --> 00:28:00,383 That's a good idea. 534 00:28:01,908 --> 00:28:03,658 Well, that's just cruel, Ed. 535 00:28:04,572 --> 00:28:06,166 And you're not cruel. 536 00:28:06,634 --> 00:28:11,304 Well, whatever I am or have been 537 00:28:11,306 --> 00:28:13,773 hasn't netted the desired results, 538 00:28:13,775 --> 00:28:15,742 so why not mix it up? 539 00:28:19,955 --> 00:28:22,156 MADELINE: I don't even know who he is right now. 540 00:28:22,181 --> 00:28:23,884 CELESTE: He'll play through it. He will. 541 00:28:23,909 --> 00:28:25,309 MADELINE: He just... (SNIFFLES) 542 00:28:26,298 --> 00:28:28,392 He's just being so hateful. 543 00:28:28,417 --> 00:28:30,836 How could I think even think anything about my life is real? 544 00:28:30,861 --> 00:28:33,009 My first marriage was not real. 545 00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:36,156 My second marriage, turns out I'm the fraud. 546 00:28:36,181 --> 00:28:38,414 I can't even believe in myself anymore, 547 00:28:38,439 --> 00:28:41,066 and, like, look at my friendships and... 548 00:28:42,455 --> 00:28:44,069 What about your friendships? 549 00:28:44,071 --> 00:28:46,271 MADELINE: I had no clue, Celeste. 550 00:28:46,533 --> 00:28:48,773 I didn't even have the slightest idea 551 00:28:48,798 --> 00:28:50,312 that you were living through that, 552 00:28:50,337 --> 00:28:52,328 and it makes me feel like you couldn't even tell me. 553 00:28:52,353 --> 00:28:53,946 - I'm sorry for keeping... - Don't say sorry. 554 00:28:53,948 --> 00:28:56,142 ... this secret... But I am. It's... 555 00:28:56,798 --> 00:28:59,023 If I was in your situation, I probably... 556 00:28:59,048 --> 00:29:00,150 Probably what? 557 00:29:00,175 --> 00:29:02,820 Would have done the same things as me? Hmm? 558 00:29:02,845 --> 00:29:05,377 - No, Madeline, you wouldn't. - I don't know. 559 00:29:05,575 --> 00:29:08,509 You would have been out of that marriage so fast. 560 00:29:09,337 --> 00:29:10,500 I wish. 561 00:29:10,525 --> 00:29:12,897 I wish I had told you. I do. 562 00:29:16,123 --> 00:29:18,624 You would have jumped into that pool, pulled me out. 563 00:29:23,478 --> 00:29:26,172 RENATA: What possesses two idiots like yourselves 564 00:29:26,197 --> 00:29:28,828 to teach eight-year-olds that the planet is doomed? 565 00:29:28,853 --> 00:29:31,326 The children are constantly bombarded with climate change. 566 00:29:31,351 --> 00:29:32,891 It is all over the news. 567 00:29:32,916 --> 00:29:36,120 It's our job to deconstruct it so that they can process it. 568 00:29:36,284 --> 00:29:39,853 Good for you. You deconstructed my little girl into a coma. 569 00:29:39,878 --> 00:29:42,314 Renata, look. We scheduled an assembly for this evening. 570 00:29:42,347 --> 00:29:44,495 Okay? You are not the only parent complaining. 571 00:29:44,497 --> 00:29:46,394 Just, by far, the loudest. 572 00:29:47,568 --> 00:29:48,667 You're pitiful. 573 00:29:48,693 --> 00:29:51,560 Okay, this is gonna come as a shock to you. 574 00:29:51,855 --> 00:29:56,254 This school is actually here to serve all the children, 575 00:29:56,279 --> 00:29:57,978 not just Amabella. 576 00:29:58,284 --> 00:30:00,832 You think 'cause of this whole bankruptcy thing... 577 00:30:01,536 --> 00:30:03,914 that the school thinks I don't matter? (SCOFFS) 578 00:30:03,916 --> 00:30:05,221 (CHUCKLES) Please. 579 00:30:05,246 --> 00:30:08,112 I will be rich again. I will rise up. 580 00:30:08,137 --> 00:30:11,753 I will buy a fucking polar bear for every kid in this school. 581 00:30:11,778 --> 00:30:15,506 And then, I will squish you like the bug that you are. 582 00:30:15,531 --> 00:30:16,951 Pretends like he's not a smoker. 583 00:30:16,976 --> 00:30:18,912 Hasn't been laid in 15 fucking years. 584 00:30:18,937 --> 00:30:20,363 Don't you talk to me like that! 585 00:30:20,365 --> 00:30:23,147 And you, I can't be bothered to squish you. 586 00:30:23,172 --> 00:30:24,756 WARREN NIPPAL: You're a model citizen, Renata. 587 00:30:24,781 --> 00:30:25,935 - (DOOR SLAMS) - I told you, 588 00:30:25,937 --> 00:30:27,804 these second-grade mothers, they are Shakespearean. 589 00:30:27,806 --> 00:30:29,038 (DESK CLATTERS) 590 00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:32,508 That woman, she's the fucking Medusa of Monterey. 591 00:30:32,718 --> 00:30:34,744 And yes, I smoke. Do you want one of these? 592 00:30:35,156 --> 00:30:36,813 - Yes, please. - Yeah, I got a spot outside 593 00:30:36,815 --> 00:30:38,529 where the kids can't fucking see us. 594 00:30:38,554 --> 00:30:40,772 RENATA: Fuck them. Oh, my God, I am so livid. 595 00:30:40,797 --> 00:30:42,051 - Okay, let's... - I am so livid. 596 00:30:42,076 --> 00:30:43,676 Let's go get a coffee or something. 597 00:30:43,781 --> 00:30:45,508 RENATA: Please. The teacher was in on it. 598 00:30:45,533 --> 00:30:47,529 He really said, "Go to hell?" 599 00:30:47,554 --> 00:30:48,936 - Yeah, he's a shit. - Oh, my God. 600 00:30:48,961 --> 00:30:50,258 They practically kill my daughter, 601 00:30:50,260 --> 00:30:54,178 and then he's just dismissing me like that? What a pus-fuck. 602 00:30:54,203 --> 00:30:55,834 - And then... - Oh. 603 00:30:55,859 --> 00:30:58,381 Mary Louise. D-Did you find a place? 604 00:30:58,406 --> 00:30:59,768 MARY LOUISE: Maybe. Just saw one. 605 00:30:59,770 --> 00:31:01,002 MADELINE: Good, good, good. 606 00:31:01,004 --> 00:31:02,404 You know Renata Klein? 607 00:31:02,406 --> 00:31:03,881 - We do... - I don't believe I do. 608 00:31:03,906 --> 00:31:07,694 We... We did meet. At the funeral. I'm so sorry. 609 00:31:07,719 --> 00:31:10,422 - I was a friend of Perry's. - You were there. 610 00:31:11,015 --> 00:31:12,489 When he fell. 611 00:31:13,256 --> 00:31:16,789 I was. That was, uh... devastating. 612 00:31:17,821 --> 00:31:20,883 Mm-hmm. So sorry to interrupt. 613 00:31:22,117 --> 00:31:23,634 - I... - Come on. Let's get out of here. 614 00:31:23,659 --> 00:31:26,351 - What... What... What the fuck is that? - I don't know. She's very strange. 615 00:31:26,963 --> 00:31:28,496 JANE: Whoo! 616 00:31:28,787 --> 00:31:30,420 - COREY: Whoo! - BONNIE: Jane. 617 00:31:30,867 --> 00:31:32,333 - Hey. - JANE: Hi! 618 00:31:32,335 --> 00:31:34,340 Oh, my God! What are you doing here? 619 00:31:34,365 --> 00:31:35,840 - Just going for a run. - JANE: How are you? 620 00:31:35,865 --> 00:31:37,471 - BONNIE: I'm good. How are you? - I'm good. 621 00:31:37,473 --> 00:31:38,926 Oh, my gosh, that's so funny. 622 00:31:38,951 --> 00:31:41,130 Ziggy's learning to surf. Corey's teaching him. 623 00:31:41,155 --> 00:31:42,584 BONNIE: This is getting kinda serious, huh? 624 00:31:42,615 --> 00:31:44,294 JANE: No, no... Told Ziggy about him 625 00:31:44,319 --> 00:31:46,575 and told him that he was teaching me to surf, 626 00:31:46,600 --> 00:31:48,116 so of course, he wanted to learn. 627 00:31:48,118 --> 00:31:49,217 Yeah. 628 00:31:49,242 --> 00:31:50,349 Yeah. 629 00:31:50,374 --> 00:31:52,050 He did try to kiss me the other night, though. 630 00:31:52,088 --> 00:31:53,453 - And? - It was... 631 00:31:53,455 --> 00:31:55,022 extremely awkward. 632 00:31:55,024 --> 00:31:57,557 I don't know. My body just shut down. 633 00:31:57,850 --> 00:31:59,240 BONNIE: Does he know about your history? 634 00:31:59,265 --> 00:32:00,497 JANE: Mm-mm. Not yet. 635 00:32:01,093 --> 00:32:02,301 BONNIE: You should talk to him. 636 00:32:02,326 --> 00:32:04,256 I don't know if I'm ready for that. 637 00:32:05,131 --> 00:32:07,341 Look, any real relationship you're gonna have, 638 00:32:07,366 --> 00:32:08,530 if you wanna have one... 639 00:32:09,663 --> 00:32:11,071 he's gotta know who you are, right? 640 00:32:11,073 --> 00:32:13,307 Yeah. I guess that's true. 641 00:32:15,677 --> 00:32:17,210 - (CHUCKLES) - What? 642 00:32:18,501 --> 00:32:19,929 I'm such a hypocrite. 643 00:32:20,530 --> 00:32:23,546 - Nathan has no idea who I am. - (BOTH CHUCKLE) 644 00:32:24,280 --> 00:32:26,551 - Oh, my God! Go, Ziggy! Go, baby, yes! - (BONNIE CHUCKLES) 645 00:32:26,584 --> 00:32:30,318 Stand up! Stand up! Stand up! Stand up! Ah, you're doing it! 646 00:32:30,343 --> 00:32:33,959 ♪ ("KARMACOMA" BY MASSIVE ATTACK PLAYS) ♪ 647 00:32:35,666 --> 00:32:37,298 RENATA: Turn that shit off. 648 00:32:41,602 --> 00:32:43,268 ♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪ 649 00:32:43,294 --> 00:32:44,294 Three things: 650 00:32:44,319 --> 00:32:46,272 one, we're throwing Amabella a birthday party, 651 00:32:46,297 --> 00:32:48,577 and I'm sparing no cost. She's unhappy. 652 00:32:48,975 --> 00:32:50,520 Two, I had it out with Nippal. 653 00:32:50,545 --> 00:32:52,145 I've gotta go back to the school. 654 00:32:52,170 --> 00:32:53,379 They wanna talk about climate change 655 00:32:53,381 --> 00:32:56,083 and the end of the world, which actually, if it comes, 656 00:32:56,108 --> 00:32:57,828 - it might be a sweet relief. - Damn right. 657 00:32:57,853 --> 00:33:00,302 And three, sell your fucking toys. 658 00:33:00,327 --> 00:33:01,534 GORDON: It's not just me, you know. 659 00:33:01,559 --> 00:33:03,954 - Excuse me? - Putting stress on Amabella. 660 00:33:03,979 --> 00:33:05,463 I mean, what I did didn't help, of course, but... 661 00:33:05,488 --> 00:33:07,589 - What did I do? - You tell me. 662 00:33:09,260 --> 00:33:10,829 I mean, when I first met you, you... 663 00:33:10,831 --> 00:33:13,501 You had your guardrails up to your earlobes. 664 00:33:13,526 --> 00:33:15,167 - Please. - Penetrating you was like... 665 00:33:15,557 --> 00:33:17,603 It was like piercing a cement wall. 666 00:33:18,074 --> 00:33:20,716 It took some time, but I eventually chipped through, you know. 667 00:33:20,956 --> 00:33:23,442 Well, guess what? The last, I don't know, 12 months or so, 668 00:33:23,444 --> 00:33:25,081 the guardrails are back up. 669 00:33:25,432 --> 00:33:27,246 Fuck, I mean you are here, you're there, you're everywhere, 670 00:33:27,248 --> 00:33:30,799 but you are never present, and I feel it. 671 00:33:31,319 --> 00:33:33,034 And Amabella feels it. 672 00:33:34,322 --> 00:33:36,587 - Did she say that? - GORDON: I'm saying it. 673 00:33:36,589 --> 00:33:38,565 Your husband is saying it. 674 00:33:41,145 --> 00:33:43,645 There is something going on with you. 675 00:33:45,079 --> 00:33:46,338 Correct. 676 00:33:46,530 --> 00:33:48,963 My husband put us in the poorhouse. 677 00:33:49,557 --> 00:33:50,723 Sell your shit. 678 00:33:50,748 --> 00:33:52,547 - ♪ (MUSIC RESTARTS) ♪ - (DOOR SLAMS) 679 00:33:52,572 --> 00:33:54,049 NIPPAL: First off, thank you all for coming 680 00:33:54,074 --> 00:33:57,868 to a special evening assembly at our wonderful, 681 00:33:57,893 --> 00:33:59,595 wonderful Otter Bay, 682 00:33:59,620 --> 00:34:01,774 and a special thanks to those parents 683 00:34:01,799 --> 00:34:04,290 who took special time out of their busy lives 684 00:34:04,315 --> 00:34:06,704 to reach out to me directly about this important issue, 685 00:34:06,729 --> 00:34:09,432 - so thank you. - RENATA: You're welcome. Yeah. 686 00:34:09,807 --> 00:34:13,100 Now, as we all know, anxiety is an epidemic 687 00:34:13,125 --> 00:34:14,425 - in our schools. - (ANGRY CHATTER) 688 00:34:14,427 --> 00:34:16,693 Really? It wouldn't be if you weren't teaching them... 689 00:34:16,695 --> 00:34:17,961 All right, let's take a breath, everybody, 690 00:34:17,986 --> 00:34:19,928 and let's try and keep this constructive, shall we? 691 00:34:20,351 --> 00:34:24,404 Climate change and the toll that it takes on our students, 692 00:34:24,429 --> 00:34:26,552 it is a complicated matter, okay? 693 00:34:26,577 --> 00:34:27,938 That is why we called this ad hoc 694 00:34:27,963 --> 00:34:30,263 Golden Bell Award-winning assembly: 695 00:34:30,288 --> 00:34:32,419 because not only will you hear from me, 696 00:34:32,444 --> 00:34:35,079 we would love to hear from you. The parents. 697 00:34:35,081 --> 00:34:36,680 - (PARENTS CLAMOR) - Okay, hold up. 698 00:34:36,682 --> 00:34:38,848 We've already told you how we feel about it. 699 00:34:38,850 --> 00:34:40,638 This is not how I want this to go. 700 00:34:40,671 --> 00:34:42,752 - Everybody, please sit down... - (CLAMOR CONTINUES) 701 00:34:42,754 --> 00:34:44,158 Shut up! 702 00:34:44,183 --> 00:34:45,183 MADELINE: Really? 703 00:34:45,208 --> 00:34:47,156 Are you seriously telling us to shut up? 704 00:34:47,330 --> 00:34:48,672 Madeline Mackenzie. Lovely. 705 00:34:48,697 --> 00:34:51,094 Okay, since you've taken this opportunity to speak up, 706 00:34:51,096 --> 00:34:52,853 let us first hear from you. 707 00:34:52,878 --> 00:34:54,353 Would you like to come up here please, Madeline? 708 00:34:54,378 --> 00:34:55,511 Why... Why me? 709 00:34:55,536 --> 00:34:58,164 Because you're a beacon among us, Madeline. 710 00:34:58,189 --> 00:35:00,188 - Now, please, come up here. - Fine. No, no, I'm fine. 711 00:35:00,213 --> 00:35:01,705 - NIPPAL: Thank you. - RENATA: And make sure they know 712 00:35:01,707 --> 00:35:03,640 - my daughter was in a coma. - Okay. Okay, yeah. 713 00:35:03,642 --> 00:35:05,213 NIPPAL: Madeline Mackenzie, everyone. Please. 714 00:35:05,238 --> 00:35:07,752 (APPLAUSE) 715 00:35:11,216 --> 00:35:12,715 Just share your thoughts. 716 00:35:15,720 --> 00:35:18,369 I mean, where do we even begin? Honestly? 717 00:35:18,556 --> 00:35:20,955 About everything? 718 00:35:22,002 --> 00:35:24,828 I mean, Principal Nippal, you have a very good point. 719 00:35:24,853 --> 00:35:27,295 Climate change is important. It's important. 720 00:35:27,463 --> 00:35:30,633 But it's also a lot to load up on a lot of second graders. 721 00:35:30,635 --> 00:35:31,814 - I'm sorry. - Yes. 722 00:35:31,839 --> 00:35:34,339 MADELINE: That the whole world might go kapooey. 723 00:35:34,364 --> 00:35:35,564 They need to know that? 724 00:35:35,947 --> 00:35:37,705 You know, I think part of the problem is... 725 00:35:38,649 --> 00:35:40,137 we lie to our kids. 726 00:35:40,369 --> 00:35:42,678 We fill their heads full of Santa Claus 727 00:35:42,703 --> 00:35:45,031 and stories with happy endings, when most of us know 728 00:35:45,056 --> 00:35:47,826 most endings to most stories fucking suck. 729 00:35:48,375 --> 00:35:50,541 Right? Let's just get real. 730 00:35:51,561 --> 00:35:53,021 There aren't a lot of happy endings 731 00:35:53,023 --> 00:35:54,544 for a lot of people, you know. 732 00:35:54,569 --> 00:35:58,006 Be it climate change, be it guns in schools. 733 00:35:58,928 --> 00:36:01,770 And our kids are afraid. They're afraid to go to school. 734 00:36:01,803 --> 00:36:03,555 They're afraid they're gonna get shot. 735 00:36:03,800 --> 00:36:05,199 We don't prepare them. 736 00:36:05,201 --> 00:36:07,535 We fill their heads full of happy endings 737 00:36:07,537 --> 00:36:10,219 and happy stories and lies. 738 00:36:11,086 --> 00:36:13,078 And... And we tell them things like, "You're fine." 739 00:36:13,103 --> 00:36:15,478 You're gonna be fine," and we tell ourselves... 740 00:36:16,260 --> 00:36:18,299 We tell ourselves we're gonna be fine. 741 00:36:18,861 --> 00:36:20,080 But we're not. 742 00:36:21,200 --> 00:36:23,672 You know that song that we used to sing when we were little, 743 00:36:23,697 --> 00:36:24,869 "The Rainbow Connection"? 744 00:36:24,894 --> 00:36:25,963 There's a line in it, 745 00:36:25,988 --> 00:36:28,386 they talk about rainbows are illusions. 746 00:36:28,411 --> 00:36:29,549 And then... 747 00:36:29,908 --> 00:36:31,591 there's another line, and it goes on, 748 00:36:31,593 --> 00:36:32,883 and it says that, that... 749 00:36:32,908 --> 00:36:35,900 "Who said every wish would be granted... 750 00:36:36,885 --> 00:36:39,632 would be... if you wish on a morning star." 751 00:36:39,657 --> 00:36:40,751 Do you remember that? 752 00:36:41,640 --> 00:36:43,463 But this is the part that I thought... 753 00:36:45,954 --> 00:36:48,187 Is that "Somebody thought of that..." 754 00:36:49,721 --> 00:36:51,603 (VOICE BREAKING) Then someone believed them. 755 00:36:52,114 --> 00:36:54,114 "And look what it's done..." 756 00:36:54,116 --> 00:36:56,453 (SOBBING) We have to tell the children that... that... 757 00:36:56,478 --> 00:36:59,525 Life is an illusion and things don't work out sometimes, 758 00:36:59,916 --> 00:37:02,906 and that... and... you can't tell them part of the truth. 759 00:37:02,931 --> 00:37:05,080 You have to tell them the whole truth. (SOBS) 760 00:37:09,964 --> 00:37:13,900 (SCATTERED APPLAUSE) 761 00:37:15,752 --> 00:37:17,750 CELESTE: She's not picking up. (SIGHS) 762 00:37:17,775 --> 00:37:21,981 RENATA: Um, is this a full blown breakdown or something? I mean... 763 00:37:22,006 --> 00:37:24,389 CELESTE: Too much to get up there and help her, Ed? 764 00:37:25,170 --> 00:37:27,580 Hmm? She's your fucking wife. 765 00:37:27,582 --> 00:37:29,981 ED: Well, thanks for the tip, Celeste. 766 00:37:30,107 --> 00:37:32,535 Maybe we could get coffee, you and me, 767 00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:35,454 and you could fill me in on whatever else I've missed. 768 00:37:38,970 --> 00:37:41,242 You don't think he knows about... 769 00:37:41,762 --> 00:37:42,861 No. 770 00:37:47,165 --> 00:37:49,398 (WAVES CRASH) 771 00:37:57,745 --> 00:37:58,977 ABIGAIL: Where is he? 772 00:37:59,846 --> 00:38:01,045 MADELINE: I don't know. 773 00:38:02,492 --> 00:38:03,844 Is he moving out? 774 00:38:05,937 --> 00:38:07,990 Well, he hasn't packed his things yet. 775 00:38:18,689 --> 00:38:20,304 Well, I heard... 776 00:38:21,501 --> 00:38:23,934 about your speech tonight. 777 00:38:23,936 --> 00:38:25,563 Can you get me some wine? 778 00:38:28,257 --> 00:38:29,545 He'll be back. 779 00:38:34,013 --> 00:38:35,846 - (KISS) - MADELINE: Thank you, honey. 780 00:38:36,977 --> 00:38:39,783 (PILLS RATTLE) 781 00:38:46,148 --> 00:38:48,692 - CELESTE: What are you doing? - Oh, sweet Jesus! 782 00:38:48,835 --> 00:38:50,530 You gave me such a fright. 783 00:38:51,129 --> 00:38:54,521 Well... Okay, I won't lie. 784 00:38:54,546 --> 00:38:56,927 I have been having trouble sleeping of late 785 00:38:56,960 --> 00:39:00,510 and so I thought you might have a little helper or two. 786 00:39:01,039 --> 00:39:02,295 You're snooping. 787 00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:05,030 You have quite an impressive array. 788 00:39:08,499 --> 00:39:11,079 I think it's probably best if you find another place. 789 00:39:11,081 --> 00:39:13,081 Celeste, I am on your side. 790 00:39:13,083 --> 00:39:16,429 CELESTE: (SIGHS) So you keep saying. Hmm. 791 00:39:16,454 --> 00:39:17,710 Vicodin. 792 00:39:18,350 --> 00:39:21,380 You have to be so careful of these opioids, dear. 793 00:39:21,859 --> 00:39:23,459 Sometimes I needed it. 794 00:39:24,795 --> 00:39:26,194 For the pain. 795 00:39:27,498 --> 00:39:29,083 (MEDICINE CABINET CLANGS) 796 00:39:32,844 --> 00:39:34,510 Like when after he kicked me. 797 00:39:44,546 --> 00:39:46,247 JANE: I had a really good time again. 798 00:39:47,074 --> 00:39:48,614 (BOTH CHUCKLE) 799 00:39:56,741 --> 00:39:58,441 I'm not gonna try and kiss you. 800 00:40:01,208 --> 00:40:04,224 But I would like to give you a goodnight hug. 801 00:40:04,481 --> 00:40:06,520 - (CHUCKLES) - How does that sound? 802 00:40:07,063 --> 00:40:08,496 That sounds great. 803 00:40:12,455 --> 00:40:15,091 - COREY: Okay. - (CHUCKLES) This is a weird hug. 804 00:40:18,081 --> 00:40:19,314 (JANE LAUGHING) 805 00:40:19,316 --> 00:40:20,583 COREY: We're touching. 806 00:40:21,183 --> 00:40:23,451 - I'm blushing. - How's it going? 807 00:40:26,723 --> 00:40:29,557 Are we dancing? Is that... Is that what this is? 808 00:40:30,005 --> 00:40:32,386 Is that your secret scheme? To get me to dance with you? 809 00:40:32,411 --> 00:40:33,894 COREY: It's really good idea, yeah. 810 00:40:33,919 --> 00:40:35,605 I'm not that smooth, but yeah, 811 00:40:35,630 --> 00:40:37,739 I guess we could dance if you want to dance, sure. 812 00:40:37,764 --> 00:40:39,631 (JANE CHUCKLES) 813 00:40:56,919 --> 00:40:58,161 PERRY: Hey, Sparkles. 814 00:40:59,922 --> 00:41:01,927 I'm just calling to say good night. 815 00:41:02,524 --> 00:41:05,926 But you've probably already gone to bed. 816 00:41:08,344 --> 00:41:10,310 I'm having a little trouble sleeping. 817 00:41:12,067 --> 00:41:13,880 And I was hoping you could help me. 818 00:41:13,905 --> 00:41:17,240 ♪ ("DREAMING MY DREAMS WITH YOU" BY COWBOY JUNKIES PLAYS) ♪ 819 00:41:17,439 --> 00:41:19,606 But I guess I'm on my own. 820 00:41:21,657 --> 00:41:23,825 Though not really. 821 00:41:24,145 --> 00:41:26,153 I can just close my eyes and... 822 00:41:28,550 --> 00:41:30,380 and pretend that you're here. 823 00:41:35,389 --> 00:41:36,856 I love you, baby. 824 00:41:38,358 --> 00:41:39,590 Love you. 825 00:41:39,615 --> 00:41:40,919 (KISSES) 826 00:41:41,874 --> 00:41:44,574 ♪ (MUSIC GROWS LOUDER) ♪ 827 00:41:58,629 --> 00:42:04,755 ♪ I hope that I find what I'm reaching for ♪ 828 00:42:05,496 --> 00:42:10,176 ♪ The way that it is in my mind ♪ 829 00:42:12,191 --> 00:42:18,284 ♪ I hope that I won't be that wrong anymore ♪ 830 00:42:18,732 --> 00:42:23,899 ♪ And maybe I've learned this time ♪ 831 00:42:28,875 --> 00:42:35,085 ♪ Someday I'll get over you ♪ 832 00:42:35,695 --> 00:42:41,859 ♪ I'll live to see it all through ♪ 833 00:42:42,221 --> 00:42:45,622 ♪ But I'll always miss ♪ 834 00:42:45,624 --> 00:42:50,070 ♪ Dreaming my dreams with you ♪ 835 00:42:50,095 --> 00:42:53,495 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com