1 00:00:01,750 --> 00:00:03,125 ♪ (TENSE MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 2 00:00:07,500 --> 00:00:08,458 (ECHOING) No! 3 00:00:10,291 --> 00:00:11,583 You're one of the Monterey Five, right? 4 00:00:11,792 --> 00:00:12,875 The Monterey Five? 5 00:00:12,959 --> 00:00:14,500 You were there the night the guy fell. 6 00:00:14,583 --> 00:00:15,709 Where did you hear that? 7 00:00:15,792 --> 00:00:17,208 It was just the way he said it. 8 00:00:17,291 --> 00:00:18,417 RENATA KLEIN: How exactly was that? 9 00:00:18,500 --> 00:00:20,458 Like we all have scarlet letters on our backs. 10 00:00:20,542 --> 00:00:21,667 (SCHOOL BELL RINGS) 11 00:00:22,542 --> 00:00:23,792 Are you all right? 12 00:00:24,333 --> 00:00:25,959 BONNIE CARLSON: I killed someone. 13 00:00:26,291 --> 00:00:27,208 Remember? 14 00:00:27,583 --> 00:00:29,583 DR. AMANDA REISMAN: Do you see yourself as a monster? 15 00:00:29,667 --> 00:00:31,542 I guess I still feel... responsible. 16 00:00:31,625 --> 00:00:33,375 -MARY LOUISE WRIGHT: Celeste. Celeste. Celeste? -(CELESTE SCREAMS) 17 00:00:33,458 --> 00:00:35,291 MARY LOUISE: I wanna know what happened that night, 18 00:00:35,375 --> 00:00:38,291 but I doubt I would get the truth, would I? 19 00:00:39,083 --> 00:00:41,625 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪ 20 00:00:51,917 --> 00:00:56,333 ♪ ("COLD LITTLE HEART" BY MICHAEL KIWANUKA PLAYING) ♪ 21 00:01:10,959 --> 00:01:13,041 ♪ Did you ever want it? ♪ 22 00:01:15,291 --> 00:01:17,709 ♪ Did you want it bad? ♪ 23 00:01:17,792 --> 00:01:19,625 ♪ Oh, my ♪ 24 00:01:21,959 --> 00:01:23,834 ♪ It tears me apart ♪ 25 00:01:28,625 --> 00:01:30,542 ♪ We can try to hide it ♪ 26 00:01:32,709 --> 00:01:35,333 ♪ It's all the same ♪ 27 00:01:35,417 --> 00:01:38,208 ♪ I've been losing you ♪ 28 00:01:39,500 --> 00:01:41,667 ♪ One day at a time ♪ 29 00:01:44,500 --> 00:01:45,792 ♪ And I know ♪ 30 00:01:45,875 --> 00:01:50,125 ♪ In my heart In this cold heart ♪ 31 00:01:50,208 --> 00:01:54,500 ♪ I can live or I can die ♪ 32 00:01:54,583 --> 00:01:58,500 ♪ I believe if I just try ♪ 33 00:01:58,583 --> 00:02:03,166 ♪ You believe in you and I ♪ 34 00:02:06,291 --> 00:02:09,208 ♪ In you and I ♪ 35 00:02:10,917 --> 00:02:14,291 ♪ In you and I ♪ 36 00:02:15,291 --> 00:02:18,458 ♪ In you and I ♪ 37 00:02:31,875 --> 00:02:36,291 ♪ ("DOWN BY THE RIVER" BY NEIL YOUNG PLAYS FAINTLY) ♪ 38 00:03:03,792 --> 00:03:05,208 (GRUNTS) 39 00:03:05,291 --> 00:03:08,458 ♪ Be on my side I'll be on your side, baby ♪ 40 00:03:08,542 --> 00:03:09,917 (GASPING) 41 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:14,792 ♪ There is no reason For you to hide ♪ 42 00:03:14,875 --> 00:03:16,500 (POLICE RADIO CHATTER) 43 00:03:16,583 --> 00:03:19,917 I must have taken my eyes off the road and-- and-- 44 00:03:20,750 --> 00:03:22,792 and then I don't... 45 00:03:22,875 --> 00:03:24,083 You don't remember? 46 00:03:25,250 --> 00:03:27,792 I was... I was driving and-- 47 00:03:27,875 --> 00:03:29,750 Ma'am, have you had anything to drink? 48 00:03:29,834 --> 00:03:31,375 No, I haven't. 49 00:03:34,166 --> 00:03:35,625 (CELESTE SIGHS) 50 00:03:35,709 --> 00:03:38,500 I couldn't sleep last night, so I took a pill at 2:00 a.m. 51 00:03:38,583 --> 00:03:40,250 And you don't even remember getting in the car? 52 00:03:40,333 --> 00:03:41,959 CELESTE WRIGHT: No. 53 00:03:42,041 --> 00:03:44,000 But you passed the breathalyzer? 54 00:03:45,667 --> 00:03:46,959 I did. 55 00:03:47,041 --> 00:03:50,166 (SIGHS) Babe, you gotta be careful with Ambien. 56 00:03:52,792 --> 00:03:53,834 Hey! 57 00:03:56,542 --> 00:03:58,333 Hey, Bonnie! What are you doing? 58 00:03:58,417 --> 00:03:59,834 BONNIE CARLSON: Walking. 59 00:04:00,709 --> 00:04:02,208 In the middle of nowhere? 60 00:04:02,291 --> 00:04:03,834 This isn't the middle of nowhere. 61 00:04:03,917 --> 00:04:05,375 MADELINE MACKENZIE: Well, you're on the side 62 00:04:05,458 --> 00:04:07,250 -of the highway. -I was hiking. 63 00:04:07,333 --> 00:04:10,166 -Okay... -BONNIE: What are you doing? 64 00:04:12,625 --> 00:04:14,250 Do you need a ride? 65 00:04:14,333 --> 00:04:18,208 Why would I want a ride if I'm on a hike... Madeline? 66 00:04:18,291 --> 00:04:21,041 -Are you on drugs? -Am I on drugs? What are you-- 67 00:04:21,125 --> 00:04:22,834 -Are you on drugs? -MADELINE: I'm sorry-- 68 00:04:22,917 --> 00:04:26,083 -I'm just walking. Can I walk? -That just came out-- I'm sorry. 69 00:04:27,834 --> 00:04:30,542 My God. Do you see what I'm saying? 70 00:04:30,625 --> 00:04:32,959 I have to get Abigail out of her house. 71 00:04:33,041 --> 00:04:34,375 That woman's not well. 72 00:04:36,875 --> 00:04:39,709 -GORDON KLEIN: Thank you. Here. -No, it was eight women. 73 00:04:41,250 --> 00:04:42,458 GORDON: Uh-oh. What? 74 00:04:42,542 --> 00:04:44,291 You are a fucking incredible publicist. 75 00:04:44,375 --> 00:04:46,750 -Thank you. Goodbye! -GORDON: What? 76 00:04:46,834 --> 00:04:50,166 Guess who's going to be on the cover next month 77 00:04:50,250 --> 00:04:52,000 of the number one women's magazine 78 00:04:52,083 --> 00:04:54,333 -in the US of fucking A? -I have no idea. 79 00:04:54,417 --> 00:04:55,917 -Oh, I think you know. -(GORDON LAUGHS) 80 00:04:56,000 --> 00:04:58,750 I think you know because you're fucking married to her. 81 00:04:58,834 --> 00:05:00,750 -Oh, baby. My cover girl! -(RENATA LAUGHS) 82 00:05:00,834 --> 00:05:02,792 -MICHAEL NELSON: Gordon Klein. -I've always known you were-- 83 00:05:02,875 --> 00:05:04,750 Gordon Klein, Special Agent Michael Nelson with the FBI. 84 00:05:04,834 --> 00:05:06,500 -Whoa. Stand back, dude. -Please put your hands on the hood of the car. 85 00:05:06,583 --> 00:05:08,000 -RENATA: I'm sorry, what-- -What's going on? 86 00:05:08,083 --> 00:05:09,625 -Hands on the hood now, sir. -(CLAMORING) 87 00:05:09,709 --> 00:05:11,000 -GORDON: What the fuck? -NELSON: Do it! 88 00:05:11,083 --> 00:05:12,500 AGENT: Stop interrupting, ma'am. 89 00:05:12,583 --> 00:05:14,500 What are you-- Hold on! Hold on! There's confusion, sir. 90 00:05:14,583 --> 00:05:16,375 AGENT: There's no confusion. Please step away from the car. 91 00:05:16,458 --> 00:05:18,000 That's my husband, Gordon Klein. 92 00:05:18,083 --> 00:05:19,834 NELSON: Count 371, that's securities fraud, Title 15... 93 00:05:19,917 --> 00:05:21,917 -Renata, call Walter, all right? -What the fuck is going on here? 94 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:24,208 What are you doing? You can't just assault somebody 95 00:05:24,291 --> 00:05:25,875 in the middle of a fucking public place. 96 00:05:25,959 --> 00:05:27,542 NELSON: You have the right to have an attorney present... 97 00:05:27,625 --> 00:05:29,166 -GORDON: Ow! Goddammit! ...during any questioning. 98 00:05:29,250 --> 00:05:31,500 Call Walter now! 99 00:05:31,583 --> 00:05:33,166 -RENATA: You can't. -AGENT: Please step back. 100 00:05:33,250 --> 00:05:34,709 Ma'am, we need you to relax. You need to relax. 101 00:05:34,792 --> 00:05:36,333 They're taking my fucking husband in handcuffs. 102 00:05:36,417 --> 00:05:38,250 AGENT: We understand. We will get you the information. 103 00:05:43,792 --> 00:05:45,667 You had me worried sick. 104 00:05:46,583 --> 00:05:47,917 You know what, it's my fault. 105 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:49,959 I had a bit of an emergency this morning, 106 00:05:50,041 --> 00:05:51,625 and Celeste came to my rescue. 107 00:05:52,500 --> 00:05:53,792 Where's your car? 108 00:05:55,458 --> 00:05:56,500 It broke down. 109 00:05:57,250 --> 00:05:58,542 Are the boys okay? 110 00:05:58,625 --> 00:06:00,709 Uh, yes, they're getting ready for school. 111 00:06:00,792 --> 00:06:02,959 -You went out like that? -CELESTE: Well, I had to. 112 00:06:03,041 --> 00:06:04,250 MADELINE: It was an emergency. 113 00:06:04,333 --> 00:06:06,458 Wh-- What kind of an emergency? 114 00:06:07,458 --> 00:06:08,959 The kind short people have? 115 00:06:11,834 --> 00:06:13,834 You don't like me, do you, Madeline? 116 00:06:15,542 --> 00:06:17,417 I'm sure you mean well. 117 00:06:17,500 --> 00:06:21,333 You know, when I was very young... (CHUCKLES) 118 00:06:21,417 --> 00:06:23,500 my family just moved, and we-- I was going 119 00:06:23,583 --> 00:06:25,917 to a brand-new school, so I was especially scared, 120 00:06:26,000 --> 00:06:28,083 and my father gave me the best advice. 121 00:06:28,166 --> 00:06:31,959 He said, "Mary Louise, you just seek out the bully... 122 00:06:32,041 --> 00:06:34,667 -and make friends with her. -(LAUGHS MOCKINGLY) 123 00:06:35,667 --> 00:06:37,583 Am I the bully in this scenario? 124 00:06:37,667 --> 00:06:40,250 (SIGHS) On your awesome days, 125 00:06:40,333 --> 00:06:42,959 I suspect you are a godsend. 126 00:06:43,041 --> 00:06:47,208 But on your bad days... decidedly less so. 127 00:06:50,750 --> 00:06:52,166 MADELINE: Fucking weirdo. 128 00:06:52,875 --> 00:06:53,959 What? 129 00:06:55,333 --> 00:06:57,000 (SCOFFS) What? 130 00:06:57,083 --> 00:06:58,583 (CHUCKLES) 131 00:06:58,667 --> 00:07:00,000 COREY BROCKFIELD: So, did you think 132 00:07:00,083 --> 00:07:01,458 about our practice date? 133 00:07:01,542 --> 00:07:04,208 -Our practice date? -COREY: It's like a trial run. 134 00:07:04,291 --> 00:07:05,750 You know, we could-- we could shower, 135 00:07:05,834 --> 00:07:07,333 we'd put on clothes, we go to a restaurant, 136 00:07:07,417 --> 00:07:08,959 we eat, we talk, and if it's not a total disaster, 137 00:07:09,041 --> 00:07:10,542 then we could do it for real. 138 00:07:13,875 --> 00:07:15,959 Yeah... um... 139 00:07:16,041 --> 00:07:19,250 I don't want to offend you, but you are... 140 00:07:19,333 --> 00:07:21,333 I do think you're a very genuine person, 141 00:07:21,417 --> 00:07:23,000 but you're a very... 142 00:07:23,083 --> 00:07:24,917 (WHISPERING) You're very strange. 143 00:07:25,000 --> 00:07:26,041 (CHUCKLES) 144 00:07:28,041 --> 00:07:30,041 You know, one of the last socially acceptable bigotries 145 00:07:30,125 --> 00:07:32,291 -is the one against weirdos. -(CHUCKLES) 146 00:07:32,375 --> 00:07:34,959 COREY: For what it's worth, I'm emotionally intuitive. 147 00:07:35,041 --> 00:07:36,583 I get a feeling about people sometimes. 148 00:07:36,667 --> 00:07:38,625 JANE CHAPMAN: Hmm, you have one about me? 149 00:07:38,709 --> 00:07:39,917 To be honest, no. 150 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:41,500 -But... -(LAUGHS) 151 00:07:41,583 --> 00:07:44,291 You're-- You're really tolerant and you're friendly, 152 00:07:44,375 --> 00:07:47,500 and you're really pretty. You look good in waders. 153 00:07:47,583 --> 00:07:49,125 How could I least not make room 154 00:07:49,208 --> 00:07:50,625 -for the possibility. -(JANE LAUGHS) 155 00:08:02,750 --> 00:08:04,709 Are you and Dad going to get divorced? 156 00:08:05,917 --> 00:08:07,542 What? 157 00:08:07,625 --> 00:08:10,792 Honey... No, of course not. 158 00:08:11,625 --> 00:08:13,625 What makes you say this? 159 00:08:13,709 --> 00:08:17,875 Dad never makes you laugh. And you seem mad at him. 160 00:08:17,959 --> 00:08:20,542 Well, I am not mad at him. Okay? 161 00:08:24,417 --> 00:08:25,625 Who are you mad at? 162 00:08:27,291 --> 00:08:28,291 Nobody. 163 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:39,542 Hey. 164 00:08:39,625 --> 00:08:43,041 (RADIO PLAYS) ♪ I've got a Great big bundle of love ♪ 165 00:08:43,125 --> 00:08:44,542 Huh? 166 00:08:44,625 --> 00:08:46,208 ♪ ("GREAT BIG BUNDLE OF LOVE" BY BRENTON WOOD PLAYS) ♪ 167 00:08:46,291 --> 00:08:49,208 ♪ And I have saved it all For you ♪ 168 00:08:49,291 --> 00:08:54,583 ♪ Oh, but I'm gonna demand A little favor ♪ 169 00:08:54,667 --> 00:08:58,041 ♪ Honey Let your loving be true ♪ 170 00:08:58,125 --> 00:09:02,750 ♪ You have the whole world Wrapped up in your hands ♪ 171 00:09:02,834 --> 00:09:06,875 -♪ All in one little man ♪ -SKYE CARLSON: Who was that? 172 00:09:09,083 --> 00:09:12,792 I still miss him. I don't think it's ever gonna stop. 173 00:09:19,458 --> 00:09:22,208 When you talked to me about dating again, 174 00:09:22,291 --> 00:09:26,667 it felt like an affront. Like, preposterous, even. 175 00:09:29,583 --> 00:09:30,834 I only want him. 176 00:09:32,458 --> 00:09:34,667 DR. AMANDA REISMAN: I'd like to try something. 177 00:09:35,166 --> 00:09:36,166 (SIGHS) 178 00:09:38,917 --> 00:09:42,166 Think back to one of the times he was abusing you. 179 00:09:43,291 --> 00:09:45,208 The time in the closet 180 00:09:45,291 --> 00:09:47,417 after his office Christmas party. 181 00:09:49,500 --> 00:09:53,709 I want you to close your eyes to replay that incident. 182 00:09:55,166 --> 00:09:58,500 -Please, don't ask me-- -It's important. Can you try? 183 00:10:01,875 --> 00:10:03,000 (SIGHS) 184 00:10:03,083 --> 00:10:04,875 DR. REISMAN: I want you to close your eyes. 185 00:10:07,417 --> 00:10:08,834 To replay the incident. 186 00:10:25,208 --> 00:10:26,750 (INAUDIBLE) 187 00:10:29,208 --> 00:10:30,917 (WINCES) 188 00:10:34,959 --> 00:10:36,041 (SNIFFLES) 189 00:10:40,583 --> 00:10:41,917 DR. REISMAN: Now, I want you to put 190 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:43,417 a close friend in your place. 191 00:10:44,208 --> 00:10:45,250 (SIGHS) 192 00:10:47,458 --> 00:10:48,583 Let's make it Madeline. 193 00:10:48,667 --> 00:10:50,083 Put Madeline there instead of you. 194 00:10:50,166 --> 00:10:52,959 -Excuse me, I can't-- -Let's make it Madeline. 195 00:11:09,792 --> 00:11:12,291 (MUFFLED PLEADING) 196 00:11:12,375 --> 00:11:13,583 (MADELINE SOBS) 197 00:11:13,667 --> 00:11:15,667 -(SLAMS TABLE) -(SCREAMING) No! 198 00:11:17,500 --> 00:11:19,959 (POUNDING ON TABLE) No! No! 199 00:11:22,375 --> 00:11:25,000 (PANTING) 200 00:11:44,333 --> 00:11:46,333 DR. REISMAN: Did Madeline deserve that? 201 00:11:49,166 --> 00:11:52,667 Should Madeline stay in that relationship? 202 00:12:01,250 --> 00:12:02,500 (SECURITY SCANNER BUZZES) 203 00:12:04,250 --> 00:12:05,333 OFFICER: Jacket? 204 00:12:06,917 --> 00:12:11,000 Thank you. (SIGHS) Not today. 205 00:12:11,083 --> 00:12:13,917 -All right. -(SECURITY SCANNER BUZZES) 206 00:12:14,000 --> 00:12:16,500 -Are you fucking kidding me? -Step over here please, ma'am. 207 00:12:17,458 --> 00:12:19,375 (WAND BEEPS) 208 00:12:19,458 --> 00:12:21,583 -(WAND BEEPS) -Arms like an airplane. 209 00:12:21,667 --> 00:12:23,208 -(KEYS JINGLE) -(DOOR UNLOCKS) 210 00:12:24,500 --> 00:12:26,000 RENATA: Oh my god. 211 00:12:30,458 --> 00:12:31,750 Gordon... 212 00:12:31,834 --> 00:12:33,417 What the fuck? 213 00:12:34,417 --> 00:12:35,709 What the fuck! 214 00:12:37,834 --> 00:12:38,875 (GROANS) 215 00:12:40,166 --> 00:12:42,250 GORDON: I'll be out on bond, so... 216 00:12:42,333 --> 00:12:44,709 (SCOFFS, SLAPS TABLE) 217 00:12:46,375 --> 00:12:47,875 -Talk to me! -I, uh... 218 00:12:47,959 --> 00:12:52,291 I made a big bet to short some stock with, um... 219 00:12:52,375 --> 00:12:54,000 Saul Hoffman's company. 220 00:12:54,083 --> 00:12:56,458 Phederol, I think I told you about them, 221 00:12:56,542 --> 00:12:58,083 -it's the anti-coagulant. -The anti-coagulant. 222 00:12:58,166 --> 00:12:59,792 So? I thought that was a bust? 223 00:12:59,875 --> 00:13:02,208 GORDON: It was. Oh my-- 224 00:13:02,291 --> 00:13:04,709 Um, which I knew, but, uh... 225 00:13:05,500 --> 00:13:07,041 no one else did. 226 00:13:07,125 --> 00:13:08,750 -Uh... -RENATA: (SIGHS) Fuck. 227 00:13:08,834 --> 00:13:12,083 So, then the test results completely tanked, 228 00:13:12,166 --> 00:13:14,500 so I started shorting big time. 229 00:13:14,583 --> 00:13:16,875 Do you have to do time for that? 230 00:13:18,417 --> 00:13:22,834 -(SIGHS) Okay. -RENATA: Oh my god. Oh my god. 231 00:13:22,917 --> 00:13:26,291 Listen... (GROANS) That's not the worst of it. 232 00:13:27,250 --> 00:13:28,375 RENATA: What? 233 00:13:29,792 --> 00:13:31,583 I kind of bet the ranch. 234 00:13:33,166 --> 00:13:34,417 Our ranch. 235 00:13:34,500 --> 00:13:36,583 There's gonna be civil lawsuits to follow that. 236 00:13:36,667 --> 00:13:38,333 -No. -Um... 237 00:13:38,417 --> 00:13:40,166 We stand to be broke by the end of the year, 238 00:13:40,250 --> 00:13:41,959 -and it might even be sooner. -Hold on. Hold on. 239 00:13:42,041 --> 00:13:43,125 Hold on. I don't-- 240 00:13:43,208 --> 00:13:44,792 GORDON: Listen, listen, listen. 241 00:13:44,875 --> 00:13:48,000 Amabella's gonna be okay. They can't touch her trust. 242 00:13:48,083 --> 00:13:49,959 -It's irrevocable. -But I didn't sign anything. 243 00:13:50,041 --> 00:13:51,375 -I didn't do anything. -No, no, I know. 244 00:13:51,458 --> 00:13:53,000 I know you didn't. 245 00:13:53,083 --> 00:13:54,792 -RENATA: My money is safe. -I know you didn't, all right, 246 00:13:54,875 --> 00:13:57,291 but it's community property. Amabella's trust is-- is-- 247 00:13:58,458 --> 00:14:00,083 Fuck! Goddammit! 248 00:14:01,375 --> 00:14:02,667 (QUIETLY) Gordon... 249 00:14:03,917 --> 00:14:05,417 I'm not gonna not be rich. 250 00:14:05,500 --> 00:14:07,208 -I'm not gonna have you-- -Listen, I was thinking that-- 251 00:14:07,291 --> 00:14:08,959 This-- This could be like a positive thing. 252 00:14:09,041 --> 00:14:12,583 You know, that-- that-- like, there are chapters of life 253 00:14:12,667 --> 00:14:16,625 I will not not be rich. 254 00:14:17,542 --> 00:14:20,083 ♪ All I'm askin' ♪ 255 00:14:20,166 --> 00:14:22,208 ♪ ("LET LOVE STAND A CHANCE" BY CHARLES BRADLEY PLAYS) ♪ 256 00:14:22,291 --> 00:14:26,625 ♪ All I'm askin'... ♪ 257 00:14:29,625 --> 00:14:31,834 He's really smart. 258 00:14:31,917 --> 00:14:34,041 I don't think there's much faking it to him. 259 00:14:34,125 --> 00:14:37,792 He's very... think "what you see is what you get." (CHUCKLES) 260 00:14:37,875 --> 00:14:39,750 He's weird, though. He's like... 261 00:14:39,834 --> 00:14:43,583 maybe Aspergery or something. Like, there's just something... 262 00:14:43,667 --> 00:14:47,208 I don't know. I've never really met anyone like him. 263 00:14:47,291 --> 00:14:49,208 They fake that sometimes, you know. 264 00:14:49,291 --> 00:14:51,250 -What? Having Asperger's? -Yeah. 265 00:14:51,333 --> 00:14:53,917 -Get away with saying dumb shit. -ELIZABETH HOWARD: Bonnie. 266 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:56,333 -Mom. -Hey, baby. 267 00:14:58,542 --> 00:15:00,917 ♪ Not a single day, baby... ♪ 268 00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:03,500 BONNIE: Hey. What are you doing here? 269 00:15:04,542 --> 00:15:07,000 Surprise. (CHUCKLES) 270 00:15:09,500 --> 00:15:10,917 Your husband called me. 271 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:13,709 -♪ All I'm askin' ♪ -What? 272 00:15:13,792 --> 00:15:15,250 You had no right. 273 00:15:15,333 --> 00:15:17,542 It's not about being right. It's about being scared. 274 00:15:17,625 --> 00:15:19,166 -BONNIE: Scared of what? -Of losing you. 275 00:15:19,250 --> 00:15:21,041 Nathan, if you're scared of losing me, 276 00:15:21,125 --> 00:15:22,709 why don't you try talking to me? 277 00:15:22,792 --> 00:15:25,208 I fucking tried, and you know it. I've tried. 278 00:15:25,875 --> 00:15:27,458 You know that. 279 00:15:27,542 --> 00:15:29,250 You know what, it fucked me up some 280 00:15:29,333 --> 00:15:31,208 when my marriage to Madeline ended. 281 00:15:32,333 --> 00:15:34,250 Divorce creates trauma. 282 00:15:34,333 --> 00:15:36,208 Think something is gonna go on forever and it doesn't. 283 00:15:36,291 --> 00:15:38,083 Then you're on the other side of it, and you just-- 284 00:15:38,166 --> 00:15:40,917 you don't really trust the ground underneath your feet. 285 00:15:41,000 --> 00:15:43,125 I've never lost sight of the fact 286 00:15:43,208 --> 00:15:46,375 that marriage is fragile. That it can all go away. 287 00:15:47,625 --> 00:15:49,041 And you... 288 00:15:49,125 --> 00:15:50,959 I don't know where you've gone, 289 00:15:51,041 --> 00:15:52,208 but you're not here. 290 00:16:06,750 --> 00:16:09,667 He's in prison, and he might stay in fucking prison, 291 00:16:09,750 --> 00:16:12,041 and he's lost all our money. 292 00:16:12,125 --> 00:16:13,834 Maybe he gets out, what, for days? 293 00:16:13,917 --> 00:16:15,375 -What? What? -Until they fucking-- Yes! 294 00:16:15,458 --> 00:16:18,166 He's lost fucking everything. My money too! His money. 295 00:16:18,250 --> 00:16:20,125 Okay, okay, come here, come here. 296 00:16:20,208 --> 00:16:21,667 No, no, no, we can't go in there. 297 00:16:21,750 --> 00:16:22,959 We're not going in there. 298 00:16:23,041 --> 00:16:25,250 RENATA: Babe, this is a disaster. 299 00:16:25,333 --> 00:16:26,875 (BREATHING HEAVILY) Oh my god! 300 00:16:26,959 --> 00:16:30,166 Oh my god! This fucker put me back in the hole. 301 00:16:30,250 --> 00:16:32,375 This fucker put me back in the hole. 302 00:16:32,458 --> 00:16:35,667 This is my fucking childhood. 303 00:16:35,750 --> 00:16:38,208 This is everything I've worked to get out of. 304 00:16:38,291 --> 00:16:39,709 And then Quinlan was there, 305 00:16:39,792 --> 00:16:41,125 -and I am telling you... -What? 306 00:16:41,208 --> 00:16:42,458 ...I think she's been watching, 307 00:16:42,542 --> 00:16:44,125 and she, like, tipped somebody off. 308 00:16:44,208 --> 00:16:45,792 MADELINE: What do you mean? I thought it was the FBI. 309 00:16:45,875 --> 00:16:48,250 Well, but then who the fuck is tipping them off? 310 00:16:48,333 --> 00:16:51,333 And why is the FBI taking my fucking computer? 311 00:16:51,417 --> 00:16:53,417 -They went to my office. -They took your computer? 312 00:16:53,500 --> 00:16:54,834 -They took my iPad. -What? 313 00:16:54,917 --> 00:16:57,375 I just-- Okay. I need to call an estate lawyer. 314 00:16:57,458 --> 00:17:01,208 Okay, and I need to do a list of assets. You're right. 315 00:17:01,291 --> 00:17:03,000 Do you need a Xanax or... 316 00:17:03,083 --> 00:17:04,458 (SCHOOL BELL RINGS) 317 00:17:04,542 --> 00:17:07,667 When we swallow our feelings, especially the bad ones, 318 00:17:07,750 --> 00:17:10,375 sometimes they can turn into really ugly monsters, 319 00:17:10,458 --> 00:17:11,875 which is not a good thing. 320 00:17:11,959 --> 00:17:14,083 I want you to know that it's perfectly okay 321 00:17:14,166 --> 00:17:15,875 to come and talk to me, okay? 322 00:17:15,959 --> 00:17:17,625 You can talk to me about anything, 323 00:17:17,709 --> 00:17:20,250 whether it was over a put down, something that happened here, 324 00:17:20,333 --> 00:17:21,875 something that happened on the news, 325 00:17:21,959 --> 00:17:25,000 anything you need to talk about, I'm here. 326 00:17:31,000 --> 00:17:32,041 Anyone? 327 00:17:36,375 --> 00:17:38,291 What about a dead father? 328 00:17:41,667 --> 00:17:43,583 He said it quite simply, 329 00:17:43,667 --> 00:17:46,166 without any sense of trauma, so... 330 00:17:46,250 --> 00:17:48,125 whether that's better or worse... 331 00:17:48,208 --> 00:17:51,083 (KIDS CLAMOR) 332 00:17:51,166 --> 00:17:52,959 Are they still getting counseling? 333 00:17:53,959 --> 00:17:55,166 CELESTE: Um, yeah. 334 00:17:55,250 --> 00:17:57,291 MICHAEL PERKINS: I'm really sorry about this. 335 00:17:59,500 --> 00:18:01,750 -Did I do something wrong? -CELESTE: No. 336 00:18:01,834 --> 00:18:03,834 It's good to talk about what we feel. 337 00:18:04,458 --> 00:18:05,500 I just... 338 00:18:08,375 --> 00:18:10,333 I just think it's best if you talk to me, 339 00:18:10,417 --> 00:18:12,166 you know, rather than at school. 340 00:18:12,250 --> 00:18:14,375 But you don't like to talk about it. 341 00:18:14,458 --> 00:18:15,959 That's not true. 342 00:18:16,041 --> 00:18:18,542 JOSH WRIGHT: You like to pretend everything's okay. 343 00:18:22,542 --> 00:18:25,125 CELESTE: (SIGHS) Well, I shouldn't do that. 344 00:18:25,208 --> 00:18:29,917 I-- I-- We're a family, and... 345 00:18:30,000 --> 00:18:35,417 and a family is meant to be open and honest with each other, so. 346 00:18:35,500 --> 00:18:37,750 I don't think we're that kind of family. 347 00:18:37,834 --> 00:18:41,667 CELESTE: What? Yeah, we are. Of course we are, Max. 348 00:18:42,959 --> 00:18:44,041 Of course we are. 349 00:18:48,208 --> 00:18:50,709 (WAVES CRASH SOFTLY) 350 00:18:53,583 --> 00:18:54,834 JOSH AND MAX: Grandma! 351 00:18:54,917 --> 00:18:56,542 CELESTE: Put it on the counter, please. 352 00:18:59,709 --> 00:19:02,291 MARY LOUISE: Hi! What happen-- 353 00:19:02,375 --> 00:19:04,959 CELESTE: Something came up at school. 354 00:19:05,041 --> 00:19:07,250 It's like you said the other night... 355 00:19:09,333 --> 00:19:11,291 They're still grieving. 356 00:19:12,166 --> 00:19:14,458 It's all just so hard, you know? 357 00:19:14,542 --> 00:19:16,041 MARY LOUISE: Hmm. 358 00:19:18,709 --> 00:19:20,834 -(SIGHS) -MARY LOUISE: I do. I do know. 359 00:19:20,917 --> 00:19:23,709 Right after the accident, after we lost Raymond, 360 00:19:23,792 --> 00:19:27,458 I was sure I would not be able to go on. 361 00:19:28,750 --> 00:19:31,834 I was never sure about anything in my whole life, 362 00:19:31,917 --> 00:19:36,125 that I wouldn't go on, but I did. Because of Perry. 363 00:19:37,667 --> 00:19:39,375 And so will you because of the boys. 364 00:19:39,458 --> 00:19:41,458 (JOSH AND MAX CLAMOR IN DISTANCE) 365 00:19:43,834 --> 00:19:45,917 What happened this morning? 366 00:19:49,583 --> 00:19:51,667 I don't know. I just... 367 00:19:53,625 --> 00:19:55,583 I took an Ambien when I couldn't sleep, 368 00:19:55,667 --> 00:19:58,792 and before I knew it, I was driving a car. 369 00:19:58,875 --> 00:20:01,000 -Has that ever happened before? -No. 370 00:20:06,208 --> 00:20:10,500 I've decided to rent an apartment locally, 371 00:20:10,583 --> 00:20:16,667 so that I can, um, be nearby but not... you know... 372 00:20:16,750 --> 00:20:19,709 I wanna be here when you need me, Celeste, 373 00:20:19,792 --> 00:20:21,166 and not when you don't. 374 00:20:22,625 --> 00:20:25,041 I'm so grateful to you for everything you've done, 375 00:20:25,125 --> 00:20:27,000 but a little space might be good. 376 00:20:32,875 --> 00:20:35,500 Madeline told me that you and she had words. 377 00:20:36,458 --> 00:20:37,709 I don't like her. 378 00:20:38,834 --> 00:20:40,166 Well, you have to try. 379 00:20:40,250 --> 00:20:42,667 Well, I have tried, but she's not a likeable person. 380 00:20:42,750 --> 00:20:43,834 (CLEARS THROAT) 381 00:20:46,500 --> 00:20:49,250 She's been a lifeline to me. She really has. 382 00:20:49,333 --> 00:20:53,291 -She's a wonderful person. -Hmm, well, you're mistaken. 383 00:20:53,375 --> 00:20:56,542 Did I ever tell that she once saved Max from drowning? 384 00:20:56,625 --> 00:20:58,542 -Really? -Uh-huh. 385 00:20:59,583 --> 00:21:01,834 Huh. Where were you? 386 00:21:04,250 --> 00:21:05,500 What? 387 00:21:05,583 --> 00:21:07,875 I feel like you always look at me with such... 388 00:21:07,959 --> 00:21:12,500 -(SIGHS) suspicion. -No, I don't mean to. 389 00:21:12,583 --> 00:21:16,542 I do look at you as a-- a-- an enigma. 390 00:21:16,625 --> 00:21:18,625 That's how Perry first described you to me. 391 00:21:18,709 --> 00:21:20,041 (CHUCKLES) Did you know that? 392 00:21:20,792 --> 00:21:22,291 MAX WRIGHT: Hey! 393 00:21:22,375 --> 00:21:24,250 -Stop, you idiot! -Hey! 394 00:21:24,333 --> 00:21:26,291 (BOYS SHOUTING) 395 00:21:26,375 --> 00:21:27,917 Hey! 396 00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:29,500 -That's enough. -(ARGUING CONTINUES) 397 00:21:29,583 --> 00:21:33,125 Stop it. I said-- That is enough! 398 00:21:33,208 --> 00:21:34,250 Stop it! 399 00:21:34,333 --> 00:21:36,166 That is enough. 400 00:21:36,250 --> 00:21:38,000 -Fuck off! -CELESTE: What did you say? 401 00:21:38,083 --> 00:21:38,917 (GRUNTS) 402 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:42,000 No! You will not be like him! 403 00:21:42,083 --> 00:21:44,834 You-- (PANTING) 404 00:21:44,917 --> 00:21:49,250 Max, I'm sorry. Can I see? Maxie, I'm sorry. 405 00:21:50,834 --> 00:21:51,917 I'm sorry. 406 00:21:52,375 --> 00:21:53,417 Mom. 407 00:21:54,083 --> 00:21:55,834 Oh my god... 408 00:21:55,917 --> 00:22:00,208 Josh, come here. Are you all right? 409 00:22:00,291 --> 00:22:03,083 -Huh? Are you okay? -(BOYS SNIFFLE) 410 00:22:11,250 --> 00:22:12,709 (ELIZABETH INHALES) 411 00:22:12,792 --> 00:22:16,291 ELIZABETH: You smell that? Clears your sinuses right out. 412 00:22:17,792 --> 00:22:21,125 We have all this newfangled stuff to improve ourselves. 413 00:22:22,625 --> 00:22:26,125 Self-help apps all over our phones. (CHUCKLES) 414 00:22:26,208 --> 00:22:28,917 Sometimes, all we need to do is just... 415 00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:31,667 stand still and breathe. 416 00:22:31,750 --> 00:22:36,542 (INHALES) Just breathe in the air that's all around us. 417 00:22:36,625 --> 00:22:38,333 BONNIE: Is that for me, Mama? 418 00:22:39,667 --> 00:22:41,291 You want me to breathe better? 419 00:22:47,291 --> 00:22:49,625 Tell me what's going on, Bonnie. 420 00:22:49,709 --> 00:22:51,417 Nothing, Nathan's just... trippin'. 421 00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:54,041 ELIZABETH: Nathan is a complete dolt. 422 00:22:54,125 --> 00:22:56,792 When it comes to emotional, social intelligence, 423 00:22:56,875 --> 00:23:00,208 oh, Bonnie. (CHUCKLES) He's as dumb as a rock. 424 00:23:01,500 --> 00:23:03,083 But I often wonder... 425 00:23:03,166 --> 00:23:04,875 if that's why you married him. 426 00:23:04,959 --> 00:23:09,041 You are out here surrounded by people who don't even get you. 427 00:23:09,125 --> 00:23:10,959 They don't look like you. 428 00:23:11,041 --> 00:23:12,583 I haven't seen one other black person 429 00:23:12,667 --> 00:23:13,959 since I've been out here. 430 00:23:14,917 --> 00:23:16,709 Is that why you're here? 431 00:23:16,792 --> 00:23:18,917 I mean, 'cause we all know... (CHUCKLES) 432 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:21,000 how fond you are of your walls. 433 00:23:22,125 --> 00:23:23,542 You are out of control. 434 00:23:25,166 --> 00:23:27,250 ELIZABETH: Something's in the air, Bonnie. 435 00:23:27,333 --> 00:23:28,667 And I don't like it. 436 00:23:35,333 --> 00:23:37,792 NATHAN CARLSON: You know I d-- I decided to run. 437 00:23:39,500 --> 00:23:41,625 ED MACKENZIE: For office? 438 00:23:41,709 --> 00:23:44,375 I swear to fucking god, man. No, I decided to take up running 439 00:23:44,458 --> 00:23:46,959 because Bonnie likes running. She's obsessed with it. 440 00:23:47,041 --> 00:23:48,542 I'm trying to embrace her interests. 441 00:23:48,625 --> 00:23:50,166 So I'm off the hook for lunch, then? 442 00:23:50,250 --> 00:23:51,959 NATHAN: You remember what you said to me last year 443 00:23:52,041 --> 00:23:53,333 about "give me a reason"? 444 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:55,166 ED: Mm-hmm. 445 00:23:55,250 --> 00:23:56,834 Should we just get this out of our system, man? 446 00:23:58,333 --> 00:24:00,709 Okay, so you've asked me to have lunch with your wife, 447 00:24:00,792 --> 00:24:02,875 and now, you... 448 00:24:02,959 --> 00:24:05,458 challenge me to a fist fight. I mean... (SCOFFS) 449 00:24:05,542 --> 00:24:08,041 do you have a preference if I can't squeeze in both? 450 00:24:10,709 --> 00:24:12,291 Really? 451 00:24:12,375 --> 00:24:15,125 -NATHAN: So, that's a no, huh? -Okay. 452 00:24:15,208 --> 00:24:17,250 -Don't, buddy. Don't. -Okay. 453 00:24:17,333 --> 00:24:18,500 NATHAN: Warning. 454 00:24:22,208 --> 00:24:26,959 CLERK: Case six-two-seven-three. United States vs. Gordon Klein. 455 00:24:27,041 --> 00:24:30,166 JAMES TAYLOR: James Taylor on behalf of the United States, Your Honor. 456 00:24:30,250 --> 00:24:33,500 (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) 457 00:24:33,583 --> 00:24:35,709 STEVE GARDNER: Steve Gardner on behalf of Mr. Klein, 458 00:24:35,792 --> 00:24:37,291 Your Honor. Plead not guilty. 459 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:43,417 Mr. Klein. 460 00:24:43,500 --> 00:24:45,709 You're being charged with security fraud, 461 00:24:45,792 --> 00:24:47,625 mail fraud, and wire fraud, 462 00:24:47,709 --> 00:24:52,375 violating Section 17A of the Securities Act of 1933 463 00:24:52,458 --> 00:24:56,417 and Rule 105 of Regulation M of the Exchange Act. 464 00:24:57,917 --> 00:25:00,709 -Question of bail? -TAYLOR: No priors, judge. 465 00:25:00,792 --> 00:25:04,291 I ask that the defendant post bail in excess... 466 00:25:04,375 --> 00:25:05,875 (CHUCKLING) of one million dollars 467 00:25:05,959 --> 00:25:08,333 in light of the severity of the charge. 468 00:25:08,417 --> 00:25:10,750 One million sounds excessive. (LAUGHING) 469 00:25:10,834 --> 00:25:12,667 One million bond. 470 00:25:12,750 --> 00:25:15,166 Five hundred thousand dollars cash-- 471 00:25:15,250 --> 00:25:17,542 RENATA: (SHRIEKING) Stop! 472 00:25:17,625 --> 00:25:19,834 JUDGE: We'll conference on Tuesday 473 00:25:19,917 --> 00:25:21,375 -to set a schedule. -(GAVEL THUDS) 474 00:25:21,458 --> 00:25:23,083 -TAYLOR: Thank you, Your Honor. -GARDNER: Thank you. 475 00:25:32,166 --> 00:25:34,375 NATHAN: You know, I swear someone's gonna do a startup, 476 00:25:34,458 --> 00:25:37,041 and they're gonna make, um, like, the perfect French fry. 477 00:25:37,125 --> 00:25:40,792 It's gonna be, like, nutritional and healthy and no cal. 478 00:25:40,875 --> 00:25:42,375 It's gonna be a gold mine. 479 00:25:42,458 --> 00:25:44,792 Remember when you used to call 'em "pomp freaks"? 480 00:25:44,875 --> 00:25:47,250 -BONNIE: Mm-hmm. -(NATHAN CHUCKLES) 481 00:25:47,333 --> 00:25:49,250 French fries. When she was little, I told-- 482 00:25:49,333 --> 00:25:51,208 I told her they were called, "pommes frites," 483 00:25:51,291 --> 00:25:54,333 and she started calling them "pomp freaks." 484 00:25:54,417 --> 00:25:56,959 NATHAN: I never even noticed you eating a French fry. 485 00:25:57,041 --> 00:25:58,500 BONNIE: I eat French fries. 486 00:25:58,583 --> 00:26:00,959 Yeah, you're right. You just didn't notice, did you? 487 00:26:01,041 --> 00:26:02,500 That's your thing, isn't it? 488 00:26:03,417 --> 00:26:04,500 Wait, what? 489 00:26:04,583 --> 00:26:05,959 Don't get all sensitive with yourself. 490 00:26:06,041 --> 00:26:07,667 NATHAN: No, no, I'm not. I'm not being sensitive. 491 00:26:07,750 --> 00:26:09,875 -I'm just-- What do you mean? -Honey? 492 00:26:12,125 --> 00:26:13,834 NATHAN: No, I notice things. 493 00:26:14,458 --> 00:26:15,875 I mean... 494 00:26:15,959 --> 00:26:19,375 Like, I noticed shit, and then I asked you to come. 495 00:26:19,458 --> 00:26:22,083 -So-- -Well, I'm here... 496 00:26:22,166 --> 00:26:24,834 because you're ill-equipped to connect with your wife. 497 00:26:29,375 --> 00:26:30,917 BONNIE: Mom, you're drinking again. 498 00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:32,458 No. 499 00:26:32,542 --> 00:26:36,250 I mean, it's just one glass. Occasionally. 500 00:26:36,333 --> 00:26:39,792 One glass is fine. One hundred, not so much. 501 00:26:39,875 --> 00:26:41,250 Those days are over. 502 00:26:42,417 --> 00:26:43,959 Your problem is you're oblivious. 503 00:26:44,041 --> 00:26:46,291 -BONNIE: Will you stop? -ELIZABETH: You call me... 504 00:26:46,375 --> 00:26:48,375 and you say that something's wrong with Bonnie. 505 00:26:49,625 --> 00:26:51,875 "Bonnie's not herself." 506 00:26:51,959 --> 00:26:55,417 "Been going on six months to a year or so." 507 00:26:58,250 --> 00:26:59,333 Can you narrow that down 508 00:26:59,417 --> 00:27:00,750 a little bit further for me, Nathan? 509 00:27:00,834 --> 00:27:03,166 I mean, can you pinpoint a specific date? 510 00:27:04,083 --> 00:27:05,250 Instance. Anything? 511 00:27:06,875 --> 00:27:08,333 Because I can. 512 00:27:10,542 --> 00:27:12,834 It was after that event. 513 00:27:12,917 --> 00:27:15,750 You all went to that student gala. 514 00:27:15,834 --> 00:27:19,750 Where the man died, and Bonnie was there. 515 00:27:21,875 --> 00:27:23,750 Your wife watched a man fall down the steps 516 00:27:23,834 --> 00:27:25,291 and bust his goddamn head open 517 00:27:25,375 --> 00:27:27,583 and splatter all over the place and die! 518 00:27:28,583 --> 00:27:30,125 I don't know, from then to now, 519 00:27:30,208 --> 00:27:32,583 she's probably been dealing with post-traumatic stress. 520 00:27:32,667 --> 00:27:33,917 -I'm fine. -(MARTIN CLEARS THROAT) 521 00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:35,250 We're in a restaurant, honey. 522 00:27:35,333 --> 00:27:36,583 What does that mean, "We're in a restaurant"? 523 00:27:36,667 --> 00:27:37,917 What, we should just glaze over it? 524 00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:39,333 Act like everything is okay? 525 00:27:39,417 --> 00:27:42,041 Things are not okay. Your daughter is not okay. 526 00:27:43,166 --> 00:27:44,834 And this mope-a-dope shit, 527 00:27:44,917 --> 00:27:46,792 it clearly is not working for your husband. 528 00:27:46,875 --> 00:27:49,333 And I doubt very much that it's working for your child, 529 00:27:49,417 --> 00:27:52,250 and from what I see, it is not working for you. 530 00:27:52,333 --> 00:27:53,625 (SLAMS SILVERWARE) Mom! 531 00:27:57,834 --> 00:27:59,125 I'm really happy you're here. 532 00:28:03,500 --> 00:28:05,000 MARTIN HOWARD: Can we just have a dinner 533 00:28:05,083 --> 00:28:06,458 like a normal family? 534 00:28:06,542 --> 00:28:08,959 ELIZABETH: We are having dinner like a normal family. 535 00:28:09,041 --> 00:28:10,458 Getting in each other's business, 536 00:28:10,542 --> 00:28:12,417 that's what families do. That's why he called. 537 00:28:23,250 --> 00:28:27,041 (KNIFE SCRAPING) 538 00:28:27,125 --> 00:28:29,208 CELESTE: So you don't have any siblings? 539 00:28:29,291 --> 00:28:31,709 -PERRY WRIGHT: I had a brother. -CELESTE: Oh. 540 00:28:31,792 --> 00:28:33,959 He passed away when I was five. 541 00:28:34,792 --> 00:28:37,667 CELESTE: Oh... sorry about that. 542 00:28:38,834 --> 00:28:39,875 What about you? 543 00:28:43,291 --> 00:28:44,875 I'm an only child. 544 00:28:47,291 --> 00:28:49,667 -I mean, as far as I know. -Oh yeah? 545 00:28:49,750 --> 00:28:53,166 Yeah, I'm not very close to my dad, so... Right? 546 00:28:54,500 --> 00:28:55,792 You never know. 547 00:28:55,875 --> 00:28:57,375 (BOTH CHUCKLE) 548 00:28:57,458 --> 00:29:01,083 So... your mom passed away, 549 00:29:01,166 --> 00:29:04,875 and you don't have any siblings as far as you know, 550 00:29:04,959 --> 00:29:07,709 and you don't talk much to your dad. 551 00:29:07,792 --> 00:29:08,834 CELESTE: Mm. 552 00:29:12,458 --> 00:29:15,208 Now, I don't mean to be presumptuous, but... 553 00:29:16,875 --> 00:29:22,667 if this works out... I would have you all to myself. 554 00:29:34,208 --> 00:29:35,542 MARY LOUISE: Boys are tucked in. 555 00:29:35,625 --> 00:29:36,875 Thank you, Mary Louise. 556 00:29:36,959 --> 00:29:38,291 MARY LOUISE: They must have been exhausted. 557 00:29:38,375 --> 00:29:39,709 Max is asleep already. 558 00:29:41,250 --> 00:29:43,041 They tell me they have a brother. 559 00:29:44,709 --> 00:29:47,709 -Evidently, Perry had a son... -What? 560 00:29:47,792 --> 00:29:49,250 MARY LOUISE: ...with another woman. 561 00:29:49,333 --> 00:29:50,750 And the boy's in their class. 562 00:29:52,709 --> 00:29:54,875 Seems I have another grandchild. 563 00:29:57,250 --> 00:29:59,583 Might you have the decency to tell me... 564 00:30:00,500 --> 00:30:01,750 his name? 565 00:30:04,041 --> 00:30:05,375 MADELINE: No! 566 00:30:05,458 --> 00:30:07,166 CELESTE: Then how could they possibly know? 567 00:30:07,250 --> 00:30:09,000 I don't know. You know what, we did tell that detective. 568 00:30:09,083 --> 00:30:10,166 That fucking bitch, 569 00:30:10,250 --> 00:30:11,500 -she probably let it slip-- -Mom! 570 00:30:11,583 --> 00:30:13,125 I'm sorry. You know what, Celeste, 571 00:30:13,208 --> 00:30:14,792 just find out what the boys know exactly 572 00:30:14,875 --> 00:30:17,208 and then call me right back, okay? Bye. 573 00:30:18,125 --> 00:30:19,500 ED: What now? 574 00:30:19,583 --> 00:30:21,959 Celeste... just stuff with the twins, and... 575 00:30:22,041 --> 00:30:24,333 Did they find out Ziggy's their brother? 576 00:30:24,417 --> 00:30:26,208 Who told you that? 577 00:30:26,291 --> 00:30:28,250 I heard you talking on the phone once. 578 00:30:28,333 --> 00:30:29,834 Did you tell Max and Josh? 579 00:30:29,917 --> 00:30:33,375 Only that they have a brother in the second grade. 580 00:30:33,458 --> 00:30:35,792 -Chloe, good God! -I didn't say who. 581 00:30:35,875 --> 00:30:37,875 -Did you tell Ziggy this? -Mm-hmm. 582 00:30:37,959 --> 00:30:42,375 Wait, Perry Wright is Ziggy's father? 583 00:30:42,458 --> 00:30:44,709 -You know what, go to your room. -CHLOE MACKENZIE: I'm sorry. 584 00:30:44,792 --> 00:30:46,083 Give me your phone. 585 00:30:46,166 --> 00:30:47,625 I'll deal with you later. 586 00:30:49,333 --> 00:30:51,458 MADELINE: I'm so sorry. She's grounded. 587 00:30:55,166 --> 00:30:57,125 - I got-- I gotta go. -MADELINE: Okay, I-- 588 00:30:58,417 --> 00:30:59,792 (WHISPERING) Oh, fuck. 589 00:30:59,875 --> 00:31:02,959 Hey. Talk for a sec? 590 00:31:03,041 --> 00:31:06,625 -ZIGGY CHAPMAN: What'd I do? -You didn't do anything. Um... 591 00:31:07,875 --> 00:31:10,500 Did Chloe Mackenzie say anything to you about... 592 00:31:11,792 --> 00:31:13,458 about who your father is? 593 00:31:15,667 --> 00:31:18,000 She said it was Max and Josh's dad. 594 00:31:19,166 --> 00:31:20,208 Is it? 595 00:31:29,166 --> 00:31:30,625 Mm-hmm. 596 00:31:32,792 --> 00:31:34,333 How long have you known for? 597 00:31:35,125 --> 00:31:36,583 Since August? 598 00:31:36,667 --> 00:31:38,208 Ziggy, you've known since August 599 00:31:38,291 --> 00:31:41,250 and you haven't said anything to me? (SNIFFLES) 600 00:31:41,333 --> 00:31:43,166 ZIGGY: Figured you'd just lie. 601 00:31:45,709 --> 00:31:47,500 JANE: I didn't know. 602 00:31:47,583 --> 00:31:50,041 All of those years of you asking me where he was 603 00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:52,417 or who he was, I-- 604 00:31:52,500 --> 00:31:54,500 I didn't know who he was. 605 00:31:56,750 --> 00:31:58,333 (SNIFFLES) 606 00:31:58,417 --> 00:32:00,709 I didn't know until Trivia Night. 607 00:32:01,875 --> 00:32:03,333 -And-- -But why didn't you tell me? 608 00:32:03,417 --> 00:32:04,875 Because I didn't know how. 609 00:32:06,333 --> 00:32:07,917 I just thought that I would wait. 610 00:32:09,291 --> 00:32:12,750 -Till when? -Till you got older, I guess. 611 00:32:16,583 --> 00:32:18,417 Did Chloe tell you anything else? 612 00:32:20,875 --> 00:32:24,417 She said something about Mr. Wright giving you salt. 613 00:32:24,500 --> 00:32:28,041 That's how it happened. He salted you. 614 00:32:34,375 --> 00:32:35,417 (JANE SNIFFLES) 615 00:32:39,375 --> 00:32:40,417 No... 616 00:32:49,583 --> 00:32:51,834 Then what did she mean? 617 00:32:51,917 --> 00:32:54,208 JANE: Can I sit down next to you? 618 00:33:03,250 --> 00:33:08,208 I think what Chloe overheard was the word "assault." 619 00:33:12,625 --> 00:33:14,125 ZIGGY: What does that mean? 620 00:33:25,125 --> 00:33:26,917 -(DOOR SLAMS) -(WAVES CRASH) 621 00:33:28,542 --> 00:33:30,125 MADELINE: Look, I wanted to tell you. 622 00:33:30,208 --> 00:33:31,917 Yeah, but you didn't. 623 00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:34,291 Well, I was trying to protect Jane and Celeste's privacy. 624 00:33:34,375 --> 00:33:37,041 -But I'm your husband. Okay? -Okay, but can you understand 625 00:33:37,125 --> 00:33:39,333 and maybe contemplate for a minute 626 00:33:39,417 --> 00:33:42,333 the fundamental violation of a woman's privacy 627 00:33:42,417 --> 00:33:43,667 when you're talking about rape? 628 00:33:43,750 --> 00:33:45,333 ED: How about the fundamental violation 629 00:33:45,417 --> 00:33:48,208 of our family, of our marriage. I mean, I'm your husband. 630 00:33:48,291 --> 00:33:51,041 I am supposed to help you with this stuff. 631 00:33:51,125 --> 00:33:52,959 I mean, of course she's gonna hear you 632 00:33:53,041 --> 00:33:56,333 whispering on the fucking phone, Madeline. 633 00:33:56,417 --> 00:33:58,959 I mean, look what our daughter did. 634 00:33:59,041 --> 00:34:01,542 What are we, people who keep secrets from each other? 635 00:34:01,625 --> 00:34:04,125 Is that our thing now? Come on. 636 00:34:05,625 --> 00:34:08,625 -Jesus. -(DOOR SLAMS) 637 00:34:11,667 --> 00:34:12,792 CHLOE: Mom. 638 00:34:14,375 --> 00:34:15,959 I'm really sorry again. 639 00:34:17,834 --> 00:34:21,750 (SIGHS) I know you are, honey. I know. 640 00:34:21,834 --> 00:34:23,917 You can't tell your friends private things 641 00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:26,834 that you've overheard us say on the phone. 642 00:34:26,917 --> 00:34:30,709 Okay? No more eavesdropping, young lady. 643 00:34:30,792 --> 00:34:32,667 Is Daddy mad at me? 644 00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:38,583 Daddy's mad, but that's the thing about families. 645 00:34:38,667 --> 00:34:40,291 Is that you can be mad 646 00:34:40,375 --> 00:34:42,959 and you can fight, but you get over it, 647 00:34:43,041 --> 00:34:44,333 and you always come back together. 648 00:34:44,417 --> 00:34:46,750 That's wh-- That's what families do. 649 00:34:46,834 --> 00:34:49,041 -So we're gonna be okay. -Okay. 650 00:34:51,375 --> 00:34:52,875 Can I have my phone back? 651 00:34:54,542 --> 00:34:56,125 (SIGHS) 652 00:34:56,208 --> 00:34:57,458 MARY LOUISE: So this thing 653 00:34:57,542 --> 00:34:59,458 was supposed to have happened when? 654 00:34:59,542 --> 00:35:02,208 Like nine years ago? 655 00:35:02,291 --> 00:35:06,208 When you two were trying so hard to have a baby? Please. 656 00:35:09,208 --> 00:35:11,792 When did you find out about this alleged affair? 657 00:35:11,875 --> 00:35:15,458 It wasn't an affair. It was a rape. Rape. 658 00:35:15,542 --> 00:35:19,542 -When did you find out? -The night he died. 659 00:35:24,208 --> 00:35:26,250 Then how can you-- This woman, 660 00:35:26,333 --> 00:35:29,333 she could have had multiple partners, you know. 661 00:35:29,417 --> 00:35:32,667 She could have been drugged. She-- You don't know her. 662 00:35:32,750 --> 00:35:36,625 She could have been... What if she got it wrong? 663 00:35:36,709 --> 00:35:37,959 Aren't you desperate... 664 00:35:38,041 --> 00:35:40,500 -She didn't. -...for her to be wrong? 665 00:35:40,583 --> 00:35:44,834 Aren't you desperate to know that he wasn't unfaithful? 666 00:35:44,917 --> 00:35:46,417 To believe that he-- 667 00:35:46,500 --> 00:35:49,250 he wasn't capable of doing the things that she said. 668 00:35:50,583 --> 00:35:54,542 He wasn't. I'll-- I'll never believe that. 669 00:35:54,625 --> 00:35:57,667 Your son wasn't an innocent man. He beat me up. 670 00:35:57,750 --> 00:35:59,834 -I don't believe you. -Many times. 671 00:35:59,917 --> 00:36:02,083 Why wouldn't you go to the police? 672 00:36:02,166 --> 00:36:05,875 -I probably should have. -But... you didn't. 673 00:36:05,959 --> 00:36:09,041 -No, because it wasn't simple. -I don't believe you. 674 00:36:09,125 --> 00:36:11,458 I don't understand why you're so willing to believe her. 675 00:36:11,542 --> 00:36:13,041 I don't know why you-- 676 00:36:13,125 --> 00:36:17,917 you are willing to assassinate his character, his memory, 677 00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:22,375 -who he was. I-- -It's so hard. 678 00:36:22,458 --> 00:36:24,959 I'm telling you what it was. 679 00:36:25,041 --> 00:36:28,083 I'm not saying I was blameless. 680 00:36:28,166 --> 00:36:31,792 I'm just telling you we were violent with each other, 681 00:36:32,667 --> 00:36:34,959 and sometimes... (VOICE CRACKS) 682 00:36:37,333 --> 00:36:39,291 sometimes, it would lead to sex. 683 00:36:40,125 --> 00:36:43,083 I don't-- I-- 684 00:36:43,166 --> 00:36:44,750 -CELESTE: We loved each other. -Hmm. 685 00:36:44,834 --> 00:36:47,125 -We-- We were-- -But he beat you up. 686 00:36:49,083 --> 00:36:51,250 CELESTE: We had a sickness. 687 00:36:51,333 --> 00:36:53,166 And you didn't go to the police? 688 00:36:55,041 --> 00:36:56,500 I just-- (SCOFFS) 689 00:36:57,291 --> 00:36:58,709 I'll go to the police. 690 00:37:00,333 --> 00:37:01,792 What? 691 00:37:01,875 --> 00:37:05,333 To get some answers. You left some things out, didn't you? 692 00:37:05,417 --> 00:37:07,750 The fact that he fathered another child. 693 00:37:07,834 --> 00:37:09,291 You left that out. 694 00:37:09,375 --> 00:37:12,333 That you planned to move, that you rented an apartment. 695 00:37:12,417 --> 00:37:13,792 You left that out. 696 00:37:15,500 --> 00:37:17,208 That you were planning to leave him 697 00:37:17,291 --> 00:37:18,542 the very night he died. 698 00:37:19,709 --> 00:37:21,208 You left that out. 699 00:37:23,667 --> 00:37:25,250 And that you... 700 00:37:25,333 --> 00:37:30,792 you... learned of his infidelity just ten seconds before he... 701 00:37:34,208 --> 00:37:37,542 went falling down a flight of stairs to his death. 702 00:37:38,709 --> 00:37:41,375 Oh, you left that out, too. 703 00:37:44,834 --> 00:37:46,208 (WAVES CRASH) 704 00:38:56,291 --> 00:38:59,125 (SEAGULLS CAW) 705 00:39:02,417 --> 00:39:03,458 How's Ziggy? 706 00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:08,667 He's uh... (CHUCKLES) I don't know. 707 00:39:09,959 --> 00:39:11,375 And you? 708 00:39:11,458 --> 00:39:15,500 Um, I gotta tell you something. I... (SIGHS) 709 00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:19,000 I told Ziggy about the circumstances. 710 00:39:19,959 --> 00:39:22,792 -The violence of it? -Mm-hmm. 711 00:39:22,875 --> 00:39:24,250 -CELESTE: What? -Just a little bit, 712 00:39:24,333 --> 00:39:25,709 but he knows that he cannot share it 713 00:39:25,792 --> 00:39:27,792 with Max and Josh. That it's just for him. 714 00:39:28,959 --> 00:39:31,250 -But we had an agreement. -I know. I know. 715 00:39:31,333 --> 00:39:32,542 We were gonna wait. 716 00:39:32,625 --> 00:39:34,166 I know, but I can't lie to him anymore. 717 00:39:34,250 --> 00:39:35,500 -I can't-- -No, I-- 718 00:39:35,583 --> 00:39:36,875 -His entire life... -Jane. 719 00:39:36,959 --> 00:39:38,583 ...has just been built on a foundation of lies. 720 00:39:38,667 --> 00:39:40,542 I can't just-- I can't continue. 721 00:39:40,625 --> 00:39:42,667 And I know that you have to protect your boys, 722 00:39:42,750 --> 00:39:45,000 but I have to protect mine. 723 00:39:45,083 --> 00:39:47,333 I have to be honest with him. 724 00:39:50,750 --> 00:39:53,375 Ugh, God, this is so fucked up. 725 00:39:56,834 --> 00:39:58,959 Have you told your boys about Ziggy? 726 00:39:59,041 --> 00:40:02,166 N-- Not yet, no. I just... 727 00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:06,667 (SIGHS) I will, I mean... 728 00:40:13,083 --> 00:40:14,333 MADELINE: Bonnie. 729 00:40:14,417 --> 00:40:15,917 -Hey. -Hey. 730 00:40:16,000 --> 00:40:17,667 -Could you talk for a second? -Sure. 731 00:40:18,583 --> 00:40:22,458 Um, this is in no way... 732 00:40:22,542 --> 00:40:24,750 meant to blame you or Nathan at all, 733 00:40:24,834 --> 00:40:26,291 for that matter, but with that said, I-- 734 00:40:26,375 --> 00:40:29,208 I just feel strongly that Abigail come stay with me. 735 00:40:29,291 --> 00:40:31,375 Yeah, she needs more than I can give her. 736 00:40:35,417 --> 00:40:39,458 What's going on? Are you okay? 737 00:40:39,542 --> 00:40:41,625 No, I'm not okay. I told you I wasn't okay. 738 00:40:41,709 --> 00:40:43,875 I'm having a hard time with the whole thing. 739 00:40:46,208 --> 00:40:48,709 Sometimes, I wake up at night in a sweat 740 00:40:48,792 --> 00:40:50,917 with this... feeling. 741 00:40:52,917 --> 00:40:55,208 It's gonna get us. It's gonna get us all. 742 00:40:56,291 --> 00:40:58,083 What-- Who are you talking about? 743 00:41:00,208 --> 00:41:01,250 The lie. 744 00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:05,667 I gotta go. 745 00:41:05,750 --> 00:41:08,125 ♪ ("WHAT BECOMES OF THE BROKENHEARTED" BY JIMMY RUFFIN PLAYS) ♪ 746 00:41:08,208 --> 00:41:12,875 ♪ As I walk this land Of broken dreams ♪ 747 00:41:12,959 --> 00:41:17,333 ♪ I have visions Of many things ♪ 748 00:41:17,417 --> 00:41:19,250 ♪ (MUSIC ENDS) ♪ 749 00:41:21,834 --> 00:41:23,250 GORDON: You used to like that song. 750 00:41:23,333 --> 00:41:25,166 RENATA: I used to like to sit on your face, too. 751 00:41:25,250 --> 00:41:26,583 You think that'll happen again? 752 00:41:29,375 --> 00:41:31,458 Give me one fucking reason. 753 00:41:33,250 --> 00:41:35,041 I wanted a Gulfstream. 754 00:41:35,125 --> 00:41:36,834 Ow! What the fuck? 755 00:41:36,917 --> 00:41:38,250 RENATA: Fucking pitiful. 756 00:41:40,000 --> 00:41:43,000 We're creatures of want. Jesus. 757 00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:48,125 You know, we are. Me, you... God, especially you. 758 00:41:48,208 --> 00:41:49,458 -(BRAKES SCREECH) -What? 759 00:41:49,542 --> 00:41:50,667 -(CAR HONKS) -GORDON: What the fuck 760 00:41:50,750 --> 00:41:51,959 -are you doing? -What the fuck? 761 00:41:52,041 --> 00:41:53,667 What are you doing? 762 00:41:53,750 --> 00:41:55,875 -Are you fucking kidding me? -(CARS HONK) 763 00:41:55,959 --> 00:41:58,500 Did I ever explain to you that I wanted more? 764 00:41:58,583 --> 00:42:00,458 -Is that what I said to you? -Maybe I wanted more! 765 00:42:00,542 --> 00:42:02,041 -RENATA: Just get the fuck out. -(CARS HONKING) 766 00:42:02,125 --> 00:42:03,417 -GORDON: Oh, please. -RENATA: Please. 767 00:42:03,500 --> 00:42:05,041 Just stop being dramatic and drive, will you? 768 00:42:05,125 --> 00:42:06,542 Oh my god, you're gonna blame me? You're gonna blame me? 769 00:42:06,625 --> 00:42:08,208 GORDON: Did I say I was blaming you? 770 00:42:08,291 --> 00:42:10,083 Are you fucking gonna blame me while you lost my fucking money? 771 00:42:10,166 --> 00:42:11,834 -I didn't say-- I'm just say-- -Get the fuck out of my car! 772 00:42:11,917 --> 00:42:13,500 -Nothing happens in a vacuum. -This is my fucking car. 773 00:42:13,583 --> 00:42:16,917 -Come on-- Oh my fucking-- -Out of the fucking car! 774 00:42:17,000 --> 00:42:18,709 -RENATA: Oh my god! -(CARS CONTINUE HONKING) 775 00:42:18,792 --> 00:42:20,250 -(CARS HONKING) -RENATA: Oh my-- 776 00:42:20,333 --> 00:42:23,166 (SCREAMING) Will somebody give a woman a moment? 777 00:42:28,333 --> 00:42:30,667 -Goddammit! -(TIRES SCREECH) 778 00:42:45,834 --> 00:42:48,917 (CAR BEEPS) 779 00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:52,792 ♪ ("GOOD THING GONE" BY ELLE KING PLAYS) ♪ 780 00:42:57,500 --> 00:42:59,083 ABIGAIL MACKENZIE: I'm not resisting the idea 781 00:42:59,166 --> 00:43:00,417 of coming back here. 782 00:43:00,500 --> 00:43:02,583 Well, that's a relief. 783 00:43:02,667 --> 00:43:05,917 As long as the main goal isn't trying to convince me 784 00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:07,500 to go to college. 785 00:43:07,583 --> 00:43:11,083 The endgame is to move you into a stable environment 786 00:43:11,166 --> 00:43:12,417 where your executive 787 00:43:12,500 --> 00:43:13,959 decision-making skills are nurtured. 788 00:43:14,041 --> 00:43:15,375 That's a good one. 789 00:43:15,458 --> 00:43:17,709 MADELINE: Can I just say one thing though? 790 00:43:17,792 --> 00:43:19,500 I think you're being rash, honey. 791 00:43:19,583 --> 00:43:21,625 Life is a series of building blocks 792 00:43:21,709 --> 00:43:24,000 that you stand on and you grow on, and I feel like 793 00:43:24,083 --> 00:43:26,750 you are kicking the most fundamental building block, 794 00:43:26,834 --> 00:43:29,166 which is education, right out from under you. 795 00:43:29,250 --> 00:43:30,667 You used to claim that family 796 00:43:30,750 --> 00:43:32,792 was your most fundamental building block. 797 00:43:32,875 --> 00:43:34,834 MADELINE: Well, of course. It's very important. 798 00:43:34,917 --> 00:43:37,000 What, you just, like, kicked that one to the side? 799 00:43:37,667 --> 00:43:39,417 What do you mean? 800 00:43:39,500 --> 00:43:41,917 You were fucking the theater director last year, so... 801 00:43:42,000 --> 00:43:44,125 That's so inappropriate, Abigail and this is not about me. 802 00:43:44,208 --> 00:43:45,667 Well, you're being really hypocritical, 803 00:43:45,750 --> 00:43:46,834 and I'm just using the ref-- 804 00:43:46,917 --> 00:43:48,333 This is about you and your future. 805 00:43:49,041 --> 00:43:50,083 Ed... 806 00:43:51,917 --> 00:43:52,959 MADELINE: Hey. 807 00:43:54,083 --> 00:43:55,208 What's going on? 808 00:43:57,333 --> 00:43:59,208 We were just talking about college. 809 00:44:00,166 --> 00:44:01,250 Is that it? 810 00:44:03,583 --> 00:44:06,041 What's this about fucking a theater director? 811 00:44:07,208 --> 00:44:08,417 MADELINE: No, I... 812 00:44:08,500 --> 00:44:10,917 -You misheard that. -ED: Huh. 813 00:44:20,959 --> 00:44:23,917 -Where are you going? -ED: Uh, to get my ears checked. 814 00:44:28,333 --> 00:44:29,542 Goddammit! 815 00:44:29,625 --> 00:44:31,542 (WHISPERING) You said he wasn't home! 816 00:44:33,000 --> 00:44:36,125 -But we already know him. -No, but now you'll... 817 00:44:36,208 --> 00:44:41,125 be meeting him as-- I mean, as brothers. That's-- 818 00:44:41,208 --> 00:44:44,125 We're already friends. What difference does it make? 819 00:44:47,417 --> 00:44:48,500 I don't know. 820 00:44:50,750 --> 00:44:54,417 This is what I do know: He's part of your family now. 821 00:44:57,208 --> 00:45:00,083 And, I mean, family is always everything, but... 822 00:45:01,417 --> 00:45:02,458 sometimes it is. 823 00:45:04,417 --> 00:45:08,458 -Is Daddy a bad person? -No. No, no, no. 824 00:45:09,875 --> 00:45:11,750 Your daddy was a wonderful person. 825 00:45:11,834 --> 00:45:13,208 A beautiful person. 826 00:45:15,125 --> 00:45:16,375 He could be weak... 827 00:45:20,792 --> 00:45:23,875 like we all can. He could make mistakes, but your... 828 00:45:26,917 --> 00:45:32,333 your daddy was a beautiful... wonderful man. 829 00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:42,125 (LOCK CLICKS) 830 00:45:49,166 --> 00:45:50,291 (QUIETLY) Okay, um... 831 00:45:52,542 --> 00:45:54,000 Thank you for coming back. 832 00:45:54,917 --> 00:45:56,500 I, um... (SNIFFLES) 833 00:45:58,500 --> 00:45:59,875 At best as I... fathom, 834 00:45:59,959 --> 00:46:03,208 and I cannot fathom what I've done, I... 835 00:46:04,917 --> 00:46:07,500 This was about me, and I... 836 00:46:07,583 --> 00:46:10,709 I'm so sorry. I-- This was not about you. 837 00:46:10,792 --> 00:46:13,125 -Maybe about us as a couple. -Mm-hmm. 838 00:46:13,208 --> 00:46:15,125 And I think we should get therapy. 839 00:46:15,208 --> 00:46:16,458 Okay... 840 00:46:16,542 --> 00:46:17,792 MADELINE: But I need you to know 841 00:46:17,875 --> 00:46:19,417 that this has nothing to do with you. 842 00:46:19,500 --> 00:46:22,208 -This happened so long ago... -(CLEARS THROAT) 843 00:46:22,291 --> 00:46:24,250 ...and it has nothing to do with how much I love you 844 00:46:24,333 --> 00:46:26,083 because I love you so much, and... 845 00:46:28,333 --> 00:46:30,792 and I just need to know what you're thinking. 846 00:46:30,875 --> 00:46:35,208 That you would... keep the secret that you kept 847 00:46:36,417 --> 00:46:39,792 about Perry and Ziggy. (SNIFFLES) 848 00:46:39,875 --> 00:46:44,291 That you would be unfaithful. Um... 849 00:46:46,750 --> 00:46:48,959 That you would tell Abigail about it. 850 00:46:50,583 --> 00:46:53,792 I know. That is-- That happened in a moment of weakness. 851 00:46:53,875 --> 00:46:54,917 ED: When? 852 00:46:56,417 --> 00:46:57,583 Last year. 853 00:46:58,917 --> 00:47:00,542 So she's known a year? 854 00:47:01,250 --> 00:47:02,458 My daughter, 855 00:47:02,542 --> 00:47:04,709 and yes, I do think of her as a daughter, 856 00:47:04,792 --> 00:47:06,750 has known this for a year? 857 00:47:06,834 --> 00:47:10,291 Yes, I'm sorry, I fucked up. I, um... 858 00:47:11,792 --> 00:47:13,959 But I'm gonna do anything I can to fix it. 859 00:47:14,041 --> 00:47:16,583 -ED: Does Chloe know? -No! 860 00:47:16,667 --> 00:47:18,583 No, of course not. 861 00:47:18,667 --> 00:47:21,792 -How can you be so sure? -No, Ed, I promise you, 862 00:47:21,875 --> 00:47:25,583 she doesn't know. I'm so sorry, she... 863 00:47:25,667 --> 00:47:30,792 Look, this just isn't about you. It's about me. This is about us. 864 00:47:30,875 --> 00:47:33,083 When you say "us," what... 865 00:47:33,166 --> 00:47:35,458 I mean, what-- what d-- what does that even mean? 866 00:47:37,542 --> 00:47:40,458 'Cause it can't mean honesty. 867 00:47:41,709 --> 00:47:45,625 Right? It can't mean truth or-- or trust. 868 00:47:45,709 --> 00:47:48,125 I mean, it can't mean you and me confiding in each other, 869 00:47:48,208 --> 00:47:51,417 so what-- what's "us"? 870 00:47:55,041 --> 00:47:57,959 You asked me what I'm thinking. I'll tell you. 871 00:47:58,041 --> 00:48:00,834 I think we're done. 872 00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:04,667 (FOOTSTEPS RETREAT) 873 00:48:11,709 --> 00:48:12,792 (SOBS) 874 00:48:25,709 --> 00:48:29,500 I do appreciate you coming, Mama. I do. 875 00:48:31,583 --> 00:48:34,375 Meaning... enough. 876 00:48:41,750 --> 00:48:45,208 BONNIE: I do not want any of that in my family's life. 877 00:48:47,458 --> 00:48:49,417 We're not having that conversation again. 878 00:48:54,458 --> 00:48:57,041 I have been having visions lately, Bonnie... 879 00:48:58,333 --> 00:49:00,500 -I know you've had some too. -Mom. 880 00:49:02,959 --> 00:49:06,208 -They are strong, baby. -Don't. Don't. 881 00:49:08,709 --> 00:49:10,500 -Somebody's drowning. -Stop. 882 00:49:12,041 --> 00:49:15,709 I see lots of water, and somebody's drowning. 883 00:49:19,083 --> 00:49:21,375 I see you drowning right now in a way. 884 00:49:21,458 --> 00:49:23,542 (WIND CHIMES CHIMING) 885 00:49:25,583 --> 00:49:27,375 Who's gonna protect you, baby? 886 00:49:29,417 --> 00:49:31,917 BONNIE: I do not need you to protect me. 887 00:49:33,667 --> 00:49:36,166 Not from evil spirits or your visions-- 888 00:49:36,250 --> 00:49:37,458 From what, then? 889 00:49:40,709 --> 00:49:41,750 Tell me. 890 00:49:46,250 --> 00:49:49,875 What have you done this time? Hmm? 891 00:49:56,917 --> 00:49:58,291 I do want you to go. 892 00:50:02,917 --> 00:50:05,125 -I love you, too, honey. -(DOOR OPENS) 893 00:50:06,917 --> 00:50:08,375 (DOOR CLOSES) 894 00:50:08,458 --> 00:50:11,000 BONNIE: Okay, you invited her, you get rid of her. 895 00:50:11,083 --> 00:50:12,333 NATHAN: Get rid of her? 896 00:50:12,417 --> 00:50:14,583 Like-- Like, maybe with rat poison? 897 00:50:15,959 --> 00:50:17,625 Or a weekend with Maddie? 898 00:50:22,417 --> 00:50:24,667 BONNIE: Seriously, though, can you tell her to go? 899 00:50:29,750 --> 00:50:31,458 Can you tell me what's going on? 900 00:50:34,917 --> 00:50:36,417 (WHISPERING) Be patient, baby. 901 00:50:39,959 --> 00:50:40,959 Patient. 902 00:50:42,291 --> 00:50:46,625 ♪ ("REDFORD" BY SUFJAN STEVENS PLAYS) ♪ 903 00:51:36,333 --> 00:51:38,583 (WAVES CRASH) 904 00:51:47,583 --> 00:51:50,917 ♪ When no one else Can understand me ♪ 905 00:51:51,000 --> 00:51:53,625 ♪ ("THE WONDER OF YOU" BY CONOR O'BRIEN PLAYS) ♪ 906 00:51:53,709 --> 00:51:57,917 ♪ When everything I do Is wrong ♪ 907 00:52:00,083 --> 00:52:04,875 ♪ You give me hope And consolation ♪ 908 00:52:06,375 --> 00:52:11,500 ♪ You give me strength To carry on ♪ 909 00:52:11,583 --> 00:52:18,250 ♪ And you're always there To lend a hand ♪ 910 00:52:18,333 --> 00:52:23,375 ♪ In everything I do ♪ 911 00:52:24,458 --> 00:52:28,041 ♪ That's the wonder ♪ 912 00:52:29,125 --> 00:52:32,083 ♪ The wonder of you ♪ 913 00:52:37,125 --> 00:52:41,583 ♪ And when you smile The world is brighter ♪ 914 00:52:43,083 --> 00:52:46,750 ♪ You touch my hand And I'm a king ♪ 915 00:52:48,834 --> 00:52:53,458 ♪ Your kiss to me Is worth a fortune ♪ 916 00:52:54,792 --> 00:52:59,333 ♪ Your love for me Is everything ♪ 917 00:52:59,417 --> 00:53:02,875 ♪ I guess I'll never know ♪ 918 00:53:02,959 --> 00:53:05,625 ♪ The reason why ♪ 919 00:53:05,709 --> 00:53:09,792 ♪ You love me as you do ♪ 920 00:53:11,500 --> 00:53:15,125 ♪ That's the wonder ♪ 921 00:53:16,208 --> 00:53:19,250 ♪ The wonder of you ♪ 922 00:53:20,792 --> 00:53:24,083 ♪ Wonder of you ♪ 923 00:53:46,208 --> 00:53:49,834 ♪ I guess I'll never know ♪ 924 00:53:49,917 --> 00:53:52,583 ♪ The reason why ♪ 925 00:53:52,667 --> 00:53:57,333 ♪ You love me as you do ♪ 926 00:53:58,208 --> 00:54:02,208 ♪ That's the wonder ♪ 927 00:54:03,083 --> 00:54:06,125 ♪ The wonder of you ♪ 928 00:54:09,250 --> 00:54:14,041 ♪ Wonder of you ♪