1 00:00:00,291 --> 00:00:02,917 ♪ ("COLD LITTLE HEART" BY MICHAEL KIWANUKA PLAYS) ♪ 2 00:00:04,583 --> 00:00:07,291 I'm trying to decide whether I'm happy or sad. 3 00:00:09,208 --> 00:00:11,041 BONNIE CARLSON: None of us really see things as they are. 4 00:00:11,124 --> 00:00:12,375 We see things as we are. 5 00:00:13,708 --> 00:00:15,875 MADELEINE MACKENZIE: This is Jane Chapman. She's new here. 6 00:00:15,958 --> 00:00:17,416 -Hi. -Welcome! 7 00:00:19,166 --> 00:00:20,792 You're... so nice. 8 00:00:20,999 --> 00:00:23,500 This is Monterey. We pound people with nice. 9 00:00:23,583 --> 00:00:24,541 -(CHUCKLES) -To death. 10 00:00:24,958 --> 00:00:26,792 -(CAMERAS CLICK) -♪ (DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 11 00:00:26,875 --> 00:00:29,166 An autopsy is still being conducted 12 00:00:29,249 --> 00:00:31,625 to ascertain the exact cause of death. 13 00:00:32,291 --> 00:00:34,958 The injuries were many, and they were severe. 14 00:00:35,583 --> 00:00:37,291 We're talking multiple broken bones. 15 00:00:37,625 --> 00:00:39,917 There's clearly a lot of bad blood in this community. 16 00:00:40,833 --> 00:00:43,124 Someone hurt Amabella. 17 00:00:43,375 --> 00:00:44,667 This could get ugly. 18 00:00:44,750 --> 00:00:46,500 Ticking bomb. I'll leave it at that. 19 00:00:46,583 --> 00:00:47,792 You're dead in this town. 20 00:00:49,249 --> 00:00:52,291 So I take it that Ziggy's father isn't exactly a good guy. 21 00:00:52,625 --> 00:00:53,583 Where is he? 22 00:00:54,291 --> 00:00:55,917 No, I know that I'll never be over it. 23 00:00:57,375 --> 00:00:58,708 Something had to be wrong. 24 00:00:58,792 --> 00:01:01,124 We have this... dirty secret. 25 00:01:02,458 --> 00:01:04,166 When are you gonna leave him, Celeste? 26 00:01:05,291 --> 00:01:06,792 RENATA KLEIN: I'm now one of those people 27 00:01:06,875 --> 00:01:09,291 I swore I would never turn myself into. 28 00:01:09,375 --> 00:01:11,166 She can't just let us all get along-- 29 00:01:11,249 --> 00:01:12,667 (YELLING) I said, "Thank you!" 30 00:01:13,792 --> 00:01:15,541 You don't want anyone getting hurt, do we? 31 00:01:15,625 --> 00:01:17,208 -You threatening me? -JANE CHAPMAN: They bully. 32 00:01:17,291 --> 00:01:19,708 It's human nature. They grow out of it. 33 00:01:19,792 --> 00:01:21,249 Sometimes, they don't. 34 00:01:22,458 --> 00:01:24,291 MADELEINE: Sometimes, I'm just holding onto 35 00:01:24,375 --> 00:01:26,750 this idea of perfection so tight, 36 00:01:26,833 --> 00:01:27,833 something has to give. 37 00:01:28,458 --> 00:01:29,583 -(GASPS) -(TIRES SCREECH) 38 00:01:30,291 --> 00:01:32,416 (WHISPERING) We all do bad things sometimes. 39 00:01:32,500 --> 00:01:34,541 ♪ (MUSIC SLOWLY INTENSIFIES) ♪ 40 00:01:48,792 --> 00:01:49,792 (SCREAMS) 41 00:01:57,875 --> 00:02:01,208 ♪ ("COLD LITTLE HEART" BY MICHAEL KIWANUKA PLAYING) ♪ 42 00:02:16,708 --> 00:02:18,999 ♪ Did you ever want it? ♪ 43 00:02:21,208 --> 00:02:23,500 ♪ Did you want it bad? ♪ 44 00:02:23,583 --> 00:02:25,375 ♪ Oh, my ♪ 45 00:02:27,750 --> 00:02:29,875 ♪It tears me apart ♪ 46 00:02:34,208 --> 00:02:36,375 ♪ We can try to hide it ♪ 47 00:02:38,458 --> 00:02:41,166 ♪ It's all the same ♪ 48 00:02:41,249 --> 00:02:44,041 ♪ I've been losing you ♪ 49 00:02:45,416 --> 00:02:47,750 ♪ One day at a time ♪ 50 00:02:50,208 --> 00:02:51,500 ♪ And I know ♪ 51 00:02:51,583 --> 00:02:55,999 ♪ In my heart In this cold heart ♪ 52 00:02:56,083 --> 00:03:00,458 ♪ I can live or I can die ♪ 53 00:03:00,541 --> 00:03:04,667 ♪ I believe if I just try ♪ 54 00:03:04,750 --> 00:03:09,708 ♪ You believe in you and I ♪ 55 00:03:12,333 --> 00:03:15,249 ♪ In you and I ♪ 56 00:03:16,667 --> 00:03:20,124 ♪ In you and I ♪ 57 00:03:21,124 --> 00:03:23,958 ♪ In you and I ♪ 58 00:03:24,750 --> 00:03:26,583 ♪ (MUSIC ENDS) ♪ 59 00:03:39,458 --> 00:03:42,124 (WAVES CRASHING) 60 00:04:21,291 --> 00:04:23,500 (WAVES CRASHING) 61 00:04:31,333 --> 00:04:34,041 (HEART BEATING) 62 00:04:37,917 --> 00:04:39,500 (BEATING SPEEDS UP) 63 00:04:46,667 --> 00:04:48,249 MARY LOUISE WRIGHT: Celeste. Celeste! 64 00:04:48,333 --> 00:04:49,708 (CELESTE WRIGHT SCREAMS) 65 00:04:49,792 --> 00:04:53,208 (PANTING) Oh my God. 66 00:04:53,291 --> 00:04:55,541 (SIGHS) I just... 67 00:04:56,750 --> 00:04:58,041 I was having a nightmare. 68 00:04:58,124 --> 00:04:59,792 Oh. Shouldn't they be awake? 69 00:04:59,875 --> 00:05:02,750 CELESTE: Oh my god. Oh... 70 00:05:02,833 --> 00:05:05,875 Yeah. Josh. Max. Up we go. We overslept. 71 00:05:05,958 --> 00:05:07,708 C'mon, c'mon, c'mon. Let's go. We're in a rush. 72 00:05:07,792 --> 00:05:10,124 -MARY LOUISE: Come on, soldiers. -CELESTE: Quick, quick, quick. 73 00:05:10,208 --> 00:05:12,249 -Morning, Grandma. -CELESTE: Protein bar breakfast 74 00:05:12,333 --> 00:05:13,458 in the car. 75 00:05:13,541 --> 00:05:15,583 (CHUCKLES) Your favorite. 76 00:05:15,667 --> 00:05:18,291 MARY LOUISE: I have to go to town. I can drop you off. 77 00:05:18,375 --> 00:05:21,708 Oh... Thanks, Mary Louise. 78 00:05:25,875 --> 00:05:27,249 What was it about? 79 00:05:28,375 --> 00:05:29,500 Your nightmare. 80 00:05:29,583 --> 00:05:31,416 Oh, it was stupid. 81 00:05:32,500 --> 00:05:33,750 Nothing, really. 82 00:05:35,583 --> 00:05:36,792 You said "rape." 83 00:05:38,416 --> 00:05:39,416 What? 84 00:05:40,375 --> 00:05:41,625 Something about a rape. 85 00:05:45,875 --> 00:05:46,833 Huh. 86 00:05:46,917 --> 00:05:48,750 -(FAINT BUZZING) -(SIGHS) 87 00:05:54,124 --> 00:05:56,041 Can I have some water, please? 88 00:05:59,958 --> 00:06:01,166 (SNIFFLES) 89 00:06:01,249 --> 00:06:02,375 (SIGHS) 90 00:06:04,333 --> 00:06:07,249 -(BUZZING CONTINUES) -(EXHALES) 91 00:06:10,541 --> 00:06:12,833 ♪ And I don't give a damn About my reputation ♪ 92 00:06:12,917 --> 00:06:15,124 ♪ ("BAD REPUTATION" BY JOAN JETT PLAYS) ♪ 93 00:06:15,208 --> 00:06:18,291 ♪ Never said I wanted To improve my station ♪ 94 00:06:19,792 --> 00:06:22,166 ♪ And I'm only doin' good When I'm havin' fun ♪ 95 00:06:22,249 --> 00:06:24,208 ♪ And I don't have To please no one ♪ 96 00:06:24,291 --> 00:06:27,583 ♪ And I don't give a damn 'Bout my bad reputation ♪ 97 00:06:29,124 --> 00:06:30,999 -♪ Oh, no ♪ -♪ No, no, no, no, no, no ♪ 98 00:06:31,083 --> 00:06:33,208 Okay, I'm putting this in your small pocket, okay? 99 00:06:33,291 --> 00:06:34,958 ZIGGY: Yep. 100 00:06:35,041 --> 00:06:36,333 ♪ ...My reputation ♪ -(SINGING) ♪ Reputation ♪ 101 00:06:36,416 --> 00:06:37,375 (YELLING) First day of school! 102 00:06:37,458 --> 00:06:38,875 (SEAGULLS SQUAWK) 103 00:06:38,958 --> 00:06:40,958 JOSH WRIGHT: Stop! Hey, Max, you idiot! 104 00:06:41,041 --> 00:06:43,041 Hey, hey, boys come on. Keep it down, would you? 105 00:06:43,124 --> 00:06:44,333 I can't hear myself think. 106 00:06:44,416 --> 00:06:45,708 MAX WRIGHT: Then just don't think, Mom. 107 00:06:45,792 --> 00:06:47,333 -JOSH: Give it back, you idiot! -Hey! 108 00:06:47,416 --> 00:06:48,667 -Stop! -Give it back! 109 00:06:48,750 --> 00:06:50,416 MARY LOUISE: (YELLING) Hey! Quiet! 110 00:06:54,166 --> 00:06:55,333 Fine young men 111 00:06:55,416 --> 00:06:57,583 don't suddenly become fine young men 112 00:06:57,667 --> 00:06:59,917 all of sudden in a whoosh, you know. 113 00:06:59,999 --> 00:07:01,124 (CLEARS THROAT) 114 00:07:01,208 --> 00:07:03,291 It starts with being fine young boys. 115 00:07:03,375 --> 00:07:05,750 And part of being a fine young boy 116 00:07:05,833 --> 00:07:08,166 is listening and respecting your mother. 117 00:07:08,999 --> 00:07:10,625 She works so hard for you. 118 00:07:10,708 --> 00:07:13,041 That's why the sun shines on her so. 119 00:07:15,124 --> 00:07:16,333 Thank you, Mary Louise. 120 00:07:21,833 --> 00:07:23,249 MADELINE MACKENZIE: I have two showings, 121 00:07:23,333 --> 00:07:24,792 I have Abigail's college advisor, 122 00:07:24,875 --> 00:07:26,124 not to mention all this scrutiny. 123 00:07:26,208 --> 00:07:27,999 -It's just gonna be a day. -What scrutiny? 124 00:07:28,083 --> 00:07:29,792 MADELINE: Ed, this is the first day of school. 125 00:07:29,875 --> 00:07:32,583 We have to earn our good-mom badges all over again. 126 00:07:32,667 --> 00:07:34,458 "Has she gotten fatter over the summer? 127 00:07:34,541 --> 00:07:37,166 Does she look older?" These questions get asked, Ed, 128 00:07:37,249 --> 00:07:39,416 and we all get judged all over again. 129 00:07:39,500 --> 00:07:41,625 It's a complete double standard 'cause if a dad shows up, 130 00:07:41,708 --> 00:07:43,208 they're like, "Wow, there's a dad here. 131 00:07:43,291 --> 00:07:45,375 He's involved." But with the moms... 132 00:07:45,458 --> 00:07:47,375 (SCOFFS) it just makes me wanna blow. 133 00:07:47,458 --> 00:07:48,625 CHLOE MACKENZIE: Boom! 134 00:07:48,708 --> 00:07:50,792 MADELINE: Oh my god. Chloe. Goddammit! 135 00:07:50,875 --> 00:07:53,291 -(CROSSING GUARD BLOWS WHISTLE) -Just right there. I need to get right there. 136 00:07:53,375 --> 00:07:54,333 -Chloe-- -(HONKS HORN) 137 00:07:54,416 --> 00:07:55,583 Could you please turn it down? 138 00:07:55,667 --> 00:07:56,999 Let second grade begin. 139 00:07:57,083 --> 00:07:58,792 ♪ ("I'LL BE AROUND" BY THE SPINNERS PLAYS) ♪ 140 00:07:58,875 --> 00:08:02,999 ♪ This is our bump in the road 141 00:08:03,083 --> 00:08:05,999 ♪ Love's last episode ♪ 142 00:08:07,667 --> 00:08:11,208 ♪ There's nowhere to go ♪ 143 00:08:11,291 --> 00:08:12,667 ♪ Oh no ♪ 144 00:08:12,750 --> 00:08:14,875 ♪ You made your choice ♪ 145 00:08:16,041 --> 00:08:19,166 ♪ Now it's up to me ♪ 146 00:08:20,375 --> 00:08:24,500 ♪ To bow out gracefully ♪ 147 00:08:24,583 --> 00:08:27,500 ♪ Though you hold the key ♪ 148 00:08:27,583 --> 00:08:29,500 ♪ But, baby ♪ 149 00:08:29,583 --> 00:08:33,999 ♪ Whenever you call me I'll be there ♪ 150 00:08:34,083 --> 00:08:38,333 ♪ Whenever you want me I'll be there ♪ 151 00:08:38,416 --> 00:08:42,166 ♪ Whenever you need me I'll be there ♪ 152 00:08:42,249 --> 00:08:44,500 -(BELL RINGS) -Welcome back to our wonderful, 153 00:08:44,583 --> 00:08:46,124 wonderful Otter Bay. 154 00:08:46,208 --> 00:08:48,249 Gosh, I always so love the sound of that. 155 00:08:48,333 --> 00:08:50,124 Let's all say that together, shall we? 156 00:08:50,208 --> 00:08:53,124 ALL: Wonderful, wonderful Otter Bay. 157 00:08:53,208 --> 00:08:55,458 -Here we go. Now, gang... -♪ (PIANO BEGINS JAUNTY TUNE) ♪ 158 00:08:55,541 --> 00:08:57,917 since we ask our children to sing this song every year, 159 00:08:57,999 --> 00:09:00,249 I think it's high time we sing it with them, 160 00:09:00,333 --> 00:09:02,708 so everybody let out their inner otter, 161 00:09:02,792 --> 00:09:04,667 and sing along. 162 00:09:04,750 --> 00:09:06,291 ALL: (SINGING) ♪ Otter Bay ♪ 163 00:09:06,375 --> 00:09:08,667 ♪ Otter Bay, it's the best plac Of them all ♪ 164 00:09:08,750 --> 00:09:11,625 Very impressive. We're in the key of F, Madeline. 165 00:09:11,708 --> 00:09:13,333 ALL: (SINGING) ♪ To start our day ♪ 166 00:09:13,416 --> 00:09:15,375 ♪ When we rise up with a snort 167 00:09:15,458 --> 00:09:16,667 (SNORTING) 168 00:09:16,750 --> 00:09:20,124 ♪ With dance and song And sport ♪ 169 00:09:20,208 --> 00:09:21,667 (SNORTING) 170 00:09:21,750 --> 00:09:27,083 ♪ Oh, to be a little otter In the bay ♪ 171 00:09:27,166 --> 00:09:30,833 Yes! Oh, you got my otter heart going! Thank you! 172 00:09:31,792 --> 00:09:33,833 Warren. (CHUCKLES) 173 00:09:33,917 --> 00:09:36,166 Really pushing the school spirit this year, aren't you? 174 00:09:36,249 --> 00:09:38,124 Well, it's my otter blood, Madeline. 175 00:09:38,208 --> 00:09:40,792 -Hi, Madeline Martha Mackenzie. -Lisa Coolidge. 176 00:09:40,875 --> 00:09:42,583 Anyway, it was a beautiful service, Warren. 177 00:09:42,667 --> 00:09:44,333 WARREN NIPPAL: (LAUGHS) Well, thank you, Madeline, 178 00:09:44,416 --> 00:09:46,249 I like to think of it more as an assembly. 179 00:09:46,333 --> 00:09:48,583 A service is for when someone dies, 180 00:09:48,667 --> 00:09:50,583 you know, like a school fundraiser. 181 00:09:50,667 --> 00:09:52,792 You're not seriously gonna go there, are you? 182 00:09:52,875 --> 00:09:54,750 My hope is that you don't go there, Madeline. 183 00:09:54,833 --> 00:09:56,999 Now, let's remember a lot of last year's mishigas 184 00:09:57,083 --> 00:09:59,041 were lovingly stirred up by you. 185 00:10:00,166 --> 00:10:01,708 MELISSA: Anybody want a red velvet? 186 00:10:01,792 --> 00:10:03,792 -Melissa! -Cupcake? 187 00:10:03,875 --> 00:10:05,792 MADELINE: I'll take one for each thigh. 188 00:10:05,875 --> 00:10:07,249 MELISSA: Absolutely. 189 00:10:07,333 --> 00:10:08,958 I don't even like to chew. I just shove 'em down. 190 00:10:09,041 --> 00:10:11,833 Maybe you can give one to Warren so he can shove it too. 191 00:10:11,917 --> 00:10:15,041 WARREN: (CHUCKLES) And we're off. 192 00:10:15,124 --> 00:10:17,124 -MADELINE: Bonnie. -It's a classy crop of moms, 193 00:10:17,208 --> 00:10:19,249 these ones. Those gluten-free? 194 00:10:19,333 --> 00:10:20,708 MADELINE: Tahoe was good? 195 00:10:20,792 --> 00:10:23,249 Uh, yeah, it was good. Nathan caught a lot of fish. 196 00:10:23,333 --> 00:10:25,166 Wow. 197 00:10:25,249 --> 00:10:27,333 BONNIE CARLSON: And I hear you're selling houses like crazy. That's very cool. 198 00:10:27,416 --> 00:10:29,166 Oh my gosh, in Monterey, it is like printing money. 199 00:10:29,249 --> 00:10:30,875 I should have done this years ago. 200 00:10:32,416 --> 00:10:34,083 -I'm gonna go find Skye. -Okay. 201 00:10:36,083 --> 00:10:38,083 Okay. Are you two fighting? 202 00:10:38,166 --> 00:10:40,625 Uh, no. Actually, I almost wish we were. 203 00:10:40,708 --> 00:10:45,083 No, she's... she's been acting like that for a while now. 204 00:10:45,166 --> 00:10:46,541 Acting like what? 205 00:10:47,625 --> 00:10:49,792 Shut down. Like, withdrawn. 206 00:10:49,875 --> 00:10:52,083 Oh, you mean you're not having sex. 207 00:10:52,166 --> 00:10:54,124 Okay, don't forget that Abigail has 208 00:10:54,208 --> 00:10:56,083 -her college counselor meeting at 2:00 p.m. -Yeah, yeah, I got your-- 209 00:10:56,166 --> 00:10:57,667 I got your emails. Six of them this morning. 210 00:10:57,750 --> 00:10:59,958 -Good. Thank you. -This is her future, Nathan. 211 00:11:00,041 --> 00:11:01,833 Nice to be back. 212 00:11:01,917 --> 00:11:03,500 I'm told that my daughter, Amabella, 213 00:11:03,583 --> 00:11:06,083 is going to be in your class. So exciting. 214 00:11:06,166 --> 00:11:07,500 Yes, very nice to meet you. 215 00:11:07,583 --> 00:11:11,958 Um, she has an IQ of 152. Genius level, right. 216 00:11:12,041 --> 00:11:14,249 That's a very high number. Life's about give and take. 217 00:11:14,333 --> 00:11:16,375 I expect you to take care of my daughter. 218 00:11:16,458 --> 00:11:19,083 Pay special attention. And, again, welcome. 219 00:11:20,375 --> 00:11:23,375 Um, oh, oh, oh. (CHUCKLES) And... 220 00:11:23,458 --> 00:11:25,958 my Amabella was bullied last year. 221 00:11:26,041 --> 00:11:28,917 I mean, in like, biting and choking. 222 00:11:28,999 --> 00:11:32,208 So, we're gonna make sure that doesn't happen again. 223 00:11:32,291 --> 00:11:34,833 -(BAND PLAYS) -RENATA KLEIN: Oh. 224 00:11:34,917 --> 00:11:37,083 Oops. Sorry. 225 00:11:37,166 --> 00:11:38,500 Sorry. 226 00:11:38,583 --> 00:11:40,416 Here's my problem with the whole meditation thing. 227 00:11:40,500 --> 00:11:41,875 It's like you shut out the world, 228 00:11:41,958 --> 00:11:43,249 but you also shut out your friends, 229 00:11:43,333 --> 00:11:44,792 which is a little bit weird. 230 00:11:44,875 --> 00:11:47,583 And also, does she look funny? Something's not right. 231 00:11:47,667 --> 00:11:49,458 -Are you talking about Bonnie? -Uh-huh. 232 00:11:50,958 --> 00:11:54,458 Like, she's off. But she was off before she went to Tahoe. 233 00:11:54,541 --> 00:11:55,708 Unplugged is one thing, 234 00:11:55,792 --> 00:11:57,667 but unhinged is a total other thing. 235 00:11:57,750 --> 00:11:59,958 -(HORN BLARES) -Hey! Asshole! Hey! 236 00:12:00,041 --> 00:12:01,875 -Oh, hon. -Why are you cutting me off? 237 00:12:01,958 --> 00:12:04,166 -Honey. The horn. The horn. -Dick! I just think we-- 238 00:12:04,249 --> 00:12:05,249 Oh, yeah, sorry. 239 00:12:05,333 --> 00:12:07,041 Once I lean in, you know how I am. 240 00:12:07,124 --> 00:12:09,208 -CELESTE: Indeed. -I think we need to talk to her 241 00:12:09,291 --> 00:12:10,708 and see where her head is at. 242 00:12:10,792 --> 00:12:13,375 -CELESTE: Do you? -Do you want to get a coffee? 243 00:12:13,458 --> 00:12:15,500 By the way, did you see Renata 244 00:12:15,583 --> 00:12:17,708 getting up that new teacher's ass? 245 00:12:17,792 --> 00:12:19,917 I thought she was gonna have to pull out her snorkel. 246 00:12:19,999 --> 00:12:22,083 CELESTE: Easy. I'm gonna go to the ladies' room; 247 00:12:22,166 --> 00:12:25,208 -can you get me an Americano? -MADELINE: Will do. 248 00:12:25,291 --> 00:12:27,041 -Hey, Bruna. -BRUNA: Hey, Madeline. 249 00:12:27,124 --> 00:12:28,875 MADELINE: Wow, do you sell weed? It smells like weed over here. 250 00:12:28,958 --> 00:12:30,875 -Keep the change. -BRUNA: Thank you so much. 251 00:12:30,999 --> 00:12:32,667 -Can I get an Americano -(DISTANT CHATTER) 252 00:12:32,750 --> 00:12:34,249 and a bran muffin? 253 00:12:34,333 --> 00:12:36,500 -...that's a thing? -MADELINE: Mary Louise? 254 00:12:38,458 --> 00:12:39,917 -Hi. Madeline. -MARY LOUISE: Hi. 255 00:12:39,999 --> 00:12:41,500 -Madeline! -Yes. 256 00:12:41,583 --> 00:12:43,416 -So nice to see you again. -I'm Celeste's friend. Yes. 257 00:12:43,500 --> 00:12:44,750 How have you been? 258 00:12:44,833 --> 00:12:46,833 Good, good. The kids are good. How are you? 259 00:12:46,917 --> 00:12:48,375 I can't complain. 260 00:12:49,667 --> 00:12:50,999 Actually, I can. 261 00:12:54,416 --> 00:12:55,625 My son is dead. 262 00:12:58,500 --> 00:13:01,375 But Celeste tells me that you continue to be so helpful 263 00:13:01,458 --> 00:13:03,166 with her and the boys and... 264 00:13:03,249 --> 00:13:05,208 She should just get a proper housekeeper. 265 00:13:05,291 --> 00:13:07,708 -You're very short. -(SCOFFS) Excuse me? 266 00:13:07,792 --> 00:13:09,583 I don't mean it in a negative way. 267 00:13:09,667 --> 00:13:10,875 MADELINE: Oh. (CHUCKLES) 268 00:13:11,833 --> 00:13:13,500 Maybe I do. 269 00:13:13,583 --> 00:13:18,375 I find little people to be untrustworthy. 270 00:13:18,458 --> 00:13:21,500 (CHUCKLES) My apologies. It's just that I'm... 271 00:13:22,792 --> 00:13:25,541 I pride myself on being a very good judge of character, 272 00:13:25,625 --> 00:13:29,291 but you have always presented such a difficult read. 273 00:13:29,375 --> 00:13:33,041 You know, you seem like a nice person. 274 00:13:33,124 --> 00:13:37,625 Loving. But also, you strike me as a wanter. 275 00:13:37,708 --> 00:13:39,792 -A-- A wanter? -Mm. 276 00:13:39,875 --> 00:13:41,333 You know... 277 00:13:41,416 --> 00:13:44,625 there are people in-- in life who content themselves 278 00:13:44,708 --> 00:13:46,708 with what they have, and then there are others 279 00:13:46,792 --> 00:13:50,375 who just... just want. 280 00:13:52,249 --> 00:13:53,500 I'm not a wanter. 281 00:13:53,583 --> 00:13:55,083 Oh, you don't have to take it personally. 282 00:13:55,166 --> 00:13:56,917 Anyway, I'm a wanter myself. 283 00:13:58,375 --> 00:14:01,750 You know what I want? I want Perry back. 284 00:14:01,833 --> 00:14:03,999 I wanna know what happened that night. 285 00:14:04,083 --> 00:14:06,958 And I-- I'm very tempted to ask you, 286 00:14:07,041 --> 00:14:09,792 but I doubt I would get the, uh... 287 00:14:09,875 --> 00:14:11,291 the truth, would I? 288 00:14:13,833 --> 00:14:16,041 Your son lost his balance and he fell. 289 00:14:16,124 --> 00:14:19,166 Yes, that seems to be the company line. 290 00:14:19,249 --> 00:14:21,833 Depending on whose company you keep. 291 00:14:21,917 --> 00:14:23,458 Mary Louise. 292 00:14:23,541 --> 00:14:26,583 Madeline and I were just... talking. 293 00:14:27,750 --> 00:14:29,124 MADELINE: What the hell was that? 294 00:14:29,208 --> 00:14:30,833 That was a very strong position. 295 00:14:30,917 --> 00:14:32,375 And I didn't like it! 296 00:14:33,291 --> 00:14:34,625 Welcome to my life. 297 00:14:41,291 --> 00:14:42,750 -(CARTS CRASH) -Sorry. 298 00:14:43,458 --> 00:14:45,458 Whoa. Hi! 299 00:14:46,625 --> 00:14:47,792 Tori. 300 00:14:47,875 --> 00:14:49,958 Sorry, I didn't recognize you at first. 301 00:14:50,041 --> 00:14:52,792 Yeah, I had my breasts done. 302 00:14:54,333 --> 00:14:55,500 Oh. 303 00:14:55,583 --> 00:14:57,041 Yeah, it's fabulous. 304 00:14:57,124 --> 00:14:58,833 I always felt a little self-conscious, you know. 305 00:15:00,917 --> 00:15:02,208 About your breasts? 306 00:15:02,291 --> 00:15:03,625 -My nose. -Oh. 307 00:15:03,708 --> 00:15:06,416 Now, nobody notices it so much. 308 00:15:06,500 --> 00:15:10,625 Everybody notices these though. And that pisses Joseph off. 309 00:15:11,958 --> 00:15:13,458 So... uh... 310 00:15:13,541 --> 00:15:15,625 Well, I'll see you around. 311 00:15:17,875 --> 00:15:19,083 (CHUCKLES) 312 00:15:19,166 --> 00:15:22,249 (MAN TALKING INDISTINCTLY ON LOUDSPEAKER) 313 00:15:22,333 --> 00:15:24,500 DR. AMANDA REISMAN: How long does she plan to stay? 314 00:15:24,583 --> 00:15:25,833 Well, she comes and goes. 315 00:15:25,917 --> 00:15:27,875 It's a short hop from San Francisco. 316 00:15:29,208 --> 00:15:30,999 She's been... 317 00:15:31,083 --> 00:15:33,833 -a really big help. -Mm-hmm. 318 00:15:33,917 --> 00:15:35,792 I mean, I'd be lost without her. 319 00:15:37,792 --> 00:15:39,166 So what brings you? 320 00:15:39,249 --> 00:15:40,541 It's been a while. 321 00:15:41,792 --> 00:15:42,833 (CHUCKLES) 322 00:15:45,667 --> 00:15:46,917 (SIGHS) 323 00:15:46,999 --> 00:15:50,999 I've had some nightmares starting up of late that, um... 324 00:15:52,124 --> 00:15:53,208 I mean, may be triggered 325 00:15:53,291 --> 00:15:54,917 by the beginning of the school year. 326 00:15:54,999 --> 00:15:56,375 I think I still... 327 00:15:56,458 --> 00:15:59,541 -associate that place with... -How could you not? 328 00:16:05,041 --> 00:16:06,333 Last night was... 329 00:16:07,625 --> 00:16:09,333 It was a beauty. 330 00:16:12,792 --> 00:16:17,875 Perry and I were in... the in-vitro facility, and... 331 00:16:19,875 --> 00:16:24,999 it was all so sweet, and-- and suddenly, I... 332 00:16:26,792 --> 00:16:30,124 I turned into a monster. 333 00:16:30,208 --> 00:16:33,708 I was strangling him. I was lifting him up, and I-- 334 00:16:33,792 --> 00:16:34,999 I-- (SIGHS) 335 00:16:36,875 --> 00:16:40,166 It was... beyond disturbing, and I-- I... 336 00:16:43,249 --> 00:16:44,750 a little exhilarating. 337 00:16:45,750 --> 00:16:46,875 Hmm... 338 00:16:48,416 --> 00:16:51,124 Is that-- Do you see yourself as a monster? 339 00:16:53,625 --> 00:16:55,249 I guess I still feel... 340 00:16:58,416 --> 00:17:00,583 -responsible. -For...? 341 00:17:03,291 --> 00:17:05,166 For the accident. 342 00:17:05,249 --> 00:17:07,375 I mean, if I'd left him when I should have-- 343 00:17:07,458 --> 00:17:09,541 We should have never been together that night, 344 00:17:09,625 --> 00:17:10,999 and he might still be alive. 345 00:17:11,083 --> 00:17:13,999 That I chose that night of all nights to leave him 346 00:17:14,083 --> 00:17:15,541 and to tell him and... 347 00:17:20,083 --> 00:17:23,208 Even in death, his message lives on. 348 00:17:23,291 --> 00:17:25,291 -What message? -That you're to blame. 349 00:17:26,166 --> 00:17:28,291 You're always to blame. 350 00:17:31,958 --> 00:17:33,166 You're not. 351 00:17:40,458 --> 00:17:43,041 -Are you getting out? -(SCOFFS) 352 00:17:43,124 --> 00:17:45,583 -Are you seeing anyone? -No. 353 00:17:45,667 --> 00:17:48,333 That part of me is still dead, I suppose. 354 00:17:48,416 --> 00:17:51,083 First thing's first: get the boys' lives back on track, 355 00:17:51,166 --> 00:17:52,375 that's the priority. 356 00:17:52,458 --> 00:17:54,124 Seeing their mom happy could help there. 357 00:17:54,208 --> 00:17:56,541 So, you're saying for my life to go on successfully, 358 00:17:56,625 --> 00:17:58,625 -I need to be with a man? -No. 359 00:17:58,708 --> 00:18:00,792 But the freedom to be with one, maybe. 360 00:18:02,625 --> 00:18:06,875 You're still married, Celeste, and the husband is dead. 361 00:18:10,166 --> 00:18:11,958 (TALKING INDISTINCTLY) 362 00:18:12,041 --> 00:18:13,958 (PANTING) 363 00:18:26,416 --> 00:18:29,500 (PANTING) 364 00:18:31,249 --> 00:18:32,667 NATHAN CARLSON: Where've you been? 365 00:18:33,667 --> 00:18:35,041 I told you I was running. 366 00:18:35,124 --> 00:18:37,291 That was like two hours ago, I've been calling you. 367 00:18:37,999 --> 00:18:39,041 BONNIE: Sorry. 368 00:18:44,375 --> 00:18:45,750 Honey. 369 00:18:45,833 --> 00:18:47,249 I just thought it might be that you hated Tahoe, 370 00:18:47,333 --> 00:18:48,541 but since we've been back... 371 00:18:50,875 --> 00:18:52,166 Come on. 372 00:18:52,249 --> 00:18:54,583 BONNIE: I need some space, Nathan. I told you. 373 00:18:55,500 --> 00:18:56,999 Just let it be. 374 00:18:57,083 --> 00:18:59,625 JANE CHAPMAN: He's my favorite in the whole aquarium. 375 00:18:59,708 --> 00:19:01,124 It's a red octopus, and watch. 376 00:19:01,208 --> 00:19:04,041 The closer he gets to the kelp, he'll change his color 377 00:19:04,124 --> 00:19:06,375 so that he camouflages with his environment. 378 00:19:06,458 --> 00:19:08,458 -CHILD: Cool. -Look. You see him right now? 379 00:19:08,541 --> 00:19:10,416 -CHILD: Yeah. -He's changing color. 380 00:19:10,500 --> 00:19:12,750 You guys want to know a fun fact about octopus? 381 00:19:12,833 --> 00:19:14,625 -ALL: Yeah! -It's kinda weird. 382 00:19:14,708 --> 00:19:16,750 -You can handle it? -Yeah. 383 00:19:16,833 --> 00:19:19,458 Okay, females contain deadly venom, 384 00:19:19,541 --> 00:19:22,083 and sometimes, they'll kill and they'll eat the males 385 00:19:22,166 --> 00:19:25,958 -after they mate with them. -CHILDREN: (GROAN) Ew! 386 00:19:26,041 --> 00:19:27,208 JANE: (CHUCKLES) I know. 387 00:19:27,291 --> 00:19:29,416 SARAH: Why is it the prettier something is, 388 00:19:29,500 --> 00:19:32,833 the more dangerous? Like with snakes and spiders. 389 00:19:32,917 --> 00:19:35,667 That's a great question. I wish I knew the answer to that. 390 00:19:35,750 --> 00:19:37,625 -COREY BROCKFIELD: One second, okay? -You're so observant. 391 00:19:37,708 --> 00:19:40,166 Sometimes, pretty colors are to give a fair warning 392 00:19:40,249 --> 00:19:43,750 so other animals know they need to keep a safe distance. 393 00:19:43,833 --> 00:19:45,124 GIRL: Oh. 394 00:19:51,083 --> 00:19:52,124 There you go. 395 00:19:52,208 --> 00:19:54,750 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 396 00:19:57,750 --> 00:19:58,875 NATHAN: How you doing? 397 00:19:59,875 --> 00:20:01,541 Good. You? 398 00:20:03,291 --> 00:20:05,583 Not really, no. Bonnie. 399 00:20:05,667 --> 00:20:08,166 I mean, she's gone missing in mental action. 400 00:20:08,249 --> 00:20:10,124 The whole summer, truth be told. 401 00:20:11,124 --> 00:20:12,249 Hey, man, could I-- 402 00:20:13,875 --> 00:20:15,708 could I ask you a big favor? 403 00:20:15,792 --> 00:20:17,500 Could you maybe take her out to lunch? 404 00:20:18,667 --> 00:20:19,999 Um-- 405 00:20:20,083 --> 00:20:21,750 Listen, you've always been better to talking to women 406 00:20:21,833 --> 00:20:23,333 than I have and, you know, you certainly got Madeline 407 00:20:23,416 --> 00:20:24,875 in a way I never could. 408 00:20:24,958 --> 00:20:26,833 I mean, I think you might be able to get her to open up. 409 00:20:26,917 --> 00:20:28,458 You know, you have your little way. 410 00:20:28,541 --> 00:20:30,208 All I'm getting is pushback at every turn. 411 00:20:30,291 --> 00:20:32,124 I swear to God, if I signed up for this bullshit, 412 00:20:32,208 --> 00:20:33,833 I'd still be with Maddie. 413 00:20:33,917 --> 00:20:36,792 -I mean-- I don't mean-- -Oh, no, no. 414 00:20:36,875 --> 00:20:39,792 Um, look, Nathan... 415 00:20:39,875 --> 00:20:42,083 I'm no expert on marriage or anything. 416 00:20:42,166 --> 00:20:44,375 I mean, something tells me if you're seeking out 417 00:20:44,458 --> 00:20:46,875 the husband of your ex-wife to, like, 418 00:20:46,958 --> 00:20:50,166 lead the communication charge with your new one... 419 00:20:53,333 --> 00:20:54,875 Why do you always have to be so snide? 420 00:20:54,958 --> 00:20:56,833 -I don't mean to be snide. -No, you don't mean to be, 421 00:20:56,917 --> 00:20:59,249 it just comes natural. It's like you're a snide fuck. 422 00:20:59,333 --> 00:21:01,041 That's what you are. You're a snide fuck. 423 00:21:01,124 --> 00:21:04,500 You know, Nathan, maybe instead of just talking to Bonnie, 424 00:21:04,583 --> 00:21:06,917 you should embrace some of her interests. 425 00:21:06,999 --> 00:21:08,375 -Her interests? -Yeah. 426 00:21:08,458 --> 00:21:10,625 She won't even let me embrace her. 427 00:21:10,708 --> 00:21:12,083 -Okay. -Yeah, you're snide. 428 00:21:12,166 --> 00:21:13,667 -You're a snide fuck. -What? 429 00:21:14,583 --> 00:21:15,917 -Whatever. -Come on. 430 00:21:15,999 --> 00:21:17,750 Snide fuck. 431 00:21:17,833 --> 00:21:21,041 ♪ ("WHAT BECOMES OF THE BROKENHEARTED" BY JIMMY RUFFIN PLAYS) ♪ 432 00:21:21,124 --> 00:21:24,999 ♪ As I walk this land Of broken dreams ♪ 433 00:21:25,083 --> 00:21:26,375 (PHONE RINGING) 434 00:21:26,458 --> 00:21:28,083 -♪ I have visions-- ♪ (CUTS OFF -Hello. 435 00:21:28,166 --> 00:21:29,999 -JULIETTE: (OVER PHONE) Mrs. Klein? -Juliette. 436 00:21:30,083 --> 00:21:32,333 Hey, honey. I'm pulling in. Can you-- 437 00:21:32,416 --> 00:21:33,750 -(PHONE VIBRATING) -can-- wait. 438 00:21:33,833 --> 00:21:35,750 Hold on one second. Hold on-- Hello? 439 00:21:35,833 --> 00:21:37,667 MADELINE: This is why I talk about being nice. 440 00:21:37,750 --> 00:21:40,500 Hey. No, I can't-- 441 00:21:40,583 --> 00:21:42,124 MADELINE: What do you think? 442 00:21:42,208 --> 00:21:43,667 MAN: I love the view. 443 00:21:43,750 --> 00:21:45,625 Oh, sorry, I'm on the phone. 444 00:21:45,708 --> 00:21:47,333 Yeah, I thought Tahoe was supposed 445 00:21:47,416 --> 00:21:48,667 to be about decompression too, 446 00:21:48,750 --> 00:21:50,208 but she seems like she's on Mars. 447 00:21:50,291 --> 00:21:52,541 -Maybe she's using. -WOMAN: Excuse me. 448 00:21:52,625 --> 00:21:54,041 Yeah, just a second. 449 00:21:54,124 --> 00:21:55,458 And I am beating myself up 450 00:21:55,541 --> 00:21:57,041 that I told Jane I liked her bangs. 451 00:21:57,124 --> 00:21:58,625 Can you get off the phone, please? 452 00:21:58,708 --> 00:21:59,750 Hmm? 453 00:22:00,750 --> 00:22:02,333 Oh, let me call you back. 454 00:22:02,416 --> 00:22:04,249 ♪ ("IT'S MY HOUSE" BY DIANA ROSS PLAYS) ♪ 455 00:22:04,333 --> 00:22:05,958 Yeah, what can I do for you? 456 00:22:06,041 --> 00:22:07,792 RENATA KLEIN: I mean, I can't deny it. 457 00:22:07,875 --> 00:22:10,291 ♪ It's my house And I live here ♪ 458 00:22:10,375 --> 00:22:12,625 JOEL: Good, right there. 459 00:22:12,708 --> 00:22:15,999 ♪ It's my house And I live here ♪ 460 00:22:16,083 --> 00:22:19,875 Beautiful, come on down. Good. Eyes up this way. Gorgeous. 461 00:22:19,958 --> 00:22:21,708 I'm so tired of those shots of women. 462 00:22:21,792 --> 00:22:23,291 I mean, they're in power, right? 463 00:22:23,375 --> 00:22:26,124 They own banks and they're all, like, demure. Bullshit. 464 00:22:27,750 --> 00:22:29,124 JOEL: Back to the ocean. 465 00:22:29,208 --> 00:22:30,750 GORDON KLEIN: What's all this? 466 00:22:30,833 --> 00:22:33,708 RENATA: Hey! The photoshoot. Women in power. 467 00:22:33,792 --> 00:22:35,708 I thought they wanted just, uh... office shots. 468 00:22:35,792 --> 00:22:39,625 No, um, they're doing house and, uh, office. 469 00:22:40,500 --> 00:22:41,917 GORDON: You look nice. 470 00:22:41,999 --> 00:22:43,625 JOEL: Here we go. Look at me. 471 00:22:43,708 --> 00:22:45,541 ♪ And I live here ♪ 472 00:22:45,625 --> 00:22:47,375 (MINIATURE TRAIN WHISTLE BLOWS) 473 00:22:57,458 --> 00:23:00,458 ♪ It's my house And I live here ♪ 474 00:23:01,375 --> 00:23:03,375 So she has a 3.8 GPA, 475 00:23:03,458 --> 00:23:06,917 and she has done charity work with human trafficking. 476 00:23:06,999 --> 00:23:08,667 She also has an internship coming up-- 477 00:23:08,750 --> 00:23:10,875 Uh, Stanford has an admit rate of under ten. 478 00:23:10,958 --> 00:23:12,541 Princeton and Williams the same, 479 00:23:12,625 --> 00:23:14,291 and since she doesn't have legacy going for her-- 480 00:23:14,375 --> 00:23:17,041 Any of these schools would be lucky to have her. 481 00:23:17,124 --> 00:23:19,708 -She's an excellent candidate-- -MADELINE: Candidate is, 482 00:23:19,792 --> 00:23:21,291 -I think, the wrong-- -Honey. 483 00:23:21,375 --> 00:23:24,416 What? Don't "honey" me. She has a 3.8 GPA. 484 00:23:24,500 --> 00:23:26,208 She has a 1350 on her SATs, 485 00:23:26,291 --> 00:23:27,750 but we're gonna get that number up 486 00:23:27,833 --> 00:23:30,375 because she has private tutoring coming up, so I feel-- 487 00:23:30,458 --> 00:23:32,166 I don't even want to go to college. 488 00:23:33,124 --> 00:23:34,917 (SCOFFS) 489 00:23:34,999 --> 00:23:36,667 I mean, she's just-- she's just nervous. 490 00:23:36,750 --> 00:23:39,333 -She doesn't mean that. -I do mean it. 491 00:23:39,416 --> 00:23:41,249 I don't want to go to college. 492 00:23:41,333 --> 00:23:42,583 (CHUCKLES) 493 00:23:42,667 --> 00:23:45,083 It feels so good to say that out loud. (SIGHS) 494 00:23:45,166 --> 00:23:47,500 Okay, Abigail, honey. You're going to college. 495 00:23:47,583 --> 00:23:49,291 The planet is dying, Mom, 496 00:23:49,375 --> 00:23:53,416 but God forbid I don't study Lysistrata? It's bullshit. 497 00:23:53,500 --> 00:23:54,958 Do you know what kids do at college? 498 00:23:55,041 --> 00:23:58,375 They drink. They fuck. They mull over a sex change. 499 00:23:58,458 --> 00:23:59,500 I'm not going. 500 00:23:59,583 --> 00:24:01,083 All right, you're going to college. 501 00:24:01,166 --> 00:24:02,583 -I'm not going to college. -Whoa, whoa, whoa. 502 00:24:02,667 --> 00:24:03,999 If you wanna go, you know, you should go. 503 00:24:04,083 --> 00:24:05,458 You should go to college. 504 00:24:05,541 --> 00:24:06,958 Hey, no, I know how to make any situation about me. 505 00:24:07,041 --> 00:24:08,541 This is not that. This is about you 506 00:24:08,625 --> 00:24:10,792 -and your future, Abigail. -NATHAN: Abby. 507 00:24:13,083 --> 00:24:15,208 -ABIGAIL CARLSON: I'm not going. -I'm so sorry. 508 00:24:17,583 --> 00:24:18,833 Where did she go? 509 00:24:19,375 --> 00:24:20,500 I-- 510 00:24:21,833 --> 00:24:24,208 -Did you know about this? -No, I swear. 511 00:24:24,291 --> 00:24:25,958 You were with her all summer in Tahoe, 512 00:24:26,041 --> 00:24:27,458 and you knew nothing about this? 513 00:24:27,541 --> 00:24:28,958 -Madeline, I didn't know. -And what about Bonnie? 514 00:24:29,041 --> 00:24:30,541 Did she know about this "fuck college" plan? 515 00:24:30,625 --> 00:24:32,208 Bonnie's left the building. 516 00:24:34,667 --> 00:24:35,833 Unbelievable. 517 00:24:35,917 --> 00:24:37,249 You know if she doesn't go to college, 518 00:24:37,333 --> 00:24:39,124 she won't have a life. 519 00:24:39,208 --> 00:24:41,792 She'll just be serving Big Macs and French fries, and that'll be her life. 520 00:24:41,875 --> 00:24:43,999 -Is that what you want for her, Nathan? -Stop, stop. Stop yelling at me. 521 00:24:44,083 --> 00:24:46,750 -Stop yelling at me. -What? You know you bear some responsibility here, right? 522 00:24:46,833 --> 00:24:48,208 -NATHAN: I do? -You're her father. 523 00:24:48,291 --> 00:24:49,541 -NATHAN: Oh, okay. -This is her senior year, 524 00:24:49,625 --> 00:24:50,875 she's on the cusp of her life, 525 00:24:50,958 --> 00:24:52,833 and you let it go all to shit in Tahoe! 526 00:24:52,917 --> 00:24:54,667 Don't-- You just hit me. You just hit me. 527 00:24:54,750 --> 00:24:55,999 Because you deserve it! 528 00:24:57,083 --> 00:24:58,708 -(WIND RUSTLES) -(WAVES CRASH) 529 00:25:13,833 --> 00:25:16,083 But honestly, Ed, if she doesn't go to college, 530 00:25:16,166 --> 00:25:19,083 what's she gonna do? Go into retail? 531 00:25:20,792 --> 00:25:22,458 Oh, let me call you right back. 532 00:25:23,667 --> 00:25:24,792 Mary Louise? 533 00:25:24,875 --> 00:25:27,291 -Hey, Maddie. -Oh, Madeline. Hello. 534 00:25:27,375 --> 00:25:28,917 What's going on? 535 00:25:28,999 --> 00:25:32,166 Well, I thought I might look for a small flat here in town, 536 00:25:32,249 --> 00:25:34,249 so that I could help out with the boys 537 00:25:34,333 --> 00:25:36,416 but not quite be so underfoot. 538 00:25:36,500 --> 00:25:37,667 (CLEARS THROAT) 539 00:25:37,750 --> 00:25:39,333 -MADELINE: Oh, I see. -Do you work here? 540 00:25:39,416 --> 00:25:40,999 -Yes. -Do you handle rentals? 541 00:25:41,083 --> 00:25:43,458 I do, actually. Oren and I both do, yes. 542 00:25:44,333 --> 00:25:45,792 I see you're wearing heels. 543 00:25:48,083 --> 00:25:49,708 Yes. 544 00:25:49,792 --> 00:25:52,750 Um, Oren, do you mind if I just have a minute with Mrs. Wright? 545 00:25:52,833 --> 00:25:55,667 Of course not. You're in wonderful hands. 546 00:25:55,750 --> 00:25:58,041 MADELINE: Thank you. 547 00:25:58,124 --> 00:26:00,750 Mary Louise, I realize that you're still grieving, 548 00:26:00,833 --> 00:26:01,999 and that you've been through 549 00:26:02,083 --> 00:26:03,917 a tremendous amount of heartbreak, 550 00:26:03,999 --> 00:26:06,458 but I don't care for the way you spoke to me before. 551 00:26:06,541 --> 00:26:08,500 It was rude, and I didn't deserve it. 552 00:26:08,583 --> 00:26:12,750 No, you didn't. Um, I apologize. 553 00:26:13,792 --> 00:26:15,333 Well, thank you. 554 00:26:15,416 --> 00:26:17,208 MARY LOUISE: The truth is, it had nothing to do with you. 555 00:26:17,291 --> 00:26:20,041 When I was in boarding school, I had-- I had a best friend, 556 00:26:20,124 --> 00:26:21,833 or so I thought, 557 00:26:21,917 --> 00:26:24,416 who revealed herself to be quite treacherous, 558 00:26:24,500 --> 00:26:28,750 and, uh, caused me a lot of pain. 559 00:26:28,833 --> 00:26:31,875 So... she was just an itty-bitty little thing 560 00:26:31,958 --> 00:26:35,333 with a big, bubbly personality that, um... 561 00:26:35,416 --> 00:26:37,875 was designed to hide... 562 00:26:37,958 --> 00:26:39,792 that she was utterly vapid inside. 563 00:26:39,875 --> 00:26:41,625 You remind me so much of her 564 00:26:41,708 --> 00:26:43,416 that I suppose I punish you for that. 565 00:26:43,500 --> 00:26:45,375 That's wrong of me, and I apologize. 566 00:26:49,124 --> 00:26:52,416 -Oren. -OREN: Yes. Sorry. 567 00:26:52,500 --> 00:26:55,083 I'm sure Oren will address all of your concerns. 568 00:26:55,166 --> 00:26:56,625 MARY LOUISE: Okay. 569 00:26:56,708 --> 00:26:59,208 -Where did we leave it? -(CHUCKLES) 570 00:26:59,291 --> 00:27:02,541 ♪ ("MYSTERY OF LOVE" BY SUFJAN STEVENS PLAYS) ♪ 571 00:27:12,792 --> 00:27:16,917 ♪ Oh, to see without my eyes ♪ 572 00:27:16,999 --> 00:27:21,291 ♪ The first time That you kissed me ♪ 573 00:27:21,375 --> 00:27:24,708 ♪ Boundless by the time I cried ♪ 574 00:27:26,124 --> 00:27:30,208 ♪ I built your walls around me 575 00:27:30,291 --> 00:27:33,500 ♪ White noise What an awful sound ♪ 576 00:27:35,041 --> 00:27:39,249 ♪ Fumbling by Rogue River ♪ 577 00:27:39,333 --> 00:27:42,667 ♪ Feel my feet Above the ground ♪ 578 00:27:43,875 --> 00:27:48,041 ♪ Hand of God deliver me ♪ 579 00:27:48,124 --> 00:27:50,708 -♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES THROUGH EARBUDS) ♪ -Oh! 580 00:27:52,541 --> 00:27:54,249 ♪ (MUSIC ENDS) ♪ 581 00:27:54,333 --> 00:27:56,750 (CHUCKLES) That probably looked weird. 582 00:27:56,833 --> 00:27:57,958 Yeah. 583 00:27:58,041 --> 00:27:59,375 (BOTH LAUGH) 584 00:28:00,792 --> 00:28:02,291 Are you on the spectrum? 585 00:28:02,375 --> 00:28:04,917 -(BOTH CHUCKLE) -Are you? 586 00:28:05,458 --> 00:28:07,416 Um, I'm-- 587 00:28:08,583 --> 00:28:11,333 -Yeah, most likely. -(BOTH CHUCKLE) 588 00:28:11,416 --> 00:28:13,999 -Well, I don't think I am, but-- -A little advice, 589 00:28:14,083 --> 00:28:16,249 you probably don't wanna act weird and shit in public. 590 00:28:16,333 --> 00:28:18,958 We do a lot of kids' events at the aquarium, and parents have a thing 591 00:28:19,041 --> 00:28:20,875 about entrusting their kids to psychos. 592 00:28:21,667 --> 00:28:23,375 (CHUCKLES) 593 00:28:23,458 --> 00:28:25,416 Noted. Got it. Thank you. 594 00:28:25,500 --> 00:28:26,875 The way people talk in this town, 595 00:28:26,958 --> 00:28:28,833 I don't need to tell you. 596 00:28:28,917 --> 00:28:31,249 You don't need to tell me? What does that mean? 597 00:28:33,249 --> 00:28:35,124 You're one of the Monterey Five, right? 598 00:28:36,625 --> 00:28:37,708 Monterey Five? 599 00:28:37,792 --> 00:28:39,416 You were there the night the guy fell. 600 00:28:39,500 --> 00:28:41,541 Wh-- Where did you here that? 601 00:28:41,625 --> 00:28:43,958 Someone at work. I'll see you around. 602 00:28:44,625 --> 00:28:45,667 Yeah. 603 00:28:46,958 --> 00:28:49,041 JANE: It was just the way he said it. 604 00:28:49,124 --> 00:28:51,249 RENATA: How exactly was that? 605 00:28:51,333 --> 00:28:53,416 Like we all have scarlet letters on our backs. 606 00:28:53,500 --> 00:28:55,416 -Oh, please. -We're kidding ourselves 607 00:28:55,500 --> 00:28:57,083 if we think people have stopped talking. 608 00:28:57,166 --> 00:28:58,541 Yeah, but people talk. It's-- 609 00:28:58,625 --> 00:29:00,750 I think we're all being a little bit paranoid, you guys. 610 00:29:00,833 --> 00:29:01,999 I think people have moved on, 611 00:29:02,083 --> 00:29:03,625 and the police definitely moved on. 612 00:29:03,708 --> 00:29:05,375 -Well, we don't know for sure. -Yeah-- 613 00:29:05,458 --> 00:29:08,416 No, I talked to Susie Burke. Do you know Susie from IBM? 614 00:29:08,500 --> 00:29:09,708 Yeah. 615 00:29:09,792 --> 00:29:11,375 She's a good friend of Detective Quinlan. 616 00:29:11,458 --> 00:29:12,750 -Oh. -I mean, 617 00:29:12,833 --> 00:29:15,667 like, really good friend. Gossip for another day, 618 00:29:15,750 --> 00:29:19,166 but she told me that she heard Quinlan say, like, 619 00:29:19,249 --> 00:29:23,625 the case isn't "closed" closed, but they've got nothing. 620 00:29:23,708 --> 00:29:25,625 -Mm-hmm. -CELESTE: Good. 621 00:29:27,166 --> 00:29:28,208 Good. 622 00:29:29,166 --> 00:29:30,708 -We're good. -Okay. 623 00:29:30,792 --> 00:29:32,124 CELESTE: Yeah, good. 624 00:29:35,166 --> 00:29:36,500 (BELL RINGS) 625 00:29:44,583 --> 00:29:45,750 MADELINE: Where were you? 626 00:29:45,833 --> 00:29:47,333 We were waiting for you at the beach. 627 00:29:47,416 --> 00:29:49,833 Oh, yeah. Something came up. 628 00:29:50,667 --> 00:29:51,792 MADELINE: Yeah? 629 00:29:55,041 --> 00:29:56,083 What? 630 00:29:57,583 --> 00:29:58,708 Are you all right? 631 00:30:00,375 --> 00:30:03,416 -Do you care? -Do I care? 632 00:30:03,500 --> 00:30:04,708 What's going on? 633 00:30:09,625 --> 00:30:10,708 I killed someone. 634 00:30:11,667 --> 00:30:13,208 -Remember? -Yes. 635 00:30:13,291 --> 00:30:14,625 It's heavy. 636 00:30:14,708 --> 00:30:18,375 Are you-- I mean, are you angry at me for some reason? 637 00:30:22,541 --> 00:30:23,999 I'm angry with myself. 638 00:30:25,375 --> 00:30:27,875 If I had just told the truth, I would have gotten off, 639 00:30:27,958 --> 00:30:29,291 but you said he slipped, 640 00:30:29,375 --> 00:30:31,083 and everyone else joined in the fucking chorus. 641 00:30:31,166 --> 00:30:33,875 -That was to protect you. -Yeah, thanks a lot. 642 00:30:36,583 --> 00:30:38,583 You know, I can't talk to my husband. 643 00:30:40,625 --> 00:30:41,708 Or my kid. 644 00:30:43,958 --> 00:30:45,583 I have to just swallow it all. 645 00:30:47,041 --> 00:30:48,291 You can talk to us. 646 00:30:49,375 --> 00:30:51,249 We're here for you. All of us. 647 00:30:53,750 --> 00:30:56,667 Well, it hasn't really felt like that. 648 00:30:56,750 --> 00:30:58,708 Well, I'm sorry, but you've been in Tahoe. 649 00:30:58,792 --> 00:31:01,166 It's not like you can put that shit on Gmail. 650 00:31:01,249 --> 00:31:03,416 -Like, what am I supposed to-- -NATHAN: Hey. 651 00:31:04,833 --> 00:31:06,416 Hey. Bye, Maddie. 652 00:31:12,917 --> 00:31:14,166 Little Miss Sunshine, right? 653 00:31:14,249 --> 00:31:15,958 MADELINE: Listen, I'm sorry I pushed you. 654 00:31:16,041 --> 00:31:17,541 There you go, I said it. 655 00:31:17,625 --> 00:31:21,124 (SIGHS) Okay, um, I need to talk to Abby. Is she here? 656 00:31:22,333 --> 00:31:23,583 NATHAN: Abby! 657 00:31:23,667 --> 00:31:25,416 ♪ ("THE RIP" BY PORTISHEAD PLAYS) ♪ 658 00:31:25,500 --> 00:31:27,416 ♪ As she walks in the room ♪ 659 00:31:27,500 --> 00:31:29,833 ♪ Scented and tall ♪ 660 00:31:30,958 --> 00:31:35,958 ♪ Hesitating once more ♪ 661 00:31:36,041 --> 00:31:38,291 -♪ And as I take-- ♪ -♪ (MUSIC ENDS) ♪ 662 00:31:40,333 --> 00:31:43,958 So... what was that all about? 663 00:31:44,041 --> 00:31:48,458 I just don't think college is for everyone, that's all. 664 00:31:48,541 --> 00:31:49,667 MADELINE: Okay. 665 00:31:50,792 --> 00:31:52,583 So why is not for you? 666 00:31:53,166 --> 00:31:54,750 Well... 667 00:31:54,833 --> 00:31:58,625 Starting with the cost. It's really expensive. 668 00:31:58,708 --> 00:32:00,625 So, I'm assuming that if you're gonna abandon 669 00:32:00,708 --> 00:32:02,625 that plan to go to college, you have another plan-- 670 00:32:02,708 --> 00:32:03,792 I do. 671 00:32:05,999 --> 00:32:07,124 What is it? 672 00:32:08,500 --> 00:32:11,249 -It's to work for a startup. -Oh, my God. 673 00:32:11,333 --> 00:32:12,958 Specifically, one that builds 674 00:32:13,041 --> 00:32:15,249 for-profit housing for the homeless. 675 00:32:15,333 --> 00:32:16,750 -Excuse me? -ABIGAIL: Yeah. 676 00:32:16,833 --> 00:32:20,541 And unlike, you know, the privatized shams 677 00:32:20,625 --> 00:32:22,416 like banks and credit card companies, 678 00:32:22,500 --> 00:32:25,625 ours will make money while actually helping people. 679 00:32:25,708 --> 00:32:27,041 This is something real? 680 00:32:27,124 --> 00:32:30,166 I've been offered a position to start in June. 681 00:32:30,249 --> 00:32:32,458 -You cannot be serious. -I'm gonna take it. 682 00:32:32,541 --> 00:32:34,041 You cannot mortgage your future 683 00:32:34,124 --> 00:32:36,249 over some sort of short-term plan. 684 00:32:36,333 --> 00:32:38,124 ABIGAIL: I'm not doing that! 685 00:32:38,208 --> 00:32:39,708 Well, then, what are you doing? 686 00:32:39,792 --> 00:32:42,416 There are four million homeless people in America, 687 00:32:42,500 --> 00:32:44,458 the average age being nine years old, 688 00:32:44,541 --> 00:32:46,458 -and I-- -I don't give a fuck! 689 00:32:46,541 --> 00:32:49,041 I don't care about fucking homeless people. 690 00:32:50,375 --> 00:32:51,291 What? 691 00:32:51,375 --> 00:32:52,625 That is not what I meant. 692 00:32:52,708 --> 00:32:54,416 I do care about homeless people. 693 00:32:54,500 --> 00:32:57,458 I just think you can give money to some charity 694 00:32:57,541 --> 00:32:59,208 while you actually attend college. 695 00:32:59,291 --> 00:33:01,999 -I'm not going to college. -Yes, you are. 696 00:33:02,083 --> 00:33:03,416 Give me one good reason what I should-- 697 00:33:03,500 --> 00:33:04,667 It's non-negotiable. 698 00:33:04,750 --> 00:33:06,667 You are going to college because I said so, 699 00:33:06,750 --> 00:33:08,541 and because you're not thinking straight-- 700 00:33:08,625 --> 00:33:09,792 Because you said so? 701 00:33:09,875 --> 00:33:11,291 -Yes, because I said so. -What do you know? 702 00:33:11,375 --> 00:33:12,750 You didn't go to college. 703 00:33:12,833 --> 00:33:15,041 That's exactly why you're going. 704 00:33:15,875 --> 00:33:17,291 Exactly. 705 00:33:17,375 --> 00:33:19,208 Because you will have no life! 706 00:33:22,583 --> 00:33:23,625 (DOOR SLAMS) 707 00:33:24,416 --> 00:33:25,416 (SIGHS) 708 00:33:30,249 --> 00:33:33,458 ♪ ("THE FADE OUT LINE" BY PHOEBE KILLDEER AND THE SHORT STRAWS PLAYS) ♪ 709 00:33:34,792 --> 00:33:36,500 Can't you just tell her it's time to go? 710 00:33:36,583 --> 00:33:39,750 CELESTE: The boys love her. I mean, they love her. 711 00:33:39,833 --> 00:33:43,750 And she's... she's a big help, she really is. 712 00:33:45,792 --> 00:33:48,667 So what's up? I'm guessing you don't need my help 713 00:33:48,750 --> 00:33:50,541 on how to handle a mother-in-law. 714 00:33:52,124 --> 00:33:55,249 Why are you not cashing the checks? 715 00:33:55,333 --> 00:33:56,833 JANE: (SIGHS) I don't know. 716 00:33:56,917 --> 00:33:58,333 CELESTE: Come on, Jane. Why? 717 00:33:58,416 --> 00:34:01,625 It's rape money. You know I can't do that. 718 00:34:04,041 --> 00:34:05,750 Ziggy's entitled to it. 719 00:34:06,667 --> 00:34:08,416 He's part of Perry's estate. 720 00:34:09,875 --> 00:34:12,500 Do you ever hate me? Just a little bit. 721 00:34:15,792 --> 00:34:17,500 How could I hate you? 722 00:34:17,583 --> 00:34:20,083 Because I slept with your husband. 723 00:34:20,166 --> 00:34:23,541 I mean, I didn't-- You know what I mean. 724 00:34:23,625 --> 00:34:25,083 He raped you. 725 00:34:25,166 --> 00:34:27,041 But I knew he was married. I mean, I didn't know 726 00:34:27,124 --> 00:34:30,458 he was married to you, but... somebody. 727 00:34:30,541 --> 00:34:33,333 No. I don't blame you for anything. 728 00:34:35,041 --> 00:34:37,583 JANE: I think I would if I were in your shoes. 729 00:34:38,875 --> 00:34:40,541 Celeste, for a man to commit adultery, 730 00:34:40,625 --> 00:34:42,208 he-- there-- there has to be another woman, 731 00:34:42,291 --> 00:34:45,208 and, you know what, more times than not, she's complicit. 732 00:34:45,291 --> 00:34:48,833 I was complicit. Not in the end, but... 733 00:34:48,917 --> 00:34:50,458 definitely in the beginning. 734 00:34:59,041 --> 00:35:00,625 Are you glad that he's dead? 735 00:35:04,208 --> 00:35:05,667 CELESTE: It's complicated. 736 00:35:07,833 --> 00:35:09,083 (SIGHS) 737 00:35:09,166 --> 00:35:11,333 (GATE BUZZES) 738 00:35:27,583 --> 00:35:30,333 ♪ ("HARVEST MOON" BY CASSANDRA WILSON PLAYS) ♪ 739 00:35:46,375 --> 00:35:49,041 ♪ Come a little bit closer ♪ 740 00:35:50,875 --> 00:35:53,541 ♪ Hear what I have to say ♪ 741 00:36:02,500 --> 00:36:05,708 ♪ Just like children sleeping ♪ 742 00:36:07,249 --> 00:36:11,999 ♪ We could dream This night away ♪ 743 00:36:12,083 --> 00:36:16,375 ♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES IN BACKGROUND) 744 00:36:16,458 --> 00:36:19,750 ♪ (JOSH PLAYS DISCORDANT NOTES) ♪ 745 00:36:19,833 --> 00:36:22,875 ♪ But there's a full moon Rising ♪ 746 00:36:24,500 --> 00:36:28,416 ♪ Let's go dancing In the light... ♪ 747 00:36:33,833 --> 00:36:35,375 MARY LOUISE: Come on, everybody. 748 00:36:36,124 --> 00:36:37,249 Put it away, Max. 749 00:36:38,500 --> 00:36:39,583 Come. 750 00:36:42,500 --> 00:36:46,249 This looks so delicious. Thank you, Mary Louise. 751 00:36:46,333 --> 00:36:48,708 MAX: I thought we were having KFC. 752 00:36:48,792 --> 00:36:52,458 Well, one cannot survive on fast food every night. 753 00:36:52,541 --> 00:36:54,375 (CHUCKLING) We don't have it every night. 754 00:36:54,458 --> 00:36:55,792 MARY LOUISE: You know that they-- 755 00:36:55,875 --> 00:36:58,875 they ban these insidious fast food institutions 756 00:36:58,958 --> 00:37:01,208 from some parts of San Francisco. 757 00:37:01,291 --> 00:37:04,999 Do you remember when we walked across the Golden Gate Bridge? 758 00:37:05,083 --> 00:37:06,375 It's red. 759 00:37:06,458 --> 00:37:08,500 (CHUCKLES) You're right, it is red. 760 00:37:08,583 --> 00:37:09,875 (LAUGHS) 761 00:37:09,958 --> 00:37:11,999 Oh, and Dad said he was going to swim to Alcatraz. 762 00:37:12,083 --> 00:37:13,500 (LAUGHS) Oh, yeah. 763 00:37:13,583 --> 00:37:16,083 Sharks would have eaten him, stupid. 764 00:37:16,166 --> 00:37:17,917 No, they wouldn't, idiot. 765 00:37:17,999 --> 00:37:19,208 (SCOFFS) 766 00:37:19,291 --> 00:37:20,625 -CELESTE: Hey! Hey! -Ow! 767 00:37:20,708 --> 00:37:23,541 You could hurt him! What's wrong with you? 768 00:37:23,625 --> 00:37:25,124 I barely touched him. 769 00:37:25,208 --> 00:37:29,625 You stuck him with a fork, Josh. That is unacceptable. 770 00:37:29,708 --> 00:37:31,416 For God's sake. 771 00:37:31,500 --> 00:37:33,833 ♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES QUIETLY) ♪ 772 00:37:36,249 --> 00:37:37,333 I miss Dad. 773 00:37:39,375 --> 00:37:42,333 I know, baby. I know you do. 774 00:37:44,667 --> 00:37:46,541 We all do. 775 00:37:46,625 --> 00:37:48,958 We've still got some recovery ahead of us. 776 00:37:49,041 --> 00:37:52,667 Well, they're grieving, Celeste. 777 00:37:52,750 --> 00:37:56,208 Their father's death is not... (CLEARS THROAT) 778 00:37:56,291 --> 00:37:59,291 something to be recovered from like a cold. 779 00:37:59,375 --> 00:38:02,750 You know, your daddy was the most amazing man, 780 00:38:02,833 --> 00:38:05,708 and you were so lucky to have him. 781 00:38:05,792 --> 00:38:10,208 And it's very unfair and wrong that he died. 782 00:38:10,291 --> 00:38:13,792 And you still feel angry about it, don't you? 783 00:38:13,875 --> 00:38:17,500 I mean, you feel angry that the other kids have their dads. 784 00:38:17,583 --> 00:38:19,375 You don't. 785 00:38:19,458 --> 00:38:22,333 You know, the other day, I was with some friends, 786 00:38:22,416 --> 00:38:26,875 and, um, their sons were not a patch on your dad. 787 00:38:26,958 --> 00:38:28,541 (LAUGHS) Not a patch. 788 00:38:30,083 --> 00:38:33,333 Just-- I felt so angry. (YELLING) Angry! 789 00:38:33,416 --> 00:38:36,667 (QUIETLY) You know, that their mediocre, 790 00:38:36,750 --> 00:38:39,124 spindly, pudgy, balding, 791 00:38:39,208 --> 00:38:42,166 middle-management sons-- still alive-- 792 00:38:42,249 --> 00:38:46,083 and my Perry... (WHISPERING) My Perry... 793 00:38:46,166 --> 00:38:49,249 I just-- felt just-- I wanted to scream. 794 00:38:50,792 --> 00:38:51,958 So you know what I did? 795 00:38:52,041 --> 00:38:53,833 -MAX: What? -I did scream. 796 00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:57,333 Wanna hear? 797 00:38:57,416 --> 00:38:59,083 MARY LOUISE: (CHUCKLES) Okay. 798 00:39:03,458 --> 00:39:05,667 (SCREAMS) 799 00:39:05,750 --> 00:39:07,750 Oh! 800 00:39:07,833 --> 00:39:10,708 Oh! Mary Louise! Mary Louise! Mary Louise, please. 801 00:39:10,792 --> 00:39:13,291 What, my grief is too loud for you? 802 00:39:13,375 --> 00:39:15,375 -Oh, Celeste. -Just-- Just-- The boys! 803 00:39:15,458 --> 00:39:17,249 MARY LOUISE: I should be more discrete. 804 00:39:17,333 --> 00:39:18,583 We should scream. 805 00:39:18,667 --> 00:39:21,625 We should scream and beat our breasts 806 00:39:21,708 --> 00:39:25,083 and-- and tear our hair. Don't you feel angry? 807 00:39:26,917 --> 00:39:27,958 N-- 808 00:39:28,041 --> 00:39:29,375 MARY LOUISE: You don't? 809 00:39:37,083 --> 00:39:38,166 I'm sorry. 810 00:39:39,792 --> 00:39:41,291 (SIGHS) 811 00:39:41,375 --> 00:39:45,833 (SOBS) I feel so, so alone. (CLEARS THROAT) 812 00:39:50,917 --> 00:39:53,458 ♪ ("ALL APOLOGIES" COVER VERSION BY SINÉAD O'CONNOR PLAYS) ♪ 813 00:39:53,541 --> 00:39:58,249 ♪ In the sun I feel as one ♪ 814 00:39:58,333 --> 00:40:00,667 ♪ In the sun ♪ 815 00:40:00,750 --> 00:40:02,583 ♪ In the sun ♪ 816 00:40:04,166 --> 00:40:06,541 ♪ I'm married ♪ 817 00:40:06,625 --> 00:40:08,500 ♪ Married ♪ 818 00:40:09,249 --> 00:40:11,083 ♪ Buried ♪ 819 00:40:32,750 --> 00:40:35,166 (DISTANT WALKIE-TALKIE CHATTER) 820 00:40:40,291 --> 00:40:42,541 We were like animals. We-- We had to save her. 821 00:40:42,625 --> 00:40:45,917 We-- It was like every instinct inside of me 822 00:40:45,999 --> 00:40:47,583 told me that she was-- 823 00:40:47,667 --> 00:40:50,999 he was gonna kill her if we didn't help her. 824 00:40:51,083 --> 00:40:52,958 And, um... 825 00:40:53,041 --> 00:40:57,416 I thought he was gonna crush her or kick her ribs in or... 826 00:40:57,500 --> 00:40:59,124 I didn't know what he was gonna do. 827 00:40:59,208 --> 00:41:04,333 And then, he-- Renata or... me, we grabbed him, and then, um... 828 00:41:04,416 --> 00:41:06,333 then he grabbed Jane by the neck. 829 00:41:08,291 --> 00:41:09,375 Yeah, um.... 830 00:41:12,708 --> 00:41:14,291 (SNIFFS, SIGHS) 831 00:41:14,375 --> 00:41:15,541 I'm sorry. 832 00:41:17,541 --> 00:41:18,583 (SIGHS) 833 00:41:30,208 --> 00:41:31,333 In your own time... 834 00:41:33,249 --> 00:41:34,375 take a good look. 835 00:41:39,500 --> 00:41:41,375 ♪ (SINISTER MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 836 00:41:45,083 --> 00:41:46,333 (YELLS) No! 837 00:41:46,416 --> 00:41:48,208 Fucking kill you! 838 00:41:48,750 --> 00:41:50,375 No! 839 00:41:50,458 --> 00:41:52,375 -(PANTING) -MARY LOUISE: Are you all right? 840 00:41:52,458 --> 00:41:53,541 Celeste? 841 00:41:54,708 --> 00:41:55,750 You all right? 842 00:41:57,458 --> 00:41:58,583 You all right, dear? 843 00:42:00,041 --> 00:42:01,583 -Yeah. -Another nightmare? 844 00:42:03,041 --> 00:42:04,083 Yes? 845 00:42:13,291 --> 00:42:14,958 -It's all right. -(SIGHS) 846 00:42:15,041 --> 00:42:16,500 MARY LOUISE: It's all right. 847 00:42:16,583 --> 00:42:19,541 -CELESTE: I'm sorry. -It's all right. 848 00:42:23,124 --> 00:42:24,249 So... 849 00:42:25,583 --> 00:42:27,541 who are we planning to kill? 850 00:42:27,625 --> 00:42:31,458 ♪ ("THE FADE OUT LINE" BY PHOEBE KILLDEER AND THE SHORT STRAWS PLAYS) ♪ 851 00:42:37,792 --> 00:42:39,750 ♪ It's everywhere I look ♪ 852 00:42:39,833 --> 00:42:42,333 ♪ From Las Vegas to right here 853 00:42:42,416 --> 00:42:46,750 ♪ Under your dresser Right by your ear ♪ 854 00:42:46,833 --> 00:42:51,333 ♪ It's creeping in sweetly It's definitely here ♪ 855 00:42:51,416 --> 00:42:56,083 ♪ There's nothing more deadly Than slow growing fear ♪ 856 00:42:56,166 --> 00:43:00,625 ♪ Life was full and fruitful an You could a take a real bite ♪ 857 00:43:00,708 --> 00:43:03,041 ♪ The juice pouring Well over you ♪ 858 00:43:03,124 --> 00:43:05,208 ♪ Skin's delight ♪ 859 00:43:05,291 --> 00:43:09,667 ♪ But the shadow it grows And takes the depth away ♪ 860 00:43:09,750 --> 00:43:14,249 ♪ Leaving broken down pieces To this priceless ballet ♪ 861 00:43:14,333 --> 00:43:18,999 ♪ The shallower it grows The shallower it grows ♪ 862 00:43:19,083 --> 00:43:23,416 ♪ The fainter we go Into the fade out line ♪ 863 00:43:23,500 --> 00:43:28,124 ♪ The shallower it grows The shallower it grows ♪ 864 00:43:28,208 --> 00:43:32,750 ♪ The fainter we go Into the fade out line ♪ 865 00:43:32,833 --> 00:43:34,708 ♪ Did we build All those bridges ♪ 866 00:43:34,792 --> 00:43:37,333 ♪ To watch them thin down To dust? ♪ 867 00:43:37,416 --> 00:43:42,041 ♪ Or blow them voluntarily Out of constant trust ♪ 868 00:43:42,124 --> 00:43:46,500 ♪ The clock is ticking Its last couple of tocks ♪ 869 00:43:46,583 --> 00:43:51,083 ♪ And there won't be a party With weathering frocks ♪ 870 00:43:51,166 --> 00:43:55,792 ♪ The shallower it grows The shallower it grows ♪ 871 00:43:55,875 --> 00:44:00,291 ♪ The fainter we go Into the fade out line ♪ 872 00:44:00,375 --> 00:44:04,958 ♪ The shallower it grows The shallower it grows ♪ 873 00:44:05,041 --> 00:44:09,625 ♪ The fainter we go Into the fade out line ♪ 874 00:44:09,708 --> 00:44:11,833 ♪ Heading deep down ♪ 875 00:44:11,917 --> 00:44:15,166 ♪ We're sliding Without noticing ♪ 876 00:44:15,249 --> 00:44:16,875 ♪ Our own decline ♪ 877 00:44:19,375 --> 00:44:21,041 ♪ Heading deep down ♪ 878 00:44:21,124 --> 00:44:26,041 ♪ We're hanging onto Sweet nothings left behind ♪ 879 00:44:30,917 --> 00:44:33,083 ♪ Deeper down ♪ 880 00:44:35,124 --> 00:44:37,458 ♪ We're all going down ♪ 881 00:44:39,458 --> 00:44:42,458 ♪ Down, deeper down, yeah ♪ 882 00:44:46,500 --> 00:44:50,375 ♪ We are all plunging straight Towards our own decline ♪ 883 00:44:50,458 --> 00:44:54,999 ♪ Without noticing we slide dow Deeper down ♪ 884 00:44:55,083 --> 00:44:59,458 ♪ The shadow grows Without ever slowing down ♪ 885 00:44:59,541 --> 00:45:04,667 ♪ We are heading straight Into the fade out line ♪ 886 00:45:04,750 --> 00:45:09,500 ♪ The shallower it grows The shallower it grows ♪ 887 00:45:09,583 --> 00:45:13,958 ♪ The fainter we go Into the fade out line ♪ 888 00:45:14,041 --> 00:45:18,541 ♪ The shallower it grows The shallower it grows ♪ 889 00:45:18,625 --> 00:45:23,124 ♪ The fainter we go Into the fade out line ♪ 890 00:45:23,208 --> 00:45:27,750 ♪ The shallower it grows The shallower it grows ♪ 891 00:45:27,833 --> 00:45:32,375 ♪ The fainter we go Into the fade out line ♪ 892 00:45:32,458 --> 00:45:37,041 ♪ The shallower it grows The shallower it grows ♪ 893 00:45:37,124 --> 00:45:41,625 ♪ The fainter we go Into the fade out line ♪ 894 00:45:41,708 --> 00:45:46,208 ♪ The shallower it grows The shallower it grows ♪ 895 00:45:46,291 --> 00:45:50,416 ♪ The fainter we go Into the fade out line... ♪