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♪ Time breathed slower ♪
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♪ When we were younger ♪
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♪ And now it's racing so fast... ♪
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What are you doing?
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Violet Markey?
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Oh, my God.
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Please go.
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- Well, I don't think that's very...
- Just go!
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What are you doing?
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I asked you first.
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This is higher than I thought.
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Hey.
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Hey, look.
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Look what I can do.
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Stop. Stop!
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Hey, Violet.
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Hey. Do you have plans this weekend?
My parents are gonna be out of town.
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I was thinking about having a party
or something.
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Violet?
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You OK?
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How's everything going?
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"Everything" is a really big word.
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- Let's start with...
- Do you mean physically?
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Emotionally?
Those both could encompass "everything."
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Or is "everything" encompassed
by both things?
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Are you feeling overwhelmed by anything?
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If "everything" is encompassed
by both things,
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are they a part of our reality,
or are they somewhere else?
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This isn't funny, Theodore.
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Finch.
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I need you
to take these meetings seriously.
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I get it.
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OK, do you "get"
that you're on probation,
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and in danger of not graduating?
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You've already missed
two weeks of school this year.
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Yeah, um...
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- my grandma...
- Stop one second.
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I just wanna clarify real quickly.
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Is this the grandma who's died four times
over the past three years?
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Five times, actually.
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This is the fifth.
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She's our miracle.
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I really wanna help you,
but you've gotta take this seriously.
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I mean, you agreed to these terms,
these weekly counseling sessions,
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maintaining a B-average,
extracurricular participation.
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And I am loving pottery.
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Come on, man.
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Look, I get it.
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If I screw anything up, I'm out.
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We're not askin' a lot of you, Finch.
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You just need to show up.
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My parents are pissed
because I missed early admissions,
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but it's not like that matters, anyway.
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I mean, I know I'm gonna get in.
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Did you apply anywhere yet?
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- Hey.
- Hi.
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So, you going to Amanda's party?
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It'll be fun.
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So I've heard.
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It couldn't hurt
to have a little fun, right?
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Yo, do you think it'd be weird
if I named my kid after a famous person?
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Like, if I named him Danny DeVito Donahue,
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do you...
do you think he'd be mad about it?
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Is "DeVito" the middle name?
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Yeah.
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Follow-up question:
how high are you right now?
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On the scale,
I'd probably say very... this way.
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- On the scale...
- Yeah?
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What are you looking at?
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Just admiring the social norms
of teenage angst.
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- Are you looking at Violet Markey?
- Yep.
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Her, um...
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her sister died, right?
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Yeah, dude.
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Hm.
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Why ask about her all of a sudden?
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I'm intrigued.
A guy can't be intrigued?
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Well, a guy can be intrigued.
You being intrigued is weird.
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- Definitely weird.
- No, I don't think it's weird.
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I wouldn't say "weird."
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Wait, if you don't think you're weird,
well...
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- Yeah, that's true. Very true.
- She has a point.
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- Your guidance counselor called.
- Embryo?
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What?
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His name's Embry. I call him Embryo.
It's the little things, Kate.
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Did you do something
I should be worried about?
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I'm genuinely offended
by that supposition.
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- Finch.
- No.
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It's fine. I'll deal with it.
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- I hate when you say that.
- Why?
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Because what you really mean is
that I'm gonna have to deal with it.
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Did you cut class again?
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No! For fuck's sake,
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just go hang out with Tina
or whatever it is you do.
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I'm fine.
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OK. I'm gonna be home late.
There's food in the fridge.
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- Mm-hmm.
- Real food, Finch.
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Where's Mom?
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She had to go to Chicago for business.
Remember?
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- Oh, yeah, right. Cool.
- Love you.
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Hey.
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- Love you.
- Love you.
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No more cheese, Finch!
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I'm gonna get the dessert.
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Your mother and I know
that today couldn't have been easy.
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And it wasn't easy for us either.
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If you need to talk about it...
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I thought this would be nice.
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I've been making it for 19 years.
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As some of you
will be graduating
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and leaving us at the end of the year,
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I feel an obligation to make sure
you see the wondrous sights of Indiana
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while you can.
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To wander them, if you will.
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For your class project, you must report
on two or more wonders of Indiana.
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You will write about them,
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explain their significance
to you and to Indiana,
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and why you chose to visit them.
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I want you to take time
on this assignment.
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Be thoughtful.
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OK.
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What just happened?
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That was so weird.
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- What?
- All right, settle.
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Violet, are you OK?
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All right, let's take our seats.
Let's focus up.
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If you're done, Mr. Finch?
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Yes, I am done, and can I just say you
are doing a fine job teaching this class.
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My young brain is plump with knowledge.
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- Thank you, Mr. Finch.
- You're welcome.
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As I was saying,
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you'll be taking photos,
doing some drawings, capturing detail.
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You will be doing this in teams of two.
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Can we choose our partners?
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Yes, Mr. Finch.
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Hey.
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So, um...
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do you think that there's such a thing
as a perfect day?
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I'm the last person you should be asking.
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For my geography class,
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this teacher wants us to do this project
with a partner,
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and I just don't wanna do it.
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Well, did you ask
for an alternate project?
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Yeah, he just... he wouldn't listen.
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Well, maybe it's time
to get back out there.
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That's the same thing he said.
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I know it's hard.
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- But you just don't go out anymore.
- That's not true.
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When's the last time you hung out
with your friends?
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I think it would be really good
if you'd spend some time with them.
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So, if I hung out with my friends,
you'd get me outta this assignment?
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♪ Speedy, speedy, slow down time
Gas station is running dry ♪
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♪ Mm-hmm, eh eh, mm-hmm ♪
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♪ Sweaty, sweaty, wonder why
Now it's always summer time ♪
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Violet!
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- You came.
- I did.
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- Hey.
- Hi.
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- I'm gonna get a drink. Do you want one?
- I'm good.
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Come on, babe.
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OK.
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Yeah...
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Hey.
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That's a heavy pour.
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You know me. I love to rage.
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So, you wanna go out back?
Talk a little?
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I think I'm gonna leave pretty soon,
actually.
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Really? But... I mean, I just got here.
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It's just all a little much, you know?
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How much longer
are you gonna act like this?
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It's been months.
When are you gonna just...
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Nice.
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Violet, you know
I didn't mean it like that. Just...
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Violet Markey,
if you're seeing this, you're still alive.
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Please call to confirm.
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765-276-8504.
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♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪
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♪ What's going on
Inside that pretty head? ♪
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♪ I met you standing on a ledge ♪
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♪ Why don't you come talk to me instead? ♪
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Theodore Finch speaking.
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Take it down now.
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The video will self-destruct
in three, two...
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...please refresh.
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Why would you do that?
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I wanna talk about the bridge.
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"I feel we can't go through
another of those terrible times."
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One morning barely qualifies
as a terrible time.
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It's a quote.
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Virginia Woolf.
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OK.
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Can I come over?
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Now?
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Yeah.
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So...
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I Googled you.
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You Googled me?
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Yeah, what's with that...
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the website that you have
with your sister?
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Had.
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I read some of your stuff.
It's really good.
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I don't write anymore.
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So, you moved here from California.
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How was that?
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California to Indiana?
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Must've been different.
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Yeah.
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I didn't know that it happened there.
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At the bridge.
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I'm not, you know...
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Suicidal?
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You can say it.
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Well, I'm not.
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Whatever you are, I saved your life.
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No, you didn't.
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You're making a big deal out of nothing.
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Mm... kinda looked like somethin'.
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What do you want from me?
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I was just thinkin' that
we should be partners.
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For the wandering project.
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I think it would be good for you
to get out.
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Maybe I don't wanna get out.
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Maybe I'm sick of people.
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Yeah, people are stupid.
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But the tiniest few
might actually mean well.
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Why do you wanna do this with me, anyway?
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Because there are places
that need to be seen.
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Maybe even the smallest of places
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can mean something.
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At the very least,
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maybe they can mean something to us.
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Not an "us."
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Maybe they can mean something
to you and me.
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Jesus, they call me anti-social.
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Two wanders. That's all.
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We can do more if you end up loving it.
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I won't.
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You might.
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No, I won't.
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Oh, I found another quote for you.
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"I feel a thousand capacities
spring up in me."
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The Waves. It's from The Waves.
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You've got at least
a thousand capacities in you.
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Even if you don't think so.
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You can keep that one.
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You know people call you
"The Freak," right?
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Yeah.
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Sometimes I say and do things
without thinking, and...
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people don't like that,
people like labels.
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They like putting you in a box.
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They want you to be
who they want you to be.
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People don't like messy.
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Or different.
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My parents are calling Hudson
to get me outta the project,
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so you need to find another partner.
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OK.
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Good night, Violet Markey.
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Good night...
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Theodore Finch.
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Hey. Hey!
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Violet.
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Hey, where you going?
262
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Home.
263
00:22:12,708 --> 00:22:14,083
How'd it go with Hudson?
264
00:22:15,833 --> 00:22:16,833
Not great.
265
00:22:17,458 --> 00:22:18,458
Yeah.
266
00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:21,541
He feels pretty strongly
about participation.
267
00:22:28,416 --> 00:22:29,416
OK...
268
00:22:32,166 --> 00:22:33,541
but no cars.
269
00:22:34,958 --> 00:22:36,125
Come again?
270
00:22:36,208 --> 00:22:37,583
If you wanna do this with me,
271
00:22:37,666 --> 00:22:40,958
you have to figure out another way
because I'm not getting in a car.
272
00:23:09,041 --> 00:23:10,500
Can I ask you a question?
273
00:23:11,791 --> 00:23:14,000
Where would you go
if you could go anywhere?
274
00:23:15,916 --> 00:23:19,041
- California.
- But you've already been there.
275
00:23:20,791 --> 00:23:21,791
Yeah.
276
00:23:22,416 --> 00:23:24,791
It's warm and it never snows.
277
00:23:26,791 --> 00:23:30,000
Don't you wanna know where I'd go
if I could go anywhere?
278
00:23:31,333 --> 00:23:34,083
Where would you go
if you could go anywhere?
279
00:23:34,791 --> 00:23:38,333
I'd go to a place
no one's ever been before.
280
00:23:38,958 --> 00:23:40,208
Undiscovered.
281
00:23:40,291 --> 00:23:41,291
Untouched.
282
00:23:42,375 --> 00:23:44,583
You could come... if you want.
283
00:23:56,500 --> 00:23:57,541
That's it?
284
00:24:04,083 --> 00:24:05,583
Get on up here, Ultraviolet.
285
00:24:05,666 --> 00:24:06,666
No.
286
00:24:06,958 --> 00:24:08,125
Come on.
287
00:24:09,125 --> 00:24:10,958
Come on. The view is incredible.
288
00:24:15,333 --> 00:24:16,333
Come on.
289
00:24:28,541 --> 00:24:30,833
So, what do we think?
290
00:24:31,666 --> 00:24:33,500
The highest point in Indiana.
291
00:24:35,583 --> 00:24:39,666
I think if I were here for literally any
other reason than why you and I are here,
292
00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:40,833
I'd be pissed.
293
00:24:42,166 --> 00:24:45,083
Oh, wow. Is that a sense of humor
you're hiding in there?
294
00:24:45,166 --> 00:24:46,375
Hm.
295
00:24:48,833 --> 00:24:51,750
This is the lamest thing
I think I've ever seen.
296
00:25:03,708 --> 00:25:06,750
It's OK, you know?
You're not going to hell for laughing.
297
00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:12,041
It's pretty lame.
298
00:25:16,791 --> 00:25:18,416
It was my sister's birthday.
299
00:25:21,333 --> 00:25:22,791
She would've been 19.
300
00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:26,958
That's why I was at the bridge.
301
00:25:33,791 --> 00:25:34,958
Why were you there?
302
00:25:38,750 --> 00:25:39,916
I like to run.
303
00:25:43,083 --> 00:25:44,833
It's pretty early to run.
304
00:25:44,916 --> 00:25:45,916
Yeah.
305
00:25:50,916 --> 00:25:51,916
Let's jump.
306
00:25:54,333 --> 00:25:55,333
You with me?
307
00:25:59,291 --> 00:26:00,458
All right, on three.
308
00:26:02,041 --> 00:26:03,125
You gotta get ready.
309
00:26:03,208 --> 00:26:04,583
One... there it is,
310
00:26:04,666 --> 00:26:05,666
two,
311
00:26:06,416 --> 00:26:07,416
three.
312
00:26:10,708 --> 00:26:11,875
Wow.
313
00:26:12,500 --> 00:26:13,500
All right.
314
00:26:15,625 --> 00:26:18,125
These are the things we leave behind.
315
00:26:18,875 --> 00:26:19,875
Pick one.
316
00:26:22,916 --> 00:26:24,083
Not that one.
317
00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:26,958
Yeah. That's a good choice.
318
00:26:43,166 --> 00:26:45,166
- What?
- You didn't know?
319
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,083
This is a motherfucking staring contest.
320
00:26:49,416 --> 00:26:50,583
You can't be serious.
321
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:52,833
Look at my face. I'm really serious.
322
00:26:54,791 --> 00:26:55,791
Fine.
323
00:26:56,708 --> 00:26:58,000
I'm very competitive.
324
00:26:58,083 --> 00:26:59,083
Me too.
325
00:27:45,333 --> 00:27:47,083
I'm staying over at Tina's tonight.
326
00:27:48,291 --> 00:27:49,291
OK.
327
00:27:50,958 --> 00:27:51,958
"OK"?
328
00:27:53,208 --> 00:27:54,208
Yeah.
329
00:27:56,500 --> 00:27:58,125
Usually, that incites a diatribe
330
00:27:58,208 --> 00:28:00,708
- about how Tina's an asshole...
- "Diatribe." Good word.
331
00:28:00,791 --> 00:28:02,833
...and how I shouldn't spend
so much time with her.
332
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:07,083
Yeah, well, it appears that
my many rantings on this topic
333
00:28:07,166 --> 00:28:10,083
have stuck with you,
and I don't have to preach anymore.
334
00:28:10,791 --> 00:28:12,041
What's going on with you?
335
00:28:13,875 --> 00:28:14,875
Nothing.
336
00:28:16,250 --> 00:28:17,375
You seem, like...
337
00:28:18,833 --> 00:28:19,833
goofy.
338
00:28:23,750 --> 00:28:24,916
You're goofy.
339
00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:05,416
"I feel we can't go through
another of those terrible times."
340
00:29:24,250 --> 00:29:27,083
"Why are women
so much more interesting to men
341
00:29:27,166 --> 00:29:28,500
than men are to women?"
342
00:29:43,208 --> 00:29:47,083
"My own brain is, to me,
the most unaccountable of machinery,
343
00:29:47,166 --> 00:29:50,916
always buzzing, humming,
soaring, roaring, diving,
344
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:52,333
and then buried in mud.
345
00:29:53,083 --> 00:29:54,250
And why?
346
00:29:54,333 --> 00:29:55,958
What's this passion for?"
347
00:30:08,625 --> 00:30:11,291
"If you do not tell the truth
about yourself,
348
00:30:11,625 --> 00:30:14,166
you cannot tell it about other people."
349
00:33:34,083 --> 00:33:35,583
Tell me about Eleanor.
350
00:33:42,500 --> 00:33:44,833
She was bossy... like you.
351
00:33:47,125 --> 00:33:48,333
I like her already.
352
00:33:52,250 --> 00:33:53,708
She hated reading.
353
00:33:56,666 --> 00:33:58,625
She only liked this Italian poet,
354
00:33:59,875 --> 00:34:01,333
Cesare Pavese.
355
00:34:02,583 --> 00:34:07,166
He said, "We do not remember days,
we remember moments."
356
00:34:10,250 --> 00:34:12,041
Any time I was having a bad day,
357
00:34:13,583 --> 00:34:15,208
she always said that.
358
00:34:15,291 --> 00:34:17,500
Like it was supposed to fix something.
359
00:34:18,625 --> 00:34:19,625
Did it?
360
00:34:21,750 --> 00:34:22,750
Yeah.
361
00:34:23,666 --> 00:34:24,666
It did.
362
00:34:27,666 --> 00:34:28,666
What else?
363
00:34:34,291 --> 00:34:35,750
She was my best friend.
364
00:34:42,083 --> 00:34:43,375
"Eleanor Markey.
365
00:34:44,625 --> 00:34:45,708
Sister...
366
00:34:47,250 --> 00:34:48,250
best friend."
367
00:34:52,250 --> 00:34:53,625
That's a pretty good epitaph.
368
00:34:57,625 --> 00:34:58,750
What would yours be?
369
00:35:02,958 --> 00:35:04,166
"Violet Markey.
370
00:35:06,583 --> 00:35:07,583
I was here."
371
00:35:11,916 --> 00:35:14,708
Yeah, I'm gonna have to steal that one
from you.
372
00:35:23,625 --> 00:35:25,000
You making pancakes?
373
00:35:25,791 --> 00:35:26,916
Yeah.
374
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:28,708
- Blueberry pancakes?
- Yup.
375
00:35:30,583 --> 00:35:31,875
Lookin' pretty good.
376
00:35:33,500 --> 00:35:35,392
- Wanna flip 'em?
- Yeah, are they ready?
377
00:35:35,416 --> 00:35:37,708
- Yeah. Well, give it a...
- Almost ready.
378
00:35:38,750 --> 00:35:40,458
- These look pretty good.
- Yeah.
379
00:35:42,333 --> 00:35:43,333
OK.
380
00:35:44,666 --> 00:35:46,892
There we go. That one's good.
381
00:35:46,916 --> 00:35:49,197
Yeah, there you go. Golden brown
382
00:35:56,583 --> 00:35:58,375
- Hey.
- Hi.
383
00:35:58,458 --> 00:35:59,833
Where've you been?
384
00:36:00,708 --> 00:36:03,375
You're not mad that
I'm doing that project with Roamer, right?
385
00:36:03,833 --> 00:36:04,666
No.
386
00:36:04,750 --> 00:36:06,875
OK, cool.
'Cause it's, like, it's not a thing.
387
00:36:06,958 --> 00:36:09,083
No, it's fine. I'm doing it with Finch.
388
00:36:09,625 --> 00:36:10,625
With Finch?
389
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:12,000
Yeah.
390
00:36:13,708 --> 00:36:16,625
You know that he's, like, kinda dangerous?
391
00:36:17,708 --> 00:36:18,916
No, he's not.
392
00:36:20,083 --> 00:36:22,541
He freaked out last year
and threw a chair at Roamer,
393
00:36:22,625 --> 00:36:24,375
like, in the middle of class.
394
00:36:25,666 --> 00:36:26,666
He did?
395
00:36:27,583 --> 00:36:31,416
Yeah, like, Roamer was fine,
but he's seriously fucked up.
396
00:36:43,958 --> 00:36:49,750
So, I was thinking we should check out
the Shoe Tree or the abandoned drive-in,
397
00:36:49,833 --> 00:36:52,125
depending on whatever you're feeling.
398
00:36:54,125 --> 00:36:55,291
What is this?
399
00:36:55,708 --> 00:36:57,916
That's a reminder that sooner or later,
400
00:36:58,291 --> 00:37:00,691
you're gonna have to get back
into the world all by yourself.
401
00:37:01,083 --> 00:37:02,875
But I'm happy pushing you for now.
402
00:37:04,958 --> 00:37:08,041
Well, I said
I was only gonna do two, so...
403
00:37:12,166 --> 00:37:14,083
I prefer Private Violet to...
404
00:37:14,875 --> 00:37:15,875
Public Violet.
405
00:37:15,958 --> 00:37:17,250
Can you put her on?
406
00:37:17,333 --> 00:37:18,333
I'll wait.
407
00:37:18,500 --> 00:37:20,333
Maybe you should
give her some space.
408
00:37:22,625 --> 00:37:25,125
Nice sweater. What's that, a cotton blend?
409
00:37:26,875 --> 00:37:30,458
People think this whole "freak" thing
is an act. I know it's real.
410
00:37:33,958 --> 00:37:35,000
Of course it is.
411
00:37:42,166 --> 00:37:43,208
How are things?
412
00:37:44,041 --> 00:37:46,625
Just your average teenage melodrama.
413
00:37:47,625 --> 00:37:49,708
Come on. You gotta give me more than that.
414
00:37:51,750 --> 00:37:53,875
People are always telling me what I am.
415
00:37:54,458 --> 00:37:55,458
A freak.
416
00:37:56,375 --> 00:37:57,375
I get it.
417
00:37:58,000 --> 00:38:00,333
Doesn't mean
it doesn't piss me off sometimes.
418
00:38:00,416 --> 00:38:02,250
Well, that must be hard.
419
00:38:08,916 --> 00:38:09,916
Come on, man.
420
00:38:10,458 --> 00:38:12,458
Come on. Help me out here.
Come on. Help me out.
421
00:38:18,583 --> 00:38:20,458
Maybe if...
422
00:38:21,333 --> 00:38:22,958
you got a fainting couch,
423
00:38:23,916 --> 00:38:25,625
you could put it right over there.
424
00:38:25,708 --> 00:38:28,625
It would really give me the mise en scène
that I was looking for.
425
00:38:29,291 --> 00:38:30,625
Tie the whole room together.
426
00:38:30,708 --> 00:38:33,250
Did you look into that support group
I told you to check out?
427
00:38:33,333 --> 00:38:35,708
I might've lost the info on that one.
428
00:38:35,791 --> 00:38:38,208
Come on, Theodore. It's a small ask, man.
429
00:38:39,291 --> 00:38:43,666
All right. It's Mondays
after school at First Congregational.
430
00:38:44,125 --> 00:38:46,416
- It's called Fresh Approach...
- Ooh!
431
00:38:46,500 --> 00:38:48,041
...and it is confidential,
432
00:38:48,458 --> 00:38:52,291
so you can say whatever you want
about anything that's bothering you.
433
00:38:53,250 --> 00:38:56,875
It is a safe space, Finch.
434
00:38:57,333 --> 00:38:58,833
I want you to think about it.
435
00:39:05,166 --> 00:39:07,000
What now? Now what are we doing? What?
436
00:39:07,083 --> 00:39:08,375
What's happenin'?
437
00:39:08,458 --> 00:39:09,500
Is this a knock-off?
438
00:39:09,583 --> 00:39:10,916
The Post-it?
439
00:39:11,541 --> 00:39:13,625
- This is off-brand.
- Please leave now.
440
00:39:29,125 --> 00:39:31,000
♪ Hey, heart, on the road again ♪
441
00:39:31,666 --> 00:39:33,500
♪ Movin' on ♪
442
00:39:34,416 --> 00:39:35,500
♪ Forward ♪
443
00:39:36,333 --> 00:39:38,791
♪ Sticks and stones won't break bones ♪
444
00:39:38,875 --> 00:39:42,458
♪ We're in the car on the highway ♪
445
00:39:43,666 --> 00:39:47,875
♪ It's a magical feeling
That no one's got a hold ♪
446
00:39:51,250 --> 00:39:54,625
♪ You're a catalyst
To your own happiness you know... ♪
447
00:39:54,708 --> 00:39:56,250
What are you looking at?
448
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:00,541
There's a kid on my lawn.
449
00:40:04,583 --> 00:40:08,125
♪ And it's your heart, it's alive ♪
450
00:40:08,208 --> 00:40:10,333
♪ It's pumping blood ♪
451
00:40:11,041 --> 00:40:13,541
♪ And the whole wide world is whistling ♪
452
00:40:20,541 --> 00:40:23,541
♪ Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh ♪
453
00:40:26,875 --> 00:40:28,041
Wake up.
454
00:40:31,125 --> 00:40:32,125
Hey.
455
00:40:32,833 --> 00:40:34,250
Did you sleep out here?
456
00:40:35,750 --> 00:40:36,750
Yeah.
457
00:40:40,458 --> 00:40:43,250
I know you said that you were done,
458
00:40:43,875 --> 00:40:45,916
but what if I told you
459
00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:49,041
that I found the best wander
in the state of Indiana,
460
00:40:49,125 --> 00:40:51,208
possibly the world, but...
461
00:40:53,125 --> 00:40:54,500
it was 160 miles away?
462
00:40:55,375 --> 00:40:58,291
I'd say have fun,
and I can't wait to hear all about it.
463
00:40:58,833 --> 00:41:01,750
Come on! Just give it a chance.
464
00:41:01,833 --> 00:41:03,791
- At least sit inside.
- No, Finch.
465
00:41:03,875 --> 00:41:05,208
I'm not getting in a car!
466
00:41:05,291 --> 00:41:07,291
Look, here. I'll take the keys, and...
467
00:41:10,666 --> 00:41:14,083
I swear not to drive faster
than 30 miles per hour through town
468
00:41:14,166 --> 00:41:15,666
or 50 on the interstate.
469
00:41:16,625 --> 00:41:18,833
If at any time you wanna stop, we stop.
470
00:41:19,666 --> 00:41:21,625
You can't keep pushing people.
471
00:41:21,708 --> 00:41:25,833
You don't listen. We did it.
The project is over. This is over.
472
00:41:26,291 --> 00:41:28,791
You know this isn't
about a class assignment.
473
00:41:29,541 --> 00:41:33,208
This is about you being holed up
in your room or on your stupid bike,
474
00:41:33,291 --> 00:41:35,416
always circling
the same three-mile radius.
475
00:41:35,500 --> 00:41:38,416
And God forbid anyone risk upsetting
"Poor Violet," but...
476
00:41:39,500 --> 00:41:40,780
they're wrong.
477
00:41:42,500 --> 00:41:43,500
Violet.
478
00:41:43,916 --> 00:41:45,250
Is everything OK out here?
479
00:41:45,333 --> 00:41:46,666
- Fine.
- Hey.
480
00:41:46,750 --> 00:41:51,041
Sorry. Hey. Hi, I'm Theodore Finch.
Pleasure to meet you both.
481
00:41:51,125 --> 00:41:54,500
- Little early, don't you think, Theodore?
- Yes. Yes, it is early.
482
00:41:54,583 --> 00:41:56,000
That is a fair observation.
483
00:41:56,083 --> 00:41:58,916
But you see, I'm your daughter's partner
for the school project,
484
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,375
and we really need to get to this place.
485
00:42:03,291 --> 00:42:05,416
Basically, I need her to get into the car.
486
00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:06,625
That car.
487
00:42:07,625 --> 00:42:10,208
That is extremely safe, insured,
488
00:42:10,791 --> 00:42:14,208
with an experienced driver who hasn't
gotten so much as a speeding ticket.
489
00:42:14,291 --> 00:42:15,708
This is for a school project?
490
00:42:16,125 --> 00:42:17,958
Yes, sir. We're partners.
491
00:42:19,958 --> 00:42:23,583
Well, Theodore, I think
it's Violet's decision to make, but...
492
00:42:25,083 --> 00:42:26,583
maybe not a bad idea.
493
00:42:39,666 --> 00:42:41,375
You think she's coming back?
494
00:42:41,458 --> 00:42:44,083
Hey, your guess is as good as ours.
495
00:42:55,500 --> 00:42:56,500
Oh.
496
00:42:57,291 --> 00:42:58,541
No, wait. No.
497
00:43:02,250 --> 00:43:05,708
OK. If I were keys, where would I hide?
498
00:43:15,375 --> 00:43:16,833
How are we doin' over there?
499
00:43:16,916 --> 00:43:17,916
Fine.
500
00:43:18,416 --> 00:43:19,333
You sure?
501
00:43:19,416 --> 00:43:21,750
Just stop asking me.
You're making it worse.
502
00:43:22,541 --> 00:43:23,958
Talk about something else.
503
00:43:24,791 --> 00:43:26,875
Usually, that is my forte.
504
00:43:26,958 --> 00:43:29,125
But right now, I got nothin'.
505
00:43:33,083 --> 00:43:35,541
♪ ...build this thing together ♪
506
00:43:49,916 --> 00:43:51,166
It's a good song.
507
00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:46,083
I don't remember how fast we were going.
508
00:44:46,375 --> 00:44:48,250
It didn't seem fast.
509
00:44:55,666 --> 00:44:57,083
Then we were sliding...
510
00:45:03,708 --> 00:45:06,291
and Eleanor was saying, "I can't hold on."
511
00:45:10,666 --> 00:45:13,291
And then the car slammed into the bridge.
512
00:45:24,208 --> 00:45:25,541
I just remember the...
513
00:45:25,625 --> 00:45:27,625
the glass hitting my face
514
00:45:28,250 --> 00:45:29,750
and Eleanor screaming.
515
00:45:35,416 --> 00:45:36,416
Then...
516
00:45:37,375 --> 00:45:39,500
after that, it just all goes blank.
517
00:45:47,250 --> 00:45:49,166
When I woke up in the hospital,
518
00:45:51,333 --> 00:45:53,250
my mom told me she was gone.
519
00:46:00,958 --> 00:46:02,291
And that was it.
520
00:47:19,708 --> 00:47:21,291
Still mad you got in the car?
521
00:47:40,458 --> 00:47:42,875
- You really built this yourself?
- Yes, I did.
522
00:47:42,958 --> 00:47:43,958
That's impressive.
523
00:47:44,291 --> 00:47:46,791
- All right. Here we go.
- Let's do it.
524
00:47:46,958 --> 00:47:49,833
I'm gonna do it.
525
00:47:49,916 --> 00:47:51,556
Have a good one.
526
00:47:57,250 --> 00:47:58,833
I can see my house from here.
527
00:48:07,458 --> 00:48:08,458
Ah...
528
00:48:14,666 --> 00:48:17,541
Woo!
529
00:48:17,625 --> 00:48:18,625
Yeah!
530
00:48:19,041 --> 00:48:21,416
- That was amazing.
- Good job!
531
00:48:22,791 --> 00:48:24,125
Did it feel fast?
532
00:48:24,208 --> 00:48:27,416
Oh, yeah. It's just like the real thing.
533
00:48:27,750 --> 00:48:28,750
Are you ready?
534
00:48:30,125 --> 00:48:32,250
All right. Here we go. You ready?
535
00:48:32,333 --> 00:48:33,375
Oh, my God.
536
00:48:50,750 --> 00:48:52,375
Yes!
537
00:49:01,208 --> 00:49:02,750
Yeah!
538
00:49:02,833 --> 00:49:04,208
Yay!
539
00:49:05,875 --> 00:49:07,375
Oh, my God!
540
00:49:10,416 --> 00:49:11,833
I wanna go again.
541
00:49:12,875 --> 00:49:15,291
Ah!
542
00:49:33,958 --> 00:49:37,583
♪ When I was just a kid they said ♪
543
00:49:38,458 --> 00:49:41,708
♪ "Kid, don't you cry" ♪
544
00:49:42,625 --> 00:49:47,000
♪ I am older now, I say ♪
545
00:49:47,666 --> 00:49:50,458
♪ "It's all right" ♪
546
00:49:51,458 --> 00:49:55,583
♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪
547
00:49:56,416 --> 00:49:58,416
♪ Lesson learned ♪
548
00:50:00,166 --> 00:50:03,291
♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪
549
00:50:03,375 --> 00:50:07,875
♪ Are you too young to burn? ♪
550
00:50:07,958 --> 00:50:10,875
♪ Too young ♪
551
00:50:12,625 --> 00:50:17,083
♪ Too young to burn... ♪
552
00:50:17,833 --> 00:50:20,041
I got you somethin'. It's in the door.
553
00:50:24,291 --> 00:50:27,458
That, Ultraviolet, is a special place
554
00:50:27,541 --> 00:50:29,291
that I'm gonna take you to one day.
555
00:50:30,791 --> 00:50:31,791
Oh, yeah?
556
00:50:32,541 --> 00:50:35,833
Yeah, but you're gonna need
to start pullin' your weight, OK?
557
00:50:35,916 --> 00:50:36,958
I got you this...
558
00:50:37,541 --> 00:50:40,416
just in case you've forgotten
this is a school project,
559
00:50:41,083 --> 00:50:42,458
you have to write about it.
560
00:50:43,250 --> 00:50:44,291
Just me?
561
00:50:44,750 --> 00:50:45,916
You're the writer.
562
00:50:53,166 --> 00:50:54,666
"Wander number three..."
563
00:50:54,750 --> 00:50:56,500
No. You gotta start with Hoosier Hill.
564
00:50:56,583 --> 00:50:58,583
You know, you don't have to be so pushy.
565
00:50:58,666 --> 00:51:00,708
You say "pushy," and I hear, um...
566
00:51:01,208 --> 00:51:02,291
"assertive,"
567
00:51:02,750 --> 00:51:03,750
"bold,"
568
00:51:04,375 --> 00:51:05,375
"inspiring."
569
00:51:06,666 --> 00:51:08,791
Uh... relentless. Irritating.
570
00:51:09,291 --> 00:51:10,708
Arrogant.
571
00:51:11,000 --> 00:51:12,041
Sexy.
572
00:51:18,875 --> 00:51:20,666
It's nice to have a friend again.
573
00:51:27,416 --> 00:51:29,083
Don't let that go to your head.
574
00:51:31,458 --> 00:51:32,458
Too late.
575
00:51:40,416 --> 00:51:42,625
You know what I like about you,
Ultraviolet?
576
00:51:44,291 --> 00:51:45,291
What?
577
00:51:46,125 --> 00:51:49,708
You're all the colors in one...
at full brightness.
578
00:51:53,250 --> 00:51:58,416
♪ Ha-ha-ha-ha ha-ha-ha-ha
Ha-ha-ha ha ♪
579
00:51:59,125 --> 00:52:00,541
♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪
580
00:52:02,125 --> 00:52:05,250
♪ Too young to burn ♪
581
00:52:06,458 --> 00:52:09,625
♪ Too young, too young ♪
582
00:52:10,666 --> 00:52:14,041
♪ Too young to burn ♪
583
00:52:15,041 --> 00:52:19,500
♪ Too young, too young ♪
584
00:55:28,458 --> 00:55:30,166
Hello.
585
00:55:31,708 --> 00:55:35,458
Before we get started,
we are nearing D-Day, people.
586
00:55:36,958 --> 00:55:39,166
The day to present your wanderings.
587
00:55:39,250 --> 00:55:40,250
That is correct.
588
00:55:40,333 --> 00:55:41,333
Along with your essay,
589
00:55:41,375 --> 00:55:46,916
I'm going to be asking each group
to do a presentation to the whole class.
590
00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:50,291
But today, we're talking about
the five themes of geography:
591
00:55:50,375 --> 00:55:51,916
location, place...
592
00:56:01,333 --> 00:56:04,583
No, but honestly,
I wouldn't even worry about it.
593
00:56:04,666 --> 00:56:06,541
- This is just what Finch does.
- Yeah.
594
00:56:07,416 --> 00:56:10,958
I've texted him for the past couple days,
and he hasn't responded.
595
00:56:11,041 --> 00:56:12,958
I mean, this is...
596
00:56:13,041 --> 00:56:17,833
...I mean, sometimes he's gone for a day,
like, maybe two, but he always turns up.
597
00:56:17,916 --> 00:56:20,958
Yeah, there was that one time
that he was gone for like a week.
598
00:56:21,041 --> 00:56:23,142
- Oh, my God.
- He came back and said he went camping,
599
00:56:23,166 --> 00:56:25,416
and he had all these poison ivy spots
on him...
600
00:56:25,500 --> 00:56:27,750
- Covered in spots.
- ...itching, it was like... yeah.
601
00:56:27,833 --> 00:56:29,708
It was bad. It was so bad.
602
00:56:29,791 --> 00:56:31,291
I think it's pretty fucked up.
603
00:56:32,583 --> 00:56:34,750
It's easy to pick up your phone
and respond.
604
00:56:34,833 --> 00:56:38,000
It's... that's just something
you have to deal with
605
00:56:38,083 --> 00:56:40,041
if you wanna be close with him, you know?
606
00:56:40,458 --> 00:56:41,833
It just makes me mad.
607
00:56:44,333 --> 00:56:46,892
Yeah. So, we've been to a lot
of really interesting places so far.
608
00:56:46,916 --> 00:56:48,625
Do you have an actual plan,
609
00:56:48,708 --> 00:56:50,875
or you've just kind of been shooting
from the hip?
610
00:56:50,958 --> 00:56:54,375
Honestly? I'm just trying to distract her
into spending as much time with me
611
00:56:54,458 --> 00:56:56,291
as she can.
612
00:56:56,375 --> 00:56:58,375
And has it been going OK, or...
613
00:56:58,458 --> 00:57:00,333
Yeah, I think so. I've been really...
614
00:57:01,166 --> 00:57:02,791
Look who stopped by.
615
00:57:04,083 --> 00:57:05,083
Hey.
616
00:57:06,541 --> 00:57:09,083
Did you lose your phone?
I've been texting. I've been calling.
617
00:57:09,166 --> 00:57:11,333
Look, let me just show
you this really fast. Hold on.
618
00:57:11,500 --> 00:57:13,916
- You could've taken a second to respond...
- I know.
619
00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:16,680
- ...so I knew you were OK.
- I had to take care of a couple things.
620
00:57:34,375 --> 00:57:36,250
It's supposedly bottomless.
621
00:57:37,666 --> 00:57:40,125
In the '50s,
a group of boys went swimming here,
622
00:57:41,166 --> 00:57:42,458
and they disappeared.
623
00:57:42,541 --> 00:57:44,125
No one ever found their bodies.
624
00:57:44,666 --> 00:57:45,833
They drowned?
625
00:57:47,208 --> 00:57:48,208
Eh...
626
00:57:48,791 --> 00:57:49,791
maybe.
627
00:57:51,708 --> 00:57:54,041
Or maybe they found the other side.
628
00:57:55,458 --> 00:57:59,041
They say there's a force in the middle
that sucks you into an underground river
629
00:57:59,125 --> 00:58:00,958
and leads you to another world.
630
00:58:07,500 --> 00:58:08,875
You're not going in?
631
00:58:09,833 --> 00:58:11,041
Oh, of course I am.
632
00:58:12,208 --> 00:58:13,958
It'll be freezing.
633
00:58:14,041 --> 00:58:15,208
It'll be fine.
634
00:58:19,958 --> 00:58:20,958
You should come in.
635
00:58:24,666 --> 00:58:26,958
- No, I'm good.
- What are you afraid of?
636
00:58:28,166 --> 00:58:30,416
- It's cold.
- Serious question:
637
00:58:32,166 --> 00:58:33,916
what are you most afraid of?
638
00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:39,000
Dying.
639
00:58:40,625 --> 00:58:41,750
I don't believe that.
640
00:58:44,583 --> 00:58:45,833
Being ordinary.
641
00:58:48,875 --> 00:58:50,291
So, don't be ordinary.
642
01:00:02,833 --> 01:00:04,333
Oh, my God!
643
01:00:04,500 --> 01:00:06,416
Oh. OK!
644
01:00:06,875 --> 01:00:09,833
- Oh, you're right. Fucking freezing!
- Oh, my God!
645
01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:11,291
OK, let's go under.
646
01:00:11,375 --> 01:00:12,791
- Yeah?
- OK.
647
01:00:12,875 --> 01:00:15,625
One, two, three.
648
01:00:47,583 --> 01:00:48,875
Marco!
649
01:00:51,250 --> 01:00:52,833
Polo!
650
01:01:02,416 --> 01:01:04,166
So, what are you most afraid of?
651
01:01:08,583 --> 01:01:09,708
Uh...
652
01:01:15,500 --> 01:01:18,500
I don't know. I guess losing my sister.
653
01:01:19,416 --> 01:01:20,875
My mom's gone a lot.
654
01:01:20,958 --> 01:01:22,416
My dad left a while ago.
655
01:01:23,083 --> 01:01:24,250
New town, new family.
656
01:01:25,708 --> 01:01:29,250
So, Kate's basically all I have.
657
01:01:38,875 --> 01:01:39,916
How'd you get that?
658
01:01:47,791 --> 01:01:49,625
I'm going in search of the bottom.
659
01:02:25,166 --> 01:02:26,208
Finch?
660
01:02:35,041 --> 01:02:36,041
Finch!
661
01:02:47,916 --> 01:02:48,916
Finch!
662
01:03:17,208 --> 01:03:18,208
Asshole!
663
01:03:18,916 --> 01:03:19,916
What?
664
01:03:20,583 --> 01:03:22,750
Do you know how scared I was?
665
01:03:23,541 --> 01:03:24,458
Hey.
666
01:03:24,541 --> 01:03:26,916
Hey, Violet. Violet, I'm sorry!
667
01:03:32,333 --> 01:03:33,708
Violet, I'm sorry.
668
01:03:35,041 --> 01:03:36,041
Violet!
669
01:03:36,875 --> 01:03:38,458
I thought you drowned!
670
01:03:40,208 --> 01:03:42,625
I'm sorry. Hey, I'm sorry.
671
01:03:42,708 --> 01:03:45,166
I didn't... I didn't mean to scare you.
672
01:03:45,583 --> 01:03:46,625
Well, you did.
673
01:03:47,125 --> 01:03:49,958
That was the last thing
that I wanted to do.
674
01:03:51,500 --> 01:03:53,291
Where do you go when you disappear?
675
01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:04,125
Tell me something real about you.
676
01:04:06,208 --> 01:04:07,333
Or I'm leaving.
677
01:04:07,916 --> 01:04:09,041
OK.
678
01:04:10,500 --> 01:04:14,000
Sometimes I have to go to places
that make me feel like myself.
679
01:04:14,083 --> 01:04:18,541
I need to do things that remind me
that I'm in control.
680
01:04:26,875 --> 01:04:28,125
My dad used to...
681
01:04:29,708 --> 01:04:31,208
get in these dark moods.
682
01:04:37,875 --> 01:04:39,208
Did he do that to you?
683
01:04:43,958 --> 01:04:45,666
I used to be a lot smaller.
684
01:04:50,458 --> 01:04:52,791
I used to not know
how to get out of the way.
685
01:04:59,750 --> 01:05:01,541
People don't like messy, right?
686
01:05:50,125 --> 01:05:51,708
- Uh...
- Yeah.
687
01:05:51,791 --> 01:05:54,208
- Oh, wait. Yeah, you got it.
- I know, I had it!
688
01:05:54,291 --> 01:05:58,958
♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪
689
01:05:59,250 --> 01:06:03,791
♪ What's going on
Inside that pretty head? ♪
690
01:06:03,875 --> 01:06:08,541
♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪
691
01:06:08,875 --> 01:06:14,958
♪ Why don't you come talk to me instead? ♪
692
01:06:15,041 --> 01:06:17,875
- And then it goes...
- There's the bridge.
693
01:06:19,833 --> 01:06:20,833
♪ I... ♪
694
01:06:20,875 --> 01:06:22,208
- Yeah. No, you got it.
- OK.
695
01:06:22,291 --> 01:06:26,625
♪ I met you ♪
696
01:06:27,208 --> 01:06:30,666
♪ I met you ♪
697
01:06:31,416 --> 01:06:37,583
♪ I met you standin' on a ledge ♪
698
01:08:04,333 --> 01:08:05,625
Finch.
699
01:08:06,041 --> 01:08:07,958
Finch, wake up. We gotta go.
700
01:08:08,791 --> 01:08:09,791
Oh, shit!
701
01:08:13,791 --> 01:08:16,208
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. My phone died.
702
01:08:16,291 --> 01:08:17,500
Violet, inside.
703
01:08:17,583 --> 01:08:20,017
- Finch, just... you should go home.
- Don't blame her.
704
01:08:20,041 --> 01:08:22,208
- If I could explain. Please...
- It's not his fault!
705
01:08:22,291 --> 01:08:23,166
Just get in the house.
706
01:08:23,250 --> 01:08:25,226
- We'll talk about it later.
- I lost track of time.
707
01:08:25,250 --> 01:08:26,333
- Finch!
- If I could...
708
01:08:27,875 --> 01:08:29,916
I'm so... I'm so sorry.
709
01:08:30,833 --> 01:08:32,916
It was my fault. I fucked up.
710
01:08:33,000 --> 01:08:36,708
Please, just don't blame her. Please.
I'm sorry.
711
01:08:36,791 --> 01:08:38,916
Just... go home.
712
01:09:43,083 --> 01:09:44,458
Do you have any clue
713
01:09:45,583 --> 01:09:48,916
what horrible situations we had you in,
in our heads?
714
01:09:50,666 --> 01:09:53,583
You have to understand how that felt,
715
01:09:54,375 --> 01:09:56,791
your dad and I not knowing where you were.
716
01:09:58,750 --> 01:10:00,166
I said I was sorry.
717
01:10:00,958 --> 01:10:02,875
But you didn't have to treat Finch
like that.
718
01:10:02,958 --> 01:10:05,833
Well, he's the boy
that kept our daughter out all night.
719
01:10:07,041 --> 01:10:09,125
I kept him out all night, too, Mom.
720
01:11:42,041 --> 01:11:43,041
Hey.
721
01:11:43,250 --> 01:11:45,500
Hey, V. Hey, what's up?
722
01:11:46,250 --> 01:11:47,250
How are you?
723
01:11:48,000 --> 01:11:50,000
- Fine.
- It's been a minute. What's been going on?
724
01:11:50,041 --> 01:11:51,500
I can't deal with you right now.
725
01:11:52,833 --> 01:11:54,125
Is everything OK?
726
01:11:54,916 --> 01:11:56,666
Honestly, I don't know.
727
01:11:58,708 --> 01:12:00,041
I'm not tryin' to be an asshole,
728
01:12:00,125 --> 01:12:01,885
but you should know
what you're getting into.
729
01:12:03,333 --> 01:12:05,375
- I do.
- No, you don't.
730
01:12:05,458 --> 01:12:06,458
- He...
- Let's go.
731
01:12:07,000 --> 01:12:09,392
- Where've you been?
- You know why she's hangin' out with you?
732
01:12:09,416 --> 01:12:10,500
She's tryin' to fix you.
733
01:12:10,583 --> 01:12:12,916
Shut up, Roamer! Just...
734
01:12:13,083 --> 01:12:16,333
You have no idea
who he really is, do you? He's a freak!
735
01:12:17,583 --> 01:12:19,958
- Call me a freak one more time.
- You're a fuckin' freak.
736
01:12:23,041 --> 01:12:24,041
Finch!
737
01:12:24,291 --> 01:12:25,125
Finch!
738
01:12:25,208 --> 01:12:26,208
Stop!
739
01:12:27,041 --> 01:12:28,041
Finch!
740
01:12:30,125 --> 01:12:32,250
Finch! Yo, let him go, man. Get off him.
741
01:12:33,791 --> 01:12:35,916
Finch, stop! Stop!
742
01:12:40,833 --> 01:12:42,000
Oh, my God!
743
01:12:42,083 --> 01:12:44,291
What the hell?
He almost killed him.
744
01:12:56,583 --> 01:12:57,750
He's crazy.
745
01:13:16,875 --> 01:13:17,875
Fuck!
746
01:13:18,875 --> 01:13:20,625
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
747
01:13:37,083 --> 01:13:38,083
Anything?
748
01:13:42,541 --> 01:13:43,916
Guess he's gone again.
749
01:13:47,916 --> 01:13:50,083
I've been friends with the guy
since minute one,
750
01:13:51,250 --> 01:13:53,333
and I haven't waited
for his call in years.
751
01:13:54,000 --> 01:13:55,000
He just...
752
01:13:56,541 --> 01:13:58,458
gets in this mood sometimes, and...
753
01:13:59,583 --> 01:14:01,750
it's hard, you know?
754
01:14:03,750 --> 01:14:04,833
He's not easy,
755
01:14:06,166 --> 01:14:08,875
and everybody who gets close to him
gets burned out.
756
01:14:12,750 --> 01:14:14,291
So, why do you stick around?
757
01:14:19,666 --> 01:14:20,750
Because...
758
01:14:23,916 --> 01:14:24,916
'cause I love him.
759
01:14:26,875 --> 01:14:30,041
He thinks everybody leaves him
and I won't do that.
760
01:14:32,208 --> 01:14:33,625
This is what we do.
761
01:14:34,333 --> 01:14:37,875
I'm gonna get mad,
he's gonna come back and apologize,
762
01:14:37,958 --> 01:14:40,041
and it'll be like it never even happened.
763
01:14:51,958 --> 01:14:52,958
Hey.
764
01:14:54,083 --> 01:14:55,958
Is... is Finch here?
765
01:14:56,958 --> 01:14:58,250
Did something happen?
766
01:15:00,958 --> 01:15:02,166
Yeah, come on in.
767
01:15:06,250 --> 01:15:07,375
I'm Lindsay.
768
01:15:07,458 --> 01:15:11,833
Um... I'm OCD and just got diagnosed
with a social anxiety disorder,
769
01:15:11,916 --> 01:15:14,666
so being here with everyone
is not intimidating at all.
770
01:15:17,208 --> 01:15:19,458
Last year, I started cutting myself.
771
01:15:20,625 --> 01:15:24,000
I still deal with it, but I'm here.
772
01:15:25,250 --> 01:15:26,750
I'm so sorry.
773
01:15:26,833 --> 01:15:28,125
No worries. Have a seat.
774
01:15:32,666 --> 01:15:34,291
Hi, I'm Bradley.
775
01:15:34,375 --> 01:15:41,000
Um... I am ADHD, OCD,
BPD, DID, and bipolar.
776
01:15:41,541 --> 01:15:42,541
Yeah.
777
01:15:42,833 --> 01:15:46,458
Um... you'd think some of those
would cancel the others out, but...
778
01:15:47,041 --> 01:15:48,666
Yeah, my week's been OK.
779
01:15:48,750 --> 01:15:50,916
I've been watching
a lot of basketball lately,
780
01:15:51,000 --> 01:15:53,291
and that's been helping a lot, so...
781
01:15:54,000 --> 01:15:55,000
Good.
782
01:15:56,458 --> 01:15:57,916
Hi. Welcome.
783
01:16:01,875 --> 01:16:02,875
Um...
784
01:16:05,041 --> 01:16:07,666
I'm, uh... Theodore Finch.
785
01:16:09,791 --> 01:16:10,833
No labels.
786
01:16:12,583 --> 01:16:16,125
Not really sure why I'm here.
787
01:16:17,166 --> 01:16:18,166
Uh...
788
01:16:20,291 --> 01:16:25,041
I guess it's 'cause I...
I got in this fight at school and,
789
01:16:26,500 --> 01:16:27,541
like,
790
01:16:28,875 --> 01:16:31,541
I was there, but I wasn't there.
791
01:16:31,625 --> 01:16:33,625
I was watchin' myself, and...
792
01:16:37,875 --> 01:16:38,875
uh...
793
01:16:39,458 --> 01:16:41,833
I-I-I just get a little lost sometimes.
794
01:16:45,000 --> 01:16:47,333
I run... a lot.
795
01:16:48,041 --> 01:16:49,458
Sometimes that helps.
796
01:16:51,000 --> 01:16:52,000
Kind of.
797
01:16:56,250 --> 01:16:57,708
I don't know. Is that enough?
798
01:16:58,666 --> 01:16:59,666
Sure.
799
01:17:00,125 --> 01:17:01,750
Thanks. Glad you're here.
800
01:17:05,458 --> 01:17:07,833
Amanda, why don't you go ahead?
801
01:17:10,166 --> 01:17:11,250
I'm Amanda.
802
01:17:13,750 --> 01:17:14,791
I'm bulimic.
803
01:17:16,291 --> 01:17:18,125
I've tried to kill myself twice.
804
01:17:21,375 --> 01:17:23,291
I think about it almost every day.
805
01:17:39,416 --> 01:17:41,416
Hey, have you heard anything yet?
806
01:17:42,125 --> 01:17:44,333
- No.
- OK.
807
01:17:45,458 --> 01:17:48,416
I gotta go to work. I'm gonna be late.
But you should stay.
808
01:17:49,333 --> 01:17:50,750
Why does he keep doing this?
809
01:17:54,625 --> 01:17:55,708
I don't know.
810
01:18:00,041 --> 01:18:02,250
Have him call me
when you hear from him, OK?
811
01:18:04,041 --> 01:18:05,041
Yeah.
812
01:18:05,291 --> 01:18:06,583
- Bye.
- Bye.
813
01:18:12,208 --> 01:18:14,291
I heard you beat the shit outta Roamer.
814
01:18:16,583 --> 01:18:18,103
Why do you keep doing stuff like that?
815
01:18:18,166 --> 01:18:20,541
Aren't you tired of people
talking about you all the time?
816
01:18:22,166 --> 01:18:23,916
People are always gonna talk.
817
01:18:24,916 --> 01:18:26,166
It's their specialty.
818
01:18:29,583 --> 01:18:30,583
Are you OK?
819
01:18:34,125 --> 01:18:37,666
I don't know.
I feel like I keep messing things up,
820
01:18:37,750 --> 01:18:42,166
and I'm not sure
I know how to not do that.
821
01:18:42,625 --> 01:18:43,625
Does this work?
822
01:18:45,666 --> 01:18:47,458
It's better than the alternative.
823
01:19:35,333 --> 01:19:37,293
Your girlfriend's pretty worried
about you.
824
01:19:37,708 --> 01:19:39,625
She's been at the house all afternoon.
825
01:19:43,041 --> 01:19:44,041
What's going on?
826
01:19:49,083 --> 01:19:52,166
I don't... really remember...
827
01:19:53,125 --> 01:19:55,250
Dad that well.
828
01:19:56,833 --> 01:19:58,708
And everything I do...
829
01:20:01,041 --> 01:20:03,458
remember is... is bad.
830
01:20:07,208 --> 01:20:08,375
Are there any...
831
01:20:09,583 --> 01:20:11,750
good memories you have of him?
832
01:20:14,833 --> 01:20:17,916
Well, the fact that he would
beat the shit out of us
833
01:20:18,000 --> 01:20:19,833
kind of negated all the good times.
834
01:20:26,916 --> 01:20:29,500
But why was he like that?
835
01:20:29,583 --> 01:20:32,333
Was he like that because of us? Was he...
836
01:20:33,583 --> 01:20:34,875
like that because of Mom?
837
01:20:34,958 --> 01:20:37,375
He was like that
because he was a shitty person.
838
01:20:37,833 --> 01:20:39,833
There has to be a reason, though.
839
01:20:39,916 --> 01:20:43,000
Because if there's a reason,
then he could get better.
840
01:20:43,083 --> 01:20:44,166
Something or...
841
01:20:45,500 --> 01:20:48,416
someone could make him better, right?
842
01:20:48,875 --> 01:20:51,875
I don't know. Who cares?
Dude, he's someone else's problem.
843
01:20:51,958 --> 01:20:54,000
Why are you asking me about Dad?
844
01:20:57,875 --> 01:20:59,291
What's going on, Finch?
845
01:21:03,541 --> 01:21:05,458
Come on. You can talk to me, man.
846
01:21:08,333 --> 01:21:10,125
Nothing, Kate.
847
01:21:10,208 --> 01:21:11,291
Sorry. Nothing.
848
01:21:12,666 --> 01:21:13,666
I'm good.
849
01:21:14,458 --> 01:21:16,916
Are you sure?
Because I have to open the bar,
850
01:21:17,000 --> 01:21:20,750
- but I can find someone to cover me.
- I'm good.
851
01:21:24,750 --> 01:21:26,500
You know I love you, right, Theo?
852
01:21:29,750 --> 01:21:30,750
I know.
853
01:22:13,791 --> 01:22:14,875
You scared me.
854
01:22:21,458 --> 01:22:22,916
What is all of this?
855
01:22:25,583 --> 01:22:27,250
I'm trying to focus.
856
01:22:28,250 --> 01:22:29,583
Focus on what?
857
01:22:30,916 --> 01:22:32,291
On staying awake.
858
01:22:34,916 --> 01:22:37,000
I don't understand what that means.
859
01:22:38,708 --> 01:22:40,166
Sometimes I...
860
01:22:41,125 --> 01:22:42,333
go blank.
861
01:22:44,166 --> 01:22:46,875
I... get into these dark moods.
862
01:22:48,041 --> 01:22:50,666
I think too fast
to keep track of anything,
863
01:22:51,750 --> 01:22:53,041
and then it's like...
864
01:22:54,208 --> 01:22:57,041
all my thoughts are gone at once.
865
01:22:58,458 --> 01:23:01,791
And sometimes,
if I put 'em up there, I can...
866
01:23:02,208 --> 01:23:04,333
focus and slow down, but...
867
01:23:07,291 --> 01:23:09,791
I can't right now. I can't.
868
01:23:11,958 --> 01:23:12,958
OK.
869
01:23:14,125 --> 01:23:15,916
And this usually works.
870
01:23:16,000 --> 01:23:17,791
Maybe there's too much clutter.
871
01:23:21,333 --> 01:23:23,708
I can fix it. I just...
872
01:23:24,083 --> 01:23:27,000
I just need time to figure this out.
873
01:23:30,291 --> 01:23:33,291
- I'm trying to help you.
- I don't need your help!
874
01:23:33,833 --> 01:23:36,541
This is on me! This isn't about you!
875
01:23:38,833 --> 01:23:40,708
You need to tell me what's wrong.
876
01:23:44,375 --> 01:23:45,458
You don't get it.
877
01:23:51,583 --> 01:23:52,666
You're right.
878
01:23:53,833 --> 01:23:55,083
I don't get it.
879
01:23:58,416 --> 01:24:00,041
Don't you know, Violet?
880
01:24:03,666 --> 01:24:04,875
I'm "The Freak."
881
01:24:08,916 --> 01:24:10,291
I'm fucked up!
882
01:24:22,875 --> 01:24:24,000
I need you to leave.
883
01:24:29,916 --> 01:24:30,916
Go!
884
01:25:39,458 --> 01:25:41,708
Hey, it's Finch. Leave a message.
885
01:25:43,666 --> 01:25:45,375
Hey, Finch. Um...
886
01:25:47,750 --> 01:25:49,250
I'm sorry.
887
01:25:50,250 --> 01:25:51,833
I'm just sorry that I pushed.
888
01:25:51,916 --> 01:25:53,666
And... I...
889
01:25:54,916 --> 01:25:56,666
just need you to come back.
890
01:26:00,958 --> 01:26:03,500
I just really need you to come back, OK?
891
01:26:30,750 --> 01:26:31,916
Hey, kiddo.
892
01:26:32,750 --> 01:26:33,750
Hey.
893
01:26:39,875 --> 01:26:40,875
Dad?
894
01:26:43,333 --> 01:26:44,333
Yeah?
895
01:26:48,041 --> 01:26:49,500
On Eleanor's birthday...
896
01:26:53,958 --> 01:26:54,958
I...
897
01:26:57,833 --> 01:26:59,250
I wasn't really thinking.
898
01:27:04,791 --> 01:27:06,708
I found myself at the bridge.
899
01:27:10,666 --> 01:27:12,416
I was standing on a ledge.
900
01:27:16,875 --> 01:27:18,583
That's how I met Finch.
901
01:27:19,666 --> 01:27:20,958
He found me there.
902
01:27:25,666 --> 01:27:26,875
He saved me.
903
01:27:29,916 --> 01:27:31,208
You... you weren't gonna...
904
01:27:31,666 --> 01:27:32,666
I'm OK.
905
01:27:35,958 --> 01:27:36,958
I was...
906
01:27:38,166 --> 01:27:39,166
confused.
907
01:27:41,458 --> 01:27:42,541
I was sad.
908
01:27:45,458 --> 01:27:46,458
I'm OK.
909
01:27:50,333 --> 01:27:51,458
I'm better now.
910
01:27:54,916 --> 01:27:55,916
Wow.
911
01:27:57,958 --> 01:28:00,000
Well, I'm glad Finch was there.
912
01:28:02,875 --> 01:28:03,875
Me too.
913
01:28:09,625 --> 01:28:11,750
I just wish I knew where he was.
914
01:28:14,750 --> 01:28:15,750
Well...
915
01:28:18,583 --> 01:28:20,708
you two have been a lot of places.
916
01:28:21,833 --> 01:28:23,875
Is there any place else he might go?
917
01:29:54,500 --> 01:29:55,666
Finch!
918
01:30:00,958 --> 01:30:02,000
Finch!
919
01:30:05,625 --> 01:30:06,666
Finch.
920
01:30:34,458 --> 01:30:36,416
Marco!
921
01:31:54,583 --> 01:31:56,541
On behalf of Finch's family,
922
01:31:56,625 --> 01:31:59,000
I wanna thank you all
for being here today.
923
01:31:59,500 --> 01:32:03,750
We've gathered to celebrate
and to honor the memory of one
924
01:32:03,833 --> 01:32:07,875
who will be incredibly missed
because he has been so dearly loved.
925
01:32:08,625 --> 01:32:10,541
The events of these past few days...
926
01:32:47,000 --> 01:32:48,250
I'm gonna say bye.
927
01:32:48,333 --> 01:32:49,875
OK, we'll wait for you.
928
01:32:53,166 --> 01:32:54,166
Hey.
929
01:33:16,041 --> 01:33:17,541
I should've been there.
930
01:33:32,500 --> 01:33:33,625
I miss him.
931
01:33:37,458 --> 01:33:39,500
Just so fucked.
932
01:33:52,791 --> 01:33:54,125
I had no idea.
933
01:33:59,083 --> 01:34:01,041
Sorry that I wasn't there for you.
934
01:34:04,125 --> 01:34:05,125
It's OK.
935
01:34:07,375 --> 01:34:08,875
I didn't know how to tell you.
936
01:34:14,208 --> 01:34:15,375
I would miss you.
937
01:34:20,125 --> 01:34:21,833
Yeah, I know you would.
938
01:36:05,583 --> 01:36:07,750
"Travelers' Prayer Chapel,
939
01:36:10,083 --> 01:36:11,458
created as a sanctuary
940
01:36:11,541 --> 01:36:15,208
for the weary travelers
to stop and rest along their way.
941
01:36:16,500 --> 01:36:18,375
It was built in memoriam to those
942
01:36:18,458 --> 01:36:21,208
who have lost their lives
in auto accidents...
943
01:36:26,041 --> 01:36:27,916
and as a place for healing.
944
01:36:32,208 --> 01:36:34,833
We remember those who are no longer here,
945
01:36:35,583 --> 01:36:37,791
who were taken from us too soon,
946
01:36:37,875 --> 01:36:40,333
and who we will always keep
in our hearts."
947
01:37:31,291 --> 01:37:33,333
I used to be worried
about everything.
948
01:37:36,333 --> 01:37:38,041
Things that seemed meaningful...
949
01:37:39,375 --> 01:37:41,000
were actually meaningless.
950
01:37:42,166 --> 01:37:43,583
I worried about life.
951
01:37:47,041 --> 01:37:50,041
I worried about what would happen
if I let myself feel again.
952
01:37:52,583 --> 01:37:54,166
I thought I didn't deserve to.
953
01:38:01,291 --> 01:38:02,291
Then...
954
01:38:03,625 --> 01:38:05,166
without really knowing...
955
01:38:09,500 --> 01:38:10,583
I changed.
956
01:38:15,333 --> 01:38:18,875
I wasn't worried
about what would happen if I lived.
957
01:38:20,958 --> 01:38:23,291
I was worried about
what would happen if I didn't.
958
01:38:25,625 --> 01:38:26,958
What I would miss.
959
01:38:28,833 --> 01:38:30,708
I worried about not remembering.
960
01:38:32,125 --> 01:38:34,333
Not remembering all of the moments...
961
01:38:39,500 --> 01:38:41,541
all of the places...
962
01:38:46,416 --> 01:38:48,166
...and that's because of Finch.
963
01:38:52,958 --> 01:38:54,833
Because he taught me to wander.
964
01:39:00,166 --> 01:39:03,166
He taught me
that you don't have to climb a mountain
965
01:39:03,250 --> 01:39:05,000
to stand on top of the world.
966
01:39:09,208 --> 01:39:13,875
That even the ugliest of places
can be beautiful,
967
01:39:14,750 --> 01:39:16,666
as long as you take the time to look.
968
01:39:25,166 --> 01:39:27,041
That it's OK to get lost...
969
01:39:31,083 --> 01:39:32,916
as long as you find your way back.
970
01:39:40,291 --> 01:39:41,833
But in learning all of that,
971
01:39:42,833 --> 01:39:45,166
I missed seeing
something more important...
972
01:39:48,625 --> 01:39:49,791
seeing Finch.
973
01:39:53,416 --> 01:39:55,000
I missed that he was in pain.
974
01:40:03,708 --> 01:40:06,291
I missed that he was teaching me
all along
975
01:40:07,541 --> 01:40:08,750
how to move on.
976
01:40:14,125 --> 01:40:15,583
Finch was a dreamer.
977
01:40:18,708 --> 01:40:20,458
He dreamt while he was awake.
978
01:40:23,958 --> 01:40:28,125
He dreamt of all the beauty in the world,
and he made it come to life.
979
01:40:33,166 --> 01:40:38,583
Finch taught me that there's beauty
in the most unexpected of places.
980
01:40:44,125 --> 01:40:46,000
And that there are bright places,
981
01:40:48,000 --> 01:40:49,500
even in dark times.
982
01:40:58,041 --> 01:40:59,458
And that if there isn't...
983
01:41:02,708 --> 01:41:04,750
you can be that bright place...
984
01:41:06,583 --> 01:41:08,958
with infinite capacities.
985
01:42:00,083 --> 01:42:01,958
♪ Two, three, four... ♪
986
01:42:28,791 --> 01:42:32,583
♪ When I was just a kid, they said ♪
987
01:42:33,208 --> 01:42:36,500
♪ "Kid, don't you cry" ♪
988
01:42:37,625 --> 01:42:41,333
♪ I am older now, I say ♪
989
01:42:42,416 --> 01:42:45,416
♪ "It's all right" ♪
990
01:42:46,250 --> 01:42:50,083
♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪
991
01:42:51,083 --> 01:42:52,916
♪ Lesson learned ♪
992
01:42:54,958 --> 01:42:58,125
♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪
993
01:42:58,208 --> 01:43:02,625
♪ Are you... too young to burn? ♪
994
01:43:02,708 --> 01:43:06,000
♪ Too young ♪
995
01:43:08,166 --> 01:43:11,500
♪ Too young to burn ♪
996
01:43:12,541 --> 01:43:15,791
♪ Too young, too young ♪
997
01:43:16,916 --> 01:43:20,416
♪ Too young to burn ♪
998
01:43:21,291 --> 01:43:26,000
♪ Too young, too young ♪
999
01:43:43,000 --> 01:43:45,958
♪ Now I sit by my window ♪
1000
01:43:47,375 --> 01:43:50,875
♪ Watch the sun going down, down ♪
1001
01:43:51,750 --> 01:43:54,541
♪ And I see all the people ♪
1002
01:43:55,791 --> 01:43:59,583
♪ Walking around, around ♪
1003
01:44:00,166 --> 01:44:04,458
♪ Every tear rolling down is a... ♪
1004
01:44:05,208 --> 01:44:07,250
♪ Lesson learned ♪
1005
01:44:08,916 --> 01:44:12,250
♪ Are you too old to turn? ♪
1006
01:44:12,333 --> 01:44:16,625
♪ Are you too young to burn? ♪
1007
01:44:16,708 --> 01:44:19,416
♪ Too young ♪
1008
01:44:22,125 --> 01:44:25,833
♪ Too young to burn ♪
1009
01:44:26,500 --> 01:44:29,791
♪ Too young, too young ♪
1010
01:44:30,833 --> 01:44:34,333
♪ Too young to burn ♪
1011
01:44:35,250 --> 01:44:40,250
♪ Too young, too young ♪
1012
01:44:41,458 --> 01:44:44,750
♪ Ha-ah-ha-ah-ah-ha-ha ♪
1013
01:44:45,000 --> 01:44:46,833
♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪
1014
01:44:48,000 --> 01:44:53,208
♪ Ha-ha-ha-ha ha-ha-ha-ha
Ha-ha-ha ha ♪
1015
01:44:53,666 --> 01:44:55,125
♪ Ha-ah-ha ♪
1016
01:44:56,875 --> 01:45:00,500
♪ Too young to burn ♪
1017
01:45:01,208 --> 01:45:04,333
♪ Too young, too young ♪
1018
01:45:05,458 --> 01:45:08,833
♪ Too young to burn ♪
1019
01:45:09,791 --> 01:45:15,333
♪ Too young, too young ♪