1 00:00:02,167 --> 00:00:03,833 - ♪ I just feel... 2 00:00:03,875 --> 00:00:07,958 - Ten singles looking for love married complete strangers. 3 00:00:08,042 --> 00:00:10,292 ♪ 4 00:00:10,375 --> 00:00:12,958 - ♪ Look out, coming in hot 5 00:00:13,042 --> 00:00:14,833 - Last time, while one couple continued 6 00:00:14,958 --> 00:00:16,833 to enjoy being newlyweds... 7 00:00:16,917 --> 00:00:18,458 - There you go. 8 00:00:18,542 --> 00:00:20,292 - Our other couples kept navigating 9 00:00:20,375 --> 00:00:23,917 through their ongoing issues as Decision Day approaches. 10 00:00:24,000 --> 00:00:26,167 Becca and Austin. 11 00:00:26,208 --> 00:00:29,083 - When you do try to, like, make a step forward 12 00:00:29,208 --> 00:00:30,542 in intimacy in any way, 13 00:00:30,625 --> 00:00:32,625 like, I need to trust that it's not because 14 00:00:32,625 --> 00:00:34,667 you feel like you have to do it but because you want to. 15 00:00:34,750 --> 00:00:37,625 - I'm committed to, like, keep trying to work on things. 16 00:00:37,708 --> 00:00:39,042 ♪ 17 00:00:39,125 --> 00:00:41,000 - Chloe and Michael. 18 00:00:41,083 --> 00:00:42,417 - Paige and Ephram-- 19 00:00:42,500 --> 00:00:44,417 they said you were a bit of a people pleaser. 20 00:00:44,542 --> 00:00:46,208 - Mm. - I think we could run a risk 21 00:00:46,292 --> 00:00:48,042 of being so hyper-focused 22 00:00:48,167 --> 00:00:49,708 on trying to make each other happy 23 00:00:49,792 --> 00:00:51,833 that we're not actually focused on our needs. 24 00:00:51,958 --> 00:00:52,958 - I agree with that. 25 00:00:53,042 --> 00:00:54,750 - Clare and Cameron. 26 00:00:54,833 --> 00:00:56,708 - Like, I feel like I've just been 27 00:00:56,792 --> 00:00:59,500 on an emotional roller coaster, like, every single day. 28 00:00:59,542 --> 00:01:01,667 - If she says that she wants to stay together, like, 29 00:01:01,750 --> 00:01:04,667 I'm going to stay together with her on Decision Day. 30 00:01:04,708 --> 00:01:06,500 - Emily and Brennan. 31 00:01:06,542 --> 00:01:08,167 - Like, it just has meant so much to me 32 00:01:08,208 --> 00:01:09,542 that he's been here for me. 33 00:01:09,625 --> 00:01:12,083 And, like, it just kind of felt like we were, like, 34 00:01:12,167 --> 00:01:14,708 back to, like, when everything was, 35 00:01:14,708 --> 00:01:16,625 like, really good between us. 36 00:01:16,708 --> 00:01:21,500 I'm hoping we can, like, keep this moving forward. 37 00:01:21,542 --> 00:01:22,917 - ♪ Let's get it - ♪ Let's go 38 00:01:23,042 --> 00:01:24,208 - Right here. 39 00:01:24,292 --> 00:01:26,333 - And tonight... 40 00:01:26,375 --> 00:01:29,000 one couple continues to discover more 41 00:01:29,083 --> 00:01:31,167 about the stranger they just married. 42 00:01:31,208 --> 00:01:32,417 - I'm looking for [bleep]. 43 00:01:32,500 --> 00:01:34,083 I'm looking for another vibrator. 44 00:01:34,167 --> 00:01:37,500 - Cheers to... both: Making it to this point. 45 00:01:37,583 --> 00:01:40,958 - And with Decision Day less than one week away... 46 00:01:41,042 --> 00:01:42,292 - We have to do what's best for ourselves. 47 00:01:42,375 --> 00:01:43,833 - Yeah. 48 00:01:43,875 --> 00:01:46,417 - Our other couples take one last-ditch effort 49 00:01:46,500 --> 00:01:48,667 in order to help them make the biggest decision 50 00:01:48,708 --> 00:01:50,042 of their lives. 51 00:01:50,167 --> 00:01:53,125 - I can't just live a life that isn't real. 52 00:01:53,208 --> 00:01:56,292 Like, I can't keep pretending. - Yeah. 53 00:01:56,375 --> 00:01:59,750 - One of my deal breakers was, was positive, positive person. 54 00:01:59,833 --> 00:02:01,042 - What do you [bleep] mean? 55 00:02:01,125 --> 00:02:02,833 There is no negativity. 56 00:02:02,917 --> 00:02:05,000 [crying] - Okay. 57 00:02:05,042 --> 00:02:07,583 ♪ 58 00:02:07,708 --> 00:02:10,875 - I just start questioning if what I'm asking for 59 00:02:10,958 --> 00:02:12,250 is too much. 60 00:02:12,333 --> 00:02:14,083 - I've heard through the grapevine 61 00:02:14,208 --> 00:02:15,917 that he wanted to go on a double date with Cameron 62 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:18,083 and that he is going on dates. 63 00:02:18,208 --> 00:02:21,208 ♪ 64 00:02:21,292 --> 00:02:23,167 - ♪ It's all or nothing 65 00:02:23,208 --> 00:02:25,333 - This is "Married at First Sight." 66 00:02:25,417 --> 00:02:28,875 - ♪ There's no other way 67 00:02:28,875 --> 00:02:31,208 ♪ It's all or nothing 68 00:02:31,292 --> 00:02:33,833 - ♪ This is our time now 69 00:02:33,917 --> 00:02:36,375 ♪ Don't you dare look back 70 00:02:36,458 --> 00:02:38,833 [knock at door] - Oh, my God. 71 00:02:38,917 --> 00:02:41,000 - Look at you. 72 00:02:41,042 --> 00:02:43,917 - How we doing? You look unbelievable. 73 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:45,500 Like, your eye-- - It's getting normal. 74 00:02:45,583 --> 00:02:47,000 - I don't know how you've healed so quick. 75 00:02:47,042 --> 00:02:48,000 - Thank you. 76 00:02:48,083 --> 00:02:49,333 What about you? 77 00:02:49,417 --> 00:02:51,208 I know you saw Cam unexpectedly. 78 00:02:51,333 --> 00:02:52,875 - I know. And it's just, like, so normal. 79 00:02:52,958 --> 00:02:54,250 Like, nothing is ever awkward. 80 00:02:54,333 --> 00:02:56,167 - Did he, like, check in on you? 81 00:02:56,250 --> 00:02:57,500 'Cause I feel like you always talk about him, 82 00:02:57,583 --> 00:02:59,083 and, like, how much you're calling. 83 00:02:59,208 --> 00:03:00,625 And like, did he use that time to, like, 84 00:03:00,708 --> 00:03:02,333 really, like, check in? 85 00:03:02,417 --> 00:03:04,375 - No. Yes. He was totally like, I know it probably feels 86 00:03:04,458 --> 00:03:06,125 lonely because I'm not here. 87 00:03:06,208 --> 00:03:09,917 But I was like, honestly, yes, it has been lonely 88 00:03:10,042 --> 00:03:12,208 because I wish you were here. - Yeah. 89 00:03:12,292 --> 00:03:14,417 - However, I think I've taken this time 90 00:03:14,500 --> 00:03:16,333 to explore myself more. 91 00:03:16,375 --> 00:03:18,792 And he was like, I'm happy to hear that. 92 00:03:18,875 --> 00:03:20,750 And he's doing well. He sounds like his normal self. 93 00:03:20,875 --> 00:03:23,667 And he knows me so well 94 00:03:23,708 --> 00:03:25,458 that he's like, Clare, I know that you're going to get 95 00:03:25,542 --> 00:03:27,083 emotional on Decision Day. 96 00:03:27,208 --> 00:03:28,542 - I mean, we're all going to be, like, sobbing. 97 00:03:28,625 --> 00:03:30,000 - And I was like, what do you mean? 98 00:03:30,042 --> 00:03:31,333 I don't cry ever, Cameron. 99 00:03:31,417 --> 00:03:33,083 And, obviously, I cry all the time. 100 00:03:33,167 --> 00:03:35,667 And he was like, I know that you're going to get emotional. 101 00:03:35,792 --> 00:03:38,208 I just want you to know, like, that's not going to change 102 00:03:38,292 --> 00:03:40,208 the way you feel about our decision, 103 00:03:40,208 --> 00:03:41,667 because we've already made our decision. 104 00:03:41,708 --> 00:03:43,167 You know what I mean? 105 00:03:43,167 --> 00:03:44,500 I think Cameron is just so, like, even. 106 00:03:44,625 --> 00:03:46,250 Like, I obviously came into this process 107 00:03:46,333 --> 00:03:48,167 literally thinking I was going to leave 108 00:03:48,250 --> 00:03:49,625 with, like, a long marriage 109 00:03:49,708 --> 00:03:51,000 or hoping for that. - I think that was the intent. 110 00:03:51,083 --> 00:03:52,625 - No. Exactly. 111 00:03:52,708 --> 00:03:54,833 But I think the fact that it's happening now 112 00:03:54,917 --> 00:03:56,417 is pretty sad that it's ending 113 00:03:56,500 --> 00:03:58,750 in the way that I didn't want, really. 114 00:03:58,833 --> 00:04:01,458 Like, I go from being a married woman 115 00:04:01,542 --> 00:04:05,125 to, like, a separated person to, like, a friend. 116 00:04:05,208 --> 00:04:06,625 - I just am a firm believer everything 117 00:04:06,708 --> 00:04:08,417 happens for a reason. - Totally. 118 00:04:08,500 --> 00:04:11,208 - And I think I have, like, tried to think about putting 119 00:04:11,333 --> 00:04:13,208 myself in your shoes with, like, Brennan being here 120 00:04:13,292 --> 00:04:15,000 and so good with what I've had to deal with. 121 00:04:15,042 --> 00:04:17,167 I can't imagine, like, if he wasn't here, like, if-- 122 00:04:17,292 --> 00:04:19,333 I don't know. Like, if I was in your position, 123 00:04:19,417 --> 00:04:21,167 and, like, now going through this, like, I feel... 124 00:04:21,292 --> 00:04:23,708 - It's wild. - Like I can sympathize and... 125 00:04:23,792 --> 00:04:26,958 - Yeah. Well, it seems like Brennan's been very present... 126 00:04:27,042 --> 00:04:28,875 - Yeah. - And very hands on. 127 00:04:28,958 --> 00:04:30,292 But how is that going? 128 00:04:30,375 --> 00:04:33,167 - This I definitely think shifted things. 129 00:04:33,208 --> 00:04:34,833 I don't know what that means, but... 130 00:04:34,875 --> 00:04:37,250 - Mm-hmm. Have you guys talked about it or no? 131 00:04:37,375 --> 00:04:38,833 - No. I was like, I just want all these good days 132 00:04:38,917 --> 00:04:40,333 to keep happening because I think it's only 133 00:04:40,417 --> 00:04:42,000 setting us up for success. 134 00:04:42,042 --> 00:04:45,167 But I made us reservations for dinner to just kind of, like, 135 00:04:45,250 --> 00:04:47,458 lightly start talking about it 136 00:04:47,542 --> 00:04:48,750 without fully talking about it... 137 00:04:48,833 --> 00:04:50,458 - Mm-hmm. D-Day, man. - Just so, like, 138 00:04:50,542 --> 00:04:52,417 we're slowly getting, like, aligned. 139 00:04:52,500 --> 00:04:54,458 I think all I feel right now and probably what I'll tell him 140 00:04:54,542 --> 00:04:56,292 is, like, I definitely have confirmed 141 00:04:56,292 --> 00:04:57,833 that I want you in my life. 142 00:04:57,875 --> 00:05:00,208 I'm going to be curious to know how he reacts. 143 00:05:00,208 --> 00:05:01,667 - Time will tell. 144 00:05:01,750 --> 00:05:03,833 - Your guess is as good as mine. 145 00:05:03,875 --> 00:05:04,958 - Ooh, it's a lot. 146 00:05:05,042 --> 00:05:08,125 ♪ 147 00:05:08,125 --> 00:05:10,333 - ♪ Baby, I'll be all right 148 00:05:10,417 --> 00:05:12,042 ♪ I'll be okay 149 00:05:12,042 --> 00:05:13,000 ♪ Living for the moment 150 00:05:13,125 --> 00:05:14,417 ♪ Take it day by day 151 00:05:14,500 --> 00:05:16,375 ♪ Baby, I'll be all right 152 00:05:16,500 --> 00:05:18,708 ♪ I'll be okay 153 00:05:18,792 --> 00:05:19,708 - Hello. - Hi. 154 00:05:19,708 --> 00:05:21,333 How are you? - I'm Becca. 155 00:05:21,417 --> 00:05:22,750 - Hi, Becca. I'm Roxanne. 156 00:05:22,833 --> 00:05:24,208 Good to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 157 00:05:24,333 --> 00:05:26,000 - Hi. - This is such a cute space. 158 00:05:26,042 --> 00:05:27,583 - Thank you. Well, come on in. 159 00:05:27,708 --> 00:05:29,333 - Perfect. Thank you for doing this. 160 00:05:29,417 --> 00:05:30,333 - Absolutely. - We're really excited. 161 00:05:30,375 --> 00:05:31,625 - Decision Day is coming up. 162 00:05:31,708 --> 00:05:34,667 And I think there's so much to still 163 00:05:34,750 --> 00:05:36,167 figure out in our marriage. 164 00:05:36,250 --> 00:05:38,333 - I'm going to give you two pieces of clay. 165 00:05:38,375 --> 00:05:39,875 - There have been moments where, like, 166 00:05:39,958 --> 00:05:41,417 I seriously don't know if he likes me, 167 00:05:41,500 --> 00:05:43,042 like, when we're off camera. 168 00:05:43,125 --> 00:05:44,792 Like, he has definitely said he likes me. 169 00:05:44,875 --> 00:05:46,792 But it's a matter of, like, showing it. 170 00:05:46,875 --> 00:05:48,667 And I think, like, when we're on camera, 171 00:05:48,750 --> 00:05:50,875 he does a really good job of showing it. 172 00:05:50,958 --> 00:05:53,833 And then I think when we're off camera, it's just not as much. 173 00:05:53,917 --> 00:05:56,125 Honestly, at this point, I don't think 174 00:05:56,208 --> 00:05:58,458 I really know who Austin is. 175 00:05:58,542 --> 00:06:02,000 - So, like, now we've been kind of experiencing 176 00:06:02,083 --> 00:06:04,708 some issues lately. 177 00:06:04,833 --> 00:06:08,792 - I think I have had a problem, or, like, 178 00:06:08,875 --> 00:06:10,833 I've had a hard time with, like, feeling-- 179 00:06:10,958 --> 00:06:13,667 Like, a lot of the times, like, we're 180 00:06:13,792 --> 00:06:16,625 having deep conversations or connecting, it's on camera. 181 00:06:16,708 --> 00:06:19,375 And then it emotionally exhausts you, 182 00:06:19,375 --> 00:06:21,125 and then we don't really have those conversations 183 00:06:21,208 --> 00:06:23,458 off camera. - Yeah. 184 00:06:23,542 --> 00:06:26,250 - And so I'm unsure 185 00:06:26,333 --> 00:06:27,958 if, like, you really like me. [scoffs] 186 00:06:28,042 --> 00:06:30,250 - I mean, you know, I'm sorry you feel that way. 187 00:06:30,333 --> 00:06:32,667 Like, I definitely... 188 00:06:32,792 --> 00:06:35,542 do like you and do want to, like, 189 00:06:35,625 --> 00:06:37,500 make things better for us. 190 00:06:37,583 --> 00:06:39,792 And you just need, like, to trust what I say 191 00:06:39,875 --> 00:06:42,667 and, like, when I do say those things. 192 00:06:42,708 --> 00:06:44,667 - I know that I need to trust you. 193 00:06:44,750 --> 00:06:49,542 But also, like, it's the whole believe what people do, 194 00:06:49,625 --> 00:06:51,458 not what they say. - Yeah. 195 00:06:51,458 --> 00:06:52,708 - I just-- 196 00:06:52,792 --> 00:06:55,333 I know you like me as a person. 197 00:06:55,417 --> 00:06:56,917 I don't have any doubt of that. 198 00:06:57,042 --> 00:07:00,500 It's just whether you like me in that type of way. 199 00:07:00,583 --> 00:07:02,958 - Well, I do like you in that type of way. 200 00:07:03,042 --> 00:07:05,833 ♪ 201 00:07:05,958 --> 00:07:07,833 And I'm sorry I'm not... 202 00:07:07,917 --> 00:07:09,375 ♪ 203 00:07:09,458 --> 00:07:12,667 Good at expressing it to you. 204 00:07:12,792 --> 00:07:15,750 ♪ 205 00:07:15,833 --> 00:07:20,000 You know, Pastor Cal said when we had that expert meeting-- 206 00:07:20,042 --> 00:07:23,042 was that we need to, like, trust in, like, 207 00:07:23,167 --> 00:07:26,625 the little things and that, like, our intentions 208 00:07:26,708 --> 00:07:29,542 in everyday conversation 209 00:07:29,625 --> 00:07:31,542 is for the better for the other one. 210 00:07:31,625 --> 00:07:35,167 And I think that's been going better. 211 00:07:35,292 --> 00:07:36,833 Do you think it's been going better? 212 00:07:36,958 --> 00:07:38,250 - Yeah. 213 00:07:38,333 --> 00:07:40,000 I mean, even today, I said something 214 00:07:40,042 --> 00:07:42,375 about the washer door just being kept open, 215 00:07:42,375 --> 00:07:44,375 so the washer doesn't get moldy, 216 00:07:44,500 --> 00:07:46,417 and you didn't fight back, which was really nice. 217 00:07:46,542 --> 00:07:48,000 - Yeah. 218 00:07:48,083 --> 00:07:50,167 - Because that normally would be a comment 219 00:07:50,208 --> 00:07:53,167 that wouldn't go over well. 220 00:07:53,208 --> 00:07:55,333 - I mean... 221 00:07:55,375 --> 00:07:57,583 like, it hurts me to, like, 222 00:07:57,667 --> 00:07:59,917 hear you say or think that, like, that 223 00:08:00,042 --> 00:08:02,792 wouldn't go over well, but I feel like... 224 00:08:02,875 --> 00:08:05,458 you know, yeah, maybe I, like, might disagree, 225 00:08:05,542 --> 00:08:09,500 but I don't disagree, like, in a poor way. 226 00:08:09,542 --> 00:08:13,333 Like, do you think my disagreements are combative? 227 00:08:13,375 --> 00:08:15,792 - Yeah. Definitely. 228 00:08:15,875 --> 00:08:18,417 Like, you always say that you need a reason why for things. 229 00:08:18,500 --> 00:08:20,917 And sometimes it gets really exhausting 230 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:24,167 to, like, be giving, like, long-winded answers 231 00:08:24,250 --> 00:08:27,333 when, like, we're rushing out the door and, like, whatever. 232 00:08:27,417 --> 00:08:29,083 And so, like, today, I appreciated 233 00:08:29,208 --> 00:08:31,833 that it was just like, okay, and then, like, move along, 234 00:08:31,875 --> 00:08:33,583 because it's not-- like, to me, I don't 235 00:08:33,708 --> 00:08:35,750 think it's a big thing to ask. 236 00:08:35,833 --> 00:08:37,667 - I kind of feel like in the past, 237 00:08:37,792 --> 00:08:41,292 you've told me that, like, past boyfriends are, 238 00:08:41,375 --> 00:08:43,083 like, kind of like pushovers. 239 00:08:43,208 --> 00:08:45,500 And, like, after what you said, 240 00:08:45,583 --> 00:08:47,667 it makes me kind of feel like you want me 241 00:08:47,792 --> 00:08:51,792 to just not think for myself all the time. 242 00:08:51,875 --> 00:08:53,667 ♪ 243 00:08:53,750 --> 00:08:56,583 - No, I think you think for yourself 100% of the time. 244 00:08:56,708 --> 00:08:59,833 I'm asking for you to think of us for a small percentage 245 00:08:59,917 --> 00:09:01,167 of that time. 246 00:09:01,292 --> 00:09:02,583 ♪ 247 00:09:04,542 --> 00:09:06,167 - Okay. 248 00:09:07,667 --> 00:09:09,625 - I'm not asking for you to be passive. 249 00:09:12,208 --> 00:09:14,208 I don't know how to, like, communicate that 250 00:09:14,208 --> 00:09:16,917 in a way that makes sense to you. 251 00:09:17,000 --> 00:09:18,417 Maybe I am asking for too much. 252 00:09:18,500 --> 00:09:19,833 And in that case, that's something 253 00:09:19,958 --> 00:09:22,000 I don't really know what to do with. 254 00:09:22,083 --> 00:09:23,542 ♪ 255 00:09:23,625 --> 00:09:26,417 - I mean... [sighs] 256 00:09:26,500 --> 00:09:28,792 I don't think it's, like-- Hey. 257 00:09:28,875 --> 00:09:32,000 - No, like, this whole thing has made me question, like... 258 00:09:32,083 --> 00:09:36,250 ♪ 259 00:09:36,333 --> 00:09:38,875 For you to say that, like, my exes have been passive 260 00:09:38,958 --> 00:09:42,125 and, like, that may be just what I'm looking for, like, 261 00:09:42,208 --> 00:09:45,125 I don't know how to respond to that with you, 262 00:09:45,208 --> 00:09:47,917 'cause then, like, what do you want me to say? 263 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:49,333 I don't know. 264 00:09:49,458 --> 00:09:51,667 ♪ 265 00:09:51,792 --> 00:09:54,167 Like, you're valid in bringing those things up to me. 266 00:09:54,167 --> 00:09:56,708 I don't want to be getting emotional to dismiss 267 00:09:56,792 --> 00:09:58,833 your wants and needs. 268 00:09:58,875 --> 00:10:02,042 It's just, like, a matter of-- I just start questioning... 269 00:10:02,042 --> 00:10:04,625 [sighs deeply] 270 00:10:04,708 --> 00:10:07,417 If what I'm asking for is too much. 271 00:10:07,542 --> 00:10:13,583 ♪ 272 00:10:13,708 --> 00:10:15,833 [object thuds] 273 00:10:15,875 --> 00:10:17,917 ♪ 274 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:20,833 I'm so cold. 275 00:10:20,917 --> 00:10:23,000 I'm grabbing yours 'cause it's fleece-lined. 276 00:10:23,042 --> 00:10:25,250 - Oh, thanks. Get mine dirty. 277 00:10:25,333 --> 00:10:27,333 [chuckles] Full of clay. 278 00:10:27,375 --> 00:10:29,333 It's fine. [chuckles] 279 00:10:29,333 --> 00:10:31,042 ♪ 280 00:10:31,167 --> 00:10:32,292 You can do it. 281 00:10:32,375 --> 00:10:34,000 Just... 282 00:10:34,083 --> 00:10:36,000 I'd appreciate it if you wash your hands before. 283 00:10:36,125 --> 00:10:42,917 ♪ 284 00:10:51,708 --> 00:10:54,125 - I would be lying if I said that that wasn't hurtful. 285 00:10:54,250 --> 00:10:56,167 And I get why you don't want to get your coat dirty. 286 00:10:56,250 --> 00:10:57,833 But I'm also, like, sitting here shaking. 287 00:10:57,875 --> 00:10:59,708 And, like, if you wanted my coat right now, 288 00:10:59,792 --> 00:11:00,917 if you wanted anything of mine, 289 00:11:01,042 --> 00:11:02,667 I would give you whatever you needed, 290 00:11:02,708 --> 00:11:05,000 no matter how messy it would get. 291 00:11:05,083 --> 00:11:07,000 - So it does feel like it's unfair for me 292 00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:08,625 to ask you to wash your hands to wear it. 293 00:11:08,708 --> 00:11:10,542 Like... - It's not unfair. 294 00:11:10,625 --> 00:11:12,542 It's just like all of the things compounded-- 295 00:11:12,625 --> 00:11:16,000 like, just some gesture that, like... 296 00:11:16,042 --> 00:11:18,792 I come first or that, like, you care about me 297 00:11:18,875 --> 00:11:21,167 so deeply, that, like, if the lining of your jacket 298 00:11:21,208 --> 00:11:24,833 gets a little clay on it that we have to dust off later. 299 00:11:24,917 --> 00:11:26,375 ♪ 300 00:11:26,458 --> 00:11:30,750 - I just feel like... 301 00:11:30,750 --> 00:11:33,875 it makes me look [bleep], 302 00:11:33,875 --> 00:11:36,250 like, just to ask if you could wash your hands 303 00:11:36,375 --> 00:11:37,667 before putting on the jacket. 304 00:11:37,708 --> 00:11:40,292 - I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you look bad. 305 00:11:40,375 --> 00:11:47,583 ♪ 306 00:11:47,583 --> 00:11:50,625 - ♪ I will leave with nothing ♪ 307 00:11:50,708 --> 00:11:53,667 ♪ I'm taking it home 308 00:11:53,750 --> 00:11:56,792 ♪ I dearly want to find 309 00:12:00,625 --> 00:12:02,000 [soft music] 310 00:12:02,042 --> 00:12:04,708 - ♪ These days, it just feels right ♪ 311 00:12:04,833 --> 00:12:07,875 ♪ You sitting by my side 312 00:12:07,958 --> 00:12:10,375 [knock at door] - Hello. Hello. 313 00:12:10,458 --> 00:12:11,958 - Welcome to our zoo. 314 00:12:12,042 --> 00:12:14,667 - Hi. It looks so nice. - [laughs] 315 00:12:14,750 --> 00:12:15,833 - I love the decor. 316 00:12:15,875 --> 00:12:19,000 - Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. 317 00:12:19,042 --> 00:12:21,375 - Got a nice panoramic view here. 318 00:12:21,500 --> 00:12:24,667 I get the sense that Dr. Pia is going to do a nice deep dive 319 00:12:24,708 --> 00:12:26,042 into intimacy. 320 00:12:26,167 --> 00:12:27,875 But I'm actually looking forward 321 00:12:27,958 --> 00:12:29,500 to having this open conversation with her. 322 00:12:29,542 --> 00:12:31,375 I think it would be a great benefit for us to kind of dive 323 00:12:31,375 --> 00:12:33,500 into topics that maybe we haven't explored 324 00:12:33,500 --> 00:12:34,833 as deeply on our own. 325 00:12:34,875 --> 00:12:36,167 - How's it going? 326 00:12:36,208 --> 00:12:37,583 - Kind of reminiscent of my place. 327 00:12:37,708 --> 00:12:40,125 - Really good, I think I'd say. 328 00:12:40,208 --> 00:12:41,833 - Yeah? - Yeah. 329 00:12:41,958 --> 00:12:45,000 You know, having that positive momentum right out the gate, 330 00:12:45,042 --> 00:12:48,333 and I think we've had that, and really kind of two things-- 331 00:12:48,375 --> 00:12:51,417 trying to ride it and not take it for granted, you know? 332 00:12:51,500 --> 00:12:52,917 - Yeah. Okay. - Yeah. 333 00:12:53,000 --> 00:12:55,125 - So you all are still presenting your best selves 334 00:12:55,208 --> 00:12:56,583 to one another? 335 00:12:56,667 --> 00:12:58,792 - I would say 336 00:12:58,875 --> 00:13:03,333 we haven't really had that luxury to... 337 00:13:03,375 --> 00:13:06,250 to constantly just have our best foot forward. 338 00:13:06,333 --> 00:13:08,625 - Mm. - I mean, I feel like the depth 339 00:13:08,625 --> 00:13:11,167 of our conversations, 340 00:13:11,208 --> 00:13:12,875 I don't even know that I've breached 341 00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:15,667 with long-term relationships. 342 00:13:15,750 --> 00:13:17,500 - Okay. - So... 343 00:13:17,583 --> 00:13:21,833 there's an intensity here that I think has also given us 344 00:13:21,917 --> 00:13:24,000 the grace to be who we are 345 00:13:24,042 --> 00:13:26,583 authentically, unapologetically, 346 00:13:26,667 --> 00:13:29,500 take-it-or-leave-it kind of situation. 347 00:13:29,625 --> 00:13:32,417 And it just feels like it's just been still really easy. 348 00:13:32,542 --> 00:13:34,167 - Yeah? - Yeah. 349 00:13:34,208 --> 00:13:36,167 - Yeah, and I would clarify that by saying we're still 350 00:13:36,250 --> 00:13:38,167 in a space where we're trying to be our best selves, 351 00:13:38,250 --> 00:13:41,125 but, like, I mean, there have been moments in between-- 352 00:13:41,208 --> 00:13:44,000 you know, even in between filming, for example, 353 00:13:44,042 --> 00:13:46,167 where, like, if we have a 30-minute gap, I mean, 354 00:13:46,208 --> 00:13:47,958 I might try to squeeze in a quick nap. 355 00:13:48,042 --> 00:13:49,500 Like, I might power down. 356 00:13:49,625 --> 00:13:50,708 I may not be my best self 357 00:13:50,833 --> 00:13:52,250 in that moment. - Sure. 358 00:13:52,333 --> 00:13:54,833 - But there's still, I believe, like, an active effort 359 00:13:54,875 --> 00:13:57,208 to kind of be our best selves and be fully engaged, 360 00:13:57,292 --> 00:13:58,292 more importantly. 361 00:13:58,375 --> 00:14:00,167 - Well, 'cause you're human, right? 362 00:14:00,292 --> 00:14:02,083 And so you're going to have not-your-best-self moments 363 00:14:02,167 --> 00:14:03,750 and so forth. - Sure. 364 00:14:03,833 --> 00:14:06,333 - Does that, like, prevent you from connecting with Chloe? 365 00:14:06,417 --> 00:14:08,042 - With Chloe, no. 366 00:14:08,167 --> 00:14:10,667 I say that with confidence, because my belief is, like, 367 00:14:10,750 --> 00:14:12,917 when it comes to a relationship, 368 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:14,667 especially marriage, 369 00:14:14,750 --> 00:14:16,833 if you're going to be truly vulnerable... 370 00:14:16,875 --> 00:14:19,250 - Mm-hmm. - You're essentially empowering 371 00:14:19,333 --> 00:14:22,458 the person you're with to be able to hurt you the most 372 00:14:22,542 --> 00:14:24,458 and trusting that they won't. 373 00:14:24,542 --> 00:14:29,000 And so I can say that I have had that confidence 374 00:14:29,042 --> 00:14:31,083 to empower her in that way. - Mm-hmm. Yeah. 375 00:14:31,167 --> 00:14:33,167 - And that's made it easier 376 00:14:33,250 --> 00:14:35,750 for me to be vulnerable with her. 377 00:14:35,833 --> 00:14:37,167 - Mm-hmm. Okay. 378 00:14:37,208 --> 00:14:39,000 So I want to ask-- I got the opportunity 379 00:14:39,083 --> 00:14:41,083 to do both of your home visits, which I love. 380 00:14:41,167 --> 00:14:44,000 So I got to know you all on a little different level. 381 00:14:44,083 --> 00:14:46,208 And I know that you both expressed 382 00:14:46,333 --> 00:14:49,792 that you were very intimate people, very sexual people. 383 00:14:49,875 --> 00:14:51,667 You said that you keep your vibrator 384 00:14:51,750 --> 00:14:53,000 underneath the pillow. - I do. 385 00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:54,125 - Why is that? 386 00:14:54,208 --> 00:14:55,833 - So it's easy access. 387 00:14:55,917 --> 00:14:58,250 - For? - For when I need it. 388 00:14:58,333 --> 00:15:00,125 - So of course I want to ask-- 389 00:15:00,208 --> 00:15:03,125 how has it been going in the sexual-intimacy department? 390 00:15:03,208 --> 00:15:04,667 - Sure. 391 00:15:04,750 --> 00:15:06,125 - I mean, I-- 392 00:15:06,208 --> 00:15:09,583 So the one thing coming into this 393 00:15:09,667 --> 00:15:12,000 that I asked of Michael 394 00:15:12,083 --> 00:15:15,708 is my need to build an emotional connection. 395 00:15:15,792 --> 00:15:17,458 We're both physical-touch people, 396 00:15:17,542 --> 00:15:20,000 so we're touching all the time, holding hands, 397 00:15:20,042 --> 00:15:22,333 kissing, cuddling, 398 00:15:22,458 --> 00:15:25,708 just really enjoying each other's company. 399 00:15:25,833 --> 00:15:28,667 - Mm-hmm. - And, you know, things are-- 400 00:15:28,792 --> 00:15:32,042 things are rapidly moving forward. 401 00:15:32,042 --> 00:15:33,458 - Yes. - Good. 402 00:15:33,542 --> 00:15:34,833 I'm glad to hear that. 403 00:15:34,875 --> 00:15:37,083 I'm glad to hear that. Okay. 404 00:15:37,167 --> 00:15:38,667 - We have been making sure to explore each other. 405 00:15:38,708 --> 00:15:39,708 - Okay. 406 00:15:39,792 --> 00:15:42,667 [electronic music] 407 00:15:42,708 --> 00:15:45,542 ♪ 408 00:15:45,667 --> 00:15:47,000 - ♪ You can get yours 409 00:15:47,083 --> 00:15:50,750 ♪ And I'ma get mine always 410 00:15:50,833 --> 00:15:52,333 - What's the next step? 411 00:15:52,417 --> 00:15:55,375 - Oh, that's going to be bow-chicka-wow-wow. 412 00:15:55,458 --> 00:15:58,000 - Oh, okay. 413 00:15:58,125 --> 00:16:00,667 What does that mean for you-- the bow-chicka-wow-wow? 414 00:16:00,708 --> 00:16:02,125 - I mean, I don't know. 415 00:16:02,208 --> 00:16:04,042 We haven't really identified that yet. 416 00:16:04,125 --> 00:16:05,667 - Well, no time like the present. 417 00:16:05,708 --> 00:16:07,833 That's why I'm here, right? 418 00:16:07,917 --> 00:16:09,417 - I'm getting-- - Getting hot? 419 00:16:09,500 --> 00:16:11,083 Can I get a fan? 420 00:16:11,167 --> 00:16:12,542 - Would you like to take it from here? 421 00:16:12,667 --> 00:16:15,250 - Oh, yeah. No, I think-- like Chloe said, you know, 422 00:16:15,333 --> 00:16:17,042 I think we both feel like we've been able to build 423 00:16:17,125 --> 00:16:18,542 a strong emotional connection. 424 00:16:18,625 --> 00:16:21,875 And so now we're kind of-- having that luxury, 425 00:16:21,958 --> 00:16:24,125 we're kind of putting our focus on making sure 426 00:16:24,208 --> 00:16:26,208 that that's sustained, you know, 427 00:16:26,292 --> 00:16:28,333 before we jump into having sex. - Yeah. 428 00:16:28,417 --> 00:16:30,833 - So you all are comfortable with each other, 429 00:16:30,875 --> 00:16:32,333 being in each other's presence? - Mm-hmm. 430 00:16:32,417 --> 00:16:33,917 - Are you comfortable being naked around each other yet? 431 00:16:34,000 --> 00:16:35,208 - Oh, yeah. - Good. 432 00:16:35,292 --> 00:16:36,542 - I don't sleep with any clothes on. 433 00:16:36,625 --> 00:16:37,917 - Okay. 434 00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:39,417 - We are just totally-- 435 00:16:39,500 --> 00:16:41,500 we are totally, totally, totally comfortable. 436 00:16:41,583 --> 00:16:44,000 - So, as free as you all are, as, you know, comfortable 437 00:16:44,083 --> 00:16:45,833 as you are with each other's bodies, 438 00:16:45,917 --> 00:16:47,708 have you all masturbated with each other yet? 439 00:16:47,833 --> 00:16:49,792 - Oh. - [chuckles] 440 00:16:49,875 --> 00:16:51,833 We have not. 441 00:16:51,875 --> 00:16:54,208 But I would not be opposed to this. 442 00:16:54,292 --> 00:16:57,667 - Okay. So can I give you all a homework exercise, 443 00:16:57,750 --> 00:16:58,792 a little activity? 444 00:16:58,875 --> 00:17:00,417 - We love homework. - Sure. 445 00:17:00,500 --> 00:17:02,250 - Okay, so I want you all to take a field trip 446 00:17:02,333 --> 00:17:05,125 to an adult novelty store. - Okay. 447 00:17:05,208 --> 00:17:07,792 - Go find three items that you would like to use together. 448 00:17:07,875 --> 00:17:09,583 - Okay. - Okay? 449 00:17:09,667 --> 00:17:12,167 And then I want you to be able to use those items 450 00:17:12,208 --> 00:17:14,167 to the best of your comfort level. 451 00:17:14,292 --> 00:17:15,333 - Okay. 452 00:17:15,458 --> 00:17:16,833 - So this will be a new experience for me. 453 00:17:16,958 --> 00:17:18,417 - I got ya. I'll navigate. 454 00:17:18,500 --> 00:17:19,667 - Okay, you can be the tour guide. 455 00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:22,333 - I can... [clicking tongue] Take you through. 456 00:17:22,417 --> 00:17:25,000 ♪ 457 00:17:25,083 --> 00:17:27,083 - ♪ Mixing it up 458 00:17:27,208 --> 00:17:29,250 ♪ Making a mess 459 00:17:29,333 --> 00:17:32,375 ♪ But that's just half the fun, I guess ♪ 460 00:17:32,458 --> 00:17:34,833 - Look at all this wine. Wow. 461 00:17:34,917 --> 00:17:37,833 It's, like, my favorite things really coming together here-- 462 00:17:37,958 --> 00:17:39,792 wine, steak. 463 00:17:39,875 --> 00:17:43,000 I'm actually feeling really happy since the accident. 464 00:17:43,083 --> 00:17:46,000 I never thought that we would get to this place 465 00:17:46,083 --> 00:17:48,625 before Decision Day. 466 00:17:48,708 --> 00:17:52,458 Cheers to... both: Making it to this point. 467 00:17:52,542 --> 00:17:54,333 - [chuckles] 468 00:17:54,458 --> 00:17:56,375 Literally surviving. - Mm-hmm. 469 00:17:56,458 --> 00:17:57,542 ♪ 470 00:17:57,625 --> 00:17:58,958 - We are survivors. 471 00:17:59,042 --> 00:18:00,500 - We sure are. 472 00:18:00,583 --> 00:18:03,208 - Yes. Amazing. 473 00:18:03,292 --> 00:18:05,375 - Wow. You have, like, the best presentation. 474 00:18:05,500 --> 00:18:07,708 - Oh, thank you. 475 00:18:07,792 --> 00:18:09,333 - Thank you. - Beautiful. 476 00:18:09,458 --> 00:18:10,750 Beautiful. - Then your tuna tartare. 477 00:18:10,833 --> 00:18:12,125 - We really did order it up. 478 00:18:12,208 --> 00:18:13,667 - Our wontons, there will be a little bit 479 00:18:13,792 --> 00:18:15,167 of wasabi aioli on there. 480 00:18:15,250 --> 00:18:16,542 So it has a little bit of a kick 481 00:18:16,708 --> 00:18:18,083 but nothing outrageous for you. - Thank you. 482 00:18:18,083 --> 00:18:20,750 - Where do I begin? 483 00:18:20,833 --> 00:18:23,000 [both crunching] 484 00:18:23,042 --> 00:18:25,167 - So you feel good about Decision Day? 485 00:18:25,208 --> 00:18:28,792 - I definitely feel better about it post-accident 486 00:18:28,875 --> 00:18:30,958 than pre-accident. - Yeah. 487 00:18:30,958 --> 00:18:33,500 It definitely brought us closer together. 488 00:18:33,583 --> 00:18:35,875 - I mean, I didn't know I had to hit a tree to, like, 489 00:18:35,875 --> 00:18:37,833 see some amazing things from you. 490 00:18:37,917 --> 00:18:42,042 But if I had to hit a tree to do that, I'm happy I did. 491 00:18:42,167 --> 00:18:44,417 - [chuckles] - And I'm happy that I saw, 492 00:18:44,500 --> 00:18:46,500 like, parts of you that I have not seen before. 493 00:18:46,625 --> 00:18:49,667 I think this gave us the best chance 494 00:18:49,708 --> 00:18:53,625 to, like, expedite a couple gold stars, you know? 495 00:18:53,708 --> 00:18:55,167 - Yeah. 496 00:18:55,208 --> 00:18:57,000 I think there was a big disconnect 497 00:18:57,125 --> 00:18:59,083 for weeks about what a friendship is 498 00:18:59,167 --> 00:19:01,250 versus a relationship. - Mm-hmm. 499 00:19:01,333 --> 00:19:04,333 - And I think that was getting blurred, 500 00:19:04,375 --> 00:19:08,333 and expectations were very high after the accident. 501 00:19:08,417 --> 00:19:10,333 ♪ 502 00:19:10,375 --> 00:19:12,458 - I'm pretty sure, like, we didn't really establish, 503 00:19:12,542 --> 00:19:14,000 like, this for sure as a friendship. 504 00:19:14,083 --> 00:19:15,500 ♪ 505 00:19:15,583 --> 00:19:17,542 It's like, maybe you knew that in your head, 506 00:19:17,625 --> 00:19:20,000 but it wasn't really, like, communicated. 507 00:19:20,083 --> 00:19:22,083 - I think... [sighs] 508 00:19:22,208 --> 00:19:25,625 My actions were showing in those settings, 509 00:19:25,708 --> 00:19:28,167 which I thought were enough, but, clearly, they weren't. 510 00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:31,375 So I should have, I guess, told you sooner. 511 00:19:31,500 --> 00:19:34,000 - Mm-hmm, 'cause as you said, you hate mine readers, 512 00:19:34,042 --> 00:19:35,875 and that's why you broke up with your ex. 513 00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:38,792 And I'm not a mind reader, especially in this situation. 514 00:19:38,875 --> 00:19:40,792 I feel like I made it so clear to you, like, 515 00:19:40,875 --> 00:19:43,250 all I wanted was direct answers from the beginning. 516 00:19:43,333 --> 00:19:45,333 So, yeah, I think that is a big deal. 517 00:19:45,375 --> 00:19:47,792 And I think that was very important for you 518 00:19:47,875 --> 00:19:50,375 to have to say to me whether you thought that or not, 519 00:19:50,458 --> 00:19:53,167 especially for being on a show and being married, 520 00:19:53,208 --> 00:19:55,042 like, which is kind of, like, a big deal. 521 00:19:55,125 --> 00:19:56,667 ♪ 522 00:19:58,708 --> 00:20:01,583 - But you have to understand that I was still trying. 523 00:20:01,667 --> 00:20:05,250 - You believe that. That's your belief. 524 00:20:05,333 --> 00:20:06,708 Like, I don't feel that way, 525 00:20:06,792 --> 00:20:09,000 but it doesn't mean you have to agree with it. 526 00:20:09,083 --> 00:20:11,167 But I just feel like after the honeymoon, 527 00:20:11,250 --> 00:20:12,875 a guard or something went up, 528 00:20:12,958 --> 00:20:16,375 and it just never felt like it was, like, a fair chance. 529 00:20:16,458 --> 00:20:19,000 - Are we talking about what we've learned from it, 530 00:20:19,083 --> 00:20:20,250 or are we just-- you're going to-- 531 00:20:20,333 --> 00:20:21,292 - No, I'm just saying, like-- 532 00:20:21,375 --> 00:20:22,583 I'm just giving another example. 533 00:20:22,708 --> 00:20:24,542 - Tell me all the things you just-- 534 00:20:24,625 --> 00:20:26,458 - No, I'm just saying, like-- 535 00:20:26,542 --> 00:20:28,167 - All my effort's just not being acknowledged. 536 00:20:28,208 --> 00:20:30,167 That's what we're going to continue to do, right? 537 00:20:30,250 --> 00:20:32,000 - Like, most girls probably would not have, 538 00:20:32,083 --> 00:20:33,875 like, stuck it out. 539 00:20:33,958 --> 00:20:36,000 - Oh. Okay. 540 00:20:36,083 --> 00:20:37,792 - No, I just want you to know that. 541 00:20:37,875 --> 00:20:39,792 And, like, I'm glad we went through it together. 542 00:20:39,875 --> 00:20:41,500 But, like, I didn't want that for us both 543 00:20:41,542 --> 00:20:43,917 because, like, we got to the point that we're at. 544 00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:46,875 And I wouldn't have stayed if I didn't think there 545 00:20:46,958 --> 00:20:48,583 was more growth to be had. 546 00:20:48,667 --> 00:20:51,083 Again, didn't think it would take hitting a tree. 547 00:20:51,167 --> 00:20:53,125 - [sighs] 548 00:20:53,208 --> 00:20:54,833 ♪ 549 00:20:54,917 --> 00:20:56,917 - What? 550 00:20:57,000 --> 00:20:58,750 - I'm just... 551 00:20:58,875 --> 00:21:01,250 ♪ 552 00:21:01,333 --> 00:21:03,250 Was it you staying or convincing me to stay? 553 00:21:03,375 --> 00:21:04,792 I'm just kind of confused. 554 00:21:04,875 --> 00:21:06,375 - Oh, it was definitely me convincing you to stay, 555 00:21:06,458 --> 00:21:07,833 'cause I didn't think it was fair to me 556 00:21:07,958 --> 00:21:09,250 to, like, have you decide. 557 00:21:09,333 --> 00:21:10,375 If anyone should have decided to be out, 558 00:21:10,458 --> 00:21:11,625 it should have been me. - Okay. 559 00:21:11,708 --> 00:21:13,708 - But I didn't think it was fair for you 560 00:21:13,792 --> 00:21:16,000 to take away 561 00:21:16,042 --> 00:21:18,500 my experience from me. 562 00:21:18,542 --> 00:21:20,833 - Which is why I stayed, 563 00:21:20,958 --> 00:21:22,875 because I put you before me. 564 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,750 I said-- - I know that. 565 00:21:24,833 --> 00:21:26,333 - Do you? - I do. 566 00:21:26,417 --> 00:21:27,708 - Okay. - And what if you didn't? 567 00:21:27,833 --> 00:21:29,875 We would have never been able to even be friends. 568 00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:31,542 - If I didn't listen to you, 569 00:21:31,625 --> 00:21:34,667 you wouldn't have almost died, so... 570 00:21:34,792 --> 00:21:36,667 - What? 571 00:21:36,750 --> 00:21:39,292 - We would have been out, and you wouldn't have almost died. 572 00:21:39,375 --> 00:21:40,875 - Are you serious right now? 573 00:21:40,958 --> 00:21:44,500 - To have it come to that point where I almost lost you? 574 00:21:44,542 --> 00:21:45,667 Yeah. 575 00:21:45,792 --> 00:21:48,708 Do I think back and say, was it worth it? 576 00:21:48,792 --> 00:21:52,917 It was not worth almost losing you to stick this out. 577 00:21:52,917 --> 00:21:54,792 - You can't even put those two things together 578 00:21:54,875 --> 00:21:57,000 'cause we wouldn't be here if the accident didn't happen. 579 00:21:57,042 --> 00:21:59,500 - Like, that's--like, it-- 580 00:21:59,583 --> 00:22:02,333 - Yeah. - [sighs deeply] 581 00:22:02,417 --> 00:22:04,667 [groans softly] 582 00:22:12,292 --> 00:22:14,417 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 583 00:22:14,500 --> 00:22:16,667 - Is that rare enough for you? - That's good, yes. 584 00:22:16,750 --> 00:22:19,667 Thank you. [silverware clattering] 585 00:22:21,542 --> 00:22:23,167 - I just want to eat this. 586 00:22:23,250 --> 00:22:24,708 - Okay. 587 00:22:24,875 --> 00:22:30,458 ♪ 588 00:22:30,542 --> 00:22:32,000 I mean, it does kind of hurt my feelings 589 00:22:32,042 --> 00:22:34,000 that you don't want to, like, talk about anything. 590 00:22:34,083 --> 00:22:35,375 - Not what I said. 591 00:22:35,458 --> 00:22:37,208 I just want to eat the steak for five minutes. 592 00:22:37,333 --> 00:22:38,958 Is that okay? - Yeah. 593 00:22:39,042 --> 00:22:45,875 ♪ 594 00:22:52,917 --> 00:22:54,833 - [sighs] 595 00:22:54,875 --> 00:22:57,417 [ice rattling] 596 00:22:57,500 --> 00:23:01,792 - I don't think it's worth going round and round, 597 00:23:01,875 --> 00:23:04,083 but I've told you I don't think you gave it your all. 598 00:23:04,167 --> 00:23:06,167 I think I've given it my all, 599 00:23:06,167 --> 00:23:10,625 but would love you to speak to that a little more, 600 00:23:10,750 --> 00:23:13,708 even though I know you don't agree, and that's fine. 601 00:23:13,792 --> 00:23:16,083 I don't know if you have any more 602 00:23:16,167 --> 00:23:17,833 to say to elaborate on that. 603 00:23:17,917 --> 00:23:24,958 ♪ 604 00:23:25,042 --> 00:23:27,333 - In the real world, 605 00:23:27,417 --> 00:23:29,667 you go on one date maybe a week 606 00:23:29,750 --> 00:23:32,000 over the course of a couple months. 607 00:23:32,042 --> 00:23:34,333 And then you figure out if you want to be with that person. 608 00:23:34,417 --> 00:23:36,500 - Mm-hmm. - We were 24-7. 609 00:23:36,583 --> 00:23:40,833 And I felt very comfortable that I saw... 610 00:23:40,917 --> 00:23:42,333 ♪ 611 00:23:42,417 --> 00:23:45,000 Every side of you that I could. 612 00:23:45,083 --> 00:23:47,375 And I saw 613 00:23:47,458 --> 00:23:50,167 a few red flags here and there. 614 00:23:50,208 --> 00:23:53,083 - Like, what were my red flags? I don't mean to interrupt you. 615 00:23:53,167 --> 00:23:55,625 - The romantic-chemistry aspect wasn't there. 616 00:23:55,708 --> 00:23:58,708 The negativity for me is, like, a huge thing. 617 00:23:58,833 --> 00:24:01,333 That's one of my-- one of my deal breakers was, 618 00:24:01,417 --> 00:24:03,708 was a positive, positive person. 619 00:24:03,833 --> 00:24:06,792 - I'm the most positive [bleep] person there is. 620 00:24:06,875 --> 00:24:08,792 - Okay. 621 00:24:08,792 --> 00:24:11,625 Saying I hate this, I hate that, I hate this, 622 00:24:11,708 --> 00:24:13,500 and then you took the opportunity 623 00:24:13,625 --> 00:24:18,167 when it was Michael and Chloe's vows that were beautiful, 624 00:24:18,208 --> 00:24:19,625 and you just destroyed them. 625 00:24:19,708 --> 00:24:21,333 - I thought their vows were a little, like, vanilla, 626 00:24:21,417 --> 00:24:22,542 to be honest. 627 00:24:22,625 --> 00:24:25,583 Like, nothing stuck out. [laughter] 628 00:24:25,708 --> 00:24:27,542 - I think Emily has something to say. 629 00:24:27,667 --> 00:24:29,833 - No, I just thought Michael was gonna, like, say something. 630 00:24:29,917 --> 00:24:31,250 - He's like, this is my second round of vows. 631 00:24:31,250 --> 00:24:32,500 - I didn't destroy them. 632 00:24:32,667 --> 00:24:34,167 - They were basic. 633 00:24:34,250 --> 00:24:35,792 They were vanilla. They were this. 634 00:24:35,875 --> 00:24:38,542 I couldn't believe you could make that into something 635 00:24:38,667 --> 00:24:39,833 that was negative. 636 00:24:39,875 --> 00:24:41,667 ♪ 637 00:24:41,708 --> 00:24:45,542 It's too much for me. 638 00:24:45,625 --> 00:24:47,292 - [voice breaking] I am the most positive person. 639 00:24:47,375 --> 00:24:48,958 If you can't [bleep] see that about me, 640 00:24:49,042 --> 00:24:52,792 that is--literally, that is the disconnect. 641 00:24:52,875 --> 00:24:54,667 And, I mean, like, holy [bleep]. 642 00:24:54,750 --> 00:24:56,750 - So that's why I just don't-- - Like, this is-- 643 00:24:56,833 --> 00:24:59,500 like, this is just groundbreaking. 644 00:24:59,542 --> 00:25:01,792 - So, before the accident, you don't think 645 00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:03,750 you were extremely negative all the time? 646 00:25:03,875 --> 00:25:05,500 - I really don't think that. 647 00:25:05,542 --> 00:25:08,000 - Saying "hate" all the time isn't negative? 648 00:25:08,083 --> 00:25:11,000 - What do you [bleep] mean? There is no negativity. 649 00:25:11,042 --> 00:25:13,000 [cries] 650 00:25:13,042 --> 00:25:14,708 ♪ 651 00:25:14,792 --> 00:25:17,833 [chair scrapes] I'm gonna take a second. 652 00:25:17,917 --> 00:25:21,000 [crying] 653 00:25:21,042 --> 00:25:26,000 ♪ 654 00:25:30,208 --> 00:25:31,750 [dramatic music] 655 00:25:31,750 --> 00:25:33,333 - He thinks that I'm negative. 656 00:25:33,375 --> 00:25:36,333 [crying] 657 00:25:36,417 --> 00:25:43,417 ♪ 658 00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:45,625 Am I overreacting? 659 00:25:45,708 --> 00:25:49,792 Like, is that not like the most [bleep] worst [bleep] dig 660 00:25:49,875 --> 00:25:52,958 anyone could ever [bleep] say? 661 00:25:53,042 --> 00:25:55,750 ♪ 662 00:26:01,167 --> 00:26:03,917 - It's just not true. 663 00:26:03,917 --> 00:26:05,875 And, like, that's a red flag. 664 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,458 And, like, I'm supposed to [bleep] know that? 665 00:26:08,542 --> 00:26:12,500 ♪ 666 00:26:12,542 --> 00:26:15,000 He doesn't know who I am. 667 00:26:15,125 --> 00:26:19,167 Like, you wonder why I'm, like, so [bleep] up in the head. 668 00:26:19,208 --> 00:26:21,333 [sobs] 669 00:26:21,458 --> 00:26:27,000 ♪ 670 00:26:27,125 --> 00:26:29,000 I just can't believe he said that. 671 00:26:29,125 --> 00:26:31,333 I really can't. I am in disbelief. 672 00:26:31,375 --> 00:26:32,375 ♪ 673 00:26:32,458 --> 00:26:36,500 - [groans] 674 00:26:36,542 --> 00:26:38,833 - And now I want to know all the red flags now, 675 00:26:38,917 --> 00:26:42,500 'cause now I know I had absolutely no [bleep] shot. 676 00:26:42,625 --> 00:26:49,583 ♪ 677 00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:54,958 Can I have another glass of Malbec, please? 678 00:26:55,042 --> 00:26:56,667 ♪ 679 00:26:56,792 --> 00:27:00,792 - [exhales deeply] 680 00:27:00,875 --> 00:27:03,167 Yeah, so I would, at this rate now, really like 681 00:27:03,250 --> 00:27:04,500 to know the other red flags. 682 00:27:04,583 --> 00:27:07,208 - I don't know. 683 00:27:07,292 --> 00:27:09,292 I've already-- - Honestly. 684 00:27:09,375 --> 00:27:10,833 That might've been, like, the most hurtful thing 685 00:27:10,917 --> 00:27:12,500 that anyone's ever said to me, 686 00:27:12,583 --> 00:27:13,833 'cause it means, like, you don't know 687 00:27:13,917 --> 00:27:16,292 who the [bleep] I am as a person. 688 00:27:16,375 --> 00:27:18,708 ♪ 689 00:27:18,792 --> 00:27:20,500 Do you get where I'm coming from? 690 00:27:20,542 --> 00:27:22,333 ♪ 691 00:27:22,417 --> 00:27:23,833 - Yeah. 692 00:27:23,875 --> 00:27:25,167 ♪ 693 00:27:25,250 --> 00:27:28,917 It's very hard for me to say those types of things, 694 00:27:28,917 --> 00:27:30,708 because I don't want to hurt your feelings. 695 00:27:30,833 --> 00:27:32,417 - This is hurting my feelings. 696 00:27:32,542 --> 00:27:35,167 - Okay. Like, this accident, I was like, 697 00:27:35,250 --> 00:27:37,708 this is a new side of her that I've never seen before. 698 00:27:37,792 --> 00:27:40,042 - Which I already told you, like, I'm the same person. 699 00:27:40,125 --> 00:27:43,000 I've seen a side of you that's maybe made me more positive 700 00:27:43,042 --> 00:27:44,958 'cause now I'm not like [bleep] in my head all the time, 701 00:27:45,042 --> 00:27:46,542 and, like, you're not making me angry. 702 00:27:46,542 --> 00:27:48,208 So maybe that's what you saw. 703 00:27:48,292 --> 00:27:49,833 But, like, I have been the same positive person, 704 00:27:49,875 --> 00:27:52,000 and that is what people would describe me as, 705 00:27:52,083 --> 00:27:55,667 as, like, a key quality and characteristic. 706 00:27:55,792 --> 00:27:57,125 And that was, like, maybe 707 00:27:57,208 --> 00:28:00,167 the most [bleep] hurtful thing ever. 708 00:28:00,292 --> 00:28:03,000 Like, I don't deserve a lot. I'm like that just was like-- 709 00:28:03,042 --> 00:28:06,375 - So, Emily, Emily, I'm just-- I'm just trying to be honest. 710 00:28:06,458 --> 00:28:07,833 - Keep being honest. 711 00:28:07,875 --> 00:28:08,958 - Like, you're asking me to be honest with you. 712 00:28:09,042 --> 00:28:10,208 - I am. 713 00:28:10,292 --> 00:28:11,875 - And I'm telling you how it makes me feel when you 714 00:28:11,958 --> 00:28:13,875 say those words all the time. 715 00:28:13,958 --> 00:28:16,167 - 'Cause it means you don't know who I am as a person. 716 00:28:16,208 --> 00:28:17,500 - Okay. 717 00:28:17,583 --> 00:28:19,500 - And it means you never gave me 718 00:28:19,542 --> 00:28:20,667 the chance to fix something 719 00:28:20,792 --> 00:28:22,542 that clearly bothers you so much. 720 00:28:22,625 --> 00:28:24,792 - Well, I've told you-- 721 00:28:24,875 --> 00:28:27,125 - How the [bleep] am I supposed to know that that means 722 00:28:27,208 --> 00:28:29,458 as much as it does to you? - [sighs] Okay. 723 00:28:29,542 --> 00:28:31,875 ♪ 724 00:28:31,958 --> 00:28:34,000 - Can we just talk about-- - And that's how you reacted? 725 00:28:34,125 --> 00:28:35,417 - Can we please talk about some positives? 726 00:28:35,542 --> 00:28:37,333 - You had every [bleep] opportunity 727 00:28:37,375 --> 00:28:40,417 in this dinner to talk positive, and here we are. 728 00:28:40,500 --> 00:28:42,000 It didn't have to be this way. 729 00:28:42,083 --> 00:28:43,458 - I don't we're making any progress. 730 00:28:43,542 --> 00:28:45,167 - I mean, yeah. No. 731 00:28:45,208 --> 00:28:46,917 I feel the most hurt I did this whole time. 732 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:48,375 So, yeah, that sucks. 733 00:28:48,458 --> 00:28:50,833 - ♪ You burned it down 734 00:28:50,875 --> 00:28:52,333 ♪ You draw me back 735 00:28:52,417 --> 00:28:54,333 ♪ You light the match 736 00:28:54,375 --> 00:28:57,542 ♪ It only took one spark 737 00:28:57,667 --> 00:29:01,583 ♪ To burn it down 738 00:29:01,667 --> 00:29:04,125 - ♪ I'm on my way back home 739 00:29:04,208 --> 00:29:06,417 ♪ Back home 740 00:29:06,500 --> 00:29:07,958 ♪ I'm on my way 741 00:30:10,333 --> 00:30:12,500 - [crying] This is hard, because I don't want 742 00:30:12,625 --> 00:30:16,208 to, like, hurt Austin. 743 00:30:16,292 --> 00:30:20,875 But I also feel like there's been a level of dismissiveness 744 00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:23,167 and combativeness. 745 00:30:23,208 --> 00:30:24,917 ♪ 746 00:31:35,667 --> 00:31:44,875 ♪ 747 00:31:49,083 --> 00:31:50,833 [dramatic music] 748 00:31:50,917 --> 00:31:53,250 - Last night was a really long dinner. 749 00:31:53,333 --> 00:31:56,458 And to make things that much harder for us, 750 00:31:56,542 --> 00:31:58,833 Brennan decided to go to his house. 751 00:31:58,917 --> 00:32:00,250 And then he left, 752 00:32:00,375 --> 00:32:03,042 which was really unfortunate and hurtful. 753 00:32:03,125 --> 00:32:04,875 And just, like, sad and just, again, 754 00:32:04,958 --> 00:32:06,333 like, how everything got handled. 755 00:32:06,458 --> 00:32:08,167 Yeah, we ended up not even getting 756 00:32:08,208 --> 00:32:10,250 to focus on the tons of positives 757 00:32:10,333 --> 00:32:12,583 in the past two weeks or just in general, really. 758 00:32:12,708 --> 00:32:15,167 I'm kind of in my head. 759 00:32:15,208 --> 00:32:17,500 Just, like, right when I think, like, it just can't get worse, 760 00:32:17,542 --> 00:32:19,458 it, like, does somehow. 761 00:32:19,583 --> 00:32:21,625 ♪ 762 00:32:21,708 --> 00:32:24,500 [funky music] 763 00:32:24,583 --> 00:32:26,458 ♪ 764 00:32:26,542 --> 00:32:30,167 - ♪ Can you feel the heat rising up, up, up? ♪ 765 00:32:30,208 --> 00:32:32,458 ♪ Can you feel the beat? 766 00:32:32,542 --> 00:32:34,167 ♪ No, no, never stop 767 00:32:34,208 --> 00:32:35,583 - Ooh. 768 00:32:35,667 --> 00:32:37,500 Oh. [chuckles] 769 00:32:37,542 --> 00:32:39,250 - That's my kind of outfit right here. 770 00:32:39,333 --> 00:32:41,667 - Yeah? Is that what you have in mind? 771 00:32:41,792 --> 00:32:44,333 Is that one of your three? 772 00:32:44,375 --> 00:32:46,542 - You do this so I can't talk, huh? 773 00:32:46,625 --> 00:32:49,875 - [laughing] Okay. 774 00:32:49,958 --> 00:32:51,375 - ♪ La, la, la, la, la 775 00:32:51,500 --> 00:32:52,792 ♪ La, la, la, la, la 776 00:32:52,875 --> 00:32:54,417 ♪ Feel the heat is coming 777 00:32:54,500 --> 00:32:55,792 ♪ La, la, la, la, la 778 00:32:55,875 --> 00:32:57,125 ♪ La, la, la, la, la 779 00:32:57,208 --> 00:32:59,000 - Hey, you all. Welcome. - Hi. 780 00:32:59,083 --> 00:33:00,333 - Hi. How's it going? both: Good. 781 00:33:00,375 --> 00:33:01,750 - How are you? - Pretty good. 782 00:33:01,833 --> 00:33:03,708 Welcome to Vanilla. 783 00:33:03,833 --> 00:33:06,292 Have you been here before? - Thanks for having us. No. 784 00:33:06,375 --> 00:33:09,208 - For the most part, we have clothing, lingerie. 785 00:33:09,292 --> 00:33:13,042 We also have mostly kink items on this side, 786 00:33:13,167 --> 00:33:16,500 different impact play, different sensual items. 787 00:33:16,583 --> 00:33:19,375 - We need to find three things that just speak to us 788 00:33:19,458 --> 00:33:22,292 that we can then use a little later. 789 00:33:22,375 --> 00:33:25,167 - On a scale of one to ten, if ten would be ultra freak 790 00:33:25,208 --> 00:33:28,333 and number one would be, like, a vanilla wafer, 791 00:33:28,417 --> 00:33:32,250 I would say I'm probably 6.3. 792 00:33:32,333 --> 00:33:34,833 You know, I have some spiciness to me, 793 00:33:34,958 --> 00:33:37,333 but not to the max. 794 00:33:37,375 --> 00:33:39,333 You know, I would say my natural tendency in bed 795 00:33:39,417 --> 00:33:41,542 is probably more vanilla, to be honest, 796 00:33:41,625 --> 00:33:44,625 but I am more than happy to partake in freaky activity. 797 00:33:44,708 --> 00:33:46,625 I may need someone to help inspire that. 798 00:33:46,708 --> 00:33:49,500 So any of these things that she wants to play around with 799 00:33:49,583 --> 00:33:52,417 to kind of just continue to mold our intimacy, 800 00:33:52,500 --> 00:33:53,542 I'm all for it. 801 00:33:53,625 --> 00:33:55,667 - These are pretty cool, the tasty holdings. 802 00:33:55,792 --> 00:33:57,167 They're body scrubs 803 00:33:57,250 --> 00:33:59,042 that will, like, actually be edible as well. 804 00:33:59,125 --> 00:34:00,667 And they'll make you taste really good as well. 805 00:34:00,750 --> 00:34:02,417 - Okay. [laughs] 806 00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:03,833 - So I would taste like a glazed doughnut? 807 00:34:03,917 --> 00:34:05,375 - Yes, precisely. 808 00:34:05,458 --> 00:34:07,250 - Do you have maple bar, by chance? 809 00:34:07,333 --> 00:34:11,083 - [laughs] There is a peach and a cherry flavor. 810 00:34:11,167 --> 00:34:12,875 - Maple bar? - Yeah. 811 00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:14,583 - That was so specific. 812 00:34:14,667 --> 00:34:16,208 - Why was that so specific? 813 00:34:16,208 --> 00:34:17,500 - I feel like if I was a doughnut, 814 00:34:17,583 --> 00:34:20,000 I would be a maple bar. - Go off. Go off. 815 00:34:20,083 --> 00:34:21,708 - Maple bar, if given a choice, 816 00:34:21,792 --> 00:34:24,083 glazed doughnut hole based on what's available. 817 00:34:24,167 --> 00:34:26,042 - My God. So specific. 818 00:34:26,042 --> 00:34:27,333 What is happening? 819 00:34:27,500 --> 00:34:30,958 I'm having a lot of fun watching him explore. 820 00:34:30,958 --> 00:34:32,750 And I think the more positive experiences 821 00:34:32,833 --> 00:34:34,583 Michael and I have together, 822 00:34:34,667 --> 00:34:36,333 the more inclined we are 823 00:34:36,375 --> 00:34:38,417 to create a really strong relationship and partnership. 824 00:34:38,500 --> 00:34:40,333 And it's been so important for me 825 00:34:40,458 --> 00:34:42,250 that we build an emotional connection 826 00:34:42,375 --> 00:34:45,417 before we take any sort of really intimate step together. 827 00:34:45,542 --> 00:34:47,167 And we get to have fun in these moments 828 00:34:47,292 --> 00:34:49,292 as we're doing that. 829 00:34:49,375 --> 00:34:51,750 All of that eventually leads to consummating the marriage. 830 00:34:51,833 --> 00:34:53,292 [chuckles] 831 00:34:53,375 --> 00:34:55,417 That's to beat your ass. 832 00:34:55,500 --> 00:34:57,500 - [smacks leg] Oh, [bleep]. 833 00:34:57,542 --> 00:35:00,042 That hurt. [bleep]. - [chuckles] It hurts. 834 00:35:00,125 --> 00:35:01,500 - Break the stones. [smacks leg] 835 00:35:01,625 --> 00:35:03,292 You hear the bass there? 836 00:35:03,375 --> 00:35:05,833 - Check them out--just a little fingerless latex glove. 837 00:35:05,875 --> 00:35:08,333 It does have a little ring finger. 838 00:35:08,375 --> 00:35:09,625 You might want some lube. 839 00:35:09,708 --> 00:35:12,208 - I just need to equip this real quick. 840 00:35:12,292 --> 00:35:15,542 - Maybe some grippers on the outside, you know? 841 00:35:15,625 --> 00:35:16,917 - [chuckles] 842 00:35:17,042 --> 00:35:18,875 Hi, baby. [laughter] 843 00:35:18,875 --> 00:35:20,583 This doesn't do it for you? 844 00:35:20,667 --> 00:35:23,000 How dare you? I'm trying, all right? 845 00:35:23,083 --> 00:35:24,667 - [laughing] I don't think so. 846 00:35:24,750 --> 00:35:26,292 - This doesn't work? 847 00:35:26,375 --> 00:35:28,708 - He looked like he had a fin. 848 00:35:28,792 --> 00:35:31,167 And... 849 00:35:31,250 --> 00:35:33,500 [laughs] Just, ah, that's one of my favorite moments 850 00:35:33,625 --> 00:35:34,875 of all time. 851 00:35:35,042 --> 00:35:36,792 Well, God dang it. I don't know what to do. 852 00:35:36,875 --> 00:35:39,583 - No, I feel like you do. 853 00:35:39,708 --> 00:35:41,333 - We're going to have to buy this. 854 00:35:41,375 --> 00:35:43,542 - I may never be able to take this off again. 855 00:35:43,625 --> 00:35:45,958 I'm just letting you know. - Let's go home with this. 856 00:35:46,042 --> 00:35:49,042 I'll be laughing about this for four days. 857 00:35:49,125 --> 00:35:51,208 What is happening? 858 00:35:51,292 --> 00:35:52,542 I'm looking for [bleep] [bleep]. 859 00:35:52,667 --> 00:35:54,042 I'm looking for another vibrator. 860 00:35:54,125 --> 00:35:56,000 - Hey, I'm not stopping you. 861 00:35:56,042 --> 00:35:57,667 - And I was really looking for something that was a glove... 862 00:35:57,750 --> 00:35:59,375 - I know you wanted this Swiss army knife right here. 863 00:35:59,458 --> 00:36:01,083 - With some feely things on it. 864 00:36:01,167 --> 00:36:02,333 - It has a little... [imitates suction] 865 00:36:02,417 --> 00:36:03,500 And a little... [imitates suction] 866 00:36:03,542 --> 00:36:05,208 all together, mm. - [laughs] 867 00:36:05,333 --> 00:36:06,833 How was that again? 868 00:36:06,917 --> 00:36:08,292 - A little... [exhales sharply] 869 00:36:08,375 --> 00:36:10,125 and... [imitates suction] And mm. 870 00:36:10,208 --> 00:36:11,458 I think it said it did all three. 871 00:36:11,542 --> 00:36:14,667 - Okay. Where are vibrators? 872 00:36:14,750 --> 00:36:18,375 - So this one is going to be a vibrating masturbator. 873 00:36:18,458 --> 00:36:20,042 Pretty much a vibrating stroker. 874 00:36:20,125 --> 00:36:21,375 - That is amazing. 875 00:36:21,458 --> 00:36:25,083 - And then this one is the big dog. 876 00:36:25,167 --> 00:36:27,292 - Oh, my God. - The luxury. 877 00:36:27,375 --> 00:36:30,167 - This is the Range Rover. - [chuckles] 878 00:36:30,208 --> 00:36:31,583 - I think I'll start with the simple one, 879 00:36:31,667 --> 00:36:33,292 or else I may never leave the bedroom. 880 00:36:33,375 --> 00:36:35,792 - I'ma need you to need me at some point. 881 00:36:35,792 --> 00:36:39,042 - Yes, I do say yes to Chloe. - [laughing] Oh, my God. 882 00:36:39,167 --> 00:36:41,792 [upbeat music] 883 00:36:41,875 --> 00:36:47,167 ♪ 884 00:36:47,292 --> 00:36:49,167 - Water? - [sighs] Oh, yeah. 885 00:36:49,292 --> 00:36:51,375 I would actually love that. 886 00:36:51,458 --> 00:36:54,333 - So things did not go as planned last night at dinner. 887 00:36:54,375 --> 00:36:56,417 He threw out this negativity thing 888 00:36:56,542 --> 00:37:00,000 that I'm a negative person, and I left the dinner crying. 889 00:37:00,042 --> 00:37:01,875 Sad, but maybe it's best for us. 890 00:37:01,958 --> 00:37:03,083 I don't know. Who knows? 891 00:37:03,083 --> 00:37:04,833 - Yeah. 892 00:37:04,917 --> 00:37:08,917 I just think that, you know, we have been through a lot. 893 00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:12,583 I think that I've tried to protect you as best as I can. 894 00:37:12,667 --> 00:37:14,375 But I think, you know, there are things 895 00:37:14,458 --> 00:37:18,708 that are worth telling you that you need to know. 896 00:37:20,875 --> 00:37:23,292 [crying] I just don't feel like Brennan is giving you 897 00:37:23,375 --> 00:37:25,333 the same respect that you give to him. 898 00:37:25,417 --> 00:37:27,417 And I didn't want to tell you this. 899 00:37:27,500 --> 00:37:30,208 At the same time, I had to be realistic about what's going on 900 00:37:30,292 --> 00:37:33,167 and let you know what's happening. 901 00:37:33,250 --> 00:37:34,375 I've heard through the grapevine 902 00:37:34,542 --> 00:37:36,917 that he wanted to go on a double date with Cameron 903 00:37:37,042 --> 00:37:40,125 and that he is going on dates. 904 00:37:40,208 --> 00:37:42,500 Like, he's not a good guy. 905 00:37:42,542 --> 00:37:44,792 And I'm just upset that you even thought 906 00:37:44,875 --> 00:37:47,500 for a second that he had your best interest, 907 00:37:47,542 --> 00:37:50,583 because he doesn't. - [sobbing] 908 00:37:50,708 --> 00:37:53,625 ♪ 909 00:37:53,708 --> 00:37:56,708 - Like, I appreciate it so much. 910 00:37:56,792 --> 00:37:59,208 And... 911 00:37:59,333 --> 00:38:04,000 it just confirms a lot of what I've been feeling. 912 00:38:04,042 --> 00:38:06,000 And I've tried to, like, look past, 913 00:38:06,125 --> 00:38:09,708 and, like, make-- see the best in him, 914 00:38:09,792 --> 00:38:13,333 and, like, believe that this wasn't the case. 915 00:38:13,417 --> 00:38:17,000 But it's like, I truly believe the way he talks to me, 916 00:38:17,125 --> 00:38:19,125 he just doesn't respect me. 917 00:38:19,208 --> 00:38:21,375 This just shows that. 918 00:38:21,500 --> 00:38:24,333 It's, like, very, very sad... 919 00:38:24,417 --> 00:38:25,875 - Yeah. - No matter what. 920 00:38:25,958 --> 00:38:29,083 - And you deserve to be loved and to be heard, 921 00:38:29,208 --> 00:38:31,583 and to be seen and not diminished 922 00:38:31,667 --> 00:38:34,333 and not dismissed to make himself feel better. 923 00:38:34,375 --> 00:38:36,667 And that's not something you deserve. 924 00:38:36,750 --> 00:38:38,875 - Like, I don't think there was, honestly, 925 00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:40,583 a better time than now. 926 00:38:40,708 --> 00:38:43,000 [sniffles] I would have been devastated 927 00:38:43,042 --> 00:38:45,667 to know this after, knowing that I had no control-- 928 00:38:45,750 --> 00:38:47,833 - He's just not ready for a commitment. 929 00:38:47,958 --> 00:38:49,167 ♪ 930 00:38:49,208 --> 00:38:52,042 - It just [bleep] sucks, 931 00:38:52,125 --> 00:38:54,542 but it also validates 932 00:38:54,625 --> 00:38:57,542 where I am now and, like, where I've been, like... 933 00:38:57,625 --> 00:39:02,167 - I'm just sad that he's not realizing how amazing you are. 934 00:39:02,250 --> 00:39:04,958 - This isn't how it had to end it, 935 00:39:05,042 --> 00:39:07,833 and it's gonna end the way that it needs to end. 936 00:39:07,917 --> 00:39:09,958 - Period. 937 00:39:10,042 --> 00:39:10,217 ♪ 938 00:39:15,125 --> 00:39:16,167 [dramatic music] 939 00:39:16,250 --> 00:39:21,667 ♪ 940 00:39:21,750 --> 00:39:23,000 - Hey. 941 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:28,000 - So, basically, I found out that you tried to go 942 00:39:28,083 --> 00:39:30,042 on a double date with Cam. 943 00:39:30,125 --> 00:39:32,833 And so the fact that, like, I feel like you've cared 944 00:39:32,875 --> 00:39:34,583 so much about yourself and reputation in this 945 00:39:34,583 --> 00:39:36,792 and did something that stupid, 946 00:39:36,875 --> 00:39:40,333 honestly, I just don't understand, like, 947 00:39:40,375 --> 00:39:42,417 why you would do something so dumb. 948 00:39:42,542 --> 00:39:46,667 But, yeah, I can hear your reasoning, at least. 949 00:39:46,750 --> 00:39:49,083 ♪ 950 00:39:49,167 --> 00:39:50,708 - Yeah. That's not true. 951 00:39:50,792 --> 00:39:52,792 - What do you mean it's not true? 952 00:39:52,875 --> 00:39:54,167 - I don't even know what you're talking about. 953 00:39:54,208 --> 00:39:55,875 - I don't-- 954 00:39:56,000 --> 00:39:57,750 - Me and Cam joke about [bleep] all the time. 955 00:39:57,833 --> 00:39:59,750 Like... - It definitely wasn't a joke 956 00:39:59,833 --> 00:40:01,625 if he felt the need to call Clare 957 00:40:01,708 --> 00:40:04,042 and say how [bleep] up he thought it was. 958 00:40:04,042 --> 00:40:05,417 - You have [bleep] against me? 959 00:40:05,500 --> 00:40:07,042 - I do have [bleep] against you, Brennan. 960 00:40:10,417 --> 00:40:12,042 - Why can't you just take ownership 961 00:40:12,125 --> 00:40:13,292 to anything you [bleep] do 962 00:40:13,375 --> 00:40:15,042 or even--I don't know-- say sorry? 963 00:40:15,208 --> 00:40:17,167 Yes, it does. 964 00:40:17,208 --> 00:40:19,583 Yeah, I am. 965 00:40:19,583 --> 00:40:20,958 Remember when I say accountability? 966 00:40:21,042 --> 00:40:22,750 You don't think I have accountability? 967 00:40:22,833 --> 00:40:25,000 You think I'm so negative. You think you tried everything. 968 00:40:25,042 --> 00:40:26,250 You think you didn't-- like, when I say there was 969 00:40:26,333 --> 00:40:27,375 never a chance of anything. 970 00:40:27,375 --> 00:40:29,542 - The negativity 971 00:40:29,625 --> 00:40:33,708 caused there to be no [bleep] chance of us being ever-- 972 00:40:33,792 --> 00:40:35,458 - All right, once again, blaming it on me, once again-- 973 00:40:35,542 --> 00:40:36,958 - I am blaming it on you. 974 00:40:37,042 --> 00:40:38,667 - You never told me anything about negativity. 975 00:40:38,750 --> 00:40:40,458 - You're the most negative person I've ever met. 976 00:40:40,542 --> 00:40:42,500 That's the [bleep] that pulled our relationship 977 00:40:42,542 --> 00:40:43,750 to go nowhere. 978 00:40:43,833 --> 00:40:45,875 - That's also-- I'm not negative. 979 00:40:45,875 --> 00:40:47,000 - And I'm not looking for that. 980 00:40:47,125 --> 00:40:49,000 - And you literally think you've done nothing, 981 00:40:49,083 --> 00:40:50,542 even right now. 982 00:40:50,625 --> 00:40:52,417 That's how I can feel like you're taking this-- 983 00:40:52,500 --> 00:40:53,792 is that you've done nothing wrong. 984 00:40:53,875 --> 00:40:55,458 And, somehow, I've been negative 985 00:40:55,542 --> 00:40:57,000 when I call you out for, like, needing to, 986 00:40:57,042 --> 00:40:58,542 yeah, change some [bleep]. 987 00:40:58,667 --> 00:41:00,167 - You think I have to take accountability for that? 988 00:41:00,250 --> 00:41:01,750 - Uh, yeah. 989 00:41:01,833 --> 00:41:02,958 - I've been loyal to you this whole time. 990 00:41:03,042 --> 00:41:04,625 - No, you have not. 991 00:41:04,708 --> 00:41:07,500 And you have tried to come out of this unscathed. 992 00:41:07,625 --> 00:41:10,500 And by doing so, you have been so [bleep] stupid. 993 00:41:10,583 --> 00:41:12,167 And you've discredited me, 994 00:41:12,250 --> 00:41:13,458 thinking that I'm not smart enough 995 00:41:13,542 --> 00:41:14,833 and I'm going to be your little puppet 996 00:41:14,875 --> 00:41:16,167 and stay positive the whole time, 997 00:41:16,250 --> 00:41:17,208 when you've been doing this [bleep] 998 00:41:17,333 --> 00:41:18,792 when I've already given you way more 999 00:41:18,875 --> 00:41:20,792 of the benefit of the doubt, and like, tried to, 1000 00:41:20,875 --> 00:41:22,167 like, see the positive in you in this situation. 1001 00:41:22,208 --> 00:41:23,792 And I'm [bleep] done. 1002 00:41:23,875 --> 00:41:26,167 This isn't just me. This is not me starting anything. 1003 00:41:26,208 --> 00:41:27,667 You did this to yourself. 1004 00:41:27,750 --> 00:41:32,000 And you cannot say that it's because we-- 1005 00:41:32,083 --> 00:41:34,875 we're friends and you apparently were single. 1006 00:41:34,958 --> 00:41:37,750 That's--we were very much married, and its two months, 1007 00:41:37,875 --> 00:41:39,750 and you can [bleep] pull it together. 1008 00:41:39,833 --> 00:41:42,333 - If that's how you feel after I saved your [bleep] life, 1009 00:41:42,417 --> 00:41:43,792 then-- 1010 00:41:43,875 --> 00:41:46,292 - Are you [bleep] kidding me? You have-- 1011 00:41:46,375 --> 00:41:48,667 - Like, it's unfathomable to me 1012 00:41:48,833 --> 00:41:50,542 that you can talk like this. 1013 00:41:50,667 --> 00:41:52,750 - You're manipulative. You have no accountability. 1014 00:41:52,833 --> 00:41:54,500 You have no awareness of anything. 1015 00:41:54,583 --> 00:41:56,625 And if you think in any [bleep] world 1016 00:41:56,708 --> 00:41:59,167 that this is going to come on me, you are wrong. 1017 00:41:59,250 --> 00:42:01,500 ♪ 1018 00:42:01,583 --> 00:42:03,500 - And you're going to try to destroy me? 1019 00:42:03,625 --> 00:42:05,000 - You did not save my life. 1020 00:42:05,083 --> 00:42:07,083 Anyone would have done the same thing if-- 1021 00:42:07,208 --> 00:42:08,708 - No one else did, did they? 1022 00:42:08,792 --> 00:42:10,833 - No one else is there for a chance. 1023 00:42:10,917 --> 00:42:13,833 And granted, yeah, if I got to see the real you 1024 00:42:13,875 --> 00:42:15,708 in that two weeks and that's what I got out of this, 1025 00:42:15,792 --> 00:42:17,542 knowing, like, you do exist somewhere down there-- 1026 00:42:17,625 --> 00:42:20,083 hopefully that is really you, that's great. 1027 00:42:20,208 --> 00:42:22,667 But, like, you can also not throw in you saved my life. 1028 00:42:22,750 --> 00:42:25,750 - All right. All right. 1029 00:42:30,042 --> 00:42:31,833 There's no reasoning with you, and you're going to say 1030 00:42:31,958 --> 00:42:33,958 whatever the [bleep] you want to say, so... 1031 00:42:34,042 --> 00:42:35,625 yeah, I'll be at the apartment [bleep]. 1032 00:42:35,708 --> 00:42:38,375 And then I will see you on Decision Day. 1033 00:42:38,458 --> 00:42:39,917 - Okay. 1034 00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:41,792 - Peace. 1035 00:42:41,875 --> 00:42:43,000 - [bleep]. 1036 00:42:43,083 --> 00:42:45,375 ♪ 1037 00:42:45,458 --> 00:42:47,125 - ♪ It's not love 1038 00:42:47,208 --> 00:42:48,958 ♪ It's not love 1039 00:42:49,042 --> 00:42:50,167 ♪ So come on 1040 00:42:50,250 --> 00:42:52,333 ♪ Let it be 1041 00:42:52,458 --> 00:42:55,000 - Hi. - Hello. 1042 00:42:55,042 --> 00:42:57,000 - You brought tissues. - I brought tissues. 1043 00:42:57,083 --> 00:42:59,000 I brought a blankie. 1044 00:42:59,042 --> 00:43:00,833 - She's ready to go. - She's ready. 1045 00:43:00,917 --> 00:43:02,875 - To that, I thought we'd have, like, circle time on the floor. 1046 00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:05,000 So everyone pick your spot on the rug. 1047 00:43:05,083 --> 00:43:07,500 We're just going to let it all out. 1048 00:43:07,500 --> 00:43:09,167 - I'm here--food, tears. 1049 00:43:09,250 --> 00:43:10,333 - Okay. 1050 00:43:10,458 --> 00:43:12,167 ♪ 1051 00:43:12,208 --> 00:43:14,167 - The circle of trust. 1052 00:43:14,250 --> 00:43:16,667 This is what it looks like. This is what it looks like. 1053 00:43:16,833 --> 00:43:18,583 - Please talk to me and fill me in. 1054 00:43:18,667 --> 00:43:22,125 I'm just curious how it's all going. 1055 00:43:22,208 --> 00:43:24,708 - Um, yeah. 1056 00:43:26,292 --> 00:43:28,417 [voice breaking] I'm probably just going to cry 1057 00:43:28,500 --> 00:43:31,417 because I found out that... 1058 00:43:31,542 --> 00:43:34,125 Brennan was asking Cam 1059 00:43:34,208 --> 00:43:37,542 to go on double dates with other people. 1060 00:43:37,625 --> 00:43:39,792 And it just kind of went to show, 1061 00:43:39,875 --> 00:43:42,167 after, especially, like, our dinner the other night 1062 00:43:42,250 --> 00:43:44,125 that we had, like, that I've just always felt like he 1063 00:43:44,208 --> 00:43:45,958 just doesn't respect me. - Can you believe? 1064 00:43:46,042 --> 00:43:50,667 - And so, after we had dinner the other night, 1065 00:43:50,750 --> 00:43:52,917 that ended up going like-- 1066 00:43:53,042 --> 00:43:55,000 I guess, I went off a little bit 1067 00:43:55,083 --> 00:43:57,542 just because he wants me to be positive 1068 00:43:57,625 --> 00:43:59,375 and sit there and just shut up. 1069 00:43:59,458 --> 00:44:01,292 And so, no matter what I say or do, 1070 00:44:01,375 --> 00:44:04,000 he will always come back and say I made it negative. 1071 00:44:04,083 --> 00:44:05,708 Like, why can't I stay positive? 1072 00:44:05,792 --> 00:44:07,292 And, like, this just isn't life. 1073 00:44:07,375 --> 00:44:09,875 And, like, I get the repercussions every day after. 1074 00:44:09,958 --> 00:44:11,375 He said this didn't work because of me two weeks in 1075 00:44:11,458 --> 00:44:12,750 because I was negative. 1076 00:44:12,833 --> 00:44:14,667 - Honey, one of my biggest issues with you 1077 00:44:14,750 --> 00:44:16,667 is that you are too positive. - You're too positive. 1078 00:44:16,708 --> 00:44:18,708 - Like, what pisses me off is that the worst sides 1079 00:44:18,792 --> 00:44:21,000 of Brennan are not on camera. 1080 00:44:21,083 --> 00:44:23,667 Like, Brennan makes Emily delete diary cams 1081 00:44:23,708 --> 00:44:25,875 if they don't reflect well upon him. 1082 00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:27,792 - He keeps being like, this isn't part of our story. 1083 00:44:27,875 --> 00:44:29,375 I'm like, I don't know what story 1084 00:44:29,458 --> 00:44:30,833 you already planned out for us, 1085 00:44:30,917 --> 00:44:32,667 but, like, this is part of my story. 1086 00:44:32,750 --> 00:44:34,375 - Like, these are the conversations 1087 00:44:34,458 --> 00:44:36,292 that she's had with me off camera. 1088 00:44:36,375 --> 00:44:39,125 - And then he tried to tell me today that, basically, 1089 00:44:39,208 --> 00:44:41,458 like, everything should be dismissed 1090 00:44:41,542 --> 00:44:43,375 because he saved my life, and I'm like-- 1091 00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:45,083 - Yeah, the savior complex, no. 1092 00:44:45,167 --> 00:44:46,833 - Again, you appreciated me when I hit a tree. 1093 00:44:46,875 --> 00:44:48,417 Granted, I appreciate all you did. 1094 00:44:48,500 --> 00:44:49,833 And I'm happy of all of this. 1095 00:44:49,958 --> 00:44:51,792 I saw I think who you are for a hot sec. 1096 00:44:51,875 --> 00:44:53,792 - Yeah. - But, like, that is also not 1097 00:44:53,875 --> 00:44:55,708 your saving grace, and, like-- 1098 00:44:55,833 --> 00:44:57,333 - I don't think we say that's who he is. 1099 00:44:57,375 --> 00:45:00,167 I think we say that's who he was in that moment. 1100 00:45:00,250 --> 00:45:01,958 - Mm-hmm. - And who he is is who he is. 1101 00:45:02,042 --> 00:45:03,375 - And we can be grateful for him in that moment. 1102 00:45:03,458 --> 00:45:05,667 But we can also reflect back and say, you know what? 1103 00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:07,125 That was great that he was like that in that moment, 1104 00:45:07,208 --> 00:45:08,583 but that's not how he is all the time. 1105 00:45:08,667 --> 00:45:10,542 - That's not how he is. 1106 00:45:10,625 --> 00:45:14,708 - The issue is, is that these men have been so concerned 1107 00:45:14,792 --> 00:45:17,167 with the optics and the story of everything, 1108 00:45:17,208 --> 00:45:19,542 rather than our feelings and our relationships. 1109 00:45:19,625 --> 00:45:21,167 - So sad. - And with Austin, 1110 00:45:21,292 --> 00:45:23,583 what he has an issue with is that I called him combative 1111 00:45:23,708 --> 00:45:25,500 and dismissive on camera. 1112 00:45:25,583 --> 00:45:27,792 And I said on camera, too, many times-- 1113 00:45:27,875 --> 00:45:30,042 I was like, I can be combative and dismissive. 1114 00:45:30,042 --> 00:45:31,500 Like, I can also be those things. 1115 00:45:31,542 --> 00:45:32,875 - We all can be. - Right. 1116 00:45:33,000 --> 00:45:34,208 We're all human beings. - Yes. Yes. 1117 00:45:34,292 --> 00:45:36,000 And me saying that about you isn't 1118 00:45:36,083 --> 00:45:37,875 me saying that, like, you are this horrible, horrible person. 1119 00:45:37,958 --> 00:45:39,458 - Right. - Like, it's me telling you 1120 00:45:39,542 --> 00:45:41,917 that in this time, I experienced this part of you. 1121 00:45:42,042 --> 00:45:43,542 - That's literally what life and marriage 1122 00:45:43,625 --> 00:45:45,375 and any relationship is. 1123 00:45:45,500 --> 00:45:47,167 It's like, these people thought they could come on, 1124 00:45:47,250 --> 00:45:50,250 and, like, everything would be rainbows and butterflies. 1125 00:45:50,333 --> 00:45:52,875 And I think, like, we all had our rose-colored glasses on. 1126 00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:54,625 Mine might have been on for longer. 1127 00:45:54,708 --> 00:45:56,167 - [laughs] - True. 1128 00:45:56,208 --> 00:45:57,833 - But you should have never felt insecure. 1129 00:45:57,958 --> 00:45:59,333 That's not who you are. 1130 00:45:59,417 --> 00:46:01,875 I never have had so much second-guessing myself. 1131 00:46:01,958 --> 00:46:03,542 That's not what a healthy relationship is. 1132 00:46:03,625 --> 00:46:04,833 - It's still really hard 1133 00:46:04,917 --> 00:46:06,250 for me to, like, separate the two realities 1134 00:46:06,333 --> 00:46:08,083 of, like, on camera versus off camera 1135 00:46:08,167 --> 00:46:10,000 because he would say these things to me 1136 00:46:10,083 --> 00:46:12,000 and be emotionally intelligent, and I'm trusting that. 1137 00:46:12,125 --> 00:46:13,500 - Yeah. - And then that stuff 1138 00:46:13,625 --> 00:46:14,750 doesn't happen off camera. 1139 00:46:14,875 --> 00:46:16,833 I see the way that Austin just, like, 1140 00:46:16,917 --> 00:46:18,833 walks past me when I'm changing clothes. 1141 00:46:18,875 --> 00:46:21,083 Like, I see when I'm, like, putting on my makeup, 1142 00:46:21,167 --> 00:46:23,000 like, he's looking at himself, he's not looking at me. 1143 00:46:23,042 --> 00:46:24,333 Like, I just want to be told 1144 00:46:24,375 --> 00:46:25,750 that, like, I'm pretty every now and then. 1145 00:46:25,750 --> 00:46:27,042 - Isn't that sad? 1146 00:46:27,208 --> 00:46:29,667 Isn't that sad that you don't feel that? 1147 00:46:29,708 --> 00:46:31,750 With Decision Day coming up, we have to do 1148 00:46:31,833 --> 00:46:34,042 what's best for ourselves. - Yeah. 1149 00:46:34,167 --> 00:46:35,750 My reality is, like, newer, 1150 00:46:35,833 --> 00:46:37,708 and it came on a little bit faster, 1151 00:46:37,833 --> 00:46:40,833 so, like, I'm still processing what has happened. 1152 00:46:40,958 --> 00:46:42,500 I want to say yes on Decision Day 1153 00:46:42,542 --> 00:46:44,875 because he is telling me that what's actually [bleep] us up 1154 00:46:44,958 --> 00:46:48,167 is the cameras and I do love Austin. 1155 00:46:48,250 --> 00:46:50,167 Like, I think he is making our world a better place. 1156 00:46:50,292 --> 00:46:52,167 ♪ 1157 00:46:52,167 --> 00:46:54,792 I know that, like, when Austin and I are together, 1158 00:46:54,875 --> 00:46:56,667 we can have so much fun. 1159 00:46:56,708 --> 00:46:58,875 There are times when we just lay in bed and just laugh. 1160 00:46:58,958 --> 00:47:01,667 And I know that he is a good person. 1161 00:47:01,708 --> 00:47:03,208 I know that he has good intentions. 1162 00:47:03,375 --> 00:47:06,000 I know that this process was hard for him. 1163 00:47:06,083 --> 00:47:08,000 I know that it was emotionally exhausting. 1164 00:47:08,083 --> 00:47:10,667 And I know that he gave it his all. 1165 00:47:10,792 --> 00:47:12,625 And I know that I gave it my all. 1166 00:47:12,708 --> 00:47:14,833 And I know that at the end of the day, 1167 00:47:14,875 --> 00:47:17,083 he can see that, like, I have lifted him up 1168 00:47:17,167 --> 00:47:19,208 and that, like, I love him-- I truly do. 1169 00:47:19,292 --> 00:47:22,333 I cannot wait for this just to be easier. 1170 00:47:22,417 --> 00:47:24,833 - ♪ Don't 1171 00:47:24,917 --> 00:47:27,963 ♪ Let me go 1172 00:47:33,625 --> 00:47:34,958 - ♪ We about to catch fire 1173 00:47:34,958 --> 00:47:37,083 ♪ Just to burn it down, the time is now ♪ 1174 00:47:37,167 --> 00:47:40,083 ♪ About to catch fire, about to catch fire ♪ 1175 00:47:40,167 --> 00:47:42,167 ♪ We about to catch fire - ♪ Fire 1176 00:47:42,292 --> 00:47:44,083 - ♪ We about to light it up - ♪ Light it up 1177 00:47:44,167 --> 00:47:46,083 - Hi, guys. - Hi. Hello. 1178 00:47:46,167 --> 00:47:47,375 - Welcome to Ironton. 1179 00:47:47,458 --> 00:47:48,458 - Thank you. 1180 00:47:48,542 --> 00:47:49,958 - Yay. 1181 00:47:50,042 --> 00:47:52,708 Thank you so much. - I'll go grab your tea. 1182 00:47:52,708 --> 00:47:54,750 - How are you doing? 1183 00:47:54,833 --> 00:47:56,833 Talk to me. 1184 00:47:56,875 --> 00:47:59,667 - [sighs, clicks tongue] 1185 00:47:59,750 --> 00:48:01,333 That's a good question. [chuckles] 1186 00:48:01,417 --> 00:48:04,583 - We had a really interesting discussion, 1187 00:48:04,667 --> 00:48:07,250 where Austin wanted to talk about... 1188 00:48:07,333 --> 00:48:12,042 how he's hurt by the fact that... 1189 00:48:12,125 --> 00:48:14,042 'Cause it's only recently that I've started to, like, 1190 00:48:14,167 --> 00:48:16,625 actually discuss ways that I'm... 1191 00:48:16,708 --> 00:48:18,958 ♪ 1192 00:48:19,042 --> 00:48:21,042 Having a difficult time. 1193 00:48:21,042 --> 00:48:24,000 - I feel like sometimes the way she, like, expresses 1194 00:48:24,083 --> 00:48:26,750 her, like, thoughts and feelings about me 1195 00:48:26,833 --> 00:48:30,000 are more harsh 1196 00:48:30,125 --> 00:48:31,917 than, like, deserving. 1197 00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:34,708 So I think... 1198 00:48:34,792 --> 00:48:37,708 the words that she uses to describe me 1199 00:48:37,708 --> 00:48:41,333 aren't actual depictions of who I am. 1200 00:48:41,417 --> 00:48:45,000 And that hurts, and I don't know how to get over that. 1201 00:48:45,042 --> 00:48:47,208 - The conversation was confusing to me. 1202 00:48:47,292 --> 00:48:51,833 And, like, he didn't like that I called him combative. 1203 00:48:51,917 --> 00:48:53,750 And I think he was more concerned 1204 00:48:53,875 --> 00:48:55,167 about how he's being portrayed 1205 00:48:55,250 --> 00:48:56,792 than, like, how it's affecting me. 1206 00:48:56,875 --> 00:48:58,500 - Yeah. 1207 00:48:58,542 --> 00:49:01,375 I finally have just been 100% honest on camera. 1208 00:49:01,458 --> 00:49:03,083 - Yeah. - And he's having a hard time 1209 00:49:03,167 --> 00:49:04,458 with that because-- 1210 00:49:04,542 --> 00:49:06,375 - And how truthful your relationship is. 1211 00:49:06,500 --> 00:49:09,917 - Yeah, and now when it isn't given back to me, 1212 00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:11,750 especially off camera, 1213 00:49:11,833 --> 00:49:14,083 I have now started to, like, regress 1214 00:49:14,208 --> 00:49:16,833 in how much, like, I... 1215 00:49:16,917 --> 00:49:18,667 - Give to him. - Yeah. 1216 00:49:18,750 --> 00:49:21,667 - I think you're trying to just have an authentic relationship. 1217 00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:23,417 - Yeah. 1218 00:49:23,500 --> 00:49:26,083 - And that means to, like, figure it out, talk about it 1219 00:49:26,167 --> 00:49:27,500 so then you can move forward. 1220 00:49:27,583 --> 00:49:30,958 - Yeah. It just stinks that now I'm hurting him. 1221 00:49:31,042 --> 00:49:33,250 - Yeah. - And I don't want to be. 1222 00:49:33,375 --> 00:49:35,333 But I also, like, couldn't keep, 1223 00:49:35,375 --> 00:49:39,208 like, pretending that these things weren't happening. 1224 00:49:39,292 --> 00:49:40,875 - We all strive to be good people, 1225 00:49:40,958 --> 00:49:42,042 and we want other people to understand 1226 00:49:42,125 --> 00:49:43,125 that we're good people. 1227 00:49:43,208 --> 00:49:44,833 And if that comes into question, 1228 00:49:44,958 --> 00:49:46,208 I think that's the number-one thing 1229 00:49:46,292 --> 00:49:48,083 that you can get defensive about-- 1230 00:49:48,167 --> 00:49:50,833 is, like, I am not a harsh, cruel person. 1231 00:49:50,917 --> 00:49:52,833 ♪ 1232 00:49:52,875 --> 00:49:54,667 - We're each triggering each other 1233 00:49:54,708 --> 00:49:56,167 in certain ways. - Yeah. 1234 00:49:56,292 --> 00:49:58,833 - And I think the two of us together, 1235 00:49:58,875 --> 00:50:00,875 when we have a disagreement, 1236 00:50:00,958 --> 00:50:03,333 neither of us feels heard by the end of it. 1237 00:50:03,417 --> 00:50:05,417 - When things were going better, 1238 00:50:05,542 --> 00:50:07,542 before that chasm, I guess, started to open up 1239 00:50:07,667 --> 00:50:11,625 between you two, like, was that feeling there? 1240 00:50:11,708 --> 00:50:13,500 - Yeah. 1241 00:50:13,583 --> 00:50:17,167 There are a lot of things that we... 1242 00:50:17,292 --> 00:50:19,833 are very compatible on, very compatible with, 1243 00:50:19,875 --> 00:50:21,375 and, like, we agree upon. 1244 00:50:21,458 --> 00:50:24,250 I think there's a lot of, like, good in our relationship. 1245 00:50:24,333 --> 00:50:26,125 Unfortunately, that hasn't been the focus 1246 00:50:26,208 --> 00:50:28,167 for the past couple of weeks. 1247 00:50:28,250 --> 00:50:30,000 It's been mostly the bad, 1248 00:50:30,083 --> 00:50:32,333 which, like, it's kind of hard 1249 00:50:32,417 --> 00:50:34,417 to, like, see through the bad to see the good. 1250 00:50:34,542 --> 00:50:36,833 But, like, that's what I want. That's what I'm trying to do. 1251 00:50:36,917 --> 00:50:38,417 - I mean, obviously, either way, 1252 00:50:38,500 --> 00:50:40,333 I'm going to support your decision. 1253 00:50:40,458 --> 00:50:42,333 But, like, throughout the entire process, 1254 00:50:42,458 --> 00:50:46,500 I don't feel like you've felt desired, 1255 00:50:46,500 --> 00:50:50,083 pursued, appreciated, cherished. 1256 00:50:50,167 --> 00:50:52,083 Like, those are, like, very cornerstone things 1257 00:50:52,167 --> 00:50:54,375 that really should be on fire 1258 00:50:54,458 --> 00:50:55,833 in the beginning. - Yeah. 1259 00:50:55,958 --> 00:50:58,333 - And, like, I don't see that catching fire. 1260 00:50:58,375 --> 00:51:00,583 And I'm like, these are red flags that are, like, 1261 00:51:00,667 --> 00:51:02,875 a hard stop, in my opinion, 1262 00:51:02,958 --> 00:51:06,375 that I feel like you would say that to me. 1263 00:51:06,458 --> 00:51:08,417 If I was in this situation and I told you these things, 1264 00:51:08,542 --> 00:51:10,583 you'd be like, Lindsey, this isn't your person. 1265 00:51:10,667 --> 00:51:13,542 - I'm doing, like, all of these things, and, like... 1266 00:51:17,292 --> 00:51:18,792 - I know. You're tired. 1267 00:51:18,875 --> 00:51:21,667 [somber music] 1268 00:51:21,708 --> 00:51:23,417 ♪ 1269 00:51:23,542 --> 00:51:25,958 - Yeah, but I don't want to be hard on him. 1270 00:51:26,042 --> 00:51:27,958 And I don't want him to feel like... 1271 00:51:28,042 --> 00:51:30,167 ♪ 1272 00:51:30,250 --> 00:51:33,750 Yeah, like he's a bad person. 1273 00:51:33,875 --> 00:51:36,417 But I can't just... 1274 00:51:36,500 --> 00:51:40,042 live a life that isn't real. 1275 00:51:40,125 --> 00:51:42,833 Like, I can't keep pretending. - Yeah. 1276 00:51:42,875 --> 00:51:46,250 ♪ 1277 00:51:46,333 --> 00:51:50,375 - I need to change if, like, I want to be with her. 1278 00:51:50,542 --> 00:51:52,000 And, like, I'm willing to put in the work 1279 00:51:52,083 --> 00:51:53,417 to see, like, how it goes. 1280 00:51:53,542 --> 00:51:55,042 And I really want to [bleep] try. 1281 00:51:55,167 --> 00:51:58,500 But, like, where's the limit? 1282 00:51:58,583 --> 00:52:00,292 - You have to take care of yourself. 1283 00:52:00,375 --> 00:52:01,458 - Yep. - And, you know, 1284 00:52:01,542 --> 00:52:03,333 it's a silly cliché, but, like, 1285 00:52:03,375 --> 00:52:06,833 you can't light yourself on fire to keep someone else warm. 1286 00:52:06,875 --> 00:52:08,833 You shouldn't just roll over 1287 00:52:08,875 --> 00:52:10,365 and be someone that you're not just to make it work. 1288 00:52:11,042 --> 00:52:12,083 ♪ 1289 00:52:16,000 --> 00:52:17,250 [chill pop music] 1290 00:52:17,250 --> 00:52:22,250 - ♪ All the youngest promises ♪ 1291 00:52:22,333 --> 00:52:27,417 ♪ All the youngest promises 1292 00:52:27,500 --> 00:52:32,542 ♪ All the youngest promises 1293 00:52:32,708 --> 00:52:35,833 ♪ Say their goodbyes 1294 00:52:35,917 --> 00:52:38,875 - How's it going? - Oh, hello. 1295 00:52:38,958 --> 00:52:42,667 - I'm just going to grab my stuff. 1296 00:52:46,042 --> 00:52:48,875 [soft music] 1297 00:52:48,958 --> 00:52:55,917 ♪ 1298 00:53:17,917 --> 00:53:20,750 All right. Want to talk for a sec? 1299 00:53:20,875 --> 00:53:22,750 - Not really. 1300 00:53:22,833 --> 00:53:24,250 - All right. 1301 00:53:24,375 --> 00:53:27,333 I wish you the best. 1302 00:53:27,458 --> 00:53:29,833 - ♪ You know how to hurt me 1303 00:53:29,917 --> 00:53:31,708 ♪ Mmm 1304 00:53:31,833 --> 00:53:34,500 ♪ How to hurt me 1305 00:53:34,583 --> 00:53:38,333 ♪ 1306 00:53:38,417 --> 00:53:41,125 - I never thought in a million years, it would end this way. 1307 00:53:41,208 --> 00:53:42,750 I never wanted it to end this way. 1308 00:53:42,875 --> 00:53:45,375 I never thought he would do the things he did. 1309 00:53:45,500 --> 00:53:47,292 I never thought he would lie about it. 1310 00:53:47,375 --> 00:53:49,208 There's not many more words to say at all 1311 00:53:49,292 --> 00:53:51,375 from my perspective at this point. 1312 00:53:51,458 --> 00:53:54,750 ♪ 1313 00:53:54,833 --> 00:53:56,500 Like, this is the end of Brennan and Emily. 1314 00:53:56,583 --> 00:54:00,333 - ♪ You know how to hurt me, how to hurt me ♪ 1315 00:54:00,458 --> 00:54:02,750 ♪ Got me at your mercy 1316 00:54:02,833 --> 00:54:04,542 ♪ I'm at your mercy 1317 00:54:04,625 --> 00:54:07,667 ♪ I won't let you drive me away ♪ 1318 00:54:07,750 --> 00:54:12,292 ♪ 1319 00:54:12,375 --> 00:54:17,167 - ♪ If you want me to be the one ♪ 1320 00:54:17,250 --> 00:54:21,042 ♪ It shouldn't be so complicated ♪ 1321 00:54:21,125 --> 00:54:23,083 - I'm hurt and upset. 1322 00:54:23,167 --> 00:54:25,208 Austin left the apartment. 1323 00:54:27,042 --> 00:54:30,458 [somber music] 1324 00:54:30,542 --> 00:54:37,583 ♪ 1325 00:54:37,667 --> 00:54:41,000 I'm just trying to, like, sort through... 1326 00:54:41,042 --> 00:54:44,000 ♪ 1327 00:54:44,042 --> 00:54:47,833 Actions and reality and, like, what has happened. 1328 00:54:47,875 --> 00:54:50,250 I think Austin and I were, like, in an okay place 1329 00:54:50,333 --> 00:54:52,167 before... 1330 00:54:52,208 --> 00:54:54,083 I went to go talk with Lindsey. 1331 00:54:54,208 --> 00:54:56,333 We hugged and kissed each other goodbye. 1332 00:54:56,458 --> 00:55:01,042 We, like, were laughing together, like, just-- 1333 00:55:01,125 --> 00:55:04,333 just, yeah, good. 1334 00:55:04,458 --> 00:55:07,250 So, when I came back and in the apartment, 1335 00:55:07,333 --> 00:55:11,000 something had shifted. 1336 00:55:11,125 --> 00:55:14,083 And I could tell that... 1337 00:55:14,167 --> 00:55:17,125 he was no longer really happy. 1338 00:55:17,208 --> 00:55:19,458 And we sat down, 1339 00:55:19,583 --> 00:55:22,125 and we got into another discussion 1340 00:55:22,208 --> 00:55:25,167 about how he is worried 1341 00:55:25,250 --> 00:55:27,333 about the optics of him on the show, 1342 00:55:27,417 --> 00:55:30,333 how I don't realize that, like, I'm painting him 1343 00:55:30,458 --> 00:55:32,625 to look like a really awful person 1344 00:55:32,708 --> 00:55:35,792 and not the way that he actually is. 1345 00:55:35,875 --> 00:55:39,250 Him being so concerned about the optics makes me question 1346 00:55:39,375 --> 00:55:41,292 the reality of our relationship, 1347 00:55:41,375 --> 00:55:44,833 because if what he's so focused on now 1348 00:55:44,875 --> 00:55:48,208 is the optics of our relationship, like, 1349 00:55:48,292 --> 00:55:51,125 how do I not know that how he's been acting this entire time 1350 00:55:51,208 --> 00:55:53,500 has been to make the optics look good? 1351 00:55:53,625 --> 00:55:55,958 Because now they're finally not looking good, 1352 00:55:56,042 --> 00:55:58,167 and he's not concerned with how we're doing. 1353 00:55:58,208 --> 00:55:59,792 I mean, he is, 1354 00:55:59,875 --> 00:56:02,833 but his main concern is the optics and not us. 1355 00:56:02,875 --> 00:56:04,333 ♪ 1356 00:56:04,458 --> 00:56:06,125 His main concern is him. 1357 00:56:06,208 --> 00:56:07,708 ♪ 1358 00:56:07,792 --> 00:56:10,333 Like, I think that there's a lack of trust there, 1359 00:56:10,417 --> 00:56:12,333 no matter what, 1360 00:56:12,417 --> 00:56:16,000 because if Austin trusted me and knew that I always 1361 00:56:16,083 --> 00:56:17,667 have his best interest at heart, 1362 00:56:17,750 --> 00:56:20,208 he would know that I was not painting 1363 00:56:20,292 --> 00:56:22,208 his name red across the town. 1364 00:56:22,333 --> 00:56:24,667 I know I still never will. 1365 00:56:24,708 --> 00:56:28,583 It feels sad because I really do love Austin 1366 00:56:28,708 --> 00:56:32,125 and I really did want to make this work. 1367 00:56:32,208 --> 00:56:33,875 ♪ 1368 00:56:33,958 --> 00:56:36,500 And from the get-go, I had a crush on him, 1369 00:56:36,583 --> 00:56:38,708 and I still have a crush on him. 1370 00:56:38,792 --> 00:56:43,167 ♪ 1371 00:56:43,250 --> 00:56:45,000 But I just think... 1372 00:56:45,000 --> 00:56:50,667 ♪ 1373 00:56:50,750 --> 00:56:53,708 I don't think he would be as... 1374 00:56:53,833 --> 00:56:57,083 combative or dismissive with his person. 1375 00:56:57,167 --> 00:57:00,750 - ♪ I was alone 1376 00:57:00,833 --> 00:57:03,708 [vocalizing] 1377 00:57:03,792 --> 00:57:05,278 ♪ 1378 00:57:16,042 --> 00:57:17,208 [dramatic music] 1379 00:57:17,208 --> 00:57:19,333 ♪ 1380 00:57:19,417 --> 00:57:21,333 - Decision Day is tomorrow. 1381 00:57:21,458 --> 00:57:23,000 And I've been taking into consideration 1382 00:57:23,125 --> 00:57:25,792 the magnitude that this decision has on my life, 1383 00:57:25,875 --> 00:57:27,667 you know? 1384 00:57:27,750 --> 00:57:29,167 Never thought I'd be getting divorced, 1385 00:57:29,250 --> 00:57:32,000 but I wouldn't want to have done it with anyone else. 1386 00:57:32,083 --> 00:57:38,708 ♪ 1387 00:57:38,792 --> 00:57:43,333 Oh, that's not true anymore, unfortunately. 1388 00:57:43,375 --> 00:57:46,000 ♪ 1389 00:57:46,042 --> 00:57:47,750 I wish you didn't have to make it this hard. 1390 00:57:47,875 --> 00:57:50,417 I wish we weren't at this point. 1391 00:57:50,500 --> 00:57:53,292 I wish we could have... 1392 00:57:53,375 --> 00:57:55,833 had smooth sailing from our reset 1393 00:57:55,875 --> 00:57:58,500 and just walked away as friends. 1394 00:57:58,625 --> 00:58:01,292 And I just feel like it's really unfortunate 1395 00:58:01,375 --> 00:58:02,417 that we are where we are. 1396 00:58:02,500 --> 00:58:04,667 - I am feeling a lit-- 1397 00:58:04,792 --> 00:58:09,125 not a little, very uneasy, actually, about... 1398 00:58:09,208 --> 00:58:12,583 less of the day, just more around seeing Brennan 1399 00:58:12,667 --> 00:58:16,333 and kind of what is going to transpire. 1400 00:58:16,417 --> 00:58:18,042 I want to make sure that I'm saying 1401 00:58:18,208 --> 00:58:21,292 everything I need to say, even if that hurts me, 1402 00:58:21,375 --> 00:58:22,833 makes it sad, like, 1403 00:58:22,875 --> 00:58:24,875 for me to have to say that is hurtful to him. 1404 00:58:24,958 --> 00:58:28,833 I just want to make sure that I'm... 1405 00:58:28,875 --> 00:58:32,417 saying all that I need and leaving with no regrets. 1406 00:58:32,500 --> 00:58:37,167 But I have just a bad feeling about... 1407 00:58:37,208 --> 00:58:39,375 what Brennan is coming 1408 00:58:39,458 --> 00:58:41,333 and what is in store for us tomorrow. 1409 00:58:41,417 --> 00:58:44,083 ♪ 1410 00:58:44,208 --> 00:58:47,000 [mellow music] 1411 00:58:47,042 --> 00:58:51,458 ♪ 1412 00:58:51,542 --> 00:58:53,417 - The sex shop was really fun. 1413 00:58:53,500 --> 00:58:56,333 I enjoyed having that experience. 1414 00:58:56,417 --> 00:58:57,708 It was a good one. - Mm-hmm. 1415 00:58:57,792 --> 00:58:59,500 It was really fun. - Yeah, apparently. 1416 00:58:59,542 --> 00:59:01,750 Professional over here, huh? 1417 00:59:01,833 --> 00:59:04,083 - Can we open it? - Go ahead. 1418 00:59:04,167 --> 00:59:05,708 - Yeah, I just want to-- 1419 00:59:05,792 --> 00:59:07,667 I just want to open it. - See? 1420 00:59:07,708 --> 00:59:09,792 - Full transparency-- 1421 00:59:09,875 --> 00:59:13,000 I've never had a run-in with one of these. 1422 00:59:13,042 --> 00:59:14,667 - Mm-hmm. - [laughs] 1423 00:59:14,750 --> 00:59:17,667 - I would find it quite odd if you had one of these on hand. 1424 00:59:17,792 --> 00:59:19,292 You just kept them in stock. 1425 00:59:19,375 --> 00:59:21,167 ♪ 1426 00:59:21,208 --> 00:59:24,167 - Okay. Rechargeable. - No, no, these are earbuds. 1427 00:59:24,208 --> 00:59:27,125 - Oh, those are earb--Wait. - Please, put them on. 1428 00:59:27,208 --> 00:59:29,917 Apparently there is a sound element to this. 1429 00:59:30,000 --> 00:59:32,125 - [laughs] 1430 00:59:32,208 --> 00:59:33,750 - Oh, it has a condom on. 1431 00:59:33,833 --> 00:59:37,583 Hold this for me, please. - [laughing] 1432 00:59:37,667 --> 00:59:40,667 - It's like a jellyfish. - [continues laughing] 1433 00:59:40,708 --> 00:59:43,000 [object squeaking] - You hear the sound? 1434 00:59:43,125 --> 00:59:44,833 - [continues laughing] 1435 00:59:44,917 --> 00:59:47,792 - You're ruining the mood for me with all this laughter. 1436 00:59:47,875 --> 00:59:50,542 Hey, hey, hey, hey, be gentle with it. 1437 00:59:50,625 --> 00:59:52,625 - Let me see it. - Smell it? 1438 00:59:52,708 --> 00:59:55,167 What? What are you doing? 1439 00:59:55,292 --> 00:59:57,833 - I just wanted to see what it smelled like. 1440 00:59:57,958 --> 00:59:59,833 - Oh. No, please. Go ahead. 1441 00:59:59,917 --> 01:00:02,208 - I'm so--can I just touch it for a second? 1442 01:00:02,208 --> 01:00:03,667 - Sure. 1443 01:00:03,750 --> 01:00:05,750 It looks like [bleep] hole, by the way. 1444 01:00:05,833 --> 01:00:07,375 - No. - This looks like a penis hole. 1445 01:00:07,458 --> 01:00:08,833 - That's a vagina. 1446 01:00:08,958 --> 01:00:11,083 - No, I know what it's supposed to be. 1447 01:00:11,167 --> 01:00:14,167 But what vagina do you know has a helmet like that? 1448 01:00:14,208 --> 01:00:15,875 - [laughing] - Huh? 1449 01:00:15,875 --> 01:00:20,583 - I think sex toys are an amazing addition 1450 01:00:20,667 --> 01:00:24,375 for just a little more adventure and exploration 1451 01:00:24,458 --> 01:00:29,042 and doing something that might be a little out of the norm. 1452 01:00:29,125 --> 01:00:32,500 And Michael seems super receptive and fun with them, 1453 01:00:32,583 --> 01:00:36,167 so I'm excited that he's as open as I am. 1454 01:00:36,250 --> 01:00:37,875 We're going to give it five more minutes, 1455 01:00:37,958 --> 01:00:39,750 and then you're going to give it a go. 1456 01:00:39,833 --> 01:00:42,375 Just going to give it a whirl. - Sure. I'll try. 1457 01:00:42,458 --> 01:00:44,708 I can't do it if you're laughing the entire time. 1458 01:00:44,833 --> 01:00:47,833 - I promise not to be. 1459 01:00:47,917 --> 01:00:49,833 I'm just fascinated. I just want-- 1460 01:00:49,875 --> 01:00:52,250 I want to hear the moans. 1461 01:00:52,333 --> 01:00:54,917 [laughing] 1462 01:00:55,042 --> 01:00:57,833 - Can I name her Penelope? 1463 01:00:57,833 --> 01:00:59,583 - Penelope? - Yeah. 1464 01:00:59,667 --> 01:01:02,083 It's a cute name. 1465 01:01:02,208 --> 01:01:03,792 - Penelope? - Yeah. 1466 01:01:03,875 --> 01:01:05,625 - Dear--Kill the lights. - Mm-hmm. 1467 01:01:05,708 --> 01:01:07,708 - Five more minutes. Set your alarm. 1468 01:01:07,833 --> 01:01:10,750 And then you're getting to work. 1469 01:01:10,833 --> 01:01:14,625 [sighs] It feels like this needs a place in the bed now. 1470 01:01:14,708 --> 01:01:17,833 So now we've got five animals. 1471 01:01:17,875 --> 01:01:19,750 - Calling Penelope an animal? How dare you? 1472 01:01:21,333 --> 01:01:23,375 Mm-hmm. 1473 01:01:23,375 --> 01:01:25,958 - I'm so excited. 1474 01:01:26,042 --> 01:01:28,583 I don't even-- I feel like a kid on Christmas. 1475 01:01:28,667 --> 01:01:30,792 - Yeah? - Mm-hmm. I do. 1476 01:01:30,875 --> 01:01:32,458 - And what exactly are you excited for? 1477 01:01:32,542 --> 01:01:33,833 What's exciting you? 1478 01:01:33,875 --> 01:01:35,833 - I just I want to watch Penelope in action. 1479 01:01:35,875 --> 01:01:38,292 - I can't wait to try. 1480 01:01:38,375 --> 01:01:41,458 - Ooh, nasty. 1481 01:01:41,542 --> 01:01:43,208 ♪ 1482 01:01:43,292 --> 01:01:45,292 - Ready? - Ah. 1483 01:01:45,375 --> 01:01:52,417 ♪ 1484 01:01:52,500 --> 01:01:54,625 [moaning, smooching] 1485 01:01:54,708 --> 01:01:56,417 - Next time... 1486 01:01:56,542 --> 01:01:57,792 while Chloe and Michael continue 1487 01:01:57,875 --> 01:01:59,375 to grow their marriage, 1488 01:01:59,458 --> 01:02:02,375 Decision Day arrives for the rest of the couples, 1489 01:02:02,458 --> 01:02:06,875 as they make the biggest decision of their lives. 1490 01:02:06,958 --> 01:02:09,333 - I was very unaware of my feelings. 1491 01:02:09,375 --> 01:02:13,750 - I felt your emotion of what I would call love. 1492 01:02:13,833 --> 01:02:15,708 - She just, like, doesn't trust me on camera 1493 01:02:15,792 --> 01:02:17,833 or off camera anymore. 1494 01:02:17,917 --> 01:02:19,333 - He also threatened me the other day 1495 01:02:19,375 --> 01:02:21,333 and said he had enough to ruin my life on TV 1496 01:02:21,375 --> 01:02:23,833 after this all came out. 1497 01:02:23,917 --> 01:02:26,125 - I'm going to say it plainly. I [bleep] up the process. 1498 01:02:26,208 --> 01:02:27,833 - [sniffles] 1499 01:02:27,958 --> 01:02:29,583 - You told me you wanted to go to war with me, so I just-- 1500 01:02:29,708 --> 01:02:30,708 - I did not say that. - Okay. 1501 01:02:30,792 --> 01:02:32,000 - I do care for her. 1502 01:02:32,042 --> 01:02:33,958 - [voice breaking] I don't feel centered 1503 01:02:34,083 --> 01:02:37,708 to be able to, like, tell. 1504 01:02:37,792 --> 01:02:39,583 - Do you want to stay married? 1505 01:02:39,667 --> 01:02:41,458 [suspenseful music] 1506 01:02:41,542 --> 01:02:42,333 - Or you want to get a divorce? 1507 01:02:42,417 --> 01:02:49,250 ♪