[Jeremiah] Previously on Return to Amish...
[Maureen] I'm a virgin, and I take that very seriously.
[chuckles]
[John] Your father, Larry, didn't have children.
You would be his only child.
So we are first cousins.
[Jeremiah] I have a family now.
[Sabrina speaking]
[Ada Speaking]
It was [bleep] calculated, and don't tell me it wasn't.
[Sabrina] I love Jethro, but I'm not sure that we're gonna be a family again.
[Rosanna and Maureen screaming and laughing]
[Maureen] Oh, my God, stop.
[screaming and laughing continues]
Oh, my God, stop. [screams]
Summer's coming to an end.
Rosanna and I really need to decide
if we're going back Amish, or if we're staying English.
Rosanna, no, I did not.
This is the hardest decision I've ever made
because I love my family, my community and my job.
And if it wouldn't be for Danny, I wouldn't leave.
[Rosanna] I don't wanna feel like
I'm not good enough around the English,
but it's hard.
'Cause even when I'm around Claudia,
she's so nice and so sweet,
but I still don't feel good enough.
I'm not sure if I can be English,
'cause I don't even know if I'll be able to fit in.
That's the biggest part that is... I'm afraid of.
[speaking native language]
[Rosanna] Yeah.
If I do leave, I know I won't be able to be at my sister's wedding.
Which is my... [sighs]
...the worst thing about leaving the Amish for me.
[Rosanna] I'm what the English would call "a feminist",
because I can take care of my own self.
But all my life,
I was told I'm only good enough to be a wife and a mother.
I feel like I can do so much more.
Like, that's why I don't wanna be Amish anymore.
[speaking native language]
Yeah.
[continues speaking in native language]
Yeah.
[speaking native language]
[Maureen] To make it in the English world,
Rosanna and I need to get a GED.
[speaking native language]
[Maureen] I'm excited for this because I love school,
and I've always wanted more education.
But, honestly, Rosanna's so uneducated.
So I'm worried about her.
[Jeremiah] So we're still here in Michigan.
My cousin, John, and me said
that we're gonna meet the rest of his brothers and sisters.
There's a whole bunch of things I want to find out.
Where do I start?
I'm excited but I'm also nervous,
'cause I don't know if they're gonna accept me the same way John did.
I don't know, I'm nervous.
[horse clip clopping]
Get the [bleep] out of here, little horse buggy.
There's Amish people right here?
-Oh, wow. -Wow.
Oh, my God, there's Amish here?
I knew they were a little south from here, but...
I just can't believe that there's Amish people
living around my actual biological family.
That's crazy.
-Guys, this is Jeremiah, and his wife, Carmela. -[Carmela] Hi. Hi.
-[Jeremiah] Hi, how are you? -This is my brother, Jeff.
He's your cousin.
My sister, Melissa.
Um, and then, my other brother, Bill.
-So these are all my cousins here? -Yeah.
-We have two other siblings but they couldn't make it. -Wow.
[Carmela] Oh, my God.
I'm shocked.
It was literally a village of Jeremiahs.
Jeremiah looks identical to his cousins.
They have the same features.
The only difference are the eyes and the height.
-That's the only... -They're all six-foot something,
Yup, but other than that, they looked identical.
I got the short end of the stick.
Just my legs though.
Yeah. [laughs]
What's it like to be raised Amish?
I mean, it's the only thing I knew because...
-[Bill] It was normal? -It was normal, yes.
Looking back now, it was very boring.
Yeah?
My name is Missy,
I'm Jeremiah's biological cousin
through our dads.
He kind of fits right in.
It's kind of creepy that he fits right in. [laughs]
There's mannerisms that...
It's weird because they're ingrained
and they're not learned, obviously, 'cause we just met him,
but there's lot of things that are similar between the boys.
[Jeremiah] Only thing I did was sit around, and read books and...
Most of them was about history.
[Bill] Jeremiah looks quite similar to most of the males in the family, actually.
It's kind of like looking in a mirror sometimes.
Kind of really like looking in a mirror sometimes.
[John] So you want talk to grandma? I can try to call her.
Let's see if we can call her.
[line ringing]
-Hello. -Hey, Grandma, it's John.
-Huh? -It's John. How are you?
Oh, I'm doing fine.
Hey, I'm sitting here with, um, Bill and Missy and Jeff,
um, Jenny and Teresa aren't here,
but also have someone else who wants to talk to you if you're interested.
His name's Jeremiah Raber.
Remember we talked about him?
[Grandma] Yeah.
He's sitting right here.
Yeah. You wanna talk to him?
[Jeremiah sobbing softly]
[Bill] She is gonna cry.
That's your grandmother, say, "Hi, Grandma."
Hi, Grandma.
I'm doing good.
Yeah.
[Grandma laughs]
So, Grandma, um, can you tell us a little bit about what Larry was like?
Jeremiah would like to know.
[John] He was ornery.
I don't know if Jeremiah wants to say anything to you.
-Yeah. -He's a little emotional here, so...
He's, um...
We just met him and, um,
wanted to talk to you,
and he's a little emotional, so I don't think he can talk.
But, Grandma, I'm gonna give him...
Yeah, so I'm gonna give him your phone number,
so you can call him later, okay?
[Carmela] He just broke down in tears.
He just started crying.
He became so emotional.
And right off the bat, he knew that that was his grandmother.
I will do that, yes, and he can call you later.
Okay.
-Love you, Grandma. -[Bill] Bye, Grandma.
[Melissa] Bye, Grandma.
-You all right, man? -Yeah.
[Melissa] First time you heard your grandma.
[Bill] She is a pretty cool person, too.
[John] She's 87, man.
I mean, hearing her and also being around my cousins, it just...
I just knew that I belonged.
Yeah.
Wow, you guys have no idea how,
like the feelings that,
the feelings and thoughts that go through my mind,
'cause this is the first time I've ever been able to identify myself as somebody.
Like, with family, ever.
[Melissa] Well, there's a lot of us, just so you're warned.
There's a lot of, lot of us.
[John] There is. It's a big family.
[Bill] There's quite a bit of Hiltabidels.
[Jeremiah] The entire time that we were there,
is this, I wasn't really thinking,
I just felt so relaxed, and so at home.
[Carmela] Yes. A hundred percent.
[Jeremiah] I mean, my entire life, I was looking for, you know,
for my blood relatives.
-Yes. -You know?
And this is the very first time I actually feel like I fit in.
This is crazy.
[all laughing]
♪ I got no worries I got no plans ♪
♪ I got no place I need to be ♪
♪ When I woke up The doctors had left it ♪
♪ And I knew that I was free ♪
Smile.
-Step up here, come on. -Oh, I can't be in the front.
-Come on, get over here. -I'll stand back here.
Come on, it'll work, it'll work. You stand beside him.
[Jeremiah] Feels like family.
[woman] There you go, guys.
Are we done?
Yes, we're done.
Are we there yet?
-Man, you slap a little deodorant on there. -Yeah.
I smell good, man, what are you talking about?
You don't smell that good.
♪ Blue sky day ♪
[Carmela] He is glowing.
I've never seen him smile like the way he's smiling.
He's just relaxed and look at him, he's just happy, glowing.
♪ Looking forward Looking back ♪
♪ It's looking good If you must know ♪
♪ There's no telling Where I'll go ♪
[Jeremiah] This Amish kid rode by in his horse buggy,
and the way he looked at me reminded me of myself as a kid.
♪ And It's about time I got a say ♪
[Jeremiah] For the longest time,
I didn't know where I belonged in the world.
♪ Soaking up the sun And I'm making my way ♪
But, now, I know where I belong.
♪ A new speed ♪
♪ Blue sky day ♪
I'm a Hiltebidel.
♪ Hey, hey, hey ♪
Jethro and I were getting our relationship back on track,
but I'm kind of worried because everybody was, like, really mad at him.
Which subjects did you study in Amish school?
Did you talk about science?
They didn't think it was necessary.
[Jeremiah] After meeting my family,
Carmela and I, we went back to Ada's,
to be back with the people that support me the most.
-[Carmela] Hi. -[Rosanna] Hi, how are you?
-[Sabrina] Hi, Carmela, hi, Jeremiah. -[Carmela] Hi.
Where's Jethro?
I don't know. I'm not sure where he is right now.
Are you guys okay?
[Sabrina] Me and Jethro really want to bring our family back together,
and repair any damage that our breaking apart has caused to our family.
I really need to learn to be able to trust him again.
But it's hard.
How was your guys' trip to Michigan?
It was amazing.
We had a very, very awesome time.
And I couldn't stop smiling all day long.
We had a whole bunch of conversations with Cousin John.
He went through the entire family tree.
He actually ended up giving us a whole bunch of papers.
So this here
is the newspaper article
from when everything happened.
Then he gave me this ugly picture.
Right there.
[Carmela] That's the aunt.
[Jeremiah] That's the woman who killed my father.
Which I don't even know why I had that stupid thing.
[Sabrina] So, your mom's sister's the one
-that killed him, right? -Yes.
So he knocked your mom up with you?
Mmm-hmm.
[Ada] I can't imagine how Jeremiah feels about this whole thing.
Jeremiah's real dad was murdered by,
actually, his real mom's sister.
They were having an affair and...
It's just so confusing and it is, it's very heartbreaking.
Like if a woman finds out that her sister was [bleep] her man,
and she [bleep] already going south,
and, then, she finds out that her sister's pregnant,
she probably, like, lost her mind.
And she probably went into a blind rage.
[Jeremiah] It was like a year-and-a-half after I was born.
She probably... It's the thing that makes most sense.
[Ada] I'm so sorry.
But, then, we also ended up going to meet my actual cousins,
which will be nieces and nephews of my father, my actual father.
And then, this is a photo of me and my cousins.
[Ada] Jeremiah, you look so happy.
[Ada] I'm really happy for Jeremiah
that he actually found his real family,
and a place that he belongs.
I just hope Jeremiah can be happy now and move with his life.
You know what's funny?
My cousin even said it's scary seeing a fourth guy
that looks exactly like the family.
He looks exactly like that one that's really tall.
-[Carmela] Mmm-hmm. -[Maureen] You look exactly like him.
-[Carmela] Yes. -[Maureen] You could be twins.
[Jeremiah] And I'm gonna tell you one thing,
they are just like the Amish on certain things.
-When it's dinner time, you put your phone down. -[Ada] Yes.
You don't touch your phone while you're eating,
and everybody sits at the table.
I love that.
-I love that family time. -[Carmela] Yeah.
And they stand by that.
You spoke to your grandmother.
Yup, they called my grandmother.
Did she know about you?
[Carmela] No.
No, so, everyone we've spoken to so far on that side of the family,
they said that if they would've known,
I would not have been adopted.
-[Carmela] Mmm-hmm. -They would've taken me.
I just can't wrap my head around it. I mean, I'm like...
I've never heard of anything like this in my whole entire life.
[Jeremiah] But I will tell you this, though,
we had so much fun there, I just felt like I belonged.
[Carmela] Mmm-hmm.
For the first time ever.
That's true.
I'm just really happy and I feel like I found a piece of myself.
[Carmela] Now that Jeremiah feels like he belongs somewhere,
I feel like, at this point, maybe we could have a better relationship.
Maybe he could break down that wall.
Maybe you can actually show that love,
instead of being angry and scared.
Because I know you are,
you're scared that it's just gonna go away but it's not.
And, so, I feel like,
now, maybe we can move forward in life,
and actually just enjoy one another,
and, you know, enjoy life.
-Yup. -You know, be around family, and be happy.
I'd like you to just read the first sentence of the first paragraph.
I don't like doing stuff like this.
[Maureen] I was very frustrated.
I'm a school teacher, for Pete's sake.
I can read it to myself but I can't read it out loud.
That's what sucks.
[Sabrina] Where do you think you're going?
So Jethro and I were getting our relationship back on track,
but we're gonna be taking things slow.
-Ada. -Yeah.
Can you grab me a paper towel or something, please.
-Sorry. -Sure.
[Sabrina] And, um, I haven't taken him back to the house yet,
because I'm kind of worried,
because I know everybody was, like, really mad at him.
Especially Ada and Jeremiah, and Carmela.
And, so, when I do take him back,
I hope that everybody can be understanding,
and forgiving of him,
because everybody makes mistakes and nobody's perfect,
and I just want everyone to be happy and to get along.
[Rosanna] Oh, my gosh, I'm so nervous.
[Maureen] I'm sure if we, like, do it together,
-we'll be fine. -Mmm-hmm.
[Maureen] Today, we're gonna go get our GED assessment
to see how an Amish education is compared to an English education.
I'm really nervous because I think it's very important to get my GED,
so I can survive in the English world.
Hi.
Have a seat, and welcome to our first GED session.
I'm really nervous but for Rosanna's sake
I'm just kind of trying to act really strong about this,
and I was a teacher, so I'm gonna try and help her as much as I can.
All right, well, the GED is pretty basic.
It is a very passable test.
What subjects did you study in Amish school?
Math and spelling and history were the most important.
Okay. Okay, so you didn't have science?
-Did you talk about chemistry, or physics or... -No.
We didn't have to do that, because it wasn't,
we didn't, they didn't think it was necessary.
Um, what about space? If I said "space," is there anything that you...
"Space," meaning the heavens.
Do you know what I mean?
I don't know what you mean.
[Ms. Pensak] Planets.
Like the air, or what?
No, like, what's above out in the outer space.
Planets, stars, moon.
The Amish know there's moon and stars and all that,
but we just don't do science,
and we read about the stars and moon in the Bible.
So, let's just talk a tiny bit about US history.
When you think of all the country, all the history,
can you think of a historical event?
Of any kind?
Anything that happened before today in our country?
Before today.
If it happened yesterday, it's history.
Uh, no.
[Ms. Pensak] Like, I might say, well, World War II.
-No, because there was never a war, when I was... -[giggles]
You don't remember a war in your life.
I don't remember any... [clears throat nervously]
...like, any wars or anything like that in my life.
Okay, okay.
It's okay.
I mean, I was Amish,
-I didn't really know any of the stuff. -You didn't know, okay.
So, does the name George Washington mean anything to you?
-Yes. -Yeah, I know him.
-I heard... -Who is George Washington?
I don't know who he is but I know we learned something about him in school.
Okay, do you think he was early in our country, or later in our country?
No idea?
-No, I don't know. I don't know. -Okay.
[Maureen] Our first president.
He was our first president. Correct. That's right.
Okay, so now, um, can you think of any Amish history?
Do you have any idea when they, like, started the religion?
-I think it was sometime in the 1800s. -Okay.
I think, probably, it came around in 1600-1700s.
And where did it start from? Do you have any idea?
Was it in the US or was it...
-I don't know. -I am not sure, no, I don't know.
-Okay. -I don't know.
I don't even remember if I learned that in school.
Okay.
[Ms. Pensak] I have never tutored an Amish person before.
No, this is the first time.
I was pretty surprised that they weren't
able to generate very many Amish historical events at all.
So let's move on to reading.
What I'd like to do is I'm going to give you a paragraph to read.
Um, so, Maureen,
I'd like you to just read the first sentence of the first paragraph.
Slowly.
Or as slow as you want, read it at any speed that you want, honestly.
I don't like doing stuff like this.
[Ms. Pensak] Sometimes, in school, you have to...
I can read it to myself, but I can't read it out loud.
That's what sucks.
I was very frustrated because...
I was like, "I don't know anything,
this is making me look so stupid."
I mean, I'm a school teacher, for Pete's sake.
[Ms. Pensak] How about Rosanna?
You read the first sentence of the second paragraph.
[Ms. Pensak speaking]
I don't like where everyone hears me.
[Ms. Pensak] Well, give it a try.
[Rosanna clears throat]
I don't know.
[reading]
Uh, what's that word?
This word is "contradictory,"
which means opposite.
-Oh, okay. -People arguing with each other.
-What was it, contradictory? -Contradictory.
[Ms. Pensak] It's okay, you can,
by the end of GED, you'll be really good at it.
[reading]
[Ms. Pensak] ...Dictory.
[all laugh]
[Ms. Pensak] Just keep going, skip it.
Okay.
Okay, I think that's enough.
I need a few minutes.
If you guys don't mind just going out into the hall.
And, then, I'll talk to you when I, sort of, put my thoughts together.
Okay.
[Rosanna] A lot of the questions that she asked,
a lot of it, I never learned at school.
I didn't know everything she asked me.
I want my GED, but...
This stuff, I don't know.
I don't know, it's too stressful, like...
When I was a teacher, I told my, always told my students not to give up.
Sometimes, it just takes a little time, but you can do it.
[sighs heavily]
[Rosanna] Once I know what grade level I'll be in,
I will know if I'll be able to live in the English world or not.
So you've made it through the assessment.
Hope it wasn't too painful.
I would say for the reading comprehension,
Maureen, what we wanna see there
is learning to get a little bit more in vocabulary.
And, Rosanna, you've got a start,
and we just need to fill in,
help you with pronouncing some of the words.
For social studies, you both had something to contribute there.
Maureen, you were a little bit deeper.
You did have your own ideas of some things in the past.
And, Rosanna, I put you, you were a little hesitant there,
so we'd want you to be able to recite at least two or three things
about events or people and what that story look like.
And, finally, you haven't been educated in science at all.
I think that they...
I would say that they are equipped to have a job
that doesn't require much reading,
and very little on the science side.
Yeah, they can clean a house,
but beyond that, it's gonna be tough.
Ultimately, Maureen, I put you about the seventh grade level.
I am ticked off that it's seventh grade instead of eighth grade,
'cause I went through first through eighth grade,
and I should've been eighth grade.
[Rosanna] She used to teach eighth grade,
but she still got, like, the seventh grade level,
so she was really upset about that.
And, Rosann, I put you just above a fourth grade level.
I was very disappointed when I heard that I was just at fourth level.
I was starting to get worried that I won't be able to live in English world.
[Sabrina] I brought Jethro back to the house.
[Ada] What are you thinking?
There she was, stuck in the house with the kids,
and you up and left her.
[Carmela] I just instantly got upset.
♪ Breathe heavy, breathe heavy Breathe light ♪
♪ Everything's gonna Be all right ♪
♪ Take your Best friend's advice ♪
[speaking native language]
[Rosanna] Maureen and I were not happy when we left the GED,
'cause we found out how far behind we are.
[speaking native language]
So, we are gonna go do something crazy.
We're gonna go get piercings.
These are piercings.
[piercer] Can I help you guys with anything?
We'd like to get some piercings.
Awesome, follow me on back.
[Maureen] The Amish don't get their ears pierced, or anything pierced,
because they say it's a sin,
and you can't go to heaven
if you have piercings or tattoos or anything like that.
They also consider that the tattoo itself is the mark of the beast.
So you guys, had any other piercings before in your life?
-[both] No, never. -Tattoos?
We are from the Amish community,
and we are not allowed to have any piercings or tattoos.
-Like, at all? -No.
Not even, like, your ears?
-[Maureen] No we're not, absolutely not. -Really? Okay.
And we thought, like, if we get somewhere pierced where they can't see it,
then it'll be okay.
You want it, like, a little more hidden?
-Yes. -Yeah, okay.
We've got plenty of options for that.
One that can be hidden is septum piercing.
I have one right here.
You can typically flip those up into your nose, so no one will know.
We've got nipple piercings,
um, those are very popular these days.
We've also got, you know, something down here.
Anywhere along the labia.
Outer, inner, you know, you can get...
-[both] No. -It's not for everybody.
-[both laugh] -I understand.
I was like,
"Why would people even wanna get some of those piercings?"
Like, eww, gross.
[piercer] That's definitely hidden most of the time.
Um, except for, you know, special person.
I bet Daniel will like that.
Hmm, no way.
-I'm not getting, no way. -[laughs]
That's all right, you know, it's not for everybody.
Yeah, we could go with something a little more classic, of course.
Well, I always wanted to get my ears pierced,
but I want it pierced where nobody can see it, like, if had my head covering on.
-All right, yeah, we can totally do that. -Okay.
Um, do you have any ideas?
Yeah, I think I wanna get my belly button pierced.
That one? All right, cool.
[Rosanna] I wanna get my belly button pierced
'cause I don't want anyone to see it.
Especially, if I go see my parents.
Does it hurt really bad?
I mean, they're all gonna hurt a little bit,
but it's just for a second, you know, beauty is pain.
Well, is the needle, like, is the needle thick, or is it really thin?
It's not huge, I can show you everything beforehand too.
-But, um, it's not as scary as you think. -[laughs]
It's about this long.
-No, I just get nervous around needles, -Yeah.
But I think that I do wanna get it done,
so I might as well just get it done.
So, um whoever would like to go first.
-She can go first. -[laughs]
Okay.
My heart is really beating right now, like...
[laughs]
I can tell you're scared.
-You can go first. -Yeah, here, I'll fix the chair for you.
Let's get comfortable.
I'm really feeling dizzy right now.
I can't do this, I can't watch you.
I'm just gonna go over there.
[bleep]
[both laugh]
[piercer] Do you think, like, your family wouldn't feel so great
about you doing this right now?
[Maureen] They would be very, very upset.
[Maureen] I have a feeling if it hurts, I'm gonna swear.
That's probably unusual.
[piercer] Not at all. Especially, in a tattoo shop.
[Maureen] I'll just pray for forgiveness later.
[piercer] There you go.
It's gonna feel kind of tight for a second.
[Rosanna] I feel,
like, really dizzy right now.
I feel like I could pass out or something, I don't know.
I can't even talk right.
My eyes feel like they're falling closed or something.
[piercer] All right, nice deep breath, then.
[Maureen] Wow, that was not bad at all.
[piercer] Well, it's moment of truth.
Here we go, just putting the little guy on.
There. I'm gonna wipe that off.
I am so excited to finally get my ears pierced.
I love it.
It just makes me feel so pretty.
Wow, it didn't even really hurt.
[piercer] Yeah, nothing.
Wow, I can hide 'em.
This is gonna be nice.
-Thank you. -Of course.
-[Maureen] Now, it's Rosanna's turn. -All right.
[Maureen clear throat]
Well, are you gonna do it?
I don't think so.
Oh, come on, you big baby.
-Did it hurt? -No.
Can I see it?
-Do you like it? -Yeah, I like it.
[speaking native language]
I didn't even see it.
Come on, go do it.
Are you gonna go with me?
-Do you want me to go with you? -Yeah.
Okay.
-[piercer] You ready? -Yeah.
So you can go ahead, lay down, get comfortable.
Got your friend here.
You hardly feel, Rosanna.
I think this, this, this is probably how
women feel before they give birth.
So we've got all these colors here,
and we have some over here too, these are just a little different.
Are you making... Is the hole gonna be that big around?
-Like this big, like the top? -Uh-huh.
No, it's gonna be as big as this little middle part right there.
-Oh. -Yeah, that's not going through anything, don't worry.
We take those apart.
I think I'll take that one.
-This one? -Mmm-hmm.
[piercer] Okay, awesome.
[Maureen] Just don't look at what she has.
Just don't look at her, okay?
It's gonna be better if you don't look at it.
[Rosanna] Only thing I'm worried about, I just wanna see the needle.
-[piercer] Okay. -That's the only thing I wanna see.
[piercer] No problem.
-You ready? -[Rosanna breathing loudly]
Just relax, take some deep breaths.
In through your nose, out through your mouth.
She was definitely little fidgety, um, very, very nervous.
But that's common for first time clients,
but I wanted her to feel comfortable.
[Rosanna] Is it gonna hurt really bad or...
[piercer] It's not that bad, I promise.
Once it's over, you're gonna be like,
"That's not like giving birth at all."
I'm not gonna do anything without telling you, okay?
I'm just gonna put this on there, it's gonna feel a little cold, okay?
[Maureen] The whole time this is happening to Rosanna,
there was so much going through my mind.
Like, "Is she having another panic attack?"
[speaking native language]
-[Sabrina] Don't panic. -Rose.
-[Maureen] Rose. -[Sabrina] Get some water.
[piercer] Not doing anything yet.
[Maureen] Don't look at it.
She was so scared, I thought she was gonna cry.
I thought she was gonna pass out.
[Maureen] Rose, don't look at it.
Get your hand away.
No, no.
So you just can't move your hand or touch it while I'm doing it, okay?
-Yeah. -I don't want you to prick yourself.
[piercer] All right.
[Rosanna] Oh.
I can f...
[Maureen] Oh.
I'm just gonna put this on there, it's gonna feel a little cold, okay?
[Maureen] Rose, don't look at it.
[Rosanna] I'm getting my belly button pierced,
and, all of a sudden, my heart just started beating,
I couldn't breathe.
I just feel, like, I was just, like, having a panic attack and I just freaked out.
No, no.
So you just can't move your hand or touch it while I'm doing it, okay?
Don't worry.
Oh, I can f...
[breathing loudly]
All right, just calm down, just relax.
It's okay, it's okay.
It's okay.
I'm not gonna do anything without telling you, I promise.
-No, I think it'd be better if you just do it. -Okay.
[Maureen] Just keep holding my hand, all you want.
[piercer] All right, nicely breathing through your nose.
Through your nose.
[screams]
-It's okay, Rose. -Be careful, careful, careful.
-Don't look at it, it's okay. -Careful, careful.
Don't look at it, Rose, it's okay. Don't jerk around.
That did [bleep] hurt too.
[Maureen] But isn't it over?
[piercer] There, it's in, I'm just gonna put the top, and that's it.
-You're done. -[Maureen] It's not that bad.
Was it as bad as you thought it would be?
-Yeah, it was. -Look at my finger.
[laughs]
[Maureen] The English say that, "Beauty is pain,"
and now we're understanding what they actually mean.
And, Rosanna, she needs to toughen up a little bit.
[piercer] That's it.
It took no time at all.
[Maureen] [laughing] Are you okay?
Yeah, I just feel dizzy.
A little bit.
-Do you want water? -No.
Do you like how that looks?
[Rosanna] Yeah.
Do you wanna have... Do you want a tattoo?
-I have to think about that. -[both laugh]
So you don't want one today?
Not today, no.
This was enough for one day.
[Rosanna] I'm glad I got my belly button pierced.
I was so nervous, and people told me, like, it doesn't hurt or anything.
Well, that was a bunch of [bleep] 'cause it did hurt.
But that was worth it though.
I really like it.
[Sabrina] I brought Jethro back to the house,
and I have no idea how this is gonna go.
What's going on here?
Sabrina and Jethro decided to show up together,
and I just instantly got upset.
Jethro left Sabrina just after she had a C-section, after she had a baby,
and left her with two kids,
He did not plan anything for her.
You can't just up and leave.
[Ada] What, what are you thinking?
You know she knows no one in Florida,
and there she was, stuck in the house with the kids.
and you up and left her.
[Jeremiah] On the next episode of Return to Amish...
I'm not gonna beat around the bush.
I know you and Jethro were having problems,
So what's going on now?
Look, he said, "If I was in your shoes, I would've killed you by now."
[Rosanna] I don't know if our mom, dad, like,
are they gonna ever, like, let me come home again?
I'm just really nervous to say something to them.
[speaking native language]
I don't think that I can leave the Amish.
[both crying]