[narrator] Previously on Return to Amish...
Danny has been on my mind a lot.
Like, literally, that is all you talk about... Danny this and Danny that.
I am so tired of it. Would you just stop it?
You're so jealous.
[Jeremiah] I'm gonna go and ask Dennis to do a DNA test.
- Hey! - [Jeremiah] Just to make sure that he is my father.
I just don't know what he's gonna say.
I'd do a DNA test.
[Jeremiah] Once that test comes back and it is positive,
you'll see a whole new person.
You'll see me with a big smile in my face.
[baby crying]
Say hi.
[Sabrina speaking]
You wanna see your baby sister?
[Sabrina] I'm really excited for our future as a family.
If I wanna make myself naked and walk around naked,
that is what the [bleep] I am gonna do.
Well, to be honest with you, I never really trusted you.
I never trusted you either.
- So, you have received the email? - Yes.
[Jeremiah] The results of the DNA test came back
and I really wanna be with Dennis when I read it.
[Carmela] Right now, Jeremiah's phone has the DNA results
to find out whether Dennis is the biological father or not.
Does it say who his father is?
[Carmela speaking]
Hiltabidel. Larry Hiltabidel.
[Dennis speaking]
And Sheila killed Larry Hiltabidel while he was sleeping.
[Carmela speaking]
Yeah.
And then she went to prison for it.
His father's name was Larry Hiltabidel
according to the DNA.
And that was his mother's sister's husband at the time.
His murder was all over the news.
So, let me get this straight. So, what that is saying is...
My mother cheated on you
with her sister's husband.
Seems to be.
So my uncle by marriage is also my father.
Wow.
Was she part of what happened to my father?
Well, all these years, I believed in my heart you were mine.
And we don't have to stop that.
It takes more than a sperm donor to be a dad.
I'd like to be your dad if you want one.
Can I give you a hug?
I think you can use one.
Can I give you a hug? I think you can use one.
[Dennis] Does this make you hate me?
All good. Come here and let me give me a hug. I know you need one.
Come here, give me a hug.
I know you need one.
Come on. I know you need one.
[Jeremiah sobbing]
You can have one anytime you want it.
Can you just give me a minute? [sniffles]
[Jeremiah exhales]
[Jeremiah] Dennis was supposed to be my father.
But of course he's not because that would have been too easy
and too perfect to fit my life.
My father was murdered and...
I feel like I've fallen into a black hole.
I have never seen Jeremiah this way.
I'm really worried that he's not gonna bounce back from this.
Oh yeah. We hung out. You know, just...
When I was trying to make it go again with his mother.
And she probably, who knows, probably has something to do with it.
- [Dennis] Yeah. - Because how...
That makes no sense. I mean it makes sense now.
- [Dennis] Right. - It does but it doesn't.
All this crazy stuff, all that leaves Jeremiah just alone again.
[Carmela] How are you doing?
Just pissed off.
[Carmela] Jeremiah's always had this thing with women where he's never trusted them.
I mean what are the chances that his father dies
at the hands of a woman
and I kinda feel like that is one of the reasons why Jeremiah
has his wall up towards women.
He does not trust them. I mean, you could try to help him as a woman,
you do it because you love him
and he takes it as an offense.
[Dennis] Would you like to reach out to the Hiltabidels?
It could bring some drama,
we're gonna leave this choice up to you.
It could be another slap in the face.
I don't know what to say.
I'm saddened by it.
It won't change the way I feel about you though.
I know you are gonna go search out the answers that you need
but you are always welcome here.
This is your home as well as mine.
But I know one thing, I have to leave. I'm sorry.
I understand.
It's hard not to think that my father's wife murdered him,
in part to the affair that he had with my mother.
Maybe,
my birth is what caused my father's death.
It saddens my heart that I'm not his father.
At the same time,
I don't want to turn my back on him like everybody else does.
I want to be there for him. And I want him to understand and know that.
I hope he can understand and know that.
[Jeremiah] Right now, there's a brain overload.
I don't want to keep thinking about it right now.
[Carmela] I see a huge wall building around Jeremiah.
And when that happens,
I'm on the other side.
And as his wife, that's a lonely place to be.
[Claudia] I think that this swimsuit would look really cute on you.
I'm not ready to show off my goodies.
[laughing]
[Claudia] I want to see.
[Maureen] Not everyone's stiff.
[Ada] I invited everyone to come with me and stay at my house in Pennsylvania
because Florida is getting really hit hard by the Coronavirus.
You act like you are so much better than everybody else.
No. I just know that I deserve respect and loyalty, and if I can't have it...
Ditto!
♪ You are holding back ♪
♪ Sweetheart don't take back ♪
♪ I need to know ♪
[Rosanna speaking foreign language]
[Ada speaking foreign language]
♪ Say what you want to Say hey ♪
[Ada] I want to take the girls out shopping
because they are spending a lot of time together.
And it's just causing them to get into a lot of fights.
[Maureen speaking foreign language]
[Ada speaking foreign language]
[all laughing]
The Amish clothes are so plain compared to the English clothes.
The Amish always have the same pattern
and it's always, like, the same colors.
I always wanted to wear pink, red, yellow. All the different colors.
And we are not allowed to wear any prints.
It's just plain.
Hey, ladies, how are you doing today?
- [Ada] Good, how are you? - Can I help you find anything specific
or are you guys browsing?
[Rosanna] We are actually looking for bathing suits.
Are you? Okay. We have a whole swim room over here. Let me show you.
Okay.
Um, do you guys have, like, a favorite color,
or like any idea what you would want?
- No, I don't. - I don't.
[Rosanna] Being Amish, the girls are supposed to be covered up.
They are not allowed to, like, show their skin or anything.
But that one looks like gummy bears, the color.
Is this for, like, the top?
- Yeah that's the top. - Don't your boobs fall out?
[all laughing]
Maybe a different style would work better for you.
Yes. I'm not wearing two piece because I'm not ready
to show off my goodies.
[laughing]
[Claudia] I've been working here for five years now.
And I have never seen anyone dressed like that come in here.
So, it was really interesting.
I wanted to make sure that they got more of my undivided attention
'cause I thought that they would need more help picking stuff out.
Where are you guys from?
[Ada] Western Pennsylvania.
Oh, my gosh, I'm from Pennsylvania too.
- [Ada] Are you? Really? - Yeah. What town are you guys from?
[Ada] Uh, Stoneboro, PA.
Okay, yeah. I'm familiar with that part.
So, what are you doing down here?
I work... My family lives in Florida for the summer.
So I work at this store, seasonally for the summer.
[Rosanna] Oh, okay, nice.
It's really fun. I love it.
[Rosanna] English women are just all so tall and beautiful.
I want to look like that one day.
[Claudia] I have one that I think would look really cute on you.
Do you know relatively what size you think you'd be?
- Not sure. - Okay, I think that
this swimsuit would look really cute on you.
What do you think?
It's like a little bit higher. It's like a little bit more conservative
but it's definitely out of your comfort zone. What do you think?
- Do you wanna try it on? - I don't know.
[Rosanna speaking]
Okay, well, how about I pull some stuff out that I think would work for you guys,
and then you can try it on and I won't take offense if you don't like anything.
I do one-pieces, two-pieces, everything.
Okay, what size do you think you wear?
I'm not sure.
[Ada] What size panties do you wear?
[Ada and Rosanna laughing]
The one thing the Amish buy from English stores are panties.
That's why grandma asked.
But I'm not giving anyone the answer to that.
[laughing]
How can anybody even wear this?
[Claudia laughing]
I feel like they will have a wedgie all day.
[Ada] What about this one?
That's a good one too.
[Maureen] I love that.
- You like that one? - [Maureen] Yes.
Okay.
[Rosanna] In Amish, we're not allowed to like wear anything
with patterns or anything like that.
It all has to be plain.
Oh, so this really you guy's first time shopping...
[Rosanna] Yeah.
For clothes that aren't what you guys are wearing?
Yes, it is.
[Claudia] Are you guys excited?
- [Rosanna] I am. - Yes, I'm excited.
We have some options. You guys would like some stuff.
- [Maureen] Okay. - It will be good.
[Claudia] They are super sweet.
They are just really shy and I'm trying to get them to, like,
break out of their shell a little bit.
I can start a room for you. What's your first name?
- Maureen. - Maureen. And what's yours?
- I'll start with you too. - Rosanna.
Rosanna, okay. Do you want to try stuff out or...
[Ada speaking]
- [Maureen] You try this one. - [Claudia laughing]
- [all laughing] - [Ada] Really? Really?
Where would my boobs go?
[Claudia] I'm Claudia if guys help finding anything.
Okay, let's go find a fitting room.
Here, can I take that stuff from you two? Perfect.
I'm really nervous wearing something this skimpy.
I'm not ready to show off so much skin.
I'm scared.
Okay, so I put the swimsuits that you guys picked out in your own rooms,
so you can try them on.
So, if you guys have any questions or wanna show me anything...
Okay, Rosanna?
- Yeah. - [Claudia chuckles] Okay.
[Claudia] If you want me to look before everyone looks, I can come in.
[Claudia] Okay.
[Ada] Okay, I'm coming in.
[Maureen] I can tell Claudia likes Rosanna a lot better
because when we asked for help, she helped Rosanna, not me.
[Claudia] You like that one?
[Claudia] Yeah.
[Rosanna] This swimsuit shows places that I thought
no one would ever see except for my husband on my wedding night.
[Claudia laughing]
[Claudia] Try this bottom and this bottom to cover it.
Remember, this is your world. We're just living in it.
This is you. You're the star, okay?
- Are you ready? - [Rosanna] Yeah.
[Claudia] Okay.
[Ada] Maureen, how are you doing?
[Maureen] I'm nervous for you to see me.
Oh, you'll be fine.
[Maureen] I mean, I'm getting cold.
[Claudia] You're getting cold?
- [Maureen] Yes. - [Claudia laughing]
[Maureen] Are you ready, Rose?
[Ada] Okay, come on.
- [Ada] Come on, come on. - [Claudia] Come on, come on.
- [Rosanna] I can't. - [Maureen] I can't.
[Claudia] You look so good.
- [Ada] You guys look so cute. - [Claudia] You look so cute.
♪ All we need is some... ♪
♪ If you lit up Some dedication... ♪
Rosanna's embarrassed to wear a swimsuit
because most Amish women aren't prepared to wear a swimsuit
because they don't mow the grass.
[Ada] Come on, just spin around.
No, not spinning around.
[Claudia laughing]
You are not looking at my butt.
[Ada] One, two, three.
- [Ada clapping] - [Claudia] Yay!
[all laughing]
Do you think those ones are too much?
Do you think that there is another style...
Um, Maureen's was fine but Rosanna's, her belly was sticking out, so...
But it's whatever she wants.
I hope they can find something that they like.
[Ada] Oh, you guys look cute.
[Claudia] I love that one.
[Ada] I really, really love that one.
Oh I really like that.
[Claudia] I think that one's too mom-ish for you.
[Claudia] You should do, I think you should...
[all laughing]
[Ada] They both look really cute.
- [Claudia] They both did look really cute. - Yeah.
Do you think the bishop would approve now?
- [Ada] Nope, he would not approve. - [all laughing]
If the people back home would see me right now,
they wouldn't be very happy with me.
They would probably tell me to leave and they don't want to see me again.
[Claudia] These are my favorite one's so far.
Rosa, I don't understand why you are so nervous.
You look so cute in this swimsuit.
No, this is...
[Claudia] What are you talking about? You look so good.
But you have nothing to worry about.
Is she ready?
So you guys decided you're going to get those swimsuits?
- Yes. - [Claudia] Those are gonna look so good.
I like those a lot.
I actually liked the girls' bathing suits that they picked out.
They both look really cute. And I just want to see Rosanna and Maureen happy.
Thank you for helping us.
Of course. So you think we can get your grandma in a swimsuit?
You guys are here already. You should try one on.
- [Rosanna] Yeah, you should. - [Maureen] Try one on.
[sighs] No.
I'll go get something that I think you'll look cute in.
- I think you should at least just try it on. - Really?
- [Ada] Okay. - [girls giggling]
Oh, my God, I'm so nervous.
If the bishop would find out if we all bought swimming suits,
we'll all get shunned because the Amish don't wear swimming suits.
And they just don't show their skin like that.
Have you guys made any friends while you guys have been, like, in Florida?
Oh, yeah, we did while we are down here.
We went out and had sushi with them.
But we didn't, like, hear anything from them since.
I've been trying calling them and stuff
but they don't answer or anything.
- That's so mean. - Yeah, I know.
- Can I give you my number? - Yeah.
And then we can hang out and stuff.
[Rosanna] Mm-hm. Yeah, that would be great.
Yeah, that will be fun.
I guess I know the feeling that Rosanna was feeling about Danny and I,
because seeing the connection that Claudia and Rosanna have,
I guess I'm a little bit jealous.
You guys are so much fun. You guys are making me crack up.
Like, I really want you guys to meet my friends.
I think you'll really like them.
I think if they are as fun as you are, it will be fun.
[Claudia] It will be fun.
Well, do you promise that you'll call me and get in touch with me?
Yeah, I wouldn't ghost you.
- [Maureen] Grandma. - [Ada] What?
[Maureen] Are you gonna get out of there?
[Ada] No, I'm staying in here all day. I'm gonna sleep here tonight.
- Come on. - [Claudia] Come on, we need to see.
[Ada] I'm not coming out.
- [Claudia] Come on. - [Ada] I'm so nervous I'm shaking.
Oh, my gosh, come on.
Oh, my God.
- I'm gonna go see bishop like this. - Wow.
[Claudia] Lord, no. That looks amazing.
This actually looks so good.
- Thank you. - Red is your color.
Because you know, I am a rebel.
♪ It's like I'm waiting For the sun ♪
♪ To never, ever shine ♪
♪ This is the moment We've been waiting for ♪
♪ Come on now And let go ♪
♪ Don't you wait Till it comes back around again ♪
♪ This is the moment We've been waiting for ♪
I had so much fun getting in the water with a bathing suit instead of an Amish dress
that I didn't even worry about getting half naked out in the public.
What I love about the bathing suit, I finally feel English now,
but I'm just not quite ready to stop wearing Amish clothes,
but I think I'm getting there.
[Ada] We had a great time. I mean, it felt so good to be under water.
I'm okay with wearing a swimsuit as long as, uh, people don't stare at me.
♪ Come on now And let go ♪
♪ Don't you wait Till it comes back around... ♪
Sheila, which would be my aunt, murdered my father.
[Carmela] I don't know what to say, man.
I'm so sorry.
[Jeremiah] I just found out that Dennis is not my father.
And my actual father was murdered.
I'm still trying to process everything.
Right now, Carmela and I are driving back to Florida to be with everyone
because I need to be around the people that are the closest to me.
- Hi. - Hi. How are you?
[Carmela] I'm doing okay.
Hi, Jeremiah, how are you doing?
Could be better, I guess.
What's up?
Found out some major stuff. [scoffs]
Yeah, it's crazy.
- About what? - [Carmela] We've had a crazy few days.
Uh...
Over all these visits with my father, we had a good time.
And then I finally told him,
"Listen, for me to move forward,
and actually accept him as my family,
I need a paternity test done."
And he agreed to it.
He said, regardless of what it says, he knows I'm his son.
So...
We took the test and we got the results back.
And?
He is not the father.
But we did find out who the father is.
Did you go talk to your dad then?
I can't.
What do you mean you can't go talk to him?
My aunt was married to him. Killed him.
One year after I was born.
I was his only kid.
[Sabrina] It was really hard for me to hear
about how Jeremiah went and tried to find his family
and then he found out that his dad was murdered,
because I know how it feels to find out
that your parent that you looked forward to meeting is dead.
And it's like you always wonder what could have been.
I just can't imagine what you're going through.
I just want to be there for Jeremiah and Carmela both that they are going through this.
It's just a very sad story.
I mean, I've never heard of anything like this in my life.
All these years, my father, who I thought was my father, he thought I was his child.
[Maureen] I'm sorry you're going through all this,
and just now finding out the truth.
[Jeremiah] One thing that actually bothers me is,
- it was, like, what, one year after I was born? - [Carmela] Mm-hm. Yeah.
Sheila, which would be my aunt, murdered my father.
Jeremiah, I just can't imagine what you feel like,
and I just hope and pray you can find comfort,
and move on and enjoy your life.
[sniffling]
[Sabrina] You always wonder maybe that's the person on earth
that would have understood you the most and now they're not here.
It sucks and there is nothing really that you can do to make yourself feel better about it.
It's just one of those things that you're probably always gonna wonder.
I don't... I don't know what to say, man, like...
I know how bad it sucks.
You look forward...
Something inside of you, for as long as you remember,
looks forward to meeting your real parents... [sniffling]
And then the one person that you really wanna meet...
Like, I really wanted to meet my mom,
and she was dead.
She was already dead by the time I found her. And so...
I get it.
And I get the whole anxiety and the feeling like you don't belong anywhere.
And I'm so sorry.
[Jeremiah] What Sabrina said right there
and the way she described the feeling,
that's exactly what I'm feeling right now.
And I couldn't put it into words before but she just said it for me.
[sighs]
It's good to be back with the people that support me the most
but I'm not gonna give up on looking for my family.
[Ada] I invited everyone to come stay with me at my house in Pennsylvania
because Florida's getting really hit hard by the Coronavirus.
Being quarantined was really scary.
We kept getting negative tests,
and by the grace of God, nobody got the virus.
We came to Florida to get away from the pandemic,
and now it's here.
So we're gonna take up Ada on her offer,
and go up to Pennsylvania, and get the heck out of here.
♪ This is my destiny ♪
[Sabrina] Jethro and I are staying because we wanna raise our family here.
And to stay away from all the old people
that we used to hang out with and associate with in Pennsylvania.
[Sabrina] We're gonna stay in Florida at Ada's house
because we feel like this is our future,
and after the pandemic is over it's gonna be a great place to raise a family,
and we're really excited about that.
[sputtering]
♪ This is my destiny ♪
[Rosanna] I'm kind of sad that I'm leaving Florida
because I just made my first English friend.
But the virus is getting really bad and I'm not ready to die.
When I started this journey I wanted to get my driver's license and my GED.
I guess I have to make new plans in Pennsylvania.
[Maureen] I'm so excited I can finally see Daniel again.
And I hope he's ready to make a commitment to me.
♪ This is my destiny ♪
[Ada speaking in foreign language]
[speaking foreign language]
[in English] These are the stupidest beds I've ever seen.
[Jeremiah] Honestly, I'm thankful that Ada opened up her house for us to stay at
because I'm only two hours from my family.
Maureen and Rosanna are still deciding whether they wanna be English or Amish
but since they can't go back to their parents now,
they're gonna come stay with me.
I feel guilty that my parents live less than an hour away,
and I can't see them unless I fully commit to the Amish.
My mom made it very clear to me,
if I don't wanna be Amish she don't wanna see me.
[speaking foreign language]
I think grandma got really angry when
Rosanna called her out for having electricity.
As long as I can remember, grandma has always cheated the Amish rules.
And that's what I love about her.
[speaking foreign language]
[in English] These are the stupidest beds I've ever seen.
[speaking foreign language]
[in English] It's plain downright stupid.
[speaking foreign language]
The Amish have very strict rules and it varies by the settlement.
We are never allowed to have electricity
but we are allowed to have air, solar, gas, and battery power.
[whirring]
The wealthy Amish have air-powered washers and dryers in their homes,
and solar panels.
We only ever had gas in our home.
[whirring]
[Rosanna] It was really difficult right at first
when I was trying to put air in the mattress
'cause it seemed the air just wanted to come up,
but when I got to know how to use it
and like, put air in it...
It was really cool.
[speaking foreign language]
[clanging]
[Maureen giggling]
[speaking foreign language]
[sighs]
[Sabrina] Last night, I saw text messages
between Jethro and another woman.
When we first started dating,
Jethro was unfaithful to me
and he promised that it would never happen again.
And so I believed him.
Jethro made me think he was this person
that everybody else said he wasn't.
Everybody in Lancaster County and their [bleep] brother
when I started dating him, told me not to [bleep] date him.
And I thought, you know what, he's never done anything bad to me,
he has a past, we all have a past.
You know, I wanted to give him the [bleep] benefit of the doubt.
And, um, three years later,
I know exactly what everybody was [bleep] talkin' about.
I want you to stop talking to girls.
Maybe I won't have to message anybody
if you would freakin' talk to me.
Now you're [bleep] lying again!
[piano music playing]
What do you think?
Last night, I saw multiple messages
from multiple girls on Jethro's phone
and I'm really super pissed right now
because I just had his second child
and this is how he treats me.
I love him, I really do but...
I don't know what to think about him anymore.
Nom, nom, nom.
It's chocolate pudding. Come on.
What are you doing? Feeding the baby?
I just wanted to tell you how special you are,
and how much I love you
and I decided to get you some flowers.
Hm.
[tense music playing]
I don't want flowers, I want you to stop talking to girls.
And telling 'em that you wanna [bleep] and everything else.
- I don't tell them that. - Yes, you do.
You tell 'em you're gonna ditch me and go be with 'em.
- No, I don't. - Yes, you do! Stop lying.
Flowers don't mean [bleep]
You could buy me a [bleep] yacht
and it wouldn't be good enough.
I don't want that. I want loyalty.
I don't want you to message other girls.
Maybe I won't have to message anybody
if you would freakin' talk to me.
Instead of putting earbuds in everyday and freakin'--
- I don't! - You do it 24/7!
- I do not. - Yes, you do.
You tell me everyday you're an introvert,
I'm an extrovert. I like to socialize.
- I like to hang out. - I try to talk to you.
You told me yourself that you've been distancing yourself.
The only times you wanna talk to me
is when you're freakin' yelling at me and freakin' sayin'...
- You never talk to me... - You never tell me anything I do right.
You always say all the stuff I do wrong.
You don't do anything right!
All you do is [bleep] talk to other girls.
I don't.
You act like you're so much better than everybody else.
No! I just know that I deserve respect and loyalty
and if I can't have that from you,
- then I don't want anything else. - Ditto!
- [scoffs] You're full of [bleep] dude. - No, I'm not.
- Yes, you are. - No, I'm not.
Why did you even get me flowers?
-That's why-- -Now, you're [bleep] lying again!
Why did you get me these?
All you do is [bleep] lie to me.
[baby crying]
I hate you. Just leave.
Flowers can never [bleep] fix this.
If you can't...
See, you can't even [bleep] get me a nice ass chair.
[tense music playing]
Just go!
[bleep] go!
[Daniel] On the next episode of Return to Amish...
[speaking foreign language]
[Maureen] Danny is an amazing kisser.
I don't know if I can wait till marriage
to be fully with him.
[Rosanna] Today, we're meetin' up
with Claudia and her friends.
[man] All ready?
- Whoo! - [laughing]
[man] Do you wanna go out sometime?
[Jeremiah] I'm afraid to call my dad's family.
What if they blame me for my father's death?
I believe we are related.
[man on phone] Yeah, you'd be my cousin.
You're always either yelling at me or crying.
I'm gonna die of a [bleep] broken heart.
Jethro took off.
He did?
[dramatic music playing]