[narrator] Previously on Return to Amish,
[Maureen] Rosanna exposed herself in front of Daniel.
She knows how I feel about him.
I have a crush on a guy.
Is he Amish?
He is an Amish taxi driver.
Everything is just "Daniel this and Daniel that,
Daniel this and Daniel cute."
Hello. Oh, my God.
Dennis is my biological father.
I love you, son. I want to spend time with you.
I just never felt a connection.
The only way for you to get peace of mind is
to go do a DNA test
and find out the truth.
[Sabrina] The baby is not moving as much
and I just don't feel right.
Hospital said that I'm not allowed in
until Sabrina goes into labor.
[speaking]
[whimpering]
[nurse speaking]
[Sabrina] I'm in the hospital trying to push the baby out.
[Sabrina crying]
I was literally laying in bed shaking.
[crying]
Like shivering and shaking I couldn't control my...
My body was just jerking.
[Sabrina speaking]
[nurse speaking]
It was... it was horrible.
And then they rushed me for an emergency C-section in the operating room.
It was just like a blur.
[baby crying]
Say hi.
I saw my bit too. I just thought...
Say hi.
[Jethro speaking]
As soon as they had the baby and brought the baby out
and gave her to me, I was like,
"Oh my God, she is so cute."
Just breathing and everything was good so that was a relief.
[producer speaking]
How it felt to meet my daughter?
I don't know if I can put it in words really.
It was... it was awesome, like...
I don't know, I just...
I felt really thankful like I felt blessed, I felt...
I don't... I don't even know how to put it in words.
I'm really grateful for where I'm now in life.
And I'm so thankful that I had a second chance at motherhood.
[speaking]
I was praying for like this
super cute little girl that had blue eyes
and it was perfect, and that's exactly what God gave me.
[baby crying]
I was like oh my God. This is my own blood.
Like this is... this is wow.
[Sabrina speaking]
[Jethro speaking]
[Jethro] I love you.
[Sabrina] My daughter's name is Skyler Merriam.
Merriam is a middle name and that was chosen because it's
the name of Jethro's adoptive mom
that passed away a few years ago.
And Skyler,
I don't know, I've always just liked that name.
I know it means scholar.
[Sabrina] Jethro, what are you doing?
I'm feeding Skyler.
She is hungry.
I was adopted into the Mennonites at age five.
And I left the Mennonites when I was 17-18 years old
after my adoptive mom passed away from cancer.
And my mom was like, the closest person to me in my life.
So I think it's cool that Sabrina wants to name the baby after my mom
'cause my mom was a very important person in my life.
[Sabrina] How does it make you feel to have a daughter?
- I am proud. - [Sabrina] Are you proud?
I love you.
Do you want to go home and meet your little brother?
- Big brother. - [Sabrina] What do you think?
How do you think Zachaya is going to act?
He's gonna tell you all about Barney
and purple dinosaurs.
[Sabrina] Are you glad you got clean?
Yeah.
[Sabrina] It makes it worth it, doesn't it?
Now I have two cute little babies.
Jethro and I have been clean and sober for two years now.
And it's absolutely crazy how far we have come.
[Sabrina] There you go, good job.
Good job.
Thank you so much for changing her
and everything you've done there, for me.
I couldn't have had this baby without you!
See, Mommy needed Daddy.
I just want to be there and support you. I love you.
I love you very much and if you'd just stop your stupid [bleep] you'd be perfect.
You are perfect.
[speaking]
No.
[Maureen] What do you think about this place?
[Rosanna] I just think it's kinda cool because like
back home, we don't have anything like this.
If I wanna be out in English road like,
I have to try new things.
So, we stopped at this restaurant,
and like, I never saw a restaurant like that before.
I really wonder why there are garage doors in a restaurant.
[Rosanna speaking]
- [both] Hi. - Hi, welcome to The Overton.
- How are you? - [both] Good. How are you?
[chef] Are you ready for breakfast
or what would you like?
[Maureen] I would like some milk.
Some milk, okay for our milk options, we have cashew,
oat or almond milk. Which would you prefer?
I just want cow milk.
[chef laughs]
[laughs] I am sorry.
- Okay, well, we can do cow milk. - [Maureen] Okay.
- Great, thank you. - So, cow milk for you.
- What would you like? - [Rosanna] Yes, I'll take egg.
You like some eggs. Would you like them poached, sunny side up or over easy?
[chef] We also have a Quiche.
[Rosanna] Probably over easy. I don't know. What is over easy?
[chef] Over easy, that's the way we cook the eggs.
So, it's um, when you crack an egg open and it has the yolk.
If you flip it over and the yolk isn't all the way
firm and cooked, it's still runny.
- Oh, I want it more cooked. - [chef] Okay so that would be
egg over hard, yes.
[Rosanna] This woman was just staring at me, and staring at me, right in my eyes.
She just creeps me out.
In the Amish, we don't stare each and other in the eyes
In the Amish, the reason we don't stare each other in the eyes
because usually that means they wanna fight.
So this woman's stares makes me feel weird inside.
[chef] Any toast with that?
- Um, yeah. - We have rye toast,
sour dough toast, multi-grain toast
or you can have a ciabatta roll.
- No, just give me a hard egg. - You got it.
- [chef] And for you? - Yes. I would just like to know what
the English girls, our age, would order to eat.
The English girls? Are you from England?
-We are Amish girls, so- -Okay, I got you.
[speaking]
So English girls would have something like avocado toast
or Kombucha or cold pressed juice
or Matcha lattes.
Something like that...
I've never heard of anything like that, so I don't know.
The avocado toast would be great with a cold pressed juice.
- Okay. - Sound good?
- Yes. - Okay.
- Be right out. - Okay, thank you.
What the heck is Cham-bucha?
I have no idea and what if I don't like what I ordered?
What if I like... gag?
I don't know.
[Maureen] So, um...
Danny, he has been on my mind a lot.
[speaking Amish]
I hope.
I think he's actually like a guy that I actually wanna date
because just the way he says my name,
and just the way he looks at me
and he's such a hard worker and like
I think it's...
I really wanna date him.
What do you think about him? Like...
[speaking]
- [Maureen] No, I don't. - Yeah, you do.
- No, I don't. - [Rosanna] Yeah, you do...
Well you would too. He's such a great guy.
[Maureen] I am most excited that
Danny is taking us to the airport.
We're gonna call Danny.
Danny. Danny. Danny.
I have a crush on an Amish taxi driver.
I really like Daniel.
But every day you're like Danny this and Danny that.
I'm so tired of it. Would you just stop it?
Maureen, every time we are somewhere by ourselves
sitting somewhere, she is always sitting there and talking about Daniel.
Talking about his hair,
how nice he looks and how cute he is.
Every day that's all she talks about and I get so tired of it.
I can say whatever I want to about Danny.
And talk whenever... If I want to say something about him,
- I am allowed to. - Yeah but I get tired of you
always talking about Danny. Every time we go sit somewhere
you're always, Danny has so nice eyes, Danny's so cute. Danny this and Danny that.
How would you feel like oh my God this boy-
If you would have...
If you would tell me who your crush is
instead of always keeping a secret, you would be talking
- to me about it. - No.
- Yes, you would. - Because I know how you would feel
'cause that's how I feel. I get tired of you
always talking about Danny.
If you would like have a crush or ever have a boyfriend,
if you wanna talk about him, go ahead.
And I would support you like a sister.
And I wouldn't get mad or grumpy just because
- you talk about him. - I will support you with
Danny but I get tired of something like that, you know.
Day after day, that's all she talks about
Daniel this and Daniel that.
If I wanted a boyfriend, I could get one.
But I do not want a boyfriend.
Just don't like every five minutes say,
"Oh Danny."
Did you know Danny's really handsome?
That's up to you, if you think he's handsome,
then I'm glad you think he's handsome.
- Like I'm glad... - You are so jealous.
[Rosanna] No I am not jealous at all.
For real, I am not jealous.
- Hmm. Sure sounds like it. - No.
I'm starting to think that Rosanna has a crush on Danny.
She's already exposed herself to him.
I'm not jealous, but oh, my God I would never date Danny.
I am not jealous about Danny. Like for real.
Or maybe like I feel she is...
Sometimes I think she has a crush on me
and she just wants me all to herself.
I can't think of any other reason why she's this angry
about Danny and I, and trying so hard to spoil it.
I know Rosanna very well,
and me being in a relationship with Danny really, really bothers her.
- [chef] Okay here we go, one cow milk. - Hi.
Thank you.
[chef] This is the avocado toast.
Your egg over hard
- and your watermelon cold pressed juice. - Thank you.
[Maureen] I don't like it.
Ew. It tastes like water. It's nasty.
[Jeremiah] I'm gonna go and ask Dennis to do a DNA test,
make sure that he's my father.
Are you willing to put a foundation down and put my mind to ease?
If I want to make myself naked and walk around naked,
- that is my... - To be honest with you,
- I never really trusted you. - I never trusted you either.
I am really relieved to be home from the hospital.
I hate the hospital and
especially right now with the virus and everything, I hate it even more.
Hopefully, I can get some sleep.
When we brought Skyler home from the hospital,
everybody was really nice and sat in the backyard
because they wanted to allow me and Jethro to have some
quality time with our family.
[Sabrina] Zachaya. Hi.
-Zachaya -He's so beat.
- Hey, look. - You wanna see your baby sister?
- Look. - Look at the baby.
See the baby.
How's mummy's squish squash? Mummy missed you so much.
[Jethro] Zachaya, wave to your sister. See the baby.
[Sabrina] Pick him up, he wants you to hold him. He's reaching for you.
I can't pick him up.
[Sabrina] They say that a grateful addict will never use
and you know, I have a lot to be grateful for.
Because you know, I have two babies now,
something that I never thought that would
ever be possible for me again.
Yes, Mummy is so happy to see you.
That's your little sister.
Zachaya, you got a sister.
She's smiling.
Mommy wants to hold you so bad but you're gonna kick me in my incision.
I love you.
♪ Darling ♪
♪ You know that you blow my mind ♪
♪ You got no sense of time ♪
[softly] I love you.
- I missed you so much. - [Jethro] He's gotten big.
I know.
[Jethro] How does it feel to have two babies?
- [Sabrina] Weird. - [Jethro] Why?
[Sabrina] I don't know, it's just weird. I feel like a Mennonite.
- [Jethro] It's a lot of responsibility. - [Sabrina] I know.
[blows raspberry]
- He's happy. - [Jethro] I know.
He's happy to see you.
- Your sister's name... - He's giving me stink eye Can I try to hold him?
You're not supposed to pick him up. I guess you can hold him in your lap.
I'll set him on your knee.
[Sabrina] I know it's very difficult to get anywhere in life
if you are doing drugs and you don't have the mental capacity to handle things
the way you do when you are sober.
♪ Stay here with me ♪
[Sabrina] I am really excited for my future
and for our future as a family.
[Jeremiah] In order for me to get all the answers that I want,
I have to go back to Ohio.
I'm gonna ask Dennis to take a DNA test,
to make sure that Dennis is my father.
When I met my biological mother,
for the first time in 2001,
she kept lying to me and giving me all these different stories,
she ended up telling me that she has all the kids
she wants with her and loves.
That she doesn't want nothing to with me.
That she wants me out of her life.
I've been so hurt because of that experience
and that's why I need to make sure that Dennis is my father,
because I can't go through that again.
He has had several kids with my biological mother.
And if he finds out that
she lied about me then what's to say she didn't lie about
the rest of the kids that he's been raising.
[Jeremiah] I just don't know what he's gonna say.
You know, when I ask him to take that test.
Hopefully, he'll do it.
Hopefully.
[Dennis] Hey, how you doing?
- Doing pretty good. - Good to see you again.
Good to see you.
Oh, my goodness. And you, good to see you.
[Jeremiah] This is not that hot.
Not... Not now. It was.
It was pretty hot.
I was surprised to see Jeremiah when he showed back up.
I was happy to see him.
It's just sticker stuff there it doesn't have to be straight.
This one holds the good stuff straight.
[sighs]
[Dennis] What brings you back?
No, I was just... I'll just be honest with you.
I have had many, many, many questions
my entire life.
And I do have some questions for you.
Well, I can give you the answers as best as I know them.
[Jeremiah] Okay, why was I adopted?
I have heard like four different stories.
I don't know the reason, like I said...
I found out you existed in '97.
I was married to Jeremiah's mother for a total of I think
it was five years.
And then things hit the fan...
I didn't notice she was pregnant with Jeremiah
and when it came to head, I had left finally.
If you want my opinion,
I figured she said, "I don't want this son of a bitch."
Course, she would've been talking about herself,
but there you go. [laughs]
[Jeremiah] My biological mother is the only
person who ever told me that
Dennis is my biological father.
[Carmela] If your mom tells you that somebody's your father,
I mean, you have no choice but to believe.
But at the same time,
she's known to lie, so
that's why you have your doubts.
That's why you're not sure.
And that's why you're so closed off...
and distant.
[Jeremiah] I just can't let my guard down until I get that DNA test done
and it tells me that he is my dad.
I'm not trying to come at you,
I'm just trying to get answers to things.
The only reason I'm trying to tell you the truth is 'cause
to put a good foundation down
the first stone's gotta be
straight and right on.
So talk about a foundation,
are you willing to put a foundation down?
And put my mind to ease?
Yeah, we can do that. Which stone do you wanna use?
- I hope you pick it up. - The biggest one there is.
- What's that? - DNA test.
The only reason I'm trying to tell you the truth is 'cause
to put a good foundation down,
the first stone's gotta be
straight and right on.
Today was really different than
the first time I came to meet Dennis.
Today, I really felt a very strong connection with him.
And I can really see him being my dad but
I feel like I'm gonna be very devastated if he's not.
So I need to ask him to do a DNA test.
So talk about a foundation,
are you willing to put a foundation down?
And put my mind to ease?
Yeah, we can do that. Which stone do you wanna use?
DNA test.
To be honest with you, that is one big thing that's...
That's keeping me from getting too close right now.
[Dennis] Okay.
- Does that make sense? - It does.
And you know what I'm gonna tell you something.
I don't need DNA to know you're my son.
And the last thing that I would need in my life,
because it has affected my life so bad, is
to get close to somebody and then find out later on,
oh, they are not my parent. You know what I mean?
- Yeah. - So...
I'll do a DNA test.
So, if I told you that we have one with us...
Bring it out.
[Jeremiah] 'Cause, we do have one.
It's a simple cheek swab.
I'm not gonna hurt you with this, so don't get scared.
Oh, trust me. I grew up with it.
[chuckles]
[Dennis laughs]
Honestly,
having someone like that in my life,
is what I would need.
Someone who stays calm.
Someone who is as positive as he is.
[Dennis] All right.
If I would have had this relationship with my Amish parents,
like this type of feeling from them,
I'd probably still be Amish.
Just bottom line.
Grand finale.
And I think that's why
I would be very devastated,
if he wasn't.
But for my own sake I have to know.
[Dennis] Great. Love you.
Oh, I love you, son.
- We'll get this all figured out and let you know. - Okay.
- All right. - I know.
[Jeremiah] I mean, so we are going to get the results back
and we're going to take it from there.
I just feel like...
Hang on for a second.
Finally.
I feel like once he gets this...
Once that test comes...
Once that test comes back and it is...
It is positive,
you will see a whole new person.
You will see me with a big smile on my face.
[Sabrina] Maureen told me about an argument
that she was having with Rosanna
about Danny that
Maureen thinks that Rosanna doesn't want
her and Danny to be together and...
I guess what Maureen told me was
supposed to be in confidence.
I didn't know it was a secret.
Everybody already knows I can't keep a secret anyways so...
[Sabrina speaking]
So I told Rosanna about it because
I think Rosanna should know because
if you're any kind of woman you will never do that
to someone else's man.
[Rosanna] Maureen is saying I flashed Daniel.
Like, I don't even know how she dared going telling Sabrina
that I got like... I exposed myself in front of Daniel.
Like she was just jealous, she was just afraid,
he'll see me.
[Rosanna laughing]
I think she is being jealous because
her freaking body looks like a...
[bleep] I don't know what.
Dead fish is what it is.
When you're Maureen's age and you're in love for the first time,
everything is going to be a big deal.
You know...
I have been there, like I get it. Like, she's just
being normal.
[speaking]
I told Sabrina that Rosanna exposed herself on the road trip.
Because she doesn't think that we should be together.
I never said that she got fully naked.
He didn't see anything.
[Maureen] Yes, he did. Danny was standing right here.
[speaking]
[Rosanna laughing]
No, I'm not.
[Sabrina] No, she told me.
She is afraid that I'm gonna try and get Daniel from her.
Well, I would never ever touch him.
I... That's the last boy I would freaking even date.
I tried so hard, I worked so hard, I try so hard to...
To do everything I can.
So nobody, like so we don't have a fight like [bleep] that.
I tried so... I'll do anything.
Anything you guys tell me to do, I do.
But no, that's not enough.
I really care about Rosanna and she doesn't believe it.
I care about Rosanna.
But jealousy can get the best of anyone.
We were warned in the Amish community that jealousy
can overtake you in the English world.
I don't want that to happen to Rosanna.
If you would be a true friend,
you will not [bleep] be speaking about me like that.
She did say that she cares about you,
she was very nice about it, Rosanna.
I don't want to be in this.
I am done, I am [bleep] done.
I don't even give a [bleep] anymore, I am done.
I tried so [bleep] hard. I try every day.
Every day, I try so hard. But no,
I'm always the bad person. I'm always the bad one.
[stammers] I am done now. I am done.
Sometimes I talk [bleep] about Rosanna
because I get frustrated with people.
And then I say [bleep] that I don't, it's just...
it's just because I'm a little bit pissed off and I say it
and I don't even mean it. Like, afterwards, I'm like why did I say that?
[Rosanna] They're trying to make it so people don't like me.
They're probably gonna change Sabrina so Sabrina doesn't like me anymore,
which I don't even care anymore.
If they wanna talk to her about me and make so
she doesn't like me anymore, that's fine. I don't care.
I don't give a [bleep].
And yes, we were sitting on the back porch,
Sabrina and I, we didn't even
talk bad about her.
No, I don't care what they're saying about me
but it's just the thing that they are going to Sabrina
and telling her... talking to her about me.
And they... I don't know.
I don't even know if Sabrina likes me anymore.
I don't even know and I don't even care.
I don't... I really don't care.
I do not care.
It's just the deal that they are going and talking about me.
That's the only thing. That's the only thing that's pissing me off.
I have one thing to say.
Well, I have one thing to say.
I am done, I tried so hard now.
I'm done. You guys are trying to push me around, talking to me.
Pretending one time that you are my friend, next time,
saying [bleep] about me behind my back.
I am done.
Oh my God. I've never heard anything. I've never heard anything.
This is ridiculous. Rosanna, you are so embarrassing.
I don't give a [bleep].
You guys know I'm right.
- Yeah, I'm taller than you are. - I don't care.
[shouting in Amish]
I am not [bleep] taking it anymore.
Maureen was pretending she's my friend, oh, yeah, we're friends.
That was all [bleep]. It was all bunch of [bleep].
- I was not pretending. - Yeah, you were.
- No, I wasn't. - Yeah, you were.
You were pretending, don't lie to me.
I don't pretend somebody's my friend.
- I can't... - You were pretending I was your friend.
- Don't [bleep]. - Rosanna.
I ain't stupid, I know how you are.
But I thought me and you had a friendship.
I thought we can be friends but you, no, we cannot be friends.
To be honest with you, I never really trusted you.
I never trusted you either.
Who can prove Rosanna wrong that I wasn't going talking...
You were talking [bleep] about me. Yeah, you were.
But I'm just tired of you guys always acting you're my friend.
I thought Sabrina liked me.
Did you know everybody here likes you?
But I am done. I'm done. I'm [bleep] done.
You know what, I'm not gonna worry of what you say because
I know what's true and God knows what's true,
- and that's all that matters. - And I know what's true.
- I'm sure you do. - I know what's true.
But God knows, God sees everything.
He does see everything.
Yeah, he does.
[stammers] And I know what's right, and what...
And what's true and what's not true.
I'm sorry. I'm not trying to upset anybody.
That was never my intent.
When people talk about each other behind their backs,
especially with Maureen and Rosanna because,
they would be great friends,
if they would just realize that they think about things completely differently.
And I was trying to help but I think I made things worse,
because now there is a full-on [bleep] going on.
She does care about you, I can guarantee you that.
'Cause she could have sat there and be like [splutters].
She's like I really care about Rosanna, she worries me.
Like she was not being snarky about it at all.
Like she said stuff that wasn't in a mean, nasty way.
And I would tell you if it was.
[Maureen] And Sabrina, I tried to tell her that I care about her,
but she doesn't realize it.
[Rosanna] I do realize it.
You know, it's part of life.
You are not gonna get along with everybody all the time.
And if you do, there's something wrong with you.
If you get along with everybody all the time
that means you are a [bleep] pushover.
You have to stand up for yourself.
And having discussions and not agreeing with people is what
makes you strong, it makes you grow and it's hard as [bleep].
This is just how it is. It's hard out here in the English world.
And y'all are stressed out 'cause there's a lot of change going on.
There's a lot of big things happening in your life
that you're not used to.
That's just... that's just how it is.
We all went through it when we left and you know tomorrow morning, you'll wake up,
you'll feel better about it. Like, y'all can do it.
I have faith in you. I like both of you. I love both of you.
I care about you.
Yeah, I'm just gonna stop talking.
[Rosanna] I don't wanna fight with her because I care about her.
Usually, the Amish don't
hug or if they fight, say sorry.
They usually just forget about it
and act like nothing ever happened.
But it's fine, it's okay.
I need to make up with Rosanna because she is here by herself.
And I have Grandma.
She must feel like the whole world's ganging up on her.
She hurt me very badly tonight. But the Amish do forgive.
[Jeremiah] This is the hardest thing I've ever done.
The results of the DNA test came back.
I don't know what the result is, but
I really wanna be with Dennis when I read it.
What is it?
[Jeremiah] This is the hardest thing I've ever done.
The results of the DNA test came back
and I wanna share them with Dennis.
[knocking]
[Dennis] Well, hi, good to see you.
Hey, it's a nice day, want to sit out under the tree?
- Yeah. - Oh, sure.
- All right, let me grab some waters. I'll bring 'em. - [Jeremiah] Awesome.
[Jeremiah] Oh [bleep].
I don't know what the result is but
I really want to be with Dennis when I read it.
- Thank you. - Oh, yes.
- Thank you. - You're welcome.
[Dennis sighs]
How you guys doing?
- Nervous. - What you nervous about?
Everything.
This moment and this feeling is why
I've waited so long to try to have
a relationship with Dennis.
I'm already so invested and I am so scared that
this is going to break me the way
it broke me when I met my mother.
Well, how can I calm your nerves?
Red tail hawk just flew right through here. [chuckles]
So what do we need to do to go find the results?
So you can
start chapter two.
All I need to do is open my email.
For me, it was important that we do it together,
to find out together.
Because I have a right to know, you have a right to know.
You know, and...
I don't know.
[speaking]
If I am, I am here.
If I am not, I'll be here if you let me.
So you ready to see the email?
Yes.
What? What is it?
[narrator] On the next episode of Return To Amish...
[Dennis] Can I give you a hug? I think you can use one.
[Jeremiah] I am in shock.
I feel like I'm falling into a black hole.
My entire life has been nothing but a lie.
[Sabrina] I don't know what to say, man.
Do you want to try it on?
You can see everything.
I am not wearing a two-piece because
I'm not ready to show-off my goodies.
Do you need my help?
[Jethro] Sabrina hasn't really shown me a lot of affection lately
and not much attention.
I just wanna tell you how special you are
and how much I love you.
[Sabrina] Mm-mm.
And I thought I'd get you some flowers.
I don't want flowers, I want you to stop talking to girls.