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My name's Sebastian,
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and I've been following
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what's going on with your son.
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Don't call me anymore.
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What do you like? Give, take?
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I just want to make out.
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Eric, he is gay. He
tried to kill himself.
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Did you ever touch him?
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Geez. How could you...?
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My head really hurts.
Do you have anything?
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I have some oxy.
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But don't gulp them
'cause they have a kick.
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Is Dr. Graham gonna be back soon?
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She's probably still
speaking right about now.
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Hey, what are you doing here, huh?
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You little bitch.
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There was such an incongruency
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of being in the school
and hearing gunfire,
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just this sound that
violates that space...
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that it... it... it just didn't
belong there and made no sense.
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The birth of my children
would be very significant,
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but that event, you know,
it impacted me as a father,
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a husband, a parent, a teacher, um...
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uh, a citizen, uh, a-a-a friend.
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I-It changed... it... it...
it touched every aspect of my life.
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It's very hard to get
people to understand
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what mass trauma is like.
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If you haven't been through it,
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there's really no way to
adequately describe it.
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I assumed someone had
done something stupid
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and brought a gun and
possibly even shot the gun
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but not shot a person.
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That is just...
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sucking up power wherever you can get it
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and maybe even, preferably,
from the least powerful.
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And I say all that,
and I still love Dylan.
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Tell me about that.
Why do you love Dylan?
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'Cause I love all of my students.
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All of us have been hurt.
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We've...
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We've all been wounded,
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and all of us, we...
we... we deal in tragedy
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I-in our own way.
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Two days ago, a former student
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came to our school with a gun
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and killed Wes Baxter.
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Uh, Wes was a... he
was a fellow classmate.
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He was a teammate.
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He was a friend.
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And when we lost him...
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we lost a part of ourselves.
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And for me, it was like...
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Uh, for me, it was like I lost a child.
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Uh...
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I-I wasn't 100% sure about
re-opening Leyland this soon.
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It's really hard to return to a place
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where a tragedy happened,
you know, 'cause we want to...
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you know, we want to be home,
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where we're safe, with family.
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And then I thought, you know,
the Leyland community,
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we... we are family.
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And assembling here this morning,
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it's not gonna heal all wounds,
but gathering together,
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acknowledging to each other that...
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that we have each other to
lean on, it... it helps.
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Look, if...
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If we don't love each other...
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and I mean really love each other...
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this... this is what happens.
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Uh, it's... it's...
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Talking about, you know,
uh, love and responsibility
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and doing right, I mean,
that's... that's easy.
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This is, uh...
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What happened here...
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Hate and death and guns in schools...
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People say this is the new normal.
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Is this the normal we want?
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It's up to us.
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Synced by emmasan www.addic7ed.com
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My name is Sheryl Moore,
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and I'm the mother of A.J. Betts.
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A.J. made a statement
that was very poignant.
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He said, "Mom, I just can't
go to this school anymore
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where people are hurting my feelings
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and making me cry every
day because I'm gay."
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And I said, "A.J., do you want me
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to pull you out of that school?
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Because I'll do it in a heartbeat.
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I'll send you to another school
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where you feel more comfortable."
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And he said...
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"No, Mom.
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I'm pretty sure it's not
okay to be gay anywhere."
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And I said, "You know what, buddy?
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I don't disagree with you."
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And he said, "I'm just gonna do my time
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and be done with my senior year
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and graduate and go on to college
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where people are more accepting."
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And I said, "I think
that's a great idea, A.J."
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And those were the last
words my son said to me
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before he took his life.
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At the age of 17, I
was already independent
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because of the impacts of
bullying on me at like 8 and 9.
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And my parents all this
time's wondering, like,
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"What's happening in school?
What's happening in school?"
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These kids are really this vicious.
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You hear these stories on the news.
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These kids really are this vicious.
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And I thought, "Okay,
if they're gonna be vicious,
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then I'm gonna be vicious back."
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How are you?
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Are you... Are things okay in here?
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Taylor, I need to know that you're okay.
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They keep me separated. I'm okay.
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Can you tell me what happened?
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I was told I should confront things.
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But, um...
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that wasn't really working out.
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I was...
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I got in this space where
I wanted to hurt myself,
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and then I went to this other space.
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Why should I be hurting me?
They did this to me.
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They did it to you.
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That woman did this to you, so...
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I...
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Um, did you make a list of people
that you wanted to hurt?
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Yeah.
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And... And... And... And you waited...
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for the head of that
school to come back.
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I'm meeting with the lawyer,
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and we're gonna figure out what to do.
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What's there to do?
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We'll figure it out.
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Taylor, listen.
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We'll figure out something.
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Okay?
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Hey. Curt at work?
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Yeah.
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Brother here?
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He took off.
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Want to show you something.
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Where'd you get all this money?
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I got rid of some things.
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I got rid of everything except the car.
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What's it for?
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It's for us.
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I need to get us out of here.
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Peter, this family is sick.
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Your brother is not well.
Your father is not well.
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What's the matter with...
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I don't want anything to happen to you.
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What's wrong with Dad?
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He has got problems. He...
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He did things to your brother.
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He is the reason that
Eric is the way he is.
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Dad wouldn't do something like that.
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He's not going to admit it.
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He is never going to say anything,
but he is the reason.
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Your brother was normal,
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and then something happened to him.
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Your father happened to him.
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I-I can't stay here,
I can't be around all of this,
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and I can't leave you with him.
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Peter, uh...
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You know you don't belong here.
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You know you don't belong with them.
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And you know if you stay here,
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nothing's gonna get better.
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Peter, you know it.
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That is everything I have left.
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I can't do anything for your brother,
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so, please, let me get us out of here.
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And go where?
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Wherever you want.
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I heard, like, a loud bang
coming from the parking lot.
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It sounded like a fight
breaking out or something.
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Then kids were, like, running,
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like, sprinting past the window,
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screaming after the gunshot.
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Then I saw people running,
and I said to the teacher,
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"We need to get out of here right now."
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This has been a complicated
case for some time now,
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with reports that the
shooter was bullied at school.
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Daddy, the bus.
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Or will the judge just
see this as another case
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- of an unstable gunman?
- You know what?
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- We're gonna take a little trip.
- The answers to those questions remain unclear.
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Hello.
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Hey. You all right?
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Yeah, I'm good. I'm okay.
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Well, I-I-I've been calling.
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Y-You didn't pick up.
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I... I, uh...
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I didn't feel like talking.
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You still want me to
come out there, right?
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I very...
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very much want you to come out here.
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Good, good.
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Look, I'm boarding from
New York right now.
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I'll take a direct flight to Indy.
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Just...
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breathe.
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I'm going into work.
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No, n-no.
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- Mm, yeah.
- Don't... Don't do that.
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Sitting here, it's not doing anything.
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I'm on my way.
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- I'm on my way.
- I know, but I need to work.
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I really do.
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I know I sound upset,
but I'm really not.
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I'm... I'm... I need to... I'll
see you when you get here, okay?
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No, no, Leslie...
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I promise, promise.
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I didn't know if I could
ever love a student again.
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I didn't know if I could
ever bond that way again,
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and... and it's always been a
strength of mine as a teacher,
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the fact that I do bond tightly to kids
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and that I do genuinely love them.
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Um, I was rather shocked
when I went back that I could...
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I could still do it.
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But I can never again guarantee
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that one of those kids that
I love won't ever shoot me.
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Grace.
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I think, first thing,
has anyone made any decisions
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with regard to final exams?
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I don't think so.
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Let's get the deans together.
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Let's cancel finals... one less thing
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for the students to
worry about... and, uh...
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seniors who have been
accepted to colleges...
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find out where, get in touch,
let those schools know
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they'll have incoming students
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who may have varying degrees of trauma.
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What?
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It's... W-We didn't
expect you back so soon.
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Everyone else is.
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How long was he out there?
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How long did he sit
there, waiting for me?
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A little over an hour.
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Thank you, Grace.
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Get back to me on the finals.
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Okay.
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It was odd not to see Leslie there.
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How do you think she's handled...
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I'm sorry. You know, Wes
hasn't even been buried yet.
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I'm not... I'm not in the headspace
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to be talking about that.
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I would really like
to know your opinion.
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Look, you want to know what I think?
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I think she's... it up.
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From the start, all she's
done is make choices
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that have hurt my players,
hurt this school.
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Oh, and then... and then
she did everything she can
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to protect herself and make
sure her ass was covered,
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and the one time... the
one time that the school
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really needs her...
needs her... needs her
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to stand front and center
and be a leader...
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nothing.
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You know, if there's a donor
who's got money,
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00:14:22,544 --> 00:14:24,844
she's right there.
262
00:14:26,081 --> 00:14:28,515
She can't even cry in public.
263
00:14:30,152 --> 00:14:31,918
Eric...
264
00:14:31,953 --> 00:14:34,087
my player...
265
00:14:35,223 --> 00:14:36,990
He never touched that kid.
266
00:14:37,025 --> 00:14:38,591
He never forced himself on him,
267
00:14:38,627 --> 00:14:41,227
and then that kid comes
back and kills Wes?
268
00:14:41,263 --> 00:14:43,763
Yeah.
269
00:14:43,798 --> 00:14:48,468
Leslie should've settled
this thing a long time ago.
270
00:14:48,503 --> 00:14:52,639
There are a lot of us who think
there need to be changes.
271
00:14:52,674 --> 00:14:55,475
But the school board is split on Leslie,
272
00:14:55,510 --> 00:14:59,312
and she's got a lot of
donors who like her.
273
00:14:59,347 --> 00:15:02,815
A lot of people don't.
274
00:15:04,519 --> 00:15:07,086
The county prosecutor
wants to try Taylor as an adult,
275
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not as a juvenile offender.
276
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He's a child!
277
00:15:09,391 --> 00:15:10,423
He made a mistake!
278
00:15:10,458 --> 00:15:11,958
He had a gun, he lay in wait,
279
00:15:11,993 --> 00:15:13,793
he was under the influence of drugs,
280
00:15:13,828 --> 00:15:15,094
and he shot another student.
281
00:15:15,130 --> 00:15:16,596
Well, what happened before that?
282
00:15:16,631 --> 00:15:18,364
I mean, if somebody...
283
00:15:18,400 --> 00:15:19,566
if... if they attacked him,
284
00:15:19,601 --> 00:15:21,568
doesn't he have a right
to stand his ground?
285
00:15:21,603 --> 00:15:23,136
I mean, it's a self-defense!
286
00:15:23,171 --> 00:15:25,338
With a stolen gun on school property?
287
00:15:30,011 --> 00:15:31,778
Tell me what I'm supposed to do.
288
00:15:31,813 --> 00:15:34,280
Tell me how I'm supposed
to fight this, please.
289
00:15:34,316 --> 00:15:36,816
My advice... reach a plea deal
with the county prosecutor.
290
00:15:36,851 --> 00:15:39,552
Oh, no, I'm not letting
Taylor plead to anything.
291
00:15:39,588 --> 00:15:40,353
Anne...
292
00:15:40,388 --> 00:15:41,187
No.
293
00:15:41,223 --> 00:15:42,889
T-T-T-T-That...
294
00:15:42,924 --> 00:15:45,625
kid who raped my son...
he didn't plead to anything!
295
00:15:45,660 --> 00:15:47,594
That kid... he didn't...
they didn't even arrest him!
296
00:15:47,629 --> 00:15:49,996
The police have Taylor's e-mails.
297
00:15:50,031 --> 00:15:53,132
They know he was attracted
to violent behavior.
298
00:15:53,168 --> 00:15:56,336
This state has sentenced a
12-year-old to a 25-year term
299
00:15:56,371 --> 00:15:58,104
on a lesser offense.
300
00:15:58,139 --> 00:15:59,839
And there are a lot of
people in this state
301
00:15:59,874 --> 00:16:01,941
that have some backward views on gays.
302
00:16:01,977 --> 00:16:03,176
You don't want them deciding
303
00:16:03,211 --> 00:16:05,345
how many years your son is
going to spend in prison.
304
00:16:05,380 --> 00:16:07,947
If Taylor pleads, he'll avoid a trial,
305
00:16:07,983 --> 00:16:09,649
and he'll likely get a lesser sentence.
306
00:16:09,684 --> 00:16:11,884
I can't do that. I can't
307
00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:13,786
Can't do that to him.
308
00:16:15,590 --> 00:16:18,291
If you want to help your son,
you're gonna have to find a way
309
00:16:18,326 --> 00:16:23,129
to change the narrative,
or let me work on a plea deal.
310
00:16:25,533 --> 00:16:28,301
Parental
kidnapping is a reportable crime
311
00:16:28,336 --> 00:16:30,503
only if there is a valid
custody order in place.
312
00:16:30,538 --> 00:16:32,171
My wife and I have shared custody.
313
00:16:32,207 --> 00:16:34,040
So there is a custodial order in place?
314
00:16:34,075 --> 00:16:35,742
Alternating weeks. This isn't her week.
315
00:16:35,777 --> 00:16:37,510
It's custodial
interference. You can't...
316
00:16:37,545 --> 00:16:39,178
I don't care what you want to call it.
317
00:16:39,214 --> 00:16:40,913
I want to file a missing-persons report
318
00:16:40,949 --> 00:16:43,182
- on my son.
- You can't file a missing-persons report
319
00:16:43,218 --> 00:16:44,317
for custodial interference.
320
00:16:44,352 --> 00:16:45,952
Look, I don't know where he is!
321
00:16:45,987 --> 00:16:47,954
That makes him missing, right?!
322
00:16:47,989 --> 00:16:50,023
I don't even know if
he's with his mother.
323
00:16:50,058 --> 00:16:52,191
Uh, so, to the best of your knowledge,
324
00:16:52,227 --> 00:16:55,161
it's not parental kidnapping
or custodial interference?
325
00:17:04,209 --> 00:17:06,842
I was accused of sexual
assault when I was 15.
326
00:17:06,928 --> 00:17:10,762
It happened after I came out
to my Catholic high school.
327
00:17:10,831 --> 00:17:13,431
The next day, my... my mom,
my grandmother, and my aunt
328
00:17:13,467 --> 00:17:16,334
came up to the school to have a
meeting about why they were...
329
00:17:16,369 --> 00:17:19,137
why they were trying to charge
me with this, and there was,
330
00:17:19,172 --> 00:17:21,172
you know, three black women in the room,
331
00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:22,407
um, not including myself,
332
00:17:22,442 --> 00:17:24,642
and these all-white administrators.
333
00:17:24,678 --> 00:17:28,313
You know, I just came out,
but I still was the same
334
00:17:28,348 --> 00:17:31,449
scholar/athlete that they
named me the year prior.
335
00:17:31,485 --> 00:17:32,784
I felt betrayed.
336
00:17:32,819 --> 00:17:35,653
Um, I felt that the original sin
that they were teaching ab...
337
00:17:35,689 --> 00:17:38,123
teaching me about in
religion class that day,
338
00:17:38,158 --> 00:17:39,991
the... the administrators looked at me
339
00:17:40,026 --> 00:17:41,659
as that original sin.
340
00:17:41,695 --> 00:17:44,162
Just days after the fatal shooting
341
00:17:44,197 --> 00:17:45,764
of 17-year-old Wes Baxter,
342
00:17:45,799 --> 00:17:47,298
private security officers were on hand
343
00:17:47,334 --> 00:17:49,900
as students arrived to attend
an early-morning prayer service
344
00:17:49,977 --> 00:17:51,276
to remember their classmate.
345
00:17:51,304 --> 00:17:53,204
Your mother say anything
to you about taking Peter?
346
00:17:53,240 --> 00:17:55,407
- The Leyland school's administrators say counselors
- She's not gonna talk to me.
347
00:17:55,442 --> 00:17:57,976
- Will be available as long as they're needed...
- She's not gonna tell me anything.
348
00:17:58,011 --> 00:17:58,777
And they promise to keep the school
349
00:17:58,832 --> 00:18:00,531
the safest it's ever been.
350
00:18:00,567 --> 00:18:03,100
- Not a lot is known yet about the gunman.
- What happened to your face?
351
00:18:03,136 --> 00:18:05,336
- Indianapolis police have, however...
- I'm not stupid.
352
00:18:05,371 --> 00:18:07,038
Confirmed that the
former Leyland student
353
00:18:07,073 --> 00:18:09,106
is cooperating fully with the
the ongoing investigation.
354
00:18:11,010 --> 00:18:13,444
I've seen those...
355
00:18:13,479 --> 00:18:16,914
those sites or wherever it is you go on.
356
00:18:16,950 --> 00:18:18,850
How come you never said anything?
357
00:18:18,885 --> 00:18:21,886
I didn't know what to say.
358
00:18:21,921 --> 00:18:23,855
Why do you do it?
359
00:18:23,890 --> 00:18:25,423
Why?
360
00:18:25,458 --> 00:18:27,225
And a pivotal member of
the championship-winning
361
00:18:27,260 --> 00:18:28,526
Leyland Knights basketball team...
362
00:18:28,561 --> 00:18:31,696
I don't have to be who
other people think.
363
00:18:31,731 --> 00:18:34,832
You got to stop.
364
00:18:34,868 --> 00:18:38,135
I don't owe anybody.
I don't have to please anybody.
365
00:18:39,606 --> 00:18:43,074
People you meet on a phone?!
366
00:18:43,109 --> 00:18:44,609
You act like that thing is a toy!
367
00:18:44,644 --> 00:18:45,643
It's a weapon!
368
00:18:45,678 --> 00:18:47,979
You got to stop doing this to yourself!
369
00:18:48,014 --> 00:18:49,780
You feel sorry for yourself,
370
00:18:49,816 --> 00:18:53,117
but you don't take responsibility!
371
00:18:56,522 --> 00:18:57,755
So...
372
00:18:57,790 --> 00:19:01,492
I've got one son who's missing,
and the police don't care.
373
00:19:02,629 --> 00:19:04,762
Uh, and you...
374
00:19:07,267 --> 00:19:10,268
You're trying to kill yourself
every way you know how.
375
00:19:12,472 --> 00:19:15,006
And I can't do anything.
376
00:19:17,510 --> 00:19:22,380
I can't do a thing if you won't let me.
377
00:19:28,788 --> 00:19:31,589
But if you want something else,
378
00:19:31,624 --> 00:19:33,257
I'm here.
379
00:19:33,293 --> 00:19:35,226
Same as always.
380
00:19:38,064 --> 00:19:39,864
I'm here.
381
00:19:44,270 --> 00:19:49,941
My experiences of
homophobia, racism, sexism,
382
00:19:49,976 --> 00:19:54,078
they all subconsciously met up
with me at 20 in the bathroom,
383
00:19:54,113 --> 00:19:56,914
right before I was about to...
384
00:19:56,950 --> 00:19:58,482
hang myself.
385
00:19:58,518 --> 00:20:01,686
It was... It was a cry for help.
386
00:20:01,721 --> 00:20:04,789
And I-I realized that I
didn't want to be reduced
387
00:20:04,824 --> 00:20:05,990
to that moment,
388
00:20:06,025 --> 00:20:09,694
be reduced to the girl
who committed suicide.
389
00:20:19,372 --> 00:20:22,139
Um, I'm gonna go out for a minute.
390
00:20:22,175 --> 00:20:24,108
Okay.
391
00:20:24,143 --> 00:20:26,978
Has, um, Kevin said anything to you...
392
00:20:27,013 --> 00:20:29,447
anything about how he's feeling?
393
00:20:29,482 --> 00:20:32,516
No, but he gave me a hug.
394
00:20:32,552 --> 00:20:35,753
Maybe the first one he's
given me since he was 13.
395
00:20:38,391 --> 00:20:41,225
How you doing?
396
00:20:41,260 --> 00:20:42,626
You know something?
397
00:20:42,662 --> 00:20:44,962
I feel vindicated.
398
00:20:44,998 --> 00:20:46,030
Yeah.
399
00:20:46,065 --> 00:20:47,798
Michael, don't say that.
400
00:20:47,834 --> 00:20:49,000
I do.
401
00:20:49,035 --> 00:20:51,068
I mean, this woman that's
been going after our boy,
402
00:20:51,104 --> 00:20:52,737
she turns out to be crazy.
403
00:20:52,772 --> 00:20:55,072
The kid is crazy.
404
00:20:55,108 --> 00:20:57,608
Now he's a murderer.
405
00:20:57,643 --> 00:20:59,977
Yeah, I'm being honest with you.
I feel vindicated.
406
00:21:01,748 --> 00:21:04,482
I'll be back.
407
00:21:04,517 --> 00:21:06,951
All right.
408
00:21:09,722 --> 00:21:12,289
All right, come on.
409
00:21:12,325 --> 00:21:15,393
Come on. Come on. Get
your stuff. Let's go.
410
00:21:16,729 --> 00:21:18,496
Where are we going?
411
00:21:18,531 --> 00:21:19,897
Indianapolis.
412
00:21:19,932 --> 00:21:22,066
Is it nice?
413
00:21:22,101 --> 00:21:24,135
Not as nice as Milwaukee.
414
00:21:24,170 --> 00:21:27,171
But it's nice.
415
00:21:27,206 --> 00:21:30,408
What are we gonna do there?
416
00:21:30,443 --> 00:21:32,643
Your daddy's gonna help somebody.
417
00:21:34,213 --> 00:21:36,380
They want my resignation?
418
00:21:37,917 --> 00:21:39,316
There's a movement, yes.
419
00:21:41,254 --> 00:21:43,187
Why?
420
00:21:43,222 --> 00:21:44,555
It's not a done deal.
421
00:21:44,590 --> 00:21:47,425
The board hasn't brought
it to a vote, but...
422
00:21:47,460 --> 00:21:49,026
there's...
423
00:21:49,062 --> 00:21:50,594
I'm just here to tell
you which way the...
424
00:21:50,630 --> 00:21:52,696
Why are they doing this to me?
425
00:21:52,732 --> 00:21:55,433
I've done everything to
protect this school, to...
426
00:21:55,468 --> 00:21:58,335
to manage this crisis.
427
00:21:58,371 --> 00:22:00,504
When a tragedy like this happens,
428
00:22:00,540 --> 00:22:02,273
of course there's gonna be a transition.
429
00:22:02,308 --> 00:22:03,974
Yeah, it's not a transition.
430
00:22:04,010 --> 00:22:06,077
They're looking to shift blame, to...
431
00:22:06,112 --> 00:22:11,649
to take attention away from the fact...
432
00:22:11,684 --> 00:22:13,217
They want to lay their... on me,
433
00:22:13,252 --> 00:22:16,720
and I'm supposed to carry
it out of here when I go.
434
00:22:16,756 --> 00:22:18,255
There's a lot of money at stake...
435
00:22:18,291 --> 00:22:20,524
tens of millions locked in our C.E.P.
436
00:22:20,593 --> 00:22:22,259
Money I brought in.
437
00:22:22,295 --> 00:22:25,763
I need to speak to Rhys Bashir.
He won't put up with this.
438
00:22:29,368 --> 00:22:31,335
If th...
439
00:22:35,274 --> 00:22:37,575
If they want to make a statement,
440
00:22:37,610 --> 00:22:39,844
the board should dissolve itself.
441
00:22:39,879 --> 00:22:42,713
That's how you make a clean start.
442
00:22:42,748 --> 00:22:46,383
You know that's not going to happen.
443
00:22:46,419 --> 00:22:47,918
There's a lot of emotion around,
444
00:22:47,954 --> 00:22:52,022
and people are making
Dan the face of all this.
445
00:22:52,058 --> 00:22:53,390
Dan Sullivan?
446
00:23:01,667 --> 00:23:03,601
Dan?
447
00:23:09,041 --> 00:23:11,242
Please?
448
00:23:15,648 --> 00:23:19,650
I've been told people have
been talking to you about...
449
00:23:19,685 --> 00:23:21,485
about...
450
00:23:21,521 --> 00:23:24,555
possibly taking a position that isn't...
451
00:23:24,590 --> 00:23:27,191
About telling the truth?
452
00:23:28,761 --> 00:23:30,327
What do you think the truth is?
453
00:23:30,363 --> 00:23:32,062
What do you think I've been doing?
454
00:23:32,098 --> 00:23:34,198
Manipulating people.
455
00:23:34,233 --> 00:23:35,032
No.
456
00:23:35,067 --> 00:23:36,667
Protecting yourself.
457
00:23:36,702 --> 00:23:39,570
I've been protecting this school.
458
00:23:39,605 --> 00:23:42,339
This school, what I do, how I do it...
459
00:23:42,375 --> 00:23:43,674
they matter to me.
460
00:23:43,709 --> 00:23:46,844
These kids... they're just
names on a ledger to you.
461
00:23:46,879 --> 00:23:48,179
Just a way to raise money.
462
00:23:48,214 --> 00:23:49,847
You sit in your office talking about
463
00:23:49,882 --> 00:23:51,549
how you'd drown one to save the other.
464
00:23:51,584 --> 00:23:53,617
I said nothing like that.
465
00:23:53,653 --> 00:23:56,453
I-If... If I used metaphor
t-to make a point...
466
00:23:56,489 --> 00:24:01,225
You... You talk about my team
with no emotion... none.
467
00:24:01,260 --> 00:24:03,127
I'm down here with these kids every day.
468
00:24:03,162 --> 00:24:05,863
- And you don't think...
- I see them in a way that you can't.
469
00:24:05,898 --> 00:24:07,631
That doesn't give you an agenda?
470
00:24:07,667 --> 00:24:10,634
Can you even consider that I am
objective in ways you aren't?
471
00:24:10,670 --> 00:24:13,337
My boys were accused,
472
00:24:13,372 --> 00:24:15,272
tried to kill themselves, got murdered.
473
00:24:15,308 --> 00:24:17,675
I'm not trying to be objective.
474
00:24:17,710 --> 00:24:20,311
And you tried to handle this
like it was a-a math problem.
475
00:24:20,346 --> 00:24:22,303
I did as necessary
476
00:24:22,303 --> 00:24:23,832
- to preserve this institution.
- No, you did it...
477
00:24:23,832 --> 00:24:26,483
- And you act like that's wrong.
- No, you did it no matter who got hurt.
478
00:24:26,519 --> 00:24:28,352
What would you have done?
479
00:24:31,057 --> 00:24:33,657
Y-You see all this? Huh?
480
00:24:33,693 --> 00:24:36,560
I mean, I know it's just bull...
basketball to you.
481
00:24:36,596 --> 00:24:39,830
But you... you earn all
of this with values...
482
00:24:39,865 --> 00:24:44,168
- values that we put into play every single day.
- That is so...
483
00:24:44,203 --> 00:24:45,970
And if we had stuck to them,
484
00:24:46,005 --> 00:24:48,339
if we had stuck with each other,
485
00:24:48,374 --> 00:24:50,808
we could've gotten through this.
486
00:24:50,843 --> 00:24:53,344
Principles don't cut it, not
when no one else has them.
487
00:24:53,379 --> 00:24:55,379
A boy accused a boy of rape.
488
00:24:55,414 --> 00:24:58,849
You think anyone really
wanted to deal with that?
489
00:24:58,884 --> 00:25:00,217
Did you?
490
00:25:00,253 --> 00:25:03,020
They wanted to bury and hide and deny,
491
00:25:03,055 --> 00:25:04,355
and I was left to deal with it,
492
00:25:04,390 --> 00:25:08,626
and I did what I thought
was... was judicious
493
00:25:08,661 --> 00:25:10,527
and sensible under the circumstances
494
00:25:10,563 --> 00:25:12,529
because that's what a politician does.
495
00:25:12,565 --> 00:25:14,865
That's what I was brought here to do,
496
00:25:14,900 --> 00:25:19,870
and now people are trying
to blame me for it?
497
00:25:23,509 --> 00:25:26,410
I'm scared. I'm...
498
00:25:26,445 --> 00:25:27,478
I'm really scared.
499
00:25:27,513 --> 00:25:28,612
I have spent my whole life
500
00:25:28,648 --> 00:25:31,482
trying to put things in
order, but I can't...
501
00:25:31,517 --> 00:25:33,350
I can't manage this situation.
502
00:25:33,386 --> 00:25:35,853
I don't even understand it.
503
00:25:38,224 --> 00:25:41,292
People are asking you
504
00:25:41,327 --> 00:25:44,495
for one time
505
00:25:44,530 --> 00:25:47,431
to take responsibility.
506
00:25:47,466 --> 00:25:49,266
Yeah, I mean,
507
00:25:49,302 --> 00:25:53,937
everybody else got hurt by this.
508
00:25:53,973 --> 00:25:57,508
Everybody but you.
509
00:25:59,512 --> 00:26:01,312
And you wonder why Taylor stole a gun
510
00:26:01,347 --> 00:26:03,681
and came here looking for you?
511
00:26:22,659 --> 00:26:24,625
The healing is very individual,
512
00:26:24,821 --> 00:26:27,955
and for... for many,
I think it's... for some,
513
00:26:28,025 --> 00:26:29,991
it... it has to even be a decision.
514
00:26:30,027 --> 00:26:31,793
And that it doesn't...
515
00:26:31,828 --> 00:26:36,398
I-It could take years
before there is something
516
00:26:36,433 --> 00:26:39,668
that feels like it might be healing.
517
00:26:46,209 --> 00:26:48,076
Thanks for coming.
518
00:26:48,111 --> 00:26:49,177
How are you?
519
00:26:49,212 --> 00:26:50,545
All right.
520
00:26:50,580 --> 00:26:52,747
Yeah, you're okay?
521
00:26:52,783 --> 00:26:55,250
Since you fired me?
522
00:26:55,285 --> 00:26:56,451
Not really.
523
00:26:56,486 --> 00:26:58,053
I haven't been able to
find another position,
524
00:26:58,088 --> 00:27:02,057
and I'm starting to tap into my savings.
525
00:27:02,092 --> 00:27:04,359
The reason I wanted to sit down with you
526
00:27:04,394 --> 00:27:07,562
is because I think there are
things that need to be said,
527
00:27:07,597 --> 00:27:10,799
things that... should be said...
528
00:27:10,834 --> 00:27:13,368
things I need you to understand.
529
00:27:14,738 --> 00:27:18,139
I didn't handle your situation well.
530
00:27:18,175 --> 00:27:19,874
You didn't handle it at all.
531
00:27:19,910 --> 00:27:22,377
You let me go for no reason.
532
00:27:22,412 --> 00:27:24,646
You weren't a strong employee.
533
00:27:24,681 --> 00:27:27,682
You had problems, and
you couldn't execute.
534
00:27:28,685 --> 00:27:30,919
Is that your version of "I'm sorry"?
535
00:27:30,954 --> 00:27:34,589
Debra, you weren't strong, but...
536
00:27:34,624 --> 00:27:37,358
I didn't do anything
to help you understand
537
00:27:37,394 --> 00:27:41,362
how you could be better
or how you were failing.
538
00:27:41,398 --> 00:27:46,634
I couldn't accept that anybody,
especially a woman of color...
539
00:27:46,670 --> 00:27:47,902
What difference does that make?
540
00:27:49,973 --> 00:27:55,043
I couldn't accept the
failure in you because I...
541
00:27:55,078 --> 00:27:56,945
couldn't...
542
00:27:56,980 --> 00:27:58,680
see the failure in myself.
543
00:28:01,151 --> 00:28:05,620
And I've been shown a lot
of things lately that...
544
00:28:08,492 --> 00:28:10,992
I'm no better.
545
00:28:12,162 --> 00:28:15,330
So, we're here why?
546
00:28:15,365 --> 00:28:16,831
I saw the news.
547
00:28:16,867 --> 00:28:19,667
Your school, the shooting.
548
00:28:19,703 --> 00:28:21,236
You found Jesus, and
now you got to start
549
00:28:21,271 --> 00:28:23,638
your good works with me?
550
00:28:23,673 --> 00:28:27,542
My son's name was on a list.
551
00:28:27,577 --> 00:28:31,312
A week ago, someone wanted him dead.
552
00:28:31,348 --> 00:28:33,448
I went to a wake
553
00:28:33,483 --> 00:28:38,419
with people I know standing
over their son in a casket.
554
00:28:38,455 --> 00:28:41,923
And my son was supposed
to be next to him.
555
00:28:41,958 --> 00:28:43,958
My child.
556
00:28:43,994 --> 00:28:46,694
My life.
557
00:28:53,069 --> 00:28:58,339
That reality gets put in front of you,
558
00:28:58,375 --> 00:29:00,475
and you find something.
559
00:29:01,745 --> 00:29:03,077
It's a formality. That's all.
560
00:29:03,113 --> 00:29:04,212
Don't bull... me.
561
00:29:04,247 --> 00:29:05,680
The school board is
getting jawed to death
562
00:29:05,715 --> 00:29:06,581
on the student protests.
563
00:29:06,616 --> 00:29:08,483
They're politicians.
564
00:29:08,518 --> 00:29:09,984
They have to look like
they're doing something.
565
00:29:10,020 --> 00:29:11,419
They'll sit you down
and give you a review.
566
00:29:11,454 --> 00:29:12,887
You know it's not gonna end there.
567
00:29:12,923 --> 00:29:14,355
Three boys beat one boy,
568
00:29:14,391 --> 00:29:16,925
and they beat him because he's black.
569
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:18,960
People can stand outside
the school and chant,
570
00:29:18,995 --> 00:29:20,995
but when it comes time
to talk about this,
571
00:29:21,031 --> 00:29:22,897
they're not gonna have a thing to say.
572
00:29:22,933 --> 00:29:24,065
They're gonna try, but they're gonna
573
00:29:24,100 --> 00:29:25,333
make themselves look
ugly in the process.
574
00:29:25,368 --> 00:29:26,701
- When we get through all this...
- We will.
575
00:29:26,736 --> 00:29:29,337
I expect to get some help on our budget.
576
00:29:29,372 --> 00:29:31,005
I can't give preferential treatment.
577
00:29:31,041 --> 00:29:32,207
Oh, no?
578
00:29:32,242 --> 00:29:33,842
To hell with that!
579
00:29:33,877 --> 00:29:35,410
I stood with you, okay?
580
00:29:35,445 --> 00:29:37,579
I backed you on HHFK.
581
00:29:37,614 --> 00:29:40,281
Marshall goes to the top of your pile.
582
00:29:40,317 --> 00:29:43,985
I'm not asking for cash in a bag for me.
583
00:29:44,020 --> 00:29:46,087
You're going to do
things for this school.
584
00:29:46,122 --> 00:29:48,189
I promise we'd talk
about this, we will...
585
00:29:48,225 --> 00:29:51,392
aboveboard and by the book.
586
00:30:11,982 --> 00:30:13,648
Get back in the car.
587
00:30:44,281 --> 00:30:47,048
Did you mean what you said?
588
00:30:47,951 --> 00:30:49,817
This morning.
589
00:30:49,853 --> 00:30:51,319
Did you mean it?
590
00:30:51,354 --> 00:30:54,155
At the assembly?
591
00:30:54,190 --> 00:30:56,691
No, this doesn't have to be normal.
592
00:30:56,726 --> 00:30:58,059
This doesn't have to be the way it's...
593
00:30:58,094 --> 00:31:01,729
About someone being responsible.
594
00:31:01,765 --> 00:31:04,432
Well, somebody is responsible.
595
00:31:05,969 --> 00:31:07,835
That kid who murdered Wes is going to...
596
00:31:07,871 --> 00:31:10,538
I sold him drugs.
597
00:31:14,110 --> 00:31:18,246
I sold Taylor drugs before he shot Wes.
598
00:31:24,888 --> 00:31:27,855
He texted me.
599
00:31:27,891 --> 00:31:31,993
And he was messed up,
and he wanted drugs.
600
00:31:32,028 --> 00:31:33,261
What drugs? Where did you get drugs?
601
00:31:33,296 --> 00:31:34,662
Mom's.
602
00:31:34,698 --> 00:31:37,832
Mom's, and I got some
from some other kids.
603
00:31:38,635 --> 00:31:40,935
You deal drugs?
604
00:31:40,971 --> 00:31:42,737
You told me that if I ever had a problem
605
00:31:42,772 --> 00:31:45,073
that I could come to you
and you would fix it.
606
00:31:45,108 --> 00:31:46,207
Who knows about this?
607
00:31:46,242 --> 00:31:47,842
- Nobody.
- Well, Taylor knows!
608
00:31:47,877 --> 00:31:49,477
Nobody else.
609
00:31:49,512 --> 00:31:51,212
Those... T-T-These
kids... T-T-These kids,
610
00:31:51,247 --> 00:31:52,981
the ones that you were
getting drugs from,
611
00:31:53,016 --> 00:31:54,482
the ones that you were selling to?!
612
00:31:54,517 --> 00:31:55,583
It's just a few people.
613
00:31:55,618 --> 00:31:57,185
Who?!
614
00:31:57,220 --> 00:31:58,319
Sophie...
615
00:31:58,355 --> 00:32:00,621
Oh... Tommy...
616
00:32:00,657 --> 00:32:02,690
Give me your phone.
617
00:32:02,726 --> 00:32:04,959
Give it to me!
618
00:32:16,539 --> 00:32:17,839
You need to think.
619
00:32:17,874 --> 00:32:19,307
You need to think.
620
00:32:19,342 --> 00:32:22,744
Nobody but you and Taylor
know what happened that day?
621
00:32:22,779 --> 00:32:24,412
Nobody?
622
00:32:24,447 --> 00:32:25,413
Say something!
623
00:32:25,448 --> 00:32:27,715
Nobody knows.
624
00:32:30,120 --> 00:32:31,319
All right.
625
00:32:33,556 --> 00:32:37,625
You don't say anything to anybody.
626
00:32:37,660 --> 00:32:38,826
You understand?
627
00:32:38,862 --> 00:32:39,660
Mm-hmm.
628
00:33:20,682 --> 00:33:21,848
Hey.
629
00:33:24,931 --> 00:33:26,131
Are you... you good?
630
00:33:27,254 --> 00:33:29,387
Becca was selling drugs.
631
00:33:29,423 --> 00:33:31,189
And she sold them to the...
632
00:33:31,258 --> 00:33:34,125
the kid who shot Wes.
633
00:33:34,161 --> 00:33:36,394
W-What... What are you talking about?
634
00:33:36,430 --> 00:33:39,664
Becca sold drugs to the shooter.
635
00:33:39,700 --> 00:33:41,299
Where did she get drugs?
636
00:33:41,335 --> 00:33:42,634
Where do you think?
637
00:33:45,272 --> 00:33:46,938
I already got rid of them.
638
00:33:46,974 --> 00:33:48,273
I got rid of them, and
I got rid of the card
639
00:33:48,308 --> 00:33:49,407
that's... that's in her phone.
640
00:33:49,443 --> 00:33:50,809
Why? Why? Why would
you get rid of the...
641
00:33:50,844 --> 00:33:51,977
Well, she was... she was texting.
642
00:33:52,012 --> 00:33:54,245
The card... the p-p-phone company
643
00:33:54,281 --> 00:33:56,114
has everybody texts.
644
00:33:56,149 --> 00:33:57,682
Y-You... You just made her look guilty.
645
00:33:57,718 --> 00:33:59,117
She is guilty.
646
00:33:59,152 --> 00:34:01,419
She was selling drugs!
647
00:34:02,556 --> 00:34:04,756
Okay.
648
00:34:04,791 --> 00:34:06,992
All right, it was...
it was... it was pot.
649
00:34:07,027 --> 00:34:08,393
Look, do you think the police care?
650
00:34:08,428 --> 00:34:11,363
It's not legal.
651
00:34:14,935 --> 00:34:18,203
Okay, all right, um...
652
00:34:18,238 --> 00:34:19,938
Okay, what do we do?
Who... Who do we call?
653
00:34:19,973 --> 00:34:22,407
We're... no, we're not calling anybody.
654
00:34:22,442 --> 00:34:24,542
Now, look, look, we...
I-I talked to Becca.
655
00:34:24,578 --> 00:34:28,380
She said that Taylor is
the only one who knows.
656
00:34:28,415 --> 00:34:32,017
We can't hide this.
657
00:34:32,052 --> 00:34:33,418
We cannot hide this.
658
00:34:33,453 --> 00:34:35,987
If Taylor was gonna say something...
659
00:34:36,023 --> 00:34:37,355
No, he still could.
660
00:34:37,391 --> 00:34:38,189
And t... And then what?
661
00:34:38,225 --> 00:34:39,290
We throw Becca into this,
662
00:34:39,326 --> 00:34:40,692
what do you think
they're gonna do to her?
663
00:34:40,727 --> 00:34:42,327
What do you think they'll do to us, huh?
664
00:34:42,362 --> 00:34:43,628
I mean, we are in a bad place.
665
00:34:43,697 --> 00:34:44,829
H-How are we in a bad place?
666
00:34:44,865 --> 00:34:46,131
Look, I-I have been out there,
667
00:34:46,166 --> 00:34:47,399
talking down this kid, Taylor.
668
00:34:47,434 --> 00:34:48,867
I have taken positions at the school...
669
00:34:48,902 --> 00:34:50,702
Y-You are talking about you.
670
00:34:50,737 --> 00:34:53,838
Your drugs, our daughter... this is us.
671
00:34:53,874 --> 00:34:55,874
It's about us.
672
00:34:55,909 --> 00:34:57,409
Now, everyone else,
they've done whatever
673
00:34:57,444 --> 00:34:58,843
to protect their kids, their families.
674
00:34:58,879 --> 00:35:00,145
You think I'm gonna do anything better?
675
00:35:00,180 --> 00:35:01,179
I've thought about this.
676
00:35:01,214 --> 00:35:02,180
For how long?
677
00:35:02,215 --> 00:35:04,315
- I sat up there...
- Oh, my God.
678
00:35:04,351 --> 00:35:06,885
Listening to our daughter sobbing.
679
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:09,354
I stood over a toilet, Steph,
680
00:35:09,389 --> 00:35:12,991
making sure that your drugs,
your crap was gone.
681
00:35:13,026 --> 00:35:14,592
And if it turns out that... that... that
682
00:35:14,628 --> 00:35:16,094
we didn't say anything, that's on us.
683
00:35:16,129 --> 00:35:17,295
It's on us. It's not on her.
684
00:35:17,330 --> 00:35:19,464
Our job is not to tell
the police things.
685
00:35:19,499 --> 00:35:22,500
It's to protect our girl!
686
00:35:23,837 --> 00:35:25,470
Now, look, you... you were
right about the school.
687
00:35:25,505 --> 00:35:26,371
You were right about Leslie.
688
00:35:26,406 --> 00:35:28,073
D... D-Don't make this about her.
689
00:35:28,108 --> 00:35:30,375
No, I-I-I've got a chance
to make things better!
690
00:35:30,410 --> 00:35:33,478
Okay, you keep saying "I"!
691
00:35:35,215 --> 00:35:37,415
We're not turning Becca in.
692
00:36:14,521 --> 00:36:17,122
Yo, you text me for this?
693
00:36:17,157 --> 00:36:20,291
I'm not in the mood to
shoot around, so what's up?
694
00:36:21,528 --> 00:36:22,694
Hey?
695
00:36:22,729 --> 00:36:24,929
I know what you did.
696
00:36:24,965 --> 00:36:26,231
What'd I do?
697
00:36:26,266 --> 00:36:30,768
Sent Wes, LeSean, and them
to give Taylor a beat down.
698
00:36:30,804 --> 00:36:32,403
Wait, what?
699
00:36:32,439 --> 00:36:34,305
Wes, LeSean...
700
00:36:34,341 --> 00:36:36,407
some of the other guys from the team,
701
00:36:36,443 --> 00:36:38,176
they show up at my place
after the last game,
702
00:36:38,211 --> 00:36:39,777
told me how you were
going off on Taylor,
703
00:36:39,813 --> 00:36:41,379
how you were saying
he needed a beat down.
704
00:36:41,414 --> 00:36:44,115
No, I never said that.
705
00:36:44,151 --> 00:36:47,785
They made me call him, tell him
to meet me at the rec center.
706
00:36:47,821 --> 00:36:50,088
They beat him.
707
00:36:50,123 --> 00:36:52,490
That's why he came back with the gun.
708
00:36:52,526 --> 00:36:55,026
Look, I never told them to do anything.
709
00:36:55,061 --> 00:36:57,996
Those are your boys. They do as you say.
710
00:36:58,031 --> 00:36:59,364
Now Wes is dead.
711
00:36:59,399 --> 00:37:03,034
Look, if they're acting out,
that has nothing to do with me.
712
00:37:03,069 --> 00:37:05,570
All right? Nothing.
713
00:37:06,406 --> 00:37:09,774
Something happens, and you never
got anything to do with it!
714
00:37:12,145 --> 00:37:14,546
First time the police came...
715
00:37:14,581 --> 00:37:16,714
after the Captains' party,
I could've told them
716
00:37:16,750 --> 00:37:18,883
about all the liquor you
bought, all the drugs,
717
00:37:18,919 --> 00:37:21,486
all the girls you got to come
around and get screwed.
718
00:37:21,521 --> 00:37:23,054
I didn't. Nobody did.
719
00:37:23,089 --> 00:37:24,789
Nobody ever says
anything bad about Kevin.
720
00:37:24,824 --> 00:37:26,424
You go in there. You got your lawyer.
721
00:37:26,459 --> 00:37:29,127
You read your statement.
You left all this on me!
722
00:37:29,162 --> 00:37:30,595
You and me, we were
supposed to be tight!
723
00:37:30,630 --> 00:37:31,729
"Tight"?!
724
00:37:31,765 --> 00:37:34,165
We were supposed to be tight?!
725
00:37:34,201 --> 00:37:35,767
You couldn't even tell
me you were gay, man.
726
00:37:35,802 --> 00:37:37,035
What are you talking about?!
727
00:37:37,070 --> 00:37:38,803
My dad begs you for help,
and you just send him walking!
728
00:37:38,838 --> 00:37:40,505
That was my parents.
729
00:37:40,540 --> 00:37:42,106
You're the Captain!
730
00:37:42,142 --> 00:37:44,209
You lead!
731
00:37:44,244 --> 00:37:45,210
But you always work it
732
00:37:45,245 --> 00:37:46,911
so you never have to take the blame.
733
00:37:46,947 --> 00:37:49,280
Now Wes is dead.
734
00:37:52,018 --> 00:37:54,219
Hey.
735
00:37:54,254 --> 00:37:55,286
Hey!
736
00:37:55,322 --> 00:37:57,222
Hey!
737
00:37:59,459 --> 00:38:01,125
Who are you telling about this, man?
738
00:38:03,063 --> 00:38:05,129
I'm telling you.
739
00:38:15,041 --> 00:38:17,976
I'm upset with the teachers
and the administration,
740
00:38:18,011 --> 00:38:20,245
and I'm upset with the politicians
741
00:38:20,280 --> 00:38:21,946
that are defending this school.
742
00:38:21,982 --> 00:38:25,617
But I'm doing everything
I can to try and expose it
743
00:38:25,652 --> 00:38:27,619
because I feel like A.J. needs a voice,
744
00:38:27,654 --> 00:38:30,221
and I'm all he has left.
745
00:38:43,903 --> 00:38:44,802
Hello?
746
00:38:44,838 --> 00:38:47,272
Ms. Blaine, this is Sebastian.
747
00:38:47,307 --> 00:38:48,473
I'm in Indiana.
748
00:38:48,508 --> 00:38:50,608
I would really like for us to talk.
749
00:38:50,644 --> 00:38:54,145
See, it started with pictures
getting posted online.
750
00:38:54,180 --> 00:38:56,447
Then it was texts and e-mails he sent,
751
00:38:56,483 --> 00:38:59,150
then somebody putting
your medical records up.
752
00:38:59,185 --> 00:39:00,718
That wasn't for nothing.
753
00:39:00,754 --> 00:39:04,422
Whoever put your records up,
they were trying to attack you.
754
00:39:04,457 --> 00:39:06,658
You see, the social space, it's...
755
00:39:06,693 --> 00:39:08,726
it's not physical.
756
00:39:08,762 --> 00:39:10,595
So people think they can
do whatever they want,
757
00:39:10,630 --> 00:39:11,896
but that's not how it is.
758
00:39:11,931 --> 00:39:13,931
It's just like the physical world,
759
00:39:13,967 --> 00:39:15,800
and if you do something online,
760
00:39:15,835 --> 00:39:18,002
there's got to be consequences.
761
00:39:18,038 --> 00:39:19,337
See, people like me...
762
00:39:20,307 --> 00:39:22,006
See, the system can't do anything.
763
00:39:22,042 --> 00:39:24,142
The police, prosecutors,
they can't do nothing
764
00:39:24,177 --> 00:39:25,877
about crack dealers up the street.
765
00:39:25,912 --> 00:39:27,412
How are they gonna do anything about
766
00:39:27,447 --> 00:39:30,048
what they can't even touch?
767
00:39:30,083 --> 00:39:32,483
I'm just an activist, Ms. Blaine.
768
00:39:32,519 --> 00:39:35,019
20 years ago, I would've been
standing on a street corner,
769
00:39:35,055 --> 00:39:37,221
holding up a sign to support you.
770
00:39:37,257 --> 00:39:40,458
Same thing, just
different kind of corner.
771
00:39:40,493 --> 00:39:42,060
My son...
772
00:39:42,095 --> 00:39:44,362
My son's not crazy. He's not a killer.
773
00:39:44,397 --> 00:39:46,664
H-He was... He was
pushed to do something.
774
00:39:46,700 --> 00:39:48,633
I need people to understand that.
775
00:39:48,668 --> 00:39:50,868
If you tell me to...
776
00:39:50,904 --> 00:39:53,571
there are things that I could
find out about that school
777
00:39:53,606 --> 00:39:55,239
and how they treated your son.
778
00:39:55,275 --> 00:39:57,709
You can do that?
779
00:39:57,744 --> 00:39:59,310
There's always something... always.
780
00:39:59,346 --> 00:40:01,746
And then you... you...
you'll take that to the police?
781
00:40:01,781 --> 00:40:04,782
The police... they... they don't care.
782
00:40:04,818 --> 00:40:07,919
There's no one else, Mrs. Blaine.
783
00:40:07,954 --> 00:40:10,888
No one.
784
00:40:10,924 --> 00:40:14,492
I know you got to think,
why is this idiot talking to me?
785
00:40:14,527 --> 00:40:17,995
He's just some guy out here by himself.
786
00:40:18,031 --> 00:40:19,230
Yeah.
787
00:40:19,265 --> 00:40:20,565
I'm alone.
788
00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:23,701
But if you're gonna stand
up for what's right,
789
00:40:23,737 --> 00:40:26,170
sometimes you got to stand apart.
790
00:40:29,309 --> 00:40:30,908
Yeah.
791
00:40:33,546 --> 00:40:35,680
Okay.
792
00:40:36,282 --> 00:40:38,449
There are so many
different aspects to bullying.
793
00:40:38,485 --> 00:40:39,984
It's not just a gay thing.
794
00:40:40,019 --> 00:40:42,320
It is definitely, um, a class thing.
795
00:40:42,355 --> 00:40:43,755
It's a "you don't do sports" thing.
796
00:40:43,790 --> 00:40:46,224
People, when A.J. killed himself,
797
00:40:46,259 --> 00:40:48,292
said that he took the easy way out,
798
00:40:48,328 --> 00:40:50,261
and that made me so mad
799
00:40:50,296 --> 00:40:53,931
because A.J. fought
every day of his life.
800
00:40:53,967 --> 00:40:56,467
He was constantly battling ignorance.
801
00:40:56,503 --> 00:40:58,302
I feel so comfortable saying
802
00:40:58,338 --> 00:41:01,272
that I'm a gender-nonconforming
black person,
803
00:41:01,307 --> 00:41:03,641
and living... living in that truth
804
00:41:03,676 --> 00:41:04,976
has saved my life.
805
00:41:05,011 --> 00:41:08,012
The things that brought me
back to a place of center
806
00:41:08,047 --> 00:41:12,250
were my... my children,
relationships with, you know,
807
00:41:12,285 --> 00:41:17,155
with... with my wife and friends
and the, uh, the strength
808
00:41:17,190 --> 00:41:21,092
and enduring qualities of all of
us that came back together.
809
00:41:21,127 --> 00:41:24,395
Those things all were
pieces that, you know,
810
00:41:24,431 --> 00:41:26,330
kind of put me back together.
811
00:41:26,366 --> 00:41:29,767
I mean, you know, my son was 8 years old
812
00:41:29,803 --> 00:41:31,436
when the shootings happened.
813
00:41:31,471 --> 00:41:33,771
And I just kept looking at him, going,
814
00:41:33,807 --> 00:41:35,773
"Are you Dylan and I don't know it?"
815
00:41:37,872 --> 00:41:43,112
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