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Aw, damn it.

2
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I hate it when I'm
still in my comfies

3
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and you're already
back from the gym.

4
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You can always
come with me.

5
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Maybe.

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I go Mondays, Wednesdays...

7
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Okay, I'm not coming.

8
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Can we please move on?

9
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Have a bite
of this apple.

10
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It's maybe the best
apple I've ever had.I'm good.

11
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No, you got to try it. Come on,
it'll change your world.

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What are you, that Bible snake?

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I said I'm good.

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Here. Check out this video.

15
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Oh, is this the one with the dog

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playing the piano
with a bird on its head?

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No. My buddy Jay
went skiing.

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Doesn't he use a wheelchair?

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BONNIE:
Whoa! That's intense.

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He invited me to go
with him next week.

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Skiing? Are you gonna go?Yeah.

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Hell yeah!
Cool.

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Sad news, guys.

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Adam's gonna die.

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♪

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Skiing. He wants to go skiing.

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He's in a wheelchair
because of skiing!

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Technically, it's
called "adaptive skiing."

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Oh, good. Now I know
what to put on his tombstone.

30
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I think it sounds cool.

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You robbed a chain
restaurant in a cat suit.

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You're not exactly the
queen of good judgment.

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Note to everyone--
she's in a bit of a mood.

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I've been skiingmy whole life.

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You break a legor get a severe head injury,

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but you almost never die.

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What did you
say to Adam?

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Nothing. I figured who am
I to tell him he can't go

39
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before I have the right words
to tell him he can't go.

40
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So make with the magic, Sober
Wizard. Give me the words.

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What would it look like ifyou didn't tell him how you feel

42
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and you were
just supportive?

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Is she even listening
to my story?

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I'm just gonna hide
his wheelchair upstairs,

45
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and that'll solve that.

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Good plan, 'cause whenyou tell your man what to do,

47
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it usually ends upwith him asking for a break

48
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and me riding my Pelotonfor 15 hours a day.

49
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I am completely numbdown there.

50
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Sweetie, we've been very patient
listening to your problem,

51
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but it is now
solution o'clock.

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I got this, roomie.

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When you're going througha hard time, it helps

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to get out of yourselfby being of service to others.

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I think you ladies have been
living together for too long.

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BOTH:
We have.

57
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Hey, I've been mentoring kids

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down at the InspiredGirl Project.

59
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It's awesome.You want to come with me?

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Really? I alreadywrote 'em a big check.

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Can you write me one
for Adam's casket?

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Otherwise, I'm just
gonna stuff him in a bag.

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Jill, you are amazing.

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Not only do you donateyour money.

65
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Now you're donating your time?

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Get ready for a half-pageprofile in our newsletter.

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Oh, it's not about me, Bobbi.
It's about the girls.

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Ooh, that was pretty good.
Use that in the article.

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There's Makayla.Let me introduce you.

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Makayla, I want youto meet Jill.

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She's gonna beyour new mentor.

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Hi.

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Okay, I will leave you to it.

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So what you got there, Spanish?I've been to Spain.

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It's Portuguese.

76
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Oh, well, I have not been there,

77
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but I have met
a Portuguese water dog.

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[clears throat]
They don't shed.

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They also have webbed feet.

80
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I get that. I had
a foster sister

81
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who was a total nightmare.

82
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I also had one who's now
my best friend on the planet.

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Crazy thing is, same person.

84
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Oh, I guarantee you, Monique

85
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will never be my best friend.You don't know that.

86
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She put her toenail clippingsin my cereal.

87
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That is hard
to come back from.

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With or without polish?

89
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Tammy. Psst.

90
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May I speak with you
in the beanbag area?

91
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What are you talking
about over there?

92
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Foster moms and toenailclippings; it's going great.

93
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Well, can me and my kid come
sit with you and your kid?

94
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'Cause I don't know
what to talk about.

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Well, just relaxand be yourself.

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And what, exactly,
would I say

97
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if I was being myself?

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Just ask her questions,get to know her.

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Find out what you havein common.

100
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Do you think she's
got a Peloton?

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I do not. Dig deeper.

102
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That's what my Peloton
instructor says.

103
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So, do you have a boyfriend?

104
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No, I have a "it's complicated."

105
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[gasps]
I have one of those, too.

106
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Well, he just asked for a break,

107
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so now I don't know what
to call him.

108
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Call him a jerk.
Why does he get to decide?

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There are two of you
in the relationship.

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That's what I told him,
but he didn't listen.

111
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Because boys suck.

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They certainly do.

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Close up that book.
Let's talk.

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Okay.

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Do you like this?

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Or...

117
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this?

118
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Aren't you gonna be
wearing a helmet?

119
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Yeah, but when I take it off,
I want to look cool.

120
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Well, then, neither.

121
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Copy that.

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[scoffs]

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I'm gonna tell him not to go.

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Unless you want to tell him.
You want to tell him?

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He knows you have no agenda.ADAM: Hey, Bon,

126
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do you know where
my red turtleneck is?

127
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Remember, you spilled all that
ranch dressing on it.

128
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We threw it out.

129
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That didn't happen.
I just hated it.

130
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I'll just pick one up
on the mountain.

131
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Oh... Fine, coward,
I'll tell him.

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Hey, babe.

133
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Yeah?
Nothing.

134
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I think I got everything.Super.

135
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Man, I can't wait to get
back on the mountain

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and kick its ass.Watch out, mountain.

137
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All right, see you
in a couple days.

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Okeydoke.

139
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Bye, Adam.

140
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Bye.

141
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Gus, clear your afternoon.
Mommy needs to cuddle.

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You know how you always
want a guy

143
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who can lift you up,
like in Dirty Dancing?

144
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Andy could do that.

145
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Not even on the dance floor,
just on the way to the kitchen.

146
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What's Dirty Dancing?

147
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Oh, my God, movie night
at my house.

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[laughs]

149
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Relax. He's gonna call you.

150
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Well, if you're so sure
he's gonna call me,

151
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then why don't I just
call him right now?

152
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No!
No!

153
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He needs to realize
that he messed up,

154
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and that you're awesome.

155
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Well, he better hurry,
because I am 42 years old,

156
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and I want to pop out
some babies.

157
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You're 42?

158
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I thought you were,
like, 25.

159
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Oh, my God, I love you guys.

160
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What's going on?
I thought you girls were

161
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gonna do my
woodshop workshop.

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I'm sorry, these ladies are
amazing listeners.

163
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Well, I'm in there making
squirrel-proof bird feeders

164
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by myself.

165
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But Jill has some
drama going on.

166
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Oh, honey, that's a show
you can catch anytime.

167
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She's right.

168
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Y'all should go learn
some wood stuff.

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Wait.

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We're only gonna go
if you promise

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you're not gonna
call Andy.

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Well, can I text him?Sorry, Tammy.

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Oh...

174
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Hey, babe, it's your wife,
Bonnie.

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I hope you're having tons of fun
up on that mountain.

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If you want, and only if,
give me a little jingle-jangle.

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Ciao.

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Oh, my God, what if
my last words to him

179
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were "jingle-jangle. Ciao"?

180
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[exhales sharply]

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Let's watch TV.

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I can't watch TV.

183
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You would look better over here.

184
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And you would be better...
over here.

185
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Ah. Now a whole new apartment.

186
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[panting]

187
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I had a plan...

188
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but I don't remember
what it was.

189
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Oh, now I'm too tired
to move everything back.

190
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What do you think, Gus?

191
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Gus?

192
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Oh, no!

193
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Gus?!

194
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Gus![Gus barking]

195
00:09:03,978 --> 00:09:05,936
It's coming from
inside the house.

196
00:09:07,068 --> 00:09:08,417
Ooh!

197
00:09:08,460 --> 00:09:11,289
Maybe I'm the one who's
gonna die this weekend.

198
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[Gus barks]

199
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Ah, there you are.

200
00:09:16,904 --> 00:09:20,081
I thought I was down
a husband and a dog.

201
00:09:20,124 --> 00:09:21,735
Why do you have Daddy's hat?

202
00:09:21,778 --> 00:09:23,824
Do you know something
I don't know?

203
00:09:23,867 --> 00:09:26,261
Is this like you guys
with earthquakes?

204
00:09:26,304 --> 00:09:29,090
Aw, you miss him, too.

205
00:09:29,133 --> 00:09:31,048
I'm mad at him.
If he really loved us,

206
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he would have stayed here
instead of careening

207
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down a mountain on what is
basically a step stool.

208
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With him gone, I'm gonna
have to run the bar.

209
00:09:39,274 --> 00:09:40,884
And I don't know anything
about taxes,

210
00:09:40,928 --> 00:09:43,583
so I'll probably end up in jail.

211
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Man, I should never have
listened to Marjorie.

212
00:09:46,673 --> 00:09:48,805
[mockingly]:
"Be supportive."

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Be supportive?
That's not who we are.

214
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[grunting]

215
00:09:55,638 --> 00:09:58,293
Oh, okay. That's good.

216
00:09:58,336 --> 00:10:00,904
But take it easy. I'm so sore.

217
00:10:00,948 --> 00:10:02,210
What did you do?I decided I want

218
00:10:02,253 --> 00:10:04,212
my kitchen table
in my living room.

219
00:10:04,255 --> 00:10:06,910
Why do you want your...?Don't make me explain
it. I'm in crisis here.

220
00:10:08,695 --> 00:10:11,654
I take it you're still obsessing
about Adam's ski trip.

221
00:10:11,698 --> 00:10:15,266
Stop minimizing my fears
by describing them accurately.

222
00:10:15,310 --> 00:10:16,528
[phone chimes]

223
00:10:16,572 --> 00:10:17,704
[gasps]
You guys,

224
00:10:17,747 --> 00:10:19,662
Makayla just photoshopped me
into a kayak

225
00:10:19,706 --> 00:10:22,970
to put on Instagram
and make Andy jealous.

226
00:10:23,013 --> 00:10:24,667
Hey, how did
her physics test go?

227
00:10:24,711 --> 00:10:27,322
No idea. But look at me.

228
00:10:27,365 --> 00:10:29,541
Aw, thank you so much
for making me volunteer.

229
00:10:29,585 --> 00:10:31,848
These girls are
helping me so much.

230
00:10:31,892 --> 00:10:35,025
Yep. That's exactly how
it's supposed to work.

231
00:10:35,069 --> 00:10:36,679
Let me tell you why
my fears and worries

232
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are completely justified.

233
00:10:38,072 --> 00:10:39,639
I had a lot of free
time last night,

234
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so I made a list of all
the things in my life

235
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I loved and then lost.

236
00:10:42,729 --> 00:10:44,905
Great, let's see it.

237
00:10:44,948 --> 00:10:47,647
It's a mind list,
but I will read it to you.

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Father: dead,
mother: abandoned me, now dead,

239
00:10:52,347 --> 00:10:54,741
Christy: moved away,
Alvin: left me, came back,

240
00:10:54,784 --> 00:10:56,917
then suddenly dead, Adam: TBD.

241
00:10:56,960 --> 00:10:59,093
Stands for "to be dead."

242
00:10:59,136 --> 00:11:03,140
Well, did you also make a list
of everything you still have?

243
00:11:03,184 --> 00:11:06,013
Yeah, this sandwich and a
bunch of annoying friends.

244
00:11:06,056 --> 00:11:07,797
Not you.

245
00:11:13,194 --> 00:11:15,587
I like what you'’ve
done with the place.

246
00:11:15,631 --> 00:11:16,763
Alvin?

247
00:11:16,806 --> 00:11:18,155
Hello.

248
00:11:20,114 --> 00:11:21,985
Wh-What-What are you doing here?

249
00:11:22,029 --> 00:11:23,987
Well, I'’m sitting
at the kitchen table

250
00:11:24,031 --> 00:11:25,554
in your living room,
so I'm guessing

251
00:11:25,597 --> 00:11:27,687
maybe you need
someone to talk to.

252
00:11:28,644 --> 00:11:29,689
I'’m fine.

253
00:11:31,168 --> 00:11:32,692
Okay, I'm not fine.

254
00:11:32,735 --> 00:11:35,477
But I-I don'’t need you knowing
I'’ve turned into a mess.

255
00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:36,957
Oh, you'’ve always been a mess.

256
00:11:37,000 --> 00:11:39,307
I just let it slide
because you were hot.

257
00:11:40,525 --> 00:11:42,136
Thank you.

258
00:11:42,179 --> 00:11:45,095
I should tell you
I'’m married now.

259
00:11:45,139 --> 00:11:48,316
I know.
To the guy with the hair.

260
00:11:48,359 --> 00:11:51,928
Well, I'm assuming, if you know
that much, you know his name.

261
00:11:51,972 --> 00:11:53,669
Nah. I don'’t pay attention.

262
00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:55,453
Is that because
you're a little jealous?

263
00:11:55,497 --> 00:11:57,325
Are you kidding?
He had a tough act to follow.

264
00:11:57,368 --> 00:11:59,327
I wish him well.

265
00:11:59,370 --> 00:12:01,808
I'm talking
specifically about sex.

266
00:12:01,851 --> 00:12:04,071
You were amazing,

267
00:12:04,114 --> 00:12:06,160
but my husband is also gifted
in that department.

268
00:12:06,203 --> 00:12:07,857
I don'’t need all the details.

269
00:12:10,251 --> 00:12:12,209
I just love him so much.

270
00:12:12,253 --> 00:12:14,168
I know.

271
00:12:14,211 --> 00:12:16,344
I loved you, too,

272
00:12:16,387 --> 00:12:18,607
and it took me so long
to get over losing you.

273
00:12:18,650 --> 00:12:20,217
I can'’t go through that again.

274
00:12:22,350 --> 00:12:24,700
You know what hurt the worst?

275
00:12:25,919 --> 00:12:28,051
I didn'’t see it coming.

276
00:12:28,095 --> 00:12:29,879
You think I did?

277
00:12:29,923 --> 00:12:32,664
Last thing I ate
was a spinach salad.

278
00:12:36,103 --> 00:12:39,323
My whole life, the one thing
I never did was worry,

279
00:12:39,367 --> 00:12:40,629
and now I can'’t stop.

280
00:12:40,672 --> 00:12:42,326
I don'’t know
what's happening to me.

281
00:12:42,370 --> 00:12:44,546
I do. You'’re happy.

282
00:12:44,589 --> 00:12:46,417
You're the happiest
you've ever been.

283
00:12:46,461 --> 00:12:48,332
It stings a little bit
that it's without me,

284
00:12:48,376 --> 00:12:51,553
but it'’s pretty obvious
that between Adam...

285
00:12:51,596 --> 00:12:52,902
So you do know his name.

286
00:12:52,946 --> 00:12:54,164
Lucky guess.

287
00:12:55,775 --> 00:12:57,472
Between Adam, your sobriety,

288
00:12:57,515 --> 00:12:59,387
your relationship
with our beautiful daughter,

289
00:12:59,430 --> 00:13:00,649
you'’re in a great place

290
00:13:00,692 --> 00:13:02,259
and you'’re worried
you could lose it.

291
00:13:02,303 --> 00:13:04,218
[scoffs]
That's all you got?

292
00:13:04,261 --> 00:13:05,872
I'’m miserable because I'm happy

293
00:13:05,915 --> 00:13:07,743
and I should just be happy
that I'’m miserable?

294
00:13:07,787 --> 00:13:11,225
Be happy you have a lot to lose.

295
00:13:11,268 --> 00:13:13,836
Stop worrying.
That's how lives get wasted.

296
00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:15,664
And look at the
bright side.

297
00:13:15,707 --> 00:13:18,101
You'll probably die first.

298
00:13:19,711 --> 00:13:20,887
[laughs]:
Fingers crossed.

299
00:13:22,366 --> 00:13:24,064
You look great, by the way.

300
00:13:24,107 --> 00:13:25,413
The one thing
they don't tell you:

301
00:13:25,456 --> 00:13:26,762
whatever your last meal is,

302
00:13:26,806 --> 00:13:28,590
that's all you get up there.

303
00:13:34,944 --> 00:13:36,946
You'’re watching
out for her, right?

304
00:13:37,947 --> 00:13:39,601
I'm watching out
for both of you.

305
00:13:42,299 --> 00:13:44,780
And the guy with the hair, too.

306
00:13:51,613 --> 00:13:52,875
Hey, Bobbi.

307
00:13:52,919 --> 00:13:54,224
Hey, Tammy. You're early.

308
00:13:54,268 --> 00:13:55,922
Yeah, I kind of have a problem

309
00:13:55,965 --> 00:13:57,445
and I wanted to talk
to you about it.

310
00:13:57,488 --> 00:13:58,968
Well, that's why
I started this place,

311
00:13:59,012 --> 00:14:00,274
to help girls
with their problems.

312
00:14:00,317 --> 00:14:01,797
Whatever it is, lay it on me.

313
00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:03,103
It's Jill.

314
00:14:03,146 --> 00:14:06,106
Ooh, that's a sticky wicket.

315
00:14:06,149 --> 00:14:09,936
She's a platinum-level donor,
and we only have one of those.

316
00:14:09,979 --> 00:14:11,633
It's already in the newsletter.

317
00:14:11,676 --> 00:14:13,896
She's supposed to be a mentor,
and all she does

318
00:14:13,940 --> 00:14:16,420
is cry on the girls' shoulders
about her boyfriend.

319
00:14:16,464 --> 00:14:18,945
They're basically mentoring her.

320
00:14:18,988 --> 00:14:20,468
Well, the mentors
are supposed to grow

321
00:14:20,511 --> 00:14:22,122
from the relationship, too.

322
00:14:22,165 --> 00:14:24,124
Makayla missed school
because Jill made her listen

323
00:14:24,167 --> 00:14:26,474
to old Andy voice mails
so they could pinpoint

324
00:14:26,517 --> 00:14:28,955
the exact moment
everything went wrong.

325
00:14:28,998 --> 00:14:30,957
Ooh, boy. Not good.

326
00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:32,349
So, will you talk to her?

327
00:14:33,394 --> 00:14:35,483
Well, if I were yourmentor,

328
00:14:35,526 --> 00:14:37,224
I would tell you
this is something

329
00:14:37,267 --> 00:14:39,487
you should probably work out
with Jill yourself.

330
00:14:39,530 --> 00:14:41,663
Is that 'cause
you're afraid of Jill?

331
00:14:41,706 --> 00:14:42,751
Little bit.

332
00:14:42,794 --> 00:14:44,709
Hey, ladies.

333
00:14:44,753 --> 00:14:46,886
Where are my girls at?
I need a pep talk.

334
00:14:46,929 --> 00:14:49,018
You can do it. Bye![grunts]

335
00:14:50,367 --> 00:14:51,847
You can do what?

336
00:14:51,891 --> 00:14:53,414
[sighs]
All right,

337
00:14:53,457 --> 00:14:55,938
I want to say this
as-as carefully as possible.

338
00:14:55,982 --> 00:14:59,594
Um, you are destroying
the Inspired Girl Project.

339
00:14:59,637 --> 00:15:01,509
What?

340
00:15:01,552 --> 00:15:02,858
These girls are not your BFFs.

341
00:15:02,902 --> 00:15:04,294
You're supposed to be
mentoring them,

342
00:15:04,338 --> 00:15:06,906
not crying on their shoulder
about your boyfriend.

343
00:15:06,949 --> 00:15:09,038
Well, but you told me
I was supposed to connect,

344
00:15:09,082 --> 00:15:10,474
and I was connecting.

345
00:15:10,518 --> 00:15:12,041
Yeah, and do you know
anything about them?

346
00:15:12,085 --> 00:15:13,738
What they struggle with?
What they're good at?

347
00:15:13,782 --> 00:15:16,132
No, you don't, because you've
made this whole thing about you.

348
00:15:16,176 --> 00:15:17,568
[gasps]
Are you bullying me

349
00:15:17,612 --> 00:15:19,875
in front of an
anti-bullying poster?

350
00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:21,442
I'm just saying you have
so much more to offer

351
00:15:21,485 --> 00:15:25,272
than being some weepy female
boo-hooing over a guy.

352
00:15:25,315 --> 00:15:27,796
I only full-on cried twice.

353
00:15:27,839 --> 00:15:30,799
Sit down.

354
00:15:30,842 --> 00:15:32,453
Listen to me.

355
00:15:32,496 --> 00:15:35,717
You are a strong,
powerful woman.

356
00:15:35,760 --> 00:15:39,112
I mean, you've survived
your mom's suicide,

357
00:15:39,155 --> 00:15:41,114
a painful divorce,

358
00:15:41,157 --> 00:15:43,246
alcoholism.

359
00:15:43,290 --> 00:15:45,466
You can show these girls
they can get through everything

360
00:15:45,509 --> 00:15:48,034
they're going through,
and that starts with you

361
00:15:48,077 --> 00:15:50,036
dealing with this break--

362
00:15:50,079 --> 00:15:52,908
which, by the way,
is a break, not a breakup--

363
00:15:52,952 --> 00:15:54,954
without falling to pieces.

364
00:15:56,303 --> 00:15:58,740
What if this is a breakup?

365
00:15:58,783 --> 00:16:01,047
Then you'll get through
that, too.

366
00:16:01,090 --> 00:16:03,049
And it's a great opportunity
to show these girls

367
00:16:03,092 --> 00:16:06,052
that they don't need a man
to have value.

368
00:16:06,095 --> 00:16:07,792
Because you sure don't.

369
00:16:10,404 --> 00:16:12,449
Thank you, Tammy.

370
00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:16,627
Hey, you want to be my assistant
for "How to Fix a Toilet" class?

371
00:16:16,671 --> 00:16:18,934
Do I have to touch anything?

372
00:16:18,978 --> 00:16:20,805
I'd prefer it if you didn't.

373
00:16:20,849 --> 00:16:22,285
Then I would be honored.

374
00:16:22,329 --> 00:16:24,635
Hey, Jill, how
you holding up?

375
00:16:24,679 --> 00:16:26,855
Oh, I'm good. I'm good, thanks.

376
00:16:26,898 --> 00:16:29,901
Uh, right now what is important
is that Tammy

377
00:16:29,945 --> 00:16:32,556
is gonna show y'all
how to fix your own toilet.

378
00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:35,255
Really? Because we came up
with the perfect TikTok idea

379
00:16:35,298 --> 00:16:36,996
for you to make Andy jealous.

380
00:16:37,039 --> 00:16:38,780
That's okay.

381
00:16:38,823 --> 00:16:42,305
I don't need a man to make me
feel good about myself.

382
00:16:45,134 --> 00:16:46,962
[whispers]:
Tell me later.

383
00:16:48,790 --> 00:16:52,663
I don't remember where you go,
but now you live here.

384
00:16:53,621 --> 00:16:55,057
I'm home!

385
00:16:55,101 --> 00:16:55,971
Finally.

386
00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:57,625
Hey, babe.

387
00:16:57,668 --> 00:16:59,409
[laughs]:
Hey.

388
00:16:59,453 --> 00:17:00,584
How was it?

389
00:17:00,628 --> 00:17:01,672
Unbelievable.

390
00:17:01,716 --> 00:17:03,283
Well, that's great.
I'm glad you went.

391
00:17:03,326 --> 00:17:05,067
It took me a couple of
runs to get used to it,

392
00:17:05,111 --> 00:17:07,330
but once I got it, it
was like old times.

393
00:17:07,374 --> 00:17:08,810
I can't wait to go again.

394
00:17:08,853 --> 00:17:12,379
Oh. Well... no.

395
00:17:12,422 --> 00:17:14,250
What?

396
00:17:14,294 --> 00:17:16,383
I say no.
You are not going again.

397
00:17:16,426 --> 00:17:18,646
I forbid you. It is forbidden.

398
00:17:18,689 --> 00:17:20,343
What are you talking about?

399
00:17:20,387 --> 00:17:22,345
I have been in hell for two days

400
00:17:22,389 --> 00:17:24,652
because I was certain
you were gonna come home dead.

401
00:17:24,695 --> 00:17:26,697
And don't say if you were dead
you couldn't come home,

402
00:17:26,741 --> 00:17:29,222
because yes, you can, in a box.

403
00:17:29,265 --> 00:17:31,224
What's happening?

404
00:17:31,267 --> 00:17:33,052
I never wanted you to go
in the first place,

405
00:17:33,095 --> 00:17:34,662
but because I'm a great wife,
I let you,

406
00:17:34,705 --> 00:17:36,142
and because you're
a terrible husband,

407
00:17:36,185 --> 00:17:38,492
you didn't know what I wanted
without me telling you.

408
00:17:38,535 --> 00:17:41,495
Okay, but in my defense,
you've never not told me

409
00:17:41,538 --> 00:17:43,627
every single thought or feeling
you've ever had.

410
00:17:43,671 --> 00:17:47,240
Well, I'm growing.

411
00:17:47,283 --> 00:17:49,372
I mean, I was really scared.

412
00:17:49,416 --> 00:17:50,808
I-I rearranged the furniture,

413
00:17:50,852 --> 00:17:52,984
I had a-- I had a heart-to-heart
with an old lover.

414
00:17:53,028 --> 00:17:54,029
What?

415
00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:55,204
Well, it was a dream

416
00:17:55,248 --> 00:17:57,119
or he was a ghost; it's unclear.

417
00:17:57,163 --> 00:17:58,990
But all we did was hold hands.

418
00:17:59,034 --> 00:18:01,036
I mean, he stroked mine
with his thumb a little bit,

419
00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:03,125
but I did not stroke back.

420
00:18:04,518 --> 00:18:07,173
Everyone knows it's not
cheating if it's a ghost.

421
00:18:07,216 --> 00:18:09,479
Look...

422
00:18:09,523 --> 00:18:13,701
I-I appreciate that you were
so concerned about me,

423
00:18:13,744 --> 00:18:15,877
but this was the first time
since my accident

424
00:18:15,920 --> 00:18:17,835
that I felt like
my old self again.

425
00:18:17,879 --> 00:18:19,533
I used to ride
motorcycles

426
00:18:19,576 --> 00:18:22,231
through fire
and jump off buildings.

427
00:18:22,275 --> 00:18:24,190
Sometimes for work,
sometimes for fun.

428
00:18:24,233 --> 00:18:26,540
Risk makes me feel alive.

429
00:18:26,583 --> 00:18:30,370
But isn't being married to me
enough risk for any man?

430
00:18:30,413 --> 00:18:31,588
You would think.

431
00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:35,201
I'm sorry you were so worried.

432
00:18:35,244 --> 00:18:38,160
[exhales]
That's okay.

433
00:18:38,204 --> 00:18:41,772
I... I learned this
from a dream,

434
00:18:41,816 --> 00:18:43,470
so I don't know if I trust it,
but apparently

435
00:18:43,513 --> 00:18:46,777
the only reason I was miserable
is because I'm happy.

436
00:18:46,821 --> 00:18:49,780
And obviously
I want you to be happy, too.

437
00:18:49,824 --> 00:18:53,915
So do whatever you need to do
to feel alive.

438
00:18:53,958 --> 00:18:58,093
Ski, hang glide,
eat gas station sushi.

439
00:18:58,137 --> 00:19:00,313
Here's a crazy idea.

440
00:19:00,356 --> 00:19:02,097
Why don't you come with me
next time?

441
00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,229
What?

442
00:19:03,272 --> 00:19:04,578
Ski with me.

443
00:19:04,621 --> 00:19:07,058
I-I don't know how to ski.
I was poor.

444
00:19:07,102 --> 00:19:08,495
I'll teach you.

445
00:19:08,538 --> 00:19:11,019
Seriously, you're gonna
teach me something?

446
00:19:12,194 --> 00:19:13,543
You do like risk.

447
00:19:13,587 --> 00:19:17,199
[laughs]

448
00:19:17,243 --> 00:19:19,201
I told you
he was gonna be okay.

449
00:19:19,245 --> 00:19:20,637
[barks]

450
00:19:26,295 --> 00:19:27,470
Ready to go again?

451
00:19:27,514 --> 00:19:29,168
Okay, but after this next run,

452
00:19:29,211 --> 00:19:30,647
can we please take
a little break?

453
00:19:30,691 --> 00:19:32,258
No way.

454
00:19:32,301 --> 00:19:33,998
God, I can't get enough of this.

455
00:19:34,042 --> 00:19:36,044
What is it with me
and white powder?

456
00:19:36,087 --> 00:19:37,915
All right, let's go.

457
00:19:37,959 --> 00:19:39,917
Adam?
Yeah?

458
00:19:39,961 --> 00:19:41,702
Try to keep up this time.

459
00:19:43,269 --> 00:19:45,358
I love you!

460
00:19:49,797 --> 00:19:52,756
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