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So I've only been a foster
mom for a few weeks now,

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but it's true what they say:

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once you have a child,
it stops being about you,

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and it's all about them.

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Did you ever get that feeling, Mommy?

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There's just this one
little thing she does

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that bothers the bejesus out of me.

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I get that one all the time.

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JILL: I've been following her

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on Instagram under the
pseudonym "Ruby Peppers 647."

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She's constantly posting selfies
with me in the background.

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The other day, I had a mud mask on

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and I was eating a banana.

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The next thing I know, I'm
something called a meme.

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Anyway, I'm really
grateful for these meetings

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so I have somewhere
to come and complain...

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I mean, share. Thank you.

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BRUCE: Would anyone else like to share?

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- I need to.
- Wow.

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Ruby's really going
to town on that banana.

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That's years of practice.

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- Marjorie, alcoholic.
- ALL: Hi, Marjorie.

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I apologize for being late.

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(inhales deeply)

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I don't even know where to start.

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I'm just so upset.

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My sponsor relapsed.

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52 years she was sober.

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This beautiful woman...
who saved my life,

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been my rock ever since the
day I walked into these rooms.

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That she could just
give up and... (cries)

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(crying): I'm sorry.

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Oh, my God.

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It's just awful.

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Really?

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What I'm hearing is after
52 years of sobriety,

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we get to drink again.

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Something terrible must have happened

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for her to start drinking again.

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She getting divorced?

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Did someone die?

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Her neighbor cut down her hedge.

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Sorry, what?

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There was a shared
hedge between the houses,

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neighbor cut it down,
she got loaded that night.

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Help me out here. Was
the hedge made of gold?

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Everything I've done to stay sober,

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I learned from her.

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Then, in a second, she
just threw it all away.

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I mean, are we talking
one of those hedges

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shaped like an elephant or something?

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I didn't see the damn hedge, Bonnie.

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And that's called a topiary.

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I always thought when I had a
couple of decades under my belt,

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I wouldn't even think
about drinking anymore.

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Good Lord, I have a lot of hedges.

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MARJORIE: Ladies.

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It obviously wasn't about the hedge.

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Yeah, guys. Come on, pay attention.

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You know what?

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I need to take a break from all this.

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Maybe you guys can find
someone else to talk to.

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- Excuse me.
- Really?

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- What are you saying?
- Oh, come on, Marjorie.

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Who am I supposed to call?

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(sighs)

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What am I supposed to do? I
check in with her every day.

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Me, too. I run everything by her.

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(sighs)

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Okay. I know where this is headed,

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and yes, you can all come
to me with your problems.

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Oh, God. We're all gonna die.

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♪ ♪

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-- Synced and corrected by ChrisKe --
-- www.addic7ed.com --

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(cricket chirps)

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(chirping continues)

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(groans): Oh, stop taunting me!

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Look, Wendy, it's not
your coworker's job

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to be your friend.

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Calm down, take a deep breath in...

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- What are you doing?
- Oh...

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we've got a cricket in the
house, it's driving me crazy.

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I told you, we need screens.

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You're the building manager, put 'em in.

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You know the procedure.

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You need to submit a written request.

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Ooh. And exhale.

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Okay. Call me back when
you stop feeling dizzy.

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Wendy actually called you for guidance?

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I'll have you know, I have
been putting out fires all day.

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Jill, boom. Mary, boom. Wendy, boom.

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The boom is the problem being solved.

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You sure it's not the sound
of their lives blowing up?

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(cricket chirps)

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In the meantime,

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I'm really worried about Marjorie.

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I've never seen her this upset.

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She'll be fine.

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And if she's not, she can call me, boom.

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- You want to help me find this thing?
- Sorry. I'm Team Cricket.

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(ringtone plays)

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Hey, Jill.

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Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.

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Okay, stop talking.

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Let me tell you what I used to do
when Christy was a teenager.

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Wave at me through Plexiglas?

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- (cricket chirps)
- Where are you, you bastard?

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Make it fast, Wendy, I'm working.

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All the nurses in my unit
are going out to lunch

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and they didn't invite me.

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(scoffs) Did you consider that maybe

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they want to say nice things
about you behind your back?

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Really? That's the best you got?

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I could tell you the truth,

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but you're too weak and
neurotic to handle it.

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- (phone chimes)
- Got to go, Jill's on the other line.

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Hey, Money.

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Bonnie, I am in crisis.

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How can you be in crisis?
We talked 20 minutes ago.

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Emily just left for school
and she was wearing a necktie.

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Please do not tell me
you're worried she's gay.

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No! I'm just worried she's got no style
and that reflects on me.

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Jill, have you seen the
way my daughter dresses?

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Yes, and I judge you for it.

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(phone chimes)

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Sorry, got to go.
Crybaby's back for more.

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What?

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I just found out the
lunch is a birthday party.

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They didn't even ask
me to sign the card.

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All right. You got to
stop focusing on yourself.

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Get out of your head. Help someone else.

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Who can I help?

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You're in an emergency room!

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Follow a trail of blood.

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Uh...

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CHRISTY: I got it! I got it, I got it!

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- What?
- The cricket. Open the door.

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Just kill it.

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No, that's bad karma.

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I'm releasing it back into the wild.

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Be free, little...

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Where'd it go?! I had it!

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(cricket chirps in house)

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How'd he do that?!

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- Hi.
- Ugh.

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Back at ya.

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We just came by to see
how Marjorie's doing.

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She's still sad. Good-bye.

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We blew 12 bucks on the plant.

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We want to see the body, old man.

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Thank you, good-bye.

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"Let's not call, let's just show up."

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Who was that?

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Florist.

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I bought you plant.

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Oh...

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Mary, I know it looks like I'm checking
my e-mail, but I'm listening, go ahead.

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Okay. My sister...

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Well, I call her my sister,
but she's actually my mom.

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All right, now I'm really listening.

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It's weird being here without Marjorie.

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I was really hoping she'd come tonight.

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Yeah, me, too.

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I'm not sure Bonnie
knows what she's doing.

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Oh, hear me and hear me well,

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she does not.

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Oh, hello, cute, dark and sober.

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Oh, God.

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What's the matter?

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You know that guy?

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A long time ago.

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So what? He's an old boyfriend?

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He's definitely not an old boyfriend.

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I-I got to go.

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(knocking on door)

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(knocking continues)

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JILL: We're not leaving
here till you talk to us.

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Oh, hell.

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(knocking on door)

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JILL: I'll stay here all
night, I don't have any plans.

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And we all know Wendy doesn't.

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WENDY: Hey.

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Thank you.

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- What's going on?
- Yeah. Who was that guy?

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(sighs)

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Back when I was drinking,
I was at this party,

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and... that guy showed
up with some coke.

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We went into a bedroom
to do a few lines.

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Next thing I know, he was on top of me,

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and... I was too messed
up to fight him off.

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That son of a bitch.

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We know where he is.

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We should call the police.

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It was 16 years ago.

195
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There's nothing they can do.

196
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What did they do back then?

197
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I didn't report it.

198
00:09:04,264 --> 00:09:05,613
It would have been
his word against mine.

199
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Who's gonna believe a drunk stripper?

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00:09:07,517 --> 00:09:10,639
- (scoffs)
- Thank you very much for ditching me.

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Way to treat the woman
who's been listening

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to your stupid problems all week.

203
00:09:16,037 --> 00:09:17,336
What?

204
00:09:19,095 --> 00:09:20,995
Viceroy Lights was at the meeting.

205
00:09:20,997 --> 00:09:22,430
Are you kidding me?

206
00:09:22,432 --> 00:09:23,664
Viceroy Lights?

207
00:09:24,194 --> 00:09:26,334
I never knew his name.
That's what he smoked.

208
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He's at the meeting now?
Tell me what he looks like.

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I'll go rip his throat out.

210
00:09:29,439 --> 00:09:31,506
No. I just want to forget about it.

211
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You guys know who he is?

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Sit down!

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(sighs)

214
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I could just go back there and
punch every guy in that room.

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I'm sure they've all done
something to deserve it.

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Just drop it.

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I wish Marjorie was here.
She'd know what to do.

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Thank you, Wendy. That's very hurtful.

219
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- Well, then, do you know what to do?
- There's nothing to do.

220
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(sighs)

221
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(cricket chirps)

222
00:09:58,065 --> 00:10:00,545
Honey, I think you got a cricket.

223
00:10:10,101 --> 00:10:12,194
- You doing all right?
- Yeah.

224
00:10:13,796 --> 00:10:16,647
- If you want to talk, I'm here.
- Don't need to.

225
00:10:16,956 --> 00:10:18,124
Okay.

226
00:10:19,975 --> 00:10:22,878
Are you sure? I think you
need to talk about it.

227
00:10:22,880 --> 00:10:25,538
Mom, it was a long time ago. I'm fine.

228
00:10:25,563 --> 00:10:27,897
Yeah, but I wasn't there
for you a long time ago.

229
00:10:27,922 --> 00:10:29,335
- Let me be here for you now.
- (sighs)

230
00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:32,397
You're here. You're extremely here.

231
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- Let's go to sleep.
- Going to sleep.

232
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What about Marjorie?
Would you talk to her?

233
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She asked not to be
bothered, and unlike you,

234
00:10:49,173 --> 00:10:51,241
when someone tells
me not to bother them,

235
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I actually listen.

236
00:10:52,724 --> 00:10:54,843
No, you don't, but that's all right.

237
00:10:59,307 --> 00:11:00,640
What about a therapist?

238
00:11:01,932 --> 00:11:03,772
That's not a bad idea.

239
00:11:04,918 --> 00:11:06,818
You should definitely see one.

240
00:11:12,051 --> 00:11:13,561
(sniffs)

241
00:11:16,132 --> 00:11:19,835
Ah, you little minx.
You're collecting twos.

242
00:11:20,366 --> 00:11:23,172
(ringtone plays)

243
00:11:23,725 --> 00:11:26,328
- Mm, hang on, it's Christy.
- Ugh.

244
00:11:27,819 --> 00:11:29,218
Hey, sweetie. What's up?

245
00:11:29,947 --> 00:11:31,022
Nothing.

246
00:11:31,047 --> 00:11:33,981
Just wanted to check
in, see how you're doing.

247
00:11:34,037 --> 00:11:36,437
I'm okay. Are you okay?

248
00:11:36,923 --> 00:11:38,960
Yeah, it's just...

249
00:11:41,866 --> 00:11:44,272
Eh, the usual.

250
00:11:44,297 --> 00:11:46,683
Hate my job, hate my
mom, my kids hate me...

251
00:11:46,708 --> 00:11:48,589
You know, circle of life.

252
00:11:49,663 --> 00:11:51,191
Are you sure that's all?

253
00:11:53,771 --> 00:11:55,519
Yeah, I just miss you.

254
00:11:55,840 --> 00:11:57,496
I miss you, too.

255
00:11:58,038 --> 00:11:59,905
Did you like the plant we dropped off?

256
00:12:08,222 --> 00:12:11,332
Yes, thank you. It's beautiful.

257
00:12:11,746 --> 00:12:14,621
Okay. Well, bye.

258
00:12:14,854 --> 00:12:16,487
Bye, sweetie.

259
00:12:20,747 --> 00:12:23,418
Why are you giving me stink eye?

260
00:12:26,971 --> 00:12:28,370
(cricket chirps)

261
00:12:28,372 --> 00:12:30,205
Oh, you are so dead.

262
00:12:32,476 --> 00:12:34,209
Mary, I'm confused.

263
00:12:34,211 --> 00:12:36,582
Your sister is your mother,
and your brother's your uncle?

264
00:12:36,904 --> 00:12:39,152
Oh, he's just your
brother. Okay, got it.

265
00:12:39,177 --> 00:12:41,418
So, which one needs the kidney?

266
00:12:43,394 --> 00:12:45,894
Oh, my God! I got to go.

267
00:12:46,239 --> 00:12:47,872
What happened?

268
00:12:50,084 --> 00:12:52,675
I can't find the cricket. (sniffles)

269
00:12:54,925 --> 00:12:58,167
Don't. Don't touch me.

270
00:12:58,199 --> 00:13:00,333
(sniffles)

271
00:13:07,344 --> 00:13:10,286
God, grant me the serenity
to accept the things...

272
00:13:10,311 --> 00:13:13,112
- (knocks)
- (screams)

273
00:13:15,214 --> 00:13:16,885
Bonnie!

274
00:13:16,887 --> 00:13:19,691
(sighs) What the hell are you doing?

275
00:13:19,716 --> 00:13:22,858
I didn't want to go through
your Armenian bodyguard.

276
00:13:22,860 --> 00:13:23,959
What's wrong?

277
00:13:23,961 --> 00:13:25,394
I need your help.
Christy is falling apart.

278
00:13:25,396 --> 00:13:26,895
I don't know what to do. Come on.

279
00:13:26,897 --> 00:13:28,386
Throw your leg over the
ledge, I'll help you out.

280
00:13:28,411 --> 00:13:30,833
- I'm not going out the window.
- Yeah, you're right.

281
00:13:30,858 --> 00:13:33,487
If you break a hip, you're no good
to me. I'll meet you at the car.

282
00:13:35,180 --> 00:13:37,613
It doesn't matter how drunk you were.

283
00:13:37,638 --> 00:13:39,652
What happened wasn't your fault.

284
00:13:40,183 --> 00:13:43,183
But if I hadn't been drinking,
it wouldn't have happened.

285
00:13:43,208 --> 00:13:45,472
- You don't know that.
- Yeah, you don't know that.

286
00:13:45,665 --> 00:13:49,267
Is this what you meant by,
"I'll give you both some space"?

287
00:13:50,042 --> 00:13:51,394
Carry on.

288
00:13:52,309 --> 00:13:54,995
If my life hadn't been
such a train wreck,

289
00:13:55,025 --> 00:13:56,879
I might have done something about it.

290
00:13:57,730 --> 00:14:00,929
Honey, it's okay to
look back at the past.

291
00:14:00,931 --> 00:14:02,308
Just don't stare too long.

292
00:14:02,333 --> 00:14:04,900
Good one. I'm gonna use
that with my sponsees.

293
00:14:06,345 --> 00:14:07,824
(Bonnie scoffs)

294
00:14:08,374 --> 00:14:10,207
Kind of rude.

295
00:14:10,836 --> 00:14:14,409
You know, instead of kicking yourself

296
00:14:14,411 --> 00:14:16,024
for not taking action then,

297
00:14:16,049 --> 00:14:18,483
be grateful that you're sober now

298
00:14:18,508 --> 00:14:20,226
and you have a voice.

299
00:14:20,547 --> 00:14:22,213
(sighs)

300
00:14:23,721 --> 00:14:25,742
I really hate this disease.

301
00:14:25,899 --> 00:14:27,332
Me, too.

302
00:14:27,561 --> 00:14:29,633
BONNIE: Me, too.

303
00:14:30,248 --> 00:14:32,281
That's right, I'm still here.

304
00:14:34,266 --> 00:14:37,576
(sighs) I know you're
dealing with your own crap.

305
00:14:37,601 --> 00:14:39,572
I'm sorry she dragged you over here.

306
00:14:39,597 --> 00:14:41,163
Oh, don't worry about it.

307
00:14:41,188 --> 00:14:43,314
Besides, I needed a break from Victor.

308
00:14:43,339 --> 00:14:45,689
He means well, and I
love him, but sometimes

309
00:14:45,714 --> 00:14:48,715
I feel like I'm living
with a James Bond villain.

310
00:14:49,723 --> 00:14:51,580
(Bonnie laughs)

311
00:14:54,186 --> 00:14:56,587
So, I was having a little family dinner,

312
00:14:56,612 --> 00:14:58,979
and my sister-mother shows up...

313
00:14:59,490 --> 00:15:01,150
with a rum cake.

314
00:15:01,375 --> 00:15:02,785
So I said,

315
00:15:02,810 --> 00:15:04,451
"You know I can't have that."

316
00:15:04,476 --> 00:15:07,443
So she said, "Why should
the rest of us be penalized

317
00:15:07,468 --> 00:15:09,505
just because you can't
control yourself?"

318
00:15:09,593 --> 00:15:11,760
So I said, "Screw you."

319
00:15:11,935 --> 00:15:14,982
And, well, things got physical.

320
00:15:16,701 --> 00:15:18,896
I don't know how you
put up with these people.

321
00:15:18,921 --> 00:15:21,255
This one was probably
calling me ten times a day.

322
00:15:21,280 --> 00:15:23,255
Ten? After two,

323
00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:25,396
I tell them to deal with it and hang up.

324
00:15:26,770 --> 00:15:28,536
You can do that?

325
00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:30,943
MARY: Anyway, long story short,

326
00:15:30,988 --> 00:15:33,263
she took out a restraining order on me.

327
00:15:33,490 --> 00:15:34,669
Imagine that.

328
00:15:34,694 --> 00:15:36,860
Against her own sister-daughter.

329
00:15:37,476 --> 00:15:40,990
Well, all right. Thanks
for letting me share.

330
00:15:41,015 --> 00:15:42,552
It's nice to be in a room

331
00:15:42,577 --> 00:15:45,044
where none of this seems
so weird. (chuckles)

332
00:15:48,528 --> 00:15:50,294
BRUCE: Does anyone else want to share?

333
00:15:51,118 --> 00:15:52,617
I'll go.

334
00:15:59,951 --> 00:16:03,152
Hi, I'm Christy, and I'm an alcoholic.

335
00:16:03,177 --> 00:16:04,662
ALL: Hi, Christy.

336
00:16:06,345 --> 00:16:08,849
(sighs) I'm so nervous, I'm
gonna say that part again.

337
00:16:09,594 --> 00:16:12,828
Hi, I'm Christy, I'm an alcoholic.

338
00:16:12,853 --> 00:16:14,853
ALL: Hi, Christy.

339
00:16:16,099 --> 00:16:19,138
16 years ago, I was sexually assaulted.

340
00:16:22,574 --> 00:16:23,848
You know what?

341
00:16:24,021 --> 00:16:27,622
Forget "sexually
assaulted." I was raped.

342
00:16:30,362 --> 00:16:32,332
That's the first time
I've ever called it

343
00:16:32,357 --> 00:16:33,965
what it really was.

344
00:16:34,723 --> 00:16:37,535
Mugging victims aren't
ashamed they were robbed.

345
00:16:37,560 --> 00:16:39,598
Why should I be ashamed I was raped?

346
00:16:40,724 --> 00:16:41,811
(sighs)

347
00:16:41,836 --> 00:16:44,871
What I am ashamed of is
that I kept it a secret.

348
00:16:46,796 --> 00:16:48,196
This...

349
00:16:48,198 --> 00:16:51,671
"guy" counted on me

350
00:16:51,696 --> 00:16:54,810
being... too embarrassed

351
00:16:54,835 --> 00:16:57,256
and afraid to come forward,

352
00:16:57,474 --> 00:16:58,991
and you know what?

353
00:16:59,992 --> 00:17:01,825
He was right.

354
00:17:05,015 --> 00:17:07,689
And so, tonight, I
would like to make amends

355
00:17:07,714 --> 00:17:11,243
to any woman that might have been hurt

356
00:17:11,268 --> 00:17:14,439
because I was too
scared to say anything.

357
00:17:17,135 --> 00:17:21,073
If my silence encouraged him to believe

358
00:17:21,098 --> 00:17:25,834
that he could attack or
intimidate or even grab

359
00:17:25,836 --> 00:17:28,003
another woman without consequences,

360
00:17:28,005 --> 00:17:29,728
I am so, so sorry.

361
00:17:30,837 --> 00:17:33,008
Maybe I can't change the past,

362
00:17:33,033 --> 00:17:35,485
but from now on, I am...

363
00:17:36,194 --> 00:17:39,762
going to speak out, shout out,

364
00:17:41,142 --> 00:17:43,151
and shine a light down

365
00:17:43,153 --> 00:17:45,420
that can be seen from
frickin' outer space,

366
00:17:45,712 --> 00:17:47,289
if it'll keep something like this

367
00:17:47,291 --> 00:17:49,124
from happening to anyone else.

368
00:17:49,126 --> 00:17:50,625
(door closes)

369
00:17:50,853 --> 00:17:52,453
Thank you.

370
00:17:56,266 --> 00:17:58,062
BRUCE: Does anyone else want to share?

371
00:18:02,422 --> 00:18:03,955
I'm gonna tell you the same thing

372
00:18:03,980 --> 00:18:06,385
I tell my mom - I wouldn't
mind living with you

373
00:18:06,410 --> 00:18:08,522
if you made a little less noise.

374
00:18:09,367 --> 00:18:12,039
Yeah, like you're a drive
through wine country.

375
00:18:12,811 --> 00:18:14,484
Okay, Jiminy.

376
00:18:14,509 --> 00:18:16,523
Time to go
on our separate journeys.

377
00:18:23,548 --> 00:18:25,039
Jump, my little friend.

378
00:18:25,064 --> 00:18:26,757
Be free.

379
00:18:28,506 --> 00:18:30,281
Jump.

380
00:18:32,087 --> 00:18:33,788
Why isn't he jumping?

381
00:18:34,191 --> 00:18:36,526
Maybe he got attached to me
and doesn't want to leave.

382
00:18:36,637 --> 00:18:39,296
Huh. Or maybe you didn't
put any holes in the jar

383
00:18:39,321 --> 00:18:40,515
and he's dead.

384
00:18:42,500 --> 00:18:43,546
(scoffs)

385
00:18:43,571 --> 00:18:46,570
You really are a source
of comfort and support.

386
00:18:47,403 --> 00:18:49,078
And a cat just ate him.

387
00:18:51,155 --> 00:18:54,531
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