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I remember the first time
you sang with me.

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I don't know why we sing
such terrible things of children.

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Maybe we try to warn them
of what's to come.

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You're not one of
the Hidden People, are you?

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If you mean an elf, no.

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You're like me.

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Sensate.

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Do you live here, in Iceland?

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I do.

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Sit down.

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Why didn't you tell me the truth?

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I needed you to believe me.

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I needed you to believe...
that you weren't safe here,

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because you're not.

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There were two worlds.

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I was living in...
in two separate worlds.

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Then...

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And then somehow they crashed...
into one another.

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And now everything is dead.

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Another.

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So are we celebrating or mourning?

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I'm celebrating.

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I know how you feel.

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You do?

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I mean... I don't know
what it's like to be famous, but...

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I know what it's like living two lives.

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Do you know who I am?

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You're an actor, right?

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- Yeah.
- I knew it.

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I saw you in that telenovela
where you had an evil twin

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that was trying
to take over your life, right?

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The Mirror Has No Heart.

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That's it.

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You were good in it and... bad.

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But... that's what this is about,
isn't it?

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The movie said something true
about all of us,

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that we all have this... other nature,
this... secret self

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that is capable of really beautiful
and really terrible things.

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I, too, have a secret self.

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And right now...

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it really wants to take you
to that bathroom over there

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and do some...
beautiful and terrible things to you.

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What are you doing?

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How can you possibly
think that I could be like that?

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I'm not a faggot.

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The Biologic Preservation Organization
funds projects like the DNA census

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in order to track and hunt down
any potential sensate.

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Do you work for them?

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I try to save the ones I can
before they're discovered.

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Your mother brought you in

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to see if you have the genes
for the same disease that was killing her.

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And fortunately, I saw the report on you
before anyone else did.

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You told a child she was hexed.

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You made me believe that...
I caused my mother's death.

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I'm sorry if I caused you
unnecessary pain.

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Because of you, I believed that what
happened in the mountains was my fault.

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My intention was to protect you.

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You have children?

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- Never wanted them.
- Why?

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Afraid they would be like me.

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Afraid they would be hunted...
that I would have to feel them die.

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Don't look at him.

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That's how he got me.

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He knows you're here.

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Run!

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Look at me! Look at me!

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Shit.

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Hello, Will.

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You knew what was happening.

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Why didn't you help me?

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I took terrible chances to protect you.

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I felt your pain.

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I lived it.

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I called the rescue authorities.

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If I hadn't gotten involved,
you'd be dead.

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That's what I wanted.

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To be dead.

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To be with them.

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I know.

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When we lost one of our cluster,
I thought the pain would destroy me.

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But life holds onto you.

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And sometimes, it finds a way
to push back into your heart.

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And if you're lucky...
it gives us another chance.

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And what if you
don't want another chance?

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If you didn't,
you wouldn't have come looking for me.

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I wasn't sure I'd be able to find you.

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Where are you?

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I don't know.

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Not the poshest place I've been...

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but not the worst either.

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- What are they doing to you?
- Watching, measuring.

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Those cameras are recording this,

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so if I want to say anything
I don't want them to hear...

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I have to come to you.

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If you visit,
you speak as a voice in my head.

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But if I speak without visiting,
it looks like I'm talking to myself.

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I figured that out the hard way.

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We have to get you outta there.

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I've been unconscious for so long,
I could be anywhere.

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Don't worry about me.

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Right now, I have value to them.

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I'm sorry.

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This is all my fault.

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Angelica didn't believe in fault.

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She said it was the present
understood by people looking backward.

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We have to look forward.

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If we don't, we won't survive.

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And now that you know the truth...
it's time for me to go.

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- Why?
- Because you came back.

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And if they find you,
you're going to lead them straight to me.

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No, I won't.

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Accidents happen.

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You know that more than most.

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But I'll be careful.

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I've seen it happen so many times.

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One simple slip, then a hospital,

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and before you even understand
the consequences, you will be arrested.

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I won't tell anyone about you.

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You won't have a choice.

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They have ways...
techniques of tracing the psycellium.

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Psycellium?

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It's kind of a psychic nervous system.

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It connects us...

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allows you to be here with me...
or your cluster.

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If you listen closely to it,
you can hear it vibrating.

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Here.

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Listen with this, not with the mind.

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Follow where the feeling takes you.

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I know all about BPO.

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I know how they're funded,
how they spend their money...

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- This is just a start.
- You work fast.

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I will find you.

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There are more important things than me.

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Riley.

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The girl from Iceland.

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- Who are you talking to?
- Jonas.

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- You found him?
- He found me.

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Is she with someone?

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Are you alone?

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Her name is Yrsa.

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She's like us.

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You like this girl, don't you?

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You feel very connected to this boy.

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I remember
what it was like to first share

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someone's every thought and emotion.

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This is very dangerous.

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I was in love with Angelica
from the moment our eyes touched.

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Love inside a cluster is pathological.

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Are you all right?

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Sometimes.

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Angelica believed a sensate
experiences love in its purest form.

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Are you all right?

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Sometimes.

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Ask when he was born.

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What?

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His first birth, ask him.

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She wants to know
when your birthday is.

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August 8th.

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What?

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That's my birthday.

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A cluster is always born
on the same day?

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However far across the world
a cluster is scattered,

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the first breath they take,
they take as one.

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Love inside a cluster
is the worst kind of narcissism.

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What?

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I have to go.

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- I hope you can help Jonas.
- Jonas?

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Is that Jonas Maliki?

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- What's Jonas' last name?
- Maliki.

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Get away from there!

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She's gone.

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Don't let her stay in Iceland.

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A lot of genetic research
funded by BPO is done there.

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They have a research facility.

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Many of us have gone there
and never come out.

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You keep using "us" and "them."
Who are we?

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Who we are is less relevant
than what we are,

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and what we are is different from them.

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I know who birthed you.

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Angelica Turing.

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Don't you ever be in touch
with that bastard again.

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Why?

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He and that bitch were collaborators.

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They hunted our kind for BPO.

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They worked with Whispers.

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They would give birth to clusters
and use them to find others.

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But he tried to help us.

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And now you trust him.

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If your boy is connected to Jonas,

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it won't be long
till Whispers will find you.

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You're on your own.

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My child.

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Who now is your father,
if it is not me?

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What are you doing here?

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You and this dummkopf
are like my own boys.

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We are family.

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How is he?

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The doctor said he should be dead.

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Good man.

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Never listen to doctors.
All they know is death.

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Life is a mystery to them.

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But we understand life, don't we?

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Life is simple.

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Life is just five things:

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eating, drinking, shitting, fucking,
and fighting for more, right?

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When we were boys,
your father would say that to me,

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and then he would punch me
as hard as he could.

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After he was killed,
I realized this was bullshit.

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At that moment,
all I wanted from life was one thing.

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Not five, no, no, just one.

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Revenge.

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I wanted the man who killed him.

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And for that one thing...
I would have given all the rest.

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My blood is in your veins, Wolfgang.

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I'm sympathetic.

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But please, tell me you are smart enough
to know that this was a mistake.

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Tell me that you understand
this can go no further.

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I love you, Wolfgang.

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But please... don't make me
choose between you and my son.

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So the assassins came out of nowhere?

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Yes.

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And you did not see any of their faces?

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She told you that.

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We're just trying
to get the facts straight, sir.

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While you're harassing my fiancée,
those killers are still out there.

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Miss Dandekar is our best witness.

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So you said you and Mr. Rasal
were talking?

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What did he want to talk about?

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A personal matter.

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Did you discuss religion?

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Did you know
that Mr. Rasal had sponsored a bill

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that would make
certain religious practices illegal?

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Everyone knew how my father
felt about religion.

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Several witnesses testified
that they've seen you

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- pledging your weight in bananas?
- Is that true?

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Yes. Yes, it is.

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Did you know that act would be illegal
if Mr. Rasal's bill had passed?

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No.

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Do you know a man
who calls himself Guru Yash?

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OK, that's enough.

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All these questions
are completely inappropriate.

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They are simple questions, sir.

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If you want to continue
asking simple questions to my fiancée,

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you will do so
in the presence of my lawyer.

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Goodbye, detectives.

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Sir.

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Are you all right?

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Do they think
I had something to do with this?

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Kala, my father had many enemies.

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He frequently talked to the press
about corruption in the police force.

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- Do you think I had...
- My father had no business being there.

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He had so many death threats,
that going to the temple

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was just asking for trouble.

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You did nothing wrong, Kala.

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There's a line in your film,
The Passion of the Sinner,

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that always makes me think of this museum.

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"My heart is not a clock."

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Yeah.

260
00:21:26,833 --> 00:21:28,918
My character was always late.

261
00:21:29,002 --> 00:21:33,089
Beautiful line...
made sublime by your performance.

262
00:21:33,173 --> 00:21:37,385
An apology... that is also an anthem.

263
00:21:39,762 --> 00:21:44,392
Look... love is not something we wind up,

264
00:21:44,475 --> 00:21:46,686
something we set or control.

265
00:21:46,769 --> 00:21:50,356
Love... is just like art.

266
00:21:51,274 --> 00:21:52,567
Ah...

267
00:21:52,650 --> 00:21:55,486
A force that comes
into our lives without any...

268
00:21:55,570 --> 00:21:58,823
rules, expectations or limitations, and...

269
00:22:00,658 --> 00:22:07,123
and every time I hear that line,
I am reminded that... love, like art...

270
00:22:10,459 --> 00:22:12,254
must always be free.

271
00:23:04,139 --> 00:23:05,473
You're Lito.

272
00:23:09,602 --> 00:23:10,728
You're Nomi.

273
00:23:13,606 --> 00:23:15,733
This really isn't a good time for me.

274
00:23:17,401 --> 00:23:19,946
It's not really a good time for me either.

275
00:23:20,029 --> 00:23:22,031
Why are you here then?

276
00:23:22,782 --> 00:23:24,200
I don't know.

277
00:23:28,204 --> 00:23:29,747
I was almost killed.

278
00:23:31,166 --> 00:23:33,709
I didn't know where to go,
so I went home.

279
00:23:35,044 --> 00:23:37,046
I was worried about Amanita...

280
00:23:38,340 --> 00:23:40,020
and missing the life that we used to have,

281
00:23:40,049 --> 00:23:42,677
and I was wondering
if I was ever gonna get it back.

282
00:23:46,514 --> 00:23:49,976
And the next thing I knew,
I was here.

283
00:23:51,477 --> 00:23:53,646
What is this place?

284
00:23:53,729 --> 00:23:55,815
It's the Diego Rivera Museum.

285
00:23:58,818 --> 00:24:00,695
The painter?

286
00:24:00,778 --> 00:24:02,238
Yeah.

287
00:24:03,698 --> 00:24:06,242
He was married to Frida Kahlo, right?

288
00:24:07,160 --> 00:24:08,370
Yes.

289
00:24:09,412 --> 00:24:14,250
The day she died, he said,
was the worst day of his life...

290
00:24:15,459 --> 00:24:18,713
because he realized too late
that the best thing about his life...

291
00:24:19,672 --> 00:24:21,132
was his love for her.

292
00:24:28,597 --> 00:24:30,266
You have a boyfriend?

293
00:24:34,354 --> 00:24:35,897
Not anymore.

294
00:24:39,442 --> 00:24:40,985
What happened?

295
00:24:43,321 --> 00:24:44,822
I got scared.

296
00:24:47,658 --> 00:24:50,870
I play heroes all the time,
but in real life, I'm a coward.

297
00:24:57,252 --> 00:24:59,421
Attention. 773?

298
00:25:02,965 --> 00:25:04,633
You have a visitor.

299
00:25:33,621 --> 00:25:34,872
Thank you.

300
00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:48,052
I have not slept...
since you came here.

301
00:25:48,970 --> 00:25:51,013
I've never slept so well.

302
00:25:52,014 --> 00:25:55,059
- I am not a good person.
- Father, you owe me nothing.

303
00:25:55,143 --> 00:25:57,145
I am not a good person...

304
00:25:59,647 --> 00:26:05,611
but when your mother was alive...
I was a better person.

305
00:26:06,779 --> 00:26:08,239
She made me better.

306
00:26:10,325 --> 00:26:15,746
When she died...
I thought that part of me died with her.

307
00:26:18,707 --> 00:26:20,251
But it didn't.

308
00:26:22,337 --> 00:26:23,754
It is right here.

309
00:26:27,633 --> 00:26:32,054
My company, my wealth,

310
00:26:32,138 --> 00:26:34,182
even my reputation...

311
00:26:37,059 --> 00:26:39,479
is meaningless without my daughter.

312
00:26:45,693 --> 00:26:47,653
I am going to tell the truth.

313
00:26:53,368 --> 00:26:56,204
Hernando brought me here
on our first date.

314
00:26:58,956 --> 00:27:01,209
He said this is the only place
in Mexico City

315
00:27:01,292 --> 00:27:05,796
where you can really experience...
Diego Rivera.

316
00:27:08,341 --> 00:27:11,135
These are studies done for a painting

317
00:27:11,219 --> 00:27:14,305
that was originally commissioned
by John D. Rockefeller

318
00:27:14,389 --> 00:27:16,391
for his new center in New York.

319
00:27:17,392 --> 00:27:22,522
Diego changed the original design
and added Lenin, united with workers.

320
00:27:22,605 --> 00:27:25,233
Rockefeller told him to repaint it.

321
00:27:25,316 --> 00:27:28,903
Diego refused...
so Rockefeller had it destroyed.

322
00:27:31,447 --> 00:27:35,076
Years later,
Diego repainted it here in Mexico...

323
00:27:36,202 --> 00:27:39,163
where he thought
the painting would live free.

324
00:27:41,457 --> 00:27:43,125
- But...
- Sadly, the actual painting

325
00:27:43,209 --> 00:27:45,336
has been reduced to nothing
but a whore pimped out

326
00:27:45,420 --> 00:27:47,338
by the Bank of Mexico and the Palacio.

327
00:27:47,422 --> 00:27:50,132
It is... controlled by censors

328
00:27:50,216 --> 00:27:53,428
who treat it exactly
like Rockefeller treated it.

329
00:27:55,971 --> 00:27:57,973
Diego would be ashamed of it.

330
00:28:00,268 --> 00:28:02,604
Nothing about it is free.

331
00:28:02,686 --> 00:28:06,190
All afternoon, he was telling me stories
about the art in here.

332
00:28:07,609 --> 00:28:11,571
Hernando can talk about football,
about wrestling,

333
00:28:11,654 --> 00:28:14,115
about paintings,
with such a passionate love.

334
00:28:14,198 --> 00:28:17,452
"You fuck with art," he says,
"you'll get fucked by art."

335
00:28:19,161 --> 00:28:22,039
You see that sketch?
That one?

336
00:28:25,751 --> 00:28:27,462
That's Syphilis.

337
00:28:28,630 --> 00:28:29,880
Mm.

338
00:28:29,964 --> 00:28:32,091
He painted it over the head
of Rockefeller's father...

339
00:28:32,174 --> 00:28:34,051
...drinking with a dance hall girl.

340
00:28:35,886 --> 00:28:37,805
That's why I love it here.

341
00:28:39,848 --> 00:28:41,016
Here...

342
00:28:41,976 --> 00:28:45,146
you can feel
the wild and reckless heart...

343
00:28:46,939 --> 00:28:49,150
...of a Mexican artist...

344
00:28:50,859 --> 00:28:52,528
still beating.

345
00:28:55,990 --> 00:29:01,745
I was here listening to him for hours,
and... and I couldn't take it anymore.

346
00:29:10,921 --> 00:29:14,383
Our first kiss was over there...
in the bathroom.

347
00:29:18,012 --> 00:29:21,349
It was for me a religious experience.

348
00:29:27,188 --> 00:29:28,814
I went to my knees.

349
00:29:34,903 --> 00:29:36,947
And took him into my mouth like...

350
00:29:38,616 --> 00:29:41,118
I was taking Holy Communion.

351
00:29:49,293 --> 00:29:52,380
That kind of kiss... changes you.

352
00:29:55,299 --> 00:29:57,343
I told Hernando from the beginning, I...

353
00:29:58,678 --> 00:30:01,096
I told him how it had to be.

354
00:30:01,889 --> 00:30:03,474
What went wrong?

355
00:30:04,684 --> 00:30:06,268
I did.

356
00:30:07,687 --> 00:30:12,233
I'm afraid I will lose everything...
that I've worked for.

357
00:30:17,446 --> 00:30:19,365
I know how that feels.

358
00:30:21,283 --> 00:30:25,120
But at a certain point, I realized
there's a huge difference between

359
00:30:25,204 --> 00:30:28,082
what we work for and what we live for.

360
00:30:32,503 --> 00:30:35,464
My whole life,
all I wanted to be was an actor.

361
00:30:35,548 --> 00:30:40,595
But you can't be an actor
and get the parts I want... and be gay.

362
00:30:45,349 --> 00:30:46,684
I love dolls.

363
00:30:49,186 --> 00:30:51,773
My father could never forgive me for that.

364
00:30:52,690 --> 00:30:57,361
When I was eight years old,
my father made me join a swim club.

365
00:30:57,445 --> 00:31:00,322
He'd been on the same club and...

366
00:31:01,198 --> 00:31:03,909
he said that the things
that he learned in that locker room

367
00:31:03,992 --> 00:31:06,746
were the things that made him
the man that he is today.

368
00:31:08,623 --> 00:31:10,792
I hated that locker room.

369
00:31:11,751 --> 00:31:14,462
At that age,
I was really uncomfortable with my body.

370
00:31:14,545 --> 00:31:18,466
I didn't like to be naked,
especially in front of other boys.

371
00:31:19,801 --> 00:31:22,678
But you had to take a shower
before you could go in the pool,

372
00:31:22,762 --> 00:31:25,889
so I would do it,
but I would wear my suit and a tee shirt.

373
00:31:26,849 --> 00:31:30,227
And the boys would tease me,
but I would try to hurry and...

374
00:31:30,311 --> 00:31:32,980
ignore them, and it...
it worked for a while.

375
00:31:34,273 --> 00:31:36,317
And then one day it didn't.

376
00:31:39,903 --> 00:31:41,363
I don't know how it started,

377
00:31:41,447 --> 00:31:46,828
but I remember having this feeling
that something bad was going to happen.

378
00:31:46,910 --> 00:31:48,370
Hey, faggot!

379
00:31:49,121 --> 00:31:50,682
Why do you shower with your clothes on?

380
00:31:50,706 --> 00:31:52,500
Because he ain't got a dick.

381
00:31:52,583 --> 00:31:55,628
I made the mistake
of standing up for myself.

382
00:31:56,504 --> 00:31:59,047
You got wood, faggot?

383
00:31:59,131 --> 00:32:01,091
Let's strip him!

384
00:32:01,175 --> 00:32:03,678
No, no, no, no!

385
00:32:04,595 --> 00:32:07,973
The hot water came from
the same boiler that heated the radiator.

386
00:32:12,728 --> 00:32:17,358
I still have scars on my stomach
from the second-degree burns.

387
00:32:23,656 --> 00:32:25,032
Stop it!

388
00:32:29,036 --> 00:32:30,872
Fucking monsters.

389
00:32:37,127 --> 00:32:38,462
I'm sorry.

390
00:32:43,718 --> 00:32:47,221
That locker room might have
made my father the man that he is,

391
00:32:47,304 --> 00:32:51,225
but it also made me the woman that I am.

392
00:32:52,935 --> 00:32:55,688
After that, I quit the swim club.

393
00:32:56,397 --> 00:33:00,025
I quit trying to fit in,
trying to be one of them.

394
00:33:00,108 --> 00:33:01,985
I knew I never would be.

395
00:33:03,612 --> 00:33:06,532
But more importantly,
I didn't want to be.

396
00:33:07,157 --> 00:33:08,659
Their violence...

397
00:33:10,202 --> 00:33:15,290
was petty and ignorant, but ultimately,
it was true to who they were.

398
00:33:17,835 --> 00:33:19,545
The real violence...

399
00:33:21,589 --> 00:33:24,258
the violence that
I realized was unforgivable...

400
00:33:25,133 --> 00:33:28,220
is the violence that we do to ourselves,

401
00:33:28,303 --> 00:33:31,056
when we're too afraid
to be who we really are.

402
00:33:53,120 --> 00:33:54,371
There you are.

403
00:33:55,122 --> 00:33:56,540
I needed a chai.

404
00:33:56,624 --> 00:33:58,250
I made one for you, too.

405
00:34:00,377 --> 00:34:01,587
Thank you.

406
00:34:04,423 --> 00:34:05,466
What?

407
00:34:05,549 --> 00:34:08,928
You've been through so much,
I almost hate to ask...

408
00:34:09,011 --> 00:34:10,053
What?

409
00:34:10,137 --> 00:34:12,807
It's Mother.
She says she needs to see you.

410
00:34:12,890 --> 00:34:14,642
Oh.

411
00:34:14,725 --> 00:34:17,019
OK. Of course.

412
00:34:31,283 --> 00:34:32,618
Come here.

413
00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:43,378
Rajan says you pray often.

414
00:34:43,462 --> 00:34:45,172
I do.

415
00:34:45,255 --> 00:34:46,882
Sometimes.

416
00:34:50,260 --> 00:34:52,847
I was born in Bombay.

417
00:34:52,930 --> 00:34:56,767
Every Tuesday, I used to go
to the Shree Siddhivinayak temple.

418
00:34:58,060 --> 00:35:02,690
But when I got married...
Manendra wouldn't have it.

419
00:35:08,445 --> 00:35:10,238
My husband is a good man.

420
00:35:11,657 --> 00:35:13,701
He helps many people.

421
00:35:15,703 --> 00:35:17,746
He cares about people.

422
00:35:20,123 --> 00:35:25,796
Please, would you...
pray with me to Shri Ganesh?

423
00:35:26,547 --> 00:35:29,008
Tell Shri Ganesh he's a g... good man?

424
00:35:30,300 --> 00:35:31,593
Of course.

425
00:35:33,929 --> 00:35:35,138
Thank you.

426
00:36:08,714 --> 00:36:11,258
Your father and I visit here sometimes.

427
00:36:14,970 --> 00:36:16,555
We sit with them.

428
00:36:19,016 --> 00:36:20,267
He plays music.

429
00:36:21,143 --> 00:36:23,604
How many times
have I heard that fucking song?

430
00:36:28,943 --> 00:36:30,778
One time, it was too cold.

431
00:36:32,571 --> 00:36:34,156
I told him I didn't want to go.

432
00:36:35,407 --> 00:36:38,577
I said it was stupid
and a waste of time because...

433
00:36:38,660 --> 00:36:40,704
nothing mattered to them anymore.

434
00:36:46,794 --> 00:36:49,254
He told me he didn't do it for them.

435
00:36:50,297 --> 00:36:53,383
He said he did it
whenever he missed you.

436
00:37:21,203 --> 00:37:23,455
I'm sorry I haven't come back.

437
00:37:30,045 --> 00:37:31,922
I wasn't strong enough.

438
00:37:41,807 --> 00:37:46,228
I thought I... I would stand here
and want to die again.

439
00:37:48,647 --> 00:37:51,859
Or worse, that I would stand here
and not want to.

440
00:38:19,594 --> 00:38:23,724
Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror
and I don't know who I am.

441
00:38:29,604 --> 00:38:34,151
I still think of you...
coming to my school.

442
00:38:46,496 --> 00:38:47,706
Come with me.

443
00:38:56,798 --> 00:39:00,052
It's like something
that happened to someone else.

444
00:39:02,137 --> 00:39:03,889
The me that loved you...

445
00:39:05,891 --> 00:39:09,061
that wanted to have
a huge family with you...

446
00:39:10,896 --> 00:39:12,898
that me's not this me.

447
00:39:14,316 --> 00:39:16,277
That me is here with you.

448
00:39:24,618 --> 00:39:26,494
And with you.

449
00:40:03,991 --> 00:40:05,575
Oh, honey!

450
00:40:06,201 --> 00:40:08,162
Oh...

451
00:40:08,245 --> 00:40:10,956
OK.

452
00:40:13,917 --> 00:40:15,543
Oh...

453
00:40:18,046 --> 00:40:20,132
I knew you'd be here.

454
00:40:20,215 --> 00:40:22,050
I knew you'd find me.

455
00:40:25,553 --> 00:40:26,721
You all right?

456
00:40:27,639 --> 00:40:29,099
I am now.

457
00:40:52,664 --> 00:40:53,748
Hello.

458
00:40:55,458 --> 00:40:57,211
How's Iceland?

459
00:41:00,214 --> 00:41:01,756
You'd rather be here?

460
00:41:21,776 --> 00:41:23,362
I know how that is.

461
00:41:25,322 --> 00:41:28,409
I spent all night
wishing this day would never come.

462
00:41:31,661 --> 00:41:35,040
Do you think other animals
waste as much time as us...

463
00:41:35,123 --> 00:41:38,710
wishing for things they know...
they'll never get?

464
00:41:46,051 --> 00:41:48,595
You don't have to talk
if you don't want to.

465
00:41:52,224 --> 00:41:54,601
I've never told anyone.

466
00:42:02,817 --> 00:42:06,071
I couldn't go to the funeral.

467
00:42:09,116 --> 00:42:13,954
He was my husband, I loved him,
but I... I couldn't say goodbye.

468
00:42:17,249 --> 00:42:19,084
But you have now.

469
00:42:25,215 --> 00:42:27,134
I don't believe it's possible.

470
00:42:30,678 --> 00:42:33,307
Death doesn't let you say goodbye.

471
00:42:36,559 --> 00:42:37,727
It just...

472
00:42:38,770 --> 00:42:41,106
carves holes in your life...

473
00:42:43,150 --> 00:42:44,818
in your future...

474
00:42:48,113 --> 00:42:49,823
in your heart.

475
00:43:06,756 --> 00:43:09,301
My sister was born when I was eight.

476
00:43:12,679 --> 00:43:15,307
She was so small and delicate.

477
00:43:27,486 --> 00:43:29,363
I carried her around all the time.

478
00:43:30,572 --> 00:43:35,410
Her eyes were huge...
full of so much joy and mischief.

479
00:43:43,626 --> 00:43:45,086
I loved her.

480
00:43:54,888 --> 00:43:56,890
But we did not have any food.

481
00:43:59,684 --> 00:44:02,437
Our mother was unable to produce any milk.

482
00:44:22,457 --> 00:44:25,668
If we did not give her to the nuns,
she would have died.

483
00:44:32,133 --> 00:44:36,971
Saying goodbye was the...
hardest thing I've ever done.

484
00:44:51,403 --> 00:44:53,280
I never saw her again.

485
00:45:00,954 --> 00:45:03,164
I cried as if she had died.

486
00:45:04,999 --> 00:45:06,751
In a way, she did.

487
00:45:10,838 --> 00:45:14,551
But... in another way...

488
00:45:16,219 --> 00:45:17,554
she lived.

489
00:45:20,599 --> 00:45:24,352
That day, I learned life and death
are always so mixed up together,

490
00:45:24,436 --> 00:45:27,897
in the same way
some beginnings are endings...

491
00:45:29,232 --> 00:45:32,527
and some endings become beginnings.

492
00:45:53,006 --> 00:45:57,218
I know the smart characters always hide
in plain sight, but in our own apartment?

493
00:45:58,178 --> 00:46:00,138
They won't look for me here for a while.

494
00:46:01,306 --> 00:46:02,474
How can you be sure?

495
00:46:03,433 --> 00:46:06,394
I used Will's badge number to BOLO myself.

496
00:46:07,187 --> 00:46:10,315
"Last seen getting
on a plane to Australia."

497
00:46:10,398 --> 00:46:12,150
Australia?

498
00:46:16,363 --> 00:46:18,198
We do have friends we could stay with.

499
00:46:19,824 --> 00:46:21,242
No.

500
00:46:21,326 --> 00:46:23,620
Not after what happened to your mom.

501
00:46:23,704 --> 00:46:26,373
I don't want my trouble
hurting anybody else.

502
00:46:28,333 --> 00:46:30,711
You mean "our" trouble.

503
00:47:44,367 --> 00:47:47,537
Hello, this is Hernando.
Now you say something.

504
00:47:48,830 --> 00:47:53,000
Hernando, please pick up the phone,
OK? It's Lito again.

505
00:47:59,090 --> 00:48:02,636
Hello, this is Hernando.
Now you say something.

506
00:48:05,179 --> 00:48:07,265
Hernando, it's me again.

507
00:48:07,348 --> 00:48:09,934
Call me back.
It's really important.

508
00:48:19,527 --> 00:48:22,614
Hello, this is Hernando.
Now you say something.

509
00:48:24,699 --> 00:48:26,660
Hernando!

510
00:48:27,535 --> 00:48:30,913
Hello, this is Hernando.
Now you say something.

511
00:48:30,997 --> 00:48:33,875
Hernando, it's me.

512
00:48:33,958 --> 00:48:36,919
Please call me back. I lost a flip-flop.

513
00:48:38,463 --> 00:48:40,381
The bathtub doesn't work. Um...

514
00:48:42,300 --> 00:48:46,262
I cannot get it to work, Hernando.

515
00:48:51,434 --> 00:48:54,228
Hello, this is Hernando.
Now you say something.

516
00:48:54,312 --> 00:48:56,147
Just call me back.

517
00:48:56,230 --> 00:48:57,231
It's very important.

518
00:49:11,329 --> 00:49:14,248
Hello, this is Hernando.
Now you say something.

519
00:49:16,125 --> 00:49:18,837
Hernando... it's me again.

520
00:49:20,797 --> 00:49:25,092
Look, I...
I understand why you won't pick up.

521
00:49:25,176 --> 00:49:26,553
This is my fault.

522
00:49:29,639 --> 00:49:33,351
I've always tried
to be worthy of your love, but now...

523
00:49:41,818 --> 00:49:43,361
Now I'm not...

524
00:49:47,114 --> 00:49:50,368
I disappointed you, I...
I've let you down.

525
00:49:51,411 --> 00:49:53,162
I've let Daniela down.

526
00:50:01,963 --> 00:50:03,464
Hernando, I...

527
00:50:05,174 --> 00:50:06,593
I miss you.

528
00:50:08,344 --> 00:50:09,888
I miss your voice.

529
00:50:12,139 --> 00:50:15,184
I have all these voices in my head,
but yours...

530
00:50:17,729 --> 00:50:20,481
it's the only one I can't live without.

531
00:50:20,565 --> 00:50:22,275
- I...
- Mailbox is full.

532
00:50:29,699 --> 00:50:32,827
Hernando...

533
00:50:38,458 --> 00:50:40,167
I'm sorry.

534
00:50:43,713 --> 00:50:45,757
I'm sorry.

535
00:50:48,384 --> 00:50:50,511
I'm... I'm sorry.

536
00:51:22,502 --> 00:51:24,128
It's fake.

537
00:51:25,005 --> 00:51:26,631
It's fake...

538
00:51:27,590 --> 00:51:29,300
like everything in my life.

539
00:51:31,594 --> 00:51:33,013
I'm a fake.

540
00:51:34,347 --> 00:51:36,349
I'm a liar.

541
00:51:37,558 --> 00:51:39,686
All I know how to do is lie.

542
00:51:45,081 --> 00:51:48,729
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