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Freud said, "love and work.
Work and love.

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That's all there is."

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Well, I'm retired,
and my wife is dead.

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As you can imagine, that's
given me some time on my hands.

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My wife's been gone
for three and a half years.

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I miss her in every way.
And retirement?

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That is an ongoing,
relentless effort in creativity.

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At first, I admit
I enjoyed the novelty of it.

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Sort of felt like
I was playing hooky.

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I used all the miles I'd saved
and traveled the globe.

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The problem was, no matter where
I went, as soon as I got home,

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the nowhere-to-be thing
hit me like a ton of bricks.

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I realized the key to this whole
deal was to keep moving.

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Get up, get out of the house,
and go somewhere.

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Anywhere.

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Come rain or shine,
I'm at my Starbucks by 7:15.

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Excuse me,
mind if we join you?

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- No.
- Hey. How are you?

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Can't explain it, but it makes
me feel part of something.

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These guys today,
they're not numbers guys.

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Don't talk figures
with them.

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How do I spend
the rest of my days?

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You name it.
Golf, books, movies, pinochle.

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Tried yoga, learned to cook,

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bought some plants,
took classes in Mandarin.

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Xiang xin wo,
wo shen me dou shiguo le.

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Translation... "believe me,
I've tried everything."

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And then, of course,
there are the funerals.

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So many more
than I could imagine.

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The only traveling I do
these days

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is out to San Diego
to visit my son and his family.

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They're great.
I love them to pieces.

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But to be honest, I think
I probably relied on them

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way more than I should.

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Don't get me wrong,
I'm not an unhappy person.

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Quite the contrary.

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I just know there's a hole in
my life, and I need to fill it.

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Soon.

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Which brings me to today
when I was leaving the market

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and caught your flyer
out of the corner of my eye.

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Hmm.

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"Seniors, be an intern."

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Ben,
I thought that was you.

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Hi.

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Hey.

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What'd you find?

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I think