1 00:00:00,884 --> 00:00:03,018 - Tonight, the my seanna crew reunite. 2 00:00:03,020 --> 00:00:04,920 - She wants to know why you took the job 3 00:00:04,922 --> 00:00:06,789 if you were so miserable. 4 00:00:06,791 --> 00:00:08,357 - Go (bleep) yourself? - I would like to say-- 5 00:00:08,359 --> 00:00:09,858 exactly-- go (bleep) yourself. 6 00:00:09,860 --> 00:00:12,227 - We're busting this season wide open. 7 00:00:12,229 --> 00:00:13,729 - Oh, man. 8 00:00:13,731 --> 00:00:16,365 - Would you bring back eddie as first officer again? 9 00:00:16,367 --> 00:00:20,602 - There were such lapses at the most inopportune times. 10 00:00:20,604 --> 00:00:22,337 - All we did was come at you with love. 11 00:00:22,339 --> 00:00:25,040 - Love? [indistinct] with that. I'm sorry. 12 00:00:25,042 --> 00:00:26,742 - Don't lie. Man up and say what you did! 13 00:00:26,744 --> 00:00:28,110 You're sitting here lying to me! 14 00:00:28,112 --> 00:00:29,878 - Rayna. Rayna, I'm not-- can I speak for a second 15 00:00:29,880 --> 00:00:30,779 now, rayna? - No. 16 00:00:30,781 --> 00:00:32,981 - The below deck reunion starts now. 17 00:00:37,021 --> 00:00:40,322 - Welcome to the below deck season 9 reunion. 18 00:00:40,324 --> 00:00:42,291 I'm andy cohen, ready to mix it up 19 00:00:42,293 --> 00:00:43,525 with the my seanna crew, 20 00:00:43,527 --> 00:00:45,294 like they're a chicken curry platter 21 00:00:45,296 --> 00:00:47,463 that someone stuck in a blender. 22 00:00:47,465 --> 00:00:50,299 So without further ado, let's welcome the yachties. 23 00:00:50,301 --> 00:00:53,635 First up, it's the stud of the sea, captain lee rosbach. 24 00:00:53,637 --> 00:00:55,070 Hey, captain lee. 25 00:00:55,072 --> 00:00:56,438 - Good evening, andy. How you doin'? 26 00:00:56,440 --> 00:00:58,440 - Great! And, he rocks it on deck 27 00:00:58,442 --> 00:01:01,577 almost as hard as he rocks an alexander hamilton wig-- 28 00:01:01,579 --> 00:01:03,946 - it's alexander hamilton! 29 00:01:03,948 --> 00:01:05,748 - Say hi to first officer eddie lucas. 30 00:01:05,750 --> 00:01:08,383 Hey, eddie. - Hey, andy. How you doin'? 31 00:01:08,385 --> 00:01:10,052 - Good to see you. Up next, 32 00:01:10,054 --> 00:01:13,322 she ran a tight ship without taking any lip, 33 00:01:13,324 --> 00:01:14,990 it's chief stew, heather chase. 34 00:01:14,992 --> 00:01:18,093 Hey, heather! - Hi, andy! 35 00:01:18,095 --> 00:01:19,995 - Nice to see you. And speaking of, 36 00:01:19,997 --> 00:01:21,797 she's got a mouth like a sailor, 37 00:01:21,799 --> 00:01:23,966 so I guess she's in the right line of work. 38 00:01:23,968 --> 00:01:26,969 It is the fabulous chef rachel hargrove. 39 00:01:26,971 --> 00:01:29,071 Hi, rachel! - Hi, andy. 40 00:01:29,073 --> 00:01:31,640 Hi, everyone. - Please welcome two-thirds 41 00:01:31,642 --> 00:01:35,310 of the most infamous throuple to hit the high seas. 42 00:01:35,312 --> 00:01:38,714 Deckhand rayna lindsey. Hi, rayna! 43 00:01:38,716 --> 00:01:40,048 - Hi, andy. How are you? 44 00:01:40,050 --> 00:01:42,050 - Great! And, second stew, 45 00:01:42,052 --> 00:01:44,686 fraser olender. Hey, fraser. 46 00:01:44,688 --> 00:01:45,888 - Hi, andy. How are you? 47 00:01:45,890 --> 00:01:47,790 - Great to see you. And finally, 48 00:01:47,792 --> 00:01:49,324 I'm hoping their wifi connection today 49 00:01:49,326 --> 00:01:52,694 is more successful than their love connection onboard. 50 00:01:52,696 --> 00:01:55,130 Give it up for deckhand wes o'dell. 51 00:01:55,132 --> 00:01:56,298 Hi, wes! - Hey! 52 00:01:56,300 --> 00:01:58,767 - And third stew jessica albert. 53 00:01:58,769 --> 00:02:00,369 Hi, jessica! 54 00:02:00,371 --> 00:02:02,204 - Hi, andy! 55 00:02:02,206 --> 00:02:03,672 - A little bit later, we're gonna be joined 56 00:02:03,674 --> 00:02:06,975 by kaylee, and jake was unfortunately 57 00:02:06,977 --> 00:02:09,344 not able to join us today, 58 00:02:09,346 --> 00:02:11,480 which I am personally very sad about. 59 00:02:11,482 --> 00:02:12,781 Um, fraser, 60 00:02:12,783 --> 00:02:15,851 did you know how much you talked to yourself, 61 00:02:15,853 --> 00:02:18,387 you know, just muttered to yourself 62 00:02:18,389 --> 00:02:21,023 before seeing yourself on the show? 63 00:02:21,025 --> 00:02:23,292 - Nobody wants me to get sour, trust me. 64 00:02:27,531 --> 00:02:30,365 - It's been quite an eye-opening year for me. 65 00:02:30,367 --> 00:02:31,934 I didn't know I did half the things I do, 66 00:02:31,936 --> 00:02:34,436 but to watch it back is haunting, worrying, 67 00:02:34,438 --> 00:02:36,672 but equally, uh, sometimes quite funny. 68 00:02:36,674 --> 00:02:39,408 So, I'm not too embarrassed. 69 00:02:39,410 --> 00:02:42,010 - Rayna, were you aware that you were an eye roller 70 00:02:42,012 --> 00:02:44,046 before the show haened? 71 00:02:44,048 --> 00:02:46,048 - Most definitely. 100 percent. 72 00:02:46,050 --> 00:02:47,749 I mean, I used to get grounded growing up 73 00:02:47,751 --> 00:02:50,586 for eye rolling, so-- - is that true? 74 00:02:50,588 --> 00:02:52,754 - All the time! Like, my dad used to be like, 75 00:02:52,756 --> 00:02:54,389 I'm gonna pop those eyes outta your head. 76 00:02:54,391 --> 00:02:56,158 So, like, all the time. 77 00:02:56,160 --> 00:02:59,061 Something I've always done. It's terrible. 78 00:02:59,063 --> 00:03:00,362 Um, I'm trying though. I'm trying. 79 00:03:00,364 --> 00:03:03,165 - That's funny. That is funny. 80 00:03:03,167 --> 00:03:06,034 Uh, well this season, the crew wasted no time 81 00:03:06,036 --> 00:03:09,071 turning my seanna into a love boat. 82 00:03:09,073 --> 00:03:13,275 Including below deck's first guy-on-guy makeout sessions. 83 00:03:13,277 --> 00:03:16,178 I wanna re-visit the hot and heavy moments 84 00:03:16,180 --> 00:03:18,380 between the yachties. 85 00:03:18,382 --> 00:03:20,249 Just tell us who you'd like to make out with 86 00:03:20,251 --> 00:03:22,484 at the table. 87 00:03:22,486 --> 00:03:24,486 Jess, jess, jess, jess! 88 00:03:24,488 --> 00:03:26,822 [cheering] 89 00:03:30,027 --> 00:03:33,378 - I was [indistinct] at you. 90 00:03:33,380 --> 00:03:35,163 - Oh, my god, three-way. 91 00:03:35,165 --> 00:03:37,599 [exclaiming] 92 00:03:37,601 --> 00:03:41,603 [overlapped chatter] 93 00:03:41,605 --> 00:03:42,988 - jake is very attractive 94 00:03:42,990 --> 00:03:44,839 and I might have a little crush. 95 00:03:44,841 --> 00:03:46,441 - If you guys hook-up, can I watch, please? 96 00:03:46,443 --> 00:03:48,911 - Hey, bitches. - Yeah! 97 00:03:48,913 --> 00:03:51,146 - Love you. Muah! 98 00:03:58,038 --> 00:04:00,188 - Excuse me? - Jake is a ----in' pig, 99 00:04:00,190 --> 00:04:01,890 who is now ----ing rayna. 100 00:04:03,827 --> 00:04:08,964 - How much of norbit did you guys wind up watching? 101 00:04:08,966 --> 00:04:11,266 - Fraser? - Too much. 102 00:04:11,268 --> 00:04:12,401 Far too much. 103 00:04:12,403 --> 00:04:15,337 - Too much? That's what you said? 104 00:04:15,339 --> 00:04:18,040 - Yeah, no. Um, I didn't watch much of it. 105 00:04:18,042 --> 00:04:19,374 You guys were really into it. 106 00:04:19,376 --> 00:04:21,076 But I needed to get out and I did, 107 00:04:21,078 --> 00:04:23,578 and I-- and I made a good call. 108 00:04:23,580 --> 00:04:25,347 - At least he didn't say not enough. 109 00:04:25,349 --> 00:04:27,616 - I know, exactly. - Right. 110 00:04:27,618 --> 00:04:31,320 - Fraser, why-why did you feel like you needed to get out? 111 00:04:31,322 --> 00:04:33,322 - There were things going on, on both sides of me. 112 00:04:33,324 --> 00:04:35,724 - Yes. - And, um, you know, 113 00:04:35,726 --> 00:04:37,292 it was wonderful. It was a lovely little cuddle, 114 00:04:37,294 --> 00:04:39,394 but, you know, everything's got its expiring date. 115 00:04:39,396 --> 00:04:41,063 And it expired for me. 116 00:04:41,065 --> 00:04:43,332 - Uh, rayna, angela s. Said, 117 00:04:43,334 --> 00:04:45,334 "why did you talk about how bad you were being treated 118 00:04:45,336 --> 00:04:47,502 by your boss, jake, but ultimately ended up 119 00:04:47,504 --> 00:04:49,905 almost sleeping with him still 120 00:04:49,907 --> 00:04:53,942 after finding out he was engaged." 121 00:04:53,944 --> 00:04:57,479 - well, jake's not engaged. It was for a green card. 122 00:04:57,481 --> 00:04:59,014 - Right. - Let's be-- 123 00:04:59,016 --> 00:05:00,749 let's be clear on that. - Yes. 124 00:05:00,751 --> 00:05:02,417 - And I even talked to her on the phone 125 00:05:02,419 --> 00:05:04,052 on the boat as well. 126 00:05:04,054 --> 00:05:05,687 That was very clear. 127 00:05:05,689 --> 00:05:09,391 And, I think me and jake are great outside of working, 128 00:05:09,393 --> 00:05:13,595 but on-- working together just doesn't really work. 129 00:05:13,597 --> 00:05:14,730 - By the way, 130 00:05:14,732 --> 00:05:17,733 I can't imagine that that green card marriage 131 00:05:17,735 --> 00:05:20,402 is gonna work after proclaiming on television 132 00:05:20,404 --> 00:05:22,704 that it is a green card marriage. 133 00:05:22,706 --> 00:05:24,740 - She's not my girlfriend. She's my mate. 134 00:05:24,742 --> 00:05:26,808 She needs a british passport. 135 00:05:26,810 --> 00:05:28,777 - Ah! 136 00:05:28,779 --> 00:05:30,912 - I was pretty surprised when he openly admitted that 137 00:05:30,914 --> 00:05:32,114 on television. 138 00:05:32,116 --> 00:05:33,448 I was like, well there goes the green card. 139 00:05:33,450 --> 00:05:35,283 - Right. - I was like... 140 00:05:35,285 --> 00:05:38,653 - Eddie, is there any news about you and your girlfriend? 141 00:05:38,655 --> 00:05:40,856 She got her green card, right? 142 00:05:40,858 --> 00:05:43,058 - Yeah, well she got it while she was living up in new york. 143 00:05:43,060 --> 00:05:44,459 You know, of her being from brazil, 144 00:05:44,461 --> 00:05:46,995 and, uh, and- and half japanese, 145 00:05:46,997 --> 00:05:48,730 you know, she had to get- get a, uh, 146 00:05:48,732 --> 00:05:50,432 her citizenship actually. 147 00:05:50,434 --> 00:05:53,101 And, uh, things are goin' really well. 148 00:05:53,103 --> 00:05:54,569 - Wow. 149 00:05:54,571 --> 00:05:57,239 Um, fraser, stephanie from seattle said, 150 00:05:57,241 --> 00:05:59,641 "looking back at the airing of the show, 151 00:05:59,643 --> 00:06:03,045 "do you regret your sexually charged interactions with jake 152 00:06:03,047 --> 00:06:06,081 "or would you do it all over again, given the chance?" 153 00:06:06,083 --> 00:06:08,316 - I'd do it all over again. We had an amazing season. 154 00:06:08,318 --> 00:06:09,785 And jake and I are friends 155 00:06:09,787 --> 00:06:11,620 as I've specified on so many occasions, 156 00:06:11,622 --> 00:06:13,055 but no, it's all fun and games. 157 00:06:13,057 --> 00:06:14,322 I don't regret anything. 158 00:06:14,324 --> 00:06:16,191 - We got a lot of viewer questions wanting to know 159 00:06:16,193 --> 00:06:20,962 fraser if the two of you ever did wind up hooking up. 160 00:06:20,964 --> 00:06:22,697 - Oh, that's good. 161 00:06:22,699 --> 00:06:25,801 - Okay, um... 162 00:06:25,803 --> 00:06:28,236 - Just gonna skirt around that question. 163 00:06:28,238 --> 00:06:30,639 - Jess, brandon l. Thinks you and wes would make 164 00:06:30,641 --> 00:06:32,541 such a cute couple. 165 00:06:32,543 --> 00:06:34,709 Was he the person you were first attracted to 166 00:06:34,711 --> 00:06:36,845 when you initially joined the boat? 167 00:06:36,847 --> 00:06:38,680 - I mean, I think that it was all-in-all 168 00:06:38,682 --> 00:06:39,915 a pretty attractive crew. 169 00:06:39,917 --> 00:06:42,918 But yes, I did find wes attractive. 170 00:06:42,920 --> 00:06:45,053 - Wes, do you regret not going in for the kiss 171 00:06:45,055 --> 00:06:49,291 with jess this season when you had the chance? 172 00:06:49,293 --> 00:06:51,393 - Um, yeah. 173 00:06:51,395 --> 00:06:53,462 Um, I just wanted to make sure that was something 174 00:06:53,464 --> 00:06:55,597 that she wanted to do as well. 175 00:06:55,599 --> 00:06:57,232 - Well done. 176 00:06:57,234 --> 00:06:59,601 Okay, I wanna move on. Well this season, 177 00:06:59,603 --> 00:07:01,470 heather ran the interior department 178 00:07:01,472 --> 00:07:03,271 with an iron fist, 179 00:07:03,273 --> 00:07:05,273 but that didn't stop all the stews 180 00:07:05,275 --> 00:07:07,943 from running their mouths about each other. 181 00:07:07,945 --> 00:07:08,994 Take a look. 182 00:07:08,996 --> 00:07:10,412 [sighing] 183 00:07:10,414 --> 00:07:12,681 - I'm running on nothing. 184 00:07:12,683 --> 00:07:14,816 - Fraser, can I get some backup on service? 185 00:07:16,186 --> 00:07:17,736 - Heather needs to place some order 186 00:07:17,738 --> 00:07:19,538 into this chaotic mess. 187 00:07:19,540 --> 00:07:22,257 - Hi! How's it goin'? - Well, not so well. 188 00:07:22,259 --> 00:07:23,925 I still have the trash bags. 189 00:07:23,927 --> 00:07:25,360 - I'm so sorry. 190 00:07:25,362 --> 00:07:27,913 This is such a rookie mistake. 191 00:07:27,915 --> 00:07:30,916 - I wanted to discuss about jess for a bit. 192 00:07:30,918 --> 00:07:32,467 She's just, like, moping around, 193 00:07:32,469 --> 00:07:34,169 and just like, she's pure misery. 194 00:07:34,171 --> 00:07:36,404 - There's, like, all eyes on you right now. 195 00:07:36,406 --> 00:07:38,573 And training day is, like, over with. 196 00:07:38,575 --> 00:07:41,109 It's coming to the point of like, the last straw. 197 00:07:41,111 --> 00:07:42,677 I just really need jess to understand that 198 00:07:42,679 --> 00:07:44,546 there's no room for errors anymore. 199 00:07:44,548 --> 00:07:46,681 We need to show up or ship out. 200 00:07:46,683 --> 00:07:47,849 - I'm really sorry, 201 00:07:47,851 --> 00:07:51,253 and I hate to put you guys in a bad place. 202 00:07:51,255 --> 00:07:53,472 I have to go. I need to leave. 203 00:07:53,474 --> 00:07:55,690 Obviously, I'm leaving them pretty high and dry, 204 00:07:55,692 --> 00:07:58,193 I get it, but at the end of the day, 205 00:07:58,195 --> 00:07:59,327 I come first. 206 00:07:59,329 --> 00:08:02,464 - We're, um, getting my stew for my boat in florida. 207 00:08:02,466 --> 00:08:03,698 - I feel threatened. 208 00:08:03,700 --> 00:08:06,168 I just worry that it's just gonna disrupt the balance. 209 00:08:06,170 --> 00:08:07,435 - That's ----ing bullsh--. 210 00:08:07,437 --> 00:08:08,403 - Nice to meet you. How are you doing? 211 00:08:08,405 --> 00:08:09,604 - Nice to meet you. I'm kaylee. 212 00:08:09,606 --> 00:08:11,473 - Can I see you, kaylee? Sorry, I'm very sweaty. 213 00:08:11,475 --> 00:08:15,393 She can stay very much in the laundry and cabins. 214 00:08:15,395 --> 00:08:17,812 I'll be behind the bar, kaylee. 215 00:08:17,814 --> 00:08:20,782 We are now being joined by third stew, kaylee milligan. 216 00:08:20,784 --> 00:08:23,919 Welcome, kaylee! - Hey, andy! 217 00:08:23,921 --> 00:08:25,987 - Thanks for joining us. - Hey, everyone. 218 00:08:25,989 --> 00:08:27,889 Thanks for having me. - Hi, kaylee. 219 00:08:27,891 --> 00:08:31,059 - Um, lee, daryl t., uh, wants to know if you think 220 00:08:31,061 --> 00:08:32,928 the guest critiques of the housekeeping 221 00:08:32,930 --> 00:08:34,496 in the beginning of the season 222 00:08:34,498 --> 00:08:36,798 was an indicator that the interior team 223 00:08:36,800 --> 00:08:39,334 wasn't up to par, or were they just 224 00:08:39,336 --> 00:08:41,436 getting used to working together? 225 00:08:41,438 --> 00:08:43,738 I think it was moreso the fact of them 226 00:08:43,740 --> 00:08:46,308 getting used to working together, 227 00:08:46,310 --> 00:08:49,844 as opposed to their ability to get the job done. 228 00:08:49,846 --> 00:08:52,247 I think everybody that was onboard was-- 229 00:08:52,249 --> 00:08:54,616 was very, very qualified. 230 00:08:54,618 --> 00:08:57,986 - Marilyn m., uh, has a question for you, jess. 231 00:08:57,988 --> 00:09:00,021 She wants to know why you took the job 232 00:09:00,023 --> 00:09:01,790 if you were so miserable. 233 00:09:01,792 --> 00:09:04,125 She said you were miserable from the start. 234 00:09:04,127 --> 00:09:07,062 Why even bother? - Go (bleep) yourself. 235 00:09:07,064 --> 00:09:09,130 - What I would like to say is-- - seriously. 236 00:09:09,132 --> 00:09:12,367 - Exactly, go (bleep) yourself. - Seriously, karen, bye! 237 00:09:12,369 --> 00:09:14,336 No one has time for karens. 238 00:09:14,338 --> 00:09:16,571 [laughing] - no, but honestly, 239 00:09:16,573 --> 00:09:18,773 none of us-- well, I would say most of us 240 00:09:18,775 --> 00:09:21,876 did not know what we were getting ourselves into. 241 00:09:21,878 --> 00:09:24,446 I come from a private yachting world 242 00:09:24,448 --> 00:09:27,349 where I'm a sole stewardess on a yacht, by myself. 243 00:09:27,351 --> 00:09:30,352 And so, quite frankly, the whole production experience 244 00:09:30,354 --> 00:09:32,287 of this really hindered my ability 245 00:09:32,289 --> 00:09:34,356 to do my job successfully. 246 00:09:34,358 --> 00:09:36,358 My anxiety was through the roof 247 00:09:36,360 --> 00:09:39,327 with cameras being on us 24/7. 248 00:09:39,329 --> 00:09:41,363 It was just too much for me to handle, 249 00:09:41,365 --> 00:09:44,266 my body to handle, and I just wasn't reacting well 250 00:09:44,268 --> 00:09:46,401 in the-- in the situation. 251 00:09:46,403 --> 00:09:48,903 - Heather, how was it for you? 252 00:09:48,905 --> 00:09:52,107 - The first few days when the cameras were around you, 253 00:09:52,109 --> 00:09:53,675 it was difficult, but after that, 254 00:09:53,677 --> 00:09:55,043 it was like, you know, you're just dancing 255 00:09:55,045 --> 00:09:57,612 around them, and they kinda just disappeared into the background. 256 00:09:57,614 --> 00:10:00,548 So it was pretty easy. - Jess, leslie o. Said 257 00:10:00,550 --> 00:10:02,584 after watching the show back, how did you feel about 258 00:10:02,586 --> 00:10:04,853 heather saying she wanted to put pressure on you 259 00:10:04,855 --> 00:10:06,655 by putting you on service? 260 00:10:06,657 --> 00:10:08,923 Do you think she was trying to break you? 261 00:10:08,925 --> 00:10:10,542 - I'm gonna put a little pressure on jess. 262 00:10:10,544 --> 00:10:11,926 - Okay. - And I'd love to put her 263 00:10:11,928 --> 00:10:14,662 on service and you on laundry. - Okay. 264 00:10:14,664 --> 00:10:16,014 - I wanna see if a little excitement 265 00:10:16,016 --> 00:10:17,265 might bring her out of her shell. 266 00:10:17,267 --> 00:10:18,800 - Yeah, that's not a bad thought, actually. 267 00:10:18,802 --> 00:10:20,702 - I don't think that you try and put pressure 268 00:10:20,704 --> 00:10:23,638 on someone when you know that they're under a lot of stress. 269 00:10:23,640 --> 00:10:26,508 I think that you try and help them eliminate that, 270 00:10:26,510 --> 00:10:28,677 so I think that she was obviously setting me up 271 00:10:28,679 --> 00:10:30,278 for failure, but... 272 00:10:30,280 --> 00:10:33,081 To each their own, I really couldn't care less. 273 00:10:33,083 --> 00:10:35,750 - Do you really think that that's true, jess? 274 00:10:35,752 --> 00:10:36,818 - Coming up... 275 00:10:36,820 --> 00:10:38,553 - All we did was come at you with love. 276 00:10:38,555 --> 00:10:39,754 - There was no love, 277 00:10:39,756 --> 00:10:42,490 so back the (bleep) up with that. I'm sorry. 278 00:10:42,492 --> 00:10:43,758 No. 279 00:10:43,760 --> 00:10:45,627 ♪♪ 280 00:10:48,164 --> 00:10:50,365 - I think she was obviously setting me up for failure. 281 00:10:50,367 --> 00:10:54,135 But, to each their own. I really couldn't care less. 282 00:10:54,137 --> 00:10:56,471 - Do you really think that that's true, jess? 283 00:10:56,473 --> 00:10:58,306 - No way. I couldn't-- 284 00:10:58,308 --> 00:10:59,874 - you said-- - there's no way that's true. 285 00:10:59,876 --> 00:11:01,710 - I wanna put pressure-- - I sat there and asked you-- 286 00:11:01,712 --> 00:11:04,646 - you wanna put pressure on jess. Your words. 287 00:11:04,648 --> 00:11:06,147 - Yeah, I said that to fraser. - It's your words, 288 00:11:06,149 --> 00:11:07,849 and you can't take them back. - But what about the words 289 00:11:07,851 --> 00:11:09,651 that y and I had when you said, 290 00:11:09,653 --> 00:11:11,453 "yeah, getting out of laundry might be nice, 291 00:11:11,455 --> 00:11:12,987 "and I really wanna go to the beach." 292 00:11:12,989 --> 00:11:15,724 and, you know what? You can sit here and say 293 00:11:15,726 --> 00:11:18,426 you came as a solo stew from a boat like that, 294 00:11:18,428 --> 00:11:19,461 but you've seen the show. 295 00:11:19,463 --> 00:11:21,663 You know this isn't a solo stew gig. 296 00:11:21,665 --> 00:11:24,165 You know a lot was gonna be asked of you. 297 00:11:24,167 --> 00:11:26,601 And you said you were depressed in the laundry, 298 00:11:26,603 --> 00:11:28,570 so I said, "do you wanna change of scenery?" 299 00:11:28,572 --> 00:11:31,172 and you volunteered yourself to be on surface. 300 00:11:31,174 --> 00:11:33,241 My confidential conversation with fraser 301 00:11:33,243 --> 00:11:35,543 about putting pressure on you was in a way that 302 00:11:35,545 --> 00:11:38,513 we were tired of picking up after you so much that it was 303 00:11:38,515 --> 00:11:42,083 time that he felt reassured that I was doing something, 304 00:11:42,085 --> 00:11:45,420 and that we weren't gonna have to keep doing your job for you. 305 00:11:45,422 --> 00:11:47,856 - What good would it be for heather to set her own team 306 00:11:47,858 --> 00:11:50,892 up for failure? I mean, for me, that's just absurd. 307 00:11:50,894 --> 00:11:52,394 And it wasn't the case at all. 308 00:11:52,396 --> 00:11:53,428 We wanted to change things up. 309 00:11:53,430 --> 00:11:55,563 We wanted to get jess' mood up, 310 00:11:55,565 --> 00:11:58,166 and-and-- this was heather's idea. 311 00:11:58,168 --> 00:11:59,234 I had nothing to do with it. 312 00:11:59,236 --> 00:12:00,835 So there was no conspiring there. 313 00:12:00,837 --> 00:12:02,036 There was no teaming. 314 00:12:02,038 --> 00:12:03,338 - There was a lot of conversation 315 00:12:03,340 --> 00:12:05,106 between heather and fraser behind my back 316 00:12:05,108 --> 00:12:09,277 that I was privy to, and to be dancing around a boat 317 00:12:09,279 --> 00:12:11,446 knowing that these conversations are taking place, 318 00:12:11,448 --> 00:12:13,982 and then having heather only have conversations 319 00:12:13,984 --> 00:12:16,651 with me when a-- when a camera was present, 320 00:12:16,653 --> 00:12:18,420 was just-- it-it-- everything-- 321 00:12:18,422 --> 00:12:21,189 - there's cameras present 24/7! 322 00:12:21,191 --> 00:12:23,792 That is so false. I asked you so many times 323 00:12:23,794 --> 00:12:25,160 to your face how I could be a better leader. 324 00:12:25,162 --> 00:12:26,961 - What did I say about you? - What I could do better 325 00:12:26,963 --> 00:12:28,897 for you. And you would sit there and say 326 00:12:28,899 --> 00:12:31,633 "I'm fine, I'm fine." and-- - you would, yeah. 327 00:12:31,635 --> 00:12:33,168 - You never would tell me to my face how I could be 328 00:12:33,170 --> 00:12:34,769 a better leader. - We didn't know 329 00:12:34,771 --> 00:12:36,237 how you were feeling, ever. - So please, I beg of you, 330 00:12:36,239 --> 00:12:38,506 do not sit here and act like we did not try. 331 00:12:38,508 --> 00:12:40,175 There was no bullying you. 332 00:12:40,177 --> 00:12:42,010 All we did was come at you with love, 333 00:12:42,012 --> 00:12:45,246 and you just kept pretending like nothing was wrong 334 00:12:45,248 --> 00:12:46,714 to my face, which seems-- - love? Heather, love? 335 00:12:46,716 --> 00:12:47,816 - To be a common-- - heather, you didn't 336 00:12:47,818 --> 00:12:50,285 talk to me, ever. So there was no love. 337 00:12:50,287 --> 00:12:53,154 So back the (bleep) up with that, I'm sorry. 338 00:12:53,156 --> 00:12:54,889 No. - Jess, sara d. Wants to know 339 00:12:54,891 --> 00:12:56,925 if there was anything heather could've done differently 340 00:12:56,927 --> 00:12:58,293 to make you finish out the season, 341 00:12:58,295 --> 00:13:00,528 or were you just so over it? 342 00:13:00,530 --> 00:13:02,564 - I really wanted to finish this out, 343 00:13:02,566 --> 00:13:05,733 however, I had lost 15 pounds from the moment that 344 00:13:05,735 --> 00:13:08,403 I had stepped onboard. - Wow. 345 00:13:08,405 --> 00:13:12,574 - I was not about to let what that does to somebody 346 00:13:12,576 --> 00:13:15,877 emotionally and mentally play out on camera. 347 00:13:15,879 --> 00:13:17,879 - Mmm. - I needed to leave, 348 00:13:17,881 --> 00:13:20,181 for my own peace of mind. And I'm sorry that that 349 00:13:20,183 --> 00:13:23,751 put everyone in a predicament, but that was where I was at. 350 00:13:23,753 --> 00:13:25,820 - I would like to say that... 351 00:13:25,822 --> 00:13:29,157 After all of this season has happened, and I've dealt 352 00:13:29,159 --> 00:13:32,994 with those repercussions of the anxiety since filming 353 00:13:32,996 --> 00:13:35,697 in a different way, and I'm sorry I couldn't 354 00:13:35,699 --> 00:13:38,233 support you better. I'm sorry with all the drama 355 00:13:38,235 --> 00:13:40,235 that did go down. I learned a lot 356 00:13:40,237 --> 00:13:42,303 looking back at this season, and... 357 00:13:42,305 --> 00:13:44,038 I just felt I owed you an apology, and I wish you 358 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:45,840 nothing but the best. 359 00:13:45,842 --> 00:13:46,975 - Thank you, and I appreciate that. 360 00:13:46,977 --> 00:13:48,476 And I'm sorry that I wasn't more open 361 00:13:48,478 --> 00:13:50,845 with how I was feeling with my anxiety, but-- 362 00:13:50,847 --> 00:13:52,881 again, that was something that I was trying to ignore 363 00:13:52,883 --> 00:13:56,084 because I didn't want it to be a topic. 364 00:13:56,086 --> 00:13:58,353 I'm sorry that I couldn't finish it out with everyone. 365 00:13:58,355 --> 00:14:00,188 - What are you doing now, jess? 366 00:14:00,190 --> 00:14:02,323 - So I work in sales and catering 367 00:14:02,325 --> 00:14:05,426 for a historic resort in southwest florida, 368 00:14:05,428 --> 00:14:06,961 a very beautiful beach resort, 369 00:14:06,963 --> 00:14:08,696 and I'm very happy doing it. 370 00:14:08,698 --> 00:14:11,499 - Cool. Congratulations. - Mm-hmm. Thank you. 371 00:14:11,501 --> 00:14:13,635 - Um, kaylee, shawn t. Wants to know 372 00:14:13,637 --> 00:14:14,903 what the mood was like 373 00:14:14,905 --> 00:14:18,373 when you joined the cruise so late in the charter season. 374 00:14:18,375 --> 00:14:21,409 Watching it back, did-did seeing fraser's reaction 375 00:14:21,411 --> 00:14:23,444 to when he learned you were joining the crew 376 00:14:23,446 --> 00:14:25,313 come as a shock? 377 00:14:25,315 --> 00:14:27,282 - I mean, you know what? It did initially, 378 00:14:27,284 --> 00:14:30,485 but he apologized. He came to me. 379 00:14:30,487 --> 00:14:32,720 He apologized for the things that he said 380 00:14:32,722 --> 00:14:36,824 and the insecurity that he was feeling before I came on. 381 00:14:36,826 --> 00:14:39,561 - Um, ronnie f. Wants to know why it was such a big deal 382 00:14:39,563 --> 00:14:41,129 for heather to bring on her friend 383 00:14:41,131 --> 00:14:43,131 on the deck team, fraser. 384 00:14:43,133 --> 00:14:46,568 Don't you want more help on the team? 385 00:14:46,570 --> 00:14:48,903 - Oh, of course. I never doubted needing help. 386 00:14:48,905 --> 00:14:51,706 I just felt a little bit-- not-not betrayed, 387 00:14:51,708 --> 00:14:53,341 but I just didn't feel like I was in the loop, 388 00:14:53,343 --> 00:14:55,209 and with a team of two, my lord, 389 00:14:55,211 --> 00:14:56,911 does there need to be full communication. 390 00:14:56,913 --> 00:14:58,746 And-- but, you know-- - oh, my gosh, yeah, fraser. 391 00:14:58,748 --> 00:15:00,014 - Everything turned out. 392 00:15:00,016 --> 00:15:02,383 - Yeah, I'm so sorry I didn't tell you sooner. 393 00:15:02,385 --> 00:15:05,286 - Jess and kaylee, um, kevin h. Said, 394 00:15:05,288 --> 00:15:07,922 "on 'watch what happens live,' fraser said heather's tone 395 00:15:07,924 --> 00:15:09,757 "was cold and blunt, 396 00:15:09,759 --> 00:15:12,260 "and never delivered orders in a nice way. 397 00:15:12,262 --> 00:15:14,963 "do you guys agree?" jess? 398 00:15:14,965 --> 00:15:18,933 - You know, I think heather is a fantastic chief stewardess, 399 00:15:18,935 --> 00:15:22,036 and I think that sometimes, personalities just clash. 400 00:15:22,038 --> 00:15:23,738 - Kaylee? - I think, you know, 401 00:15:23,740 --> 00:15:25,073 when you're in the middle of a charter season, 402 00:15:25,075 --> 00:15:26,341 you gotta get stuff done, 403 00:15:26,343 --> 00:15:28,476 so if it comes off a little bitchy, 404 00:15:28,478 --> 00:15:30,745 I don't know, you just gotta do it. 405 00:15:30,747 --> 00:15:32,313 - I mean, I'll be the first to admit, 406 00:15:32,315 --> 00:15:34,349 sometimes my delivery is not like, 407 00:15:34,351 --> 00:15:36,551 "oh, my god, let's go do beds and heads. 408 00:15:36,553 --> 00:15:38,553 "if you could really cut those lines in a circle, 409 00:15:38,555 --> 00:15:39,821 "that'd be great!" 410 00:15:39,823 --> 00:15:42,023 but that's why I don't teach kindergarten, 411 00:15:42,025 --> 00:15:43,091 and I do know 412 00:15:43,093 --> 00:15:46,861 that I'm definitely not a cheerleader 24/7. 413 00:15:46,863 --> 00:15:49,163 - All right, well, we are gonna leave it there, 414 00:15:49,165 --> 00:15:51,299 uh, and, kaylee, we're gonna say goodbye to you. 415 00:15:51,301 --> 00:15:54,535 Thanks for joining us. - Thanks for having me, guys. 416 00:15:54,537 --> 00:15:55,903 Coming up, chef rachel's in the hot seat. 417 00:15:55,905 --> 00:15:56,838 We're gonna be right back 418 00:15:56,840 --> 00:15:58,740 with more of the "below deck" reunion. 419 00:15:58,742 --> 00:16:01,342 Lee, who do you think is-is truly to blame 420 00:16:01,344 --> 00:16:04,512 for the problems the deck crew experienced this season? 421 00:16:12,421 --> 00:16:14,689 We are back with the "below deck" reunion. 422 00:16:14,691 --> 00:16:18,059 During the break, we actually had a really nice moment. 423 00:16:18,061 --> 00:16:19,694 Rayna, you just revealed, 424 00:16:19,696 --> 00:16:22,330 if you're comfortable saying it... 425 00:16:22,332 --> 00:16:23,431 - Yeah, well, definitely. 426 00:16:23,433 --> 00:16:26,601 I am two months sober of alcohol. 427 00:16:26,603 --> 00:16:28,703 God is so good. I am loving it. 428 00:16:28,705 --> 00:16:31,139 I'm super happy. Yes, yes, yes, yes. 429 00:16:31,141 --> 00:16:33,207 - And eddie, you asked her... 430 00:16:33,209 --> 00:16:35,309 - I-I asked, uh, you know, if there was something 431 00:16:35,311 --> 00:16:37,412 that-that caused it, you know, if there was a reason, 432 00:16:37,414 --> 00:16:38,946 because while we were working together, 433 00:16:38,948 --> 00:16:41,649 I never saw an issue with her drinking. 434 00:16:41,651 --> 00:16:43,718 And so I was just curious, uh, of what-- 435 00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:45,353 what made the change. 436 00:16:45,355 --> 00:16:47,722 - I just-- I have a lot of childhood trauma, 437 00:16:47,724 --> 00:16:50,558 and, like, issues that I just want to deal with, 438 00:16:50,560 --> 00:16:52,960 and I'm tried of, like, running from, like, 439 00:16:52,962 --> 00:16:54,729 you know, having depressive episodes, 440 00:16:54,731 --> 00:16:58,299 or feeling, um, just not 100%. 441 00:16:58,301 --> 00:17:00,201 Uh, so I'm taking the plunge 442 00:17:00,203 --> 00:17:03,705 to make sure that I am 100%, so yeah. 443 00:17:03,707 --> 00:17:05,440 - Well done. Well done. - Thank you. 444 00:17:05,442 --> 00:17:09,143 - And did you say rachel had some influence over that, rayna? 445 00:17:09,145 --> 00:17:11,212 - She had a huge influence. 446 00:17:11,214 --> 00:17:14,882 Um, we were in the hotel after we got done filming. 447 00:17:14,884 --> 00:17:17,552 She told me, like, you know, this is the time 448 00:17:17,554 --> 00:17:19,587 where you need to face your demons. 449 00:17:19,589 --> 00:17:21,322 U need to fight those battles. 450 00:17:21,324 --> 00:17:22,557 You need to stop running. 451 00:17:22,559 --> 00:17:24,425 You know, like, this is the time that you need to do it. 452 00:17:24,427 --> 00:17:27,462 And that conversation has stuck with me ever since. 453 00:17:27,464 --> 00:17:29,363 Rachel, you know I love you so much, 454 00:17:29,365 --> 00:17:31,132 and I appreciate you 455 00:17:31,134 --> 00:17:34,368 and everything that you've helped me out with, so yeah. 456 00:17:34,370 --> 00:17:36,304 - That's so nice. - Thank you. 457 00:17:36,306 --> 00:17:37,371 - Well, late season, 458 00:17:37,373 --> 00:17:39,707 it seemed like rachel was either overserved 459 00:17:39,709 --> 00:17:43,177 or grumbling about stews who under-communicate, 460 00:17:43,179 --> 00:17:44,612 but for the most part, 461 00:17:44,614 --> 00:17:48,082 her job performance this year was perfectly well done. 462 00:17:48,084 --> 00:17:49,484 Take a look. 463 00:17:49,486 --> 00:17:51,586 - Bitch face focused. Comin' in hot. 464 00:17:51,588 --> 00:17:53,821 There's ----ing hair in here. Oh, no, it's mint. 465 00:17:53,823 --> 00:17:57,258 - Chelsea will be coming aboard with her jaw wired shut. 466 00:17:57,260 --> 00:18:00,311 - We tried, like, whatever we're eating to liquefy it 467 00:18:00,313 --> 00:18:01,596 and see how it goes 468 00:18:01,598 --> 00:18:03,581 so she can enjoy the same stuff we're having. 469 00:18:03,583 --> 00:18:04,732 - Like, what the (bleep)? 470 00:18:04,734 --> 00:18:08,136 We need to get chelsea food, like, right now. 471 00:18:08,138 --> 00:18:10,437 (bleep) what the (bleep)? 472 00:18:10,439 --> 00:18:12,273 - She's allergic to shell fish, 473 00:18:12,275 --> 00:18:13,724 and then pete doesn't like cheese. 474 00:18:13,726 --> 00:18:16,828 - I'm about to lose my sh--. - How's it tasting? 475 00:18:16,830 --> 00:18:19,113 - I mean, I have put on my preference sheet 476 00:18:19,115 --> 00:18:20,331 a million times, 477 00:18:20,333 --> 00:18:22,450 no cooked fish-- shell fish. 478 00:18:22,452 --> 00:18:24,318 - [indistinct] from something that's happened prior, 479 00:18:24,320 --> 00:18:26,821 and it's just compiled into, you know,... 480 00:18:29,425 --> 00:18:33,694 - Lee, um, chef rachel had an amazing season this season. 481 00:18:33,696 --> 00:18:37,365 Um, can you say, out of all of the staff that you've had, 482 00:18:37,367 --> 00:18:39,634 that she has redeemed herself the most 483 00:18:39,636 --> 00:18:42,003 from kind of the way that you started 484 00:18:42,005 --> 00:18:46,107 to how she's, uh, how she's progressed? 485 00:18:46,109 --> 00:18:49,177 - Yeah, we-we definitely had a couple of speed bumps, 486 00:18:49,179 --> 00:18:50,812 to say the least, 487 00:18:50,814 --> 00:18:54,248 but, uh, the way she came back this year 488 00:18:54,250 --> 00:18:57,351 was just truly, truly remarkable, 489 00:18:57,353 --> 00:18:59,520 and I-I'm still amazed 490 00:18:59,522 --> 00:19:03,558 at her command of her craft. 491 00:19:03,560 --> 00:19:05,293 - Thank you, captain. - Nice. 492 00:19:05,295 --> 00:19:07,995 Um, rachel, how do you explain cooking lobster 493 00:19:07,997 --> 00:19:12,466 for the guest that didn't want cooked fish? 494 00:19:12,468 --> 00:19:15,036 - I don't do raw lobster. [laughter] 495 00:19:15,038 --> 00:19:18,606 - raw lobster? - Does anybody? 496 00:19:18,608 --> 00:19:22,543 - But, I mean, what about just not making fish? 497 00:19:22,545 --> 00:19:24,579 - Well, I mean, shellfish and fish, to me, 498 00:19:24,581 --> 00:19:26,247 is completely different, you know? 499 00:19:26,249 --> 00:19:27,381 - Right. Right. - Right? 500 00:19:27,383 --> 00:19:30,852 - Sorry. I mean, it is different, you know? 501 00:19:30,854 --> 00:19:33,221 I've never met anybody who's been like, hey. 502 00:19:33,223 --> 00:19:35,389 It's not the same thing to me, you know? 503 00:19:35,391 --> 00:19:36,724 But, I mean, whatever. 504 00:19:36,726 --> 00:19:39,393 We-we rebounded from it, you know? I mean-- 505 00:19:39,395 --> 00:19:40,528 it's all good. 506 00:19:40,530 --> 00:19:43,331 - Listen, speaking of rebounding, 507 00:19:43,333 --> 00:19:47,068 seeing the guest with her jaw wired shut 508 00:19:47,070 --> 00:19:49,070 was a wild ride. 509 00:19:49,072 --> 00:19:51,138 What do you think was the weirdest thing 510 00:19:51,140 --> 00:19:54,942 that you served her pureed? 511 00:19:54,944 --> 00:19:56,844 - Ooh, that's a good question. - Oh, man. 512 00:19:56,846 --> 00:20:00,982 Um, it's blended oysters. 513 00:20:00,984 --> 00:20:04,819 - Blend-- it was oysters? Pureed oysters? 514 00:20:04,821 --> 00:20:06,954 - Oh, my god, it was so bad. - Just all of it. 515 00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:09,290 I just can't do it. I guess it was just like-- 516 00:20:09,292 --> 00:20:12,426 I just thought to myself, like, I've had problems 517 00:20:12,428 --> 00:20:14,328 where I've had to hock up stuff before 518 00:20:14,330 --> 00:20:15,463 and hold it in my mouth, 519 00:20:15,465 --> 00:20:17,164 but that was the equivalent of it. 520 00:20:17,166 --> 00:20:18,966 [laughing] 521 00:20:18,968 --> 00:20:22,136 - um, I'm-I'm wondering if the crew thinks-- 522 00:20:22,138 --> 00:20:23,604 do you agree with captain lee 523 00:20:23,606 --> 00:20:27,541 that rachel is the best yacht chef that you've worked with? 524 00:20:27,543 --> 00:20:30,177 Fraser's nodding, rayna, eddie, wes. 525 00:20:30,179 --> 00:20:34,315 Wow, you're all-- wow! - She's insane. 526 00:20:34,317 --> 00:20:35,616 She's incredible. - The things that 527 00:20:35,618 --> 00:20:36,951 that woman pulls... - She's a ----ing queen. 528 00:20:36,953 --> 00:20:40,187 - ...In the middle of a service, like, even all her tasting menus 529 00:20:40,189 --> 00:20:41,989 were out of this world, 530 00:20:41,991 --> 00:20:44,859 and I just sat in amazement at what she could put together 531 00:20:44,861 --> 00:20:46,861 in such a short amount of time. 532 00:20:46,863 --> 00:20:49,497 You know, I've known chefs who need hours to prep for that, 533 00:20:49,499 --> 00:20:51,732 and rachel just pulls it out of the air, 534 00:20:51,734 --> 00:20:54,568 and it's the most incredible experience to watch her, 535 00:20:54,570 --> 00:20:55,603 and on top of that, 536 00:20:55,605 --> 00:20:58,306 she was feeding us incredible food, too. 537 00:20:59,475 --> 00:21:02,209 - So, rachel, did you end up buying that bus 538 00:21:02,211 --> 00:21:05,546 and touring around the country? 539 00:21:05,548 --> 00:21:08,082 - I did buy the bus. I did. 540 00:21:08,084 --> 00:21:10,751 It's a 40-foot thomas with a cummins engine 541 00:21:10,753 --> 00:21:12,019 and allison transmission 542 00:21:12,021 --> 00:21:14,755 with only 89,000 miles on it, baby. 543 00:21:14,757 --> 00:21:17,892 - Oh, hell, yeah! - Hell, yeah. 544 00:21:17,894 --> 00:21:20,394 - Wow. Coming up-- 545 00:21:20,396 --> 00:21:23,597 would you bring back eddie as first officer again? 546 00:21:23,599 --> 00:21:26,100 There were such lapses. 547 00:21:33,041 --> 00:21:34,742 - Welcome back. I'm andy cohen, 548 00:21:34,744 --> 00:21:37,445 reuniting with the "my seanna" crew from "below deck." 549 00:21:37,447 --> 00:21:39,680 well, despite eddie's best efforts 550 00:21:39,682 --> 00:21:41,549 to keep the deck crew in line, 551 00:21:41,551 --> 00:21:43,117 his crew was plagued 552 00:21:43,119 --> 00:21:46,087 by constant eff ups this season. 553 00:21:46,089 --> 00:21:47,221 I want to take a look back 554 00:21:47,223 --> 00:21:50,958 at "my seanna's" deckhand dysfunction. Watch. 555 00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:53,094 - What was that? (bleep) - oh, hell, no. 556 00:21:53,096 --> 00:21:55,863 - Cushions! Cushions! Cushions! - John? John? John? 557 00:21:55,865 --> 00:21:57,798 Wes? Hey, we lost a couple cushions 558 00:21:57,800 --> 00:21:59,433 as we just left anchorage. 559 00:21:59,435 --> 00:22:01,002 - Oh, you lost a big one. - Don't tell me 560 00:22:01,004 --> 00:22:03,604 I'm gonna have to go back and get ----ing cushions. 561 00:22:03,606 --> 00:22:06,607 That's gonna upset me. - I'm really ----ing serious. 562 00:22:06,609 --> 00:22:08,876 No more (bleep) ups. Hey, wes! 563 00:22:08,878 --> 00:22:10,378 You need to attach it to your stern 564 00:22:10,380 --> 00:22:13,147 so you get more ----ing pull. 565 00:22:13,149 --> 00:22:16,233 - He is not gettin' it. - God damn it. 566 00:22:16,235 --> 00:22:18,536 - The bar is up here. You guys are down here. 567 00:22:18,538 --> 00:22:19,753 Way down here. 568 00:22:19,755 --> 00:22:22,206 This is your final wake-up call. - Is something wrong? 569 00:22:22,208 --> 00:22:23,824 - No, I haven't said anything. 570 00:22:23,826 --> 00:22:24,909 - No, you don't have to say anything. 571 00:22:24,911 --> 00:22:26,360 Your eyes were rolling to the back of your head. 572 00:22:26,362 --> 00:22:27,528 - I've been working my ass off all day. 573 00:22:27,530 --> 00:22:29,630 I'm just over it. - Everybody on the deck team, 574 00:22:29,632 --> 00:22:31,332 including jake, needs to step it up. 575 00:22:31,334 --> 00:22:34,568 Otherwise, captain lee is going to rip our soul out 576 00:22:34,570 --> 00:22:36,270 through our butts. 577 00:22:36,272 --> 00:22:38,873 - So, rayna, what were your first impressions of eddie 578 00:22:38,875 --> 00:22:41,542 as a-- as a first officer? 579 00:22:41,544 --> 00:22:44,145 - Um, I love everything about eddie. 580 00:22:44,147 --> 00:22:46,981 Had the-- have the utmost respect for him. 581 00:22:46,983 --> 00:22:50,217 Um, I thought his opinion and everything-- 582 00:22:50,219 --> 00:22:52,386 anything how he felt, you know, 583 00:22:52,388 --> 00:22:54,688 I respect it, so, yeah. 584 00:22:54,690 --> 00:22:57,825 - Um, it was a bumpy season for the deck crew. 585 00:22:57,827 --> 00:23:00,561 Lee, who do you think is-is truly to blame 586 00:23:00,563 --> 00:23:03,697 for the problems that they experienced this season? 587 00:23:03,699 --> 00:23:06,734 - Well, ultimately, the blame lies with me. 588 00:23:08,571 --> 00:23:11,372 And it's up to me to observe and-- 589 00:23:11,374 --> 00:23:14,775 and recognize the problems that they're having... 590 00:23:15,745 --> 00:23:18,679 And take care of 'em. 591 00:23:18,681 --> 00:23:20,014 - Eddie, do you think jake 592 00:23:20,016 --> 00:23:21,916 was ultimately a good lead deckhand, 593 00:23:21,918 --> 00:23:25,052 or did he let the role go to his head 594 00:23:25,054 --> 00:23:28,989 and unnecessarily boss rayna and wes around? 595 00:23:28,991 --> 00:23:30,958 - Uh, when he did get in the position, 596 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:34,195 he might have got a little big for his britches at first. 597 00:23:34,197 --> 00:23:36,464 I think he was, uh, you know, just-- 598 00:23:36,466 --> 00:23:37,798 just got a little ahead of himself. 599 00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:41,202 - Obviously, because he didn't wear his britches that often. 600 00:23:41,204 --> 00:23:44,939 [laughter] - isn't that the truth? 601 00:23:44,941 --> 00:23:48,809 - That was so-- oh, perfect timing. 602 00:23:48,811 --> 00:23:49,977 - But at the end of the day, you know, 603 00:23:49,979 --> 00:23:52,279 I think he became a great-- a good leader, you know. 604 00:23:52,281 --> 00:23:55,316 - Um, rayna, kathy m. Wants to know, 605 00:23:55,318 --> 00:23:57,017 "why did you sign up for this? 606 00:23:57,019 --> 00:24:00,354 "it seems like you don't like being called out or corrected 607 00:24:00,356 --> 00:24:02,523 "and roll your eyes constantly." 608 00:24:02,525 --> 00:24:04,658 - why did I sign up for this? What are-- 609 00:24:04,660 --> 00:24:08,863 what's her name? Kathy? - Yeah, kathy m. Kathy m. 610 00:24:08,865 --> 00:24:10,764 Tell her. - Well-- 611 00:24:10,766 --> 00:24:12,766 [laughs] 612 00:24:12,768 --> 00:24:15,536 I love you. Well, the thing is, my issue is, 613 00:24:15,538 --> 00:24:17,805 like, context to all this, you know? 614 00:24:17,807 --> 00:24:21,308 Like, when captain lee asked us to do the gas, for example. 615 00:24:21,310 --> 00:24:23,043 - Hey, guys, just a reminder, as soon as you're done, 616 00:24:23,045 --> 00:24:27,314 [indistinct] - sick. 617 00:24:27,316 --> 00:24:28,382 - Cue the eye roll. 618 00:24:28,384 --> 00:24:32,386 - Yeah. Did you see it? - Uh-huh. Sure did. 619 00:24:32,388 --> 00:24:34,755 If I see it again, it's gonna be an issue. 620 00:24:34,757 --> 00:24:37,057 - I-- out of everyone that was standing there, 621 00:24:37,059 --> 00:24:39,026 and wes can sit here and vouch for this, 622 00:24:39,028 --> 00:24:42,096 I was the one person not talking sh--. 623 00:24:42,098 --> 00:24:44,465 I was-- they were talking about penises, 624 00:24:44,467 --> 00:24:46,800 and that's why I was rolling my eyes. 625 00:24:46,802 --> 00:24:48,802 I love yachting. I love it. 626 00:24:48,804 --> 00:24:52,006 - Wes, what do you say? - Yeah, I was joking with her. 627 00:24:52,008 --> 00:24:55,176 I was like, so we have one person filling the tank, 628 00:24:55,178 --> 00:24:57,278 one person holding the rag, and, you know, 629 00:24:57,280 --> 00:24:58,612 we're just standing there, like, 630 00:24:58,614 --> 00:25:00,347 all right, what's the third person do? 631 00:25:00,349 --> 00:25:02,449 I didn't expect captain lee to ever hear, 632 00:25:02,451 --> 00:25:03,918 so sorry about that. 633 00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:05,753 I was just finding a little humor and getting through it. 634 00:25:05,755 --> 00:25:09,523 - No, no. No need to apologize. 635 00:25:09,525 --> 00:25:11,292 - Eddie, what do you say? 636 00:25:11,294 --> 00:25:13,327 - Captain lee gets to walk around and be grumpy, 637 00:25:13,329 --> 00:25:15,095 because it's captain. 638 00:25:15,097 --> 00:25:16,597 He's the top of the chain. 639 00:25:16,599 --> 00:25:18,465 He doesn't have to roll his eyes at anybody, 640 00:25:18,467 --> 00:25:19,833 because there's nobody above him. 641 00:25:19,835 --> 00:25:21,802 Uh, if I rolled my eyes at captain lee, 642 00:25:21,804 --> 00:25:24,238 he would take that as a-a sign of disrespect. 643 00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:26,941 Uh, you know, if anybody else, you know, 644 00:25:26,943 --> 00:25:29,243 rolled their eyes at me, it's the same-same way. 645 00:25:29,245 --> 00:25:31,679 It's a-- it's a disrespectful thing to do. 646 00:25:31,681 --> 00:25:34,215 - Lee, what was your overall take on the deck crew, 647 00:25:34,217 --> 00:25:35,382 uh, this season? 648 00:25:35,384 --> 00:25:38,219 Did they improve over time? 649 00:25:38,221 --> 00:25:42,056 Would you bring back eddie as first officer again? 650 00:25:42,058 --> 00:25:45,226 - They did improve over time, and-- 651 00:25:45,228 --> 00:25:47,027 but it was just-- 652 00:25:47,029 --> 00:25:50,698 there were such lapses 653 00:25:50,700 --> 00:25:54,001 at-at the most inopportune times 654 00:25:54,003 --> 00:25:57,438 that just like-- that were just glaring. 655 00:25:57,440 --> 00:26:00,040 Eddie was in a new role, 656 00:26:00,042 --> 00:26:03,911 and a difficult-- that's a difficult transition to make 657 00:26:03,913 --> 00:26:07,047 from-from deck crew to first officer. 658 00:26:07,049 --> 00:26:09,283 That's hard. That's really hard, 659 00:26:09,285 --> 00:26:12,720 because your plate just went from half-empty 660 00:26:12,722 --> 00:26:15,022 to overflowing. 661 00:26:15,024 --> 00:26:16,490 It's a hard transition to do. 662 00:26:16,492 --> 00:26:18,726 - And, eddie, what are you up to now? 663 00:26:18,728 --> 00:26:20,094 - Uh, still in baltimore. 664 00:26:20,096 --> 00:26:23,530 Still running tugboats as the first officer 665 00:26:23,532 --> 00:26:27,601 in baltimore harbor, and just, uh, having a good time. 666 00:26:27,603 --> 00:26:28,936 Tug life, you know? 667 00:26:28,938 --> 00:26:32,072 - Tug life. #tuglife. 668 00:26:32,074 --> 00:26:34,775 [overlapping chatter] 669 00:26:34,777 --> 00:26:36,277 all right, we're gonna leave it there. 670 00:26:36,279 --> 00:26:38,846 We're gonna be right back. Coming up... 671 00:26:38,848 --> 00:26:41,081 What was your point in asking her about it? 672 00:26:41,083 --> 00:26:43,550 To sabotage her? Or what was your point? 673 00:26:43,552 --> 00:26:44,985 - If-if I asked about-- 674 00:26:44,987 --> 00:26:47,254 if-if I asked about this... 675 00:26:53,161 --> 00:26:54,428 - We are back with more 676 00:26:54,430 --> 00:26:56,063 of the "below deck" season nine reunion. 677 00:26:56,065 --> 00:26:57,665 I'm andy cohen. 678 00:26:57,667 --> 00:27:00,134 Well, one of the most dramatic moments of this season 679 00:27:00,136 --> 00:27:02,936 actually happened off the vessel. 680 00:27:02,938 --> 00:27:06,674 During a crew night out, heather used the n-word, 681 00:27:06,676 --> 00:27:09,877 a word that white people should never say 682 00:27:09,879 --> 00:27:13,180 under any circumstances ever. 683 00:27:13,182 --> 00:27:15,215 Let's take a look back at what happened 684 00:27:15,217 --> 00:27:16,784 and the aftermath, 685 00:27:16,786 --> 00:27:19,219 and we'll discuss on the other side. 686 00:27:19,221 --> 00:27:22,523 - Hello. [indistinct] we're here. 687 00:27:26,762 --> 00:27:28,729 She thought it was cool, and it hurts me. 688 00:27:28,731 --> 00:27:31,365 It hurts my heart. It hurts everything in me. 689 00:27:35,838 --> 00:27:36,920 - You know, you can't say those things. 690 00:27:36,922 --> 00:27:38,605 Try to separate what's happening personally 691 00:27:38,607 --> 00:27:42,076 with what's happening on deck. 692 00:27:42,078 --> 00:27:44,778 - The lesson here is, yeah, it should never be ----ing said, 693 00:27:44,780 --> 00:27:47,498 regardless of my way to create a friendship. 694 00:27:47,500 --> 00:27:49,950 It was so wrongly done. 695 00:27:49,952 --> 00:27:52,820 - I just wanted you to know that I'm not that person at all, 696 00:27:52,822 --> 00:27:55,255 and I just want to apologize for that whole situation. 697 00:27:55,257 --> 00:27:58,425 - I appreciate the apology. I don't want you to feel upset. 698 00:27:58,427 --> 00:28:00,994 I just want us to, like, move in a positive direction. 699 00:28:00,996 --> 00:28:02,730 Do you get what I mean? - I am so sorry. 700 00:28:02,732 --> 00:28:04,031 - Come here. Come here. It's okay. 701 00:28:04,033 --> 00:28:05,432 - Because you're beautiful-- - if she wanted to apologize, 702 00:28:05,434 --> 00:28:07,267 she could've apologized after the sh-- happened. 703 00:28:07,269 --> 00:28:09,503 Just over it. Like, absolutely over it. 704 00:28:09,505 --> 00:28:10,871 - I was kind of looking for you for help, 705 00:28:10,873 --> 00:28:13,057 and you kind of shrugged it off, so that made me feel like, 706 00:28:13,059 --> 00:28:14,975 "oh, I can't even really trust him about--" 707 00:28:14,977 --> 00:28:17,111 - I hope you know that's not the case. 708 00:28:17,113 --> 00:28:19,546 I do not have any patience for that whatsoever. 709 00:28:19,548 --> 00:28:21,715 - Mmm-hmm. - Can you trust me? 710 00:28:21,717 --> 00:28:22,950 - We shall see. 711 00:28:22,952 --> 00:28:24,568 - You didn't feel like I backed you up or supported you, 712 00:28:24,570 --> 00:28:26,987 and I am so sorry for that. 713 00:28:26,989 --> 00:28:29,173 Would you like if I grabbed heather 714 00:28:29,175 --> 00:28:31,859 and we just killed this thing. - No. 715 00:28:31,861 --> 00:28:33,360 - Okay, if you don't feel comfortable talking to her, 716 00:28:33,362 --> 00:28:34,762 then I will respect that. 717 00:28:34,764 --> 00:28:38,115 - I don't know why she has such an attitude with me. 718 00:28:38,117 --> 00:28:41,201 - I don't like white people who say (bleep) 719 00:28:41,203 --> 00:28:42,786 and that's why I don't respect you. 720 00:28:42,788 --> 00:28:45,172 - You told me that everything was okay. 721 00:28:45,174 --> 00:28:47,040 - I've been sitting here being calm, cool, and collected 722 00:28:47,042 --> 00:28:50,377 this whole season, trying not to, like, stir things 723 00:28:50,379 --> 00:28:51,645 and not to be, like, the angry black person, 724 00:28:51,647 --> 00:28:54,782 but there's only so much I can handle. 725 00:28:54,784 --> 00:28:59,019 - So, um, heather, what was your initial reaction 726 00:28:59,021 --> 00:29:01,655 when you saw the footage of what happened 727 00:29:01,657 --> 00:29:04,091 with you and rayna during that night out? 728 00:29:04,093 --> 00:29:07,161 - Honestly, I was appalled. 729 00:29:07,163 --> 00:29:09,630 It was extremely embarrassing. 730 00:29:09,632 --> 00:29:12,699 There was no right for me to parrot her at all. 731 00:29:12,701 --> 00:29:14,768 I don't even know what was going through my mind, 732 00:29:14,770 --> 00:29:18,405 and at the end of the day, there's really no excuse for it. 733 00:29:18,407 --> 00:29:21,508 - Rayna, there was a lot of social media commentary 734 00:29:21,510 --> 00:29:25,612 about you accepting heather's apologies a couple times, 735 00:29:25,614 --> 00:29:28,916 and then continuing to talk to others about it. 736 00:29:28,918 --> 00:29:30,684 You and I have talked about this a little bit. 737 00:29:30,686 --> 00:29:31,752 - Yeah. - So, I just want you 738 00:29:31,754 --> 00:29:32,820 to re explain it. 739 00:29:32,822 --> 00:29:36,123 Tell me, what kept you from telling heather 740 00:29:36,125 --> 00:29:37,991 what you really felt? 741 00:29:37,993 --> 00:29:41,962 - The first night, you know, I stated how I just didn't-- 742 00:29:41,964 --> 00:29:44,398 it wasn't okay. I stated how it wasn't okay. 743 00:29:44,400 --> 00:29:47,468 I didn't feel like, honestly, the apology was genuine. 744 00:29:47,470 --> 00:29:50,737 I accepted it because I just wanted to work, 745 00:29:50,739 --> 00:29:53,640 like, cordially, and I don't think people understand 746 00:29:53,642 --> 00:29:57,077 that position of being, like, the only african-american woman 747 00:29:57,079 --> 00:29:58,979 and having to deal with something 748 00:29:58,981 --> 00:30:01,148 that, like, is so uncomfortable, 749 00:30:01,150 --> 00:30:04,051 but you also feel like you are the burden. 750 00:30:04,053 --> 00:30:06,086 - The other thing that I thought was really interesting 751 00:30:06,088 --> 00:30:08,822 is that you-you talked about the trope 752 00:30:08,824 --> 00:30:11,625 of the angry black woman and not wanting 753 00:30:11,627 --> 00:30:14,595 to kind of feed into that trope, and that that 754 00:30:14,597 --> 00:30:18,332 was on your mind while shooting. Tell me about that again. 755 00:30:18,334 --> 00:30:20,067 - If I would've, like, snapped off, 756 00:30:20,069 --> 00:30:22,703 then what would I have been called? Ghetto? 757 00:30:22,705 --> 00:30:24,905 Like, oh, like-- you know what I mean? 758 00:30:24,907 --> 00:30:27,174 And then when I try to shake things off, 759 00:30:27,176 --> 00:30:29,776 it's like, "oh, I'm fake." it doesn't matter 760 00:30:29,778 --> 00:30:33,447 what I do, because I'm still called angry-- 761 00:30:33,449 --> 00:30:36,049 - it's a-it's a no win - every black woman stereotype. 762 00:30:36,051 --> 00:30:38,852 It's a no win, and it's really frustrating, you know? 763 00:30:38,854 --> 00:30:40,754 - Um, keisha p. Emailed, 764 00:30:40,756 --> 00:30:43,257 "eddie, uh, when rayna first came to you to tell you 765 00:30:43,259 --> 00:30:45,492 that heather said the n-word, your reaction 766 00:30:45,494 --> 00:30:48,729 came across as dismissive, uh, but you later seemed 767 00:30:48,731 --> 00:30:50,898 to take it much more seriously. 768 00:30:50,900 --> 00:30:53,166 What was your reaction to seeing 769 00:30:53,168 --> 00:30:56,136 your initial conversation with her play back? 770 00:30:56,138 --> 00:30:57,671 - As you can see in the conversation, you know, 771 00:30:57,673 --> 00:31:02,075 I did say, when rayna told me-- is that that was not okay, 772 00:31:02,077 --> 00:31:04,845 what heather said, and rayna was completely justified 773 00:31:04,847 --> 00:31:06,680 in feeling angry and feeling upset, 774 00:31:06,682 --> 00:31:07,648 and everything like that. 775 00:31:07,650 --> 00:31:10,450 The truest thing rayna said, not to me, 776 00:31:10,452 --> 00:31:12,486 but off camera, you know, in her room, was that 777 00:31:12,488 --> 00:31:14,922 I don't understand, and she's absolutely right. 778 00:31:14,924 --> 00:31:16,056 I don't understand. 779 00:31:16,058 --> 00:31:17,758 I never will understand, you know? 780 00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:21,194 And the only thing I can do is take rayna at her word, 781 00:31:21,196 --> 00:31:23,630 and if she says everything's okay, and if she doesn't want 782 00:31:23,632 --> 00:31:25,566 to escalate this, and she doesn't want to take it further, 783 00:31:25,568 --> 00:31:29,770 then I have to respect her, and that's how I can take it, 784 00:31:29,772 --> 00:31:33,874 but I-I am sorry for rayna not feeling that I was an ally, 785 00:31:33,876 --> 00:31:35,876 that I was a friend, and that she couldn't come to me, 786 00:31:35,878 --> 00:31:36,843 and be honest with me, 787 00:31:36,845 --> 00:31:38,679 and tell me how she was truly feeling, 788 00:31:38,681 --> 00:31:41,014 because it's important to me to be that person for rayna 789 00:31:41,016 --> 00:31:42,683 and to be that leader, 790 00:31:42,685 --> 00:31:45,686 and I'm sorry for that. 791 00:31:45,688 --> 00:31:48,221 - Do you really, like-- do you believe that? 792 00:31:48,223 --> 00:31:49,990 It's more than heather - I mean-- I-I don't-- 793 00:31:49,992 --> 00:31:52,593 - you tried to-- it's-- no, let me finish. Let me finish. 794 00:31:52,595 --> 00:31:54,061 It's more-- you can't sit here 795 00:31:54,063 --> 00:31:57,164 and try to say it now, because I'm going to. 796 00:31:57,166 --> 00:32:00,033 I didn't feel comfortable for a lot of different instances. 797 00:32:00,035 --> 00:32:03,870 Okay? Eddie apologized to me three times. 798 00:32:03,872 --> 00:32:07,307 The first time he apologized to me, you know what he did? 799 00:32:07,309 --> 00:32:11,411 He says, "well, but you say the f-word when you're drunk." 800 00:32:11,413 --> 00:32:13,213 so, he tried to sit here and make it seem 801 00:32:13,215 --> 00:32:16,183 like because I say the f-word when I'm drunk, 802 00:32:16,185 --> 00:32:18,385 that excuses what he and heather did, 803 00:32:18,387 --> 00:32:21,288 and I said, "well, yeah, I say (bleep) all the time. 804 00:32:21,290 --> 00:32:23,223 Like, I'm grown. I can say (bleep)." 805 00:32:23,225 --> 00:32:25,859 he says, "no, you say (bleep) when you drunk." 806 00:32:28,931 --> 00:32:32,132 and did that, and had the audacity to say, 807 00:32:32,134 --> 00:32:35,902 "do you trust me?" afterwards, to try to make it seem 808 00:32:35,904 --> 00:32:38,005 like I was saying derogatory terms as well, 809 00:32:38,007 --> 00:32:40,240 and I would never. My sister is gay. 810 00:32:40,242 --> 00:32:42,743 When I graduated college, I walked down the aisle 811 00:32:42,745 --> 00:32:46,680 with the president of the lgbtq community, and it's crazy. 812 00:32:46,682 --> 00:32:49,883 So, that's why I go cry after he tries to have me do the anchor, 813 00:32:49,885 --> 00:32:52,152 and that's why I feel all these certain type of ways. 814 00:32:52,154 --> 00:32:55,756 You cannot do that. You tried to ruin me, eddie. 815 00:32:55,758 --> 00:32:56,957 Do you get that? 816 00:32:56,959 --> 00:33:00,794 You tried to-- you tried to ruin me, for what? 817 00:33:00,796 --> 00:33:04,731 - Eddie, what-what do you-- 818 00:33:04,733 --> 00:33:06,900 - I mean, I don't-- 819 00:33:06,902 --> 00:33:09,002 I don't really remember the whole conversation. 820 00:33:09,004 --> 00:33:09,870 You know, that was a year ago. 821 00:33:09,872 --> 00:33:11,972 If I did-- - I heard it. 822 00:33:11,974 --> 00:33:13,006 He said, "but I hear you say--" 823 00:33:13,008 --> 00:33:13,840 - can I speak for a second now, rayna? 824 00:33:13,842 --> 00:33:14,808 I think it's-- - no. 825 00:33:14,810 --> 00:33:18,445 - So, if-if I asked that you used that word, 826 00:33:18,447 --> 00:33:20,647 I don't understand why it's wrong for me to ask 827 00:33:20,649 --> 00:33:23,750 about if you use that word, because if I-- I didn't just-- 828 00:33:23,752 --> 00:33:26,820 I wouldn't just say that just to try to frame you, 829 00:33:26,822 --> 00:33:29,122 or something like that. I would never do that, ever. 830 00:33:29,124 --> 00:33:30,190 I guess what she's saying is-- 831 00:33:30,192 --> 00:33:31,725 - no, he said he heard it himself. 832 00:33:31,727 --> 00:33:34,027 He said he heard it himself. He said, "I--". 833 00:33:34,029 --> 00:33:35,395 - No, I-- 834 00:33:35,397 --> 00:33:38,265 - he said, "but I hear you say the f-word when you're drunk." 835 00:33:38,267 --> 00:33:40,934 he said, "no, no, no." he argued with me back and forth. 836 00:33:40,936 --> 00:33:43,136 Back and forth about the situation. 837 00:33:43,138 --> 00:33:45,639 "no, you do." I said, "no, I didn't. I'd never." 838 00:33:45,641 --> 00:33:47,074 back and forth. 839 00:33:47,076 --> 00:33:49,676 My heart is too big to sit here and try to ruin people, 840 00:33:49,678 --> 00:33:51,978 but to sit here and lie, eddie? Don't lie. 841 00:33:51,980 --> 00:33:53,714 Man up and say what you did. 842 00:33:53,716 --> 00:33:55,849 You're sitting here lying to me, and that's crazy! 843 00:33:55,851 --> 00:33:57,918 - I-I'm not lying. 844 00:33:57,920 --> 00:33:59,920 If I said it to you, if I asked you about it. 845 00:33:59,922 --> 00:34:01,722 I don't understand what's wrong with me asking-- 846 00:34:01,724 --> 00:34:04,424 - your point in asking her about it-- what-what-- 847 00:34:04,426 --> 00:34:07,394 was your point in her asking her about to sabotage her 848 00:34:07,396 --> 00:34:09,696 or what was your point in asking her? 849 00:34:09,698 --> 00:34:11,965 - If-if I asked about this-- - [scoffs] 850 00:34:11,967 --> 00:34:14,868 - let me finish rayna, please. If I asked about this, 851 00:34:14,870 --> 00:34:18,805 my point is, why should I ask if you're using a derogatory term, 852 00:34:18,807 --> 00:34:20,040 and what's the difference between heather 853 00:34:20,042 --> 00:34:21,341 using a derogatory term. 854 00:34:21,343 --> 00:34:22,943 If it's-it's okay-- - you didn't ask me. 855 00:34:22,945 --> 00:34:26,947 - For me to-- is it okay for me to go to heather and ask her 856 00:34:26,949 --> 00:34:29,516 if she used the n-word because that benefits you? 857 00:34:29,518 --> 00:34:31,618 But if you use the f-word, it's not okay, 858 00:34:31,620 --> 00:34:33,019 because that's gonna hurt you? 859 00:34:33,021 --> 00:34:34,287 - You didn't ask me. 860 00:34:34,289 --> 00:34:36,123 You sat there and said that I said this. 861 00:34:36,125 --> 00:34:37,958 - This girl is over here saying the n-word 862 00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:40,160 all nonchalantly all night. 863 00:34:40,162 --> 00:34:42,462 - I did not hear her say it once, all night, 864 00:34:42,464 --> 00:34:45,499 but I have heard you say the f-word a few times, 865 00:34:45,501 --> 00:34:47,701 and you need to watch that. - Like, what do you mean? 866 00:34:47,703 --> 00:34:48,935 Like, when we're working alone? 867 00:34:48,937 --> 00:34:51,755 - Like homophobia. Like homophobic f-word. 868 00:34:51,757 --> 00:34:53,640 - I've never in my life said that, never. 869 00:34:53,642 --> 00:34:54,875 - Really? - Never. 870 00:34:54,877 --> 00:34:55,708 - I think I've heard it. 871 00:34:55,710 --> 00:34:57,710 - I've never in my life. - Okay. 872 00:34:57,712 --> 00:34:59,546 - Never. I'd never say that. 873 00:34:59,548 --> 00:35:00,897 That's not even in my vocabulary. 874 00:35:00,899 --> 00:35:02,783 - Okay. - Look, I know that's not true. 875 00:35:02,785 --> 00:35:04,701 - All right, well, I-I-- you've been drunk a few times, 876 00:35:04,703 --> 00:35:06,203 and I've heard it, but it's okay. 877 00:35:06,205 --> 00:35:08,288 Maybe it wasn't you. - I don't believe that. 878 00:35:08,290 --> 00:35:11,458 - I was told production was unable to corroborate the story, 879 00:35:11,460 --> 00:35:13,927 and there was one mention of it on camera, 880 00:35:13,929 --> 00:35:16,563 and that is why they chose not to include it on the show. 881 00:35:16,565 --> 00:35:18,899 - I'm sure. I'm sure. I'm sure. 882 00:35:18,901 --> 00:35:21,535 And my issue is, like, for-- like I'm saying-- 883 00:35:21,537 --> 00:35:24,504 - no, no, rayna, it's that you didn't-- 884 00:35:24,506 --> 00:35:29,209 the corroboration was that you didn't say the word. 885 00:35:29,211 --> 00:35:30,911 - Okay, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 886 00:35:30,913 --> 00:35:34,648 - Material girl. I love you. Okay? Material girl. 887 00:35:34,650 --> 00:35:38,251 But the whole point of it is that eddie still tried to use it 888 00:35:38,253 --> 00:35:41,822 to, like, say that I said it. You get what I mean? 889 00:35:41,824 --> 00:35:42,889 And he thought that was gonna slide. 890 00:35:42,891 --> 00:35:44,891 - Okay, I wanna move on. I wanna move forward, 891 00:35:44,893 --> 00:35:46,626 because I have more questions about this. 892 00:35:46,628 --> 00:35:48,395 Heather, ellen l. Said, 893 00:35:48,397 --> 00:35:50,664 "after seeing rayna's conversation with wes 894 00:35:50,666 --> 00:35:52,065 "about how she didn't want to come off 895 00:35:52,067 --> 00:35:53,767 "as an aggressive black woman, 896 00:35:53,769 --> 00:35:55,602 "do you now have a better understanding 897 00:35:55,604 --> 00:35:57,504 "of why she was sending mixed messages 898 00:35:57,506 --> 00:36:00,473 "by saying things were fine, and they clearly weren't?" 899 00:36:00,475 --> 00:36:02,576 - I wish I would have known her true feelings 900 00:36:02,578 --> 00:36:04,311 so I could have acted accordingly 901 00:36:04,313 --> 00:36:05,612 and given her her space. 902 00:36:05,614 --> 00:36:07,447 She has every right to feel the way she does, 903 00:36:07,449 --> 00:36:10,283 and I am at fault for that. No one else. 904 00:36:10,285 --> 00:36:12,986 - Heather, like, I wish nothing but the best for you, 905 00:36:12,988 --> 00:36:14,521 and I don't think you're racist. 906 00:36:14,523 --> 00:36:16,456 And I think people are, like, delusional 907 00:36:16,458 --> 00:36:17,724 in that way. 908 00:36:17,726 --> 00:36:19,626 Like, the fact that people are even calling you racist-- 909 00:36:19,628 --> 00:36:23,330 I think it's a lack of-- like, I think it's ignorance. 910 00:36:23,332 --> 00:36:25,165 You get what I mean? 911 00:36:25,167 --> 00:36:27,400 - No, I agree. It's ignorance. 912 00:36:27,402 --> 00:36:30,136 - Eddie, kathy c. Said, "on 'watch what happens live,' 913 00:36:30,138 --> 00:36:32,205 "rayna said that you reacted more strongly 914 00:36:32,207 --> 00:36:33,406 "when she called out heather 915 00:36:33,408 --> 00:36:35,675 "for sticking her finger in the crew dinner 916 00:36:35,677 --> 00:36:38,311 "than when she told him that heather said the n-word." 917 00:36:50,826 --> 00:36:53,226 how do you respond to that? 918 00:36:53,228 --> 00:36:54,961 - Uh, I don't think that's really true. 919 00:36:54,963 --> 00:36:56,830 I mean, there's a lot that happened that we didn't see 920 00:36:56,832 --> 00:36:58,632 about me going to captain lee 921 00:36:58,634 --> 00:37:01,868 and talking to him about what happened between heather, 922 00:37:01,870 --> 00:37:04,304 um, and, you know, the whole thing-- 923 00:37:04,306 --> 00:37:05,906 and the fingers in the food, I mean, 924 00:37:05,908 --> 00:37:08,208 she used a piece of bread to scoop up some sauce. 925 00:37:08,210 --> 00:37:10,277 I mean, I-it really wasn't that big a deal. 926 00:37:10,279 --> 00:37:12,178 - But I'll even be the first to say that, yeah, 927 00:37:12,180 --> 00:37:13,380 that was messed up. 928 00:37:13,382 --> 00:37:14,948 I'll be the first to say, yeah, that's gross, 929 00:37:14,950 --> 00:37:16,983 and I probably would have had the same reaction. 930 00:37:16,985 --> 00:37:19,119 - Let me ask you this. Did you double dip? 931 00:37:19,121 --> 00:37:21,488 I was wondering, did she double dip? 932 00:37:21,490 --> 00:37:23,490 - No. No. - Because I would be really-- 933 00:37:23,492 --> 00:37:24,858 - you did double dip, girl. 934 00:37:24,860 --> 00:37:26,126 [overlapping chatter] 935 00:37:26,128 --> 00:37:27,994 - oh, rayna, it was a double dip? 936 00:37:27,996 --> 00:37:29,596 - I don't know. Play back the footage. 937 00:37:29,598 --> 00:37:31,531 To my knowledge, I never double-- 938 00:37:31,533 --> 00:37:33,266 that's a gross thing. - Heather, if it was 939 00:37:33,268 --> 00:37:36,503 a double dip, man. - It was a double dip, girl. 940 00:37:36,505 --> 00:37:38,505 And I was lookin' at heather, and I was starin' at heather, 941 00:37:38,507 --> 00:37:40,040 like, girl-- - you know what? 942 00:37:40,042 --> 00:37:42,342 It was nine months ago. I can't remember. 943 00:37:42,344 --> 00:37:44,945 - Do not double dip. - You're fine, heather. 944 00:37:44,947 --> 00:37:47,347 You're fine. - Okay, um, captain lee, 945 00:37:47,349 --> 00:37:49,716 um, what's your take on the whole situation 946 00:37:49,718 --> 00:37:52,218 on everything that went down? 947 00:37:52,220 --> 00:37:54,020 - Heather apologized. 948 00:37:54,022 --> 00:37:55,689 The apology was accepted. 949 00:37:55,691 --> 00:37:59,459 Now does that mean that it was handled perfectly? 950 00:38:01,563 --> 00:38:04,564 No, I-I don't believe that. 951 00:38:04,566 --> 00:38:07,200 But there's been a thorough investigation 952 00:38:07,202 --> 00:38:09,903 and interviews with the entire yacht crew, 953 00:38:09,905 --> 00:38:13,840 and several members of the, uh, production team 954 00:38:13,842 --> 00:38:16,242 who were all involved in it, 955 00:38:16,244 --> 00:38:19,212 and at the conclusion, it was determined 956 00:38:19,214 --> 00:38:21,815 that no further action was required. 957 00:38:21,817 --> 00:38:25,285 I-I think that's a basis for us to move forward 958 00:38:25,287 --> 00:38:28,121 and try to do better in the future. 959 00:38:31,893 --> 00:38:34,594 - Did you and rayna ever get a chance to discuss 960 00:38:34,596 --> 00:38:37,530 what happened between the two of you? 961 00:38:37,532 --> 00:38:38,865 - Um... 962 00:38:44,205 --> 00:38:45,538 - All right, we are back, 963 00:38:45,540 --> 00:38:47,707 and before we jump ship from season nine, 964 00:38:47,709 --> 00:38:49,776 I have a few more questions. 965 00:38:49,778 --> 00:38:52,779 Wes, chelsea t. Said, "your attempt 966 00:38:52,781 --> 00:38:55,281 "to diffuse the situation with heather 967 00:38:55,283 --> 00:38:57,517 "really bl up in your face." 968 00:38:57,519 --> 00:38:59,519 - walk the (bleep) away. - You should understand! 969 00:38:59,521 --> 00:39:01,054 - I do understand. - Shut the (bleep) up! 970 00:39:01,056 --> 00:39:02,789 - Shut the (bleep) up, wes! - I'm not gonna 971 00:39:02,791 --> 00:39:04,691 shut the (bleep) up, because-- - your stupid white ass. 972 00:39:04,693 --> 00:39:06,292 You're white just like these mother----ers. 973 00:39:06,294 --> 00:39:08,745 - The one person that you got-- - you're not black though. 974 00:39:08,747 --> 00:39:10,647 - See? Get the (bleep) out. I don't-- 975 00:39:10,649 --> 00:39:13,600 I don't appreciate that sh--. - Did you and rayna 976 00:39:13,602 --> 00:39:16,036 ever get a chance to discuss what happened 977 00:39:16,038 --> 00:39:19,039 between the two of you after the season ended 978 00:39:19,041 --> 00:39:21,674 and-and where are the two of you now? 979 00:39:21,676 --> 00:39:23,643 - Um, not fully. 980 00:39:23,645 --> 00:39:25,612 I would love to discuss it further, 981 00:39:25,614 --> 00:39:28,882 um, more in private. 982 00:39:28,884 --> 00:39:30,483 Yeah, it did-- it did hurt. 983 00:39:30,485 --> 00:39:33,820 I mean, but-- I mean, no-- 984 00:39:33,822 --> 00:39:35,155 I-I get it all the time. 985 00:39:35,157 --> 00:39:38,458 Like, the half black thing, the "you're not black" thing, 986 00:39:38,460 --> 00:39:39,559 that kind of stuff. 987 00:39:39,561 --> 00:39:42,328 And so I get it. It's all right. It's all right. 988 00:39:42,330 --> 00:39:44,697 I mean, I'm still here for her if she wants. 989 00:39:44,699 --> 00:39:46,833 Um, everybody makes mistakes. 990 00:39:46,835 --> 00:39:48,535 Everybody needs to learn from their mistakes. 991 00:39:48,537 --> 00:39:50,203 And for everybody watching, 992 00:39:50,205 --> 00:39:53,073 please let this be a teachable moment, 993 00:39:53,075 --> 00:39:54,407 because it's not acceptable, 994 00:39:54,409 --> 00:39:55,809 any derogatory term 995 00:39:55,811 --> 00:39:58,144 for anybody that's a part of the disenfranchised, 996 00:39:58,146 --> 00:40:01,848 not just african american, but anybody. 997 00:40:01,850 --> 00:40:05,018 - Well, heather and rayna, I'm wondering, um, 998 00:40:05,020 --> 00:40:07,587 final thoughts from you 999 00:40:07,589 --> 00:40:09,989 about what you learned from all this. 1000 00:40:09,991 --> 00:40:11,991 I-I'm gonna let you go first, heather, 1001 00:40:11,993 --> 00:40:15,061 and then I'll go to you, rayna. 1002 00:40:15,063 --> 00:40:18,031 - The word should've never, ever been used, at all. 1003 00:40:18,033 --> 00:40:21,034 And, you know what? At the end of the day, 1004 00:40:21,036 --> 00:40:23,903 it's probably one of the biggest regrets of my life, 1005 00:40:23,905 --> 00:40:26,106 and the shameful thing is 1006 00:40:26,108 --> 00:40:29,576 that context is everything, 1007 00:40:29,578 --> 00:40:31,311 but there's no excuse, 1008 00:40:31,313 --> 00:40:33,279 and it's something I live with, 1009 00:40:33,281 --> 00:40:36,616 and, rayna, whether you think it's genuine or not, 1010 00:40:36,618 --> 00:40:38,017 from the bottom of my heart, 1011 00:40:38,019 --> 00:40:40,920 I am so sorry that I did this and this happened, 1012 00:40:40,922 --> 00:40:44,090 and that I spoke a word I should have never spoken, 1013 00:40:44,092 --> 00:40:45,859 and from there, I just... - Okay. 1014 00:40:45,861 --> 00:40:48,261 - ...Keep trying to grow and be a better person. 1015 00:40:50,499 --> 00:40:53,900 - Rayna, final thought from you? 1016 00:40:53,902 --> 00:40:57,737 - Um, this whole experience was just, like, a lot. 1017 00:40:57,739 --> 00:41:01,141 Like, it was a lot, and, um, I just-- 1018 00:41:01,143 --> 00:41:04,244 it was-- it was hard. Like, all of it was just hard. 1019 00:41:04,246 --> 00:41:06,312 And heather, I just want-- all I want heather to know 1020 00:41:06,314 --> 00:41:09,249 is that I don't hate you. 1021 00:41:09,251 --> 00:41:10,250 You know what I mean? 1022 00:41:10,252 --> 00:41:13,052 I don't want anything bad to happen to you 1023 00:41:13,054 --> 00:41:13,987 or anything like that. 1024 00:41:13,989 --> 00:41:15,755 I wish nothing but the best for you. 1025 00:41:15,757 --> 00:41:19,526 - Um, lee, bonnie u. Wants to know who on the crew 1026 00:41:19,528 --> 00:41:21,861 demonstrated the best work ethic 1027 00:41:21,863 --> 00:41:23,796 during your time on the boat. 1028 00:41:23,798 --> 00:41:26,132 Who gets your gold star tonight? 1029 00:41:26,134 --> 00:41:28,535 - I'm gonna hand that to wes. 1030 00:41:28,537 --> 00:41:32,038 - Oh, wow! To wes! 1031 00:41:32,040 --> 00:41:34,440 - Wes kept his-his head down, 1032 00:41:34,442 --> 00:41:36,976 kept his-his focus, 1033 00:41:36,978 --> 00:41:40,613 and he just did what he had to do. 1034 00:41:40,615 --> 00:41:45,385 He, you know, he accepted the errors that he had, 1035 00:41:45,387 --> 00:41:48,821 and he just went forward, 1036 00:41:48,823 --> 00:41:52,325 and so, I mean, I can't ask any-- 1037 00:41:52,327 --> 00:41:53,760 any more than that, 1038 00:41:53,762 --> 00:41:58,097 and I just wish wes all the continued success 1039 00:41:58,099 --> 00:41:59,766 that I know he's gonna have 1040 00:41:59,768 --> 00:42:01,901 in the, uh, in the virgin islands, 1041 00:42:01,903 --> 00:42:04,470 'cause he's gonna make a hell of a captain. 1042 00:42:04,472 --> 00:42:06,706 He is a captain. He's gonna make a-- 1043 00:42:06,708 --> 00:42:09,342 - he is a captain. 1044 00:42:09,344 --> 00:42:11,444 - Go, wes! 1045 00:42:11,446 --> 00:42:12,478 - Thank you, captain. 1046 00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:14,113 I-I really do appreciate that, 1047 00:42:14,115 --> 00:42:16,115 and, uh, it means a lot to me. 1048 00:42:16,117 --> 00:42:17,951 Thank you. 1049 00:42:17,953 --> 00:42:20,954 - Um, fraser, you are a chief stew now. 1050 00:42:20,956 --> 00:42:23,623 What's the biggest lesson you've learned? 1051 00:42:23,625 --> 00:42:26,492 - You know, um, it's about-- 1052 00:42:26,494 --> 00:42:28,561 I mean, heather told me this early days as well. 1053 00:42:28,563 --> 00:42:30,296 It's all about the bigger picture. 1054 00:42:30,298 --> 00:42:32,966 Um, I'm quite used to just honing in on one issue 1055 00:42:32,968 --> 00:42:34,434 and that being my world 1056 00:42:34,436 --> 00:42:35,568 and it just tearing me down, 1057 00:42:35,570 --> 00:42:37,870 but every small step in yachting, 1058 00:42:37,872 --> 00:42:39,706 and every piece of advice you get given is-- 1059 00:42:39,708 --> 00:42:42,508 it's all-- it's all contributing towards a bigger picture, 1060 00:42:42,510 --> 00:42:44,510 and, um, and, yeah. 1061 00:42:44,512 --> 00:42:46,813 That's excellent, heather. Thank you. 1062 00:42:46,815 --> 00:42:50,049 - Um, well, I want to thank the crew of "my seanna" 1063 00:42:50,051 --> 00:42:51,150 for being here 1064 00:42:51,152 --> 00:42:53,620 and for a wild charter season. 1065 00:42:53,622 --> 00:42:55,989 I'm andy cohen. Good night, everybody.