Every day, it’s hell.
So you’ve got to be ready for hell.
No!
There’s one authority on this boat, and it’s me.
The situation is monumental.
We’ve got a friggin' problem.
This is my vessel, and you are going inside now.
- You know what I’m gonna do? - Oh, goodness me.
Now’s the time to law down the law.
Oh, Stillie’s getting cozy.
I----ed Helen in the water!
I’m hurt.
I really----ed up.
[hyperventilating]
I have attraction for Damo and Scottish.
I have one life, so I do what I want.
Barbara has a grip on me, and I really----ing like her.
I’m hoping Barbara feels the same.
Okay?
All you have to do is just bar, day head.
Maybe you can put off the "just" because...
[bleep] you.
Now is our last charter.
Take it off! Take it off!
We’re team Fire and Ice.
We’re gonna do the sisters are Ice,
and then the friends are Fire.
- ing serve at seven o’clock.
He’s gonna be in a state tonight.
[bleep] me.
I’m not a----ing octopus, and I’m not Mary Poppins.
You know what? Go [bleep] yourself.
Yeah, we’re gonna need it.
Oh, my God.
Come on, mother----er.
Geez, this is fun.
Should I do body glitter again?
Of course.
These look great.
Yeah, get that on.
This is so bad.
Oh, yeah, this is itchy.
I’m feeling so lesbian.
Red wine for my red outfit and my red lips.
All right.
Lead the way with your crown.
Yeah!
Hey, girls.
Copy that.
Focus, focus, focus. God damn it.
No, no, no, no.
- Yes! - Let’s do it.
I don’t know.
- What the [bleep] are we doing? - Hugo always looks so good.
Welcome to Fire and Ice.
I’m excited.
Oh, wow!
[laughing]
This looks so good.
- All right, enjoy your dinner. - Enjoy, enjoy.
This is gorgeous.
Captain Kerry is here to join you for your meal.
Hello, Captain.
Captain, are you fire or ice?
[laughing]
Captain’s at the table.
That looks really cool to be honest.
Good, good.
Ow!
- That was a good one. - Yeah.
That was a good one.
Good evening. Wow, you look again beautiful tonight.
You too, Captain.
Welcome to our Fire and Ice tasting.
For the first course, iced avocado mousse
on a black garlic paste.
- Thank you. - Thank you. Enjoy.
Ooh, look at this.
Oh, yum.
Voila.
It’s really spicy.
It’s good. Yummy.
I need to get towels.
So, hear me out.
- You’re off in August. - Yeah.
What if I meet up with you in August instead of now?
Do you think that’d be okay?
Yeah.
Because then we can spend more time together.
- Yeah. - Okay.
We keep in touch.
[laughing]
Exactly what I want to hear.
Can you not do this at the table?
- I can do. - I think that’s more fun.
It’s fire.
We got nine. Yeah. Let’s go.
The second course. Onion brulee.
Oh, something’s on fire.
Oh, I gotta blow that out. I’m Ice.
[laughing]
- Yeah. - Next one.
- Oh, my gosh. So good. - There’s a lot of flavors.
So, as soon as we put the water, we gotta go.
I gotta go, guys.
- Wow. Thanks. - That’s special.
So amazing.
Here we have a spicy cucumber bell pepper cappuccino.
- Do you hear it bubbling? - How cool is this?
- Oh, my gosh. - It’s very cool.
- Doing really well. - Thanks, Bro.
Don’t stop now, though.
Rainbeau, Rainbeau, service.
Steak au poivre, flambé with cognac.
- Oh! - The flame!
- It’s on fire! - Yes.
Oh, now I see it.
That’s so cool.
That’s unreal.
Oui.
You are so good at cooking. It’s insane.
Let’s go.
We have smoked mushroom risotto.
I can’t taste mushrooms. I taste smoke.
You don’t taste mushrooms in this?
- No. - All right.
Chef, I have 20 minutes until the fireworks.
I don’t want them eating when the fireworks go off.
Okay.
Today on the beach, we’re like,
what happens if something happens to captain?
Damo’s like, I got it.
I’m like, uh, I don't know...
You’re like, I'll walk.
I’m not sure I'm trusting.
No.
Jesus.
What cutlery? What cutlery?
- Like two minutes. - What cutlery?
Fork.
Uh... Spoon.
- Are you sure? - Ice cream.
- No spoons. - [bleep] my life.
Ready to go, ready to go.
Take his tray. Go, go, go.
We gotta go.
So we have a Baked Alaska with Grand Marnier.
[gasping]
Oh.
You beauty.
I’m scared.
Me, too? [laughing]
Oh, this is delicious.
Oh, my gosh.
So----ing nailed it.
So the guests always love your food.
Why do you think you doubt yourself?
I don’t know.
I just always have this feeling to feel like it was not enough.
And I’m going to work on that.
I’m so glad I put my faith in you to come back.
Oh...
Chef, I love you.
I hope to see you for many, many more seasons.
I’m sorry I'm busy that day, but thank you so much.
[laughing]
- That was cool. - Really nice.
Me and Solene have came a long way.
I mean, we’ve been through a lot.
We’ve both made some terrible decisions along the way.
There’s definitely been deceit all season.
Hey!
Stillie’s getting cozy.
Oh my God.
But now we’re back.
I’m not with Solene, but
there’s definitely feelings involved there.
Maybe me more so than her, but I’m an emotional guy.
As much as I’d say it might just be on a sexual level,
I’d be lying to myself.
All crew, all crew,
can I please have you to the upper pantry for the fireworks?
- Fireworks? - Yeah.
To celebrate you all, and in true Fire and Ice fashion,
we’d love to invite you outside for some fireworks.
- [gasping] - No!
[cheering]
That’s amazing!
Captain, put down the ice cream! Let’s go!
I’m out of here.
Fireworks started?
They started yet? No.
This is a surprise.
- Wait, where is it? - That barge.
- [cheering] - Oh, here we go!
Woo!
That’s ice for ya!
Oh, dude, it’s so close!
Happy new year!
I can’t believe it. I can’t believe we're here.
My crew this season dealt
with different obstacles and challenges.
Feels like we’ve been chased by a feral dog with rabies,
but we pulled it off.
Well done to us.
I’m very proud.
[cheering]
Coming up...
You’re not supposed to be drinking.
Are you----ing kidding me?
- [bleep] you, bro! [bleep] you. - [bleep] you, too!
[cheering]
Thank you very much for tonight. It was amazing.
I have to give you a hug. You’re amazing.
Thank you so much. We really appreciate it.
Congrats on the season. Well done.
I finished the season with the same interior team,
and I am so happy about it.
Every season has different personalities.
OK, then you----ing do it.
Every year is a whole new game and test.
I’m letting you go. You can leave now.
You guys wanted to drive me bat-sh-- crazy?
I quit!
But this year, I think I passed.
Good night.
Jess, go ahead and knock off for the night.
I’m going to go do some deck stuff.
I’ll see you in the morning.
[yawns]
- Good job, mate. Excellent - Thanks, Captain.
- Thanks again for... - It was----ing amazing.
...for trusting me and to bring me back here.
For me to have the opportunity
to see you flourish is pretty amazing, bro.
I’m very proud of Anthony.
He’s come a long way.
He’s not the same chef that he used to be.
He had a few hard knocks, made some mistakes,
but he ended up doing great.
And he’s grown to be the chef that I always knew he could be.
- Thanks again, mate. - Thank you, Captain.
- Thanks for everything again. - Excellent.
- Oh! - Whoa.
You’re on my radio.
- That’s so cute. - I love it.
Now French kiss on the lips.
No, we’re not--
- French him! - He’s in trouble.
They’re a massive temptation.
Look, they’re hot, rich enough to charter a yacht.
If you’re looking for a future ex-fiancé,
I am here to play.
Just sign me up.
Is there anything else you ladies need up here?
Probably.
[laughing]
Oh, my God. This is the last late’s list.
- Thanks----ing God, bro. - The last one.
I hate doing this.
Oh, yes.
Oh, thank you for deciding that.
- Oh, you spilled. - I didn’t spill.
- Yes, yes, yes. - Yes.
This is really heavy.
- So-So, let’s go. - I’ll hold it.
Me and you together.
Ooh la la! Together!
It’s very delicious.
I’m irritated.
Taking shots with charter guests,
doing [bleep]-all at night.
Like, I don’t understand how you are this selfish
and narcissistic as a human being.
You need to iron this sheet.
Oh, me, I really don’t care about this bed.
I’m not going to sleep inside.
Baby, baby, break.
I feel your energy.
It just shows me that you don’t care, right?
Ah, yes.
[bleep] all that bullsh--.
Bye. I love you. Good night.
- Good night, sisters. - Oh my God.
We’ll see you in the morning.
Go in front of the sunbed.
I just want to jump on you.
Going to jump like this and don’t fall.
So just be ready.
Can we do whatever we’re doing after work?
Because I need her and I really want to go to bed.
Ah la.
Of course.
It’s okay. It's the last day, we don’t care.
Don’t move your arm, okay?
Oh, my God.
Yeah, look, I’m into Solene.
- It’s very nice. - It’s very fun.
Yeah, I love to jump.
I’m not the kind of guy that's going to fall hard and heavy
because I know what comes with that
is heartache and regret.
But I kissed Solene before.
If I get the opportunity, I’m going to do it again.
Yo!
Want a hand with anything?
- I’m done. - I’m done, too.
I’m just doing laundry.
So-So might need a hand, but I’m not helping her.
Oh, this is nice.
If I was a chief stew, I would never hire her.
- ing vacuum.
Here. Here.
Good night, love.
What the [bleep]?
Oh, [bleep].
You’re not supposed to be drinking.
I know.
The only reason I’m awake
is because you’re taking so long to finish.
Bro, I want to----ing go to bed.
Are you----ing kidding me?
No, [bleep] you, bro. [bleep] you.
[bleep] you, too.
I’ve only ever tried to help,
and you’re standing there laughing.
I genuinely think you are the worst person
I’ve ever had to work with ever,
because you don’t give a [bleep].
You don’t give a [bleep].
I’m genuinely so thankful I never have to work
with you again.
[bleep] off.
At this point, I’m just like over it.
I’m just going to start telling Fraz now.
I think I can go to bed now.
I don’t want to explode.
I finish. I don’t care.
The audacity of this dumb bitch.
Like, who do you think you are?
Ow, sh--.
[cheering]
Let’s go!
So stupid.
I have a three page long letter from Rainbeau.
I understand her frustration, I really do.
But what do you want me to do?
No one is getting fired on the drop off day.
[snoring]
It’s mimosa time.
All crew, all crew, we have guests coming up.
Bridge, bridge, that’s the stern door closed.
Excellent, thanks mate.
So ladies, we’re doing lobster benedict.
And chef is also doing crepes.
I would do the crepes with strawberries.
- Lobster. - I will do the same.
- Can I have a bagel, please. - A bagel?
- Foredeck, pull the hook. - Copy that.
Bridge, I have eyes on the anchor.
Excellent calling. Thank you, Jess.
- Perfect, these ready? - Yep.
Thank you.
Oh yum, that looks so good.
So good.
It’s very good.
Five minutes for the bridge.
Ladies, we’re entering the bridge now.
So we can watch that from up top?
Yes.
All guests are on the sundeck and staying there.
Copy that, thank you.
Okay, I’m going to go out to the starboard wing.
All season, I’ve been very nervous about this bridge.
It doesn’t get easier.
But the deck team this season is the best deck team I’ve had
and I have trust in my team.
I don’t think anybody understands
how big of a deal that is.
Portside, projected clearance, 2 meters.
I don’t think it’s going to happen.
We can get off right here.
Two meters on both sides, clearance for the bridge.
Your stern is now in line with the beginning of the bridge.
- That is crazy. - That was wild.
I didn’t know it was going to be that small.
- Holy sh--. - You don’t drive.
- He did it! - I know!
- Step one done. - Last time we do that part.
Okay, we’re good here.
First line is going ashore.
We have one meter on starboard quarter.
Hugo’s the man, he's got it.
Yeah, lock her off real quick.
- [cheering] - Well done.
Bridge, that’s all lines secure.
Yeah!
Hats off to everybody.
I’m tickled pink.
There’s nothing but praise all round, including the boat.
All crew, all guests are going to cabins to pack bags.
- Sad to go home. - Me, too.
- It’s drop off day! - Yeah!
Oh, you’re very strong.
I’m ready to go.
I’m not.
- Good morning! - Beautiful dream.
[snoring]
Get her the [bleep] out of the bed.
Today is about celebrating the people
that have worked the hardest.
Yeah.
Let’s have a good night, be positive.
- So-So. - [groans]
Interior into your whites, please.
Oh, la-la!
- Have a good day. - You, too.
All crew, all crew. Ten minutes to guest departure.
I’ll see you all on the aft deck.
Game time.
Do you have a microfiber in your pocket
or are you just happy to see him?
Rainbeau’s coming out of her shell.
Gina, how’s your hat staying on?
I have a big head.
- Thank you so much. - Thank you.
Pleasure. Oh, it’s lovely to have you.
Ah...
- Thank you so much. - Honey, my love.
Over so soon.
I know.
We had an absolutely wonderful time with all of you.
- We did. - You really brought it.
Here’s our gratitude.
Thank you very much.
Safe travels.
All right, team, what a wonderful way
to finish the season
For the one last time, let’s get these things off,
into our blues.
[cheering]
We’ll get into blues and then
it’s just going to be stripping sheets.
Get rid of any bins.
Let’s cover it and then let’s pow-wow.
[laughing]
How do you feel? You excited, sad?
I did not expect the season to go the way that it did.
I had such a good time here.
So, I just need to speak to Barbara now and just...
- Oh, about going to visit her. - Yeah.
I’m excited about the idea of going to New York because,
I mean, Barbara’s really cool.
I’m enjoying, like, her company and for me,
I always look for in a partner someone who likes children
because that’s what I want one day.
And Barbara’s got... Like, she loves children.
I’m not saying that that’s the plan,
but, I mean, we’ll see, right, guys? I’m happy.
I don’t know. We’ll see what happens tonight.
All crew, all crew.
I’ve got a very heavy envelope that I need to lighten now.
So, let’s all meet in the Sky Lounge for a tip meeting.
Copy!
You stop to put stuff in my body.
Oh, yeah.
Ooh!
Look at this.
[sighs]
- We----ing made it, eh? - Yeah.
At the start of the season, there was some kinks.
Hugo, you came in, you saved my ass.
You’re not there yet. So, I gotta let you go, mate.
Okay. I get your point.
- I’m Stillie. - Hugo, nice to meet you.
- Hugo, pleasure. - Nice to meet you, guys.
- Nice to meet you, too. - Thanks, Cap.
And Anthony, to have the opportunity to bring you back
and to see you excel?
[bleep] mate. Bravo.
[cheering]
Thanks, Captain.
I’m very proud of everybody. So, thank you.
A good crew can make a bad captain look good.
And a bad crew can make a good captain look bad.
I need a crew that work very well together.
And this crew did that.
I am really proud of them.
I’ve got a really fat envelope here.
- [gasping] - Really fat envelope.
- Yeah. Yeah. - Come on.
I’m impressed with this.
- 28K. - [cheering]
That’s $2153 each.
This year, we brought in $195,490.
- Oh, man. - [whistles]
It’s not too shabby, eh?
For those of us for the whole season,
$15,037 each.
We’re going to slam these,
and then we’re going to head to Fort Louis
and have some celebratory drinks.
And then we’ll come back, get changed,
and your guys will go out for dinner.
- Cheers to the season! - Cheers, guys!
- Cheers! - Cheers!
Sh--, what am I wearing?
[chattering]
- Oh, yes. - Because she spoke with me.
Yeah, yeah.
Oh, no.
Let’s go!
This is the longest I’ve worn shoes in six weeks,
and my feet are hurting.
- This is cool. - This is incredible.
I’m glad you had my back.
I’m very proud of us. And I really love you.
It was an amazing season.
- I love you so much. - You’ve been good.
We have had our ups and downs,
but ultimately, he’s the only chef I want to work with.
And I hope we’re going to have many,
many other seasons together.
Because waking up next to you, I mean...
You were not next to me.
Next to you in a galley every day.
See your face coming in a galley that makes my day.
- Mmm. Be good. - I love you.
Goodbye. I’ll never see you again.
Go [bleep] yourself.
[laughing]
That’s it? Oh, no. That was a nice one.
Oh.
I love you, too. I’m too hot in here.
- I want to stay here. - I do not want to stay here.
I want to hear what you’re going to say.
Great view.
So sick.
Saint David, on three!
One, two, three.
Saint David!
Oh, la la.
Coming up...
We made it!
- When do we leave here? - Quarter to 7.
So fast today.
Oh.
For reals?
Okay, let’s go.
Let’s have a great ass time!
Look at my man.
I want to do it again.
Six more weeks.
Six more weeks! Six more weeks!
- Let’s go. - Woo!
Seven tequila, two vodka shots.
Cheers, everyone. What a great season.
- Love you all. - Love you all.
So what’s your plans this evening?
[laughing]
I’m more quiet today because I’m sad.
Is the issues that you are struggling with,
is it trust?
No, I don’t know, to be honest.
It doesn’t make sense for me,
being in a relationship that I’m not together.
I could never do it.
I don’t blame her if she has trust issues.
I understand that.
And I think that’s the reason why
she’s still so closed off to me.
I’m not gonna question that. I understand it completely.
It’s hard to find people that you can trust in.
Yeah, I know.
And then when you sometimes you think you’ve found that person?
Yeah.
But it’s like, I don't want to have this pressure.
I wanna go back to work.
And now it’s my time to focus on my job.
All right, guys. Let’s go to dinner.
Can we please get two tuna tartars?
- Shrimp tempura. - Filet mignon.
Can I get a side of fries, as well, with that?
Merci.
I hate children.
[bleep]
Ah, no.
So-So, are you gonna do another season on the boat?
I don’t know.
It’s too many slash.
- You want a cigarette? - Yeah, I’ll come for a ciggy.
Yeah.
I would actually like that, yeah.
But I don’t know what you would...
Yeah, I don’t know what you would like.
What would you like?
Yeah.
I really don’t know with Scottish and me
if we are going to go somewhere together.
Normally, I’m just, like,
enjoy the present and don’t think about the future,
because maybe in two days...
Oh.
- Strange. - Very strange.
I thought we were going this way and now we’re going this way,
but that’s yachting, right? We pivot, so...
Here we are.
So that’s it, moving on.
Onwards and upwards.
I’ve got no regrets, I’ve got no qualms.
Let’s make the best of tonight.
It’s the last night, let’s go out with a bang.
So to speak.
You know what I mean? Who doesn’t like----ing?
All right, let’s go, guys. Let’s go to the party.
Woo!
Whoa!
Sharing’s caring.
It’s the last night. Let’s go for it.
This is so----ed up.
I’m not a good person.
Everything I do is motivated by myself.
Like, if I go to console someone,
I want to make them feel better,
but I know at the root of it,
I’m doing it because I want to be the one
that makes them feel better.
I try to be a good friend,
but I’m not that good of a friend.
You’re not going to say no to Solene.
Like, [bleep] it,
she’s going to be kissing someone, why not me?
Really?
I saw you kiss Damo, too.
- Tonight? - Yes.
I’m glad.
I pick the wrong women all the time.
All is well, all is well, brother.
Who farted?
No, shut the [bleep] up.
[laughing]
Oh, my gosh.
Boobies, boobies, boobies.
Ah!
You’re mad at me.
I’m not mad at you, no.
Just don’t care what you do, you could live your life.
- You do what you want. - You don’t care?
I do care, but that’s obviously care too much.
- Voila, voila. - Whatever, whatever.
Why is this hummus green?
Hello.
What are you making?
Something.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah?
And you know I like you.
So if you like Scottish, why do you keep kissing me?
Maybe I like you, too.
If I kiss you now...
do you think it would be fair on Scottish?
Yeah.
I think he knows the game now.
Oh, [bleep].
Even if I kiss Damo a few many times...
But I still want to spend the night with Scottish.
[laughing]
I do care about her more than I should.
Do I hate myself for that? Absolutely. But...
[kissing]
[alarm sounds]
[yawns]
[snoring]
[groans]
- I don’t know who's suitcase. - It’s mine.
Good morning, gorgeous people.
There’s lube on the floor!
What were these used for?
Ultra ribbed.
Congratulations, safe.
Me and Solene had a lovely night.
I thought it could have been a bit more,
but then you’re entitled able to do your own thing
- as a woman, so... - You told me do your thing.
Exactly.
- You say what? Good girl? - Good fun.
- Good girl, happy girl. - Good girl?
Yeah, you’re a good girl.
You say that to a dog. A good dog. Good girl.
I’m not a dog. - ing don’t say that.
We are going to leave.
Let’s----ing do this, eh?
- So this happened. - This happened.
This also happened.
Kyle definitely Fraser. Fraser.
And Damo. I saw.
Barbara...
- Jess. - Rainbeau, Damo.
Yeah.
So in conclusion, everything comes from...
Solene.
She’s the common...
Literally Sol, yeah.
Yeah.
- Can I speak with you? - Yeah, sure.
I just want to clear the air because my mother always told me
that the way how you are with the people
is more valuable than to be good at your work sometimes.
I just wanted to tell you maybe sorry or so.
- Yeah. - Yeah.
- And you, you’re not sorry?
No.
You was very bad with me.
You treat me like a... children.
- I’m not going to say please. - Asking you--
I’m not going to say thank you.
I’m sorry. This conversation is a waste of my time.
Remember, you’ve been shown three or four times
where these go?
You treat me like children.
Okay, that’s fine.
No, I’m genuinely not sorry.
Like, she’s so fake, - ing fake,
from her eyelashes to her lips.
[bleep]
- Cool. - Voila.
Good chat.
Oh, Jesus Christ.
What the [bleep] am I thinking?
Wow, this is----ing packed to the----ing rim.
Hmm.
Don’t want to go.
The conversation with Solene is just honestly baffling to me,
but I’ve learned to let it go.
I feel more ready than I’ve ever been to be a chief stew.
I’ve taken a lot of tips and tricks from Fraser to help me
in that career jump that I’m hopefully
going to make very soon.
- Love you. - Love you.
Get it, sister.
I loved working with you so much.
Really have.
All crew, all crew. That’s Jess off the boat.
- Love you. - Bye-bye.
Guys, you two look so gay.
This experience has been life-changing.
With the guests, with crew, with personal growth.
I have feelings for Barbara for sure.
I like her.
Saying goodbye is really hard.
Bye-bye, Jess.
No, don’t throw, it’ll go in the water!
Ah!
- You’re a psychopath. - Ah!
- Bitch! - Enough, please.
Love you.
Mate.
I’d love to see you get some more experience.
You know, there’s a thing about working hard and partying hard,
but you may miss opportunities in the future
if you can’t keep that in line.
Yeah, without a doubt, yeah. Yeah, without a doubt.
Kyle has an amazing amount of potential,
but the booze and whatever demons he has
is what’s going to hold this guy back.
He’s the only one who can fix where he’s going.
You’ve got the mettle to do it.
I want to see you succeed.
What the [bleep]?
Maybe done some things this year that I’m not proud of,
and I’ve learned from that as I’ve come back
with vengeance to do even better.
- All right. - See you.
Goodbye, all. Take it easy.
And if she’s easy, take her twice.
I shouldn’t have kissed Solene.
- I’m not sorry. - Yeah, no, don’t be sorry.
- Sorry? - No, don’t be sorry.
No, I’m not sorry. But that’s okay.
- Life goes on. - Whoo!
I’m going to miss you like a back misses a bone.
Oh, my God!
And I’m going to miss you like a bone misses a back.
Hey!
Honestly, when I came back, I was not sure I can do it.
But I killed it.
I feel I have wings and I’m ready to fly.
Mate, it was a pleasure having you aboard.
It took a lot of pressure off me.
It shows you’re going to go a long way in this industry.
I love this industry and everything that it’s given me.
It’s been a really incredible ride.
Seeing what we’ve done,
I can leave with my head held high.
Yeah, you know the name now.
I know the name the last day, of course.
I think I’m going to try to continue yachting.
Thank you, Fraser.
For now, I just need a holiday.
Peace. No more washing.
No more bed. No more nothing.
- ing suitcase.
Bye, angel.
Oh...
What a season, huh?
Thank you for everything.
I’m proud of you, too, mate.
Last season you did well.
This season you did even better.
You didn’t come to me because you didn’t know what to do.
You came to me just to bounce things off.
That’s awesome.
Had some challenges this season,
but you’re the one who brought yourself back.
It was all you. And you should be proud of yourself.
Thank you very much.
He is an absolutely incredible chief stew
and every season he’s shown growth.
He’s aspiring to be at the top of his game every day.
I’m very proud of Fraser.
Thank you so much, Captain.
- Safe travels. - Yes, mate.
I’ll see you around.
- Take care, mate. - Thank you.
I just love what I do.
I was hired to do a job, and I came and I did it.
And I really trust myself.
And I think that means so much to me.