1 00:00:03,237 --> 00:00:04,705 - Previously on Hannibal. - Layers and layers of lies 2 00:00:04,738 --> 00:00:07,508 betrayed by the sad glint in a child's eyes. 3 00:00:07,541 --> 00:00:11,645 - How did you feel seeing Marissa Schuur impaled in his antler room? 4 00:00:11,679 --> 00:00:14,315 - Guilty. - Because you couldn't save her? 5 00:00:14,348 --> 00:00:16,550 - Because I felt like I killed her. 6 00:00:16,584 --> 00:00:19,487 - Our friend Will seems haunted today. 7 00:00:19,520 --> 00:00:23,424 - We don't know what nightmares lie coiled beneath Will's pillow. 8 00:00:23,457 --> 00:00:26,660 - At night, I leave the lights on in my little house 9 00:00:26,694 --> 00:00:29,797 and walk across the flat fields. When I look back 10 00:00:29,830 --> 00:00:32,633 from a distance, the house is like a boat on the sea. 11 00:00:32,666 --> 00:00:35,469 It's really the only time I feel safe. 12 00:00:35,503 --> 00:00:39,073 - Children transport us to our childhoods. - What do you see, Will? 13 00:00:39,107 --> 00:00:43,177 - Will may feel the tug of life before the FBI, before you. He needs an anchor, Jack. 14 00:00:43,211 --> 00:00:46,447 - Where are you going? - I'm gonna go home. 15 00:01:40,934 --> 00:01:42,736 (siren) 16 00:01:51,445 --> 00:01:54,748 - You lost? 17 00:01:54,782 --> 00:01:57,251 - Uh, what? 18 00:01:57,285 --> 00:01:59,620 - What's your name? 19 00:01:59,653 --> 00:02:03,391 - Will Graham. 20 00:02:03,424 --> 00:02:06,594 - Do you know where you are, Mr. Graham? 21 00:02:06,627 --> 00:02:09,630 - No. 22 00:02:09,663 --> 00:02:12,266 - Where do you live? 23 00:02:12,300 --> 00:02:16,204 - Wolf Trap, Virginia. 24 00:02:16,237 --> 00:02:19,907 - We're in Wolf Trap, so that's good. You're close to home. 25 00:02:19,940 --> 00:02:22,310 Is that yours? 26 00:02:25,779 --> 00:02:27,748 - Aw, hi, Winston. 27 00:02:27,781 --> 00:02:29,750 Hey-- 28 00:02:29,783 --> 00:02:32,253 Uh, can I sit down? My feet are sore. 29 00:02:32,286 --> 00:02:35,489 - Why don't we take you home? 30 00:02:35,523 --> 00:02:38,892 - OK. 31 00:02:38,926 --> 00:02:41,429 - Are you on any drugs? Medication? 32 00:02:41,462 --> 00:02:43,431 Prescription or otherwise? - No. 33 00:02:43,464 --> 00:02:44,832 - You been drinkin'? 34 00:02:44,865 --> 00:02:47,835 - No. Uh, yes. Not excessively. 35 00:02:47,868 --> 00:02:50,471 I had two fingers of whiskey before I went to bed. 36 00:02:50,504 --> 00:02:54,642 - You have a history of sleepwalking, Mr. Graham? 37 00:02:54,675 --> 00:02:58,812 - I'm not even sure if I'm awake now. 38 00:03:12,426 --> 00:03:14,395 - Although I may be, is it safe 39 00:03:14,428 --> 00:03:18,266 to assume you're not sleepwalking now? - I'm sorry it's so early. 40 00:03:18,299 --> 00:03:21,535 - Never apologize for coming to me. 41 00:03:21,569 --> 00:03:24,772 Office hours are for patients. My kitchen is always open to friends. 42 00:03:28,976 --> 00:03:32,480 Onset of sleepwalking in adulthood 43 00:03:32,513 --> 00:03:35,716 is less common than in children. - Could it be a seizure? 44 00:03:37,718 --> 00:03:40,588 - I'd argue good old-fashioned post-traumatic stress. 45 00:03:40,621 --> 00:03:42,823 Jack Crawford has gotten your hands very dirty. 46 00:03:42,856 --> 00:03:46,694 - I wasn't forced back into the field. - I wouldn't say "forced". 47 00:03:46,727 --> 00:03:49,463 "Manipulated" would be the word I'd choose. 48 00:03:49,497 --> 00:03:51,799 - I can handle it. 49 00:03:51,832 --> 00:03:54,435 - Somewhere between denying horrible events 50 00:03:54,468 --> 00:03:56,970 and calling them out lies the truth of psychological trauma. 51 00:03:57,004 --> 00:03:59,507 - So I can't handle it. 52 00:03:59,540 --> 00:04:01,575 - Your experience may have overwhelmed ordinary functions 53 00:04:01,609 --> 00:04:03,577 that give you a sense of control. 54 00:04:03,611 --> 00:04:06,580 - If my body is walking around without my permission, 55 00:04:06,614 --> 00:04:08,982 you'd say that's a loss of control? 56 00:04:09,016 --> 00:04:12,886 - Wouldn't you? 57 00:04:19,627 --> 00:04:21,695 Sleepwalkers demonstrate a difficulty 58 00:04:21,729 --> 00:04:24,998 handling aggression. Are you experiencing 59 00:04:25,032 --> 00:04:28,469 difficulty with aggressive feelings? 60 00:04:28,502 --> 00:04:31,639 - You said Jack sees me as fine china 61 00:04:31,672 --> 00:04:35,476 used for special guests. 62 00:04:35,509 --> 00:04:38,379 I'm beginning to feel more like an old mug. 63 00:04:40,381 --> 00:04:43,417 - You entered into a devil's bargain with Jack Crawford. It takes a toll. 64 00:04:43,451 --> 00:04:46,820 - Jack isn't the devil. 65 00:04:46,854 --> 00:04:50,924 - When it comes to how far he's willing to push you to get what he wants, 66 00:04:50,958 --> 00:04:53,927 he's certainly no saint. 67 00:05:35,736 --> 00:05:38,739 *** 68 00:06:01,562 --> 00:06:05,466 - Room was registered to a John Smith. Heh, big surprise there. 69 00:06:05,499 --> 00:06:07,701 - An appalling failure of imagination. 70 00:06:07,735 --> 00:06:10,704 - They paid cash. There are no security cameras 71 00:06:10,738 --> 00:06:12,706 on the premises-- another big surprise. 72 00:06:12,740 --> 00:06:15,843 - John Smith one of the victims? - Mr. and Mrs. Anderson, 73 00:06:15,876 --> 00:06:18,612 according to the register. Mutilated and displayed. 74 00:06:18,646 --> 00:06:20,614 I thought it might be the Chesapeake Ripper, but 75 00:06:20,648 --> 00:06:23,484 there were no surgical trophies taken. I'm gonna need you 76 00:06:23,517 --> 00:06:25,786 to prepare yourself on this one. - I'm prepared. 77 00:06:25,819 --> 00:06:27,788 - Prepare yourself some more. It's soup in there. 78 00:06:27,821 --> 00:06:30,591 - Soup isn't good for the soul. - Not this kind. 79 00:06:30,624 --> 00:06:33,193 Alright, look, there are no jurisdictional rivalries here. 80 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:36,697 The local police begged us to take this. Where's your head? 81 00:06:36,730 --> 00:06:40,434 - It's on my pillow. I didn't sleep. 82 00:06:40,468 --> 00:06:43,504 - Got just the thing to wake you up. 83 00:07:04,224 --> 00:07:06,860 - OK, I'm awake. 84 00:07:10,598 --> 00:07:12,700 - Hooks were bored into the ceiling. 85 00:07:12,733 --> 00:07:14,502 Fishing line was used 86 00:07:14,535 --> 00:07:17,938 to hold up the bodies and... the wings. 87 00:07:17,971 --> 00:07:20,808 - At least we know he's a fisherman. - And/or a Viking. 88 00:07:20,841 --> 00:07:23,043 - Vikings do this? 89 00:07:23,076 --> 00:07:26,547 - Vikings used to execute Christians by breaking their ribs, 90 00:07:26,580 --> 00:07:28,649 bending them back, and draping the lungs over them 91 00:07:28,682 --> 00:07:31,919 to resemble wings. They used to call it a "blood eagle." 92 00:07:31,952 --> 00:07:34,888 - Pagans mocking the god-fearing? 93 00:07:34,922 --> 00:07:38,926 - Then who's mocking who? - No, he isn't mocking them. 94 00:07:38,959 --> 00:07:41,829 He's transforming them. - I don't know if it was 95 00:07:41,862 --> 00:07:44,064 the good night's sleep, but he slept here. 96 00:07:44,097 --> 00:07:46,600 Hair on the pillow and the sheets are still damp. 97 00:07:46,634 --> 00:07:48,736 He's a sweater. 98 00:07:48,769 --> 00:07:50,904 - Madness slept here last night. 99 00:07:53,106 --> 00:07:55,075 - He threw up on the nightstand. 100 00:07:55,108 --> 00:07:57,945 - Couldn't stomach what he did. 101 00:07:57,978 --> 00:07:59,947 Flop sweat and nervous indigestion. 102 00:07:59,980 --> 00:08:02,049 - Not nervous. 103 00:08:04,051 --> 00:08:06,587 Righteous. 104 00:08:06,620 --> 00:08:10,257 Thinks he's... elevating them somehow. 105 00:08:14,762 --> 00:08:17,865 I need a plastic sheet for the bed. 106 00:08:54,201 --> 00:08:56,970 This is not who you are. 107 00:09:02,242 --> 00:09:05,813 This is my gift to you. 108 00:09:13,721 --> 00:09:16,924 I allow you to become angels. 109 00:09:19,893 --> 00:09:21,895 And now, 110 00:09:21,929 --> 00:09:24,665 I lay me down to sleep. 111 00:09:31,004 --> 00:09:35,609 (classical music playing) 112 00:09:52,693 --> 00:09:54,795 - A masterpiece foie gras au torchon 113 00:09:54,828 --> 00:09:57,264 with a late harvest 114 00:09:57,297 --> 00:09:59,166 of Vidal sauce... 115 00:10:01,168 --> 00:10:04,037 ...with dried and fresh figs. 116 00:10:04,071 --> 00:10:06,339 - Wonderful. 117 00:10:06,373 --> 00:10:08,341 - Mrs. Crawford, your husband 118 00:10:08,375 --> 00:10:11,378 introduced you as Bella. Are you an Isabelle or an Annabelle? 119 00:10:11,411 --> 00:10:13,681 - I'm a Phyllis. 120 00:10:13,714 --> 00:10:18,151 Jack only calls me Phyllis when we disagree. 121 00:10:18,185 --> 00:10:22,022 - So, named Bella for your beauty. 122 00:10:22,055 --> 00:10:25,125 - We were both stationed in Italy. I was army, she was NATO staff. 123 00:10:25,158 --> 00:10:27,695 All of the Italian men kept calling her 124 00:10:27,728 --> 00:10:29,697 "bella, bella, bella." 125 00:10:29,730 --> 00:10:32,065 Well, I wanted her to be my bella. 126 00:10:35,736 --> 00:10:38,972 Mm. Cold foie gras 127 00:10:39,006 --> 00:10:41,975 with warm figs. - Yes. 128 00:10:42,009 --> 00:10:43,777 - Very nice. 129 00:10:43,811 --> 00:10:47,114 - Would I be a horrible guest if I skipped this course? 130 00:10:47,147 --> 00:10:49,182 - Too rich? - Too cruel. 131 00:10:49,216 --> 00:10:50,718 - Phyllis. 132 00:10:50,751 --> 00:10:52,886 - Jack. - First and worst sign 133 00:10:52,920 --> 00:10:55,923 of sociopathic behavior: cruelty to animals. 134 00:10:55,956 --> 00:10:59,326 - That doesn't apply in the kitchen. 135 00:10:59,359 --> 00:11:01,194 - I have no taste for animal cruelty, 136 00:11:01,228 --> 00:11:04,031 which is why I employ an ethical butcher. 137 00:11:04,064 --> 00:11:07,768 - An ethical butcher? Be kind to animals and then eat them? 138 00:11:07,801 --> 00:11:10,738 - I'm afraid I insist on it. 139 00:11:10,771 --> 00:11:14,407 No need for unnecessary suffering. 140 00:11:20,781 --> 00:11:24,417 Human emotions are a gift from our animal ancestors. 141 00:11:24,451 --> 00:11:26,419 Cruelty is a gift 142 00:11:26,453 --> 00:11:29,022 humanity has given itself. 143 00:11:29,056 --> 00:11:32,192 - The gift that keeps on giving. 144 00:11:36,797 --> 00:11:38,932 (inhaling) 145 00:11:38,966 --> 00:11:42,502 - Your perfume is exquisite. 146 00:11:42,535 --> 00:11:46,173 Similar to the aroma on the earth just after lightning strikes. 147 00:11:46,206 --> 00:11:49,309 Is it Jar? 148 00:11:49,342 --> 00:11:51,945 - That is some nose you have there, Doctor. 149 00:11:51,979 --> 00:11:54,381 - He's quite the charmer. 150 00:11:54,414 --> 00:11:56,516 - I first noticed my keen sense of smell 151 00:11:56,549 --> 00:11:58,886 when I was a young man. 152 00:11:58,919 --> 00:12:01,755 I was aware one of my teachers had stomach cancer 153 00:12:01,789 --> 00:12:04,792 even before he was. - Hm. 154 00:12:04,825 --> 00:12:07,060 Wow, that must have been some parlor trick. 155 00:12:07,094 --> 00:12:10,798 - For our next course, 156 00:12:10,831 --> 00:12:14,101 roasted pork shank. And I assure you, Bella, 157 00:12:14,134 --> 00:12:17,504 it was an especially supercilious pig. 158 00:12:26,546 --> 00:12:29,482 - "Death makes angels of us all and gives us wings 159 00:12:29,516 --> 00:12:31,852 where we had shoulders smooth as raven's claws." 160 00:12:31,885 --> 00:12:35,823 - Robert Frost. - Jim Morrison. 161 00:12:35,856 --> 00:12:38,826 - Even a drunk with a flair for the dramatic 162 00:12:38,859 --> 00:12:42,229 can convince himself he's God. Or the Lizard King. 163 00:12:42,262 --> 00:12:45,833 - God makes angels. Jesus was fond of fishermen. 164 00:12:45,866 --> 00:12:49,302 Are we talking hardcore Judeo-Christian upsetting, or just upsetting in general? 165 00:12:49,336 --> 00:12:51,404 - This is a very specific upsetting. 166 00:12:51,438 --> 00:12:53,373 - Increased serotonin in the wounds 167 00:12:53,406 --> 00:12:56,243 is much higher than the free histamines, so, uh, 168 00:12:56,276 --> 00:12:59,880 she lived for about 15 minutes after she was skinned. 169 00:12:59,913 --> 00:13:02,215 - Powder residue on the neck of the soda bottle 170 00:13:02,249 --> 00:13:04,317 shows Vecuronium-- 171 00:13:04,351 --> 00:13:07,287 scotch and soda and a paralytic agent. 172 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:10,123 - Kneeling in supplication at the feet of G-dash-D. 173 00:13:10,157 --> 00:13:12,993 - Supplication is the most common form of prayer. 174 00:13:13,026 --> 00:13:16,063 Gimme, gimme, gimme. 175 00:13:16,096 --> 00:13:18,531 - They weren't praying to him. 176 00:13:18,565 --> 00:13:21,301 They were praying for him. 177 00:13:24,037 --> 00:13:27,407 He's afraid. 178 00:13:27,440 --> 00:13:30,043 - What is somebody who could do something like this 179 00:13:30,077 --> 00:13:32,312 afraid of? 180 00:13:34,447 --> 00:13:37,284 - What's in his vomit? - Uh, dexamethasone... 181 00:13:39,252 --> 00:13:42,089 ...Keppra... - He was epileptic. Radiation? 182 00:13:42,122 --> 00:13:44,958 - Gamma four. - Steroids for the inflammation, 183 00:13:44,992 --> 00:13:48,161 anticonvulsants for the seizures, radiation for the chemotherapy. 184 00:13:48,195 --> 00:13:50,330 Our guy has a brain tumor. 185 00:13:54,167 --> 00:13:56,203 - He's afraid of dying in his sleep. 186 00:13:58,271 --> 00:14:02,275 He's making angels to watch over him. 187 00:14:09,182 --> 00:14:12,385 - Mrs. Crawford. 188 00:14:12,419 --> 00:14:15,622 Please come in. 189 00:14:18,625 --> 00:14:20,227 How often do you see him? 190 00:14:20,260 --> 00:14:22,595 - Twice a week at first. 191 00:14:22,629 --> 00:14:24,597 Now usually just once. 192 00:14:24,631 --> 00:14:27,067 - You're satisfied, then? 193 00:14:27,100 --> 00:14:29,069 - Enough to keep seeing him. 194 00:14:29,102 --> 00:14:31,538 - Your intention is not to tell Jack. 195 00:14:31,571 --> 00:14:36,343 - I don't see what good it would do. 196 00:14:36,376 --> 00:14:39,646 Jack sees the world at its worst. 197 00:14:39,679 --> 00:14:42,215 Don't need him seeing me at mine. 198 00:14:42,249 --> 00:14:44,451 He already has too much to worry about. 199 00:14:44,484 --> 00:14:47,320 - He has room for one more worry. 200 00:14:50,323 --> 00:14:52,292 I feel like you're protecting him. 201 00:14:52,325 --> 00:14:56,096 - I am. I've had dinner 202 00:14:56,129 --> 00:14:58,465 at your home. 203 00:14:58,498 --> 00:15:01,301 You have a professional relationship with my husband. 204 00:15:01,334 --> 00:15:04,437 There's no conflict of interest, me being here? 205 00:15:04,471 --> 00:15:06,439 - It's unorthodox, 206 00:15:06,473 --> 00:15:09,242 but not unheard of. 207 00:15:09,276 --> 00:15:12,112 Given the nature of your problem, seeing someone who knows Jack 208 00:15:12,145 --> 00:15:13,947 removes some of the guesswork. 209 00:15:18,018 --> 00:15:21,688 - This all started as some misguided stab 210 00:15:21,721 --> 00:15:24,424 at maintaining my dignity. 211 00:15:24,457 --> 00:15:27,327 - Nothing undignified about this. 212 00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:29,529 - Not yet. 213 00:15:29,562 --> 00:15:32,232 But I have indignity 214 00:15:32,265 --> 00:15:34,301 to look forward to, don't I? 215 00:15:34,334 --> 00:15:37,470 - The only indignity I see is resentment. 216 00:15:39,572 --> 00:15:42,409 Why do you resent your husband? 217 00:15:44,744 --> 00:15:48,481 - I resent that Jack... 218 00:15:48,515 --> 00:15:51,118 has too much to worry about 219 00:15:51,151 --> 00:15:53,620 to worry about me. 220 00:15:53,653 --> 00:15:55,688 - But that's your choice. 221 00:15:55,722 --> 00:15:57,757 Not his. 222 00:15:57,790 --> 00:16:01,494 - Then maybe you should see us both for couples counseling. 223 00:16:01,528 --> 00:16:05,165 - I would recommend another psychiatrist for couples. 224 00:16:05,198 --> 00:16:09,436 I wouldn't want you to have the home-couch advantage. 225 00:16:09,469 --> 00:16:11,704 - It's hard enough 226 00:16:11,738 --> 00:16:14,507 dealing with how I feel about all of this. 227 00:16:14,541 --> 00:16:17,610 Don't need to deal with how Jack feels about it. 228 00:16:23,350 --> 00:16:27,187 - There is no one and only spiritual center of the brain. 229 00:16:27,220 --> 00:16:30,090 Any idea of God comes from many different areas of the mind 230 00:16:30,123 --> 00:16:32,325 working together in unison. 231 00:16:32,359 --> 00:16:34,327 - Maybe I was wrong. 232 00:16:34,361 --> 00:16:37,497 How do you profile someone who has 233 00:16:37,530 --> 00:16:40,533 an anomaly in their head changing the way they think? 234 00:16:40,567 --> 00:16:44,204 - A tumor can definitely affect brain function, 235 00:16:44,237 --> 00:16:47,340 even cause vivid hallucinations. However, what appears 236 00:16:47,374 --> 00:16:50,743 to be driving your Angel Maker to create heaven on earth 237 00:16:50,777 --> 00:16:54,614 is a simple issue of mortality. - Can't beat God, become him? 238 00:16:54,647 --> 00:16:58,518 - You said he was afraid. 239 00:16:58,551 --> 00:17:01,688 - He feels abandoned. 240 00:17:04,391 --> 00:17:06,359 - Ever feel abandoned, Will? 241 00:17:06,393 --> 00:17:09,696 - Abandonment requires expectation. 242 00:17:09,729 --> 00:17:13,100 - What were you expectations 243 00:17:13,133 --> 00:17:16,503 of Jack Crawford and the FBI? 244 00:17:16,536 --> 00:17:18,505 - Jack hasn't abandoned me. 245 00:17:18,538 --> 00:17:21,241 - Not in any discernible way. 246 00:17:21,274 --> 00:17:24,577 Perhaps in the way gods abandon their creations. 247 00:17:24,611 --> 00:17:26,813 You say he hasn't abandoned you, but at the same time 248 00:17:26,846 --> 00:17:30,383 you find yourself wandering around Wolf Trap in the middle of the night. 249 00:17:30,417 --> 00:17:34,387 - Well... (chuckling) This should be interesting. 250 00:17:34,421 --> 00:17:37,524 Please, Doctor, proceed. 251 00:17:37,557 --> 00:17:41,594 - Jack gave you his word he would protect your headspace, 252 00:17:41,628 --> 00:17:44,397 yet he leaves you to your mental devices. 253 00:17:44,431 --> 00:17:48,668 - Are you trying to alienate me from Jack Crawford? 254 00:17:48,701 --> 00:17:53,206 - I'm trying to help you understand this Angel Maker 255 00:17:53,240 --> 00:17:55,208 you seek. - Well, help me understand 256 00:17:55,242 --> 00:17:57,810 how to catch him. - If he were a classic paranoid 257 00:17:57,844 --> 00:18:01,448 schizophrenic, you might be able to influence him 258 00:18:01,481 --> 00:18:04,351 to become visible. - What, scare him out into the daylight? 259 00:18:04,384 --> 00:18:07,320 - Might even get him to hurt himself, 260 00:18:07,354 --> 00:18:09,489 if he hasn't already. - If he were self-destructive, 261 00:18:09,522 --> 00:18:11,624 he-he-he wouldn't be so careful. 262 00:18:11,658 --> 00:18:15,428 - Unless he's careful about being self-destructive, 263 00:18:15,462 --> 00:18:19,866 making angels to pray over him when he sleeps. 264 00:18:23,670 --> 00:18:27,140 Who prays over us when we sleep? 265 00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:35,482 - So, do you wait until you think I'm asleep before you come to bed? 266 00:18:35,515 --> 00:18:37,484 - It's not intentional. 267 00:18:37,517 --> 00:18:39,319 I'm working late. 268 00:18:39,352 --> 00:18:43,190 Nothing personal. 269 00:18:43,223 --> 00:18:47,627 - So can we have a conversation, or do you want to pretend that everything's alright? 270 00:18:47,660 --> 00:18:51,198 - Everything is alright. 271 00:18:51,231 --> 00:18:54,234 - So no conversation. 272 00:18:56,236 --> 00:18:58,671 - I'm a bit overwhelmed at the moment. 273 00:18:58,705 --> 00:19:02,475 - With? - With things at work... 274 00:19:02,509 --> 00:19:04,677 etcetera. 275 00:19:04,711 --> 00:19:08,581 I've got some things I have to sort through. 276 00:19:08,615 --> 00:19:11,751 It's, uh, outside your jurisdiction, Jack. 277 00:19:11,784 --> 00:19:14,754 - You know something... 278 00:19:14,787 --> 00:19:17,624 I'm very good at sorting things out, 279 00:19:17,657 --> 00:19:19,792 and at the very least I can underwhelm you 280 00:19:19,826 --> 00:19:24,364 while you're being overwhelmed. - You've never been able to underwhelm me. 281 00:19:24,397 --> 00:19:29,802 - Is there anything I can offer you romantically or physically or spiritually that'll help? 282 00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:31,938 - Nope. 283 00:19:31,971 --> 00:19:36,776 - So as your husband, what I can do for you is, um, 284 00:19:36,809 --> 00:19:39,946 leave you alone and not ask you any questions. 285 00:19:42,415 --> 00:19:45,318 - You can ask me anything you want to. 286 00:19:47,554 --> 00:19:50,823 - I won't insult you by asking if there's someone else. 287 00:19:52,959 --> 00:19:55,528 - Thank you. 288 00:19:55,562 --> 00:20:00,967 - You'll sort out whatever it is you have to sort out, we'll get back to being us. 289 00:20:03,736 --> 00:20:05,838 I love you, Bella. 290 00:20:11,644 --> 00:20:13,646 - I love you too. 291 00:20:57,990 --> 00:20:59,959 - Why angels? 292 00:20:59,992 --> 00:21:03,330 - Well, it isn't biblical. His angels have wings. 293 00:21:03,363 --> 00:21:07,834 Um, angels in sculptures and paintings can fly, but not in Scripture. 294 00:21:07,867 --> 00:21:10,337 - He's drawing from secular sources? 295 00:21:10,370 --> 00:21:14,507 - His mind has turned against him and there's no one there to help. 296 00:21:14,541 --> 00:21:16,709 - Uh, Jack, look at this. 297 00:21:16,743 --> 00:21:19,412 - Are those... What are those? 298 00:21:19,446 --> 00:21:23,683 - Somebody got an orchiectomy real cheap. 299 00:21:23,716 --> 00:21:27,086 - Doesn't look like the victim. - So they're the Angel Maker's? 300 00:21:27,119 --> 00:21:29,822 - He castrated himself? - So he isn't just 301 00:21:29,856 --> 00:21:31,991 making angels; he's getting ready to become one. 302 00:21:32,024 --> 00:21:35,495 Angels don't have genitalia. 303 00:21:37,497 --> 00:21:40,467 - So he was afraid of dying. Now he's, what, getting used to the idea? 304 00:21:40,500 --> 00:21:42,969 - He's accepting it or he's bargaining. 305 00:21:43,002 --> 00:21:46,373 - Heh, bargaining chips! - So, does this mean that 306 00:21:46,406 --> 00:21:48,107 he's done making angels, or is he just getting started? 307 00:21:48,140 --> 00:21:50,477 - I don't know. - Well, he's not just 308 00:21:50,510 --> 00:21:52,745 killing them when he's sleepy. I mean, how is he choosing them? 309 00:21:52,779 --> 00:21:54,747 - I don't know. Ask him. - I'm asking you. 310 00:21:54,781 --> 00:21:57,384 - You're the head of the Behavioral Science Unit, Jack. 311 00:21:57,417 --> 00:22:01,521 Why don't you come up with your own answers if you don't like mine? 312 00:22:03,523 --> 00:22:05,725 - I did not hear that! 313 00:22:05,758 --> 00:22:08,895 Did I? 314 00:22:08,928 --> 00:22:10,530 - Um... 315 00:22:13,533 --> 00:22:16,035 No, you didn't. 316 00:22:16,068 --> 00:22:17,670 I'm sorry. 317 00:22:53,205 --> 00:22:56,509 - I've never heard anybody talk to Jack the way you talked to Jack. 318 00:22:56,543 --> 00:22:58,945 - I was out of line. - You were out of your mind. 319 00:22:58,978 --> 00:23:02,915 My ears rang like the first time I heard my mom use the F-word. 320 00:23:02,949 --> 00:23:06,519 (He chuckles.) You OK? 321 00:23:06,553 --> 00:23:09,155 I know it's a stupid question considering that none of us 322 00:23:09,188 --> 00:23:14,193 could possibly be OK doing what we do, but... are you OK? 323 00:23:14,226 --> 00:23:17,430 - Do I seem different? 324 00:23:17,464 --> 00:23:19,699 - You're a little different, 325 00:23:19,732 --> 00:23:21,968 but you've always been a little different. 326 00:23:22,001 --> 00:23:23,936 Brilliant strategy-- 327 00:23:23,970 --> 00:23:26,072 that way no one ever knows if something's up with you. 328 00:23:26,105 --> 00:23:28,140 - How would I know if something was up with you? 329 00:23:28,174 --> 00:23:30,477 - You wouldn't. 330 00:23:30,510 --> 00:23:35,214 But I would tell you if you asked me. Return the favor? 331 00:23:35,247 --> 00:23:39,151 - Meet Roger and Marilyn Brunner. 332 00:23:39,185 --> 00:23:42,154 You might recognize them from such lists as Most Wanted. 333 00:23:42,188 --> 00:23:44,891 He likes to rape and murder, she likes to watch. 334 00:23:44,924 --> 00:23:47,159 We got a DNA match. They falsified 335 00:23:47,193 --> 00:23:49,896 the motel registry and were driving a stolen car, 336 00:23:49,929 --> 00:23:51,898 so it took a second to identify them. 337 00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:55,001 - I wonder how long it took Angel Maker to identify them. 338 00:23:55,034 --> 00:23:58,838 He didn't choose them randomly. - He knows something about them. 339 00:23:58,871 --> 00:24:02,575 The murdered security guard wasn't actually a security guard. 340 00:24:02,609 --> 00:24:05,712 - Could Angel Maker be a vigilante? 341 00:24:05,745 --> 00:24:10,583 - Well, vigilantes are pragmatic, they're purposeful; 342 00:24:10,617 --> 00:24:14,020 they don't lay down and sleep under their crimes. 343 00:24:16,022 --> 00:24:20,192 In his mind, he was doing God's work. - That spells vigilante. 344 00:24:20,226 --> 00:24:23,730 - Well, playing at God has other advantages. One of them... 345 00:24:23,763 --> 00:24:27,767 is always being alone. - So he makes angels out of demons. 346 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:29,702 - How does he know they're demons? 347 00:24:29,736 --> 00:24:32,204 - He doesn't have to know. 348 00:24:32,238 --> 00:24:34,707 All he has to do is believe. 349 00:24:40,246 --> 00:24:43,082 - Has Jack begun to suspect? 350 00:24:43,115 --> 00:24:45,585 He's a behavioral specialist. He must know 351 00:24:45,618 --> 00:24:47,587 you are keeping something from him. 352 00:24:47,620 --> 00:24:52,191 - Oh, he knows. He asked me if I was having an affair-- 353 00:24:52,224 --> 00:24:55,628 by reassuring me that he didn't have to ask. 354 00:24:55,662 --> 00:24:58,164 - I doubt he believes you're unfaithful. 355 00:24:58,197 --> 00:25:00,099 - And why do you doubt that? 356 00:25:00,132 --> 00:25:02,969 - It's clear you love your husband. 357 00:25:03,002 --> 00:25:07,574 - Women who love their husbands still find reasons to cheat on them. 358 00:25:07,607 --> 00:25:11,110 - Not you. 359 00:25:11,143 --> 00:25:14,614 Still, you seem more betrayed by Jack than by your own body. 360 00:25:16,616 --> 00:25:19,719 - I don't feel betrayed by Jack. 361 00:25:19,752 --> 00:25:23,255 And there's no point in being mad at cancer for being cancer. 362 00:25:23,289 --> 00:25:24,857 - Sure there is. 363 00:25:24,891 --> 00:25:27,727 - Cancer isn't cruel. 364 00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:31,831 Tiny cell wanders off from my liver, gets lost, 365 00:25:31,864 --> 00:25:33,833 finds its way into my lung, 366 00:25:33,866 --> 00:25:36,836 where it's just trying to do its job and... 367 00:25:36,869 --> 00:25:39,005 grow a liver. 368 00:25:39,038 --> 00:25:43,610 - What it grows and where it's growing it will likely kill you. 369 00:25:43,643 --> 00:25:45,978 - Not likely. 370 00:25:46,012 --> 00:25:48,581 It WILL kill me, 371 00:25:48,615 --> 00:25:53,753 And no amount of blueberries or antioxidants can change that now. 372 00:25:53,786 --> 00:25:57,089 - But you hold Jack accountable for his inability to cure cancer. 373 00:25:59,659 --> 00:26:01,961 Should I have said his inability to save you? 374 00:26:01,994 --> 00:26:08,000 Would that be more accurate? - I am slowly shrinking, 375 00:26:08,034 --> 00:26:11,871 while this tiny thing grows larger every day. 376 00:26:13,873 --> 00:26:16,308 And yet I feel fine. 377 00:26:16,342 --> 00:26:19,178 - You will feel fine-- 378 00:26:19,211 --> 00:26:21,781 up until the precise moment you don't. 379 00:26:21,814 --> 00:26:27,286 - It's a... really very dull story, though, isn't it? 380 00:26:27,319 --> 00:26:32,792 The ending is always the same, and that same is that it ends. 381 00:26:32,825 --> 00:26:37,063 - So, you withdraw 382 00:26:37,096 --> 00:26:40,199 from your relationship with your husband, 383 00:26:40,232 --> 00:26:42,869 the man who strolled along the quays of Livorno, Italy, 384 00:26:42,902 --> 00:26:45,371 and called you Bella. 385 00:27:32,451 --> 00:27:35,654 (dogs barking) 386 00:28:04,050 --> 00:28:06,786 - It's difficult to lie still and fear going to sleep 387 00:28:06,819 --> 00:28:09,756 when it's there to think about. 388 00:28:09,789 --> 00:28:11,991 You listen to your breathing in the dark 389 00:28:12,024 --> 00:28:14,460 and the tiny clicks of your blinking eyes. 390 00:28:14,493 --> 00:28:17,129 - I dream more now than I used to. 391 00:28:17,163 --> 00:28:19,098 - Well, your dreams were the one place you could be 392 00:28:19,131 --> 00:28:22,501 physically safe, relinquishing control. Not anymore. 393 00:28:22,534 --> 00:28:25,137 - Yeah, I thought about zipping myself up into a sleeping bag 394 00:28:25,171 --> 00:28:27,339 before I go to sleep, but it, heh, 395 00:28:27,373 --> 00:28:30,076 sounds like a poor man's straightjacket. 396 00:28:32,078 --> 00:28:35,748 - Have you determined how this Angel Maker is choosing his victims? 397 00:28:35,782 --> 00:28:39,886 - Well, he doesn't see people how everyone else sees them. 398 00:28:39,919 --> 00:28:43,089 He can tell if you're naughty or nice, 399 00:28:43,122 --> 00:28:45,124 or he thinks he can. 400 00:28:47,126 --> 00:28:50,296 - So God has given this person insight into the souls of men. 401 00:28:50,329 --> 00:28:53,065 - God didn't give him insight; God gave him a tumor. 402 00:28:53,099 --> 00:28:59,071 He's just a man whose brain is playing tricks on him. 403 00:29:01,073 --> 00:29:03,042 - You are not unlike this killer. 404 00:29:03,075 --> 00:29:05,311 - My brain is playing tricks on me? 405 00:29:05,344 --> 00:29:09,048 - You want to feel such sweet and easy peace. 406 00:29:09,081 --> 00:29:11,050 The Angel Maker wants that same peace. 407 00:29:11,083 --> 00:29:14,486 He hopes to feel his way cautiously inside and then find 408 00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:16,923 it's endless, all around him. 409 00:29:16,956 --> 00:29:19,191 - He's gonna be disappointed. 410 00:29:19,225 --> 00:29:21,327 - You accept the impossibility of such a feeling, 411 00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:23,796 whereas the Angel Maker is still chasing it. 412 00:29:23,830 --> 00:29:27,366 If he got close to it, that's why he will 413 00:29:27,399 --> 00:29:32,271 look for it again. - I've tried to reconstruct his thinking, find his patterns. 414 00:29:32,304 --> 00:29:37,543 - Instead you find yourself in a behavior pattern you can't break. 415 00:29:37,576 --> 00:29:40,146 You realize you have a choice. 416 00:29:40,179 --> 00:29:42,148 - What is it? 417 00:29:42,181 --> 00:29:47,019 - Angel Maker will be destroyed by what's happening inside his head; 418 00:29:47,053 --> 00:29:49,055 you don't have to be. 419 00:29:57,930 --> 00:29:59,899 - Did you just smell me? 420 00:29:59,932 --> 00:30:02,902 - Difficult to avoid. 421 00:30:02,935 --> 00:30:05,437 I really must introduce you to a finer aftershave. 422 00:30:05,471 --> 00:30:08,040 That smells like something with a ship on the bottle. 423 00:30:08,074 --> 00:30:10,209 - Well, I keep getting it for Christmas. 424 00:30:12,211 --> 00:30:14,914 - Have your headaches been any worse lately? More frequent? 425 00:30:14,947 --> 00:30:16,148 - Yes, actually. 426 00:30:18,617 --> 00:30:20,819 - I'd change the aftershave. 427 00:30:26,558 --> 00:30:29,128 - Elliot Budish: 35-year-old truck driver. 428 00:30:29,161 --> 00:30:32,464 He's got a fishing license too. Uh, match came from the National Cancer Database. 429 00:30:32,498 --> 00:30:35,534 Married, two kids--they haven't seen him in four months. 430 00:30:35,567 --> 00:30:37,870 He was diagnosed five months ago. 431 00:30:37,904 --> 00:30:39,906 - Meet the Angel Maker. 432 00:30:42,308 --> 00:30:45,411 Have you heard from him since he left? 433 00:30:45,444 --> 00:30:47,413 - I left him. 434 00:30:47,446 --> 00:30:49,415 And, uh, no, no, 435 00:30:49,448 --> 00:30:51,417 I haven't. 436 00:30:51,450 --> 00:30:54,053 - Why did you leave? 437 00:30:56,055 --> 00:30:58,024 - Because of his cancer. 438 00:30:58,057 --> 00:31:00,927 It makes me sound like a horrible wife. 439 00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:03,495 - I'm sure you had your reasons. 440 00:31:03,529 --> 00:31:08,667 - I took a leave from work to, uh, to be with him. 441 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:11,070 I wanted to be there for him. 442 00:31:11,103 --> 00:31:14,373 But what he wanted was to be alone. 443 00:31:14,406 --> 00:31:17,109 He just kept pulling away 444 00:31:17,143 --> 00:31:20,146 and pulling away. 445 00:31:20,179 --> 00:31:22,314 He made it clear he didn't want me there. 446 00:31:24,316 --> 00:31:26,318 And then it wasn't clear. 447 00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:31,323 And then it didn't matter why he was acting the way he was. 448 00:31:35,561 --> 00:31:37,529 It was weird 449 00:31:37,563 --> 00:31:41,233 for the kids. I mean, 450 00:31:41,267 --> 00:31:43,635 what kind of mother exposes her children to someone 451 00:31:43,669 --> 00:31:45,671 who is losing their mind? 452 00:31:50,977 --> 00:31:53,980 - Was he ever violent, Mrs. Budish? 453 00:31:55,982 --> 00:31:59,185 - He was angry. 454 00:31:59,218 --> 00:32:01,020 But he never 455 00:32:01,053 --> 00:32:03,322 hit me or the boys. 456 00:32:03,355 --> 00:32:06,058 It was hardest on them 457 00:32:06,092 --> 00:32:08,560 to see him slip away. 458 00:32:08,594 --> 00:32:12,364 He lost himself, and they lost a father. 459 00:32:12,398 --> 00:32:16,135 I thought that as he got weaker, 460 00:32:16,168 --> 00:32:20,372 as the cancer got worse, that it would be less confusing 461 00:32:20,406 --> 00:32:24,176 for them. They could just see him 462 00:32:24,210 --> 00:32:27,113 as a sick man 463 00:32:27,146 --> 00:32:30,282 instead of someone who was so terrified. 464 00:32:30,316 --> 00:32:35,154 - And, uh, did your husband's faith falter 465 00:32:35,187 --> 00:32:37,256 after he was told about the cancer? 466 00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:41,994 - Elliot wasn't ever religious. 467 00:32:42,028 --> 00:32:45,431 Is he doing something religious? - He may believe he is. 468 00:32:45,464 --> 00:32:48,667 - Your husband is dying, 469 00:32:48,700 --> 00:32:52,538 Mrs. Budish, and soon. 470 00:32:52,571 --> 00:32:55,474 We'd just like 471 00:32:55,507 --> 00:32:59,578 to... we'd like to find him before he hurts himself or anyone else. 472 00:33:01,580 --> 00:33:03,349 - H-He had 473 00:33:03,382 --> 00:33:07,353 a near-death experience. He suffocated 474 00:33:07,386 --> 00:33:09,455 in a fire when he was a little boy. 475 00:33:11,457 --> 00:33:14,426 Fireman said he must've had a guardian angel. 476 00:33:14,460 --> 00:33:16,428 - Where did this happen? 477 00:33:16,462 --> 00:33:19,698 - Um... a farm... 478 00:33:19,731 --> 00:33:22,201 where he grew up. 479 00:34:13,519 --> 00:34:16,822 - This'll be the last one. - It's Budish? 480 00:34:16,855 --> 00:34:19,525 - He made himself into an angel. 481 00:34:25,597 --> 00:34:29,635 It wasn't God, it wasn't man. It was his choice to die. 482 00:34:29,668 --> 00:34:32,471 - His choice? - As much as he can make it. 483 00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:45,117 I don't know how much longer I can be all that useful to you, Jack. 484 00:34:45,151 --> 00:34:48,120 - Really? You caught three. The last three we had, 485 00:34:48,154 --> 00:34:50,122 you caught. You caught three of them. 486 00:34:50,156 --> 00:34:54,460 - No, I didn't catch this one. Elliot Budish... surrendered. 487 00:34:54,493 --> 00:34:57,596 - You know, I'm used to my wife not talking to me. 488 00:34:57,629 --> 00:34:59,865 I don't have to get used to you not talking to me too. 489 00:34:59,898 --> 00:35:03,669 - It's getting harder and harder to make myself look. 490 00:35:03,702 --> 00:35:06,138 - Well, nobody's asking you to look alone. 491 00:35:06,172 --> 00:35:08,140 - But I am looking alone. 492 00:35:08,174 --> 00:35:10,142 And you know what looking at this does. 493 00:35:10,176 --> 00:35:12,378 - I know what happens if you don't look, 494 00:35:12,411 --> 00:35:16,882 and so do you. - I can make myself look, but the thinking is shutting down. 495 00:35:16,915 --> 00:35:20,186 - What is it about this one? - It isn't this one. 496 00:35:20,219 --> 00:35:23,455 It's all of them. It's the next one, it's the one that I know is coming after that. 497 00:35:23,489 --> 00:35:25,457 - You wanna go back to your lecture hall? 498 00:35:25,491 --> 00:35:28,594 Read about this stuff on Tattlecrime.com? - No, I don't. 499 00:35:28,627 --> 00:35:31,697 But that may be what I have to do. This is bad for me. 500 00:35:31,730 --> 00:35:33,699 - I'm not your father, Will. 501 00:35:33,732 --> 00:35:36,735 I'm not gonna tell you what you ought to do. 502 00:35:36,768 --> 00:35:40,138 - Seems like that's exactly what you're gonna do. 503 00:35:42,341 --> 00:35:44,710 - You go back to your classroom. 504 00:35:44,743 --> 00:35:47,313 When there's killing going on that you could've prevented, 505 00:35:47,346 --> 00:35:49,615 it will sour your classroom forever. 506 00:35:49,648 --> 00:35:53,585 - Maybe. And then maybe I'll find a job 507 00:35:53,619 --> 00:35:56,188 as a diesel mechanic in a boatyard. 508 00:35:56,222 --> 00:35:59,725 - You wanna quit? 509 00:35:59,758 --> 00:36:01,360 Quit. 510 00:36:29,855 --> 00:36:32,958 - I see what you are. 511 00:36:32,991 --> 00:36:35,627 - What do you see? 512 00:36:35,661 --> 00:36:37,929 - Inside. 513 00:36:37,963 --> 00:36:40,532 I can bring it out of you. 514 00:36:40,566 --> 00:36:42,601 - Not all the way out. 515 00:36:42,634 --> 00:36:45,304 (cough) 516 00:36:47,306 --> 00:36:50,509 - I can give you... the majesty 517 00:36:50,542 --> 00:36:53,512 of true becoming. 518 00:37:14,433 --> 00:37:15,801 - Hello, Doctor. 519 00:37:15,834 --> 00:37:17,903 My wife and I need to talk. 520 00:37:17,936 --> 00:37:21,807 May we use your waiting room? - You can have the office. Please. 521 00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:23,575 - Thank you. 522 00:37:25,811 --> 00:37:27,779 - Just popping in 523 00:37:27,813 --> 00:37:31,917 on official business, or did you follow me? 524 00:37:31,950 --> 00:37:34,520 - I called your office. They said you were 525 00:37:34,553 --> 00:37:38,256 at an appointment. I figured you'd be here. 526 00:37:40,058 --> 00:37:42,694 - You know. 527 00:37:42,728 --> 00:37:46,465 I knew you'd find out. 528 00:37:46,498 --> 00:37:49,701 - When did you find out? 529 00:37:49,735 --> 00:37:51,703 - Twelve weeks ago. 530 00:37:51,737 --> 00:37:53,639 - Twelve weeks ago? 531 00:37:55,641 --> 00:37:57,576 - Lung cancer. 532 00:38:02,614 --> 00:38:04,583 - You don't smoke. 533 00:38:04,616 --> 00:38:06,752 - The irony. 534 00:38:08,854 --> 00:38:10,589 - Is it treatable? 535 00:38:12,591 --> 00:38:14,726 It's stage four. 536 00:38:16,728 --> 00:38:19,865 And we know there's no stage five, don't we? 537 00:38:21,867 --> 00:38:24,403 - When were you gonna tell me? 538 00:38:27,473 --> 00:38:31,777 - Far enough into the future that I'm really not prepared to have this conversation 539 00:38:31,810 --> 00:38:33,779 right now. - Neither am I, 540 00:38:33,812 --> 00:38:36,382 but we're having it. We're having it right now. 541 00:38:57,168 --> 00:38:59,705 Were you just going to wait 542 00:38:59,738 --> 00:39:02,107 until you were in the middle of chemotherapy? 543 00:39:02,140 --> 00:39:06,144 When you couldn't hide it anymore? 544 00:39:06,177 --> 00:39:08,547 - I don't think I want to do chemotherapy. 545 00:39:08,580 --> 00:39:09,948 - Well, do I have any say 546 00:39:09,981 --> 00:39:12,150 in this? - No. 547 00:39:12,183 --> 00:39:14,386 No, you don't. 548 00:39:18,189 --> 00:39:20,592 - Do you want to be alone? 549 00:39:23,562 --> 00:39:25,531 I don't want you to answer that. 550 00:39:25,564 --> 00:39:27,566 I want you to think about your answer. 551 00:39:30,201 --> 00:39:34,440 I want you to know that I don't want you to be alone, not now and not ever. 552 00:39:34,473 --> 00:39:37,643 - We'll beat this together? 553 00:39:37,676 --> 00:39:41,112 - No, it's your fight, baby, but I'm in your corner. 554 00:39:41,146 --> 00:39:42,948 I'm not going anywhere. 555 00:39:46,217 --> 00:39:48,520 - I appreciate that, Jack. 556 00:39:48,554 --> 00:39:50,956 I do. 557 00:39:52,958 --> 00:39:55,160 But I'm not comforted by it. 558 00:39:58,597 --> 00:40:01,567 I know that's what you need and, and... 559 00:40:03,569 --> 00:40:05,704 ...you need to comfort me. 560 00:40:08,039 --> 00:40:10,008 But I can't give you what you need. 561 00:40:10,041 --> 00:40:12,177 - Don't worry about what I need. 562 00:40:17,048 --> 00:40:19,050 Why wouldn't you tell me? 563 00:40:22,521 --> 00:40:26,658 - I thought if I kept it to myself, our lives wouldn't change. 564 00:40:32,197 --> 00:40:35,801 I didn't count on changing as much as I did. 565 00:41:18,143 --> 00:41:20,646 - What do you want, Will? 566 00:41:36,294 --> 00:41:39,831 - I'm gonna sit here until you're ready to talk. 567 00:41:41,833 --> 00:41:45,804 You don't have to say a word until you're ready, but... 568 00:41:45,837 --> 00:41:48,840 I'm not going anywhere until you do. 569 00:42:24,042 --> 00:42:27,713 Closed Captioning by SETTE inc.