1 00:00:03,169 --> 00:00:04,670 - Previously on hannibal. - Layers and layers of lies 2 00:00:04,672 --> 00:00:07,473 Betrayed by the sad glint in a child's eyes. 3 00:00:07,475 --> 00:00:11,610 - How did you feel seeing marissa schuur impaled in his antler room? 4 00:00:11,612 --> 00:00:14,279 - Guilty. - Because you couldn't save her? 5 00:00:14,281 --> 00:00:16,515 - Because I felt like I killed her. 6 00:00:16,517 --> 00:00:19,451 - Our friend will seems haunted today. 7 00:00:19,453 --> 00:00:23,389 - We don't know what nightmares lie coiled beneath will's pillow. 8 00:00:23,391 --> 00:00:26,625 - At night, I leave the lights on in my little house 9 00:00:26,627 --> 00:00:29,762 And walk across the flat fields. When I look back 10 00:00:29,764 --> 00:00:32,598 From a distance, the house is like a boat on the sea. 11 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:35,434 It's really the only time I feel safe. 12 00:00:35,436 --> 00:00:39,038 - Children transport us to our childhoods. - What do you see, will? 13 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:43,142 - Will may feel the tug of life before the fbi, before you. He needs an anchor, jack. 14 00:00:43,144 --> 00:00:46,445 - Where are you going? - I'm gonna go home. 15 00:01:40,867 --> 00:01:42,734 (siren) 16 00:01:51,377 --> 00:01:54,713 - You lost? 17 00:01:54,715 --> 00:01:57,216 - Uh, what? 18 00:01:57,218 --> 00:01:59,585 - What's your name? 19 00:01:59,587 --> 00:02:03,355 - Will graham. 20 00:02:03,357 --> 00:02:06,558 - Do you know where you are, mr. Graham? 21 00:02:06,560 --> 00:02:09,595 - No. 22 00:02:09,597 --> 00:02:12,231 - Where do you live? 23 00:02:12,233 --> 00:02:16,168 - Wolf trap, virginia. 24 00:02:16,170 --> 00:02:19,872 - We're in wolf trap, so that's good. You're close to home. 25 00:02:19,874 --> 00:02:22,307 Is that yours? 26 00:02:25,712 --> 00:02:27,713 - Aw, hi, winston. 27 00:02:27,715 --> 00:02:29,715 Hey-- 28 00:02:29,717 --> 00:02:32,217 Uh, can I sit down? My feet are sore. 29 00:02:32,219 --> 00:02:35,454 - Why don't we take you home? 30 00:02:35,456 --> 00:02:38,857 - Ok. 31 00:02:38,859 --> 00:02:41,393 - Are you on any drugs? Medication? 32 00:02:41,395 --> 00:02:43,395 Prescription or otherwise? - No. 33 00:02:43,397 --> 00:02:44,796 - You been drinkin'? 34 00:02:44,798 --> 00:02:47,799 - No. Uh, yes. Not excessively. 35 00:02:47,801 --> 00:02:50,435 I had two fingers of whiskey before I went to bed. 36 00:02:50,437 --> 00:02:54,606 - You have a history of sleepwalking, mr. Graham? 37 00:02:54,608 --> 00:02:58,810 - I'm not even sure if I'm awake now. 38 00:03:12,358 --> 00:03:14,359 - Although I may be, is it safe 39 00:03:14,361 --> 00:03:18,230 To assume you're not sleepwalking now? - I'm sorry it's so early. 40 00:03:18,232 --> 00:03:21,500 - Never apologize for coming to me. 41 00:03:21,502 --> 00:03:24,770 Office hours are for patients. My kitchen is always open to friends. 42 00:03:28,908 --> 00:03:32,444 Onset of sleepwalking in adulthood 43 00:03:32,446 --> 00:03:35,714 Is less common than in children. - Could it be a seizure? 44 00:03:37,650 --> 00:03:40,552 - I'd argue good old-fashioned post-traumatic stress. 45 00:03:40,554 --> 00:03:42,788 Jack crawford has gotten your hands very dirty. 46 00:03:42,790 --> 00:03:46,658 - I wasn't forced back into the field. - I wouldn't say "forced". 47 00:03:46,660 --> 00:03:49,428 "manipulated" would be the word I'd choose. 48 00:03:49,430 --> 00:03:51,763 - I can handle it. 49 00:03:51,765 --> 00:03:54,399 - Somewhere between denying horrible events 50 00:03:54,401 --> 00:03:56,935 And calling them out lies the truth of psychological trauma. 51 00:03:56,937 --> 00:03:59,471 - So I can't handle it. 52 00:03:59,473 --> 00:04:01,540 - Your experience may have overwhelmed ordinary functions 53 00:04:01,542 --> 00:04:03,542 That give you a sense of control. 54 00:04:03,544 --> 00:04:06,545 - If my body is walking around without my permission, 55 00:04:06,547 --> 00:04:08,947 You'd say that's a loss of control? 56 00:04:08,949 --> 00:04:12,884 - Wouldn't you? 57 00:04:19,559 --> 00:04:21,660 Sleepwalkers demonstrate a difficulty 58 00:04:21,662 --> 00:04:24,963 Handling aggression. Are you experiencing 59 00:04:24,965 --> 00:04:28,433 Difficulty with aggressive feelings? 60 00:04:28,435 --> 00:04:31,603 - You said jack sees me as fine china 61 00:04:31,605 --> 00:04:35,440 Used for special guests. 62 00:04:35,442 --> 00:04:38,377 I'm beginning to feel more like an old mug. 63 00:04:40,313 --> 00:04:43,382 - You entered into a devil's bargain with jack crawford. It takes a toll. 64 00:04:43,384 --> 00:04:46,785 - Jack isn't the devil. 65 00:04:46,787 --> 00:04:50,889 - When it comes to how far he's willing to push you to get what he wants, 66 00:04:50,891 --> 00:04:53,925 He's certainly no saint. 67 00:05:35,668 --> 00:05:38,737 ♪ 68 00:06:01,494 --> 00:06:05,430 - Room was registered to a john smith. Heh, big surprise there. 69 00:06:05,432 --> 00:06:07,666 - An appalling failure of imagination. 70 00:06:07,668 --> 00:06:10,669 - They paid cash. There are no security cameras 71 00:06:10,671 --> 00:06:12,671 On the premises-- another big surprise. 72 00:06:12,673 --> 00:06:15,807 - John smith one of the victims? - Mr. And mrs. Anderson, 73 00:06:15,809 --> 00:06:18,577 According to the register. Mutilated and displayed. 74 00:06:18,579 --> 00:06:20,579 I thought it might be the chesapeake ripper, but 75 00:06:20,581 --> 00:06:23,448 There were no surgical trophies taken. I'm gonna need you 76 00:06:23,450 --> 00:06:25,751 To prepare yourself on this one. - I'm prepared. 77 00:06:25,753 --> 00:06:27,753 - Prepare yourself some more. It's soup in there. 78 00:06:27,755 --> 00:06:30,555 - Soup isn't good for the soul. - Not this kind. 79 00:06:30,557 --> 00:06:33,158 Alright, look, there are no jurisdictional rivalries here. 80 00:06:33,160 --> 00:06:36,661 The local police begged us to take this. Where's your head? 81 00:06:36,663 --> 00:06:40,399 - It's on my pillow. I didn't sleep. 82 00:06:40,401 --> 00:06:43,502 - Got just the thing to wake you up. 83 00:07:04,157 --> 00:07:06,858 - Ok, I'm awake. 84 00:07:10,530 --> 00:07:12,664 - Hooks were bored into the ceiling. 85 00:07:12,666 --> 00:07:14,466 Fishing line was used 86 00:07:14,468 --> 00:07:17,903 To hold up the bodies and... The wings. 87 00:07:17,905 --> 00:07:20,772 - At least we know he's a fisherman. - And/or a viking. 88 00:07:20,774 --> 00:07:23,008 - Vikings do this? 89 00:07:23,010 --> 00:07:26,511 - Vikings used to execute christians by breaking their ribs, 90 00:07:26,513 --> 00:07:28,613 Bending them back, and draping the lungs over them 91 00:07:28,615 --> 00:07:31,883 To resemble wings. They used to call it a "blood eagle." 92 00:07:31,885 --> 00:07:34,853 - Pagans mocking the god-fearing? 93 00:07:34,855 --> 00:07:38,890 - Then who's mocking who? - No, he isn't mocking them. 94 00:07:38,892 --> 00:07:41,793 He's transforming them. - I don't know if it was 95 00:07:41,795 --> 00:07:44,029 The good night's sleep, but he slept here. 96 00:07:44,031 --> 00:07:46,565 Hair on the pillow and the sheets are still damp. 97 00:07:46,567 --> 00:07:48,700 He's a sweater. 98 00:07:48,702 --> 00:07:50,902 - Madness slept here last night. 99 00:07:53,039 --> 00:07:55,040 - He threw up on the nightstand. 100 00:07:55,042 --> 00:07:57,909 - Couldn't stomach what he did. 101 00:07:57,911 --> 00:07:59,911 Flop sweat and nervous indigestion. 102 00:07:59,913 --> 00:08:02,047 - Not nervous. 103 00:08:03,983 --> 00:08:06,551 Righteous. 104 00:08:06,553 --> 00:08:10,255 Thinks he's... Elevating them somehow. 105 00:08:14,694 --> 00:08:17,863 I need a plastic sheet for the bed. 106 00:08:54,133 --> 00:08:56,968 This is not who you are. 107 00:09:02,174 --> 00:09:05,810 This is my gift to you. 108 00:09:13,653 --> 00:09:16,922 I allow you to become angels. 109 00:09:19,825 --> 00:09:21,860 And now, 110 00:09:21,862 --> 00:09:24,663 I lay me down to sleep. 111 00:09:30,937 --> 00:09:35,607 (classical music playing) 112 00:09:52,625 --> 00:09:54,759 - A masterpiece foie gras au torchon 113 00:09:54,761 --> 00:09:57,228 With a late harvest 114 00:09:57,230 --> 00:09:59,164 Of vidal sauce... 115 00:10:01,100 --> 00:10:04,002 ...With dried and fresh figs. 116 00:10:04,004 --> 00:10:06,304 - Wonderful. 117 00:10:06,306 --> 00:10:08,306 - Mrs. Crawford, your husband 118 00:10:08,308 --> 00:10:11,343 Introduced you as bella. Are you an isabelle or an annabelle? 119 00:10:11,345 --> 00:10:13,645 - I'm a phyllis. 120 00:10:13,647 --> 00:10:18,116 Jack only calls me phyllis when we disagree. 121 00:10:18,118 --> 00:10:21,987 - So, named bella for your beauty. 122 00:10:21,989 --> 00:10:25,090 - We were both stationed in Italy. I was army, she was nato staff. 123 00:10:25,092 --> 00:10:27,659 All of the italian men kept calling her 124 00:10:27,661 --> 00:10:29,661 "bella, bella, bella." 125 00:10:29,663 --> 00:10:32,063 Well, I wanted her to be my bella. 126 00:10:35,668 --> 00:10:38,937 Mm. Cold foie gras 127 00:10:38,939 --> 00:10:41,940 With warm figs. - Yes. 128 00:10:41,942 --> 00:10:43,742 - Very nice. 129 00:10:43,744 --> 00:10:47,078 - Would I be a horrible guest if I skipped this course? 130 00:10:47,080 --> 00:10:49,147 - Too rich? - Too cruel. 131 00:10:49,149 --> 00:10:50,682 - Phyllis. 132 00:10:50,684 --> 00:10:52,851 - Jack. - First and worst sign 133 00:10:52,853 --> 00:10:55,887 Of sociopathic behavior: Cruelty to animals. 134 00:10:55,889 --> 00:10:59,290 - That doesn't apply in the kitchen. 135 00:10:59,292 --> 00:11:01,159 - I have no taste for animal cruelty, 136 00:11:01,161 --> 00:11:03,995 Which is why I employ an ethical butcher. 137 00:11:03,997 --> 00:11:07,732 - An ethical butcher? Be kind to animals and then eat them? 138 00:11:07,734 --> 00:11:10,702 - I'm afraid I insist on it. 139 00:11:10,704 --> 00:11:14,406 No need for unnecessary suffering. 140 00:11:20,713 --> 00:11:24,382 Human emotions are a gift from our animal ancestors. 141 00:11:24,384 --> 00:11:26,384 Cruelty is a gift 142 00:11:26,386 --> 00:11:28,987 Humanity has given itself. 143 00:11:28,989 --> 00:11:32,190 - The gift that keeps on giving. 144 00:11:36,729 --> 00:11:38,897 (inhaling) 145 00:11:38,899 --> 00:11:42,467 - Your perfume is exquisite. 146 00:11:42,469 --> 00:11:46,137 Similar to the aroma on the earth just after lightning strikes. 147 00:11:46,139 --> 00:11:49,274 Is it jar? 148 00:11:49,276 --> 00:11:51,910 - That is some nose you have there, doctor. 149 00:11:51,912 --> 00:11:54,345 - He's quite the charmer. 150 00:11:54,347 --> 00:11:56,481 - I first noticed my keen sense of smell 151 00:11:56,483 --> 00:11:58,850 When I was a young man. 152 00:11:58,852 --> 00:12:01,720 I was aware one of my teachers had stomach cancer 153 00:12:01,722 --> 00:12:04,756 Even before he was. - Hm. 154 00:12:04,758 --> 00:12:07,025 Wow, that must have been some parlor trick. 155 00:12:07,027 --> 00:12:10,762 - For our next course, 156 00:12:10,764 --> 00:12:14,065 Roasted pork shank. And I assure you, bella, 157 00:12:14,067 --> 00:12:17,502 It was an especially supercilious pig. 158 00:12:26,479 --> 00:12:29,447 - "death makes angels of us all and gives us wings 159 00:12:29,449 --> 00:12:31,816 Where we had shoulders smooth as raven's claws." 160 00:12:31,818 --> 00:12:35,787 - Robert frost. - Jim morrison. 161 00:12:35,789 --> 00:12:38,790 - Even a drunk with a flair for the dramatic 162 00:12:38,792 --> 00:12:42,193 Can convince himself he's god. Or the lizard king. 163 00:12:42,195 --> 00:12:45,797 - God makes angels. Jesus was fond of fishermen. 164 00:12:45,799 --> 00:12:49,267 Are we talking hardcore judeo-christian upsetting, or just upsetting in general? 165 00:12:49,269 --> 00:12:51,369 - This is a very specific upsetting. 166 00:12:51,371 --> 00:12:53,338 - Increased serotonin in the wounds 167 00:12:53,340 --> 00:12:56,207 Is much higher than the free histamines, so, uh, 168 00:12:56,209 --> 00:12:59,844 She lived for about 15 minutes after she was skinned. 169 00:12:59,846 --> 00:13:02,180 - Powder residue on the neck of the soda bottle 170 00:13:02,182 --> 00:13:04,282 Shows vecuronium-- 171 00:13:04,284 --> 00:13:07,252 Scotch and soda and a paralytic agent. 172 00:13:07,254 --> 00:13:10,088 - Kneeling in supplication at the feet of g-dash-d. 173 00:13:10,090 --> 00:13:12,957 - Supplication is the most common form of prayer. 174 00:13:12,959 --> 00:13:16,027 Gimme, gimme, gimme. 175 00:13:16,029 --> 00:13:18,496 - They weren't praying to him. 176 00:13:18,498 --> 00:13:21,299 They were praying for him. 177 00:13:23,969 --> 00:13:27,372 He's afraid. 178 00:13:27,374 --> 00:13:30,008 - What is somebody who could do something like this 179 00:13:30,010 --> 00:13:32,310 Afraid of? 180 00:13:34,380 --> 00:13:37,282 - What's in his vomit? - Uh, dexamethasone... 181 00:13:39,185 --> 00:13:42,053 ...Keppra... - He was epileptic. Radiation? 182 00:13:42,055 --> 00:13:44,923 - Gamma four. - Steroids for the inflammation, 183 00:13:44,925 --> 00:13:48,126 Anticonvulsants for the seizures, radiation for the chemotherapy. 184 00:13:48,128 --> 00:13:50,328 Our guy has a brain tumor. 185 00:13:54,099 --> 00:13:56,201 - He's afraid of dying in his sleep. 186 00:13:58,204 --> 00:14:02,273 He's making angels to watch over him. 187 00:14:09,114 --> 00:14:12,350 - Mrs. Crawford. 188 00:14:12,352 --> 00:14:15,620 Please come in. 189 00:14:18,557 --> 00:14:20,191 How often do you see him? 190 00:14:20,193 --> 00:14:22,560 - Twice a week at first. 191 00:14:22,562 --> 00:14:24,562 Now usually just once. 192 00:14:24,564 --> 00:14:27,031 - You're satisfied, then? 193 00:14:27,033 --> 00:14:29,033 - Enough to keep seeing him. 194 00:14:29,035 --> 00:14:31,502 - Your intention is not to tell jack. 195 00:14:31,504 --> 00:14:36,307 - I don't see what good it would do. 196 00:14:36,309 --> 00:14:39,611 Jack sees the world at its worst. 197 00:14:39,613 --> 00:14:42,180 Don't need him seeing me at mine. 198 00:14:42,182 --> 00:14:44,415 He already has too much to worry about. 199 00:14:44,417 --> 00:14:47,318 - He has room for one more worry. 200 00:14:50,256 --> 00:14:52,257 I feel like you're protecting him. 201 00:14:52,259 --> 00:14:56,060 - I am. I've had dinner 202 00:14:56,062 --> 00:14:58,429 At your home. 203 00:14:58,431 --> 00:15:01,266 You have a professional relationship with my husband. 204 00:15:01,268 --> 00:15:04,402 There's no conflict of interest, me being here? 205 00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:06,404 - It's unorthodox, 206 00:15:06,406 --> 00:15:09,207 But not unheard of. 207 00:15:09,209 --> 00:15:12,076 Given the nature of your problem, seeing someone who knows jack 208 00:15:12,078 --> 00:15:13,111 Removes some of the guesswork. 209 00:15:17,950 --> 00:15:21,653 - This all started as some misguided stab 210 00:15:21,655 --> 00:15:24,389 At maintaining my dignity. 211 00:15:24,391 --> 00:15:27,292 - Nothing undignified about this. 212 00:15:27,294 --> 00:15:29,494 - Not yet. 213 00:15:29,496 --> 00:15:32,196 But I have indignity 214 00:15:32,198 --> 00:15:34,265 To look forward to, don't I? 215 00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:37,468 - The only indignity I see is resentment. 216 00:15:39,505 --> 00:15:42,407 Why do you resent your husband? 217 00:15:44,677 --> 00:15:48,446 - I resent that jack... 218 00:15:48,448 --> 00:15:51,082 Has too much to worry about 219 00:15:51,084 --> 00:15:53,584 To worry about me. 220 00:15:53,586 --> 00:15:55,653 - But that's your choice. 221 00:15:55,655 --> 00:15:57,722 Not his. 222 00:15:57,724 --> 00:16:01,459 - Then maybe you should see us both for couples counseling. 223 00:16:01,461 --> 00:16:05,129 - I would recommend another psychiatrist for couples. 224 00:16:05,131 --> 00:16:09,400 I wouldn't want you to have the home-couch advantage. 225 00:16:09,402 --> 00:16:11,669 - It's hard enough 226 00:16:11,671 --> 00:16:14,472 Dealing with how I feel about all of this. 227 00:16:14,474 --> 00:16:17,608 Don't need to deal with how jack feels about it. 228 00:16:23,282 --> 00:16:27,151 - There is no one and only spiritual center of the brain. 229 00:16:27,153 --> 00:16:30,054 Any idea of god comes from many different areas of the mind 230 00:16:30,056 --> 00:16:32,290 Working together in unison. 231 00:16:32,292 --> 00:16:34,292 - Maybe I was wrong. 232 00:16:34,294 --> 00:16:37,462 How do you profile someone who has 233 00:16:37,464 --> 00:16:40,498 An anomaly in their head changing the way they think? 234 00:16:40,500 --> 00:16:44,168 - A tumor can definitely affect brain function, 235 00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:47,305 Even cause vivid hallucinations. However, what appears 236 00:16:47,307 --> 00:16:50,708 To be driving your angel maker to create heaven on earth 237 00:16:50,710 --> 00:16:54,579 Is a simple issue of mortality. - Can't beat god, become him? 238 00:16:54,581 --> 00:16:58,483 - You said he was afraid. 239 00:16:58,485 --> 00:17:01,686 - He feels abandoned. 240 00:17:04,323 --> 00:17:06,324 - Ever feel abandoned, will? 241 00:17:06,326 --> 00:17:09,660 - Abandonment requires expectation. 242 00:17:09,662 --> 00:17:13,064 - What were you expectations 243 00:17:13,066 --> 00:17:16,467 Of jack crawford and the fbi? 244 00:17:16,469 --> 00:17:18,469 - Jack hasn't abandoned me. 245 00:17:18,471 --> 00:17:21,205 - Not in any discernible way. 246 00:17:21,207 --> 00:17:24,542 Perhaps in the way gods abandon their creations. 247 00:17:24,544 --> 00:17:26,778 You say he hasn't abandoned you, but at the same time 248 00:17:26,780 --> 00:17:30,348 You find yourself wandering around wolf trap in the middle of the night. 249 00:17:30,350 --> 00:17:34,352 - Well... (chuckling) this should be interesting. 250 00:17:34,354 --> 00:17:37,488 Please, doctor, proceed. 251 00:17:37,490 --> 00:17:41,559 - Jack gave you his word he would protect your headspace, 252 00:17:41,561 --> 00:17:44,362 Yet he leaves you to your mental devices. 253 00:17:44,364 --> 00:17:48,633 - Are you trying to alienate me from jack crawford? 254 00:17:48,635 --> 00:17:53,171 - I'm trying to help you understand this angel maker 255 00:17:53,173 --> 00:17:55,173 You seek. - Well, help me understand 256 00:17:55,175 --> 00:17:57,775 How to catch him. - If he were a classic paranoid 257 00:17:57,777 --> 00:18:01,412 Schizophrenic, you might be able to influence him 258 00:18:01,414 --> 00:18:04,315 To become visible. - What, scare him out into the daylight? 259 00:18:04,317 --> 00:18:07,285 - Might even get him to hurt himself, 260 00:18:07,287 --> 00:18:09,454 If he hasn't already. - If he were self-destructive, 261 00:18:09,456 --> 00:18:11,589 He-he-he wouldn't be so careful. 262 00:18:11,591 --> 00:18:15,393 - Unless he's careful about being self-destructive, 263 00:18:15,395 --> 00:18:19,864 Making angels to pray over him when he sleeps. 264 00:18:23,602 --> 00:18:27,138 Who prays over us when we sleep? 265 00:18:31,877 --> 00:18:35,446 - So, do you wait until you think I'm asleep before you come to bed? 266 00:18:35,448 --> 00:18:37,448 - It's not intentional. 267 00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:39,283 I'm working late. 268 00:18:39,285 --> 00:18:43,154 Nothing personal. 269 00:18:43,156 --> 00:18:47,592 - So can we have a conversation, or do you want to pretend that everything's alright? 270 00:18:47,594 --> 00:18:51,162 - Everything is alright. 271 00:18:51,164 --> 00:18:54,232 - So no conversation. 272 00:18:56,168 --> 00:18:58,636 - I'm a bit overwhelmed at the moment. 273 00:18:58,638 --> 00:19:02,440 - With? - With things at work... 274 00:19:02,442 --> 00:19:04,642 Etcetera. 275 00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:08,546 I've got some things I have to sort through. 276 00:19:08,548 --> 00:19:11,716 It's, uh, outside your jurisdiction, jack. 277 00:19:11,718 --> 00:19:14,719 - You know something... 278 00:19:14,721 --> 00:19:17,588 I'm very good at sorting things out, 279 00:19:17,590 --> 00:19:19,757 And at the very least I can underwhelm you 280 00:19:19,759 --> 00:19:24,328 While you're being overwhelmed. - You've never been able to underwhelm me. 281 00:19:24,330 --> 00:19:29,767 - Is there anything I can offer you romantically or physically or spiritually that'll help? 282 00:19:29,769 --> 00:19:31,903 - Nope. 283 00:19:31,905 --> 00:19:36,741 - So as your husband, what I can do for you is, um, 284 00:19:36,743 --> 00:19:39,944 Leave you alone and not ask you any questions. 285 00:19:42,347 --> 00:19:45,316 - You can ask me anything you want to. 286 00:19:47,486 --> 00:19:50,821 - I won't insult you by asking if there's someone else. 287 00:19:52,891 --> 00:19:55,493 - Thank you. 288 00:19:55,495 --> 00:20:00,965 - You'll sort out whatever it is you have to sort out, we'll get back to being us. 289 00:20:03,669 --> 00:20:05,836 I love you, bella. 290 00:20:11,577 --> 00:20:13,644 - I love you too. 291 00:20:57,923 --> 00:20:59,924 - Why angels? 292 00:20:59,926 --> 00:21:03,294 - Well, it isn't biblical. His angels have wings. 293 00:21:03,296 --> 00:21:07,798 Um, angels in sculptures and paintings can fly, but not in scripture. 294 00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:10,301 - He's drawing from secular sources? 295 00:21:10,303 --> 00:21:14,472 - His mind has turned against him and there's no one there to help. 296 00:21:14,474 --> 00:21:16,674 - Uh, jack, look at this. 297 00:21:16,676 --> 00:21:19,377 - Are those... What are those? 298 00:21:19,379 --> 00:21:23,648 - Somebody got an orchiectomy real cheap. 299 00:21:23,650 --> 00:21:27,051 - Doesn't look like the victim. - So they're the angel maker's? 300 00:21:27,053 --> 00:21:29,787 - He castrated himself? - So he isn't just 301 00:21:29,789 --> 00:21:31,956 Making angels; he's getting ready to become one. 302 00:21:31,958 --> 00:21:35,493 Angels don't have genitalia. 303 00:21:37,429 --> 00:21:40,431 - So he was afraid of dying. Now he's, what, getting used to the idea? 304 00:21:40,433 --> 00:21:42,933 - He's accepting it or he's bargaining. 305 00:21:42,935 --> 00:21:46,337 - Heh, bargaining chips! - So, does this mean that 306 00:21:46,339 --> 00:21:48,072 He's done making angels, or is he just getting started? 307 00:21:48,074 --> 00:21:50,441 - I don't know. - Well, he's not just 308 00:21:50,443 --> 00:21:52,710 Killing them when he's sleepy. I mean, how is he choosing them? 309 00:21:52,712 --> 00:21:54,712 - I don't know. Ask him. - I'm asking you. 310 00:21:54,714 --> 00:21:57,348 - You're the head of the behavioral science unit, jack. 311 00:21:57,350 --> 00:22:01,519 Why don't you come up with your own answers if you don't like mine? 312 00:22:03,455 --> 00:22:05,690 - I did not hear that! 313 00:22:05,692 --> 00:22:08,859 Did I? 314 00:22:08,861 --> 00:22:10,528 - Um... 315 00:22:13,465 --> 00:22:16,000 No, you didn't. 316 00:22:16,002 --> 00:22:17,668 I'm sorry. 317 00:22:53,138 --> 00:22:56,474 - I've never heard anybody talk to jack the way you talked to jack. 318 00:22:56,476 --> 00:22:58,909 - I was out of line. - You were out of your mind. 319 00:22:58,911 --> 00:23:02,880 My ears rang like the first time I heard my mom use the f-word. 320 00:23:02,882 --> 00:23:06,484 (he chuckles.) you ok? 321 00:23:06,486 --> 00:23:09,120 I know it's a stupid question considering that none of us 322 00:23:09,122 --> 00:23:14,158 Could possibly be ok doing what we do, but... Are you ok? 323 00:23:14,160 --> 00:23:17,395 - Do I seem different? 324 00:23:17,397 --> 00:23:19,663 - You're a little different, 325 00:23:19,665 --> 00:23:21,932 But you've always been a little different. 326 00:23:21,934 --> 00:23:23,901 Brilliant strategy-- 327 00:23:23,903 --> 00:23:26,036 That way no one ever knows if something's up with you. 328 00:23:26,038 --> 00:23:28,105 - How would I know if something was up with you? 329 00:23:28,107 --> 00:23:30,441 - You wouldn't. 330 00:23:30,443 --> 00:23:35,179 But I would tell you if you asked me. Return the favor? 331 00:23:35,181 --> 00:23:39,116 - Meet roger and marilyn brunner. 332 00:23:39,118 --> 00:23:42,119 You might recognize them from such lists as most wanted. 333 00:23:42,121 --> 00:23:44,855 He likes to rape and murder, she likes to watch. 334 00:23:44,857 --> 00:23:47,124 We got a dna match. They falsified 335 00:23:47,126 --> 00:23:49,860 The motel registry and were driving a stolen car, 336 00:23:49,862 --> 00:23:51,862 So it took a second to identify them. 337 00:23:51,864 --> 00:23:54,965 - I wonder how long it took angel maker to identify them. 338 00:23:54,967 --> 00:23:58,803 He didn't choose them randomly. - He knows something about them. 339 00:23:58,805 --> 00:24:02,540 The murdered security guard wasn't actually a security guard. 340 00:24:02,542 --> 00:24:05,676 - Could angel maker be a vigilante? 341 00:24:05,678 --> 00:24:10,548 - Well, vigilantes are pragmatic, they're purposeful; 342 00:24:10,550 --> 00:24:14,018 They don't lay down and sleep under their crimes. 343 00:24:15,954 --> 00:24:20,157 In his mind, he was doing god's work. - That spells vigilante. 344 00:24:20,159 --> 00:24:23,694 - Well, playing at god has other advantages. One of them... 345 00:24:23,696 --> 00:24:27,731 Is always being alone. - So he makes angels out of demons. 346 00:24:27,733 --> 00:24:29,667 - How does he know they're demons? 347 00:24:29,669 --> 00:24:32,169 - He doesn't have to know. 348 00:24:32,171 --> 00:24:34,705 All he has to do is believe. 349 00:24:40,178 --> 00:24:43,047 - Has jack begun to suspect? 350 00:24:43,049 --> 00:24:45,549 He's a behavioral specialist. He must know 351 00:24:45,551 --> 00:24:47,551 You are keeping something from him. 352 00:24:47,553 --> 00:24:52,156 - Oh, he knows. He asked me if I was having an affair-- 353 00:24:52,158 --> 00:24:55,593 By reassuring me that he didn't have to ask. 354 00:24:55,595 --> 00:24:58,128 - I doubt he believes you're unfaithful. 355 00:24:58,130 --> 00:25:00,064 - And why do you doubt that? 356 00:25:00,066 --> 00:25:02,933 - It's clear you love your husband. 357 00:25:02,935 --> 00:25:07,538 - Women who love their husbands still find reasons to cheat on them. 358 00:25:07,540 --> 00:25:11,075 - Not you. 359 00:25:11,077 --> 00:25:14,612 Still, you seem more betrayed by jack than by your own body. 360 00:25:16,548 --> 00:25:19,683 - I don't feel betrayed by jack. 361 00:25:19,685 --> 00:25:23,220 And there's no point in being mad at cancer for being cancer. 362 00:25:23,222 --> 00:25:24,822 - Sure there is. 363 00:25:24,824 --> 00:25:27,691 - Cancer isn't cruel. 364 00:25:27,693 --> 00:25:31,795 Tiny cell wanders off from my liver, gets lost, 365 00:25:31,797 --> 00:25:33,797 Finds its way into my lung, 366 00:25:33,799 --> 00:25:36,800 Where it's just trying to do its job and... 367 00:25:36,802 --> 00:25:38,969 Grow a liver. 368 00:25:38,971 --> 00:25:43,574 - What it grows and where it's growing it will likely kill you. 369 00:25:43,576 --> 00:25:45,943 - Not likely. 370 00:25:45,945 --> 00:25:48,546 It will kill me, 371 00:25:48,548 --> 00:25:53,717 And no amount of blueberries or antioxidants can change that now. 372 00:25:53,719 --> 00:25:57,087 - But you hold jack accountable for his inability to cure cancer. 373 00:25:59,591 --> 00:26:01,926 Should I have said his inability to save you? 374 00:26:01,928 --> 00:26:07,965 Would that be more accurate? - I am slowly shrinking, 375 00:26:07,967 --> 00:26:11,869 While this tiny thing grows larger every day. 376 00:26:13,805 --> 00:26:16,273 And yet I feel fine. 377 00:26:16,275 --> 00:26:19,143 - You will feel fine-- 378 00:26:19,145 --> 00:26:21,745 Up until the precise moment you don't. 379 00:26:21,747 --> 00:26:27,251 - It's a... Really very dull story, though, isn't it? 380 00:26:27,253 --> 00:26:32,756 The ending is always the same, and that same is that it ends. 381 00:26:32,758 --> 00:26:37,027 - So, you withdraw 382 00:26:37,029 --> 00:26:40,164 From your relationship with your husband, 383 00:26:40,166 --> 00:26:42,833 The man who strolled along the quays of livorno, Italy, 384 00:26:42,835 --> 00:26:45,369 And called you bella. 385 00:27:32,384 --> 00:27:35,653 (dogs barking) 386 00:28:03,982 --> 00:28:06,750 - It's difficult to lie still and fear going to sleep 387 00:28:06,752 --> 00:28:09,720 When it's there to think about. 388 00:28:09,722 --> 00:28:11,955 You listen to your breathing in the dark 389 00:28:11,957 --> 00:28:14,425 And the tiny clicks of your blinking eyes. 390 00:28:14,427 --> 00:28:17,094 - I dream more now than I used to. 391 00:28:17,096 --> 00:28:19,063 - Well, your dreams were the one place you could be 392 00:28:19,065 --> 00:28:22,466 Physically safe, relinquishing control. Not anymore. 393 00:28:22,468 --> 00:28:25,102 - Yeah, I thought about zipping myself up into a sleeping bag 394 00:28:25,104 --> 00:28:27,304 Before I go to sleep, but it, heh, 395 00:28:27,306 --> 00:28:30,074 Sounds like a poor man's straightjacket. 396 00:28:32,010 --> 00:28:35,713 - Have you determined how this angel maker is choosing his victims? 397 00:28:35,715 --> 00:28:39,850 - Well, he doesn't see people how everyone else sees them. 398 00:28:39,852 --> 00:28:43,053 He can tell if you're naughty or nice, 399 00:28:43,055 --> 00:28:45,122 Or he thinks he can. 400 00:28:47,058 --> 00:28:50,260 - So god has given this person insight into the souls of men. 401 00:28:50,262 --> 00:28:53,030 - God didn't give him insight; god gave him a tumor. 402 00:28:53,032 --> 00:28:59,069 He's just a man whose brain is playing tricks on him. 403 00:29:01,005 --> 00:29:03,006 - You are not unlike this killer. 404 00:29:03,008 --> 00:29:05,275 - My brain is playing tricks on me? 405 00:29:05,277 --> 00:29:09,012 - You want to feel such sweet and easy peace. 406 00:29:09,014 --> 00:29:11,014 The angel maker wants that same peace. 407 00:29:11,016 --> 00:29:14,451 He hopes to feel his way cautiously inside and then find 408 00:29:14,453 --> 00:29:16,887 It's endless, all around him. 409 00:29:16,889 --> 00:29:19,156 - He's gonna be disappointed. 410 00:29:19,158 --> 00:29:21,291 - You accept the impossibility of such a feeling, 411 00:29:21,293 --> 00:29:23,761 Whereas the angel maker is still chasing it. 412 00:29:23,763 --> 00:29:27,331 If he got close to it, that's why he will 413 00:29:27,333 --> 00:29:32,236 Look for it again. - I've tried to reconstruct his thinking, find his patterns. 414 00:29:32,238 --> 00:29:37,508 - Instead you find yourself in a behavior pattern you can't break. 415 00:29:37,510 --> 00:29:40,110 You realize you have a choice. 416 00:29:40,112 --> 00:29:42,112 - What is it? 417 00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:46,984 - Angel maker will be destroyed by what's happening inside his head; 418 00:29:46,986 --> 00:29:49,052 You don't have to be. 419 00:29:57,862 --> 00:29:59,863 - Did you just smell me? 420 00:29:59,865 --> 00:30:02,866 - Difficult to avoid. 421 00:30:02,868 --> 00:30:05,402 I really must introduce you to a finer aftershave. 422 00:30:05,404 --> 00:30:08,005 That smells like something with a ship on the bottle. 423 00:30:08,007 --> 00:30:10,207 - Well, I keep getting it for christmas. 424 00:30:12,143 --> 00:30:14,878 - Have your headaches been any worse lately? More frequent? 425 00:30:14,880 --> 00:30:16,146 - Yes, actually. 426 00:30:18,550 --> 00:30:20,818 - I'd change the aftershave. 427 00:30:26,491 --> 00:30:29,092 - Elliot budish: 35-year-old truck driver. 428 00:30:29,094 --> 00:30:32,429 He's got a fishing license too. Uh, match came from the national cancer database. 429 00:30:32,431 --> 00:30:35,499 Married, two kids--they haven't seen him in four months. 430 00:30:35,501 --> 00:30:37,835 He was diagnosed five months ago. 431 00:30:37,837 --> 00:30:39,903 - Meet the angel maker. 432 00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:45,375 Have you heard from him since he left? 433 00:30:45,377 --> 00:30:47,377 - I left him. 434 00:30:47,379 --> 00:30:49,379 And, uh, no, no, 435 00:30:49,381 --> 00:30:51,381 I haven't. 436 00:30:51,383 --> 00:30:54,051 - Why did you leave? 437 00:30:55,987 --> 00:30:57,988 - Because of his cancer. 438 00:30:57,990 --> 00:31:00,891 It makes me sound like a horrible wife. 439 00:31:00,893 --> 00:31:03,460 - I'm sure you had your reasons. 440 00:31:03,462 --> 00:31:08,632 - I took a leave from work to, uh, to be with him. 441 00:31:08,634 --> 00:31:11,034 I wanted to be there for him. 442 00:31:11,036 --> 00:31:14,338 But what he wanted was to be alone. 443 00:31:14,340 --> 00:31:17,074 He just kept pulling away 444 00:31:17,076 --> 00:31:20,110 And pulling away. 445 00:31:20,112 --> 00:31:22,312 He made it clear he didn't want me there. 446 00:31:24,249 --> 00:31:26,316 And then it wasn't clear. 447 00:31:28,253 --> 00:31:31,321 And then it didn't matter why he was acting the way he was. 448 00:31:35,493 --> 00:31:37,494 It was weird 449 00:31:37,496 --> 00:31:41,198 For the kids. I mean, 450 00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:43,600 What kind of mother exposes her children to someone 451 00:31:43,602 --> 00:31:45,669 Who is losing their mind? 452 00:31:50,909 --> 00:31:53,977 - Was he ever violent, mrs. Budish? 453 00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:59,149 - He was angry. 454 00:31:59,151 --> 00:32:00,984 But he never 455 00:32:00,986 --> 00:32:03,287 Hit me or the boys. 456 00:32:03,289 --> 00:32:06,023 It was hardest on them 457 00:32:06,025 --> 00:32:08,525 To see him slip away. 458 00:32:08,527 --> 00:32:12,329 He lost himself, and they lost a father. 459 00:32:12,331 --> 00:32:16,099 I thought that as he got weaker, 460 00:32:16,101 --> 00:32:20,337 As the cancer got worse, that it would be less confusing 461 00:32:20,339 --> 00:32:24,141 For them. They could just see him 462 00:32:24,143 --> 00:32:27,077 As a sick man 463 00:32:27,079 --> 00:32:30,247 Instead of someone who was so terrified. 464 00:32:30,249 --> 00:32:35,118 - And, uh, did your husband's faith falter 465 00:32:35,120 --> 00:32:37,220 After he was told about the cancer? 466 00:32:37,222 --> 00:32:41,959 - Elliot wasn't ever religious. 467 00:32:41,961 --> 00:32:45,395 Is he doing something religious? - He may believe he is. 468 00:32:45,397 --> 00:32:48,632 - Your husband is dying, 469 00:32:48,634 --> 00:32:52,502 Mrs. Budish, and soon. 470 00:32:52,504 --> 00:32:55,439 We'd just like 471 00:32:55,441 --> 00:32:59,576 To... We'd like to find him before he hurts himself or anyone else. 472 00:33:01,512 --> 00:33:03,313 - H-he had 473 00:33:03,315 --> 00:33:07,317 A near-death experience. He suffocated 474 00:33:07,319 --> 00:33:09,453 In a fire when he was a little boy. 475 00:33:11,389 --> 00:33:14,391 Fireman said he must've had a guardian angel. 476 00:33:14,393 --> 00:33:16,393 - Where did this happen? 477 00:33:16,395 --> 00:33:19,663 - Um... A farm... 478 00:33:19,665 --> 00:33:22,199 Where he grew up. 479 00:34:13,451 --> 00:34:16,787 - This'll be the last one. - It's budish? 480 00:34:16,789 --> 00:34:19,523 - He made himself into an angel. 481 00:34:25,530 --> 00:34:29,599 It wasn't god, it wasn't man. It was his choice to die. 482 00:34:29,601 --> 00:34:32,469 - His choice? - As much as he can make it. 483 00:34:41,813 --> 00:34:45,082 I don't know how much longer I can be all that useful to you, jack. 484 00:34:45,084 --> 00:34:48,085 - Really? You caught three. The last three we had, 485 00:34:48,087 --> 00:34:50,087 You caught. You caught three of them. 486 00:34:50,089 --> 00:34:54,424 - No, I didn't catch this one. Elliot budish... Surrendered. 487 00:34:54,426 --> 00:34:57,561 - You know, I'm used to my wife not talking to me. 488 00:34:57,563 --> 00:34:59,830 I don't have to get used to you not talking to me too. 489 00:34:59,832 --> 00:35:03,633 - It's getting harder and harder to make myself look. 490 00:35:03,635 --> 00:35:06,103 - Well, nobody's asking you to look alone. 491 00:35:06,105 --> 00:35:08,105 - But I am looking alone. 492 00:35:08,107 --> 00:35:10,107 And you know what looking at this does. 493 00:35:10,109 --> 00:35:12,342 - I know what happens if you don't look, 494 00:35:12,344 --> 00:35:16,847 And so do you. - I can make myself look, but the thinking is shutting down. 495 00:35:16,849 --> 00:35:20,150 - What is it about this one? - It isn't this one. 496 00:35:20,152 --> 00:35:23,420 It's all of them. It's the next one, it's the one that I know is coming after that. 497 00:35:23,422 --> 00:35:25,422 - You wanna go back to your lecture hall? 498 00:35:25,424 --> 00:35:28,558 Read about this stuff on tattlecrime.Com? - No, I don't. 499 00:35:28,560 --> 00:35:31,661 But that may be what I have to do. This is bad for me. 500 00:35:31,663 --> 00:35:33,663 - I'm not your father, will. 501 00:35:33,665 --> 00:35:36,700 I'm not gonna tell you what you ought to do. 502 00:35:36,702 --> 00:35:40,137 - Seems like that's exactly what you're gonna do. 503 00:35:42,273 --> 00:35:44,674 - You go back to your classroom. 504 00:35:44,676 --> 00:35:47,277 When there's killing going on that you could've prevented, 505 00:35:47,279 --> 00:35:49,579 It will sour your classroom forever. 506 00:35:49,581 --> 00:35:53,550 - Maybe. And then maybe I'll find a job 507 00:35:53,552 --> 00:35:56,153 As a diesel mechanic in a boatyard. 508 00:35:56,155 --> 00:35:59,689 - You wanna quit? 509 00:35:59,691 --> 00:36:01,358 Quit. 510 00:36:29,787 --> 00:36:32,923 - I see what you are. 511 00:36:32,925 --> 00:36:35,592 - What do you see? 512 00:36:35,594 --> 00:36:37,894 - Inside. 513 00:36:37,896 --> 00:36:40,497 I can bring it out of you. 514 00:36:40,499 --> 00:36:42,566 - Not all the way out. 515 00:36:42,568 --> 00:36:45,302 (cough) 516 00:36:47,238 --> 00:36:50,473 - I can give you... The majesty 517 00:36:50,475 --> 00:36:53,510 Of true becoming. 518 00:37:14,365 --> 00:37:15,765 - Hello, doctor. 519 00:37:15,767 --> 00:37:17,867 My wife and I need to talk. 520 00:37:17,869 --> 00:37:21,771 May we use your waiting room? - You can have the office. Please. 521 00:37:21,773 --> 00:37:23,573 - Thank you. 522 00:37:25,743 --> 00:37:27,744 - Just popping in 523 00:37:27,746 --> 00:37:31,881 On official business, or did you follow me? 524 00:37:31,883 --> 00:37:34,484 - I called your office. They said you were 525 00:37:34,486 --> 00:37:38,255 At an appointment. I figured you'd be here. 526 00:37:39,991 --> 00:37:42,659 - You know. 527 00:37:42,661 --> 00:37:46,429 I knew you'd find out. 528 00:37:46,431 --> 00:37:49,666 - When did you find out? 529 00:37:49,668 --> 00:37:51,668 - Twelve weeks ago. 530 00:37:51,670 --> 00:37:53,637 - Twelve weeks ago? 531 00:37:55,573 --> 00:37:57,574 - Lung cancer. 532 00:38:02,546 --> 00:38:04,547 - You don't smoke. 533 00:38:04,549 --> 00:38:06,750 - The irony. 534 00:38:08,786 --> 00:38:10,587 - Is it treatable? 535 00:38:12,523 --> 00:38:14,724 It's stage four. 536 00:38:16,661 --> 00:38:19,863 And we know there's no stage five, don't we? 537 00:38:21,799 --> 00:38:24,401 - When were you gonna tell me? 538 00:38:27,405 --> 00:38:31,741 - Far enough into the future that I'm really not prepared to have this conversation 539 00:38:31,743 --> 00:38:33,743 Right now. - Neither am I, 540 00:38:33,745 --> 00:38:36,379 But we're having it. We're having it right now. 541 00:38:57,101 --> 00:38:59,669 Were you just going to wait 542 00:38:59,671 --> 00:39:02,072 Until you were in the middle of chemotherapy? 543 00:39:02,074 --> 00:39:06,109 When you couldn't hide it anymore? 544 00:39:06,111 --> 00:39:08,511 - I don't think I want to do chemotherapy. 545 00:39:08,513 --> 00:39:09,913 - Well, do I have any say 546 00:39:09,915 --> 00:39:12,115 In this? - No. 547 00:39:12,117 --> 00:39:14,384 No, you don't. 548 00:39:18,122 --> 00:39:20,590 - Do you want to be alone? 549 00:39:23,494 --> 00:39:25,495 I don't want you to answer that. 550 00:39:25,497 --> 00:39:27,564 I want you to think about your answer. 551 00:39:30,134 --> 00:39:34,404 I want you to know that I don't want you to be alone, not now and not ever. 552 00:39:34,406 --> 00:39:37,607 - We'll beat this together? 553 00:39:37,609 --> 00:39:41,077 - No, it's your fight, baby, but I'm in your corner. 554 00:39:41,079 --> 00:39:42,946 I'm not going anywhere. 555 00:39:46,150 --> 00:39:48,485 - I appreciate that, jack. 556 00:39:48,487 --> 00:39:50,954 I do. 557 00:39:52,890 --> 00:39:55,158 But I'm not comforted by it. 558 00:39:58,529 --> 00:40:01,564 I know that's what you need and, and... 559 00:40:03,501 --> 00:40:05,702 ...You need to comfort me. 560 00:40:07,972 --> 00:40:09,973 But I can't give you what you need. 561 00:40:09,975 --> 00:40:12,175 - Don't worry about what I need. 562 00:40:16,981 --> 00:40:19,048 Why wouldn't you tell me? 563 00:40:22,453 --> 00:40:26,656 - I thought if I kept it to myself, our lives wouldn't change. 564 00:40:32,129 --> 00:40:35,799 I didn't count on changing as much as I did. 565 00:41:18,075 --> 00:41:20,643 - What do you want, will? 566 00:41:36,227 --> 00:41:39,829 - I'm gonna sit here until you're ready to talk. 567 00:41:41,765 --> 00:41:45,768 You don't have to say a word until you're ready, but... 568 00:41:45,770 --> 00:41:48,838 I'm not going anywhere until you do. 569 00:42:23,974 --> 00:42:27,710 Closed captioning by sette inc.