1 00:00:02,169 --> 00:00:04,037 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,104 --> 00:00:06,506 - Previously on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 3 00:00:06,573 --> 00:00:08,309 - Welcome to Canada. 4 00:00:08,375 --> 00:00:11,745 - OK, OK. 5 00:00:11,812 --> 00:00:12,813 - Yeah. 6 00:00:12,880 --> 00:00:13,880 - Oh no. 7 00:00:18,285 --> 00:00:20,454 - There's a particular song that I've never performed. 8 00:00:20,521 --> 00:00:22,055 It's very special to me. 9 00:00:22,122 --> 00:00:24,224 But, Karlie, could you please join me on the stage? 10 00:00:24,291 --> 00:00:25,292 - I can't do it. 11 00:00:25,359 --> 00:00:26,793 - This is so beautiful. 12 00:00:26,860 --> 00:00:28,862 - My sister, she's going to donate her eggs. 13 00:00:28,929 --> 00:00:30,130 - Wait, hold on. Wait, time-out. 14 00:00:30,197 --> 00:00:31,498 I thought we was off that. 15 00:00:31,565 --> 00:00:33,200 - You're not going to deny this of me. 16 00:00:33,266 --> 00:00:36,003 - The decisions you make, it affect the household first. 17 00:00:36,069 --> 00:00:37,738 - What is it that you need? 18 00:00:37,805 --> 00:00:40,607 - I'm asking you to [bleep] pay attention to your household. 19 00:00:40,674 --> 00:00:42,543 - I seen all the [bleep] text messages. 20 00:00:42,609 --> 00:00:44,077 - Yeah, I'm still hollering at girls I want to see. 21 00:00:44,144 --> 00:00:46,247 I don't know if you I are going to work out. 22 00:00:46,313 --> 00:00:47,948 - You lied about what you're doing. 23 00:00:48,014 --> 00:00:50,117 - See why I didn't have time and didn't answer that phone? 24 00:00:50,183 --> 00:00:51,985 - Bitch don't say that this happened because of me. 25 00:00:52,052 --> 00:00:53,520 Bitch, I [bleep]. 26 00:00:53,586 --> 00:00:55,289 - You sitting at this table because of me. 27 00:00:55,356 --> 00:00:56,623 - I'll slap you, bitch. 28 00:00:56,690 --> 00:00:57,791 [bleep] 29 00:01:01,829 --> 00:01:02,829 [funky music] 30 00:01:02,896 --> 00:01:04,264 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 31 00:01:04,331 --> 00:01:05,665 - ♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪ 32 00:01:05,732 --> 00:01:06,967 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 33 00:01:07,033 --> 00:01:08,001 - ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪ 34 00:01:08,068 --> 00:01:09,336 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 35 00:01:09,403 --> 00:01:10,337 ♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪ 36 00:01:10,404 --> 00:01:11,639 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 37 00:01:11,705 --> 00:01:12,940 - ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪ 38 00:01:13,006 --> 00:01:14,041 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top ♪♪ 39 00:01:14,107 --> 00:01:15,408 ♪♪ And it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 40 00:01:20,180 --> 00:01:22,482 - ♪♪ There's got to be another way that we can work it out ♪♪ 41 00:01:22,549 --> 00:01:24,785 ♪♪ Love's under attack ♪♪ 42 00:01:24,852 --> 00:01:26,386 - Why you ain't tell me about the party ? 43 00:01:26,453 --> 00:01:27,988 - The video release? 44 00:01:28,055 --> 00:01:29,022 - Yeah. 45 00:01:29,089 --> 00:01:30,390 - Oh, baby, listen. 46 00:01:30,457 --> 00:01:34,661 Diamond kept saying to us about some triangle. 47 00:01:34,728 --> 00:01:36,797 - I don't want to talk about Diamond no more. 48 00:01:36,864 --> 00:01:37,898 - All right. - It's over with. 49 00:01:37,964 --> 00:01:39,166 - OK. - That's done. 50 00:01:39,232 --> 00:01:40,234 - So y'all can't be friends? 51 00:01:40,300 --> 00:01:41,835 - Not doing stuff like that. 52 00:01:41,902 --> 00:01:43,137 - ♪♪ I put it all up on the line ♪♪ 53 00:01:43,203 --> 00:01:44,771 ♪♪ Just to see you one more time ♪♪ 54 00:01:44,838 --> 00:01:46,440 ♪♪ Just to have you in my arms ♪♪ 55 00:01:46,507 --> 00:01:48,375 ♪♪ Know you always on my mind ♪♪ 56 00:01:48,442 --> 00:01:50,678 - I know I didn't show up to meet with you and Renni, 57 00:01:50,744 --> 00:01:52,612 but I wanted to invite you to my release party. 58 00:01:52,679 --> 00:01:54,314 I'm getting ready to drop my project. 59 00:01:54,381 --> 00:01:57,785 - Now that we have some sort of understanding, 60 00:01:57,851 --> 00:01:59,119 I think I can make it. 61 00:01:59,186 --> 00:02:00,820 As long as you promise to be there too. 62 00:02:00,887 --> 00:02:01,855 - ♪♪ They don't know ♪♪ 63 00:02:01,922 --> 00:02:03,323 ♪♪ They don't know ♪♪ 64 00:02:03,390 --> 00:02:05,259 ♪♪ No, they don't really know about love ♪♪ 65 00:02:05,326 --> 00:02:06,627 ♪♪ About love ♪♪ 66 00:02:06,694 --> 00:02:08,995 ♪♪ About love ♪♪ 67 00:02:09,062 --> 00:02:12,432 ♪♪ No, they don't really know about love ♪♪ 68 00:02:12,499 --> 00:02:14,968 - Renni! 69 00:02:15,035 --> 00:02:19,673 both: Mmm. 70 00:02:19,740 --> 00:02:21,474 - Now that we back from Canada, I love 71 00:02:21,541 --> 00:02:23,177 this new, new vibe, just-- 72 00:02:23,243 --> 00:02:24,511 - Way. 73 00:02:24,578 --> 00:02:25,913 - --out having fun with your man. 74 00:02:25,980 --> 00:02:26,747 - Yeah. 75 00:02:26,814 --> 00:02:27,814 - He good for you. 76 00:02:27,881 --> 00:02:29,082 It's like you so much yourself. 77 00:02:29,149 --> 00:02:30,117 - I am. 78 00:02:30,183 --> 00:02:32,719 Like, I'm so not nervous. 79 00:02:32,786 --> 00:02:34,888 But I just don't want to just jump into something 80 00:02:34,955 --> 00:02:37,458 just yet because I keep going from relationship 81 00:02:37,525 --> 00:02:38,992 to relationship. 82 00:02:39,059 --> 00:02:40,894 All of this ruckus is going around about Sierra 83 00:02:40,961 --> 00:02:43,330 keep a mangate, of course, because they 84 00:02:43,397 --> 00:02:46,366 caught a little glimpse of me and my friend 85 00:02:46,433 --> 00:02:47,701 kissing in the kitchen. 86 00:02:47,768 --> 00:02:49,670 Yes, I have someone that I'm seeing. 87 00:02:49,736 --> 00:02:51,472 But like, I'm keeping this relationship 88 00:02:51,539 --> 00:02:52,940 as private as possible. 89 00:02:53,006 --> 00:02:54,508 And we just be rocking out. 90 00:02:54,575 --> 00:02:56,477 We be-- it-- it's like a-- a vibe. 91 00:02:56,544 --> 00:02:57,544 And I like that for me. 92 00:02:57,611 --> 00:02:59,013 I really do. 93 00:02:59,079 --> 00:03:00,714 But the reason why I like [bleep] with Zay 94 00:03:00,780 --> 00:03:03,583 is because Zay have been trying to get with me 95 00:03:03,650 --> 00:03:05,786 since we was 16 years old. 96 00:03:05,853 --> 00:03:07,254 He loved me for me. 97 00:03:07,321 --> 00:03:08,722 He liked the fat Sierra. 98 00:03:08,789 --> 00:03:10,657 He liked the Sierra with no lip injections. 99 00:03:10,724 --> 00:03:12,926 He liked Sierra with no money. 100 00:03:12,993 --> 00:03:14,328 And that's why I [bleep] with him. 101 00:03:14,395 --> 00:03:15,696 And that's why I respect him. 102 00:03:15,762 --> 00:03:17,030 - I love that for you. 103 00:03:17,097 --> 00:03:20,000 - In the past, I feel like I had 104 00:03:20,066 --> 00:03:22,936 to tuck a lot of my emotions to the back of my head. 105 00:03:23,003 --> 00:03:24,938 And I really didn't get a chance to vent and talk 106 00:03:25,005 --> 00:03:27,408 about it because I didn't want to sound like the little girl 107 00:03:27,474 --> 00:03:28,409 who cried wolf. 108 00:03:28,475 --> 00:03:29,777 You know what I'm saying? 109 00:03:29,843 --> 00:03:31,378 So it's like, I'm not going to lie. 110 00:03:31,445 --> 00:03:32,780 It was, like, a bit difficult. 111 00:03:32,847 --> 00:03:34,080 No, it's OK. 112 00:03:34,147 --> 00:03:35,916 I just don't like talking about it because-- 113 00:03:35,982 --> 00:03:37,551 - But you got to talk about it, though. 114 00:03:37,618 --> 00:03:39,887 - Yeah, but like, I went through two other 115 00:03:39,953 --> 00:03:41,322 crazy public relationships. 116 00:03:41,388 --> 00:03:43,757 So it's like, oh, Sierra is being crazy again. 117 00:03:43,823 --> 00:03:46,961 But no, like, I almost lost my mind. 118 00:03:47,027 --> 00:03:50,464 Like, this time, I'm just really not listening 119 00:03:50,530 --> 00:03:52,566 to nobody but myself. 120 00:03:52,632 --> 00:03:53,567 - It's over with now. 121 00:03:53,634 --> 00:03:54,568 - It's over. 122 00:03:54,634 --> 00:03:55,870 My divorce finalized. 123 00:03:55,936 --> 00:03:58,005 And I've been such in a better space. 124 00:03:58,072 --> 00:03:59,372 You know, I just feel like I learned 125 00:03:59,439 --> 00:04:01,909 so much about myself, to really take my time, 126 00:04:01,975 --> 00:04:03,410 to really love on me. 127 00:04:03,476 --> 00:04:05,111 I had to go through it to grow through it. 128 00:04:05,178 --> 00:04:07,381 And I'm just so glad that I had the strength. 129 00:04:07,447 --> 00:04:09,283 - What's going on with you and Zay, like-- 130 00:04:09,350 --> 00:04:12,252 - You look like you [bleep] glowing or some [bleep]. 131 00:04:12,319 --> 00:04:15,755 - Well, so you know how when we was in Canada, 132 00:04:15,822 --> 00:04:17,224 I wasn't really feeling good and stuff? 133 00:04:17,291 --> 00:04:18,291 - Yeah. 134 00:04:18,358 --> 00:04:19,660 - I think I need to take a test. 135 00:04:19,726 --> 00:04:22,829 So I am feeling sick. 136 00:04:22,896 --> 00:04:24,598 I am a little late. 137 00:04:24,665 --> 00:04:27,535 And I'm kind of adding up like when I started feeling sick, 138 00:04:27,601 --> 00:04:29,169 and the type of sicknesses I have 139 00:04:29,236 --> 00:04:32,172 and also the type of grown folk stuff I like to do. 140 00:04:32,239 --> 00:04:37,811 So it's just a real moment like, what's going on? 141 00:04:37,878 --> 00:04:38,879 - My-- my nerve be bad. Come on. 142 00:04:38,946 --> 00:04:39,847 Let's go get some food. 143 00:04:39,914 --> 00:04:41,248 I'm hungry. 144 00:04:41,315 --> 00:04:42,516 Bitch, you not going to stress me out. 145 00:04:42,583 --> 00:04:43,851 - We don't stress. 146 00:04:43,917 --> 00:04:45,251 - Uh-uh, get somebody else to do it. 147 00:04:45,318 --> 00:04:46,753 - ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ 148 00:04:46,820 --> 00:04:48,088 ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ 149 00:04:48,155 --> 00:04:49,456 ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ 150 00:04:49,523 --> 00:04:50,591 ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm alive ♪♪ 151 00:04:50,658 --> 00:04:52,225 ♪♪ It's drive time ♪♪ 152 00:04:52,292 --> 00:04:53,961 ♪♪ Got to cut ties to show 'em I really want it ♪♪ 153 00:04:54,028 --> 00:04:55,295 ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ 154 00:04:55,362 --> 00:04:56,630 ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ 155 00:04:56,697 --> 00:04:58,899 ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm good ♪♪ 156 00:04:58,965 --> 00:05:00,767 [knock at door] 157 00:05:00,834 --> 00:05:02,269 - Come in. 158 00:05:02,335 --> 00:05:03,270 - Oh, you sick. 159 00:05:03,337 --> 00:05:05,105 You don't want to get the door. 160 00:05:05,171 --> 00:05:06,974 - No, I don't want to get up. - How are you feeling, boo? 161 00:05:07,040 --> 00:05:08,241 - I'm OK, baby. 162 00:05:08,308 --> 00:05:09,376 Oh, thank you. 163 00:05:09,443 --> 00:05:10,978 - And I pay attention to detail. 164 00:05:11,044 --> 00:05:12,246 So I heard some of the stuff that you like. 165 00:05:12,313 --> 00:05:14,014 Today I'm checking on Jessica. 166 00:05:14,081 --> 00:05:17,050 The scare in Canada, when she left the group 167 00:05:17,117 --> 00:05:18,819 while we were in the slopes, I didn't 168 00:05:18,885 --> 00:05:20,187 know it was that serious. 169 00:05:20,253 --> 00:05:21,822 So I'm here to love on her and see 170 00:05:21,889 --> 00:05:24,124 really how I can support her. 171 00:05:24,191 --> 00:05:26,160 I've been thinking about you, girl, since the trip. 172 00:05:26,227 --> 00:05:27,494 - Oh my God. 173 00:05:27,560 --> 00:05:29,697 - First off, health-wise, how are you feeling? 174 00:05:29,763 --> 00:05:32,399 - You know, I'm recovering. 175 00:05:32,465 --> 00:05:33,467 - OK. 176 00:05:33,534 --> 00:05:34,868 - I was really sick. 177 00:05:34,935 --> 00:05:37,271 I have stage IV endometriosis. 178 00:05:37,337 --> 00:05:40,741 It's like every single month, you have severe nausea. 179 00:05:40,807 --> 00:05:43,377 Your cramps, nothing works. 180 00:05:43,444 --> 00:05:44,478 Can't eat. 181 00:05:44,544 --> 00:05:46,213 You're now dehydrated. 182 00:05:46,280 --> 00:05:48,449 And you can't catch a [bleep] break. 183 00:05:48,515 --> 00:05:50,383 I don't really like to talk about it 184 00:05:50,450 --> 00:05:53,520 any longer because I first don't want sympathy about it. 185 00:05:53,587 --> 00:05:56,457 But when I do feel good, I kind of get, like, you know, 186 00:05:56,523 --> 00:05:58,426 real, real free-spirited. 187 00:05:58,492 --> 00:06:01,428 Because most of the time, I'm always constantly in pain. 188 00:06:01,495 --> 00:06:06,566 The big 10-centimeter cyst that was removed last year, 189 00:06:06,633 --> 00:06:08,034 now it's growing back. 190 00:06:08,101 --> 00:06:09,903 And it's 4 centimeters already. 191 00:06:09,970 --> 00:06:12,539 And now that cyst there is hurting, 192 00:06:12,606 --> 00:06:15,710 which is causing more nausea. 193 00:06:15,776 --> 00:06:18,979 This is something that I deal with every 28 days of my life. 194 00:06:19,046 --> 00:06:21,848 I can't continue living like this. 195 00:06:21,915 --> 00:06:23,384 But how did you enjoy the trip? 196 00:06:23,451 --> 00:06:25,518 - It was cool until you messed up my damn hair. 197 00:06:25,585 --> 00:06:28,622 The fact that I had a girl do my face-- 198 00:06:28,688 --> 00:06:30,691 [both shouting] 199 00:06:30,757 --> 00:06:32,159 - I'm about to kill Jessica. 200 00:06:32,226 --> 00:06:34,127 - I'm just thinking we-- we in a pool. 201 00:06:34,194 --> 00:06:35,596 And let's have some fun. 202 00:06:35,662 --> 00:06:37,865 I didn't think it was that big of a deal. 203 00:06:37,932 --> 00:06:39,633 And Zell and Bambi said something 204 00:06:39,700 --> 00:06:40,634 about reading the room. 205 00:06:40,700 --> 00:06:41,869 And I'm like, really? 206 00:06:41,936 --> 00:06:43,236 - The pool vibe was we was chilling. 207 00:06:43,303 --> 00:06:45,139 It was giving shoulder-below wet. 208 00:06:45,206 --> 00:06:46,473 That's the reading the room part. 209 00:06:46,540 --> 00:06:48,209 - Amy, look at these hands of mine. 210 00:06:48,275 --> 00:06:49,910 - Let me look at them good. 211 00:06:49,976 --> 00:06:52,045 - I've been on this Earth over 200 times. 212 00:06:54,781 --> 00:06:56,416 The one thing I'm not going to do 213 00:06:56,483 --> 00:06:58,986 is come back as Jessica White, and this is my last life-- 214 00:06:59,053 --> 00:07:00,387 - And talk about-- 215 00:07:00,454 --> 00:07:01,621 - And [bleep] talk about hair and lashes. 216 00:07:01,688 --> 00:07:03,356 - Now look at mine. 217 00:07:03,423 --> 00:07:04,925 - You haven't been here that many times. 218 00:07:04,991 --> 00:07:06,560 - I haven't been-- - They soft. 219 00:07:06,627 --> 00:07:07,961 - I be room reading. 220 00:07:08,028 --> 00:07:09,863 - But let me mother you then. 221 00:07:09,930 --> 00:07:12,065 - But mother me dry. 222 00:07:12,132 --> 00:07:13,367 Sis, where you been? 223 00:07:13,434 --> 00:07:15,168 And-- and what did you come back as? 224 00:07:15,235 --> 00:07:16,603 Like, I don't know. 225 00:07:16,670 --> 00:07:19,173 If you've been here 200 times as a Black woman, 226 00:07:19,240 --> 00:07:22,209 then you know when you see this wig on, 227 00:07:22,276 --> 00:07:24,745 specifically a frontal, you knew 228 00:07:24,811 --> 00:07:26,347 not to dunk me in the water. 229 00:07:26,414 --> 00:07:29,416 But I'm just glad that Jessica is feeling better. 230 00:07:29,483 --> 00:07:30,951 So your IG story? 231 00:07:31,017 --> 00:07:33,220 - Well, you know, I'm about to start in vitro. 232 00:07:33,287 --> 00:07:34,888 - How are you feeling about that? 233 00:07:34,955 --> 00:07:37,524 - In a couple of weeks, I go in for my first treatment. 234 00:07:37,591 --> 00:07:38,825 I want children. 235 00:07:38,892 --> 00:07:40,761 And if you know Jessica White, 236 00:07:40,827 --> 00:07:42,730 I'm going to keep [bleep] trying. 237 00:07:42,797 --> 00:07:46,633 I have been posting on my social media in vitro journey. 238 00:07:46,700 --> 00:07:49,469 And I'm here to be really honest 239 00:07:49,536 --> 00:07:53,040 and to be vulnerable and tell the truth 240 00:07:53,107 --> 00:07:56,009 and to make space for other people 241 00:07:56,076 --> 00:07:57,945 to feel comfortable with telling the truth. 242 00:07:58,011 --> 00:08:00,381 It just gives me more hope. 243 00:08:00,447 --> 00:08:02,382 - My situation, you're actually-- 244 00:08:02,449 --> 00:08:05,085 you'll be the first friend, not family member, 245 00:08:05,152 --> 00:08:07,187 that I've ever shared this with. 246 00:08:07,254 --> 00:08:08,923 And you being open about this is 247 00:08:08,989 --> 00:08:10,490 really an inspiration to me. 248 00:08:13,427 --> 00:08:17,297 I have something medically that I've 249 00:08:17,364 --> 00:08:18,832 been running from for years, 250 00:08:18,899 --> 00:08:21,234 even me naturally having a baby. 251 00:08:21,301 --> 00:08:24,104 As a teenager, I received some bad news 252 00:08:24,171 --> 00:08:25,539 about my reproductive health. 253 00:08:25,606 --> 00:08:28,409 There's a canal in my vaginal area 254 00:08:28,476 --> 00:08:31,578 that looks very thin, very fine. 255 00:08:31,645 --> 00:08:34,681 And that is causing me to not menstruate regularly. 256 00:08:34,748 --> 00:08:40,120 And I may not ever carry my own child naturally. 257 00:08:40,186 --> 00:08:41,822 The worst part about all of this is, 258 00:08:41,888 --> 00:08:44,958 I was with Mazi for six years, and I never told him. 259 00:08:45,025 --> 00:08:46,693 It's been such a secret. 260 00:08:46,760 --> 00:08:49,763 I do feel guilty sometimes not fully, you know, 261 00:08:49,829 --> 00:08:54,100 disclosing my medical situation with Mazi. 262 00:08:54,167 --> 00:08:56,537 Because when me and Mazi were a couple, 263 00:08:56,604 --> 00:08:59,239 we definitely were planning on having kids. 264 00:08:59,306 --> 00:09:02,042 So although Mazi and I are not together, 265 00:09:02,109 --> 00:09:05,379 I think that he deserves to know the truth. 266 00:09:05,445 --> 00:09:08,582 - What you've got to do is get rid of the emotional guilt. 267 00:09:08,648 --> 00:09:11,152 It's never going to be easy, Amy, because you feel-- 268 00:09:11,218 --> 00:09:12,519 you feel less of a woman. 269 00:09:12,586 --> 00:09:14,021 - I do. 270 00:09:14,088 --> 00:09:17,123 - Especially when I was with a man that was able to get 271 00:09:17,190 --> 00:09:18,592 everybody pregnant but me. 272 00:09:18,659 --> 00:09:19,693 - Same thing. 273 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:20,694 I think of that with Mazi. 274 00:09:20,760 --> 00:09:21,695 - It really [bleep]-- 275 00:09:21,762 --> 00:09:23,096 that [bleep] hurts. 276 00:09:23,163 --> 00:09:25,365 I've gone through so many different emotions 277 00:09:25,432 --> 00:09:27,268 to get to this point where I'm like [bleep] it, 278 00:09:27,334 --> 00:09:28,702 I am about to do this. 279 00:09:28,769 --> 00:09:30,170 And if I have to do it alone, 280 00:09:30,237 --> 00:09:32,105 I'm going to do it alone and raise the best [bleep] 281 00:09:32,172 --> 00:09:33,540 child that I possibly can. 282 00:09:33,607 --> 00:09:35,509 I am going to carry my child next year. 283 00:09:35,575 --> 00:09:38,378 And no devil in hell is going to stop that. 284 00:09:38,445 --> 00:09:41,248 I think that you're going to be able to carry your baby. 285 00:09:41,315 --> 00:09:44,618 And I touch and agree with you that that happens. 286 00:09:44,685 --> 00:09:45,619 And I promise you-- 287 00:09:45,686 --> 00:09:46,753 - And same for you. 288 00:09:46,820 --> 00:09:48,656 - Yeah, seriously, seriously. 289 00:09:48,722 --> 00:09:50,024 It's going to happen. 290 00:09:50,090 --> 00:09:50,958 - It's going to happen for you, too. 291 00:09:51,025 --> 00:09:52,960 - It's going to happen. 292 00:09:53,026 --> 00:09:55,662 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 293 00:09:55,729 --> 00:09:57,798 - You've been actually acting a fool on social media lately. 294 00:09:57,865 --> 00:09:59,667 - You know, it's a lot that's been going on. 295 00:09:59,733 --> 00:10:00,701 - His ex? 296 00:10:00,767 --> 00:10:02,503 - He has one of his exes. 297 00:10:02,569 --> 00:10:04,671 - Who was there for you when you were at your lowest point? 298 00:10:04,738 --> 00:10:05,673 Was it me? 299 00:10:05,740 --> 00:10:07,073 Or was it Erica? 300 00:10:07,140 --> 00:10:08,475 - I don't want to play no games with you. 301 00:10:08,542 --> 00:10:10,811 He had me bring out the three best rings I had. 302 00:10:10,878 --> 00:10:11,912 - I don't like him. 303 00:10:11,979 --> 00:10:13,681 She's not happy. 304 00:10:13,747 --> 00:10:15,682 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 305 00:10:20,454 --> 00:10:21,722 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 306 00:10:21,789 --> 00:10:23,123 [gentle piano music] 307 00:10:23,190 --> 00:10:26,760 - ♪♪ Tears fall on my pillowcase ♪♪ 308 00:10:26,827 --> 00:10:30,397 ♪♪ Don't say it's too late to say ♪♪ 309 00:10:30,463 --> 00:10:32,732 ♪♪ Because I know ♪♪ 310 00:10:32,799 --> 00:10:34,935 - Returning from Canada, I hope that I'd 311 00:10:35,001 --> 00:10:38,605 be able to snap my fingers and wash away 312 00:10:38,672 --> 00:10:40,574 all that this year has been. 313 00:10:40,641 --> 00:10:43,777 - I feel that we are in a dark place. 314 00:10:43,844 --> 00:10:45,646 If this is going to be, if it's not, 315 00:10:45,713 --> 00:10:46,881 then you got to let it go. 316 00:10:46,947 --> 00:10:48,982 - Letting it go is not an option. 317 00:10:49,049 --> 00:10:50,884 - You gotta be willing to put the work in. 318 00:10:50,951 --> 00:10:54,254 - I'm dealing with my husband that doesn't feel loved, 319 00:10:54,321 --> 00:10:57,124 doesn't feel like I prioritize him or the kids. 320 00:10:57,191 --> 00:11:01,495 And it's been hard. 321 00:11:01,561 --> 00:11:02,596 How was school? 322 00:11:02,663 --> 00:11:03,630 - Good. 323 00:11:03,697 --> 00:11:05,098 - It was good? 324 00:11:05,165 --> 00:11:08,035 At this point, with Keisha, I can't turn back. 325 00:11:08,102 --> 00:11:12,272 But I don't want to lose my marriage because of that. 326 00:11:12,339 --> 00:11:14,375 - I don't feel like we're in a relationship. 327 00:11:14,441 --> 00:11:16,076 - What is it that you need? 328 00:11:16,143 --> 00:11:18,878 - Pay attention to the love that's needed in this house. 329 00:11:18,945 --> 00:11:21,682 - I really want to do what I need to do for Keisha. 330 00:11:21,749 --> 00:11:26,853 But I also want to make sure my husband feels valued and heard, 331 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:28,522 because I cannot lose him. 332 00:11:28,589 --> 00:11:32,225 So listen, I have to go to Erica Banks' release party. 333 00:11:35,929 --> 00:11:37,431 - I don't think he's coming. 334 00:11:37,498 --> 00:11:41,402 Part of me feels like I want to still make decisions, 335 00:11:41,468 --> 00:11:42,870 because I am my own person. 336 00:11:42,936 --> 00:11:45,138 And I don't want to feel penalized for doing that. 337 00:11:45,205 --> 00:11:47,874 But I have not lost hope in my marriage. 338 00:11:47,941 --> 00:11:51,044 And I am going to keep fighting. 339 00:11:53,714 --> 00:11:54,949 [upbeat funky music] 340 00:11:55,015 --> 00:11:57,317 - ♪♪ He doesn't wear a cape ♪♪ 341 00:11:57,384 --> 00:12:00,420 ♪♪ Yo, I'm a savage so far from average ♪♪ 342 00:12:00,487 --> 00:12:03,424 ♪♪ Where a big crown which shows I'm a maverick ♪♪ 343 00:12:03,490 --> 00:12:04,924 - OK. 344 00:12:04,991 --> 00:12:06,093 - ♪♪ Black girl magic ♪♪ 345 00:12:06,160 --> 00:12:07,561 ♪♪ But at the Birk Friday ♪♪ 346 00:12:07,628 --> 00:12:08,996 ♪♪ My queens get ratched ♪♪ 347 00:12:09,063 --> 00:12:11,365 - So tonight, we are at my album release party. 348 00:12:11,431 --> 00:12:13,066 I'm excited for everybody to hear it. 349 00:12:13,133 --> 00:12:14,868 The biggest part about it for me 350 00:12:14,935 --> 00:12:18,706 is that I spent my own money into this entire project 351 00:12:18,772 --> 00:12:20,474 without the help of 1501. 352 00:12:20,541 --> 00:12:21,875 - You look good, bitch. 353 00:12:21,942 --> 00:12:23,677 - How you doing? - I'm good. What's up? 354 00:12:23,744 --> 00:12:24,645 - Congratulations. 355 00:12:24,712 --> 00:12:26,079 - Thank you. 356 00:12:26,146 --> 00:12:27,147 - I know you going to kill it tonight. 357 00:12:27,214 --> 00:12:28,181 Let's toast. 358 00:12:28,248 --> 00:12:29,449 Let's toast to you. 359 00:12:29,516 --> 00:12:31,218 - This is the type of time I'm on right now. 360 00:12:31,285 --> 00:12:32,219 - I'm trying to get lit. 361 00:12:32,286 --> 00:12:33,286 I'm outside. 362 00:12:34,854 --> 00:12:36,657 - Don't think I didn't see your little social media posts. 363 00:12:36,723 --> 00:12:38,892 You've been actually acting a fool on social media lately. 364 00:12:38,959 --> 00:12:40,994 - You know, it's a lot that's been going on. 365 00:12:41,061 --> 00:12:42,062 - What? 366 00:12:42,129 --> 00:12:43,263 - Y'all don't see "Sister, Sister"? 367 00:12:43,330 --> 00:12:44,998 - The show? 368 00:12:45,065 --> 00:12:49,337 - No, Santana and one of his exes, two [bleep] with BBL, 369 00:12:49,403 --> 00:12:50,738 and wigs, and-- 370 00:12:50,804 --> 00:12:52,439 - Was that fake to aggravate you? 371 00:12:52,506 --> 00:12:54,208 - I think he feels like it's going to get under my skin. 372 00:12:54,274 --> 00:12:56,110 Santana is the one being difficult. 373 00:12:56,177 --> 00:12:58,245 He just kept antagonizing me on the internet, 374 00:12:58,312 --> 00:13:01,281 even though I'm out doing my own single thing right now. 375 00:13:01,348 --> 00:13:03,083 I'm not posting [bleep] on the internet 376 00:13:03,150 --> 00:13:05,218 trying to like do [bleep] to make you mad. 377 00:13:05,285 --> 00:13:06,219 That's weird. 378 00:13:06,286 --> 00:13:07,587 You're weird. 379 00:13:07,654 --> 00:13:09,256 - I thought y'all would have fixed things by now. 380 00:13:09,323 --> 00:13:11,859 - I think it's both of us just being like stubborn. 381 00:13:11,925 --> 00:13:14,995 But I'm not going as far as Lincoln with an ex. 382 00:13:15,062 --> 00:13:17,030 They look like Mr. and Mrs. Potato. 383 00:13:17,097 --> 00:13:18,398 - I haven't seen it. 384 00:13:18,465 --> 00:13:19,466 - I'm definitely talking trash out of hurt. 385 00:13:28,475 --> 00:13:30,010 They're picking with me. 386 00:13:30,076 --> 00:13:33,481 So I'm going to say whatever to hurt or to hit back. 387 00:13:33,547 --> 00:13:35,850 I'm just like, hey, I'm focused on my fashion show. 388 00:13:35,916 --> 00:13:37,251 - Well, your brand is more important. 389 00:13:37,318 --> 00:13:38,986 It's like she here doing her business. 390 00:13:39,052 --> 00:13:40,454 I'm working on my business. 391 00:13:40,521 --> 00:13:42,622 But I wouldn't let that overshadow what we done 392 00:13:42,689 --> 00:13:43,791 worked so hard for. 393 00:13:43,858 --> 00:13:45,225 - You know what? 394 00:13:45,292 --> 00:13:47,861 - [squealing] 395 00:13:47,927 --> 00:13:50,163 Despite what's going on between Lisa and I, 396 00:13:50,230 --> 00:13:52,699 I'm excited to come out and celebrate 397 00:13:52,766 --> 00:13:54,268 Erica Banks' album release. 398 00:13:54,334 --> 00:13:56,136 And I hope that this break of me going out 399 00:13:56,203 --> 00:13:58,538 doesn't cause more turmoil in my house. 400 00:13:58,605 --> 00:14:00,941 But I just need some mental clarity and just a 401 00:14:01,008 --> 00:14:02,309 moment away. 402 00:14:02,376 --> 00:14:04,711 - ♪♪ Girl, the whole crew lit ♪♪ 403 00:14:04,778 --> 00:14:05,880 ♪♪ Don't be foolish ♪♪ 404 00:14:05,946 --> 00:14:07,681 ♪♪ Baby, it's the movement ♪♪ 405 00:14:07,747 --> 00:14:09,149 ♪♪ Girl, the whole crew lit ♪♪ 406 00:14:09,216 --> 00:14:10,817 ♪♪ We be rocking, baby, popping, baby ♪♪ 407 00:14:10,884 --> 00:14:12,219 ♪♪ Shopping, baby, options, baby ♪♪ 408 00:14:12,286 --> 00:14:13,888 - We got a real queen in the building 409 00:14:13,954 --> 00:14:16,122 that we celebrating tonight. 410 00:14:16,189 --> 00:14:19,826 I want to hear one clap for my girl, E. Banks. 411 00:14:19,893 --> 00:14:21,261 - Yes, yes, yes, the mother[bleep] soul queen 412 00:14:21,328 --> 00:14:24,264 is back in the mother[bleep] building. 413 00:14:24,331 --> 00:14:26,700 ♪♪ Which one you want? ♪♪ 414 00:14:26,767 --> 00:14:28,268 ♪♪ Is it Keisha? ♪♪ 415 00:14:28,335 --> 00:14:30,004 ♪♪ Is it Tiffy? ♪♪ 416 00:14:30,070 --> 00:14:31,505 ♪♪ Is it Jason ♪♪ 417 00:14:31,572 --> 00:14:32,873 ♪♪ Is it Britney? ♪♪ 418 00:14:32,940 --> 00:14:34,574 ♪♪ Is it drugs? ♪♪ 419 00:14:34,641 --> 00:14:35,809 ♪♪ Is it TT? ♪♪ 420 00:14:35,876 --> 00:14:37,177 ♪♪ And if you want 'em ♪♪ 421 00:14:37,244 --> 00:14:39,279 ♪♪ I can show you what it mean, mean ♪♪ 422 00:14:39,346 --> 00:14:40,280 ♪♪ Iced out ♪♪ 423 00:14:40,347 --> 00:14:41,315 ♪♪ Creed up ♪♪ 424 00:14:41,382 --> 00:14:42,883 ♪♪ Jealous bitches gave up ♪♪ 425 00:14:42,950 --> 00:14:45,286 ♪♪ [bleep] like the devil shall never ♪♪ 426 00:14:45,352 --> 00:14:46,654 ♪♪ And if you want 'em, I can show you ♪♪ 427 00:14:46,721 --> 00:14:49,556 ♪♪ What means in real life ♪♪ 428 00:14:49,623 --> 00:14:51,692 When I say Erica, y'all say Banks. 429 00:14:51,759 --> 00:14:53,160 Erica-- [together] Banks. 430 00:14:53,226 --> 00:14:54,027 - Erica-- 431 00:14:54,094 --> 00:14:55,028 [together] Banks. 432 00:14:55,095 --> 00:14:56,096 - I love y'all so much. 433 00:14:56,162 --> 00:14:59,233 [cheers and applause] 434 00:14:59,299 --> 00:15:01,568 Performing period for me is always a good time. 435 00:15:01,635 --> 00:15:02,969 My heart is filled. 436 00:15:03,036 --> 00:15:04,237 And my jeans are a little tight, 437 00:15:04,304 --> 00:15:05,906 but I'm still having a good time. 438 00:15:05,973 --> 00:15:07,207 - Congratulations, beautiful. 439 00:15:07,274 --> 00:15:09,243 - Thank you. - It sounds good. 440 00:15:09,309 --> 00:15:10,877 - What's going on with you and Scrappy? 441 00:15:10,944 --> 00:15:12,479 I see you here, Momma Dee, your whole family, your ex family-- 442 00:15:12,546 --> 00:15:13,547 - It's family. 443 00:15:13,614 --> 00:15:14,848 It's family. - Oh, OK. 444 00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:16,349 - Who you came with? You came by yourself? 445 00:15:16,416 --> 00:15:17,517 - I did. 446 00:15:17,584 --> 00:15:19,052 I don't want the vibe to be weird. 447 00:15:19,119 --> 00:15:21,054 - Khaotic, Khaotic, Scrappy. 448 00:15:21,121 --> 00:15:23,124 - Hi. Hello. - Momma Dee. 449 00:15:23,190 --> 00:15:25,993 - Mother[bleep] East Coast [bleep] to the West Coast? 450 00:15:26,060 --> 00:15:27,294 - God damn. 451 00:15:27,361 --> 00:15:29,229 - Seeing Khaotic tonight is so funny. 452 00:15:29,296 --> 00:15:31,798 It's my first time seeing him since we broke up, 453 00:15:31,865 --> 00:15:33,467 - Hey, ya'll. 454 00:15:33,534 --> 00:15:35,402 - Just him being here to still support me 455 00:15:35,468 --> 00:15:36,904 is very sweet of him. 456 00:15:36,971 --> 00:15:37,971 Don't get me wrong. 457 00:15:38,038 --> 00:15:39,673 He was a terrible boyfriend. 458 00:15:39,740 --> 00:15:41,909 But he was a great lover and he was a great friend, 459 00:15:41,976 --> 00:15:43,043 so I can't forget that. 460 00:15:43,110 --> 00:15:44,078 - You just snapped her. 461 00:15:44,144 --> 00:15:45,412 - Yes, you did. 462 00:15:45,479 --> 00:15:46,680 - I want to do something right now. 463 00:15:46,746 --> 00:15:48,282 Let me tell y'all something. 464 00:15:48,349 --> 00:15:50,651 When Erica separated herself from me emotionally, 465 00:15:50,718 --> 00:15:52,586 I didn't take it the best way. - Oh, my God. 466 00:15:52,653 --> 00:15:54,321 - And I want to apologize. 467 00:15:54,388 --> 00:15:57,457 - You was acting crazy too when Amy dropped you for her man. 468 00:15:57,524 --> 00:16:01,195 - I want to apologize to Amy, because I let a lot of things 469 00:16:01,261 --> 00:16:02,830 come between our friendship. 470 00:16:02,897 --> 00:16:05,599 And it was just like a lot of misunderstandings. 471 00:16:05,666 --> 00:16:06,600 - Forgiven, friend. 472 00:16:06,667 --> 00:16:07,934 - I came a long way. 473 00:16:08,001 --> 00:16:09,503 I mean, I was polyester. 474 00:16:09,569 --> 00:16:11,738 Then I was in a full-fledged relationship, 475 00:16:11,805 --> 00:16:13,507 while being boo bae bestie. 476 00:16:13,574 --> 00:16:14,642 Now I'm bro? 477 00:16:14,708 --> 00:16:17,444 This is like ancestrial.com. 478 00:16:17,511 --> 00:16:18,979 - Did you guys speak to my sister? 479 00:16:19,046 --> 00:16:20,147 - I am. 480 00:16:20,214 --> 00:16:21,548 I'm talking to her right now. 481 00:16:21,615 --> 00:16:22,616 - Nothing. 482 00:16:22,683 --> 00:16:23,984 - Oh, yeah. 483 00:16:24,051 --> 00:16:25,386 No, there's not going to be two kings. 484 00:16:25,453 --> 00:16:26,620 - Oh I see-- 485 00:16:26,687 --> 00:16:27,821 I didn't even know Diamond was in here. 486 00:16:27,888 --> 00:16:29,123 - So Amy? - Yes. 487 00:16:29,189 --> 00:16:29,990 - So Amy, I had a video release party-- 488 00:16:30,056 --> 00:16:31,058 - OK. 489 00:16:31,124 --> 00:16:32,426 - --not too long ago. 490 00:16:32,492 --> 00:16:33,827 - OK. 491 00:16:33,894 --> 00:16:35,662 - All this stuff kicked off with Diamond. 492 00:16:35,729 --> 00:16:36,964 - Can we have a conversation? 493 00:16:37,031 --> 00:16:38,265 - Uh-huh, come on. 494 00:16:38,332 --> 00:16:39,733 - I have not talked to Momma Dee 495 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:42,135 since her video release party. 496 00:16:42,202 --> 00:16:44,704 And Momma Dee was real upset with the way I acted. 497 00:16:44,771 --> 00:16:45,772 - I ain't scared of you. 498 00:16:45,839 --> 00:16:47,240 - I'm not scared of you neither. 499 00:16:47,307 --> 00:16:49,109 - You know you need the cameras on, sweetie. 500 00:16:49,176 --> 00:16:51,411 - Y'all wouldn't let me goddamn talk and I'm done. 501 00:16:51,478 --> 00:16:53,013 - So I want to mend things with Momma Dee 502 00:16:53,079 --> 00:16:54,681 and clear the air with her. 503 00:16:54,748 --> 00:16:56,049 So I want to talk. 504 00:16:56,116 --> 00:16:57,851 As far as your party, I apologize. 505 00:16:57,918 --> 00:17:01,355 - I don't understand why it had to come to blows like this. 506 00:17:01,422 --> 00:17:03,290 - I'm trying to figure out what made her come sit down 507 00:17:03,357 --> 00:17:04,458 with me and you talking. 508 00:17:04,525 --> 00:17:06,226 I didn't say anything about Erica. 509 00:17:06,293 --> 00:17:07,928 I don't know if it's because the fact 510 00:17:07,995 --> 00:17:09,864 that my father is on life support, 511 00:17:09,930 --> 00:17:11,765 I've just been in a daze. - Yeah. 512 00:17:11,832 --> 00:17:14,334 - You have been the only person that has been reaching 513 00:17:14,401 --> 00:17:16,203 out to me, not even your son. 514 00:17:16,270 --> 00:17:17,471 - I don't like that. 515 00:17:17,538 --> 00:17:18,839 'Cause I didn't raise him to be like that. 516 00:17:18,906 --> 00:17:20,074 And that hurt me, because at least 517 00:17:20,140 --> 00:17:22,777 he could still be a friend. 518 00:17:22,843 --> 00:17:24,311 How your daddy? 519 00:17:24,378 --> 00:17:26,213 - This is what my father's looking like right now. 520 00:17:28,682 --> 00:17:31,585 - Oh, Diamond. 521 00:17:31,652 --> 00:17:32,619 I'm sorry. 522 00:17:32,686 --> 00:17:34,955 - My father is my best friend. 523 00:17:35,022 --> 00:17:36,156 He's my everything. 524 00:17:36,223 --> 00:17:37,958 [somber music] 525 00:17:38,025 --> 00:17:39,460 It's just unbelievable. 526 00:17:39,526 --> 00:17:43,230 It's like a really, really, really bad dream. 527 00:17:43,297 --> 00:17:47,468 But this has really shown me who's really down for me, 528 00:17:47,534 --> 00:17:49,837 who is genuine, who is in my corner. 529 00:17:49,904 --> 00:17:52,939 It's allowing me to see the real from the fake. 530 00:17:53,006 --> 00:17:56,210 I thank you for reaching out to me because you didn't have to 531 00:17:56,276 --> 00:17:57,645 and ask me if I need-- 532 00:17:57,711 --> 00:17:59,680 - Because I know how it feel to lose a parent. 533 00:17:59,747 --> 00:18:02,883 My mama gone, so I know how it feels. 534 00:18:02,950 --> 00:18:03,984 - What's going on? 535 00:18:04,050 --> 00:18:05,885 - Her father not doing well. 536 00:18:05,952 --> 00:18:07,220 I'm sorry. 537 00:18:07,287 --> 00:18:08,488 You know her dad. 538 00:18:08,555 --> 00:18:09,522 It ain't good. 539 00:18:11,892 --> 00:18:13,460 - You know I love you. You know what I'm saying? 540 00:18:13,527 --> 00:18:14,628 - You love me? - I love you. 541 00:18:14,695 --> 00:18:15,996 Yeah, I love you. 542 00:18:16,063 --> 00:18:17,498 - Well, show that; prove that you love me then. 543 00:18:17,565 --> 00:18:18,798 Who was there for you when you was at your lowest point 544 00:18:18,865 --> 00:18:20,066 when you was going through your divorce? 545 00:18:20,133 --> 00:18:21,735 Was it me or was it Erica? 546 00:18:27,240 --> 00:18:28,542 OK, right. 547 00:18:28,608 --> 00:18:29,609 - Say it. 548 00:18:29,676 --> 00:18:30,711 Yeah, say it. 549 00:18:30,777 --> 00:18:32,146 - I never spoke bad on you. 550 00:18:32,212 --> 00:18:35,015 - I just want to hug you, because I just want 551 00:18:35,081 --> 00:18:36,550 to give you that energy, all right? 552 00:18:36,616 --> 00:18:38,419 - Uh-huh. 553 00:18:38,485 --> 00:18:39,452 - Aw. 554 00:18:42,389 --> 00:18:45,025 - Man, right now, it's about being there for somebody 555 00:18:45,092 --> 00:18:46,460 that was there for me. 556 00:18:46,526 --> 00:18:47,894 And I just want to be there for her. 557 00:18:47,961 --> 00:18:50,897 Like beyond me and her having a relationship 558 00:18:50,964 --> 00:18:54,801 or anything, like, this is me being a friend. 559 00:18:54,868 --> 00:18:55,802 Let's cheer to Papi. 560 00:18:55,869 --> 00:18:56,937 - Cheers to Papi. 561 00:18:57,004 --> 00:18:57,938 - Cheers to Papi and more life. 562 00:18:58,004 --> 00:18:58,939 - Yes. 563 00:18:59,006 --> 00:19:00,240 - More love. 564 00:19:03,009 --> 00:19:05,245 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 565 00:19:05,312 --> 00:19:06,380 - I'm trying to take care of her. 566 00:19:06,447 --> 00:19:07,781 - I didn't know she was there. 567 00:19:07,847 --> 00:19:09,316 I'm coming home to have some dinner. 568 00:19:09,382 --> 00:19:10,750 - Honey, you don't come into her home 569 00:19:10,817 --> 00:19:13,553 and speak to her in a manner like that. 570 00:19:13,620 --> 00:19:15,322 - I went out and got some tests earlier. 571 00:19:15,389 --> 00:19:17,291 I'm gonna find out. 572 00:19:17,357 --> 00:19:19,026 - I want you-- you got them already? 573 00:19:19,093 --> 00:19:23,097 ♪♪ ♪♪ 574 00:19:23,163 --> 00:19:25,865 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 575 00:19:30,637 --> 00:19:31,972 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 576 00:19:32,039 --> 00:19:36,476 - ♪♪ If I say I hate the weather ♪♪ 577 00:19:36,543 --> 00:19:41,048 ♪♪ Then it's rain clouds that I see ♪♪ 578 00:19:41,114 --> 00:19:43,150 ♪♪ If I say I'll ♪♪ 579 00:19:43,217 --> 00:19:46,086 - Oh, Lord. 580 00:19:46,153 --> 00:19:48,321 - Oh, baby. 581 00:19:48,388 --> 00:19:50,056 Thank you. 582 00:19:50,123 --> 00:19:51,992 Earlier, I went to the emergency room 583 00:19:52,059 --> 00:19:55,296 to go get checked out, because once again, 584 00:19:55,362 --> 00:19:56,730 I wasn't feeling well. 585 00:19:56,797 --> 00:19:58,532 So I just got out the hospital. 586 00:19:58,599 --> 00:20:01,302 And I'm just really happy that Karlie is here for me. 587 00:20:01,369 --> 00:20:02,603 She sees me. 588 00:20:02,670 --> 00:20:05,705 And she takes care of me, especially when I'm sick. 589 00:20:05,772 --> 00:20:08,042 - So OK, what exactly happened? 590 00:20:08,108 --> 00:20:10,544 - The pain is so severe I throw up. 591 00:20:10,611 --> 00:20:14,014 And once I start throwing up, it's literally nonstop. 592 00:20:14,080 --> 00:20:15,048 - Karlie? 593 00:20:15,115 --> 00:20:16,083 - Yeah. 594 00:20:16,150 --> 00:20:17,451 - What's good? What's the vibe? 595 00:20:17,517 --> 00:20:18,985 - Hey. 596 00:20:19,052 --> 00:20:20,220 - I'm in an awkward position right now because Kai 597 00:20:20,287 --> 00:20:22,522 and I are still working together 598 00:20:22,589 --> 00:20:24,458 but we're also living together. 599 00:20:24,524 --> 00:20:25,993 Of course I still love Kai. 600 00:20:26,059 --> 00:20:27,427 Yes, I want to be with him. 601 00:20:27,494 --> 00:20:31,198 But he has to learn it's me, and that's it. 602 00:20:31,264 --> 00:20:34,067 This is just a serious entanglement. 603 00:20:34,134 --> 00:20:35,169 - You know what I'm saying? What's good? 604 00:20:35,236 --> 00:20:37,504 Don't have no dinner. What's up? 605 00:20:37,570 --> 00:20:38,606 - Well, Jess just came out. 606 00:20:38,672 --> 00:20:40,074 I was trying to take care of her. 607 00:20:40,140 --> 00:20:41,341 - I didn't know she was here. What's she doing here? 608 00:20:41,408 --> 00:20:43,944 - My friend, I got to be there for her. 609 00:20:44,010 --> 00:20:45,446 - So you're a caretaker now, respectfully? 610 00:20:45,512 --> 00:20:46,747 - I didn't think I needed to tell you that my best 611 00:20:46,814 --> 00:20:48,215 friend is at the house. 612 00:20:48,281 --> 00:20:49,550 - Not a requirement, but what are we doing? 613 00:20:49,616 --> 00:20:50,718 I'm expecting dinner. 614 00:20:50,784 --> 00:20:52,219 - "Yo, Karlie." 615 00:20:52,286 --> 00:20:54,054 Who the [bleep] walks in the house screaming 616 00:20:54,121 --> 00:20:55,222 a person's name like that? 617 00:20:55,289 --> 00:20:56,824 You walked in mad? 618 00:20:56,890 --> 00:20:59,326 Ooh, he makes me sick. 619 00:20:59,393 --> 00:21:00,928 - She just came to see me. 620 00:21:00,995 --> 00:21:02,496 I wanted to take care of her. 621 00:21:02,563 --> 00:21:03,764 - I understand that. 622 00:21:03,830 --> 00:21:05,332 But let me know, especially if I'm going 623 00:21:05,399 --> 00:21:06,667 to come through the door. I'm expecting dinner. 624 00:21:06,734 --> 00:21:08,168 You don't let me know nothing. 625 00:21:08,235 --> 00:21:10,071 I could have picked up food for us, anything. 626 00:21:10,137 --> 00:21:11,271 Text me what you want to eat. I order to go pick it up. 627 00:21:11,338 --> 00:21:12,506 It's all good. It's healing. 628 00:21:12,572 --> 00:21:13,674 - It's healing? 629 00:21:13,741 --> 00:21:15,309 You just brought unhealing energy. 630 00:21:15,376 --> 00:21:16,810 - I was concerned about you. How is it unhealing? 631 00:21:16,877 --> 00:21:18,512 - How are you trying to bring healing 632 00:21:18,578 --> 00:21:19,946 energy to me when you said you didn't even know I was here. 633 00:21:20,013 --> 00:21:21,482 - Because I just walked in here. 634 00:21:21,548 --> 00:21:23,216 She informed me why you were here, then I activated. 635 00:21:23,283 --> 00:21:24,217 - I want to-- 636 00:21:24,284 --> 00:21:25,786 I understand. 637 00:21:25,853 --> 00:21:28,021 His mouth runs for days. 638 00:21:28,088 --> 00:21:30,991 I mean, like, good Lord, shut up. 639 00:21:31,058 --> 00:21:32,960 You acting like this, Kai, is not 640 00:21:33,026 --> 00:21:34,595 helping win over my friends. 641 00:21:34,661 --> 00:21:36,163 They already don't like you. 642 00:21:36,230 --> 00:21:37,864 - So I apologize it's a trigger. 643 00:21:37,931 --> 00:21:39,500 - Actually, if you want to talk about a trigger, 644 00:21:39,566 --> 00:21:41,101 you didn't trigger me. 645 00:21:41,168 --> 00:21:44,305 You're triggering her by speaking to her in the manner 646 00:21:44,371 --> 00:21:45,606 of which that you are. 647 00:21:45,673 --> 00:21:47,942 Kings don't do that to their queens. 648 00:21:48,008 --> 00:21:49,276 - I'm coming home to some dinner. 649 00:21:49,342 --> 00:21:51,945 - Honey, you don't come into her home 650 00:21:52,012 --> 00:21:54,014 and speak to her in a manner like that. 651 00:21:54,081 --> 00:21:55,583 - Now first and foremost, you're 652 00:21:55,649 --> 00:21:56,917 not the corrections officer. 653 00:21:56,984 --> 00:21:58,585 - No, no, no, I don't need to be. 654 00:21:58,652 --> 00:22:01,021 But I can correct when I see some things that are wrong. 655 00:22:01,088 --> 00:22:02,622 It's as simple as that. 656 00:22:02,689 --> 00:22:03,957 - Cool, well guess what. 657 00:22:04,024 --> 00:22:05,492 I'm not going back and forth. 658 00:22:05,559 --> 00:22:06,961 We're going to save that for the, you know, record. 659 00:22:07,027 --> 00:22:08,062 - You ain't ever going to go back-- 660 00:22:08,128 --> 00:22:09,129 - I don't do that for women. 661 00:22:09,196 --> 00:22:10,697 Tell me what y'all want to eat. 662 00:22:10,764 --> 00:22:11,898 Y'all enjoy your evening and I'll make 663 00:22:11,965 --> 00:22:13,634 sure I'm accommodating to you. 664 00:22:13,701 --> 00:22:14,668 I hope you feel better. 665 00:22:14,735 --> 00:22:16,403 [funky music] 666 00:22:16,470 --> 00:22:18,772 - I can't believe that Kai would do this. 667 00:22:18,839 --> 00:22:21,108 He's just so disrespectful. 668 00:22:21,174 --> 00:22:24,979 At this point, it just feels like a whole game. 669 00:22:25,045 --> 00:22:26,379 - He's a bitch. 670 00:22:26,446 --> 00:22:30,083 My [bleep] veins are boiling right now. 671 00:22:30,150 --> 00:22:33,087 That [bleep] just sent me through the roof, girl. 672 00:22:33,153 --> 00:22:37,491 - My ass wanted this moving so bad. 673 00:22:37,558 --> 00:22:40,960 But now I'm like, oh [bleep], what did I just do? 674 00:22:41,027 --> 00:22:43,063 - If that he will do that [bleep] in front of me, 675 00:22:43,129 --> 00:22:44,931 what is he doing in private? 676 00:22:48,002 --> 00:22:50,037 [funky music]] 677 00:22:50,103 --> 00:22:52,005 - ♪♪ My new baby he protect me ♪♪ 678 00:22:52,072 --> 00:22:53,407 ♪♪ Never stress me ♪♪ 679 00:22:53,474 --> 00:22:57,711 ♪♪ I never felt a love like this ♪♪ 680 00:22:57,777 --> 00:22:59,846 - Baby, what you got going? 681 00:23:03,517 --> 00:23:06,319 - So I haven't seen Zacc since I've been to Canada. 682 00:23:06,386 --> 00:23:09,456 So I've been here just kind of, you know, 683 00:23:09,522 --> 00:23:11,257 anticipating him getting back so we can figure 684 00:23:11,324 --> 00:23:12,793 out what's going on with me. 685 00:23:12,860 --> 00:23:15,262 You know, we got something to talk about. 686 00:23:15,329 --> 00:23:16,763 While I was in Canada, we were supposed 687 00:23:16,830 --> 00:23:17,864 to do a lot more other stuff. 688 00:23:17,931 --> 00:23:20,100 But you know, you had me sick. 689 00:23:20,167 --> 00:23:22,803 I was so sick without you. 690 00:23:22,870 --> 00:23:25,772 I was sick without you today. 691 00:23:25,839 --> 00:23:27,107 - I missed you too. 692 00:23:27,174 --> 00:23:28,375 - I'm definitely in love with Zacc. 693 00:23:28,442 --> 00:23:30,511 And I'm ready to settle down and have 694 00:23:30,577 --> 00:23:32,446 me a nice rock on this hand. 695 00:23:32,513 --> 00:23:33,780 This the one for me. 696 00:23:33,847 --> 00:23:36,584 Like, he get me in a different kind of way. 697 00:23:36,650 --> 00:23:39,319 I think I got something new for me and you to talk about. 698 00:23:41,588 --> 00:23:44,024 - What you got for us to talk about? 699 00:23:44,091 --> 00:23:46,026 - You've been a little sleepy? 700 00:23:46,093 --> 00:23:47,794 You know the country folk say that means 701 00:23:47,861 --> 00:23:49,162 you got a baby on the way. 702 00:23:52,766 --> 00:23:54,201 You want to find out? 703 00:23:54,267 --> 00:23:56,570 - I want you-- you got them already? 704 00:23:56,636 --> 00:23:58,505 - Well, I went and got some tests earlier. 705 00:24:01,942 --> 00:24:05,111 - I know Zacc has, like, talked about having a baby together. 706 00:24:05,178 --> 00:24:06,814 But actually being in this moment where 707 00:24:06,881 --> 00:24:08,515 we're about to take a test and it 708 00:24:08,582 --> 00:24:10,784 could possibly be about to happen, I'm a little nervous. 709 00:24:10,851 --> 00:24:13,020 And I'm not going to lie, my anxiety is through the roof. 710 00:24:13,086 --> 00:24:14,287 I have older kids. 711 00:24:14,354 --> 00:24:16,790 So the thought of starting over, 712 00:24:16,857 --> 00:24:18,158 that's a little different. 713 00:24:18,225 --> 00:24:21,128 [tense music] 714 00:24:21,195 --> 00:24:28,301 ♪♪ ♪♪ 715 00:24:40,247 --> 00:24:42,349 [bleep]. - [laughs] 716 00:24:42,416 --> 00:24:45,419 Um... 717 00:24:45,486 --> 00:24:49,156 like, I'm about to have to change diapers again? 718 00:24:49,222 --> 00:24:51,425 I don't even know if I remember how to do that. 719 00:24:51,492 --> 00:24:53,927 I don't know-- 720 00:24:53,994 --> 00:24:56,963 I don't even remember what it feels like to be pregnant. 721 00:24:57,030 --> 00:24:58,933 This is not my body anymore. 722 00:24:58,999 --> 00:25:00,867 This is literally the body of someone else. 723 00:25:00,934 --> 00:25:03,603 And I have to follow their rules. 724 00:25:03,670 --> 00:25:04,638 Whew, it's a lot. 725 00:25:04,704 --> 00:25:06,340 But I'm excited. 726 00:25:06,406 --> 00:25:10,144 And I'm very appreciative and thankful that this situation 727 00:25:10,210 --> 00:25:12,279 has happened with Zacc and the type of man 728 00:25:12,346 --> 00:25:13,814 that he is, because I'm looking forward 729 00:25:13,881 --> 00:25:17,651 to actually, like, growing a family with somebody 730 00:25:17,717 --> 00:25:19,419 in a very healthy way. 731 00:25:19,486 --> 00:25:22,389 I think this is just like the perfect time for me 732 00:25:22,456 --> 00:25:26,159 to, you know, experience being a mom again. 733 00:25:26,226 --> 00:25:28,429 I get to experience it with somebody I love. 734 00:25:28,495 --> 00:25:32,032 And I've been on this healing journey, as you know. 735 00:25:32,099 --> 00:25:34,068 I feel like I'm a better version of myself. 736 00:25:34,134 --> 00:25:36,604 Everything we've gone through these past couple of months 737 00:25:36,670 --> 00:25:39,539 just as far as healing and facing traumas, 738 00:25:39,606 --> 00:25:43,143 I'm in a better space mentally, emotionally. 739 00:25:43,209 --> 00:25:46,113 So I think, like, everything is happening how 740 00:25:46,180 --> 00:25:47,281 it's supposed to happen and right 741 00:25:47,348 --> 00:25:49,016 when it's supposed to happen. 742 00:25:49,082 --> 00:25:51,385 Well, I don't think we should tell the kids and stuff yet. 743 00:25:51,452 --> 00:25:53,186 But I'm going to call Sierra. 744 00:25:55,923 --> 00:25:56,924 Where are you at? - Renni... 745 00:25:56,991 --> 00:25:58,458 I just got done eating. 746 00:25:58,525 --> 00:26:00,528 You looking all glowy and dewy. 747 00:26:00,594 --> 00:26:02,429 - You know, me and you been kind of 748 00:26:02,496 --> 00:26:07,401 talking about how I ain't been feeling good and stuff? 749 00:26:07,468 --> 00:26:09,769 - What the [bleep]? 750 00:26:09,836 --> 00:26:12,707 Oh my God, you are pregnant. 751 00:26:12,773 --> 00:26:14,041 I am an auntie. 752 00:26:14,108 --> 00:26:15,442 Oh, my goodness. - [giggles] 753 00:26:15,509 --> 00:26:17,911 - Oh my God, this is about to be our little baby. 754 00:26:17,978 --> 00:26:20,146 I got to get on my rich auntie duties. 755 00:26:20,213 --> 00:26:21,615 That's it. 756 00:26:21,681 --> 00:26:23,150 So now I'm thinking about the baby shower, 757 00:26:23,217 --> 00:26:25,085 I'm thinking about the push gift. 758 00:26:25,152 --> 00:26:27,688 I'm thinking about the maternity pictures 759 00:26:27,754 --> 00:26:29,256 and how, like, can I-- 760 00:26:29,323 --> 00:26:31,659 can I be in the maternity pictures with her and her 761 00:26:31,726 --> 00:26:32,759 baby daddy? 762 00:26:32,826 --> 00:26:34,194 - I'm excited. 763 00:26:34,260 --> 00:26:37,030 - We got so much [bleep] we got to do. 764 00:26:37,097 --> 00:26:40,267 You pregnant, bitch. 765 00:26:40,333 --> 00:26:42,603 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 766 00:26:42,669 --> 00:26:44,271 - I went to a doctor. 767 00:26:44,338 --> 00:26:50,076 And the news that they gave me, I was scared to hear. 768 00:26:51,278 --> 00:26:52,947 You've been asking for years. 769 00:26:53,013 --> 00:26:55,649 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 770 00:27:00,454 --> 00:27:01,355 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 771 00:27:01,422 --> 00:27:03,857 [funky music] 772 00:27:03,924 --> 00:27:06,159 - ♪♪ Big dogs on me, never smile ♪♪ 773 00:27:06,226 --> 00:27:07,527 ♪♪ Watch what you say ♪♪ 774 00:27:07,594 --> 00:27:09,063 ♪♪ Ain't got a mouth ♪♪ 775 00:27:09,129 --> 00:27:10,664 ♪♪ I'm a big dog ♪♪ 776 00:27:10,730 --> 00:27:12,399 ♪♪ I'm a big dog ♪♪ 777 00:27:12,465 --> 00:27:13,867 ♪♪ I'm a big dog ♪♪ 778 00:27:13,933 --> 00:27:15,769 ♪♪ I'm a big dog ♪♪ 779 00:27:15,836 --> 00:27:17,370 - You know, after talking to Jessica 780 00:27:17,437 --> 00:27:20,708 about my infertility issues, it has been weighing on my 781 00:27:20,774 --> 00:27:22,075 spirit heavily. 782 00:27:22,142 --> 00:27:24,845 You smell those treats, don't you, buddy? 783 00:27:24,912 --> 00:27:27,781 Jessica definitely gave me a confidence boost that I 784 00:27:27,848 --> 00:27:29,183 don't have to be embarrassed. 785 00:27:29,249 --> 00:27:30,817 I am not alone. 786 00:27:30,884 --> 00:27:33,521 I don't have to feel like something is wrong with me. 787 00:27:33,587 --> 00:27:34,855 And I need to let it out. 788 00:27:34,922 --> 00:27:37,291 Sit, Admiral. 789 00:27:37,357 --> 00:27:38,825 - Oh, look at you go. 790 00:27:41,328 --> 00:27:42,997 - I asked Mazi to meet up with me 791 00:27:43,063 --> 00:27:45,666 so that I can finally be able to tell him 792 00:27:45,732 --> 00:27:47,734 about this secret burden that I've been 793 00:27:47,801 --> 00:27:50,503 carrying around for years. 794 00:27:50,570 --> 00:27:51,772 - Come on. 795 00:27:51,839 --> 00:27:53,507 - I really want closure with Mazi. 796 00:27:53,574 --> 00:27:56,710 And now I'm starting to realize whatever Mazi's issues are, 797 00:27:56,777 --> 00:28:00,180 at the end of the day, I probably was projecting 798 00:28:00,247 --> 00:28:03,450 my own personal thoughts and secrets 799 00:28:03,517 --> 00:28:07,888 and fear about my own body on our relationship. 800 00:28:07,955 --> 00:28:09,756 - How was your trip? 801 00:28:09,823 --> 00:28:10,925 - Ooh, let me tell you, it was better 802 00:28:10,991 --> 00:28:12,193 than I thought it would be. 803 00:28:12,259 --> 00:28:13,927 Me and Renni hit it off really good. 804 00:28:13,994 --> 00:28:15,562 - That's good. 805 00:28:15,629 --> 00:28:18,532 - But the other day, I pulled up on Jessica. 806 00:28:18,599 --> 00:28:21,969 And she just shared with me something that almost felt 807 00:28:22,036 --> 00:28:23,970 like, boom, if you need another sign 808 00:28:24,037 --> 00:28:26,807 that you need to talk about what you're going through-- 809 00:28:26,873 --> 00:28:28,341 I'm already choking up thinking about it. 810 00:28:28,408 --> 00:28:32,512 Truth of the matter is, when I was in high school, 811 00:28:32,579 --> 00:28:34,014 I went to a doctor. 812 00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:38,185 And the news that they gave me, 813 00:28:38,251 --> 00:28:40,621 I was scared to hear that I possibly 814 00:28:40,688 --> 00:28:44,391 can't have children naturally. 815 00:28:44,458 --> 00:28:47,828 I've honestly been in denial about the news 816 00:28:47,895 --> 00:28:49,763 that I may never conceive. 817 00:28:49,830 --> 00:28:53,600 I definitely did everything to avoid that, which included 818 00:28:53,667 --> 00:28:55,102 not going to my appointments. 819 00:28:55,169 --> 00:28:59,005 I did not want to believe that this was my reality. 820 00:29:05,813 --> 00:29:07,848 So you're not shooting blanks. 821 00:29:07,915 --> 00:29:10,483 You've been asking for years. 822 00:29:10,550 --> 00:29:11,752 It was me. 823 00:29:11,819 --> 00:29:14,221 - Like, damn. 824 00:29:14,288 --> 00:29:16,122 - I-- I just don't want to accept that 825 00:29:16,189 --> 00:29:17,558 none of that is my future. 826 00:29:17,624 --> 00:29:20,260 So I just decided to never share it with you. 827 00:29:20,327 --> 00:29:24,131 I just thought you deserved to know. 828 00:29:24,198 --> 00:29:27,401 - Just to hear this, it's like [bleep]. 829 00:29:27,467 --> 00:29:29,236 I know this is devastating for Amy. 830 00:29:29,303 --> 00:29:30,937 I wish I would have knew some of this, you know? 831 00:29:31,004 --> 00:29:33,040 Because I would have been able to carry some of the weight 832 00:29:33,106 --> 00:29:35,009 with you, because you know you got this on your mind, 833 00:29:35,076 --> 00:29:37,077 you got this on your mind, and this on your mind 834 00:29:37,144 --> 00:29:40,047 that can cause a relationship to collapse. 835 00:29:40,113 --> 00:29:42,716 And now I see it may be more than just me. 836 00:29:42,783 --> 00:29:44,284 - That's hard. 837 00:29:44,351 --> 00:29:45,953 I can't even believe I just said it out of my mouth. 838 00:29:46,020 --> 00:29:47,521 I got to face it, and I got to accept it. 839 00:29:47,588 --> 00:29:50,290 Like, instead of why would God make me like this? 840 00:29:50,357 --> 00:29:54,628 Instead I could be like, it might be a bigger reason 841 00:29:54,694 --> 00:29:56,096 why this is happening to me. 842 00:29:56,163 --> 00:29:58,999 But I'm actually ready to face the music. 843 00:29:59,066 --> 00:30:00,567 - Well, I'm behind you. 844 00:30:00,634 --> 00:30:03,537 Let's face it. 845 00:30:03,604 --> 00:30:08,575 - To see him respond in such a compassionate way, 846 00:30:08,642 --> 00:30:12,046 honestly, I'm looking at him in a much different light. 847 00:30:12,112 --> 00:30:15,982 Because I expected the response to be, you're a liar. 848 00:30:16,049 --> 00:30:17,417 What about all those times where 849 00:30:17,484 --> 00:30:18,952 we talked about having kids, and why haven't 850 00:30:19,019 --> 00:30:20,354 you gotten pregnant yet? 851 00:30:20,421 --> 00:30:22,156 Like, he didn't talk about any of that. 852 00:30:22,222 --> 00:30:25,292 I just feel like so much weight just got lifted off of me. 853 00:30:25,358 --> 00:30:28,561 - So you ain't gotta just get down on yourself 854 00:30:28,628 --> 00:30:31,398 or beat yourself down about it. 855 00:30:31,464 --> 00:30:34,968 - [sighs] 856 00:30:35,035 --> 00:30:36,370 - And I know you're a strong woman. 857 00:30:36,436 --> 00:30:37,871 You know what I'm saying? 858 00:30:37,937 --> 00:30:40,974 Like, I done seen you overcome a lot of stuff. 859 00:30:41,041 --> 00:30:43,443 - Well, I feel so much lighter. 860 00:30:43,510 --> 00:30:44,912 - You should. 861 00:30:44,978 --> 00:30:47,548 I'm glad that you told me that, though. 862 00:30:47,614 --> 00:30:48,849 - Mmm. 863 00:30:48,915 --> 00:30:52,353 - I know that was a big one. 864 00:30:52,419 --> 00:30:54,588 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 865 00:30:54,655 --> 00:30:57,791 - [bleep] disturb the happiness that you've been experiencing. 866 00:30:57,858 --> 00:30:59,126 And it ain't have [bleep] to do with him. 867 00:30:59,193 --> 00:31:00,494 Tell the [bleep] world. 868 00:31:00,561 --> 00:31:02,430 - Karlie, what the [bleep] is going on? 869 00:31:02,496 --> 00:31:04,965 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 870 00:31:09,536 --> 00:31:11,004 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 871 00:31:11,071 --> 00:31:14,007 [funky music] 872 00:31:14,074 --> 00:31:15,876 ♪♪ ♪♪ 873 00:31:15,942 --> 00:31:18,012 - ♪♪ No shoes, no whip, no bag ♪♪ 874 00:31:18,078 --> 00:31:19,747 ♪♪ Any time you see her, she bad ♪♪ 875 00:31:19,813 --> 00:31:21,548 ♪♪ Yeah, she bad ♪♪ 876 00:31:21,615 --> 00:31:23,784 - Yo, this is my East Avenue fashion show, y'all. 877 00:31:23,850 --> 00:31:25,452 This is my first drop in Atlanta. 878 00:31:25,519 --> 00:31:27,421 So I'm really nervous about this. 879 00:31:27,488 --> 00:31:29,457 ♪♪ ♪♪ 880 00:31:29,523 --> 00:31:31,992 I've been working on this line for about four or five months. 881 00:31:32,059 --> 00:31:35,262 You're going to get to see a lot of, like, streetwear. 882 00:31:35,329 --> 00:31:37,130 Every garment is hand-painted. 883 00:31:37,197 --> 00:31:38,866 Like, I'm really proud of this. 884 00:31:38,932 --> 00:31:41,234 And I really think East Avenue could really take off here. 885 00:31:41,301 --> 00:31:44,504 ♪♪ ♪♪ 886 00:31:44,571 --> 00:31:46,106 - I'm at Zell's fashion show. 887 00:31:46,172 --> 00:31:48,308 And oh my gosh, Zell has been working 888 00:31:48,375 --> 00:31:50,010 on this for a long time. 889 00:31:50,077 --> 00:31:53,347 So I'm excited to see his vision finally come to life. 890 00:31:53,414 --> 00:31:55,883 ♪♪ ♪♪ 891 00:31:55,949 --> 00:31:58,018 - Hey. 892 00:31:58,085 --> 00:31:59,986 - Come here. 893 00:32:00,053 --> 00:32:01,322 Come on one minute. 894 00:32:01,388 --> 00:32:03,390 - Where are we going? 895 00:32:03,457 --> 00:32:06,159 - A lot of action over here, so step over here one sec. 896 00:32:06,226 --> 00:32:07,761 ♪♪ ♪♪ 897 00:32:07,828 --> 00:32:09,764 - I'm really shocked that Kai showed up. 898 00:32:09,830 --> 00:32:12,165 We've just been in a weird space. 899 00:32:12,232 --> 00:32:14,067 You know, I didn't invite him. 900 00:32:14,134 --> 00:32:16,170 - You know, I came here for real for real 901 00:32:16,236 --> 00:32:20,908 because I really felt like I owed you more than an apology. 902 00:32:20,974 --> 00:32:25,612 You know, you put something in my phone, way out of pocket. 903 00:32:25,679 --> 00:32:28,548 This is the first step to me accepting accountability. 904 00:32:28,615 --> 00:32:30,417 - Kai, thank you. 905 00:32:30,484 --> 00:32:32,052 Thank you so much. 906 00:32:32,118 --> 00:32:34,221 - You know my man Wafi, I think you know my jeweler. 907 00:32:34,287 --> 00:32:36,957 The second step is me not only professing 908 00:32:37,023 --> 00:32:39,226 my love and my trust for you and understanding 909 00:32:39,293 --> 00:32:41,128 that I don't want to play no games with you. 910 00:32:41,195 --> 00:32:45,032 I want to go all the way live with you. 911 00:32:45,099 --> 00:32:47,201 - He had me bring out the three best rings I had 912 00:32:47,268 --> 00:32:49,136 and let you choose which one you like. 913 00:32:49,203 --> 00:32:52,105 [tense music] 914 00:32:52,172 --> 00:32:53,974 ♪♪ ♪♪ 915 00:32:54,041 --> 00:32:56,076 - Come on, Mama. 916 00:32:56,143 --> 00:32:57,645 - Oh, Karlie. 917 00:32:57,711 --> 00:33:00,580 - Come on, Mama, no, no, come on, come on, come on, Mama. 918 00:33:02,917 --> 00:33:05,285 - When Kai showed up with the ring, I'm shocked. 919 00:33:05,352 --> 00:33:06,853 And when I get shocked, I fall. 920 00:33:09,724 --> 00:33:11,057 - It's not that. 921 00:33:11,124 --> 00:33:13,693 It's just that I see a ring and fall out. 922 00:33:13,760 --> 00:33:15,729 For some reason, I couldn't stand up anymore. 923 00:33:15,795 --> 00:33:17,597 I just had to get to the ground and just pray. 924 00:33:17,664 --> 00:33:18,799 It wasn't about me falling out. 925 00:33:18,866 --> 00:33:20,066 It was about me praying. 926 00:33:20,133 --> 00:33:21,768 - Come on. 927 00:33:21,835 --> 00:33:23,237 Come on. 928 00:33:23,303 --> 00:33:24,571 Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. 929 00:33:25,872 --> 00:33:27,007 - No, we ain't gonna do that. 930 00:33:27,074 --> 00:33:29,409 - Karlie, this is too much. 931 00:33:29,476 --> 00:33:32,212 The acting, the falling on the floor, 932 00:33:32,279 --> 00:33:34,849 that is a clear sign of the answer is no. 933 00:33:34,915 --> 00:33:36,116 - We ain't gonna do that. 934 00:33:36,183 --> 00:33:38,719 We ain't gonna do that. 935 00:33:38,785 --> 00:33:40,587 Mama, Mama, let me talk to my lady. 936 00:33:40,654 --> 00:33:42,155 Let me talk to my lady. 937 00:33:42,222 --> 00:33:43,857 This is me right here supposed to be hugging her. 938 00:33:43,924 --> 00:33:45,526 No, no, no, no, no, come here, come here, baby. 939 00:33:45,593 --> 00:33:47,227 Come here, come here, come here, come here, come here, 940 00:33:47,294 --> 00:33:48,395 come here, come here, come here, come here, 941 00:33:48,461 --> 00:33:49,396 come here, come here. 942 00:33:49,462 --> 00:33:50,998 OK, OK, OK, I got you. 943 00:33:51,065 --> 00:33:52,966 I told you, I always got you. 944 00:33:53,033 --> 00:33:56,102 - I don't know what this whole charade is about. 945 00:33:56,169 --> 00:33:58,773 But what I do know is I don't trust him. 946 00:33:58,839 --> 00:34:00,074 I don't like him. 947 00:34:00,140 --> 00:34:03,143 And I know a user when I see one. 948 00:34:03,209 --> 00:34:05,079 - We don't have anything if we ain't got trust. 949 00:34:05,145 --> 00:34:06,646 And ain't nobody can take my place. 950 00:34:06,713 --> 00:34:07,948 And nobody can take yours. 951 00:34:08,015 --> 00:34:09,583 So we're going to do what we do. 952 00:34:09,650 --> 00:34:10,651 We're going to go down to Wafi, make sure 953 00:34:10,717 --> 00:34:12,019 that ring size right. 954 00:34:12,085 --> 00:34:14,622 - For Kai, this is a really big deal. 955 00:34:14,688 --> 00:34:17,390 I've been wanting Kai to change for some time now. 956 00:34:17,457 --> 00:34:18,726 And I really love Kai. 957 00:34:18,792 --> 00:34:20,327 So if he's ready for the next step, 958 00:34:20,393 --> 00:34:21,895 I'm ready for the next step. 959 00:34:21,962 --> 00:34:24,899 I may fall for a ring, but I never turn it down. 960 00:34:24,965 --> 00:34:26,133 - Which one you like? 961 00:34:26,200 --> 00:34:28,869 - 12 carats, 10 carats, 12 carats. 962 00:34:28,935 --> 00:34:29,936 - How about that one? 963 00:34:30,003 --> 00:34:31,505 Yeah. - This one. 964 00:34:31,572 --> 00:34:33,006 - OK, fair shake. 965 00:34:33,073 --> 00:34:36,544 - You bring your lying ass, make a whole scene 966 00:34:36,610 --> 00:34:38,078 with some fake-ass rings? 967 00:34:38,145 --> 00:34:39,879 Seriously? 968 00:34:39,946 --> 00:34:41,982 Kai is not buying any of these rings. 969 00:34:42,048 --> 00:34:44,384 Kai not even driving his own goddamn cars. 970 00:34:44,451 --> 00:34:46,086 He driving Karlie's car. 971 00:34:46,153 --> 00:34:49,490 I support anything that you do, but I got to get back. 972 00:34:49,557 --> 00:34:50,657 - You're OK. 973 00:34:50,724 --> 00:34:51,725 You all right. 974 00:34:51,792 --> 00:34:52,760 - All right. Is she OK, though? 975 00:34:52,826 --> 00:34:54,428 - Of course, big love. 976 00:34:54,495 --> 00:34:55,562 There's love over here. 977 00:34:55,629 --> 00:34:57,831 - Big love, polyamorous love? 978 00:34:59,066 --> 00:35:00,668 - I have no idea what you're talking about. 979 00:35:00,734 --> 00:35:02,202 Have a great one, though. 980 00:35:02,269 --> 00:35:03,770 - Jessica's opinion means a lot to me. 981 00:35:03,837 --> 00:35:05,138 That's my best friend. 982 00:35:05,205 --> 00:35:06,640 But she's telling me something because 983 00:35:06,707 --> 00:35:09,109 she had to deal with it in her previous relationship. 984 00:35:09,175 --> 00:35:12,446 I get it, because even though Kai gives me this ring, 985 00:35:12,513 --> 00:35:13,781 he's claiming me. 986 00:35:13,848 --> 00:35:16,517 But he might still have bitches. 987 00:35:16,584 --> 00:35:17,684 The problem is this. 988 00:35:17,751 --> 00:35:19,753 I still love Kai. 989 00:35:19,820 --> 00:35:21,855 - Yo, [bleep] is in there getting proposed to, 990 00:35:21,922 --> 00:35:24,024 flowers on the ground, all types of [bleep]. 991 00:35:24,091 --> 00:35:25,659 I don't even know what's going on. 992 00:35:25,726 --> 00:35:26,726 - Engaged? 993 00:35:26,793 --> 00:35:28,095 I need to see this. 994 00:35:28,161 --> 00:35:29,830 - Love, that's somebody that's hurt. 995 00:35:29,897 --> 00:35:31,364 Because you need to know, I'm dedicated, though. 996 00:35:31,431 --> 00:35:32,599 Like, we ain't going to do all this, you know, 997 00:35:32,666 --> 00:35:33,633 this fake marriage. 998 00:35:33,700 --> 00:35:35,035 And go Ame, Ame, you hurt? 999 00:35:35,102 --> 00:35:36,436 - And this is the one she chose. 1000 00:35:36,503 --> 00:35:37,705 - Jessica was trying to hate. 1001 00:35:37,771 --> 00:35:39,272 - Hold up. Huh? 1002 00:35:39,339 --> 00:35:40,474 What the [bleep]? 1003 00:35:40,540 --> 00:35:42,209 I am so confused right now. 1004 00:35:42,275 --> 00:35:43,877 Because there's been a lot of stuff going on in the streets 1005 00:35:43,944 --> 00:35:45,145 with Karlie and this guy, OK? 1006 00:35:45,212 --> 00:35:48,015 Kai, you got 25, 28, 30 other women, 1007 00:35:48,081 --> 00:35:49,650 and now you want to propose? 1008 00:35:49,716 --> 00:35:51,852 Make it make sense, brah. 1009 00:35:51,919 --> 00:35:53,854 - What did he do yesterday? - [bleep]. 1010 00:35:53,921 --> 00:35:55,856 Did some wild [bleep] yesterday. 1011 00:35:55,923 --> 00:35:57,491 No, he is not the one, I'm sorry. 1012 00:35:57,558 --> 00:36:00,194 Karlie is just blinded by the moment. 1013 00:36:00,260 --> 00:36:03,063 I think that Karlie is over his bull[bleep] 1014 00:36:03,129 --> 00:36:04,731 to be honest with you. 1015 00:36:04,798 --> 00:36:07,134 And he can feel her slipping away. 1016 00:36:07,201 --> 00:36:08,802 And what does a narcissist do when 1017 00:36:08,869 --> 00:36:10,604 you're not feeding their ego? 1018 00:36:10,671 --> 00:36:13,640 They [bleep] go crazy to try to bring you back in. 1019 00:36:13,707 --> 00:36:15,976 It's not going to happen on my watch. 1020 00:36:16,042 --> 00:36:17,477 She's a sister to me. 1021 00:36:17,544 --> 00:36:19,613 And I'm really [bleep] passionate about that. 1022 00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:21,382 She's not happy. 1023 00:36:21,448 --> 00:36:23,850 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1024 00:36:28,422 --> 00:36:29,256 - ♪♪ Made my way to the top, and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1025 00:36:29,322 --> 00:36:32,059 [dramatic music] 1026 00:36:32,125 --> 00:36:33,694 - Karlie is a sister to me. 1027 00:36:33,761 --> 00:36:36,096 And I'm really [bleep] passionate about that. 1028 00:36:36,163 --> 00:36:37,631 She's not happy. 1029 00:36:37,698 --> 00:36:39,966 - Karlie been proposed more than anybody I know. 1030 00:36:40,033 --> 00:36:44,304 - If there was any doubts, I went and did that. 1031 00:36:44,371 --> 00:36:45,706 - Let me just say it like this, look. 1032 00:36:45,773 --> 00:36:49,276 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1033 00:36:49,343 --> 00:36:51,212 - One thing about Karlie, that [bleep] 1034 00:36:51,278 --> 00:36:53,213 is going to get her a ring. 1035 00:36:53,280 --> 00:36:56,083 She even went ahead and married one of these bozos. 1036 00:36:56,150 --> 00:36:57,584 But we all know how that turned out. 1037 00:36:59,887 --> 00:37:00,887 - What was that? 1038 00:37:00,954 --> 00:37:02,155 Like, you didn't get on a knee. 1039 00:37:02,222 --> 00:37:03,290 You didn't ask me to marry you. 1040 00:37:03,356 --> 00:37:05,959 You just showed me rings. 1041 00:37:06,026 --> 00:37:07,494 Is a proposal coming next? 1042 00:37:07,561 --> 00:37:09,963 I mean, like, how-- how do I explain it? 1043 00:37:10,030 --> 00:37:13,234 - You have to trust me, and I have to trust you. 1044 00:37:13,300 --> 00:37:14,434 It's not right. 1045 00:37:14,501 --> 00:37:15,503 - 'Cause you know I'ma take the ring. 1046 00:37:15,569 --> 00:37:17,871 - Oh, ain't no question. [laughter] 1047 00:37:17,938 --> 00:37:19,506 But I got to-- listen, that's how I let 1048 00:37:19,572 --> 00:37:21,041 the world know you're mine. 1049 00:37:21,108 --> 00:37:22,676 No, I didn't get down on one knee, because guess what. 1050 00:37:22,742 --> 00:37:24,344 I ain't got your trust yet. 1051 00:37:24,411 --> 00:37:26,280 Let me earn your trust. 1052 00:37:26,346 --> 00:37:28,015 That's a start to earning your trust. 1053 00:37:28,082 --> 00:37:32,586 - So it's a promise ring, a six-figure promise ring. 1054 00:37:32,652 --> 00:37:35,089 That's fine, as long as he promises 1055 00:37:35,155 --> 00:37:37,057 not to cheat on me anymore. 1056 00:37:37,124 --> 00:37:38,224 - I don't like him. 1057 00:37:38,291 --> 00:37:39,927 Now he want to [bleep] propose? 1058 00:37:39,993 --> 00:37:42,362 - Well, I need you to put all that energy into your walk. 1059 00:37:42,429 --> 00:37:43,930 I'm kind of pissed off. 1060 00:37:43,997 --> 00:37:45,899 Y'all kind of like took away from my fashion show. 1061 00:37:45,965 --> 00:37:47,901 I love Karlie, and I wish her the best. 1062 00:37:47,968 --> 00:37:50,837 I want you to get every ring from every [bleep] 1063 00:37:50,904 --> 00:37:54,541 that you can, just not at East Avenue Fashion Show. 1064 00:37:54,608 --> 00:37:56,810 Put y'all phones on mother[bleep] silent. 1065 00:37:56,877 --> 00:38:00,814 [funky music] 1066 00:38:00,881 --> 00:38:02,315 - ♪♪ One double take, camera flashing the light ♪♪ 1067 00:38:02,382 --> 00:38:03,717 ♪♪ Heads and nails tight ♪♪ 1068 00:38:03,784 --> 00:38:05,052 ♪♪ The crowd hype, we on sight ♪♪ 1069 00:38:05,119 --> 00:38:07,621 ♪♪ Ain't no shame to style on 'em ♪♪ 1070 00:38:07,688 --> 00:38:08,989 ♪♪ Ain't no, ain't no ♪♪ 1071 00:38:09,056 --> 00:38:11,592 ♪♪ Ain't no shame to style on 'em ♪♪ 1072 00:38:11,658 --> 00:38:12,960 ♪♪ Ain't no ♪♪ 1073 00:38:13,027 --> 00:38:14,929 ♪♪ Know that I'm gonna shine on it ♪♪ 1074 00:38:14,995 --> 00:38:17,431 ♪♪ I'm going to shine on it ♪♪ 1075 00:38:17,497 --> 00:38:19,834 - Once I start seeing the models walk out 1076 00:38:19,900 --> 00:38:24,138 and I'm seeing my pieces, I'm just, like, so emotional. 1077 00:38:24,205 --> 00:38:26,974 East Avenue is one of the streets that I grew up off of. 1078 00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:27,975 It's a feeling. 1079 00:38:28,041 --> 00:38:29,576 It's a vibe. 1080 00:38:29,643 --> 00:38:33,180 And to see it come out on the runway as beautiful as it did, 1081 00:38:33,247 --> 00:38:34,614 I'm so happy. 1082 00:38:34,681 --> 00:38:36,583 And I just hope the world loves it, too. 1083 00:38:36,650 --> 00:38:39,887 - ♪♪ Ain't no shame to style on 'em ♪♪ 1084 00:38:39,953 --> 00:38:42,889 ♪♪ You know that I'm gonna shine on it ♪♪ 1085 00:38:42,956 --> 00:38:44,624 ♪♪ I'm gonna shine on it ♪♪ 1086 00:38:44,691 --> 00:38:47,961 - I had so much fun walking in Zell's fashion show. 1087 00:38:48,028 --> 00:38:49,563 Everything is just giving sporty. 1088 00:38:49,630 --> 00:38:51,732 And it just matches Zell's fly vibe. 1089 00:38:51,798 --> 00:38:54,101 And the street apparel is definitely giving 1090 00:38:54,167 --> 00:38:55,502 high-fashion street apparel. 1091 00:38:55,569 --> 00:38:57,237 And I love it. 1092 00:38:57,304 --> 00:38:58,972 - Well, that was a vibe. 1093 00:38:59,039 --> 00:39:02,175 But the fact that I walked into Karlie getting proposed to. 1094 00:39:02,242 --> 00:39:03,744 Are you happy? 1095 00:39:03,811 --> 00:39:05,412 - I saw some [bleep] yesterday from that [bleep] 1096 00:39:05,479 --> 00:39:07,948 that I don't appreciate. 1097 00:39:08,015 --> 00:39:09,716 - What are you two talking about? 1098 00:39:09,783 --> 00:39:11,651 - We're talking about Kai, your new fiancé. 1099 00:39:11,718 --> 00:39:13,787 - I mean, he didn't call it a fiancée. 1100 00:39:13,853 --> 00:39:18,358 But he definitely called it a promise ring, which, I mean, 1101 00:39:18,425 --> 00:39:19,960 who doesn't want a ring? 1102 00:39:20,026 --> 00:39:21,628 - It's not even an engagement ring? 1103 00:39:21,695 --> 00:39:23,096 It's a promise ring? 1104 00:39:23,163 --> 00:39:26,233 What the [bleep] are we, in the third grade? 1105 00:39:26,300 --> 00:39:28,102 This [bleep] is a joke. 1106 00:39:28,168 --> 00:39:31,438 You [bleep] 50 years old and you giving out promise rings? 1107 00:39:31,505 --> 00:39:32,907 [bleep]. 1108 00:39:32,973 --> 00:39:33,941 - Hey. 1109 00:39:34,008 --> 00:39:35,109 - Thank you. 1110 00:39:35,175 --> 00:39:37,244 - The man of the hour. 1111 00:39:37,311 --> 00:39:38,445 - Congratulations. 1112 00:39:38,512 --> 00:39:39,479 - I appreciate ya. I love y'all. 1113 00:39:39,546 --> 00:39:41,548 Whoa, hold on, before even my-- 1114 00:39:41,615 --> 00:39:43,183 [bleep] what just happened with you? 1115 00:39:43,250 --> 00:39:45,018 - You know, we've been going through a lot of [bleep], 1116 00:39:45,085 --> 00:39:46,420 right? - She ain't going nowhere. 1117 00:39:46,486 --> 00:39:47,822 - I want the ring fo' sho'. 1118 00:39:47,888 --> 00:39:50,057 - Do you want the relationship, though? 1119 00:39:50,123 --> 00:39:52,059 - Other people have been making you smile. 1120 00:39:52,125 --> 00:39:55,395 You've been the happiest that I've ever [bleep] seen you. 1121 00:39:55,462 --> 00:39:57,130 And he ain't got [bleep] to do with that. 1122 00:39:57,197 --> 00:40:00,734 And I'm pissed, because I love you so much. 1123 00:40:00,801 --> 00:40:02,636 And you [bleep] deserve the happiness 1124 00:40:02,703 --> 00:40:04,004 that you've been experiencing. 1125 00:40:04,071 --> 00:40:05,372 And it ain't have [bleep] to do with him. 1126 00:40:05,439 --> 00:40:06,740 Tell the [bleep] world. 1127 00:40:06,806 --> 00:40:08,709 - Karlie, what the [bleep] is going on? 1128 00:40:08,776 --> 00:40:11,678 - Where the [bleep] was this niceness yesterday? 1129 00:40:11,745 --> 00:40:13,347 Where was it yesterday, K? 1130 00:40:13,413 --> 00:40:15,049 - Maybe it was a bad day. 1131 00:40:15,115 --> 00:40:16,816 - It ain't not [bleep] bad day when you [bleep] try to give 1132 00:40:16,883 --> 00:40:18,886 a person a proposal today. 1133 00:40:18,952 --> 00:40:21,789 I don't give a flying [bleep] about materialistic things. 1134 00:40:21,856 --> 00:40:24,725 I care about my friend's emotional and mental health. 1135 00:40:24,791 --> 00:40:25,993 I'm dead-ass serious-- 1136 00:40:26,060 --> 00:40:27,494 I'm [bleep] done. 1137 00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:28,662 I'm not doing this in front of the camera. 1138 00:40:28,729 --> 00:40:29,930 - I just-- - [bleep] that. 1139 00:40:29,996 --> 00:40:30,964 I'm done. 1140 00:40:31,031 --> 00:40:32,533 Goodbye. 1141 00:40:32,599 --> 00:40:35,769 [dramatic music] 1142 00:40:40,007 --> 00:40:41,242 - Next time on the season finale 1143 00:40:41,308 --> 00:40:42,509 of "Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 1144 00:40:42,576 --> 00:40:44,845 - We gotta kick this [bleep] off right. 1145 00:40:44,912 --> 00:40:47,181 Santana. 1146 00:40:47,248 --> 00:40:49,550 [funky music] 1147 00:40:49,616 --> 00:40:51,151 - What's really going on with y'all? 1148 00:40:51,218 --> 00:40:52,819 - I don't know how many times you tell somebody 1149 00:40:52,886 --> 00:40:55,689 I don't want to be with you until it register. 1150 00:40:55,756 --> 00:40:57,524 Now it's like, you're showing your true colors 1151 00:40:57,591 --> 00:40:59,092 and it's disgusting. 1152 00:40:59,159 --> 00:41:00,361 - Me and her ain't really been on the same page 1153 00:41:00,427 --> 00:41:02,295 lately with this egg thing. 1154 00:41:02,362 --> 00:41:04,298 We've been having a talk, you know, 1155 00:41:04,365 --> 00:41:07,334 if we can even make it through this. 1156 00:41:07,401 --> 00:41:08,903 - I found my baby daddy. 1157 00:41:08,969 --> 00:41:10,437 - OK. OK. 1158 00:41:10,504 --> 00:41:12,572 - I'm going to keep the identity quiet for a bit. 1159 00:41:12,639 --> 00:41:13,707 - I wish I could hide. Fine. 1160 00:41:13,774 --> 00:41:15,342 - I'm going-- 1161 00:41:15,409 --> 00:41:18,412 - Now I got to go back to court for something petty. 1162 00:41:18,479 --> 00:41:20,014 - I'll punch him in the face for you. 1163 00:41:20,080 --> 00:41:21,081 - I made up with Jessica. 1164 00:41:21,148 --> 00:41:22,383 - That was good. 1165 00:41:22,449 --> 00:41:24,785 - And I also made up with Karlie. 1166 00:41:24,852 --> 00:41:25,986 - Can I invite her over here? 1167 00:41:26,053 --> 00:41:27,154 - [bleep] no. 1168 00:41:27,221 --> 00:41:28,155 - Bitch, look at me. 1169 00:41:28,221 --> 00:41:29,322 - [bleep], look at me. 1170 00:41:29,389 --> 00:41:31,191 - You got me [bleep] up. 1171 00:41:31,258 --> 00:41:33,560 You really got me [bleep] up.