1 00:00:02,169 --> 00:00:04,037 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,104 --> 00:00:06,006 - Previously on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 3 00:00:06,072 --> 00:00:08,008 - It's like a spiritual thing that they're 4 00:00:08,075 --> 00:00:09,142 known for in Belize. 5 00:00:09,209 --> 00:00:10,644 So I'm on this healing journey. 6 00:00:10,711 --> 00:00:12,345 I just want to be a better person. 7 00:00:19,853 --> 00:00:21,222 - This is Kai. 8 00:00:21,288 --> 00:00:22,622 - Oh, hello. - Good. 9 00:00:22,689 --> 00:00:23,824 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 10 00:00:23,891 --> 00:00:25,292 - I'm cool on Sonya. 11 00:00:25,358 --> 00:00:26,494 I don't even want to put it out no more, 12 00:00:26,560 --> 00:00:27,794 you know what I'm saying? 13 00:00:27,861 --> 00:00:29,362 And it has nothing to do with you. 14 00:00:29,429 --> 00:00:30,831 It has everything to do with your man. 15 00:00:30,897 --> 00:00:32,465 - You know, that's [bleep] up though, sis. 16 00:00:32,532 --> 00:00:33,967 - I'm not gonna lie. - I ain't [bleep] lying. 17 00:00:34,034 --> 00:00:35,102 - It's [bleep] up? - Yeah, that's [bleep] up. 18 00:00:35,169 --> 00:00:36,236 - How is it [bleep] up? 19 00:00:36,303 --> 00:00:37,270 - I would never do that to you. 20 00:00:37,337 --> 00:00:38,271 - Yeah, I just moved here. 21 00:00:38,338 --> 00:00:39,340 Yeah, I just moved here. 22 00:00:39,406 --> 00:00:40,640 - Wait, why'd you move here? 23 00:00:40,707 --> 00:00:41,575 - I just felt like I fell in love. 24 00:00:41,642 --> 00:00:42,576 I was like, I got to go. 25 00:00:42,643 --> 00:00:43,811 Yeah, we still newlywed. 26 00:00:43,878 --> 00:00:44,878 - We almost there? 27 00:00:44,945 --> 00:00:45,879 - Feel sick? 28 00:00:45,946 --> 00:00:47,181 - Yeah. 29 00:00:47,247 --> 00:00:48,849 - She's shaking again. - She's shaking bad. 30 00:00:48,916 --> 00:00:50,784 - [retching] 31 00:00:55,422 --> 00:00:56,356 [funky music] 32 00:00:56,423 --> 00:00:57,791 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 33 00:00:57,858 --> 00:00:58,825 - ♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪ 34 00:00:58,892 --> 00:01:00,127 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 35 00:01:00,193 --> 00:01:01,194 - ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪ 36 00:01:01,261 --> 00:01:02,529 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 37 00:01:02,596 --> 00:01:03,830 ♪♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪♪ 38 00:01:03,897 --> 00:01:05,132 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 39 00:01:05,198 --> 00:01:06,367 - ♪♪ It's the life that we chose ♪♪ 40 00:01:06,433 --> 00:01:07,468 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top ♪♪ 41 00:01:07,534 --> 00:01:09,035 ♪♪ And it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 42 00:01:13,007 --> 00:01:14,041 - [retching] 43 00:01:14,107 --> 00:01:15,042 - Throw it all up. Get it out. 44 00:01:15,109 --> 00:01:16,510 Throw it up. 45 00:01:16,576 --> 00:01:20,080 Hey dog, my friend, she-- she's having real bad shakes. 46 00:01:20,146 --> 00:01:22,883 She has a hole in her kidney too, so... 47 00:01:27,287 --> 00:01:28,421 I don't know what to do. 48 00:01:28,488 --> 00:01:30,190 And I never see Rene like this before. 49 00:01:30,257 --> 00:01:32,793 We are nowhere near civilization right now. 50 00:01:32,859 --> 00:01:35,162 And this is the worst time and place 51 00:01:35,228 --> 00:01:36,196 for this to be happening. 52 00:01:36,263 --> 00:01:37,597 I just called my doctor. 53 00:01:37,664 --> 00:01:39,099 He said that you need to go to the hospital. 54 00:01:39,166 --> 00:01:40,434 - Let's put her in this front seat of the white Jeep. 55 00:01:40,501 --> 00:01:41,868 - Yeah. 56 00:01:41,935 --> 00:01:43,403 - We got to go to the hospital. 57 00:01:43,470 --> 00:01:46,239 I don't joke about nothing when it come on to them stuff. 58 00:01:49,410 --> 00:01:51,078 - I ain't going to lie, I'm kind of scared, 59 00:01:51,145 --> 00:01:53,280 because Renni told me something a couple of weeks ago 60 00:01:53,347 --> 00:01:54,314 about her kidney. 61 00:01:54,381 --> 00:01:55,816 So I'm just panicking. 62 00:01:55,883 --> 00:01:58,986 I'm just like, God, please let my friend be OK. 63 00:01:59,053 --> 00:02:00,654 - ♪♪ You know I got this [...] for real ♪♪ 64 00:02:00,721 --> 00:02:02,055 ♪♪ God damn, I'm really about it ♪♪ 65 00:02:02,122 --> 00:02:03,591 ♪♪ You know to come to me correct ♪♪ 66 00:02:03,657 --> 00:02:04,624 ♪♪ When we start talking profits ♪♪ 67 00:02:04,691 --> 00:02:05,959 - This is my mom. 68 00:02:06,026 --> 00:02:08,762 - Boy, I thought that was your sister. 69 00:02:08,828 --> 00:02:10,431 What's up, beautiful woman? 70 00:02:10,497 --> 00:02:12,366 - ♪♪ Yeah, I'm not the one for small talk ♪♪ 71 00:02:12,433 --> 00:02:13,934 ♪♪ Small talk ♪♪ 72 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:16,103 ♪♪ When you hit on my line, it's money talk ♪♪ 73 00:02:16,170 --> 00:02:17,772 - Guess who the bartenders are for the day. 74 00:02:17,838 --> 00:02:19,106 It's shot o'clock, bitch. 75 00:02:19,173 --> 00:02:20,775 Are y'all come turn up with us at Dancing Crepe. 76 00:02:20,841 --> 00:02:22,276 - Shot o'clock. - Shots is on me. 77 00:02:22,343 --> 00:02:23,710 - ♪♪ I'm not the one to kiss your [...] ♪♪ 78 00:02:23,777 --> 00:02:25,112 ♪♪ To get some action popping ♪♪ 79 00:02:25,178 --> 00:02:26,547 ♪♪ I'm hella major with my [...] ♪♪ 80 00:02:26,613 --> 00:02:28,015 ♪♪ I get it in, no guidance ♪♪ 81 00:02:28,082 --> 00:02:29,616 - I'm trying to do things different. 82 00:02:29,683 --> 00:02:30,651 - It's the new you now. 83 00:02:30,718 --> 00:02:31,818 - It's the new me. 84 00:02:31,885 --> 00:02:35,689 Shaking off all the bull[bleep]. 85 00:02:40,060 --> 00:02:41,629 - ♪♪ I get dough, I get cheese ♪♪ 86 00:02:41,695 --> 00:02:42,630 ♪♪ I get moolah ♪♪ 87 00:02:42,696 --> 00:02:43,764 ♪♪ I get green ♪♪ 88 00:02:43,831 --> 00:02:45,099 ♪♪ I get money, money, money ♪♪ 89 00:02:45,165 --> 00:02:46,534 ♪♪ You can check out my receipts ♪♪ 90 00:02:46,600 --> 00:02:47,568 ♪♪ I get bread ♪♪ 91 00:02:47,635 --> 00:02:48,769 ♪♪ I get Benjamins ♪♪ 92 00:02:48,836 --> 00:02:51,238 - That one right there is so nice. 93 00:02:51,305 --> 00:02:54,308 - 33 karat diamonds, $55,000. 94 00:02:54,374 --> 00:02:56,276 - 55,000? 95 00:02:56,343 --> 00:02:57,745 Ooh! 96 00:02:57,811 --> 00:02:59,613 Let me just feel what 55,000 feel on my wrist. 97 00:02:59,680 --> 00:03:01,615 - Now it looks more expensive. - Right. 98 00:03:01,682 --> 00:03:02,716 [chuckles] 99 00:03:02,783 --> 00:03:04,618 Dude, the price just went up. 100 00:03:04,684 --> 00:03:07,521 Me buying jewelry, I've never bought jewelry from nobody. 101 00:03:07,587 --> 00:03:10,457 Like, I don't even think I bought my mama no jewelry. 102 00:03:10,524 --> 00:03:11,825 I'm here in Atlanta for love. 103 00:03:11,892 --> 00:03:15,229 I felt such a deep connection with Santana. 104 00:03:15,295 --> 00:03:18,231 I want to give him everything that he wants and he needs. 105 00:03:18,298 --> 00:03:19,700 And I feel like this is what he likes. 106 00:03:19,766 --> 00:03:20,701 He's a material girl. 107 00:03:20,768 --> 00:03:23,637 [upbeat funky music] 108 00:03:23,704 --> 00:03:25,238 ♪♪ ♪♪ 109 00:03:25,305 --> 00:03:28,275 - So I'm meeting Zell and the jeweler in Atlanta. 110 00:03:28,342 --> 00:03:30,977 Zell Is such a wonderful boyfriend. 111 00:03:31,044 --> 00:03:32,446 I love being spoiled. 112 00:03:32,513 --> 00:03:36,016 So I'm about to pull up and see what I can get. 113 00:03:36,083 --> 00:03:37,851 - Yeah, that's nice, that one. 114 00:03:37,918 --> 00:03:39,619 Ooh, that be fine. 115 00:03:39,686 --> 00:03:40,621 Hey. 116 00:03:40,688 --> 00:03:42,556 - What's up? 117 00:03:42,623 --> 00:03:45,392 - Me and Saucy, we started dating, 118 00:03:45,458 --> 00:03:46,860 and then we took a break. 119 00:03:46,927 --> 00:03:48,429 But we just couldn't do without each other. 120 00:03:48,495 --> 00:03:50,664 But like, my guards are still kind of up. 121 00:03:50,730 --> 00:03:53,833 Last time, I felt like I was just left, 122 00:03:53,900 --> 00:03:55,669 like, in just, like, an uproar. 123 00:03:55,735 --> 00:03:57,604 Like, it was just like I-- like, hold on, wait, 124 00:03:57,671 --> 00:03:59,306 this is over? Wait, we done? 125 00:03:59,373 --> 00:04:00,774 Santana does a lot. 126 00:04:00,841 --> 00:04:02,542 - How you like it from here as opposed to LA? 127 00:04:02,609 --> 00:04:03,977 - LA is a little different, like, 128 00:04:04,044 --> 00:04:05,345 you know what I'm saying? - Hollywood. 129 00:04:05,412 --> 00:04:06,513 - Yeah. 130 00:04:06,580 --> 00:04:07,781 You know, I love that Hollywood. 131 00:04:07,848 --> 00:04:09,283 - So you don't think this is Black Hollywood? 132 00:04:09,349 --> 00:04:10,650 - No. 133 00:04:10,717 --> 00:04:13,453 I just think this is Atlanta, Atlanta. 134 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:14,455 [both chuckle] 135 00:04:14,521 --> 00:04:15,455 Give me a kiss. 136 00:04:15,522 --> 00:04:16,723 I feel like you-- 137 00:04:16,790 --> 00:04:17,658 - Zell, stop playing with me, boy. 138 00:04:17,725 --> 00:04:19,059 - Give me a kiss. 139 00:04:19,126 --> 00:04:20,394 - It's like, I don't want to kiss you. 140 00:04:20,460 --> 00:04:21,761 I want to kiss the diamonds. 141 00:04:21,828 --> 00:04:23,296 - You guys know that I've never, like, 142 00:04:23,363 --> 00:04:24,632 been one of those people that's been out, like, oh, 143 00:04:24,698 --> 00:04:25,599 yeah, this is my boyfriend. 144 00:04:25,666 --> 00:04:26,967 Oh, I'm like that. 145 00:04:27,034 --> 00:04:29,069 Like, I was never comfortable with myself 146 00:04:29,135 --> 00:04:30,971 to bring that to the public. 147 00:04:31,038 --> 00:04:33,574 - I want you to put on this paper what you want, 148 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:36,109 the best things to happen to you. 149 00:04:36,176 --> 00:04:38,178 - Mine's was a wife and kids. 150 00:04:38,245 --> 00:04:40,414 Just because I'm gay, I'm still a man. 151 00:04:40,481 --> 00:04:42,516 I'm still going to operate myself like a man, 152 00:04:42,582 --> 00:04:43,551 you know what I'm saying? 153 00:04:43,617 --> 00:04:44,785 - Well, what is a man? 154 00:04:44,852 --> 00:04:46,087 - Stop acting like you're not gay. 155 00:04:46,153 --> 00:04:47,187 You're gay! - I'm not [bleep]. 156 00:04:47,254 --> 00:04:48,255 - You're gay! 157 00:04:48,322 --> 00:04:49,823 - I'm just saying that I'm nothing! 158 00:04:49,890 --> 00:04:51,591 I said, I was raised by a real [bleep]! 159 00:04:51,658 --> 00:04:55,695 With Santana, he just made me so comfortable with myself 160 00:04:55,762 --> 00:04:57,531 and just like, with him, that like I just 161 00:04:57,598 --> 00:05:01,001 feel, like, I want the whole universe to know that, 162 00:05:01,068 --> 00:05:02,269 like, this is my man, we together. 163 00:05:02,336 --> 00:05:03,604 You want to see? 164 00:05:03,671 --> 00:05:05,072 You want to see the one that I got for you? 165 00:05:05,139 --> 00:05:06,440 - Yeah. 166 00:05:06,507 --> 00:05:07,675 - Here you go. 167 00:05:07,741 --> 00:05:08,942 - There you go. 168 00:05:09,009 --> 00:05:10,510 - How much it cost? 169 00:05:10,577 --> 00:05:11,879 - Don't worry about all that. 170 00:05:11,945 --> 00:05:13,113 - Yeah, I need to know the price. 171 00:05:13,179 --> 00:05:15,148 Is it 10,000, 3,000, 2,000? 172 00:05:15,215 --> 00:05:17,718 - You just worry about putting it on your wrist. 173 00:05:17,785 --> 00:05:20,153 ♪♪ ♪♪ 174 00:05:20,220 --> 00:05:21,555 It complements your wrist. 175 00:05:21,622 --> 00:05:22,856 - Yeah. 176 00:05:22,923 --> 00:05:24,692 - A little something, a little dainty. 177 00:05:24,758 --> 00:05:25,725 - It's like a little piece. 178 00:05:25,792 --> 00:05:26,794 I like it. 179 00:05:26,860 --> 00:05:28,929 Zell buys me stuff a lot. 180 00:05:28,996 --> 00:05:30,897 Whenever he get, like, a check, 181 00:05:30,964 --> 00:05:32,799 he want to spend it on your girl. 182 00:05:32,866 --> 00:05:35,536 You know, Zell is very ready to put a ring on it, have kids. 183 00:05:35,602 --> 00:05:37,004 I like grown men. 184 00:05:37,071 --> 00:05:38,405 I don't like men that act like little boys. 185 00:05:38,471 --> 00:05:41,074 So what you feel about, like, dating me? 186 00:05:41,141 --> 00:05:44,745 I feel like a lot of people gave you a lot of backlash, 187 00:05:44,812 --> 00:05:47,748 you know, me being feminine, nails, 188 00:05:47,814 --> 00:05:49,684 makeup, purses, all of that. 189 00:05:49,750 --> 00:05:51,085 - I don't care. 190 00:05:51,151 --> 00:05:53,320 This is my real life and my real feelings. 191 00:05:53,386 --> 00:05:55,589 Me and you really got to know each other. 192 00:05:55,656 --> 00:05:57,124 I really feel like I know you. 193 00:05:57,190 --> 00:05:58,592 - Mm-hmm. 194 00:05:58,659 --> 00:06:01,028 - So I don't want nothing I do to hinder who you are. 195 00:06:01,094 --> 00:06:04,130 I want anything about me to enhance you, 196 00:06:04,197 --> 00:06:05,466 like, you know what I'm saying? 197 00:06:05,532 --> 00:06:06,900 And vice versa, so... 198 00:06:06,967 --> 00:06:08,169 - You have different types-- we are 199 00:06:08,235 --> 00:06:09,736 different types of gays, but we all 200 00:06:09,803 --> 00:06:11,105 gay collectively and together. 201 00:06:11,171 --> 00:06:13,940 - I'm open for all that gay [bleep]. 202 00:06:14,007 --> 00:06:17,544 [laughter] 203 00:06:17,611 --> 00:06:20,447 Maybe we can invite some of my little Atlanta friends. 204 00:06:20,514 --> 00:06:23,149 I mean, just, like, you know, can I show you off? 205 00:06:23,216 --> 00:06:26,286 - Oh yeah, on Instagram, FaceTime, for sure. 206 00:06:26,353 --> 00:06:29,056 I feel like I've grown, I've elevated. 207 00:06:29,122 --> 00:06:30,558 Zell doesn't see. 208 00:06:30,624 --> 00:06:32,425 I feel, like, a bigger picture for himself sometimes. 209 00:06:32,492 --> 00:06:34,427 Zell put his friends before everybody, 210 00:06:34,494 --> 00:06:36,263 and that's a big problem in our relationship. 211 00:06:36,330 --> 00:06:37,965 You don't know when to hold 'em when to fold 'em. 212 00:06:38,031 --> 00:06:40,634 - Why can't I just show off our love? 213 00:06:40,701 --> 00:06:43,870 Sometimes we have to meet, like, in the middle on that, 214 00:06:43,937 --> 00:06:45,172 like, you know what I'm saying? 215 00:06:45,239 --> 00:06:46,874 - Most of your friends in Atlanta 216 00:06:46,941 --> 00:06:49,743 that you're trying to get me to be around I know through TV. 217 00:06:49,810 --> 00:06:51,545 - Right. 218 00:06:51,612 --> 00:06:55,015 - So narratives that I see, or just different drama that they 219 00:06:55,082 --> 00:06:57,017 got going on, and that's just not something that I'm 220 00:06:57,084 --> 00:06:59,653 just excited to dive into. 221 00:06:59,720 --> 00:07:01,021 - Give me a kiss. 222 00:07:01,087 --> 00:07:02,890 - Stop doing that, stop doing that. 223 00:07:02,956 --> 00:07:04,958 [giggles] I'm anti-PDA. 224 00:07:05,025 --> 00:07:06,393 I'm not-- I'm not mushy. 225 00:07:06,460 --> 00:07:09,463 I'm not a very affectionate person. 226 00:07:09,530 --> 00:07:11,732 So it's like, uhh. 227 00:07:11,799 --> 00:07:13,033 You want a kiss on the cheek? 228 00:07:13,099 --> 00:07:14,534 You're going to mess up my lipstick. 229 00:07:14,601 --> 00:07:17,638 - OK, yeah, I'll do that, because I don't want to-- 230 00:07:17,705 --> 00:07:24,545 ♪♪ ♪♪ 231 00:07:24,612 --> 00:07:25,645 - Hey, what's up, Bill? 232 00:07:25,712 --> 00:07:26,646 How's it going, man? 233 00:07:26,713 --> 00:07:29,049 - What's going on, Bill? 234 00:07:29,116 --> 00:07:30,617 Today, I'm meeting with my lawyer. 235 00:07:30,684 --> 00:07:32,786 And you know, in support of me, I brought my manager 236 00:07:32,853 --> 00:07:34,154 and I brought Khat. 237 00:07:34,220 --> 00:07:36,089 I initially decided that I did not 238 00:07:36,156 --> 00:07:38,259 want to re-sign with 1501 after finding 239 00:07:38,325 --> 00:07:40,193 out that my contract ended. 240 00:07:40,260 --> 00:07:44,465 However, 30 days later, Carl pulls out of his ass 241 00:07:44,531 --> 00:07:47,468 a contract that says that I'm still signed to him. 242 00:07:47,534 --> 00:07:49,570 He wants us to finish out these two projects 243 00:07:49,637 --> 00:07:51,705 that he claims that I owe. 244 00:07:51,772 --> 00:07:53,073 I don't know how that happened. 245 00:07:53,140 --> 00:07:54,441 So now we're here. 246 00:07:54,508 --> 00:07:55,509 - I'm right here. 247 00:07:55,576 --> 00:07:56,943 - I know, I know. 248 00:07:57,010 --> 00:07:59,279 - I'm here right now with Erika because I see 249 00:07:59,346 --> 00:08:00,948 what she's been going through. 250 00:08:01,014 --> 00:08:03,384 Between what Erika going through with the label 251 00:08:03,450 --> 00:08:06,253 and her calling me out in the Bahamas 252 00:08:06,320 --> 00:08:08,322 for whatever she think I did with Amy, 253 00:08:08,389 --> 00:08:10,490 I'm kind of treading on thin ice. 254 00:08:10,557 --> 00:08:13,193 I really want to show her that I'm still going to support her 255 00:08:13,260 --> 00:08:14,862 and I'ma still have her back. 256 00:08:14,929 --> 00:08:16,630 - Listen, I know y'all not going to want to hear this. 257 00:08:16,696 --> 00:08:17,965 - Mm. 258 00:08:18,032 --> 00:08:19,233 - But I reviewed the 1501 agreements, 259 00:08:19,300 --> 00:08:22,002 and they have a decent position. 260 00:08:22,069 --> 00:08:25,005 If we pursue litigation, it's a long process. 261 00:08:25,071 --> 00:08:26,406 - OK. 262 00:08:26,473 --> 00:08:28,442 - And it could put your career on hold. 263 00:08:28,508 --> 00:08:29,510 - Mm. 264 00:08:29,576 --> 00:08:30,711 Like, how long? 265 00:08:30,777 --> 00:08:32,679 - Well, I mean, a civil trial could 266 00:08:32,746 --> 00:08:34,047 take four years to get there. 267 00:08:34,114 --> 00:08:35,449 - OK, that's crazy. 268 00:08:35,516 --> 00:08:36,750 That's insane. 269 00:08:36,816 --> 00:08:38,552 I honestly feel trapped in this situation. 270 00:08:38,619 --> 00:08:41,254 At this point, I just want to get the [bleep] out the deal. 271 00:08:41,321 --> 00:08:42,990 Do you think it's worth going back 272 00:08:43,056 --> 00:08:46,994 and settling for another year just for the sake of peace? 273 00:08:47,061 --> 00:08:48,095 I don't know. 274 00:08:48,161 --> 00:08:49,697 I need to think about this. 275 00:08:49,764 --> 00:08:51,565 I'm trying to go about it the smartest way possible. 276 00:08:51,632 --> 00:08:53,767 And filing a lawsuit would probably 277 00:08:53,834 --> 00:08:55,235 be the longer road for me. 278 00:08:55,302 --> 00:08:56,770 And I want to take the shortest road possible. 279 00:08:56,837 --> 00:08:58,906 - [exhales] You good? 280 00:08:58,972 --> 00:09:00,441 - I'm good. I'm good. 281 00:09:00,507 --> 00:09:01,642 We gonna figure this [bleep] out. 282 00:09:01,708 --> 00:09:03,076 Sit down. 283 00:09:03,143 --> 00:09:04,378 Would you rather go the mediation way 284 00:09:04,445 --> 00:09:06,046 or would you rather go to war? 285 00:09:06,112 --> 00:09:08,582 - I would rather mediate. 286 00:09:08,649 --> 00:09:11,485 Because I feel like you talk about going to war, 287 00:09:11,552 --> 00:09:13,287 you got a lot of good stuff going on. 288 00:09:13,353 --> 00:09:14,922 You got your project coming. 289 00:09:14,989 --> 00:09:16,223 - Yeah. 290 00:09:16,290 --> 00:09:17,557 - You got your single out doing good. 291 00:09:17,624 --> 00:09:18,959 - Yeah. - You got good things going on. 292 00:09:19,026 --> 00:09:20,194 So we ain't-- we can't go to war. 293 00:09:20,261 --> 00:09:21,695 - You right. 294 00:09:21,762 --> 00:09:23,597 - Because you know you can get a little hot. 295 00:09:23,663 --> 00:09:25,065 You a little hothead. - I do. 296 00:09:25,132 --> 00:09:26,499 - I like that. 297 00:09:26,566 --> 00:09:28,335 But you know I like that feisty fighting 298 00:09:28,402 --> 00:09:29,603 because I be liking when you be putting me in my place. 299 00:09:29,670 --> 00:09:30,971 - You already trying to do that. 300 00:09:31,038 --> 00:09:32,673 Boy, stop. 301 00:09:32,739 --> 00:09:35,409 You always just got to go the extra mile. 302 00:09:35,475 --> 00:09:37,911 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 303 00:09:37,978 --> 00:09:41,449 - Erica Banks, she got on this song a long time ago. 304 00:09:41,515 --> 00:09:42,917 - This song you want me to be on? 305 00:09:42,983 --> 00:09:44,451 - Yes. 306 00:09:44,518 --> 00:09:49,156 - I think I got better insight on my feelings. 307 00:09:49,223 --> 00:09:51,292 - Are you ready to apologize to Banks? 308 00:09:51,358 --> 00:09:53,260 - I'm not apologizing. 309 00:09:55,996 --> 00:09:57,832 - I don't know. 310 00:09:57,898 --> 00:10:00,300 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 311 00:10:04,905 --> 00:10:07,107 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 312 00:10:07,174 --> 00:10:08,843 [funky music] 313 00:10:08,909 --> 00:10:12,646 - ♪♪ Teach you how to talk privates, islands, diamonds ♪♪ 314 00:10:12,713 --> 00:10:15,115 - I've obviously been going through so much. 315 00:10:15,182 --> 00:10:17,485 Everything has just been all over the place. 316 00:10:17,551 --> 00:10:18,719 ♪♪ Bitch, I've been popping ♪♪ 317 00:10:18,786 --> 00:10:19,887 ♪♪ Check your ho facts ♪♪ 318 00:10:19,953 --> 00:10:21,622 ♪♪ Bitch, you been bopping ♪♪ 319 00:10:21,689 --> 00:10:24,758 - Ever since my divorce, things career-wise and artistically 320 00:10:24,825 --> 00:10:26,526 have been going up. 321 00:10:26,593 --> 00:10:30,931 On the other hand, my life has been pretty much in shambles. 322 00:10:30,998 --> 00:10:35,269 I have been attacked by everybody in this fake palace. 323 00:10:35,335 --> 00:10:36,503 It's insane. 324 00:10:36,570 --> 00:10:37,871 - ♪♪ From the bottom ♪♪ 325 00:10:37,938 --> 00:10:39,139 ♪♪ I was never on no cheap [...] ♪♪ 326 00:10:39,206 --> 00:10:40,440 ♪♪ Stood 10 toes, never fold ♪♪ 327 00:10:40,507 --> 00:10:41,741 ♪♪ Not a weak bitch ♪♪ 328 00:10:41,808 --> 00:10:43,978 So Momma Dee releases this diss track. 329 00:10:44,044 --> 00:10:45,012 ♪♪ Thirsty-ass ho ♪♪ 330 00:10:45,079 --> 00:10:46,680 ♪♪ You broke-ass bitch ♪♪ 331 00:10:46,747 --> 00:10:48,182 ♪♪ Scrap [...] you was just a glitch ♪♪ 332 00:10:48,248 --> 00:10:49,916 - And I just don't need that [bleep] tonight. 333 00:10:49,983 --> 00:10:51,551 Why are you still talking about me? 334 00:10:51,618 --> 00:10:55,723 I am no longer your son's wife. 335 00:10:55,789 --> 00:10:57,691 You can have your son back. 336 00:10:57,758 --> 00:10:59,326 So I'm putting my phone away. 337 00:10:59,392 --> 00:11:00,927 I'm turning the notifications off, 338 00:11:00,994 --> 00:11:03,998 because I am so ready to put the past behind me 339 00:11:04,064 --> 00:11:05,566 and start focusing on the things that 340 00:11:05,633 --> 00:11:08,435 mean the most to me, my children and my career. 341 00:11:08,502 --> 00:11:10,838 ♪♪ Show you how to talk private, islands, diamonds ♪♪ 342 00:11:10,905 --> 00:11:13,807 [upbeat funky music] 343 00:11:13,874 --> 00:11:16,176 ♪♪ ♪♪ 344 00:11:16,243 --> 00:11:18,979 - So yeah, let me hear it from the top again. 345 00:11:19,046 --> 00:11:20,981 Kai's been wanting to work with new artists. 346 00:11:21,048 --> 00:11:23,217 So he's putting a showcase together tomorrow. 347 00:11:23,283 --> 00:11:25,619 One thing about me, I manifest everything, 348 00:11:25,685 --> 00:11:31,191 so you know I'ma perform. 349 00:11:31,258 --> 00:11:32,225 Look at you. 350 00:11:32,292 --> 00:11:33,827 I love your outfit. 351 00:11:33,894 --> 00:11:35,929 - Karlie Redd invited me to this session. 352 00:11:35,996 --> 00:11:38,932 And she's playing this song and automatically, I'm like, 353 00:11:38,999 --> 00:11:40,801 this is actually a hit. 354 00:11:40,868 --> 00:11:42,169 What's going on in here? 355 00:11:42,236 --> 00:11:43,370 What are we doing? 356 00:11:43,436 --> 00:11:45,405 - So you know, I'm just, like, listening 357 00:11:45,472 --> 00:11:48,976 to the song in the loudspeakers so I can hear how it really, 358 00:11:49,042 --> 00:11:50,110 you know what I'm saying? 359 00:11:50,177 --> 00:11:51,345 - It's different in the studio. 360 00:11:51,412 --> 00:11:52,879 - But come on. 361 00:11:52,946 --> 00:11:54,514 But that's not the only reason I brought you here. 362 00:11:54,581 --> 00:11:55,582 - Uh-oh. 363 00:11:55,649 --> 00:11:56,917 Girl, so what is up? 364 00:11:56,984 --> 00:11:58,886 I saw you at your beach event with TJ. 365 00:11:58,952 --> 00:12:01,121 I still wanted to, like, console you about some 366 00:12:01,187 --> 00:12:02,589 of the stuff that happened. 367 00:12:02,656 --> 00:12:04,524 But I was like, should I mention the Bahamas? 368 00:12:04,591 --> 00:12:06,426 Spice's behavior was wild. 369 00:12:06,493 --> 00:12:09,095 - You're a [bleep] up individual Karlie Redd. 370 00:12:09,162 --> 00:12:11,098 You, let me tell you something. 371 00:12:11,165 --> 00:12:12,766 [bleep]. Lemme tell you something. 372 00:12:12,832 --> 00:12:13,867 It can wait till the cameras stop rolling. 373 00:12:13,934 --> 00:12:14,835 - You see how she attacked me? 374 00:12:14,902 --> 00:12:15,869 - Calm down, Karlie. 375 00:12:15,936 --> 00:12:17,304 - She attacked me. 376 00:12:17,371 --> 00:12:18,639 - Sometimes you have to look at a person 377 00:12:18,706 --> 00:12:20,340 and say, you know what? 378 00:12:20,407 --> 00:12:22,276 The friendship was seasonal, I guess, and move forward. 379 00:12:22,342 --> 00:12:24,344 You've got a lot of stuff going on. 380 00:12:24,411 --> 00:12:25,913 Where do you start? 381 00:12:25,980 --> 00:12:27,614 - That's actually what I wanted to talk to you about. 382 00:12:27,681 --> 00:12:29,349 I want you to be on this record. 383 00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:31,318 - The beat that was playing? - Yes. 384 00:12:31,385 --> 00:12:33,320 - Girl, I'm already on it. I'm [bleep] on this [bleep]. 385 00:12:33,387 --> 00:12:34,321 Yes. - [screams] 386 00:12:34,388 --> 00:12:35,356 - All right. 387 00:12:35,423 --> 00:12:36,723 - Thank you. 388 00:12:36,790 --> 00:12:37,924 - Bitch, I'm trying to get on all the bangers. 389 00:12:37,991 --> 00:12:39,426 - Things move fast in my world. 390 00:12:39,493 --> 00:12:42,128 I know that Amy can lay this track down by today, 391 00:12:42,195 --> 00:12:44,197 and we can do a performance by tomorrow. 392 00:12:44,264 --> 00:12:46,066 And that's why I asked her, because I know she 393 00:12:46,132 --> 00:12:47,568 professional, and I know she's going 394 00:12:47,635 --> 00:12:49,303 to get it done within seconds. 395 00:12:49,370 --> 00:12:53,741 Actually, Erica Banks, she got on this song a long time ago. 396 00:12:53,807 --> 00:12:55,609 - This song you want me to be on? 397 00:12:55,675 --> 00:12:56,677 - Yes. 398 00:12:56,743 --> 00:12:58,345 - What happened with her? 399 00:12:58,412 --> 00:13:02,282 - I seen Erica and Khaotic at Chad event the other day. 400 00:13:02,349 --> 00:13:03,884 So I'm like, oh, hey, girl, what's up? 401 00:13:03,950 --> 00:13:05,452 And she was like, well, I don't want to do 402 00:13:05,518 --> 00:13:06,820 the record with you no more. 403 00:13:06,887 --> 00:13:07,787 And I was, like, OK. You know, why? 404 00:13:07,854 --> 00:13:08,856 Why not? 405 00:13:08,923 --> 00:13:10,157 What's what's going on? 406 00:13:10,224 --> 00:13:12,192 And she was like, because of your man. 407 00:13:12,259 --> 00:13:13,027 - And why? 408 00:13:13,093 --> 00:13:14,795 - She don't like him. 409 00:13:14,861 --> 00:13:15,996 - It's giving bitter artist 410 00:13:16,062 --> 00:13:17,264 for her to try [bleep] on the record. 411 00:13:17,331 --> 00:13:18,365 - Yeah. 412 00:13:18,432 --> 00:13:20,067 And she-- and she specifically said 413 00:13:20,133 --> 00:13:21,635 it was only because of him. 414 00:13:21,702 --> 00:13:25,272 - Here we go, more bull[bleep] with Erica Banks. 415 00:13:25,339 --> 00:13:27,308 But it's only one Amy Luciani. 416 00:13:27,374 --> 00:13:29,309 It's not about who was on the record, 417 00:13:29,376 --> 00:13:31,912 it's about what I'm about to do on the song. 418 00:13:31,979 --> 00:13:34,748 I try to not mix too much business and pleasure 419 00:13:34,814 --> 00:13:36,249 and personal feelings. 420 00:13:36,316 --> 00:13:37,918 If that's your man, she needs to respect that, 421 00:13:37,984 --> 00:13:39,153 - Yeah. - I can relate to it. 422 00:13:39,219 --> 00:13:40,588 - So what's been going on with you? 423 00:13:40,654 --> 00:13:43,023 - I got back with my ex, and things between us 424 00:13:43,090 --> 00:13:44,825 have actually been good. 425 00:13:44,892 --> 00:13:47,728 But right now, my main concern is getting my family on board. 426 00:13:47,794 --> 00:13:49,296 They're really strong on how they feel. 427 00:13:49,363 --> 00:13:51,398 And I did share a lot of personal stuff that he did. 428 00:13:51,465 --> 00:13:53,300 - So Mommy's not in agreeance with this? 429 00:13:53,367 --> 00:13:56,136 - My mom is totally against us getting back together. 430 00:13:56,203 --> 00:13:59,506 Mazi said a lot during the breakup, all this bull[bleep]. 431 00:13:59,573 --> 00:14:01,808 I know people are looking at me crazy, like, 432 00:14:01,875 --> 00:14:03,276 you're going to forgive that? 433 00:14:03,343 --> 00:14:06,012 But honestly, I'm not asking them permission. 434 00:14:06,079 --> 00:14:08,582 I'm kind of just letting them know where this thing 435 00:14:08,648 --> 00:14:10,350 is going because we're back. 436 00:14:10,417 --> 00:14:13,220 But anyway, it's Karlie working with the superstar 437 00:14:13,287 --> 00:14:14,454 producers, honey. - Thank you. 438 00:14:14,521 --> 00:14:16,023 - Coming out here. And guess what. 439 00:14:16,089 --> 00:14:17,458 I definitely want to do the song. 440 00:14:17,524 --> 00:14:18,925 - Thanks. 441 00:14:18,992 --> 00:14:20,027 - One, because it's hot, and I'm a little petty. 442 00:14:20,094 --> 00:14:21,061 - [chuckles] 443 00:14:21,128 --> 00:14:23,430 - Like, I swear to god. 444 00:14:23,497 --> 00:14:24,498 - ♪♪ Hot ♪♪ 445 00:14:24,565 --> 00:14:25,699 ♪♪ Hot like a temperature ♪♪ 446 00:14:25,766 --> 00:14:27,000 ♪♪ We hot ♪♪ 447 00:14:27,067 --> 00:14:28,335 ♪♪ Turn up the AC 'cause we hot ♪♪ 448 00:14:28,402 --> 00:14:30,137 ♪♪ The party light up 'cause we hot ♪♪ 449 00:14:30,204 --> 00:14:31,805 ♪♪ We hot, we hot, we hot ♪♪ 450 00:14:31,872 --> 00:14:32,839 ♪♪ Feeling the fever ♪♪ 451 00:14:32,906 --> 00:14:34,275 ♪♪ We hot ♪♪ 452 00:14:34,341 --> 00:14:36,644 - I was born with a hole in one of my kidneys. 453 00:14:36,710 --> 00:14:38,779 So it's been an issue since I was a child, 454 00:14:38,846 --> 00:14:42,015 but it has nothing to do with all of the drama earlier. 455 00:14:42,082 --> 00:14:44,151 The doctors were afraid that I had a heat stroke. 456 00:14:44,218 --> 00:14:46,520 But after a little bit of rest and some water, 457 00:14:46,586 --> 00:14:48,088 I'm ready to get back to it. 458 00:14:48,155 --> 00:14:50,190 Because now that we're here, baby, this is my vibe. 459 00:14:50,256 --> 00:14:52,859 And I'm so glad that Spice included us in this 460 00:14:52,926 --> 00:14:54,060 and let us be a part of her show. 461 00:14:54,127 --> 00:14:56,597 - Belize, how you feeling? 462 00:14:56,664 --> 00:14:58,031 [crowd cheering] 463 00:14:58,098 --> 00:15:02,335 ♪♪ Gimme a S, S, S, Gimme a P, P, P ♪♪ 464 00:15:02,402 --> 00:15:07,741 ♪♪ Gimme a I, I, I, gimme a C and an E ♪♪ 465 00:15:07,808 --> 00:15:08,876 ♪♪ Bubbly, bubbly ♪♪ 466 00:15:08,943 --> 00:15:10,044 ♪♪ Come watch me wobble it ♪♪ 467 00:15:10,110 --> 00:15:11,278 ♪♪ Like a ball, me a juggle it ♪♪ 468 00:15:11,344 --> 00:15:12,813 ♪♪ Every man want to cuddle it ♪♪ 469 00:15:12,880 --> 00:15:14,849 ♪♪ So I'ma bubble it, bubble it, bubble it ♪♪ 470 00:15:14,915 --> 00:15:18,819 ♪♪ Bubble it bubble it, bubble it bubble, bubble it ♪♪ 471 00:15:18,885 --> 00:15:21,421 Belize is a small, small place. 472 00:15:21,488 --> 00:15:23,590 So just looking at the crowd and the audience, 473 00:15:23,657 --> 00:15:24,892 you no blind. 474 00:15:24,958 --> 00:15:27,027 You see the whole of Belize come out fi me. 475 00:15:27,094 --> 00:15:28,828 This is like the whole country is here. 476 00:15:28,895 --> 00:15:30,831 It no get better than this. 477 00:15:30,897 --> 00:15:32,666 Some of my friends came all the way 478 00:15:32,732 --> 00:15:34,535 from Atlanta to support me. 479 00:15:34,602 --> 00:15:37,638 [crowd cheering] 480 00:15:37,704 --> 00:15:39,106 I called all three of them. 481 00:15:39,173 --> 00:15:43,077 If they don't make me have a good time in Belize, 482 00:15:43,144 --> 00:15:45,579 I'm not going to come back to Belize. 483 00:15:45,645 --> 00:15:49,450 So if they don't dance and be on stage, I can't come back. 484 00:15:49,516 --> 00:15:50,350 Let's go! 485 00:15:50,417 --> 00:15:51,818 ♪♪ Send, send, send ♪♪ 486 00:15:51,885 --> 00:15:52,886 ♪♪ Send it up, send it up ♪♪ 487 00:15:52,953 --> 00:15:53,920 ♪♪ Send, send, send ♪♪ 488 00:15:53,987 --> 00:15:55,622 ♪♪ Send it up, send it up ♪♪ 489 00:15:55,689 --> 00:15:57,090 ♪♪ Send, send, send ♪♪ 490 00:15:57,157 --> 00:15:58,325 ♪♪ Send it up, send it up inna mi belly ♪♪ 491 00:15:58,392 --> 00:16:00,260 ♪♪ Send it up deep in bed ♪♪ 492 00:16:00,327 --> 00:16:01,361 ♪♪ Send, send, send ♪♪ 493 00:16:01,428 --> 00:16:02,696 ♪♪ Send it up, send it up ♪♪ 494 00:16:02,763 --> 00:16:04,230 ♪♪ Send, send, send ♪♪ 495 00:16:04,297 --> 00:16:05,398 ♪♪ Send it up, send it up, drop inna mi hole ♪♪ 496 00:16:05,465 --> 00:16:07,067 ♪♪ Send, send, send ♪♪ 497 00:16:07,133 --> 00:16:09,736 ♪♪ Send it up send it up inna mi belly, belly, belly ♪♪ 498 00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:12,706 - All right, give it up! 499 00:16:12,773 --> 00:16:14,642 [crowd cheering] 500 00:16:14,708 --> 00:16:17,711 - This show is so lit. 501 00:16:17,778 --> 00:16:19,313 I'm out here showing my ass. 502 00:16:19,379 --> 00:16:20,915 Renni hitting splits. 503 00:16:20,981 --> 00:16:22,616 Sierra dancing her ass off. 504 00:16:22,683 --> 00:16:25,452 Everybody's out of character a little bit, and I love it. 505 00:16:25,519 --> 00:16:28,088 - Just I look around the crowd, and the vibe, 506 00:16:28,155 --> 00:16:29,590 everything just gets me excited. 507 00:16:29,656 --> 00:16:32,759 And it just reminds me of how grateful I should 508 00:16:32,826 --> 00:16:35,830 be for this journey, this life that God has blessed me with, 509 00:16:35,896 --> 00:16:36,797 another second chance. 510 00:16:36,864 --> 00:16:41,902 [indistinct]. 511 00:16:41,969 --> 00:16:43,737 - ♪♪ Flood out the patek top of the hill ♪♪ 512 00:16:43,804 --> 00:16:45,406 ♪♪ Snow out my neck like Buffalo Bills ♪♪ 513 00:16:45,472 --> 00:16:47,007 - ♪♪ Drop, drop, drop, drop ♪♪ 514 00:16:47,074 --> 00:16:49,543 - ♪♪ Snow out my neck like Buffalo Bills ♪♪ 515 00:16:49,609 --> 00:16:52,512 ♪♪ [vocalizing] ♪♪ 516 00:16:52,579 --> 00:16:59,519 ♪♪ ♪♪ 517 00:17:02,055 --> 00:17:03,223 You need them Megan knees. 518 00:17:03,290 --> 00:17:05,126 - Hi, baby. 519 00:17:05,192 --> 00:17:06,260 - No, it sounded good. 520 00:17:06,327 --> 00:17:07,894 - Do you like it? - Yeah. 521 00:17:07,961 --> 00:17:09,030 You look good-- - Thank you. 522 00:17:09,096 --> 00:17:10,063 - --sound good. 523 00:17:10,130 --> 00:17:11,365 - Do you like this one? 524 00:17:11,431 --> 00:17:12,966 - Vogue, Vogue. I almost know the-- 525 00:17:13,033 --> 00:17:14,235 I almost know the moves. 526 00:17:14,301 --> 00:17:15,335 - Make sure you give it to me there. 527 00:17:15,402 --> 00:17:16,870 - Not right now, not right now. 528 00:17:16,937 --> 00:17:18,405 I've been knowing Jessica White for a long time 529 00:17:18,472 --> 00:17:20,373 since my heydays in Hollywood. 530 00:17:20,440 --> 00:17:23,110 She called me up to ask me to come to the studio. 531 00:17:23,177 --> 00:17:24,445 I don't know if-- 532 00:17:24,511 --> 00:17:26,279 Jessica, being a singer and dancer, 533 00:17:26,346 --> 00:17:28,215 I just know her doing the walk, walk down the runway. 534 00:17:28,282 --> 00:17:30,584 But hey, maybe this is a new opportunity for her 535 00:17:30,651 --> 00:17:31,518 that I don't know about. 536 00:17:31,584 --> 00:17:32,953 I'm excited to see Jessica. 537 00:17:33,020 --> 00:17:33,921 I haven't seen her in a while. 538 00:17:33,988 --> 00:17:35,522 - You know Bang? 539 00:17:35,589 --> 00:17:38,124 - I don't know him, but I know all his songs though. 540 00:17:38,191 --> 00:17:39,226 - Right, all of his songs. 541 00:17:39,293 --> 00:17:40,227 Bang, this is my friend Zell. 542 00:17:40,294 --> 00:17:41,328 - Nice to meet you. 543 00:17:41,394 --> 00:17:42,730 - Nice to meet you too, man. 544 00:17:42,796 --> 00:17:44,565 - So I'm in the dance studio rehearsing 545 00:17:44,631 --> 00:17:47,601 for my new track, "Vogue," which Bangladesh produced. 546 00:17:47,667 --> 00:17:50,337 I've known Zell for a very long time. 547 00:17:50,404 --> 00:17:51,906 He's going to tell you the truth, 548 00:17:51,972 --> 00:17:53,106 Zell is a straight shooter. 549 00:17:53,173 --> 00:17:54,641 And I respect his opinion. 550 00:17:54,708 --> 00:17:57,111 And I'm hoping that he really loves the music. 551 00:17:57,177 --> 00:17:58,479 - That's what's up, though. 552 00:17:58,546 --> 00:18:00,046 Like, I'm excited for you. - Me too. 553 00:18:00,113 --> 00:18:01,448 Thank you, baby. - That sounds so good. 554 00:18:01,515 --> 00:18:03,150 - It's so funny, because he was talking 555 00:18:03,216 --> 00:18:06,086 about somebody can rap on it, like, we need a third verse. 556 00:18:06,153 --> 00:18:08,422 And he was like, I think we need to get Saucy Santana. 557 00:18:08,488 --> 00:18:09,456 - You know that's my boo. 558 00:18:09,523 --> 00:18:10,791 - That's his boyfriend. 559 00:18:10,857 --> 00:18:12,826 - Yeah, that's my boyfriend. 560 00:18:12,893 --> 00:18:16,296 I don't want to mix business with pleasure. 561 00:18:16,363 --> 00:18:18,532 Like, I'm going to be nice and just say, yes, 562 00:18:18,599 --> 00:18:20,600 I'm gonna ask my man just for you. 563 00:18:20,667 --> 00:18:23,704 I definitely can set it up, go to the studio, 564 00:18:23,771 --> 00:18:24,905 and see what works out. 565 00:18:24,972 --> 00:18:26,440 - Yeah, for sure. 566 00:18:26,506 --> 00:18:28,041 I love Saucy Santana. 567 00:18:28,108 --> 00:18:29,342 I'm a fan of his music. 568 00:18:29,409 --> 00:18:31,779 I just love the way that Saucy was 569 00:18:31,845 --> 00:18:34,915 able to showcase who he was, his sexuality, 570 00:18:34,981 --> 00:18:39,686 and be respected in regards to still just being an artist. 571 00:18:39,753 --> 00:18:41,855 - But yeah, obviously you been working out. 572 00:18:41,922 --> 00:18:44,958 Girl, you been in here dancing and duck walking. 573 00:18:45,025 --> 00:18:46,860 Oh, my knees. 574 00:18:46,926 --> 00:18:48,195 - Duck walking is a [bleep]. 575 00:18:48,262 --> 00:18:49,296 - Yeah. 576 00:18:49,363 --> 00:18:50,364 What's been going on with you? 577 00:18:50,430 --> 00:18:52,065 - I'm doing the song. 578 00:18:52,132 --> 00:18:53,533 I'm doing the music. 579 00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:55,436 That's what I'm really pushing right now. 580 00:18:55,502 --> 00:18:59,839 I've had a few years off from my public career. 581 00:18:59,906 --> 00:19:01,641 Now I'm back in the public eye. 582 00:19:01,708 --> 00:19:04,345 And I'm trying to do things my way 583 00:19:04,411 --> 00:19:06,346 and take control of my life like Janet Jackson. 584 00:19:06,413 --> 00:19:07,848 - Which you should. - I have a question. 585 00:19:07,915 --> 00:19:09,250 - What? 586 00:19:09,316 --> 00:19:10,651 - Because I'm all about love these days, 587 00:19:10,718 --> 00:19:12,386 even though I don't have love. 588 00:19:12,453 --> 00:19:14,688 Um, have you met Saucy's family yet? 589 00:19:14,755 --> 00:19:15,689 - Yeah, yeah. 590 00:19:15,756 --> 00:19:17,191 I met his family. 591 00:19:17,258 --> 00:19:19,193 We had-- his grandmother was having her birthday party. 592 00:19:19,260 --> 00:19:21,228 So I got to meet his mom, his sister, 593 00:19:21,295 --> 00:19:23,130 his grandmother, some cousins. 594 00:19:23,196 --> 00:19:24,765 I need him to meet my family, though. 595 00:19:24,831 --> 00:19:26,801 - But you do need him to meet your family. 596 00:19:26,867 --> 00:19:28,735 - I want our families, like, to meet up in one place 597 00:19:28,802 --> 00:19:31,205 and like, just have it all, like, in one place 598 00:19:31,272 --> 00:19:32,739 just so I can see. 599 00:19:32,806 --> 00:19:34,407 And I just want him to see where I came from 600 00:19:34,474 --> 00:19:37,010 and like, what, like, who I am. 601 00:19:37,077 --> 00:19:37,978 - It's giving marriage. 602 00:19:38,045 --> 00:19:39,480 - Yeah. 603 00:19:39,546 --> 00:19:41,348 No, it's giving-- I'm finding a surrogate. 604 00:19:41,415 --> 00:19:43,783 I'm looking for a surrogate right now for these kids. 605 00:19:43,850 --> 00:19:46,253 - Yes. Well, I wish I could be your surrogate, 606 00:19:46,320 --> 00:19:48,455 but you know I got my own [bleep] going on. 607 00:19:48,521 --> 00:19:50,223 Well, I wish you guys well. 608 00:19:50,290 --> 00:19:51,758 - I appreciate it, and I know you really do. 609 00:19:51,825 --> 00:19:53,793 And I appreciate just like, your love. 610 00:19:53,860 --> 00:19:55,495 Like, you know you give off, like, this vibe. 611 00:19:55,562 --> 00:19:56,630 - Listen, you know I love you. 612 00:19:56,697 --> 00:19:58,365 - But I'm super excited for you. 613 00:19:58,432 --> 00:19:59,867 Your sound great. 614 00:19:59,933 --> 00:20:01,468 You look great. 615 00:20:01,535 --> 00:20:03,136 You just, you know, you gotta work on your duck walk. 616 00:20:03,203 --> 00:20:04,371 Other than that, like, I-- 617 00:20:04,438 --> 00:20:05,772 - You thought that duck walk was bad? 618 00:20:05,839 --> 00:20:07,541 - The duck walk just needed a little-- you need 619 00:20:07,608 --> 00:20:08,909 to learn how to duck walk. 620 00:20:08,976 --> 00:20:10,343 But the duck walk ain't easy. 621 00:20:10,410 --> 00:20:11,511 - Well, that was my first time ever even 622 00:20:11,578 --> 00:20:13,347 knowing about a duck walk. 623 00:20:13,413 --> 00:20:14,882 - Come on, let's try the duck walk. 624 00:20:14,949 --> 00:20:16,317 Let's duck walk on out. 625 00:20:16,383 --> 00:20:17,684 - So you know how to duck walk? - I don't. 626 00:20:17,751 --> 00:20:19,586 - All right, let's look in the mirror. 627 00:20:19,653 --> 00:20:20,988 - I'm just gonna walk like this because I can't even get up 628 00:20:21,054 --> 00:20:22,456 from sitting down like that. 629 00:20:22,522 --> 00:20:24,458 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 630 00:20:24,524 --> 00:20:25,826 - What's your name? - Jessica. 631 00:20:25,892 --> 00:20:26,793 - Jessica, uh-- 632 00:20:26,860 --> 00:20:27,927 - White. 633 00:20:27,994 --> 00:20:29,196 - Nick Cannon baby mama, right? 634 00:20:29,263 --> 00:20:30,264 - Oh, my God. - What? 635 00:20:30,330 --> 00:20:31,999 This ain't her? 636 00:20:32,065 --> 00:20:34,701 - We had a teacher tell us we wasn't real sisters before. 637 00:20:34,768 --> 00:20:38,939 It's a battle that I fought for my sister, so I understand. 638 00:20:39,006 --> 00:20:42,343 - I was there. 639 00:20:42,409 --> 00:20:45,478 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 640 00:20:45,545 --> 00:20:47,214 - ♪♪ Talking if it ain't about deposits ♪♪ 641 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,082 ♪♪ I don't wanna rock it if Chanel ain't the stylist ♪♪ 642 00:20:49,149 --> 00:20:50,350 ♪♪ Hair, slay, bills paid ♪♪ 643 00:20:54,888 --> 00:20:57,058 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 644 00:20:57,124 --> 00:20:59,393 - ♪♪ Will you put it on me? ♪♪ 645 00:20:59,460 --> 00:21:00,360 ♪♪ Done ♪♪ 646 00:21:00,427 --> 00:21:01,795 ♪♪ Will you put it on? ♪♪ 647 00:21:01,862 --> 00:21:04,498 ♪♪ Sundown two for ♪♪ 648 00:21:04,565 --> 00:21:05,766 ♪♪ Look good ♪♪ 649 00:21:05,832 --> 00:21:07,234 ♪♪ Not too good ♪♪ 650 00:21:07,300 --> 00:21:08,735 ♪♪ Diamonds on me, diamonds on me dancing ♪♪ 651 00:21:08,802 --> 00:21:09,803 - It's so pretty. 652 00:21:09,870 --> 00:21:11,571 - Cute! 653 00:21:11,638 --> 00:21:13,641 - It's cute here. 654 00:21:13,707 --> 00:21:15,175 - I was like, you know what? 655 00:21:15,242 --> 00:21:17,912 Let's close Belize out with a cute little dinner 656 00:21:17,978 --> 00:21:19,012 after my performance. 657 00:21:19,079 --> 00:21:20,480 Today was good, though. 658 00:21:20,547 --> 00:21:24,284 I really just enjoyed the vibe, the moment. 659 00:21:24,351 --> 00:21:27,521 - I just love how much we all put in effort into growing 660 00:21:27,588 --> 00:21:29,156 and becoming better women. 661 00:21:29,222 --> 00:21:31,725 - Renni, did you feel like you healed from this trip? 662 00:21:31,792 --> 00:21:33,193 Did you let go off of anything? 663 00:21:33,260 --> 00:21:38,298 - I think I got better insight on my feelings. 664 00:21:38,365 --> 00:21:43,103 - To bless you, to guide you wherever you go. 665 00:21:43,170 --> 00:21:46,006 - The Mayan temples were, like, a really great part 666 00:21:46,073 --> 00:21:47,241 of this healing journey. 667 00:21:47,308 --> 00:21:48,842 Being around these ladies and watching 668 00:21:48,909 --> 00:21:50,878 them open up and share things and we're 669 00:21:50,944 --> 00:21:54,080 working on overcoming things together has really helped me 670 00:21:54,147 --> 00:21:55,849 heal more than anything or even 671 00:21:55,915 --> 00:21:58,852 just learn how to heal by watching other people 672 00:21:58,919 --> 00:22:00,421 try to do it. 673 00:22:00,488 --> 00:22:02,589 You hold on to things, and it turns into a grudge 674 00:22:02,656 --> 00:22:04,391 that you really don't even realize you holding. 675 00:22:04,458 --> 00:22:06,927 - I need to let certain of the petty stuff go. 676 00:22:06,994 --> 00:22:08,628 - Yeah? 677 00:22:08,695 --> 00:22:12,799 - I really work hard to make it to being on the big stage 678 00:22:12,866 --> 00:22:15,736 in front of thousands of people, and I'm here now. 679 00:22:15,803 --> 00:22:17,470 But now that I'm living in my dream, 680 00:22:17,537 --> 00:22:22,142 why am I triggered off of a little thing? 681 00:22:22,209 --> 00:22:23,877 - I was moved by your performance. 682 00:22:23,944 --> 00:22:24,911 - Thank you. 683 00:22:24,978 --> 00:22:26,513 - I had a good time. 684 00:22:26,580 --> 00:22:28,615 And I really enjoyed being able to cheer you on. 685 00:22:28,682 --> 00:22:29,583 Like-- - That's what-- 686 00:22:29,650 --> 00:22:30,651 - A lot of-- 687 00:22:30,717 --> 00:22:32,019 - That's what-- 688 00:22:32,085 --> 00:22:33,754 - I-- I love that about all of us, though. 689 00:22:33,820 --> 00:22:36,590 Like, no matter what, like, everybody support each other, 690 00:22:36,657 --> 00:22:38,125 like, and cheer each other on. 691 00:22:38,192 --> 00:22:40,995 - So what I learned on this trip, you know, usually, 692 00:22:41,061 --> 00:22:43,897 when I travel and stuff, I usually travel with, 693 00:22:43,964 --> 00:22:47,134 you know, Eric, my soon to be ex-husband. 694 00:22:47,201 --> 00:22:48,903 - Girl, you don't have to tell us about Eric. 695 00:22:48,969 --> 00:22:50,004 - Can she talk? 696 00:22:50,070 --> 00:22:53,240 - Oh, Lord, not Eric again. 697 00:22:53,307 --> 00:22:56,276 I am sick of hearing about Eric the car salesman. 698 00:22:56,343 --> 00:22:59,346 I want to see Erica to get a new man ASAP, fast! 699 00:22:59,413 --> 00:23:01,548 - He was with a group of bitches last night. 700 00:23:01,615 --> 00:23:02,883 - What do you mean? 701 00:23:02,950 --> 00:23:04,552 - Yeah, Zell texted me and was like, 702 00:23:04,618 --> 00:23:06,386 he was at Blue last night with him. 703 00:23:06,453 --> 00:23:08,555 He wanted the information to get back to me. 704 00:23:08,622 --> 00:23:11,024 Like, he was like, I'm going to hurt this bitch. 705 00:23:11,091 --> 00:23:12,559 Me and Eric are single. 706 00:23:12,626 --> 00:23:14,227 We're not together. 707 00:23:14,294 --> 00:23:16,697 So him being out with women shouldn't really bother me, 708 00:23:16,764 --> 00:23:20,000 but I just thought that he would do things differently. 709 00:23:20,067 --> 00:23:22,803 But it's like, thank you for continuing 710 00:23:22,870 --> 00:23:24,271 to show me who you really are. 711 00:23:24,338 --> 00:23:26,539 You're just a piece of [bleep]. 712 00:23:26,606 --> 00:23:30,711 So now I can genuinely focus on making my relationship better 713 00:23:30,778 --> 00:23:33,681 with my kids, focusing on what I got to do in my life, 714 00:23:33,747 --> 00:23:34,682 you know what I'm saying? 715 00:23:34,748 --> 00:23:36,283 - Mm-hmm. 716 00:23:36,349 --> 00:23:38,685 - So when we go back to Atlanta, since we all, like, 717 00:23:38,752 --> 00:23:42,089 are trying to tackle all of these issues 718 00:23:42,156 --> 00:23:44,358 and work on ourselves and everything, 719 00:23:44,425 --> 00:23:47,527 are you going to try to fix things with you and Bambi? 720 00:23:47,594 --> 00:23:48,662 - I don't like her. 721 00:23:48,729 --> 00:23:50,064 - I just feel like she don't rock 722 00:23:50,130 --> 00:23:51,632 with me how I rock with her. 723 00:23:51,698 --> 00:23:53,234 - You know, I feel like you're still hurting over it 724 00:23:53,300 --> 00:23:54,969 because that's your-- 725 00:23:55,035 --> 00:23:56,770 - If you just upset and you still want her as your friend 726 00:23:56,837 --> 00:23:57,905 and your sister, say that. 727 00:23:57,972 --> 00:23:58,972 It's nothing wrong with that. 728 00:23:59,039 --> 00:24:00,541 - And I will. 729 00:24:00,608 --> 00:24:02,843 But honestly, right now in this moment, in this time 730 00:24:02,910 --> 00:24:05,179 right here in Belize, I don't. 731 00:24:05,246 --> 00:24:07,081 I'm always emotional when I speak 732 00:24:07,147 --> 00:24:10,417 about me and Bambi's friendship because she was my sister. 733 00:24:10,484 --> 00:24:14,321 But a part of actually healing is knowing that you need more 734 00:24:14,388 --> 00:24:16,623 time to be away from them so that you 735 00:24:16,690 --> 00:24:19,159 can heal from the things that they have done to you. 736 00:24:19,226 --> 00:24:21,328 - Well, are you ready to apologize to Banks? 737 00:24:21,395 --> 00:24:23,130 - I'm not apologizing. - Why the hell-- 738 00:24:23,197 --> 00:24:24,564 - You see how the mood change? 739 00:24:24,631 --> 00:24:26,667 [chuckles] 740 00:24:26,734 --> 00:24:29,236 - Now I know we're here healing and everything, 741 00:24:29,303 --> 00:24:30,937 and I have made a lot of strides 742 00:24:31,004 --> 00:24:32,639 in the right direction, but I don't 743 00:24:32,706 --> 00:24:35,042 know what the hell Shekanah talking about me apologize. 744 00:24:35,108 --> 00:24:37,344 I could have handled the situation differently. 745 00:24:37,411 --> 00:24:39,613 We can have a conversation about what happened, 746 00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:41,448 why it happened, and find solutions. 747 00:24:41,515 --> 00:24:43,383 - Since we're on this, you know, 748 00:24:43,450 --> 00:24:46,353 journey, what do you think that triggered you at that table? 749 00:24:46,420 --> 00:24:48,455 - When you start speaking about my mental health 750 00:24:48,522 --> 00:24:51,391 and-- and what I'm going through and telling me I need 751 00:24:51,458 --> 00:24:53,727 therapy and things like that, I know exactly 752 00:24:53,794 --> 00:24:54,995 what you're talking about. 753 00:24:55,062 --> 00:24:55,963 Bitch, I do need a lot of therapy. 754 00:24:56,030 --> 00:24:57,430 - Yeah. 755 00:24:57,497 --> 00:24:58,698 - That's what really made me say we need 756 00:24:58,765 --> 00:24:59,733 to go to anger management. 757 00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:00,801 I will thank her for that. 758 00:25:00,868 --> 00:25:01,869 - She was poking. 759 00:25:01,936 --> 00:25:03,237 - Yeah. 760 00:25:03,304 --> 00:25:04,772 So it was like that really set me off. 761 00:25:04,838 --> 00:25:06,406 - OK, so what about you and Karlie? 762 00:25:06,473 --> 00:25:07,574 Because y'all was besties. 763 00:25:07,641 --> 00:25:08,409 - Me and who? 764 00:25:08,475 --> 00:25:10,277 - You and Karlie Redd. 765 00:25:10,344 --> 00:25:12,913 And I feel like y'all should fix that whole situation. 766 00:25:12,980 --> 00:25:15,216 - These bitches are draining me. 767 00:25:15,282 --> 00:25:16,650 Everybody is supposed to be getting 768 00:25:16,716 --> 00:25:18,284 healed and ready to release this [bleep]. 769 00:25:18,351 --> 00:25:20,420 Spice can't make up with Karlie Redd. 770 00:25:20,487 --> 00:25:22,422 Renni can't make up with Erica. 771 00:25:22,489 --> 00:25:24,825 Sierra can't make up with Bambi. 772 00:25:24,892 --> 00:25:26,793 I can make up with all these bitches. 773 00:25:26,860 --> 00:25:29,930 I'm not holding no grudge with nobody. 774 00:25:29,997 --> 00:25:32,032 - Y'all were best friends. 775 00:25:32,099 --> 00:25:33,533 - We were close. 776 00:25:33,600 --> 00:25:36,436 We were friends, but we weren't best friends. 777 00:25:36,503 --> 00:25:38,472 I have a friend in the house. 778 00:25:38,539 --> 00:25:39,940 Anybody see my friend Karlie? 779 00:25:40,007 --> 00:25:43,010 - Thank you, Spice, for like, being on the song 780 00:25:43,076 --> 00:25:44,578 and everything you've done. 781 00:25:44,644 --> 00:25:46,146 I really appreciate you from the bottom of my heart. 782 00:25:46,213 --> 00:25:47,114 I will never forget this ever in life. 783 00:25:47,180 --> 00:25:48,081 [together] Aww. 784 00:25:48,148 --> 00:25:49,750 - Ever. 785 00:25:49,817 --> 00:25:51,819 I'm so happy to be going to the Grammys just to support you, 786 00:25:51,885 --> 00:25:53,087 and just I appreciate that. 787 00:25:53,154 --> 00:25:54,355 - Thank you. 788 00:25:54,422 --> 00:25:56,490 - This woman cry about you every-- 789 00:25:56,557 --> 00:25:57,892 - That's because she knows she-- 790 00:25:57,958 --> 00:25:59,593 I was a good friend to her. 791 00:25:59,660 --> 00:26:01,795 - How are you healing from what happened with Erica Mena? 792 00:26:01,862 --> 00:26:03,197 - Oh, my God. 793 00:26:03,264 --> 00:26:05,633 Is it my-- is it a Spice night or what? 794 00:26:05,699 --> 00:26:08,368 [chuckles] When she come with her racism thing, 795 00:26:08,435 --> 00:26:10,137 I was so used to it, that it's like, 796 00:26:10,204 --> 00:26:12,506 my system is immune to racism. 797 00:26:12,572 --> 00:26:15,709 This is no shade to any of you that's sitting at the table. 798 00:26:15,776 --> 00:26:18,512 I feel like darker-skinned Black woman 799 00:26:18,578 --> 00:26:21,081 get it a little bit harsher. 800 00:26:21,148 --> 00:26:22,883 They used to call me Blackie. 801 00:26:22,949 --> 00:26:25,352 They used to call me tar. 802 00:26:25,419 --> 00:26:29,490 They called me everything that was close to black 803 00:26:29,556 --> 00:26:31,058 that they could find. 804 00:26:31,125 --> 00:26:33,460 I don't have nothing to fix with her, mend with her. 805 00:26:33,527 --> 00:26:35,195 I chopped her right off. 806 00:26:35,262 --> 00:26:37,397 - What you've been through with this situation, how it made 807 00:26:37,464 --> 00:26:39,466 you feel, the colorist comments, 808 00:26:39,533 --> 00:26:41,735 everything, how are we going to heal-- 809 00:26:41,802 --> 00:26:43,170 like, what are you going to do for you? 810 00:26:43,236 --> 00:26:44,805 - I can't fix racism. 811 00:26:44,871 --> 00:26:46,573 I will always experience it. 812 00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:48,375 So it's just something I have to face. 813 00:26:48,442 --> 00:26:49,776 - My older sister is your complexion. 814 00:26:49,843 --> 00:26:51,479 - Yep, she is. 815 00:26:51,545 --> 00:26:53,280 - You know how many times we've been in a room together, 816 00:26:53,347 --> 00:26:55,982 and they will acknowledge me like we didn't walk in 817 00:26:56,049 --> 00:26:57,984 together because they feel like we're not together because we 818 00:26:58,051 --> 00:26:59,820 don't look the same? We came out of the same woman. 819 00:26:59,886 --> 00:27:02,356 Growing up, you don't know how much 820 00:27:02,422 --> 00:27:05,226 resent that could make my siblings have for me, 821 00:27:05,292 --> 00:27:06,494 or whatever the case. 822 00:27:06,560 --> 00:27:07,727 Like, so I want you to understand-- 823 00:27:07,794 --> 00:27:09,029 - Hang on. Give me a minute. 824 00:27:09,096 --> 00:27:10,064 Excuse me. 825 00:27:10,131 --> 00:27:13,000 [tense music] 826 00:27:13,067 --> 00:27:14,735 ♪♪ ♪♪ 827 00:27:14,801 --> 00:27:17,304 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 828 00:27:17,370 --> 00:27:18,806 - Why are you crying? 829 00:27:18,872 --> 00:27:20,574 - I just don't like that for Black women. 830 00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:22,342 It's just nothing I can fix. 831 00:27:22,409 --> 00:27:25,412 I'll never heal from this. 832 00:27:25,479 --> 00:27:26,980 - Who the dancers? 833 00:27:27,047 --> 00:27:28,381 - That's my girls. 834 00:27:31,752 --> 00:27:33,421 Oh, OK. 835 00:27:33,487 --> 00:27:35,488 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 836 00:27:40,127 --> 00:27:41,595 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 837 00:27:41,662 --> 00:27:43,430 [tense music] 838 00:27:43,497 --> 00:27:44,965 - My older sister is your complexion. 839 00:27:45,032 --> 00:27:46,667 - Yep, she is. 840 00:27:46,733 --> 00:27:48,435 - You know how many times we've been in a room together, 841 00:27:48,502 --> 00:27:51,304 and they will acknowledge me like we didn't walk in 842 00:27:51,371 --> 00:27:53,340 together because they feel like we're not together because we 843 00:27:53,407 --> 00:27:55,275 don't look the same? We came out of the same woman. 844 00:27:55,342 --> 00:27:56,276 - Hang on. 845 00:27:56,343 --> 00:27:57,277 Give me a minute. 846 00:27:57,344 --> 00:27:59,279 Excuse me. 847 00:27:59,346 --> 00:28:02,716 - Erica, that's a lot. [bleep]. 848 00:28:02,783 --> 00:28:05,185 - I hate that racist [bleep]. 849 00:28:05,252 --> 00:28:09,723 - [sobs] 850 00:28:09,789 --> 00:28:11,225 - Why are you crying? 851 00:28:11,291 --> 00:28:14,327 - I just don't like that for Black women. 852 00:28:14,394 --> 00:28:16,964 I've experienced it all my life and I just hate it. 853 00:28:17,031 --> 00:28:19,199 And it's just nothing I can fix. 854 00:28:19,266 --> 00:28:22,002 So it was like, when we at the table and you're asking, 855 00:28:22,069 --> 00:28:23,803 like, how can I heal from it? 856 00:28:23,870 --> 00:28:25,839 I'll never heal from this. 857 00:28:25,906 --> 00:28:26,873 - I want to figure it out. 858 00:28:26,940 --> 00:28:27,908 You're my friend. 859 00:28:27,975 --> 00:28:29,176 I'm here with you. 860 00:28:29,243 --> 00:28:30,811 I care about how you feel and I care 861 00:28:30,878 --> 00:28:32,246 about how we can move forward. 862 00:28:32,312 --> 00:28:34,548 But you can't carry that trauma around forever. 863 00:28:34,615 --> 00:28:36,650 Like, we can't be-- we got to figure out how to-- 864 00:28:36,716 --> 00:28:38,585 - It's like, you know, I carry it for my daughter as well. 865 00:28:38,652 --> 00:28:40,921 - Let's teach awareness, but let's not teach trauma. 866 00:28:40,988 --> 00:28:42,790 Let's teach confidence. 867 00:28:42,857 --> 00:28:44,625 Let's redirect it. 868 00:28:44,691 --> 00:28:46,059 - I know. 869 00:28:46,126 --> 00:28:49,530 How do you let go off of pain that comes 870 00:28:49,596 --> 00:28:51,698 with the color of your skin? 871 00:28:51,765 --> 00:28:52,966 I'm a Black girl. 872 00:28:53,033 --> 00:28:54,301 I born a Black girl. 873 00:28:54,368 --> 00:28:55,669 This is the color of my skin. 874 00:28:55,736 --> 00:28:57,604 Love me or hate me, this is who I am. 875 00:28:57,671 --> 00:29:00,174 But there are so many other people out there. 876 00:29:00,241 --> 00:29:01,742 It's not just about me. 877 00:29:01,809 --> 00:29:03,077 Do you ever have this conversation 878 00:29:03,144 --> 00:29:04,278 with your sisters? 879 00:29:04,345 --> 00:29:05,412 - Yeah. 880 00:29:05,479 --> 00:29:07,080 So once I was reading her diary, 881 00:29:07,147 --> 00:29:12,052 she wrote in it that she wished she looked like me. 882 00:29:12,119 --> 00:29:15,288 So when stuff like that happen, it really just-- 883 00:29:15,355 --> 00:29:18,592 - She did? 884 00:29:18,658 --> 00:29:20,461 Damn. 885 00:29:20,528 --> 00:29:23,664 You make me sad. 886 00:29:23,730 --> 00:29:26,867 - We had a teacher tell us we wasn't real sisters before. 887 00:29:26,934 --> 00:29:32,072 It's a battle that I fought for my sister, so I understand. 888 00:29:32,139 --> 00:29:34,441 - This is so sad. 889 00:29:34,508 --> 00:29:36,410 Y'all like, we a great group together. 890 00:29:36,477 --> 00:29:38,746 And thank you, Renni, for just being a sweet girl. 891 00:29:38,813 --> 00:29:39,780 We love you. 892 00:29:39,846 --> 00:29:42,316 - And I love you too. 893 00:29:42,383 --> 00:29:44,151 I'm going to pray for y'all tonight. 894 00:29:44,218 --> 00:29:47,354 [funky music] 895 00:29:47,421 --> 00:29:54,528 ♪♪ ♪♪ 896 00:29:54,595 --> 00:29:56,430 - ♪♪ Hold on, let me talk my [bleep] ♪♪ 897 00:29:56,496 --> 00:29:57,864 ♪♪ Let's do it, We're gonna ♪♪ 898 00:29:57,931 --> 00:29:59,066 - Keep an open mind. 899 00:29:59,132 --> 00:30:00,801 Leave your mind open. 900 00:30:00,868 --> 00:30:01,835 Hey, how you doing? 901 00:30:01,902 --> 00:30:04,037 OK, Miss Diana Ross. 902 00:30:04,104 --> 00:30:05,405 How you doing? What's up? 903 00:30:05,472 --> 00:30:06,640 How you doing? - Nice to meet you. 904 00:30:06,707 --> 00:30:07,942 - Nice to meet you too. 905 00:30:08,008 --> 00:30:09,276 - So I'm in the studio with Bang. 906 00:30:09,343 --> 00:30:11,478 Saucy and Zell are coming through. 907 00:30:11,544 --> 00:30:14,114 I dropped it in Zell's ear if he would 908 00:30:14,181 --> 00:30:16,016 ask Saucy to be on the song, so we're 909 00:30:16,082 --> 00:30:17,084 going to see how it goes. 910 00:30:17,151 --> 00:30:18,185 This is Bang. 911 00:30:18,252 --> 00:30:19,753 He produced the song "Vogue." 912 00:30:19,820 --> 00:30:21,555 And we're just hoping that you would get on it. 913 00:30:21,621 --> 00:30:22,622 - Why? 914 00:30:22,689 --> 00:30:24,625 Cause it's "Vogue"? 915 00:30:24,691 --> 00:30:26,727 - I think you're mad creative, you know what I'm saying? 916 00:30:26,794 --> 00:30:27,795 And it's "Vogue." 917 00:30:27,861 --> 00:30:29,163 I think you fit the mold. 918 00:30:29,230 --> 00:30:30,564 I couldn't think of nobody else that 919 00:30:30,631 --> 00:30:32,600 could, like, make sense for the song, 920 00:30:32,666 --> 00:30:33,600 you know what I'm saying? 921 00:30:33,667 --> 00:30:35,035 So-- 922 00:30:35,102 --> 00:30:36,803 - I'm not going in with any expectations. 923 00:30:36,870 --> 00:30:40,006 Zell knew her from, like, a long time ago. 924 00:30:40,073 --> 00:30:43,444 I'm going in as a more meet and greet. 925 00:30:43,510 --> 00:30:44,778 - I am a woman. 926 00:30:44,845 --> 00:30:47,347 I will sell my [bleep]. 927 00:30:47,414 --> 00:30:50,317 - ♪♪ Drop, drop, drop, drop, drop ♪♪ 928 00:30:50,383 --> 00:30:53,420 ♪♪ Drop, drop, drop, drop, drop, drop ♪♪ 929 00:30:53,487 --> 00:30:56,357 - ♪♪ Vogue, Vogue, Vogue, Vogue ♪♪ 930 00:30:56,423 --> 00:30:57,858 ♪♪ Flood out the patek top of the hill ♪♪ 931 00:30:57,925 --> 00:31:00,694 ♪♪ Snow out my neck like Buffalo Bills ♪♪ 932 00:31:00,761 --> 00:31:02,295 - ♪♪ Drop, drop, drop ♪♪ 933 00:31:02,362 --> 00:31:03,697 - ♪♪ Snow out my neck like Buffalo Bills ♪♪ 934 00:31:03,764 --> 00:31:06,666 ♪♪ Vogue, Vogue, Vogue, Vogue ♪♪ 935 00:31:12,172 --> 00:31:14,241 - My first impressions of the track was, 936 00:31:14,308 --> 00:31:15,709 I don't think that Madonna would give 937 00:31:15,776 --> 00:31:18,345 a [bleep] if I did that song. 938 00:31:18,412 --> 00:31:19,947 - So what do you think, Sauce? 939 00:31:20,014 --> 00:31:21,382 - Um, that's cute. 940 00:31:21,448 --> 00:31:22,750 I got a song that sound exactly like that. 941 00:31:22,816 --> 00:31:24,151 - Really? 942 00:31:24,218 --> 00:31:25,352 - Literally the same beat and all that. 943 00:31:25,419 --> 00:31:26,720 - I'm Jessica White. 944 00:31:26,787 --> 00:31:27,988 I don't like to ask for help. 945 00:31:28,054 --> 00:31:29,756 And I don't like to ask for favors. 946 00:31:29,823 --> 00:31:33,093 I already know the answer's no, but I'm not easily shaken. 947 00:31:33,159 --> 00:31:34,995 I have to create the vision for myself. 948 00:31:35,061 --> 00:31:36,563 - How long you been rapping? 949 00:31:36,630 --> 00:31:37,798 - Well, no, I sing. 950 00:31:37,865 --> 00:31:39,266 - She don't really rap. - I don't rap. 951 00:31:39,333 --> 00:31:40,234 - You know what I'm saying? - OK. 952 00:31:40,300 --> 00:31:41,368 - She sings for real. 953 00:31:41,435 --> 00:31:42,369 - You just started music, huh? 954 00:31:42,436 --> 00:31:44,171 - No, I've been-- - You been? 955 00:31:44,237 --> 00:31:45,639 - Yeah, since like, 2010. 956 00:31:45,706 --> 00:31:46,840 - Yeah, so why you never worked with her? 957 00:31:46,906 --> 00:31:48,075 You be rapping and [bleep]. 958 00:31:48,142 --> 00:31:49,110 I feel like that's your comeback. 959 00:31:49,176 --> 00:31:50,844 She dropping a new EP. 960 00:31:50,911 --> 00:31:52,513 Like, y'all both, you know what I'm saying, get in the field. 961 00:31:52,579 --> 00:31:55,082 So you don't want her to help you with nothing? 962 00:31:55,148 --> 00:31:56,483 Bangladesh, that's wrong. 963 00:31:56,550 --> 00:31:57,818 - He wanted to work with you, though. 964 00:31:57,884 --> 00:31:59,453 - Yeah, what's up with you? 965 00:31:59,519 --> 00:32:01,188 - Like, you trying to avoid-- you trying to avoid-- 966 00:32:01,254 --> 00:32:02,990 you trying to avoid what we trying to do. 967 00:32:03,057 --> 00:32:04,758 - I ain't trying to avoid it. 968 00:32:04,825 --> 00:32:06,693 You know, this is my first time even meeting any one of y'all. 969 00:32:06,760 --> 00:32:09,229 So just coming in like, hey, get on my song, like, whoa. 970 00:32:09,296 --> 00:32:11,198 - Well, I do appreciate you for coming 971 00:32:11,264 --> 00:32:13,099 and, you know, at least listening to it. 972 00:32:13,166 --> 00:32:14,635 - Of course. I ain't too big for that. 973 00:32:14,701 --> 00:32:15,903 A lot of people are out here winging it with music, 974 00:32:15,969 --> 00:32:17,504 just trying to do something. 975 00:32:17,571 --> 00:32:19,239 Honestly, we're in a world where you can wing it. 976 00:32:19,306 --> 00:32:21,175 I feel like if she follows her gut with the music 977 00:32:21,241 --> 00:32:23,009 that she really likes and more of that. 978 00:32:23,076 --> 00:32:24,311 What's your name? - Jessica. 979 00:32:24,378 --> 00:32:25,713 - Jessica? - Mm-hmm. 980 00:32:25,779 --> 00:32:27,081 - Jessica, uh-- - White. 981 00:32:27,147 --> 00:32:30,183 - This is Nick Cannon baby mama, right? 982 00:32:30,250 --> 00:32:31,852 - Oh, my God. - What? 983 00:32:31,918 --> 00:32:33,220 This ain't her? 984 00:32:33,287 --> 00:32:34,521 - No, she's not this baby mama though. 985 00:32:34,588 --> 00:32:35,523 - Oh, what? 986 00:32:35,589 --> 00:32:36,490 What? 987 00:32:36,557 --> 00:32:38,058 - I had miscarriages, so yeah. 988 00:32:38,125 --> 00:32:39,426 - OK. Like, OK. 989 00:32:39,493 --> 00:32:40,728 I'm sorry. 990 00:32:40,794 --> 00:32:42,362 I didn't mean for it to come out like that. 991 00:32:42,429 --> 00:32:44,164 - When people do that to me, I instantly 992 00:32:44,230 --> 00:32:45,799 go into a protective space. 993 00:32:45,865 --> 00:32:47,434 Like, no, I can have babies. 994 00:32:47,501 --> 00:32:49,002 I would have been a baby mother. 995 00:32:49,069 --> 00:32:51,505 Nothing that he did was wrong. 996 00:32:51,572 --> 00:32:53,807 [sniffles] I think that it's about just being conscious. 997 00:32:53,874 --> 00:32:56,509 But most importantly, it's about me healing. 998 00:32:56,576 --> 00:32:58,379 - You like a little hidden gem. 999 00:32:58,445 --> 00:33:00,480 So I really want you to, like, you know what I'm saying, 1000 00:33:00,547 --> 00:33:01,815 stay focused on your [bleep]. 1001 00:33:01,882 --> 00:33:02,816 - Absolutely. 1002 00:33:05,786 --> 00:33:07,254 - Not right now. 1003 00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:08,755 I don't picture myself on this track. 1004 00:33:09,890 --> 00:33:10,991 Why it got to be why? 1005 00:33:11,058 --> 00:33:12,859 I built my accolades up. 1006 00:33:12,926 --> 00:33:14,761 Jessica has just started when it comes to music. 1007 00:33:14,828 --> 00:33:17,164 I did not know anything about her besides her being Nick 1008 00:33:17,230 --> 00:33:18,732 Cannon baby mama. Shout-out to Nick Cannon. 1009 00:33:18,799 --> 00:33:19,767 He a Libra. 1010 00:33:19,833 --> 00:33:21,168 We got the same birthday. 1011 00:33:21,235 --> 00:33:22,736 But once she gets a little more established, 1012 00:33:22,803 --> 00:33:24,471 that's a conversation that we double back have. 1013 00:33:24,538 --> 00:33:25,939 - Bye, guys. - Bye. 1014 00:33:26,006 --> 00:33:27,507 Nice to meet you, babe. - Nice to meet you too. 1015 00:33:27,574 --> 00:33:28,943 - Nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 1016 00:33:29,010 --> 00:33:30,277 - See you, gang. 1017 00:33:30,344 --> 00:33:31,746 Nice to meet you. 1018 00:33:31,812 --> 00:33:34,214 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 1019 00:33:34,281 --> 00:33:35,983 - [gasping] 1020 00:33:36,049 --> 00:33:37,351 - Oh, no. 1021 00:33:37,417 --> 00:33:38,685 We gotta go; we gotta go. 1022 00:33:38,752 --> 00:33:39,853 We gotta go, Bambi. 1023 00:33:39,920 --> 00:33:41,122 Come on. 1024 00:33:41,188 --> 00:33:42,356 - I can't get up; I can't get up. 1025 00:33:42,423 --> 00:33:44,358 I can't [bleep] get up. 1026 00:33:44,424 --> 00:33:47,160 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1027 00:33:51,798 --> 00:33:53,233 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1028 00:33:53,300 --> 00:33:56,270 - ♪♪ All my girls bad doing bad things ♪♪ 1029 00:33:56,337 --> 00:33:59,874 ♪♪ Big Birkin bags, big cars and big rings ♪♪ 1030 00:33:59,940 --> 00:34:03,244 ♪♪ All my girls bad, doing bad things ♪♪ 1031 00:34:03,310 --> 00:34:08,816 ♪♪ Big Birkin bags, big cars, and big rings ♪♪ 1032 00:34:08,883 --> 00:34:10,284 - That's my girls. 1033 00:34:10,351 --> 00:34:11,685 - Jesus Christ, you think I'm gonna-- 1034 00:34:11,752 --> 00:34:12,986 I'm not like that. 1035 00:34:13,053 --> 00:34:13,987 This is a comfortable conversation 1036 00:34:14,054 --> 00:34:15,522 to get involved in. 1037 00:34:15,589 --> 00:34:16,824 You were talking about talking about this choreography. 1038 00:34:16,890 --> 00:34:17,958 - Now I got to watch you. 1039 00:34:18,025 --> 00:34:19,259 It's the night of the showcase. 1040 00:34:19,326 --> 00:34:21,462 We have dancers. We have food. 1041 00:34:21,528 --> 00:34:22,763 We have drinks. 1042 00:34:22,830 --> 00:34:24,198 Everyone's having a good time. 1043 00:34:24,264 --> 00:34:26,200 Kai invited a bunch of executives tonight. 1044 00:34:26,267 --> 00:34:29,569 And Amy and I literally just did this song yesterday. 1045 00:34:29,636 --> 00:34:30,904 So it's a lot of pressure. 1046 00:34:30,971 --> 00:34:32,239 But you know what? 1047 00:34:32,306 --> 00:34:34,408 I've had more pressure in my life. 1048 00:34:34,475 --> 00:34:37,377 [upbeat funky music] 1049 00:34:37,444 --> 00:34:39,213 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1050 00:34:39,279 --> 00:34:40,214 - Hi. 1051 00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:41,949 - Sis! 1052 00:34:42,015 --> 00:34:43,417 - OK, it's giving superstar. 1053 00:34:43,484 --> 00:34:44,551 - You look good. 1054 00:34:44,618 --> 00:34:46,152 - It's giving main attraction. 1055 00:34:46,219 --> 00:34:47,587 Hey. - How are you doing? 1056 00:34:47,654 --> 00:34:49,189 I'm Kai. Nice to meet you. 1057 00:34:49,256 --> 00:34:50,224 - I'm Amy. 1058 00:34:50,291 --> 00:34:52,126 I've been hearing a lot about you. 1059 00:34:52,192 --> 00:34:53,694 So you love the record, I'm sure. 1060 00:34:53,760 --> 00:34:54,728 - I love it. Nah, I love the record. 1061 00:34:54,795 --> 00:34:56,263 I'm excited to see y'all do it. 1062 00:34:56,329 --> 00:34:57,864 - So who's invited tonight? Who is coming? 1063 00:34:57,931 --> 00:34:59,399 You know I want to know. 1064 00:34:59,466 --> 00:35:00,668 - I know Bambi's coming, 'cause Bambi's performing. 1065 00:35:00,734 --> 00:35:02,136 - OK, Bambi's coming. 1066 00:35:02,202 --> 00:35:04,504 Yandy's supposed to be coming, Jessica too. 1067 00:35:04,571 --> 00:35:05,605 - Y'all vibe out. 1068 00:35:05,672 --> 00:35:07,107 You know, it's execs here. 1069 00:35:07,174 --> 00:35:08,576 I'ma go catch up with my boys, and then I'll see 1070 00:35:08,642 --> 00:35:09,776 y'all in a little bit. Y'all do your thing. 1071 00:35:09,843 --> 00:35:10,778 - OK. - Ooh! 1072 00:35:10,845 --> 00:35:12,379 I was like-- 1073 00:35:12,446 --> 00:35:13,580 [laughter] 1074 00:35:13,647 --> 00:35:14,882 They say he brought the execs. 1075 00:35:14,949 --> 00:35:16,183 - Yeah. 1076 00:35:16,250 --> 00:35:17,718 - Karlie, that's what I like to hear. 1077 00:35:17,785 --> 00:35:19,453 Are you ready for this performance? 1078 00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:20,854 - OK, yeah. 1079 00:35:20,921 --> 00:35:22,155 Let's let's go get ready so we can go. 1080 00:35:22,222 --> 00:35:23,224 - We're going to get ready? - Mm-hmm. 1081 00:35:23,290 --> 00:35:24,091 - OK, OK. 1082 00:35:24,158 --> 00:35:27,260 [upbeat funky music] 1083 00:35:27,327 --> 00:35:33,200 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1084 00:35:33,267 --> 00:35:36,403 - I'm arriving at the 1501 event to support Karlie 1085 00:35:36,470 --> 00:35:37,605 and to support Amy. 1086 00:35:37,671 --> 00:35:39,173 I'm going to be performing tonight. 1087 00:35:39,239 --> 00:35:42,209 I've been having a really rough past few days. 1088 00:35:42,275 --> 00:35:44,245 Despite everything that I'm going through, 1089 00:35:44,311 --> 00:35:46,713 I just do not want to let my friends down. 1090 00:35:46,780 --> 00:35:53,053 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1091 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:58,458 I don't feel good. 1092 00:35:58,525 --> 00:36:01,028 - I'm not sure what's going on with Bambi. 1093 00:36:01,094 --> 00:36:02,963 Like, her eyes were rolling. 1094 00:36:03,029 --> 00:36:04,998 She was sweating profusely. 1095 00:36:05,065 --> 00:36:06,833 And I've never seen her like this. 1096 00:36:06,900 --> 00:36:09,803 This is not good. 1097 00:36:09,870 --> 00:36:11,738 - Drink some water, drink some water. 1098 00:36:11,805 --> 00:36:13,240 Why don't you drink some water? 1099 00:36:16,943 --> 00:36:18,378 - You don't got to perform, baby. 1100 00:36:18,445 --> 00:36:20,614 You gotta-- you just gotta get this together, man. 1101 00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:21,948 You gotta get this together. 1102 00:36:22,015 --> 00:36:23,417 You've been having several panic attacks. 1103 00:36:23,484 --> 00:36:24,584 - Oh, my gosh. 1104 00:36:24,651 --> 00:36:25,953 - This is the third one this week. 1105 00:36:26,020 --> 00:36:28,255 - [gasping] 1106 00:36:28,322 --> 00:36:30,857 - Oh, no. We gotta go. 1107 00:36:30,924 --> 00:36:32,326 You gotta go, Bambi. Come on. 1108 00:36:32,392 --> 00:36:34,127 - I can't get up. I can't get up. 1109 00:36:34,194 --> 00:36:36,063 I can't [bleep] get up. 1110 00:36:36,130 --> 00:36:37,398 - You want to go in the bathroom, sis? 1111 00:36:37,464 --> 00:36:38,665 - I don't know. 1112 00:36:38,732 --> 00:36:40,367 As soon as I walked in, sit down, 1113 00:36:40,434 --> 00:36:44,438 instantly, I just start feeling weird. 1114 00:36:44,504 --> 00:36:46,340 I mean, I've had panic attacks before, 1115 00:36:46,407 --> 00:36:48,041 but they've been private. 1116 00:36:48,108 --> 00:36:51,211 I have never had this experience in public. 1117 00:36:51,278 --> 00:36:53,747 - Come on, get up for me. - Come on. 1118 00:36:53,814 --> 00:36:56,283 - Oh, [bleep]. - All right. 1119 00:36:56,350 --> 00:36:58,419 Damn. You got her bag. 1120 00:36:58,485 --> 00:36:59,353 - What's wrong? 1121 00:36:59,419 --> 00:37:04,859 - Sis, I don't [bleep] know. 1122 00:37:04,925 --> 00:37:07,594 - It's OK, baby. - What's going on? 1123 00:37:07,661 --> 00:37:08,662 - Breathe. 1124 00:37:08,729 --> 00:37:09,730 - My mouth is numb, y'all. 1125 00:37:09,797 --> 00:37:10,865 - What's going on? 1126 00:37:10,931 --> 00:37:13,000 - I don't know. 1127 00:37:13,066 --> 00:37:15,635 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1128 00:37:20,474 --> 00:37:21,642 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1129 00:37:21,709 --> 00:37:23,277 - It's OK, baby. 1130 00:37:23,344 --> 00:37:24,278 - What's going on? 1131 00:37:24,344 --> 00:37:26,813 - I don't know. 1132 00:37:28,281 --> 00:37:29,216 - I don't know. 1133 00:37:29,283 --> 00:37:30,884 - You've gotta go. 1134 00:37:30,951 --> 00:37:34,221 - I have been going through the toughest of situations. 1135 00:37:34,287 --> 00:37:37,191 I've been bullied, I've been lied on, 1136 00:37:37,258 --> 00:37:38,225 I've been talked about. 1137 00:37:38,291 --> 00:37:39,693 I'm going through a divorce. 1138 00:37:39,759 --> 00:37:41,662 I'm going through breakups with friends. 1139 00:37:41,729 --> 00:37:44,498 Like, all of these things, it's just a lot. 1140 00:37:44,564 --> 00:37:45,899 Somebody call my mama. 1141 00:37:45,966 --> 00:37:47,568 I want to go to my mama's house. 1142 00:37:47,635 --> 00:37:49,102 - What happened? 1143 00:37:49,169 --> 00:37:50,103 - Anxiety attack, panic. 1144 00:37:50,170 --> 00:37:51,872 She just sitting there-- 1145 00:37:51,938 --> 00:37:53,507 - She was just sitting there and it just started happening. 1146 00:37:53,573 --> 00:37:54,875 - It was already building up when she got-- 1147 00:37:54,942 --> 00:37:56,543 when she pulled up. - OK. 1148 00:37:56,610 --> 00:37:57,812 - I'm sorry. 1149 00:37:57,878 --> 00:37:58,879 - You ain't got to say sorry to me. 1150 00:37:58,946 --> 00:38:00,681 Are you crazy? It's OK. 1151 00:38:00,747 --> 00:38:01,982 You are a superwoman. 1152 00:38:02,049 --> 00:38:03,751 And you can't be strong all the time. 1153 00:38:03,818 --> 00:38:05,352 - No, I feel like I've just been [bleep] failing. 1154 00:38:05,419 --> 00:38:06,820 - You've got kids. 1155 00:38:06,887 --> 00:38:08,355 You take care of the household. 1156 00:38:08,422 --> 00:38:11,692 You've been doing everything by yourself for so long, 1157 00:38:11,758 --> 00:38:13,159 and I've been watching you. 1158 00:38:13,226 --> 00:38:14,795 - I really wanted to do this for you, though. 1159 00:38:14,862 --> 00:38:16,196 I truly do not feel like a superwoman right now. 1160 00:38:16,263 --> 00:38:17,798 But at the end of the day, Karlie 1161 00:38:17,865 --> 00:38:19,199 has been a great friend. 1162 00:38:19,266 --> 00:38:20,200 She's been there for me. 1163 00:38:20,267 --> 00:38:21,802 Karlie always shows up. 1164 00:38:21,869 --> 00:38:25,205 And now, at the moment that I could show up for her, 1165 00:38:25,272 --> 00:38:26,373 I can't. 1166 00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:28,242 So it's just really upsetting. 1167 00:38:28,308 --> 00:38:29,577 - Everything good with Bam? 1168 00:38:29,643 --> 00:38:31,111 - It was like she couldn't breathe. 1169 00:38:31,177 --> 00:38:33,413 - Well, apparently, that's her fourth anxiety 1170 00:38:33,480 --> 00:38:35,115 attack this week. 1171 00:38:35,182 --> 00:38:37,183 - Karlie, does this change the dynamic of the showcase? 1172 00:38:37,250 --> 00:38:38,952 Because I know she was going to perform. 1173 00:38:39,019 --> 00:38:40,287 - Well, you know, you know, sometimes it be like, 1174 00:38:40,354 --> 00:38:41,989 oh, the show goes on. - The show must go on. 1175 00:38:42,056 --> 00:38:43,623 - I don't mean to say it like that, but the show must go on. 1176 00:38:43,690 --> 00:38:45,826 - Bambi's health is more important than anything. 1177 00:38:45,893 --> 00:38:46,827 But it's a showcase. 1178 00:38:46,894 --> 00:38:48,095 So hey, guess what. 1179 00:38:48,162 --> 00:38:49,997 We're going to show up and show out. 1180 00:38:50,064 --> 00:38:52,166 - All right, coming to the stage, I need y'all to start 1181 00:38:52,232 --> 00:38:53,500 clapping y'all hands. 1182 00:38:53,567 --> 00:38:57,371 Make some mother[bleep] noise for my girl Karlie 1183 00:38:57,438 --> 00:39:00,674 and my girl Amy! 1184 00:39:00,741 --> 00:39:03,643 [upbeat funky music] 1185 00:39:03,710 --> 00:39:05,913 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1186 00:39:05,979 --> 00:39:07,314 - ♪♪ I'm like a drug ♪♪ 1187 00:39:07,381 --> 00:39:08,849 ♪♪ Got him locked ♪♪ 1188 00:39:08,916 --> 00:39:10,517 ♪♪ Tell me he in love, but he full of [bleep] ♪♪ 1189 00:39:10,584 --> 00:39:13,053 - I got to give it to Karlie for getting on the stage. 1190 00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:16,490 But I have to take it away from Karlie because you got to walk 1191 00:39:16,557 --> 00:39:18,258 into these spaces ready. 1192 00:39:18,325 --> 00:39:20,928 Because sometimes you have one opportunity to show 1193 00:39:20,994 --> 00:39:22,796 an audience what you got. 1194 00:39:22,863 --> 00:39:25,666 And if this is what you got, this ain't it. 1195 00:39:25,733 --> 00:39:26,800 - ♪♪ You can't hit, don't trip ♪♪ 1196 00:39:26,867 --> 00:39:28,402 ♪♪ Use your tongue, tongue ♪♪ 1197 00:39:28,469 --> 00:39:29,503 ♪♪ I'm from Detroit, so you know I love it deep ♪♪ 1198 00:39:29,569 --> 00:39:30,770 ♪♪ I'm a rider ♪♪ 1199 00:39:30,837 --> 00:39:32,038 ♪♪ I [bleep] his face for a week ♪♪ 1200 00:39:32,105 --> 00:39:33,373 - Amy is a great performer, so she's going 1201 00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:34,507 to get out there and have fun. 1202 00:39:34,574 --> 00:39:36,276 And Karlie is free-spirited. 1203 00:39:36,343 --> 00:39:38,679 She's done something that I haven't even been able to do, 1204 00:39:38,745 --> 00:39:40,114 get up there and move. 1205 00:39:40,180 --> 00:39:44,251 - Hey! 1206 00:39:44,318 --> 00:39:45,753 - [laughs] 1207 00:39:45,819 --> 00:39:50,324 [cheers and applause] 1208 00:39:50,391 --> 00:39:52,493 - How you feeling? 1209 00:39:52,559 --> 00:39:54,528 - Hey, good job, Mama. 1210 00:39:54,595 --> 00:39:56,297 No doubt. Your bars is on point. 1211 00:39:56,364 --> 00:39:57,330 - Thank you. 1212 00:39:57,397 --> 00:39:58,666 I'm really excited. 1213 00:39:58,732 --> 00:40:00,434 I'm not shocked that Kai loved the show. 1214 00:40:00,500 --> 00:40:03,103 This is what I came for, to grow in my career. 1215 00:40:03,170 --> 00:40:05,239 And I'm definitely appreciative of Miss Redd 1216 00:40:05,306 --> 00:40:07,674 and her man putting me in a position 1217 00:40:07,741 --> 00:40:08,842 to be in front of some execs. 1218 00:40:08,909 --> 00:40:10,144 I'm definitely thankful. 1219 00:40:10,211 --> 00:40:11,978 - This was a great night for you. 1220 00:40:12,045 --> 00:40:16,617 - And as a "manager," you know, I respect your opinion. 1221 00:40:16,684 --> 00:40:18,151 - I want you to get up there. 1222 00:40:18,218 --> 00:40:19,286 I want you to keep working on them dance moves. 1223 00:40:19,352 --> 00:40:20,654 - Yes. 1224 00:40:20,721 --> 00:40:22,423 - You about to be touring the world, 1225 00:40:22,489 --> 00:40:23,591 so you got to make sure-- that right there ain't a touring 1226 00:40:23,657 --> 00:40:25,125 the world performance. 1227 00:40:25,191 --> 00:40:26,793 So you got to get in that studio and rehearse. 1228 00:40:26,860 --> 00:40:28,562 - Me and Amy didn't even do soundcheck, 1229 00:40:28,629 --> 00:40:30,363 but it's all about having fun. 1230 00:40:30,430 --> 00:40:31,731 This was a good time. 1231 00:40:31,798 --> 00:40:33,400 Now we're going to go back to the drawing board and 1232 00:40:33,467 --> 00:40:35,035 practice, practice, practice. 1233 00:40:35,102 --> 00:40:36,604 Period. 1234 00:40:36,670 --> 00:40:38,339 - Girl, let me show you what I'ma be doing when I go home. 1235 00:40:38,406 --> 00:40:40,407 It's going to start like this and then go out there. 1236 00:40:40,473 --> 00:40:41,408 - You want to go out? 1237 00:40:41,475 --> 00:40:42,409 You want to go out? 1238 00:40:42,475 --> 00:40:44,978 [screams] 1239 00:40:56,723 --> 00:40:57,891 - Next on Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"... 1240 00:40:57,958 --> 00:41:00,294 - This is my final time being able to see 1241 00:41:00,361 --> 00:41:01,628 my mother in the flesh. 1242 00:41:01,695 --> 00:41:03,229 I know I'll rejoin her one day. 1243 00:41:03,296 --> 00:41:04,665 [applause] 1244 00:41:04,732 --> 00:41:07,100 - The best course of action would be to send 1245 00:41:07,167 --> 00:41:08,402 her a cease and desist letter. 1246 00:41:08,468 --> 00:41:09,536 And now that she's threatening you, 1247 00:41:09,603 --> 00:41:10,905 you can get a protective order. 1248 00:41:10,971 --> 00:41:11,905 - Protect my children. 1249 00:41:11,972 --> 00:41:13,039 - Exactly. 1250 00:41:13,106 --> 00:41:14,608 - So y'all both dating Scrappy? 1251 00:41:14,675 --> 00:41:16,610 - He was [bleep] that [bleep] real good. 1252 00:41:16,677 --> 00:41:17,644 - Yours? 1253 00:41:17,711 --> 00:41:20,313 - Yeah. 1254 00:41:20,380 --> 00:41:24,352 - At one time, I respected Mazi. 1255 00:41:24,418 --> 00:41:25,786 He let me down. 1256 00:41:25,852 --> 00:41:27,087 - So you ain't got respect for me no more? 1257 00:41:27,154 --> 00:41:28,456 - No, I don't. 1258 00:41:28,522 --> 00:41:30,224 - Do you want her to [bleep] die? 1259 00:41:30,290 --> 00:41:31,425 So you want her to die? - Look, man. 1260 00:41:31,492 --> 00:41:33,493 I'm telling you-- - Let her die!