1 00:00:02,135 --> 00:00:04,004 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,071 --> 00:00:06,139 - Previously on ""Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta."" 3 00:00:06,206 --> 00:00:07,407 - You ready? 4 00:00:07,474 --> 00:00:09,109 - Yes, I'm excited. I cannot wait. 5 00:00:09,176 --> 00:00:10,844 all: We love you, Spice! 6 00:00:16,683 --> 00:00:18,085 - The most important relationship 7 00:00:18,151 --> 00:00:19,219 that I've ever been in-- 8 00:00:19,286 --> 00:00:21,154 - Was it with Nick Cannon? 9 00:00:21,221 --> 00:00:22,289 - I had a miscarriage. 10 00:00:22,356 --> 00:00:23,724 And then I ended up finding out that 11 00:00:23,790 --> 00:00:25,492 he had another woman pregnant. 12 00:00:25,559 --> 00:00:27,227 - I slid a little kiss in there. 13 00:00:27,294 --> 00:00:28,462 It was a slick--it was-- 14 00:00:28,529 --> 00:00:29,897 - You liked it? 15 00:00:29,963 --> 00:00:31,198 - I can't say I liked it or disliked it-- 16 00:00:31,265 --> 00:00:32,533 - You liked it. 17 00:00:32,599 --> 00:00:35,002 - We lay up. - You seen this [bleep] before? 18 00:00:35,068 --> 00:00:36,503 - How you going to be kissing on other [bleep] 19 00:00:36,570 --> 00:00:38,405 when you're trying to pursue me? 20 00:00:38,472 --> 00:00:39,773 I ain't even impressed me about you too. 21 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:41,508 Like y'all always be like flirting. 22 00:00:41,575 --> 00:00:43,143 And she was like, he be at my house. 23 00:00:43,210 --> 00:00:44,511 We take naps together. 24 00:00:44,578 --> 00:00:47,948 - Nah, you know, I-- - I--I--I-- 25 00:00:48,015 --> 00:00:49,449 - I know that he said that Diamond he is supposed 26 00:00:49,516 --> 00:00:51,451 to be pregnant from Scrappy. 27 00:00:51,518 --> 00:00:53,620 - You gotta know when you're wrong, though, bro. 28 00:00:53,687 --> 00:00:55,122 - I'm not wrong about my kids. - Let's go outside. 29 00:00:55,189 --> 00:00:56,523 - You got to relax, though. 30 00:00:56,590 --> 00:00:58,492 - What am I doing here as a man, bro? 31 00:01:02,496 --> 00:01:03,697 [funky music] 32 00:01:03,764 --> 00:01:05,098 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 33 00:01:05,165 --> 00:01:06,099 - ♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪ 34 00:01:06,166 --> 00:01:07,467 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 35 00:01:07,534 --> 00:01:08,435 - ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪ 36 00:01:08,502 --> 00:01:09,736 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 37 00:01:09,803 --> 00:01:10,838 ♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪ 38 00:01:10,904 --> 00:01:12,206 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 39 00:01:12,272 --> 00:01:13,974 - ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪ 40 00:01:14,041 --> 00:01:15,976 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 41 00:01:20,614 --> 00:01:21,982 - You gotta calm the [bleep] down. 42 00:01:22,049 --> 00:01:23,450 - I'm calm. 43 00:01:23,517 --> 00:01:24,518 Look, we never did nothing by ourselves. 44 00:01:24,585 --> 00:01:25,819 It's always us. - Bro. 45 00:01:25,886 --> 00:01:27,154 - It's always us. 46 00:01:27,221 --> 00:01:29,089 - I was telling her-- - The dam is broken, bro. 47 00:01:29,156 --> 00:01:30,657 Put it on the Bible you wasn't [bleep] Diamond. 48 00:01:30,724 --> 00:01:32,259 - I'll put it on the Bible. 49 00:01:32,326 --> 00:01:33,827 I'll put it on the [bleep] Bible, that [bleep] right now. 50 00:01:33,894 --> 00:01:36,129 Pregnant rumors-- like, I'm done with it. 51 00:01:36,196 --> 00:01:37,397 Sierra, all y'all. 52 00:01:37,464 --> 00:01:38,999 You can go east, west, north, south. 53 00:01:39,066 --> 00:01:41,268 But you got to stay the [bleep] out my business. 54 00:01:41,335 --> 00:01:44,671 This ain't even my [bleep]. I ain't got to argue with her. 55 00:01:44,738 --> 00:01:46,773 - [bleep]. I ain't my [bleep]. 56 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:48,709 - Not--not-- - Choose your words. 57 00:01:48,775 --> 00:01:50,277 Don't touch me, bro. I got no respect for you. 58 00:01:50,344 --> 00:01:51,311 - Don't touch me. I ain't got no respect for you, [bleep]. 59 00:01:51,378 --> 00:01:52,513 - No respect for you. 60 00:01:52,579 --> 00:01:54,047 Who the [bleep] are you talking to? 61 00:01:54,114 --> 00:01:55,716 We not going to get down like that. 62 00:01:55,782 --> 00:01:57,784 Nah, bet. Kimmy said I'm a [bleep] at the end of the day. 63 00:01:57,851 --> 00:01:59,152 You're not a [bleep]. You're a woman. 64 00:01:59,219 --> 00:02:00,420 - I'm a woman. You called me a [bleep] though. 65 00:02:00,487 --> 00:02:01,855 - At the end of the day, I was--my mistake. 66 00:02:01,922 --> 00:02:03,023 It was my mistake. - You called me a [bleep]. 67 00:02:03,090 --> 00:02:04,458 And I'm a rich one. 68 00:02:04,525 --> 00:02:05,859 Don't forget to put rich in front of [bleep]. 69 00:02:05,926 --> 00:02:07,261 - I'm a rich [bleep]. I believe that. I'm solid. 70 00:02:07,327 --> 00:02:08,595 I don't give a [bleep]. 71 00:02:08,662 --> 00:02:09,496 I'm [bleep] none of that could you tell [bleep]. 72 00:02:09,563 --> 00:02:10,964 - Go on, now. 73 00:02:11,031 --> 00:02:12,599 - You put your hand on me. Don't put your hand on me. 74 00:02:12,666 --> 00:02:13,567 - Look at him. - Look at her. 75 00:02:13,634 --> 00:02:14,968 Look at her. 76 00:02:15,035 --> 00:02:16,403 I can do the same thing that women do. 77 00:02:16,470 --> 00:02:17,571 Look at her. - Look at him. 78 00:02:17,638 --> 00:02:19,006 - Look at her. Look at her. 79 00:02:19,072 --> 00:02:20,474 - This [bleep] really want to fight me. 80 00:02:20,541 --> 00:02:21,542 - I don't want to fight you. I ain't getting invol-- 81 00:02:21,608 --> 00:02:23,310 - Who do that? 82 00:02:23,377 --> 00:02:26,046 - Sierra, mind your business. 83 00:02:26,113 --> 00:02:27,681 I mean, these ladies don't understand 84 00:02:27,748 --> 00:02:29,149 what Scrappy going through. 85 00:02:29,216 --> 00:02:31,151 The man is trying to get his life in order. 86 00:02:31,218 --> 00:02:33,020 So you think he want to hear y'all approach him 87 00:02:33,086 --> 00:02:35,088 and tell him what he ain't doing for his kids 88 00:02:35,155 --> 00:02:36,990 or what he ain't doing to his home? 89 00:02:37,057 --> 00:02:39,927 Bruh, these women-- 90 00:02:39,993 --> 00:02:42,863 if they don't--they don't form the code against you, bro, 91 00:02:42,930 --> 00:02:44,164 you understand what I'm saying? 92 00:02:44,231 --> 00:02:46,033 Like, it's like, you got to figure out a way, bro, 93 00:02:46,099 --> 00:02:49,102 to get through to them, bro, without-- 94 00:02:49,169 --> 00:02:51,772 - Like, for real. He really did the most. 95 00:02:51,839 --> 00:02:54,341 [tense hip-hop beat] 96 00:02:54,408 --> 00:02:55,709 ♪♪ ♪♪ 97 00:02:55,776 --> 00:02:57,644 - ♪♪ Drinks in the limo ♪♪ 98 00:02:57,711 --> 00:02:59,179 ♪♪ What you gonna do about that? ♪♪ 99 00:02:59,246 --> 00:03:00,747 ♪♪ Go and dance with the ladies ♪♪ 100 00:03:00,814 --> 00:03:02,182 ♪♪ The stars in the night about to blow ♪♪ 101 00:03:02,249 --> 00:03:03,951 ♪♪ On the big dance floor out back ♪♪ 102 00:03:04,017 --> 00:03:06,553 - All right. You ready? - Mm-hmm. 103 00:03:06,620 --> 00:03:08,222 ♪♪ ♪♪ 104 00:03:08,288 --> 00:03:09,656 - I feel like I look dumb. That's not how it goes. 105 00:03:09,723 --> 00:03:10,924 - No, you don't. You just keep dancing. 106 00:03:10,991 --> 00:03:12,192 Don't--you know what I'm saying? 107 00:03:12,259 --> 00:03:13,594 Just--just focus. 108 00:03:13,660 --> 00:03:14,995 - We're not going to say anything about the product? 109 00:03:15,062 --> 00:03:16,797 - No, we just keep dancing. They don't care. 110 00:03:16,864 --> 00:03:18,532 - [chuckles] - They just want to dance. 111 00:03:18,599 --> 00:03:19,933 - Is that what the TikTok world is about? 112 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:22,269 - Yeah. - What happened to like-- 113 00:03:22,336 --> 00:03:23,804 - Oh, we could try that too. We could try that too. 114 00:03:23,871 --> 00:03:25,072 I don't know any old-school dancers. 115 00:03:25,138 --> 00:03:27,174 That was like 1960 or something. 116 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:28,742 - 1960? - Yeah. 117 00:03:28,809 --> 00:03:30,811 - 1990. What you talking about? 118 00:03:30,878 --> 00:03:34,581 - Didn't you like, walk with Martin Luther King? 119 00:03:34,648 --> 00:03:36,183 [loud smack] Ow! Yo! 120 00:03:36,250 --> 00:03:37,651 - One thing that's important to me 121 00:03:37,718 --> 00:03:39,520 is making money in my sleep. 122 00:03:39,586 --> 00:03:41,221 So you got to make sure your dance moves are right. 123 00:03:41,288 --> 00:03:43,023 You got to make sure those curls are popping, 124 00:03:43,090 --> 00:03:44,491 little Mendeecees. 125 00:03:44,558 --> 00:03:47,561 And you got to make sure there is Yelle product visible. 126 00:03:47,628 --> 00:03:48,595 You want to go to college, right? 127 00:03:48,662 --> 00:03:50,364 - Oh, whoa. Whoa. Whoa. 128 00:03:50,430 --> 00:03:52,432 - What's up, boo? - What's up? 129 00:03:52,499 --> 00:03:54,434 - Why you come in here like that, with that face? 130 00:03:54,501 --> 00:03:57,938 - Nah, I'm just chilling, man. - What's wrong with you? 131 00:03:58,005 --> 00:04:00,541 - Why you look like that? - 'Cause, 'cause. 132 00:04:00,607 --> 00:04:02,776 No, know after I did that interview today, 133 00:04:02,843 --> 00:04:04,211 that Shannon Sharpe interview, 134 00:04:04,278 --> 00:04:06,446 they took the one thing I said about my mom, 135 00:04:06,513 --> 00:04:07,848 they just took it the wrong way. 136 00:04:07,915 --> 00:04:09,550 It's all over the place. 137 00:04:09,616 --> 00:04:10,918 And my mom called me, of course, 138 00:04:10,984 --> 00:04:14,021 upset, pissed off, and asked me why can I-- 139 00:04:14,087 --> 00:04:15,589 how can I say something like that. 140 00:04:15,656 --> 00:04:17,057 - What did you say? 141 00:04:17,124 --> 00:04:19,893 - Shannon Sharpe had asked me about my life 142 00:04:19,960 --> 00:04:21,461 as a drug dealer. 143 00:04:21,528 --> 00:04:23,497 I told about when I put my mom up for collateral. 144 00:04:23,564 --> 00:04:26,700 When you meet someone before they can do a deal, 145 00:04:26,767 --> 00:04:28,669 they want to know where your peoples live. 146 00:04:28,735 --> 00:04:30,037 Because they wanna feel like 147 00:04:30,103 --> 00:04:31,171 you're not going to, like, run off 148 00:04:31,238 --> 00:04:32,873 and you're going to do good business. 149 00:04:32,940 --> 00:04:37,010 And at the time, the closest thing to me was my mom. 150 00:04:37,077 --> 00:04:38,445 What I said in that interview was how 151 00:04:38,512 --> 00:04:40,514 I messed up thinking I was. 152 00:04:40,581 --> 00:04:41,982 And I mention it because I was trying 153 00:04:42,049 --> 00:04:45,919 to make a point as the growth to how I think now 154 00:04:45,986 --> 00:04:49,256 and how messed up things that we do in our environment 155 00:04:49,323 --> 00:04:50,624 to get ahead. 156 00:04:50,691 --> 00:04:52,860 But it seemed like it just hurt her. 157 00:04:52,926 --> 00:04:54,361 - So--so let me just ask you a question. 158 00:04:54,428 --> 00:04:56,930 So overall, you feel like the interview was horrible? 159 00:04:56,997 --> 00:04:58,332 - I don't feel like it was horrible. 160 00:04:58,398 --> 00:05:01,001 I just felt that I wish I could take back 161 00:05:01,068 --> 00:05:03,237 what I said, mentioning her. 162 00:05:03,303 --> 00:05:05,839 Other than that, it-- that's the truth. 163 00:05:05,906 --> 00:05:07,875 What am I going to do? 164 00:05:07,941 --> 00:05:09,142 - You know, the last time my husband decided 165 00:05:09,209 --> 00:05:11,912 to get up on his own and talk about his life, 166 00:05:11,979 --> 00:05:13,881 his mother was so upset. 167 00:05:13,947 --> 00:05:15,215 [dramatic music] 168 00:05:15,282 --> 00:05:18,085 - At a young age, my mom wasn't always there. 169 00:05:18,151 --> 00:05:20,721 It kind of left me and my brothers [bleep] up. 170 00:05:20,787 --> 00:05:22,189 - Oh, [bleep]. 171 00:05:22,256 --> 00:05:24,791 - Mama, what the [bleep] is you doing? 172 00:05:24,858 --> 00:05:27,694 - So he really hates digging deep 173 00:05:27,761 --> 00:05:28,829 when it comes to that kind of stuff. 174 00:05:28,896 --> 00:05:30,464 But if he wants to be impactful, 175 00:05:30,531 --> 00:05:32,065 if he wants to be legendary, 176 00:05:32,132 --> 00:05:35,002 you have to be able to live in your truth and get through it. 177 00:05:35,068 --> 00:05:36,837 - I applaud you for even-- 178 00:05:36,904 --> 00:05:39,840 no matter how dirty people think your truth is, 179 00:05:39,907 --> 00:05:42,142 you still told your truth, you know? 180 00:05:42,209 --> 00:05:44,912 And it's like, people who live that life would understand. 181 00:05:44,978 --> 00:05:46,146 I never lived that life, 182 00:05:46,213 --> 00:05:47,781 so I don't understand that talk, so-- 183 00:05:47,848 --> 00:05:49,082 - Listen, I've been through it, 184 00:05:49,149 --> 00:05:50,417 so you don't have to go through it, right? 185 00:05:50,484 --> 00:05:52,920 - Exactly, yeah. - Because my past ain't pretty. 186 00:05:52,986 --> 00:05:55,055 I went to prison for 5 1/2 years 187 00:05:55,122 --> 00:05:57,324 for a drug conspiracy and drug trafficking. 188 00:05:57,391 --> 00:05:58,992 No one will ever know what it's like 189 00:05:59,059 --> 00:06:00,961 to say goodbye to your wife and kids. 190 00:06:01,028 --> 00:06:03,297 [shakily] I'm going to call you as much as possible. 191 00:06:03,363 --> 00:06:05,732 [somber music] 192 00:06:05,799 --> 00:06:09,403 [sobs softly] I love you, all right? 193 00:06:09,469 --> 00:06:12,039 [sobbing softly] 194 00:06:12,105 --> 00:06:14,308 That was one of the hardest things I ever had to endure. 195 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:16,543 I'm not going to say and say I live with regrets, 196 00:06:16,610 --> 00:06:18,445 but I also will say, you know, 197 00:06:18,512 --> 00:06:20,881 my past made me who I am today. 198 00:06:20,948 --> 00:06:23,417 It's hard to be vulnerable because, 199 00:06:23,483 --> 00:06:25,352 you know, people don't understand. 200 00:06:25,419 --> 00:06:29,056 I felt like I did the best with the opportunities that I had. 201 00:06:29,122 --> 00:06:32,292 But I'm trying to tell the young men 202 00:06:32,359 --> 00:06:35,329 that still thinking that way, that is another way. 203 00:06:35,395 --> 00:06:39,499 - I could only imagine what's being said on these blogs. 204 00:06:39,566 --> 00:06:42,970 But I know what's here. He knows what's here. 205 00:06:43,036 --> 00:06:44,238 And those are the things that you're 206 00:06:44,304 --> 00:06:46,406 going to have to, you know, live off of. 207 00:06:46,473 --> 00:06:49,343 You can't be walking around like your world is over. 208 00:06:49,409 --> 00:06:51,578 - I'm even upset that it came out, you know, 209 00:06:51,645 --> 00:06:53,747 because my last thing I want to do is keep hurting her. 210 00:06:53,814 --> 00:06:55,182 - Right. 211 00:06:55,249 --> 00:06:56,383 - It's just like we was in a good place. 212 00:06:56,450 --> 00:06:57,918 - Mm-hmm. 213 00:06:57,985 --> 00:06:59,419 - And it felt like this put us back in a horrible place. 214 00:06:59,486 --> 00:07:00,754 And it's hard for us. 215 00:07:00,821 --> 00:07:03,390 We already have a challenging relationship. 216 00:07:03,457 --> 00:07:05,225 I got to figure this out. 217 00:07:05,292 --> 00:07:07,060 You know, I got to go to New York, 218 00:07:07,127 --> 00:07:08,929 try to make this right with her. 219 00:07:08,996 --> 00:07:10,497 If I can make it right with her, 220 00:07:10,564 --> 00:07:12,266 I can figure me out later. 221 00:07:13,600 --> 00:07:14,501 - Yeah. 222 00:07:16,236 --> 00:07:20,574 - I think any time I tell a story from back in the days, 223 00:07:20,641 --> 00:07:22,042 I'm going to hurt my mom 224 00:07:22,109 --> 00:07:24,678 because sometimes the truth is not pretty. 225 00:07:24,745 --> 00:07:26,313 And I accepted it. 226 00:07:26,380 --> 00:07:28,482 I don't believe she accepted it. 227 00:07:28,549 --> 00:07:31,251 - I love you, man. - I love you, too. 228 00:07:31,318 --> 00:07:33,420 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta." 229 00:07:33,487 --> 00:07:36,356 - Safaree, he was like being a little flirtatious. 230 00:07:36,423 --> 00:07:37,891 - There was like indirect flirtation. 231 00:07:37,958 --> 00:07:39,793 - So you didn't flirt back? 232 00:07:45,032 --> 00:07:47,901 - You know, I know you grew up in an environment 233 00:07:47,968 --> 00:07:50,871 that kids out there was hustling. 234 00:07:50,938 --> 00:07:53,040 But I also want to know that I do put my part in. 235 00:07:53,106 --> 00:07:54,575 I mean-- - Ain't nobody-- 236 00:07:54,641 --> 00:07:55,976 Mom, nobody not saying that. 237 00:07:56,043 --> 00:07:57,678 Why you--you don't have to be defensive. 238 00:07:57,744 --> 00:07:59,880 - ♪♪ On my way to the top, and it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 239 00:08:05,252 --> 00:08:06,553 - ♪♪ On my way to the top and it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 240 00:08:06,620 --> 00:08:09,656 - ♪♪ If you're ever lost, I'll find you ♪♪ 241 00:08:09,723 --> 00:08:11,959 ♪♪ I'll find you ♪♪ 242 00:08:12,025 --> 00:08:17,231 ♪♪ Be there in the dark to light you and guide you ♪♪ 243 00:08:17,297 --> 00:08:19,399 [dramatic music] 244 00:08:19,466 --> 00:08:21,735 - I just returned from my performance in Cayman Island. 245 00:08:21,802 --> 00:08:23,837 I feel like I'm back in a spice mode. 246 00:08:23,904 --> 00:08:27,140 But I'm not 100% confident, like, 247 00:08:27,207 --> 00:08:28,775 in my health and where I am. 248 00:08:28,842 --> 00:08:30,310 So I'm now going back to the doctors 249 00:08:30,377 --> 00:08:32,279 to get my stent removed. 250 00:08:32,346 --> 00:08:34,214 Getting the stent removed is like one of my biggest hurdles 251 00:08:34,281 --> 00:08:35,616 to go back to my old self. 252 00:08:35,682 --> 00:08:37,551 I always just remind myself 253 00:08:37,618 --> 00:08:39,353 that you're going to be all right, 254 00:08:39,419 --> 00:08:40,921 just to lighten the energy 255 00:08:40,988 --> 00:08:43,323 that's going in my head and through my mind. 256 00:08:43,390 --> 00:08:48,795 - ♪♪ This feeling's weighing me down ♪♪ 257 00:08:48,862 --> 00:08:52,499 ♪♪ But I'm still wearing my crown ♪♪ 258 00:08:52,566 --> 00:08:54,535 - This procedure is a lot. 259 00:08:54,601 --> 00:08:56,103 But can somebody go under anesthesia 260 00:08:56,170 --> 00:08:58,238 so much time, though? 261 00:08:58,305 --> 00:09:02,609 That must mess with you somehow. 262 00:09:02,676 --> 00:09:05,712 I don't think nobody can understand the anxiety 263 00:09:05,779 --> 00:09:07,047 that is coming over me. 264 00:09:07,114 --> 00:09:09,183 Six months ago, I was laying in the hospital 265 00:09:09,249 --> 00:09:11,084 thinking that I was going to die, 266 00:09:11,151 --> 00:09:13,153 so I'm very traumatized when it comes down to 267 00:09:13,220 --> 00:09:14,488 any surgery procedure. 268 00:09:14,555 --> 00:09:16,924 I just don't know how healthy I am. 269 00:09:22,095 --> 00:09:25,232 - ♪♪ This feeling's weighing me down ♪♪ 270 00:09:31,004 --> 00:09:33,907 [tense music] 271 00:09:36,276 --> 00:09:39,279 The doctor just told me that they couldn't remove the stent 272 00:09:39,346 --> 00:09:41,215 because I have another hernia. 273 00:09:41,281 --> 00:09:44,184 Knowing what I went through with my first hernia, 274 00:09:44,251 --> 00:09:48,455 to now find out that I have another hernia, 275 00:09:48,522 --> 00:09:49,790 it's hard to process 276 00:09:49,857 --> 00:09:53,527 knowing that I really could die any minute. 277 00:09:59,333 --> 00:10:03,070 - I have no idea I'm going to handle a new procedure 278 00:10:03,136 --> 00:10:06,640 to do a new surgery again for another hernia, 279 00:10:06,707 --> 00:10:08,842 a procedure to remove my gallbladder, 280 00:10:08,909 --> 00:10:10,544 the procedure knowing I have to remove the stent. 281 00:10:10,611 --> 00:10:12,145 It's so many complications 282 00:10:12,212 --> 00:10:14,147 and so many things that's happening in my life. 283 00:10:14,214 --> 00:10:16,483 I'm just praying to God that he will take this case 284 00:10:16,550 --> 00:10:18,485 because I really can't manage no more. 285 00:10:18,552 --> 00:10:21,154 ♪♪ ♪♪ 286 00:10:28,462 --> 00:10:31,365 [somber hip-hop beat] 287 00:10:31,431 --> 00:10:33,734 ♪♪ ♪♪ 288 00:10:46,747 --> 00:10:49,349 [upbeat music] 289 00:10:49,416 --> 00:10:52,553 ♪♪ ♪♪ 290 00:10:52,619 --> 00:10:54,221 - ♪♪ You could be the greatest ♪♪ 291 00:10:54,288 --> 00:10:57,724 ♪♪ You could be the greatest, yeah ♪♪ 292 00:10:57,791 --> 00:10:59,660 ♪♪ And you could be amazing ♪♪ 293 00:10:59,726 --> 00:11:02,196 ♪♪ You could be amazing, yeah ♪♪ 294 00:11:02,262 --> 00:11:03,997 ♪♪ ♪♪ 295 00:11:04,064 --> 00:11:06,099 ♪♪ You can always right your wrongs ♪♪ 296 00:11:06,166 --> 00:11:08,969 ♪♪ You can always be the one to fight on ♪♪ 297 00:11:09,036 --> 00:11:10,804 all: Hi. 298 00:11:10,871 --> 00:11:12,940 - Hi, girl! - [giggles] Hi. 299 00:11:13,006 --> 00:11:15,242 - What's up? 300 00:11:15,309 --> 00:11:17,444 - So I haven't seen the ladies in a while. 301 00:11:17,511 --> 00:11:20,280 And I wanted to reconnect. 302 00:11:20,347 --> 00:11:24,051 And I thought, what better way than to go to a yoga retreat 303 00:11:24,117 --> 00:11:26,854 and have everyone kind of just release? 304 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:29,022 - This is Amy, Jessica. - I'm a hugger. 305 00:11:29,089 --> 00:11:31,992 - Me too. - You're so beautiful. 306 00:11:32,059 --> 00:11:34,361 - So after hitting it off with Erica Mena in Texas 307 00:11:34,428 --> 00:11:37,364 for South by Southwest... 308 00:11:37,431 --> 00:11:38,532 - Chug it. - Warmer. 309 00:11:38,599 --> 00:11:39,533 It's warmer here. - And I'll chug it. 310 00:11:39,600 --> 00:11:40,968 - She invites me to this spot 311 00:11:41,034 --> 00:11:43,203 with all the ladies to have this kumbaya. 312 00:11:43,270 --> 00:11:44,671 And I'm so excited. 313 00:11:44,738 --> 00:11:47,040 I feel like it's definitely what we need right now. 314 00:11:47,107 --> 00:11:49,409 - It's a way that I feel like you release 315 00:11:49,476 --> 00:11:50,711 what doing things that naturally 316 00:11:50,777 --> 00:11:52,479 feel well for the female body. 317 00:11:52,546 --> 00:11:53,780 Yoga releases you without having 318 00:11:53,847 --> 00:11:55,549 to overly work yourself. 319 00:11:55,616 --> 00:11:56,984 It's more gentle. 320 00:11:57,050 --> 00:11:58,919 - This is right on time for me because I need it. 321 00:11:58,986 --> 00:12:01,688 - I need it too. - I need it. 322 00:12:01,755 --> 00:12:04,625 - Hi. - Oh, sure. 323 00:12:04,691 --> 00:12:07,427 Mrs. Body, herself. - Good to see you. 324 00:12:07,494 --> 00:12:09,496 - Girl. - Hi! 325 00:12:09,563 --> 00:12:13,033 - Being in Atlanta, and hearing so many positive things 326 00:12:13,100 --> 00:12:14,568 about the woman with me going through 327 00:12:14,635 --> 00:12:16,036 all of my health issues, 328 00:12:16,103 --> 00:12:19,806 I just feel like I need to connect myself with them. 329 00:12:19,873 --> 00:12:21,108 - How are you doing? - Hi. 330 00:12:21,175 --> 00:12:22,409 - I'm Amy. 331 00:12:22,476 --> 00:12:23,844 - Hi, Amy. - Nice to meet you. 332 00:12:23,911 --> 00:12:26,980 Nice to meet you. - We are in the grass. Yeah. 333 00:12:27,047 --> 00:12:29,883 - That's what I said. - Hi. 334 00:12:29,950 --> 00:12:32,753 - This beautiful lady is going to lead us. 335 00:12:32,819 --> 00:12:35,756 And she's going to do a sound bath for us. 336 00:12:35,822 --> 00:12:39,359 [bell resonating] 337 00:12:39,426 --> 00:12:42,296 [quirky suspenseful music] 338 00:12:42,362 --> 00:12:45,499 ♪♪ ♪♪ 339 00:12:45,566 --> 00:12:48,468 [bell resonating] 340 00:12:48,535 --> 00:12:50,404 ♪♪ ♪♪ 341 00:12:50,470 --> 00:12:51,905 - After all that crazy [bleep] with Scrap, 342 00:12:51,972 --> 00:12:53,941 I need this yoga day. 343 00:12:54,007 --> 00:12:57,544 But I'm walking in and I'm like, 344 00:12:57,611 --> 00:12:59,046 what the [bleep] is going on? 345 00:12:59,112 --> 00:13:01,048 It's giving [bleep] Illuminati-- 346 00:13:01,114 --> 00:13:03,550 like, do I be feeling a little weird and awkward? 347 00:13:03,617 --> 00:13:06,420 Yeah. But you know, I'm going to just let Jessica be Jessica. 348 00:13:06,486 --> 00:13:07,621 I mean, what the [bleep]? 349 00:13:07,688 --> 00:13:09,823 [bell resonating] 350 00:13:09,890 --> 00:13:12,326 [chuckling] - [indistinct] 351 00:13:12,392 --> 00:13:14,494 - Welcome. - Oh, hey. 352 00:13:14,561 --> 00:13:15,963 - Hi. - I'm sorry. 353 00:13:16,029 --> 00:13:18,165 - We was doing a-- we was taking a sound bath. 354 00:13:18,232 --> 00:13:19,566 - Oh, [bleep]. 355 00:13:19,633 --> 00:13:21,802 [bell resonating] 356 00:13:21,869 --> 00:13:24,738 [resonation intensifying] 357 00:13:24,805 --> 00:13:26,206 - You know, I love Jessica. 358 00:13:26,273 --> 00:13:30,744 But this hippie dong-bong sound... 359 00:13:30,811 --> 00:13:33,547 ♪♪ Dong ♪♪ 360 00:13:33,614 --> 00:13:35,182 ♪♪ Ding ♪♪ 361 00:13:35,249 --> 00:13:36,450 It's not me. 362 00:13:36,517 --> 00:13:38,285 We--didn't have this type of stuff in Harlem. 363 00:13:38,352 --> 00:13:40,120 [bell resonating] 364 00:13:40,187 --> 00:13:42,055 - You guys enjoy your spa day. 365 00:13:42,122 --> 00:13:43,790 - Thank you. - No problem. 366 00:13:43,857 --> 00:13:46,660 - What's next? - I'm bearing drinks, ladies. 367 00:13:46,727 --> 00:13:49,062 Here you guys go. - Oh, thank you. 368 00:13:49,129 --> 00:13:51,231 all: Cheers. - What y'all got two? 369 00:13:51,298 --> 00:13:53,867 - Baby, 'cause it's a lie. - We Geminis. 370 00:13:53,934 --> 00:13:55,702 We got two personalities. - It's two personalities here. 371 00:13:55,769 --> 00:13:57,371 - I got it. 372 00:13:57,437 --> 00:13:59,740 I'm the person who's going through a divorce right now. 373 00:13:59,806 --> 00:14:02,209 - Hi. I made it. 374 00:14:02,276 --> 00:14:05,045 all: Hi. - Hey! 375 00:14:05,112 --> 00:14:06,947 - It took me an airplane to get to this business. 376 00:14:07,014 --> 00:14:09,183 - I love it. I know, right? 377 00:14:09,249 --> 00:14:11,718 - Hey, ladies. - Bam, what's been going on? 378 00:14:11,785 --> 00:14:13,954 - Girl, everything. 379 00:14:14,021 --> 00:14:16,390 She broke the internet. - No. 380 00:14:16,456 --> 00:14:19,293 [dramatic music] 381 00:14:19,359 --> 00:14:26,366 ♪♪ ♪♪ 382 00:14:26,667 --> 00:14:30,003 - This [bleep] was just going in on Bam so bad. 383 00:14:30,070 --> 00:14:32,739 And I just clicked. He was like, she be lying. 384 00:14:32,806 --> 00:14:34,908 I be doing this, I be doing that. 385 00:14:34,975 --> 00:14:36,877 And the only thing I seen was just red. 386 00:14:36,944 --> 00:14:39,012 No lie. - He's just like his mom. 387 00:14:39,079 --> 00:14:40,681 Like, the emotional incest in that family 388 00:14:40,747 --> 00:14:43,150 is absolutely disgusting. 389 00:14:43,217 --> 00:14:46,186 At the end of the day, this family just loves drama. 390 00:14:46,253 --> 00:14:48,589 Like, what mother wants their son 391 00:14:48,655 --> 00:14:50,791 to be out here looking crazy 392 00:14:50,858 --> 00:14:52,359 like her son is looking right now? 393 00:14:52,426 --> 00:14:54,261 - We're going to have Rasheeda and Yandy go first. 394 00:14:54,328 --> 00:14:56,396 And go and relax, ladies. Have a good time. 395 00:14:56,463 --> 00:14:58,665 - The spa experience, your spa experience. 396 00:14:58,732 --> 00:15:00,801 - Enjoy. - Enjoy. 397 00:15:00,868 --> 00:15:01,835 - Enjoy. 398 00:15:01,902 --> 00:15:03,203 [upbeat music] 399 00:15:03,270 --> 00:15:04,771 - Girl, you walked in on a lot. 400 00:15:04,838 --> 00:15:07,608 - I see. God. Dog, I'm like, jeez. 401 00:15:07,674 --> 00:15:09,142 What is going on? Ooh. 402 00:15:09,209 --> 00:15:11,278 - You know what I see in a group of strong women like us? 403 00:15:11,345 --> 00:15:14,681 Like, do y'all feel sometimes like 404 00:15:14,748 --> 00:15:16,783 our requirements are too high? 405 00:15:16,850 --> 00:15:18,685 - Hell, no. It's not high enough. 406 00:15:18,752 --> 00:15:20,153 - It's not high enough. Yeah. 407 00:15:20,220 --> 00:15:22,222 - No, because we haven't set the standard high enough. 408 00:15:22,289 --> 00:15:24,324 - I'm a prime example of what you get 409 00:15:24,391 --> 00:15:26,527 when you don't keep your standards 410 00:15:26,593 --> 00:15:28,896 where they're supposed to be. - Me, too. 411 00:15:28,962 --> 00:15:30,931 - You know, Jasmine had her gender reveal. 412 00:15:30,998 --> 00:15:32,266 And-- - She's pregnant? 413 00:15:32,332 --> 00:15:34,468 - Yeah, she's pregnant. She's having a girl. 414 00:15:34,535 --> 00:15:37,337 - Yay, Grandma Carly. 415 00:15:37,404 --> 00:15:39,940 - Your baby's father was doing some bull[bleep]. 416 00:15:40,007 --> 00:15:41,408 - What was your interaction with him? 417 00:15:41,475 --> 00:15:44,111 Because you were there with him before we got there. 418 00:15:44,178 --> 00:15:46,180 - I met him at the gender reveal. 419 00:15:46,246 --> 00:15:48,982 And I kept saying I know your wife. 420 00:15:49,049 --> 00:15:52,686 - And so Rennie felt like he was like being 421 00:15:52,753 --> 00:15:54,321 a little flirtatious. 422 00:15:54,388 --> 00:15:56,990 - I need a woman with like, your personality 423 00:15:57,057 --> 00:15:59,126 and your understanding. 424 00:15:59,193 --> 00:16:00,160 - [chuckles] I'll be your friend. 425 00:16:00,227 --> 00:16:03,931 I'll hold space. - Wow. Thank you. 426 00:16:03,997 --> 00:16:05,165 - There was like indirect flirtation, 427 00:16:05,232 --> 00:16:06,633 but it wasn't anything that I gave. 428 00:16:06,700 --> 00:16:08,869 So I just kind of-- - So you didn't flirt back? 429 00:16:08,936 --> 00:16:11,171 - No. 430 00:16:11,238 --> 00:16:13,373 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta." 431 00:16:13,440 --> 00:16:14,975 - I really just want to move on. 432 00:16:15,042 --> 00:16:17,911 I'm fragile. And that [bleep] hurts me. 433 00:16:17,978 --> 00:16:20,280 - No, you owe her an apology. - No. No. 434 00:16:20,347 --> 00:16:22,015 She owe me an apology for being in my business 435 00:16:22,082 --> 00:16:23,350 and walking up on me. - Okay. 436 00:16:23,417 --> 00:16:25,052 Y'all both need to hash [bleep] out. 437 00:16:25,118 --> 00:16:27,321 - ♪♪ On my way to the top, and it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 438 00:16:32,526 --> 00:16:34,027 - ♪♪ On my way to the top, and it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 439 00:16:34,094 --> 00:16:35,596 [dramatic music] 440 00:16:35,662 --> 00:16:37,164 - What was your interaction with him? 441 00:16:37,231 --> 00:16:39,833 Because you were there with him before we got there. 442 00:16:39,900 --> 00:16:43,504 And so Rennie felt like, he was like, 443 00:16:43,570 --> 00:16:45,506 being a little flirtatious. 444 00:16:45,572 --> 00:16:47,307 - There was like, indirect flirtation. 445 00:16:47,374 --> 00:16:48,642 But it wasn't anything that I gave. 446 00:16:48,709 --> 00:16:50,043 So I just kind of-- 447 00:16:50,110 --> 00:16:52,145 - So you didn't flirt back? - No, I would never. 448 00:16:52,212 --> 00:16:54,248 ♪♪ ♪♪ 449 00:16:54,314 --> 00:16:56,750 I said I know your wife because I wanted him to know. 450 00:16:56,817 --> 00:16:58,652 - I'm going to give Jessica the benefit of the doubt. 451 00:16:58,719 --> 00:17:01,221 But at the same time, it's like, 452 00:17:01,288 --> 00:17:04,224 loyalty nowadays is just-- it's not really a thing. 453 00:17:04,291 --> 00:17:06,627 And I've learned that the hard way many times. 454 00:17:06,693 --> 00:17:08,362 - Rennie was like, I think they're flirting. 455 00:17:08,428 --> 00:17:09,663 And I'm like, oh. 456 00:17:09,730 --> 00:17:10,731 - What I was being is, you know, 457 00:17:10,797 --> 00:17:11,899 just having a conversation. 458 00:17:11,965 --> 00:17:13,734 He was the only person there. 459 00:17:13,800 --> 00:17:16,203 - Well, Jessica is very like-- - Sensual. 460 00:17:16,270 --> 00:17:18,605 You just have that energy. - Yeah. You just very-- 461 00:17:18,672 --> 00:17:20,174 - I wasn't touching him or anything. 462 00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:22,576 Because you see how strong that man's hands are. 463 00:17:22,643 --> 00:17:26,480 - So do I have strong hands? 464 00:17:26,547 --> 00:17:28,415 - I'm that way with women. - Oh, okay. 465 00:17:28,482 --> 00:17:29,716 - I'm that way with women. 466 00:17:29,783 --> 00:17:31,051 You're not a-- you're not a man. 467 00:17:31,118 --> 00:17:33,620 - Yeah. No, no, no. It's fine. But I just know-- 468 00:17:33,687 --> 00:17:35,689 - So you don't think you were flirting a little bit? 469 00:17:35,756 --> 00:17:37,558 - No. - [laughs] 470 00:17:37,624 --> 00:17:39,593 - My love language is physical touch 471 00:17:39,660 --> 00:17:41,195 and words of affirmation. 472 00:17:41,261 --> 00:17:44,198 And everybody says, oh, well Jessica is really flirtatious. 473 00:17:44,264 --> 00:17:47,034 But look, if I'm going to flirt with someone, 474 00:17:47,100 --> 00:17:48,936 it sure as hell wouldn't be Safaree. 475 00:17:49,002 --> 00:17:51,471 - Girl, me and Mendeecees been going through it a little bit. 476 00:17:51,538 --> 00:17:52,906 - What? 477 00:17:52,973 --> 00:17:54,842 I know y'all ain't-- what's going on with y'all? 478 00:17:54,908 --> 00:17:56,543 - I mean, he did this interview with Shannon Sharpe. 479 00:17:56,610 --> 00:17:58,879 And it was an amazing interview where he just 480 00:17:58,946 --> 00:18:00,914 opened up about everything. And my husband, you know-- 481 00:18:00,981 --> 00:18:02,149 - Yeah. Oh, he can't--no. - He don't open up. 482 00:18:02,216 --> 00:18:03,617 - No, he doesn't. 483 00:18:03,684 --> 00:18:05,052 - He talked about how he had to give 484 00:18:05,118 --> 00:18:07,788 his mother's address up for collateral when he was 485 00:18:07,855 --> 00:18:09,590 moving weight for somebody. - Mm. 486 00:18:09,656 --> 00:18:11,091 - Every time he puts himself out there 487 00:18:11,158 --> 00:18:12,526 to talk about his past or talk about things 488 00:18:12,593 --> 00:18:14,828 that he's been through, he gets... 489 00:18:14,895 --> 00:18:17,731 - Right, exactly. - Bombarded with so much hate. 490 00:18:17,798 --> 00:18:20,567 And I personally feel like he needs an outlet 491 00:18:20,634 --> 00:18:22,569 or he needs something. - Yeah. 492 00:18:22,636 --> 00:18:23,871 - And I don't know what that outlet is. 493 00:18:23,937 --> 00:18:26,139 I'm trying to be a supportive wife 494 00:18:26,206 --> 00:18:29,176 and really strengthen my husband at this time 495 00:18:29,243 --> 00:18:30,844 and be his backbone. 496 00:18:30,911 --> 00:18:32,846 But it just feels like he is letting the weight 497 00:18:32,913 --> 00:18:35,349 of the world tear him down. 498 00:18:35,415 --> 00:18:37,885 And I don't know how to get him out of this funk. 499 00:18:37,951 --> 00:18:40,287 Judy and Mendeecees still have not spoken 500 00:18:40,354 --> 00:18:41,855 because of the interview. 501 00:18:41,922 --> 00:18:45,025 And now every little thing seems to stress him out. 502 00:18:45,092 --> 00:18:47,160 It's like, he'll have these things built up 503 00:18:47,227 --> 00:18:49,897 he's holding on to, and then he'll have an explosion. 504 00:18:49,963 --> 00:18:51,698 And then it's on me to take care of everything 505 00:18:51,765 --> 00:18:53,867 and be this stand-up mom and a stand-up wife 506 00:18:53,934 --> 00:18:55,502 and a stand-up woman. 507 00:18:55,569 --> 00:18:59,506 - Him and Kirk are like going through the same motion. 508 00:18:59,573 --> 00:19:01,308 With the bistro that's going on with us, 509 00:19:01,375 --> 00:19:03,810 you know, it's always easier for men to be like-- 510 00:19:03,877 --> 00:19:06,547 and I'm going to throw Scrappy in the equation too-- 511 00:19:06,613 --> 00:19:07,714 that's the reason why he always 512 00:19:07,781 --> 00:19:08,615 trying to throw stones at Bambi... 513 00:19:08,682 --> 00:19:09,850 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 514 00:19:09,917 --> 00:19:11,351 - And point the finger. You know what? 515 00:19:11,418 --> 00:19:14,321 They all on some other [bleep]. - Exactly. 516 00:19:14,388 --> 00:19:16,190 - I know I wasn't flirting with Safaree. 517 00:19:16,256 --> 00:19:18,192 And I'm also still healing from my ex. 518 00:19:18,258 --> 00:19:20,827 And we spoke about-- we spoke about Nick. 519 00:19:20,894 --> 00:19:24,198 Safaree also pushed me into telling him who my ex was. 520 00:19:24,264 --> 00:19:27,568 I don't hardly ever talk about it because I have anxiety. 521 00:19:27,634 --> 00:19:30,237 I'm dealing with anxiety. I'm dealing with major [bleep]. 522 00:19:30,304 --> 00:19:31,872 And this is something that, 523 00:19:31,939 --> 00:19:34,608 when you're dealing with a powerful man, 524 00:19:34,675 --> 00:19:36,276 and I had my own power-- 525 00:19:36,343 --> 00:19:37,744 - You should still speak your truth, brother. 526 00:19:37,811 --> 00:19:39,313 He's powerful in that. - No, no, no. 527 00:19:39,379 --> 00:19:41,348 You have to understand this from my perspective. 528 00:19:41,415 --> 00:19:42,916 It's not about him. 529 00:19:42,983 --> 00:19:44,818 It's not about anything besides just what I'm feeling 530 00:19:44,885 --> 00:19:47,054 and in this moment in my life. 531 00:19:47,120 --> 00:19:50,824 I have always kept things really 532 00:19:50,891 --> 00:19:53,193 under the belt between us. 533 00:19:53,260 --> 00:19:55,162 And I've always been very politically correct 534 00:19:55,229 --> 00:19:58,131 while going through a [bleep] load of trauma 535 00:19:58,198 --> 00:19:59,399 behind the scenes. 536 00:19:59,466 --> 00:20:01,635 I feel completely misunderstood. 537 00:20:01,702 --> 00:20:03,604 And to be honest with you, 538 00:20:03,670 --> 00:20:05,439 it's bringing up a bunch of bull[bleep]. 539 00:20:05,506 --> 00:20:07,608 But nobody knows what's going on. 540 00:20:07,674 --> 00:20:09,276 I really just want to move on. 541 00:20:09,343 --> 00:20:11,979 I'm fragile. And that [bleep] hurts me. 542 00:20:12,045 --> 00:20:14,314 [shakily] He does a good job at making sure 543 00:20:14,381 --> 00:20:17,451 that he says nothing and it looks like I'm the one 544 00:20:17,518 --> 00:20:19,486 that's fixating on something 545 00:20:19,553 --> 00:20:21,555 that I haven't been able to release. 546 00:20:21,622 --> 00:20:23,490 And I haven't had public freedom. 547 00:20:23,557 --> 00:20:24,992 And I don't think I ever will. 548 00:20:25,058 --> 00:20:27,761 But I'm trying my hardest in my natural life 549 00:20:27,828 --> 00:20:31,431 to heal privately. 550 00:20:31,498 --> 00:20:32,633 - It's okay. 551 00:20:32,699 --> 00:20:33,901 - And I feel like that's very genuine. 552 00:20:33,967 --> 00:20:35,269 - When you're in love with a man 553 00:20:35,335 --> 00:20:39,339 and you're on that roller-coaster that he has on, 554 00:20:39,406 --> 00:20:40,741 it's not easy. 555 00:20:40,807 --> 00:20:43,210 I'm still going through it, you know? 556 00:20:43,277 --> 00:20:44,811 - Hi, ladies. 557 00:20:44,878 --> 00:20:47,114 We have oxygen and stretch ready for you guys. 558 00:20:47,181 --> 00:20:49,883 - All you ladies can go and pick whatever 559 00:20:49,950 --> 00:20:52,152 spa treatment you want. - Thank you. 560 00:20:52,219 --> 00:20:55,122 [upbeat music] 561 00:20:55,189 --> 00:21:00,994 ♪♪ ♪♪ 562 00:21:01,061 --> 00:21:02,229 - Give me a second, give me a second. 563 00:21:02,296 --> 00:21:06,099 - Fell out already. - I mean, oh, God. 564 00:21:06,166 --> 00:21:08,402 See, it come with a happy ending, child. 565 00:21:08,468 --> 00:21:10,537 - Mm. 566 00:21:10,604 --> 00:21:11,972 - [laughs] 567 00:21:12,039 --> 00:21:14,074 - So Amy, how Atlanta been treating you? 568 00:21:14,141 --> 00:21:18,145 - Girl, so far so good, besides these sorry men. 569 00:21:18,212 --> 00:21:20,914 I'm coming out of a almost six-year relationship. 570 00:21:20,981 --> 00:21:24,117 I just felt like I was carrying a heavier load. 571 00:21:24,184 --> 00:21:27,421 I'm a traditional girl. I'm all for 50/50. 572 00:21:27,487 --> 00:21:29,857 Like, at this point, I don't want 50/50 no more. 573 00:21:29,923 --> 00:21:32,659 - I want 90/10. - I want 90/10. 574 00:21:32,726 --> 00:21:34,328 But let me tell you, I'd take 75/25. 575 00:21:34,394 --> 00:21:35,462 - Yeah. 576 00:21:35,529 --> 00:21:37,064 - Him 75, me 25. - 25. 577 00:21:37,130 --> 00:21:39,466 - I think there's never a real balance. 578 00:21:39,533 --> 00:21:43,403 Some days it's 90/10. Some days it's 50/50. 579 00:21:43,470 --> 00:21:46,373 There's always a variation in the relationship 580 00:21:46,440 --> 00:21:47,908 with who's going through what. 581 00:21:47,975 --> 00:21:50,143 So walking into a relationship saying, 582 00:21:50,210 --> 00:21:52,513 I'm going to need 90/10, it's unrealistic. 583 00:21:52,579 --> 00:21:53,680 - Right. 584 00:21:53,747 --> 00:21:54,781 - It's unrealistic. - Yeah. 585 00:21:54,848 --> 00:21:56,216 - And that's not a relationship. 586 00:21:56,283 --> 00:21:58,552 - That's not a relationship. - That's a situationship. 587 00:21:58,619 --> 00:22:00,120 Like, he's there to get you situated. 588 00:22:00,187 --> 00:22:01,522 - Yeah. 589 00:22:01,588 --> 00:22:03,590 - Yandy, what you know about a situationship? 590 00:22:03,657 --> 00:22:05,526 [laughs] You need a situationship. 591 00:22:05,592 --> 00:22:06,994 - I do. [laughter] 592 00:22:07,060 --> 00:22:09,429 - I do, too. - I need a situationship. 593 00:22:10,097 --> 00:22:12,032 - Lavender is good for calming. 594 00:22:12,099 --> 00:22:14,168 - Definitely been a lot calmer lately. 595 00:22:14,234 --> 00:22:16,837 I'm just exhausted. - You're working so much, babe. 596 00:22:16,904 --> 00:22:18,739 - I'm working so much. 597 00:22:18,805 --> 00:22:21,041 And then I just finished "Stepmother." 598 00:22:21,108 --> 00:22:23,377 And then I have the surgery coming up, as well. 599 00:22:23,443 --> 00:22:25,045 - What surgery? 600 00:22:25,112 --> 00:22:27,714 - I have fibroids that I have to get taken care of 601 00:22:27,781 --> 00:22:28,916 once and for all. - Oh, my God. 602 00:22:28,982 --> 00:22:30,484 I have fibroids too. 603 00:22:30,551 --> 00:22:32,386 I was just in the hospital because they erupted. 604 00:22:32,452 --> 00:22:34,688 That's where my--my stomach is all swollen. 605 00:22:34,755 --> 00:22:36,890 Like, I have to go in-- in the next couple of weeks 606 00:22:36,957 --> 00:22:38,792 to get mine removed as well. - Really? 607 00:22:38,859 --> 00:22:40,127 - This has been crippling. 608 00:22:40,194 --> 00:22:41,528 - I would have never thought she was 609 00:22:41,595 --> 00:22:43,030 going through fibroid thing. 610 00:22:43,096 --> 00:22:46,200 It wasn't until I was told I had fibroids that now, 611 00:22:46,266 --> 00:22:48,202 all of a sudden, I'm hearing so much about it. 612 00:22:48,268 --> 00:22:51,538 Us as women, like, we don't realize the amount of stuff 613 00:22:51,605 --> 00:22:53,674 we can relate to each other on. 614 00:22:53,740 --> 00:22:55,409 - So with the fibroids, it, like, 615 00:22:55,475 --> 00:22:57,277 sends a chemical like, 616 00:22:57,344 --> 00:22:59,980 disruption to my whole entire body every single month. 617 00:23:00,047 --> 00:23:02,282 And it wouldn't normally be this painful, 618 00:23:02,349 --> 00:23:04,318 but after my last miscarriage last year... 619 00:23:04,384 --> 00:23:05,719 - Uh-huh. 620 00:23:05,786 --> 00:23:08,589 - It kind of offset my cycle to being bad again. 621 00:23:08,655 --> 00:23:10,591 - Mm-hmm. - Mm, wow. 622 00:23:10,657 --> 00:23:13,227 - So I have to do something or I'm going to [bleep] 623 00:23:13,293 --> 00:23:16,296 just remove everything and go on about my business 624 00:23:16,363 --> 00:23:17,531 and never have children. - Oh, no, you can't do that. 625 00:23:17,598 --> 00:23:18,866 - No, don't do that. 626 00:23:18,932 --> 00:23:20,334 You want to still give yourself the opportunity. 627 00:23:20,400 --> 00:23:22,703 - I don't feel like myself. I'm not myself. 628 00:23:22,769 --> 00:23:24,438 I'm sick and I'm tired. 629 00:23:24,505 --> 00:23:26,807 I just want to physically feel better. 630 00:23:26,874 --> 00:23:31,311 And my body can't deal with what it has been dealing with. 631 00:23:31,378 --> 00:23:33,413 My surgery cannot come fast enough. 632 00:23:33,480 --> 00:23:35,849 - I'm in my soft feminine woman era. 633 00:23:35,916 --> 00:23:38,285 - You do that. - Yay! 634 00:23:38,352 --> 00:23:39,586 - I love this. - Let's go. 635 00:23:39,653 --> 00:23:41,221 So Jess, I needed this. 636 00:23:41,288 --> 00:23:43,457 And I'm happy that you're enjoying yourself in Atlanta. 637 00:23:43,524 --> 00:23:46,493 And be mindful that your sexiness out here 638 00:23:46,560 --> 00:23:49,496 can come across as flirting. - Oh, my God, Erica. 639 00:23:49,563 --> 00:23:51,098 - Oh, baby don't you worry about that, honey. 640 00:23:51,164 --> 00:23:53,200 - If anything, I'll flirt with you. 641 00:23:53,267 --> 00:23:55,836 [laughter] 642 00:23:55,903 --> 00:23:57,771 [dramatic music] 643 00:23:57,838 --> 00:23:59,373 - ♪♪ Swerving through the city where I'm from ♪♪ 644 00:23:59,439 --> 00:24:00,908 ♪♪ Putting on because they're saying get low ♪♪ 645 00:24:00,974 --> 00:24:02,943 ♪♪ Yeah, a lot of grind with the struggle ♪♪ 646 00:24:03,010 --> 00:24:05,712 ♪♪ keep your mind on your focus and your vibe on high, dog ♪♪ 647 00:24:05,779 --> 00:24:07,481 ♪♪ What goes around do come around ♪♪ 648 00:24:07,548 --> 00:24:11,451 ♪♪ ♪♪ 649 00:24:11,518 --> 00:24:13,754 - Oh, what's up, mom? - What's up, baby? 650 00:24:13,820 --> 00:24:15,689 - What's good? 651 00:24:15,756 --> 00:24:17,057 How you doing? - I'm okay. 652 00:24:17,124 --> 00:24:19,660 - All right. Have a seat. - Thank you. 653 00:24:19,726 --> 00:24:22,829 - I'm in New York to apologize to my mom because, 654 00:24:22,896 --> 00:24:26,133 you know, we don't have the best relationship, right? 655 00:24:26,200 --> 00:24:28,235 But I do love my mom dearly. 656 00:24:28,302 --> 00:24:30,604 My mother don't want to hear the past because it probably 657 00:24:30,671 --> 00:24:33,240 remind her of some of the hard times 658 00:24:33,307 --> 00:24:35,442 that she had in her life. 659 00:24:35,509 --> 00:24:38,145 But I have to make sure that she understand that, you know, 660 00:24:38,212 --> 00:24:41,315 I never intended to hurt her. 661 00:24:41,381 --> 00:24:43,450 - What's going on? How are you feeling? 662 00:24:43,517 --> 00:24:44,885 - I'm good. 663 00:24:44,952 --> 00:24:48,755 Yeah, I came to New York to talk to you. 664 00:24:48,822 --> 00:24:52,259 You know, what's been going on with the internet 665 00:24:52,326 --> 00:24:55,229 and the craziness and the madness 666 00:24:55,295 --> 00:24:57,564 that you're receiving with something I said. 667 00:24:57,631 --> 00:24:59,600 - Well, I was kind of hurt when I heard it. 668 00:24:59,666 --> 00:25:03,036 And I know that you didn't intentionally want to hurt me. 669 00:25:03,103 --> 00:25:05,506 But just to hear it and--and was shocked. 670 00:25:05,572 --> 00:25:10,244 It really hurt me to hear that you had to put up your mother. 671 00:25:10,310 --> 00:25:12,346 - When you say put up your mother, right, 672 00:25:12,412 --> 00:25:14,681 we're talking over 20-something years ago. 673 00:25:14,748 --> 00:25:18,485 All I wanted was a chance of pushing my family forward. 674 00:25:18,552 --> 00:25:21,188 - You know, I know you grew up in an environment 675 00:25:21,255 --> 00:25:25,025 that kids out there was hustling, 676 00:25:25,092 --> 00:25:26,760 had cars, and had this, had that. 677 00:25:26,827 --> 00:25:28,595 I looked out the window when I had four kids 678 00:25:28,662 --> 00:25:31,899 and I wanted to be out there with those things as well. 679 00:25:31,965 --> 00:25:33,433 I wanted to have the best for my kids. 680 00:25:33,500 --> 00:25:35,302 I wanted to have the best of things. 681 00:25:35,369 --> 00:25:37,571 - It's never was about me. 682 00:25:37,638 --> 00:25:41,041 How many people I helped in-- in our family? 683 00:25:41,108 --> 00:25:42,876 How many people I helped? 684 00:25:42,943 --> 00:25:48,582 It was to benefit us, not just me, us. 685 00:25:48,649 --> 00:25:49,850 Us. 686 00:25:49,917 --> 00:25:51,485 You know, I was a hustler. 687 00:25:51,552 --> 00:25:54,655 Not a robber, not a thief, not a killer. 688 00:25:54,721 --> 00:25:57,824 You know, I had to hustle for everything that I got 689 00:25:57,891 --> 00:25:59,860 because I want to see, 690 00:25:59,927 --> 00:26:02,062 you know, my mom have a better life. 691 00:26:02,129 --> 00:26:06,400 Do you have any one else other than me that you can call on 692 00:26:06,466 --> 00:26:08,368 and that's going to make sure that you good? 693 00:26:08,435 --> 00:26:09,970 - No, I call you. - Okay, that's it. 694 00:26:10,037 --> 00:26:11,505 That's it. That's all you ask. 695 00:26:11,572 --> 00:26:13,373 - I also want to know that I do put my part in. 696 00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:14,775 I mean, I-- 697 00:26:14,842 --> 00:26:16,143 - Ain't nobody--Ma, nobody-- I'm not saying that. 698 00:26:16,210 --> 00:26:18,145 Why you--you don't have to be defensive. 699 00:26:18,212 --> 00:26:20,347 - Just the past, the way things come across out here-- 700 00:26:20,414 --> 00:26:23,650 - Stop worrying about the past. I mean, the past is the past. 701 00:26:23,717 --> 00:26:25,886 My mom shut me down for telling my truth. 702 00:26:25,953 --> 00:26:27,287 I think, you know, she doesn't want 703 00:26:27,354 --> 00:26:29,723 to relive that time in her life 704 00:26:29,790 --> 00:26:32,693 and she just want to move forward and focus on that. 705 00:26:32,759 --> 00:26:36,230 But if we don't talk about it, then we don't heal 706 00:26:36,296 --> 00:26:39,266 and understanding why things are the way they are now. 707 00:26:39,333 --> 00:26:41,168 - I feel like my son got me. 708 00:26:41,235 --> 00:26:43,303 - I always got you. You knew that. 709 00:26:43,370 --> 00:26:47,808 This not nothing you didn't know. 710 00:26:47,875 --> 00:26:49,710 I got you. 711 00:26:49,776 --> 00:26:51,712 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta." 712 00:26:51,778 --> 00:26:54,147 - I'm happy, I'm-- - Stop bull[bleep] me around. 713 00:26:54,214 --> 00:26:56,984 What's wrong? - I'm not well. 714 00:26:57,050 --> 00:26:59,019 I feel like I'm going to die early. 715 00:26:59,086 --> 00:27:00,554 - He wasn't just in your face. 716 00:27:00,621 --> 00:27:02,122 You was--y'all both was in each other's face. 717 00:27:02,189 --> 00:27:03,624 - But he's a man. 718 00:27:03,690 --> 00:27:05,325 - And listen, I'm not your knight in shining armor. 719 00:27:05,392 --> 00:27:07,127 - ♪♪ On my way to the top, and it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 720 00:27:12,466 --> 00:27:13,667 - ♪♪ On my way to the top, and it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 721 00:27:13,734 --> 00:27:17,070 [dramatic music] 722 00:27:17,137 --> 00:27:23,977 ♪♪ ♪♪ 723 00:27:24,044 --> 00:27:26,146 - Yo, yo, yo. Testing, one, two, three. 724 00:27:26,213 --> 00:27:29,049 I need the men on one side, the women on one side. 725 00:27:29,116 --> 00:27:31,785 And if you don't know what you is, stand in the middle. 726 00:27:31,852 --> 00:27:34,655 I'm here at my "Appreciate Me" video shoot. 727 00:27:34,721 --> 00:27:37,324 This is my first video shoot of 2023, 728 00:27:37,391 --> 00:27:39,426 so I'm super excited about it. 729 00:27:39,493 --> 00:27:41,195 And I hope everything go well. 730 00:27:41,261 --> 00:27:44,031 Holy [bleep], ladies and gentlemen, the beautiful, 731 00:27:44,097 --> 00:27:45,832 the gorgeous... - Oh, my God. 732 00:27:45,899 --> 00:27:47,434 - The talented, make some noise Erica Banks, 733 00:27:47,501 --> 00:27:49,870 ladies and gentlemen. - So crazy. Oh, my God. 734 00:27:49,937 --> 00:27:52,306 You are crazy. - Man, you look good. 735 00:27:52,372 --> 00:27:53,974 Let me feel you. - Oh, God. 736 00:27:54,041 --> 00:27:55,843 - Oh, my God. You feel so good. 737 00:27:55,909 --> 00:27:57,511 - Why are you so warm like that? 738 00:27:57,578 --> 00:28:00,414 I mean, everybody want to know what me and Khaotic doing. 739 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:02,382 You know, it ain't nothing crazy. 740 00:28:02,449 --> 00:28:04,818 We kind of just scratching the surface a little bit. 741 00:28:04,885 --> 00:28:07,221 And you know, he getting to know me. 742 00:28:07,287 --> 00:28:08,989 - ♪♪ I wanna buy you a watch ♪♪ 743 00:28:09,056 --> 00:28:10,691 ♪♪ Cause I don't want to waste your time ♪♪ 744 00:28:10,757 --> 00:28:11,959 - Mm. 745 00:28:12,025 --> 00:28:14,027 - ♪♪ Hey, hey ♪♪ 746 00:28:14,094 --> 00:28:16,196 ♪♪ You look good, good girl ♪♪ 747 00:28:16,263 --> 00:28:17,431 ♪♪ Girl ♪♪ 748 00:28:17,497 --> 00:28:20,434 - Come on, Erica. Your turn. 749 00:28:20,501 --> 00:28:23,337 Turn it up! Hey! [all cheering] 750 00:28:23,403 --> 00:28:28,842 ♪♪ ♪♪ 751 00:28:28,909 --> 00:28:30,577 - Get your-- - Let's go. 752 00:28:30,644 --> 00:28:32,279 - Okay. All right. 753 00:28:32,346 --> 00:28:33,514 All right. 754 00:28:33,580 --> 00:28:35,883 Put me down, boy. [giggles] 755 00:28:35,949 --> 00:28:38,185 Put me down. Khaotic! 756 00:28:38,252 --> 00:28:41,522 - Me walking up and seeing Khaotic hugging Erica Banks 757 00:28:41,588 --> 00:28:44,858 up in the air like they are [bleep] in a porn video, 758 00:28:44,925 --> 00:28:47,027 I do believe she may be busting it wide open. 759 00:28:47,094 --> 00:28:48,362 I see what's going on, sis. 760 00:28:48,428 --> 00:28:50,063 But I'm going to let this play out. 761 00:28:50,130 --> 00:28:51,698 We're definitely not sharing, 762 00:28:51,765 --> 00:28:53,233 so I'm going to let you have that for now. 763 00:28:53,300 --> 00:28:54,468 - Oh! Oh! 764 00:28:54,535 --> 00:28:55,769 - Hey. Hey. 765 00:28:55,836 --> 00:28:57,971 Hey, where's the microphone? - [laughing] 766 00:28:58,038 --> 00:28:59,773 - Hello, ladies and gents. 767 00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:03,076 We got the beautiful, gorgeous superstar 768 00:29:03,143 --> 00:29:07,814 from Detroit, Amy Luciano! 769 00:29:07,881 --> 00:29:09,550 [cheers and applause] 770 00:29:09,616 --> 00:29:10,817 And she here to learn to dance. 771 00:29:10,884 --> 00:29:11,985 So we got to teach her to dance. 772 00:29:12,052 --> 00:29:13,687 Erica done got to dance. We got to teach-- 773 00:29:13,754 --> 00:29:15,355 - You said I was the main video girl. 774 00:29:15,422 --> 00:29:17,224 And I wasn't going to be out here too long. 775 00:29:17,291 --> 00:29:19,193 - Oh, let me tell y'all something. 776 00:29:19,259 --> 00:29:21,228 You are the main video girl. - Okay. 777 00:29:21,295 --> 00:29:23,897 - Just as well as you are the main video girl. 778 00:29:23,964 --> 00:29:26,366 - So Khaotic calls me a week before the video 779 00:29:26,433 --> 00:29:30,270 and he assured me I will be the only girl in the video. 780 00:29:30,337 --> 00:29:31,405 I'm not going to lie. 781 00:29:31,471 --> 00:29:32,539 I'm sitting here looking at him like, 782 00:29:32,606 --> 00:29:34,241 you definitely bamboozled me to come. 783 00:29:34,308 --> 00:29:36,543 - Let's go. Buy you a watch. - For real, look. 784 00:29:36,610 --> 00:29:37,778 I'm going to buy you a watch. 785 00:29:37,845 --> 00:29:39,479 - ♪♪ 'Cause I don't waste your time ♪♪ 786 00:29:39,546 --> 00:29:41,248 Look at the time. 787 00:29:41,315 --> 00:29:42,583 Hold on, let me show you what you do. 788 00:29:42,649 --> 00:29:43,717 Come on. Show her what to do. 789 00:29:43,784 --> 00:29:45,586 Come on. - Move, boy. 790 00:29:45,652 --> 00:29:48,155 Ooh. [laughter] 791 00:29:48,222 --> 00:29:51,058 - So Khaotic asked me to be in his video shoot. 792 00:29:51,124 --> 00:29:52,726 And I just want to show up and be petty, 793 00:29:52,793 --> 00:29:53,927 'cause it's like, you let me go through 794 00:29:53,994 --> 00:29:55,028 all that [bleep] other day, 795 00:29:55,095 --> 00:29:56,597 let this man jump all in my face. 796 00:29:56,663 --> 00:29:58,866 So while you're saying that you appreciate women, 797 00:29:58,932 --> 00:30:01,668 you don't appreciate women at all. 798 00:30:01,735 --> 00:30:03,270 Because if you are a real man, 799 00:30:03,337 --> 00:30:05,038 you would have jumped in between me and Scrap 800 00:30:05,105 --> 00:30:06,740 and broke that whole situation up. 801 00:30:06,807 --> 00:30:08,809 I'm trying to see what I'm supposed to be 802 00:30:08,876 --> 00:30:09,977 doing in the video shoot. 803 00:30:10,043 --> 00:30:12,346 Hey, Erica. - Hey. 804 00:30:12,412 --> 00:30:14,414 - Hey, Amy. 805 00:30:14,481 --> 00:30:16,550 I didn't even know y'all was going to be here. 806 00:30:16,617 --> 00:30:18,218 - Yeah. - Khaotic! 807 00:30:18,285 --> 00:30:19,720 all: Hey! 808 00:30:19,786 --> 00:30:23,690 - See, [bleep], this is not giving princess treatment. 809 00:30:23,757 --> 00:30:25,792 - Okay, so come on. Let's sit down and talk about it. 810 00:30:25,859 --> 00:30:27,327 - Khaotic, please get your life. 811 00:30:27,394 --> 00:30:28,862 - I don't really not coming here just for your friends. 812 00:30:28,929 --> 00:30:29,997 - No, there's no way to embarrass. 813 00:30:30,063 --> 00:30:31,532 Come on, let's go. - It is. 814 00:30:31,598 --> 00:30:33,534 - I invited Sierra to come and feel appreciated. 815 00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:35,202 And she's feeling the opposite. 816 00:30:35,269 --> 00:30:36,870 Like, why are you come in here to [bleep] up the vibe? 817 00:30:36,937 --> 00:30:37,905 What I do to you? 818 00:30:37,971 --> 00:30:39,439 - Let's get to the real point. 819 00:30:39,506 --> 00:30:41,408 - Okay, let's get to the point. So the point with you-- 820 00:30:41,475 --> 00:30:42,609 Scrappy came for you-- 821 00:30:42,676 --> 00:30:43,944 - Disrespected me-- - Yeah, no. 822 00:30:44,011 --> 00:30:45,612 - Called me a [bleep]. - No, I understand that. 823 00:30:45,679 --> 00:30:47,381 - Jumped in my face and pushed me. 824 00:30:47,447 --> 00:30:49,383 [overlapping chatter] - Look at him. 825 00:30:49,449 --> 00:30:50,450 - First of all-- 826 00:30:50,517 --> 00:30:51,518 - And you stood right beside me. 827 00:30:51,585 --> 00:30:53,187 - First--first of all-- 828 00:30:53,253 --> 00:30:56,123 - As a man, that says that you want to feel appreci-- 829 00:30:56,190 --> 00:30:58,525 all this [bleep]? I didn't feel appreciated. 830 00:30:58,592 --> 00:31:00,394 - Can I? Can I talk? 831 00:31:00,460 --> 00:31:04,064 - I got between them several times to try to stop Scrappy 832 00:31:04,131 --> 00:31:05,232 and to try to stop her. 833 00:31:05,299 --> 00:31:06,900 - Look at him. - Look at her. 834 00:31:06,967 --> 00:31:08,101 Look at her. 835 00:31:08,168 --> 00:31:09,503 - This [bleep] really want to fight me. 836 00:31:09,570 --> 00:31:10,804 - I don't want to fight you. 837 00:31:10,871 --> 00:31:11,705 I ain't did nothing about fight you. 838 00:31:11,772 --> 00:31:13,240 - Who do that? 839 00:31:13,307 --> 00:31:15,108 - And I'm not finna risk my life or my freedom 840 00:31:15,175 --> 00:31:17,344 over somebody that don't want to listen to me. 841 00:31:17,411 --> 00:31:18,579 So here's my response. 842 00:31:18,645 --> 00:31:20,214 Like I said, several times I asked Scrappy, 843 00:31:20,280 --> 00:31:22,716 bro, chill. Several times. 844 00:31:22,783 --> 00:31:24,551 It was even one time I was standing in between you and him 845 00:31:24,618 --> 00:31:26,620 to get each other out of each other face. 846 00:31:26,687 --> 00:31:28,121 He wasn't just in your face. 847 00:31:28,188 --> 00:31:29,489 You was in--y'all both was in each other's face. 848 00:31:29,556 --> 00:31:31,024 - But he's a man-- - And he was dead wrong. 849 00:31:31,091 --> 00:31:32,192 - And so another man should have been 850 00:31:32,259 --> 00:31:34,127 able to put hands on him and tell him 851 00:31:34,194 --> 00:31:35,596 to get the [bleep] out of-- 852 00:31:35,662 --> 00:31:37,331 - Listen, I'm not your knight in shining armor. 853 00:31:37,397 --> 00:31:40,100 [dramatic music] 854 00:31:40,167 --> 00:31:42,035 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta." 855 00:31:42,102 --> 00:31:45,239 - That's like saying pull a lion off of a wildebeest. 856 00:31:45,305 --> 00:31:48,842 It was a lot of people there. Why is it all about Khaotic? 857 00:31:48,909 --> 00:31:52,312 - I'm not doing good. I have another hernia. 858 00:31:52,379 --> 00:31:53,714 - Are you serious? 859 00:31:53,780 --> 00:31:55,415 - It's bigger than the first time. 860 00:31:55,482 --> 00:31:57,451 - ♪♪ On my way to the top, and it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 861 00:32:02,723 --> 00:32:03,924 - ♪♪ On my way to the top, and it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 862 00:32:03,991 --> 00:32:06,293 [dramatic music] 863 00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:07,761 - Y'all both was in each other face. 864 00:32:07,828 --> 00:32:08,896 - But he's a man. - And he was dead wrong. 865 00:32:08,962 --> 00:32:10,430 - And so another man should have been 866 00:32:10,497 --> 00:32:12,332 able to put hands on him and tell 867 00:32:12,399 --> 00:32:13,800 him to get the [bleep] out-- 868 00:32:13,867 --> 00:32:15,269 - Listen, I'm not your knight in shining armor. 869 00:32:15,335 --> 00:32:16,937 ♪♪ ♪♪ 870 00:32:17,004 --> 00:32:18,839 - Khaotic just sat here and said 871 00:32:18,906 --> 00:32:21,441 "I'm not your knight in shining armor." 872 00:32:21,508 --> 00:32:22,643 Basically, what he was saying is, 873 00:32:22,709 --> 00:32:24,611 "Because I'm not [bleep] you, 874 00:32:24,678 --> 00:32:26,647 then it's not my place to take up for you." 875 00:32:26,713 --> 00:32:28,582 - This is between Scrappy and Bambi. 876 00:32:28,649 --> 00:32:30,851 - Oh, wow. Oh, wow. - I didn't see him push you. 877 00:32:30,918 --> 00:32:33,086 I told Sierra, "Hey, Sierra, stop. 878 00:32:33,153 --> 00:32:35,222 Hey, Scrappy, stop." Nobody listened to me. 879 00:32:35,289 --> 00:32:36,557 So what do you want me to do? 880 00:32:36,623 --> 00:32:38,625 You were not minding your business. 881 00:32:38,692 --> 00:32:40,494 You is arguing with somebody else 882 00:32:40,561 --> 00:32:42,863 about his life with his wife and his children. 883 00:32:42,930 --> 00:32:44,765 Sometimes you have to sit to the side 884 00:32:44,831 --> 00:32:46,633 and allow your friend, Bambi, 885 00:32:46,700 --> 00:32:49,269 to take care of her business with her man. 886 00:32:49,336 --> 00:32:50,704 - What about calling me a [bleep] 887 00:32:50,771 --> 00:32:52,673 and saying I'm a [bleep]? How did you feel about that? 888 00:32:52,739 --> 00:32:53,907 - I didn't hear him say you a [bleep]. 889 00:32:53,974 --> 00:32:56,376 - Oh, wow. - I don't know what I heard. 890 00:32:56,443 --> 00:32:58,846 - We all look beautiful and I don't got time for this. 891 00:32:58,912 --> 00:33:01,849 I just wanted to tell you how I felt you were wrong. 892 00:33:01,915 --> 00:33:05,018 And I see you got a lot of mains, so it's nothing for me, 893 00:33:05,085 --> 00:33:06,553 you know what I'm saying? - Yeah. 894 00:33:06,620 --> 00:33:08,555 - So enjoy. Have a good day. - But I ain't. 895 00:33:08,622 --> 00:33:09,690 I think probably how she's feeling 896 00:33:09,756 --> 00:33:10,958 is like, just as a woman, 897 00:33:11,024 --> 00:33:12,659 she probably wanted somebody to stop it. 898 00:33:12,726 --> 00:33:15,162 - It was several men that was there 899 00:33:15,229 --> 00:33:16,430 that could have stopped that. 900 00:33:16,496 --> 00:33:17,865 So I don't know why y'all coming at me. 901 00:33:17,931 --> 00:33:19,766 - All I'm saying from a female perspective 902 00:33:19,833 --> 00:33:21,368 is probably to de-escalate and pull him off. 903 00:33:21,435 --> 00:33:24,771 - That's like saying pull a lion off of a wildebeest. 904 00:33:24,838 --> 00:33:27,841 It was a lot of people there. Why is it all about Khaotic? 905 00:33:27,908 --> 00:33:29,843 Y'all must be attracted to me or something. 906 00:33:29,910 --> 00:33:31,178 - Okay. - Probably being attracted. 907 00:33:31,245 --> 00:33:32,479 - No, we're not. 908 00:33:32,546 --> 00:33:33,914 - No, y'all are doing that to me. 909 00:33:33,981 --> 00:33:36,416 - And we're so not attracted that, Erica, 910 00:33:36,483 --> 00:33:37,985 I ain't even being funny. 911 00:33:38,051 --> 00:33:40,287 This is your video. Bye, girl. Have fun. 912 00:33:40,354 --> 00:33:41,355 - All right. 913 00:33:41,421 --> 00:33:43,023 Khaotic plays too many games. 914 00:33:43,090 --> 00:33:45,058 He air [bleep] his girl right in front of me. 915 00:33:45,125 --> 00:33:47,027 And I'm not worried about this "princess treatment" 916 00:33:47,094 --> 00:33:49,429 and appreciate me fake [bleep] he's giving me. 917 00:33:49,496 --> 00:33:50,898 And I'm out the video. 918 00:33:50,964 --> 00:33:52,299 - All right, we going to cue the music. 919 00:33:52,366 --> 00:33:53,567 - We tired. 920 00:33:53,634 --> 00:33:55,869 - There you go. [laughter] 921 00:33:55,936 --> 00:33:57,604 - Energy, man. There you go. 922 00:33:57,671 --> 00:33:59,640 all: ♪♪ You look good, good girl ♪♪ 923 00:33:59,706 --> 00:34:05,212 ♪♪ I want to feel appreciated ♪♪ [laughter] 924 00:34:05,279 --> 00:34:06,446 - Yeah! [laughter] 925 00:34:06,513 --> 00:34:08,248 - What's up, man? - Hey. 926 00:34:08,315 --> 00:34:10,551 - What's up, my brother? - Man, I'm cooling. 927 00:34:10,617 --> 00:34:11,818 Man, I see you doing your thing. 928 00:34:11,885 --> 00:34:12,786 - Listen, I need to talk to you. 929 00:34:12,853 --> 00:34:13,987 You need to come over here. 930 00:34:14,054 --> 00:34:15,556 No, you need to come talk to me now. 931 00:34:15,622 --> 00:34:16,557 Let's go. - What's going on, though? 932 00:34:16,623 --> 00:34:17,958 - No. 933 00:34:18,025 --> 00:34:19,760 - Man, so I pull up to Khaotic video shoot. 934 00:34:19,826 --> 00:34:21,862 And it's just for real, for real, to support homie. 935 00:34:21,929 --> 00:34:23,096 And all of a sudden, 936 00:34:23,163 --> 00:34:24,364 he snapped me to the side already. 937 00:34:24,431 --> 00:34:25,899 Like, I'm like, 938 00:34:25,966 --> 00:34:27,668 "What the hell Khaotic gotta tell me, like, this fast? 939 00:34:27,734 --> 00:34:29,203 I just got here." 940 00:34:29,269 --> 00:34:31,171 - Bro, you don't know what just went down, bro. 941 00:34:31,238 --> 00:34:32,806 - What went down? 942 00:34:32,873 --> 00:34:35,742 - Sierra just pulled up in the big boys truck, 943 00:34:35,809 --> 00:34:38,846 bounced out, and gave me the business, bro. 944 00:34:38,912 --> 00:34:40,147 - All right, listen, man-- - I'm talking about-- 945 00:34:40,214 --> 00:34:41,782 no, no, no, she gave me the business, bro. 946 00:34:41,849 --> 00:34:42,850 She said, "Oh, you 'posed to be giving 947 00:34:42,916 --> 00:34:44,184 "women princess treatment. 948 00:34:44,251 --> 00:34:45,752 "You 'posed to be protecting women. 949 00:34:45,819 --> 00:34:46,987 "But you left me for dead. 950 00:34:47,054 --> 00:34:49,523 You let Scrappy call me a [bleep]." 951 00:34:49,590 --> 00:34:50,991 - I didn't even call her no bitch. 952 00:34:51,058 --> 00:34:52,593 - You let Scrappy--no, I--can I--let me tell you, man. 953 00:34:52,659 --> 00:34:53,827 I let you push her. 954 00:34:53,894 --> 00:34:55,295 - When did I push her? 955 00:34:55,362 --> 00:34:56,763 - Go head over there [bleep]. 956 00:34:56,830 --> 00:34:58,599 - I didn't stop you. 957 00:34:58,665 --> 00:35:00,033 I did not stop you. - Stop me from what? 958 00:35:00,100 --> 00:35:01,535 She's trying to act like a victim, 959 00:35:01,602 --> 00:35:03,103 like somebody was trying to hurt her. 960 00:35:03,170 --> 00:35:05,539 I ain't did nothing to Sierra but defend myself 961 00:35:05,606 --> 00:35:08,008 when she put her hand in my face, put her hand on me. 962 00:35:08,075 --> 00:35:11,144 You speaking crazy to me, I'ma speak crazy to you. 963 00:35:11,211 --> 00:35:14,047 If I gotta move him out of my way to get out my face, 964 00:35:14,114 --> 00:35:16,116 I would do that, too, you know what I'm saying? 965 00:35:16,183 --> 00:35:18,018 Show me respect, I show you respect. 966 00:35:18,085 --> 00:35:20,020 - You as a--first of all, you a big [bleep]. 967 00:35:20,087 --> 00:35:21,822 - I'm not a big [bleep]. - You is big. 968 00:35:21,889 --> 00:35:22,956 Come on, man, we be in the gym together, [bleep]. 969 00:35:23,023 --> 00:35:24,625 You be pumping that [bleep] now. 970 00:35:24,691 --> 00:35:26,059 We could do like this. 971 00:35:26,126 --> 00:35:27,895 And they saying you come just this right here, 972 00:35:27,961 --> 00:35:31,098 look like, "Oh, he--he act like he about to hit me." 973 00:35:31,164 --> 00:35:32,666 - First of all, girl-- - And you know you not. 974 00:35:32,733 --> 00:35:35,435 So Scrappy denies everything that happened. 975 00:35:35,502 --> 00:35:36,537 "I didn't do this. I didn't do that. 976 00:35:36,603 --> 00:35:37,604 I didn't do that." 977 00:35:37,671 --> 00:35:38,839 But bro, you were wrong. 978 00:35:38,906 --> 00:35:40,274 - It was Scrap say. 979 00:35:40,340 --> 00:35:42,676 Scrap say you--you get the same energy you put out. 980 00:35:42,743 --> 00:35:44,945 So you come to somebody's face screaming, 981 00:35:45,012 --> 00:35:46,613 a motherfucker gon' scream back. 982 00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:48,148 I feel like Sierra in the wrong. 983 00:35:48,215 --> 00:35:50,350 She came to start [bleep] with me 984 00:35:50,417 --> 00:35:51,852 and to be in my business. 985 00:35:51,919 --> 00:35:54,755 So hell, yeah, I'ma stand up like a king, 986 00:35:54,821 --> 00:35:55,889 you know what I'm saying, and tell him 987 00:35:55,956 --> 00:35:56,924 to get the [bleep] on. 988 00:35:56,990 --> 00:35:58,192 As long as I ain't putting 989 00:35:58,258 --> 00:35:59,693 no paws on no women, man, 990 00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:03,263 that's--that's--I feel like I'm good to defend myself. 991 00:36:03,330 --> 00:36:05,032 - They ain't got nothing to do with my life, cuz, 992 00:36:05,098 --> 00:36:06,533 and you trying to tell-- you cussing me up, man. 993 00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:09,169 - But Scrap, you [bleep]-- you owe the apology. 994 00:36:09,236 --> 00:36:11,004 - No. No. She owe me an apology 995 00:36:11,071 --> 00:36:12,339 for being in my business and walking up on me. 996 00:36:12,406 --> 00:36:14,374 - Okay, y'all both need to hash [bleep] out. 997 00:36:14,441 --> 00:36:17,144 Can you talk to her without matching her energy? 998 00:36:17,211 --> 00:36:18,612 'Cause that what we gotta do, Scrap. 999 00:36:18,679 --> 00:36:20,080 We the men, We gotta accept 1000 00:36:20,147 --> 00:36:21,748 the "You know what? I'm sorry, Sierra. 1001 00:36:25,052 --> 00:36:26,887 - Coming up on "Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 1002 00:36:26,954 --> 00:36:28,655 - What's wrong with you? 1003 00:36:28,722 --> 00:36:30,324 Wait, what's wrong with your face? 1004 00:36:30,390 --> 00:36:32,125 [gasps] 1005 00:36:32,192 --> 00:36:33,961 - ♪♪ My way to the top, it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 1006 00:36:39,166 --> 00:36:41,268 - ♪♪ My way to the top, and it ain't no stopping ♪♪ 1007 00:36:41,335 --> 00:36:42,536 - ♪♪ Let's go ♪♪ 1008 00:36:42,603 --> 00:36:43,537 ♪♪ That's money that we makin' ♪♪ 1009 00:36:43,604 --> 00:36:45,472 ♪♪ Makin' makin' makin' ♪♪ 1010 00:36:45,539 --> 00:36:47,374 ♪♪ We don't get respect, we take it ♪♪ 1011 00:36:47,441 --> 00:36:48,909 ♪♪ Take it take it ♪♪ 1012 00:36:48,976 --> 00:36:51,345 ♪♪ Screaming oh, my God, we made it ♪♪ 1013 00:36:51,411 --> 00:36:52,980 ♪♪ Yeah, I think we made it ♪♪ 1014 00:36:53,046 --> 00:36:55,148 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1015 00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:57,618 - Oh, hey. - Well, hello there. 1016 00:36:57,684 --> 00:36:59,219 You are the cutest server I've ever seen. 1017 00:36:59,286 --> 00:37:00,821 - Thank you! 1018 00:37:00,888 --> 00:37:02,890 Can you put this on the table in the back, please? 1019 00:37:02,956 --> 00:37:04,124 - What are you doing? 1020 00:37:04,191 --> 00:37:06,226 - Hey, mama. - Looking cute. 1021 00:37:06,293 --> 00:37:08,595 - You know, just working. 1022 00:37:08,662 --> 00:37:09,897 How are you feeling? - I'm good. 1023 00:37:09,963 --> 00:37:11,131 How are you? 1024 00:37:11,198 --> 00:37:12,499 - You know, some days, I'm the waiter. 1025 00:37:12,566 --> 00:37:14,268 Some days, I'm on kitchen patrol. 1026 00:37:14,334 --> 00:37:15,836 - Tell me about it. - Making crepes. 1027 00:37:15,903 --> 00:37:17,337 Other days, I'm sweeping floors. 1028 00:37:17,404 --> 00:37:19,106 - What? - Girl, you know-- 1029 00:37:19,173 --> 00:37:22,643 - Have you had the days where the toilet is clogged up 1030 00:37:22,709 --> 00:37:25,379 and you need to stick your hand in? 1031 00:37:25,445 --> 00:37:27,014 - Girl, I had that day. 1032 00:37:27,080 --> 00:37:28,649 That's the one day I don't want to ever have. 1033 00:37:28,715 --> 00:37:31,151 Not with a-- - Hey! 1034 00:37:31,218 --> 00:37:32,786 You look so darling! - Hi! 1035 00:37:32,853 --> 00:37:33,754 - Which way do I go? 1036 00:37:33,820 --> 00:37:34,955 - To the middle. 1037 00:37:35,022 --> 00:37:36,456 - Hi, honeybuns. 1038 00:37:36,523 --> 00:37:38,892 - So I haven't seen Yandy or Rasheeda for a long while. 1039 00:37:38,959 --> 00:37:41,295 And to be honest, I've been going through a lot. 1040 00:37:41,361 --> 00:37:42,930 And I just need some girls 1041 00:37:42,996 --> 00:37:44,164 to kind of cheer me up a little bit, 1042 00:37:44,231 --> 00:37:46,133 catch up with them real quick. 1043 00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:47,467 What's up with you guys? 1044 00:37:47,534 --> 00:37:49,870 - We went to a event a couple of days before. 1045 00:37:49,937 --> 00:37:51,338 And it was a PR event. 1046 00:37:51,405 --> 00:37:53,340 I went to the bar for five seconds. 1047 00:37:53,407 --> 00:37:56,510 I turned around, and I saw Erica Mena, 1048 00:37:56,577 --> 00:37:58,612 who was on top of the thing right here, 1049 00:37:58,679 --> 00:38:00,514 screaming at Scrappy, going crazy on him. 1050 00:38:00,581 --> 00:38:03,183 - Erica? - So--yes, baby. 1051 00:38:03,250 --> 00:38:05,886 All I heard from the bar was, "Don't mention my kids!" 1052 00:38:05,953 --> 00:38:08,789 And I saw Momma Dee jump from her on inside. 1053 00:38:08,856 --> 00:38:12,192 Sierra was telling me that Momma Dee told her 1054 00:38:12,259 --> 00:38:14,027 Scrappy got Diamond pregnant. 1055 00:38:14,094 --> 00:38:15,729 - [gasps] What? 1056 00:38:15,796 --> 00:38:17,331 - No, we don't know how true it is. 1057 00:38:17,397 --> 00:38:18,432 - No. - No. 1058 00:38:18,498 --> 00:38:19,933 - Of course it is. 1059 00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:22,035 Diamond is pregnant? - I don't know. 1060 00:38:22,102 --> 00:38:23,437 No. I don't know. 1061 00:38:23,504 --> 00:38:24,771 I don't know. That's not from my mouth. 1062 00:38:24,838 --> 00:38:26,073 That's from Momma Dee's mouth. - Right. 1063 00:38:26,139 --> 00:38:27,708 So... 1064 00:38:27,774 --> 00:38:29,042 - Don't do that. 1065 00:38:29,109 --> 00:38:31,144 - No, but seriously, how you been, Spice? 1066 00:38:31,211 --> 00:38:33,113 - No, I'm grateful. 1067 00:38:33,180 --> 00:38:35,382 I'm happy. I'm... 1068 00:38:35,449 --> 00:38:37,584 - Stop [bleep] around. What's wrong? 1069 00:38:37,651 --> 00:38:40,988 - It's all over your face. - Mm-hmm. 1070 00:38:41,054 --> 00:38:42,856 - I'm not well. 1071 00:38:42,923 --> 00:38:45,125 I'm not doing good. 1072 00:38:45,192 --> 00:38:47,794 [sighs] I have another hernia. 1073 00:38:50,464 --> 00:38:51,865 - Are you serious? 1074 00:38:51,932 --> 00:38:53,467 - It's bigger than the first time. 1075 00:38:53,534 --> 00:38:55,302 - How are you keep getting these hernias? 1076 00:38:55,369 --> 00:38:56,537 - I think this one is caused 1077 00:38:56,603 --> 00:38:58,105 because they opened my chest up 1078 00:38:58,172 --> 00:38:59,806 and they didn't sew me back. 1079 00:38:59,873 --> 00:39:04,178 So now I'm left with a big hole in my stomach. 1080 00:39:04,244 --> 00:39:06,446 - Oh, my God. 1081 00:39:06,513 --> 00:39:08,815 It's always something. - Jesus, Spice. 1082 00:39:08,882 --> 00:39:10,484 - I feel like I'm gonna die early. 1083 00:39:10,551 --> 00:39:12,152 - Don't say that. - Please. 1084 00:39:12,219 --> 00:39:13,520 - Don't say that. 1085 00:39:13,587 --> 00:39:16,523 - I hate to hear that Spice has another hernia. 1086 00:39:16,590 --> 00:39:19,092 She has to think optimistically. 1087 00:39:19,159 --> 00:39:20,627 She will get through this. 1088 00:39:20,694 --> 00:39:22,396 You cannot talk like that. 1089 00:39:22,462 --> 00:39:23,864 - Please don't say that. Give me some love. 1090 00:39:23,931 --> 00:39:26,300 - It's just the truth. - Don't say that, Spice. 1091 00:39:26,366 --> 00:39:27,501 You can't say that. 1092 00:39:27,568 --> 00:39:28,769 - It's the truth. It's how I feel. 1093 00:39:28,836 --> 00:39:29,803 - You can't say that kind of stuff. 1094 00:39:29,870 --> 00:39:31,338 You're not. - All this stuff 1095 00:39:31,405 --> 00:39:32,606 that you don't come through, that we don't come through-- 1096 00:39:32,673 --> 00:39:33,874 - I don't know, sometimes-- - Spice. 1097 00:39:33,941 --> 00:39:35,475 - I feel like-- [phone chimes] 1098 00:39:35,542 --> 00:39:37,578 Look at God. 1099 00:39:37,644 --> 00:39:38,879 - The baby daddy? - Shut up. 1100 00:39:38,946 --> 00:39:39,947 - No. 1101 00:39:40,013 --> 00:39:41,415 My daughter called me. - Oh. 1102 00:39:41,481 --> 00:39:42,883 - Wow. 1103 00:39:42,950 --> 00:39:44,518 - Let me just answer her real quick and just say hi 1104 00:39:44,585 --> 00:39:45,819 'cause, you know, they're in Jamaica, so... 1105 00:39:45,886 --> 00:39:47,287 I was just answering you to tell you 1106 00:39:47,354 --> 00:39:48,589 that I'ma call you right back. 1107 00:39:48,655 --> 00:39:50,858 I'm actually here with aunties, but I want-- 1108 00:39:50,924 --> 00:39:52,025 [gasps] 1109 00:39:54,161 --> 00:39:55,629 What's wrong with you? 1110 00:39:55,696 --> 00:39:57,497 Wait, what's wrong with your face? 1111 00:39:57,564 --> 00:39:59,266 What's wrong? Let me see. 1112 00:39:59,333 --> 00:40:00,667 Let me see. 1113 00:40:02,870 --> 00:40:04,238 I'm getting a flight. I'm coming-- 1114 00:40:04,304 --> 00:40:05,606 what's wrong with your eyes? 1115 00:40:05,672 --> 00:40:08,976 Are you--are you having any difficulty breathing? 1116 00:40:15,415 --> 00:40:16,283 - I feel like me gonna pass out. 1117 00:40:16,350 --> 00:40:17,384 I gotta go, guys. 1118 00:40:17,451 --> 00:40:18,785 I'm so sorry. - Oh, my God. 1119 00:40:18,852 --> 00:40:20,187 - Every day is something else. 1120 00:40:20,254 --> 00:40:22,422 I don't know if her mouth is about to close up 1121 00:40:22,489 --> 00:40:23,957 and then she'll go can't breathe. 1122 00:40:24,024 --> 00:40:25,792 I'm just in panic mode right now. 1123 00:40:25,859 --> 00:40:27,327 Like, I don't even know what to do. 1124 00:40:27,394 --> 00:40:28,562 I'm just trying to rush to get a flight. 1125 00:40:28,629 --> 00:40:30,097 Like, I don't even know how to think. 1126 00:40:30,163 --> 00:40:31,265 I don't know how to react. 1127 00:40:31,331 --> 00:40:32,666 Like, every mother can understand. 1128 00:40:32,733 --> 00:40:34,601 Only a mother can relate. 1129 00:40:34,668 --> 00:40:36,637 Can you please take her to the hospital for me 1130 00:40:36,703 --> 00:40:38,405 or something, or the doctor? 1131 00:40:38,472 --> 00:40:39,907 Where's the driver? 1132 00:40:39,973 --> 00:40:40,974 Please. 1133 00:40:43,810 --> 00:40:46,880 Oh, my God. Every day something else. 1134 00:40:46,947 --> 00:40:48,415 Oh, my God. 1135 00:40:48,482 --> 00:40:50,450 [breathes raggedly] 1136 00:40:50,517 --> 00:40:52,920 [dramatic music] 1137 00:40:57,457 --> 00:40:58,625 - Next on "Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 1138 00:40:58,692 --> 00:40:59,927 - If you pushed a little more buttons, 1139 00:40:59,993 --> 00:41:01,628 then we can make our grand opening date. 1140 00:41:01,695 --> 00:41:05,632 I need my business partner to handle her business. 1141 00:41:05,699 --> 00:41:06,934 We're losing money. 1142 00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:08,735 - Come on, Kirk. It takes both of us 1143 00:41:08,802 --> 00:41:10,404 to make this [bleep] boat rock. 1144 00:41:10,470 --> 00:41:11,805 - I'm just interested to know, 1145 00:41:11,872 --> 00:41:16,376 what are your thoughts on Bambi as a stepmom? 1146 00:41:18,712 --> 00:41:20,681 - I don't care for her. I never have. 1147 00:41:20,747 --> 00:41:22,416 - If ten people say you a ho, you a ho. 1148 00:41:22,482 --> 00:41:23,917 If ten people say you stole a song, you're a thief. 1149 00:41:23,984 --> 00:41:25,385 - Bitch gonna sit in my face 1150 00:41:25,452 --> 00:41:26,987 and cut me no slide and say all this extra [bleep]. 1151 00:41:27,054 --> 00:41:29,323 - You don't write songs. You a slide. 1152 00:41:29,389 --> 00:41:30,858 I write them all, [bleep]. 1153 00:41:30,924 --> 00:41:32,993 - This is not going the way I wanted it to go.