1 00:00:01,935 --> 00:00:03,971 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,037 --> 00:00:05,839 - Previously on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 3 00:00:05,906 --> 00:00:08,675 - Diamond, she said she was waiting on her period. 4 00:00:08,742 --> 00:00:11,144 - Diamond is supposed to be pregnant from Scrappy. 5 00:00:11,211 --> 00:00:12,579 - Y'all don't take accountability 6 00:00:12,646 --> 00:00:14,014 for y'all [bleep]. - No, no, no, no, no, no, no. 7 00:00:14,081 --> 00:00:16,517 - Are you serious? You believe everything? 8 00:00:16,583 --> 00:00:17,851 - Don't play with me! 9 00:00:17,918 --> 00:00:20,387 - My sisters, their mentality is, 10 00:00:20,454 --> 00:00:21,421 everything is about Amy, Amy, Amy. 11 00:00:21,488 --> 00:00:22,656 We got businesses. 12 00:00:22,723 --> 00:00:24,258 She's always there in your ass crack. 13 00:00:24,324 --> 00:00:25,826 - Ass crack? - Yes. 14 00:00:25,893 --> 00:00:27,127 - [laughs] 15 00:00:27,194 --> 00:00:29,663 - I don't want to be an operational manager 16 00:00:29,730 --> 00:00:31,465 for Pretty Kitty any longer. 17 00:00:31,532 --> 00:00:32,799 - Wait, what? 18 00:00:32,866 --> 00:00:35,302 - I have to do what I need to do for myself. 19 00:00:35,369 --> 00:00:36,737 - There's so many houses in Atlanta. 20 00:00:36,803 --> 00:00:38,539 Why you have to move across the street from me? 21 00:00:38,605 --> 00:00:40,007 - You're my sister. You're like family. 22 00:00:40,073 --> 00:00:41,508 - Karlie, no, no, no. 23 00:00:41,575 --> 00:00:42,843 - It's so many different things with Karlie. 24 00:00:42,910 --> 00:00:44,678 She's best friends with Meda now. 25 00:00:44,745 --> 00:00:46,146 My friend, Meda. - Oh, she is? 26 00:00:46,213 --> 00:00:47,347 - She's now best friends with Meda. 27 00:00:47,414 --> 00:00:48,782 - I haven't been able to speak to her. 28 00:00:48,849 --> 00:00:50,384 And I don't know what that would be like. 29 00:00:50,450 --> 00:00:52,252 - You're supposed to be my friend. 30 00:00:52,319 --> 00:00:55,756 When I needed you, you was all over Atlanta with Karlie. 31 00:00:55,822 --> 00:00:58,258 I need a genuine friend that's gonna be loyal to me 32 00:00:58,325 --> 00:00:59,560 the way I'm loyal to them. 33 00:00:59,626 --> 00:01:00,727 - How you feel about Karlie, you taking 34 00:01:00,794 --> 00:01:02,496 it out on me at this point. 35 00:01:02,563 --> 00:01:04,364 - I'm not having this conversation. 36 00:01:08,502 --> 00:01:09,670 [funky music] 37 00:01:09,736 --> 00:01:11,071 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 38 00:01:11,138 --> 00:01:12,072 - ♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪ 39 00:01:12,139 --> 00:01:13,440 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 40 00:01:13,507 --> 00:01:14,441 - ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪ 41 00:01:14,508 --> 00:01:15,742 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 42 00:01:15,809 --> 00:01:16,844 ♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪ 43 00:01:16,910 --> 00:01:18,212 - ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪ 44 00:01:18,278 --> 00:01:19,980 - ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪ 45 00:01:20,047 --> 00:01:21,982 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 46 00:01:26,053 --> 00:01:27,554 - ♪♪ La-da-dee, la-da-da-dee ♪♪ 47 00:01:27,621 --> 00:01:28,856 ♪♪ We are bringing the house party ♪♪ 48 00:01:28,922 --> 00:01:30,991 ♪♪ La-da-dee, la-da-da-dee ♪♪ 49 00:01:31,058 --> 00:01:32,926 ♪♪ Don't believe it, then come and see ♪♪ 50 00:01:32,993 --> 00:01:34,494 - Troy, you already know I gotta put my city on the map. 51 00:01:34,561 --> 00:01:35,762 313, what up, though? 52 00:01:35,829 --> 00:01:37,397 - It's been going crazy, y'all. 53 00:01:37,464 --> 00:01:38,799 Project on the way. 54 00:01:38,866 --> 00:01:41,001 - A lot of bitches basically gonna be in trouble. 55 00:01:41,068 --> 00:01:43,070 So go get your ghostwriters. We out. 56 00:01:43,136 --> 00:01:44,671 - ♪♪ Think I'm too loud ♪♪ 57 00:01:44,738 --> 00:01:47,140 ♪♪ Then you should meet my girls with a crowd ♪♪ 58 00:01:47,207 --> 00:01:50,344 [upbeat music] 59 00:01:50,410 --> 00:01:52,713 ♪♪ ♪♪ 60 00:01:52,779 --> 00:01:54,715 - Namaste. 61 00:01:54,781 --> 00:01:56,650 - ♪♪ La-da-dee, la-da-da-dee ♪♪ 62 00:01:56,717 --> 00:01:58,485 ♪♪ We are bringing the whole party ♪♪ 63 00:01:58,552 --> 00:02:00,487 ♪♪ ♪♪ 64 00:02:00,554 --> 00:02:01,622 - I like it. 65 00:02:01,688 --> 00:02:02,623 - No, I don't like this. 66 00:02:02,689 --> 00:02:03,657 - But you want blue. 67 00:02:03,724 --> 00:02:05,292 I got two surprises for you. 68 00:02:05,359 --> 00:02:09,096 Two surprises, 'cause, you know, it's your comeback. 69 00:02:09,162 --> 00:02:10,364 - Right now, it the day before me leave 70 00:02:10,430 --> 00:02:11,798 out for the Cayman Islands. 71 00:02:11,865 --> 00:02:13,367 I'ma just feel a piece of pressure upon me. 72 00:02:13,433 --> 00:02:14,701 I feel like I need to bring it more 73 00:02:14,768 --> 00:02:16,103 than I ever bring it before. 74 00:02:16,170 --> 00:02:17,771 Worse, the fact that I know that my fans 75 00:02:17,838 --> 00:02:20,040 haven't seen me for the past six months. 76 00:02:20,107 --> 00:02:22,242 So everything have to be on time, period. 77 00:02:22,309 --> 00:02:23,477 Roland! 78 00:02:23,544 --> 00:02:24,645 Oh, my God. 79 00:02:24,711 --> 00:02:26,246 You're gonna be driving me crazy. 80 00:02:26,313 --> 00:02:27,447 Why you have these nice dresses? 81 00:02:27,514 --> 00:02:28,949 - All right. 82 00:02:29,016 --> 00:02:30,384 - [screams] Yes! 83 00:02:30,450 --> 00:02:31,985 - I got it! 84 00:02:32,052 --> 00:02:34,188 All right, I knew. I knew. I knew this would be the one. 85 00:02:34,254 --> 00:02:35,289 - You found it! - Mm-hmm. 86 00:02:35,355 --> 00:02:36,523 - Ah! 87 00:02:36,590 --> 00:02:37,925 - You think I'm gonna do you like that? 88 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:39,693 You know I got yo' back. - I was getting so nervous. 89 00:02:39,760 --> 00:02:40,928 I was like-- - You know I got your back. 90 00:02:40,994 --> 00:02:41,995 - Oh, I love it! - Let me show you. 91 00:02:42,062 --> 00:02:43,497 Didn't it come out so beautiful? 92 00:02:43,564 --> 00:02:44,932 - I love it. - And we got it in time. 93 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:46,567 - No, yeah, me like it. - You got me two days ago. 94 00:02:46,633 --> 00:02:48,302 You know you--Roland is gonna pull it off. 95 00:02:48,368 --> 00:02:49,837 - All right, all right. 96 00:02:49,903 --> 00:02:51,405 - I feel like because I'm not able to perform as much as 97 00:02:51,471 --> 00:02:52,873 I used to, people know me as the queen 98 00:02:52,940 --> 00:02:55,075 of stage jumping, on speaker box, climbing on stuff. 99 00:02:55,142 --> 00:02:57,077 It's very important for me right now 100 00:02:57,144 --> 00:03:00,414 to have a banging outfit that looks super spicy, 101 00:03:00,480 --> 00:03:02,115 to kind of keep the eyes off of me a little bit 102 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:03,684 so that they don't even realize that I'm not 103 00:03:03,750 --> 00:03:05,586 moving as much as I used to. 104 00:03:05,652 --> 00:03:06,720 - Then we just push your little bodysuit-- 105 00:03:06,787 --> 00:03:08,155 - Oh, yeah. - Mm-hmm. 106 00:03:08,222 --> 00:03:09,289 - Mm-hmm. Dirty one! 107 00:03:09,356 --> 00:03:10,224 Dirty one! Dirty one! 108 00:03:10,290 --> 00:03:11,458 - Hey! 109 00:03:11,525 --> 00:03:12,626 - That's what I'm talking about. 110 00:03:12,693 --> 00:03:14,094 - Y'all all right? - Yes. 111 00:03:14,161 --> 00:03:15,662 How you doing, babe? It's good to see you again. 112 00:03:15,729 --> 00:03:17,231 - Hey. How you been? It's good to see you, too. 113 00:03:17,297 --> 00:03:18,999 - Oh, you look cute, friend. - It's good to see you, too. 114 00:03:19,066 --> 00:03:21,101 - I haven't seen you in so long. 115 00:03:21,168 --> 00:03:22,936 - It ain't been that long. - You look cute today. 116 00:03:23,003 --> 00:03:24,271 - You look cute, too. - I know. 117 00:03:24,338 --> 00:03:25,939 - Yes. - Oh, girl, no. 118 00:03:26,006 --> 00:03:27,174 - [laughs] 119 00:03:27,241 --> 00:03:29,009 - Not you Miss Conceited. - You know her. 120 00:03:29,076 --> 00:03:30,377 - I am so excited. 121 00:03:30,444 --> 00:03:33,580 Spice is getting ready for the Cayman Islands. 122 00:03:33,647 --> 00:03:35,249 And guess who's going, too? 123 00:03:35,315 --> 00:03:36,884 Shekinah Jones, me. 124 00:03:36,950 --> 00:03:39,520 I'm gonna ig up. Let's go, let's go, let's go. 125 00:03:39,586 --> 00:03:41,288 Get it, get it. 126 00:03:41,355 --> 00:03:42,523 So Saturday is the big day? 127 00:03:42,589 --> 00:03:44,024 - Yep. - Yeah. 128 00:03:44,091 --> 00:03:45,926 - But, girl, I have something to tell you. 129 00:03:45,993 --> 00:03:48,729 While you were at the Crying Tour, I was in Atlanta crying, 130 00:03:48,795 --> 00:03:50,998 for sure. - Oh, hell no. 131 00:03:51,064 --> 00:03:52,466 - Yes. So I went to the gender reveal. 132 00:03:52,533 --> 00:03:54,334 Then me and Meda gets into it. 133 00:03:54,401 --> 00:03:55,536 - Meda got into it with you? 134 00:03:55,602 --> 00:03:57,004 - She's talking about, oh, I know you 135 00:03:57,070 --> 00:03:59,072 and Karlie going through it, but I'm 136 00:03:59,139 --> 00:04:00,474 trying to stay out of it. 137 00:04:00,541 --> 00:04:02,843 Bitch, I need you to be in it the same way 138 00:04:02,910 --> 00:04:06,246 how I would have been in it if it was you and your shit. 139 00:04:06,313 --> 00:04:09,183 If you're my friend, you need to act like you are my friend. 140 00:04:09,249 --> 00:04:11,752 When I was sick and I needed you as my friend, 141 00:04:11,818 --> 00:04:13,787 you all over the place, every club with Karlie. 142 00:04:13,854 --> 00:04:15,088 I'm like, what the [bleep]? 143 00:04:15,155 --> 00:04:16,557 You were supposed to be there for me. 144 00:04:16,623 --> 00:04:17,958 - Hold on. Is Meda coming to Cayman? 145 00:04:18,025 --> 00:04:19,226 - I have no idea if she's coming. 146 00:04:19,293 --> 00:04:20,794 - I hope she do come. 147 00:04:20,861 --> 00:04:22,296 - Because we were arguing really bad. 148 00:04:22,362 --> 00:04:23,964 Like, I was screaming at the top of my lungs 149 00:04:24,031 --> 00:04:25,265 because I was trying to get my point across. 150 00:04:25,332 --> 00:04:26,366 So I feel like she feels some kind of way. 151 00:04:26,433 --> 00:04:27,367 - I feel like she should come. 152 00:04:27,434 --> 00:04:28,435 I'm just saying, your best friend 153 00:04:28,502 --> 00:04:29,837 don't want people around. 154 00:04:29,903 --> 00:04:32,339 Ever since Meda has started hanging out with Karlie, 155 00:04:32,406 --> 00:04:34,441 Meda not acting the same no more. 156 00:04:34,508 --> 00:04:37,077 All of a sudden, Meda don't want me to come to the DR, 157 00:04:37,144 --> 00:04:39,680 causing friction between me and Spice. 158 00:04:39,746 --> 00:04:42,516 So I'm gonna take it upon myself to meet up 159 00:04:42,583 --> 00:04:45,652 with Meda to figure out why she really 160 00:04:45,719 --> 00:04:47,754 was holding up on me coming. 161 00:04:47,821 --> 00:04:49,456 And then I'm gonna let it go. 162 00:04:49,523 --> 00:04:50,824 - I don't know. 163 00:04:50,891 --> 00:04:52,259 I guess you--that's you and Meda conversation. 164 00:04:52,326 --> 00:04:53,460 When you see Meda-- 165 00:04:53,527 --> 00:04:54,995 - I'm gonna say, Meda, you act like you 166 00:04:55,062 --> 00:04:56,230 didn't want me to come. Why you didn't want me to come? 167 00:04:56,296 --> 00:04:57,564 Because of Karlie? 168 00:04:57,631 --> 00:04:58,999 - Right, so make sure you say that to face. 169 00:04:59,066 --> 00:05:00,267 - I'm gonna ask her. No worries. I'm gonna ask her. 170 00:05:00,334 --> 00:05:02,002 - Stop asking me. - I ain't ask you [bleep]. 171 00:05:02,069 --> 00:05:03,504 - Ask Meda instead of saying the same [bleep] over and over. 172 00:05:03,570 --> 00:05:04,771 - Girl, I ain't asked you [bleep]. 173 00:05:04,838 --> 00:05:06,006 I don't give a [bleep]. - Yes, you did. 174 00:05:06,073 --> 00:05:07,341 - You alive and well, bitch. - [bleep]. 175 00:05:07,407 --> 00:05:08,809 - You alive here with us today. 176 00:05:08,876 --> 00:05:10,077 - I need to go, Roland. - You know what I'm saying? 177 00:05:10,143 --> 00:05:11,378 - Can you pack my [bleep] up so I can leave? 178 00:05:11,445 --> 00:05:13,580 Shekinah, don't miss the flight to Cayman, 179 00:05:13,647 --> 00:05:16,350 because you always late. 180 00:05:16,416 --> 00:05:19,353 [dramatic music] 181 00:05:19,419 --> 00:05:23,090 ♪♪ ♪♪ 182 00:05:23,156 --> 00:05:24,858 - Jess, we going to the emergency room, honey. 183 00:05:27,561 --> 00:05:28,996 - I know, but we got to. 184 00:05:36,170 --> 00:05:39,907 - There's this horrible pain on the right side of my body 185 00:05:39,973 --> 00:05:41,875 where it goes down to my leg. 186 00:05:41,942 --> 00:05:44,711 And it makes me wanna vomit. 187 00:05:44,778 --> 00:05:47,781 It's just a hundred. 188 00:05:47,848 --> 00:05:52,452 That's what the pain level is today, just a hundred. 189 00:05:52,519 --> 00:05:53,887 Oh, God. 190 00:05:53,954 --> 00:05:56,790 I was supposed to do a photo shoot today, 191 00:05:56,857 --> 00:06:02,162 but my body has never given up on me like this. 192 00:06:02,229 --> 00:06:05,032 [groans] 193 00:06:05,098 --> 00:06:08,602 I'm grateful to God that my sisters are here with me. 194 00:06:08,669 --> 00:06:10,103 I can't think. 195 00:06:10,170 --> 00:06:13,106 I don't know what the hell is going on. 196 00:06:13,173 --> 00:06:16,076 Next thing you know, I'm being rushed to the emergency room. 197 00:06:16,143 --> 00:06:17,711 I'm dying. 198 00:06:17,778 --> 00:06:18,846 This is it. 199 00:06:18,912 --> 00:06:20,848 I'm in so much pain. 200 00:06:20,914 --> 00:06:23,183 I don't even wanna exist. 201 00:06:31,825 --> 00:06:34,795 - ♪♪ I always let this slip away ♪♪ 202 00:06:34,862 --> 00:06:37,064 ♪♪ And all that's left is pain ♪♪ 203 00:06:37,130 --> 00:06:38,866 ♪♪ I'm always on the run ♪♪ 204 00:06:38,932 --> 00:06:42,202 ♪♪ But I come straight back here again ♪♪ 205 00:06:42,269 --> 00:06:45,038 ♪♪ Can you save me from this misery? 206 00:06:45,105 --> 00:06:47,307 ♪♪ Save me from this world ♪♪ 207 00:06:47,374 --> 00:06:49,676 ♪♪ Save me ♪♪ 208 00:06:52,646 --> 00:06:53,714 - Jessi? 209 00:06:53,780 --> 00:06:56,383 - Yeah, baby, I'm here. 210 00:06:56,450 --> 00:06:58,752 So I just got out the hospital. 211 00:07:00,454 --> 00:07:01,855 [sighs] 212 00:07:01,922 --> 00:07:03,757 I couldn't move. I couldn't walk. 213 00:07:03,824 --> 00:07:07,361 I was bent over in fetal position, severely in pain. 214 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:11,932 They end up pumping me with morphine, making me more sick. 215 00:07:11,999 --> 00:07:13,967 I'm depleted. 216 00:07:14,034 --> 00:07:15,903 - Jessi, why didn't you call me? 217 00:07:15,969 --> 00:07:18,772 - Babe, do you know how sick I was? 218 00:07:18,839 --> 00:07:20,407 I started cramping really bad. - Mm-hmm. 219 00:07:20,474 --> 00:07:22,042 - And I was like, I'm not feeling well. 220 00:07:22,109 --> 00:07:23,610 My stomach swelled up instantly. 221 00:07:23,677 --> 00:07:25,412 And that's when the throwing up and stuff started. 222 00:07:25,479 --> 00:07:27,147 That's why my body kind of went into shock. 223 00:07:27,214 --> 00:07:28,549 - Yeah, yeah. 224 00:07:28,615 --> 00:07:29,983 - Come to find out, I have two fibroids 225 00:07:30,050 --> 00:07:31,418 that's inside of my uterus. 226 00:07:31,485 --> 00:07:33,053 It's called endometrium. 227 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:36,356 It's 10-centimeters big, and it's sitting on my ovary. 228 00:07:36,423 --> 00:07:37,658 - Wow. 229 00:07:37,724 --> 00:07:38,926 - You know what the crazy part is? 230 00:07:38,992 --> 00:07:41,562 I've been going through this for years, 231 00:07:41,628 --> 00:07:43,964 and they didn't see it, something so massive. 232 00:07:44,031 --> 00:07:45,065 That's what they do. 233 00:07:45,132 --> 00:07:46,767 They mishandle Black women. 234 00:07:46,834 --> 00:07:48,368 They don't listen to Black women 235 00:07:48,435 --> 00:07:51,038 when they're having medical concerns. 236 00:07:51,104 --> 00:07:53,740 It's why people die all the time in the emergency room. 237 00:07:53,807 --> 00:07:55,576 Do the due diligence yourself. 238 00:07:55,642 --> 00:07:57,377 Do the research. 239 00:07:57,444 --> 00:08:00,547 You have got to take your health in your hands. 240 00:08:00,614 --> 00:08:05,285 - So how are you feeling just, like, for real, for real? 241 00:08:05,352 --> 00:08:06,587 - It's depressing. 242 00:08:06,653 --> 00:08:09,089 And it just kind of-- it makes me go back 243 00:08:09,156 --> 00:08:10,824 to all the unfortunate miscarriages 244 00:08:10,891 --> 00:08:14,127 that I've had over the years. It was defeating the purpose. 245 00:08:14,194 --> 00:08:17,264 'Cause a 10-centimeter mass sitting on top of my ovaries 246 00:08:17,331 --> 00:08:19,333 squishing all of my reproductive organs-- 247 00:08:19,399 --> 00:08:20,968 of course I couldn't carry babies. 248 00:08:21,034 --> 00:08:22,970 But now I'm just finding out why. 249 00:08:23,036 --> 00:08:25,205 Nick and I were trying to get pregnant. 250 00:08:25,272 --> 00:08:27,341 We both equally wanted it. 251 00:08:27,407 --> 00:08:30,911 Miscarriages, when the man that you're in love with 252 00:08:30,978 --> 00:08:33,881 is conceiving with everybody-- 253 00:08:33,947 --> 00:08:38,118 I felt like I was half a woman. 254 00:08:38,185 --> 00:08:41,054 Do you know the scars that you wear when you go 255 00:08:41,121 --> 00:08:42,523 through public miscarriages? - Yeah. 256 00:08:42,589 --> 00:08:44,091 - And you--people feel like, oh, 257 00:08:44,157 --> 00:08:45,526 well, she can't carry a baby. 258 00:08:45,592 --> 00:08:46,860 - Yeah. 259 00:08:46,927 --> 00:08:48,762 - And my miscarriages were all public. 260 00:08:48,829 --> 00:08:50,063 - Public. 261 00:08:50,130 --> 00:08:52,766 The joke is how many kids he had. 262 00:08:52,833 --> 00:08:54,234 That's not an easy thing. 263 00:08:54,301 --> 00:08:56,036 - And then seeing him have another baby 264 00:08:56,103 --> 00:08:57,838 with somebody else-- 265 00:08:57,905 --> 00:09:00,174 and I'm going through all of this, and he knows it. 266 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:03,510 Maybe I'm not supposed to be a mother. 267 00:09:03,577 --> 00:09:09,850 I still struggle with the idea if I could actually do it. 268 00:09:13,086 --> 00:09:14,421 - As your friend, I wanna be here 269 00:09:14,488 --> 00:09:17,424 to help you go through the process of getting healed 270 00:09:17,491 --> 00:09:19,726 and so you can stop masking and hiding 271 00:09:19,793 --> 00:09:21,395 and pretending you're okay. 272 00:09:21,461 --> 00:09:23,463 Because you're not. 273 00:09:23,530 --> 00:09:26,433 - I'm mentally kind of decompressing 274 00:09:26,500 --> 00:09:27,968 all of the trauma. 275 00:09:28,035 --> 00:09:31,939 Because I carry all my stress in my womb. 276 00:09:32,005 --> 00:09:35,542 And I knew, psychologically, that everything 277 00:09:35,609 --> 00:09:38,545 that was happening was just a side effect of everything 278 00:09:38,612 --> 00:09:42,149 emotionally that I had bottled up inside of me. 279 00:09:42,216 --> 00:09:44,084 That's why I advocate for speaking 280 00:09:44,151 --> 00:09:45,986 to people, going to therapy. 281 00:09:46,053 --> 00:09:49,122 And I didn't do that for myself fast enough. 282 00:09:49,189 --> 00:09:50,691 - Can you freeze your eggs? 283 00:09:50,757 --> 00:09:51,758 - I mean, I wanna have babies. 284 00:09:51,825 --> 00:09:53,193 - Yeah. - I've always wanted to. 285 00:09:53,260 --> 00:09:55,662 It's just that I've kind of put it on the back burner. 286 00:09:55,729 --> 00:09:58,165 But now I feel like I have to start to at least freeze them. 287 00:09:58,232 --> 00:09:59,700 - Think about it. Yeah, I think you should. 288 00:09:59,766 --> 00:10:01,235 - Freeze the eggs or something. 289 00:10:01,301 --> 00:10:02,603 I won't know all these details until probably tomorrow... 290 00:10:02,669 --> 00:10:04,104 - Okay. 291 00:10:04,171 --> 00:10:06,106 - Once the doctor looks at everything. 292 00:10:06,173 --> 00:10:07,875 - Are you scared about anything? 293 00:10:07,941 --> 00:10:09,443 - I'm scared about everything. 294 00:10:15,282 --> 00:10:17,084 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 295 00:10:17,150 --> 00:10:19,453 - When we was in Texas, Erica come to me talking about 296 00:10:19,520 --> 00:10:22,556 you cheated with Diamond. You got her pregnant. 297 00:10:22,623 --> 00:10:23,991 I was like, come on, man. 298 00:10:24,057 --> 00:10:25,726 - And you ain't got no baby, do ya? 299 00:10:25,792 --> 00:10:27,594 - You guys wanna kick me out. 300 00:10:27,661 --> 00:10:28,562 - We are not kicking you out. 301 00:10:28,629 --> 00:10:29,630 - Well, that's how I feel. 302 00:10:29,696 --> 00:10:31,532 I'm not gonna fall back. 303 00:10:31,598 --> 00:10:34,468 - When I really wanted you to be there with me, 304 00:10:34,535 --> 00:10:36,003 you were everywhere with Karlie. 305 00:10:36,069 --> 00:10:38,038 - That is not true. 306 00:10:38,105 --> 00:10:40,140 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 307 00:10:45,512 --> 00:10:47,047 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 308 00:10:47,114 --> 00:10:48,982 - ♪♪ Hot gal dem a look, buff body have dem shook ♪♪ 309 00:10:49,049 --> 00:10:50,918 ♪♪ Ha na cheese, den I ain't got time ♪♪ 310 00:10:50,984 --> 00:10:52,986 ♪♪ Mekdipaper work, hussle like Mississippi a bruk ♪♪ 311 00:10:53,053 --> 00:10:54,888 ♪♪ Boss gal hafi live di boss life ♪♪ 312 00:10:54,955 --> 00:10:55,923 - Whoo! 313 00:10:55,989 --> 00:10:57,457 - Right there, sir. Yeah. 314 00:10:57,524 --> 00:10:59,459 This my bestie. That's my G. - Yeah. 315 00:10:59,526 --> 00:11:01,361 - Thank you. - All right, love you guys. 316 00:11:01,428 --> 00:11:02,896 Big up. Cool. - All right, guys. 317 00:11:02,963 --> 00:11:04,531 Let's go. Let's go. - All right, which car? 318 00:11:04,598 --> 00:11:06,333 Oh, my God. It's just the grace of God. 319 00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:09,203 I feel like it's just so real that I've overcome so much 320 00:11:09,269 --> 00:11:10,671 and I'm going back on the road. 321 00:11:10,737 --> 00:11:12,506 I'm in good spirit, and I'm super excited. 322 00:11:12,573 --> 00:11:13,907 It's like, this is what I wanted, 323 00:11:13,974 --> 00:11:15,542 to feel back like myself again. 324 00:11:15,609 --> 00:11:17,177 Cayman, the queen is here! 325 00:11:17,244 --> 00:11:18,478 - Say you're blessed, girl. 326 00:11:18,545 --> 00:11:23,250 Say you're [bleep] blessed. - Whoo! Let's go! 327 00:11:23,317 --> 00:11:25,219 - Girl, this yo' first show. 328 00:11:25,285 --> 00:11:27,120 - Yep, I'm excited. 329 00:11:27,187 --> 00:11:29,156 After all of the health problem that I've been through, 330 00:11:29,223 --> 00:11:30,657 I'm really happy to be here. 331 00:11:30,724 --> 00:11:32,960 Like, this is a special day for me. 332 00:11:33,026 --> 00:11:35,195 - ♪♪ Yes, yeah, I swing around ♪♪ 333 00:11:35,262 --> 00:11:38,165 ♪♪ Get another with a brand new sound ♪♪ 334 00:11:38,232 --> 00:11:39,466 - So what are we doing today? 335 00:11:39,533 --> 00:11:40,601 - I need to go to the radio station first 336 00:11:40,667 --> 00:11:42,002 before we start have fun. 337 00:11:42,069 --> 00:11:44,071 Because I have to let people know that I'm in Cayman. 338 00:11:44,137 --> 00:11:45,606 I haven't been here for a long time, but we gonna have fun. 339 00:11:45,672 --> 00:11:47,307 We going everywhere. 340 00:11:47,374 --> 00:11:49,009 - Cayman, wagwan? 341 00:11:49,076 --> 00:11:50,577 The queen is here. 342 00:11:50,644 --> 00:11:52,212 - What is your name? What is your name? 343 00:11:52,279 --> 00:11:53,747 - My name is Shekinah. 344 00:11:53,814 --> 00:11:55,148 - Come and say hi to the people of Cayman. 345 00:11:55,215 --> 00:11:56,850 - How y'all doing, Cayman? 346 00:11:56,917 --> 00:11:58,218 You got a man out here for me? 347 00:11:58,285 --> 00:12:01,021 [laughter] 348 00:12:01,088 --> 00:12:03,223 - She don't care what nobody say. 349 00:12:03,290 --> 00:12:05,025 Nothing wrong with Spice. 350 00:12:05,092 --> 00:12:06,293 - [laughs] 351 00:12:06,360 --> 00:12:07,761 - Nothing at all wrong with Spice. 352 00:12:07,828 --> 00:12:09,229 - It was a lot of stupid thing. 353 00:12:09,296 --> 00:12:10,597 That's why I had to come out and kind of clear up 354 00:12:10,664 --> 00:12:11,732 a lot of things, like people were 355 00:12:11,798 --> 00:12:13,367 saying I had a heart attack. 356 00:12:13,433 --> 00:12:15,736 People were saying so many things that was not true. 357 00:12:15,802 --> 00:12:16,970 It's sad to know that everywhere I go, 358 00:12:17,037 --> 00:12:18,906 I'm gonna have to explain to my fans. 359 00:12:18,972 --> 00:12:22,609 But I feel like I'm obligated to just let my fans get 360 00:12:22,676 --> 00:12:24,711 the updates of what really happened to me 361 00:12:24,778 --> 00:12:25,879 so that they can know that, you know, 362 00:12:25,946 --> 00:12:27,214 I'm in a better place now. 363 00:12:27,281 --> 00:12:29,216 I'm healthier, and I'm feeling better. 364 00:12:29,283 --> 00:12:30,751 And right about now, the Queen of Dancehall, 365 00:12:30,817 --> 00:12:32,085 I'm back, bigger than ever. 366 00:12:32,152 --> 00:12:34,021 And I'm just ready and prepared 367 00:12:34,087 --> 00:12:36,190 to give them a show to remember. 368 00:12:36,256 --> 00:12:39,493 [upbeat music] 369 00:12:39,560 --> 00:12:44,031 ♪♪ ♪♪ 370 00:12:44,097 --> 00:12:45,465 What the hell? 371 00:12:45,532 --> 00:12:47,434 I was not expecting this. 372 00:12:47,501 --> 00:12:48,502 The queen is here. 373 00:12:48,569 --> 00:12:51,839 [cheers and applause] 374 00:12:51,905 --> 00:12:53,073 Outside! 375 00:12:53,140 --> 00:12:55,676 Big up yourself. 376 00:12:55,742 --> 00:12:57,611 People are just so happy to see me. 377 00:12:57,678 --> 00:12:59,713 I feel so good. It's welcoming. 378 00:12:59,780 --> 00:13:01,315 But that's how my besties, them ride hard for me. 379 00:13:01,381 --> 00:13:02,850 They truly love me. 380 00:13:02,916 --> 00:13:04,618 - And don't forget, when you get on stage tomorrow night, 381 00:13:04,685 --> 00:13:05,886 you gotta yell out, 382 00:13:05,953 --> 00:13:07,187 you looking for your friend Shekinah 383 00:13:07,254 --> 00:13:09,223 some big, Black [bleep], to the world. 384 00:13:09,289 --> 00:13:10,624 - I'm not doing that. 385 00:13:10,691 --> 00:13:15,729 ♪♪ ♪♪ 386 00:13:15,796 --> 00:13:17,898 - So what's the tea? Is Meda coming? 387 00:13:17,965 --> 00:13:19,666 - She said she was coming, but me not see her. 388 00:13:19,733 --> 00:13:21,034 So I don't know. - You know Meda your friend. 389 00:13:21,101 --> 00:13:22,436 You need to get Meda over here. 390 00:13:22,503 --> 00:13:23,837 Why are you sitting up there acting like that, 391 00:13:23,904 --> 00:13:25,105 talking about that's how you are? 392 00:13:25,172 --> 00:13:26,406 - I don't know who friend she is. 393 00:13:26,473 --> 00:13:27,808 That's the problem. - Meda is your friend. 394 00:13:27,875 --> 00:13:29,776 - You know damn well you call me and show me 395 00:13:29,843 --> 00:13:31,411 that girl on the Instagram with Karlie talking about, 396 00:13:31,478 --> 00:13:32,779 isn't this your friend? 397 00:13:32,846 --> 00:13:34,047 - Girl, I ain't got nothing to do with that. 398 00:13:34,114 --> 00:13:35,349 - You showed me. You called me out of my bed. 399 00:13:35,415 --> 00:13:36,984 - You ain't finna put me in that [bleep]. 400 00:13:37,050 --> 00:13:38,519 - You called me out of my bed, talking about, 401 00:13:38,585 --> 00:13:39,853 Spice, did you go on Instagram? 402 00:13:39,920 --> 00:13:41,355 - But it wasn't--but it wasn't against Meda. 403 00:13:41,421 --> 00:13:43,123 It was more so Karlie trying to steal your friend. 404 00:13:43,190 --> 00:13:44,458 That girl I like. 405 00:13:44,525 --> 00:13:45,993 - You know Karlie try to steal everything I got. 406 00:13:46,059 --> 00:13:47,661 - She's can't steal me. I don't wanna [bleep] with her. 407 00:13:47,728 --> 00:13:49,363 You think Karlie's coming? 408 00:13:49,429 --> 00:13:50,797 She always seems to pop up on you. 409 00:13:50,864 --> 00:13:52,933 - [laughs] What the [bleep]? 410 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:54,568 - I thought you had mo' friends coming, though. 411 00:13:54,635 --> 00:13:56,036 I thought you had other homegirls. 412 00:13:56,103 --> 00:13:57,571 - They are. My friends that was in DR, they're coming. 413 00:13:57,638 --> 00:13:58,672 So you're gonna see more people. 414 00:13:58,739 --> 00:13:59,907 - Hallelujah. 415 00:13:59,973 --> 00:14:02,109 - Angel is coming, and Symba is coming. 416 00:14:02,176 --> 00:14:04,278 But, you know, apart from that, it's important for me 417 00:14:04,344 --> 00:14:05,445 so me keep focus. 418 00:14:05,512 --> 00:14:07,080 Oh, thank you for my ox tail. 419 00:14:07,147 --> 00:14:09,283 [laughs] Make a good on me night. 420 00:14:09,349 --> 00:14:10,817 - Ooh, thank you. 421 00:14:13,820 --> 00:14:14,888 - I need to take these glasses off 422 00:14:14,955 --> 00:14:16,723 so me can see my food properly. 423 00:14:16,790 --> 00:14:18,392 - Do y'all have hot sauce? 424 00:14:18,458 --> 00:14:20,627 - You shouting across the room, do y'all have hot sauce. 425 00:14:20,694 --> 00:14:22,362 Who are you asking, the customers? 426 00:14:22,429 --> 00:14:24,198 - Yeah. - The [bleep]? 427 00:14:24,264 --> 00:14:25,866 - Somebody got it. 428 00:14:25,933 --> 00:14:32,906 ♪♪ ♪♪ 429 00:14:32,973 --> 00:14:34,975 - ♪♪ I bank on me like a check I just cashed ♪♪ 430 00:14:35,042 --> 00:14:37,377 ♪♪ I bank on me like a ball off the glass ♪♪ 431 00:14:37,444 --> 00:14:38,779 ♪♪ I run it up ♪♪ 432 00:14:38,846 --> 00:14:40,113 ♪♪ They calling me the Road Runner ♪♪ 433 00:14:40,180 --> 00:14:42,216 - South by Southwest was super dope. 434 00:14:42,282 --> 00:14:45,319 But now that I'm back in real reality, 435 00:14:45,385 --> 00:14:47,621 my top priority at this moment is to get my sisters 436 00:14:47,688 --> 00:14:49,823 and my mom back together so we can get out 437 00:14:49,890 --> 00:14:51,925 of the bull-[bleep] and get back to business, 438 00:14:51,992 --> 00:14:53,894 and more importantly, back to family. 439 00:14:53,961 --> 00:14:54,862 - I do have goggles if you-- 440 00:14:54,928 --> 00:14:56,096 - Goggles? - Mm-hmm. 441 00:14:56,163 --> 00:14:58,031 - Me and my sisters had a rough month. 442 00:14:58,098 --> 00:15:00,133 I need full protection. I'm gonna take the goggles. 443 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:02,102 - Hey! How y'all doing? Welcome to Splat. 444 00:15:02,169 --> 00:15:03,537 - Are you suited? - Pop, pop, pop, pop! 445 00:15:03,604 --> 00:15:04,872 - Are you suited and booted? 446 00:15:04,938 --> 00:15:06,707 What the heck? 447 00:15:06,773 --> 00:15:08,275 - You look ridiculous. 448 00:15:08,342 --> 00:15:09,910 [laughter] 449 00:15:09,977 --> 00:15:11,578 - My sisters definitely know how to bring 450 00:15:11,645 --> 00:15:12,813 out the fun side in me. 451 00:15:12,880 --> 00:15:14,848 So I just wanted to be in a space 452 00:15:14,915 --> 00:15:16,450 where it's not all about business, 453 00:15:16,517 --> 00:15:18,418 and let's just put this [bleep] behind us. 454 00:15:18,485 --> 00:15:20,854 I don't like how the last meet-up went. 455 00:15:20,921 --> 00:15:22,256 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 456 00:15:22,322 --> 00:15:24,024 - So we gonna have a little fun. 457 00:15:24,091 --> 00:15:25,325 - Yes. - Yeah? 458 00:15:25,392 --> 00:15:26,927 - This looks fun. I'm ready. - Okay, okay. 459 00:15:26,994 --> 00:15:28,028 - ♪♪ Here we go ♪♪ 460 00:15:28,095 --> 00:15:29,563 ♪♪ You already know ♪♪ 461 00:15:29,630 --> 00:15:31,131 - You trying to squish? 462 00:15:31,198 --> 00:15:32,499 - Stop. 463 00:15:32,566 --> 00:15:35,969 - Oh, wow. - Ooh, okay, so-- 464 00:15:36,036 --> 00:15:37,471 - Give me that. God damn. Go. 465 00:15:37,538 --> 00:15:39,173 And don't hit me. 466 00:15:44,144 --> 00:15:45,145 - Oh. 467 00:15:46,480 --> 00:15:48,315 [laughter] 468 00:15:48,382 --> 00:15:49,349 - Yours looks like-- 469 00:15:49,416 --> 00:15:51,752 - It looks like [bleep]. 470 00:15:51,818 --> 00:15:53,187 Ugh, diarrhea. 471 00:15:53,253 --> 00:15:54,688 [laughter] 472 00:15:54,755 --> 00:15:56,056 - It looks like [bleep]. 473 00:15:56,123 --> 00:15:57,925 - See, I missed this. 474 00:15:57,991 --> 00:15:59,593 I literally missed us just kind of being 475 00:15:59,660 --> 00:16:01,261 like, okay, we hear you, Mom. 476 00:16:01,328 --> 00:16:03,130 We finna breakaway as sisters and just-- 477 00:16:03,197 --> 00:16:05,499 - Yeah, you know we have to get--get our sister time 478 00:16:05,566 --> 00:16:06,900 in real quick without her. 479 00:16:06,967 --> 00:16:09,736 - Without my mom's opinion and her strong energy, 480 00:16:09,803 --> 00:16:11,505 me and my sisters actually vibe. 481 00:16:11,572 --> 00:16:13,507 After the last conversation with my sisters 482 00:16:13,574 --> 00:16:17,110 at the restaurant, I actually just realized it's not them. 483 00:16:17,177 --> 00:16:19,680 It's actually our mom that's the problem. 484 00:16:19,746 --> 00:16:23,951 It's all about my mom not giving them what they deserve. 485 00:16:24,017 --> 00:16:27,287 - I wanna continue to do Pretty Kitty. 486 00:16:27,354 --> 00:16:28,789 First of all, I don't wanna leave you hanging. 487 00:16:28,856 --> 00:16:30,524 That's first. And I never did. 488 00:16:30,591 --> 00:16:35,462 Don't smile at me like that, you [bleep]. 489 00:16:35,529 --> 00:16:37,397 [laughs] - Yeah. 490 00:16:37,464 --> 00:16:39,466 - No, seriously, 'cause that's been, like, a big concern. 491 00:16:39,533 --> 00:16:43,170 I can get plenty of people for the job, 492 00:16:43,237 --> 00:16:45,806 but nobody's gonna do it like my sister. 493 00:16:45,873 --> 00:16:47,040 - I was getting kind of irritated just 494 00:16:47,107 --> 00:16:49,409 with the whole thought of how Mommy 495 00:16:49,476 --> 00:16:52,679 is just not pretty much pouring into what I have going on. 496 00:16:52,746 --> 00:16:54,781 But at the same time, I can do my own [bleep] by myself. 497 00:16:54,848 --> 00:16:56,216 - Yeah. 498 00:16:56,283 --> 00:16:58,819 Even communicating that to her individually, 499 00:16:58,886 --> 00:17:00,420 maybe you and Angie, then me-- 500 00:17:00,487 --> 00:17:02,456 - I'm gonna have a talk with her, like, very soon. 501 00:17:02,523 --> 00:17:04,358 And hopefully, we can get on one accord, 502 00:17:04,424 --> 00:17:07,060 and Mom can actually help me with some of the things 503 00:17:07,127 --> 00:17:09,129 that she's supposed to been have helped me with. 504 00:17:09,196 --> 00:17:11,732 - So my plans for Mom, I brought on a manager 505 00:17:11,798 --> 00:17:13,233 for a reason. - Right. 506 00:17:13,300 --> 00:17:16,069 - For the sake of my career, although my mom will still 507 00:17:16,136 --> 00:17:18,405 help me out with Pretty Kitty, she has to be fully 508 00:17:18,472 --> 00:17:20,240 hands off with my music career so I 509 00:17:20,307 --> 00:17:22,476 can grow and be stress-free. 510 00:17:22,543 --> 00:17:25,479 This will also, in return, give her more time 511 00:17:25,546 --> 00:17:27,447 to balance it out, focus on them. 512 00:17:27,514 --> 00:17:29,283 Normally, I give it to Mom like you got an option. 513 00:17:29,349 --> 00:17:30,817 This time, it's not an option, Mom. 514 00:17:30,884 --> 00:17:32,052 I hired somebody on-- 515 00:17:32,119 --> 00:17:33,287 - So you gonna tell her that? 516 00:17:33,353 --> 00:17:34,521 - Absolutely. 517 00:17:34,588 --> 00:17:35,689 - [laughs] 518 00:17:35,756 --> 00:17:37,090 - Yeah, she's gonna kill you, Amy. 519 00:17:37,157 --> 00:17:38,859 - No, I'm serious. - She's gonna kill you, Amy. 520 00:17:38,926 --> 00:17:40,594 I guess now would be, like, I guess, 521 00:17:40,661 --> 00:17:42,963 a good time to say I do apologize for just 522 00:17:43,030 --> 00:17:44,364 leaving out like that. 523 00:17:44,431 --> 00:17:46,900 It was more so not directed toward you but Mom. 524 00:17:46,967 --> 00:17:49,002 So if I came off rude to you or anything, 525 00:17:49,069 --> 00:17:51,572 that was not my intent at all. 526 00:17:51,638 --> 00:17:54,007 So accept my apologies. 527 00:17:54,074 --> 00:17:55,108 - I accept it. 528 00:17:55,175 --> 00:17:57,110 We are sisters, girl. 529 00:17:57,177 --> 00:17:59,446 Bring it in. - Yeah. 530 00:17:59,513 --> 00:18:00,714 [laughs] 531 00:18:00,781 --> 00:18:03,417 - You guys. 532 00:18:03,483 --> 00:18:08,088 - Listen, South by Southwest, y'all, was insane. 533 00:18:08,155 --> 00:18:09,857 But I will say this. 534 00:18:09,923 --> 00:18:11,425 - What? 535 00:18:11,491 --> 00:18:12,826 - Khaotic. 536 00:18:12,893 --> 00:18:13,927 - Oh, lord. 537 00:18:13,994 --> 00:18:15,495 - We got a kiss in. 538 00:18:15,562 --> 00:18:16,763 - Stop playing. - A kiss on the lips. 539 00:18:16,830 --> 00:18:19,066 - Like a--what? - A kiss. 540 00:18:19,132 --> 00:18:23,070 I did not expect Khaotic to kiss me. 541 00:18:23,136 --> 00:18:25,405 It was very strategic, how he did it-- 542 00:18:25,472 --> 00:18:28,675 off cameras, you look beautiful, mwah. 543 00:18:28,742 --> 00:18:30,010 So I don't know. 544 00:18:30,077 --> 00:18:32,613 We just--it's like-- 545 00:18:32,679 --> 00:18:35,115 it's one of those things that's complicated. 546 00:18:35,182 --> 00:18:36,650 I guess I can say that. 547 00:18:36,717 --> 00:18:39,186 I'm confused because you flirt with Erica Banks 548 00:18:39,253 --> 00:18:40,454 every time I'm around. 549 00:18:40,521 --> 00:18:42,022 - Oh, lord. 550 00:18:42,089 --> 00:18:43,790 - Literally, after the kiss, I look to my right. 551 00:18:43,857 --> 00:18:47,494 He's holding her in a straddle position, walking with her. 552 00:18:47,561 --> 00:18:49,062 You not gonna be able to mix me and homegirl. 553 00:18:49,129 --> 00:18:50,898 Like, oh, I kissed her. 554 00:18:50,964 --> 00:18:51,932 - Like, you in the mix with them. 555 00:18:51,999 --> 00:18:53,600 Like, no. - Like you the man. 556 00:18:53,667 --> 00:18:56,170 - What the hell? 557 00:18:56,236 --> 00:18:57,671 That was a plot twist. 558 00:18:57,738 --> 00:19:00,073 [laughter] 559 00:19:00,140 --> 00:19:02,342 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 560 00:19:02,409 --> 00:19:03,377 - I'm 38. 561 00:19:03,443 --> 00:19:05,812 Having a baby is important to me. 562 00:19:05,879 --> 00:19:08,649 Will I be able to have a baby? 563 00:19:08,715 --> 00:19:11,151 - You gotta start acting like I'm grown. 564 00:19:11,218 --> 00:19:13,921 - I call it being ungrateful. 565 00:19:13,987 --> 00:19:15,956 - Ugh! 566 00:19:16,023 --> 00:19:18,458 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 567 00:19:23,797 --> 00:19:25,032 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 568 00:19:25,098 --> 00:19:27,367 - ♪♪ Grew up to be myself ♪♪ 569 00:19:27,434 --> 00:19:29,736 ♪♪ Never being anybody else ♪♪ 570 00:19:29,803 --> 00:19:33,006 ♪♪ This woman believes in who she is ♪♪ 571 00:19:33,073 --> 00:19:34,608 [upbeat music] 572 00:19:34,675 --> 00:19:38,011 - Today, I'm meeting with Dr. Hawkins. 573 00:19:38,078 --> 00:19:39,546 Hi. I have an appointment. 574 00:19:39,613 --> 00:19:41,949 My friend gave me Dr. Hawkins's number. 575 00:19:42,015 --> 00:19:44,918 So I'm extremely excited to get in here 576 00:19:44,985 --> 00:19:48,422 and meet a powerful Black doctor who can give me 577 00:19:48,488 --> 00:19:51,024 some answers about my health. 578 00:19:51,091 --> 00:19:52,793 Come in. 579 00:19:52,860 --> 00:19:54,294 Hi, Doctor. - Hey, honey. How are you? 580 00:19:54,361 --> 00:19:57,030 - I'm good. How are you? - Good. So nice to meet you. 581 00:19:57,097 --> 00:19:58,932 - Nice to meet you, too. - Ooh, child. 582 00:19:58,999 --> 00:20:00,534 I'm gonna look at this ultrasound report. 583 00:20:00,601 --> 00:20:02,336 - Yes, it's a lot, huh? 584 00:20:02,402 --> 00:20:03,737 - Yes, you gotta tell me about it. 585 00:20:03,804 --> 00:20:05,239 - I don't know. 586 00:20:05,305 --> 00:20:07,174 Well, I've been back and forth in the hospital. 587 00:20:07,241 --> 00:20:08,675 - Yeah. 588 00:20:08,742 --> 00:20:10,544 - And then they end up finding this big cyst 589 00:20:10,611 --> 00:20:12,079 on my left ovary. 590 00:20:12,145 --> 00:20:14,114 - You have a 7 centimeter on one side, 591 00:20:14,181 --> 00:20:15,516 and the other side is, like, 3 centimeters. 592 00:20:15,582 --> 00:20:17,217 Your right side is much smaller. 593 00:20:17,284 --> 00:20:18,252 Pretty significant. 594 00:20:18,318 --> 00:20:19,453 - I'm severely sick. - Mm-hmm. 595 00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:20,687 - Like, I'm nonstop nauseous. 596 00:20:20,754 --> 00:20:23,090 And my period came twice this month. 597 00:20:23,156 --> 00:20:24,291 - Is that unusual? - Very unusual. 598 00:20:24,358 --> 00:20:26,059 - It hasn't done that before? - No. 599 00:20:26,660 --> 00:20:29,263 - That's new. No, that's new. - Okay. 600 00:20:31,098 --> 00:20:32,866 - Okay. - So you have two. 601 00:20:32,933 --> 00:20:34,768 But one, even though it's not big, 602 00:20:34,835 --> 00:20:36,937 it's sitting, like, right on the top of your uterus. 603 00:20:37,004 --> 00:20:38,505 And your cavity is right here. 604 00:20:38,572 --> 00:20:39,540 And you've had miscarriages. 605 00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:40,674 - Mm-hmm. 606 00:20:40,741 --> 00:20:42,009 - Is it possible those could have 607 00:20:42,075 --> 00:20:43,143 contributed to miscarriages? Yes. 608 00:20:43,210 --> 00:20:44,578 - Mm-hmm. 609 00:20:44,645 --> 00:20:46,480 - With fibroids, it's all about location. 610 00:20:46,547 --> 00:20:49,449 And it's interfering where it naturally would implant 611 00:20:49,516 --> 00:20:51,518 or naturally would grow. - Right. 612 00:20:51,585 --> 00:20:53,554 - And that can cause it to kind of not stay very well. 613 00:20:53,620 --> 00:20:55,289 - Right. Yeah. - Okay? 614 00:20:55,355 --> 00:20:56,957 - I mean, I'm 38. 615 00:20:57,024 --> 00:20:58,458 Having a baby is important to me. 616 00:20:58,525 --> 00:20:59,760 - Yeah. 617 00:20:59,826 --> 00:21:01,295 - Will I ever be able to have a baby? 618 00:21:04,198 --> 00:21:05,165 - Okay. 619 00:21:05,232 --> 00:21:06,266 [laughter] 620 00:21:06,333 --> 00:21:09,636 I'm grateful to have answers now. 621 00:21:09,703 --> 00:21:12,439 Dr. Hawkins, she's gonna make sure 622 00:21:12,506 --> 00:21:15,843 that I'm able to be healed, one, 623 00:21:15,909 --> 00:21:19,146 and be able to have children. 624 00:21:19,213 --> 00:21:21,248 - Good, so the good thing about your history is, one, 625 00:21:21,315 --> 00:21:22,616 you have a diagnosis. - That's right. 626 00:21:22,683 --> 00:21:24,151 - And the best time to get pregnant 627 00:21:24,218 --> 00:21:25,519 is within six months of having surgery. 628 00:21:25,586 --> 00:21:27,187 - Oh, wow. 629 00:21:27,254 --> 00:21:28,789 - It actually increases your chances of getting pregnant. 630 00:21:28,856 --> 00:21:30,557 - Well, let me start being nice again. 631 00:21:30,624 --> 00:21:32,125 It just was good to know that 632 00:21:32,192 --> 00:21:35,262 I'm in front of someone who is actually not only listening 633 00:21:35,329 --> 00:21:37,097 to me, but teaching me. 634 00:21:37,164 --> 00:21:40,667 I just "beseek" people to just continue searching. 635 00:21:40,734 --> 00:21:42,970 I finally found a doctor that I can trust 636 00:21:43,036 --> 00:21:45,339 and that I feel who will advocate 637 00:21:45,405 --> 00:21:47,875 for me as a Black woman. 638 00:21:47,941 --> 00:21:50,143 Thank you so much, Doctor. - All right, you're welcome. 639 00:21:50,210 --> 00:21:51,411 All right, honey, take your time. 640 00:21:51,478 --> 00:21:52,412 You come out when you're ready. 641 00:21:52,479 --> 00:21:53,947 - Okay, I'm ready. 642 00:21:54,014 --> 00:21:56,817 [dramatic hip-hop music] 643 00:21:56,884 --> 00:21:58,785 - ♪♪ Pepper spray on the promenade ♪♪ 644 00:21:58,852 --> 00:22:00,420 ♪♪ Was afraid, I ain't gonna lie ♪♪ 645 00:22:00,487 --> 00:22:02,356 ♪♪ Send a prayer up to Father God ♪♪ 646 00:22:02,422 --> 00:22:04,157 ♪♪ I ain't run away, I'm a ride or die ♪♪ 647 00:22:04,224 --> 00:22:07,060 ♪♪ ♪♪ 648 00:22:10,697 --> 00:22:12,165 - Mother! - Hey! 649 00:22:13,467 --> 00:22:14,668 - You look so cute. 650 00:22:14,735 --> 00:22:15,669 - You do, too. 651 00:22:15,736 --> 00:22:17,070 As usual, Barbie. 652 00:22:17,137 --> 00:22:19,439 - [laughs] So the Barbie has arrived. 653 00:22:19,506 --> 00:22:20,774 - Yes. 654 00:22:20,841 --> 00:22:22,676 What's up with you, busy, busy person? 655 00:22:22,743 --> 00:22:23,944 Never call your mom. 656 00:22:24,011 --> 00:22:25,913 - Ma, I been so busy. - What's wrong? 657 00:22:25,979 --> 00:22:27,881 - You know I just got back from Texas. 658 00:22:27,948 --> 00:22:29,650 I got back and got straight in the studio. 659 00:22:29,716 --> 00:22:31,218 - You can't call me? 660 00:22:31,285 --> 00:22:32,719 - It's not that I can't call you. 661 00:22:32,786 --> 00:22:33,754 This week's been crazy. 662 00:22:33,820 --> 00:22:34,855 I always call you. 663 00:22:34,922 --> 00:22:37,491 - Okay, do better. 664 00:22:37,558 --> 00:22:39,793 - I'm meeting up with my mom for dinner tonight 665 00:22:39,860 --> 00:22:41,195 to just simply let her know 666 00:22:41,261 --> 00:22:43,697 she has to fall back, take her hands off my neck 667 00:22:43,764 --> 00:22:46,433 and off my music career, and start focusing on my sisters. 668 00:22:46,500 --> 00:22:49,803 And I'm just praying for the best of this conversation. 669 00:22:49,870 --> 00:22:52,472 Texas was bomb. 670 00:22:52,539 --> 00:22:53,807 I got some really good situations 671 00:22:53,874 --> 00:22:54,942 that's coming out of this. Okay? 672 00:22:55,008 --> 00:22:56,376 - You got a good team. I love it. 673 00:22:56,443 --> 00:22:57,945 - Yes. 674 00:22:58,011 --> 00:22:59,046 - And they're working hard. You're working hard. 675 00:22:59,112 --> 00:23:00,280 I love it. 676 00:23:00,347 --> 00:23:01,748 - Okay, so you can compliment my team? 677 00:23:01,815 --> 00:23:02,916 - Yes. - But see, that's a good thing. 678 00:23:02,983 --> 00:23:04,117 That's why I'm glad we're here. 679 00:23:04,184 --> 00:23:05,219 - Okay. 680 00:23:05,285 --> 00:23:06,854 - Because now you can know, like, 681 00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:10,591 Texas was so perfect without you being there. 682 00:23:10,657 --> 00:23:12,259 I know you were there in spirit. 683 00:23:12,326 --> 00:23:13,927 You were on the phone every 10 minutes. 684 00:23:13,994 --> 00:23:15,128 - What do you mean, without me being there? 685 00:23:15,195 --> 00:23:16,296 - It was-- - What do you mean? 686 00:23:16,363 --> 00:23:17,798 - It went well. 687 00:23:17,865 --> 00:23:19,666 - I mean, the way you said, "without you being there," 688 00:23:19,733 --> 00:23:21,168 I felt like-- 689 00:23:21,235 --> 00:23:23,170 - I'm trying to set the table to let you see, like, 690 00:23:23,237 --> 00:23:27,708 it's going well without you being so hands in. 691 00:23:27,774 --> 00:23:29,243 You can trust what's going on. 692 00:23:29,309 --> 00:23:30,544 - Okay. 693 00:23:30,611 --> 00:23:31,778 - I'm giving you good news so you can be like, 694 00:23:31,845 --> 00:23:33,547 whoo, her team got it. 695 00:23:33,614 --> 00:23:35,682 - Okay. - I can fall back. 696 00:23:35,749 --> 00:23:37,150 - I'm not gonna fall back. 697 00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:41,421 - That gets me to this. 698 00:23:41,488 --> 00:23:44,324 The sisters and I got together without Mommy. 699 00:23:47,127 --> 00:23:48,462 Okay. 700 00:23:48,529 --> 00:23:51,632 I think that after sitting with them without you, 701 00:23:51,698 --> 00:23:56,103 what they're saying and what I'm agreeing with is, 702 00:23:56,170 --> 00:24:01,775 you have to fully hop out of my career. 703 00:24:01,842 --> 00:24:02,910 - Basically what you're saying, 704 00:24:02,976 --> 00:24:04,711 you had a powwow about your mom. 705 00:24:04,778 --> 00:24:06,380 - Right. 706 00:24:06,446 --> 00:24:08,081 - Then all of a sudden, you guys wanna kick me out? 707 00:24:08,148 --> 00:24:09,149 - We are not kicking you out. 708 00:24:09,216 --> 00:24:11,952 - Well, that's how I feel. Ugh. 709 00:24:12,019 --> 00:24:13,687 - I have a new management team now, 710 00:24:13,754 --> 00:24:15,956 and my mom simply has to respect that. 711 00:24:16,023 --> 00:24:17,724 This will also, in return, give her 712 00:24:17,791 --> 00:24:19,860 more time to spend with my sisters 713 00:24:19,927 --> 00:24:21,962 and their growing businesses. 714 00:24:22,029 --> 00:24:23,363 Do you look at me as a grown woman now? 715 00:24:23,430 --> 00:24:24,565 - Yes, I do. 716 00:24:24,631 --> 00:24:26,767 - You gotta start acting like I'm grown. 717 00:24:26,834 --> 00:24:29,203 - It's not like I don't treat you like you're grown. 718 00:24:29,269 --> 00:24:30,504 - You don't. 719 00:24:30,571 --> 00:24:32,439 And you don't think I make wise decisions. 720 00:24:32,506 --> 00:24:35,342 You don't think that I hired a good team. 721 00:24:35,409 --> 00:24:37,945 You don't--yes, thank you. - Thank you. 722 00:24:38,011 --> 00:24:39,179 - I'll take the menus out of the way for you. 723 00:24:39,246 --> 00:24:40,414 - Yes. - Okay, thank you. 724 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:41,782 - Thank you. 725 00:24:45,018 --> 00:24:47,120 And I think that I'm gonna have to start assisting 726 00:24:47,187 --> 00:24:49,523 you more with falling back. 727 00:24:49,590 --> 00:24:51,825 - But I'm there for you, 728 00:24:51,892 --> 00:24:54,328 helping you to do what you need to do 729 00:24:54,394 --> 00:24:56,864 to branch off these businesses. - Right. 730 00:24:56,930 --> 00:25:01,134 - And the bottom line is I'm not gonna fall back. 731 00:25:01,201 --> 00:25:02,302 I'm not. 732 00:25:02,369 --> 00:25:03,737 - See, that's-- that--and that's-- 733 00:25:03,804 --> 00:25:05,072 - I'm not. - That's the problem. 734 00:25:05,138 --> 00:25:06,507 - I'm not. Now, I'm done with this dinner. 735 00:25:06,573 --> 00:25:08,208 - Why? 736 00:25:08,275 --> 00:25:11,979 - Because every time, this is the backlash that I get. 737 00:25:12,045 --> 00:25:14,081 - By us being vocal? - No, no. Vocal? 738 00:25:14,147 --> 00:25:16,183 I don't call that being vocal. 739 00:25:16,250 --> 00:25:18,452 I call it being ungrateful. - Really? 740 00:25:18,519 --> 00:25:20,420 - You have a good dinner. 741 00:25:22,289 --> 00:25:25,225 - Ugh! 742 00:25:25,292 --> 00:25:27,828 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 743 00:25:27,895 --> 00:25:28,996 - You know, me and her passionately 744 00:25:29,062 --> 00:25:30,831 kissed out there in Texas. 745 00:25:30,898 --> 00:25:33,967 [makes slurping sounds] 746 00:25:36,136 --> 00:25:38,172 - Guess where I'm at? The Cayman Islands. 747 00:25:38,238 --> 00:25:40,774 - So the stalker is here. 748 00:25:40,841 --> 00:25:42,910 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 749 00:25:47,948 --> 00:25:49,349 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 750 00:25:49,416 --> 00:25:51,418 - ♪♪ Got to get in the clear ♪♪ 751 00:25:51,485 --> 00:25:54,621 ♪♪ Where do we go from here? ♪♪ 752 00:25:54,688 --> 00:25:56,823 ♪♪ Got to get in the clear ♪♪ 753 00:25:56,890 --> 00:26:00,260 ♪♪ Where do we go from here? ♪♪ 754 00:26:00,327 --> 00:26:01,628 - Make sure you shake the ass 755 00:26:01,695 --> 00:26:02,796 when I call you up on stage tomorrow. 756 00:26:02,863 --> 00:26:04,431 - I can't make my booty clap. 757 00:26:04,498 --> 00:26:05,799 - Not one sound. 758 00:26:05,866 --> 00:26:07,367 - It ain't--shut up with yo' big booty ass. 759 00:26:07,434 --> 00:26:09,336 [laughter] 760 00:26:09,403 --> 00:26:10,771 - Right about now, Cayman is gonna 761 00:26:10,838 --> 00:26:12,139 be a big day for me tomorrow. 762 00:26:12,206 --> 00:26:13,774 It's gonna be my actual first performance 763 00:26:13,841 --> 00:26:15,309 since my entire health scare. 764 00:26:15,375 --> 00:26:17,010 And I just want this to be, like, 765 00:26:17,077 --> 00:26:19,613 a smooth, chill, good process where we can have fun, 766 00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:22,149 and we can start relaxing and enjoying the moment 767 00:26:22,216 --> 00:26:24,551 so that I can have a good show tomorrow. 768 00:26:24,618 --> 00:26:25,853 - Is your makeup done? 769 00:26:25,919 --> 00:26:27,588 - Don't worry about what I got to do. 770 00:26:27,654 --> 00:26:29,389 - We have to worry about what you got to do. 771 00:26:29,456 --> 00:26:30,891 - Don't worry about what I got to do. 772 00:26:30,958 --> 00:26:33,026 - We're on a time limit. [phone ringing] 773 00:26:33,093 --> 00:26:34,761 - 'Cause me and my-- - Whose phone is that, mine? 774 00:26:34,828 --> 00:26:37,164 - Oh, Meda calling you. 775 00:26:37,231 --> 00:26:38,265 - Oh. 776 00:26:38,332 --> 00:26:40,200 - Guess where I'm at? 777 00:26:40,267 --> 00:26:41,134 Cayman Islands. 778 00:26:43,270 --> 00:26:44,771 - You're here in Cayman? 779 00:26:44,838 --> 00:26:46,139 - Yes. 780 00:26:46,206 --> 00:26:47,641 What you thought, I wasn't gonna come? 781 00:26:47,708 --> 00:26:49,276 Come on, now. 782 00:26:49,343 --> 00:26:51,011 - Me really never think Meda would go through 783 00:26:51,078 --> 00:26:53,180 with our plans to come all the way to the Cayman 784 00:26:53,247 --> 00:26:56,183 after how we left off when we were in Atlanta. 785 00:26:56,250 --> 00:26:57,618 - I'm here. 786 00:26:57,684 --> 00:26:58,952 - I thought you would be busy at the club with Karlie. 787 00:26:59,019 --> 00:27:00,487 I know that part. 788 00:27:00,554 --> 00:27:03,423 - Oh, boy. Whatever. 789 00:27:03,490 --> 00:27:05,359 I have never not been by your side if you needed me. 790 00:27:05,425 --> 00:27:07,895 I'm here, whether you care or you don't care, 791 00:27:07,961 --> 00:27:09,997 whether you're mad at me. I'm here. 792 00:27:10,063 --> 00:27:13,333 - I feel like Karlie took my best friend Meda away from me 793 00:27:13,400 --> 00:27:15,002 when I needed her the most. 794 00:27:15,068 --> 00:27:17,237 Meda has always been like one of my most consistent friend 795 00:27:17,304 --> 00:27:18,605 and who has been there for me. 796 00:27:18,672 --> 00:27:20,741 But I feel like I probably overreacted 797 00:27:20,807 --> 00:27:22,009 at the gender reveal. 798 00:27:22,075 --> 00:27:23,977 You are definitely something else. 799 00:27:24,044 --> 00:27:26,113 But I'm getting ready for dinner. 800 00:27:26,180 --> 00:27:27,581 You can come over. 801 00:27:27,648 --> 00:27:29,716 I think I'm gonna be out by the restaurant. 802 00:27:29,783 --> 00:27:31,018 - I'm gonna come through. 803 00:27:31,084 --> 00:27:32,386 I'm gonna throw something on. - Okay. 804 00:27:32,452 --> 00:27:33,787 All right, bye. 805 00:27:33,854 --> 00:27:36,190 - So the stalker is here is what we're talking about. 806 00:27:36,256 --> 00:27:40,060 [dramatic music] 807 00:27:40,127 --> 00:27:41,628 - What's going on, Symba? 808 00:27:41,695 --> 00:27:43,197 You know Meda is my friend. 809 00:27:43,263 --> 00:27:45,032 We just going through a little rough patch 810 00:27:45,098 --> 00:27:47,201 because I point out what I don't like. 811 00:27:47,267 --> 00:27:49,670 But she is my friend. What happened? 812 00:27:49,736 --> 00:27:50,971 - But she also friends with Karlie. 813 00:27:51,038 --> 00:27:53,240 So how is that gonna work? - I don't know. 814 00:27:53,307 --> 00:27:57,177 I just--that's why--that's why me and her had differences 815 00:27:57,244 --> 00:27:58,745 because of the whole Karlie situation. 816 00:27:58,812 --> 00:27:59,713 But I already brought that up with her, 817 00:27:59,780 --> 00:28:00,814 and I tell her how I feel. 818 00:28:00,881 --> 00:28:02,449 I tell her I feel like-- 819 00:28:02,516 --> 00:28:04,117 you know, I don't feel like she share 820 00:28:04,184 --> 00:28:05,419 the same loyalty with me. 821 00:28:05,485 --> 00:28:07,387 - But I don't understand how she's your friend. 822 00:28:07,454 --> 00:28:09,890 She came here. She showed up. 823 00:28:09,957 --> 00:28:14,161 But we were just in Ghana, and they were besties. 824 00:28:14,228 --> 00:28:15,596 - The truth is, even though I've been looking 825 00:28:15,662 --> 00:28:17,798 at her sideways for what she's doing with Karlie, 826 00:28:17,865 --> 00:28:20,467 I'm really just happy that she's here because she's 827 00:28:20,534 --> 00:28:22,069 always been there for me. 828 00:28:22,135 --> 00:28:24,438 And I just want all of this to be over with, to be honest. 829 00:28:24,505 --> 00:28:25,539 - So when are you gonna see Meda? 830 00:28:25,606 --> 00:28:26,807 - Tomorrow. 831 00:28:26,874 --> 00:28:29,009 - I just invited her to dinner with us. 832 00:28:31,278 --> 00:28:33,347 - ♪♪ Legs spread crazy while you doing the splits ♪♪ 833 00:28:33,413 --> 00:28:35,883 ♪♪ Yeah, the tables won't turn, I'ma make it flip ♪♪ 834 00:28:35,949 --> 00:28:37,651 ♪♪ Now I'm home crunching on some cinnamon toast ♪♪ 835 00:28:37,718 --> 00:28:40,320 ♪♪ While she bend over to the front and touch her toes ♪♪ 836 00:28:40,387 --> 00:28:42,589 ♪♪ Don't stop, stop ♪♪ 837 00:28:42,656 --> 00:28:44,258 [knock on door] 838 00:28:44,324 --> 00:28:45,626 - Bro, why is you banging? 839 00:28:45,692 --> 00:28:46,693 - [laughs] 840 00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:48,028 - What's up, crazy man? 841 00:28:48,095 --> 00:28:49,429 - Bro, you don't hear your neighbor? 842 00:28:49,496 --> 00:28:50,831 They over there turned up. 843 00:28:50,898 --> 00:28:52,332 - My neighbors always turned up. 844 00:28:52,399 --> 00:28:53,800 That's how we do. 845 00:28:53,867 --> 00:28:55,702 We be turned up, for real. 846 00:28:55,769 --> 00:28:57,004 - I didn't think you was gonna hear me. 847 00:28:57,070 --> 00:28:59,907 - Welcome to the new little deal. 848 00:28:59,973 --> 00:29:01,675 - Yeah, yeah. - You feel me? 849 00:29:01,742 --> 00:29:03,944 - You got them kicks out. 850 00:29:04,011 --> 00:29:06,713 - No, I ran out of kicks space in the closet. 851 00:29:06,780 --> 00:29:08,015 So I just had to-- 852 00:29:08,081 --> 00:29:10,250 I got three closets full of kicks. 853 00:29:10,317 --> 00:29:11,985 - That's how you supposed to do it, baby. 854 00:29:12,052 --> 00:29:13,720 - You know how we do it, man. - I mean, a playboy like you. 855 00:29:13,787 --> 00:29:14,855 - You feel me? - The best, man. 856 00:29:14,922 --> 00:29:16,790 - Let me show you this balcony view. 857 00:29:16,857 --> 00:29:18,192 - Man. - This what you gonna love. 858 00:29:18,258 --> 00:29:19,726 After all the craziness that happened 859 00:29:19,793 --> 00:29:21,929 at South by Southwest, I told Scrappy he need to pull up 860 00:29:21,995 --> 00:29:24,097 to the crib so we can catch up. 861 00:29:24,164 --> 00:29:25,866 And plus, I wanted him to see my new spot 862 00:29:25,933 --> 00:29:29,303 and let him know I got a room for him if he need it. 863 00:29:29,369 --> 00:29:30,904 Look at this view, though. 864 00:29:30,971 --> 00:29:32,673 This is the ceiling where you get your chicken dinner. 865 00:29:32,739 --> 00:29:33,640 - Yeah. - You heard me? 866 00:29:33,707 --> 00:29:35,342 - I like it. 867 00:29:35,409 --> 00:29:36,777 - This where it's at. 868 00:29:36,844 --> 00:29:38,078 - You know I used to stay around the corner with Tip? 869 00:29:38,145 --> 00:29:40,347 - Yeah, we was over in the 12. - The 12. 870 00:29:40,414 --> 00:29:41,582 You know, that's where Amy at. 871 00:29:41,648 --> 00:29:42,950 You know, me and her passionately 872 00:29:43,016 --> 00:29:44,251 kissed out there in Texas. 873 00:29:44,318 --> 00:29:45,619 - Do what? 874 00:29:45,686 --> 00:29:50,090 - Listen, I grabbed Amy by her face gently, softly. 875 00:29:50,157 --> 00:29:51,458 Come here. 876 00:29:51,525 --> 00:29:54,094 I took a deep breath. 877 00:29:54,161 --> 00:29:55,562 I breathed my breath in her face. 878 00:29:55,629 --> 00:29:57,598 [blows] 879 00:29:57,664 --> 00:29:58,999 Luckily, I was chewing bubble gum. 880 00:29:59,066 --> 00:30:00,567 When she smelled that bubble gum-- 881 00:30:00,634 --> 00:30:02,102 - Hold on. Hold on. 882 00:30:02,169 --> 00:30:03,504 - She smelled that bubble gum, and she wanted the flavor. 883 00:30:03,570 --> 00:30:06,406 [blows] I blew that bubble gum breath in her face. 884 00:30:06,473 --> 00:30:07,908 She came in. 885 00:30:07,975 --> 00:30:10,544 I softly, gently kissed them fat, juicy lips. 886 00:30:10,611 --> 00:30:13,714 [makes slurping sounds] 887 00:30:15,148 --> 00:30:16,583 And I released her and let her go. 888 00:30:16,650 --> 00:30:18,185 She almost fainted. 889 00:30:18,252 --> 00:30:19,520 - I don't know what he was thinking 890 00:30:19,586 --> 00:30:22,389 when he was coming with the-- 891 00:30:22,456 --> 00:30:23,524 I don't know what he was doing. 892 00:30:23,590 --> 00:30:25,192 Like, how you kiss like that? 893 00:30:25,259 --> 00:30:27,060 I don't even know how you kiss like that, 894 00:30:27,127 --> 00:30:28,896 'cause he wasn't even using his lips. 895 00:30:28,962 --> 00:30:30,330 I mean, that's good. 896 00:30:30,397 --> 00:30:31,899 I mean--I mean, what you gonna to do with it, though? 897 00:30:31,965 --> 00:30:33,500 I mean, that's--that's gonna be your boo? 898 00:30:33,567 --> 00:30:34,601 Like, I mean, but I seen you-- 899 00:30:34,668 --> 00:30:36,236 I seen you all on E-Beezy. 900 00:30:36,303 --> 00:30:38,272 I seen you all on Erica Banks. - Relax. 901 00:30:38,338 --> 00:30:39,406 She on the radar, too. 902 00:30:39,473 --> 00:30:40,674 You gotta understand I'm single. 903 00:30:40,741 --> 00:30:43,911 Until somebody appreciate me and treat me 904 00:30:43,977 --> 00:30:46,380 like the king that I am... - That's how I feel. 905 00:30:46,446 --> 00:30:48,882 - Then I'm gonna keep playing the game that they playing. 906 00:30:48,949 --> 00:30:50,150 - That how I feel. - So guess what? 907 00:30:50,217 --> 00:30:51,718 I'm gonna have my way with Erica. 908 00:30:51,785 --> 00:30:53,353 I'm gonna have my way with Amy. 909 00:30:53,420 --> 00:30:54,855 And I'm gonna keep having my way in the world. 910 00:30:54,922 --> 00:30:57,457 And that's how I'm gonna do it until one of them 911 00:30:57,524 --> 00:30:58,825 take me serious. 912 00:30:58,892 --> 00:31:00,360 If both of them-- 913 00:31:00,427 --> 00:31:04,431 if they both do it, then we gonna be in a polyester. 914 00:31:05,966 --> 00:31:08,535 I would love to have a polyester relationship 915 00:31:08,602 --> 00:31:10,871 with Amy and Erica. 916 00:31:15,642 --> 00:31:16,944 - What's polyester? 917 00:31:20,747 --> 00:31:22,216 - Oh, let me just let y'all know. 918 00:31:22,282 --> 00:31:25,385 I know the difference between polyamorous and polyester. 919 00:31:25,452 --> 00:31:28,222 But the reason I said a polyester relationship, 920 00:31:28,288 --> 00:31:31,158 because I feel like I can wear the both of them out. 921 00:31:31,225 --> 00:31:33,227 That's what I did at South by Southwest. 922 00:31:33,293 --> 00:31:35,195 So speaking of South by Southwest-- 923 00:31:35,262 --> 00:31:37,030 - Yeah, you know, I was sitting there talking to Erica Meda, 924 00:31:37,097 --> 00:31:38,532 you know what I'm saying? 925 00:31:38,599 --> 00:31:41,268 Like, she always say she not gonna 926 00:31:41,335 --> 00:31:44,872 be on nobody's side 'cause she was my friend first. 927 00:31:44,938 --> 00:31:46,273 You know what I'm saying? 928 00:31:46,340 --> 00:31:48,575 - You know them girls gonna stick together, man. 929 00:31:48,642 --> 00:31:50,978 - When we was in Texas, Erica come to me talking about some, 930 00:31:51,044 --> 00:31:53,881 you know, you cheated with Diamond. 931 00:31:53,947 --> 00:31:55,983 You got her pregnant. I'm like, hold on. 932 00:31:56,049 --> 00:31:57,584 It's all false. You know what I'm saying? 933 00:31:57,651 --> 00:31:59,520 - You didn't hit Diamond? - No, bro. 934 00:31:59,586 --> 00:32:01,355 - Bro. - At all. 935 00:32:01,421 --> 00:32:03,190 Like, come on, man. - So you ain't got no baby due? 936 00:32:03,257 --> 00:32:05,325 - I ain't got no baby due. - Don't lie to me, baby due. 937 00:32:05,392 --> 00:32:06,927 - I'm not [bleep] with you right now. 938 00:32:06,994 --> 00:32:08,295 - I ain't gonna ask you no more. 939 00:32:08,362 --> 00:32:09,463 - This what I'm saying, though, bro. 940 00:32:09,530 --> 00:32:10,797 This what I'm saying. 941 00:32:10,864 --> 00:32:12,266 I played my part in the [bleep]. 942 00:32:12,332 --> 00:32:13,667 Like, Diamond done been in my room, 943 00:32:13,734 --> 00:32:14,968 you know what I'm saying? 944 00:32:15,035 --> 00:32:15,969 While I was on tour, she done been in my room. 945 00:32:16,036 --> 00:32:17,204 - In the hotel room? - Yep. 946 00:32:17,271 --> 00:32:18,372 She done been in my room. We done talked. 947 00:32:18,438 --> 00:32:19,873 - And you sure the baby ain't due? 948 00:32:19,940 --> 00:32:22,009 - Now, see, I ain't hiding the fact 949 00:32:22,075 --> 00:32:23,544 that I was texting Diamond. 950 00:32:23,610 --> 00:32:25,646 I'm not hiding the fact that she came in my room on tour. 951 00:32:25,712 --> 00:32:27,047 We talked. 952 00:32:27,114 --> 00:32:29,483 But I'm gonna stand on that we ain't have sex. 953 00:32:29,550 --> 00:32:30,951 We ain't do nothing else extra. 954 00:32:31,018 --> 00:32:33,620 So at the end of the day, bruh, I've been-- 955 00:32:33,687 --> 00:32:34,888 - You still love her? 956 00:32:37,558 --> 00:32:38,992 - I definitely love Bam. 957 00:32:39,059 --> 00:32:40,827 - You definitely know you love Bam. 958 00:32:40,894 --> 00:32:43,530 That's why you might need to try to fix it. 959 00:32:45,232 --> 00:32:47,234 - But seriously, K, I'm getting a divorce. 960 00:32:47,301 --> 00:32:49,002 You know what I'm saying? - You're getting a divorce. 961 00:32:49,069 --> 00:32:50,437 - That's just what it is, you know what I'm saying? 962 00:32:50,504 --> 00:32:51,905 - A divorce. Well, you don't know that. 963 00:32:51,972 --> 00:32:54,975 - Man, I'm in hotel, hotel, car, car. 964 00:32:55,042 --> 00:32:56,777 You know what I'm saying? - Oh, bro. 965 00:32:56,844 --> 00:32:58,212 You can't be living like that, bro. 966 00:32:58,278 --> 00:32:59,713 - But now I gotta figure it out on my own. 967 00:32:59,780 --> 00:33:01,181 I gotta move my [bleep]. 968 00:33:01,248 --> 00:33:02,583 - Where you gonna move it at? 969 00:33:02,649 --> 00:33:03,851 - My mom's house. 970 00:33:03,917 --> 00:33:05,953 She got extra garage space and-- 971 00:33:06,019 --> 00:33:07,454 - Let's go get it. - No, no, no. 972 00:33:07,521 --> 00:33:10,324 And I'm gonna ask her to cook my favorite meal. 973 00:33:10,390 --> 00:33:12,326 You know what I'm saying? - Ooh, Mama Dee gonna cook. 974 00:33:12,392 --> 00:33:15,095 Anything that's gonna help you get your peace, my brother, 975 00:33:15,162 --> 00:33:16,864 I'm ready to do it. 976 00:33:16,930 --> 00:33:18,665 We can pick up that stuff, get you over there to Mama Dee, 977 00:33:18,732 --> 00:33:19,967 put that stuff up so we can get us 978 00:33:20,033 --> 00:33:22,469 a good old meal in our stomach. I'm ready. 979 00:33:22,536 --> 00:33:23,704 - But just don't be worried about just 980 00:33:23,770 --> 00:33:25,038 the meal in your stomach. 981 00:33:25,105 --> 00:33:26,640 Like--like, I need help, bro. - What you mean? 982 00:33:26,707 --> 00:33:29,476 After picking up them boxes, I'm gonna get hungry. 983 00:33:29,543 --> 00:33:30,711 Well, let's just roll out. 984 00:33:30,777 --> 00:33:31,645 Let's just go figure-- matter of fact, 985 00:33:31,712 --> 00:33:33,080 call Mama Dee right now. 986 00:33:33,146 --> 00:33:34,715 Let's go try to get some of that food. 987 00:33:34,781 --> 00:33:36,250 Tell Mama Dee cook right now. - Oh, yeah. No, no. Definitely. 988 00:33:36,316 --> 00:33:38,519 Definitely. - Get us some food. 989 00:33:38,585 --> 00:33:40,687 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 990 00:33:40,754 --> 00:33:41,788 - He told me that Ed's sister said 991 00:33:41,855 --> 00:33:43,090 it's too many people out here. 992 00:33:43,156 --> 00:33:44,291 And that's [bleep] up that you give 993 00:33:44,358 --> 00:33:45,792 Karlie the address and not me. 994 00:33:45,859 --> 00:33:47,027 Me and Spice close. - Sorry. 995 00:33:47,094 --> 00:33:48,896 I can't vouch for anybody not showing up. 996 00:33:48,962 --> 00:33:50,230 - Can we just stop? 997 00:33:50,297 --> 00:33:51,765 I'm not gonna sit here and you two 998 00:33:51,832 --> 00:33:54,001 wanna argue over each other. 999 00:33:54,067 --> 00:33:56,236 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1000 00:34:01,508 --> 00:34:02,976 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1001 00:34:03,043 --> 00:34:06,513 [upbeat music] 1002 00:34:06,580 --> 00:34:08,215 - I'm getting nervous for the show tomorrow. 1003 00:34:08,282 --> 00:34:09,416 - I'm excited. 1004 00:34:09,483 --> 00:34:11,351 - This is my first official show. 1005 00:34:11,418 --> 00:34:12,619 - Right? - Is it? 1006 00:34:12,686 --> 00:34:14,688 - Yes. - Yes. 1007 00:34:14,755 --> 00:34:17,191 - Hmm, Cinderella is here. 1008 00:34:17,257 --> 00:34:20,093 - Who the [bleep] you calling Cinderella? 1009 00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:24,097 I don't know why the [bleep] Spice calling me Cinderella 1010 00:34:24,164 --> 00:34:26,233 when she out here looking bluer than the 1011 00:34:26,300 --> 00:34:28,435 Cayman Island mother-[bleep] ocean. 1012 00:34:28,502 --> 00:34:30,037 - What's up? Is it sweet, though? 1013 00:34:30,103 --> 00:34:31,371 'Cause you know I like mine sweet. 1014 00:34:31,438 --> 00:34:32,773 - It's sweet. - All right. 1015 00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:34,875 I'm gonna go get me a drink. - I'll go with you. 1016 00:34:34,942 --> 00:34:37,177 - Gracie, we'll be back. - You know I like it sweet. 1017 00:34:37,244 --> 00:34:40,848 - No, I don't what you like, but it's good to know now. 1018 00:34:40,914 --> 00:34:42,416 Girl, you sitting up here eating with them gloves on? 1019 00:34:42,482 --> 00:34:43,750 You here. 1020 00:34:43,817 --> 00:34:45,352 Oh, girl, when Meda coming? 1021 00:34:45,419 --> 00:34:47,020 - I don't know. 1022 00:34:47,087 --> 00:34:48,622 At the end of the day, you know how I feel about Meda. 1023 00:34:48,689 --> 00:34:49,957 I just feel like it just need a conversation. 1024 00:34:50,023 --> 00:34:51,425 That's it. 1025 00:34:51,491 --> 00:34:53,227 - Me and Meda do not have any issues. 1026 00:34:53,293 --> 00:34:55,762 But, Meda, I feel like you tried to keep me out 1027 00:34:55,829 --> 00:34:57,631 of DR to "applease" Karlie. 1028 00:34:57,698 --> 00:34:59,499 And I don't appreciate that [bleep]. 1029 00:34:59,566 --> 00:35:01,635 - Hey, ladies. - Speak of the devil. 1030 00:35:05,038 --> 00:35:08,141 - Hi. 1031 00:35:08,208 --> 00:35:09,510 - I know we're not there yet, so-- 1032 00:35:09,576 --> 00:35:11,044 - Oh, I didn't know. I didn't know. 1033 00:35:11,111 --> 00:35:13,480 - I don't care about her misplaced anger. 1034 00:35:13,547 --> 00:35:15,015 - Her misplaced anger? - It's misplaced. 1035 00:35:15,082 --> 00:35:16,517 - What do you mean, it's misplaced? 1036 00:35:16,583 --> 00:35:17,651 - I have all reason to be angry at you. 1037 00:35:17,718 --> 00:35:19,019 - No, you actually don't. 1038 00:35:19,086 --> 00:35:20,320 - Why would you say it's misplaced? 1039 00:35:20,387 --> 00:35:21,655 That's the problem we're having 1040 00:35:21,722 --> 00:35:22,990 because you keep acting like you don't know 1041 00:35:23,056 --> 00:35:24,958 why we're at this place. - No, I actually don't. 1042 00:35:25,025 --> 00:35:28,028 - I thought, after the blow-up at Jasmine gender reveal, 1043 00:35:28,095 --> 00:35:29,496 Meda already hear where me done come from 1044 00:35:29,563 --> 00:35:30,898 and understand my point of view 1045 00:35:30,964 --> 00:35:32,699 why me opening my feelings. 1046 00:35:32,766 --> 00:35:34,935 You wanna tell me you travel all the way from Atlanta 1047 00:35:35,002 --> 00:35:38,405 to come to the Cayman Island to keep up the same energy 1048 00:35:38,472 --> 00:35:40,040 and tell me the same thing? 1049 00:35:40,107 --> 00:35:41,942 I wake up, and you and Karlie were all over Instagram. 1050 00:35:42,009 --> 00:35:44,111 How I don't know the whole story when I see with my eyes? 1051 00:35:44,178 --> 00:35:45,546 - What, in Africa? 1052 00:35:45,612 --> 00:35:46,914 Because I was in Africa with her, and then-- 1053 00:35:46,980 --> 00:35:48,482 - But even recently, you went somewhere 1054 00:35:48,549 --> 00:35:50,184 with her, even after that. - I went-- 1055 00:35:50,250 --> 00:35:51,985 I went somewhere by myself, and she came to the party. 1056 00:35:52,052 --> 00:35:53,587 But that's neither here nor there. 1057 00:35:53,654 --> 00:35:55,889 Because I don't know what you and Karlie's relationship is. 1058 00:35:55,956 --> 00:35:57,457 - You do. 1059 00:35:57,524 --> 00:35:59,760 - I knew how you feel--felt about her before your surgery, 1060 00:35:59,826 --> 00:36:01,828 before everything you went through. 1061 00:36:01,895 --> 00:36:03,397 I don't know how you feel about her after that 1062 00:36:03,463 --> 00:36:05,499 because y'all were speaking. - We were not speaking. 1063 00:36:05,566 --> 00:36:07,501 I wasn't even talking in there. What are you talking about? 1064 00:36:07,568 --> 00:36:09,436 - I'm talking about after DR. 1065 00:36:09,503 --> 00:36:10,737 - No, I did not. 1066 00:36:10,804 --> 00:36:12,306 - I wanna bring something to the table 1067 00:36:12,372 --> 00:36:14,041 while we're sitting here talking about this [bleep]. 1068 00:36:14,107 --> 00:36:15,943 Did I not call you trying to get 1069 00:36:16,009 --> 00:36:18,579 information to get to y'all? 1070 00:36:18,645 --> 00:36:19,746 - Yes, you called me about information. 1071 00:36:19,813 --> 00:36:21,014 - I called, right? 1072 00:36:21,081 --> 00:36:22,549 And then you told me that your sister said 1073 00:36:22,616 --> 00:36:24,218 it's too many people out here, right? 1074 00:36:24,284 --> 00:36:25,752 - Her sister said she didn't want anybody out there. 1075 00:36:25,819 --> 00:36:27,054 - Okay, fine. - That's at first. 1076 00:36:27,120 --> 00:36:28,555 - Okay, after you made the comment 1077 00:36:28,622 --> 00:36:30,958 to me about her sister, I'm gonna respect the message. 1078 00:36:31,024 --> 00:36:32,893 If the message coming from her sister, 1079 00:36:32,960 --> 00:36:34,428 and her sister don't wanna be bothered with people, then 1080 00:36:34,494 --> 00:36:36,230 who I supposed to respect? 1081 00:36:36,296 --> 00:36:37,898 - Okay, but that--take that off of me, though, 'cause it feel 1082 00:36:37,965 --> 00:36:39,933 like everything's heavy on me. - Everything ain't on you. 1083 00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:41,134 - And all I did was my part. 1084 00:36:41,201 --> 00:36:43,537 - Can we just stop? 1085 00:36:43,604 --> 00:36:45,672 You both are here because of a performance. 1086 00:36:45,739 --> 00:36:46,940 I'm not gonna sit here and you two want 1087 00:36:47,007 --> 00:36:48,542 to argue over each other-- 1088 00:36:48,609 --> 00:36:50,143 over each other head. 1089 00:36:50,210 --> 00:36:53,113 I'm already nervous. I've already been through hell. 1090 00:36:53,180 --> 00:36:57,117 [dramatic music] 1091 00:37:04,324 --> 00:37:05,726 - ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪ 1092 00:37:05,792 --> 00:37:09,129 [dramatic music] 1093 00:37:09,196 --> 00:37:11,064 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1094 00:37:11,131 --> 00:37:12,900 - I don't want you to cry, and I don't want you to be mad. 1095 00:37:12,966 --> 00:37:15,235 If you want me to leave, I'm not trying to argue. 1096 00:37:15,302 --> 00:37:17,604 I just feel like everybody's ganging up on me, 1097 00:37:17,671 --> 00:37:19,907 and I feel like I don't know. 1098 00:37:24,645 --> 00:37:26,146 - No, me can't bother with all of this foolishness. 1099 00:37:26,213 --> 00:37:28,782 Because not only do I have the pressure in my head of doing 1100 00:37:28,849 --> 00:37:30,884 my first comeback performance after everything 1101 00:37:30,951 --> 00:37:33,287 that has happened to me, but I also have the pressure 1102 00:37:33,353 --> 00:37:34,888 of being away from my kids. 1103 00:37:34,955 --> 00:37:36,590 And to put the icing on the cake, 1104 00:37:36,657 --> 00:37:38,892 it's just the pressure of living in this fear 1105 00:37:38,959 --> 00:37:41,562 that my hernia can bust open anytime right now. 1106 00:37:41,628 --> 00:37:43,030 And that's why I need something constant 1107 00:37:43,096 --> 00:37:45,499 that can be in my life to keep me calm, like my friends. 1108 00:37:45,566 --> 00:37:47,234 That's what they're supposed to be doing right now, 1109 00:37:47,301 --> 00:37:48,402 bringing me a good energy. 1110 00:37:48,468 --> 00:37:50,037 But I don't even have that. 1111 00:37:50,103 --> 00:37:52,573 - I'm just trying to figure out how we got here. 1112 00:37:52,639 --> 00:37:55,242 - I just wanted you to be there for me, straight out. 1113 00:37:55,309 --> 00:37:57,044 I just wanted the same loyalty 1114 00:37:57,110 --> 00:37:58,378 that I know I would have given you. 1115 00:37:58,445 --> 00:38:00,147 You're talking about being there for me in DR. 1116 00:38:00,214 --> 00:38:02,482 I heard that. I saw that. 1117 00:38:02,549 --> 00:38:03,884 I was--I don't even know what was happening 1118 00:38:03,951 --> 00:38:05,519 for real, for real in DR. 1119 00:38:05,586 --> 00:38:07,454 But I know when I came out what was happening. 1120 00:38:07,521 --> 00:38:10,858 So when I really wanted you to be there with me, 1121 00:38:10,924 --> 00:38:12,559 you were everywhere with Karlie. 1122 00:38:12,626 --> 00:38:13,760 - Right. - Yes, I feel some kind of way. 1123 00:38:13,827 --> 00:38:15,162 - I went with Karlie in December. 1124 00:38:15,229 --> 00:38:16,530 It's March now. 1125 00:38:16,597 --> 00:38:18,098 - But even in January, you were on Instagram, 1126 00:38:18,165 --> 00:38:19,099 all over with her. - No, I'm not. 1127 00:38:19,166 --> 00:38:20,367 - Like, everywhere you go-- 1128 00:38:20,434 --> 00:38:21,668 - I never-- I didn't speak to no-- 1129 00:38:21,735 --> 00:38:23,003 - It's you and Karlie. - That is not true! 1130 00:38:23,070 --> 00:38:24,338 - Two days ago. What are you talking about? 1131 00:38:24,404 --> 00:38:25,939 - That is not true. 1132 00:38:26,006 --> 00:38:27,508 I had my own issues in January. 1133 00:38:27,574 --> 00:38:28,675 - Look in your phone because you're-- 1134 00:38:28,742 --> 00:38:30,244 - Excuse me. - Look in your phone. 1135 00:38:30,310 --> 00:38:31,912 You just posted online with you and Karlie at an event. 1136 00:38:31,979 --> 00:38:33,480 - Yes, a couple of days ago, we went to a party. 1137 00:38:33,547 --> 00:38:34,948 - Yes! So what are you talking about? 1138 00:38:35,015 --> 00:38:36,450 - Look at January, February in the beginning. 1139 00:38:36,517 --> 00:38:37,851 I didn't-- - But this is now! 1140 00:38:37,918 --> 00:38:39,353 - So I don't-- 1141 00:38:39,419 --> 00:38:40,687 I don't count, and what I'm going through don't count? 1142 00:38:40,754 --> 00:38:42,723 - I did not say that! I never said that! 1143 00:38:42,789 --> 00:38:44,391 - But you're not even giving me a chance! 1144 00:38:44,458 --> 00:38:46,093 - We are sticking to the point why we are at odds. 1145 00:38:46,159 --> 00:38:47,694 - Because you think- 1146 00:38:47,761 --> 00:38:48,896 - I know everything you're going through. 1147 00:38:48,962 --> 00:38:50,097 You're my [bleep] friend. 1148 00:38:50,163 --> 00:38:51,265 What are you talking about? 1149 00:38:51,331 --> 00:38:53,967 - But you don't know everything. 1150 00:38:54,034 --> 00:38:56,036 A lot of stuff has still happened since then. 1151 00:38:56,103 --> 00:38:58,272 I didn't speak to nobody in January or February. 1152 00:38:58,338 --> 00:39:00,040 - Oh, but so Karlie's not there for you, 1153 00:39:00,107 --> 00:39:01,241 the way how we sit and talk? 1154 00:39:01,308 --> 00:39:02,709 - I have not spoken to her. 1155 00:39:02,776 --> 00:39:04,378 - Oh, all the things you're going through? 1156 00:39:04,444 --> 00:39:05,479 - Because I saw her at a party doesn't mean 1157 00:39:05,546 --> 00:39:07,948 that we had that conversation. 1158 00:39:08,015 --> 00:39:10,651 This is being blown out because other people are wanting 1159 00:39:10,717 --> 00:39:12,452 to throw [bleep] in the bus. 1160 00:39:12,519 --> 00:39:14,354 At the end of the day, I am there 1161 00:39:14,421 --> 00:39:16,590 for you whenever you call. 1162 00:39:16,657 --> 00:39:18,458 I don't give a [bleep] what anybody else says. 1163 00:39:18,525 --> 00:39:19,893 I really love you. 1164 00:39:22,262 --> 00:39:23,263 I don't--I don't-- 1165 00:39:23,330 --> 00:39:24,831 I don't even wanna fight with you. 1166 00:39:24,898 --> 00:39:27,201 Because other than your sister, I was the first person 1167 00:39:27,267 --> 00:39:28,669 at that hospital. 1168 00:39:28,735 --> 00:39:30,137 I saw you with those tubes in your throat. 1169 00:39:30,204 --> 00:39:31,805 I saw you not speaking. 1170 00:39:31,872 --> 00:39:33,941 You understand what I'm saying? None of them bitches was there. 1171 00:39:34,007 --> 00:39:35,142 I was there. 1172 00:39:35,209 --> 00:39:37,010 I feel everything that you feeling. 1173 00:39:37,077 --> 00:39:40,480 I know you think you only go through this by yourself. 1174 00:39:40,547 --> 00:39:43,016 But this comeback--I'm here because I felt like 1175 00:39:43,083 --> 00:39:44,818 this comeback is our comeback. 1176 00:39:47,487 --> 00:39:48,856 And I don't wanna fight with you, 1177 00:39:48,922 --> 00:39:51,258 because this is--this is our celebration. 1178 00:39:51,325 --> 00:39:58,465 ♪♪ ♪♪ 1179 00:40:01,835 --> 00:40:03,937 - If it's one thing that my near-death experience 1180 00:40:04,004 --> 00:40:06,039 has taught me, it's that I need to make sure 1181 00:40:06,106 --> 00:40:08,909 that I'm surrounded with the right people and good energy. 1182 00:40:08,976 --> 00:40:10,477 And I'm sure gonna be more selective 1183 00:40:10,544 --> 00:40:13,447 of who those real people are gonna be in my life. 1184 00:40:13,514 --> 00:40:15,182 Meda has shared a very good friendship 1185 00:40:15,249 --> 00:40:16,683 throughout everything. 1186 00:40:16,750 --> 00:40:18,418 And I feel like all this yelling and screaming, 1187 00:40:18,485 --> 00:40:20,654 we needed to get it out so it could just 1188 00:40:20,721 --> 00:40:23,624 bring us back into a place of really, genuinely 1189 00:40:23,690 --> 00:40:25,459 valuing each other's friendship. 1190 00:40:25,526 --> 00:40:26,994 So I'm glad she came. 1191 00:40:27,060 --> 00:40:29,997 [both sobbing] 1192 00:40:36,003 --> 00:40:38,305 - I love you. 1193 00:40:38,372 --> 00:40:39,506 - I love you, too. 1194 00:40:41,742 --> 00:40:42,476 I'm sorry. 1195 00:40:42,543 --> 00:40:43,744 - I'm sorry, too. 1196 00:40:53,420 --> 00:40:54,621 - Next on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 1197 00:40:54,688 --> 00:40:55,656 - Khaotic been there through everything. 1198 00:40:55,722 --> 00:40:56,857 But he don't mind whipping it out. 1199 00:40:56,924 --> 00:40:59,293 - What kind of relationship is this? 1200 00:40:59,359 --> 00:41:01,028 - You looking like a peanut butter and syrup sandwich. 1201 00:41:01,094 --> 00:41:02,663 - That's a lot of calories. 1202 00:41:02,729 --> 00:41:04,097 - Mmm. 1203 00:41:04,164 --> 00:41:05,766 - ♪♪ Make yuh batty jaw clap clap ♪♪ 1204 00:41:05,832 --> 00:41:07,634 ♪♪ Spin it like a propeller ♪♪ 1205 00:41:07,701 --> 00:41:09,503 Oh, my God! - You ready? 1206 00:41:09,570 --> 00:41:11,705 - Yes, I'm excited. I cannot wait. 1207 00:41:11,772 --> 00:41:13,674 all: We want Spice! 1208 00:41:13,740 --> 00:41:16,376 We want Spice! 1209 00:41:16,443 --> 00:41:19,980 - He said he'll pay half of child care for the babies, 1210 00:41:20,047 --> 00:41:21,248 and that's it. 1211 00:41:21,315 --> 00:41:22,649 - Oh, he don't wanna pay child support? 1212 00:41:22,716 --> 00:41:24,618 - Oh, no, he said he don't make no money, girl. 1213 00:41:24,685 --> 00:41:26,286 He loves that toxic [bleep]. 1214 00:41:26,353 --> 00:41:27,955 - Stop acting like you know something. 1215 00:41:28,021 --> 00:41:29,890 - Because I know so much. That's why. 1216 00:41:29,957 --> 00:41:31,158 - Don't [bleep] do this. 1217 00:41:31,225 --> 00:41:33,293 - Hey man, take your hands of me!