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- Previously on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
- Diamond, she said she was waiting on her period.
- Diamond is supposed to be pregnant from Scrappy.
- Y'all don't take accountability
for y'all [bleep]. - No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
- Are you serious? You believe everything?
- Don't play with me!
- My sisters, their mentality is,
everything is about Amy, Amy, Amy.
We got businesses.
She's always there in your ass crack.
- Ass crack? - Yes.
- [laughs]
- I don't want to be an operational manager
for Pretty Kitty any longer.
- Wait, what?
- I have to do what I need to do for myself.
- There's so many houses in Atlanta.
Why you have to move across the street from me?
- You're my sister. You're like family.
- Karlie, no, no, no.
- It's so many different things with Karlie.
She's best friends with Meda now.
My friend, Meda. - Oh, she is?
- She's now best friends with Meda.
- I haven't been able to speak to her.
And I don't know what that would be like.
- You're supposed to be my friend.
When I needed you, you was all over Atlanta with Karlie.
I need a genuine friend that's gonna be loyal to me
the way I'm loyal to them.
- How you feel about Karlie, you taking
it out on me at this point.
- I'm not having this conversation.
[funky music]
- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
- ♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪
- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
- ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪
- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
♪♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪♪
- ♪♪ This is the life ♪♪
- ♪♪ It's the life that I chose ♪♪
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
- ♪♪ La-da-dee, la-da-da-dee ♪♪
♪♪ We are bringing the house party ♪♪
♪♪ La-da-dee, la-da-da-dee ♪♪
♪♪ Don't believe it, then come and see ♪♪
- Troy, you already know I gotta put my city on the map.
313, what up, though?
- It's been going crazy, y'all.
Project on the way.
- A lot of bitches basically gonna be in trouble.
So go get your ghostwriters. We out.
- ♪♪ Think I'm too loud ♪♪
♪♪ Then you should meet my girls with a crowd ♪♪
[upbeat music]
♪♪ ♪♪
- Namaste.
- ♪♪ La-da-dee, la-da-da-dee ♪♪
♪♪ We are bringing the whole party ♪♪
♪♪ ♪♪
- I like it.
- No, I don't like this.
- But you want blue.
I got two surprises for you.
Two surprises, 'cause, you know, it's your comeback.
- Right now, it the day before me leave
out for the Cayman Islands.
I'ma just feel a piece of pressure upon me.
I feel like I need to bring it more
than I ever bring it before.
Worse, the fact that I know that my fans
haven't seen me for the past six months.
So everything have to be on time, period.
Roland!
Oh, my God.
You're gonna be driving me crazy.
Why you have these nice dresses?
- All right.
- [screams] Yes!
- I got it!
All right, I knew. I knew. I knew this would be the one.
- You found it! - Mm-hmm.
- Ah!
- You think I'm gonna do you like that?
You know I got yo' back. - I was getting so nervous.
I was like-- - You know I got your back.
- Oh, I love it! - Let me show you.
Didn't it come out so beautiful?
- I love it. - And we got it in time.
- No, yeah, me like it. - You got me two days ago.
You know you--Roland is gonna pull it off.
- All right, all right.
- I feel like because I'm not able to perform as much as
I used to, people know me as the queen
of stage jumping, on speaker box, climbing on stuff.
It's very important for me right now
to have a banging outfit that looks super spicy,
to kind of keep the eyes off of me a little bit
so that they don't even realize that I'm not
moving as much as I used to.
- Then we just push your little bodysuit--
- Oh, yeah. - Mm-hmm.
Dirty one!
- Hey!
- That's what I'm talking about.
- Y'all all right? - Yes.
How you doing, babe? It's good to see you again.
- Hey. How you been? It's good to see you, too.
- Oh, you look cute, friend. - It's good to see you, too.
- I haven't seen you in so long.
- It ain't been that long. - You look cute today.
- You look cute, too. - I know.
- Yes. - Oh, girl, no.
- [laughs]
- Not you Miss Conceited. - You know her.
- I am so excited.
Spice is getting ready for the Cayman Islands.
And guess who's going, too?
Shekinah Jones, me.
I'm gonna ig up. Let's go, let's go, let's go.
Get it, get it.
So Saturday is the big day?
- Yep. - Yeah.
- But, girl, I have something to tell you.
While you were at the Crying Tour, I was in Atlanta crying,
for sure. - Oh, hell no.
- Yes. So I went to the gender reveal.
Then me and Meda gets into it.
- Meda got into it with you?
- She's talking about, oh, I know you
and Karlie going through it, but I'm
trying to stay out of it.
Bitch, I need you to be in it the same way
how I would have been in it if it was you and your shit.
If you're my friend, you need to act like you are my friend.
When I was sick and I needed you as my friend,
you all over the place, every club with Karlie.
I'm like, what the [bleep]?
You were supposed to be there for me.
- Hold on. Is Meda coming to Cayman?
- I have no idea if she's coming.
- I hope she do come.
- Because we were arguing really bad.
Like, I was screaming at the top of my lungs
because I was trying to get my point across.
So I feel like she feels some kind of way.
- I feel like she should come.
I'm just saying, your best friend
don't want people around.
Ever since Meda has started hanging out with Karlie,
Meda not acting the same no more.
All of a sudden, Meda don't want me to come to the DR,
causing friction between me and Spice.
So I'm gonna take it upon myself to meet up
with Meda to figure out why she really
was holding up on me coming.
And then I'm gonna let it go.
- I don't know.
I guess you--that's you and Meda conversation.
When you see Meda--
- I'm gonna say, Meda, you act like you
didn't want me to come. Why you didn't want me to come?
Because of Karlie?
- Right, so make sure you say that to face.
- I'm gonna ask her. No worries. I'm gonna ask her.
- Stop asking me. - I ain't ask you [bleep].
- Ask Meda instead of saying the same [bleep] over and over.
- Girl, I ain't asked you [bleep].
I don't give a [bleep]. - Yes, you did.
- You alive and well, bitch. - [bleep].
- You alive here with us today.
- I need to go, Roland. - You know what I'm saying?
- Can you pack my [bleep] up so I can leave?
Shekinah, don't miss the flight to Cayman,
because you always late.
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- Jess, we going to the emergency room, honey.
- I know, but we got to.
- There's this horrible pain on the right side of my body
where it goes down to my leg.
And it makes me wanna vomit.
It's just a hundred.
That's what the pain level is today, just a hundred.
Oh, God.
I was supposed to do a photo shoot today,
but my body has never given up on me like this.
[groans]
I'm grateful to God that my sisters are here with me.
I can't think.
I don't know what the hell is going on.
Next thing you know, I'm being rushed to the emergency room.
I'm dying.
This is it.
I'm in so much pain.
I don't even wanna exist.
- ♪♪ I always let this slip away ♪♪
♪♪ And all that's left is pain ♪♪
♪♪ I'm always on the run ♪♪
♪♪ But I come straight back here again ♪♪
♪♪ Can you save me from this misery?
♪♪ Save me from this world ♪♪
♪♪ Save me ♪♪
- Jessi?
- Yeah, baby, I'm here.
So I just got out the hospital.
[sighs]
I couldn't move. I couldn't walk.
I was bent over in fetal position, severely in pain.
They end up pumping me with morphine, making me more sick.
I'm depleted.
- Jessi, why didn't you call me?
- Babe, do you know how sick I was?
I started cramping really bad. - Mm-hmm.
- And I was like, I'm not feeling well.
My stomach swelled up instantly.
And that's when the throwing up and stuff started.
That's why my body kind of went into shock.
- Yeah, yeah.
- Come to find out, I have two fibroids
that's inside of my uterus.
It's called endometrium.
It's 10-centimeters big, and it's sitting on my ovary.
- Wow.
- You know what the crazy part is?
I've been going through this for years,
and they didn't see it, something so massive.
That's what they do.
They mishandle Black women.
They don't listen to Black women
when they're having medical concerns.
It's why people die all the time in the emergency room.
Do the due diligence yourself.
Do the research.
You have got to take your health in your hands.
- So how are you feeling just, like, for real, for real?
- It's depressing.
And it just kind of-- it makes me go back
to all the unfortunate miscarriages
that I've had over the years. It was defeating the purpose.
'Cause a 10-centimeter mass sitting on top of my ovaries
squishing all of my reproductive organs--
of course I couldn't carry babies.
But now I'm just finding out why.
Nick and I were trying to get pregnant.
We both equally wanted it.
Miscarriages, when the man that you're in love with
is conceiving with everybody--
I felt like I was half a woman.
Do you know the scars that you wear when you go
through public miscarriages? - Yeah.
- And you--people feel like, oh,
well, she can't carry a baby.
- Yeah.
- And my miscarriages were all public.
- Public.
The joke is how many kids he had.
That's not an easy thing.
- And then seeing him have another baby
with somebody else--
and I'm going through all of this, and he knows it.
Maybe I'm not supposed to be a mother.
I still struggle with the idea if I could actually do it.
- As your friend, I wanna be here
to help you go through the process of getting healed
and so you can stop masking and hiding
and pretending you're okay.
Because you're not.
- I'm mentally kind of decompressing
all of the trauma.
Because I carry all my stress in my womb.
And I knew, psychologically, that everything
that was happening was just a side effect of everything
emotionally that I had bottled up inside of me.
That's why I advocate for speaking
to people, going to therapy.
And I didn't do that for myself fast enough.
- Can you freeze your eggs?
- I mean, I wanna have babies.
- Yeah. - I've always wanted to.
It's just that I've kind of put it on the back burner.
But now I feel like I have to start to at least freeze them.
- Think about it. Yeah, I think you should.
- Freeze the eggs or something.
I won't know all these details until probably tomorrow...
- Okay.
- Once the doctor looks at everything.
- Are you scared about anything?
- I'm scared about everything.
- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
- When we was in Texas, Erica come to me talking about
you cheated with Diamond. You got her pregnant.
I was like, come on, man.
- And you ain't got no baby, do ya?
- You guys wanna kick me out.
- We are not kicking you out.
- Well, that's how I feel.
I'm not gonna fall back.
- When I really wanted you to be there with me,
you were everywhere with Karlie.
- That is not true.
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
- ♪♪ Hot gal dem a look, buff body have dem shook ♪♪
♪♪ Ha na cheese, den I ain't got time ♪♪
♪♪ Mekdipaper work, hussle like Mississippi a bruk ♪♪
♪♪ Boss gal hafi live di boss life ♪♪
- Whoo!
- Right there, sir. Yeah.
This my bestie. That's my G. - Yeah.
- Thank you. - All right, love you guys.
Big up. Cool. - All right, guys.
Let's go. Let's go. - All right, which car?
Oh, my God. It's just the grace of God.
I feel like it's just so real that I've overcome so much
and I'm going back on the road.
I'm in good spirit, and I'm super excited.
It's like, this is what I wanted,
to feel back like myself again.
Cayman, the queen is here!
- Say you're blessed, girl.
Say you're [bleep] blessed. - Whoo! Let's go!
- Girl, this yo' first show.
- Yep, I'm excited.
After all of the health problem that I've been through,
I'm really happy to be here.
Like, this is a special day for me.
- ♪♪ Yes, yeah, I swing around ♪♪
♪♪ Get another with a brand new sound ♪♪
- So what are we doing today?
- I need to go to the radio station first
before we start have fun.
Because I have to let people know that I'm in Cayman.
I haven't been here for a long time, but we gonna have fun.
We going everywhere.
- Cayman, wagwan?
The queen is here.
- What is your name? What is your name?
- My name is Shekinah.
- Come and say hi to the people of Cayman.
- How y'all doing, Cayman?
You got a man out here for me?
[laughter]
- She don't care what nobody say.
Nothing wrong with Spice.
- [laughs]
- Nothing at all wrong with Spice.
- It was a lot of stupid thing.
That's why I had to come out and kind of clear up
a lot of things, like people were
saying I had a heart attack.
People were saying so many things that was not true.
It's sad to know that everywhere I go,
I'm gonna have to explain to my fans.
But I feel like I'm obligated to just let my fans get
the updates of what really happened to me
so that they can know that, you know,
I'm in a better place now.
I'm healthier, and I'm feeling better.
And right about now, the Queen of Dancehall,
I'm back, bigger than ever.
And I'm just ready and prepared
to give them a show to remember.
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♪♪ ♪♪
What the hell?
I was not expecting this.
The queen is here.
[cheers and applause]
Outside!
Big up yourself.
People are just so happy to see me.
I feel so good. It's welcoming.
But that's how my besties, them ride hard for me.
They truly love me.
- And don't forget, when you get on stage tomorrow night,
you gotta yell out,
you looking for your friend Shekinah
some big, Black [bleep], to the world.
- I'm not doing that.
♪♪ ♪♪
- So what's the tea? Is Meda coming?
- She said she was coming, but me not see her.
So I don't know. - You know Meda your friend.
You need to get Meda over here.
Why are you sitting up there acting like that,
talking about that's how you are?
- I don't know who friend she is.
That's the problem. - Meda is your friend.
- You know damn well you call me and show me
that girl on the Instagram with Karlie talking about,
isn't this your friend?
- Girl, I ain't got nothing to do with that.
- You showed me. You called me out of my bed.
- You ain't finna put me in that [bleep].
- You called me out of my bed, talking about,
Spice, did you go on Instagram?
- But it wasn't--but it wasn't against Meda.
It was more so Karlie trying to steal your friend.
That girl I like.
- You know Karlie try to steal everything I got.
- She's can't steal me. I don't wanna [bleep] with her.
You think Karlie's coming?
She always seems to pop up on you.
- [laughs] What the [bleep]?
- I thought you had mo' friends coming, though.
I thought you had other homegirls.
- They are. My friends that was in DR, they're coming.
So you're gonna see more people.
- Hallelujah.
- Angel is coming, and Symba is coming.
But, you know, apart from that, it's important for me
so me keep focus.
Oh, thank you for my ox tail.
[laughs] Make a good on me night.
- Ooh, thank you.
- I need to take these glasses off
so me can see my food properly.
- Do y'all have hot sauce?
- You shouting across the room, do y'all have hot sauce.
Who are you asking, the customers?
- Yeah. - The [bleep]?
- Somebody got it.
♪♪ ♪♪
- ♪♪ I bank on me like a check I just cashed ♪♪
♪♪ I bank on me like a ball off the glass ♪♪
♪♪ I run it up ♪♪
♪♪ They calling me the Road Runner ♪♪
- South by Southwest was super dope.
But now that I'm back in real reality,
my top priority at this moment is to get my sisters
and my mom back together so we can get out
of the bull-[bleep] and get back to business,
and more importantly, back to family.
- I do have goggles if you--
- Goggles? - Mm-hmm.
- Me and my sisters had a rough month.
I need full protection. I'm gonna take the goggles.
- Hey! How y'all doing? Welcome to Splat.
- Are you suited? - Pop, pop, pop, pop!
- Are you suited and booted?
What the heck?
- You look ridiculous.
[laughter]
- My sisters definitely know how to bring
out the fun side in me.
So I just wanted to be in a space
where it's not all about business,
and let's just put this [bleep] behind us.
I don't like how the last meet-up went.
- Mm-hmm. - Yeah.
- So we gonna have a little fun.
- Yes. - Yeah?
- This looks fun. I'm ready. - Okay, okay.
- ♪♪ Here we go ♪♪
♪♪ You already know ♪♪
- You trying to squish?
- Stop.
- Oh, wow. - Ooh, okay, so--
- Give me that. God damn. Go.
And don't hit me.
- Oh.
[laughter]
- Yours looks like--
- It looks like [bleep].
Ugh, diarrhea.
[laughter]
- It looks like [bleep].
- See, I missed this.
I literally missed us just kind of being
like, okay, we hear you, Mom.
We finna breakaway as sisters and just--
- Yeah, you know we have to get--get our sister time
in real quick without her.
- Without my mom's opinion and her strong energy,
me and my sisters actually vibe.
After the last conversation with my sisters
at the restaurant, I actually just realized it's not them.
It's actually our mom that's the problem.
It's all about my mom not giving them what they deserve.
- I wanna continue to do Pretty Kitty.
First of all, I don't wanna leave you hanging.
That's first. And I never did.
Don't smile at me like that, you [bleep].
[laughs] - Yeah.
- No, seriously, 'cause that's been, like, a big concern.
I can get plenty of people for the job,
but nobody's gonna do it like my sister.
- I was getting kind of irritated just
with the whole thought of how Mommy
is just not pretty much pouring into what I have going on.
But at the same time, I can do my own [bleep] by myself.
- Yeah.
Even communicating that to her individually,
maybe you and Angie, then me--
- I'm gonna have a talk with her, like, very soon.
And hopefully, we can get on one accord,
and Mom can actually help me with some of the things
that she's supposed to been have helped me with.
- So my plans for Mom, I brought on a manager
for a reason. - Right.
- For the sake of my career, although my mom will still
help me out with Pretty Kitty, she has to be fully
hands off with my music career so I
can grow and be stress-free.
This will also, in return, give her more time
to balance it out, focus on them.
Normally, I give it to Mom like you got an option.
This time, it's not an option, Mom.
I hired somebody on--
- So you gonna tell her that?
- Absolutely.
- [laughs]
- Yeah, she's gonna kill you, Amy.
- No, I'm serious. - She's gonna kill you, Amy.
I guess now would be, like, I guess,
a good time to say I do apologize for just
leaving out like that.
It was more so not directed toward you but Mom.
So if I came off rude to you or anything,
that was not my intent at all.
So accept my apologies.
- I accept it.
We are sisters, girl.
Bring it in. - Yeah.
[laughs]
- You guys.
- Listen, South by Southwest, y'all, was insane.
But I will say this.
- What?
- Khaotic.
- Oh, lord.
- We got a kiss in.
- Stop playing. - A kiss on the lips.
- Like a--what? - A kiss.
I did not expect Khaotic to kiss me.
It was very strategic, how he did it--
off cameras, you look beautiful, mwah.
So I don't know.
We just--it's like--
it's one of those things that's complicated.
I guess I can say that.
I'm confused because you flirt with Erica Banks
every time I'm around.
- Oh, lord.
- Literally, after the kiss, I look to my right.
He's holding her in a straddle position, walking with her.
You not gonna be able to mix me and homegirl.
Like, oh, I kissed her.
- Like, you in the mix with them.
Like, no. - Like you the man.
- What the hell?
That was a plot twist.
[laughter]
- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
- I'm 38.
Having a baby is important to me.
Will I be able to have a baby?
- You gotta start acting like I'm grown.
- I call it being ungrateful.
- Ugh!
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
- ♪♪ Grew up to be myself ♪♪
♪♪ Never being anybody else ♪♪
♪♪ This woman believes in who she is ♪♪
[upbeat music]
- Today, I'm meeting with Dr. Hawkins.
Hi. I have an appointment.
My friend gave me Dr. Hawkins's number.
So I'm extremely excited to get in here
and meet a powerful Black doctor who can give me
some answers about my health.
Come in.
Hi, Doctor. - Hey, honey. How are you?
- I'm good. How are you? - Good. So nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you, too. - Ooh, child.
I'm gonna look at this ultrasound report.
- Yes, it's a lot, huh?
- Yes, you gotta tell me about it.
- I don't know.
Well, I've been back and forth in the hospital.
- Yeah.
- And then they end up finding this big cyst
on my left ovary.
- You have a 7 centimeter on one side,
and the other side is, like, 3 centimeters.
Your right side is much smaller.
Pretty significant.
- I'm severely sick. - Mm-hmm.
- Like, I'm nonstop nauseous.
And my period came twice this month.
- Is that unusual? - Very unusual.
- It hasn't done that before? - No.
- That's new. No, that's new. - Okay.
- So you have two.
But one, even though it's not big,
it's sitting, like, right on the top of your uterus.
And your cavity is right here.
And you've had miscarriages.
- Mm-hmm.
- Is it possible those could have
contributed to miscarriages? Yes.
- Mm-hmm.
- With fibroids, it's all about location.
And it's interfering where it naturally would implant
or naturally would grow. - Right.
- And that can cause it to kind of not stay very well.
- Right. Yeah. - Okay?
- I mean, I'm 38.
Having a baby is important to me.
- Yeah.
- Will I ever be able to have a baby?
- Okay.
[laughter]
I'm grateful to have answers now.
Dr. Hawkins, she's gonna make sure
that I'm able to be healed, one,
and be able to have children.
- Good, so the good thing about your history is, one,
you have a diagnosis. - That's right.
- And the best time to get pregnant
is within six months of having surgery.
- Oh, wow.
- It actually increases your chances of getting pregnant.
- Well, let me start being nice again.
It just was good to know that
I'm in front of someone who is actually not only listening
to me, but teaching me.
I just "beseek" people to just continue searching.
I finally found a doctor that I can trust
and that I feel who will advocate
for me as a Black woman.
Thank you so much, Doctor. - All right, you're welcome.
All right, honey, take your time.
You come out when you're ready.
- Okay, I'm ready.
[dramatic hip-hop music]
- ♪♪ Pepper spray on the promenade ♪♪
♪♪ Was afraid, I ain't gonna lie ♪♪
♪♪ Send a prayer up to Father God ♪♪
♪♪ I ain't run away, I'm a ride or die ♪♪
♪♪ ♪♪
- Mother! - Hey!
- You look so cute.
- You do, too.
As usual, Barbie.
- [laughs] So the Barbie has arrived.
- Yes.
What's up with you, busy, busy person?
Never call your mom.
- Ma, I been so busy. - What's wrong?
- You know I just got back from Texas.
I got back and got straight in the studio.
- You can't call me?
- It's not that I can't call you.
This week's been crazy.
I always call you.
- Okay, do better.
- I'm meeting up with my mom for dinner tonight
to just simply let her know
she has to fall back, take her hands off my neck
and off my music career, and start focusing on my sisters.
And I'm just praying for the best of this conversation.
Texas was bomb.
I got some really good situations
that's coming out of this. Okay?
- You got a good team. I love it.
- Yes.
- And they're working hard. You're working hard.
I love it.
- Okay, so you can compliment my team?
- Yes. - But see, that's a good thing.
That's why I'm glad we're here.
- Okay.
- Because now you can know, like,
Texas was so perfect without you being there.
I know you were there in spirit.
You were on the phone every 10 minutes.
- What do you mean, without me being there?
- It was-- - What do you mean?
- It went well.
- I mean, the way you said, "without you being there,"
I felt like--
- I'm trying to set the table to let you see, like,
it's going well without you being so hands in.
You can trust what's going on.
- Okay.
- I'm giving you good news so you can be like,
whoo, her team got it.
- Okay. - I can fall back.
- I'm not gonna fall back.
- That gets me to this.
The sisters and I got together without Mommy.
Okay.
I think that after sitting with them without you,
what they're saying and what I'm agreeing with is,
you have to fully hop out of my career.
- Basically what you're saying,
you had a powwow about your mom.
- Right.
- Then all of a sudden, you guys wanna kick me out?
- We are not kicking you out.
- Well, that's how I feel. Ugh.
- I have a new management team now,
and my mom simply has to respect that.
This will also, in return, give her
more time to spend with my sisters
and their growing businesses.
Do you look at me as a grown woman now?
- Yes, I do.
- You gotta start acting like I'm grown.
- It's not like I don't treat you like you're grown.
- You don't.
And you don't think I make wise decisions.
You don't think that I hired a good team.
You don't--yes, thank you. - Thank you.
- I'll take the menus out of the way for you.
- Yes. - Okay, thank you.
- Thank you.
And I think that I'm gonna have to start assisting
you more with falling back.
- But I'm there for you,
helping you to do what you need to do
to branch off these businesses. - Right.
- And the bottom line is I'm not gonna fall back.
I'm not.
- See, that's-- that--and that's--
- I'm not. - That's the problem.
- I'm not. Now, I'm done with this dinner.
- Why?
- Because every time, this is the backlash that I get.
- By us being vocal? - No, no. Vocal?
I don't call that being vocal.
I call it being ungrateful. - Really?
- You have a good dinner.
- Ugh!
- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
- You know, me and her passionately
kissed out there in Texas.
[makes slurping sounds]
- Guess where I'm at? The Cayman Islands.
- So the stalker is here.
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
- ♪♪ Got to get in the clear ♪♪
♪♪ Where do we go from here? ♪♪
♪♪ Got to get in the clear ♪♪
♪♪ Where do we go from here? ♪♪
- Make sure you shake the ass
when I call you up on stage tomorrow.
- I can't make my booty clap.
- Not one sound.
- It ain't--shut up with yo' big booty ass.
[laughter]
- Right about now, Cayman is gonna
be a big day for me tomorrow.
It's gonna be my actual first performance
since my entire health scare.
And I just want this to be, like,
a smooth, chill, good process where we can have fun,
and we can start relaxing and enjoying the moment
so that I can have a good show tomorrow.
- Is your makeup done?
- Don't worry about what I got to do.
- We have to worry about what you got to do.
- Don't worry about what I got to do.
- We're on a time limit. [phone ringing]
- 'Cause me and my-- - Whose phone is that, mine?
- Oh, Meda calling you.
- Oh.
- Guess where I'm at?
Cayman Islands.
- You're here in Cayman?
- Yes.
What you thought, I wasn't gonna come?
Come on, now.
- Me really never think Meda would go through
with our plans to come all the way to the Cayman
after how we left off when we were in Atlanta.
- I'm here.
- I thought you would be busy at the club with Karlie.
I know that part.
- Oh, boy. Whatever.
I have never not been by your side if you needed me.
I'm here, whether you care or you don't care,
whether you're mad at me. I'm here.
- I feel like Karlie took my best friend Meda away from me
when I needed her the most.
Meda has always been like one of my most consistent friend
and who has been there for me.
But I feel like I probably overreacted
at the gender reveal.
You are definitely something else.
But I'm getting ready for dinner.
You can come over.
I think I'm gonna be out by the restaurant.
- I'm gonna come through.
I'm gonna throw something on. - Okay.
All right, bye.
- So the stalker is here is what we're talking about.
[dramatic music]
- What's going on, Symba?
You know Meda is my friend.
We just going through a little rough patch
because I point out what I don't like.
But she is my friend. What happened?
- But she also friends with Karlie.
So how is that gonna work? - I don't know.
I just--that's why--that's why me and her had differences
because of the whole Karlie situation.
But I already brought that up with her,
and I tell her how I feel.
I tell her I feel like--
you know, I don't feel like she share
the same loyalty with me.
- But I don't understand how she's your friend.
She came here. She showed up.
But we were just in Ghana, and they were besties.
- The truth is, even though I've been looking
at her sideways for what she's doing with Karlie,
I'm really just happy that she's here because she's
always been there for me.
And I just want all of this to be over with, to be honest.
- So when are you gonna see Meda?
- Tomorrow.
- I just invited her to dinner with us.
- ♪♪ Legs spread crazy while you doing the splits ♪♪
♪♪ Yeah, the tables won't turn, I'ma make it flip ♪♪
♪♪ Now I'm home crunching on some cinnamon toast ♪♪
♪♪ While she bend over to the front and touch her toes ♪♪
♪♪ Don't stop, stop ♪♪
[knock on door]
- Bro, why is you banging?
- [laughs]
- What's up, crazy man?
- Bro, you don't hear your neighbor?
They over there turned up.
- My neighbors always turned up.
That's how we do.
We be turned up, for real.
- I didn't think you was gonna hear me.
- Welcome to the new little deal.
- Yeah, yeah. - You feel me?
- You got them kicks out.
- No, I ran out of kicks space in the closet.
So I just had to--
I got three closets full of kicks.
- That's how you supposed to do it, baby.
- You know how we do it, man. - I mean, a playboy like you.
- You feel me? - The best, man.
- Let me show you this balcony view.
- Man. - This what you gonna love.
After all the craziness that happened
at South by Southwest, I told Scrappy he need to pull up
to the crib so we can catch up.
And plus, I wanted him to see my new spot
and let him know I got a room for him if he need it.
Look at this view, though.
This is the ceiling where you get your chicken dinner.
- Yeah. - You heard me?
- I like it.
- This where it's at.
- You know I used to stay around the corner with Tip?
- Yeah, we was over in the 12. - The 12.
You know, that's where Amy at.
You know, me and her passionately
kissed out there in Texas.
- Do what?
- Listen, I grabbed Amy by her face gently, softly.
Come here.
I took a deep breath.
I breathed my breath in her face.
[blows]
Luckily, I was chewing bubble gum.
When she smelled that bubble gum--
- Hold on. Hold on.
- She smelled that bubble gum, and she wanted the flavor.
[blows] I blew that bubble gum breath in her face.
She came in.
I softly, gently kissed them fat, juicy lips.
[makes slurping sounds]
And I released her and let her go.
She almost fainted.
- I don't know what he was thinking
when he was coming with the--
I don't know what he was doing.
Like, how you kiss like that?
I don't even know how you kiss like that,
'cause he wasn't even using his lips.
I mean, that's good.
I mean--I mean, what you gonna to do with it, though?
I mean, that's--that's gonna be your boo?
Like, I mean, but I seen you--
I seen you all on E-Beezy.
I seen you all on Erica Banks. - Relax.
She on the radar, too.
You gotta understand I'm single.
Until somebody appreciate me and treat me
like the king that I am... - That's how I feel.
- Then I'm gonna keep playing the game that they playing.
- That how I feel. - So guess what?
I'm gonna have my way with Erica.
I'm gonna have my way with Amy.
And I'm gonna keep having my way in the world.
And that's how I'm gonna do it until one of them
take me serious.
If both of them--
if they both do it, then we gonna be in a polyester.
I would love to have a polyester relationship
with Amy and Erica.
- What's polyester?
- Oh, let me just let y'all know.
I know the difference between polyamorous and polyester.
But the reason I said a polyester relationship,
because I feel like I can wear the both of them out.
That's what I did at South by Southwest.
So speaking of South by Southwest--
- Yeah, you know, I was sitting there talking to Erica Meda,
you know what I'm saying?
Like, she always say she not gonna
be on nobody's side 'cause she was my friend first.
You know what I'm saying?
- You know them girls gonna stick together, man.
- When we was in Texas, Erica come to me talking about some,
you know, you cheated with Diamond.
You got her pregnant. I'm like, hold on.
It's all false. You know what I'm saying?
- You didn't hit Diamond? - No, bro.
- Bro. - At all.
Like, come on, man. - So you ain't got no baby due?
- I ain't got no baby due. - Don't lie to me, baby due.
- I'm not [bleep] with you right now.
- I ain't gonna ask you no more.
- This what I'm saying, though, bro.
This what I'm saying.
I played my part in the [bleep].
Like, Diamond done been in my room,
you know what I'm saying?
While I was on tour, she done been in my room.
- In the hotel room? - Yep.
She done been in my room. We done talked.
- And you sure the baby ain't due?
- Now, see, I ain't hiding the fact
that I was texting Diamond.
I'm not hiding the fact that she came in my room on tour.
We talked.
But I'm gonna stand on that we ain't have sex.
We ain't do nothing else extra.
So at the end of the day, bruh, I've been--
- You still love her?
- I definitely love Bam.
- You definitely know you love Bam.
That's why you might need to try to fix it.
- But seriously, K, I'm getting a divorce.
You know what I'm saying? - You're getting a divorce.
- That's just what it is, you know what I'm saying?
- A divorce. Well, you don't know that.
- Man, I'm in hotel, hotel, car, car.
You know what I'm saying? - Oh, bro.
You can't be living like that, bro.
- But now I gotta figure it out on my own.
I gotta move my [bleep].
- Where you gonna move it at?
- My mom's house.
She got extra garage space and--
- Let's go get it. - No, no, no.
And I'm gonna ask her to cook my favorite meal.
You know what I'm saying? - Ooh, Mama Dee gonna cook.
Anything that's gonna help you get your peace, my brother,
I'm ready to do it.
We can pick up that stuff, get you over there to Mama Dee,
put that stuff up so we can get us
a good old meal in our stomach. I'm ready.
- But just don't be worried about just
the meal in your stomach.
Like--like, I need help, bro. - What you mean?
After picking up them boxes, I'm gonna get hungry.
Well, let's just roll out.
Let's just go figure-- matter of fact,
call Mama Dee right now.
Let's go try to get some of that food.
Tell Mama Dee cook right now. - Oh, yeah. No, no. Definitely.
Definitely. - Get us some food.
- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
- He told me that Ed's sister said
it's too many people out here.
And that's [bleep] up that you give
Karlie the address and not me.
Me and Spice close. - Sorry.
I can't vouch for anybody not showing up.
- Can we just stop?
I'm not gonna sit here and you two
wanna argue over each other.
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
[upbeat music]
- I'm getting nervous for the show tomorrow.
- I'm excited.
- This is my first official show.
- Right? - Is it?
- Yes. - Yes.
- Hmm, Cinderella is here.
- Who the [bleep] you calling Cinderella?
I don't know why the [bleep] Spice calling me Cinderella
when she out here looking bluer than the
Cayman Island mother-[bleep] ocean.
- What's up? Is it sweet, though?
'Cause you know I like mine sweet.
- It's sweet. - All right.
I'm gonna go get me a drink. - I'll go with you.
- Gracie, we'll be back. - You know I like it sweet.
- No, I don't what you like, but it's good to know now.
Girl, you sitting up here eating with them gloves on?
You here.
Oh, girl, when Meda coming?
- I don't know.
At the end of the day, you know how I feel about Meda.
I just feel like it just need a conversation.
That's it.
- Me and Meda do not have any issues.
But, Meda, I feel like you tried to keep me out
of DR to "applease" Karlie.
And I don't appreciate that [bleep].
- Hey, ladies. - Speak of the devil.
- Hi.
- I know we're not there yet, so--
- Oh, I didn't know. I didn't know.
- I don't care about her misplaced anger.
- Her misplaced anger? - It's misplaced.
- What do you mean, it's misplaced?
- I have all reason to be angry at you.
- No, you actually don't.
- Why would you say it's misplaced?
That's the problem we're having
because you keep acting like you don't know
why we're at this place. - No, I actually don't.
- I thought, after the blow-up at Jasmine gender reveal,
Meda already hear where me done come from
and understand my point of view
why me opening my feelings.
You wanna tell me you travel all the way from Atlanta
to come to the Cayman Island to keep up the same energy
and tell me the same thing?
I wake up, and you and Karlie were all over Instagram.
How I don't know the whole story when I see with my eyes?
- What, in Africa?
Because I was in Africa with her, and then--
- But even recently, you went somewhere
with her, even after that. - I went--
I went somewhere by myself, and she came to the party.
But that's neither here nor there.
Because I don't know what you and Karlie's relationship is.
- You do.
- I knew how you feel--felt about her before your surgery,
before everything you went through.
I don't know how you feel about her after that
because y'all were speaking. - We were not speaking.
I wasn't even talking in there. What are you talking about?
- I'm talking about after DR.
- No, I did not.
- I wanna bring something to the table
while we're sitting here talking about this [bleep].
Did I not call you trying to get
information to get to y'all?
- Yes, you called me about information.
- I called, right?
And then you told me that your sister said
it's too many people out here, right?
- Her sister said she didn't want anybody out there.
- Okay, fine. - That's at first.
- Okay, after you made the comment
to me about her sister, I'm gonna respect the message.
If the message coming from her sister,
and her sister don't wanna be bothered with people, then
who I supposed to respect?
- Okay, but that--take that off of me, though, 'cause it feel
like everything's heavy on me. - Everything ain't on you.
- And all I did was my part.
- Can we just stop?
You both are here because of a performance.
I'm not gonna sit here and you two want
to argue over each other--
over each other head.
I'm already nervous. I've already been through hell.
[dramatic music]
- ♪♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪♪
[dramatic music]
♪♪ ♪♪
- I don't want you to cry, and I don't want you to be mad.
If you want me to leave, I'm not trying to argue.
I just feel like everybody's ganging up on me,
and I feel like I don't know.
- No, me can't bother with all of this foolishness.
Because not only do I have the pressure in my head of doing
my first comeback performance after everything
that has happened to me, but I also have the pressure
of being away from my kids.
And to put the icing on the cake,
it's just the pressure of living in this fear
that my hernia can bust open anytime right now.
And that's why I need something constant
that can be in my life to keep me calm, like my friends.
That's what they're supposed to be doing right now,
bringing me a good energy.
But I don't even have that.
- I'm just trying to figure out how we got here.
- I just wanted you to be there for me, straight out.
I just wanted the same loyalty
that I know I would have given you.
You're talking about being there for me in DR.
I heard that. I saw that.
I was--I don't even know what was happening
for real, for real in DR.
But I know when I came out what was happening.
So when I really wanted you to be there with me,
you were everywhere with Karlie.
- Right. - Yes, I feel some kind of way.
- I went with Karlie in December.
It's March now.
- But even in January, you were on Instagram,
all over with her. - No, I'm not.
- Like, everywhere you go--
- I never-- I didn't speak to no--
- It's you and Karlie. - That is not true!
- Two days ago. What are you talking about?
- That is not true.
I had my own issues in January.
- Look in your phone because you're--
- Excuse me. - Look in your phone.
You just posted online with you and Karlie at an event.
- Yes, a couple of days ago, we went to a party.
- Yes! So what are you talking about?
- Look at January, February in the beginning.
I didn't-- - But this is now!
- So I don't--
I don't count, and what I'm going through don't count?
- I did not say that! I never said that!
- But you're not even giving me a chance!
- We are sticking to the point why we are at odds.
- Because you think-
- I know everything you're going through.
You're my [bleep] friend.
What are you talking about?
- But you don't know everything.
A lot of stuff has still happened since then.
I didn't speak to nobody in January or February.
- Oh, but so Karlie's not there for you,
the way how we sit and talk?
- I have not spoken to her.
- Oh, all the things you're going through?
- Because I saw her at a party doesn't mean
that we had that conversation.
This is being blown out because other people are wanting
to throw [bleep] in the bus.
At the end of the day, I am there
for you whenever you call.
I don't give a [bleep] what anybody else says.
I really love you.
I don't--I don't--
I don't even wanna fight with you.
Because other than your sister, I was the first person
at that hospital.
I saw you with those tubes in your throat.
I saw you not speaking.
You understand what I'm saying? None of them bitches was there.
I was there.
I feel everything that you feeling.
I know you think you only go through this by yourself.
But this comeback--I'm here because I felt like
this comeback is our comeback.
And I don't wanna fight with you,
because this is--this is our celebration.
♪♪ ♪♪
- If it's one thing that my near-death experience
has taught me, it's that I need to make sure
that I'm surrounded with the right people and good energy.
And I'm sure gonna be more selective
of who those real people are gonna be in my life.
Meda has shared a very good friendship
throughout everything.
And I feel like all this yelling and screaming,
we needed to get it out so it could just
bring us back into a place of really, genuinely
valuing each other's friendship.
So I'm glad she came.
[both sobbing]
- I love you.
- I love you, too.
I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry, too.
- Next on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...
- Khaotic been there through everything.
But he don't mind whipping it out.
- What kind of relationship is this?
- You looking like a peanut butter and syrup sandwich.
- That's a lot of calories.
- Mmm.
- ♪♪ Make yuh batty jaw clap clap ♪♪
♪♪ Spin it like a propeller ♪♪
Oh, my God! - You ready?
- Yes, I'm excited. I cannot wait.
all: We want Spice!
- He said he'll pay half of child care for the babies,
and that's it.
- Oh, he don't wanna pay child support?
- Oh, no, he said he don't make no money, girl.
He loves that toxic [bleep].
- Stop acting like you know something.
- Because I know so much. That's why.
- Don't [bleep] do this.
- Hey man, take your hands of me!