1 00:00:00,417 --> 00:00:03,253 You know, as if being a teenager in today's world 2 00:00:03,295 --> 00:00:05,047 isn't difficult enough. 3 00:00:05,088 --> 00:00:07,508 I can't even begin to understand 4 00:00:07,549 --> 00:00:09,259 what you're all going through right now. 5 00:00:09,301 --> 00:00:12,846 I'm not even gonna begin to try. 6 00:00:12,888 --> 00:00:15,557 What's happened is awful, 7 00:00:15,599 --> 00:00:17,809 so I do want to say whatever feelings you're having, 8 00:00:17,851 --> 00:00:20,354 whatever emotions are racing through your body, 9 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:22,898 it's completely normal. 10 00:00:22,940 --> 00:00:25,025 That Monday, there was an assembly 11 00:00:25,067 --> 00:00:27,402 to commemorate Chrissy and Mr. Carpenter. 12 00:00:27,444 --> 00:00:31,573 The editor of the literary arts magazine read a poem called "Summer Passing." 13 00:00:31,615 --> 00:00:33,367 "Death. 14 00:00:33,408 --> 00:00:35,285 Flower. 15 00:00:35,327 --> 00:00:37,120 Death. 16 00:00:37,162 --> 00:00:38,956 Hour. 17 00:00:38,997 --> 00:00:41,083 Death. 18 00:00:41,124 --> 00:00:42,876 Kiss me. 19 00:00:42,918 --> 00:00:44,628 Death. 20 00:00:44,670 --> 00:00:46,380 Chrissy." 21 00:00:46,421 --> 00:00:47,798 Thank you. 22 00:00:53,512 --> 00:00:54,847 Through tears, 23 00:00:54,888 --> 00:00:58,934 Chrissy's friends told over-the-top anecdotes about the deceased. 24 00:00:58,976 --> 00:01:02,521 She really, really cared about pandas. 25 00:01:02,563 --> 00:01:05,440 So I think if reincarnation is real, 26 00:01:05,482 --> 00:01:08,026 Chrissy is a baby panda 27 00:01:08,068 --> 00:01:10,028 somewhere far, far away. 28 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:14,032 One time, during a sleepover in the seventh grade, 29 00:01:14,074 --> 00:01:16,159 Beth, Chrissy, and I snuck into the graveyard 30 00:01:16,201 --> 00:01:18,745 and tried to summon the ghost of Resurrection Mary. 31 00:01:18,787 --> 00:01:22,708 And I said, "I like Skee-ball too." 32 00:01:25,335 --> 00:01:29,256 She just kind of smiled, you know? 33 00:01:29,298 --> 00:01:32,676 That Chrissy smile, and... 34 00:01:32,718 --> 00:01:35,846 we kissed. 35 00:01:35,888 --> 00:01:39,808 And it was over in an instant, but it felt like... 36 00:01:42,853 --> 00:01:46,481 Eternity. 37 00:01:46,523 --> 00:01:48,984 Um... 38 00:01:49,026 --> 00:01:53,322 We should also remember that Mr. Carpenter, 39 00:01:53,363 --> 00:01:56,033 a much beloved teacher here at Colfax High, 40 00:01:56,074 --> 00:01:59,953 he lost his life that night as well, so. 41 00:01:59,995 --> 00:02:01,872 They were fucking! 42 00:02:01,914 --> 00:02:03,832 Who said that? 43 00:02:03,874 --> 00:02:05,417 - Come on. - Huh? 44 00:02:05,459 --> 00:02:07,878 Who said that? 45 00:02:07,920 --> 00:02:10,088 Nobody? Did I just imagine that? 46 00:02:10,130 --> 00:02:11,673 I think I heard correctly. 47 00:02:11,715 --> 00:02:13,550 Real classy. 48 00:02:13,592 --> 00:02:15,719 - Hey, hey, hey, stop, stop. - No, did I just make that up? 49 00:02:15,761 --> 00:02:16,970 Thanks, man, thank you. 50 00:02:17,012 --> 00:02:18,555 No, fine, I'm fine. 51 00:02:18,597 --> 00:02:20,891 I'm fine. Was that-- 52 00:02:20,933 --> 00:02:22,684 Oh, was that you, grease ball? 53 00:02:22,726 --> 00:02:23,852 - Okay. - Hey, come on. 54 00:02:23,894 --> 00:02:25,646 - Not today, all right? - I'm sorry. 55 00:02:25,687 --> 00:02:27,814 I'm sorry. Yeah. 56 00:02:29,942 --> 00:02:33,487 Um, anyway, in conclusion, 57 00:02:33,529 --> 00:02:34,738 uh, 58 00:02:34,780 --> 00:02:37,574 I would like to ask 59 00:02:37,616 --> 00:02:41,119 Chrissy's beautiful sister 60 00:02:41,161 --> 00:02:43,997 to stand up. 61 00:02:44,039 --> 00:02:46,750 Right, everybody, let's give Becky 62 00:02:46,792 --> 00:02:49,711 that old Colfax camaraderie, huh? 63 00:02:51,505 --> 00:02:53,173 Come on, Beck. Don't be shy. 64 00:03:04,184 --> 00:03:05,644 Becky. 65 00:03:05,686 --> 00:03:07,229 Hey! 66 00:03:07,271 --> 00:03:09,731 - Becky! - Oh, fuck. 67 00:03:12,025 --> 00:03:14,653 Casper hadn't found Becky's headshot in the yearbook 68 00:03:14,695 --> 00:03:19,157 because over the course of the last year, she had developed greatly, 69 00:03:19,199 --> 00:03:21,201 evolving from a baby-faced tomboy 70 00:03:21,243 --> 00:03:24,538 into a heartbreaker of her own. 71 00:03:24,580 --> 00:03:26,164 This one time, 72 00:03:26,206 --> 00:03:29,877 I was getting double-stuffed by Chad and Greg Mazarro 73 00:03:29,918 --> 00:03:32,296 in the back of my dad's Beemer, 74 00:03:32,337 --> 00:03:35,090 and Chrissy came out of nowhere 75 00:03:35,132 --> 00:03:37,968 and helped me finish them both off. 76 00:03:38,010 --> 00:03:39,636 I just wish Chrissy was still alive 77 00:03:39,678 --> 00:03:42,931 to get double-stuffed by the Mazarro brothers with me. 78 00:03:45,184 --> 00:03:47,561 Bravo, Kurt. Amazing. 79 00:03:47,603 --> 00:03:49,438 Oh, by the way, did I tell you guys? 80 00:03:49,479 --> 00:03:51,773 Anatol Depner's having a Halloween party. 81 00:03:51,815 --> 00:03:53,567 He said his cousin's coming down from the Dells, 82 00:03:53,609 --> 00:03:54,776 bringing a couple kegs. 83 00:03:54,818 --> 00:03:57,237 Ooh, righteous. 84 00:03:57,279 --> 00:03:59,781 What's the matter with you, Tatum? 85 00:04:01,950 --> 00:04:02,910 You okay? 86 00:04:02,951 --> 00:04:05,120 I think I got the hots for the dead girls' sister. 87 00:04:06,580 --> 00:04:07,873 The mystery blonde? 88 00:04:07,915 --> 00:04:11,335 Of all the girls at our school, you got the hots for her? 89 00:04:11,376 --> 00:04:13,462 Her parents ain't never gonna approve. 90 00:04:13,504 --> 00:04:14,796 Please. 91 00:04:14,838 --> 00:04:17,090 I never dated a girl whose parents approved. 92 00:04:17,132 --> 00:04:18,091 Oh. 93 00:04:18,133 --> 00:04:20,802 Okay, well, good luck with that, Romeo. 94 00:04:20,844 --> 00:04:22,012 I got a plan. 95 00:04:28,560 --> 00:04:31,563 Chambers, right? 96 00:04:31,605 --> 00:04:34,983 I'm ready for my interview now. 97 00:04:35,025 --> 00:04:36,401 Okay. 98 00:04:37,945 --> 00:04:41,323 - I-- - Hey, you--you can't smoke in here. 99 00:04:47,329 --> 00:04:50,791 So where do you want me to start? 100 00:04:50,832 --> 00:04:52,167 The beginning. 101 00:04:55,879 --> 00:04:59,883 It all started one night after band practice. 102 00:04:59,925 --> 00:05:01,718 I was tripping on acid. 103 00:05:04,513 --> 00:05:07,099 I don't remember much from the high except it was hot as hell 104 00:05:07,140 --> 00:05:08,684 and I was seeing stars. 105 00:05:08,725 --> 00:05:13,313 I'm high on California sunshine driving an unregistered motorcycle. 106 00:05:13,355 --> 00:05:16,984 I don't know if I was hallucinating from all the shit I had running through me 107 00:05:17,025 --> 00:05:18,735 or if I'd crashed 108 00:05:18,777 --> 00:05:21,947 and I was in some kind of purgatory. 109 00:05:24,157 --> 00:05:26,159 I didn't even know if I did it or not. 110 00:05:26,201 --> 00:05:28,954 Not at first, anyway. 111 00:05:28,996 --> 00:05:31,498 Plus, I knew with my rap, 112 00:05:31,540 --> 00:05:33,458 just admitting I was there would be enough to book me. 113 00:05:36,879 --> 00:05:39,548 So I took off. 114 00:05:39,590 --> 00:05:41,091 Did you see anything? 115 00:05:41,133 --> 00:05:42,968 Anyone? 116 00:05:47,472 --> 00:05:50,475 It might have been my imagination, 117 00:05:50,517 --> 00:05:53,937 but I swear to God I saw some perv peek from behind a tree. 118 00:05:56,190 --> 00:05:58,692 Then again, 119 00:05:58,734 --> 00:06:01,778 I saw a lot of things that night. 120 00:06:01,820 --> 00:06:03,739 You know what I mean, Chuck? 121 00:06:22,174 --> 00:06:25,385 Oh, shit. 122 00:06:25,427 --> 00:06:28,096 Oh, God, Charlie. 123 00:06:28,138 --> 00:06:30,224 Oh, shit. 124 00:06:59,461 --> 00:07:02,673 Ah, top of the morning to you. 125 00:07:02,714 --> 00:07:03,757 What do you think? 126 00:07:06,260 --> 00:07:08,220 It's good. It's a little wordy for my taste, 127 00:07:08,262 --> 00:07:11,056 and you use the word "dissimulate" twice, 128 00:07:11,098 --> 00:07:14,643 but it's really good, man. 129 00:07:14,685 --> 00:07:16,436 - Thanks. - It's really good. 130 00:07:16,478 --> 00:07:19,273 You know, when I was a kid, 131 00:07:19,314 --> 00:07:22,401 I was obsessed with this story 132 00:07:22,442 --> 00:07:25,737 about this girl that was murdered in my town. 133 00:07:25,779 --> 00:07:26,947 I couldn't get enough of it, 134 00:07:26,989 --> 00:07:30,367 and the whole town thought that her boyfriend did it, 135 00:07:30,409 --> 00:07:31,326 including me, 136 00:07:31,368 --> 00:07:34,621 but the police could never pin anything on him. 137 00:07:34,663 --> 00:07:37,833 Then, you know, a couple years went by, I picked up the newspaper. 138 00:07:37,875 --> 00:07:41,378 Turns out it was the pizza delivery guy. 139 00:07:41,420 --> 00:07:43,589 That's who did it. 140 00:07:43,630 --> 00:07:45,716 I say this because there is a world 141 00:07:45,757 --> 00:07:48,260 where you might never know 142 00:07:48,302 --> 00:07:51,597 who killed Carpenter or Chrissy. 143 00:07:51,638 --> 00:07:54,516 Everybody wants to think it's Casper Tatum 144 00:07:54,558 --> 00:07:58,228 'cause it fits a perfect little narrative that they have in their mind, 145 00:07:58,270 --> 00:08:00,731 and they are too terrified to imagine 146 00:08:00,772 --> 00:08:04,109 that it might just be some random, everyday guy 147 00:08:04,151 --> 00:08:06,612 who lives in the town over. 148 00:08:09,612 --> 00:08:13,612 Preuzeto sa www.titlovi.com