1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:02:26,050 --> 00:02:27,082 Hello? 4 00:02:29,679 --> 00:02:31,567 Hey, what's up? 5 00:02:34,226 --> 00:02:35,801 Five feet eleven 6 00:02:35,894 --> 00:02:38,136 Good looking, masculine. 7 00:02:39,815 --> 00:02:42,621 Yeah, work out, in good shape. 8 00:02:44,863 --> 00:02:48,315 Six and a half, thick, uncut. 9 00:02:49,368 --> 00:02:50,317 Fuck. 10 00:02:55,750 --> 00:02:56,699 Hello. 11 00:02:58,920 --> 00:03:00,203 Hey what's up? 12 00:03:00,985 --> 00:03:02,487 East Village. 13 00:03:02,487 --> 00:03:04,458 No, I'm more of a top. 14 00:03:04,635 --> 00:03:06,210 What about you? 15 00:03:07,680 --> 00:03:09,453 All right, too bad. 16 00:03:12,394 --> 00:03:13,666 Hello? 17 00:03:16,857 --> 00:03:18,098 Hello? 18 00:03:37,672 --> 00:03:39,330 You looking to hook up? 19 00:03:41,176 --> 00:03:42,198 Yeah, me too. 20 00:03:44,096 --> 00:03:45,879 Tonight. Yeah. 21 00:03:47,141 --> 00:03:48,716 I'm a top. 22 00:03:52,564 --> 00:03:54,264 You into that? 23 00:03:58,279 --> 00:04:00,312 No, I'm looking to travel. 24 00:04:03,326 --> 00:04:05,485 Where in Chelsea are you? 25 00:05:10,985 --> 00:05:11,976 Who is it? 26 00:05:12,414 --> 00:05:13,676 It's Jeff. 27 00:06:30,616 --> 00:06:33,244 I left my phone number on a piece of paper. 28 00:06:33,463 --> 00:06:34,568 Cool. 29 00:06:35,132 --> 00:06:36,977 Thanks for coming by. 30 00:06:37,833 --> 00:06:39,824 Thanks for having me. 31 00:06:49,356 --> 00:06:52,526 I have a girlfriend, by the way, so... 32 00:06:53,934 --> 00:06:55,696 Don't get your hopes up. 33 00:06:57,740 --> 00:06:59,471 That's too bad. 34 00:07:07,241 --> 00:07:09,618 My guest, is Erik Rothman 35 00:07:09,618 --> 00:07:11,485 Whose new film "Outside of Lafayette" 36 00:07:11,485 --> 00:07:15,260 Will have its world premiere at the Rotterdam Film Festival next week. 37 00:07:15,260 --> 00:07:18,858 And it will open here, at the Quad in New York on the 23rd. 38 00:07:18,858 --> 00:07:22,310 So Erik, are you working on something new now? 39 00:07:22,320 --> 00:07:24,364 I've been working on something for the last year. 40 00:07:24,364 --> 00:07:25,772 It's a film about a filmmaker 41 00:07:25,772 --> 00:07:29,359 And a photographer named Avery Willard 42 00:07:29,901 --> 00:07:34,678 Who was a New York theater and advertising photographer 43 00:07:34,678 --> 00:07:36,523 In the 40's and 50's 44 00:07:36,523 --> 00:07:40,486 But who also used his studio to photograph male nudes 45 00:07:40,486 --> 00:07:44,303 And physique spreads, and female impersonators. 46 00:07:44,303 --> 00:07:46,180 So how come I've never heard of this guy? 47 00:07:46,200 --> 00:07:47,437 Because no one has, really. 48 00:07:47,536 --> 00:07:50,299 His work is like a visual anthropology 49 00:07:50,310 --> 00:07:53,855 Of gay life New York from the 40's 'til the 90's. 50 00:07:54,721 --> 00:07:58,673 Right now, you know I'm still in the beginning, I'm calling the film 51 00:07:58,673 --> 00:08:01,020 In Search of Avery Willard. 52 00:08:01,020 --> 00:08:05,692 And I'm uh, just kind of in the beginning of it all 53 00:08:06,536 --> 00:08:07,652 Still... 54 00:09:36,679 --> 00:09:38,118 Hello? 55 00:09:39,026 --> 00:09:40,266 What's up? 56 00:09:42,237 --> 00:09:44,146 Five feet eleven 57 00:09:45,721 --> 00:09:49,329 Blonde, good looking. Masculine. 58 00:09:51,195 --> 00:09:53,855 - You like? - Yeah, I like. 59 00:09:53,855 --> 00:09:56,514 Good, cool. 60 00:09:57,640 --> 00:09:59,257 Make yourself comfortable. 61 00:09:59,715 --> 00:10:02,030 I'm going to, if that's okay. 62 00:10:04,398 --> 00:10:07,220 You don't worry about your neighbors at all? 63 00:10:07,350 --> 00:10:10,000 I like it. You don't like it? I like it. 64 00:10:11,609 --> 00:10:12,772 Get comfortable. 65 00:10:12,772 --> 00:10:14,837 Dude, come on. 66 00:10:18,267 --> 00:10:20,749 All right, that's better. 67 00:10:21,208 --> 00:10:23,753 - I like guys like you. - Yeah? 68 00:10:23,753 --> 00:10:25,609 I like masculine guys. 69 00:10:34,087 --> 00:10:36,924 - This okay? - Mm 70 00:10:37,112 --> 00:10:38,040 Yeah 71 00:10:38,843 --> 00:10:42,180 - Why don't you come over here? - Hold on, guy. 72 00:10:42,440 --> 00:10:43,483 Hold on. 73 00:10:44,995 --> 00:10:47,446 - You like my body, huh? - Yeah, I do. 74 00:10:49,052 --> 00:10:51,617 - I used to be a dancer, you know. - Oh yeah? 75 00:10:51,805 --> 00:10:53,255 I want to touch you. 76 00:10:53,432 --> 00:10:56,102 Let's get used to each other first, if that's okay. 77 00:11:00,815 --> 00:11:03,641 My boyfriend gets off work around six 78 00:11:03,819 --> 00:11:05,706 He'll be home by six-thirty. 79 00:11:05,717 --> 00:11:09,022 Ok well, we got some time then don't we. 80 00:11:09,992 --> 00:11:10,899 What's your name? 81 00:11:11,817 --> 00:11:12,902 Russ. 82 00:11:14,664 --> 00:11:16,896 - What's yours? - Dave. 83 00:11:35,093 --> 00:11:38,222 He's the best poet I've read in a long time, you should take it home. 84 00:11:38,263 --> 00:11:41,371 Someone actually recommended it to me a long time ago 85 00:11:41,371 --> 00:11:43,780 but I...I couldn't get through it. 86 00:11:44,145 --> 00:11:48,066 - Why? - I was still with my ex-Boyfriend Paolo 87 00:11:48,066 --> 00:11:49,610 Who was really sick. 88 00:11:50,131 --> 00:11:51,435 He was positive. 89 00:11:51,810 --> 00:11:55,397 I think it was just hard for me to read about AlDS back then. 90 00:11:56,419 --> 00:11:58,682 - Is he still alive? - Yeah 91 00:11:59,610 --> 00:12:01,852 He's in London, he lives there. 92 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:04,470 He went there to work 93 00:12:05,242 --> 00:12:07,484 And I broke up with him over the phone. 94 00:12:08,328 --> 00:12:09,736 Classy. 95 00:12:11,864 --> 00:12:14,231 In truth I think I didn't love him enough. 96 00:12:24,440 --> 00:12:28,049 Have you seen my belt, anywhere? Because I can't find my belt. 97 00:12:30,124 --> 00:12:31,500 Are you leaving? 98 00:12:33,127 --> 00:12:34,389 Yeah 99 00:12:36,099 --> 00:12:37,205 No. 100 00:12:43,076 --> 00:12:45,099 I should go and um... 101 00:12:46,194 --> 00:12:48,968 - You should go. - I should go. 102 00:12:50,178 --> 00:12:53,108 But I can't find my belt and I can't leave without my belt. 103 00:12:53,859 --> 00:12:55,892 - Too bad - Yeah 104 00:12:57,092 --> 00:13:00,658 We'll stay until we find it 105 00:13:06,748 --> 00:13:07,697 So? 106 00:13:09,626 --> 00:13:12,234 - So what's he like? - He's like um... 107 00:13:15,195 --> 00:13:16,864 he's just like nice. 108 00:13:17,500 --> 00:13:20,170 - Nice? - Yes, he's very nice. 109 00:13:20,681 --> 00:13:23,965 - Where's he from? - He's from the suburbs of Boston. 110 00:13:24,237 --> 00:13:26,573 He's a lawyer at Random House. 111 00:13:26,781 --> 00:13:30,462 You know he'd be the first American-American boyfriend I've ever had? 112 00:13:30,650 --> 00:13:33,726 I haven't seen you this excited about anyone in a long time 113 00:13:33,862 --> 00:13:35,572 Since Paolo. 114 00:13:37,199 --> 00:13:40,077 I was not that excited about Paolo, Claire. 115 00:13:40,077 --> 00:13:42,424 - I don't know why you keep saying... - You guys were a good couple. 116 00:13:42,434 --> 00:13:44,822 No, we were not a good couple because he bugged me. 117 00:13:46,658 --> 00:13:48,639 He was never interested in anything I had to say. 118 00:13:48,639 --> 00:13:49,557 So... 119 00:13:50,016 --> 00:13:52,518 Now, you've found a pupil? 120 00:13:53,050 --> 00:13:55,501 That's not what I'm saying. 121 00:13:55,678 --> 00:13:59,537 Paul... He is curious, he's excited. He's... 122 00:14:00,600 --> 00:14:02,175 Yeah he's a nice guy. 123 00:14:04,021 --> 00:14:06,096 And he seems to really like me. 124 00:14:06,649 --> 00:14:07,806 I'm glad. 125 00:14:09,277 --> 00:14:10,705 I don't know. 126 00:14:17,703 --> 00:14:20,904 This is my little secret, you can't tell anyone. 127 00:14:21,582 --> 00:14:24,064 - I won't. - Do you swear? 128 00:14:24,064 --> 00:14:25,399 I swear. 129 00:14:26,682 --> 00:14:30,332 Because people in the publishing business like to gossip. 130 00:14:31,385 --> 00:14:34,659 People love to gossip in any business. 131 00:14:34,659 --> 00:14:36,776 Especially in publishing. 132 00:14:36,776 --> 00:14:40,332 - Paul, I swear. - I just don't want anyone... to know. 133 00:15:14,809 --> 00:15:16,258 Open your mouth. 134 00:15:27,072 --> 00:15:28,397 Take your shirt off. 135 00:15:56,856 --> 00:16:00,631 Had you had sex with any other men before you met me? 136 00:16:01,695 --> 00:16:03,280 Uh, a few. 137 00:16:03,739 --> 00:16:06,074 Not as many as you, I'm sure. 138 00:16:06,366 --> 00:16:08,150 I was a late bloomer. 139 00:16:09,203 --> 00:16:13,197 I was thirteen when I had sex with a guy for the first time. 140 00:16:13,708 --> 00:16:15,220 - Yeah? - Um. 141 00:17:07,685 --> 00:17:09,469 What are you doing? 142 00:17:09,948 --> 00:17:11,262 It looks better that way. 143 00:17:11,940 --> 00:17:13,400 I don't think so. 144 00:17:17,238 --> 00:17:19,730 - You're too cool. - Oh yeah? 145 00:17:20,022 --> 00:17:22,817 - Like New Yorkers don't wear their collars up? - No. 146 00:17:23,338 --> 00:17:26,321 Same way we don't say "ciao" instead of bye. 147 00:17:27,374 --> 00:17:30,732 - What's wrong with "ciao?" - It sounds pretentious. 148 00:17:34,590 --> 00:17:38,678 I didn't say "ciao" to Markus, actually I said "tschuss." 149 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:41,296 - Same difference. - It's German! 150 00:17:43,152 --> 00:17:44,059 It's okay. 151 00:17:44,414 --> 00:17:46,844 You have an accent. You can get away with it. 152 00:17:46,844 --> 00:17:50,087 - I don't think I could. - Thank you. 153 00:17:53,904 --> 00:17:56,344 - Wow. - It's beautiful. 154 00:17:57,700 --> 00:18:00,359 It's a picture of a woman missing the subway. 155 00:18:00,578 --> 00:18:03,519 When I first moved to New York I wanted to buy one 156 00:18:03,519 --> 00:18:06,731 But it was like $1500. But I really wanted it 157 00:18:06,731 --> 00:18:10,975 So I asked my father if he'd, you know, lend me the money to get one. 158 00:18:11,444 --> 00:18:14,583 When he heard the price he thought it was ridiculous. 159 00:18:14,594 --> 00:18:18,129 Now that blonde girl is worth $5000. 160 00:18:18,129 --> 00:18:20,788 - Oh my God, it's Katie. - Who? 161 00:18:21,059 --> 00:18:21,998 Katie. 162 00:18:26,649 --> 00:18:30,434 Well maybe it's time for you to introduce your boyfriend to your ex girlfriend. 163 00:18:44,273 --> 00:18:47,735 And would periodically check his statistics. 164 00:18:48,851 --> 00:18:51,385 It was almost like a laptop 165 00:18:51,750 --> 00:18:55,254 And he enjoyed checking himself almost recreationally. 166 00:18:55,296 --> 00:18:57,694 There's a long line at the bathroom. 167 00:18:57,694 --> 00:19:00,239 I flirt with the good looking boy. 168 00:19:00,239 --> 00:19:02,919 Can't tell if gay or straight. 169 00:19:02,919 --> 00:19:04,504 Has a foreign accent. 170 00:19:04,504 --> 00:19:07,831 I tell him an idea I have for a video project... 171 00:19:10,198 --> 00:19:11,689 Coward! 172 00:19:36,446 --> 00:19:37,583 Erik... 173 00:19:42,150 --> 00:19:44,591 I think we should have a baby together. 174 00:19:49,700 --> 00:19:51,692 Whoa. 175 00:19:54,216 --> 00:19:56,072 Where did that come from? 176 00:19:57,011 --> 00:19:59,076 - I'm thirty-four. - I know. 177 00:19:59,879 --> 00:20:03,205 I'm just saying, in a few years, if I haven't found the right guy. 178 00:20:05,176 --> 00:20:08,461 I don't know what Paul would think. 179 00:20:09,306 --> 00:20:12,038 - I don't care what Paul would think. - I do. 180 00:20:14,103 --> 00:20:15,052 I like him. 181 00:20:17,440 --> 00:20:19,515 We're talking about moving in together. 182 00:20:21,611 --> 00:20:22,560 What? 183 00:20:24,114 --> 00:20:26,200 I... I like him. 184 00:20:37,170 --> 00:20:38,620 Just a sec. 185 00:20:41,217 --> 00:20:45,075 - Yes, is Dorothy there? - I'll put Dorothy on the line. 186 00:20:45,263 --> 00:20:46,212 Thank you. 187 00:20:51,478 --> 00:20:53,032 - Hello? - Dorothy! 188 00:20:53,032 --> 00:20:53,637 Hi Erik. 189 00:20:53,647 --> 00:20:56,953 Listen. We cannot tell you the results of your HIV test over the phone. 190 00:20:56,953 --> 00:20:59,696 It's a legal matter. We would be breaking state confidentiality rules. 191 00:20:59,696 --> 00:21:02,397 Are you telling me that I'm HIV positive? 192 00:21:02,699 --> 00:21:04,816 No, I'm not telling you that. 193 00:21:07,079 --> 00:21:08,654 Are you lying to me? 194 00:21:08,831 --> 00:21:11,532 What I want to know is why you're so nervous. 195 00:21:11,709 --> 00:21:15,828 Do you know you're supposed to wear condoms whenever you have sex, oral or anal? 196 00:21:15,964 --> 00:21:17,518 Of course, I know that. 197 00:21:17,518 --> 00:21:21,877 I'm upset because I think you're telling me I'm HIV positive. Wouldn't you be? 198 00:21:22,012 --> 00:21:23,931 When are you coming back to New York? 199 00:21:24,932 --> 00:21:27,790 I won't be back in New York for weeks, maybe months. 200 00:21:27,790 --> 00:21:31,221 I'm in Virginia, I'm doing interviews for a documentary. 201 00:21:31,221 --> 00:21:33,557 Just come into the office when you're back. 202 00:21:34,276 --> 00:21:38,218 - Do you know my test results? - Yes, I do. 203 00:21:38,614 --> 00:21:43,067 Well can you tell me what they are? Please? Please? 204 00:21:43,245 --> 00:21:47,447 Listen to me. What am I saying to you between the lines? 205 00:21:49,084 --> 00:21:51,055 That I'm HIV positive. 206 00:21:51,420 --> 00:21:52,828 What is the opposite of that? 207 00:21:53,881 --> 00:21:55,873 That I'm negative? 208 00:21:56,009 --> 00:21:56,958 Right. 209 00:21:57,928 --> 00:22:00,253 Oh fuck, thank you, thank you. 210 00:22:01,306 --> 00:22:02,495 Thank you. 211 00:22:03,559 --> 00:22:05,759 I'll come and see you when I'm back in New York. 212 00:22:05,937 --> 00:22:07,751 Skip it Erik, have a good day. 213 00:22:07,751 --> 00:22:12,058 Thank you, you too. Have a great day. 214 00:22:12,235 --> 00:22:14,686 Thank you Dorothy! Thank you. 215 00:22:21,621 --> 00:22:22,726 Hey 216 00:22:25,917 --> 00:22:27,868 He's beautiful 217 00:22:27,868 --> 00:22:30,339 - Hey, Luca - Just look at him 218 00:22:30,339 --> 00:22:32,373 This is such a wonderful thing that you're doing for my brother. 219 00:22:32,373 --> 00:22:34,782 It's just, thank you so much. 220 00:22:35,053 --> 00:22:38,390 Well, your brother is a wonderful part of my life. 221 00:22:38,411 --> 00:22:40,580 This is nothing, it's my pleasure. 222 00:22:41,435 --> 00:22:42,884 Thank you, Luis. 223 00:22:42,957 --> 00:22:44,397 - He's here. - Okay. 224 00:22:44,616 --> 00:22:45,710 Okay! Okay! 225 00:22:45,710 --> 00:22:48,453 Uh, everyone get in your hiding places he's coming up. 226 00:22:49,006 --> 00:22:50,695 Now! Go, go. 227 00:22:51,029 --> 00:22:53,500 Get in your places and quiet down. 228 00:23:01,332 --> 00:23:03,866 Surprise! 229 00:23:05,462 --> 00:23:07,297 Happy birthday! Woo! 230 00:23:11,218 --> 00:23:12,991 Oh my god! 231 00:23:12,991 --> 00:23:15,921 I said I never wanted a surprise party! 232 00:23:17,267 --> 00:23:19,936 Oh my God, what are you even doing here? 233 00:23:28,696 --> 00:23:30,813 Oh I hate you. 234 00:23:36,538 --> 00:23:38,937 Happy birthday. 235 00:23:39,062 --> 00:23:41,242 Congratulations. 236 00:25:10,853 --> 00:25:13,053 - No! - Maybe that's what you really want. 237 00:25:13,053 --> 00:25:14,169 No! 238 00:25:14,690 --> 00:25:17,308 Just 'cause I'm talking to some guy in the street. 239 00:25:17,485 --> 00:25:19,039 It doesn't mean I want to be single. 240 00:25:19,039 --> 00:25:20,666 It's really not fair. 241 00:25:21,406 --> 00:25:22,887 Come here... 242 00:25:24,243 --> 00:25:25,776 Oh, come on. 243 00:25:29,206 --> 00:25:30,969 Where are you going? 244 00:25:32,460 --> 00:25:36,496 - I said I was sorry. - It doesn't sound like you're sorry. 245 00:25:37,507 --> 00:25:39,499 You might say so, but you're not acting that way. 246 00:25:39,697 --> 00:25:42,398 You know what? I'm not the one who wants to do drugs all the time. 247 00:25:42,889 --> 00:25:45,954 - Do not try to turn this around on me. - I'm not trying to turn it around on you 248 00:25:45,954 --> 00:25:49,771 - I'm just trying to talk about your drug use. - My drug use? 249 00:25:49,855 --> 00:25:52,316 Why is it not okay for me to bring that up? 250 00:25:53,776 --> 00:25:55,403 Will you let me go to sleep? Please? 251 00:25:55,403 --> 00:25:57,050 I have to get up early, Erik. 252 00:25:57,050 --> 00:25:58,875 Some of us have jobs, you know. 253 00:25:59,449 --> 00:26:00,627 Don't do that. 254 00:26:01,128 --> 00:26:03,380 Do not make sounds like that. 255 00:26:03,777 --> 00:26:04,788 Erik! 256 00:26:04,976 --> 00:26:07,833 Erik! Stop it and go to bed! 257 00:26:08,167 --> 00:26:10,273 We can talk about it tomorrow. 258 00:26:12,589 --> 00:26:14,278 I can't go to sleep like this. 259 00:26:14,278 --> 00:26:17,375 - Yes you can. - No, I can't go to sleep when you're like this. 260 00:26:17,375 --> 00:26:19,054 - When I'm like what? - When you're like this. 261 00:26:19,054 --> 00:26:22,370 - Well what do you want me to do? - I want you to come to bed with me. 262 00:26:22,370 --> 00:26:23,549 - Why? - Because. 263 00:26:23,549 --> 00:26:26,594 Why can't we just sleep in different rooms? 264 00:26:26,771 --> 00:26:29,514 It's fine. It'll be good for us. 265 00:26:29,587 --> 00:26:30,963 Because I don't want to. 266 00:26:31,485 --> 00:26:33,268 You are such a baby. 267 00:26:38,493 --> 00:26:40,672 - What are you doing? - Come on, you don't need this. 268 00:26:40,672 --> 00:26:42,695 - You don't need it! - Erik! 269 00:26:42,695 --> 00:26:44,708 No, you're gonna come sleep with me in the bed. 270 00:26:44,708 --> 00:26:45,845 - Now! - No I'm not. 271 00:26:45,845 --> 00:26:47,294 - Yes you are. - No I am not. 272 00:26:47,294 --> 00:26:49,234 Yes you are gonna come sleep with me in the bed! 273 00:26:49,234 --> 00:26:50,214 Ahh! 274 00:26:50,485 --> 00:26:51,403 Good! 275 00:26:57,973 --> 00:26:59,620 Stop it! 276 00:27:05,273 --> 00:27:08,474 Why don't you just call that boy from the street 277 00:27:08,756 --> 00:27:11,811 - And have him save you? - He didn't give me his number. 278 00:27:12,864 --> 00:27:15,107 I hate you so much! 279 00:27:18,996 --> 00:27:21,176 I met Avery Willard through Jack Smith 280 00:27:21,176 --> 00:27:25,253 If Jack Smith was doing some sort of ridiculous filming he would be there 281 00:27:25,253 --> 00:27:27,318 And then he would tell you about it, And he'd say... 282 00:27:27,318 --> 00:27:29,738 "Oh, you're a filmmaker, you've got to meet this one." 283 00:27:29,738 --> 00:27:36,015 He was always putting together these underground kind of like talents 284 00:27:36,015 --> 00:27:38,226 I don't know what you call that kind of group of people 285 00:27:38,226 --> 00:27:42,168 Because we weren't um, the Spielbergs of the time. 286 00:27:42,168 --> 00:27:45,651 And I don't even know if there is anything like...Oh yes, there is... 287 00:27:45,662 --> 00:27:46,976 That stuff that's on the Internet now 288 00:27:46,986 --> 00:27:49,812 Is exactly what Avery Willard was and we all were. 289 00:27:49,989 --> 00:27:52,597 We weren't making great stuff, You know it's... 290 00:27:52,774 --> 00:27:55,214 But we were filming things that no one else would film 291 00:27:55,214 --> 00:27:57,029 Maybe that's what it was all about. 292 00:27:57,029 --> 00:27:59,000 - Do you think he had talent... - Huh? 293 00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:02,493 - Avery Willard. Do you think he had talent? - No, I don't think he had talent one. 294 00:28:03,755 --> 00:28:06,122 I think that's why he was angry all the time. 295 00:28:08,218 --> 00:28:10,794 Because he not only was not very attractive... 296 00:28:10,794 --> 00:28:13,558 Actually I think his outsides... 297 00:28:13,568 --> 00:28:17,479 Were because of what he was inside. 298 00:28:17,479 --> 00:28:19,387 That happens to people, you know. 299 00:28:19,387 --> 00:28:21,848 I mean, check out Nixon. 300 00:28:21,848 --> 00:28:24,549 You know, that face goes with who's inside. 301 00:28:24,549 --> 00:28:29,117 And that's very I really believe you can tell who people are what they're somewhat about 302 00:28:29,117 --> 00:28:30,483 By their appearance. 303 00:28:30,483 --> 00:28:33,080 You, for instance, have a wonderful open 304 00:28:33,080 --> 00:28:35,791 And welcoming kind of thing about you. 305 00:28:50,641 --> 00:28:53,384 Hi it's Paul, leave me a message. 306 00:28:59,901 --> 00:29:02,519 So, guess who we ran into yesterday? 307 00:29:02,696 --> 00:29:05,168 - Who? - Your ex-Boyfriend. 308 00:29:05,512 --> 00:29:08,181 Erik, if you saw Paolo now, you wouldn't believe it. 309 00:29:08,515 --> 00:29:11,696 He's working out and everything. He looks great. 310 00:29:11,748 --> 00:29:14,814 If you're gonna start with that again I'm gonna get very angry with you. 311 00:29:14,814 --> 00:29:18,453 I'm gonna call him and see if he wants to come to the gym with me. 312 00:29:18,631 --> 00:29:20,758 Don't worry. He doesn't want you anyway, he's got a boyfriend 313 00:29:20,758 --> 00:29:22,249 And they're moving together to Brazil. 314 00:29:24,596 --> 00:29:25,670 Is that true? 315 00:29:26,723 --> 00:29:29,956 - What? That he has a boyfriend? - That he's moving to Brazil. 316 00:29:30,561 --> 00:29:32,250 That's what he told me. 317 00:29:33,355 --> 00:29:35,045 Well that's just incredible, I mean... 318 00:29:35,045 --> 00:29:38,267 He was... he always had this fantasy that 319 00:29:38,486 --> 00:29:41,563 he was gonna live on some island in the north of Brazil. 320 00:29:41,948 --> 00:29:43,899 I guess it's not a fantasy anymore. 321 00:29:45,995 --> 00:29:47,152 Where the hell is Paul? 322 00:29:48,039 --> 00:29:50,865 Yeah, where is he? 323 00:29:51,042 --> 00:29:54,953 - He went to get some cash. - I know, but it's been twenty minutes. 324 00:29:55,213 --> 00:29:57,289 More, it's like thirty minutes. 325 00:30:00,010 --> 00:30:02,763 - I got this. - Thank you, Dan. 326 00:30:02,763 --> 00:30:04,891 - Oh, are you sure? - Yes 327 00:30:04,891 --> 00:30:06,507 - Thank you. - I'm sure. 328 00:30:07,561 --> 00:30:09,636 Just run to the bathroom and I'll be right back. 329 00:30:20,408 --> 00:30:22,181 I just got a call from Paul. 330 00:30:22,431 --> 00:30:26,071 - What happened? Was it something we said? - No! 331 00:30:26,770 --> 00:30:30,482 I think it was the mix of wine with vodka, he's not feeling well. 332 00:30:30,482 --> 00:30:34,831 He went home. He sends his apologies but he's in bed. 333 00:30:35,884 --> 00:30:38,960 Okay, well... We're gonna go. 334 00:30:39,138 --> 00:30:42,589 - Which way you headed? - I think I'm, I'm just gonna walk. 335 00:30:42,589 --> 00:30:44,540 - I'll take a cab with you guys. - Ok 336 00:30:44,602 --> 00:30:46,333 - Bye. - Good night. 337 00:30:46,521 --> 00:30:48,075 - You alright? - Yeah. 338 00:30:48,857 --> 00:30:51,912 - Well, always good to see you man. - You too man. 339 00:30:52,403 --> 00:30:54,561 Good night! 340 00:30:55,614 --> 00:30:56,563 All right. 341 00:30:57,909 --> 00:30:59,567 - Bye! - Bye! 342 00:31:17,191 --> 00:31:18,348 Paul. 343 00:31:19,266 --> 00:31:20,100 Hello. 344 00:31:24,188 --> 00:31:25,502 It's Monday morning. 345 00:31:27,150 --> 00:31:28,360 Where have you been? 346 00:31:29,528 --> 00:31:30,602 Not now. 347 00:31:30,946 --> 00:31:32,208 I don't want to be late. 348 00:32:03,701 --> 00:32:04,890 Paul? 349 00:32:20,668 --> 00:32:22,347 They were very important 350 00:32:22,347 --> 00:32:25,935 For the gay community and he was an institution. 351 00:32:25,935 --> 00:32:28,281 And everybody walked out on him. 352 00:32:28,281 --> 00:32:32,244 It all just slowly fell apart. 353 00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:38,282 Avery was so bizarre, I thought. 354 00:32:38,584 --> 00:32:43,110 And also, I saw so many things in Avery I didn't like about myself. 355 00:33:46,327 --> 00:33:47,359 Hello? 356 00:33:49,518 --> 00:33:50,498 Hey, what's up? 357 00:33:52,490 --> 00:33:54,492 Hey what's up? East Village, you? 358 00:33:55,765 --> 00:33:57,798 It's eight-And-A-Half inch. 359 00:34:00,019 --> 00:34:02,689 Hard as a rock, I got a beautiful cock. 360 00:34:03,440 --> 00:34:04,848 Yeah you like that? 361 00:34:07,298 --> 00:34:10,104 No, no, I can't host. I'm married. 362 00:34:10,510 --> 00:34:11,574 Yeah. 363 00:34:12,513 --> 00:34:14,296 No, my wife's not home. 364 00:34:14,744 --> 00:34:16,872 She's gonna come back home later. 365 00:34:17,174 --> 00:34:21,794 What I wanna do, I just fuck your mouth like I fuck her pussy. 366 00:34:22,169 --> 00:34:26,361 You little bitch, come here I want to fuck you. 367 00:34:30,679 --> 00:34:31,732 Hello? 368 00:34:33,432 --> 00:34:36,227 Hello? Hey what's up? 369 00:34:37,155 --> 00:34:39,272 East Village. You? 370 00:34:42,348 --> 00:34:45,185 Yeah, I'm a dominant top. 371 00:34:45,831 --> 00:34:47,291 What are you into? 372 00:34:49,742 --> 00:34:51,327 Where you from? 373 00:34:55,884 --> 00:34:56,844 Paul? 374 00:34:57,959 --> 00:34:58,919 Is that you? 375 00:35:00,316 --> 00:35:01,036 Paul? 376 00:35:41,727 --> 00:35:43,385 Hi this is Paul, leave me a message. 377 00:35:43,917 --> 00:35:47,963 Paul this is killing me, it's killing me, it's killing me! 378 00:36:08,987 --> 00:36:10,080 What I want to know... 379 00:36:10,090 --> 00:36:12,640 Is what you were doing on a phone sex line when you were supposed to be editing! 380 00:36:12,658 --> 00:36:14,952 You were gone for two days. I could not find you. 381 00:36:14,952 --> 00:36:17,371 - So you were looking for me? Is that what you were doing? - Of course not. 382 00:36:17,371 --> 00:36:20,250 Erik, I don't spy on you, and I will not stand being spied upon. 383 00:36:20,250 --> 00:36:22,565 If every time you go away we have to go through this 384 00:36:22,575 --> 00:36:24,567 Then I don't want to be in this relationship anymore. 385 00:36:24,567 --> 00:36:27,602 I have no idea where you are, I have no idea what you're doing. 386 00:36:27,612 --> 00:36:29,218 Why are you focusing on me? 387 00:36:29,218 --> 00:36:32,294 You've been working on this goddamn movie for four years. 388 00:36:32,294 --> 00:36:34,380 You get a chance to go away to an artist's colony 389 00:36:34,380 --> 00:36:36,664 Where they bring you your lunch in a fucking picnic basket 390 00:36:36,664 --> 00:36:38,150 And you spend the whole time on a phone sex line. 391 00:36:38,160 --> 00:36:39,400 I did not spend the whole time on a phone sex line! 392 00:36:39,417 --> 00:36:40,835 I don't have time for this! 393 00:36:40,835 --> 00:36:43,098 I have a job, do you understand what that is? 394 00:36:43,432 --> 00:36:46,112 I was at my desk, at work, early, on Monday. 395 00:36:46,112 --> 00:36:47,979 I do my job. I have my clients. 396 00:36:47,979 --> 00:36:49,950 Do you know what my work load is? Do you have any idea? 397 00:36:49,950 --> 00:36:51,483 - Stop! Stop it! - It not fair! 398 00:37:14,946 --> 00:37:16,010 What? 399 00:37:16,041 --> 00:37:18,753 Oh, sorry, sorry. 400 00:37:19,347 --> 00:37:21,047 Sorry. 401 00:38:25,870 --> 00:38:27,079 Have you seen this? 402 00:38:27,747 --> 00:38:28,706 Seen what? 403 00:38:29,697 --> 00:38:31,574 The floor is buckling over here. 404 00:38:32,919 --> 00:38:34,828 It's pretty bad over here too. 405 00:38:35,964 --> 00:38:37,748 Was it always like that? 406 00:38:40,762 --> 00:38:44,213 You should ask Mario if he can find someone to fix it for you. 407 00:38:47,436 --> 00:38:51,273 You know, you have to tell me what you do when you're out all night and I can't find you. 408 00:38:51,273 --> 00:38:52,900 Don't start with that. 409 00:38:59,783 --> 00:39:01,159 Erik? 410 00:39:04,309 --> 00:39:05,393 What are you doing? 411 00:39:06,102 --> 00:39:07,625 Erik stop it! 412 00:39:07,938 --> 00:39:09,095 Stop it! 413 00:39:09,554 --> 00:39:10,806 Give me that 414 00:39:15,175 --> 00:39:16,896 Have a control! 415 00:39:18,950 --> 00:39:20,567 Come to bed 416 00:39:28,669 --> 00:39:32,507 There were certain young men 417 00:39:32,507 --> 00:39:36,136 Who were sort of on the scene, and hanging out on the streets and so forth 418 00:39:36,136 --> 00:39:39,753 That Avery had seen me with and he said ... 419 00:39:41,090 --> 00:39:42,716 Why is it so gray? 420 00:39:43,008 --> 00:39:45,782 Can you stop 421 00:39:46,773 --> 00:39:48,170 We'll fix it later, Erik. 422 00:39:48,306 --> 00:39:50,684 We really shouldn't stop now, we're already behind. 423 00:39:50,684 --> 00:39:52,769 If we aren't going to do it now, why am I here? 424 00:39:52,769 --> 00:39:56,482 Can we just watch it going forward and we'll fix that bit later. 425 00:39:59,120 --> 00:40:02,051 - Ok, fine. - John, thank you. 426 00:40:15,608 --> 00:40:16,452 Paul 427 00:40:17,850 --> 00:40:19,038 Paul. 428 00:40:32,074 --> 00:40:33,346 Alright, Paul. 429 00:40:35,129 --> 00:40:37,726 I love you, very much 430 00:40:38,185 --> 00:40:39,926 And you are my best friend. 431 00:40:41,751 --> 00:40:45,068 I admire you, and I think you're brilliant. 432 00:40:45,068 --> 00:40:48,134 You are sweet and kind and... 433 00:40:49,176 --> 00:40:50,814 Very loving. 434 00:40:53,744 --> 00:40:56,612 Since we first started going out 435 00:40:56,612 --> 00:41:00,950 Alcohol and drug use have been a problem in our relationship. 436 00:41:01,962 --> 00:41:04,829 I have never felt certain that you would come home any night 437 00:41:04,829 --> 00:41:06,926 That we've not been together for an evening 438 00:41:06,926 --> 00:41:09,147 That's for over five years. 439 00:41:09,147 --> 00:41:12,734 Every New Year's you made a resolution to stop. 440 00:41:13,047 --> 00:41:14,841 But it never happens, Paul. 441 00:41:15,164 --> 00:41:18,386 After all of this, you are still my favorite person in the world. 442 00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:21,233 I want to spend the rest of my life with you 443 00:41:21,233 --> 00:41:24,539 And I want our relationship to make me feel stronger. 444 00:41:29,889 --> 00:41:33,507 I can't take care of you because you have proven to be... 445 00:41:33,977 --> 00:41:36,657 Helpless and unmanageable. 446 00:41:38,419 --> 00:41:42,215 I've worried about you every hour of every day. 447 00:41:42,653 --> 00:41:44,520 I can't live like this. 448 00:41:47,262 --> 00:41:50,933 If you don't get on a plane and follow through with the recommendations 449 00:41:53,061 --> 00:41:56,763 Our relationship is over and you need to move out. 450 00:42:05,762 --> 00:42:07,170 Are you finished? 451 00:42:13,396 --> 00:42:14,908 You all finished? 452 00:42:22,260 --> 00:42:23,366 Ok 453 00:42:24,262 --> 00:42:25,608 Jill is ready. 454 00:42:26,661 --> 00:42:27,798 Thanks. 455 00:42:32,563 --> 00:42:35,515 These are the files that I found at home. 456 00:42:38,226 --> 00:42:39,415 Thanks. 457 00:42:40,635 --> 00:42:44,295 - Oh this is it. - Paul also had some messages. 458 00:42:45,515 --> 00:42:48,821 - Peggy Simon... - All right, let me get this down. 459 00:42:49,457 --> 00:42:51,115 Peggy Simon 460 00:42:51,647 --> 00:42:53,483 Lucius Ambrosino 461 00:42:54,014 --> 00:42:56,382 And Gene Reid-Pharr. 462 00:42:57,164 --> 00:43:00,782 So I'm just telling everybody that Paul's taking some time off. 463 00:43:01,804 --> 00:43:05,538 If they ask, I tell his writers it's stress 464 00:43:05,538 --> 00:43:08,572 - And he's taking care of himself. - Thanks Jill. 465 00:43:09,605 --> 00:43:13,985 I feel terrible that your life has been so impinged by this. 466 00:43:14,183 --> 00:43:15,580 It's okay. 467 00:43:17,207 --> 00:43:21,003 Oh, here. This is Paul's mail. 468 00:43:21,452 --> 00:43:22,640 I went through most of it already. 469 00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:25,904 I think there's a check in there, somewhere. 470 00:43:31,755 --> 00:43:33,715 He called last night. 471 00:43:34,101 --> 00:43:34,946 And? 472 00:43:36,489 --> 00:43:38,450 He... 473 00:43:41,526 --> 00:43:45,499 He said that I ruined his life, and that he wasn't going to stay. 474 00:43:47,814 --> 00:43:52,445 Well, I think they all say that in rehab, Erik. 475 00:43:56,626 --> 00:43:57,815 I hope so. 476 00:44:03,436 --> 00:44:04,813 Dear friends 477 00:44:05,230 --> 00:44:08,963 I wanted to write you, and tell you that I'm back from Minnesota 478 00:44:09,401 --> 00:44:13,333 And that I can report that Paul is doing very, very well. 479 00:44:13,406 --> 00:44:18,349 He looks great. He has certainly taken to the program, to the steps. 480 00:44:18,954 --> 00:44:22,051 I'm proud of him for taking rehab so seriously. 481 00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:25,284 So he is coming back soon 482 00:44:25,315 --> 00:44:27,119 And the next phase will begin. 483 00:44:28,631 --> 00:44:30,738 I'm nervous, I'll admit. 484 00:44:30,758 --> 00:44:35,952 And I know now that I need to separate myself from his recovery as best as I can. 485 00:44:36,348 --> 00:44:39,716 So I will rely on each one of you to remind me. 486 00:44:40,770 --> 00:44:44,388 That's all for now. Lots of love, Erik. 487 00:45:16,268 --> 00:45:17,561 I'm Igor. 488 00:45:20,690 --> 00:45:21,847 I'm Erik. 489 00:45:22,900 --> 00:45:23,849 Hello, Igor. 490 00:45:31,994 --> 00:45:33,986 - No, not here. -Yes. 491 00:45:34,163 --> 00:45:36,989 - Let's go some place. - No, I don't want to. 492 00:45:39,127 --> 00:45:41,192 We can go to my place, but I live in Brooklyn. 493 00:45:47,803 --> 00:45:50,473 - Shit, is he okay? - I don't know. 494 00:45:51,015 --> 00:45:52,308 Did you guys do "G?" 495 00:45:52,788 --> 00:45:54,415 Go ahead. 496 00:45:57,940 --> 00:45:59,327 Take this. 497 00:46:01,610 --> 00:46:03,112 Thank you. 498 00:46:04,989 --> 00:46:07,607 God it's gross down here. 499 00:46:10,537 --> 00:46:11,486 Thank you. 500 00:46:12,831 --> 00:46:14,917 I guess it would be completely inappropriate to invite you 501 00:46:14,927 --> 00:46:17,138 To my house now wouldn't it? 502 00:46:17,482 --> 00:46:18,807 I think so. 503 00:46:21,758 --> 00:46:25,429 - Because I have a boyfriend? - No, I... 504 00:46:25,512 --> 00:46:27,567 I remembered I have a class in the morning. 505 00:46:29,746 --> 00:46:32,395 - What do you study? - It's a drawing class. 506 00:46:32,687 --> 00:46:36,827 - You're an artist? - I paint so I guess I'm an artist. 507 00:46:38,923 --> 00:46:41,697 I bet you're very good at what you're doing. 508 00:46:43,136 --> 00:46:45,232 And you? What do you do? 509 00:46:46,619 --> 00:46:49,790 - I make documentary films. - Nice. 510 00:46:52,146 --> 00:46:54,774 Are you sure you don't want to come over? 511 00:46:56,318 --> 00:46:58,570 Just for a little bit. 512 00:46:58,747 --> 00:47:01,334 No, I'm, I'm sure. 513 00:47:01,970 --> 00:47:04,817 But my subway is this way. I can walk with you a little more. 514 00:47:06,819 --> 00:47:08,050 Igor. 515 00:47:09,614 --> 00:47:13,545 - Where in Russia are you from? - I'm from Ecuador actually. 516 00:47:14,067 --> 00:47:16,726 My father was a hard core Marxist and... 517 00:47:16,736 --> 00:47:19,250 He named all of his kids after Russian names. 518 00:47:19,688 --> 00:47:22,013 My sisters are Tatiana and Tamara. 519 00:47:22,430 --> 00:47:24,818 And Igor ended up living in New York City. 520 00:47:25,100 --> 00:47:27,144 In Coney island, of all places 521 00:47:27,144 --> 00:47:28,927 Surrounded by Russians. 522 00:47:35,038 --> 00:47:37,145 Remind me back home a little bit 523 00:47:37,145 --> 00:47:38,594 - Yeah? - Yeah 524 00:47:38,594 --> 00:47:41,389 How so? Is this what it looks like? 525 00:47:41,389 --> 00:47:43,464 - Yes - Really? 526 00:47:44,789 --> 00:47:47,594 It's like Cote d'Ivoire? Is that what you mean? 527 00:47:47,594 --> 00:47:50,399 - Or do you mean... South Korean town? - Cote d'Ivoire 528 00:48:10,630 --> 00:48:11,798 Oh my god. 529 00:48:12,299 --> 00:48:13,665 Are you okay? 530 00:48:17,471 --> 00:48:20,339 It's wonderful! 531 00:48:29,985 --> 00:48:32,519 - You're coming in, right? - Oh yeah. 532 00:48:32,697 --> 00:48:34,876 I come later. Take your time 533 00:48:39,496 --> 00:48:40,685 Are you coming in? 534 00:48:41,665 --> 00:48:43,323 Are you coming in? 535 00:48:44,752 --> 00:48:46,441 I'll join you in a second. 536 00:48:49,966 --> 00:48:51,760 When are you two getting pregnant? 537 00:48:52,250 --> 00:48:54,753 - We aren't. - Why not? 538 00:48:56,807 --> 00:49:01,364 He already has two kids, and he doesn't really want to have another one. 539 00:49:02,605 --> 00:49:03,971 I'm sorry, sweetheart. 540 00:49:06,109 --> 00:49:07,600 Yeah, me too. 541 00:49:09,071 --> 00:49:10,677 He's not perfect but... 542 00:49:13,034 --> 00:49:14,368 I do like him. 543 00:49:21,209 --> 00:49:22,951 I wish I could trust you more. 544 00:49:25,673 --> 00:49:27,925 - Excuse me? - It really upsets me 545 00:49:27,925 --> 00:49:32,170 That I had to learn about how bad things were between you and Paul only at the end. 546 00:49:33,723 --> 00:49:35,100 I'm mad at you for not telling me. 547 00:49:35,100 --> 00:49:39,136 I've been hiding crucial events in my life since I was thirteen years old. 548 00:49:41,315 --> 00:49:43,359 That's no excuse. 549 00:49:43,683 --> 00:49:46,696 You need to change things. Get better therapy. 550 00:49:46,696 --> 00:49:47,593 I'm trying. 551 00:49:49,074 --> 00:49:51,994 - I'm telling you now. - Well, I appreciate it. 552 00:49:51,994 --> 00:49:55,623 But I still don't forgive you for keeping me in the dark for so long, ok? 553 00:49:55,623 --> 00:49:57,438 I need you to be braver than that. 554 00:49:58,835 --> 00:50:01,046 If I'm gonna be the father of your child? 555 00:50:02,214 --> 00:50:05,613 Yes. If you're gonna be the father of my child. 556 00:50:19,817 --> 00:50:21,631 Oh. Turkey 557 00:50:22,195 --> 00:50:24,134 Oh my God. That looks amazing 558 00:50:24,689 --> 00:50:26,900 That's a big bird 559 00:50:32,654 --> 00:50:34,552 Hey. May I? 560 00:50:34,552 --> 00:50:35,397 Yes, please 561 00:50:35,397 --> 00:50:36,940 My I ... Oh, thank you 562 00:50:38,473 --> 00:50:41,028 Oh my goodness. Guess who cares? 563 00:50:46,315 --> 00:50:47,546 Dora Wembley 564 00:50:47,546 --> 00:50:50,028 Wow, so smart 565 00:50:50,601 --> 00:50:53,052 - Can we start? - I just want to say... 566 00:50:54,731 --> 00:50:57,077 - Claire... Alassane... - What? 567 00:50:57,077 --> 00:50:58,694 Jesus Christ, those two. 568 00:50:59,288 --> 00:51:01,009 Get a room! 569 00:51:01,364 --> 00:51:04,283 - I want to say thank you for coming! - Oh...Okay. 570 00:51:04,534 --> 00:51:07,402 - I want to say thank you for coming, both of you. - You welcome. 571 00:51:08,747 --> 00:51:10,853 Thank you for driving during the snow storm 572 00:51:10,864 --> 00:51:13,210 And Thomas, Vivian, Luca 573 00:51:13,836 --> 00:51:14,900 Thank you very much. 574 00:51:14,900 --> 00:51:18,278 Thank you very much for ditching your mom's Fabulous cousin's party. 575 00:51:18,278 --> 00:51:20,281 Thank you for giving us a reason. 576 00:51:22,429 --> 00:51:25,078 Dan, thank you so much for agreeing to sleep on the couch. 577 00:51:25,088 --> 00:51:26,381 - Oh, really? - Alright 578 00:51:26,798 --> 00:51:28,655 I'll sleep on the couch. 579 00:51:29,124 --> 00:51:32,430 No really, seriously, I really want to... 580 00:51:32,774 --> 00:51:34,745 I really want to thank you all for being here. 581 00:51:34,745 --> 00:51:36,924 It means a lot to me, that you're here 582 00:51:36,924 --> 00:51:40,814 And we're spending the holiday together. It means so much. 583 00:51:41,857 --> 00:51:46,654 And I'm especially happy to have Paul here with us. 584 00:51:46,915 --> 00:51:48,625 Looking so gorgeous... 585 00:51:54,089 --> 00:51:55,883 Why thank you, Luca. 586 00:51:58,740 --> 00:52:02,526 It has not been an easy few months, Paul 587 00:52:04,090 --> 00:52:08,564 - But...no one says recovery is easy - Erik... 588 00:52:09,064 --> 00:52:11,567 I think you are a wonder 589 00:52:12,527 --> 00:52:13,486 And... 590 00:52:13,799 --> 00:52:16,031 Your energy... 591 00:52:16,729 --> 00:52:19,472 And your positivity and... 592 00:52:19,472 --> 00:52:23,164 The way you're bravely changing your life 593 00:52:25,646 --> 00:52:27,669 It's just amazing to watch. 594 00:52:28,440 --> 00:52:30,380 And to be part of. 595 00:52:32,101 --> 00:52:34,666 You inspire me and I love you. 596 00:52:35,281 --> 00:52:38,160 - Thank you. - Merry Christmas. 597 00:52:38,629 --> 00:52:41,841 All right, cheers everyone. That's it. 598 00:53:01,665 --> 00:53:03,240 What is that? 599 00:53:04,981 --> 00:53:06,723 What is that? 600 00:53:08,548 --> 00:53:10,999 I wonder who put that there. 601 00:53:32,909 --> 00:53:34,942 Oh no, you didn't. 602 00:53:40,584 --> 00:53:42,075 Merry Christmas. 603 00:53:46,611 --> 00:53:47,738 Thank you. 604 00:53:48,363 --> 00:53:49,803 For your love. 605 00:53:51,294 --> 00:53:52,879 And your patience. 606 00:53:54,443 --> 00:53:56,633 And thank you for putting up with me. 607 00:54:05,956 --> 00:54:07,781 It's amazing. 608 00:54:07,958 --> 00:54:09,324 Do you like it? 609 00:54:10,378 --> 00:54:11,327 Nah 610 00:54:12,171 --> 00:54:14,288 I love it. 611 00:55:04,272 --> 00:55:07,556 Paul? Paul pick up the phone. 612 00:55:07,734 --> 00:55:11,603 We just won a Teddy Award, Best documentary. 613 00:55:14,241 --> 00:55:15,732 Paul are you there? 614 00:55:18,579 --> 00:55:21,280 Ok, call me back as soon as you get this. 615 00:55:22,333 --> 00:55:23,522 I love you. 616 00:56:03,338 --> 00:56:06,007 Paul? Paul pick up the phone. 617 00:56:06,800 --> 00:56:10,460 We just won a Teddy Award, Best documentary. 618 00:56:13,307 --> 00:56:14,632 Paul are you there? 619 00:56:17,312 --> 00:56:20,347 Ok, call me back as soon as you get this. 620 00:56:20,795 --> 00:56:21,713 I love you. 621 00:56:24,142 --> 00:56:26,312 Hi Paul. I wanna talk to you! 622 00:56:26,312 --> 00:56:29,096 I've been trying you for days, I'm starting to get worried. 623 00:56:29,096 --> 00:56:31,046 Call me back when you get this, hope all is well 624 00:56:31,046 --> 00:56:33,142 It's Vivian. Ok, bye. 625 00:56:34,696 --> 00:56:37,021 Erik? This is Jill. 626 00:56:37,199 --> 00:56:41,224 Paul has not showed up in the office all week 627 00:56:41,224 --> 00:56:44,592 And he's not returning my calls. I need to know what's going on. 628 00:56:44,624 --> 00:56:46,240 So please call me 629 00:56:46,417 --> 00:56:50,328 21 2-249-3576. Thanks. 630 00:56:54,260 --> 00:56:57,878 - Why don't you try calling the police? - Oh the police can't do anything. 631 00:56:58,055 --> 00:57:00,047 There are only two ways Paul is going to stop. 632 00:57:00,225 --> 00:57:04,386 - He's going to run out of money, or he's going to die. - Hey, don't say that. 633 00:57:04,563 --> 00:57:06,711 Why do you think it's your job to save him? 634 00:57:06,711 --> 00:57:08,797 Dan! Stop it. 635 00:57:09,245 --> 00:57:11,550 We don't need your Twelve Step bullshit right now, okay? 636 00:57:11,550 --> 00:57:13,489 If your boyfriend was on a three week drug binge 637 00:57:13,489 --> 00:57:15,544 Don't tell me you wouldn't do everything you could to find him. 638 00:57:15,544 --> 00:57:16,555 - No, I wouldn't. - Please. 639 00:57:16,555 --> 00:57:19,277 I'm thinking of hiring a private detective. 640 00:57:19,277 --> 00:57:21,624 I'm sorry... I can't sign up for this. 641 00:57:21,665 --> 00:57:23,615 Call me when you guys get sane. 642 00:57:23,793 --> 00:57:26,181 Erik, I love you. I'm here for you. 643 00:57:26,181 --> 00:57:28,840 But I can't support this ridiculous type of behavior. 644 00:57:28,840 --> 00:57:31,332 It didn't work the first time and it's not going to work now. 645 00:57:31,510 --> 00:57:33,084 Sorry, I'm late. 646 00:57:33,262 --> 00:57:35,671 Paul's a grown up. He's going to work it out, or he's not. 647 00:57:35,671 --> 00:57:36,859 But you're not going to save him. 648 00:57:36,859 --> 00:57:38,716 You never were, and you aren't now. 649 00:57:40,019 --> 00:57:42,970 - What's going on? - Very helpful, Dan. 650 00:59:56,422 --> 00:59:57,371 Hi 651 00:59:59,175 --> 01:00:00,583 Where are you? 652 01:00:03,013 --> 01:00:06,590 Don't... Don't go anywhere. Stay where you are. 653 01:00:15,944 --> 01:00:17,133 I love you. 654 01:00:25,288 --> 01:00:27,937 - Let's go home. - Don't start, Erik. 655 01:00:32,463 --> 01:00:34,402 Can you believe this place? 656 01:00:36,175 --> 01:00:37,740 Isn't it incredible? 657 01:00:38,303 --> 01:00:40,545 It's a hotel room, Paul. 658 01:00:41,973 --> 01:00:44,716 Don't be mean or I'm not going to let you stay here. 659 01:00:50,316 --> 01:00:51,588 Oh please don't do that. 660 01:00:56,281 --> 01:00:57,772 Must've been expensive. 661 01:00:58,826 --> 01:01:00,098 I got lucky. 662 01:01:02,413 --> 01:01:04,613 There's a... middle of the week deal. 663 01:01:04,791 --> 01:01:07,502 Fashion week is over and everyone went back to Milan. 664 01:01:07,888 --> 01:01:10,120 There's also this art thing in London. 665 01:01:10,547 --> 01:01:12,414 What are you talking about? 666 01:01:12,549 --> 01:01:13,498 Froze? 667 01:01:13,759 --> 01:01:15,167 No, Frieze? 668 01:01:15,344 --> 01:01:17,002 The art thing? 669 01:01:17,513 --> 01:01:19,005 Do you want a drink? 670 01:01:24,605 --> 01:01:25,491 Shit 671 01:01:25,491 --> 01:01:28,807 I'm all out of ice. Do you mind getting us some ice? 672 01:01:28,807 --> 01:01:30,695 We got lots of ice at home. 673 01:01:31,070 --> 01:01:31,915 Come on. 674 01:01:32,196 --> 01:01:34,407 - What did I tell you? - Please. 675 01:01:35,408 --> 01:01:36,921 Come see the bedroom. 676 01:01:37,411 --> 01:01:38,558 I'll show you. 677 01:01:39,538 --> 01:01:43,198 Try the bed. Oh, it's amazing. 678 01:01:43,751 --> 01:01:45,420 I love this bed. 679 01:01:46,796 --> 01:01:48,214 Paul... 680 01:02:06,276 --> 01:02:09,812 I'm sorry I ruined your premiere in Berlin. 681 01:02:12,909 --> 01:02:14,650 I was really proud of you. 682 01:02:19,687 --> 01:02:21,606 Come on, come on, let's go home. 683 01:02:21,836 --> 01:02:23,254 Let's go home. Come on. 684 01:02:26,028 --> 01:02:27,665 Please don't hate me. 685 01:02:39,188 --> 01:02:41,816 Do you think I've lost weight? 686 01:02:42,817 --> 01:02:46,154 I know I lost a little. 687 01:02:50,587 --> 01:02:53,600 It's the crackhead diet. I don't recommend it. 688 01:02:53,611 --> 01:02:55,467 Let's go home. 689 01:02:58,616 --> 01:03:01,359 I'll come home tomorrow. You should leave now. 690 01:03:03,048 --> 01:03:04,164 I'm not leaving. 691 01:03:06,323 --> 01:03:08,148 You don't want to watch this. 692 01:03:09,639 --> 01:03:10,703 I'm fine. 693 01:03:14,436 --> 01:03:16,511 - Erik, you should go. - I said I'm fine. 694 01:03:20,610 --> 01:03:22,925 You're no worse than anybody else. 695 01:03:24,760 --> 01:03:26,877 I'm sure that there's someone down the hall 696 01:03:26,888 --> 01:03:30,214 Doing exactly the same thing. 697 01:03:31,247 --> 01:03:32,905 - Really? - Yeah. 698 01:03:57,693 --> 01:03:58,569 Paul 699 01:03:58,569 --> 01:04:02,083 I know that you're ready. You're ready for this to be over. 700 01:04:02,740 --> 01:04:06,599 - How do you know that? - Because I know you, Paul. 701 01:04:08,382 --> 01:04:10,218 I know you. 702 01:04:12,397 --> 01:04:15,327 I'll come home tomorrow, but you should go now. 703 01:04:15,327 --> 01:04:17,319 You're gonna come home tomorrow 704 01:04:18,487 --> 01:04:20,135 And you're going to go to rehab. 705 01:04:20,135 --> 01:04:23,076 I said I'm coming home tomorrow. I did not say I'm going to rehab. 706 01:04:23,076 --> 01:04:24,692 Do you promise? 707 01:04:25,944 --> 01:04:27,299 Promise. 708 01:04:29,322 --> 01:04:30,897 Who is that? 709 01:04:33,024 --> 01:04:36,570 It's your choice. That's all you're gonna get. 710 01:04:37,582 --> 01:04:40,293 - I think you should just leave. - Paul! 711 01:04:52,890 --> 01:04:54,528 You want anything? 712 01:04:56,759 --> 01:04:58,261 Yeah I'll have a beer. 713 01:04:58,814 --> 01:05:00,107 Ok. 714 01:05:21,610 --> 01:05:23,831 - You ok? - I'm fine. 715 01:06:16,703 --> 01:06:17,986 Erik? 716 01:06:18,987 --> 01:06:19,936 Erik? 717 01:06:20,103 --> 01:06:21,302 What? 718 01:07:27,741 --> 01:07:29,316 I'm glad you called. 719 01:07:29,598 --> 01:07:31,516 I didn't expect to see you again. 720 01:07:32,017 --> 01:07:34,457 I'm on a little vacation. 721 01:07:36,532 --> 01:07:39,515 I was working in Boca 722 01:07:39,515 --> 01:07:42,091 For the last six months. 723 01:07:42,810 --> 01:07:44,708 And now I'm back 724 01:07:46,179 --> 01:07:48,734 And I'm not sure what I'm gonna do next, you know? 725 01:07:57,129 --> 01:07:58,912 Come on baby, come on. 726 01:07:59,923 --> 01:08:01,112 That's it. 727 01:08:01,957 --> 01:08:03,782 There you go. 728 01:08:42,972 --> 01:08:44,901 You look so serious. 729 01:08:45,850 --> 01:08:49,677 You make me feel a little weird. Do other people say that to you? 730 01:08:51,481 --> 01:08:54,735 You know, I got a degree in English. I'm not some stupid faggot. 731 01:08:58,739 --> 01:09:02,108 Hold the lighter underneath, you gotta get more smoke, man. 732 01:09:06,415 --> 01:09:07,364 That's it, hold it. 733 01:09:08,417 --> 01:09:10,868 That's it, let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go. 734 01:09:11,441 --> 01:09:13,297 Easy, easy, yeah. 735 01:09:19,095 --> 01:09:20,201 You like that? 736 01:09:33,362 --> 01:09:34,404 Oh! 737 01:09:36,407 --> 01:09:37,731 Yeah, that feels good. 738 01:09:38,784 --> 01:09:40,651 Feels really good. 739 01:09:42,038 --> 01:09:45,448 And you, you have a very nice body, Russ. 740 01:09:45,584 --> 01:09:47,565 - I like to show off my body. - You do? 741 01:09:47,565 --> 01:09:48,420 Yeah. 742 01:09:48,629 --> 01:09:49,901 That's very good. 743 01:09:56,179 --> 01:09:58,129 You want something to drink? 744 01:09:59,182 --> 01:10:00,924 Yeah um, just some water please. 745 01:10:01,748 --> 01:10:04,136 Uh, juice, how about juice... I got orange juice. 746 01:10:06,023 --> 01:10:07,264 Sounds perfect. 747 01:10:27,380 --> 01:10:31,166 - You okay out there? - Yeah I'm fine. 748 01:10:40,009 --> 01:10:42,710 - What're you doing? - I just think I'm gonna leave. 749 01:10:42,710 --> 01:10:45,953 Oh don't, don't do that. You know? 750 01:10:46,245 --> 01:10:50,813 Don't do my drugs and then leave on me. 751 01:10:51,095 --> 01:10:52,826 Don't be one of those guys. 752 01:10:58,905 --> 01:11:01,346 You want to come to the bedroom for a little while? 753 01:11:04,912 --> 01:11:06,111 Come on 754 01:13:46,552 --> 01:13:48,825 I'm glad to see you. 755 01:13:49,879 --> 01:13:53,560 Are you? I'm not sure I would be if I were you. 756 01:13:53,560 --> 01:13:55,145 Yes, I am. 757 01:14:00,370 --> 01:14:01,788 How are you? 758 01:14:03,269 --> 01:14:04,593 I'm great. 759 01:14:06,105 --> 01:14:08,180 - You? - Good. 760 01:14:10,151 --> 01:14:11,434 Better. 761 01:14:14,198 --> 01:14:16,148 That was a doozy, huh? 762 01:14:17,326 --> 01:14:20,611 We always liked a little melodrama, you and I. 763 01:14:22,582 --> 01:14:24,323 I guess we did. 764 01:14:25,377 --> 01:14:29,444 You know I ran into everybody in your life this past year but you. 765 01:14:29,684 --> 01:14:30,987 I heard that. 766 01:14:32,093 --> 01:14:35,086 The first person I saw when I got back was Alassane. 767 01:14:35,263 --> 01:14:37,828 On the corner of 9th and University. 768 01:14:38,892 --> 01:14:43,178 He gave me the biggest hug anyone has ever given me. 769 01:14:44,273 --> 01:14:47,057 I will be grateful to that guy for the rest of my life. 770 01:14:48,111 --> 01:14:50,561 He and Claire are not together anymore. 771 01:14:51,740 --> 01:14:53,012 I'm sorry to hear that. 772 01:14:53,575 --> 01:14:55,525 - Was it the kid thing? - Yeah. 773 01:14:57,204 --> 01:14:59,238 Since they broke up 774 01:15:00,291 --> 01:15:03,242 She and I have started that conversation again. 775 01:15:04,254 --> 01:15:06,548 - Have you? - Yeah. 776 01:15:09,426 --> 01:15:12,336 I'm happy to see you, I'm very happy to see you. 777 01:15:14,390 --> 01:15:16,090 You survived, Paul. 778 01:15:16,090 --> 01:15:18,718 It's incredible. 779 01:15:19,062 --> 01:15:22,013 I have. It is incredible. 780 01:15:29,782 --> 01:15:31,649 It amazes me 781 01:15:32,734 --> 01:15:33,860 That after all this time 782 01:15:33,860 --> 01:15:37,969 I can still feel shocked I don't start and end each day with you. 783 01:15:38,834 --> 01:15:40,534 So what do we do now? 784 01:15:48,136 --> 01:15:49,972 I don't know, Erik. 785 01:15:50,347 --> 01:15:52,370 What do you think we should do? 786 01:15:55,853 --> 01:15:58,387 I don't really want to leave you yet. 787 01:16:01,443 --> 01:16:04,957 I think that's probably the best thing for us right now. 788 01:16:08,555 --> 01:16:12,487 I think this has been the perfect beginning for... 789 01:16:13,717 --> 01:16:15,938 Whatever is going to happen. 790 01:16:23,155 --> 01:16:24,072 Ok. 791 01:16:28,338 --> 01:16:29,255 Ok. 792 01:16:29,652 --> 01:16:30,632 Ok. 793 01:17:36,581 --> 01:17:39,595 Would you turn that light on, above the bed? 794 01:17:40,262 --> 01:17:42,650 I don't want to be in the dark with you. 795 01:18:17,763 --> 01:18:20,244 I can't believe this is happening. 796 01:18:33,238 --> 01:18:34,771 - Erik! - What? 797 01:18:36,367 --> 01:18:39,506 You're not supposed to be naked. 798 01:18:39,506 --> 01:18:41,237 Oh. Okay. 799 01:19:12,449 --> 01:19:15,066 - We're not having sex. - No! 800 01:19:32,179 --> 01:19:34,380 I just want to be naked with you. 801 01:19:40,480 --> 01:19:42,848 You smell like you. 802 01:19:52,828 --> 01:19:58,115 - I think that this is enough for right now, okay? - Ok. 803 01:20:16,688 --> 01:20:17,845 Hey 804 01:20:18,023 --> 01:20:19,180 Hey 805 01:20:21,985 --> 01:20:23,351 Erik, right? 806 01:20:29,661 --> 01:20:31,319 Wait a minute. 807 01:20:33,540 --> 01:20:34,489 Ivan? 808 01:20:34,708 --> 01:20:37,826 - Igor. - Oh my god 809 01:20:38,535 --> 01:20:40,673 Oh my god. 810 01:20:42,300 --> 01:20:44,375 That's so embarrassing. 811 01:20:45,428 --> 01:20:48,421 Hey at least I knew it was a Russian name, right? 812 01:20:49,224 --> 01:20:51,237 Hey it's okay. It was a while ago. 813 01:20:51,518 --> 01:20:54,115 How's the... how's the painting going? 814 01:20:55,064 --> 01:20:56,222 Good. 815 01:20:57,275 --> 01:21:00,351 - How's the film business? - Okay I guess... 816 01:21:05,701 --> 01:21:07,109 Hey... 817 01:21:08,162 --> 01:21:11,322 Do you want to get something to eat? I've got an hour. 818 01:21:11,322 --> 01:21:12,844 I'd sit with you. 819 01:21:14,044 --> 01:21:16,453 So, you're not with your boyfriend. 820 01:21:17,631 --> 01:21:18,914 I don't know. 821 01:21:20,718 --> 01:21:22,543 He went away for a while 822 01:21:22,543 --> 01:21:24,722 Then he came back, and... 823 01:21:25,223 --> 01:21:28,310 Then we started seeing each other again 824 01:21:28,310 --> 01:21:31,303 And now I have no idea what's going on. 825 01:21:35,568 --> 01:21:38,811 - How long have you guys been together? - For nine years. 826 01:21:38,874 --> 01:21:40,094 Wow. 827 01:21:40,657 --> 01:21:41,721 You're lucky. 828 01:21:45,986 --> 01:21:48,739 I don't feel lucky. 829 01:21:53,181 --> 01:21:54,516 What about you? 830 01:21:55,799 --> 01:21:57,123 Well... 831 01:21:58,635 --> 01:22:01,253 I'm sort of seeing someone right now 832 01:22:02,119 --> 01:22:03,140 But... 833 01:22:04,673 --> 01:22:07,823 I always lose interest after four months, six months 834 01:22:08,188 --> 01:22:09,596 That's all they seem to last. 835 01:22:11,045 --> 01:22:12,724 I'm seeing this guy now but... 836 01:22:14,195 --> 01:22:17,688 It's nothing serious. It's more like a fuck buddy. 837 01:22:18,272 --> 01:22:22,735 We go out to dinner sometimes... Mostly he talks, and I listen. 838 01:22:23,591 --> 01:22:25,113 I like being taken out for dinner 839 01:22:25,864 --> 01:22:27,814 What can I say? I'm superficial. 840 01:22:29,660 --> 01:22:31,871 Who doesn't like to be taken out to dinner? 841 01:22:33,789 --> 01:22:35,124 I'll take you out to dinner. 842 01:22:36,762 --> 01:22:37,711 Yeah? 843 01:22:40,432 --> 01:22:41,840 Sure. 844 01:22:48,243 --> 01:22:49,974 I'd like that. 845 01:23:37,642 --> 01:23:39,165 Hold on... 846 01:23:42,127 --> 01:23:44,744 - Hey... - Hi. 847 01:23:44,744 --> 01:23:45,902 Can we talk? 848 01:23:46,590 --> 01:23:48,936 I'm on the phone. So... 849 01:23:52,472 --> 01:23:54,338 Can you give me a few minutes? 850 01:24:46,991 --> 01:24:50,193 Okay, so, what you got? 851 01:24:53,634 --> 01:24:55,824 How are you feeling about things? 852 01:24:59,745 --> 01:25:02,488 - You're putting it on me. - No that's not what I mean to be doing. 853 01:25:02,488 --> 01:25:05,491 I just, I think we need... 854 01:25:05,491 --> 01:25:08,015 You just wanna know what I think we should do. 855 01:25:10,643 --> 01:25:11,592 Yes. 856 01:25:17,150 --> 01:25:19,225 I think we should move in together. 857 01:25:21,280 --> 01:25:23,522 Someplace totally new. 858 01:25:27,307 --> 01:25:29,820 Either that or break up right now, you decide. 859 01:25:31,875 --> 01:25:34,920 That seems like a high ultimatum, don't you think? 860 01:25:35,379 --> 01:25:37,423 Then let's not do it. 861 01:25:41,396 --> 01:25:46,287 - Let's finally really, really, really stop doing it. - Don't say it like that. 862 01:25:46,287 --> 01:25:47,768 What do you want, Erik? 863 01:25:47,768 --> 01:25:50,031 Be clear about that for once in your life. 864 01:25:50,031 --> 01:25:51,772 I'm trying to. 865 01:26:15,507 --> 01:26:18,093 Erik...Erik. 866 01:26:40,660 --> 01:26:42,037 Stop it! 867 01:26:43,643 --> 01:26:45,280 I don't have time for this. 868 01:26:47,960 --> 01:26:51,735 Jill is coming to pick me up to take me to lunch with the kids. 869 01:26:52,611 --> 01:26:55,990 Then I'm taking the 3:20 train back to the city. Are you coming back then? 870 01:26:56,491 --> 01:26:59,473 No, I'm going to stay here until tomorrow. I've got some work to do. 871 01:27:00,057 --> 01:27:01,475 Okay. 872 01:27:02,508 --> 01:27:07,597 Then you have to pick me up at Jill's at 2:45 to take me to the station. 873 01:27:12,780 --> 01:27:15,397 You have from now until then to make your decision. 874 01:27:16,795 --> 01:27:20,351 I'm not going back to the city by myself without this being decided. 875 01:27:20,351 --> 01:27:24,866 I just think it's a little weird that you give me what, 3 hours? 876 01:27:25,481 --> 01:27:26,931 To make a decision like this? 877 01:27:26,931 --> 01:27:28,078 I'm sorry. 878 01:27:31,697 --> 01:27:34,147 I'm not doing this in order to be difficult. 879 01:27:35,691 --> 01:27:36,629 Or to... 880 01:27:36,807 --> 01:27:40,999 Try to control things or whatever you want to tell your friends I'm doing. 881 01:27:42,647 --> 01:27:46,933 I'm doing this because I have to do this to save my life. 882 01:27:49,946 --> 01:27:51,896 Can you understand? 883 01:27:53,409 --> 01:27:55,108 I do understand. 884 01:28:00,542 --> 01:28:01,908 I have to go. 885 01:28:02,961 --> 01:28:05,276 Can you bring my suitcase later, please? 886 01:28:54,821 --> 01:28:56,928 So do you have a decision for me? 887 01:29:00,703 --> 01:29:01,266 Yes. 888 01:29:03,195 --> 01:29:05,646 Yes, as in your answer is yes? 889 01:29:09,619 --> 01:29:10,568 Yes. 890 01:29:13,707 --> 01:29:14,656 Good. 891 01:29:17,503 --> 01:29:18,869 You're not... 892 01:29:19,046 --> 01:29:23,134 - You're not worried about our fighting? - Of course I am. 893 01:29:24,719 --> 01:29:26,836 I'm worried about a lot of things. 894 01:29:30,351 --> 01:29:32,176 But I'm happy. 895 01:29:33,615 --> 01:29:34,605 Me too. 896 01:29:37,192 --> 01:29:40,060 - You sure about this? - Yes. 897 01:29:40,237 --> 01:29:42,030 - Are you? - Yes! 898 01:29:45,743 --> 01:29:46,692 Ok. 899 01:29:52,125 --> 01:29:53,074 Good. 900 01:30:00,802 --> 01:30:02,710 I'll see you in New York. 901 01:30:03,972 --> 01:30:05,161 I love you. 902 01:30:06,641 --> 01:30:08,300 I love you too. 903 01:32:25,214 --> 01:32:27,570 - Who is it? - It's Erik. 904 01:32:52,995 --> 01:32:53,944 Come on in. 905 01:33:23,925 --> 01:33:25,688 You can't do it, right? 906 01:33:30,036 --> 01:33:30,985 No. 907 01:33:42,092 --> 01:33:45,105 Well we had some good times together didn't we? 908 01:33:47,264 --> 01:33:48,693 We did. 909 01:34:11,958 --> 01:34:14,242 I need to get ready for work. 910 01:34:43,786 --> 01:34:47,780 I think I left my blue cashmere sweater in your apartment. 911 01:34:48,291 --> 01:34:49,188 You did? 912 01:34:50,032 --> 01:34:51,659 And my raincoat, also. 913 01:34:51,659 --> 01:34:53,119 I saw that. 914 01:34:54,172 --> 01:34:56,988 Will you leave them with the doorman for me please? 915 01:34:56,988 --> 01:34:58,594 Sure. 916 01:34:59,470 --> 01:35:00,815 I'll pick them up later. 917 01:35:04,455 --> 01:35:08,053 I don't think we should see each other for a long time, Erik. 918 01:35:08,053 --> 01:35:09,513 I know. 919 01:35:12,693 --> 01:35:16,635 But you can call me if you need me for anything, anytime. 920 01:35:17,699 --> 01:35:19,315 No. 921 01:35:19,493 --> 01:35:22,777 I can't do that. But... 922 01:35:23,580 --> 01:35:24,821 It's okay. 923 01:35:27,376 --> 01:35:29,327 I do love you, Paul. 924 01:35:30,880 --> 01:35:32,330 Do you? 925 01:35:33,383 --> 01:35:34,791 I wonder. 926 01:35:35,469 --> 01:35:36,658 I do. 927 01:35:43,728 --> 01:35:44,917 Okay. 928 01:35:46,606 --> 01:35:48,233 Enough of this. 929 01:35:48,713 --> 01:35:50,142 I'm going to work. 930 01:35:52,154 --> 01:35:53,937 I have a lot to do today. 931 01:36:15,764 --> 01:36:17,036 Be well. 932 01:36:18,100 --> 01:36:19,341 I will be.