1 00:03:31,179 --> 00:03:33,848 It looks pretty much the same as last time. 2 00:03:34,882 --> 00:03:38,653 See the lower right lobe? This tumor should be shrinking. 3 00:03:39,486 --> 00:03:41,823 And the spot on the spine, that's not great. 4 00:03:41,956 --> 00:03:43,591 I hate the radiation. 5 00:03:44,491 --> 00:03:46,393 Then why keep doing it, Bernard? 6 00:03:46,527 --> 00:03:49,997 Babe, we have to make sure that this metastasis is stopped. 7 00:03:50,131 --> 00:03:52,600 I hate it too, but it's what we've got. 8 00:03:52,734 --> 00:03:54,367 Isn't there anything else? 9 00:03:54,502 --> 00:03:56,137 Look, there's a guy in Philadelphia 10 00:03:56,269 --> 00:03:58,139 doing high doses of interferon. 11 00:03:58,271 --> 00:03:59,741 And even if you do try that, 12 00:03:59,874 --> 00:04:02,543 at this point, you can't stop the radiation. 13 00:04:02,677 --> 00:04:03,578 Why not? 14 00:04:03,711 --> 00:04:06,681 Babe, if the tumors grow in the spine, 15 00:04:06,814 --> 00:04:09,550 the radiation is keeping that in check. 16 00:04:09,684 --> 00:04:13,286 But unchecked, I can't let you have that kind of pain. 17 00:04:13,420 --> 00:04:14,689 It's stopping the pain? 18 00:04:14,822 --> 00:04:17,625 Bill wants you to do some trial in Paris 19 00:04:17,759 --> 00:04:19,560 that I haven't even heard of. 20 00:04:19,694 --> 00:04:21,428 Peach pits or something. 21 00:04:21,562 --> 00:04:23,197 Well, it's not up to him. 22 00:04:23,330 --> 00:04:25,265 Everyone handles it differently. 23 00:04:26,501 --> 00:04:28,401 He's used to running the world. 24 00:04:29,369 --> 00:04:30,872 Nobody runs cancer. 25 00:04:32,907 --> 00:04:38,345 I'll-- I'll talk to him again, but I can't bullshit you, Babe. 26 00:04:44,786 --> 00:04:45,820 I think... 27 00:04:51,391 --> 00:04:52,693 How long do I have? 28 00:05:00,333 --> 00:05:01,702 Take the call. 29 00:06:52,613 --> 00:06:54,348 I said, "Think again, Kitty. 30 00:06:54,481 --> 00:06:58,519 Lana Turner got everyone wearing turbans back in the '40s. 31 00:06:58,653 --> 00:07:00,955 Everything comes back around again and again." 32 00:07:01,088 --> 00:07:04,892 Well, there is another reproduction on the horizon. 33 00:07:05,026 --> 00:07:08,461 Truman has got it in his head to revive the Black and White Ball 34 00:07:08,596 --> 00:07:09,830 and do a sequel. 35 00:07:10,665 --> 00:07:12,133 Are you-- 36 00:07:12,266 --> 00:07:13,200 You're kidding, right? 37 00:07:13,334 --> 00:07:14,502 He told me yesterday 38 00:07:14,635 --> 00:07:16,537 between bites of shrimp scampi, table two. 39 00:07:16,671 --> 00:07:19,439 Really. Oh, Truman. Shut up. Are you nuts? 40 00:07:19,573 --> 00:07:20,942 I will invite all my swans 41 00:07:21,075 --> 00:07:23,744 and it will be a kind of grand reunion, 42 00:07:23,878 --> 00:07:26,080 a treatise on the power of friendship. 43 00:07:26,213 --> 00:07:27,480 Maybe The Plaza. 44 00:07:27,615 --> 00:07:30,017 Maybe I fly everyone to Buenos Aires, or to Rio. 45 00:07:30,151 --> 00:07:34,655 Truman, those days are over. They're gone. Finito, kaput. 46 00:07:34,789 --> 00:07:37,525 I think you're wrong about how much they miss me. 47 00:07:37,658 --> 00:07:40,828 Oh, we all miss you. Doesn't mean you're coming back, babe. 48 00:07:40,962 --> 00:07:42,964 The guest list includes Princess Margaret, 49 00:07:43,097 --> 00:07:45,299 The Who, Richard Nixon, Totie Fields, 50 00:07:45,433 --> 00:07:47,368 and Fidel Castro if you can believe it. 51 00:07:47,501 --> 00:07:49,103 And of course, us. 52 00:07:49,503 --> 00:07:50,805 He's-- 53 00:07:51,238 --> 00:07:52,873 He's a cockroach. 54 00:07:53,007 --> 00:07:55,142 I mean, you try to stamp him out, but his legs just keep twitching. 55 00:07:55,276 --> 00:07:57,778 I'm not going to let this happen. 56 00:07:57,912 --> 00:08:00,247 But it'll blow up before he even pulls it together, 57 00:08:00,381 --> 00:08:01,682 so don't do anything. 58 00:08:01,816 --> 00:08:04,685 He should just let Jack export him to Switzerland. 59 00:08:04,819 --> 00:08:07,121 Take the goddamn cure in the Alps once and for all, 60 00:08:07,254 --> 00:08:08,990 and quietly never publish another word. 61 00:08:09,123 --> 00:08:10,858 Look, I told him it was a bad idea. 62 00:08:10,992 --> 00:08:17,098 CZ, I know you still love him, but it's not going to stand. 63 00:08:17,231 --> 00:08:20,368 I'm from rancher stock in California. We don't turn the other cheek. 64 00:08:20,500 --> 00:08:23,637 I don't see what your upbringing has to do with any of it. 65 00:08:26,841 --> 00:08:29,176 Hello, ladies. 66 00:08:30,544 --> 00:08:32,880 I think spring may have come early. 67 00:08:33,014 --> 00:08:35,483 The sun is just dazzling today. 68 00:08:35,616 --> 00:08:37,818 CZ, how's your winter jasmine doing? 69 00:08:37,952 --> 00:08:41,455 To hell with my winter jasmine, darling. How are you? 70 00:08:41,589 --> 00:08:43,190 Happy, honestly. 71 00:08:43,324 --> 00:08:46,060 Well, I've got just the cure for that. 72 00:08:46,193 --> 00:08:48,963 CZ says that the imp is throwing another ball. 73 00:08:49,096 --> 00:08:51,098 Of course, none of us are going, 74 00:08:51,232 --> 00:08:53,667 but the real trick is to make sure nobody does. 75 00:08:53,801 --> 00:08:56,070 Please, can we just enjoy our meal together? 76 00:08:56,203 --> 00:09:00,941 Life is literally short, and I rather like balls. 77 00:09:02,176 --> 00:09:03,744 I feel like I haven't danced in years. 78 00:09:03,878 --> 00:09:05,913 So if I'm invited, maybe I'll go. 79 00:09:06,714 --> 00:09:08,849 After everything we've done? 80 00:09:08,983 --> 00:09:11,585 After everything you've done, Slim. 81 00:09:11,719 --> 00:09:13,054 You've controlled this circle-- 82 00:09:13,187 --> 00:09:17,124 this situation for far too long now. 83 00:09:19,260 --> 00:09:22,797 You really think Truman deserves your forgiveness? 84 00:09:22,930 --> 00:09:25,366 You know, it's funny with forgiveness. 85 00:09:25,499 --> 00:09:26,934 You give it to someone, 86 00:09:27,068 --> 00:09:29,737 but the real gift goes to the person doing the forgiving. 87 00:09:29,870 --> 00:09:32,807 Am I not allowed to give that to myself before I die? 88 00:09:33,674 --> 00:09:36,110 Alexander, were those, uh, 89 00:09:36,243 --> 00:09:38,813 sautéed morels I just spotted cruising by? 90 00:09:38,946 --> 00:09:40,448 Let's do an order. Yes, ma'am. 91 00:09:40,581 --> 00:09:43,884 And, uh, another bottle of the Coche-Dury and a pack of smokes. 92 00:09:44,018 --> 00:09:46,887 I've been a ding-dong and left mine at home. 93 00:09:47,955 --> 00:09:52,126 Walter Cronkite, Walter Matthau. 94 00:09:53,727 --> 00:09:55,763 Am I missing any other Walters? 95 00:09:57,331 --> 00:09:58,365 Disney? 96 00:09:59,633 --> 00:10:01,869 Deceased, I'm afraid. 97 00:10:03,704 --> 00:10:05,606 I'm doing the potpies. 98 00:10:06,841 --> 00:10:08,510 Barbara Walters! 99 00:10:09,511 --> 00:10:12,480 How about putting the San Diego Rooster on your list? 100 00:10:12,613 --> 00:10:18,819 Enchanting, but no. The only birds admitted will be swans. 101 00:10:20,821 --> 00:10:22,591 That's called enabling. 102 00:10:22,723 --> 00:10:24,325 I read about it in a book. 103 00:10:24,458 --> 00:10:27,962 Yeah. How about you invite that little starlet, uh, 104 00:10:28,095 --> 00:10:30,698 Jodie what's-her-name? Ooh, Jodie Foster. 105 00:10:30,831 --> 00:10:32,733 That's it. That's a good idea. 106 00:10:32,867 --> 00:10:34,569 Or Linda Lovelace from Deep Throat. 107 00:10:34,702 --> 00:10:37,972 No, not Linda Lovelace from Deep Throat. Mm-hmm. All right. Fuck it. 108 00:10:38,105 --> 00:10:41,075 The president of France, Giscard-- Gis-- Gishcrang. 109 00:10:41,208 --> 00:10:43,377 Giscard d'Estaing. Yeah, that's it. 110 00:10:44,812 --> 00:10:46,847 I said that. That's nice. 111 00:10:48,382 --> 00:10:50,784 Giscard d'Estaing. 112 00:10:54,722 --> 00:10:58,159 Can you believe I haven't had a real drink in almost a week? 113 00:11:00,094 --> 00:11:05,299 I can feel a clarity returning, and I can see in color again. 114 00:11:05,432 --> 00:11:06,467 Mmm. 115 00:11:06,601 --> 00:11:10,371 And you have a very cute pink ear. 116 00:11:10,505 --> 00:11:11,939 Thanks. 117 00:11:12,072 --> 00:11:15,676 How about we invite Catherine Cooterman? 118 00:11:15,809 --> 00:11:18,613 Catherine Cooterman? That's a great name. 119 00:11:18,746 --> 00:11:19,713 Mmm. Mm-hmm. 120 00:11:19,847 --> 00:11:21,081 Who is she? 121 00:11:23,684 --> 00:11:25,352 Someone you're dating? Hmm? 122 00:11:27,421 --> 00:11:28,722 Not dating, no. 123 00:11:30,958 --> 00:11:32,193 You're fucking? 124 00:11:34,795 --> 00:11:36,030 I don't know. 125 00:11:36,797 --> 00:11:38,032 Maybe. 126 00:11:42,136 --> 00:11:43,971 Why would you say that to me? 127 00:11:45,206 --> 00:11:46,240 Why? 128 00:11:48,042 --> 00:11:51,546 Come on, Truman. I gotta have someone there I like. 129 00:11:52,379 --> 00:11:55,182 All you famous people, you never turn off. 130 00:11:55,316 --> 00:11:58,018 Cathy is plain folk. 131 00:11:58,852 --> 00:12:01,455 You love to see me hurt, don't you? 132 00:12:04,058 --> 00:12:06,961 Jesus Christ, you're fucking girls again? 133 00:12:08,462 --> 00:12:12,132 You told me you only wanted me. You swore fidelity. 134 00:12:12,266 --> 00:12:16,337 That mattered to me deeply. Mm-hmm. You know what? 135 00:12:16,470 --> 00:12:18,506 If you've also invited Jack Dunphy 136 00:12:18,640 --> 00:12:20,774 to give me the stink eye, cut him. 137 00:12:20,908 --> 00:12:23,410 Well, he makes sure I'm still breathing, 138 00:12:23,545 --> 00:12:25,714 and he sure doesn't drink around me when I'm-- 139 00:12:27,348 --> 00:12:29,651 It's my fucking nature, huh? 140 00:12:29,783 --> 00:12:31,418 You think I'm just gonna fuck you? 141 00:12:31,553 --> 00:12:34,288 I'm just gonna fuck you, huh? Huh? Huh? 142 00:12:34,421 --> 00:12:35,789 Huh? 143 00:12:35,923 --> 00:12:37,491 Fucking you is like fucking a fish! 144 00:12:37,626 --> 00:12:38,792 Okay. You know what? Go ahead. 145 00:12:38,926 --> 00:12:40,961 Go ahead. Hit me, baby. 146 00:12:45,667 --> 00:12:47,301 Jesus fucking Christ. 147 00:13:00,047 --> 00:13:02,983 You know, after three marriages and one Truman, 148 00:13:03,117 --> 00:13:05,219 I've come to a conclusion. 149 00:13:05,352 --> 00:13:08,757 Solitude is what I've been looking for all along. 150 00:13:09,591 --> 00:13:13,794 To be alone and content, no greater luxury. 151 00:13:13,927 --> 00:13:16,096 I can think of greater luxuries, Slim. 152 00:13:17,164 --> 00:13:20,535 I'm having more fun, worrying less. 153 00:13:20,669 --> 00:13:22,069 Mmm. 154 00:13:22,202 --> 00:13:24,104 Having much better sex. Well, that's a good thing. 155 00:13:25,339 --> 00:13:26,974 Hey, I heard you retained Cravath, Swaine. 156 00:13:27,107 --> 00:13:28,375 Who are you going after? 157 00:13:29,009 --> 00:13:31,211 I'm suing Truman for defamation. 158 00:13:34,014 --> 00:13:35,249 Be careful, Slim. 159 00:13:35,883 --> 00:13:37,686 Truman's clever. 160 00:13:37,818 --> 00:13:41,121 And the state that Babe is in, I'm afraid that she might let him back in. 161 00:13:41,790 --> 00:13:43,424 He's her addiction, you know. 162 00:13:44,592 --> 00:13:46,427 I can feel it stirring in her. 163 00:13:47,529 --> 00:13:48,962 William, come here. 164 00:13:55,202 --> 00:13:59,139 Now, listen, I will handle this. 165 00:13:59,273 --> 00:14:03,944 I will make it clear to Babe what the agenda is here. 166 00:14:04,078 --> 00:14:05,913 You just have to trust me. 167 00:14:06,980 --> 00:14:08,882 That's an order. 168 00:14:11,553 --> 00:14:16,390 And as for Truman, have you ever known me to lose a fight? 169 00:14:16,524 --> 00:14:17,559 Hmm? 170 00:14:17,692 --> 00:14:18,727 I never have. 171 00:14:19,527 --> 00:14:22,129 None of us are going to that goddamn party. 172 00:14:22,731 --> 00:14:23,964 He's finished. 173 00:14:25,700 --> 00:14:27,602 Oh. 174 00:14:41,549 --> 00:14:43,984 Pierre. Pierre. Sir? 175 00:14:44,118 --> 00:14:47,888 Chicken schnitzel. And box it up to go, will you? 176 00:15:11,378 --> 00:15:14,616 Thank you, David. 177 00:15:16,785 --> 00:15:18,018 Thank you. 178 00:15:21,088 --> 00:15:24,024 Truman. What are you doing here? Hey. 179 00:15:24,158 --> 00:15:26,093 Axed from the Lollipop Guild too? 180 00:15:26,226 --> 00:15:28,630 Slim. 181 00:15:30,230 --> 00:15:32,867 Ooh, mustn't scrub too hard, big mama. 182 00:15:33,000 --> 00:15:35,804 Lord knows you have such thin skin. 183 00:15:35,936 --> 00:15:38,005 And you are positively transparent. 184 00:15:40,675 --> 00:15:42,976 Isn't it fun to banter with an old friend 185 00:15:43,110 --> 00:15:45,279 who really knows how you tick? 186 00:15:45,412 --> 00:15:49,751 It must be so dreadfully boring being a woman alone at your age. 187 00:15:49,884 --> 00:15:52,986 Not alone. Liberated. 188 00:15:54,121 --> 00:15:55,623 I miss you, Slim. 189 00:15:56,558 --> 00:15:58,893 If I'm truthful, I miss Babe more, but-- 190 00:15:59,026 --> 00:16:00,695 Truthful? 191 00:16:01,395 --> 00:16:03,096 How about this for truth? 192 00:16:03,932 --> 00:16:07,134 I'm suing you for defamation. 193 00:16:07,802 --> 00:16:09,403 And if you want more legal woes, 194 00:16:09,537 --> 00:16:12,607 send Babe an invitation to your sorry little party. 195 00:16:13,006 --> 00:16:14,107 I dare you. 196 00:16:14,241 --> 00:16:15,910 Slim, get real, dear. 197 00:16:16,043 --> 00:16:18,178 You were all immortalized by me. 198 00:16:18,312 --> 00:16:20,981 Admit you actually appreciate the-- 199 00:16:21,883 --> 00:16:23,751 Appreciate the what? 200 00:16:23,885 --> 00:16:28,523 The philandering men? The idle, shallow, pornographic women? 201 00:16:28,656 --> 00:16:33,528 You told more lies to hurt people than-- Who does that? 202 00:16:33,661 --> 00:16:37,632 You never let the truth get in the way of a good story. 203 00:16:37,765 --> 00:16:38,999 Oh. 204 00:16:39,132 --> 00:16:40,400 What are you living for if not the spotlight? 205 00:16:40,535 --> 00:16:43,170 Have you ever left it for one second? 206 00:16:43,303 --> 00:16:46,039 And I held that spotlight right on you 207 00:16:46,173 --> 00:16:48,041 and illuminated every pore. 208 00:16:48,175 --> 00:16:51,679 You think you can get back in before she dies 209 00:16:51,813 --> 00:16:54,281 and all your sins will be forgotten in tragedy, 210 00:16:54,414 --> 00:16:57,017 washed away by shared grief, and back you'll be, 211 00:16:57,150 --> 00:16:58,987 sitting pretty in a cottage on Long Island? 212 00:16:59,152 --> 00:17:02,356 I assure you this will not happen. 213 00:17:04,157 --> 00:17:06,460 Babe loathes you, Truman. 214 00:17:08,295 --> 00:17:09,831 You're not in the picture. 215 00:17:09,964 --> 00:17:11,833 You're not in her life. 216 00:17:11,966 --> 00:17:13,601 You're not in the will. 217 00:17:15,570 --> 00:17:18,438 And none of that will ever change 218 00:17:18,573 --> 00:17:21,609 because you are incapable of change. 219 00:17:44,899 --> 00:17:46,333 Hey. 220 00:17:47,569 --> 00:17:50,137 If you've come for a free dinner, you're too late. 221 00:17:50,270 --> 00:17:52,040 I closed my tab. 222 00:17:52,874 --> 00:17:55,275 I'm not here for dinner. 223 00:17:57,579 --> 00:18:00,715 Your neurologist from Mount Sinai called... 224 00:18:00,848 --> 00:18:03,818 ...hoping that I could make you listen. 225 00:18:04,519 --> 00:18:06,353 The CAT scan that you did? 226 00:18:07,522 --> 00:18:10,658 Your brain is shrinking from all the booze. 227 00:18:10,792 --> 00:18:12,594 And before you reach for the right bon mot, 228 00:18:12,727 --> 00:18:15,329 ask yourself if that's how you want to die. 229 00:18:15,462 --> 00:18:18,833 Mentally impaired with your faculties gone. 230 00:18:28,275 --> 00:18:30,545 I'm not drinking, Jack. 231 00:18:30,678 --> 00:18:33,014 It's strictly orange juice. 232 00:18:33,146 --> 00:18:35,650 Vitamin C is good for the complexion. 233 00:18:40,153 --> 00:18:42,389 With just a little Stoli to get it down. 234 00:18:44,124 --> 00:18:45,359 Yeah. 235 00:18:48,029 --> 00:18:51,866 If you want to pull out of this kamikaze dive... 236 00:18:53,968 --> 00:18:55,202 I can help. 237 00:18:57,505 --> 00:18:59,040 Silver Hill has a room. 238 00:18:59,172 --> 00:19:01,876 I've packed a bag for you. There's a car waiting outside. 239 00:19:08,448 --> 00:19:09,684 Or I'm done. 240 00:19:11,418 --> 00:19:13,121 You can't expect me to sit around 241 00:19:13,286 --> 00:19:15,790 watching as your fucking brain turns into mush. 242 00:19:15,923 --> 00:19:17,157 I won't do it. 243 00:19:19,192 --> 00:19:21,562 I see. 244 00:19:21,696 --> 00:19:23,798 And John O'Shea, he goes. He's out. 245 00:19:25,600 --> 00:19:26,634 Okay? 246 00:19:27,902 --> 00:19:29,169 Now. 247 00:19:29,302 --> 00:19:31,906 Jealousy does not suit you, dear. 248 00:19:36,611 --> 00:19:38,445 Do I look jealous to you? 249 00:19:40,682 --> 00:19:45,586 What I am is fucking angry. 250 00:19:50,825 --> 00:19:52,560 I don't want this in my life anymore. 251 00:19:52,694 --> 00:19:54,829 I-- I'm not-- I'm not accepting it. 252 00:19:54,962 --> 00:19:58,599 So, just-- You choose. 253 00:20:07,775 --> 00:20:11,411 I can try. 254 00:20:13,447 --> 00:20:17,350 No, it's-- it's just not enough. No. 255 00:20:23,423 --> 00:20:24,659 All right. 256 00:20:25,492 --> 00:20:26,928 I'll do it. 257 00:20:32,033 --> 00:20:34,267 And I'll get rid of John. 258 00:20:47,949 --> 00:20:50,752 Now, Slim, I'm just not comfortable with this. 259 00:20:50,885 --> 00:20:54,822 But, Liz, all I'm asking you to say is that Truman's attempt 260 00:20:54,956 --> 00:20:57,191 to throw another ball is shaping up to be 261 00:20:57,324 --> 00:20:59,359 the social disaster of the year. 262 00:20:59,493 --> 00:21:01,361 Don't tell me what to write. 263 00:21:01,495 --> 00:21:04,364 -I'm not telling you what to write. -Oh, my flowers are here. 264 00:21:04,498 --> 00:21:06,968 -Hold on, just one sec. -No, no, no. Don't put me on hol-- 265 00:21:11,471 --> 00:21:12,840 Eight, seven. 266 00:21:17,178 --> 00:21:18,846 Now, where were we? 267 00:21:18,980 --> 00:21:22,617 Yes. As I was saying, it is the opinion of all of us invited. 268 00:21:22,750 --> 00:21:25,385 I hear that CZ feels differently. 269 00:21:25,520 --> 00:21:27,454 Well, yes, CZ feels differently. 270 00:21:27,588 --> 00:21:29,757 She was not slandered, so it's not the same. 271 00:21:30,792 --> 00:21:34,262 Okay, Slim. I'll write it on Tuesday. 272 00:21:34,394 --> 00:21:35,328 Thank you. 273 00:21:35,462 --> 00:21:37,565 Oh, and, Liz, just the one item. 274 00:21:37,698 --> 00:21:39,432 So he knows how foolish you find it. 275 00:21:39,567 --> 00:21:41,169 All right, you owe me. 276 00:21:42,670 --> 00:21:44,572 What did Liz Smith say? 277 00:21:44,705 --> 00:21:46,439 What were the invitations? 278 00:21:46,574 --> 00:21:51,478 Well, sources say invitations to his second party of the century 279 00:21:52,079 --> 00:21:53,714 will be going out any moment. 280 00:21:54,949 --> 00:21:59,086 And the guest list includes Mrs. Paley and-- 281 00:21:59,220 --> 00:22:00,855 Right, yes. Got it. 282 00:22:01,354 --> 00:22:02,790 Thank you. 283 00:22:02,924 --> 00:22:05,827 Oh, I'd love some tea in the bedroom, please, Martha. 284 00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:07,494 Mm-hmm. 285 00:22:07,628 --> 00:22:12,499 Oh, and if any sort of invitation arrives, please, please bring it to me. 286 00:22:12,633 --> 00:22:14,302 Mm-hmm. Not Mr. Paley. 287 00:22:14,434 --> 00:22:16,403 Really, it's very important. 288 00:22:19,507 --> 00:22:23,744 I would like to respond, not Mr. Paley. 289 00:22:37,859 --> 00:22:40,528 Isn't the cafeteria just marvelous? 290 00:22:40,661 --> 00:22:42,029 Better than La Côte. 291 00:22:42,163 --> 00:22:44,364 They'll make you anything you ask for. 292 00:22:44,999 --> 00:22:46,100 Maureen. 293 00:22:49,337 --> 00:22:51,105 Ravishing as usual. 294 00:22:53,174 --> 00:22:54,775 My nurse. 295 00:22:54,909 --> 00:22:59,146 She was downright icy when I got here, but I warmed her right up. 296 00:23:00,281 --> 00:23:02,083 What are the pills for? 297 00:23:02,216 --> 00:23:03,551 They do something to your system 298 00:23:03,684 --> 00:23:06,220 so that if you dare sneak a drink or even a sip, 299 00:23:06,354 --> 00:23:07,588 you instantly vomit. 300 00:23:07,722 --> 00:23:10,691 It's some new, exciting science. 301 00:23:11,259 --> 00:23:12,326 It's all so fascinating. 302 00:23:12,459 --> 00:23:14,427 We have individual sessions, 303 00:23:14,562 --> 00:23:16,230 and we have group meetings, and-- 304 00:23:16,364 --> 00:23:17,765 So, i-it all started when I-- 305 00:23:17,899 --> 00:23:19,934 The stories one hears, my God. 306 00:23:20,067 --> 00:23:23,537 I always felt like I had a hundred voices competing in my head. 307 00:23:23,671 --> 00:23:28,075 And-- And I looked for a way to block them out, 308 00:23:28,209 --> 00:23:31,145 but I'd always been so compulsive that I started to... 309 00:23:31,279 --> 00:23:33,014 It's marvelous inspiration. 310 00:23:33,147 --> 00:23:36,083 It's the stuff of a really, truly great book. 311 00:23:38,886 --> 00:23:41,622 That man over there in the brown sweater. Don't look. 312 00:23:41,756 --> 00:23:43,658 He's an obsessive. 313 00:23:44,725 --> 00:23:48,796 He picks fuzz off his socks and rolls it in little balls, 314 00:23:48,930 --> 00:23:51,532 and he sticks it in his ear. 315 00:23:51,666 --> 00:23:54,769 The doctors removed a wad the size of a kiwi. 316 00:23:54,902 --> 00:23:56,203 That's obscene. 317 00:23:56,337 --> 00:23:58,471 He's also hung like a Pegasus. 318 00:24:06,347 --> 00:24:08,215 CZ, are you gonna finish that pie? 319 00:24:08,349 --> 00:24:11,152 I don't think so. Ooh. Give it to me. 320 00:24:11,686 --> 00:24:13,220 We're going for a walk. 321 00:24:16,657 --> 00:24:18,893 I'm learning how to meditate. 322 00:24:19,827 --> 00:24:21,429 Let in the golden light. 323 00:24:21,963 --> 00:24:23,496 There's something to it. 324 00:24:23,631 --> 00:24:26,367 You know, Tru, when you get out of here, you should come to LA. 325 00:24:26,499 --> 00:24:32,907 I have a guy who does the most incredible Rolfing and meditation and colonics. 326 00:24:33,040 --> 00:24:35,509 I'm telling you it was a godsend. 327 00:24:35,643 --> 00:24:37,178 Yay, colonics. 328 00:24:40,081 --> 00:24:41,115 Hi. 329 00:24:42,516 --> 00:24:44,518 I come bearing pie. 330 00:24:44,652 --> 00:24:45,586 My hero. 331 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:48,656 Esme, these are my dear friends. 332 00:24:48,789 --> 00:24:50,925 This is Joanne. Hi. 333 00:24:51,058 --> 00:24:52,059 And this is CZ. 334 00:24:52,193 --> 00:24:53,294 Nice to meet you. 335 00:24:53,427 --> 00:24:57,365 And this is Esme and her kingdom of art and crafts. 336 00:24:58,799 --> 00:25:01,535 This is Alex who loves to paint. 337 00:25:01,669 --> 00:25:04,338 -And this is my station. -Ooh. 338 00:25:04,472 --> 00:25:05,740 Are these yours, Tru? 339 00:25:05,873 --> 00:25:08,242 Uh, yes. All of this is mine. 340 00:25:08,376 --> 00:25:10,011 They're so festive. 341 00:25:10,144 --> 00:25:14,148 There is a combination of the formal and the less formal. 342 00:25:14,281 --> 00:25:17,618 And the less formal is really the result of mistakes. 343 00:25:17,752 --> 00:25:18,686 I see that. 344 00:25:20,788 --> 00:25:23,190 Mistakes which-- But that's-- You can't really make mistakes in art. 345 00:25:23,324 --> 00:25:25,559 Wonderful mistakes. 346 00:25:25,693 --> 00:25:27,528 You know, we could put together a show. 347 00:25:27,661 --> 00:25:29,096 In Brentwood? 348 00:25:29,230 --> 00:25:31,265 - Maybe. Would you like that? - Malibu? 349 00:25:32,800 --> 00:25:34,101 I would. 350 00:25:34,235 --> 00:25:36,003 We-We're not allowed newspapers and magazines. 351 00:25:36,137 --> 00:25:38,672 They don't want us distracted by outside issues. 352 00:25:38,806 --> 00:25:41,475 And of course, Esme gets me whatever I need... 353 00:25:43,077 --> 00:25:45,046 ...for my projects, naturally. 354 00:25:45,179 --> 00:25:47,181 I need to ask you a serious favor. 355 00:25:47,314 --> 00:25:49,917 I told you, I'm not getting the Roger Lucas Cartier ring. 356 00:25:50,051 --> 00:25:51,786 It's too chunky for me. You can buy it. 357 00:25:51,919 --> 00:25:53,754 That's not the favor, but, gee, thanks. 358 00:25:53,888 --> 00:25:55,790 No. I need you to stop planting 359 00:25:55,923 --> 00:25:58,125 those hideous little blind items about Truman 360 00:25:58,259 --> 00:25:59,260 in the paper. 361 00:25:59,393 --> 00:26:00,861 And Liz and Suzie. 362 00:26:00,995 --> 00:26:03,431 About his party? It's not me. 363 00:26:03,564 --> 00:26:05,232 You didn't speak to Liz Smith? 364 00:26:05,366 --> 00:26:06,400 Or Rona Barrett? 365 00:26:07,368 --> 00:26:09,737 Please, Slim, he's trying to get sober. 366 00:26:09,870 --> 00:26:10,938 Give him a break. 367 00:26:11,072 --> 00:26:14,008 I think I'll go to it. His party. 368 00:26:15,876 --> 00:26:17,845 I'm trying to protect you from spectacle, 369 00:26:17,978 --> 00:26:20,414 from the insanity of a Truman ratfuck. 370 00:26:20,549 --> 00:26:22,750 Well, I appreciate that, Slim, 371 00:26:22,883 --> 00:26:24,553 but you decide for yourself, 372 00:26:24,685 --> 00:26:25,619 and so will I. 373 00:26:47,141 --> 00:26:51,345 Well, somebody's been cleaning in my absence. 374 00:26:51,479 --> 00:26:52,646 Yes. You'll also notice 375 00:26:52,780 --> 00:26:54,482 I removed whatever temptation I could find. 376 00:26:54,615 --> 00:26:59,787 Um, I've stocked the refrigerator with matzo ball soup, 377 00:26:59,920 --> 00:27:02,189 papayas, and roast chicken from Polls. 378 00:27:02,323 --> 00:27:03,791 Thank you, sir. 379 00:27:05,626 --> 00:27:07,695 Well, now that I'm sober again, 380 00:27:07,828 --> 00:27:10,965 I suppose I should face the demon. 381 00:27:20,674 --> 00:27:22,943 Oh, dear. 382 00:27:24,411 --> 00:27:26,714 Well, this is a mess. 383 00:27:29,416 --> 00:27:31,452 What am I to do? 384 00:27:31,586 --> 00:27:35,422 You could come to Sagaponack with me like we used to. 385 00:27:35,557 --> 00:27:38,959 We both work during the day and reconvene at night for dinner. 386 00:27:39,093 --> 00:27:41,228 No, I need to stay here. 387 00:27:44,064 --> 00:27:46,400 Were you really gonna give up on me, Jack? 388 00:27:51,805 --> 00:27:53,174 And why haven't you? 389 00:27:56,677 --> 00:27:58,312 'Cause of whatever we are. 390 00:27:58,946 --> 00:28:00,181 And what's that? 391 00:28:00,649 --> 00:28:01,882 I don't-- 392 00:28:03,585 --> 00:28:04,619 You don't know? 393 00:28:05,620 --> 00:28:09,089 Well, boyfriends doesn't seem quite right at our age. 394 00:28:09,924 --> 00:28:11,125 You're my friend. 395 00:28:11,258 --> 00:28:16,598 You're my good, great friend. 396 00:28:16,730 --> 00:28:18,933 Maybe something... 397 00:28:19,066 --> 00:28:21,503 ...more like a brother. 398 00:28:22,002 --> 00:28:23,237 I don't know. 399 00:28:24,838 --> 00:28:26,073 What? 400 00:28:28,643 --> 00:28:33,347 You are just the most important person in the world to me, Tru. 401 00:28:38,352 --> 00:28:40,788 And I need for you to remain intact. 402 00:28:44,792 --> 00:28:46,293 "Intact," eh? 403 00:28:50,599 --> 00:28:53,234 Well, this is impossible. 404 00:28:55,236 --> 00:28:57,104 I don't know the proper etiquette. 405 00:28:57,238 --> 00:29:00,575 What's the appropriate gift 406 00:29:00,709 --> 00:29:03,477 for someone who's given you the whole world back? 407 00:29:07,716 --> 00:29:08,949 If you just... 408 00:29:11,051 --> 00:29:17,258 Listen, finish the book, and let's be done with it. 409 00:29:31,272 --> 00:29:33,274 Sorry I'm late. 410 00:29:33,407 --> 00:29:35,376 Mmm. I, uh-- 411 00:29:36,043 --> 00:29:37,579 I had a thing. 412 00:29:37,712 --> 00:29:42,249 Oh, God save us from all the things. In-fucking-deed. 413 00:29:42,383 --> 00:29:45,185 I ordered us a very serious bottle of Chardonnay. 414 00:29:45,319 --> 00:29:47,589 Order another. You might need it. 415 00:29:48,155 --> 00:29:50,391 I might? 416 00:29:51,526 --> 00:29:53,227 Is something wrong? 417 00:29:53,360 --> 00:29:55,963 I sense your customarily hidden temper is just under the surface today. 418 00:29:56,096 --> 00:30:01,101 Oh, well, your powers of observation are intact, if not your judgment. 419 00:30:01,235 --> 00:30:02,369 Julien. 420 00:30:02,504 --> 00:30:04,438 Mrs. Radziwill, may I pour some wine? 421 00:30:04,572 --> 00:30:07,509 Oh, may I taste it first, Julien? Absolutely. 422 00:30:07,642 --> 00:30:11,312 Lady Keith and I seem to have divergent tastes, so I've noticed. 423 00:30:11,445 --> 00:30:12,813 Mmm. Oh, boy. 424 00:30:18,553 --> 00:30:21,523 Mm-hmm. Mmm. 425 00:30:26,026 --> 00:30:27,361 Enjoy. Thank you. 426 00:30:28,362 --> 00:30:32,166 I'm asking you, very politely, to stop attacking Truman. 427 00:30:32,299 --> 00:30:35,537 Why are you leaping to his defense too? 428 00:30:36,103 --> 00:30:37,438 Does everyone have amnesia? 429 00:30:37,572 --> 00:30:39,907 Slim, this is going to be a brief part of our lunch, 430 00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:41,442 and we won't discuss it again. 431 00:30:41,576 --> 00:30:42,610 Okay. 432 00:30:43,243 --> 00:30:45,747 Let me say this very clearly. 433 00:30:45,879 --> 00:30:49,818 You don't need to avenge everyone. It's beneath you. 434 00:30:49,950 --> 00:30:52,353 Truman is a sick, desperately unhappy man, 435 00:30:52,486 --> 00:30:56,490 destroying himself without any-- any help from you. 436 00:30:56,624 --> 00:30:58,258 I'm just so angry. 437 00:30:58,959 --> 00:31:00,662 What he did to Babe. 438 00:31:00,795 --> 00:31:01,730 To Babe. 439 00:31:01,862 --> 00:31:03,364 Well, 440 00:31:04,465 --> 00:31:07,434 at least he isn't fucking Babe's husband. 441 00:31:08,402 --> 00:31:11,071 It's over. No more Bill. 442 00:31:11,205 --> 00:31:15,610 No more compensating for your guilt by squashing Truman. 443 00:31:15,744 --> 00:31:16,877 Do you understand me? 444 00:31:17,010 --> 00:31:18,245 I just-- 445 00:31:20,280 --> 00:31:21,315 Yes. 446 00:31:22,483 --> 00:31:25,252 But Bill? 447 00:31:26,186 --> 00:31:29,624 It's mostly, I don't know. 448 00:31:31,358 --> 00:31:32,393 Grief? 449 00:31:33,293 --> 00:31:35,830 And it's more of a friendship than an affair. 450 00:31:35,963 --> 00:31:37,532 Please don't look at me like that. 451 00:31:37,665 --> 00:31:42,035 Nobody's looking at you. I'm talking to you as a friend. 452 00:31:42,169 --> 00:31:44,506 Christ. Who knows about Bill and me? 453 00:31:44,639 --> 00:31:45,840 No one. 454 00:31:45,973 --> 00:31:47,609 No one who doesn't love you. 455 00:31:49,076 --> 00:31:50,310 God, Lee. 456 00:31:51,445 --> 00:31:53,648 I'm so tired of being strong. 457 00:31:54,448 --> 00:31:56,785 You get no credit for it at all. 458 00:31:56,917 --> 00:31:58,919 Everyone just expects it. 459 00:31:59,052 --> 00:32:01,121 This is lonely work. 460 00:32:01,255 --> 00:32:02,990 Whatever it is I'm doing here. 461 00:32:03,123 --> 00:32:04,626 Uh, we love you, Slim. 462 00:32:04,759 --> 00:32:06,895 You're right. You're the center of all of us. 463 00:32:07,027 --> 00:32:09,329 We can't do this without you. 464 00:32:10,164 --> 00:32:14,602 There are so few of us who can share this, 465 00:32:15,670 --> 00:32:19,874 so don't turn yourself into some 19th-century villain. 466 00:32:21,241 --> 00:32:24,478 Okay. Thank you. Mmm. 467 00:32:24,612 --> 00:32:28,716 Okay. The thing with Bill and me is done. 468 00:32:28,850 --> 00:32:30,484 Trust me, it's done. 469 00:32:31,418 --> 00:32:33,086 We both know that. 470 00:32:34,121 --> 00:32:35,623 And you want me to lay off Truman? 471 00:32:35,757 --> 00:32:36,791 Yes. 472 00:32:37,659 --> 00:32:40,994 What if Esquire was just the first slice? 473 00:32:41,128 --> 00:32:46,033 And he keeps going, chapter after chapter, turning all of us into-- 474 00:32:46,734 --> 00:32:48,469 What will you do, Lee? 475 00:32:49,537 --> 00:32:53,207 What will you do when he gets to the Lee Radziwill chapter? 476 00:32:53,340 --> 00:32:56,443 I ask you because it hurts, okay? 477 00:32:58,145 --> 00:32:59,313 Christ. 478 00:32:59,446 --> 00:33:01,448 Where's the waiter? I need more wine. 479 00:33:02,115 --> 00:33:04,151 Julien. Thank you, dear. 480 00:33:15,462 --> 00:33:18,700 Oh, I didn't hear you come in. 481 00:33:18,833 --> 00:33:20,467 Oh, the board meeting went long. 482 00:33:22,704 --> 00:33:24,037 How was it? 483 00:33:24,171 --> 00:33:26,073 Third place in the ratings. 484 00:33:27,107 --> 00:33:28,610 60 minutes, M*A*S*H 485 00:33:28,743 --> 00:33:30,945 and All in the Family, and we're third. 486 00:33:31,078 --> 00:33:32,312 Mmm. 487 00:33:32,446 --> 00:33:33,982 We haven't been at third place in decades. 488 00:33:34,114 --> 00:33:35,617 ABC is trouncing-- 489 00:33:35,750 --> 00:33:38,653 Ah, forget it. It doesn't matter. 490 00:33:39,521 --> 00:33:40,855 How are you? 491 00:33:40,989 --> 00:33:42,690 A good day. 492 00:33:42,824 --> 00:33:44,626 The Cézanne looks good there. 493 00:33:45,459 --> 00:33:47,327 I didn't think it would work. 494 00:33:47,461 --> 00:33:49,196 You didn't like it on the island? 495 00:33:49,329 --> 00:33:51,933 Well, I know you like it, so I had it brought in. 496 00:33:52,065 --> 00:33:53,367 Ah. 497 00:33:53,500 --> 00:33:55,135 We're here more now. 498 00:34:29,069 --> 00:34:30,337 What's this? 499 00:34:31,171 --> 00:34:33,206 This is your favorite song. 500 00:34:33,340 --> 00:34:35,142 Come on, let's dance. 501 00:34:35,275 --> 00:34:37,512 We haven't done this for a while. Come on. 502 00:35:15,617 --> 00:35:17,518 This is good practice. 503 00:35:18,052 --> 00:35:19,053 For? 504 00:35:19,787 --> 00:35:21,923 You're taking me to Truman's ball. 505 00:35:22,056 --> 00:35:23,992 No. We-We can't. No. 506 00:35:24,124 --> 00:35:26,226 We can, and we will. 507 00:35:27,394 --> 00:35:30,832 I'm too tired to be angry anymore. 508 00:35:36,303 --> 00:35:38,305 I'm too close to the end not to forgive. 509 00:35:38,438 --> 00:35:39,907 No. Stop. Stop. 510 00:35:43,210 --> 00:35:49,951 Listen, Paley, another thing, since forgiveness is on my mind. 511 00:35:50,852 --> 00:35:53,821 I don't want you to be alone after I'm gone. 512 00:35:57,290 --> 00:35:58,425 Slim is good. 513 00:35:58,559 --> 00:36:01,562 She's smart, witty, 514 00:36:02,396 --> 00:36:06,034 reliable, solid and she gets you. 515 00:36:06,166 --> 00:36:08,803 She won't let you push her around. 516 00:36:12,239 --> 00:36:13,775 Does that mean you forgive me too? 517 00:37:12,466 --> 00:37:13,701 Tru? 518 00:37:14,569 --> 00:37:16,804 I got the samples for your invitations. 519 00:37:17,872 --> 00:37:21,308 Who knew how many different kinds of paper stock there were? 520 00:37:22,009 --> 00:37:23,945 That stationery store, 521 00:37:24,078 --> 00:37:28,516 God, it's cruisier than the Christopher Street Pier after midnight. 522 00:37:29,550 --> 00:37:31,519 There's a boy working there 523 00:37:31,652 --> 00:37:33,453 who looked like one of those, um, 524 00:37:33,588 --> 00:37:35,189 Sound of Music kids, you know? 525 00:37:35,355 --> 00:37:37,892 Kind of bookish, doe-eyed Aryan. 526 00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:41,361 I wanted to take him to Switzerland with us. 527 00:37:43,296 --> 00:37:46,100 Anyway, I went to Bombay Palace. 528 00:37:46,234 --> 00:37:47,969 Got us some stuff. 529 00:37:48,102 --> 00:37:50,337 That lamb vindaloo that you-- 530 00:37:52,974 --> 00:37:54,609 Is there enough for three? 531 00:38:03,684 --> 00:38:07,622 You know, what's f-- funny is how little it means anymore. 532 00:38:10,658 --> 00:38:11,592 Jack. 533 00:38:11,726 --> 00:38:12,860 I don't even feel it. 534 00:38:12,994 --> 00:38:14,128 No, Jack. 535 00:38:14,262 --> 00:38:17,899 Oh, my God. It's just a little roll in the hay. 536 00:38:18,298 --> 00:38:20,500 Come back, Jack. 537 00:38:20,902 --> 00:38:21,936 No. 538 00:38:23,137 --> 00:38:25,405 Oh, or don't. 539 00:38:25,540 --> 00:38:28,375 It's no bother. 540 00:38:30,178 --> 00:38:32,379 I can't tell you how she knew, but she knew. 541 00:38:32,513 --> 00:38:34,447 Did you do some Freudian thing? 542 00:38:34,582 --> 00:38:35,817 Give it away? 543 00:38:36,717 --> 00:38:38,385 Did she say she knew outright? 544 00:38:38,519 --> 00:38:41,055 Do any of you ever say anything outright? 545 00:38:41,189 --> 00:38:42,123 She's my wife. 546 00:38:42,256 --> 00:38:43,658 I know her better than anyone. 547 00:38:43,791 --> 00:38:44,892 She knew. 548 00:38:46,561 --> 00:38:47,528 Is she livid? 549 00:38:47,662 --> 00:38:49,362 No, no, she's not. 550 00:38:49,496 --> 00:38:50,430 That is the point. 551 00:38:50,565 --> 00:38:52,633 She's happy for us. 552 00:38:54,367 --> 00:38:56,403 Listen, Slim. This has to end. 553 00:38:56,537 --> 00:38:58,371 Of course this has to end. 554 00:39:00,174 --> 00:39:02,777 You thought I would sleep with you after this? 555 00:39:03,343 --> 00:39:04,545 I'm sorry. I-- 556 00:39:04,679 --> 00:39:06,647 Yes, you-- You're right. Y-- 557 00:39:08,015 --> 00:39:11,351 I just don't know how I'll face seeing her. 558 00:39:13,054 --> 00:39:15,690 I don't know how I'll face not seeing her. 559 00:39:21,562 --> 00:39:23,030 I mean, what's the guest list, Tru? 560 00:39:23,164 --> 00:39:25,498 The city isn't as glamorous as it once was. 561 00:39:25,633 --> 00:39:27,535 It's always the same hundred people. 562 00:39:27,668 --> 00:39:29,203 Invite some Brits. They're fun. 563 00:39:29,337 --> 00:39:30,403 I can't decide. 564 00:39:30,538 --> 00:39:32,540 -Should I invite Ed Koch? -Ed Koch? 565 00:39:32,673 --> 00:39:34,407 That closeted little shit. 566 00:39:34,542 --> 00:39:35,943 What is it, a bar mitzvah? 567 00:39:36,077 --> 00:39:37,011 -No. -Mmm. 568 00:39:37,144 --> 00:39:38,112 Where's Jack? 569 00:39:38,246 --> 00:39:39,547 I don't think Jack is coming. 570 00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:41,381 He fucked off to Switzerland. 571 00:39:41,515 --> 00:39:45,820 I mean, part of me feels I was literally goaded into having this party, 572 00:39:45,953 --> 00:39:47,889 so I can't even finish the list. 573 00:39:48,022 --> 00:39:50,625 Well, you goaded yourself, as usual. 574 00:39:50,758 --> 00:39:52,459 Z, I gotta call you back. 575 00:39:52,593 --> 00:39:56,964 I ordered some sesame noodles and all the fortune cookies in New York. 576 00:39:57,098 --> 00:39:59,700 Bye, darlinghissima. 577 00:40:00,835 --> 00:40:02,003 Coming! 578 00:40:11,712 --> 00:40:14,382 Kerry O'Shea, what a surprise. 579 00:40:14,515 --> 00:40:16,951 Keep the change, please. 580 00:40:17,084 --> 00:40:18,786 But your father isn't here. I haven't-- 581 00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:21,055 I'm not here to see him, Truman. 582 00:40:21,756 --> 00:40:22,957 I'm here for you. 583 00:40:24,592 --> 00:40:25,960 I'm sure he's off drunk somewhere. 584 00:40:26,093 --> 00:40:28,362 He said he's going to Carlsbad, wherever that is. 585 00:40:28,495 --> 00:40:30,463 Oh, it's near San Diego. 586 00:40:30,598 --> 00:40:31,933 Hot mineral baths. 587 00:40:32,066 --> 00:40:35,002 S-Silent movie stars used to go there to dry out. 588 00:40:37,605 --> 00:40:38,806 Can I take your coat? 589 00:40:38,940 --> 00:40:40,007 You want tea? 590 00:40:40,141 --> 00:40:42,310 Um. No. 591 00:40:42,442 --> 00:40:45,713 Sesame noodles and those crab cream cheese monstrosities 592 00:40:45,846 --> 00:40:47,248 or some nice fortune cookies? 593 00:40:47,381 --> 00:40:48,649 I love them. 594 00:40:48,783 --> 00:40:50,217 No, thanks. 595 00:40:56,090 --> 00:40:57,925 It's-- It's nice to see you. 596 00:40:58,059 --> 00:41:00,995 And I always love seeing you, but as far as your father goes, 597 00:41:01,128 --> 00:41:02,997 I don't have anything to do with him anymore. 598 00:41:03,130 --> 00:41:04,832 So please don't ask me to take him back 599 00:41:04,966 --> 00:41:07,034 or to help him. I don't want him either. 600 00:41:11,038 --> 00:41:13,507 Well, I know you think I split up your family 601 00:41:13,641 --> 00:41:15,376 and that he left you all for me. 602 00:41:15,509 --> 00:41:16,944 I'm glad you took him. 603 00:41:18,679 --> 00:41:20,114 You've seen how he gets. 604 00:41:20,915 --> 00:41:22,550 Well, we had years of that. 605 00:41:22,683 --> 00:41:24,852 One day, funny and sweet, 606 00:41:24,986 --> 00:41:28,556 and then suddenly a shark is in the room. 607 00:41:28,689 --> 00:41:30,490 I need you to help me. 608 00:41:31,392 --> 00:41:33,227 Well, do you wanna take a seat? 609 00:41:40,601 --> 00:41:46,040 I need someone to learn from, to come to. 610 00:41:47,008 --> 00:41:49,744 I read Other Voices, the copy you gave me, 611 00:41:49,877 --> 00:41:55,516 and I want to write like that and live in the world you do. 612 00:41:59,487 --> 00:42:01,722 Stuck with a mom who drinks now too. 613 00:42:05,092 --> 00:42:07,528 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Kerry. 614 00:42:08,896 --> 00:42:10,865 I'm not meant to be in this stupid little town 615 00:42:10,998 --> 00:42:13,601 in the middle of Long Island, Truman. 616 00:42:16,570 --> 00:42:18,606 And he doesn't give us any money. 617 00:42:20,274 --> 00:42:21,575 I need a job. 618 00:42:22,877 --> 00:42:26,213 You know so many smart, important people. 619 00:42:26,347 --> 00:42:28,382 Find me a job with one of them. 620 00:42:29,316 --> 00:42:32,553 I'm still in school, but I need the money for us. 621 00:42:34,388 --> 00:42:37,691 Well, we can take care of the money part right now. 622 00:42:39,727 --> 00:42:42,363 And you know, Kerry, school isn't everything. 623 00:42:43,664 --> 00:42:47,234 Smart people-- and you're one of them-- don't need school. 624 00:42:48,602 --> 00:42:51,839 I never even graduated. 625 00:42:55,609 --> 00:42:57,578 And you're utterly beautiful. 626 00:42:59,713 --> 00:43:01,148 I know beauty. 627 00:43:02,349 --> 00:43:03,584 You could model. 628 00:43:05,119 --> 00:43:10,324 One call from me to Wilhelmina, you'll start booking instantly. 629 00:43:12,426 --> 00:43:15,129 And you can learn from me the writing thing. 630 00:43:18,232 --> 00:43:21,268 So when you model in the city, you can stay here. 631 00:43:22,837 --> 00:43:26,207 But if you want to write... 632 00:43:28,442 --> 00:43:31,078 you have to have... 633 00:43:34,715 --> 00:43:36,951 Start taking notes. 634 00:43:38,185 --> 00:43:39,120 About? 635 00:43:39,253 --> 00:43:40,287 All of it. 636 00:43:41,388 --> 00:43:46,595 The people you talk to, what you think, what you see and hear, 637 00:43:47,795 --> 00:43:53,300 the hidden sounds underneath all the talk humans never stop doing. 638 00:43:56,070 --> 00:43:57,104 Talk... 639 00:43:59,073 --> 00:44:00,908 where all the secrets live. 640 00:44:08,282 --> 00:44:10,317 I think I'm getting somewhere new. 641 00:44:12,753 --> 00:44:18,993 Once I accepted that, despite all the treatments, it's almost over. 642 00:44:26,934 --> 00:44:28,969 But now I have all this work to do. 643 00:44:30,271 --> 00:44:35,876 To connect to what I've disconnected with. 644 00:44:36,010 --> 00:44:40,314 Something happened when John's daughter came to me asking for help. 645 00:44:42,116 --> 00:44:44,718 I had made her life harder 646 00:44:44,852 --> 00:44:52,159 and suddenly I got her a modeling agent right away and she's got jobs. 647 00:44:54,028 --> 00:44:56,363 They had to change her name to Kate from Kerry 648 00:44:56,497 --> 00:45:01,368 'cause there was another Kerry Harrington on their books. 649 00:45:03,337 --> 00:45:04,838 She is a delight. I... 650 00:45:06,407 --> 00:45:09,243 I sort of thrill when she comes over. 651 00:45:09,376 --> 00:45:11,045 It's a battle, you know. 652 00:45:11,178 --> 00:45:14,915 If you're your own work of art... 653 00:45:15,049 --> 00:45:16,917 ...you can't crumble at the end. 654 00:45:17,051 --> 00:45:19,386 You have to go on. 655 00:45:19,521 --> 00:45:21,255 The show must go on. 656 00:45:21,388 --> 00:45:25,359 I do the makeup, the hair, the jewels. 657 00:45:26,595 --> 00:45:27,828 But inside... 658 00:45:30,030 --> 00:45:31,932 inside I'm laughing. 659 00:45:33,434 --> 00:45:39,073 You know, I used to keep this book of everything I could do better. 660 00:45:43,377 --> 00:45:44,945 I threw that away. 661 00:45:46,447 --> 00:45:48,516 I don't know if there's hope for me. 662 00:45:48,650 --> 00:45:53,120 The only hope I have is finishing this cocksucker of a book, 663 00:45:53,254 --> 00:45:56,090 and that's a very hard redemption. 664 00:45:59,960 --> 00:46:01,495 I'm being punished. 665 00:46:02,997 --> 00:46:08,435 I'm being punished for stealing fire from Zeus to give to mankind. 666 00:46:10,471 --> 00:46:12,106 Chained to a rock. 667 00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:17,244 Every day, an eagle comes to eat part of my liver. 668 00:46:18,178 --> 00:46:21,081 The eagle's called vodka in my case. 669 00:46:23,217 --> 00:46:26,854 Then it grows back at night and on it goes. 670 00:46:29,857 --> 00:46:32,059 And this is my eternity. 671 00:46:39,668 --> 00:46:42,936 No, it was funny because what he really meant was you're bad. 672 00:46:45,507 --> 00:46:46,807 Wait. 673 00:46:48,710 --> 00:46:53,013 I have dreams of a lunch between us. 674 00:46:53,814 --> 00:46:55,316 We meet in Paris. 675 00:46:57,017 --> 00:46:59,587 There's nobody around, it's snowing... 676 00:47:03,290 --> 00:47:05,292 and it goes on into the night. 677 00:47:06,927 --> 00:47:09,564 And we-- we walk. 678 00:47:11,666 --> 00:47:13,901 His funny little walk. 679 00:47:17,271 --> 00:47:19,507 You'd look good in one of those. 680 00:47:24,713 --> 00:47:28,516 Maybe I'll wear one f-- for your big party. 681 00:47:28,650 --> 00:47:30,150 Oh, I canceled that. 682 00:47:36,558 --> 00:47:38,793 I was waiting for the invitation. 683 00:47:38,926 --> 00:47:39,993 I pictured it. 684 00:47:40,127 --> 00:47:43,997 The paper, the font, the edging. 685 00:47:44,131 --> 00:47:46,467 How you were gonna get it right without me. 686 00:47:46,601 --> 00:47:48,570 Well, I would. 687 00:47:54,776 --> 00:47:55,976 Just as well. 688 00:47:56,877 --> 00:47:58,680 You never want to repeat yourself. 689 00:47:58,813 --> 00:48:00,147 Never go backwards. 690 00:48:00,280 --> 00:48:04,918 And that, that was a very special night we all had. 691 00:48:05,052 --> 00:48:06,253 Wasn't it? 692 00:48:06,920 --> 00:48:09,223 And no, never backwards. 693 00:48:11,091 --> 00:48:12,560 How are you doing? 694 00:48:12,694 --> 00:48:15,229 Well, I seem to have inherited 695 00:48:15,362 --> 00:48:18,566 a sort of very precocious daughter from John O'Shea. 696 00:48:19,299 --> 00:48:21,536 The only good thing to come of him. 697 00:48:22,436 --> 00:48:25,072 I'm taking her to meet Dick Avedon. 698 00:48:27,408 --> 00:48:28,976 I hope you're working. 699 00:48:30,144 --> 00:48:31,378 I'm trying. 700 00:48:32,547 --> 00:48:34,549 It's the most important part, the trying, 701 00:48:34,682 --> 00:48:39,253 because who ever really succeeds in the end? 702 00:49:01,776 --> 00:49:02,844 I should go. 703 00:49:02,976 --> 00:49:04,344 Bill's waiting for me. 704 00:49:05,847 --> 00:49:07,080 Are you okay? 705 00:49:08,783 --> 00:49:10,017 I'm trying. 706 00:49:13,788 --> 00:49:14,988 Take care of that little girl. 707 00:49:15,122 --> 00:49:16,858 She looks like someone who needs you. 708 00:49:16,990 --> 00:49:18,358 Or vice versa. 709 00:49:23,330 --> 00:49:25,265 You should buy that dress anyway. 710 00:49:25,399 --> 00:49:27,234 So what if there's no party? 711 00:49:27,936 --> 00:49:30,170 Who needs parties anyway? 712 00:49:41,114 --> 00:49:43,150 He was the love of my life.