It'll take a bit of time to rebuild the trust,
but I do want to get there.
Ever since Tiff came back,
everyone's fallen out with everybody and it's really weird.
She can't just get away with this, she's been caught out once again.
I want to set you up with someone fabulous.
I haven't eaten with such divine company for a while.
He's very good looking, he's my type,
the only thing is I'm not sure if dating a model would be wise.
Which boy do you think looks best in their sports kit?
Tristan. Well, I think you look fabulous
in your little... Your pink blue number.
You found out that he kissed Liv yesterday, right?
He did say he doesn't see it progressing anywhere.
That's what I think's amazing is that we can have fun,
we can get drunk and kiss, it's nice.
I just want you to forgive me.
I can't be around at the moment,
I need to go and figure my head out. I just need space.
Please, I don't want to throw this away.
The gang in the country houses were tested, they isolated,
and followed all the rules.
This means they can get up close and personal -
something they took very literally!
You can also expect strong language and adult content.
Yes, boy!
Foul there, ref.
Who would like some coffee?
Yes, please. Ooh, yeah.
This is nice. Yeah.
This is lovely and, girls you know what, thank you so much,
because I feel so comfortable with you. Aww!
That's so nice. We're glad you're here.
Probably the nicest thing you've ever said! I think...
I think so as well!
I can't believe I'm actually moving in with Harvey.
It's a huge step.
It's a huge step, and it is quite overwhelming.
But it's not necessarily a step you need to take now. Yeah. No.
Once you move in with a boyfriend you can't exactly move out.
It's so different because of what's happened with lockdown
and everything. I would never move in with a boyfriend this quickly
ever, ever, ever... Yeah, yeah, yeah. ..if that hadn't happened.
I don't think you should live together. Due to lockdown...
..it was essential. I'm just telling it honestly.
Don't say this, I'm scared. I'm being deadly serious.
I think you're doing it because it's convenient, not because you want to.
You still have that milestone to get to.
I do get it, and it's risky and it is a bit...
I just think, yeah, and once you move in with a boyfriend
you can't exactly move out and live separately.
So it's like once you move in, that's....
If it doesn't work then it's not going to work.
Oh, I don't. You wouldn't move in together and be like, "This isn't working,"
but let's stay together and live separately. Yeah.
Oh, I don't know. Oh, gosh.
Anyway...
Um, I have to head back to London tomorrow.
Yeah, for work. What the hell am I going to do?
These two are in relationships, now my girlfriend's leaving me.
You've got Tristan. Well, wh..? Oh, my God!
So absolutely no to Tristan?
Can I be completely honest? I've been drunk and bored.
What else am I going to do in this house?
You've all got boyfriends so I'm sitting here like...
Listen, don't shut it down with Tristan,
because I think you're a quite cute couple.
I think we should do this more often. I think the tennis court
has been underutilised up until this moment.
So, how's Liv? How's that going?
Something's definitely building, I can feel...
She lets that wall down with you. She does.
But the thing about Liv is she lets the wall down and we have,
I dunno, we have a little cuddle on the sofa or a little
kiss on the sofa, whatever,
and then she'll go straight back into 100mph,
so it's kind of like yin and yang.
I've been in this exact position, in Buenos Aires.
Like you're in this little bubble, there's this flirty tension.
I feel like with Liv she's got this, like, quite strong
front where she could potentially have feelings underlying. Yeah.
She likes to have that cold shoulder banter like,
almost tomboy thing. That's almost her defence. Yeah.
It's weird, like, the other night we had...
We hadn't had much to drink and she was like,
"Ah come spoon me tonight," and then I was like, "Yeah."
Spooning leads to forking. And I think I spoke to you about it,
like, "Shall I do it, shall I not do it?"
Yeah. And then I think I decided not to just because I don't know what...
Want to build up that intensity too quick. Yeah.
And at the moment it feels, I don't know, it does feel really nice.
We've woken up in bed together I think three times now.
And? Just..? Well, just...
Is there no morning spice or is it just like that?
Nah, I dunno, uh, just... Morning.
..we've usually been really hungover. OK. And still drunk.
But, I don't know, I think we've been, both been holding off that,
but I think we both probably have wanted that to happen.
There is a tension building and it is fun. I don't know
if anything would come from it but at the same time, you know,
Liv is a good mate and having a friendship with a girl
like that is something I wouldn't want to throw away for nothing.
I saw those. What did he do? Oh, here she is! Hello, my love.
Hello. Hi, ladies. How are you?
Not great.
How are you feeling? Terrible.
Absolutely terrible.
Oh, I just want to give you a hug!
I know. Breaks my heart.
How did it go with Sam yesterday?
It went....to be honest, like,
couldn't really have asked for much more from him.
But I just love him so much, like, I just love him so much.
It's just...
I don't know, I think so much has happened and it was
such a long time ago that it's like...
I want him to see this last year. I know.
But he's seeing it, like, now.
Well, I don't know, I think...I think he is seeing it for what it is,
I just think he's really, like, hurt... Yeah.
..by everything. Of course, why wouldn't he be? Um...
I just feel like he, like, deserves someone who's, like...
..would never do that to him.
Aww. And I feel so...
It was so long ago, wasn't it, and you guys have come through
so much in the last year and made so much progress,
and I don't think you can beat yourself up.
You know, people do go through testing times, like,
Rez and myself, like, it's not been an easy ride.
Like, we've also had our fair share of problems
and, like, we've managed to work through that.
I love him so much, like, we...
..he's everything to me, like, we do everything together, we...
He's like...
He's my best friend.
Like, I don't know, I feel like I...
I feel so lost.
You will be absolutely fine.
Yeah. You will be absolutely fine.
You do not need Sam Thompson in your life.
Love him to bits, but you don't.
Hello!
Ah! Ha-ha!
Oh, God! Ta-da!
Why did you? You invited him? Are you..?
Did somebody order a great guy, cos there's one right here.
Do you know what I ordered? Do you know what... I ordered
I ordered a friend? An old friend.
I ordered a friend and he... "Oh, where is he?" And he's here.
Oh, well, listen... Thank you for this, by the way.
Cheers, guys, haven't seen you in so long.
Where have you been? Stop trying to play it cool.
I've seen him. You love me.
Anyway, long story short is I'm obviously on Strictly and...
So you're actually confirmed as doing it again? Yes.
Does this mean I'm not going to see you that much?
You're not going to see me as much. Not again!
I think it's going to be fun, I think it's going to be exciting and...
I'm very happy for you. Yeah.
Have you been practising? Cos surely... Have I've been practising?
Last year didn't really work out for you so...
Last year, cos I got injured but I... I'm going to practise with Habbsy.
Are you worried about the curse?
The curse? Terrified. No, I'm not.
Thing is you're, like, quite cursed anyway, so I reckon it might, like...
Yeah, there can't be any more. It might counteract.
Oh, I like your thinking.
You're more cursed than Strictly, so...
So, what, so I counter the curse? Yeah.
Sophie did say last year when I got given my partner... Mm.
..and then I phoned Sophie up when my foot had been hurt,
Sophie did say, the first words you said to me is which..?
She was like "Which girl I'm going to have to kill?"
That's what you said last year.
OK wait. Wait. The curse, no, wow, it's quite strong...
..with you.
I think you were already cursed, actually.
I'm going to go get another drink.
OK. Do you guys want one?
Yeah, well I would love a... Yeah, I would.
Get me two cos I'm... You don't like that. I'm enjoying myself.
See you later.
You guys are obviously in an amazing place. Well...
Mate, it is very sweet to see and I'm... Mate, it's so sweet.
It makes me very happy to see you guys so, so good.
Because also what it makes it, like, when you're in, like,
such a good relationship everything else around it is quite good, like.
That's what a relationship should be.
It should be a positive so, like, everything else should be good because of it.
Before the excitement came from sleeping around and going out
and having these crazy nights, now the excitement
comes from building a life with someone.
What is funny is that we went from these wild...
..idiot blokes to...
I think we were just growing up and we, like... We were giving it a go.
I grew up a bit quicker.
We were giving life a go.
You did, you're growing up quite fast, actually. Yeah, I...
You're looking...actually a bit younger recently, I don't know....
Not sure what's gone on there.
The thing is I feel I feel like I have slightly grown up a little bit.
I mean, if everything you're saying is true then you have.
You're about to go off and do a show where you're going to be dancing
with some woman every day, you should probably...
Well, what do you want me to do? I don't know.
Let her know, show her that you love her to pieces
and that the curse ain't going to get ya.
Getting her...I'm getting her a pretty special present.
Something... What is it? Something bespoke. It is actually bespoke.
So Habbs is the one that you would trade it all in for?
Without a doubt. Everything? Everything. No questions.
That's quite sweet. 100%.
I spoke to Zara earlier.
Things are really bad between her and Sam.
What's happened now, are they broken up?
She said he just was like, "I need space."
So they haven't, OK. And she was like,
"We haven't spoken since, I'm giving him the space he needs," yeah. Is she all right?
No, she was really upset, she kept crying.
She'll feel so... Yeah.
She must just feel so guilty.
She obviously knows that I know Sam really well...
You can relate a bit. Fair enough, yeah.
I've been through the same situation with him,
so I think she just wanted my advice.
And what was that? I said, "Don't beg for him back," and...
Because with Sam, when you beg for him back,
he has the power, the control. He has the upper hand. Yeah.
And I said, "Obviously be apologetic, you are in the wrong,
"and...and reassure him. But if you are too like," you know..?
Pandering. And I can imagine, I can actually imagine her being like,
"Please," like, do you know what I? She's a bit like that.
Do you think you'll try and see Zara?
Yeah, take her mind off it and... You can relate to it. Yeah, exactly.
You can ease her mind, you can, you know...
If anyone's going to give her the best advice, it'll be you. Exactly.
Even though it's a bit weird, but... Is it?
Well, you know what I mean, like, two exes.
You wouldn't put you two together.
I think after you've made up with her, I think... Yeah.
Like, we are friends now so I was going to see her anyway
when I came back to London, but...
No, I think it's nice that she has you. Mm.
Obviously, I'm so happy that, like, me and you are all good now
because, like, when everything happened the other day I just...
You were one of the first people I wanted to call.
Genuinely, like, I was like, "I need to speak to Melissa, I need to speak to Melissa,"
and I think I'm just, yeah, I'm really relieved that, like, everything's fine now.
Yeah, so am I, and I'm glad that you felt like you could call me.
I'm happy that that's all put to bed and again I'm so fucking sorry.
It's OK, honestly.
So I'm actually meeting up with Tiff. Oh, OK.
She's been really, really, really supportive.
I just feel like you're beating yourself up so much
and there's one thing that's, like, been, like, I guess everyone's
like, not speculated but everyone's been like, "Oh, God that's weird."
And, like, no-one's really said anything, but I feel like I might as well just say it now.
There was a night we were all out, Sam was there, you were away,
and Harry and I went home early and we got,
well, I got a phone call from Liv at like 2am, I didn't answer it.
But then she texted me saying, "No-one can find Sam or Tiff,"
and I was like, "That's weird."
But, like, I just thought it was iffy that Liv said it and I know
that she called a lot of people, she called Ruby, she called Jamie,
and I didn't say anything to you at the time but I just feel like I just have to
get it off my chest, I don't feel right sitting on that and not telling you. Right. OK?
Like, at the time I wanted to tell but then I was like I didn't...
I didn't tell you cos I thought it was going to turn out, like, not to be true.
I mean, I think it's definitely worth me obviously asking
her about it but then I don't at the same time want Sam to
think I'm at all trying to deflect blame from myself, because I'm not.
I think only ask her if you actually have a suspicion.
I mean it was just, like, speculation from Liv at the time.
I don't think, just my opinion he would've done anything. No.
I don't think he would've left with Tiff,
I don't think he would've done that,
but a bit strange that there's not really any clarity on that night.
I wanted to ask you some advice.
Obviously you're still the man of the house here.
Yeah, of course.
I've invited Tristan round later.
I've sort of been, like, flip-flopping around the idea of I fancied him at the start,
there's been, like, some sexual tension,
at least as far as I've seen, or felt.
Oh, really? I should say.
What? So, wait, hold on, what are you trying to say to me?
That I want to ask him out on a casual drink
but also to see what his feelings are.
Like, if he actually fancies me, if he thinks I'm attractive
or if he wants to, you know, have some oysters with me.
THEY LAUGH
Yeah, it's probably these oysters that's doing it for this conversation. Yeah.
It's with a view to maybe, if things were to go well, taking it further?
Yeah, hopefully.
I'd like that.
Now that Verity's sort of enjoying herself and being happy with
Charlie, she said to me that she just wants, like, me to do what
makes me happy, and nothing's happening with him and Liv.
Let's face it, darling, you're stunning, he's not going to...
He's not going to say no, come on. Thank you.
So, like, going forward from there, I think it's a very good idea to...
But do you think it will come across too Team Keen, like..?
What? Asking someone out? Uh, yeah, like...
No, not at all!
He'll be flattered by it. I mean, the size of the bloke's ego,
not that it can get any bigger, but I'm sure that'll help.
Sounds like a plan.
Why do you need two bags?
Well, because of all of the essentials one has to
schlep around with them these days. Like?
Face mask, hand sanitiser...
..lipstick, condoms.
Condoms?! How many have you got in there?
Enough.
That's... One of them is just for condoms, isn't it?
So how's it going with Will?
You know, it's going all right but I feel like I'm already fallen
out of it before I could've fallen in.
I know for a fact that you're one of the most sexually charged women -
actually, people - I've ever met in my life.
Well, thank you, Freddie mouse.
Yeah, exactly. So, with Will you didn't want to see his...
..Will?
His Bill?
Um, so he's obviously very good looking, right.
He's part Scottish, so that's great.
He can...
We bounce off, off each other so when I give him
a little bit of, like...
Joke, joke, joke, joke. I like it, keep going. Yeah.
Yeah, but then...
I feel like in the beginning I was kind of blinded by the beauty.
It's such a big commitment,
if you actually want to even kiss a guy
you would have to bubble up with someone. It's a thing.
Bubbling up. Yeah. It's like a stew.
And you basically have to move in with someone. Oh!
It's a lot of presh.
He is obviously a nice guy.
He's just not for me.
He's also too young for me.
I don't want to be, like, the fucking cougar.
Yeah. So what are you going to do, then?
Oh, I don't know. I will have to talk to him though, no?
Be truthful. Oh, but it's so uncomfortable.
I hate these conversations, I hate them.
Don't forget this. Oh, thank you!
I can't believe you're leaving me.
I know. It's going to be really weird without you.
Tiffany, we have lived together now
for, like, three months straight. I know.
I haven't done anything without you.
I'm going to feel really weird getting back to the flat
and it just being empty. But it'll be immaculate.
I will have it ready for your arrival.
Also it's two couples and me and bloody Tristan.
Just enjoy your last week with him... Yeah. ..I think.
Do you know what I mean?
But I think it's just being here. What do you think he thinks?
I don't know. Cos he did say to me like,
"Oh, Liv's going to be so upset you're leaving,
"but then I guess it depends what happens with me and her."
What does he think's going to happen?
I think he thinks I'm just going to jump into bed with him.
No, I feel like you're sometimes quite guarded with your emotions...
..which you won't disagree with. The few emotions I have. Yeah.
No, you know... It's not that,
it's just I don't like to think about things. Yeah.
If that makes sense. I know that sounds weird but, like...
..I don't. I'll just do something and then I just do it. Yeah.
I don't really sit there and, like, mull over it and really think about it.
I don't know what it is but I just don't...
I don't think I could handle anything... Serious.
..remotely serious now.
But I don't know if I just keep telling myself that.
But that's good. What do you think, you're saying that
because you don't want to get hurt or..?
Yeah, maybe. I do like him as a friend. Yeah.
And it would be a shame if you guys lost that friendship as well.
Yeah, and I always just think you know, when people are like...
Also you've been friends for so long. Yeah.
It's weird though, I don't want to be, like, fucking single forever.
Obviously like at some point I want something. Oh, please.
No, I don't think I will be either.
Like, I know I'll get married and have loads of kids -
saying loads of them, Christ!
I feel like you could date any one you wanted
in the drop of a hat, but you don't want a boyfriend right now. Mm.
But do you think that's because you are just happy doing you,
or is it cos you're scared of being hurt?
You know what it is? I think my last relationship was so traumatic
in so many ways that I'm so, like,
scared of being in that situation again.
Yeah. I just don't, like...
Oh, my God, I'm hormonal and I actually think I'm going to cry. Don't cry.
Why are we doing this?
These sculptures are insane. Is this some of your inspiration
for the artworks you've got going on at the moment?
They've definitely contributed.
Obviously you're in a creative field too with your photography.
The thing about photography for me is that, obviously,
spending time out in Africa, I fell in love with the subject
and for me it was just about capturing the animals rather than the photography itself.
Then from there... Do you mind if we sit? Sorry.
Yeah, sure, sit.
And then from there kind of got into the whole photography
concept, you know, like trying to make a picture out of something or...
Know what I mean? Rather than going out and wanting to take a picture,
I thought "That's a really beautiful thing, let's take a photo."
That's so sweet. I think it works in animal terms,
I don't know if it'd work in model terms.
"Oh, I fell in love," if it's a model.
If I walked up to people and take pictures of them in the street like that.
But I'm glad I, you know, grew the balls to invite you
out for a drink today. Yeah, for a little drink, yeah.
I was surprised to get the message, to be honest. Yeah? Yeah.
It's nice, refreshing.
Well, I took a chance, so nice that you came.
When I came in I thought, you know, you're good looking,
blah-blah-blah, I wanted to have a little chat with you but
it seems like everybody's always around us, do you not think?
It's very full-on here.
Yeah, no, I was thinking to actually ask you if you wanted to go
out partying after all of this madness,
and then at least we can actually be somewhere
where there's not peering eyes. Absolutely, yeah.
I guess, as well, I've only really, like, gone on dates with...
Oh, like a date?
Yeah, well, it would be a date.
It would be a date.
SHE GIGGLES NERVOUSLY
No I'd love to go on a date with you, I think you're fantastic,
you're obviously stunning as well. Thank you.
I'm in this kind of weird environment at the moment now
where I've kind of been, like, not...
Well, Liv and I have kind of been...
..getting together every now and then,
and so I think that's something that I have to kind of...
Would have to just see where that is first before... Of course.
Just to not mug anyone else off, know what I mean,
I wouldn't want you to be... That's really respectful.
I just, you know, she's obviously a friend.
Obviously I've heard other stuff that it wasn't so much
you guys were actually trying to make a thing
obviously you guys, had a little smooch first.
We've had a little kiss here and there.
And I think that's really sweet for you to respect that.
It's quite flattering though, it's quite nice.
We could do a shoot instead, you know, keep it PG.
I'll take your pictures for you, 100%. Go on my Instagram.
I think you'd be a very good subject. Maybe a proper picture.
Proper picture. We'll forget about the date, we'll hang out as friends,
maybe you can come to an art exhibition, but we'll cheers.
Or do some photos. ..and put some good affirmations out for you and Liv.
MUSIC: Burn by Hinds
♪ I came here to let you know
♪ Well, if you think I'm that bad
♪ All right, hon, you're probably right
♪ I used to feel attacked
♪ I would have started a fight in a bus to change your mind... ♪
How are you feeling?
I feel OK. I think I've, like, cried SO much.
Yeah. You get to that point where you're like...I'm drained.
Yeah. Yeah. That's how I feel.
Like, so drained about everything.
I genuinely feel at this point like I would do anything to get him back. Like, anything.
Yeah. I need to do... I need to pull out all the stops to show him
how much I love him and I don't... I don't even know where to start.
Just from my own personal experience, if you want
to get back with him, I don't think you need to pull out all the stops.
I don't think you need to do any of that.
Like, he knows you love him,
he knows how sorry you are, he can see it.
You know, you've said what you've said now.
You wanna make it work, you're sorry.
You made a mistake.
He either forgives you and moves on or he doesn't
and he can't expect you now to, like, spend the rest of your life
paying for this one mistake because that's not...fair? Hmm.
Like, he, he 100% loves you and obviously, like I said, like,
if you wanna ever stay with me, you're more than welcome.
Thank you. I really appreciate it.
So you don't have to be, like, trekking in and out.
I know it's not that far, but... Yeah.
If you need somewhere like I've got a spare room, yeah.
Thank you. Appreciate it, thanks.
And we'll just do, like, lots of girl things.
Take your mind off it. Yeah.
Also, how weird is this? So I was sat with the girls the other day.
Mm. And, um, there was this night when, Liv apparently, like,
texted everyone in her phone book
because you and Sam had, like, disappeared together.
What?! Yeah.
I literally went to see the guy I'm seeing
and I don't know where Sam went. Yeah.
Don't know why Liv... Liv was just like calling everyone
being like, "Where is Tiff? Where is Tiff?" because I went
and saw this guy and I didn't, like, tell her I wasn't coming home.
And then she said the next day, like, she's like, "I honestly thought you'd gone with Sam."
And I was like, that is bizarre! Yeah.
I was like, why would that ever happen... I know. ..in any world?
And she's like, I don't know.
Let me guess who brought this up.
Melissa.
I mean, she was speaking about it but she,
she was saying, like, that she'd heard it and she...
Oh, my God! ..she didn't know whether to speak to me about it.
But she said that she didn't think it was true. OK.
So she was like, I just... So why speak about it?
I just think Melissa knows you and me have just become friends
so I get she's trying to, like, maybe deflect on Sam
but, by saying that, she's also trying to,
I dunno, like twist things between you and me!
Honestly, there are just so many things I keep hearing about her.
Like, I do just keep hearing these things.
MUSIC: Spirals by Django Django
♪ Higher and higher in spirals
♪ Turning in circles in silence
♪ Crossing the line that divides us... ♪
Reckon a few more of these and
Emily's gonna be back on the karaoke machine.
I hope so, that thing. It's one of my favourite things ever.
That's got the most use out of this house, out of everything.
I think it's made this trip, actually.
So you saw Paris yesterday. Yeah. How was that?
Well, she sent me a text in the afternoon inviting me
over for a little drinky, a drinky poos.
Little drinky poos, which was very flattering, very kind.
I wasn't really sure what the intention was
when I went over there, to be honest.
She then kind of asked me if I'd, if we'd like to hang out
more in a romantic sense maybe back in London or
later on in the trip and... I dunno.
There's so much going on at the moment, isn't there? There's so much intensity, obviously...
Liv's on your mind.
Liv's on my mind.
Uh, we kind of go into this weird transition from a friendship
to maybe something else and maybe there's feelings, maybe there's not
and I think it's very complicated or we're both kind of confused about
where we stand on that spectrum.
After basketball, you were sort of downplaying the Liv situation a bit.
Um, but now you sort of see it as a bit of a block
to potentially pursuing things with Paris or...
Chatting to Paris and her kind of asking me out almost forced me
to think "Oh, actually, like, what is going on with Liv?"
And, like, I probably should address that.
That's where you should definitely have a conversation.
You just need to both be very transparent with each other.
She's obviously a super-sensitive person
but has got this big facade that she puts up.
It's, she's SO sensitive. But when she lets it down it's like I think she's really sweet.
I just need to figure out what's going on.
So what's the plan with the move, then? Where are we at?
We're so close, aren't we? We are close.
We're close. We can see the light. You found the dream home.
Yeah, I mean we've been looking for so long
and finally we've actually found, hopefully somewhere that we like.
This is massive, guys. This is big. It's a big move.
Obviously, lockdown, you guys, in the pot, in the deep end.
I think it's really exciting. Like, I'm excited.
Is it weird that I've, I've already, like, planned each room
and, like, what I'm gonna do with them?
Like, I've got a little Pinterest board... Shit!
..where I put all my ideas and everything that I want...
Where's the man cave going? No, there's no man cave.
But all I... Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hang on, where's my input?
The only things that I've asked for, like, is I'd just love, a nice wardrobe space
and somewhere where I can have really nice dinner parties, invite our friends round.
There any space for my stuff in there, in your little plan?
Little sock drawer, maybe? That's all I got, some underwear.
Well, at my old house, Harvey literally...
I lived out of a little basket.
Yeah, I just gave him a basket!
She had two double like wardrobes, I had this little corner. "This is yours."
And I was like here you go, there's a basket for your hats!
You have got a lot of hats, to be fair. Yeah.
I love planning things and organising things.
I've planned my whole life already in my head, but...
How we doing? Are we on schedule?
Yeah, we are, actually.
Fingers crossed that I'll...
She wants kids far too early. I'll be pregnant soon.
It's the next chapter, isn't it?
Yeah. It's a big thing. That old chapter's closing.
Yeah, I mean, it's pretty scary but it's a good thing, I think.
Right, I'm gonna go. I need to go look and get organised.
Hasta luego.
She's getting very excited about this whole thing.
Full steam ahead. How you feeling about that?
Less full steam ahead.
I just think when you're sort of one on one, like, in your own place
like your lives just merge into one
and, like, it starts to get to that point where, like, say I go for
a night out with the lads, like, she's gonna be a lot more hot on
like, "What like, get back at this time, where are you?"
Like, that kind of stress, like,
shit, this is like a big, big plunge.
Mate, it's massive. Bit of a commitment-phobe.
I don't want to, like, get into that
like, reclusive couple state, where you live together and you just...
What, become Harry and Melissa?
MUSIC: Obvious Guy by Alfie Templeman
♪ I don't wanna be the one to say goodbye
♪ I don't wanna be an obvious guy
♪ I don't wanna say everything twice
♪ I don't wanna be an obvious guy... ♪
I've just spoken to Zara who obviously has been speaking to Tiff.
Tiff seems pretty pissed off with you
because of all the rumours that have been circulating
about the night that Tiff and Sam went home together. Yeah.
But I did say, like, ultimately that's never stemmed from Melissa.
If anything... No, she knows that. ..it stemmed from Liv
who called everyone that night. I got a call from Liv, yeah.
But, I don't know - I think, in her mind, she thinks that maybe you were
fuelling something or trying to resurface it or whatever.
I think it's... I can say what... I can say that to Zara if I want.
Zara's my mate. Like, I, if I didn't say that to Tiff...
No, of course you can. ..she would be pissed off.
Like, I'm not resurfacing anything.
No. I'm just saying. I know, I'm just repeating what...
That's also, that's not you sort of like digging
and like being like, "Ah, did Tiff and Sam go home together?"
That's you just repeating Liv's doubt about them, basically.
And also just me being like,
"I'm fucking sorry I should've said something at the time."
I just think you guys need to have a chat, go through it, the messages,
here, this, just sit down, talk to each other and go through it.
Cos if you were good mates before, it should be nothing.
She knows that Liv was the one who sent those messages.
She does. She knows that.
I don't think you should be afraid
about putting her in her place, Melissa.
You need to remember what she's done.
She's the one that's betrayed you, betrayed your friendship, betrayed
your trust by doing everything that she did in the first place.
Look how lovely this is.
I know, right?
Hi, pretty girl. Why don't you have salt on your drink?
Well, I don't want... Like, a margarita comes with salt.
No, it doesn't. It doesn't have to come with salt.
Salty margarita. No, it doesn't.
I also, can I just say, I know that we live in London
but how amazing is, like, London
when we get to experience it like this?
So, um...
You know we've moved in together and we've got our epic flat and,
and I just can't wait for, like, the future what you and I have.
Aww! Neither can I!
Really?
SHE GIGGLES
I love it how you're really good at expressing words. Now your turn.
I'm really good! No, no, no, that's... Is that what it is?
Yeah, that's really sweet. I so agree. OK.
Yeah, so I got you something.
A present?
Think, yeah.
A dog?
What is going on?
So have that.
Oh, God. I honestly thought for a second
you were actually gonna propose!
What? I am! What...?
Get up. No! What do you mean, get up? What if it WAS a ring?!
What happens if it was a ring?
If it was a ring, can't tell me to get up!
Take that back to the jewellers!
OK, well, I got you something.
Because I know there'll be times when I'm not there and times
when I am there, and times that you'll be feeling really happy and
maybe time that you're feeling sad or times that you'll want to make
yourself happy, all those different things so I, I made you something
that, hopefully, that you'll really like.
What?!
So I made you... Close your eyes.
OK. HE CLEARS HIS THROAT
So, here we go, so don't look. Oh, what?!
I thought they were sweeties!
So it's a jar that I made for you.
So they're, it's a code
so the red ones is for when you're feeling sad - you read them.
Ah, you're gonna make me cry.
The yellow ones are for when you, uh, wanna feel loved - by me -
and the green ones are for when you wanna have a celebration
so they're the extra ones, they're like little coupons.
So you can, and you're allowed to open up a couple now
but then you have to keep them in the jar for whenever you want.
What? You're so cute!
And it says, it says, "From your little man."
With a little kiss on the top.
So, you gonna open it, so you can read one?
OK, shall I do.
So which one do you want? So this. I'll do when I wanna feel loved.
OK. No, I feel very loved right now.
Isn't it so cool that you get to spend all day with your best friend,
because it is for me?
I love you. That is so cute!
So put these back in then you mix them around like that.
Ah, my God! That is so sweet!
I can't believe you made that all on your own.
Everything about my past relationships
don't even compare to something like this.
Honestly, from the bottom of my heart, I cannot wait to spend
the rest of my life with you and be married to you and have kids
and do all of that kind of stuff, and I hope you feel the same.
I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you, too.
Love you.
♪ You've got Friends on repeat
♪ On repeat, on repeat, on repeat, on repeat
♪ I wish I could show you more of yourself... ♪
Hey, how you feeling?
I'm all right. I'm a bit apprehensive obviously. Yeah.
So I'm glad you're going to be here, cos it's like...
God!
I'm a bit nervous, because Ruby was like,
"She's really angry. She was... She's really pissed off."
I do think it'll be quite heated, and I was just like, "Ah!"
God. Hopefully it's just going to sort itself out.
Hi. Hey. I didn't now you were joining us.
I didn't really know. Thank you for coming.
Oh, I thought it was just you and me.
Oh, no, I texted you saying that it was the two of us.
I just...I really wanted to have a one-to-one conversation, you and me.
I can leave you guys to it if you want.
I mean, it's fine. Like, obviously I don't mind you're here.
I just thought I was meeting you one-on-one.
Sorry.
♪ I hear it over and over again
♪ I hear trouble coming over and over again
♪ I hear trouble coming I hear trouble coming... ♪
Well, hello. Hi, Sophie. How are you?
Good, how are you? Yeah, nice to see you. You look well.
I'm so glad that you could see me on such short notice.
Yeah, I mean, getting round London's very easy for me.
Easy on a bike, huh? Yeah, exactly.
You know with this whole situation that we are in right now,
things are just being pushed and moved on
much quicker than I would normally take things.
I would take them so much more chill.
But then I think maybe it's a good thing,
because you crystallise down immediately
to if you actually can imagine a proper relationship with someone
or not, which obviously after three dates is very early days, right?
Mm. So I've been thinking a lot about this,
and even though you're devastatingly handsome,
which makes things a lot more difficult.
The motorbike doesn't help.
I just have to be honest to myself and think I just need someone older.
Yeah, I mean, hasn't really... Clicked.
..been that much spark or click or whatever you want to call it.
But, no, I understand.
I mean, yeah, I understand and I agree with you.
I think you're right. Yeah?
Yeah, and obviously you are a phenomenally beautiful woman.
Thank you. We can continue to have a lot of fun together.
Definitely. As friends. Yeah.
Obviously, I saw Zara the other day,
and she was like, "Oh, Melissa told me there's a rumour
"going around that you and Sam Thompson went home together."
And I was like, "Why is Melissa saying that?"
I'm, like, her friend and I feel like she had the right to know
that was being spoken about. But you knew it wasn't true.
Like, if you even think for one second
that I would go home with someone that has a girlfriend.
I don't know, but, like, all I know is that we were all called...
What do you mean you don't know?! Like, you're meant to be my friend.
Tiff, I'm really sorry, but, like, I also am Zara's friend,
and I should have told her at the time.
You should've just been like,
"That's absolutely not true. That would never happen.
"I don't need to even mention that to Zara cos I know it's not true."
But instead, like, you tell Zara that rumour
when me and her have just sorted things.
Because it's something that's rogue that I've heard,
and then it made me question like, "God, did something weird happen?"
But that's how things get so twisted when you say,
"Oh, OK I've heard this. I'm going to repeat it,
"even though I know it's not true, but I'll just go repeat it anyway."
Why? You had already done so many horrible things to me...
So it's now like a battle. No, it's not. Yeah, it is though.
It's, like, my loyalties solely were like,
"I need to fix this with Zara,"
and she was talking to me about how we...
But you knew me and her had just made up, so for me it's like
were you trying to shit-stir between me and Zara
and make her dislike me? No.
Like, I get told that,
"Melissa thinks you're creepy and that you make her feel sick,"
and I was like, "What?"
So you decided to scroll back four months and show that voice note.
How did you even remember that conversation?
Well, to be fair, it did stick in my head
when you called her a fame whore.
I'm shocked. Like, I'm shocked.
Like, I still can't really believe that, like, you did it.
Cos I feel like from the way you're saying to me...
I feel like you're just more annoyed about that
rather than actually thinking about our friendship or the situation.
Because I felt like you threw me under the bus so badly.
But you threw me under the bus. How?
By calling me creepy and saying I make you feel sick.
I think that your actions were like... It sounds...
Say it to my face, then. Say that to my face. I did!
You never said that to my face.
You never said to me, "You're creepy."
And then you continue to say these things...
Because all these other things came out. Like what?
That you were calling him at 3am and stuff like this
and that you said about... But you should've spoken to me...
But it was in that exact moment...
These things have been taken out of context.
I don't know... Yeah, I know they are, and I know that it is.
Yeah. It's all really dumb and stupid and, like...
But that was my reaction, "Fuck, that's like...
"That does sound really creepy from here."
I think both things have been taken out of context. I actually do.
What's happened's happened.
You move forward. You don't say, you know...
You speak to people to their faces
rather than say things behind their back.
If you've got a problem, hash it out together,
but, moving forward, you miss her.
I don't know whether you miss Melissa.
She loved you, she thought you were a great friend and... Hmm.
I ultimately... I've said, like, I miss you
and I want to be friends with you.
I just... There is no trust there right now for me,
as I'm sure there isn't for you.
♪ If she doesn't, then who's to blame?
♪ My feet, so cold
♪ Your warmth, unsold
♪ Your arms around me... ♪
Pretty crazy that we're coming to the end of the trip here
and then obviously moving in together, like...
Yeah, that's what's been stressing me out slightly.
Obviously the whole house hunt, and, from an honest point of view,
my concern is...
Yeah, I just feel like, one-on-one,
I don't want to become that couple that just recluses...
Listen... ..that lives each other's lives completely,
and when one of us is off, the other's stressing out
and starts to sort of create a tension there and we argue.
But if you're not ready for it, then hurry up and fucking tell me,
because I obviously need to then rethink options and...
Well, this is me telling you where my head's at.
I'm not saying I'm not ready for it, I'm just...
What, you're saying you're not sure or you're having a moment or what?
I'd just like you to almost reassure me, I guess, that...
Reassure you? Are you kidding me?! No, just your thought process...
Harvey, Harvey, Harvey, Harvey, Harvey.
I've literally been excited about it.
I've had no... I haven't come to you with any of these thoughts.
You've pretty much stood there and you've said to me,
"I'm freaking out Em, I don't really know."
Well, we've kind of discussed
potentially moving in with...other people.
Just... I think that might just be more of a stepping stone for us.
We can...not... It won't be such an intense environment.
It won't just be me and you. We'll have a few other people there.
Means that when we are out or not together,
then you're not alone in the house and vice versa sort of...
So you basically are saying you only want to live with me
if we live with other people.
No, it's not an ultimatum,
but that would be my preference, I think, yeah.
Just, yeah, based on what I said.
If you're not going to be excited as me, then what...?
What do you want me to do?
I am excited, but then I just don't have...
I have the doubt that you might not have.
I just guess I'm being more of a realist.
Make sure that this is what you want,
cos you can just move in with your friends
and I'll fucking move in with mine.
And we just, you know...
We do this in a couple of years' time.
Yeah, well, I've thought that... This is me telling you my thoughts.
No, and I would much rather you do that.
..that would work with you,
if you can see the value in why I'm suggesting that option.
I just...I feel a bit embarrassed now,
because obviously I've been going round, like,
telling everyone how excited I am,
like, the different plans that I had.
I'm still excited. I just want to do it in the right way.
That's all. Well, I don't know.
I don't know if I want to do it that way, so, like,
I think I just need a bit...
I think I just need to think about it. I just need a bit of time.
I'm not really... I'm not sure I want to do that.
♪ I know that you love to dispense with me. ♪
All right.
♪ Oh-oh, cos I'm cramping your style...
Hello, you. Hello. How you doing? Yeah, good. How are you? Yeah?
Having a quiet little moment, are ya? Away from the mad house.
Are you missing your little vegan?
I am, actually. I'm missing that little vegan quite a lot. Mm.
It's nice out here.
I'm glad I caught you by yourself, lounging under the tree.
How is Paris, by the way?
Yeah, that's something I want to talk to you about actually.
Um, did you know that she asked me for a date?
Well, I sort of assumed.
She kind of expressed an interest in getting to know me
maybe more in a romantic sense. Yeah?
I dunno. It's weird.
My kind of initial reaction was to say no. Yeah.
But I think the reason I said no
is because of the way that you and I have been together
for the last couple weeks.
It's been weird, hasn't it? It's been an interesting...
It's been odd.
It got me thinking. I was like, "What is actually...?"
What are we doing? What we doing?
I wanted to basically just ask you, like, where...
Not where you think it's going, but, like, if....
Can I tell you something? Honestly I don't know.
Neither do I. This is why this conversation is weird,
cos you and I are friends,
and it shouldn't be an awkward thing, but it is...
Yeah, I dunno. I've never, like, had a friend who I've then...
Well, I've never done this with a friend before.
Like, cuddles and... It's nice, though. It feels good.
But I feel like sometimes you kind of...
You've got this way of putting this wall up sometimes,
and every now and then, you let it down,
and you let me in a little bit, and then it's kind of like...
That's literally me to a T.
I literally just had this conversation with Tiffany.
What's the wall for?
Uh, I don't really know. It's such a like weird thing.
I think in the past, I just...
..hate being in situations where I am vulnerable...
Yeah. ..and then, like, let someone in.
I don't know. Yeah, I let someone in,
and then they almost, like, shit all over it so now I'm a bit like...
There's no point getting to that point.
I can completely relate.
I know exactly how you feel and how that feels.
It's just shit. It is shit. And I just can't bear to go back
to that feeling, so now I have this thing...
But you shouldn't stop that from... Cos you won't go back there.
You know what it feels like, so you wouldn't go through that again.
But I'm so scared of it happening that I just back out
the second it gets to that point.
I think you need to, like...
You're a powerhouse. You're stunning.
You're obviously an amazing person.
I think you just need to allow yourself to kind of, dunno, just...
Yeah. ..feel what you want to feel.
I'm not crying, by the way. It's hay fever.
Um...
Do you know what I mean? I do. It's hard, though.
It is hard. It is really hard.
We've clearly had this...
Well, I dunno if you're feeling the same thing,
but this situation where we've been in bed together the last few days.
Yeah. And there's obviously that kind of sexual chemistry, tension.
Mm. And obviously I fancy you. I mean, who wouldn't?
But nothing's progressed, and my thoughts are -
are we stopping that from happening
because we're worried about what would happen if we did do something?
The fact that you're sat there, you're my friend,
but I also quite want to kiss you is a bit...
You can. I can? Mm.
Honestly.
Crumbs.
What is going on between us?
♪ Do you think about it, too? ♪
Sam said to me, "I can't be with you right now."
I'm just focusing on trying to do everything I can
to win his trust back.
My heart's telling me, "Call her now and say, 'Come round.'"
My head's obviously like,
"That's the most stupid decision you've ever made."
Which would you rather go with, your head or your heart?
When we have sex, it's absolutely amazing. Yeah.
But I feel he's always like, "Oh, I'm not in the mood."
Is it because he's bored?
Why don't you just get it out and show her a good time?
Am I satisfying you?
Maybe you want to have sex with someone else.
Everyone knows something that I don't know.
I feel betrayed and I feel hurt. By who?
You! You're meant to be my friend!
Don't fucking sit there screaming at me!
I've told you that I'm fucking sorry.
We're getting to know each other.
It's got nothing to do with you any more.
It's nothing to do with you.
It's to do with their friendship. There is no friendship!
You stick with Charlie and I'll stick over here with Tristan.
This is so shit.
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