1 00:00:02,360 --> 00:00:04,320 It'll take a bit of time to rebuild the trust, 2 00:00:04,360 --> 00:00:05,520 but I do want to get there. 3 00:00:05,560 --> 00:00:06,880 Ever since Tiff came back, 4 00:00:06,920 --> 00:00:09,920 everyone's fallen out with everybody and it's really weird. 5 00:00:09,960 --> 00:00:14,080 She can't just get away with this, she's been caught out once again. 6 00:00:14,120 --> 00:00:15,840 I want to set you up with someone fabulous. 7 00:00:15,880 --> 00:00:18,520 I haven't eaten with such divine company for a while. 8 00:00:20,000 --> 00:00:22,200 He's very good looking, he's my type, 9 00:00:22,240 --> 00:00:26,880 the only thing is I'm not sure if dating a model would be wise. 10 00:00:26,920 --> 00:00:29,400 Which boy do you think looks best in their sports kit? 11 00:00:29,440 --> 00:00:31,080 Tristan. Well, I think you look fabulous 12 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:32,800 in your little... Your pink blue number. 13 00:00:32,840 --> 00:00:34,880 You found out that he kissed Liv yesterday, right? 14 00:00:34,920 --> 00:00:37,160 He did say he doesn't see it progressing anywhere. 15 00:00:37,200 --> 00:00:39,640 That's what I think's amazing is that we can have fun, 16 00:00:39,680 --> 00:00:41,360 we can get drunk and kiss, it's nice. 17 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:45,240 I just want you to forgive me. 18 00:00:45,280 --> 00:00:47,280 I can't be around at the moment, 19 00:00:47,320 --> 00:00:50,600 I need to go and figure my head out. I just need space. 20 00:00:50,640 --> 00:00:52,560 Please, I don't want to throw this away. 21 00:00:54,400 --> 00:00:57,160 The gang in the country houses were tested, they isolated, 22 00:00:57,200 --> 00:00:58,880 and followed all the rules. 23 00:00:58,920 --> 00:01:01,080 This means they can get up close and personal - 24 00:01:01,120 --> 00:01:02,960 something they took very literally! 25 00:01:03,000 --> 00:01:06,080 You can also expect strong language and adult content. 26 00:01:06,120 --> 00:01:07,600 Yes, boy! 27 00:01:11,520 --> 00:01:12,560 Foul there, ref. 28 00:01:28,480 --> 00:01:29,800 Who would like some coffee? 29 00:01:29,840 --> 00:01:32,240 Yes, please. Ooh, yeah. 30 00:01:32,280 --> 00:01:34,200 This is nice. Yeah. 31 00:01:34,240 --> 00:01:37,800 This is lovely and, girls you know what, thank you so much, 32 00:01:37,840 --> 00:01:40,480 because I feel so comfortable with you. Aww! 33 00:01:40,520 --> 00:01:42,920 That's so nice. We're glad you're here. 34 00:01:42,960 --> 00:01:45,280 Probably the nicest thing you've ever said! I think... 35 00:01:45,320 --> 00:01:46,680 I think so as well! 36 00:01:46,720 --> 00:01:49,160 I can't believe I'm actually moving in with Harvey. 37 00:01:49,200 --> 00:01:50,240 It's a huge step. 38 00:01:50,280 --> 00:01:52,560 It's a huge step, and it is quite overwhelming. 39 00:01:52,600 --> 00:01:55,520 But it's not necessarily a step you need to take now. Yeah. No. 40 00:01:55,560 --> 00:01:58,120 Once you move in with a boyfriend you can't exactly move out. 41 00:01:58,160 --> 00:02:00,640 It's so different because of what's happened with lockdown 42 00:02:00,680 --> 00:02:03,440 and everything. I would never move in with a boyfriend this quickly 43 00:02:03,480 --> 00:02:06,120 ever, ever, ever... Yeah, yeah, yeah. ..if that hadn't happened. 44 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:08,560 I don't think you should live together. Due to lockdown... 45 00:02:08,600 --> 00:02:10,640 ..it was essential. I'm just telling it honestly. 46 00:02:10,680 --> 00:02:12,880 Don't say this, I'm scared. I'm being deadly serious. 47 00:02:12,920 --> 00:02:15,920 I think you're doing it because it's convenient, not because you want to. 48 00:02:15,960 --> 00:02:17,640 You still have that milestone to get to. 49 00:02:17,680 --> 00:02:19,760 I do get it, and it's risky and it is a bit... 50 00:02:19,800 --> 00:02:22,040 I just think, yeah, and once you move in with a boyfriend 51 00:02:22,080 --> 00:02:24,080 you can't exactly move out and live separately. 52 00:02:24,120 --> 00:02:25,800 So it's like once you move in, that's.... 53 00:02:25,840 --> 00:02:27,680 If it doesn't work then it's not going to work. 54 00:02:27,720 --> 00:02:30,800 Oh, I don't. You wouldn't move in together and be like, "This isn't working," 55 00:02:30,840 --> 00:02:32,960 but let's stay together and live separately. Yeah. 56 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:34,680 Oh, I don't know. Oh, gosh. 57 00:02:34,720 --> 00:02:35,920 Anyway... 58 00:02:35,960 --> 00:02:38,760 Um, I have to head back to London tomorrow. 59 00:02:38,800 --> 00:02:41,160 Yeah, for work. What the hell am I going to do? 60 00:02:41,200 --> 00:02:43,800 These two are in relationships, now my girlfriend's leaving me. 61 00:02:43,840 --> 00:02:45,920 You've got Tristan. Well, wh..? Oh, my God! 62 00:02:45,960 --> 00:02:48,640 So absolutely no to Tristan? 63 00:02:48,680 --> 00:02:53,000 Can I be completely honest? I've been drunk and bored. 64 00:02:53,040 --> 00:02:55,160 What else am I going to do in this house? 65 00:02:55,200 --> 00:02:58,080 You've all got boyfriends so I'm sitting here like... 66 00:02:58,120 --> 00:03:00,720 Listen, don't shut it down with Tristan, 67 00:03:00,760 --> 00:03:03,560 because I think you're a quite cute couple. 68 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:06,120 I think we should do this more often. I think the tennis court 69 00:03:06,160 --> 00:03:08,120 has been underutilised up until this moment. 70 00:03:08,160 --> 00:03:09,760 So, how's Liv? How's that going? 71 00:03:09,800 --> 00:03:12,120 Something's definitely building, I can feel... 72 00:03:12,160 --> 00:03:14,120 She lets that wall down with you. She does. 73 00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:16,680 But the thing about Liv is she lets the wall down and we have, 74 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:18,840 I dunno, we have a little cuddle on the sofa or a little 75 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:20,040 kiss on the sofa, whatever, 76 00:03:20,080 --> 00:03:22,000 and then she'll go straight back into 100mph, 77 00:03:22,040 --> 00:03:23,360 so it's kind of like yin and yang. 78 00:03:23,400 --> 00:03:25,480 I've been in this exact position, in Buenos Aires. 79 00:03:25,520 --> 00:03:28,160 Like you're in this little bubble, there's this flirty tension. 80 00:03:28,200 --> 00:03:30,400 I feel like with Liv she's got this, like, quite strong 81 00:03:30,440 --> 00:03:33,280 front where she could potentially have feelings underlying. Yeah. 82 00:03:33,320 --> 00:03:35,680 She likes to have that cold shoulder banter like, 83 00:03:35,720 --> 00:03:38,000 almost tomboy thing. That's almost her defence. Yeah. 84 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:39,920 It's weird, like, the other night we had... 85 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:41,840 We hadn't had much to drink and she was like, 86 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:44,120 "Ah come spoon me tonight," and then I was like, "Yeah." 87 00:03:44,160 --> 00:03:46,600 Spooning leads to forking. And I think I spoke to you about it, 88 00:03:46,640 --> 00:03:48,200 like, "Shall I do it, shall I not do it?" 89 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:51,080 Yeah. And then I think I decided not to just because I don't know what... 90 00:03:51,120 --> 00:03:53,240 Want to build up that intensity too quick. Yeah. 91 00:03:53,280 --> 00:03:56,160 And at the moment it feels, I don't know, it does feel really nice. 92 00:03:56,200 --> 00:03:58,360 We've woken up in bed together I think three times now. 93 00:03:58,400 --> 00:04:00,280 And? Just..? Well, just... 94 00:04:00,320 --> 00:04:02,320 Is there no morning spice or is it just like that? 95 00:04:02,360 --> 00:04:03,840 Nah, I dunno, uh, just... Morning. 96 00:04:03,880 --> 00:04:06,440 ..we've usually been really hungover. OK. And still drunk. 97 00:04:06,480 --> 00:04:09,240 But, I don't know, I think we've been, both been holding off that, 98 00:04:09,280 --> 00:04:11,680 but I think we both probably have wanted that to happen. 99 00:04:11,720 --> 00:04:14,360 There is a tension building and it is fun. I don't know 100 00:04:14,400 --> 00:04:17,120 if anything would come from it but at the same time, you know, 101 00:04:17,160 --> 00:04:20,120 Liv is a good mate and having a friendship with a girl 102 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:23,560 like that is something I wouldn't want to throw away for nothing. 103 00:04:41,960 --> 00:04:45,840 I saw those. What did he do? Oh, here she is! Hello, my love. 104 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:49,480 Hello. Hi, ladies. How are you? 105 00:04:49,520 --> 00:04:50,640 Not great. 106 00:04:51,720 --> 00:04:54,440 How are you feeling? Terrible. 107 00:04:54,480 --> 00:04:56,480 Absolutely terrible. 108 00:04:56,520 --> 00:04:57,920 Oh, I just want to give you a hug! 109 00:04:57,960 --> 00:04:59,760 I know. Breaks my heart. 110 00:04:59,800 --> 00:05:01,960 How did it go with Sam yesterday? 111 00:05:03,480 --> 00:05:05,560 It went....to be honest, like, 112 00:05:05,600 --> 00:05:08,960 couldn't really have asked for much more from him. 113 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:13,080 But I just love him so much, like, I just love him so much. 114 00:05:13,120 --> 00:05:14,880 It's just... 115 00:05:14,920 --> 00:05:18,880 I don't know, I think so much has happened and it was 116 00:05:18,920 --> 00:05:22,840 such a long time ago that it's like... 117 00:05:22,880 --> 00:05:25,680 I want him to see this last year. I know. 118 00:05:25,720 --> 00:05:27,120 But he's seeing it, like, now. 119 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:30,840 Well, I don't know, I think...I think he is seeing it for what it is, 120 00:05:30,880 --> 00:05:33,240 I just think he's really, like, hurt... Yeah. 121 00:05:33,280 --> 00:05:37,560 ..by everything. Of course, why wouldn't he be? Um... 122 00:05:37,600 --> 00:05:41,640 I just feel like he, like, deserves someone who's, like... 123 00:05:41,680 --> 00:05:43,360 ..would never do that to him. 124 00:05:44,560 --> 00:05:46,240 Aww. And I feel so... 125 00:05:46,280 --> 00:05:48,880 It was so long ago, wasn't it, and you guys have come through 126 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:51,920 so much in the last year and made so much progress, 127 00:05:51,960 --> 00:05:53,720 and I don't think you can beat yourself up. 128 00:05:53,760 --> 00:05:56,040 You know, people do go through testing times, like, 129 00:05:56,080 --> 00:05:58,720 Rez and myself, like, it's not been an easy ride. 130 00:05:58,760 --> 00:06:01,080 Like, we've also had our fair share of problems 131 00:06:01,120 --> 00:06:04,320 and, like, we've managed to work through that. 132 00:06:04,360 --> 00:06:06,000 I love him so much, like, we... 133 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:09,960 ..he's everything to me, like, we do everything together, we... 134 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:11,480 He's like... 135 00:06:11,520 --> 00:06:12,680 He's my best friend. 136 00:06:12,720 --> 00:06:15,320 Like, I don't know, I feel like I... 137 00:06:15,360 --> 00:06:16,480 I feel so lost. 138 00:06:16,520 --> 00:06:19,080 You will be absolutely fine. 139 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:21,600 Yeah. You will be absolutely fine. 140 00:06:21,640 --> 00:06:23,920 You do not need Sam Thompson in your life. 141 00:06:23,960 --> 00:06:25,960 Love him to bits, but you don't. 142 00:06:42,720 --> 00:06:44,240 Hello! 143 00:06:44,280 --> 00:06:45,960 Ah! Ha-ha! 144 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:47,680 Oh, God! Ta-da! 145 00:06:47,720 --> 00:06:49,320 Why did you? You invited him? Are you..? 146 00:06:49,360 --> 00:06:51,800 Did somebody order a great guy, cos there's one right here. 147 00:06:51,840 --> 00:06:54,120 Do you know what I ordered? Do you know what... I ordered 148 00:06:54,160 --> 00:06:55,600 I ordered a friend? An old friend. 149 00:06:55,640 --> 00:06:58,480 I ordered a friend and he... "Oh, where is he?" And he's here. 150 00:06:58,520 --> 00:07:00,760 Oh, well, listen... Thank you for this, by the way. 151 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:02,440 Cheers, guys, haven't seen you in so long. 152 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:04,520 Where have you been? Stop trying to play it cool. 153 00:07:04,560 --> 00:07:05,960 I've seen him. You love me. 154 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:09,360 Anyway, long story short is I'm obviously on Strictly and... 155 00:07:09,400 --> 00:07:11,800 So you're actually confirmed as doing it again? Yes. 156 00:07:11,840 --> 00:07:13,840 Does this mean I'm not going to see you that much? 157 00:07:13,880 --> 00:07:15,800 You're not going to see me as much. Not again! 158 00:07:15,840 --> 00:07:19,200 I think it's going to be fun, I think it's going to be exciting and... 159 00:07:19,240 --> 00:07:20,720 I'm very happy for you. Yeah. 160 00:07:20,760 --> 00:07:23,800 Have you been practising? Cos surely... Have I've been practising? 161 00:07:23,840 --> 00:07:25,760 Last year didn't really work out for you so... 162 00:07:25,800 --> 00:07:29,160 Last year, cos I got injured but I... I'm going to practise with Habbsy. 163 00:07:29,200 --> 00:07:31,480 Are you worried about the curse? 164 00:07:31,520 --> 00:07:33,200 The curse? Terrified. No, I'm not. 165 00:07:33,240 --> 00:07:36,240 Thing is you're, like, quite cursed anyway, so I reckon it might, like... 166 00:07:36,280 --> 00:07:38,440 Yeah, there can't be any more. It might counteract. 167 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:39,640 Oh, I like your thinking. 168 00:07:39,680 --> 00:07:41,360 You're more cursed than Strictly, so... 169 00:07:41,400 --> 00:07:43,680 So, what, so I counter the curse? Yeah. 170 00:07:43,720 --> 00:07:47,000 Sophie did say last year when I got given my partner... Mm. 171 00:07:47,040 --> 00:07:49,600 ..and then I phoned Sophie up when my foot had been hurt, 172 00:07:49,640 --> 00:07:51,920 Sophie did say, the first words you said to me is which..? 173 00:07:51,960 --> 00:07:54,000 She was like "Which girl I'm going to have to kill?" 174 00:07:54,040 --> 00:07:55,320 That's what you said last year. 175 00:07:55,360 --> 00:07:58,600 OK wait. Wait. The curse, no, wow, it's quite strong... 176 00:07:58,640 --> 00:08:00,280 ..with you. 177 00:08:00,320 --> 00:08:02,400 I think you were already cursed, actually. 178 00:08:03,800 --> 00:08:05,560 I'm going to go get another drink. 179 00:08:05,600 --> 00:08:06,680 OK. Do you guys want one? 180 00:08:06,720 --> 00:08:08,680 Yeah, well I would love a... Yeah, I would. 181 00:08:08,720 --> 00:08:11,600 Get me two cos I'm... You don't like that. I'm enjoying myself. 182 00:08:11,640 --> 00:08:13,040 See you later. 183 00:08:16,320 --> 00:08:18,600 You guys are obviously in an amazing place. Well... 184 00:08:18,640 --> 00:08:21,040 Mate, it is very sweet to see and I'm... Mate, it's so sweet. 185 00:08:21,080 --> 00:08:23,200 It makes me very happy to see you guys so, so good. 186 00:08:23,240 --> 00:08:26,800 Because also what it makes it, like, when you're in, like, 187 00:08:26,840 --> 00:08:30,080 such a good relationship everything else around it is quite good, like. 188 00:08:30,120 --> 00:08:31,880 That's what a relationship should be. 189 00:08:31,920 --> 00:08:35,440 It should be a positive so, like, everything else should be good because of it. 190 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:38,120 Before the excitement came from sleeping around and going out 191 00:08:38,160 --> 00:08:40,360 and having these crazy nights, now the excitement 192 00:08:40,400 --> 00:08:43,080 comes from building a life with someone. 193 00:08:43,120 --> 00:08:48,080 What is funny is that we went from these wild... 194 00:08:48,120 --> 00:08:49,720 ..idiot blokes to... 195 00:08:49,760 --> 00:08:53,840 I think we were just growing up and we, like... We were giving it a go. 196 00:08:53,880 --> 00:08:55,200 I grew up a bit quicker. 197 00:08:55,240 --> 00:08:56,560 We were giving life a go. 198 00:08:56,600 --> 00:08:59,080 You did, you're growing up quite fast, actually. Yeah, I... 199 00:08:59,120 --> 00:09:03,120 You're looking...actually a bit younger recently, I don't know.... 200 00:09:03,160 --> 00:09:04,680 Not sure what's gone on there. 201 00:09:04,720 --> 00:09:07,440 The thing is I feel I feel like I have slightly grown up a little bit. 202 00:09:07,480 --> 00:09:11,000 I mean, if everything you're saying is true then you have. 203 00:09:11,040 --> 00:09:14,400 You're about to go off and do a show where you're going to be dancing 204 00:09:14,440 --> 00:09:16,920 with some woman every day, you should probably... 205 00:09:16,960 --> 00:09:19,240 Well, what do you want me to do? I don't know. 206 00:09:19,280 --> 00:09:22,440 Let her know, show her that you love her to pieces 207 00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:25,240 and that the curse ain't going to get ya. 208 00:09:26,480 --> 00:09:29,360 Getting her...I'm getting her a pretty special present. 209 00:09:29,400 --> 00:09:32,920 Something... What is it? Something bespoke. It is actually bespoke. 210 00:09:32,960 --> 00:09:36,200 So Habbs is the one that you would trade it all in for? 211 00:09:36,240 --> 00:09:39,000 Without a doubt. Everything? Everything. No questions. 212 00:09:39,040 --> 00:09:40,520 That's quite sweet. 100%. 213 00:09:41,640 --> 00:09:43,200 I spoke to Zara earlier. 214 00:09:43,240 --> 00:09:45,200 Things are really bad between her and Sam. 215 00:09:45,240 --> 00:09:47,440 What's happened now, are they broken up? 216 00:09:47,480 --> 00:09:50,320 She said he just was like, "I need space." 217 00:09:50,360 --> 00:09:52,400 So they haven't, OK. And she was like, 218 00:09:52,440 --> 00:09:56,480 "We haven't spoken since, I'm giving him the space he needs," yeah. Is she all right? 219 00:09:56,520 --> 00:09:58,840 No, she was really upset, she kept crying. 220 00:09:58,880 --> 00:09:59,920 She'll feel so... Yeah. 221 00:09:59,960 --> 00:10:01,200 She must just feel so guilty. 222 00:10:01,240 --> 00:10:03,400 She obviously knows that I know Sam really well... 223 00:10:03,440 --> 00:10:05,200 You can relate a bit. Fair enough, yeah. 224 00:10:05,240 --> 00:10:07,320 I've been through the same situation with him, 225 00:10:07,360 --> 00:10:08,960 so I think she just wanted my advice. 226 00:10:09,000 --> 00:10:12,080 And what was that? I said, "Don't beg for him back," and... 227 00:10:12,120 --> 00:10:15,160 Because with Sam, when you beg for him back, 228 00:10:15,200 --> 00:10:18,120 he has the power, the control. He has the upper hand. Yeah. 229 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:20,840 And I said, "Obviously be apologetic, you are in the wrong, 230 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:25,640 "and...and reassure him. But if you are too like," you know..? 231 00:10:25,680 --> 00:10:28,520 Pandering. And I can imagine, I can actually imagine her being like, 232 00:10:28,560 --> 00:10:31,280 "Please," like, do you know what I? She's a bit like that. 233 00:10:31,320 --> 00:10:32,920 Do you think you'll try and see Zara? 234 00:10:32,960 --> 00:10:35,800 Yeah, take her mind off it and... You can relate to it. Yeah, exactly. 235 00:10:35,840 --> 00:10:37,600 You can ease her mind, you can, you know... 236 00:10:37,640 --> 00:10:40,480 If anyone's going to give her the best advice, it'll be you. Exactly. 237 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:42,280 Even though it's a bit weird, but... Is it? 238 00:10:42,320 --> 00:10:44,520 Well, you know what I mean, like, two exes. 239 00:10:44,560 --> 00:10:46,320 You wouldn't put you two together. 240 00:10:46,360 --> 00:10:48,640 I think after you've made up with her, I think... Yeah. 241 00:10:48,680 --> 00:10:51,880 Like, we are friends now so I was going to see her anyway 242 00:10:51,920 --> 00:10:53,400 when I came back to London, but... 243 00:10:53,440 --> 00:10:56,240 No, I think it's nice that she has you. Mm. 244 00:10:57,240 --> 00:11:00,360 Obviously, I'm so happy that, like, me and you are all good now 245 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:03,560 because, like, when everything happened the other day I just... 246 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:05,960 You were one of the first people I wanted to call. 247 00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:09,400 Genuinely, like, I was like, "I need to speak to Melissa, I need to speak to Melissa," 248 00:11:09,440 --> 00:11:12,840 and I think I'm just, yeah, I'm really relieved that, like, everything's fine now. 249 00:11:12,880 --> 00:11:15,400 Yeah, so am I, and I'm glad that you felt like you could call me. 250 00:11:15,440 --> 00:11:18,240 I'm happy that that's all put to bed and again I'm so fucking sorry. 251 00:11:18,280 --> 00:11:19,840 It's OK, honestly. 252 00:11:19,880 --> 00:11:22,400 So I'm actually meeting up with Tiff. Oh, OK. 253 00:11:22,440 --> 00:11:25,120 She's been really, really, really supportive. 254 00:11:25,160 --> 00:11:27,480 I just feel like you're beating yourself up so much 255 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:30,640 and there's one thing that's, like, been, like, I guess everyone's 256 00:11:30,680 --> 00:11:33,680 like, not speculated but everyone's been like, "Oh, God that's weird." 257 00:11:33,720 --> 00:11:37,280 And, like, no-one's really said anything, but I feel like I might as well just say it now. 258 00:11:37,320 --> 00:11:40,600 There was a night we were all out, Sam was there, you were away, 259 00:11:40,640 --> 00:11:44,320 and Harry and I went home early and we got, 260 00:11:44,360 --> 00:11:47,040 well, I got a phone call from Liv at like 2am, I didn't answer it. 261 00:11:47,080 --> 00:11:49,760 But then she texted me saying, "No-one can find Sam or Tiff," 262 00:11:49,800 --> 00:11:51,240 and I was like, "That's weird." 263 00:11:51,280 --> 00:11:53,800 But, like, I just thought it was iffy that Liv said it and I know 264 00:11:53,840 --> 00:11:56,560 that she called a lot of people, she called Ruby, she called Jamie, 265 00:11:56,600 --> 00:11:59,680 and I didn't say anything to you at the time but I just feel like I just have to 266 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:04,360 get it off my chest, I don't feel right sitting on that and not telling you. Right. OK? 267 00:12:04,400 --> 00:12:07,080 Like, at the time I wanted to tell but then I was like I didn't... 268 00:12:07,120 --> 00:12:10,520 I didn't tell you cos I thought it was going to turn out, like, not to be true. 269 00:12:10,560 --> 00:12:14,080 I mean, I think it's definitely worth me obviously asking 270 00:12:14,120 --> 00:12:17,320 her about it but then I don't at the same time want Sam to 271 00:12:17,360 --> 00:12:21,080 think I'm at all trying to deflect blame from myself, because I'm not. 272 00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:23,600 I think only ask her if you actually have a suspicion. 273 00:12:23,640 --> 00:12:28,480 I mean it was just, like, speculation from Liv at the time. 274 00:12:28,520 --> 00:12:31,200 I don't think, just my opinion he would've done anything. No. 275 00:12:31,240 --> 00:12:33,000 I don't think he would've left with Tiff, 276 00:12:33,040 --> 00:12:34,640 I don't think he would've done that, 277 00:12:34,680 --> 00:12:38,240 but a bit strange that there's not really any clarity on that night. 278 00:13:02,920 --> 00:13:04,400 I wanted to ask you some advice. 279 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:06,800 Obviously you're still the man of the house here. 280 00:13:06,840 --> 00:13:07,840 Yeah, of course. 281 00:13:07,880 --> 00:13:09,920 I've invited Tristan round later. 282 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:13,640 I've sort of been, like, flip-flopping around the idea of I fancied him at the start, 283 00:13:13,680 --> 00:13:15,480 there's been, like, some sexual tension, 284 00:13:15,520 --> 00:13:19,600 at least as far as I've seen, or felt. 285 00:13:19,640 --> 00:13:20,960 Oh, really? I should say. 286 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:23,720 What? So, wait, hold on, what are you trying to say to me? 287 00:13:23,760 --> 00:13:29,200 That I want to ask him out on a casual drink 288 00:13:29,240 --> 00:13:31,400 but also to see what his feelings are. 289 00:13:31,440 --> 00:13:34,040 Like, if he actually fancies me, if he thinks I'm attractive 290 00:13:34,080 --> 00:13:37,360 or if he wants to, you know, have some oysters with me. 291 00:13:37,400 --> 00:13:38,520 THEY LAUGH 292 00:13:38,560 --> 00:13:41,880 Yeah, it's probably these oysters that's doing it for this conversation. Yeah. 293 00:13:41,920 --> 00:13:46,040 It's with a view to maybe, if things were to go well, taking it further? 294 00:13:46,080 --> 00:13:47,840 Yeah, hopefully. 295 00:13:47,880 --> 00:13:49,400 I'd like that. 296 00:13:49,440 --> 00:13:53,640 Now that Verity's sort of enjoying herself and being happy with 297 00:13:53,680 --> 00:13:56,720 Charlie, she said to me that she just wants, like, me to do what 298 00:13:56,760 --> 00:14:00,120 makes me happy, and nothing's happening with him and Liv. 299 00:14:00,160 --> 00:14:02,680 Let's face it, darling, you're stunning, he's not going to... 300 00:14:02,720 --> 00:14:05,640 He's not going to say no, come on. Thank you. 301 00:14:05,680 --> 00:14:08,960 So, like, going forward from there, I think it's a very good idea to... 302 00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:12,440 But do you think it will come across too Team Keen, like..? 303 00:14:12,480 --> 00:14:15,000 What? Asking someone out? Uh, yeah, like... 304 00:14:15,040 --> 00:14:16,120 No, not at all! 305 00:14:16,160 --> 00:14:19,080 He'll be flattered by it. I mean, the size of the bloke's ego, 306 00:14:19,120 --> 00:14:22,080 not that it can get any bigger, but I'm sure that'll help. 307 00:14:22,120 --> 00:14:23,400 Sounds like a plan. 308 00:14:33,800 --> 00:14:35,200 Why do you need two bags? 309 00:14:35,240 --> 00:14:37,480 Well, because of all of the essentials one has to 310 00:14:37,520 --> 00:14:39,600 schlep around with them these days. Like? 311 00:14:39,640 --> 00:14:41,440 Face mask, hand sanitiser... 312 00:14:43,280 --> 00:14:45,720 ..lipstick, condoms. 313 00:14:45,760 --> 00:14:48,640 Condoms?! How many have you got in there? 314 00:14:48,680 --> 00:14:49,680 Enough. 315 00:14:49,720 --> 00:14:52,960 That's... One of them is just for condoms, isn't it? 316 00:14:53,000 --> 00:14:55,400 So how's it going with Will? 317 00:14:55,440 --> 00:14:59,640 You know, it's going all right but I feel like I'm already fallen 318 00:14:59,680 --> 00:15:02,880 out of it before I could've fallen in. 319 00:15:02,920 --> 00:15:07,560 I know for a fact that you're one of the most sexually charged women - 320 00:15:07,600 --> 00:15:09,960 actually, people - I've ever met in my life. 321 00:15:10,000 --> 00:15:11,600 Well, thank you, Freddie mouse. 322 00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:17,120 Yeah, exactly. So, with Will you didn't want to see his... 323 00:15:17,160 --> 00:15:18,440 ..Will? 324 00:15:19,440 --> 00:15:20,600 His Bill? 325 00:15:22,280 --> 00:15:25,440 Um, so he's obviously very good looking, right. 326 00:15:25,480 --> 00:15:27,680 He's part Scottish, so that's great. 327 00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:29,560 He can... 328 00:15:29,600 --> 00:15:32,000 We bounce off, off each other so when I give him 329 00:15:32,040 --> 00:15:33,240 a little bit of, like... 330 00:15:33,280 --> 00:15:36,000 Joke, joke, joke, joke. I like it, keep going. Yeah. 331 00:15:36,040 --> 00:15:38,080 Yeah, but then... 332 00:15:38,120 --> 00:15:42,040 I feel like in the beginning I was kind of blinded by the beauty. 333 00:15:42,080 --> 00:15:43,840 It's such a big commitment, 334 00:15:43,880 --> 00:15:45,920 if you actually want to even kiss a guy 335 00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:48,840 you would have to bubble up with someone. It's a thing. 336 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:50,800 Bubbling up. Yeah. It's like a stew. 337 00:15:50,840 --> 00:15:54,320 And you basically have to move in with someone. Oh! 338 00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:55,960 It's a lot of presh. 339 00:15:56,000 --> 00:15:57,840 He is obviously a nice guy. 340 00:15:57,880 --> 00:15:59,160 He's just not for me. 341 00:15:59,200 --> 00:16:00,880 He's also too young for me. 342 00:16:00,920 --> 00:16:04,160 I don't want to be, like, the fucking cougar. 343 00:16:04,200 --> 00:16:06,480 Yeah. So what are you going to do, then? 344 00:16:06,520 --> 00:16:09,880 Oh, I don't know. I will have to talk to him though, no? 345 00:16:10,960 --> 00:16:13,240 Be truthful. Oh, but it's so uncomfortable. 346 00:16:13,280 --> 00:16:16,600 I hate these conversations, I hate them. 347 00:16:32,040 --> 00:16:33,880 Don't forget this. Oh, thank you! 348 00:16:33,920 --> 00:16:36,000 I can't believe you're leaving me. 349 00:16:36,040 --> 00:16:38,440 I know. It's going to be really weird without you. 350 00:16:38,480 --> 00:16:40,000 Tiffany, we have lived together now 351 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:41,720 for, like, three months straight. I know. 352 00:16:41,760 --> 00:16:43,280 I haven't done anything without you. 353 00:16:43,320 --> 00:16:45,480 I'm going to feel really weird getting back to the flat 354 00:16:45,520 --> 00:16:47,520 and it just being empty. But it'll be immaculate. 355 00:16:47,560 --> 00:16:49,680 I will have it ready for your arrival. 356 00:16:49,720 --> 00:16:52,320 Also it's two couples and me and bloody Tristan. 357 00:16:52,360 --> 00:16:54,600 Just enjoy your last week with him... Yeah. ..I think. 358 00:16:54,640 --> 00:16:55,720 Do you know what I mean? 359 00:16:55,760 --> 00:16:58,520 But I think it's just being here. What do you think he thinks? 360 00:16:58,560 --> 00:17:00,160 I don't know. Cos he did say to me like, 361 00:17:00,200 --> 00:17:02,280 "Oh, Liv's going to be so upset you're leaving, 362 00:17:02,320 --> 00:17:06,040 "but then I guess it depends what happens with me and her." 363 00:17:06,080 --> 00:17:07,640 What does he think's going to happen? 364 00:17:07,680 --> 00:17:10,120 I think he thinks I'm just going to jump into bed with him. 365 00:17:10,160 --> 00:17:14,600 No, I feel like you're sometimes quite guarded with your emotions... 366 00:17:14,640 --> 00:17:17,480 ..which you won't disagree with. The few emotions I have. Yeah. 367 00:17:17,520 --> 00:17:19,560 No, you know... It's not that, 368 00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:21,680 it's just I don't like to think about things. Yeah. 369 00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:24,880 If that makes sense. I know that sounds weird but, like... 370 00:17:24,920 --> 00:17:28,040 ..I don't. I'll just do something and then I just do it. Yeah. 371 00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:31,360 I don't really sit there and, like, mull over it and really think about it. 372 00:17:31,400 --> 00:17:33,280 I don't know what it is but I just don't... 373 00:17:33,320 --> 00:17:36,280 I don't think I could handle anything... Serious. 374 00:17:36,320 --> 00:17:37,440 ..remotely serious now. 375 00:17:37,480 --> 00:17:39,760 But I don't know if I just keep telling myself that. 376 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:42,120 But that's good. What do you think, you're saying that 377 00:17:42,160 --> 00:17:43,800 because you don't want to get hurt or..? 378 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:46,680 Yeah, maybe. I do like him as a friend. Yeah. 379 00:17:46,720 --> 00:17:49,400 And it would be a shame if you guys lost that friendship as well. 380 00:17:49,440 --> 00:17:52,000 Yeah, and I always just think you know, when people are like... 381 00:17:52,040 --> 00:17:54,280 Also you've been friends for so long. Yeah. 382 00:17:54,320 --> 00:17:57,200 It's weird though, I don't want to be, like, fucking single forever. 383 00:17:57,240 --> 00:17:59,720 Obviously like at some point I want something. Oh, please. 384 00:17:59,760 --> 00:18:01,280 No, I don't think I will be either. 385 00:18:01,320 --> 00:18:03,480 Like, I know I'll get married and have loads of kids - 386 00:18:03,520 --> 00:18:04,800 saying loads of them, Christ! 387 00:18:04,840 --> 00:18:07,920 I feel like you could date any one you wanted 388 00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:11,800 in the drop of a hat, but you don't want a boyfriend right now. Mm. 389 00:18:11,840 --> 00:18:14,720 But do you think that's because you are just happy doing you, 390 00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:16,680 or is it cos you're scared of being hurt? 391 00:18:16,720 --> 00:18:20,640 You know what it is? I think my last relationship was so traumatic 392 00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:23,200 in so many ways that I'm so, like, 393 00:18:23,240 --> 00:18:26,600 scared of being in that situation again. 394 00:18:26,640 --> 00:18:28,840 Yeah. I just don't, like... 395 00:18:29,920 --> 00:18:32,800 Oh, my God, I'm hormonal and I actually think I'm going to cry. Don't cry. 396 00:18:32,840 --> 00:18:33,920 Why are we doing this? 397 00:18:51,560 --> 00:18:54,440 These sculptures are insane. Is this some of your inspiration 398 00:18:54,480 --> 00:18:56,840 for the artworks you've got going on at the moment? 399 00:18:56,880 --> 00:18:59,400 They've definitely contributed. 400 00:18:59,440 --> 00:19:03,200 Obviously you're in a creative field too with your photography. 401 00:19:03,240 --> 00:19:05,640 The thing about photography for me is that, obviously, 402 00:19:05,680 --> 00:19:08,080 spending time out in Africa, I fell in love with the subject 403 00:19:08,120 --> 00:19:11,680 and for me it was just about capturing the animals rather than the photography itself. 404 00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:13,720 Then from there... Do you mind if we sit? Sorry. 405 00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:15,160 Yeah, sure, sit. 406 00:19:15,200 --> 00:19:18,280 And then from there kind of got into the whole photography 407 00:19:18,320 --> 00:19:21,280 concept, you know, like trying to make a picture out of something or... 408 00:19:21,320 --> 00:19:24,240 Know what I mean? Rather than going out and wanting to take a picture, 409 00:19:24,280 --> 00:19:27,040 I thought "That's a really beautiful thing, let's take a photo." 410 00:19:27,080 --> 00:19:29,120 That's so sweet. I think it works in animal terms, 411 00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:30,840 I don't know if it'd work in model terms. 412 00:19:30,880 --> 00:19:32,480 "Oh, I fell in love," if it's a model. 413 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:35,520 If I walked up to people and take pictures of them in the street like that. 414 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:38,240 But I'm glad I, you know, grew the balls to invite you 415 00:19:38,280 --> 00:19:41,080 out for a drink today. Yeah, for a little drink, yeah. 416 00:19:41,120 --> 00:19:43,720 I was surprised to get the message, to be honest. Yeah? Yeah. 417 00:19:43,760 --> 00:19:45,560 It's nice, refreshing. 418 00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:48,680 Well, I took a chance, so nice that you came. 419 00:19:48,720 --> 00:19:51,640 When I came in I thought, you know, you're good looking, 420 00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:54,720 blah-blah-blah, I wanted to have a little chat with you but 421 00:19:54,760 --> 00:19:57,840 it seems like everybody's always around us, do you not think? 422 00:19:57,880 --> 00:19:59,400 It's very full-on here. 423 00:19:59,440 --> 00:20:02,320 Yeah, no, I was thinking to actually ask you if you wanted to go 424 00:20:02,360 --> 00:20:05,640 out partying after all of this madness, 425 00:20:05,680 --> 00:20:07,840 and then at least we can actually be somewhere 426 00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:10,760 where there's not peering eyes. Absolutely, yeah. 427 00:20:10,800 --> 00:20:15,080 I guess, as well, I've only really, like, gone on dates with... 428 00:20:15,120 --> 00:20:16,400 Oh, like a date? 429 00:20:16,440 --> 00:20:17,640 Yeah, well, it would be a date. 430 00:20:17,680 --> 00:20:18,880 It would be a date. 431 00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:20,120 SHE GIGGLES NERVOUSLY 432 00:20:20,160 --> 00:20:22,560 No I'd love to go on a date with you, I think you're fantastic, 433 00:20:22,600 --> 00:20:24,480 you're obviously stunning as well. Thank you. 434 00:20:24,520 --> 00:20:27,080 I'm in this kind of weird environment at the moment now 435 00:20:27,120 --> 00:20:30,000 where I've kind of been, like, not... 436 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:33,040 Well, Liv and I have kind of been... 437 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:35,280 ..getting together every now and then, 438 00:20:35,320 --> 00:20:37,600 and so I think that's something that I have to kind of... 439 00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:40,280 Would have to just see where that is first before... Of course. 440 00:20:40,320 --> 00:20:42,240 Just to not mug anyone else off, know what I mean, 441 00:20:42,280 --> 00:20:44,560 I wouldn't want you to be... That's really respectful. 442 00:20:44,600 --> 00:20:46,680 I just, you know, she's obviously a friend. 443 00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:49,400 Obviously I've heard other stuff that it wasn't so much 444 00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:51,920 you guys were actually trying to make a thing 445 00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:53,920 obviously you guys, had a little smooch first. 446 00:20:53,960 --> 00:20:55,600 We've had a little kiss here and there. 447 00:20:55,640 --> 00:20:57,960 And I think that's really sweet for you to respect that. 448 00:20:58,000 --> 00:20:59,920 It's quite flattering though, it's quite nice. 449 00:20:59,960 --> 00:21:01,920 We could do a shoot instead, you know, keep it PG. 450 00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:04,360 I'll take your pictures for you, 100%. Go on my Instagram. 451 00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:06,840 I think you'd be a very good subject. Maybe a proper picture. 452 00:21:06,880 --> 00:21:09,880 Proper picture. We'll forget about the date, we'll hang out as friends, 453 00:21:09,920 --> 00:21:12,320 maybe you can come to an art exhibition, but we'll cheers. 454 00:21:12,360 --> 00:21:15,560 Or do some photos. ..and put some good affirmations out for you and Liv. 455 00:21:23,080 --> 00:21:24,880 MUSIC: Burn by Hinds 456 00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:26,160 ♪ I came here to let you know 457 00:21:26,200 --> 00:21:28,600 ♪ Well, if you think I'm that bad 458 00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:31,520 ♪ All right, hon, you're probably right 459 00:21:31,560 --> 00:21:33,720 ♪ I used to feel attacked 460 00:21:33,760 --> 00:21:38,080 ♪ I would have started a fight in a bus to change your mind... ♪ 461 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:40,600 How are you feeling? 462 00:21:40,640 --> 00:21:44,080 I feel OK. I think I've, like, cried SO much. 463 00:21:44,120 --> 00:21:46,920 Yeah. You get to that point where you're like...I'm drained. 464 00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:48,440 Yeah. Yeah. That's how I feel. 465 00:21:48,480 --> 00:21:49,960 Like, so drained about everything. 466 00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:53,640 I genuinely feel at this point like I would do anything to get him back. Like, anything. 467 00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:57,320 Yeah. I need to do... I need to pull out all the stops to show him 468 00:21:57,360 --> 00:22:00,240 how much I love him and I don't... I don't even know where to start. 469 00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:02,760 Just from my own personal experience, if you want 470 00:22:02,800 --> 00:22:05,840 to get back with him, I don't think you need to pull out all the stops. 471 00:22:05,880 --> 00:22:07,480 I don't think you need to do any of that. 472 00:22:07,520 --> 00:22:08,680 Like, he knows you love him, 473 00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:10,440 he knows how sorry you are, he can see it. 474 00:22:10,480 --> 00:22:12,520 You know, you've said what you've said now. 475 00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:14,360 You wanna make it work, you're sorry. 476 00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:15,600 You made a mistake. 477 00:22:15,640 --> 00:22:18,800 He either forgives you and moves on or he doesn't 478 00:22:18,840 --> 00:22:22,800 and he can't expect you now to, like, spend the rest of your life 479 00:22:22,840 --> 00:22:26,840 paying for this one mistake because that's not...fair? Hmm. 480 00:22:26,880 --> 00:22:30,600 Like, he, he 100% loves you and obviously, like I said, like, 481 00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:33,720 if you wanna ever stay with me, you're more than welcome. 482 00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:35,160 Thank you. I really appreciate it. 483 00:22:35,200 --> 00:22:37,480 So you don't have to be, like, trekking in and out. 484 00:22:37,520 --> 00:22:39,280 I know it's not that far, but... Yeah. 485 00:22:39,320 --> 00:22:41,240 If you need somewhere like I've got a spare room, yeah. 486 00:22:41,280 --> 00:22:42,800 Thank you. Appreciate it, thanks. 487 00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:45,200 And we'll just do, like, lots of girl things. 488 00:22:45,240 --> 00:22:47,480 Take your mind off it. Yeah. 489 00:22:47,520 --> 00:22:50,800 Also, how weird is this? So I was sat with the girls the other day. 490 00:22:50,840 --> 00:22:54,520 Mm. And, um, there was this night when, Liv apparently, like, 491 00:22:54,560 --> 00:22:56,960 texted everyone in her phone book 492 00:22:57,000 --> 00:23:00,720 because you and Sam had, like, disappeared together. 493 00:23:00,760 --> 00:23:02,080 What?! Yeah. 494 00:23:04,200 --> 00:23:06,880 I literally went to see the guy I'm seeing 495 00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:08,480 and I don't know where Sam went. Yeah. 496 00:23:08,520 --> 00:23:12,080 Don't know why Liv... Liv was just like calling everyone 497 00:23:12,120 --> 00:23:14,240 being like, "Where is Tiff? Where is Tiff?" because I went 498 00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:16,680 and saw this guy and I didn't, like, tell her I wasn't coming home. 499 00:23:16,720 --> 00:23:19,800 And then she said the next day, like, she's like, "I honestly thought you'd gone with Sam." 500 00:23:19,840 --> 00:23:21,280 And I was like, that is bizarre! Yeah. 501 00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:23,720 I was like, why would that ever happen... I know. ..in any world? 502 00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:24,880 And she's like, I don't know. 503 00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:27,120 Let me guess who brought this up. 504 00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:28,160 Melissa. 505 00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:31,800 I mean, she was speaking about it but she, 506 00:23:31,840 --> 00:23:35,160 she was saying, like, that she'd heard it and she... 507 00:23:35,200 --> 00:23:37,800 Oh, my God! ..she didn't know whether to speak to me about it. 508 00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:40,440 But she said that she didn't think it was true. OK. 509 00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:43,360 So she was like, I just... So why speak about it? 510 00:23:43,400 --> 00:23:47,200 I just think Melissa knows you and me have just become friends 511 00:23:47,240 --> 00:23:50,400 so I get she's trying to, like, maybe deflect on Sam 512 00:23:50,440 --> 00:23:52,800 but, by saying that, she's also trying to, 513 00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:55,440 I dunno, like twist things between you and me! 514 00:23:55,480 --> 00:23:58,640 Honestly, there are just so many things I keep hearing about her. 515 00:23:58,680 --> 00:24:00,560 Like, I do just keep hearing these things. 516 00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:03,960 MUSIC: Spirals by Django Django 517 00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:06,600 ♪ Higher and higher in spirals 518 00:24:06,640 --> 00:24:10,440 ♪ Turning in circles in silence 519 00:24:10,480 --> 00:24:13,520 ♪ Crossing the line that divides us... ♪ 520 00:24:13,560 --> 00:24:14,680 Reckon a few more of these and 521 00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:16,560 Emily's gonna be back on the karaoke machine. 522 00:24:16,600 --> 00:24:18,760 I hope so, that thing. It's one of my favourite things ever. 523 00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:21,040 That's got the most use out of this house, out of everything. 524 00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:23,000 I think it's made this trip, actually. 525 00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:26,040 So you saw Paris yesterday. Yeah. How was that? 526 00:24:26,080 --> 00:24:29,480 Well, she sent me a text in the afternoon inviting me 527 00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:31,360 over for a little drinky, a drinky poos. 528 00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:34,000 Little drinky poos, which was very flattering, very kind. 529 00:24:34,040 --> 00:24:35,960 I wasn't really sure what the intention was 530 00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:37,600 when I went over there, to be honest. 531 00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:39,840 She then kind of asked me if I'd, if we'd like to hang out 532 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:42,600 more in a romantic sense maybe back in London or 533 00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:45,360 later on in the trip and... I dunno. 534 00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:48,960 There's so much going on at the moment, isn't there? There's so much intensity, obviously... 535 00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:50,520 Liv's on your mind. 536 00:24:50,560 --> 00:24:52,040 Liv's on my mind. 537 00:24:52,080 --> 00:24:55,000 Uh, we kind of go into this weird transition from a friendship 538 00:24:55,040 --> 00:24:58,520 to maybe something else and maybe there's feelings, maybe there's not 539 00:24:58,560 --> 00:25:01,880 and I think it's very complicated or we're both kind of confused about 540 00:25:01,920 --> 00:25:03,480 where we stand on that spectrum. 541 00:25:03,520 --> 00:25:07,040 After basketball, you were sort of downplaying the Liv situation a bit. 542 00:25:07,080 --> 00:25:09,280 Um, but now you sort of see it as a bit of a block 543 00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:11,680 to potentially pursuing things with Paris or... 544 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:15,840 Chatting to Paris and her kind of asking me out almost forced me 545 00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:17,920 to think "Oh, actually, like, what is going on with Liv?" 546 00:25:17,960 --> 00:25:19,520 And, like, I probably should address that. 547 00:25:19,560 --> 00:25:21,640 That's where you should definitely have a conversation. 548 00:25:21,680 --> 00:25:23,760 You just need to both be very transparent with each other. 549 00:25:23,800 --> 00:25:25,520 She's obviously a super-sensitive person 550 00:25:25,560 --> 00:25:27,320 but has got this big facade that she puts up. 551 00:25:27,360 --> 00:25:30,640 It's, she's SO sensitive. But when she lets it down it's like I think she's really sweet. 552 00:25:30,680 --> 00:25:32,240 I just need to figure out what's going on. 553 00:25:32,280 --> 00:25:34,280 So what's the plan with the move, then? Where are we at? 554 00:25:34,320 --> 00:25:37,240 We're so close, aren't we? We are close. 555 00:25:37,280 --> 00:25:39,800 We're close. We can see the light. You found the dream home. 556 00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,680 Yeah, I mean we've been looking for so long 557 00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:45,840 and finally we've actually found, hopefully somewhere that we like. 558 00:25:45,880 --> 00:25:48,280 This is massive, guys. This is big. It's a big move. 559 00:25:48,320 --> 00:25:50,760 Obviously, lockdown, you guys, in the pot, in the deep end. 560 00:25:50,800 --> 00:25:52,880 I think it's really exciting. Like, I'm excited. 561 00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:56,720 Is it weird that I've, I've already, like, planned each room 562 00:25:56,760 --> 00:25:59,120 and, like, what I'm gonna do with them? 563 00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:01,080 Like, I've got a little Pinterest board... Shit! 564 00:26:01,120 --> 00:26:03,960 ..where I put all my ideas and everything that I want... 565 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:05,960 Where's the man cave going? No, there's no man cave. 566 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,360 But all I... Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hang on, where's my input? 567 00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:13,360 The only things that I've asked for, like, is I'd just love, a nice wardrobe space 568 00:26:13,400 --> 00:26:16,880 and somewhere where I can have really nice dinner parties, invite our friends round. 569 00:26:16,920 --> 00:26:19,240 There any space for my stuff in there, in your little plan? 570 00:26:19,280 --> 00:26:21,760 Little sock drawer, maybe? That's all I got, some underwear. 571 00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:24,000 Well, at my old house, Harvey literally... 572 00:26:24,040 --> 00:26:26,160 I lived out of a little basket. 573 00:26:26,200 --> 00:26:27,520 Yeah, I just gave him a basket! 574 00:26:27,560 --> 00:26:31,600 She had two double like wardrobes, I had this little corner. "This is yours." 575 00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:33,880 And I was like here you go, there's a basket for your hats! 576 00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:35,880 You have got a lot of hats, to be fair. Yeah. 577 00:26:35,920 --> 00:26:37,920 I love planning things and organising things. 578 00:26:37,960 --> 00:26:40,120 I've planned my whole life already in my head, but... 579 00:26:40,160 --> 00:26:42,000 How we doing? Are we on schedule? 580 00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:43,040 Yeah, we are, actually. 581 00:26:43,080 --> 00:26:44,520 Fingers crossed that I'll... 582 00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:47,080 She wants kids far too early. I'll be pregnant soon. 583 00:26:47,120 --> 00:26:48,440 It's the next chapter, isn't it? 584 00:26:48,480 --> 00:26:50,600 Yeah. It's a big thing. That old chapter's closing. 585 00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:54,160 Yeah, I mean, it's pretty scary but it's a good thing, I think. 586 00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:57,120 Right, I'm gonna go. I need to go look and get organised. 587 00:26:57,160 --> 00:26:58,480 Hasta luego. 588 00:27:00,600 --> 00:27:02,800 She's getting very excited about this whole thing. 589 00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:04,800 Full steam ahead. How you feeling about that? 590 00:27:04,840 --> 00:27:06,240 Less full steam ahead. 591 00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:11,120 I just think when you're sort of one on one, like, in your own place 592 00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:13,280 like your lives just merge into one 593 00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:15,960 and, like, it starts to get to that point where, like, say I go for 594 00:27:16,000 --> 00:27:18,560 a night out with the lads, like, she's gonna be a lot more hot on 595 00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:20,960 like, "What like, get back at this time, where are you?" 596 00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:23,440 Like, that kind of stress, like, 597 00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:26,240 shit, this is like a big, big plunge. 598 00:27:26,280 --> 00:27:28,480 Mate, it's massive. Bit of a commitment-phobe. 599 00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:30,120 I don't want to, like, get into that 600 00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:33,000 like, reclusive couple state, where you live together and you just... 601 00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:35,120 What, become Harry and Melissa? 602 00:27:37,160 --> 00:27:39,080 MUSIC: Obvious Guy by Alfie Templeman 603 00:27:39,120 --> 00:27:41,640 ♪ I don't wanna be the one to say goodbye 604 00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:46,880 ♪ I don't wanna be an obvious guy 605 00:27:46,920 --> 00:27:50,000 ♪ I don't wanna say everything twice 606 00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:51,840 ♪ I don't wanna be an obvious guy... ♪ 607 00:27:54,080 --> 00:27:57,960 I've just spoken to Zara who obviously has been speaking to Tiff. 608 00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:00,440 Tiff seems pretty pissed off with you 609 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:03,160 because of all the rumours that have been circulating 610 00:28:03,200 --> 00:28:06,480 about the night that Tiff and Sam went home together. Yeah. 611 00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:09,600 But I did say, like, ultimately that's never stemmed from Melissa. 612 00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:11,840 If anything... No, she knows that. ..it stemmed from Liv 613 00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:14,560 who called everyone that night. I got a call from Liv, yeah. 614 00:28:14,600 --> 00:28:16,920 But, I don't know - I think, in her mind, she thinks that maybe you were 615 00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:18,960 fuelling something or trying to resurface it or whatever. 616 00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:21,400 I think it's... I can say what... I can say that to Zara if I want. 617 00:28:21,440 --> 00:28:23,440 Zara's my mate. Like, I, if I didn't say that to Tiff... 618 00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:25,320 No, of course you can. ..she would be pissed off. 619 00:28:25,360 --> 00:28:27,080 Like, I'm not resurfacing anything. 620 00:28:27,120 --> 00:28:29,640 No. I'm just saying. I know, I'm just repeating what... 621 00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:32,040 That's also, that's not you sort of like digging 622 00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:35,080 and like being like, "Ah, did Tiff and Sam go home together?" 623 00:28:35,120 --> 00:28:39,360 That's you just repeating Liv's doubt about them, basically. 624 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:40,520 And also just me being like, 625 00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:43,080 "I'm fucking sorry I should've said something at the time." 626 00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:47,120 I just think you guys need to have a chat, go through it, the messages, 627 00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:50,080 here, this, just sit down, talk to each other and go through it. 628 00:28:50,120 --> 00:28:52,480 Cos if you were good mates before, it should be nothing. 629 00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:55,280 She knows that Liv was the one who sent those messages. 630 00:28:55,320 --> 00:28:56,640 She does. She knows that. 631 00:28:56,680 --> 00:28:58,080 I don't think you should be afraid 632 00:28:58,120 --> 00:28:59,880 about putting her in her place, Melissa. 633 00:28:59,920 --> 00:29:01,520 You need to remember what she's done. 634 00:29:01,560 --> 00:29:04,560 She's the one that's betrayed you, betrayed your friendship, betrayed 635 00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:07,200 your trust by doing everything that she did in the first place. 636 00:29:19,040 --> 00:29:20,800 Look how lovely this is. 637 00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:22,320 I know, right? 638 00:29:22,360 --> 00:29:25,280 Hi, pretty girl. Why don't you have salt on your drink? 639 00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:27,480 Well, I don't want... Like, a margarita comes with salt. 640 00:29:27,520 --> 00:29:29,720 No, it doesn't. It doesn't have to come with salt. 641 00:29:29,760 --> 00:29:31,680 Salty margarita. No, it doesn't. 642 00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:33,920 I also, can I just say, I know that we live in London 643 00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:35,480 but how amazing is, like, London 644 00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:37,360 when we get to experience it like this? 645 00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:38,400 So, um... 646 00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:43,400 You know we've moved in together and we've got our epic flat and, 647 00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:47,440 and I just can't wait for, like, the future what you and I have. 648 00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:49,120 Aww! Neither can I! 649 00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:50,160 Really? 650 00:29:50,200 --> 00:29:51,720 SHE GIGGLES 651 00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:56,520 I love it how you're really good at expressing words. Now your turn. 652 00:29:56,560 --> 00:29:59,000 I'm really good! No, no, no, that's... Is that what it is? 653 00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:02,240 Yeah, that's really sweet. I so agree. OK. 654 00:30:02,280 --> 00:30:04,280 Yeah, so I got you something. 655 00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:05,920 A present? 656 00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:07,120 Think, yeah. 657 00:30:08,360 --> 00:30:09,720 A dog? 658 00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:11,000 What is going on? 659 00:30:12,040 --> 00:30:13,200 So have that. 660 00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:16,280 Oh, God. I honestly thought for a second 661 00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:17,840 you were actually gonna propose! 662 00:30:17,880 --> 00:30:19,200 What? I am! What...? 663 00:30:19,240 --> 00:30:22,760 Get up. No! What do you mean, get up? What if it WAS a ring?! 664 00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:24,080 What happens if it was a ring? 665 00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:25,840 If it was a ring, can't tell me to get up! 666 00:30:25,880 --> 00:30:27,360 Take that back to the jewellers! 667 00:30:27,400 --> 00:30:29,800 OK, well, I got you something. 668 00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:33,920 Because I know there'll be times when I'm not there and times 669 00:30:33,960 --> 00:30:36,760 when I am there, and times that you'll be feeling really happy and 670 00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:39,720 maybe time that you're feeling sad or times that you'll want to make 671 00:30:39,760 --> 00:30:42,880 yourself happy, all those different things so I, I made you something 672 00:30:42,920 --> 00:30:45,320 that, hopefully, that you'll really like. 673 00:30:45,360 --> 00:30:46,400 What?! 674 00:30:46,440 --> 00:30:48,760 So I made you... Close your eyes. 675 00:30:48,800 --> 00:30:51,160 OK. HE CLEARS HIS THROAT 676 00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:53,600 So, here we go, so don't look. Oh, what?! 677 00:30:53,640 --> 00:30:55,880 I thought they were sweeties! 678 00:30:55,920 --> 00:30:59,160 So it's a jar that I made for you. 679 00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:00,720 So they're, it's a code 680 00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:05,480 so the red ones is for when you're feeling sad - you read them. 681 00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:07,200 Ah, you're gonna make me cry. 682 00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:10,520 The yellow ones are for when you, uh, wanna feel loved - by me - 683 00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:13,000 and the green ones are for when you wanna have a celebration 684 00:31:13,040 --> 00:31:15,440 so they're the extra ones, they're like little coupons. 685 00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:17,600 So you can, and you're allowed to open up a couple now 686 00:31:17,640 --> 00:31:20,240 but then you have to keep them in the jar for whenever you want. 687 00:31:23,880 --> 00:31:25,040 What? You're so cute! 688 00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:27,320 And it says, it says, "From your little man." 689 00:31:28,840 --> 00:31:31,200 With a little kiss on the top. 690 00:31:31,240 --> 00:31:32,880 So, you gonna open it, so you can read one? 691 00:31:32,920 --> 00:31:34,600 OK, shall I do. 692 00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:37,160 So which one do you want? So this. I'll do when I wanna feel loved. 693 00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:40,600 OK. No, I feel very loved right now. 694 00:31:40,640 --> 00:31:44,440 Isn't it so cool that you get to spend all day with your best friend, 695 00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:46,000 because it is for me? 696 00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:51,040 I love you. That is so cute! 697 00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:55,120 So put these back in then you mix them around like that. 698 00:31:55,160 --> 00:31:57,040 Ah, my God! That is so sweet! 699 00:31:57,080 --> 00:32:00,320 I can't believe you made that all on your own. 700 00:32:00,360 --> 00:32:02,360 Everything about my past relationships 701 00:32:02,400 --> 00:32:04,520 don't even compare to something like this. 702 00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:07,480 Honestly, from the bottom of my heart, I cannot wait to spend 703 00:32:07,520 --> 00:32:10,160 the rest of my life with you and be married to you and have kids 704 00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:12,760 and do all of that kind of stuff, and I hope you feel the same. 705 00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:17,360 I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you, too. 706 00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:20,680 Love you. 707 00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:29,520 ♪ You've got Friends on repeat 708 00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:32,640 ♪ On repeat, on repeat, on repeat, on repeat 709 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:36,960 ♪ I wish I could show you more of yourself... ♪ 710 00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:39,320 Hey, how you feeling? 711 00:32:39,360 --> 00:32:42,320 I'm all right. I'm a bit apprehensive obviously. Yeah. 712 00:32:42,360 --> 00:32:45,040 So I'm glad you're going to be here, cos it's like... 713 00:32:45,080 --> 00:32:46,240 God! 714 00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:48,960 I'm a bit nervous, because Ruby was like, 715 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:51,400 "She's really angry. She was... She's really pissed off." 716 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:54,520 I do think it'll be quite heated, and I was just like, "Ah!" 717 00:32:54,560 --> 00:32:57,440 God. Hopefully it's just going to sort itself out. 718 00:32:57,480 --> 00:33:00,680 Hi. Hey. I didn't now you were joining us. 719 00:33:00,720 --> 00:33:02,920 I didn't really know. Thank you for coming. 720 00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:05,040 Oh, I thought it was just you and me. 721 00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:08,440 Oh, no, I texted you saying that it was the two of us. 722 00:33:08,480 --> 00:33:12,240 I just...I really wanted to have a one-to-one conversation, you and me. 723 00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:15,280 I can leave you guys to it if you want. 724 00:33:15,320 --> 00:33:18,200 I mean, it's fine. Like, obviously I don't mind you're here. 725 00:33:18,240 --> 00:33:20,200 I just thought I was meeting you one-on-one. 726 00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:21,240 Sorry. 727 00:33:23,360 --> 00:33:27,120 ♪ I hear it over and over again 728 00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:35,840 ♪ I hear trouble coming over and over again 729 00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:41,440 ♪ I hear trouble coming I hear trouble coming... ♪ 730 00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:43,600 Well, hello. Hi, Sophie. How are you? 731 00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:46,360 Good, how are you? Yeah, nice to see you. You look well. 732 00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:49,040 I'm so glad that you could see me on such short notice. 733 00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:51,640 Yeah, I mean, getting round London's very easy for me. 734 00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:54,040 Easy on a bike, huh? Yeah, exactly. 735 00:33:55,080 --> 00:33:58,120 You know with this whole situation that we are in right now, 736 00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:01,400 things are just being pushed and moved on 737 00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:03,680 much quicker than I would normally take things. 738 00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:06,320 I would take them so much more chill. 739 00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:08,520 But then I think maybe it's a good thing, 740 00:34:08,560 --> 00:34:10,800 because you crystallise down immediately 741 00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:14,400 to if you actually can imagine a proper relationship with someone 742 00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:19,000 or not, which obviously after three dates is very early days, right? 743 00:34:19,040 --> 00:34:22,560 Mm. So I've been thinking a lot about this, 744 00:34:22,600 --> 00:34:25,920 and even though you're devastatingly handsome, 745 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:28,560 which makes things a lot more difficult. 746 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:31,200 The motorbike doesn't help. 747 00:34:31,240 --> 00:34:37,120 I just have to be honest to myself and think I just need someone older. 748 00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:40,720 Yeah, I mean, hasn't really... Clicked. 749 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:43,760 ..been that much spark or click or whatever you want to call it. 750 00:34:43,800 --> 00:34:45,080 But, no, I understand. 751 00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:48,000 I mean, yeah, I understand and I agree with you. 752 00:34:48,040 --> 00:34:49,600 I think you're right. Yeah? 753 00:34:49,640 --> 00:34:54,080 Yeah, and obviously you are a phenomenally beautiful woman. 754 00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:56,920 Thank you. We can continue to have a lot of fun together. 755 00:34:56,960 --> 00:34:58,440 Definitely. As friends. Yeah. 756 00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:02,120 Obviously, I saw Zara the other day, 757 00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:05,000 and she was like, "Oh, Melissa told me there's a rumour 758 00:35:05,040 --> 00:35:09,280 "going around that you and Sam Thompson went home together." 759 00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:12,040 And I was like, "Why is Melissa saying that?" 760 00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:14,800 I'm, like, her friend and I feel like she had the right to know 761 00:35:14,840 --> 00:35:17,240 that was being spoken about. But you knew it wasn't true. 762 00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:19,200 Like, if you even think for one second 763 00:35:19,240 --> 00:35:21,680 that I would go home with someone that has a girlfriend. 764 00:35:21,720 --> 00:35:24,320 I don't know, but, like, all I know is that we were all called... 765 00:35:24,360 --> 00:35:27,440 What do you mean you don't know?! Like, you're meant to be my friend. 766 00:35:27,480 --> 00:35:30,480 Tiff, I'm really sorry, but, like, I also am Zara's friend, 767 00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:32,200 and I should have told her at the time. 768 00:35:32,240 --> 00:35:33,480 You should've just been like, 769 00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:35,760 "That's absolutely not true. That would never happen. 770 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:38,720 "I don't need to even mention that to Zara cos I know it's not true." 771 00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:41,880 But instead, like, you tell Zara that rumour 772 00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:43,920 when me and her have just sorted things. 773 00:35:43,960 --> 00:35:46,120 Because it's something that's rogue that I've heard, 774 00:35:46,160 --> 00:35:48,960 and then it made me question like, "God, did something weird happen?" 775 00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:51,040 But that's how things get so twisted when you say, 776 00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:52,960 "Oh, OK I've heard this. I'm going to repeat it, 777 00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:55,720 "even though I know it's not true, but I'll just go repeat it anyway." 778 00:35:55,760 --> 00:35:58,040 Why? You had already done so many horrible things to me... 779 00:35:58,080 --> 00:36:00,680 So it's now like a battle. No, it's not. Yeah, it is though. 780 00:36:00,720 --> 00:36:03,160 It's, like, my loyalties solely were like, 781 00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:05,640 "I need to fix this with Zara," 782 00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:07,280 and she was talking to me about how we... 783 00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:09,640 But you knew me and her had just made up, so for me it's like 784 00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:11,600 were you trying to shit-stir between me and Zara 785 00:36:11,640 --> 00:36:14,640 and make her dislike me? No. 786 00:36:14,680 --> 00:36:15,960 Like, I get told that, 787 00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:18,720 "Melissa thinks you're creepy and that you make her feel sick," 788 00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:19,960 and I was like, "What?" 789 00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:22,880 So you decided to scroll back four months and show that voice note. 790 00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:24,760 How did you even remember that conversation? 791 00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:26,520 Well, to be fair, it did stick in my head 792 00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:28,000 when you called her a fame whore. 793 00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:29,640 I'm shocked. Like, I'm shocked. 794 00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:32,000 Like, I still can't really believe that, like, you did it. 795 00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:34,040 Cos I feel like from the way you're saying to me... 796 00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:36,160 I feel like you're just more annoyed about that 797 00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:39,680 rather than actually thinking about our friendship or the situation. 798 00:36:39,720 --> 00:36:41,880 Because I felt like you threw me under the bus so badly. 799 00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:43,840 But you threw me under the bus. How? 800 00:36:43,880 --> 00:36:46,320 By calling me creepy and saying I make you feel sick. 801 00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:48,680 I think that your actions were like... It sounds... 802 00:36:48,720 --> 00:36:50,640 Say it to my face, then. Say that to my face. I did! 803 00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:52,360 You never said that to my face. 804 00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:54,160 You never said to me, "You're creepy." 805 00:36:54,200 --> 00:36:56,000 And then you continue to say these things... 806 00:36:56,040 --> 00:36:58,800 Because all these other things came out. Like what? 807 00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:00,920 That you were calling him at 3am and stuff like this 808 00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:03,400 and that you said about... But you should've spoken to me... 809 00:37:03,440 --> 00:37:04,840 But it was in that exact moment... 810 00:37:04,880 --> 00:37:07,080 These things have been taken out of context. 811 00:37:07,120 --> 00:37:09,440 I don't know... Yeah, I know they are, and I know that it is. 812 00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:11,520 Yeah. It's all really dumb and stupid and, like... 813 00:37:11,560 --> 00:37:14,120 But that was my reaction, "Fuck, that's like... 814 00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:17,320 "That does sound really creepy from here." 815 00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:20,400 I think both things have been taken out of context. I actually do. 816 00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:22,200 What's happened's happened. 817 00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:24,760 You move forward. You don't say, you know... 818 00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:26,080 You speak to people to their faces 819 00:37:26,120 --> 00:37:27,680 rather than say things behind their back. 820 00:37:27,720 --> 00:37:30,360 If you've got a problem, hash it out together, 821 00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:32,520 but, moving forward, you miss her. 822 00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:34,120 I don't know whether you miss Melissa. 823 00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:37,440 She loved you, she thought you were a great friend and... Hmm. 824 00:37:37,480 --> 00:37:39,680 I ultimately... I've said, like, I miss you 825 00:37:39,720 --> 00:37:41,200 and I want to be friends with you. 826 00:37:41,240 --> 00:37:44,120 I just... There is no trust there right now for me, 827 00:37:44,160 --> 00:37:46,280 as I'm sure there isn't for you. 828 00:37:47,360 --> 00:37:50,760 ♪ If she doesn't, then who's to blame? 829 00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:54,400 ♪ My feet, so cold 830 00:37:54,440 --> 00:37:58,240 ♪ Your warmth, unsold 831 00:37:58,280 --> 00:38:01,680 ♪ Your arms around me... ♪ 832 00:38:03,280 --> 00:38:06,280 Pretty crazy that we're coming to the end of the trip here 833 00:38:06,320 --> 00:38:10,240 and then obviously moving in together, like... 834 00:38:10,280 --> 00:38:12,680 Yeah, that's what's been stressing me out slightly. 835 00:38:12,720 --> 00:38:17,440 Obviously the whole house hunt, and, from an honest point of view, 836 00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:21,080 my concern is... 837 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:24,280 Yeah, I just feel like, one-on-one, 838 00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:26,600 I don't want to become that couple that just recluses... 839 00:38:26,640 --> 00:38:28,960 Listen... ..that lives each other's lives completely, 840 00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:31,080 and when one of us is off, the other's stressing out 841 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:34,640 and starts to sort of create a tension there and we argue. 842 00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:37,440 But if you're not ready for it, then hurry up and fucking tell me, 843 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:40,640 because I obviously need to then rethink options and... 844 00:38:40,680 --> 00:38:42,880 Well, this is me telling you where my head's at. 845 00:38:42,920 --> 00:38:44,800 I'm not saying I'm not ready for it, I'm just... 846 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:47,720 What, you're saying you're not sure or you're having a moment or what? 847 00:38:47,760 --> 00:38:51,880 I'd just like you to almost reassure me, I guess, that... 848 00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:55,160 Reassure you? Are you kidding me?! No, just your thought process... 849 00:38:55,200 --> 00:38:57,200 Harvey, Harvey, Harvey, Harvey, Harvey. 850 00:38:57,240 --> 00:38:59,000 I've literally been excited about it. 851 00:38:59,040 --> 00:39:02,080 I've had no... I haven't come to you with any of these thoughts. 852 00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:04,600 You've pretty much stood there and you've said to me, 853 00:39:04,640 --> 00:39:06,800 "I'm freaking out Em, I don't really know." 854 00:39:06,840 --> 00:39:08,080 Well, we've kind of discussed 855 00:39:08,120 --> 00:39:10,840 potentially moving in with...other people. 856 00:39:10,880 --> 00:39:14,600 Just... I think that might just be more of a stepping stone for us. 857 00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:17,560 We can...not... It won't be such an intense environment. 858 00:39:17,600 --> 00:39:20,320 It won't just be me and you. We'll have a few other people there. 859 00:39:20,360 --> 00:39:22,640 Means that when we are out or not together, 860 00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:25,640 then you're not alone in the house and vice versa sort of... 861 00:39:25,680 --> 00:39:28,080 So you basically are saying you only want to live with me 862 00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:29,880 if we live with other people. 863 00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:31,760 No, it's not an ultimatum, 864 00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:34,640 but that would be my preference, I think, yeah. 865 00:39:34,680 --> 00:39:37,360 Just, yeah, based on what I said. 866 00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:39,800 If you're not going to be excited as me, then what...? 867 00:39:39,840 --> 00:39:42,680 What do you want me to do? 868 00:39:42,720 --> 00:39:45,520 I am excited, but then I just don't have... 869 00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:47,400 I have the doubt that you might not have. 870 00:39:47,440 --> 00:39:49,280 I just guess I'm being more of a realist. 871 00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:51,040 Make sure that this is what you want, 872 00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:52,720 cos you can just move in with your friends 873 00:39:52,760 --> 00:39:54,400 and I'll fucking move in with mine. 874 00:39:54,440 --> 00:39:56,280 And we just, you know... 875 00:39:56,320 --> 00:39:59,760 We do this in a couple of years' time. 876 00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:02,920 Yeah, well, I've thought that... This is me telling you my thoughts. 877 00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:05,240 No, and I would much rather you do that. 878 00:40:05,280 --> 00:40:06,440 ..that would work with you, 879 00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:09,640 if you can see the value in why I'm suggesting that option. 880 00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:11,560 I just...I feel a bit embarrassed now, 881 00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:13,960 because obviously I've been going round, like, 882 00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:16,080 telling everyone how excited I am, 883 00:40:16,120 --> 00:40:18,160 like, the different plans that I had. 884 00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:20,360 I'm still excited. I just want to do it in the right way. 885 00:40:20,400 --> 00:40:21,680 That's all. Well, I don't know. 886 00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:24,880 I don't know if I want to do it that way, so, like, 887 00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:26,080 I think I just need a bit... 888 00:40:26,120 --> 00:40:28,520 I think I just need to think about it. I just need a bit of time. 889 00:40:28,560 --> 00:40:30,920 I'm not really... I'm not sure I want to do that. 890 00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:33,560 ♪ I know that you love to dispense with me. ♪ 891 00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:34,720 All right. 892 00:40:34,760 --> 00:40:38,320 ♪ Oh-oh, cos I'm cramping your style... 893 00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:44,760 Hello, you. Hello. How you doing? Yeah, good. How are you? Yeah? 894 00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:48,680 Having a quiet little moment, are ya? Away from the mad house. 895 00:40:48,720 --> 00:40:50,200 Are you missing your little vegan? 896 00:40:50,240 --> 00:40:53,640 I am, actually. I'm missing that little vegan quite a lot. Mm. 897 00:40:53,680 --> 00:40:54,880 It's nice out here. 898 00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:58,960 I'm glad I caught you by yourself, lounging under the tree. 899 00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:00,440 How is Paris, by the way? 900 00:41:00,480 --> 00:41:03,000 Yeah, that's something I want to talk to you about actually. 901 00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:05,400 Um, did you know that she asked me for a date? 902 00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:07,240 Well, I sort of assumed. 903 00:41:07,280 --> 00:41:09,920 She kind of expressed an interest in getting to know me 904 00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:12,360 maybe more in a romantic sense. Yeah? 905 00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:13,600 I dunno. It's weird. 906 00:41:13,640 --> 00:41:16,760 My kind of initial reaction was to say no. Yeah. 907 00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:18,120 But I think the reason I said no 908 00:41:18,160 --> 00:41:20,280 is because of the way that you and I have been together 909 00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:21,560 for the last couple weeks. 910 00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:23,880 It's been weird, hasn't it? It's been an interesting... 911 00:41:23,920 --> 00:41:25,480 It's been odd. 912 00:41:25,520 --> 00:41:28,200 It got me thinking. I was like, "What is actually...?" 913 00:41:28,240 --> 00:41:30,000 What are we doing? What we doing? 914 00:41:30,040 --> 00:41:32,840 I wanted to basically just ask you, like, where... 915 00:41:32,880 --> 00:41:34,920 Not where you think it's going, but, like, if.... 916 00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:37,200 Can I tell you something? Honestly I don't know. 917 00:41:37,240 --> 00:41:39,360 Neither do I. This is why this conversation is weird, 918 00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:40,800 cos you and I are friends, 919 00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:43,200 and it shouldn't be an awkward thing, but it is... 920 00:41:43,240 --> 00:41:45,680 Yeah, I dunno. I've never, like, had a friend who I've then... 921 00:41:45,720 --> 00:41:47,680 Well, I've never done this with a friend before. 922 00:41:47,720 --> 00:41:50,480 Like, cuddles and... It's nice, though. It feels good. 923 00:41:50,520 --> 00:41:52,240 But I feel like sometimes you kind of... 924 00:41:52,280 --> 00:41:54,880 You've got this way of putting this wall up sometimes, 925 00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:56,560 and every now and then, you let it down, 926 00:41:56,600 --> 00:41:58,920 and you let me in a little bit, and then it's kind of like... 927 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:00,040 That's literally me to a T. 928 00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:02,320 I literally just had this conversation with Tiffany. 929 00:42:02,360 --> 00:42:04,120 What's the wall for? 930 00:42:04,160 --> 00:42:08,840 Uh, I don't really know. It's such a like weird thing. 931 00:42:08,880 --> 00:42:11,160 I think in the past, I just... 932 00:42:11,200 --> 00:42:15,120 ..hate being in situations where I am vulnerable... 933 00:42:15,160 --> 00:42:17,920 Yeah. ..and then, like, let someone in. 934 00:42:17,960 --> 00:42:20,000 I don't know. Yeah, I let someone in, 935 00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:22,680 and then they almost, like, shit all over it so now I'm a bit like... 936 00:42:22,720 --> 00:42:24,320 There's no point getting to that point. 937 00:42:24,360 --> 00:42:25,480 I can completely relate. 938 00:42:25,520 --> 00:42:27,360 I know exactly how you feel and how that feels. 939 00:42:27,400 --> 00:42:29,680 It's just shit. It is shit. And I just can't bear to go back 940 00:42:29,720 --> 00:42:31,520 to that feeling, so now I have this thing... 941 00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:34,120 But you shouldn't stop that from... Cos you won't go back there. 942 00:42:34,160 --> 00:42:37,360 You know what it feels like, so you wouldn't go through that again. 943 00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:40,360 But I'm so scared of it happening that I just back out 944 00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:42,200 the second it gets to that point. 945 00:42:42,240 --> 00:42:43,360 I think you need to, like... 946 00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:45,080 You're a powerhouse. You're stunning. 947 00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:46,720 You're obviously an amazing person. 948 00:42:46,760 --> 00:42:51,080 I think you just need to allow yourself to kind of, dunno, just... 949 00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:52,560 Yeah. ..feel what you want to feel. 950 00:42:52,600 --> 00:42:55,640 I'm not crying, by the way. It's hay fever. 951 00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:56,880 Um... 952 00:42:56,920 --> 00:42:59,040 Do you know what I mean? I do. It's hard, though. 953 00:42:59,080 --> 00:43:01,000 It is hard. It is really hard. 954 00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:03,120 We've clearly had this... 955 00:43:04,200 --> 00:43:06,080 Well, I dunno if you're feeling the same thing, 956 00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:09,480 but this situation where we've been in bed together the last few days. 957 00:43:09,520 --> 00:43:14,360 Yeah. And there's obviously that kind of sexual chemistry, tension. 958 00:43:14,400 --> 00:43:17,480 Mm. And obviously I fancy you. I mean, who wouldn't? 959 00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:21,040 But nothing's progressed, and my thoughts are - 960 00:43:21,080 --> 00:43:22,520 are we stopping that from happening 961 00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:25,720 because we're worried about what would happen if we did do something? 962 00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:28,280 The fact that you're sat there, you're my friend, 963 00:43:28,320 --> 00:43:30,400 but I also quite want to kiss you is a bit... 964 00:43:30,440 --> 00:43:32,120 You can. I can? Mm. 965 00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:40,960 Honestly. 966 00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:42,040 Crumbs. 967 00:43:42,080 --> 00:43:43,440 What is going on between us? 968 00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:46,360 ♪ Do you think about it, too? ♪ 969 00:43:48,000 --> 00:43:50,800 Sam said to me, "I can't be with you right now." 970 00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:52,840 I'm just focusing on trying to do everything I can 971 00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:54,400 to win his trust back. 972 00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:57,000 My heart's telling me, "Call her now and say, 'Come round.'" 973 00:43:57,040 --> 00:43:58,280 My head's obviously like, 974 00:43:58,320 --> 00:44:00,440 "That's the most stupid decision you've ever made." 975 00:44:00,480 --> 00:44:02,720 Which would you rather go with, your head or your heart? 976 00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:05,520 When we have sex, it's absolutely amazing. Yeah. 977 00:44:05,560 --> 00:44:08,120 But I feel he's always like, "Oh, I'm not in the mood." 978 00:44:08,160 --> 00:44:09,480 Is it because he's bored? 979 00:44:09,520 --> 00:44:13,240 Why don't you just get it out and show her a good time? 980 00:44:13,280 --> 00:44:14,560 Am I satisfying you? 981 00:44:14,600 --> 00:44:16,920 Maybe you want to have sex with someone else. 982 00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:19,000 Everyone knows something that I don't know. 983 00:44:19,040 --> 00:44:21,280 I feel betrayed and I feel hurt. By who? 984 00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:22,840 You! You're meant to be my friend! 985 00:44:22,880 --> 00:44:24,560 Don't fucking sit there screaming at me! 986 00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:26,240 I've told you that I'm fucking sorry. 987 00:44:26,280 --> 00:44:27,800 We're getting to know each other. 988 00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:29,480 It's got nothing to do with you any more. 989 00:44:29,520 --> 00:44:30,640 It's nothing to do with you. 990 00:44:30,680 --> 00:44:33,040 It's to do with their friendship. There is no friendship! 991 00:44:33,080 --> 00:44:35,600 You stick with Charlie and I'll stick over here with Tristan. 992 00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:37,120 This is so shit. 993 00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:42,360 Subtitles by Red Bee Media