1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:03,280 This programme contains strong language and adult content. 2 00:00:03,320 --> 00:00:05,360 The gang in the country houses were tested, they isolated, 3 00:00:05,400 --> 00:00:06,800 and followed all the rules. 4 00:00:06,840 --> 00:00:10,000 This means they can get up close and personal...something they took very literally! 5 00:00:10,040 --> 00:00:11,640 I've spoken to Will. "I'd love to take her on a second date." 6 00:00:11,680 --> 00:00:12,960 Thank you, Oliver. 7 00:00:14,800 --> 00:00:16,360 You guys look quite comfortable. 8 00:00:16,400 --> 00:00:20,360 Lockdown was, like, the best thing that ever happened to us, I think. 9 00:00:20,400 --> 00:00:21,400 I agree. 10 00:00:21,440 --> 00:00:22,840 Yeah, I see it, I see it. 11 00:00:22,880 --> 00:00:26,360 There's just such a connection between Charlie and I. 12 00:00:26,400 --> 00:00:29,600 No, this makes me feel a lot less guilty about drunkenly kissing you. 13 00:00:29,640 --> 00:00:30,880 That's disgusting. 14 00:00:30,920 --> 00:00:32,680 Well, I'm truly sorry for that, I really am. 15 00:00:32,720 --> 00:00:33,880 Liv and I was a drunken kiss. 16 00:00:33,920 --> 00:00:38,080 Whatever you and Charlie may have or whatever you and Holmes may have, I can't keep up, is your thing. 17 00:00:38,120 --> 00:00:40,000 I'm so confused as to why you're upset, Verity. 18 00:00:40,040 --> 00:00:41,240 The respect has gone. 19 00:00:41,280 --> 00:00:43,960 Don't worry, just go and lap dance, Tristan. 20 00:01:04,360 --> 00:01:06,360 ♪ What a time to be alive... ♪ 21 00:01:08,040 --> 00:01:09,480 Oh! Oh, he's done it! 22 00:01:09,520 --> 00:01:10,760 OK, here we go. 23 00:01:10,800 --> 00:01:12,720 Oh, ho, ho, ho! 24 00:01:12,760 --> 00:01:15,320 Way too hard, what are you doing? 25 00:01:15,360 --> 00:01:16,920 Oh! 26 00:01:16,960 --> 00:01:19,440 Well played, sir. Well played. What can I say, lads? 27 00:01:19,480 --> 00:01:20,760 King of the truffle shuffle. 28 00:01:20,800 --> 00:01:22,040 That's two tequilas for you. 29 00:01:22,080 --> 00:01:24,360 Zara's coming in an hour, boys, so we've got a time limit. 30 00:01:24,400 --> 00:01:26,400 What are you talking about? She's picking me up tonight. 31 00:01:26,440 --> 00:01:28,640 What do you mean she's coming in an hour? She said to me, 32 00:01:28,680 --> 00:01:31,360 "When you're about an hour away from finishing send me a message." 33 00:01:31,400 --> 00:01:34,040 Hang on, you're saying on a lads' night out, on a boys' night out, 34 00:01:34,080 --> 00:01:36,240 you go, "Probably gonna finish in an hour." 35 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:39,680 I can't wait until that moment happens. 36 00:01:39,720 --> 00:01:43,120 Yeah, you wanna see it. For me it's happening now. 37 00:01:43,160 --> 00:01:45,560 But, look, it's good to get away with just the guys 38 00:01:45,600 --> 00:01:47,920 and have like a frickin' fun time and do that kind of stuff. 39 00:01:47,960 --> 00:01:50,720 Otherwise we do... Then we end up feeling like we are married... 40 00:01:50,760 --> 00:01:52,680 Yeah. ..and actually I don't think we do it enough. 41 00:01:52,720 --> 00:01:54,000 We don't do it enough. 42 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:55,640 Here we go so, OK, what are the things now 43 00:01:55,680 --> 00:01:57,200 that you guys are living together... 44 00:01:57,240 --> 00:01:59,840 so we're all living with our girlfriends...I feel, like, with Habbs, 45 00:01:59,880 --> 00:02:03,240 like, I love her more than anything on this Earth, I honestly do, 46 00:02:03,280 --> 00:02:05,280 and I quite like sex, right, 47 00:02:05,320 --> 00:02:06,400 I quite like... No way! 48 00:02:06,440 --> 00:02:07,600 Yeah, yeah, yeah no way. 49 00:02:07,640 --> 00:02:09,160 Who...who wants it more? 50 00:02:09,200 --> 00:02:11,320 Me, obviously. I hound her. 51 00:02:11,360 --> 00:02:12,760 She's like, "Oh, my God, 52 00:02:12,800 --> 00:02:14,440 "it's like, honestly, like a teenage boy 53 00:02:14,480 --> 00:02:16,600 "with, like, the first internet connection." 54 00:02:16,640 --> 00:02:17,840 How much do you have sex? 55 00:02:17,880 --> 00:02:20,400 I would probably try and have sex once a day. 56 00:02:20,440 --> 00:02:21,640 Once a day's a lot. 57 00:02:21,680 --> 00:02:23,800 But maybe it's not, maybe it's not a lot. No, it's not. 58 00:02:23,840 --> 00:02:25,200 Like, you're in honeymoon period. 59 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:26,680 No, he's not, he's a year and a bit in. 60 00:02:26,720 --> 00:02:29,600 It's not eight years or it's not... I mean... Eight years? 61 00:02:29,640 --> 00:02:33,160 Mate, I'm a year and a half and it's once a week if we're good, if we're having a good time. 62 00:02:33,200 --> 00:02:35,240 So, come on, do you have sex once a week? Once a week. 63 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:37,360 Once, possibly twice a week, 64 00:02:37,400 --> 00:02:40,200 but she's now comfortable, I think. 65 00:02:40,240 --> 00:02:41,600 With...with that. 66 00:02:41,640 --> 00:02:43,560 But she's in pyjama phase now, mate. 67 00:02:43,600 --> 00:02:44,920 That's quite sexy. 68 00:02:44,960 --> 00:02:46,360 It's Telly Tubby bun, 69 00:02:46,400 --> 00:02:49,200 spot cream and pyjamas up to the top with a collar. 70 00:02:49,240 --> 00:02:50,480 That's sexy. 71 00:02:50,520 --> 00:02:52,880 Don't get me wrong I've never been happier in my entire life 72 00:02:52,920 --> 00:02:54,920 and I didn't think I could actually be this happy. 73 00:02:54,960 --> 00:02:56,000 That's good. 74 00:02:56,040 --> 00:02:59,520 As deep and as awesome as this is getting I think, boys, I'm here with you lads. Yeah. 75 00:02:59,560 --> 00:03:02,160 We always talk about our girlfriends and as much as I love my girlfriend... 76 00:03:02,200 --> 00:03:03,960 You bring it up every time. You brought it up. 77 00:03:04,000 --> 00:03:05,720 "Oh, my God, Zara, Zara." Yeah, you do, you do. 78 00:03:05,760 --> 00:03:07,920 OK. Zara, Zara. Well, look, she's coming to pick me up. 79 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:09,240 She's coming in an hour so... 80 00:03:09,280 --> 00:03:12,080 I think you should cancel Zara picking you up. Yeah. And we should have a night out together. 81 00:03:12,120 --> 00:03:15,480 Come on, just us boys, no girlfriends, let's stay out late, let's do this. Done. 82 00:03:15,520 --> 00:03:16,560 Yes? OK? Done. Great. 83 00:03:16,600 --> 00:03:19,120 Oosh! Oosh! Let's get the tequilas, come on. 84 00:03:24,000 --> 00:03:25,440 VERITY LAUGHS 85 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:42,600 This is quite nice. This is cute, isn't it? 86 00:03:42,640 --> 00:03:44,240 Have a little bit of alone time. 87 00:03:44,280 --> 00:03:46,520 If you dunk me one more time you will be in trouble. 88 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:47,840 I can't deal with this any more. 89 00:03:47,880 --> 00:03:49,600 I think you deserve it, really. Not a chance. 90 00:03:49,640 --> 00:03:50,880 Yeah. What do I deserve it for? 91 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:52,760 I don't know but I'll find a reason. Yeah. 92 00:03:52,800 --> 00:03:56,120 But, yeah, it has been so nice to, like, get to know you over the last few days and... 93 00:03:56,160 --> 00:03:58,680 Yeah. ..properly without having other people around. 94 00:03:58,720 --> 00:04:01,560 Like coming in here I didn't expect to sort of like you know, 95 00:04:01,600 --> 00:04:03,680 meet someone I actually, like, clicked with. Yeah. 96 00:04:03,720 --> 00:04:05,880 I mean, if I was to say, like, my type, 97 00:04:05,920 --> 00:04:07,760 literally you would be it. 98 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:09,960 Petite, blond, gorgeous obviously. 99 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:12,040 I'm gonna start blushing. You already are. 100 00:04:12,080 --> 00:04:13,360 No! 101 00:04:13,400 --> 00:04:16,600 But, yeah, obviously you're, like, so nice as well. 102 00:04:16,640 --> 00:04:19,920 That's...that was a breath of fresh air to hear, don't feel it recently. 103 00:04:19,960 --> 00:04:24,240 Even when you're arguing with people I'm like, "Oh, my God, that doesn't seem like you to argue with people. 104 00:04:24,280 --> 00:04:26,160 Yeah, I'm sorry I've like dragged you into like 105 00:04:26,200 --> 00:04:28,760 loads of drama that you don't need to be involved in. It's fine. 106 00:04:28,800 --> 00:04:31,760 It would be so different if we weren't in this bubble. 107 00:04:31,800 --> 00:04:35,600 Yeah. I think first of all we wouldn't have to, like, be dealing with my ex being around.True. 108 00:04:35,640 --> 00:04:39,200 But then it's been nice to get to know you and actually realise that you're a lovely person 109 00:04:39,240 --> 00:04:40,960 as well as being very good looking. 110 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:43,360 And you're so cute. What? It's true. 111 00:04:43,400 --> 00:04:45,320 Yeah, no, like... I think the same. 112 00:04:45,360 --> 00:04:47,880 I don't think it's been too intense actually living with you, 113 00:04:47,920 --> 00:04:51,960 I think that's actually a good way to go about things. Probably better than, like, go on adate. 114 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:54,160 A date. A random date. I dunno, they're quite fun. 115 00:04:54,200 --> 00:04:56,360 Do you not think...? Do you know what? I can't call it. 116 00:04:56,400 --> 00:05:01,960 We'll have to do one though just to see, you know. OK. 117 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:07,120 ♪ I turn to you and you've moved on 118 00:05:07,160 --> 00:05:10,280 ♪ Couldn't ever be my sunrise 119 00:05:10,320 --> 00:05:12,760 ♪ Sunrise, sunrise 120 00:05:12,800 --> 00:05:14,400 ♪ You're just a setting sun 121 00:05:14,440 --> 00:05:17,640 ♪ I'd pray and you would pass me by 122 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:20,960 ♪ You're only looking for a good time 123 00:05:21,000 --> 00:05:22,480 ♪ A body you could... ♪ 124 00:05:22,520 --> 00:05:25,680 Just out of curiosity, who is cooking me breakfast? Tristan? 125 00:05:25,720 --> 00:05:28,200 Well, my love, I'd never disappoint you, would I? 126 00:05:28,240 --> 00:05:31,440 Well, you did last night. Oh-ho, yeah. 127 00:05:31,480 --> 00:05:33,400 So, before we start breakfast 128 00:05:33,440 --> 00:05:34,800 I wanna clarify something. 129 00:05:34,840 --> 00:05:36,120 Yes, James. We had a sleepover. 130 00:05:36,160 --> 00:05:38,200 We had... We had a snuggle. ..an adult sleepover. 131 00:05:38,240 --> 00:05:39,400 Did you have sex? 132 00:05:39,440 --> 00:05:42,600 Did I? I didn't even know my own name last night, do you think I was capable of sex? 133 00:05:42,640 --> 00:05:45,240 I'm not sure I could've... So you can't remember. We had a snuggle. 134 00:05:45,280 --> 00:05:49,160 We tucked each other into bed and had a little snuggle and that was it. That's it? An adult snuggle. 135 00:05:49,200 --> 00:05:52,960 We know each other well enough for it to not be weird for us to have a bit of fun. Inside and out. Yeah? 136 00:05:53,000 --> 00:05:56,360 No, we don't. Sometimes it's nice to have a bit of attention from the other team. 137 00:05:56,400 --> 00:05:59,440 I love you both for different reasons and it's nice seeing you guys have fun. 138 00:05:59,480 --> 00:06:01,040 Yeah. And it's harmless fun, isn't it? 139 00:06:01,080 --> 00:06:05,120 There's not been much fun for the last few months so why can't we have some? Exactly. Know what I mean? 140 00:06:05,160 --> 00:06:07,280 And, no, I did hear what went down downstairs. 141 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:09,880 You were talking... Oh, look, those two blonde girls? 142 00:06:09,920 --> 00:06:11,920 Oh, Verity. Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum? 143 00:06:11,960 --> 00:06:13,640 Yeah, the hands in each other's pockets. 144 00:06:13,680 --> 00:06:15,640 No, no, let me lay one thing down here. 145 00:06:15,680 --> 00:06:20,160 Verity started turning on the old waterworks, crying. Yeah. The second he left they dried up. 146 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:23,040 This is what I said. Like she's just...She's fake. 147 00:06:23,080 --> 00:06:26,320 Also, she had the front to go, "Oh, well, Habbs warned me about you in Buenos Aires. 148 00:06:26,360 --> 00:06:29,880 See that's just... It's been a frickin' year of me preaching my side 149 00:06:29,920 --> 00:06:32,320 and it's finally come to a point that 150 00:06:32,360 --> 00:06:34,480 everyone's seeing her true colours. 151 00:06:34,520 --> 00:06:36,120 Listen, I've seen it first-hand. 152 00:06:36,160 --> 00:06:37,640 Shall we go make some breakfast? 153 00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:39,360 Yeah, let's go, really need a coffee. 154 00:06:39,400 --> 00:06:41,320 I need more than a coffee. For me too, please. 155 00:06:44,560 --> 00:06:47,640 Ah, buddy. It was all a bit intense yesterday, all got a bit... 156 00:06:47,680 --> 00:06:48,920 The conversation. Yeah. 157 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:51,800 It just got really ugly and it's... it's not what I wanted at all. 158 00:06:51,840 --> 00:06:55,440 I heard, what I gathered was Verity playing with your heart strings. 159 00:06:55,480 --> 00:06:58,240 Yeah, saying that she was heartbroken, this and that, 160 00:06:58,280 --> 00:07:00,920 I was like, "You weren't. You cut me out, you dropped me 161 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:03,320 "and suddenly you're kind of trying to act out to make 162 00:07:03,360 --> 00:07:07,400 "your situation what happened with Holmes and Charlie kind of justifiable." 163 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:09,080 I felt frustrated for you, 164 00:07:09,120 --> 00:07:12,440 because I was, like, you've seen her character, her true colours. Yeah. 165 00:07:12,480 --> 00:07:15,720 But yet again you still are being pulled into that emotional space 166 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:18,000 and the difficult question is 167 00:07:18,040 --> 00:07:19,720 do you still love her? 168 00:07:19,760 --> 00:07:21,760 Do I still love her? 169 00:07:21,800 --> 00:07:23,440 It's a hard one, that. 170 00:07:23,480 --> 00:07:26,000 Are you in love with the idea of her? 171 00:07:26,040 --> 00:07:30,120 No, but the feelings that I did develop, 172 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:32,160 the person that I knew and I grew to love, 173 00:07:32,200 --> 00:07:33,760 you know, she's still there. 174 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:36,760 So then, so then it comes to now Charlie's being thrown in your face. 175 00:07:36,800 --> 00:07:38,880 Yeah. Is that beneficial for you? 176 00:07:38,920 --> 00:07:41,240 I mean, I just think he's a bit of a fuckwit, to be honest, like, 177 00:07:41,280 --> 00:07:43,600 I don't... Firstly I don't understand his game. 178 00:07:43,640 --> 00:07:45,640 The way I feel now they can do what they want. Yeah. 179 00:07:45,680 --> 00:07:48,440 Yeah, it's gonna suck and it's gonna hurt and I'm gonna hate to see it, 180 00:07:48,480 --> 00:07:50,280 but at the end of the day what can I do about it? 181 00:07:50,320 --> 00:07:51,800 Yeah, nothing, you're powerless. 182 00:07:51,840 --> 00:07:54,960 But I'm not gonna give him or them the attention and energy they don't deserve. 183 00:07:55,000 --> 00:07:56,760 Exactly. And you know your worth. 184 00:07:56,800 --> 00:07:57,960 I do. 185 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:15,080 Are you OK? 186 00:08:15,120 --> 00:08:17,120 Yeah, it was just a bit crazy, you know? 187 00:08:17,160 --> 00:08:19,400 I hated falling out with Liv 188 00:08:19,440 --> 00:08:22,920 and, like, seeing Tristan quite upset was hurtful as well. 189 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:25,080 So overwhelming, especially for you. 190 00:08:25,120 --> 00:08:27,280 And I think he's got it in his mind that I don't care. 191 00:08:27,320 --> 00:08:31,000 Yeah. Because I've gone and kissed Holmes and then Charlie, which is not the case at all. 192 00:08:31,040 --> 00:08:33,760 Precisely. So I think he needs to know that I do still care. Yeah. 193 00:08:33,800 --> 00:08:37,320 And... I do wanna be, like, on the same page with him 194 00:08:37,360 --> 00:08:38,960 and he'll know what I'm feeling 195 00:08:39,000 --> 00:08:41,240 and I want to understand what he's thinking 196 00:08:41,280 --> 00:08:43,240 and then we can sort of go from there. 197 00:08:43,280 --> 00:08:46,440 I don't understand why you've got Tristan in the back of your mind 198 00:08:46,480 --> 00:08:48,000 when you're getting to know Charlie. 199 00:08:48,040 --> 00:08:51,440 I think it's cos just having a fight with Tristan and seeing him upset... 200 00:08:51,480 --> 00:08:53,360 I'm just really pro Charlie so... 201 00:08:53,400 --> 00:08:56,560 Yeah. I'm, like, I want you to not think about Tristan... 202 00:08:56,600 --> 00:08:57,960 Yeah. ..when you're with him. 203 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:00,440 Ooh, that is so hard to, like, not naturally just, 204 00:09:00,480 --> 00:09:02,280 like, be super flirty with Charlie. 205 00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:05,080 I know. The energy and the connection you have... 206 00:09:05,120 --> 00:09:07,040 Yeah. ..just bounces off. So natural. 207 00:09:07,080 --> 00:09:08,840 It just lights the whole room up. 208 00:09:08,880 --> 00:09:10,360 It's just like very cute. 209 00:09:10,400 --> 00:09:12,040 I think you shouldn't feel guilty. 210 00:09:12,080 --> 00:09:15,280 Yeah. I respect that Tristan feels upset 211 00:09:15,320 --> 00:09:17,680 but you need to focus on your happiness. 212 00:09:21,080 --> 00:09:26,680 ♪ Soon we'll be making our connection too slow... ♪ 213 00:09:32,800 --> 00:09:35,320 Hey. Hello. Hi. Hello. 214 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:36,760 Guys, how are you? 215 00:09:37,840 --> 00:09:39,560 Do you guys want some champagne? 216 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:41,040 You all right? 217 00:09:41,080 --> 00:09:42,320 I'm OK, thank you. 218 00:09:43,720 --> 00:09:46,000 Where's Sam? Thank you. 219 00:09:46,040 --> 00:09:48,600 Zara, are you all right? What's happened? Are you OK? 220 00:09:48,640 --> 00:09:49,720 No. 221 00:09:49,760 --> 00:09:51,080 Oh, no. Oh, what's wrong? 222 00:09:52,600 --> 00:09:54,480 Oh, my God. 223 00:09:59,160 --> 00:10:01,560 Just I've had the worst day of my life. 224 00:10:01,600 --> 00:10:03,120 What's happened? What's happened? 225 00:10:07,520 --> 00:10:09,360 I did something really bad. 226 00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:29,600 I did something really bad around a year ago, and... 227 00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:31,320 ..I slept with someone. 228 00:10:36,520 --> 00:10:38,240 What? When you were...when you were... 229 00:10:38,280 --> 00:10:42,120 ..when you were doing that singing stuff? Mm. 230 00:10:42,160 --> 00:10:45,440 Oh, my... Man, that's not very sweet. Um... 231 00:10:47,240 --> 00:10:50,480 When it happened, I genuinely thought that, like, 232 00:10:50,520 --> 00:10:54,240 me and Sam were just, like, we were going to break-up inevitably, 233 00:10:54,280 --> 00:10:57,200 and I just thought, "We're hanging on by, like, a tiny little thread 234 00:10:57,240 --> 00:10:59,720 "and we're going to break-up," and then he turned around 235 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:02,320 and he was like, "I actually want to make this work with you." 236 00:11:02,360 --> 00:11:05,720 Listen from a guy's point of view, I just wouldn't make any excuses for it, also... 237 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:07,400 No, I'm not at all. I'm not. 238 00:11:07,440 --> 00:11:11,400 But I'm telling you why it's only just come out now. 239 00:11:11,440 --> 00:11:13,720 Are you and Sam together? Like, what's happened? 240 00:11:13,760 --> 00:11:15,040 Yeah, but I don't... 241 00:11:16,800 --> 00:11:18,840 ..I don't think for much longer. 242 00:11:18,880 --> 00:11:21,880 I'm probably not going to be the best person in this situation, 243 00:11:21,920 --> 00:11:24,520 if I'm honest, ladies, cos I'm obviously... I'm not asking. 244 00:11:24,560 --> 00:11:27,240 Yeah, no, I know, but I think I'll probably make things worse. 245 00:11:27,280 --> 00:11:29,280 And, of course, as always, my loyalty's with Sam 246 00:11:29,320 --> 00:11:31,680 so I'm probably... 247 00:11:31,720 --> 00:11:33,640 ..leave you guys to it. 248 00:11:33,680 --> 00:11:35,200 Um, see you later, guys. 249 00:11:37,960 --> 00:11:41,160 It's just. I'm just, like, concerned as to why Jamie, like, walks away. 250 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:44,120 Well, I guess he's probably just like...he doesn't know what to say. 251 00:11:44,160 --> 00:11:47,520 Yeah. Like, he can't be like, "Oh, it's going to be OK," 252 00:11:47,560 --> 00:11:50,120 and he can't be like, "Oh, you've done the wrong thing," 253 00:11:50,160 --> 00:11:52,760 because it's not really his place to say. No, I know. 254 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:56,120 And how did it, like, come about? 255 00:11:56,160 --> 00:11:58,280 Like, how has it come out a year later? 256 00:11:58,320 --> 00:12:01,960 So it was a mutual friend of mine and Sam's who basically 257 00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:03,840 revealed what had happened. 258 00:12:03,880 --> 00:12:09,880 I told him everything and he just said, 259 00:12:09,920 --> 00:12:12,840 "Look if you... I hope you appreciate I need some space." 260 00:12:12,880 --> 00:12:15,160 And what stopped you from just telling him? 261 00:12:15,200 --> 00:12:19,160 You just were like, "I can't," you just couldn't bring yourself to? No. I guess it's just that... 262 00:12:19,200 --> 00:12:21,960 I couldn't bring myself to, like, break his heart like that. 263 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:25,160 How could...? 264 00:12:25,200 --> 00:12:30,840 I just thought, like, I'd rather it, like, eat me alive and, like, 265 00:12:30,880 --> 00:12:35,160 me just have to live with what I've done than, like, to ruin everything. 266 00:12:35,200 --> 00:12:38,240 Like, we've come such a long way and, like, 267 00:12:38,280 --> 00:12:42,000 the relationship we're in now is almost like a brand-new 268 00:12:42,040 --> 00:12:45,480 relationship, like, to what we were a year ago. 269 00:12:45,520 --> 00:12:48,280 So then to, like, go back over something that 270 00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:51,160 happened during that time just felt like... 271 00:12:51,200 --> 00:12:55,400 I should've, but I just...I couldn't do it. 272 00:12:57,000 --> 00:12:59,960 Oh, God, it's a really messy situation, isn't it? 273 00:13:01,840 --> 00:13:04,960 I think in hindsight it would've been easy to turn around now 274 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:07,280 and say that you should've just said it and I think, yes, 275 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:10,080 morally, it would've been the right thing to do. 276 00:13:10,120 --> 00:13:13,840 But it's done now and it's just about trying to figure out 277 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:15,520 a way forward, if there is a way, and... 278 00:13:15,560 --> 00:13:18,520 I just don't know how he's ever going to forgive me for what I've done. 279 00:13:18,560 --> 00:13:20,560 Well, I think the first thing you need to do is try 280 00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:22,080 and forgive yourself. 281 00:13:22,120 --> 00:13:26,400 But he's just literally... He is my whole world, like, he's everything. 282 00:13:41,400 --> 00:13:43,240 Ah, wunderbar! 283 00:13:43,280 --> 00:13:45,400 Oh, you took the summer truffle. 284 00:13:45,440 --> 00:13:46,840 I did, yes, have you had it before? 285 00:13:46,880 --> 00:13:50,440 Yummy. Yes, I went for the Roman speciality. Very nice. 286 00:13:50,480 --> 00:13:52,120 SHE SPEAKS ITALIAN 287 00:13:52,160 --> 00:13:56,520 Oh, my God, are you cutting your tagliatelle? Yeah. 288 00:13:56,560 --> 00:13:58,280 How old are you? Like, two? 289 00:13:58,320 --> 00:14:01,920 What do you mean? Are you eating this dinner or am I? 290 00:14:01,960 --> 00:14:03,320 Why do you cut your pasta? 291 00:14:03,360 --> 00:14:05,200 It all goes down the same way. 292 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:07,960 I mean, I've been single for a while so I guess... 293 00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:10,080 Single since what, December? 294 00:14:10,120 --> 00:14:11,480 Well, yeah, yeah. 295 00:14:11,520 --> 00:14:14,200 But I haven't, like, I haven't eaten 296 00:14:14,240 --> 00:14:17,440 with such divine company for a while, yeah. 297 00:14:17,480 --> 00:14:19,240 Did you go on many dates in lockdown? 298 00:14:19,280 --> 00:14:22,400 I had a couple of park walks, and that's about it. 299 00:14:22,440 --> 00:14:25,880 I kind of, like, mostly dated myself in lockdown. 300 00:14:26,920 --> 00:14:28,600 That sounds like a fun evening! 301 00:14:28,640 --> 00:14:29,760 It was great. 302 00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:34,160 So, do you like my choice of second date? 303 00:14:34,200 --> 00:14:35,320 Yeah, no, I love it. 304 00:14:35,360 --> 00:14:38,680 I used to live in Milan for three and a half years, 305 00:14:38,720 --> 00:14:41,080 and I've got a house in Lake Garda, so... Wonderful. 306 00:14:41,120 --> 00:14:43,360 That's why, I kind of grew up there. Yeah. 307 00:14:43,400 --> 00:14:44,760 Yeah. Do you speak Italian? 308 00:14:44,800 --> 00:14:46,840 Not really. No? 309 00:14:46,880 --> 00:14:48,840 Like, a tiny bit. I mean, I've travelled to Milan 310 00:14:48,880 --> 00:14:51,040 and worked in Milan quite a lot in the... Yeah. 311 00:14:51,080 --> 00:14:53,240 Done the shows and stuff, so... Which shows? 312 00:14:53,280 --> 00:14:56,520 I walked for Versace. Mm-hm? 313 00:14:56,560 --> 00:14:57,880 I walked for Dolce and Gabbana. 314 00:14:57,920 --> 00:15:00,640 I actually once had drinks with Domenico Dolce, 315 00:15:00,680 --> 00:15:02,680 we got really pissed in Milan. 316 00:15:02,720 --> 00:15:04,680 Why am I not surprised? It was a long night. 317 00:15:04,720 --> 00:15:08,160 I think anyone that drinks with you gets really, really pissed, from the sounds of it. 318 00:15:08,200 --> 00:15:10,440 I normally really don't drink that much! 319 00:15:12,480 --> 00:15:14,800 So tell me more about your past relationships? 320 00:15:14,840 --> 00:15:18,480 Um, so I've had maybe, like, three serious relationships, 321 00:15:18,520 --> 00:15:21,680 and not one of them has gone past two years. 322 00:15:21,720 --> 00:15:24,720 Why do you think that is? Did you cheat on them? No. 323 00:15:24,760 --> 00:15:27,520 No, I've never cheated in my life. You've never cheated? 324 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:30,520 Never cheated. Really? No, no, no. No, no, no, no, no. Didn't expect that. 325 00:15:30,560 --> 00:15:32,640 If I'm in a relationship, I'm in a relationship. 326 00:15:32,680 --> 00:15:34,880 But I've been cheated on, so I was like... Oh, I'm sorry. 327 00:15:34,920 --> 00:15:37,880 So I was like, "I never want to put anyone through those kind of feelings." 328 00:15:37,920 --> 00:15:39,800 Well, have you..? Has your heart been broken? 329 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:42,720 Mm, yes, many times. Yeah? Yeah. 330 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:46,200 So are you...are you up to much this weekend, at all? 331 00:15:46,240 --> 00:15:49,160 Um, it's actually my friend Liv's birthday, 332 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:52,360 so we're going to go to the countryside. 333 00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:54,200 Ollie is coming too. Nice. 334 00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:55,800 Would you like to come along? 335 00:15:55,840 --> 00:15:57,040 I'd love to, Sophie, yeah. 336 00:15:57,080 --> 00:16:00,040 Yeah? That would be really nice, thank you. 337 00:16:10,320 --> 00:16:12,960 Well, girls, big day tomorrow, back to the Roaring Twenties. 338 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:14,080 Yeah. 339 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:17,280 I'm excited. Yeah. This is going to be fun, I love a little themed party. 340 00:16:17,320 --> 00:16:18,880 Yeah, the Gatsby thing is nice. 341 00:16:18,920 --> 00:16:20,280 I'm all for stuff like that. 342 00:16:20,320 --> 00:16:23,480 Yeah. Yeah. And it's like a private festival, which is quite high-end. 343 00:16:23,520 --> 00:16:24,800 Yeah, it's going to be nice. 344 00:16:24,840 --> 00:16:26,880 What are you going to get Liv for her birthday? 345 00:16:26,920 --> 00:16:30,000 I think our company's enough. Well, I've got nothing. Some alcohol. 346 00:16:30,040 --> 00:16:31,560 Alcohol? Standard. 347 00:16:31,600 --> 00:16:33,160 How's it been at the other house? 348 00:16:33,200 --> 00:16:36,800 I like being there because it's nice to have a relaxing time 349 00:16:36,840 --> 00:16:39,000 and just to take time to paint. What do you paint? 350 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:40,240 You like painting? 351 00:16:40,280 --> 00:16:42,080 Uh, yeah. Surrealist portraits. 352 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:43,520 Surrealist, what...what..? 353 00:16:43,560 --> 00:16:46,600 It's like, you know, The Scream painting? Like that? Yeah. 354 00:16:46,640 --> 00:16:49,280 It's similar vibe but more detailed. 355 00:16:49,320 --> 00:16:52,560 I didn't get it. So horror stuff? Not quite. 356 00:16:52,600 --> 00:16:55,600 That famous... She just described, like, that Scream painting that 357 00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:57,480 they've got, like, gaunt... 358 00:16:57,520 --> 00:17:00,240 You don't know? No. OK. 359 00:17:00,280 --> 00:17:03,360 I think it is a bit like olives, you know, you have... 360 00:17:03,400 --> 00:17:06,560 You have to sort of like surrealist art and abstract... Olives? ..art. 361 00:17:06,600 --> 00:17:10,760 Yes. Yeah, like, some people like it and some people don't. You've got to try it. Surrealist. 362 00:17:10,800 --> 00:17:13,960 That's so true because, honestly, I never used to like olives 363 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,160 and I've...apparently they gave you olive skin 364 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:17,440 and they'd get you tanned. 365 00:17:17,480 --> 00:17:20,520 What?! And so I forced myself to eat them, and now I love them. 366 00:17:20,560 --> 00:17:22,520 No, wait, what? I don't know if that's a fact. 367 00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:24,440 Surrealist olives, what? Uh... 368 00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:28,320 Right, I need to go pick an outfit for tomorrow. 369 00:17:28,360 --> 00:17:29,440 OK. Can you come help me? 370 00:17:29,480 --> 00:17:32,640 Absolutely. I'll see what magic I can work up. Yeah. 371 00:17:32,680 --> 00:17:35,960 You guys enjoy. Yeah, see you later. Bye, guys. Bye. 372 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:42,800 I think Verity's coming over later to have a conversation with Tristan. Just, like, one onone. 373 00:17:42,840 --> 00:17:44,680 Do you think he's still got feelings for her? 374 00:17:44,720 --> 00:17:45,960 For sure. For sure, yeah. 375 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:48,480 Well, fair enough, I mean, you can't move on like that. No. 376 00:17:48,520 --> 00:17:50,360 I mean, yes, if you're Verity, you can, but... 377 00:17:50,400 --> 00:17:51,800 Yeah, there you go. 378 00:17:51,840 --> 00:17:53,760 He is in a vulnerable position 379 00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:55,800 and him talking to Verity in any capacity, 380 00:17:55,840 --> 00:17:57,640 they will not solve anything. 381 00:17:57,680 --> 00:18:00,920 I just don't want a friend to, like, 382 00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:06,440 slip back into that dark place and make the same mistake again. 383 00:18:06,480 --> 00:18:07,640 KNOCK ON DOOR 384 00:18:13,560 --> 00:18:15,440 Hey. Hey. How you doing? 385 00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:17,200 I'm OK, how are you? 386 00:18:17,240 --> 00:18:20,040 Yeah, I'm good, thanks. Come on in. 387 00:18:23,840 --> 00:18:25,200 Thanks for having me here. Yeah. 388 00:18:25,240 --> 00:18:29,480 Well, I think we needed to have a conversation after last time. 389 00:18:29,520 --> 00:18:33,400 Yeah, I mean, I was really taken aback by you being so upset. 390 00:18:33,440 --> 00:18:36,040 Just, yeah, I really... The whole thing really upset me. 391 00:18:36,080 --> 00:18:38,880 The break-up, the way that we ended, it's been ugly, really. 392 00:18:38,920 --> 00:18:40,960 But I didn't like the way that you were like, 393 00:18:41,000 --> 00:18:44,000 "Why do you care I've got with Liv?" It's like, obviously I care. 394 00:18:44,040 --> 00:18:47,000 And that's what was making me upset. But it's not obvious to me, Verity. 395 00:18:47,040 --> 00:18:50,440 I want you to know that, like, I do still care for you, I do, 396 00:18:50,480 --> 00:18:53,640 and those feelings, like, I need to get rid of them, 397 00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:55,520 cos it's not helping any situation. 398 00:18:55,560 --> 00:18:59,200 No, I mean, it's hard for me to hear you say you're confused as well because, you know? 399 00:18:59,240 --> 00:19:02,360 No, and I, yeah, I don't want that to, like, allude to anything. 400 00:19:02,400 --> 00:19:05,360 No. And I don't want that to confuse you any more 401 00:19:05,400 --> 00:19:08,240 but, like, I do still care for you a lot. Yeah. 402 00:19:08,280 --> 00:19:11,760 But I think it's changed now we've both kissed people 403 00:19:11,800 --> 00:19:15,120 and hurt each other and, you know, you've probably got something 404 00:19:15,160 --> 00:19:17,960 going on with Charlie now, so that changes everything. Yeah. 405 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:21,800 I mean, we might as well talk about it. I feel like kind of part 406 00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:24,400 of me wants to know but part of me doesn't really want to know. 407 00:19:24,440 --> 00:19:26,680 About Charlie? Yeah. Is it more than what 408 00:19:26,720 --> 00:19:28,400 Liv and I have done, or is it..? 409 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:30,240 What's the story? Yeah. 410 00:19:30,280 --> 00:19:32,960 It's probably more than that lap dance 411 00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:36,280 and, like, kissing each other. He asked me on a date, 412 00:19:36,320 --> 00:19:37,320 and I said yeah. 413 00:19:38,680 --> 00:19:42,920 Um, so I think I'm going to go on a date with him. 414 00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:44,160 Cool. 415 00:19:45,560 --> 00:19:48,360 I want you to be happy, I just don't want, like, I just... 416 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:51,440 I'm surprised that it's right now and right here in my face. 417 00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:54,680 But, yeah, we don't owe each other anything any more, so... 418 00:19:54,720 --> 00:19:56,640 We can do what's right for each other. 419 00:20:20,880 --> 00:20:23,520 Ah, ah, ah! 420 00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:29,440 Have you spoken to Zara? 421 00:20:29,480 --> 00:20:32,080 I haven't spoken to her since I found out. 422 00:20:32,120 --> 00:20:34,840 But I said I needed some...a bit of space. 423 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:40,760 It's so... Mate, it's so tough because I fucking... 424 00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:44,080 Yeah, I know. She was the one, mate. Yeah. 425 00:20:44,120 --> 00:20:46,680 Like, she was the one, and I don't think I've got the strength 426 00:20:46,720 --> 00:20:48,680 to bin it. And I know... 427 00:20:48,720 --> 00:20:50,880 You don't have the strength to bin it, you don't think? 428 00:20:50,920 --> 00:20:52,680 I just don't know if I do. What?! 429 00:20:52,720 --> 00:20:54,880 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Hang on a second. 430 00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:57,760 You don't think you have the strength to say, "See you later," to her? 431 00:20:57,800 --> 00:21:01,160 If that was me and I was in your situation, she'd be done. 432 00:21:02,240 --> 00:21:05,400 I just don't know if I... I don't know if I... 433 00:21:05,440 --> 00:21:07,880 Listen, she's going to cry, it's going to be awful. 434 00:21:07,920 --> 00:21:10,440 You're going to be hurt, you're both going to be sad. 435 00:21:10,480 --> 00:21:13,160 She's going to tell you how much she loves you, which she does. 436 00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:14,920 She's going to say it was a big mistake, 437 00:21:14,960 --> 00:21:17,080 it never happened, I didn't mean it, it was a year ago. 438 00:21:17,120 --> 00:21:20,320 She's going to say all these things, your heart's going to melt 439 00:21:20,360 --> 00:21:24,160 and you are... I almost want to put myself in your brain cos you're 440 00:21:24,200 --> 00:21:26,800 one of the worst people in those situations, like I am, 441 00:21:26,840 --> 00:21:29,800 because you're going to feel like you're stepping on a puppy. 442 00:21:29,840 --> 00:21:33,080 But you have to remember the betrayal that you've received, 443 00:21:33,120 --> 00:21:34,960 the lies that have happened, the deceit, 444 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:37,120 the fact that this could easily happen again. 445 00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:41,080 I can't be... I hate being alone. Yeah, but you're not alone, you've got all your mates around you. 446 00:21:41,120 --> 00:21:43,560 Yeah, I know, but you know what I mean, mate. Sammy... 447 00:21:43,600 --> 00:21:45,440 Four days ago, I was, like, happy as fuck 448 00:21:45,480 --> 00:21:47,120 with my girlfriend in my bed next to me. 449 00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:49,360 No, no. Sammy, you're, you got to look at it like... 450 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:51,840 Look at it like...as it's on paper. 451 00:21:51,880 --> 00:21:55,360 You may love the girl, and she definitely loves you 100%, 452 00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:56,600 but if you don't. You can't... 453 00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:58,960 That will break down as well. I think there is someone out 454 00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:01,160 there for you and I don't think it's Zara McDermott. 455 00:22:01,200 --> 00:22:04,440 I don't think... You shouldn't, you can't allow someone to treat you like that. 456 00:22:04,480 --> 00:22:06,320 If you go back there, bud, I'll support you. 457 00:22:06,360 --> 00:22:09,480 I won't be friends with her, it may take time for me to be mates with her 458 00:22:09,520 --> 00:22:12,240 and look her in the eye, it'll take a long time. 459 00:22:12,280 --> 00:22:14,000 I just hope that you... 460 00:22:14,040 --> 00:22:17,120 It sinks in a little bit, and realise that you are far better than that. 461 00:22:17,160 --> 00:22:18,440 Thanks, man. 462 00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:22,240 Be strong, OK? And really think in your heart what you want. 463 00:22:23,360 --> 00:22:24,880 OK? 464 00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:38,400 ♪ White, white 465 00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:39,960 ♪ White tiger 466 00:22:40,000 --> 00:22:43,480 ♪ High bright roller-coaster... ♪ 467 00:22:43,520 --> 00:22:46,440 Here we go, my love, got a little cake for you, darlin'. 468 00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:49,680 Happy birthday. Thank you. Can I have a kiss? Mwah. 469 00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:54,360 ♪ High land or dry land will take me there 470 00:22:56,680 --> 00:22:59,080 ♪ Will take me there 471 00:22:59,120 --> 00:23:04,120 ♪ You're my whi-ite... 472 00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:09,960 ♪ Ti-ger. ♪ 473 00:23:15,200 --> 00:23:18,400 Yes, Izzy! How amazing is she? 474 00:23:18,440 --> 00:23:19,680 She's unbelievable. Incredible. 475 00:23:19,720 --> 00:23:21,200 To get her at your birthday is brilliant. 476 00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:22,880 I'm really glad you guys could come. 477 00:23:22,920 --> 00:23:24,360 We're delighted to be invited. 478 00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:26,800 Well, obviously, you're like my parents. 479 00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:28,720 So what's been going on drama-wise? 480 00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:30,960 Um, got drunk, gave Tristan a lap dance, 481 00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:33,920 kissed him, which didn't go down too well with the ex. 482 00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:35,960 Oh, fantastic, why not, darling? I think that's lovely. 483 00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:37,680 And what's happened, what... Lucky man. 484 00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:39,840 She's obviously not here today. 485 00:23:39,880 --> 00:23:42,080 She's definitely not here today. Oh, she was horrible. 486 00:23:42,120 --> 00:23:43,640 Nothing's going on with Tristan. 487 00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:46,040 No, I mean, he slept in my room, but it wasn't... 488 00:23:46,080 --> 00:23:48,200 He slept in your room. He slept in your room... 489 00:23:48,240 --> 00:23:50,000 I feel like I'm explaining myself... 490 00:23:50,040 --> 00:23:52,240 He slept.... No, no, no. ..to my fathers. 491 00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:54,160 No, not at all. As in he stayed over in your room? 492 00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:55,880 Yeah, he fell asleep in my room. 493 00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:57,840 You didn't even get a shag out of it? I know. 494 00:23:57,880 --> 00:23:59,360 But I don't want one. 495 00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:02,240 Theoretically this is your birthday and you should get laid 496 00:24:02,280 --> 00:24:03,320 if you want to, really. 497 00:24:03,360 --> 00:24:05,440 But with Tristan, you know what, I actually really like him 498 00:24:05,480 --> 00:24:07,840 as a friend and obviously we can get pissed and whatever happens, 499 00:24:07,880 --> 00:24:11,320 but I don't personally think that it's anything more than that. 500 00:24:11,360 --> 00:24:14,040 But you can, you can... I mean, that's all right. 501 00:24:14,080 --> 00:24:16,200 I mean you can get pissed and do... 502 00:24:16,240 --> 00:24:18,120 I think it's fabulous. 503 00:24:18,160 --> 00:24:20,200 Listen, let's move onto more important things, 504 00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:22,000 how's the wedding planning? 505 00:24:22,040 --> 00:24:24,920 We sort of have a date. How soon are we talking? 506 00:24:24,960 --> 00:24:29,480 Before Christmas. Crumbs. But we'd like to ask you something. 507 00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:32,840 Right? Would you like to be a bridesmaid? 508 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:35,760 I suddenly thought you were going to ask me to be a surrogate. 509 00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:40,840 No, no, Christ no. 510 00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:43,160 No. God no. Amazing! We don't want your womb! 511 00:24:43,200 --> 00:24:47,840 No. Imagine how the child would come out? 512 00:24:47,880 --> 00:24:50,240 Want our child to have a chance, darling. 513 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:51,760 Um, would I like to be a bridesmaid? Yes. 514 00:24:51,800 --> 00:24:54,480 Would you like to be a bridesmaid? Yeah, are you serious, definitely. 515 00:24:54,520 --> 00:24:58,000 You know how important you are to us and we decided this quite a long time ago. Did you actually? 516 00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:00,080 Yeah. We've been waiting... I'm really touched. 517 00:25:00,120 --> 00:25:04,680 We've been wanting to tell you. You've made my birthday asking me to do that, by the way. 518 00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:17,560 Mate, what a volcanic situation. 519 00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:21,560 I can't believe it, mate. I can't believe it. 520 00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:25,720 Mate, I haven't told you, I looked at this guy's Instagram... 521 00:25:25,760 --> 00:25:27,200 Mmm. ..today. 522 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:29,440 She's still liking his photos. No way. 523 00:25:29,480 --> 00:25:31,840 The last four photos she's liking. 524 00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:34,480 Ah, mate, that's... There's no remorse. That's, that's... 525 00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:36,760 There's no like, "I feel terrible about what I've done, 526 00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:39,400 "I never wanna see or hear from this guy again"... 527 00:25:39,440 --> 00:25:42,760 "I want him to know that I still am around!" Yeah. That's awful. 528 00:25:42,800 --> 00:25:45,920 It's like hearing that a different person did that because I, I, 529 00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:50,400 the...what I've always held Zara in the highest esteem 530 00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:54,720 is that she is so innocent and moral and lovely and I remember 531 00:25:54,760 --> 00:25:57,400 when I first met her, she was like, "I've only had sex with this 532 00:25:57,440 --> 00:25:59,640 "amount of people, I've never cheated in my entire life, 533 00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:01,680 "I just want you know, homely this and homely that." 534 00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:05,440 It's like the fact that she can even have two completely polar 535 00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:07,840 opposite sides to her is petrifying. 536 00:26:09,280 --> 00:26:12,480 So, where are you guys at now? Is she still living here? 537 00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:15,920 Are you single? Like, have you had that conversation? No. 538 00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:19,720 No, she's gone back to Essex, but we have arranged to meet tomorrow. 539 00:26:19,760 --> 00:26:24,280 Yeah. I just for once want to try and be level-headed and mature 540 00:26:24,320 --> 00:26:28,240 and be, like, I need to just figure out where I'm gonna go from here. 541 00:26:28,280 --> 00:26:30,600 Yep. 100%. 542 00:26:30,640 --> 00:26:33,400 But I don't know where it can be other than single. 543 00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:35,200 Yeah. 544 00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:45,360 Hello, hello. 545 00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:47,480 Ah, hey. How you doing, you all right? I'm good, you? 546 00:26:47,520 --> 00:26:49,000 Yeah, good, thank you. 547 00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:51,560 Enjoying my own party, our own party today. 548 00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:53,000 I know, tell me about it. 549 00:26:53,040 --> 00:26:55,560 Not quite the same as the other party going on, you know. 550 00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:57,080 See, I don't mind. Yeah. 551 00:26:57,120 --> 00:26:58,840 I don't wanna be at someone's birthday who 552 00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:02,080 I still don't agree with what they've done... Yeah. 553 00:27:02,120 --> 00:27:04,320 ..and we've fallen out - I would way rather be here. Mmm. 554 00:27:04,360 --> 00:27:06,040 How was your chat yesterday with Tristan? 555 00:27:06,080 --> 00:27:09,600 Um, he was obviously still really upset about the whole break-up. 556 00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:12,440 Yeah. And he's obviously still got loads of feelings for me which is 557 00:27:12,480 --> 00:27:14,960 super sad. Yeah, I fully get that, you know. 558 00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:17,880 Yeah. Obviously, you've not seen each other for how long, like five, 559 00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:19,960 six months since you broke up and I understand that. 560 00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,000 Yeah. But he's having a go at you for what you've done. 561 00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:23,440 Yeah, he is. But then you're just being, 562 00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:25,040 "Well, you've done exactly the same." 563 00:27:25,080 --> 00:27:27,680 If not worse, cos Liv's like your close mate. 564 00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:31,880 Yeah, I just think like, obviously we're, like, quite affectionate 565 00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:34,360 toward each other now, like, cuddling on the sofa and things. 566 00:27:34,400 --> 00:27:36,640 Yeah. But if we're all in an environment with Tristan, 567 00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:40,200 we should just, like, totally avoid him and not rub it in his face. 568 00:27:40,240 --> 00:27:42,600 So, in that sense, then, so if we are together, like, 569 00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:45,320 cos obviously how we are now, we're quite, we're super close. 570 00:27:45,360 --> 00:27:48,520 Yeah. So if we go back and we're in front of Tristan... 571 00:27:48,560 --> 00:27:50,120 We just can't be in front of Tristan. 572 00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:52,600 Are we just gonna have to act differently? I don't know. 573 00:27:52,640 --> 00:27:55,160 But also, like, I want Tristan to understand, like, this isn't 574 00:27:55,200 --> 00:27:58,280 just like a...a throwaway holiday romance, whatever you wanna 575 00:27:58,320 --> 00:28:01,200 call it, like, obviously we do have really good chemistry 576 00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:03,600 and, like, I do see something going somewhere. Yeah. 577 00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:06,720 To be honest, I think he just needs to suck it up and get over it. 578 00:28:09,280 --> 00:28:11,120 ♪ I'm feelin' faded 579 00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:13,880 ♪ What you want from me, nothing left to say 580 00:28:13,920 --> 00:28:16,520 ♪ Oh, baby, what you want from me 581 00:28:16,560 --> 00:28:18,880 ♪ Doin' what it takes Gonna run away 582 00:28:18,920 --> 00:28:21,000 ♪ Oh, baby, baby 583 00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:23,640 ♪ Ooh! 584 00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:25,520 ♪ I'm feelin' faded 585 00:28:25,560 --> 00:28:27,800 ♪ I'm feelin' faded... ♪ 586 00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:33,800 Hey! Hi! This is amazing. 587 00:28:33,840 --> 00:28:36,760 So you seem to be getting on well. You're very pleased with yourself. 588 00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:38,760 Well, I'm delighted that this has worked a bit, 589 00:28:38,800 --> 00:28:40,920 I'm really pleased. Is this the first time? 590 00:28:40,960 --> 00:28:43,320 It's still early days. Very early days. 591 00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:47,400 But you're still here, so that's a good sign, I guess, for you. Yeah. 592 00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:48,520 Still alive. 593 00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:51,240 You haven't eaten him yet? 594 00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:54,440 I, er, I described her as a bit of a sort of elegant Bond girl. 595 00:28:54,480 --> 00:28:56,800 Oh, yeah, you did say that. Villain, Bond villain! 596 00:28:56,840 --> 00:28:58,360 A villain, the Bond villain. 597 00:28:58,400 --> 00:29:02,320 At least I won't kill you between my thighs. Not yet! 598 00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:07,120 I mean, what you do in your bedroom, sweetie. There's worse ways to go. 599 00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:14,160 ♪ Gonna run away, oh, baby, baby 600 00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:16,600 ♪ Ooh! 601 00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:21,160 ♪ I'm feelin' faded 602 00:29:21,200 --> 00:29:23,520 ♪ I'm feelin' faded. ♪ 603 00:29:23,560 --> 00:29:26,960 APPLAUSE AND CHEERING 604 00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:33,000 What a day, hey? What a day. 605 00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:34,760 It's been fun. I feel like sometimes 606 00:29:34,800 --> 00:29:36,720 you're a bit funny about your birthday. 607 00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:39,240 I hate my birthday. Do you? Got a little private show from Izzy. 608 00:29:39,280 --> 00:29:40,840 I just don't like the attention. 609 00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:43,440 No, today has changed my view on birthdays, it's been fun. 610 00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:45,280 And spending it with everyone here, so... 611 00:29:45,320 --> 00:29:46,920 Nice to have Ollie and Gareth up as well. 612 00:29:46,960 --> 00:29:49,080 Oh, my God, they asked me to be a bridesmaid. No way! 613 00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:52,120 Yeah. Aw! Which I was like actually really touched about. 614 00:29:52,160 --> 00:29:54,320 How was things with Verity, by the way? 615 00:29:54,360 --> 00:29:57,600 Yeah, it was weird. Really weird. It was such a weird conversation. 616 00:29:57,640 --> 00:30:00,680 I mean, obviously, it was a lot more calm than... 617 00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:02,480 Yeah, cos you know, the last thing, 618 00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:04,560 I didn't ever want to like really upset her 619 00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:07,160 and I think whatever you and I do when we're drunk, like... 620 00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:09,720 ..in my mind. How many glasses have you had today? 621 00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:13,160 Why are you asking? No, this is what I'm talking about. 622 00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:15,880 Are you blushing, Liv? No, I'm not blushing. 623 00:30:15,920 --> 00:30:20,400 Idiot. Um, why don't we, just to get it out the way, have everyone over 624 00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:23,480 tomorrow? We may as well get... Verity can come, too. 625 00:30:23,520 --> 00:30:26,560 I mean, yeah, we're here, we might as well just... 626 00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:29,080 Also, every time you see her, it will get easier and easier. 627 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:31,320 I also... I can't be bothered to care any more. 628 00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:33,720 Do you think you're actually over it, or do you think...? 629 00:30:33,760 --> 00:30:36,200 I am, yeah. I feel like this whole kind of weight has been 630 00:30:36,240 --> 00:30:38,040 lifted off my shoulders and it's... 631 00:30:38,080 --> 00:30:41,040 It's nice and you've obviously been a massive part of that. Yeah. 632 00:30:41,080 --> 00:30:43,840 No, it's been, it's been fun - it's been ridiculous. 633 00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:46,160 Obviously just getting naked and dancing on each other probably 634 00:30:46,200 --> 00:30:48,360 not the most traditional way of getting over someone, but... 635 00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:50,240 Yeah, probably. No, it's been fun. 636 00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:53,240 But I also don't want you to think I was like trying it on with you. I actually... 637 00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:55,640 Were you not trying it on with me? No, of course. 638 00:30:55,680 --> 00:30:57,800 Obviously! No, but as a friend, I want you to know that 639 00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:00,960 I am, like, always there for you. No, but that's what I think's amazing is that we can have fun, 640 00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:05,200 we can get drunk and kiss. Don't look me up and down when you... But you look great. 641 00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:07,520 No, but it's... Do you know what I mean, like? It's nice. 642 00:31:07,560 --> 00:31:10,560 Yeah, it is. It is nice. You've been amazing, so thank you. 643 00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:12,360 It's fine. And happy birthday. 644 00:31:12,400 --> 00:31:14,600 Do you know what's missing from today? 645 00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:17,000 What? You've not had your birthday kiss yet. 646 00:31:39,600 --> 00:31:41,200 ♪ Is it any wonder...? ♪ 647 00:31:41,240 --> 00:31:43,200 Woo! 648 00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:46,080 ♪ We're on the outside 649 00:31:46,120 --> 00:31:49,800 ♪ Falling like thunder 650 00:31:49,840 --> 00:31:52,760 ♪ From the sky 651 00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:56,000 ♪ Call it by its name when you sing low 652 00:31:56,040 --> 00:31:58,760 ♪ Hold it like a knife against you... ♪ 653 00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:00,040 I actually loved it. 654 00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:02,040 It was sweet, Tristan organising a cake. 655 00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:04,600 Yeah, it was sweet. Hang on, I'm not sure that was actually him. 656 00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:07,160 I feel like everyone organised that. Yeah, but he was the one 657 00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:09,560 that brought it down, so he gets the credit. 658 00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:10,920 No, it was very sweet. 659 00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:13,280 You guys are so... Like, once you've had one glass of wine, 660 00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:16,000 you're so flirty. I think when we're drunk, it's just a bit of fun. 661 00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:18,400 Like, he was quite sweet. He gave me a kiss last night. 662 00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:21,520 What? I know. Don't just brush that off. He gave you what? 663 00:32:21,560 --> 00:32:23,760 A kiss. I said a kiss. What did you think I said? Ah, ah. 664 00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:25,960 Pause, pause, pause. He's literally just over there. 665 00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,600 He gave you a kiss, or did he give you a kiss? What...? 666 00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:31,520 It's the same thing. You know the difference. And how many kisses? 667 00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:33,720 I can't... I don't know, one? She's embarrassed. 668 00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:36,400 You get like this. It was just one kiss. It was, "Mwah" or "Mmmwah"? 669 00:32:36,440 --> 00:32:39,080 Oh, listen, you two were probably looking from the bloody window. 670 00:32:39,120 --> 00:32:41,120 No, but him and I, like... 671 00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:43,400 It's quite nice. I feel like on a friendship level, 672 00:32:43,440 --> 00:32:45,360 we're a lot better friends now than we used to be. 673 00:32:45,400 --> 00:32:48,080 But are you doing the classic Liv Bentley thing of brushing it aside 674 00:32:48,120 --> 00:32:50,680 and...? Honestly, I'm not. I don't know why everyone says that. 675 00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:53,320 You know what it is? I don't want anything with anyone at the moment. 676 00:32:53,360 --> 00:32:55,560 Yeah. Look, I'm not trying to probe you, saying, like, 677 00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:57,600 "Oh, do you feel like this? Do you feel like that?" 678 00:32:57,640 --> 00:33:00,440 I'm just saying I've seen it before from you and you do kind of 679 00:33:00,480 --> 00:33:02,920 squash feelings before they even exist. 680 00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:05,520 Listen, the second I think I've got feelings for anyone, 681 00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:07,840 I'll come straight to you two. Promise? Promise. 682 00:33:07,880 --> 00:33:09,400 Yeah, promise? Well, we are... 683 00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:11,720 Yes! Saying that... Listen, this is the ice queen. 684 00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:13,400 ..we've spoken a few times about it. 685 00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:16,640 We're moving two streets down from her. Oh, I can't bloody wait. 686 00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:18,760 Morning walks. We can have dinner parties. Yes. 687 00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:20,560 Morning walks. DMCs. DMCs! 688 00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:23,400 You love talking about those. We've got a huge bubble bath in ours. 689 00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:26,120 We can fit four people in there, at least. Swimming costumes op. 690 00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:29,280 What, me and Tiffany coming in for a bath? It's a bit uncomfortable. 691 00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:30,920 Is that not OK? They're friends. 692 00:33:33,040 --> 00:33:35,360 Stop, now I feel uncomfortable. You're so perv. 693 00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:37,280 I'm not a perv, I'm a man. 694 00:33:37,320 --> 00:33:41,000 And so what? I can imagine things. 695 00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:43,760 Ugh! A bath... Babe. Oh, now I feel weird. 696 00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:45,280 We all do. God. 697 00:33:45,320 --> 00:33:46,920 Let's not talk about the bath. 698 00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:49,160 Oh, for fuck's sake. Hey, guys. Hiya. How are you? 699 00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:50,480 Famous Verity, how are you? 700 00:33:50,520 --> 00:33:53,040 I'm good. Do you mind if I have a chat with Liv? 701 00:33:53,080 --> 00:33:56,480 Yeah, sure. Erm, but not right now. I haven't finished my eggs, so... 702 00:33:58,240 --> 00:33:59,480 Erm... OK. 703 00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:02,320 We'll wait for you to finish your eggs, then. Yeah? We'll wait. 704 00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:12,120 ♪ Cos you're going to be a big star, honey 705 00:34:12,160 --> 00:34:14,080 ♪ A real household name 706 00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:20,720 ♪ The cream rises to the top, they tell me... ♪ 707 00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:23,640 Ooh, wow. You went for pancakes? Yeah, but they're the buckwheat 708 00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:26,080 pancakes, so they're, like, semi-OK. You didn't tell me 709 00:34:26,120 --> 00:34:28,320 you were going for pancakes. That's not fair. Why? 710 00:34:28,360 --> 00:34:31,680 Cos I love pancakes. You have eggs Benedict. I didn't even see pancakes on the menu. 711 00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:33,800 I have three. I can give you one. 712 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:35,680 What's been going on with you? 713 00:34:35,720 --> 00:34:37,560 Oh, my God. Are you dating? 714 00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:40,320 Well, I went on two dates, and he's very good-looking. 715 00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:42,800 Mm. He's a full-time model. 716 00:34:42,840 --> 00:34:44,320 He's my type. 717 00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:47,360 He's tall, blondish - like me, dirty blonde - 718 00:34:47,400 --> 00:34:48,800 and got blue eyes. 719 00:34:48,840 --> 00:34:51,960 Does he look rugged or is he very groomed? 720 00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:54,520 Do you like a man that's well-groomed? I do. 721 00:34:54,560 --> 00:34:56,600 I like a clean work space. 722 00:34:56,640 --> 00:34:58,200 Everything else hurts. 723 00:34:58,240 --> 00:35:00,040 Sorry, what hurts? Kissing. 724 00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:01,680 So have you kissed him? No! 725 00:35:01,720 --> 00:35:05,040 The only thing is, I'm not sure if dating a model 726 00:35:05,080 --> 00:35:07,120 would be...wise. 727 00:35:07,160 --> 00:35:10,520 What, are you worried that he might be, like, a naughty guy? 728 00:35:10,560 --> 00:35:12,800 Yeah. Do you think he gets a lot of attention from girls? 729 00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:16,760 He did tell me that he never cheated on a girl, which is... 730 00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:18,800 Most guys say that. Exactly. 731 00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:20,400 So, I'm not going to... 732 00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:23,560 ..force myself to make a decision right now. 733 00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:26,720 I'm just going to go with the flow. But I don't know, 734 00:35:26,760 --> 00:35:29,320 maybe it's more of a protection thing. I think you have 735 00:35:29,360 --> 00:35:31,520 a lot of barriers up, cos... Yeah. 736 00:35:31,560 --> 00:35:34,160 ..you don't want to... First of all, you don't want to waste time. 737 00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:36,840 But that's the thing. Like, I don't want to waste any more time. 738 00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:39,080 I've got literally no time to lose, 739 00:35:39,120 --> 00:35:42,280 and I just want to settle down... 740 00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:43,560 HE CHUCKLES 741 00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:46,360 ..which sounds so lame, but, like, it's true. 742 00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:01,400 ♪ That kind of pain leaves scars 743 00:36:01,440 --> 00:36:05,720 ♪ In the darkest sky with no stars 744 00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:09,600 ♪ And everything changes with you 745 00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:18,960 ♪ Did I push you away? 746 00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:24,960 ♪ Oh... ♪ 747 00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:31,680 All right? 748 00:36:33,160 --> 00:36:36,400 ♪ Or were you ever even there? 749 00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:44,800 ♪ No matter what I do... ♪ 750 00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:46,760 I don't really know what to say, Sam. 751 00:36:46,800 --> 00:36:50,040 ♪ I'll never get back the old you 752 00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:53,760 ♪ And everything changes with you. ♪ 753 00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:01,040 Well, I lost my appetite, anyway, so... 754 00:37:02,640 --> 00:37:05,480 ..let's go. Let's go. Good luck, babe. 755 00:37:08,320 --> 00:37:11,200 How was your birthday? Yeah, it was really fun, actually. 756 00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:16,000 Erm, first of all, thank you for letting me back here 757 00:37:16,040 --> 00:37:18,800 after how we left things the other day. It's nothing. 758 00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:21,760 It obviously got really heated, and I think 759 00:37:21,800 --> 00:37:24,120 I said a couple of things I probably didn't mean, 760 00:37:24,160 --> 00:37:27,560 and my emotions were just completely riled and I was just 761 00:37:27,600 --> 00:37:30,600 really upset at the time. And, see, it is so hard for me 762 00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:33,720 to be around Tristan. But I think what's so frustrating about that 763 00:37:33,760 --> 00:37:35,760 is that I understand that. I'm aware of it. 764 00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:37,760 I've gone through a break-up. Like, I get it, 765 00:37:37,800 --> 00:37:40,920 and I get that seeing your ex is hard. 766 00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:43,520 And it brings up all sorts of emotions, like sadness, 767 00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:45,120 and anger, everything. 768 00:37:45,160 --> 00:37:49,720 But I think the comment that you made in regards to Habbs 769 00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:52,760 and Harvey in Buenos Aires really hurt me just because I think 770 00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:55,760 it was very obviously how much of a bad place I was in. 771 00:37:55,800 --> 00:37:58,720 And then for you to use that to your advantage, 772 00:37:58,760 --> 00:38:00,680 erm, it really hurt me. 773 00:38:00,720 --> 00:38:04,280 I didn't say it to hurt you. But in my head, I was like, 774 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:07,920 "One of my good friends has just kissed my ex-boyfriend." That's all I was thinking about. 775 00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:11,560 I wasn't taking in, like, you trying to cheer him up or whatever. 776 00:38:11,600 --> 00:38:14,760 But at the same time, I don't think kissing 777 00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:18,280 one of your good mates' ex-boyfriend to cheer him up... 778 00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:20,280 I'm not sure how much of a valid excuse that was. 779 00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:23,360 I understand that and I think if I had honestly thought it was 780 00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:25,880 going to be that traumatic for you, I would never have done it. 781 00:38:25,920 --> 00:38:28,240 It was very much, like, you're hooking up with Holmes. 782 00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:31,360 Why can't Tristan just have a bit of fun and just relax? 783 00:38:31,400 --> 00:38:35,760 OK, yeah. But I think as a result of all this, I think he has... 784 00:38:35,800 --> 00:38:38,320 It has helped him get over you, and I think he is now. 785 00:38:39,720 --> 00:38:42,240 Which is good... Yeah. ..cos there's nothing worse than being 786 00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:43,720 heartbroken about someone. 787 00:38:46,040 --> 00:38:47,520 I think we need to have a chat. 788 00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:50,680 Sure, let's have a chat. What's going on? 789 00:38:50,720 --> 00:38:53,560 Obviously, it's been awkward recently. Yeah. 790 00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:56,240 But I think you need to really chill out on the fact that 791 00:38:56,280 --> 00:38:58,880 you're an ex of hers. With all due respect, it's got nothing to do 792 00:38:58,920 --> 00:39:01,000 with you, what happened between Verity and I. 793 00:39:01,040 --> 00:39:03,640 This is between you and I now. Right, so what's between 794 00:39:03,680 --> 00:39:05,720 you and I? Situation is, Charlie, we sat down there 795 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:07,960 and I opened up to you. I mean, we're not friends, 796 00:39:08,000 --> 00:39:09,840 but I thought we'd been hanging out for a week, 797 00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:12,320 two weeks... I don't know where you think this loyalty lies in 798 00:39:12,360 --> 00:39:15,520 a week's friendship. We were here for a week. It's clear you don't have a loyalty to me. 799 00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:18,080 But we're obviously not mates. I thought you were an all right bloke 800 00:39:18,120 --> 00:39:20,200 and you've proven... I don't have any beef with you. 801 00:39:20,240 --> 00:39:22,720 It's the fact of what's going on outside of it. There is beef, 802 00:39:22,760 --> 00:39:25,280 because I told you about how I felt and then you got with her. 803 00:39:25,320 --> 00:39:28,040 In that situation, at that time, there was no romantic thing there. 804 00:39:28,080 --> 00:39:30,560 The next day is when she told me. You know, I still fancied her. 805 00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:33,520 But I wasn't going to act on that cos Holmes and her were getting together. 806 00:39:33,560 --> 00:39:35,840 But you did act on it. After that, I have, cos I'm living with her 807 00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:39,160 in the same house. We've got an actual chemistry. We get on well. It's a longevity thing. 808 00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:41,640 It's not some fling in the dark. It's a longevity thing? Yeah. 809 00:39:41,680 --> 00:39:44,200 A longevity thing, you and Verity? I think so. Listen, big man, 810 00:39:44,240 --> 00:39:46,360 you do what you want to do. I'll do what I want to do. Big man. 811 00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:49,200 That's your thing. "Listen, big man." But it is. How? You're bigger than me. 812 00:39:49,240 --> 00:39:51,680 I'm not bigger than you. You're clearly fucking big and strong. 813 00:39:51,720 --> 00:39:54,040 You've come in as a PT here and you're trying to fucking... 814 00:39:54,080 --> 00:39:56,560 Why...? There's certain things you can't fucking train in the gym. 815 00:39:56,600 --> 00:39:58,800 Listen, you do you and I'll do me. 816 00:39:58,840 --> 00:40:00,640 Sweet. Great. Cushty. 817 00:40:00,680 --> 00:40:03,000 Crack on, mate. Do what you want. 818 00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:04,160 Done. 819 00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:10,720 I know you won't believe a word I say. 820 00:40:11,840 --> 00:40:15,680 But I know that we've built such a bond 821 00:40:15,720 --> 00:40:17,840 over the last year since everything's happened 822 00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:21,000 and I know this has been bubbling away in my mind for so long. 823 00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:23,680 Like, trying to find the right opportunity to say something 824 00:40:23,720 --> 00:40:24,760 like that is like... 825 00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:27,880 There's just no way I could... 826 00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:29,680 I can't... I couldn't do it. 827 00:40:29,720 --> 00:40:32,320 And it's not because I didn't have respect for you, but it was... 828 00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:33,360 Zara. 829 00:40:35,080 --> 00:40:36,320 You can't say that after... 830 00:40:37,960 --> 00:40:41,240 Zara, look, I'm the first person to hold my hands up 831 00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:44,600 and say, "I've done some fucked-up shit," for sure, but... 832 00:40:45,840 --> 00:40:47,680 ..I've never done anything like that. 833 00:40:49,920 --> 00:40:51,120 The seediness... 834 00:40:52,520 --> 00:40:57,160 ..of consistently shagging, when you're calling me... 835 00:40:57,200 --> 00:41:00,400 It wasn't like that. ..to tell me that you can't come home... 836 00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:03,000 It wasn't like that. ..when the rest of your band are at home 837 00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:05,520 in bed with their other halves. CRYING: It wasn't like that. 838 00:41:05,560 --> 00:41:08,400 So they all leave the studio to enjoy that 839 00:41:08,440 --> 00:41:09,920 and make that last. 840 00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:12,600 I can't. That is not the person I know at all. 841 00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:15,160 No, it's not the person that I know, either. 842 00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:17,800 You have that in you. That is... 843 00:41:17,840 --> 00:41:21,880 I don't! You do, Zara. You don't just do that out of nowhere. 844 00:41:21,920 --> 00:41:25,840 I'm so... I've got no justification for anything. 845 00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:30,200 The way that I've behaved, the way that I've acted, 846 00:41:30,240 --> 00:41:32,480 the things that I've done... 847 00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:33,960 Just disgusting. 848 00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:40,480 Just absolutely disgusting, and I hate myself so much. 849 00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:46,600 Look, this is the thing, Zara, I can't... 850 00:41:49,680 --> 00:41:53,640 I can't... I know I can't believe anything you're saying 851 00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:56,560 because it's taken this long to even get here. 852 00:41:56,600 --> 00:41:59,120 I know. And you cannot have a relationship like that. 853 00:41:59,160 --> 00:42:03,080 I promised - I promised - myself I would never be that guy 854 00:42:03,120 --> 00:42:05,080 who asked to look at someone's phone, 855 00:42:05,120 --> 00:42:07,760 who asked where they were when they come home at 10pm. 856 00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:09,720 "Who were you with?" I will never be that guy, 857 00:42:09,760 --> 00:42:11,560 and I do not trust myself. 858 00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:13,560 You are so good at lying. 859 00:42:13,600 --> 00:42:17,400 And that is where it will go, and that is why I cannot be with you. 860 00:42:17,440 --> 00:42:20,040 I want to, like, work through this with you. How can you work 861 00:42:20,080 --> 00:42:23,000 through something...? At least try! ..that you didn't even fucking feel 862 00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:25,320 the guilt until you got caught? 863 00:42:25,360 --> 00:42:27,880 No, I... You were still liking his photos. You didn't even feel 864 00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:29,760 the guilt. I feel... There was no guilt there. 865 00:42:29,800 --> 00:42:33,000 You sat there when I was next to you in Marbella going, "Yeah, I'll add that one." 866 00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:35,000 There's no guilt. There is! There's guilt now 867 00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:37,680 because you've been caught. It's not... 868 00:42:37,720 --> 00:42:40,000 I didn't know how to tell you. 869 00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:42,280 How can I do that to you? 870 00:42:43,360 --> 00:42:46,000 How can I, like, break you like that? 871 00:42:46,040 --> 00:42:48,480 Because you should have respect. 872 00:42:48,520 --> 00:42:50,840 You should have respect for someone. 873 00:42:50,880 --> 00:42:53,200 You should have respect for someone that you say you love 874 00:42:53,240 --> 00:42:56,000 and be like, "Do you know what? I can't fucking do this." 875 00:42:58,080 --> 00:43:00,280 I just want you to forgive me. 876 00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:03,800 I see absolutely no way because how can there ever be a way? 877 00:43:03,840 --> 00:43:05,400 I can't even... 878 00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:08,280 I can't even trust this. 879 00:43:08,320 --> 00:43:09,640 No, stop. 880 00:43:10,960 --> 00:43:12,360 Please, stop, please! 881 00:43:13,800 --> 00:43:15,400 No, please don't leave me. 882 00:43:15,440 --> 00:43:18,320 Zara, it's just, for me, I can't do it. 883 00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:19,600 You can. 884 00:43:19,640 --> 00:43:22,000 I can't. You can do it. You can. 885 00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:23,480 You can. 886 00:43:23,520 --> 00:43:25,840 Please, I don't want to throw this away. 887 00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:26,880 Please. 888 00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:31,280 I genuinely, genuinely, believe with my whole heart 889 00:43:31,320 --> 00:43:33,760 we can get through this, I really do. 890 00:43:33,800 --> 00:43:35,280 I just think... 891 00:43:38,160 --> 00:43:39,920 I think I need to just figure out... 892 00:43:41,320 --> 00:43:42,880 ..whether I can deal with this. 893 00:43:43,920 --> 00:43:46,400 Look, Zara, I can't be around at the moment. 894 00:43:46,440 --> 00:43:48,360 I need to go and figure my head out. 895 00:43:50,600 --> 00:43:52,080 And I just need space. 896 00:43:55,160 --> 00:43:56,160 And, erm... 897 00:43:59,280 --> 00:44:00,280 Yeah. 898 00:44:10,840 --> 00:44:12,280 ZARA CRIES 899 00:44:17,440 --> 00:44:19,120 There was a night when we were all out. 900 00:44:19,160 --> 00:44:21,480 I got a phone call from Liv at, like, 2am saying, 901 00:44:21,520 --> 00:44:23,400 "No-one can find Sam or Tiff." 902 00:44:23,440 --> 00:44:26,360 Let me guess who brought this up. Melissa. Honestly, there is just 903 00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:28,680 so many things that I keep hearing about her. 904 00:44:28,720 --> 00:44:31,240 If you even think for one second that I would go home with 905 00:44:31,280 --> 00:44:34,080 someone that has a girlfriend... I don't know. But all I know is 906 00:44:34,120 --> 00:44:36,560 we were all called at 2am... What do you mean you don't know? 907 00:44:36,600 --> 00:44:38,560 You're meant to be my friend. 908 00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:41,160 What is your concern or worry, if there was one? 909 00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:43,960 I don't want to go into that, like, reclusive couples thing. 910 00:44:44,000 --> 00:44:46,000 If you're not ready for it, then you need to hurry up 911 00:44:46,040 --> 00:44:47,360 and fucking tell me. 912 00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:50,680 I was thinking I should ask you if you wanted to go out after 913 00:44:50,720 --> 00:44:53,680 all of this madness, and then at least we can be somewhere 914 00:44:53,720 --> 00:44:56,120 where there's not peering eyes. 915 00:44:56,160 --> 00:44:59,520 There's obviously that kind of sexual chemistry. Mm. 916 00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:01,920 And, obviously, I fancy you. I mean, who wouldn't? 917 00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:04,400 But it got me thinking. I was like, "What...?" What we doing? 918 00:45:04,440 --> 00:45:06,800 What we doing? 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