1
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<i>Five years.</i>

2
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<i>I remember when I
couldn't get five days.</i>

3
00:02:17,888 --> 00:02:19,561
<i>What's your name?</i>

4
00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:22,893
<i>Hey. Adam.
Sex addict.</i>

5
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<i>Hi, Adam.
Hi, Adam.</i>

6
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<i>I never want to get cocky
about this, you know?</i>

7
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I never want to be,
like, "Yo, look at me.

8
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"I got it all. I got five years.
I got it all figured out."

9
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<i>I've had to make it a practice.</i>

10
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<i>I have to remind myself every day
where this disease could take me.</i>

11
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I have to remember jonesing, feeling like
I was gonna fucking die if I didn't have sex.

12
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I've got to be vigilant, you know?
I can't...

13
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I can't be easy with
myself in this program.

14
00:03:09,773 --> 00:03:11,650
<i>So, yeah.</i>

15
00:03:12,776 --> 00:03:15,529
<i>I am grateful to be sober today.</i>

16
00:03:15,612 --> 00:03:16,613
<i>Thanks.</i>

17
00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:19,578
Thanks for letting me share.

18
00:03:51,481 --> 00:03:52,949
What are you doing?

19
00:03:53,442 --> 00:03:56,241
Hey, I'm Neil.
I'm a sexy...

20
00:03:56,319 --> 00:03:58,117
I'm a sex addict.

21
00:03:58,196 --> 00:03:59,948
Hi, Neil.
Hi, Neil.

22
00:04:00,532 --> 00:04:05,003
Thanks so much for your share, Adam.
That's some powerful shit, man. Damn.

23
00:04:05,495 --> 00:04:06,712
All right, so let me check in.

24
00:04:07,622 --> 00:04:09,420
How am I doing?

25
00:04:11,334 --> 00:04:13,336
You know, I'm good,
actually.

26
00:04:13,670 --> 00:04:15,422
I'm feeling pretty good.

27
00:04:15,505 --> 00:04:18,509
Work's good.
Work's great.

28
00:04:19,134 --> 00:04:20,477
All right, what do we got?

29
00:04:20,552 --> 00:04:22,771
Twenty-something male
presenting polysubstance OD.

30
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We gave him the Narcan, then he woke up,
starting pulling everything,

31
00:04:25,348 --> 00:04:26,600
and then went out again.
Got it.

32
00:04:27,476 --> 00:04:29,524
Sir? Can you hear me?

33
00:04:31,021 --> 00:04:32,614
Can you tell me your name, bud?

34
00:04:32,689 --> 00:04:33,941
All right, belly's distended.

35
00:04:34,024 --> 00:04:36,026
Let's get an IV set up
and then put a Foley in.

36
00:04:36,109 --> 00:04:37,531
Put it in what?

37
00:04:39,488 --> 00:04:40,956
Damn.

38
00:04:41,031 --> 00:04:42,999
Looks like a bird egg in a nest.

39
00:04:43,700 --> 00:04:45,873
Poor guy probably
needs a squirrel to jerk him off.

40
00:04:45,952 --> 00:04:47,044
Don't you think?

41
00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:49,839
It kind of looks like
an elevator button.

42
00:04:49,915 --> 00:04:51,917
Third floor. Beep.

43
00:04:54,044 --> 00:04:55,637
Dr. Garalla?

44
00:04:55,712 --> 00:04:58,511
Can I see you over here
for a second, please?

45
00:04:59,216 --> 00:05:02,720
<i>You know, but I gotta say it's working.
Totally working.</i>

46
00:05:03,136 --> 00:05:07,642
I haven't touched myself in
about a month, which is crazy,

47
00:05:08,683 --> 00:05:12,733
'cause I remember, you know, when I first
heard about the no masturbation rule,

48
00:05:12,813 --> 00:05:16,784
I was, like, "Okay, should I
not breathe while I'm at it?"

49
00:05:17,234 --> 00:05:19,328
Should I not breathe
while I'm at it?

50
00:05:19,569 --> 00:05:22,698
All right, well, that wraps it up.

51
00:05:22,906 --> 00:05:24,374
Thanks for letting me share.

52
00:05:26,076 --> 00:05:27,077
Yeah.

53
00:05:27,994 --> 00:05:30,713
Thanks. I'm Mike,
gratefully recovering sex addict.

54
00:05:30,789 --> 00:05:32,086
Hi, Mike.
Hi, Mike.

55
00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:34,668
I'm proud of you,
birthday boy.

56
00:05:34,751 --> 00:05:35,798
Really proud.
Thanks.

57
00:05:35,919 --> 00:05:37,592
And I'm proud to be
your sponsor.

58
00:05:38,088 --> 00:05:40,967
<i>So, what's going on with me?
Let's see.</i>

59
00:05:41,883 --> 00:05:45,763
<i>Well, I'm grateful
to be sober.</i>

60
00:05:47,639 --> 00:05:52,110
<i>Been taking some visual
drinks on the streets.</i>

61
00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:57,445
<i>Is it me, or is Manhattan
just one big fucking catwalk?</i>

62
00:05:59,526 --> 00:06:00,948
Hey.

63
00:06:01,486 --> 00:06:03,033
Hey.

64
00:06:03,947 --> 00:06:09,829
I'm really embarrassed to say this,
but I forgot your name.

65
00:06:10,787 --> 00:06:15,793
You guys have heard me say this before.
This disease is a fucking bitch.

66
00:06:16,918 --> 00:06:21,845
Now I have been sober
15 years in the beverage program.

67
00:06:21,923 --> 00:06:23,470
No problem.

68
00:06:23,592 --> 00:06:26,846
This thing is a whole
different animal.

69
00:06:27,178 --> 00:06:32,230
It's like trying to quit crack while
the pipe's attached to your body.

70
00:06:37,480 --> 00:06:40,529
Who serves stale bread?
It's completely stale.

71
00:06:40,609 --> 00:06:43,704
Have you decided yet?
Yeah, just one moment.

72
00:06:43,778 --> 00:06:45,405
What's tempeh again?

73
00:06:45,488 --> 00:06:48,583
Just order the pancakes, Mike.
Maybe I want to try something different.

74
00:06:48,658 --> 00:06:54,006
You know what you should get?
It's the salmon scramble. It's so good.

75
00:06:54,080 --> 00:06:57,710
This time I'm going to go for the

76
00:06:58,835 --> 00:07:00,052
pancakes.

77
00:07:02,422 --> 00:07:04,265
Get off my back.

78
00:07:06,051 --> 00:07:07,724
How's work?

79
00:07:08,178 --> 00:07:11,102
It's pretty good.
We just landed the postal service.

80
00:07:11,181 --> 00:07:12,182
What?

81
00:07:12,265 --> 00:07:14,438
Yup, we're going to be
helping them green all their packaging.

82
00:07:14,517 --> 00:07:16,110
That's huge. The postal service.
Right. Yeah.

83
00:07:16,186 --> 00:07:19,781
That's an oxymoron, right?
The postal service.

84
00:07:19,856 --> 00:07:24,578
It's like jumbo shrimp
or military intelligence.

85
00:07:24,694 --> 00:07:28,198
No. It's actually not
an oxymoron at all.

86
00:07:28,323 --> 00:07:31,497
They actually deliver the mail.
Postal service.

87
00:07:31,576 --> 00:07:34,170
But the...
See, there's no... There's actually no...

88
00:07:34,245 --> 00:07:38,091
No, but there is. They're having issues.
Not at all. Not an oxymoron.

89
00:07:41,878 --> 00:07:44,631
So how's the dating?

90
00:07:47,258 --> 00:07:48,851
What?
It's...

91
00:07:49,177 --> 00:07:51,054
Come on, you got five years.
It's time.

92
00:07:52,639 --> 00:07:54,858
The point isn't to
live like a monk.

93
00:07:54,975 --> 00:07:57,444
It's easy to be skinny on a desert island.
I know. I know. I know.

94
00:07:57,519 --> 00:07:59,988
It's not like booze or drugs.
You don't have to shut it off completely.

95
00:08:00,063 --> 00:08:01,064
Jesus, I'll start dating.

96
00:08:01,147 --> 00:08:03,491
Don't just say that to shut me up.
What do you want me to say?

97
00:08:03,608 --> 00:08:04,951
I don't want you to say anything.
I want you to do.

98
00:08:05,026 --> 00:08:06,573
Okay, fine. I'll do it.
Do. Date.

99
00:08:06,653 --> 00:08:07,996
You are?
Yes. I'm doing it.

100
00:08:08,071 --> 00:08:09,118
Yeah? Good.

101
00:08:09,197 --> 00:08:10,824
Why couldn't I have
picked an easy sponsor?

102
00:08:10,907 --> 00:08:12,500
Why?
I don't know. Maybe you wanted to recover.

103
00:08:12,575 --> 00:08:14,498
Why are you riding me?

104
00:08:14,995 --> 00:08:17,089
Here. This is for you.

105
00:08:21,918 --> 00:08:24,171
Subtle.
if you want to bust my balls...

106
00:08:24,254 --> 00:08:26,348
No! No, no, no! I love it!
Are you kidding me?

107
00:08:26,423 --> 00:08:28,471
I always wanted
one of your touchy-feely rocks.

108
00:08:28,550 --> 00:08:30,518
I want one. I want a
touchy-feely rock, too.

109
00:08:30,593 --> 00:08:31,845
So fucking earn it.

110
00:08:38,643 --> 00:08:42,022
So I'm going to hear
your first step after this, right?

111
00:08:42,355 --> 00:08:43,857
Oh, shit.

112
00:08:44,274 --> 00:08:45,241
Neil.

113
00:08:45,316 --> 00:08:47,694
Dude, I've been working
on it all week.

114
00:08:47,777 --> 00:08:49,654
I totally, totally forgot
that we were doing that today.

115
00:08:49,738 --> 00:08:52,412
You do remember
why you're in this program, right?

116
00:08:52,949 --> 00:08:55,623
Free bagels?
You were court ordered.

117
00:08:56,202 --> 00:08:58,705
Frottage.
I know.

118
00:08:58,788 --> 00:09:01,792
Unconsensual touching of other people.
I know.

119
00:09:01,875 --> 00:09:04,503
Listen, Neil, you
gotta do the work.

120
00:09:04,586 --> 00:09:06,384
You have to do whatever it takes.

121
00:09:06,463 --> 00:09:09,512
You think I like not having
a television or a laptop?

122
00:09:09,591 --> 00:09:13,186
It fucking blows. But guess what?
It's saving my life, so I do it.

123
00:09:14,763 --> 00:09:17,607
Is any of this of interest to you, Neil?
Yes, it's all of interest to me.

124
00:09:17,682 --> 00:09:20,185
Can we please move on?
I'll get it done this week. Thank you.

125
00:09:20,602 --> 00:09:22,275
What happened to your face?

126
00:09:23,396 --> 00:09:24,864
Nothing.

127
00:11:21,139 --> 00:11:23,187
My fellow gastronauts.

128
00:11:23,266 --> 00:11:26,645
I bring you good tidings
and good eatings.

129
00:11:26,936 --> 00:11:28,779
Let's bug out.

130
00:11:42,619 --> 00:11:47,295
No, Pinocch, don't do it!
It's me, Jimmy. Put the stick down!

131
00:11:48,374 --> 00:11:52,220
Well, you should have thought about that
before you ratted me out to Geppetto.

132
00:11:54,297 --> 00:11:55,970
That's not my real voice.

133
00:11:57,050 --> 00:11:59,303
Well, then sorry, I'm...

134
00:11:59,427 --> 00:12:02,021
No! Come back! I'm Adam.

135
00:12:02,096 --> 00:12:04,190
I'm Phoebe.
Hi, Phoebe.

136
00:12:04,807 --> 00:12:07,230
You are a very cruel man,
Adam.

137
00:12:07,393 --> 00:12:10,397
Believe me, it hurts them far
more than it hurts me.

138
00:12:10,813 --> 00:12:12,736
Don't you mean that
the other way around?

139
00:12:12,857 --> 00:12:14,951
No, Phoebe, I don't.

140
00:12:16,569 --> 00:12:18,571
So what you making?

141
00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:00,872
Flip phone, huh?
Yeah.

142
00:13:01,072 --> 00:13:02,699
You ever carbon
dated this thing?

143
00:13:03,449 --> 00:13:04,871
What are you doing?

144
00:13:05,368 --> 00:13:07,666
Don't be so slow, Pinocchio.

145
00:13:35,064 --> 00:13:36,236
Mike.

146
00:13:37,233 --> 00:13:40,077
Mike, there's someone downstairs.

147
00:13:41,237 --> 00:13:42,409
What?

148
00:13:42,572 --> 00:13:45,246
There's someone downstairs.
Get up.

149
00:14:08,806 --> 00:14:10,900
Dad! It's me.

150
00:14:10,975 --> 00:14:12,147
Danny?

151
00:14:12,518 --> 00:14:14,065
I used the Hide-a-Key.

152
00:14:14,228 --> 00:14:18,449
What the fuck are you doing here?
I wanted to come see you guys.

153
00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:22,738
So you just decided
you'd stop by for a midnight chat?

154
00:14:23,279 --> 00:14:24,872
I've been driving all day.
I didn't have a chance...

155
00:14:24,947 --> 00:14:26,199
So you're hungry.

156
00:14:26,282 --> 00:14:29,035
So you figured
you'd eat our food and then rob us.

157
00:14:31,496 --> 00:14:35,376
I'm not going to rob you, Dad.
I haven't used in eight months.

158
00:14:35,458 --> 00:14:36,801
Yeah, right.

159
00:14:37,627 --> 00:14:40,050
I wouldn't believe me either,
I guess, but it's true.

160
00:14:40,755 --> 00:14:43,599
You know how I know
an addict is lying?

161
00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:45,851
His lips are moving.

162
00:14:47,762 --> 00:14:49,355
Mom up there?

163
00:14:49,806 --> 00:14:51,604
She's sleeping.

164
00:14:51,682 --> 00:14:53,150
Danny?

165
00:14:55,645 --> 00:14:56,988
Hey, Mom.

166
00:14:57,814 --> 00:14:59,316
Danny!

167
00:15:00,274 --> 00:15:01,651
Hey.

168
00:15:05,613 --> 00:15:07,331
Oh, my...

169
00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:10,914
Look at you!

170
00:15:12,161 --> 00:15:18,043
Kid's stolen money,
sports equipment, his mom's necklace.

171
00:15:18,751 --> 00:15:21,095
Never once said he's sorry.

172
00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:26,017
You know, I've tried to
get him in the rooms.

173
00:15:26,134 --> 00:15:28,853
And you know what they say,

174
00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:32,478
"This is a program for people that
want it, not for people who need it."

175
00:15:36,561 --> 00:15:40,282
Hi. Dede.
New to the program.

176
00:15:40,606 --> 00:15:42,153
Hi, Dede.
Hi, Dede.

177
00:15:44,735 --> 00:15:46,487
There's a lot of
dudes in here.

178
00:15:47,613 --> 00:15:50,457
Sorry, my other program
isn't such a sausage fest.

179
00:15:54,078 --> 00:15:59,209
My NA sponsor said I needed
to come here because...

180
00:16:00,251 --> 00:16:02,424
"Tell the truth and
tell it fast."

181
00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:06,303
The only way
I know how to relate to men is sex.

182
00:16:06,757 --> 00:16:09,226
It's been that way forever.

183
00:16:09,927 --> 00:16:14,307
I can remember my mom
screaming at me

184
00:16:14,390 --> 00:16:17,985
for grinding on my cousin
when I was, like, four years old.

185
00:16:19,061 --> 00:16:22,656
I took my neighbor's virginity
by force when I was 12,

186
00:16:22,940 --> 00:16:27,571
seduced my high school English teacher,
got him fired when he tried to break it off.

187
00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:29,534
<i>My 20s,</i>

188
00:16:30,406 --> 00:16:35,663
two abortions, one long game
of musical fuck chairs.

189
00:16:37,788 --> 00:16:43,386
So now I'm 30, single,
no dude, no kids.

190
00:16:47,215 --> 00:16:52,096
And I just lost my best friend in the
whole world because I fucked her old man.

191
00:16:54,430 --> 00:16:56,853
I didn't even like the douchebag.

192
00:16:57,266 --> 00:16:59,644
But that's what I do.

193
00:17:03,272 --> 00:17:05,445
There's gotta be another way.

194
00:17:10,112 --> 00:17:13,036
There has to be,
or I'm gonna fucking kill myself.

195
00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:20,422
So that's what I got.

196
00:17:21,624 --> 00:17:23,126
Thanks.

197
00:17:23,209 --> 00:17:25,462
Keep coming back.
Keep coming back.

198
00:17:27,713 --> 00:17:29,181
At this meeting, we give out chips

199
00:17:29,257 --> 00:17:32,932
to recognize and celebrate sexual
sobriety and to help us in our recovery.

200
00:17:33,010 --> 00:17:35,388
We have found through
our experience that sobriety

201
00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:39,317
includes freedom from masturbation and
sex outside of a committed relationship.

202
00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:42,069
Is anybody celebrating 30 days?

203
00:17:50,319 --> 00:17:52,287
Good for you. Good going.

204
00:17:54,657 --> 00:17:57,080
Anybody else, 30 days?

205
00:17:58,995 --> 00:18:01,418
All right, all right!

206
00:18:11,632 --> 00:18:14,135
Anybody else? Anybody else?
Thirty days?

207
00:18:17,346 --> 00:18:19,644
Hey, Friar Tuck. What's going on?

208
00:18:20,266 --> 00:18:22,314
Friar Tuck is going on a date.

209
00:18:23,978 --> 00:18:26,322
Yeah.
Way to go!

210
00:18:26,397 --> 00:18:29,776
Well, so what are we talking?
Male, female or shemale?

211
00:18:29,859 --> 00:18:32,408
Hey, babe, you told
me to get out there.

212
00:18:33,362 --> 00:18:36,457
Well, I'm proud of you.
That's good news. That's good news.

213
00:18:36,532 --> 00:18:39,376
You going to fellowship?
No, I can't.

214
00:18:39,452 --> 00:18:42,922
I'm meeting up with my sponsee
to go over his first step.

215
00:18:42,997 --> 00:18:44,169
Who, Shecky Greene?

216
00:18:47,793 --> 00:18:50,717
So let's get started.
Got your book?

217
00:18:51,380 --> 00:18:55,180
Yeah, my book. So here's the deal.
I didn't really get to...

218
00:18:55,259 --> 00:18:57,136
It's okay.
Just let me see it.

219
00:18:57,219 --> 00:18:58,971
I'm operating on, like,
four hours of sleep.

220
00:18:59,055 --> 00:19:01,308
It's fine. We'll just... We'll get it.
We'll get started.

221
00:19:01,390 --> 00:19:04,234
I just... I would have liked
a little bit more time.

222
00:19:04,310 --> 00:19:05,687
Is this it?

223
00:19:07,647 --> 00:19:10,070
I didn't get a chance
to do what I wanted to do.

224
00:19:10,441 --> 00:19:11,613
So, no.

225
00:19:11,692 --> 00:19:13,285
I'm gonna have a lot more time
this week to work on it.

226
00:19:13,361 --> 00:19:17,036
No, man. This isn't gonna work for me. No.
What do you want?

227
00:19:17,406 --> 00:19:22,333
Look, you're wasting my time.
This is a complete waste of my time.

228
00:19:22,411 --> 00:19:24,709
I'm sorry, I can't do this.
I can't work with you.

229
00:19:24,789 --> 00:19:26,837
Take it. Take the book.

230
00:19:26,916 --> 00:19:28,839
You can't... What,
are you dropping me?

231
00:19:28,918 --> 00:19:32,172
I am sorry. What else...
What other choice do I have, really?

232
00:19:32,254 --> 00:19:35,224
I just got a 30-day chip in there,
and you're firing me?

233
00:19:35,299 --> 00:19:37,802
Neil...
No, that is all sorts of fucked up, man.

234
00:19:37,885 --> 00:19:41,264
Neil, I told you from the beginning
that you had to do the work.

235
00:19:41,347 --> 00:19:43,475
You haven't done
a single thing in this book.

236
00:19:43,557 --> 00:19:45,025
Try doing my job.
What are you talking about?

237
00:19:45,101 --> 00:19:47,399
This is bullshit.
Are you out of your mind?

238
00:19:47,478 --> 00:19:49,276
I need this, okay?

239
00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:51,448
I need you to sign my court card.

240
00:19:52,483 --> 00:19:56,204
There it is. That's what this is about?
That's not what this is about.

241
00:19:56,278 --> 00:19:59,248
Don't worry, Neil.
The chairperson can sign your card.

242
00:19:59,323 --> 00:20:01,826
You don't need me and
I don't need this.

243
00:20:08,958 --> 00:20:13,885
The pages are all stuck fucking together.
if it wasn't you, then who?

244
00:20:16,173 --> 00:20:21,350
Who the fuck brought my book outside?
Who the fuck left my book outside?

245
00:20:21,470 --> 00:20:22,892
Who?

246
00:20:23,305 --> 00:20:24,477
Who?

247
00:20:25,182 --> 00:20:27,355
Just tell me who.

248
00:20:27,435 --> 00:20:29,733
If it wasn't you, then who?

249
00:20:29,812 --> 00:20:31,109
Who?

250
00:20:31,605 --> 00:20:34,324
Who? You know what...
Shut the fuck up!

251
00:20:35,192 --> 00:20:36,569
Asshole.

252
00:20:40,281 --> 00:20:41,407
What's all this?

253
00:20:41,824 --> 00:20:43,872
Danny's making us breakfast.

254
00:20:44,660 --> 00:20:45,912
This will be interesting.

255
00:20:47,163 --> 00:20:51,293
I have not seen my son in years.
Can you try not chasing him away?

256
00:20:53,377 --> 00:20:54,594
Here we go.

257
00:20:55,838 --> 00:20:57,431
Breakfast á la Danny.

258
00:20:57,506 --> 00:21:00,806
Look at this.
It's so fancy.

259
00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:03,187
What's this gonna cost us?

260
00:21:05,181 --> 00:21:08,060
Nothing.
Okay.

261
00:21:08,142 --> 00:21:09,735
There's some butter there
if you want it, Ma.

262
00:21:09,810 --> 00:21:11,437
Thank you.

263
00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:13,818
This is really good.

264
00:21:20,029 --> 00:21:22,703
I tried to get yours back, but...

265
00:21:24,325 --> 00:21:26,703
Oh, honey.
it's the best I could do.

266
00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:36,386
Will you put it on me?
Yeah, of course.

267
00:21:37,922 --> 00:21:43,053
So, yeah, I mean, after my
stretch, I bounced around a lot.

268
00:21:43,177 --> 00:21:45,792
I worked an oil rig off
the Gulf of Mexico,

269
00:21:45,818 --> 00:21:48,550
picked spinach in Central
Valley, California.

270
00:21:48,599 --> 00:21:51,728
Really?
Yeah. Just basically saw the country.

271
00:21:52,311 --> 00:21:54,655
And you've been sober
the whole time?

272
00:21:55,231 --> 00:21:56,574
Yeah.

273
00:21:56,649 --> 00:21:58,526
Just white-knuckling it?

274
00:22:03,072 --> 00:22:05,666
Yeah, you know,
not everybody needs to go with AA, Dad.

275
00:22:05,825 --> 00:22:06,917
Is that right?

276
00:22:07,868 --> 00:22:11,168
Yeah, some people
don't need a group to lean on.

277
00:22:11,247 --> 00:22:12,749
Some people can do it on their own.

278
00:22:14,917 --> 00:22:16,715
Hasn't been my experience.

279
00:22:19,213 --> 00:22:21,591
You want more coffee?
Yes, please.

280
00:22:25,970 --> 00:22:27,438
What?

281
00:22:42,695 --> 00:22:43,947
Hey.

282
00:22:46,615 --> 00:22:48,959
Hello.
Hello.

283
00:22:50,452 --> 00:22:54,753
If I knew we were gonna be racing,
I would have worn my Livestrong bracelet.

284
00:22:55,791 --> 00:22:57,714
You know,
this actually might be a good time

285
00:22:57,793 --> 00:23:01,639
to tell you that
I had breast cancer five years ago.

286
00:23:01,797 --> 00:23:03,595
Oh, God, really?

287
00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:07,853
Yeah.

288
00:23:11,140 --> 00:23:14,394
That's a tough break. I'm sorry.
Yeah, it was.

289
00:23:14,476 --> 00:23:18,197
But it's fine. I'm fine now, so...

290
00:23:18,272 --> 00:23:20,149
I'm glad to hear that.

291
00:23:22,026 --> 00:23:25,405
So I see you're perspiring a tad.

292
00:23:25,487 --> 00:23:27,990
I just ran a 10K.

293
00:23:29,408 --> 00:23:33,629
Okay, my initial reaction is to say,
"Well, I just ran a marathon."

294
00:23:33,704 --> 00:23:36,207
But I can't tell if you're
joking or if you're serious.

295
00:23:36,290 --> 00:23:38,258
<i>I'm as serious as cancer.</i>

296
00:23:39,710 --> 00:23:41,758
Wait, you just ran a 10K?

297
00:23:42,504 --> 00:23:45,553
I'm training for the
New York Triathlon.

298
00:23:48,302 --> 00:23:54,856
Okay, we need a system here,
some signs to signify.

299
00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:56,982
So when we're serious,
we have to do this.

300
00:23:57,061 --> 00:24:01,567
I love that. Okay. Yes, Adam, I'm serious.
I'm training for a triathlon.

301
00:24:01,649 --> 00:24:05,119
Okay. Okay, you seriously
scare/impress me.

302
00:24:05,194 --> 00:24:06,241
Thank you.

303
00:24:06,862 --> 00:24:09,991
And when we're joking,
we can do that.

304
00:24:10,407 --> 00:24:12,626
Did you just pay homage
to The Sting?

305
00:24:13,077 --> 00:24:15,580
My God, you're hot.
No, you're hot.

306
00:24:17,164 --> 00:24:19,838
What? No, you are.
You're actually very hot.

307
00:24:19,917 --> 00:24:21,965
Thanks.
You're extremely hot.

308
00:24:26,173 --> 00:24:28,175
Let's do this.
Okay.

309
00:24:28,258 --> 00:24:32,889
I'm just getting warmed up here.
I'm ready to go now.

310
00:24:43,107 --> 00:24:45,405
How you doing back there?

311
00:24:45,484 --> 00:24:48,203
I'm fine.
I'm just drafting.

312
00:24:48,278 --> 00:24:49,575
Okay.

313
00:25:11,051 --> 00:25:12,098
Doctor.

314
00:25:12,761 --> 00:25:16,265
Can I talk to you for a second?
Sure.

315
00:25:16,432 --> 00:25:18,605
Yeah, you know, I just...

316
00:25:18,684 --> 00:25:21,154
I really wanted to
apologize for all the

317
00:25:21,180 --> 00:25:24,011
joking around and stuff
that I do around here.

318
00:25:24,064 --> 00:25:29,412
You know, I think it's really,
to be honest, like, a defense mechanism.

319
00:25:29,611 --> 00:25:32,831
You know, for all the pressures
we have here as doctors.

320
00:25:32,906 --> 00:25:35,159
Thank you.
Thank you, that's good to hear.

321
00:25:35,367 --> 00:25:37,620
I think it's also a...

322
00:25:37,703 --> 00:25:41,128
I think it's also
kind of a product of my childhood.

323
00:25:41,290 --> 00:25:42,667
My mom, God bless her,

324
00:25:42,750 --> 00:25:47,221
she's still alive, but, you know, she was
really sick a lot when I was growing up.

325
00:25:47,296 --> 00:25:49,014
She had IBS, bad,

326
00:25:49,089 --> 00:25:53,390
and the only thing that really made her feel
better was when I would make her laugh.

327
00:25:53,469 --> 00:25:56,268
Apology accepted, okay?
Now if you'll excuse me...

328
00:26:01,143 --> 00:26:02,565
Wait...

329
00:26:12,863 --> 00:26:16,163
So I think we can go ahead
and untuck that now.

330
00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:19,120
But that's part of my
intended ensemble.

331
00:26:19,203 --> 00:26:22,002
Okay.
And then I'll tuck it back in.

332
00:26:22,122 --> 00:26:23,840
Nice re-tucking.

333
00:26:25,209 --> 00:26:27,211
Would you care for a little GU?

334
00:26:27,669 --> 00:26:28,886
Goo?

335
00:26:30,297 --> 00:26:32,550
I'm new to goo. I...

336
00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:36,478
Oh, dear.

337
00:26:38,639 --> 00:26:41,392
You kind of got some
on your face there.

338
00:26:41,475 --> 00:26:43,978
Did I get it?
Lower. Lower.

339
00:26:44,061 --> 00:26:46,405
It's still there?
Nope. It's on your chin.

340
00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:47,902
My Shin?

341
00:26:48,190 --> 00:26:50,067
It's on your chin.

342
00:26:50,150 --> 00:26:52,369
My chin. Which one?

343
00:26:52,694 --> 00:26:55,948
Just... Right...

344
00:26:56,031 --> 00:26:57,704
That...
Right there.

345
00:27:21,515 --> 00:27:24,564
I think I need a drink.
I think I need one, too.

346
00:27:25,769 --> 00:27:28,272
Wait, you're not an
alcoholic, are you?

347
00:27:29,481 --> 00:27:31,859
No. Why?
Okay.

348
00:27:32,276 --> 00:27:34,495
No, because
my last boyfriend was an alcoholic,

349
00:27:34,570 --> 00:27:37,369
and I promised myself
I'd never date an addict again.

350
00:27:40,325 --> 00:27:44,956
Well, I'm not an alcoholic.

351
00:27:45,914 --> 00:27:47,291
Great.

352
00:27:55,215 --> 00:27:58,685
So my son got really
upset the other day

353
00:27:58,760 --> 00:28:01,855
'cause I told him he had to
stop playing and do his homework.

354
00:28:02,139 --> 00:28:04,233
And I understand
how he feels,

355
00:28:04,308 --> 00:28:07,687
but I couldn't say to him,
like, you know, "Don't you think

356
00:28:07,769 --> 00:28:11,774
"I'd rather be alone with a jar of blow
and a couple of transsexual hookers?"

357
00:28:16,111 --> 00:28:17,158
Not that he would know...

358
00:28:17,237 --> 00:28:20,366
I mean, he doesn't know
what the word "jar" means, but...

359
00:28:24,161 --> 00:28:25,378
Neil.

360
00:28:27,164 --> 00:28:29,633
Hey. Neil.
Sex addict.

361
00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:31,051
Hi, Neil.
Hi, Neil.

362
00:28:31,126 --> 00:28:32,298
Hey.

363
00:28:33,754 --> 00:28:38,555
I dreamed of being a doctor
since I was 10 years old.

364
00:28:39,384 --> 00:28:41,682
It all started with ER.

365
00:28:42,763 --> 00:28:46,108
I knew I could never be George
Clooney, but Anthony Edwards...

366
00:28:46,767 --> 00:28:51,614
Bald, glasses, saving lives like
a superhero, that I could do.

367
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:59,664
So I worked nonstop for many years with
no social life, and I finally did it.

368
00:29:01,156 --> 00:29:03,705
I became a doctor.

369
00:29:03,951 --> 00:29:06,170
I was really good at it, too.

370
00:29:06,828 --> 00:29:12,255
Until I got fired yesterday
for filming up my boss' skirt.

371
00:29:15,545 --> 00:29:19,015
I told her it was for a documentary
called What the Ground Sees.

372
00:29:19,883 --> 00:29:22,056
Oddly enough, she didn't buy it.

373
00:29:23,887 --> 00:29:26,515
Stop fucking around, asshole!

374
00:29:29,643 --> 00:29:32,897
It's not funny anymore, is it?
Nope.

375
00:29:36,900 --> 00:29:40,450
I've been lying about my
day count this entire time.

376
00:29:41,905 --> 00:29:44,374
I've never actually
even gotten one day.

377
00:29:48,537 --> 00:29:50,414
I can't lie anymore.

378
00:29:52,582 --> 00:29:54,926
Not to you, not to myself.

379
00:29:57,713 --> 00:30:02,059
So from now on,
no more bullshit.

380
00:30:03,885 --> 00:30:05,728
Just the truth.

381
00:30:08,056 --> 00:30:10,229
And the truth is...

382
00:30:13,770 --> 00:30:16,068
I'm out of control.

383
00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:20,569
I'm scared.

384
00:30:24,072 --> 00:30:25,870
And I need help.

385
00:30:27,868 --> 00:30:29,745
I need help.

386
00:30:30,912 --> 00:30:34,166
Okay, Neil, if we're gonna do this again,
then you gotta give me 150%.

387
00:30:34,249 --> 00:30:35,216
Okay.

388
00:30:35,292 --> 00:30:38,216
And since you're not working,
you have to do a 90 in 90.

389
00:30:38,295 --> 00:30:40,514
What is that?
Ninety meetings in 90 days.

390
00:30:40,589 --> 00:30:41,715
Okay.

391
00:30:41,798 --> 00:30:43,175
Call me every day.
Fine.

392
00:30:43,258 --> 00:30:44,680
You pray every day.

393
00:30:45,052 --> 00:30:46,850
I'm kind of an atheist.
All right.

394
00:30:46,928 --> 00:30:50,853
Okay! All right, fine.
Dude, I'll do whatever I gotta do.

395
00:30:50,974 --> 00:30:51,975
Listen to me.

396
00:30:52,100 --> 00:30:55,149
Higher power doesn't have to be some old
dude with a beard in the sky, okay?

397
00:30:55,228 --> 00:30:56,980
It just has to be something
that's bigger than you.

398
00:30:57,147 --> 00:30:58,444
I'm pretty big.

399
00:30:58,523 --> 00:31:00,867
And no more lame jokes, all right?
Okay.

400
00:31:00,942 --> 00:31:03,570
Stop that shit.
Okay.

401
00:31:03,653 --> 00:31:04,870
No subway, no Internet.

402
00:31:04,946 --> 00:31:08,200
Are you fucking serious, dude?
I am serious, are you?

403
00:31:08,283 --> 00:31:09,535
Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt.

404
00:31:09,618 --> 00:31:11,040
No. No worries.
Not a problem.

405
00:31:11,119 --> 00:31:14,749
I can... I'll talk to you later.
We'll talk and I'll... You can call me.

406
00:31:14,831 --> 00:31:18,381
That was a stupid share, dude.
Thanks.

407
00:31:18,460 --> 00:31:21,805
I love when people just bring it.

408
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,178
It was... You were, like,
an open wound out there.

409
00:31:24,257 --> 00:31:27,932
It was... Your guts were
flopping out all over the place.

410
00:31:28,011 --> 00:31:29,058
Thanks.

411
00:31:29,137 --> 00:31:31,811
That was some inspiring shit, yo.
Yeah.

412
00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:32,891
I'm Dede.

413
00:31:32,974 --> 00:31:35,648
I know who you are.
Can I get your number?

414
00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:39,402
My sponsor told me to get numbers, but
I'm not good at that reaching out shit.

415
00:31:39,481 --> 00:31:40,607
It's...

416
00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:43,778
You ready?
Yeah. Okay.

417
00:31:44,903 --> 00:31:46,655
6-4-6.
Okay.

418
00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:48,740
5-5-5.
Yeah.

419
00:31:48,824 --> 00:31:52,124
<i>Zero-uno-cuatro-niner.</i>

420
00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:56,631
646-555-0149.

421
00:31:57,207 --> 00:32:00,757
Dude, you're a doorbell.
Ding dong.

422
00:32:00,836 --> 00:32:04,682
I'm gonna call you.
I'm gonna friggin' answer.

423
00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:07,092
How's it going with the girl?

424
00:32:07,175 --> 00:32:10,645
Good. We had our first date.
Nice.

425
00:32:10,762 --> 00:32:12,264
Is she a friend of Bill?

426
00:32:12,347 --> 00:32:16,443
No, she's a civilian. She's
great, she's funny, she's smart.

427
00:32:16,518 --> 00:32:18,646
And you're a shallow prick,
so she must be gorgeous.

428
00:32:19,729 --> 00:32:23,654
No, man, at this point in my sobriety, I
don't even notice the externals of a woman.

429
00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:25,201
Yeah, fuck you,
Deepak.

430
00:32:25,277 --> 00:32:27,245
I'm just focused
right in on her heart and soul.

431
00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:28,617
Yeah, right.
I swear.

432
00:32:28,697 --> 00:32:29,698
Yeah.

433
00:32:29,781 --> 00:32:32,330
You know if it keeps going well,
you got to tell her, right?

434
00:32:32,409 --> 00:32:33,626
Yeah.
Full disclosure.

435
00:32:33,702 --> 00:32:35,454
I'm a little worried about that.

436
00:32:35,537 --> 00:32:38,336
Well, worry is just a
meditation on shit.

437
00:33:01,229 --> 00:33:02,230
Good morning.

438
00:33:03,815 --> 00:33:05,237
Morning.

439
00:33:05,650 --> 00:33:06,867
So...

440
00:33:08,862 --> 00:33:10,239
What the fuck, Danny?

441
00:33:10,655 --> 00:33:12,248
Building you guys a koi pond.

442
00:33:13,033 --> 00:33:14,410
Koi pond?

443
00:33:14,701 --> 00:33:15,748
Yeah.

444
00:33:15,827 --> 00:33:20,583
Thought it would go good with the whole,
you know, Zen vibe you guys got going on.

445
00:33:21,541 --> 00:33:25,296
Just curious, you ever think about
running the idea by someone first?

446
00:33:25,378 --> 00:33:28,052
Like, I don't know, maybe the
guy who owns the backyard?

447
00:33:28,673 --> 00:33:31,142
Well, you know, I wanted
it to be a surprise.

448
00:33:31,593 --> 00:33:32,936
It is.

449
00:33:35,138 --> 00:33:38,233
So fish go in there?
Yeah.

450
00:33:38,892 --> 00:33:43,113
You know, koi, those big orange carp.
I know what koi are.

451
00:33:44,314 --> 00:33:47,944
So what happens in the winter when
they freeze their little koi nuts off?

452
00:33:48,276 --> 00:33:50,745
No, look, I built one
for a guy in Michigan.

453
00:33:50,820 --> 00:33:53,790
You just poke a hole in the ice.
It's no problem.

454
00:33:53,865 --> 00:33:54,866
You sure about that?

455
00:33:56,451 --> 00:33:59,125
Trust me.
You're gonna love it, Dad.

456
00:34:02,707 --> 00:34:04,050
God.

457
00:34:28,650 --> 00:34:33,531
Yeah, can I get someone to remove
this television from my room, please?

458
00:34:34,906 --> 00:34:38,456
No, it's not broken.
I just don't want it here. Thanks.

459
00:34:46,835 --> 00:34:48,132
Here you go.

460
00:34:48,211 --> 00:34:49,884
Did you block the...
Yeah, boss.

461
00:34:49,963 --> 00:34:52,716
You're all good. You're blocked.
So you want to go get dinner?

462
00:34:52,799 --> 00:34:55,393
No, I've got to make a call.

463
00:34:58,179 --> 00:35:00,432
<i>Nice flourish.</i>

464
00:35:00,890 --> 00:35:03,143
Wait, what are you eating?

465
00:35:03,351 --> 00:35:05,695
Just a little healthy
plate of veggies.

466
00:35:05,770 --> 00:35:08,364
<i>Hold up your plate again.
What?</i>

467
00:35:08,523 --> 00:35:10,025
I just want to see something.

468
00:35:13,361 --> 00:35:17,616
Look at your cute little plate with
your vegetables all segregated and such.

469
00:35:17,699 --> 00:35:20,953
<i>Yeah, I just don't think that
foods of different color should mix.</i>

470
00:35:21,036 --> 00:35:24,586
Hey, I hear you. Separate but equal.
<i>Plessy v. Ferguson.</i>

471
00:35:25,540 --> 00:35:29,295
God, I really like you.
And I don't like anybody.

472
00:35:29,377 --> 00:35:32,051
I know, right?
I hate everyone except for you.

473
00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:33,302
<i>Me, too.</i>

474
00:35:36,217 --> 00:35:38,686
<i>I thought about you last night.</i>

475
00:35:39,679 --> 00:35:40,976
Yeah?

476
00:35:41,848 --> 00:35:46,820
Actually, I thought
about you three times.

477
00:35:48,980 --> 00:35:53,076
<i>Have you ever "thought" about me?</i>

478
00:35:58,865 --> 00:36:00,583
Hold on a second.

479
00:36:05,872 --> 00:36:08,250
<i>Yeah.
Hey, come on in.</i>

480
00:36:11,169 --> 00:36:12,671
<i>I unplugged it already.</i>

481
00:36:13,672 --> 00:36:16,471
<i>Okay.
Sorry about that.</i>

482
00:36:16,549 --> 00:36:18,643
<i>Where did we leave off?</i>

483
00:36:19,969 --> 00:36:22,688
Are they taking the TV
out of your room?

484
00:36:22,764 --> 00:36:24,016
<i>What?</i>

485
00:36:24,099 --> 00:36:25,646
What are you, Amish?

486
00:36:26,226 --> 00:36:30,777
<i>Yes, and I was hoping to escort you
to a barn raising upon my return.</i>

487
00:36:31,940 --> 00:36:36,446
Oh, my God, seriously, why
are they taking the TV out of your room?

488
00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:41,658
I just can't have it in my room.

489
00:36:41,866 --> 00:36:43,459
<i>And why not?</i>

490
00:36:46,079 --> 00:36:47,501
You...

491
00:36:48,289 --> 00:36:51,168
You know when you don't
have control over something?

492
00:36:52,752 --> 00:36:56,382
<i>No. I have control over
everything in my life.</i>

493
00:36:57,090 --> 00:36:59,559
<i>I'm kidding. I'm sorry.
Go ahead.</i>

494
00:37:00,635 --> 00:37:01,932
Well...

495
00:37:08,810 --> 00:37:09,936
I just...

496
00:37:10,019 --> 00:37:12,943
I can't have any distractions
on these business trips.

497
00:37:14,315 --> 00:37:15,612
Like me?

498
00:37:16,067 --> 00:37:17,910
No. Like TV.

499
00:37:22,449 --> 00:37:24,167
Hey, what's going on?

500
00:37:27,370 --> 00:37:31,625
Owner said my seams suck.
Been sanding this shit for two days.

501
00:37:32,041 --> 00:37:34,635
Welcome to residential
construction.

502
00:37:34,878 --> 00:37:37,051
Hey, I'm not complaining though.

503
00:37:37,130 --> 00:37:40,509
I mean, I know you're taking
a flyer on me and all.

504
00:37:41,092 --> 00:37:46,940
No, seriously, I just want to say how much
I appreciate what you're doing for me.

505
00:37:47,515 --> 00:37:49,688
Hey. United, we stand.
Divided, we stagger.

506
00:37:53,188 --> 00:37:55,441
It's just that...
Hey, hey, hey.

507
00:37:55,523 --> 00:37:57,275
Ever since I put the liquor down,

508
00:37:58,193 --> 00:38:01,197
the slightest thing makes me start
crying like a little bitch.

509
00:38:01,362 --> 00:38:07,085
I get these feelings
coming up inside of me, you know?

510
00:38:08,453 --> 00:38:09,796
Feelings are like children.

511
00:38:09,871 --> 00:38:11,607
You don't want them
driving the car, but you

512
00:38:11,633 --> 00:38:13,446
don't want to stuff them
in the trunk, either.

513
00:38:14,542 --> 00:38:15,964
Where do you get this shit?

514
00:38:17,045 --> 00:38:18,297
Meetings.

515
00:38:18,713 --> 00:38:21,808
Lots and lots and lots of meetings.

516
00:38:33,728 --> 00:38:36,823
<i>Hey, Mom. I'm kind of busy right now.
That's funny.</i>

517
00:38:36,898 --> 00:38:40,619
I wasn't too busy
to give birth to you 28 years ago.

518
00:38:40,902 --> 00:38:42,324
I'm sorry. How are you?

519
00:38:42,403 --> 00:38:46,453
So Judy Berger's son, Howard,
is doing his premed at Tufts,

520
00:38:46,533 --> 00:38:49,582
<i>and he's thinking about
going into emergency medicine.</i>

521
00:38:49,661 --> 00:38:54,167
<i>So I told her that you would take him around
one day next week, show him the ropes.</i>

522
00:38:54,249 --> 00:38:56,593
No! I can't.
Why not?

523
00:38:56,668 --> 00:39:00,468
We're gearing up for our yearly reviews.
It's just a really bad time.

524
00:39:00,547 --> 00:39:03,517
Yeah, but I promised her. I promised her.
<i>-Hang on, Mom.</i>

525
00:39:03,591 --> 00:39:05,343
What? Code blue?
She's counting on...

526
00:39:05,426 --> 00:39:08,020
Get him into trauma room three stat!
I'll be right there!

527
00:39:08,096 --> 00:39:09,689
I gotta go, Mom!

528
00:39:48,678 --> 00:39:50,897
Hold on.

529
00:39:50,972 --> 00:39:52,144
Hey, Neil.

530
00:39:52,223 --> 00:39:54,817
Where have you been, man?
Dude, I'm losing it.

531
00:39:54,893 --> 00:39:56,065
What's happening?

532
00:39:56,144 --> 00:39:59,114
Everything in this goddamn city
makes me want to act out.

533
00:39:59,188 --> 00:40:03,193
Get to a meeting.
Yeah, lam, lam. I'm going right now.

534
00:40:03,276 --> 00:40:04,493
Good.

535
00:40:04,569 --> 00:40:06,663
Neil, how are you getting there?

536
00:40:22,003 --> 00:40:23,721
That's good.

537
00:40:45,026 --> 00:40:46,528
Good to see you, brother.

538
00:40:58,289 --> 00:41:00,291
It's looking good.

539
00:41:02,377 --> 00:41:05,881
Can I get you some iced tea? Hungry?

540
00:41:06,297 --> 00:41:08,049
Yeah. Tea sounds good.

541
00:41:08,132 --> 00:41:09,805
David, what's up?

542
00:41:11,761 --> 00:41:12,762
Oh, shit.

543
00:41:14,222 --> 00:41:17,726
All right. Well, don't get into
it with him. I'll be right there.

544
00:41:18,643 --> 00:41:20,941
All right. I'm sorry. Okay.

545
00:41:21,229 --> 00:41:23,323
Guy on the job just slipped.
I gotta go.

546
00:41:23,398 --> 00:41:26,493
Come on, you guys are having fun.
Stay and finish.

547
00:41:26,567 --> 00:41:28,535
It's all right, Ma.
if he's gotta go, he's gotta go.

548
00:41:28,861 --> 00:41:31,080
He doesn't have to go.
He wants to go.

549
00:41:31,155 --> 00:41:34,159
Don't make a thing of this, okay?

550
00:41:34,242 --> 00:41:36,916
The guy's having a
nervous breakdown.

551
00:41:39,163 --> 00:41:41,006
You wanna go with me?

552
00:41:46,087 --> 00:41:47,384
Chuck!

553
00:41:48,589 --> 00:41:50,842
Put this down.
Put that down! Put that down!

554
00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:53,804
Thinks he can talk to me like that?
Fuck you!

555
00:41:53,886 --> 00:41:57,561
David, I'm sorry. He's off the job.
This is coming out of my pocket.

556
00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:58,732
Yeah, no shit it will.

557
00:41:58,808 --> 00:42:01,186
You got a new window now, bitch!
Okay. All right.

558
00:42:01,269 --> 00:42:02,441
Fuck you!
Give me a hand here?

559
00:42:03,604 --> 00:42:05,481
Look at me! Stop it!

560
00:42:05,648 --> 00:42:06,945
Stop it!

561
00:42:08,151 --> 00:42:11,200
Hey. Look at me.
We're gonna go now.

562
00:42:11,654 --> 00:42:13,281
You okay to go?

563
00:42:14,449 --> 00:42:16,451
You okay to go?

564
00:42:16,576 --> 00:42:17,953
Yeah.

565
00:42:20,496 --> 00:42:22,373
All right, come on.

566
00:42:22,457 --> 00:42:25,176
We're not gonna do anything stupid.
We're gonna walk out of here, okay?

567
00:42:25,251 --> 00:42:26,218
Yeah.

568
00:42:26,294 --> 00:42:30,015
All right? Look at me.
We're gonna do this, all right?

569
00:43:16,844 --> 00:43:18,517
Now he's all right?

570
00:43:21,015 --> 00:43:22,312
Yeah.

571
00:43:26,687 --> 00:43:29,236
Sorry I've been a shitty son, Dad.

572
00:43:31,651 --> 00:43:36,031
Sorry for all the lying
and the stealing...

573
00:43:38,491 --> 00:43:40,368
The worry and all the bullshit.

574
00:43:41,869 --> 00:43:43,462
I don't...

575
00:43:45,373 --> 00:43:48,297
I don't want to disappoint you
anymore, Pop.

576
00:43:51,045 --> 00:43:53,013
I want you to be proud of me.

577
00:44:02,765 --> 00:44:04,062
Hey.

578
00:44:04,725 --> 00:44:06,352
Jesus, you're beautiful.

579
00:44:07,395 --> 00:44:09,272
What time is our reservation?

580
00:44:10,189 --> 00:44:11,907
About a half an hour.

581
00:44:12,733 --> 00:44:14,235
Plenty of time.

582
00:44:35,256 --> 00:44:37,224
Yes, my tits are fake.

583
00:44:37,466 --> 00:44:40,640
That's what happens
when your real ones try to kill you.

584
00:44:41,345 --> 00:44:43,518
Is that what they mean
by a booby prize?

585
00:45:06,370 --> 00:45:09,294
I have been wanting to do that
since the bug party.

586
00:45:09,373 --> 00:45:11,216
Oh, God. Me, too.

587
00:45:13,586 --> 00:45:16,385
I'm really sorry for my brevity.

588
00:45:17,423 --> 00:45:20,893
It's just been a really long time for me.
Yeah, right.

589
00:45:20,968 --> 00:45:25,644
A gorgeous, single hetero
with a job in Manhattan?

590
00:45:25,723 --> 00:45:29,148
No, I'm serious.
It's been really long.

591
00:45:32,021 --> 00:45:33,147
Hey.

592
00:45:34,732 --> 00:45:36,450
Will you go with me?

593
00:45:36,692 --> 00:45:38,239
Where?

594
00:45:38,319 --> 00:45:41,323
You know, like, exclusively?
You and me?

595
00:45:43,574 --> 00:45:44,826
Yeah.

596
00:45:45,368 --> 00:45:46,415
Totally.

597
00:45:46,494 --> 00:45:47,666
Really?
Yeah.

598
00:45:47,745 --> 00:45:49,622
That's awesome.

599
00:45:50,331 --> 00:45:52,550
No, our reservation.

600
00:45:52,625 --> 00:45:56,675
It's fine.
We still have, like, 28 minutes.

601
00:46:55,771 --> 00:46:57,148
Hey.

602
00:47:03,654 --> 00:47:05,782
Is that a sobriety medallion?

603
00:47:18,586 --> 00:47:19,883
Yeah.

604
00:47:23,424 --> 00:47:25,802
I had been in recovery
for five years.

605
00:47:25,885 --> 00:47:27,102
For what?

606
00:47:31,474 --> 00:47:32,942
Sex addiction.

607
00:47:35,186 --> 00:47:36,438
What?

608
00:47:36,771 --> 00:47:38,623
I'm sorry. I know I
should have told you.

609
00:47:38,649 --> 00:47:40,721
I've been meaning to tell
you for a long time.

610
00:47:40,775 --> 00:47:42,368
Is that even a thing?
Is that like...

611
00:47:42,443 --> 00:47:46,073
Isn't that something that guys just say as
an excuse when they get caught cheating?

612
00:47:46,155 --> 00:47:49,534
No. No. It's not an
excuse, it's a disease.

613
00:47:53,287 --> 00:47:57,042
I don't understand
why you didn't just tell me.

614
00:47:57,124 --> 00:47:58,421
I don't understand.

615
00:47:58,501 --> 00:48:00,799
I told you right away
that I had had cancer.

616
00:48:00,878 --> 00:48:03,882
Why didn't you tell me?
It's different. There's a stigma.

617
00:48:03,964 --> 00:48:05,466
There's no stigma to cancer?

618
00:48:05,549 --> 00:48:09,144
Cancer gets you sympathy.
My thing gets you judgment.

619
00:48:10,596 --> 00:48:13,691
Okay, do you remember when on our
first date, when you said to me

620
00:48:13,766 --> 00:48:16,519
that you couldn't date another addict
and you wouldn't date another addict?

621
00:48:17,478 --> 00:48:20,982
So there I am, I'm having a great time
with a woman that I really like,

622
00:48:21,065 --> 00:48:23,568
and I'm thinking, "Fuck!

623
00:48:24,402 --> 00:48:27,997
"I don't want this to be over
before it even gets to be started."

624
00:48:29,782 --> 00:48:30,908
Phoebe, I'm sorry.

625
00:48:30,991 --> 00:48:32,959
I should have told you sooner.
I know I should have.

626
00:48:33,035 --> 00:48:38,587
But I'm telling you now, and I promise you
from now on, it'll be full disclosure, okay?

627
00:48:41,001 --> 00:48:42,503
I just...

628
00:48:46,507 --> 00:48:50,478
I need some time to just
think about all this.

629
00:48:54,807 --> 00:48:56,730
Okay, I understand.

630
00:49:02,064 --> 00:49:04,032
Just get a pen, douchebag.

631
00:49:04,859 --> 00:49:07,863
Just get a fucking pen
and a piece of paper.

632
00:49:08,904 --> 00:49:10,656
Get a pen.

633
00:49:11,949 --> 00:49:13,826
Get a pen.
This guy...

634
00:49:13,909 --> 00:49:17,288
Hey, pal! Take it inside, will you?
We're trying to meditate here.

635
00:49:17,371 --> 00:49:19,794
Yeah? Fuck you!
What'd you say?

636
00:49:19,874 --> 00:49:22,753
Why don't you come over the fence?
I'll shove that fucking thing up your ass!

637
00:49:22,835 --> 00:49:24,212
Take it inside!

638
00:49:33,220 --> 00:49:34,312
What?

639
00:49:34,388 --> 00:49:39,064
I was just remembering how when you were
a kid, you used to love to wrestle me.

640
00:49:39,560 --> 00:49:40,857
Yeah.

641
00:49:40,936 --> 00:49:43,564
Cute little honey badger
hanging on my leg.

642
00:49:45,900 --> 00:49:48,619
You used to pin me in,
like, one move every damn time.

643
00:49:48,694 --> 00:49:50,662
Yeah, I could probably
still do that.

644
00:49:50,738 --> 00:49:53,582
Maybe... I don't know,
maybe take me two, three moves.

645
00:49:53,657 --> 00:49:55,330
Yeah? You think so? Two or three?
You know, I'm...

646
00:49:55,409 --> 00:49:57,002
Well, I'm getting old. So...
Yeah.

647
00:49:57,077 --> 00:49:59,171
I can't do the one anymore.
Yeah, all right.

648
00:50:01,540 --> 00:50:03,508
You motherfucker!

649
00:50:05,503 --> 00:50:07,426
Shit! You're big!

650
00:50:12,760 --> 00:50:13,761
Shit.

651
00:50:13,928 --> 00:50:15,350
You okay?
Fuck.

652
00:50:15,471 --> 00:50:17,439
You all right?
My God.

653
00:50:21,977 --> 00:50:23,604
One! Two!

654
00:50:23,771 --> 00:50:25,739
Three!
All right, all right, all right.

655
00:50:25,814 --> 00:50:28,488
Winner and still champion!

656
00:50:28,567 --> 00:50:30,695
You fucking sandbagged me.
That's bullshit.

657
00:50:30,778 --> 00:50:32,621
I'm too fast. I'm too pretty.

658
00:50:33,280 --> 00:50:35,999
All right, that's it. Round two, let's go.
You're going down, old man.

659
00:50:36,325 --> 00:50:38,419
Come on.
Shit.

660
00:50:38,702 --> 00:50:40,704
You got a phone call.
Yeah.

661
00:50:42,623 --> 00:50:44,125
My sponsee.

662
00:50:44,625 --> 00:50:46,377
Hey, Adam, what's up?

663
00:50:48,879 --> 00:50:51,098
Let me go somewhere I can talk.

664
00:50:52,174 --> 00:50:53,676
Rain check.

665
00:50:57,513 --> 00:51:01,313
It's just all so fucking
complicated, man. I just...

666
00:51:01,392 --> 00:51:03,574
I really am feeling like
just grabbing a fuck-it

667
00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:05,513
bucket and going down
in a blaze of glory.

668
00:51:05,563 --> 00:51:08,191
You know what I'm saying?
Hold on. Hold on.

669
00:51:08,482 --> 00:51:10,109
Listen, Adam.

670
00:51:10,234 --> 00:51:16,332
If I may, you have a slight tendency
to live in the, shall we say, extremes.

671
00:51:16,949 --> 00:51:19,953
Look, life is gonna
throw shit at you.

672
00:51:20,035 --> 00:51:22,538
There's gonna be disappointments,
betrayals,

673
00:51:22,663 --> 00:51:25,758
and I know it hurts
like a back alley colonoscopy.

674
00:51:25,833 --> 00:51:28,677
<i>But look,
whether it's this girl or the next girl,</i>

675
00:51:29,003 --> 00:51:34,260
you need to find someone that accepts
the whole you, warts and all.

676
00:51:35,342 --> 00:51:39,722
Listen, I gave Katie Hep C,
and she stuck it out with my sorry ass.

677
00:51:39,847 --> 00:51:43,101
You really are a lucky son of a bitch.
You do know that, don't you?

678
00:51:43,350 --> 00:51:45,148
I do know that.

679
00:51:45,227 --> 00:51:47,355
And I'm grateful for it every day.

680
00:51:47,771 --> 00:51:49,648
And you will be, too.

681
00:52:47,414 --> 00:52:48,916
Yeah, hello?

682
00:52:48,999 --> 00:52:52,845
Hey, Neil, it's Dede.
I met you the other day at the meeting.

683
00:52:53,253 --> 00:52:56,052
<i>Yeah. Hey, how...
Can you talk? Is this a bad time?</i>

684
00:52:56,131 --> 00:53:01,012
No, no. Now's a good time.
What's going on?

685
00:53:01,095 --> 00:53:03,939
My sponsor's not calling me back,
and I'm freaking the fuck out.

686
00:53:04,139 --> 00:53:07,860
Okay, okay. Well, what's happening?

687
00:53:07,935 --> 00:53:10,529
<i>My ex just called.
He wants me to come over.</i>

688
00:53:10,604 --> 00:53:17,613
The guy is a total lying, toxic sack of
shit, but I really wanna go fuck him.

689
00:53:17,820 --> 00:53:22,371
Well, you know, that's maybe not good.
That's not good, I think.

690
00:53:22,449 --> 00:53:24,872
So let's just...

691
00:53:24,952 --> 00:53:27,080
Let's talk this through.

692
00:53:27,955 --> 00:53:30,458
All right, what would happen
if you went over there?

693
00:53:30,541 --> 00:53:32,259
It would be a shit show.

694
00:53:32,334 --> 00:53:35,588
Be specific now.
What would happen?

695
00:53:35,921 --> 00:53:38,515
I'd get inside and he'd attack me.

696
00:53:38,590 --> 00:53:39,933
Right. And after that?

697
00:53:40,008 --> 00:53:41,931
<i>He'd rip my pants off</i>
<i>and start eating me out.</i>

698
00:53:42,010 --> 00:53:43,387
Wait. What? What?
<i>'Cause that's his thing.</i>

699
00:53:43,470 --> 00:53:45,347
I mean, the guy's,
like, a fucking pussy fanatic.

700
00:53:45,431 --> 00:53:46,978
No, after that, skipping ahead.

701
00:53:47,141 --> 00:53:48,563
We'd fuck like animals.

702
00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:51,737
No, I'm talking after all of that,
after you finish.

703
00:53:51,812 --> 00:53:53,359
How would you feel?

704
00:53:53,814 --> 00:53:55,236
You mean, like, emotionally?

705
00:53:55,315 --> 00:53:56,316
Yes.

706
00:53:56,859 --> 00:53:59,362
I'd be all open and
vulnerable and shit,

707
00:53:59,445 --> 00:54:02,244
and he'd be a million miles away,
back with his family.

708
00:54:02,740 --> 00:54:03,866
And then?

709
00:54:04,491 --> 00:54:06,664
Then I'd be so depressed,
I'd call up my guy.

710
00:54:07,035 --> 00:54:08,036
And?

711
00:54:08,829 --> 00:54:10,877
And a half hour later, I'm using.

712
00:54:12,875 --> 00:54:16,129
See where this goes?
Yeah.

713
00:54:16,211 --> 00:54:17,337
Good.

714
00:54:18,088 --> 00:54:20,056
But I want to so bad.

715
00:54:20,132 --> 00:54:22,226
No, Dede, don't.
Where are you?

716
00:54:24,011 --> 00:54:25,558
Outside his place.

717
00:54:25,637 --> 00:54:27,605
What? No!
I can't help it.

718
00:54:27,681 --> 00:54:29,433
All right.
Listen to me, okay?

719
00:54:29,516 --> 00:54:31,769
I want you to turn around
and go someplace safe.

720
00:54:31,852 --> 00:54:33,069
What's near you?

721
00:54:33,145 --> 00:54:34,442
<i>I don't know.
Think!</i>

722
00:54:34,521 --> 00:54:37,695
Okay, fuck! The salon where
I work is pretty close.

723
00:54:37,775 --> 00:54:38,776
<i>Where is it?</i>

724
00:54:38,859 --> 00:54:39,951
Tell me!

725
00:54:40,027 --> 00:54:42,826
Damn, dude.
You just got all Jack Bauer on me.

726
00:54:50,204 --> 00:54:51,205
Seriously?

727
00:54:52,915 --> 00:54:55,134
You know what? Forget it.
I'm just gonna get out here.

728
00:54:55,209 --> 00:54:57,507
Thank you. How much?
Yeah. Here you go.

729
00:55:38,126 --> 00:55:41,346
Hi. Can I help you?
Dede. Where's Dede?

730
00:55:41,421 --> 00:55:42,798
Do you have an appointment?

731
00:55:43,090 --> 00:55:45,184
Holy shit, Neil.

732
00:55:45,509 --> 00:55:47,557
I made it.
Are you okay?

733
00:55:47,636 --> 00:55:50,139
Lester hands paper.
What?

734
00:55:54,476 --> 00:55:56,274
You seem better.

735
00:55:59,022 --> 00:56:00,319
Trade ya.

736
00:56:00,399 --> 00:56:04,154
Sorry I went all Linda Blair on you.
Here you go. Thank you.

737
00:56:04,444 --> 00:56:07,414
It's the least I can do.
You saved my ass.

738
00:56:07,573 --> 00:56:09,951
Come on. I'll give you a
shave while you wait.

739
00:56:13,328 --> 00:56:16,548
Can I ask you a question?
Sure.

740
00:56:16,623 --> 00:56:19,172
So, what are your, like,
you know, I don't know...

741
00:56:19,251 --> 00:56:20,798
What's your big trigger?

742
00:56:20,878 --> 00:56:22,095
I don't know.

743
00:56:22,170 --> 00:56:26,550
For me, it's, like, when I'm sad,
I wanna have sex...

744
00:56:26,633 --> 00:56:32,356
So if you...
Or if I'm happy, or tired, or bored.

745
00:56:32,723 --> 00:56:36,478
So pretty much just emotions?
You get the point.

746
00:56:36,643 --> 00:56:40,193
What about you?
Me, yeah, you know...

747
00:56:40,355 --> 00:56:44,405
I'd say my big thing is anxiety.
Yeah, that's a big one.

748
00:56:44,484 --> 00:56:48,159
Yeah, I'm pretty much anxious all
the time, so it's just, like...

749
00:56:48,447 --> 00:56:51,041
Hey. What are you doing?

750
00:56:51,366 --> 00:56:52,959
Am I making you anxious?

751
00:56:53,035 --> 00:56:56,012
No, seriously, what
the fuck are you doing?

752
00:56:56,038 --> 00:56:56,781
Relax.

753
00:56:56,830 --> 00:56:59,925
I'm about to give you
the best shave of your life.

754
00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:02,719
Please don't hurt me.
Don't make me laugh.

755
00:57:02,794 --> 00:57:05,547
You got a weapon to my throat.
Why would I do that?

756
00:57:07,299 --> 00:57:13,227
You know, it's weird, but from the moment
you answered, I started to feel better.

757
00:57:14,598 --> 00:57:15,756
Come on. Don't...

758
00:57:15,782 --> 00:57:19,049
I'm completely serious.
I swear, it's true.

759
00:57:22,022 --> 00:57:27,700
You know, when you called,
I was this close to losing my day count.

760
00:57:28,028 --> 00:57:29,450
Really?

761
00:57:31,949 --> 00:57:34,543
Sounds like we both had a God shot.

762
00:57:34,952 --> 00:57:38,627
Yeah, you know, the whole higher power
thing kind of trips me up a little bit.

763
00:57:38,705 --> 00:57:41,379
I mean, I don't know
if I believe it.

764
00:57:41,708 --> 00:57:46,760
You know, my sponsor tells me that it's just
gotta be about something bigger than me,

765
00:57:46,838 --> 00:57:49,717
but I don't know what that means.

766
00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:51,973
Well, don't over-think it.
it could be anything.

767
00:57:52,052 --> 00:57:55,147
It's, like, service, like coming
here right now, helping me.

768
00:57:55,222 --> 00:57:56,519
That's higher power.

769
00:58:02,604 --> 00:58:06,108
You, like, literally
transplanted a baby's butt on my face.

770
00:58:06,191 --> 00:58:09,240
That was so solid of you
to come all this way for me.

771
00:58:09,319 --> 00:58:10,366
Thank you.

772
00:58:10,779 --> 00:58:13,658
God. That's right. I almost forgot.

773
00:58:13,740 --> 00:58:15,913
I have to get home
without using the subway.

774
00:58:16,368 --> 00:58:17,995
Why don't you just use my bike?

775
00:58:18,078 --> 00:58:21,457
No, I can't.
It's okay. I have another one.

776
00:58:21,581 --> 00:58:23,754
No, I mean, I literally can't.

777
00:58:24,251 --> 00:58:27,471
I'm not a good rider of bikes.

778
00:58:44,604 --> 00:58:48,234
Hey, move your shit, fat girl.
I'm a guy, asshole!

779
00:58:48,608 --> 00:58:50,656
I'm a fat guy!

780
00:58:51,319 --> 00:58:53,117
Yield, please.

781
00:58:53,739 --> 00:58:55,582
Who lives like this?

782
00:59:00,954 --> 00:59:02,456
Hey, sorry.

783
00:59:05,876 --> 00:59:07,878
Hey. How's it going?

784
00:59:08,754 --> 00:59:11,130
I'm gonna finish this
90 in 90 if it kills me.

785
00:59:11,156 --> 00:59:11,749
Good.

786
00:59:11,798 --> 00:59:15,268
But just remember,
one day at a time.

787
00:59:15,635 --> 00:59:17,512
Biking now?

788
00:59:18,180 --> 00:59:21,024
Can't forget to tuck in the cuff, man.
Yeah. Yeah, I know.

789
00:59:21,099 --> 00:59:23,022
That's a nice helmet you got there.
Thank you. Appreciate it.

790
00:59:23,101 --> 00:59:25,399
What shade of pink is that again?
I'm gonna get a new one, okay?

791
00:59:25,479 --> 00:59:27,732
It matches your shirt.
Fuck you, dude.

792
00:59:27,814 --> 00:59:30,283
You're the one who told me
I couldn't take the subway anymore,

793
00:59:30,358 --> 00:59:34,613
so now I'm out there in the streets, biking
for my life like fuckin' <i>Il Postino.</i>

794
00:59:35,447 --> 00:59:37,575
Okay. I'm sorry.

795
00:59:37,657 --> 00:59:40,126
Why are you riding me?
I'm sorry.

796
00:59:40,202 --> 00:59:42,455
I'm just... I'm going through
some stuff right now.

797
00:59:42,996 --> 00:59:45,465
It's fine. I'm sorry.

798
00:59:45,540 --> 00:59:48,339
I just haven't jerked
off in over a week.

799
00:59:48,418 --> 00:59:50,921
You know, I just feel like
one giant blue ball right now.

800
00:59:51,004 --> 00:59:52,005
Right.

801
01:00:02,849 --> 01:00:05,477
Yo, two after.
Can we do this?

802
01:00:09,856 --> 01:00:16,831
Okay, Adam, I'm gonna need, like, some
specifics here, so that I can understand.

803
01:00:18,406 --> 01:00:20,500
You really wanna look
under that rock?

804
01:00:21,368 --> 01:00:24,668
I mean, if we're gonna do this,
you know, I gotta know.

805
01:00:25,497 --> 01:00:27,044
Oh, God...

806
01:00:30,293 --> 01:00:32,387
Compulsive masturbation.

807
01:00:34,422 --> 01:00:37,926
Hitting on every girl
that I come across.

808
01:00:38,927 --> 01:00:41,305
Lots of one-night stands.

809
01:00:41,930 --> 01:00:43,932
Juggling multiple girlfriends.

810
01:00:44,224 --> 01:00:45,441
Prostitutes?

811
01:00:46,726 --> 01:00:48,444
Prostitutes, yeah.

812
01:00:50,689 --> 01:00:52,066
I'm sorry.

813
01:00:52,149 --> 01:00:56,450
It's hard for me to picture you like that.
That's it. That's the disease.

814
01:00:57,863 --> 01:01:02,494
It makes you do things that violate
everything that you believe in.

815
01:01:03,743 --> 01:01:07,373
I wanted to stop so badly,
I can't tell you, but I couldn't.

816
01:01:07,914 --> 01:01:09,962
I understand. I just...

817
01:01:10,750 --> 01:01:14,380
The thing that scares me,
if I'm honest,

818
01:01:15,213 --> 01:01:19,013
is how do you know
you're not gonna fall off the wagon?

819
01:01:20,260 --> 01:01:22,308
All I can say to you is this.

820
01:01:23,263 --> 01:01:26,187
I have been sober for five years.

821
01:01:26,266 --> 01:01:29,270
It is the most important
thing in my life.

822
01:01:29,769 --> 01:01:33,319
And I am not planning
to let anything fuck that up.

823
01:01:37,402 --> 01:01:39,029
Okay.

824
01:01:43,074 --> 01:01:48,626
I'm just gonna go in there,
pick up my laundry and tell her my truth.

825
01:01:48,955 --> 01:01:50,628
Fuckin' A you are.

826
01:01:50,957 --> 01:01:54,928
<i>Thanks for bookending this with me, Dede.</i>
Thanks for letting me be of service.

827
01:01:55,253 --> 01:01:57,506
Now, go tell Mommy
you're a sex addict.

828
01:02:09,059 --> 01:02:10,276
Hi.
Hi, Mom.

829
01:02:10,352 --> 01:02:11,569
Honey.
Hey.

830
01:02:11,645 --> 01:02:13,647
What's... Okay.

831
01:02:13,813 --> 01:02:17,317
Why are you so sweaty?
I rode my bike here. Can I...

832
01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:20,244
Since when do you bike?
Since yesterday...

833
01:02:20,320 --> 01:02:21,867
Can I come in for a second?
Can we talk about something?

834
01:02:21,947 --> 01:02:24,917
Yeah, sure. But I just need you
to change one light bulb first.

835
01:02:25,575 --> 01:02:30,581
I mean, why should I even have this
big house if you're never gonna be home?

836
01:02:30,664 --> 01:02:32,883
Okay, so, Mom, there's something
I need to talk to you about.

837
01:02:32,958 --> 01:02:34,551
What's going on back here?

838
01:02:34,626 --> 01:02:35,627
What?

839
01:02:35,710 --> 01:02:39,806
All this sweat and schmutz
in your tuchus. What is it?

840
01:02:39,881 --> 01:02:43,260
It's from the bike seat.
Well, I can't take it. It's disgusting.

841
01:02:43,343 --> 01:02:44,344
Mom!

842
01:02:44,427 --> 01:02:46,270
What? You're, like,
a homeless in these pants.

843
01:02:46,346 --> 01:02:48,098
Okay, can you please just
listen to me for one second?

844
01:02:48,181 --> 01:02:50,980
No. Take them off.
Just take them off.

845
01:02:53,186 --> 01:02:56,781
Okay, take these off.
I'll wash 'em for you.

846
01:03:03,905 --> 01:03:07,955
Okay, so it was one of those things where
you work out, and then you're perspiring,

847
01:03:08,034 --> 01:03:10,787
and you take a shower, but not
for long enough, apparently.

848
01:03:10,870 --> 01:03:12,588
'Cause I'm giving this presentation,

849
01:03:12,664 --> 01:03:16,134
and I was, like,
schvitzing like a Russian gangster.

850
01:03:16,209 --> 01:03:17,631
It was...

851
01:03:18,545 --> 01:03:19,967
What?

852
01:03:20,338 --> 01:03:21,635
Nothing.

853
01:03:21,715 --> 01:03:23,342
This is nice.

854
01:03:28,013 --> 01:03:30,892
No PDA?
No. Yes. Yes, on the PDA.

855
01:03:30,974 --> 01:03:32,317
Yes?
Most definitely, yes.

856
01:03:32,392 --> 01:03:35,066
Okay. Well, what about if I do this?

857
01:03:35,770 --> 01:03:37,272
Yeah, always.

858
01:03:37,355 --> 01:03:38,732
Really?
Yeah.

859
01:03:38,815 --> 01:03:43,195
What if I just wanna
kind of upgrade it to, like...

860
01:03:43,278 --> 01:03:44,871
Yeah.
Like a TMJ.

861
01:03:44,946 --> 01:03:46,243
Yeah...

862
01:03:49,451 --> 01:03:53,206
What if I... But what if I go like this?
Is that...

863
01:03:53,288 --> 01:03:56,758
Yeah, do that forever.
Really?

864
01:03:56,833 --> 01:04:02,135
Even when I'm an old, stinking man
with claw-like, arthritic claw hands?

865
01:04:02,213 --> 01:04:03,806
Will you love me then?

866
01:04:05,258 --> 01:04:06,350
Adam.

867
01:04:06,426 --> 01:04:08,178
You're killing me.

868
01:04:10,096 --> 01:04:11,393
Hey.

869
01:04:12,891 --> 01:04:14,359
Becky.

870
01:04:14,601 --> 01:04:16,649
Yeah, I know. I remember.

871
01:04:18,438 --> 01:04:19,530
Oh, my God.

872
01:04:19,606 --> 01:04:21,950
It's been years. How are you?

873
01:04:23,443 --> 01:04:25,866
Do you still have
that great apartment downtown?

874
01:04:25,945 --> 01:04:29,049
Yep. Still in the same place.
This is Phoebe.

875
01:04:29,075 --> 01:04:29,850
Hello.

876
01:04:29,908 --> 01:04:35,085
Have you seen his place?
Yes, I have, and it is great.

877
01:04:37,999 --> 01:04:41,128
Great. Good.
Good seeing you, Becky.

878
01:04:45,298 --> 01:04:47,721
"Hint, hint, Becky, leave now."

879
01:04:52,889 --> 01:04:55,312
It's nice to see you, too, Adam.

880
01:05:05,527 --> 01:05:07,575
Here we are.

881
01:05:07,654 --> 01:05:10,658
Make yourself at home.
I'm gonna go change.

882
01:05:28,091 --> 01:05:29,718
Hey, baby.

883
01:05:32,262 --> 01:05:34,185
You want a dance?

884
01:05:54,492 --> 01:05:55,664
Yeah.

885
01:05:59,873 --> 01:06:01,546
Hey, let's ease...

886
01:06:02,542 --> 01:06:04,385
Just kiss me, okay?

887
01:06:04,544 --> 01:06:06,421
You know the rules.

888
01:06:06,671 --> 01:06:08,139
No touching.

889
01:06:19,100 --> 01:06:20,317
Hey.

890
01:06:21,769 --> 01:06:23,191
What's wrong?

891
01:06:26,316 --> 01:06:28,068
Listen, I...

892
01:06:28,818 --> 01:06:32,368
This is taking me to places
where I've been in the past,

893
01:06:32,447 --> 01:06:34,950
where I just don't
wanna go right now.

894
01:06:37,410 --> 01:06:38,502
I'm sorry.

895
01:06:38,578 --> 01:06:42,708
It's all right. I know you...
I mean, you gotta be careful, I get that.

896
01:06:42,790 --> 01:06:45,794
But, I mean, aren't we allowed
to be a little playful?

897
01:06:45,877 --> 01:06:47,220
Absolutely.

898
01:06:48,421 --> 01:06:52,972
Adam, I am a very sexual person,

899
01:06:53,051 --> 01:06:56,601
and I'm gonna need to be able
to express that side of myself with you.

900
01:06:56,679 --> 01:06:58,977
And I want you to, believe me.

901
01:06:59,057 --> 01:07:02,561
I just would like to take it
a little bit more slowly.

902
01:07:03,228 --> 01:07:05,105
Did Becky go slow?

903
01:07:58,825 --> 01:08:00,293
Oh, shit!

904
01:08:02,662 --> 01:08:04,289
Yeah, it's looking good.
Yeah.

905
01:08:04,372 --> 01:08:06,966
Yeah, there it goes. Finish it up.

906
01:08:07,041 --> 01:08:11,592
Hey, so you really want me there?
I mean, I can find somewhere else...

907
01:08:11,671 --> 01:08:12,763
No, I want you to meet Adam.

908
01:08:12,839 --> 01:08:14,841
He's a good guy.
He's got a good head. He's smart.

909
01:08:15,008 --> 01:08:17,181
Smart?
Like, I'm gonna need a thesaurus to...

910
01:08:17,260 --> 01:08:20,764
No, I'm just saying that
he's been through some hard times,

911
01:08:20,847 --> 01:08:22,690
and now he's doing great.
Hard times.

912
01:08:22,765 --> 01:08:24,767
And he's bringing his new lady friend over.
You'll like him.

913
01:08:24,851 --> 01:08:27,900
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
No, I get it. Positive role model.

914
01:08:27,979 --> 01:08:32,405
Jesus, Danny, it's just dinner.
Just show up and eat the food.

915
01:08:34,235 --> 01:08:35,703
God, this house is amazing.

916
01:08:35,778 --> 01:08:39,282
I love all the woodwork and stuff.
It's so beautiful.

917
01:08:40,867 --> 01:08:44,667
When was the house built?
1898.

918
01:08:44,912 --> 01:08:47,461
I've been renovating it since then.

919
01:08:49,042 --> 01:08:54,219
You've done a really great job.
It's very homey. It's nice.

920
01:08:54,297 --> 01:08:56,516
We like it.
Thank you.

921
01:08:59,344 --> 01:09:03,941
You know, let's start. It's, you
know, family style. Here we go.

922
01:09:06,184 --> 01:09:09,438
That's... No, that's way too much for me.
Here, babe, let's...

923
01:09:09,520 --> 01:09:10,899
How much do you want?

924
01:09:10,925 --> 01:09:14,142
I'll just serve myself, it's fine.
I just...

925
01:09:21,115 --> 01:09:22,537
What are you, a smurf?

926
01:09:24,869 --> 01:09:25,870
Here we go.

927
01:09:25,953 --> 01:09:30,629
First off, you could not
pay me enough to do a triathlon.

928
01:09:30,708 --> 01:09:32,381
Secondly, and furthermore,

929
01:09:32,543 --> 01:09:36,548
I cannot believe you are voluntarily going
to swim in the Hudson fuckin' River.

930
01:09:36,631 --> 01:09:40,010
Mike.
What? Honey, she's a big girl.

931
01:09:40,093 --> 01:09:44,439
Sorry about the language.
That's okay. I accept your fucking apology.

932
01:09:46,432 --> 01:09:48,730
Now you owe me an apology.

933
01:09:50,144 --> 01:09:53,023
Sorry I'm late.
There was an accident on the BQE.

934
01:09:53,690 --> 01:09:56,694
The food was getting cold, so we started.
I'll make you a plate.

935
01:09:56,776 --> 01:09:58,323
That's all right.

936
01:09:59,112 --> 01:10:01,786
Don't worry about it.
I'm not hungry anyway.

937
01:10:07,787 --> 01:10:10,882
So Adam told me that you guys
were high school sweethearts.

938
01:10:10,957 --> 01:10:12,209
Yeah.

939
01:10:12,333 --> 01:10:14,506
God, we were stupid.

940
01:10:17,171 --> 01:10:18,388
What?

941
01:10:18,464 --> 01:10:20,717
I was just thinking about
what my life would've been like

942
01:10:20,800 --> 01:10:23,053
if I had married my
high school sweetheart.

943
01:10:23,136 --> 01:10:24,638
Scary, huh?

944
01:10:25,555 --> 01:10:27,273
Horror movie scary.

945
01:10:29,350 --> 01:10:33,275
Yeah, Mike and I, we just got lucky.

946
01:10:34,188 --> 01:10:35,815
Lucky's good.

947
01:10:36,357 --> 01:10:38,826
Well, you may be getting lucky.

948
01:10:40,069 --> 01:10:42,367
Adam is a good guy.

949
01:10:45,158 --> 01:10:46,956
Yeah, he is.

950
01:10:52,707 --> 01:10:54,254
Hey.

951
01:10:55,877 --> 01:10:57,504
What's wrong?

952
01:11:02,759 --> 01:11:06,980
I just think I'm worried about
this whole addict thing, you know?

953
01:11:08,181 --> 01:11:09,433
I mean, I just...

954
01:11:10,308 --> 01:11:13,437
Do you ever worry
that you'll be just humming along,

955
01:11:13,519 --> 01:11:17,149
and then he's just gonna
veer off back into the darkness?

956
01:11:18,357 --> 01:11:20,155
In my experience,

957
01:11:20,610 --> 01:11:25,161
the only way that I can do this
is just to keep the focus on myself.

958
01:11:26,866 --> 01:11:28,118
Meaning?

959
01:11:28,367 --> 01:11:30,210
Meaning...

960
01:11:31,287 --> 01:11:33,164
What about my side of the street?

961
01:11:33,247 --> 01:11:36,217
What are my issues that
I have to deal with?

962
01:11:37,210 --> 01:11:40,555
After all, I picked an addict,
that says something.

963
01:11:44,717 --> 01:11:49,689
Yeah, so, I mean, it's pretty
much self-sustaining, you know?

964
01:11:49,764 --> 01:11:54,144
The fish, they do their thing
in the water, and that...

965
01:11:54,227 --> 01:11:56,980
Yeah, and then the phytoplankton
eat the fish's waste,

966
01:11:57,063 --> 01:12:00,317
and then they create oxygen,
which the fish use,

967
01:12:00,399 --> 01:12:01,992
so it's, like, a
closed loop, right?

968
01:12:02,485 --> 01:12:04,954
Yeah. Exactly.

969
01:12:05,488 --> 01:12:07,616
Adam's an environmental wizard.

970
01:12:08,074 --> 01:12:09,496
Is that right?

971
01:12:09,575 --> 01:12:11,998
You know, I had a cell mate once
who thought he was a warlock.

972
01:12:13,162 --> 01:12:14,505
So...

973
01:12:16,249 --> 01:12:17,842
So nice job on the girl.

974
01:12:18,167 --> 01:12:20,261
I like her a lot.
Yeah.

975
01:12:21,045 --> 01:12:24,595
I really like her.
I think this might have legs.

976
01:12:24,757 --> 01:12:27,306
Hey, listen, if it works out,
no one will be happier than me.

977
01:12:27,385 --> 01:12:29,934
And if you don't make me the best man,
I will fuck up your wedding.

978
01:12:30,096 --> 01:12:32,315
Mike, you're the best, man.

979
01:12:32,557 --> 01:12:34,685
What are you saying?
I'm the best man, or I'm, like...

980
01:12:34,767 --> 01:12:36,519
You're the best...

981
01:12:36,978 --> 01:12:38,025
Man.

982
01:12:39,105 --> 01:12:40,778
That's not a committal.
You're not committing.

983
01:12:40,857 --> 01:12:42,404
I will fuck up your wedding.
You're the best man.

984
01:12:42,483 --> 01:12:44,781
I will fall into the wedding cake.
You are the best, man.

985
01:12:44,861 --> 01:12:47,535
I will be the one that will
not forever hold his peace.

986
01:12:48,197 --> 01:12:49,494
Hey.

987
01:12:50,283 --> 01:12:53,002
You think I could be your best man
when you two get married?

988
01:12:56,539 --> 01:12:57,961
Nothing? All right.

989
01:13:13,472 --> 01:13:17,147
A lot of smells going on in here.
You getting that?

990
01:13:17,602 --> 01:13:21,277
It's like patchouli
mixed with BO and hugs.

991
01:13:21,397 --> 01:13:23,900
Hey, Judgie Judgerstein,
I'm glad you could make it.

992
01:13:23,983 --> 01:13:26,953
You know, I'm not really a
dancer so much as a walker.

993
01:13:27,028 --> 01:13:30,578
You gotta let your spontanuity go.
I don't think that's actually a word.

994
01:13:30,656 --> 01:13:31,999
Relax.

995
01:13:32,158 --> 01:13:34,832
Ecstatic dancing is not
about looking good.

996
01:13:35,119 --> 01:13:37,713
It's about getting in touch
with your higher power.

997
01:13:37,830 --> 01:13:40,925
You're gonna make me find this higher
power even if it kills ya, huh?

998
01:13:41,000 --> 01:13:44,004
Relax, babe.
Let your inhibitions run wild.

999
01:13:44,086 --> 01:13:46,305
I don't think inhibitions can...

1000
01:14:14,659 --> 01:14:16,661
I like that Phoebe, babe.

1001
01:14:16,744 --> 01:14:19,497
And I like her for him.
I think they could make it.

1002
01:14:21,207 --> 01:14:22,504
What do you think?

1003
01:14:22,875 --> 01:14:24,798
I'm not so sure.

1004
01:14:25,336 --> 01:14:30,308
What are you talking about?
I don't know. I'm just not so sure.

1005
01:14:30,383 --> 01:14:31,930
Are you kidding me?

1006
01:14:32,009 --> 01:14:33,602
You didn't see
how they were looking at each other?

1007
01:14:33,678 --> 01:14:38,809
That's the same kind of look we used to
give each other, like, 30 years ago.

1008
01:14:40,810 --> 01:14:42,483
Have you seen my pain pills?

1009
01:14:43,437 --> 01:14:44,984
They're not in the cabinet?

1010
01:14:45,064 --> 01:14:46,862
No. Weird.

1011
01:14:50,236 --> 01:14:51,909
I don't fuckin' believe it.

1012
01:14:52,071 --> 01:14:54,915
Mike, you don't know that.

1013
01:15:00,413 --> 01:15:03,257
Gotta tell you, Mike
really liked you.

1014
01:15:03,416 --> 01:15:05,259
Yeah?
Yeah.

1015
01:15:06,419 --> 01:15:09,013
Believe me, he's a hard sell.

1016
01:15:09,255 --> 01:15:11,303
I'm glad I passed the test.

1017
01:15:13,009 --> 01:15:15,228
Come on, I didn't
mean it like that.

1018
01:15:16,429 --> 01:15:17,601
What's the matter?

1019
01:15:17,680 --> 01:15:20,524
Nothing.
I'm just cranky. I missed my run.

1020
01:15:20,599 --> 01:15:22,397
I know that's your drug.

1021
01:15:23,060 --> 01:15:24,653
What? Nothing.

1022
01:15:27,565 --> 01:15:29,909
I know another way
to get endorphins going.

1023
01:15:29,984 --> 01:15:32,282
God, I'm about to crash.

1024
01:15:33,320 --> 01:15:35,823
I have a 7:30 breakfast.

1025
01:15:39,076 --> 01:15:41,579
I'll make it up to you, I promise.

1026
01:15:43,289 --> 01:15:45,633
You don't have to promise me sex.

1027
01:17:22,096 --> 01:17:24,690
Sounds like you had
a really good time.

1028
01:17:28,727 --> 01:17:30,821
You know, I don't know
if I could approve

1029
01:17:30,896 --> 01:17:36,278
of you grinding up against a bunch
of sweaty undulating bodies.

1030
01:17:37,653 --> 01:17:39,906
No, no, no, I'm in for the night.

1031
01:17:42,616 --> 01:17:46,246
Maybe I could get away for a
few minutes tomorrow at lunch.

1032
01:17:46,954 --> 01:17:48,547
Sounds like fun.

1033
01:17:49,707 --> 01:17:51,835
Okay, good. Good night.

1034
01:17:52,543 --> 01:17:54,796
Hey. Did I wake you up?

1035
01:17:55,129 --> 01:17:58,884
Who was that?
Who are you talking to?

1036
01:17:58,966 --> 01:18:00,309
What?

1037
01:18:00,384 --> 01:18:02,933
Who are you on the phone with?
My sponsee.

1038
01:18:03,929 --> 01:18:06,648
Really? At 2:00 in the morning?

1039
01:18:07,266 --> 01:18:09,234
Yeah, he was calling to check in.

1040
01:18:12,563 --> 01:18:14,156
Can I see your phone?

1041
01:18:14,857 --> 01:18:15,983
Are you serious?

1042
01:18:16,066 --> 01:18:21,072
You don't want me to see your phone?
No, and I resent you asking me to see it.

1043
01:18:21,155 --> 01:18:23,624
Which makes me think
that you're hiding something.

1044
01:18:23,699 --> 01:18:24,871
You know what, Phoebe?

1045
01:18:24,950 --> 01:18:26,827
This isn't gonna work
without a little bit of trust.

1046
01:18:27,369 --> 01:18:30,418
Let me see your phone.
No.

1047
01:18:30,539 --> 01:18:31,882
Give me your phone.
No.

1048
01:18:31,957 --> 01:18:33,254
Just give me your phone.
I'm not letting you...

1049
01:18:33,334 --> 01:18:35,007
Just give me the fuckin' phone.

1050
01:18:41,342 --> 01:18:42,594
Happy?

1051
01:18:45,679 --> 01:18:49,104
What's going on with you?
What's going on with you, Adam?

1052
01:18:49,183 --> 01:18:50,605
What is going on?

1053
01:18:51,310 --> 01:18:54,063
I feel like you're starting
to pull away from me.

1054
01:18:54,313 --> 01:18:55,986
I mean, am I crazy?

1055
01:18:58,108 --> 01:18:59,951
Yeah, you're right, I know.

1056
01:19:01,320 --> 01:19:03,743
So are you gonna
talk to me about it?

1057
01:19:05,157 --> 01:19:06,283
Yeah.

1058
01:19:09,787 --> 01:19:11,755
I guess, you know...

1059
01:19:15,167 --> 01:19:17,670
For me, for so long, you know,

1060
01:19:18,837 --> 01:19:24,810
sex was, like, this secretive chase
for a fix, right?

1061
01:19:25,469 --> 01:19:27,597
And now, with us,

1062
01:19:29,223 --> 01:19:31,191
it's really hard for
me to connect that

1063
01:19:31,267 --> 01:19:35,522
to something that's
loving and intimate and real.

1064
01:19:35,604 --> 01:19:37,527
And it's not you.

1065
01:19:38,816 --> 01:19:40,113
What?

1066
01:19:40,442 --> 01:19:42,695
What?
I just don't...

1067
01:19:43,696 --> 01:19:45,289
I don't know if I can do this.

1068
01:19:45,364 --> 01:19:47,116
Why? Why not? What do you mean?

1069
01:19:47,324 --> 01:19:49,418
We can do it.
We just have to do the work.

1070
01:19:49,493 --> 01:19:51,837
Do the work? Adam, we just met.

1071
01:19:51,954 --> 01:19:56,460
I mean, this is crazy.
We should be in the honeymoon phase.

1072
01:19:56,542 --> 01:19:58,510
What do you mean honeymoon?
Where do you get that from?

1073
01:19:58,585 --> 01:20:00,633
What, did you read that in a book?

1074
01:20:03,424 --> 01:20:05,597
I think that I might...

1075
01:20:06,802 --> 01:20:10,978
What?
Need someone who's healthier.

1076
01:20:11,056 --> 01:20:12,854
Healthier?
Or not healthier, but...

1077
01:20:12,933 --> 01:20:16,358
No. Because I'm sick,
and you, you're healthy

1078
01:20:16,437 --> 01:20:21,193
with your compulsive exercising
and your crazy fucking food bullshit?

1079
01:20:23,152 --> 01:20:25,200
I think you're a really
great guy, Adam.

1080
01:20:25,279 --> 01:20:30,706
No, you think that I'm a sick piece of shit.
But don't worry. You, you're perfect, right?

1081
01:20:51,513 --> 01:20:52,560
What's up?

1082
01:20:52,931 --> 01:20:54,683
Honey, sit down.

1083
01:20:56,060 --> 01:20:57,312
What happened?

1084
01:20:58,520 --> 01:21:00,363
Did you take your mom's pain pills?

1085
01:21:01,690 --> 01:21:04,159
Did I what?
Simple question.

1086
01:21:04,234 --> 01:21:07,488
Did you go into our bathroom
and steal your mother's pills?

1087
01:21:08,197 --> 01:21:10,074
No. I told you guys, I'm clean.

1088
01:21:10,157 --> 01:21:13,377
Then what happened?
Did they just sprout wings and fly away?

1089
01:21:13,452 --> 01:21:14,749
Mike, come on.

1090
01:21:16,163 --> 01:21:18,666
I'm never gonna be anything
but a fuck-up to you, am I?

1091
01:21:18,749 --> 01:21:20,797
Honey, we won't be mad.

1092
01:21:22,127 --> 01:21:24,129
Give us the goddamn pills.

1093
01:21:24,213 --> 01:21:25,590
What pills?

1094
01:21:25,672 --> 01:21:28,516
You mean the pills she has to take
'cause of what you gave her?

1095
01:21:28,592 --> 01:21:30,390
Those pills?
You watch your tone.

1096
01:21:30,469 --> 01:21:32,221
What tone, huh?
The tone I learned from you

1097
01:21:32,304 --> 01:21:35,057
when you used to come into my room at
night with your fuckin' Jameson's breath

1098
01:21:35,140 --> 01:21:37,017
and smack me around? That tone?
What are you talking about?

1099
01:21:37,101 --> 01:21:38,523
Right, Ma?
What are you talking about?

1100
01:21:38,602 --> 01:21:39,819
Say something!

1101
01:21:39,978 --> 01:21:41,321
Yeah, take his side
like you always fuckin' did.

1102
01:21:41,397 --> 01:21:43,491
Stop talking ancient history!
That always fuckin' worked.

1103
01:21:43,565 --> 01:21:46,785
We're talking about right now.
Good. Fine. Right now, I want an apology.

1104
01:21:46,860 --> 01:21:48,077
You want an apology?
Yeah.

1105
01:21:48,153 --> 01:21:51,202
You got some fuckin' stones, kid.
Apology for what?

1106
01:21:51,281 --> 01:21:53,454
For accusing me
of something I didn't fuckin' do!

1107
01:21:53,534 --> 01:21:55,502
Are you kidding me?
Yeah, that's not gonna happen.

1108
01:21:56,495 --> 01:21:59,965
That's right, 'cause that would mean
admitting that you're wrong, wouldn't it?

1109
01:22:00,040 --> 01:22:01,337
Big Mike's never wrong.

1110
01:22:01,417 --> 01:22:04,842
What are you talking about?
I'm talking about you, Mr. 12-Step.

1111
01:22:04,920 --> 01:22:06,797
You can go pretend that
you're Mr. Recovery

1112
01:22:06,880 --> 01:22:10,180
to all your sponsees who think
you're Jesus fucking Christ.

1113
01:22:10,300 --> 01:22:11,847
Guess what, Dad?

1114
01:22:11,927 --> 01:22:14,976
I know the truth about you.
You were a monster then.

1115
01:22:15,055 --> 01:22:18,685
You're a goddamn hypocrite now,
telling them to go make amends.

1116
01:22:18,767 --> 01:22:20,940
You've never even
made amends to your own son

1117
01:22:21,019 --> 01:22:23,613
for all the shit that you did to me,
all the shit that you put me through.

1118
01:22:23,689 --> 01:22:24,906
Yes, I did, I did.

1119
01:22:24,982 --> 01:22:27,280
You did? When did you ever
make an amends to me?

1120
01:22:27,359 --> 01:22:28,952
When?
I...

1121
01:22:29,153 --> 01:22:32,908
That's right, never.
You never did. You can start right now.

1122
01:22:33,031 --> 01:22:36,661
Dad, say you're sorry to me.
I'm not saying I'm sorry to you.

1123
01:22:37,453 --> 01:22:40,457
Say you're sorry to me.
I am not saying I'm sorry to you.

1124
01:22:40,539 --> 01:22:43,383
Say you're fucking sorry to me!
I am not saying I'm sorry to you!

1125
01:22:43,459 --> 01:22:45,803
That's right,
'cause you're a fuckin' coward!

1126
01:22:50,048 --> 01:22:51,516
Stop it!

1127
01:22:54,011 --> 01:22:56,764
Stop it! Stop it!

1128
01:24:14,758 --> 01:24:16,260
Hey, Mike, it's Adam.

1129
01:24:16,343 --> 01:24:20,393
Yeah, I'm in DC
for this postal service meeting,

1130
01:24:22,140 --> 01:24:24,643
and I'm not doing so good, man.

1131
01:24:24,893 --> 01:24:26,895
Yeah, it's over with Phoebe.

1132
01:24:26,979 --> 01:24:30,574
And I'm having some really
dark thoughts here, brother.

1133
01:24:30,983 --> 01:24:33,532
So, can you give me a call
when you get this, please?

1134
01:24:33,610 --> 01:24:35,157
Okay, thanks, man.
Bye.

1135
01:24:37,656 --> 01:24:39,329
Come on, come on.

1136
01:24:40,284 --> 01:24:42,207
Hey, Margo.
Hey, it's Adam.

1137
01:24:42,286 --> 01:24:43,833
How you doing?

1138
01:24:43,912 --> 01:24:45,084
I'm great.

1139
01:24:45,163 --> 01:24:49,384
Hey, listen. Do you think I could
swing by there and grab the computer?

1140
01:24:49,459 --> 01:24:52,008
There's a couple edits
I wanna make on the...

1141
01:24:54,298 --> 01:24:57,928
You know what? I'm fine. Let's just...
We'll bang it out in the morning.

1142
01:24:58,010 --> 01:25:00,058
Okay, good night.
Thanks, bye.

1143
01:25:00,804 --> 01:25:02,602
Fucking idiot.

1144
01:25:32,919 --> 01:25:35,047
Yeah.

1145
01:25:36,798 --> 01:25:38,266
Yeah.

1146
01:26:21,343 --> 01:26:22,469
Adam?

1147
01:26:30,519 --> 01:26:32,613
Yeah, slow.

1148
01:26:32,938 --> 01:26:34,690
Yeah, slow.

1149
01:26:56,586 --> 01:26:58,463
Hey.
Hi, baby.

1150
01:26:58,547 --> 01:27:01,050
I am so happy to see you.

1151
01:27:01,258 --> 01:27:03,761
Thanks for coming.
I was seriously bugging out.

1152
01:27:03,844 --> 01:27:08,224
Jesus. There's more shit than air in here.
Yeah, I know.

1153
01:27:08,348 --> 01:27:11,693
You gotta do something about this, dude.
This is not conclusive to your sobriety.

1154
01:27:11,768 --> 01:27:14,146
I think you mean conducive.
You got any garbage bags?

1155
01:27:14,604 --> 01:27:17,323
Yes. Yes, I do. Hang on.

1156
01:27:27,159 --> 01:27:29,332
Dude, explain this to me.

1157
01:27:29,703 --> 01:27:32,502
You're trying to stay sober
and you still have your porn collection?

1158
01:27:32,581 --> 01:27:36,506
Yeah, I'm really just stashing it up here.
I don't actually watch any of it anymore.

1159
01:27:36,626 --> 01:27:38,924
We need to get rid of this.
I know.

1160
01:27:39,004 --> 01:27:41,132
No. We need to get rid
of this now.

1161
01:28:01,401 --> 01:28:03,199
You okay with this?

1162
01:28:03,820 --> 01:28:06,073
It's like burying an old friend.

1163
01:28:18,043 --> 01:28:20,887
<i>Burning porn, My Lord</i>

1164
01:28:21,213 --> 01:28:22,886
<i>Kumbaya</i>

1165
01:28:22,964 --> 01:28:24,216
Really?

1166
01:28:24,674 --> 01:28:26,426
<i>Neil's shit's burning, My Lord</i>

1167
01:28:26,510 --> 01:28:27,762
Okay.

1168
01:28:28,220 --> 01:28:29,893
<i>Kumbaya</i>

1169
01:28:32,682 --> 01:28:36,437
<i>How am I gonna jack
off now, My Lord?</i>

1170
01:28:37,145 --> 01:28:39,239
<i>Kumbaya</i>

1171
01:28:40,148 --> 01:28:44,369
<i>Oh, Lord, Kumbaya</i>

1172
01:28:45,654 --> 01:28:47,531
You were a little high.

1173
01:28:50,116 --> 01:28:51,493
What's wrong?

1174
01:28:53,703 --> 01:28:57,082
I've never been just friends
with a guy before.

1175
01:28:57,249 --> 01:28:58,546
It's so...

1176
01:28:58,875 --> 01:29:00,343
What?

1177
01:29:01,670 --> 01:29:02,922
Hot.

1178
01:29:06,925 --> 01:29:09,019
I love you, big man.

1179
01:29:09,553 --> 01:29:12,306
I love you, too,
small tattooed woman.

1180
01:29:41,459 --> 01:29:43,006
I fucked up.

1181
01:29:55,599 --> 01:29:58,819
You always have to be right,
don't you, Mike?

1182
01:29:58,894 --> 01:30:01,067
Always.
Really? You gonna start this?

1183
01:30:01,146 --> 01:30:02,819
Just get out.

1184
01:30:09,029 --> 01:30:11,327
Fuck it. I'm gonna go.

1185
01:30:15,869 --> 01:30:17,837
Danny, come on, call us.

1186
01:30:19,247 --> 01:30:21,295
Your mom is worried.

1187
01:30:22,626 --> 01:30:24,799
Really? Really?

1188
01:31:01,331 --> 01:31:02,799
Hey, it's Adam.

1189
01:31:03,708 --> 01:31:05,506
You wanna come by?

1190
01:31:21,101 --> 01:31:23,069
Give me a five scratches.

1191
01:31:29,901 --> 01:31:31,744
3 Musketeers bar.

1192
01:31:34,948 --> 01:31:36,450
Is that it?

1193
01:31:38,827 --> 01:31:40,704
Yeah. Let me have...

1194
01:31:42,580 --> 01:31:45,754
A bottle of bourbon,
fifth of bourbon.

1195
01:31:46,793 --> 01:31:47,965
Yeah.

1196
01:32:13,111 --> 01:32:14,488
Hey.

1197
01:32:15,655 --> 01:32:17,123
What happened?

1198
01:32:17,323 --> 01:32:18,540
Where is he?

1199
01:32:18,616 --> 01:32:20,243
Katie, breathe.

1200
01:32:32,714 --> 01:32:35,189
<i>And then at the last
minute, this guy just,</i>

1201
01:32:35,215 --> 01:32:37,745
<i>like, jumps in front of
me and takes my cab.</i>

1202
01:32:37,802 --> 01:32:38,849
<i>I go down to the subway.</i>

1203
01:32:38,928 --> 01:32:40,851
<i>I'm waiting for the subway for,
like, 20 minutes.</i>

1204
01:32:40,930 --> 01:32:43,057
<i>I get on, and after two
stops, they stop it,</i>

1205
01:32:43,083 --> 01:32:45,256
<i>and they say it's 'cause
of a sick passenger.</i>

1206
01:32:45,310 --> 01:32:48,905
Like, how much of a diva do you
have to be to stop a whole train?

1207
01:32:48,980 --> 01:32:51,153
The gumption, it's crazy.

1208
01:32:51,816 --> 01:32:54,490
I remember this place.

1209
01:32:55,028 --> 01:32:57,406
Oh, my God.
I love this rug.

1210
01:32:57,947 --> 01:32:59,915
Are you sure you're not gay?

1211
01:33:00,575 --> 01:33:01,997
Pretty sure.

1212
01:33:03,578 --> 01:33:05,672
Okay.

1213
01:33:05,747 --> 01:33:06,873
Give it a second.

1214
01:33:06,956 --> 01:33:09,960
You're so fucking hot.
Thank you.

1215
01:33:10,835 --> 01:33:12,303
Time out.

1216
01:33:12,378 --> 01:33:13,925
Why don't you
make me a drink or something?

1217
01:33:14,005 --> 01:33:17,976
Of course. I'm sorry. How rude of me.
What would the lady like?

1218
01:33:18,051 --> 01:33:22,101
The lady would like a glass of red wine
if the gentleman has one.

1219
01:33:22,180 --> 01:33:23,853
The lady's in luck.

1220
01:33:28,144 --> 01:33:30,772
I was so surprised
when you called me.

1221
01:33:31,523 --> 01:33:34,026
It's been a very long time.

1222
01:33:34,109 --> 01:33:36,111
I'm glad you picked up.

1223
01:33:38,488 --> 01:33:41,458
So what was the deal
with that girl?

1224
01:33:41,533 --> 01:33:43,206
Is she your girlfriend?

1225
01:33:43,284 --> 01:33:45,628
Yeah, that's pretty much over.

1226
01:33:47,247 --> 01:33:50,171
Well, I'm glad you called.

1227
01:33:51,209 --> 01:33:55,259
Gives me an excuse to wear this
brand-new little dress I bought.

1228
01:33:55,380 --> 01:33:57,007
I know.

1229
01:33:58,299 --> 01:34:00,552
Yeah, I love this dress.

1230
01:34:01,010 --> 01:34:02,307
Yeah.

1231
01:34:03,221 --> 01:34:05,565
You don't think it's too short?

1232
01:34:06,057 --> 01:34:07,525
Not at all.

1233
01:34:08,393 --> 01:34:09,690
Really?

1234
01:34:11,354 --> 01:34:16,076
You don't think it's,
like, a little naughty?

1235
01:34:17,527 --> 01:34:19,029
I don't know.

1236
01:34:21,447 --> 01:34:22,744
I do.

1237
01:34:25,535 --> 01:34:30,416
I don't think I should be allowed
to go out like this, right?

1238
01:34:33,293 --> 01:34:35,387
No, you shouldn't.

1239
01:34:35,461 --> 01:34:37,179
Go on.

1240
01:34:37,255 --> 01:34:38,677
Go change your dress.

1241
01:34:39,090 --> 01:34:40,888
But I don't wanna change.

1242
01:34:41,843 --> 01:34:45,643
Becky, did you hear me?
I told you to go change, now.

1243
01:34:45,722 --> 01:34:48,316
Or what?
Becky, I said change your dress.

1244
01:34:48,391 --> 01:34:49,893
Fuck you.
I'm not a child anymore.

1245
01:34:49,976 --> 01:34:53,150
Hey, this is my house.
You're ruled by my rules.

1246
01:34:53,229 --> 01:34:55,277
Daddy, stop it!
You're hurting me.

1247
01:34:55,356 --> 01:34:57,825
Becky, you gonna
change your dress?

1248
01:34:57,901 --> 01:34:58,993
No.

1249
01:34:59,444 --> 01:35:02,744
You wanna be a big girl?
Fine. I'll treat you like a big girl.

1250
01:35:03,615 --> 01:35:05,663
No, Daddy!
Yeah.

1251
01:35:05,742 --> 01:35:07,619
What are you doing? Stop.
Yeah.

1252
01:35:07,702 --> 01:35:09,500
You want me to stop, huh?

1253
01:35:09,579 --> 01:35:13,174
Just say it. I'll stop.
Go ahead, tell me to stop.

1254
01:35:15,627 --> 01:35:16,970
Fuck me.

1255
01:35:28,056 --> 01:35:29,399
Yeah.

1256
01:35:30,058 --> 01:35:31,651
Okay, now.

1257
01:35:33,353 --> 01:35:35,856
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.

1258
01:35:35,939 --> 01:35:38,067
Come on, slap me.

1259
01:35:39,400 --> 01:35:41,323
I'm not gonna slap you.

1260
01:35:42,362 --> 01:35:44,581
Fuckin' slap me.
I said I'm not gonna slap you.

1261
01:35:44,656 --> 01:35:46,078
Come on, fuckin' slap me,
you fucking pussy.

1262
01:35:46,157 --> 01:35:48,501
I'm not into that.
I'm not into that.

1263
01:35:49,661 --> 01:35:51,004
Okay?

1264
01:35:51,287 --> 01:35:52,459
Becky.

1265
01:35:52,538 --> 01:35:54,882
Fuckin' slap me. Come on!
Okay. Hey, hey, hey.

1266
01:35:54,958 --> 01:35:56,460
You know you want to. Fuckin' slap me!
Hey, hey.

1267
01:35:56,542 --> 01:35:58,089
Come on, fuckin' slap me!
Hey!

1268
01:35:58,169 --> 01:36:00,968
Fuckin' slap me!
Come on, fuckin' slap me!

1269
01:36:01,047 --> 01:36:02,424
Listen to me.
Fuckin' slap me!

1270
01:36:02,507 --> 01:36:03,804
Stop it.
Fuckin' slap me!

1271
01:36:03,883 --> 01:36:05,476
Hey, hey.
Fuckin' slap me!

1272
01:36:05,551 --> 01:36:07,178
Stop, stop.

1273
01:36:08,513 --> 01:36:09,856
Stop.

1274
01:36:14,143 --> 01:36:15,440
Stop.

1275
01:36:18,982 --> 01:36:20,359
It's okay.

1276
01:36:20,858 --> 01:36:22,110
All right?

1277
01:36:22,193 --> 01:36:24,161
Are you all right?
I'm fine.

1278
01:36:25,196 --> 01:36:26,948
Come on, talk to me.
Don't touch me!

1279
01:36:31,703 --> 01:36:34,126
Hey, I...
Don't fucking touch me!

1280
01:36:40,837 --> 01:36:43,511
Hey, hey, hey.
Hey.

1281
01:36:45,425 --> 01:36:46,972
Jesus Christ.

1282
01:36:47,051 --> 01:36:48,223
Becky?

1283
01:36:49,470 --> 01:36:50,767
Hey, Becky.

1284
01:36:54,559 --> 01:36:57,608
It's all right. It's okay.
It's okay.

1285
01:36:58,021 --> 01:37:00,695
Get away from me!

1286
01:37:07,739 --> 01:37:08,911
What?

1287
01:37:09,324 --> 01:37:11,577
Becky, hey.

1288
01:37:12,160 --> 01:37:13,628
Becky, come on.

1289
01:37:13,703 --> 01:37:15,421
Get away from me!

1290
01:37:15,496 --> 01:37:19,342
Open the door, okay?
Come on. Come on out of there.

1291
01:37:20,209 --> 01:37:21,631
Fuck.

1292
01:37:21,711 --> 01:37:23,713
Hey, come on.
Talk to me.

1293
01:37:24,005 --> 01:37:26,349
Get away from me!

1294
01:37:26,424 --> 01:37:30,600
Hey, hey, hey. What are you doing in there?
What are you doing in there?

1295
01:37:30,678 --> 01:37:32,180
Hey. hey!

1296
01:37:32,430 --> 01:37:36,230
You know what? Becky, this isn't funny.
Come on now.

1297
01:37:38,978 --> 01:37:41,697
I can't take it.

1298
01:37:45,276 --> 01:37:50,328
Mike, I need your help.
Call me ASAP, man, seriously.

1299
01:38:00,917 --> 01:38:03,295
Dude, where have you been?
I've been trying to call you.

1300
01:38:05,296 --> 01:38:06,513
Who?

1301
01:38:07,465 --> 01:38:08,808
What girl?

1302
01:38:10,676 --> 01:38:12,678
All right.
Text me your address. I'm on my way.

1303
01:38:17,225 --> 01:38:18,477
No!

1304
01:38:19,560 --> 01:38:21,437
Fuckin' animals!

1305
01:38:22,980 --> 01:38:24,653
You see who did this?

1306
01:38:25,441 --> 01:38:26,442
Fuck!

1307
01:39:13,614 --> 01:39:14,661
Dude.
Hey.

1308
01:39:14,740 --> 01:39:15,787
Where is she?

1309
01:39:15,867 --> 01:39:19,497
Right here, in the bathroom.
She's right there on the left.

1310
01:39:19,620 --> 01:39:20,712
Hey. ..
Becky.

1311
01:39:20,788 --> 01:39:23,337
Becky, listen. My name is Neil.
I'm friends with Adam.

1312
01:39:23,416 --> 01:39:25,339
We're worried about you, sweetie.
How about you open the door?

1313
01:39:28,921 --> 01:39:30,389
Becky! Hey!

1314
01:39:31,591 --> 01:39:32,843
Becky!

1315
01:39:33,050 --> 01:39:35,394
Adam, move!
Shit!

1316
01:39:38,639 --> 01:39:39,982
Becky. Come on.
No.

1317
01:39:40,057 --> 01:39:41,309
Talk to me, sweetie.

1318
01:39:42,393 --> 01:39:44,771
Come on.
You talk to me here.

1319
01:39:44,854 --> 01:39:45,901
Call 9-1-1.

1320
01:39:47,482 --> 01:39:49,029
Adam, 9-1-1!

1321
01:39:54,780 --> 01:39:59,786
Yeah, we need an ambulance quick
at 135 West 3rd Street, apartment 2B.

1322
01:39:59,869 --> 01:40:02,247
Young female,
polysubstance overdose.

1323
01:40:02,413 --> 01:40:06,509
Did you get that? Okay. Please hurry.
Stay with me, Becky.

1324
01:40:08,002 --> 01:40:09,254
Oh, man.

1325
01:40:09,879 --> 01:40:12,177
Dude, it's all right.
She's gonna be okay.

1326
01:40:20,598 --> 01:40:24,398
Dude, you really are
Anthony Edwards.

1327
01:40:25,603 --> 01:40:27,196
Fuck that.

1328
01:40:27,480 --> 01:40:29,232
I'm George Clooney.

1329
01:40:35,363 --> 01:40:39,413
We're looking for our son, Danny Burns.
We've heard he's on the fifth floor.

1330
01:40:45,957 --> 01:40:47,425
Baby.

1331
01:40:55,383 --> 01:40:56,976
Are you okay?

1332
01:40:57,093 --> 01:41:00,097
Yeah, I'm fine, Ma.
Are you all right?

1333
01:41:00,179 --> 01:41:01,681
Yeah, I'm...

1334
01:41:02,807 --> 01:41:03,899
Are you in pain?

1335
01:41:04,183 --> 01:41:05,480
No.

1336
01:41:06,477 --> 01:41:08,696
They got me on the
good stuff.

1337
01:41:11,399 --> 01:41:13,493
I didn't even have to steal it.

1338
01:41:15,278 --> 01:41:18,498
We know that you
didn't take the pills.

1339
01:41:19,490 --> 01:41:21,242
Right, Mike?

1340
01:41:23,202 --> 01:41:25,000
Will you tell him?

1341
01:41:26,914 --> 01:41:28,632
Fuckin' hysterical.

1342
01:41:30,626 --> 01:41:33,550
First drink or drug
in eight months.

1343
01:41:33,838 --> 01:41:36,591
I total the car.
I get arrested for DUI.

1344
01:41:40,344 --> 01:41:42,642
You must be fuckin' loving this.

1345
01:41:44,807 --> 01:41:46,150
Look at you.

1346
01:41:47,685 --> 01:41:49,653
What's on your mind, Pop?

1347
01:41:52,023 --> 01:41:53,741
Why don't you tell me?

1348
01:41:54,400 --> 01:41:57,529
Tell me this is what I get
for white-knuckling it.

1349
01:42:12,126 --> 01:42:13,628
I'm sorry.

1350
01:42:14,920 --> 01:42:16,547
I'm so sorry.

1351
01:42:18,382 --> 01:42:20,055
I'm sorry.

1352
01:42:53,250 --> 01:42:56,174
Thanks for meeting me.
It's really good to see you.

1353
01:42:56,253 --> 01:42:57,846
Yeah, you, too.

1354
01:42:58,005 --> 01:43:03,387
I thought a lot about what happened,
and I wanted to clear the air between us.

1355
01:43:07,848 --> 01:43:12,570
I just wanna say that I really regret some
of the things I said to you that night.

1356
01:43:14,146 --> 01:43:15,614
I'm sorry.

1357
01:43:16,273 --> 01:43:17,616
I'm not.

1358
01:43:18,359 --> 01:43:20,407
It was good. I...

1359
01:43:20,486 --> 01:43:23,786
You forced me to look at myself.
I needed to hear it.

1360
01:43:24,824 --> 01:43:26,451
How'd that go?

1361
01:43:26,909 --> 01:43:29,458
Not so good, yeah.

1362
01:43:29,704 --> 01:43:32,628
Turns out, I'm not perfect.

1363
01:43:33,207 --> 01:43:36,086
No, but you're pretty
fuckin' awesome.

1364
01:43:39,505 --> 01:43:42,679
Oh, God.
It's not fair, you know?

1365
01:43:43,342 --> 01:43:44,810
What?

1366
01:43:46,303 --> 01:43:48,931
I still hate everybody but you.

1367
01:44:11,662 --> 01:44:16,042
I'm gonna ask you to sit
and listen to me for one second.

1368
01:44:17,835 --> 01:44:20,509
Things are going to
change between us.

1369
01:44:21,338 --> 01:44:26,094
From now on,
I'm going to be a son.

1370
01:44:27,178 --> 01:44:31,433
I should do something for myself
to show that I love myself.

1371
01:44:31,807 --> 01:44:36,278
Give me the most damaged guy you could
find and I was, like, in heaven.

1372
01:44:36,687 --> 01:44:39,907
I'm halfway through
my ninth step list.

1373
01:44:39,982 --> 01:44:42,155
Just did my first wife.

1374
01:44:42,234 --> 01:44:43,827
That was fun.

1375
01:44:44,695 --> 01:44:47,323
I miss acting out.

1376
01:44:47,907 --> 01:44:50,035
I do, I'm serious.

1377
01:44:50,284 --> 01:44:53,288
This disease won't let
me take a compliment

1378
01:44:53,496 --> 01:44:59,469
unless it comes from, like, I don't know,
a muscley, tattooed Latino man.

1379
01:44:59,710 --> 01:45:03,556
My wife would ask where I was, and I
would say I was at meetings at work,

1380
01:45:03,631 --> 01:45:05,725
and I led a double life
for a long time.

1381
01:45:06,008 --> 01:45:07,476
There are keep-coming-back chips

1382
01:45:07,551 --> 01:45:11,476
for newcomers and members wishing to
reaffirm their commitment to sobriety.

1383
01:45:11,722 --> 01:45:14,851
Is anyone celebrating
30 days?

1384
01:45:53,597 --> 01:45:54,769
You're welcome.