1
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[man] Everything's
going to be fine, darling.

2
00:02:11,792 --> 00:02:13,250
Madam, it's so wonderful to see you.

3
00:02:14,167 --> 00:02:16,458
Welcome home from the hospital.

4
00:02:16,542 --> 00:02:18,292
Jenny, this is Mrs Cordoza.

5
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Yes.

6
00:02:20,125 --> 00:02:21,250
Thank you.

7
00:02:21,667 --> 00:02:23,333
I'll show you to your room, madam.

8
00:02:35,208 --> 00:02:37,542
[Mrs Cordoza]
Everything is just as you like it.

9
00:03:17,708 --> 00:03:22,792
[sirens wailing, faint]

10
00:03:28,375 --> 00:03:31,375
[sirens wailing, fades]

11
00:03:57,667 --> 00:03:59,750
I'm so happy to have you back home.

12
00:04:24,708 --> 00:04:26,125
Goodnight, dear Jenny.

13
00:04:31,000 --> 00:04:32,500
Goodnight, Lawrence.

14
00:04:36,917 --> 00:04:37,917
Larry.

15
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You call me Larry.

16
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Larry.

17
00:05:10,667 --> 00:05:13,667
[moans]

18
00:05:13,750 --> 00:05:15,000
[man] Hey.

19
00:05:16,125 --> 00:05:17,250
[moans]

20
00:05:18,250 --> 00:05:19,833
Hey. [grunts]

21
00:05:21,083 --> 00:05:23,083
Oh, hey. Um...

22
00:05:23,875 --> 00:05:26,417
-Fancy seeing you here. [chuckles]
-[man chuckles]

23
00:05:26,500 --> 00:05:27,917
[yawns]

24
00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:31,458
I actually have to
sort of start getting ready for work,

25
00:05:31,542 --> 00:05:35,333
so might have to ask you to, um...

26
00:05:36,583 --> 00:05:38,375
If you don't mind.

27
00:05:38,458 --> 00:05:41,375
This is, actually, my flat. So...

28
00:05:42,125 --> 00:05:44,500
Oh, shit. Um...

29
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Well, in that case, at ease, monsieur.

30
00:05:48,333 --> 00:05:49,958
No problemo.

31
00:05:50,042 --> 00:05:52,792
I'd love to see you again. As in, um...

32
00:05:53,667 --> 00:05:55,458
I had a really great time last night.

33
00:05:55,542 --> 00:05:56,917
Um, well...

34
00:05:57,583 --> 00:06:00,292
-The thing is, Rob, I'm just--
-My name's not Rob.

35
00:06:02,958 --> 00:06:05,250
-Andrew.
-Andrew...

36
00:06:05,333 --> 00:06:10,208
um, I actually-- I just sort of
came out of quite a...

37
00:06:10,292 --> 00:06:12,958
straight up soul-destroying--

38
00:06:13,042 --> 00:06:14,750
So, thank you, for--

39
00:06:14,833 --> 00:06:16,667
I'm just saying
I could give you my number.

40
00:06:16,750 --> 00:06:18,375
Or you could not.

41
00:06:18,458 --> 00:06:22,375
And we could avoid the whole, you know,
me feeling guilty, never calling you back.

42
00:06:22,458 --> 00:06:24,917
You feeling dejected,
never hearing from me again.

43
00:06:25,000 --> 00:06:26,417
I feel so used.

44
00:06:26,500 --> 00:06:28,125
You know what, Rob, welcome to my world.

45
00:06:28,208 --> 00:06:29,167
Name's not Rob.

46
00:06:29,250 --> 00:06:30,625
Andrew.

47
00:06:30,708 --> 00:06:31,792
Fuck. Sorry.

48
00:06:33,500 --> 00:06:35,875
Well... Andrew.

49
00:06:35,958 --> 00:06:38,500
It's been very nice meeting you,

50
00:06:38,583 --> 00:06:40,583
and you have a lovely day.

51
00:06:40,667 --> 00:06:42,958
-[upbeat pop song playing]
-Bye.

52
00:06:45,000 --> 00:06:46,542
-Ellie?
-Yes. Yes.

53
00:06:46,625 --> 00:06:49,958
[woman] ♪ Try to withdraw completely ♪

54
00:06:53,333 --> 00:06:57,667
♪ Damn
You ain't gonna pin this one on me ♪

55
00:07:01,167 --> 00:07:04,667
♪ One thing's for sure
I'm not sleeping here tonight ♪

56
00:07:08,292 --> 00:07:12,917
♪ And I'm not interested
In what you think is best I

57
00:07:15,708 --> 00:07:19,000
♪ But I get so lonely
I can't relate to anyone ♪

58
00:07:19,583 --> 00:07:21,250
♪ And my heart is or yin' out ♪

59
00:07:21,333 --> 00:07:24,792
♪ I'm on my knees

60
00:07:24,875 --> 00:07:28,125
♪ I'm beggin', please ♪

61
00:07:28,208 --> 00:07:29,625
How's it going?

62
00:07:29,708 --> 00:07:32,125
[song fades]

63
00:07:32,208 --> 00:07:35,125
-Staff meeting in five.
-[Ellie] Nick?

64
00:07:36,375 --> 00:07:37,917
-Nick.
-I'm not talking to you, Ellie,

65
00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:40,625
because talking to you is only going to
involve me losing my shit.

66
00:07:40,708 --> 00:07:41,875
What did I do?

67
00:07:41,958 --> 00:07:44,542
Yeah, I get it.
You've had a shit year, Ellie.

68
00:07:44,625 --> 00:07:47,292
But it is just not cool
to so flagrantly disrespect us.

69
00:07:47,375 --> 00:07:48,417
What are you talking about?

70
00:07:48,500 --> 00:07:50,125
[woman] You abandoned us
last night. Again.

71
00:07:50,208 --> 00:07:52,333
We heard you went off with
some random guy at the bar.

72
00:07:52,417 --> 00:07:54,333
How do you think
that's supposed to make us feel?

73
00:07:54,417 --> 00:07:56,250
-All right, I'm sorry.
-And on my birthday.

74
00:07:56,333 --> 00:07:58,708
I'm really sorry. Nick.

75
00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:01,000
I'm serious.

76
00:08:04,417 --> 00:08:06,833
Are you stressed? You seem stressed.

77
00:08:06,917 --> 00:08:10,667
Mary Ellen died and Janet wants a feature.
There are not enough hours in the day.

78
00:08:10,750 --> 00:08:12,292
-When?
-This Sunday's edition.

79
00:08:12,375 --> 00:08:14,292
-No, when did she die?
-A couple of days ago.

80
00:08:14,375 --> 00:08:17,333
-That's so sad. How?
-Yeah. Old age.

81
00:08:17,417 --> 00:08:19,500
God, I really wanna die that way.

82
00:08:19,583 --> 00:08:21,375
Look, why don't I take this one?

83
00:08:21,458 --> 00:08:23,583
I've got about two hours left
on this polish

84
00:08:23,667 --> 00:08:25,333
and then my schedule is wide open.

85
00:08:26,333 --> 00:08:27,583
Okay?

86
00:08:29,125 --> 00:08:30,875
Okay, okay.

87
00:08:30,958 --> 00:08:33,417
Consider your load
officially lightened, my friend.

88
00:08:33,500 --> 00:08:35,292
-Morning, everyone.
-[all] Morning.

89
00:08:35,375 --> 00:08:36,375
How are we all?

90
00:08:36,458 --> 00:08:37,708
- I feel good.
-Great.

91
00:08:37,792 --> 00:08:39,250
[elevator bell dings]

92
00:08:43,417 --> 00:08:44,583
-Hi.
-Hi.

93
00:08:44,667 --> 00:08:45,875
How you doing?

94
00:08:45,958 --> 00:08:47,542
Good, thanks.

95
00:08:47,625 --> 00:08:51,542
I'm writing a feature on the paper's
longest-serving women's editor.

96
00:08:52,167 --> 00:08:53,792
-She just died.
-Yeah?

97
00:08:53,875 --> 00:08:56,125
Uh-- Oh, no. Yeah. No.

98
00:08:56,208 --> 00:08:57,417
It's my understanding

99
00:08:57,500 --> 00:08:59,667
she donated her entire collection
of writings to the archives--

100
00:08:59,750 --> 00:09:02,583
What time was your appointment? Sorry.

101
00:09:02,667 --> 00:09:04,750
No. Sorry. I, um-- I work here.

102
00:09:04,833 --> 00:09:08,917
Yeah. No. The thing is, you--
you still need to make an appointment.

103
00:09:09,000 --> 00:09:13,125
-We don't just let people in the archive.
-Even for staff? Even though I work here?

104
00:09:13,208 --> 00:09:14,875
Yeah. No. Sorry.

105
00:09:14,958 --> 00:09:19,458
So if you go online,
you can find our online catalogue

106
00:09:19,542 --> 00:09:21,875
and then decide
whatever it is you want to view.

107
00:09:21,958 --> 00:09:24,708
But I've done it a million times before.
And literally--

108
00:09:24,792 --> 00:09:27,917
And then either myself
or someone from the archive team

109
00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:29,208
readies your documents.

110
00:09:29,292 --> 00:09:32,042
In which case, I would love
to make an appointment, please.

111
00:09:33,333 --> 00:09:35,750
Appointments have to be made online,
through our--

112
00:09:35,833 --> 00:09:37,083
Seriously?

113
00:09:37,167 --> 00:09:39,292
-Online portal.
-Online portal.

114
00:09:39,375 --> 00:09:40,917
You know what?

115
00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:43,875
Thanks so much for all your help today,

116
00:09:43,958 --> 00:09:46,917
and I will see you again sometime soon.

117
00:09:51,458 --> 00:09:53,042
[elevator bell dings]

118
00:10:10,458 --> 00:10:11,958
[miaows]

119
00:10:16,708 --> 00:10:19,542
[vehicle doors closing]

120
00:10:19,625 --> 00:10:21,208
[engine starts]

121
00:10:32,708 --> 00:10:33,833
[miaows]

122
00:10:53,833 --> 00:10:56,125
[woman] Wish I could lose my memory.

123
00:10:56,208 --> 00:11:00,583
I'd run off into the sunset and forget
I ever married Francis in the first place.

124
00:11:00,667 --> 00:11:02,292
[chuckles]

125
00:11:02,375 --> 00:11:04,917
[Jennifer] Do you know how it happened?
Where I was going?

126
00:11:05,458 --> 00:11:07,667
Larry says you were out running errands.

127
00:11:08,708 --> 00:11:11,792
-Mmm.
-Beyond that, I'm sorry, I don't.

128
00:11:11,875 --> 00:11:14,000
So you really don't remember anything?

129
00:11:14,083 --> 00:11:15,417
I remember in gaps.

130
00:11:15,500 --> 00:11:19,500
I don't know how I'm meant to behave.
I don't know...

131
00:11:21,125 --> 00:11:23,125
I don't know how I felt about my life.

132
00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:25,333
I don't...

133
00:11:26,583 --> 00:11:29,417
All right, darling. I'll fill you in.

134
00:11:31,000 --> 00:11:32,250
You're lovely...

135
00:11:33,167 --> 00:11:34,792
and funny...

136
00:11:34,875 --> 00:11:36,375
and full of joie de vivre.

137
00:11:37,792 --> 00:11:40,000
You have the perfect life,

138
00:11:40,083 --> 00:11:42,500
the cleverest best friend,

139
00:11:42,583 --> 00:11:44,667
the rich, handsome husband,
who adores you.

140
00:11:45,208 --> 00:11:47,292
Do you know why we don't have children?

141
00:11:47,375 --> 00:11:49,208
He's away an awful lot, your husband.

142
00:11:50,667 --> 00:11:54,208
It's one of the reasons
I've always been horribly envious of you.

143
00:11:54,958 --> 00:11:57,125
Oh, you'll be fine, darling.

144
00:11:58,250 --> 00:12:01,542
In the meantime, try to have fun tonight.

145
00:12:01,625 --> 00:12:02,458
Yeah.

146
00:12:02,542 --> 00:12:07,083
[woman] I don't believe it.
Harold Wilson? The Harold Wilson?

147
00:12:07,167 --> 00:12:09,333
-The very same.
-[woman laughs]

148
00:12:09,417 --> 00:12:12,125
Well, please tell me
he took you somewhere scrumptious.

149
00:12:12,208 --> 00:12:14,292
-La Ritz.
-[guests gasping]

150
00:12:14,375 --> 00:12:15,208
[Lawrence] Yeah.

151
00:12:15,292 --> 00:12:18,583
[fading] His favourite place to holiday
is the Scilly Isles. He adores seafood.

152
00:12:21,292 --> 00:12:25,208
He feels that the party now has a chance
of gaining a larger majority.

153
00:12:25,292 --> 00:12:28,083
[woman] Gentlemen, gentlemen,
this is all very well and good,

154
00:12:28,167 --> 00:12:30,167
but what we really want to know is,

155
00:12:30,250 --> 00:12:31,792
what does the prime minister
like for dessert?

156
00:12:31,875 --> 00:12:32,958
[guests laughing]

157
00:12:33,958 --> 00:12:35,958
Darling, I think that's enough.

158
00:12:36,833 --> 00:12:39,417
-But it's just my second--
-Doctor's orders.

159
00:12:40,417 --> 00:12:41,458
Just water.

160
00:12:42,875 --> 00:12:45,917
[woman 2] Speaking of which,
you really don't remember anything?

161
00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:47,625
-Anne.
-What?

162
00:12:47,708 --> 00:12:49,958
[man] How about some coffee? Anyone?

163
00:12:50,042 --> 00:12:52,750
-[woman] Yes, please.
-[guests chattering, laughing]

164
00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:12,417
[elevator bell dings]

165
00:13:14,042 --> 00:13:15,042
Hi.

166
00:13:15,125 --> 00:13:17,417
-Hi.
-How are you doing?

167
00:13:17,500 --> 00:13:20,125
-Mm-hmm. You?
-Phenomenal.

168
00:13:21,083 --> 00:13:23,417
Everything's ready for you
in the reading room.

169
00:13:23,500 --> 00:13:24,917
Mmm!

170
00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:26,375
Spectacular.

171
00:13:26,458 --> 00:13:29,458
But, sorry, we don't allow food or drink.

172
00:13:33,125 --> 00:13:34,375
Oh.

173
00:14:05,000 --> 00:14:06,167
Mmm.

174
00:14:11,167 --> 00:14:13,042
Right this way.

175
00:14:14,125 --> 00:14:19,333
So, this is everything from about '65
up until around '86, '87.

176
00:14:19,417 --> 00:14:22,000
These are her actual notebooks?

177
00:14:22,083 --> 00:14:25,042
Yeah, they should be. Yeah.

178
00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:26,125
Thanks.

179
00:14:29,333 --> 00:14:32,125
Um, I just wanted to say, quickly,

180
00:14:32,208 --> 00:14:35,917
I really enjoyed your feature
on starter marriages

181
00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:37,917
and all the online dating stuff.

182
00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:39,875
-Oh, yeah?
-Yeah, yeah.

183
00:14:39,958 --> 00:14:45,333
The bit about, you know, the difference
between passionate and companionate love?

184
00:14:45,417 --> 00:14:47,500
I never really thought of it
like that before.

185
00:14:48,667 --> 00:14:49,917
Thanks.

186
00:14:50,500 --> 00:14:52,000
That gives me a warm, gooey feeling,

187
00:14:52,083 --> 00:14:55,125
knowing my unadulterated misery
has finally been put to good use.

188
00:14:55,208 --> 00:14:56,583
[chuckles]

189
00:14:58,833 --> 00:15:04,500
So, how does someone like you end up
making their living as an archivist?

190
00:15:04,583 --> 00:15:07,167
I studied art history, actually.

191
00:15:07,250 --> 00:15:10,750
And went on to do a postgrad
in records management, but--

192
00:15:10,833 --> 00:15:13,625
And at that point, I sort of realized,

193
00:15:13,708 --> 00:15:17,375
I sort of enjoy categorizing stuff,
oddly enough.

194
00:15:17,458 --> 00:15:19,500
[voice fading]
And people think it's a bit odd...

195
00:15:19,583 --> 00:15:21,708
[man's voice] "My dearest and only love,

196
00:15:22,333 --> 00:15:23,583
I know you're frightened,

197
00:15:23,667 --> 00:15:27,042
but believe me when I say
I've known nothing like this before,

198
00:15:27,125 --> 00:15:29,333
and can assure you
that I never will again.

199
00:15:30,125 --> 00:15:33,292
I know I will never be satisfied
with just a part of you.

200
00:15:33,958 --> 00:15:35,208
And for that reason,

201
00:15:35,292 --> 00:15:37,208
I'm going to take the job in New York.

202
00:15:37,292 --> 00:15:41,667
I'll be on platform two, Marylebone,
Friday, at 7:15 p.m.

203
00:15:41,750 --> 00:15:43,375
Come with me, darling.

204
00:15:43,458 --> 00:15:46,750
Spare him a life half-lived,
a marriage of convenience.

205
00:15:46,833 --> 00:15:49,000
More importantly, spare yourself.

206
00:15:49,083 --> 00:15:51,875
Seize this thing that is true
and real and infinite.

207
00:15:51,958 --> 00:15:55,750
Yes, it is scary,
but I believe living a lie is worse."

208
00:15:55,833 --> 00:15:58,750
[Ellie's voice]
"We could be happy. So happy.

209
00:15:58,833 --> 00:16:02,250
Know that you hold my heart, my hopes,
in your hands.

210
00:16:02,875 --> 00:16:04,458
Your Boot.”

211
00:16:05,250 --> 00:16:09,125
...historical materials.
I think it's actually an undervalued--

212
00:16:09,208 --> 00:16:11,333
-Look at this.
-Hmm?

213
00:16:12,500 --> 00:16:14,292
Uh, what is it?

214
00:16:14,375 --> 00:16:15,833
It's a letter.

215
00:16:24,542 --> 00:16:25,958
-Huh. Jeez.
-Hmm.

216
00:16:26,042 --> 00:16:28,792
Sad thing is, if you were gonna elope now,
you'd probably just send a text.

217
00:16:28,875 --> 00:16:29,708
WhatsApp.

218
00:16:29,792 --> 00:16:30,750
Yeah, it would be like,

219
00:16:30,833 --> 00:16:32,625
"Hey, babes, meet me at the station
if you're interested.

220
00:16:32,708 --> 00:16:34,917
Hashtag come with
if you wanna change your life forever,

221
00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,125
smiley face, aubergine,
road sign, sausage."

222
00:16:37,208 --> 00:16:40,000
The worst thing is when you can see
they've read the message you've sent.

223
00:16:40,083 --> 00:16:41,875
And the little blue tick appears.
And hello...

224
00:16:41,958 --> 00:16:42,958
It's the worst.

225
00:16:43,042 --> 00:16:46,125
-...I sent a message five days ago.
-Five hours ago.

226
00:16:46,958 --> 00:16:47,958
I mean...

227
00:16:48,042 --> 00:16:49,500
Did I say "days"?

228
00:16:49,583 --> 00:16:50,958
I think so, yeah.

229
00:16:52,375 --> 00:16:55,042
-Could I see the envelope, please?
-Yeah.

230
00:16:56,875 --> 00:16:58,083
"J.S."

231
00:16:58,167 --> 00:16:59,583
Must be in here by mistake.

232
00:16:59,667 --> 00:17:01,583
-What do you think you'll do with it?
-Burn it.

233
00:17:01,667 --> 00:17:02,708
Nah, I'm kidding.

234
00:17:02,792 --> 00:17:04,542
We'll probably just make sure
it gets properly catalogued.

235
00:17:04,625 --> 00:17:06,708
Hold on. What about returning it?

236
00:17:07,708 --> 00:17:08,958
Hmm.

237
00:17:09,042 --> 00:17:11,292
Or trying to track down whoever sent it.

238
00:18:01,167 --> 00:18:05,542
[Jennifer's voice] "Dearest ♪. I know what
the situation cost you, darling Jenny.

239
00:18:05,625 --> 00:18:08,125
But I also know that you and I
could no more not love each other

240
00:18:08,208 --> 00:18:10,083
than the Earth
could stop circling the sun.

241
00:18:11,125 --> 00:18:14,833
You were upset the last time we parted,
and I cursed myself for it.

242
00:18:14,917 --> 00:18:17,333
My frustration overwhelms me.

243
00:18:17,417 --> 00:18:20,875
There is never enough time,
never enough of you.

244
00:18:20,958 --> 00:18:22,333
Let's meet tomorrow.

245
00:18:23,167 --> 00:18:24,333
<i>B. "</i>

246
00:18:24,417 --> 00:18:26,292
-[door opens in hallway]
-[gasps]

247
00:18:26,375 --> 00:18:27,625
[door closes]

248
00:19:44,000 --> 00:19:45,458
[Jennifer's voice] "My darling ♪.

249
00:19:45,542 --> 00:19:49,292
I'm still lost somewhere between our time
dancing the night away at Alberto's

250
00:19:49,375 --> 00:19:50,833
and being together on the Riviera.

251
00:19:50,917 --> 00:19:52,292
[sighs]

252
00:19:52,375 --> 00:19:54,042
Felipe told me I was like a drunken fool

253
00:19:54,125 --> 00:19:56,333
as I remembered how we spent
those summer days together.

254
00:19:56,833 --> 00:19:59,250
If all we are allowed
are hours and minutes,

255
00:19:59,333 --> 00:20:02,417
I will etch them on to my memory
so that I can recall them in the same way.

256
00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:06,375
That when I close my eyes,
I see your heavenly face.

257
00:20:06,458 --> 00:20:09,500
You are never far from my thoughts.

258
00:20:09,583 --> 00:20:11,500
Your Boot.”

259
00:20:11,583 --> 00:20:13,125
[pop song playing]

260
00:20:13,208 --> 00:20:14,750
[woman] ♪ Strawberries, cherries ♪

261
00:20:14,833 --> 00:20:18,375
♪ And an angel's kiss in spring

262
00:20:19,542 --> 00:20:21,333
♪ My summer wine ♪

263
00:20:21,417 --> 00:20:25,417
♪ Is really made from all these things ♪

264
00:20:26,375 --> 00:20:28,917
♪ Take off your silver spurs ♪

265
00:20:29,000 --> 00:20:32,542
♪ And help me pass the time ♪

266
00:20:33,208 --> 00:20:36,917
♪ And I will give to you I

267
00:20:37,000 --> 00:20:39,167
♪ Summer wine ♪

268
00:20:39,667 --> 00:20:41,875
♪ Oh ♪

269
00:20:41,958 --> 00:20:45,333
♪ Summer wine ♪

270
00:20:46,917 --> 00:20:49,208
[man] & My eyes grew heavy ♪

271
00:20:49,292 --> 00:20:51,958
♪ And my lips, they could not speak ♪

272
00:20:53,583 --> 00:20:55,667
♪ I tried to get up ♪

273
00:20:55,750 --> 00:20:58,958
♪ But I couldn't find my feet ♪

274
00:21:00,417 --> 00:21:02,458
♪ She reassured me ♪

275
00:21:02,542 --> 00:21:06,250
♪ With an unfamiliar line ♪

276
00:21:07,250 --> 00:21:10,500
♪ And then she gave to me ♪

277
00:21:10,583 --> 00:21:13,583
♪ More summer wine ♪

278
00:21:13,667 --> 00:21:15,542
-[radio off: song ends]
-[engine off]

279
00:21:22,250 --> 00:21:25,083
[Jennifer, servants speaking French]

280
00:21:26,083 --> 00:21:27,083
[Lawrence] Good evening.

281
00:21:32,208 --> 00:21:34,875
Darling, don't forget
we have breakfast in the morning.

282
00:21:35,333 --> 00:21:37,708
I have a journalist coming tomorrow,
first thing.

283
00:21:39,375 --> 00:21:40,917
I'll change it to lunch, then.

284
00:21:42,583 --> 00:21:44,792
Dinner, darling. We've dinner.

285
00:21:44,875 --> 00:21:46,125
Larry.

286
00:21:46,208 --> 00:21:47,625
Let's not fuss.

287
00:23:28,542 --> 00:23:30,000
[woman] Can I help?

288
00:23:32,167 --> 00:23:33,542
Yes.

289
00:23:33,625 --> 00:23:35,458
I certainly am hoping so.

290
00:23:40,417 --> 00:23:42,875
Am I at all familiar to you?

291
00:23:43,958 --> 00:23:45,750
Don't ring any bells, I'm afraid.

292
00:23:46,958 --> 00:23:49,083
And what about
if I were to say the name "Felipe"?

293
00:23:49,167 --> 00:23:50,792
Would that mean anything to you?

294
00:23:51,250 --> 00:23:52,625
Are you with the police?

295
00:23:52,708 --> 00:23:54,333
No.

296
00:23:54,417 --> 00:23:57,333
So why are you asking me about Felipe?

297
00:23:58,083 --> 00:24:00,958
Um, I believe we may have a mutual friend.

298
00:24:01,042 --> 00:24:04,417
Perhaps you might be able to tell me
where I could find him.

299
00:24:04,500 --> 00:24:06,250
I don't think you understand.

300
00:24:07,417 --> 00:24:10,667
Felipe was, uh... in an accident.

301
00:24:11,625 --> 00:24:13,167
He never woke up.

302
00:24:36,875 --> 00:24:37,917
[knocking]

303
00:24:38,708 --> 00:24:42,167
Hey, just so you know, we usually have to
close the reading rooms around 5:00.

304
00:24:42,250 --> 00:24:44,625
[gasps] What time is it now?

305
00:24:44,708 --> 00:24:47,375
-Coming up to 20 past.
-Oh, shit.

306
00:24:47,458 --> 00:24:50,417
Okay, um, I'll be two secs.

307
00:24:56,667 --> 00:24:59,542
So, did you find everything all right?

308
00:24:59,625 --> 00:25:02,375
Yeah, yeah. I guess so.

309
00:25:03,083 --> 00:25:06,792
I mean, if I want to request more stuff,
then I have to go on the--

310
00:25:06,875 --> 00:25:08,458
-Via the online.
-Via the online.

311
00:25:08,542 --> 00:25:10,833
-[elevator bell dings]
-Same process. Online portal.

312
00:25:10,917 --> 00:25:12,583
-Process.
-Yeah.

313
00:25:12,667 --> 00:25:13,917
I mean--

314
00:25:15,417 --> 00:25:16,625
Thank you.

315
00:25:17,792 --> 00:25:18,875
Where you headed?

316
00:25:18,958 --> 00:25:19,958
Basement.

317
00:25:22,917 --> 00:25:26,333
And what if I wanted to see
if there were any more of those letters?

318
00:25:26,417 --> 00:25:27,583
Could be a story in it.

319
00:25:27,667 --> 00:25:31,792
If you wanted to,
you could just send me an email, actually.

320
00:25:31,875 --> 00:25:34,750
-If you wanted to speed things up a bit.
-Oh.

321
00:25:35,833 --> 00:25:36,833
Thanks.

322
00:25:38,375 --> 00:25:40,333
-Turning into a real rebel.
-[bell dings]

323
00:25:40,417 --> 00:25:42,292
-[phones ringing]
-[people chattering]

324
00:25:42,375 --> 00:25:43,583
Have a good one.

325
00:25:46,750 --> 00:25:47,875
Have a good o--

326
00:26:01,167 --> 00:26:03,083
[housekeeper] Madame Stirling.

327
00:26:03,167 --> 00:26:05,458
[housekeeper speaking French]

328
00:26:05,542 --> 00:26:07,125
Anthony O'Hare.

329
00:26:08,750 --> 00:26:10,125
Oh, yes.

330
00:26:10,208 --> 00:26:12,708
You're here to write marvellous things
about my husband, I believe?

331
00:26:12,792 --> 00:26:14,125
Is that right?

332
00:26:14,208 --> 00:26:18,125
Beacon of sound commercial practice,
turnover increasing year after year.

333
00:26:18,208 --> 00:26:19,625
Are you asking me or telling me?

334
00:26:19,708 --> 00:26:21,917
I'm his wife, Mr O'Hare.
I can hardly be impartial.

335
00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:24,667
In my experience, there's no one
more brutally impartial than a wife.

336
00:26:24,750 --> 00:26:26,458
[chuckles] Indeed.

337
00:26:29,250 --> 00:26:31,708
I'm afraid Larry's running a little late.

338
00:26:31,792 --> 00:26:34,250
Perhaps not so marvellous after all?

339
00:26:35,417 --> 00:26:36,833
[chuckles]

340
00:26:36,917 --> 00:26:40,083
Uh, may we offer you a drink
in the meantime?

341
00:26:40,542 --> 00:26:42,125
No, thank you.

342
00:26:43,792 --> 00:26:44,833
Mr O'Hare.

343
00:26:44,917 --> 00:26:45,917
Mr Stirling.

344
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:47,833
Please accept my apologies
for my late-running.

345
00:26:47,917 --> 00:26:49,417
-Not a problem.
-Shall we make a start?

346
00:26:49,500 --> 00:26:51,583
-Yeah. I'm ready whenever you are.
-Good.

347
00:26:54,542 --> 00:26:55,667
[people laughing]

348
00:26:55,750 --> 00:26:58,125
I don't know how I didn't end up
in the most awful trouble.

349
00:26:58,208 --> 00:26:59,833
[woman] Well, what about you, Mr O'Hare?

350
00:26:59,917 --> 00:27:01,458
You're a financial journalist--

351
00:27:01,542 --> 00:27:03,125
Foreign correspondent.

352
00:27:03,208 --> 00:27:07,542
-Where have you been recently?
-Léopoldville, mainly. Brazzaville.

353
00:27:07,625 --> 00:27:09,417
God-awful place if you ask me.

354
00:27:09,500 --> 00:27:13,000
And where this evening's exemplary host
has a great deal of business, of course.

355
00:27:13,083 --> 00:27:15,042
-Well, I think--
-Personally, I felt the Belgians

356
00:27:15,125 --> 00:27:17,625
were doing a perfectly good job
of running the place themselves.

357
00:27:17,708 --> 00:27:21,375
Well, with respect,
I was there in '59, '60 and again in '62.

358
00:27:21,458 --> 00:27:24,208
So you, of all people, should understand
that mutiny and rebellion

359
00:27:24,292 --> 00:27:25,875
are an inferior and foolhardy response--

360
00:27:25,958 --> 00:27:27,250
To centuries of oppression?

361
00:27:28,375 --> 00:27:31,833
I would suggest that taking back control
politically, geographically

362
00:27:31,917 --> 00:27:33,375
is an entirely appropriate response--

363
00:27:33,458 --> 00:27:36,333
Would one be correct in assuming
that you are a supporter of Mr Mobutu?

364
00:27:36,417 --> 00:27:38,667
Larry. Mobutu's a dictator.
I doubt very mu--

365
00:27:38,750 --> 00:27:41,292
Yes, darling. I'm aware. Thank you.

366
00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:42,667
[woman] Enough, enough.

367
00:27:42,750 --> 00:27:45,250
This is all far too depressing
for the dinner table.

368
00:27:45,333 --> 00:27:47,958
[Francis] My wife considers anything
not in the pages of Vogue

369
00:27:48,042 --> 00:27:49,958
unworthy of her time and attention.

370
00:27:50,042 --> 00:27:51,625
[guests chuckling]

371
00:27:54,500 --> 00:27:57,167
[Anthony] When we get out, meet as
many people as possible, travel the world,

372
00:27:57,250 --> 00:27:59,167
because people like that...

373
00:27:59,792 --> 00:28:01,750
people like that make me want to stick
a revolver in my mouth

374
00:28:01,833 --> 00:28:03,583
and pull the trigger.

375
00:28:03,667 --> 00:28:05,500
But the women, Jesus,

376
00:28:05,958 --> 00:28:07,083
spoilt little tai-tais

377
00:28:07,167 --> 00:28:09,833
with barely an original thought
to string together between them--

378
00:28:09,917 --> 00:28:11,833
I'm sorry we were such a disappointment.

379
00:28:13,333 --> 00:28:14,583
Christ. I'm, uh--

380
00:28:14,958 --> 00:28:16,875
-I'm drunk.
-Evidently.

381
00:28:16,958 --> 00:28:20,125
Perhaps, Mr O'Hare, the next time you find
yourself in the company of such bores,

382
00:28:20,208 --> 00:28:21,542
you would do well to leave early.

383
00:28:21,625 --> 00:28:24,292
I just ask that whatever your views
of me and my spoiled life,

384
00:28:24,375 --> 00:28:25,792
you won't attack Larry in print.

385
00:28:26,333 --> 00:28:27,833
Please excuse me.

386
00:28:35,083 --> 00:28:39,083
Goodness, I have the most splitting
headache after last night.

387
00:28:39,167 --> 00:28:40,708
Did you really drink that much?

388
00:28:40,792 --> 00:28:43,333
I have a funny feeling I did.

389
00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:49,542
-Mr O'Hare.
-Mrs Stirling.

390
00:28:51,958 --> 00:28:52,958
What are you doing?

391
00:28:53,042 --> 00:28:54,083
Uh...

392
00:28:55,042 --> 00:28:56,750
I wanted to give you...

393
00:28:59,167 --> 00:29:00,250
this.

394
00:29:01,208 --> 00:29:02,542
What is it?

395
00:29:02,625 --> 00:29:03,750
It's an apology.

396
00:29:04,375 --> 00:29:06,708
Well, please... read it.

397
00:29:06,792 --> 00:29:07,917
Jennifer.

398
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:11,792
Mr O'Hare has written it. I'm sure he's
perfectly capable of reading it aloud.

399
00:29:18,542 --> 00:29:19,375
"Mrs Stirling...

400
00:29:20,833 --> 00:29:22,583
I am an ungracious pig.

401
00:29:23,417 --> 00:29:25,375
I'd like to be able to blame exhaustion

402
00:29:25,458 --> 00:29:27,917
or some uncharacteristic reaction
to shellfish,

403
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:30,750
but I am afraid
it was the combination of the alcohol,

404
00:29:30,833 --> 00:29:32,083
which I shouldn't take,

405
00:29:32,167 --> 00:29:34,375
and the choleric temper
of the socially inept.

406
00:29:35,125 --> 00:29:37,000
There is little you could say about me

407
00:29:37,083 --> 00:29:40,583
that I have not already deduced
about myself in my more sober hours.

408
00:29:41,083 --> 00:29:43,583
Please allow me to apologise.

409
00:29:43,667 --> 00:29:48,917
Yours... shamefacedly, Anthony O'Hare."

410
00:29:50,917 --> 00:29:54,167
If at all possible, I'd love to take you
and your husband to lunch.

411
00:29:54,250 --> 00:29:56,750
Mmm. How very kind of you.

412
00:29:58,333 --> 00:29:59,833
I'll think on it.

413
00:29:59,917 --> 00:30:02,375
In the meantime,
I must return you to your hotel.

414
00:30:03,083 --> 00:30:05,333
I won't be responsible
for you contracting sunstroke.

415
00:30:05,417 --> 00:30:08,125
Not to mention alcohol poisoning.

416
00:30:08,208 --> 00:30:09,292
[woman laughs]

417
00:30:09,375 --> 00:30:11,292
-Yes.
-Please.

418
00:30:12,250 --> 00:30:13,292
Thank you.

419
00:30:32,875 --> 00:30:34,125
Larry.

420
00:30:35,417 --> 00:30:36,417
Mr O'Hare.

421
00:30:36,500 --> 00:30:38,500
-Mr Stirling. How are you?
-Very well, thank you.

422
00:30:38,583 --> 00:30:40,625
-Mrs Stirling.
-Hi.

423
00:30:40,708 --> 00:30:41,958
How are you?

424
00:30:42,042 --> 00:30:43,333
I'm fine, thank you.

425
00:30:50,500 --> 00:30:52,250
[chuckles]

426
00:30:53,292 --> 00:30:55,833
Tell me, Mr O'Hare. Is there a Mrs O'Hare?

427
00:30:57,333 --> 00:31:00,292
Yes, there was.
Mrs O'Hare and I are divorced.

428
00:31:01,250 --> 00:31:04,417
Well, you have my condolences.
It's a ghastly business.

429
00:31:06,125 --> 00:31:08,042
-Children?
-Larry, for goodness' sake.

430
00:31:08,125 --> 00:31:09,750
No, no, no. It's quite all right.

431
00:31:09,833 --> 00:31:11,958
Yes, I have one son. Peter.

432
00:31:12,042 --> 00:31:14,625
I was at Gordonstoun with a terrific chap
by the name of Peter.

433
00:31:14,708 --> 00:31:17,125
-[speaking French]
-English.

434
00:31:17,875 --> 00:31:20,375
-I have a call for you from...
-Where are you off to next?

435
00:31:20,458 --> 00:31:22,625
After I finish the piece,
back home to London.

436
00:31:22,708 --> 00:31:23,958
[chair scrapes on floor]

437
00:31:24,042 --> 00:31:25,542
-Excuse me.
-Of course.

438
00:31:31,417 --> 00:31:32,667
I apologise.

439
00:31:34,583 --> 00:31:35,875
It's okay.

440
00:31:37,875 --> 00:31:39,125
Aren't you drinking?

441
00:31:39,792 --> 00:31:42,000
No, I'm not meant to.

442
00:31:42,083 --> 00:31:43,042
Headache?

443
00:31:43,958 --> 00:31:44,958
Doctor's orders.

444
00:31:45,042 --> 00:31:47,292
So you really found last night
that unbearable?

445
00:31:47,375 --> 00:31:50,792
I admit it. I find armed conflict
a less daunting prospect.

446
00:31:50,875 --> 00:31:52,083
[laughs]

447
00:31:52,167 --> 00:31:55,000
You're William Boot from Scoop.

448
00:31:55,750 --> 00:31:58,250
-Evelyn Waugh?
-I know who William Boot is, Mrs Stirling.

449
00:31:59,125 --> 00:32:00,833
[waiter] Madame Stirling.

450
00:32:00,917 --> 00:32:03,917
[waiter speaking French]

451
00:32:05,875 --> 00:32:08,625
[speaks French]

452
00:32:10,125 --> 00:32:11,208
Is everything all right?

453
00:32:11,958 --> 00:32:13,250
Duty calls.

454
00:32:20,042 --> 00:32:22,125
Tell me, Mr O'Hare.

455
00:32:22,208 --> 00:32:23,792
How are your sea legs?

456
00:32:37,042 --> 00:32:38,542
Thank you.

457
00:32:38,625 --> 00:32:39,708
What do you think?

458
00:32:41,500 --> 00:32:42,667
Big.

459
00:32:42,750 --> 00:32:45,208
[chuckles] Of the view.

460
00:32:46,708 --> 00:32:47,917
[Anthony] Mmm.

461
00:32:50,083 --> 00:32:51,500
You see that over there?

462
00:32:52,917 --> 00:32:54,125
It's Corsica.

463
00:32:57,875 --> 00:32:59,000
You travel a lot.

464
00:32:59,083 --> 00:33:00,833
I don't, actually.

465
00:33:03,167 --> 00:33:05,083
We come here every summer,

466
00:33:05,167 --> 00:33:08,417
but I haven't been back overseas
since we married, not even to see family.

467
00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:10,333
Larry does all the travelling now.

468
00:33:12,667 --> 00:33:13,875
How'd you two meet?

469
00:33:13,958 --> 00:33:15,667
[chuckles]

470
00:33:15,750 --> 00:33:18,375
We were seated next to one another
at a company dinner in New York.

471
00:33:18,458 --> 00:33:21,167
Our fathers used to work together.
He asked me out and that was that.

472
00:33:21,750 --> 00:33:22,917
That simple?

473
00:33:23,792 --> 00:33:26,667
It was. A few months later,
he asked me to marry him, and I said yes.

474
00:33:27,125 --> 00:33:28,750
My parents were delighted.

475
00:33:28,833 --> 00:33:29,833
How so?

476
00:33:30,250 --> 00:33:32,417
Good family, good job.

477
00:33:32,500 --> 00:33:34,667
And those things,
they're important to you, are they?

478
00:33:36,042 --> 00:33:37,292
Aren't they to everyone?

479
00:33:37,375 --> 00:33:38,708
I guess so.

480
00:33:38,792 --> 00:33:40,792
I want you to tell me about your son.

481
00:33:41,542 --> 00:33:42,625
My son?

482
00:33:42,708 --> 00:33:44,375
Lives with my ex-wife,

483
00:33:44,458 --> 00:33:47,250
who does her best
to make sure I don't corrupt him.

484
00:33:47,333 --> 00:33:50,083
And why would she think
you would corrupt him?

485
00:33:50,875 --> 00:33:52,833
Because I was unfaithful.

486
00:33:58,250 --> 00:33:59,958
You must miss him?

487
00:34:00,667 --> 00:34:01,792
I do.

488
00:34:02,958 --> 00:34:06,083
Sometimes I wonder whether I'd have done
what I did if I'd known quite how much.

489
00:34:06,667 --> 00:34:07,958
Is that why you drink?

490
00:34:08,792 --> 00:34:12,583
-Don't try to fix me, Mrs Stirling.
-Who said I was trying to fix you?

491
00:34:12,667 --> 00:34:15,750
You have that charitable air about you.
It makes me feel nervous.

492
00:34:15,833 --> 00:34:17,000
[scoffs]

493
00:34:17,083 --> 00:34:18,750
I'm guessing I wouldn't be the first.

494
00:34:20,375 --> 00:34:21,792
You'd make a very good journalist.

495
00:34:22,500 --> 00:34:24,375
Did you love her? Your wife.

496
00:34:24,458 --> 00:34:25,917
I thought I did before,

497
00:34:26,000 --> 00:34:28,750
but we were young
and I'm not sure I knew what love was.

498
00:34:28,833 --> 00:34:29,917
Have you ever loved anyone?

499
00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:32,292
My son. Have you ever loved anyone?

500
00:34:33,333 --> 00:34:34,333
I'm married.

501
00:34:35,083 --> 00:34:36,292
You are.

502
00:34:41,125 --> 00:34:42,333
[clears throat]

503
00:34:43,500 --> 00:34:46,500
For the record,
Larry and I are perfectly content.

504
00:34:48,458 --> 00:34:50,375
I'm glad to hear it.

505
00:34:53,917 --> 00:34:57,125
-[people chattering]
-[phones ringing]

506
00:35:10,458 --> 00:35:11,917
[phone rings]

507
00:35:13,625 --> 00:35:17,208
[ringing continues]

508
00:35:19,708 --> 00:35:20,875
Features.

509
00:35:20,958 --> 00:35:24,833
[man] Yeah, hi. I was wondering if I could
speak to Ellie Haworth, please?

510
00:35:24,917 --> 00:35:26,375
Speaking.

511
00:35:26,458 --> 00:35:29,333
Hi. Yeah, it's Rory from Archive.

512
00:35:29,417 --> 00:35:33,458
I think I might have maybe found something
you might wanna come and take a look at.

513
00:35:36,667 --> 00:35:38,000
Hi, hi.

514
00:35:38,083 --> 00:35:39,875
-Oh. Is that gum?
-Mm-hmm.

515
00:35:39,958 --> 00:35:43,042
Yeah, we don't allow gum
in the reading rooms.

516
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:47,000
Swallowed it.

517
00:35:47,083 --> 00:35:48,875
Great. Okay.

518
00:35:48,958 --> 00:35:51,750
Um, I've found another letter.

519
00:35:59,458 --> 00:36:01,625
[Ellie's voice]
“It's 4:00 a.m. and I can't sleep.

520
00:36:01,708 --> 00:36:05,583
It's like the road to madness,
but I lie here imagining him next to you.

521
00:36:05,667 --> 00:36:08,083
His licence to touch you, to hold you,

522
00:36:08,167 --> 00:36:11,292
and I would do anything
to make that freedom mine.

523
00:36:11,375 --> 00:36:15,125
For as long as I can't have you,
I'll conjure you here instead.

524
00:36:15,208 --> 00:36:16,875
Your scent, your hair,

525
00:36:16,958 --> 00:36:20,458
that slow sideways smile
when something I say amuses you.

526
00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:24,417
Darling ♪, I've never wished harder
for the dawn.

527
00:36:24,500 --> 00:36:25,833
Your Boot.”

528
00:36:25,917 --> 00:36:27,792
It's definitely...

529
00:36:28,833 --> 00:36:30,250
definitely the same--

530
00:36:30,333 --> 00:36:33,667
Yeah, it's the same kind of envelope,
same handwriting.

531
00:36:33,750 --> 00:36:35,667
Now I'm going to have to know how it ends.

532
00:36:35,750 --> 00:36:39,292
Which means not only is the rest of my day
fucked, but guess what, so is yours.

533
00:36:39,375 --> 00:36:40,458
How fucked are we talking?

534
00:36:40,542 --> 00:36:43,917
Well, I have to know
if there are more of these.

535
00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:47,167
Uh, yes, um, the only problem
with that is, at this stage,

536
00:36:47,250 --> 00:36:48,958
if you're gonna find out
if there are more,

537
00:36:49,042 --> 00:36:51,417
it's probably gonna require
going down to the actual archive.

538
00:36:51,500 --> 00:36:52,958
Great. Oh, my God. Let's do it.

539
00:36:53,042 --> 00:36:55,042
But in order to do that,
we need special permission.

540
00:36:55,125 --> 00:36:57,667
Um... how do we do that?

541
00:36:58,833 --> 00:37:00,375
Well, there's a form.

542
00:37:00,458 --> 00:37:03,500
And then after that there's probably...
another form, actually.

543
00:37:03,583 --> 00:37:04,833
Sounds easy enough.

544
00:37:04,917 --> 00:37:07,583
Let me-- Let me see what I can do.

545
00:37:07,667 --> 00:37:09,250
Thank you.

546
00:37:13,083 --> 00:37:14,917
-Cool.
-Cool.

547
00:37:19,750 --> 00:37:22,000
[woman] It's completely impossible
to match the pattern

548
00:37:22,083 --> 00:37:24,167
that I've got going with the curtains.

549
00:37:24,250 --> 00:37:27,125
[woman] ♪ There's a little bird ♪

550
00:37:27,208 --> 00:37:30,125
♪ That somebody sends ♪

551
00:37:30,208 --> 00:37:32,042
[woman continues chattering]

552
00:37:32,125 --> 00:37:35,083
♪ Down to the earth ♪

553
00:37:35,167 --> 00:37:38,917
♪ To live on the wind ♪

554
00:37:40,250 --> 00:37:43,083
♪ Born on the wind ♪

555
00:37:43,167 --> 00:37:48,625
♪ And he sleeps on the wind I

556
00:37:48,708 --> 00:37:51,083
♪ This little bird I

557
00:37:51,167 --> 00:37:55,167
♪ That somebody sends ♪

558
00:37:56,333 --> 00:37:59,333
♪ He's light and fragile ♪

559
00:37:59,417 --> 00:38:02,833
♪ And feathered sky blue ♪

560
00:38:04,458 --> 00:38:07,750
♪ So thin and graceful

561
00:38:07,833 --> 00:38:11,125
♪ The sun shines through... I

562
00:38:11,208 --> 00:38:14,042
[Jennifer's voice] "Dear Mr O'Hare,
or shall I call you 'Boot'?

563
00:38:14,125 --> 00:38:16,708
Larry called away overseas last minute.

564
00:38:16,792 --> 00:38:19,708
It would appear we are both marooned here
until he returns

565
00:38:19,792 --> 00:38:21,792
and you without the proper beach attire.

566
00:38:21,875 --> 00:38:23,333
How embarrassing.

567
00:38:23,417 --> 00:38:26,333
Care to pass the time together
this afternoon?

568
00:38:26,417 --> 00:38:30,000
I know a darling little shop where you
could find your next seaside tome.

569
00:38:30,083 --> 00:38:32,583
Yours, ♪."

570
00:38:32,667 --> 00:38:35,750
♪ To live on the wind ♪

571
00:38:36,750 --> 00:38:39,292
♪ Born on the wind... ♪

572
00:38:39,375 --> 00:38:41,625
[Anthony's voice]
"Dear Mrs Stirling, or may I call you 'J'?

573
00:38:41,708 --> 00:38:44,250
Thank you for the offer
and, frankly, for the rescue.

574
00:38:44,333 --> 00:38:47,500
I am indebted to you for persuading me
out of my room yesterday.

575
00:38:47,583 --> 00:38:49,792
And I would love to return the favour.

576
00:38:49,875 --> 00:38:53,125
I know nowhere, of course,
but if you can suggest a place,

577
00:38:53,208 --> 00:38:56,125
I can keep you laughing
with my terrible schoolboy French."”

578
00:38:56,208 --> 00:38:57,875
[Jennifer's voice] “Dear Boot.

579
00:38:57,958 --> 00:39:01,125
I'm delighted I managed to
propel you, blinking, into the sunlight.

580
00:39:01,208 --> 00:39:03,875
I would be happy
to take you up on your invitation.

581
00:39:03,958 --> 00:39:05,917
Perhaps we can spend a few hours in town

582
00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:09,583
commiserating over our mutual inadequacies
with the local language.

583
00:39:09,667 --> 00:39:12,667
-Are you free on Thursday?”
-[Anthony's voice] "I am free Thursday.

584
00:39:12,750 --> 00:39:15,958
But I am also free tomorrow
and the day after,

585
00:39:16,042 --> 00:39:17,583
and the day after that as well.

586
00:39:17,667 --> 00:39:19,625
By the time Mr Stirling returns,

587
00:39:19,708 --> 00:39:22,083
we could very well have covered
the entire coastline.

588
00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:25,833
Let me know what time suits you. Boot."

589
00:39:27,458 --> 00:39:30,042
♪ Out of reach &

590
00:39:30,125 --> 00:39:34,625
♪ Of the human eye ♪

591
00:39:35,208 --> 00:39:37,792
♪ And the only time ♪

592
00:39:37,875 --> 00:39:43,125
♪ That he touches the ground ♪

593
00:39:43,208 --> 00:39:45,750
♪ Is when that little bird ♪

594
00:39:45,833 --> 00:39:47,417
[back-up singers] ♪ That little bird ♪

595
00:39:47,500 --> 00:39:49,500
[woman] ♪ Is when that little bird ♪

596
00:39:49,583 --> 00:39:51,417
[back-up singers] ♪ That little bird ♪

597
00:39:51,500 --> 00:39:54,917
[woman] ♪ Is when that little bird ♪

598
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:58,750
♪ Dies ♪

599
00:40:00,417 --> 00:40:01,792
[song ends]

600
00:40:01,875 --> 00:40:05,375
-[thunder rumbling]
-[Jennifer squeals, laughs]

601
00:40:07,542 --> 00:40:09,750
[gasps, panting]

602
00:40:11,250 --> 00:40:13,083
[both laugh]

603
00:40:15,083 --> 00:40:16,875
-Thank you.
-You're welcome.

604
00:40:18,875 --> 00:40:21,417
[engine cranking]

605
00:40:28,875 --> 00:40:31,042
[cranking continues]

606
00:40:31,125 --> 00:40:32,292
Any ideas?

607
00:40:36,833 --> 00:40:38,042
How about a picnic?

608
00:40:38,917 --> 00:40:41,917
It's a children's game that I used to play
with my son. Do you know it?

609
00:40:43,333 --> 00:40:44,750
You need to close your eyes.

610
00:40:45,417 --> 00:40:46,667
Come on. Close them.

611
00:40:50,958 --> 00:40:52,292
Pick a favourite spot.

612
00:40:53,667 --> 00:40:54,667
Real or imagined?

613
00:40:54,750 --> 00:40:55,875
Either.

614
00:40:55,958 --> 00:40:58,208
Imagine that we have
everything that we need,

615
00:40:58,292 --> 00:40:59,708
perfect blanket, plenty of cheese.

616
00:40:59,792 --> 00:41:02,833
-Bread?
-Bread, and there's a river nearby.

617
00:41:02,917 --> 00:41:03,917
Ooh, a river.

618
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:05,417
And my son, he loves to fish.

619
00:41:05,500 --> 00:41:09,583
So I hope you don't mind
if we try our hand at a little fishing.

620
00:41:09,667 --> 00:41:12,500
I'm afraid I know next to nothing
about fishing.

621
00:41:12,583 --> 00:41:14,250
Which is why I'm going to teach you.

622
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:17,417
[chuckles] Well, how am I doing, Mr Boot?

623
00:41:18,083 --> 00:41:20,958
You're a natural, as it goes.

624
00:41:21,042 --> 00:41:23,042
Of course, I am.

625
00:41:23,667 --> 00:41:25,875
And you catch a trout.

626
00:41:25,958 --> 00:41:28,542
-Shark.
-Shark. Excellent work.

627
00:41:30,833 --> 00:41:31,958
And afterwards...

628
00:41:34,792 --> 00:41:36,083
out of the leftover teeth,

629
00:41:36,750 --> 00:41:38,083
I fashion you a necklace.

630
00:41:40,167 --> 00:41:41,667
A souvenir.

631
00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:44,292
A talisman.

632
00:41:56,042 --> 00:41:57,583
Let's try again, shall we?

633
00:41:57,667 --> 00:41:59,792
[engine cranking]

634
00:41:59,875 --> 00:42:01,875
[engine starts, revs]

635
00:42:10,542 --> 00:42:12,958
Thank you for an immensely
agreeable afternoon.

636
00:42:21,167 --> 00:42:22,667
Until next time.

637
00:42:37,792 --> 00:42:39,500
[pop song playing on radio, faint]

638
00:42:39,583 --> 00:42:41,542
That's it. Bye.

639
00:42:41,625 --> 00:42:45,167
[phone vibrating]

640
00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:51,208
[song continues playing]

641
00:43:15,500 --> 00:43:16,792
[phone chimes]

642
00:43:20,958 --> 00:43:23,167
[Ellie's voice]
Mary Ellen piece proofed and attached.

643
00:43:23,250 --> 00:43:25,667
Oh, and another thing,
while I was researching,

644
00:43:25,750 --> 00:43:28,583
I came across some mysterious
old love letters amongst her things.

645
00:43:29,208 --> 00:43:32,625
Not sure how or why they ended up there,
but digging into it for my next feature,

646
00:43:32,708 --> 00:43:35,583
1965, illicit love affair.

647
00:43:35,667 --> 00:43:38,708
They're so rich in feeling.
I've never read anything quite like it.

648
00:43:38,792 --> 00:43:40,750
Have it to you by Friday.

649
00:43:40,833 --> 00:43:43,542
[bell tolling]

650
00:43:44,583 --> 00:43:46,417
-[clerk speaks French]
-Bonjour.

651
00:43:46,500 --> 00:43:49,542
[Jennifer speaks French]

652
00:43:49,625 --> 00:43:51,000
-[French]
-[French]

653
00:43:53,417 --> 00:43:55,667
[phone dialling]

654
00:43:57,375 --> 00:44:00,583
[clerk speaking French]

655
00:44:03,250 --> 00:44:06,333
-[French]
-[phone receiver hangs up]

656
00:44:08,750 --> 00:44:11,083
Mr. O'Hare isn't quite ready yet.

657
00:44:11,250 --> 00:44:14,792
He suggests either you are very welcome
to wait down here or head upstairs.

658
00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:16,083
Room 302.

659
00:44:16,167 --> 00:44:17,958
Mereci.

660
00:44:35,500 --> 00:44:39,208
[woman singing ballad on speakers, faint]

661
00:44:45,667 --> 00:44:48,583
[ballad continues, louder]

662
00:44:48,667 --> 00:44:50,375
-[chuckles]
-What a lovely surprise.

663
00:44:50,458 --> 00:44:53,833
Sorry, I'm a little early.
Would you rather I waited downstairs?

664
00:44:53,917 --> 00:44:55,875
No, don't be silly.

665
00:44:55,958 --> 00:44:57,250
Come in.

666
00:44:58,625 --> 00:44:59,875
I won't be long.

667
00:45:01,333 --> 00:45:03,667
I was just about to have a shave.

668
00:45:03,750 --> 00:45:05,458
-Oh.
-Do I have time?

669
00:45:05,542 --> 00:45:07,125
Of course. Go ahead.

670
00:45:07,208 --> 00:45:09,208
[woman] ♪ Take me for granted ♪

671
00:45:10,750 --> 00:45:15,708
♪ Leaving love unsure ♪

672
00:45:17,542 --> 00:45:19,792
♪ Makes willpower weak ♪

673
00:45:19,875 --> 00:45:21,375
Everything all right?

674
00:45:21,458 --> 00:45:23,250
Yes. Yes, fine.

675
00:45:23,333 --> 00:45:25,875
♪ And temptation strong ♪

676
00:45:30,875 --> 00:45:33,000
♪ A woman's only human ♪

677
00:45:36,250 --> 00:45:38,958
♪ You should understand ♪

678
00:45:40,958 --> 00:45:42,750
♪ She's not just a plaything... ♪

679
00:45:42,833 --> 00:45:44,375
I've received a wire.

680
00:45:45,708 --> 00:45:48,958
Larry's back this evening.

681
00:45:49,583 --> 00:45:51,500
He wants us to return
to London immediately.

682
00:45:51,583 --> 00:45:54,125
[ballad continues playing]

683
00:45:54,208 --> 00:45:55,292
I see.

684
00:46:00,208 --> 00:46:01,833
And what do you want?

685
00:46:01,917 --> 00:46:04,083
♪ You gotta be a do right ♪

686
00:46:04,167 --> 00:46:08,542
♪ Home nights man ♪

687
00:46:09,542 --> 00:46:10,875
[back-up singers] ♪ Man ♪

688
00:46:10,958 --> 00:46:13,333
[woman] & Yeah, yeah ♪

689
00:46:13,417 --> 00:46:16,750
♪ They say that it's a man's world ♪

690
00:46:18,542 --> 00:46:21,625
♪ But you can't prove that by me ♪

691
00:46:23,417 --> 00:46:26,625
♪ And as long as we're together, baby ♪

692
00:46:27,625 --> 00:46:31,083
♪ Show some respect for me

693
00:46:31,167 --> 00:46:32,917
I'm sorry.

694
00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:35,917
[ballad continues playing]

695
00:46:36,000 --> 00:46:37,417
Oh, God.

696
00:46:39,375 --> 00:46:40,625
Jennifer.

697
00:46:41,333 --> 00:46:42,583
Jennifer.

698
00:46:50,583 --> 00:46:52,208
And on Thursday, we have dinner...

699
00:46:52,292 --> 00:46:55,292
[voice fades,
continues speaking, inaudible]

700
00:47:22,417 --> 00:47:25,667
[Mrs Cordoza]
Mrs Stirling, this just came for you.

701
00:47:27,625 --> 00:47:28,875
Thank you.

702
00:47:30,750 --> 00:47:33,917
[Anthony's voice] "Dearest ♪.
Please know that I was not rejecting you.

703
00:47:34,000 --> 00:47:36,708
I have never wanted
to kiss someone so badly.

704
00:47:36,792 --> 00:47:38,958
But when you looked up at me,
something changed.

705
00:47:39,042 --> 00:47:42,417
And in that moment I feared
our desires would destroy us.

706
00:47:42,500 --> 00:47:44,333
You're an honest, remarkable creature

707
00:47:44,417 --> 00:47:46,417
and I did not want to be
the man responsible

708
00:47:46,500 --> 00:47:48,625
for making you someone less than you are.

709
00:47:48,708 --> 00:47:51,417
For that reason,
I have spent the last week hating myself

710
00:47:51,500 --> 00:47:54,375
for the one decent thing I have ever done.

711
00:47:54,458 --> 00:47:55,833
So, consider this,

712
00:47:55,917 --> 00:47:58,292
spontaneity is at the heart
of many wonderful things,

713
00:47:58,375 --> 00:48:01,167
but it is also at the root
of much discontent.

714
00:48:01,750 --> 00:48:03,750
And if we are to embark upon something,

715
00:48:03,833 --> 00:48:07,500
I ask only
that we make this decision as one.

716
00:48:07,583 --> 00:48:10,792
I write these words with you in mind
and my heart swells.

717
00:48:11,708 --> 00:48:14,125
So, whatever the outcome,

718
00:48:14,208 --> 00:48:15,917
let us arrive together.

719
00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:18,917
You'll find me at Postman's Park
on Friday at 6:00 p.m.

720
00:48:19,583 --> 00:48:21,292
I'll be there waiting.

721
00:48:21,375 --> 00:48:24,208
Yours respectfully, B."

722
00:48:24,292 --> 00:48:25,708
Boot.

723
00:48:52,750 --> 00:48:56,833
[pop song playing]

724
00:48:56,917 --> 00:49:00,125
[people chattering, laughing]

725
00:49:01,417 --> 00:49:05,000
[woman] ♪ Ou-Ou-Ou-Ou-Ou-Our love, yeah ♪

726
00:49:07,292 --> 00:49:11,208
♪ Is slowly goin' on the rocks now-ow-ow ♪

727
00:49:11,292 --> 00:49:13,750
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

728
00:49:13,833 --> 00:49:15,625
♪ Tell me ♪

729
00:49:15,708 --> 00:49:17,000
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

730
00:49:17,958 --> 00:49:20,542
[on speakers]
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? &

731
00:49:20,625 --> 00:49:22,750
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

732
00:49:22,833 --> 00:49:24,875
<i>3 Our love, yeah</i>

733
00:49:27,333 --> 00:49:30,875
♪ Is in double jeopardy... ♪

734
00:49:30,958 --> 00:49:32,417
Felipe.

735
00:49:33,167 --> 00:49:34,458
-How are you?
-Good.

736
00:49:34,542 --> 00:49:35,542
This is Jennifer.

737
00:49:35,625 --> 00:49:37,625
-Nice to meet you.
-My friend Felipe.

738
00:49:38,792 --> 00:49:40,250
How's it going? Good?

739
00:49:40,333 --> 00:49:42,917
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

740
00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:44,542
[song continues playing]

741
00:49:44,625 --> 00:49:45,750
Enjoy.

742
00:49:45,833 --> 00:49:47,417
-Thank you.
-Thank you.

743
00:49:47,500 --> 00:49:49,792
-Cheers.
-Cheers.

744
00:49:52,125 --> 00:49:55,125
♪ And if you keep on doin' ♪

745
00:49:55,208 --> 00:49:57,250
♪ Doin' what you're doin" ♪

746
00:49:57,333 --> 00:49:59,583
♪ You know our love will surely end ♪

747
00:49:59,667 --> 00:50:01,375
Same again.

748
00:50:01,458 --> 00:50:04,375
Come, Mr Boot. Dance with me.

749
00:50:04,458 --> 00:50:06,167
[Felipe] Have fun, my friend.

750
00:50:06,250 --> 00:50:09,333
♪ Is slowly goin' on the rocks now-ow-ow ♪

751
00:50:10,167 --> 00:50:12,042
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

752
00:50:12,625 --> 00:50:13,750
♪ Tell me ♪

753
00:50:14,417 --> 00:50:15,917
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

754
00:50:17,125 --> 00:50:19,333
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

755
00:50:19,417 --> 00:50:21,708
♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it? ♪

756
00:50:21,792 --> 00:50:23,500
♪ Oh, tell me ♪

757
00:50:24,292 --> 00:50:26,250
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

758
00:50:26,333 --> 00:50:28,083
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

759
00:50:28,167 --> 00:50:29,333
[crowd cheering, applauding]

760
00:50:29,417 --> 00:50:30,958
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

761
00:50:31,042 --> 00:50:33,042
-[both laugh]
-[song fades]

762
00:50:35,042 --> 00:50:37,250
[ballad playing on speakers]

763
00:50:41,167 --> 00:50:43,542
♪ Do you need me ♪

764
00:50:44,417 --> 00:50:47,083
♪ Like I need you? ♪

765
00:50:48,083 --> 00:50:52,083
♪ Look at me, I'm crying ♪

766
00:50:52,167 --> 00:50:54,583
♪ From holding you ♪

767
00:50:56,042 --> 00:50:58,417
♪ Make me forget &

768
00:50:59,542 --> 00:51:02,792
♪ The pain that you caused ♪

769
00:51:02,875 --> 00:51:06,083
♪ Understanding is a great thing ♪

770
00:51:06,958 --> 00:51:09,667
♪ If it comes from the heart

771
00:51:11,083 --> 00:51:14,250
♪ If time would stand still ♪

772
00:51:14,333 --> 00:51:16,917
♪ While I'm thinking of you ♪

773
00:51:18,458 --> 00:51:21,000
♪ I'd think of all the things ♪

774
00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:24,917
♪ That I wanted of you ♪

775
00:51:26,208 --> 00:51:28,458
♪ To make me forget ♪

776
00:51:29,917 --> 00:51:32,542
♪ The pain that you caused ♪

777
00:51:33,458 --> 00:51:36,333
♪ Understanding is a great thing ♪

778
00:51:37,292 --> 00:51:39,667
♪ If it comes from the heart

779
00:51:43,333 --> 00:51:45,083
♪ Pickin' up the pieces ♪

780
00:51:47,042 --> 00:51:49,125
♪ Of my broken heart &

781
00:51:49,208 --> 00:51:52,000
♪ It was real hard

782
00:51:54,583 --> 00:51:57,083
♪ A fragile thing like life ♪

783
00:51:58,125 --> 00:52:00,333
♪ It just don't last so long ♪

784
00:52:01,208 --> 00:52:03,667
[song continues, fades]

785
00:52:03,750 --> 00:52:08,292
[Ellie's voice] "Seize this thing
that is true and real and infinite.

786
00:52:09,292 --> 00:52:12,625
Yes, it's scary,
but I believe that living a lie is worse.

787
00:52:13,833 --> 00:52:16,583
We could be happy. So happy."

788
00:52:16,667 --> 00:52:18,042
[knocking]

789
00:52:19,750 --> 00:52:21,292
Hey.

790
00:52:21,375 --> 00:52:23,958
-You beat me to it.
-Yeah. I'm pretty excited.

791
00:52:24,042 --> 00:52:25,333
Yeah.

792
00:52:25,417 --> 00:52:28,083
Look, I can't make any promises though.

793
00:52:28,583 --> 00:52:30,500
Well, thanks for doing this.

794
00:52:30,583 --> 00:52:33,917
Before we go in, you're gonna have to
remove your shoes.

795
00:52:35,417 --> 00:52:36,417
Seriously?

796
00:52:37,000 --> 00:52:38,000
Kidding.

797
00:52:39,000 --> 00:52:40,375
You're a funny guy.

798
00:52:41,167 --> 00:52:43,833
So, this is everything
that's non-catalogued.

799
00:52:44,792 --> 00:52:46,250
Holy moly.

800
00:52:47,458 --> 00:52:48,625
And...

801
00:52:49,708 --> 00:52:56,208
this should be all the stuff
from 1964 to 1965.

802
00:52:56,292 --> 00:52:58,958
-[phone: ringtone ringing]
-Feel free to get that.

803
00:53:02,083 --> 00:53:03,833
-Not important.
-[ringtone stops]

804
00:53:05,750 --> 00:53:07,167
Oh. Um, [-I--

805
00:53:07,250 --> 00:53:09,375
-Could you give me a hand?
-Yeah, sure.

806
00:53:13,875 --> 00:53:14,875
[Ellie] There we go.

807
00:53:18,042 --> 00:53:19,792
Not this stuff.

808
00:53:19,875 --> 00:53:21,250
Yeah. No, not those.

809
00:53:21,833 --> 00:53:23,542
-[Ellie] Um...
-[Rory stammers]

810
00:53:25,292 --> 00:53:26,292
Help you down?

811
00:53:27,042 --> 00:53:28,042
Okay.

812
00:53:30,792 --> 00:53:31,958
So, um...

813
00:53:32,042 --> 00:53:34,500
-Right, shall we--
-Shall we get started?

814
00:53:34,583 --> 00:53:36,958
Yeah. Let's get started.

815
00:53:37,042 --> 00:53:38,625
[pop song playing]

816
00:53:38,708 --> 00:53:40,792
[woman] & Made up my mind ♪

817
00:53:40,875 --> 00:53:43,042
[back-up singers] ♪ Made up my mind ♪

818
00:53:43,125 --> 00:53:45,500
[woman] ♪ Not to quit trying... ♪

819
00:53:45,583 --> 00:53:47,417
[Anthony's voice] "My dearest ♪.

820
00:53:47,500 --> 00:53:50,125
There is no sound sweeter
than your knock on the door.

821
00:53:50,208 --> 00:53:52,625
It's like there's always a part of me
waiting for it.

822
00:53:52,708 --> 00:53:54,042
I struggle to focus at work

823
00:53:54,125 --> 00:53:57,792
because my thoughts veer
irrevocably back to you.

824
00:53:57,875 --> 00:54:00,292
What do global warfare and politics
matter to me now?

825
00:54:00,375 --> 00:54:02,208
[doorbell rings]

826
00:54:02,292 --> 00:54:05,208
If this carries on,
they'll put me on the gardening pages.”

827
00:54:05,292 --> 00:54:09,583
♪ Give you all the love I got ♪

828
00:54:09,667 --> 00:54:12,917
♪ Make you mine, baby ♪

829
00:54:13,000 --> 00:54:16,333
<i>♪ I'll spend all my time</i>

830
00:54:16,417 --> 00:54:18,667
[back-up singers] ♪ Spend all my time ♪

831
00:54:18,750 --> 00:54:21,750
♪ Just lovin' on to you ♪

832
00:54:21,833 --> 00:54:23,250
[Jennifer laughs]

833
00:54:23,333 --> 00:54:24,958
♪ I'll spend all my time... ♪

834
00:54:25,042 --> 00:54:26,542
Close your eyes.

835
00:54:26,625 --> 00:54:28,792
The shadow's at the foot of the bed,
Mr Boot.

836
00:54:28,875 --> 00:54:32,375
And what terrible thing would happen
if you stayed beyond five o'clock?

837
00:54:32,458 --> 00:54:34,375
I'll stay until it reaches my knees.

838
00:54:34,458 --> 00:54:35,458
Waist.

839
00:54:35,542 --> 00:54:36,708
Knees.

840
00:54:36,792 --> 00:54:37,833
Deal.

841
00:54:38,792 --> 00:54:40,542
Eyes.

842
00:54:40,625 --> 00:54:42,500
[Jennifer sighs]

843
00:54:42,583 --> 00:54:44,042
Close them.

844
00:54:45,000 --> 00:54:46,708
Close them.

845
00:54:46,792 --> 00:54:47,958
[chuckles]

846
00:54:48,042 --> 00:54:49,417
[song fades]

847
00:54:52,583 --> 00:54:53,833
A canvas tent...

848
00:54:54,833 --> 00:54:56,917
in the middle of the wilderness.

849
00:54:58,292 --> 00:55:00,708
[sighs] If you insist.

850
00:55:01,750 --> 00:55:05,083
We'll sleep on a bed of leaves

851
00:55:05,167 --> 00:55:07,167
and bathe in a nearby river.

852
00:55:08,750 --> 00:55:10,292
And when the sun goes down...

853
00:55:11,500 --> 00:55:13,333
we'll build a fire.

854
00:55:13,417 --> 00:55:14,875
Mmm.

855
00:55:14,958 --> 00:55:18,417
Thank goodness because I'm ravenous.

856
00:55:18,500 --> 00:55:19,875
What are we having?

857
00:55:19,958 --> 00:55:21,250
Wild fruit.

858
00:55:28,750 --> 00:55:29,917
Namely?

859
00:55:31,458 --> 00:55:34,583
Elderberries, blackberries.

860
00:55:38,417 --> 00:55:40,417
Maybe some dandelion.

861
00:55:53,375 --> 00:55:54,792
Perfect.

862
00:56:28,917 --> 00:56:30,750
Goodnight, dear Boot.

863
00:56:42,792 --> 00:56:45,583
What? What is it?

864
00:56:47,167 --> 00:56:48,542
I don't want you to go.

865
00:56:48,625 --> 00:56:50,292
[Jennifer laughs]

866
00:56:51,542 --> 00:56:53,292
What if we ran away together?

867
00:56:54,083 --> 00:56:55,167
To where?

868
00:56:56,458 --> 00:56:57,875
How about New York?

869
00:56:57,958 --> 00:57:00,625
Mmm. I love New York.

870
00:57:04,083 --> 00:57:05,708
I've been offered a posting.

871
00:57:07,542 --> 00:57:09,375
And I want you to come with me.

872
00:57:14,958 --> 00:57:16,292
[Jennifer sighs]

873
00:57:18,917 --> 00:57:20,583
Move to New York with me.

874
00:57:21,333 --> 00:57:23,708
-You know I can't.
-Yes, you can.

875
00:57:23,792 --> 00:57:25,792
Yes, you can. We can.

876
00:57:26,875 --> 00:57:32,000
You're just... asking me to run away?
To just give up my life?

877
00:57:32,083 --> 00:57:34,875
Well, in order to start a new one, yes.

878
00:57:34,958 --> 00:57:38,125
And when you grow tired of me,
bored of me, what then?

879
00:57:38,208 --> 00:57:39,208
That won't happen.

880
00:57:39,292 --> 00:57:41,167
It's happened before.
What makes this different?

881
00:57:41,250 --> 00:57:42,458
Everything.

882
00:57:43,708 --> 00:57:46,250
Everything about this is different.

883
00:57:47,917 --> 00:57:52,333
If you think that this is even close
to anything that I've ever felt before,

884
00:57:52,417 --> 00:57:53,458
ever known,

885
00:57:53,542 --> 00:57:55,542
then you couldn't be more wrong.

886
00:57:57,750 --> 00:58:00,292
Jennifer. I love you.

887
00:58:00,375 --> 00:58:02,792
I'm in love with you
and I want to share my life with you.

888
00:58:02,875 --> 00:58:04,083
You're in love with the idea of it all

889
00:58:04,167 --> 00:58:05,708
and you're being impulsive,
and I don't like it.

890
00:58:05,792 --> 00:58:07,917
I'm being instinctive!
The difference is quite profound.

891
00:58:08,333 --> 00:58:11,250
Do you have any idea
what you're asking of me?

892
00:58:11,333 --> 00:58:13,458
My family, my friends.
They would disown me.

893
00:58:13,542 --> 00:58:15,833
All the more reason to leave them behind.

894
00:58:16,583 --> 00:58:19,375
-[sighs] It's so easy for you.
-Easy?

895
00:58:19,458 --> 00:58:22,208
Watching you return home every night
to a man who--

896
00:58:22,292 --> 00:58:23,708
A man who what?

897
00:58:25,375 --> 00:58:26,958
Jennifer, I think it's entirely possible

898
00:58:27,042 --> 00:58:29,083
that you might be wasted
in the life that you're in.

899
00:58:49,458 --> 00:58:51,750
[Jennifer's voice] "Boot, it's true.

900
00:58:51,833 --> 00:58:54,000
I was brought up to do
what is expected of me

901
00:58:54,083 --> 00:58:56,500
rather than what might make me happy.

902
00:58:56,583 --> 00:58:57,833
I'm afraid to love you.

903
00:58:57,917 --> 00:58:59,958
I'm afraid that if I let myself go,

904
00:59:00,042 --> 00:59:02,500
I would love you so much
it would consume me.

905
00:59:02,583 --> 00:59:06,167
And I fear that once I cease to be
a novelty, you might tire of me.

906
00:59:07,083 --> 00:59:09,375
You have to understand
that if I were to leave with you,

907
00:59:09,458 --> 00:59:12,375
it's not just my family and my security
I would lose.

908
00:59:12,458 --> 00:59:14,042
It's my very peace of mind.

909
00:59:14,875 --> 00:59:17,708
And it's a risk I don't think
I'm strong enough to take.

910
00:59:17,792 --> 00:59:19,917
I hope you understand.

911
00:59:20,000 --> 00:59:21,875
Yours always, ♪."

912
00:59:24,208 --> 00:59:26,958
[Anthony's voice]
"My dearest and only love.

913
00:59:27,042 --> 00:59:28,167
I know you're frightened,

914
00:59:28,250 --> 00:59:31,583
but believe me when I say
I've known nothing like this before

915
00:59:31,667 --> 00:59:33,750
and can assure you
that I never will again.

916
00:59:34,792 --> 00:59:37,917
It's with that certainty
that I've decided to make a bold decision.

917
00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:40,208
I'm going to take the job in New York.

918
00:59:40,292 --> 00:59:44,292
I'll be on platform two, Marylebone,
Friday at 7:15 p.m.

919
00:59:44,375 --> 00:59:46,000
Come with me, darling.

920
00:59:46,083 --> 00:59:49,333
Spare him a life half-lived,
a marriage of convenience.

921
00:59:49,417 --> 00:59:51,625
More importantly, spare yourself.

922
00:59:51,708 --> 00:59:55,042
Seize this thing that is true
and real and infinite.

923
00:59:55,125 --> 00:59:59,125
Yes, it is scary,
but I believe living a lie is worse."

924
01:00:05,333 --> 01:00:07,042
A call from Mr Stirling's office.

925
01:00:07,125 --> 01:00:08,833
He says to go ahead without him.

926
01:00:12,792 --> 01:00:16,125
[Anthony's voice]
"We could be happy. So happy.

927
01:00:16,208 --> 01:00:19,292
Know that you hold my hopes,
my heart in your hands.

928
01:00:20,792 --> 01:00:22,125
Your Boot.”

929
01:00:23,292 --> 01:00:25,292
[clock ticking]

930
01:00:41,750 --> 01:00:43,750
[thunder rumbling]

931
01:00:46,000 --> 01:00:47,083
Taxi!

932
01:00:47,875 --> 01:00:50,375
[chattering]

933
01:00:50,458 --> 01:00:54,000
-[man shouts, indistinct]
-[whistle blows]

934
01:01:16,625 --> 01:01:18,625
Felipe, do you think
we'll make it in time?

935
01:01:18,708 --> 01:01:20,000
I think so.

936
01:01:20,708 --> 01:01:21,917
Just barely.

937
01:01:37,875 --> 01:01:39,500
[train whistle blowing]

938
01:01:39,583 --> 01:01:41,208
[conductor] Stand clear!

939
01:01:45,542 --> 01:01:47,292
Felipe, please hurry.

940
01:02:00,208 --> 01:02:02,375
All aboard!

941
01:02:15,250 --> 01:02:17,208
-[horn honks]
-[tyres screeching]

942
01:02:17,292 --> 01:02:19,417
[train whistle blows]

943
01:02:37,958 --> 01:02:40,542
[onlookers chattering, faint]

944
01:02:50,833 --> 01:02:52,750
[sirens wailing, faint]

945
01:02:52,833 --> 01:02:55,583
[Ellie] "Our famous
heavyweight corduroy trousers,

946
01:02:55,667 --> 01:02:58,750
rubber shirt-grip waistband,
elastic side straps,

947
01:02:58,833 --> 01:03:02,125
-three roomy pockets"--
-[phone: ringtone ringing]

948
01:03:04,042 --> 01:03:06,500
-Honestly cool if you wanna get that.
-No.

949
01:03:07,583 --> 01:03:11,458
Uh, "Available in brown, fawn,

950
01:03:11,542 --> 01:03:14,542
bottle green and grey.

951
01:03:14,625 --> 01:03:17,167
Authentic detailing and rugged tailoring."

952
01:03:17,250 --> 01:03:18,750
Very fine indeed.

953
01:03:19,667 --> 01:03:21,792
Ah. Mega Mash.

954
01:03:21,875 --> 01:03:24,750
"Smashingly smooth,
fluffy, and flavoursome"--

955
01:03:24,833 --> 01:03:26,042
Ellie.

956
01:03:28,125 --> 01:03:30,417
- I think I've found one.
-Oh, my God.

957
01:03:31,833 --> 01:03:33,083
Read it out.

958
01:03:35,208 --> 01:03:36,958
"Dearest ♪.

959
01:03:37,042 --> 01:03:39,208
I have spent my life
avoiding complication,

960
01:03:39,292 --> 01:03:41,542
especially the romantic kind.

961
01:03:41,625 --> 01:03:42,625
Having met you,

962
01:03:42,708 --> 01:03:46,083
I now realise that what I was doing
wasn't really living at all.

963
01:03:46,167 --> 01:03:48,167
I know it's hard for you
to hear that I love you,

964
01:03:48,250 --> 01:03:49,917
but I have to say the words.

965
01:03:50,000 --> 01:03:53,625
They are in my head from the moment I wake
until I fall asleep again,

966
01:03:53,708 --> 01:03:57,917
and if I can't say them,
I'll write them to you, again and again.

967
01:03:58,000 --> 01:04:01,542
I love you, dear Jenny. Your B."

968
01:04:01,625 --> 01:04:03,042
Shit.

969
01:04:03,875 --> 01:04:05,208
You know what we should do?

970
01:04:05,292 --> 01:04:07,875
We should just check out the PO box
the other letters were sent to

971
01:04:07,958 --> 01:04:09,792
-and see if it still exists.
-Yes.

972
01:04:09,875 --> 01:04:12,208
[phone: ringtone ringing]

973
01:04:13,500 --> 01:04:15,500
[chuckling] What are you doing?

974
01:04:16,208 --> 01:04:18,292
Rory's phone. Ellie speaking.

975
01:04:19,042 --> 01:04:22,250
Uh, we work together.
I'm afraid I made him stay late.

976
01:04:22,333 --> 01:04:24,958
[mouthing words]

977
01:04:27,208 --> 01:04:31,083
No. No, no, no, no, no. I-I'm-- I'm sorry.

978
01:04:31,500 --> 01:04:33,917
Okay. Okay, see you.

979
01:04:35,333 --> 01:04:37,000
Why didn't you tell me it's your birthday?

980
01:04:38,292 --> 01:04:39,667
I...

981
01:04:39,750 --> 01:04:41,750
I would rather be doing this.

982
01:04:44,125 --> 01:04:46,417
Right. Get your stuff together.

983
01:04:46,500 --> 01:04:48,708
[speakers: pop music playing]

984
01:04:48,792 --> 01:04:52,083
So, why would you invite your ex
to your birthday party?

985
01:04:54,417 --> 01:04:55,708
I didn't.

986
01:04:55,792 --> 01:04:57,917
I had no idea she was going to be here.

987
01:04:58,000 --> 01:04:59,333
Who invited her, then?

988
01:04:59,417 --> 01:05:03,125
She's my sister's friend, and I'm not
talking to any of them tonight.

989
01:05:03,208 --> 01:05:04,750
So, what happened with you guys, then?

990
01:05:04,833 --> 01:05:07,333
She was religious,

991
01:05:07,417 --> 01:05:10,375
but I guess when we met
she was only a bit religious.

992
01:05:10,458 --> 01:05:12,000
And as the relationship went on,

993
01:05:12,083 --> 01:05:14,625
she was like, "Actually, the fact
that you don't believe in God

994
01:05:14,708 --> 01:05:16,667
is emerging as somewhat
of a deal-breaker for me."

995
01:05:17,625 --> 01:05:21,167
But, in the end, she married this guy.

996
01:05:22,875 --> 01:05:25,500
You know, win some, you lose some.

997
01:05:27,167 --> 01:05:28,958
-What about you?
-[scoffs]

998
01:05:29,042 --> 01:05:31,167
You don't wanna know about me.

999
01:05:31,250 --> 01:05:32,875
You couldn't be more wrong.

1000
01:05:34,917 --> 01:05:36,917
Well, I was with someone for a while.

1001
01:05:37,000 --> 01:05:38,542
Define a while.

1002
01:05:38,625 --> 01:05:39,917
Eight years.

1003
01:05:40,000 --> 01:05:44,000
And he really wanted kids, but I didn't.

1004
01:05:44,083 --> 01:05:45,625
So...

1005
01:05:45,708 --> 01:05:47,250
So we broke up.

1006
01:05:48,208 --> 01:05:50,125
-I'm sorry.
-That isn't even the end.

1007
01:05:50,208 --> 01:05:52,583
Then we got back together,
then we broke up again,

1008
01:05:52,667 --> 01:05:55,708
then there was this whole awful
smorgasbord of haphazard shagging.

1009
01:05:55,792 --> 01:05:58,208
And then finally, he proposed.

1010
01:05:58,292 --> 01:06:02,375
We were on holiday with about a dozen
of our nearest and dearest.

1011
01:06:02,458 --> 01:06:03,750
Oh, gosh.

1012
01:06:05,333 --> 01:06:06,500
Yep.

1013
01:06:07,083 --> 01:06:10,708
I mean, it wasn't even
that I didn't love him. I just...

1014
01:06:10,792 --> 01:06:13,750
I just wasn't sure
that I loved him enough.

1015
01:06:13,833 --> 01:06:16,292
You know, maybe I do want kids.
I don't know.

1016
01:06:16,375 --> 01:06:20,667
But I pretty much knew for sure
I didn't want them with him.

1017
01:06:20,750 --> 01:06:25,042
Well, that sounds like
a really shit break-up. I'm sorry.

1018
01:06:25,125 --> 01:06:27,208
And that is why
people shouldn't talk about themselves

1019
01:06:27,292 --> 01:06:29,667
because it is depressing as shit.

1020
01:06:29,750 --> 01:06:31,417
Yeah, it's really depressing.

1021
01:06:31,500 --> 01:06:35,042
I think it might be time
for your birthday dance.

1022
01:06:35,125 --> 01:06:38,083
-My birthday dance?
-Yes, your birthday dance.

1023
01:06:38,167 --> 01:06:41,167
[upbeat pop song, drums,
playing on speakers]

1024
01:06:41,250 --> 01:06:43,125
[man] ♪ And I'm gon' tell
Each and every one of you ♪

1025
01:06:43,208 --> 01:06:45,125
♪ To give me some assistance now ♪

1026
01:06:45,208 --> 01:06:47,833
♪ Ain't love good, ain't love proud ♪

1027
01:06:47,917 --> 01:06:50,167
[with back-up singers]
♪ Ain't love good, ain't love proud ♪

1028
01:06:50,250 --> 01:06:51,583
[man] ♪ Let me hear the music ♪

1029
01:06:51,667 --> 01:06:53,125
[guitars join in, drums continue]

1030
01:06:53,208 --> 01:06:54,667
♪ Oh, all right ♪

1031
01:06:55,958 --> 01:06:57,333
♪ Well, all right ♪

1032
01:06:58,417 --> 01:07:00,833
[song continues playing]

1033
01:07:00,917 --> 01:07:04,000
♪ Don't you know
It's a big, bright world ♪

1034
01:07:04,083 --> 01:07:06,125
♪ When a, a guy meets a girl ♪

1035
01:07:06,208 --> 01:07:09,125
♪ Don't you know if the
The girl is real I

1036
01:07:09,208 --> 01:07:11,583
♪ The world has got to smell so sweet ♪

1037
01:07:11,667 --> 01:07:14,458
♪ Don't you know it's a, a good feelin' ♪

1038
01:07:14,542 --> 01:07:16,875
♪ That sets your heart a-reelin' ♪

1039
01:07:16,958 --> 01:07:19,750
♪ Everybody now clap your hands

1040
01:07:19,833 --> 01:07:22,042
♪ Children, stomp them feet ♪

1041
01:07:22,125 --> 01:07:24,833
-[song fades]
-Wow. Cool flat.

1042
01:07:24,917 --> 01:07:27,583
Yeah, this is, uh-- this is me.

1043
01:07:27,667 --> 01:07:29,000
[both laugh]

1044
01:07:29,083 --> 01:07:30,333
It's nice.

1045
01:07:30,417 --> 01:07:32,542
-Oh! Your cat!
-He's Diesel.

1046
01:07:32,625 --> 01:07:34,667
Hi, Diesel.

1047
01:07:34,750 --> 01:07:37,750
-[Diesel miaows]
-Um, refreshment?

1048
01:07:37,833 --> 01:07:41,333
Yeah. Uh, maybe actually water.

1049
01:07:41,417 --> 01:07:42,750
-Yeah.
-Thanks.

1050
01:07:45,875 --> 01:07:46,875
[Diesel miaows]

1051
01:07:50,542 --> 01:07:52,875
So many records.

1052
01:07:52,958 --> 01:07:54,167
It's kind of a hobby of mine.

1053
01:07:54,250 --> 01:07:57,625
-[switch clicks]
-[mid-tempo ballad playing on speakers]

1054
01:07:59,375 --> 01:08:00,625
Hello.

1055
01:08:00,708 --> 01:08:05,042
[woman] ♪ Hello, Mark, long time no see ♪

1056
01:08:05,125 --> 01:08:09,625
♪ I bet you don't remember me... ♪

1057
01:08:10,375 --> 01:08:12,000
So these...

1058
01:08:12,917 --> 01:08:14,667
these ladies,

1059
01:08:15,375 --> 01:08:16,917
they're all your sisters, right?

1060
01:08:17,000 --> 01:08:19,833
No. I'm a serial bigamist, actually.

1061
01:08:19,917 --> 01:08:21,583
Ah.

1062
01:08:21,667 --> 01:08:24,125
Yeah. Shucks. I thought so.

1063
01:08:25,333 --> 01:08:27,833
[ballad continues playing]

1064
01:08:29,625 --> 01:08:33,458
♪ By the way, have you seen him lately? ♪

1065
01:08:35,083 --> 01:08:36,542
♪ Could you tell me 7

1066
01:08:36,625 --> 01:08:43,542
♪ How is he? ♪

1067
01:08:50,083 --> 01:08:54,458
♪ I haven't seen him for so long ♪

1068
01:08:54,542 --> 01:08:59,417
♪ Don't think of him when I'm alone ♪

1069
01:08:59,500 --> 01:09:03,708
♪ Time flies so fast, you miss a lot ♪

1070
01:09:04,417 --> 01:09:07,167
♪ It was two years the other night &

1071
01:09:07,250 --> 01:09:10,167
♪ And I forgot ♪

1072
01:09:16,833 --> 01:09:18,083
[song ends]

1073
01:10:11,042 --> 01:10:13,417
[thunder rumbling]

1074
01:10:25,500 --> 01:10:27,750
[toddler babbling]

1075
01:10:27,833 --> 01:10:29,208
[phone vibrates]

1076
01:10:40,250 --> 01:10:41,667
Hi.

1077
01:10:41,750 --> 01:10:44,208
Um, I was wondering--

1078
01:10:44,292 --> 01:10:45,792
Sorry, you're gonna have to speak up.

1079
01:10:45,875 --> 01:10:50,042
Oh. Um, how do I find out who owns
one of these PO boxes?

1080
01:10:50,125 --> 01:10:52,125
You want to open a PO box?

1081
01:10:52,208 --> 01:10:55,500
No, no. I wanna find out
who owns one of them.

1082
01:10:55,583 --> 01:10:57,292
Are you the owner of the box?

1083
01:10:57,875 --> 01:10:59,000
No, I--

1084
01:10:59,083 --> 01:11:02,167
I want to find out who owns one of them,
so I can write to them.

1085
01:11:02,250 --> 01:11:04,458
I mean, I want to find out
if they still own it,

1086
01:11:04,542 --> 01:11:06,958
if you, uh-- if you see what I'm saying.

1087
01:11:07,042 --> 01:11:11,292
You've obviously not heard of
that little thing called data protection.

1088
01:11:12,542 --> 01:11:14,042
You know what?

1089
01:11:14,833 --> 01:11:17,958
Don't worry about it.
I will, uh-- I'll figure something out.

1090
01:11:33,083 --> 01:11:35,083
[Ellie's voice]
Dear ♪. This might sound strange,

1091
01:11:35,167 --> 01:11:37,250
but I found some letters
that may belong to you,

1092
01:11:37,333 --> 01:11:41,083
addressed to ♪.S., postmarked 1965.

1093
01:11:41,167 --> 01:11:43,417
-They appear to be of sentimental value.
-Thanks.

1094
01:11:43,500 --> 01:11:44,792
If you could bear to tell me,

1095
01:11:44,875 --> 01:11:47,708
I'd love to know the story
behind them and Mr Boot.

1096
01:11:47,792 --> 01:11:50,250
With all best wishes, Ellie Haworth.

1097
01:12:01,333 --> 01:12:03,667
[Jennifer's voice] "Dear Miss Haworth.
I do not wish to speak to you

1098
01:12:03,750 --> 01:12:06,875
regarding the events of the period
outlined to me in your letter,

1099
01:12:06,958 --> 01:12:10,792
and, as such, will be unable to assist you
any further with your investigation.

1100
01:12:10,875 --> 01:12:13,125
Sincerely, Jennifer Stirling."

1101
01:12:21,375 --> 01:12:22,583
Okay, I'll see you.

1102
01:12:23,542 --> 01:12:25,250
-Bye.
-Bye.

1103
01:12:45,708 --> 01:12:47,125
[intercom buzzes]

1104
01:12:52,083 --> 01:12:53,375
Hello?

1105
01:12:53,917 --> 01:12:55,958
Is that Mrs Stirling?

1106
01:12:56,042 --> 01:12:57,208
Speaking.

1107
01:12:57,292 --> 01:13:01,125
Hello. Hi. I'm, um-- I'm Ellie Haworth,
from The London Chronicle.

1108
01:13:01,208 --> 01:13:04,833
I wrote to you regarding a series
of letters that myself and my colleague--

1109
01:13:04,917 --> 01:13:08,667
Yes, and I have responded
via the enclosed address.

1110
01:13:09,292 --> 01:13:11,208
Yes, um--

1111
01:13:11,292 --> 01:13:12,542
I just w--

1112
01:13:12,625 --> 01:13:15,708
Look. If now isn't convenient,
I'm more than happy--

1113
01:13:15,792 --> 01:13:17,833
I'm sorry, but as I said in my letter,

1114
01:13:17,917 --> 01:13:21,542
what happened between myself and Mr O'Hare
is a private matter.

1115
01:13:24,750 --> 01:13:28,833
Yes, o-of course,
and I'm-- I'm v-very sorry for intruding.

1116
01:13:28,917 --> 01:13:32,333
Um, I just wanted at the very least
to return--

1117
01:13:32,417 --> 01:13:34,333
[intercom clicks]

1118
01:13:34,417 --> 01:13:35,417
Hello?

1119
01:13:37,000 --> 01:13:38,000
Hello?

1120
01:13:40,708 --> 01:13:42,042
Shit.

1121
01:14:16,500 --> 01:14:18,083
Mrs Stirling.

1122
01:14:18,167 --> 01:14:20,042
Lovely to see you again. We've missed you.

1123
01:14:23,542 --> 01:14:26,917
Yes, it's-- it's lovely to see you too.

1124
01:14:28,500 --> 01:14:31,500
I wouldn't suppose you have a spare key?
I seem to have left mine at home.

1125
01:14:32,208 --> 01:14:35,333
Certainly, ma'am, but PO Box 13's
no longer in service.

1126
01:14:36,167 --> 01:14:37,667
I'm sorry?

1127
01:14:37,750 --> 01:14:42,292
As per Mr Stirling's request,
it's been closed for the last month.

1128
01:14:43,792 --> 01:14:47,042
Well, reopen it. Now. Please.

1129
01:14:47,125 --> 01:14:48,500
Certainly, ma'am.

1130
01:14:49,583 --> 01:14:52,750
Mrs Cordoza, I need the keys
to my husband's study.

1131
01:14:52,833 --> 01:14:55,875
I'm afraid this is an instruction
and not a request.

1132
01:14:55,958 --> 01:14:57,125
Of course.

1133
01:14:59,333 --> 01:15:00,458
Thank you.

1134
01:15:37,542 --> 01:15:39,875
[Anthony's voice]
"My dearest and only love,

1135
01:15:39,958 --> 01:15:41,083
I know you're frightened,

1136
01:15:41,167 --> 01:15:44,542
but believe me when I say
I've known nothing like this before

1137
01:15:44,625 --> 01:15:46,542
and can assure you
that I never will again.

1138
01:15:46,625 --> 01:15:49,667
I'll be on platform two,
Marylebone, 7:15."

1139
01:15:49,750 --> 01:15:52,250
"Seize this thing that is true
and real and infinite.

1140
01:15:52,333 --> 01:15:54,125
More importantly, spare yourself."”

1141
01:15:54,208 --> 01:15:55,208
"..a lie is worse.”

1142
01:15:55,667 --> 01:15:58,208
“I will never be satisfied
with just a part of you.”

1143
01:15:58,292 --> 01:15:59,333
[Jennifer's voice]
“It's my very peace of mind."

1144
01:15:59,417 --> 01:16:00,917
[Anthony's voice] "Come with me, darling.

1145
01:16:01,000 --> 01:16:04,417
We could be happy. So happy."

1146
01:16:04,500 --> 01:16:07,167
[car approaches]

1147
01:16:07,250 --> 01:16:09,792
[car door opens, closes]

1148
01:16:09,875 --> 01:16:12,625
"Know that you hold my hopes,
my heart, in your hands."

1149
01:16:12,708 --> 01:16:15,167
-[Jennifer's voice] "Yours always, ♪."
-[Anthony's voice] "Your Boot.”

1150
01:16:29,458 --> 01:16:30,958
What are you doing with this?

1151
01:16:34,750 --> 01:16:36,917
Larry, why have you been
tampering with my mail?

1152
01:16:41,042 --> 01:16:42,292
They, um...

1153
01:16:43,125 --> 01:16:44,625
They found it on you...

1154
01:16:46,083 --> 01:16:47,333
the day of the accident.

1155
01:16:51,583 --> 01:16:53,625
I'm guessing you know who wrote it.

1156
01:16:54,458 --> 01:16:55,583
Yes.

1157
01:16:58,542 --> 01:17:01,375
Yes, his name is Anthony O'Hare.

1158
01:17:02,583 --> 01:17:03,583
Was.

1159
01:17:05,667 --> 01:17:06,917
Journalist.

1160
01:17:08,500 --> 01:17:09,917
I introduced you.

1161
01:17:11,875 --> 01:17:15,542
The two of you, it seems,
were engaged in some kind of...

1162
01:17:20,458 --> 01:17:22,292
Jenny, he was killed.

1163
01:17:28,208 --> 01:17:29,792
Wait...

1164
01:17:29,875 --> 01:17:32,333
-He was beside you in the car.
-No.

1165
01:17:33,917 --> 01:17:34,917
No.

1166
01:17:35,000 --> 01:17:37,042
The man beside me in the car
was named Felipe.

1167
01:17:37,125 --> 01:17:38,208
The driver was Felipe,

1168
01:17:38,292 --> 01:17:41,625
but the man in the passenger seat
was a Mr Anthony O'Hare.

1169
01:17:44,792 --> 01:17:48,667
And when you woke from your accident,
I made a decision.

1170
01:17:51,125 --> 01:17:52,583
I was trying to protect you.

1171
01:17:54,417 --> 01:17:56,375
-From what?
-The truth.

1172
01:17:57,375 --> 01:17:59,500
I didn't want you
to have to bear the guilt.

1173
01:18:07,875 --> 01:18:09,875
[typing]

1174
01:18:20,875 --> 01:18:22,667
Holy shit.

1175
01:18:24,625 --> 01:18:26,833
Anthony worked at The Chronicle.

1176
01:18:27,542 --> 01:18:29,083
Yes.

1177
01:18:29,958 --> 01:18:32,333
[typing]

1178
01:18:35,542 --> 01:18:37,292
[phone vibrates]

1179
01:19:05,708 --> 01:19:06,833
Okay.

1180
01:19:23,542 --> 01:19:25,250
[computer whooshing]

1181
01:19:27,042 --> 01:19:28,417
[exhales]

1182
01:19:58,833 --> 01:20:02,333
[phone: ringtone playing, muffled]

1183
01:20:10,250 --> 01:20:12,000
-Hello?
-Ellie Haworth?

1184
01:20:12,083 --> 01:20:14,417
-Mm-hmm.
-This is Anthony O'Hare.

1185
01:20:15,583 --> 01:20:18,042
Oh, um-- [clears throat] Hi.

1186
01:20:18,708 --> 01:20:21,333
<i>Um--
- Ibelieve you wish to speak with me.</i>

1187
01:20:21,417 --> 01:20:22,750
Yes.

1188
01:20:22,833 --> 01:20:24,875
Uh, hello, Mr O'Hare.

1189
01:20:24,958 --> 01:20:27,958
So, how did you stumble on my story?

1190
01:20:28,750 --> 01:20:30,958
Well, initially, I was just--

1191
01:20:31,042 --> 01:20:33,625
I was just following an instinct.

1192
01:20:34,333 --> 01:20:36,833
Then I thought
there might be a feature in it.

1193
01:20:36,917 --> 01:20:38,000
[chuckles]

1194
01:20:38,083 --> 01:20:39,458
And then...

1195
01:20:40,500 --> 01:20:44,708
the more I read,
the more I started to feel...

1196
01:20:46,250 --> 01:20:48,042
I just...

1197
01:20:48,125 --> 01:20:50,167
I found them incredibly moving.

1198
01:20:52,792 --> 01:20:53,958
So...

1199
01:20:54,042 --> 01:20:55,833
did she meet you?

1200
01:20:57,125 --> 01:20:58,708
D-Did you go...

1201
01:21:00,708 --> 01:21:02,583
to New York together?

1202
01:21:02,667 --> 01:21:04,292
No.

1203
01:21:04,375 --> 01:21:08,000
Mrs Stirling did not accompany me
to New York.

1204
01:21:10,000 --> 01:21:11,833
And was that the last-- I mean...

1205
01:21:13,542 --> 01:21:14,583
Did you...

1206
01:21:16,917 --> 01:21:19,167
Did you ever see each other again?

1207
01:21:24,958 --> 01:21:28,250
[choir singing "Carol of the Bells"]

1208
01:21:28,333 --> 01:21:30,542
♪ Christmas is here, bringing good cheer ♪

1209
01:21:30,625 --> 01:21:32,875
♪ To young and old, meek and the bold ♪

1210
01:21:32,958 --> 01:21:35,292
♪ Ding-dong, ding-dong
That is their song ♪

1211
01:21:35,375 --> 01:21:37,625
♪ With joyful ring, all caroling ♪

1212
01:21:37,708 --> 01:21:40,000
♪ One seems to hear words of good cheer ♪

1213
01:21:40,083 --> 01:21:42,375
♪ From everywhere, filling the air &

1214
01:21:42,458 --> 01:21:44,792
♪ Oh, how they pound, raising the sound ♪

1215
01:21:44,875 --> 01:21:47,167
♪ O'er hill and dale, telling their tale ♪

1216
01:21:47,250 --> 01:21:49,542
♪ Merrily they ring while people sing ♪

1217
01:21:49,625 --> 01:21:51,833
♪ Songs of good cheer, Christmas is here

1218
01:21:51,917 --> 01:21:54,250
♪ Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas ♪

1219
01:21:54,333 --> 01:21:56,667
♪ Merry, merry, merry
Merry Christmas ♪

1220
01:21:56,750 --> 01:21:58,917
♪ On, on they send, on without end ♪

1221
01:21:59,000 --> 01:22:01,333
♪ Their joyful tone to every home ♪

1222
01:22:01,417 --> 01:22:03,750
♪ Hark, how the bells
Sweet silver bells... ♪

1223
01:22:03,833 --> 01:22:05,083
Jennifer.

1224
01:22:06,708 --> 01:22:08,000
Jennifer.

1225
01:22:09,667 --> 01:22:11,458
[choir continues singing carol]

1226
01:22:13,458 --> 01:22:16,500
Am I really that much of a fright
after all these years?

1227
01:22:16,583 --> 01:22:18,167
♪ Words of good cheer ♪

1228
01:22:18,250 --> 01:22:20,125
♪ From everywhere, filling the air &

1229
01:22:20,208 --> 01:22:22,458
♪ Oh, how they pound, raising the sound ♪

1230
01:22:22,542 --> 01:22:24,458
-Can we go somewhere?
-Course.

1231
01:22:25,167 --> 01:22:27,458
♪ Merrily they ring while people sing ♪

1232
01:22:27,542 --> 01:22:29,708
♪ Songs of good cheer, Christmas is here

1233
01:22:29,792 --> 01:22:32,125
♪ Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas ♪

1234
01:22:32,208 --> 01:22:34,542
♪ Merry, merry, merry
Merry Christmas ♪

1235
01:22:34,625 --> 01:22:38,333
[carol continues, fades]

1236
01:22:38,417 --> 01:22:40,583
What must you have thought of me?

1237
01:22:41,792 --> 01:22:44,167
Well, I assumed you to be a loyal wife.

1238
01:22:46,375 --> 01:22:48,292
And I returned to my work.

1239
01:22:49,708 --> 01:22:50,708
New York?

1240
01:22:53,958 --> 01:22:55,958
It's been my home for the past...

1241
01:22:57,167 --> 01:22:59,083
four years.

1242
01:23:06,208 --> 01:23:07,958
I was on my way...

1243
01:23:10,333 --> 01:23:11,667
to meet you.

1244
01:23:19,292 --> 01:23:20,833
There was a crash.

1245
01:23:23,375 --> 01:23:25,750
I was left unconscious.

1246
01:23:28,125 --> 01:23:32,792
I couldn't remember anything...
until I saw you tonight.

1247
01:23:32,875 --> 01:23:37,333
I had found your letters,
but I was told you...

1248
01:23:43,083 --> 01:23:45,958
I was misled
and I thought that I'd lost you.

1249
01:23:47,000 --> 01:23:48,250
Misplaced...

1250
01:23:49,583 --> 01:23:50,833
perhaps.

1251
01:23:52,542 --> 01:23:54,500
But certainly not lost.

1252
01:23:57,292 --> 01:23:58,333
Boot?

1253
01:23:59,458 --> 01:24:01,208
Yes, dear Jennifer?

1254
01:24:01,292 --> 01:24:03,292
Would you kiss me, please?

1255
01:24:25,542 --> 01:24:27,292
Come back with me.

1256
01:24:29,917 --> 01:24:31,917
I can't lose you again.

1257
01:24:32,000 --> 01:24:34,000
Too many things have changed.

1258
01:24:37,667 --> 01:24:39,667
I'm still in love with you.

1259
01:24:41,667 --> 01:24:43,292
Can you please help me?

1260
01:24:59,042 --> 01:25:00,667
I have a daughter.

1261
01:25:08,125 --> 01:25:10,042
What's her name?

1262
01:25:10,125 --> 01:25:12,250
Esme.

1263
01:25:12,333 --> 01:25:13,833
She's two.

1264
01:25:19,708 --> 01:25:20,917
Bring her.

1265
01:25:21,958 --> 01:25:23,083
Mmm?

1266
01:25:30,750 --> 01:25:32,000
I can't.

1267
01:25:34,125 --> 01:25:35,792
Forgive me.

1268
01:25:43,042 --> 01:25:44,708
I'll wait.

1269
01:25:47,250 --> 01:25:49,625
Tell me to wait for you and I will.

1270
01:25:52,292 --> 01:25:53,917
I love you.

1271
01:25:57,583 --> 01:25:59,250
I always have.

1272
01:26:05,542 --> 01:26:07,375
I'm so sorry.

1273
01:26:19,167 --> 01:26:22,000
So, that was the last
you saw of each other?

1274
01:26:24,500 --> 01:26:25,708
No more letters?

1275
01:26:27,667 --> 01:26:29,292
No more letters.

1276
01:26:34,750 --> 01:26:36,542
Do you have them with you?

1277
01:26:36,625 --> 01:26:38,042
Yes.

1278
01:26:38,125 --> 01:26:39,667
-Th-The letters, yes.
-Yes.

1279
01:26:40,792 --> 01:26:42,125
Here.

1280
01:26:48,250 --> 01:26:50,917
What if I could
put the two of you in touch?

1281
01:26:53,333 --> 01:26:54,500
No.

1282
01:26:54,583 --> 01:26:59,375
I chose to respect Jennifer's decision
all those years ago.

1283
01:27:00,208 --> 01:27:03,208
It seems only right to me
I continue to do so.

1284
01:27:06,875 --> 01:27:09,125
I wonder if this ought to be
returned to Mrs Stirling.

1285
01:27:09,208 --> 01:27:11,167
Well, I already tried.

1286
01:27:11,917 --> 01:27:14,167
Well, you're a journalist.

1287
01:27:17,208 --> 01:27:18,708
Try again.

1288
01:27:18,792 --> 01:27:20,458
[intercom buzzes]

1289
01:27:23,500 --> 01:27:27,417
[intercom buzzes]

1290
01:27:27,500 --> 01:27:28,917
[woman] Can I help you?

1291
01:27:33,417 --> 01:27:34,875
Mrs Stirling?

1292
01:27:34,958 --> 01:27:35,958
Yes?

1293
01:27:37,292 --> 01:27:39,167
Well, I'm, um--

1294
01:27:39,250 --> 01:27:42,042
I'm Ellie-- Ellie Haworth from the, uh...

1295
01:27:43,000 --> 01:27:45,583
Um, look, I'm--

1296
01:27:45,667 --> 01:27:47,708
[-I'm-- I'm just-- I'm not trying to--

1297
01:27:47,792 --> 01:27:49,042
I just--

1298
01:27:50,042 --> 01:27:53,333
I met with Mr O'Hare, with Anthony,

1299
01:27:53,417 --> 01:27:57,042
and, um, he wanted me to give you these.

1300
01:27:58,833 --> 01:28:02,000
He wants you to have them
and it is his express wish.

1301
01:28:06,083 --> 01:28:08,292
[Jennifer] What did you two discuss?

1302
01:28:08,375 --> 01:28:12,500
Well, uh, you... mostly.

1303
01:28:14,958 --> 01:28:16,917
H-He told me what happened.

1304
01:28:18,833 --> 01:28:20,375
In the end, you...

1305
01:28:21,292 --> 01:28:23,167
you chose your family.

1306
01:28:35,583 --> 01:28:37,375
[sighs, sniffles]

1307
01:28:41,625 --> 01:28:42,792
[exhales]

1308
01:28:58,958 --> 01:29:01,958
[woman singing on phonograph, faint]

1309
01:29:06,792 --> 01:29:09,083
[woman] ♪ Johnny boy, my friend ♪

1310
01:29:09,167 --> 01:29:11,542
♪ Stop them again ♪

1311
01:29:11,625 --> 01:29:15,833
♪ For a lonely girl in the world ♪

1312
01:29:15,917 --> 01:29:18,500
♪ Of the stone buildings ♪

1313
01:29:18,583 --> 01:29:20,583
♪ That would turn brown ♪

1314
01:29:20,667 --> 01:29:23,000
♪ If they were born ♪

1315
01:29:23,083 --> 01:29:26,417
[louder] & In the town
Where the trees are grown ♪

1316
01:29:26,500 --> 01:29:28,125
♪ Johnny boy ♪

1317
01:29:28,208 --> 01:29:34,833
♪ I'm alone ♪

1318
01:29:34,917 --> 01:29:40,292
♪ Please take me home ♪

1319
01:29:40,375 --> 01:29:42,500
[song continues playing]

1320
01:29:42,583 --> 01:29:44,042
What's all this, then?

1321
01:29:44,125 --> 01:29:45,625
♪ Johnny boy, my friend ♪

1322
01:29:45,708 --> 01:29:48,208
♪ Please hold my hand ♪

1323
01:29:48,292 --> 01:29:50,167
♪ In the middle of ♪

1324
01:29:50,250 --> 01:29:52,083
[phonograph clicks off]

1325
01:29:56,792 --> 01:29:58,417
You lied to me.

1326
01:30:00,458 --> 01:30:02,458
You told me he was dead.

1327
01:30:08,167 --> 01:30:09,208
Why?

1328
01:30:14,417 --> 01:30:16,250
For the sake of our marriage.

1329
01:30:17,625 --> 01:30:20,542
By allowing me to believe
that I'd killed him?

1330
01:30:31,333 --> 01:30:36,750
I know that I betrayed you, Lawrence.

1331
01:30:38,667 --> 01:30:40,333
I live with it every day.

1332
01:30:41,750 --> 01:30:46,333
And I have spent
the last four years of my life...

1333
01:30:48,583 --> 01:30:50,667
trying to be a better wife for you.

1334
01:30:52,875 --> 01:30:56,083
But I remember, Larry.
I remember everything.

1335
01:30:56,167 --> 01:30:57,792
And the truth is,

1336
01:30:57,875 --> 01:31:00,500
you and I were broken
long before Anthony came into my life.

1337
01:31:00,583 --> 01:31:02,167
-Jennifer.
-Don't touch me.

1338
01:31:02,250 --> 01:31:05,000
-Jenny, listen--
-No! You listen to me now.

1339
01:31:07,667 --> 01:31:12,167
The only reason I am still here
is because of our daughter.

1340
01:31:13,250 --> 01:31:17,125
From this day forward,
I am your wife in name only.

1341
01:31:17,208 --> 01:31:21,000
And if you so much as attempt
to treat me otherwise,

1342
01:31:21,083 --> 01:31:24,000
I will take our daughter and I will leave.

1343
01:31:26,792 --> 01:31:29,792
Now if you think the courts
will side with an adulteress,

1344
01:31:29,875 --> 01:31:31,417
then you're delusional.

1345
01:31:32,792 --> 01:31:35,667
And if you try to leave,
if you try to take my child,

1346
01:31:35,750 --> 01:31:38,625
I will destroy you
and you'll never see her again.

1347
01:31:38,708 --> 01:31:40,208
Do you understand?

1348
01:31:53,250 --> 01:31:55,583
[whispering] Hi, darling.

1349
01:31:55,667 --> 01:31:57,542
Hi, baby.

1350
01:31:57,625 --> 01:32:00,500
We're gonna go on an adventure, okay?

1351
01:32:07,542 --> 01:32:08,542
Hello.

1352
01:32:08,625 --> 01:32:12,083
I'm looking for Mr Anthony O'Hare.
He's in room 216.

1353
01:32:12,167 --> 01:32:15,500
Mr O'Hare is no longer
staying with us here.

1354
01:32:20,375 --> 01:32:21,625
When did he leave?

1355
01:32:21,708 --> 01:32:23,250
Yesterday.

1356
01:32:26,292 --> 01:32:27,625
Thank you.

1357
01:32:28,958 --> 01:32:31,292
[woman] Ma'am. Just stop for a second.

1358
01:32:31,375 --> 01:32:32,708
Anthony?

1359
01:32:32,792 --> 01:32:33,917
Excuse me, ma'am!

1360
01:32:35,042 --> 01:32:38,417
-What's going on in here?
-[woman] I've been trying to explain.

1361
01:32:39,208 --> 01:32:41,583
-[man] Mary Ellen.
-[Jennifer] Anthony?

1362
01:32:42,417 --> 01:32:44,083
I'm looking for Anthony O'Hare.

1363
01:32:44,167 --> 01:32:46,375
I need to know where he is. Please--

1364
01:32:46,458 --> 01:32:49,333
I'm sorry to be the one to tell you this,
but Anthony handed in his notice.

1365
01:32:50,167 --> 01:32:51,833
He resigned this morning.

1366
01:32:51,917 --> 01:32:53,375
Did he leave a forwarding address?

1367
01:32:53,458 --> 01:32:55,500
[Mary Ellen] I'm sorry to say he did not.

1368
01:33:18,792 --> 01:33:21,208
Perhaps you could see to it
that he gets these?

1369
01:33:21,292 --> 01:33:24,250
If you hear from Anthony again,
please tell him I was looking for him.

1370
01:33:45,750 --> 01:33:49,333
So then you--
y-you went back to your husband?

1371
01:33:50,750 --> 01:33:53,167
I just couldn't risk losing her.

1372
01:33:54,083 --> 01:33:57,083
And I did eventually leave him

1373
01:33:57,167 --> 01:34:01,167
when I knew for certain that the law
would support my decision.

1374
01:34:01,250 --> 01:34:03,292
What about Mr O'Hare?

1375
01:34:03,375 --> 01:34:07,542
Did you try getting in touch with him
o-once you'd left?

1376
01:34:07,625 --> 01:34:12,417
I would scour the papers every day
looking for his name.

1377
01:34:13,333 --> 01:34:14,708
Nothing.

1378
01:34:14,792 --> 01:34:16,667
And eventually,
I stopped buying the paper.

1379
01:34:16,750 --> 01:34:19,333
It felt to me as though
he didn't want to be found.

1380
01:34:19,875 --> 01:34:21,167
But what about now?

1381
01:34:23,708 --> 01:34:26,542
You know, he doesn't know
that you tried to go after him.

1382
01:34:26,625 --> 01:34:27,708
He has no idea!

1383
01:34:28,208 --> 01:34:31,083
Probably for the best. We had our chance.

1384
01:34:31,167 --> 01:34:32,667
Yes, but what--

1385
01:34:32,750 --> 01:34:34,833
What if you could have another chance?

1386
01:34:34,917 --> 01:34:37,250
A heart can only take so much.

1387
01:34:37,333 --> 01:34:38,833
And I fear...

1388
01:34:40,208 --> 01:34:42,500
at my age, I've reached my limit.

1389
01:34:46,500 --> 01:34:48,542
[Ellie's voice]
The past can be intoxicating.

1390
01:34:48,625 --> 01:34:52,083
It can draw you in, create the illusion
that things were better,

1391
01:34:52,167 --> 01:34:55,750
you were happier
or experiences were richer back then.

1392
01:34:55,833 --> 01:34:57,500
It can also debilitate you,

1393
01:34:57,583 --> 01:35:01,250
leaving you stuck in your memories
of pain, heartbreak and disappointment,

1394
01:35:01,958 --> 01:35:05,417
holding you back from even attempting
another shot at happiness.

1395
01:35:05,500 --> 01:35:07,667
They say if we don't learn
from our past mistakes,

1396
01:35:07,750 --> 01:35:09,708
we're bound to repeat them,

1397
01:35:09,792 --> 01:35:12,667
but can we also learn
to let go of the past?

1398
01:35:12,750 --> 01:35:15,333
Learn to forge ahead,
keeping the knowledge close

1399
01:35:15,417 --> 01:35:19,500
but not letting it overtake our ability
to try again, to feel again?

1400
01:35:19,583 --> 01:35:21,542
Ellie, it's fantastic.

1401
01:35:21,625 --> 01:35:23,625
Okay. Um...

1402
01:35:25,417 --> 01:35:27,417
-Really good work here.
-Oh!

1403
01:35:28,125 --> 01:35:30,625
Well, that's great. I-- I appreciate that.

1404
01:35:36,000 --> 01:35:37,250
I'll be back later.

1405
01:35:37,875 --> 01:35:39,542
[Diesel miaows]

1406
01:35:46,875 --> 01:35:50,125
[phone: ringtone ringing]

1407
01:35:55,333 --> 01:35:56,333
Hello?

1408
01:35:56,417 --> 01:35:58,542
Hi, it's, uh-- it's Ellie.

1409
01:35:58,625 --> 01:36:00,583
Um, how's it going?

1410
01:36:00,667 --> 01:36:03,417
Yeah, um, fine. You?

1411
01:36:03,500 --> 01:36:05,542
Uh, pretty good.

1412
01:36:07,917 --> 01:36:11,208
No, th-tha-- that's not actually true.

1413
01:36:12,750 --> 01:36:15,500
I don't know why I left the other morning
without saying goodbye

1414
01:36:15,583 --> 01:36:18,167
and I don't know why I haven't replied
to any of your messages.

1415
01:36:18,250 --> 01:36:20,458
That's a really shitty thing.

1416
01:36:20,542 --> 01:36:22,833
And, I mean, if you wanted to
message me again,

1417
01:36:22,917 --> 01:36:25,542
you have my word you'll get a reply.

1418
01:36:25,625 --> 01:36:31,042
But I get there might be a ton of reasons
why you don't wanna speak to me

1419
01:36:31,125 --> 01:36:33,583
or write to me or hang out with me.

1420
01:36:33,667 --> 01:36:35,792
And in truth,

1421
01:36:35,875 --> 01:36:38,542
I'm kind of worried you might think
I'm a pretty heinous individual

1422
01:36:38,625 --> 01:36:39,958
if you get to know me.

1423
01:36:42,583 --> 01:36:44,458
But at this point...

1424
01:36:45,583 --> 01:36:49,208
I don't think being afraid to try
is a good enough reason for anything.

1425
01:36:50,667 --> 01:36:51,750
And, uh...

1426
01:36:52,792 --> 01:36:54,833
I think you're fucking tip-top, Rory.

1427
01:36:55,375 --> 01:36:57,958
And I'd...

1428
01:36:58,458 --> 01:37:00,458
I'd really love to see you again.

1429
01:37:02,542 --> 01:37:04,542
And I hope you don't mind me saying that.

1430
01:37:09,083 --> 01:37:10,833
[sighs]

1431
01:37:10,917 --> 01:37:12,500
Look, where are you?

1432
01:37:13,083 --> 01:37:15,292
I'm-- I'm-- I'm outside.

1433
01:37:16,042 --> 01:37:17,583
Sorry?

1434
01:37:17,667 --> 01:37:20,292
I'm outside your flat. [chuckles]

1435
01:37:22,750 --> 01:37:24,667
-Oh, my God. That's so creepy.
-Yeah.

1436
01:37:24,750 --> 01:37:28,125
Well, I was aiming for industrious,
but I, um-- I take your point.

1437
01:37:29,208 --> 01:37:31,083
Okay, okay. Wait there. Just keep talking.

1438
01:37:31,167 --> 01:37:33,792
I'm gonna come down. Keep talking.

1439
01:37:41,417 --> 01:37:42,500
I'm so so--

1440
01:38:00,875 --> 01:38:03,708
I found them. Both of them.

1441
01:38:04,708 --> 01:38:06,125
-You're kidding.
-I went to see them!

1442
01:38:06,208 --> 01:38:08,333
-You're kidding.
-[chuckles]

1443
01:38:08,417 --> 01:38:09,917
Shit! What did they say?

1444
01:38:10,000 --> 01:38:11,250
She tried everything.

1445
01:38:11,333 --> 01:38:13,083
So, he still doesn't know
she went after him?

1446
01:38:13,167 --> 01:38:14,167
No, he's got no idea.

1447
01:38:14,250 --> 01:38:15,917
-So you have to tell him.
- I know!

1448
01:38:16,000 --> 01:38:18,333
I want to, but they don't
want to see each other.

1449
01:38:18,417 --> 01:38:22,042
But if that was true, then why
keep the PO box open the whole time?

1450
01:38:22,125 --> 01:38:24,167
That doesn't make any sense.

1451
01:38:24,958 --> 01:38:26,958
That is a really good point.

1452
01:38:29,208 --> 01:38:31,208
She really came after me?

1453
01:38:33,500 --> 01:38:34,708
She said that to you?

1454
01:38:58,833 --> 01:39:00,333
[Older Anthony's voice] Dear ♪.

1455
01:39:01,667 --> 01:39:05,500
Please forgive this brief intrusion,

1456
01:39:05,583 --> 01:39:07,583
but as I'm sure you are aware...

1457
01:39:09,750 --> 01:39:13,167
our very separate lives have,
thankfully...

1458
01:39:14,542 --> 01:39:17,042
at least for this old man...

1459
01:39:19,542 --> 01:39:21,792
once again intersected.

1460
01:39:26,083 --> 01:39:28,083
In the intervening years,

1461
01:39:28,833 --> 01:39:33,542
I've thought of you with a constancy
I hesitate to now admit.

1462
01:39:34,750 --> 01:39:36,125
Missing you.

1463
01:39:42,917 --> 01:39:46,083
So, I shall venture, one last time...

1464
01:39:47,458 --> 01:39:49,792
with some trepidation...

1465
01:39:54,375 --> 01:39:55,792
Postman's Park...

1466
01:39:57,333 --> 01:40:00,583
Friday, 2:00 p.m.

1467
01:40:04,667 --> 01:40:06,500
Yours respectfully...

1468
01:40:09,333 --> 01:40:10,500
B.

1469
01:40:14,625 --> 01:40:16,125
[Ellie] Oh, she's not coming.

1470
01:40:19,083 --> 01:40:20,708
At least we tried.

1471
01:40:23,500 --> 01:40:25,333
I'll go and get him.

1472
01:40:40,292 --> 01:40:41,292
[sighs]

1473
01:41:20,625 --> 01:41:21,625
[sighs]

1474
01:41:26,500 --> 01:41:27,542
[laughs]

1475
01:41:29,625 --> 01:41:33,250
How about we close our eyes?

1476
01:41:39,667 --> 01:41:40,958
[Ellie chuckles]

1477
01:41:47,583 --> 01:41:49,000
[Older Anthony] A letter.

1478
01:41:50,792 --> 01:41:52,458
[Anthony] An invitation.

1479
01:41:54,625 --> 01:41:56,292
To come away.

1480
01:41:58,917 --> 01:42:00,958
To start again.

1481
01:42:06,667 --> 01:42:09,708
[Anthony's voice] Marylebone. Waiting.

1482
01:42:18,208 --> 01:42:20,625
[Anthony's voice]
I am starting to worry now.

1483
01:42:22,875 --> 01:42:24,583
[Jennifer's voice]
But there's really no need.

1484
01:42:29,042 --> 01:42:30,625
[pants, laughs]

1485
01:42:32,125 --> 01:42:34,542
-Because I'm right here.
-[Jennifer laughs]

1486
01:42:36,000 --> 01:42:37,500
[Jennifer's voice] Right on time.

1487
01:43:14,917 --> 01:43:18,000
[pop song playing]

1488
01:43:23,500 --> 01:43:27,083
[woman] ♪ Ou-Ou-Ou-Ou-Ou-Our love, yeah ♪

1489
01:43:29,375 --> 01:43:33,292
♪ Is slowly goin' on the rocks now-ow-ow ♪

1490
01:43:33,375 --> 01:43:35,833
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

1491
01:43:35,917 --> 01:43:37,708
♪ Tell me ♪

1492
01:43:37,792 --> 01:43:39,083
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

1493
01:43:40,042 --> 01:43:42,625
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1494
01:43:42,708 --> 01:43:44,833
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1495
01:43:44,917 --> 01:43:46,958
<i>3 Our love, yeah</i>

1496
01:43:49,083 --> 01:43:52,958
♪ Is in double jeopardy ♪

1497
01:43:53,042 --> 01:43:54,917
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

1498
01:43:55,458 --> 01:43:58,917
♪ Show me, show me, sugar-pie ♪

1499
01:43:59,917 --> 01:44:01,583
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1500
01:44:02,417 --> 01:44:05,708
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1501
01:44:05,792 --> 01:44:10,542
♪ You know I try to keep you satisfied ♪

1502
01:44:10,625 --> 01:44:13,542
♪ But you just won't comprehend ♪

1503
01:44:14,208 --> 01:44:17,208
♪ And if you keep on doin' ♪

1504
01:44:17,292 --> 01:44:19,333
♪ Doin' what you're doin" ♪

1505
01:44:19,417 --> 01:44:22,875
♪ You know our love will surely end ♪

1506
01:44:22,958 --> 01:44:25,958
♪ Don't you know that our love, yeah ♪

1507
01:44:28,333 --> 01:44:31,667
♪ Is slowly goin'
On the rocks now-ow-ow? ♪

1508
01:44:32,250 --> 01:44:33,917
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

1509
01:44:34,583 --> 01:44:35,833
♪ Tell me ♪

1510
01:44:36,417 --> 01:44:38,000
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

1511
01:44:39,000 --> 01:44:41,333
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1512
01:44:41,417 --> 01:44:43,792
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1513
01:44:43,875 --> 01:44:45,375
♪ Oh, tell me ♪

1514
01:44:46,292 --> 01:44:47,792
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

1515
01:44:48,792 --> 01:44:50,417
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1516
01:44:51,167 --> 01:44:53,625
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1517
01:44:53,708 --> 01:44:55,208
♪ Oh, tell me ♪

1518
01:44:56,125 --> 01:44:57,625
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

1519
01:44:58,625 --> 01:45:00,250
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1520
01:45:01,000 --> 01:45:03,417
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1521
01:45:03,500 --> 01:45:04,833
♪ Oh, tell me ♪

1522
01:45:05,833 --> 01:45:07,250
♪ Come on and show me ♪

1523
01:45:08,250 --> 01:45:10,042
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1524
01:45:10,750 --> 01:45:13,083
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

1525
01:45:13,167 --> 01:45:16,167
-[song fades]
-[upbeat pop song playing]

1526
01:45:23,500 --> 01:45:26,833
[woman] ♪ Try to withdraw completely ♪

1527
01:45:30,333 --> 01:45:34,542
♪ Damn
You ain't gonna pin this one on me ♪

1528
01:45:37,625 --> 01:45:41,333
♪ One thing's for sure
I'm not sleeping here tonight ♪

1529
01:45:45,167 --> 01:45:49,208
♪ And I'm not interested
In what you think is best I

1530
01:45:52,583 --> 01:45:55,708
♪ But I get so lonely
I can't relate to anyone ♪

1531
01:45:56,542 --> 01:45:58,500
♪ And my heart is or yin' out ♪

1532
01:45:58,583 --> 01:46:01,667
♪ I'm on my knees

1533
01:46:01,750 --> 01:46:05,500
♪ I'm beggin', please ♪

1534
01:46:05,583 --> 01:46:08,167
♪ Have mercy on me ♪

1535
01:46:16,250 --> 01:46:19,250
♪ I'm not gonna see you anymore ♪

1536
01:46:23,917 --> 01:46:26,958
♪ 'Cause you're not strong enough ♪

1537
01:46:30,500 --> 01:46:33,500
♪ And you're not smart enough ♪

1538
01:46:34,500 --> 01:46:37,500
♪ You're not cool enough ♪

1539
01:46:37,583 --> 01:46:39,625
♪ Lookin' out the window of the café ♪

1540
01:46:39,708 --> 01:46:41,917
♪ There's a boy
With cherry-coloured lips ♪

1541
01:46:42,000 --> 01:46:44,167
♪ More like
A cherry flavoured stomach ache ♪

1542
01:46:45,500 --> 01:46:48,625
♪ But I get so lonely
I can't relate to anyone ♪

1543
01:46:49,458 --> 01:46:51,417
♪ And my heart is or yin' out ♪

1544
01:46:51,500 --> 01:46:54,583
♪ I'm on my knees

1545
01:46:54,667 --> 01:46:58,417
♪ I'm beggin', please ♪

1546
01:46:58,500 --> 01:47:01,083
♪ Have mercy on me ♪

1547
01:47:16,583 --> 01:47:18,583
[song fades]